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LIFE IS A RIDE I sipped my favorite Nescafe Classic sitting on my couch, watching the latest songs.

It s another beautiful Saturday morning, which means a lot to me, yah I am Preethi, hard core IT employee. It s already 10.30 AM, but I was least bothered, cause this is the day where there are no onsite calls, status updates, KT sessions, Training sessions etc. etc. My mom urged me to take bath; because this is the day my parents were waiting for. Yah most of the decisions were done, the horoscopes were matched, both the parents are satisfied with various different constraints and criteria s. The only thing pending is that the girl and the boy i.e. me and Rahul has to see each other personally as we have confirmed our decisions only by seeing the photographs. I sighed. I went to my bed room, where my maid was cleaning and arranging all the old stuffs. One of my chudi stuffed in the old box got my attention. I took it; it smelled with the old cardboard smell, it s a striped cream top with purpled bottom and dupatta.I couldn t bear the burden in my heart. I don t know what was that feeling exactly. It s none other than my college uniform. I sat on my bedstead holding my college uniform. My mind rolled back 7 years back. Owing to my family financial constraints, I was forced to take a local college, so that my parents can reduce the hostel fees. My parents were disappointment cause I didn t score enough to secure a seat in a government college, but they are satisfied that I at least got the Dote 2 quota i.e. Free seat, in a decent college in my home town itself. I dreamt of many things, how will be my class, how should I speak, my staffs, department etc. and I also dreamt of the guy of my life..hmm..how will he be?? 18 JUNE 2007 was my first day to college. My parents accompanied me. I saw few of the guys from my school, who I literally hate to see. We had the induction session. Once that was done, a hand patted my back. It s Thivya. She screamed, you joined here ? I smiled back at her. She is my school mate. Thivya introduced me to two other girls Anu and Priya. Somehow we gelled up very soon. The formalities were done and the college has arranged buses for departure. I waved bye to my friends and moved towards the bus bay. There were some volunteers helping the parents and the new joinees to take the right bus. My mom exclaimed, hey Vikram what are you doing here? He turned back! I literally fainted the moment I saw him! He was tall, brownish and handsome. He smiled broadly at my mom, and said aunty, I study here. I am in to my second year CSE. My mom screamed Oh great! I am so glad, my daughter Preeti is joining here this year in CSE department only. So no worries of ragging for my daughter since you are here. She said, Preeti this is Vikram , my best friends son. I said Hi weakly! He replied back with a base voice and a beautiful smile HI!!!I couldn t see his eyes and I diverted immediately. He introduced Shiva to my mom, aunty this is Shiva!! My best friend, We are buddies from our 5th standard, he too is in 2nd year CSE. They exchanged few words and Vikram guided us to our Bus. I sat in the window seat bewildered, without knowing what is happening in my mind. The bus squawked and started, I hesitantly

looked back and my eyes met two pairs of eyes ..hmm both Vikram and Shiva gazed back at me .Hastily I turned back and didn t breath for few seconds. I washed my face, and headed to sleep. I couldn t sleep that night. I thought about Vikram all the time, sometimes I laughed, sometimes I felt stupidly irritated. Without knowing that the next four years of my life is going to be a roller coaster ride, that will fetch a deep mark in my heart, I headed to sleep. I stood waiting for my college bus, with all new stuffs on me, new blue chudi, new bag, new hairstyle, what all to say. I boarded my bus, the girl in the front ushered me to move to the 5thseat oops again I saw both Vikram and Shiva smiling at me sitting in the seventh seat behind the staffs. The staffs sit as a wall between the girls and the boys. After a few stops Thivya and Anu boarded the bus. We all sat together and giggled talking about our new class. Priya boarded in the last stop, she waved at us and sat in the other end. We all sat in our new class. It s a broad class room with three windows on each side of the room. There were 3 columns with 5 rows in each column. The 1st column was occupied by the girls and the rest two columns were the boys. We occupied the last row ha ha The last row girls Our first staff, Mr. Raj gave a bright smile and introduced him. He made everybody to introduce themselves with their objective. Ganesh, the weirdest guy in the class made all nasty jokes and gave a look at the girls for every 10 second interval. God!! I hated him like anything. An office boy interrupted us and told all the students to move to the computer lab to collect their uniforms, books and instruments. We giggled and moved and we all stood in a queue to collect the things. Suddenly Priya whispered, hey look at the guy in the first row in the nearby class, he looks awesome Anu sighed awwww Priya interrupted he is Ok de not awesome. I leaned back to look at the guy, Oh God, I nearly dropped. It was Vikram and Shiva. I was not sure whom they were talking about. Since they were in uniform, I don t know how to distinguish and confirm. I stood erect, posing that I am least bothered. But really I did know how fast my heart was beating. We collected our stuffs and went back to our seat. In the interval, one of the senior girls called all four of us in to nearby classroom. There were around many girls and boys. We dint know what to do. She gave a strong stare at us and questioned what u girls formed the gang from the very first day hah? So what s your name? Trembling I replied Preethi!! Everybody gave a loud thud of laugh! I wondered what is so funny about my name! One guy from the back, shouted! Ok Preethi enact the preethi Mixer Grinder AD!!! I was startled! It s none other than Vikram! I couldn t believe. The senior girl patted his back and said well-done Vikram! And yelled at me Hey do it! I did Weakly and softly I said Preethi Vanngha Naan Guarantee [I guarantee for buying Preethi mixer and grinder]They all laughed all together, Then Vikram screamed again hello madam do it with actions!!! What is this? Have we come here to see mono acting? My tears were about to fall! I breathed heavily and from nowhere Shiva came in to the scene and said to me, take your friends and go to your class Preethi ! Vikram and the other seniors looked at him startled and nobody spoke a word. I looked at him so gratefully, by that time, my tears were rolling down

my cheek. Shiva said, don t cry and ushered us outside. As I was moving out of the class, I heard Shiva shouting at Vikram on the behavior with the new joinees. I sat in my class, thinking about it. My friends teased me on behalf of Vikram and Shiva. I sighed. But somehow, the naughty character of Vikram attracted me. Most of the days I will look for Vikram in the bus or whenever I cross his classroom and almost all the time I will end up seeing 4 eyes ,yah both Vikram s and Shiva s. It s already a month, I always had the rush to talk to Vikram, but somehow I couldn t. That evening I was speaking with my mom, and carefully I opened the subject about Vikram and my mom exclaimed yah Gayathri s son Hows he doing? After a chit chat, I took my mom s phone book and started searching. I found two Gayathri! I don t know which one! I dialed from my landline to one of the Gayathri s number.A lady picked the phone, I asked tremblingly, is Vikram in home? Astonished! She replied in a stern voice, who are you? I disconnected the phone! My hands were already wet with fear. I sweated. I didn t know what to do! I didn t know what I dialed his number! I was terrified to the maximum thinking, what will happen, if he finds out? Will he embarrass me or what ? what? I got a severe headache! Again I dint sleep properly that night! The next day, I didn t dare to look at him in the bus as well in the college. In the Lunch break, Vikram came to my class, with another guy. He called me out. I started to tremble from my feet, my three friends joined me. I went near him. He introduced the new guys Madhav , to me. I said Hi weakly. Then casually he asked so Preethi Did you call my home yesterday . God!! I stood still, suddenly I couldn t hear anything. I felt that the world stopped rotating. I wondered how on the world he found that! Priya gave me a shake. I came back to reality. I took a deep breath and with a cold face and tears in my eyes, I replied back, how dare you ask me this? What do you think of me? Do you think I am a girl going after guys? I never expected you to be this cheap! Vikram stood stunned without knowing what to do?? Yelling at Vikram , I rushed to the nearest wash room. I really couldn t understand how I acted so well. But fear and guilty feeling gripped me so badly. When I came out my four friends convinced me and scolded Vikram so badly. I couldn t bear those words, but somehow I told them to stop speaking on that topic and headed back to my class. In the evening Interval, in the pantry, Vikram came straight to me, and calmly said a simple Sorry. I didn t reply back. He broke the silence and told me, my mom told that a girl called me, I don t know why, but I got an instinct that it was you. But never meant to hurt you. I am sincerely sorry. He moved saying this. I stood staring at him dumbfounded. My friends gave a glare at me. Next afternoon, whole of our classes were divided in to two batches. Except for Anu, I, Priya and Thivya were in the same batch. We all went inside the lab, but the second year CSE students have occupied already. I saw Vikram and Shiva sitting in the left corner. They

departed from the lab, I turned to the opposite direction, so that I don t have to face them. Our lecturer directed us to occupy any seats; I pulled Priya and took the same seat where Vikram and Shiva were seated. Our lecturer started with simple exercises on VB, and when I opened the system, it had many documents saved with Shiva s name. Then I realized in a hurry I took Shiva s seat. I cannot tell this to Priya, because I was maintaining a decent image with my friends. Any way now and then I interrupted Priya and peeped in to Vikrams programs and documents. Priya started to notice that I am taking lots of interest on Vikram. I created so many documents and I created my profile with my likes and don t likes and saved with my name. This I did purely for Vikram to take notice. But unfortunately, I started to get disturbances from Ganesh, my class mate. He made rubbish comments when we passed by. He occupied the same computer, as he is in the other batch. He made lots of stupid documents. This started spreading like a wild fire. One fine day, during the lunch break, Vikram , Madhav ,Shiva and 2 more other guys came to our class. They called Ganesh and his friends outside. They had a discussion for few seconds. Once our seniors moved away, Ganesh came straight to me, he shouted, What Preethi! Threatening me with seniors!!hah!!! As of now I will leave it and I will take my revenge at the right time! The moment he moved away, my face brightened and I couldn t believe that Vikram has started taking interest in me. My friends started to tease. But I strictly told them, that I don t like these kinds of comments. We got a circular, that the fresher s party is going to happen the coming Friday. The fresher s party was on the 45th day since our first day. The whole college was on causals, it s a cool break from our weird uniforms. We had culturals, games, lunch, competitions etc. After lunch, the senior girls called all the fresher girls and gave knitting threads and told us to do rakhi bands. We were confused initially. Then around 4.00 PM, they told us to tie the bands to any guys we want. It was so funny to watch, guys running here and there. We four girls stood watching this and laughing. I said, I will tie this band to Ganesh! Priya reacted immediately and said, why you don t tie it for Vikram. A moment, I suffered from electric shock. But I stood, as if I was least bothered and I replied back, Big deal! If he is ready then I can tie. Not a Problem. I literally prayed to God, that Priya shouldn t take any adverse steps. But without waiting a second, she ran and called Vikram, who was standing at the other side of the corridor, and called me from there. I didn t know what to do. I felt, I will run away somewhere. But Anu and Thivya started to scream, hey Preethi, come come lets have fun. I felt like that I was having stroke. But we moved near them. Vikram looked confused. Madhav and Shiva stared equally confused. Priya screamed, Vikram anna (Vikram Brother), Preethi wants to tie this rakhi for you. Vikram smiled casually, Oh is it Good then I have got a beautiful sister he exclaimed! My world really stopped when he uttered these words. I dint speak anything, I dint even look at him, I took the rakhi and tied it in his right hand. I tied it and my hands trembled so violently. Priya

mocked at me, why dear your hands are shaking as if, hadn t taken food for many days.Vikram alleged back, may be Priya she wouldn t have got such a handsome brother like me. I ran to the washroom. I cried , cried, cried, That is what I did. I couldn t believe what had happened. I cursed Priya, I cursed Vikram.I cursed everybody. But in vain. I didn t speak to anybody in the bus. I was completely out of form. I came to home and slept immediately. My mom woke me in the morning, I excused to take an off to college stating that I was not feeling well. The whole day I was really struggling with emotions. I cried. I couldn t sleep. The next day, I had no option but to go to college. I boarded the bus and I sat near Priya. I didn t say a word. Thivya and Priya kept on giggling, but I dint speak a word. After some time Priya slipped a book, with a big white paper on it stating Go to Page 45 . I gave a cold stare. But she pointed her finger to the book. Irritated I opened the page 45. Bewildered, I saw the same Rakhi which I tied to Vikram, covered in pink polythene with a small note in it. I will never accept you as my sister . I .I don t .Know .I what to do .what to react .???!! I sat still, without knowing what to do. I squeezed Priya s hands and pulled her near me and whispered in her hear , who gave this to u ? She gave a loud laugh. I urged her to be quiet and tell the story. We leaned on the bus seat, and Priya with a bright smile on her face narrated. Vikram called me yesterday during the lunch break. Shiva was not there but Madhav was along with him. He enquired me, why you were absent today? Then he gave this book to me and told me not to open this and also he insisted me to give this to you only in the bus, as he wants to see your reaction. But anyway , we all saw what was inside the book yesterday itself de!!! Aiyoooooo .I couldn t control myself. I felt like jumping. But this time I failed to maintain my reaction in the face. I was very sure that Vikram would have realized the relief and happiness in my face. I kept a smiling face, wondering how the college s most handsome boy started taking interest in me. All four of us went inside the classroom and got seated in our last desk. Unusually, the window near us was closed completely. The fan above us is a name sake fan, so Anu went near the window to open it. The moment she took the latch out, the guys at the other end screamed. They blasted in some unknown words, and Ganesh shouted, if anybody tries to open that window, their hand will be gone. (The boys wanted to close the window, as it was near the corridor. So they get caught as the Principal or the staffs often peeps through that) I was sure that Ganesh spoke some very very bad word and got outraged. I walked straight to the window and I pushed Anu aside and I opened the big window wide open. I turned back and leaned myself in the wall and I folded my hands and kept my legs crossed in a very stylish position and gave a glare at the boys.

All my friends were stunned and the whole class was clam looking at me. Sensing the stillness of the classroom, suddenly a fear gripped me. But no matter what, I didn t show that in my face. Ganesh came straight to me. He was so huge and tall, the moment he came near me, I looked so tiny, and I was only till his chest. He gave an ugly smile and told me, it would just take seconds to throw you out. I sighed, and I gave a cruel hatred smile at him and I barked back, I would use those few seconds of time to give a tight slap to you and the rest of the 3 years you have to spend your days , as a coward who got a tight slap from a girl. The whole class was stunned at my words. But only God knows how violently I was trembling and how badly I was choked with fear. He gave a cold look at me and shouted, so the seniors are backing you lady, that is the reason behind your boldness. I replied back, Shut your mouth. Between, our lecturer Mr. Raj came inside our class. Immediately we all got seated in our seats. My friends were awestruck at my boldness and I was so proud of that. I was in Cloud Nine thinking about Vikram s refusal on Rakhi and Victory over Ganesh and I hardly listened to the class. We didn t take any notes and all four of us were giggling. Suddenly Mr. Raj came to our last row and we didn t notice that at all, as we were busy teasing each other. He roared, Preethi, what is happening there, and show me your notes? Oops, the note book that I had on my desk was Civil Note Book. But Raj deals with Engineering Drawing. All four of us stood up with our heads down. Raj gave a look at my notebook and threw it outside. I couldn t believe what had happened. He told all four of us to stand outside the class room. God, this has never happened in my life. What a shame. We all stood near the door. Ganesh s friends and most of the girls who likes Ganesh gave a sarcastic smile at us. The same moment Shiva and Vikram crossed our classroom. OOOh God!!! Why on earth! This happens to me. I urged my friends not to look left and right. Once they crossed us, I slowly turned right to see Vikram.Oops he immediately turned back, and gave a mocking laugh at me. Chaa I hate this .always I get caught!!!! Again after sometime I turned right to see Vikram back .It s worse than the earlier!!! but this time it was Shiva who turned

Now a circular came, it s nothing but the Timetable for the Periodical

..Exams

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I hardly studied anything. My mom was pampering me with Tea and snacks to aid me to study well. But all the while, I enjoyed the hot tea and kept dreaming. Whatever the questions, I came across; I just thought I will study it in the bus. The next day, in the bus, we four kept giggling and teasing each other. Often we received cold vibes from other students, who were sincerely reading for the exams. We confirmed out exam halls and I was thrilled, when I heard that we will be sitting with the seniors for the exams. Except for Anu, all three of us were in the same hall. I was sure that, both Vikram and

Shiva will be sitting with us, since we fall in the lower part of the alphabets. Keeping fingers crossed, we appeared in the exam hall, leaving our bags outside. The hall was occupied with 4 columns and 10 rows. The 1st column for 1year, 2nd one for 2nd year and 3rd and 4th year thereon. Who bothered about 3rd and 4th year? I walked so coolly, as if I was a studious girl, thinking only about the exam paper. (But honestly, I was praying sincerely so that Vikram should sit next to me). We walked looking on the numbers written on the desk. I saw my number and the desk next to me was empty. I still had hope. Priya sat behind me and Thivya sat at the dead last seat. I kept turning back and made gestures to Priya and Thivya. The invigilator gave a bang on her table and gave a cold stare at me. Immediately, I sat still without making any motion. It was exactly 9.58 AM, Shiva and Vikram came in to the class. They walked checking the numbers on the desk and Vikram passed crossing me. My jaw dropped. Oh God!! Why I am so unfortunate and the most ..most unfortunate thing is Shiva sat parallel to me. Ayooo!! Without showing expressions, I turned to the other end, staring at the wall. Priya kicked my chair and I turned back, she gestured with her eye brows to look at Thivya. To Break my heart more Vikram sat parallel to Thivya and to pierce me more , he was chatting with her with full smile. I turned back and suddenly I felt more jealous on Thivya. The invigilator distributed the question paper and the answer sheet. Now and then my eyes met with Shiva s and I will give a ugly smile at him without knowing how to react. The next shock is when I saw the question paper. I have never even heard about the terms mentioned in the question paper. I kept staring at the question paper, but Shiva already completed the first page in the answer sheet. God!!! I wrote my number and I wrote the question. I didn t know what to write more. I have never been like this during my school times, I felt so ashamed of myself. Since its periodicals, it was 1 hour and 30 minutes examination. Somehow I pushed one hour. I struggled so much and I completed 4 pages. It was just 10 minutes more, suddenly the CSE department HOD came inside our hall. He peeped in to the students papers. He came near Shiva and took his paper in his hands, he gave a glance and appreciated him .Good Going Boy and gave him a pat. But all of a sudden, he pulled my paper. I was shocked and suddenly most of my body went numb. He gave a look and told me , see lady, you should at least write minimum of 10 lines in a single page. You shouldn t write 5 lines in a page and waste the paper. As I expected, the whole exam hall roared with laughter and Vikram laughed as if he will fall down from his desk .. I was embarrassed to the maximum. I took my bag and moved along with Priya and Thivya. The same moment , Shiva called me, with surprised eyes, I looked at him and I saw Vikram standing next to him, posing as if , he couldn t control the laughter still. Shiva spoke convincingly; don t worry about our HOD s comments. You prove your worth, in the next

exams. Never take this to you heart and put yourself down. Though I couldn t bear Shiva s gyaan, I posed as if I was mesmerized with Shiva s words. I could sense Vikram becoming restless, the moment I started listening with interest to Shiva. I was very happy. This is all I want, I thought. I was not ready to lose this opportunity. I spoke back softly, you know what Shiva? You are my inspiration from day one. I was so amazed, how a person can be so humble despite of so many achievements and you are one among the billons. Shiva blushed and Vikram s cute face went small. I continued, also , I took your seat intentionally in the computer lab, just because, I admire you so much. The moment I said this, Vikram s face darkened badly and he excused himself and moved away. I felt a glorious victory. The moment Vikram moved away, I felt so satisfied and I said to Shiva , Ok thanks for your kind words and I moved away. Without realizing that the words that I spoke will change my life upside down, I make a triumphant walk towards my friends, feeling much satisfied that I have taken revenge on Vikram. I really worked hard and prepared for the rest of the papers very well and I wrote well. The periodicals was done peacefully .But for the first exam paper, I scored in all the other examinations very well. Now and then Shiva used to enquire to me about my marks. The first semester nearly came to a closure with lot of colorful incidents and then the Study Holidays started. Our college was so generous and we got 14 days of Study Holidays. The first seven days, I studied like a mad girl. Then I got bored, so Priya, Me and Anu planned to meet at Thivya s house for combined studies. Only Priya had one Black SUNNY. Me and Anu had our good old Lady Bird cycles. So Priya picked Anu and came to my home. I waved bye to my mom and I started the vehicle. It nearly took us five minutes to start the vehicle and Priya sat behind me and Anu sat at the end. So it was triples Oh God!!! That was awesome. The SUNNY with heavy sound, tore the winds and moved. We shouted, sang songs and we were all flying high. Suddenly from nowhere, a BAJAJ PULSAR zroooooooooomedddddddd crossing us like a wind. The sudden drift, shook all three of us. It s none other than, Ganesh and his two friends. He rode the bike, front , back, left, right. I was quiet shaken. The SUNNY gave lot more bad noise and those stupid s teased us. Anu got so scared and told to stop the vehicle, even I was scared. But Priya screamed back, if we stop, he will think that we are coward. Go Preethi Go it was a worse road; the highway department had piled stones on both sides of the road to reshape the road. As I feared, suddenly Ganesh rode his bike close to us and he gave a short close cut ..The next moment I lost my complete control and our SUNNY ran straight to the piles of stones. It gave a heavy screech .and banged on the stones flat .both Priya and Anu they rolled behind and I and the SUNNY lied twisted on the piles of stones. By God s grace none of us were severely hurt, but in the heights of anger , I gave a glare at Ganesh. With laughter he stopped his Pulsar near me. Anu and Priya , rubbing the dust in their hands walked slowly towards me. Ganesh extended his ugly hands Come on Priya Hold my hand I will lift you up!!!! He chuckled The next moment; out of my extreme fury I took the hot ..sharp..stone, and gave a clear straight throw at his head. Little droplets of blood sprinkled and he shouted aaaammaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ..and kept his hands on the head . Before he completed his shout , I took the next stone and gave a second throw .now I missed the target, It gave a hit on his BIG watch ..the glasses of the watch sprinted everywhere .His friends got down from the bike screaming Gannneshhhh . I waited no more. Anu and Priya stood still stuck seeing what is happening. I took the SUNNY back on stand; it was also scratched in all places, and

cried at Anu and Priya to jump on the vehicle. My salwar was completely torn and my knee and ankle was bleeding. With fiery eyes and tears on it, I drove the vehicle in full speed, without knowing where we were going Our heart beats were beating fast and after sometime, I couldn t drive as my hand started to pain heavily. All three of us were completely choked with uttermost fear and the scream of Ganesh banged in our ears again and again. We ran to a local hospital and I got dressed up. Thankfully Anu and Priya were not hurt at all. My beautiful dress has now become useless. I felt like hanging Ganesh. Then Priya drove us to Thivya s house. I somehow hid all the wounds with my dupatta, and said hi to Thivya s mom and moved in to her room. All 4 of us sat quietly. I didn t know, how I will face my mom. She will be heart broken , if she hears about this. We sat together and cursed Ganesh with all the words we knew. Then I took one of Thivya s new dresses and went back to my home and I somehow, escaped from my mom s eyes without showing the bruises and made up some stories that we exchanged our dresses. After 2 days, my mom called me, and told me Vikram is on the phone. I was shocked, but my mom s face looked happy. I feebly said Hi . He asked me, do you have the graphs. I got confused!!! Whhhat??? Garaph??? Then I looked at my mom, and said, yah yah , I have it .you can collect it whenever you want??? And he replied .Ok fine Preethi, I will collect it today evening at your home.Then I hanged on the phone. I gave a smile at my mom. She sighed!!! Vikram is as sweet as her mother and she moved towards the kitchen.I stood still without knowing what to do . I couldn t believe that Vikram is coming to my house. I ran to my wardrobe and my eyes started to hunt for the best dress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have never been so excited like this in my life before. All of a sudden, I thought that I should intimate Priya and should tell her to come to my home this evening. I immediately gave her a ring, and narrated her about call with Vikram, even Priya was so excited. It was around 4.30 PM, by this time, I have already tried all my 11 best dresses and I was not satisfied with anything. Finally I choose a lavender shade salwar kameez. Then I combed my hair nearly 10 to 15 times, but no matter what, I felt little disappointed with the hairstyle. Exactly at 5.15 PM, the calling bell rang, I rushed out and I was completely shocked and all my excitement dripped down in a second. Three pretty females stood at our step.hmmmmm yes .my three best friends..Anu..Thivya and Priya.I never expected Anu and Thivya to join me that evening. All three of them looked stunning in their beautiful outfits and stylish hair styles. The jealous feeling, engrossed me and I was completely down. My mom screamed Oh Pretty ladies and hugged all three of them. I felt very bad, as my mom didn t complement me at all. Its ok, I convinced myself posing a fake smile. As we were chatting and laughing, our calling bell gave a cry again. Before I couldn t get up , Thivya ran to the door and with a beautiful smile she gave a warm welcome to Vikram and Madhav.Both of them gave a surprised look at all four of us and Vikram gave broad smile to my mom and handed a sweet box.Vikram looked very handsome in his causal T-shirt and Jeans. We all sat together on the sofa and my mom excused herself to the kitchen for preparing the Tea. Vikram hardly looked at me as he was busy answering and smiling at my other friends. Madhav interrupted ..So Preethi , how s your bruises? We were all shocked! How did they know about this? I made him to lower his

voice, so that my mom shouldn t hear this? They understood the situation and conversed something on labs, Engineering Drawing paper, Graphs etc. Finally Vikram said, we have already drawn the sketch for Ganesh. None of us couldn t understand what is sketch for Ganesh ?. We were all shocked , when Madhav explained that they have planned to ambush Ganesh and beat him down and disappear without making Ganesh to realize that who did this all. I screamed back that I will not allow this to happen and silently and carefully, Priya narrated all the incidents that happened on that day and both the guys had a hearty laugh, when they heard about the throwing of the stones. Madhav told us that this has spread like a wild fire and many of our college mates were talking on this hot topic. Finally we convinced them not to take any steps on this matter further and to drop this issue to its own silent world. My mom served snack and Tea and on the whole, I would have spoken to Vikram just 3 or 4 times. I felt irritated with my friends, as they took all the opportunities where I was supposed to speak. Finally, at 6.30 PM, Vikram and Madhav got up and immediately all my three friends also packed up. I felt so annoyed. But I had no other choice but to be a silent spectator. I stood near the gate, waving good bye to everybody and Madhav geared his bike and Vikram sat behind him .Just before some seconds to accelerate, Vikram pushed a book into my hands and sped their bike sped away. All my girls followed them waving their hands at me. I sat on my bed, thinking, how my evening was spoiled. I took the book given by Vikram, it had his name on the top Vikram the MAXIMUS .I thought he should be Russell Crowe s fan. I flipped through the pages and suddenly I noticed VT written in one of the corner. My wild imagination overpowered me Oh??What is this VT Vikram ..Thivya no no ..no..What can it be??? Or maybe Vikram is impressed with Thivya Oh God ..I couldn t calm myself .Somehow I laidback down and I didn t have any strength to flip the pages and see any more shocks. So I closed the book and threw it on my table with a bang ..a very very tiny card like thing flapped out from the book. Staggered, I took that and gave a close look at that. It s a very tiny beautiful card. The cover was in sky blue color and from inside the cover, popped a pretty card ..It had a girl with a long hat .with a writing quoted at the top as U R CUTE GIRL . I was flying higher and higher and higher!!!!Suddenly Butterflies were flying around me. With color full dreams I had a pleasant sleep that night. The next day Priya gave a ring to meet at KINGS BOOK STORE. It s the famous book store in the town. My dad dropped me in the shop and headed away. Thivya, Anu and Priya were already waiting for me there.Today also , all there were dressed very beautifully and stylishly. The moment I entered there, something gave a strong hit in my eyes. It s one stupid fly, and I squeezed my eyes and my friends helped me to sort it out. My eyes became red and most of my kajal had spread out. Suddenly Thivya yelled, hey they are here. I turned back and saw Vikram , Madhav and 2 other boys. I gave a shocking look at Priya. Priya coolly replied, on the way back home yesterday, they told us that we will meet in this book store today. Just for surprise, we didn t tell you. I felt like killing Priya. I was wearing a normal salwar and on top of that my eyes are reddened and my kajal is out. Oh God! What a pathetic day!!!I immediately moved to the stationery section. I didn t even say Hi. Vikram s two friends nearly rotated me to see my face. I somehow turned the directions here and there, to avoid them. My mind was so worried, thinking what will Vikrams friends say? What a girl with ugly eyes? Oh they will insist him to choose either Priya or Thivya or Anu instead of me. I couldn t control my thoughts. It was building up like a ocean. Suddenly Vikram came straight to me and alleged,

hey preethi What happened to your eyes?? In a shock, I muttered, nothing I got hit by a fly and I moved away. I didn t speak at all, as I suffered from all kind of inferiority complex and after one hour I reached home. I sat still looking at my fan and our telephone rang Neutrally, I picked and said Hello!!!! From the other end came a soft voice Hello .is Preethi there? I am Shiva! Her college mate!!!!!!!!!!!! Hesitantly I replied, Yes Shiva, its Preethi here. Oh Preethi!! So how are you? I heard that you were hurt! I am fine Shiva; there were some minor bruises, nothing to worry about. We had two to three more conversations about exams and practical s before the call was done. I sat on my bed, thinking, why Shiva and Vikram interact with me unconnectedly? Why Madhav always seams with Vikram whenever, there is something to deal with me? I couldn t understand the whole picture at that point of time. Sipping a yummy coffee, prepared by mom, I started to prepare for my exams vigorously. Gripped with exam fear, we were all back to our exam halls with hall tickets and collection of stationeries. Luckily, I didn t get any chance to face Ganesh that day and with sincere prayers, I started to write my paper. That after noon, I met Ganesh face to face. His forehead had an evident stitch. Cold Vibes filled with hatred crossed between our eyes. I headed to our bus, and sat along with my friends. The days moved on with exams, holidays, combined studies, whole night studies etc etc. The exams were done and the semester holidays commenced. I left to my native along with my parents. I had a good time with my grandparents. I missed my friends, I missed Vikram, but something or the other kept me occupied. The first day to our second semester, was colorful. We hugged each other, expressing how we missed everybody and continued with our casual chats and gossips. I heard from Priya, that they had a get together with Vikram and his friends twice during their holidays. I didn t react much to that. Within a couple of days, we got our results and much to my glee, I scored the college First rank for the Year 1 CSE .It was Shiva in Year 2 CSE. No idea about Year 3 and 4. Many known and unknown college mates congratulated me. We all moved to our computer lab and I occupied the same machine, this semester as well. I opened some programs just for name sake and I was busy chatting with Priya. Abruptly, Priya shook my shoulders and urged me to see the screen saver. The screen saver moved left and right .. CONGRATULATIONS PREETHI .U DESERVE IT ..CHEERS SHIVA . I was .I did not know what I felt, but for damn sure, I was disturbed with the way the things were moving on with Shiva. Our routine classes started to move on. The boring class was brought to an end by the circular brought by the office boy . COLLEGE FEST for three days .. Sports, competitions, awards and honors, special guest .blah blah .blah .. God only knows, to what extent we were all excited. I enrolled myself for the singing competition. Our P.T mam selected me and Priya along with 8 other girls from various departments to invite the dignitaries. The first day of the fest was all about, inaugurations, speech by various dignitaries, achievement summary and similar stuffs like this. I brought all my stuffs to get dressed up. We were in the 2nd floor for dressing up. We were waiting for our senior girls to drape the saree for us, as both of us were nave. Our seniors did the job well and all the 8 of us looked pretty in the various color combinations of silk sarees. Out P.T mam urged all of us to be there in the reception at 10.30 AM sharp. The

other six girls rapidly completed all their dress up, make up etc and moved downstairs. I was not satisfied with the hair style. It was the fourth time; I was changing my hair style. Our P.T name knocked the door violently and screamed at us to move to the reception. It was already 10.15 AM. Priya rushed out and moved along with our P.T mam, and told me to join her immediately. I took few more minutes to complete the hair styling and now, I was quite satisfied. I took my bag and moved out of the room. The whole corridor was completely empty. I couldn t walk much comfortably as this saree is really a new stuff to me, as I was wearing the saree for the second time in my life after my school farewell. The steps were at the end of the corridor. Somehow, I adjusted myself and walked fast and to my dismay I heard some footsteps. It was Vikram; he stood near the steps and gave a smile at me. I didn t know what to react. I stooped my head and walked slowly. He leaned himself on the wall and stood folding his hands and looked straight at me, with a little naughty smile on his face. I started sweating like anything. What on earth! He is doing here? The moment I crossed him, he gave a mild whistle and I literally forgot how to walk. I felt, that I will jump directly from the second floor of the building. He kept on whistling mildly some song and walked behind me. Thankfully, all the 8 girls were standing in the first floor. I rushed to them, and disappeared in between them.The first day was a grand day and I felt elated with the way, Vikram roamed around me. With pleasant dreams, I had a wonderful sleep that night. The next day, were full of competitions. I have enrolled myself for the Singing competition. Being a decent singer, I practiced a lot for the song Every Night in my Dreams by Celine Dion the title track of the movie Titanic. It was 2 PM when the singing competition started. To my shock, the students behaved like anything. They screamed liked jungle animals, whenever a student started to sing on the dais. Without any knowledge about the college atmosphere, I made a blunder mistake by enrolling myself for the competition. I approached the volunteers to remove my name from the list. But they convinced me that, it s all fun and don t be bothered about it. The girl doing the MC, roared on the mike. The next contestant, is Miss. Preethi!!!! She is the only contestant from the first year .Guys give a loud applause for Preethiiiiiii God! For the first time, in my life, I heard such uproar. I trembled and I was literally about to cry. I thought, I will act like I have fainted and can escape the situation, but nothing worked. Trembling with fear, I took up on the stage. There was pin drop silence suddenly, and the silence made me to tremble more. I kept the mike close to my lips, and started the initial hum, the whole crowd roared with laughter and some screamed and some mimicked like a goat cat donkey ..horse .dog .etc etc .I closed my eyes firmly and continued my singing. Somehow, I dint expose my trembling, I was on properly on my note. I gave a pause and sang the second couplet in the high pitch, You re here there s nothing I ll fear, and I know that my heart will go on .. The crowd also shouted with the same pitch as I sang. God only knows, how the judges will decide. By God s grace, I completed the song and slowly I opened my eyes and to my utter shock, I saw Vikram standing on the Chair and putting his belt around his neck and posing as if he is going to hang himself because of my song and all his friends were shouting and clapping their hands like anything around him. With complete disappointment, I came down from the dais and moved to my friends. Many congratulated me. I did know that I sang well, but Vikrams behavior completely brought me down. The M.C girl congratulated everybody and announced that the results will be declared the next day. We moved to the pantry, Vikram

came straight to me and congratulated me. I gave an unforgiving stare at him and tried to move away. But he blocked my path and stood still Hey Preethi! Don t you know manners? You have to say Thank You when, somebody congratulates you! I gave a sharp reply; I don t have to prove my decorum to loafers like you. Traumatized with my reply . Ok ok .Cool Cool!! It s all fun!! We should have those funs! Ok Miss. Rose! Who is the Jack? Startled, with his question!! I grinned and questioned him!! Do you really want to know that Vikram? He again widened his smile and retorted,Yes Miss. Rose!!! I want to know Mr.Jack. I sighed and pounced back .Its SHIVA!!!! And gave a sharp cut and moved across him! Vikram was shaken! Both of us moved away from the Pantry . Offended and hurt ., without knowing, that Shiva was on the other side of the pantry counter listening to our conversation!!!. I decided, never to speak with Vikram . I cried to my friends, complaining about Vikram. They tried to convince me, but I was not in a position to listen to them. The final day of the fest was filled with loads of entertainment and grandeur. At 3.00 PM, the awards session started. The Rank holders were honored with certificates and cash awards. I won, third prize for the singing competition. I was very happy. Days moved on. I avoided Vikram and Shiva equally. I decided to concentrate more on my studies. I don t want to get hurt anymore. But something kept burdening me constantly. I realized that I was not happy, but still, I lived through it. On a fine Saturday, Priya and her parents gave a surprise visit to our home. They invited us for their elder daughter Praseetha akka s (sister s) wedding. We made lots of plans for Praseetha s wedding, right from dresses, to cosmetics to hairstyles . I had a doubt that Priya would have invited Vikram but I was not sure ..I didn t bother to ask that as well .. The day dawned .We were all excited .Glittering in colorful Choli we all stood in the reception inviting the guests with rose petals, perfumed water etc .and Priya happily introduced us to all her relatives There came a big gang .yah around 15 boys ..all looked handsome. Especially Vikram, he was terrific in his slim fit .full sleeves ..Black shirt and blue jeans ..instinctively I was excited, I don t know why? But, I voiced within me I should be stubborn, no matter what and I should never smile at him or talk to him The whole wedding crowd stared at the gang of boys. They reached the reception and all my friends invited them with a broad smile and Anu Sprinkled the perfumed water on them, and Thivya sprinkled the rose petals and I extended the tray with sandal cream and many other stuffs mounted on it. I didn t react much, apart from a simple smile.

At last Madhav and Vikram stood before us. Vikram snubbed me; he didn t even give a single glance at me. He looked at my friends and gave a big Wowwwwwww and screamed .Wow Anu Thivya Priya .U three are the most beautiful girls in the world .They laughed and Blushed I couldn t bear this .but I stood still ..Then he gave a loathing

look at me

.I stood there staring at him ..

He smiled at Thivya .Hey Thivya .can u please take the tray .the next second Thivya pulled the tray from my hand . Then he took the sandal cream and applied it on his neck and whispered .Oh Thivya .I should be very fortunate to take this from your hands .. I could not understand what is going around me .I was expressionless .He again gave a mischievous smile at me and moved inside the hall I felt like running back to my home ..Thivya was on Cloud nine ..Priya gave a pat at my shoulder and urged me to move inside . I felt so burdened I couldn t concentrate much..I was not excited anymore I sat along with my friends in the front row during the function We completed the buffet and sat in the hall The guys came and sat along with us .Vikram pulled the chair and forced me to move .and he sat in between me and Thivya .. He flirted with Thivya and Anu ..and now and then he gave a weird look at me I scolded him in my heart with all the words I knew I excused from them, and I took an auto to my home. Suddenly, I started to sob. I couldn t understand, what was happening within me. I couldn t understand about Vikram as well .Sometimes he behaves as if I am his world Sometimes he behaves as if I am his victim for all his naughty stuffs .. My mom was surprised at my early arrival. I sat on my couch with a blank head. My phone rang and my mom shouted .Preethi!!!! Its Vikram .. I was surprised. I didn t expect his call. Without any reaction, I took the receiver. My mom moved to kitchen.

There was complete silence. I didn t dare to speak. I kept listening to his breath. He broke the silence with a fake cough and Preethi!!! You looked so beautiful today! I sat still! I didn t speak back! He coughed again and spoke again actually couldn t speak more .. (He blabbered) He gave a calm smile Ok Preethi!!! Take Care .. The call got disconnected For the whole conversation! I didn t speak a single word! Tiny droplets of tears skated on my cheek down .. I had a restless sleep. I had no clue, why I got affected by Vikram this badly. The second semester moved on with lots of emotions I cried .laughed .felt great .felt poor .had butterfly dreams .hardly slept some nights ..etc..etc and it was Vikram who played a crucial role in most of my emotions . Our civil class moved like a snail. Owing to our nearing semester exams, our lecturer left the class and instructed us to prepare for the exams without much noise Oh! What a great relief!! All four of us indulged in to latest gossips of the college. Suddenly one of the girl in the second row screamed .oouchhhh .The whole class looked at her ..but nobody could understand what had happened? including the girl! Within some seconds, another girl in the first row Jumped from her chair the girls were terrified without knowing what was happening But the boys laughed as if they were mad .Priya told us to observe Ganesh and his gang. Those stupid s, had a pile of gooseberry seeds on their desks. Ganesh kept one gooseberry seed on the edge of a scale and he aimed at the girls! I was about ..I didn t mean to .He ..spoke with a calm tone .

Shocked! we alerted the nearest girls and wrote a note on a paper and passed it among the girls at the other end! But many of our class girls loved Ganesh and his gang and hated us to the core! Some girls never likes to get in to problem and some girls doesn t react to anything in the world! So the girls sat quietly despite of the assault from those guys and even some girls giggled and enjoyed this. But till now no seed had hit any of us ..we waited patiently for something to trigger us. Many seeds flew here and there and we patiently gathered all the seeds that had reached our desks. Unfortunately one seed gave a straight hit on Anu s head ..Wow!!! This is all we waited for. Before anybody could envisage , all four of us gave a clear shot at Ganesh and his friends ..Around 6 to 10 seeds thrashed directly at Ganesh s face and 3 other notebooks thrashed the head and shoulders of his friends.. Anu! Gave a warning look at Ganesh who looked humiliated and yelled at him .Be careful Ganesh! Don t force me to move to the management! We all were amazed at Anu s boldness. At the same time, many girls in our class gave a hatred glare at us. As usual, we ignored that and felt proud of us. During lunch, the hot topic was all about how we insulted Ganesh and how Anu reacted. Slowly we realized that most of our class started to get empty. There were only few more girls left. Again Maya ..one of the admirers of Ganesh, came inside and whispered something in the ears of the remaining girls. Within some minutes the whole class was empty except the four of us. Before we could realize what had happened .the boys closed all the 2 doors and windows. We were startled. Priya ran near the door and shouted to open the door. We moved across every window and door and screamed but nobody responded. In a complete rage, I took the lecturers chair and gave a heavy bang at the door. Immediately Anu, Thivya and Priya took the students chairs and gave a bang at the other door. With a heavy bang, the first door opened wide with a huge thud. I went straight to Maya and gave a tight slap at her and screamed at her at the top of my voice.

She stood helplessly, without knowing what to do. Priya went straight to Ganesh, and yelled at him at the top of her voice ..hey if you want to deal with us deal directly don t use these stupid girls and behave like a shameless coward. At the peak of the argument .our Principal and few other staffs rushed to our class and roared at the top of his voice What is happening here?? All four of us stood at one end of the Principal room and Ganesh, Maya and his friends stood at the other end, The enquiry went on for 2 hours. Our principal enquired with few more students from our class . Finally we all wrote an apology letter and Ganesh and his friends were suspended for one week. After this incident the girls in our class were split in to three groups .one group headed by Maya another headed by us and another gang the calm and sweet reactive to nothing on the universe. The second semester came to a closure making all four of us the most popular girls of the college. We were the victims for most of the gossip mongers. But hardly had we taken those things to our heart. We enjoyed all that we heard, we topped the academics, we stood together in our happiness, glitches etc. Ganesh waited for a good chance to dig at us. Our second semester came to a closure with lot more wonderful incidents than the first semester. Now we stood as seniors for our fresher s. This time, the management organized the fresher s party within 2 weeks from their date of joining. We roamed here and there and enjoyed that day thoroughly. The next day, our HOD made the 2nd Year, 3rd Year and Final Year to gather at the auditorium. Shiva was busy running here and there. Now and then, I turned back to talk to the girls and gave a glance at Vikram. Our HOD entered the hall with a big smile. Ok Students, It s the time to enjoy! We have decided to take you all for excursion whole auditorium echoed.ooooooooooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhh .. The First years will not have any excursion as usual. The final years will be taking a separate All India Tour. This Year we have discussed with the department representatives Shiva and Rajesh and we have decided to club the 2nd Year and 3rd Year together for the excursion. The

The students bounced up and down with excitement. There are three different options Goa or Munaar-Cochin or Ooty- Bangalore. This will be decided based on the entries. It s a 3 day trip. We will come back on this next Monday. We were all excited like anything. We started to discuss, which place to put our entries on. We decided and gave our entries to Shiva for Ooty and Bangalore. We moved away, Shiva scratched his name from the Goa list and gave an entry into Ooty Bangalore list. The whole college was engrossed with the excursion fever. The next Monday, our HOD announced that there are equal entries for Goa and Ooty-Bangalore. Most of the guys shouted .Goa .Goa .Goa ..we screamed .Ooty .Ooty . Our HOD sighed and spoke .The whole hall

Ok then! Let the boys take the Goa trip and the girls take the Ooty Trip came to a halt ..We were all shocked What???? A split tour Nooooooooo .All screamed .Nooo .

K then .if you want to go together, then decide one place and let me know immediately. I have hectic work to be done for the arrangements. Shiva took the onus, he made a quick negotiation with all the representatives and finalized the excursion to Ooty- Bangalore. The circular on the dates of excursion, accompanying staffs, amount to be paid, rules to be followed, accommodation etc orbited around every department. That s the day ..we gathered in our college with luggages, hand bags, snacks 4 buses moved with violent roar of the students around 7.00 PM. We sat in the last row. Standing on the top of the seats, we shouted with all the known songs. Whenever our bus crossed the other three buses, we screamed at the top of our voices. The staffs instructed to behave well every now and then but we hardly listened to them. We thoroughly enjoyed our night journey and early morning we reached The Queen of Hills resort . Ooty gave a warm welcome to us with its scenic beauty, trembling chillness, foggy atmosphere. Our staffs instructed all the students to get prepared and gather at the local restaurant for breakfast. As decided earlier, all four of us appeared bright and pretty in blue

jean, pink T-shirt, multi-color scarf around our neck, dark blue woolen caps, black shoulder bags and canvas shoes. We ourselves were awe stuck looking at our beautiful dressing. We intentionally gave a late entry to the restaurant so that everybody should notice us. We made a proud ramp walk amidst them and seated ourselves in the corner table. Hundreds of eyes gave a jealous stare at us. After the breakfast, Shiva read a list that divided the students into 4 groups and the students boarded the bus according to the groups. As expected we were with Shiva, Vikram and co. The bus took us to all the must see tourist spots. Anthanksharis during the travel between the tourist spots, hot tea, roasted corn, fresh carrots, creamy ice creams, petty shopping, and photographs in all form of poses made our day unquestionably enjoyable and memorable. Somehow, we gelled up a lot with Shiva and Vikrams group. It s a group of 10 with 4 of us and 6 boys. We made an awesome team. Seriously for the first time, I admired Shiva for his perfectionism, decorum, soft language, humbleness above all a lovely care. But Vikram , the just opposite , had his charm in his own way, with his stylish look, flirts, teases, attitude, naughty talks and matchless energy. We had our lunch together. As usual Vikram irritated me with his stupid talks, ..Preethi! I never imagined that you will be able to gulp 3 persons starters in a single go. I hardly ate one third of a chicken piece ..hearing his comment, I dropped it back on the plate. But he was least bothered about me being upset and continued teasing others. Shiva told Madhav to move aside who actually was sitting next to me and took that seat. He gave a warm smile and pacified me to ignore Vikram s comments. He gave a gentle talk with me about the beauty of Ooty and the captivating chillness .His talk was so soothing, without my knowledge I started to ignore others and listen to him. He gave some weird but interesting stories on the starter dishes on the table and made me to taste almost everything. I completely forgot what was going around me and got much into Shivas talk. I came back to reality, when suddenly a plate gave a screeching bang on the floor tingg..tang tang ..near Vikram. Everyone laughed, and Vikram gave a cold stare at me ..I sensed the irritation and frustration in Vikrams face. We reached the Ooty s Botanical garden around 3.00 PM. What a lovely place!! We ran here and there and the photographs taken were countless. It was an awesome day. I am sure that I will never have a day like that in my entire life After our dinner around 7.30 PM we had the bon -fire arranged in our resort. Some danced, Some mimicked, some narrated some funny incidents, some teased our staffs, principal and college rules. The entire students had a lovely time. Vikram took his position and started as if he

is going to sing. But to my horror! He mimicked my singing my heart will go on , he impersonated me so badly, that the entire students and staffs rolled with laughter. I sat still .where my eyes laughed and my heart cried. After one hour, everybody dispersed to their allocated cottages. I cursed Vikram with my whole heart and desperately waited for a better chance to take revenge on him. The next morning we moved to Cunoor. We visited some parks, Rose gardens, shopping and after lunch, our bus drove straight to Bangalore. The route from Cunoor to Bangalore was absolutely awesome that we literally enjoyed every essence of it.During this journey, we all four of us sat quietly and shared our personal secrets, family problems, child hood memories ..It was a long chat but a very enjoyable chat. The journey was really great. We reached Bangalore around 6.00 PM in the evening. The Garden city gave us a lovely welcome with jam packed traffic on the Hosur road. Around 7.10 PM we reached the hotel Imperial at Koramangala.The climate was absolutely pleasant, we watched mouth opened at the stylish and lavished Bangaloreans. After dinner, the staffs took us to PVR cinemas in the nearby Forum mall. Shiva headed the entire team, as he is the one who has planned all this. Everybody praised Shiva for his dedicated diligence. It was the first time for most of the students in a Multiplex. To avoid problems from the mischievous boys, our staffs instructed the boys to occupy the first 7 rows and then after the girls occupied the back seats. The movie Silendru Oru Kadhal .( Tamil Movie Name). We screamed for actor Surya and the guys cherished for Actresses Jyothika and Bhoomika. Though we have seen the movie already, seeing with the college gang was a stupendous experience. The second half of the movie moved very slowly. So we decided to play something. We saw Ganesh watching the movie with full emotions. Priya took a polo and gave a sharp hit at his head and sat silently. Since the theatre was dark, he gave a glace left and right and immersed into the movie again. This excited us a lot. We gave a hit at all our hatreds, till the two packets of polo were done. We enjoyed a lot with the comments, naughty plays, giggles than the movie . The next day , we were again in our uniform beautiful costumes and moved to the tourist spots. After lunch, our bus parked in the Brigade road for shopping. We were with Shiva and co. I was keenly looking at the collection of ear rings with a road side wala, when Vikram interrupted me .hey Preethi! Why don t you try the blue stoned one, it will suit you. I gave a cold stare at him, and moved on to the net shop. Vikram followed me wherever I went and kept

on irritating me with his stupid comments. I shopped some little stuff for my mom and dad. I shopped few more stuffs for my friends and bought some random stuff. We took lot many photographs on the Brigade and M.G Road. Our staffs instructed us to move to the bus. Before we could reach there, Vikram came close to me and blocked my way. I gave a irritating look at him. Hmmm .Preethi! I want to take a picture with you! I was surprised! The whole three days we were all together and most of the pictures, we were together! But why is he asking now a special permission! I called my friends for the photo! But he stopped me abruptly and whispered, I want to take a picture alone with you! I was shocked! Before I could say No! He called Shiva and told him to take a picture of us both. It was quiet evident from Shiva s face, that he really hated to take this picture, but he didn t speak a word and quietly took a flash. Before Vikram completed his Thanks! Shiva took a position near me and requested Vikram to take a picture of me and Shiva. Vikram s face darkened, but he quietly flashed. I gave a smile and moved away. I laughed a whole hearted laugh with my friends, about Shiva and Vikram . But Priya warned me, not to encourage this, as this involves the true feelings between two best friends. But I was not so serious about it that time. The next morning, we reached our home. I gave my mom a warm hug. After refreshing, I unloaded my luggage. To my surprise I saw two bags, one medium sized pouch labeled Dear Preethi and the other one, pretty larger than the previous one, labeled MY PREETHI I had no clue how this came in to my bag and who had dropped it. I pushed those two pouches under some clothes, because my mom was eagerly looking at the gifts that I have bought her. After some time, I moved to our bed room, locked the room silently and took the two pouches. I looked at the handwriting very keenly but I was not able to identify whose hand writing was that. Filled with many kind of emotions and anticipations, I

unwrapped the smaller pouch which was labeled as Dear preethi .As I undid the gift paper, a small square shaped box popped out wrapped in silk cloth. I removed the silk cloth and my mouth opened wide! It s a crystal rose of 4 cm height. It gave a beautiful glow, with a mild sea blue shade and a thin golden stand. Suddenly, I remembered seeing it somewhere Oh my God!!! I saw that in Bangalore, in the Forum mall. I stood along with my friends in the, The Swarovski Crystal shop!!!! Admiring the beautifully crafted relics. It was this rose piece, which I keep admiring for a long time and I even commented to Priya! One day, I will earn more and buy this crystal rose!I was happy!!! I was confused! I was terrified! I wondered who would have done this. May be Vikram ? But he was busy running to the theatre! May be Shiva? But he was busy organizing various stuffs!..My friends! Obviously They do not have that big money! Who? Vikram?? Shiva???I searched the box for any clue .but there was nothing apart from the single label, Dear preethi Clueless! I decided to open the next pouch labeled MY PREETHI. I really fainted! A beautiful Tweety, popped up with its bright yellow shade and its big eyes.I was about to buy that in Bangalore Archies , but the cost was 999, which is one third of my entire pocket money. So unwillingly, I kept it back on its shelve. Since I loved it, I requested Priya to take 2 snaps along with the Tweety ! But the shop keeper flared a stare at us, we stopped with one flash and moved out!I stood still! Completely Confused!Both the gifts were packed neatly and meticulously.God! Who did this? Who is observing me this intensely? I was confused to the extent, that I started to blabber alone. But for the known reason, I had a thought in my mind that it was Vikram! Cause he roamed around me for the entire three days!I thought, I will call my friends and discuss with them on this issue. I ran to our phone, before I could take the receiver, our phone cried. I picked the receiver, and Vikram exclaimed! So you were waiting for my call Preethi!U just picked in just one ring!I gave a sigh! Ok Vikram ! What do you want?So how were my gifts?I was shaken!Excited!Feeling satisfied that I guessed right!So you are the culprit?Don t you have any work? So from Ooty to Bangalore, you were following me and observing?You coward! You did all this, but you did not dare to give me the gifts directly!Vikram interrupted!Wait!What are you talking about!Vikram replied in a confused tone?What Gifts?What are you saying? I didn t give you anything! I just teased you! Just to confuse you! I asked how my gifts were. ?But for God s sake! I did not drop anything!I was shaken! What is happening?I whispered, quietly, so is it Shiva? ****&^%*())*&^& ..My head gave a terrible ache .Vikram ! I will talk to you later! Before he replied, I disconnected the call!I sat still! What is happening? How am I going to deal with this?VIKRAMVikram geared his bike, straight to Madhav s house. He explained everything to Madhav in detail and they decided to go to Shiva s house. Vikram was so tensed. He never expected his Best friend, would stand as his rival!He felt ashamed of himself! I should have told this to Shiva, about my feeling for Preethi! I avoided because he doesn t like these kinds of talks.Vikram has adjusted many things for Shiva! He obeyed Shiva in many things, right from sitting in the first row, studying properly for the exams, and many other good habits. He actually chose this college, just because Shiva has chosen it.Both being friends for nearly a decade, they were dependent on each other for most of the things and hardly had they taken any decisions without knowing each other.But as far as Preethi is concerned, he couldn t resist. The day Vikram saw her for the first time; he felt that she is born for him. But Vikram thought that, Shiva may insist him to stop these kinds of activities and will force him to concentrate on studies, so he always chose Madhav on his entire encounter with Preethi. Many things went through Vikram s mind and without his knowledge

he felt a heavy burden in his heart and tears stagnated in his eyes. The bike screeched to halt in front of Shiva s house. Shiva invited Vikram and Madhav with a glad face. Shiva s mom served them dinner and Vikram said, Aunty tonight we have decided to stay in your house ..We are going to watch some old movies together and have some fun!Shiva s mom gave a pat on Vikram s shoulder, .Vikram this is your home .you don t have to ask any permission to me!!!! After having a night coffee, we moved to Shiva s bed room in the first floor. Shiva, though born with silver spoon, was blessed with a pleasant humble and responsible character.We watched the movies, made funny comments and after some time, I insisted Shiva and Madhav to switch off the TV and to talk on some interesting topic.Madhav , understood the point and bluffed some stupid love story. Vikram keenly watched Shiva s reaction. On the peak of the topic, Vikram gave a casual question at Shiva!!!What buddy! You don t have any colors in your life!So you are waiting for your mom to find the right girl for you!Shiva gave a simple smile! And spoke quietly!Yup! Even I thought that only my mom will decide my girl! But one girl turned my life upside down!Vikram s heart choked!Vikram gave a fake smile and joined with Madhav!!! Hey Shiva!!! What????Gr8 da!!! Why you didn t tell us?Who is that lucky girl? And my worst fear came true .as Shiva smirked and drew with a black marker on the last page of a notebook . MY PREETHI I didn t have any stamina to hear anything more from Shiva! Madhav looked helplessly at me as Shiva started to pour out everything from his heart! Like a child! Right from the induction day .Preethi s confession about taking Shiva s seat in the computer lab .Revealing that Shiva is the Jack of her dreams which he overheard in the pantry the way she preferred to stick to him during the excursion ..etc etc . Somehow, I feel, I should take care of her like a rose petal . .with this sentence Shiva gave a full stop. His face glowed with happiness. I listened quietly! I did not know what to do! I did not give any opinion! Also Shiva didn t ask any of my opinion as well! We moved to sleep! For the first time in my life, I cried! The pillows got wet! I struggled! I wondered how a girl can split two dearest friends for ages . in just one year! I have never made any crucial decisions without Shiva s opinion and the same from Shiva s side as well. But today, both of us stood like east and west.

My mind rolled with various thoughts. Though I was not able to come to a conclusion, I was sure about one thing. I should sacrifice some one .. either Preethi or Shiva and I was also very sure that the decision that I am going to take , is going to make a huge impact for the rest of my life. Completely exhausted my mind pulled me to sleep. PREETHI The next day, in the college, I explained the whole scenario to my friends. We were equally confused, thinking what should be done. Priya, told me to return all the gifts to Shiva. But Thivya insisted, we don t know what s his real intention is all about, he could have given that with friendly attitude . Anu interrupted! Friends never try to surprise! Only guys who have some different feelings for a girl, does this. So Preethi! Don t take risk! He is a decent guy! Talk to him politely and make him clear, that you will not encourage such kind of attitude. Priya interrupted .Preethi!! Please take immediate steps! Shiva is a very good guy from a really decent family. He is not someone, who will switch from one girl to another. So better, talk to him clearly and put a full stop at this very initial stage. Else, things will go out of control and nobody will be able to help you. I stood totally confused. I decided to have a talk with Vikram, before taking any step with Shiva! The tour photographs circulated here and there. All the photos were really very pretty! As we flipped, I saw the twosome photograph with Vikram and Shiva. Thivya! Teased! Hey Preethi! You and Shiva really make an awesome pair. Look how you both look, as if posing for Wills - Made for each other ad . In fact, it was true as well. The photograph had a pleasant look. The next photograph, I was shocked .naughty Vikram, he kept 3 horns on my head and stood giggling near me. My friends had a hearty laugh. It was really a very cute photo. I looked for Vikram during the lunch and interval, but I did not see him anywhere.

Finally in the evening, he came along with Shiva and Madhav. Shiva and Madhav smiled at us and we smiled back. But Vikram moved straight ahead without even giving a single glimpse at me. His behavior worried me. Shiva politely said .So did you see all the photographs .. Before I could answer, Anu replied, they were too good, especially you guys pair photo. Shiva blushed. Priya gave a stamp at Anu s feet and gave a harsh look at her. Shiva smiled .Ok Ok .So Preethi did you like the gifts!!!! I was totally shattered. I did not know what to respond. I .actually .Hmmm .( I stopped talking)

Priya interrupted So Shiva .What is this? Why are you so biased? Where are the gifts for us? Shiva gave a straight reply!!!! Gifts are only for special people!!!All four of us stood still as Shiva moved away with a grin and Madhav followed him with confused look We couldn t see Vikram anywhere in the nearest distance. * Next evening .Totally tensed, we sat near the phone in Thivya s home. Ok Preethi .dont worry, make it clear today All four of us sat still. I took a deep breath and dialed Shiva s number. The voice at the other end, said a quiet hello!!! I held my receiver tightly with my sweating hands .and whispered The other end .replied ..Preethi!!! Its Vikram Here .. Is Shiva there?

The moment, I heard Vikram voice, I felt like crying to him. Before I spoke a word, Vikram gave a loud shout, Shiva Preethi is on call.He reverted very casually ..Preethi!!! Just hold on for two minutes Shiva will be on line .Saying this, he moved away from the receiver For the first time, Vikram sounded too formal .he spoke as if, he was talking to a third person .I gave a puzzled gaze at my friends They looked at me ..I mimed ..To them what Vikram said .

Within some seconds, Shiva .exclaimed .Hi Preethi!!!It was quiet evident that he was breathing heavily. I completely forgot what I should be speaking. I blabbered about the nearing semester exams and exam materials and sample question papers. Priya gave a hit on my head .and showed a written paper idiot!! Stop Bluffing!! And tell him the exact matter . I gave a nod at her and Shiva . Yes Preethi!!!! Actually I wanted to ask you ..about someee thhhing !!!!

Ok Fine!! You can ask me whatever you want! But before that, I have a special news for you! .. (I looked helplessly at my friends and mimed again what Shiva spoke to me ! irritated stare at me !) Hey Preethi , are you listening!! .bellowed Shiva! Yah! Yah! Shiva! Tell me!! You know what? I am done with my teenage and I am entering into my twenties .! (He grinned) As, I was completely engrossed with various confusions I couldn t comprehend initially, what he was trying to say. I replied quietly! Ok Fine! Priya gave an

What? Ok Fine! Won t you wish me? Only then, I realized, Oh ! Best Wishes!!! I am sorry; I didn t know that anyway .Happy He interrupted! How will I celebrate my birthday without you! Its tomorrow!! I was about to invite you and your friends!! But you called me before that! And you know, what Preethi! This is the happiest Birthday celebration of my life I want you and your friends to be here on time, sharp 5.00 P.M Ok Without knowing what to reply!!! I responded! Oh is it! Good Good! My home is really damn busy Preethi ! Even all my friends are here in my home from morning arranging for the grand party! . Oh Ok!! Fine Shiva! Carry on! See you tomorrow then! K Fine Preethi! Hey you wanted to tell me something right? Nothing! I Just wanted to clarify some doubts on Computer Architecture paper ! That s Ok! You carry on! We can clarify later! K. Fine .Bye then. See you tomorrow! The moment I disconnected the call, Priya gave a tight slap. Bewildered .. unable to bear the pain and with tears in my eyes, I fixed my eyes on her vulnerably. She screamed at the top of her voice! Look Preethi! What you are doing is absolutely intolerable! We all came here, and called Shiva only to convey that you are NOT interested in Shiva s attitude. But the way you behave, seems that you are enjoying, what he is doing to you. Then why do you act to us, as if, you don t like this and you want to put an end to this! Anu interrupted! Priya calm down! Why do you blame her! It s not easy as it sounds. Till now Shiva hasn t proposed her. So it can be anything. If Preethi tells him to stop this, he may allege her, that he didn t have any of that intentions at all. So it s better, we take a very careful move. Oh girls! Thivya sighed! Better we either talk to Shiva or put an end to this or we stop talking about this. This issue is really breaking our head and it is spoiling our happy moments.

All four of us, sat quietly. The phone cried. Thivya, took the receiver and quietly replied! Oh is it Shiva! Hearty Wishes! Yah sure, we will make it for sure tomorrow! Yah Priya and Anu, is in my home only,Priya and Anu had a quick chat with Shiva and disconnected the call. All three looked at me. Priya rushed to me and gave a tight hug . I am so sorry Preethi!! I understand now, why you didn t convey it to Shiva!! We can t really disappoint a Birthday Boy! I am so sorry dear! I hugged her and cried like a child, unable to control my emotions. Ok girls! Thivya interrupted! Stop these emotions! Let s think about the next move! See we have got a lovely chance! Its Shiva s birthday tomorrow and we are invited! So we have to buy a decent gift! .. We looked at her with a mystified look. She continued! Why don t we buy a Gift and label as From your Ever-loving Sisters Preethi..Priya Anu..Thivya also we will buy a beautiful card with Birthday Wishes to our Ever-loving Brother and we will stress Preethi s name with Sister in all the write up we do on that card! What you girls say! Wow!!! We had no words to appreciate Thivya!!! We were all excited and thrilled! Suddenly the gloomy mood changed completely! The discussion moved on to what dress we are going to wear and what color lipsticks .hairstyles etc etc . We literally made the Top Shop Gift Shop upside down, to select the Gift and the greeting card. Finally we bought a lovely Wooden Photo Frame carved with beautiful curves, a ceramic mug .engraved as .to the world s best brother ..and a big Greeting card A loving Birthday thought to our dearest brother . We wrote the word brother and sister in all the places we could and packed it beautifully .

I was quiet relaxed hoping that somehow we brought this matter to closure .. We got down from the auto, and stood awe stuck looking at Shiva s beautiful house There were balloons everywhere and the decorations were really very pretty!

With posies of white lilies and gifts we graced in to the grand hall. The entire gave a stare at us. We made a proud walk, as usual, in our beautiful salwars kameez and lovely hair styles. Shiva gave a warm welcome to us and introduced us to his mom and dad. His mom was really very pretty and simple. We couldn t believe how Shiva was so humble despite of these big riches. We took our seat and as we were giggling and chatting, my eyes hunted for Vikram. There he stood in a creamy white stone wash shirt, with his full sleeves folded up to his elbow, and a white jean ..appeared like he haven t shaved for a few days ..Wow .he was absolutely awesome ..( He looked like actor Ajith Kumar in the movie Dheena ( Tamil movie name);) )Rough and tough .I admired him so much that I really forgot what was happening around me. He hardly gave any glance and he was busy running here and there arranging all the stuffs .Anu whispered!! Hey girls look at Vikram Wow .He is absolutely handsome .and Thivya and Priya chorused yah yah ..I gave an irritated glare at them ..He crossed us, with a simple smile The bash started, with heavy claps ..Shiva s mom and dad stood on his left and right and Vikram and his friends stood near Shiva s mom ..The Birthday song started The hall roared with laughter, claps, ..Vikram was busy opening the birthday busters and snow sprays as Shiva .was cutting his birthday cake Shiva took the first piece of cake and posed as if he was going to feed his mom .but make a quick cut and pushed the cake in to Vikram s mouth ..But Shiva s parents showed no surprise or disappointment They laughed and Vikram who looked sentimentally touched .pounced back and pushed a piece of cake into Shiva s mouth. The hall was excited to the maximum .We stood there stunned admiring the two friends .. The guys gave a facial make up with the cake crme on Shiva face .The snacks were served .After enjoying for about an hour .we presented the lilies ,Gifts and Greetings to Shiva, took photographs Shared some laughs . We had an awesome dinner and all the guests were complemented with lovely goodies and we moved from his house. For the entire party, Vikram avoided us like anything. Apart from the initial smile, Vikram didn t give us any chance to speak to him That was the only disappointment I convinced myself may be he is quiet held up with his best friends party. VIKRAM****

Shiva compelled Vikram and Madhav , to stay that night. After 11.00 PM, we all three sat together and started to unwrap the gifts. Shiva pulled Preethi s lilies and his face darkened as he saw the label. I keep watching him keenly. He looked lot more perplexed as he saw the Gifts label and the Greeting Card. In a confused tone, I asked Shiva! What happened da? He literally looked bewildered! He showed me the label and reverted with a trembling tone! What is this Vikram! What is happening? Why has she mentioned me as her brother everywhere? Is she, not in love with me? Even, I couldn t understand what is happening? I did not know what to answer? I couldn t console Shiva! I gave a perplexed look at Madhav! Even he looked equally confused! In a sudden urge! Shiva shouted! Call Preethi immediately! I want to know, what is she thinking of me! Is she playing with my emotions! Only God would have realized what my state of art was! I responded, cool down Shiva! We will talk to her tomorrow morning! Relax Please! It s already 11.00 PM What will here parents think! No Vikram! I am completely confused! My head is breaking like anything! I have never been like this in my entire life. I want to solve this right now! Call her immediately! Unable to calm down Shiva, I dialed Preethi s number! Hello!! (In a sleepy tone) Who is this? Aunty, it s me Vikram!

What Vikram! Why you are calling at this hour of time!!! Aunty! We are working for college magazine! Preethi had given one article! But some information is missing! We can t wait till tomorrow as we have to give that for printing! That is why aunty! Sorry Aunty!! Oh Ok! No problem Vikram! Preethi!! Preethi!!! Vikram is on call!!! Completely Confused and in a drowsy tone, I picked the receiver and my mom sat opposite to me. Vikram quietly explained! What he has told my mom regarding the college magazine! And told me to pretend as if, I am answering for the information on the college magazine! Still not getting the point! I nodded yes! With a hesitant Voice Vikram asked!!! Are You in Love with Shiva or Not? Preethi?????

What?My mom gave a shocked look, as I screamed! Looking at her expression, I controlled myself! I couldn t put myself on a normal mode, as my blood burned with anger and hatred on Vikram! I never expected such an ugly question from the guy whom I admired the most! I always felt that Vikram sensed that I liked him. Top of All, I never dreamt in my wild dreams, that Vikram is calling me from Shiva s home. I took a deep breath! Gave a stare at my mom and in a cold voice, I reverted! What is the information that you want Vikram? At the other end, sensing the heights of exasperation in Preethi s voice and seated just opposite to the thwarted birthday boy (his best buddy for a decade) .Vikram repeated the question again! I just want to know whether you are in Love with Shiva or not? Literally, my entire respect on Vikram shattered; suddenly from nowhere a horrible detestation outpoured within me and in a complete rage, I responded, YES I DO!!! What is in there for you! . I disconnected the call and rushed to my bed room!!!!!!!!!! My mom gave a suspicious glance at me as she switched off the lights and moved to bed!

-* Vikram: * I gave a bright smile at Shiva and repeated the words that Preethi spoke. Shiva s face brightened. Shiva, it s your birthday, don t get confused with unnecessary things. Have a peaceful sleep. We are leaving now! Why Vikram! I want you guys to sleep here! No Shiva! I am completely exhausted. Since yesterday, we were here only. My mom requested to drop to home. We will stay some other day buddy. Fine da! Waving good bye to Shiva, Madhav geared the bike and I leaned on Madhav s shoulder, without knowing what to do! I somehow felt like killing myself! Preethi s voice YES I DO kept drumming in my ears. Though , some corner of my mind reminded me that , it s just another Preethi s reaction to my hard questions ..this time , I had no choice ,but to accept the reality that Preethi is lost once for all. I asked Madhav to take me to some movie. We took our seat as the movie is done half way. I felt like killing Madhav as I watched the dialogue of the movie ..Yup its Chennai 28 ( Famous Tamil Movie) as the actor Siva was begging his friend for forgiveness for falling in love with his sister ..and the dialogue went on Dai yennaku friendship dhanda mukeeyam ( I prefer only friendship than love ) . Madhav scratched his head and unable to see that movie anymore, we left the theatre. We parked our bike in a nearby cricket ground. I laid myself straight a flat on the ground and started to blabber. Madhav seated himself on the stranded bike and kept quietly listening to all my blathers. What is this? Why my life story has become like the story of the movie Kadhal Desam ( Tamil movie on Triangle Love) In the heights of my terrible heart ache, I cried shouting Preeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeethiiiiii aloud. I behaved like a maniac. Madhav couldn t calm me down. He told me keep my voice mild. I shouted looking at the skies, Why God! Why have you done this to me! .

Madhav pulled me out of the ground and we reached his home around 4.00 AM in the morning. Even in his house, I kept on pestering Madhav about, how I admired and loved Preethi from day one. -* Preethi: ____* Thivya kept her hands on her head! Bull ***! This issue keeps on digging our mind like a TV serial! Preethi, I literally hate U! Y can t tell a simple NO and close this issue! Now I presume that you are really interested in Shiva! Please deal with him however you want and stop eating our head. Anu and Priya didn t speak a single word. I felt so helpless. My tears continuously poured as I sat quietly on Thivya s bed. I felt that the whole world hated me. My friends, Vikram .everybody started to hate me in a single night! I couldn t believe what had happened? Thivya shouted! Stop crying Preethi! I hate to see people crying always! Terrified! I controlled my tears! Anu interrupted! I suppose, Vikram should have asked this on behalf of Shiva only! May be they would have opened the gifts together and Shiva would have seen Preethi addressing him as brother! So just to clear the clouds, Shiva would have requested Vikram to confirm the same! This is my entire guess! But somehow, this perfectly fits into the plot! What Girls? The moment I heard this, I felt a heavy shock! Oh God! What if Vikram, would have told this to Shiva! God! My entire world rotated upside down! Why me God! For the first time, Priya spoke! Yes this should be case! Else Vikram has no business to ask Preethi this question at such an odd hour. Priya dialed Madhav s number but his mom replied that he left early in the morning to Vikram s house. Priya dialed Vikrams home, Shiva s home did not dare to speak a single word! I obeyed her! .I had no clue, what she was doing? But I

Evening 5.00 PM, our auto dropped us in a nearest restaurant. I followed my friends quietly with a terrified heart ..

Shiva gave a broad smile!! Vikram looked devastated, but still handsome!! He gave a feeble smile! Madhav hardly gave any expression. We all sat together. Nobody spoke anything. Shiva broke the silence .Fine Priya! What is so important? You said that you have to convey something very important to us? Right! I kept my eyes down .Choked with immense fear, I kept pressing my hands ..thinking .what is about to happen? Yes Shiva ! Muttered Priya! She gave a glance at Thivya! Thivya ! Cleared her throat! Shiva, we heard from Preethi! That Vikram asked her that whether she is in love with you or not? The sudden outburst from Thivya ! Shook both Shiva and Vikram! I could see Shiva giving a blank look at Vikram ! Vikram leaned on the chair and kept looking at the ceiling with his hands folded! Shiva replied! Yes Thivya ! I did that! I wanted to confirm, whether stopped) ..she is .. (He

Anu pounced back! What is this Vikram / Shiva? Is this the respect that you have for Preethi ! Calling at the odd hours and questioning with unnecessary question? Shiva reverted! This is no way unnecessary Anu! She is my life! And I am sure that Preethi knows that as well! We all looked startled! For the first time, I opened my mouth! Will you stop this Shiva? What do you think of me! With my unexpected response both Shiva and Vikram gave an alarmed look at me! The restaurant became a War of Words hall, as I and Shiva replied back to back! He charged me various questions from Why did you always give a glance at me whenever you crossed my class? Why did you choose my seat in the computer lab? Why did you kept giggling and glancing at me once in 5 minutes in the exam hall?

Why did you tell Vikaram that I am the Jack of you song? Why did you behaved as if you were mesmerized with my talk during the excursion? Why did you say YES I DO, when Vikram asked you yesterday? As , Shiva fired questions at me ! I sat speechless, not able to say what to reply! Everybody looked bewildered as Shiva hit the table with a restless attitude. The coolest boy has turned Wild. He looked scary. Vikram looked at me defenselessly. I had no option to get out of this tangle, but to confess the truth! The pin drop silence broke with my whisper ..I trembled .as I retorted .. It is because .Iam in Love with Vikram . Shiva screamed WHATTTT? Everybody gave a dreadful look at me. Especially my friends, unable to digest what I spoke, Priya shouted .stop blabbering Preethi .to end one issue don t start another one. Vikram, unable to bear, what he has heard ,sat perplexed without knowing what to do. Shiva gave a straight stare at Vikram and questioned him . What is all this da ? Are you aware of this? Vikram sat speechless! All eyes stared at him! Again I broke the silence I am extremely sorry friends ..Nobody was aware that I liked Vikram. It s a thing that I kept within me. So, it s my entire fault. I am extremely sorry Shiva! I did not do anything with intentions to hurt you or to use you for my own gain. But unintentionally, it happened as such. Shiva s eyes reddened .so you say that you used my name just to make your intentions work hah . Did you think about my emotions, before using me for your own good, Preethi? I never expected you to be this cheap? As Shiva continued with few more harsh words,

Suddenly Vikram gave a loud thud on the table and cried .Shiva! Please stop hurting her? The whole situation was a chaos! Everybody looked at each other no table to comprehend, what is actually unfolding!!! Shiva! Literally shocked by Vikram s behavior! Yelled in complete rage!!!!So .Vikram, since she said that she is in love with you, you couldn t bear my accuses against her right! So, in just a matter of seconds, your Friendship drowned, just for a girls flatters!!! Vikram screamed again! Please stop Shiva! Please, I beg you! The entire problem is only because of me. It is I, who made Preethi behave like this. Shocking vibes moved across everybody s eyes as Vikram confessed, .I decided that Preethi is the girl for me from the day I saw her for the first time. I tried to express to her in one or the other way but that only lead to rough conversations, offends and hurts. Whatever I did only irritated her. Her responses were always rude or irritating or whatever .So I never had a single clue that she likes me . Eventually, after the excursion, I came to know that Shiva is love with her. I was shocked initially. Shiva interrupted! .So Vikram .You completely concealed everything from me and now you say that you are also in love with her Vikram gave a break for a second .. We kept staring at him ..

NO SHIVA! My love faded away when I learned that you are in love with her. I, no more have any feelings for her. I don t want to continue with this talk anymore. I am exhausted already. I am leaving now. WAIT VIKRAM! I shouted at the top of my voice! Anu pressed my hands .Preethi Calm down Completely outraged and tears bubbling on my eyes decision right! Vikram stood like a statue and blabbered ..I screamed .So ..This is your final

actually

.. ..don t bluff

I screamed again .Say YES or NO

..Vikram

Vikram gave a glance at Shiva s devastated face and reddened eyes ..and quietly replied ..YES..Preethi this is my final decision I am sorry .. I bit my lips, unable to control my anger, tears, frustration, disappointment, betrayal ..

I sat down .Fine Shiva !!! I suppose your air is clear now I am equally hurt as you. I am in the same position as you are. I am betrayed to the same extent as you have been betrayed, above all, I am shattered and broken to the same depth as you are into ..so I am sure that .you will be quiet happy and satisfied .with the punishment that I have received now . Shiva sat speechless ..listening to my outburst I turned to Vikram Great Vikram .Shiva should be fortunate to get an awesome friend like you. May be someday people will study in history about your matchless sacrifice or maybe they can even keep a statue .. Good that I understood about you at this stage. Everybody listened to me quietly, as I outpoured my emotions Exhausted! I leaned back on table .. Priya ..K fine guys ..this is an awesome day ..None of us will forget this day in our entire life. I am sure that the things are pretty clear now ..To summarize .Shiva is in love with Preethi .but Preethi is love with Vikram .but .Vikram was in love with Preethi but after the excursion he is in love with no one ..Now Preethi is betrayed and Shiva is betrayed .and Vikram has turned to be a loyal friend .. Wow exclaimed Thivya!!! What a summary!!! We can make a movie on this .Madhav .Thivya Anu and Priya burst into laughter ..as me , Shiva sat still as if we have swallowed a ginger and Vikram gave a frustrated gaze at Priya . We dispersed, without saying even good bye. My friends kept teasing me and now and then they showed their anger for hiding my emotions to them. I sat in my home staring at my Digital Systems material; Our second year came to closure. I hardly saw Vikram or Shiva anywhere in my vicinity. I always clung to my studies and my friends. I kept myself occupied with something or the other thing. My friends sometimes gossiped that Shiva and Vikram are not close as before nowadays. There were some rumors that they both had a terrible verbal argument, cause of Preethi.

Days moved on. The final year students disappeared from the college owing to their dissertation. We had our own happiness, gossips, chats, studies. But somewhere, in the dark corner of my heart laid a heavy burden, which I concealed within me. It popped out whenever I was lonely and made me to cry like a mad thing. The Day Dawned, yah the farewell day! The management made amazing arrangements for the farewell party. I saw Vikram after a really really long time. He stood along with Madhav . Shiva stood with some other guys in his class. My friends were busy talking to the senior girls and getting the slam books written. I prepared myself for this day long before. I had 3 slam books in my hand. I stood along with my friends giggling with the senior girls. After some time, I moved alone straight to Shiva! He gave an unwelcoming glare at me.I ignored it . Hi Shiva!!!! He shrunk his fore head and gave a cold reply .Hi! Hmmm! I sighed!!!All the Very Best Shiva for your wonderful future! Plainly Shiva replied .Thanks! I extended the new slam book ..To him .Please fill this Shiva! I will be glad! Shiva gave a surprised glance at me .took the slam book and moved away . Quiet satisfied! I moved to Vikram! He gave a simple beautiful smile as usual ..I smiled back ..He looked stylish, stunning and handsome as usual .His hair was streaked with golden shades but that really suited him I came back to reality, as he enquired, how are you Preethi? I am fine Shiva!!! Oops sorry Vikram (I bit my tongue) Vikram ..Quiet shocked .but smiled immediately it s ok! So what s up ? Nothing Vikram! I want you to fill this slam book for me! .. Yah sure Preethi! ..

Fine Vikram! All the very best for your future endeavors! Between don t forget to send me your wedding invitation Vikram !!!! I smiled He gave a straight stare at me ..Hmmmm .I will let you know, if that happens .. I smiled and moved to my friends . The day got over peacefully No more seniors to us. I felt burdened, as we become the super seniors of the college.

I sat on my bed; I took the first slam book written by Shiva. He has just filled it for name sake. I understood that he hasn t forgiven me yet. But it s Ok. The last comment caught my eyes . Believe a pouncing snake but not a smiling women I closed the slam book gave a blank look at my wall .The tweety presented by Shiva smiled at me . I took the next slam book I opened it Shocked .I flipped through the pages .I sat confused ..What is this????? ..given to Vikram

All Blank !!!!!!!!!! I sat dumbfounded! I had no clue why he has left blank. I struggled to come to a solution, but I couldn t work out any. Ok Preethi!! It s all over. This is a broken pot. It can t be mended back. So chill out, and move .my mind instructed me. Days rolled on. We were back to form. We rocked the college, as the grand seniors right from gossiping, chatting, ragging, topping the academics, constant fights with Ganesh and team etc etc Our management made another amazing arrangement for the Convocation. I expected to see Vikram again. But both Vikram and Shiva missed the Convocation. Days moved on rapidly, we completed our dissertation. Our College Life came to closure with flying colors. The four years made me to experience all kinds of emotions .happiness, sadness, joy, laughter, shyness, fear, anger, frustration, betrayal, the joy of friendship, the joy of togetherness, the joy of being admired, loneliness ..name it .and I would have experienced it Now and then I used to think about Vikram, but that again became a closed chapter in my life. I did not take any steps to contact him and the same from Vikram s side as well. Later I met Madhav in a shopping mall and he informed me that Vikram is in US pursuing his MS and Shiva is in Australia pursuing MBA. I felt happy for them. Fortunately, I got placed in one of the reputed Service Industry organization and I got posted to PUNE. Anu got married immediately and Thivya and Priya worked as lecturer in a college. I moved to Pune. A place to die for its climate and beauty. I stayed in a decent PG in Hinjewadi. I enjoyed my training, I got addicted to the lavish life style that IT granted me at the very early stage of my life. Days moved on. Thivya and Priya got married. Anu gave birth to a beautiful baby boy. It s already 3 years gone. My mom started to pester me for

wedding. I gave a narrow escape every time she showed me some guy s photo. I received wedding invitations from most of the girls and some boys from my class. May be I was the only eligible spinster from my department. Orkut and Facebook became my life. My manager informed me, that my H1B will be processed. I was glad. But it took months to get processed, before my mom sentimentally attacked me to get married Preethi!!! Preethi!!!! My mom gave a hard hit on my shoulder! I got up with a shock and a sharp head ache. Oops!!! Oh My God!!! It was 4 o clock! My mom screamed! Get Up Preethi! The Groom s family will be in an hour! You haven t still taken bath! I gave a nod to my mom !I kept wondering , as I headed to the wash room ,with my college uniform in my hand, how the 7 years of my life took a ride in my mind within 3 hours. I got dressed within some half an hour. It s a simple make up with a BIBA Kurthi , W Patiala , FAB India Dupatta and a high heels from MOCHI. Already I have straightened my hair, so a simple straight comb. My mom yelled at me, Preethi! Why don t you wear a saree! I gave a cold reply. Mom . this is just a visit. I don t have to dress up so much. I have to see the guy face to face. I will be able to confirm only after that. My mom scolded me and moved in. My dad gave a pat on my shoulder and moved on. Sharp 5.00 PM, a Honda City screeched in front of our gate. I gave a casual smile to the family. Rahul, a pretty decent guy, handsome gave a bright smile at me .I smiled back and gave a firm handshake to him .We all seated ourselves comfortably, and our parents shared some well wishes, laughs and chats. My mom served the snacks and Tea. Rahul, enquired whether he can talk to me for few minutes. Our parents gladly showed the way. The initial talk was completely on which platform you work, who is your client, Office timings, onsite offers. I always gave a sharp and short reply. So Rahul really struggled to continue the conversation with me. The day came to a closure. I have never seen my mom and dad filled with so much of glow, excitement and happiness. I closed my room and took my laptop. I gave a blank look at my college photographs, which I have scanned and uploaded and always maintained it as my treasure. It was around 1.30 AM..Mid night ..I kept admiring Vikram in all the photographs .and whispered .Vikram You know what I am getting married!!! ***** The same time 8800 miles away .at Los Angeles , California ..Vikram suddenly felt a hitch in his mind, a sudden shut down of mood and a heavy burden. He couldn t proceed with his work anymore. It was already 1.00 PM. He pressed ALT + CNTRL+ DEL on his key board and gave a smile looking at his background pic in the screen. . Preethi kept smiling near a bunch of roses with the Ooty botanical garden at the back ground .. *** The next day, it was already 11.30 AM when I woke up; my mom and dad were eagerly waiting for my door to open. I gave a drowsy Good Morning to my mom and seated on the cushion. Impatiently, my mom enquired! So what have you decided Preethi! .. I gave a deep breath! .Mom .Give me some space .to breath .I haven t decided yet . Shocked, my mom replied back .What is this Preethi!!!!Girls of your age are preparing for their second child, but you haven t even chosen the groom yet. Every time you say some or the other reason. Already my health is getting worse day by day and you are least bothered about that. Mom!! Please understand my situation! I will talk to Rahul today! I got a call from my manager stating that my US Visa is processed. I will be travelling to Detroit soon. It s my life time dream mom. I can t miss this, just for the sake of marriage. I will come back and get married. Till then I don t want to get into any commitment. If I get married, travelling to onsite will become a dream. Please mom help me to achieve my aspiration. I have always dreamt of travelling to US. Even you know that. Now I don t want to lose this opportunity. My

Mom shouted!!! No Preethi!!! You are not going anywhere, unless you get married! I shouted back, then fine mom! I don t like this guy! Look for some other Guy! What? My mom sat startled? What are you talking? No Preethi ! You will be engaged to this guy! No matter what? I have no clue what you have in your mind? But this is our last say? Anything against this, then you have to forget us! It s up to you to decide!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I packed my luggage stuffed it with all my necessaries .Our car screeched at the Chennai Air Port -Menambakkam. I unloaded my entire luggage. With tears in my eyes, I bid goodbye to all my loved ones. I moved to the international terminal for check in. I once again waved good bye before I disappeared into the crowd. I seated myself in a chair comfortably facing the LED monitor. I kept sipping my coffee, which was quiet Ok. My cellphone beeped and, I immersed myself into chatting as I sipped the coffee. A sweet voice interrupted me. Excuse me, can you please, take your hand luggage! Yah sure, I reverted and moved my bag. (I whispered on my mobile, I will call you back and I disconnected my phone). I gave a warm smile at the pretty girl and literally threw a shocking look at the guy who followed her. Yah , it was Shiva . It was quiet evident, that the pretty girl standing near me was his wife .. He too gave a gaze that proved that he was shocked too. I gave a heavy breath and closed my eyes for a second, and stood up and exclaimed!! Hey Shiva !!! How are you!!! So this is your pretty wife? When did you get married? Without any expression! Shiva unloaded his bag and replied quietly .

I am Fine!Yah I got married 3 Weeks before! I could really sense the hatred he has on me. But somehow I exposed, that I really did not bother about that! Oh Ok! Congrats Shiva ! So you guys are heading for honey moon! The girl, gave a sweet reply, .Yes We are flying to Switzerland . Oh great!!! By the by I am Preethi! Shiva s junior in college! .. Oh is it! I am Meenu ! (We exchanged a cordial hand shake). (I expected Shiva to ask something about me! But he did not even bother to ask me how I am also.) Just out of curiosity, I enquired to Shiva! .

Shiva!! Did you invite all your friends for the wedding? He gave a sharp glare at me and gave a straight reply! . Yes! I am no fool for losing my friends for something unworthy! My Best Friend Vikram stood as the best Man for my wedding! He grinned! Shocked, by his cruel reply! I stopped speaking to him! Moments Later, Shiva directed his wife to take a seat somewhere at the other end. Meenu waved me a good bye, but Shiva did not even bother to give a glance at me. I wondered why on earth this guy hates me to this extent. My cell phone beeped again and I immersed in to chat, to get me out of the trauma caused by Shiva. ** I boarded my flight! My first international travel! Though it was a long long one! I enjoyed the journey to the core! I kept jotting down in my lappy all the petty incidents that happened in the flight and all the beauties that I experienced through the flight window .The transit in Frankfurt etc

etc My heart bounced up and down as my life s best dream came true as I landed on the American soil at the Detroit Metropolitan Wayne County Airport My colleague took me to her flats. Wow the country was so beautiful, as for the first few days, I couldn t stop praising the organized culture, clean roads, lively environment, etc etc whenever I called India. Slowly, I adapted myself to the climate, people and environment. It was a long weekend owing to the Thanks Giving day. Along with my flat mates, we planned to trip to Las Vegas. Yes the Sin city. I have heard loads about Vegas, but when I realized, when I am really going to be there, I was excited to the core. ** The city s iconic sign WELCOME to fabulous Las Vegas gave us a warm welcome. I really enjoyed the essence of the city as we roamed around the Las Vegas strip. The casinos, hotels, pub ..the boys and girls .roaming here and there without any rules ..we Indians stood awe at the city , but maintained a reasonable distance .from everything .to keep ourselves clean and tight :) ** We desperately waited for the sun to set , to enjoy the colorful lights of Vegas .Yes the day dusked I lost some dollars in the casinos .and exhausted I excused from my friends and took a quiet walk around the nearby shops. I thought of collecting some magazines .So I kept staring at the various magazines neatly stuffed vertically on the shelves .. Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie .looked pretty in the cover page of vogue .I admired that book for some second, and as I was about to pick the book, a hand interrupted and picked the same thing .. I turned back to give an annoyed look .and to my shock .my world stopped to rotate .. Vikram stood there .like a proper American immigrant ..His hair streaked with silver color and his face complexion brightened a lot more ..in a cool jerkin and jean he stood there flipping the pages of vogue ..Chewing his gum ..

I was sure that he did not notice me till now .so thought of taking a narrow escape .( but in my life nothing happens as I anticipate) .. He looked up mam ..You can .not able to react . ..( He stopped)

We stood looking at each other

I somehow, took a heavy breath .and broke the silence .Hi Vikram I said dimly Vikram unable to comprehend what he has seen ..Hi H i Preethi!!!! Fine! Thanks! How are u? I am fine? So what are you doing here? vikram regained to his normal tone ! I just came to spend my weekend along with my friends! Oh so, where have you put up? In Detroit! Oh oK ok! I am in Los Angeles! I spend most of my weekend in Vegas! Vikram retorted! Fine Vikram! It s late! Bye! Oh oh .Preethi wait! Can we talk for some time! There s a good coffee shop nearby! No Vikram ! I have to go! I replied hesitantly! So when are you leaving to Detroit? Tomorrow evening Vikram ! So shall we meet tomorrow morning at this same place! No Vikram , we have some plans to visit some places in the south of Vegas! Ok Fine! So can I join with you girls! I gave a startled gaze! What are you talking Vikram? howwwwwwww .are you

Hey Cool Cool!!! Please I want to talk to you! Please consider this for me!

Ok Fine ! I will have a talk with my friends and let you know! We exchanged our mobile numbers, waved good bye. I got into the taxi along with my friends. I turned back..and saw..Vikram still staring at the taxi . *** We reached the hotel room. I was really restless. I moved to the wash room as I was unable to control my tears. I cursed myself. I begged to God and really fought with him, why my life s ride is always a roller coaster ride. Why I am not able to move on peacefully. I kept asking myself lot many questions, as my friend screamed, Preethi! Call from India! I took the mobile and stood in the balcony and had a conversation for quite a long time. After a long chat, I disconnected the call. The mobile beeped immediately .Yah it was Vikram ..I did not have any stamina to talk to him I disconnected his call abruptly But Vikram called me again and again ..Unable to resist, I attended his call Hi Preethi! Why you are so hesitant to talk to me? Vikram ? What do you want? I don t think I will be able to meet you tomorrow? No Preethi? If you are not coming to meet you, then I will chase you where ever you are? Ok Fine Vikram ! Tomorrow morning 9.30 AM Sharp, I will be in front of the Golden Nugget where I met you last night! Ok! Thanks a lot Preethi! He exclaimed! Good Night!!! I disconnected the call! It was a terrible night! All the incidents right from my college days took a ride in front of my eyes! Especially the restaurant .where I expressed that I am in love with Vikram!! .took a double ride ! .Exhausted I slept .with my pillows wet with tears

* Vikram: God! Your plans are really awesome! I have never dreamt of this in my whole life! I jumped up and down on my bed! I couldn t sleep! I saw the photographs in my i-Phone, the college tour photographs As I spun, Shiva s wedding photographs splashed on the screen. I stood in a lovely full shoot near the handsome Shiva in a grand Sharvani.The best man for Shiva. I looked at Shiva in the i-phone . Sorry da!!! I will not miss this opportunity! I lied to you on your wedding eve that I have not even thought about Preethi from the day we left the college! I can t stop thinking about her. She is my life Shiva. I will make you to understand. Don t be enraged on me I will explain you everything in detail when I will come one day to your home to give my wedding invitation . With Butterflies flying around me, I slept. ** The next day, we gave a firm handshake. He took me to the nearest coffee shop. He looked so bright and delighted. I was not sure how this discussion is going to be, but prayed to God for strength and guidance. Preethi! You look beautiful today! Winked Vikram! I calmly replied! Thanks a lot Vikram! You know what Preethi! I never had a single clue even in my wild dreams that I will see you again in my life! Yah Even me Vikram! I smiled! So how s your life moving on? How about Anu, Thivya, Priya? Yah Yah! Everybody is fine! So what makes news at your side Vikram?I enquired? Nothing much Preethi! Life is cool! You know what Shiva got married? Yah I know Vikram! I met him and his wife in Chennai Airport!

Oh is it! Gr8! I was his best man! Yah Vikram! He told that too! Silence for some minutes! As we sipped the coffee! So how long you will be in US? Preethi! We have planned to settle in Detroit Vikram! Oh! So you have planned to bring your parents to Detroit? No Vikram! I hesitated! Rahul ..I will be settling down with my hubby

Vikram sat speechless (staring at me) He came back to reality, after some time and quietly enquired married Preethi! So you got

I took a deep breath! Yes Vikram ! I got married to Rahul 4 months back! As I always aspired to travel to US, he obliged to my wish! Now he got his Visa processed as well He will be here in 2 more months ..We will be settling down in Detroit. Tremendous silence followed as none of us dared to speak again ******************************************************************* CLIMAX - 1 ******************************************************************* I sensed Vikram s disappointment . I waited till he spoke . When he spoke

Preethi!! How can you

!!

I pounced back What how can you Vikram?

. when I knew exactly what he was going to ask.

I felt very happy inside seeing him suffer. I wanted him feel the pain that I felt all this four years.

Finally he managed to ask me

How can you get married to someone else Preethi?

I quietly retorted! I waited for you Vikram for 4 Years, but I did not get any single sign from you!

So . So you decide to get married to someone else? Asked vikram with a stern face.

He frowned at me. He starred at me as though he would get up any moment and give me a tight slap on my face.

I was laughing inside my heart . It was nice to see that there was still love for me in his eyes which were filling his eyes with tears. He tried to hide it from me.

This was enough for me . I thougt it was time for me to tell him the truth .

I cleared my throat . Vikram Do you still love me?

What kind of a question is this? He asked staring at me.

Just answer my question. Do you?

What difference is it going to make?

Tell me Vikram do youstill love me the same?

He looked into my eyes I looked into his . He said I have, I am and always will love you and you only .

I jumped from my seat and hugged him tightly letting my tears roll down on his shoulder which were logged n my heart for a very long time.

He was confused .. He stood still all the while

That is when I whispered in his ears I AM NOT YET MARRIED ..

He shook me off from him gave a blank stare

I understood the meaning for his stare and told him with a devil s smile .

That was for all the humiliations u gave me Mr.Vikram

He raised his hand which I thought was going to slap me which instead turned into a big hug .

We then chatted till it became dark then he took me to a nearest shopping mall and presented me with a beautiful bracelet which he himself tied on my hand.

He came to the airport. I gave one tight hug and a kiss on his cheeks (yes I blushed).

He held my hand with his two hands .and gave a close look at me and gave his usual handsome smile. He then said See you soon Mrs.Vikram and kissed me gently on my cheek ..

After 9 months we were engaged to be married for ever man) ..

(Yes Siva was indeed the best

******************************************************************* CLIMAX - 2 ******************************************************************** Tremendous silence followed as none of us dared to speak again I quietly retorted! I waited for you Vikram for 4 Years, but I did not get any single sign from you! But my mom s health got worsened, which forced me to take the decision. But I have never regretted my decision!May be .. Rahul is the one God has made me! He understood me in all means and supported me in all ways and stood by me always . Vikram listened to me quietly. He took me to a nearest shopping mall and presented me with a beautiful Tag heuer Pair Watch, as my wedding present. He came to the airport. I gave one last handshake Drop to my home someday Vikram!!! And don t forget to send me your wedding invitation .I smiled .. He held my hand with his two hands .and gave a close look at me and gave his usual handsome smile, .Sure Preethi!!! I will let you know, if that Happens . ****************************************************************************** *******

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