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Nyah Garcia
Society has brought people to a point where in order to love others, one must love
themselves. Changes are made to oneself in order to receive love in certain situations regarding
intimacy, rather than allowing natural characteristics and emotions take control. Falling in love
Acknowledgements
For Veronica Garcia [my mother], everyone who chooses to fall in love, ⎯⎯⎯ and those
Nyah Garcia
Society has brought people to a point where in order to love others, one must love themselves.
Changes are made to oneself in order to receive love in certain situation, regarding intimacy,
rather than allowing natural characteristics and emotions take control. Falling in love is a
beautiful thing, or so it is perceived as one. Relationships are amazing whether they remain
The Incident
Deja de ser chismosa (stop being nosy). That is what my grandma would say if she were
here. Pressing my ear against the door, my grandma’s voice continues to play in my head, I also
hear crying coming from the other side of the door. The door knob has never seemed so far. It
got farther and farther each time I would look up at it. I am on the tips of my toes and still can't
reach. You are seven years old, Nyah, you are NOT tall enough to reach that without your step
stool. [duh] I run to the restroom and get my step stool hoping it will help me reach something
It is locked. Te dije que no andas de chismosa. I definitely do NOT have the keys to my
mom’s room. My last choice was to knock. [why didn’t I do that in the beginning? ] It won’t
hurt to try, right? I know she can hear me. Are those footsteps I hear? It’s her, she is standing
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right infront of me, crying. There are so many tears running down her face and so many tissues
all over the place. I hug her, I don’t ever want to let her go. The sight of her crying makes me
cry. No llores (Don’t cry). Grandma’s right. Good thing her voice never escapes my mind. Pa
always said crying is for the weak and sensitive people in this world. Pa is not here. Pa is not
holding mom the way he should be. Pa didn’t tell me he was leaving. I will never understand
why Pa left, but I do understand he will never be there for me, the way my mom is.
Seventeen years of my life have been thrown away in a single instant of words I would
“I want a divorce.” “I don’t want to be a part of this family anymore.” “I don’t love
All of this should have hit me sooner by the continuous women showing up at my door asking
for Antonio. They came before I was pregnant, while I was pregnant, and after my pregnancy. I
should have known better. I should have stayed away when I left the first time. My sister
warned me about this man, his wicked ways, cruel heart, and disgusting personality. Why did I
hold onto the marriage that should have ended before it even started?
Saturday was our day, but instead it is the third day I have been locked in this house full
of memories we had.
“I cannot pick myself up.” “How am I going to do this without him?” “How will
Nyah, my daughter. Is that her trying to come in? I cannot let her see the tornado of
tears that hit me the way they did. It’s too late. I cannot leave her out there any longer. As I get
up to open the door, stepping over my tissues, I realize, my love never left me. Opening the
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door and seeing the mini me I created caused a snap in my brain. My love will always be within
her, within each other, with or without that thief of hearts. Being mad at the world won’t help
me. Being mad at him won’t give me peace. Being alone, abandoning Nyah won’t give me time
to heal. It will hurt me. Hurt me the way Antonio did. Hurt me how I have been hurting Nyah
by locking myself in my room without realizing I have a little mouth to feed, a hand to hold and
Analysis
Introduction
Before diving into a relationship, do you ask yourself, “what is love”? The essence
behind the way your body reacts to another human being, the way your mind thinks about that
human being and most importantly, how your heart intakes that affection is all made up of love.
Love is an intense feeling of deep affection, not including the arguments, disagreements, and
everything in between. But where does this natural feeling evolve from? The essence of human
nature.
Without human nature does love exist? But without humans does human nature exist?
The reality humans embody explain the traits each and everyone of us possess, including our
desire to feel love. The bundle of characteristics along with our ways of thinking, feeling and
acting, all come naturally but are indirectly sculpted by our relationships and interactions with
others. Our quirks, attributes and idiosyncrasies all make up the determination of an ideal life:
to be someone in this world, to be happily in love with our soulmate, and to remain financially
Life itself is difficult, before the complexities we, as humans, choose to go through, as
time passes by. Usually being in a relationship adds complications to your life, whether they are
negative or positive effects. One of the many effects of falling is love is deciding whether or
not, you can resist the possibility of falling into a state of depression. This mood disorder affects
how we feel, think, and handle daily activities. My mother isolated herself from the world, from
the responsibilities life threw at her, for a long period of time due to the immediate effect of
depression. This feeling can be reversed with the affection humans continuously need and
crave. With a considerable amount of hugs and kisses or simply the small communications one
has with someone else, love is always applied. As a child, I lifted her spirits, allowing her to
continue in life, and grow out of her depression faze. [the world isn’t going to end because a
man left you] Who knew the miniature version of herself would eliminate the constant sensation
Study of Focus
Human nature itself is the cause for the behavior humans express, whether it is with
human language, rationality, and morality. The way humans choose to express intimacy is all
influenced by the larger mystery of our personal understand of love and nature.
Leon Kass, Francis Fukuyama, Paul Lauritzen, Jurgen Habermas and [most importantly]
my mother, are all giving their understanding and explanations on love and nature in this
research paper. Followed by the decisions humans juggle numerously throughout their lives: Do
I accept what nature has given me when I experience love or must I change it in order to love
myself before I can encounter love? The unique opinions give different perspectives on why
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complications result with depression. Therefore the different forms or depression disguised but
My mother’s experience with depression allows the reader to appeal to her sorrowful
emotions while still being able to go through the process of acknowledging all the love she ever
needed, was with her all along. An excessive amount of people experience love through the
journey of progressing through nature, therefore, from examining human socialization and
numerological processing of a human in love, it is clear that the results of intimacy are either
A human’s connection with nature is just as important as a mother’s connection with her
daughter. When humans accept society as human nature created it to be. It is easier to recognize
the importance in loving yourself before being able to love others. In an article regarding the
connection between humans, nature, and ethics, a political philosopher explains the significance
Sandel goes on to say why losing “the ethic of giftedness” would be unfortunate.
Losing the ethic of giftedness would undermine “three key features of our moral
consequentialist point—if we lose these key constraints on our behavior, many people
implications—if we lose these aspects of the “moral landscape,” we could not but feel
that as a huge loss. Sandel plainly hopes, though, that many of his readers will feel the
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loss of giftedness itself already as a loss. It is partly to show the import of losing
giftedness itself that he tries to show how it is bound up in sports and in parenthood,
such that if we lose the ethic of giftedness, then sports and parenthood will be
diminishes the designing parent and corrupts parenting as a social practice governed by
When resisting the eagerness to make an overarching claim about human nature, humans
are able to feel and act upon the love their body chooses to express. By connecting the unique
traits each human accommodates, traditional connections can be made, rather than designed,
later resulting in intimacy (Gregory K. Kaenick, 2011, par. 21). Seeing each other as equal,
because we all come from nature, allows us to self-understand how we feel and why we feel
that way. Our emotions should not be based off of how others make us feel, but how we choose
to feel because t hey belong to us. “They are products of fate or nature rather than of other
members of the moral community” Habermas states in an article connecting humans, nature,
and ethics (Gregory K. Kaenick, 2011, par. 22). The intimacy someone chooses to have with
someone else should not depend on the public's opinion, but how they feel within their
relationship. Making connections, sharing qualities, and having things in common are
collectively the result of falling in love with each other, naturally opposing a relationship being
made by force. In a novel written by Rainbow Rowell, a character known as Park realizes the
beauty behind a girl he wanted an intimate relationship from. She was bullied by many of her
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classmates due to her hair color, interest in literature, and clothes she would wear. Once Park
took the time to observe and understand Eleanors natural features, he instantly fell in love with
her (Rainbow Rowell, 2012, p.14). Accepting the beauty within yourself, influences the beauty
you choose to accept from others. With the mentality of expecting the unexpected, humans do
not feel the need to change what could have been the best decision they’ve ever made.
The typical relationships between humans and their natural instincts regarding love are
either accepting or perfectionist. The constant need of improvements made to oneself in order to
love themselves are endlessly made in society. The things humans choose to value in society
make up human nature, instead of what we’re naturally born with. Because h umans are
constantly sorting the world into categories, predicting how things work, and testing those
predictions, change is inevitable no matter the situation (NewScientist, 2018, par. 7). By making
unreliable judgements and overthinking, humans set themselves up for change. An example of
this would be how humans believe in punishments, with the idea of the result always being
rehabilitation. If I choose not to date this guy because he has way too many interactions with
girls [ or is simply just friendly] I can prevent myself from getting cheated on. Disregarding who
could have been your soulmate, keeps humans from getting possibly hurt in the future, or a life
ideally dreamed of living [the world will never know] because he was not what was expected
that way [the one]. In a novel written by E.L James titled, Fifty Shades Darker a character
known as Christian Grey alters his ideal perception of how a woman should be treated in a
relationship. In order for Anastasia Steele [the love of his life], to remain in an intimate
relationship with him, he had to release his constant crave to dominate her sexual desires. By
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proposing a new arrangement, Anastasia Steele is driven back to him only because he changed
(E.L. James, 17 April 2012, Fifty Shades Darker, p. 42). After humans created an elaborate
systems of rules, taboos, and etiquette, our ideal version of how a relationship should be was
created. If humans do not like the way someone or something is, our natural instinct is to adjust
Opinion
Nature is a gift that is constantly changed in order to satisfy our needs. Some parents
choose who their child dates, when they should get married, or how many children they must
have. While the others, allow human nature to guide them on their journey through life. I
personally believe we as humans must allow nature to lead us when it comes to making
decisions. The most important decision one makes is who we choose to be with for the rest of
our lives. Everything happens for a reason, you cannot change the past or future but you can
experience the present. By doing so, I allow my natural behaviors exhibit who I truly am [small,
cute and funny]. Because I witnessed the outcome of depression, I refuse to alter who I truly am
in order to amuse someone else's expectations. Humans in society should not modify what
Our life
Our life events and personal factors are all affected by whether we are the ideal version
of ourselves, or we need to be altered in order to become what we want to be. This not only
plays a role within our physical features but our mental understanding of loving yourself and
others. A combination of recent events and other long term factors play a significant role in
your interpretation of intimacy (Beyond Blue, 2018, p.2). As a result of my grandpa abandoning
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my mom at a young age, the idea of allowing another male figure into her life was
unimaginable. She immediately decided to change her natural being in order to please my father
and prevent him from abandoning us, the way her father did. Before my mother decided to
change for the love my father was willing to give her, she ignored the possible consequence of
falling into depression if h e left [he did]. Not only did her mindset reform when she was
depressed, but medical conditions appeared while everything she did was diminishing. Her
personality resulted in low self-esteem, sensitive towards personal criticism, and negative
self-assessment. For an excessive amount of time my mother was diagnosed with bipolar
disorder. She experienced episodes of extremely low moods that met up with the major
depression (Natural Institute of Mental Health, par. 6). She was prescribed modern
did not disappear instantly but after a crucial amount of time, it lifted. Every now and then,
depression still lingers causing her to “have a beer” all because she wanted to change herself for
someone who ended up being an irrelevant factor in her life. [or was he?]
The positive outcome of this dysfunctional relationship my parents had was the creation
of me. Although my mother was struggling through depression because of love, my small
episodes of affection changed her mindset on how she should feel and why she was feeling this
way. An image exhibited below was created by myself, inspired by the powerful connection I
have with my mother. All the patterns and colors being transferred from the left hand to the
Conclusion
“We do not need to have a full theory of human nature in order to have moral concerns about
changing it,” therefore should we? (Gregory E. Kaebnick, 2011, p.2) Intimacy itself is already
difficult to handle before having the need to alter it. Love is complicated to define, evaluate, and
appreciate, when humans are regularly changing it. Each and every person has their own
definition of love, with the influence of nature. We either approve of what nature blesses us
with or try to replace it by making illusional judgements. Our form of intimacy is forever
unique based on how you interpret what nature has given you in life.
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References
https://www.humansandnature.org/humans-nature-and-ethics
https://www.beyondblue.org.au/the-facts/depression/what-causes-depression
https://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/depression/index.shtml
Scientist, N. (2018). Human nature: Six things we all do. Retrieved from
https://www.newscientist.com/round-up/human-nature/