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CHAPTER I11
FADING OUT
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I have seen death
And I s h a l l n o t forget
"I Shall N o t F o r g e t "
that comes with age, Kamala Das says: "I shall l e a v e all
t h e luggage b e h i n d / S shall t r a v e l a s l i g h t as I can,"
t h e L a t e Colonel, " "'The Stranger, " " S i x Years After, " "The
Fly," "Life of Ma Parker, " " M i l l i e , " "The Canary" and " M i s s
Brill. "
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"Venalinte O z h i v u ," Summer V a c a t i o n ) "Neypayasam, It
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hands."3 This realisation prepares the Christian to face
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In pre-modern s o c i e t i e s chronic sickness was part of
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loved ones; or death is regarded as unknowable and
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In her stories about death, there is the
. . . Fenella c a u g h t h o l d of t h e lapel of
his coat. "How l o n g am I g o i n g to stay?"
She whispered anxiously. He wouldn't look
at her, He shook her o f f g e n t l y , and
gently said, "We'll see a b o u t that. Here!
where's your hand?" He pressed something
i n t o her p a l m . "Here's a s h i l l i n g i n case
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you should need it." A Shilling! She
m u s t be going away f o r e v e r ! "Father!"
cried Fenella. B u t he was gone. (p.323)
white-haired g r a n d p a r e n t s .
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already in the c a r r i a g e and t h e child is entrusted in his
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t h e i r turn to dance with t h e b e a u t i f u l g i r l s . Amidst all
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This b r e a k i n g of illusion by a f i g u r e who becomes the
memento mori (reminder of death) is seen again in
"Honeymoon". ( 19 21 ) George and Fanny, a young English
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And a moment later they were gone. (p.397)
she'd g o t from life and now he was took t o o , " (p.307) and
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"But we can't possibly h a v e a garden p a r t y with a man dead
beautiful." (p.261)
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the r e a l life on earth," Warren. S. Walker p o i n t s out
that throughout the story there is a groping toward
maturity and at t h e end Laura is i n d e e d more mature than
she i s at the opening.15 T h e visit to the cotter1s brings
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T h e d i v e r s i t y of life and
how we try to
fit i n everything, Death included. That
is bewildering f o r a person of Laura's
age, She feels things ought to happen
differently , First o n e and' then another,
But life isn't like that. We h a v e n l ' t t h e
ordering of it. Laura says, "But all
t h e s e t h i n g s must not happen at once." And
Life answers, "Why n o t ? How are they
d i v i d e d from each o t h e r ? " And they do a l l
h a p p e n , it is inevitable. And it seems to
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me there is beauty in that inevitability.
just outside the front gate - How shall life fit all these
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as the reason fur leave. Indeed, life has caught him
who is thinking a b o u t the past and her own son who died
long ago when Kezia breaks into her thoughts, p a r r i e s t h e
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escape from death, Kezia is d e f i a n t . No, s h e just would
n o t d i e a n d further she makes grandma promise that grandma
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In t h e earnest cajoling of t h e little girl and t h e
"Father?"
"Yes, dear. "
~ i k Kezia,
e Ammu creates a world of her own a r o u n d ~ u t h a s s i
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bereavement. Still, when Alice comments on the late
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and of d e a t h waiting at t h e other end. Hence s h e is tired
death,
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pass that existence is impossible for the daughters a f t e r
Clare Hanson and Andrew Gurr put it, "the sun, weirdly
foreshadowed by the one eye glaring from the dying
Colonel's p u r p l e face has followed t h e ogre to his grave.
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immediately understands that his wife has achieved an
emotional c o n n e c t i o n w i t h t h e stranger far s t r o n g e r than he
alone.
"Mother !"
"Don't sounded in the c r y .
leave me",
"Don't forget me! You are forgetting me,
you know you are! 'I And it was as t h o u g h
from h e r own breast t h e r e came the s o u n d
of childish weeping. (p.459)
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holding a little slender boy who had just waked o u t of a
d r e a d f u l dream.
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Suddenly the son's protesting voice breaks into the
reverie:
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leaving only widow's weeds, w e t g r a v e s a n d wreaths. The
i n s i g h t into things.
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For the boss, t h e boy did n o t e x i s t outside t h e p l a n s
Leslie Beauchamp.
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described by the writer in her poem "I,C.C,U.," w h e r e the
f i n a l e n c o u n t e r with d e a t h .
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t h e f i n a l h o u r one sees h i s e n t i r e life f l e e t i n g by in the
cry that day? She c o u l d not look at his face while taking
say, " ~ i v eme some peace." Memories came back to her one
by o n e , of her father, l i t t l e brother, h e r mother and her
l i t t l e s o n ; only she couldn't recollect his name.
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f l o a t on w a t e r . As long as s h e held on to her memory, she
felt as if she w e r e f l o a t i n g o n water w i t h o u t s i n k i n g down.
dead l i k e her black cat. But how nice if only she could
remember her son's name. Then surely s h e could ask for
him.
" S h , Sh!"
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coming to h e r t h r o u g h the straight p a t h ? Wasn't it U n n i ?
B u t there was some mistake. Unni had died long ago in her
own arms. So then what was s h e seeing?
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from him, But he pursues her like a lover; reminding her
of D e a t h must be a dream.
When she drives home with her husband in the car, she
kisses.
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t h e figure of D e a t h say, " D e a t h is n e i t h e r a beginning n o r
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death - instinct i n her visualizes d e a t h as falling o f f a
S h e w a k e s up h e a r i n g t h e s o u n d of b o t t l e s o p e n i n g up,
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She realizes that she had fallen asleep in a totally
to d i e in the m o s t comfortable m a n n e r ,
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attraction and she asked him who he was. To this he
replies that he was t h e stranger who had s t o o d among the
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d e s p e r a t e l y c l i n g s on to h e r home and family with the hope
unconscious to t h e conscious,
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raises the death consciousness in the human unconscious to
aesthetic levels a n d t h u s overcomes it.23 A t t h e end of h e r
reach home.
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njaval. She complains, "No o n e from t h i s 'tharavad' has
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Unni, When he nonchalantly remains there, she takes p i t y
on h i m a n d o f f e r s h i m food, Secretly, she n o t i c e s that his
died.
o t h e r hand she now feels she has understood what she was
seeking.
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saying that he is the cause of the accident, But much
this view,
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T h e fact t h a t s h e lays t h e cause of her husband's death on
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b e t w e e n the visitor and Muthassi is repeated in t h e strange
she has eyes only for that of the little sailor boy.
into d e e p thought.
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with a s o b in her voice, s h e said a g a i n ,
"1 want this photograph." (p.48)
t h e i r family ,
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would return in all t h e coming births as his wife." (p.186)
rebirth.
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m a n n e r , r a d i a t e an atmosphere of light and l i g h t n e s s . Yet
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his house nor can she cry in the street outside. In
l l R e v e l a t i o n s " t h e young hairdresser George h a s to be his
m o u r n i n g , t o t h e s i l e n t words of unexpressed g r i e f ,
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became more dangerous, s h e realized that she had only a
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back upon, K a t h e r i n e Mansfield bravely tried to rebuild her
emotional d e f e n c e s t h a t had fallen down:
t h e f e a r o f d e a t h b e s e t her, s h e wrote,
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that of t h e G u r d j i e f f plan - t h e attainment of such p s y c h i c
drowns death into oblivion with her ink, but she also
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The ultimate discovery will be that we are
immortal.
"Composition"
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affection. S h e grumbled a b o u t h e r husband's u n c o n c e r n for
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st or^, when she w a s even exhilarated in h i s company and
uneasy and crestfallen in his absence. Indeed,Kamala Das
. . . in f o r g i v i n g silence I c o n c e i v e d my b r i g h t sons
a g a i n s t my knee
I knew you would survive, darling, I willed it so.
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Out of my pyre my grieving sons s h a l l p i c k
u p little souvenirs of b o n e s and some ash.
And y e t the world shall go on. Tears
s h a l l dry on my sons' c h e e k s . Their wives
shall bring forth b r i l l i a n t children. My
descendants shall populate this e a r t h . It
is enough for me. It is more than
enough ... (p.219)
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to His desire. I shall be fondled by Him.
I shall pass t h r o u g h a l l the pathways of
this world. Condemning none,
understanding a l l and then become p a r t of
Him. Then Ear me t h e r e s h a l l be no return
journey. (p. 186)
In J
M S t o r y s h e wr.ites, "In t h e mornings I w e n t into t h e
-
listening to her read t h e Bhagavatham and the Gita (p.92) --
Ramala Das was so obsessed with this devotion that she was
almost ,sure h e r f i . r s t c h i l d would be a son and he would
look like Krishna. Whenever subjected to the bondage of
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in Krishna.
Bhagavad -
Gita and -
the Narayaneeyam. She craves for
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He who h a s faith, who is absorbed i n it
and who has subdued his senses gains
wisdom and having gained wisdom he a t t a i n s
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q u i c k l y t h e supreme peace.
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1. Quoted from t h e Journal by Rosemary Dinnage in " F a d i n g with
the Light", Times Literary Supplement, 21 Oct, 1977, p . 1 2 3 4 .
2, -
The - - -
Journal of Katherine Mansfield (ed) J. Middleton Murry,
Definitive E d i t i o n , London: Constable, 1962,
3. --
Bosco P u t h o o r ( e d ) Death and L i f e A f t e r Death, 1981, 51.
4, -
The Bible, "Coranthos" , 1 5 / 5 5 .
5. -
The -
Gita - 2/30 (tr) Jayadayal Goyundaka
(1969) Gorakhpur:
Gita Press, 1 9 9 2 . Arjuna, this s o u l dwelling i n the body
can never be slain; therefore you should not mourn f o r
anyone.
6. The Gita -
-- 2/27: F o r in that case d e a t h is certain f o r the
born, and rebirth is inevitable for t h e dead, You should
n o t , therefore, grieve o v e r t h e inevitable,
7, T h e Gita -
-- 2/22 As a man shedding worn-out garments, takes
other new o n e s , likewise t h e embodied s o u l , c a s t i n g o f f
worn-out bodies, e n t e r s into others which are new.
8. J a n e t t e Rainwater, Self Therapy - London: Crucible, 1989,
p.194.
9, Ibid, p.195
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12. Kate Fullbrook, K a t h e r i n e Mansfield, Sussex: T h e Harvester
Press, 1986, p . 1 1 7 .
14. Ibid.
17. Letters -
and Journals -
of Katherine Mansfield (ed) C.K. Stead,
London: Allen Lane, 1977. Letter d a t e d November 11, 1921.
18. Ibid.
20. Ibid.
25. Ibid.
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26. M, Rajeev K u m a r , ~ntroduction to Ente ~ h e r u k a t h a k a l .
28. Ibid.
31. Ibid. p . 2 9 3 .
32. fbid.
33. Ibid, 2 7 7 .
34. -
K a t h e r i n e M a n s f i e l d , L e t t e r s and Journals (ed) C.K. Stead,
Penguin, 1977, p . 1 3 5 .
39. Narayaneeyam -
A devotional work in Sanskrit praising Lord
Krishna at G u r u v a y o o r by Melpathur Narayana B h a t t a t h i r i .
40. The -
Bhagavad Gita - IVth Discourse verse 3 9 , t r a n s l a t e d by
S. Radhakrishnan, New Delhi: B l a c k i e & Sons, 198l, p . 1 7 1 .
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