Spheresy 1693

I shall go on until I reach that point where the

atmosphere finishes, where the howling gale
explodes, where the void makes a curve, where
my breath takes me.
– CLARICE LISPECTOR, HOUR OF THE STAR
SPHERESY 1693

Nicola Masciandaro
Alina Popa
SPHERESY 1693
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Spheresy is a non-ending manual for committing
spheresy, a constant collection of imperatives and
infinitives to keep you moving in spiral spheres.

To be a spheretic means forever to stay fixed on the spot

of fidelity to the unbounded intelligence that moves
between intuition and bewilderment.

“The intuitive form of intelligence can be called ‘a

dynamic intelligence,’ since it can conceive movement,
such as a spherical spiral, which is objectively
incomprehensible” (R. A. Schwaller de Lubicz).

Take Spheresy with you everywhere, in order to see where

you really are, in order to never return.
 1. Rot the known into the unknown.
2. Swallow the aphorism only after it becomes a
spiral sphere.
3. (To) never again fail to please the beloved in
thought, word, or deed.
4. Spend not extra for the lifetime guarantee of
being malignantly useless.
5. To draw that which has no image other than
itself.
6. Meditate diurnally on the inexistence of any
person worth replacing.
7. To die listening to yourself saying your own
name.
8. Constantly increase the chances of being burned
on a spiral stake for spheresy.
9. Take the hidden detour into every line’s electric
chair.
10. To fly to one’s throne on wings of a crypt.
11. Sense how the devil stares at you through your
nostrils.
12. Measure every statement by the question: is it a
spiral sphere?
13. Bury me in the tomb that reality is digging for
itself.
14. Steal the heart of the thief who is stealing
everything from you.
15. Smile such a smile that all souls in paradise taste
your sorrow.
16. To have no dreams other than this one.
17. To wake up murdered by the objectivity of the
real.
18. Out-survive the loop of consciousness
immortally bit to death by its own tail.
19. Hear something that sounds like everything
listening to itself.
20. Say something to distract me from seeing that
your lips trembled.
21. To render naked the reason you like to say
things.
22. Stop distinguishing simultaneousness from
consecutiveness.
23. Let absolute time happen to you now.
24. Spin around your axis until you become
discontinuous to yourself.
25. To have been born beheaded.
26. Don’t be deceived by the tenderness of your
thought-virus.
27. Surrender to your autophagous tics.
28. Take it anymore.
29. Listen to nothing that tells you what it has to do.
30. Evacuate any trace of meaning from your mouth.
31. Neutralize all punctuation marks.
32. Let the junk selves take over.
33. Lick the wounds cut in my flesh by your
thoughts.
34. Make an appointment to stop pretending not to
know that it would come to this.
35. Lower your smile into the well of my eyes.
36. To funambulate abyss on one’s umbilical cord.
37. Turn to maximum the volume of the death of
things.
38. Broadcast peak-abyss in real time.
39. To be nothing more than preemptive auto-
laughter at one’s own joke.
40. Write only what the partiture of silence dictates.
41. Bring me to sleep with your roaring lullaby.
42. Hear the silence of thought refusing to think.
43. Die on the spot by admitting what you already
know.
44. Relax: I got the sly hint without seeing you drop
it.
45. Console thyself that this moment is neither the
last nor the next.
46. Stop giving to everyone the misfortune of being
you.
47. Smash all guillotines in the mirror of beheading.
48. Decapitate photography with a picture of your
head.
49. Burn and consume thyself in unfelt desire.
50. Feel free to perish by failing to hit the target
precisely.
51. Die trying to annihilate death in life.
52. Betray sigh-analysis into the contingency you
forgot to become.
53. To see that you are in more pain than you will
ever know.
54. Use your tongue to invert me into a spiral
sphere.
55. Intoxicate thyself on untasted wine.
56. Drown in thirst for the true desert.
57. Wait here until time stops procrastinating.
58. Find consolation in still missing yourself if you
did not exist.
59. Spell the name your ashes will sigh.
60. Be too smart to trust your mind’s belief in itself.
61. Maximize actual impossibility.
62. Hesitate while giving up your twisted hand in
total abandonment.
63. Pluck thyself into an unpublishable florilegium.
64. To headlessly escalate the tail-chase into a
spiralvore.
65. Give thanks to the ocean for swimming us into
ourselves.
66. To leap like salt in the wine-dark sea.
67. Solely pursue knowledge of stupidity.
68. To not see through eyes covered by the dust of
your logic.
69. Think that the thought you are thinking has just
inhaled its own ashes.
70. Fill the emptiness inside with the space between
thoughts.
71. Hang from the tip of breath and see with the
spark of a tear how you fall into the lump in your
throat.
72. To taste nothing but the tip of the arrow in your
heart.
73. Consider the possibility that your brain is a
stillborn baby.
74. Permit the imperative to be eaten by itself.
75. Lose me the way you cannot admit to yourself
that you want to.
76. Secretly embarrass yourself.
77. Bless the day when this body applauds you for
cutting off its head.
78. To open paradise in the pain of knowing there is
nothing you can do.
79. Play with my head as in floats in the vat of your
blood.
80. To shamelessly bottle your tears in the hope that
no one will ever find them.
81. Constantly repeat what you have never said or
done.
 82. Feed your marrow on the absence of a life to
lose.
83. Refuse absolutely to go along with yourself any
more.
84. Remain calm if God wants to be made by you.
85. Blame everything for this marvelous tendency to
fall into mutual trance.
86. Daydream only to attain reality.
87. Imprison the correlation in an impenetrable
tower of amniotic time.
88. To impregnate yourself with the birth of
pleasure.
89. Sigh yourself backwards into absolute fear of
breathing.
90. Quake apocalyptically in infinite recursion of
floating tombs.
91. To levitate folly to the very bottom of gravity.
92. Drown by following your heart to the ocean
floor.
93. See space weep for time, hear time laugh at
space.
94. Pay attention to the Stay Out sign posted
everywhere.
95. Feel free to cling to me if you do not know what
else to do.
96. Practice using the lifesaver’s hole for drowning.
97. Never want more of what you already are.
98. Take the path of honesty to self-destruction.
99. Accept no substitutes for the finitude born from
extinction.
100. Swallow me because I am yours.
101. Grow confident in all you do not know.
102. Feel peace like a clean sheet draped over a
corpse.
103. Take yourself gently by the hand like a
headsman.
104. Leap like salt into your own mouth.
105. Follow the spiral into freedom from balance.
106. Cut the world out of your life – cut yourself out
of the world.
107. Worry not that real goodness has nothing to do
with you.
108. Split company with the ambitious whose
ambition fears losing ambition.
109. Walk into a bar with the levity of a lightning bolt.
110. Talk to me using only your deafness.
111. Think entanglement in the sensitive medium of
extinction’s gravity.
112. Camouflage yourself into perfect visibility.
113. See how the world faces itself in you.
114. To swim all day inside the shoreless atom of self-
absence.
115. Become the hypocrite you already are.
116. Invert all diagrams of the relation between life
and reality.
117. Never again fall under the weight of anything –
swoon always under the weight of everything.
118. Use the smoke to fail to discern whether heart or
world is burning.
119. Succeed by trying your best to fail.
120. To forget what anything ever felt like.
121. Place your head through the hole that your heart
pierced in the horizon of the sphere.
122. Like people who are a little ugly and
mysteriously harmonious.
123. Polish mind in the dazzling beauty of mouth-to-
mouth.
124. Drive forward using rear mirror telepathEYE.
125. Rebirth into factual proof that everything wants
nothing to do with you.
126. Be so earnest that you stop.
127. Enter the world where people pronounce their
first words from death beds.
128. Compost your individuation miracle and
carelessly plant your head in paradise.
129. Rescale desire to the measure of void.
130. Follow a detour that provides access through the
point of departure.
131. To take the one way out that you are not.
132. Forgive yourself for saying anything.
133. Despair that there remains nothing to do.
134. Think only how to run away from your thoughts.
135. Joyfully misperceive the boundary between
immortality and never having been.
136. To fall asleep dreaming that you are falling
asleep.
137. Be not tricked into being.
138. Pause a while to deepen yourself then come back
for more.
139. To wake in a world where nothing is awake.
140. Decide the mutual exclusion of thinking and
seeing.
141. Let the spider in your ear explain what I am
talking about.
142. Perform open heart surgery by holding hands.
143. Marry the stars one by one, then marry all the
moons.
144. Kid yourself that you are deeply worried and
disappointed.
145. Remember that sin is not one of the sins.
146. Just say NO to the bully who wants you to exist.
147. Fish for yourself in the ocean with the bait of my
heart.
148. Hang upside down, by your head.
149. Relax in the impossibility of relaxation.
150. Inhale thyself with a sigh.
151. Throw all babies out with the bathwater.
152. Cry your stupidity down the drain of my pupil.
153. Become trapped in perilous safety.
154. Fear only whoever fears the monster.
155. Grasp how contact is ungraspable.
156. Unveil irreparable bewilderment.
157. Withdraw not from the beauty of the second
taken from the side of the first.
158. Invite everyone to non-stop reunion of zero with
itself.
159. Think of me especially when you do not.
160. To search forever, patiently, for one you cannot
live without.
161. Forget about coinciding with yourself.
162. Initiate understanding in your hooves.
163. Stop deluding yourself that it is you who handles
the axe of thought or it will chop off your head.
164. Give up every idea starting with this one.
165. Find a way to lose all ways.
166. Run faster than time.
167. School life at afterlife.
168. Drive all concepts into taking themselves as an
object.
169. Accelerate patience.
170. To feel how boredom bores through time.
171. To be more awake than life.
172. Let your ear hear only itself.
173. See with eyes of a bird pecking holes in your
forehead at the edge of time.
174. To know not whether the product of circle and
line is spiral or sphere.
175. Wiggle the polymelic phantom limb to the point
of a tentacle.
176. Stuff the word back into the mouth of the one.
177. To hear all you will ever say as foreshadow of
what you did not.
178. Talk to me only after having eaten your placenta.
179. Cut the cloak from the inside to always enter
from the outside.
179. Leave yourself for dead on a far away planet
whose surface is this universe.
180. Kiss me with the mouth that ate its own head.
181. Wield being in a manner metonymic with the
hand.
182. Leap from what to that by falling into the ab-
this.
183. Whisper to me through the primordial flaw.
184. Make a list of one thousand reasons why you
never succeed at convincing yourself.
185. To be hyperthrown by overwhelming undertow.
186. To know for a fact that everything known is
false.
187. Demand everything from no one.
188. Enter the ear of time.
189. To know the happiness of joy as lying in the
despair to follow.
190. Bejewel thyself with crystal thought until my
body disappears.
191. Avoid believing in anything by not believing in
yourself.
192. Ponder theses on panpsychism until they think
themselves.
193. Patrol only borders overrun with unborn hordes.
194. Make the wine drunk.
195. To see the world as only the veil of itself.
196. Steep presence in vats of densest absence.
197. To be pinched in infinitesimally foreshortened
asymptotic convergence of joy and despair.
198. To suffer unending auto-erotic aSPHYNXiation.
199. Happen continually to everything without
anyone knowing it.
200. Command everything to stop answering a
question asked by no one.
201. Have problems by thinking how to solve them.
202. Scale everything to zero until the world becomes
the map of itself.
203. Speak the language in which every syllable is a
new language.
204. Hang every breath with the noose of
astonishment.
205. To see that light is a blink in the abyss.
206. Choke each thought with an oscular void.
207. To let a thought teach itself to fall apart.
208. To give dimension to what flattens everything
starting with itself.
209. To be one moment on top of the world, the next
at the bottom of the sea, the third lost in the
desert, the fourth far beyond all three.
210. Get out while you can now that the chance to is
now over.
211. Use my spiral organ to prolong the howl of a
wolf in the mountains.
213. Demand from every step a path that unlocks the
aphorism.
214. Run away so fast from simple truth that your
footprint is a spiral.
215. To infinitely perfect the incapacity to attain
understanding.
216. Totally butcher the in-itself leaving its skin
intact.
217. Continue pretending to have what you have
always wanted, to not want what you have, to
never have what you want, and to want what you
do not have.
218. To achieve the maximum total number of
moments wasted avoiding the necessity of dying
every moment.
219. Chase the universe’s tail until its mouth becomes
your own.
220. To have been bitten by an Ouroboros.
221. Become the prey of zero.
222. To know that to know yourself is to eat yourself.
223. Be eaten by a sphynx for breakfast.
224. To see my petals push upon the backs of your
eyelids.
225. Consume your body to the point that soul
becomes your carcass.
226. Eat yourself, vomit yourself.
227. To be born into immediate apocalyptic orgasm.
228. Impale thyself on your seraphic lance as it flies
into the Deity’s severed head.
229. Plunge into your navel with full force until your
mouth becomes your hol(e)y sphincter excreting
time again.
230. To have been pierced by a headless arrow.
231. Tell the straight line to circumvent you.
232. Always begin with the dead end.
233. Have the courage to fear.
234. Talk philosophy only to static.
235. Never want more than nothing and less than
everything.
236. Autokiss like a sea that drinks itself.
237. Zoom nearer than in and farther than out.
238. Shrink to punctual nothingness and put an end
to this sentence.
239. Blink me back to black.
240. Deepen thought so much as to take the rest of
your life to unthink it.
241. Smile so rigorously that the equator laughs.
242. Practice perpetually impermanent absolute
amnesia.
243. Eat yourself to the point of recapitulating
phylogeny in reverse.
244. Please come to a final agreement of your
confusions.
245. Aslantly observe asymmetrical oneness.
246. Wear yourself on the outside.
247. Let your coffin drag you along.
248. Stop exhibiting your fake navel.
249. Don’t fight your incapacity to get your-self out of
the dustbin.
250. Look at the reflection of your gaze in the eyes of
impossibility.
251. To provide a ring with which the image may
propose to Narcissus.
252. Cut my head with the sharpened blade of your
uncontrolled smile.
253. Grind the fossil of your soul until your body
becomes spice.
254. Keep jumping into your inner void.
255. Tremble in reverse to counter the terrible tremor
of seconds.
256. Slice me with your silence.
257. To sing on the slab of your own tomb.
258. Plunge into your weakness as into a portal
leading to the paradise that you alone can
survive.
259. To have been stung by the tip of a zero so much
here-and-now.
260. To have been punched in the face by air.
261. To be the breath knocked out of you by the
punch.
262. Never speak to the living.
263. Haunt the ghosts.
264. Awaken the fossil.
265. Grow back your umbilical cord into my fake
navel.
266. Eat a mushroom manured with the unborn.
267. Drill into the sky, mine into time, escape.
268. Kill time only to kill more of it.
269. Slow everything to the speed of acceleration.
270. Do not explain yourself ever again.
271. Never forget that the illusion is not there.
272. Prepare for a headsman to suddenly appear
behind you.
273. Run out of tricks.
274. Engage in small talk with your bone marrow.
275. Tolerate the humiliation of occasional
personalization.
276. To obliterate the connection between life and
living.
277. Initiate contact with what is absolutely terrified.
278. Do first the last thing you want to do.
279. Suffer the pain of no longer demanding to feel
something.
280. To be buried atop an infinite pillar.
281. Enjoy, rule, and conquer everything like a self-
eating serpent.
282. Nondualize the abstract and the concrete.
283. Laugh at your own sense of humor.
284. Learn the art of joining what you resist.
285. Stop caring what happens on Earth!
286. Terminally diagnose everyone with pronoun-
delusion.
287. Fall in love with what is neither itself nor
something else.
288. Win the infinite recursion of loss.
289. Calculate the average time so-called rewards
last.
290. Never be late for waiting.
291. Appear everywhere in the mirror of nothing.
292. Have some idea of how much pain you are
actually in.
293. Describe the unspeakable thing that is right now
happening to your whole body.
294. Be no more unique than the next guy.
295. Exit the hospital where patients try to cure
themselves.
296. Junk cosmos.
297. Find someone who does what all the books say
to.
298. Keep doing it until you do it.
299. To own only the cup of your skull.
300. Monster the nothingness haunted by cave.
301. Hunt the haunt by loving monster.
302. To speak no louder than our navels.
303. Make friends with the simple fact of daily death.
304. Risk missing me each moment more and more.
305. Observe that no one has spoken.
306. Apply teardrops to maintain freshness of ancient
wounds.
307. Seek that which loves to make philosophers cry.
308. Hide in the closeness that makes speaking hard.
309. To have no response other than the one you do
not know.
310. Allow all thoughts to go out the window of her
eyes.
311. Fight to de-friend yourself.
312. Be willing to take a million times more than you
now can.
313. Abort the embryo you never were.
314. Live only on planets infested with spirals.
315. Exaggerate the importance of every word.
316. To tilt the axis such that no one notices.
317. To outgrow the possibility of meeting.
318. Unpolish the stage performance into a pile of
dust.
319. Hate to love the sorrow of love.
320. Swim omnipresently in the crystal void of vain
sighs.
321. Wonder sometimes how we at all manage.
322. Address lifestyle with the clarity of an
executioner.
323. Have it made by not wanting to make it.
324. Move fast enough to appear to be standing still.
325. Fall awake in the abyss of endless secret light.
326. Turn lead to gold in your pupil’s perfect black.
327. Have nothing to do with giving/receiving blame
or praise.
328. Give your food to the little girl your mouth
vomits forth.
329. Topple mountains evermore into seas without a
shore.
330. To perceive that distance is your skin.
331. Disentangle the rope from the knot.
332. Stay so drunk that one drop makes you sober.
333. Make a living fossilizing reason.
334. Let’s watch the people in our brains steer our
severed heads to kiss.
335. Hopelessly resurrect the fossil of oneself with a
cataclysmic now.
336. Hasten the day of having been perpetually
wrong.
337. Please do speak only in anecdon’ts.
338. Seek the hour when the universe stops putting
up with everyone talking about it.
339. Toy with thought-games that forget how to play.
340. To remember daily the bit of flesh driven into
the wood.
341. To feel so intensely the absence of intense
feelings.
342. Answer as follows: that you have no age, that
you were never born.
343. Hope not to understand the harmony sounding
between her throat and breast.
344. End badly by having a beginning.
345. Destroy everything by means of nothing to
achieve.
346. To see that all that wasted time and energy never
was.
347. Relax into the position of having absolutely no
idea what to do.
348. Wish upon a star to erase all your wishes.
349. Roll around on the floor until it becomes the
ceiling.
350. Play hide and seek with the invisible.
351. Find everywhere that which absolutely cannot be
seen.
352. To throw lifetimes away in memory of that look.
353. To see so clearly that you have to close your eyes
by waking up.
354. To enter a dream a million times more alive than
waking.
355. Be a man and mount to the heavens on a sigh.
356. To be trapped in a world that now wholly
depends on your heart.
357. Be afraid, very afraid, of the safety of fear.
358. Make love to the darkest body of light.
359. To live in the world that does not care whether it
collapses.
360. To see that being is the first species of insanity.
361. To burn with knowledge that cannot be known.
362. Answer only in a way that dissolves the
questioner.
363. To see prison in the eyes of those who promise
freedom.
364. To witness the extinction of every species of the
in-itself.
365. Always include the middle.
366. Zoom into the continuum and see its
completeness through bottomless ruptures.
367. Play with the shards of truth.
368. Be human only after losing all attributes.
369. Know by guessing, move by leaping.
370. Let all symbols represent themselves.
371. Always take two incompatible perspectives on
the world.
372. Discard any good will from thinking this
paradise-world of bad intentions.
373. Stand at the crossroads of confusions.
374. Betray any impulse to make an impression on
the others.
375. Turn your thoughts so loud that they circle the
earth at least three times.
376. Invent me in case it turns out that I do not exist.
377. Run not from the shockwave of my feeling,
which is faster than your thought.
378. Pay no attention to the fact that I am about to
explode.
379. Know that you already know what it is like to be
more me than myself.
380. Don’t look at things – extrude vision into them
with unstoppable force.
381. Listen to me the way one listens to her own
body.
382. Look at yourself only from the other side of the
mirror.
383. Follow a path that departs from itself.
384. Fall into the well of whylessness.
385. Feel the weakness of all your ideas about
strength.
386. Scream your futility until the air is ringing like a
bell.
387. Spew yourself out of the volcano of thoughts.
388. Plant your head in the ground as cognitive
fertilizer.
389. Attempt suicide with a single thought.
390. Walk like an upside down tree to the place of
replanting.
391. Endure the torment until it is time.
392. Never again try to make yourself feel good.
393. Neither repress nor indulge.
394. Depart instantly from what is more over than
you will ever know.
395. Know now that there is nothing good about
hating evil.
396. Place your finger in my wound to feel what
melted the spear.
397. Simply accept that you are not body, energy, nor
mind.
398. Place the mind’s needle in the groove of the
spiral sphere.
399. Listen carefully to the sound of your own
extinction played backwards by what you call
life.
400. Utter what refuses to pass through the air.
401. Move me to being moved by the unmoving.
402. Look forward only to things that will never
happen.
403. To immediately escape the danger of listening to
yourself for the rest of your life.
404. Massively lose your world.
405. To be led blindfolded wherever no one wants to
take you.
406. Endure all facts in the certainty that they are
untrue.
407. Blind me with your look.
408. To be swollen with inhumanity.
409. To be pregnant with the death of birth.
410. Flirt with no one to the point of eternal peril.
411. Grow yourself into a cut in the real.
412. Fulfill only your empty intentions.
413. To be eaten alive by your own eating.
414. Miss you me so much that no one knows what
time it is.
415. Continuously butcher continuity.
416. Be now in the paradise of never having been.
417. Discern birth as retroactive projection of today’s
abyss.
418. Dwell in prison as the only means of escape.
419. To see that life would be unbearable if it were
real.
420. Bore yourself into becoming evidence in a
criminal investigation.
421. Find out for yourself what you are actually like.
422. Take responsibility for every lie you have been
told.
423. Fetch the priest who performs self-exorcism.
424. Fail to misspend desperation.
425. To discover that your name is a killing-word.
426. Never pay attention to anyone who blabs about
the world.
427. Let the world talk about itself.
428. Cure politics with eclectic shock therapy.
429. Fearlessly meditate upon simple facts with
sincere feeling.
430. To discover from the depths of hell everyday a
new galaxy.
431. Use all your powers to never confuse strength
with optimism.
432. Cease to be the ruin of a self-created life.
433. Enter paradise by kicking yourself out of it.
434. Picture throwing away every photograph.
435. Aphorize thyself into pithiest stupor.
436. Carry your head to the place of its burial.
437. To suddenly discover that you are not supposed
to be here.
438. To spontaneously perish in a special kind of
hideous gnosis.
439. Honestly admit to being a total hypocrite.
440. To overcome temptation by out-tempting the
tempter.
441. Enter a darkness the ghosts are afraid of.
442. Sacrifice everything you own to learn how to
walk.
443. Stop cringing!
444. Tell no one the (sad) story of your life.
445. Consider yourself constantly and officially
commanded to stop.
446. Sever your entire being into a cut before
number.
447. Admit that you have been taken over by hostile
forces.
448. Be as bold and victorious as you really want to
be.
449. See that you have no other friend.
450. Give up convincing anyone of anything.
451. Stop pretending that you are not totally
pretentious.
452. To never again be caught by what now captures
you whenever it wants.
453. Turn your back altogether on the whole vulgar
mess.
454. Deny having ever seen yourself or anything else
for that matter.
455. To walk out in the middle of each frame of every
movie.
456. Let it happen to you.
457. Blame yourself for everything and escape
through the back door.
458. Impale the soul on shards of liquid moonlight.
459. Cry yourself to sleep until dreaming tears for
breakfast.
460. Out-sorrow everything in one so-lonely sigh.
461. Manifest the meta-melancholy of this moment.
462. Jubilate in hyper-thievery of the unstealable
heart-jewel.
463. Live in knowledge of what is absolutely nagging
you.
464. Raise your hand if you like to call attention to
yourself.
465. Consume lust to feed longing, be swallowed by
longing to drink love.
466. Spontaneously oscillate in all things as a
spherical spiral.
467. Succeed in a way that no one can see.
468. Shun philosophy via excessive intimacy with its
ways.
469. To abandon hope in everything for no reason.
470. Lower your eyelids just enough cast a frightful
shadow over all things.
471. Visualize omphaloskeptic evisceration of this
universe.
472. Do the impossible by not doing it.
473. To be jealous of everything, starting with you.
474. To remain in perpetual panic by tying experience
to oneself.
475. To have seen a fool before.
476. Walk through the valley of the shadow of birth.
477. To remain with the happy pure horror of life
itself.
478. Embrace the lifestyle that needs no one to live it.
479. Open a space for mouth to eat itself.
480. Cut a new horizon with your slasher-thought.
481. Slice all razors in half using this mirror.
482. Teach your eyes to notice the telltale signs of a
spiralvore.
483. Slice your heart in half so slowly that the sky
peels back like a scroll.
484. Watch the world self-mutilating into local
perspectives.
485. Become a good meal for the autophagic
continuum.
486. Follow your own umbilical cord to exit the maze
of ever having been.
487. Gourmandize also the abattoir of openness.
488. Split your world-vision until the globe self-
circumcises around the equator.
489. Spin the concept until the Earth revolts against
its revolution.
490. Mortify thoughts continually.
491. To pass the philosopher’s stone between our
mouths.
492. Shoot the line of your thought into my heart.
493. Bend the bow of your brow until my life-thread
snaps.
494. Reflect what the mind is doing with itself
anyway.
495. To crystallize two minds into cinnabar.
496. Take a free course in emergency mouth-to-
mouth desuscitation.
497. Fearlessly unleash your solitude into the open.
498. To manifest the destiny of the great outdoors.
499. Deliver your thought from yourself.
500. Divest thyself of the habit of birth.
501. Sing yourself to life in perfect wondrous death.
502. Let all that is betray you.
503. To discover that your destiny has nothing to do
with you.
504. Take first place by not showing up.
505. Quarantine a crucial part of your stextual
system.
506. Encourage reason to flog itself.
507. Logically know not what to think.
508. Let thought spring from the escalation of
insecurity.
509. Intimidate the in-itself with your arrogant
inaccessibility.
510. Become a climatologist of your own mind.
511. Forecast mind-drought until you become a
desert.
512. Cut the world, glue it back, and see the surplus
you have produced.
513. Become the monster nobody recognizes as
frightful.
514. Breathe the hyperdensity of nothing.
515. Read what the book is doing to your mind.
516. Imprison the whole inside its loneliness.
517. Only make friends with anchorites.
518. Ask one question over and over until nothing is
knowable and everything is known.
519. Discover the unmistakable pleasure of honest
misery.
520. Wash down the kabob of your heart with its own
blood.
521. Bask in the glory of all that has never and will
never happen.
522. Spend another day on the wheel of becoming a
broken vessel.
523. To place head in hands by means of heart.
524. Hold hands with the void before leaping into it.
525. Don’t miss out on life – it’s your only chance not
to be you.
526. To pretend you are not in hell by fearing you will
go there.
527. To never get to heaven by hoping to be taken
there.
528. Stumble over yourself to gain momentum for
rolling up hill.
529. See always why they are telling you about it.
530. Give your sighs somewhere to go.
531. Suffer the wrongness of there being absolutely
nothing wrong with everything.
532. Never mind wanting.
533. Live not in the theory of existence.
534. Go ahead, try to take being here as a sign of your
greatness.
535. Cause a person to lie by asking whether they
want to look right or to be right.
536. Don’t be late (for the next time you are told the
truth about yourself).
537. Ponder how smart it is to listen to your own
mind.
538. Fall in love with the absence of wanting anything
from anyone.
539. To discover not liking to be at the mercy of
everything.
540. Escape, whether or not anyone ever does.
541. Relish the inescapable freedom of being a thing
that should not be.
542. To absolutely ignore all purveyors of concern.
543. Admit that you always know very well why it
happens to you.
544. Refuse to change expression when something is
given or taken away.
545. Join us for a non-exciting event to which you are
not invited.
546. Make not polluted streams dirtier by drinking
from them.
547. Foster radical nope.
548. Escape plans to escape.
549. Plan for everything to happen precisely as it will
and will not.
550. Embrace the trouble with not being born.
551. To not give yourself something to do with life.
552. To climb every mountain using techniques of
hyperactive mourning.
553. Optimize awareness of having no idea what to
do.
554. Focus into a flame of blue crystal fire.
555. To open a candy store using only dreams as
recipes.
556. Notice that no one is really listening.
557. Dance to songs from the black moon.
558. To see simplicity as the shallowness of your
depth.
559. Discontort thyself in the twisted helical twinness
of problem & solution.
560. ‘See how your name splits you apart.’
561. Be softly haunted by absolutely imminent
beheading.
562. Mistrust the usual modes by which nudity is
produced.
563. Discover the element of irreparable seizure in
every situation.
564. Invent an entirely new preposition.
565. Achieve ‘movement into the invisible.’
566. Stay awake as you fall asleep.
567. Caress, i.e. aim at neither a person nor a thing.
568. Gesturally dilate the no man’s land between
being and not-yet-being.
569. Escape yourself in a future swept away by the
amorphus non-I.
570. Cling to me in the aperspectival light of the
ungraspable.
571. Swoon with enough speed to catch yourself.
572. To completely forget about your face.
573. Grab the horizon and cut.
574. Fall into the chasm gaping inside your inference.
575. Let all thoughts run away from you.
576. Intensify the chain of unending experiences to
intolerable tautology.
577. To do everything for no reason.
578. Shake off all your ideas like a wet dog.
579. Bathe in the cleanliness of utter insufficiency.
580. To reason (split with ratio) only on behalf of
everything.
581. Turn off lights you had no idea were on.
582. Be OK with everything functioning in terminal
reverse.
583. Become addicted to spiral imperatives.
584. Don’t miss any occasion to turn yourself in.
585. Break into prison.
586. To become a tree by never again moving from
where you are walking.
587. Let your gestures think for you.
588. Turn the main text into commentary on the
footnotes.
589. Invert cinema into something watching you.
590. Overexpose a film to your gaze until the screen
turns white.
591. Read no book, chapter, paragraph, sentence, or
word in its entirety.
592. Practice being something that betrays the image
you wish for yourself.
593. Let the sentence run wild at the peak of the
argument.
594. Do what you do anyway (like you mean it).
595. Remain in a spontaneous state of distraction
from distraction.
596. Make your head a good pillow for sleepless
thoughts.
597. Veil yourself in your own darkness.
598. Lock yourself in the room and count all the
doors that you ever opened in your life.
599. Forget all about friendship with people who
think the world needs them.
600. To play with a child in such a way that he
becomes bored with himself.
601. Walk in the absence of any way forward
whatsoever.
602. Subscribe to a newspaper with no headlines.
603. Mysteriously persecute yourself with tender
thoughts.
604. Take one step backwards for each thought of
space or time as limitations.
605. Try blaming yourself on everything.
606. Lavishly entertain the high probability of having
already wasted your entire life.
607. Abandon all thought of new experiences.
608. Calmy communicate with the fact that all human
beings are liars.
609. Leap over mechanical repetitiveness.
610. To grow in monstrous precision from
interrupted reciprocal munch.
611. Never try to feel good.
612. Speak on behalf of what you are not.
613. Take rest in the life raft of terrifying
bewilderment.
614. Stop ordering what does not deliver.
615. Toy every two seconds with the idea of dropping
everything.
616. Smile because artifice is natural and natural is
artifice.
617. Split heresy into one.
618. Scream your silence out through my ear.
619. Interrupt yourself with an infinite loop.
620. Wake up deadlier each day.
621. To have been beheaded through soulstorm.
622. Let all legs help out the crutches.
623. Let the stairs ascend you.
624. Follow meticulously the logic of the dreamworld.
625. Say yes to the reality of never and beyond.
626. Contaminate yourself with the disease of each
thought.
627. Infect thought with a new inflection and vice-
versa.
628. Insult the timeline and meet yourself.
629. Hunt only extinct species, beginning with the
human.
630. Go back in time and restore history to what it
already was.
631. Stop being the patient that endures her hospital.
632. Turn fear into production and guilt into
knowledge.
633. Punish yourself with more thoughts.
634. Don’t ever stop being no one.
635. Achieve mastery in making nothing happen.
636. Publish matrimonial ads to marry
contradictions.
637. Melodramatize insignificance.
638. Survey the boneyard of cognition with your
melodramatic circumferentor.
639. Climb to the peak only to close your eyes.
640. Betray by hyperempathizing with truth.
641. Blind the horizon and make it blink itself away
into the open.
642. Walk around the thought-crater circumference
to meet yourself once again before jumping into
the volcano.
643. Make thought continuous and imagination
discontinuous.
644. Procrastinate procrastination.
645. Do what you are supposed to by circumventing
it.
646. Access by detour.
647. Prefer the longcut.
648. Let your food take you over.
649. Carry the virus of abstraction.
650. Consider normalcy as a species of madness.
651. Speed up the train of your thoughts until self-
collision.
652. See everything clear and in itself until you lose
all sense of cause and effect.
653. Cause the cause.
654. Feed the cause with the effect.
655. Accept that everything anybody says is
absolutely true.
656. Let all comparison compare itself with itself.
657. Erase the quotation marks that hang you from
reality like laundry on a rope.
658. Choose the shortcut only if it leads to a dead
end.
659. Always wonder what is in-between and unseen.
660. Lurk upon the real from behind your thoughts.
661. As soon as the meal is ready, eat yourself.
662. Fear what in you is indigestible to yourself.
663. Speak mentalese with mental ease.
664. Eliminate from language everything that is not a
preposition and speak to me.
665. Finish your sentence in my mouth.
666. Find my gaze behind the curtain of your lashes.
667. Wake up from reality.
668. Fill a hole with itself until it becomes your life.
669. Find out what is climbing your life without a
rope.
670. Let it occur in simple sadness.
671. Stand between the clouds and the peak.
672. To no longer applaud what you already know.
673. To smile at the impossibility of anyone ever
getting it.
674. Annihilate imperatives by turning every thought
into a command.
675. Cut off the peak of this thought climbing on
itself.
676. To sharpen the razor with a tuning fork.
677. To resonate the air with a razor.
678. Never care what you think about yourself.
679. Direct the circus out of itself through its own
hoops.
680. Do what you are told to without having to be.
681. Change your last name to ‘Oblivion’ or
‘Forgotten’.
682. Build yourself into a perpetually missing
everything machine.
683. Fail to appreciate the workmanship of your
finely crafted excuses.
684. Consider not watering the plants that make you
sick.
685. Unglue yourself from what you see.
686. To gaze into each other’s eyes without using our
own.
687. Give nothing to that which has everything.
688. Go shopping for nothing you want.
689. Ponder the pure and simple immorality of being
you.
690. Confess that you don’t want the answer.
691. Filter out all lights from your mind except this
one.
692. Don’t read the words, eat them.
693. To never again try to convince anyone of
anything.
694. To convince me of everything with a single look.
695. Come looking for me when our bones are dust.
696. Stare at silence until it starts to burn.
697. Hold sighs inside until heart swells into a hot air
balloon.
698. Save time by eliminating past, present, and
future from all calculations.
699. Take this opportunity to sink to the bottom of
the sea.
700. To no longer contaminate everything that sees
you.
701. To speak desire only in the form of coral reefs.
702. Assume everything is your own personal
accomplishment.
703. List the universe on your curriculum vitae.
704. Denounce everyone and everything in one fell
swoon.
705. Hope that the next thought kills you.
706. To drown in inhuman dimensions of longing.
707. To want you-know-not-what so much that all
things disappear.
708. To kiss lepers out of a terrifying cluelessness as
to what else to do.
709. To renounce everything and still be stuck with
yourself.
710. To feel in your knees that you are leading
yourself to the gallows.
711. To see only one thing in all things: separation.
712. To walk only in the impossibility of going any
further.
713. To bring all things to an end in one hyper-secret
sigh.
714. Live in total clarity that you never were.
715. To shrink the horizon of the universe to zero
around your neck.
716. To mercilessly mock yourself in the midst of
ecstasy most sublime.
717. To dance to collapse in a fit of weeping.
718. Kiss the threshold between waking and dream.
719. Ride yourself like a donkey to the apocalypse.
720. Crash into the music of your mind caving in.
721. Remember the present.
722. Spend the whole day with someone far far away.
723. Enact the aristocracy of one.
724. Solve the mystery of life by making a perfect
mess of it.
725. Come face to face with the hideous monster that
makes you talk.
726. To torture yourself all day long by thinking of
nothing but love.
727. To know the bliss of nearly going mad in a most
rational way.
728. Follow the command that throws mind into
correct bewilderment.
729. Weigh yourself down with the necessity of
surrender.
730. Let love be whatever it wants.
731. Forget all about ever finding repose.
732. Fall face down in a forest clearing and melt out
of your armour.
733. Let the sky ooze into your pores as you cough up
excess sunlight.
734. Gently open your navel and feed yourself all the
gems that come out.
735. Allow me to touch your back where the wings are
budding.
736. Turn the key in the gate to crystal oblivion using
only your mouth.
737. Sing so quietly that the sound leaks out your
eyes.
738. Bottle the starlight coming out of your ears.
739. Grow light enough to float upstream on time.
740. Remove the slime from your own tongue before
licking it off someone else’s.
741. Command the yes by obeying the no.
742. Leap THE THING from your blood in petri dish.
743. To be guilty of being born.
744. Sigh in holy alpine soulstorm of a hopeless
crystal bird.
745. Be eclipsed by the infinite wink.
746. Stare blackly into the caged horizonless eyes of
Panther X.
747. To feel so sweetly doomed.
748. To reach the summit through an avalanche of
feeling.
749. Be haunted by indescribable certainty that we
are blindly glued to each other.
750. Be auto-consumed like spice in the black box of
the amazonian panth(eat)er.
751. Drive to the end of the road and take the first
exit to here.
752. Speak only words that speak themselves.
753. Launch all rockets in silent laughter towards the
most beautiful blackout.
754. Absorb this universe into the blackbeam of
merging pupils.
755. Burn in torture-bliss of there being nothing to
do.
756. Let every dot in the whole mirror kiss itself into
a self-eating syllable.
757. Let your heart blow through the wind.
758. Taste me blood-sweat such perfume as angels
suicide for.
759. To see that you are merely the reflection in a tear
drop.
760. Accelerate into the next primordial gap.
761. Drink the river of dreams and float upstream to
the magnetic source.
762. Make sure you always get caught.
763. Immediately sacrifice all doubts and
uncertainties.
764. Renounce the thrill of calling yourself stupid.
765. To follow the development of a singular face
through the seven kingdoms.
766. Forget all about giving form to anything other
than the formless.
767. Watch yourself being kidnapped wherever you
go.
768. Photograph the part of you that is not its own
worst enemy.
769. Stamp out the author of all sorrow.
770. Seek only that whose infinitesimal drop is
infinitely addictive.
771. Entrance me to death.
772. Swell with the nectar of the void.
773. To keep all day and night the way her breath
holds the sweetness of it.
774. Shovel your puppet head into the fire.
775. Run towards the lighting until you sound like
thunder.
776. Hang out until death strikes on Planet Wine.
777. To actually be way cooler than you can ever
think you are.
778. To see a million suns spewing like tiny bubbles
from your bellybutton.
779. Catch yourself looking from long before she was
ever there.
780. Freely draw closer every second to the source of
time.
781. Be so alone that you never get lonely.
782. Die a living death and live a dead living like
everything else in this dreadful ephemeral
sphere.
783. Ponder the impossibility of not existing.
784. File all your vices, virtues, and unique
characteristics under lies.
785. To accept from the start the fact of one’s
insanity.
786. Grow so bitter that everything tastes sweet.
787. Peel the mask off without worrying whether it
will take your skin with it.
788. To walk through the city while your heart
remains on Pluto.
789. Permanently silence language before even
thinking of opening your mouth.
790. Be not afraid to never leave this moonlit crystal
cave.
791. Invite the moment our anemones meet.
792. Bravely renounce bravery, courageously forget
courage, fearlessly escape fear.
793. To leave me forever behind.
794. To forever meet only at the first moment that we
never were.
795. To unveil that which has a way of pleasurably
torturing everything it touches.
796. Personalize nothing.
797. Abandon hope also if you do not enter.
798. Practice laughing at my funeral by laughing at
me now.
799. Observe the horrid swiftness with which you
have come thus far.
800. To be free of hatred of the people you love.
801. Fall out of this world in flames from an
exploding hot air balloon of sighs.
802. Lose everything you never had to begin with.
803. To fall after accidentally climbing too high by
trying to descend.
804. To choke on word-sighs using a Cioranian
strangle hold.
805. Remember having never been (happy).
806. To leave everything alone.
807. Happily embrace that which makes death seem
preferable to all else.
808. Look forward with eyes of the worms that will
crawl through the sockets of your skull.
809. To be separated by everything by an opaque
curtain of un-understood duality.
810. Use italics to say what you cannot.
811. Let so much happen that nothing ever did.
812. Sit back, relax, and watch Reality destroy all
your enemies.
813. Discover more and more that you have no idea
who I really am.
814. Set aflame the hours piled onto eternity.
815. Somehow manage to survive by failing always
more and more in the attempt to out-survive
yourself.
816. Listen as you write to how your words have
caught me (in …).
817. To stumble out of the tavern having tasted the
dregs of your soul.
818. Let the terrain deform your step.
819. Knot my mind into yours.
820. To not even know what it is you don’t know how
to say.
821. Start crawling through the jungle of sighs.
822. Decide the horizon you want to carry around.
823. Only carry the horizon cut by the panther’s black
gaze.
824. Go in only after the world has finally shut its
door in front of you.
825. To cage all horizons in a single glance.
826. Let the jungle reopen its own tombs.
827. Exhume archaeology.
828. Compensate for the thought-storm with calm
presence.
829. Photograph the (w)hole.
830. Only stomach autophagia.
831. Take refuge in the uncaused.
832. Say only what neither language nor silence can
express.
833. Stare thought into the roots of the jungle until all
becomes spice.
834. Distill everything down into one indigestible tear
drop.
835. Achieve permanent freedom in one fell swoon.
836. Spin into being a superlative toy of your own
divine game.
837. Let stillness devastate you.
838. Rebuild the system from its shocks.
839. Let your pupils swell beautifully with vain
knowledge of blackest void.
840. Show not what to do – do what action should be.
841. Find where you are before you were.
842. Penetrate the unsayable with the needle of your
eye.
843. Feel in calmness a more fatal excitement.
844. Weep into the mirror of love until the tears fall
back into your eyes.
845. Turn everything right side out by regurgitating
the Hand with your tail.
846. Close your eyes and see that you are the only
veil.
847. Invite the corpse to eat death.
848. Hide at the summit of the highest self-hidden
secret.
849. Feed the torus to itself.
850. Invert the hourglass so fast that the bottom is
the top.
851. Portray the mirror in which life appears to itself.
852. Listen for how the snake sounds like a rope.
853. Score everything Beauty 1, All Else 0.
854. Make a good meal of your own shadow.
855. Introduce the caged panther to the blind owl.
856. Forget ontology and walk straight to Doomsday.
857. Let yourself rot under your thoughts.
858. Look into the mirror that doesn’t reflect you.
859. Learn to pass by mirrors without being reflected.
860. Let what you perceive go through you, as if
through a weightless window of thin air.
861. Use the spiral of bewilderment as a wheel spring
to catapult yourself wherever.
862. Search for the preposition that will scare space
itself.
863. Embody an accomplished ruin.
864. Become as generic as possible.
865. Amplify your vague feelings until the
catastrophe germ appears.
866. Ceaselessly distinguish between reality and what
you think, feel, see.
867. Notify everything of your absence.
868. To have not a care in the world.
869. Search for the green desert.
870. Race only against timelessness.
871. Make eternity go faster.
872. Entomb the sky with the vastness of your
thought.
873. Hang out in universe like a graveyard.
874. Map the world together with the map itself.
875. Imagine all that exists to be infinite variations of
violet.
876. Write down the spiral sphere twice: before
waking and before falling back asleep.
877. Remain in marine awareness.
878. Meet me somewhere our anemones like to be.
879. Drift in clearest knowledge of nothing at all to
know.
880. Die to death from an acute affliction of hyper-
rational love.
881. To sleep forever in the echo of ungraspable
truth.
882. To beautifully forget all about beauty in the
midst of it.
883. Grow your ears until they touch the ground.
884. Sleep between the pillow of hearing and the
blanket of listening.
885. Do everything so askance that we constantly
bump into each other.
886. Trip over yourself into my arms.
887. Show supreme careless concern for all that does
not happen.
888. To start spinning because of something your feet
hear.
889. See it mutate and accelerate by means of its own
privation.
890. To only grow hungrier on feeding.
891. Hear a secret that grows into the ear’s own
spiral.
892. Follow the dead-end escape all the way.
893. Exit everything via impasse.
894. Stop pretending that you do not know how to
die.
895. Disassociate your entire life.
896. See the simple plain logic of it.
897. Never fall for it ever again.
898. Stop spoiling everything with anti-spiral
reactions.
899. To never again react to words.
900. Receive omnipresent free permission to be as
bold as you like.
901. Outnumber yourself a trillion to one.
902. Oppose the pressing weight of sleep’s lid until
the day starts bleeding.
903. Hear the geotremor that wrinkles your horizon.
904. Swim yourself away in the sensory deprivation
tank of my pupil.
905. Shovel your remorse into the mouths of stars.
906. Recognize what you love by the route you take to
reach it.
907. Speak to me only by making tongue sculptures.
908. Scribble on the world with your rat-nails the
inhumanity of thought-twitches.
909. Throw all vowels into the rift of your palate
tectonics.
910. Poke a hole in the universe by letting it hit you
from the other side.
911. To overhear the melodic paracusia of your voice
in my head.
912. Empty yourself with your I . . . Empty me with
you.
913. Voice a universal cognizance of life as ordered
towards its immanent beyond.
914. Regurgitate yourself awake.
915. Authenticate everything with the stamp of
insufficiency.
916. To discover that your whole body is a phantom
limb.
917. Experience the auto-affective insurgency of total
silence.
918. Walk straight ahead with the speed of a dung
spore.
919. Blindfold yourself with your arrogant diffidence.
920. Formulate a command from the waste of your
thoughts.
921. Sentence yourself to death with sentences.
922. Abandon all grammar except the command.
923. Fulfill the will to write without leaving a mark.
924. Throw stones at the Big Bang.
925. Jumpstart the final beginning with a whimper.
926. Hear a funerary march propagating through the
amniotic fluid.
927. Exit ecstatically through the factical hole of your
own insufficiency
928. Cultivate complicity with the intolerably too real.
929. Miss your appointment with birth by arriving
too early.
930. Watch how the grave of philosophy has just
entombed your tears.
931. Enjoy the golden clearance swept by the infernal
stim of a rat’s tail.
932. Accelerate occultism into games of autophagic
divination.
933. Develop your capacity for auto-abstraction by
eating yourself.
934. Locate the non-difference between yourself and
Nasrudin’s donkey.
935. Project the sound of listening into a spiral that
swallows spheres.
936. To have enlivened the grave countenance of
geometry with the trajectory of thought.
937. Burst out of yourself through the immensity of
laughter.
938. Only regret the loss of loss.
939. To honor the intellectual superiority of one’s
own nonsense
940. Lose loss faster than you lost it in the first place.
941. Clean my spiral organ with tongues of liquid
thinking.
942. Liquify thy thought into a grave-pool of tears.
943. Cut the logics of your argument in half and let
the infernal truth leak out.
944. To have released such a swift thought that it
encircles the earth and hits the back of your head
making you forget that it was yours.
945. Fatally impress me with the accuracy of your
imprecision.
946. Drift in sanity.
947. Fall me asleep.
948. Obey the clear instruction of whispering breezes.
949. Go on vacation to where there is no weather.
950. Sign up for everything as neither oneself nor
someone else.
951. Kill the messenger and blame the victim.
952. To see why nothing makes sense.
953. Let everything take care of itself.
954. Reconsider behaving towards others in ways that
bother you.
955. Exploit every situation to no one’s benefit.
956. Discover each day a new way to admit total
defeat.
957. Forget all about them.
958. Learn the same thing from every mistake.
959. Destroy every last trace of what never was.
960. Obey the command to obey.
961. Command obedience to the command.
962. Rule the universe from the throne of
imperatives.
963. To not mind being betrayed by everyone.
964. To realize that neither you nor anyone else has
ever understood a thing you’ve said.
965. Abandon.
966. Play the game that never ends.
967. Take what’s coming like it never went.
968. Successfully make God apologize for your
naïveté.
969. See that nothing will ever go well for you.
970. Sell to thought what it can never give you.
971. Observe the reason it never occurs to you.
972. Feel free to sip wine through the thought of my
jugular vein.
973. Pay attention to philosophers only in your
dreams.
974. Look nowhere else to discover the source of all
your problems.
975. Admit that most of the time you take the wrong
things seriously.
976. Mystically copulate with your own navel.
977. Be too happy to criticize anything.
978. Never again compare yourself to anything.
979. Embrace the absence of there being nothing in
it.
980. To have no place to turn.
981. Recycle understanding over and over until it
becomes a mass of worms.
982. Silently amputate the part of you that wants to
trick people.
983. Learn to fly by chasing me over the cliff.
984. Continually interfere with nothing.
 985. Remove ‘answer’ from the vocabulary of life.
986. Know that you know why you have problems.
987. Enjoy not understanding why everything is so
important.
988. To permanently dissever ‘nice’ from ‘person’.
989. Talk to yourself about the possibility of eternally
evaporating from everything.
990. Liquidate all investments in history.
991. Love me in a horrifying way that leads to
everything all at once.
992. Write things down in ink of memories from the
future.
993. Obliterate me with an atomic sigh.
994. Don’t be part of it.
995. Reduce words to the status of nails.
996. Imagine Christ as that which crucified the cross.
997. See the absolute futility of doing a thing for
yourself.
998. Continually upgrade secret catatonic automaton
cloaking.
999. Stop acting as if you have anything to do with
this sick world.
1000. To no longer have a single friend.
1001. See that there is nothing more fun than this.
1002. Distill thyself into the juice of a well-chewed
imperative.
1003. Built upon any fact through its hole.
1004. Spot the discontinuity.
1005. Look outside for the center.
1006. Once again give up hope.
1007. Do understand that nothing is enough.
1008. Retreat from all your desires.
1009. Crucify yourself on the wind.
1010. Send your empty invisible clothes on the stage.
1011. Show me what you cannot do.
1012. Let the doing do the thinking.
1013. Wait until this thought thinks itself.
1014. Command thought to enact its circumstances.
1015. Miss me as if we were never going to meet again.
1016. Love me the way you love nothing.
1017. Make love to the void.
1018. Leap further than your own ambitions.
1019. Stop counting the many times you have died.
1020. Die again.
1021. See that the length of your arm is half the ocean,
like mine.
1022. Use me as a thought-eraser.
1023. Dim yourself away in recursive extinction.
1024. Abandon again.
1025. Go to a fog therapy.
1026. Devour actuality with your fanged potentia.
1027. Admit that you are the slave of your means.
1028. Love beyond reciprocity.
1029. Go so far with your honesty until you have fooled
yourself.
1030. Let me hear your ear.
1031. Wish nothing.
1032. Dream the constraint of life upon dreaming.
1033. Attune thought to the quantum leap.
1034. Drift in sorrow-coma to the less-than-bottom of
the sea.
1035. Abandon all belief in circumstances.
1036. To obliterate me in your thought-bomb.
1037. Remove me from myself with bi-locative blinks.
1038. Let everything unfold into one origami.
1039. To know desire better than it knows itself.
1040. Want to be everything in everything all the time.
1041. Summon the courage to have no courage at all.
1042. Decide to do nothing when you do not know
what to do.
1043. Follow the love of fate into the fate of love.
1044. Help me take off my body (so I can possess
yours).
1045. Hold on to the lightning of the beginning until
the very end.
1046. Buzz so fast that the air becomes sweet.
1047. Listen to the mirror until your limbs spin into
song.
1048. Perpetuate absolute bewilderment.
1049. To roll all day on the floor, seeing everything.
1050. Hatch the cosmos with the beak of the heaviest
sigh.
1051. Constantly remind everything of nothing.
1052. Introduce this to itself with one glance.
1053. To taste honey from the hive of your ear.
1054. Spin the axis of everything into a spiral.
1055. To meet forever among the anemones of
dimension zero.
1056. To burn continually in the coldness of being
immortal fire.
1057. Betray me into an ultimate promise.
1058. Allow mad longing to murder the excluded
middle.
1059. Admit to being way happier than you actually
are.
1060. Wrestle me wherever you are.
1061. Somersault into a starlit mouth.
1062. Insist only on impenetrable union.
1063. See how the panther dies to taste its own breath.
1064. Uneasily cross-contaminate the species of all
horizons.
1065. Feed place to itself all the way down.
1066. Be cut into this supermultitude of blades.
1067. Pray me.
1068. Embrace irreparability.
1069. Know what it is really like.
1070. To follow an earworm until it crawls out your
navel.
1071. To simply drown in all there is to say.
1072. Never waste another breath on any other.
1073. Dress me in the skin of your name.
1074. Accept that it is inevitable to feel this way.
1075. Forget all that you have ever thought about life.
1076. Walk forth in the perfect fatality of it.
1077. Wake up every morning in Horrorlove0polis.
1078. Become so bewildered that only this makes
sense.
1079. Rise early so as to never miss the train to
nowhere.
1080. To convulse thyself awake choking on the
perfume of longing-nausea.
1081. Congratulate yourself for nothing.
1082. To establish eternal dawn in the screech of a
blind owl.
1083. Run barefoot to photograph an unidentified
flying spiral storm.
1084. Return immediately.
1085. Swim everywhere in overwhelming empyrean
conspiracy.
1086. Help Narcissus understand the nature of the
double helix.
1087. To never use one topology more than once.
1088. Eat everything that makes you less resistant to
being killed by love.
1089. Only answer questions asked by no one.
1090. Projectively remember the present from a
horizonless future.
1091. Utter no word when your heart is hacked open.
1092. Become a secret blade silently dissolving the
butcher himself.
1093. Morselize thyself into tasty chunks.
1094. Exit the only way possible: piece by piece.
1095. To address one’s body with the affect of a Hans
Bellmer doll.
1096. Walk like a mannequin to the daily appointment
with humanity.
1097. Study people’s expressions until their faces melt.
1098. Forgive what you cannot.
1099. Stare desire in the face until all of its teeth fall
out.
1100. Sharpen thought on the whetstone of itself.
1101. Jump through the circus hoop at the moment it
shrinks to zero.
1102. To be dismantled.
1103. Wonder whether you should do something about
it or not, then wonder more.
1104. Celebrate having absolutely no idea what to do.
1105. Approach daily life with the enthusiasm of
shock-therapy.
1106. Melt into the sinkhole of your heart until only
the edge remains.
1107. Burn alive all day and night for no reason at all.
1108. Cheerfully receive the sentence of self-
condemnation.
1109. Write in order to not not write.
1110. Enjoy watching the joy of life spiral into my
pupil-drain.
1111. Desire everything so desperately that death fears
you.
1112. Clamp your love-teeth onto the dragon’s tail and
never let go.
1113. Realize that you have willingly chosen the way of
death (bliss).
1114. Receive permission to torture yourself with the
sharpest tools of imagination.
1115. Secretly kiss my wounds until I find myself
inside you.
1116. Become a soulstorm such as no world can
contain.
1117. Bear more than you can bear.
1118. Take more than you can take.
1119. Go for a jog in the park of templexity.
1120. To take instruction from no outward thing.
1121. Outsurvive infinite gravity.
1122. Admit that you do not know how to live anymore
and never did.
1123. Become, despite illimitable longing, hopelessly
resigned.
1124. Feel the shock.
1125. Collapse all resistence into resisting more.
1126. Crack jokes at the height of temptation.
1127. To scare everything away with a single
daydream.
1128. Find solace in the dust storm.
1129. Hear silence mock everything you say.
1130. Divide and conquer all things for the empire of
autophagy.
1131. Shudder to think.
1132. Have a hard time trying to figure it all out.
1133. To walk in the echo of your last words.
1134. Understand nothing.
1135. Be very careful about which parts you take
seriously.
1136. To obey the law into inexistence.
1137. Sing like a bird in the sigh of sweet breezes
around God’s tomb.
1138. Swoon.
1139. Exorbitantly fine everything for being itself.
1140. Instantly accomplish spiritual insurrection
against everything.
1141. Forget forever about measuring what is
happening to you.
1142. Accept the invitation from someone you can
never meet again without dying.
1143. Forget your enemies – garrote the whole globe.
1144. Let time tell whether you are losing your mind or
becoming saner than everything.
1145. To admit that whatever you felt was only
something in your bellybutton.
1146. Get an afterlife.
1147. To melodically spin all limbs into instant
sweetness.
1148. Be the idiot who ignores overwhelming desire.
1149. Dramatize yourself no longer.
1150. Develop an idea of what I think about all your
cleverness.
1151. Eat my thoughts until I pop out of your head
into my mouth.
1152. Follow the cryptoplexy of autophagic processes.
1153. Lose what you never had.
1154. To spherically accelerate waking up into piercing
through the other side of sleep.
1155. To fall asleep for the first time.
1156. Suspect that life is not for itself.
1157. Drive yourself mad all day calling out in silence
to the cosmic night.
1158. Take life one eternity at a time.
1159. Subtract the flower of yourself from the void.
1160. Bind yourself to the autophagous spiral of
intelligently bewildered desperation.
1161. Constantly think of nothing else.
1162. Help everyone you meet by leaving yourself
alone.
1163. Incarnate a wholly new theory of body.
1164. Spontaneously drown in devastating stillness.
1165. Remain behind everything.
1166. Crash your own funeral.
1167. Be revolted by the human stench.
1168. Flee everything all at once wheresoever.
1169. To see beyond the shadow of a doubt that you
have never satisfied a single desire.
1170. Stay collapsed.
1171. To no longer be concerned with what happens to
you.
1172. Fix all problems with THE PROBLEM.
1173. Understand the total pain of the present
moment.
1174. Don’t think that you have ever been here.
1175. Give omniscience something to pay attention to.
1176. Frighten yourself into extinction (of extinction).
1177. Scare everything.
1178. Bewail.
1179. To destroy everything by doing nothing.
1180. Stop mistaking yourself for yourself.
1181. Recommend nothing to no one.
1182. Plan to not meet me in the desert.
1183. Evacuate life.
1184. To flourish devastatingly like a jungle-desert.
1185. Blame everything.
1186. Fail in a way that no one can take credit for.
1187. Invest in parasitism.
1188. Follow the one and only perfect plan.
1189. Strangely attract cauldron turbulence on the
cosmic torus.
1190. Daydream extinctopias.
1191. Stop listening to this sentence before it is
finished.
1192. Specialize in becoming an idiot extraordinaire.
1193. Eat yourself.
1194. Play with the idea until it becomes too smart for
your own good.
1195. Consider the present moment an opportunity for
all others.
1196. Subtractively contribute to society.
1197. Accelerate unsilently into the impossibility of
saying anything.
1198. Stay neither inside nor outside (the universe).
1199. Suffer perpetually the sheer impossibility of
anything.
1200. Read whatever all the spilt ink spells.
1201. To be systematically dismantled.
1202. Revert to umbecility.
1203. To burn all texts that speak of life (as something
to be lived).
1204. Convolute thyself into a twisted ball of
inconsolable will until the wheel of involution
rolls you away.
1205. To tie our forked tongues into one silent
untieable knot.
1206. To wake with the taste of human flesh in one’s
mouth.
1207. Stay everywhere by going in no directions all at
once.
1208. Do not be impressed by apparent omnipotence.
1209. See the light that refracts universe into a flat
reflection.
1210. To perpetually live-die in love-desperation by
constantly foretasting the bliss in store when the
longing at last kills you.
1211. Complain about nothing.
1212. Vow to not go down with world.
1213. Watch closely how only actuality is actually
happening.
1214. To remain like the bit of rope Baron
Munchausen leaves on the moon.
1215. Catch your fall with a leap and throw your leap
with a fall.
1216. Swoon awake.
1217. Watch what happens when your astonishment
meets my bewilderment.
1218. Pull the horizon from under the sky and let it
crush so that we can step together on its back.
1219. Vacuum the world with your fullness until you
become the void.
1220. Stare into the swamp of your thoughts until you
wake the bog men.
1221. Chronoportate to the past and eat your old self.
1222. Watch out as you might be coming from the
future to eat your present self.
1223. To imagine time as a line riddled with
catastrophes of self-ingestion: I eats I eats I eats
...
1224. To never recover from the self-loop: I, not-I, I,
not-I . . .
1225. Cloak, cut, cloak, cut, cloak, cut.
1226. To understand that Munchhausen became a bog
man because he refused to pull himself out of
the swamp in protest against himself as a
proponent of emancipated, bootstrapped reason.
1227. Invent every moment a new irreparable problem
with being.
1228. Oscillate between your constructed selves and
being no one.
1229. Think that this is one thought too many.
1230. To have finally acknowledged that only what is
doomed is complete.
1231. To realize that you have always escaped back in.
1232. To fall from the sky in unbearable amazement of
what you have experienced beyond this
spacetime.
1233. To feel the present so much swollen with future
to the point of imminent time burst.
1234. Let the doing think itself and embrace its
absolute non-communicability.
1235. Ever remember what you will never see.
1236. Never again care what happens to you.
1237. Paralyze thyself in perpetual astonishment.
1238. Flow like un-time beyond the reaches of space.
1239. Project your self-reflection into my eye-abyss.
1240. Permanently abandon the assumption.
1241. Let something terrifyingly alive secretly leak out
the top of one’s head.
1242. Let tears escape from new places.
1243. To remember yourself right out of existence.
1244. Miss everything so badly that you finally
disappear.
1245. Develop a sense for the dark sea I am.
1246. Distill me into the essence of a most secret
desperation.
1247. Mourn thyself in joy of supreme stillness.
1248. Behave according to the impossibility of
understanding.
1249. Grow the heart into a hyper-massive beehive.
1250. To freeze in the sun high on the peaks of
hyperfriendship.
1251. Explode into what always was.
1252. Eat yourself until you taste me.
1253. Eat me until I taste you.
1254. Come dwell like a wolf in the cave of self-
emptying.
1255. Know everything by believing nothing.
1256. Poison being with desire.
1257. Defecate ontology.
1258. To locate the lightning flash in the frozen wink of
a ghost.
1259. Sleep not.
1260. Stuff my ears with the music of your hunger.
1261. Thaw in the sun of nemonymous love.
1262. Abortively auto-birth endless doppelgangers into
a massively personal manichean war.
1263. To no longer be afraid of losing your suffering.
1264. Somersault the primordial leap with absolute
preemptive spontaneity.
1265. Forget about what you thought.
1266. Embrace the scorching fact that nothing you
think, feel, or do has any effect on the degree of
lostness in this desert.
1267. Have faith only in self-betrayal.
1268. Bask in a terrifying and blinding truth: that
everything you desire is already provided.
1269. To abandon individuation altogether.
1270. To sleep inside one another’s bodies.
1271. Go nowhere fast.
1272. Be dragged kicking and screaming by love into
the deathly consummation of all desire.
1273. To split your brain with thought-seeds until it
bursts into an overgrown blood-berry bush.
1274. Immoderately devour every syllable like there is
no tomorrow.
1275. Hear the peal of origin touch the end of time.
1276. Dare yourself to exist.
1277. Go for a jog in the park to meet yourself coming
in full force from the future.
1278. Let the sky-earth step in at the perfect moment
to open its mouth and swallow the catastrophe.
1279. Find infinite courage by having none.
1280. Leap out of the grave by jumping ship.
1281. Live the good life at the bottom of the sea.
1282. Swim a smile in your ocean of tears.
1283. Remember that no one misses you.
1284. Roll-swoon to the tears in a fit of floor.
1285. Funambulate on non-Euclidean lianas of the
dead bloom.
1286. Thrive on a steady diet of being eaten alive.
1287. Sink in love-gravity to the abyss-summit.
1288. Magnify and intensify the torture by
understanding it all too well.
1289. Consider me always more and more crushed into
a new dimension by acosmic forces.
1290. Emerge via convolution like a new mouth eating
its own scream away.
1291. Twist into something hopelessly untieable.
1292. To unfold all things through the sublimity of
constriction.
1293. Don’t live anywhere anymore.
1294. To arrive al di là through the volcanic sea-
bottom of a terminally turbulent auto-cannibal
cauldron.
1295. Become ubiquitous.
1296. Dream reality as soon as it becomes too much.
1297. To remain in the whistle of starlight.
1298. Dance like a dead puppet along the all-
encompassing spiral of split oneness.
1299. See Nothing by staring at darkness through
wounds of light.
1300. Mutate into a leap that carries the last one with
it.
1301. To helplessly unwind into spiral spheres.
1302. Swim like a severed head through the spheretical
abyss.
1303. Fail to sleep because of the chest vortex trying to
spin you out of yourself.
1304. Feel the gravity always calling you to sink-fall to
the outside.
1305. Proceed way beyond the normal/bizarre
distinction.
1306. Make plans to meet live or undead at least once.
1307. To prefer spontaneous double defacement to so-
called dialogue.
1308. Admit that you were on tenterhooks.
1309. Wake up every mo(u)rning out of this world.
1310. Spin out new spheres from a single subsurface
twist.
1311. Seed cosmic plague.
1312. Dangle all day over the void in mindless
astonishment.
1313. To have nothing to do with your own life.
1314. To swallow – somehow – all things in a scream-
eating mouth of hypermutual missingness.
1315. Become a bottom-dweller on the floor of a
murky alien sea.
1316. See the tunnel at the end of the light.
1317. Act upon the infinite need to become
diaphanous.
1318. To destroy something’s identity by creating it.
1319. Drift in the permanent moment (of identity
between not being able to say anything and
nothing ever having been said).
1320. Say to yourself: get out of my way!!!
1321. To abandon all alternatives and execute every
context.
1322. To prove unable not to exacerbate in a terrifying
way the inherent impossibility of everything.
1323. Seriously shock yourself out of the stupid sense
that you are here.
1324. Snap out of it!
1325. Raise the star-chalice of morning to the infinite
vault, this spiral sphere.
1326. Feel the only pain in the whole world: you.
1327. To know in the heat of your heart-gut what it
means to be a goner.
1328. Don’t even vaguely resemble what you think you
are.
1329. Say more by talking about less.
1330. Become such a joke as no one has ever heard
before.
1331. To go everywhere and never return.
1332. To cook a meal while mistaking stove for stereo.
1333. Worm through concrete.
1334. Forget everything you say.
1335. Reduce thyself to an absolutely dangerous
omnipotent simpleton.
1336. Spin forth as soliton by latching onto yourself
like a lamprey.
1337. Drill through matter like there is no tomorrow.
1338. Braid hypertensile cables of unimaginable
acosmic strength out of solitary sighs.
1339. Chase a wolf into the crystal cave of self-
emptiness.
1340. Look into your heart with the spiral gaze of a
snail-man.
1341. Come like light through a hole created when
separation accelerates the slowness of mind to
the point of sweetness.
1342. Fail to escape the gravity of one’s navelstar.
1343. Write down whatever comes to mind in silly
inspired stupor.
1344. Learn everything by forgetting and then forget
that.
1345. Move only through the scratches left by the
future.
1346. Awaken from your deep sleep only in my skin.
1347. Beware of what you don’t believe in.
1348. Spin around the axis of the unknown.
1349. Surrender to the non-evental.
1350. Step ahead only on your own termination.
1351. Bury yourself under the slab of human
timescale.
1352. Cloak the present within the extinction template.
1353. Leap without moving through the individuation
( )hole.
1354. Indulge sometimes in the happiness.
1355. Endure the obscenity of being wrapped in your
own skin.
1356. Reset amor fati coordinates to swoon velocity.
1357. Begin by sleeping through the end.
1358. Mask me in the cloak of self-forgetfulness.
1359. Remember from sleep what it is like to be truly
awake.
1360. Fall awake while going to sleep.
1361. Fly asleep when waking up.
1362. Intentionally fail to take into account all the
complexities everyone expects you to.
1363. Become a manniquin for the sake of spheresy.
1364. Stop thinking that the really real ever needs to
happen – it doesn’t.
1365. Quote only what is written at the moment of
citation.
1366. Liquefy entirely into the loved one.
1367. Let it go by so fast that it is never over (before
you didn’t know it).
1368. Stay with the endless outside event, the kiss of
never was.
1369. Slow mind down to the speed of blue crystal fire.
1370. Sleep in the pure safety of what infinitely
precedes you.
1371. Grow out of this world through the cracks.
1372. Try not to spoil the anthropocene for the rest of
us.
1373. Murder me in my bed as I sleep for no reason.
1374. To trace a line of inquiry across your throat.
1375. Find a way to stay alive while I feed you your
heart.
1376. Erase me from the book of life, so I can take
another breath.
1377. Savor the moment when the severed head sees
what the heart thinks.
1378. Garotte thyself with the golden thread of
inescaping sighs.
1379. Open your eyes to see the fall leaves falling on
your corpse swimming in the pool.
1380. Calmly stare at the sky from your tomb like the
whole cemetery is doing.
1381. Now that you’re decapitated, start lecturing.
1382. Become the first serial self-eater.
1383. Cut my speech with your dagger-tongue.
1384. Poison all functions with self-reflexivity.
1385. Let the bats circulate your blood between your
scattered body parts.
1386. Scare the crime scene away with your ecstatic
indifference.
1387. Cut your way to solar dissolution with the shards
from your sunglasses.
1388. Murder the victim of your birth.
1389. Strangle any stranger who tries to get too close.
1390. To be buried alive in a corpse.
1391. Pursue non-suicide as a way of life.
1392. To be frozen in fear of being (in) your own body.
1393. Become the murder victim of your own heart.
1394. Only slice throats with the horizon.
1395. Sever my mind from itself with one razor kiss.
1396. Flay yourself with jealousy then dress me in your
skin.
1397. Unsheathyself!
1398. Persistently insist upon this secret paradise.
1399. Be hysterically born by beheading into a womb
of laughter.
1400. Pull out my heartstrings and sew my lips shut.
1401. Die by individuation.
1402. Stand still in haecceity-impalement atop the
acosmic spear-pillar.
1403. To find that the bottom was only the top of the
very bottom.
1404. Unravel the lump in your throat into a
rokurokubi.
1405. Die to life in an ever-lengthening loop of love-
desire.
1406. Succeed at nothing.
1407. Swim everywhere in devastating stillness.
1408. To nonchalantly survive another round of soul-
crushing love-pangs.
1409. Use my eyes to echo-locate yourself at the
bottom of the sea.
1410. Peep through eclipse.
1411. Ask, which nobody are you?
1412. Repeat yourself into oblivion.
1413. Dare to drown in the overwhelment already
swallowing you.
1414. Develop a sneaking acosmic suspicion that no
one has actually ever seen anything.
1415. Sit back, relax, and let time travel you.
1416. See the pain everyone and everything is in.
1417. Stop believing in universe.
1418. Touch the part of yourself that has nothing to do
with anything.
1419. Abort thyself into totipotency.
1420. Stay forever with the one whose absence you
cannot stand.
1421. Win an argument with God about the nature of
love.
1422. Search for someone in the ubiquitous
horizonlessness.
1423. To feel what my eyes are seeing, to see what my
thoughts feel.
1424. To hear the sound of the absence of answer
swallowing all your questions.
1425. No longer fail to realize that you exploded aeons
ago.
1426. Abandon the utterly false notion that life is
something lived.
1427. To catch yourself counting on the futility itself
not being malignantly useless.
1428. To be found by a search party suffering from
self-exposure.
1429. Meet the supreme intelligence that has nothing
whatever to do with you.
1430. Barely contain life inside your body.
1431. Stop thinking what you like is good.
1432. Let it build slowly into the forever leap.
1433. Skip never to the sublime.
1434. Terminally fast-forward slowly to the final build
up.
1435. Let it all build slowly to the ultimate fast-
forward.
1436. Listen until we start floating on the drone of
dreams.
1437. Melt into the echoing insides of an infinitely
hollow earth.
1438. Sew yourself into an army of one.
1439. Journey incognito under cover of your skin-
portal.
1440. Broadcast the secrecy of your most open
disguise.
1441. Fall off the edge of space-time.
1442. Spin in no direction upon the nether-top of a
negative abyss.
1443. Collapse inside your own void and so on in a
self-closing loop that devours emptiness with
emptiness.
1444. Exit by re-entering ad infinitum.
1445. Hide in what shows you, lurk in your shadow.
1446. Feel the plenum-void pulling all plot strings
through your navel towards the omnipresent
point, sucking everything into an endless (k)not.
1447. Eat yourself such that something else eats your
eating.
1448. To peer like a living hologram into the abyss-
pupil that is projecting you.
1449. Pronounce-sing a timeless monoscream of
astonishment that just starts.
1450. Go around again, for the first time.
1451. No longer know what to think.
1452. Float hyperclearly on the impasse of a bubble-
sigh.
1453. To travel the path of determination-without-me,
refreshed in the coolness between flame and fire.
1454. Know what you cannot.
1455. Drink not from the self-potion.
1456. To stay always near, entranced by the torture of
love-without-us.
1457. Climbing ever higher into the crystal cave
without saying anything.
1458. Burst at the seems.
1459. Feed I am not to Why am I me? and I am to
Why am I not?
1460. Come to a halt.
1461. Refuse to serve your invented self.
1462. Fall into moonlight on moth-thoughts scanning
the night for a way to die in the glow.
1463. Stop pretending that this world is (not) your
home.
1464. Sprout from air into a moth whose wings
evaporate into my ear-mouth.
1465. Fail to find a cure for the viral autophagy of
head.
1466. Feel past feeling, always feeling more by gently
abandoning the need to feel.
1467. To dissolve by intelligent disease in tele-osmosis.
1468. Suffer acute lunar symptoms.
1469. Sing-drown in sweet anagogic excess of word-
poison.
1470. Spontaneously thieve thyself into leaps,
dynamically waiting for whatever awaits atop the
spiral.
1471. Tuck me into the fascia where you hide, hide me
among tissues where the cosmos cries, sigh me
into tendons in which all things are tied.
1472. Scream me inside you.
1473. Spook distance.
1474. Spit desires at your inner void.
1475. Be nothing, nothing more than myself.
1476. Be assimilated by my words faster than you can
eat them.
1477. Forgo the arrogance of not dying immediately of
individuation.
1478. Flatten yourself, become wall and surface.
1479. Hang flatly in the pixel-gallow of your poor-
dimensional image.
1480. Take your full share of nothing to lose, of too
much to not have it all.
1481. Travel safely in fear of everything.
1482. Grind thyself to dust atop the upside down
mountain of reality.
1483. Magnify every pore into a noose for every self-
particle.
1484. Bite with your pupils into the world-cancelling
blankness.
1485. Taste endless mutual sweetness of self-
consuming honesty.
1486. Scare yourself to death by fear-without-us.
1487. To walk in a world of which this one is the last
shadow.
1488. Stay alive in the world’s death.
1489. To sink down to the deepest thought-ridge,
sliding on its declivities, rising to its lowest
points of elevation.
1490. To meet yourself under the world.
1491. Strive in miraculous ascent driven by the
overturnings of sigh-strata, via magic leaps on
trampoline-vowels.
1492. See the world as only reflection upon ocean in
which we swim.
1493. To remain suspended in the diffuse eyebeam,
this dark of ray of pupils where thinking
happens (without us).
1494. Hold hands inside out.
1495. Ride the tiger upside down around the infinite
snake of amor fati.
1496. Draw a portal around the universe and step
through.
1497. Take a stab at your utmost unknown
unwillingness.
1498. Live in the only world, the one that is not one.
1499. To know in every cell that you have never lifted a
finger in your life.
1500. To be the reflective, mirror-like nothingness
through which the world contemplates itself.
1501. Collect mounting evidence that experiences do
not work.
1502. Dedicate life to discovering why you are afraid to
stop thinking.
1503. Shake with rage of senseless joy.
1504. Rise miraculously every morning into the pure
sorrow of massive placelessness.
1505. Inspire, found, convert to, be persecuted by, and
become a saint in your very own secret religion.
1506. To find that you never arrived and will never
leave.
1507. To miss the lightning forever at the very moment
it strikes.
1508. To suddenly locate yourself in the midst of
laying down innumerable lifetimes.
1509. Find the source of the musk coming out of your
navel before death.
1510. Postpone the impatience of actuality into the
infinite patience of the virtual.
1511. Live in the barzakh, dwell on the isthmus, the
whirlpool line of (t)here.
1512. Storm the gates of stillness.
1513. Mimic! – be possessed by the vectors pointing
toward you.
1514. Stop nodding your head.
1515. Become namelessly lost, without purpose, plans,
or problems.
1516. To sink immediately into all forms, drowning in
sigh of no tomorrow.
1517. Admit to not wanting anything.
1518. Be mirror, dwelling in the hall of moons.
1519. To wake up in a floating tomb.
1520. Sew me through all points at once with the
needle of your eye.
1521. To pedal my body when walking in yours and
walk in mine while on your bike.
1522. To remain continually enwrapped in a cloud of
words whose speaking would poison their truth.
1523. Have no idea how absolutely free you are.
1524. Give importance to nothing.
1525. Invert thyself to find having climbed the heights
you have fallen.
1526. Find the one and only confusion.
1527. Eat one two three many zeros.
1528. Skip to the foregone conclusion of everything
anyone ever says.
1529. Interrupt yourself when talking.
1530. Fix thyself to hyper-amalgamated precipice-
being, super-glued to and severed from every
point in existence.
1531. To die by laughter at the joke on you.
1532. Provide all you need by taking it away.
1533. Summarize the totality of nonsense.
1534. Birth the unborn you that it is still asleep, wake
the unsleeping you that is still unborn, abort the
stillborn that no one shall ever wake.
1535. Do not take not understanding what the
universe is as an excuse for believing in it.
1536. Calculate the time it takes to not figure it all out.
1537. Place your finger at the point at which
impossibility becomes air.
1538. Get ready for what happened long ago.
1539. To see every motion picture as only commentary
on what it feels like to be projected onto a
screen.
1540. Dig the stars out of your belly.
1541. Let everything wash over you.
1542. Allow the way everything sounds to bring tears
to your eyes.
1543. To dissolve under the impetus to do everything
at once.
1544. Feel the abyss underfoot.
1545. To realize that the world is just a dissimulation
of the void.
1546. To be so patient with your soulstorm as to make
it unfold at the pace of stillness.
1547. To leap over the impatience of actuality into the
infinite patience of the virtual.
1548. To dwell on the boundary that moves like a
snake.
1549. Convince yourself that all the proofs of the
causal chain have been placed in the past to
make you think that time is not a circle of
contingencies.
1550. To be possessed by all the vectors pointed
towards you.
1551. To carry horizonlessness with you into the open.
1552. To be only interested in what you cannot
experience.
1553. To postpone the void with a loop.
1554. To exhaust yourself leaping ever outside
yourself.
1555. Seal the future away from your sight.
1556. Get over the future.
1557. To orchestrate the ruins of your thinking.
1558. Stage your space by enforcing a spiraled horizon.
1559. To have become a werespiral.
1560. Let logic rape itself with self-causation and self-
reflexivity.
1561. Peel this world away from me.
1562. Flay yourself in a spiral.
1563. Distract the world only by being.
1564. Feel the cut start before and end after itself –
forever.
1565. Let never was and will never be perpetually
cancel each other.
1566. Risk everything.
1567. Plunge to the top.
1568. Simply have no clue what to do.
1569. Approach all things as so many bubbles.
1570. Do nothing, perfectly.
1571. To be as empty as you actually are.
1572. Swell with the void of all is well.
1573. Continually cry out in silence from the
bottomless pit of your heart for you know not
what.
1574. Invent everyday a new reason for the fact of
being on planet Earth.
1575. Resemble something no one will ever see.
1576. Always be more concerned with what is not
happening.
1577. Doom doom.
1578. Answer the one and only question with the one
and only answer.
1579. Maximize the maxim to the max.
1580. Hate anyone’s effort to be liked.
1581. To secret infinite seriousness within yourself.
1582. To persist in a folly that is beyond perfect.
1583. Occasionally pretend that you actually know how
to think.
1584. String universe like a bead on the thread of your
beautiful, vacant gaze.
1585. Talk all morning to Bogdan Draganescu.
1586. Never say things like ‘my life’.
1587. See how boring and lazy your whole being really
is.
1588. Learn to sharpshoot subtle tears from the
centers of your eyes like arrows.
1589. Spit out the shell after biting the bullet of a true
thought until it fires through your skull.
1590. List all the reasons why philosophers whine.
1591. Disguise yourself as something that only exists
once in the history of everything.
1592. Tolerate nothing.
1593. To suspect that 99% of your thoughts are merely
self-serving sentimentality.
1594. Apply all your criticisms to yourself before
washing your face.
1595. Despair at the thought.
1596. Mournfully console yourself over the joy of
having been born.
1597. Delight in the immaculate conscious misery of
missing . . .
1598. Wake up like a particle of dust in darkspace,
walk floating in a tomb.
1599. Carry your body with you as a disidentification
card.
1600. Be the best at what you do not do.
1601. Stop pretending not to scream when you see
other people.
1602. Know that you are eternal perfection,
infinitesimally discombobulated.
1603. Drown in floating.
1604. Defy everything.
1605. Be at a total loss.
1606. Once the party is over, throw yourself in the
trash.
1607. Die from surviving too much intensity.
1608. Tear the sky open with your eyelashes.
1609. Live the terrifying life that love wants.
1610. Become such a beautiful monster that your
desires run in fear.
1611. Focus on differences everyone else ignores.
1612. Study the abyss-tectonics.
1613. Always doubt the side of the horizon you are on.
1614. Do more than nothing but less than something.
1615. Search too far for what is already found.
1616. Shout the redundance-echo of this world’s
inexistence.
1617. Find out how easy it is for nothing to risk
everything.
1618. Fail to go somewhere because you are already
there.
1619. Wake up by reading what you did not write in a
dream.
1620. Kill yourself with the arrow of exteriority by
looking into the mirror.
1621. Climb ever higher into a strange altitude
sickness which is its own cure.
1622. Reflect yourself away (from you).
1623. Leap into the imminent spiral fact of IT.
1624. Read minds like so many cheat sheets.
1625. Be someone else’s vertigo.
1626. Hear what people really say, the way a liar says I
am lying.
1627. Roll on the floor with your iso-self.
1628. Die from the blow before it hits you.
1629. Cheat by being honest.
1630. Become hyperflat, capable of draping infinite
dimensions.
1631. Achieve total strength by compensating for a
weakness in one area with weakness in all
others.
1632. Jettison every attempt to re-stabilize the self.
1633. To look up at the sky and think, f*** this!
1634. Exhaust thyself in derangements of excess desire
that improve all problems by exacerbating them.
1635. Grow sane in the freedom to go mad.
1636. To become trapped in a reflection to which no
harm may come.
1637. Speak forgetting to not know how to use
language.
1638. Despair for the last time, again.
1639. Lose as many ‘friends’ as possible by choosing
trueness.
1640. Dwell in a spiral mansion between an impossible
polyhedron and the infinite sphere.
1641. To not fear being far closer than the jugular vein.
1642. Trip over yourself.
1643. Study the science of arriving where you already
are without not moving.
1644. Leap from shock to shock to shock by letting
each one wake you up.
1645. Stand forever above this world in unfading
childhood and ancient love.
1646. Carry yourself around in an apparent unreality
more real than any world.
1647. (Im)patiently wait to not recover from
irreversible self-healing stabbing.
1648. Wish for nothing more . . . even nothing at all.
1649. Run slower than others and faster than yourself.
1650. To be born spirally every day into full body
rokurokubi soulstorm.
1651. Stay ahead losing the measure of head, playing
the acephalic game outside the measure of
speed.
1652. Work at the inhuman pace of a climatological
heart whose pair-shadows look blindly at each
other through the mad lens of an infinitely clear
ocean.
1653. Trip up dancing like intertwined puppet masters
and master puppets intelligently entangled in
sigh-threads across the sword bridge to paradise.
1654. Never starve to death by self-eating live pronoun
salad.
1655. Approach every mirror with proper reverence, as
if it were a species of holy sword.
1656. To never not cut with the sharpness of an extra
dimension.
1657. Neither speak nor cite, just weave writing
around itself in the air.
1658. To see all things in navel-perspective, from the
center into which everything vanishes.
1659. Wear your body like a mask at a costume ball for
pupils.
1660. Drift and doze on a far away cloud too close to
see.
1661. Swim through food that eats you, plunge into
autophagic osmosis.
1662. Dive furthest into seas of sweet diffusion.
1663. Bait yourself before the shark of one’s joy.
1664. Fall ever upward into vertigo of the recursive
kiss.
1665. Fail miserably to properly prepare for the final
embarrassment.
1666. Feed both eater and eaten to the all-devouring
meal.
1667. To feel like Pinhead from Hellraiser.
1668. To find paradise in a prison sentence, the spiral
spheres in a walled garden.
1669. Spice up your life by feeding on being eaten.
1670. Prove the impossible to be inevitable.
1671. Follow the imperative of the imperative of the
imperative . . . all the way down.
1672. To be abducted by strange rhythms, kidnapped
by chora.
1673. To be insulated from the prison of self-world
correlation by a subtle golden space, an
impenetrable amniotic time.
1674. Hyperventilate at the mere thought of it, trillions
of fathoms deep, expiring desiring nothing.
1675. To stay home with distance as utter saturation of
union, an astronomical magnitude of ethereal
intimacy.
1676. Open your mouth and say nothing of what you
know because it is too much.
1677. Scream me so loudly that all my I-drops
disappear, hiding in the deepest ocean where
you have already lost yourself.
1678. Tell devoured crumb of me, more myself than I,
to carry the seed of you in all directions of the
omnipresent scream.
1679. Create a new pronoun and a new preposition,
place them in a new world, then bless them and
say, ‘be fruitful and multiply.’
1680. Swoon invisibly within thyself, black out inside
out.
1681. Let no day pass without impossible unveiling of
new non-worlds.
1682. Die to never stop dying.
1683. Launch all rockets into universal eclipse.
1684. Head-spin in hyper-spheres of al di là, heart-
swim in spiral bliss of nothing-distance.
1685. To tighten intolerably the torturous intensity of
ever-collapsing space-time, each meter
exploding into HERE, each tick-tock amplifying
NOW.
1686. Like how reality never stops being too much.
1687. Drag your unbearable lightness into another day
with open arms.
1688. To feel that anything you do is nothing
compared to nothing.
1689. Meet yourself on the ocean floor.
1690. To watch reality staging itself.
1691. Place yourself where the shovel thrusts when
reality digs its own tomb.
1692. Enter the room on which it is written ‘- 1’.
1693. Rejoice in silent convulsions, always eros-
minus-one, subtracting self from self to find the
same excess of unbearable 0.
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