Spiritual path of a traveler/pilgrim

My traveling and hanging around the pleasant places slowly was changing to a spi
ritual search, without me even realizing this. I was finding some places have st
rong energy. In India hanging out in Dharamsala, the main site of Dalai Lama mon
astic complex energy in my body was changing. I started feeling it more intensel
y. In addition to the energy in my body becoming gentler, there seemed to be mor
e and more of it, energy having it's peaks in short lasting experiences. I crave
d high energy inside my body. Then a sudden large energy influx of energy happen
ed during a party with fellow travelers. This is called a back door to meditatio
n approach via a kundalini awakening. The most known, already deceased guru, who
has undergone the similar path is Osho. That was not a short experience like be
fore, energy stayed and it was much more of it than before. I started watching t
his energy, actually this energy was so strong it was impossible not to watch it
.
I looked and looked "inside" and what Buddhist teachings call awakening to aware
ness happened to my surprise. That occurred in the Summer 2000 in a place that u
sed to be an Ashram. The Guru died ten years prior.
In Taoism, Lao Tsu, this religion founder describes it in an obscure statement "
Tao does not do, but nothing is not done". The word Tao, could in the contempora
ry world be described as something deeper than a spontaneous person. Other spiri
tual teachers called it Effortless Awareness, one does not need to meditate for
the awareness experiences to happen. One is constantly in this awareness. That w
as the biggest surprise, I have had in my life.
Experiences of awareness happen to many people. Wikipedia says it often happens
to sportsmen, actors...it also happens often to young travelers, especially youn
g women. It is difficult to describe it. It is a feeling of "distance" to what o
ne does. Distance to what one says. Awareness has been also defined as of watchi
ng where your attention is pointing. Alertness is another word for Awareness. Be
ing Alert, Being on Adrenaline. For instance, you think what to say, but somethi
ng different is said by your vocal cords. You think what to do, you start doing
it, but "by fate" something a bit different is done. Spontaneous action. Experie
nces of awareness are accompanied by the feelings of joy, peace, exaltation, mag
ic. When the experience is over, mind tends to have a fit, trying to figure it o
ut.
Children are born with the Magic, rational, unfriendly world around causes this
magic to be lost for most people.
"Trying not to loose a child within", a profile statement of a twenty year old.
Mind of a person who hasn't lost the magic yet is quite used to it.
Mind of one who has lost it in early childhood doesn't even remember the magic.
Most unhappy people of the world.
Most people are in between.
Some of you are not familiar with Eastern spiritual teachings.
Symbolism of a spontaneous action, of an Awareness exists also in the Christian
teachings. The most common: "In the name of the Father, Son and the Holy Spirit"
. Feeling energy in one's body is realizing the Holy Spirit.
Realizing Father is in experiences of Awareness.
Son or Daughter is me and you.
In Christianity Symbol has been taught openly, the meaning and methods of it's r
ealization have been a closed secret kept in monasteries.
In Buddhism everything is in the open.
Words used are different, there seems to be a multitude of methods of reaching t
he realization, but the Truth is the same.
Modern mind uses phrases like a random set of circumstances, spontaneous events,
a chain of events happening to me.
The word Spontaneous is used to describe some people. Who is the scriptwriter an
d producer for those spontaneous chains of events?
Those are beginnings of the realization of the Father. Awareness of the Father,
the scriptwriter and producer, functioning thru us.
An example how a modern mind could describe a spiritual experience of a partial
Father realization:
Let's call her Angelina. Angelina wrote:
"The way we met was totally magic!!! I was looking to find my way to a meeting i
n XXXXX and...there I was again...feeling lost in the middle of nowhere, asking
for help...It was then that I saw her sweet, welcoming face, that sweet girl com
ing my way...and totally by fate I asked: "sorry, do you know where club XXXXX i
s?" She says:â yes! in fact I am on my way there too!!"
Person who wrote it says she was feeling lost. Who wrote the script for the abov
e? Who played?
She calls it FATE, "totally by fate I asked".
"Feeling lost", "Totally by fate".
Who isn't lost? Nothing is not done!
Events take place, things are done, asking happens!
Who is the author of the "asking happening"?
How to call the author?
Every religion of the world uses a different word.
The words "scriptwriter and producer" seem to be the more descriptive, aren't th
ey?
There is another common English term "God Within".
In addition, Angelina says about herself "being in alert like a child for some n
ew knowledge to occur".
Alertness is another word used for Awareness.
"For some knowledge to occur". Things occur to Angelina. Passive voice. She does
not say "I will learn", she waits for "nothing is not done", for some knowledge
to appear some place.

The scriptwriter and producer of the above event engraved it deeply in a mind of
this person.
This person continues:
"I will always remember this amazing moment of meeting XXXXXX, hoping to meet so
mewhere,somehow,sometime again...As magic as it can be..."
This person doesn't quite know....yet. More events like this one will happen to
her...
"In the name of the Father, DAUGHTER Angelina...."
Another example, a young woman, lets call her Mary, says: "I feel like my whole
life is a journey and it creates, makes and unmakes me. That's not me who is res
ponsible for the change".
Nothing is not done, making and unmaking takes place. Takes place. This person c
learly says I did not do it.
The producer for making and unmaking asks: NAME ME!
The names LIFE, JOURNEY are fine.
This is already a full realization of the Father.
In the name of the Father, daughter Mary...
About somebody with a realization of a Holy Spirit, one may say "From the first
moment I didn't feel this typical distance which you usually feel when you get t
o know someone new". "Ice Melting" in other people occurs.
A CS party. New arrival is to be greeted. Are you an organizer? No, My friend is
...Young woman gracefully glides greeting people, gentle words are said by her v
ocal cords, Ice Melting takes place, people feel "at home" around her. People wh
o have never been to a CS meeting. Young woman gently awaits for a new arrival n
eed to present itself, she does not ask in words: how can I help you. Everything
is obvious. That young woman turns out to be that city's Ambassador. She never
says that. Let's call her Ani.
In the name of the Father, Daughter Ani, and a Holy Spirit.
Realization in her happened some time ago. There is no quote from her to place h
ere.
She IS a LIVING QUOTE.
Another well known Indian Guru, Osho (now deceased for 20 years) said:
"These are the three steps: on the first step Buddha comes behind you, you feel
his warmth, his love, his compassion, his beatitude; on the second step, you bec
ome the shadow, Buddha comes in front of you; in the third step, your shadow dis
appears into the Buddha, you are no more, only Buddha is. You are no more, only
existence is."
The Buddha is the scriptwriter and producer, the God Within. He produces Magic.
Experiences of the presence of the God Within are also refered to as No-Mind or
"I am here and now". About people, who have spiritual, meditative experiences on
e can also say they have an "inner life".