ALTERS

ROOTED IN DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY DISORDER

(DID) AND SATANIC RITUAL ABUSE (SRA),
ALTERS ARE CREATED PERSONALITIES WHO
SAVE THE ABUSED.
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By NiteOwlDave
niteowldave@gmail.com

We'll address DID first.

Understanding Multiple Personality Disorder (MPD) - the old name for
Dissociative Identity. Disorder (DID) - and its complexities are taxing and
far from easy to comprehend.
What makes a person a multiple is the creation of alter personalities, each
with their distinctive likes and dislikes. The parts are generally called
alters but are also called “personalities”, “insiders” or “others” by some.
Alters, as we shall call them here, are created by a person who dissociates
in response to perceived trauma.
IT’S NOT SCHIZOPHRENIA
Some suggest we are dealing with Schizophrenia here. No. Schizophrenia
is a mental disorder characterized by abnormal behavior, strange speech
and a decreased ability to understand reality.

Other symptoms include false beliefs, unclear or confused thinking,

hearing voices that do not exist, reduced social engagement and emotional
expression and lack of motivation.

Says Counselor Shirley of Haven of Hope; “I believe dissociation is a

God-given gift to small children.”

Those with DID hear the inside voices of their created disassociated parts,
their alters. Within the mind of a single host body (the one with the name
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on the birth certificate) there may be from one to thousands of alter

personalities.

Their number of alters depend on the severity of repeated trauma such as

rape or being locked up in a fearful place as a young child.
ALTERS TAKE THE ABUSE

The main function of an alter is to take and hold in private the child-hood
trauma which includes the pain, physical and emotional. During times of
abuse, an alter personality is created and the host person blanks out. She
will know nothing of the memory. Many find out later, sometimes years
later.
Psychiatrists say without alters, a survivor of extreme terror would likely
commit suicide or wind up institutionalized.
A DID alter system can be likened to a refrigerator ice tray which has
separated cube compartments but the same water. Or, one room with many
people inside with one door where only one person can be out at one time.
Or, we can think of a DID system of personalities as one galaxy with
many stars.
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Healing generally occurs with the help of an insightful therapist or

knowledgeable friend. When trust is established and the host wants to
learn about the blanked-out spaces in his or her memory, the personality
parts will spill the secrets of their past.
Some insist a person with DID is healed when the alter parts merge into
the one single identity. However, that won’t fly as some do just fine as a
family of parts who have shared with the host the memories they once held
in secret.
Like other people, alters have individual likes as in what they wear, eat,
and do. The young ones, called littles and are generally under age six,
may like to color or draw while the older ones may prefer to sleep, read,
get a tattoo, or paint the toenails of the body, etc.
All the while, the host will be blanked out and has no memory that she
went “inside.” When she switches back to reality, she will have no
memory that she missed anything.
DID IS NOT WIDELY KNOWN
Although seldom heard of or understood by the mainstream, DID is a
coping condition dealt with by millions of people around the world,
studies reveal.
The National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI) estimated that two
percent of people experience dissociative disorders, with women being
more likely than men to be diagnosed.

An article in the United Kingdom reports there are 2,000,000 people in the
UK with DID. The article points out there would be many more who have
not come forward for evaluation but chose not to.

In the US, it is reported there are 3,250,000 multiples. Again, many with
DID are not correctly diagnosed or are embarrassed and do not come
forward at all.
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Worldwide, we are told that 1-3 percent have DID. At one percent of the
world population of 7.7 billion as of November, 2018, means that roughly
75,270,000 deal with disassociation. Stunning numbers!

In the U.S., experts estimate there are several well-known centers that
diagnose and help those with the DID and SRA.

One is a hospital in Dallas, Texas, where a survivor I help, spent two

weeks several years ago and says she was assessed correctly and directed
to an understanding psychiatrist near where she lives in the northern USA.
Here’s the Dallas website - http://www.rossinst.com
DID FEATURED IN TV SERIES
For those who work with multiples, it is encouraging to see more
documentaries featuring the subject on TV. From 2009-2011, a series
called the United States of Tara aired on Showtime. With a dose of needed
humor, it showed the frazzled life of a multiple.

In January, 2019, another series based upon a DID group, Many Sides of
Jane, was launched in the US on the Arts@Entertainment Network.
https://www.aetv.com/shows/many-sides-of-jane

There are a number of books about DID on Amazon. I haven’t read these
ones. There are many articles about the subject out there.
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WHY SO MANY ALTERS?

In one system I work with, I have met 474 different alters over six
years. Most are now saved.

When the host is strong enough to handle why much of her young
memory is missing and wants to learn the details, all the alters will
open the vault and spill.

“Why,” I asked her, “did you create so many alters to replace you during
the bad years you went through?”
She replied, “If you were repeatedly tortured as I was as a child, would
you come out to be hurt again? You wouldn’t, thus the need to create new
alters.” Game. Set. Point.

FREEWILL REMAINS INTACT

Although parts of a one-brain memory bank are blanked out, each

alter and the host still retain individual freewill. They can, for
example, choose to accept or reject God.

Would-be helpers often face a tough task convincing a wounded alter

that there is a safe God who cares for them and will help them if
asked. Underscore God must be asked to help.

Helping a DID system integrate, which means the alters merge back
with the host into one personality, and getting rid of any demons is
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MUCH easier if the Lord Jesus Christ is invited to quarterback the

session. Yes, demons and angels are real.

SWITCHING
An eye-opener is seeing an alter switch from an adult to a youngster and
back again. (Meaning that the person “out front” controlling the body
switches to another alter from inside.) It might prompt a witness to want to
have their eyeballs examined.
Of course the body remains its original size. But one would see, say, a 25-
year-old woman drop to the floor and begin to color like a four year old.
Then they might see the toddler switch back to a 25-year-old and perhaps
see her type a well-worded e-mail.
ALTERS CAN AGE
Oddly, some alters age. Explains counselor Shirley, “Some alters grow
older because they often take over the body to help out and learn. I’ve had
some (clients) who are the same age as the host.”
To further complicate the scene of the wonderful world of multiples is that
it’s not uncommon for a DID mentally-fried host to give up the confused
drama of her life and retreat inside. That forces a mature alter to take the
wheel and pay the house bills, etc. Sometimes the host never comes back
out.
No one knows what percentage of DID systems integrate back into the
host person, but complete healing often takes years. Some systems work
so well together as a family, they choose never to integrate.
ALTERS ARE UNIQUE
Some systems have an inside sheriff, ever- alert, quick-tempered, tough-
talking alter known as a protector. If anyone threatens other alters or the
host, the protector will switch out and often use salty language in telling
someone seen as a threat to back off or get slugged.
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“Really, though,” adds Shirley, “it’s every alter’s job to protect the person
from remembering what happened to them. All alters take and hold the
memories.”

 For some reason some alters in the same person write with their left
hand and some with their right hand.
 Some alters wear glasses while others discard them when they switch
out. It’s the same body but different visual needs because of different
age differences. Alters are even said to have different blood pressures.
 Some have different sounding voices. That’s because the age of an alter
lines up with the age they were created.
 Sometimes the older personalities have work duties and come out to
help the host or another alter with the housework.
 There is often a flurry of clothes and shoe changes because of
switching. I’ve heard alters complain, “Hang on. I’ve got to put on
different shoes. Bobby wears these yucky ones, but not me.”
THE CORE
The name on the birth certificate of someone with Dissociate Identity
Disorder is known as the core, the main person in a system.
However, many systems present themselves with a multi-alter core
built around the one host body.
CLEVER AND AMUSING
 One valuable rule most well-formed and smart systems abide by is
charting prescribed and over-the-counter drugs when they take. This is
to prevent overdosing should there be a switch.
 Another rule some systems have in place is each one who switches out
leaves notes about what they did.
 Alters can make it “interesting” when the mother hen of a system goes
grocery shopping. They can see through what is called the “opening.” If
the little alters see toys or cookies, the one who is out at that time will
get brain-bombed to load up.
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 Said one host to me, “Anyone watching me must think I’m insane.
Sometimes I stand there for 20 minutes picking things up and putting
them back. Sometimes I have to avoid certain aisles when I shop.”
DIFFERENT STROKES
 Many alters sleep on their stomachs so they can jump into the run
position quickly to escape from their bad memories.
 Female alters may surf the internet for female things. Male alters may
like car racing videos, while the littles may want to color and play with
the “doggie.” The inside families are a diverse lot.
 As absurd as this may sound, an alter who is saved revealed that she
and other inside alters are an “abomination before God” because they
are involved in lesbian and homosexual sex with each other on the
inside. Counselor Shirley added, “I have even heard of alters who rape
other alters.
 Sometimes, several alters smoke while others find it “yucky.”
 Alters have different learning likes and skills. One may be artsy,
another may excel in math.
 One alter may sleep in the bathtub. Many sleep on the floor. A bed is
usually a very triggery place because it is a place where they were
likely abused.
 Not many multiples watch TV. There are too many flashback trigger
words and sexual visuals.
 In some systems, the protector has the ability to raise walls which allow
her to be private. That means the inside ones are blocked from knowing
what is going on or being said on the outside.
 Alters find it soothing to rock in one place.
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SELF HARM (SI)

Sadly, it is common for a person who is dealing with the fallout from
physical or mental abuse to get involved in self injury (SI). Those who do
this are commonly called cutters.
The habit is sky high with those who have Disassociate Identity Disorder
and/or have been involved in Satanic Ritual Abuse.
A teen alter personality I have known for 16 years sums up the practice
vividly in this poem she wrote about the cutting that had gone on with
them for many years. All are saved now, and no longer feel the need to
harm the body. Notice how the running blood is seen as ridding badness.
A SLICE
(A poem by an alter and former cutter)
droplets form
turning gracefully into rivulets
silently i watch
the panic eases
i am calm
watching
as the badness within eases itself out
i feel an inner peace
a calm
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soon the evil within will be gone

soon..soon..i will be free

The goal is to see blood. However, some make bruises, burn, break bones,
and pick or scratch the body, often deeply.
Most cutters begin by marking their arms. When they run out of unmarked
space or get tired of the question, “What’s the deal with your arms?” they
mark their tummies or the inner tops of their legs.
Those not familiar with DID and SRA would likely believe that self-injury
is of satan. Of course, it can be. More often, though, SI is a coping thing.
An abuse survivor self-harms to let "the bad out,” or to "feel."
One DIDer explained, “It gives me relief, it makes me feel. I normally feel
nothing.” Some cutters have no emotions, either. Over time, they may
learn to feel.

Internet Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia, explains it this way:

“A common form of self-injury involves making cuts in the skin of the

arms, legs, abdomen, inner thighs, etc.
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“However, the number of self-injury methods are only limited by an

individual's creativity and include, but are not limited to, compulsive skin
picking (dermatillomania), hair pulling (trichotillomania), burning,
stabbing, poisoning, alcohol abuse and forms of self harm related to
anorexia and bulimia.

“The locations of self-injury are often areas of the body that are easily
hidden and concealed from the detection of others.” ‘

TRIGGERS
Things that throw an alter into a flashback where they relive the terror are
called triggers and are rooted in words, sounds, unwanted touch, smells,
visual images, and tastes. The blood word is often the most volcanic
trigger of the lot.
Common trigger words are:

1.Blood
2. Lord Jesus Christ (words spoken together or singularly)
3. Extreme yelling, shouting, and threatening
4. Rape and all other sexual words
5. Bed
6. Bath
7. An unwanted hug
8. A slapping visual or sound
9. Seeing ropes, chains, or hearing chains rattled
10. Handcuffs
11. Crowds
12. Beer smell
13. Aftershave
14. Certain colors like red as in blood
15. Movie love, sex, and kill scenes
16. Hurt
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17. Master
18. Slave
19. Crucify
20. Collar
21. Leash
22. Satan
23. Devil
24. Demon
25. Cage
There are a host more triggers. One woman told me she flips out at the
sound of jingling keys. Her father would do that when he walked through
the front door of their house when he arrived home from work. He abused
her. So the sound got mentally twinned to the action.
Idea: Make up a safe synonym for trigger word as you learn them. I use
“Real J” for “Jesus.”
HOW DO ALTERS INTEGRATE?
The term integration refers to the merging of an alter or all the alters back
into the one, the host person. I have been involved in one complete
integration. Here’s what’s happened.
When every alter was saved and the demons had been removed, the
middle-aged host asked Jesus to “make us one.” I asked her to stand up
and open her arms wide.
She reported, “The alters are walking into me in a single line. They are
smiling. The protector is last. I hugged him. Their work is over. It is quiet
in my head now. WOW!”
CAN ALTERS GET SAVED?
Absolutely, alters can get saved. Just as a mono-minded person has the
choice of accepting or rejecting Christ for eternal salvation, each alter
faces that choice as well.
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With everyone on the same page spiritually, it makes for a more peaceful
mind.
WITH SO MANY ALTERS AND THE HOST BODY, HOW
DO WE KNOW A DID SYSTEM IS TRULY SAVED?
Says Counselor Shirley,

“I don't know when a multiple is truly saved. I believe that God is true to
His word and saves anyone who trusts the Lord Jesus Christ as his Savior.
I believe that includes personalities.

“It is my observation that when personalities start to be saved, it is likely

that others will also be saved, including the core person. However, I have
no proof. That is just my experience.

“God knows and has great compassion for abused children. God loves
abusers too, and wants them to accept His salvation. If they are serious and
put their trust for eternal salvation in Him, He will forgive an evil person
for torturing a child and scrambling their mind.
“In my opinion, we should share the gospel with everyone in a DID
system. Jesus will draw and save whom He draws and saves.”
SOME ALTERS MAKE ME LAUGH
1. A five year old alter asked me recently, “Are you going to send us
Christmas presents?” I responded, “If I do, what would you want; pajamas,
socks, a new stuffy?” The young one thought for a moment. “I’ll buy my
own stuff when ***** (the protector who is out 95 per cent of the time)
goes to the store. Just send me cash.”
2. Another young one in a different DID system told me she hopes she
gets lots of “prezzies” for her birthday. The host switched and said, “I
haven’t heard that word in about 40 years. I remember NOW using the
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prezzies word when I was about four years old. I haven’t thought of that
word since.
3. One night a nervous teen alter that I named James called out to Jesus
like this: “Real James, this is Jesus. I mean…” He said he heard real Jesus
laugh which, he said, helped him understand that Jesus is not mad. Oh, a
bunch of alters nearby laughed too,
4. Several male alters who are part of a female body complained how
weird it is for them to sit down to pee. They asked, “Why doesn’t the body
have a thing?”
5. A young alter seeing a dog in the room said, “Hey, there’s a woof,
woof.”
6. I was explaining the Trinity to a system one night when one of them
said, “So God is like us; He has insiders.”
7. An alter asked, “Why does the body have this big nose. Inside, I’m
cute.”
8. One night an alter phoned me after having a horrific flashback
nightmare. I told her to climb back on Jesus’ lap, tuck up on His shoulder,
and drag His arm over her. “Are you up high enough?” I asked.
Responded the alter,” If I get any higher, I’ll be in Real J’s mouth.”
9. One morning at 4 a.m., a male alter wanted to show me his new toy car.
He flipped on the laptop cam and I watched the kid run the car over “their”
arms and face. The next day, the host phoned and asked me why she had
sticky marks all over herself. I told her that Joey had used her body as a
race course during the night. She said, “Oh.”
10. An older alter bought a rifle and bullets at Wal-Mart one night and had
it aimed at their garage that had been broken into the night before. I called
for the protector who never was all that alert. He returned the gun and got
a total refund.
11. Two alters in one system I know play Hide and Seek, I was told, “The
first one comes out and hides something in the house. The second one
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trades places, finds the hidden item and hides it again. The odd thing is the
pair always hides the item in the exact same place.”
12. With permission of the protector, I had a little come out early one
morning the same time the host was driving to work. “This is scary but
fun,” said the kiddo. “I feel like I’m driving the car but I’m glad (so- and-
so) has long legs. My legs won’t reach the pedals.” A few minutes later,
she said she was stunned to see how one can get food and coffee at a
drive-through restaurant using a plastic thing (a credit card).
WHY DID GOD ALLOW ME TO BE HURT?
Alters may ask why God allowed the bad stuff to happen to them, I tell
them that many stupid people in this world have sold out to Satan who
controls their mind.
I add that Jesus will prove the truth to them, even that very second. I tell
them He will answer all their questions and become their new, safe friend
if they ask Him.
If they agree to meet Him, I ask the Lord to come to them. When I ask
what they see, they always report a bright light or a man. I blood test Him.
I ask, “Will it stand as truth before the blood of the Lord Jesus Christ that
you are the Real Lord Jesus Christ?”
If the alters tells me it says no, we know it is a demon and I ask the REAL
Jesus Christ to replace it..
To be totally sure, I ask this Jesus to extend both hands. I ask the alter
what it sees. They should report they see scars or holes which are nail
marks from the cross. If they say they see nothing, I tell them to open their
eyes or quit blocking their eyes with their hands.
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At this point, Shirley advises asking Jesus to take the alter or host to a safe
place and minister to them, Soon after, we should ask the alter if she got
saved and if Jesus spoke to her about integration. If so, we should proceed.

SATANIC RITUAL
ABUSE (SRA) ALTERS
WARNING: If you have been involved in Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA),
do not read the following. It is triggery.
FEW KNOW ABOUT SRA

Few people know much if anything about SRA. Satanic

cults/covens/grottoes are very real. They are highly
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secretive, operate well out of sight like farm property, and involve
typical people from a bank manager to a postman.

It is world of demons and sometimes angels, human torture and

slaughter almost beyond belief. Ironically, Some Christians deny that
angels and demons interacting with us today.

“Back in Bible times? “Oh sure!” “Can demons be cast out of

people today “Uhh, hmm!” The answer is yes. Even born-again
Christians can be home to demons. More on this below.

It is helpful to recall that while on earth, Christ proved His power as the
promised Messiah by casting out very-real demons, healing people who
were crippled and blind, etc,, and raising the dead. He gave these powers
to His Apostles as evidence to grow His church.
However, since satan is alive and still in the business of using people to
war against God, it make sense that He would provide us with His power
to rid demons today.
The Bible makes it clear (in the present tense) of the reality and power of
the evil one.
1 Peter 5:8 points out, "Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the
devil, is a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour."
Ephesians 6:12 states, ”For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but
against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of
this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."

11 Cor. 11:14 states, "And marvel not; for Satan himself is transformed
into an angel of light."
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Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA) involves people – if you want to call them
that – who worship satan and his demons for power that can be summoned
through blood sacrifices of babies, children, and animals.

GUARDED MOTHERS

I was told by one host that close friends often tell her she is too private,
and are curious about why she clams up about her past.

She responded, “I don’t want to be known as a freak just because I don’t

like boys. One of my insiders does. I don’t understand why. And I have no
control what she does.”

She has four kids and has had a half-a-dozen miscarriages. So, yes, you
might say at least one alter is into sex. Safety and trust are not so important
to such careless alters.
As a child, another woman I know was taken for years by her evil mother
to a satan-worshipping group during the day where she was sexually
brutalized and made to drink blood.
Her father, who died young, never found out. She became DID and was
too scared to tell him what was going on anyway. “The locations of those
ceremonies were often moved,” she says.
Such torture cells all operate under the radar because children who escape,
who are set free but on assignment, or live at home are brain-washed by
fear to talk about it. It is presumed the girls would all be DID from early-
age torture.
Generally, “sinless, pure-blooded” babies are used in a dark-side slaughter
to Satan. Female children are often held and used as future breeders.
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The sacrifice of children today is a copycat of the practice of the

Canaanites 6,000 years ago in their worship to false gods, as told in the
Bible.

SATANIC CULT TYPES

To an odd few, satan is alluring. Most people don’t believe he is real or

just shrug at the thought. True Christians do not have to fear him or be
cavalier but should be ever alert.

By the shed blood and resurrection of Christ, we have authority over him
and access to the greater power of the Lord Jesus Christ.

There are six satanic levels or cult types:

1. Criminal Deviants
2. Orthodox
3. Narcosatanistros
4. Dabblers
5. NonCriminal
6. Luciferians. This group is said to be the worst of the lot. It is reported
they are empowered by satan to install death triggers in their victims.
Counsellor Shirley says all Luciferians have alter personalities.

SATANIC TORTURE
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Satan-worshippers – including parents – are said by survivors to

traumatize their kids from infancy. The details are sickening.

 Holding their heads under water until they nearly drown

 Raping them in - a shower, bathtub, in the woods, on snow, outside
during a thunderstorm, anywhere in the house.
 Starvation.
 Burning them during sacrifices to Satan.
 Forcing them to set gasoline soaked dogs on fire.
 Forcing them to torture and kill newly born babies, even their own,
plus young children.
 Keeping them in cages.
 Forcing them to drink blood at ceremonies to Satan.
 Forcing them to nail dead animals, dead newborns and young
children to an upside wooden cross, and to worship Satan.
 Raped by dogs
 Killing and eating dogs and cats
 Forcing them to wear a collar and leash and treating them like
animals.
Two teen alters, parts of separate SRA systems, told me the evil people
gave them pet kittens to raise when they were youngsters. Soon after that,
they were told to wash their pets and put them wet in a walk-in freezer at
one of the farm houses used by the satan-worshippers.
The next morning, the kids found the kittens frozen solid. The twisted
adults blamed the youngsters who were shattered.

CHURCH TARGETER
Recently, I spoke a half dozen times with a nurse and mother of four who
told me that after we chatted that she and all 30 of her SRA alters accepted
Christ,
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Of course her demons went nuts and forced her to hang up.
She told me she was programmed by Satanists to cause dissention in
churches.”She said it is quite easy to create trouble like planting lies about
the pastor or his wife, etc.”

COVEN TRICKSTERS
To further scramble the minds of children, satanists often have their
members dress like cops, clowns, firemen, a priest, a pastor, or tell the kids
they are social workers, and teachers, etc.
There will be one who will say he is Jesus Christ and another who will say
he is God. All these jerks sexually abuse the kids. Offspring are sacrificed,
often with the birthmothers being forced to do the stabbing.
The net result is any survivors of this terror will fear and avoid those who
are really safe and will help them. It is ultimate brain washing that binds a
child’s mind. Neither the host nor the alters will have an easy time trusting
anyone.
“I have three children in Heaven,” one woman who became a Christian
told me. “They were sacrificed.” Another woman said she was forced to
stab her two children to death. “I trust very few people,” she said.
WHY IS SATANISM ALLURING?
I suspect the big draw to join loser satan is his wobbly promise of power.
It is wobbly because his power link to us ends when we die which could
be in sixteen minutes, or less.
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The same applies to liar satan and his flock of bothersome demons. None
of us will know when Christ will return to earth and boot satan, with his
demons and his earthly followers into eternal Hell where they will be
stripped of all power.
It is difficult to understand why satan, originally named Lucifer, led a
rebellious charge with one third of the angelic force almighty God, at a
time in the past. The Bible says Lucifer was the highest angel but he
wanted to be equal with God.
Today, satan sells temporary power. He cuts deals but only ones where he
holds control.
It appears to many that metal rock bands have cut deals with the prince of
darkness. The bands become successful, earn big money, get drugs and a
following of groupie girls in exchange for satan-praise in the music, etc.
We see signs of this in DID systems. Alters wanting to toughen up and
control systems seem to bow to the dark side for boss roles. It is puzzling
to me that they don’t see they are puppets with Satan operating the
controls.
It also wouldn’t surprise me if many the satanists involved in SRA cruelty
are spineless guys who could never get a girlfriend. So they feast on
helpless children.
SEEKING NEW DARKSIDERS
Do Satanists seek new members? You might say that judging from the
full-page ad I spotted in the Philadelphia Enquirer in the summer of 201l
when I was flipping through newspapers.

Dinner meeting in Manhattan (NYC Satanists,

Luciferians, LHPers, etc.)
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Thursday, July 7, 2011

7:15 PM
Selected By: Diane

This location is shown only to members

4 Satanists, Luciferians, & LHPers going

Diane (Organizer) added this Meetup on Jun 3, 2011

Who's hosting? Diane
Topic to be announced.

This meeting is our regular monthly dinner gathering in Manhattan, for

Satanists, Luciferians, "Dark" Pagans, and "Left Hand Path" occultists of all
law-abiding kinds, plus open-minded people interested in learning about
the many forms of Satanism, Luciferianism, "Dark" Paganism, and LHP
occultism. (The organizer is a non-LaVeyan theistic Satanist.)
Please plan to arrive before 7:30 PM. The meeting will have the following
format:

 7:15 to 7:30: Informal socializing.

 7:30 to 7:40: Order food
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 7:40 to 8:05: Introductions. Tell us a little about your own

perspective on Satanism, Luciferianism, "Dark" Paganism, or "Left-
Hand-Path" occultism.
 8:05 to 8:15: Break.
 8:15 to 9:15: Discussion of main topic: Atheistic vs. theistic
Satanism: their commonalities as well as differences.
 9:15 to 9:25: Break.
 9:25 to 10:00: Announcements, discussion of our group's possible
future plans, and miscellaneous.
 10:00 to 10:15 or later: Informal socializing.

We meet at a diner on 34th Street, near 9th Avenue, one block west of
Penn Station. (The exact address, and other details, will be visible to you
once you join this Meetup group.) The nearest subway stop is 34th Street
on the A, C, and E lines (8th Avenue).

We'll be at a table in the BACK part of the diner. Please ask a waiter about
"Diane Vera's meetup." At least one or two of us, though probably not
most of us, will be wearing black shirts and/or point-down pentagram
pendants of some kind.

(If you arrive early and are the first to arrive, please have a seat in the
BACK part of the diner and let the waiter know that you are here for
"Diane Vera's meetup.")
Newcomers are welcome.

Diane Vera, the organizer, will make a point of welcoming all who arrive
and encouraging all attendees to tell the rest of us a bit about themselves
and their beliefs, to facilitate conversation.

Although our meetings are informal, we do aim to have substantive

conversation about our beliefs and practices, rather than just random chit
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chat. Please plan to spend a minimum of $5 (per person) for food and/or
drinks, so that the diner where we meet will continue to welcome our
business.

We need you to RSVP here on the Meetup site, so we can know how big a
table to ask for. Please RSVP as soon as you can.

The more people RSVP early, the bigger and better our meetups will be,
because a reasonably large number of early RSVP's will let other visitors
to this site know that we are indeed a live group where they will actually
meet some people.

Diane Vera, the organizer of this Meetup Group, is also the founder of the
local NYC proto-congregation of the Church of Azazel.

However, the NYC Satanists discussion group welcomes Satanists,

Luciferians, Dark Pagans, and LHP occultists of all law-abiding kinds, not
just prospective Church of Azazel members.)

Diane Vera, the organizer, is a non-LaVeyan theistic Satanist. She

maintains a website on theistic Satanism, including the page Attention,
New Yorkers! (for theistic Satanists in and near New York City).

ARE WOMEN USED AS BAIT?

I have to think Satanists target many dimwit guys who can’t land a
girlfriend. May I suggest they would find fawning females and a lot more,
all evil, at these recruit dinners? They likely have no idea what lies ahead.
The Bible says the end of the line for all Christ rejecters is eternal
punishment in Hell. Those who are saved will spend eternity in Heaven
and live forever in peace with God almighty.
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OBSERVATIONS
Here are some things I have found common with SRA multiples:
1.They say "sorry" a lot because it was demanded of them by their
abusers.
2. The girls hate or will not wear a dress. The why is obvious.
3. They hate mirrors and photos of themselves. They don't like whom
they see, which is the grown host body. If they are an alter, they expect to
see a much younger person.
4. They don't like makeup, although they may have an insider or two who
do.
5. They have been warned and believe that if they go into a church
building something bad will happen – like the building will burn down or
the roof will cave in.
6. They have been warned never to talk about coven activities. They are
told if they do, someone dear to them will die or they will be caught and
punished.
7. They are old they are so bad even Jesus Christ – “if He were real and
cared” - would never forgive them.
8. They have been told Jesus Christ is a fake or that He is evil.
9. Some wash their hands a lot or flip light switches on and off, etc.
because they have obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD).
10. They can eat a banana or a hot dog only if it is cut up.
11. They hate to be hugged except perhaps by someone whom they
consider is very trustworthy and safe. This does not apply to sexual alters
who enjoy physical contact.
12. They have a problem accepting compliments or gifts because they
feel they will owe that person sexual payment.
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13. They hate the word "love." It is not a safe word. They feel if someone
tells them they love them, they want sex and more.
14. They find it soothing to rock.
15. They like to sit in a corner so no one can sneak up on them.
16. They sleep in a closet or under a bed.
17. They usually sleep very little.
18. They often have horrible memory flashbacks. Thus, “I’m having a bad
day.”
19. Acquaintances sometimes tell them they talk to themselves. Alters
often do talk out loud inside and can be heard and understood by
whomever is fronting as in out front at the time.
20. One or more of the alters may stutter.
21. There might have one or more true Christians inside. A non-Christian
insider might call a Christian a “white lighters.”
22. Hair touching is often off limits.
23. Many shower and don't bathe. They find bathtubs make them feel
trapped.
24. They hate the color red because it reminds them of blood from coven
abuse. They cannot stomach ketchup, tomato soup or reddish meat.
25. One or more may know sign language.
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The above horror drawings by a young alter show two of the

memories she holds from her SRA past when she was raped then
forced to watch her baby girl sacrificed to Satan. Notice the cop who
may or may not be a real one.
COPYRIGHT PROTECTED

HEALING TAKES TIME

Complete healing often takes years because of the hold that the devil and
his demons have on the alters. And establishing trust in helpers takes time.
The shortest period of time I have spent helping a DID system get saved
and integrated is one year.

SALVATION FIRST
In working with someone with DID and SRA, our priority should be to get
the host and alters saved before dealing with demons.

Anyone who chooses to help in any area of demonic deliverance should

always take these protective steps before dealing with demons.
Before getting involved with demon removal, the helper(s) and the one
possessed should be saved. If anyone involved is not saved, there should
be no session. No Roman Catholic priest need be present.
Matthew 12: 43-45 warns,

43. "But when the unclean spirit has gone out of a man, it roams through
‘dry [arid] places in search of rest, but it does not find any.

44. “Then it says, I will go back to my house from which I came out. And
when it arrives, it finds the place unoccupied, swept, put in order, and
decorated.
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45. “Then it goes and brings with it seven other spirits more wicked than
itself, and they go in and make their home there. And the last condition of
that man becomes worse than the first. So also shall it be with this wicked
generation."

A WARNING TO HELPERS
A tip to all: Take notes, but never share the information without
permission. Those about to take on Satan, should pray to the Lord to draw
the alters to Him. This will avoid opening demonic portals when Satan
counter punches.
This is also very important! As Ephesians 6:10-17 point out, we are to put
on (as in ask God) the Armor of God.
“Ephesians 6:12, NIV: "For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but
against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark
world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms."

HOW DEMONS ATTACH

First, here’s an important heads-up. Because alters share only what they
believe to be true and their perspective is not always accurate, we must test
what we are told.
Always ask, “Will it stand as truth …(what the alter said)…before the
shed blood of the real Lord Jesus Christ?” That forces a truthful answer.
At covens, demons are summoned to attach to children or babies who are
placed in a circle on the ground.
At the same time, a sacrifice is made to the devil. The power comes from
drinking the blood of a baby, a child, or an animal.
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It is wise to ask the Lord Jesus Christ to lead in all things. Then, invite
Him to bring up with whom He wants us to talk.

HOW TO REMOVE A DEMON

To go head to head with a demon and have God remove it, we must be
battle ready. This is serious business.

As Ephesians 6:10-17 points out, we are to put on the Armor of God. The
armor is God’s protection from satan.
“For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers,
against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and
against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.”
God’s armor is:
1.The belt of truth
2.The breastplate of righteousness
3. The shoes of peace
4.The helmet of salvation
5. The sword of the Spirit
6. The shield of faith
LET GOD LEAD
1. The person or persons about to take on satan should pray to the Lord to
cleanse them of all their sin.
2. Then pray this: “I claim by faith the four walls of protection, covered by
the shed blood of the Lord Jesus Christ.
“I claim by faith that the seraphim have bound all evil spirits present and
have taken all those that have no right to be here outside the walls. They
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are being kept out there with all others and all principalities, power
demons and territorial demons that have no right to be here.
“Father, I ask that You blind and deafen them all to what we are saying
and doing.
“I claim by faith that every evil spirit present is completely walled in and
separated from all others. I sever all ties between them and all ties between
those inside the walls and those outside the walls.
“Father, lead us into truth. Guard us against deception, error, confusion
and doubt; give wisdom, understanding, discernment and knowledge. I ask
that the Lord Jesus Christ be in complete control, that He lead every step
of the way, and that He and He alone be glorified.
“I ask You to do a mighty healing and freeing work in ____________ (and
in his/her personalities), and I ask You to give him/her/them whatever
he/she/they need(s) for this session. We thank You for it in the holy,
righteous, loving and powerful name of the Lord Jesus Christ.
“I pray that we are surrounded by a hedge of thorns, a wall of fire, a thick
wall of faith and a wall of mighty warrior angels with flaming swords.
Amen.”

Thanks Counselor Shirley for sharing that prayer.

3. Ask the Lord Jesus Christ to lead in all things; to be the quarterback so
to speak.
4. Ask the Lord to bring up whomever He wants you to talk to.
5. Ask who is here. The host, an alter, or a demon will be drawn up.
6. Ask if this is an alter or a demon,
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7. If it’s a demon, demand it to give up its name. If it refuses, ask the Lord
to send angels. Ask the demon what it sees. It should report, “Angels with
swords.” The angels will force the demon to reveal its name.
8. Demand the “ground” or the gateway the demon used at link to the host
or alters. Five demons might have used five different pathways, or they
could have all entered through one portal.
9. Sever the silver cords of demons by the sword of the Spirit. This
prevents reinforcement demons from joining the demonic group.
10. Ask Jesus if enough information has been provided to see the demon
removed. If the alter says more information is needed, continue the dig,
11. Tell the front one that she or he needs to renounce what you have been
told. Read each detail and get the front one to respond. They must repeat
each detail and I declare null and void by the power of the shed blood of
the risen Lord Jesus Christ.
12. Ask the Lord to remove the demons.

WILL DEMONS RETURN?

Yes, a demon will return to a person if he still has some kind of legal
ground for satan to enter such as,
1. An un-renounced sin.
2. A curse
3. A vow or programming
4. Other demons under his control

HOW TO REMOVE VOWS AND CURSES

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1. To erase curses vows and curses, ask the Lord Jesus to bring up any
demon(s) who holds them and is linked to the host person.
If there are curse(s) involved, get ALL the details. Ask the Lord Jesus to
bring up the host or the front person. For example, the details may be like
to taking the host person back to the coven where she was taken at age 12
where she will be sacrificed.
Share all the details with the one you’re talking to and point-by-point have
her declare each null and void and have her place each part under the shed
blood of the Lord Jesus Christ.
Further, to set a demonized person free, it is important to get the alters to
break all ungodly soul ties, repent of sins, renounce ungodly vows, and so
forth.”
2. I (the HOST) renounce and break the ground, every curse, evil word or
thing that has been placed against me (the client) or any member of my
family. I proclaim them null and void and covered by the shed blood of the
Lord Jesus Christ.

3. Renounce Evil Dedications: I renounce my dedication to ............., and I

proclaim it null and void and covered by the shed blood of the Lord Jesus
Christ.

4. I sever all silver cords by the Sword of the Spirit.

5. If there is an ancestral or Satanist curse void, etc, break it. If the curse is
written, the paper should be burned before proclaiming that the curse is
null and void.
6. We are to command evil connected to these curses connected to me and
all members of my father's or mother' family, all my siblings and my
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descendants, and command all these evil spirits to leave them in the name
and shed blood of the Lord
With the sword of the Spirit I sever all ties between all evil powers. With
the sword of the spirit, I command you to go where the Lord Jesus Christ
sends you.”
Because Satanists make curses that repeat, duplicate and/or renew, this
must be addressed.
Sometimes satanists create and implant programmed call-back features in
those who are of value. If an SRA slave is released or escapes from a
coven, the “call back” alter will keep the evil people up-to-date on things
like a new phone number or a new address.
4. We should seek and dismiss any “controlling” spirits.
* What abilities do you have with the (person’s name) system?
* What Alters are you linked to?
* Are you fused, split with more than one personality, or are you a
free demon? Are you fused? If so, who are you fused or attached
to - “dacon, albino, darios, dyson, alesia, incubus, etc.?
5. Talk about anything connected to satanists that may be hidden, inside or
outside. Like a satanic pentagram star. If so, burn them all.
7. Ask, “Do you, demon, have any right to stay with this person?” If the
answer is no, ask the Lord to remove them.
Usually the host or an alter will report that angels are removing the
demon(s). When this is underway, I usually play Oh, the blood of Jesus.
Demons hate the words. Good.