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 vkeq[k
izR;sd Hkk"kk esa dqN iqLrdas ,slh gksrh gSa tks ml Hkk"kk ds lkfgR; ds
bfrgkl esa ehy dk iRFkj] ;k ;gk¡ rd fd eksM+&fcUnq cu tkrh gSaA efDle
xksdhZ dh ek¡ :fl;ksa ds fy, ,slh gh ,d iqLrd gSA gkyk¡fd ;g iqLrd :l
esa lksfo;r lÙkk dh LFkkiuk ls nl o"kks± igys fy[kh x;h Fkh] ij bls ge
lksfo;r lkfgR; dh cqfu;kn dk igyk iRFkj ekurs gSaA
:l esa ek¡ miU;kl igyh ckj 1907 eas izdkf'kr gqvkA xksdhZ us tc bls
fy[kk] rc os ,d ifjiDo f'kYih Fks tks vius ,sfrgkfld fe'ku ls iwjh rjg
ifjfpr FkkA os] ml le;] yxHkx pkyhl lky ds FksA rc iUæg o"kks± ls os
lkfgR; vkSj lkoZtfud xfrfofèk;ksa esa iwjh rjg yxs gq, FksA dbZ miU;kl]
dgkfu;k¡ vkSj ukVd os fy[k pqds Fks vkSj mUgsa vUrjjk"Vªh; [;kfr fey pqdh
FkhA viuh jktuhfrd lfØ;rkvksa vkSj cksY'ksfod ikVhZ ls ?kfu"B lEcUèkksa
ds pyrs os t+kj'kkgh ds mRihM+u ds f'kdkj Hkh gks pqds FksA dbZ ckj os fxjÝ+rkj
Hkh fd;s tk pqds FksA ysfdu mudh xfrfofèk;k¡ fuckZèk tkjh jghaA 1905 dh
:lh ØkfUr ds nkSjku μ ;kuh] :l esa ek¡ ds izdk'ku ls nks o"kZ iwoZ μ os
igyh ckj Oyknhfej ysfuu ls feys] tks vkxs pydj muds ?kfu"B fe=k cu
x;sA
mUuhloha 'krkCnh ds vfUre n'kd esa ns'k ds fo'kky HkwHkkx esa dh x;h
chgM+ ?kqeDdM+h vkSj viuh lkekftd tkx:drk rFkk ØkfUrdkjh nwjnf'kZrk ds
pyrs] xksdhZ us :l dks ftl xgjkbZ ls ns[kk vkSj le>k] oSlk muds cgqr de
ledkyhu dj ik;sA os viuh ekr`Hkwfe dh fo'kkyrk ls vkSj blds izkÑfrd
n`';ksa ds lkSUn;Z ,oa oSfoè; ls vfHkHkwr gks x;s] ysfdu lkFk gh vius
ns'kokfl;ksa dk vKku] x+jhch vkSj vuko';d d"V mUgsa Hk;adj izrhr gq,A
xksdhZ ds leLr ÑfrRo esa ekStwn lkekftd tkx:drk :lh lkfgR; esa
dksbZ viokn ugha gSA ;g mu fnlEcjokfn;ksa ds chp ds dfo;ksa dh jpukvksa
esa Hkh ik;k tkrk gS ftUgsa xksdhZ us :lh ØkfUrdkfj;ksa dh igyh ih<+h dgk
FkkA ;s dfo] tks jktrU=k vkSj Hkwnklrk ds fo#¼ 14 fnlEcj] 1825 ds foæksg

ek¡ @ 7
ds Hkkxhnkj Fks] fny ls x.krU=koknh Fks vkSj vius ltZukRed iz;klksa dks
tuleqnk; dh lsok djus vkSj csgrj Hkfo"; ds izfr mudh vk'kkvksa dks
leFkZu nsus ds lkèku ds :i esa ns[krs Fks fnlEcjokfn;ksa us iqf'du] yeZUrkso]
gtZsu tSls ys[kdksa vkSj ;gk¡ rd fd yso rksYLrks; ds fpUru dks Hkh cgqr
vfèkd izHkkfor fd;k tks muds ckjs esa ,d miU;kl fy[kuk pkgrs Fks vkSj
ftUgksaus ^;q¼ vkSj 'kkfUr* esa ØkfUrdkjh fo"k;&oLrq dk mYys[k fd;kA
foxr 'krkCnh ds eè; ds jkTuksfpaRlh ØkfUrdkfj;ksa ds lkspus dk rjho+Qk
Hkh xksdhZ ds fudV FkkA psuhZ'ksOLdh vkSj nksczksY;qckso jkTuksfpaRlh ØkfUrdkfj;ksa
ds usrk Fks rFkk usØklkso vkSj lkYrhdkso&'psfæu tSls Js"B ys[kd muds
leFkZd FksA bl lkfgfR;d ih<+h ds yksx O;kidrj lkekftd n`f"V j[krs Fks
vkSj vfèkd fuHkhZdrk ds lkFk mldh ?kks"k.kk djrs FksA
mUuhloha 'krkCnh ds mÙkjk¼Z ds miU;klksa us :lh lkfgR; dks dki+Qh
[;kfr fnyk;hA ;s miU;kl fofoèkrkiw.kZ Fks vkSj bl lcus ml xfrjksèk ls ckgj
fudyus dk ekxZ <w¡<+us dh dksf'k'k dh] ftlesa :lh lkekftd thou tk iQ¡lk
FkkA ;g ckr 'krkCnh ds vUr ds egkure lkekftd&euksoSKkfud ys[kd
rkYLrks; ij vkSj nksLrks;sOLdh ij leku :i ls ykxw gksrh gS (lkFk gh ;g
iqf'du] xksxksy] yeksZUrkso] rqxZuso vkSj xksapkjkso tSls iwoZorhZ nkSj ds
ys[kdksa ij Hkh ykxw gksrh gS)A
efDle xksdhZ us :lh Dykfldh lkfgR; dh lkekftd ijEijkvksa dks
vius ys[ku esa latks;s j[kkA oLrqr% os [kqys rkSj ij [+kqn dks vius egku vxzt
ys[kdksa dk] [k+klrkSj ij rksYLrks; vkSj ps[ko dk ½.kh ekurs FksA xksdhZ us
muls fli+QZ viuk lkfgfR;d f'kYi gh ugha lh[kk] cfYd mUgsa muls :l vkSj
:fl;ksa dks tkuus dh] muds vkfRed thou vkSj uSfrd vkdka{kkvksa dks le>us
dh f'k{kk Hkh feyhA
bl rjg] ge efDle xksdhZ ds ÑfrRo esa :lh Dykfldh lkfgR; dh
mRÑ"Vre ijEijkvksa dks uSjUr;Z ns[krs gSaA ysfdu lkFk gh] os uohurk ds
izorZd Hkh Fks] lkfo;r lkfgR; ds laLFkkid Hkh FksA egkure lksfo;r ys[kdksa
esa ls ,d] vysDlsbZ rksYLrks; us xksdhZ dks Dykfldh vkSj lksfo;r lkfgR;
ds chp ¶thfor lsrq¸ dh laKk nh gSA vkt ge fufoZokn :i ls xksdhZ dks
:i ds mu Dykfldh ys[kdksa ds chp LFkku nsrs gSa ftuesa igyk LFkku iqf'du
dk FkkA mudh lcls izkjfEHkd jpukvksa rd esa] ge lHkh jk"Vªksa] lewph ekuork
ds lkFk cUèkqRo dh og fLifjV ekStwn ikrs gSa tks iqf'du ls ps[ko rd] gekjs
egkure ys[kdksa dh vfHkyk{kf.kdrk jgh gSA gekjs vius :lh lekt ls tqM+s

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iz'uksa ds lkFk gh] os lexzrk esa ekuo lekt ds iz'uksa dks] vkSj lkFk gh O;fDr
ds vfèkdkjksa vkSj drZO;ksa ls tqM+s iz'uksa dks Hkh izLrqr djrs gSaA :lh lkfgR;
us Bhd vius blh xq.k ds pyrs] tks [k+klrkSj ij rksYLrks; vkSj nksLrks;sOLdh
ds ÑfrRo esa vfHkO;aftr gqvk gS] iwjh nqfu;k esa iz'kalk vkSj ekU;rk vftZr dh
gSA gkyk¡fd xksdhZ rksYLrks; vkSj nksLrks;sOLdh dh n`f"Vdks.kksa dh vkykspuk
djrs Fks vkSj ekuo&lekt ds iqufuZekZ.k&fo"k;d muds fopkjksa ls os cqfu;knh
rkSj ij vlger Fks] ysfdu os ges'kk gh] ;gk¡ rd fd cgl dh xehZ ds chp
Hkh] ;g ekurs Fks fd ekuo&vkRek dh xgjkb;ksa dks Fkkgus esa vkSj ,sfrgkfld
ifjfLFkfr;ksa dks le>us esa rksYLrkss; vkSj nksLrks;sOLdh vf}rh; FksA
tc ge ;g dgrs gSa fd xksdhZ :lh lkfgR; dh loksZÙke ijEijkvksa ds
vuqxkeh gksus ds lkFk gh uohurk ds izorZd Hkh Fks rks gekjk ;g eryc ugha
gS fd :lh lkfgR; us tks u;k eksM+ fy;k mldk Js; vdsys xksdhZ dks gh
tkrk gSA ;g ,d Øfed vkSj laf'y"V izfØ;k FkhA xksdhZ us tc loZFkk u;s
fdLe ds miU;kl dh (ge bl iqLrd dh ckr dj jgs gSa tks bl le; ikBd
ds gkFk esa gS) jpuk dh] mlds igys ls gh ys[kd x.k u;s vfHkO;atd
ekè;eksa dh [kkst esa yxs gq, FksA vLlh ds n'kd ds izkjEHk esa mu egku
lkekftd vkSj euksoSKkfud miU;klksa esa ls vfUre fy[kk tk pqdk Fkk] ftUgksaus
:lh lkfgR; dks [;kfr fnykbZ FkhA nksLrks;sOLdh dk fuèku gks pqdk FkkA rqxuZ so
Hkh] viuh e`R;q ls N% o"kk±s iwoZ viuk vkf[k+jh miU;kl fy[kus ds ckn] fnoaxr
gks pqds FksA rkYLrks; 1877 esa vUuk dkjsfuuk iwjk dj pqds Fks vkSj mlds dgha
chl o"kks± ckn] 19oha 'krkCnh ds vfUre o"kZ esa os iqu#RFkku dk lekiu dj
ik;sA ukVdksa vkSj dgkfu;ksa ds ys[kd vUrksu ps[ko] gkfnZd bPNk ds ckotwn
dksbZ miU;kl ugha fy[k ik;sA os miU;kl fy[k ikus dh viuh v{kerk dk
dkj.k ,d lVhd uk;d [kkst ikus esa viuh vleFkZrk dks crkrs FksA mUgha o"kks±
esa] rksYLrks; us vius miU;kl iqu#RFkku ds fy, fne=kh us[ywnkso dks ,d
fujk'kktud uk;d ds :i esa ik;k vkSj mls yxkrkj i`"BHkwfe esa èkdsyrs jgsA
rksYLrks; ds bl vfUre miU;kl esa] tks mUuhloha 'krkCnh dk vfUre :lh
miU;kl Hkh Fkk] ØkfUrdkjh fo"k;oLrq Lor% ?kqliSB dj x;h FkhA ;|fi
rksYLrks; vius thou ds vUr rd lekt dks lqèkkjus dh ØkfUrdkjh i¼fr;ksa
ds fojksèkh cus jgs] ysfdu viuh izfrHkk dh vUrn`Zf"V ls mUgksaus mu Ïksrksa dks
igpku fy;k Fkk tks ØkfUrdkjh vkUnksyu ds mn~xe FksA blls Hkh egÙoiw.kZ
ckr ;g gS fd rksYLrks; us bl ØkfUrdkjh vkUnksyu ds fof'k"V pfj=kksa dks
lokZfèkd lgkuqHkwfriw.kZ vkyksd esa izLrqr fd;kA

ek¡ @ 9
 ek¡ esa xksdhZ ijEijkxr :lh miU;kl dks u;h t+ehu ij jksius dk dke
djrs gSaA dsoy blh rjg blds thou dk iquuZohdj.k fd;k tk ldrk FkkA
;g :lh lkfgR; esa et+nwj oxZ ds ckjs esa igyk miU;kl Fkk vkSj igyk ,slk
miU;kl Fkk ftlus bl oxZ dks ekuo tkfr }kjk lafpr leLr HkkSfrd ,oa
vkfRed ewY;ksa ds laj{k.k esa l{ke ,d egku eqfDrnk;h 'kfDr ds :i esa
fpf=kr fd;kA efDle xksdhZ us :lh lkfgR; esa ,d u;s uk;d dks izLrqr
fd;kA t+kfgj gS fd ,d u;h dykRed i¼fr] pfj=kksa dks mn~?kkfVr djus ds
u;s lkèkuksa vkSj lajpuk ds u;s :iksa dks viuk;s fcuk ,slk dj ikuk vlEHko
FkkA
xksdhZ }kjk ek¡ ds ys[ku ls dki+Qh igys lkfgR; esa] vkSj fli+QZ lkfgR;
essa gh ugha] et+nwj oxZ ds izfrfufèk izos'k dj pqds FksA tSlsfd ;gk¡ fli+QZ nks
vaxzsth ys[kdksa dk mYys[k djsa] fMdsUl vkSj tkWtZ bfy;V us et+nwj oxZ ds
ckjs esa fy[kk FkkA nwljs ;wjksih; ns'kksa ds ys[kdksa us Hkh ,slk fd;k FkkA ysfdu
xksdhZ us Jfed dks ,d vU;k;iw.kZ lekt ds f'kdkj ek=k ds :i esa gh ugha
ns[kk] cfYd mls bfrgkl cukrs gq, O;fDr ds :i esa ns[kk] vius le; ds
lkekftd vU;k; ds fo#¼ fnysjh ds lkFk yM+rs gq, O;fDr ds :i esa ns[kkA
bl ek;us esa mUgksaus ,d felky o+Qk;e dh vkSj lgh ek;us esa mUgsa uohurk
dk izorZd dgk tk ldrk gSA
xksdhZ dk lkfgfR;d dSfj;j pkSafèk;k nsus okyk FkkA cgqr de ys[kdksa
dks brus de le; esa bruh liQyrk feyh gksxhA chloha 'krkCnh ds izkjEHk
esa] ;kuh lkfgR; esa izos'k ds nl o"kk±s ls Hkh de le; ds Hkhrj] mudk uke
iwjh nqfu;k esa tkuk tkus yxk FkkA vkSj og Hkh bl rF; ds ckotwn fd
rksYLrks; vkSj ps[ko tSls egku :lh ys[kd muds ledkyhu FksA bClu]
cukZM 'kk vkSj vukrksy iz+Qkal tSls yCèkizfr"B uke Hkh 'kk;n mrus mPp Loj
esa mn~?kksf"kr ugha gksrs FksA xksdhZ us ¶fupyh xgjkb;ksa¸ ls] lekt ds HkwxHkZ&ry
ls Lo;a dks izLrqr fd;k Fkk vkSj ,slk yxrk Fkk ekuks HkkX; Lo;a gh muds mu
reke nq[kksa dh HkjikbZ djus ds fy, cspSu Fkk tks mUgksaus cpiu esa vkSj
;qokoLFkk esa >sys FksA u;h 'krkCnh us mUgsa vius fy, pquk Fkk] ekuks ;g u;h
'krkCnh muesa vius [+kqn ds vfLrRo dh igsyh dk gy ikus dh mEehn dj
jgh FkhA
lkfgR; dk bfrgkl ,slh liQyrk ds vla[; mnkgj.k izLrqr djrk gS]
tks ftruh pkSaf/k;k nsus okyh gksrh gS] mruh gh {k.kHkaxqj Hkh gksrh gSA xksdhZ
dh liQyrk bl rjg dh ugha Fkh tSlkfd bl rF; ls gh t+kfgj gS fd lÙkj

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o"kks± ckn vkt Hkh ;g o+Qk;e gSA bldk dkj.k ;g gS fd xksdhZ us u;h] chloha
lnh ds ewy Loj dks rqjUr gh idM+ fy;k Fkk vkSj mls viuh jpukvksa dk
ewy Loj cuk fy;k FkkA chloha 'krkCnh ds lkFk gh et+nwj us bfrgkl ds
jaxeap ij eq[; pfj=k ds :i esa izos'k fd;k] ,d ,sls pfj=k ds :i esa tks
n`<+ladYi gksdj ekeyksa dks vius [+kqn ds gkFkksa esa ys jgk Fkk vkSj viuh [+kqn
dh t+:jrksa ds eqrkfcd ?kVukvksa dks x<+ jgk FkkA efDle xksdhZ us blh et+nwj
dh thouh fy[kh vkSj mlds iz'kalk&xhr xk;sA vkSj ,slk mUgksaus lokZfèkd
lEiw.kZ vkSj dykRde :i esa ek¡ miU;kl esa fd;kA
t+kfgj gS fd ;g iqLrd ¶iwjh rjg 'kL=klfTtr gksdj th;l ds flj ls
lglk izdV¸ ugha gks x;h FkhA èkhjs&èkhjs os (xksdhZ) viuh jpukvksa esa et+nwj
oxZ ds lexz fu:i.k rd igq¡ps FksA mudh lcls izkjfEHkd jpukvksa esa] ftuds
pfj=k vfèkdka'kr% ¶lekt ds ryNV¸ ls fy;s x;s gSa] ge muds Hkfo"; ds
uk;d dk egt lwpuk&ladsr ikrs gSaA uCcs ds n'kd ds vUr vkSj u;h 'krkCnh
dh 'kq#vkr rd] ge xksdhZ dks vius uk;d vkSj viuh eq[; fo"k;&oLrq ij
idM+ cukrs gq, ikrs gSAa ,slk muds miU;kl os rhu esa ns[kk tk ldrk gS ftlesa
mUgksaus lektoknh #>ku okys dkexkjksa dks izLrqr fd;k gSA lkFk gh] ,slk muds
ukVdksa μ ^fiQfyLVkbu* vkSj ^nq'eu* esa Hkh fn[kkbZ nsrk gSA
1905 dh :lh ØkfUr ys[kd ds :i essa xksdhZ dh fodkl&;k=kk dk
,d eksM+&fcUnq FkhA bl ØkfUr ds 'kh"kZ ij loZgkjk [kM+k FkkA ØkfUr ijkftr
gks x;h] ysfdu blus loZgkjk oxZ ds le{k ;g fl¼ dj fn;k fd og ijkt;
>syrs jgus ds ctk;] fot; dks oj.k djus esa l{ke gSA
bl ØkfUr dh iwoZosyk esa] 1903 eas] xksdhZ ds fnekx esa ml miU;kl
dk fopkj vk;k ftls muds lEiw.kZ ÑfrRo ds chp] vkSj lewps fo'o&lkfgR;
dh jpukvksa ds chp ,d fof'k"V LFkku izkIr djuk FkkA
miU;kl dk dFkkud lPph ?kVukvksa ij vkèkkfjr gS % 1902 esa lkseksZoks
ds et+nwjksa dk ebZ fnol izn'kZu] lkseksZoks ikVhZ laxBu dh xfrfofèk;k¡ vkSj
izn'kZu dks Hkax fd;s tkus ds ckn blds lnL;ksa ij pyus okyk eqo+Qnek xksdhZ
us [+kqn bl ckjs esa fy[kk gS % ¶et+nwjksa ds ckjs esa ,d iqLrd fy[kus dk fopkj
esjs fnekx esa fu>uh uksoxksjksn esa lkseksZoks izn'kZu ds ckn vk;kA eSaus rRdky
lkexzh ,d=k djuk vkSj uksV~l cukuk 'kq: dj fn;kA¸ nwljs 'kCnksa esa] xksdhZ
dk ;g miU;kl ,d rjg dk ,sfrgkfld nLrkost gSA gkyk¡fd] blesa ys[kd
}kjk ewy ?kVukvksas dk dykRed iqul±;kstu fd;k x;k gS vkSj vius uk;dksa ds
^izksVksVkbiksa* μ I;ks=k tkyksekso vkSj mudh ek¡ dk iqulZ`tu fd;k x;k gS rFkk

ek¡ @ 11
mUgsa u;h vkSj ukVdh; ifjfLFkfr;ksa esa Mky fn;k x;k gSA bldk ifj.kke gekjs
lkeus ,d ,slh dykÑfr ds :i esa vk;k gS ftlesa 1905 dh ØkfUr dh
iwoZcsyk esa :lh et+nwj oxZ ds la?k"kZ dk ,d O;kid vkSj lkekU;hÑr fp=k
mifLFkr fd;k x;k gSA
xksdhZ dk et+nwj ,d ,slk vkneh gS ftldk ljksdkj fli+QZ vius ns'k ds
vius oxZ dh fu;fr ls gh ugha] cfYd iwjs fo'o ds izkjCèk ls gSA og 'kCn
ds lEiw.kZ vFkZ esa ,d cqf¼thoh gSA ysfdu og euu djuss okyk vkSj rkfRod
fpUru djus okyk euq"; gksus ds lkFk gh dkjZokbZ djus okyk euq"; Hkh gSA
vkSj og vdsys dkjZokbZ ugha djrk gS] og turk ds izfrfufèk ds :i esa
dkjZokbZ djrk gSA vkSj og lokZfèkd mnkÙk vkSj lokZfèkd ekuoh; vkn'kks± ds
uke ij dkjZokbZ djrk gSA ek¡ miU;kl us bl ckr dh iqf"V dh fd et+nwj oxZ
gh :l ds csgrj Hkfo"; ds fy, la?k"kZ dk usrk gSA ;g iqLrd ml et+nwj
oxZ ds ckjs esa gS tks vius mPp vkn'kksaZ dks lkdkj djus esa layXu gSA ;g
iqLrd et+nwj oxZ ds fy, gS tks mls viuh egÙkk dks igpkuus esa] vkSj lkFk
gh viuh jktuhfrd vkSj fopkjèkkjkRed vifjiDdork dks Hkh ns[k ikus esa
l{ke cukrh gSA ;g iqLrd tc fy[kh x;h Fkh] mlh le; :lh et+nwj oxZ
vkSj lewph turk ds fy, vfuok;Z egÙo dh iqLrd cu x;h FkhA 1907 esa
ysfuu us ek¡ ds ckjs esa ;s fopkj izdV fd;s Fks % ¶;g iqLrd vR;fèkd
egÙoiw.kZ gSA tks cgqrsjs et+nwj ØkfUrdkjh vkUnksyu esa egt vkosx ds o'khHkwr
gksdj] dkj.k dh leqfpr le> ds fcuk gh] 'kkfey gks x;s gSa] os ek¡ dks i<+us
ds ckn bls le>uk 'kq: dj nsaxsA¸
rksYLrks; us ,d ckj dgk Fkk fdlh dykÑfr dh vfUofr] pfj=k dh
vfUofr ;k dkjZokbZ dh vfUofr ds ekè;e ls ugha] cfYd ys[kd dh uSfrd
vofLFkfr dh vfUofr ds ek/;e ls vftZr dh tkrh gSA ek¡ essa xksdhZ dh
uSfrd vofLFkfr mudh ukf;dk fuyksouk ds pfj=k ds ekè;e ls vfHkO;Dr
gqbZ gSA ;gh og lekU; et+nwj L=kh gS ftlus iqLrd dks ^ek¡* dk uke fn;k
gSA miU;kl ds izkjEHk esa fuyksouk fdlh Hkh rjg ls mu lSdM+ksa nwljh et+nwj
ek¡vksa ls vyx ugha gS tks feyksa μ dkj[k+kuksa esa viuh rkdr ls vfèkd [kVrh
gSa vkSj fiQj ?kjksa esa ihVh tkrh gSa vkSj fi;DdM+ miæfo;ksa }kjk lrkbZ tkrh gSaA
ysfdu tc mldk csVk ikosy viuh et+nwj cLrh esa LohÑr ft+Unxh ds
rkSj&rjho+Qksa ls [+kqn dks vyx dj ysrk gS vkSj ØkfUrdkjh cu tkrk gS] rks og
mlds i{k esa [kM+h gksrh gS vkSj mlds lkFk&lkFk vkxs c<+rh gSA miU;kl esa
fu:fir fuyksouk dk jkLrk ml vke et+nwj dk jkLrk gS tks ØkfUr esa 'kkfey

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gksus vkrk gSA ikBd fuyksouk dh nqfu;k dks mldh vk¡[kksa ls ns[krk gS vkSj
?kVukvksa dk ewY;kadu mlds ekun.Mksa ls djrk gSA ikosy ds dkejsM Hkh mls
^ek¡* dgdj gh cqykrs gSaA mlh ds ekè;e ls] ek¡ ds izfr vius #[k ds ekè;e
ls] ;s ØkfUrdkjh vius lPps HkkbZpkjs dks eglwl djrs gSaA mlds ekè;e ls]
lHkh euq";ksa ds HkkbZpkjs ds ckjs esa muesa xgu psruk iSnk gks tkrh gSA ikosy
dk ?kfu"Bre fe=k vUæsbZ uk[kksn~dk dgrk gS % ¶ge lHkh ,d ek¡ ds cPps
gS]a lewph nqfu;k ds esgurd'kksa ds HkkbZpkjs esa vts; vkLFkk dh vkx ge lcds
Hkhrj ty jgh gSA¸ fdlku jhfcu Hkh bls vPNh rjg le>rk gS % yksxksa dks
muds ,d gksus dk vglkl djkuk cgqr cM+h ckr gSA tc rqe tku tkrs gks
fd yk[kksa ogh pkgrs gSa tks rqe pkgrs gks] rks blls rqEgkjk ân; vkSj vfèkd
n;kyqrk ds vglkl ls Hkj tkrk gSA¸
,d ckj tc ge bl fopkj dks Lohdkj dj ysrs gSa fd dyk turk dks
,dtqV djus dk ,d lkèku gS] rks fiQj ge xksdhZ ds lEiw.kZ ÑfrRo dh] vkSj
[k+klrkSj ij muds ek¡ miU;kl dh egÙkk Lohdkj fd;s fcuk ugha jg ldrsA
tSlkfd ge igys gh dg pqds gSa] ek¡ ,d iqLrd gS tks et+nwj oxZ ds ckjs
esa gS] ekuo&lEcUèkksa dks lqèkkjus esa et+nwj oxZ dh Hkwfedk ds ckjs esa gSA bldk
eryc ;g gS fd ;g iqLrd fli+QZ et+nwj oxZ ds fy, gh ugha gS] cfYd iwjh
nqfu;k dh lewph turk ds fy, gSA
μ ch- cqlksZo

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et+nwjksa dh cLrh dh èkqvk¡jh vkSj xUnh gok esa gj jkst+ i+QSDVjh ds Hkksaiw
dk dk¡irk gqvk ddZ'k Loj xwt ¡ mBrk vkSj mlds vkokgu ij NksV&s NksVs eVhys
?kjksa ls mnkl yksx lges gq, frypV~Vksa dh rjg Hkkx iM+rsA os uhan iwjh djds
vius Fkds gq, vaxksa dks vkjke Hkh ugha ns ikrs FksA fBBqjrs >qViqVs esa os dPph
lM+d ij i+QSDVjh dh Å¡ph&lh iRFkj dh bekjr dh rji+Q py iM+rs] tks cM+s
fueZe rFkk fuf'pUr Hkko ls mudh izrh{kk djrh jgrh Fkh vkSj ftldh rsy
ls fpduh ntZuksa pkSdksj vk¡[ksa lM+d ij izdk'k djrh FkhaA muds isjksa ds uhps
dhpM+ dh Ni&Ni gksrh FkhA os vylkbZ gqbZ vkokt++ esa fpYykrs vkSj gok esa
mudh xUnh xkfy;k¡ xw¡t mBrha vkSj nwljh vkokt++sa μ e'khuksa dh xM+xM+kgV
vkSj Hkki dh iQd&iQd gok esa rSjrh gqbZ vkdj bu vkokt++ksa esa fey tkrhaA
Å¡ph&Å¡ph dkyh fpefu;k¡] tks cgqr dBksj vkSj fujk'kkiw.kZ ekywe gksrh Fkha
cLrh ds Åij eksVs&eksVs eqxnjksa dh rjg viuk eLrd Å¡pk fd;s [kM+h jgrh
FkhaA
'kke dks tc Mwcrs gq, lwjt dk Fkdk&Fkdk izfrfcEc ?kjksa dh
f[kM+fd;ksa esa fn[kk;h nsrk rks i+QSDVjh bu yksxksa dks vius ik"kk.k mnj ls mxy
nsrh] ekuks os lki+Q dh x;h èkkrq dk cpk gqvk dpjk gksa vkSj os fiQj lM+d
ij py iM+rs--- xUns] psgjksa ij dkfy[k] Hkw[ks] nk¡r pedrs gq, vkSj 'kjhj ls
e'khu ds rsy dh nqxZUèk vkrh gqbZA bl le; muds Loj esa mRlkg gksrk Fkk]
mYykl gksrk Fkk D;ksafd dke dk ,d fnu vkSj [k+Re gks pqdk Fkk vkSj ?kj
ij jkr dk [kkuk vkSj foJke mudh ckV tksg jgk FkkA
fnu dks rks i+QSDVjh fuxy x;h Fkh_ mldh e'khuksa us th Hkjdj et+nwjksa
dh 'kfDr dks pwl fy;k FkkA fnu dk vUr gks x;k Fkk_ mldk ,d fpUg Hkh
cko+Qh ugha jgk Fkk vkSj euq"; viuh o+Qcz ds ,d o+Qne vkSj fudV igq¡p x;k
FkkA ijUrq bl le; foJke dh] vkSj èkq,¡ ls ?kqVs gq, 'kjkc[k+kus dh lq[kn
dYiuk dj jgk Fkk vkSj mls lUrks"k FkkA
brokj dks NqV~Vh ds fnu yksx nl cts rd lksrs Fks vkSj fiQj 'kjhi+Q
fookfgr yksx vius lcls vPNs diM+s igudj fxjtk?kj tkrs Fks vkSj ukStokuksa

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dks èkeZ ds izfr mudh mnklhurk ds fy, Mk¡Vrs&iQVdkjrs FksA fxjts ls
ykSVdj os ?kj vkrs] dhes ds leksls [kkrs vkSj fiQj 'kke rd lksrsA
cjlksa dh lafpr Fkdku ds dkj.k mudh Hkw[k ej tkrh Fkh blfy,
'kjkc ihdj os viuh Hkw[k pedkrs] rst+ oksndk ds ?kw¡Vksa ls vius isV dh vkx
dks HkM+dkrsA
'kke dks os lM+dksa ij ?kwers&fiQjrsA ftuds ikl jcM+ ds twrs gksrs] os
t+ehu lw[kh gksus ij Hkh mUgsa igurs vkSj ftuds ikl Nrfj;k¡ gksrha] os vkleku
lki+Q gksus ij Hkh mUgsa ysdj pyrsA
nksLrksa ls feyrs rks i+QSDVjh dh] e'khuksa dh vkSj vius iQksjeSu dh ckrsa
djrs_ os ,slh pht+ ds ckjs esa u rks dHkh lksprs Fks vkSj u ckr gh djrs Fks
ftldk muds dke ls lEcUèk u gksA muds thou ds uhjl <jsZ esa dHkh&dHkh
bDdk&nqDdk HkVdrs gq, fopkjksa dh ef¼e fpaxkfj;k¡ ped mBrhaA tc ;s
yksx ?kj okil ykSVrs rks viuh ?kjokfy;ksa ls >xM+rs vkSj cgqèkk mUgsa ihVrsA
ukStoku yksx 'kjkc[k+kuksa esa ;k vius nksLrksa ds ?kj tkrs] tgk¡ os vdkfMZ;u
ctkrs] xUns xhr xkrs] ukprs] xkfy;k¡ cdrs vkSj 'kjkc ihdj engks'k gks tkrsA
dBksj ifjJe ls pwj gksus ds dkj.k u'kk Hkh mudks tYnh p<+rk vkSj ,d vKkr
>q¡>ykgV muds lhuksa esa epyrh vkSj ckgj fudyus ds fy, cspSu jgrhA blh
fy, ekSo+Qk ikrs gh os nfjUnksa dh rjg ,d&nwljs ij VwV iM+rs vkSj vius fny
dh HkM+kl fudkyrsA urhtk ;g gksrk fd [+kwc ekjihV vkSj [+kwu&[k+jkck gksrkA
dHkh&dHkh fdlh dks cgqr l[+r pksV yx tkrh vkSj dHkh rks bu yM+kb;ksa
esa fdlh dh tku Hkh pyh tkrhA
muds vkil ds lEcUèkksa esa 'k=kqrk dh ,d fNih gqbZ Hkkouk Nk;h jgrhA
;g Hkkouk mruh gh iqjkuh Fkh ftruh fd muds vax&vax dh csgn FkdkuA
vkRek dh ,slh chekjh os vius cki&nknk ls mÙkjkfèkdkj esa ysdj iSnk gksrs
Fks vkSj ;g ijNkbZ dh rjg o+Qcz rd muds lkFk yxh jgrh FkhA blds dkj.k
os ,slh csrqdh Øwj gjdrsa djrs Fks fd ?k`.kk gksrh FkhA
NqV~Vh ds fnu ukStoku yksx cgqr jkr x;s ?kj ykSVrs_ muds diM+s iQVs
gksrs] feV~Vh vkSj dhpM+ esa lus gq,] vk¡[ksa pksV ls lwth gqbZ vkSj ukd ls [+kwu
cgrk gqvkA dHkh os cM+h dqRlk ds lkFk bl ckr dh Mhax ekjrs fd mUgksaus
vius fdlh nksLr dks fdruh cqjh rjg ihVk Fkk vkSj dHkh mudk eq¡g yVdk
gksrk vkSj os vius vieku ij X+kqLlk gksrs ;k vk¡lw cgkrsA os 'kjkc ds u'ks esa
pwj gksr]s mudh n'kk n;uh;] nq[kn vkSj ?k`.kkLin gksrhA cgqèkk ekrk&firk vius
csVksa dks fdlh ckM+ ds ikl ;k 'kjkc[k+kus esa u'ks esa pwj iM+s ikrsA cM+s&cw<+s

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mUgsa cqjh rjg dkslrs] muds uje] oksndk ds dkj.k f'kfFky gq, 'kjhjksa ij ?kw¡ls
yxkrs] fiQj mUgsa ?kj ykdj fdafpr Lusg ds lkFk fcLrj ij lqyk nsrs rkfd
tc eq¡g&v¡èksjs gh dkyh unh dh rjg Hkksaiw dk ddZ'k Loj gok esa fiQj xw¡ts
rks os mUgsa dke ij tkus ds fy, txk nsaA
os vius cPpksa dks dkslrs vkSj cM+h fueZerk ls ihVrs Fks] ij ukStokuksa
dh ekjihV vkSj mudh nk: ihus dh yr dks LokHkkfod ekuk tkrk FkkA bu
yksxksa ds firk tc [+kqn toku Fks rc os Hkh blh rjg yM+rs&>xM+rs vkSj 'kjkc
ihrs Fks vkSj muds ekrk&firk Hkh blh rjg mudh fiVkbZ djrs FksA thou ges'kk
ls blh rjg pyrk vk;k FkkA thou dk izokg xUns ikuh dh èkkjk ds leku
cjlksa ls blh eUn xfr ds lkFk fu;fer :i ls tkjh Fkk] nSfud thou iqjkuh
vknrksa] iqjkus laLdkjksa] iqjkus fopkjksa ds lw=k esa c¡èkk gqvk FkkA vkSj bl iqjkus <jsZ
dks dksbZ cnyuk Hkh rks ugha pkgrk FkkA
dHkh&dHkh i+QSDVjh dh cLrh esa dqN u;s yksx Hkh vkdj cl tkrs FksA
'kq:&'kq: esa rks mudh vksj è;ku tkrk] D;ksafd os u;s gksrs] fiQj èkhjs&èkhjs
dsoy bl dkj.k muesa gYdh vkSj Åijh lh fnypLih cuh jgrh fd os mu
txgksa ds ckjs esa crkrs] tgk¡ igys dke dj pqds FksA ijUrq 'kh?kz gh mudk
u;kiu [k+Re gks tkrk] yksx muds vknh gks tkrs vkSj mudh vksj fo'ks"k è;ku
nsuk NksM+ nsrsA ;s u;s vk;s gq, yksx tks dqN crkrs mlls bruk Li"V gks tkrk
fd esgurd'kksa dk thou gj txg ,d tSlk gh gS vkSj ;fn ;g lp gS rks
fiQj ckr gh D;k dh tk;s\
ij dqN u;s vkus okys ,slh ckrsa crkrs tks cLrhokyksa ds fy, vuks[kh
gksrhaA muls cgl rks dksbZ u djrk] ij os mudh vthc&vthc ckrsa 'kadk ds
lkFk lqursA os tks dqN dgrs] mlls dqN yksxksa dks >q¡>ykgV gksrh] dqN dks
,d vLi"V&lk Hk; vuqHko gksrk vkSj dqN ls ân; esa vk'kk dh ,d
gYdh&lh fdj.k txexk mBrh vkSj blh dkj.k os vkSj T+;knk 'kjkc ihus yxrs
rkfd thou dh xqRFkh dks vkSj my>k nsus okyh vk'kadkvksa dks nwj Hkxk ldsaA
fdlh uokxUrqd esa dksbZ vlkèkkj.k ckr ut+j vkus ij cLrh okys blh
dkj.k mlls vlUrq"V jgus yxrs vkSj tks dksbZ Hkh muds tSlk u gksrk mlls
os lrdZ jgrsA mUgsa rks ekuks ;g Mj yxrk fd og muds thou dh uhjl
fu;ferrk dks Hkax dj nsxk tks dfBukb;ksa ds ckotwn de ls de fufoZ?u rks
FkkA yksx bl ckr ds vknh gks x;s Fks fd thou dks cks> mu ij ges'kk ,d
tSlk jgs vkSj pw¡fd mUgsa NqVdkjk ikus dh dksbZ vk'kk ugha Fkh] blfy, os ;g
ekurs Fks fd muds thou esa tks Hkh ifjorZu vk;sxk og mudh eqlhcrksa dks

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vkSj c<+k nsxkA
u;s fopkj O;Dr djus okyksa ls et+nwj pqipki dUuh dkVrs jgrsA
blfy, ;s uokxUrqd ogk¡ ls dgha vkSj pys tkrsA vxj dqN ;gha jg tkrs rks
os ;k rks èkhjs&èkhjs vius lkfFk;ksa tSls gh gks tkrs] ;k fiQj dVs&dVs jgrs---
-
dksbZ ipkl o"kZ rd blh izdkj dk thou fcrkus ds ckn vkneh ej
tkrkA

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fe[k+kby Oyklkso Hkh blh izdkj dk thou O;rhr djrk Fkk] og
vD[kM+ LoHkko dk feLrjh FkkA mlds psgjs ij gj ne mnklh Nk;h jgrh Fkh
vkSj mldh ?kuh Hkoksa ds uhps ls mldh NksVh&NksVh vk¡[ksa lUnsg vkSj frjLdkj
ds Hkko ls pedrh jgrh FkhaA og i+QSDVjh dk lcls vPNk feLrjh vkSj cLrh
dk lcls rxM+k vkneh FkkA pw¡fd vius ekfydksa ls mldh ges'kk Buh jgrh
Fkh] blfy, dekrk cgqr de FkkA gj NqV~Vh ds fnu og fdlh u fdlh dks
ihV nsrkA blhfy, lHkh yksx mls ukilUn djrs Fks vkSj mlls Mjrs FksA mldh
fiVkbZ djus dh Hkh dksf'k'k dh x;h] exj csdkjA Oyklkso tSls gh yksxksa dks
vius ij >iVus ds fy, vkrs ns[krk] og dksbZ iRFkj ;k r[+rk] ;k yksgs dh
NM+ mBk ysrk] Vk¡xsa iQSykdj [kM+k gks tkrk vkSj pqipki vius 'k=kqvksa dh
izrh{kk djrkA ckyksa ls <¡dh gqbZ Hkqtk,¡ vkSj vk¡[kksa ls ysdj xnZu rd iQSyh
?kuh dkyh nk<+hokyk psgjk fnyksa esa ng'kr iSnk djrs FksA yksxksa dks lcls T+;knk
Mj rks mldh vk¡[kksa ls yxrk Fkk--- NksVh&NksVh vkSj iSuh] ceks± dh rjg yksxksa
dks phjrh gqb± mlls vk¡[k feykus okys dks ;gh yxrk fd og fdlh ,slh
nkuoh 'kfDr ds lkeus [kM+k gS tks ml ij fcuk fdlh Hk; ;k n;k ds okj
djus dks rS;kj gSA
¶[k+cjnkj] tks vkxs c<+]s dqÙks ds fiYyks]¸ og xjtdj dgrk vkSj mlds
cM+s&cM+s ihys nk¡r mldh nk<+h esa ped mBrsA yksx Mjdj ihNs gV tkrs vkSj
tkrs&tkrs dk;jksa dh rjg ml ij xkfy;ksa dh ckSNkj djrs tkrsA
¶dqÙks ds fiYyks!¸ og ihNs ls cl bruk gh dgrk vkSj frjLdkj ls
mldh vk¡[kksa esa [katj dh lh rst+h vk tkrhA fiQj og viuk lhuk rkudj
mudk ihNk djrk vkSj Å¡ph vkokt++ ls yydkjrk %
¶vk tkvks] dkSu ejuk pkgrk gS\¸
dksbZ Hkh ejuk ugha pkgrk FkkA

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 og cgqr de cksyrk Fkk vkSj ¶dqÙks ds fiYys¸ mldk rfd;kdyke
FkkA og iqfylokyksa] vi+Qljksa vkSj i+QSDVjh esa vius ekfydksa dks Hkh ;gh laKk
nsrkA vkSj choh dks Hkh ges'kk dqfr;k dgrkA
¶vjh dqfr;k] rq>s fn[kk;h ugha nsrk fd esjk irywV iQV x;k gS\¸
tc mldk csVk ikosy pkSng cjl dk Fkk ,d ckj mlus mlds cky
[khapus dh dksf'k'k dh FkhA exj ikosy us ,d Hkkjh&lk gFkkSM+k mBkdj cl
bruk dgk Fkk %
¶[k+cjnkj tks gkFk yxk;k!¸
¶D;k dgk\¸ firk us iwNk vkSj yEcs rFkk Njgjs cnu okys csVs dh rji+Q
bl rjg c<+k tSls ckny dh Nk;k Hkksti=k ds o`{k dh rji+Q c<+rh gSA
¶cgqr gks pqdk]¸ ikosy cksykA ¶vc eSa vkSj cjnk'r ugha d:¡xkA¸ vkSj
bruk dgdj mlus gFkkSM+k rku fy;kA
firk us ,d ckj mls ?kwjdj ns[kk vkSj ckyksa ls <¡ds vius gkFk ihB ds
ihNs Nqik fy;sA
¶vPNh ckr gS]¸ mlus t+jk g¡ldj dgk vkSj fiQj ,d xgjh vkg Hkjdj
cksyk % ¶vjs] dqfr;k ds fiYys----¸
blds dqN gh le; ckn mlus viuh ?kjokyh ls dgk %
¶vc eq>ls dHkh iSls u ek¡xuk] ikosy rqEgkjk isV ikysxkA¸
¶vkSj rqe viuh lkjh dekbZ 'kjkc esa mM+k;k djksxs\¸ mlus iwNus dk
lkgl fd;kA
¶rq>s blls D;k eryc gS] dqfr;k! dksbZ j[kSy j[k yw¡xk!¸
j[kSy rks mlus ugha j[kh] ij yxHkx nks o"kZ] vius ejus ds fnu rd]
mlus csVs dh vksj u rks dHkh è;ku fn;k vkSj u dHkh mlls ckr gh dhA
mlds ikl ,d dqÙkk Fkk] mldh gh rjg cM+s Mhy&MkSy dk vkSj
>cjhykA og gj lqcg mlds lkFk i+QSDVjh rd tkrk vkSj 'kke dks iQkVd ij
mldh izrh{kk djrkA Oyklkso NqV~Vh dk fnu ,d 'kjkc[k+kus ls nwljs 'kjkc[k+kus
esa ihrs&fiykrs gh dkV nsrkA og fdlh ls Hkh u cksyrk vkSj yksxksa ds psgjksa
dks ,sls ?kwjdj ns[krk ekuks fdlh dks <w¡<+ jgk gksA vkSj dqÙkk viuh >cjh nqe
fgykrk gqvk fnu&Hkj vius ekfyd ds ihNs&ihNs yxk jgrkA tc Oyklkso u'ks
esa pwj ?kj ykSVrk vkSj [kkus cSBrk rks dqÙks dks Hkh I;kys ls gh f[kykrkA og
mls u rks dHkh xkyh nsrk] u dHkh ihVrk] ij u dHkh iqpdkjrk ghA [kkuk
[kk pqdus ij vxj mldh choh dks est lki+Q djus esa t+jk Hkh nsj gks tkrh
rks og r'rfj;k¡ i+Q'kZ ij iVd nsrk vkSj vius lkeus oksndk dh cksry j[kdj

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nhokj ds lkFk ihB fVdkdj cSB tkrk vkSj iQVh vkokt+ esa vk¡[ksa ew¡ndj rFkk
eq¡g iQkM+dj dksbZ mnklh&Hkjk xhr xkus yxrkA d#.k cslqjh vkokt+sa mldh
nk<+h esa my>dj jg tkrha vkSj mlesa iQ¡ls gq, jksVh ds VqdM+s uhps fxj iM+rs_
xkrs le; ;g viuh nk<+h vkSj ew¡Nksa ij gkFk iQsjrk jgrkA mlds xhr ds 'kCn
le> esa u vkrs vkSj xhr dh èkqu Hkh tkM+ksa esa HksfM+;ksa ds fpYykus dh ;kn
fnykrhA tc rd oksndk dh cksry pyrh] og xkrk jgrk vkSj fiQj ogha csap
ij yksV tkrk ;k est ij flj fVdkdj Hkksaiw ctus rd lksrk jgrkA dqÙkk Hkh
mlh ds cxy esa ysVk jgrkA
gkfuZ;k ds dkj.k mldh e`R;q gqb± og ik¡p fnu rd fcLrj ij iM+k
rM+irk jgk_ mldk psgjk dkyk iM+ x;k Fkk] mldh vk¡[ksa cUn jgrh Fkha vkSj
og vius nk¡r ihlrk jgrk FkkA dHkh&dHkh og viuh choh ls dgrk %
¶eq>s FkksM+k&lk laf[k;k ns ns---- t+gj ns ns!---¸
MkWDVj us iqyfVl ck¡èkus dks dgk] ij lkFk gh ;g Hkh tksM+ fn;k fd
fe[k+kby dk vkijs'ku t+:jh gS vkSj mls mlh fnu vLirky ys tk;k tk;sA
fe[k+kby us m[kM+h&m[kM+h lk¡lsa ysrs gq, dgk] ¶HkkM+ esa tkvks rqe! eSa
rqEgkjh enn ds fcuk gh ej tkÅ¡xk] dqÙks ds fiYys!¸
tc MkWDVj pyk x;k vkSj mldh choh us vk¡[kksa esa vk¡lw Hkjdj vkijs'ku
djok ysus dh fourh dh rks mlus mldh rji+Q ?kw¡lk rkudj dgk %
¶vPNk gks x;k rks rqEgkjh gh T+;knk 'kker vk;sxh!¸
lqcg tc i+QSDVjh dk Hkksaiw ct jgk Fkk] mldh e`R;q gqb± tc og rkcwr
esa ysVk gqvk Fkk] rks mldk eq¡g [kqyk Fkk vkSj Hkosa X+kqLls ls ruh gqbZ FkhaA mldh
choh] csVs] dqÙks] nuhyk oslksof'pdkso (iqjkuk 'kjkch vkSj pksj ftls i+QSDVjh
ls fudky fn;k x;k Fkk) vkSj cLrh ds dqN fHk[ke¡xksa us mls niQu fd;kA
mldh choh FkksM+k jks;h] lks Hkh pqids&pqidsA ikosy fcYdqy ugha jks;kA
tuktk ys tkrs oD+r jkLrs esa feyus okys cLrh ds yksxksa us #ddj lhus ij
lyhc dk fu'kku cuk;k vkSj cksys %
¶isykxs;k rks cgqr gh [+kq'k gksxh fd ;g py clkA¸
nwljksa us lgh djrs gq, dgk] ¶py ugha clk] dqÙks dk ne fudy
x;k!¸
rkcwr dks niQu djds yksx rks pys x;s] ij dqÙkk ogha rkth [+kqnh gqbZ
feV~Vh ij pqipki cSBk o+Qcz dks lw¡?krk jgkA dqN fnu ckn fdlh us dqÙks dks
ekj Mkyk---

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 3
vius firk ds ejus ds nks gÝ+rs ckn ,d brokj dks ikosy Oyklkso u'ks
esa pwj ?kj okil vk;kA og yM+[kM+krk gqvk ?kj esa ?kqlk vkSj f?klVrk gqvk est
ds fljs okyh dqlhZ ij tk cSBk] cki dh rjg t+ksj ls est ij eqDdk ekjk vkSj
fpYykdj ek¡ ls dgk %
¶[kkuk!¸
ek¡ csVs ds ikl vkdj cSB x;h] mlds xys esa ckgsa Mky nha vkSj mldk
flj vius lhus ls yxk fy;kA ij mlus ek¡ dks nwj gVkrs gq, fpYykdj dgk %
¶ykvks] ek¡! tYnh djks!¸
¶uknku cPps]¸ mldh ek¡ us mnkl gksdj cM+s Lusg ls mls vius lkFk
lVkrs gq, dgkA
¶vkSj eSa rEckdw ds d'k Hkh yxkÅ¡xk! eq>s firk dk ikbi yk nks!¸
eqf'dy ls viuh thHk fgykrs gq, ikosy us cqncqnkdj dgkA
ml fnu mlus igyh ckj 'kjkc ih FkhA oksndk ls mldk 'kjhj rks
f'kfFky gks x;k Fkk] ij mldh psruk u"V ugha gqbZ Fkh vkSj mlds efLr"d
esa ;g iz'u jg&jgdj mBrk Fkk %
¶eSa u'ks esa gw¡\ u'ks esa gw¡ D;k\¸
ek¡ ds Lusg ls mls >sai eglwl gks jgh Fkh vkSj mldh vk¡[kksa dh O;Fkk
mldk eeZ Nw jgh FkhA mls jksuk vk jgk Fkk vkSj vius vk¡lqvksa ij dkcw ikus
ds fy, og lpeqp ftruk u'ks esa Fkk] mlls dgha T+;knk trkus dk iz;Ru djus
yxkA
ek¡ mlds ilhus ls rj vkSj my>s gq, ckyksa dks lgykrs gq, èkhjs ls
cksyh %
¶rqEgsa ,slk ugha djuk pkfg, FkkA¸
ikosy dks eryh gksus yxhA cM+h dS gksus ds ckn ek¡ us mls fcLrj ij
fyVk fn;k vkSj mlds ekFks ij rkSfy;k fHkxksdj j[k fn;kA blls ikosy dk
dqN u'kk mrjk] ysfdu mlds uhps vkSj vkl&ikl lHkh dqN ekuks ?kwe jgk
Fkk] mldh iydsa bruh Hkkjh gks x;h Fkha fd mUgsa [kksyuk Hkh dfBu gks jgk
FkkA mlds eq¡g dk Lokn cgqr cqjk&cqjk gks jgk Fkk_ mlus nch ut+j ls ek¡ ds
cM+s&ls psgjs dks ns[kdj lkspk %
¶esjk [k+;ky gS fd eSa vHkh cgqr NksVk gw¡A vkSj yksx Hkh ihrs gSa] mUgsa
dqN ugha gksrk] exj esjk th cqjk gks x;k gS---¸
dgha cgqr nwj ls mls viuh ek¡ dk dksey Loj vkrk lquk;h fn;k %

ek¡ @ 23
 ¶vxj rqeus ihuk 'kq: dj fn;k rks esjk isV dSls ikyksxs\¸
¶lHkh rks ihrs gSa]¸ mlus vk¡[ksa dldj cUn djrs gq, mÙkj fn;kA
ek¡ us xgjh vkg HkjhA Bhd gh rks dgrk FkkA og tkurh Fkh fd
'kjkc[k+kuk gh rks ,d ,slh txg gS] tgk¡ yksxksa dks dqN [+kq'kh ulhc gksrh FkhA
fiQj Hkh mlus ;gh dgk %
¶exj rqe u fi;k djks] rqEgkjs cki us rqe nksuksa ds fy, dki+Qh ih yh
gSA mlds gkFkksa gh dki+Qh eqlhcr >sy pqdh gw¡A rqe Hkh viuh ek¡ ij rjl
ugha [kkvksxs\¸
nq[k esa Mwcs gq, ;s I;kj&Hkjs mnkl 'kCn lqudj ikosy dks vkHkkl gqvk
fd firk ds thoudky esa mlus viuh ek¡ ds vfLrRo dh vksj dksbZ è;ku gh
ugha fn;k Fkk--- ges'kk csgn pqi&pqi viuh fiVkbZ ds Mj ls lgeh gqb± cki
dh ut+j ls cpus ds fy, og Lo;a Hkh tgk¡ rd lEHko gksrk ?kj ls ckgj
gh jgrk Fkk vkSj blfy, viuh ek¡ ls Hkh nwj gks x;k FkkA vc u'kk dqN de
gksus ij og x+kSj ls viuh ek¡ dks ns[kus yxkA
yEck dn] dqN >qdh dej vkSj dBksj ifjJe rFkk ifr dh ekj ds
dkj.k fcYdqy pwj 'kjhjA og ,d vksj dks dqN >qdrh gqbZ ,sls l¡Hky&l¡Hkydj
pyrh Fkh] ekuks ges'kk Mjrh jgrh gks fd dgha fdlh pht+ ls Vdjk u tk;sA
cLrh dh vfèkdka'k vkSjrksa dh rjg Hk; vkSj O;Fkk ls Hkjh gqbZ mldh dkyh
vk¡[ksa dqN&dqN yVdh Ropk vkSj >qfjZ;ksa okys pkSM+s ls yEcksrjs psgjs dks vkHkk
iznku djrh FkhaA mldh nkfguh HkkSag ij pksV dk ,d xgjk&lk fu'kku Fkk]
ftlds dkj.k og HkkSag dqN Åij dks f[kap x;h Fkh vkSj ,slk yxrk Fkk fd
mldk nkfguk dku mlds ck;sa dku ls dqN Å¡pk gSA blh dkj.k mlds psgjs
dk Hkko ,slk jgrk Fkk ekuks og ges'kk fdlh fpUrk ds dkj.k lrdZ jgrh gksA
mlds ?kus dkys ckyksa esa li+Qsn ckyksa dh èkkfj;k¡ pedrh FkhaA og eerk]
mnklh vkSj Hkh#rk dh lkdkj ewfrZ Fkh---
mlds xkyksa ij èkhjs&èkhjs vk¡lw <yd jgs FksA
¶jksvks ugha]¸ csVs us èkhjs ls vuqjksèk fd;kA ¶eq>s I;kl yxh gSA¸
¶eSa rqEgkjs fy, ci+QZ dk ikuh ykrh gw¡A¸
ysfdu ek¡ ds ykSVus rd og lks x;k FkkA og {k.k&Hkj vius csVs dks
fugkjrh jghA lqjkgh mlds gkFk esa dk¡i jgh Fkh vkSj ci+QZ ds VqdM+s mlesa
bèkj&mèkj Vdjk jgs FksA lqjkgh est ij j[kdj og pqipki nso&izfrekvksa ds
lkeus ?kqVus Vsddj cSB x;hA ckgj ls 'kjkfc;ksa dh vkokt+sa f[kM+dh ds 'kh'kksa
ls vkdj Vdjk jgh FkhaA 'kjn ½rq dh jkf=k dh ueh vkSj v¡èksjs esa vdkfMZ;u

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fdfd;k jgk Fkk] dksbZ iQVh gqbZ vkokt+ esa xk jgk Fkk] dksbZ yxkrkj xUnh
xkfy;k¡ cdrk gqvk fudy x;k vkSj vkSjrksa dh mdrkgV&Hkjh >q¡>yk;h gqbZ
vkokt+sa vk jgh Fkha---
NksVs&ls Oyklkso&ifjokj esa thou igys dh vis{kk vfèkd 'kkfUr vkSj
pSu ls] nwljs ?kjksa dh vis{kk dqN vyx <ax ls O;rhr gks jgk FkkA mudk ?kj
cLrh ds fljs ij ,d de Å¡ps exj cgqr <kyw iq'rs ij fLFkr FkkA iq'rk
nyny rd pyk x;k FkkA ?kj ds ,d&frgkbZ fgLls esa jlksbZ Fkh % blh esa vkM+
yxkdj ,d dejk vyx dj fn;k x;k Fkk] ftlesa ek¡ lksrh FkhA cko+Qh
nks&frgkbZ fgLlk nks f[kM+fd;ksaokyk pkSdksj dejk FkkA bl dejs ds ,d dksus
esa ikosy dk iy¡x Fkk vkSj nwljs dksus esa ,d est vkSj nks csapsaA ?kj dk cko+Qh
lkeku ;g Fkk % dqN dqflZ;k¡] ,d uhph vyekjh ftl ij NksVk&lk vkbZuk
yxk gqvk Fkk] ,d lUnwo+Q ftlesa diM+s Fks] nhokj ij ,d ?kM+h vkSj dksus esa
rkd ij nks nso&izfrek,¡A
,d ukStoku vkneh ls tks dqN vk'kk dh tk ldrh Fkh og lc dqN
ikosy us fd;k % mlus vius fy, vdkfMZ;u] dyi+Qnkj o+Qeht+] HkM+dhyh
VkbZ] jcM+ ds twrs vkSj ,d NM+h [k+jhn yhA bl izdkj og viuh mez ds nwljs
yM+dksa dh rjg gks x;kA og 'kkeksa dks vius nksLrksa dh egfiQyksa esa tkrk] mlus
DoSfMªy vkSj iksYdk ukp lh[k fy;s Fks vkSj gj brokj dks og 'kjkc fi;s gq,
?kj okil vkrkA ij oksndk ihdj mldh rch;r ges'kk [k+jkc gks tkrh FkhA
lkseokj dks lqcg tc og mBrk rks mlds flj esa nnZ jgrk] fny eas tyu
gksrh] psgjk ihyk vkSj eqj>k;k gqvk gksrkA
¶dy jkr [+kwc etk jgk\¸ ek¡ us ,d ckj mlls iwNkA
¶cgqr cqjk gky gS]¸ mlus eq¡g yVdkdj >q¡>kykgV ds lkFk dgkA
¶blls vPNk eSa eNfy;k¡ idM+us tkÅ¡xkA ;k fiQj canwd [k+jhn yw¡xk vkSj
f'kdkj [ksyus tk;k d:¡xkA¸
og dke cM+h esgur ls djrk Fkk] dHkh dkepksjh ugha djrk Fkk vkSj
u dHkh ml ij tqekZuk gh gqvk FkkA og cgqr de cksyrk Fkk vkSj mldh] ek¡
dh vk¡[kksa dh rjg cM+h&cM+h rFkk uhyh vk¡[kksa esa ,d vlUrks"k Hkjk FkkA mlus
u rks canwd gh [k+jhnh vkSj u og eNfy;ksa ds f'kdkj dks gh x;k] ij 'kh?kz
gh bruk vo'; Li"V gks x;k fd og ml jkLrs ls vyx tk jgk Fkk ftl ij
nwljs lHkh yksx pyrs FksA mlus egfiQyksa esa tkuk de dj fn;k FkkA brokj
dks og x+k;c t+:j gks tkrk] ij ges'kk 'kjkc fi;s fcuk ?kj ykSVrkA ek¡ dh
iSuh n`f"V dks ;g Hkk¡irs nsj u yxh fd mlds csVs dk lkaoyk psgjk vkSj Hkh

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nqcyk gksrk tk jgk gS] mldh vk¡[kksa esa T+;knk xEHkhjrk vk x;h gS vkSj og
vius gksaB ges'kk dldj cUn fd;s jgrk gSA og t+:j eu gh eu fdlh ckr
ij dq<+rk gksxk ;k 'kk;n dksbZ chekjh mlds 'kjhj dks ?kqyk;s ns jgh gSA igys
mlds nksLr vDlj mlls feyus vkrs Fks] ij vc mUgksaus vkuk NksM+ fn;k Fkk
D;ksafd og dHkh ?kj ij gksrk gh ugha FkkA ek¡ dks bl ckr dh [+kq'kh Fkh fd
mldk csVk dkj[k+kus ds nwljs ukStokuksa dh rjg ugha Fkk] ij ft+Unxh ds ml
v¡èksjs jkLrs ls gVdj] ftl ij lc yksx pyrs Fks] viuk vyx jkLrk fudkyus
ds fy, csVs dks fdruk dfBu iz;kl djuk iM+ jgk Fkk] bl ckr ls mls vius
ân; esa ,d vLi"V&lk Hk; Hkh vuqHko gksrkA
¶rqEgkjk th rks vPNk gS] ikosy\¸ og dHkh&dHkh mlls iwNrhA
¶fcYdqy]¸ og mÙkj nsrkA
¶rqe fdrus nqcys gks x;s gks!¸ og vkg Hkjdj dgrhA
og ?kj fdrkcsa ykus yxkA og mUgsa pksjh&pksjh i<+rk vkSj i<+us ds ckn
ges'kk fNik nsrkA dHkh&dHkh og fdrkc dk dksbZ VqdM+k udy djrk vkSj ml
dkx+t+ dks fNik nsrk-----
ek¡&csVk cgqr de ,d lkFk cSBrs vkSj ckrphr rks 'kk;n dHkh ugha gksrh
FkhA lqcg og pqipki pk; ihdj dke ij pyk tkrk vkSj nksigj dks [kkus
ds fy, ykSVrkA [kkus dh est ij ekewyh&lh nks&pkj ckrsa gksrha vkSj [kkuk
[kkdj og fiQj 'kke rd ds fy, x+k;c gks tkrkA 'kke dks gkFk&eq¡g èkksdj
og [kkuk [kkrk vkSj fdrkc ysdj cSB tkrkA brokj ds fnu og lcsjs gh ?kj
ls fudy tkrk vkSj jkr dks nsj ls ykSVrkA ek¡ tkurh Fkh fd og 'kgj tkrk
gS vkSj dHkh&dHkh ukVd Hkh ns[krk gS] ij 'kgj ls dHkh dksbZ mlls feyus
ugha vkrk FkkA ek¡ dks yxrk Fkk fd og fnu&c&fnu de cksyus yxk gS] ij
lkFk gh mlus ;g Hkh vuqHko fd;k fd og ,sls u;s 'kCnksa dks iz;ksx djus
yxk Fkk ftUgsa og le> ugha ikrh Fkh vkSj igys ds Hkís vkSj yV~Bekj 'kCn
mldh tcku ls mrj x;s FksA ikosy ds vkpj.k esa dbZ NksVh&NksVh ,slh u;h
ckrsa Fkha ftudh vksj mldk è;ku vkdf"kZr gqvk % mlus HkM+dhys diM+s
iguuk NksM+ fn;k Fkk vkSj vius 'kjhj rFkk diM+ksa dh li+QkbZ dh vksj T+;knk
è;ku nsus yxk FkkA mldh pky&<ky esa igys dh vis{kk ,d mUeqDrrk vk
x;h Fkh] mldk O;ogkj T+;knk lhèkk&lknk gks x;k Fkk vkSj mldk vD[kM+iu
Hkh de gks x;k FkkA bu ifjorZuksa dh otg ls] ftudk dksbZ dkj.k mldh
le> esa ugha vkrk Fkk] ek¡ fpfUrr jgrhA mlds izfr Hkh ikosy dk crkZo cny
x;k Fkk % dHkh&dHkh og i+Q'kZ cqgkjrk] brokj dks ges'kk viuk fcLrj Bhd

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djrk vkSj dke esa gj rjg ls viuh ek¡ dk gkFk c¡Vkus dk iz;Ru djrkA cLrh
esa dksbZ vkSj ;g lc ugha djrk Fkk ---
,d fnu mlus ,d rLohj ykdj nhokj ij Vk¡x nhA rLohj esa rhu
vkneh lM+d ij rUr; gksdj ckrsa djrs pys tk jgs FksA
¶bZlk elhg iquthZfor gksdj ,Eekml tk jgs gSa]¸ ikosy us ek¡ dks
le>krs gq, dgkA
rLohj ns[kdj ek¡ izlUu gqbZ] ij mlus lkspk] ¶vxj bZlk elhg ls bls
bruk gh yxko gS] rks ;g dHkh fxjts D;ksa ugha tkrk\¸
ikosy ds c<+bZ nksLr }kjk cuk;s x;s [+kwclwjr&ls 'ksYiQ esa fdrkcksa dh
la[;k c<+rh tk jgh FkhA dejk I;kjk fn[kus yxk FkkA
ikosy vke rkSj ij viuh ek¡ dks ¶ek¡¸ dgdj gh iqdkjrk Fkk] ij
dHkh&dHkh vpkud gh og T+;knk I;kj ds lkFk mls lEcksfèkr djrk %
¶vEek] esjs ckjs esa fpUrk u djuk] vkt jkr eSa t+jk nsj ls ykSVw¡xk---¸
ek¡ dks ;g ckr vPNh yxhA mlds bu 'kCnksa esa mls n`<+rk vkSj xEHkhjrk
dk vkHkkl gqvkA
ij mldh vk'kadk,¡ c<+rh x;haA ;|fi bu vk'kadkvksa dk vc Hkh dksbZ
Li"V dkj.k ugha Fkk] fiQj Hkh fdlh vlkèkkj.k pht+ ds iwokZHkkl ls mlds
ân; ij cks> c<+rk x;kA dHkh&dHkh mls vius csVs ij Hkh [kh> vkrh vkSj
og lksprh%
¶og nwljksa tSlk D;ksa ugha gS\ ;g fcYdqy lkèkq&lUr gks x;k gSA bruk
xEHkhj jgrk gSA bl mej esa ;g Bhd ugha gS---¸
fiQj dHkh og lksprh %
¶'kk;n fdlh yM+dh ds pDdj esa iM+ x;k gS\¸
exj yM+dh ds pDdj esa rks iSlksa dh t+:jr gksrh gS vkSj og yxHkx
viuh lkjh ru[;kg ykdj mls ns nsrk FkkA
le; chrrk x;k vkSj blh izdkj nks o"kZ fudy x;s μ vLi"V fopkjksa
vkSj c<+rh gqbZ vk'kadkvksa ls iw.kZ] fofp=k 'kkUr thou ds nks o"k±

4
,d jkr [kkuk [kkus ds ckn ikosy us f[kM+dh ij ijnk Mkyk] nhokj ij
Vhu dk ySEi Vk¡xk vkSj dksus esa cSBdj i<+us yxkA ek¡ crZu èkksdj jlksbZ ls
fudyh vkSj èkhjs&èkhjs mlds ikl x;hA ikosy us flj mBkdj iz'ulwpd n`f"V
ls ek¡ dh vksj ns[kkA

ek¡ @ 27
 ¶dqN ugha] ikosy] eSa rks ,sls gh vk x;h Fkh]¸ og >ViV cksyh vkSj
tYnh ls fiQj jlksbZ eas pyh x;hA ?kcjkgV ds dkj.k mldh Hkosa iQM+d jgh
FkhaA ij FkksM+h nsj rd vius fopkjksas ls la?k"kZ djus ds ckn og gkFk èkksdj fiQj
ikosy ds ikl x;hA
¶eSa rqels iwNuk pkgrh Fkh fd rqe gj oD+r ;g D;k i<+rs jgrs gks\¸
mlus èkhjs ls iwNkA
ikosy us fdrkc cUn dj nhA
¶vEek] cSB tkvksA¸
ek¡ tYnh ls lhèkh rudj cSB x;h_ og dksbZ cgqr gh egÙoiw.kZ ckr
lquus dks rS;kj FkhA
ikosy ek¡ dh rji+Q ns[ks fcuk cgqr èkhes vkSj u tkus D;ksa dBksj Loj
esa cksyk %
¶eSa x+Sj&o+Qkuwuh fdrkcsa i<+rk gw¡A ;s x+Sj&o+Qkuwuh blfy, gSa fd buesa
et+nwjksa ds ckjs esa lPph ckrsa fy[kh gSaA ;s pksjh ls Nkih tkrh gSa vkSj vxj
esjs ikl idM+h x;ha rks eq>s tsy esa cUn dj fn;k tk;sxk--- tsy esa blfy,
fd eSa lPpkbZ ekywe djuk pkgrk gw¡] le>ha\¸
lglk ek¡ dks ?kqVu eglwl gksus yxhA cgqr x+kSj ls mlus vius csVs dks
ns[kk vkSj mls og ijk;k&lk yxkA mldh vkokt+ Hkh igys tSlh ugha Fkh μ
vc og T+;knk xgjh] T+;knk xEHkhj Fkh] mlesa T+;knk xw¡t FkhA og viuh ckjhd
ew¡Nksa ds uje ckyksa dks ,asBus yxk vkSj vk¡[ksa >qdkdj vthc <ax ls dksus dh
rji+Q rkdus yxkA ek¡ mlds ckjs esa fpfUrr gks mBh] vkSj mls ml ij rjl
Hkh vk jgk FkkA
¶ikosy] fdlfy, rqe ,slk djrs gks\¸ ek¡ us iwNkA
mlus flj mBkdj ek¡ dh rji+Q ns[kkA
¶D;ksafd eSa lPpkbZ tkuuk pkgrk gw¡]¸ mlus cM+s 'kkUr Hkko ls mÙkj
fn;kA
mldk Loj dksey ij n`<+ Fkk vkSj mldh vk¡[kkss esa ,d ped FkhA ek¡
us le> fy;k fd mlds csVs us tUe Hkj ds fy, vius vkidks fdlh xqIr
vkSj Hk;kud dke ds fy, vfiZr dj fn;k gSA og ifjfLFkfr;ksa dks vfuok;Z
ekudj Lohdkj dj ysus vkSj fdlh vkifÙk ds fcuk lc dqN lg ysus dh
vknh gks pqdh FkhA blfy, og èkhjs&èkhjs flldus yxh] ihM+k vkSj O;Fkk ds
cks> ls mldk ân; bruh cqjh rjg nck gqvk Fkk fd og dqN Hkh dg u ik;hA
¶jksvks ugha] ek¡]¸ ikosy us dksey vkSj I;kj&Hkjs Loj esa dgk vkSj ek¡

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dks ,slk yxk ekuks og mlls fonk ys jgk gksA ¶t+jk lkspks rks] dSlk thou gS
ge yksxksa dk! rqe pkyhl cjl dh gqb±] dqN Hkh lq[k ns[kk gS rqeus vius
thou esa\ firk ges'kk rqEgsa ekjrs Fks --- vc eSa bl ckr dks le>us yxk gw¡
fd og vius reke nq[k&nnkZsa] vius thou ds lHkh dVq vuqHkoksa dk cnyk
rqels ysrs FksA dksbZ pht+ yxkrkj muds lhus ij cks> dh rjg j[kh jgrh Fkh
ij og ugha tkurs Fks fd og pht+ D;k FkhA rhl cjl rd mUgksaus ;gk¡
[+kwu&ilhuk ,d fd;k--- tc og ;gk¡ dke djus yxs Fks] rc bl i+QSDVjh dh
fli+QZ nks bekjrsa Fkha vkSj vc lkr gSaA¸
ek¡ cM+h mRlqdrk ds lkFk fdUrq èkM+drs fny ls mldh ckrsa lqu jgh
FkhA mlds csVs dh vk¡[kksa esa cM+h I;kjh ped FkhA est ds dxj ls viuk lhuk
lVkdj og vkxs >qdk vkSj ek¡ ds vk¡lv q ksa ls Hkhxs gq, psgjs ds ikl gksdj mlus
lPpkbZ ds ckjs eas igyk Hkk"k.k fn;k ftldk mls vHkh Kku gqvk FkkA viuh
;qokoLFkk ds iwjs tks'k ds lkFk] ml fo|kFkhZ ds iwjs mRlkg ds lkFk tks vius
Kku ij xoZ djrk gS] mlesa iwjh vkLFkk j[krk gS] og mu pht+ksa dh ppkZ dj
jgk Fkk tks mlds fnekx esa lki+Q FkhaA og viuh ek¡ dks le>kus ds mís'; ls
bruk ugha] ftruk vius vkidks ij[kus ds fy, cksy jgk FkkA chp esa 'kCnksa
ds vHkko ds dkj.k og #dk vkSj rc ml O;fFkr psgjs dh vksj mldk è;ku
x;k] ftl ij vk¡lqvksa ls èkq¡èkyk;h gqbZ n;kyq vk¡[ksa èkhes&èkhes ped jgh FkhaA
os Hk; vkSj foLe; ds lkFk mls ?kwj jgh FkhaA mls viuh ek¡ ij rjl vk;kA
og fiQj ls cksyus yxk] exj vc ek¡ vkSj mlds thou ds ckjs esaA
¶rqEgsa dkSu&lk lq[k feyk gS\¸ mlus iwNkA ¶dkSu&lh eèkqj Le`fr;k¡ gSa
rqEgkjs thou esa\¸
ek¡ us lquk vkSj cM+h osnuk ls viuk flj fgyk fn;kA mls ,d
fofp=k&lh u;h vuqHkwfr gks jgh Fkh ftlesa g"kZ Hkh Fkk vkSj O;Fkk Hkh] tks mlds
Vhlrs ân; dks lgyk jgh FkhA vius thou ds ckjs esa ,slh ckrsa mlus igyh
ckj lquh Fkha vkSj bu 'kCnksa us ,d ckj fiQj ogh vLi"V fopkj tkx`r dj fn;s
Fks ftUgsa og cgqr le; igys Hkwy pqdh Fkh] bu ckrksa us thou ds izfr
vlUrks"k dh ejrh gqbZ Hkkouk esa nqckjk tku Mky nh Fkh μ mldh ;qokoLFkk
ds Hkwys gq, fopkjksa rFkk Hkkoukvksa dks fiQj ltho dj fn;k FkkA viuh
;qokoLFkk esa mlus viuh lgsfy;ksa ds lkFk thou ds ckjs esa ckrsa dh Fkha] mlus
gj pht+ ds ckjs esa foLrkj ds lkFk ckrsa dh Fkha] ij mldh lc lgsfy;k¡ μ
vkSj og [+kqn Hkh μ dsoy nq[kksa dk jksuk jksdj gh jg tkrh FkhaA dHkh fdlh
us ;g Li"V ugha fd;k Fkk fd muds thou dh dfBukb;ksa dk dkj.k D;k gSA

ek¡ @ 29
ijUrq vc mldk csVk mlds lkeus cSBk Fkk vkSj mldh vk¡[ksa] mldk psgjk
vkSj mlds 'kCn tks Hkh O;Dr dj jgs Fks og lHkh dqN ek¡ ds ân; dks Nw
jgk Fkk_ mldk ân; vius bl csVs ds fy, xoZ ls Hkj mBk] tks viuh ek¡ ds
thou dks bruh vPNh rjg le>rk Fkk] tks mlds nq[k&nnZ dk ftØ dj jgk
Fkk] ml ij rjl [kk jgk FkkA
ek¡vksa ij dkSu rjl [kkrk gSA
og bl ckr dks tkurh FkhA mldk csVk vkSjrksa ds thou ds ckjs esa tks
dqN dg jgk Fkk ,d fpj&ifjfpr dVq lR; Fkk vkSj mldh ckrksa us mu
fefJr Hkkoukvksa dks tUe fn;k ftudh vlkèkkj.k dkseyrk us ek¡ ds ân; dks
æfor dj fn;kA
¶rks rqe djuk D;k pkgrs gks\¸ ek¡ us mldh ckr dkVdj iwNkA
¶igys [+kqn i<+w¡xk vkSj fiQj nwljksa dks i<+kÅ¡xkA ge et+nwjksa dks i<+uk
pkfg,A gesa bl ckr dk irk yxkuk pkfg, vkSj bls vPNh rjg le> ysuk
pkfg, fd gekjh ft+Unxh esa bruh eqf'dysa D;ksa gSaA¸
ek¡ dks ;g ns[kdj [+kq'kh gqbZ fd mlds csVs dh ges'kk xEHkhj vkSj dBksj
jgus okyh uhyh vk¡[kksa esa bl le; dkseyrk vkSj e`nqyrk ped jgh FkhA
;|fi ek¡ ds xkyksa dh >qfjZ;ksa esa vHkh rd vk¡lqvksa dh cw¡nsa dk¡i jgh Fkha] ij
mlds gksaBksa ij ,d 'kkUr eqLdjkgV nkSM+ x;hA mlds ân; esa ,d }U} epk
gqvk FkkA ,d rji+Q rks mls vius csVs ij xoZ Fkk fd og thou dh dVqrkvksa
dks bruh vPNh rjg le>rk gS vkSj nwljh rji+Q mls bl ckr dh psruk Hkh
Fkh fd vHkh og fcYdqy toku gS] og tSlh ckrsa dj jgk gS oSlh dksbZ nwljk
ugha djrk vkSj mlus dsoy vius cycwrs ij gh ,d ,sls thou ds fo#¼
la?k"kZ djus dk chM+k mBk;k gS ftls cko+Qh lHkh yksx] ftuesa og [+kqn Hkh
'kkfey Fkh] vfuok;Z ekudj Lohdkj djrs gSaA mldh bPNk gqbZ fd vius csVs
ls dgs] ¶exj] esjs yky] rw vdsyk D;k dj ysxk\¸
ij og ,slk djus ls f>>d x;h] D;ksafd eqXèk gksdj og csVs dks th
Hkj ns[k ysuk pkgrh FkhA ml csVs dks] tks lglk ,sls le>nkj ij dqN&dqN
vtuch O;fDr ds :i esa mlds lkeus izdV gqvk FkkA
ikosy us viuh ek¡ ds gksaBksa ij eqLdjkgV] mlds psgjs ij fpUru dk
Hkko] mldh vk¡[kksa esa I;kj ns[kk vkSj mls ,slk yxk fd og ek¡ dks vius lR;
dk Hkku djkus esa liQy gks x;k gSA viuh ok.kh dh 'kfDr eas ;qoksfpr xoZ
us mldk vkRe&fo'okl c<+k fn;kA og cM+s tks'k ls cksy jgk Fkk] dHkh
eqLdjkrk] dHkh mldh R;ksfj;k¡ p<+ tkrha vkSj dHkh mldk Loj ?k`.kk ls Hkj

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mBrk_ mlds 'kCnksa esa xw¡trh dBksjrk dks lqudj ek¡ dks Mj yxus yxrk vkSj
og flj >qykrs gq, èkhjs ls iwNrh
¶ikosy] D;k ,slk gh gS\¸
vkSj og n`<r+ kiwodZ mÙkj nsrk] ¶gk¡A¸ vkSj og mu yksxksa ds ckjs esa crkrk
tks turk dh HkykbZ ds fy, mlesa lPpkbZ ds chp cksrs Fks rFkk blh dkj.k
thou ds 'k=kq fgald i'kqvksa dh rjg muds ihNs iM+ tkrs Fks] mUgsa tsyksa esa
Bw¡l nsrs Fks] fuokZflr dj nsrs Fks---
¶eSa ,sls yksxksa dks tkurk gw¡!¸ mlus cM+s tks'k ds lkFk dgkA ¶os èkjrh
ds lPps yky gSa!¸
,sls yksxksa ds fopkj ls gh og dk¡i x;h vkSj ,d ckj fiQj mldh bPNk
vius csVs ls iwNus dh gqbZ fd D;k ,slk gh gS] ij mls lkgl ugha gqvkA ne
lkèkdj og mlls mu yksxksa ds ckjs eas fo+QLls lqurh jgh ftudh ckrsa rks og
ugha le>rh Fkh ij ftUgksaus mlds csVs dks bruh [k+rjukd ckrsa dguk vkSj
lkspuk fl[kk fn;k FkkA vkf[k+jdkj mlus vius csVs ls dgk %
¶lcsjk gksus dks vk;kA vc rqe FkksM+h nsj lks yksA¸
¶gk¡] vHkh]¸ mlus dgk vkSj fiQj mldh rji+Q >qddj cksyk] ¶esjh ckrsa
le> x;ha u\¸
¶gk¡]¸ mlus vkg Hkjdj mÙkj fn;kA ,d ckj fiQj vk¡lqvksa dh èkkjk cg
pyh vkSj lglk og t+ksj ls dg mBh] ¶rckg gks tkvksxs rqe!¸
ikosy mBk] mlus dejs dk pDdj yxk;k vkSj fiQj cksyk %
¶vPNk] rks vc rqe tku x;ha fd eSa D;k djrk gw¡ vkSj dgk¡ tkrk gw¡]¸
ikosy us dgk] ¶eSaus rqEgsa lc dqN crk fn;k gSA vkSj vEek] vxj rqe eq>s
I;kj djrh gks] rks rqels izkFkZuk djrk gw¡ fd esjh jkg esa ckèkk u cuukA¸
¶vksg] esjs yky!¸ ek¡ us jksrs gq, dgkA ¶'kk;n--- 'kk;n vxj rqe eq>ls
u crkrs rks vPNk gksrkA¸
ikosy us ek¡ dk gkFk vius gkFkksa esa ysdj nck;kA
mlus ftrus I;kj ds lkFk ¶vEek¸ dgk Fkk vkSj ftl u;s rFkk fofp=k
<ax ls mlus vkt igyh ckj mldk gkFk nck;k Fkk] mlls ek¡ dk ân; Hkj
vk;kA
¶eSa ckèkk ugha cuw¡xh]¸ mlus Hkko&foày gksdj dgkA ¶exj vius dks
cpk;s j[kuk] cpk;s j[kuk!¸
og ugha tkurh Fkh fd mls fdl pht+ ls vius dks cpkuk pkfg,]
blfy, mlus nq[kh gksrs gq, bruk tksM+ fn;k %

ek¡ @ 31
 ¶rqe fnu&c&fnu nqcys gksrs tk jgs gks---¸
og vius csVs ds yEcs&pkSM+s cfy"B 'kjhj ij ,d I;kj&Hkjh ut+j nkSM+krs
gq, tYnh&tYnh vkSj èkheh vkokt+ esa cksyh %
¶rqe tks Bhd le>ks djks μ eSa rqEgkjh jkg esa ckèkk ugha cuw¡xhA cl]
bruh gh izkFkZuk djrh gw¡ μ bl ckr dk è;ku j[kuk fd fdlls ckr dj jgs
gksA rqEgsa yksxksa ds ekeys esa lrdZ jguk pkfg,A yksx ,d&nwljs ls ui+Qjr djrs
gSaA os ykyph gSa] ,d&nwljs ls tyrs gSa] tku&cw>dj nwljksa dks uqdlku
igq¡pkuk pkgrs gSaA tSls gh rqe mUgsa mudh okLrfodrk crkvksxs] Hkyk&cqjk
dgksxs] os ty&Hkqu tk;ssaxs vkSj rqEgsa feVk nsaxsA¸
ikosy njokt+s ij [kM+k gqvk mlds os O;Fkk&Hkjs 'kCn lqurk jgk vkSj tc
og viuh ckr [k+Re dj pqdh rks eqLdjkdj cksyk %
¶rqe Bhd dgrh gks μ yksx cqjs gSaA ysfdu tSls gh eq>s ;g ekywe gqvk
fd bl nqfu;k esa lPpkbZ uke dh Hkh ,d pht+ gS rks yksx Hkys ekywe gksus
yxsA¸
og fiQj eqLdjk;k vkSj dgrk x;k %
¶dkj.k eSa ugha tkurk] ij cpiu esa eSa lcls Mjrk FkkA T;ksa&T;ksa cM+k
gksrk x;k] lcls ui+Qjr djus yxk] dqN ls mudh uhprk ds fy, vkSj dqN
ls cl ;ksa gh! ysfdu vc gj pht+ cnyh gqbZ ekywe gksrh gSA 'kk;n eq>s yksxksa
ij rjl vkrk gS\ le> ugha ikrk] ij tc eq>s bl ckr dk vkHkkl gqvk fd
viuh i'kqrk ds fy;s ges'kk [+kqn yksx gh nks"kh ugha gksrs Fks rks esjk ân; dksey
gks mBk---¸
og cksyrs&cksyrs #d x;k ekuks viuh vUrjkRek dh vkokt+ lqu jgk gks
vkSj fiQj mlus cM+s 'kkUr Loj eas fopkj'khyrk ls dgk %
¶,slk gksrk gS lPpkbZ dk vljA¸
¶gs Hkxoku! [k+rjukd ifjorZu gks x;k gS rqeesa]¸ ek¡ us duf[k;ksa ls mls
ns[krs gq, vkg Hkjdj dgkA
tc og lks x;k] rks ek¡ vius fcLrj ls mBdj ncs ik¡o mlds ikl x;hA
ikosy lhèkk ysVk gqvk Fkk vkSj li+Qsn rfd;s dh i`"BHkwfe ij mlds lkaoys
psgjs dh xEHkhj rFkk dBksj :i&js[kk Li"V mHkjh gqbZ FkhA uaxs iSj vkSj jkr dh
iks'kkd igus gq, ek¡ lhus ij nksuksa gkFk j[ks mlds ikl [kM+h Fkh μ ewd gksaB
fgy jgs Fks vkSj mlds xkyksa ij vk¡lw dh cM+h&cM+h cw¡nsa <yd jgh FkhaA
fiQj igys dh rjg gh mudk thou chrus yxk] nksuksa pqi&pqi jgrs]
,d&nwljs ls nwj] fiQj Hkh cgqr fudVA

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 5
,d R;ksgkj ds fnu ikosy ?kj ls ckgj tkrs le; ek¡ ls cksyk %
¶luhpj dks dqN yksx 'kgj ls esjs ikl vk;saxsA¸
¶'kgj ls\¸ ek¡ us mlds 'kCn nksgjk;s vkSj lglk og jksus yxhA
¶D;k ckr gS] ek¡\¸ ikosy us dqN >Yykdj iwNkA
ek¡ us vius nkeu ls vk¡lw iksaNrs gq, vkg Hkjdj dgkA
¶ekywe ugha] ,sls gh---¸
¶Mj yxrk gS\¸
¶gk¡]¸ ek¡ us Lohdkj fd;kA
og ek¡ dh rji+Q >qd x;k vkSj fcYdqy vius cki dh rjg >q¡>ykdj
cksyk %
¶;gh Mj rks gekjh rckgh dk dkj.k gS! ge ij gqdqe pykusokys Hkh
gekjs blh Mj dk i+Qk;nk mBkdj gesa vkSj T+;knk Mjkrs jgrs gSaA¸
¶fcxM+ks ugha]¸ ek¡ us nq[kh gksdj jksrs gq, dgkA ¶eSa dSls u M:¡\ lkjk
thou Mj eas chrk gSA og esjh vkRek esa lek x;k gS!¸
¶ek¡] eq>s viQlksl gS] exj esjs fy, dksbZ nwljk jkLrk ugha gS!¸ ikosy
us èkhjs ls LusgiwoZd dgkA
vkSj bruk dgdj og pyk x;kA
rhu fnu rd ek¡ Hk;Hkhr jghA tc Hkh mls ;kn vkrk fd dqN vifjfpr
vkSj Hk;kud yksx mlds ?kj vkus okys gSa] mldk fny èkM+dus yxrkA bUgha
yksxksa us rks mlds csVs dks og jkLrk fn[kk;k Fkk] ftl ij og py jgk Fkk!-
-
luhpj dh 'kke dks ikosy us i+QSDVjh ls okil vkdj eq¡g&gkFk èkks;k]
diM+s cnys vkSj ckgj pyk x;kA
¶vxj dksbZ vk;s rks dguk fd eSa vHkh vkrk gw¡]¸ mlus ek¡ ls ut+j u
feykrs gq, dgkA ¶vkSj Ñik djds Mj dks vius eu ls fudky nks---¸
og csap ij cSB x;h] tSls fdlh us mldh 'kfDr Nhu yh gksA ikosy
us mnkl Hkko ls mls ns[kkA
¶rqe ,slk D;ksa ugha djrha fd--- dgha--- pyh tkvks!¸ ikosy us lq>ko
j[kkA
ikosy dh bl ckr ls ek¡ dks nq[k gqvkA mlus flj fgykrs gq, dgk %
¶ughaA og fdlfy,\¸
uoEcj dk vUr FkkA fnu dks lnhZ ls vdM+ tkus okyh i`Foh ij vc

ek¡ @ 33
lw[kh ci+QZ dh iryh pknj fcN x;h Fkh] vkSj ek¡ dks csVs ds iSjksa rys ci+QZ
ds pjejkus dh vkokt+ lquk;h ns jgh FkhA cSfju jkr dk vUèkdkj pksjksa dh rjg
f[kM+fd;ksa dh 'kh'kksa ls fpidk gqvk Fkk] ekuks fdlh dh ?kkr esa gksA ek¡ nksuksa
gkFkksa ls csap idM+s ogha cSBh jgh] mldh vk¡[ksa njokt+s ij teh gqbZ Fkha---
mls yxk fd v¡èksjs esa lHkh vksj ls vthc ls diM+s igus gq, Hk;kud
yksx pksjksa dh rjg ?kj dh vksj vk jgs gS]a >qd&s >qds vkSj bèkj&mèkj ns[krs gq,A
vc dksbZ ?kj ds fxnZ pDdj yxk jgk gS vkSj viuh m¡xfy;ksa ls nhokj dks
Vksgrk gqvk py jgk gSA
mlus fdlh dks xkus dh èkqu ij lhVh ctkrs lqukA og mnkl vkSj lqjhyh
vkokt+ vUèkdkj vkSj fuLrCèkrk esa ygjkrh gqbZ vk jgh Fkh] ekuks dqN <w¡<+ jgh
gks] vkokt+ fujUrj fudV vkrh tk jgh FkhA lglk f[kM+dh ds fcYdqy ikl
vkdj vkokt+ #d x;h] ekuks nhokj dh ydM+h esa lekdj jg x;h gksA
cjkens ls fdlh ds iSjksa ds f?klVus dh vkokt+ vk;hA ek¡ pkSad iM+h vkSj
vk'kadk ls mldh Hkosa Åij p<+ x;haA og mBhA
njokt+k [kqykA cM+h&lh iQj dh Vksih esa igys ,d flj fn[kk;h fn;k]
fiQj ,d yEck&lk 'kjhj >qddj njokt+s ls vUnj vk;k vkSj rudj [kM+k gks
x;kA vkxUrqd us viuk nkfguk gkFk mBkdj lyke fd;k] vkSj fiQj ,d xgjh
vkg Hkjdj Hkkjh xw¡trh gqbZ vkokt+ esa dgk %
¶lyke!¸
ek¡ us dqN dgs fcuk >qddj mlds vfHkoknu dk mÙkj fn;kA
¶ikosy gS\¸
vkxUrqd us èkhjs&èkhjs viuh iQj dh tkdsV mrkjh] ,d iSj mBkdj
viuh Vksih ls twrksa ij teh gqbZ ci+QZ >kM+h] fiQj nwljk iSj mBkdj ;gh fØ;k
nqgjkbZ vkSj viuh Vksih dks ,d dksus esa iQsaddj yEch&yEch Vk¡xksa ij >wyrk
Vgyrk gqvk&lk dejs ds nwljs dksus esa pyk x;kA mlus ,d dqlhZ dks x+kSj
ls ns[kk] ekuks ;g fo'okl dj ysuk pkgrk gks fd og dqlhZ mls lEHkky Hkh
ik;sxh fd ugha vkSj fiQj dqlhZ ij cSBdj eqg¡ ij gkFk j[kdj tEgkbZ ysus yxkA
mldk flj cgqr lqMkSy Fkk vkSj mlds cky NksVs&NksVs dVs gq, FksA mldh
nk<+h fcYdqy liQkpV Fkh vkSj ew¡Nksa ds nksuksa fljs uhps dks yVds gq, FksA mlus
viuh cM+h&cM+h Hkwjh vk¡[kksa ls dejs dk gj pht+ dks cM+s è;ku ls ns[kkA
¶;g ?kj rqEgkjk viuk gS ;k fdjk;s dk gS\¸ mlus Vk¡x ij Vk¡x j[kdj
dqlhZ ij >wyrs gq, dgkA
¶fdjk;s dk gS]¸ ek¡ us] tks mlds lkeus cSBh Fkh] mÙkj fn;kA

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 ¶dksbZ [k+kl vPNh txg rks gS ugha¸ mlus viuk er izdV djrs gq,
dgkA
¶ikosy vHkh vk tk;sxk] FkksM+h nsj bUrt+kj djksA¸
¶lks rks dj gh jgk gw¡]¸ ml cM+s MhyMkSy okys vkneh us 'kkUr Hkko
ls mÙkj fn;kA
mlds 'kkUr Hkko] mlds dksey Loj vkSj mlds lhèks&lkns lkèkkj.k
psgjs ls ek¡ dks <k<+l c¡èkkA mldk ns[kus dk <ax cM+k fuLladksp vkSj
fe=krkiw.kZ Fkk vkSj mldh fueZy vk¡[kksa dh xgjkb;ksa esa mYykl dh T;ksfr
ukprh FkhA mldk csMkSy 'kjhj dqN >qdk gqvk vkSj Vk¡xsa cgqr gh yEch Fkha]
fiQj Hkh mldh vkÑfr eas dksbZ ,slh pht+ Fkh tks cjcl eksg ysrh FkhA og
,d uhyh o+Qeht+ igus Fkk vkSj pkSM+h eksgjh dh mldh dkyh irywu cwVksa esa
[kq¡lh gqbZ FkhA ek¡ mlls iwNuk pkgrh Fkh fd og dkSu Fkk] dgk¡ ls vk;k Fkk
vkSj D;k og mlds csVs dks cgqr le; ls tkurk Fkk] ij lglk og [+kqn gh
vkxs dks >qdk vkSj igys mlh us cksyuk 'kq: fd;k %
¶vEek] rqEgkjk ;g ekFkk fdlus iQksM+k Fkk\¸ mlus iwNkA
mlds Loj esa ujeh vkSj vk¡[kksa esa eqLdkjkgV Fkh] fiQj Hkh ek¡ dks mldk
;g iwNuk cqjk yxkA
ek¡ us gkasB fldksM+s] dqN nsj pqi jgh vkSj fiQj Hkkoghu f'k"Vrk ds lkFk
iwNk %
¶Hkys vkneh] rqEgsa blls D;k ysuk&nsuk gS\¸
¶cqjk u ekuks]¸ vkxUrqd us viuk iwjk 'kjhj mldh rji+Q >qdkrs gq,
dgkA ¶eSaus rks blfy, iwNk Fkk fd ftl vkSjr us eq>s ek¡ dh rjg ikyk Fkk
mlds ekFks ij Hkh ,slk gh pksV dk fu'kku FkkA og ftl vkneh ds lkFk jgrh
Fkh mlh us mldks og pksV yxk;h FkhA og eksph FkkA mlus dycwr ls mls
ekjk FkkA og èkksfcu Fkh vkSj og eksphA mldk iQwVk ulhc] u tkus dgk¡ og
eksph mls fey x;k FkkA cyk dk 'kjkch Fkk ogA ;g mlds ckn dh ckr gS
tc og eq>s xksn ys pqdh FkhA fdruh cqjh rjg ekjrk Fkk og mls! Mj ds
ekjs esjh rks vk¡[ksa ckgj fudy iM+rh Fkha---¸
mlds bl rjg fuLladksp lc dqN mls crk nsus ij ek¡ dqN flVfiVk
x;h] mls Mj yxus yxk fd ikosy ml ij ukjkt+ gksxk fd mlus bruh l[+rh
ls tokc D;ksa fn;k FkkA
¶eSa ukjkt+ ugha gqbZ Fkh]¸ mlus vijkèkh dh rjg eqLdjkdj dgkA ¶rqeus
,dne ls ;g loky iwN fy;k Fkk] blhfy,A esjh Hkh ;g fu'kkuh esjs ?kjokys

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dh gh nh gqbZ gS] Hkxoku mldh vkRek dks 'kkfUr nsA D;k rqe rkrkj gks\¸
ml O;fDr us vius iSjksa dks >Vddj brus t+ksj ls [khlsa fudkyha fd
mlds dku rd fgy x;sA fiQj mlus eq¡g yVdkdj dgk %
¶ugha] vHkh rks ugha gw¡A¸
¶exj rqEgkjh cksyh rks :fl;ksa tSlh ugha yxrh]¸ ek¡ us mlds bl
et+ko+Q ij èkhjs ls eqLdjkdj viuh ckr dks le>krs gq, dgkA
¶ugha] :lh ls vPNh gS]¸ vfrfFk us iqyfdr gksdj dgkA ¶eSa rks dkuso
dk jgus okyk mØbuh gw¡A¸
¶;gk¡ cgqr fnu ls gks\¸
¶'kgj esa dksbZ lky Hkj jgk] exj bèkj ,d eghus ls i+QSDVjh esa vk x;k
gwA¡ ;gk¡ dqN cgqr vPNs yksx gSa μ rqEgkjk csVk vkSj dqN nwljs yksx HkhA blfy,
esjk [k+;ky gS fd eSa rks ;gha jgw¡xk]¸ mlus viuh ew¡Nksa ds cky [khaprs gq,
dgkA
ek¡ dks og cgqr vPNk yxk vkSj mlds csVs ds ckjs esa mlus iz'kalk ds
tks 'kCn dgs Fks muds fy, og viuh ÑrKrk izdV djuk pkgrh FkhA
¶,d fxykl pk; fivksxs\¸ ek¡ us iwNkA
¶vdsys\¸ mlus dUèks fcpdkdj mÙkj fn;kA ¶vkSjksa dks Hkh vk tkus
nks] rc ge lc dh [kkfrj ,d lkFk djuk---¸
mldh bl ckr us ek¡ dks fiQj vius Hk; dh ;kn fnyk nhA
¶dk'k cko+Qh yksx Hkh blds tSls gh gksa!¸ mlus lkspkA
,d ckj fiQj mlus cjkens esa fdlh ds o+Qneksa dh vkgV lquhA njokt+k
[kqyk vkSj ek¡ fiQj mBdj [kM+h gks x;hA ysfdu mls ;g ns[kdj vk'p;Z gqvk
fd ,d ukStoku yM+dh us jlksbZ esa izos'k fd;kA mldk dn dqN NksVk vkSj
psgjk fdlkuksa tSlk lhèkk&lknk Fkk vkSj mlus vius lqugjs ckyksa dks ,d gh
pksVh esa xw¡èk j[kk FkkA
¶D;k eq>s nsj gks x;h\¸ yM+dh us dksey Loj esa iwNkA
¶ugha rks]¸ mØbuh us njokt+s ls ckgj ,d ut+j Mkyrs gq, dgkA ¶D;k
iSny vk;h gks\¸
¶vkSj D;kA vki ikosy fe[k+kbyksfop dh ek¡ gS\a lyke! esjk uke urk'kk
gSA¸
¶iwjk uke D;k gS\¸ ek¡ us iwNkA
¶urkY;k oklhY;soukA vkSj vkidk\¸
¶isykxs;k fuyksoukA¸

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 ¶vc ge yksx ,d nwljs ls ifjfpr gks x;sA¸
¶gk¡]¸ ek¡ us rfud vkg Hkjrs gq, yM+dh dh rji+Q ns[kdj eqLdjkrs gq,
dgkA
¶lnhZ yx jgh gS\¸ mØbuh us yM+dh dks dksV mrkjus esa lgk;rk nsrs
gq, iwNkA
¶cgqr! ckgj [ksrksa esa bruh rst+ gok gS fd cl!---¸
mldh vkokt+ cgqr lqjhyh vkSj lki+Q Fkh] eq¡g NksVk&lk] gksaB Hkjs&Hkjs]
ns[kus esa og fcYdqy [+kwckuh dh rjg xksy vkSj rkth yxrh FkhA dksV ox+Sjg
mrkjus ds ckn mlus vius xqykch xkyksa dks NksVs&NksVs gkFkksa ls jxM+k tks lnhZ
ds dkj.k lwt x;s Fks] vkSj tYnh ls nwljs dejs esa pyh x;h] i+Q'kZ ij mlds
twrksa dh ,fM+;ksa dh vkokt+ lki+Q lquk;h ns jgh FkhA
¶;g jcM+ ds twrs ugha igurh!¸ ek¡ us vius eu esa ;g ckr vafdr dj
yhA
¶c&jZ&jZ!¸ yM+dh us dk¡irs gq, dgk] ¶eSa rks lnhZ ds ekjs fcYdqy
vdM+ x;hA¸
¶yks eSa leksokj xeZ fd;s nsrh gw¡]¸ ek¡ us tYnh ls jlksbZ esa tkrs gq,
dgk] ¶,d feuV Bgjks---¸
mls ,slk izrhr gqvk ekuks og ml yM+dh dks cgqr le; ls tkurh gS
vkSj mlds ân; esa ml yM+dh ds izfr ek¡ dh eerk vkSj I;kj tkx mBkA
cxyokys dejs esa mu yksxksa dh ckrsa lqurs le; ek¡ ds gksaBksa ij eqLdjkgV
ukp jgh FkhA
¶uk[kksndk] rqe D;k lksp jgs gks brus x+kSj ls\¸ yM+dh us iwNkA
¶dksbZ [k+kl ckr ugha]¸ mØbuh us 'kkUr Hkko ls mÙkj fn;kA ¶bl foèkok
dh vk¡[ksa cM+h vPNh gSa] eSa lksp jgk Fkk fd 'kk;n esjh ek¡ dh vk¡[ksa Hkh ,slh
gh jgh gksaxhA eSa vDlj viuh ek¡ ds ckjs esa lksprk gw¡] esjk [k+;ky gS fd og
ft+Unk gSA¸
¶exj rqeus rks dgk Fkk fd og ej x;hA¸
¶og rks ml ek¡ ds ckjs esa dgk Fkk ftlus eq>s ikyk FkkA eSa viuh ek¡
dh ckr dj jgk gw¡A og 'kk;n dh;so dh lM+dksa ij dgha Hkh[k ek¡xrh gkssxhA
vkSj 'kjkc ihrh gksxhA vkSj tc Hkh og u'ks esa pwj gks tkrh gksxh rks iqfylokyksa
ds FkIiM+ [kkrh gksxh---¸
¶cspkjk!---¸ ek¡ us vkg Hkjdj lkspkA
urk'kk us dksbZ ckr cM+h tYnh ls dksey Loj esa vkSj cM+s tks'k ds lkFk

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dghA ,d ckj fiQj mØbuh dh vkokt+ xw¡t mBh %
¶rqe vHkh fcYdqy cPph gks μ vHkh nqfu;k ns[kh ugha gS rqeus]¸ og
cksykA ¶euq"; dks bl lalkj esa ykuk rks dfBu gS gh ij mls Hkyk vkneh
cukuk vkSj Hkh dfBu gS---¸
¶gk; cspkjk!¸ ek¡ us vius eu esa dgk] og mØbuh ls lkaRouk ds nks
'kCn dgus ds fy, cspSu gks jgh FkhA ysfdu brus esa njokt+k èkhjs&èkhjs [kqyk
vkSj iqjkus pksj nuhyk dk csVk fudksykbZ oslksof'pdkso vUnj vk;kA fudksykbZ
feyulkj u gksus dh otg ls lkjh cLrh esa cnuke FkkA og ges'kk eq¡g iQqyk;s
lcls vyx&vyx jgrk Fkk vkSj yksx blh dkj.k mldks fp<+krs FksA
¶D;ksa] D;k gS] fudkykbZ\¸ ek¡ us vk'p;Z ls iwNkA
¶ikosy gS\¸ mlus pspd ds nkxksa ls Hkjs gq, vius pkSM+s ls psgjs dks
gFksyh ls iksaNrs gq, ek¡ dks lyke fd;s fcuk gh iwNkA
¶ughaA¸
mlus dejs ds vUnj ,d ut+j Mkyh vkSj fiQj vUnj pyk x;kA
¶lyke] dkejsM]¸ mlus dgkA
¶;g\¸ ek¡ us cM+s frjLdkj ds Hkko ls lkspk vkSj mls urk'kk dks mldh
rji+Q bl izdkj gkFk c<+krs ns[kdj vk'p;Z gqvk ekuks og mlls feydj cgqr
[+kq'k gqbZ gksA
fudksykbZZ ds ckn nks vkneh vkSj vk;s] nksuksa fcYdqy yM+ds gh FksA ek¡
muesa ls ,d dks tkurh Fkh] ftldk ukd&uD'kk cgqr lqMkSy] cky ?kq¡?kjkys
vkSj ekFkk pkSM+k Fkk] og i+QDS Vjh ds iqjkus et+nwj fltkso dk Hkrhtk Ý+;ksnksj FkkA
nwljk yM+dk cgqr 'kehZyk Fkk vkSj mlds lhèks&lhèks cky fcYdqy fpids
jgrs FksA ek¡ mls ugha tkurh Fkh ij og dksbZ [k+rjukd vkneh ugha ekywe gksrk
FkkA vkf[k+jdkj ikosy vUnj vk;k] mlds lkFk i+QSDVjh ds nks ukStoku et+nwj
vkSj Fks ftUgsa ek¡ tkurh FkhA
¶leksokj xje dj jgh gks\¸ ikosy us cM+s I;kj ls dgk] ¶èkU;okn!¸
¶tkdj FkksM+h&lh oksndk [k+jhn ykÅ¡\¸ ek¡ us iwNk] mldh le> esa
ugha vk jgk Fkk fd ,slh pht+ ds fy,] ftls og Lo;a Hkh Bhd ls ugha tkurh
Fkh] og ÑrKrk dSls izdV djsA
¶ugha] ge yksx 'kjkc ugha ihrs]¸ ikosy us Lusgiw.kZ eqLdjkgV ds lkFk
mÙkj fn;kA
ek¡ dks ,slk yxk fd mlds csVs us tku&cw>dj bl cSBd ds [k+rjs dks
cgqr c<+k&p<+kdj c;ku fd;k Fkk rkfd ckn esa mldks y{; cukdj [+kwc g¡lsA

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 ¶D;k ;gh yksx μ ;gh xSuo+Qkuwuh yksx gSa\¸ mlus cgqr gh ncs Loj
esa iwNkA
¶gk¡] ;gh gSa]¸ ikosy us tYnh ls nwljs dejs esa tkrs gq, mÙkj fn;kA
¶eSa ugha ekurh!¸ mlus cM+s I;kj ls iqdkjdj dgk vkSj vius eu esa
n;kyq Hkko ls lkspus yxh % ¶;g Hkh vHkh rd dSlk uknku cPpk gS!¸

6
tc leksokj xje gks x;k rks ek¡ mls dejs esa ysdj x;hA vfrfFk est
ds pkjksa rji+Q cSBs gq, Fks vkSj urk'kk dksus esa ySEi dh jks'kuh esa ,d fdrkc
i<+ jgh FkhA
¶bl ckr dks le>us ds fy, fd yksxksa dk thou bruk dBksj D;ksa gS---¸
urk'kk us dgkA
¶vkSj os [+kqn brus dBksj D;ksa gSa---¸ mØbuh chp esa cksy mBkA
¶---gesa ;g ekywe djuk pkfg, fd mudk lkekftd thou dSls vkjEHk
gqvk---¸
¶gk¡] ekywe djks] esjs cPpks] t+:j ekywe djks]¸ ek¡ pk; cukrs gq,
cqM+cqM+k;hA
lcus ckr djuk cUn dj fn;kA
¶ek¡] D;k ckr gS\¸ ikosy us R;ksfj;k¡ p<+kdj iwNkA
¶dkSu&lh ckr\¸ ek¡ us ut+j mBkdj ns[kk vkSj lcdks viuh rji+Q
ns[krk gqvk ik;kA ¶vjs] eSa rks ;ksa gh vius vki ls ckrsa dj jgh Fkh]¸ ek¡ us
f[kfl;kgV ls cqncqnkdj dgk] ¶eSa lksp jgh Fkh fd vxj rqe yksx dksbZ ckr
ekywe gh djuk pkgrs gks rks D;ksa u ekywe djksA¸
urk'kk g¡l nh vkSj ikosy Hkh f[kyf[kyk iM+kA
¶vEek] pk; ds fy, èkU;okn]¸ mØbuh us dgkA
¶igys ih yks] rc èkU;okn nsuk] ek¡ us dgk vkSj fiQj vius csVs dh
rji+Q ns[kdj iwNk] ¶'kk;n esjh otg ls rqe yksxksa ds dke esa ckèkk iM+ jgh
gS\¸
¶estcku dh otg ls esgekuksa ds dke esa D;k ckèkk iM+ ldrh gS\¸
urk'kk us mÙkj fn;k] ¶ysfdu eq>s tYnh ls pk; ns nksA eSa flj ls ik¡o rd
dk¡i jgh gw¡ vkSj iSj rks esjs fcYdqy cjiQ gks x;s gSa!¸ mlds Loj esa cPpksa
tSlh ;kpuk FkhA
¶vHkh yks] vHkh]¸ ek¡ us tYnh ls mÙkj fn;kA

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 pk; ihdj urk'kk us t+ksj ls ,d vkg Hkjh] viuh pksVh dUèks ij ls
mNky nh vkSj ihyh ftYnokyh lfp=k iqLrd esa ls dqN i<+us yxhA ek¡ us
dksf'k'k dh fd pk; cukrs gq, dksbZ 'kksj u gks vkSj og pqipki lqurh jghA
ml yM+dh dh xw¡trh gqbZ vkokt+ leksokj dh fopkjeXu&lh xquxqukgV esa
?kqyfey x;h Fkh] dgkfu;ksa dk ,d Øe py jgk Fkk] lc dgkfu;k¡ ,sls
taxyh yksxksa ds ckjs esa Fkha tks fdlh t+ekus esa xqiQkvksa esa jgrs Fks vkSj iRFkj
ls f'kdkj djrs FksA fcYdqy ifj;ksa dh dgkfu;ksa tSlh Fkha ;s dgkfu;k¡A ek¡
duf[k;ksa ls vius csVs dks ns[krh jgh] og iwNuk pkgrh Fkh fd ,slh dgkfu;k¡
x+Sj&o+Qkuwuh D;ksa Bgjk;h x;h FkhaA ij FkksM+h gh nsj esa og tks dqN i<+k tk jgk
Fkk mls lqurs&lqurs mdrk x;h vkSj ut+j cpkdj bl izdkj vfrfFk;ksa dks x+kSj
ls ns[kus yxh fd mUgsa vkSj mlds csVs dks bldk irk u pyus ik;sA
ikosy urk'kk ds cxy esa cSBk Fkk_ og mu lc yksxksa esa lcls T+;knk
[+kwclwjr FkkA >qdh gqbZ urk'kk fdrkc i<+ jgh Fkh vkSj chp&chp essa viuh
duifV;ksa ij ls ckyksa dh yVsa ihNs gVk nsrh FkhA viuk flj >Vddj vkSj
vkokt+ /kheh djds fdrkc dh rji+Q ns[ks fcuk vius pkjksa vksj cSBs gq, yksxksa
ds psgjksa ij I;kj&Hkjh ut+j Mkydj og chp&chp esa viuh rji+Q ls Hkh dksbZ
ckr dgrh FkhA mØbuh est ds ,d fljs ij iQSydj cSBk viuh ew¡Nsa uksp jgk
Fkk vkSj vk¡[ksa Hksaxh djds ukd ls uhps mu ew¡Nksa ds fljs ns[kus dk iz;Ru dj
jgk FkkA oslksof'pdkso viuh dqlhZ ij M.Ms dh rjg lhèkk rudj cSBk gqvk
Fkk_ og viuh nksuksa gFksfy;ksa ls dldj vius ?kqVrs nck;s gq, Fkk vkSj mldk
irys gksaBksaokyk pspd: psgjk] ftl ij Hkosa Fkha gh ugha] fcYdqy Hkkoghu Fkk
tSls og udkc igus gksA pednkj leksokj esa mlds psgjs dk tks izfrfcEc iM+
jgk Fkk] mlh ij mldh iryh&iryh vk¡[ksa viyd teh gqbZ Fkha vkSj ,slk
ekywe gksrk Fkk fd 'kk;n og lk¡l Hkh ugha ys jgk gSA urk'kk tks dqN i<+ jgh
Fkh mls lqurs gq, ukVk Ý+;ksnksj cx+Sj vkokt+ fd;s vius gksaB fgyk jgk Fkk ekuks
iqLrd ds 'kCnksa dks eu gh eu nqgjk jgk gks vkSj mldk nksLr ?kqVuksa ij
dqgfu;k¡ j[ks vkSj nksuksa gFksfy;ksa ij vius xky fVdk;s gq, dej nksgjh fd;s
cSBk Fkk] mlds gksBksa ij ,d fopkj'khy eqLdjkgV [ksy jgh FkhA ikosy ds
lkFk tks yM+dk vk;k Fkk] mlds yky ?kq¡?kjkys cky Fks vkSj mYykliw.kZ dath
vk¡[ksa FkhaA og ,d iy cSB gh ugha ikrk Fkk ekuks dqN dguk pkgrk gksA nwljk
yM+dk] ftlds cky lqugjs jax ds vkSj cgqr NksVs dVs gq, Fks] yxkrkj vius
flj ij gkFk iQsj jgk Fkk vkSj i+Q'kZ dks ?kwj jgk Fkk_ ek¡ dks mldk psgjk Hkh
Bhd ls fn[kk;h ugha ns jgk FkkA dejs esa ,d fofp=k&lk lq[kn okrkoj.k FkkA

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;g okrkoj.k dqN vifjfpr&lk Fkk_ urk'kk fdrkc i<+ jgh Fkh vkSj ek¡ dks
Lo;a viuh tokuh ds os dksykgye; te?kV vkSj mu yM+dksa dh Hkíh ckrsa
vkSj Øwj et+ko+Q ;kn vk jgs Fks ftuds eq¡g ls ges'kk oksndk ds HkHkds vkrs
jgrs FksA bu ckrksa dks ;kn djds mldk ân; vkRe&{kksHk ls æfor gks mBkA
mls ;kn vk;k fd mlds ifr ds lkFk mldh eaxuh fdl izdkj gqbZ FkhA
blh izdkj ds ,d te?kV esa mlus mls ,d v¡èksjh M~;ks<+h esa ncksp fy;k Fkk
vkSj Hkkjh rqudrh vkokt+ esa iwNk Fkk %
¶eq>ls C;kg djksxh\¸
mls cgqr nnZ vkSj nq[k Hkh gks jgk Fkk] exj og cgqr csjgeh ls mldh
Nkfr;k¡ ely jgk Fkk vkSj mlds eq¡g ij viuh rIr vkSj vkæZ lk¡lksa dh o"kkZ
djrk tk jgk FkkA
mlds paxqy ls fudyus dk iz;Ru djrs gq, mlus [khapkrkuh Hkh dh FkhA
¶lhèkh [kM+h jgks!¸ mlus HksfM+;s dh rjg nk¡r fudkydj dgk FkkA
¶eq>s tokc nks] lquk fd ugha\¸
yTtk vkSj vieku ds dkj.k ek¡ dk ne iQwy jgk Fkk_ og dksbZ mÙkj
u ns ldh FkhA
brus eas fdlh us njokt+k [kksy fn;k Fkk vkSj mlus èkhjs&èkhjs mls NksM+
fn;k FkkA
¶eSa brokj dks rqEgkjs ;gk¡ lxkbZ djus ds fy, fdlh dks Hkstw¡xk]¸ mlus
dgk FkkA
vkSj mlus Hkstk HkhA
ek¡ us vk¡[ksa cUn djds ,d xgjh vkg Hkjh---
¶eSa tkuuk pkgrk gw¡ fd yksxksa dks dSls jguk pkfg,] u fd os fdl rjg
jgrs Fks]¸ oslksof'pdkso dk [kh>&Hkjk Loj lquk;h fn;kA
¶Bhd gS]¸ yky ckyksa okys us [kM+s gksdj dgkA
¶eSa lger ugha gw¡!¸ Ý+;ksnksj us fpYykdj dgkA
mudh cgl esa 'kCn vkx dh yiVksa dh rjg yid jgs FksA ek¡ dh le>
esa ugha vk jgk Fkk fd os fdl ckr ij bruk fpYyk jgs gSAa lcds psgjs mÙkstuk
ls rerek;s gq, Fks] ij u rks dksbZ Øksèk esa vkis ls ckgj gqvk vkSj u fdlh
us ml Hkíh Hkk"kk gh dk iz;ksx fd;k ftlls og Hkyh&Hkk¡fr ifjfpr FkhA
¶yM+dh ds lkeus 'kjekrs gksaxs]¸ mlus vius eu esa i+QSlyk fd;kA
urk'kk gj ukStoku dks cM+s è;ku ls ns[k jgh Fkh] ekuks os fcYdqy cPps
gksa vkSj ek¡ dks mlds psgjs ij xEHkhjrk dk Hkko cgqr vPNk yxkA

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 ¶t+jk nsj pqi jfg;s] dkejsM]¸ mlus lglk dgk vkSj os lc pqi gksdj
mldh rji+Q ns[kus yxsA
¶vkiesa ls tks yksx dgrs gSa fd gesa gj ckr tkuuh pkfg, os Bhd gSaA
gesa vius vUnj Kku dh T;ksfr txkuh pkfg,] rkfd os yksx tks v¡èksjs esa HkVd
jgs gSa os gesa ns[k ldsaA gekjs ikl gj pht+ dk lPpk vkSj bZekunkj tokc gksuk
pkfg,A gesa iwjh lPpkbZ vkSj iwjs >wB dh tkudkjh gksuh pkfg,---¸
mØbuh lqu jgk Fkk vkSj mlds 'kCnksa dh rky ij viuk flj fgyk jgk
FkkA oslksof'pdkso vkSj og yky ckyksa okyk vkSj i+QSDVjh dk ,d yM+dk tks
ikosy ds lkFk vk;k Fkk] ,d rji+Q ny ck¡èks [kM+s Fks_ u tkus D;ksa ek¡ dks os
vPNs ugha yxsA
tc urk'kk cksy pqdh] rc ikosy [kM+k gqvkA
¶D;k ge fli+QZ ;g lksprs gSa fd gekjk isV Hkjk jgs\ fcYdqy ugha]¸
mlus mu rhuksa dh rji+Q ns[kdj 'kkUr Loj esa dgkA ¶gesa mu yksxksa dks tks
gekjh xnZu ij lokj gSa vkSj gekjh vk¡[kksa ij ifV~V;k¡ ck¡èks gq, gSa ;g trk nsuk
pkfg, fd ge lc dqN ns[krs gSaA ge u rks csoo+Qwi+Q gSa vkSj u tkuoj fd isV
Hkjus ds vykok vkSj fdlh ckr dh gesa fpUrk gh u gksA ge bUlkuksa dk lk
thou fcrkuk pkgrs gSa! gesa vius nq'euksa ds lkeus ;g lkfcr dj nsuk pkfg,
fd mUgksaus gekjs Åij [+kwu&ilhuk ,d djus dk tks thou Fkksi j[kk gS] og
gesa cqf¼ esa muds cjkcj ;k muls c<+dj gksus ls jksd ugha ldrk!¸
ikosy dh ckrsa lqurs le; ek¡ dk ân; xoZ ls iQwy x;kA og fdrus
vPNs <ax ls cksyrk gS!
¶,sls cgqr ls yksx gSa ftUgsa [kkus&ihus dh dksbZ deh ugha] exj muesa
cgqr FkksM+s gh bZekunkj gksrs gSaA¸ mØbuh us dgkA ¶gesa tkuojksa dh lh bl
ft+Unxh dh nyny ds ikj euq";ksa ds HkkbZpkjs ds Hkkoh jkT; rd ,d iqy
cukuk pkfg,A lkfFk;ks] gekjs lkeus ;gh dke gS!¸
¶vxj ;g yM+us dk oD+r gS rks ge gkFk ij gkFk èkjs D;ksa cSBs gSa\¸
oslksof'pdkso us xqjkZdj vkifÙk izdV dhA
vkèkh jkr ds ckn tkdj cSBd [k+Re gqb± lcls igys oslksof'pdkso vkSj
og yky ckyksaokyk ckgj x;s_ ek¡ dks ;g ckr Hkh vPNh ugha yxhA
¶vkf[k+j bruh tYnh D;k gS bUgsa!¸ mlus Hkkoghurk ls >qddj mUgsa
fonk djrs gq, lkspkA
¶uk[kksndk] rqe eq>s ?kj rd igq¡pk nksxs\¸ urk'kk us iwNkA
¶t+:j] D;ksa ugha\¸ mØbuh us mÙkj fn;kA

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 tc urk'kk jlksbZ?kj esa vius diM+s igu jgh Fkh] rc ek¡ us mlls dgk %
¶,sls ekSle ds fy, rqEgkjs eksts cgqr irys gSaA dgks rks eSa rqEgkjs fy,
,d tksM+k Åuh eksts cqu nw¡A¸
¶isykxs;k fuyksouk] vkidk cgqr èkU;okn] ysfdu Åuh eksts xM+rs gSa]¸
urk'kk us g¡ldj mÙkj fn;kA
¶eSa ,sls cqu nw¡xh tks xM+saxs ugha]¸ ek¡ us dgkA
urk'kk us vk¡[ksa fldksM+dj ek¡ dks ns[kk vkSj mlds bl izdkj ?kwjus ls
ek¡ dqN flVfiVk x;hA
¶esjh vViVh ckrksa dk cqjk u ekuukA eSaus lPps fny ls ;g ckr dgh
Fkh]¸ ek¡ us èkhjs ls dgkA
¶rqe fdruh vPNh gks] ek¡!¸ urk'kk Hkh Hkko&foày gksdj mlds gkFk
nckrs gq, oSls gh èkhjs ls cksyhA
¶vPNk] vEek] vc pyrs gSa]¸ ek¡ ls ut+j feykrs gq, mØbuh us dgk
vkSj flj >qdkdj urk'kk ds ihNs&ihNs M~;ks<+h esa pyk x;kA
ek¡ us vius csVs dh rji+Q ns[kkA og njokt+s ij [kM+k eqLdjk jgk FkkA
¶fdl ckr ij eqLdkjk jgs gks\¸ ek¡ us flVfiVkdj iwNkA
¶dksbZ [k+kl ckr ughaA cl ;ksa gh] th [+kq'k gSA¸
¶eSa cw<+h vkSj ukle> t+:j gw¡] ysfdu eSa Hkys&cqjs dks igpkurh gw¡]¸
ek¡ us fdafpr f[kUu gksdj dgkA
¶cM+h [+kq'kh gS eq>s bl ckr dh]¸ ikosy cksykA ¶ysfdu vc rqe tkdj
lks tkvksA¸
¶vHkh tkrh gw¡A¸
og pk; ds crZu ox+Sjg lesVus ds cgkus ogha est ds vkl&ikl cuh
jgh] og cgqr [+kq'k Fkh μ lpeqp bruh [+kq'k Fkh fd mlds ilhuk NwV jgk
FkkA mls bl ckr dh [+kq'kh Fkh fd gj pht+ bruh lq[kn jgh vkSj ,sls
'kkfUriwoZd fucV x;hA
¶ikosy] rqeus mu yksxksa dks ;gk¡ cqykdj vPNk gh fd;k]¸ ek¡ us dgkA
¶mØbuh cgqr Hkyk gS! vkSj og yM+dh μ og rks cgqr gh le>nkj gSA dkSu
gS og\¸
¶vè;kfidk gS]¸ ikosy us dejs esa Vgyrs gq, la{ksi esa mÙkj fn;kA
¶cgqr x+jhc gksxhA <ax ds diM+s Hkh ugha gSa mlds iklA lnhZ yxrs
fdruh nsj yxrh gSA mlds ek¡&cki dgk¡ gSa\¸
¶ekLdks esa]¸ ikosy us mÙkj fn;k vkSj fiQj viuh ek¡ ds lkeus #ddj

ek¡ @ 43
cgqr Lusg vkSj xEHkhjrk ls cksyk %
¶mldk cki cgqr vehj gSA og yksgs dk O;kikj djrk gS vkSj dki+Qh
tk;nkn gS mlds iklA mlus viuh csVh dks blfy, ?kj ls fudky fn;k fd
mlus thou dk ;g jkLrk viuk;kA og cgqr vkjke esa iyh] tks Hkh og pkgrh
Fkh] og mls feyrk FkkA ysfdu vc og jkr dks dbZ dksl vdsyh pyh tkrh
gS---¸
;g tkudj ek¡ dks vk?kkr igq¡pkA og dejs ds chp esa [kM+h viuh Hkosa
iQM+dkrh jgh vkSj vius csVs dh vksj ns[krh jghA fiQj mlus pqids ls iwNk %
¶D;k og 'kgj x;h gS\¸
¶gk¡A¸
¶gk; lp! mls Mj ugha yxrk\¸
¶fcYdqy Mj ugha yxrk]¸ ikosy us g¡ldj dgkA
¶ysfdu og x;h D;ksa\ og jkr ;gha jg ldrh Fkh] esjs ikl lks tkrhA¸
¶;g eqefdu ugha FkkA dksbZ lqcg mls ;gk¡ ns[k ysrk vkSj ge ;g ugha
pkgrsA¸
ek¡ fopkjksa esa Mwch gqbZ f[kM+dh ds ckgj ?kwjrh jghA
¶ikosy] esjh le> esa ugha vkrk fd blesa ,slh [k+rjukd vkSj
x+Sj&o+Qkuwuh D;k ckr gS\¸ mlus èkhes ls iwNkA ¶rqe dksbZ xyr dke rks ugha
dj jgs gks u\¸
ek¡ dk blh ckr dh fpUrk Fkh vkSj og vk'oLr gks tkuk pkgrh FkhA
¶ugha] ge dksbZ xyr dke ugha djrs]¸ ikosy us cM+s 'kkUr Hkko ls
viuh ek¡ dh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡[ksa Mkydj n`<+rkiwoZd mÙkj fn;kA ¶fiQj Hkh ge
lc yksx fdlh u fdlh fnu tsy eas Bw¡l fn;s tk;saxsA rqEgsa ;g ekywe gksuk
pkfg,A¸
ek¡ ds gkFk dk¡ius yxsA
¶Hkxoku dh bPNk gqbZ rks 'kk;n rqe fdlh rjg blls cp Hkh tkvks]
D;ksa gS u\¸ ek¡ us nch tcku ls iwNkA
¶ugha]¸ csVs us I;kj ls mÙkj fn;kA ¶eSa rqEgsa èkks[ks esa ugha j[kuk pkgrkA
blls cpk ugha tk ldrkA¸
og eqLdjk fn;kA
¶vc tkdj lks tkvksA rqe Fkd x;h gksA eSa rks tkrk gw¡ fcLrj ijA¸
tc ek¡ vdsyh jg x;h rc og f[kM+dh ds ikl x;h vkSj ogk¡ [kM+h
ckgj ns[krh jghA ckgj lnhZ vkSj v¡èksjk FkkA rst+ gok ds >ksads NksVs&NksVs

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Å¡?krs&ls edkuksa dh Nrksa ij ls ci+QZ mM+kdj nhokjkssa ls Vdjkrs] fiQj rst+h ls
t+ehu dh rji+Q >iVrs gq, lk¡;&lk¡; dh vkokt+ iSnk djrs vkSj lM+d ij
ci+QZ ds NksVs&NksVs cknyksa dk ihNk djrs---
¶gs bZlk elhg] ge ij n;k djks!¸ ek¡ us cgqr èkhes Loj esa dgkA
mldk ân; Hkj vk;k Fkk vkSj ml foifÙk dk iwokZHkkl] ftldk mYys[k
mlds csVs us brus 'kkUr Hkko vkSj n`<+ fo'okl ds lkFk fd;k Fkk] mlds lhus
esa mlh izdkj iQM+iQM+k jgk Fkk tSls jkf=k ds vUèkdkj esa dksbZ iraxkA mls viuh
vk¡[kksa ds lkeus ci+QZ ls <¡dk gqvk ,d eSnku fn[kk;h ns jgk Fkk] ftlesa gok
ekuks iQVs gq, li+Qsn diM+s igus eghu Loj esa ph[k+rh gqbZ Hkkx jgh Fkh vkSj
Hkkxrs&Hkkxrs ckj&ckj fxj iM+rh FkhA eSnku ds chp esa ,d yM+dh dh
NksVh&lh dkyh vkÑfr yM+[kM+krh gqbZ tk jgh FkhA gok mlds iSjksa dks vius
Hkaoj esa yisV ysrh] mldk lk;k mM+krh vkSj rhj dh rjg pqHkrh gqbZ ci+QZ
mlds psgjs ij >ksad nsrhA og cM+h dfBukbZ ls vkxs c<+ jgh FkhA mlds
NksVs&NksVs ik¡o ci+QZ ds <sjksa esa èk¡ls tk jgs FksA cM+h B.M Fkh vkSj Mj yxrk
FkkA ml yM+dh dk 'kjhj vkxs dh rji+Q bl rjg >qdk gqvk Fkk tSls 'kjn ½rq
dh rst+ gok ds osx ls ?kkl dh dksbZ vdsyh iÙkh >qd tk;sA mlds nkfguh
rji+Q nyny ls taxy dh ,d nhokj mHkj vk;h Fkh ftlesa irys&irys cpZ
o`{k vkSj iYyoghu ,sLisu ds isM+ foink ds ekjs gqvksa dh rjg dkukiQwlh dj
jgs FksA cgqr nwj vkxs 'kgj dh cfÙk;k¡ txexk jgh FkhaA
¶gs tx ds j[kokys] n;k djks]¸ ek¡ us dk¡idj èkhjs ls dgk---

7
ekyk ds nkuksa dh rjg fnu chrrs x;s] fnu lIrkgksa esa vkSj lIrkg eghuksa
esa cnyrs x;sA gj 'kfuokj dks ikosy ds fe=k mlds ?kj ij tek gksrs vkSj
mudh gj cSBd ml yEch lh<+h ij vkxs dh fn'kk esa ,d vkSj o+Qne gksrh
Fkh ftlds lgkjs os yksx èkhjs&èkhjs fdlh lqnwj y{; dh vksj p<+rs pys tk
jgs FksA
u;s yksx iqjkuksa essa vkdj feyrs x;sA Oyklkso&ifjokj ds ?kj dk og
NksVk&lk dejk [kpk[kp Hkjk jgus yxkA urk'kk tc Hkh vkrh ges'kk Fkdh gqbZ
vkSj lnhZ ls vdM+h gqbZ] ij ges'kk izlUufprA ikosy dh ek¡ us mlds fy,
,d tksM+k Åuh eksts cqu fn;k vkSj vius gkFk ls ml yM+dh ds NksVs&NksVs
iSjksa ij mUgsa iguk fn;kA urk'kk g¡l nh] ij lglk pqi vkSj fopkjeXu gks x;hA
¶esjh ,d vk;k Fkh] tks cgqr gh usd Fkh]¸ mlus Lusg ls dgkA

ek¡ @ 45
¶isykxs;k fuyksouk] dSlh vthc ckr gS fd esgurd'k yksx vius thou esa
bruh dfBukb;k¡ vkSj bruk vU;k; lgrs gSa vkSj fiQj Hkh os mu nwljs yksxksa ls
T+;knk usd gksrs gSa]¸ mlus cgqr nwj] mlls cgqr nwj jgus okys yksxksa dh vksj
ladsr djrs gq, dgkA
¶dSlh gks rqe Hkh!¸ isykxs;k fuyksouk us dgkA ¶vius ekrk&firk vkSj
?kj&ckj lHkh dqN NksM+ fn;k---¸ og ,d vkg Hkjdj pqi gks x;h_ og vius
fopkjksa dks O;Dr djus esa vleFkZ FkhA ij urk'kk dh lwjr ns[krs gh mlus fiQj
fdlh ,slh pht+ ds fy, ÑrKrk dh Hkkouk dk vuqHko fd;k] ftldh og
O;k[;k ugha dj ldrh FkhA ek¡ ml yM+dh ds lkeus t+ehu ij cSBh Fkh vkSj
og yM+dh vkxs dks flj >qdk;s dqN lksp&lkspdj eqLdjk jgh FkhA
¶lHkh dqN NksM+ fn;k\¸ mlus ek¡ ds 'kCn nqgjk;sA ¶;g dksbZ cM+h ckr
ugha gSA esjs firk cM+s cqjs LoHkko ds vkneh gSa] vkSj ogh gky esjs HkkbZ dk gSA
vkSj lkFk gh og 'kjkch Hkh gSaA esjh cM+h cgu cgqr nq[kh gS--- mlus vius ls
dgha T+;knk mez ds vkneh ls C;kg fd;k Fkk] tks vehj rks cgqr Fkk ij cM+k
ykyph FkkA eq>s viuh ek¡ ds fy, nq[k gksrk gS! rqEgkjh rjg ls og Hkh cgqr
gh lhèkh&lknh gSaA fcYdqy pqfg;k tSlh NksVh] Hkkxrh Hkh pqfg;k dh rjg gh
rst+ gSa vkSj gj vkneh ls Mjrh Hkh mlh rjg gSaA dHkh&dHkh muls feyus dks
esjk th pkgrk gS--- vksg] csgn th pkgrk gS!¸
¶gk; cspkjh!¸ ek¡ us mnkl gksdj viuk flj >qdkrs gq, dgkA
yM+dh us ihNs dh vksj flj >Vdk vkSj viuk gkFk bl izdkj iQSyk
fy;k] ekuks fdlh pht+ dks èkDdk nsdj nwj dj jgh gksA
¶vksg] ugha! dHkh&dHkh rks eSa cgqr [+kq'k gksrh gw¡ μ cgqr gh T+;knk [+kq'k
gksrh gw¡!¸
mldk psgjk ihyk iM+ x;k vkSj mldh uhyh vk¡[ksa pedus yxhaA mlus
vius nksuksa gkFk ek¡ ds dUèkksa ij j[k fn;sA
¶dk'k rqe tkurh gksrha] dk'k rqe le> ldrha fd ge yksx fdruk
cM+k dke dj jgs gSa!¸ mlus cgqr èkhes ls vkSj izHkko'kkyh <ax ls dgkA
bZ";kZ tSlh ,d Hkkouk isykxs;k ds ân; essa ,d {k.k ds fy, mBhA
¶vc eSa bu lc ckrksa ds fy, cgqr cw<+h gks pqdh gw¡A vkSj vui<+ gw¡---¸
mlus t+ehu ij ls mBrs gq, cM+h gljr ls dgkA
---ikosy vc vkSj T+;knk ekSoQ+ ksa ij cksyus yxk Fkk] og vc T+;knk nsj rd
vkSj T+;knk tks'k ds lkFk cksyrk Fkk] og izfrfnu nqcyk gksrk tk jgk FkkA mldh
ek¡ dks ,slk yxrk Fkk fd tc og urk'kk dh vksj ns[krk vkSj mlls ckr djrk

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rks mldh vk¡[kksa esa ,d dkseyrk vkSj vkokt+ esa ,d ujeh iSnk gks tkrh Fkh
vkSj mlds ckr djus ds <ax esa Hkh vD[kM+iu de gks tkrk FkkA
¶Hkxoku djs fd ,slk gks tk;s]¸ og dqN lkspdj eqLdjkus yxhA
tc dHkh mudh bu cSBdksa esa cgqr xjekxje vkSj rwiQkuh cgl fNM+
tkrh rks mØbuh mBrk vkSj fxjts ds ?k.Vs dh yVdu dh rjg vkxs&ihNs
Mksyrs gq, FkksM+s ls lhèks&lkns vPNs 'kCn dgrk] 'kh?kz gh lc yksx 'kkUr gks
tkrs vkSj lkjh xjekxjeh [k+Re gks tkrhA mnkl eqækokyk oslksof'pdkso ges'kk
nwljksa dks dqN djus ds fy, mdlkrk jgrk Fkk_ og vkSj yky ckyksa okyk]
ftls lc yksx leksbykso dgrs Fks] ;gh nksuksa gj cgl dks 'kq: djrs FksA lu
tSls ckyksa okyk boku cqfdu] tks ,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk fd lTth ds ikuh esa
ugyk fn;k x;k gks] ges'kk mudk leFkZu djrk FkkA fpduk&lqFkjk ;kdkso
lksekso cgqr de cksyrk Fkk] exj tks dqN Hkh og dgrk cM+s fo'okl ds lkFkA
og vkSj pkSM+s ekFksokyk Ý+;ksnksj ekftu ges'kk ikosy vkSj mØbuh dk i{k ysrs
FksA
dHkh&dHkh fudksykbZ bokuksfop uke dk ,d O;fDr urk'kk dk LFkku
ys ysrk FkkA og p'ek yxkrk Fkk vkSj mlds NksVh&lh Hkwjh nk<+h FkhA og
fdlh lqnwj izkUr esa iSnk gqvk Fkk ftlds dkj.k cksyrs le; og ¶vks¸ ij
[k+kl t+ksj nsrk FkkA og fcYdqy gh ¶ijnslh¸ FkkA og lkèkkj.k ls lkèkkj.k
pht+ksa ds ckjs esa] yksxksa ds izfrfnu ds thou ls lEcUèk j[kus okyh lHkh
leL;kvksa ds ckjs esa μ ikfjokfjd thou dh] cPpksa dh] O;kikj dh] iqfyl
dh vkSj jksVh rFkk xks'r dh o+Qherksa dh ckrsa djrk FkkA bu ckrksa ds nkSjku og
gj >wBh] csrwdh pht+ dh dybZ [kksyrk] gj ml pht+ dk inkZiQk'k djrk tks
ew[kZrkiw.kZ vkSj gkL;kLin ij turk ds fy, gkfudkjd FkhA ek¡ dks yxrk fd
og dgha cgqr nwj ls] fdlh nwljh nqfu;k ls vk;k gS] tgk¡ gj vkneh vkjke
vkSj bZekunkjh dk thou fcrkrk gSA ;gk¡ dh gj pht+ mlds fy, vthc Fkh
vkSj og u rks bl thou dk vknh gks ldrk Fkk vkSj u bls Lohdkj gh dj
ldrk FkkA og bl thou ls ?k`.kk djrk Fkk vkSj bl ?k`.kk ds dkj.k mlds
ân; esa bl thou dks vius <ax ls cnyus dh ,d [k+keks'k ij n`<+ bPNk tkx`r
gqbZ FkhA mldk psgjk ihyk vkSj eqj>k;k&lk Fkk vkSj mldh vk¡[kksa ds uhps
gYdh&gYdh >qfjZ;k¡ iM+h gqbZ FkhaA mldk Loj dksey Fkk vkSj mlds gkFk
ges'kk xje jgrs FksA tc Hkh og isykxs;k ls gkFk feykrk og mlds iwjs gkFk
dks dldj nck ysrk vkSj ek¡ dks blls cM+k lq[k feyrkA

ek¡ @ 47
 bu cSBdksa esa 'kgj ls nwljs yksx Hkh vkus yxs μ lcls T+;knk rks ,d
nqcyh&lh yEch yM+dh vkrh Fkh] ihys psgjs ij cM+h&cM+h vk¡[kksa okyhA
mldk uek lk'kk FkkA mldh pky vkSj gko&Hkko esa dqN&dqN enkZukiu FkkA
og ges'kk viuh ?kuh dkyh Hkoksa dks ,d&nwljs ds fudV ykdj ns[krh Fkh]
ekuks [kiQk gks vkSj cksyrs le; mldh lhèkh ukd ds irys uFkqus iQM+drs jgrs
FksA
mlh us igyh ckj rst+ Å¡ph vkokt+ eas ?kks"k.kk dh Fkh %
¶ge lektoknh gSaA¸
tc ek¡ us ;s 'kCn lqus rks og Hk; ls vkrafdr gksdj pqipki ml yM+dh
dks ?kwjrh jghA isykxs;k us lquk Fkk fd lektokfn;ksa us t+kj dks ekj Mkyk FkkA
;g mldh ;qokoLFkk ds fnuksa dh ckr FkhA mu fnuksa ;g viQokg Fkh fd
cM+s&cM+s tkxhjnkjksa us t+kj ls bl ckr dk cnyk ysus ds fy, fd mlus muds
Hkw&nklksa dks vktkn dj fn;k Fkk] ;g lkSxaèk [kk;h Fkh fd tc rd os mls
ekj ugha Mkysaxs rc rd vius cky ugha dVok;saxsA blhfy, mUgsa lektoknh
dgrs FksA exj vc isykxs;k dh le> esa ugha vk jgk Fkk fd mldk csVk vkSj
mlds lkFkh vius vkidks lektoknh D;ksa dgrs gSaA
tc lc yksx ?kj pys x;s rks mlus ikosy ds ikl tkdj mlls iwNk %
¶ikosy] D;k rqe lektoknh gks\¸
¶gk¡]¸ mlus ges'kk dh rjg ek¡ ds lkeus n`<+rkiwoZd rudj [kM+s gksdj
mÙkj fn;kA ¶D;ksa] D;k ckr gS\¸
mldh ek¡ us ,d xgjh vkg Hkjh vkSj vk¡[ksa >qdk yhaA
¶lp dgrs gks] ikosy\ ysfdu os yksx rks t+kj ds f[k+yki+Q gSaA ,d t+kj
dks rks mUgksaus ekj Hkh MkykA¸
ikosy gkFk ls viuk xky jxM+rk gqvk dejs ds nwljh rji+Q pyk x;kA
¶ge yksxksa dks bl rjg ls dke djus dh t+:jr ugha iM+rh]¸ mlus
èkhjs ls eqLdjkdj dgkA
blds ckn og cM+h nsj rd cgqr xEHkhj vkSj 'kkUr Hkko ls ckrsa djrk
jgkA mlds psgjs dks ns[kdj ek¡ us lkspk %
¶og dHkh dksbZ xyr dke ugha djsxkA og dj gh ugha ldrkA¸
blds ckn og Hk;kud 'kCn ckj&ckj nqgjk;k x;k] ;gk¡ rd fd mldk
rh[kkiu [k+Re gks x;k vkSj ek¡ ds dku mu yksxksa }kjk bLrseky fd;s tkus okys
ntZuksa nwljs fofp=k 'kCnksa dh rjg bl 'kCn ds Hkh vknh gks x;sA ij lk'kk mls

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vPNh ugha yxrh Fkh vkSj mlds lkeus mls dqN cspSuh vkSj ?kcjkgV&lh gksrh
Fkh---
,d fnu mlus v#fp ls vius gksaB fldksM+dj mØbuh ls lk'kk ds ckjs
esa ckr dh %
¶og cgqr dBksj gS! lc ij gqdqe pykrh jgrh gS μ ;g djks] og
djks!¸
mØbuh Bgkdk ekjdj g¡l iM+kA
¶vEek] rqeus yk[k Vds dh ckr dg nh! ikosy] dgks D;k dgrs gks
vc\¸
fiQj ek¡ dh rji+Q vk¡[k ekjdj mlus dgk %
¶;s gSa cM+s ?kjkus ds yksxA¸ vkSj mldh vk¡[ksa ped mBhaA
¶og cgqr vPNh yM+dh gS]¸ ikosy us #[kkbZ ls dgkA
¶lks rks gS]¸ mØbuh us mldh ckr dh iqf"V djrs gq, dgk] ¶exj og
;g ugha le>rh fd mls D;k djuk gS] tcfd ge yksx ;g tkurs gSa vkSj dj
Hkh ldrs gSa!¸
blds ckn os nksuksa fdlh ,slh ckr ds ckjs esa cgl djus yxs tks ek¡
dh le> ls ckgj FkhA
ek¡ us ns[kk fd lk'kk lcls T+;knk l[+rh ikosy ds lkFk cjrrh Fkh_
dHkh&dHkh rks og mls iQVdkj Hkh nsrh FkhA ,sls ekSo+Qksa ij ikosy dqN Hkh
u dgrk_ og dsoy g¡l nsrk vkSj ml yM+dh ds psgjs dks oSlh gh dksey
n`f"V ls ns[krk tSls og dHkh urk'kk dks ns[kk djrk FkkA ek¡ dks ;g vPNk u
yxrkA
dHkh&dHkh mu yksxksa ij lglk mYykl dk ,slk mUekn Nk tkrk fd
isyk;sxk fuyksouk vk'p;Zpfdr jg tkrhA cgqèkk ,slk mu jkrksa dks gksrk Fkk tc
os v[kckjksa esa fons'kksa ds et+nwj vkUnksyu ds ckjs esa i<+rs FksA ml le; mudh
vk¡[ksa pedus yxrha vkSj os ,d fofp=k <ax ls cPpksa dh rjg g"kksUZ eÙk gks tkrs_
os [kqydj mYykliw.kZ g¡lh g¡lrs vkSj cM+s I;kj ls ,d&nwljs ds dUèks
FkiFkikrsA
¶gekjs teZu lkFkh ft+Unkckn!¸ dksbZ ,sls fpYykrk ekuks g"kZ ds u'ks esa
pwj gksA
¶bVyh ds et+nwj ft+Unkckn!¸ fdlh nwljs volj ij os ukjk yxkrsA
,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk fd lqnwj ns'kksa esa jgus okys et+nwjksa dks] tks mUgsa
tkurs Hkh ugha Fks vkSj mudh cksyh Hkh ugha le> ldrs Fks] bl g"kZèofu ls

ek¡ @ 49
lEcksfèkr djrs le; mUgsa bl ckr dk fo'okl gks fd ;s vKkr yksx mudh
vkokt+ lqu jgs gSa vkSj muds mYykl dks le> jgs gSaA
¶D;k ;g vPNk u gksxk fd ge mUgsa [kr fy[ksa\¸ mØbuh us dgk_
mldh vk¡[kksa esa ,d eUn T;ksfr ped mBhA ¶rkfd mUgsa ;g ekywe gks tk;s
fd ;gk¡ :l esa Hkh muds nksLr jgrs gSa tks mUgha ds fopkjksa dks ekurs vkSj
mudk izpkj djrs gSa] tks mlh mís'; ds fy, thrs gSa vkSj mUgha liQyrkvksa
ij [kqf'k;k¡ eukrs gSaA¸
iz+Qkalhfl;ksa] vaxsztksa vkSj LohMsuokfl;ksa ds ckjs esa os vius nksLrksa dh rjg
ckrsa djrs] ,sls yksxksa ds ckjs esa] tks muds ân; ds fudV Fks] ftudk os lEeku
djrs Fks vkSj ftuds lq[k&nq[k esa os lk>snkj Fks] mudh ckrsa djrs le; muds
psgjs f[ky mBrsA
bl NksVs&ls ?kqVs gq, dejs esa lkjh nqfu;k ds et+nwjksa ds lkFk vkfRed
:i ls ,dc¼ gksus dh Hkkouk tkx`r gqb± ;g Hkkouk lcds ân; esa Fkh] ek¡
ds ân; esa Hkh] vkSj ;|fi og bldk vFkZ ugha le> ldrh Fkh fiQj Hkh ;g
mls 'kfDr iznku djrh Fkh μ blesa fdruh meax] fdruk eknd mYykl vkSj
fdruh vk'kk Hkjh gqbZ FkhA
¶t+jk lkspks rks!¸ ,d ckj mlus mØbuh ls dgkA ¶lHkh yksx rqEgkjs
lkFkh gSa μ ;gwnh Hkh] vkehZfu;kbZ Hkh vkSj vkfLVª;kbZ Hkh μ mu lcds
lq[k&nq[k eas lkFk gks!¸
¶gk¡ vEek] lcds! lcds!¸ mØbuh us tks'k ds lkFk dgkA ¶ge fdlh
tkfr ;k dkSe dk Hksn ugha ekursA fli+QZ lkFkh gSa ;k fli+QZ nq'euA lkjs
esgurd'k gekjs lkFkh gSa] lc vehj yksx] lc ljdkjsa gekjh nq'eu gSaA tc
ge bl nqfu;k ij ut+j Mkyrs gSa vkSj ns[krs gSa fd gekjs tSls et+nwj fdrus
vfèkd gSa vkSj os fdrus rkdroj gSa rks gekjh [+kq'kh vkSj gekjs fnyksa esa tks'k
dh dksbZ gn ugha jgrh! ek¡] tc dksbZ iz+Qkalhlh ;k teZu pht+ksa dks blh rjg
ns[krk gS rks og Hkh ;gh vuqHko djrk gS vkSj ;gh gky bVyhokyksa dk gSA
ge lHkh ,d gh ek¡ ds cPps gSa μ lkjh nqfu;k ds et+nwjkssa ds Hkzkr`Ro ds vts;
fopkj ds cPps gSaA ;g fopkj gekjs fnyksa dks xjekrk gSA ;g fopkj ,d
U;k;iw.kZ vkdk'k ij pedrs gq, lw;Z ds leku gS vkSj og vkdk'k et+nwj dk
ân; gSA og dksbZ Hkh gks] vius vkidks og dqN Hkh dgrk gks] gj lektoknh
vkRek ds fj'rs ls ges'kk gekjk HkkbZ gS μ dy Hkh Fkk] vkt Hkh gS vkSj dy
Hkh jgsxk!¸
mudk ;g cPpksa tSlk] ij n`<+ fo'okl vfèkdkfèkd Li"V :i ls]

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vfèkdkfèkd mnkÙk :i ls izdV gksrk x;k vkSj c<+rs&c<+rs ,d izcy 'kfDr
cu x;kA vkSj tc ek¡ us ;g ns[kk rks mldh vUrjkRek us ;g vuqHko fd;k
fd lalkj us lpeqp lw;Z tSlhfdlh egku vkSj mTToy oLrq dks tUe fn;k
gS ftls og Lo;a viuh vk¡[kksa ls ns[k ldrh gSA
os cgqèkk xkus xkrsA Å¡ps] mYykl&Hkjs Loj esa os lhèks&lkns xhr xkrs
ftuls lHkh yksx ifjfpr FksA ij dHkh&dHkh os u;s xhr Hkh xkrs] xEHkhj xhr]
ftudk laxhr cgqr I;kjk vkSj èkqusa vuks[kh gksrh FkhaA bu xhrksa dks os èkhes Lojksa
esa xkrs Fks tSls fxjtk?kjksa dk laxhr gksrk gSA xkusokyksa ds psgjs yky ;k ihys
gks tkrs vkSj muds xw¡trs gq, 'kCnksa esa cM+h lcyrk O;Dr gksrh FkhA
ek¡ dks ,d u;s xhr us fo'ks"k :i ls vkUnksfyr fd;kA mlesa 'kadk vkSj
vfu'p; dh Hkwy&HkqyS;ksa esa vdsyh HkVdrh gqbZ fdlh ihfM+r vkRek ds
O;Fkk&Hkjs mn~xkj O;Dr ugha fd;s x;s FksA us mlesa vHkko ds ekjs vkSj Hk; ds
dqpys gq,] uhjl vkSj O;fDrRoghu izkf.k;ksa dk d#.k ØUnu gh FkkA u mlesa
vuUr xxu esa HkVdrh gqbZ fdlh vUèk&'kfDr dh mnkl vkgsa lquk;h nsrh Fkha
vkSj u Hkys vkSj cqjs nksuksa gh ij leku :i ls izgkj djus dks rRij foosdghu
nqLlkgl dh pqukSfr;ksa dh yydkj ghA xhr esa vU;k; ds ,sls vkHkkl ;k
izfrjksèk dh ,slh bPNk dk Hkh o.kZu ugha fd;k x;k Fkk tks euq"; dks vUèkk
cuk ns] ftlesa u"V djus dh {kerk rks gks] ij l`tu dh ughaA bl xhr eas iqjkus]
nklrk ds c¡èkuksa esa tdM+s gq, lalkj dh dksbZ ckr ugha FkhA
ek¡ dks bldh xEHkhj èkqu vkSj dBksj 'kCn fcYdqy ilUn ugha Fks] ij
bu 'kCnksa vkSj bl èkqu ds ihNs dksbZ blls Hkh cM+h pht+ Fkh tks 'kCnksa vkSj
èkqu ij Nk tkrh Fkh vkSj ,d ,slh pht+ dh Hkkouk mRiUu djrh Fkh tks bruh
fo'kky Fkh fd dYiuk dh ifjfèk eas mls ugha lesVk tk ldrk FkkA mlus bl
pht+ dks ukStokuksa dh vk¡[kksa eas vkSj muds psgjksa esa ns[kk_ mls vkHkkl gqvk
fd og pht+ muds vUnj dke djrh gSA og ,d ,slh 'kfDr ds o'k eaas gksdj
tks 'kCnksa vkSj laxhr dh lhekvksa dks rksM+dj cgqr vkxs fudy tkrh Fkh] bl
xhr dks fdlh Hkh nwljs xhr dh vis{kk vfèkd è;ku ls] vfèkd fodyrk ds
lkFk lqurh FkhA
os bl xhr dks vkSj xhrksa dh vis{kk eUn Loj eas xkrs Fks] ij mldh xw¡t
vfèkd izcy gksrh Fkh vkSj yksxksa ij mldk u'kk clUrh c;kj dh ekndrk
dh rjg Nk tkrk FkkA
¶le; vk x;k gS fd vc ge bl xhr dks lM+dksa ij xk;k djsa]¸
oslksof'pdkso cgqr xEHkhj eqæk èkkj.k djds dgk djrk FkkA

ek¡ @ 51
 tc mlds firk dks ,d ckj fiQj pksjh djus ds vijkèk esa tsy Hkst
fn;k x;k rks oslksof'pdkso us vius lkfFk;ksa ls dgk %
¶vc gekjh ;s cSBdsa esjs ?kj gks ldrh gSa---¸
izk;% jkst+ 'kke dks ikosy dk dksbZ u dksbZ lkFkh dke ds ckn mlds
lkFk ?kj vkrk Fkk vkSj os cSBdj dqN i<+rs&fy[krs FksA os bruh tYnh essa gksrs
Fks vkSj vius dke esa brus [kks;s jgrs Fks fd gkFk&eq¡g Hkh ugha èkksrs FksA fdrkcsa
gkFk esas fy;s&fy;s gh os [kkuk [kkrs vkSj pk; ihrsA ek¡ ds fy, mudh ckrsa
le>uk fnu&izfrfnu vfèkd dfBu gksrk x;kA
¶gesa ,d v[kckj fudkyuk pkfg,!¸ ikosy cgqèkk dgk djrk FkkA
thou dh èkkjk vfèkd osxe; rFkk izcy gks x;h vkSj yksx T+;knk
tYnh&tYnh ,d iqLrd dks lekIr djds nwljh iqLrd i<+us yxs] tSls
eèkq&efD[k;k¡ ,d iQwy dk jl pwldj nwljs iQwy ij tk cSBrh gSaA
¶vc ge yksxksa dh ppkZ gksus yxh gS]¸ oslksof'pdkso us dgkA ¶tYn
gh os gesa fxjÝ+rkj djuk 'kq: dj nsaxs---¸
¶cdjs dh ek¡ dc rd [k+Sj euk;sxh]¸ mØbuh us viuk er izdV
fd;kA
ek¡ dks fnu&izfrfnu og T+;knk vPNk yxus yxk FkkA tc og mls
¶vEek¸ dgrk rks mls ,slk yxrk tSls fdlh uUgs&ls cPps us viuk dksey
gkFk mlds xky ij iQsj fn;k gksA ;fn fdlh fnu brokj dks ikosy O;Lr gksrk
rks mØbuh ydM+h phj nsrkA ,d fnu og dUèks ij ,d r[+rk ykns gq, vk;k
vkSj dqYgkM+h ysdj mlus tYnh&tYnh vkSj cM+h n{krk ds lkFk cjkens ds
fy, iqjkus thus ds LFkku ij] tks fcYdqy lM+ x;k Fkk] ,d u;k thuk cuk
fn;kA ,d ckj mlus blh izdkj fcuk fdlh dks trk;s pgkjnhokjh dk taxyk
Bhd dj fn;k] tks fcYdqy >qd x;k FkkA dke djrs le; og ges'kk fdlh
lqUnj nnhZyh èkqu ij lhVh ctkrk jgrk FkkA
¶mØbuh dks ge vius ?kj esa gh D;ksa u j[k ysa\¸ ,d fnu ek¡ us vius
csVs ls dgkA ¶rqe nksuksa ds fy, vPNk jgsxk μ gj oD+r Hkkx&Hkkxdj
,d&nwljs ds ?kj ugha tkuk iM+sxkA¸
¶D;ksa viuh rdyhiQ c<+krh gks\¸ ikosy us dUèks >Vddj mÙkj fn;kA
¶;g D;k dgrs gks\¸ ek¡ cksyhA ¶lkjh mej eSaus csdkj gh rdyhiQ
mBk;h gSA vc vxj mlds tSls Hkys vkneh ds fy, dqN rdyhiQ Hkh gks]
rks D;k gS!¸

52 @ ek¡
 ¶tSlk pkgks] djks!¸ csVs us dgkA ¶mlds vk tkus ls eq>s rks [+kq'kh gh
gksxhA¸
vkSj bl izdkj mØbuh muds lkFk jgus yxkA

8
cLrh ds fljs ij fLFkr ml NksVs&ls ?kj dh vksj yksxksa dk è;ku
vkdf"kZr gqvk] ntZuksa pksj fuxkgsa mldh nhokjksa dks csèkdj vUnj ns[kus dk
iz;Ru djus yxhaA viQokgksa ds nwf"kr ia[k rst+h ls ml ?kj ij iQM+iQM+kus yxsA
yksx dksf'k'k djus yxs fd iq'rs ds fljs ij fLFkr ml ?kj esa ftl jgL;e;
oLrq ds fNis gksus dk mUgsa vkHkkl Fkk mls fdlh izdkj vkrafdr djds ckgj
fudky yk;saA jkr dks os f[kM+dh ls vUnj >k¡drs vkSj dHkh&dHkh rks 'kh'ks
ij [kV[kVkrs Hkh] ij Mjdj Hkkx tkrsA
,d fnu isykxs;k fuyksouk dks HkfV;kj[k+kus ds ekfyd csxquRlkso us
jkLrs esa jksdkA og ns[kus esa cgqr usd cw<+k vkneh Fkk tks ges'kk eksVs e[key
dh cSaxuh okLdV igurk Fkk vkSj mldh fiyfiyh yky xnZu ij dkyk js'keh
:eky c¡èkk jgrk FkkA mldh pednkj uqdhyh ukd ij dNq, dh [kijh dh
cuh gqbZ dekfu;ksaokyh ,sud p<+h jgrh Fkh vkSj blh dkj.k yksxksa us mldk
uke ¶gM~Mh dh vk¡[ksa¸ j[k fn;k FkkA
ne ysus ds fy, #ds fcuk ;k mÙkj dh izrh{kk fd;s fcuk mlus ek¡ ij
vksyksa dh rjg 'kCnksa dh ckSNkj 'kq: dj nhA
¶isykxs;k fuyksouk] dgks dSlh gks\ vkSj rqEgkjk csVk\ dqN C;kg&O;kg
djus dk bjknk ugha gS D;k mldk\ esjs [k+;ky esa rks vc mldh mej gks x;h
gSA csVksa dk C;kg ftruh tYnh gks tk;s] ek¡&cki ds fy, mruk gh vPNk gksrk
gSA vkneh viuk ?kj clk ys rks mlds ru&eu nksuksa ds fy, Bhd oSlk gh
vPNk jgrk gS] tSls fljds esa [kqEch ugha [k+jkc gksus ikrhA rqEgkjh txg vxj
eSa gksrk] rks vc rd mldk C;kg dj fn;k gksrkA t+ekuk gh ,slk vk x;k gS
fd bl ckr dk è;ku j[kuk iM+rk gS fd dkSu dSls jgrk gSA yksx euekus <ax
ls jgus yxs gSaA mYVh&lhèkh ckrsa lkspus yxs gSa vkSj oSls gh dke djus yxs
gSaA ukStokuksa us fxjtk?kjksa esa Hkh tkuk NksM+ fn;k gS vkSj tgk¡ cgqr ls yksx tek
gksa mu txgksa ls drjkus yxs gSaA v¡èksjs dksuksa esa Nqi&Nqidj os vius jgL;ksa ds
ckjs esa dkukiQwlh djrs gSaA eSa iwNrk gw¡ ;g [kqlqj&iQqlqj D;ksa\ yksxksa ls drjkuk
D;ksa\ ,slh dkSu&lh ckr gS ftls lcds lkeus μ tSls HkfV;kj[k+kus esa μ dgus
ls os Mjrs gSa\ dksbZ Hksn dh ckr gS\ rks Hksn dh ckr djus dh rks cl ,d

ek¡ @ 53
gh txg gS vkSj og gS gekjk ifo=k fxjtk?kj! ;g dksuksa esa fNi&fNidj
[kqlqj&iQqlqj djus dh vknr fnekx dk [kyy gS! vPNk] isykxs;k fuyksouk]
[+kq'k jgks!¸
mlus viuh Vksih mrkjdj fgyk;h vkSj py fn;k_ ek¡ vk'p;Z pfdr
[kM+h jg x;hA
,d ckj vkSj ,slk gh gqvk % Oyklkso&ifjokj dh iM+ksflu ekfj;k
dksjlquksok] tks ,d yksgkj dh foèkok Fkh vkSj i+QSDVjh ds iQkVd ij [kkus dh
pht+sa cspdj viuk isV ikyrh Fkh] ckt+kj esa isykxs;k fuyksouk dks fey x;hA
cksyh %
¶isykxs;k] vius csVs ij ut+j j[kks!¸
¶D;k eryc gS rqEgkjk\¸ ek¡ us iwNkA
¶rjg&rjg dh ckrsa lqu jgh gw¡!¸ ekfj;k us cM+s jgL;iw.kZ <ax ls dgkA
¶cqjh&cqjh ckrsa] le>ha] ek¡A yksx dgrs gSa fd og ,d xqIr lEiznk; cuk jgk
gS] ¶ySxsykUVksa dh rjgA ¶ySxsykUVksa dh rjg gh os ,d&nwljs dh [kky [khap
ysxa -s --¸
¶;g lc cdokl gS] ekfj;k!¸
¶vkx ds fcuk èkqvk¡ ugha gksrk]¸ [kksepsokyh us dgkA
ek¡ us bu lc ckrksa dh lwpuk vius csVs dks nh] ij mlus dsoy vius
dUèks >Vd fn;s vkSj mØbuh ges'kk dh rjg viuh dksey vkokt+ essa
f[kyf[kykdj g¡l fn;kA
¶yM+fd;k¡ Hkh cgqr cqjk ekus gq, gSa]¸ ek¡ us dgkA ¶rqe yksx cgqr Hkys
yM+ds gks] dksbZ Hkh yM+dh rqels C;kg djds vius vkidks HkkX;oku le>sxh_
esgurh gks vkSj 'kjkch Hkh ugha gks] exj rqe yM+fd;ksa dh rji+Q t+jk Hkh è;ku
ugha nsrs! yksx dgrs gSa fd 'kgj dh cqjh yM+fd;k¡ rqels feyus vkrh gSa---¸
¶gVkvks Hkh!¸ ikosy us >q¡>ykgV ds lkFk eq¡g cukdj dgkA
¶nyny dh gj pht+ ls lM+kaèk vkrh gS]¸ mØbuh us vkg Hkjdj dgkA
¶vjs ek¡] rqe bu uknku Nksdfj;ksa dks le>k nks fd C;kg djds ?kj clkus dk
eryc D;k gksrk gS] rc os viuk lj vks[kyh esa nsus dks bruh csrkc u
gksxa h---¸
¶dSlh ckr dgrs gks!¸ ek¡ us dgkA ¶os lc dqN vPNh rjg tkurh gSa]
lc le>rh gSa exj os dj gh D;k ldrh gSa\¸
¶vxj os le>rh gksrha rks dksbZ nwljk jkLrk <w¡<+ ysrha]¸ ikosy us viuk
fopkj izdV fd;kA

54 @ ek¡
 ek¡ us vius csVs ds xEHkhj psgjs dks ns[kkA
¶rqe budks i<+krs D;ksa ugha\ mueas tks le>nkj gSa mUgsa ;gk¡ cqyk fy;k
djksA¸
¶;g csrqdh ckr gksxh]¸ csVs us #[kkbZ ls tokc fn;kA
¶ij vxj vktekdj ns[kk tk;s rks\¸ mØbuh us iwNkA
ikosy us dqN nsj pqi jgdj mÙkj fn;k %
¶tksM+ksa ds lSj&likVs 'kq: gks tk;saxs] dqN dk C;kg gks tk;sxk vkSj cl]
fo+QLlk [k+Re!¸
mldh ek¡ lksp esa iM+ x;hA mls ikosy dh lkèkq&lUrksa tSlh uhjlrk ds
dkj.k fpUrk gksus yxh FkhA og ns[krh Fkh fd lHkh yksx] mØbuh dh Hkk¡fr
mlls cM+h mej ds mlds lkFkh Hkh mlls lykg ysrs Fks] ij mls ,slk yxrk
Fkk fd os mlds csVs ls Mjrs Fks vkSj mldh uhjlrk ds dkj.k dksbZ Hkh mlls
I;kj ugha djrk FkkA
,d fnu jkr dks tc og lksus ysV pqdh Fkh vkSj mldk csVk rFkk
mØbuh i<+ jgs Fks] mls iryh&lh vksV ds ml ikj ls mudh nch&nch vkokt+
lquk;h nhA
¶eq>s og urk'kk vPNh yxrh gS]¸ lglk mØbuh us dgkA
¶eSa tkurk gw¡]¸ ikosy us dqN nsj #ddj dgkA
ek¡ dks mØbuh ds èkhjs ls mBdj uaxs iSj dejs esa Vgyus dh vkgV
lquk;h nhA og cgqr èkhes Loj esa fdlh mnkl èkqu ij lhVh ctkus yxk] fiQj
;dk;d #ddj nch vkokt+ esa cksyk %
¶ekywe ugha mlus dHkh bl ckr ij è;ku fn;k Hkh gS fd ughaA¸
ikosy us dksbZ mÙkj ugha fn;kA
¶rqEgkjk D;k [k+;ky gS\¸ mØbuh us yxHkx mlds dku esa dgkA
¶mlus t+:j è;ku fn;k gS]¸ ikosy us mÙkj fn;kA ¶blhfy, rks mlus
;gk¡ vkuk NksM+ fn;kA¸
mØbuh vius cks>y o+Qneksa dks ?klhVrk gqvk dejs esa Vgyus yxk vkSj
,d ckj fiQj mldh lhVh dk eUn Loj dejs esa dfEir gks mBkA
¶vxj eSa mlls lki+Q&lki+Q dg nw¡ rks D;k dqN gtZ gS\¸ mØbuh us
iwNkA
¶D;k dg nks\¸
¶;gh fd μ fd eSa---¸ mØbuh us Loj èkhek dj fy;kA
¶vkf[k+j D;ksa\¸ ikosy us mls chp esa gh Vksd fn;kA

ek¡ @ 55
 ek¡ us vkgV ls vanktk yxk;k fd mØbuh us Vgyuk cUn dj fn;k gS
vkSj mls ,slk yxk fd tSls og [kM+k eqLdjk jgk gSA
¶esjk [k+;ky gS fd fdlh dks vxj fdlh yM+dh ls I;kj gks tk;s rks
mls mlls dg nsuk pkfg,] ugha rks mldk urhtk dksbZ ugha fudyrkA¸
ikosy us t+ksj ls viuh fdrkc cUn dhA
¶vkf[k+j rqe D;k urhtk pkgrs gks\¸ mlus iwNkA
nksuksa cM+h nsj rd pqi jgsA
¶rqEgkjk D;k [k+;ky gS\¸ mØbuh us iwNkA
¶vUæsbZ] rqEgsa bl ckr dk lgh&lgh vankt gksuk pkfg, fd rqe D;k
pkgrs gks]¸ ikosy us èkhes&èkhes dgkA ¶eku yks og Hkh rqels I;kj djrh gS
μ eq>s blesa 'kd gS exj fiQj Hkh eku yks μ vkSj rqe nksuksa dh 'kknh gks tkrh
gSA D;k [+kwc tksM+h jgsxhA og i<+h&fy[kh vkSj rqe fujs et+nwj! fiQj cPps gksaxs
vkSj mudk isV ikyus ds fy, rqEgsa fnu&jkr [+kwu&ilhuk ,d djuk iM+sxkA
jksVh ds VqdM+ksa] cPpksa vkSj edku ds fdjk;s dh fi+QØ esa ft+Unxh ,d tatky
cu tk;sxhA rqe gekjs è;s;s ds fy, fdlh dke ds ugha jg tkvksxAs rqe nksuks!a ¸
FkksM+h nsj rd [k+keks'kh jghA blds ckn ikosy us fiQj cksyuk 'kq: fd;k
ij mlds Loj esa vc mruh l[+rh ugha FkhA
¶vUæsbZ] vPNk ;gh gS fd ;g lc dqN Hkwy tkvksA mlds fy,
dfBukb;k¡ iSnk u djks---¸
[k+keks'khA ?kM+h dh fVd&fVd lki+Q lquk;h ns jgh Fkh] le; chr jgk
FkkA
¶esjk vkèkk fny I;kj djrk gS vkSj vkèkk fny ui+QjrA ;g Hkh dksbZ fny
gS\¸
iUus myVus dh vkokt+ lquk;h nh μ ikosy us 'kk;n fiQj viuh fdrkc
i<+uh 'kq: dj nh FkhA mldh ek¡ vk¡[ksa cUn fd;s ysVh FkhA og lk¡l ysus rd
ls Mj jgh FkhA og mØbuh ds fy, nq[kh Fkh mldk ân; jks jgk Fkk] ij vius
csVs ds fy, og vkSj Hkh nq[kh FkhA
¶gk;] cspkjk esjk cPpk!¸ ek¡ us lkspkA
¶rqEgkjk [k+;ky gS fd eq>s pqi gh jguk pkg;s\¸ lglk mØbuh us
vkos'k esa vkdj dgkA
¶;g T+;knk bZekunkjh gksxh]¸ ikosy us 'kkUr Hkko ls mÙkj fn;kA
¶pyks] ,slk gh lgh]¸ mØbuh cksyk] dqN {k.k ckn mlus mnkl gksdj
cgqr èkhjs ls dgk] ¶ikosy] tc rqe ij ,slh cusxh] rc tkuksxsA¸

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 ¶vHkh tku jgk gw¡---¸
gok ?kj dh nhokj ls Vdjk jgh FkhA ?kM+h dh fVd&fVd le; chrus
dh lwpuk ns jgh FkhA
¶dksbZ et+ko+Q ugha gS ;g!¸ mØbuh us èkhjs&èkhjs dgkA
ek¡ rfd;s esa eq¡g Nqikdj pqids&pqids jksus yxhA
lqcg mls ,slk yxk fd vUæsbZ vkSj Hkh NksVk gks x;k gS vkSj igys ls
Hkh T+;knk I;kjk yxus yxk gSA mldk nqcyk&iryk vkSj rkM+ tSlk lhèkk csVk
ges'kk dh rjg [k+keks'k FkkA vc ls igys ek¡ us dHkh mØbuh dks vUæsbZ
vksuhfleksfop ds vykok vkSj dqN dgdj lEcksfèkr ugha fd;k Fkk] ij vkt
vutkus gh mlus dgk %
¶ vUæsbZ] vius twrs ejEer djk yks] ugha rks rqEgsa B.M yx tk;sxhA¸
¶vc dh ru[okg feyus ij eSa u;k tksM+k ys yw¡xk]¸ mlus g¡ldj mÙkj
fn;kA fiQj mlus viuh yEch Hkqtk ek¡ ds dUèks ij j[kdj dgk] ¶'kk;n rqe
gh esjh vlyh ek¡ gks! ysfdu rqe bl ckr dks ekuuk ugha pkgrha] D;ksafd eSa
bruk cnlwjr gw¡A gS u ;gh ckr\¸
ek¡ us dksbZ mÙkj fn;s fcuk mldk gkFk FkiFkik;kA og cgqr&lh
Lusg&Hkjh ckrsa dguk pkgrh Fkh] ij mldk fny Hkj vk;k vkSj 'kCn mlds
gksaBksa ls fudy gh ugha ik;sA

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cLrh esa lektokfn;ksa dh ppkZ gksus yxh] tks uhyh L;kgh esa Nis gq,
ipsZ ck¡Vrs FksA bu ipks± esa i+QSDVjh ds O;oLFkkidksa dh dM+h vkykspuk dh tkrh
Fkh] muesa ihVlZcxZ vkSj nf{k.kh :l dh gM+rkyksa ds ckjs esa crk;k tkrk Fkk]
vkSj et+nwjksa dks vius fgrksa dh j{kk ds fy, viuh ,drk o+Qk;e djus ds fy,
yydkjk tkrk FkkA
vèksM+ mez ds yksx tks i+QSDVjh esa vPNs iSls iSnk dj jgs Fks] cgqr ukjkt+
FksA
¶csdkj >xM+k djkus okys yksx gSa!¸ os dgrsA ¶bu gjdrksa ij rks budk
eq¡g rksM+ nsuk pkfg,!¸ vkSj os ;s ijps vius ekfydksa dks ns vkrs FksA
ukStoku yksx mUgsa cM+s mRlkg ls i<+rs FksA
¶,d&,d ckr lp gS!¸ os dgrsA
vfèkdka'k et+nwj viuh izfrfnu dh esgur ls brus f'kfFky gksrs Fks fd
os budh vksj dksbZ fo'ks"k è;ku gh ugha nsrs FksA

ek¡ @ 57
 ¶blls dqN gksus okyk ugha gSA D;k ;g eqefdu gS\¸
ysfdu bu ipks± us ,d gypy iSnk dj nh vkSj ,d ckj tc gÝ+rs&Hkj
rd dksbZ u;k ipkZ ugha fudyk rks et+nwj vkil esa dgus yxs] ¶ekywe gksrk
gS fd mu yksxksa us Nkiuk gh cUn dj fn;k gSA¸
ysfdu vxys lkseokj dks fiQj u;s ipsZ ck¡Vs x;s vkSj et+nwj fiQj vkil
esa dkukiQwlh djus yxsA
i+QSDVjh vkSj HkfV;kj[k+kus esa ,sls u;s yksx fn[kk;h iM+us yxs ftUgsa dksbZ
Hkh ugha tkurk FkkA os Vksg yxkrs] pkjksa rji+Q ut+j j[krs vkSj yksxksa ls rjg&rjg
ds loky iwNrsA mudh vR;fèkd lrdZrk vkSj gj vkneh dh ckr esa Vk¡x
vM+kus ds muds <ax ds dkj.k muds ckjs esa i+QkSju 'kadk mRiUu gksrh FkhA
ek¡ us vuqHko fd;k fd ;g lkjh gypy mlds csVs dh dk;Zokfg;ksa dk
gh urhtk FkhA mlus ns[kk fd yksx mldh rji+Q f[kapdj vkrs Fks] vkSj vius
csVs dh dq'ky dh fpUrk ds lkFk gh mldh xoZ dh Hkkouk Hkh feyh gqbZ FkhA
,d fnu 'kke dks ekfj;k dksjlquksok us Oyklkso ds ?kj dh f[kM+dh ij
nLrd nh vkSj tc ek¡ us f[kM+dh [kksyh rks mlus dki+Qh t+ksj ls mlds dku
esa dgk %
¶isykxs;k] lkoèkku jguk! Hk.Mk iQwV x;kA vkt rqEgkjs ?kj dh ryk'kh
yh tk;sxh vkSj ekftu vkSj oslksof'pdkso ds ?kj dh Hkh---¸
ekfj;k ds eksVs&eksVs gksaB tYnh&tYnh [kqyrs vkSj cUn gksrs jgs] mlus
vius eksVs uFkquksa ls t+ksj ls dbZ ckj lk¡l vUnj [khaph vkSj iydsa >idkdj
igys ,d rji+Q vkSj fiQj nwljh rji+Q ns[kkA og ns[k jgh Fkh fd lM+d ij
dksbZ vk rks ugha jgk gSA
¶vkSj ;g Hkh è;ku j[kuk fd eq>s rks u dqN ekywe gS] u eSa rqels dqN
dgk gS vkSj u eSa rqels vkt feyh gw¡] lqu fy;k\¸
bruk dgdj og pyh x;hA
ek¡ us f[kM+dh cUn dj nh vkSj èkhjs&èkhjs ,d dqlhZ ij cSB x;hA ij
ml [k+rjs dk è;ku vkrs gh tks mlds csVs ds flj ij eaMjk jgk Fkk] og tYnh
ls fiQj [kM+h gks x;hA mlus tYnh&tYnh diM+s igus vkSj flj ij :eky
ck¡èkdj Hkkxh gqbZ Ý+;ksnksj ekftu ds ?kj x;hA og chekj Fkk blfy, i+QSDVjh
ugha x;k FkkA ftl le; mlus ?kj esa izos'k fd;k og f[kM+dh ds ikl cSBk
fdrkc i<+ jgk Fkk vkSj viuk nkfguk gkFk lgyk jgk Fkk] ftldk v¡xwBk dqN
vLokHkkfod :i ls vdM+k gqvk FkkA ;g [k+cj lqurs gh mldk jax ihyk iM+
x;k vkSj og mNydj [kM+k gks x;kA

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 ¶Hkyk lkspks rks!¸ mlus cqncqnkdj dgkA
¶vc ge D;k djsa\¸ isykxs;k fuyksouk us dk¡irs gkFkksa ls vius ekFks dk
ilhuk iksaNrs gq, iwNkA
¶t+jk #dks] ?kcjkvks ugha]¸ Ý+;ksnksj us vius paxs gkFk ls ?kq¡?kjkys ckyksa
dks ihNs djrs gq, dgkA
¶vjs] rqe rks [+kqn ?kcjk;s gq, gks!¸ mlus fpYykdj dgkA
¶eS\a ¸ og 'kekZ x;k vkSj f[kfl;kdj eqLdjkus yxkA ¶gq] ykur gS--- gesa
ikosy dks [k+cj nsuh pkfg,A eSa fdlh dks Hkstrk gw¡A ysfdu rqe ?kj tkvks vkSj
fpUrk u djksA os gesa dksM+s FkksM+s gh ekjsaxs\¸
?kj igq¡pdj ek¡ us lkjh fdrkcsa cVksjha vkSj mUgsa vius lhus ls fpidk;s
gq, bèkj&mèkj Vgyus yxhA mlus pwYgs ds vUnj] pwYgs ds uhps vkSj ikuh dh
ckYVh esa ut+j nkSM+k;hA mlus lkspk Fkk fd ikosy i+QSDVjh ls i+QkSju Hkkxk gqvk
?kj vk;sxk] ij og ugha vk;kA vkf[k+j og Fkddj jlksbZ?kj dh csap ij fdrkcsa
vius uhps j[kdj cSB x;h vkSj tc rd ikosy vkSj mØbuh ?kj ugha vk x;s
rc rd ogha cSBh jgh] Mj ds ekjs ogk¡ ls fgyh Hkh ughaA
¶[k+cj fey x;h rqEgsa\¸ mlus ogha cSBs&cSBs fpYykdj dgkA
¶gk¡]¸ ikosy eqLdjk fn;kA ¶rqEgsa Mj yxrk gS\¸
¶cgqr---¸
¶Mjks ugha]¸ mØbuh us dgkA ¶blls dksbZ i+Qk;nk ugha gksxkA¸
¶vHkh rd leksokj Hkh ugha tyk;k]¸ ikosy us dgkA
¶budh otg ls]¸ ek¡ us vijkèkh dh rjg mBdj fdrkcksa dh rji+Q
ladsr djrs gq, dgkA
ikosy vkSj mØbuh t+ksj ls g¡l iM+s] blls ek¡ dks dqN <k<+l c¡èkkA
ikosy us dqN fdrkcsa fudky yha vkSj mUgsa fNikus ds fy, ckgj ys x;kA
¶vEek] Mjus dh dksbZ ckr ugha gS]¸ mØbuh us leksokj esa vkx lqyxkrs
gq, dgkA ¶exj 'keZ dh ckr gS fd yksx bl rjg dh csodwfiQ;ksa esa viuk
oD+r [k+jkc djrs gSaA ryokjsa yVdk;s vkSj twrksa dh ,fM+;k¡ ctkrs gq, izkS<+ yksx
;gk¡ vk;saxs vkSj gj pht+ myV&iyV Mkysaxs] iy¡x ds uhps <w¡<saxs] pwYgs ds
uhps <w¡<+saxs] rg[k+kus esa tk;saxs] Åij vVkjh ij p<+saxs! mudh ukd esa edM+h dk
tkyk ?kqlxs k vkSj os >q> ¡ ykdj vius uFkqus iQqiQdkjus yxsxa As cM+h Åc iSnk djus
okyk dke gS ;g] mUgsa 'keZ vkrh gS vkSj blfy, os ,slk trkrs gSa tSls cgqr
X+kqLlSy gksa vkSj ge ij vkxccwyk gks jgs gSaA os rks tkurs gSa fd mudk dke
cgqr xUnk gS! ,d ckj rks esjh lkjh pht+sa myV&iqyVdj ns[kus ij mUgsa bruh

ek¡ @ 59
f[kfl;kgV gqbZ fd os ryk'kh vèkwjh gh NksM+dj pys x;sA ,d ckj vkSj ,slk
gh gqvk vkSj os eq>s lkFk ysrs x;s vkSj pkj eghus rd tsy esa cUn j[kkA tsy
eas gkFk ij gkFk èkjs cSBs jgus ds vykok dqN gksrk gh ugha gSA dqN fnu ckn
lEeu feyrk gS vkSj flikgh vius lkFk lM+dksa ij ?kqekrs gq, dgha ys tkrs
gSa tgk¡ dksbZ cgqr cM+k vi+Qlj cgqr&ls loky iwNrk gSA ;s vi+Qlj Hkh dki+Qh
cq¼ gksrs gSa μ nqfu;k Hkj dh mYVh&lhèkh ckrsa djrs gSa vkSj blds ckn
flikfg;ksa dks gqDe nsrs gSa fd dSnh dks fiQj tsy esa igq¡pk fn;k tk;sA blh
rjg os bèkj ls mèkj jiVkrs gSa μ vkf[k+j mUgsa tks ru[okg feyrh gS mlds
cnys esa os dqN dkjxqtkjh Hkh rks fn[kyk;sa! vUr esa os dSnh dks NksM+ nsrs gSa
vkSj cl fo+QLlk [k+Re gks tkrk gS!¸
¶vUæsbZ] dSlh ckrsa fd;k djrs gks rqe ges'kk!¸ ek¡ us vk'p;Z ls dgkA
og ?kqVuksa ds cy >qdk gqvk leksokj esa vkx lqyxk jgk Fkk_ mlus viuk
rerek;k gqvk psgjk mBk;k vkSj ew¡Nksa ij gkFk iQsjdj iwNk %
¶dSlh\¸
¶tSls fdlh us dHkh rqEgkjk fny gh u nq[kk;k gksA¸
¶bl nqfu;k esa dksbZ Hkh ,slk gS ftldk fny dHkh u nq[kk gks\¸ mØbuh
mBk vkSj flj fgykrs gq, eqLdjkdj cksykA ¶eq>s bruk nq[k fn;k x;k gS fd
eSaus vc è;ku gh nsuk NksM+ fn;k gSA tc yksx gSa gh ,sls rks gks gh D;k ldrk
gS\ vxj vkneh bu lc ckrksa dh rji+Q è;ku nsus yxs rks mlds dke esa gtZ
gksus ds vykok dqN ugha gksrk vkSj bu ckrksa ij dq<u+ k viuk oD+r [k+jkc djuk
gSA ft+Unxh dk <ax gh dqN ,slk gS! igys eSa Hkh yksxksa ls ukjkt+ gks tk;k djrk
Fkk] ysfdu fiQj eSa bl urhts ij igq¡pk fd ;g lc csdkj gSA gj vkneh Mjrk
gS fd mldk iM+kslh mls [kk tk;sxk] blfy, og igys [+kqn gh ml ij okj
djuk pkgrk gSA esjh ek¡] ft+Unxh dk <ax gh ,slk gS!¸
mlds 'kCnksa dk izokg vckèk xfr ls tkjh Fkk vkSj mldh bu ckrksa ls
gksus okyh ryk'kh ds ckjs esa ek¡ dk Hk; nwj gksrk x;kA mldh cM+h&cM+h vk¡[kksa
esa ped Fkh vkSj ek¡ us ns[kk fd csMkSy gksus ds ckotwn mleas fdruh iQqrhZ
gSA
ek¡ us ,d vkg HkjhA
¶vUæsbZ] Hkxoku rqEgsa lq[kh j[ks!¸ mlus gkfnZd dkeuk dhA
mØbuh yEcs&yEcs Mx Hkjrk gqvk fiQj leksokj ds ikl tkdj mdMw¡
cSB x;kA
¶vxj eq>s dHkh t+jk&lh Hkh [+kq'kh ulhc gqbZ] rks eSa mls BqdjkÅ¡xk

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ugha]¸ mlus vLiQqV Loj esa dgk] ¶exj mlds fy, gkFk ilkjdj ugha
nkSMx¡w+ kA¸
ikosy ckgj ls vk;kA
¶vc mUgsa mej&Hkj dqN Hkh ugha fey ldrk]¸ mlus fo'okl ds lkFk
dgk vkSj vius gkFk èkksus yxkA vPNh rjg gkFk iksN a rs gq, og ek¡ dks lEcksfèkr
djds cksyk %
¶vxj rqeus mUgsa ;g ekywe gks tkus fn;k fd rqe Mj jgh gks rks os lkspxas s
fd t+:j ?kj esa dksbZ ,slh&oSlh pht+ gksxh rHkh rks og bl rjg FkjFkj dk¡i
jgh gSA rqe tkurh gks fd ge yksx dksbZ xyr dke ugha dj jgs gS]a U;k; gekjh
rji+Q gS vkSj ge yksx thou&Hkj blh ds fy, dke djrs jgsaxsA ;gh gekjk
vijkèk gS] fiQj ge D;ksa Mjsa\¸
¶ikosy] eSa vius dks lEHkky yw¡xh]¸ mlus vk'oklu fn;k] ij nwljs gh
{k.k og osnukiw.kZ vkokt+ esa dg mBh] ¶dk'k os tYnh ls vk tk;sa!¸
ml jkr os ugha vk;s vkSj blls igys fd vxyh lqcg dks os nksuksa yM+ds
mldh g¡lh mM+krs] og [+kqn gh vius vki ij g¡lus yxh %
¶[k+rjk vkus ls igys gh Mj x;h!¸

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jktuhfrd iqfyl ml Hk;kog jkr ds yxHkx ,d eghus ckn vk;hA
fudksykbZ oslksof'pdkso ikosy vkSj vUæsbZ ls feyus vk;k Fkk vkSj os rhuksa
vius v[kckj ds ckjs esa cgl dj jgs FksA cgqr nsj gks pqdh Fkh μ yxHkx
vkèkh jkr dk le; FkkA ek¡ lksus tk pqdh Fkh vkSj fcLrj ij Å¡?krs&Å¡?krs og
mudh nch&nch mRlqdrk&Hkjh vkokt+sa lqu jgh FkhA brus esa vUæsbZ us ncs ik¡o
jlksbZ?kj dks yk¡?kk vkSj vius ihNs njokt+k cUn dj fy;kA ,d ckYVh ds fxjus
dh vkokt+ gqbZ] njokt+k tYnh ls [kqyk vkSj vUæsbZ fiQj jlksbZ?kj esa pyk x;kA
¶,M+ksa ds [kudus dh vkokt+ vk jgh gS!¸ mlus nch vkokt+ esa dgkA
ek¡ mNydj iy¡x ls uhps vk [kM+h gqbZ vkSj viuh dk¡irh gqbZ m¡xfy;ksa
ls mlus >iVdj vius diM+s mBk fy,] ij brus esa ikosy njokt+s ij vk;k
vkSj mlus 'kkUr Loj eas dgk %
¶tkvks] ysV tkvks] rqEgkjk th vPNk ugha gSA¸
ckgj dqN vkgV gqb± ikosy us tkdj >Vds ds lkFk njokt+k [kksyk] vkSj
cksyk %
¶dkSu gS\¸

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 Hkwjh iks'kkd esa ,d yEck&pkSM+k vkneh i+QkSju vUnj vk;k vkSj mlds
ihNs ,d nwljk vkneh] nks gfFk;kjcUn lUrfj;ksa us ikosy dks èkDdk fn;k vkSj
mlds nksuksa rji+Q ,d&,d [kM+k gks x;kA
¶bUrt+kj rqEgsa fdldk Fkk vkSj vk x;k dkSu] gS u\¸ fdlh us
O;aX;iwoZd mPp Loj esa dgkA
;s 'kCn fNnjh&lh dkyh ew¡Nksaokys yEcs dn ds ,d nqcys&irys
vi+Qlj ds FksA ,d LFkkuh; iqfylokyk] ftldk uke iQs|kfdu Fkk] ek¡ ds
iy¡x dh rji+Q x;kA
¶;g ek¡ gS] gqtwj]¸ mlus ,d gkFk ls i+QkSth lyke djds vkSj nwljs ls
isykxs;k fuyksouk dh vksj ladsr djrs gq, dgkA
¶vkSj og ;g gS]¸ mlus ikosy dh vksj gkFk mBkdj dgkA
¶ikosy Oyklkso\¸ vi+Qlj us viuh vk¡[ksa fldksM+dj iwNkA
ikosy us flj fgyk fn;kA
¶eSa rqEgkjs ?kj dh ryk'kh ysus vk;k gw¡]¸ vi+Qlj us viuh ew¡Nsa ,saBrs gq,
dgkA ¶mB] cqf<+;k! ogk¡ vUnj dkSu gS\¸ njokt+s esa ls >k¡ddj og nwljs
dejs esa x;kA
¶rqe yksxksa ds uke D;k gSa\¸ mldh vkokt+ lquk;h nhA
nks xokg vUnj vk;sA ,d rks Fkk cqtxq Z <ykbZ et+njw Ros;kZdkso vkSj nwljk
HkV~Bh eas dks;yk >ksadusokyk jhfcuA og ,d Hkwjs jax dk Hkkjh&Hkjde vkneh
Fkk vkSj Ros;kZdkso ds ?kj eas fdjk;s dh dksBjh ysdj jgrk FkkA
¶lyke] fuyksouk]¸ mlus ek¡ ls Å¡ps] Hkkjh Loj esa dgkA
diM+s igurs gq, ek¡ viuh fgEer cuk;s j[kus ds fy, cqncqnk jgh Fkh %
¶;g dkSu&lk rjho+Qk gS vkèkh jkr dks bl rjg vkus dk! yksx tc lksus
yxs rc ;s vk;s gSa!---¸
dejk Hkjk gqvk Fkk vkSj u tkus D;ksa ogk¡ twrs dh ikfy'k dh xUèk clh
gqbZ FkhA mu nks jktuhfrd iqfylokyksa vkSj LFkkuh; Fkkusnkj jhfLdu us dki+Qh
[kM+cM+ djrs gq, vYekfj;ksa ij ls fdrkcsa mrkjha vkSj ml vi+Qlj ds lkeus
est ij <sj dj nhaA nks vkSj vkneh nhokj ij ?kw¡ls ekjdj Vksg yxk jgs Fks]
dqflZ;ksa ds uhps >k¡d jgs Fks vkSj muesa ls ,d us rks pwYgs ds Åij p<+dj
Hkh ns[kkA mØbuh vkSj oslksof'pdkso ,d dksus esa vxy&cxy [kM+s FksA
fudksykbZ ds pspd: psgjs ij tgk¡&rgk¡ ykyh nkSM+ x;h vkSj og ,dVd
viuh NksVh&NksVh Hkwjh vk¡[kksa ls ml vi+Qlj dks ?kwjrk jgkA mØbuh [kM+k
viuh ew¡Nsa ,saB jgk Fkk vkSj tc ek¡ dejs esa vk;h rks mldk mRlkg c<+kus ds

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fy, mlus èkhjs ls eqLdjkdj viuk flj fgyk;kA
vius Hk; dks dkcw esa j[kus ds fy, ek¡ ges'kk dh rjg frjNh gksdj
pyus ds ctk; viuk lhuk rkudj] lhèkh py jgh Fkh ftlds dkj.k mldh
pky&<ky cgqr jkscnkj ekywe gks jgh Fkh vkSj mls ns[kdj dqN g¡lh Hkh vkrh
FkhA pyrs le; og cM+s t+ksj ls iVddj ik¡o j[krh FkhA ij mldh Hkosa
iQM+d jgh FkhaA
vi+Qlj vius xksjs gkFk dh iryh&iryh m¡xfy;ksa ls >iVdj ,d
fdrkc mBkrk vkSj tYnh&tYnh mlds iUus iyVdj ,d rji+Q dks iQsad nsrkA
dqN fdrkcsa i+Q'kZ ij fxj iM+hA fdlh us ,d 'kCn Hkh u dgkA ilhus ls rj
flikgh gk¡i jgs Fks] muds twrksa dh ,M+sa [kud jgh Fkha vkSj os chp&chp esa
iwN ysrs Fks %
¶;gk¡ ns[k fy;k\¸
ek¡ nhokj ls lVh gqbZ ikosy ds ikl vkSj mldh gh rjg nksuksa gkFk lhus
ij ck¡èks [kM+h Fkh vkSj mldh ut+jsa cjkcj ml vi+Qlj ij teh gqbZ FkhaA mlds
?kqVus tokc ns jgs Fks vkSj mldh vk¡[kksa ij ,d 'kq"d èkq¡èkykiu Nk;k gqvk FkkA
¶fdrkcsa uhps iQsads fcuk dke ugha py ldrk\¸ lglk bl fuLrCèkrk
dks phjrh gqbZ fudksykbZ dh dM+dnkj vkokt+ lquk;h nhA
ek¡ pkSd iM+hA Ros;kZdkso us viuk flj bl rjg >Vdk ekuks fdlh us
Bsy fn;k gks_ jhfcu [ka[kkjk vkSj mlus fudksykbZ dks ?kwjkA
vi+Qlj us viuh vk¡[ksa fldksM+dj rhj tSlh ,d ut+j fudksykbZ ds
pspd: dBksj psgjs ij MkyhA og fdrkcksa ds iUus vkSj Hkh rst+h ls iyVus
yxkA dHkh&dHkh mldh cM+h&cM+h Hkwjh vk¡[ksa iQSy tkrha] ekuks mls vlá
ihM+k gks jgh gks vkSj og csclh ds dkj.k viuk izfrjksèk O;Dr djus ds fy,
jks iM+usokyk gksA
¶,] flikgh!¸ oslksof'pdkso us fiQj dgkA ¶fdrkcsa mBkvks!---¸
lc flikfg;ksa us eqM+dj mldh rji+Q vkSj fiQj vius vi+Qlj dh rji+Q
ns[kkA vi+Qlj us viuk flj mBk;k vkSj fudksykbZ ds â"V&iq"V 'kjhj dks x+kSj
ls vk¡dkA
¶gw¡!¸ mlus ukd ds lqj esa dgkA ¶mBkdj j[k nks!¸
,d flikgh >qddj iQVh gqbZ fdrkcsa mBkus yxkA
¶fudksykbZ pqi D;ksa ugha jgrk]¸ ek¡ us ikosy ds dku esa dgkA
mlus vius dUèks >Vd fn;sA mØbuh us viuk flj >qdk fy;kA
¶ckbfcy dkSu i<+rk gS\¸

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 ¶eSa!¸ ikosy us mÙkj fn;kA
¶;s lc fdrkcsa fdldh gSa\¸
¶esjh!¸ ikosy us tokc fn;kA
¶vPNh ckr gS]¸ vi+Qlj us Vsd yxkdj vkjke ls dqlhZ ij cSBrs gq,
dgkA mlus vius irys&irys gkFkksa dh m¡xfy;k¡ pVdk;ha] Vk¡xsa est ds uhps
iQSyk yha] vkSj ew¡Nksa ij rko nsdj fudksykbZ ls cksyk %
¶D;k rqe vUnszbZ uk[kksndk gks\¸
¶gk¡!¸ fudksykbZ us vkxs c<+dj dgkA mØbuh us mls dUèkk idM+dj
ihNs <¡dsy fn;kA
¶ugha] ;g ugha] eSa gw¡ vUæsbZ---¸
vi+Qlj us viuk gkFk mBkdj m¡xyh ls oslksof'pdkso dh rji+Q ladsr
djrs gq, dgk %
¶ns[kks] rqe t+jk l¡Hkydj jgks!¸
vkSj og fiQj vius dkx+t+ksa dks myVus&iqyVus yxkA
pk¡nuh jkr cM+s fujhg vkSj mnklhu Hkko ls f[kM+dh esa >k¡d jgh FkhA
dksbZ edku ds ikl ls xqt+jk vkSj mlds ik¡oksa ds uhps ci+QZ ds pjejkus dh
vkokt+ vk;hA
¶uk[kksndk] rqe igys Hkh jktuhfrd dSnh jg pqds gks u\¸
¶gk¡] ,d ckj jksLrkso esa vkSj nwljh ckj ljkrkso esaA ysfdu ogk¡ ds
flikgh eq>s ^vki* dgdj lEcksfèkr djrs Fks---¸
vi+Qlj us viuh nkfguh vk¡[k cUn djds mls eyk vkSj fiQj vius
NksVs&NksVs nk¡r fudkydj cksyk %
¶gk¡] uk[kksndk] vki tkurs gSa fd ;s dkSu yiQaxs gSa tks dkj[k+kus esa xUnk
izpkj djrs gSa\¸
mØbuh nk¡r [kksydj eqLdjkus yxk] vius iatksa ij >wyk vkSj dqN mÙkj
nsus gh dks Fkk fd fudksykbZ dh vkokt+ fiQj lquk;h nh %
¶yiQaxksa dks rks ge vc igyh ckj ns[k jgs gSa---¸
lUukVk Nk x;kA fdlh us dqN Hkh ugha dgkA
ek¡ ds ekFks dk fu'kku li+Qsn iM+ x;k vkSj mldh nkfguh HkkSag ru x;hA
jhfcu dh dkyh nk<+h ,d fofp=k <ax ls dk¡ius yxh_ mlus nk<+h esa m¡xfy;k¡
iQsjdj viuh vk¡[ksa >qdk yhaA
¶bl cnek'k dks ys tkvks ;gk¡ ls!¸ vi+Qlj us fpYykdj dgkA
nks flikfg;ksa us fudksykbZ dh ck¡gsa idM+ yha vkSj mls <¡dsydj jlksbZ

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esa ys x;s_ ogk¡ igq¡pdj fudksykbZ us vius ik¡o t+ksj ls i+Q'kZ ij xM+k fn;s vkSj
mUgsa vkxs c<+us ls jksd fn;kA
¶Bgjks!¸ mlus fpYykdj dgkA ¶eSa viuk dksV rks igu yw¡!¸
ckx esa ls Fkkusnkj vUnj vk;kA
¶ogk¡ rks dqN Hkh ugha gS] geus gj txg ns[k fy;kA¸
¶lks rks igys ls gh ut+j vk jgk Fkk]¸ vi+Qlj us O;axiwoZd eqLdjkrs
gq, dgkA ¶cgqr ?kqVs gq, vkneh ls ikyk iM+k gS gekjk!---¸
ek¡ us mldh ckjhd vkSj [kudnkj vkokt+ lquh vkSj Hk; ls mlds ihys
psgjs dks ns[kk_ mls ,slk vkHkkl gqvk fd og ,d fueZe 'k=kq Fkk tks vke yksxksa
dks frjLdkj vkSj ?k`.kk dh n`f"V ls ns[krk FkkA ,sls yksxksa ls mldk ikyk cgqr
de iM+k Fkk vkSj og muds vfLrRo dks izk;% Hkwy pqdh FkhA
¶rks ;s gSa os yksx tks mu ipks± ls ckS[kyk mBrs gSa]¸ mlus lkspkA
¶gjke dh vkSykn] tukc vUæsbZ vksuhfleksfop uk[kksndk] vki fxjÝ+rkj
fd;s tkrs gSa!¸
¶fdlfy,\¸ mØbuh us vfopfyr Hkko ls iwNkA
¶ckn esa ekywe gks tk;sxk]¸ vi+Qlj us vius Loj esa cukoVh feBkl
Hkjdj }s"kiw.kZ <ax ls dgkA ¶rqe i<+uk&fy[kuk tkurh gks\¸ mlus isykxs;k
fuyksouk dh rji+Q eqM+dj iwNkA
¶ugha] ;g i<+h&fy[kh ugha gSa!¸ ikosy us mÙkj fn;kA
¶eSa rqels ugha iwN jgk gw¡!¸ vi+Qlj us l[+rh ds lkFk ikosy dks VksdkA
¶crk] cqf<+;k!¸
ek¡ dk ân; bl O;fDr ds izfr ?k`.kk ls Hkj mBkA lglk og dk¡ius yxh
ekuks B.Ms ikuh ls ugk yh gksA mlus vius dks lEHkkyk] mldk pksV dk fu'kku
uhyk iM+ x;k vkSj mldh Hk`dqfV ru x;hA
¶bruk fpYykus dh dksbZ t+:jr ugha gS!¸ mlus gkFk mBkdj dgkA
¶vHkh reus bl nqfu;k esa ns[kk gh D;k gS] rqe D;k tkuks fd eqlhcr fdls
dgrs gSa---¸
¶ek¡] 'kkUr gks tkvks]¸ ikosy us mls jksdus dk iz;Ru djrs gq, dgkA
¶t+jk #dks] ikosy!¸ ek¡ us fpYykdj dgk vkSj est dh rji+Q c<+hA
¶fdlfy, rqe yksxksa dh idM+&èkdM+ djrs gks\¸
¶blls rqEgsa dksbZ eryc ugha! pqi jgks!¸ vi+Qlj us dqlhZ ls mBrs gq,
fpYykdj dgkA ¶fxjÝ+rkj fd;s x;s oslksof'pdkso dks ;gk¡ ykvks!¸
vi+Qlj ,d dkx+t+ viuh ukd ds ikl ykdj i<+us yxkA

ek¡ @ 65
 fudksykbZ ogk¡ yk;k x;kA vi+Qlj us i<+uk cUn djds fpYykdj dgk]
¶Vksih mrkjks!¸
jhfcu us isykxs;k fuyksouk ds fudV vkdj viuk dUèkk mlls Nqvkrs
gq, dgk %
¶ek¡] vkis ls ckgj u gks!¸
¶esjs nksuksa gkFk rks ;s yksx idM+s gSa] eSa Vksih dSls mrk:¡\¸ fudksykbZ us
dgkA mldh vkokt+ dh xjt esa vi+Qlj dh vkokt+ Mwc x;h] tks o+Qkuwuh
dkjZokbZ dh fjiksVZ i<+ jgk FkkA
¶bl ij nLr[kr djks!¸ vi+Qlj us MiVdj dgk vkSj dkx+t+ est ij
iQsad fn;kA
ek¡ us tc mudks nLr[kr djrs ns[kk rks mldk X+kqLlk nc x;k] mldk
fny Mwcus yxk vkSj vk¡[kksa esa osnuk vkSj csclh ds vk¡lw Nyd vk;sA vius
fookfgr thou ds chl o"kks± eas mlus vDlj ,sls vk¡lw cgk;s Fks] ij bèkj dqN
fnuksa ls og mudh tyu Hkwy x;h FkhA vi+Qlj us ek¡ dh rji+Q ns[kk vkSj cgqr
frjLdkj ds lkFk eq¡g cukdj dgk %
¶nsoh th] vxj vki vHkh brus vk¡lw cgk;sxa h] rks vkxs pydj bUgsa dgk¡
ls yk;saxh!¸
ek¡ ds ân; esa fiQj Øksèk dh ygj mBhA
¶ek¡ dh vk¡[kksa esa ges'kk gj ckr ds fy, dki+Qh vk¡lw jgrs gSa] gj ckr
ds fy,! vxj rqEgkjh ek¡ gS] rks og bl ckr dks tkurh gksxhA¸
vi+Qlj us tYnh&tYnh vius dkx+t+ ,d u;s FkSys esa Hkjs] ftldk rkyk
pk¡nh dh rjg ped jgk FkkA
¶pyks!¸ mlus vkKk nhA
¶vPNk] vUæsbZ] fonk! fonk] fudksykbZ!¸ ikosy us muls gkFk feykrs gq,
'kkUr Hkko ls I;kj&Hkjs Loj esa dgkA
¶'kk;n rqEgkjh buls tYnh gh eqyko+Qkr gksxh!¸ vi+Qlj us èkhjs ls
eqLdjkrs gq, dgkA
oslksof'pdkso xgjh&xgjh lk¡lsa ys jgk Fkk_ mldh eksVh&lh xnZu ij
mcyrs [+kwu dh ykyh nkSM+ x;h vkSj mldh vk¡[ksa jks"k ls pedus yxhaA
mØbuh ds gksaBksa ij eqLdjkgV f[ky mBh vkSj mlus viuk flj >qdkdj ek¡
ds dku esa dqN dgkA ek¡ us gkFk ls ml ij lyhc dk fu'kku cuk;k vkSj
cksyh %
¶Hkxoku Hkyk&cqjk lc ns[krk gS---¸

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 vkf[k+jdkj Hkwjh ofnZ;ksa okys flikgh ny ck¡èkdj cjkens esa fudy x;s
vkSj viuh ,M+sa [kudkrs gq, x+k;c gks x;sA jhfcu lcls vkf[k+j eas x;kA
pyrs&pyrs Hkh og ikosy dks VdVdh ck¡èks ns[krk jgkA
¶vPNk] rks eSa pyrk gw¡]¸ mlus dqN lkspdj dgk vkSj viuh nk<+h esa
[kk¡lrk gqvk njokt+s ls ckgj pyk x;kA
ikosy ihB ds ihNs nksuksa gkFk ck¡èkdj i+Q'kZ ij fc[kjh gqbZ fdrkcksa vkSj
diM+ksa dks iQykaxrk gqvk dejs esa Vgyus yxkA
¶ns[kk\ ;g gS bu yksxksa dk rjho+Qk]¸ mlus mnkl gksdj dgkA
ek¡ bèkj&mèkj fc[kjh gqbZ pht+ksa dks bl rjg ns[k jgh Fkh ekuks mls
fo'okl u gks jgk gksA
¶vkf[k+j fudksykbZ dks bruh tyh&dVh ckrsa djus dh D;k t+:jr
Fkh\¸ ek¡ us f[kUu gksdj dgkA
¶eSa le>rk gw¡ fd og Mj x;k Fkk]¸ ikosy us mÙkj fn;kA
¶;g Hkh dksbZ ckr gqbZ--- vk;s] mUgsa idM+k vkSj ysdj py fn;s!¸ ek¡
us gkFk eyrs vkSj cqM+cqM+krs gq, dgkA
mldk csVk fxjÝ+rkj ugha fd;k x;k Fkk blfy, mlds ân; dh èkM+du
dqN 'kkUr FkhA ysfdu mlus tks dqN ns[kk Fkk og mls bruk vlaxr ekywe
gks jgk Fkk fd mldh lkspus dh 'kfDr fcYdqy u"V gks x;h FkhA
¶og ihys psgjsokyk gekjh g¡lh mM+k jgk FkkA gesa Mjkuk pkgrk Fkk---¸
¶vPNk] vEek]¸ ikosy us lglk ladYi ds lkFk dgk] ¶vkvks] ;g lc
lki+Q dj nsaA¸
mlus mls ¶vEek¸ dgk Fkk vkSj mlds Loj esa bl le; ogh ckr Fkh
tks ges'kk mlds ân; esa ek¡ ds izfr I;kj meM+us ij mlds Loj esa iSnk gks tkrh
FkhA ek¡ ikl tkdj mlds psgjs dks ?kwjus yxhA
¶D;k rqEgsa cgqr nq[k gks jgk gS\¸ mlus 'kkUr Loj esa iwNkA
¶gk¡]¸ ikosy us mÙkj fn;kA ¶gk¡] nq[k rks gksrk gh gSA os yksx mlds lkFk
eq>s Hkh ysrs tkrs rks vPNk gksrkA¸
ek¡ dks yxk ekuks ikosy dh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡lw gksaA mldh ihM+k dks
dqN&dqN vuqHko djrs gq, vkSj mls fnyklk nsus ds fy, mlus vkg Hkjdj
dgk %
¶dqN gh fnu dh ckr gS] rqEgsa Hkh ys tk;saxsA¸
¶;g rks eSa tkurk gw¡ fd os eq>s Hkh ys tk;saxs]¸ ikosy us mÙkj fn;kA
ek¡ dqN nsj rd pqi jghA

ek¡ @ 67
 ¶rqe Hkh fdrus dBksj gks] ikosy!¸ mlus vkf[k+jdkj dgkA ¶dHkh rks
eq>s <k<+l c¡èkk;k djks! rqEgsa D;k ekywe fd eSaus dysts ij dSls iRFkj j[kdj
bruh ckr dgh Fkh] rqeus tys ij vkSj ued fNM+d fn;k!¸
mlus ut+j Åij mBk;h] ek¡ ds ikl vk;k vkSj èkhjs ls cksyk %
¶ek¡] eSa >wBh rlYyh nsuk ugha tkurk! rqEgsa bldh vknr Mkyuh gksxh!¸
ek¡ us xgjh vkg Hkjh vkSj bl ckr dk iz;Ru djrs gq, fd mldk xyk
#¡èk u tk;s] FkksM+h nsj #ddj iwNk %
¶D;k os yksxksa dks cgqr ;kruk,¡ nsrs gSa\ lquk gS [kky [khap ysrs gSa vkSj
gM~Mh&ilyh rksM+ nsrs gSa\ tc Hkh eq>s bldk [k+;ky vkrk gS μ esjs jksaxVs [kM+s
gks tkrs gSa---¸
¶os vkRek dks dqpy nsrs gSaA tc os vius xUns gkFkksa ls vkRek ij izgkj
djrs gSa rks mlesa T+;knk rdyhiQ gksrh gS---¸

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nwljs fnu ekywe gqvk fd cqfdu] leksbykso] lksekso vkSj ik¡p nwljs yksxksa
dks Hkh fxjÝ+rkj fd;k x;k FkkA 'kke dks Ý+;ksnksj ekftu vk;kA mlds ?kj dh
Hkh ryk'kh yh x;h FkhA og cgqr [+kq'k Fkk vkSj vius dks cgqr cgknqj le>
jgk FkkA
¶Ý+;ksnksj] rqEgsa Mj yxk Fkk\¸ ek¡ us iwNkA
mlds psgjs dk jax mrj x;k] mldh eq[kkÑfr eas ruko iSnk gks x;k vkSj
mlds uFkqus dk¡ius yxsA
¶eq>s Mj yx jgk Fkk fd vi+Qlj eq>s ekjsxkA og ,d eksVk&lk dkyh
nk<+hokyk vkneh Fkk_ mldh m¡xfy;ksa ij cM+s&cM+s cky Fks vkSj ukd ij
dkyh ,sud p<+k;s FkkA ,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk fd tSls og fcYdqy vUèkk gksA
og cgqr ph[k+k&fpYyk;k] cgqr gkFk&ik¡o iVdsA mlus fpYykdj dgk] ¶eSa
rqEgsa tsy esa Bw¡l nw¡xk!¸ eq>s vkt rd fdlh us ugha ekjk] esjs ek¡&cki rd
us ughaA eSa mudk bdykSrk csVk Fkk vkSj os eq>s cgqr I;kj djrs FksA¸
mlus ,d {k.k ds fy, vk¡[ksa cUn djds vius gksaB Hkhap fy;s vkSj nksuksa
gkFkksa ls cM+h iQqjrh ls vius cky ihNs fd;sA fiQj mlus ikosy dh rji+Q
ns[kdj dgk %
¶vxj dHkh fdlh us eq> ij gkFk mBkus dh fgEer dh rks eSa viuh
tku dh ckth yxkdj ml ij VwV iM+¡wxkA nk¡rksa ls dkVw¡xk] pkgs og eq>s ogha
ekj gh D;ksa u Mkys] fo+QLlk rks [k+Re gks tk;sxk ges'kk ds fy,!¸ mldh vk¡[kksa

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esa Øksèk dh ykyh FkhA
¶fcYdqy lhad&lykbZ rks gks] yM+ksxs D;k\¸ ek¡ us dgkA
¶exj fiQj Hkh eSa yM+w¡xk!¸ Ý+;ksnksj us nch tcku ls mÙkj fn;kA
tc Ý+;ksnksj pyk x;k rks ek¡ us ikosy ls dgk %
¶lcls igys ;gh VwVsxk!¸
ikosy us dksbZ mÙkj ugha fn;kA
dqN feuV ckn jlksbZ dk njokt+k èkhjs ls [kqyk vkSj jhfcu vUnj vk;kA
¶yks eSa fiQj vk x;k]¸ mlus FkksM+k&lk g¡ldj dgkA ¶dy jkr os yksx
eq>s yk;s Fks vkSj vkt eSa viuh ethZ ls vk;k gw¡!¸ mlus cM+s rikd ls ikosy
ls gkFk feyk;k vkSj ,d gkFk isykxs;k fuyksouk ds dUèks ij j[kdj cksyk %
¶pk; feysxh\¸
ikosy mlds pkSM+s&pdys] lk¡oys psgjs dks] mldh dkyh nk<+h vkSj
dkyh vk¡[kksa dks cgqr x+kSj ls pqipki ns[krk jgkA mldh 'kkUr ut+j esa dqN
fo'ks"k vFkZ FkkA
ek¡ leksokj esa vkx lqyxkus ds fy, jlksbZ esa x;hA jhfcu us viuh nk<+h
ij gkFk iQsjk] est ij dqgfu;k¡ fVdkdj cSB x;k vkSj ikosy dks ?kwjus yxkA
¶rks ekeyk ;g gS]¸ mlus bl rjg dgk ekuks vèkwjh jg x;h ckr dk
rkj tksM+ jgk gks] ¶fd eSa rqels lki+Q&lki+Q ckr dj ysuk pkgrk gw¡A eSa dqN
fnuksa ls rqEgsa ns[k jgk gw¡A rqEgkjs fcYdqy iM+ksl esa gh jgrk gw¡A eSaus ns[kk gS fd
rqEgkjs ?kj esa cgqr&ls yksx vkrs gSa] ij os u rks 'kjkc ihrs gSa vkSj u gqYyM+
djrs gSaA igyh ckr rks ;g gqb± tks yksx bruh 'kjki+Qr ls jgrs gSa mudh rji+Q
è;ku tkrk gh gSA vkneh lksprk gS fd nky esa dqN dkyk t+:j gSA tSls eSa
[+kqn Hkh lcls dVk&dVk jgus ds dkj.k yksxksa dh vk¡[kksa esa [kVdrk gw¡A¸
mldh vkokt+ Hkkjh Fkh ij ckr djus ds <ax esa izokg FkkA mlus nk<+h
ij gkFk iQsjk vkSj ikosy ds psgjs dks ?kwjrk jgkA
¶yksx rqEgkjs ckjs esa rjg&rjg dh ckrsa djus yxs gSaA tSls gekjs
edku&ekfyd dks gh ys yksA og rqEgsa ukfLrd dgrk gS] D;ksafd rqe fxjtk?kj
ugha tkrsA oSls rks eSa [+kqn Hkh ugha tkrkA fiQj os ips± mUgsa rqe rS;kj djrs gks\¸
¶gk¡]¸ ikosy us mÙkj fn;kA
¶D;k dg jgs gks\¸ mldh ek¡ us Hk; ls vkrafdr gksdj jlksbZ ds njokt+s
esa ls flj fudkydj Å¡ps Loj esa dgkA ¶rqe vdsys gh rks ugha gksA¸
ikosy g¡l iM+k vkSj jhfcu HkhA
¶vPNh ckr gS]¸ jhfcu us dgkA

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 ek¡ iQqiQdkjrh gqbZ ogk¡ ls pyh x;h_ bu yksxksa us mldh ckr dh ftl
rjg mis{kk dh Fkh] mlls og dqN cqjk Hkh eku x;h FkhA
¶vPNh ckr gS ,sls ipsZ fudkyuk! yksxksa esa tks'k iSnk gksrk gS bulsA dqy
mUuhl Fks] gS u\¸
¶gk¡]¸ ikosy us mÙkj fn;kA
¶rks bldk eryc gS fd eSaus lc i<+s gSaA mudh dqN ckrsa esjh le>
esa ugha vk;ha] dqN ckrsa csdkj Hkh Fkha] exj tc dksbZ vkneh bruh cgqr&lh
ckrsa dgsxk rks mlesa ,d&nks ckrsa iQkyrw rks gksaxh ghA¸
jhfcu vius et+cwr li+Qsn nk¡r [kksydj eqLdjk fn;kA
¶mlds ckn ryk'kh gqbZA blus eq>s rqEgkjh rji+Q lcls T+;knk [khapkA rqe
vkSj mØbuh vkSj fudksykbZ μ rqe lcus ;g fn[kyk fn;k fd---¸
og mfpr 'kCn <¡w<+us ds fy, #dk vkSj f[kM+dh ds ckgj ?kwjrs gq,
viuh m¡xfy;ksa ls est ij rky nsus yxkA
¶---fn[kyk fn;k fd rqEgkjk D;k joS;k gSA dqN ;g joS;k Fkk rqe yksxksa
dk % ^gqtjw ] vki viuk dke djrs tkb;s] ge viuk dke djrs jgsxa As * mØbuh
Hkh cgqr mEnk vkneh gSA dHkh&dHkh tc eSa mls i+QSDVjh esa cksyrs gq, lqurk
gw¡ rks vius eu esa dgrk gw¡ % ^;g vius jkLrs ls dHkh ugha gVsxkA ekSr gh
bls blds jkLrs ls gVk ldrh gSA iQkSykn dk cuk gqvk gSA* ikosy] D;k rqe
eq> ij ,rckj djrs gks\¸
¶gk¡] djrk gw¡]¸ ikosy us gkeh HkjhA
¶cgqr vPNh ckr gSA eq>s ns[kks] eSa pkyhl cjl dk gks x;k gw¡_ mej
esa rqels nwuk gw¡ vkSj nqfu;k rqels chl xquh T+;knk ns[k pqqdk gw¡A rhu lky ls
T+;knk rd eSa i+QkSth FkkA nks ckj 'kknh dh μ igyh choh ej x;h] nwljh dks
eSaus fudky fn;kA dkdsf'k;k gks vk;k gw¡ vkSj nw[kkscksRlhZ¹ ls Hkh ifjfpr gw¡A
os ft+Unxh dh leL;kvksa dks gy ugha dj ldrs] HkkbZ] fcYdqy ugha dj
ldrs!¸
ek¡ cM+h mRlqdrk ls mldk uik&rqyk Hkk"k.k lqu jgh FkhA mls ;g
ns[kdj [+kq'kh gqbZ fd ;g vèksM+ mez dk vkneh vius fny dh lkjh ckrsa mlds
csVs ds lkeus [kksydj dg jgk FkkA ij mls ikosy ds joS;s esa cgqr #[kkbZ izrhr
gqbZ vkSj bl deh dks iwjk djus ds fy, mlus vkfrF;&Hkko fn[kkus dk iz;Ru
fd;kA
¶fe[k+kbyks bokuksfop] dqN [kkvksxs u\¸ mlus iwNkA
¶èkU;oknA eSa rks [kkuk [kkdj vk;k gw¡A rks ikosy] rqEgkjk ;g [k+;ky gS

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fd ft+Unxh oSlh ugha gS tSlh gksuh pkfg,A¸
ikosy mBk vkSj gkFk ihB ihNs ck¡èkdj Vgyus yxkA
¶og lgh <jsZ ij vk jgh gS]¸ mlus mÙkj fn;kA ¶D;k ft+Unxh us rqEgsa
[kqys fny ls esjs ;gk¡ vkus dks etcwj ugha fd;k\ èkhjs&èkhjs og ge esgur
djus okyksa dks ,d dj jgh gS vkSj fiQj og oD+r vk;sxk tc og ge lcdks
,d dj nsxh! gekjh ft+Unxh dBksj gS vkSj gekjs lkFk vU;k; djrh gS] ysfdu
gekjh vk¡[ksa [kqyus yxh gSa vkSj ge mldk dVq vFkZ le>us yxs gSa] og gesa
pht+ksa dh jÝ+rkj rst+ djuk fl[kk jgh gSA¸
¶rqe Bhd dgrs gks!¸ jhfcu us VksdkA ¶yksxksa dks >d>ksjus dh t+:jr
gSA fdlh ds flj esa vxj tw¡,¡ iM+ tk;sa] rks [+kwc jxM+&jxM+dj ugykus&èkqykus
vkSj lki+Q diM+s igukus ij og fiQj Hkyk vkneh cu tkrk gSA ysfdu vkneh
ds fny dks dSls lki+Q fd;k tk;s\ vly loky rks ;g gS!¸
ikosy us cM+s tks'k ds lkFk i+QSDVjh vkSj mlds ekfydksa dh ppkZ dh]
mlus crk;k fd nwljs ns'kksa esa et+nwj vius vfèkdkjksa ds fy, fdl rjg yM+
jgs FksA chp&chp esa jhfcu est ij bl rjg m¡xyh ekjrk] ekuks ikosy ds
Hkk"k.k esa fojke&fpUg yxk jgk gksA
¶;gh rks ckr gS!¸ og ckj&ckj dg mBrkA
vkSj ,d ckj mlus g¡ldj cM+s 'kkUr Hkko ls dgk %
¶vHkh rqe cPps gks! yksxksa dks vPNh rjg ugha igpkurs!¸
¶ns[kks] cw<+s vkSj cPps gksus dh ckr NksM+ nks]¸ ikosy us jhfcu ds lkeus
#ddj xEHkhjrkiwoZd dgkA ¶;g ns[kks fd fdlds fopkj vfèkd lgh gSaA¸
¶rks rqEgkjk ;g [k+;ky gS fd bZ'oj ds ckjs esa Hkh gesa vc rd csoo+Qwi+Q
cuk;k x;k gS\ gw¡--- esjk Hkh ;g [k+;ky gS fd gekjk èkeZ fdlh dke dk ugha
gSA¸
;gk¡ ij ek¡ Hkh cgl esa dwn iM+hA tc dHkh mldk csVk bZ'oj ds ckjs
esa ;k bZ'oj ds izfr mldh J¼k ds ckjs esa] ml J¼k ds ckjs esa ftls og
cgqr fiz; vkSj ifo=k ekurh Fkh] dqN dgrk rks og lnk mldh ut+j ls ut+j
feykus dk iz;Ru vkSj ;g ewd fou; djrh fd bZ'oj ds izfr vfo'okl ds
dVq 'kCn dgdj og mlds th dks u nq[kk;sA ij csVs dh ukfLrdrk ds ihNs
ek¡ dks n`<+ vkLFkk dk vkHkkl feyrk Fkk] ftlls mls cM+h lkaRouk izkIr gksrh
FkhA
¶eSa mlds fopkjksa dks dSls le> ldrh gw¡\¸ og lksprhA
mldk fopkj Fkk fd ;g vèksM+ mez dk vkneh Hkh mlds csVs dh ckrksa

ek¡ @ 71
ls mruk gh ukjkt+ gksxkA ij tc jhfcu us 'kkUr Hkko ls ikosy ls ;g iz'u
iwNk rks og vius vkidks jksd u ldhA
¶ns[kks] tgk¡ rd bZ'oj dh ckr gS] rqe lksp&le>dj dqN dguk!¸
mlus ,d xgjh lk¡l yh vkSj fiQj blls Hkh T+;knk vkos'k ds lkFk cksyh] ¶rqe
tks pkgks lkspks] exj tgk¡ rd esjk loky gS] eSa rks cw<+h gks pqdh gw¡ vkSj vxj
rqeus esjs ijes'oj dks Hkh eq>ls Nhu fy;k rks viuh foink esa eSa fdldk
lgkjk yw¡xh!¸
mldh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡lw Hkj vk;s vkSj r'rfj;k¡ èkksrs gq, mldh m¡xfy;k¡
dk¡ius yxhaA
¶rqe ge yksxksa dh ckr le>ha ugha]¸ ikosy us Lusg ls dgkA
¶ek¡] gesa eki+Q djuk]¸ jhfcu us viuh xgjh vkSj èkheh vkokt+ esa dgkA
fiQj mlus èkhjs ls eqLdjkdj ikosy dh rji+Q ns[kk vkSj ek¡ ls cksyk] ¶eSa rks
Hkwy gh x;k Fkk fd rqe bruh cw<+h gks x;h gks fd rqEgkjs fopkj cnys ugha
tk ldrsA¸
¶eSa ml n;kyq vkSj Ñikfuèkku bZ'pj ds ckjs esa ckr ugha dj jgk Fkk
ftlesa rqEgkjh vkLFkk gS]¸ ikosy dgrk x;k] ¶cfYd ml bZ'oj dh ckr dj
jgk Fkk ftldk uke ysdj iknjh yksx gesa Mjkrs gSa] tSls og dksbZ M.Mk gks_
eSa ml bZ'oj dh ckr dj jgk Fkk ftlds uke ij os dqN yksxksa dh dqfRlr
bPNkvksa ds lkeus lc yksxksa dks >qdk nsus dk iz;Ru djrs gSa---¸
¶;gh rks eqlhcr gS!¸ jhfcu us est ij eqDdk ekjdj dgkA ¶mUgksaus
,d >wBk bZ'oj gekjs Åij Fkksi fn;k gS! tks gfFk;kj Hkh muds gkFk yx tkrk
gS mlh ls os ge yksxksa ds f[k+yki+Q yM+rs gSa! ek¡] bl ckr ij x+kSj djuk %
bZ'oj us tc euq"; dh l`f"V dh rks mls viuk gh :i fn;k] ftldk eryc
;g gS fd vxj euq"; mlls feyrk&tqyrk gS rks mls Hkh euq"; ls
feyrk&tqyrk gksuk pkfg,! exj ge nsorkvksa tSls rks D;k] taxyh tkuojksa tSls
gSaA fxjtk?kjksa us gekjs lkeus ,d gkSvk [kM+k dj fn;k gS--- ek¡] gesa vius bZ'oj
dks cnyuk iM+xs kA mls lki+Q Hkh djuk iM+xs k! mUgksua s mls >wB vkSj feF;k izpkj
essa yisV j[kk gS] gekjh vkRekvksa dk guu djus ds fy, mldk :i fcxkM+
fn;k gS!---¸
og cgqr ujeh ls cksy jgk Fkk] ij mldk ,d&,d 'kCn ek¡ ds ân;
ij gFkkSM+s dh rjg pksV dj jgk FkkA vkSj dkyh nk<+h esa mlds cM+s&ls ekSr
tSls Hk;kog psgjs dks ns[kdj ek¡ dks Mj yxus yxkA mldh dkyh vk¡[kksa dh
ped mlds fy, vlá Fkh_ ek¡ dk ân; Hk; ls ihfM+r gks mBkA

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 ¶eSa tkrh gw¡]¸ mlus viuk flj fgykrs gq, dgkA ¶eq>esa ,slh ckrsa lquus
dh 'kfDr ugha!¸
og tYnh ls jlksbZ esa pyh x;hA
¶le>s] ikosy\¸ jhfcu us dgkA ¶gj pht+ dk dsUæ gekjk fnekx ugha]
cfYd fny gSA euq"; dh vkRek esa mldk ,d fo'ks"k LFkku gS] vkSj ogk¡ dksbZ
nwljh pht+ iui gh ugha ldrh---¸
¶dsoy Kku gh euq"; dks eqfDr ns ldrk gS!¸ ikosy us n`<+rk ls dgkA
¶Kku ls mls cy ugha feyrk!¸ jhfcu us Å¡ps Loj esa viuh ckr ij
vM+s jgdj dgkA ¶cy ân; ls feyrk gS] fnekx ls ugha!¸
ek¡ diM+s cnydj Hkxoku dh Lrqfr fd; fcuk gh fcLrj ij ysV x;hA
mls cM+h lnhZ yx jgh Fkh vkSj og eu gh eu dq<+ jgh FkhA jhfcu 'kq: esa
cgqr gksf'k;kj ekywe gqvk Fkk vkSj ek¡ ij mldk cgqr jksc iM+k FkkA ij vc
mlh ls ek¡ dks ?k`.kk gks jgh FkhA
¶ik[k.Mh! ckxh!¸ mldh vkokt+ lqudj ek¡ lkspus yxhA ¶vkf[k+j mls
;gk¡ vkus dh D;k t+:jr Fkh\¸
ij og cM+s 'kkUr Hkko ls fo'okl ds lkFk cksyrk jgkA
¶fny cgqr ifo=k LFkku gS] mls [k+kyh ugha NksM+k tk ldrkA euq"; ds
ân; esa tgk¡ bZ'oj dk okl gS] og lcls dksey txg gSA vxj rqe mls dkV
nks rks cgqr cM+k ?kko jg tk;sxkA ikosy] geas dksbZ u;k fo'okl <w¡<+uk gksxk---
,slk Hkxoku cukuk iM+sxk] tks euq"; dk nksLr gks] vly ckr ;g gSA¸
¶bZlk elhg Fks rks!¸ ikosy us dgkA
¶bZlk elhg det+ksj FksA mUgksaus dgk Fkk] ^;g ik=k dksbZ eq>ls ys ysA*
vkSj fiQj mUgksaus jktk dh lÙkk dks Lohdkj fd;k FkkA bZ'oj Hkyk vius jps
gq, izkf.k;ksa ij fdlh euq"; dh lÙkk dks dSls Lohdkj dj ldrk gS\ og
loZ'kfDreku gS! og viuh vkRek dks ck¡V rks ugha ldrk μ fd ;g bZ'oj
dh gS vkSj ;g euq"; dhA exj bZlk elhg Hkh u rks O;kikj ds f[k+yki+Q Fks
vkSj u fookg dsA fiQj vathj ds isM+ dks Jki nsdj mUgksaus cM+h xyrh dh
Fkh μ vxj mlesa iQy u yxrs Fks rks D;k ;g vathj ds isM+ dk nks"k Fkk\
euq"; dh vkRek esa vxj usdh u mRiUu gks] rks mlesa nks"k vkRek dk ugha ekuuk
pkfg,A D;k viuh vkRek esa cqjkbZ dk cht eSaus Lo;a cks;k gS\¸
dejs esa nksuksa vkokt+kas esa }U} gksrk jgk] ,d vR;Ur mÙkstukiw.kZ eYy;q¼
py jgk FkkA bèkj&mèkj Vgyrs le; ikosy ds iSjksa ds uhps i+Q'kZ ds pjpjkus
dh vkokt+ vk jgh FkhA tc ikosy cksyrk rks vkSj lc vkokt+as mlesa nc tkrhaA

ek¡ @ 73
ysfdu tc jhfcu vius 'kkUr] Hkkjh Loj eas cksyrk rks ek¡ dks ?kM+h dh
fVd&fVd vkSj ikys dh tdM+ esa vkrh gqbZ edku dh nhokjksa ds èkhjs ls
fpVdus dh vkokt+ Hkh lquk;h nsrhA
¶eSa blh ckr dks vius <ax ls dgw¡xk μ ,d lhèks&lkns dks;yk
>ksadusokys ds 'kCnksa esa % bZ'oj ,d Tokyk gS! mldk okl euq"; ds ân; esa
gSA dgk x;k gS fd % ^l`f"V ds vkjEHk esa 'kCn Fkk vkSj og 'kCn gh bZ'oj
FkkA* blfy, 'kCn gh vkRek gSA¸
¶foosd gS]¸ ikosy us t+ksj nsdj dgkA
¶vPNh ckr gS! rks bZ'oj ân; vkSj foosd esa gS ysfdu fxjtk?kj esa ughaA
fxjtk?kj rks bZ'oj dh o+Qcz gSA¸
ek¡ lks x;h vkSj mls ekywe Hkh u gqvk fd jhfcu dc x;kA
vc og vDlj vkus yxkA tc og vkrk vkSj ml le; ;fn ogk¡ ikosy
dk dksbZ nksLr ekStwn gksrk rks og pqipki ,d dksus esa cSBk jgrk vkSj
chp&chp esa dHkh cl bruk dg nsrk %
¶;gh rks ckr gS!¸
,d fnu mlus lkfFk;ksa dks viuh Hk;adj eqæk ls ngyk fn;kA fiQj
fp<+dj cksyk %
¶tks pht+ tSlh gS] gesa mls oSlk gh crkuk pkfg,A mls dSlk gksuk
pkfg,] blls gesa ljksdkj ughaA dkSu tkurk gS] vkxs pydj fdlh pht+ dk
:i D;k gksxk\ turk ,d ckj LorU=k vkSj mUeqDr gks ys] fiQj og vki gh
bu ckrksa dk i+QSlyk dj ysxh fd mlds fy, D;k mi;qDr vFkok mfpr gSA
igys gh yksxksa ds ext esa euekus <ax ls cgqr dqN Bw¡l fn;k x;k gSA vc
viuk Hkyk&cqjk lkspus dh mUgsa vktknh gksuh pkfg,A tks dqN mUgsa thou ds
ckjs esa crk;k x;k gS] lEHko gS] yksx ml lc dks jí dj Mkyuk pkgsaA gks
ldrk gS fd Hkxoku dh rjg os ijEijkxr Kku dks Hkh viuk 'k=kq le>saA mu
rd iqLrdsa igq¡pkb;s vkSj fiQj os Lo;a vius lokyksa dk gy <+w¡<+ fudkysaxsA
cl! bruk gh!¸
og vkSj ikosy tc vdsys gksrs] rks yxkrkj cgl djrs] ysfdu cgl
ds nkSjku nksuksa esa ls dksbZ Hkh ukjkt+ u gksrkA ek¡ cM+s è;ku ls mudh ckrsa lqurh]
,d&,d 'kCn ij fopkj djrh vkSj ;g le>us dk iz;Ru djrh fd os D;k
dg jgss gSaA dHkh&dHkh rks mls ,slk yxrk fd og pkSM+s dUèkksa vkSj dkyh
nk<+hokyk vkneh vkSj mldk yEcs MhyMkSyokyk cfy"B csVk nksuksa gh vUèks
gks x;s gSaA os dHkh ,d fn'kk vkSj dHkh nwljh fn'kk esa jkg <w¡<+rs gSa] ckgj

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fudyus dh dksbZ jkg [kkstrs gSa] viuh et+cwr ij vUèkh m¡xfy;ksa ls gj pht+
dks idM+rs gSa] txg&txg HkVdrs gSa] pht+ksa dks i+Q'kZ ij fxjkrs gSa vkSj iSjksa rys
dqpy Mkyrs gSaA os pht+ksa ls Vdjkrs gSa] mUgsa VVksyrs vkSj ,d rji+Q dks iQsad
nsrs gSa] ij vius fo'okl vkSj vk'kk dk vk¡py dHkh ugha NksM+rs---
mUgksua s ek¡ dks ,sls 'kCn lquus dk vknh cuk fn;k Fkk tks Li"Vokfnrk vkSj
lkgfldrk ds dkj.k Hk;kog izrhr gksrs Fks] ij vc bu 'kCnksa dks lqudj mls
igyh ckj dh rjg xgjk vk?kkr ugha igq¡prk FkkA og bu 'kCnksa dk fojksèk
djuk lh[k pqdh FkhA dHkh&dHkh rks bZ'oj dks vLohdkj djus okys bu 'kCnksa
ds ihNs ek¡ dks mlds izfr ,d n`<+ vkLFkk fNih fn[kk;h nsrhA rc og eu
gh eu eqLdjkdj muds lc vijkèkksa dks {kek dj nsrhA vkSj gkyk¡fd og
jhfcu dks ilUn ugha djrh Fkh] fiQj Hkh mlds izfr vc og bruk }s"k Hkh
u j[krh FkhA
gj gÝ+rs og mØbuh ds fy, fdrkcsa vkSj lki+Q diM+s ysdj tsy tkrhA
,d ckj mls mlls feyus dh btktr Hkh ns nh x;hA
¶og fcYdqy Hkh ugha cnyk gS]¸ mlus okil vkdj cM+s I;kj ls dgkA
¶og lcds lkFk cgqr vPNk O;ogkj djrk gS vkSj lc yksx Hkh mlls [+kwc
g¡lh&et+ko+Q djrs gSaA mlds fny ij cgqr Hkkjh xqtjrh gS] ij og t+kfgj ugha
gksus nsrkA¸
¶,slk gh gksuk Hkh pkfg,]¸ jhfcu us dgkA ¶nq[k ,d [kky gS ftls ge
igus jgrs gSa] vkgsa Hkjrs gSa exj igurs gSaA blesa 'ks[kh dh dksbZ ckr ugha gSA
lcdh vk¡[kksa ij rks iV~Vh c¡èkh ugha gS] dqN yksx [+kqn gh viuh vk¡[ksa cUn
dj ysrs gSa] cl ;gh ckr gS! blfy, tks csoo+Qwi+Q gSa os pqipki lc dqN lgu
djrs jgrs gSaA¸

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cLrh ds yksx Oyklkso&ifjokj ds ml NksVs&ls eVhys ?kj esa vfèkdkfèkd
fnypLih ysus yxsA bl fnypLih esa lUnsg vkSj }s"k dk Hkko Hkh feyk gqvk
Fkk ftldk mUgsa Lo;a Hkh vkHkkl ugha Fkk] ij lkFk gh bl fnypLih us muesa
fo'okl&fefJr mRlqdrk Hkh tkx`r dhA dHkh&dHkh dksbZ fcYdqy vifjfpr
O;fDr ikosy ds ikl vkrk vkSj ut+jsa cpkdj bèkj&mèkj ns[kus ds ckn
dgrk % ¶HkkbZ] lquks] rqe rks fdrkcsa i<+rs gks vkSj o+Qkuwu Hkh tkurs gks] D;k
rqe eq>s crk ldrs gks fd---¸
vkSj fiQj og iQfj;knh iqfyl ;k i+QSDVjh ds O;oLFkkidksa ds fdlh

ek¡ @ 75
vU;k; dh dgkuh lqukrkA ;fn ekeyk vfèkd isphnk gksrk rks ikosy mls 'kgj
ds ,d odhy ds uke] tks mldk fe=k Fkk] iqt+kZ fy[k nsrkA ijUrq ;fn lEHko
gksrk rks og Lo;a gh le>k nsrkA
èkhjs&èkhjs yksx bl yxuokys uo;qod dh bTtr djus yxs] tks
lhèks&lkns 'kCnksa esa lkgl ds lkFk viuh ckr dgrk Fkk] tks viuh vk¡[ksa
[kksydj gj pht+ ns[krk Fkk vkSj ftlds dku gj ckr ds izfr pkSdUus jgrs
Fks] tks gj fookn dh rg esa igq¡ps fcuk ne ugha ysrk Fkk vkSj ges'kk rFkk gj
txg lHkh yksxksa dks ,dc¼ djus okys lw=k dk irk yxkus dk iz;Ru djrk
FkkA
¶nyny ds fy, ,d dksisd¸ okyh ?kVuk ds ckn ikosy dh lk[k
fo'ks"k :i ls c<+ x;hA
i+QSDVjh dh lhek ls ckgj mls izk;% pkjksa rji+Q ls lM+s gq, uklwj dh
rjg ?ksjs gq, ,d cM+h&lh nyny Fkh ftlesa iQj vkSj cpZ ds o`{kksa dk ,d
taxy mxk gqvk FkkA xfeZ;ksa eas bl nyny ls ihys jax dh ?kuh Hkki&lh mBrh
vkSj ePNjksa ds ny fudy iM+rs] tks cLrh essa cq[kkj iQSyk nsrsA ;g nyny
i+QSDVjh dh lEifÙk Fkh vkSj u;s Mk;jsDVj us ml nyny dh Hkwfe dk ykHk
mBkus ds mís'; ls mls lq[kkus vkSj lkFk gh mlls ihV fudkyus dk i+QSlyk
fd;kA ;g cukdj fd og et+nwjksa ds jgu&lgu dh ifjfLFkfr;ksa esa lqèkkj
djus ds fy, ,slk dj jgk gS] mlus vkKk tkjh dh fd nyny dks lq[kkus
ds fy, gj et+nwj dh et+nwjh ls :cy ds ihNs ,d dksisd dkVk tk;sA
et+nwjksa dks X+kqLlk vk;kA mUgksaus fo'ks"k :i ls bl ckr ij vkifÙk dh
fd i+QSDVjh esa dke djus okys ckcqvksa dh ru[okg eas dksbZ dVkSrh ugha dh
x;h FkhA
ftl 'kfuokj dks Mk;jsDVj us dksisd dVkus dh ;g ?kks"k.kk fpidok;h
Fkh] ml fnu ikosy ?kj ij chekj FkkA blfy, mls blds ckjs esa dqN Hkh
ekywe u gqvkA vxys fnu fltkso vkSj ek[kksfru mlls feyus vk;sA fltkso
<ykbZ ds foHkkx esa dke djus okyk ,d lqMkSy o`¼ et+nwj Fkk vkSj ek[kksfru
yEcs dn dk X+kqLlSy feLrjh FkkA mUgksaus ikosy dks Mk;jsDVj ds fu.kZ; ds ckjs
esa crk;kA
¶ge cqtqxks± us feydj bl loky ds ckjs esa ckrphr dh Fkh]¸ fltkso
us cM+h xEHkhjrk ls dgkA ¶lkfFk;ksa us gesa rqEgkjs ikl Hkstus dk i+QSlyk fd;k
D;ksafd rqe lc ckrsa le>rs gksA os tkuuk pkgrs gSa fd D;k dksbZ ,slk o+Qkuwu
gS tks Mk;jsDVj dks gekjs iSlksa ls ePNj ekjus dk vfèkdkj nsrk gks\¸

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 ¶ns[kks] pkj lky igys bu tYyknksa us ,d xqly[k+kuk cuokus ds fy,
gels iSlk fy;k Fkk]¸ ek[kksfru us dgkA mldh NksVh&NksVh vk¡[ksa ped mBhaA
¶rhu gt+kj vkB lkS :cy tek fd;s Fks bu yksxksa usA og lc iSls dgk¡ x;s\
xqly[k+kuk rks geus vkt rd ns[kk ugha!¸
ikosy us mUgsa le>k;k fd ;g dVkSrh ljklj vU;k; gS vkSj ;g Hkh
crk;k fd nyny dks lq[kkus ls i+QSDVjh dks Li"Vr% fdruk vfèkd ykHk gksxkA
os nksuksa R;ksfj;k¡ p<+k;s gq, pys x;sA mudks njokt+s ij fonk djus ds ckn ek¡
us èkhjs ls g¡ldj dgk %
¶vc rks cw<+s Hkh rqe ls lykg ds fy, vkus yxsA¸
ek¡ dh ckr dk dqN mÙkj fn;s fcuk ikosy est ds ikl cSBdj dqN
fy[kus yxkA dqN gh feuV ckn mlus dgk %
¶ek¡] esjk ,d dke dj nks! t+jk 'kgj pyh tkvks vkSj ;g [kr ns
vkvks---¸
¶dksbZ [k+rjukd ckr gS blesa\¸ ek¡ us iwNkA
¶gk¡! eSa rqEgsa ogk¡ Hkst jgk gw]¡ tgk¡ gekjk v[kckjk Nirk gSA nyny lki+Q
djkus ds fy, dksisd dkVus dh ;g [k+cj gesa gj gkyr esa vxys vad esa
Niokuh gSA¸
¶vPNh ckr gS---¸ ek¡ us dgk] ¶eSa vHkh tkrh gw¡A¸
;g igyk dke Fkk tks mlds csVs us mls lkSaik FkkA ek¡ dks cM+h [+kq'kh
Fkh fd mlus ,sls [kqydj mlls ckr dh FkhA
¶ikosy] eSa le> x;h]¸ ek¡ us diM+s igurs gq, dgkA ¶;g ljklj ywV
gSA D;k uke crk;k rqeus ml vkneh dk μ ;sxksj bokuksfop u\¸
ek¡ 'kke dks nsj ls ykSVhA og Fkdh gqbZ] ij [+kq'k FkhA
¶eSa lk'kk ls feyh Fkh]¸ ek¡ us csVs dks crk;kA ¶mlus lyke dgk gSA
;sxksj bokuksfop cgqr lhèkk&lknk vkSj [+kq'kfetkt vkneh gSA mldh ckrsa
lqudj g¡lh vkrh gSA¸
¶eq>s cM+h [+kq'kh gS fd os yksx rqEgsa ilUn vk;s]¸ ikosy us èkhes ls
dgkA
¶os cgqr gh lhèks&lkns yksx gSa] ikosyA tks yksx T+;knk 'kku ugha fn[kkrs]
os cgqr vPNs yxrs gSaA os rqEgkjk cM+k lEeku djrs gSa---¸
lkseokj dks Hkh ikosy ?kj ij gh jgk D;ksafd mldh rch;r iwjh rjg
vPNh ugha FkhA [kkus ds le; Ý+;ksnksj ekftu gk¡iQrk gqvk Hkkxk&Hkkxk vk;kA
og izlUu vkSj mÙksftr FkkA

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 ¶vkvks pyks!¸ mlus fpYykdj dgkA ¶lkjh i+QSDVjh ds et+nwj dej
dldj mB [kM+s gq, gSaA mUgksaus rqEgsa cqyk ykus ds fy, eq>s Hkstk gSA fltkso
vkSj ek[kksfru us dgk Fkk fd rqe ftruh vPNh rjg lc dqN le>k nksxs
mruh vPNh rjg dksbZ ugha le>k ldrkA ns[kks rks pydj D;k gks jgk gS!¸
fcuk dqN dgs ikosy diM+s iguus yxkA
¶vkSjrksa us Hkh vkdj dki+Qh gYyk&xqYyk epk j[kk gSA¸
¶eSa Hkh pyrh gw¡]¸ ek¡ us dgkA ¶vkf[k+j os yksx pkgrs D;k gSa\ eSa Hkh
pyw¡xh!¸
¶pyks]¸ ikosy us dgkA
os rst+h ls pqipki lM+d ij pys tk jgs FksA ek¡ bruh mÙksftr Fkh fd
mls lk¡l ysus eas dfBukbZ gks jgh FkhA mls ,slk yxk fd dksbZ vR;Ur egÙoiw.kZ
ckr gksus tk jgh gSA i+QSDVjh ds iQkVd ij vkSjrksa dh HkhM+ tek Fkh] tks
fpYykdj xkfy;k¡ cd jgh FkhaA tc os rhuksa pqids ls ;kMZ esa igq¡ps rks mUgsa
pkjksa vksj yksxksa dh HkhM+ fn[kk;h nhA yksx mÙksftr gksdj fpYyk jgs FksA ek¡
us ns[kk fd lc yksx iQkm.Mªh dh nhokj dh rji+Q eq¡g fd;s [kM+s gSa tgk¡
fltkso] ek[kksfru] O;kykso vkSj ik¡p&N% cqtqZx rFkk izHkko'khy et+nwj iqjkus
yksgs ds <sj ij [kM+s Fks_ muds ihNs nhokj FkhA
¶Oyklkso vk jgk gS!¸ fdlh us fpYykdj dgkA
¶Oyklkso\ mls bèkj vk tkus nks---¸
¶pqi jgks!¸ dbZ vkokt+sa ,d lkFk vk;haA
dgha ikl gh jhfcu dk likV Loj lquk;h fn;k %
¶ge dksisd ds fy, ugha] cfYd U;k; ds fy, yM+ jgs gSa] vly ckr
;g gS! gesa viuk dksisd bruk I;kjk ugha gS μ og Hkh nwljs dksisdksa ftruk
gh xksy gS] ij Hkkjh muls T+;knk gS μ mlesa balkuksa dk ftruk [+kwu gS mruk
Mk;jsDVj ds :cy essa Hkh ugha! o+Qher dksisd dh ugha] cfYd [+kwu dh gS]
U;k; dh gS!¸
HkhM+ esa yksxksa us mlds 'kCn lqus vkSj pkjksas rji+Q ls rjg&rjg dh vkokt+sa
vkus yxha %
¶jhfcu rqe Bhd dgrs gks!¸
¶cgqr irs dh ckr dgh gS rqeus!¸
¶yks] Oyklkso vk x;k!¸
;s lc Loj feydj ,d xtZuk cu x;s ftlesa e'khuksa dh xM+&xM+kgV]
Hkki dh lh&lh vkSj rkjksa dk xqt ¡ u lc dqN Mwc x;kA pkjksa rji+Q ls yksx vius

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gkFk fgykrs gq, vkxs vk jgs Fks vkSj rh[ks 'kCnksa ls ,d&nwljs dks mÙksftr dj
jgs FksA muds f'kfFky lhuksa esa tks vlUrks"k ges'kk ls lqyx jgk Fkk] og lglk
HkM+d mBk Fkk vkSj ckgj fudyus dks csrkc FkkA ;g vlUrks"k fot;ksYykl
ds lkFk okrkoj.k esa Nk x;k vkSj mlds v'kqHklwpd ia[k fujUrj iQSyrs x;sA
;g vlUrks"k yksxksa dks vius iats esa dlrk x;k] mlus mUgsa ,d&nwljs dk 'k=kq
cuk fn;k vkSj Lo;a izfrdkj dh ,d Tokyk ds :i esa HkM+d mBkA tuleqnk;
ij èkwy vkSj dkfy[k dk ,d ckny&lk Nk x;k] ilhus ls rj psgjs mÙkstuk
ls ped mBs] xkyksa ij O;Fkk ds vk¡lw cgdj lw[k x;s vkSj viuk fpUg NksM+
x;s] dkys psgjksa ij vk¡[ksa vkSj nk¡r pedus yxsA
ikosy iqjkus yksgs ds <sj ij tk igq¡pk tgk¡ fltkso vkSj ek[kksfru [kM+s
gq, FksA
¶lkfFk;ks!¸ mlus Å¡ps Loj esa dgkA
ek¡ us ns[kk fd mldk psgjk cgqr ihyk iM+ x;k gS vkSj mlds gksaB dk¡i
jgs gSaA vuk;kl gh og HkhM+ dks phjdj vkxs c<+us yxhA
¶èkDdk D;ksa nsrh gS\¸ yksxksa us >¡q>ykdj mls Mk¡Vrs gq, dgkA
nwljkssa us myVdj mls èkDdk fn;k ij blls Hkh og u #dhA dUèkksa vkSj
dqgfu;ksa ls Bsyrh gqbZ og vkxs c<+rh x;hA vius csVs ds ikl tkdj [kM+s gksus
dh bPNk mls vkxs fy;s tk jgh FkhA
tc ikosy us og 'kCn mPpkfjr fd;k tks mlds fy, xw<+ egÙo j[krk
Fkk] rc mls ,slk yxk fd mldk xyk mYykl ds vkosx ls #¡/kk tk jgk gSA
mldk th pkgrk Fkk fd og viuk fny fudkydj bu yksxksa dks vfiZr dj
ns] og fny ftlessa U;k; izkIr djus ds LoIuksa us ,d vkx&lh yxk j[kh FkhA
¶lkfFk;ks!¸ mlus fiQj Å¡ps Loj esa dgk_ bl 'kCn us mlesa u;h 'kfDr
vkSj mYykl Hkj fn;kA ¶ge og yksx gSa tks fxjtk?kj vkSj dkj[k+kus cukrs gSa]
tks tathjsa <kyrs gSa vkSj flDds cukrs gSaA ge og thou&'kfDr gSa ftlds lgkjs
lHkh yksx iSnk gksus ls ysdj ejus rd viuk isV Hkjrs vkSj ft+Unk jgrs gSaA¸
¶Bhd dgrs gks!¸ jhfcu us fpYykdj dgkA
¶ges'kk vkSj gj txg tc dksbZ dke djuk gksrk gS rks lcls igys gesa
cqyk;k tkrk gS vkSj tc dksbZ lqfoèkk ikus dk loky vkrk gS rks ge lcls
ihNs gksrs gSaA gekjh ijokg dkSu djrk gS\ gekjs fy, fdlus dqN fd;k gS\
gekjs lkFk dksbZ bUlkuksa tSlk cjrko Hkh djrk gS D;k\ ugha!¸
¶ugha!¸ fdlh us mlds 'kCn dks izfrèofur fd;kA
dqN nsj ckn tc ikosy ds Hkk"k.k esa izokg vk x;k rks og vfèkd

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lhèks&lkns 'kCnksa esa vkSj 'kkUr Hkko ls cksyus yxkA HkhM+ èkhjs&èkhjs vkSj fudV
vkrh x;h vkSj xBrs&xBrs ,slh yxus yxh ekuks ,d gh 'kjhj ij gt+kjksa flj
yxs gksa tks viuh vla[; vk¡[kksa ls cM+s è;ku ds lkFk ikosy dk eq¡g ns[k jgs
Fks vkSj mlds ,d&,d 'kCn dks ve`r dh cw¡nksa dh rjg ih jgs FksA
¶ge viuh gkyr ml le; rd dHkh ugha lqèkkj ldrs tc rd ge
;g u le> ysa fd ge lc lkFkh gSa] fe=kksa dk ,d ifjokj gSa tks vius
vfèkdkjksa ds fy, yM+us dh ,dek=k bPNk ds lw=k esa ,d&nwljs ls c¡èks gq,
gSAa ¸
¶eryc dh ckr dgks]¸ ek¡ ds ikl [kM+s gq, fdlh O;fDr us ddZ'k
Loj esa fpYykdj dgkA
¶Vksdks ugha]¸ nks rji+Q ls nks vkokt+sa vk;haA
dkys psgjksa ij mnklh vkSj fujk'kk ds ckny Nk;s gq, Fks] ij dqN vk¡[ksa
cM+s è;ku ls ikosy ds psgjs dks ns[k jgh FkhaA
¶lektoknh gS] exj csoo+Qwi+Q ugha gS!¸ fdlh us viuh jk; nsrs gq,
dgkA
¶cM+h fgEer ls cksy jgk gS] gS u\¸ yEcs dn ds ,d dkus et+nwj us
ek¡ dks dqguh ekjrs gq, dgkA
¶lkfFk;ks] vc oD+r vk x;k gS fd ge bl ckr dks le> ysa fd [+kqn
gekjs vykok vkSj dksbZ gekjh enn ugha djsxk! vxj gesa vius nq'eu dks gjkuk
gS rks gekjk ukjk ;g gksuk pkfg, fd vxj fdlh ,d ij Hkh dksbZ eqlhcr vk;s
rks lc mlds fy, yM+saxs vkSj gj vkneh lcds fy, yM+sxk!¸
¶lp ckr dg jgk gS!¸ ek[kksfru us viuh eqV~Bh gok esa fgykrs gq,
dgkA
¶Mk;jsDVj dks cqyokvks!¸ ikosy cksyrk tk jgk FkkA
,slk ekywe gqvk fd tSls lglk HkhM+ ij rwiQku dh ,d ygj nkSM+ x;hA
HkhM+ eas ,d [kycyh gqbZ vkSj ntZuksa vkokt+sa ,d lkFk iqdkj mBha %
¶Mk;jsDVj dks cqyokvks!¸
¶dqN yksxksa dks mlds ikl Hkstk tk;s!¸
ek¡ dqN vkSj vkxs c<+ x;h vkSj vius csVs dks VdVdh ck¡èkdj ns[kus
yxhA mldk psgjk xoZ ls ped mBkA mldk ikosy bu iqjkus] lk[kokys
et+nwjksa ds chp [kM+k Fkk vkSj lc yksx mldh ckrsa lqu jgs Fks vkSj mlls
lger FksA ek¡ [+kq'k Fkh fd ikosy u rks X+kqLls esa gh vk;k vkSj u mlus nwljksa
dh rjg xkfy;k¡ gh nhaA

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 ftl rjg Vhu dh Nr ij vksys cjlrs gSa mlh rjg xkfy;k¡] dkslus vkSj
Øksèk&Hkjs 'kCn lquk;h ns jgs FksA ikosy us ,df=kr tu&leqnk; ij ,d ut+j
nkSM+k;hA ,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk fd og viuh cM+h&cM+h vk¡[kksa ls dqN <w¡<+ jgk
gksA
¶gekjh rji+Q ls dkSu&dkSu tk;sxk\¸
¶fltkso!¸
¶Oyklkso!¸
¶jhfcu! mlds nk¡r Hk;kud gSa!¸
lglk HkhM+ esa dqN [kqlqj&iQqlqj lquk;h nhA
¶og [+kqn gh vk jgk gS!--¸
¶Mk;jsDVj!---¸
HkhM+ us ,d yEcs dn ds] uqdhyh nk<+h vkSj yEcksrjs psgjsokys O;fDr
ds fy;s jkLrk dj fn;kA
¶tkus nhft;s!¸ μ mlus gkFk ls yksxksa dks jkLrk NksM+ nsus dk ladsr
fd;k fd dgha Nw u tk;sA og viuh vk¡[ksa fldksM+dj et+nwjksa dks ,d ,sls
vuqHkoh ekfyd dh n`f"V ls ns[k jgk Fkk] tks lwjr ns[krs gh vkneh dks igpku
ysrk gksA yksxksa us tYnh ls viuh Vksfi;k¡ mrkjha vkSj >qddj mls lyke fd;k]
ij muds lyke dk tokc fn;s fcuk gh og vkxs c<+rk x;kA HkhM+ ij lUukVk
Nk x;k_ yksx dqN ?kcjk;s gq, Fks vkSj f[kfl;kuh g¡lh g¡ldj bl rjg
pqids&pqids dkukiQwlh dj jgs Fks tSls cPps 'kSrkuh djrs gq, idM+s x;s gksaA
og dBksj n`f"V ls ek¡ ds psgjs dks ns[krk gqvk mlds ikl ls xqt+jk vkSj
yksgs ds <sj ds lkeus igq¡pdj [kM+k gks x;kA fdlh us mls lgkjk nsus ds fy;s
viuk gkFk c<+k;k] ij mlus mldh vksj dksbZ è;ku ugha fn;kA ,d >Vds ds
lkFk t+ksj yxkdj og Åij p<+k vkSj ikosy vkSj fltkso ds lkeus tkdj [kM+k
gks x;kA
¶;g HkhM+ D;ksa tek gS\ rqe yksxksa us dke D;ksa cUn dj j[kk gS\¸
dqN {k.k rd [k+keks'kh jghA yksxksa ds flj vukt dh ckfy;ksa dh rjg
fgy jgs FksA fltkso us viuh Vksih fgykdj dUèks fcpdk;s vkSj flj >qdk
fy;kA
¶esjs loky dk tokc nks!¸ Mk;jsDVj us fpYykdj dgkA
ikosy c<+dj mlds ikl vk;k vkSj fltkso rFkk jhfcu dh rji+Q ladsr
djds Å¡ps Loj esa cksyk %
¶gekjs lkfFk;ksa us ge rhuksa dks ;g ek¡x djus ds fy, pquk gS fd vki

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dksisd dkVus ds ckjs esa viuh vkKk okil ys ysaA¸
¶D;ksa\¸ Mk;jsDVj us ikosy dh vksj ns[ks fcuk gh iwNkA
¶D;ksafd ge bl dVkSrh dks csbUlki+Qh le>rs gSa]¸ ikosy us t+ksj ls
dgkA
¶D;k rqe ;g le>rs gks fd eSa nyny dks et+nwjksa ds jgu&lgu dh
gkyr lqèkkjus ds fy, ugha] cfYd mudk 'kks"k.k djus dh bPNk ls lq[kokuk
pkgrk gw¡\¸
¶gk¡]¸ ikosy us mÙkj fn;kA
¶vkSj rqe Hkh\¸ Mk;jsDVj us jhfcu dh rji+Q eqM+dj iwNkA
¶ge lcdh ,d gh jk; gSA¸
¶vkSj rqe] Hkys vkneh\¸ mlus fltkso dh rji+Q eqM+dj iwNkA
¶eSa HkhA ge vius dksisd vius ikl gh j[kuk pkgrs gSaA¸
fltkso ,d ckj fiQj flj >qdkdj vijkfèk;ksa dh rjg eqLdjkus yxkA
Mk;jsDVj us èkhjs&èkhjs HkhM+ ij ut+j Mkydj vius dUèks >VdsA fiQj og
ikosy dh rji+Q eqqM+k vkSj mls x+kSj ls ns[kus yxkA
¶rqe dqN i<+s&fy[ks vkneh ekywe gksrs gksA D;k rqe Hkh bl dke ds
i+Qk;nksa dks ugha le>rs\¸
¶vxj i+QSDVjh vius [k+pZ ls nyny dks lq[kok ns rks dksbZ Hkh mlds
i+Qk;nksa dks le> ldrk gS]¸ ikosy us brus Å¡ps Loj esa dgk fd lc yksx
mldh ckr lqu ysaA
¶i+QDS Vjh dksbZ èkeZ[kkrk ugha]¸ Mk;jsDVj us #[kkbZ ls dgkA ¶eSa gqDe nsrk
gw¡ fd rqe yksx dke ij okil pys tkvksA¸
og cM+h lkoèkkuh ls yksgs dks vius ik¡o ls VVksyrk gqvk fcuk fdlh
dh vksj ns[ks uhps mrjus yxkA
HkhM+ eas vlUrks"k dh ,d ygj nkSM+ x;hA
¶D;k ckr gS\¸ Mk;jsDVj us tgk¡ ds rgk¡ #ddj iwNkA
nwj ls fdlh dh vkokt+ us fuLrCèkrk dks Hkax fd;k %
¶tkvks] rqe [+kqn dke djks!--¸
¶vxj rqe lc yksx iUæg feuV ds vUnj&vUnj dke ij okil u pys
x;s rks eSa rqe lc ij tqekZuk dj nw¡xk!¸ Mk;jsDVj us cM+h l[+rh ds lkFk t+ksj
nsdj dgkA
,d ckj fiQj og HkhM+ esa ls jkLrk cukrk gqvk pyk] ysfdu tSls&tSls
og vkxs c<+krk x;k HkhM+ esa ,d eUn xtZuk&lh mRiUu gqbZ vkSj og ftruh

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nwj gksrk x;k ;g xtZuk mruh gh rst+ gksrh x;hA
¶ckr djds ns[k fy;k mlls!¸
¶ge yksxksa ds fy, ;gh balki+Q gS! ;g Hkh dksbZ ft+Unxh gS!¸
os ikosy dks lEcksfèkr djds fpYykus yxs %
¶vjs] o+Qkuwunka] vc D;k fd;k tk;s\¸
¶Hkk"k.k rks cgqr vPNk fn;k Fkk] exj tc ekfyd us viuh lwjr
fn[kk;h rks ml Hkk"k.k dk D;k i+Qk;nk gqvk\¸
¶vPNk] Oyklkso] crkvks vc ge D;k djsa\¸
tc yksx cgqr ftí djus yxs rks ikosy cksyk %
¶lkfFk;ks] eSa rks ;g dgrk gw¡ fd tc rd dksisd dVkSrh cUn djus dk
oknk u dj fy;k tk;s rc rd geesa ls dksbZ dke ij okil u tk;sA¸
yksx mÙksftr gksdj dgus yxs %
¶ge lcdks D;k csoo+Qwi+Q le> j[kk gS\¸
¶bldk eryc rks gS gM+rky\¸
¶,d&nks dksisd ds fy,\¸
¶gM+rky esa uqdlku D;k gS\¸
¶ge lc fudky fn;s tk;saxs---¸
¶fiQj dke dkSu djsxk mlds ;gk¡\¸
¶cgqrsjs fey tk;saxs!¸
¶rqEgkjk eryc gS xíkj\¸

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ikosy uhps mrjdj ek¡ ds ikl vkdj [kM+k gks x;kA
HkhM+ mÙksftr gks mBh FkhA lc yksx cgl dj jgs Fks vkSj mÙksftr gksdj
fpYyk jgs FksA
¶rqe bu yksxksa dks gM+rky djus ij dHkh jkth ugha dj ldrs]¸ jhfcu
us ikosy ds ikl vkdj dgkA ¶iSls dk ykyp t+:j gS bUgsa] ij yM+us dk
cwrk ugha gS! rhu lkS ls T+;knk yksx rqEgkjk lkFk ugha nsaxsA bruk dpjk ,d niQs
esa FkksM+s gh lki+Q gks tk;sxk---¸
ikosy pqi FkkA tu&leqnk; dk fo'kky dkyk psgjk mlds lkeus ?kwe
jgk Fkk vkSj mldh vk¡[kksa esa vius loky dk tokc <w¡<+ jgk FkkA ikosy dk
ân; ?kcjkgV ds ekjs t+ksj&t+ksj ls èkM+dus yxkA mls ,slk yxk fd mlds 'kCnksa
dk dksbZ Hkh izHkko ugha iM+k Fkk] ekuks ikuh dh bDdk&nqDdk cw¡nsa rirh gqbZ

ek¡ @ 83
t+ehu ij iM+rs gh NUu ls x+k;c gks x;h gksaA
og Fkdk gqvk vkSj fujk'k ?kj ykSVkA ek¡ vkSj fltkso mlds ihNs vk jgs
Fks_ jhfcu mlds cxy esa py jgk FkkA
¶rqe cksyrs vPNk gks ij rqEgkjh ckr fny dks ugha Nwrh! ;gh rks ckr
gS! rqEgsa muds fny dks Nwuk pkfg, μ muds fny ds chpksa&chp fpuxkjh
yxkuh pkfg,A rqe yksxksa dks rdZ ls ugha le>k ldrsA dksbZ twrk muds ik¡o
ij Bhd gh ugha vkrk μ ;k rks cgqr dlk gksrk gS ;k cgqr <hyk!¸
¶isykxs;k] ge cw<+s yksxksa dks rks vc o+Qcz dk jkLrk ysuk pkfg,!¸
fltkso dg jgk FkkA ¶vc u;s <ax ds yksx iSnk gks jgs gSaA ge yksx dSlh
ft+Unxh clj djrs Fks] rqEgkjs vkSj esjs tSls yksx\ tkuojksa dh rjg ?kqVuksa ds
cy jsaxrs Fks] vius ls cM+s yksxksa ds vkxs t+ehu ij ukd jxM+rs FksA ysfdu vc
μ ekywe ugha] ;k rks yksxksa dh vk¡[ksa [kqy x;h gSa ;k os igys ls Hkh cM+h
xyrh dj jgs gSa] exj de ls de os gekjs tSls ugha gSaA bu ukStokuksa dks gh
ns[k yks μ Mk;jsDVj ls ,sls ckr djrs gSa tSls og buds cjkcj dk gks!-- vPNk]
ikosy fe[k+kbyksfop] eSa rqels ckn esa feyw¡xkA ftl rjg rqe nwljksa ds fy,
yM+rs gks og cgqr vPNh ckr gSA bZ'oj rqEgkjh lgk;rk djs! 'kk;n rqEgha bu
lc eqlhcrksa ls NqVdkjk ikus dk dksbZ jkLrk fudky yksA Hkxoku rqEgsa lq[kh
j[ks!¸
vkSj bruk dgdj og pyk x;kA
¶tk ej tkds]¸ jhfcu us vLiQqV Loj esa dgkA ¶blds tSls yksxksa dks
rks bUlku Hkh u dguk pkfg,A ;s rks cl xkjs dk dke ns ldrs gSa] dgha dksbZ
njkj iM+ tk;s rks mls Hkjus ds fy,A Hkyk rqeus x+kSj fd;k] ikosy] fd rqEgsa
izfrfufèk cukus ds fy, dkSu fpYyk;k Fkk\ ogh yksx ftUgksaus ;g [k+cj mM+k;h
Fkh fd rqe lektoknh gks vkSj gaxkek djkuk pkgrs gksA ogh yksx Fks! mUgksaus
vius eu esa lkspk gksxk % ;g dke ls vyx dj fn;k tk;sxk μ bldh ;gh
ltk gSA¸
¶vius fglkc ls mUgksaus Bhd gh fd;k]¸ ikosy cksykA
¶vkSj HksfM+;s Hkh Bhd gh djrs gSa tc os vius HkkbZ&cUèkqvksa dks
phj&iQkM+dj [kk tkrs gSa---¸
jhfcu ds psgjs ij fpUrk ds ckny Nk;s gq, Fks vkSj mlds Loj ls ekywe
gksrk Fkk fd og cgqr mf}Xu gSA
¶yksx [k+kyh 'kCnksa dks ugha lqurs μ mUgsa ckr le>kus ds fy, eqlhcr
mBkuh iM+rh gS μ [+kwu esa Mwcs gq, 'kCn dgus iM+rs gSa!---¸

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 ikosy fnu Hkj Fkdk&Fkdk vkSj mnkl ?kwerk jgkA mls ,d vthc fpUrk
lrk jgh Fkh] mldh vk¡[kksa ls fpaxkfj;k¡ fudy jgh Fkha vkSj ,slk ekywe gksrk
Fkk tSls og dqN <w¡<+ jgk gksA ek¡ us bl ckr dks ns[kkA
¶D;k ckr gS] ikosy\¸ mlus Mjrs&Mjrs lkoèkkuh ls iwNkA
¶flj esa nnZ gS]¸ mlus mÙkj fn;kA
¶rqe ysV tkvks] eSa MkWDVj dks cqyk;s ykrh gw¡A¸
¶ugha] rqe fi+QØ u djks]¸ mlus tYnh ls mÙkj fn;kA fiQj mlus nch
tcku ls dgk %
¶eSa vHkh demez vkSj det+ksj gw¡] ;gh eqlhcr gS! mUgksaus esjh ckr ij
Hkjkslk ugha fd;k] esjk lkFk ugha fn;k] ftldk eryc gS fd eq>s viuh ckr
Bhd ls dguh ugha vkrhA eSa vius vki ls ijs'kku vkSj yfTtr gw¡A¸
ek¡ us vius csVs ds fopkjeXu psgjs dks ?kwjdj ns[kk vkSj mls èkhjt c¡èkkus
dk iz;Ru fd;k %
¶lcz ls dke yks]¸ mlus ujeh ls dgkA ¶ftl ckr dks os vkt ugha
le>s gSa dy le> tk;saxsA¸
¶mUgsa le>uk iM+sxkA!¸ ikosy us vkos'k esa dgkA
¶eSa Hkh le> x;h fd rqe Bhd ckr dg jgs gks---¸
ikosy ek¡ ds fudV tkdj cksyk %
¶ek¡] rqe fdruh vPNh gks!¸ vkSj eq¡g nwljh vksj dj fy;kA ek¡ pkSd
iM+h] ekuks mlds bl 'kkUr Hkko ls dgs x;s 'kCnksa us mls vaxkjs dh rjg tyk
fn;k gksA ek¡ us gkFk vius ân; ij j[kk vkSj csVs ds bl I;kj dks vius ân;
esa la;ks;s gq, ogk¡ ls pyh x;hA
mlh jkr tc ek¡ lks x;h Fkh vkSj ikosy fcLrj ij ysVk i<+ jgk Fkk]
jktuhfrd iqfylokys vk;s vkSj HkquHkqukrs gq, ?kj dh gj pht+ myV&iqyVdj
ryk'kh ysus yxsA mUgksaus Åij vVkjh ij ns[kk vkSj ckgj ckx dk Hkh
dksuk&dksuk Nku ekjkA ml ihys psgjsokys vi+Qlj us bl ckj Hkh oSlk gh
cjrko fd;k tSlk igys fd;k Fkk μ ogh viekutud O;ax] muds fnyksa dks
tykusokyh O;ax&Hkjh ckrksa esa mls fo'ks"k vkuUn vkrk FkkA ek¡ pqipki ,d
dksus esa cSBh ,dVd vius csVs dh lwjr ns[krh jgh FkhA ikosy cgqr iz;Ru
dj jgk Fkk fd mldh Hkkouk,¡ izdV u gksus ik;sa] ij tc Hkh og vi+Qlj
g¡lrk ikosy dh m¡xfy;k¡ iQM+dus yxrhaA ek¡ tkurh Fkh fd tc og
iqfylokyk dksbZ et+ko+Q djrk Fkk rks vius Åij dkcw j[kuk ikosy ds fy,
fdruk dfBu gks tkrk FkkA bl ckr mls bruk Mj ugha yxk ftruk igyh ckj

ek¡ @ 85
yxk FkkA Hkwjh onhZokys bu fu'kkpjksa ds izfr mldh ?k`.kk c<+ x;h Fkh vkSj bl
?k`.kk dh Hkkouk esa mldk Hk; nc x;k FkkA
¶eq>s idM+dj ys tk;saxs]¸ ikosy us ekSo+Qk ikdj ek¡ ds dku esa dgkA
¶eSa le> x;h gw¡---¸ ek¡ us flj >qdkdj èkhjs ls mÙkj fn;kA
og tkurh Fkh fd fnu esa ikosy us et+nwjksa ds lkeus tks dqN dgk Fkk
mlds dkj.k mls tsy esa Bw¡l fn;k tk;sxkA ij mlus tks dqN dgk Fkk] mlls
lHkh lger Fks vkSj blfy, os mldh j{kk ds fy, mB [kM+s gksaxsA mls T+;knk
fnu rd tsy esa j[kus dk lkgl fdlh dks u gksxk---
ek¡ dk th pkg jgk Fkk fd og mlds xys eas ck¡gsa Mkydj th Hkjdj
jks;s] ij vi+Qlj cxy esa gh [kM+k viuh vk¡[ksa fldksM+dj mls ?kwj jgk FkkA
mldh ew¡Nsa vkSj gksaB iQM+d jgs Fks vkSj isykxs;k fuyksouk dks ,slk yxk fd
;g O;fDr bl izrh{kk esa gS fd dc esjs vk¡lw Nydrs gSa vkSj dc eSa
fxM+fxM+kdj mlls izkFkZuk djrh gw¡A lkjh 'kfDr cVksjdj mlus csVs dk gkFk
idM+ fy;k vkSj ne lkèkdj èkhes Loj esa cM+s I;kj ls cksyh %
¶vPNk tkvks] ikosyA viuh t+:jr dh gj pht+ ys yh gS u rqeus\¸
¶gk¡] mnkl u gksA---¸
¶Hkxoku rqEgkjh j{kk djs!--¸
tc os yksx ikosy dks ysdj pys x;s rks ek¡ ,d csap ij cSBdj
pqids&pqids jksus yxhA og nhokj dh rji+Q ihB fd;s cSBh Fkh tSls mldk
ifr cSBk djrk Fkk_ mldk ân; O;Fkk ls Hkjk gqvk Fkk vkSj mls viuh
fuLlgk; n'kk dh osnukiw.kZ psruk [kk;s tk jgh FkhA viuk flj ihNs >Vddj
ek¡ us ,d nch gqbZ yEch ph[k+ ekjh ftlesa mlds vkgr ân; dh lkjh osnuk
meM+ vk;h FkhA mlds efLr"d esa udkc tSlk ogh Hkkoghu ihyk psgjk] ogh
iryh&iryh ew¡Nsa vkSj g"kZ ls pedrh gqbZ ogh feaph&feaph vk¡[ksa ?kwe jgh FkhaA
mlds lhus esa mu yksxksa ds izfr] tks ek¡vksa ls muds csVksa dks dsoy blfy,
Nhu ysrs Fks fd os U;k; pkgrs Fks] dVqrk vkSj ?k`.kk ds ?kus ckny Nk x;sA
lnhZ cgqr Fkh vkSj o"kkZ dh cw¡nsa f[kM+dh ij flj iVd jgh FkhaA ek¡ dks
,slk yxk fd yEch&yEch Hkqtkvksa vkSj fcuk vk¡[kksa dh yky psgjksaokyh Hkwjh
vkÑfr;k¡ jkr dks lUrfj;ksa dh rjg mlds ?kj dk pDdj dkV jgh Fkha vkSj
mls mudh ,M+ksa dks eUn&eUn [kud lquk;h ns jgh FkhA
¶os eq>s Hkh ys tkrs rks vPNk gksrk]¸ ek¡ us lkspkA
yksxksa dks dke ij cqykus ds fy, Hkksaiw ctkA vkt lqcg mldh vkokt+
u tkus D;ksa lnSo dh vis{kk èkheh vkSj HkjkZ;h gqbZ Fkh tSls mlesa fo'okl dh

86 @ ek¡
deh gksA njokt+k [kqyk vkSj jhfcu vUnj vk;kA
¶D;k mls idM+ ys x;s\¸ mlus viuh Hkhxh gqbZ nk<+h dk ikuh iksaNrs
gq, iwNkA
¶gk¡] ys x;s dyeq¡gs!¸ ek¡ us vkg Hkjdj mÙkj fn;kA
¶;g rks igys gh ls ekywe Fkk]¸ og èkhjs ls g¡lkA ¶esjs ?kj dh Hkh
ryk'kh yh FkhA gj pht+ VVksydj ns[khA xkyh&xykSt cgqr dh] exj uqdlku
de gh fd;kA rks ikosy dks idM+ ys x;s! Mk;jsDVj us b'kkjk fd;k] iqfyl
us flj fgyk;k vkSj μ ,d vkneh vkSj pyk x;kA vPNh feyhHkxr gSA ,d
lhax idM+rk gS vkSj nwljk ,d&,d cw¡n nwèk fupksM+ ysrk gS---¸
¶rqe yksxksa dks ikosy dh rji+Q ls vkokt+ pkfg,!¸ ek¡ us viuh txg
ls mBrs gq, Å¡ps Loj esa dgkA ¶mlus tks dqN fd;k og lcds fy, fd;k!¸
¶fdls vkokt+ mBkuh pkfg,\¸
¶lcdks!¸
¶gq¡! rks rqEgkjk ;g [k+;ky gS! exj ;g dHkh ugha gksus dkA
og g¡lrk gqvk ckgj pyk x;k vkSj mlds fujk'kktud 'kCnksa us ek¡ dks
igys ls Hkh T+;knk nq[kh dj fn;kA
¶vxj mUgksaus mls ekjk&ihVk rks D;k gksxk\--¸
og dYiuk djus yxh fd mlds csVs dks cgqr ekjk x;k gS vkSj mlds
'kjhj ij cgqr ls ?kko gSa vkSj og [+kwu esa yFkiFk gSA ek¡ ds ân; esa Hk; lek
x;kA mldh vk¡[kksa esa ihM+k gksus yxhA
ml fnu mlus u pwYgk tyk;k u [kkuk idk;k_ pk; rd ugha ihA jkr
dks cgqr nsj ls mlus jksVh dk ,d VqdM+k [kk;kA tc og lksus ds fy, ysVh
rks mls ,slk yxk fd mlds thou esa dHkh bruk lwukiu vkSj vdsykiu ugha
FkkA fiNys dqN o"kks± eas og fujUrj fdlh cgqr gh vPNh egÙoiw.kZ ckr dh
vk'kk eas viuk thou fcrkus dh vknh gks pqdh FkhA mlds pkjkssa rji+Q ukStoku
yksxksa dh mYykliw.kZ vkSj dksykgye; ljxfeZ;k¡ vkSj mlds csVs dk yxu ls
Hkjk gqvk psgjk] tks bl vPNs ij ladVe; thou ds fy, ftEesnkj Fkk] ges'kk
mlds lkeus jgrk FkkA vc mlds tkrs gh tSls gj pht+ pyh x;h FkhA

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,d fnu chrk_ igkM+ tSlh ,d vkSj jkr chrhA ek¡ dks jkr Hkj uhan u
vk;h_ ysfdu mlds ckn tks fnu vk;k og vkSj Hkh èkhjs&èkhjs chrkA og lksp
jgh Fkh fd dksbZ vk;sxk ij dksbZ ugha vk;kA laè;k vk;hA jkr gks x;hA o"kkZ

ek¡ @ 87
dh B.Mh ckSNkjsa vkgsa Hkjdj nhokj ls viuk flj Vdjk jgh Fkha_ rst+ gok
lhVh ctkrh gqbZ fpeuh eas gksdj vUnj vk jgh Fkh vkSj ,slk ekywe gks jgk
Fkk fd tSls i+Q'kZ ds uhps dksbZ pht+ djoVsa cny jgh gSA Nr ls ikuh Vid
jgk Fkk vkSj cw¡nsa Vidus dh vkokt+ ,d fofp=k lkeatL; ds lkFk ?kM+h dh
fVd&fVd esa foyhu gqbZ tk jgh FkhA ,slk yxrk Fkk fd iwjk ?kj èkhjs&èkhjs
Mxexk jgk gS_ O;Fkk ds dkj.k gj oLrq fu"izk.k vkSj O;FkZ izrhr gks jgh Fkh-
--
f[kM+dh ij fdlh ds [kV[kVkus dh vkokt+ vk;hA dqN nsj #ddj fiQj
ogha vkokt+ vk;h--- ek¡ bu [kV[kVkgVksa dh vknh gks pqdh Fkh_ mls muls
fcYdqy Hkh Mj ugha yxrk Fkk] ij bl ckj rks og fdafpr g"kZ ls pkSad iM+hA
vLi"V vk'kkvksa ds mRlkg esa og tYnh ls mB [kM+h gqb± dUèkksa ij ,d 'kky
Mkydj mlus tkdj njokt+k [kksyk---
leksbykso vUnj vk;kA mlds ihNs ,d vkSj vkneh Fkk ftldk psgjk
dksV ds mBs gq, dkyj vkSj ekFks ij >qdh gqbZ Vksih dh vkM+ esa Nqik gqvk FkkA
¶lks rks ugha jgh Fkha vki\¸ leksbykso us iwNkA bl iz'u ds vfrfjDr
mlus vkSj dksbZ vfHkoknu dk 'kCn u dgkA lnSo ds foijhr mlds Loj essa
fpUrk vkSj mnklh FkhA
¶ugha] lks;h ugha Fkh!¸ ek¡ us mÙkj fn;k vkSj mRlqdrk ls [kM+h mUgsa
ns[krh jghA
leksbykso ds lkFkh us Vksih mrkjdj viuk NksVk&lk xBhyk gkFk vkxs
c<+k fn;kA mldh lk¡l esa [kj[kjkgV FkhA
¶D;ksa ek¡] gesa igpkuk ugha\¸ mlus ,sls iwNk ekuks cgqr iqjkuk fe=k gksA
¶vjs] rqe gks\¸ isykxs;k fuyksouk us [+k'q k gksdj dgkA ¶;sxksj bokuksfop\¸
¶gk¡] gk¡] ogh!¸ mlus iknjh tSls yEcs ckyksaokyk viuk cM+k&lk flj
>qdkdj mÙkj fn;kA mlds psgjs ij ,d eqLdjkgV [ksy jgh Fkh vkSj ek¡ dks
ns[kdj mldh NksVh&NksVh Hkwjh vk¡[kksa esa I;kj dh ,d ped vk x;hA og
ns[kus esa fcYdqy leksokj yxrk Fkk μ xksy&eVksy] NksVk&lk] eksVh&lh xnZu
vkSj NksVh&NksVh ck¡gsaA mldk psgjk ped jgk Fkk vkSj og t+ksj&t+ksj ls lk¡lsa
ys jgk FkkA mlds lhus dh xgjkbZ esa dksbZ pht+ [kj[kjkgV iSnk dj jgh FkhA
¶rqe t+jk ml dejs esa pys tkvks] eSa diM+s igu yw¡]¸ ek¡ us dgkA
¶gesa rqels dqN iwNuk gS]¸ leksbykso us ut+jsa >qdkdj ek¡ dh rji+Q
ns[krs gq, mRlqdrk ls dgkA
;sxksj bokuksfop nwljs dejs esa tkdj ogk¡ ls cksyus yxkA

88 @ ek¡
 ¶vEek] vkt lqcg fudksykbZ bokuksfop] ftlls vki ifjfpr gSa] tsy
ls NksM+ fn;k x;k---¸ mlus dguk vkjEHk fd;kA
¶vPNk] eq>s ugha ekywe Fkk fd og tsy esa Fkk]¸ ek¡ chp esa cksy mBhA
¶nks eghus X;kjg fnu tsy eas jgkA ogk¡ mØbuh ls mldh eqyko+Qkr gqbZ
Fkh] mlus lyke dgyk;k gS vkSj ikosy us HkhA vkSj mlus dgyk;k gS fd vki
fpUrk u djsaA mlus dgk gS fd vki bl ckr dks tku ysa fd mlds jkLrs ij
pyusokyksa ds fy, tsy ges'kk gh vkjke djus dh txg gksrh gSA gekjs gkfdeksa
us cgqr lksp&le>dj bl ckr dk bUrt+ke fd;k gSA vPNk] vEek] vc eSa
dke dh ckr d:¡xkA ekywe gS dy fdrus yksx idM+s x;s Fks\¸
¶D;ksa] D;k ikosy ds vykok Hkh dksbZ idM+k x;k Fkk\¸ ek¡ us vk'p;Z
ls iwNkA
¶og mupklok¡ vkneh Fkk]¸ ;sxksj bokuksfop us 'kkUr Hkko ls dgkA
¶vkSj dkj[k+kus ds ekfyd 'kk;n ,d ntZu vknfe;ksa dks vkSj idM+okus ds
iQsj esa gSaA tSls] ;gh egkuqHkko tks rqEgkjs lkeus gSa---¸
¶gk¡] eSa Hkh!¸ leksbykso us eq¡g yVdkdj dgkA
u tkus D;ksa isykxs;k fuyksouk dks ,slk yxk fd mls lk¡l ysus eas vc
vfèkd lqfoèkk gks jgh gSA
¶de ls de og ogk¡ vdsyk rks ugha gS]¸ mlds efLr"d esa ;g fopkj
fctyh dh rjg dkSaèk x;kA
diM+s igudj og vius vfrfFk;ksa ds ikl vk;h vkSj mudh rji+Q
ns[kdj izlUurk ls eqLdjk;hA
¶eSa le>rh gw¡ fd tc brus yksxksa dks idM+dj ys x;s gSa rks T+;knk fnu
ugha j[ksxa -s --¸
¶lks rks ugha j[ksxa !s ¸ ;sxksj bokuksfop us dgkA ¶vkSj vxj ge mudk ;g
cuk&cuk;k [ksy fcxkM+ nsa rc rks os nqe nckdj Hkkx [kM+s gksaxsA ns[kks ckr ;g
gS % vxj geus i+QSDVjh essa ipZs ck¡Vus cUn dj fn;s rks iqfylokys bl ckr dk
i+Qk;nk mBk;saxs vkSj ikosy rFkk nwljs mu Hkys lkfFk;ksa ds f[k+yki+Q bLrseky
djsaxs] tks bl oD+r tsy dh ;kruk >sy jgs gSa---¸
¶og dSls\¸ ek¡ us Hk;Hkhr gksdj iwNkA
¶cgqr lhèkh ckr gS ;g rks!¸ ;sxksj bokuksfop us 'kkUr Hkko ls mÙkj
fn;kA ¶dHkh&dHkh iqfylokys Hkh viuh vDy ls dke ysrs gSaA vki [+kqn gh
x+kjS djsa % ikosy tc ckgj Fkk rc v[kckj vkSj ijps c¡Vrs Fks_ ikosy tsy pyk
x;k μ v[kckj vkSj ipsZ c¡Vuk cUn gks x;sA cl] bldk lki+Q eryc ;g gS

ek¡ @ 89
fd v[kckj vkSj ipZs ogh c¡Vokrk Fkk] gS fd ugha\ vkSj cl os lHkh dks [kkuk
'kq: dj nsaxsA iqfylokyksa dks ;gh etk vkrk gS fd os yksxksa dks iwjh rjg uksp
[kk;sa] gfM~M;k¡ rd cko+Qh u cpsa!¸
¶eSa le> jgh gw¡] le> jgh gw¡!¸ ek¡ us mnkl Loj esa dgkA exj csVk]
ge dj gh D;k ldrs gSa\¸
¶lR;kuk'k gks mudk! mUgksaus yxHkx lHkh yksxksa dks idM+ fy;k gS!--¸
jlksbZ ls leksbykso dh vkokt+ vk;hA ¶vc gesa dsoy vius y{; ds fy,
gh ugha cfYd vius lkfFk;ksa dks cpkus ds fy, Hkh viuk dke djrs jguk
gSA¸
¶vkSj gekjs ikl dke djus okyk dksbZ gS ugha]¸ ;sxksj us gYds ls
eqLdjkdj dgkA ¶gekjs ikl cgqr&lk cf<+;k elkyk Nik j[kk gS] lc esjs gkFk
dh djkekr gS] exj vc mls i+QSDVjh esa dSls igq¡pk;k tk;s] cl ;gh le>
esa ugha vkrkA¸
¶vc os iQkVd ij gj ,d dh ryk'kh ysus yxs gSa]¸ lekbykso us dgkA
ek¡ rkM+ x;h fd os mlls dqN vk'kk dj jgs gSaA
¶;g dSls fd;k tk ldrk gS\¸ mlus tYnh ls iwNkA
leksbykso njokt+s esa vkdj [kM+k gks x;k %
¶isykxs;k fuyksouk] vki ml [kksepsokyh dksjlquksok dks tkurh gSa\¸
¶gk¡] D;ksa\¸
¶mlls ckr djds nsf[k;sA 'kk;n og ;g pht+sa vUnj igq¡pk ns\¸
ek¡ us gkFk fgykdj bl rjdhc dks jí dj fn;kA
¶vjs ugha! mlds isV esa dksbZ ckr ugha iprh! mUgsa i+QkSju ekywe gks
tk;sxk fd mls os pht+sa eq>ls feyh Fkha μ bl ?kj ls vk;h Fkha μ vjs ugha!¸
fiQj lglk ekuks fdlh izsj.kk ds o'k mlus dgk %
¶rqe eq>s ns nks! eSa lc Bhd dj nw¡xhA eSa dksbZ rjdhc fudky yw¡xhA
eSa ekfj;k ls dgw¡xh fd og eq>s gkFk c¡Vkus ds fy, vius lkFk ys ysA eq>s
fdlh u fdlh rjg isV rks ikyuk gS ghA eSa i+QSDVjh esa [kkus dh pht+sa cspus
ys tk;k d:¡xh! eSa lc dj yw¡xh!¸
vius lhus ij nksuksa gkFk j[kdj mlus tYnh&tYnh mUgsa fo'okl fnyk;k
fd og lc dqN cM+s vPNs <ax ls fucVk nsxh] fdlh dk è;ku Hkh mldh
vksj u tk;sxk vkSj vUr esa mlus Hkkokfrjsd ls dgk %
¶os yksx Hkh ns[ksaxs fd ikosy ds gkFk tsy ls ckgj Hkh igq¡p ldrs gSa!
ge mUgsa fn[kk nsaxs!¸

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 rhuksa ds psgjs ped mBsA
¶ek¡] ;g rks deky gh dj fn;k vkius! dk'k vki tkurha fd D;k
cf<+;k ckr lw>h gS vkidks! cl] etk gh vk x;k!¸ ;sxksj bokuksfop us vius
nksuksa gkFk jxM+rs gq, eqLdjkdj dgkA
¶vxj ;g rjdhc dke dj x;h] rks eSa rks cgqr gh [+kq'kh ls tsy esa
tk cSBw¡xk!¸ leksbykso us Hkh vius gkFk jxM+rs gq, dgkA
¶vEek] dksbZ tokc ugha gS vkidk bl nqfu;k esa!¸ ;sxksj bokuksfop us
HkjkZ;h gqbZ vkokt+ esa fpYykdj dgkA
ek¡ eqLdjk nhA og bl ckr dks vPNh rjg le> x;h Fkh fd vxj ipsZ
i+QSDVjh esa c¡Vrs jgs rks ekfyd mlds csVs ij mudks c¡Vokus dk nks"k ugha yxk
ik;saxsA mlus vuqHko fd;k fd og bl dke dks iwjk djus dh {kerk j[krh
gS vkSj mldk jkse&jkse g"kZ ls iqyfdr gks mBkA
¶tc tsy esa ikosy ls rqEgkjh eqyko+Qkr gks rks mlls dguk fd mldh
ek¡ cgqr gh vPNh gS]¸ ;sxksj bokuksfop cksykA
¶esjh eqyko+Qkr igys gksxh]¸ leksbykso us g¡ldj dgkA
¶mlls dg nsuk fd tks dqN Hkh djuk gksxk eSa d:¡xh! mls ;g crk
nsuk!¸
¶vkSj vxj mUgksaus leksbykso dks tsy u Hkstk rks\¸ ;sxksj bokuksfop us
iwNkA
¶rks fiQj D;k gks ldrk gS!¸ ek¡ cksyhA
os nksuksa g¡l iM+s vkSj ek¡ Hkh dqN 'kjekdj] dqN >sairs gq, g¡lus yxhA
¶nwljksa ds nq[k dks viuk nq[k le>uk cgqr dfBu gksrk gS]¸ mlus vk¡[ksa
>qdkdj dgkA
¶;g LokHkkfod gh gS]¸ ;sxksj us dgkA ¶vkSj vki ikosy dh fpUrk u
dhft;sxk] nq[kh u gksb;sxkA ikosy tsy ls vkSj vPNk gksdj vk;sxkA ogk¡
vkneh dks vkjke djus vkSj i<+us dk ekSo+Qk feyrk gS vkSj gekjs tSls yksx tc
rd ckgj jgrs gSa rc rd mUgsa nksuksa esa ls fdlh Hkh ckr dk ekSo+Qk ugha
feyrkA eSa rhu ckj tsy gks vk;k gw¡] vkSj eSa ;g rks ugha dg ldrk fd ogk¡
tkdj eq>s cM+h [+kq'kh gksrh Fkh ij rhuksa gh ckj esjs fny vkSj fnekx dks cM+k
i+Qk;nk igq¡pkA¸
¶rqEgsa lk¡l ysus esa cM+h rdyhiQ gksrh gS]¸ ek¡ us mlds lhèks&lkns psgjs
ij fe=krkiw.kZ n`f"V Mkyrs gq, dgkA
¶mldh Hkh ,d [k+kl otg gS!¸ ;sxksj us m¡xyh mBkdj mÙkj fn;kA

ek¡ @ 91
¶vPNk] ek¡] rks eSa le>rk gw¡ fd lc dqN r; gks x;k\ dy ge ipsZ ykdj
rqEgsa ns tk;saxs vkSj ,d ckj fiQj xkM+h py iM+sxh] vkSj cgqr fnuksa ls Nk;k
gqvk vUèkdkj N¡Vus yxsxkA Hkk"k.k dh vktknh dh t; gks vkSj ek¡ ds ân;
dh t; gks! vPNk] fiQj feysaxs!¸
¶vPNk rks pyrs gSa]¸ leksbykso us ek¡ ls gkFk feykrs gq, dgkA ¶eSa
viuh ek¡ ls dHkh ;g djus dks ugha dg ldrk FkkA¸
¶,d u ,d fnu lc ek¡,¡ bl ckr dks le> tk;saxh]¸ isykxs;k
fuyksouk us mldk mRlkg c<+kus ds fy, dgkA
mu yksxksa ds pys tkus ds ckn ek¡ us njokt+k cUn fd;k vkSj dejs ds
chp esa ?kqVus Vsddj izkFkZuk djus cSB x;hA ckgj ckfj'k gks jgh FkhA mldh
izkFkZuk esa 'kCn u FksA og rks dsoy mu yksxksa dh fpUrk dj jgh Fkh ftUgsa
ikosy mlds thou esa ys vk;k FkkA ,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk fd mlds vkSj
nso&izfrekvksa ds chp ;s yksx py&fiQj jgs Fks μ ;s lhèks&lkns yksx tks
,d&nwljs ls bruk ?kfu"B lEcUèk j[krs gq, Hkh fcYdqy vdsys FksA
cgqr lcsjs og ekfj;k dksjlquksok ls feyus x;hA
[kksepsokyh us] tks ges'kk dh rjg flj ls ik¡o rd rsy esa pqiM+h gqbZ
Fkh vkSj ftldh tcku dSaph dh rjg py jgh Fkh] cM+h lgkuqHkwfr ds lkFk
ek¡ dk Lokxr fd;kA
¶mnkl gks\¸ mlus vius fpdus eksVs gkFk ls ek¡ ds dUèks ij ,d
èki ekjrs gq, iwNkA ¶fgEer u gkjks! os yksx mls idM+dj ys x;s D;k\
rks blesa D;k gqvk\ ;g dksbZ yTtk dh ckr ugha gSA ,d t+ekus esa yksx
pksjh djus ij tsy esa cUn fd;s tkrs Fks] vc gd ds fy, yM+usokyksa dks
tsy esa cUn dj fn;k tkrk gSA 'kk;n ikosy us cl mruk gh ugha dgk
ftruk mls dguk pkfg, Fkk] exj mlus tks dqN fd;k og lc dh
HkykbZ ds fy, Fkk] vkSj lc yksx bl ckr dks tkurs gSa] rqe fpUrk u
djks! os yksx bl ckr dks u Hkh ekusa ij Hkys&cqjs dh igpku rks lHkh dks
gksrh gSA eSa rks [+kqn rqels feyus vkuk pkgrh Fkh ij iQqjlr gh ugha feyhA
fnu Hkj idkuk vkSj cspuk] exj ns[k ysuk μ eSa e:¡xh fHk[kkfj;ksa dh
rjg! esjs pkgus okys eq>s [kk;s tkrs gSa μ blh dk rks jksuk gS! dksbZ bèkj
uksprk gS] dksbZ mèkj uksprk gS] tSls pwgs jksVh dks dqrjrs gSaA tgk¡ eSaus
FkksM+k&cgqr iSlk cpk;k dkssbZ gjkeh vkdj Nhu ys tkrk gSA vkSjr gksuk Hkh
,d eqlhcr gS! lc ls x;h&chrh gS og bl èkjrh ij! vdsyh jgs μ rks
cqjh] ejn djs μ rks ejh!¸

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 ¶eSa rqels dgus vk;h Fkh fd eq>s Hkh vius lkFk dke djus ds fy,
yxk yks]¸ isykxs;k fuyksouk us mldh cd&cd dks chp esa gh dkVdj dgkA
¶D;k eryc\¸ ekfj;k us iwNkA tc isykxs;k us le>k;k rks ekfj;k us
flj fgyk;kA
¶t+:j!¸ ekfj;k us dgkA ¶;kn gS] rqe eq>s esjs ejn ls cpkus ds fy,
vius ;gk¡ fNik fy;k djrh Fkha\ vc eSa rqEgsa Hkw[k ls cpkÅ¡xh--- rqEgkjh enn
rks lcdks djuk pkfg, D;ksafd rqEgkjk csVk lc dh HkykbZ dh [kkfrj yM+rk
gqvk idM+k x;k gSA og cgqr vPNk gS] lc yksx ;gh dgrs gS]a vkSj mUgsa mlds
idM+s tkus dk cM+k nq[k gSA fo'okl tkuks] bu fxj¶rkfj;ksa ls ekfydksa dks dksbZ
i+Qk;nk gksus okyk ughaA ns[kks] iQSSDVjh esa D;k gks jgk gSA cgu] cM+k cqjk gky
gS! ;s ekfyd le>rs gSa fd vxj os fdlh dh ,M+h ij dkV ysxa s rks og Hkkxuk
NksM+ nsxkA exj gksrk ;g gS fd os ,d ntZu yksxksa dks ekjrs gSa vkSj lSdM+ksa
yksx mu ij >iV iM+rs gSa!¸
bl okrkZyki ds iQyLo:i nwljs fnu nksigj dks ek¡ ekfj;k ds [kkus dh
nks Vksdfj;k¡ fy, gq, i+QSDVjh x;h vkSj og [kksepsokyh [+kqn ckt+kj esa
lkSnk&lqyiQ ysus pyh x;hA

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et+nwjksa us u;h [kksepsokyh dks i+QkSju igpku fy;kA
¶isykxs;k Hkh bl dke esa 'kkfey gks x;ha\¸ os iwNrs vkSj iz'kalk ds Hkko
ls flj fgykrsA
muesa ls dqN mls ;g Hkh fnyklk nsrs fd ikosy tYnh gh tsy ls NwV
tk;sxkA dqN et+nwj Mk;jsDVj dks vkSj iqfylokyksa dks cqjh&cqjh xkfy;k¡ nsrs
vkSj ek¡ dks vius ân; esa budh izfrèofu feyrhA dqN yksx ,sls Hkh Fks tks
mls bl nqnZ'kk esa ns[kdj eu gh eu [+kq'k gksrs vkSj dkj[k+kus ds Vkbe&dhij
blkbZ xksjckso us rks nk¡r ihldj ;gk¡ rd dgk fd ¶vxj eSa xouZj gksrk rks
rqEgkjs csVs dks iQk¡lh ij p<+ok nsrk! yksxksa dks mYVh iV~Vh i<+kus pyk Fkk!¸
bl Hk;kud èkedh dks lqudj ek¡ dk ne lw[k x;kA mlus blkbZ dh
ckr dk dksbZ mÙkj ugha fn;k] mlus dsoy mlds NksVs&ls èkCcsnkj psgjs dks
,d ut+j ?kwjdj ns[kk vkSj vkg Hkjdj vk¡[ksa >qdk yhaA
i+QDS Vjh esa vlUrks"k iQSyk gqvk FkkA et+njw NksV&s NksVs fxjksgksa esa tek gksdj
vkil esa dkukiQwlh djrsA iQksjeSu yksx gj ckr dh Vksg ysus ds iQsj esa
bèkj&mèkj ijs'kku ?kwers jgrsA pkjksa rji+Q xkfy;k¡ vkSj frjLdkjiw.kZ g¡lh lquk;h

ek¡ @ 93
nsrhA
nks iqfylokys leksbykso dks mlds lkeus ls ysdj xqtjs] og ,d gkFk
tsc esa Mkys gq, py jgk Fkk vkSj nwljs ls vius yky ckyksa dks ihNs dj jgk
FkkA
mlds ihNs yxHkx lkS et+nwj pys vk jgs Fks vkSj fpYyk&fpYykdj
iqfylokyksa dks xkfy;k¡ ns jgs Fks vkSj mudk et+ko+Q mM+k jgs Fks---
¶leksbykso] gok [kkus tk jgs gks\¸ fdlh us fpYykdj dgkA
¶vktdy ge yksxksa dh cM+h bTtr gks jgh gS!¸ fdlh nwljs us dgkA
¶tc ge Vgyus fudyrs gSa rks gekjs lkFk ,d&nks lUrjh dj fn;s tkrs gSa---¸
vkSj eksVh&lh xkyh nhA
¶ekywe gksrk gS fd vc pksjksa dks idM+us esa dksbZ i+Qk;nk ugha jgk]¸ ,d
yEcs dnokys dkus et+nwj us vkokt+ dlhA ¶blfy, vc bZekunkj yksxksa dks
idM+us yxs gSa----¸
¶vjs] buesa bruh Hkyeulkgr Hkh ugha fd jkr dks fxjÝ+rkj fd;k djsa]¸
HkhM+ esa ls ,d vkokt+ vk;hA ¶;s gjkeh rks fnu&ngkM+s ;g v¡èksj djrs gSa!¸
iqfylokyksa dh R;ksfj;ksa ij cy iM+ x;s vkSj os rst+h ls pyus yxs] os
dksf'k'k dj jgs Fks fd fdlh ckr dh vksj è;ku gh u nsa vkSj ,slk trk jgs
Fks ekuks mUgsa tks xkfy;k¡ nh tk jgh Fkha mUgsa lqu gh u jgs gksaA rhu et+nwj yksgs
dk ,d cM+k lk yV~Bk fy;s gq, muds lkeus vk fudysA
¶vjs fpM+hekjks] jkLrk rks nks!¸ mUgksaus fpYykdj dgkA
ek¡ ds ikl ls gksdj xqtjrs le; leksbykso us flj fgykdj mls lyke
fd;kA
¶ge Hkh py fn;s!¸ mlus [khlsa fudkydj dgkA
ek¡ us pqipki >qddj mlds vfHkoknu dk mÙkj fn;kA bu bZekunkj vkSj
le>nkj ukStokuksa dh mlds ân; ij cgqr xgjh Nki iM+h Fkh tks tsy tkrs
gq, Hkh eqLdjkrs jgrs FksA ek¡ dk ân; ,d ekrk ds I;kj vkSj eerk ls Hkj mBkA
i+QSDVjh ls okil vkdj mlus lkjk fnu ekfj;k ds lkFk fcrk;k_ og
dke esa mldk gkFk c¡Vkrh jgh vkSj mldh csflj&iSj dh ckrsa lqurh jghA ml
fnu 'kke dks og cgqr nsj esa ?kj ykSVh tks fcYdqy uhjl] ,dkUr vkSj
fujk'kkiw.kZ FkkA cM+h nsj rd og fu#ís'; bèkj&mèkj Vgyrh jgh] mlds eu
esa 'kkfUr ugha Fkh vkSj mldh le> esa ugha vk jgk Fkk fd D;k djsA mls fpUrk
Hkh gks jgh Fkh D;ksafd jkr gksus vk;h Fkh vkSj ;sxksj bokuksfop vHkh rd vius
okns ds vuqlkj Nis gq, ipsZ vkSj v[kckj ysdj ugha vk;k FkkA

94 @ ek¡
 'kjn ½rq dh fge ds Hkkjh&Hkkjh lqjebZ xkys i`Foh ij fxj jgs FksA os
cM+h dkseyrk ds lkFk f[kM+fd;ksa ds 'kh'kksa ij fpid tkrs Fks vkSj fiQj
èkhjs&èkhjs fi?kydj uhps fiQly tkrs Fks vkSj viuk fpUg NksM+ tkrs FksA og
vius csVs ds ckjs esa lksprh jgh---
njokt+s dks fdlh us cM+h lkoèkkuh ls [kV[kVk;kA ek¡ us tYnh ls nkSM+dj
dq.Mk [kksy fn;kA lk'kk vUnj vk;hA ek¡ us cgqr fnu ls mls ugha ns[kk Fkk
vkSj igyh ckr ftl ij mldk è;ku x;k ;g Fkh fd og t+:jr ls T+;knk
eksVh yx jgh FkhA
¶lyke]¸ ek¡ us dgkA mls bl ckr dh [+kq'kh Fkh fd dksbZ rks vk;k vkSj
vc de ls de dqN jkr mls vdsys ugha fcrkuh iM+sxhA ¶eSaus cgqr fnu ls
rqEgsa ns[kk ughaA dgha ckgj x;h gqbZ Fkha\¸
¶ugha] eSa tsy esa Fkh!¸ yM+dh us eqLdjkdj mÙkj fn;kA ¶fudksykbZ
bokuksfop ds lkFkA ;kn gS mldh\¸
¶gk¡] gk¡!¸ ek¡ us iqyfdr Loj esa dgkA ¶;sxksj bokuksfop us dy eq>s
crk;k Fkk fd mls NksM+ fn;k x;k gS] ysfdu rqEgkjk eq>s irk ugha Fkk--- eq>s
fdlh us crk;k Hkh ugha fd rqe dgk¡ Fkha---¸
¶dksbZ ckr ugha gSA ;g yks] ;sxksj bokuksfop ds vkus ls igys eq>s diM+s
Hkh cny ysus gSa]¸ mlus bèkj&mèkj ut+j Mkyrs gq, dgkA
¶rqe fcYdqy Hkhx x;h gks---¸
¶eSa v[kckj vkSj ipsZ ysdj vk;h Fkh---¸
¶ykvks] ykvks] eq>s ns nks!¸ ek¡ us cM+h mRlqdrk ls dgkA
yM+dh us dksV ds cVu [kksydj vius 'kjhj dks >Vdk vkSj ipsZ bl
rjg uhps fxjus yxs tSls ir>M+ esa isM+ksa ls iÙks fxjrs gSaA ek¡ mUgsa cVksjrs gq,
g¡l iM+hA
¶eSaus tc rqEgsa ns[kk rks lksp esa iM+ x;h fd vkf[k+j rqe bruh eksVh dSls
gks x;ha--- eSua s le>k 'kk;n rqEgkjk C;kg gks x;k gS vkSj rqe isV ls gksA vjs okg!
fdrus cgqr ls ipsZ ys vk;ha rqeA rqe iSny rks ugha vk;h gks u\¸
¶ugha] iSny gh vk;h gw¡]¸ lk'kk us mÙkj fn;kA og fiQj igys dh gh
rjg yEch vkSj nqcyh&iryh yxus yxh FkhA ek¡ us ns[kk fd mldk psgjk cgqr
mrjk gqvk Fkk] ftlds dkj.k mldh vk¡[ksa ges'kk ls T+;knk cM+h fn[kk;h nsus
yxh Fkha vkSj vk¡[kksa ds uhps dkys ?ksjs iM+ x;s FksA
¶vkf[k+j rqe ;g D;ksa djrh gks\ tsy ls NwVus ds ckn rks rqEgsa vkjke
djuk pkfg,!¸ ek¡ us vkg Hkjdj flj fgykrs gq, dgkA

ek¡ @ 95
 ¶djuk gh iM+rk gS]¸ dk¡irs gq, yM+dh us dgkA ¶vPNk eq>s ikosy
fe[k+kbyksfop ds ckjs eas crkvks μ tc og idM+k x;k Fkk rc D;k og cgqr
ijs'kku Fkk\¸
;g iz'u iwNrs le; lk'kk us ek¡ dh rji+Q ugha ns[kk] og flj >qdk;s
dk¡irh gqbZ m¡xfy;ksa ls vius cky Bhd djrh jghA
¶T+;knk ijs'kku rks ugha Fkk]¸ ek¡ us mÙkj fn;kA ¶vius fny dh gkyr
og t+kfgj FkksM+s gh gksus nsxkA¸
¶mldk th rks vPNk gS\¸ yM+dh us ujeh ls iwNkA
¶bruh mej gqbZ dHkh chekj rks iM+k ugha]¸ ek¡ us mÙkj fn;kA ¶exj rqe
rks cqjh rjg dk¡i jgh gks! eSa vHkh rqEgkjs fy, pk; vkSj jlHkjh dk eqjCck yk;s
nsrh gw¡A¸
¶;g dj nks rks cM+k vPNk gSA exj cM+k >¡>V djuk iM+sxk μ bruh
nsj gks x;h gSA eSa [+kqn cuk yw¡xh---¸
¶bruk Fkdus ds ckn\¸ ek¡ us f>M+dh ds Loj esa dgk vkSj leksokj esa
vkx lqyxkus yxhA lk'kk Hkh jlksbZ?kj esa pyh x;h vkSj nksuksa gkFk flj ds ihNs
ck¡èkdj csap ij cSB x;hA
¶tsy vkneh dks <hyk rks dj gh nsrh gS]¸ og cksyhA ¶miQ] og
eugwl [k+kyh cSBS jguk] blls cqjk vkSj dqN ugha gks ldrk! fiatjs esa tkuoj
dh rjg cUn jguk vkSj eu gh eu dq<+rs jguk fd ckgj fdruk dke djus
dks iM+k gS!¸
¶bl lcdk iQy rqEgsa dkSu nsxk\¸ ek¡ us iwNk vkSj fiQj vkg Hkjdj
Lo;a gh vius iz'u dks mÙkj fn;k %
¶bZ'oj ds flok vkSj dksbZ ugh! ysfdu esjk [k+;ky gS fd rqe rks mlesa
Hkh fo'okl ugha j[krha\¸
¶ugha!¸ yM+dh us flj fgykdj la{ksi esa mÙkj fn;kA
¶exj eSa rqEgkjh ckr ij fo'okl ugha djrh!¸ ek¡ us vkos'k esa dgk vkSj
fiQj vius nkeu ls gkFkksa dh dkfy[k iksaNrs gq, og n`<+ fo'okl ds lkFk
cksyh] ¶rqe viuh vkLFkk dks Hkh ugha le>rhaA vxj rqEgsa bZ'oj esa fo'okl
u gksrk rks rqe ,slk thou dSls fcrk ldrha\¸
lglk cjlkrh esa fdlh ds iSj iVdus vkSj èkhjs ls cqM+cqM+kus dh vkokt+
vk;hA ek¡ pkSad iM+h vkSj yM+dh tYnh ls mNydj [kM+h gks x;hA
¶njokt+k u [kksyuk]¸ mlus pqids ls dgkA ¶vxj iqfylokys gksa rks
lki+Q dg nsuk fd rqe eq>s ugha tkurha! dg nsuk fd eSa v¡èksjs esa jkLrk Hkwy

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x;h Fkh vkSj rqEgkjs njokt+s ij csgks'k gksdj fxj iM+h FkhA rqeus vUnj ykdj
tc esjs diM+s mrkjs rks ;s ipsZ feys] le>ha\¸
¶gk; esjh cPph! eSa ;g D;ksa dg nw¡xh\¸ ek¡ us cgqr O;fFkr gksdj iwNkA
¶t+jk Bgjks!¸ lk'kk us njokt+s ij dku yxkdj dgkA ¶'kk;n ;sxksj
gks---¸
;sxksj gh Fkk_ og fcYdqy Hkhxk gqvk Fkk vkSj Fkdku ds dkj.k gk¡iQ jgk
FkkA
¶leksokj xje gS] ;g cM+k vPNk gS! vEek] leksokj dks ns[kdj ftruh
[+kq'kh gksrh gS mruh vkSj fdlh pht+ dks ns[kdj ugha gksrh! vPNk] lk'kk] rqe
;gk¡ igys gh igq¡p x;ha\¸
èkhjs&èkhjs viuk Hkkjh dksV mrkjrs le; Hkh og yxkrkj cksyrk gh jgkA
iwjs jlksbZ?kj esa mlds lk¡l ysus dh [kj[kjkgV lquk;h ns jgh FkhA
¶vEek] gkfdeksa dks ;g t+jk&lh yM+dh rks iQwVh vk¡[kksa ugha lqgkrh!
,d ckj tc tsyj us bldk vieku fd;k Fkk rks blus Hkw[k gM+rky dj nh
Fkh vkSj mlls eki+Qh e¡xok dj gh gM+rky [k+Re dh FkhA vkB fnu rd blus
dqN ugha [kk;k] cl ejrs&ejrs cphA blds ckjs esa D;k [k+;ky gS\ D;k isV
gS esjk Hkh\¸
og viuh gkL;kLin rksan Fkkes gq, nwljs dejs esa pyk x;k_ vius ihNs
njokt+k cUn djus ds ckn Hkh og yxkrkj cksyrk gh jgkA
¶lpeqp vkB fnu rd rqeus dqN ugha [kk;k Fkk\¸ ek¡ us vk'p;Z ls
iwNkA
¶mlls eki+Qh e¡xokus ds fy, eq>s dqN rks djuk gh Fkk!¸ lk'kk us mÙkj
fn;k_ og vHkh rd B.M ls dk¡i jgh FkhA yM+dh dh bl dBksjrk vkSj mlds
fuf'pUr Hkko esa ek¡ dks frjLdkj dk ,d iqV feykA
¶D;k yM+dh gS!--¸ mlus lkspk vkSj fiQj t+ksj ls cksyh] ¶vxj ej tkrha
rks\¸
¶blds flok dksbZ pkjk gh ugha Fkk]¸ yM+dh us ujeh ls dgkA ¶exj
mls eki+Qh ek¡xuh iM+hA yksxksa dks bl rjg fdlh dh det+ksjh dk i+Qk;nk rks
ugha mBkus fn;k tk ldrkA¸
¶gw¡!---¸ ek¡ us èkhjs ls dgkA ¶lc ejn ;gh djrs gSa μ ft+Unxh&Hkj ge
vkSjrksa dh det+ksjh dk i+Qk;nk mBkrs gSa---¸
¶yks] eSa rks viuk cks> mrkj vk;k]¸ ;sxksj us njokt+k [kksyrs gq, dgkA
¶leksokj xje gks x;k\ ykvks] eSa vUnj igq¡pk nw¡---¸

ek¡ @ 97
 og leksokj mBkdj nwljs dejs esa ys tkrs gq, cksyk %
¶esjs ikik fnu&Hkj esa de ls de chl fxykl pk; ihrs Fks] ftldh
cnkSyr frgÙkj cjl dh mej rd mUgksaus 'kkfUr ds lkFk LoLFk thou fcrk;k_
mudk otu rhu eu ls Hkh T+;knk Fkk vkSj og vius ejus rd oksLØslsaLdks;s
xk¡o esa uk;c iknjh ds in ij dke djrs jgs---¸
¶D;k rqe iknjh boku ds csVs gks\¸ ek¡ us pkSaddj iwNkA
¶th gk¡A vki esjs ekuuh; firkth dks tkurh Fkha\¸
¶esjk Hkh ?kj oksLØslasLdks;s esa gh Fkk!--¸
¶esjs xk¡o esa\ fdldh csVh gSa vki\¸
¶rqEgkjs gh iM+kslh Fks! lsjsfxu ifjokj dks tkurs gks u\¸
¶vki yaxM+s fuy dh csVh gSa\ vjs] mUgsa rks eSa vPNh rjg tkurk gw¡A
u tkus fdruh ckj og esjs dku ,saB pqds gSa---¸
os nksuksa ,d&nwljs ds lkeus [kM+s g¡l jgs Fks vkSj ,d&nwljs ls gt+kjksa iz'u
dj jgs FksA pk; cukrs gq, lk'kk eqLdjk jgh Fkh] fxykl dh [kud lqudj
ek¡ lglk fdlh nwljs txr ls fiQj vius txr esa ykSV vk;hA
¶eki+Q djuk] eSa rks lc Hkwy x;h Fkh! vius xk¡o ds fdlh vkneh ls
feydj fdruh [+kq'kh gksrh gS!--¸
¶eki+Qh rks eq>s ek¡xuk pkfg, fd eSaus fcuk iwNs gj pht+ ,sls gfFk;k yh
tSls esjk gh ?kj gksA ysfdu vc nl ct x;s gSa vkSj eq>s cgqr nwj tkuk gSA¸
¶rqe dgk¡ tk jgh gks\ 'kgj\¸ ek¡ us vk'p;Z ls iwNkA
¶gk¡A¸
¶ysfdu vkf[k+j D;ksa\ bruk v¡èksjk gS vkSj ikuh iM+ jgk gS] fiQj rqe
Fkdh gqbZ Hkh gks! jkr ;gha jg tkvks! ;sxksj bokuksfop jlksbZ esa lks tk;sxk vkSj
ge nksuksa ;gk¡ lks tk;saxh---¸
¶ugha] eq>s tkuk gh iM+sxk!¸ yM+dh us 'kkUr Hkko ls mÙkj fn;kA
¶ek¡] ifjfLFkfr;k¡ ,slh gSa fd yM+dh dks tkuk gh iM+sxkA yksx ;gk¡ bls
tkurs gSa vkSj vxj dy fnu esa ;gk¡ lM+d ij fdlh us ns[k fy;k rks cqjk
gksxkA¸
¶ysfdu og tk;sxh dSls\ fcYdqy vdsyh\---¸
¶fcYdqy vdsyh]¸ ;sxksj us èkhjs ls g¡ldj dgkA
yM+dh us vius fy, fxykl esa pk; cuk;h] vkSj jksVh ds VqdM+s ij
ued fNM+ddj [kkus yxh_ og fopkjeXu gksdj ek¡ dks duf[k;ksa ls ns[k jgh
FkhA

98 @ ek¡
 ¶rqe vkSj urk'kk vdsys dSls pyh tkrh gks\ eSa rks dHkh u tk ikÅ¡!
eq>s rks Mj yxrk gS!¸ isykxs;k fuyksouk us dgkA
¶Mj rks bUgsa Hkh yxrk gS!¸ ;sxksj cksykA ¶D;ksa] yxrk gS fd ugha]
lk'kk\¸
¶yxrk D;ksa ugha gS!¸ yM+dh us mÙkj fn;kA
ek¡ us duf[k;ksa ls mls vkSj ;sxksj dks ns[kkA
¶rqe yksx] rqe yksx Hkh fdrus--- dBksj gks!¸ og cksyhA
pk; ihdj lk'kk us pqipki ;sxksj ls gkFk feyk;k vkSj jlksbZ esa pyh
x;hA ek¡ Hkh mlds ihNs&ihNs x;hA
¶vxj ikosy fe[k+kbyksfop ls HksaV gks rks esjk lyke dfg;sxk]¸ lk'kk
us dgkA ¶Hkwfy;sxk ugha!¸
njokt+s ds dq.Ms ij gkFk j[kdj og lglk ihNs eqM+dj cksyh %
¶ek¡] rqEgsa pwe yw¡\¸
ek¡ us pqipki mls lhus ls yxk fy;k vkSj cM+h eerk ds lkFk mls pwekA
¶èkU;okn!¸ yM+dh us flj fgykdj dgk vkSj ckgj pyh x;hA
dejs esa okil vkdj ek¡ us cM+h fpUrk ds lkFk f[kM+dh ds ckgj ns[kkA
vUèkdkj esa ci+QZ ds ue xkys fxj jgs FksA
¶izkst+ksjkso&ifjokj dh ;kn gS\¸ ;sxksj us iwNkA
og Vk¡xsa iQSyk;s cSBk cM+s t+ksj ls viuh pk; iQw¡d&iQw¡ddj ih jgk FkkA
mldk yky psgjk ilhus ls Hkhxk gqvk Fkk vkSj ml ij lUrqf"V dk Hkko FkkA
¶gk¡] ;kn gS!¸ ek¡ us dqN lksprs gq, dgk vkSj est dk lgkjk ysdj cSB
x;hA og cSBh gqbZ mnkl us=kksa ls ;sxksj dks ns[k jgh FkhA
¶p%&p%! cspkjh lk'kk! og 'kgj dSls igq¡p ik;sxh\¸
¶gk¡] Fkd tk;sxh!¸ ;sxksj us lgefr izdV dhA ¶tsy esa jgus ls mls
dksbZ i+Qk;nk ugha gqvkA og igys T+;knk rUnq#Lr Fkh--- ,d ckr vkSj gS] mldk
ykyu&ikyu bl rjg gqvk gS fd og T+;knk dBksj thou ugha fcrk ldrh-
-- lquk gS fd mlds nksuksa iQsiQM+s [k+jkc gks x;s gSaA¸
¶og gS dkSu\¸ ek¡ us cM+s dksey Hkko ls iwNkA
¶t+ehankj dh csVh gSA mldk cki cM+k lwvj gS] mlus [+kqn gh ;g crk;k
FkkA rqEgsa ekywe gS] ek¡] os nksuksa 'kknh djuk pkgrs gSa\¸
¶dkSu\¸
¶og vkSj ikosy--- ysfdu rqe rks tkurh gh gks ;g cuusokyh ckr ughaA
tc og ckgj gksrk gS rks ;g tsy esa gksrh gS vkSj tc ;g ckgj vkrh gS rks

ek¡ @ 99
og tsy pyk tkrk gS!¸
¶eq>s irk ugha Fkk]¸ ek¡ us dqN #ddj dgkA ¶ikosy vius ckjs esa dHkh
ckr gh ugha djrk---¸
;g lqudj ek¡ dks ml yM+dh ij vkSj Hkh rjl vkus yxk vkSj og
vuk;kl gh vius vfrfFk ij cjl iM+h %
¶rqe mls ?kj rd D;ksa ugha igq¡pk vk;s\¸ ek¡ us dgkA
¶,slk djuk Bhd ugha Fkk!¸ mlus èkhjs ls mÙkj fn;kA ¶eq>s ;gk¡ cLrh
esa cgqr&lk dke djuk gS μ eq>s lcsjs gh mBdj bèkj&mèkj Hkkxuk&nkSM+uk
gS vkSj esjs tSls vkneh ds fy,] ftldk ne gj oD+r iQwyrk jgrk gS ;g dksbZ
vklku dke ugha gS---¸
¶vPNh yM+dh gS]¸ ek¡ us dgkA mlds fopkj vHkh rd mlh ckr esa
my>s gq, Fks tks ;sxksj us mls vHkh crk;h FkhA og ;g lkspdj nq[kh gks jgh
Fkh fd ;g ckr mls vius csVs ls u ekywe gksdj ,d vtuch ls ekywe gqbZ
Fkh] blfy, mldh R;ksfj;ksa ij cy vk x;s vkSj og vius gkasB dkVus yxhA
¶lks rks gS!¸ ;sxksj us lgefr esa flj fgyk;kA ¶eSa tkurk gw¡ fd rqEgsa ml
ij cM+k rjl vk jgk gSA ij blls dksbZ i+Qk;nk ugha! vxj rqe ge lc
foæksfg;ksa ds fy, nq[kh gksus yxha rks rqEgkjk fny fdlh fnu tokc ns tk;sxkA
lp iwNks rks geesa ls fdlh dk Hkh thou vkjke dk thou ugha gSA gekjk ,d
lkFkh vHkh fuokZlu dkVdj ykSVk gSA ftl le; og fuTuh&uksoxksjksn igq¡pk
ml le; mldh choh vkSj cPpk LeksysaLd esa mldh jkg ns[k jgs Fks] exj
tc og LeksysaLd igq¡pk ml le; rd os ekLdks dh tsy esa cUn fd;s tk
pqds FksA vc mldh choh dh lkbcsfj;k tkus dh ckjh gSA esjh Hkh choh Fkh μ
cgqr gh vPNh vkSjr FkhA ik¡p lky rd ,slh ft+Unxh fcrkus ds ckn mlus
o+Qcz dh jkg yh---¸
,d ?kwV¡ esa pk; [k+Re djds og viuh jkedgkuh lqukrk jgkA mlus tsyksa
esa vkSj fuokZlu esa tks o"kZ fcrk;s Fks mlds ckjs esa ek¡ dks crk;kA mlus ek¡ dks
viuh fofHkUu foinkvksa ds ckjs esa] tsyksa esa ihVs tkus vkSj lkbcsfj;k esa Hkw[kksa
ejus ds ckjs esa crk;kA ek¡ mls è;ku ls ns[k jgh Fkh vkSj ftl 'kkUr ljy Hkko
ls og vius foinkvksa vkSj ;krukvksa ls ifjiw.kZ thou dh dgkuh dk o.kZu dj
jgk Fkk ml ij ek¡ dks vk'p;Z gks jgk Fkk---
¶ysfdu vc dqN dke dh Hkh ckrsa djsa!¸
mldk Loj cny x;k vkSj mldh eqæk vfèkd xEHkhj gks x;hA og ek¡
ls iwNus yxk fd mlus i+QSDVjh esa ipsZ ox+Sjg ys tkus ds fy, D;k rjdhc

100 @ ek¡
lksph gS vkSj ek¡ dks ;g ns[kdj vk'p;Z gqvk fd mls NksVh ls NksVh ckr ds
ckjs esa Hkh fdruh tkudkjh FkhA
tc bl fo"k; ij dksbZ ckr djus dks ugha jg x;h rks os fiQj vius xk¡o
ds ckjs esa ckrsa djus yxsA ;sxksj rks g¡lh&et+ko+Q dj jgk Fkk ij ek¡ fopkjksa esa
[kks;h gqbZ vrhr esa fopj jgh Fkh vkSj mls ,slk izrhr gqvk fd mlds fiNys
thou vkSj ml nyny esas ,d fofp=k lekurk Fkh tgk¡ NksVs&NksVs iQj o`{k vkSj
li+Qsn o`{k vkSj dk¡irs gq, ,Lisu o`{k mxs gq, FksA cpZ o`{k èkhjs&èkhjs c<+rs Fks
vkSj ik¡p lky ckn ml xUnh feV~Vh esa iuius ds ckn fxjdj lM+ tkrs FksA
mlus viuh dYiuk esa ;g fp=k ns[kk vkSj mlds ân; esa d#.kk dk lkxj
meM+ vk;kA blds ckn mlus viuh dYiuk esa ,d ukStoku yM+dh dh
vkÑfr ns[kh] ftldh eqæk vR;Ur dBksj FkhA ci+QZ ds Hkhxs&Hkhxs xkys fxj jgs
Fks vkSj og Fkdh gqbZ vdsyh c<+rh tk jgh Fkh--- vkSj ek¡ dk csVk tsy esa FkkA
dkSu tkus og lks;k u gks vkSj ysVs&ysVs dqN lksp jgk gks--- ysfdu mlds ckjs
esa ugha] viuh ek¡ ds ckjs esa ughaA vc dksbZ vkSj Hkh Fkk tks mls ek¡ ls Hkh T+;knk
fiz; FkkA d"Vnk;d fopkj fc[kjs gq, cknyksa dh rjg vk;s vkSj mldh vkRek
ij vUèkdkj cudj Nk x;s---
¶ek¡] rqe Fkd x;h gks! tkvks] vc lks tkvks]¸ ;sxksj us eqLdjkdj dgkA
mlus ;sxksj ls jkr&Hkj ds fy, fonk yh vkSj pqipki jlksbZ esa pyh x;hA
mldk ân; rhoz dVqrk ls Hkjk gqvk FkkA
nwljs fnu lqcg uk'rk djrs le; ;sxksj us iwNk %
¶vxj mu yksxksa us rqEgsa idM+ fy;k vkSj iwNk fd ukfLrdrk dk izpkj
djus okys ;s ipsZ rqEgsa dgk¡ ls feys rks rqe D;k dgksxh\¸
¶eSa dg nw¡xh ^dgha ls feys rqEgsa D;k\* ¸ ek¡ us mÙkj fn;kA
¶os rqEgkjh bl ckr dks ekusaxs ugha]¸ ;sxksj us vkifÙk dhA ¶os vPNh
rjg tkurs gSa fd mudk bl ckr ls cgqr xgjk lEcUèk gSA os bruh vklkuh
ls rqEgkjk ihNk ugha NksM+saxs vkSj yxkrkj rqels iwNrs gh jgsaxsA¸
¶exj eSa mUgsa crkÅ¡xh gh ugha!¸
¶os rqEgsa tsy esa Mky nsaxs!¸
¶rks D;k gqvk! bZ'oj dh Ñik ls eSa de ls de blds ;ksX; rks gw¡!¸
ek¡ us vkg Hkjdj mÙkj fn;kA ¶esjh fdls t+:jr gS\ fdlh dks Hkh ughaA vkSj
eSaus lquk gS fd os ekj&ihV ugha djsxs---¸
¶gq¡!¸ ;sxksj us ek¡ dh vksj è;ku ls ns[krs gq, dgkA ¶ugha] ekjs&ihVsaxs
rks ughaA exj Hkys yksxksa dks [+kqn gh muls cpdj jguk pkfg,A¸

ek¡ @ 101
 ¶rqels rks ;g lh[kuk eqefdu ugha!¸ ek¡ us èkhjs ls eqLdjkdj dgkA
;sxksj fcuk dksbZ mÙkj fn;s dejs esa Vgyus yxkA dqN nsj ckn og ek¡
ds ikl vkdj cksyk %
¶ek¡] cM+k dfBu gS ;g! eSa tkurk gw¡ fd rqEgsa fdruk nq[k gksrk gS!¸
¶nq[k fdls ugha gksrk\¸ ek¡ us gkFk fgykdj dgkA ¶eqefdu gS tks yksx
bu ckrksa dks le>rs gSa mUgsa bruk d"V u gksrk gksA ysfdu èkhjs&èkhjs eSa Hkh
le>us yxh gw¡ fd Hkys yksx D;k djus dk iz;Ru dj jgs gSa---¸
¶ek¡ vxj rqe bruk le>rh gks rks rqEgkjh t+:jr lcdks gS μ lcdks!¸
mlus cM+s fu"diV Hkko ls dgkA
ek¡ duf[k;ksa ls mldh rji+Q ns[kdj eqLdjk nhA
nksigj dks og i+QSDVjh tkus dks rS;kj gqb± mlus ipsZ vius diM+ksa esa bruh
vPNh rjg Nqik fy;s Fks fd mls ns[kdj ;sxksj us lUrks"k ds Hkko ls pVdkjh
yhA
¶tsj xqr!¸ μ tSlsfd lHkh 'kjhi+Q teZu ch;j dh ,d cM+h ckYVh
[k+kyh djus ds ckn dgrs gSaA ipks± dh otg ls rqe fcYdqy Hkh ugha cnyh
gks] ek¡ μ rqe ogh igys tSlh usd vèksM+ mez dh vkSjr ekywe gksrh gks] yEch
vkSj dqN FkksM+h&lh eksVhA esjh dkeuk gS fd rqeus ftl dke esa gkFk yxk;k
gS mles lHkh nsoh&nsorkvksa dh Ñikn`f"V rqEgkjs lkFk gks!---¸
vkèks ?k.Vs ckn og 'kkUr Hkko ls vkSj n`<+ fo'okl ds lkFk i+QSDVjh
ds iQkVd ij [kM+h gqbZ Fkh_ og viuh Vksdfj;ksa ds cks> ls nch tk jgh
FkhA nks lUrjh cM+h l[+rh ls ;kMZ eas tkus okys gj O;fDr dh ryk'kh ys
jgs Fks vkSj tokc esa os yksx] ftudh ryk'kh yh tkrh Fkh] mUgas xkfy;k¡ nsrs
Fks vkSj nwljs et+nwj mu ij iQfCr;k¡ dlrsA ,d rji+Q ,d iqfylokyk vkSj
,d nwljk yEch Vk¡xksaokyk vkneh [kM+k Fkk] ftldk psgjk ykyk Fkk vkSj
vk¡[ksa rhj dh rjg rst+ FkhaA ek¡ us cgaxh dk M.Mk ,d dUèks ls nwljs dUèks
ij j[k fy;k vkSj vk¡[ksa cpkdj ml yEch Vk¡xksaokys vkneh dks ns[kus yxh
D;ksafd og le> x;h Fkh fd og tklwl gSA
¶vjs dec[rks] gekjh tscksa dks D;k ns[krss gks] gekjs fnekxksa dh ryk'kh
yks!¸ ?kq¡?kjkys ckyksaokys ,d yEcs et+nwj us lUrfj;ksa ls dgk tks mlds diM+ksa
dh ryk'kh ys jgs FksA
¶rqEgkjs flj esa tw¡vksa ds vykok vkSj gS D;k\¸ ,d lUrjh us mÙkj fn;kA
¶rks fiQj gekjh tku NksM+ks] tw¡vksa dks idM+ks!¸ ml et+nwj us mÙkj fn;kA
tklwl us rhj dh rjg ml ij ,d ut+j Mkyh vkSj >q¡>ykdj mis{kk ds Hkko

102 @ ek¡
ls t+ehu ij FkwdkA
¶eq>s rks pyk tkus nks!¸ ek¡ us dgkA ¶ns[krs ugha cks> ds ekjs esjh rks
dej VwVh tk jgh gS!¸
¶tkvks&tkvks!¸ lUrjh >q¡>ykdj fpYyk;kA ¶rq>s Hkh dqN dgs fcuk
pSu ugha iM+rk] D;ksa\--¸
viuh txg ij igq¡pdj ek¡ us Vksdfj;k¡ t+ehu ij j[k nha vkSj ekFks dk
ilhuk iksaNdj pkjksa rji+Q ns[kus yxhA
xwlso uke ds nks HkkbZ] tks feLrjh Fks] mlds ikl vk;sA
¶leksls gSa\¸ cM+s HkkbZ oklhyh us R;ksfj;k¡ p<+kdj iwNkA
¶dy ykÅ¡xh!¸ ek¡ us mÙkj fn;kA
;g ladsr&okD; FkkA nksuksa Hkkb;ksa ds psgjs ped mBsA
¶cki js!¸ boku [+kq'k gksdj fpYyk;kA
oklhyh uhps cSBdj Vksdjh esa >k¡dus yxk vkSj mlh le; ipks± dk ,d
c.My mlds dksV ds vUnj igq¡p x;kA
¶boku] ge yksx ?kj ugha tk;saxs]¸ mlus Å¡ps Loj esa dgkA ¶ge ;gha
[kkus ds fy, dqN [k+jhn ysaxs!¸ ;g dgrs gq, mlus ,d vkSj c.My vius
Å¡ps cwVksa ds vUnj [kksal fy;kA ¶bl u;h [kksepsokyh dk Hkh Hkyk djuk
pkfg,---¸
¶t+:j] t+:j!¸ boku us g¡ldj dgkA
ek¡ us cM+h lrZdrk ds lkFk pkjksa vksj duf[k;ksa ls ns[kkA
¶'kksjck! xjekxje lsaob;k¡!¸ ek¡ vkokt+ yxkus yxhA
pqids ls ipks± ds c.My fudky&fudkydj og nksuksa Hkkb;ksa dks nsrh
jghA gj ckj tc og ipks± dk ,d c.My mudks lkSairh ml iqfyl vi+Qlj
dk ihyk psgjk mlds efLr"d esa tyrh gqbZ ekfpl dh lykbZ dh rjg ped
mBrk vkSj og cM+s xoZ ds lkFk vius eu esa dgrh %
¶yks] ;g yks! vkSj ;g yks! vkSj ;g yks!¸
et+njw I;kys gkFk esa fy, gq, vk jgs FksA tc Hkh dksbZ fudV vkrk] boku
xwlso t+ksj ls g¡l iM+rk vkSj ek¡ pqipki mls ipsZ nsuk cUn djds viuh lsaob;ksa
dh vksj è;ku nsus yxrhA
¶isykxs;k fuyksouk] rqe cgqr rst+ gks!¸ nksuksa HkkbZ ;g dgdj g¡l iM+sA
¶isV ds ekjs mls og lc djuk iM+rk gS!¸ ikl gh [kM+s gq, dks;yk
>ksadusokys ,d et+nwj us mnkl Loj esa dgkA ¶gjkfe;ksa us mldh jksVh dk
lgkjk mlls Nhu fy;k! ykuk] eq>s rhu dksisd dh lsaob;k¡ rks nsukA ek¡] rqe

ek¡ @ 103
fpUrk u djuk] rqEgkjk dke fdlh u fdlh rjg pyrk gh jgsxk!¸
¶rqEgkjk cgqr&cgqr èkU;okn] rqe yksxksa dh bUgha ckrksa dk rks lgkjk gS!¸
ek¡ us eqLdjkdj mÙkj fn;kA
¶gennhZ ds nks 'kCn dgus esa gekjk dqN yxrk gS Hkyk]¸ mlus ogk¡ ls
pyrs gq, cqncqnkdj dgkA
¶xjekxje 'kksjck! lsaob;k¡! nky!--¸ ek¡ vkokt+ yxkus yxhA
og lksp jgh Fkh fd fdl rjg og csVs dks ipsZ ck¡Vus ds vius izFke
vuqHko ds ckjs esa crk;sxh] ij mlds efLr"d ds ihNs ml iqfyl vi+Qlj dk
fpfUrr vkSj Øq¼ ihyk psgjk ?kwe jgk FkkA Hk; ls O;kdqy gksdj mldh dkyh
ew¡Nsa iQM+d jgh Fkha vkSj mlds èkuq"kkdkj gksaBksa ds uhps ls mlds fHkaps gq,
li+Qsn nk¡r ped jgs FksA ek¡ ds ân; esa mYykl fpfM+;ksa dh rjg pgpgk jgk
FkkA mlus cM+s O;ax ds Hkko ls Hkosa rku yha vkSj viuk lkeku csprs gq, eu
gh eu ml vi+Qlj ls dgrh jgh % ¶yks] ;g yks!---¸

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ml fnu 'kke dks pk; ihrs le; mlus ckgj dhpM+ esa ?kksM+ksa dh Vkiksa
dh NiNikgV vkSj fiQj ,d ifjfpr Loj lqukA og mNydj [kM+h gks x;h
vkSj rst+h ls jlksbZ dks ikj djds njokt+s ij igq¡p x;hA cjlkrh esa fdlh ds
rst+ o+Qneksa dh vkgV lquk;h nhA mldh vk¡[kksa ds vkxs v¡èksjk Nk x;k_ mlus
ik¡o ls èkDdk nsdj njokt+k [kksyk vkSj ik[ks dk lgkjk ysdj [kM+h gks x;hA
¶lyke] ek¡!¸ ifjfpr Loj lquk;h fn;k vkSj fdlh us viuh iryh&iryh
yEch ck¡gsa mlds xys esa Mky nhaA
vUnsbz Z dks ns[kdj igys rks mls fujk'kk gqbZ vkSj fiQj g"k± ;s nksuksa Hkkouk,¡
feydj ,d egku loZO;kih Hkkouk cu x;ha vkSj ek¡ ekuks Lusg dh èkkjk esa
cg pyh_ bl izcy izokg esa ,d ygj us mls cgqr Åij mBk fn;k vkSj ek¡
us viuk flj vUnsbz Z ds dUèks ij j[k fn;kA mlus ek¡ dks viuh dk¡irh gqbZ ckgksa
esa dldj lesV fy;k_ ek¡ pqids&pqids jks jgh Fkh vkSj og mlds ckyksa ij
gkFk iQsj jgk Fkk vkSj ,sls Loj esa cksy jgk Fkk tks ek¡ ds dkuksa esa laxhr dh
rjg lquk;h iM+ jgk Fkk %
¶ek¡] jksvks ugha] viuk th nq[kh u djks! os mls Hkh tYnh gh NksM+ nsaxs!
os mlds f[k+yki+Q dqN Hkh lkfcr ugha dj ldrs_ lc yksx fcYdqy iRFkj
dh ewjr dh rjg pqIih lkèks gq, gSa---¸
ek¡ ds dUèks ij gkFk j[ks&j[ks og mls nwljs dejs esa ys x;kA og mlls

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lVh gqbZ mlds ,d&,d 'kCn dks bl rjg lqu jgh Fkh tSls I;kls dks ikuh
fey tk;s vkSj fxygfj;ksa tSlh iQqrhZ ds lkFk vius vk¡lw iksaNrh tk jgh FkhA
¶ikosy us lyke dgk gSA og fcYdqy vPNk gS vkSj [+kq'k gS] ftruk
fd bl n'kk esa vk'kk dh tk ldrh gSA ogk¡ vktdy cM+h HkhM+ gSA mUgksaus
'kgj ls vkSj gekjh cLrh ls lkS ls Åij yksxksa dks idM+k gS vkSj ,d&,d
dksBjh eas rhu&rhu pkj&pkj ykssxksa dks cUn dj fn;k gSA tsy ds gkfde vPNs
yksx gSa] Fkds gq, gSa vkSj iqfylokyksa us tks dke muds flj Fkksi fn;k gS mlls
os mdrk x;s gSaA tsy ds gkfye cgqr l[+r ugha gSaA os dgrs jgrs gSa] ^vki]
Hkys yksxks] dksbZ ,slh xM+cM+ u dhft;sxk fd ge eqlhcr esa iQ¡l tk;sa!* ogk¡
dk lkjk dke ets esa py jgk gSA yksx ,d&nwljs ls ckrsa djrs gSa] ,d&nwljs
dks fdrkcsa nsrs gSa vkSj lkFk feydj [kkrs gSaA [+kwc tsy gS og Hkh! iqjkuk vkSj
xUnk rks t+:j gS] ij gS vkjke dh txgA i+QkStnkjh tqeks± ds dSnh Hkh cgqr vPNs
gSa vkSj gekjh cgqr enn djrs gSaA cqfdu dks] eq>s vkSj pkj nwljs yksxksa dks NksM+
fn;k x;k gSA ikosy dh ckjh Hkh tYnh gh vk;sxhA oslksof'pdkso lcls ckn
esa NksM+k tk;sxk] D;ksafd os mlls cgqr ukjkt+ gSaA og mUgsa yxkrkj xkfy;k¡ nsrk
gS ftlls iqfylokyksa dks rks mldh lwjr ls ui+Qjr gSA os ;k rks ml ij
eqo+Qnek pyk;saxs ;k mls fdlh fnu ekjs&ihVsaxsA ikosy ges'kk mls euk djrk
jgrk gSA og dgrk gS bl rjg xkfy;k¡ nsus ls dksbZ i+Qk;nk ugha gkssxkA exj og
;gh fpYykrk jgrk gS] ^eSa rks bUgsa t[ke ij dh iiM+h dh rjg bl èkjrh
ij ls m[kkM+ iQsadw¡xk!* ikosy dk cjrko cgqr vPNk gS μ og n`<+ vkSj vVy
gSA eq>s fo'okl gS fd mls tYnh gh NksM+ fn;k tk;sxk---¸
¶tYnh!¸ ek¡ us cM+h dksey eqLdkgV ds lkFk nqgjk;kA mlds ân; dks
'kkfUr feyhA ¶eq>s Hkh fo'okl gS fd og tYnh gh vk;sxk!¸
¶rc lc dqN Bhd gks tk;sxk! vPNk] eq>s ,d fxyl pk; rks fiykvks
vkSj crkvks rqEgkjh dSlh xqtj jgh gS\¸
mlus ek¡ dh vksj ns[kk] mldk jkse&jkse eqLdjk jgk FkkA og bruk
utnhdh vkSj I;kjk Fkk rFkk mldh xksy vk¡[kksa esa Lusg vkSj FkksM+h mnklh dh
ykS Hkh ped jgh FkhA
¶vUnszbZ] rqe eq>s cgqr vPNs yxrs gks!¸ ek¡ us mlds nqcys&irys]
gkL;kLin <ax ls ckyksa dh dkyh [kw¡fV;ksa ls <¡ds psgjs dks cM+s è;ku ls ns[krs
gq, vkg Hkjdj dgkA
¶rqEgkjk FkksM+k&lk Hkh I;kj eq>s lq[kh cukus ds fy, dki+Qh gS]¸ mlus
dqlhZ ij >wyrs gq, dgkA ¶eSa tkurk gw¡ fd rqe eq>s I;kj djrh gksA rqEgkjk

ek¡ @ 105
ân; bruk egku gS fd rqe lcdks I;kj dj ldrh gksA¸
¶ysfdu rqEgsa eSa [k+klrkSj ij I;kj djrh gw¡]¸ ek¡ us viuh ckr ij t+ksj
nsdj dgkA ¶vxj rqEgkjh ek¡ gksrh rks rqEgkjk tSlk csVk gksus ds dkj.k lc yksx
mlls bZ";kZ djrs---¸
mØbuh viuk flj fgykdj t+ksj&t+ksj ls nksuksa gkFkksa ls mls eyus yxkA
¶dgha u dgha esjh ek¡ gS rks t+:j!¸ mldk Loj eUn FkkA
¶tkurs gks vkt eSaus fd;k D;k!¸ ek¡ us izlUu gksdj dgk vkSj cM+s
mRlkg ds lkFk crkus yxh fd fdl izdkj og ipsZ ysdj i+QSDVjh esa x;h Fkh_
vius mRlkg esa og fo+QLls dks dqN c<+k&p<+kdj dg jgh FkhA
igys rks vUæsbZ dh vk¡[ksa foLe; ls iQSy x;ha] fiQj og Bgkdk ekjdj
g¡l iM+kA
¶vksgks!¸ og [+kq'kh ls fpYyk;kA ¶;g dksbZ ,slh&oSlh ckr ugha gS! ;g
gekjh cgqr cM+h lgk;rk gS! ikosy fdruk [+kq'k gksxkA ;g rks cgqr gh 'kkunkj
dke fd;k rqeus] ek¡ μ ikosy ds fy, vkSj lc ds fy,!¸
mldk iwjk 'kjhj >we jgk FkkA mlus viuh m¡xfy;k¡ fpVdk;ha vkSj
fopkjksa esa [kks;k gqvk lhVh ctkus yxkA mldk psgjk g"kZ ls f[kyk gqvk Fkk
vkSj ek¡ dks viuh Hkkoukvksa esa bl g"kZ vkSj mYykl dh iwjh izfrèofu fey
jgh FkhA
¶esjs I;kjs vUnszbZ]¸ ek¡ us dgkA ekuks mlds ân; ds }kj [kqy x;s vkSj
'kCnksa dh ,d izcy èkkjk] ftlesa 'kkUr mYykl dk dydy Loj vkSj vkHkk
Fkh] izokfgr gks pyhA ¶tc eSa vius thou ds ckjs esa lksprh gw¡--- gs Hkxoku]
Ñikfuèkku! eSa fdl ckr ds fy, thrh Fkh\ [+kwu&ilhuk ,d djuk] vkSj Åij
ls ekj [kkuk--- vius ifr ds vykok dqN Hkh ns[kk&tkuk ugha] Hk; ds vykok
bl thou esa dqN tkuk ugha! eq>s rks ;g Hkh ekywe ugha gqvk fd ikosy dc
cM+k gks x;k vkSj tc rd esjs ifr ft+Unk jgs rc rd rks eq>s ;g Hkh ekywe
ugha gqvk fd eSa mls I;kj Hkh djrh gw¡ fd ughaA esjs lkjs fopkj vkSj lkjh
fpUrk,¡ ,d gh ckr ds ckjs esa Fkha μ fdlh rjg vius ml funZ;h tkuoj dks
Bw¡l&Bw¡ldj f[kykuk] og tks dgs og pViV dj nsuk rkfd og X+kqLlk gksdj
eq>s ekjs ugha μ fd og thou esa ,d ckj rks eq> ij rjl [kk;s! exj eq>s
rks ;kn ugha iM+rk fd mls dHkh eq> ij rjl vk;k gksA og eq>s bl rjg ekjrk
Fkk tSls viuh iRuh dks ugha] cfYd mu reke yksxksa dks ekj jgk gks ftuls
mls dksbZ Hkh f'kdk;r FkhA chl cjl rd eSaus bl rjg thou fcrk;kA eSa
fcYdqy gh Hkwy x;h gw¡ fd C;kg ls igys esjk thou D;k Fkk! tc Hkh eSa

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lkspus dk iz;Ru djrh gw¡ eq>s ,d 'kwU; fn[kk;h nsrk gSA ;sxksj bokuksfop ;gk¡
vk;k Fkk] ge nksuksa ,d gh xk¡o ds jgus okys gSaA mlus cgqr lh pht+ksa ds ckjs
esa ckrsa dha ysfdu eSa D;k ckr djrh\ eq>s vius ?kj dh ;kn gS] vkSj eq>s
yksxksa dh ;kn gS ysfdu bldh eq>s t+jk Hkh ;kn ugha fd os dSls jgrs Fks] D;k
dgrs Fks vkSj mudk D;k gqvkA eq>s cl ,d Tokyk dh ;kn gSA nks Tokykvksa
dhA ,slk ekywe iM+rk gS fd dksM+s ekj&ekjdj esjs 'kjhj ls gj pht+ fupksM+
yh x;h gS vkSj esjh vkRek dks vUèkk vkSj cgjk djds cUn dj fn;k x;k gS---¸
og lk¡l ysus ds fy, ckj&ckj eq¡g [kksyus yxh tSls dksbZ eNyh ikuh
esa ls fudky yh x;h gksA
¶tc esjs ifr dk nsgkUr gks x;k]¸ og vkxs >qddj vkSj viuh vkokt+
èkheh djds dgrh jgh] ¶rc eSaus vius csVs dh vksj è;ku nsuk 'kq: fd;k exj
rc rd og bl dke esa iM+ pqdk FkkA eq>s nq[k gqvk vkSj ml ij cM+k rjl
vk;kA vxj mls dqN gks x;k rks eSa dSls ft+Unk jgw¡xh\ eSaus D;k&D;k eqlhcrsa
ugha mBk;ha! tc eSa mlds Hkfo"; ds ckjs esa lksprh Fkh rks esjk dystk iQVus
yxrk Fkk---¸
og ,d {k.k ds fy, #dh fiQj viuk flj fgykdj mlus cM+s vFkZiw.kZ
<ax ls dgk %
¶;g fujs izse dh ckr ugha gS] gekjs vkSjrksa ds izse dhA ge vkSjrsa rks
dsoy ml pht+ ls izse djrh gSa ftldh gesa vius fy, t+:jr gksrh gSA
ysfdu tc eSa rqEgsa ns[krh gw¡] rqe viuh ek¡ ds fy, bruk nq[kh gksrs gks μ
og rqEgkjs fy, D;k gS\ vkSj os reke yksx tks nwljksa ds fy, bruh eqlhcrsa
mBkrs gSa--- tsy tkrs gSa] lkbcsfj;k Hkst fn;s tkrs gSa--- ej tkrs gSa-- ukStoku
yM+fd;k¡ jkr esa bruh nwj rd dhpM+ esa] ikuh vkSj ci+QZ esa vdsyh pyh
tkrh gSa μ 'kgj ls gekjs ?kj rd ,dkèk dksl pydj vkuk! vkf[k+j
fdlfy,\ os ;g lc D;ksa djrh gSa\ D;ksafd muds ân; esa ,d egku]
ifo=k izse gSA vkSj muesa fo'okl gS μ ,d xgjk fo'okl gS] vUæsbZ! ysfdu
tgk¡ rd esjk loky gS μ eSa bl rjg izse ugha dj ldrh! eSa dsoy ml
pht+ ls izse dj ldrh gw¡ tks esjh viuh gS] tks esjs ân; ds fudV gSA¸
¶ugha] ek¡] ,slk ugha gS]¸ mØbuh us cM+s t+ksj ls vius flj] xkyksa vkSj
vk¡[kksa dks eyrs gq, dgk] tSlhfd mldh vknr FkhA ¶gj vkneh mlh pht+
ls I;kj djrk gS ftldk mlls fudV dk lEcUèk gksrk gS] ysfdu vxj vkneh
dk fny cM+k gks rks nwj dh pht+sa Hkh ikl vk tkrh gSaA rqe blhfy, cgqr
cM+s&cM+s dke dj ldrh gks fd rqEgkjs ân; esa ,d ek¡ dk egku izse gSA¸

ek¡ @ 107
 ¶bZ'oj eq>s bruh 'kfDr ns!¸ ek¡ us eUn Loj esa dgkA ¶eSa lksprh gw¡ fd
;g thus dk ,d vPNk jkLrk gS! vUæsb]Z vc eSa rqEgsa 'kk;n ikosy ls Hkh T+;knk
I;kj djrh gw¡A og vius esa gh [kks;k&[kks;k jgrk gS--- vc rqe gh ns[kks] og
lk'kk ls C;kg djuk pkgrk gS] ij mlus eq>s] viuh ek¡ dks] bldh dHkh Hkud
Hkh ugha nh---¸
¶ek¡] ;g lp ugha gS]¸ mØbuh us vkifÙk djrs gq, dgkA ¶eSa vPNh
rjg tkurk gw¡ fd ;g lp ugha gSA og mls I;kj djrk gS vkSj og Hkh mls
I;kj djrh gS μ ;g lp gSA ysfdu mu nksuksa dh 'kknh dHkh ugha gksxh! og
'kknh djuk pkgrh gS] ij ikosy ugha pkgrk---¸
¶vPNk]¸ ek¡ us dqN lksprs gq, dgk] mldh mnkl vk¡[ksas mØbuh ds
psgjs ij teh gqbZ FkhaA ¶rks ;g ckr gS μ yksx viuh [+kq'kh dks Hkh Bqdjk nsrs
gSAa ¸
¶ikosy tSls yksx fcjys gh gksrs gSa!¸ mØbuh us Loj esa ,d dkseyrk
vk x;hA ¶og vius bjkns dk iDdk gS---¸
¶vkSj vc og tsy esa cSBk gS!¸ ek¡ us dqN lksprs gq, dgkA ¶bl ckr
dks lkspdj gh esjk ân; dk¡i tkrk gS μ ysfdu bruk Mjus dh D;k ckr gS!
thou ,d pht+ gS vkSj esjs Hk; fcYdqy gh nwljh pht+ gSaA vc eq>s lHkh dh
fpUrk gSA vkSj esjk ân; Hkh fcYdqy cny x;k gS D;ksafd esjh vkRek us esjs
ân; dh vk¡[ksa [kksy nh gSa vkSj bu vk¡[kksa ls tc og ckgj ns[krk gS rks mnkl
gks tkrk gS] ij fiQj Hkh [+kq'k jgrk gSA cgqr&lh pht+sa ,slh gSa tks esjh le>
esa ugha vkrha vkSj eq>s cM+k nq[k gksrk gS fd rqe Hkxoku eas fo'okl ugha djrs!
ysfdu eSa blesa D;k dj ldrh gw\¡ eSa ns[krh gw¡ fd rqe lc ds lc cgqr vPNs
gksA rqe lc us lkjh turk dh HkykbZ dh [kkfrj vius fy, ,d dBksj thou
ilUn fd;k gS] lR; ds fy, dfBukb;ksa ls Hkjk thou viuk;k gSA vkSj vc
eSa rqEgkjs lR; dks le>us yxh gw¡ % tc rd vehj yksx gSa rc rd vke ykssxksa
dks dHkh dqN ugha fey ldrk μ u dksbZ [+kq'kh] u dksbZ U;k; μ dqN Hkh
ugha! vc tc ls eSa rqe yksxksa ds chp jgus yxh gw¡] dHkh&dHkh jkr dks eSa
chrs fnuksa ds ckjs esa lksprh gw¡_ eSa lksprh gw¡ fd esjh tokuh dh 'kfDr dks
twrksa rys jkSan Mkyk x;k] esjs ukStoku ân; dks eqV~Bh esa ely Mkyk x;k] eq>s
vius vki ij rjl vkrk gS vkSj eq>s cM+k nq[k gksrk gS! ysfdu vc thou esjs
fy, T+;knk vklku gks x;k gSA èkhjs&èkhjs eSa vius vlyh :i dks ns[kus yxh
gw-¡ --¸
mØbuh mBk vkSj dejs esa bèkj ls mèkj Vgyus yxk_ og iz;Ru dj jgk

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Fkk fd fdlh izdkj dh vkokt+ u gksus ik;sA og nqcyk&iryk yEck&lk
vkneh fopkjksa esa Mwck gqvk FkkA
¶rqeus fdrus <ax ls ;g ckr dgh gS!¸ mlus èkhjs ls dgkA ¶fdrus
vPNs <ax ls! dspZ esa ,d ukStoku ;gwnh jgrk Fkk tks dfork,¡ fy[krk FkkA
,d ckj mlus fy[kk %
¶gR;k dj Mkyh gS ftu funksZ"kksa dh
mUgsa lR; dh 'kfDr iqu% thou nsxh!--¸
¶og rks ogha dspZ esa iqfyl ds gkFkksa ekjk x;k] ysfdu ;g ckr bruh
egÙo dh ugha gSA mlus lPpkbZ dks le>k vkSj vke turk esa ml lPpkbZ ds
cht cks;sA rqe Hkh mUgha ^funksZ"kksa* esa ls ,d gks---¸
¶ysfdu vc esjh tcku cUn ugha gS]¸ ek¡ dgrh jghA ¶vc eSa cksyrh
gw¡ vkSj tc eSa vius gh 'kCnksa dks lqurh gw¡ rks eq>s vius dkuksa ij fo'okl ugha
gksrkA thou&Hkj eq>s cl ,d fpUrk jgh μ fdlh rjg ,d fnu vkSj dV
tk;s] D;k d:¡ fd fdlh dk è;ku esjh vksj u tk;s] fd dksbZ eq>s gkFk u
yxk;sA ysfdu vc eSa nwljs yksxksa ds ckjs esa lksprh jgrh gw¡A ;g gks ldrk gS
fd eSa rqe yksxksa ds è;s; dks u le>rh gw¡] ysfdu rqe lc yksxksa ls eq>s I;kj
gS] esjs ân; esa rqe lc yksxksa dk nnZ gS vkSj eSa pkgrh gw¡ fd rqe lc yksx
lq[kh jgksA vkSj [k+klrkSj ij rqe] vUæsbZ!--¸
og ek¡ ds ikl vk x;kA
¶cgqr&cgqr èkU;okn!¸ mlus dgk vkSj ek¡ dk gkFk vius gkFkksa esa ysdj
Lusg ls nck;k vkSj fiQj tYnh ls nwljh rji+Q pyk x;kA viuh Hkkoukvksa ds
cks> ls nch gqbZ ek¡ èkhjs&èkhjs pqipki I;kys èkksrh jgh_ og vius ân; eas fNis
gq, mYykl ds ckjs esa lksp jgh FkhA
¶ek¡] rqe oslksof'pdkso ds izfr Hkh FkksM+k&lk I;kj fn[kk;k djks]¸
mØbuh us bèkj&mèkj Vgyrs gq, dgkA ¶mldk cki tsy esa gS] og fudEek
'kjkch! fudksykbZ f[kM+dh esa ls mls ns[krs gh xkfy;k¡ cdus yxrk gSA ;g cM+h
cqjh ckr gS! fudksykbZ dk LoHkko cgqr mnkj gS] og dqÙkksa ls vkSj pwgksa ls vkSj
nqfu;k Hkj ds tkuojksa ls I;kj djrk gS] exj vknfe;ksa ls mls ui+Qjr gS! rqe
gh ns[kks] vkneh fdl n'kk dks igq¡p tkrk gS!¸
¶ek¡ jgh ugha--- cki pksj vkSj 'kjkch gS---¸ ek¡ us fopkjeXu gksdj dgkA
tc vUnszbZ lksus x;k rks ek¡ us pqids ls ml ij gkFk ds ladsr ls lyhc
dk fu'kku cuk;k vkSj vkèks ?k.Vs ckn cgqr eUn Loj essa iwNk %
¶lks x;s] vUæsbZ\¸

ek¡ @ 109
 ¶ugha rks] D;ksa\¸
¶vPNk] lks tkvks!¸
¶èkU;okn] ek¡A èkU;okn]¸ mlus ÑrKrk ds lkFk dgkA

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nwljs fnu tc ek¡ i+QSDVjh ds iQkVd ij igq¡ph rks lUrfj;ksa us mls jksd
fy;k vkSj mldh Vksdfj;k¡ uhps j[kokdj mldh vPNh rjg ryk'kh yhA
ftl le; os cM+h cnrehth ls mlds diM+ksa dh ryk'kh ys jgs Fks] ek¡
us izfrjksèk djrs gq, dgk %
¶esjh rks lkjh pht+sa B.Mh iM+ tk;saxh!¸
¶pqi jg!¸ lUrjh us Mk¡Vdj dgkA
nwljs lUrjh us ek¡ ds dUèks dks gYds ls èkDdk nsdj dgk %
¶eSa dgrk gw¡ fd pgkjnhokjh ds Åij ls iQsads gksaxsA¸
i+QSDVjh ds ;kMZ esa ek¡ ds igq¡pus ij lcls igys cw<+k fltkso mlds ikl
vk;kA
¶lquk rqeus] ek¡\¸ mlus pkjksa rji+Q ut+j nkSM+kdj pqids ls iwNkA
¶D;k\¸
¶os ipsZ! fiQj ck¡Vs x;s! gj rji+Q ;s ipsZ fc[kjs gq, gSa] jksVh ij ued
dh rjgA yk[k ryk'kh ysa] yksxksa dks yk[k idM+sa] D;k gksrk gS\ mUgksaus esjs
Hkrhts ekftu dks tsy esa cUn dj fn;k] exj D;k i+Qk;nk gqvk\ rqEgkjs csVs
dks Hkh idM+ ys x;s] exj vc lc yksx tku x;s gSa fd mlesa mldk gkFk
ugha FkkA¸
mlus viuh nk<+h idM+dj iz'u&Hkjh n`f"V ls ek¡ dks ns[kk %
¶rqe dHkh esjs ?kj D;ksa ugha vkrha\ vdsys th ?kcjkrk gksxk---¸
ek¡ us mls èkU;okn fn;k vkSj vkokt+ yxk&yxkdj viuh pht+sa cspus
yxhA mlus ns[kk fd i+QSDVjh esa vlkèkkj.k pgy&igy gSA lc yksx mÙksftr
FksA yksx >q.M ck¡èkdj tek gksrs vkSj fiQj frrj&fcrj gks tkrsA os Hkkx&Hkkxdj
,d odZ'kki ls nwljh odZ'kkWi esa tkrsA ek¡ dks èkq,¡ vkSj dkfy[k ls Hkjs ogk¡
ds okrkoj.k esa fdlh ohjrkiw.kZ vkSj lkgle; ckr dk vkHkkl feyrk FkkA
FkksM+h&FkksM+h nsj ckn O;axiw.kZ ckrsa vkSj izksRlkgu nsus okys ukjs lquk;h nsrs FksA
cw<+s et+nwj pqids&pqids eqLdjk jgs FksA dkj[k+kus ds gkfde fpfUrr eqæk esa
mlds lkeus ls xqtjrs FksA iqfylokys bèkj&mèkj Hkkx jgs Fks vkSj tc et+nwjksa
dh Vksfy;k¡ mUgsa ns[krha rks os ;k rks frrj&fcrj gks tkrha ;k ckrsa djuk cUn

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dj nsrha vkSj muds Øq¼ rFkk >q¡>yk;s gq, psgjksa dks ?kwjus yxrhaA
et+nwjksa ds psgjksa ij rkt+xh FkhA ek¡ us dqN nwj ij yEcs dnokys cM+s
xwlso dks ns[kk_ mldk NksVk HkkbZ] tks gj ne g¡lrk jgrk Fkk] mlds ihNs&ihNs
tk jgk FkkA
c<+bZxksjh dh odZ'kkWi dk iQksjeSu oohykso vkSj Vkbe&dhij blkbZ
èkhjs&èkhjs pyrs gq, ek¡ ds lkeus ls xqtjsA fcÙks&Hkj dk og ukVk Vkbe&dhij
iQksjeSu dk ruk gqvk vkSj X+kqLls ls iQSyk gqvk psgjk ns[kus ds fy, xnZu Åij
mBk;s viuh fNnjh nk<+h dks >Vds nsdj ckrsa djrk gqvk pyk tk jgk Fkk %
¶boku bokuksfop] bu yksxksa us et+ko+Q le> j[kk gSA bu yksxksa dks bles
etk vkrk gS] exj tSlkfd Mk;jsDVj lkgc dg jgs Fks] ;g jkT; ds fy,
rckgh gSA ;gk¡ fuykbZ ls dke ugha pysxk] tc rd fcYdqy gy ugha pyok
fn;k tk;sxk rc rd dqN ugha gksus dk---¸
oohykso ihB ds ihNs nksuksa gkFk dldj ck¡èks gq, py jgk Fkk---
¶gjketkns] tks pkgsa Nkisa!¸ mlus Å¡ps Loj esa dgkA ¶exj esjs f[k+yki+Q
vxj ,d ckr Hkh fy[kh rks [k+Sj ugha gS!¸
oklhyh xwlso ek¡ ds ikl vk;kA
¶ek¡] lksprk gw¡ vkt fiQj rqels gh [kkuk [k+jhn yw¡A rqEgkjk [kkuk vPNk
gksrk gS!¸ mlus dgk vkSj fiQj viuh vkokt+ èkheh djds vk¡[ksa fldksM+dj
cksyk %
¶rhj fu'kkus ij fcYdqy Bhd cSBk--- ek¡] deky gks x;k!¸
ek¡ us cM+s Lusg ls flj fgyk;kA mls ;g ns[kdj cM+h [+kq'kh gqbZ fd ;g
vkneh tks cLrh&Hkj esa lcls T+;knk pyrk iqt+kZ ekuk tkrk Fkk] brus lEeku
ds lkFk mls lEcksfèkr dj jgk FkkA i+QSDVjh dh gypy dks nss[kdj Hkh mls
cM+h [+kq'kh Fkh vkSj og lksp jgh Fkh %
¶vxj eSa u gksrh---¸
rhu et+nwj mlls FkksM+h nwj ij vkdj [kM+s gks x;sA
¶dgha Hkh ugha feyk---¸ muesa ls ,d us [ksn&Hkjs Loj esa èkhjs ls dgkA
¶ekywe rks gksrk fd mlesa D;k FkkA eSa i<+uk rks ugha tkurk exj ;g ckr
lki+Q gS fd rhj fu'kkus ij cSBk]¸ nwljk cksykA
¶vkvks pyks] Cok;yj :e esa pysa---¸ rhljs us pkjksa rji+Q ut+j Mkydj
dgkA
xwlso us ek¡ dh rji+Q ns[kdj vk¡[k ekjhA
¶ns[kk D;k gks jgk gS\¸ mlus dgkA

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 isykxs;k fuyksouk cgqr [+kq'k&[+kq'k ?kj ykSVhA
¶yksxksa dks viQlksl gS fd os vui<+ gSa!¸ mlus vUæsbZ ls dgkA ¶tc
eSa yM+dh Fkh rks i<+uk tkurh Fkh] ij vc Hkwy x;h---¸
¶lh[k D;ksa ugha ysrha\¸ mØbuh ls lq>ko fn;kA
¶bl mej esa\ g¡lh mM+okus ds fy,\¸
exj vUæsbZ us vYekjh ij ls ,d fdrkc mrkjh vkSj eq[ki`"B ij Nis
gq, ,d v{kj ij m¡xyh j[krs gq, iwNk %
¶;g D;k gS\¸
¶j]¸ ek¡ us eqLdjkdj mÙkj fn;kA
¶vkSj ;g\¸
¶vk---¸
ek¡ dqN >sai jgh Fkh] mls 'kje vk jgh FkhA mls ,slk yx jgk Fkk fd
vUæsbZ eu gh eu ml ij g¡l jgk gS] vkSj ek¡ mlls ut+jsa cpkus dk iz;Ru dj
jgh FkhA ij vUæsbZ ds Loj esa dkseyrk vkSj e`nqrk Fkh] vkSj mldk psgjk xEHkhj
FkkA
¶vUæsbZ] D;k rqe lpeqp eq>s i<+kus dh lksp jgs gks\¸ mlus vuk;kl
gh èkhjs ls g¡ldj iwNkA
¶D;ksa ugha\¸ mlus mÙkj fn;kA ¶vxj rqe igys i<+uk tkurh Fkha rks
tYnh gh lh[k tkvksxhA dgrs gSa u fd dksf'k'k djus esa D;k gtZ gS!¸
¶ysfdu ,d vkSj dgkor Hkh rks gS % ewjr dks ns[kus ls rks vkneh
lkèkq&lUr ugha gks tkrkA¸
¶gq¡!¸ mØbuh us flj fgykdj dgkA ¶dgkorsa rks cgqr gSaA tSls] tks
ftruk de tkurk gS og mruh gh lq[k dh uhan lksrk gSA ysfdu bl rjg rks
isV lksprk gS rkfd bu dgkorksa dks lgkjk ysdj og vkRek dks vklkuh ls
lUrq"V j[k ldsA ;g dkSu&lk v{kj gS\¸
¶y]¸ ek¡ us dgkA
¶BhdA vkSj ;g\¸
ek¡ viuh vk¡[kksa ij t+ksj nsdj vkSj ekFks ij cy Mkys ,dkxzfpÙk gksdj
Hkwys gq, v{kjksa dks igpkuus dk iz;Ru dj jgh FkhA 'kh?kz gh mldh vk¡[ksa Fkd
x;haA 'kq: esa rks Fkdu ds dkj.k vkSj ckn esa fujk'kk ds dkj.k mlds vk¡lw
Vidus yxsA
¶i<+uk lh[k jgh gw¡!¸ mlus #vk¡ls Loj esa dgkA ¶pkyhl cjl dh gqbZ
vc v&vk&b&bZ lh[k jgh gw¡!¸

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 ¶jksvks ugha!¸ mØbuh us rlYyh nsrs gq, dgkA ¶rqedks viuh ilUn
dk thou rks ulhc ugha gqvk] ij bruk rks rqe tkurh gh gks fd og fdruk
d"Ve; thou jgk gS! gt+kjksa yksx ,sls gSa tks vxj pkgsa rks csgrj ft+Unxh
fcrk ldrs gSa ysfdu os taxfy;ksa tSlh ft+Unxh fcrkrs jgrs gSa vkSj mlh esa
exu jgrs gSa! vkt dek;k vkSj [kk;k] dy fiQj dek;k vkSj [kk;k vkSj blh
rjg ft+Unxh ds fnu chrrs tkrs gSa μ cl dekuk vkSj [kkukA blesa vkf[k+j
brus exu jgus dh D;k ckr gS\ FkksM+s&FkksM+s le; ckn os cPps iSnk djrs
jgrs gSa] tks dqN fnu rks mudk th cgykrs gSa ij FkksM+s gh fnu ckn tc os
t+:jr ls T+;knk [kkus dks ek¡xus yxrs gSa rks muds ek¡&cki X+kqLlk gksrs gSa vkSj
mUgsa xkyh nsrs vkSj dkslrs gSa % ^vjs dec[r Nksdjks] fdlh rjg tYnh ls
cM+s Hkh gks tkvks] dke djds dqN rqe Hkh rks dekvks!* os pkgrs rks ;gh gSa
fd vius cPpksa dks ikyrw tkuoj cuk ysa exj cM+s gksrs gh ;s cPps viuk
isV ikyus ds fy, dke djus yxrs gSa μ vkSj vius thou dks jcj ds
VqdM+s dh rjg [khaprs tkrs gSaA lPps bUlku rks og gksrs gSa tks euq"; ds
fopkjksa dks eqDr djus ds fy, viuk thou vfiZr dj nsrs gSaA bl le; rqe
Hkh viuh 'kfDr&Hkj ;gh dj jgh gksA¸
¶eSa\¸ ek¡ us rqPNrk ds Hkko ls dgkA ¶eSa D;k dj ldrh gw¡\¸
¶;g u dgksA ge yksx rks o"kkZ ds ikuh dh rjg gSa ftldh ,d&,d
cw¡n chtksa dks lhaprh gSA vkSj tc rqe i<+us yxksxh---¸
og èkhjs ls g¡ldj pqi gks x;k vkSj mBdj bèkj&mèkj Vgyus yxkA
¶rqEgsa rks cl FkksM+k&lk gh lh[kuk gS!--- FkksM+s fnu esa ikosy ykSV vk;sxk
vkSj rc μ vksgks!¸
¶vjs vUnszbZ!¸ ek¡ us dgkA ¶tc rd vkneh toku jgrk gS rc rd gj
ckr vklku yxrh gSA ysfdu tc cw<+k gksus yxrk gS μ rc nqfu;k&Hkj dh
fpUrk,¡ mls ?ksj ysrh gSaA mldh rkdr de gksrh tkrh gS vkSj vdy rks jg
gh ugha tkrh---¸

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ml fnu 'kke dks tc mØbuh ckgj x;k gqvk Fkk ek¡ ySEi tykdj ekstk
cquus yxhA ij 'kh?kz gh mBdj FkksM+h nsj rd og dejs esa fu#ís'; lh ?kwerh
jgh] fiQj jlksbZ esa tkdj mlus ckgj dk njokt+k cUn fd;k vkSj Hkosa p<+krh
gqbZ dejs esa ykSVhA f[kM+dh ij inkZ fxjkdj mlus vYekjh esa ls ,d fdrkc
fudkyh] fiQj est ij cSB x;hA mlus vkSj lHkh vksj ut+j nkSM+kdj fdrkc ij

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è;ku dsfUær fd;kA mlds gksaB fgyus yxsA ckgj ls t+jk&lh Hkh vkokt+ vkrh
rks og pkSad iM+rh vkSj fdrkc dks nksuksa gkFkksa ls <¡ddj dku yxkdj lquus
yxrhA FkksM+h nsj ckn og fiQj vk¡[ksa [kksyrh vkSj ew¡nrh gqbZ dqN cqncqnkus
yxrhA
¶ ^y* ls yV~Vw_ ^c* ls cdjh---¸
fdlh us njokt+k [kV[kVk;k_ ek¡ pkSaddj [kM+h gks x;h vkSj tYnh ls
fdrkc fiQj vYekjh esa j[k nhA
¶dkSu gS\¸ mlus Hk;krqj Loj esa iwNkA
¶eSa gw¡---¸
jhfcu nk<+h ij gkFk iQsjrk gqvk vUnj vk;kA
¶igys rks dHkh ugha iwNrh Fkha ^dkSu gS*]¸ mlus dgkA ¶vdsyh gh gks\
eSaus lkspk Fkk fd 'kk;n mØbuh gksxkA vkt mls ns[kk Fkk--- tsy tkus ls mls
dksbZ uqdlku rks gqvk ughaA¸
og cSB x;k vkSj ek¡ dks lEcksfèkr djds cksyk %
¶eSa rqels dqN ckrsa djuk pkgrk gw¡---¸
mlus ek¡ dks cM+h vFkZiw.kZ vkSj jgL;&Hkjh n`f"V ls ns[kk ftlls ek¡ ds
ân; esa ,d vLi"V&lk Hk; mRiUu gqvkA
¶gj pht+ ds fy, iSls dh t+:jr gksrh gS!¸ mlus viuh Hkkjh vkokt+
eas dguk 'kq: fd;kA ¶iSnk gksus ds fy, iSls dh t+:jr gksrh gS] ejus ds fy,
iSls dh t+:jr gksrh gSA fdrkcksa vkSj ipks± ds fy, Hkh iSlksa dh t+:jr gksrh
gSA Hkyk rqe tkurh gks bu fdrkcksa ds fy, iSls dgk¡ ls vkrs gSa\¸
¶ugha] eSa rks ugha tkurh]¸ ek¡ us bl loky esa dqN [k+rjukd pht+
eglwl djrs gq, èkhjs ls mÙkj fn;kA
¶esjh Hkh le> esa ugha vkrkA vkSj nwljk loky gS fd bUgsa fy[krk dkSu
gS\¸
¶i<+s&fy[ks yksx---¸
¶vehj yksx!¸ jhfcu us dgk vkSj mldk nk<+hokyk psgjk dqN rukoiw.kZ
vkSj yky gks x;kA ¶nwljs 'kCnksa esa vehj yksx ;s fdrkcsa fy[kdj ge yksxksa
rd igq¡pkrs gSaA ysfdu ;s fdrkcsa vehjksa ds f[k+yki+Q fy[kh gksrh gSaA rqEgha eq>s
crkvks fd blesa D;k rqd gS fd os vke yksxksa dks vius f[k+yki+Q HkM+dkus ds
fy, viuk gh iSlk [k+pZ djsa] cksyks\¸
ek¡ us vk¡[ksa >idkrs gq, Hk;Hkhr gksdj Å¡ph vkokt+ esa iwNk %

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 ¶rqEgkjk D;k fopkj gS\¸
¶vgk!¸ jhfcu us dqlhZ ij Hkkyw dh rjg fgyrs&Mqyrs gq, dgkA ¶;gh
rks ckr gS! esjs eu esa Hkh tSls gh ;g fopkj vk;k] gj pht+ ij tSls vksl iM+
x;hA¸
¶rqEgsa dqN irk yxk gS\¸
¶èkks[kk!¸ jhfcu us mÙkj fn;kA ¶eSa le>rk gw¡ gesa èkks[kk fn;k x;k gSA
esjs ikl dksbZ lcwr rks ugha gS exj ;g gS èkks[kkA ljklj èkks[kk gS! rqEgkjs ;s
vehj yksx cM+s pkykd gSaA eSa rks lp ckr dk irk yxkus ds iQsj esa jgrk gw¡A
vc eSa lPpkbZ dks le>us yxk gw¡ vkSj vc eSa bu vehjksa dk lkFk gjfxt ugha
nw¡xkA tc Hkh mudk th pkgsxk os viuk jkLrk cukus ds fy, eq>s fxjkdj iqy
dh rjg bLrseky djus ls Hkh ugha fgpfdpk;ssaxs---¸
mlds 'kCn ek¡ ds ân; dks ,d f'kdats dh rjg dlrs tk jgs FksA
¶gs Hkxoku!¸ ek¡ us O;fFkr Loj esa dgkA ¶D;k ;g gks ldrk gS fd
ikosy bl ckr dks le>rk ugha\ vkSj os lc yksx Hkh tks---¸
mldh vk¡[kksa ds vkxs ;sxksj] fudksykbZ bokuksfop vkSj lk'kk ds xEHkhj
psgjs ?kwe x;s ftuls yxu vkSj bZekunkjh Vidrh FkhA mldk fny èkM+dus
yxkA
¶ugha] ugha!¸ mlus flj fgykdj dgkA ¶eSa fo'okl ugha dj ldrh!
os yksx bZekunkj gSa!¸
¶D;k eryc gS rqEgkjk\¸ jhfcu us fopkjeXu gksdj iwNkA
¶os lc ds lc--- muesa ls ,d&,d] eSa ns[k pqdh gw¡!¸
¶ek¡] rqe Bhd txg ij ugha ns[k jgh gksA vkSj vkxs ns[kus dh dksf'k'k
djks!¸ jhfcu us flj >qdkdj dgkA ¶os yksx tks gekjs lkFk vk;s gSa μ eqefdu
gS os [+kqn gh dqN u tkurs gksaA os ;g fo'okl djrs gSa fd ,slk gksuk pkfg,A
ysfdu eqefdu gS fd muds ihNs nwljs yksxksa dk gkFk gks μ ,sls yksxksa dk ftUgsa
dsoy vius LokFkZ dk è;ku jgrk gS\ fcuk fdlh dkj.k ds rks dksbZ vkneh
viuk nq'eu ugha gks tkrk---¸
fiQj mlus ,d fdlku ds vfM+;y fo'okl ds lkFk dgk %
¶vehjksa ls gesa dHkh dksbZ i+Qk;nk ugha gks ldrk!¸
¶rks rqe D;k djus dh lksp jgs gks\¸ ek¡ us iwNk_ mls fiQj 'kadkvksa us
vk ?ksjk FkkA
¶eSa\¸ jhfcu us ut+j mBkdj mls ns[kk vkSj fiQj dqN nsj #ddj dgk]
¶gesa vehjksa ls nwj jguk pkfg,] eSa rks ;gh dgrk gw¡A¸

ek¡ @ 115
 og fiQj fpUrkeXu gksdj pqi gks x;kA
¶eSa pkgrk Fkk fd eSa Hkh vius lkfFk;ksa ds dUèks ls dUèkk feykdj muds
lkFk vkxs c<+w¡A eSa bl dke ds fy, fcYdqy Bhd gw¡A eSa tkurk gw¡ fd yksxksa
ls D;k dguk pkfg,A ij vc eSa tk jgk gw¡A esjk fo'okl VwV x;k gS blfy,
eq>s vyx gh gks tkuk iM+sxkA¸
mlus flj >qdk fy;k vkSj fopkjksa esa Mwc x;kA
¶eSa vdsyk xk¡oksa vkSj nsgkrksa esa tkÅ¡xk vkSj yksxksa esa tkx`fr iSnk d:¡xkA
mUgsa vc [+kqn gh dqN djuk gksxkA ,d ckj tgk¡ os le> x;s] os dksbZ jkLrk
<+w¡<+ fudkysaxsA mUgsa le>kuk esjk dke gSA os dsoy vius gh ls mEehn yxk
ldrs gSa_ mudk viuk fnekx gh muds dke vk ldrk gS!¸
ek¡ dks bl vkneh ij rjl Hkh vk jgk Fkk vkSj mldh rji+Q ls Mj Hkh
yx jgk FkkA vkSj ogh vkneh tks vc rd mls cqjk yx jgk Fkk] vc u tkus
D;ksa mls cgqr I;kjk yxus yxkA
¶os rqEgsa idM+ ysaxs---¸ ek¡ us èkhes Loj esa dgkA
jhfcu us ek¡ dh rji+Q ns[kkA
¶idM+ rks ysaxs] ysfdu tc os eq>s NksM+asxs eSa fiQj viuk dke 'kq: dj
nwx¡ k---¸
¶fdlku [+kqn rqEgsa idM+dj ck¡èk nsasxsA os rqEgsa tsy esa Myok nsaxs---¸
¶eSa ltk dkVdj ckgj vk tkÅ¡xk vkSj fiQj viuk dke 'kq: dj nw¡xkA
tgk¡ rd fdlkuksa dk loky gS os eq>s ,d ckj ck¡èksaxs] nks ckj ck¡èksaxs] fiQj
os [+kqn gh le>us yxsaxs fd eq>s ck¡èkus ls vPNk gS fd os esjh ckr lqusaA eSa
dgwx¡ k % ^esjh ckr u ekuks] exj lqu rks yks]* vkSj vxj os lquxas s rks ekusxa s Hkh!¸
og èkhjs&èkhjs ,d&,d 'kCn dks rkSy&rkSydj cksy jgk FkkA
¶bèkj dqN fnuksa esa eSaus cgqr dqN i<+k gS vkSj nks&,d ckrsa lh[kh Hkh
gS-a --¸
¶fe[k+kbyks bokuksfop] rqe vius vki dks bl rjg feVk nksxs!¸ ek¡ us
cgqr mnkl Loj esa flj fgykrs gq, dgkA
og vUnj dks èk¡lh gqbZ dkyh vk¡[kksa ls ek¡ dks ?kwjrk jgk] ekuks dqN iwN
jgk gks] ekuks dqN mÙkj ikus dh vk'kk dj jgk gksA mldk xBk gqvk 'kjhj vkxs
dh vksj >qdk gqvk Fkk] vius gkFkksa ls og dqlhZ dk r[+rk et+cwrh ls idM+s
gq, Fkk vkSj mldh dkyh nk<+h ds ?ksjs esa mlds lk¡oys psgjs dk jax iQhdk&lk
ut+j vk jgk FkkA
¶;kn gS bZlk elhg us cht ds ckjs esa D;k dgk Fkk\ nqckjk iSnk gksus

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ds fy, mls ejuk iM+rk gSA exj eSa bruh tYnh ejus okyk ughaA eSa cM+k [kqjkZV
gw¡!¸
og viuh dqlhZ ij dlelk;k vkSj èkhjs&èkhjs mB [kM+k gqvkA
¶pydj dqN nsj HkfV;kj[k+kus esa cSBrk gw¡A mØbuh ds vkus dh rks dksbZ
mEehn fn[kk;h ugha nsrhA fiQj ogh iqjkuk dke dj jgk gS\¸
¶gk¡]¸ ek¡ us eqLdjkdj mÙkj fn;kA
¶vPNh ckr gSA vk;s rks dg nsuk fd eSa vk;k Fkk---¸
os èkhjs&èkhjs ,d&nwljs ds lkFk jlksbZ esa x;sA os fcuk ,d&nwljs dh rji+Q
ns[ks ckrsa dj jgs FksA
¶vPNk] rks eSa pyrk gw¡A¸
¶vPNh ckr gSA rqe i+QSDVjh esa dc uksfVl ns jgs gks\¸
¶uksfVl rks eSaus ns fn;k gSA¸
¶tk dc jgs gks\¸
¶dyA cgqr lcsjs gh pyk tkÅ¡xkA vPNk] lyke!¸
vueus Hkko ls yM+[kM+krk gqvk jhfcu >qddj njokt+s ls ckgj cjkens
esa fudy x;kA ,d {k.k rd ek¡ [kM+h mlds Hkkjh o+Qneksa dh pki lqurh jgh
vkSj mlds ân; esa tks 'kadk,¡ mB jgh Fkha mu ij fopkj djrh jghA fiQj og
pqipki eqM+h vkSj nwljs dejs esa tkdj mlus f[kM+dh ij ls inkZ gVk fn;kA
ckgj vUèkdkj Nk;k gqvk FkkA
¶jkr esa gh rks thrh gw¡!¸ ek¡ lkspus yxhA
mls ml xEHkhj fdlku ij rjl vk jgk Fkk μ fdruk gV~Vk&dV~Vk vkSj
cyoku Fkk ogA
vUæsbZ ?kj ykSVk rks cgqr [+kq'k FkkA
ek¡ us mls jhfcu ds ckjs esa crk;kA
¶tkdj mls xk¡oksa esa ^U;k;&U;k;* fpYykus nks vkSj yksxksa esa tkx`fr iSnk
djus nks]¸ vUæsbZ us dgkA ¶gekjs lkFk mldk pyuk eqf'dy gh FkkA mlds
fnekx esa fdlkuksa ds fopkj dwV&dwVdj Hkjs gSaA gekjs fopkjksa ds fy, mlds
fnekx esa txg gh ugha gS---¸
¶og vehjksa dh ckrsa dj jgk FkkA og tks dqN dg jgk Fkk mlesa dqN
lPpkbZ t+:j gS]¸ ek¡ us cM+h lrZdrk ls dgkA ¶lkoèkku jguk dgha os rqe
yksxksa dks csoo+Qwi+Q u cuk;sa!¸
¶rqe mlds dkj.k ijs'kku gks\¸ mØbuh g¡l iM+kA ¶gk¡] ek¡ μ iSlk!
dk'k gekjs ikl iSlk gksrk! ge yksx vHkh rd nwljksa ds iSls ls dke pyk jgs

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gSaA tSls fudksykbZ bokuksfop dks eghus esa ipgÙkj :cy feyrs gSa] mlesa ls
og ipkl gesa ns nsrk gSA ;gh gky nwljksa dk gSA dHkh&dHkh ;wfuoflZVh ds
Nk=k] ftUgsa [+kqn HkjisV [kkus dks ughaa feyrk ,d&,d dksisd pUnk djds gesa
dqN iSls Hkst nsrs gSaA vehj yksx Hkh gj rjg ds gksrs gSaA dqN lkFk NksM+ nsrs
gSa] dqN èkks[kk ns tkrs gSa] ysfdu muesa tks lcls vPNs gksrs gSa os iwjh rjg gekjs
lkFk vk tkrs gSa---¸
mlus t+ksj ls rkyh ctk;h vkSj n`<+ fo'okl ds lkFk dgrk jgk %
¶gekjh vfUre fot; dk fnu rks vHkh nwj gS] cgqr nwj] fiQj Hkh vc
dh ebZ fnol ge NksVs&NksVs iSekus ij t+:j euk;saxsA ek¡] rqe ns[kuk] ge fdl
'kku ls ;g fnu euk;saxs!¸
jhfcu us ek¡ ds ân; esa tks 'kadk,¡ mRiUu dj nh Fkha os vUæsbZ ds mRlkg
ls nwj gks x;haA mØbuh vius ckyksa esa gkFk iQsjrk gqvk vkSj i+Q'kZ dh rji+Q ?kwjrk
gqvk bèkj&mèkj Vgyrk jgkA
¶dHkh&dHkh ân; Hkkoukvksa ls bruk Hkj tkrk gS fd vlá gks tkrk gS!
tgk¡ Hkh tkvks gj vkneh viuk lkFkh ut+j vkrk gSA lc ds lhuksa esa ogh
Tokyk èkèkdrh jgrh gS_ lc cM+s usd] mnkj vkSj izlUufpÙk ekywe gksrs gSaA
,d&nwljs dks le>us ds fy, dqN dgus dh Hkh t+:jr ugha iM+rh--- lc yksx
feydj ,d cgqr cM+h e.Myh dk :i èkkj.k dj ysrs gSa ftlesa gj vkneh
dk ân; viuk xhr xkrk gSA vkSj ;s lc xhr NksVh&NksVh èkkjkvksa dh rjg
vkdj ,d unh esa fey tkrs gS]a vkSj fiQj ;g unh mUeqDr izokg ds lkFk pkSMh+
gksrh gqbZ u;s thou ds mYykle; lkxj ls tk feyrh gSA¸
bl Hk; ls fd mlds fopkjksa dh J¡`[kyk vkSj ok.kh dk izokg dgha Hkax
u gks tk;s] ek¡ fcYdqy fu'py cSBh FkhA ek¡ ftrus è;ku ls mldh ckr lqurh
Fkh mrus è;ku ls fdlh vkSj dh ckr ugha lqurh Fkh_ og nwljksa dh vis{kk
T+;knk lhèks&lkns <ax ls cksyrk Fkk vkSj mlds 'kCn tkdj lhèks ân; ij yxrs
FksA ikosy dHkh Hkfo"; ds ckjs esa ckrsa ugha djrk FkkA ij mØbuh rks vkaf'kd
:i ls ges'kk Hkfo"; esa gh jgrk Fkk_ tc og cksyrk rks og i`Foh dh leLr
turk ds Hkkoh egkioZ dk mYys[k djrkA vkSj Hkfo"; dh ;gh dYiuk Fkh
ftlus ek¡ ds thou dks vkSj mlds csVs rFkk mlds csVs ds lHkh lkfFk;ksa ds
dke dks lkFkZdrk iznku dj nh FkhA
¶fiQj lglk dYiuk dk ;g lalkj pdukpwj gks tkrk gS]¸ mØbuh flj
fgyk&fgykdj dgrk jgk] ¶vkSj pkjksa rji+Q gj pht+ uhjl vkSj xUnh fn[kk;h
nsus yxrh gS] gj vkneh >q¡>yk;k vkSj Fkdk gqvk fn[kk;h nsrk gS---¸

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 mlds Loj esa mnklh Fkh %
¶yksxksa ij Hkjkslk ugha djuk pkfg,A eSa tkurk gw¡ mlesa rdyhiQ gksrh
gS] ysfdu muls Mjuk t+:j pkfg, vkSj eSa rks dgw¡xk fd μ fd muls ?k`.kk
Hkh djuh pkfg,! gj vkneh ds nks :i gksrs gSaA ge iwjs euq"; dks I;kj djuk
pkgrs gSa] ij ;g dSls gks ldrk gS\ ge ij taxyh tkuojksa dh rjg geyk
djus] gekjh thfor vkRek dks u ns[kus vkSj gekjk ekuoh; :i u"V dj nsus
ds fy, ge fdlh dks dSls eki+Q dj ldrs gSa\ bls ugha eki+Q fd;k tk
ldrk! vius rb± rks vkneh dqN Hkh cjnk'r dj ldrk gSA ysfdu mUgsa ;g
rks ugha le>us fn;k tk ldrk fd ge mudh bl gjdr dks ilUn djrs gSa_
ge viuh ihB rks muds vkxs ugha dj ldrs fd os ml ij nwljs yksxksa dks
ekjus ds fy, vH;kl djsaA¸
vUæsbZ dh vk¡[kksa esa tSls 'khry Tokyk èkèkd jgh Fkh] og n`<+ fu'p;
ds Hkko ls viuk flj >qdk;s gq, cM+s fo'okl ds lkFk cksy jgk Fkk %
¶;fn fdlh pht+ ls eq>s Lo;a gkfu u Hkh igq¡ps rc Hkh eq>s fdlh
xyrh dks eki+Q djus dk vfèkdkj ugha gSA bl i`Foh ij eSa gh rks vdsyk ugha
gw¡A vkt vxj dksbZ eq>s vk?kkr igq¡pk;s rks eqefdu gS eSa mls g¡ldj Vky nw¡]
D;ksafd lEHko gS fd mldk egÙo bruk u gks fd mldh vksj è;ku Hkh fn;k
tk;s_ ij eq> ij viuh rkdr vktek pqdus ds ckn lEHko gS dy og fdlh
nwljs dks èkkSal esa ykus dh dksf'k'k djsA ge gj vkneh dks ,d gh n`f"V ls
ugha ns[k ldrs_ gesa cM+s 'kkUr Hkko ls pquuk vkSj ilUn djuk iM+rk gS % ;g
vkneh gekjs <ax dk gS] ;g ugha gSA ;g cM+h lq[kdj ckr ugha gS] D;ksa gS u\
ysfdu ;g lp ckr gS!¸
u tkus D;ksa ek¡ dks lk'kk dk fopkj vk;k vkSj fiQj ml vi+Qlj dkA
¶cx+Sj Nus gq, vkVs ls rqe dSlh jksVh dh vk'kk dj ldrs gks\¸ ek¡ us
vkg Hkjdj dgkA
¶;gh rks lkjh eqlhcr gS!¸ mØbuh us t+ksj nsdj dgkA
¶gk¡!¸ ek¡ cksyhA mldh Le`fr esa mlds ifr dk fp=k mHkj vk;k] bruk
Hkkjh vkSj bruk uhjl] tSls dksbZ pV~Vku ftl ij dkbZ mxh gksA og dYiuk
djus yxh fd vxj mØbuh urk'kk ls C;kg dj ys vkSj ikosy lk'kk ls rks
dSlk jgsA
¶ij ,slk D;ksa gS\¸ fo"k; ds izfr tks'k esa vkdj mØbuh us iwNkA ¶mls
le>uk rks fcYdqy mruh gh vklku ckr gS tSls viuh ukd ds vfLrRo dks
ns[kukA bl lc dk dkj.k ;g gS fd lc yksx ,d gh Lrj ij ugha gSaA gesa

ek¡ @ 119
mu lc dks ,d Lrj ij ykuk gksxkA euq"; us viuh cqf¼ ls ftruh pht+ksa dh
dYiuk dh gS vkSj vius gkFkksa ls tks dqN cuk;k gS] mls lc esa ck¡Vuk gksxk!
gesa pkfg, fd ge yksxkssa dks Hk; vkSj bZ";kZ dk xqyke] yksHk vkSj ew[kZrk dk
cUnh u cuk;sa!---¸
blds ckn mu nksuksa ds chp bl rjg dh ckrsa dbZ ckj gqb±A
mØbuh dks i+QSDVjh esa fiQj dke fey x;k vkSj og viuh lkjh et+nwjh
ykdj ek¡ dks nsus yxkA ek¡ mlls ;g iSls mruh gh vklkuh ls Lohdkj dj
ysrh Fkh] tSls ikosy lsA
dHkh&dHkh vUæsbZ mlls dgrk %
¶ek¡] FkksM+k lk i<+ksxh\¸ vkSj mldh vk¡[ksa ped mBrhaA
ek¡ g¡l iM+rh vkSj n`<+rkiwoZd badkj dj nsrhA vUæsbZ dh vk¡[kksa dh og
ped mls cqjh yxrh FkhA
¶vxj rqe bls ,slh gh et+ko+Q dh ckr le>rs gks rks D;ksa ijs'kku gksrs
gks!¸ og vius eu esa lksprhA
ysfdu vc og vDlj mlls fdlh u fdlh 'kCn ds vFkZ crkus dks
dgrh] ij iwNrs le; og nwljh rji+Q ns[krh jgrh vkSj mlds Loj ls ,slk
izrhr gksrk fd tSls mls dksbZ fnypLih u gksA vUæsbZ le> x;k fd og
Nqi&Nqidj vius vki i<+rh gS vkSj mldh ml pqIih dks le>dj mlus
mlls i<+us dks dguk cUn dj fn;kA
¶vUnszbZ] esjh vk¡[ksa det+ksj gksrh tk jgh gSaA eq>s ,sud dh t+:jr gS]¸
,d fnu ek¡ us mlls dgkA
¶;g gqbZ dke dh ckr!¸ mlus mÙkj fn;kA ¶brokj dks eSa rqEgsa ysdj
MkWDVj ds ikl 'kgj pyw¡xk] ogk¡ ,sud ys nsaxs---¸

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rhu ckj og ikosy ls feyus dh btktr ysus x;h vkSj ids ckyksa]
yky&yky xkyksa vkSj cgqr cM+h ukdokys] cw<+s jktuhfrd iqfyl&tujy us
rhuksa ckj cM+h ujeh ls badkj dj fn;kA
¶ek¡] rqEgsa de ls de ,d gÝ+rs vkSj bUrt+kj djuk iM+xs kA gÝ+rs Hkj ckn
ns[ksaxs] vHkh rks fcYdqy ukeqefdu gS---¸
og fcYdqy xksy&eVksy Fkk vkSj mls ns[kdj ek¡ dks ids gq, vkywcq[kkjs
dh ;kn vk tkrh Fkh ftl ij cgqr fnu rd iM+s jgus ds dkj.k iQiQw¡nh te
x;h gksA og gj oD+r ,d rst+] ihyh n¡r[+kqnuh ls vius nk¡r [kksnrk jgrk Fkk_

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mldh NksVh&NksVh dath vk¡[kksa esa mnkj eqLdjkgV [ksyrh jgrh Fkh vkSj mlds
Loj esa ges'kk f'k"Vrk vkSj fe=krk dk Hkko jgrk FkkA
¶og cgqr f'k"V gS]¸ ek¡ us mØbuh dks crk;kA ¶gj ne eqLdjkrk jgrk
gSA¸
¶blesa rks eq>s lUnsg ugha!¸ mØbuh us mÙkj fn;kA ¶usd rks os lHkh gksrs
gSa μ cM+h ujeh ls is'k vkuk vkSj eqLdjkrs jgukA muls dgk tkrk gS % ^;g
vkneh cM+k gksf'k;kj vkSj bZekunkj gS] cl t+jk [k+rjukd gSA vxj cqjk u ekuks
rks bls iQk¡lh ij yVdk nsuk!* vkSj os eqLdjkdj mls iQk¡lh ij yVdk nsrs
gSa vkSj mlds ckn Hkh eqLdjkrs gh jgrs gSaA¸
¶tks gekjs ?kj dh ryk'kh ysus vk;k Fkk] og rks ,slk ugha Fkk]¸ ek¡ us
dgkA ¶lwjr ls gh ikth ekywe gksrk Fkk----¸
¶vkneh rks muesa dksbZ Hkh ugha gksrk μ os lc cl gFkkSM+s gksrs gSa ftUgsa
flj ij ekjus ds fy, bLrseky fd;k tkrk gS] rkfd ge vius gks'k [kks cSBsaA
os gekjs tSls yksxksa dks Nhy&Nkydj cjkcj djus ds vkSt+kj gksrs gSa rkfd gesa
T+;knk vklkuh ls dkcw esa fd;k tk ldsA mUgsa [+kqn Nhy&Nkydj muds
gkfdeksa ds fy, lqfoèkktud :i esa <ky fn;k tkrk gSA os fcuk lksps vkSj
fcuk loky fd;s vius gkfdeksa dh bPNk iwjh dj nsrs gSaA¸
vkf[k+jdkj ek¡ dks ikosy ls feyus dh btktr fey x;hA ,d fnu
brokj dks mlus vius vkidks tsy[k+kus ds nÝ+rj ds ,d dksus esa cM+s fouhr
Hkko ls cSBk gqvk ik;kA ml NksVh&lh] xUnh vkSj uhph Nrokyh dksBjh esa vkSj
Hkh dbZ yksx dSfn;ksa ls feyus dh izrh{kk esa cSBs FksA Li"Vr% os ;gk¡ igyh
ckj ugha vk;s Fks D;ksafd os ,d&nwljs dks tkurs Fks vkSj os cgqr pqids&pqids
iqjkuh fiVh gqbZ ckrsa dj jgs Fks_ ,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk fd ;s ckrsa edM+h ds
tkys dh rjg muls fpid x;h gSaA
¶lquk rqeus\¸ ,d eksVh&lh vkSjr us dgk_ mlds xky yVd vk;s Fks
vkSj mldh xksn esa ,d liQjh FkSyk j[kk gqvk FkkA ¶vkt cgqr lcsjs izkFkZuk
ds le; fxjtk?kj dh xku&e.Myh ds usrk us ,d xkusokys yM+ds dk dku
iQksM+ Mkyk---¸
¶;s xkusokys yM+ds lc cnek'k gSa!¸ ,d vèksM+ mez ds lTtu us tks
ias'ku;k¶rk vi+Qlj dh onhZ igus gq, Fks] viuk er izdV fd;kA
,d ukVs dn dk xatk vkneh ftldh Vk¡xsa NksVh&NksVh] ck¡gsa yEch vkSj
BksM+h ckgj dks fudyh gqbZ Fkh] ckS[kyk;k gqvk nÝ+rj esa bèkj ls mèkj Vgy

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jgk Fkk vkSj HkjkZ;s gq, mÙksftr Loj esa yxkrkj cds tk jgk Fkk %
¶o+Qheras c<+rh tk jgh gSa] blhfy, rks yksx mYVh&lhèkh gjdrsa djrs
gSaA ?kfV;k fdLe dk xks'r pkSng dksisd ikSaM feyrk gS vkSj jksVh dk nke fiQj
<kbZ gks x;k gS---¸
dHkh&dHkh dSnh ogk¡ vkrs Fks_ viuh Hkwjh onhZ vkSj peM+s ds Hkkjh twrksa
esa os lc ,d tSls gh fn[kk;h nsrs FksA ml v¡èksjs ls dejs esa ?kqlrs gh os vk¡[ksa
fepfepkus yxrs FksA muesa ls ,d ds iSjksas esa rks csfM+;k¡ Hkh iM+h FkhaA
tsy ds okrkoj.k esa ,d fofp=k 'kkfUr Fkh vkSj gj dke cM+s gh lqxe
<ax ls gksrk FkkA ,slk izrhr gksrk Fkk fd ekuks ;s lc yksx cgqr fnuksa ls blds
vknh gks pqds Fks vkSj mUgksaus vius vkidks HkkX; ds lgkjs NksM+ fn;k FkkA dqN
yksx cM+s èkS;Z ds lkFk viuh ltk dkV jgs Fks_ dqN yksx f'kfFky Hkko ls igjk
ns jgs Fks_ vkSj dqN nwljs yksx f'kfFky fu;ferrk ds lkFk cafn;ksa ls feyus vkrs
Fks_ ek¡ dk ân; vèkhj gksdj dk¡i mBkA og vius pkjksa vksj dh gj pht+ dks
cM+s foLe; ls ns[k jgh Fkh_ mls ml okrkoj.k dh cksf>y lknxh ij vk'p;Z
gks jgk FkkA
mlds ikl ukVs dn dh ,d cqf<+;k cSBh Fkh ftldk psgjk lw[kk gqvk
Fkk ij vk¡[kksa esa ;qokoLFkk dh ped FkhA og viuh iryh&lh xnZu
?kqek&?kqekdj lc dh ckrsa lqu jgh Fkh] vkSj tc Hkh og fdlh dks ns[krh
mldh vk¡[kksa esa ,d LiQwfrZe; ped vk tkrhA
¶rqe fdlls feyus vk;h gks\¸ isykxs;k fuyksouk us èkhjs ls iwNkA
¶esjk csVk gSA ;wfuoflZVh esa i<+rk Fkk]¸ cqf<+;k us mPp Loj esa mÙkj
fn;kA ¶vkSj rqe\¸
¶esjk Hkh csVk gSA et+nwj gSA¸
¶D;k uke gS\¸
¶OyklksoA¸
¶dHkh lquk ugha mlds ckjs esaA cgqr fnu ls gS ;gk¡\¸
¶lkr gÝ+rs gksus vk;s---¸
¶vksg] esjk csVk rks dksbZ nl eghus ls gS]¸ cqf<+;k us dgk_ mlds Loj
essa xoZ dh >yd FkhA
¶gk¡] gk¡!¸ og xatk cw<+k cds tk jgk FkkA ¶fdlh dks lcj gh ugha gS-
-- gj vkneh X+kqLlk gksrk gS] gj vkneh fpYykrk gS] vkSj o+Qhersa c<+rh tkrh
gSaA vkSj blh fglkc ls vkneh dh dnj de gksrh tkrh gSA exj bl lcdks

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jksdus ds fy, dksbZ vkokt+ ugha mBkrkA¸
¶rqe fcYdqy Bhd dgrs gks!¸ vi+Qlj us dgkA ¶vc rks gn gks x;h
gS! vc rks fdlh ,sls vkneh dh t+:jr gS tks l[+r vkokt+ ls bUgsa gqdqe ns
fd ;g cdokl cUn djsaA blh dh t+:jr gSA l[+rh ls dgus dh---¸
lc yksx bl ckrphr esa fgLlk ysus yxs] vkSj cgl esa xjeh vk x;hA
gj vkneh thou ds ckjs esa viuh jk; nsus dks mRlqd Fkk] ij os lc nch gqbZ
vkokt+ esa cksy jgs Fks vkSj ek¡ mudh ckrksa ls lger ugha FkhA ?kj ij ckrsa nwljs
<ax dh gksrh Fkha] T+;knk lki+Q] T+;knk lhèkh&lknh vkSj vfèkd Å¡ps Loj esa HkhA
pkSdksj yky nk<+hokys eksVs ls tsyj us mldk uke iqdkjk] flj ls ik¡o
rd mls ns[kk vkSj ¶esjs lkFk vkvks!¸ dgdj y¡xM+krk gqvk ckgj py fn;kA
pyrs&pyrs ek¡ dh bPNk gqbZ fd ihNs ls ,d èkDdk ns rkfd og
tYnh&tYnh pysA
ikosy ,d NksVh&lh dksBjh esa [kM+k Fkk_ og viuk gkFk ckgj fudkys
eqLdjk jgk FkkA ek¡ us èkhjs ls g¡ldj mldk gkFk idM+ fy;k vkSj tYnh&tYnh
viuh vk¡[ksa >idkus yxhA
¶lyke--- lyke---¸ mlus dgk_ mls dqN vkSj dgus ds fy, 'kCn ugha
fey jgs FksA
¶ek¡] 'kkUr gks tkvks!¸ ikosy us dldj mldk gkFk idM+rs gq, mÙkj
fn;kA
¶eSa 'kkUr gw¡A¸
¶ek¡ gS u!---¸ tsyj us vkg Hkjdj dgkA ¶gk¡] rqe yksx ,d&nwljs ls
vkSj t+jk nwj [kM+s gks] dqN iQklyk NksM+dj]¸ mlus dgk vkSj t+ksj ls tEgkbZ
yhA
ikosy us ek¡ ls mlds LokLF; ds ckjs esa vkSj ?kj dk gky&pky iwNkA
ek¡ vkSj iz'uksa dh vk'kk dj jgh Fkh vkSj blh vk'kk ls vius csVs dh vk¡[kksa
esa vk¡[ksa Mkydj ns[k jgh Fkh] ij mldh vk'kkvksa ij ikuh fiQj x;kA ikosy
ges'kk dh gh rjg xEHkhj Fkk] dqN ihyk t+:j iM+ x;k Fkk vkSj ,slk yxrk
Fkk fd mldh vk¡[ksa igys ls dqN cM+h gks x;h gSaA
¶lk'kk rqEgsa cgqr iwNrh Fkh]¸ ek¡ us dgkA
ikosy dh iydsa dk¡i x;ha] mlds eq[k ij dkseyrk vk x;h vkSj og
eqLdjk fn;kA ek¡ ds ân; esa ,d Vhl&lh mBhA
¶D;k ;s yksx rqEgsa tYnh gh NksM+ nsaxs\¸ ek¡ us O;Fkk vkSj >q¡>ykgV ds
lkFk iwNkA ¶vkf[k+j rqEgsa cUn D;ksa dj j[kk gS\ ipsZ rks i+QSDVjh esa fiQj ck¡Vs

ek¡ @ 123
x;s---¸
ikosy dh vk¡[ksa ped mBhaA
¶lp\¸ mlus tYnh ls iwNkA
¶bu lc pht+ksa ds ckjs esa ckrsa djuk euk gS]¸ tsyj us vylk;s gq, Loj
esa dgkA ¶rqe yksx fli+QZ ?kjsyw ckrsa dj ldrs gks---¸
¶D;k ;g ?kjsyw ckr ugha gS\¸ ek¡ us izfrjksèk fd;kA
¶bldk tokc rks eSa ugha ns ldrkA ysfdu bldh eukgh gS]¸ tsyj us
mnklhurk ls mÙkj fn;kA
¶vPNh ckr gS] crkvks ?kj dk D;k gky gS\¸ ikosy us dgkA ¶D;k
fd;k rqeus brus fnu esa\¸
¶vjs] eSa og lc lkeku ysdj i+QSDVjh tkrh gw¡]¸ ek¡ us dgk_ mldh
vk¡[kksa esa ,d 'kjkjr&Hkjh ped FkhA dqN nsj #ddj mlus fiQj eqLdjkdj
dguk vkjEHk fd;k %
¶cl] xksHkh dk 'kksjck] nky] rqe rks tkurs gks ogh pht+sa] tks ekfj;k
idkrh gS] vkSj--- vkSj--- ogh lc pht+sa---¸
ikosy le> x;kA mlus vius ckyksa esa gkFk iQsjk vkSj g¡lh nckus ds
dkj.k mldh eq[kkÑfr fofp=k&lh gks x;hA
¶pyks] vPNk gS dqN dke rks fey x;k rqEgsaA vdsys rks ugha cSBuk
iM+rk gS!¸ ikosy us cM+s I;kj ls dgk_ ek¡ us mls ,sls Loj esa cksyrs igys dHkh
ugha lquk FkkA
¶tc ipsZ c¡Vs rks mUgksaus esjh Hkh ryk'kh yh]¸ ek¡ us fdafpr xoZ ds lkFk
lwpuk nhA
¶fiQj ogh ckr!¸ tsyj us ukjkt+ gksdj dgkA ¶dg fn;k eSaus fd bldh
eukgh gS! tsy esa vkneh dks blhfy, cUn fd;k tkrk gS fd mls ;g u ekywe
gksus ik;s fd ckgj D;k gks jgk gS] vkSj rqe gks fd ekurh gh ugha! rqEgsa ;g
rks le>uk gh pkfg, fd fdu&fdu ckrksa dh eukgh gSA¸
¶jgus nks] ek¡!¸ ikosy us dgkA ¶eRosbZ bokuksfop cM+s usd vkneh gS]
mUgsa ukjkt+ djus ls dksbZ i+Qk;nk ughaA ge yksxksa dh cM+h nksLrh gSA bÙkiQkd
dh ckr gS fd vkt rqEgkjh HksaV ds le; budh M~;wVh gSA vke rkSj ij rks
uk;c tsyj gksrk gSA¸
¶oD+r gks x;k!¸ tsyj us viuh ?kM+h dh rji+Q ns[krs gq, dgkA
¶vPNk] ek¡] cgqr&cgqr èkU;okn!¸ ikosy us dgkA ¶rqe fiQdj u
djukA eq>s tYnh gh NksM+ fn;k tk;sxk---¸

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 ikosy us cM+s I;kj ls ek¡ dks xys yxk;k vkSj mls pwe fy;k_ izlUurk
ds ekjs Hkko&foày gksdj ek¡ jksus yxhA
¶cl pyks!¸ tsyj us dgk vkSj mls lkFk ysdj cjkens esa vkxs c<+kA
¶jks ugha] mls NksM+ nsaxs! lc dks NksM+ nsaxs--- vc ;gk¡ cgqr T+;knk yksx gks x;s
gS-a --¸
?kj igq¡pdj ek¡ us mØbuh dks lc dqN crk;k_ mlds eq[k ij eqLdku
[ksy jgh Fkh vkSj mldh Hkosa iQM+d jgh FkhaA
¶eSaus cM+h rjdhc ls mls crk fn;kA og le> x;kA og t+:j le>
x;k gksxk!¸ ek¡ us vkg Hkjdj dgkA ¶ugha rks og dHkh bruk I;kj u fn[kkrkA
mlus ,slk vkt rd dHkh ugha fd;kA¸
¶rqe Hkh vthc gks!¸ mØbuh us g¡ldj dgkA ¶yksxksa dks nqfu;k&Hkj dh
pht+ksa dh t+:jr jgrh gS] exj ek¡ I;kj ds flok vkSj dqN ugha pkgrh---¸
¶exj] vUæsbZ] mu yksxksa dks ns[krs rqe!¸ ek¡ us lglk iqyfdr Loj esa
dgkA ¶fdrus vknh gks tkrs gSa os! muds cPps muls Nhudj tsyksa esa cUn dj
fn;s tkrs gSa vkSj muds O;ogkj ls irk Hkh ugha pyrk fd dqN gqvk Hkh gS!
ogk¡ vkrs gSa] cSBdj bUrt+kj djrs gSa vkSj [k+cjksa ij ppkZ djrs gSaA tc
i<+s&fy[ks yksx bl rjg bu ckrksa ds vknh gks tkrs gSa rks ge vui<+ yksxksa ls
rqe D;k vk'kk djrs gks\¸
¶gk¡] gk¡] D;ksa ugha]¸ mØbuh us vius fof'k"V O;ax ds Hkko ls mÙkj
fn;kA ¶vkf[k+jdkj o+Qkuwu dh ekj ftruh l[+r ge yksxksa ij iM+rh gS mruh
mu ij ugha iM+rh vkSj fiQj o+Qkuwu gekjs eqdkcys esa dke Hkh mUgha ds T+;knk
vkrk gSA blfy, vxj dHkh&dHkh muds flj ij Hkh o+Qkuwu dk ,dkèk okj
gks tkrk gS rks os ukd&HkkSag fldksM+rs gSa ij T+;knk ughaA nwljs ds M.Ms ds
eqdkcys vius M.Ms dh ekj [kkuk T+;knk vklku gksrk gSS---¸

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,d jkr tc ek¡ est ds ikl cSBh ekstk cqu jgh Fkh vkSj mØbuh mls
izkphu jkse ds nkl&foæksg ds ckjs esa i<+dj lquk jgk Fkk] fdlh us t+ksj ls
njokt+k [kV[kVk;k vkSj tc mØbuh us njokt+k [kksyk rks oslksof'pdkso cxy
esa xBjh nck;s gq, vUnj vk;kA og viuh Vksih flj ij ihNs dh vksj ljdk;s
gq, Fkk vkSj mlds iSj ?kqVuksa rd dhpM+ esa lus gq, FksA
¶eSa bèkj ls tk jgk Fkk] ns[kk fd jks'kuh gks jgh gS] lkspk feyrk pyw¡A
tsy ls vk jgk gw¡!¸ mlus fofp=k Loj esa ?kks"k.kk dhA isykxs;k fuyksouk dk

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gkFk vius gkFk esa ysdj mlus cM+s rikd ls gkFk feyk;kA
¶ikosy us lyke dgk gS---¸ mlus dgkA
og dqN vViVs <ax ls cSB x;k vkSj mlus dejs ij mnk;h vkSj 'kadk
ls Hkjh gqbZ n`f"V MkyhA
ek¡ dks og vPNk ugha yxrk FkkA mlds pkSdksj ?kqVs gq, flj vkSj
NksVh&NksVh vk¡[kksa esa mls dqN ,slh ckr fn[kk;h nsrh Fkh ftlls mls Hk;
yxrk FkkA ij vkt mls ns[kdj ek¡ dks [+kq'kh gqbZ vkSj mlls ckrsa djrs le;
og cM+s I;kj ls eqLdjkrh jghA
¶fdrus nqcys gks x;s gks rqe! vUæsbZ] bls FkksM+h&lh pk; fiyk nsa---¸
¶eSa rks leksokj xje dj gh jgk gw¡!¸ mØbuh us jlksbZ esa ls vkokt+ nhA
¶vPNk] rks ikosy dSlk gS\ rqEgkjs vykok fdlh vkSj dks Hkh NksM+k gS\¸
fudksykbZ us viuk flj >qdk fy;kA
¶ikosy rks ogk¡ èkhjt ds lkFk bUrt+kj dj jgk gS! esjs vykok vkSj
fdlh dks ugha NksM+k gS]¸ mlus vk¡[ksa mBkdj ek¡ ds psgjs dh rji+Q ns[kk vkSj
nk¡r nckdj èkhjs&èkhjs cksyk] ¶eSaus muls dgk % ^cl eSa cgqr Hkqxr pqdk] eq>s
NksM+ nks!--- ugha NksMk+ xs s rks eSa ,dkèk dk [+kuw dj nwx¡ k vkSj [+knq Hkh ej tkÅ¡xkA*
blfy, mUgksaus eq>s NksM+ fn;kA¸
¶vkg!¸ ek¡ us dgk] mls ,d vk?kkr&lk igqp ¡ kA fudksykbZ dh dqN&dqN
eq¡nh gqbZ rst+ vk¡[kksa ls feyrs gh ek¡ dh vk¡[ksa vuk;kl gh >id x;haA
¶Ý+;ksnksj ekftu dSlk gS\¸ mØbuh us jlksbZ esa ls fpYykdj iwNkA ¶vc
Hkh dfork,¡ fy[krk gS D;k\¸
¶gk¡! esjh le> esa ugha vkrk ;g jksx!¸ fudksykbZ us flj dks >Vdk nsrs
gq, dgkA ¶vkf[k+j og vius dks le>rk D;k gS\ dksbZ eSuk gS fd fiatjs esa
cUn fd;k vkSj xkus yxh! ysfdu ,d ckr esjh le> esa vkrh gS % eSa ?kj tkuk
ugha pkgrk---¸
¶?kj tkdj djksxs Hkh D;k\¸ ek¡ us fopkjeXu gksdj dgkA ¶[k+kyh ?kj]
u pwYgk] u pDdh] gj pht+ cstku] lnhZ esa fBBqjh gqbZ---¸
og dqN Hkh u cksyk] cl nch&nch ut+j ls ek¡ dks ns[krk jgkA
vkf[k+jdkj mlus tsc ls flxjsV dk iSdsV fudkydj ,d flxjsV tyk;h vkSj
vius psgjs ds lkeus foyhu gksrs èkq,¡ ij ut+j fVdk;s gq, >q¡>yk, gq, dqÙks
dh rjg [khlsa fudky nhaA
¶gk¡] eSa le>rk gw¡ gj pht+ cstku gh gksxh]¸ mlus dgkA ¶i+Q'kZ ij lnhZ
ls vdM+s gq, frypV~Vs gkssaxsA lnhZ esa fBBqjs gq, pwgs Hkh gksaxsA isykxs;k fuyksouk]

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D;k jkr&Hkj ds fy, eq>s vius ;gk¡ jgus nksxh\¸ mlus ek¡ dh vksj ns[ks fcuk
HkjkZ;h gqbZ vkokt+ esa iwNkA
¶D;ksa ugha] t+:j!¸ ek¡ us tYnh ls mÙkj fn;kA u tkus D;ksa mldh
mifLFkfr mls v[kj jgh FkhA
¶vktdy cPpksa dks vius ek¡&cki rd ij 'kje vkrh gS---¸
¶D;k eryc\¸ ek¡ us pkSaddj iwNkA
mlus duf[k;ksa ls ek¡ dks ns[kk vkSj fiQj vk¡[ksa ew¡n yha ftlds dkj.k
mldk pspd ds nkxksa ls Hkjk gqvk psgjk lwjnklksa tSlk yxus yxkA
¶eSa dgrk gw¡ fd cPpksa dks vius ek¡&cki ij 'kje vkrh gS!¸ mlus vkg
Hkjdj fiQj dgkA ¶ikosy dks rqe ij dHkh 'kje ugha vkrh] exj eq>s vius
cki ij 'kje vkrh gSA eSa vc dHkh mlds ?kj esa o+Qne ugha j[kw¡xkA esjk u
dksbZ cki gS u dksbZ ?kj! vxj eSa iqfyl dh fgjklr esa u gksrk rks lkbcsfj;k
pyk tkrk vkSj ogk¡ ds fuokZflrksa dks NqM+k nsrk μ mUgsa Hkxkus esa enn nsrk---¸
ek¡ dk laosnu'khy ân; le> x;k fd mls cM+h O;Fkk gS ij ek¡ dks
mlls dksbZ lgkuqHkwfr ugha FkhA
¶vxj rqe ,slk le>rs gks--- rks rqEgsa pys tkuk pkfg,!¸ ek¡ us dsoy
bl fopkj ls dgk fd dgha mlds dqN u dgus ij og cqjk u eku tk;sA
vUnszbZ jlksbZ esa ls vk;kA
¶D;k ckr dj jgs Fks\¸ mlus g¡ldj iwNkA
¶eSa tkdj dqN [kkus dk izcUèk djrh gw¡]¸ ek¡ us mBrs gq, dgkA
fudksykbZ dqN nsj rd cM+s è;ku ls mØbuh dks ns[krk jgk fiQj lglk
cksyk %
¶eSa le>rk gw¡ fd dqN yksxksa dks tku ls ekj nsuk pkfg,!¸
¶vjs! exj D;ksa\¸ mØbuh us iwNkA
¶rkfd muls NqVdkjk feys---¸
yEck vkSj nqcyk&iryk mØbuh dejs ds chp esa tsc esa gkFk Mkys
viuh ,fM+;ksa ds cy [kM+k >we jgk Fkk vkSj fudksykbZ dks ?kwj jgk Fkk] tks
flxjsV ds èkq,¡ ds cknyksa eas f?kjk gqvk dqlhZ ij tedj cSBk gqvk FkkA mlds
psgjs ij dgha&dgha ykyh ds èkCcs FksA
¶ml bZlkbZ xksjckso dk rks eSa flj iQksM+ gh nw¡xk] rqe ns[k ysuk!¸
¶D;ksa\¸
¶og pqxy[kksj vkSj Hksfn;k gSA esjs cki dks ftu yksxksa us rckg fd;k
gS muesa og Hkh gS] mUgksaus cki dks fcYdqy ekfydksa dk fiV~Vw cuk fn;k gS]¸

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oslksof'pdkso us vUæsbZ dh rji+Q ns[krs gq, dgk_ mlds psgjs ij xEHkhjrk vkSj
fo}s"k dk Hkko FkkA
¶rks ;g ckr gS!¸ mØbuh cksykA ¶exj dksbZ rqEgsa bl ckr ds fy, nks"kh
ugha Bgjk;sxkA fli+QZ csoo+Qwi+Q!---¸
¶le>nkj vkSj csoo+Qwi+Q lc ,d tSls gh gSa!¸ fudksykbZ viuh ckr ij
vM+k jgkA ¶vius dks vkSj ikosy dks gh ns[k yksA rqe nksuksa le>nkj gks] ysfdu
D;k eSa Hkh rqEgkjh ut+j esa oSlk gh gw¡ tSlk Ý+;ksnksj ekftu ;k leksbykso ;k
tSls rqe nksuksa ,d&nwljs ds fy, gks! ns[kks] >wB u cksyukA [k+Sj] rqEgkjh ckr
dk ;dhu rks eSa ;ksa Hkh ugha d:¡xk--- rqe lc yksx eq>s nwj j[krs gks] eq>ls
[kqydj feyrs ugha---¸
¶fudksykbZ] rqEgkjh vkRek jksxh gS!¸ mØbuh us mlds cxy esa cSBrs gq,
cM+s dksey Hkko ls èkhes Loj esa dgkA
¶esjh vkRek rks jksxh gS gh] ij rqEgkjh Hkh jksxh gS---- vUrj cl bruk gS
fd rqe le>rs gks fd rqEgkjh vkRek dk jksx gekjh vkRek ds jksx ls Å¡ps ntsZ
dk gSA eSa ;gh dg ldrk gw¡ fd ge lc ,d&nwljs ds lkFk dqÙks ds fiYyksa
tSlk crkZo djrs gSaA djrs gSa fd ugha\ cksyks!¸
og viuh iSuh n`f"V vUæsbZ ds psgjs ij xM+k;s nk¡r [kksys mlds mÙkj dh
izrh{kk djrk jgkA pspd ds nkxksa ls Hkjs gq, mlds psgjs dk Hkko ugha cnyk]
ij mlds eksVs&eksVs gksaB ;ksa iQM+dus yxs ekuks fdlh xeZ pht+ ls ty x;s gksaA
¶eSa dqN ugha dg ldrk!¸ mØbuh us oslksof'pdkso ds }s"kiw.kZ rsoj
ns[kdj mnkl Hkko ls eqLdjkrs gq, mÙkj fn;kA ¶eSa tkurk gw¡ fd tc fdlh
vkneh ds fny ds lc ?kko gjs gks x;s gksa ml le; mlls cgl djus ls mls
d"V gksrk gSA HkkbZ] eSa bl ckr dks tkurk gw¡!¸
¶eq>ls cgl djuk csdkj gS μ eSa cgl dj gh ugha ldrk]¸ fudksykbZ
us vk¡[ksa >qdkdj vLiQqV Loj esa dgkA
¶,slk ekywe gksrk gS]¸ mØbuh us viuh ckr tkjh j[krs gq, dgk] ¶fd
geesa ls gj ,d vyx&vyx vius dk¡Vsnkj jkLrs ij pyrk jgk gS vkSj
viuh&viuh eqlhcr dh ?kM+h esa geesa ls gj ,d rqEgkjh rjg O;Fkk ls rM+i
mBk gS---¸
¶rqe eq>s D;k le>k jgs gks!¸ oslksof'pdkso us èkhjs&èkhjs dgkA ¶esjh
vkRek [kw¡[kkj HksfM+;s dh rjg gq¡dkj jgh gS!---¸
¶eSa rqEgsa dqN le>kuk ugha pkgrk! ysfdu eSa bruk tkurk gw¡ fd ;g
ygj xqtj tk;sxhA eqefdu gS iwjh rjg ugha] ysfdu fiQj Hkh xqtj tk;sxhA¸

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 og èkhjs ls g¡lk vkSj fudksyksbZ ds dUèks ij gkFk ekjdj dgrk jgkA
¶;g cPpksa dh chekjh dh rjg gS] tSls [kljk gksrh gSA ;g jksx geesa
ls gj ,d dks dHkh u dHkh gksrk t+:j gSA tks yksx et+cwr gksrs gSa] mu ij
vlj de gksrk gS] tks det+ksj gksrs gSa mu ij vlj T+;knk gksrk gSA ;g jksx
Bhd mlh ?kM+h gesa vk ncksprk gS tc ge vius vkidks igpkuuk 'kq: djrs
gSa] ij rc rd u rks geus thou dks gh iwjh rjg ns[kk gksrk gS vkSj u mlesa
viuk LFkku gh igpkuk gksrk gSA ml le; gesa ,slk ekywe gksrk gS fd ekuks
ge nqfu;k dh lcls cM+h fu;ker gSa vkSj gj vkneh gekjs gh ihNs iM+k gSA
exj dqN le; ckn ge le>us yxrs gSa fd nwljksa ds lhus esa tks vkRek gS
og Hkh gekjh vkRek ls det+ksj ugha gS] vkSj tc ge ;g le>us yxrs gSa rks
T+;knk vklkuh gks tkrh gSA rc gesa 'kje vkrh gS fd ge uDdkj[k+kus esa viuh
rwrh dh vkokt+ ysdj D;ksa x;s] fdlus lquk gksxk mls ogk¡\ ysfdu fiQj gesa
irk yxrk gS fd ugha] gekjh rwrh dh vkokt+ iwjs laxhr esa ,d vPNk ;ksxnku
gS] ;g ckr vyx gS fd vxj ge vdsys gksa rks cM+s&cM+s yksx gesa eD[kh dh
rjg dqpy Mkyrs gSaA le> esa vk;k] eSa D;k dgus dh dksf'k'k dj jgk gw¡\¸
¶'kk;n]¸ fudksykbZ us flj fgykdj dgkA ¶ysfdu eSa--- eSa fdlh ckr
ij ;dhu ugha djrk!¸
mØbuh g¡ldj mNydj [kM+k gks x;k vkSj cgqr t+ksj&t+ksj ls ik¡o
iVdrk gqvk bèkj&mèkj Vgyus yxkA
¶eSa Hkh ,d t+ekus esa ugha djrk Fkk] dkB ds mYyw!¸
¶dkB dk mYyw D;ksa gw¡ eSa\¸
¶D;ksafd rqEgkjh lwjr crkrh gSA¸
lglk fudksykbZ eq¡g iQkM+dj t+ksj ls g¡lus yxkA
¶D;ksa] D;k ckr gS\¸ mØbuh us mlds lkeus #ddj foLe; ls iwNkA
¶eSa lksp jgk Fkk fd og Hkh fdruk csoo+Qwi+Q gksxk tks rqEgkjk fny
nq[kk;s]¸ fudksykbZ us mÙkj fn;kA
¶dksbZ esjk fny D;ksa nq[kkus yxk\¸ mØbuh us vius dUèks fcpdkdj
dgkA
¶;g rks eSa ugha tkurk]¸ oslksof'pdkso us fouksniwoZd eqLdjkdj dgkA
¶esjk rks eryc cl ;g Fkk fd vxj dksbZ dHkh rqEgkjk fny nq[kk;s rks mls
cgqr cqjk yxrk gksxkA¸
¶vPNk] ;g ckr gS!¸ mØbuh g¡l fn;kA
¶vUæsbZ!¸ ek¡ us jlksbZ essa ls iqdkjkA

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 vUæsbZ ckgj pyk x;kA
dejs esa vdsys cSBs&cSBs oslksof'pdkso us pkjksa rji+Q ut+j nkSM+k;h] fiQj
,d Vk¡x iQSykdj] ftl ij og peM+kSnk cwV igus Fkk] cM+s è;ku ls mls ns[kk
vkSj viuh eksVh&eksVh fiaMfy;ksa dks VVksydj ns[kus yxkA fiQj viuk eksVk&lk
gkFk mBkdj mlus viuh gFksyh vkSj NksVh&NksVh m¡xfy;ksa dk fujh{k.k fd;k]
ftu ij ihys&ihys cky mxs gq, FksA >q¡>ykgV ds lkFk gkFk fgykdj og mB
[kM+k gqvkA
tc vUæsbZ leksokj ysdj dejs esa vk;k ml le; fudksykbZ vkbZus ds
lkeus [kM+k gqvk FkkA
¶cgqr fnu ckn eSaus viuk ;g pkS[kVk ns[kk---¸ mlus dgk vkSj fiQj eq¡g
Vs<+k djds eqLdjkrs gq, cksyk] ¶D;k pkS[kVk ik;k gS!¸
¶rqEgsa D;k fiQdj gS\¸ vUæsbZ us dkSrwgy ls mldh vksj ns[krs gq, iwNkA
¶lk'kk dgrh gS fd vkneh ds psgjs esa mldh vkRek izfrfcfEcr gksrh
gSA¸
¶lc cdokl gS!¸ mØbuh us fpYykdj dgkA ¶mldh [+kqn dh ukd
dafV;k dh rjg vkSj xkyksa dh gfM~M;k¡ pkdw ds iQky tSlh gSa ij mldh
vkRek flrkjs ds rjg pednkj gS!¸
¶fudksykbZ us duf[k;ksa ls mldh rji+Q ns[kk vkSj [khlsa fudky nhaA os
pk; ihus cSB x;sA
fudksykbZ us ,d cM+k&lk vkyw mBk;k vkSj jksVh ds VqdM+s ij ued
fNM+ddj èkhjs&èkhjs pck&pckdj [kkus yxk] tSls cSy tqxkyh djrk gSA
¶;gk¡ dk D;k gky&pky gS\¸ mlus eq¡g esa dkSj Hkjs&Hkjs gh iwNkA
tc vUæsbZ mls bl ckr dk lq[kn fooj.k ns pqdk fd os dkj[k+kus esa
fdl rjg izpkj dj jgs Fks] rks og fiQj mnkl gks x;kA
¶cgqr le; yx jgk gS] cgqr T+;knk! gesa vkSj rst+h ls dke djuk
pkfg,---¸
mls ns[kdj ek¡ ds ân; esa mlds izfr ,d fo}s"k dh Hkkouk tkx`r gqb±
¶ft+Unxh dksbZ ?kksM+k rks gS ugha fd mls pkcqd ls ekj&ekjdj vkxs
c<+k;k tk lds!¸ vUæsbZ cksykA
fudksykbZ viuh ckr ij vM+k jgdj flj fgykrk jgkA
¶cgqr le; yx jgk gS! eSa bruk bUrt+kj ugha dj ldrk! eSa D;k
d:¡\¸
mØbuh ds psgjs dks ?kwjrs gq, mlus viuh ykpkjh izdV dh vkSj mÙkj

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dh izrh{kk djus yxkA
¶ge lcdks i<+uk vkSj nwljksa dks i<+kuk gS] ;g dke gS gekjk!¸ vUæsbZ
us flj >qdkdj dgkA
¶vkf[k+j ge yM+uk dc 'kq: djsaxs\¸ oslksof'pdkso us iwNkA
¶;g rks eSa ugha tkurk fd ge yM+uk dc 'kq: djsaxs] ij bruk eSa t+:j
tkurk gw¡ fd mlls igys gh os dbZ ckj gesa ekj&ekjdj gekjs 'kjhj esa Hkwlk
Hkj nsaxs]¸ mØbuh us g¡l&g¡ldj mÙkj fn;kA ¶tgk¡ rd esjh le> esa vkrk
gS vius gkFkksa esa gfFk;kj ysus ls igys gesa vius fnekxkssa dks ySl djuk iM+sxk-
--¸
fudksykbZ us fiQj [kkuk 'kq: dj fn;k vkSj ek¡ vk¡[ksa cpkdj mlds
pkSM+s&pdys psgjs dks ns[kus yxh_ og mlds psgjs esa dksbZ ,slh pht+ <w¡<+ jgh
Fkh tks mlds ân; ls bl yEc&rxM+s cfy"B 'kjhj okys O;fDr ds izfr fo}s"k
dh Hkkouk nwj dj nsA
mldh NksVh&NksVh vk¡[kksa dh dk¡Vksa dh rjg pqHkrh gqbZ iSuh n`f"V ek¡ ij
iM+h vkSj ek¡ dh Hkosa iQM+dus yxhaA vUæsbZ cspSu Fkk μ og lglk g¡l&g¡ldj
ckrsa djus yxrk vkSj fiQj ;dk;d lhVh ctkus yxrkA
ek¡ dks ,slk yxk fd og tkurh gS fd mls D;k ckr fpfUrr dj jgh
gSA fudksykbZ vius gh fopkjksa esa [kks;k gqvk cSBk Fkk vkSj vUæsbZ tks dqN dgrk
Fkk mldk og cgqr vueusiu ls :[kk&lk tokc nsrk FkkA
ml NksVs&ls dejs esa ek¡ vkSj vUæsbZ nksuksa dk ne ?kqVus yxk_ ogk¡ dk
okrkoj.k nksuksa ds fy, vlá gks mBkA ckjh&ckjh ls dHkh ek¡ vkSj dHkh vUæsbZ
vk¡[ksa cpkdj vius vfrfFk dh vksj ns[krsA
vkf[k+jdkj fudksykbZ mB [kM+k gqvk vkSj cksyk %
¶eSa rks vc lksÅ¡xkA ogk¡ tsy esa cSBs&cSBs rks eSa ikxy gks x;k_ fiQj
;dk;d ,d fnu mUgksaus eq>s NksM+ fn;k vkSj eSa pyk vk;kA eSa cgqr Fkd x;k
gwA¡ ¸
flj >qdkdj og jlksbZ esa x;k vkSj FkksM+h nsj rd dqN bèkj&mèkj
pyus&fiQjus ds ckn ekuks ej gh x;kA ek¡ us dku yxkdj lquk] ij dksbZ
vkokt+ lquk;h u nhA
¶og cM+h Hk;kud ckrsa lksp jgk gS---¸ ek¡ us vUæsbZ ls pqids ls dgkA
¶cM+k fodV vkneh gS!¸ mØbuh us flj fgykdj dgkA ¶exj Bhd gks
tk;sxk! ,d t+ekus esa eSa Hkh ,slk gh FkkA ân; esa T;ksfr txus ls igys cgqqr
èkqvk¡ mBrk gSA ek¡] tkvks lks tkvks_ eSa FkksM+h nsj i<w¡xkA¸

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 og ,d dksus esa pyh x;h] tgk¡ lwrh diM+s ds inks± ds ihNs ,d pkjikbZ
iM+h gqbZ Fkh vkSj cM+h nsj rd vUæsbZ mlds vkgsa Hkjdj izkFkZuk djus dh
vkokt+ lqurk jgkA tYnh&tYnh viuh fdrkc ds iUus myVrk gqvk og
mÙkstuk ls vius ekFks ij gkFk iQsjrk] yEch&yEch m¡xfy;ksa ls ew¡Ns ,saBrk vkSj
ik¡o jxM+rk jgkA ?kM+h fVd&fVd dj jgh FkhA gok isM+ksa esa lka;&lka; dj jgh
FkhA
¶gs Hkxoku!¸ ek¡ ,d {kh.k Loj lquk;h fn;kA ¶nqfu;k esa ftrus yksx
gSa lc eqlhcr ds ekjs gSaA u tkus lq[kh dkSu gS\¸
¶lq[kh yksx Hkh gSa] ek¡!¸ vUæsbZ us mÙkj fn;kA ¶tYnh gh lq[kh yksx
cgqr gks tk;saxs] cgqr T+;knk!¸

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fuR; u;h ?kVukvksa ds Øe ds :i eas thou tYnh&tYnh chrrk jgkA
izfrfnu dksbZ u dksbZ u;h ckr gksrh] ij ek¡ vc bu ?kVukvksa ls vkrafdr ugha
gksrh FkhA mlds ?kj esa vutkus yksxksa dk vkuk&tkuk c<+ x;k] tks jkr dks
vkdj pqids&pqids vUæbZ ls ckrsa djrs_ fiQj os vius&vius dksV dk dkyj
[kM+k djds vkSj vk¡[kksa ij viuh Vksih >qdkdj ncs ik¡o pqipki v¡èksjs esa
foyhu gks tkrsA ek¡ dks muesa ls gj ,d ds ân; esa nch gqbZ mÙkstuk dk
vkHkkl FkkA ,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk fd muesa ls gj ,d xkuk vkSj g¡luk pkgrk
Fkk] ij muds ikl blds fy, le; ugha FkkA os ges'kk tYnh esa jgrs FksA muesa
ls dqN xEHkhj vkSj O;axiw.kZ Fks_ dqN ,sls Fks tks eLr jgrs Fks vkSj muds psgjksa
ij ;qokoLFkk dk mYykl pedrk Fkk_ dqN ,sls Hkh Fks tks 'kkUr vkSj
fopkj'khy FksA ek¡ us ns[kk fd mu lc esa fo'okl vkSj yxu Fkh vkSj ;|fi
os ,d&nwljs ls fcYdqy fHkUu Fks ij ,slk yxrk Fkk fd mu lc ds psgjs
feydj ,d gh psgjs esa cny x;s Fks tks ,Eekml dh vksj tkrs le; bZlk
elhg ds psgjs ls feyrk&tqyrk Fkk % nqcyk&iryk psgjk] ml ij 'kkUr n`<+rk
dk Hkko] dkyh&dkyh LoPN vk¡[ksa] ftudh n`f"V esa dkseyrk Hkh Fkh vkSj
lkFk gh dBksjrk HkhA
ek¡ us mUgsa fxuk vkSj viuh dYiuk esa mlus ikosy dks mlds 'k=kqvksa dh
ut+jksa ls cpkus ds fy, mlds pkjksa rji+Q ,d HkhM+ ,df=kr dhA
,d fnu 'kgj ls ?kq¡?kjkys ckyksaokyh ,d papy yM+dh vUæsbZ ds fy,
,d c.My ysdj vk;hA tkrs gq, mlus ihNs ?kwedj vius pedrs gq, iqyfdr
us=kksa ls ek¡ dks ns[kkA

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 ¶vPNk] dkejsM] lyke!¸ mlus dgkA
¶lyke]¸ ek¡ us viuh eqLdjkgV dks jksdrs gq, dgkA
yM+dh dks ckgj NksM+ vkus ds ckn og tkdj f[kM+dh ij [kM+h gks x;h
vkSj viuh bl dkejsM dks NksVs&NksVs iQqrhZys o+Qneksa ls lM+d ij tkrs gq,
ns[kdj eqLdjkrh jgh_ og olUr ds iQwy dh rjg fueZy vkSj frryh dh rjg
papy FkhA
¶dkejsM!¸ tc yM+dh vk¡[k ls vks>y gks x;h rks ek¡ us cqncqnkdj
dgkA ¶esjh I;kjh cPph! Hkxoku djs rqEgsa dksbZ ,slk lPpk thou&lkFkh fey
tk;s tks mez&Hkj rqEgkjk lkFk ns lds!¸
'kgj ls vkusokys bu yksxksa esa dksbZ ,slh ckr Fkh tks cPpksa ls cgqr
feyrh&tqyrh Fkh ftl ij ek¡ eu gh eu cM+s xoZ ls eqLdjkrh FkhA ij mudk
vVy fo'okl mlds ân; dks Nw ysrk Fkk vkSj mls ,d lq[kn vk'p;Z Hkh
gksrk Fkk_ fnu&izfrfnu mudh yxu mlds fy, vfèkdkfèkd Li"V gksrh x;h]
U;k; dh fot; ds ckjs esa muds LoIu mlds ân; dks xjekrs Fks vkSj mlesa
iqyd Hkh Hkjrs Fks] ij u tkus D;ksa tc Hkh og mudh ckrsa lqurh og mnkl
gksdj vkg HkjrhA mudh csgn lknxh vkSj vius lq[k dh gj ckr ds izfr
mudh ljkguh; mnklhurk mls fo'ks"k :i ls izHkkfor djrh FkhA
thou ds ckjs esa os tks dqN dgrs Fks mlesa ls cgqr dqN og le>us
yxh Fkh_ mls ,slk yxrk Fkk fd mUgksaus euq"; dh foink ds okLrfod Ïksr
dk irk yxk fy;k gS vkSj og mudh vfèkdka'k èkkj.kkvksa dks Lohdkj djus
yxh FkhA ij vius ân; dh xgjkbZ ls mls ;g fo'okl ugha Fkk fd os thou
dks u;s <ax ls <kyus esa liQy gksaxs ;k leL; Jfed turk dks ml T;ksfr
ds pkjksa vksj ,df=kr dj ldsaxs tks mUgksaus txk;h FkhA gj vkneh dks bl ckr
dh fpUrk Fkh fd vkt og viuk isV dSls Hkjs_ dksbZ Hkh bls dy ij mBk
j[kus dks rS;kj ugha Fkk! cgqr FkksM+s&ls yksx ml yEcs vkSj nqxZe iFk ij pyus
dks rS;kj gkssaxs_ cgqr de yksxksa ds ikl og n`f"V gksxh fd os bl iFk ds vUr
esa vkusokys ekuo ds cUèkqRo ds jkT; dh HkO; dYiuk dj ldsaA blhfy, og
bu lc usd yksxksa dks mudh nkf<+;ksa vkSj izkS<+ psgjksa ds ckotwn] tks cgqèkk
Fkdu ls eqj>k;s jgrs Fks] vius cPpksa dh rjg le>rh FkhA
¶cspkjs] esjs I;kjs cPps!¸ og lksprh vkSj flj fgyk nsrhA
ij muesa ls gj ,d bZekunkj] xEHkhj vkSj cqf¼laxr thou O;rhr dj
jgk FkkA os nwljksa dh HkykbZ dh ckrsa djrs Fks vkSj tks dqN os Lo;a tkurs Fks
mls nwljksa dks crkus ds fy, dksbZ dksf'k'k mBk u j[krs FksA og bl ckr dks

ek¡ @ 133
le>us yxh Fkh fd bl thou ds ladVksa ds ckotwn yksx mlls I;kj D;ksa
djrs Fks vkSj ,d vkg Hkjdj og Lo;a vius chrs gq, thou ds vUèkdkje;
ladjs ekxZ ij n`f"V MkyrhA èkhjs&èkhjs mlds ân; esa ;g 'kkUr psruk tkx`r
gqbZ fd bl u;s thou ds fy, mldk Hkh egÙo gSA igys og le>rh Fkh fd
fdlh dks mldh t+:jr ugha gS ij vc og bl ckr dks Li"V :i ls ns[kus
yxh Fkh fd vusd yksxksa dks mldh t+:jr Fkh vkSj ;g ,d u;k vkSj lq[kn
vkHkkl Fkk] ,d ,slk vkHkkl ftldh cnkSyr og viuk eLrd xoZ ls Å¡pk
djds py ldrh Fkh--
og fu;fer :i ls ipsZ ysdj i+QSDVjh esa tkrhA bls og viuk drZO;
le>us yxh FkhA iqfylokys mls ogk¡ ns[kus ds vknh gks pqds Fks vkSj os mldh
vksj dksbZ è;ku ugha nsrs FksA dbZ ckj mUgksaus mldh ryk'kh Hkh yh] ij gj ckj
ipsZ c¡Vus ds nwljs fnuA tc mlds ikl dqN Hkh u gksrk rc og tkucw>dj
lUrfj;ksa vkSj tklwlksa ds eu esa 'kadk mRiUu djrh_ os mls idM+dj mldh
ryk'kh ysrs vkSj og fcxM+rh gqbZ bl vieku ij cukoVh jks"k izdV djrhA
mUgsa csoo+Qwi+Q cukus ds ckn og viuh lw>cw> ij xoZ ls iQwyh gqbZ ogk¡ ls
py nsrhA mls bl et+ko+Q esa cM+k vkuUn vkrk FkkA
oslksof'pdkso dks i+QSDVjh esa nqckjk dke ij ugha j[kk x;kA mls ,d
ydM+h dh Vky ij ydM+h ds dqUns] r[+rs vkSj b±èku <ksus dk dke fey x;kA
ek¡ izk;% gj fnu mls viuk cks> <ksdj ys tkrs ns[krhA igys rks nks dkys
efj;y ?kksM+s fn[kk;h nsrs ftuds ik¡o cks> [khapus ds ifjJe ls dk¡irs jgrs
Fks_ Fkdu ds ekjs muds flj Mksyrs jgrs Fks vkSj os viuh uhjl O;fFkr vk¡[ksa
>idkrs jgrs Fks_ muds ihNs xhyh ydM+h dk [kM+cM+ djrk gqvk cM+k&lk
yV~Bk ;k r[+rksa dk <sj gksrk Fkk ftuds fgyus&Mqyus ls cM+h [kM+cM+ gksrh FkhA
jklsa <hyh NksM+s gq, fudksykbZ ?kksM+ksa ds lkFk&lkFk pyrk jgrk FkkA eSyk 'kjhj]
iQVs diM+s] Hkkjh twrs] Vksih flj ij ihNs dh vksj ljdh gqbZ--- og bruk csMkSy
vkSj Hkík fn[kk;h nsrk Fkk tSls t+ehu esa ls fdlh isM+ dk Bw¡B m[kkM+ fy;k
x;k gksA pyrs le; mldh vk¡[kas t+ehu ij xM+h jgrh Fkha vkSj mldk flj
Hkh Åij&uhps Mksyrk jgrk FkkA mlds ?kksMs+ lkeus ls vkrh gqbZ xkfM+;ksa ;k yksxksa
ls vUèkksa dh rjg Vdjk tkrs FksA yksx >q¡>ykdj fudksykbZ ij fpYykrs vkSj
fHkM+ksa ds >q.M dh rjg pkjksa rji+Q ls ml ij xkfy;ksa dh ckSNkj gksus yxrhA
og u rks dHkh tokc nsrk vkSj u flj mBkdj Åij ns[krk gh] cl ddZ'k
Loj esa lhVh ctkrk jgrk vkSj vius ?kksM+ksa ls dgrk jgrk] ¶py cs] py!¸
tc dHkh vUæsbZ fdlh fons'kh v[kckj dh uohure izfr ;k dksbZ ipkZ

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i<+us ds fy, vius lkfFk;ksa dks tek djrk rks fudksykbZ Hkh vkdj ,d dksus
esa cSB tkrk vkSj ,d&nks ?k.Vs rd pqipki lqurk jgrkA i<+uk lekIr djds
os ukStoku xjekxje cgl djrs] ftlesa oslksof'pdkso dHkh fgLlk u ysrkA
ysfdu lc yksxksa ds pys tkus ds ckn Hkh og cSBk jgrk vkSj vdsys esa vUæsbZ
ls ckrsa djrkA
¶lcls T+;knk nks"k fdldk gS\¸ og eq¡g yVdkdj iwNrkA
¶nks"k rks ml vkneh dk gS ftlus lcls igys ;g dgk gksxk fd ^;g
esjk gS!* og vkneh rks dbZ gt+kj cjl igys ej pqdk gS] blfy, ml ij
X+kqLlk djus ls dksbZ i+Qk;nk ugha]¸ vUæsbZ et+ko+Q esa mÙkj nsrk ij mldh vk¡[kksa
esa ,d cSpSuh jgrhA
¶vkSj vehj yksx\ vkSj os tks mudks lgkjk nsrs gSa\¸
mØbuh flj ij gkFk j[k ysrk vkSj viuh ew¡Nsa uksprk gqvk lhèks&lkns
'kCn pqu&pqudj thou vkSj yksxksa ds ckjs esa og lc dqN mls crkus dk iz;Ru
djrk tks og tkurk FkkA mldh jk; esa nks"k lHkh yksxksa dk Fkk] ij blls
fudksykbZ dks lUrks"k u gksrkA vius eksVs&eksVs gksaB Hkhapdj og flj fgykdj
badkj djrk jgrk vkSj dgrk fd ckr ;ksa ugha gSA vkf[k+jdkj og mBdj pyk
tkrk] mnkl vkSj vlUrq"VA
¶nks"k fdlh dk rks gksxk gh]¸ ,d fnu mlus dgk] ¶vkSj os yksx ;gha
gSa! gesa cM+h fueZerk ds lkFk vius lkjs thou dks taxyh ?kkl ds [ksr dh
rjg tksr Mkyuk iM+sxk!¸
¶,d fnu Vkbe&dhij blkbZ Hkh rqEgkjs ckjs esa ;gh dg jgk Fkk!¸ ek¡
us mls ;kn fnyk;kA
¶blkbZ\¸ oslksof'pdkso us dqN nsj #ddj iwNkA
¶gk¡! og cM+k [k+rjukd vkneh gS! gj txg pksjksa dh rjg ?kwerk jgrk
gS vkSj yksxksa ls u tkus D;k&D;k iwNrk jgrk gSA og ;gk¡ Hkh vkus yxk gS vkSj
f[kM+dh esa ls >k¡drk gS---¸
¶f[kM+dh esa ls >k¡drk gS\¸ fudksykbZ us nqgjk;kA
ek¡ pkjikbZ ij ysVh gqbZ Fkh] blfy, og mldh lwjr rks ugha ns[k ldrh
Fkh ij tc mØbuh us tYnh ls dgk] ¶vxj mls dksbZ vkSj dke ugha gS rks
vkdj >k¡dus nks] gekjk D;k ysrk gS---]¸ rc ek¡ dks vkHkkl gqvk fd mlus
fdruh ew[kZrk dh ckr dgh FkhA
¶;g ckr ugha gS!¸ fudksykbZ cksykA ¶og mu yksxksa esa ls gS ftudk nks"k
gS!¸

ek¡ @ 135
 ¶D;k nks"k gS mldk\¸ mØbuh us rM+ ls iwNkA ¶;gh u fd og csoo+Qwi+Q
gS\¸
oslksof'pdkso fcuk dksbZ mÙkj fn;s ckgj pyk x;kA
mØbuh Fkdk&Fkdk&lk èkhjs&èkhjs dejs esa Vgyus yxk_ mldh yEch&yEch
edM+s tSlh Vk¡xksa ds f?klVus dh vkokt+ vk jgh FkhA mlus ges'kk dh rjg
vius twrs mrkj fn;s Fks rkfd isykxs;k fuyksouk dh uhan esa fo?u u iM+sA ij
ek¡ lks ugha jgh FkhA
¶eq>s mlls Mj yxrk gS!¸ fudksykbZ ds pys tkus ds ckn ek¡ us fpfUrr
Loj esa dgkA
¶gw¡!--¸ mØbuh us muhans Loj esa dgkA ¶og cM+k >Ddh gSA ek¡] mlds
lkeus vc dHkh blkbZ dh ckr u djukA blkbZ lpeqp tklwl gSA¸
¶blesa gSjkuh dh ckr Hkh D;k gS\¸ ek¡ us mÙkj fn;kA ¶mldk rks
èkeZ&firk Hkh jktuhfrd iqfyl esa FkkA¸
¶eqefdu gS fudksykbZ mls fdlh fnu ihV ns]¸ mØbuh us dqN cspSuh
ds lkFk dgkA ¶ns[kk rqeus fd 'kklu djus okys bu lH; yksxksa us vke yksxksa
esa D;k Hkkouk,¡ iSnk dj nh gSa\ tc fudksykbZ tSls yksx ;g le>us yxsaxs fd
mlus lkFk dSlk vU;k; fd;k x;k gS vkSj mudk èkhjt viuh lhek dks igq¡p
tk;sxk rc D;k gksxk\ i`Foh vkSj vkdk'k ij [+kwu dh ufn;k¡ cg tk;saxh---¸
¶vUæsbZ] fdruk Hk;kud gksxk!¸ ek¡ us Hk;Hkhr Loj esa pqids ls dgkA
¶ysfdu vxj dksbZ eD[kh u [kk;s rks dS D;ksa gks!¸ vUæsbZ us ,d feuV
#ddj dgkA ¶exj ekfydksa ds vR;kpkj ls vke yksxksa us tks vk¡lv q ksa ds lkxj
cgk;s gSa] muls bu ekfydksa ds [+kwu dh ,d&,d cw¡n ikuh gks tk;sxh---¸
og èkhjs ls g¡lk vkSj fiQj cksyk %
¶bl ckr ls fny dks [+kq'kh ugha gksrh exj ;g lp ckr gS!¸

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,d fnu brokj dks ek¡ ckt+kj ls dqN lkSnk ysdj ?kj ykSVh vkSj njokt+k
[kksyrs gh pkS[kV ij [+kq'kh ds ekjs ewfrZor~ [kM+h jg x;hA vUnj ds dejs ls
ikosy dh Hkkjh vkokt+ vk jgh FkhA
¶yks og vk x;h!¸ mØbuh us fpYykdj dgkA
ek¡ us ikosy dks tYnh ls eqM+rs ns[kkA ikosy dk psgjk ped mBk]
ftlls ek¡ dks cM+k <k<+l c¡èkkA
¶vk x;s rqe!¸ mlus yM+[kM+krh gqbZ vkokt+ ls dgk vkSj cSB x;hA csVs

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ds bl izdkj vpkud vk tkus dh [+kq'kh ls mlds gkFk&ik¡o iQwy x;s FksA
ikosy mldh rji+Q >qdk_ mlds gksaB dk¡i jgs Fks vkSj mldh vk¡[kksa dh
dksj esa vk¡lw >yd jgs FksA ,d {k.k rd og dqN ugha cksyk vkSj ek¡ Hkh
pqipki cSBh mls ,dVd fugkjrh jghA
mØbuh mUgsa vdsyk NksM+dj èkhjs&èkhjs lhVh ctkrk gqvk ckgj eSnku esa
pyk x;kA
¶ek¡] èkU;okn!¸ ikosy us viuh dk¡irh gqbZ m¡xfy;ksa ls mldk gkFk
nckrs gq, eUn Loj esa dgkA ¶esjh I;kjh ek¡] cgqr&cgqr èkU;okn!¸
ikosy ds psgjs ij og Hkko vkSj mlds Loj esa og dkseyrk ns[kdj ek¡
bruh xn~xn gks mBh fd og vius csVs ds flj ij gkFk iQsjus yxh vkSj bl
ckr dk iz;Ru djus yxh fd mlds ân; dk rhoz LiUnu fdlh izdkj 'kkUr
gks tk;sA
¶deky djrs gks] èkU;okn fdl ckr dk\¸ og cksyhA
¶gekjs bl cM+s dke esa gkFk c¡Vkus ds fy, èkU;okn!¸ ikosy us fiQj
dgkA ¶cgqr de yksxksa dks ;g [+kq'kh ulhc gksrh gS fd os dg ldsa fd mudh
vkSj mudh ek¡ dh vkRek,¡ ,d tSlh gSa!¸
ek¡ pqi FkhA og cM+h mRlqdrk ls mldk ,d&,d 'kCn lqu jgh Fkh vkSj
lkeus [kM+s gq, vius csVs dks iz'kalk dh n`f"V ls fugkj jgh FkhA fdruk vPNk]
fdruk I;kjk Fkk og!
¶ek¡] eq>s ekywe gS fd rqEgsa fdruh dfBukb;ksa dk lkeuk djuk iM+k
gksxkA cgqr&lh ckrsa rks ,slh Hkh gksaxh tks rqEgsa vPNh u yxrh gksaxhA vkSj eSa
lksprk Fkk fd rqe ge yksxksa dks dHkh Lohdkj u djksxh] gekjs fopkjksa dks rqe
dHkh viuk u ldksxh vkSj rqe pqipki lc dqN lgrh jgksxh tSls rqe
thouHkj gj ckr lgu djrh vk;h gksA eq>s ;g lkspdj cM+k nq[k gksrk Fkk!---¸
¶vUæsbZ us eq>s cgqr&lh ckrsa le>us esa enn nh!¸ ek¡ us dgkA
¶mlus crk;k eq>s rqEgkjs ckjs esa!¸ ikosy us g¡ldj dgkA
¶;sxksj us HkhA og vkSj eSa ,d gh xk¡o ds gSAa vUæsbZ rks eq>s fy[kuk&i<+uk
Hkh fl[kkuk pkgrk FkkA¸
¶vkSj rqEgas 'kje vkrh Fkh vkSj blfy, rqe Nqi&Nqidj vius vki i<+us
yxha\¸
¶vPNk] rks og ;g tku x;k!¸ ek¡ us pkSd a dj dgkA g"kkZfrjsd ls foày
gksdj ek¡ us dgk] ¶mls vUnj cqyk ysa! og tku&cw>dj ckgj pyk x;k fd
ge yksxksa dh ckrksa esa ckèkk u iM+sA mldh viuh ek¡ rks gS ugha---¸

ek¡ @ 137
 ¶vUæsbZ!--¸ ikosy us cjlkrh dk njokt+k [kksydj iqdkjkA ¶dgk¡ gks\¸
¶;gk¡ gw¡A t+jk ydM+h phjrk gw¡A¸
¶vUnj vk tkvks!¸
og i+QkSju vUnj ugha vk;k vkSj tc jlksbZ esa mlus izos'k fd;k rks og
?kj dh ckrsa djus yxkA
¶eSa fudksykbZ ls dgw¡xk fd dqN ydM+h ykdj Mky nsA cgqr de jg
x;h gSA ek¡] t+jk vius ikosy dks rks ns[kkA ekywe gksrk gS fd foæksfg;ksa dks
ltk nsus ds ctk; gkfde mUgsa f[kyk&fiykdj eksVk djrs jgs gSa---¸
ek¡ g¡l nhA ml ij vc rd g"kZ dk u'kk Nk;k gqvk Fkk vkSj mlds ân;
esa ehBk&ehBk LiUnu gks jgk Fkk] ij O;ogkjdq'kyrk vkSj vkSfpR; ds fopkj
ls og pkgrh Fkh fd mldk csVk fiQj ges'kk dh rjg 'kkUr gks tk;sA gj pht+
vR;Ur HkO; Fkh vkSj og pkgrh Fkh fd mlds thou dh ;g igyh [+kq'kh
mlds ân; esa ges'kk ,slh gh izcy vkSj ltho cuh jgs tSlhfd ml {k.k FkhA
bl Hk; ls fd dgha og de u gks tk;s og mBh fd bl [+kq'kh dks fiatjs
esa cUn dj ysA mldh n'kk fcYdqy ml cgsfy;s tSlh Fkh ftlus vpkud
vutkus eas dksbZ uk;kc fpfM+;k idM+ yh gksA
¶vkvks] [kkuk [kk ysa! ikosy] rqe [kkdj rks vk;s ugha gksxs\¸ mlus
bèkj&mèkj ds dkeksa esa O;Lr gksdj dgkA
¶ugha] dy gh tsyj us crk fn;k Fkk fd eq>s NksM+ nsus dk i+QSlyk dj
fy;k x;k gS] blfy, eSa dqN [kk&ih u ldk---¸
¶ckgj fudyrs gh lcls igys ftl vkneh ls esjh eqyko+Qkr gqbZ og
cw<+k fltkso Fkk]¸ ikosy dgrk jgkA ¶eq>s ns[kdj og lM+d ikj djds eq>ls
feyus vk;kA eSaus mlls dg fn;k fd og gksf'k;kj jgs D;ksafd vktdy eSa
[k+rjukd vkneh gw¡ μ eq> ij iqfyl dh ut+j gSA mlus dgk fd dksbZ ijokg
ugha gS vkSj eq>ls vius Hkrhts ds ckjs esa nqfu;k Hkj dh ckrsa iwNrk jgkA mlus
iwNk fd Ý+;ksnksj tsy esa Bhd ls rks jgrk gSA eSaus tokc fn;k] ^tsy esa dksbZ
Bhd ls dSls jg ldrk gS\* og cksyk] ^[k+Sj] eSa le>rk gw¡ de ls de vius
lkfFk;ksa ds lkFk fo'okl?kkr rks ugha djrk gksxk\* tc eSaus mls crk;k fd
Ý+;ksnksj Hkyk vkneh gS] bZekunkj vkSj gksf'k;kj gS rks mlus nk<+h ij gkFk iQsjdj
cM+s xoZ ls dgk] ^gekjs fltkso&ifjokj esa dksbZ [k+jkc vkneh ugha gS!* ¸
¶cw<k+ cgqr le>nkj gS!¸ mØbuh us viuk flj fgykrs gq, dgkA ¶eq>ls
dbZ ckj mldh ckr gqbZ gS μ vPNk vkneh gSA Ý+;ksnksj dks tYnh NksM+ nsaxs\¸
¶esjk rks [k+;ky gS fd lHkh dks NksM+ nsaxs! blkbZ tks dqN dgrk gS mlds

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vykok muds f[k+yki+Q dksbZ lcwr rks gSa ugha vkSj blkbZ dh ckr dk D;k
Hkjkslk\¸
ek¡ bèkj&mèkj vk&tk jgh Fkh] ij mldh ut+j ikosy ij gh teh gqbZ
FkhA vUæsbZ vius gkFk ihNs ck¡èks f[kM+dh ds ikl [kM+k ikosy dh ckrsa lqu jgk
FkkA ikosy dejs esa Vgy jgk FkkA ikosy us nk<+h c<+k yh Fkh_ mlds xkyksa ij
cgqr dksey ?kq¡?kjkys ckyksa ds NYys cu x;s Fks ftlls mlds psgjs ds lkaoys
jax esa dqN deh vk x;h FkhA
¶cSB tkvks!¸ ek¡ us [kkuk j[krs gq, dgkA
Hkkstu djrs le; vUæsbZ us ikosy dks jhfcu ds ckjs esa crk;kA tc og
viuh ckr iwjh dj pqdk rks ikosy us [ksn izdV djrs gq, dgk %
¶vxj eSa ?kj ij gksrk rks mls dHkh u tkus nsrk! og vkf[k+j vius lkFk
D;k ysdj x;k gS\ dqN my>s gq, fopkj vkSj cgqr&lh dVq Hkkouk,¡A¸
¶[k+Sj] ysfdu tc vkneh pkyhl cjl dk gks pqdk gks vkSj mlus viuk
;g lkjk thou viuh taxyh jhNksa tSlh vkRek ls yM+us esa fcrk;k gks] rks mls
cnyuk vklku ugha gksrk----¸ mØbuh us g¡ldj dgkA
blds ckn muesa ,slh cgl fNM+ x;h ftlds vfèkdka'k 'kCn ek¡ dh
le> ds ckgj FksA Hkkstu lekIr gks pqdk Fkk ij os nksuksa ,d&nwljs ij
Hkkjh&Hkjde 'kCnksa dh ckSNkj djrs jgsA dHkh&dHkh os lhèks&lkns 'kCnksa esa Hkh
ckrsa djrsA
¶gesa rks vius gh jkLrs ij c<+rs tkuk gS] ,d o+Qne Hkh ihNs ugha gVuk
gS]¸ ikosy us n`<+rkiwoZd dgkA
¶vkSj tkdj djksM+ksa ,sls yksxksa ls Vdjk tkuk gS tks gesa viuk nq'eu
le>sa] D;ksa\--¸
mudh cgl lqudj ek¡ dh le> esa ;g vk;k fd ikosy fdlkuksa dks
ilUn ugha djrk Fkk vkSj mØbuh mudk i{k ysrk Fkk vkSj ;g fl¼ djus dk
iz;Ru djrk Fkk fd fdlkuksa dks Hkh ;g le>kuk gS fd dkSu&lk jkLrk Bhd
gSA vUæsbZ dh ckr ek¡ dh le> esa T+;knk vPNh rjg vkrh Fkh vkSj mls ,slk
yxrk Fkk fd ogh Bhd ckr dgrk gS] ij gj ckj tc og ikosy ls dqN
dgrk rks og fpfUrr vkSj lrdZ gks tkrh vkSj ;g fuf'pr djus ds fy, ne
lkèkdj vius csVs ds mÙkj dh izrh{kk djrh fd dgha og vUæsbZ dh ckr ij
ukjkt+ rks ugha gks x;k\ ij os ,d&nwljs dh ckr dk cqjk ekus fcuk ,d&nwljs
ij fpYykrs jgsA
¶,slk gh gS u] ikosy\¸ og dHkh&dHkh vius csVs ls iwNrhA

ek¡ @ 139
 ¶gk¡] ,slk gh gS!¸ og eqLdjkdj mÙkj nsrkA
¶gqtwj]¸ mØbuh us fe=krkiw.kZ O;ax ls dgk] ¶vkius [kk;k rks [+kwc gS]
exj mls vPNh rjg pck;k ughaA vkids xys esa vHkh rd dqN vVdk gqvk
gSA mls uhps mrkj yhft;s!¸
¶cdks ugha!¸ ikosy cksykA
¶eq>s rks ekreh nkor dk etk vk jgk gS!---¸
ek¡ èkhjs ls eqLdjk nh vkSj viuk flj fgykrh jghA

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olUr ½rq vk;hA ci+QZ fi?kyh vkSj uhps dh dhpM+ vkSj xUnxh lc
Åij vk x;hA fnu izfrfnu dhpM+ c<+rh x;h_ cLrh cgqr xUnh vkSj
vLr&O;Lr ekywe gks jgh FkhA fnu esa Nrksa ls ikuh Vidrk Fkk vkSj ?kjksa dh
eVeSyh nhokjksa ls ilhus dh rjg ueh fjlrh Fkh ijUrq jkr dks 'osr fged.k
vc Hkh pedrs FksA lwjt vc vkdk'k ij vfèkd nsj rd pedrk Fkk vkSj
nyny dh rji+Q cgdj tkrs gq, ty&Ïksrksa dh dydy èofu lki+Q lquk;h
nsrh FkhA
ebZ fnol dk mRlo eukuss dh rS;kfj;k¡ vkjEHk gks x;h FkhaA
i+QSDVjh vkSj cLrh Hkj esa bl mRlo ds egÙo dks le>kus ds fy, ipsZ
ck¡Vs x;sA os yM+ds Hkh ftu ij izpkj dk izHkko ugha iM+k Fkk bl ipks± dks
i<+dj dgrs Fks %
¶gesa Hkh rS;kjh djuh iM+sxh!¸
¶vc oD+r vk x;k gS!¸ oslksof'pdkso us mnklhurk ds lkFk eqLdjkrs
gq, dgkA ¶vk¡[k&fepkSyh cgqr [ksy pqds ge yksx!¸
Ý+;ksnksj ekftu dk mRlkg iQwVk iM+ jgk FkkA og cgqr nqcyk gks x;k Fkk
vkSj viuh xfrfofèk;ksa rFkk cksypky dh cspSuh ds dkj.k fiatjs esa cUn pdksj
lk ekywe gksrk FkkA ;kdkso lksekso gj ne mlds lkFk jgrk Fkk] ml yM+ds
dh mez dks ns[krs gq, og cgqr xEHkhj FkkA ;kdkso dks vc 'kgj esa ukSdjh
fey x;h FkhA leksbykso (ftlds cky tsy esa jgrs&jgrs vkSj Hkh yky gks x;s
yxrs Fks)] oklhyh xwlso] cqfdu] ækxqukso vkSj dqN nwljs yksxksa dk dguk Fkk
fd mUgsa gfFk;kj ysdj izn'kZu djuk pkfg,] exj ikosy] mØbuh] lksekso vkSj
dqN nwljs yksxksa us bl ij vkifÙk dhA
;sxksj us] tks ges'kk dh gh rjg Fkdk&Fkdk] gk¡irk gqvk vkSj ilhus esa
rj Fkk] muds rdks± dks et+ko+Q esa mM+k fn;k %

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 ¶;g rks lp gS] lkfFk;ks] fd ekStwnk lekt dh O;oLFkk dks cnyus dh
gekjh dksf'k'ksa cgqr gh ljkguh; gSa] ysfdu viuh liQyrk dk fnu fudV
ykus ds fy, eSa bls t+:jh le>rk gw¡ fd vius fy, ,d tksM+k u;s twrs [k+jhn
yw¡!¸ ;g dgdj mlus vius xhys vkSj iQVs gq, twrksa dh rji+Q ladsr fd;kA
¶esjs jcM+ ds twrksa dh Hkh vc ,slh gkyr gks x;h gS fd mudh ejEer ugha
gks ldrh] vkSj jkst+ esjs ik¡o Hkhx tkrs gSaA bl iqjkuh O;oLFkk dh [kqysvke
èkfTt;k¡ mM+kus ls igys èkjrh dh dks[k esa tk clus dk esjk bjknk ugha gS]
blfy, eSa dkejsM leksbykso ds bl lq>ko dks ugha ekurk fd ge gfFk;kj
ysdj tqywl fudkysaA blds ctk; eSa viuk lq>ko j[krk gw¡ fd eq>s ,d tksM+s
u;s twrs fnyok fn;s tk;saA D;ksafd eq>s iwjk fo'okl gS fd ,slk djus ls
lektokn dh fot; dk fnu fudV ykus esa dgha T+;knk enn feysxh] ftruh
fd vPNh ekj&èkkM+ ls Hkh ugha fey ldrh!--¸
,slh gh yPNsnkj Hkk"kk esa mlus et+nwjksa dks crk;k fd nwljs ns'kksa ds yksx
vius thou dks csgrj cukus ds fy, fdl izdkj la?k"kZ dj jgs FksA ek¡ dks
mlds Hkk"k.k lquus esa cM+k vkuUn vkrk Fkk] vkSj mudk ml ij cM+k fofp=k
izHkko iM+rk Fkk % mls ,slk yxrk Fkk fd turk ds lcls dV~Vj 'k=kq] os yksx
tks mls lcls T+;knk èkks[kk nsrs Fks vkSj mlds lkFk lcls vfèkd funZ;rk dk
cjrko djrs Fks] eksVs yky&eq¡gokys NksVs&NksVs yksx Fks] dehus] ykyph]
pkykd vkSj Øwj tc muds ns'k dk 'kkld mu ij f'kdatk dlrk Fkk rc os
vke turk dks mlls yM+k nsrs Fks vkSj tc turk vius 'kkld dk r[+rk myV
nsrh Fkh] rc ;gh NksVs&eksVs yksx èkks[ksckth ls lÙkk vius gkFk esa ys ysrs Fks
vkSj turk dks fiQj mlds xUns >ksiM+ksa esa <¡dsy nsrs Fks vkSj ;fn og fojksèk
djrh Fkh rks os lSdM+ksa&gt+kjksa yksxksa dks tku ls ekj nsrs FksA
,d fnu ek¡ us iwjk lkgl cVksjdj ;sxksj dks crk;k fd mlds Hkk"k.k
lqudj mldh dYiuk esa D;k fp=k curk FkkA
¶D;k ;g Bhd gS] ;sxksj bokuksfop\¸ mlus vViVh eqLdjkgV ds lkFk
iwNkA
og vk¡[ksa upkdj g¡lus yxk vkSj lk¡l ysus esa dfBukbZ gksus ds dkj.k
viuk lhuk eyus yxkA
¶ek¡] fcYdqy ;gh ckr gS! rqeus bfrgkl dh nq[krh gqbZ jx idM+ yh
gS! dgha&dgha FkksM+k&cgqr vkMEcj gS] i`"BHkwfe esa dYiuk us t+jk&cgqr ckjhd
tky cqu fn;k gS] ij rF; lc viuh Bhd txg ij gSa! ;gh NksVs&NksVs eksVh
rksanokys yksx lcls cM+s ikih gSa vkSj ;gh lcls t+gjhyh tksadsa gSa tks turk

ek¡ @ 141
dk [+kwu pwl jgh gSaA Ýhlhfl;ksa us bUgsa ^cqtqZvk* dk uke Bhd gh fn;k Fkk---
bl ckr dks ;kn j[kuk] ek¡--- cqj&tqvk] D;ksafd os fcYdqy ^tq,* ds leku
gSa_ ftu&ftu yksxksa ds Hkksysiu dk os i+Qk;nk mBk ldrs gSa mu ij os okj djrs
gSa vkSj mudk [+kwu pwlrs gSa----¸
¶rqEgkjk eryc gS fd ;g lc dqN iSlsokys djrs gSa\ ek¡ us iwNkA
¶gk¡A ;g mudk nqHkkZX; gS fd os iSlsokys gSaA vxj cPps ds [kkus esa rkack
feykrs jgks rks mldh gfM~M;ksa dh ck<+ ekjh tkrh gS vkSj cPpk ckSuk jg tkrk
gS] ysfdu tc fdlh vkneh dks lksus dk t+gj fn;k tkrk gS] rks mldh vkRek
ckSuh jg tkrh gS μ NksVh vkSj xUnh vkSj cstku] jcj dh mu xsanksa dh rjg
tks cPps ik¡p&ik¡p dksisd dh [k+jhnrs gSa---¸
,d fnu ;sxksj dh ckrsa djrs le; ikosy us dgk %
¶vUæsb]Z ckr ;g gS fd tks yksx lcls T+;knk et+ko+Q djrs gSa os gh cgqèkk
lcls T+;knk eqlhcr esa Hkh gksrs gSa---¸
mÙkj nsus ls igys mØbuh ,d {k.k ds fy, #dk vkSj mlus viuh vk¡[ksa
fldksM+ yha %
¶vxj rqEgkjk dguk Bhd gS rc rks lkjs :l dks g¡lrs&g¡lrs csne gks
tkuk pkfg,---¸
urk'kk vkrhA og Hkh tsy esa Fkh] ij og nwljs 'kgj esa FkhA tsy esa jgus
ds dkj.k mlesa dksbZ ifjorZu ugha gqvk FkkA ek¡ us ns[kk fd mlds vkrs gh
mØbuh esa tSls u;h tku vk tkrh Fkh vkSj ftruh nsj og jgrh og lc ls
et+ko+Q djrk vkSj lc dh g¡lh mM+krk vkSj mls g¡lkrk jgrkA ij tc urk'kk
pyh tkrh] og mnkl èkquksa ij lhVh ctkus yxrk vkSj fujk'k Hkko ls ik¡o
?klhVrk gqvk dejs eas Vgyus yxrkA
lk'kk Hkh vDlj FkksM+h nsj ds fy, vkrhA og ges'kk tYnh essa jgrh Fkh]
vkSj mldh R;ksfj;ksa ij cy iM+s jgrs Fks vkSj u tkus D;ksa mlesa fnu&izfrfnu
vfèkd #[kkbZ vkrh tk jgh Fkh vkSj og cksyus Hkh de yxh FkhA
,d ckj tc ikosy mls njokt+s rd NksM+us x;k vkSj tkrs gq, njokt+k
cUn djuk Hkwy x;k rks ek¡ us mUgsa tYnh&tYnh ;s ckrsa djrs lquk %
¶D;k >.Mk ysdj rqe pyksxs\¸ yM+dh us iwNkA
¶gk¡A¸
¶D;k ;g r; gks x;k gS\¸
¶gk¡] ;g lEeku eq>s gh fn;k x;k gSA¸
¶rks fiQj tsy tkus dk bjknk gS\!¸

142 @ ek¡
 ikosy us dksbZ mÙkj u fn;kA
¶D;k ,slk ugha dj ldrs fd---¸ lk'kk us dguk vkjEHk fd;k ij
dgrs&dgrs #d x;hA
¶D;k\¸
¶fdlh vkSj dks ;g dke lkSai nks---¸
¶ugha!¸ ikosy us n`<+rk ls mÙkj fn;kA
¶lksp yks] rqEgkjk bruk vlj gS] lc yksx rqEgas pkgrs gSa!-- rqEgsa vkSj
vUæsbZ dks yksx lcls T+;knk pkgrs gSaA t+jk lkspks rks rqe ;gk¡ fdruk dke dj
ldrs gks! ysfdu vxj rqe >.Mk ysdj pys rks rqEgsa fuokZflr dj fn;k
tk;sxk] cgqr fnu ds fy, cgqr nwj Hkst fn;k tk;sxk!¸
ek¡ us ns[kk fd yM+dh ds Loj esa Hk; vkSj mnklh dh fpj&ifjfpr
Hkkouk,¡ FkhaA lk'kk ds 'kCn mlds ân; ij ci+QZ ds ikuh dh cw¡nksa dh rjg yx
jgs FksA
¶eSaus i+QSlyk dj fy;k gS!¸ ikosy us dgkA ¶vc dksbZ Hkh esjk ;g
i+QSlyk cnyok ugha ldrkA¸
¶vxj eSa dgw¡ rc Hkh ugha\¸
ikosy ds Loj eas lglk rst+h vkSj #[kkbZ vk x;hA
¶rqEgsa ,slk ugha djuk pkfg,A ugha dguk pkfg, rqEgsa ,slk!¸
¶eSa Hkh vkf[k+j bUlku gw¡]¸ lk'kk us èkhjs ls dgkA
¶lks Hkh vPNh bUlku gks!¸ ikosy us Hkh oSls gh èkhjs ls mÙkj fn;k] ij
,slk ekywe gqvk fd tSls mldk xyk #¡èkk tk jgk gSA ¶eq>s fiz; gks rqeA vkSj
blfy,--- blhfy, rqEgsa ,slh ckr ugha dguh pkfg,---¸
¶vPNk] rks eSa pyrh gw¡!¸ yM+dh us dgkA
mldh ,fM+;ksa dh [kV&[kV ls ek¡ le> x;h fd og Hkkxdj ogk¡ ls
pyh x;h FkhA ikosy mlds ihNs&ihNs ckx esa x;kA
ek¡ dk ân; Hk; ls ladqfpr gks mBkA mldh le> esa Bhd ls ugha vk;k
fd os D;k ckrsa dj jgs Fks] ij og bruk t+:j le> x;h fd ml ij dksbZ
cgqr cM+h eqlhcr vkus okyh gSA
¶vkf[k+j og D;k djus dh rS;kjh dj jgk gS\¸ mlus lkspkA
ikosy vUæsbZ ds lkFk okil vk;kA
¶vksg] blkbZ] blkbZ! ge yksx mldk D;k djsa\ mØbuh us flj fgykrs
gq, dgkA
¶ge yksx mlls lki+Q&lki+Q dg nsa fd og ;g gjdr NksM+ ns!¸ ikosy

ek¡ @ 143
us Hkosa p<+kdj dgkA
¶ikosy] rqe D;k djus tk jgs gks\¸ ek¡ us flj >qdkdj iwNkA
¶dc\ vHkh\¸
¶ugha---- igyh ebZ dksA¸
¶vksg!¸ ikosy us viuk Loj eUn djrs gq, dgkA ¶eSa >.Mk ysdj
tqywl ds vkxs&vkxs pyw¡xkA 'kk;n bl ij e q>s fiQj tsy Hkst fn;k
tk;sA¸
ek¡ dh vk¡[ksa fryfeyk mBha vkSj mldk eq¡g lw[k x;kA ikosy mldk
gkFk vius gkFk esa ysdj Fkidus yxkA
¶eq>s ;g djuk gh iM+sxkA ek¡] le>us dh dksf'k'k djks!¸
¶eSaus rks dqN ugha dgk]¸ ek¡ us èkhjs ls viuk flj Åij mBkrs gq, mÙkj
fn;kA ij tc mldh vk¡[ksa ikosy dh n`<+ ladYi ls pedrh gqbZ vk¡[kksa ls
pkj gqb± rks mldk èkhjt VwV x;kA
ikosy us vkg Hkjdj mldk gkFk NksM+ fn;kA
¶rqEgsa nq[kh gksus ds ctk; bl ckr dh [+kq'kh gksuh pkfg,]¸ ikosy us
ek¡ dks f>M+drs gq, dgkA ¶vkf[k+j dc gekjs ;gk¡ ,slh ek¡,¡ gksaxh tks
g¡lrs&g¡lrs vius csVksa dks ejus ds fy, Hkst nsa\--¸
¶gq¡g!¸ mØbuh us vLiQqV Loj esa dgkA ¶cM+s vk;s lwjek!--¸
¶eSaus rks dqN ugha dgk] Hkyk dgk gS dqN\¸ ek¡ us fiQj ogh ckr
nqgjk;hA ¶eSa rqEgkjh jkg esa ugha vkrhA ij vius th dks dSls le>kÅ¡ μ eSa
ek¡ gw¡---¸
ikosy ogk¡ ls gV x;k vkSj mldh ckr ek¡ ds ân; esa Mad dh rjg
yxhA
¶,d izse ,slk Hkh gksrk gS tks euq"; ds iSjksa dh tathj cu tkrk gS---¸
ikosy us dgkA
¶,slk u dgks] ikosy!¸ ek¡ us dgkA og Hk; ls dk¡i x;h fd dgha og
dksbZ vkSj ,slh ckr u dg ns ftlls mlds fny dks pksV yxsA ¶eSa le>rh
gw¡ μ rqEgkjs lkeus blds vykok dksbZ nwljk jkLrk gh ugha gS--- vius lkfFk;ksa
dh [kkfrj---¸
¶mudh [kkfrj ugha] viuh [kkfrj]¸ ikosy us dgkA
vUæsbZ vkdj njokt+s ij [kM+k gks x;kA njokt+k cgqr uhpk Fkk blfy,
og cM+s fofp=k <ax ls ?kqVus >qdk;s ,d dUèkk pkS[kVs ls yxkdj [kM+k Fkk_
mldk flj vkSj nwljk dUèkk vkxs dh rji+Q >qdk gqvk FkkA

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 ¶gqtjw ] vxj vki bl ckr dks ;gha [k+Re dj nsa rks dksbZ gtZ ugha gksxk!¸
mlus viuh cM+h&cM+h vk¡[ksa ikosy ds psgjs ij xM+kdj O;ax ls dgkA ogk¡
[kM+k gqvk og ,slk yx jgk Fkk tSls pV~Vku dh njkj esa dksbZ fNidyh gksA
ek¡ dh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡lw Nyd vk;sA
¶vjs] eSa rks Hkwy gh x;h---¸ mlus vLiQqV Loj esa dgk vkSj tYnh ls
njokt+s ls ckgj fudy x;h fd dgha mldk csVk mls jksrs u ns[k ysA
ckgj igq¡prs gh og nqcddj ,d dksus esa [kM+h gks x;h vkSj
pqids&pqids fllfd;k¡ ysus yxhA mldh 'kfDr {kh.k gksrh tk jgh Fkh] ekuks
mlds vk¡lqvksa ds lkFk mlds ân; dk jDr Hkh cg jgk gksA
vèk[kqys njokt+s ls mlus mu nksuksa dks èkhes Loj esa cgl djrs lqukA
¶vkf[k+j rqe pkgrs D;k gks\ ek¡ dks nq[k igq¡pkdj D;k rqEgsa [+kq'kh gksrh
gS\¸ mØbuh us iwNkA
¶rqEgsa ;g dgus dk dksbZ vfèkdkj ugha gS!¸ ikosy us fpYykdj dgkA
¶rc fiQj eSa nksLr fdl dke dk] vxj eSa vk¡[ksa ew¡n yw¡ vkSj rqEgsa
csoo+Qwi+Qh dh gjdrsa djus nw¡! rqEgsa vkf[k+j ;g dgus dh t+:jr gh D;k Fkh\
ns[krs ugha] ml ij D;k chr jgh gS\¸
¶vkneh dks viuk fny dM+k j[kuk pkfg, vkSj ^gk¡* ;k ^uk* dgus ls
Mjuk ugha pkfg,!¸
¶mlls\¸
¶gj vkneh ls! eSa u ,slk isez pkgrk gw]¡ u ,slh nksLrh] tks iSjksa esa csfM+;k¡
Mky ns] vkxs c<+us ls jksd ns---¸
¶cM+s lwjek cus fiQjrs gks! tkvks] eqq¡g èkksdj vkvks! lk'kk ls dguk ;g
ckrA rqe mlh ls---¸
¶eSa mlls Hkh dg pqdk gw¡!--¸
¶blh <ax ls\ >wB cksyrs gks! rqeus mlls cM+h ujeh] cM+s I;kj ls ;g
ckr dgh gksxhA eSaus lquk ugha] fiQj Hkh tkurk gw¡A ysfdu rqEgsa viuh ek¡ ds
vkxs 'ks[kh tks c?kkjuh Fkh--- vxj rqe lp iwNks rks rqEgkjh bl lkjh vdM+ esa
t+jk Hkh ne ugha gS!¸
isykxs;k fuyksouk us tYnh ls vius vk¡lw iksaN MkysA bl Mj ls fd dgha
mØbuh ikosy dks ukjkt+ djus okyh dksbZ ,slh&oSlh ckr u dg cSBs og tYnh
ls njokt+k [kksydj jlksbZ esa vk x;hA
¶c&jZ&jZ! fdruh lnhZ gS!¸ mlus Å¡ps Loj esa dgk_ mldk Loj Hk;
vkSj O;Fkk ds dkj.k dk¡i jgk FkkA ¶dkSu dgsxk fd clUr vk x;k gS---¸

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 og fcuk fdlh mís'; ds pht+sa bèkj ls mèkj èkjrh&mBkrh jgh fd nwljs
dejs ls vkus okyh vkokt+sa lquk;h u nsaA
¶gj pht+ cny x;h gS]¸ og vkSj Hkh Å¡ps Loj esa dgrh jghA ¶yksxksa
dk fetkt xje gksrk tk jgk gS] vkSj ekSle B.Mk gksrk tk jgk gSA ges'kk rks
vc rd dki+Qh xehZ gks tkrh Fkh μ lwjt fudy vkrk Fkk vkSj vkdk'k LoPN
gks tkrk Fkk---¸
nwljs dejs ls vkokt+sa vkuh cUn gks x;haA ek¡ jlksbZ ds chp eaas [kM+h dku
yxk;s lqurh jghA
¶lquk rqeus\¸ mØbuh us eUn Loj esa dgkA ¶vjs Hkys vkneh] rqEgsa bls
le>uk pkfg,! rqels cM+h vkRek gS mldh---¸
¶pk; fivksxs\¸ ek¡ us dk¡irs gq, Loj esa iwNk] vkSj vius Loj ds bl
dEiu dk vlyh dkj.k Nqikus ds fy, tYnh ls cksyh %
¶gs Hkxoku~] eSa rks lnhZ esa vdM+ x;h!¸
ikosy èkhjs&èkhjs ek¡ ds ikl x;kA og flj >qdk;s gq, Fkk vkSj mlds gksBa ksa
ij vijkfèk;ksa tSlh eqLdkgV [ksy jgh FkhA
¶ek¡] eq>s eki+Q dj nks! eSa vHkh fcYdqy cPpk gw¡ μ fcYdqy csoo+Qwi+Q
gw-¡ --¸
¶NksM+ks bl ckr dks!¸ ek¡ us mldk flj vius lhus ls yxk fy;k vkSj
iQwV&iQwVdj jksus yxhA ¶cl] vc dqN u dguk! Hkxoku tkurk gS] rqEgkjh
ft+Unxh rqEgkjh viuh gS] tks pkgks djksA exj esjs fny dks u nq[kkvks! D;k dksbZ
ek¡ vius cPps ls I;kj djuk NksM+ ldrh gS\ I;kj ds fcuk og ft+Unk gh ugha
jg ldrh--- eSa rqe lc dks I;kj djrh gw¡! rqe lc eq>s I;kjs gks vkSj rqe lc
I;kj djus yk;d gks! vxj eSa u d:¡xh rks dkSu rqEgsa I;kj djssxk\--- rqe pys
tkvksxs μ vkSj nwljs yksx ihNs&ihNs tk;saxs μ viuk lc dqN R;kxdj--- vkg]
ikosy!¸
mlds ân; esa egku fopkjksa dh Tokyk èkèkd jgh FkhA mlds ân; esa
,d nq[kn mYykl fgyksjsa ys jgk Fkk] ftls og 'kCnksa ls O;Dr ugha dj ldrh
Fkh vkSj viuh bl vdFkuh; O;Fkk ls ihfM+r gksdj mlus vius csVs dks rhoz
osnuk ls tyrh gqbZ vk¡[kksa ls ns[kkA
¶Bhd gS] ek¡! eq>s eki+Q dj nks] vc lc dqN esjh le> esa vk x;k
gS! vkSj eSa vc ls bls dHkh ugha Hkwyw¡xk] eSa dle [kkdj dgrk gw¡!¸ mlus
eqLdjkdj eq¡g iQsj fy;k_ og [+kq'k Hkh Fkk vkSj yfTtr HkhA
¶vUæsbZ!¸ ek¡ us fou;&Hkjs dksey Loj esa dgk] ¶mls bl rjg Mk¡Vk u

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djks! oSls rqe cM+s rks t+:j gks---¸
mØbuh ek¡ dh vksj eqM+s fcuk tgk¡ dk rgk¡ [kM+k jgdj fofp=k vkSj
gkL;kLin <ax ls xqjkZ mBk %
¶Å&Å&iQ! eSa mls MkaVw¡xk gh ugha] fiVkbZ Hkh d:¡xk!¸
ek¡ mlds ikl pyh x;h vkSj viuk gkFk iQSykdj cksyh %
¶rqe fdrus vPNs gks---¸
og rst+h ls ihNs eqM+k vkSj ek¡ ds lkeus ls gksrk gqvk jlksbZ?kj esa pyk
x;kA og vius nksuksa gkFk ihB ds ihNs fd;s cSyksa dh rjg flj >qdk;s py
jgk FkkA ek¡ us mls Hk;kud migkl ds Loj esa cksyrs gq, lquk %
¶gV tkvks] ikosy] ugha rks eSa rqEgkjk flj dkV yw¡xk! ek¡] esjh ckr dks
lp u le> ysuk] eSa et+ko+Q dj jgk gw¡! gVks] eSa leksokj xje djrk gw¡A vjs
okg] D;k cf<+;k dks;yk gS μ iwjh rjg Hkhxk gqvk!¸
og pqi gks x;kA ftl le; ek¡ us jlksbZ?kj esa izos'k fd;k og i+Q'kZ ij
cSBk leksokj esa vkx lqyxk jgk FkkA
¶Mjks ugha] eSa mldk dqN ugha fcxkMw¡xk!¸ mlus flj Åij mBkdj ns[ks
fcuk gh dgkA ¶esjk fny rks mcys gq, 'kyte dh rjg uje gS! vkSj eq>s---
, lwjek] rqe vius dku cUn dj yks--- eq>s rks og cgqr vPNk yxrk gSA exj
tks okLdV og igus gq, gS og eq>s fcYdqy ilUn ugha gSA ckr ;g gS fd
mlus rks ekuks u;h okLdV [k+jhnh gS vkSj le>rk gS fd og cgqr [+kwclwjr
gS] blfy, og viuh rksan iQqyk;s lkjs 'kgj esa ?kwerk gS vkSj lc dks
jksd&jksddj crkrk gS] ^ns[kks rks esjs ikl fdruh vPNh okLdV gS!* Bhd gS]
okLdV vPNh gS] exj lc ij mldk jksc D;ksa >kM+ks\ ;ksa gh D;k de
ijs'kkfu;k¡ gSa!¸
¶dc rd cqM+cqM+krs jgksxs\¸ ikosy us èkhjs ls g¡ldj dgkA ¶[+kwc [k+cj
ys pqds] vc cl djks!¸
mØbuh leksokj ds nksuksa rji+Q Vk¡xsa iQSykdj cSB x;k vkSj uhps cSBs&cSBs
gh ut+jsa mBkdj mlus mldh rji+Q ns[kkA ek¡ njokt+s ds pkS[kV ij [kM+h cM+s
I;kj ls mldh xqíh dks fugkj jgh FkhA mlus viuh nksuksa ck¡gsa dldj vius
'kjhj dks ejksM+k vkSj ek¡ vkSj csVs dh rji+Q ns[kk_ mldh vk¡[ksa lglk yky
gks x;haA
¶cgqr Hkys yksx gks rqe nksuksa!¸ mlus vk¡[ksa >idkrs gq, dgkA
ikosy us >qddj mldk gkFk idM+ fy;kA
¶ns[kks >Vdk u nsuk]¸ mØbuh us dgk] ¶ugha rks eSa fxj tkÅ¡xk---¸

ek¡ @ 147
 ¶'kjekrs D;ksa gks\¸ ek¡ us mnklh ls dgkA ¶,d&nwljs dks pwe D;ksa ugha
ysrs] lhus ls D;ksa ugha yxk ysrs---¸
¶pkgrs gks\¸ ikosy us iwNkA
¶gk¡!¸ mØbuh us mBrs gq, dgkA
mUgksaus t+ksj ls ,d&nwljs dks fpiVk fy;k μ nks 'kjhj Fks] ij nksuksa esa
fe=krk dh T;ksfr ls txexkrh gqbZ ,d gh vkRek FkhA ek¡ ds xkyksa ij vk¡lw
cgus yxs] ij bl ckj ;s g"kZ ds vk¡lw FksA
¶vkSjrksa dks jksuk vPNk yxrk gS]¸ ek¡ us 'kjekdj vk¡lw iksaNrs gq, dgkA
¶lq[k esa Hkh jksrh gSa vkSj nq[k esa Hkh jksrh gSa!---¸
mØbuh us èkhjs ls ikosy dks <¡dsydj vyx dj fn;kA
¶cl!¸ mlus Hkh viuh vk¡[ksa iksaNrs gq, dgkA ¶cgqr nsj xqyNjsZ mM+k
fy;s] vc gyky gksus dk oD+r vk x;kA ykur gS rqEgkjs bu dks;yksa ij! esjh
rks iQ¡wdrs&iQw¡drs vk¡[ksa lwt x;ha---¸
¶bu vk¡lqvksa esa ,slh 'kjekus dh D;k ckr gS]¸ ikosy us f[kM+dh ds ikl
tkdj cSBrs gq, èkhjs ls dgkA
ek¡ Hkh tkdj mlds cxy eas cSB x;hA mlds ân; esa ,d u;k lkgl
Hkj x;k Fkk ftlds dkj.k og viuh mnklh ds ckotwn 'kkUr vkSj lUrq"V FkhA
¶ek¡] rqe cSBh jgks] eSa pk; dk lkeku fy;s vkrk gw¡!¸ mØbuh us dejs
ls ckgj tkrs gq, dgkA ¶jks&jksdj rqeus viuk th bruk gYdku dj fy;k gS]
vc rqe FkksM+h nsj vkjke dj yks---¸
mldh ikVnkj vkokt+ xw¡trh gqbZ muds ikl rd igq¡phA
¶vHkh gesa thou dk ,d 'kkunkj vuqHko gqvk gS_ I;kj&Hkjs ekuo thou
dks geus ns[kk gS!¸ og cksykA
¶gk¡!¸ ikosy us duf[k;kssa ls ek¡ dh rji+Q ns[krs gq, dgkA
¶vkSj blus gj pht+ dks cny fn;k gS!¸ ek¡ us dgkA ¶gekjh foink Hkh
vc igys ls fHkUu gS vkSj gekjk g"kZ Hkh---¸
¶gksuk Hkh ;gh pkfg,!¸ mØbuh us dgkA ¶D;ksafd] esjh I;kjh ek¡] ,d
u;s ân; dk tUe gks jgk gSA euq"; vkxs c<+ jgk gS_ og lkjh nqfu;k esa Kku
dh T;ksfr iQSyk jgk gS vkSj vkxs c<+rs gq, dg jgk gS % ^lkjs ns'kksa ds jgus
okyks] ,d ifjokj esa laxfBr gks tkvks!* vkSj mldh bl yydkj ds mÙkj esa
lkjs lcy ân; feydj ,d fo'kky ân; dk :i èkkj.k dj jgs gSa] tks pk¡nh
ds cM+s ls ?k.Vs dh rjg et+cwr vkSj lqjhyk gS---¸
ek¡ us dldj vius gksaB Hkhap fy;s fd os dk¡isa ugha vkSj viuh vk¡[ksa

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cUn dj yha fd vk¡lw ckgj u fudyus ik;saA
ikosy us viuk gkFk mBk;k] ekuks dqN dgus tk jgk gks ij ek¡ us mls
vius ikl [khap fy;kA
¶mls Vksdks ugha---¸ ek¡ us pqids ls dgkA
mØbuh vkdj njokt+s esa [kM+k gks x;kA ¶yksx vHkh vkSj cgqr eqlhcrsa
mBk;saxs] vHkh vkSj Hkh cgqr [+kwu cgk;k tk;sxk_ ij esjs lhus vkSj esjs fnekx
esa tks dqN Nqik gqvk gS mldh o+Qher pqdkus ds fy, esjh lkjh eqlhcrsa vkSj
esjk lkjk [+kwu Hkh dki+Qh ugha gS--- eSa ,d txexkrs gq, flrkjs dh rjg jks'kuh
ls Hkjiwj gw¡A eSa lc dqN cjnk'r dj ldrk gw¡] dqN Hkh lg ldrk gw¡] D;ksafd
esjs ân; esa ,d vlhe mYykl gS] ftls dksbZ Hkh pht+ vkSj dksbZ Hkh vkneh
eq>ls dHkh ugha Nhu ldrk! vkSj ;gh mYykl esjh 'kfDr gS!¸
os vkèkh jkr rd cSBs pk; ihrs jgs vkSj cgqr ?kqy&feydj thou vkSj
yksxksa vkSj Hkfo"; ds ckjs esa ckrsa djrs jgsA
tc dHkh ek¡ dks dksbZ fopkj lki+Q le> esa vk tkrk] rks og vkg Hkjdj
mlesa viuh vrhr dh dksbZ dVq vkSj v#fpdj Le`fr dks <w¡<+rh rkfd og bl
fopkj ls lgkjk nsus okys iRFkj dk dke ys ldsA
mudh ckrphr dh xehZ ls ek¡ ds lkjs Hk; nwj gks x;s_ mls fcYdqy oSlk
gh vkHkkl gqvk tSlkfd cgqr fnu igys ml fnu gqvk Fkk tc mlds firk
us mlls l[+rh ls dgk Fkk %
¶eq¡g cukus dh dksbZ t+:jr ugha gS! vxj dksbZ ,slk csoo+Qwi+Q iQ¡l x;k
gS tks rsjs lkFk 'kknh djuk pkgrk gS rks ekSo+Qk gkFk ls u tkus nsA rsjh tSlh lkjh
eqfxZ;kssa dk C;kg gksrk gS vkSj muds cPps gksrs gSa ftuls mUgsa eqlhcr ds vykok
vkSj dqN ugha feyrk! rw Hkh vkSjksa tSlh gS] iQjd D;k gS\¸
blds ckn mlus vius lkeus vUèkdkje; futZu foLrkj esa tkrk gqvk og
pDdjnkj ekxZ ns[kk Fkk ftl ij fujk'kk ds vfrfjDr dqN Hkh ugha FkkA vkSj
vfuok;Z :i ls blh iFk ij vxzlj gksus ds fopkj us mlds ân; esa ,d vUèkh
'kkfUr dh Hkkouk tkx`r dj nh FkhA bl le; Hkh ;gh gky FkkA ijUrq T;ksa gh
mls Hkkoh u;h foinkvksa dk vkHkkl gksrk og tydj fdlh vKkr O;fDr ls
dgrh %
¶ys] vkSj ys!¸
blls mlds O;fFkr ân; dks] ftlesa rus gq, rkj dh rjg xq¡tu vkSj
dEiu gksrk jgrk Fkk] 'kkfUr feyrhA
ij mlds eu esa fujUrj ;g {kh.k vk'kk cuh jgrh fd os mldk lc

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dqN Nhudj ugha ys tk;saxs μ lc dqN ugha ys tk;saxs! dqN u dqN rks NksM+
gh tk;sxa s---

24
nwljs fnu cgqr lcsjs] tc ikosy vkSj vUæsbZ dks i+QSDVjh x;s vHkh cgqr
nsj ugha gqbZ Fkh] dksjlquksok us f[kM+dh ij [kV[kVk;kA
¶fdlh us blkbZ dk [+kwu dj fn;k!¸ mlus fpYykdj dgkA ¶vkvks
pyks] ns[ksa pydj!¸
ek¡ pkSad iM+h vkSj mlds efLr"d esa gR;kjs dk uke fctyh dh rjg
dkSaèk x;kA
¶fdlus fd;k gksxk\¸ ek¡ us dUèks ij 'kky Mkyrs gq, iwNkA
¶D;k rqe le>rh gks fd ftlus ekjk gS og ogk¡ blkbZ ds ikl vHkh
rd cSBk gS\ mldk dke reke djrs gh og Hkkx Hkh x;kA¸
lM+d ij tkrs gq, ekfj;k us dgk %
¶vc ;g ekywe djus ds fy, fd og fdlus fd;k gS u;s fljs ls
rykf'k;k¡ yh tk;saxhA ;g vPNk gqvk fd rqEgkjs ;gk¡ ds lc yksx dy jkr
?kj ij gh FksA eSa bldh xokgh nw¡xhA eSa vkèkh jkr ds ckn ykSVh Fkh vkSj eSaus
rqEgkjh f[kM+dh esa >k¡ddj ns[kk FkkA rqe lc yksx est ds ikl cSBs Fks---¸
¶gk; Hkxoku] ekfj;k! mu yksxksa ij fdlh dks 'kd gks gh dSls ldrk
gS\¸ ek¡ us Hk;Hkhr gksdj dgkA
¶vPNk] fdlus ekjk gksxk mls\ rqEgkjs gh yksxksa ds lkFk dk dksbZ gksxk]¸
dksjlquksok us iwjs fo'okl ds lkFk dgkA ¶lHkh tkurs gSa fd og muds f[k+yki+Q
tklwlh djrk Fkk---¸
ek¡ gkFk lhus ij j[kdj [kM+h gks x;h_ mldh lk¡l ugha lek jgh FkhA
¶D;k ckr gS\ rqe Mjks ugha] mlds lkFk tks dqN fd;k x;k og mlh
ds yk;d Fkk! tYnh pyks] ugha rks mls ogk¡ ls gVk fn;k tk;sxk!---¸
oslksof'pdkso ds ckjs esa ek¡ dk lUnsg mls bl rjg jksd jgk Fkk tSls
fdlh us mls dldj idM+ j[kk gksA
¶mlus rks gn gh dj nh!¸ ek¡ us lkspkA
i+QSDVjh ls FkksM+h gh nwj ij] tgk¡ ,d tyk gqvk edku Fkk] yksxksa dh
HkhM+ tek Fkh] tSls fHkM+ksa dk NÙkk gks_ os vèktyh ydM+h dks iSjksa rys jkSan
jgs Fks vkSj jk[k dks dqjsn jgs FksA muesa cgqr&lh vkSjrsa Fkha vkSj cPps rks vkSj
Hkh T+;knk FksA nqdkunkj] HkfV;kj[k+kus ds ukSdj] iqfylokys lHkh ogk¡ ekStwn Fks

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vkSj jktuhfrd iqfylokyk isrfyu Hkh gkftj FkkA og >cjh&lh li+Qsn
nk<+hokyk yEcs dn dk cw<+k vkneh Fkk vkSj mldk lhuk rexksa ds <¡dk gqvk
FkkA
blkbZ ,d vèktys ydM+h ds dqUns ds lgkjs vkèkk cSBk gqvk vkSj vkèkk
t+ehu ij ysVk gqvk FkkA mldk uaxk flj mlds nkfgus dUèks ij >qdk gqvk FkkA
mldk nkfguk gkFk irywu dh tsc esa Fkk vkSj ck;sa gkFk dh m¡xfy;k¡ HkqjHkqjh
feV~Vh easa èkalh gqbZ FkhaA
ek¡ us mlds psgjs dks è;ku ls ns[kkA mldh ,d T;ksfrghu vk¡[k iQSyh
gqbZ Vk¡xksa ds chp esa iM+h gqbZ Vksih dks ?kwj jgh Fkh_ mldk eq¡g vkèkk [kqyk Fkk
vkSj uhps dks yVd vk;k Fkk ekuks mls fdlh ckr ij vk'p;Z gks jgk gks vkSj
mldh yky nk<+h ,d rji+Q dks eqM+ x;h FkhA mldk nqcyk&iryk 'kjhj vkSj
mldh uqdhyh [kksiM+h vkSj mldk pqlk >k¡b;ksankj psgjk ges'kk ls T+;knk NksVk
ekywe gks jgk Fkk] ekSr ds dkj.k gj pht+ fldqM+ x;h FkhA ek¡ us gkFk ls vius
lhus ij lyhc dk fu'kku cuk;k vkSj ,d yEch vkg HkjhA tc rd og
thfor Fkk rc rd og mlls ?k`.kk djrh Fkh] ij vc mls ml ij rjl vk
jgk FkkA
¶[+kwu dgha ugha gS!¸ fdlh us ncs Loj esa dgkA ¶?kw¡ls ls ekjk gksxk---¸
¶blus viuh ekSr dk lkeku rks [+kqn gh dj fy;k Fkk] uhp nxkckt
dgha dk---¸ fdlh vkSj us tydj dgkA
jktuhfrd iqfylokyk i+QkSju lrdZ gksdj vkSjrksa dks èkDdk nsrk gqvk
vkxs c<+kA
¶dkSu cdcd dj jgk gS\¸ mlus MiVdj dgkA
yksxksa us mlds fy, jkLrk NksM+ fn;kA dqN yksx rks tYnh&tYnh ogk¡ ls
f[kld x;s_ ,d vkneh O;axiwoZd g¡lkA
ek¡ ?kj pyh x;hA
¶mlds ejus dk fdlh dks nq[k ugha gS!¸ mlus vius eu esa lkspkA
viuh dYiuk esa mlus fudksykbZ dk xBk gqvk 'kjhj ns[kkA og mls
dBksj Hkkoghu vk¡[kksa ls ns[k jgk Fkk_ mldk nkfguk gkFk bl rjg >wy jgk
Fkk] tSls vHkh&vHkh mlesa pksV yx x;h gks---
T;ksa gh mldk csVk vkSj vUæssbZ ?kj vk;s mlus muls blds ckjs esa iwNkA
¶D;k dksbZ fxjÝ+rkj fd;k x;k gS\¸
¶lquk rks ugha!¸ mØbuh us mÙkj fn;kA
ek¡ le> x;h fd os nksuksa cgqr grksRlkg FksA

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 ¶D;k fdlh us fudksykbZ dk uke fy;k gS\¸ ek¡ us pqids ls iwNkA
¶ugha]¸ mlds csVs us mÙkj fn;k_ mldh vk¡[kksa esa dBksjrk Fkh vkSsj
mldk Loj vFkZiw.kZ FkkA ¶vkSj eSa rks ugha le>rk fd ml ij fdlh dks 'kd
Hkh gSA og rks ckgj x;k gqvk gSA og rks dy nksigj gh unh dh rji+Q pyk
x;k Fkk vkSj vHkh rd ykSVdj ugha vk;k gSA eSaus mlds ckjs esa iwNk Fkk---¸
¶Hkxoku dh Ñik gS!¸ ek¡ us lUrks"k dh lk¡l ysdj dgkA ¶Hkxoku dh
Ñik gS!¸
mØbuh us duf[k;ksa ls mldh rji+Q ns[kk vkSj flj >qdk fy;kA
¶og ogk¡ ,sls iM+k gS tSls mldh le> esa u vk jgk gks fd ekt+jk D;k
gS]¸ ek¡ us dqN fopkjeXu gksdj dgkA ¶vkSj fdlh dks u ml ij rjl vkrk
gS vkSj u dksbZ mlds lkFk gennhZ gh djrk gSA bruk rqPN fd tSls dksbZ egÙo
gh ugha gS mldkA tSls dksbZ pht+ dkVdj ogk¡ Mky nh x;h gks---¸
[kkrs&[kkrs ikosy us lglk viuk pEep uhps j[k fn;kA
¶esjh rks le> esa ugha vkrk!¸ mlus fpYykdj dgkA
¶D;k\¸ mØbuh us iwNkA
¶ge vius [kkus ds fy, tkuojksa dks ekjrs gSa] ;g Hkh cgqr cqjh ckr
gSA vkSj vxj dksbZ taxyh tkuoj [k+rjukd gksrk gS rks gesa mls Hkh ekjuk iM+rk
gSA vxj dksbZ vkneh tkuoj cu tk;s vkSj vius lkfFk;ksa dks viuk f'kdkj
cuk;s rks mls rks eSa [+kqn Hkh ekj nw¡xkA exj ml tSls dec[r dh tku ysuk
μ vkf[k+j fdlh us mls ekjus ds fy, gkFk dSls mBk;k\---¸
mØbuh us vius dUèks >Vd fn;sA
¶og Hkh rks taxyh tkuoj ls de [k+rjukd ugha Fkk]¸ og cksykA
¶dsoy ,d cw¡n [+kwu pwlus ij ge ePNj dks elydj j[k nsrs gSa!¸
¶;g rks Bhd gS! exj esjk eryc ;g ugha gS--- esjk eryc gS fd cM+k
gh f?kukSuk dke gS!¸
¶vkSj pkjk gh D;k gS\¸ vUæsbZ us fiQj dUèkk fcpdkdj mÙkj fn;kA
¶D;k rqe ,sls vkneh dh gR;k dj ldrs gks\¸ ikosy us dqN nsj ckn
iwNkA
mØbuh FkksM+h nsj rks viuh cM+h&cM+h vk¡[ksa ml ij tek;s jgk] fiQj
mlus tYnh ls duf[k;ksa ls ek¡ dh rji+Q ns[kkA
¶vius lkfFk;ksa vkSj vius y{; ds fy, eSa dqN Hkh dj ldrk gw¡!¸
mlus n`<+rk ds lkFk mÙkj fn;kA ¶eSa rks vius csVs rd dh tku ys ldrk
gw!¡ ---¸

152 @ ek¡
 ¶vksg vUæsbZ!¸ ek¡ us eUn Loj esa dgkA
¶dksbZ vkSj pkjk gh ugha gS] ek¡!¸ og eqLdjkdj cksyk] ¶ft+Unxh ,slh
gh gS!---¸
¶rqe Bhd dgrs gks]¸ ikosy us dgk] ¶ft+Unxh ,slh gh gS---¸
lglk vUæsbZ cgqr mÙksftr gksdj mNydj [kM+k gks x;k] tSls fdlh
vkUrfjd 'kfDr us mls mRizsfjr fd;k gksA
¶ge dj gh D;k ldrs gSa\¸ mlus vius gkFk fgykrs gq, fpYykdj
dgkA ¶ge nwljksa ls ui+Qjr djus ij etcwj gSa] rkfd ,d fnu ,slk vk;s tc
ge lcls I;kj dj ldsaA gesa gj ml vkneh dks feVk nsuk gS tks izxfr ds
jkLrs esa #dkoV cudj vkrk gks] tks èku ds yksHk esa] vius fy, lEeku vkSj
lqj{kk [k+jhnus ds fy, nwljksa dks csp nsrk gksA vxj dksbZ ykyph] dehuk
bZekunkj yksxksa ds jkLrs esa #dkoV cudj vkrk gS] mlds lkFk fo'okl?kkr
djus ds fy, ekSo+Qs dh rkd esa jgrk gS] vkSj eSa vxj mls u"V u dj nw¡ rks
eSa [+knq ml tSlk fo'okl?kkrh gwx¡ kA rqe dgrs gks eq>s bldk dksbZ vfèkdkj ugha
gS\ ysfdu gekjs os ekfyd μ mUgsa i+QkSt vkSj tYykn j[kus dk vfèkdkj gS]
pdys vkSj tsy[k+kus cukus dk vfèkdkj gS] os yksxksa dks ns'k&fudkys esa Hkstus
ds fy, txgsa cuk ldrs gSa_ vius vkjke vkSj cpko ds fy, xUns ls xUnk
gFkd.Mk bLrseky dj ldrs gSa\ vxj dHkh&dHkh etcwj gksdj eq>s mudk
M.Mk vius gkFk esa ysuk iM+rk gS rks D;k ;g esjk dlwj gS\ eSa rks fcuk fdlh
ladksp ds mls bLrseky d:¡xkA vxj os gesa gt+kjksa dh la[;k esa ekj ldrs
gSa rks eq>s Hkh vfèkdkj gS fd eSa viuk gkFk mBkdj fdlh ,d dk flj rksM+
nw¡] og flj tks nwljksa ds eqdkcys esa esjs T+;knk utnhd vk x;k gks vkSj tks
nwljksa ds eqdkcys esa esjs è;s; ds fy, T+;knk [k+rjukd gksA ft+Unxh gS gh ,slhA
exj eSa ,slh ft+Unxh ds f[k+yki+Q gw¡_ eSa ugha pkgrk fd og ,slh gh cuh jgsA
eSa tkurk gw¡ fd mudk [+kwu cgkus ls dHkh dqN gksus okyk ugha gS!-- lR; rks
rc iSnk gksrk gS tc gekjk [+kwu èkjrh ij cjlkr ds ikuh dh rjg iQSy tkrk
gSA mudk [+kwu rks lw[k tkrk gSA eSa bl ckr dks tkurk gw¡A ysfdu eSa bl iki
dk cks> vius flj ij ysus dks rS;kj gw¡A vxj eSa le>w¡xk fd fdlh dks tku
ls ekj nsuk t+:jh gS rks eSa og Hkh d:¡xk! ;kn j[kuk eSa fli+QZ viuh ckr dj
jgk gw¡A esjk iki essjs lkFk ej tk;sxkA Hkfo"; ij mldk dksbZ dyad cko+Qh ugha
jgsxkA blls esjs vykok vkSj fdlh ij dyad ugha vk;sxk] fdlh ij Hkh
ugha!¸
og dejs esa bèkj&mèkj Vgyrk jgk vkSj bl rjg gkFk fgykrk jgk ekuks

ek¡ @ 153
fdlh pht+ dks dkV jgk gks] vius vkidks mlls NqM+k jgk gksA ek¡ nq[kh vkSj
vkrafdr gksdj mls ns[krh jgh_ mls ,slk yxk fd tSls vUæsbZ ds vUnj dksbZ
pht+ VwV x;h gks vkSj mls ihM+k gks jgh gksA gR;k ds Hk;kud fopkj vc mlds
efLr"d ls nwj gks x;s Fks % ¶;fn oslksof'pdkso us ;g gR;k ugha dh Fkh rks
;g ikosy ds fdlh nwljs lkFkh dk dke ugha gks ldrk Fkk]¸ ek¡ us lkspkA
ikosy flj >qdk;s mØbuh dk ;g vfojke Hkk"k.k lqu jgk Fkk %
¶dHkh&dHkh vkxs c<+rs jgus ds fy, viuh ethZ ds f[k+yki+Q Hkh dke
djuk iM+rk gSA gesa lc dqN dqckZu djus dks rS;kj gksuk pkfg,A viuk fny
rd! è;s; ds fy, tku nsuk rks vklku gSA blls Hkh T+;knk dqN nsus dh t+:jr
gS μ ,slh pht+ tks viuh tku ls Hkh T+;knk I;kjh gksA vkSj bl pht+ dks nsdj
ge ml lR; dks vkSj et+cwr cukrs gSa ftlds fy, ge yM+ jgs gSa] og lR;
tks gesa nqfu;k esa lcls vfèkd fiz; gS!--¸
dejs ds chp esa igq¡pdj og #d x;k μ mldk jax ihyk iM+ x;k Fkk]
mldh vk¡[ksa vkèkh eqUnh gqbZ Fkha vkSj og ,d gkFk Åij mBk;s gq, Fkk tSls
dksbZ n`<+ izfrKk dj jgk gks %
¶eSa tkurk gw¡ fd og le; vk;sxk tc yksx ,d&nwljs dks ns[k&ns[kdj
[+kq'k gksaxs] tc gj vkneh nwljs lHkh yksxksa ds fy, ,d pednkj flrkjs dh
rjg gksxk! i`Foh ij LorU=k euq";ksa dk okl gksxk] tks viuh LorU=krk esa egku
gksasxsA lcds ân; fu"diV gksaxs vkSj fdlh ds Hkh ân; esa ys'kek=k bZ";kZ ;k
dqRlk ugha gksxhA thou ekuo dh egku lsok dk :i èkkj.k dj ysxk vkSj
ekuo Js"B vkSj x+kSjokfUor gks tk;sxk] D;ksafd tks yksx LoUr=k gksrs gSa muds
fy, gj pht+ yH; gksrh gS! rc yksx lqUnjrk ds fy, lPpkbZ vkSj LorU=krk
dk thou fcrk;sxa s vkSj lcls vPNk mUgha yksxksa dks le>k tk;sxk ftudk ân;
iwjs fo'o dks vius vUnj lek ysus vkSj mlls I;kj djus dh lcls vfèkd
{kerk j[krk gksxk] tks lcls vfèkd mUeqDr gksaxs D;ksafd mUgha esa Js"Bre
lkSUn;Z gksrk gS! os egku yksx gksaxs] u;s thou ds yksx gksaxs---¸
og ,d {k.k ds fy, #dk vkSj fiQj viuh 'kfDr cVksjdj ,sls Loj esa
cksyk tks mldh vkRek dh xgjkbZ ls vkrk gqvk izrhr gksrk Fkk %
¶vkSj ,sls thou ds fy, eSa dqN Hkh djus dks rS;kj gw¡---¸
mlds psgjs ij Hkkokos'k dh ,d ygj nkSM+ x;h vkSj vk¡lw dh
cM+h&cM+h cw¡nsa mlds xkyksa ij <ydus yxhaA
ikosy dk psgjk iQd gks x;k vkSj og flj mBkdj iQVh&iQVh vk¡[kksa
ls vUæsbZ dks ns[krk jgkA ek¡ pkSad iM+h tSls mlus dksbZ Hk;kud LoIu ns[kk gks

154 @ ek¡
vkSj dksbZ nqjk'kadk mlds ân; esa c<+rh tk jgh gksA
¶ckr D;k gS] vUæsbZ\¸ ikosy us eUn Loj esa iwNkA
mØbuh us flj fgyk;k vkSj rudj lhèkk [kM+k gks x;k vkSj ek¡ dh vk¡[kksa
esa vk¡[ksa Mkydj ns[kus yxkA
¶eSaus viuh vk¡[kksa ls ns[kk Fkk--- eSa lc dqN tkurk gw¡---¸
ek¡ us yiddj mlds nksuksa gkFk idM+ fy;sA mlus viuk nkfguk gkFk
NqM+kus dk iz;Ru Hkh fd;k ij ek¡ us ugha NksM+kA
¶esjs cPps] èkhes cksyks! esjs yky--¸ mlus iQqliQqlkdj dgkA
¶Bgjks!¸ mØbuh us HkjkZ;h gqbZ vkokt+ esa dgkA ¶eSa rqEgsa crkrk gw¡ fd
D;k gqvk Fkk---¸
¶ugha] jgus nks!¸ ek¡ us vk¡lw&Hkjh vk¡[kksa ls mls ?kwjrs gq, dgkA ¶ugha]
vUæsbZ] jgus nks---¸
ikosy èkhjs&èkhjs mlds ikl vk x;kA mldk jax ihyk iM+ x;k Fkk vkSj
mldh vk¡[ksa Hkh lty FkhaA
¶ek¡ dks Mj gS fd rqeus fd;k gksxk---¸ mlus èkhjs ls g¡ldj dgkA
¶eq>s ;g Mj rks ugha gS! eSa bl ckr ij ;dhu ugha djrh! vxj eSa
viuh vk¡[kksa ls Hkh ns[krh rc Hkh ;dhu u djrh!¸
¶Bgjks!¸ mØbuh us xnZu >Vddj vius gkFk NqM+kus dk iz;Ru djrs gq,
dgkA ¶eSaus rks ugha fd;k] exj eSa jksd t+:j ldrk Fkk---¸
¶pqi jgks] vUæsbZ!¸ ikosy us dgkA
ikosy us vius nksLr dk gkFk vius gkFk esa ys fy;k vkSj nwljk gkFk
mlds dUèks ij j[k fn;k] ekuks mlds yEcs&pkSM+s 'kjhj dks dk¡ius ls jksdus
dk iz;Ru dj jgk gksA
¶ikosy] rqe rks tkurs gks fd eSa ugha pkgrk Fkk fd ,slk gks]¸ vUæsbZ us
O;fFkr Loj esa dgkA ¶gqvk ;g fd tc rqe eq>s uqDdM+ ij ækxqukso ds lkFk
NksM+dj pys x;s] rks mlds FkksM+h nsj ckn blkbZ mèkj vk;k vkSj frjLdkj ls
ge yksxksa dks [kM+k ns[krk jgk--- ækxqukso us dgk] ^ns[krs gks bls\ jkr&Hkj ;g
esjk ihNk djrk jgkA eSa rks bls ekjs fcuk ugha NksM+w¡xkA* ;g dgdj og pyk
x;k] eSa le>k ?kj tk jgk gS--- vkSj blkbZ esjs ikl vk x;k---¸
mØbuh us ,d xgjh lk¡l yhA
¶ml le; mlus esjk tSlk vieku fd;k oSlk igys fdlh us Hkh ugha
fd;k Fkk] dqÙkk dgha dk!¸
ek¡ us pqipki mls ys tkdj est ds ikl fcBk fn;k vkSj Lo;a mlds

ek¡ @ 155
ikl dUèks ls dUèkk lVkdj cSB x;hA ikosy [kM+k jgk vkSj f[kUu gksdj viuh
nk<+h ds cky uksprk jgkA
¶mlus eq>s crk;k fd iqfylokyksa dks ge lcds uke ekywe gSa] ge
lHkh ds uke jktuhfrd iqfyl dh lwph esa gSa vkSj ge yksx ebZ fnol ls i+QkSju
igys fxjÝ+rkj dj fy;s tk;saxsA eSaus dksbZ tokc ugha fn;k] g¡ldj mldh ckr
Vky nh exj vUnj gh vUnj eSa [kkSy jgk FkkA fiQj mlus eq>ls dgk fd ^rqe
cgqr gksf'k;kj vkneh gks] cM+s nq[k dh ckr gS fd bl xyr jkg ij yx x;s
gks_ vPNk gksrk fd rqe---¸
vUæsbZ lglk #d x;k vkSj ck;sa gkFk ls viuk eq¡g iksaNus yxkA mldh
vk¡[kksa esa ,d 'kq"d&lh ped FkhA
¶eSSa le> x;k!¸ ikosy us dgkA
¶mlus eq>ls dgk fd o+Qkuwu dh f[kner djuk T+;knk vPNk gksxkA D;ksa
D;k [k+;ky gS\¸ mØbuh us viuk eqDdk fgykrs gq, nk¡r ihldj dgkA
¶o+Qkuwu--- Hkxoku mls xkjr djs! blls rks vPNk ;g Fkk fd og esjs eq¡g ij
rekpk ekj nsrk--- rc eSa Hkh bruk cqjk u ekurk vkSj mlds fy, Hkh vPNk
jgrkA eSa bls cjnk'r ugha dj ldrk Fkk fd og esjh vkRek ij Fkwds vkSj fiQj
mldk og cncwnkj Fkwd!¸
vUæsbZ us >Vdk nsdj viuk gkFk ikosy ds gkFk ls NqM+k fy;k vkSj ?k`.kk
ls Hkjs gq, eUn Loj esa dgrk x;k %
¶eSaus mlds eq¡g ij ,d rekpk jlhn fd;k vkSj ogk¡ ls py fn;kA eSaus
ihNs ls ækxqukso dks eUn Loj esa dgrs lquk] ^vc iQ¡ls gks esjs i¡ts esa!* og
ogha uqDdM+ ij gh dgha Nqik [kM+k gksxk---¸
mØbuh dqN nsj ds fy, #dk] fiQj cksyk %
¶eSaus ihNs eqM+dj ugha ns[kk] ysfdu eq>s ,slk yxk fd eSaus ?kw¡ls dh
vkokt+ lquh--- ysfdu eSa vius jkLrs ij èkhjs&èkhjs c<+rk pyk x;k] ekuks esa<¡d
ij iSj iM+ x;k gksA i+QDS Vjh esa tc eSa dke dj jgk Fkk] yksx fpYykrs gq, vk;s]
^fdlh us blkbZ dks ekj Mkyk!* eq>s ;dhu ugha vk;kA ysfdu esjh ck¡g esa nnZ
gksus yxk] bruh cqjh rjg fd eSa dke Hkh ugha dj ldrk FkkA vly esa nnZ
ugha gks jgk Fkk] ,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk fd tSls gkFk esa tku gh u jg x;h gks---¸
mlus pqids ls vius gkFk ij ut+j MkyhA
¶eSa le>rk gw¡ fd ft+Unxh&Hkj vc eSa og dyad u feVk ldw¡xk---¸
¶rqEgkjk fny lki+Q gS rks vkSj ckrksa ls dqN ugha gksrk!¸ ek¡ us dksey
Loj esa dgkA

156 @ ek¡
 ¶eSa bldk nks"k vius dks ugha nsrk μ fcYdqy ugha!¸ mØbuh us
n`<+rkiwoZd mÙkj fn;kA ¶cl eq>s dqN cqjk&cqjk&lk yxrk gSA eq>s bl >xM+s
esa iM+uk gh ugha pkfg, FkkA¸
¶rqEgkjh ckr gh esjh le> esa ugha vkrh]¸ ikosy us dUèkk fcpdkdj
dgkA ¶rqeus rks mls ekjk ugha] vkSj vxj ekjk Hkh gksrk rks---¸
¶ns[kks] HkkbZ μ vxj rqEgsa ekywe gks fd dksbZ vkneh ekjk tk jgk gS vkSj
rqe mls u jksdks---¸
¶esjh le> esa ugha vkrh rqEgkjh ckr---¸ ikosy viuh ckr ij vM+k jgkA
¶esjh eryc gS fd dqN&dqN le> esa rks vkrh gS] exj esjs fny ij bldk
dksbZ vlj ugha gksrkA¸
lhVh cthA mØbuh dqN nsj mldk vkns'kiw.kZ vkokgu lqurk jgk] fiQj
flj ihNs dh rji+Q >Vddj cksyk %
¶eSa rks vc dke ij ugha tkrk----¸
¶eSa Hkh ugha tkrk]¸ ikosy us dgkA
¶eSa rks ugkus tk jgk gw¡]¸ vUæsbZ us èkhjs ls g¡ldj dgk vkSj vius diM+s
lEHkkyus yxkA ftl le; og ?kj ls fudyk og cgqr mnkl FkkA
ek¡ lgkuqHkwfr&Hkjh n`f"V ls mls tkrs gq, ns[krh jghA
¶ikosy] rqe tks pkgks dgks!¸ mlus dgkA ¶eSa rks ;g tkurh gw¡ fd
fdlh dh gR;k djuk iki gS exj eSa fdlh dks nks"k ugha nsrhA eq>s blkbZ dk
nq[k gS] og rks fdlh fxurh esa ugha FkkA tc eSaus mls vkt ns[kk rks eq>s ;kn
vk;k fd mlus rqEgsa iQk¡lh ij yVdok nsus dh èkedh nh Fkh] ij bl dkj.k
u rks eq>s mlls ?k`.kk gh gqbZ vkSj u bl ckr dh [+kq'kh gh gqbZ fd og ej x;kA
eq>s cl ml ij rjl vk;kA ysfdu vc μ vc rks eq>s ml ij rjl Hkh ugha
vkrkA¸
og pqi gks x;h vkSj vius fopkjksa esa [kks x;h_ dqN nsj ckn mlus
foLe; ls eqLdjkdj dgk %
¶csVs ikosy] lquk Hkh eSaus D;k dgk\--¸
Li"V gh mlus ek¡ dh ckr ugha lquh Fkh] D;ksafd mlus vk¡[kssa >qdk;s
dejs esa Vgyrs gq, mnkl Hkko ls mÙkj fn;k %
¶;g gS gekjh ft+Unxh! ns[krh gks yksxksa dks fdl rjg ,d&nwljs dk
nq'eu cuk fn;k x;k gS\ ethZ u gksrs gq, Hkh yksx fdlh dks ekj nsrs gSaA vkSj
ftls ekjrs gSa og dkSu gksrk gS\ dksbZ cspkjk etcwj] ftls [+kqn Hkh gels T+;knk
vfèkdkj ugha gksrsA og rks gels Hkh T+;knk vHkkxk gksrk gS] D;ksafd og csoo+Qwi+Q

ek¡ @ 157
Hkh gksrk gSA iqfyl] jktuhfrd iqfyl vkSj tklwl lc gekjs nq'eu gSaA ysfdu
os lc gekjs gh tSls yksx gSa] ftudk [+kwu gekjh gh rjg pwl fy;k tkrk gS
vkSj ftUgsa gekjh gh rjg frjLdkj ls ns[kk tkrk gSA ge lc ,d tSls gSa!
ysfdu gekjs ekfydksa us yksxksa dks ,d&nwljs dk nq'eu cuk fn;k gS] mUgsa Hk;
vkSj nqfu;k&Hkj dh [kqjkiQkr ls vUèkk cuk fn;k gS] muds gkFk&ik¡o ck¡èk fn;s
gSa] fupksM+&fupksM+dj mudk [+kwu pwl fy;k gS] vkSj os mUgsa ,d&nwljs dks
ekjus vkSj dqpy nsus ij etcwj djrs gSaA mUgksaus yksxksa dks cUnwd] M.Mk vkSj
iRFkj cuk fn;k gS] vkSj dgrs gSa] ^;gh jkT;lÙkk gS!--* ¸
og ek¡ ds ikl pyk x;kA
¶ek¡] ;g vijkèk gS! yk[kksa yksxksa dks bl rjg csjgeh ls ekj Mkyuk]
euq"; dh vkRek dks dqpy nsuk--- le> esa vkrk gS rqEgkjh\ ;s yksx vkRek
ds gR;kjs gSaA rqe muesa vkSj gelsa vUrj ns[krh gks\ tc ge fdlh dks ekjrs
gSa rks og ?k`.kk] yTtk vkSj d"V dh ckr gksrh gS μ lcls c<+dj ?k`.kk dh!
ysfdu os iyd >idk;s fcuk] csjgeh ds lkFk] fdlh lsdksp ds fcuk gt+kjksa
yksxksa dks tku ls ekj nsrs gSa vkSj fcYdqy lUrq"V jgrs gSa! yksxksa dks bl rjg
dqpydj j[k nsus dk muds ikl cl ,d cgkuk ;g gS fd os vius
lksus&pk¡nh] viuh gq¡fM;ksa vkSj mu reke eugwl pht+ksa dh j{kk djuk pkgrs
gSa ftudh lgk;rk ls os gesa xqyke cukrs gSaA t+jk lkspks μ tc os yksxksa dks
tku ls ekjrs gSa vkSj mudh vkRekvksa dks dqpydj j[k nsrs gSa rks os viuh tku
cpkus ds fy, ugha] cfYd viuh tk;nkn cpkus ds fy, ,slk djrs gSa! mu
pht+ksa dks cpkus ds fy, tks euq"; ds vUnj ugha cfYd euq"; ls ckgj gksrh
gS-a --¸
ek¡ ds nksuksa gkFk vius gkFk esa ysdj og mu ij >qdk vkSj cksyk %
¶vxj rqe ;g vuqHko dj ikrha fd ;g lc dqN fdruk uhp vkSj
viekutud gS] rks rqe ml lR; dks le> tkrha ftlds fy, ge yM+ jgs
gSa] rqe le> tkrha fd gekjk lR; fdruk vPNk vkSj egku gS!--¸
ek¡ Hkko&foày gksdj mBh vkSj mldh bPNk gqbZ fd mlds ân; esa tks
vkx lqyx jgh gS og mlds csVs ds ân; dh Tokyk dk :i èkkj.k dj ysA
¶Bgjks] ikosy!¸ mlus cM+h dfBukbZ ls vLiQqV Loj esa dgkA ¶FkksM+k
Bgjks! eSa Hkh vuqHko djus yxh gw¡!--¸

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dksbZ t+ksj&t+ksj ls o+Qne j[krk gqvk cjlkrh esa vk;k vkSj ek¡&csVs nksuksa

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,d&nwljs dks vk'p;Z ls ns[kus yxsA
njokt+k èkhjs ls [kqyk vkSj jhfcu vUnj vk;kA
¶yks eSa vk x;k!¸ mlus flj mBkdj eqLdjkrs gq, dgkA ¶ukjn eqfu dh
rjg] viuh èkqu dk iDdk] dHkh ;gk¡ tkuk] dHkh ogk¡ tkuk] gj ckr esa viuh
Vk¡x vM+kuk!--¸
og jLlh ds cus gq, lSfUMy] iQj dh >cjh Vksih vkSj HksM+ dh [kky
dk dksV igus Fkk ftl ij txg&txg rkjdksy fyik gqvk FkkA mldh isVh
esa ,d tksM+k dkys nLrkus [kq¡ls gq, FksA
¶rqe gks dSls\ rks ikosy] mu yksxksa us rqEgsa NksM+ fn;k\ pyks vPNk gSA
isykxs;k fuyksouk] rqEgkjh dSlh xqtj jgh gS\¸ og [kqydj eqLdjk fn;k vkSj
mlds li+Qsn nk¡r >yd mBsA mldk Loj vfèkd dksey vkSj mldh nk<+h vkSj
?kuh gks x;h FkhA
ek¡ mls ns[kdj cgqr [+kq'k gqbZ vkSj mlus vkxs c<+dj mldk cM+k&lk
dkyk gkFk dldj idM+ fy;kA
¶lp dgrh gw!¡ ¸ mlus rkjdksy dh rst+ izhfrdj xUèk esa ,d xgjh lk¡l
ysrs gq, dgk % ¶cgqr [+kq'k gw¡ eSa rqEgsa ns[kdj!¸
¶rqe gks vlyh fdlku!¸ ikosy us jhfcu dks ?kwjrs gq, eqLdjkdj dgkA
vkxUrqd us èkhjs&èkhjs vius diM+s mrkjsA
¶gk¡] eSa fiQj fdlku cu x;kA rqe yksx fnu&c&fnu 'kjhi+Q curs tk jgs
gks vkSj eSa nwljh rji+Q c<+rk tk jgk gw¡!¸
og dejs esa bèkj&mèkj Vgy&Vgydj gj pht+ dks x+kSj ls ns[k jgk Fkk
vkSj viuh o+Qeht+ dks yxkrkj uhps [khap jgk FkkA
¶fdrkcksa ds vykok vkSj dksbZ pht+ rks ;gk¡ u;h gS ughaA gq¡%! [k+Sj] ;g
crkvks D;k [k+cjsa gSa ;gk¡ dh\¸
og nksuksa gkFkksa ls vius ?kqVus idM+dj Vk¡xsa iQSykdj cSB x;kA og viuh
dkyh&dkyh vk¡[kksa ls ikosy ds psgjs dks bl rjg ns[k jgk Fkk tSls dqN <w¡<+
jgk gks vkSj mÙkj dh izrh{kk esa cSBk eqLdjk jgk FkkA
¶dke vkxs c<+ jgk gS!¸ ikosy us dgkA
¶ge rks t+ehu tksrrs gSa fiQj cht cksrs gSa vkSj iQly rS;kj gksus dk
bUrt+kj djrs gSa_ rc ge 'kjkc [khaprs gSa vkSj cko+Qh lky lksrs gSa μ D;ksa ;gh
pDdj gS u] nksLrks\¸ jhfcu us g¡ldj dgkA
¶rqEgkjk dke dSlk py jgk gS] fe[k+kbyks bokuksfop\¸ ikosy us mlds
lkeus cSBrs gq, dgkA

ek¡ @ 159
 ¶Bhd gh py jgk gSA ;sfxyns;soks esa jgrk gw¡ μ uke lquk gS dHkh\
;sfxyns;soks! vPNk&[k+klk o+QLck gSA lky esa nks esys yxrs gSaA nks gt+kj ls Åij
vkcknh gSA yksx X+kqLlSy gSa! muds ikl viuh t+ehu rks gS ugha μ yxku ij
ysrs gSaA vkSj t+ehu Hkh dqN [k+kl vPNh ugha gSA eSa Hkh ogk¡ ds ,d [+kwu pwlus
okys ds ;gk¡ dke djrk gw¡A ogk¡ ;s [+kwu pwlus okys ,sls gh gSa tSls lM+rh gqbZ
yk'k esa dhM+s fcyfcykrs gSaA dks;ys dks tykdj rkjdksy fudkyrs gSaA
vkenuh rks ;gk¡ dh pkSFkkbZ gksrh gS] exj dke nqxuk djuk iM+rk gSA gq¡%! ge
lkr vkneh dke djrs gSa mlds ;gk¡] ml tYykn ds ;gk¡A lc Hkys yksx gSa]
ukStoku gSa] esjs vykok lc ogha ds jgus okys gSa vkSj lc i<+uk&fy[kuk tkurs
gSaA muesa ;si+Qhe uke dk ,d yM+dk gS] tks brus xje fetkt dk gS fd le>
esa ugha vkrk fd mls dSls jkLrs ij ykÅ¡!¸
¶rks rqe D;k muls cgl djrs gks\¸ ikosy us mRlqdrk ls iwNkA
¶;g rks rqe vPNh rjg tkurs gks fd eSa viuh tqcku cUn ugha j[k
ldrkA eSa rqEgkjs lc ipsZ vius lkFk ys x;k Fkk μ dqy pkSUrhl FksA ysfdu
eSa T+;knkrj ckbfcy ls gh dke ysrk gw¡A ckbfcy esa elkyk feyrk gSA eksVh
fdrkc gS] tks dqN mlesa fy[kk gS mls dksbZ fgyk ugha ldrkA iknfj;ksa dh
lcls Å¡ph ifj"kn us gh bl fdrkc dks Nkik gS] blfy, bl fdrkc ij
vkneh ,rckj dj ldrk gS!¸
og g¡l fn;k vkSj ikosy dh rji+Q ns[kdj mlus vk¡[k ekjhA
¶ysfdu brus ls dke ugha pyrkA eSa rqels dqN vkSj fdrkcsa ysus vk;k
gw¡A ge nks vkneh vk;s gSa_ ;si+Qhe dks Hkh lkFk yk;k gw¡A ge yksxksa dks ;gk¡
rkjdksy ysdj Hkstk x;k Fkk_ eSaus lkspk t+jk&lk jkLrk cnydj rqels feyus
pyw¡A ;si+Qhe ds vkus ls igys eq>s fdrkcsa ns nksA mls T+;knk ugha ekywe gksuk
pkfg,---¸
ek¡ jhfcu dks cM+s è;ku ls ns[k jgh Fkh_ mlus vuqHko fd;k fd jhfcu
ds dsoy diM+s gh igys ls fHkUu ugha Fks_ mlds cjrko esa vc bruk jkscnkc
ugha jg x;k Fkk] mldh ut+jksa esa T+;knk pkykdh vk x;h Fkh vkSj mldh vk¡[kksa
esa vc og igys tSlh lknxh ugha jg x;h FkhA
¶ek¡]¸ ikosy us dgk] ¶rqe tkdj fdrkcsa ys vkvksxh\ ogk¡ tkuk] os
yksx tkurs gSa dkSu&lh fdrkcsa nsuh gSaA muls dg nsuk nsgkr Hkstuh gSaA¸
¶vPNh ckr gS]¸ ek¡ cksyhA ¶ikuh xje gks tk;s] cl eSa tkrh gw¡A¸
¶isykxs;k fuyksouk] rqe Hkh bl pDdj esa iQ¡l x;ha\¸ jhfcu us g¡ldj
dgkA ¶gq¡%] ogk¡ cgqr&ls yksx fdrkcsa i<+uk pkgrs gSaA ;g lc dke ogk¡ ds

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,d ekLVj dk gS_ gS rks og iknjh dk csVk exj yksx dgrs gSa fd Hkyk vkneh
gSA ,d vkSjr Hkh gS i<+kusokyh] ogk¡ ls pkj&ik¡p ehy ij jgrh gSA nksuksa esa
ls dksbZ Hkh x+Sj&o+Qkuwuh fdrkcsa ugha bLrseky djrk gSA ukSdjh NwV tkus ls Mjrs
gSaA exj eq>s rks ogh x+Sj&o+Qkuwuh fdrkcsa pkfg, μ ftuesa [+kwc fepZ&elkyk
gksrk gS--- esjh nh gqbZ fdrkcsa vxj nkjksxk lkgc ;k iknjh ds gkFk yxha rks
mudk 'kd mu nks ekLVjksa dks NksM+dj vkSj fdlh ij tk gh ugha ldrkA bl
chp esa eSa fNi tkÅ¡xk vkSj fiQj ekSo+Qs dh rkd esa jgw¡xkA¸
og [khlas fudkydj g¡lus yxk] viuh bl pkykdh ij mls cgqr [+kq'kh
gks jgh FkhA
¶vgk!¸ ek¡ us lkspkA ¶yxrs rks gks 'ksj] exj gks ykseM+h---¸
¶vxj mUgsa mu ekLVjksa ij 'kd gqvk fd os x+Sj&o+Qkuwuh fdrkcsa ck¡Vrs
gSa] rks D;k os mUgas tsy Hkst nsaxs\¸ ikosy us iwNkA
¶t+:j Hkst nsaxs]¸ jhfcu us mÙkj fn;kA ¶exj blls D;k gksrk gS\¸
¶exj dlwj rks rqEgkjk gksxk] mudk ughaA tsy tkuk pkfg, rqEgsa---¸
¶rqe Hkh vthc vkneh gks!¸ jhfcu us g¡lrs gq, vius ?kqVus ij t+ksj ls
gkFk ekjdj dgkA ¶eq> ij fdlh dks 'kd gksxk gh ughaA fdlkuksa dk bu lc
pht+ksa ls D;k eryc\ fdrkcksa dk dke rks i<+s&fy[ks 'kjhi+Q yksxksa dk gS] vkSj
ogh muds fy, tokcnsg gSa---¸
ek¡ dks ,slk yxk fd ikosy dh le> esa jhfcu dh ckr vk ugha jgh
gSA ek¡ us ns[kk fd mlds csVs dh vk¡[ksa fldqM+ x;h gSa ftldk eryc Fkk fd
mls X+kqLlk vk jgk gSA
¶fe[k+kbyks bokuksfop dke rks [+kqn djuk pkgrk gS exj mldh
ftEesnkjh nwljksa ij Mkyuk pkgrk gS---¸ ek¡ us lrdZrk vkSj nch tcku ls dgkA
¶;gh ckr gS!¸ jhfcu us nk<+h ij gkFk iQsjrs gq, dgkA ¶fiQygkyA¸
¶vPNk] ek¡]¸ ikosy us #[kkbZ ls dgk] ¶eku yks gekjk dksbZ vkneh]
tSls vUæsbZ dks gh ys yks] dksbZ dke djds eq>s vkxs dj ns vkSj [+kqn ihNs fNi
tk;s vkSj eq>s tsy Hkst fn;k tk;s] rks rqEgsa dSlk yxsxk\¸
ek¡ ,dne pkSad iM+h vkSj vius csVs dks vk'p;Z ls ns[kus yxhA
¶dksbZ vkneh vius lkFkh dks ,slk èkks[kk dSls ns ldrk gS\¸ mlus
viuk flj fgykrs gq, iwNkA
¶gw&¡ Å!¸ jhfcu us viuh vkokt+ phaprs gq, dgkA ¶ikosy] eSa le> x;k
rqe D;k dguk pkgrs gks!¸ ;g dgdj mlus ek¡ dh rji+Q O;ax ls ns[krs gq,
vk¡[k ekjhA

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 ¶ek¡] ;g cM+k Vs<+k ekeyk gS]¸ mlus dgk vkSj fiQj ikosy dh rji+Q
eqM+dj og mins'kdksa ds Loj esa cksyk %
¶HkkbZ] rqe fcYdqy cPpksa dh rjg lksprs gks! [kqfiQ;k dke djus pys
gks rks fiQj bZekunkj cus jgus dh fiQdj ugha dj ldrsA rqe gh lkspks % lcls
igys rks og vkneh tsy esa cUn fd;k tk;sxk] ftlds ikl fdrkc idM+h
tk;sxhA ekLVjksa dh ckjh rks ckn esa vk;sxhA ;g rks gS igyh ckr_ nwljh ckr
;g fd ekuk og ekLVj vkSj ekLVjuh fli+QZ o+Qkuwuh fdrkcsa gh bLrseky djrs
gSa exj ckr rks og Hkh ogh fl[kkrs gSaA cl y¶tksa dk gsj&iQsj gS μ muds
y¶tksa esa de lPpkbZ gSA lc ckrksa dk fupksM+ ;g gS fd os Hkh ogh ckr dgrs
gSa tks eSa dgrk gw¡] ysfdu os xyh ls gksdj tkrs gSa vkSj eSa cM+h lM+d ij lhèkk
pyrk gw¡A ekfydksa dh ut+j esa dqlwj ge nksuksa gh dk gS] gS fd ugha\ rhljh
ckr ;g fd] HkkbZ] eq>s mudh jÙkh Hkj Hkh ijokg ugha gS! iSny i+QkSt vkSj
?kqM+lokjksa esa dHkh nksLrh ugha gks ldrhA eqefdu gS fd eSa fdlh fdlku ds
lkFk ,slk u d:¡A ysfdu muds lkFk μ mueas ,d iknjh dk csVk gS vkSj nwljh
,d vehj t+ehankj dh csVh μ vkf[k+j os yksxksa dks D;ksa HkM+dkrs gSa\ ;g eq>
tSls fdlku dk dke ugha gS fd muds eu dk gky ekywe d:¡A eSa ;g tkurk
gw¡ fd eSa D;k dj jgk gw¡ exj eq>s bldk dqN Hkh irk ugha gS fd os D;k pkgrs
gSaA gt+kjksa lky rd ;s iSlsokys yksx ogh djrs jgs] ftldh muls mEehn Fkh
% ge fdlkuksa dh [kky [khaprs jgsA vc ;dk;d u tkus D;ksa os lksdj tkxs
gSa vkSj vius gh gkFkksa ls fdlkuksa dh vk¡[kksa ij c¡èkh gqbZ iV~Vh [kksy jgs gSaA
eSa mu yksxksa esa ls ugha gw¡ tks ifj;ksa ds fo+QLlksa ij ;dhu djrs gSa vkSj ;g
Hkh fcYdqy ifj;ksa dk fo+QLlk gSA esjs vkSj bu iSlsokys yksxksa ds chp
t+ehu&vkleku dk vUrj gSA tkM+s esa dHkh&dHkh rqeus ns[kk gksxk fd ?kksM+s ij
lokj gksdj [ksrksa dks ikj djrs gq, ;dk;d lM+d ds ikj cgqr nwj vkxs dksbZ
pht+ ped tkrh gSA og D;k pht+ gksrh gS\ HksfM+;k ;k ykseM+h ;k dqÙkk\ crk
ugha ldrsA gekjs mlds chp iQklyk cgqr gksrk gSA¸
ek¡ us duf[k;kssa ls vius csVs dks ns[kkA og cgqr mnkl FkkA
jhfcu cM+s fuf'pUr Hkko ls ikosy dks ns[k jgk Fkk vkSj viuh nk<+h esa
m¡xfy;k¡ iQsj jgk Fkk_ mldh vk¡[kksas esa ,d v'kqHklwpd ped FkhA
¶Hkyeulkgr dk [k+;ky j[kus dk oD+r gh dgk¡ gS]¸ og dgrk jgkA
¶ft+Unxh cgqr dfBu gSA dqÙkksa dk >q.M vkSj HksM+ksa dk jsoM+ ,d gh pht+ ugha
gksrs μ gj dqÙkk vyx gh Hkw¡drk gS---¸
¶,sls Hkh iSlsokys yksx gksrs gSa tks vke yksxksa dh [kkfrj viuh tku rd

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ns nsrs gSa]¸ ek¡ us dgk_ og dqN fpj&ifjfpr yksxksa ds ckjs esa lksp jgh FkhA
¶lkjh mej tsyksa esa dkV nsrs gSa---¸
¶mudh ckr gh fujkyh gksrh gS!¸ jhfcu us mÙkj fn;kA ¶fdlku vehj
gksdj iSlsokys cu tkrs gSa vkSj iSlsokys x+jhc gksdj fxjrs&fxjrs fdlku cu
tkrs gSaA etcwjh fdlh dks Hkh lUr cuk ldrh gSA ikosy] rqEgsa ;kn gS rqeus
;g ckr eq>s fdl rjg le>k;h Fkh\ vkneh D;k lksprk gS] bldk i+QSlyk
bl ckr ls gksrk gS fd og dSlh ft+Unxh clj djrk gSA vly ckr rks ;gh
gSA vxj et+nwj dgrk gS ^gk¡*] rks mldk ekfyd dgrk gS ^ugha*] vxj et+nwj
dgrk gS ^ugha*] rks mldk ekfyd dgrk gS ^gk¡*! ;g mudk LoHkko gSA cl
fdlku vkSj t+ehankj esa Hkh ;gh iQdZ gSA vxj fdlku dks Hkj&isV [kkus dks
feyus yxs rks mls ns[kdj t+ehankj dk th tyrk gSA [k+Sj] gjketkns rks gj oxZ
ds yksxksa esa gksrs gSa] eSa gj fdlku dk i{k ugha ysrk---¸
og mBdj [kM+k gks x;k] ns[kus esa et+cwr vkSj Hk;kud] mldh nk<+h
bl rjg fgy jgh Fkh ekuks mlus vius nk¡r dldj Hkhap j[ks gksaA
¶ik¡p lky rd eSa dkj[k+kus&dkj[k+kus HkVdrk jgk μ fcYdqy Hkwy gh
x;k fd xk¡o D;k gksrk gS]¸ og uhph vkokt+ esa dgrk x;kA ¶vkf[k+jdkj tc
eSa nsgkr okil x;k rks eq>s ekywe gqvk fd vc eSa ml rjg ugha jg ldrk!
le>s\ jg gh ugha ldrk! ;gk¡ jgrs gq, rqEgsa ekywe gh ugha gksrk fd D;k
vU;k; gks jgk gSA ogk¡ Hkw[k yksxksa ds lkFk mudh ijNkb± dh rjg yxh jgrh
gS vkSj [kkuk feyus dh dksbZ vk'kk ugha gksrh] fcYdqy ugha! Hkw[k yksxksa dh
vkRek dks [kk tkrh gS] muds psgjs ij ls balkfu;r dk ukeks&fu'kku rd feVk
nsrh gSA os ft+Unk ugha jgrs_ os rks cl mej&Hkj eqiQfyl jgrs gSa % ljdkjh
gkfde mUgsa fx¼ksa dh rjg rkdrs jgrs gSa fd dgha os dqN T+;knk u ik tk;saA
vxj dHkh os fdlh fdlku ds ikl dksbZ pht+ ns[krs gSa rks mlds eq¡g ij ,d
FkIiM+ jlhn djds mlls Nhu ysrs gSa---¸
jhfcu us bèkj&mèkj ut+j nkSM+k;h] fiQj est ds lgkjs ikosy dh rji+Q
>qddj cksyk %
¶fiQj ml ft+Unxh esa igq¡pdj esjk th u tkus D;ksa mpkV gksus yxkA eSaus
lkspk fd eSa ;g cjnk'r ugha dj ldw¡xkA rc eSaus vius eu esa dgk % ^rqEgsa
th dM+k djds lc dqN cjnk'r djuk gksxk! rqe mUgas isV Hkj jksVh u fnyk
ldks exj dqN u dqN f[kpM+h rks idk gh ldrs gks!* vkSj ;g lkspdj eSa
ogha fVd x;kA esjs fny esa tks f'kdk;rsa Fkha muls esjk fny iQVk tk jgk FkkA
f'kdk;rsa rks vHkh rd esjs fny esa cuh gqbZ gSa] tSls dksbZ [katj pqHkk gqvk gksA¸

ek¡ @ 163
 èkhjs&èkhjs og ikosy ds ikl x;k vkSj mlds dUèks ij gkFk j[kdj [kM+k
gks x;kA mlds ekFks ij ilhus dh cw¡nsa ped jgh Fkha vkSj mldk gkFk dk¡i
jgk FkkA
¶eq>s rqEgkjh enn pkfg,! eq>s fdrkcsa nks] ,slh fdrkcsa ftUgsa i<+dj
vkneh fiQj pSu ls u cSB ldsA eSa pkgrk gw¡ mudh [kksiM+h ds vUnj ,d lkgh
fcBk nh tk;s tks vius rst+ dk¡Vksa ls muds fnekx dks ges'kk dqjsnrh jgs! tks
'kgjokys yksx rqEgkjs fy, fdrkcsa fy[krs gSa muls dg nks fd xk¡o ds fy,
Hkh fdrkcsa fy[kk djsaA bl rjg fy[ksa fd ,d&,d y¶t esa vaxkjs Hkj nsa rkfd
yksx fdlh mís'; ds fy;s ejuk lh[ksa!¸
og gkFk mBkdj ,d&,d 'kCn dks vyx&vyx vkSj lki+Q&lki+Q cksy
jgk Fkk %
¶ekSr ls ekSr gh fuiV ldrh gS! nwljs 'kCnksa esa yksxksa dks ft+Unk djus
ds fy, gesa ejuk gksxkA geesa ls gt+kjksa yksxksa dks blfy, viuh tku nsuh iM+xs h
fd i`Foh ij jgus okys djksM+ksa yksx ft+Unk jg ldsa! vlyh ckr ;gh gSA nwljksa
dks ft+Unk djus ds fy, ejuk vklku gSA cl vxj yksx mB [kM+s gksa!¸
ek¡ leksokj ysdj vUnj vk;h vkSj jhfcu dks mlus duf[k;ksa ls ns[kkA
mls ,slk yx jgk Fkk fd og mlds 'kCnksa ds cks> vkSj 'kfDr ls nch tk jgh
gSA mlesa dksbZ ,slh ckr Fkh tks mls vius ifr dh ;kn fnykrh FkhA mldk
ifr Hkh blh rjg nk¡r fudkydj vkSj vkLrhusa p<+kdj ckrsa djrk FkkA vkSj
og Hkh X+kqLls esa blh rjg cspSu gks mBrk FkkA og cspSu rks t+:j gksrk Fkk ij
bl cspSuh dks 'kCnksa esa O;Dr ugha djrk Fkk] tcfd ;g vkneh viuh
Hkkoukvksa dks O;Dr Hkh djrk FkkA blhfy, og de Hk;kud yxrk FkkA
¶gesa ;g t+:j djuk pkfg,!¸ ikosy us flj fgykrs gq, dgkA ¶rqe gesa
[k+cjsa Hkstks] ge rqEgkjs fy, v[kckj Nkisaxs---¸
ek¡ us eqLdjkdj vius csVs dks ns[kk vkSj flj fgykus yxhA fiQj ,d 'kCn
Hkh dgs fcuk og diM+s cnydj ?kj ds ckgj pyh x;hA
¶vPNh ckr gS! ge rqEgsa elkyk HkstsaxsA bruh vklku tcku esa fy[kuk
cq¼w Hkh le> tk;sa!¸ jhfcu us Å¡ps Loj esa dgkA
jlksbZ dk njokt+k [kqyk vkSj dksbZ vUnj vk;kA
¶;si+Qhe gS!¸ jhfcu us jlksbZ esa >k¡drs gq, dgkA ¶;gk¡ vk tkvks]
;si+Qhe! ;g ikosy gSA eSaus rqEgas crk;k Fkk u blds ckjs easA¸
ikosy ds lkeus ,d yEck&lk Hkwjs ckyksa vkSj pkSM+s&pdys psgjsokyk
yM+dk HksM+ dh [kky dk NksVk&lk dksV igus viuh Vksih gkFk esa fy;s [kM+k

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Fkk vkSj Hkosa uhph fd;s mls ns[k jgk FkkA ns[kus esa og cgqr cfy"B yxrk
FkkA
¶vkils feydj cM+h [+kq'kh gqbZ!¸ mlus Hkkjh vkokt+ esa dgk vkSj gkFk
feyk pqdus ds ckn vius [kM+s ckyksa esa m¡xfy;k¡ iQsjus yxkA dejs eas pkjksa
rji+Q ut+j nkSM+krs gq, mldh fuxkg fdrkcksa ij iM+h vkSj og èkhjs&èkhjs mudh
rji+Q c<+kA
¶iM+ x;h ut+j!¸ jhfcu us ikosy dks vk¡[k ekjrs gq, dgkA ;si+Qhe eqM+k]
mlus jhfcu dh vksj ns[kk vkSj fiQj fdrkcksa dk fujh{k.k djus yxkA
¶fdruh cgqr&lh fdrkcsa gSa!¸ mlus iqyfdr gksdj dgkA ¶rqEgas rks bUgsa
i<+us dk Hkh le; u feyrk gksxkA vxj rqe xk¡o esa jgrs gksrs rks rqEgsa blds
fy, T+;knk oD+r feyrk---¸
¶exj i<+us dks th de pkgrk] D;ksa\¸ ikosy us iz'u fd;kA
¶vjs ugha] th Hkh cgqr pkgrk gS!¸ yM+ds us viuh BksM+h FkiFkikrs gq,
dgkA ¶yksx viuh vdy bLrseky djus yxs gSAa ^HkwxHkZ'kkL=k* μ ;g D;k gksrk
gS\¸
ikosy us mls le>k;kA
¶;g gekjs dke dh ugha!¸ yM+ds us fdrkc vYekjh esa okil j[krs gq,
dgkA
¶fdlku dks blls dksbZ eryc ugha fd i`Foh dSls cuh]¸ jhfcu us t+ksj
ls fu'okl NksM+rs gq, dgkA ¶mls rks blesa fnypLih gksrh gS fd t+ehu dks
VqdM+s&VqdM+s djds ck¡Vk dSls x;k\ t+ehankjksa us mldh vk¡[kksa esa èkwy >ksaddj
mldh t+ehu dSls gfFk;k yh\ mls D;k iQjd iM+rk gS fd t+ehu ?kwerh gS
;k ,d txg fVdh jgrh gS\ tc rd fdlku dks t+ehu ls viuh jksVh feyrh
gS rc rd pkgs og jLlh ls yVdh gks ;k dhy ls dgha tM+h gks] mldh
cyk ls!¸
¶ ^nkl&izFkk dk bfrgkl*]¸ ;si+Qhe us ,d fdrkc dk uke i<+kA ¶D;k
;g ge yksxksa ds ckjs esa gS\¸
¶ugha] ysfdu Hkwnkl&izFkk ds ckjs esa Hkh gS]¸ ikosy us mls ,d nwljh
fdrkc nsrs gq, dgkA ;si+Qhe us fdrkc ysdj mls myV&iqyVdj ns[kkA
¶;g rks iqjkus t+ekus dh ckr gS!¸ mlus fdrkc dks uhps j[krs gq,
mnklhu Hkko ls dgkA
¶D;k rqEgkjs ikl viuh t+ehu gS\¸ ikosy us iwNkA
¶gS D;ksa ughaA esjs vkSj esjs nks Hkkb;ksa ds ikl feykdj dksbZ ik¡p gsDVj

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t+ehu gSA exj lc jsrhyh gSA cjru ek¡tus ds fy, rks vPNh gS] ij [ksrh ds
dke dh ugha gS!--¸
og ,d {k.k ds fy, #dkA
¶exj t+ehu rks eSaus NksM+ nh gSA mldk i+Qk;nk gh D;k\ [kkus dks
feyrk ugha mlls] csdkj esa vkneh c¡èkk jgrk gSA eSa rks pkj lky ls nwljksas
ds [ksrksa ij et+nwjh djrk gw¡A vc dh tkM+s esa i+QkSt esa Hkjrh gksuk gSA exj
fe[k+kbyks pkpk dgrs gSa fd gkftj gh u gksA og dgrs gSa fd vktdy
flikfg;ksa dks vke turk dks ekjus ds fy, Hkstk tkrk gSA exj eSa lksprk gw¡
fd eSa Hkjrh gks gh tkÅ¡xkA Lrsiku jkftu· vkSj iqxkpkso·· ds t+ekus esa Hkh
rks flikgh vke yksxksa dks gh ekjrs FksA vc oD+r vk x;k gS fd bl lkjs
fo+QLls dks [k+Re gh dj fn;k tk;s] rqEgkjk D;k [k+;ky gS\¸ mlus ikosy dh
rji+Q ns[kdj iwNkA
¶gk¡] oD+r rks vk x;k gS!¸ ikosy us eqLdjkdj mÙkj fn;kA ¶exj ;g
bruk vklku ugha gS! gesa ;g ekywe gksuk pkfg, fd flikfg;ksa ls D;k dgk
tk;s vkSj dSls dgk tk;s---¸
¶ge lh[k yssaxs!¸ ;si+Qhe cksykA
¶vxj vi+Qljksa dks irk yx x;k rks rqEgsa os xksyh ekj nsaxs!¸ ikosy us
;si+Qhe dks mRlqdrk Hkjh n`f"V ls ns[krs gq, dgkA
¶muls T+;knk n;k dh mEehn rks dh Hkh ugha tk ldrh!¸ yM+ds us
'kkUr Hkko ls viuh lgefr izdV dh vkSj fiQj fdrkcsa ns[kus yxkA
¶;si+Qhe] pk; ih yks]¸ jhfcu us dgkA ¶gesa tYnh tkuk gS!¸
¶vPNk! D;k ØkfUr vkSj miæo ,d gh pht+ gksrs gSa\¸
brus esa vUæsbZ vUnj vk;kA ugkus ds ckn og yky gks x;k Fkk vkSj geke
dh Hkki dh xjeh vc rd mlesa cko+Qh FkhA mlds psgjs ij mnklh Nk;h gqbZ
FkhA mlus dqN dgs fcuk ;si+Qhe ls gkFk feyk;k vkSj jhfcu ds ikl cSBdj
mls flj ls ik¡o rd ns[kk vkSj rfud eqLdjk;kA
¶rqe [+kq'k ut+j ugha vk jgs] ,slk D;ksa\¸ jhfcu us mlds ?kqVus ij gkFk
ekjrs gq, iwNkA
¶,sls gh]¸ mØbuh us tokc fn;kA
¶;g Hkh et+nwj gS\¸ ;si+Qhe us vUæsbZ dh vksj flj ls ladsr djrs gq,
iwNkA
· Lrsiku jkft+u μ Hkwnkl izFkk ds f[k+yki+Q 1670&71 ds fdlku ;q¼ ds usrk μ l-
·· iqxkpho μ Hkwnkl izFkk ds f[k+yki+Q 1773&75 ds fdlku ;q¼ ds usrk μ l-

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 ¶gk¡]¸ vUæsbZ us dgkA ¶rks D;k gqvk\¸
¶blus igys dHkh dkj[k+kus ds et+nwj ugha ns[ks gSa]¸ jhfcu us le>krs
gq, dgkA ¶blfy, bls os nwljs yksxksa ls vyx ekywe gksrs gSa---¸
¶ge nwljksa ls vyx fdl rjg gSa\¸ ikosy us iwNkA
¶rqe yksxksa dh gfM~M;k¡ T+;knk mHkjh gqbZ gksrh gSa]¸ ;si+Qhe us vUæsbZ dks
cM+s è;ku ls ns[kus ds ckn dgkA ¶fdlku dh gfM~M;k¡ xksykbZ fy, gq, gksrh
gS-a --¸
¶fdlku vius ik¡oksa ij [kM+k Hkh T+;knk et+cwrh ls jgrk gS]¸ jhfcu us
t+ksj nsrs gq, dgkA ¶mls vius ik¡o rys dh t+ehu dk vkHkkl jgrk gS] og
mldh viuh Hkys gh u gksA og mls] t+ehu dks] eglwl djrk gS! exj
dkj[k+kus dk et+nwj fpfM+;k dh rjg gksrk gS % u viuh dksbZ t+ehu] u viuk
?kj μ vkt ;gk¡] dy ogk¡! vkSjr Hkh mls ,d txg ck¡èkdj ugha j[k ldrhA
T;ksa gh dqN xM+cM+ gksrk gS og mls NksM+ nsrk gS vkSj mlls csgrj dh ryk'k
esa fudy iM+rk gSA exj fdlku pht+ksa ls ukrk rksM+s fcuk gh mUgsa lqèkkjus dh
dksf'k'k djrk gSA yks] rqEgkjh ek¡ okil vk x;ha!¸
¶eq>s viuh ,d fdrkc i<+us dks nksxs\¸ ;si+Qhe us ikosy ds fudV
vkdj dgkA
¶nw¡xk D;ksa ugha!¸ ikosy us dgkA
yM+ds dh vk¡[kksa esa mRlqdrk dh ped vk x;hA
¶eSa okil ykSVk nwx¡ k!¸ mlus tYnh ls ikosy dks vk'oklu fn;kA ¶gekjs
;gk¡ ls yksx rkjdksy ysdj bèkj vkrs jgrs gSa] mUgha ds gkFk Hkst nw¡xkA¸
¶vc pysa]¸ jhfcu us dgk_ og HksM+ dh [kky dk dksV igudj rS;kj
gks x;k Fkk vkSj isVh dl jgk FkkA
¶bls i<+us esa etk vk;sxk!¸ ;si+Qhe us fdrkc Åij mBkdj cÙkhlh
[kksydj eqLdjkrs gq, dgkA
tc os pys x;s rks ikosy cM+s mRlkg ds lkFk vUæsbZ dh rji+Q eqM+kA
¶D;k [k+;ky gS rqEgkjk buds ckjs esa\--¸ mlus iwNkA
¶gw¡&Å¡&Å¡!¸ mØbuh us vkokt+ [khaphA ¶rwiQku ds ckny gSa---¸
¶fe[k+kbyks\¸ ek¡ cksyhA ¶ekywe gksrk gS tSls mlus dkj[k+kus esa dHkh
dke gh ugha fd;kA fcYdqy fdlku gks x;k! lks Hkh dSlk Hk;kud!¸
¶cM+k cqjk gqvk fd tc os yksx vk;s Fks rc rqe ;gk¡ ugha Fks]¸ ikosy
us vUæsbZ ls dgk tks est ds fdukjs cSBk gqvk vius pk; ds fxykl dks ?kwj
jgk FkkA ¶rqe ges'kk balkfu;r ls Hkjs gq, fny dh ckrsa djrs jgrs gks_ bu nksuksa

ek¡ @ 167
ds fnyksa esa >k¡ddj ns[krs! jhfcu dks ns[kdj rks eSa nax jg x;k_ eSa mlls cgl
Hkh u dj ldkA mls bUlkuksa ij dksbZ fo'okl gS gh ugha vkSj og mudh dksbZ
dnj ugha djrk! ek¡ Bhd gh dgrh Fkha fd mlesa dksbZ cM+h Hk;kud ckr
gS!--¸
¶;g rks eSaus Hkh ns[kk!¸ mØbuh us mpkV Loj esa dgkA ¶'kkldksa us yksxksa
ds fnekxksa dks t+gjhyk cuk fn;k gS! tc turk tkx mBsxh rc og gj pht+
dks <k nsxhA mls rks cl lki+Q t+ehu pkfg,_ vxj og lki+Q ugha gksxh rks turk
mls lki+Q dj nsxhA og gj pht+ dks tM+ ls m[kkM+ iQsadsxh!¸
og cgqr èkhjs&èkhjs cksy jgk Fkk vkSj ;g Li"V Fkk fd og fdlh vkSj
gh ckr ds ckjs eas lksp jgk FkkA ek¡ us gkFk vkxs c<+kdj mlls cM+s I;kj ls
dgk %
¶vUnszsbZ] viuk th 'kkUr djks!¸
¶ek¡] t+jk Bgjks!¸ mlus 'kkUr Hkko ls cM+s I;kj ds lkFk dgkA fiQj og
lglk HkM+d mBk vkSj est ij eqDdk ekjdj cksyk %
¶ikosy] ;g lp ckr gS! ,d ckj tgk¡ fdlku vius ik¡o ij [kM+k gks
x;k og t+ehu dks fcYdqy lki+Q dj nsxk! og gj pht+ dks tyk nsxk] tSls
rkÅu ds ckn pht+sa tyk;h tkrh gSa] vkSj mlus tks eqlhcrsa lgh gSa mudk
,d&,d fu'kku feVk nsxk---¸
¶vkSj fiQj og gekjh jkg jksddj [kM+k gks tk;sxk!¸ ikosy us cgqr èkhes
ls viuk er izdV fd;kA
¶;g rks gekjk dke gS fd ge ,slk u djus nsa! ;g rks gesa ns[kuk gS
fd mls dkcw esa j[ksa! mlls ftrus fudV ge yksx gSa mruk dksbZ vkSj ugha gSA
og ge ij fo'okl djsxk vkSj gekjs ihNs&ihNs pysxk!¸
¶jhfcu us eq>ls xk¡o ds fy, ,d v[kckj fudkyus dks dgk gS!¸
ikosy us dgkA
¶blh dh rks t+:jr gS!¸
¶cqjk gqvk fd eSaus mlls cgl ugha dh]¸ ikosy us èkhjs ls g¡ldj dgkA
¶vHkh oD+r gS!¸ mØbuh us ckyksa esa m¡xyh iQsjrs gq, 'kkUr Hkko ls dgkA
¶viuh èkqu NsM+s jgks vkSj ftu yksxksa ds ik¡o t+ehu esa xM+s ugha gSa os rqEgkjh
èkqu ij t+:j ukpsaxsA jhfcu Bhd gh dgrk Fkk fd ge vius ik¡o ds uhps dh
t+ehu eglwl ugha djrs vkSj gesa djuh Hkh ugha pkfg, D;ksafd blh t+ehu dks
rks fgykdj j[k nsuk gekjk dke gSA ge ,d ckj bls fgyk;saxs rks yksx blls
vyx gks tk;saxs_ vkSj tc ge bls nqckjk fgyk;saxs rks os vktkn gks tk;ssaxsA¸

168 @ ek¡
 ¶vUæsbZ] rqEgsa gj pht+ cgqr vklku ekywe gksrh gS!¸ ek¡ us eqLdjkrs gq,
dgkA
¶vklku rks gS gh!¸ mØbuh us dgkA ¶mruh gh vklku ftruh ft+Unxh
gS!¸
dqN nsj ckn og cksyk %
¶eSa t+jk ckgj [ksrksa esa Vgyus tk jgk gw¡---¸
¶ugkdj\ gok py jgh gS] lnhZ yx tk;sxh!¸ ek¡ us mls lpsr djrs
gq, dgkA
¶eq>s gok dh t+:jr Hkh gS!¸ mlus mÙkj fn;kA
¶lnhZ u [kk tkuk!¸ ikosy us cM+s I;kj ls dgkA ¶esjs [k+;ky ls rks rqe
lks yks rks vPNk gSA¸
¶ugha] eSa tk jgk gw¡!¸
mlus diM+s igus vkSj dqN dgs fcuk gh pyk x;k---
¶og cgqr nq[kh gS!¸ ek¡ us vkg Hkjdj dgkA
¶ekywe gksrk gS ml ckr ds ckn ls rqe mlls vkSj Hkh T+;knk I;kj djus
yxh gks]¸ ikosy us dgk] ¶eq>s cM+h [+kq'kh gS bl ckr dh!¸
ek¡ us vk'p;Z ls ns[kkA
¶lp\ eq>s rks ekywe ugha gqvk! eSa mls bruk I;kj djrh gw¡ fd crk
ugha ldrh!¸
¶ek¡] rqEgkjk ân; cgqr mnkj gS!¸ ikosy us dksey Loj esa dgkA
¶eSa rks ;gh pkgrh gw¡ fd eSa rqEgkjs vkSj rqEgkjs nksLrksa ds fdlh dke vk
ld¡w! dk'k] eSa ;g dj ldrh!---¸
¶?kcjkvks ugha] lh[k tkvksxh!--¸
¶?kcjkÅ¡ ugha] ;gh eSa dj ugha ikrh!¸ mlus èkhjs ls g¡ldj dgkA
¶ek¡] NksM+ks Hkh bu ckrksa dks! exj ,d ckr ;kn j[kuk μ eSa rqEgkjk
cgqr&cgqr ,glku ekurk gw¡!¸
og jlksbZ esa pyh x;h fd ikosy dgha mlds vk¡lw u ns[k ysA
mØbuh cgqr nsj ls ?kj ykSVk vkSj vkrs gh ysV x;kA
¶de ls de N%&lkr ehy pyk gw¡xk---¸ mlus dgkA
¶dqN i+Qk;nk gqvk\¸ ikosy us iwNkA
¶NksM+ks Hkh bl ckr dks] eSa rks lksrk gw¡!¸
blds ckn og ,d 'kCn Hkh u cksykA
dqN nsj ckn oslksof'pdkso vUnj vk;k μ iQVsgky] xUnk vkSj ges'kk dh

ek¡ @ 169
rjg HkUuk;k gqvkA
¶dqN lquk rqeus fd blkbZ dks fdlus ekjk Fkk\¸ mlus cM+s Hkís <ax ls
Vgyrs gq, ikosy ls iwNkA
¶ugha rks!¸ ikosy us laf{kIr mÙkj fn;kA
¶vkf[k+j ,slk vkneh Hkh lkeus vk gh x;k] ftls ;g dke djrs gq,
f?ku ugha vk;hA eSa rks [+kqn gh mls ekjus ds iQsj esa FkkA cqjk gqvk fd esjs gkFkksa
ugha ejk_ bl dke ds fy, eq>ls vPNk dksbZ vkneh Fkk gh ugha!¸
¶fudksykbZ] ,slh ckrsa er dgks!¸ ikosy us fe=krk ds Hkko ls dgkA
¶fcYdqy Bhd dgrs gks rqe!¸ ek¡ us cM+s I;kj ls dgkA ¶tc vkneh
dk dystk ekse tSlk eqyk;e gks rks fiQj og 'ksj dh rjg xjts D;ksa\ vkf[k+j
D;ksa\¸
vkt jkr fudksykbZ dks ns[kdj og [+kq'k FkhA mldk pspd ds nkxksa ls
Hkjk gqvk psgjk Hkh mls T+;knk vkd"kZd ekywe gks jgk FkkA
¶eSa rks cl blh dke ds fy, Bhd gw¡!¸ fudksykbZ us vius dUèks
fcpdkrs gq, dgkA ¶eSa lksprk jgrk gw¡ fd eSa D;k dke dj ldrk gw¡\ dqN
Hkh ugha! bu lc dkeksa esa yksxksa ls ckrsa djuh iM+rh gSa vkSj eq>s ckrsa djuk
Hkh ugha vkrk! eSa ns[krk gw¡ fd nqfu;k esa D;k gks jgk gS] eSa ns[krk gw¡ fd yksxksa
ds lkFk dSlk vU;k; gksrk gS ij eSa mls c;ku ugha dj ldrk! eSa fcYdqy
taxyh gw¡] ckr rd djuh ugha vkrhA¸
og ikosy ds ikl pyk x;k vkSj vk¡[ksa >qdk;s est esa m¡xfy;k¡ xM+krk
jgk vkSj fiQj mlus cPpksa tSls fouhr Loj esa dgk tks mlds ges'kk ds Loj
ls fcYdqy fHkUu Fkk %
¶nksLrks] eq>s dksbZ eqf'dy dke nks! eSa bl rjg ft+Unk ugha jg ldrk!
rqe lc yksx vius&vius dke esa iQ¡ls gks vkSj eSa ns[krk gw¡ fd dke fdl rjg
fnu&c&fnu c<+rk tk jgk gS ysfdu eSa dqN ugha dj jgk gw¡! cl ydM+h ds
dqUns vkSj r[+rs <ksrk jgrk gw¡A dksbZ Hkh rks pht+ ugha gS ftlds fy, eSa ft+Unk
jgw¡A eq>s dksbZ dfBu dke nks!¸
ikosy us gkFk c<+kdj mls viuh rji+Q [khap fy;kA
¶dke nsaxs rqEgsa!--¸ mlus dgkA
vksV ds ihNs ls mØbuh dh vkokt+ vk;h %
¶eSa rqEgsa Vkbi fcBkus dk dke fl[kk nw¡xk] fudksykbZ dgks dSlk gS ;g
dke\¸

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 fudksykbZ mlds ikl pyk x;kA
¶vxj rqe bruk dj nks rks eSa--- eSa rqEgsa viuk pkdw HksaV dj nw¡xk---¸
mlus dgkA
¶HkkM+ esa tk;s rqEgkjk pkdw!¸ mØbuh us BV~Bk ekjdj g¡lrs gq, Å¡ps
Loj esa dgkA
¶cM+k vPNk pkdw gS!¸ fudksykbZ viuh ckr ij vM+k jgkA ikosy Hkh
g¡lus yxkA
¶eq> ij g¡l jgs gks\¸ fudksykbZ us dejs ds chpksachp #ddj iwNkA
¶vkSj fdl ij g¡l jgs gSa!¸ mØbuh us mNydj pkjikbZ ls mBrs gq,
dgkA ¶ckr lquks] vkvks] ckgj Vgyus pysa] vkt pk¡n Hkh fudyk gSA pyrs
gks\¸
¶vPNh ckr gS!¸ ikosy us dgkA
¶eSa Hkh pyrk gw¡!¸ fudksykbZ us dgkA ¶eq>s mØbuh dh g¡lh cgqr
ilUn gS---¸
¶vkSj eq>s rqEgkjk HksVa nsus dk oknk djuk cgqr vPNk yxrk gS!¸ mØbuh
us f[kfl;kdj g¡lrs gq, dgkA
og diM+s iguus ds fy, jlksbZ?kj esa pyk x;kA
¶dksbZ xje diM+k igu ysuk---¸ ek¡ us vkxzg fd;kA
tc os rhuksa pys x;s rks ek¡ FkksM+h nsj rd f[kM+dh ij [kM+h mUgsa ns[krh
jgh vkSj fiQj nso&izfrek dh vksj eqM+hA
¶gs Hkxoku] mu ij n;k djuk] mudh j{kk djuk!---¸ mlus cqncqnkdj
dgkA

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fnu bruh tYnh chrrs x;s fd ek¡ dks ebZ fnol ds vkxeu ds ckjs esa
lkspus dk Hkh ekSo+Qk u feykA ysfdu fnu&Hkj ds dkedkt ds ckn jkr dks
tc og Fkddj fcLrj ij ysVrh rks mlds fny esa ,d gYdh&gYdh ihM+k
gksrhA
¶og fnu tYnh vk tkrk rks vPNk Fkk---¸ og lksprh jgrhA
cgqr lcsjs gh iQSSDVjh dh lhVh ctrh vkSj mldk csVk vkSj vUæsbZ
tYnh&tYnh dqN uk'rk djds py nsrs vkSj ntZuksa dke mls lkSai tkrsA
fnu&Hkj og fiatjs esa cUn fxygjh dh rjg bèkj&mèkj Hkkxrh&nkSM+rh jgrh]

ek¡ @ 171
[kkuk idkrh] muds iksLVjksa ds fy, ysbZ vkSj yky jks'kukbZ rS;kj djrh]
vutkus yksxksa ls ckrsa djrh tks cM+s jgL;e; <ax ls vkdj ikosy ds fy,
lUns'k NksM+ tkrs vkSj mrus gh jgL;e; <ax ls x+k;c gks tkrs vkSj viuh dqN
mÙkstuk ek¡ dks Hkh ns tkrsA
izk;% gj jkr dks ckM+ksa] ;gk¡ rd fd Fkkus ds njokt+ksa ij Hkh] et+nwjksa
ls ebZ fnol ds lekjksg esa Hkkx ysus dk vkxzg djus okys iksLVj yxk;s tkrs
vkSj jkst+ i+QSDVjh esa ipsZ ck¡Vs tkrsA lqcg ls mBdj iqfylokys et+nwjkssa dh
cfLr;ksa dk pDdj yxkrs vkSj bu iksLVjksa dks uksprs vkSj [kqjpdj ckM+sa lki+Q
djrs gq, xUnh&xUnh xkfy;k¡ cdrsA ijUrq nksigj esa [kkus ds le; u;s ipsZ u
tkus dgk¡ ls gok ds lkFk mM+rs gq, yksxksa ds iSjksa ds ikl vk fxjrsA 'kgj ls
jktuhfrd iqfyl ds vkneh Hksts x;s vkSj os gj uqDdM+ ij [kM+s gksdj [kkus
dh NqV~Vh ds le; i+QSDVjh ls vkus okys vkSj i+QSDVjh esa tkus okys gj et+nwj
ds psgjs dks x+kSj ls ns[krsA ifjfLFkfr ij dkcw ikus esa iqfyl dh vleFkZrk ij
lHkh eu gh eu [+kq'k FksA o`¼ et+nwj Hkh eqLdjkrs Fks %
¶D;k dj jgs gSa] ns[kk!¸ os dgrsA
gj txg et+njw ksa ds >q.M bu ipks± ij xjekxje cgl djrs gq, ns[ks tkrsA
gj rji+Q dki+Qh gypy Fkh vkSSj bl lky olUr ½rq dk thou yksxksa dks dqN
vfèkd jkspd izrhr gqvk] D;ksafd vc dh mlesa dqN u;h ckr FkhA dqN yksx
ges'kk ls T+;knk X+kqLlk Fks vkSj foæksfg;ksa dks [kjh&[kjh xkfy;k¡ lqukrs FksA nwljksa
ds ân; esa ,d vLi"V lh vk'kk vkSj Hk; lek;k gqvk FkkA dqN ,sls Hkh Fks]
;|fr budh la[;k FkksM+h gh Fkh] ftUgsa bl ckr ij xoZ Fkk fd mUgksaus gh yksxksa
esa tkx`fr iSnk dh FkhA
ikosy vkSj vUæsbZ rks 'kk;n gh dHkh lksrs gksaA psgjs dk jax ihyk] vkokt+
HkjkZ;h gqbZ vkSj Fkddj pwj] os ikS iQVs ?kj ykSVrsA ek¡ tkurh Fkh fd os taxy
eas tkdj ehfVaxsa djrs FksA og ;g Hkh tkurh Fkh fd ?kqM+lokj iqfyl jkr dks
cLrh ds vkl&ikl ds xk¡oksa esa x'r yxkrh Fkh vkSj gj txg jktuhfrd iqfyl
ds vkneh rSukr Fks tks dqN et+nwjksa dks idM+dj mudh ryk'kh ysrs] dgha
yksxksa dks bdV~Bk ns[krs rks mUgsa frrj&fcrj dj nsrs vkSj dHkh&dHkh dqN yksxksa
dks fxjÝ+rkj Hkh djrsA ek¡ le>rh Fkh fd mlds csVs vkSj vUnszbZ dks fdlh
Hkh le; fxjÝ+rkj dj fy;s tkus dk [k+rjk Fkk vkSj og rks 'kk;n pkgrh Hkh
;gh Fkh] D;ksafd og lksprh Fkh fd muds fy, ;gh vPNk gksxkA
u tkus D;ksa Vkbe&dhij dh gR;k dh ckr nck nh x;hA nks fnu rd
LFkkuh; iqfyl us rgdhdkr dh ysfdu dksbZ ntZu Hkj yksxksa ls loky&tokc

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djus ds ckn mUgksaus ekeys dks Vky fn;kA
,d fnu ekfj;k dksjlquksok us] ftldh iqfyl ds lkFk Hkh mruh gh
nksLrh Fkh ftruh nwljs yksxkssa ds lkFk] ek¡ dks vius 'kCnksa esa iqfyl dh jk;
crk;hA
¶dkfry dk irk yxus dh cgqr de mEehn gS!¸ mlus dgkA ¶ml
fnu lqcg de ls de lkS yksx blkbZ ls feys gksaxs vkSj muesa ls de ls de
uCcs ,sls jgs gksaxs ftUgsa mls ekjdj cgqr [+kq'kh gksrhA lkr cjl ls og yksxksa
dks blh ds fy, mdlk jgk Fkk---¸
mØbuh eas cgqr ifjorZu vk x;k FkkA mldk psgjk cgqr nqcyk vkSj
yEck gks x;k Fkk] mlds iiksVs lwt vk;s Fks] ftlds dkj.k mldh cM+h&cM+h
vk¡[ksa vkèkh <¡d x;h FkhaA mlds uFkquksa ls ysdj eq¡g ds dksuksa rd
gYdh&gYdh xgjh ydhjsa iM+ x;h FkhaA og vk;s fnu dh NksVh&eksVh ckrksa
ds ckjs esa cgqr de ckr djrk Fkk_ vc ,slk cgqèkk gksus yxk Fkk fd og cgqr
mRlkg esa vkdj fdlh nwljs gh txr esa igqp ¡ tkrk vkSj lquus okyksa dks Hkfo";
ds ckjs esa viuh dYiuk dk o.kZu nsdj jksekafpr djrk μ ,sls Hkfo"; dh
dYiuk ftlesa U;k; vkSj vktknh dh fot; gksxhA
blkbZ ds dRy dh ckr 'kh?kz gh lc yksx Hkwy x;sA
¶os bUlkuksa dh rks jÙkh&Hkj Hkh ijokg ugha djrs] mu yksxksa dh Hkh ugha]
ftUgsa os gekjs f[k+yki+Q bLrseky djrs gS]¸ vUæsbZ us ,d lw[kh eqLdjkgV ds
lkFk dgkA ¶vkSj mUgsa vius HkkM+s ds VV~Vqvksa ds ej tkus dk dksbZ viQlksl
Hkh ugha gksrkA mUgsa rks cl vius [k+pZ fd;s gq, iSls dk nq[k gksrk gS---¸
¶vUæsbZ] cl cgqr gks pqdha ,slh ckrsa!¸ ikosy us l[+rh ls dgkA
¶tks dqN lM+k&xyk Fkk og igyh gh Bsl esa <sj gks x;k] cl vkSj dqN
ugha!¸ ek¡ us dgkA
¶;g rks Bhd gS] exj blls cgqr [+kq'kh ugha gksrh!¸ mØbuh us mnkl
gksdj mÙkj fn;kA
og ;g ckr vDlj dgk djrk Fkk vkSj tc Hkh og ;g dgrk mlds
'kCn ,d O;kid vFkZ èkkj.k dj ysrs Fks ftlesa dVq O;ax Nqik gksrk Fkk---
---vkf[k+jdkj igyh ebZ dk og fnu Hkh vk x;k] ftldh brus fnuksa ls
izrh{kk FkhA
lhVh ges'kk dh rjg vkt Hkh mrus gh vkns'kiw.kZ Loj esa cthA ek¡ us
jkr&Hkj iyd ugha >idk;h Fkh] og >ViV pkjikbZ ls mBh vkSj mlus leksokj
esa vkx lqyxk nh_ leksokj mlus jkr dks gh rS;kj dj fy;k FkkA ges'kk dh

ek¡ @ 173
rjg vkt Hkh og yM+dksa ds dejs dk njokt+k [kV[kVkus tk gh jgh Fkh fd
dqN lkspdj #d x;h vkSj ,d gkFk xky ij j[kdj f[kM+dh ds ikl bl rjg
cSB x;h ekuks mlds nk¡r esa nnZ gks jgk gksA
gYds uhys jax ds vkdk'k ij xqykch vkSj li+Qsn cknyksa dk ,d >q.M
eaMyk jgk Fkk ekuks i+QSDVjh dh Hkki dh lh&lh ls Hk;Hkhr gksdj cM+h&cM+h
fpfM+;ksa dk ,d >q.M mM+k tk jgk gksA ek¡ [kks;h&[kks;h ut+jksa ls cknyksa dks
ns[krh jghA mldk flj Hkkjh gks jgk Fkk vkSj jkr Hkj u lksus ds dkj.k mldh
vk¡[kas ty jgh FkhaA mlds ân; esa ,d fofp=k 'kkfUr FkhA mlds efLr"d esa
cgqr NksVh&NksVh lkèkkj.k ckrksa ds fopkj vk jgs Fks---
¶eSaus leksokj cgqr tYnh xje dj fn;k_ ikuh csdkj [kkSyrk jgsxk--- os
nksuksa brus Fkds gSa] vkt lqcg rks mUgsa FkksM+h nsj T+;knk lks ysus fn;k tk;s---¸
izkr%dky ds lw;Z dh ,d fdj.k vkdj f[kM+dh ij [ksyus yxh_ mldh
ped esa cM+k mYykl FkkA ek¡ us viuk gkFk iQSyk fn;k vkSj tc lw;Z dh
m".krk&Hkjh pednkj fdj.ksa ml ij iM+ha rks mlus nwljs gkFk ls mls FkiFkik;k
vkSj fopkjksa esa Mwch gqbZ eqLdjkus yxhA FkksM+h nsj ckn og mBh vkSj leksokj
ls pqipki uyh fudky yhA fiQj mlus eq¡g&gkFk èkks;k vkSj izkFkZuk djus yxh_
og cM+h J¼k ls ckj&ckj vius lhus ij lyhc dk fu'kku cukrh Fkh vkSj
;|fi mlds gksaB fgy jgs Fks ij muls dksbZ 'kCn ugha fudy jgk FkkA mlds
psgjs ij ped vk x;h] mldh nkfguh HkkSag iQM+dus yxh---
nwljh lhVh u rks brus t+ksj ls gh cth vkSj u mlesa og vkns'k gh Fkk_
mldh eksVh ue vkokt+ esa ,d gYdk&lk dEiu Fkk vkSj ek¡ dks ,slk yxk
fd og ges'kk ls T+;knk nsj rd ctrh jghA
nwljs dejs ls mØbuh dh xw¡trh gqbZ lki+Q vkokt+ lquk;h nh %
¶lqurs gks] ikosy\¸
i+Q'kZ ij fdlh ds uaxs iSjksa ds pyus dh vkgV lquk;h nh vkSj nksuksa
yM+dksa esa ls ,d us Hkjiwj tEgkbZ yh---
¶leksokj xje gS!¸ ek¡ us iqdkjdj dgkA
¶vHkh mBrs gSa!¸ ikosy us iqyfdr Loj esa mÙkj fn;kA
¶lwjt fudy jgk gS!¸ mØbuh us dgkA ¶vkSj vkleku ij ckny Hkh
gSaA vkt vxj ckny u gksrs D;k uqdlku Fkk---¸
og uhan esa >werk gqvk vLr&O;Lr n'kk esa jlksbZ esa vk;k] ij og cgqr
exu FkkA
¶ek¡] lyke! jkr uhan dSlh vk;h\¸

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 ek¡ mBdj mlds ikl pyh x;hA
¶vUæsbZ] rqe mlds lkFk&lkFk pyuk!¸ mlus pqids ls dgkA
¶cs'kd!¸ mØbuh us Hkh cgqr gh èkhes Loj esa dgkA ¶ek¡] rqe fo'okl
j[kks fd tc rd ge yksx lkFk gSa ge ,d&nwljs ds dUèks ls dUèkk feykdj
gh pysaxs!¸
¶rqe nksuksa ogk¡ D;k [kqlqj&iQqlqj dj jgs gks\¸ ikosy us iwNkA
¶dksbZ [k+kl ckr ugha gS] ikosy!¸
¶ek¡ dg jgh Fkh fd eSa vkt vPNh rjg eq¡g lki+Q dj yww¡A vkt lkjh
yM+fd;ksa dh ut+jsa eq> ij gh teh jgsaxh!¸ mØbuh us M~;ks<+h esa eq¡g&gkFk èkksus
ds fy, tkrs gq, dgkA
¶ ^mB tkx] vks Hkw[ks cUnh!* ¸ ikosy xquxqukus yxkA
tSls&tSls fnu p<+rk x;k ekSle vPNk gksrk x;k vkSj gok cknyksa dks
mM+k ys x;hA est ij uk'rk yxkrs le; ek¡ cjkcj viuk flj fgyk jgh Fkh_
og eu gh eu lksp jgh Fkh fdruh vthc ckr gS fd vHkh lqcg rks ;s yksx
g¡lh&et+ko+Q dj jgs gSa] ysfdu dksbZ ugha tkurk fd vkxs pydj fnu esa D;k
gksus okyk gSA vkSj u tkus D;ksa mldk ân; Hkh 'kkUr vkSj ,d fofp=k iqyd
ls Hkjk gqvk FkkA
os nsj rd pk; ihrs jgs] rkfd le; tYnh&tYnh chr tk;sA ikosy
ges'kk dh rjg èkhjs&èkhjs cgqr lksp&lkspdj vius fxykl esa 'kDdj feykrk
jgk vkSj mlus cM+h lkoèkkuh ls viuh jksVh ij ued fNM+dk fd dgha ij
ued de ;k T+;knk u gksus ik;sA ges'kk dh rjg vkt Hkh mlus Mcy jksVh
dk fljsokyk VqdM+k fy;k Fkk] mls ;gh ilUn FkkA mØbuh est ds uhps vius
ik¡o bèkj&mèkj f[kldk jgk Fkk] (og dHkh vkjke ls ,d txg vius ik¡o
j[k gh ugha ldrk Fkk) vkSj pk; esa izfrfcfEcr gksdj nhokj vkSj Nr ij
[ksyrh gqbZ lw;Z dh fdj.kksa dks ns[k jgk FkkA
¶tc eSa dksbZ nl cjl dk Fkk rc eSaus ,d ckj lkspk fd eSa lwjt dks
fxykl esa cUn dj yw¡xk]¸ mlus dgkA ¶cl] eSa ,d fxykl ysdj
pqids&pqids ,d txg x;k tgk¡ ij èkwi dk ,d NksVk&lk èkCck Fkk vkSj eSaus
>ViV fxykl myVdj ml txg ij ns ekjkA esjk gkFk dV x;k vkSj ekj iM+h
lks vyxA ekj [kkdj eSa vgkrs esa x;k vkSj ogk¡ eSaus ikuh ds ,d x<+s esa lwjt
dh ijNkb± ns[khA eSaus th Hkjdj ml ijNkb± dks iSjksa ls dqpykA esjs diM+s
dhpM+ ls xUns gks x;s vkSj eq>s fiQj ekj iM+h--- viuh f[kfl;kgV feVkus ds
fy, eSa thHk fudkydj lwjt dks eq¡g fp<+kus yxk vkSj fpYyk&fpYykdj

ek¡ @ 175
dgus yxk] ^eq>s pksV gh ugha yxh] yyeq¡gs 'kSrku! eq>s pksV gh ugha yxh!*
u tkus D;ksa blds ckn eSa viuh lkjh ihM+k Hkwy x;kA¸
¶rqeus lwjt dks yyeq¡gk D;ksa dgk\¸ ikosy us g¡ldj iwNkA
¶gekjs ?kj ds lkeus xyh ds ikj cM+s&ls yky eq¡gokyk ,d yksgkj jgrk
Fkk ftldh nk<+h Hkh yky jax dh FkhA og cgqr eLr vkSj usd vkneh Fkk]
vkSj eq>s ,slk yxrk Fkk fd lwjt Hkh mlh tSlk gS---¸
tc ek¡ ls vkSj u jgk x;k rks og cksyh %
¶rqe yksx bldh ckrsa D;ksa ugha djrs fd rqe vkt tqywl dSls
fudkyksxs\¸
¶ftu ckrksa ds ckjs esa i+QSlyk gks pqdk gS muds ckjs esa vkSj ckrsa djus
ls cgqr xM+cM+ gksxh!¸ mØbuh us cM+h ujeh ls dgkA ¶eku yks vxj ge lc
yksx fxjÝ+rkj dj fy;s x;s rks] ek¡] fudksykbZ bokuksfop vkdj crk;sxk fd
rqEgsa D;k djuk gSA¸
¶vPNh ckr gS!¸ ek¡ us vkg Hkjdj dgkA
¶vxj ge yksx Vgyus pysa rks dSlk jgs\¸ ikosy us bl rjg dgk ekuks
og fdlh nwljs gh txr esa fopj jgk gksA
¶vHkh ?kj gh ij jgks rks vPNk gS!¸ vUæsbZ us mÙkj fn;kA ¶iqfyl dks
igys ls ykyp fnykus ls D;k i+Qk;nk\ ;ksa gh os rqEgsa vPNh rjg tkurs gSa!¸
Ý+;ksnksj ekftu Hkkxk gqvk vUnj vk;kA mldk psgjk ped jgk Fkk vkSj
xky rerek;s gq, FksA mlds mYykliw.kZ mRlkg us mudh izrh{kk ds ruko dks
Hkax dj fn;kA
¶flyflyk 'kq: gks x;k!¸ mlus dgkA ¶yksxksa esa gypy iSnk gks x;h
gS! os ruh gqbZ lwjrsa cuk;s lM+dksa ij vk jgs gSaA oslksof'pdkso vkSj oklhyh
xwlos vkSj leksbykso i+QDS Vjh ds iQkVd ij [kM+s Hkk"k.k ns jgs gSAa cgqr ls et+njw
?kj ykSV x;s gSa! vkvks pyks! oD+r gks x;k gS! nl ct x;s gSa!---¸
¶eSa vkrk gw¡]¸ ikosy us n`<+ fu'p; ds lkFk dgkA
¶ns[k ysuk [kkus dh NqV~Vh ds ckn lkjs et+nwj ckgj fudy vk;saxs!¸
Ý+;ksnksj us Hkkxdj tkrs gq, dgkA
¶bls rks ,d iy pSu ugha gS] tSls gok esa eksecÙkh dh ykS cjkcj dk¡irh
jgrh gS!¸ ek¡ us dgkA ;g dgdj og mBh vkSj diM+s cnyus ds fy, jlksbZ
esa pyh x;hA
¶ek¡] dgk¡ tk jgh gks rqe\¸ vUæsbZ us iwNkA
¶rqe yksxksa ds lkFk!¸ mlus mÙkj fn;kA

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 vUæsbZ us viuh ew¡Nksa ds cky uksprs gq, duf[k;ksa ls ikosy dh rji+Q
ns[kkA ikosy vius ckykssa esa m¡xfy;k¡ iQsjrk gqvk ek¡ ds ikl x;kA
¶ek¡] eSa rqEgsa jksdus ds fy, dqN ugha dgw¡xk] vkSj--- rqe Hkh eq>ls dqN
u dguk! Bhd gS u\¸
¶vPNh ckr gS] vPNh ckr gSA Hkxoku rqEgsa lq[kh j[ks!¸ mlus vLiQqV
Loj esa dgkA
27
ckgj fudydj tc mlus okrkoj.k esa mÙkstuk vkSj mRlqdrk ls Hkjh gqbZ
vkokt+ksa dh xw¡t lquh vkSj tc mlus yksxksa dks >q.M ck¡èkdj vius ?kjksa ds
iQkVdksa vkSj f[kM+fd;ksa ls mlds csVs vkSj vUæsbZ dks dkSrwgy&Hkjh n`f"V ls
ns[krk gqvk ik;k] rks mldh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus gjs vkSj Hkwjs jax dh vkÑfr;ksa dk
,d èkq¡èkyk&lk fp=k ?kwe x;kA
yksxksa us mlds csVs vkSj vUæsbZ dks lyke fd;k_ vkt muds 'kCnksa esa ,d
fo'ks"k egÙo FkkA yksx eUn Loj esa tks Vhdk&fVIi.kh dj jgs Fks mlds dsoy
dqN gh va'k mlds dkuksa esa iM+ jgs Fks %
¶og ns[kks] ;gh nksuksa usrk gSa---¸
¶gesa D;k ekywe fd usrk dkSu gS---¸
¶eSa fdlh dks uqdlku igq¡pkus ds fy, ugha dg jgk gw¡!---¸
fdlh us vius ?kj ds ckgjokys vk¡xu ls >q¡>ykdj fpYykrs gq, dgk %
¶iqfyl idM+ ys tk;sxh] mudk ukeks&fu'kku rd ugha jg tk;sxk!¸
¶,d ckj rks idM+ ys x;h Fkh!¸
Åij f[kM+dh esa ls dksbZ L=kh fpYyk;h %
¶lksp&le>dj o+Qne mBkuk! ;kn j[kuk] rqEgsa vius ifjokj dk isV
ikyuk gS!¸
os yaxM+s tkslhekso ds ?kj ds lkeus ls xqtjsA i+QSDVjh esa dke djrs le;
mldh Vk¡xsa dV x;h Fkha vkSj mls i+QSDVjh ls ias'ku feyrh FkhA
¶ikosy!¸ mlus f[kM+dh eas ls flj fudkydj iqdkjkA ¶cnek'k] vc
dh ckj rsjh xnZu rksM+ nh tk;sxh! rq>s vius fd;s dh ltk fey tk;sxh!¸
ek¡ dk¡i x;h vkSj fBBddj [kM+h gks x;hA mlds vax&vax esa Øksèk dh
ygj nkSM+ x;hA ut+jsa Åij mBkdj ek¡ us mls yaxM+s ds psgjs dks ns[kk ftl
ij [kk&[kkdj pchZ Nk x;h Fkh vkSj yaxM+s us ,d xkyh nsdj viuk flj vUnj
dj fy;kA ek¡ us vius o+Qne rst+ fd;s vkSj vius csVs ds ikl igq¡pdj
fcYdqy mlds ihNs&ihNs pyus yxh] bl Hk; ls fd dgha fiNM+ u tk;sA

ek¡ @ 177
 ,slk izrhr gksrk Fkk fd tSls ikosy vkSj vUæsbZ fdlh ckr dh vksj è;ku
gh u ns jgs gksa vkSj muds xqtjrs le; yksx tks ckrsa dgrs Fks mudk mUgsa dksbZ
Kku gh u gksA os cM+s 'kkUr Hkko ls pys tk jgs Fks] mUgsa dksbZ tYnh ugha FkhA
jkLrs esa ,d ckj fejksukso us mUgsa jksdk_ og vèksM+ mez dk cgqr fouez vkneh
Fkk vkSj mlds xEHkhj LoHkko vkSj bZekunkjh ds dkj.k lc yksx mldh bTtr
djrs FksA
¶D;ksa nuhyks bokuksfop] rks rqe Hkh vkt dke ij ugha x;s\¸ ikosy us
dgkA
¶esjs ?kj cPpk gksus okyk gSA vkSj fiQj ,sls fnu fdls pSu iM+rk gS!¸
og lkfFk;ksa dks yxkrkj ?kwjrk jgk vkSj mlus nch vkokt+ esa iwNk %
¶lquk gS fd rqe yksx vkt Mk;jsDVj dks cM+h eqlhcr easa iQ¡lkus dk
bjknk dj jgs gks μ dqN f[kM+fd;k¡&foM+fd;k¡ rksM+us dh ckr gS] D;ksa\¸
¶ge dksbZ fi;s gq, gSa D;k\¸ ikosy us dgkA
¶ge rks cl >.Ms ysdj lM+d ij tqywl fudkysaxs vkSj dqN xhr
xk;saxs]¸ mØbuh us dgkA ¶gekjs xkus lquuk] muesa gekjh lkjh ckrsa dg nh x;h
gSa!¸
¶eSa tkurk gw¡ fd rqe yksx fdu ckrksa ds fy, yM+ jgs gks]¸ fejksukso
us fopkjeXu gksdj dgkA ¶eSa rqEgkjs v[kckj i<+rk gw¡A vPNk] isykxs;k
fuyksouk!¸ mlus fofLer gksdj dgk_ ek¡ dks ns[kdj mldh prqjkbZ&Hkjh
vk¡[kksa eas ped vk x;hA ¶rqe Hkh cxkor eas 'kkfey gks x;ha\¸
¶ejus ls igys ,d ckj rks U;k; dk lkFk ns yw¡!¸
¶Bhd gS] Bhd gS!¸ fejksukso us dgkA ¶ekywe gksrk gS fd os Bhd gh
dgrs Fks fd rqe gh i+QSDVjh esa og x+Sj&o+Qkuwuh ipsZ ykrh FkhaA¸
¶fdlus dgk ;g\¸ ikosy us iwNkA
¶gq¡%] lquk gS eSaus! vPNk eSa pyrk gw¡A l¡Hkydj pyuk] vius dks dkcw
esa j[kuk!¸
ek¡ pqids&pqids eqLdjk nhA og [+kq'k Fkh fd yksx mlds ckjs esa ,slh
ckr dgrs FksA
¶ek¡] rqe Hkh tsy Hkst nh tkvksxh!¸ ikosy us g¡ldj dgkA
lwjt p<+rk tk jgk Fkk vkSj olUr ½rq ds ml lq[kn fnu dh rkt+xh
esa viuh jf'e;k¡ m¡Msy jgk FkkA cknyksa dh xfr eUn iM+ x;h vkSj mudh
ijNkb± gYdh gks x;h_ vc lwjt dh fdj.ksa muesa ls Nu&Nudj vk jgh FkhaA
ckny eUn xfr ls lM+d vkSj ?kjksa dh Nrksa ij e¡Mjkrs gq, yksxksa dks Nk;k iznku

178 @ ek¡
dj jgs Fks_ mudh ijNkb;k¡ ekuks cLrh dks cqgkj jgh Fkha] ?kjksa ij ls èkwy vkSj
yksxksa ds psgjksa ij ls mdrkgV lc iksaNs ns jgh FkhaA gj pht+ esa ,d u;h iqyd
FkhA Lojksa dk xq¡tu rst+ gksrk x;k vkSj èkhjs&èkhjs e'khuksa dh xM+xM+kgV bl
vkokt+ esa Mwcdj jg x;hA
,d ckj fiQj f[kM+fd;ksa vkSj vk¡xuksa ls 'kCn ok;q dh ygjksa ij mM+rs
vkSj jasxrs gq, ek¡ ds dkuksa rd igq¡ps μ bu 'kCnksa esa }s"k vkSj vkrad] 'kadk vkSj
mYykl lHkh dqN rks FkkA ijUrq vc mlesa dqN ckrksa dk [k.Mu djus] dqN
ckrksa dks le>kus] viuh ÑrKrk izdV djus vkSj ml fnu ds fofp=k
oSfoè;iw.kZ thou esa lfØ; :i ls Hkkx ysus dh ,d meax iSnk gks x;h FkhA
,d ladjh&lh xyh esa yxHkx lkS yksxksa dh HkhM+ tek gks x;h Fkh vkSj
muds chp ls oslksof'pdkso dh vkokt+ vk jgh FkhA
¶os xUus ds jl dh rjg gekjk [+kwu fupksM+ ysrs gSa!¸ mlds ;s HkksaM+s 'kCn
yksxksa ds fljksa ij gFkkSM+s dh rjg izgkj dj jgs FksA
¶;gh rks djrs gSa!¸ ,d lkFk dbZ Loj lquk;h fn;sA
¶yM+dk viuk t+ksj yxk jgk gS!¸ mØbuh us dgkA ¶eSa tkdj mldh
enn djrk gw¡!--¸
tc rd ikosy mls jksds jgk og vius nqcys&irys vkSj ypdhys 'kjhj
ls HkhM+ dks phjrk gqvk vkxs igq¡p x;k tSls iasp dkdZ dks phjrk pyk tkrk
gSA
¶lkfFk;ks!¸ mlus viuh lqjhyh vkokt+ esa fpYykdj dgkA ¶yksx dgrs
gSa fd bl i`Foh ij Hkk¡fr&Hkk¡fr ds yksx jgrs gSa μ ;gwnh vkSj teZu] vaxzst
vkSj rkrkjA exj eSa bl ckr dks ugha ekurk! bl i`Foh ij cl nks rjg ds yksx
jgrs gSa] nks ,slh rjg ds yksx ftudk ,d&nwljs ls dksbZ esy ugha gks ldrk
μ vehj vkSj x+jhc! yksxksa dk igukok vyx gksrk gS] mudh cksyh vyx gksrh
gS] exj tc ge ns[krs gSa fd iz+Qkalhlh] teZu vkSj vaxzst iSlsokys ogk¡ ds
et+nwjksa ds lkFk dSlk cjrko djrs gSa rc gekjh le> esa vkrk gS fd ge
et+nwjksa ds fy, os lc cnek'k gSa] mudk lR;kukl gks!¸
HkhM+ esa dksbZ g¡lkA
¶vkSj nwljh rji+Q vxj ge x+kSj ls ns[ksa rks gesa ekywe gksxk fd et+nwj
pkgs iz+Qkalhlh gksa ;k rkrkj ;k rqdZ] lc oSlh gh dqÙkksa tSlh ft+Unxh clj djrs
gSa tSlhfd ge :lh et+nwj!¸
xyh esa vkSj yksx vkrs x;s_ os iatksa ds cy [kM+s gksdj viuh xnZusa
rkudj ns[krs] ij cksyrs dqN Hkh ughaA

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 vUæsbZ dk Loj Å¡pk gksrk x;kA
¶nwljs ns'kksa ds et+nwjksa us bl lhèkh&lh ckr dks le> fy;k gS vkSj
vkt] ebZ fnol ds fnu---¸
¶iqfyl!¸ dksbZ fpYyk;kA
pkj iqfylokys ?kksM+s nkSM+krs gq, lhèks xyh eas ?kqls vkSj vius pkcqd
iQVdkjrs gq, fpYyk;s %
¶pyks ;gk¡ ls] D;k HkhM+ yxk j[kh gS!¸
yksxksa us ukd&HkkSa fldksMd+ j mUgsa ns[kk vkSj vueus Hkko ls ?kksMk+ as ds fy,
jkLrk NksM+us yxsA dqN yksx pgkjnhokfj;ksa ij p<+ x;sA
¶;s vius dks cgqr cgknqj flikgh le>rs gSa exj gSa fcYdqy lqvj!¸
fdlh us fuMjrk ls fpYykdj dgkA
mØbuh xyh ds chp eas ogha [kM+k jgk vkSj nks ?kksM+s viuh xnZusa rkus
mldh rji+Q >iVsA og ,d rji+Q dks gV x;k vkSj mlh {k.k ek¡ mldk gkFk
idM+dj mls vius lkFk [khap yk;hA
¶rqeus dgk Fkk fd rqe ikosy ds lkFk jgksxs]¸ ek¡ us cqM+cqM+krs gq, dgk]
¶vkSj ;gk¡ vkrs gh vdsys eqlhcr ds eq¡g esa ?kql x;s!¸
¶eki+Q dj nks] ek¡!¸ mØbuh us eqLdjkdj dgkA
isykxs;k fuyksouk ,d vthc Fkdu vuqHko dj jgh Fkh tSls mldh
gM~Mh&gM~Mh VwVh tk jgh gks] mls ,slk yx jgk Fkk fd ;g Fkdu mlds 'kjhj
esa dgha cgqr xgjkbZ ls fudydj Åij vk jgh gS_ mldk flj ?kwe jgk Fkk
vkSj ckjh&ckjh ls og dHkh [+kq'k gksrh Fkh vkSj dHkh mnklA og euk jgh Fkh
fd fdlh rjg [kkus dh NqV~Vh dh lhVh ctsA
yksx pkSd ds iklokys fxjtk?kj dh rji+Q vk jgs FksA yxHkx ik¡p lkS
ukStoku vkSj cPps fxjtk?kj ds eSnku esa tek gksdj 'kksj epk jgs FksA
tu&leqnkl fgyksajs ys jgk FkkA yksx xnZu rkudj nwj ij dqN ns[kus dk iz;Ru
dj jgs Fks_ os cM+h vèkhjrk ls fdlh ckr dh izrh{kk dj jgs FksA okrkj.k esa
fctyh&lh nkSM+ x;h FkhA dqN yksxksa dh le> esa ugha vk jgk Fkk fd os D;k
djaas] dqN nwljs yksx lhuk rkudj py jgs FksA vkSjrsa vius dksey Loj esa enks±
ls vuqu;&fou; dj jgh Fkha vkSj os >q¡>ykdj muls eq¡g iQsjdj pys tkrs FksA
dHkh&dHkh dksbZ nch vkokt+ esa xkyh Hkh nsrkA Hkk¡fr&Hkk¡fr ds yksxksa dh ml
HkhM+ esa ls foæksg dh ,d gYdh lh xw¡t mBhA
¶ehR;k¸ fdlh vkSjr us dk¡irs gq, Loj eas dgk] ¶vius gky ij jge
[kkvks!--¸

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 ¶tkus nks eq>s!¸ djkjk tokc lquk;h fn;kA
fltkso ds jkscnkj Loj esa dksbZ mÙkstuk ugha Fkh vkSj mldh ckrsa lc dks
ekU; Fkha %
¶gesa bu ukStokuksa dk lkFk ugha NksMu+ k pkfg,!¸ og dg jgk FkkA ¶buesa
gels T+;knk le> gS] vkSj fgEer Hkh! nyny ds fy, iSlksaokys >xM+s esa gekjs
fy, dkSu yM+k Fkk\ ;gh yksx Fks! vkSj gesa bl ckr dks Hkwyuk ugha pkfg,A
mUgsa blh ckr ds fy, tsy esa cUn fd;k x;k vkSj i+Qk;nk mBk;k ge yksxksa
us!--¸
lhVh cth vkSj lkjk dksykgy èofu ds bl fodjky izokg esa Mwc x;kA
HkhM+ flgj mBhA tks yksx cSBs Fks os mB [kM+s gq, vkSj ,d {k.k ds fy, gj
vkneh 'kkUr vkSj lrdZ gks x;k_ dqN ds rks psgjs Hkh ihys iM+ x;sA
¶lkfFk;ks!¸ ikosy dk xw¡trk gqvk n`<+ Loj lquk;h fn;kA ek¡ dh vk¡[kksa
esa xeZ vk¡lw Nyd vk;s vkSj lglk mlesa ekuks u;h 'kfDr dk lapkj gqvkA
,d >Vds ds lkFk og tYnh ls vius csVs ds ihNs tkdj [kM+h gks x;hA yksx
mlds csVs ds pkjksa vksj blh rjg [kM+s Fks tSls pqEcd ds pkjksa vksj yksgs ds
VqdM+sA
ek¡ us vius csVs ds psgjs dh vksj ns[kk_ mls dsoy mldh xoZ vkSj lkgl
ls Hkjh pedrh gqbZ vk¡[ksa fn[kk;h nha---
¶lkfFk;ks! geus i+QSlyk fd;k gS fd vkt ge [kqys vke ;g crk nsa fd
ge dkSu gSa vkSj viuk >.Mk Å¡pk djsa] tks U;k;] bUlki+Q vkSj vktknh dk
>.Mk gS!¸
,d yEck&lk li+Qsn ckal gok esa ,d {k.k ds fy, mBk vkSj fiQj uhps
vkdj HkhM+ dks nks fgLlksa esa ck¡Vrk gqvk dgha [kks x;k_ ,d {k.k ckn gh et+njw
oxZ dk >.Mk Å¡pk gqvk vkSj mRlqdrk ls Åij mBh gqbZ vk¡[ksa ,d cM+h&lh
yky fpfM+;k dh rjg iQgjkrs gq, ml >.Ms dks ns[kus yxhaA
ikosy us viuk gkFk mBk;k vkSj >.Mk fgyus yxk_ ntZuksa gkFkksa us
yiddj >.Ms ds fpdus li+Qsn ckal dks Fkke fy;k_ muesa ek¡ dk Hkh gkFk
FkkA
¶et+nwj oxZ ft+Unkckn!¸ ikosy us ukjk yxk;kA
lSdM+ksa yksxksa dk d.B&fuukn blds mÙkj esa xw¡t mBkA
¶lkekftd&tuoknh et+nwj ikVhZ ft+Unkckn! lkfFk;ks] ;g gekjh ikVhZ gS]
gekjs fopkj blh dh nsu gSa!¸
tu&leqnk; meM+k iM+ jgk FkkA tks yksx bl >.Ms ds egÙo dks le>rs

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Fks os vkxs c<+dj mlds fudV igq¡pus dk iz;Ru dj jgs Fks_ ekftu] leksbykso
vkSj nksuksa xwlso&cUèkq ikosy ds ikl igq¡p x;sA fudksykbZ flj >qdk;s HkhM+ dks
phjrk gqvk vkxs c<+ jgk Fkk_ ek¡ dks ,slk yxk fd dqN nwljs ukStoku] ftudh
vk¡[kksa esa ped Fkh] ftUgsa og igpkurh Hkh ugha Fkh] mls ,d rji+Q dks Bsys
ns jgs Fks---
¶nqfu;k ds et+nwj ft+Unkckn!¸ ikosy us fiQj ukjk yxk;kA gt+kjksa d.Bksa
us ,d lkFk vkRek dks vkUnksfyr dj nsus okys t;&?kks"k ls bldk mÙkj fn;k
tks muds mYykl vkSj mudh 'kfDr ds c<+rs gq, rwiQku dk ifjpk;d FkkA
ek¡ us fudksykbZ vkSj ,d fdlh nwljs vkneh dk gkFk idM+ fy;k_
vk¡lqvksa ls mldk xyk #¡èkk gqvk Fkk] ij og jks;h ughaA mlds ik¡o dk¡i jgs
Fks vkSj mlus dk¡irs gksaBksa ls cqncqnkdj dgk %
¶esjs cPps---¸
fudksykbZ ds pspd: psgjs ij ,d eqLdjkgV nkSM+ x;hA mlus >.Ms dh
rji+Q ,dVd ns[krs gq, vLiQqV Loj esa dqN dgk vkSj mldh rji+Q viuk
gkFk c<+k fn;kA vpkud mlus ek¡ ds xys esa ck¡g Mkydj mls pwe fy;k vkSj
g¡l iM+kA
¶lkfFk;ks!¸ mØbuh us cksyuk vkjEHk fd;kA mldh dksey vkokt+ HkhM+
dh vkokt+ ij Nk x;hA ¶geus ,d u;s bZ'oj ds uke ij èkeZ;q¼ NsM+k gS!
;g bZ'oj Kku vkSj le>&cw>] HkykbZ vkSj lPpkbZ dk nso gS! gekjk y{; cgqr
nwj gS] ij gekjk dkaVsnkj jkLrk gekjs lkeus gS! vxj fdlh dks lR; dh fot;
ij fo'okl u gks] vxj fdlh esa blds fy, viuh tku nsus dh fgEer u gks]
vxj fdlh dks viuh rkdr ij Hkjkslk u gks vkSj og eqlhcrsa mBkus ls Mjrk
gks rks og gekjs lkFk u pys! gesa fli+QZ ,sls yksxksa dh t+:jr gS ftUgsa gekjh
fot; esa fo'okl gks! tks yksx gekjs y{; dks u le>rs gksa os gekjs lkFk u
pysa] ugha rks os csdkj eqlhcr esa iQ¡lsaxsA lkfFk;ks] drkj cuk yks! vktkn yksxksa
dk R;ksgkj ft+Unkckn! ebZ fnol ft+Unkckn!¸
HkhM+ c<+rh x;hA ikosy us >.Mk mBk fy;k vkSj tc og mls ysdj vkxs
c<+k rks >.Mk ygjkus yxk_ og lw;Z ds izdk'k esa ped jgk Fkk vkSj mldh
ygjksa esa ,d eqLdkjkgV v¡xM+kb;k¡ ys jgh Fkh---
Ý+;ksnksj ekftu us xkuk 'kq: fd;k %
¶;s lkS cjl ds cUèku---¸
ntZuksa vkSj Lojksa dk eUn izcy izokg ml Loj esa fey x;k %

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 ¶ge vkt djsaxs Hkax!--¸
ek¡ ekftu ds ihNs py jgh Fkh_ mlds gksaBksa ij ,d g"kZ&Hkjh eqLdjkgV
[ksy jgh Fkh] Ý+;ksnksj ds flj ds Åij ls og >.Ms vkSj vius csVs dks ns[k
ldus ds fy, vk¡[kksa ij t+ksj ns jgh FkhA mlds pkjksa vksj g"kZ&Hkjs psgjs vkSj
gj jax dh vk¡[ksa Fkha vkSj mldk csVk vkSj vUæsbZ mlds vkxs&vkxs py jgs FksA
og mu nksuksa ds xkus dh vkokt+ lqu jgh Fkh] vUæsbZ dh lqjhyh vkokt+] ikosy
dh Hkkjh vkokt+ lqu jgh Fkh] vUæsbZ dh lqjhyh vkokt+ ikosy dh Hkkjh vkokt+
esa feydj ,d gks x;h Fkh %
¶mB tkx] vks Hkw[ks cUnh]
vc [khapks yky ryokj!--¸
yksx Hkkx&Hkkxdj >.Ms dh rji+Q vk jgs FksA Hkkxrs gq, os fpYykrs tk
jgs Fks ij muds fpYykus dh vkokt+ xhr dh vkokt+ esa Mwch tk jgh Fkh μ
mlh xkus dh vkokt+ esa ftls ?kj ij nwljs xkuksa dh vis{kk èkhes Loj esa xk;k
tkrk FkkA ;gk¡ lM+d ij og xhr fcuk fdlh jksdVksd ds xw¡t jgk Fkk vkSj
mlesa cgqr t+ksj iSnk gks x;k FkkA ml xhr esa vnE; lkgl dh xw¡t Fkh vkSj
tgk¡ mlesa yksxksa dk Hkfo"; dh vksj tkus okys yEcs ekxZ dks viukus dk
vkokgu fd;k x;k Fkk ogk¡ ;g Hkh Li"V :i ls dg fn;k Fkk fd og ekxZ
fdruk dfBu gksxkA mldh v[k.M T;ksfr us gj ml pht+ ds va/kdkj dks
fuxy fy;k Fkk tks viuk egÙo [kks pqdh Fkh] ijEijkxr Hkkoukvksa ds lkjs
dpjs dks lki+Q dj fn;k Fkk vkSj uwru ds izfr tks Hk; Fkk mls bl T;ksfr us
tykdj jk[k dj fn;k Fkk---
lglk ,d Hk;Hkhr vkSj f[kyk gqvk psgjk ek¡ ds cxy esa fn[kk;h fn;k
vkSj Å¡pk] d#.k Loj lquk;h iM+k %
¶ehR;k] dgk¡ tk jgk gS\¸
¶tkus nks mls]¸ ek¡ us cx+Sj #ds gq, dgkA ¶mldh fpUrk u djks! 'kq:
esa eq>s Hkh Mj yxrk FkkA esjk csVk rks lcls vkxs gS μ og tks >.Mk fy;s
gS!¸
¶uknkuks] rqe dgk¡ tk jgs gks\ vkxs flikgh [kM+s gSa!¸
ml vkSjr us tks yEcs dn dh vkSj fcYdqy lw[kh gqbZ Fkh] lglk vkus
[kiPph tSls gkFk ls ek¡ dks idM+ fy;k %
¶vkSj] ns[kks] xk Hkh rks D;k [+kwc jgs gSa!¸ mlus fpYykdj dgkA ¶vkSj

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esjk ehR;k Hkh xk jgk gSA¸
¶Mjks ugha!¸ ek¡ us le>krs gq, dgkA ¶mudk è;s; cgqr ifo=k gS--- t+jk
lkspks μ ;fn yksxksa us bZ'oj ds fy, vius izk.kksa dh cfy u nh gksrh rks bZlk
elhg dk dksbZ uke Hkh u tkurk!¸
;g fopkj lglk ek¡ ds efLr"d esa fctyh dh rjg dkSaèk x;k vkSj bl
lhèks&lkns Li"V lR; us mls iwjh rjg vius o'k esa dj fy;kA ek¡ us ml vkSjr
ij ut+j Mkyh tks vc rd mldk gkFk idM+s gq, FkhA
¶;fn yksxksa us bZ'oj ds fy, vius izk.kksa dh vkgqfr u nh gksrh rks bZlk
elhg dk dksbZ uke Hkh u tkurk]¸ mlus ,d foLe;&Hkjh eqLdjkgV ds lkFk
;s 'kCn nqgjk;sA
fltkso mlds cxy esa vk x;kA
¶vkt rks [kqydj lkeus vk x;k] gS u\¸ mlus Vksih mrkjdj xhr dh
rky ij mls fgykrs gq, dgkA ¶xkuk Hkh cuk fy;kA vkSj ek¡] xkuk Hkh dSlk]
cf<+;k gS] Bhd gS u\¸
¶t+:jr tokuksa dh gS t+kj dks
rw Hkjrh djk vius yky dks---¸
¶mUgsa fdlh dk Hkh Mj ugha gS!¸ fltkso us dgkA ¶vkSj esjk csVk cspkjk
viuh o+Qcz esa---¸
ek¡ dk fny rst+h ls èkM+dus yxk] blfy, og ihNs jg x;hA 'kh?kz gh
og èkDds [kkdj ,d rji+Q dks gV x;h vkSj ,d pgkjnhokjh ls tk yxh_
yksxksa dh HkhM+ ,d ygj dh rjg mlds ikl ls xqtj x;hA cgqr ls yksx Fks
vkSj mls blh ckr dh [+kq'kh FkhA
¶mB tkx] vks Hkw[ks cUnh!--¸
,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk fd ihry ds ,d cM+s&ls Hkksaiw esa ls xhr fudydj
gok esa xw¡t jgk gS] yksxksa esa tkx`fr iSnk dj jgk gS_ dqN yksxksa dks yM+us ds
fy, rRij dj jgk gS vkSj dqN nwljs yksxksa esa ,d rhoz mRlqdrk] fdlh u;s
lq[k dh ,d vLi"V lh Hkkouk mRiUu dj jgk gS_ dgha mlus {kh.k vk'kk,¡
tkx`r dha rks dgha cjlksa ls ?kqVrs gq, Øksèk dh Tokyk HkM+dk nhA lc dh vk¡[ksa
mlh vksj ns[k jgh Fkha tgk¡ vkxs yky >.Mk gok esa ygjk jgk FkkA
¶ns[kks os vk jgs gSa!¸ fdlh us vkos'k esa xjtdj dgkA ¶'kkck'k]
ukStokuks!¸

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 vkSj pw¡fd ml O;fDr ds ân; esa dksbZ bruh rhoz Hkkouk Hkjh gqbZ Fkh
ftls og 'kCnksa esa O;Dr ugha dj ldrk Fkk blfy, mlus ,d eksVh&lh xkyh
nhA ijUrq nkl&izo`fÙkokyh dqRlk] vUèkh vkSj eugwl dqRlk Hkh ml lk¡i dh
iQqiQdkj dh Hkk¡fr lquk;h ns jgh Fkh tks lw;Z ds izdk'k ls Hkkx jgk gksA
¶ukfLrd dgha ds!¸ ,d vkneh us f[kM+dh ls viuk eqDdk rkudj
fn[kkrs gq, ph[k+dj dgkA
¶egkjktkfèkjkt ds f[k+yki+Q cxkor] lezkV ds f[k+yki+Q cxkor\ foæksg\¸
fdlh nwljs vkneh dh rst+ vkokt+ lquk;h nhA
uj&ukfj;ksa ds fo'kky tu&leqnk; es]a tks ,d izcy izokg dh rjg vkxs
c<+ jgk Fkk] ek¡ us fpUrkxzLr psgjs ns[ksA xhr ls izsfjr gksdj tu&leqnk;
Tokykeq[kh ds ykok dh rjg vkxs c<+rk tk jgk Fkk_ ,slk izrhr gksrk Fkk fd
xhr ds izokg esa gj pht+ cgh tk jgh gS] vius lEidZ ek=k dh 'kfDr ls og
ekxZ iz'kLr djrk tk jgk FkkA ek¡ us cgqr nwj vkxs yky >.Ms dks ns[kk vkSj
mldh dYiuk esa vius csVs dh vkÑfr ?kwe x;h μ dkals dk <yk gqvk&lk
mldk yykV vkSj n`<+ fo'okl dh T;ksfr ls pedrh gqbZ mldh vk¡[ksaA
ek¡ tqywl esa lcls ihNs jg x;h Fkh_ og vc ,sls yksxksa ds chp esa Fkh
tks cM+s fuf'pUr Hkko ls py jgs Fks vkSj pkjksa vksj bl csijokgh ls ns[k jgs
Fks ekuks os dksbZ ,slk ukVd ns[k jgs gksa ftldk vUr mUgsa igys ls gh ekywe
gksA os vkos'kjfgr Loj esa] ij n`<+ fo'okl ds lkFk ckrsa dj jgs Fks %
¶,d VqdM+h Ldwy eas rSukr gS vkSj nwljh i+QSDVjh esa---¸
¶xouZj lkgc vk x;s gSa---¸
¶lp\¸
¶eSaus viuh vk¡[kksa ls ns[kk gS μ vHkh rks vk;s gSa!¸
¶rks ge yksxksa ls Mj x;s!¸ lUrks"k dh lk¡l ysrs gq, mlus ,d xkyh
nhA ¶t+jk lkspks μ bruk i+QkSt&iQkVk vkSj xouZj lkgc [+kqn!¸
¶vksg] esjs ykM+yks!¸ ek¡ lksp jgh FkhA
ijUrq ;gk¡ tks 'kCn og lqu jgh Fkh os mls mRlkgjfgr vkSj fu"izk.k izrhr
gq,A mlus bu yksxksa ls vkxs fudy tkus ds fy, vius o+Qne rst+ fd;s_ muls
vkxs fudy tkuk dkssbZ eqf'dy ugha Fkk D;ksafd os cgqr èkhjs&èkhjs f'kfFky pky
ls py jgs FksA
lglk ,slk izrhr gqvk fd tSls tqywl dk vxyk Hkkx fdlh pht+ ls
Vdjk;k vkSj ,d Hk;Hkhr xtZu ds lkFk iwjk tu&leqnk; ihNs gVus yxkA xhr
Hkh ,d ckj dk¡i x;k] ijUrq fiQj og igys ls Hkh Å¡ps Loj esa vkSj rst+ y;

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ds lkFk xw¡t mBkA FkksM+h nsj ckn xhr eUn iM+us yxkA ,d&,d djds yksx
xkuk cUn djrs tk jgs FksA vyx&vyx dqN vkokt+sa lquk;h ns jgh Fkha tks xhr
dks fiQj igys tSlk x+kSjo iznku djus dk iz;Ru dj jgh Fkha %
¶mB tkx] vks Hkw[ks cUnh]
vc [khapks yky ryokj!--¸
ijUrq vc bl iz;kl eas lc dk cy] lc dh ,dc¼ vkLFkk 'kkfey
ugha FkhA vc muds Lojksas esa vkrad dh izfrèofu FkhA
pw¡fd ek¡ dks tqywl dk vxyk fgLlk ugha fn[kk;h ns jgk Fkk vkSj mls
ekywe ugha Fkk fd D;k gqvk Fkk] blfy, og HkhM+ dks phjrh gqbZ vkxs c<+us
yxhA vkxs c<+rs gq, og ihNs gVusokyksa ls ckj&ckj Vdjk tkrh Fkh_ dqN yksxksa
dh R;ksfj;ksa ij cy Fks] dqN flj >qdk;s gq, Fks] dqN vU; yksx f[kfl;k;h
gqbZ g¡lh g¡l jgs Fks vkSj dqN ,sls Hkh Fks tks O;axiwoZd lhVh ctk jgs FksA ek¡
us muds psgjksa dks è;ku ls ns[kk_ mldh vk¡[kksa esa ftKklk] fuosnu] fou; lHkh
dqN gh Fkk---
¶lkfFk;ks!¸ ikosy dk Loj lquk;h fn;kA ¶flikgh Hkh gekjs tSls gh yksx
gSaA os ge ij gkFk ugha mBk;saxsA vkSj os mBk;sa Hkh D;ksa\ cl blfy, fd ge
,sls lR; dh ckr djrs gSa ftls gj vkneh dks tkuuk pkfg,\ mUgsa Hkh bl
lR; dh ckr dks lquuk pkfg,A os vHkh bl ckr dks ugha le>rs ij tYn
gh og le; vk;sxk tc os gR;k vkSj ywV ds >.Ms ds uhps gekjk fojksèk djus
ds ctk; vktknh ds >.Ms ds uhps gekjs dUèks ls dUèkk feykdj pysaxsA vkSj
muesa bl lR; dh le;&cw> tYnh iSnk djus ds fy, gesa vkxs c<+rs jguk
pkfg,A vkxs c<+ks] lkfFk;ks! ,d o+Qne Hkh ihNs u gVks!¸
ikosy ds Loj eas n`<+rk FkhA mlds 'kCnksa esa mRlkg dh xw¡t Fkh vkSj
mldk Loj Li"V Fkk] fiQj Hkh HkhM+ frrj&fcrj gks jgh Fkh] ,d&,d djds
yksx tqywl ls ckgj fudydj ;k rks ?kjksa esa ?kql jgs Fks ;k pgkjnhokfj;ksa dk
lgkjk ysdj [kM+s gksrs tk jgs FksA tqywl vc vkxs ls iryk vkSj ihNs pkSM+k
gks x;k Fkk_ lcls vkxs ikosy Fkk ftlds flj ds Åij et+nwjksa dk yky >.Mk
ygjk jgk FkkA ;k 'kk;n ;g dguk vfèkd mfpr gksxk fd tqywl mM+us dks
rS;kj ia[k iQSyk;s gq, ,d dkys i{kh ds leku Fkk vkSj ikosy mlds 'kh"kZLFkku
ij Fkk---

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 28
lM+d ds fljs ij ek¡ us fcYdqy ,d tSls yxus okys O;fDr;ksa dh
Hkwjh&lh nhokj [kM+h ns[khA mUgksaus pkSd esa izos'k djus dk ekxZ jksd j[kk FkkA
gj vkneh ds dUèks ij laxhu dh Øwj ped FkhA ml fu%'kCn] fu'py nhokj
dh vksj ls ,d lnZ >ksadk vk;k vkSj et+nwjksa ij Nk x;k] ek¡ dk ân; dk¡i
mBkA
ek¡ HkhM+ dks phjrh gqbZ vkxs c<+rh tk jgh Fkh] og ml LFkku ij igq¡puk
pkgrh Fkh tgk¡ >.Ms ds fxnZ mlds tkus&igpkus yksx dqN vutku yksxksa ds
lkFk ,df=kr Fks_ mlds fe=k bUgha vutku yksxksa dh lgk;rk ys jgs FksA og
,d yEcs&ls vkneh ls lVh gqbZ [kM+h Fkh] ftldk flj ?kqVk gqvk Fkk vkSj ,d
vk¡[k ugha FkhA blfy, ek¡ dks ns[kus ds fy, mls vkneh xnZu vkèkh ?kqekuh
iM+hA
¶D;k ckr gS\ rqe dkSu gks\--¸ mlus iwNkA
¶eSa ikosy Oyklkso dh ek¡ gw¡!¸ ek¡ us dgk_ mls bl ckr dk iwjk vkHkkl
Fkk fd mlds iSj dk¡i jgs gSa vkSj yk[k jksdus ij Hkh mldk fupyk gksaB iQM+d
jgk gSA
¶vksgks!¸ dkus us dgkA
¶lkfFk;ks!¸ ikosy dg jgk FkkA ¶ejrs ne rd gesa vkxs c<+rs jguk gSA
gekjs fy, vkSj dksbZ jkLrk ugha gS!¸
yksx 'kkUr gks x;s vkSj mudh mRlqdrk c<+ x;hA >.Mk Å¡pk mBdj ,d
{k.k dks Mxexk;k vkSj fiQj yksxksa ds fljksa ij ls gksrk gqvk èkhjs&èkhjs flikfg;ksa
dh ml Hkwjh nhokj dh rji+Q c<+kA ek¡ dk¡i mBh vkSj mlus ,d vkg Hkjdj
viuh vk¡[ksa cUn dj yha % pkj vkneh μ ikosy] vUæsbZ] leksbykso vkSj
ekftu μ cko+Qh HkhM+ ls vkxs c<+ x;s FksA
Ý+;ksnksj ekftu dk Li"V Loj gok dh ygjksa ij xw¡t mBk %
¶cfynku rqEgkjk mPp egku---¸
vkSj eUn Loj esa ,d xgjh vkg dh rjg xhr dh nwljh iafDr lquk;h
nhA
¶;q¼ vuks[kk--- ns nh tku---¸
Ý+;ksnksj dh vkokt+ ,d T;ksfreZ; iFk iz'kLr djrh gqbZ xw¡t jgh Fkh_
mlds Loj esa fo'okl Fkk vkSj blh fo'okl dh og ?kks"k.kk dj jgk Fkk %

ek¡ @ 187
 ¶tks dqN Fkk loZLo yqVk;k---¸
mlds lkfFk;kssa us nwljh iafDr mlds lkFk nqgjk;h %
¶vktknh ds fy, pqdk;k---¸
¶vPNk!¸ fdlh us ,d rji+Q ls iQCrh dlhA ¶lqvj ds cPps] ekre
dj jgs gSa!--¸
¶bldk eq¡g rksM+ nks!¸ fdlh us Øq¼ gksdj dgkA
ek¡ us lhus ij gkFk j[kdj pkjksa vksj ut+j nkSM+k;hA mlus ns[kk fd tks
HkhM+ iwjh lM+d ij [kpk[kp Hkjh gqbZ Fkh] mu >.Msokys pkj yksxksa dks vkxs
c<+rk ns[kdj Lo;a vkxs c<+us ls fgpfdpk jgh FkhA dsoy dqN ntZu yksx
muds lkFk x;s ij gj o+Qne ij dksbZ u dksbZ ihNs #d tkrk Fkk ekuks lM+d
dh iVjh ij vkx fcNh gks ftlls muds ryos ty jgs gksaA
¶ej.k&fnol fgalk dk gksxk---¸
Ý+;ksnksj Hkfo"; dh ?kks"k.kk dj jgk Fkk---
¶euqt uhan ls tkxk gksxk!--¸
mlds mÙkj eas dbZ n`<+ Lojksa us feydj psrkouh nhA
ijUrq xkus ds lkFk gh yksx Hk;Hkhr gksdj dqN dkukiQwlh Hkh dj jgs
FksA
¶vc gqdqe feyus gh okyk gS---¸
vkSj mudk Hk; Bhd fudyk_ vkxs ls ,d ddZ'k Loj lquk;h fn;k %
¶cUnwdsa rku yks!¸
iQkSykn dh laxhusa vkxs c<+rs gq, >.Ms ds eqdkcys ij vk x;ha_ ,slk
izrhr gksrk Fkk fd laxhusa >.Ms ij frjLdkj ls g¡l jgh gSaA
¶vkxs c<+ks!¸
¶yks] os vk jgs gSa!¸ dkus us vius gkFk nksuksa tscksa esa Mkyrs gq, dgk
vkSj ,d rji+Q dks gV x;kA
ek¡ ,dVd ns[krh jghA flikgh iwjh lM+d dks ?ksjdj vkxs c<+s_ ekuks
,d Hkwjh ygj mBh gks_ ;g ygj Øwj fu'p; ds lkFk vkxs c<+ jgh Fkh vkSj
mlds f'k[kj ij laxhuksa dh #igyh ped FkhA tYnh&tYnh o+Qne c<+krh gqbZ
ek¡ vius csVs ds vkSj fudV tk igq¡ph vkSj mlus ns[kk fd vUæsbZ vius

188 @ ek¡
yEcs&pkSM+s 'kjhj dh vkM+ esa ikosy dks Nqik ysus ds fy, mlds lkeus vk
x;k FkkA
¶dkejsM] viuh txg okil ykSV tkvks!¸ ikosy us dM+ddj dgkA
vUæsbZ xnZu rkus nksuksa gkFk ihB ds ihNs fd;s xk jgk FkkA ikosy us mls
dUèks ls Bsyrs gq, ,d ckj fiQj fpYykdj dgk %
¶ihNs gVks! rqEgsa ,slk djus dk dksbZ vfèkdkj ugha gS! >.Mk lcls vkxs
jgsxk!¸
¶;gk¡ ls gV tkvks!¸ ,d nqcys&irys ukVs ls vi+Qlj us ryokj pedkrs
gq, ckjhd vkokt+ esa vkKk nhA og viuh Vk¡xksa dks lhèkk rkudj ?kqVus eksM+s
fcuk py jgk Fkk vkSj t+ehu ij iSj cgqr iVddj j[krk FkkA ek¡ dh ut+j mu
pedrs i+QkSth cwVksa ij iM+hA
mlds ,d rji+Q dqN ihNs ,d yEck&lk vkneh py jgk Fkk ftldk
flj ?kqVk gqvk Fkk vkSj ?kuh&?kuh li+Qsn eq¡Nsa FkhaA og yky vLrjokyk
yEck&lk Hkwjk dksV igus Fkk vkSj mlds irywu ij cxy dh rji+Q pkSM+h&pkSM+h
ihyh iV~Vh yxh gqbZ FkhA mØbuh dh rjg og Hkh vius gkFk ihB ds ihNs
fd;s py jgk FkkA mldh vk¡[ksa ikosy ij teh gqbZ Fkha vkSj mldh ?kuh Hkosa
ruh gqbZ FkhaA
ek¡ dh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus tks dqN Fkk mls og ,d ut+j esa ugha lesV ik
jgh FkhA mlds ân; esa ,d d#.k phRdkj gj lk¡l ds lkFk ckgj iQwV fudyus
dh èkedh ns jgk Fkk_ bl ncs gq, phRdkj ds dkj.k mldk ne ?kqVk tk jgk
Fkk] ij viuk lhuk Fkkedj og bl phRdkj dks jksds jghA yksxksa us mls èkDdk
fn;k vkSj og yM+[kM+krs gq, o+Qneksa ls fcuk dqN lksps yxHkx psrukfoghu
vkxs c<+rh jghA mls ,slk yx jgk Fkk fd tSls&tSls og Øwj ygj vkxs c<+rh
vk jgh Fkh] mlds ihNs dh HkhM+ NaVrh tk jgh FkhA
tks yksx yky >.Mk fy;s gq, Fks muds vkSj Hkwjh ofnZ;ksa okys yksxksa dh
Bksl ygj ds chp iQklyk de gksrk tk jgk FkkA ek¡ dks vc flikfg;ksa dh
lkewfgd vkÑfr fn[kk;h ns jgh Fkh μ ,d foÑr psgjs dks Bksad&ihVdj xUns
ihys jax dh drkj dk :i ns fn;k x;k Fkk] tks lM+d ds vkj&ikj iQSyh gqbZ
Fkh vkSj ftlesa bèkj&mèkj fofHkUu jaxksa dh vk¡[ksa yxh gqbZ FkhA bl drkj ds
lkeus laxhuksa dh Øwj uksdsa ped jgh Fkha] tks tqywl esa pyusokyksa ds lhuksa
dks viuk fu'kkuk cuk;s gq, FkhaA mUgsa Nq, fcuk gh iQkSykn dh ;s laxhusa mUgsa
,d&,d djds dkVs ns jgh FkhaA HkhM+ N¡Vrh tk jgh FkhA
ek¡ us vius ihNs yksxksa ds Hkkxus dh vkokt+ lquh] yksx mÙksftr Loj esa

ek¡ @ 189
fpYyk jgs Fks %
¶Hkkxks] Hkkxks!--¸
¶Oyklkso] Hkkx vkvks!--¸
¶ikosy] ihNs gV vkvks!¸
¶ikosy] >.Mk uhps >qdk yks!¸ oslksof'pdkso us xEHkhj Loj esa dgkA
¶eq>s ns nks] eSa Nqik nw¡xk!¸
mlus c<+dj >.Ms dk ckal idM+ fy;k vkSj >.Mk ihNs dks >qd x;kA
¶NksM+ nks!¸ ikosy us fpYykdj dgkA
fudkykbZ us tYnh ls viuk gkFk [khap fy;k ekuks ty x;k gksA xhr cUn
gks x;kA yksx #d x;s vkSj ikosy ds fxnZ ,d Bksl nhokj dk ?ksjk cukdj [kM+s
gks x;s] ij og vkxs c<+rk gh jgkA lglk vizR;kf'kr :i ls ?kksj fuLrCèkrk
Nk x;h] ekuks ,d vn`'; ckny us vkdk'k ls mrjdj lc yksxksa dks <¡d
fy;k gksA
dksbZ chl vkneh >.Ms dks ?ksjs [kM+s Fks μ chl ls T+;knk u jgs gksaxs μ
ij os vVy [kM+s FksA viuh fpUrk vkSj muls dqN dgus dh ,d vLi"V&lh
bPNk ds o'k ek¡ mudh vksj f[kaph tk jgh Fkh---
¶ysfÝ+Vus.V] Nhu yks buds dkFk ls!¸ ml yEcs&ls cw<+s vkneh ls >.Ms
dh vksj b'kkjk djds dgkA
ml ukVs vi+Qlj us ikosy dh rji+Q >iVdj >.Mk idM+ fy;kA
¶NksM+ nks!¸ og fpYyk;kA
¶gkFk gVk yks!¸ ikosy us Hkh Å¡ps Loj eas dgkA
>.Mk gok eas Mxexk;k] igys nkfguh vksj >qdk] fiQj ck;ha vksj vkSj
fiQj lhèkk [kM+k gks x;kA og ukVk vi+Qlj mNydj ihNs gVk vkSj t+ehu ij
cSB x;kA fudksykbZ viuk eqDdk fgykrk rst+h ls >iVrk gqvk ek¡ ds lkeus ls
xqtj+ kA
¶fxjÝ+rkj dj yks bUgsa!¸ cw<+k ik¡o iVddj fpYyk;kA
dbZ flikgh vkxs c<+sA ,d us viuh cUnwd dk dqUnk ?kqek;kA >.Mk
dk¡idj vkxs fxjk vkSj flikfg;ksa ds Hkwjs jax ds lewg esa [kks x;kA
¶gk;] esjk yky!¸ fdlh dk d#.k ØUnu lquk;h fn;kA
ek¡ ,d ?kk;y i'kq dh rjg fpYyk mBhA mlds mÙkj esa flikfg;ksa ds
chp ls ikosy dk Li"V Loj lquk;h fn;k %
¶fonk] ek¡! fonk] esjh I;kjh ek¡---¸
ek¡ ds efLr"d esa dsoy nks fopkj vk;s % ¶og ft+Unk gS! mlus eq>s

190 @ ek¡
;kn fd;k!¸
¶fonk] ek¡!¸ mØbuh dk Loj lquk;h fn;kA
og mUgsa ,d ckj ns[k ikus ds fy, i¡tksa ds cy [kM+h gks x;hA flikfg;ksa
ds flj ls Åij mls vUnszbZ dh lwjr fn[kk;h nhA og eqLdjk jgk Fkk vkSj flj
>qdkdj mls lyke dj jgk FkkA
¶vkg] esjs cPpks--- vUæsbZ!-- ikosy!--¸ ek¡ us fpYykrs gq, dgkA
¶fonk] lkfFk;ks!¸ mUgksaus flikfg;ksa ds chp ls fpYykdj dgkA
,d fNUu&fofPNUu izfrèofu us] ftlesa dbZ Loj lfEefyr Fks] mudk
mÙkj fn;kA ;g izfrèofu f[kM+fd;ksa ls] dgha Åij ls 'kk;n Nrksa ij ls vk
jgh FkhA

29
fdlh us ek¡ ds lhus ij ?kw¡lk ekjkA èkq¡èkyh vk¡[kksa ls mlus vius lkeus
[kM+s gq, ,d ukVs&ls vi+Qlj dk Øksèk ls rerek;k gqvk yky psgjk ns[kkA
¶py gV ;gk¡ ls ] cqf<+;k!¸ mlus fpYykdj dgkA
ek¡ us ml ij ,d ljljh&lh ut+j nkSM+k;hA mlds ik¡oksa ds ikl ek¡ us
>.Ms dk ckal nks VqdM+ksa eas VwVk gqvk iM+k ns[kk] ,d fljs ij vc rd yky
diM+s dk VqdM+k c¡èkk gqvk FkkA ek¡ us >qddj mls mBk fy;kA vi+Qlj us mlds
gkFk ls >.Mk Nhudj mls ,d rji+Q <¡dsy fn;kA
¶eSa dgrk gw]¡ gV tkvks ;gk¡ ls!¸ mlus ik¡o iVddj fpYykrs gq, dgkA
flikfg;ksa ds ?ksjs esa ls xhr dh vkokt+ vk;h %
¶mB tkx] vks Hkw[ks cUnh---¸
ek¡ dh vk¡[kksa ds vkxs gj pht+ ?kwe jgh Fkh] rSj jgh Fkh vkSj dk¡i jgh
FkhA gok esa ,d Hk;kud xw¡t Fkh] tSls rkj ds [kEHkksa dh HkuHkukgV gksrh gSA
vi+Qlj >iVdj vkxs c<+kA
¶cUn djks ;g xkuk!¸ mlus jks"k ls viuh ckjhd vkokt+ esa fpYykdj
dgkA ¶lktsZUV&estj Økbukso---¸
yM+[kM+krs gq, o+Qneksa ls ek¡ ogk¡ rd x;h tgk¡ og VwVk gqvk ckal dk
VqdM+k iM+k Fkk vkSj mls mBk fy;kA
¶cUn dj nks buds eq¡g!¸
xhr yM+[kM+k;k] FkjkZ;k vkSj dk¡idj cUn gks x;kA fdlh us ek¡ ds dUèks
ij gkFk j[kk vkSj mls ihNs ?kqekdj ,d èkDdk ns fn;k---

ek¡ @ 191
 ¶pyks] pyks ;gk¡ ls---¸
¶gV tkvks lM+d ij ls!¸ vi+Qlj fpYyk;kA
ek¡ us dqN nwj ij ,d nwljh HkhM+ ns[khA os yksx èkhjs&èkhjs lM+d ij ihNs
gVrs gq, fpYykrs] xkfy;k¡ nsrs gq, lhfV;k¡ ctkrs gq, ?kjksa dh pgkjnhokfj;ksa
ds ihNs gks tkrsA
¶py ;gk¡ ls] pqM+Sy!¸ ,d ukStoku flikgh us fcYdqy ek¡ ds dku esa
fpYykdj dgk vkSj mls lM+d dh iVjh ij <¡dsy fn;kA
og >.Ms dk ckal Vsdrh gqbZ py nh_ mlds 'kjhj esa fcYdqy tku ugha
jg x;h FkhA nwljs gkFk ls og nhokjksa vkSj pgkjnhokfj;ksa dk lgkjk ysrh gqbZ
py jgh Fkh fd dgha fxj u iM+sA yksx mlls drjkdj fudy tkrs_ mlds
ihNs vkSj cxy esa dqN flikgh py jgs Fks tks yxkrkj ;gh fpYyk jgs Fks %
¶pyks] gVks ;gk¡ ls---¸
ek¡ us mUgsa vkxs fudy tkus fn;k vkSj fiQj #ddj pkjksa vksj mu
flikfg;ksa dks ns[kk] tks pkSd esa ?kqlus dk jkLrk jksds [kM+s Fks_ pkSd [k+kyh iM+k
FkkA mlds lkeus Hkwjh ofnZ;k¡ igus gq, tks flikgh Fks os yksxksa dks ihNs Bsyrs
tk jgs Fks---
mldk th pkgk fd og ihNs gV tk;s ij vuk;kl gh og vkxs c<+rh
jgh vkSj ,d iryh&lh lqulku xyh ds uqDdM+ ij igq¡pdj mlesa eqM+ x;hA
dqN nwj pydj og fiQj #d x;h vkSj ,d yEch vkg Hkjdj lquus
yxhA lkeus dgha ls mls HkhM+ dk dksykgy lquk;h fn;kA
ckal Vsdrh gqbZ og fiQj vkxs c<+hA mldh Hkosa iQM+d jgh Fkha] og
vpkud ilhus esa ugk x;h Fkh] mlds gksaB fgy&Mqy jgs Fks] og viuk gkFk
>Vd jgh Fkh vkSj mlds efLr"d esa fc[kjs gq, 'kCn fpaxkfj;ksa dh rjg ped
jgs Fks_ bu fpaxkfj;ksa us c<+rs&c<+rs ,d Tokyk dk :i èkkj.k dj fy;k_
mldh mRdV bPNk gqbZ fd og bu 'kCnksa dks ckgj fudkys] bUgsa t+ksj&t+ksj ls
fpYykdj dgs---
xyh vkxs tkdj ;dk;d ck;ha rji+Q eqM+ x;h vkSj ogk¡ ek¡ us cgqr&ls
yksxksa dks >q.M ck¡èkdj [kM+s ns[kkA
¶HkkbZ] laxhuksa dh ckM+ dk eqdkcyk djuk dksbZ g¡lh&et+ko+Q ugha
gksrk!¸ fdlh us Å¡ps vkSj n`<+ Loj esa dgkA
¶igys dHkh ns[kk Fkk ,slk\ fdl rjg os yksx vkxs c<+rh gqbZ laxhuksa
ds lkeus lhuk rkus [kM+s jgs\ pV~Vku dh rjg] fcYdqy fuMj---¸
¶vc le> esa vk;k ikosy Oyklkso D;k gS!--¸

192 @ ek¡
 ¶vkSj og mØbuh\¸
¶gkFk ihNs fd;s cjkcj eqLdjkrk jgk] cM+k fuMj gS og Hkh!--¸
¶nksLrks!¸ ek¡ us èkDdk nsdj muds chp eas igq¡pdj fpYykdj dgkA
mUgksaus cM+s vknj ls mlds fy, jkLrk dj fn;kA dksbZ g¡l iM+k %
¶ns[kk] og >.Mk ys vk;h! >.Mk mlds gkFk esa gS!¸
¶pqi jgks!¸ fdlh us dBksj Loj esa dgkA
ek¡ nksuksa gkFk iQSykxkdj cksyus yxh %
¶lquks μ Hkxoku ds fy, esjh ckr lquks! rqe lc Hkys yksx gks] eq>s cgqr
I;kjs gks--- vkt tks dqN gqvk mlls Mjks ughaA lc ds fy, balki+Q dh [kkfrj
gekjs cPps] gekjs dysts ds VqdM+s eSnku esa fudy vk;s gSa! mUgksaus rqe lc
ds thou dks lq[kh cukus ds fy, ;g >.Mk mBk;k gSA os ,d u;k thou
pkgrs gSa μ lR; vkSj U;k; dk thou--- os lc yksxksa dh HkykbZ pkgrs gSa!¸
ek¡ dk dystk iQVk tk jgk Fkk vkSj mldk xyk lw[k jgk FkkA mlds
ân; dh xgjkbZ ls u;s egku 'kCn mRiUu gks jgs Fks μ ,sls 'kCn tks lcls izse
djuk fl[kkrs Fks] tks mldh tcku dks fpaxkfj;ksa dh rjg tykdj mls izokg
vkSj mRlkg ds lkFk cksyus ij ckè; dj jgs FksA
og ns[k jgh Fkh fd lHkh yksx pqipki mldh ckrsa lqu jgs Fks vkSj mls
,slk yxk fd os dqN lksp jgs gSaA mlds vUnj ;g bPNk mRiUu gqbZ] vkSj vc
og bl bPNk dks vPNh rjg le> jgh Fkh] fd og muls vius csVs vkSj vUæsbZ
vkSj mu reke yksxksa dk vuqlj.k djus dk vkxzg djs] ftUgsa mUgksaus flikfg;ksa
ds gkFk esa iM+ tkus fn;k Fkk] ftUgsa mUgksaus muds HkkX; ij NksM+ fn;k FkkA
vius pkjksa vksj [kM+s gq, yksxksa ij] tks ,dkxzfpÙk gksdj cM+s è;ku ls
mldh ckrsa lqu jgs Fks] ,d ljljh&lh ut+j Mkydj og dksey 'kCnksa esa
vkxzg djrh jgh %
¶gekjs cPps lq[k dh [kkst esa yM+kbZ ds eSnku esa mrjs gSa vkSj mUgksaus ;g
ge lc dh [kkfrj fd;k gS] ml lR; ds fy, fd;k gS ftlds fy, bZlk
elhg us vius izk.k fn;s FksA os mu reke pht+ksa ds f[k+yki+Q yM+us ds fy,
eSnku esa mrjs gSa ftUgsa ikih yksxksa us] >wBs vkSj ykyph yksxksa us] gesa ck¡èkus ds
fy,] gekjh vkokt+ cUn djus ds fy,] gesa dqpy nsus ds fy, bLrseky fd;k
gS! I;kjs Hkkb;ks] ;s ukStoku ge lc dh [kkfrj] lkjh nqfu;k dh [kkfrj] gj
txg ds et+nwjksa dh [kkfrj dej ck¡èkdj eSnku esa vk;s gSa!-- mudk lkFk u
NksM+ks] mudh rji+Q ls eq¡g u eksM+ks] vius cPpksa dks vdsys vkxs c<+us ij
etcwj u djksA viuh gkyr ij fopkj djks--- vius cPpksa ds lkgl ij fo'okl

ek¡ @ 193
j[kks] ftUgksaus lR; dh ?kks"k.kk dh gS vkSj mlds fy, eqlhcrsa mBk jgs gSaA mu
ij Hkjkslk j[kks!¸
mldk Loj #¡èk x;k vkSj og yM+[kM+k x;h_ mls ewPNkZ vk jgh FkhA
fdlh us c<+dj mls Fkke fy;k---
¶lksyg vkus [kjh ckr dj jgh gS!¸ fdlh us mÙksftr Loj esa dgkA
¶lksyg vkus lp! le>s!¸
¶ns[kks rks cspkjh fdruh eqlhcr mBk jgh gS!¸ fdlh us lgkuqHkwfr izdV
djrs gq, dgkA
¶vjs] [+kqn rks eqlhcrsa ugha mBk jgh gS] ge ewj[kksa dks fèkDdkj jgh gS!¸
fdlh nwljs us Mk¡Vdj dgkA
¶bZlk ds HkDrks!¸ ,d vkSjr us Å¡ph dk¡irh gqbZ vkokt+ esa dgkA ¶esjk
ehR;k μ og fcYdqy lki+Q fny dk vkneh gS! vkf[k+j mlus D;k cqjkbZ dh\
;gh u fd vius lkfFk;ksa ds ihNs&ihNs x;k] og mUgsa I;kj djrk Fkk--- ;g
Bhd gh dgrh gSa fd ge vius cPpksa dks eqlhcr esa vdsyk D;ksa NksM+ nsa\
mUgksaus dkSu&lh xyrh dh gS\¸
;s 'kCn lqudj ek¡ dk¡i x;h vkSj pqids&pqids jksus yxhA
¶isykxs;k fuyksouk] ?kj tkvks!¸ fltkso us dgkA ¶tkvks] ek¡! cl] vkt
cgqr gks x;k!¸
mldk psgjk mrjk gqvk vkSj nk<+h my>h gqbZ FkhA lglk og rudj [kM+k
gks x;k vkSj mlus pkjksa vksj ,d dBksj n`f"V MkyhA
¶rqe lc yksxksa dks ekywe gS fd esjk csVk eRosbZ dkj[k+kus esa dke djrk
gqvk ekjk x;k]¸ mlus Li"V Loj esa dguk 'kq: fd;kA ¶ysfdu vkt vxj
og ft+Unk gksrk rks eSa [+kqn mls bu yksxksa ds lkFk Hkst nsrk] mu yksxksa ds lkFk
tks vkt idM+s x;s gSAa eSa [+knq mlls dgrk] ^eRosb]Z rw Hkh tk! ;gh lPpk jkLrk
gS] bZekunkjh dk jkLrk gS!¸
lglk og cksyrs&cksyrs #d x;kA cko+Qh lc yksx Hkh pqi FksA fdlh
u;h vkSj fo'kky 'kfDr us mUgsa vius o'k esa dj fy;k Fkk] ij vc ;s yksx
mlls Mjrs ugha FksA fltkso us viuk eqDdk gok esa mBkdj fgyk;k vkSj cksyk
%
¶eSa ,d cw<+k vkneh rqEgkjs lkeus cksy jgk gw¡A rqe lc yksx eq>s tkurs
gks! eSaus bl i`Foh ij frjiu cjl fcrk;s gSa] vkSj murkyhl cjl ls eSa ;gk¡
dke dj jgk gw¡A vkt mUgksaus fiQj esjs Hkrhts dks fxjÝ+rkj fd;k_ og cgqr
vPNk vkSj gksf'k;kj yM+dk gSA og Hkh Oyklkso ds cxy esa] Bhd >.Ms ds

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ikl lcls vkxs py jgk Fkk---¸
mlus viuk gkFk fgyk;k vkSj ,slk ekywe gqvk fd tSls mlds 'kjhj ls
dqN tku fudy x;h gksA mlus ek¡ dk gkFk idM+dj dgk %
¶bl vkSjr us tks dqN dgk og lp gSA gekjs cPps bZekunkjh vkSj
le>nkjh dk thou fcrkuk pkgrs gSa vkSj geus mUgaas vdsyk NksM+ fn;k gS μ
lpeqp geus mudk dksbZ lkFk ugha fn;k gSA vkvks] isykxs;k fuyksouk pysa---¸
¶esjs vPNs yksxks!¸ ek¡ us viuh yky vk¡[kksa ls pkjksa rji+Q ns[krs gq,
dgkA ¶thou gekjs cPpksa ds fy, gS] lkjh i`Foh mUgha dh gS!--¸
¶tkvks] isykxs;k fuyksouk] ?kj tkvks! yks ;g viuh ykBh]¸ fltkso us
mlds gkFk esa >.Ms dk VwVk gqvk ckal nsrs gq, dgkA
os mnkl Hkko ls ek¡ dks cM+s vknj dh n`f"V ls ns[krs jgs vkSj nch tcku
ls lgkuqHkwfr izdV djrs jgsA fltkso us pqipki mlds fy, jkLrk lki+Q fd;k
vkSj yksx mruh gh [k+keks'kh ls bèkj&mèkj gV x;ssA fdlh vKkr izsj.kk ds o'k
os xyh esa mlds ihNs&ihNs py iM+s vkSj pyrs&pyrs os ,d&nwljs ls cgqr
gh nch vkokt+ esa nks&pkj 'kCn dgrs tkrs FksA
vius ?kj ds njokt+s ij igq¡pdj ek¡ us mudh rji+Q eqM+dj ns[kk vkSj
ykBh ij >qddj ÑrKrk izdV djrs gq, dksey Loj esa dgk %
¶èkU;okn---¸
vkSj ml fopkj dks ;kn djds μ ml u;s fopkj dks tks mlds ân;
dh xgjkbZ ls mRiUu gqvk Fkk μ mlus dgk %
¶vxj yksxksa us bZ'oj ds uke ij vius izk.kksa dh cfy u nh gksrh rks bZlk
elhgk dk dksbZ uke Hkh u tkurk---¸
tu&lewg pqipki VdVdh ck¡èks mls ns[krk jgkA
,d ckj fiQj mlus >qddj yksxksa dks lyke fd;k vkSj ?kj ds vUnj
pyh x;hA fltkso Hkh flj >qdkdj mlds ihNs&ihNs vUnj pyk x;kA
dqN nsj rd yksx iQkVd ij [kM+s ckrsa djrs jgsA
fiQj os èkhjs&èkhjs ogk¡ ls pys x;sA

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cko+Qh fnu ek¡ dh vkRek vkSj 'kjhj ij ?kksj f'kfFkyrk Nk;h jgh vkSj og
Le`fr;ksa ds èkq¡èkyds esa [kks;h jghA mldh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus Hkwjs jax ds ,d èkCcs
ds :i esa og ukVk vi+Qlj] ikosy dk dk¡ls dk <yk gqvk&lk psgjk vkSj
vUæsbZ dh g¡lrh gqbZ vk¡[ksa ?kwerh jghaA
og dejs esa bèkj&mèkj Vgyrh jgh] fiQj tkdj f[kM+dh ds ikl cSB
x;h vkSj ckgj lM+d ij ns[krh jghA FkksM+h nsj ckn og fiQj mBh vkSj ekFks
ij cy Mkys bèkj&mèkj Vgyrh jgh_ t+jk&lh Hkh dksbZ vkokt+ gksrh rks og
pkSad iM+rh vkSj pkjksa vksj ut+jsa nkSM+krh ;k fiQj vdkj.k gh dqN <w¡<+rh
jgrhA mlus dbZ ckj ikuh Hkh fi;k ij og u rks mldh I;kl cq>k ldk] u
mlds lhus ds lqyxrs gq, ?kko vkSj mldh O;Fkk dh vkx dks ghA og fnu
nks VqdM+ksa esa foHkkftr gks x;k Fkk μ igys Hkkx dk rks vFkZ Fkk ij nwljs Hkkx
dk dksbZ vFkZ gh ugha jg x;k Fkk_ mlds lkeus ,d Hk;kud xÙkZ Fkk vkSj
ckj&ckj ;g iz'u mlds lkeus vkdj [kM+k gks tkrk Fkk %
¶vc eSa D;k d:¡\--¸
dksjlquksok mlls feyus vk;hA og cgqr gkFk mBk&mBkdj fpYyk;h]
jks;h vkSj Hkkokos'k eas cg x;h] mlus ik¡o iVds] èkefd;k¡ nha] okns fd;s] u
tkus fdrus lq>ko j[ks] ij ek¡ ij buesa ls fdlh dk Hkh vlj u gqvkA
¶vgk! yksx tku dh ckth yxkdj eSnku esa vk x;s! iwjh i+QSDVjh dej
ck¡èkdj mB [kM+h gqbZ! iwjh i+QSDVjh!¸ [kksepsokyh dh HkjkZ;h gqbZ vkokt+
lquk;h nhA
¶gk¡!¸ ek¡ us 'kkUr Hkko ls flj fgykdj dgk] ij mldh vk¡[ksa chrh
gqbZ ckrksa ij teh gqbZ Fkha] mu lc ckrksa ij tks ikosy vkSj vUæsbZ ds lkFk gh
yksi gks x;h FkhaA og jks Hkh u ldh μ mldk ân; ladqfpr gksdj lw[k x;k
FkkA mlds gksaB Hkh lw[k x;s Fks vkSj mlds eq¡g esa ueh dk uke rd u FkkA
mlds gkFk dk¡i jgs Fks vkSj mldh ihB esa FkksM+h&FkksM+h nsj ckn flgju&lh
mBrh FkhA
mlh jkr jktuhfrd iqfyl ds flikgh vk;sA muds vkus ij mls dksbZ

ek¡ @ 199
foLe; ;k Hk; ugha gqvkA os cgqr 'kksj djrs gq, ?kj esa ?kqls vkSj cgqr izlUu
vkSj lUrq"V fn[kk;h ns jgs FksA ihys psgjsokys vi+Qlj us [khlsa fudkydj dgk
%
¶D;k gky&pky gS\ vxj eSa xyrh ugha djrk rks ;g gekjh rhljh
eqyko+Qkr gS\¸
ek¡ vius gksBa ksa ij dsoy viuh lw[kh tcku iQsjdj pqi jg x;hA vi+Qlj
cM+h ckrsa dj jgk Fkk vkSj mls mins'k nsus dk iz;Ru dj jgk FkkA ek¡ le>
x;h fd mls ckrsa djus esa etk vkrk gS] ij mldh ckrksa ls mls >q¡>ykgV ugha
gqbZ_ os ml rd igq¡pha gh ughaA ijUrq tc mlus dgk] ¶blesa dlwj vki gh
dk gS] ek¡] vki gh vius csVs dks bZ'oj vkSj t+kj ds izfr mfpr J¼k j[kuk
u fl[kk ldha---¸] rks ek¡ ls u jgk x;k vkSj mlus njokt+s ij gh [kM+s&[kM+s
mldk mÙkj fn;k %
¶gekjs cPps gh gekjs Hkys&cqjs dks ij[ksaxs]¸ mlus dgkA ¶ftl le;
os brus dfBu iFk ij vkxs c<+ jgs Fks ml le; geus mudk lkFk NksM+ fn;k]
os gekjs bl cjrko dk U;k; [+kqn gh dj ysaxsA¸
¶D;k dgk\¸ vi+Qlj us fpYykdj dgkA ¶cksyks!¸
¶eSaus dgk fd gekjs cPps gh gekjs Hkys&cqjs dks ij[ksaxs!¸ ek¡ us vkg
Hkjdj mÙkj fn;kA
vi+Qlj us Øq¼ gksdj vLiQqV Loj esa dqN dgk] ij mlds 'kCn ek¡ ds
dkuksa rd ugha igq¡psA
ryk'kh ds fy, ekfj;k dksjlquksok dks xokg ds :i esa yk;k x;kA og
isykxs;k ds cxy esa [kM+h Fkh] ij mldh vksj ns[k ugha jgh FkhA tc Hkh
vi+Qlj mlls dksbZ loky iwNrk] og cgqr >qddj ,d gh ckr nqgjkrh %
¶gqtwj] eq>s ekywe ughaA eSa rks tkfgy vkSjr Bgjh] dqN csp&ckpdj
viuk isV ikyrh gw¡A eSa rks bruh uknku gw¡ fd dqN Hkh ugha tkurh---¸
¶cd&cd er dj!¸ vi+Qlj us viuh ew¡Nsa ,saBrs gq, mls Mk¡VkA og
fiQj igys dh gh rjg >qdh ij T;ksa gh vi+Qlj us viuh ihB eksM+h] og mls
Basxk fn[kkdj ek¡ ds dku esa cksyh %
¶;g ys!¸
tc mls isykxs;k dh ryk'kh ysus dh vkKk nh x;h rks og vk¡[ksa
>idkdj vi+Qlj dks ?kwjus yxhA
¶exj gqtwj] eq>s rks ;g Hkh ekywe ugha fd ;g dSls fd;k tkrk gS!¸
mlus Hk;Hkhr Loj esa dgkA

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 vi+Qlj us ik¡o iVddj t+ksj ls mls MiVkA ekfj;k us vk¡[ksa >qdk yhaA
¶vPNk] isykxs;k fuyksouk] rks fiQj rqe vius cVu [kksyuk 'kq: djks]¸
mlus ek¡ ls dgkA
ek¡ ds diM+ksa ij gkFk iQsjrs le; mldk psgjk yky gks x;kA
¶miQ] dqÙks dgha ds!¸ mlus pqids ls dgkA
¶D;k dgk rqeus\¸ vi+Qlj us duf[k;ksa ls ml dksus dh rji+Q ns[krs gq,
fpYykdj dgk tgk¡ ryk'kh yh tk jgh FkhA
¶gqtwj] dqN ugha] vkSjrksa dh ckrsa gSa!¸ ekfj;k us Hk;Hkhr gksdj ncs Loj
esa dgkA
vkf[k+jdkj mlus ek¡ ls dqN dkx+t+ksa ij nLr[kr djus dks dgkA ek¡ us
viuh Vs<+h&es<+h fy[kkbZ esa eksVs&eksVs v{kjksa esa fy[kk %
¶isykxs;k Oyklksok] ,d et+nwj dh foèkokA¸
¶D;k D;k fy[kk gS rqeus\ ;g D;ksa fy[kk\¸ vi+Qlj us eqg¡ cukdj dgk
vkSj fiQj g¡ldj cksyk] ¶taxyh dgha dh---¸
os pys x;sA ek¡ nksuksa gkFk ck¡èks f[kM+dh ds ikl [kM+h Fkh vkSj viyd
ckgj ?kwj jgh FkhA og fdlh [k+kl pht+ dks ns[k jgh gks ,slk ugha Fkk] mldh
Hkosa ruh gqbZ Fkha vkSj mlus vius gksaB dldj cUn dj j[ks Fks_ mlds tcM+s
rks brus dldj fHkaps gq, Fks fd 'kh?kz gh mls ihM+k gksus yxhA ySEi esa feV~Vh
dk rsy [k+Re gks x;k] cÙkh ls fpaxkfj;k¡ fudyus yxhaa vkSj ykS HkdHkdkus
yxhA ek¡ us ySEi cq>k fn;k vkSj v¡èksjs esa [kM+h jghA vius ân; dh O;Fkk ds
dkj.k mls lk¡l ysus esa Hkh dfBukbZ gks jgh FkhA cM+h nsj rd og blh rjg
[kM+h jgh_ ;gk¡ rd fd mldh vk¡[ksa vkSj ik¡o nq[kus yxsA f[kM+dh ds ikl
mlus ekfj;k dh vkgV vkSj u'khyh vkokt+ lquh %
¶lks x;ha] isykxs;k\ cspkjh fdruh eqlhcr mBkrh gS! tkvks] lks tkvks!¸
ek¡ diM+s igus gh ysV x;h vkSj 'kh?kz gh ,slh xgjh uhan lks x;h ekuks
fdlh xgjs rkykc esa Mwc x;h gksA
mlus LoIu esa ns[kk fd og nyny ds ikj ihyh jsr dh ,d igkM+h
ds ikl ls gksdj 'kgj dh rji+Q tk jgh gSA ml igkM+h ds dxkj ij] ftlds
uhps xM~<s ls jsr [kksnh tkrh Fkh] ikosy [kM+k Fkk vkSj vUæsbZ ds eèkqj Loj esa
xk jgk Fkk %
¶mB tkx] vks Hkw[ks cUnh!--¸
og ekFks ij gkFk j[ks vius csVs dks ns[krh gqbZ ml igkM+h ds ikl ls

ek¡ @ 201
xqtjhA uhps vkdk'k dh i`"BHkwfe esa mldh vkÑfr fcYdqy lki+Q fn[kk;h ns
jgh FkhA mls vius csVs ds ikl tkus esa ykt vk jgh Fkh] D;ksafd og xHkZorh
Fkh] vkSj viuh xksn esa og ,d vkSj cPpk fy;s gq, FkhA pyrs&pyrs og ,d
,sls eSnku esa igq¡ph tgk¡ dqN cPps xsan [ksy jgs FksA cgqr ls cPps Fks vkSj xsan
yky jax dh FkhA mldh xksn dk cPpk gkFk iQSykdj xsan ds fy, epyus
yxkA ek¡ vius Lru ls mls nwèk fiykus yxh vkSj ihNs eqM+h] ij vc igkM+h
ij mls fu'kkuk cukdj laxhusa rkus gq, flikgh [kM+s FksA eSnku ds chp esa ,d
fxjtk Fkk] og Hkkxdj mlh dh vksj pyh x;hA og ,d li+Qsn jax dk
vykSfdd fxjtk Fkk μ cgqr Å¡pk vkSj ns[kus esa cknyksa dk cuk gqvk ekywe
gksrk FkkA dksbZ niQu fd;k tk jgk Fkk_ dkys jax dk cM+k&lk rkcwr et+cwrh
ls cUn FkkA cM+s vkSj NksVs iknjh viuh&viuh li+Qsn iks'kkdsa igus fxjts esa
bèkj&mèkj ?kwe&?kwedj xk jgs Fks %
¶èkU;&HkkX;] bZlk dk iqutZUe gqvk---¸
NksVs iknjh us ek¡ dks ns[kdj >qddj mldk vfHkoknu fd;k vkSj
èkwinku ?kqekrs gq, eqLdjk fn;kA mlds cky xgjs yky jax ds Fks vkSj psgjk
leksbykso tSlk g¡leq[k FkkA fxjtk?kj dh ehukj ds dVkoksa esa ls lwjt dh
fdj.ksa li+Qsn :ekyksa dh rjg ygjkrh gqbZ vUnj vk jgh FkhaA Åij lkewfgd
xku ds nksuksa NTtksa esa yM+ds xk jgs Fks %
¶èkU;&HkkX;] bZlk dk iqutZUe gqvk---¸
¶fxjÝ+rkj dj yks bUgsa!¸ iknjh fxjtk?kj esa igq¡prs gh lkglk #ddj
fpYyk;kA mlds iknfj;ksa okys diM+s x+k;c gks x;s vkSj mlds Åij okys gksaB
ij ,d eksVh&lh li+Qsn ew¡N mx vk;hA lc yksx Hkkx x;s_ NksVs iknjh us Hkh
èkwinku iQasddj mØbuh dh rjg viuk flj idM+ fy;k vkSj Hkkx [kM+k gqvkA
ek¡ us viuk cPpk Hkkxrs gq, yksxksa ds o+Qneksa esa èkj fn;k] ij os Hk;Hkhr vk¡[kksa
ls mlds uaxs 'kjhj dks ns[krs gq, mlls drjkdj vkxs c<+ x;sA ek¡ ?kqVus Vsddj
jks&jksdj muls dgus yxh %
¶esjs cPps dks bl rjg u NksM+ tkvks! bl vius lkFk ysrs tkvks---¸
mØbuh vius gkFk ihB ds ihNs fd;s eqLdjkrk gqvk xk jgk Fkk %
¶èkU;&HkkX;] bZlk dk iqutZUe gqvk---¸
ek¡ us >qddj cPps dks mBk fy;k vkSj r[+rksa ls ynh gqbZ ,d xkM+h ij

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mls fyVk fn;kA fudksykbZ xkM+h ds cxy eas èkhjs&èkhjs py jgk Fkk vkSj g¡l
jgk FkkA
¶rks mUgksaus eq>s ;g dfBu dke djus dks fn;k!¸ mlus dgkA
lM+dsa xUnh Fkha vkSj yksx vius ?kjksa dh f[kM+fd;ksa ls ckgj >qddj
fpYyk jgs Fks] lhfV;k¡ ctk jgs Fks vkSj gkFk fgyk jgs FksA ekSle lki+Q Fkk] lwjt
rst+h ls ped jgk Fkk vkSj dgha Nk;k dk uke Hkh u FkkA
¶xkvks] ek¡!¸ mØbuh us Å¡ps Loj esa dgkA ¶;gh ft+Unxh gS!¸
og [+kqn xkus yxk vkSj vU; lHkh vkokt+sa mlds xhr dh vkokt+ esa Mwc
x;haA og py iM+k vkSj ek¡ mlds ihNs&ihNs gks yhA lglk og Bksdj [kkdj
,d vFkkg xÙkZ esa fxj iM+h ftldk jhrsiu dk phRdkj mldk Lokxr djus
dks Åij vkrk gqvk lquk;h fn;k---
ek¡ dh vk¡[ksa lglk [kqy x;ha] og dk¡i jgh FkhA ,slk ekywe gks jgk Fkk
fd fdlh us vius et+cwr iats esa mlds fny dks idM+ j[kk gS vkSj èkhjs&èkhjs
mls fupksM+s ys jgk gSA iQSSDVjh dh lhVh yxkrkj et+nwjksa dks cqyk jgh Fkh_ ek¡
us vkokt+ ls igpku fy;k fd og nwljh lhVh FkhA dejs eas fdrkcsa fc[kjh
gqbZ Fkha] gj pht+ vLr&O;Lr iM+h Fkh vkSj i+Q'kZ ij dhpM+ esa lus gq, twrksa
ds fu'kku FksA
ek¡ mBh vkSj e¡qg&gkFk èkks;s vkSj izkFkZu fd;s fcuk gh dejk lki+Q djus
yxhA jlksbZ esa mldh ut+j >.Ms ds VwVs gq, ckal ij iM+h] ftlesa vHkh rd
yky diM+s dk ,d VqdM+k c¡èkk gqvk FkkA og mls mBkdj pwYgs esa Mkyus gh
tk jgh Fkh fd dqN lkspdj #d x;h vkSj mlus ,d vkg Hkjdj yky diM+k
ckal ls vyx fd;k vkSj cM+h lkoèkkuh ls mls rg djds viuh tsc eas j[k
fy;kA fiQj mlus vius ?kqVus ij j[kdj ckal dks rksM+k vkSj pwYgs esa Mky fn;kA
blds ckn mlus B.Ms ikuh ls i+Q'kZ vkSj f[kM+fd;k¡ èkks;ha vkSj leksokj esa vkx
lqyxkdj diM+s igu fy;sA ;g lc dqN dj pqdus ds ckn og jlksbZ dh
f[kM+dh ds ikl cSB x;h vkSj fiQj ogh iz'u mlds lkeus vk [kM+k gqvk %
¶vc eSa D;k d:¡\¸
;g ;kn vkrs gh fd mlus vHkh rd lqcg dh izkFkZuk ugha dh gS] og
mBdj nso&izfrekvksa ds rkd ds ikl x;h ij dqN {k.k rd muds lkeus [kM+s
jgus ds ckn og fiQj cSB x;hA mldk ân; 'kwU; FkkA
pkjksa vksj ,d fofp=k&lh fuLrCèkrk FkhA ,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk fd tks
yksx dy brus mRlkg ls lM+dksa ij fpYyk jgs Fks vkt vius ?kjksa esa Nqi x;s
Fks vkSj mu vlkèkkj.k ?kVukvksa ij fopkj dj jgs FksA

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 lglk ek¡ dks viuh tokuh dk ,d fo+ Q Llk ;kn vk;kA
tkmlk&bykso&ifjokj dh gosyh ds iqjkus ikdZ esa ,d cM+k&lk rkykc Fkk
ftlesa dqeqfnuh ds iQwy f[kys gq, FksA 'kjn ½rq ds vfUre fnuksa dh ckr gS
fd ,d fnu og rkykc ds ikl ls gksdj xqtjh rks ns[krh D;k gS fd rkykc
ds chp esa ,d uko [kM+h gSA rkykc dk ty 'kkUr vkSj xgjs jax dk Fkk_ ,slk
ekywe gksrk Fkk fd uko rkykc ds xgjs jax ds ikuh ds lkFk] ftl ij eqj>k;h
gqbZ ifÙk;ksa dk ,d mnkl tky fcNk gqvk Fkk] xksan ls fpidk nh x;h gSA bl
vdsyh uko dks ns[kdj] ftl ij u dksbZ vkneh Fkk u irokj] vkSj tks lw[kh
ifÙk;ksa ds chp xUnys ikuh esa fu'py [kM+h Fkh] fdlh vKkr nq?kZVuk dh xgjh
O;Fkk dk vkHkkl gksrk FkkA cM+h nsj rd rkykc ds fdukjs [kM+h ek¡ lksprh
jgh fd ;g uko ikuh esa fdlus mrkjh gksxh vkSj fdl mís'; ls\ mlh fnu
'kke mls ekywe gqvk fd ml tkxhj ij dke djus okys ,d ukSdj dh iRuh]
tks my>s&my>s dkys ckyksa vkSj rst+ pkyokyh vkSjr Fkh] rkykc esa Mwcdj
ej x;h FkhA
ek¡ us vius ekFks ij gkFk iQsjk vkSj fiNys fnu dh Le`fr;ksa ds chp vU;
fopkj cgqr ldqpkrs gq, mlds efLr"d esa vkus yxsA cM+h nsj rd ek¡ bUgha
Le`fr;ksa esa [kks;h gqbZ B.Mh pk; ds fxykl dks ?kwjrh jgh vkSj mlds ân; esa
;g bPNk mRiUu gqbZ fd og fdlh lhèks&lkns cqf¼eku vkneh ls ckrsa djs tks
mlds lkjs iz'uksa dk mÙkj ns ldsA
ekuks mldh blh bPNk dks iwjk djus ds fy, fudksykbZ bokuksfop [kkuk
[kkus ds ckn mlls feyus vk;kA ij mls ns[krs gh og lglk Hk;Hkhr gks mBh
vkSj mlds lyke dk tokc fn;s fcuk gh cksyh %
¶D;ksa vk;s gks\ cM+h csoo+Qwi+Qh dh rqeus ;gk¡ vkdj! vxj os yksx rqEgsa
;gk¡ ns[k ysaxs rks rqEgsa Hkh idM+ ys tk;saxs---¸
mlus ek¡ dk gkFk dldj nck;k vkSj viuk p'ek Åij ljdkrs gq,
mldh rji+Q >qdkA
¶ikosy vkSj vUnszbZ ds lkFk ;g r; gqvk Fkk fd vxj os fxjÝ+rkj dj
fy;s x;s rks nwljs fnu eSa rqEgsa 'kgj igq¡pk vkÅ¡xk]¸ mlus tYnh&tYnh dgkA
mldk Loj dksey vkSj lgkuqHkwfr ls Hkjk gqvk FkkA ¶D;k ;gk¡ ryk'kh gqbZ
Fkh\¸
¶gk¡] mUgksaus ,d&,d pht+ dh ryk'kh yhA bZeku rks tSls muesa gS gh
ughaA fuyZTt dgha ds!¸ ek¡ us tydj dgkA
¶yTtk muesa vk;s dgk¡ ls\¸ fudksykbZ us dUèks fcpdkdj dgk vkSj

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fiQj og ek¡ dks le>kus yxk fd mls 'kgj esa D;ksa jguk pkfg,A
ek¡ us fe=krk vkSj lgkuqHkwfr ls Hkjh gqbZ mldh vkokt+ lquh vkSj èkhjs ls
eqLdjk nhA og mldh nyhysa ugha le> jgh Fkh ij mls vk'p;Z gks jgk Fkk
fd mldh ckrksa ls mlds ân; esa mlds izfr fdruk fo'okl vkSj eerk tkx`r
gks mBh FkhA
¶vxj ikosy dh ,slh gh ethZ Fkh]¸ ek¡ us dgk] ¶vkSj vxj esjs tkus
ls rqEgsa dksbZ---¸
¶bldh fpUrk u djks]¸ mlus ckr dkVrs gq, dgkA ¶eSa vdsyk jgrk
gw¡A cl dHkh&dHkh esjh cgu vk tkrh gSA¸
¶exj eSa vius [k+pZ dk cks> rqEgkjs Åij ugha Mky ldrh]¸ ek¡ us dgkA
¶vxj rqe pkgks rks ge rqEgkjs fy, dksbZ dke <w¡<+ nsaxs]¸ fudksykbZ us
dgkA
mlds fy, dke dh dYiuk vfHkUu :i ls vius csVs vkSj vUæsbZ vkSj
muds lkfFk;ksa ds dke ds lkFk lEc¼ FkhA og fudksykbZ ds vkSj ikl vk x;h
vkSj mldh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡[ksa Mkydj ns[kus yxhA
¶lpeqp <w¡<+ nksxs\¸ ek¡ us iwNkA
¶esjs ?kj esa rks dksbZ dke gS ugha] D;ksafd eSa rks vdsyk gh gw¡---¸
¶eSa ,sls ?kj ds dke dh ckr ugha dj jgh Fkh]¸ ek¡ us èkhes Loj esa mÙkj
fn;kA
ek¡ us ,d vkg Hkjh_ mls cM+k nq[k gqvk fd og mldh ckr le>k ughaA
ij og viuh pq¡èkh vk¡[ksa fepfepkdj eqLdjk;k vkSj fopkjeXu gksdj cksyk %
¶vxj rqe ikosy ls mu fdlkuksa dk irk ekywe dj ldks ftUgksaus gels
v[kckj fudkyus dks dgk Fkk] rks----¸
¶eSa mUgsa tkurh gw¡!¸ ek¡ [+kq'k gksdj fpYyk iM+hA ¶eSa mudk irk yxk
yw¡xh vkSj tks Hkh rqe dgksxs d:¡xh! eq> ij dksbZ x+Sj&o+Qkuwuh izpkj djus dk
lUnsg Hkh ugha djsxkA rqEgkjk Hkyk gks] eSa vkf[k+j i+QSDVjh esa ipsZ ysdj tkrh
Fkh fd ugha\¸
lglk mlds ân; esa ;g rhoz bPNk tkx`r gqbZ fd og dUèks ij >ksyk
Mkydj vkSj gkFk esa ykBh ysdj taxyksa vkSj xk¡oksa esas gksrh gqbZ lkjs ns'k dk
pDdj yxk;sA
¶eq>s ;g dke lkSaiuk! eSa dgha Hkh tkus dks rS;kj gw¡] rqe ns[k ysuk! eSa
gj lwcs dh gj lM+d dk jkLrk ekywe dj yw¡xhA tkM+k gks ;k xehZ] ejrs ne
rd eSa fHk{kq.kh dh rjg fiQjrh jgw¡xhA D;k esjs fy, ;g dke Bhd ugha gS\¸

ek¡ @ 205
 cs?kjckjokyh fHk>q.kh ds :i esa xk¡o&xk¡o esa >ksifM+;ksa ds nj ij tkdj
bZlk elhg ds uke ij Hkh[k ek¡xus dh dYiuk djrs gh mldk eu mnkl gks
x;kA
fudksykbZ cM+s I;kj ls mldk gkFk vius gkFk esa ysdj viuh xeZ
gFksfy;ksa ls mls Fkidus yxkA fiQj og ?kM+h dh rji+Q ns[kdj cksyk %
¶ckn esa ckrsa djsaxs!¸
¶vxj gekjs cPps] gekjs dysts ds VqdM+]s viuh ft+Unxh] viuh vktknh
lc dqN U;ksNkoj dj ldrs gSa] viuh fpUrk fd;s fcuk vius izk.k rd ns
ldrs gSa] rks eSa ek¡ gksdj D;k dqN ugha dj ldrh\¸ mlus fpYykdj dgkA
fudksykbZ dk psgjk mrj x;kA
¶eSaus vc ls igys fdlh ds eq¡g ls ,slh ckrsa ugha lquha]¸ mlus cM+s I;kj
ls ek¡ dks ,dVd ns[krs gq, 'kkUr Loj esa dgkA
¶eSa D;k dg ldrh gw¡\¸ mlus mnkl Hkko ls viuk flj fgyk fn;k
vkSj èkhjs ls vius gkFk ?kqekdj dgk] ¶esjs lhus esa tks ek¡ dk ân; èkM+drk
gS mldk o.kZu djus ds fy, dk'k esjs ikl 'kCn gksrs---¸
og mBh] mBh ugha cfYd fdlh izcy 'kfDr us mls mBk;k] vkSj
Øksèk&Hkjs 'kCnksa dh ,d osxe;h èkkjk iQwV fudyh %
¶rks muesa ls cgqr ls yksx jks nsrs μ uhp ls uhp vkSj fuyZTt ls fuyZTt
Hkh---¸
fudksykbZ Hkh mB [kM+k gqvk vkSj mlus ?kM+h dh rji+Q ns[kkA
¶rks ;g r; jgk\ rqe vkdj esjs lkFk 'kgj esa jgksxh\¸
ek¡ us flj fgyk fn;kA
¶dc\ tYnh ls tYnh!¸ fudksykbZ us dgk vkSj fiQj dksey Loj esa
cksyk] ¶tc rd rqe vk ugha tkvksxh rc rd eq>s rqEgkjh fpUrk yxh jgsxhA¸
ek¡ us mls vk'p;Z ls ns[kkA ;g mldh dkSu gksrh Fkh\ ekewyh&lk dkyk
dksV igus gq, ml paqèks&ls vkneh dh ftldh dej >qd pyh Fkh] tks ogk¡
[kM+k flj >qdk;s ytkrk gqvk eqLdjk jgk FkkA mldk lkjk igukok vkSj og
[+kqn Hkh mlds fy, vutkuk Fkk---
¶rqEgkjs ikl iSls gSa\¸ mlus iwNk vkSj i+QkSju vk¡[ksa >qdk yhaA
¶ugha!¸
tYnh ls mlus tsc esa gkFk Mkydj viuk cVqvk fudkyk vkSj [kksydj
lkjs iSls ek¡ ds vkxs dj fn;sA
¶yks] ;g ys yks---¸ mlus dgkA

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 ek¡ vuk;kl eqLdjk nhA
¶rqEgkjh rks gj ckr fujkyh gS!¸ ek¡ us flj fgykrs gq, dgkA ¶rqEgkjs
fy, rks iSls dk Hkh dksbZ eksy ugha! dqN yksx rks blds fy, viuh vkRek
rd csp nsrs gSa vkSj rqe bls feV~Vh ds cjkcj le>rs gksA ,slk ekywe gksrk gS
fd vius ikl iSls j[kdj rqe nqfu;k ij ,glku djrs gks---¸
fudksykbZ èkhjs ls g¡l fn;kA
¶cM+h gh xUnh pht+ gS ;g iSlk! bls ysuk Hkh >a>V vkSj nsuk Hkh---¸
mlus ek¡ dk gkFk idM+dj dldj nck;kA
¶tYnh ls tYnh vkuk!¸ mlus ,d ckj fiQj dgkA
fiQj og ges'kk dh rjg pqipki pyk x;kA
mls fonk djds ek¡ njokt+s ij [kM+h lksprh jgh %
¶fdruk usd vkneh gS μ ij mlus eq> ij n;k ugha dh---¸
vkSj og ;g Hkh u le> ldh fd og bl ckr ij vlUrq"V gS ;k mls
dsoy vk'p;Z gS\

2
fudksykbZ ds vkus ds pkSFks fnu ek¡ mlds ?kj esa jgus ds fy, pyh x;hA
xkM+h ij vius nks lUnwd ykns cLrh ls fudydj [ksrksa dh rji+Q tkrs gq, mlus
ihNs eqM+dj ns[kk vkSj lglk mls vkHkkl gqvk fd og ml txg dks ges'kk
ds fy, NksM+s tk jgh gS tgk¡ mlus vius thou dk lcls v¡èkdkje; vkSj
dfBu le; fcrk;k Fkk vkSj tgk¡ mlus ft+Unxh dh ,d u;h eafty esa izos'k
fd;k Fkk ftlesa u;s lq[k&nq[k Fks vkSj ftlds dkj.k mldk le; tYnh dV
x;k FkkA
i+QSDVjh dh fpefu;k¡ vkdk'k dh vksj viuk flj Å¡pk fd;s [kM+h Fkha
vkSj i+QSDVjh Lo;a dkfy[k ls <¡dh gqbZ i`Foh ij ,d cM+s ls yky edM+s dh
rjg nqcdh gqbZ FkhA mlds pkjksa vksj et+nwjksa ds ,d&eaftys edkuksa dh cfLr;k¡
FkhaA ;s eVeSys vkSj ckSus edku nyny ds fcYdqy fljs ij [kM+s viuh
NksVh&NksVh mnkl f[kM+fd;ksa esa ls ,d&nwljs dks fujhg Hkko ls ns[k jgs FksA
muds Åij i+QSDVjh dh gh rjg eSys yky jax dk fxjtk?kj viuk eLrd Å¡pk
fd;s [kM+k Fkk] ij mldh ehukj fpefu;ksa ls uhph FkhA
,d vkg Hkjdj ek¡ us vius Cykmt dk xys ij dk cVu [kksy fn;k]
D;ksafd mldk ne ?kqVk tk jgk FkkA
¶vkSj pyk py!¸ xkM+hokys us ?kksM+s dh jkl >Vdrs gq, vLiQqV Loj

ek¡ @ 207
esa dgkA og ,d ukVs dn dk vkneh Fkk ftldh mez ds ckjs esa fu'p; ds
lkFk dqN ugha dgk tk ldrk FkkA mldh Vk¡xsa Vs<+h&es<+h Fkha vkSj flj vkSj
psgjs ij cgqr fNnjs&fNnjs eqj>k;s gq, ls cky Fks vkSj mldh vk¡[kksa esa ped
rks Fkh gh ughaA xkM+h ds lkFk&lkFk og >werk gqvk py jgk Fkk vkSj ,slk izrhr
gksrk Fkk fd nkfgus ;k ck;sa eqM+us esa mlds fy, dksbZ vUrj ugha FkkA
¶py] csVk!¸ mlus likV Loj esa dgk vkSj Hkkjh cwVksa esa dlh gqbZ viuh
Vs<+h Vk¡xksa ij cM+s t+ksj ls mNykA mlds cwVksa ij dhpM+ tedj lw[k x;h FkhA
ek¡ us pkjksa vksj ut+j nkSM+k;hA [ksr Hkh mlds ân; dh rjg gh lwus Fks---
rst+ èkwi esa rirh gqbZ jsr dh eksVh rg ij xkM+h [khaprs gq, ?kksM+k ,d
gh <ax ls viuk flj fgyk jgk FkkA cky dh ljljkgV lquk;h ns jgh Fkh]
[kpM+k xkM+h pjpjk jgh Fkh vkSj bu vkokt+ksa ds lkFk&lkFk xnZ Hkh muds
ihNs&ihNs vk jgh Fkh---
fudksykbZ bokuksfop 'kgj ds fljs ij ,d lwulku lM+d ds fdukjs jgrk
FkkA ,d nks&eaftys edku ds lkFk] tks iqjkuk vkSj ttZj Fkk] gjs jax dk ,d
edku vkSj cuk fn;k x;k Fkk_ blh ds ,d fgLls esa fudksykbZ jgrk FkkA mlds
?kj ds lkeus ,d NksVk lk ckx Fkk vkSj rhuksa dejksa dh f[kM+fd;ksa esa ykbyd
vkSj vdsf'k;k dh Mkysa vkSj iksiyj ds vYio;Ld o`{kksa dh #igyh ifÙk;k¡
>k¡ddj vUnj ns[krh FkhaA ?kj ds vUnj gj pht+ lki+Q&lqFkjh vkSj okrkoj.k
'kkUr Fkk_ i+Q'kZ ij tkynkj ijNkb;k¡ ukprh Fkha] nhokjksa ds lgkjs fdrkcksa dh
vYekfj;k¡ yxh gqbZ Fkha ftuds Åij xEHkhj eqækokys yksxksa ds fp=k V¡xs gq, FksA
¶;gk¡ rqEgsa rdyhiQ rks ugha gksxh\¸ fudksykbZ us ek¡ dks ,d NksVs&ls
dejs esa ys tkdj iwNk ftldh ,d f[kM+dh ckx esa [kqyrh Fkh vkSj nwljh
vk¡xu esa] ftlesa ?kkl mxh gqbZ FkhA bl dejs dh nhokjksa ds fdukjs Hkh fdrkcksa
dh vYekfj;k¡ yxh gqbZ FkhaA
¶eSa rks jlksbZ esa jg yw¡xh!¸ ek¡ us dgkA ¶jlksbZ cgqr vkjkensg vkSj lki+Q
gS---¸
ek¡ dks yxk fd ;s 'kCn lqudj og lge&lk x;kA og >sairs vkSj ytkrs
gq, ek¡ dks jlksbZ?kj esa jgus dk fopkj NksM+ nsus ds fy, eukus yxk vkSj og
jkth gks x;hA mldk psgjk f[ky mBkA
,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk fd rhuksa dejksa dk dksbZ fo'ks"k okrkoj.k FkkA ;gk¡
lk¡l ysuk T+;knk vklku vkSj lq[kdj Fkk] ij Å¡ps Loj esa cksyus eas ladksp gksrk
Fkk fd dgha nhokj ij ls brus è;ku ls uhps ns[krs gq, yksxksa ds fpUru esa ckèkk
u iM+sA

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 ¶ikSèkksa esa ikuh nsus dh t+:jr gS]¸ ek¡ us f[kM+dh dh pkS[kV ij j[ks
gq, xeyksa dh feV~Vh dks gkFk ls VVksydj ns[krs gq, dgkA
?kj ds ekfyd us vijkfèk;ksa dh rjg dgk] ¶vjs gk¡] eq>s mudk 'kkSd
rks cgqr gS ij mudh ns[kHkky djus dk le; ugha feyrk---¸
ek¡ us ns[kk fd vius bl vkjkensg ¶ySV esa Hkh fudksykbZ dqN
mdrk;k&lk jgrk gS] ekuks ;g ?kj mldk viuk u gksA og dejs dh fofHkUu
pht+ksa ds ikl tkdj vius nkfgus gkFk dh iryh&iryh m¡xfy;ksa ls p'ek
Bhd djrk vkSj ftl pht+ dh vksj Hkh mldk è;ku vkdf"kZr gks tkrk mls
cM+h ftKklk ls ns[krk] dHkh&dHkh og dksbZ pht+ mBkdj vius psgjs ds cgqr
ikl ys vkrk ekuks mls viuh vk¡[kksa ls Nwdj ns[kuk pkgrk gksA ,slk yxrk Fkk
fd ek¡ dh rjg gh og Hkh bl ?kj esa igyh ckj vk;k Fkk vkSj mlds fy,
Hkh gj pht+ u;h vkSj vutkuh FkhA mls bl :i esa ns[kdj ek¡ bu dejksa esa
brehuku eglwl djus yxhA og tgk¡ tkrk ek¡ mlds ihNs&ihNs tkrh vkSj
ns[krh fd dkSu pht+ dgk¡ j[kh gS vkSj mlls mldh fnup;kZ ds ckjs esa iwNrhA
og vijkfèk;ksa dh rjg mÙkj nsrk μ ,sls vkneh dh rjg tks ;g rks tkurk
gS fd og ml <ax ls dke ugha djrk tSls mls djuk pkfg, ij mldk dksbZ
bykt ugha dj ldrkA
ek¡ us iQwyksa esa ikuh fn;k vkSj fi;kuks ij fc[kjh gqbZ Loj&fyfi;ksa dks
lesVdj j[k fn;kA leksokj dks ns[krs gh og cksyh %
¶bls lki+Q djuk iM+sxk---¸
fudksykbZ us eSyh èkkrq ij viuh m¡xfy;k¡ iQsjha vkSj mUgsa viuh ukd ds
ikl ykdj mudk fujh{k.k djus yxkA ek¡ LusgiwoZd g¡l nhA
ml jkr dks tc ek¡ lksus ds fy, ysVh vkSj fnu&Hkj dh ?kVukvksa ij
fopkj djus yxh rks mlus u tkus D;ksa viuk flj mBkdj pkjksa vksj ut+j
nkSM+k;hA og mlds thou esa igyk volj Fkk tc mlus fdlh nwljs ds ?kj
esa jkr fcrk;h gks] ij mls t+jk Hkh ?kcjkgV ugha gks jgh FkhA mlus cM+h eerk
ls fudksykbZ ds ckjs esa lkspk vkSj mlds ân; esa ;g bPNk mRiUu gqbZ fd og
mlds thou dks lq[kh cuk ns] mlds izfr ,slk Lusg fn[kk;s fd mlds thou
esa lq[k&'kkfUr vk tk;sA mldh HkksaM+h pky&<ky] mldh gkL;tud ykpkjh]
vke yksxksa ls mldh fHkUurk vkSj mldh fueZy vk¡[kksa dk cqf¼eÙkkiw.kZ vkSj
lkFk gh cPpksa tSlk Hkko ek¡ ds ân; esa ?kj dj x;kA fiQj mldk fopkj vius
csVs dh vksj x;k vkSj igyh ebZ dh ?kVuk,¡ ,d ckj fiQj mldh vk¡[kksa ds
lkeus ?kwe x;haA vc muesa ,d u;h xw¡t iSnk gks x;h Fkh vkSj mudk ,d u;k

ek¡ @ 209
egÙo gks x;k FkkA Lo;a ml fnu dh rjg gh bl fnu dh ihM+k esa Hkh dksbZ
[k+kl ckr FkhA bl ihM+k ls eLrd t+ehu ij ugha >qd tkrk Fkk] tSls fdlh
izcy vk?kkr ls >qd tkrk gSA ;g ihM+k ân; esa ckj&ckj cjNh dh rjg pqHkrh
Fkh] ftlls èkhjs&èkhjs ,d jks"k mRiUu gksrk Fkk vkSj >qdh gqbZ dej Hkh lhèkh
gks tkrh FkhA
¶gekjs cPps yM+kbZ ds eSnku esa mrj jgs gSa]¸ ek¡ lkspus yxhA og ckx
eas ifÙk;ksa dks NsM+rh gqbZ [kqyh f[kM+dh esa ls jsaxdj vUnj vkrh gqbZ 'kgj dh
jkf=kdkyhu vifjfpr èofu;ksa dks lqurh jghA ;s vkokt+as dgha cgqr nwj ls vkrh
Fkha μ Fkdh gqbZ vkSj {kh.k μ vkSj dejs esa igq¡pdj pqipki ne rksM+ nsrh FkhaA
nwljs fnu lcsjs gh mlus leksokj ek¡tdj pk; ds fy, ikuh xje fd;k]
pqipki est ij uk'rk yxk fn;k vkSj jlksbZ esa cSBdj fudksykbZ ds mBus dh
izrh{kk djus yxhA vkf[k+jdkj mlus [kk¡lrs gq, vius dejs dk njokt+k [kksyk]
,d gkFk esa og viuk p'ek vkSj nwljs esa o+Qeht+ dk dkyj idM+s FkkA mUgksaus
,d&nwljs dks lyke fd;k vkSj ek¡ us leksokj ys tkdj nwljs dejs esa j[k
fn;kA og eq¡g&gkFk èkks jgk Fkk] mlus lkjk ikuh i+Q'kZ ij fc[ksj fn;k] viuk
lkcqu vkSj nk¡r ek¡tus dk cz'k t+ehu ij fxjk fn;k vkSj vius iQwgM+iu ij
cqM+cqM+krk jgkA
uk'rk djrs le; mlus ek¡ ls dgk %
¶nsgkrh cksMZ esa eq>s ,d cgqr nq[knk;h dke djuk iM+rk gS μ ;g irk
yxkus dk dke fd gekjs fdlku fdl rjg rckg gks jgs gS-a --¸ mlus vijkfèk;ksa
dh rjg eqLdjkdj dgkA ¶dki+Qh Hkkstu u feyus ds dkj.k fdlku le; ls
igys gh ej tkrs gSaA muds cPps det+ksj iSnk gksrs gSa vkSj tSls 'kjn ½rq esa
efD[k;k¡ ejrh gSa oSls gh os Hkh ej tkrs gSaA ge ;g lc tkurs gSa vkSj ge
bldk dkj.k Hkh tkurs gSaA bl Øe dks ns[kus ds fy, gesa ru[okgsa Hkh nh
tkrh gSa] ij blls T+;knk vkSj dqN ugha gksrk---¸
¶D;k rqe Nk=kky; esa i<+rs gks\¸ ek¡ us mlls iwNkA
¶ugha] eSa i<+krk gw¡A esjs firk O;kRdk uxj dh ,d i+QSDVjh esa eSustj gSa]
ij eSa vè;kid cu x;kA xk¡o esa eSaus fdlkuksa esa fdrkcsa ck¡Vha vkSj blds fy,
eq>s tsy esa cUn dj fn;k x;kA ltk dkV pqdus ds ckn eSa ,d fdrkcksa dh
nqdku esa lsYleSu gks x;k] ij viuh gh ykijokgh ls eSa fiQj tsy esa igq¡pk
fn;k x;k vkSj mlds ckn v[kk±xsYLd esa fuokZflr dj fn;k x;kA ogk¡ Hkh]
xouZj eq>ls ukjkt+ gks x;k vkSj eq>s 'osr lkxj ds fdukjs ,d NksVs&ls xk¡o
esa Hkst fn;k x;k tgk¡ eSa ik¡p lky rd jgkA¸
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 èkwi ls Hkjs gq, ml izdk'ke; dejs esa mldk Loj fuckZèk :i ls izokfgr
FkkA ek¡ vc rd bl rjg dh u tkus fdruh dgkfu;k¡ lqu pqdh Fkh] ij
mldh le> esa ugha vkrk Fkk fd tks yksx ;s dgkfu;k¡ lqukrs Fks os brus 'kkUr
D;ksa jgrs Fks ekuks os fdlh vfuok;Z ckr dk mYys[k dj jgs gksa\
¶esjh cgu vkt vk jgh gSa!¸ mlus dgkA
¶C;kg gks x;k gS\¸
¶foèkok gSaA muds ifr dks lkbcsfj;k esa fuokZflr dj fn;k x;k Fkk] ij
og ogk¡ ls Hkkx vk;s vkSj nks lky gq, ;wjksi esa risfnd ls mudh e`R;q gks
x;h---¸
¶rqEgkjh cgu rqels NksVh gSa\¸
¶N% lky cM+h gSaA eSa mudk cM+k vkHkkjh gw¡A vkSj lqfu;s fd og fi;kuks
dSlk ctkrh gSa! ;g mUgha dk gS--- vkSj ;gk¡ dh cgqr&lh pht+sa mUgha dh gSa]
fdrkcsa cl esjh gSa---¸
¶og dgk¡ jgrh gSa\¸
¶gj txg!¸ mlus eqLdjkdj mÙkj fn;kA ¶tgk¡ dgha Hkh fdlh
fgEerokys vkneh dh t+:jr gksrh gS og ogk¡ igq¡p tkrh gSaA¸
¶D;k og Hkh--- ;gh dke djrh gSa\¸
¶gk¡] D;ksa ugha!¸ mlus mÙkj fn;kA
'kh?kz gh og pyk x;k vkSj ek¡ ¶bl dke¸ ds ckjs esa vkSj mu yksxksa
ds ckjs esa lkspus yxh tks yxkrkj fnu&jkr blh dke esa tqVs jgrs FksA muds
lkeus og vius vkidks cgqr rqPN le>us yxh] tSls jkr dks igkM+ ds lkeus
vkneh vius dks ckSuk le>rk gSA
nksigj ds djhc yEcs dn dh ,d [+kwclwjr vkSjr us ?k.Vh ctk;h_ og
dkys diM+s igus FkhA tc ek¡ us njokt+k [kksyk rks mlus viuk NksVk&lk ihyk
lwVdsl i+Q'kZ ij j[k fn;k vkSj c<+dj ek¡ dk gkFk Fkke fy;kA
¶vki ikosy fe[k+kbyksfop dh ek¡ gSa u\¸ mlus dgkA
¶gk¡]¸ ek¡ us mÙkj fn;kA ml vkSjr ds vPNs diM+s ns[kdj ek¡ dks dqN
f[kfl;kgV&lh gks jgh FkhA
¶vki fcYdqy oSlh gh fudyha tSlk eSaus lkspk FkkA esjs HkkbZ us eq>s
fy[kk Fkk fd vki ;gk¡ jgus ds fy, vk jgh gS!a ¸ ml vkSjr us vkbZus ds lkeus
[kM+s gksdj viuk gSV mrkjrs gq, dgkA ¶ikosy fe[k+kbyksfop ds lkFk esjh cM+h
iqjkuh nksLrh gSA mlus eq>s vkids ckjs esa crk;k FkkA¸
mldh vkokt+ Hkkjh Fkh vkSj og èkhjs&èkhjs cksyrh Fkh] ij mldk 'kjhj

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cgqr iQqrhZyk vkSj et+cwr FkkA mldh Hkwjh vk¡[kksa esa tokuh dh ped Fkh] ij
blds foijhr mldh duifV;ksa ds ikl cgqr eghu >qfjZ;k¡ Hkh Fkha vkSj mlds
dksey dkuksa ds Åij li+Qsn cky pedrs FksA
¶eq>s Hkw[k yxh gS!¸ mlus ?kks"k.kk dhA ¶,d I;kyk dkWiQh ihuk pkgrh
gw-¡ --¸
¶vHkh cuk;s nsrh gw¡!¸ ek¡ us dgkA ¶rqeus D;k dgk fd ikosy us rqels
esjh ppkZ dh Fkh\¸ ek¡ us vYekjh es ls dkWiQh ds crZu fudkyrs gq, iwNkA
¶cgqr ckj---¸ ml vkSjr us peM+s ds NksVs&ls dsl esa ls flxjsV
fudkydj tyk;h vkSj dejs esa Vgyus yxhA ¶D;k vkidks mlds ckjs esa cgqr
Mj yxrk gS\¸
ek¡ dkWiQh ds crZu ds uhps LVkso dh NksVh&NksVh uhyh yiVksa dks ns[krh
jgh vkSj eqLdjkrh jghA bl vkSjr dks ns[kdj mlesa tks ,d ldidkgV vk
x;h Fkh og [+kq'kh dh bl ygj esa Mwc x;hA
¶rks mlus esjs ckjs esa bls crk;k Fkk] I;kjk cPpk!¸ mlus vius eu esa
lkspk vkSj fiQj èkhjs&èkhjs cksyh] ¶gk¡] yxrk rks gSA esjs fy, ;g vklku ugha
gS ij vxj ;g ckr blls igys gqbZ gksrh rks esjs fy, vkSj Hkh dfBu gks tkrkA
vc de ls de eq>s bruk rks ekywwe gS fd og vdsyk ugha gS---¸
ek¡ us ml vkSjr dh rji+Q ns[kdj iwNk %
¶uke D;k gS\¸
¶lksfi+Q;k!¸ mlus mÙkj fn;kA
ek¡ mls cM+s è;ku ls ns[krh jghA bl vkSjr esa ,d vthc O;kidrk Fkh
μ vikj lkgl vkSj papyrkA
¶lcls t+:jh rks ;g gS fd os lHkh tsy ls tYnh ls tYnh NksM+ fn;s
tk;sa]¸ lksfi+Q;k us fu'p; ds lkFk dgkA ¶cl eqo+Qnek tYnh 'kq: gks tk;s!
T;ksa gh os yksx mUgsa dgha fuokZflr djsaxs] ge yksx ikosy fe[k+kbyksfop dks
Hkxkus dk izcUèk dj nsaxsA ;gk¡ mldh t+:jr gSA¸
ek¡ vfu'p; ds Hkko ls lksfi+Q;k dks ns[k jgh Fkh_ lksfi+Q;k viuh flxjsV
cq>kus ds fy, dksbZ pht+ <w¡<+ jgh FkhA vkf[k+jdkj mlus xeys dh feV~Vh esa
flxjsV cq>k nhA
¶blh ls rks iQwy [k+jkc gksrs gSa!¸ ek¡ ds eq¡g ls vuk;kl gh fudy x;kA
¶eki+Q dj nhft;s!¸ lksfi+Q;k us dgkA ¶fudksykbZ Hkh eq>ls ges'kk ;gh
ckr dgrk gS!¸ mlus cq>h gqbZ flxjsV fudkydj f[kM+dh ds ckgj iQsad nhA
ek¡ us f[kfl;kdj vijkfèk;ksa dh rjg mls ns[kkA

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 ¶eSa [+kqn yfTtr gw¡]¸ ek¡ us dgkA ¶eSaus fcuk lksps&le>s gh dg fn;k
FkkA eSa Hkyk dSls dg ldrh gw¡ fd D;k djks] D;k u djks\¸
¶D;ksa ugha] vxj eSa xUnxh d:¡ rks vki D;ksa ugha dg ldrha\¸ lksfi+Q;k
us dUèks fcpdkdj mÙkj fn;kA ¶dkWiQh rS;kj gks x;h\ cgqr&cgqr èkU;okn!
ysfdu ,d gh I;kyh D;ksa\ vki ugha fi;saxh\¸
lglk mlus ek¡ ds dUèks idM+dj mls vius ikl [khap fy;k vkSj
mldh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡[ksa Mkydj ns[kus yxhA
¶lp dfg;s] 'kekZrh gSa D;k\¸ lksfi+Q;k us iwNkA
ek¡ eqLdjk nhA
¶vHkh&vHkh flxjsVokyh ckr eSaus rqels dgh gS vkSj rqe eq>ls iwNrh
gks fd eSa 'keZ djrh gw¡ D;k\ exj ns[kks rks]¸ mlus vius foLe; dks Nqikus
dk dksbZ iz;Ru fd;s fcuk dgk] ¶eSa vHkh dy gh ;gk¡ vk;h gw¡ vkSj vHkh
ls eq>s ,slk yxus yxk fd tSls ;g esjk gh ?kj gS μ eq>s fdlh ckr ls Mj
ugha yxrk vkSj tks esjs th esa vkrk gS dg nsrh gw¡---¸
¶;gh rks gksuk Hkh pkfg,!¸ lksfi+Q;k us izlUu gksdj dgkA
¶esjk flj pdjkrk jgrk gS vkSj eq>s viuk Hkh gks'k ugha jgrk]¸ ek¡ us
fiQj dguk vkjEHk fd;kA ¶,d t+ekus esa tc rd eSa fdlh dks vPNh rjg
tku ugha tkrh Fkh rc rd eSa vius fny dh ckr mlls [kqydj ugha dg
ldrh FkhA ij vc eSa ges'kk lcls fny [kksydj ckr dgrh gw¡] vkSj ,slh ckrsa
dg tkrh gw¡ ftudh eSa igys LoIu esa Hkh dYiuk ugha dj ldrh Fkh---¸
lksfi+Q;k us nwljh flxjsV fudkyh vkSj viuh Hkwjh vk¡[kksa dh dksey
T;ksfr ek¡ ds psgjs ij dsfUær dj nhA
¶rqe dg jgh Fkha fd rqe mls Hkxkus dk izcUèk dj yksxhA ysfdu
Hkkxdj og jgsxk dSls\¸ ek¡ us iwNk vkSj vius ân; ls bl tfVy iz'u dk
cks> mrkj fn;kA
¶mlesa dksbZ dfBukbZ ugha gksxh]¸ lksfi+Q;k us vius fy, nwljh I;kyh
dkWiQh cukrs gq, dgkA ¶tSls ntZuksa nwljs Hkkxdj vk;s gq, yksx jgrs gSa] oSls
gh og Hkh jgsxk--- eSa vHkh ,d ,sls vkneh ls feyh Fkh vkSj mls crkdj vk;h
gw¡ fd og dgk¡ jgsxkA mldh Hkh cgqr t+:jr Fkh] mls ik¡p lky dh ltk
gqbZ Fkh] ij mlus fuokZlu esa lk<+s rhu eghus gh fcrk;s Fks---¸
ek¡ dqN nsj rd mls ns[krh jgh] fiQj eqLdjk nhA
¶,slk ekywe gksrk gS fd igyh ebZ us eq> ij dksbZ tknw dj fn;k gS]¸
ek¡ us flj fgykrs gq, èkhjs ls dgkA ¶eSa viuk fBdkuk ugha <w¡<+ ik jgh gw¡ μ

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,slk yxrk gS fd eSa ,d lkFk nks jkLrksa ij tk jgh gw¡A dHkh&dHkh rks ,slk
yxrk gS fd eSa gj ckr le>rh gw¡ vkSj fiQj gj pht+ èkq¡èkyh gks tkrh gSA vius
vkidks gh ys yks μ Hkys ?kj dh vkSjr gks] ;g dke djrh gks--- rqe esjs ikosy
dks tkurh gks vkSj mldh rkjhiQ djrh gks vkSj blds fy, eSa rqEgkjk vkHkkj
ekurh gw¡---¸
¶vkHkkj rks eq>s ekuuk pkfg,!¸ lksfi+Q;k us g¡ldj dgkA
¶eSaus D;k fd;k gS\ mls ;g lc dqN eSaus rks ugha fl[kk;k!¸ ek¡ us vkg
Hkjdj dgkA
lksfi+Q;k us flxjsV ,d r'rjh esa cq>k nh vkSj vius flj dks bl rjg
>Vdk fd mlds lqugjs ckyksa dh eksVh&eksVh yVsa [kqydj dej rd vk x;haA
¶vc tkdj eSa viuk ;g lkjk rke&>ke mrkj vkÅ¡]¸ mlus mBdj
ckgj tkrs gq, dgkA

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fudksykbZ 'kke dks ?kj ykSVkA [kkuk [kkrs le; lksfi+Q;k us cgqr
g¡l&g¡ldj crk;k fd og fdl izdkj fuokZlu ls Hkkxdj vk;s gq, ,d
vkneh dks Nqikdj vk;h Fkh_ mlds fny esa [kqfiQ;k iqfylokyksa dk bruk Mj
lek;k gqvk Fkk fd og gj vkneh dks lUnsg dh n`f"V ls ns[krh FkhA lksfi+Q;k
us ;g Hkh crk;k fd mls Hkkxs gq, dSnh dk cjrko fdruk gkL;kLin FkkA ek¡
dks mlds Loj esa 'ks[kh dh ,d >yd fn[kk;h nh] ekuks dksbZ et+nwj cgqr
cM+k dkjukek djus ds ckn nwljksa dks mlds ckjs esa crk jgk gksA
bl le; lksfi+Q;k Hkwjs jax dk gYdk] pkSM+k iz+Qkd igus gq, FkhA blds
dkj.k og vkSj Hkh yEch vkSj mldh vk¡[ksa vkSj Hkh dkyh yx jgh Fkha vkSj
mldh pky eas vfèkd xEHkhjrk vk x;h FkhA
¶lksfi+Q;k] rqEgkjs fy, ,d dke vkSj gS]¸ fudksykbZ us [kkuk [kkus ds
ckn dgkA ¶eSaus rqEgsa crk;k Fkk fd ge yksxksa us fdlkuksa ds fy, ,d v[kckj
fudkyus dk ftEek fy;k Fkk] ysfdu brus yksxksa ds fxjÝ+rkj gks tkus ds dkj.k
ml vkneh ls dksbZ lEidZ ugha jg x;k gS tks ;g v[kckj ck¡VsxkA mldk irk
yxkus esa isykxs;k fuyksouk gh gekjh enn dj ldrh gSaA rqe buds lkFk xk¡o
pyh tkvks vkSj ftruh tYnh gks lds mldk irk ekywe dj yksA¸
¶vPNh ckr gS!¸ lksfi+Q;k us flxjsV dk d'k ysrs gq, dgkA ¶D;ksa pysaxs
u] isykxs;k fuyksouk\¸
¶gk¡] t+:j pysaxs---¸

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 ¶D;k cgqr nwj gS\¸
¶;gh dksbZ ipkl ehy gksxk---¸
¶rks Bhd gS!-- vPNk] vc FkksMh+ nsj fi;kuks ctkÅ¡xhA isykxs;k fuyksouk]
vki FkksM+h nsj esjk laxhr cjnk'r dj ldsaxh u\¸
¶esjh fpUrk u djks μ le> yks fd tSls eSa ;gk¡ gw¡ gh ugha!¸ ek¡ us
dgk vkSj dksp ds ,d dksus esa nqcddj cSB x;hA ekywe rks ;g gksrk Fkk fd
HkkbZ&cgu mldh vksj dksbZ è;ku gh ugha ns jgs gSa] ij cM+h gksf'k;kjh ls os
mls Hkh viuh ckrphr eas 'kkfey djus dk iz;Ru dj jgs FksA
¶fudksykbZ] ;g lquks] ;g xzhx gSA eSa vkt gh vius lkFk yk;h gw¡---
f[kM+fd;k¡ cUn dj nksA¸
mlus Lojfyfi lkeus [kksydj j[k yh vkSj vius ck;sa gkFk ls lqeèkqj
laxhr NsM+ fn;kA fi;kuks ds rkj >¡dkj mBs vkSj ,d gYdh&lh vkg ds lkFk
,d nwljk Loj fi;kuks dh Hkjiwj xw¡trh gqbZ vkokt+ esa vkokt+ feykdj xkus
yxkA mlds nkfgus gkFk dh m¡xfy;ksa ds uhps ls lksus dh ?kf.V;k¡&lh ctus
dh vkokt+ vkus yxh_ eUn Lojksa dh xgjh i`"BHkwfe ij ;s lqugjs lqj Hk;krqj
if{k;ksa ds >q.M dh rjg iQM+iQM+krs gq, bèkj&mèkj Hkkx jgs FksA
igys rks ek¡ ij laxhr dk dksbZ izHkko u gqvk_ laxhr dk izokg mlds
fy, dsoy vkokt+ksa dk ,d te?kV FkkA ml tfVy laxhr&jpuk esa mlds
dku èkqu ugha idM+ ik jgs FksA LofIuy us=kksa ls og fudksykbZ dks ns[krh jghA
og Vk¡xsa eksM+s dksp ds nwljs fljs ij cSBk FkkA fiQj ek¡ lksfi+Q;k ds xEHkhj psgjs
dks ?kwjus yxh ftlds Åij lqugjs ckyksa dk ,d rkt&lk yxk gqvk FkkA lwjt
dh fdjusa lksfi+Q;k ds flj vkSj dUèkksa dks viuh T;ksfr ls xjekrh gqbZ mldh
m¡xfy;ksa dks pweus ds fy, fiQlydj fi;kuks ds ijnksa ij iM+ jgh FkhaA laxhr
c<+rs&c<+rs iwjs dejs esa iQSy x;k vkSj u tkus dc og ek¡ ds ân; esa Hkh izos'k
dj x;kA
u tkus D;ksa vrhr ds vUèkdkje; xÙkZ ls ,d fpjfoLe`r xgjh O;Fkk
mBh vkSj ,d dVq Li"Vrk ds lkFk fiQj rkth gks x;hA
,d fnu cgqr jkr x;s mldk ifr u'ks esa pwj ?kj ykSVk FkkA mldh ck¡g
idM+dj mlus pkjikbZ ls mls i+Q'kZ ij ?klhV fy;k Fkk vkSj mldh ilfy;ksa
esa Bksdjsa ekjh FkhaA
¶fudy tk] dqfr;k dgha dh! eSa mdrk x;k gw¡ rq>ls!¸ mlus
fpYykdj dgk FkkA
mldh ekj ls cpus ds fy, ek¡ us vius nks lky ds cPps dks mBk fy;k

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Fkk vkSj mls lhus ls yxkdj ?kqVus Vsddj i+Q'kZ ij cSB x;h FkhA cPpk mldh
xksn esa gkFk&ik¡o iVddj jks jgk Fkk_ mldk uaxk] Hk;foày 'kjhj xje FkkA
¶fudy tk!¸ fe[k+kby us xjtdj dgk FkkA
og mNydj [kM+h gks x;h Fkh vkSj tYnh ls jlksbZ esa tkdj mlus dUèkksa
ij 'kywdk Mky fy;k Fkk vkSj cPps dks 'kky esa yisVdj uaxs iSj dsoy jkr
ds diM+s vksj 'kywdk igus gq, ?kj ls fudy x;h Fkh_ u og jks;h Fkh vkSj
u mlus iQfj;kn dh FkhA ebZ dk eghuk Fkk] jkrsa B.Mh FkhaA lM+d dh
B.Mh&B.Mh feV~Vh mlds ryqvksa ls fpidh tk jgh Fkh vkSj mlds ik¡o dh
m¡xfy;ksa ds chp ?kqlh tk jgh FkhA mldh xksn esa cPpk rM+i&rM+idj jks jgk
FkkA mlus mls 'kywds ds uhps Nqikdj dldj vius lhus ls fpiVk fy;k Fkk
vkSj Hk; ls O;kdqy gksdj lM+d ij Hkkxrh gqbZ vkxs c<+rh x;h Fkh_
pyrs&pyrs og cPps dks pqi djkus dk iz;Ru djrh tk jgh Fkh %
¶vk¡&vk¡&vk¡! vk¡&vk¡&vk¡! vk¡&vk¡&vk¡!¸
izHkkr gqvkA bl Hk; vkSj yTtk ls fd dgha dksbZ mls bl vèkZuXu
voLFkk esa ns[k u ys og nyny ds ikl tkdj ,Liu ds vYio;Ld o`{kksa
ds uhps cSB x;h FkhA og cM+h nsj rd ogk¡ cSBh vk¡[ksa iQkM+s vUèkdkj esa ?kwjrh
jgh Fkh vkSj Å¡?krs gq, ckyd vkSj Lo;a vius ân; dh O;Fkk dks 'kkUr djus
ds fy, fujUrj ,d gh lqj esa xquxqukrh jgh Fkh %
¶vk¡&vk¡&vk¡! vk¡&vk¡&vk¡! vk¡&vk¡&vk¡!¸
lglk ,d dkyh fpfM+;k mM+rh gqbZ mèkj ls xqtjh FkhA ek¡ viuh fujhg
voLFkk ls pkSaddj mB [kM+h gqbZ Fkh vkSj lnhZ esa dk¡irh gqbZ ?kj ykSVh Fkh
μ fiQj mlh fiVkbZ vkSj viekuksa ds fpj&ifjfpr Hk;kud okrkoj.k esa---
laxhr dk vfUre lqj lquk;h fn;k vkSj fiQj ,d mnkl B.Mh vkg ds
lkFk laxhr 'kkUr gks x;kA
lksfi+Q;k us vius HkkbZ dh rji+Q eqM+dj ns[kkA
¶ilUn vk;k\¸ mlus èkhjs ls iwNkA
¶cgqr!¸ mlus ekuks uhan ls pkSadrs gq, mÙkj fn;kA ¶cgqr vPNk Fkk---¸
ek¡ ds lhus esa nq[kn Le`fr;ksa dh izfrèofu dk dEiu Fkk vkSj mldh
psruk ds lhekUr izns'k esa ,d fopkj <y jgk Fkk %
¶,sls yksx Hkh gksrs gSa tks fe=krk ds lkFk] 'kkfUriw.kZ <ax ls fey&tqydj
jgrs gSaA os >xM+k ugha djrs] u'ks esa èkqÙk ugha gks tkrs] jksVh ds ,d&,d VqdM+s
ds fy, yM+rs ugha tSlkfd ml nwljs vUèkdkje; txr ds yksx djrs gSa---¸
lksfi+Q;k us ,d flxjsV fudkyhA og cgqr flxjsV ihrh Fkh_ flxjsV

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mlds gkFk ls 'kk;n dHkh NwVrh gh ugha FkhA
¶esjs dksLR;k dks ;g èkqu lcls vfèkd ilUn Fkh!¸ mlus dgkA mlus
,d xgjh lk¡l ysdj fiQj fi;kuks ds ijnksa ij m¡xfy;k¡ nkSM+krs gq, ,d dksey
nnhZyh èkqu NsM+ nhA ¶mls fi;kuks ctkdj lqukus esa eq>s cgqr vkuUn vkrk FkkA
fdruk laosnu'khy Fkk og] gj ckr dk mlds ân; ij izHkko gksrk Fkk_ mldk
ân; Hkkoukvksa ls Hkjk gqvk Fkk---¸
¶vius ifr ds ckjs esa lksp jgh gksxh]¸ ek¡ us vius eu esa dgk] ¶vkSj
eqLdjk jgh gS---¸
¶mlds lkFk esjk thou fdruk lq[kh Fkk---¸ lksfi+Q;k us eUn Loj esa
dgk_ mlds cksyrs le; ,slk yxrk Fkk fd og lkspdj ugha cksy jgh gS]
cfYd 'kCn vuk;kl gh mlds ân; ls fudy jgs gSaA ¶og ft+Unxh dk jgL;
tkurk Fkk---¸
¶lks rks Fkk!¸ fudksykbZ us nk<+h ij gkFk iQsjrs gq, lgefr izdV dhA
¶mldh vkRek esa laxhr Fkk!--¸
lksfi+Q;k us vHkh&vHkh tyk;h gqbZ flxjsV iQsad nh vkSj ek¡ dh rji+Q
eqM+hA
¶vki esjs 'kksj epkus ls mdrk rks ugha jgh gSa\¸ mlus iwNkA
ek¡ vius {kksHk dks Nqik u ldh %
¶esjh fi+QØ u djks rqeA esjh rks dqN le> esa gh ugha vkrkA eSa rks cl
cSBs&cSBs lqurh jgrh gw¡A eSa rks vius gh fopkjksa esa Mwch jgrh gw¡A¸
¶vkidks t+:j le>uk pkfg,]¸ lksfi+Q;k us dgk] ¶gj vkSjr laxhr dks
le>rh gS] [k+klrkSj ij tc og mnkl gksrh gS---¸
mlus t+ksj ls ijnksa ij m¡xfy;k¡ ekjha vkSj fi;kuks bl rjg fpYyk mBk
ekuks fdlh us Hk;kud lekpkj lquk gksA lpeqp vfr'k; osnuk ds gh dkj.k
,slk ân;&fonkjd d#.k phRdkj fudy ldrk gSA blds mÙkj esa lglk
;kSoue; Hk;krqj Loj xw¡t mBs vkSj rst+h ls dgha foyhu gks x;sA ,d ckj fiQj
cgqr t+ksj dk d#.k phRdkj lquk;h fn;k ftlesa cko+Qh lc dqN Mwc x;kA dksbZ
Hk;adj foink vk iM+h Fkh] ij mlls d#.kk ugha cfYd jks"k dh Hkkouk mRiUu
gqbZ FkhA fiQj dksbZ lèks gq, lqjksa esa ,d lhèkh&lknh eèkqj èkqu xkus yxk_ fdruk
vuqjksèk vkSj vkd"kZ.k Fkk ml xhr esa!
ek¡ bu yksxksa ls dqN I;kj&Hkjh ckrsa dgus dks cspSu gks mBhA ml ij
laxhr dk u'kk Nk jgk FkkA og eqLdjk nhA mls iwjk fo'okl Fkk fd og bu
HkkbZ&cgu dh lgk;rk dj ldrh gSA

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 mlus pkjksa vksj ut+j nkSM+k;h μ og D;k dke dj ldrh Fkh\ pqids
ls mBdj og jlksbZ?kj esa pyh x;h vkSj leksokj esa vkx lqyxk nhA
ij blls mu yksxksa ds fdlh dke vkus dh mldh rhoz bPNk iwjh ugha
gqbZ vkSj pk; m¡M+syrs gq, mlus 'kekZrs gq, g¡ldj dgk %
¶ml v¡èksjs thou esa jgus okys ge yksx μ ge vuqHko rks lc dqN
djrs gSa] ij mls 'kCnksa esa dguk dfBu gksrk gS vkSj gesa 'kje vkrh gS] D;ksafd
ckr ;g gS fd ge le>rs gSa] ij mls dg ugha ldrsA vkSj vDlj viuh blh
yTtk ds dkj.k ge vius gh fopkjksa ij >q¡>yk mBrs gSaA ft+Unxh gj rji+Q ls
gesa dksaprh jgrh gSA ge pSu ls jguk pkgrs gSa] ij gekjs fopkj gesa pSu ls
cSBus dc nsrs gSaA¸ ,slk izrhr gksrk Fkk fd bu 'kCnksas ls] ftudk egÙo mlds
fy, Hkh mruk gh Fkk ftruk mlds Jksrkvksa ds fy,] og vius ân; dks
lkaRouk nsuk pkgrh gksA
fudksykbZ ek¡ dh ckrsa lqurs le; lkjh nsj cSBk viuh ,sud iksaNrk jgk
vkSj lksfi+Q;k dh cM+h&cM+h vk¡[ksa foLe; ls iQSy x;haA og viuh flxjsV ihuk
Hkh Hkwy x;h] tks vc fdlh Hkh ne cq>us dks FkhA og vHkh rd fi;kuks ds
lkeus FkksM+k&lk vius HkkbZ dh rji+Q eqM+h cSBh Fkh vkSj chp&chp esa vius
nkfgus gkFk ls fi;kuks ds ijnksa dks èkhjs ls NsM+ nsrh FkhA fi;kuks ds dksey Loj
ek¡ ds ân; ls fudys gq, mu lhèks&lkns 'kCnksa esa foyhu gq, tk jgs Fks] ftuds
}kjk og viuh Hkkoukvksa dks O;Dr dj jgh FkhA
¶vc eSa vius ckjs esa vkSj lc yksxksa ds ckjs esa dqN dg ldrh gw¡
D;ksafd vc eSa dqN&dqN le>us yxh gw¡ vkSj pht+ksa dh rqyuk dj ldrh gw¡A
igys rks dksbZ pht+ Fkh gh ugha ftlls rqyuk dh tk ldsA gekjs et+nwj thou
esa gj vkneh ,d tSlh ft+Unxh clj djrk gSA ysfdu vc tc eSa nwljksa dh
ft+Unxh dks ns[krh gw¡ vkSj ;kn djrh gw¡ fd eSa dSlh ft+Unxh clj djrh Fkh
rks fny cSB tkrk gSA¸
mldk Loj èkhek iM+ x;k %
¶eqefdu gS fd eSa bl ckr dks Bhd ls u dg ik jgh gw¡ ;k ;g lc
dgus esa dksbZ rqd gh u gks D;ksafd blesa rqe yksxksa ds fy, dksbZ u;h ckr ugha
gS---¸
ek¡ dk Loj vk¡lqvksa ls #¡èkk gqvk Fkk ij og eqLdjkrh gqbZ vk¡[kksa ls mUgsa
ns[k jgh Fkh %
¶eSa viuk fny [kksydj rqe yksxksa ds lkeus j[k nsuk pkgrh gw¡]¸ mlus
dgkA ¶eSa pkgrh gw¡ fd rqe yksx tku ldks fd eSa vius ân; ls rqe yksxksa

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ds fy, fdruh HkykbZ vkSj fdrus lq[k dh dkeuk djrh gw¡A¸
¶gesa ekywe gS!¸ fudksykbZ us èkhjs ls dgkA
,slk izrhr gksrk Fkk fd viuh lkjh Hkkouk,¡ muds lkeus [kksydj O;Dr
dj nsus dh mldh bPNk 'kkUr gh ugha gks jgh FkhA blfy, og mUgsa mu ckrksa
ds ckjs esa crkrh jgh] tks mlds fy, u;h vkSj vR;Ur egÙoiw.kZ FkhaA mlus
mUgsa vius nq[ke; thou ds ckjs esa crk;k vkSj ;g Hkh crk;k fd fdl izdkj
og pqipki lc dqN lgu djrh vk;h FkhA mlds Loj esa {kksHk ugha Fkk] ij
mlds gksaBksa ij O;aX; dh ,d >yd FkhA mlus vius fiNys thou ds uhjl
nq[ke; fnuksa dk lkjk dPpk fpV~Bk muds lkeus [kksydj j[k fn;k] mlus
crk;k fd fdruh ckj mlds ifr us mls ihVk FkkA og vk'p;Z dj jgh Fkh
fd vdkj.k gh thou esa mldh bruh fiVkb;k¡ D;ksa gqb± vkSj og mUgsa jksdus
esa vleFkZ D;ksa jgh---
os nksuksa pqipki mldh ckrsa lqu jgs FksA ek¡ dh jkedgkuh ds ihNs ,d
xw<+ vFkZ Nqik gqvk fn[kk;h fn;kA og ,d ,sls O;fDr dh jkedgkuh Fkh] ftls
tkuoj ds cjkcj le>k x;k Fkk vkSj ftlus viuh bl fLFkfr dks pqipki
Lohdkj dj fy;k FkkA ,slk yx jgk Fkk fd mldh tcku ls gt+kjksa yksx cksy
jgs Fks_ mlds thou esa tks dqN gqvk Fkk og cgqr gh lkèkkj.k vkSj vk;s&fnu
dh ckrsa Fkha μ mruh gh lhèkh&lknh vkSj csjax ftruh fd bl i`Foh ij jgus
okys vfèkdka'k yksxksa dh ft+Unxh Fkh μ vkSj mldh thou&dFkk ,d izrhd
cu x;hA fudksykbZ viuh dqgfu;k¡ est ij fVdk;s] gFksfy;ksa ij flj j[ks vk¡[ksa
fldksM+dj ,sud ds ihNs ls ek¡ dks ,dVd ns[k jgk FkkA lksfi+Q;k viuh dqlhZ
ij ihNs Vsd yxk;s cSBh Fkh vkSj chp&chp esa flj fgykdj flgj mBrh FkhA
,slk izrhr gksrk Fkk fd mldk psgjk nqcyk gks x;k gS vkSj mldk jax Hkh ihyk
iM+ x;k gS_ og flxjsV Hkh ugha ih jgh FkhA
¶,d t+ekus eas eSa Hkh vius dks cgqr vHkkxh le>rh Fkh]¸ lksfi+Q;k us
vk¡[ksa >qdkdj 'kkUr Loj esa dgkA ¶,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk fd eSa fdlh LoIuksa
dh nqfu;k esa jgrh gw¡A ;g rc dh ckr gS tc eSa cgqr nwj ,d NksVs&ls o+QLcs
esa fuokZlu dh ltk dkV jgh FkhA esjs ikl u dksbZ dke Fkk] vkSj vius vykok
fdlh nwljh ckr ds ckjs esa lkspus dks Hkh ugha FkkA le; dkVus ds fy,
ckj&ckj eSa viuh fiNyh eqlhcrksa dks ;kn djrh jgrh FkhA eSa vius firk dks
I;kj djrh Fkh] fiQj Hkh muls yM+h_ eSa Ldwy ls fudky nh x;h vkSj lcds
lkeus eq>s ,d yTtkLin mnkgj.k ds :i esa is'k fd;k x;k_ eq>s tsy esa cUn
dj fn;k x;k] esjs ,d xgjs nksLr us esjs lkFk fo'okl?kkr fd;k_ esjs ifr

ek¡ @ 219
fxjÝ+rkj dj fy;s x;s_ eq>s fiQj fxjÝ+rkj djds fuokZflr dj fn;k x;k vkSj
fiQj esjs ifr dk nsgkUr gks x;k FkkA eq>s ,slk yxrk Fkk fd eSa bl nqfu;k esa
lcls nq[kh izk.kh gw¡A ysfdu] isykxs;k fuyksouk] esjh lkjh eqlhcrksa dh nlxquh
eqlhcrsa Hkh rqEgkjh ft+Unxh dh ,d eghus dh eqlhcrksa ds cjkcj ugha gSa--- rqEgsa
rks cjlksa rd gj fnu ;kruk,¡ lguh iM+ha--- bruh eqlhcrsa cjnk'r djus dh
rkdr dgk¡ ls vkrh gS yksxksa esa\¸
¶vknr iM+ tkrh gS!¸ isykxs;k us vkg Hkjdj mÙkj fn;kA
¶eSa eu gh eu bl ckr ij [+k'q k jgrk gw¡ fd eSa ft+Unxh dks dki+Qh vPNh
rjg le>rk gw¡]¸ fudksykbZ us fopkjeXu gksdj dgkA ¶fiQj Hkh tc dHkh eq>s
ft+Unxh dk ;g fp=k ns[kus dks feyrk gS] tks fdrkcksa esa fn;s gq, fp=k ls ;k
esjs fc[kjs gq, fopkjksa esa cuus okys fp=k ls fcYdqy fHkUu gksrk gS] rks mldh
Hk;kudrk ij esjs jksaxVs [kM+s gks tkrs gSa! vkSj ft+Unxh dh NksVh&NksVh pht+sa gh
Hk;kud gksrh gSa μ ft+Unxh dh os egÙoghu ?kfM+;k¡ tks feydj cjlksa yEch
gks tkrh gSa---¸
os bl vUèkdkje; thou ds gj igyw ij fopkj djrs gq, cM+h nsj rd
blh rjg ckrsa djrs jgsA ek¡ vrhr dh Le`fr;ksa esa [kks x;h % foLe`fr ds
èkq¡èkyds esa ls ,d&,d djds os lc vieku mldh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus vk jgs
Fks ftUgksaus mlds ;kSoudky dks Hk;kog cuk fn;k FkkA
¶eSa cSBh ckrsa c?kkj jgh gw¡ vkSj rqe yksxksa ds lksus dk oD+r gks x;k!¸
mlus vkf[k+jdkj dgkA ¶bruh cgqr&lh ckrsa gSa lc dgk¡ rd dg ldrk gS
dksb-Z --¸
HkkbZ&cgu us pqipki mlls fonk yhA fudksykbZ us ges'kk ls T+;knk
>qddj ek¡ dks lyke fd;k vkSj cM+s I;kj ls mldk gkFk nck;kA lksfi+Q;k ek¡
dks mlds dejs rd igq¡pk vk;hA
¶vPNk] lks tkvksA vPNh rjg vkjke ls lksuk!¸ lksfi+Q;k us pyrs&pyrs
dgkA mldk Loj Hkkokos'k ls #¡èkk gqvk Fkk vkSj mldh Hkwjh vk¡[ksa cM+s I;kj
ls ek¡ ds psgjs dks rkd jgh Fkha---
isykxs;k us lksfi+Q;k dk gkFk vius nksuksa gkFkksa esa nck fy;k vkSj cksyh %
¶cgqr&cgqr èkU;okn!--¸

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dqN fnu ckn ek¡ vkSj lksfi+Q;k fudksykbZ ds lkeus 'kgj dh x+jhc vkSjrkssa
ds Hksl esa vk;haA os iQVs gq, lwrh diM+s vkSj 'kywds igus gq, Fkha] mudh ihB

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ij FkSys vkSj gkFk esa ykfB;k¡ FkhaA bl iks'kkd esa lksfi+Q;k dk dn dqN NksVk
ekywe gksrk Fkk vkSj mldk ihyk psgjk ges'kk dh vis{kk vfèkd xEHkhj yx
jgk FkkA
fudksykbZ us viuh cgu dks fonk djrs gq, mldk gkFk dldj nck;k
vkSj ek¡ ds ân; ij muds ikjLifjd lEcUèk dh bl 'kkUr ljyrk dh xgjh
Nki iM+hA mUgksaus u rks ,d&nwljs dks pwek gh] u I;kj ds 'kCn gh dgs exj
nksuksa dks ,d&nwljs dh lnk fi+QØ jgrh FkhA tgk¡ og vc rd jgrh Fkh ogk¡
yksx gj ne ,d&nwljs dks pwers jgrs Fks vkSj cM+s I;kj&Hkjs 'kCnksa esa ckrsa djrs
Fks] ij ekSo+Qk iM+rs gh ,d&nwljs ij Hkw[ks dqÙkksa dh rjg VwV Hkh iM+rs FksA
nksuksa vkSjrsa pqipki 'kgj dh lM+dsa ikj djrh gqbZ [ksrksa dh rji+Q tk
fudyhaA cpZ ds iqjkus o`{kksa dh nks iafDr;ksa ds chp ,d pkSMh+ &lh ÅcM+&[kkcM+
lM+d ij os nksuksa lkFk&lkFk pyh tk jgh FkhaA
¶rqe Fkdksxh ugha!¸ ek¡ us lksfi+Q;k ls dgkA
¶eSa cgqr nwj&nwj rd iSny tk pqdh gw¡_ eq>s vknr gS---¸
lksfi+Q;k cM+s mYykl ds lkFk vius ØkfUrdkjh dke ds ckjs esa ckrsa
djus yxh] ekuks vius cpiu dh 'kjkjrksa dks ;kn dj jgh gksA u tkus fdruh
ckj og viuk uke cnydj >wBs f'kuk[rh dkx+t+ cuokdj jgh FkhA tklwlksa
ls cpus ds fy, og Hksl cnydj jgh Fkh] fdrkcksa vkSj ipks± ds Hkkjh&Hkkjh
c.My ysdj ,d 'kgj ls nwljs 'kgj x;h Fkh] lkfFk;ksa dks fuokZlu ls Hkxkus
dk bUrt+ke fd;k Fkk vkSj mUgsa lkFk ysdj fons'k esa igq¡pk vk;h FkhA ,d ckj
mlds ?kj esa ,d [kqfiQ;k Nkik[k+kuk Hkh Fkk vkSj tc iqfylokys bldh [k+cj
ikdj ?kj dh ryk'kh ysus vk;s Fks rks og ukSdjkuh dk Hksl cukdj iQkVd ij
[kM+s gq, lUrfj;ksa dh vk¡[k esa èkwy >ksaddj pqids ls Hkkx fudyh FkhA tkM+s
ds fnu Fks] ml fnu cM+h lnhZ iM+ jgh Fkh_ ,d gYdh&lh iks'kkd igus vkSj
flj ij lwrh :eky ck¡èks og gkFk esa rsy dk duLrj fy, iwjk 'kgj ikj dj
x;h Fkh ekuks feV~Vh dk rsy [k+jhnus tk jgh gksA blh rjg ,d ckj vkSj og
dqN fe=kksa ls feyus ds fy, ,d u;s 'kgj esa igq¡p x;h vkSj muds ?kj dh
lhf<+;ksa ij p<+us ds ckn mls ekywe gqvk fd ryk'kh yh tk jgh gSA ihNs
ykSVus dk loky gh ugha Fkk blfy, mlus fgEer djds uhps okys ¶ySV dh
?k.Vh ctk;h vkSj vius lwVdsl lesr mu vutkus yksxksa ds ;gk¡ fVd x;hA
¶vxj vki pkgsa rks eq>s iqfyl ds gokys dj ldrs gSa exj eq>s vki
ls ,slh mEehn ugha]¸ mlus lkjh ifjfLFkfr lki+Q&lki+Q muls crkdj dgkA
os bruk Mj x;s Fks fd jkr&Hkj mu yksxksa us iyd rd ugha >idk;h_

ek¡ @ 221
gjne mUgsa ;gh [kVdk yxk jgk fd dksbZ njokt+k rks ugha [kV[kVk jgk gSA
ysfdu mu yksxksa us mls iqfyl ds gokys ugha fd;k vkSj nwljs fnu lcsjs bl
?kVuk ij th [kksydj g¡lsA blh rjg ,d ckj vkSj og bZlkbZ eBokfluh dk
Hksl cukdj mlh xkM+h esa] cfYd mlh fMCcs esa liQj djrh jgh Fkh ftlesa
mldk ihNk djusokyk [kqfiQ;k iqfyl dk vkneh cSBk gqvk FkkA og cgqr Mhax
ekj jgk Fkk fd og fdl rjg bl vkSjr dk ihNk dj jgk FkkA og le> jgk
Fkk fd og vkSjr mlh xkM+h ds nwljs ntsZ ds fMCcs esa cSBh FkhA gj LVs'ku ij
mrjdj og mls ns[kus tkrk vkSj ykSVdj mlls dgrk %
¶dgha fn[kk;h ugha nh] 'kk;n lks x;h gksxhA ;s yksx Hkh Fkd tkrh gSa]
budh ft+Unxh Hkh dksbZ gekjh ft+Unxh ls T+;knk vkjke dh FkksM+s gh gS!¸
;s fo+QLls lqudj ek¡ g¡l nh vkSj cM+s I;kj ls mlus viuh lafxuh dh
rji+Q ns[kkA lksfi+Q;k yEcs dn vkSj Njgjs cnu dh Fkh_ viuh lqMkSy Vk¡xksa
ij og cM+h iQqrhZ ls pyrh FkhA mlds pyus vkSj ckr djus ds <ax ls] mlds
mYykl&Hkjs Hkkjh Loj ls vkSj mldh iwjh ruh gqbZ vkÑfr ls lkgl vkSj Hkjiwj
thou Vidrk Fkk] og gj pht+ ds izfr ukStokuksa tSlk mRlkg j[krh Fkh vkSj
gj pht+ esa mls [+kq'kh dk dksbZ u dksbZ Ïksr fey gh tkrk FkkA
¶fdruk lqUnj lukscj gS!¸ lksfi+Q;k us ,d isM+ dh vksj ladsr djds
iqyfdr Loj esa dgkA ek¡ #ddj ns[kus yxh μ og isM+ lukscj ds nwljs isM+ksa
tSlk gh FkkA
¶gk¡] cM+k vPNk isM+ gS!¸ og g¡l iM+h vkSj lksfi+Q;k ds dku ds ikl
gok esa mM+rh gqbZ li+Qsn ckyksa dh yVksa dks ns[krh jghA
¶yok gS!¸ lksfi+Q;k dh Hkwjh vk¡[ksa I;kj ls ped mBha vkSj og
,dkxzfpr gksdj LoPN vkdk'k esa xw¡trs gq, laxhr dks lqurh jghA dHkh&dHkh
taxyh iQwy rksM+dj viuh iryh&iryh iQqrhZyh m¡xfy;ksa ls mldh dk¡irh
gqbZ i¡[kqfM+;ksa dks lgykus yxrh vkSj èkhjs&èkhjs dksbZ èkqu xquxqukus yxrhA
Hkwjh vk¡[kksaokyh ml vkSjr dh bu lc ckrksa us ek¡ dks eksg fy;k vkSj
og mlls fcYdqy lVdj o+Qne feykdj pyus yxhA dHkh&dHkh lksfi+Q;k
l[+rh ls Hkh cksyrh Fkh vkSj ek¡ dks bl ij nq[k gksrk FkkA
¶jhfcu blls [+kq'k ugha gksxk-----¸ ek¡ fpfUrr gksdj lkspus yxhA
ij nwljs gh {k.k lksfi+Q;k fiQj cM+s I;kj&Hkjs lhèks&lkns Loj esa cksyus
yxrh vkSj ek¡ eqLdjkdj mldh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡[ksa Mkydj ns[krhA
¶rqe vHkh rks fcYdqy toku gks!¸ ek¡ us vkg Hkjdj dgkA
¶eSa cÙkhl cjl dh gks pqdh gw¡!¸ lksfi+Q;k us mÙkj fn;kA isykxs;k

222 @ ek¡
eqLdjk nhA
¶esjk eryc ;g ugha FkkA ns[kus esa rks 'kk;n rqEgkjh mej blls Hkh T+;knk
ekywe gksrh gSA ysfdu tc eSa rqEgkjh ckrsa lqurh gw¡ vkSj rqEgkjh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡[ksa
Mkydj ns[krh gw¡ rks eq>s cM+k vk'p;Z gksrk gS μ rqe fcYdqy uo;qorh yxrh
gksA rqeus cgqr dBksj vkSj ladVe; thou fcrk;k gS fiQj Hkh rqEgkjk ân;
ges'kk eqLdjkrk jgrk gSA¸
¶eq>s bl dBksjrk dk dHkh vkHkkl Hkh ugha gksrkA eq>s rks ,slk yxrk
gS fd esjh ft+Unxh ls vPNh vkSj fnypLi ft+Unxh fdlh dh gks gh ugha
ldrh-- eSa rqEgsa rqEgkjs fir`uke ls iqdkjk d:¡xh μ fuyksoukA u tkus D;ksa
isykxs;k uke eq>s vPNk ugha yxrkA¸
¶tks th esa vk;s dgks]¸ ek¡ us lksp esa Mwcs gq, dgkA ¶tks th esa vk;sA
eSa rqEgsa ns[krh jgrh gw¡] rqEgkjh ckrsa lqurh jgrh gw¡ ij vius gh fopkjksa esa Mwch
jgrh gw¡A eq>s ;g ns[kdj [+kq'kh gksrh gS fd rqeus euq"; ds ân; rd igq¡pus
dk jkLrk ekywe dj fy;k gSA gj vkneh fcuk fdlh ladksp ds rqEgsa crk nsrk
gS fd mlds ân; esa D;k Nqik gqvk gSA og viuh bPNk ls viuh vkRek rqEgkjs
lkeus [kksydj j[k nsrk gSA vkSj tc Hkh eSa rqe lc yksxksa ds ckjs esa lksprh
gw¡ rks eq>s fo'okl gks tkrk gS fd rqe yksx euq"; ds thou dh cqjkb;ksa dks
feVk nksxsA eq>s bldk iwjk fo'okl gS!¸
¶ge t+:j feVk nsaxs D;ksafd ge esgurd'k yksxksa ds lkFk gSa!¸ lksfi+Q;k
us Å¡ps Loj esa vk'oklu fnyk;kA ¶muesa ,d egku 'kfDr Nqih gqbZ gS] os dqN
Hkh dj ldrs gSa! gesa cl mUgsa ;g trk nsuk gS fd mudk vlyh ewY; D;k
gS] rkfd os vktknh ls vkxs c<+ ldsa----¸
mldh bu ckrksa dks lqudj ek¡ ds ân; esa vusd Hkkouk,¡ meM+ iM+haA
u tkus D;ksa mls lksfi+Q;k ij rjl vkus yxk] og mlls ukjkt+ ugha Fkh cfYd
mlds ân; esa mlds izfr fe=krk Fkh vkSj og mlds eq¡g ls ,slh gh vkSj Hkh
lhèkh&lknh ckrsa lquuk pkgrh FkhA
¶rqEgkjh bl lc esgur dk iQy rqEgsa dkSu nsxk\¸ ek¡ us mnkl gksdj
èkhjs ls iwNkA
¶gesa viuh esgur dk iQy rks fey Hkh x;k]¸ lksfi+Q;k us mÙkj fn;k
vkSj ek¡ dks ,slk ekywe gqvk fd mlds Loj esa xoZ dh Hkkouk FkhA ¶geus
thou dk ,d ,slk <jkZ ekywe dj fy;k gS tks gesa ilUn gSA ge viuh vkRek
dh lkjh 'kfDr;ksa dks dke djus dk iwjk ekSo+Qk nsrs gSa μ thou ls ge blls
T+;knk D;k vk'kk dj ldrs gSa\¸

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 ek¡ us ,d ut+j mls ns[kdj vk¡[ksa >qdk yha vkSj fiQj lkspus yxh %
¶jhfcu dks og vPNh ugha yxsxh---¸
os eknd iou esa xgjh&xgjh lk¡lsa ysrh gqbZ rst+h ls pyh tk jgh Fkha]
ij mUgsa dksbZ ?kcjkgV ;k tYnh ugha Fkh] ek¡ dks ,slk yx jgk Fkk tSls og
rhFkZ&;k=kk ij tk jgh gksA mls ;kn vk jgk Fkk fd cpiu esa R;ksgkjksa ds fnu
tc og vius xk¡o ls cgqr nwj ,d fxjtk?kj esa tkrh Fkh mls fdruh [+kq'kh
gksrh FkhA ml fxjtk?kj esa ,d peRdkj djusokyh ewjr Hkh FkhA
chp&chp esa lksfi+Q;k vius dksey eèkqj Loj eas vkdk'k ;k izse ds ckjs
esa dksbZ u;k xhr xkus yxrh] ;k [ksrksa vkSj taxyksa vkSj oksYxk unh ds ckjs esa
dksbZ dfork lqukrh vkSj ek¡ lqudj eqLdjkus yxrh_ vuk;kl gh ml ij laxhr
dk u'kk Nk tkrk vkSj og dfork dh èkqu ij flj fgykus yxrhA
ek¡ ds ân; esa ,slh 'kkfUr] ,slk mYykl vkSj ,slh xEHkhjrk Fkh ekuks og
xfeZ;ksa dh 'kke dks fdlh lqUnj ckx ds dksus esa cSBh gksA

5
os nksuksa rhljs fnu vius fufnZ"V LFkku ij ig¡p
q haA ek¡ us [ksr esa dke djrs
gq, ,d fdlku ls rkjdksy ds dkj[k+kus dk irk iwNk vkSj 'kh?kz gh os taxy
dh ,d <yku ij py iM+ha tgk¡ isM+ksa dh tM+ksa us lqfoèkk ds fy, lhf<+;k¡
cuk nh FkhaA dqN nwj pyus ds ckn os ,d xksy [kqyh gqbZ txg ij igq¡p x;ha
tgk¡ pkjksa vksj dks;yk vkSj ydfM+;k¡ fc[kjh gqbZ Fkha vkSj gj rji+Q rkjdksy
ds FkDds tes gq, FksA
¶vkf[k+j oks igq¡p gh x;ha]¸ ek¡ us ?kcjkdj pkjksa vksj ut+j nkSM+krs gq,
dgkA
cfYy;ksa vkSj isM+ksa dh Vgfu;ksa ds cus gq, lk;cku ds lkeus ,d est
iM+h gqbZ Fkh] tks ydM+h ds ?kksM+ksa ij rhu r[+rs fVdkdj rS;kj dh x;h FkhA
rkjdksy esa luk gqvk] jhfcu o+Qeht+ ds cVu [kksys] ;si+Qhe vkSj nks vU;
ukStokukssa ds lkFk est ij cSBk [kkuk [kk jgk FkkA lcls igys jhfcu us gh mu
vkSjrksa dks ns[kk vkSj og dqN dgs fcuk vk¡[kksa ij gFksyh dh vksV djds muds
fudV vkus dh izrh{kk djrk jgkA
¶lyke] HkS;k fe[k+kbyks!¸ ek¡ us dqN nwj ls gh fpYykdj dgkA
og mBk vkSj cM+s brehuku ls mudh rji+Q c<+kA ek¡ dks igpkudj og
Bgj x;k vkSj nk<+h ij viuk dkyk gkFk iQsjrs gq, eqLdjkus yxkA
¶ge rhFkZ&;k=kk ij fudyh gSa!¸ ek¡ us mlds ikl vkdj dgkA ¶lkspk

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jkLrs esa rqEgkjk gky&pky Hkh iwNrs pysaA ;g esjh lgsyh gSa μ budk uke
vkUuk gS---¸
viuh prqjkbZ ij cM+s xoZ ls mlus duf[k;ksa ls lksfi+Q;k dh dBksj vkSj
xEHkhj eqæk dks ns[kkA
jhfcu us ek¡ ls gkFk feyk;k vkSj cgqr >qddj lksfi+Q;k dk vfHkoknu
djrs gq, eq¡g Vs<+k djds eqLdjkdj dgk] ¶rqEgkjk D;k gky&pky gS\ vc >wB
u cksyksA rqe vc 'kgj esa ugha gks] ;gk¡ >wB cksyus dh t+:jr ugha! lc vius
gh yksx gSa---¸
;si+Qhe us est ds ikl cSBs&cSBs gh ;kf=k;ksa dks ns[kk vkSj vius lkfFk;kssa
ls dqN iQqliQqlkdj dgkA tc vkSjrsa ikl vk x;ha rks og mBk vkSj mlus
>qddj mUgsa lyke fd;kA mlds lkFkh fu'py cSBs jgs ekuks mUgksaus vfrfFk;ksa
dks ns[kk gh u gksA
¶ge yksx ;gk¡ lkèkqvksa dh rjg jgrs gSa]¸ jhfcu us isykxs;k fuyksouk
dk dUèkk gYds ls FkiFkikrs gq, dgkA ¶;gk¡ dksbZ Hkh gels feyus ugha vkrkA
ekfyd vktdy ckgj gSa_ mudh choh vLirky esa gSaA ,d rjg ls eSa gh ;gk¡
dk dÙkkZ&èkÙkkZ gw¡A vkvks] cSBksA dqN [kkvksxh\ ;si+Qhe] FkksM+k&lk nwèk rks ys
vkvks!¸
;si+Qhe fcuk tYnh fd;s lk;cku esa pyk x;k vkSj ;kf=k;ksa us vius FkSys
mrkjdj uhps j[k fn;sA ,d ukStoku us] tks yEcs dn dk nqcyk&iryk yM+dk
Fkk] mBdj mudh enn dh] ysfdu mldk >cjs ckyksaokyk xBhys 'kjhj dk
lkFkh est ij dqgfu;k¡ fVdk;s fopkjksa esa [kks;k gqvk cSBk mUgsa ns[krk jgk vkSj
viuk flj [kqtkdj dksbZ èkqu xquxqukrk jgkA
rkjdksy vkSj lM+h&xyh ifÙk;ksa dh rst+ cncw ls mu nksuksa vkSjrksa dks
pDdj ls vkus yxsA
¶bldk uke ;kdkso gS]¸ jhfcu us ml yEcs yM+ds dh rji+Q b'kkjk
djds dgk] ¶vkSj og nwljkokyk bxukr gSA gk¡] rqEgkjs csVs dk D;k gky gS\¸
¶tsy esa gS]¸ ek¡ us vkg Hkjdj dgkA
¶fiQj\¸ jhfcu us pkSda dj dgkA ¶ekywe gksrk gS tsy ilUn vk x;k---¸
bxukr us xkuk cUn dj fn;k vkSj ;kdkso us ek¡ ds gkFk ls ykBh ys yhA
¶cSB tkvks!¸ mlus dgkA
¶vki [kM+h D;ksa gSa\ cSB tkb;s!¸ jhfcu us lksfi+Q;k ls dgkA lksfi+Q;k
pqipki ,d isM+ ds Bw¡B ij cSB x;h vkSj cM+s è;ku ls jhfcu dks ns[krh jghA
¶dc idM+k x;k og\¸ jhfcu us ek¡ ds lkeus cSBdj flj fgykrs gq,

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iwNkA ¶fuyksouk] rqEgkjh Hkh rdnhj [k+jkc gS!¸
¶ugha] [k+jkc D;k gS!¸ ek¡ us dgkA
¶vknr iM+rh tk jgh gS] D;ksa gS u\¸
¶ugha] vknr rks ugha iM+rh tk jgh gS] exj eSa tkurh gw¡ fd vkSj dksbZ
pkjk ugha gS!¸
¶gq¡%!¸ jhfcu us dgkA ¶vPNk] ;g rks crkvks fd gqvk D;k Fkk---¸
;si+Qhe ,d tx esa nwèk ys vk;k vkSj est ij ls I;kyk mBkdj èkks;k vkSj
mlesa nwèk Hkjdj lksfi+Q;k dks fn;k] ysfdu mlds dku ek¡ dh ckrksa dh vksj
gh yxs gq, FksA og cM+h lkoèkkuh ls bl ckr dk iz;Ru dj jgk Fkk fd dksbZ
vkokt+ u gksus ik;sA tc ek¡ viuk fo+QLlk [k+Re dj pqdh rks ,d&nwljs dh
rji+Q ns[ks fcuk lHkh {k.k&Hkj dks [k+keks'k jgsA bxukr cSBk gqvk est ij vius
uk[+kwuksa ls ydhjsa [khap jgk FkkA ;si+Qhe viuh dqguh jhfcu ds dUèks ij j[ks
mlds ihNs [kM+k Fkk_ ;kdkso isM+ ds rus dk lgkjk yxk;s lhus ij nksuksa gkFk
ck¡èks flj >qdk;s [kM+k FkkA lksfi+Q;k pqipki cSBh viuh Hkoksa ds uhps ls bu
fdlkuksa dks cM+s è;ku ls ns[k jgh Fkh---
¶gw¡&Å¡!¸ jhfcu us èkhjs&èkhjs cM+s uhjl Hkko ls dgkA ¶rks ;g gks jgk
gS μ [kqYye&[kqYyk eSnku esa vk x;k gS!--¸
¶vxj ge yksx dHkh ,slk tqywl fudkysa]¸ ;si+Qhe us eq¡g yVdkdj
eqLdjkrs gq, dgk] ¶rks nsgkrh ekjrs&ekjrs gekjh tku gh ys ysa!¸
¶blesa rks 'kd ugha] os gesa ekj Mkysa!¸ bxukr us flj fgykdj lgefr
izdV dhA ¶eSa rks tkdj fdlh dkj[k+kus esa dke d:¡xkA ogk¡ T+;knk vPNk
jgsxk---¸
¶rqe dg jgh Fkha u fd ikosy ij eqo+Qnek pyk;k tk;sxk] D;ksa\¸
jhfcu us iwNkA ¶vkSj ltk D;k feysxh\ ekywe gS dqN\¸
¶l[+r dSn dh yEch ltk gksxh ;k ges'kk ds fy, lkbcsfj;k Hkst fn;k
tk;sxk---¸ ek¡ us 'kkUr Hkko ls mÙkj fn;kA
rhuksa ukStokuksa us ,d lkFk eqM+dj ek¡ dh rji+Q ns[kkA
¶tc mlus tqywl fudkyk Fkk rks D;k mls ekywe Fkk fd bldh ltk
D;k gksxh\¸ jhfcu us viuk flj >qdkdj iwNkA
¶ekywe D;ksa ugha Fkk!¸ lksfi+Q;k us Å¡ps Loj esa dgkA
lc yksx pqipki vkSj fu'py cSBs Fks] ekuks ;g lkspdj mudk [+kwu te
x;k gksA
¶gq¡%!¸ jhfcu us cM+h xEHkhjrk ds lkFk vFkZiw.kZ <ax ls dgkA ¶eq>s

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;dhu gS fd mls t+:j ekywe jgk gksxkA og vk¡[k cUn djds ;ksa gh v¡èksjs
esa ugha dwn iM+k gksxk μ og cgqr xEHkhj LoHkko dk gSA lquk rqe yksxksa us\
og tkurk Fkk fd eqefdu gS mlds lhus esa laxhu Hkksad nh tk;s ;k lkbcsfj;k
Hkst fn;k tk;s] ysfdu og blls t+jk Hkh ugha ?kcjk;kA vxj mldh ek¡ Hkh
mldk jkLrk jksddj lkeus ysV x;h gksrh rc Hkh og mls iQk¡ndj vkxs c<+
x;k gksrkA D;ksa gS u] fuyksouk\¸
¶gk¡] t+:j c<+ x;k gksrk!¸ ek¡ us pkSaddj dgkA mlus ,d vkg Hkjh
vkSj pkjksa vksj ut+j nkSMk+ ;hA lksfi+Q;k us pqipki mldk gkFk FkiFkik;k vkSj Hkosa
fldksM+dj jhfcu dks ?kwjrh jghA
¶bls dgrs gSa toku enZ!¸ jhfcu us xEHkhj n`f"V ls mu lcdks ns[krs
gq, 'kkUr Hkko ls dgkA lc yksx fiQj pqi gks x;sA lwjt dh fdjusa lqugjh
>kyjksa dh rjg ok;qe.My esa ygjk jgh FkhaA dgha ls dkS, dh dk¡o&dk¡o
lquk;h nhA ebZ fnol dh Le`fr;ksa us ek¡ dks mÙksftr dj fn;k Fkk] ikosy vkSj
vUæsbZ ls feyus dh bPNk us mls cspSu dj j[kk FkkA ml NksVh&lh [kqyh gqbZ
txg esa pkjksa vksj rkjdksy ds [k+kyh ihis fc[kjs gq, Fks vkSj isM+ksa ds m[kM+s
gq, Bw¡B bèkj&mèkj iM+s FksA fljs ij 'kkgcywr vkSj cpZ ds o`{k >q.M ck¡èks
fu'py [kM+s Fks vkSj i`Foh ij viuh dkyh&dkyh xeZ Nk;k Mky jgs FksA
lglk ;kdkso isM+ dk lgkjk NksM+dj ,d rji+Q dks py fn;kA
¶gesa vkSj ;si+Qhe dks i+QkSt esa Hkjrh djds D;k bUgha yksxksa ds f[k+yki+Q
yM+us ds fy, Hkstk tk;sxk\¸ mlus viuk flj ihNs dh vksj >Vddj Å¡ps
Loj esa dgkA
¶vkSj rqeus D;k le>k Fkk fd rqEgsa fdlds f[k+yki+Q yM+us Hkstk
tk;sxk\¸ jhfcu us cM+s uhjl Hkko ls mÙkj fn;kA ¶os gesa vius gh gkFkksa ls
viuk xyk ?kksaVus ij etcwj djrs gSa μ ;gh rks lkjk [ksy gS!¸
¶exj eSa rks i+QkSt esa Hkjrh gksÅ¡xk!¸ ;si+Qhe us gBèkehZ ls dgkA
¶rqEgsa jksdrk dkSu gS\¸ bxukr us fpYykdj dgkA ¶tkdj vHkh Hkjrh
gks tkvks! exj ,d ckr dk [k+;ky j[kuk]¸ mlus èkhjs ls g¡ldj dgk] ¶tc
esjs Åij xksyh pykuk] rks esjs flj ij fu'kkuk yxkuk μ eq>s vikfgt cukdj
u NksM+ nsuk] ,d gh ckj esa dke reke dj nsuk!¸
¶rqe ,d ckj igys Hkh ;g ckr dg pqds gks!¸ ;siQ+ he us >Yykdj mÙkj
fn;kA
¶cl] cl] pqi gks tkvks rqe yksx!¸ jhfcu us gkFk mBkdj dgk vkSj
fiQj ek¡ dh vksj ladsr djds cksyk] ¶ns[kks] ;g vkSjr gS ftldk csVk 'kk;n

ek¡ @ 227
vc rd ft+Unk Hkh u gks---¸
¶,slh ckr D;ksa dgrs gks\¸ ek¡ us mnkl Loj esa èkhes ls iwNkA
¶dguk gh iM+rk gS!¸ jhfcu us xEHkhjrk ls mÙkj fn;kA ¶rkfd rqEgkjs
ckyksa dk li+Qsn gksuk csdkj u gksA ysfdu D;k rqe yksx le>rs gks fd mlds
csVs ds lkFk ,slk djds mUgksaus bl vkSjr dks ekj Mkyk gS\ fuyksouk] rqe
fdrkcsa yk;h gks\¸
ek¡ us mls duf[k;ksa ls ns[kkA
¶gk¡---¸ mlus dqN nsj #ddj mÙkj fn;kA
¶ns[kk\¸ jhfcu us est ij eqDdk ekjrs gq, dgkA ¶eSa rks rqEgsa ns[krs gh
le> x;k FkkA rqEgkjs ;gk¡ vkus dh vkSj D;k otg gks ldrh Fkh\ ns[kk\ mUgksua s
blds csVs dks yM+kbZ ds eSnku ls gVk fy;k μ ysfdu ek¡ us vius csVs dh
txg ys yh!¸
mlus viuh eqV~Bh fgykdj ,d eksVh&lh xkyh nhA
ek¡ us Hk;Hkhr gksdj mldh rji+Q ns[kk_ mldk psgjk igys ls iryk
fn[kk;h ns jgk Fkk] mldh nk<+h my>h gqbZ Fkh ftlds uhps ls xkyksa dh
gfM~M;k¡ lki+Q mHkjh gqbZ fn[kk;h ns jgh FkhaA mldh vk¡[kksa dh iqrfy;ksa ij
yky&yky ckjhd Mksjs iM+ x;s Fks ekuks og cgqr fnu ls lks;k u gksA mldh
ukd f'kdkjh fpfM+;ksa dh pksap dh rjg fipdh gqbZ vkSj Vs<+h FkhA mldh
o+Qeht+ fdlh le; yky jgh gksxh] ij vc rkjdksy ds dkj.k dkyh gks x;h
FkhA mlds [kqys gq, dkyj esa ls g¡lyh dh mHkjh gqbZ gfM~M;k¡ vkSj lhus ij
?kus&?kus dkys cky fn[kk;h ns jgs FksA mldh Hkwjh vkÑfr ges'kk ls T+;knk
mnkl vkSj ekreh yx jgh FkhA mldh lwth gqbZ vk¡[kksa esa Øksèk dh fpaxkfj;k¡
lqyx jgh Fkha ftlds dkj.k mlds mnkl psgjs ij ,d ped vk x;h FkhA
lksfi+Q;k eq¡g yVdk;s pqipki cSBh bu fdlkuksa dks ,dVd ns[k jgh FkhA bxukr
viuh vk¡[ksa fldksM+dj flj fgykrk jgk vkSj ;kdkso lk;cku esa tkdj Øksèk
esa [kM+k cfYy;ksa ij dh Nky dks uksprk jgkA ;si+Qhe ek¡ ds ihNs est ds ikl
èkhjs&èkhjs bèkj ls mèkj pDdj yxk jgk FkkA
jhfcu fiQj cksyus yxk %
¶vHkh cgqr fnu ugha gq,] ftys ds gkfde us cqykdj eq>ls dgk] ^rwus
iknjh ls D;k dgk Fkk] cnek'k\* eSaus dgk] ^cnek'k eSa D;ksa\ eSa viuk
[+kwu&ilhuk ,d djds viuh jkst+h dekrk gw¡ vkSj fdlh dk dqN fcxkM+rk
ughaA* og esjs Åij xjtk vkSj esjs nk¡rksa ij ,d t+ksj dk ?kw¡lk ekjk vksj rhu
fnu rd eq>s tsy esa cUn j[kkA ^rks ;g gS vke yksxksa ls rqEgkjk ckr djus dk

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rjho+Qk] D;ksa\* eSaus vius eu esa lkspkA ^rks ;g Hkh mEehn u j[kuk fd ge
bls Hkwy tk;saxs] iqjkus ikih dgha ds! vxj eSa [+kqn cnyk u ys ldk rks dksbZ
vkSj rqEgsa ;k rqEgkjh vkSykn dks bldk etk p[kk nsxk μ ;kn j[kuk! rqeus
vius yksgs ds iatksa ls yksxksa ds lhus [kqjp Mkys gSa vkSj muesa ui+Qjr ds cht
cks;s gSa] rks vc jge dh dksbZ mEehn u djuk] 'kSrkuks!* ;gh ckr gS!¸
mlds ân; esa Øksèk dh tks vkx èkèkd jgh Fkh mlds dkj.k mldk
psgjk yky gks x;k vkSj mlds Loj esa ,slk iqV Fkk ftlls ek¡ Hk;Hkhr gks mBhA
¶vkSj eSaus iknjh ls dgk D;k Fkk\¸ og dqN 'kkUr gksdj dgrk jgkA
¶,d ckj xk¡o dh ,d lHkk ds ckn og cSBk dqN fdlkuksa ls ckrsa dj jgk
Fkk vkSj mUgsa le>k jgk Fkk fd vke yksx HksM+ksa ds xYys dh rjg gksrs gSa ftUgsa
gk¡dus ds fy, ges'kk fdlh xM+fj;s dh t+:jr gksrh gSA gq¡%! eSaus Hkh et+ko+Q
esa dg fn;k] ^vxj ykseM+h dks ifjUnksa dk j[kokyk cuk fn;k x;k rks ij rks
bèkj&mèkj mM+rs cgqr fn[kk;h nsaxs ij fpfM+;k ,d Hkh gkFk ugha yxsxh!* mlus
xnZu Vs<+h djds eq>s ns[kk vkSj le>kus yxk fd yksxksa dks èkhjt ls viuh lkjh
eqlhcrsa cjnk'r dj ysuh pkfg, vkSj bZ'oj ls izkFkZuk djuh pkfg, fd og
mUgsa lkjh eqlhcrsa vkSj foink,¡ lgus dh 'kfDr nsA bl ij eSaus dg fn;k fd
yksx ;ksa gh D;k de izkFkZuk djrs gSa] exj ,slk ekywe gksrk gS fd bZ'oj dks
mudh lquus dh iQqjlr gh ugha gSA gq¡%! bl ij mlus eq>ls iwNk fd eSa
dkSu&lh izkFkZuk djrk gw¡] ftlds tokc esa eSaus dgk fd eSa ft+Unxh Hkj ogh
,d izkFkZuk djrk vk;k gw¡ tks lkjs NksVs&eksVs yksx djrs gSa % gs Hkxoku~] rw eq>s
dksbZ rjdhc ,slh crk ns fd eSa iRFkj [kkdj bu 'kjhi+Qtknksa ds fy, 'kgrhjsa
mxyk d:¡A ij mlus eq>s viuh ckr Hkh iwjh ugha djus nhA¸ lglk jhfcu
us lksfi+Q;k dh rji+Q ns[kdj iwNk] ¶vki Hkh fdlh 'kjhi+Q ?kj dh gSa\¸
¶D;ksa] 'kjhi+Q ?kj ls D;k eryc\¸ lksfi+Q;k us pkSaddj tYnh ls iwNkA
¶D;ksa D;k\¸ jhfcu us rM+ ls tokc fn;kA ¶D;ksafd esjk [k+;ky gS fd
vki 'kjhi+Q ?kj esa iSnk gqbZ gSaA gj vkneh viuh&viuh rdnhj ls vPNs ;k
cqjs ?kj esa iSnk gksrk gSA vki le>rh gSa fd flj ij fdlkuksa dh rjg :eky
ck¡èkdj vki mlds uhps bu 'kjhi+Q yksxksa ds ikiksa dks Nqik ldrh gSa\ vxj
vki fdlh iknjh dks cksjs esa Hkh cUn dj nsa rks ge mls igpku ysaxsA vHkh
est ij] tgk¡ dqN fxjk iM+k Fkk] vkidh dqguh iM+ x;h Fkh rks vkius
fcnddj dSlk eq¡g cuk;k FkkA vkSj vki dh ihB bruh lhèkh gS fd fdlh
esgurd'k vkSjr dh gks gh ugha ldrh---¸
bl Hk; ls fd dgha jhfcu ds bl Øwj ifjgkl ij lksfi+Q;k ukjkt+ u

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gks tk;s] ek¡ chp esa tYnh&tYnh vkSj xEHkhjrk ls dg mBh %
¶fe[k+kbyks bokuksfop] ;g esjh nksLr gSa vkSj cgqr gh vPNh vkSjr gSaA
gekjs fy, yM+rs&yM+rs buds cky li+Qsn gks x;s gSaA rqe t+:jr ls T+;knk
c<+dj ckrsa dj jgs gks---¸
jhfcu us ,d xgjh vkg Hkjh %
¶D;ksa] D;k eSaus dksbs ,slh&oSlh ckr dg nh\¸
¶esjk [k+;ky gS vki eq>s dqN crkus tk jgs Fks\¸ lksfi+Q;k us #[kkbZ ls
dgkA
¶,slh ckr gS\ vjs gk¡! vHkh dqN gh fnu gq, ;gk¡ ,d u;k vkneh vk;k
Fkk μ ;kdkso dk fj'rs dk HkkbZ gSA mls risfnd gks x;h gSA cqykÅ¡ mls\¸
¶gk¡&gk¡] t+:j cqykb;s!¸ lksfi+Q;k us dgkA
jhfcu vk¡[ksa fldksM+dj ,d feuV rd mls ns[krk jgkA
¶tkdj mlls dg nsuk fd vkt 'kke dks ;gk¡ vk tk;s]¸ mlus ;si+Qhe
ls dgkA
;si+Qhe us viuh Vksih iguh vkSj fdlh dh rji+Q ns[ks ;k fdlh ls ,d
'kCn Hkh dgs fcuk taxy esa x+k;c gks x;kA jhfcu mlds pys tkus ds ckn flj
fgykrk jgkA
¶cgqr Hkkjh xqtj jgh gS bl ij]¸ mlus dgkA ¶FkksM+s gh fnu esa i+QkSt
esa Hkjrh dj fy;s tk;saxs μ ;g vkSj ;kdkso nksuksaA ;kdkso rks lki+Q dgrk gS
fd i+QkSt mldh txg ugha gSA txg rks ;si+Qhe dh Hkh ugha gS] exj og tkuk
pkgrk gSA og lksprk gS fd flikfg;ksa esa tkx`fr iSnk dj nsxkA eSa rks dgrk
gw¡ fd flj ekjus ls nhokj ugha VwVrh--- vkneh ds gkFk esa cUnwd ns nks fiQj
ns[kks og dSlk o+Qne ls o+Qne feykdj pyrk gSA exj ;si+Qhe ij cgqr Hkkjh
xqtj jgh gS vkSj ;g bxukr mls lrkrk jgrk gSA blesa D;k rqd gS!¸
¶gS D;ksa ugha\¸ bxukr us jhfcu dh rji+Q ns[ks fcuk eq¡g yVdk;s gq,
dgkA ¶vjs] FkksM+s gh fnu esa os mls ekj&ihVdj ,slk cjkcj dj ysaxs fd og
Hkh nwljksa dh rjg muds b'kkjs ij yksxksa dks xksyh dk fu'kkuk cukus yxsxk---¸
¶eSa ;dhu ugha djrk bl ckr ij]¸ jhfcu us dqN lksprs gq, mÙkj fn;kA
¶;g ckr nwljh gS fd eSa Hkh ;gh le>rk gw¡ fd og u tk;s rks vPNk gSA
:l cgqr cM+k eqYd gS μ os mls dgk¡&dgk¡ <w¡<+us tk;saxs\ og >wBs f'kuk[rh
dkx+t+ cuokdj ,d xk¡o ls nwljs xk¡o esa fiQjrk jgs---¸
¶eSa rks ;gh d:¡xk!¸ bxukr us ,d iVjh èki ls vius iSj ij ekjdj
dgkA ¶,d ckj tc i+QSlyk dj fy;k fd muds f[k+yki+Q yM+uk gS rks fiQj

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ml jkLrs ls gVus dk dksbZ loky ugha!¸
ckrphr dk flyflyk VwV x;kA gok esa 'kgn dh efD[k;ksa vkSj fHkM+ksa
dh HkuHkukgV xw¡t jgh FkhA fpfM+;k¡ pgpgk jgh Fkha vkSj [ksrksa ds ikj ls fdlh
ds xkus dh vkokt+ ygjkrh gqbZ vk jgh FkhA
¶dke 'kq: dj nsus dk oD+r gks x;k gS---¸ jhfcu us dqN #ddj dgkA
¶vki yksx FkksM+k vkjke dj ysaA lk;cku esa dqN r[+rs iM+s gSaA ;kdkso] tkdj
FkksM+h&lh lw[kh ifÙk;k¡ ykdj mu ij fcNk nks--- ek¡] fdrkcsa gesa ns nks---¸
ek¡ vkSj lksfi+Q;k viuh&viuh iksVfy;k¡ [kksyus yxhaA
¶vksg] fdruh cgqr&lh yk;h gSa!¸ jhfcu us >qddj iksVfy;ksa dks ns[kk
vkSj [+kq'kh ls fpYykdj dgkA ¶ekywe gksrk gS vki bl dke ds pDdj esa
cgqr fnu ls gSa μ D;ksa\ D;k uke gS vkidk\¸ mlus lksfi+Q;k ls iwNkA
¶vkUuk bokuksouk!¸ mlus mÙkj fn;kA ¶ckjg cjl ls--- D;ksa] vkius ;g
D;ksa iwNk\¸
¶dqN ugha] ;ksa ghA tsy gks vk;h gSa\¸
¶gk¡---¸
¶ns[kk\¸ ek¡ us jhfcu dks mykguk fn;kA ¶vkSj rqe bruh cnrehth
ls---¸
¶esjh ckr dk cqjk u ekfu;sxk]¸ mlus fdrkcksa dk ,d c.My mBkrs
gq, [khlsa fudkydj dgkA ¶'kjhi+Q yksx vkSj fdlku rkjdksy vkSj ikuh dh
rjg gksrs gSaA os ,d&nwljs esa ?kqy&fey ugha ldrs!¸
¶ysfdu eSa rks 'kjhi+Q&ojhiQ dqN ugha] cl balku gw¡]¸ lksfi+Q;k us gYds
ls eqLdjkdj vkifÙk dhA
¶gks ldrk gS!¸ jhfcu us mÙkj fn;kA ¶dgus dks yksx ;g Hkh dgrs gSa
fd dqÙks Hkh fdlh t+ekus esa HksfM+;s FksA eSa tkdj ;s pht+sa Nqik vkÅ¡A¸
bxukr vkSj ;kdkso gkFk iQSyk;s gq, mlds ikl vk;sA
¶ykvks] ns[ksa rks!¸ bxukr us dgkA
¶lc ,d gh gSa\¸ jhfcu us lksfi+Q;k ls iwNkA
¶ugha] vyx&vyx] dqN v[kckj Hkh gSa---¸
¶;g cM+k vPNk gqvk!¸
rhuksa vkneh tYnh ls lk;cku esa pys x;sA
¶fdlku esa vkx HkM+d jgh gS!¸ ek¡ us cM+s x+kSj ls jhfcu dks ?kwjrs gq,
pqids ls dgkA
¶gk¡]¸ lksfi+Q;k us mÙkj fn;kA ¶eSaus bldk tSlk psgjk vkt rd fdlh

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vkSj dk ugha ns[kk μ fcYdqy 'kghnksa dh lwjr gS! vkvks] ge Hkh ogk¡ pysa_
eSa mu yksxksa dks x+kSj ls ns[kuk pkgrh gw¡---¸
¶mldh l[+r ckrksa dks cqjk u ekuuk---¸ ek¡ us cM+h ujeh ls dgkA
lksfi+Q;k g¡l nh μ ¶fuyksouk] rqe Hkh fdruh I;kjh gks!¸
tc os nksuksa njokt+s ij igq¡pha rks bxukr us flj mBkdj tYnh ls mu
ij ,d ljljh&lh ut+j Mkyh vkSj fiQj vius ?kq¡?kjkys ckyksa esa m¡xfy;k¡
iQsjdj ?kqVuksa ij iQSys gq, v[kckj dks >qddj i<+us yxkA jhfcu Nr dh ,d
njkj esa ls vkrh gqbZ èkwi eas v[kckj fd;s [kM+k i<+ jgk Fkk vkSj i<+rs le;
mlds gksaB fgy jgs FksA ;kdkso ,d r[+rs ij v[kckj iQSyk;s mlds lkeus
?kqVuksa ds cy >qdk cSBk FkkA
ek¡ c<+dj lk;cku ds ,d dksus esa tkdj cSB x;h vkSj lksfi+Q;k mlds
dUèks ij gkFk j[ks ihNs [kM+h pqipki mu rhuksa dks ns[krh jghA
¶pkpk fe[k+kbyks] os ge fdlkuksa esa [kjkfc;k¡ fudky jgs gSa!¸ ;kdkso
us fcuk eqM+s 'kkUr Loj esa dgkA jhfcu mldh rji+Q ns[kdj g¡l fn;kA
¶blfy, fd os gesa I;kj djrs gSa!¸ mlus dgkA
bxukr us ,d xgjh lk¡l ysdj flj Åij mBk;kA
¶blesa fy[kk gS ^fdlku vc ns[kus esa fcYdqy balku ugha yxrkA* ;g
rks lp gS fd og balku ugha yxrk!¸
mlds lhèks&lkns fu"diV psgjs ij ,d dkfyek&lh Nk x;h] ekuks mls
;g ckr cqjh yxh gksA
¶gekjh txg rqe yksx vk tkvks rks ns[ksa rqEgkjh lwjr dSlh yxrh gS]
cM+s rhlekj[kk¡ vk;s!¸
¶eSa rks FkksM+h nsj ysVrh gw¡!¸ ek¡ us lksfi+Q;k ls dgkA ¶eSa Fkd Hkh x;h
gw¡ vkSj ;gk¡ dh cncw esa esjk flj pdjk jgk gSA rqe Hkh vkjke dj yks FkksM+h
nsjA¸
¶eSa vkjke ugha d:¡xhA¸
ek¡ r[+rs ij ysVdj Å¡?kus yxhA lksfi+Q;k mlds ikl cSBdj mu yksxksa
dks ns[krh jghA vxj dksbZ fHkM+ ;k 'kgn dh eD[kh vkdj ek¡ dh uhan esa fo?u
Mkyrh rks og mls mM+k nsrhA ek¡ vèk[kqyh vk¡[kksa ls mls ns[k jgh FkhA lksfi+Q;k
mldk ftruk è;ku j[k jgh Fkh] ml ij ek¡ dk ân; æfor gks mBkA
jhfcu muds ikl vk;kA
¶lks x;ha\¸ mlus nch tcku esa dki+Qh t+ksj ls iwNkA
¶gk¡!¸

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 og FkksM+h nsj rd [kM+k ek¡ ds psgjs dks ns[krk jgkA
¶eSa le>rk gw¡ fd ;g igyh vkSjr gS ftlus bl jkLrs ij vius csVs dk
lkFk fn;k gS]¸ mlus vkf[k+jdkj vkg Hkjdj dgkA
¶bUgsa lksus nsa] vkb;s] ge yksx ckgj pysa!¸ lksfi+Q;k us dgkA
¶eq>s rks vc dke ij tkuk gSA vkils ckrsa djuk pkgrk gw¡ exj vHkh
rks ugha] 'kke dks ns[kk tk;sxk! vkvks] nksLrks---¸
rhuksa vkneh lksfi+Q;k dks lk;cku esa NksM+dj ckgj pys x;sA
¶pyks] vPNk gqvk budh nksLrh gks x;h!--¸ ek¡ us lkspkA
vkSj og ydM+h vkSj rkjdksy dh rst+ nqx±èk esa lks x;hA

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fnu&Hkj dk dke [k+Re djds rkjdksy ds dkj[k+kus esa dke djusokys
os et+nwj 'kke dks [+kq'k&[+kq'k okil vk;sA
mudh vkokt+ ls ek¡ tkx x;h] vkSj tEgkbZ ysrh vkSj eqLdjkrh gqbZ
lk;cku ls ckgj fudyhA
¶rqe yksx dke dj jgs Fks vkSj eSa jkuh lkfgck dh rjg lks jgh Fkh!¸
mlus cM+h eerk ls mUgsa ns[kdj dgkA
¶rqEgsa blds fy, eki+Q fd;k tk ldrk gS!¸ jhfcu us mÙkj fn;kA
FkdkoV ds dkj.k mldh lkjh rst+h [k+Re gks x;h Fkh vkSj vc og igys ls
T+;knk 'kkUr FkkA
¶bxukr]¸ mlus dgk] ¶pk; cukus ds ckjs esa D;k [k+;ky gS\ ge yksx
ckjh&ckjh ls ?kj&x`gLFkh dk dke djrs gSaA vkt gesa f[kykus&fiykus dh ckjh
bxukr dh gS!¸
¶vkt vxj dksbZ esjs cnys dke dj ns rks eq>s cM+h [+k'q kh gksxh!¸ bxukr
us vkx tykus ds fy, lw[kh Vgfu;k¡ vkSj [kifPp;k¡ cVksjrs gq, dgkA
¶rqe le>rs gks fd vdsys rqEgha dks esgekuksa ls ckr djus dk 'kkSd gS!¸
;si+Qhe us lksfi+Q;k ds ikl cSBrs gq, dgkA
¶bxukr] eSa rqEgkjh enn d:¡xk!¸ ;kdkso us dgkA lk;cku esa tkdj og
,d Mcy jksVh mBk yk;k vkSj mlds VqdM+s dkVdj est ij ltk fn;sA
¶lqurs gks!¸ ;si+Qhe cksykA ¶dksbZ [kk¡l jgk gS---¸
jhfcu us dku yxkdj lquk vkSj flj fgyk fn;kA
¶ogh gSA thrk&tkxrk lcwr vk jgk gS]¸ mlus lksfi+Q;k dks le>krs gq,
dgkA ¶vxj esjk cl pyrk rks eSa mls 'kgj&'kgj ys tkdj ckt+kj esa chp

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pkSjkgs ij [kM+k dj nsrk rkfd lc yksx mldh ckrsa lqu ldrsA mldh Hkh
cl ,d gh jV gS] exj og ,slh ckr gS ftls lc yksxksa dks tkuuk pkfg,-
--¸
xksèkwfy&csyk ds lkFk&lkFk fuLrCèkrk Hkh c<+rh x;h] yksx vc T+;knk
èkhes Loj esa cksy jgs FksA lksfi+Q;k vkSj ek¡ mu yksxksa dks ns[k jgh FkhaA os lc
cgqr èkhjs&èkhjs dke dj jgs Fks μ mu ij ,d fofp=k 'kSfFkY; Nk;k gqvk FkkA
vkSj os yksx Hkh mu nksuksa vkSjrksa dks ns[k jgs FksA
,d yEck&lk vkneh ydM+h ds lgkjs >qddj pyrk gqvk taxy esa ls
fudykA mlds gk¡iQ&gk¡iQdj lk¡l ysus dh vkokt+ lcdks lquk;h ns jgh FkhA
¶yks] eSa vk x;k!¸ mlus dgk vkSj ;g dgrs gh mls [kk¡lh dk nkSjk
iM+ x;kA
og ,d iQVk gqvk dksV igus Fkk tks t+ehu rd yVd jgk FkkA mldh
fipdh gqbZ xksy Vksih esa ls ihys&ihys lhèks ckyksa dh yVsa ckgj dks fudyh
gqbZ FkhaA mlds gM+hys ihys psgjs ij Hkwjs jax dh nk<+h Fkh_ mlds gksaB gjne
[kqys jgrs Fks vkSj mldh vk¡[ksa ;|fi cgqr vUnj dks èkalh gqbZ Fkha] fiQj Hkh
muesa ,d vthc ped FkhA
jhfcu us tc mldk ifjp; lksfi+Q;k us djk;k rks mlus iwNk %
¶eSaus lquk gS vki yksx fdrkcsa yk;h gSa\¸
¶gk¡]¸ lksfi+Q;k us mÙkj fn;kA
¶cgqr&cgqr èkU;okn--- lc yksxksa dh rji+Q ls!-- os yksx vHkh rd
lPpkbZ dks ugha le> ik;s gSa--- ysfdu eSa pw¡fd ml lPpkbZ dks tkurk gw¡---
blfy, eSa mudh rji+Q ls vkidks èkU;okn nsrk gw¡A¸
og tYnh&tYnh gk¡iQ&gk¡iQdj lk¡lsa ys jgk Fkk] ekuks u tkus fdrus fnu
ckn lk¡l ysus dk ekSo+Qk feyk gksA cksyrs&cksyrs og chp esa #d tkrk Fkk]
vkSj dksV ds cVu cUn djus ds fy, vius lhus ij iryh&iryh m¡xfy;k¡
nkSM+kus yxrk FkkA
¶bruh nsj ls taxy esa fudyuk rqEgkjs fy, Bhd ughaA isM+ksa dh otg
ls gok ue vkSj Hkkjh gks tkrh gS!¸ lksfi+Q;k us dgkA
¶vc esjs fy, dksbZ Hkh pht+ vPNh ugha jg x;h!¸ mlus lk¡l ysdj
dgkA ¶vc rks esjs fy, cl ekSr gh vPNh gS---¸
mldh vkokt+ lqudj cM+h rdyhiQ gksrh Fkh vkSj mldh iwjh vkÑfr
dks ns[kdj ân; esa vlhe d#.kk vkSj ykpkjh dh Hkkouk tkx`r gksrh Fkh
ftlls ,d vthc ?kqVh >q¡>ykgV iSnk gksrh FkhA og vius ?kqVus eksM+dj ,d

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ihis ij bl rjg cSB x;k ekuks mls Mj gks fd dgha ?kqVus VwV u tk;sa vkSj
mlus vius ekFks dk ilhuk ikasNkA mlds :[ks cky uhps yVd jgs Fks] ekuks
fdlh eqnsZ ds cky gksaA
vkx dh yiVsa HkM+dus yxha] lglk ,slk ekywe gqvk fd gj pht+
;dk;d pkSaddj dk¡ius yxh_ >qylh gqbZ ijNkb;k¡ taxy dh rji+Q Hkkx pyha
vkSj vkx ds Åij bxukr dk Hkjs&Hkjs xkyksa okyk psgjk ped mBkA vkx dh
yiVsa 'kkUr gks x;ha] èkq,¡ dh cw vk jgh Fkh_ èkhjs&èkhjs ml [kqys eSnku esa v¡/
ksjk vkSj [k+keks'kh Nk x;h] ,slk yxrk Fkk fd ml chekj vkneh dh dgkuh
lquus ds fy, lkjk okrkoj.k dku yxk;s cSBk FkkA
¶eSa vc Hkh vki yksxksa ds dke vk ldrk gw¡ μ ,d cgqr cM+s xqukg
ds lcwr dh rjg--- eq>s nsf[k;s--- esjh mej vHkh vV~BkbZl cjl dh gS vkSj
eSa ej jgk gw¡! vc ls nl cjl igys eSa cM+h vklkuh ls iwjs ik¡p eu dk cks>
mBk ysrk FkkA eq>s iwjk ;dhu Fkk fd esjs tSlk gV~Vk&dV~Vk vkneh lÙkj cjl
dh mej rd rks ft+Unk jgsxk ghA ysfdu mlds ckn eSa fli+QZ nl cjl vkSj
ft+Unk jgk μ vkSj vc μ vc lc dqN [k+Re gks pqdk gSA esjs ekfydksa us eq>s
ywV fy;k μ esjh ft+Unxh ds pkyhl cjl eq>ls ywV fy, μ pkyhl cjl!¸
¶bldh cl ;gh ,d èkqu gS!¸ jhfcu us Hkkjh vkokt+ esa dgkA
vkx fiQj HkM+d mBh] igys ls Hkh T+;knk rst+h vkSj t+ksj ds lkFk vkSj
,d ckj fiQj ijNkb;k¡ Hkkxdj taxy dh rji+Q x;ha vkSj okil vkdj pqipki
vkx ds pkjksa vksj ,d Hk;kud ukp ukpus yxhaA xhyh ydfM+;k¡ pV[k jgh
Fkha vkSj muesa ls lh&lh dh vkokt+ vk jgh FkhA isM+ksa dh ifÙk;k¡ xje gok
ds >ksadksa ls dkukiQwlh dj jgh FkhaA yky vkSj ihyh yiVsa vkil esa [ksy jgh
Fkha] dHkh ,d&nwljs ls fyiV tkrha vkSj dHkh ;dk;d HkM+ddj pkjksa vksj
fpaxfj;k¡ fc[ksj nsrhaA ,d lqyxrh gqbZ iÙkh gok esa mM+h vkSj jkr ds v¡èksjs esa
vkleku ij pedrs gq, rkjksa us eqLdjkdj uhps fpaxfj;ksa dks ns[kk] ekuks mUgsa
Åij cqyk jgs gksaA
¶;g esjh èkqu ugha gSA ;g og èkqu gS ftls gt+kjksa yksx fcuk ;g le>s
vykirs jgrs gSa fd mudh eqlhcr nwljksa ds fy, lcd gSA fdrus yksx dke
djrs gq, vikfgt gksdj Hkw[kksa ej tkrs gSa---¸ mls fiQj [kk¡lh dk nkSjk iM+ x;k
vkSj og [kk¡lrs&[kk¡lrs nksgjk gks x;kA
;kdkso us ,d ckYVh esa Dokl is; vkSj gjs I;kt dh ,d xV~Bh ykdj
est ij j[k nhA
¶losyh] yks eSa rqEgkjs fy, nwèk yk;k gw¡---¸ mlus dgkA

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 losyh us viuk flj fgyk fn;k] ij ;kdkso mldh ck¡g idM+dj mls
est ds ikl [khap yk;kA
¶rqeus bls ;gk¡ D;ksa cqyok;k\¸ lksfi+Q;k us jhfcu dks f>M+drs gq, dgkA
¶;g fdlh Hkh ne ej tk;sxk---¸
¶eSa tkurk gw¡!¸ jhfcu us lgefr izdV dhA ¶ysfdu tc rd blesa ne
gS rc rd rks bls cksyus nksA bldh lkjh ft+Unxh rks ;ksa gh csdkj dqckZu gks
x;h_ vc ,d usd dke ds fy, FkksM+h&lh eqlhcr vkSj cjnk'r dj ysxk rks
D;k gqvk! Bhd gS] dksbZ fiQdj dh ckr ugha gSA¸
¶rqEgsa blesa etk feyrk gS!¸ lksfi+Q;k us dgkA
jhfcu us duf[k;ksa ls mls ns[kk vkSj xEHkhj Loj esa cksyk %
¶vki tSls 'kjhi+Q yksxksa dks lyhc ij djkgrs gq, bZlk elhg dh rkjhiQ
djus esa etk feyrk gSA ysfdu ge yksx bl vkneh dh gkyr ns[kdj lcd
ysuk pkgrs gSa vkSj ;gh pkgrs gSa fd vki Hkh lcd ysa---¸
ek¡ us fpfUrr eqæk esa ,d HkkSag p<+k yhA
¶cl] cgqr gks pqdk!--¸ mlus dgkA
og jksxh] tks vc est ds ikl cSBk Fkk fiQj ckrsa djus yxk %
¶vkf[k+j vkneh ls bruk dke D;ksa fy;k tk;s fd og ej tk;s\ fdlh
ls mldh ft+Unxh D;ksa ywV yh tkrh gS\ eSa usiQsnkso i+QSDVjh esa dke djrk Fkk
μ esjs ekfyd us ,d ,sDVªsl dks eq¡g&gkFk èkksus ds fy, lksus dk rlyk vkSj
lksus dk csM&iSu fn;k FkkA esjh rkdr vkSj esjh ft+Unxh lc csM&iSu esa pyh
x;h! eSaus viuh ft+Unxh mlh csM&iSu ds fy, dqckZu dhA ,d vkneh us
eq>ls dke ysrs&ysrs esjh tku ys yh rkfd og viuh j[kSy dks esjs [+kwu dh
dqckZuh nsdj [+kq'k j[k ldsA mlus esjk [+kwu cspdj mlds fy, lksus dk
csM&iSu [k+jhnk!¸
¶balku dh 'kDy&lwjr bZ'oj tSlh cuk;h x;h gS]¸ ;si+Qhe us frjLdkj
ls dgk] ¶vkSj ;gk¡ mlds lkFk ;g lywd gksrk gS---¸
¶rks fiQj pqi u jgks!¸ jhfcu us est ij gkFk ekjrs gq, dgkA
¶cjnk'r u djks!¸ ;kdkso us èkhjs ls dgkA
bxukr g¡l fn;kA
ek¡ us ns[kk fd ;s rhuksa yM+ds Hkw[kh vkRekvksa dh dHkh 'kkUr u gksus
okyh mRlqdrk ds lkFk losyh dh ckrsa lqurs Fks vkSj tc dHkh jhfcu ckr
djrk Fkk rc os mlds psgjs dks ijs'kkuh ls ns[krs jgrs FksA losyh dh ckrsa
lqudj muds psgjksa ij O;aX; dk ,d fofp=k Hkko vk x;k % ,slk izrhr gksrk

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Fkk fd mUgsa jksxh ls dksbZ lgkuqHkwfr ugha gSA
¶D;k ;g lp dg jgk gS\¸ ek¡ us lksfi+Q;k dh rji+Q >qddj pqids ls
iwNkA
¶gk¡] lp gS!¸ lksfi+Q;k us Å¡ps Loj esa mÙkj fn;kA ¶bu migkjksa dh [k+cj
rks ekLdks ds v[kckjksa esa Hkh Nih Fkh---¸
¶ysfdu vijkèkh dks dHkh ltk ugha feyrh!¸ jhfcu us viuh Hkkjh
vkokt+ esa dgkA ¶mls ltk feyuh pkfg, μ mls lcds lkeus ykdj mldh
cksVh&cksVh mM+k nsuh pkfg, vkSj mldk lM+k gqvk xks'r dqÙkksa dks f[kyk nsuk
pkfg,A vjs] turk tc mB [kM+h gksxh rks og cgqr Hk;kud ltk nsxhA yksxksa
us tks eqlhcrsa mBk;h gSa muds nkx èkksus ds fy, os cgqr [+kwu cgk;saxs! vkSj
;g mudk viuk [+kuw gksxk] mudh ulksa ls fupksMk+ gqvk [+kuw gksxk] blfy, mUgsa
gd gksxk fd os bl [+kwu dk tks pkgsa djsa!¸
¶eq>s tkM+k yx jgk gS!¸ jksxh us dgkA
;kdkso us lgkjk nsdj mls mBk;k vkSj vkx ds ikl ys tkdj fcBk fn;kA
vc vkx rst+ ty jgh Fkh vksj mlds pkjksa vksj vLi"V vkÑfr;ksa okyh
ijNkb;k¡ ukp jgh Fkha vkSj Li"V yiVksa dh mYykle; ØhM+k ns[k jgh FkhaA
losyh ,d dVs gq, isM+ ds Bw¡B ij cSB x;k vkSj mlus vius lw[ks gq, gkFk
vkx dh rji+Q iQSyk fn;sA mlds gkFk brus lw[ks gq, vksj irys Fks fd vkx
dh jks'kuh muds ikj gksdj >yd jgh FkhA
¶fdrkcksa ls Hkh ;g ckr bruh vPNh rjg le> esa ugha vkrh!¸ jhfcu
us flj fgykdj jksxh dh rji+Q ladsr djrs gq, lksfi+Q;k ls dgkA ¶tc dksbZ
vkneh e'khu ij dke djrs gq, ej tkrk gS ;k mldk dksbZ vax dV tkrk
gS rks dg fn;k tkrk gS fd dqlwj mlh dk FkkA ysfdu tc fdlh vkneh dk
,d&,d cw¡n [+kwu fupksM+ fy;k tkrk gS vkSj mls iQksd dh rjg iQsad fn;k
tkrk gS rks fiQj mlds fy, dksbZ cgkuk ugha cuk;k tk ldrkA ;g ckr rks
esjh le> esa vkrh gS fd fdlh vkneh dks ,d ckj esa dRy dj fn;k tk;s]
ysfdu ;g ckr esjh le> esa ugha vkrh fd vkf[k+j fdlh vkneh dks fli+QZ
etk ysus ds fy, lrk&lrkdj D;ksa ekj Mkyk tk;s! vkf[k+j yksxksa dks lrk;k
D;ksa tkrk gS\ ge lc yksxksa dks D;ksa lrk;k tkrk gS\ fli+QZ etk ysus ds fy,]
fli+QZ viuk th [+kq'k djus ds fy,] fli+QZ blfy, fd bl i`Foh ij dqN yksx
,s'k dj ldsa μ balku ds [+kwu ds cnys tks pkgsa [k+jhn ldsa % ,sDVªslsa] ?kqM+nkSM+
ds ?kksM+s] pk¡nh ds Nqjh&dk¡Vs] lksus dh r'rfj;k¡] vius cPpksa ds fy,
egaxs&egaxs f[kykSus [k+jhn ldsaA ekfyd dgrk gS] ^dke djks! T+;knk ls T+;knk

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dke djks] rkfd eSa rqEgkjh esgur ls viuh izsfedk ds fy, lksus dh flyiQph
[k+jhn ldw¡!¸
bu ckrksa dks lqurs gq, ek¡ dks ,slk vkHkkl gqvk fd ikosy vkSj mlds
lkfFk;ksa us tks iFk viuk;k Fkk] og jkr ds v¡èksjs esa txexk mBkA
[kkuk [kkdj os lc yksx tkdj vkx ds pkjksa vksj cSB x;sA vkx dh
yiVsa Hkw[ks HksfM+;ksa dh rjg ydM+h ds dqUnksa ij >iV jgh Fkha_ muds ihNs
v¡èksjs dh ,d nhokj [kM+h Fkh ftlus taxy vkSj vkleku lcdks Nqik fy;k
FkkA jksxh cSBk vk¡[ksa iQkM+s vkx dks ?kwj jgk FkkA og yxkrkj [kk¡l jgk Fkk vkSj
bl rjg dk¡i jgk Fkk ekuks mlds cps&[kqps izk.k jksx ls ttZj 'kjhj ls ckgj
fudyus dks cspSu gks jgs gksaA yiVksa dh jks'kuh mlds psgjs ij iM+ jgh Fkh]
fiQj Hkh mlds cstku psgjs ij thou dk dksbZ fpÉ fn[kk;h u nsrk FkkA dsoy
mldh vk¡[kksa esa ,d cq>rh gqbZ vkx dh jks'kuh FkhA
¶losyh] pyks lk;cku esa pydj cSBks u]¸ ;kdkso us mldh rji+Q
>qddj dgkA
¶D;ksa\¸ jksxh us cM+h dfBukbZ ls iwNkA ¶eSa ;gha cSBw¡xk μ fiQj eq>s yksxksa
ls feyus dk ekSo+Qk gh dgk¡ feysxk!--¸
mlus pkjksa vksj ut+j nkSM+k;h vkSj dqN nsj #ddj lw[kh g¡lh g¡ldj
cksyk] ¶rqe yksxksa ds ikl jguk eq>s vPNk yxrk gSA tc eSa rqe yksxksa dks
ns[krk gw¡ rks eq>s mEehn gksrh gS fd rqe yksx mu yksxksa dk cnyk yksxs ftUgsa
nwljksa ds ykyp us ywVdj ekj Mkyk gS---¸
fdlh us ldh ckr dk mÙkj ugha fn;k vkSj og 'kh?kz gh lks x;k] mldk
flj fu<ky gksdj mlds lhus ij >qd x;kA
¶;gk¡ vkdj blh rjg cSBk jgrk gS vkSj ges'kk ,d gh ckr ds ckjs esa
cksyrk jgrk gS] [kky [khap ysus ds bl Hk;kud [ksy ds ckjs esa]¸ jhfcu us
mldh rji+Q ns[krs gq, èkhjs ls dgkA ¶blds jkse&jkse esa ;gh ,d ckr clh
gqbZ gSA dksbZ nwljh ckr bls lq>k;h gh ugha nsrh] ekuks bldh vk¡[kksa ij ;g
ckr fpidk nh x;h gksA¸
¶og vkSj ns[ks Hkh D;k\¸ ek¡ us dqN lksprs gq, dgkA ¶tc jkst+ gt+kjksa
yksx dke djrs&djrs viuh tkusa blfy, ns nsrs gSa fd muds ekfyd nqfu;k
Hkj dh [kqjkiQkr ij iSlk yqVk ldsa] rks fiQj vkSj ns[k Hkh D;k ldrk gS
dksbZ\--¸
¶mldh ckrsa lqurs&lqurs th mdrk tkrk gS!¸ bxukr us èkhes Loj esa
dgkA ¶tks ,d ckj lqu ys og dHkh Hkwy ugha ldrk] ysfdu og ges'kk blh

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dh jV yxk;s jgrk gS!¸
¶bl jV esa lc pht+sa lek;h gqbZ gSa] lkjh ft+Unxh dk fupksM+ gS]¸ jhfcu
us xEHkhjrkiwoZd dgkA ¶bl ckr dks gesa le>uk pkfg,! eSa ntZuksa ckj mldh
jkedgkuh lqu pqdk gw¡ fiQj Hkh dHkh&dHkh esjs eu esa 'kadk mBrh gSA
dHkh&dHkh ,slh ?kfM+;k¡ Hkh vkrh gSa] tc ;g ;dhu djus dks th ugha pkgrk
fd yksx brus uhp vkSj cnek'k gkssrs gSa--- tc vehj&x+jhc lHkh vPNs yxrs
gSa--- vehjksa dks Hkh xyr jkLrs ij yxk fn;k x;k gS! dqN yksx viuh t+:jr
esa vUèks jgrs gSa] dqN vius ykyp esaA ;gh vlyh ckr gS! ge lkspus yxrs
gSa] esjs vPNs yksxks! esjs Hkkb;ks! viuh vk¡[ksa [kksyks] bZekunkjh ls lkspks] viuh
iwjh vdy yxkdj lkspks!¸
jksxh us cSBs&cSBS ,d >ksadk fy;k] vk¡[ksa [kksy nha] vkSj fiQj t+ehu ij
ysV x;kA ;kdkso pqipki mBdj lk;cku esa x;k vkSj 'kh?kz gh ,d HksM+ dh
[kky ysdj ykSVk] tks mlus vius HkkbZ dks vks<+k nh vkSj fiQj tkdj lksfi+Q;k
ds ikl cSB x;kA
vkx dh g¡lrh&[ksyrh yiVsa pkjksa vksj v¡èksjs esa cSBh gqbZ vkÑfr;ksa dks
vkyksfdr dj jgh Fkha vkSj mu yksxksa dh xEHkhj vkokt+sa yiVksa dh ljljkgV
vkSj ydfM+;ksa ds pV[kus ds 'kkUr Loj esa foyhu gqbZ tk jgh FkhaA
vius thus ds vfèkdkj ds fy, lkjh nqfu;k dh turk ds la?k"kZ ds ckjs
esa] iqjkus t+ekus esa teZuh ds fdlkuksa ds foæksg ds ckjs esa] vk;jyS.M ds
fuokfl;ksa dh nqnZ'kk ds ckjs esa vkSj LorU=krk ds la?k"kZ esa iz+Qkalhlh et+nwjksa dh
ohjrk ds ckjs esa lksfi+Q;k us mUgsa crk;k---
jkr dh e[keyh pknj vks<+s gq, bl taxy esa] bl NksVh&lh [kqyh txg
esa ftlds pkjksa vksj isM+ksa dh nhokjsa [kM+h Fkha vkSj Åij vkdk'k dk 'kkfe;kuk
yxk Fkk] tgk¡ vkx dh jks'kuh gks jgh Fkh vkSj fofLer rFkk }s"kiw.kZ ijNkb;k¡
ftls ?ksjs [kM+h Fkha] ,slh ?kVukvksa dh dgkuh lquk;h tk jgh Fkh ftUgksaus uhp
èkuh yksxksa dh nqfu;k dh uhao fgyk nh FkhA lPpkbZ vkSj vktknh ds fy, yM+us
okyksa ds uke fy;s x;s vkSj ,slk izrhr gqvk ekuks ,d&,d djds i`Foh dh
lkjh tkfr;ksa ds yksx yM+kbZ ds Fkds&gkjs vkSj [+kwu esa yFkiFk lkeus ls xqtjsA
lksfi+Q;k dk Loj eUn vkSj Hkkjh FkkA ;g vkokt+ vrhr dh xgjkb;ksa ls
vkrh gqbZ izrhr gksrh Fkh vkSj tks yksx nwljs ns'kksa ds vius Hkkb;ksa dh ;g dgkuh
cM+s è;ku ls pqipki lqu jgs Fks muds ân;ksa esa mldh vkokt+ vk'kk vkSj
fo'okl tkx`r dj jgh FkhA lksfi+Q;k ds ihys nqcys&irys psgjs dks cM+s è;ku
ls ns[krs gq, mUgsa nqfu;k dh lHkh tkfr;ksa dk iquhr è;s; μ LorU=krk ds fy,

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fujUrj la?k"kZ djus dk è;s;] T+;knk vPNh rjg le> esa vkus yxkA mUgsa ;g
ekywe gqvk fd muds vius LoIu vkSj vkdka{kk,¡ Hkh ogh Fkha tks lqnwj vrhr
esa jgus okyh vKkr tkfr;ksa dh Fkha vkSj ml vrhr dky vkSj orZeku dky
ds chp bfrgkl dk dkyk jDr&jaftr ijnk iM+k gqvk FkkA viuh Hkkoukvksa vkSj
fopkjksa esa mUgksaus lkjs foLr`r lalkj ls lEidZ LFkkfir dj fy;k vkSj bl lalkj
esa mUgsa ,sls fe=k feys tks i`Foh ij U;k; dk jkT; LFkkfir djus ds lw=k esa
,dc¼ Fks vkSj tks eqlhcrsa os mBk jgs Fks vkSj vius thou dks csgrj cukus
ds fy, tks [+kwu os cgk jgs Fks] mlus muds bl n`<+ fu'p; dks iquhr cuk
fn;k FkkA nqfu;k dh lkjh turk ds lkFk vkfRed lEcUèk dh ,d u;h Hkkouk
tkx`r gqbZ] fo'o dks ekuks ,d u;k ân; fey x;k μ ,d ,slk ân; ftlesa
gj ckr dks tkuus] gj pht+ dks le>us dh ftKklk dk LiUnu FkkA
¶,d fnu vk;sxk tc lc ns'kksas ds et+nwj mB [kM+s gksaxs vkSj dgsaxs]
^cl] cgqr gks pqdk! vc ge ,slk thou cjnk'r djus dks rS;kj ugha!* ¸
lksfi+Q;k us n`<+ fo'okl ds lkFk dgkA ¶ml oD+r mu yksxksa dh Mk¡okaMksy
'kfDr] tks dsoy vius ykyp ds dkj.k gh 'kfDr'kkyh gS] pdukpwj gks
tk;sxh] muds ik¡oksa rys t+ehu f[kld tk;sxh vkSj mudk dksbZ lgkjk ugha jg
tk;sxk---¸
¶lp gS!¸ jhfcu us flj >qdk;s gq, dgkA ¶vxj ge viuk lc dqN
U;ksNkoj djus dks rS;kj gks tk;sa rks dksbZ dke ,slk ugha gS tks ge u dj
ldsa!¸
ek¡ viuh Hkosa Åij rkus vkSj gksaBksa ij lq[kn foLe; dh eqLdjkgV fy;s
lksfi+Q;k dh ckrsa lqu jgh FkhA mlus ns[kk fd lksfi+Q;k ds LoHkko ds foijhr
mlds O;ogkj esa tks ,d vkdfLedrk] mPN`a[kyrk vkSj mf}Xurk Fkh og
mlds bl o`ÙkkUr ds dkSrwgyiw.kZ 'kkUr izokg esa x+k;c gks x;h FkhA ek¡ dks jkf=k
dh fuLrCèkrk] vkx dh yiVksa dh ØhM+k vkSj lksfi+Q;k dk psgjk lc dqN
cgqr vPNk yx jgk Fkk μ ij lcls vPNk mls ;g yx jgk Fkk fd fdlku
fdrus è;ku ls mldh ckrsa lqu jgs FksA os ne lkèks fcYdqy pqipki cSBs Fks]
os ;gh pkgrs Fks fd bl o`ÙkkUr ds fuckZèk izokg esa dksbZ #dkoV u vk;s] os
Mj jgs Fks fd ;g T;ksfreZ; lw=k tks cko+Qh nqfu;k ds lkFk mudk lEcUèk tksM+
jgk Fkk] dgha VwV u tk;sA chp&chp esa muesa ls dksbZ mBdj cM+h lkoèkkuh
ls vkx easa vkSj ydM+h Mky nsrk Fkk vkSj mlesa ls fudyus okyh fpaxkfj;ksa
dh ckSNkj vkSj èkq,¡ ds cknyksa ls vkSjrksa dks cpkus ds fy, viuk gkFk t+kjs &t+kjs
ls fgykrk FkkA

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 ,d ckj ;kdkso mBk vkSj mlus pqids ls dgk %
¶t+jk ,d feuV---¸
og Hkkxdj lk;cku esa x;k vkSj vks<+us ds fy, dqN pht+sa ys vk;k tks
mlus vkSj bxukr us pqipki vfrfFk;ksa ds dUèkksa vkSj ?kqVuksa ij Mky nhaA
lksfi+Q;k cksyrh jgh] mlus fot; ds fnu dk fp=k [khapk vkSj lquus okyksa ds
ân; esa vkRe&fo'okl dh Hkkouk tkx`r dh] muesa ;g psruk iSnk dh fd mu
yksxksa ds lkFk mudk ,d vVwV lEcUèk gS tks eksVh rksanksaokyksa dh ew[kZrkiw.kZ
bPNkvksa dks iwjk djus ds fy, viuk [+kwu&ilhuk ,d djrs gSaA lksfi+Q;k ds
'kCnksa us ek¡ dks mÙksftr ugha fd;k cfYd muls tks Hkzkr`Ro dh Hkkouk tkx`r
gqbZ mlds dkj.k ek¡ dk ân; mu yksxksa ds izfr xgjh ÑrKrk ls Hkj x;k tks
vius izk.kksa dh cfy nsdj fnu&jkr ifjJe djus okyksa dks izse vkSj lPpkbZ
vkSj bZekunkjh ls lkspus dk lans'k nsrs FksA
¶Hkxoku budk Hkyk djs!¸ mlus vk¡[ksa cUn djds vius eu esa lkspkA
tc lksfi+Q;k us viuh ckr lekIr dh ml le; lcsjk gks jgk Fkk] mlus
eqLdjkdj vius pkjksa vksj [+kq'kh ls nedrs gq, fopkj'khy psgjksa dks ns[kkA
¶vc ge yksxksa dks pyuk pkfg,!¸ ek¡ us dgkA
¶gk¡] pyuk pkfg,!¸ lksfi+Q;k us Fkdh&lh vkokt+ esa mÙkj fn;kA
fdlh yM+ds us xgjh vkg HkjhA
¶cM+k cqjk gS fd vki yksxksa dks tkuk gS!¸ jhfcu us vlkèkkj.k dkseyrk
ds lkFk dgkA ¶vkidh ckrsa lquuk cgqr vPNk yxrk gS! yksxksa esa ;g psruk
iSnk dj nsuk fd os lc ,d gSa cgqr cM+h ckr gS! tc vkneh ;g le>us
yxrk gS fd yk[kksa nwljs yksx Hkh mlh pht+ ds fy, yM+ jgs gSa rks mlds ân;
esa cM+k I;kj meM+ vkrk gSA vkSj I;kj dh 'kfDr cgqr cM+h gksrh gS!¸
¶gk¡] rqe I;kj djks vkSj nwljs yksx rqEgkjs pwrM+ ij Bksdjsa ekjrs jgsa!¸
;si+Qhe us mBrs gq, g¡ldj dgkA ¶fe[k+kbyks dkdk] blls igys fd dksbZ bUgsa
;gk¡ ns[ks bu yksxksa dks ;gk¡ ls py nsuk pkfg,A T;ksa gh ge yksx ;s fdrkcsa
ck¡Vuk 'kq: djsaxs oSls gh gkfde yksx ;g ryk'k djus yxsaxs fd ;s fdrkcsa
yk;k dkSu Fkk\ dksbZ dg nsxk] ^;kn gS os nks vkSjrsa tks rhFkZ&;k=kk ij bèkj
vk;h Fkha---* ¸
¶ek¡] rqeus bruh rdyhiQ dh blds fy, cgqr&cgqr èkU;okn!¸ jhfcu
chp esa cksy mBkA ¶tc Hkh eSa rqEgsa ns[krk gw¡ rks ikosy ds ckjs esa lksprk jgrk
gw¡A rqe Hkh fdruk vPNk dke dj jgh gks!¸
ml le; mldk crkZo cM+h ujeh dk Fkk vkSj og cM+h gkfnZdrk ls

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nk¡r [kksydj eqLdjk jgk FkkA gok B.Mh Fkh ij og fcuk dksV igus vkSj
o+Qeht+ ds cVu [kksys [kM+k Fkk_ mldk lhuk [kqyk gqvk FkkA ek¡ dk ân;
iz'kalk ls Hkj mBkA
¶dqN vks<+ yks]¸ ek¡ us cM+h eerk ls dgk] ¶B.Md gS!¸
¶esjs fny esa xehZ gS!¸ mlus mÙkj fn;kA
rhuksa yM+ds vkx ds ikl [kM+s pqipki ckrsa djrs jgs vkSj og jksxh HksM+
dh [kky ds dksV esa fyiVk gqvk muds iSjksa ds ikl ysVk jgkA vkdk'k ij
vUèkdkj N¡Vus yxk] ijNkb;k¡ x+k;c gksus yxha vksj lw;kZsn; ds iwokZHkkl ls
ifÙk;k¡ fgyus yxhaA
¶vPNk] rks vc fiQj dc eqyko+Qkr gks dkSu tkus!¸ jhfcu us lksfi+Q;k
dh rji+Q gkFk c<+krs gq, dgkA ¶'kgj esa vkidks <w¡<uk gks rks dSls <w¡<+k tk;s\¸
¶rqe esjk irk yxk ysuk!¸ ek¡ us dgkA
rhuksa yM+ds èkhjs&èkhjs lksfi+Q;k ds ikl vk;s vkSj dqN flVfiVkdj
f'k"Vrk ds Hkko ls mUgksaus mlls gkFk feyk;kA ;g Li"V Fkk fd muesa ls gj
,d eu dh eu ,d xqIr mYykl dk vuqHko dj jgk FkkA fdruk lq[kn vkSj
fe=krkiw.kZ Fkk ;g mYykl! vkSj ;g Hkkouk muds fy, bruh u;h Fkh fd os
flVfiVk x;s FksA jkr ds tkxj.k ds dkj.k muhanh vk¡[kksa ls eqLdjkrs gq, os
pqipki lksfi+Q;k dks ?kwjrs gq, iSj cnyrs jgsA
¶tkus ls igys FkksM+k&lk nwèk D;ksa u ih yhft;s\¸ ;kdkso us iwNkA
¶gS Hkh nwèk\¸ ;si+Qhe us VksdkA
¶ugha gS]¸ bxukr us f[kfl;kdj vius cky ihNs djrs gq, dgk] ¶eq>ls
fxj x;k---¸
rhuksa yM+ds g¡l fn;sA
;|fi os nwèk dh ckrsa dj jgs Fks] ij ek¡ le> x;h fd os fdlh vkSj
gh ckr ds ckjs esa lksp jgs gSa μ muds ân; mlds vkSj lksfi+Q;k ds izfr
lân;rk ls Hkjs gq, Fks vkSj os muds fy, 'kqHk dkeuk,¡ dj jgs FksA lksfi+Q;k
us Hkh ;gh vuqHko fd;k] og dqN >sai x;h vkSj og uezrko'k dsoy bruk
gh dg ldh %
¶lkfFk;ks] vkidks cgqr&cgqr èkU;okn!¸
yM+dksa us ,d&nwljs dks bl rjg ns[kk ekuks lksfi+Q;k ds 'kCnksa us lglk
muesa izsj.kk iQw¡d nh gksA
jksxh t+ksj ls [kk¡lkA vyko esa v¡xkjksa dh ped [k+Re gks x;hA
¶vPNk] lyke!¸ fdlkuksa us èkhjs ls dgk vkSj ;g nq[k&Hkjk 'kCn nksuksa

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vkSjrksa ds dku esa cM+h nsj rd xw¡trk jgkA
ikS iQV jgh FkhA nksuksa vkSjrsa izkr%dky ds èkwfey izdk'k esa taxy ds jkLrs
ij èkhjs&èkhjs vkxs c<+rh tk jgh FkhaA
¶fdruk vPNk jgk!¸ ek¡ us dgk_ og lksfi+Q;k ds ihNs&ihNs py jgh
FkhA ¶fcYdqy LoIu ekywe gksrk gS! yksx lPpkbZ dks tkuuk pkgrs gSa] lpeqp!
fcYdqy ogh gkyr gS tSlh cM+s fnu dks ;k bZLVj okys fnu lqcg izkFkZuk 'kq:
gksus ls igys fxjtk?kj esa gksrh gS % vHkh iknjh ugha vk;k gS] pkjksa vksj v¡èksjk
vkSj ,d vthc [k+keks'kh gSA ysfdu èkhjs&èkhjs yksx tek gksrs tkrs gSa--- igys
,d ewjr ds lkeus eksecÙkh tyk;h tkrh gS fiQj nwljh ewjr ds lkeus]
èkhjs&èkhjs v¡èksjk N¡Vrk tkrk gS vkSj bZ'oj dk ?kj izdk'k ls Hkj mBrk gSA¸
¶fcYdqy lp dgk gS!¸ lksfi+Q;k us mYyflr Loj esa dgkA ¶iQdZ cl
;g gS fd ;gk¡ bZ'oj dk ?kj iwjk lalkj gS!¸
¶iwjk lalkj!¸ ek¡ us flj fgykdj dqN lksprs gq, mlds 'kCn nqgjk;sA
¶dk'k ;g lp gksrk!-- rqe bruh vPNh rjg cksyh μ bruh vPNh rjg fd
D;k dgw¡! eSa rks Mj jgh Fkh fd os yksx rqEgsa ilUn ugha djsaxs---¸
lksfi+Q;k ,d {k.k rd pqi jghA
¶tc vkneh muds lkFk gksrk gS rks mlesa T+;knk lknxh vk tkrh gS]¸
lksfi+Q;k us vkf[k+jdkj cgqr 'kkUr Hkko ls xEHkhj Loj esa dgkA
os jhfcu vkSj ml jksxh vkSj mu yM+dksa dh ckrsa djrh gqbZ vkxs c<+rh
x;ha] ftUgksaus lksfi+Q;k dh ckrsa cM+s è;ku ls lquh Fkha] tks muds lkeus dqN
flVfiVk Hkh x;s Fks vkSj ftUgksaus muds NksVs&ls&NksVs vkjke dk [k+;ky j[kdj
muds izfr ÑrKrk izdV dh FkhA 'kh?kz gh os [ksrksa esa igq¡p x;ha vkSj lwjt
mudk Lokxr djus dks fudykA ;|fi lwjt vHkh fn[kk;h ugha ns jgk Fkk] ij
mlus viuh xqykch fueZy fdj.kksa dk ia[kk vkdk'k eas [kksy fn;k vkSj ?kkl
ij iM+h gqbZ vksl dh cw¡nsa olUr ds iqyfdr mYykl ds lkFk ukuk jaxksa esa
ped mBhaA fpfM+;k¡ tkx mBha vkSj mUgksaus vius gf"kZr dyjo ls izkr%dky
ds okrkoj.k dks eq[kfjr dj fn;kA eksV&s eksVs dkSos gok esa vius Hkkjh ia[k ekjrs
fujUrj dk¡o&dk¡o djrs gq, mèkj ls xqtjsA dgha vksfjvksy i{kh dh lhVh tSlh
vkokt+ lquk;h nhA nwj&nwj rd [kqyh txgsa fn[kk;h nsus yxha ekuks fudyrs gq,
lwjt dk vfHkuUnu djus ds fy, igkfM+;ksa ij ls jkr dh pknj mrkj yh x;h
gksA
¶dHkh&dHkh ,slk gksrk gS fd vkneh ckr djrk jgrk gS] ysfdu mldh
,d ckr Hkh le> esa ugha vkrh] lglk og dksbZ cgqr gh lhèkk&lknk 'kCn

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dgrk gS vkSj lkjh ckrsa lki+Q le> esa vk tkrh gSa!¸ ek¡ us fopkjeXu gksdj
dgkA ¶ml jksxh ds lkFk ;gh ckr FkhA dkj[k+kuksa esa vkSj nwljh txgksa ij
et+nwjksa ls ftl rjg dke fy;k tkrk gS] mlds ckjs esa eSa cgqr dqN lqu pqdh
gw¡ vkSj eSa [+kqn Hkh cgqr dqN tkurh gw¡A ysfdu èkhjs&èkhjs bu ckrksa dh vknr
iM+ tkrh gS vkSj fny ij bu ckrksa dk vlj ugha gksrkA ysfdu mlus tks dqN
dgk og cgqr gh Hk;kud Fkk! cgqr gh 'keZukd Fkk! gs Hkxoku! D;k ,slk Hkh
gksrk gS fd yksx viuh tku rd fudky nsrs gSa fli+QZ blfy, fd muds
ekfyd muds lkFk ,slk Øwj et+ko+Q dj ldsa\ ;g ljklj vU;k; gS!¸
ek¡ ds fopkj bl vkneh dh ft+Unxh ij dsfUær gks x;s vkSj mldh
Le`fr esa u tkus fdrus yksxksa ds fp=k ?kwe x;s ftuds ckjs esa mlus lquk Fkk ij
ftUgsa og Hkwy x;h FkhA
¶yxrk gS fd os vius isV esa bruk T+;knk Bw¡l pqds gSa fd vc mUgsa
eryh gksus yxh gS! cgqr fnu dh ckr gS] xk¡o dk ,d gkfde Fkk ftlus gqDe
ns j[kk Fkk fd mldk ?kksM+k tc Hkh xk¡o ls gksdj xqtjs rks lc fdlku >qddj
?kksM+s dks lyke djsa vkSj tks ugha djrk Fkk mls og fxjÝ+rkj djok nsrk FkkA
og ,slk D;ksa djrk Fkk\ dksbZ otg rks le> esa vkrh ugha bldh!¸
lksfi+Q;k èkhjs&èkhjs ,d xhr xquxqukus yxh ftlesa izkr%dky dh rkt+xh
vkSj mYykl Fkk---

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ek¡ ds thou dh èkkjk ,d fofp=k 'kkUr xfr ls cgrh jghA dHkh&dHkh
rks bl 'kkfUr ij mls Lo;a Hkh vk'p;Z gksrkA mldk csVk tsy esa Fkk vkSj og
tkurh Fkh fd mls dBksj n.M feysxk] fiQj Hkh tc dHkh og bl fo"k; eas
lksprh mlds efLr"d esa vUæsbZ vkSj Ý+;ksnksj rFkk vU; yksxksa ds fp=k ?kwe tkrsA
ek¡ dh vk¡[kksa ds vkxs vius csVs dk fp=k ?kweus yxk] ftlesa os lHkh yksx
'kkfey Fks tks thou ds lq[k&nq[k esa mlds lkFk FksA ek¡ mlds ckjs esa lkspus
yxh vkSj mlds tkus fcuk gh ;s fopkj pkjksa fn'kkvksa esa iQSy x;sA
iryh&iryh rst+ fdj.kksa dh rjg os gj txg igq¡p x;s vkSj ekuks lkjh
?kVukvksa ij izdk'k Mkyus ds fy, vkSj gj pht+ dks ,d gh lw=k esa ck¡/k nsus
ds iz;Ru esa bu fopkjksa us gj pht+ dks Nw fy;k gksA bu HkVdrs gq, fopkjksa
ds dkj.k og viuk è;ku fdlh ,d pht+ ij] fo'ks"kr% vius csVs dks ns[kus
dh ykylk vkSj mlds dkj.k ân; esa mBus okyh vk'kadkvksa ij] dsfUær u
dj ldhA

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 'kh?kz gh lksfi+Q;k dgha pyh x;h vkSj ik¡p fnu ckn tc ykSVdj vk;h
rks cgqr [+kq'k vkSj exu FkhA vkus ds dqN gh ?k.Vs ckn og fiQj dgha x+k;c
gks x;h vkSj vc dh ckj nks gÝ+rs ckn ykSVdj vk;hA ,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk fd
og vius thou dh ;k=kk cM+s&cM+s xksy pDdjksa esa iwjh djrh Fkh] dHkh&dHkh
og vius HkkbZ ds ikl ykSV vkrh Fkh vkSj mlds vkrs gh lkjs ?kj esa lkgl
vkSj laxhr dk lapkj gks tkrk FkkA
ek¡ dks laxhr ls #fp gks pyhA tc og dksbZ xkuk lqurh rks mls ,slk
yxrk fd mlds lhus esa xeZ ygjsa mBdj mlds fny ij FkisM+s ekj jgh gSaA
bu FkisM+ksa ls mlds ân; dk LiUnu vkSj Hkh leku xfr ls pyus yxk vkSj
mlesa ,sls fopkj mRiUu gksus yxs tks vPNh rjg lhaph x;h i`Foh esa xgjkbZ
rd tes gq, chtksa dh rjg laxhr ds izHkko ls cM+s lgt <ax ls 'kCnksa ds lqUnj
iQwyksa ds :i esa izLiQqfVr gksrs FksA
ek¡ ds fy, lksfi+Q;k dk iQwgM+iu vlá Fkk_ ?kj&Hkj esa mlds diM+s]
flxjsVsa vkSj flxjsVksa dh jk[k fc[kjh jgrh FkhA lksfi+Q;k ds vkos'kiw.kZ Hkk"k.k
rks mlds fy, vkSj Hkh vlá FksA fudksykbZ ftl 'kkUr vkRe&fo'okl vkSj
dksey xEHkhjrk ds lkFk cksyrk Fkk] mlls lksfi+Q;k dk cksyus dk <ax fcYdqy
mYVk FkkA mls lksfi+Q;k ,slh yxrh Fkh fd tSls dksbZ fd'kksjkoLFkk esa cM+s&cw<+ksa
dh cjkcjh djus dh mRlqdrk fn[kk jgk gks vkSj blh Hkkouk ds vèkhu og
nwljksa dks ,sls ns[krh Fkh tSls os fofp=k f[kykSus gksaA og ges'kk Je ds mnkÙk
LFkku dh ckrsa djrh Fkh] exj vius iQwgM+iu ds dkj.k ek¡ dk dke c<+krh
jgrh Fkh_ og vktknh dh yEch&pkSM+h ckrsa djrh Fkh] fiQj Hkh ek¡ ;g ns[krh
Fkh fd og viuh vlfg".kqrk vkSj yxkrkj cgl djrs jgus ds dkj.k nwljksa
dks lrkrh jgrh FkhA og vUrfoZjksèkksa dk Hk.Mkj Fkh vkSj blhfy, ek¡ ges'kk
mlds lkFk vius O;ogkj esa cgqr lrdZ jgrh Fkh vkSj mlds izfr ek¡ ds ân;
esa og vifjorZu'khy ln~Hkkouk ugha Fkh tks fudksykbZ ds izfr FkhA
fnu&izfrfnu ,d gh <jsZ ij viuk thou fcrkrs gq, Hkh og ges'kk
fpUrkdqy jgrk Fkk_ lqcg vkB cts pk; ihrk vkSj v[kckj i<+dj ek¡ dks
[k+cjsa lqukrkA mldh ckrsa lqurs le; ek¡ ds lkeus vk'p;Ztud Li"Vrk ds
lkFk ;g fp=k f[kap tkrk fd thou dk Øwj pØ fdruh fueZerk ls yksxksa dks
ihldj èku&nkSyr ls ifjofrZr dj nsrk FkkA mlus ns[kk fd fudksykbZ vkSj
vUnszbZ esa cgqr&lh ckrsa ,d tSlh FkhaA mØbuh dh rjg gh og Hkh yksxksa ds
ckjs esa fcuk fdlh }s"k ds ckrsa djrk Fkk] nqfu;k dh [kjkfc;ksa ds fy, og
lc dks nks"k nsrk Fkk] ij u;s thou ds izfr mldh vkLFkk u rks vUæsbZ ftruh

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n`<+ Fkh u mruh fpÙkkd"kZd ghA og ges'kk ,d dBksj vkSj bZekunkj U;k;kèkh'k
ds xEHkhj Loj esa cksyrk Fkk vkSj ;|fi Hk;kud ckrksa dh ppkZ djrs le;
mlds gksaBksa ij ,d [ksn&Hkjh 'kkUr eqLdjkgV [ksyrh Fkh] ij mldh vk¡[kksa
esa ,d dBksj Hkkoghu ped gksrh FkhA ;g lc ns[kdj ek¡ le>us yxh Fkh
fd og dHkh fdlh dks fdlh ckr ds fy, eki+Q ugha djsxk μ og eki+Q dj
gh ugha ldrk FkkA ek¡ dks ml ij rjl vkrk Fkk D;ksafd og tkurh Fkh fd
vius vkidks dBksj cukus esa fdruk d"V gksrk FkkA fnu&izfrfnu og mls T+;knk
pkgus yxhA
ukS cts og dke ij pyk tkrk FkkA mlds pys tkus ds ckn ek¡ ?kj lki+Q
djrh] [kkuk rS;kj djrh] ugk&èkksdj lki+Q diM+s igurh vkSj vius dejs esa
cSBdj fdrkcksa dh rLohjsa ns[krhA mlus i<+uk lh[k fy;k Fkk ij mls i<+us
esa bruh esgur iM+rh Fkh fd og 'kh?kz gh Fkd tkrh Fkh vkSj 'kCnksa dks muds
mfpr Øe eaas ugha le> ikrh FkhA ysfdu rLohjsa ns[kus esa mls cPpksa tSlk
vkuUn vkrk FkkA bu rLohjksa us mlds lkeus ,d u;s vkSj vn~Hkqr txr dk
jgL;ksn~?kkVu fd;k ftls og le>rh Fkh vkSj tks mls U;k;laxr ekywe gksrk
FkkA mldh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus cM+s&cM+s 'kgj] lqUnj bekjrsa] e'khusa] tgkt]
Lekjd vkSj euq"; ds gkFkksa dh jph gqbZ vikj lEink vkSj vius oSfoè; ls
pfdr dj nsus okys izÑfr ds vla[; vuqie migkjksa dk fp=k ?kwe tkrkA
thou dh ifjfèk fujUrj c<+rh gh x;h] ,d&,d djds u;h&u;h vk'p;Ztud
pht+sa mldh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus vkrh x;ha vkSj viuh vikj fufèk rFkk v{k;
lkSUn;Z ls mldh r`f"kr vkRek esa izsj.kk dk lapkj djrh jghaA mls i'kq&Kku dh
fp=kkoyh ns[kus esa cM+h #fp FkhA ;g iqLrd ;|fi ,d fons'kh Hkk"kk esa Fkh
fiQj Hkh mlls mls i`Foh dh lEink rFkk lkSUn;Z vkSj mlds foLrkj dk Li"V
Kku gks x;kA
¶nqfu;k fdruh cM+h gS!¸ ,d fnu mlus fudksykbZ ls dgkA
og dhM+ksa dks] fo'ks"k :i ls frrfy;ksa dks ns[kdj cgqr [+kq'k gksrh FkhA
og muds fp=k ns[krh vkSj vk'p;Z djrhA
¶fudksykbZ bokuksfop] fdruh lqUnj gS u!¸ og dgrhA ¶pkjksa rji+Q
fdruh lqUnjrk fc[kjh iM+h gS ftldk gesa Kku Hkh ugha gS] tks gekjs lkeus
ls fudy tkrh gS vkSj gesa irk Hkh ugha pyrkA yksx bèkj ls mèkj Hkkxrs fiQjrs
gSa] u dqN tkurs gSa] u dqN ns[krs gSa μ muds ikl u le; gh gksrk vkSj u
gh bPNkA vxj gesa i`Foh dh lEink dk Kku gksrk vkSj ;g ekywe gksrk fd
ml ij fdrus izdkj ds tho jgrs gSa rks gekjs thou esa fdruk lq[k gksrkA vkSj

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lc pht+sa lc ds fy, gSa] gj pht+ gj ,d ds fy, gS μ gS u\¸
¶gS rks!¸ fudksykbZ us eqLdjkdj dgk vkSj ,d vU; lfp=k iqLrd mls
yk nhA
yksx cgqèkk 'kke dks mlls feyus vkrs FksA mlds vfrfFk;ksa esa ;s yksx
gksrs Fks % vysDlsbZ oklhY;sfop] dkyh nk<+h vkSj ihys psgjs okyk [+kwclwjr&lk
vkneh tks cgqr jkscnkj vkSj vYiHkk"kh Fkk_ jkseku is=kksfop] ftldk flj xksy
Fkk vkSj ftlds psgjs ij eq¡gkls Fks vksj tks gj ne fdlh u fdlh ckr ij cM+s
[ksn ds lkFk fppdkjh Hkjrk jgrk Fkk_ boku nuhyksfop] tks NksVs dn dk
nqcyk&iryk vkneh Fkk] ftldh nk<+h uqdhyh vkSj vkokt+ cgqr Å¡ph Fkh μ
og cgqr iQqrhZyk vkSj ckrwuh vkSj [katj dh rjg rst+ Fkk_ ;sxksj] tks ges'kk
vius vki ij] vius lkfFk;ksa ij vkSj fnu&c&fnu c<+rs gq, jksx ij g¡lrk jgrk
FkkA nwljs yksx Hkh Fks tks nwj&nwj ds 'kgjksa ls vkrs FksA fudksykbZ muds lkFk
cM+h nsj&nsjs rd 'kkUr Hkko ls ckrsa djrk FkkA mldh ckrksa dk fo"k; ges'kk
,d gh jgrk Fkk μ nqfu;k dh Jfed turkA os tks'k esa vkdj gkFk
fgyk&fgykdj cgl djrs Fks vkSj pk; cgqr T+;knk ihrs FksA dHkh&dHkh tc
os ckrsa djrs rks fudksykbZ ipsZ fy[krk vkSj vius lkfFk;ksa dks i<+dj lqukrkA
os i+QkSju mUgsa udy dj ysrs vkSj ek¡ cM+h lkoèkkuh ls elfons ds iQVs gq,
dkx+t+ cVksjdj tyk nsrhA
muds fy, pk; cukrs le; ek¡ vk'p;Z djrh fd os ft+Unxh vkSj
esgurd'k turk ds Hkfo"; ds ckjs esa] muds chp tYnh ls tYnh lPpkbZ dk
izpkj djus vkSj muesa mRlkg Hkjus dh loksZÙke fofèk;ksa ds ckjs esa fdrus tks'k
ls ckrsa djrs FksA dHkh&dHkh os cgl djrs&djrs Øq¼ Hkh gks tkrs Fks vkSj
,d&nwljs ij viekutud vkjksi yxkrs Fks] ij cgl tkjh j[krs FksA
ek¡ dks ,slk yxrk Fkk fd et+nwjksa ds thou dks og muls T+;knk vPNh
rjg tkurh gSA mls ,slk vuqHko gksrk Fkk fd ftl dke dk mUgksua s chM+k mBk;k
Fkk mldh fo'kkyrk dks og T+;knk vPNh rjg le>rh Fkh vkSj blfy, og
mUgsa fdafpr frjLdkj dh n`f"V ls ns[krh Fkh ftl izdkj dksbZ cM+k vkneh mu
cPpksa dks ifr&iRuh dk ukVd [ksyrs gq, ns[krk gS ftUgsa bl lEcUèk dh
eqlhcrksa dk dqN Hkh Kku ugha gksrkA vuk;kl gh og muds Hkk"k.kksa dh rqyuk
vius csVs vkSj vUæsbZ ds Hkk"k.kksa ls djus yxrh vkSj mls muesa lki+Q ,d vUrj
fn[kk;h nsrk ftls og 'kq:&'kq: esa ugha le> ikrh FkhA dHkh&dHkh rks mls
,slk yxrk fd ;gk¡ yksx et+nwjksa dh cLrh ds eqdkcys esa fpYykrs T+;knk FksA
¶ os T+;knk tkurs gSa] blhfy, T+;knk fpYykrs Hkh gSa]¸ og muds O;ogkj

ek¡ @ 247
dh O;k[;k bl izdkj djrhA
ijUrq cgqèkk mls ;g vkHkkl gksrk fd os yksx tkucw>dj ,d&nwljs dks
mÙksftr djrs Fks vkSj vius mRlkg dk fn[kkok T+;knk djrs Fks] ekuks gj vkneh
vius lkfFk;ksa ds lkeus ;g fl¼ dj nsuk pkgrk gks fd mlds fy, lR; dk
ftruk egÙo gS mruk nwljksa ds fy, ugha_ dqN yksx bl ij cqjk eku tkrs vkSj
ckjh&ckjh ls Lo;a ;g fl¼ djus ds fy, fd os gh lR; ds lcls cM+s iqtkjh
gSa] HkksaMs vkSj dVq rdks± dk iz;ksx djrsA gj vkneh nwljs ls Å¡pk dwnus dk
iz;Ru djrk vksj ek¡ dks bl ij cM+h fpUrk vkSj nq[k gksrkA
¶os ikosy vkSj mlds lkfFk;ksa dks fcYdqy Hkwy gh x;s gSa]¸ og dk¡irh
gqbZ Hkoksa vkSj fou;&Hkjh vk¡[kksa ls mUgsa ,dVd ns[krs gq, lksprh jgrhA
;|fi og mUgsa le> u ikrh fiQj Hkh og mudh lkjh cglsa cM+s è;ku
ls lqurh] ij og muds 'kCnksa dk rkRi;Z le>us dk iz;Ru djrh vkSj ;g ckr
mlds lkeus Li"V gks x;h fd tc et+nwjksa dh cLrh esa usdh ij cgl gksrh
Fkh] rc mls fcuk fdlh ladksp ds ,d v[k.M oLrq ds :i esa Lohdkj fd;k
tkrk Fkk] ysfdu ;gk¡ mlds VqdM+s&VqdM+s dj fn;s tkrs Fks_ ogk¡ Hkkouk,¡ T+;knk
xgjh vkSj n`<+ gksrh Fkha] ;gk¡ rhoz rdZ&fordZ ls mUgsa [k.M&[k.M dj fn;k
tkrk FkkA ;gk¡ iqjkuh pht+ksa dks <k nsus dh ckrsa T+;knk dh tkrh Fkha] ogk¡ Hkfo";
dh dYiuk ij t+ksj fn;k tkrk Fkk vkSj ;gh dkj.k Fkk fd mlds csVs vkSj
vUæsbZ ds 'kCn mldks vfèkd fiz; Fks vkSj T+;knk vPNh rjg mldh le> esa
vkrs Fks---
mlus ns[kk fd tc dksbZ et+nwj fudksykbZ ls feyus vkrk Fkk rks mldk
cksypky dk <ax vkSj O;ogkj t+:jr ls T+;knk fu%ladksp vkSj mUeqDr gks tkrk
FkkA mlds psgjs ij ,d feBkl vk tkrh Fkh vkSj og ,d u;s gh <ax ls cksyus
yxrk Fkk μ 'kk;n T+;knk [kqydj lki+Q&lki+Q 'kCnksa esa ;k 'kk;n T+;knk
csijokgh lsA
¶og bl <ax ls ckrsa djus dh dksf'k'k dj jgk gS fd ;g vkneh mldh
ckr le> ys!¸ ek¡ lksprhA
ij blls mls lUrks"k ugha gksrk FkkA og ns[krh Fkh fd et+nwj Hkh dqN
ldqpk;k&lk jgrk Fkk] tSls vUnj ls fdlh us mls tdM+ fy;k gks vkSj
blfy, og fudksykbZ ds lkFk mruk [kqydj vkSj vklkuh ls ckr ugha dj
ldrk Fkk ftruk [kqydj og mldh tSlh lkèkkj.k et+nwj vkSjr ds lkFk ckrsa
djrk FkkA ,d ckj tc fudksykbZ dejs ls ckgj x;k rks mlus ogk¡ cSBs gq,
,d ukStoku ls dgk %

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 ¶rqe Mjrs D;ksa gks\ rqe dksbZ Ldwyh cPps dh rjg vius vè;kid dks
lcd lqukus rks vk;s ugha gks---¸
et+nwj us [khlsa fudky nha %
¶viuh laxr u gks rks lHkh dk jax iQhdk iM+ tkrk gS--- dqN Hkh gks]
og gekjs tSlk et+nwj rks gS ugha---¸
dHkh&dHkh lk'kk Hkh vkrhA og T+;knk nsj ugha #drh Fkh vkSj fcuk g¡ls
;k eqLdjk;s fli+QZ dke dh gh ckrsa djrh Fkh vkSj pyrs oD+r ges'kk ek¡ ls
dgrh Fkh %
¶ikosy fe[k+kbyksfop dh D;k [k+cj gS\¸
¶vPNk gS μ Hkxoku dh Ñik ls [+kq'k gS!¸
¶mlls esjk lyke dguk!¸ yM+dh bruk dgdj x+k;c gks tkrhA
,d ckj ek¡ us mlls f'kdk;r djrs gq, dgk fd ikosy dks brus fnu
ls tsy esa cUn dj j[kk gS] vkf[k+j ml ij eqo+Qnek D;ksa ugha pyk;k tkrkA
lk'kk dh R;ksfj;ksa ij cy iM+ x;s] ij og dqN cksyh ugha ysfdu mldh
m¡xfy;k¡ iQM+dus yxhaA
ek¡ dk th rks cgqr pkgrk Fkk fd mlls dg ns %
¶eSa tkurh gw¡ fd rqe mls I;kj djrh gks---¸
ij mldk lkgl u gksrk FkkA yM+dh dh xEHkhj vkÑfr] mlds fHkaps
gq, gksaB vkSj mlds ckr dgus ds :[ks <ax ds vkxs dksbZ I;kj&Hkjh ckr dgh
gh ugha tk ldrh FkhA vkg Hkjdj ek¡ mldk c<+k gqvk gkFk Fkke ysrh vkSj
dldj nck nsrhA
¶esjh cPph] rw Hkh fdruh nq[kh gS---¸ ek¡ lksprhA
,d fnu urk'kk vk;hA ek¡ dks ogk¡ ns[kdj og cgqr [+kq'k gqb± mlus ek¡
dks I;kj fd;kA blds ckn urk'kk us lglk pqids ls dgk %
¶esjh ek¡ xqtj x;ha] cspkjh fdruh vPNh Fkha!--¸
;g dgdj mlus viuk flj >Vdk vkSj tYnh ls viuh vk¡[ksa iksaNdj
cksyh %
¶cM+s nq[k dh ckr gS! vHkh og ipkl o"kZ dh Hkh ugha FkhaA og vHkh
vkSj cgqr fnu ft+Unk jg ldrh FkhaA ysfdu fiQj eSa lksprh gw¡ fd tSlh ft+Unxh
og clj dj jgh Fkha mlls rks ekSr gh vPNh FkhA og ges'kk vdsyh jgha]
dHkh fdlh us muls I;kj ugha fd;k] fdlh dks mudh t+:jr ugha Fkh vkSj
og esjs firk dh Mk¡V&iQVdkj ls dk¡irh jgrh FkhaA ;g Hkh dksbZ ft+Unxh gS\
yksx ft+Unk jgrs gSa bl mEehn esa fd vkxs pydj mudk thou csgrj gksxk

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ysfdu esjh ek¡ ds fy, Hkfo"; esa Hkh viekuksa ds vykok vkSj dqN ugha Fkk---¸
¶urk'kk] rqe lp dgrh gks!¸ ek¡ us dqN lksprs gq, dgkA ¶ykx bl
mEehn esa ft+Unk jgrs gSa fd vkxs pydj mudk thou csgrj gksxk] ysfdu
vxj Hkfo"; ds fy, dksbZ vk'kk u gks rks fiQj fdl dke dh ,slh ft+Unxh\¸
vkSj ek¡ us yM+dh dk gkFk Fkiddj dgk] ¶rks vc rqe vdsyh jg x;h\¸
¶fcYdqy vdsyh!¸ urk'kk us ykijokgh ls dgkA
¶dksbZ ckr ugha!¸ ek¡ us FkksM+h nsj ckn eqLdjkdj dgkA ¶vPNs yksx
T+;knk fnu rd vdsys ugha jgrs μ dksbZ u dksbZ muds lkFk gks gh tkrk gS---¸

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urk'kk diM+k cquus ds ,d dkj[k+kus ds Ldwy esa i<+kus yxh vkSj ek¡ us
mls x+Sj&o+Qkuwuh iqfLrdk,¡] ipsZ vkSj v[kckj igq¡pkus dk dke vius ftEes ys
fy;kA
;gh mldk dke gks x;kA eghus esa dbZ ckj og eBokfluh ;k ?kj dh
cquh gqbZ ySlsa cspusokyh] ;k 'kgj dh 'kjhi+Q vkSjr ;k lUr&lèkquh dk Hksl
cnydj dUèks ij FkSyk Mkys ;k gkFk esa lwVdsl fy;s lkjs bykds dk pDdj
yxkrhA jsyxkfM+;ksa esa vkSj tgktksa ij] gksVyksa vkSj ljk;ksa esa gj txg og ogh
lhèkh&lknh xEHkhj vkSjr cuh jgrh] tks vtufc;ksa ls [+kqn ckrphr 'kq: djrh
vkSj fuMj gksdj viuh feyulkjh vkSj cgqr nqfu;k ns[ks gq, O;fDr ds
vkRe&fo'okl ds dkj.k lc dk è;ku viuh vksj vkdf"kZr djrhA
mls yksxksa ls ckr djuk] muds fo+QLls vkSj f'kdk;rsa lquuk vkSj ;g
ekywe djuk vPNk yxrk Fkk fd mUgsa dkSu&lh pht+sa foLe; esa Mky nsrh FkhaA
og ,sls vkneh ls feydj cgqr [+kq'k gksrh Fkh ftls gj pht+ ls xgjk vlUrks"k
gks vkSj ftldk vlUrks"k HkkX; ds FkisM+ksa ds fo#¼ izfrjksèk djrs gq, Hkh ges'kk
lqLi"V iz'uksa ds mÙkj dh [kkst esa jgsA mlds lkeus ekuo thou dk O;kid
fp=k iQSyk gqvk Fkk ftlesa gj vkneh nks oD+r dh jksVh dekus ds fy, tku
yM+kdj la?k"kZ djrk gSA gj rji+Q og yksxksa dks èkks[kk nsus] muls dqN Nhu ysus]
mudk [+kwu ih ysus vkSj mudh esgur ls ,d&,d cw¡n equkiQk fupksM+ ysus ds
fuyZTt vkSj fny ngyk nsus okys iz;Ru ns[krh FkhA og ns[krh Fkh fd i`Foh
ij gj pht+ dk ckgqY; Fkk fiQj Hkh vke yksx dkSM+h&dkSM+h dks eqgrkt jgrs
Fks vkSj bl izpqj lEink ds ckotwn mUgsa Hkj&isV Hkkstu ugha feyrk FkkA 'kgjksa
ds fxjtk?kjksa esa lksus&pk¡nh ds vEckj yxs Fks ftldh bZ'oj dks dksbZ t+:jr
ugha Fkh vkSj bUgha fxjtk?kjksa ds iQkVdksa ij lnhZ esa fBBqjrs gq, fHk[kkjh

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iSlk&èksyk ik tkus dh vkl esa gkFk iQSyk;s [kM+s jgrs FksA ;g lc dqN og
igys Hkh ns[k pqdh Fkh μ èku&nkSyr okys fxjtk?kj] iknfj;ksa dh tjh vkSj
de[kkc dh iks'kkdsa] x+jhcksa dh >ksifM+;k¡ vkSj muds yTtkLin phFkM+sA ij ml
le; og bu lc ckrksa dks LokHkkfod le>rh Fkh] ysfdu vc ;g mlds
fy, vlá gks x;k Fkk vkSj bls og x+jhcksa dk vieku le>rh Fkh] D;ksafd
og tkurh Fkh fd os fxjtk?kj ds vfèkd fudV Fks vkSj vehjksa dh vis{kk mUgsa
fxjtk?kj dh T+;knk vko';drk FkhA
mlus bZlk elhg ds tks fp=k ns[ks Fks vkSj muds ckjs esa tks dgkfu;k¡ lquh
Fkha muls og tkurh Fkh fd og cgqr lkèkkj.k diM+s igurs Fks vkSj x+jhcksa ds
fe=k FksA ij fxjtk?kjksa esa og mudh ewfrZ dks pednkj lksus vkSj js'ke esa ltk
gqvk ns[krh Fkh vkSj vc x+jhc yksx viuk nq[kM+k ysdj muds ikl vkrs Fks
rks ekuks mUgsa ns[krs gh ?k`.kk ls bl js'ke esa ljljkgV gksus yxrh FkhA vuk;kl
gh mls jhfcu ds 'kCn ;kn vk tkrs Fks %
¶mUgksaus gesa bZ'oj ds ekeys esa Hkh csoo+Qwi+Q cuk fn;k gS!¸
mls ;g ekywe Hkh u gqvk fd dSls èkhjs&èkhjs mldk izkFkZuk djuk de
gksrk x;k Fkk] ij og bZlk elhg vkSj mu yksxksa ds ckjs esa fnu&izfrfnu vfèkd
lkspus yxh tks dHkh bZlk elhg dk uke Hkh ugha ysrs Fks vkSj ftUgsa 'kk;n
muds ckjs esa tkudkjh Hkh cgqr de Fkh] ij tks muds crk;s gq, <ax ls vkSj
muds fl¼kUrksa ds vuqlkj thou O;rhr djrs Fks] bl i`Foh dks x+jhcksa dk jkT;
le>rs Fks vkSj mldh lEink dks lcds chp ck¡Vus ds fy, iz;Ru'khy FksA
og blds ckjs esa cgqr lksprh Fkh] mlds ;s fopkj c<+rs x;s vkSj bu fopkjksa
dh tM+sa xgjkbZ rd te x;ha_ og tks dqN ns[krh ;k lqurh Fkh ml lc dk
lekos'k bu fopkjksa esa FkkA bu fopkjksa us c<+dj izkFkZuk dh T;ksfr èkkj.k dj
yh vkSj lkjk vUèkdkje; txr] lkjk thou vkSj lkjh turk bl v[k.M T;ksfr
ls vkyksfdr gks mBhA ek¡ dks ,slk yxk fd bZlk elhg ds izfr mldk izse
vkSj Hkh xgjk gks x;k Fkk_ bZlk elhg ds izfr rks mlds ân; esa ges'kk gh ls
Fkk μ ,d vLi"V&lh dksey Hkkouk] ,d fefJr Hkko ftlesa Hk; vfHkUu
:i ls vk'kk ds lkFk vkSj g"kZ osnuk ds lkFk lEc¼ FkkA vc bZlk elhg cny
x;s Fks] mudk Lo:i vfèkd mnkÙk gks x;k Fkk vkSj mu rd vklkuh ls igq¡pk
tk ldrk Fkk_ mudk :i vfèkd T;ksfreZ; vkSj mYykliw.kZ gks x;k FkkA ,slk
ekywe gksrk Fkk fd mu yksxksa us] tks viuh fouezrk ds dkj.k mudk uke μ
euq"; ds vkÙkZ fe=k dk uke μ Hkh ugha ysrs Fks] muds uke ij vius [+kwu dh
ufn;k¡ cgkdj mUgsa vej cuk fn;k FkkA gj ckj nkSjk djds tc ek¡ fudksykbZ

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ds ikl ykSVrh rks cgqr [+kq'k gksrh vkSj jkLrs esa tks dqN ns[krh ;k lqurh mlds
izfr mlds ân; esa cM+k mRlkg gksrk vkSj ;g lUrks"k gksrk fd mlus viuk dke
iwjk dj fn;kA
¶bl rjg ?kweus&fiQjus vkSj bruh cgqr&lh pht+sa ns[kus ls cgqr i+Qk;nk
gksrk gS!¸ og fudksykbZ ls vDlj 'kkeksa dks dgk djrh FkhA ¶blls vkneh
ft+Unxh dks le>rk gSA vke yksxksa dks <¡dsydj ft+Unxh dh ckgjh lhek ij
igq¡pk fn;k tkrk gS] tgk¡ os v¡èksjs esa lM+rs gSa vkSj ;gh iz'u djrs jgrs gSa fd
vkf[k+j ,slk D;ksa gSA mUgsa D;ksa bl rjg nqrdkj fn;k tkrk gS\ tc [kkus dks
bruk ekStwn gS] rks os Hkw[kksa D;ksa ejrs gSa\ tc bruk Kku ekStwn gS] rks os tkfgy
D;ksa jgrs gSa\ vkSj og n;k&fuèkku Hkxoku D;ksa ;g lc ns[krk jgrk gS] ftlds
fy, vehj&x+jhc esa dksbZ vUrj ugha gS] tks lc mlh dh fiz; lUrku gSa\ yksx
tc viuh ft+Unxh ds ckjs esa lksprs gSa rks os mÙksftr gks mBrs gSa] os bl ckr
dks le>rs gSa fd vxj mUgksaus dksbZ jksd&Fkke u dh rks vU;k; mudk
uke&fu'kku rd feVk nsxk!¸
ek¡ dh ;g bPNk izfrfnu izcy gksrh x;h fd og vke yksxksa ls muds
thou ds vU;k;ksa ds ckjs esa ckr djs_ dHkh&dHkh rks mlds fy, bl bPNk
dks nckuk Hkh dfBu gks tkrk---
fudksykbZ tc Hkh mls rUe; gksdj rLohjsa ns[krk gqvk ikrk og mls
nqfu;k dh vuks[kh ckrksa ds ckjs esa crkrkA ek¡ tc lksprh fd euq"; us fdrus
cM+s&cM+s dkeksa dh chM+k mBkrk gS rks og nax jg tkrhA
¶D;k ;g lEHko gS\¸ og la'k; ds Hkko ls iwNrhA
viuh Hkfo";ok.kh esa vVy vkLFkk ds lkFk og cM+h Lusg&Hkjh n`f"V ls
mls viuh ,sud ds ihNs ls ns[krk vkSj ek¡ dks Hkfo"; ds ckjs esa dgkfu;k¡
lqukrk %
¶euq"; dh bPNkvksa dh dksbZ lhek ugha gS vkSj mldh 'kfDr v{k; gS!
ij nqfu;k dh vkfRed le`f¼ cgqr èkhjs&èkhjs gksrh gS] D;ksafd ml vkneh dks]
tks LorU=k jguk pkgrk gS] Kku ds ctk; iSlk cVksjuk iM+rk gSA ysfdu tc
yksx bl èku ds yksHk vkSj csxkj ls eqDr gks tk;saxs rc---¸
ek¡ dh le> esa mldh ckrsa 'kk;n gh dHkh vkrh gksa] ij èkhjs&èkhjs og
ml 'kkUr vkSj xEHkhj vkLFkk dks le>us yxh tks bu fopkjksa dks izsfjr djrh
FkhA
¶vly eqlhcr ;g gS fd i`Foh ij LorU=k yksx cgqr de gSa!¸ og
dgrkA

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 ek¡ dh le> esa ;g ckr vkrh FkhA og ,sls yksxksa dks tkurh Fkh ftUgksaus
vius vkidks yksHk vkSj bZ";kZ ls eqDr dj fy;k Fkk vkSj og tkurh Fkh fd
vxj ,sls yksxksa dh la[;k c<+ tk;s rks thou bruk vUèkdkje; vkSj Hk;kud
u jg tk;s] og vfèkd ljy] vfèkd mTToy vkSj vfèkd mnkÙk gks tk;sA
¶yksxksa dks t+cjnLrh csjge cuk fn;k tkrk gS!¸ fudksykbZ us mnkl Hkko
ls dgkA
ek¡ dks mØbuh ds 'kCn ;kn vk x;s vkSj mlus lgefr esa flj fgyk
fn;kA

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fudksykbZ jkst+ rks cgqr Bhd oD+r ls ?kj ykSV vkrk Fkk] ij ,d fnu
og dqN nsj ls ?kj ykSVkA
mlus viuk dksV mrkjs fcuk mÙkstuk ls gkFk eyrs gq, dgk %
¶fuyksouk] vkt gekjk ,d lkFkh tsy ls Hkkx fudykA dkSu gks ldrk
gS\ eSa irk ugha yxk ik;kA¸
ek¡ dh vk¡[kksa ds vkxs t+ehu ?kweus yxhA
¶D;k ikosy gks ldrk gS\¸ mlus cSBdj pqids ls iwNkA
¶gks rks ldrk gS]¸ fudksykbZ us vius dUèks fcpdkdj dgkA ¶ysfdu
ge mls Nqik;saxs dSls\ gesa mldk irk dSls yxsxk\ eSa bl mEehn ls cM+h nsj
rd lM+dksa dk pDdj yxkrk jgk fd 'kk;n og dgha fey tk;sA [k+Sj] ;g
rks esjh ew[kZrk Fkh ysfdu gesa dqN djuk pkfg,! eSa fiQj ckgj tk jgk gw¡---¸
¶eSa Hkh pyrh gw¡!¸ ek¡ us Å¡ps Loj esa dgkA
¶rqe ;sxksj ds ;gk¡ tkdj ekywe dj vkvks fd mls rks dqN ugha
ekywe\¸ fudksykbZ us mlls dgk vkSj tYnh ls ckgj fudy x;kA
ek¡ us tYnh ls vius flj ij ,d :eky ck¡èkk vkSj lM+d ij mlds
ihNs gks yhA mlds ân; esa vk'kkvksa dk rwiQku meM+k iM+ jgk Fkk_ mldh
vk¡[kksa ds vkxs yky&yky èkCcs ukp jgs Fks vkSj mldk fny bruh rst+h ls
èkM+d jgk Fkk fd og izk;% Hkkxus yxhA mls vius vkl&ikl dh fdlh pht+
dk gks'k ugha Fkk] og flj >qdk;s ,d vKkr lEHkkouk dh [kkst esa pyh tk
jgh FkhA
¶'kk;n og ogk¡ fey gh tk;s!¸ ;gh vk'kk mls vkxs c<+k jgh FkhA
mls cM+h xehZ yx jgh Fkh vkSj Fkdu ds ekjs og gk¡iQ jgh FkhA ;sxksj
ds edku dh lhf<+;ksa ds ikl igq¡pdj og #d x;h] mldh rkdr us tokc

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ns fn;kA mlus ihNs eqM+dj ns[kk vkSj lglk ph[k+ ekjdj vk¡[ksa cUn dj yhaA
mls ,slk yxk fd mlus ?kj ds iQkVd ij fudksykbZ oslksof'pdkso dks tscksa
esa gkFk Mkys [kM+s ns[kk FkkA ij tc mlus nqckjk ns[kk rks ogk¡ dksbZ Hkh ugha
FkkA
¶eSaus dYiuk dh gksxh!¸ mlus lhf<+;ksa ij p<+rs gq, lkspk] mlds dku
pkSdUus FksA uhps vk¡xu esa mls fdlh ds èkhes o+Qneksa dh vkgV lquk;h nhA og
lhf<+;ksa ij Bgjdj uhps ns[kus yxhA fiQj mlus ogh pspd ds nkxksa ls Hkjk
gqvk psgjk ns[kk] vc og mls ns[kdj eqLdjk jgk FkkA
¶fudksykbZ! fudksykbZ!¸ ek¡ us fpYykdj dgk vkSj mlls feyus ds fy,
lhf<+;kssa ds uhps HkkxhA mlds ân; esa fujk'kk dh osnuk FkhA
¶rqe pyrh tkvks! pyrh tkvks!¸ mlus viuk gkFk fgykdj èkhjs ls
dgkA
tYnh&tYnh lhf<+;k¡ yk¡?kdj og ;sxksj ds dejs esa ?kqlh_ ;sxksj dksp
ij ysVk gqvk FkkA
¶fudksykbZ--- tsy ls--- Hkkx vk;k gS!--¸ ek¡ us gk¡iQrs gq, dgkA
¶dkSu&lk fudksykb\¸ ;sxksj us rfd;s ij ls flj mBkdj HkjkZ;h gqbZ
vkokt+ esa iwNkA ¶nks fudksykbZ gSa---¸
¶oslksof'pdkso--- og ;gha vk jgk gS!--¸
¶vPNh ckr gS!¸
brus esa fudksykbZ Lo;a dejs esa vk;k vkSj njokt+s dk dq.Mk yxkdj ogk¡
[kM+k vius ckyksa ij gkFk iQsjrk gqvk eqLdjkrk jgkA ;sxksj dqgfu;ksa ds cy mB
cSBkA
¶vkvks] vkvks]¸ mlus flj fgykdj dgkA
fudksykbZ [khlsa fudkys ek¡ dh rji+Q c<+k vkSj mldk gkFk idM+ fy;k %
¶vxj eSa rqels u feyk gksrk rks 'kk;n eSa fiQj tsy okil pyk tkrk!
eSa 'kgj esa rks fdlh dks tkurk ugha Fkk vkSj vxj cLrh esa tkrk rks eq>s os
i+QkSju fxjÝ+rkj dj ysrsA blfy, eSa lM+dksa ij fiQjrk jgk vkSj lksprk jgk fd
eSaus Hkh Hkkxdj fdruh csoo+Qwi+Qh dh! ;dk;d eSaus isykxs;k fuyksouk dks
tYnh&tYnh bèkj vkrs ns[kk] cl eSa buds ihNs gks fy;k---¸
¶rqe ckgj fudys dSls\¸ ek¡ us iwNkA
og dqN >sairk gqvk dksp ds fljs ij cSB x;k vkSj mlus vius dUèks
>Vd fn;sA
¶cl bÙkiQkd dh ckr gS!¸ mlus dgkA ¶eSa ckgj Vgy jgk Fkk fd brus

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esa i+QkStnkjh ds dSfn;ksa us ,d lUrjh dks ihVuk 'kq: dj fn;kA bl lUrjh dks
,d ckj pksjh ds tqeZ esa jktuhfrd iqfyl ls fudkyk tk pqdk gS] blfy,
vc og gj vkneh ds f[k+yki+Q tklwlh djrk gS] tkdj lkjh [k+cjsa igq¡pkrk
gS vkSj fdlh dks pSu ls ugha cSBus nsrk! blhfy, yksx mls ihV jgs FksA pkjksa
rji+Q xM+cM+h eph gqbZ Fkh vkSj nwljs lUrjh lhfV;k¡ ctkrs gq, bèkj ls mèkj
Hkkx jgs FksA eSaus ut+j mBk;h rks ns[krk D;k gw¡ fd iQkVd [kqyk gqvk gS] ckgj
pkSd vkSj 'kgj fn[kk;h ns jgk gSA eSa èkhjs&èkhjs vkxs c<+k--- tSls uhan esa py
jgk gksšA tc eSa ckgj lM+d ij cgqr nwj fudy vk;k rks eq>s gks'k vk;k vkSj
eSa lkspus yxk fd eSa tkÅ¡xk dgk¡\ ihNs eqM+dj ns[kk rks tsy dk iQkVd cUn
gks pqdk Fkk---¸
¶gq%¡ !¸ ;sxksj us dgkA ¶rks gqtjw okil D;ksa ugha ykSV x;s\ tkdj 'kjki+Qr
ls njokt+k [kV[kVkrs vkSj muls dgrs fd rqEgsa vUnj ys yaasA rqe muls dgrs μ
^eki+Q dhft;sxk] tukc] eq>ls t+jk&lh xYrh gks x;h---* ¸
¶gk¡]¸ fudksykbZ g¡ldj cksyk] ¶csoo+Qwi+Qh rks Fkh esjh] ysfdu eq>s ,slk
yxk fd eSaus vius lkfFk;ksa ds lkFk Bhd ugha fd;k] bl rjg fdlh ls dqN
dgs&lqus fcuk pyk vk;k--- ysfdu eSa vkxs c<+rk jgkA jkLrs esa eq>s ,d tuktk
feyk] yksx fdlh cPps dh yk'k dks n¶u djus ys tk jgs FksA eSa Hkh lkFk
gks fy;k] flj >qdkdj] fdlh dh rji+Q ns[ks fcuk eSa tukts ds ihNs&ihNs
pyus yxkA FkksM+h nsj rd o+QfczLrku esa cSBdj eSa gok [kkrk jgk] fiQj ;dk;d
eq>s ,d ckr lw>h---¸
¶cl ,d ckr\¸ ;sxksj us vkg Hkjdj iwNkA ¶esjs [k+;ky ls bl ,d
gh ckr ls rqEgkjk fnekx dgha BlkBl Hkj rks ugha x;k---¸
oslksof'pdkso lân;rk ls g¡l fn;k vkSj flj fgykus yxkA
¶vc esjk fnekx mruk [k+kyh ugha gS ftruk fdlh t+ekus esa gqvk djrk
FkkA ysfdu eSa ns[krk gw¡ fd ;sxksj bokuksfop rqe vHkh rd chekj gks---¸
¶ftlesa tks djus dh ldr gksrh gS og ogh djrk gS]¸ ;sxksj us [kk¡ldj
dgk vkSj cyxe Fkwd fn;kA ¶rqe viuk fo+QLlk lqukvks!¸
¶eSa ;gk¡ ds vtk;c?kj esa pyk x;kA cM+h nsj rd ogk¡ ?kwe&fiQjdj
pht+sa ns[krk jgk vkSj lksprk jgk % vc ;gk¡ ls dgk¡ tkÅ¡xk\ eq>s vius vki
ij X+kqLlk vk jgk FkkA vkSj Hkw[kk rks eSa bruk Fkk fd vxj dksbZ fey tkrk rks
dPpk [kk tkrk! eSa ckgj lM+d ij fudydj vkxs pykA eSa fgEer gkj pqdk
Fkk--- iqfylokys lcdks cM+s x+kSj ls ns[k jgs FksA eSaus lkspk fd cl vHkh idM+k
tkšxk! brus esa ;dk;d eSaus isyk;sxk fuyksouk dks tYnh&tYnh o+Qne c<+k;s

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bèkj vkrs ns[kkA eSa ,d rji+Q dks gV x;k vkSj fiQj buds ihNs&ihNs pyk
vk;kA cl ;g gqvk!¸
¶eSaus rqEgsa ugha ns[kk!¸ ek¡ us vijkèkh dh rjg dgkA è;ku ls ns[kus ij
mls ekywe gqvk fd oslksof'pdkso nqcyk gks x;k FkkA
¶'kk;n lkFkh ijs'kku gks jgs gksaxs]¸ oslksof'pdkso us flj [kqtkrs gq,
dgkA
¶vkSj gkfde Hkh rks ijs'kku gks jgs gksaxs! rqEgsa mu ij rjl ugha vkrk\
os rks cgqr ijs'kku gksaxs!¸ ;sxksj us dgkA og viuk eq¡g [kksydj bl rjg gksaB
pykus yxk ekuks gok pck jgk gksA ¶vPNk] et+ko+Q rks cgqr gks fy;k! vc
gesa rqedks dgha Nqikuk iM+xs kA eq>s blls [+k'q kh rks cgqr gS] ij ;g dke vklku
ugha gSA dec[r] eSa mB Hkh rks ugha ldrk---¸ mlus lk¡l ysus dk iz;Ru djrs
gq, dgk vkSj nksuksa gkFk lhus ij j[kdj èkhjs&èkhjs viuk lhuk eyus yxkA
¶;sxksj bokuksfop] rqe rks cgqr chekj ekywe gksrs gks!¸ fudksykbZ us
viuk flj >qdk;s gq, dgkA ek¡ us ,d vkg Hkjh vkSj ml NksVs&ls dejs esa
cM+h fpUrk ls pkjksa rji+Q ut+j nkSM+kdj ns[kkA
¶rqe mldh fiQdj u djks!¸ ;sxksj us mÙkj fn;kA ¶ek¡] vc T+;knk
'kjekvks ugha] mlls ikosy ds ckjs esa iwN yks!¸
oslksof'pdkso us [khlsa fudky nhaA
¶ikosy ets esa gSA fcYdqy Bhd gSA ogk¡ ogh gekjk ljnkj FkkA ogh
vi+Qljksa ls ckr djrk gS vkSj gj ckr esa lcls vkxs jgrk gSA lc yksx mldks
cgqr ekurs gSa---¸
oslksof'dkso dh ckrksa ij isykxs;k viuk flj fgykrh jgh vkSj duf[k;ksa
ls ;sxksj ds iQwys&iQwys uhyo.kZ psgjs dks ns[krh jghA mldk psgjk mls vthc
likV] fu'ps"V vkSj Hkkoghu ekywe gks jgk FkkA ij mldh vk¡[kksa esa LiQwfrZ vkSj
g"kZ dh ped FkhA
¶dqN [kkus dks gS μ eq>s cgqr Hkw[k yxh gS!¸ lglk fudksykbZ us dgkA
¶ek¡] ogk¡ vYekjh ij FkksM+h&lh jksVh j[kh gS]¸ ;sxksj us dgkA ¶fiQj rqe
t+jk xfy;kjs esa pyh tkvks vkSj ogk¡ ck;ha rji+Q nwljk njokt+k [kV[kVkvksA ,d
vkSjr njokt+k [kksysxh_ rqe mlls dguk fd tks Hkh [kkus dks gks ys vk;sA¸
¶brus [kkus dh D;k t+:jr gS\¸ fudksykbZ us izfrjksèk fd;kA
¶rqe fi+QØ u djks] cgqr ugha gksxk---¸
ek¡ us ckgj tkdj njokt+k [kV[kVk;kA mÙkj dh izrh{kk djrs gq, og
;sxksj ds ckjs esa lkspus yxh %

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 ¶og ej jgk gS---¸
¶dkSu gS\¸ fdlh us dejs esa ls iwNkA
¶eq>s ;sxksj bokuksfop us Hkstk gS!¸ ek¡ us èkhjs ls mÙkj fn;kA ¶mlus
vkidks cqyk;k gS---¸
¶vHkh!¸ vkSjr us njokt+k [kksys fcuk mÙkj fn;kA ek¡ us ,d {k.k izrh{kk
djus ds ckn fiQj njokt+k [kV[kVk;kA njokt+k tYnh ls [kqyk vkSj ,d yEcs
dn dh vkSjr ,sud yxk;s gq, ckgj xfy;kjs esa vk;h vkSj ogk¡ [kM+h&[kM+h
tYnh&tYnh viuh vkLrhuksa dh flyoVsa Bhd djus yxhA
¶D;k pkfg,\¸ mlus #[kkbZ ls iwNkA
¶;sxksj bokuksfop us eq>s Hkstk gS---¸
¶vkb;s] pysaA ysfdu esjk [k+;ky gS fd eSa vkils igys Hkh fey pqdh
gw¡] D;ksa gS u\¸ ml vkSjr us èkhjs ls dgkA ¶vki dSlh gSa\ ;gk¡ dqN v¡èksjk
gS---¸
ek¡ us mls ,d ut+j ns[kk vkSj mls ;kn vk;k fd mlus ml vkSjr dks
dbZ ckj fudksykbZ ds ;gk¡ ns[kk FkkA
¶lc vius gh yksx gSa!¸ mlus lkspkA
og vkSjr isykxs;k ds ihNs&ihNs gks yhA
¶D;k mldh rfc;r cgqr [k+jkc gS\¸ mlus iwNKA
¶gk¡] ysVk gqvk gSA mlus eq>ls dgk Fkk fd rqels dqN [kkuk ys vkus
dks dg nw¡---¸
¶mldh dksbZ t+:jr ugha---¸
tc os ;sxksj ds dejs esa ?kqlha rks mUgsa mldh lk¡l dh [kj[kjkgV lki+Q
lquk;h ns jgh FkhA
¶nksLrks] eSa rks vc vius iqj[kksa ds ikl tkrk gw¡--- vkg] ywnehyk
oklhY;souk! ;g ukStoku bruk xqLrk[k gS fd gkfdeksa dh btktr fy;s fcuk
tsy ls ckgj pyk vk;k gS! igys rks bls dqN [kkus dks ns nks fiQj dgha blds
Bgjus dk bUrt+ke dj nksA¸
ml vkSjr us flj fgykdj gkeh Hkjh vkSj tYnh ls ,d ut+j jksxh ij
MkyhA
¶;sxksj] tc ;s yksx vk;s Fks rHkh eq>s cqyk fy;k gksrk!¸ mlus dgkA
¶vkSj rqeus fiQj nks ckj nok ugha ihA cM+h 'kje dh ckr gSA dkejsM] esjs lkFk
vkb;s! os yksx ;sxksj dks vLirky ys tkus ds fy, vkrs gh gksaxsA¸
¶rks rqe eq>s vLirky Hksts fcuk ekuksxh ugha\¸

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 ¶gk¡] eSa Hkh ogk¡ rqEgkjs lkFk jgw¡xhA¸
¶ogk¡ Hkh\ gs Hkxoku!¸
¶cl] vc rqEgkjh ,d ugha lquw¡xh!¸
ckrsa djrs&djrs ml vkSjr us dEcy [khapdj ;sxksj dks lhus rd m<+k
fn;k] fiQj fudksykbZ dks cM+s è;ku ls ns[kk vkSj 'khf'k;k¡ fgykdj ns[kk fd
nok fdruh cph gSA og cgqr likV lqjhyh vkokt+ esa cksyrh Fkh vkSj mldh
pky eas cgqr utkdr FkhA mlds psgjs dk jax ihyk Fkk vkSj mldh Hkosa ukd
ds ikl vkdj feyrh FkhaaA ek¡ dks mldh lwjr fcYdqy ilUn ugha FkhA mls
mlesa cgqr nEHk fn[kk;h nsrk FkkA ml vkSjr dh vk¡[kksa esa dHkh eqLdjkgV ;k
ped ugha vkrh Fkh vkSj og cM+s vkns'kiw.kZ <ax ls cksyrh FkhA
¶vPNk] vHkh rks ge yksx tkrs gSa!¸ og dgrh jgh] ¶ysfdu eSa vHkh
ykSVdj vkrh gw¡! ;sxksj dks ,d pEep nok fiyk nsukA vkSj mls cksyus u
nsuk---¸
;g dgdj og fudksykbZ ds lkFk ckgj pyh x;hA
¶cgqr dgdj og fudksykbZ ds lkFk ckgj pyh x;hA
¶cgqr vPNh vkSjr gS!¸ ;sxksj us vkg Hkjdj dgkA ¶cgqr gh 'kkunkj
vkSjr gS--- ek¡] eSa rqEgkjk blds lkFk jgus dk bUrt+ke dj nw¡xk] og cgqr Fkd
tkrh gS---¸
¶cksyks ugha! yks] ;g nok ih yks!--¸ ek¡ us cM+h ujeh ls dgkA
mlus nok ih vkSj dM+okgV ds ekjs ,d vk¡[k cUn dj yhA
¶vxj eSa viuh tcku ij rkyk Hkh yxk yw¡] rc Hkh eSa ej rks tkÅ¡xk
gh---¸ mlus dgkA
og viuh [kqyh gqbZ vk¡[k ls ek¡ dks ns[krk jgk vkSj eqLdjkgV ls mlds
gkasB [kqy x;sA ek¡ us viuk flj >qdk fy;k vkSj O;Fkk ls mldh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡lw
fudy vk;sA
¶Bhd gh gS μ ;g rks gksrk gh gS]¸ jksxh us dgkA ¶tks thou dk lq[k
Hkksxrk gS mls ,d u ,d fnu ejuk Hkh iM+rk gh gS---¸
ek¡ us viuk gkFk mlds ekFks ij j[k fn;k vkSj cM+s pqids ls cksyh %
¶rqe FkksM+h nsj 'kkUr D;ksa ugha jgrs\--¸
mlus viuh vk¡[ksa cUn dj yha ekuks vius lhus dh [kj[kjkgV lqu jgk
gksA
¶ek¡] 'kkUr jgus ls D;k i+Qk;nk\¸ og dq<+dj cksyrk jgkA ¶eq>s blls
D;k fey tk;sxk\ ;gh u fd esjh ekSr dqN nsj ds fy, Vy tk;sxh] ysfdu

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rqEgkjh tSlh usd vkSjr ls nks&pkj ckrsa dj ysus dk lq[k eq>ls fNu tk;sxkA
eq>s ;dhu gS fd nwljh nqfu;k ds yksx brus vPNs ugha gks ldrs ftrus ;gk¡
ds gSa---¸
¶og vehjtknh vHkh vkdj eq>s MkaVsxh fd eSaus rqEgas ckrsa D;ksa djus
nha]¸ ek¡ us fpfUrr Loj esa mldh ckr dkVrs gq, dgkA
¶og vehjtknh ugha gS] dkejsM] og ØkfUrdkjh gS vkSj cgqr gh vPNh
vkSjr gSA gk¡] Mk¡Vsxh rks t+:jA Mk¡Vrh rks og lHkh dks gS---¸
;sxksj ek¡ dks viuh iM+ksflu dh ft+Unxh ds ckjs esa crkus yxkA Li"V Fkk
fd mls cksyus esa cM+h dfBukbZ gks jgh FkhA mldh vk¡[kksa esa ped Fkh vkSj
ek¡ le> x;h fd og mls NsM+ jgk FkkA
¶;g cpsxk ugha]¸ mlds vkæZ rFkk foo.kZ psgjs dks è;ku ls ns[krs gq,
ek¡ lkspus yxhA
ywnehyk ykSV vk;h vkSj cM+h lkoèkkuh ls njokt+k cUn djds mlus ek¡
dh rji+Q ns[kkA
¶rqEgkjs nksLr dks diM+s cnydj i+QkSju esjs dejs ls dgha pys tkuk
pkfg,] blfy, rqe tkdj mlds iguus ds fy, dqN diM+s ys vkvksA ;gha
ysrh vkukA ;g cM+k cqjk gqvk fd lksfi+Q;k ;gk¡ ugha gS μ yksxksa dks Nqikus esa
ogh cgqr gksf'k;kj gSA¸
¶og dy ykSVdj vk jgh gS!¸ ek¡ us vius dUèkksa ij 'kky Mkyrs gq,
dgkA
tc Hkh mls dksbZ dke lkSaik tkrk Fkk rks og mls tYnh ls vkSj vPNh
rjg iwjk djus ds fy, bruh mRlqd jgrh Fkh fd mls vkSj fdlh ckr dk
è;ku gh ugha jgrk FkkA
¶mls dSls diM+s igukus gksaxs\¸ ek¡ us viuh Hkosa fldksM+dj cM+s
dkedkth <ax ls iwNkA
¶dSls gh gksa] dksbZ iQjd ugha iM+rk! og jkr dks tk;sxk---¸
¶jkr dks tkuk rks vkSj Hkh cqjk gS μ lM+d ij cgqr FkksM+s yksx gksrs gSa
vkSj iqfylokys Hkh T+;knk pkSdl jgrs gSaA vkSj og cgqr pkykd Hkh ugha gS-
--¸
;sxksj viuh HkjkZ;h gqbZ vkokt+ esa g¡l fn;kA
¶D;k eSa vLirky esa rqels feyus vk ldrh gw¡\¸ ek¡ us iwNkA
mlus LohÑfr eas flj fgyk;k vkSj [kk¡lus yxkA
¶D;k rqe ;g dj ldrh gks fd eSa vkSj rqe ckjh&ckjh ls FkksM+h&FkksM+h

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nsj vLirky esa blds ikl cSBsa\¸ ywnehyk us viuh dkyh vk¡[kksa ls ek¡ dks
ns[krs gq, iwNkA ¶dj ldrh gks\ cgqr vPNh ckr gS! exj vc tYnh ls tkdj
;g dke dj Mkyks---¸
mlus cM+s I;kj ls] ij lkFk gh cM+s vkns'kiw.kZ <ax ls ek¡ dk gkFk idM+k
vkSj mls njokt+s rd igq¡pk vk;hA
¶cqjk u ekuuk fd eSa rqEgsa bl rjg Hksts ns jgh gw¡!¸ ckgj igq¡pdj mlus
dgkA ¶ckr ;g gS fd mls cksyuk ugha pkfg,--- eq>s vc Hkh mlds cpus dh
mEehn gS---¸
mlus vius gkFk brus dldj nck;s fd mldh gfM~M;k¡ pjejk x;ha
vkSj mlus f'kfFky Hkko ls viuh vk¡[ksa cUn dj yhaA mldh bl Li"Vokfnrk
ls ek¡ dqN f[kfl;k x;hA
¶dSlh ckr dgrh gks\¸ ek¡ us cqncqnkdj dgkA
¶bl ckr dk [k+;ky j[kuk fd dksbZ rqEgkjk ihNk rks ugha dj jgk gS!¸
ywnehyk us gkFk mBkdj viuh duifV;k¡ eyrs gq, eUn Loj esa dgkA mlds
gkasB dk¡ius yxs vkSj mlds psgjs ij dkseyrk dk Hkko Nk x;kA
¶;g eSa tkurh gw¡!¸ ek¡ us fdfpUr xoZ ds lkFk dgkA
iQkVd ls fudydj og viuh 'kky Bhd djus ds cgkus ,d {k.k ds
fy, #dh vkSj mlus pkjksa vksj iQqrhZ ls ut+j MkyhA [kqfiQ;k iqfylokyksa dks
og cM+h&ls &cM+h HkhM+ esa Hkh igpku ysrh FkhA os ftl rjg t+:jr ls T+;knk
ykijokgh ls pyrs Fks] muds gko&Hkko esa tks ,d vLokHkkfod fuf'pUrrk
gksrh Fkh] mudh vk¡[kksa esa vijkfèk;ksa tSlk tks pkSdUukiu gksrk Fkk] tks mdrkgV
vkSj csfnyh dh cukoVh eqæk esa Hkh Nqik;s ugha Nqirk Fkk μ bu lc ckrksa ls
ek¡ Hkyh Hkk¡fr ifjfpr FkhA
tc mls bl izdkj dk dksbZ vkneh fn[kk;h u fn;k rks ek¡ brehuku ls
lM+d ij vkxs c<+h vkSj ,d fdjk;s dh xkM+h djds mlus xkM+hokys ls ckt+kj
dh rji+Q pyus dks dgkA mlus fudksykbZ ds fy, ,d dksV ilUn fd;k vkSj
cM+h nsj rd mldh o+Qher ds fy, eksy&rksy djrh jgh vkSj vius ,d
dfYir ifr dks xkfy;k¡ nsrh jgh fd og bruk 'kjkch Fkk fd mls ges'kk mlds
fy, u;s diM+s [k+jhnus iM+rs FksA mldh bu eux<+Ur ckrksa dk nqdkunkjksa ij
dksbZ izHkko u iM+k] ij og Lo;a blls cgqr [+kq'k Fkh D;ksafd xkM+h esa cSBs&cSBs
mlus lkspk Fkk fd iqfylokys ckt+kj esa vius tklwl t+:j Hkstsaxs D;ksafd mUgsa
ekywe Fkk fd fudksykbZ ds fy, diM+s t+:j [k+jhns tk;saxsA okilh esa Hkh igys
gh dh rjg Hkksysiu ls lrdZ jgdj ek¡ ;sxksj ds ?kj dh rji+Q ykSVhA fiQj mls

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fudksykbZ dks 'kgj ds fljs rd igq¡pkus tkuk iM+kA os lM+d dh nksuksa iVfj;ksa
ij vyx&vyx py jgs FksA fudksykbZ dks flj >qdk;s pyrs ns[kdj ek¡ dks
cM+h [+kq'kh gks jgh Fkh vkSj dqN g¡lh Hkh vk jgh Fkh] mlds yEcs&ls dRFkbZ
dksV dk nkeu ckj&ckj mldh Vk¡xksa esa my> jgk Fkk] vkSj mldh Vksih
ckj&ckj ljddj mldh ukd ij vk tkrh FkhA ,d lqulku xyh esa lk'kk
ls mudh eqyko+Qkr gqb]Z ek¡ us flj fgykdj oslksof'pdkso dks b'kkjk fd;k vkSj
vius ?kj dh rji+Q okil ykSV iM+hA
¶ysfdu ikosy vHkh rd tsy esa gS--- vkSj vUæsbZ---¸ mlus lkspk vkSj
mnkl gks x;hA

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fudksykbZ bokuksfop tc mlls feyk rks cgqr ijs'kku FkkA
¶;sxksj dh rfc;r cgqr [k+jkc gS!¸ mlus dgkA ¶cgqr T+;knk [k+jkc gS!
os mls vLirky ys x;s gSAa ywnehyk ;gk¡ vk;h Fkh vkSj og rqEgsa vLirky cqyk
x;h gS---¸
¶vLirky\¸
fudksykbZ bokuksfop us viuk p'ek Åij ljdk;k vkSj ek¡ dks mldk
'kywdk iguk fn;kA
¶yks] ;g c.My ysrh tkvks]¸ mlus dk¡irs gq, Loj esa dgk vkSj vius
xeZ lw[ks gkFk esa mldh m¡xfy;k¡ nck yhaA
¶oslksof'pdkso Bhd gS\¸
¶gk¡---¸
¶eSa Hkh ;sxksj dks ns[kus vkÅ¡xk---¸
Fkdku ds ekjs ek¡ dk flj ?kweus yxkA fudksykbZ dh ijs'kkuh ls mls
fdlh Hk;kud ?kVuk dk iwokZHkkl gksus yxkA
¶og cpsxk ugha]¸ mlus fnekx esa ;g fopkj ckj&ckj gFkkSM+s dh rjg
pksVsa ekjrk jgkA
ysfdu tc mlus ml lki+Q&lqFkjs NksVs ls izdk'ke; dejs esa izos'k fd;k
tgk¡ ;sxksj li+Qsn rfd;ksa ds ,d <sj dk lgkjk yxk;s ysVk HkjkZ;s gq, Loj esa
g¡l jgk Fkk] rks mlds eu dks dqN 'kkfUr feyhA og eqLdjkrs gq, njokt+s ds
ikl [kM+h lqurh jgh fd og MkWDVj ls D;k dg jgk FkkA
¶jksxh dk bykt djuk oSlk gh gS tSls NksVs&eksVs lqèkkj djuk---¸
¶;sxksj] dHkh rks le>nkjh dh ckr fd;k djks!¸ MkWDVj us fpfUrr Loj

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esa dgkA
¶ysfdu eSa ØkfUrdkjh gw¡ vkSj blfy, eq>s lqèkkj ls ui+Qjr gS---¸
MkWDVj us cM+h lkoèkkuh ls ;sxksj dk gkFk mlds ?kqVuksa ij j[k fn;k vkSj
mB [kM+k gqvk] og fopkjksa esa Mwck gqvk viuh nk<+h ij gkFk iQsjdj jksxh ds
psgjs dh lwtu dks viuh m¡xfy;ksa ls Nwus yxkA
ek¡ MkWDVj dks tkurh Fkh μ og fudksykbZ dk cgqr xgjk fe=k Fkk] mldk
uke Fkk boku nuhyksfopA og ;sxksj ds ikl x;h vkSj mlus thHk fudkydj
ek¡ dk Lokxr fd;kA MkWDVj us ihNs eqM+dj ns[kkA
¶vjs] fuyksouk] rqe! dgks! rqEgkjs gkFk esa D;k gS\¸
¶fdrkcsa gksaxh]¸ og cksy mBhA
¶bUgsa i<+us dh eukgh gS!¸ ml ukVs dn ds MkWDVj us dgkA
¶;g eq>s fcYdqy ew[kZ cuk nsuk pkgrs gSa!¸ jksxh us f'kdk;r djrs gq,
dgkA
og cgqr tYnh&tYnh lk¡lsa ys jgk Fkk vkSj mlds lhus esa ls xM+xM+kgV
vkSj [kj[kjkgV dh vkokt+ vk jgh FkhA mlds psgjs ij ilhus dh NksVh&NksVh
cw¡nsa Fkha vkSj gkFk mBkdj ekFks dk ilhuk iksaNus esa Hkh mls cM+h dfBukbZ gks
jgh FkhA mlds iQwys&iQwys xkyksa ij tks ,d fofp=k fu'pyrk Fkh mlds dkj.k
mldk pkSM+k&pdyk mnkj psgjk ,d cstku udkc ekywe gks jgk FkkA dsoy
mldh vk¡[kksa esa] tks pkjksa rji+Q dh lwtu ds dkj.k vUnj èk¡lh gqbZ ekywe gksrh
Fkh] ,d fueZy ped vkSj ,d frjLdkjiw.kZ eqLdjkgV FkhA
¶vjs] èkuoUrjh egkjkt] eSa cgqr Fkd x;k gw¡] t+jk ysV tkÅ¡\¸
¶ugha] fcYdqy ugha!¸ MkWDVj us l[+rh ls tokc fn;kA
¶[k+Sj] vki pys tk;saxs rc ysV tkÅ¡xk---¸
¶fuyksouk] bUgsa ysVus u nsuk! buds rfd;s Bhd dj nsuk vkSj ns[kks]
cksyus fcYdqy u nsukA cksyuk buds fy, cgqr cqjk gS---¸
fuyksouk us flj fgykdj LohÑfr izdV dh vkSj MkWDVj rst+h ls
NksVs&NksVs o+Qne j[krk gqvk ckgj pyk x;kA ;sxksj us viuk flj ,d >Vds
ds lkFk ihNs dj fy;k vkSj vk¡[ksa ew¡n yha vkSj fcYdqy fu'py gksdj ysV
x;k] dsoy mldh m¡xfy;k¡ jg&jgdj iQM+d mBrh FkhaA ml NksVs&ls dejs
dh nhokjsa vR;Ur uhjl vkSj fujk'kktud FkhaA cM+h&lh f[kM+dh esa ls ykbe
ds isM+ksa dh >qdh gqbZ iQqufx;k¡ fn[kk;h nsrh Fkha] èkwy ls vVh gqbZ mudh xgjs
jax dh ifÙk;ksa ds chp&chp esa ihys&ihys èkCcs fn[kk;h nsrs Fks μ ;g 'kjn
dk Øwj Li'kZ FkkA

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 ¶ekSr èkhjs&èkhjs dqN ladksp djrs gq, eq>s vius f'kdats esa tdM+rh tk
jgh gS---¸ ;sxksj us viuh vk¡[ksa ew¡ns&ew¡ns gh dgkA ¶,slk ekywe gksrk gS fd mls
eq> ij cM+k rjl vk jgk gS μ esjh rks lcksa ds lkFk ges'kk gh cM+h vPNh
rjg fuHkh---¸
¶;sxksj bokuksfop] pqi gks tkvks!¸ ek¡ us cM+s I;kj ls mldk gkFk lgykrs
gq, fou;&Hkjs Loj esa dgkA
¶vHkh FkksM+h nsj esa--- fcYdqy pqi gks tkÅ¡xk---¸
cM+h dfBukbZ ls og cksyrk jgkA mldk ne iQwy jgk Fkk vkSj chp&chp
esa og dki+Qh nsj ds fy, #d tkrk FkkA
¶;g cM+k vPNk gS fd rqe gekjs lkFk gks μ rqEgsa ns[kdj fdruh [+kq'kh
gksrh gSA dHkh&dHkh eSa lksprk gw¡--- rqEgkjk D;k gksxk\ ;g lkspdj cM+k nq[k
gksrk gS fd--- vkSjksa dh rjg--- rqEgsa Hkh tsy tkuk iM+sxk--- vkSj lkjh eqlhcrsa
mBkuh iM+saxh--- rqEgsa tsy tkus ls Mj yxrk gS\¸
¶ugha!¸ ek¡a us Li"V mÙkj fn;kA
¶Mj rks ugha yxrk gksxkA fiQj Hkh--- tsy cM+h Hk;kud txg gSA tsy
gh us esjh ;g gkyr dj nhA lp iwNks rks μ eSa ejuk ugha pkgrk---¸
ek¡ dgus gh tk jgh Fkh fd ¶dkSu tkus rqe vc Hkh cp tkvks!¸ ij
mlds psgjs dk Hkko ns[kdj og #d x;hA
¶eSa vc Hkh dke dj ldrk gw¡--- vxj eSa dke djus yk;d u jg tkÅ¡
rks fiQj thus ls i+Qk;nk gh D;k μ dksbZ rqd ugha gS---¸
ek¡ dks vUæsbZ dk og okD; cjcl ;kn vk x;k tks og ges'kk dgk djrk
Fkk % ¶lp rks gS ij mlls dksbZ 'kkfUr ugha feyrhA¸ vkSj mlus ,d vkg HkjhA
og fnu&Hkj esa cgqr Fkd x;h Fkh vkSj mls cgqr Hkw[k yxh FkhA jksxh dk
fujUrj vLiQqV Loj dejs esa xw¡t jgk Fkk vkSj ,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk fd mldh
vkokt+ gkSys&gkSys nhokjksa ij jsax jgh gSA f[kM+dh ds ckgj ykbe ds isM+ksa dh
iQqufx;k¡ uhps&uhps e¡M+jkrs gq, cknyksa tSlh yx jgh Fkha μ vR;Ur mnkl vkSj
uSjk';iw.k± xksèkwfy&osyk dh fu'pyrk esa] jkf=k ds vkxeu dh v'kqHklwpd
vk'kadk esa gj pht+ ij ,d fofp=k fuLrCèkrk Nk;h gqbZ FkhA
¶esjk th cgqr cqjk gks jgk gS!¸ ;sxksj us dgk vkSj viuh vk¡[ksa ew¡ndj
pqipki ysV x;kA
¶lks tkvks!¸ ek¡ us dgkA ¶rqEgkjk th vPNk gks tk;sxkA¸
og mlds lk¡l ysus dh vkokt+ lqurh jgh vkSj pkjksa rji+Q ns[krh jghA
dqN nsj rd rks og O;Fkk esa Mwch gqbZ fu'py cSBh jgh] fiQj mls uhan vkus

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yxhA
njokt+s ij ,d nch gqbZ vkokt+ lqudj mldh vk¡[k [kqy x;hA og
pkSaddj mB cSBh vkSj mlus ns[kk fd ;sxksj vk¡[ksa [kksys ysVk gSA
¶eki+Q djuk] t+jk esjh vk¡[k yx x;h Fkh!¸ ek¡ us dksey Loj esa dgkA
¶eki+Qh rks eq>s ek¡xuh pkfg,---¸ ;sxksj us Hkh mruh gh ujeh ls dgkA
'kke dk >qViqVk f[kM+dh ls vUnj >k¡d jgk FkkA dejs esa B.Md Fkh
vkSj gj pht+ ij ,d fofp=k lk èkq¡èkykiu Nk x;k FkkA jksxh ds psgjs ij Hkh
,d dkfyek Nk x;h FkhA
ek¡ dks fdlh pht+ dh ljljkgV vkSj ywnehyk dh vkokt+ lquk;h nh
%
¶;gk¡ v¡èksjs esa cSBs D;k [kqlqj&iQqlqj dj jgs gks rqe yksx\ fctyh dk
cVu dgk¡ ij gS\¸
lglk dejs esa vk¡[kksa dks pdkpkSaèk dj nsus okyk izdk'k gks x;k vkSj
dejs ds chpkschp dkyh iks'kkd esa ywnehyk dh yEch ruh gqbZ vkÑfr
fn[kk;h nhA
;sxksj ds 'kjhj esa ,d flgju&lh nkSM+ x;hA mlus viuk gkFk mBkdj
lhus ij j[k fy;kA
¶D;k ckr gS\¸ ywnehyk us Hkkxdj mlds ikl tkdj iwNkA
og vk¡[ksa xM+k;s ek¡ dks ?kwj jgk FkkA mldh vk¡[ksa bl le; cgqr
cM+h&cM+h yx jgh Fkha vkSj muesa ,d fofp=k&lh T;ksfr FkhA
eq¡g iQkM+dj mlus viuk flj Åij mBk;k vkSj gkFk iQSyk fn;kA ek¡ us
mldk gkFk idM+ fy;k vkSj mlds psgjs dks ?kwjdj ns[kus yxh] og lk¡l Hkh
ugha ys ik jgh FkhA lglk vius 'kjhj dks >a>ksM+dj jksxh us vius flj dks ,d
>Vdk fn;k vkSj Å¡ps Loj esa cksyk %
¶ughaa] ugha! cl lc [kre gks x;k!--¸
mlds 'kjhj esa ,d >qj>qjh&lh gqbZ] mldk flj fu<ky gksdj mlds
dUèks ij yq<+d x;k vkS iy¡x ij yVdrs gq, ySEi ds Øwj izdk'k dk futhZo
izfrfcEc mldh [kqyh gqbZ vk¡[kksa esa fn[kk;h nsrk jgkA
¶gk;] cspkjk!¸ ek¡ us vLiQqV Loj esa dgkA
ywnehyk èkhjs&èkhjs pyrh gqbZ f[kM+dh ds ikl rd x;h vkSj ogk¡ [kM+h
gksdj ckgj ns[kus yxhA
¶og ej x;k---¸ mlus lglk brus t+ksj ls fpYykdj dgk fd ek¡ pkSad
iM+hA ywnehyk f[kM+dh dh pkS[kV ij dqgfu;k¡ fVdkdj [kM+h gks x;h vkSj

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fiQj ;dk;d ekuks fdlh us lglk mlds flj ij t+ksj dk vk?kkr fd;kA og
?kqVuksa ds cy cSBdj nksuksa gkFkksa ls eq¡g <addj jks iM+hA
;sxksj ds nksuksa gkFk mlds lhus ij j[kdj vkSj rfd;s ij mldk flj
lhèkk djds] ek¡ us vius vk¡lw iksaN Mkys vkSj ywnehyk ds ikl pyh x;hA og
>qddj cM+h ujeh ls mlds ?kus ckyksa ij gkFk iQsjus yxhA ywnehyk us
èkhjs&èkhjs viuk flj mBkdj iQVh gqbZ T;ksfrghu vk¡[kksa ls ek¡ dks ns[kk vkSj
mBdj [kM+h gks x;hA
¶fuokZlu esa ge nksuksa lkFk&lkFk jgs Fks]¸ mlus dk¡irs gq, vLiQqV Loj
esa dgkA ¶ge nksuksa ,d lkFk ogk¡ ltk dkVus ds fy, Hksts x;s Fks] nksuksa tsyksa
esa jgs Fks--- dHkh&dHkh rks ogk¡ cgqr gh Hk;kud ekywe gksrk Fkk--- fcYdqy
vlá gks tkrk FkkA dbZ yksxksa dh fgEersa VwV x;ha---¸
og lglk cM+s t+ksj ls iQwV&iQwVdj jksus yxh] ij cgqr dksf'k'k djds
mlus vius vkidks lEHkky fy;kA og ek¡ ds vkSj fudV vk x;hA I;kj vkSj
nq[k dh Hkkoukvksa ls psgjs ij tks dkseyrk vk x;h Fkh mlds dkj.k og vkSj
ukStoku ekywe gksus yxh FkhA
¶ysfdu ;g ges'kk gh g¡leq[k jgrk Fkk]¸ og vkSj Hkh tYnh&tYnh nch
tcku esa dgrh jghA og vc Hkh fllfd;k¡ ys jgh FkhA ¶;g ges'kk g¡lrk
jgrk Fkk vkSj et+ko+Q djrk jgrk Fkk--- tks det+kjs Fks mudh fgEer c¡èkk;s j[kus
ds fy, viuh rdyhiQ dks dHkh t+kfgj ugha gksus nsrk FkkA ges'kk nwljksa ds
lkFk HkykbZ djrk Fkk] cgqr mnkj Fkk vkSj nwljksa dk ges'kk è;ku j[krk Fkk--
- ogk¡ lkbcsfj;k esa [k+kyh cSBs&cSBs vDlj yksxksa dk LoHkko fcxM+ tkrk gS vkSj
os viuh dqfRlr Hkkoukvksa dk f'kdkj gks tkrs gSaA og blds f[k+yki+Q yM+uk
cgqr vPNh rjg tkurk Fkk!-- rqe ugha tkurha og fdruk vPNk lkFkh Fkk!
mldh viuh ft+Unxh esa nq[k ds vykok vkSj dqN Fkk gh ugha] ysfdu dHkh
fdlh us mls f'kdk;r djrs ugha lquk! dHkh ugha! esjh rks cM+h nksLrh Fkh
mlds lkFk] eSa cgqr vkHkkjh gw¡ mldhA vius vikj Kku esa ls tks dqN og
eq>s ns ldrk Fkk mlus fn;kA gkykafd og ft+Unxh ls cgqr mdrk;k gqvk vkSj
vdsyk Fkk] mlus dHkh cnys esa ;g ugha pkgk fd eSa mlls I;kj d:¡ ;k
mlds vkjke dk [k+;ky j[kw¡---¸
;sxksj ds ikl tkdj ywnehyk us >qddj mldk gkFk pwe fy;kA
¶lkFkh] esjs I;kjs] vPNs lkFkh] èkU;okn] eSa rqEgsa ân; ls èkU;okn nsrh
gw¡!¸ mlus 'kkUr O;fFkr Loj esa dgk] ¶fonk! eSa rqEgkjh gh rjg dke djrh
jgw¡xh μ viuh ft+Unxh Hkj vVy fo'okl ds lkFk vuFkd dke djrh jgw¡xh!-

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- fonk!¸
fllfd;ksa ls mldk 'kjhj dk¡i jgk FkkA mlus ;sxksj ds ik;¡rh iy¡x ij
viuk flj j[k fn;kA ek¡ pqipki cSBh vk¡lw cgkrh jghA u tkus D;ksa og jksuk
ugha pkgrh FkhA og lkaRouk ds 'kCnksa ls ywnehyk dks èkhjt c¡èkkuk pkgrh Fkh]
fo'ks"k vkSj vR;fèkd rhoz I;kj dh Hkkouk ls iqpdkjuk pkgrh Fkh] ;sxkjs ds
ckjs esa I;kj vkSj nq[k ds 'kCn dguk pkgrh FkhA McMck;h gqbZ vk¡[kksa ls mlus
;sxksj ds fipds gq, psgjs vkSj mldh vèk[kqyh vk¡[kksa dks ns[kk] ekuks og vHkh
Å¡?k jgk gks_ mlus mlds uhys gksBa ksa dks ns[kk ftu ij vHkh rd eqLdjkgV [ksy
jgh FkhA gj pht+ ij ,d fuLrCèkrk vkSj fo"kkn Nk;k gqvk Fkk---
boku nuhyksfop tYnh&tYnh NksVs&NksVs o+Qne j[krk gqvk vk;kA lglk
og dejs ds chp esa #d x;k vkSj nksuksa gkFk tscksa esa Mkydj [kM+k gks x;kA
¶fdruh nsj gqbZ\¸ mlus ?kcjk;s gq, Loj esa t+ksj ls iwNkA
fdlh us mÙkj ugha fn;kA MkWDVj us vius ekFks dk ilhuk iksaNk vkSj
yM+[kM+krs gq, o+Qneksa ls ;sxksj ds ikl tkdj mldk gkFk nck;k vkSj vyx
gVdj [kM+k gks x;kA
¶;g rks gksuk gh FkkA bruk det+ksj fny Fkk fd de ls de N% eghus
igys gh ;g gks tkuk pkfg, Fkk---¸
lglk mldk Å¡pk Loj] tks t+:jr ls T+;knk Å¡pk Fkk vkSj ftls og cM+h
dksf'k'k djds 'kkUr cuk;s gq, Fkk] #¡èk x;kA og nhokj dk lgkjk ysdj [kM+k
gks x;k vkSj ?kcjkgV esa t+ksj ls viuh nk<+h ejksM+rk gqvk iy¡x ds ikl cSBh
gqbZ mu nksuksa vkSjrksa dks ns[krk jgkA
¶,d vkSj py clk!¸ mlus èkhjs ls dgkA
ywnehyk mBdj f[kM+dh [kksyus pyh x;hA FkksM+h gh nsj ckn os rhuksa
,d&nwljs ls lVdj ogk¡ [kM+s 'kjn ½rq dh jkf=k dk vUèkdkje; psgjk ns[k
jgs FksA isM+ksa dh dkyh iQqufx;ksa ds Åij flrkjs txexk jgs Fks vkSj vkdk'k ds
vuUr foLrkj dks vkSj Hkh vUèkdkje; cuk jgs Fks---
ywnehyk ek¡ dh ck¡g idM+dj pqipki mlds dUèks dk lgkjk ysdj
[kM+h gks x;hA MkWDVj flj >qdk;s viuk p'ek lki+Q dj jgk FkkA fuLrCèkrk
dks phjrh gqbZ 'kgj dh jkf=kdkfyu f'kfFky èofu;k¡ vk jgh FkhaA gok dk ,d
B.Mk >ksadk vk;k vkSj mlds ckyksa ls vB[ksfy;k¡ djus yxkA ywnehyk dk¡i
mBh vkSj ,d vk¡lw pqipki mlds xky ij <yd x;kA ckgj cjkens esa mu
yksxksa dks nch gqbZ Hk;Hkhr èofu;k¡ lquk;h ns jgh Fkha μ djkgus dh vkokt+]
[kqlqj&iQqlqj vkSj fdlh ds ik¡o ?klhVdj pyus dh vkokt+A ij os rhuksa

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f[kM+dh ds ikl pqipki fu'py [kM+s jkf=k ds vUèkdkj dks ?kwjrs jgsA
;g lkspdj fd 'kk;n mlds dkj.k dksbZ ckèkk iM+ jgh gks] ek¡ us èkhjs
ls viuk gkFk [khap fy;k] >qddj ;sxksj dks 'kh'k uokk vkSj njokt+s dh rji+Q
py nhA
¶vki tk jgh gSa\¸ MkWDVj us cx+Sj eqM+s èkhjs ls iwNkA
¶gk¡---¸
ckgj igq¡pdj ek¡ ywnehyk ds ckjs esa lkspus yxh fd fdl izdkj mlus
viuh fllfd;ksa dks nck;k FkkA
¶mls Bhd ls jksuk Hkh ugha vkrk---¸
mls ;kn vk;k fd ;sxksj us ejus ls igys D;k dgk Fkk vkSj mlds lhus
ls ,d vkg fudy x;hA lM+d ij èkhjs&èkhjs pyrs gq, mls mldh pednkj
vk¡[ksa] mldk g¡leq[k LoHkko vkSj mldh lquk;h gqbZ jkspd dgkfu;k¡ ;kn
vkrh jghaA
¶vPNs vkneh ds fy, thuk dfBu gksrk gS] ij ejuk vklku gksrk gS-
-- ekywe ugha eSa dSls e:¡xh\---¸ mlus lkspkA
viuh dYiukn`f"V ls og ywnehyk vkSj MkWDVj dks ml li+Qsn pednkj
dejs dh f[kM+dh ds ikl [kM+k ns[k jgh Fkh vkSj ;sxksj dh e`r vk¡[ksa mUgsa
ihNs ls ?kwj jgh FkhaA lglk mlds ân; esa lkjh ekuork ds izfr xgjh osnuk
dk rwiQku meM+ iM+kA yEch vkg Hkjdj mlus vius o+Qne rst+ fd;s_ dksbZ
vKkr izsj.kk mls rst+ pyus ij ckè; dj jgh FkhA
¶eq>s tYnh pyuk pkfg,!¸ mlus lkspk_ tks mnkl ij lkgle; 'kfDr
mls vUnj ls izsfjr dj jgh Fkh mlds vkxs mlus vkReleiZ.k dj fn;kA

11
nwljs fnu ek¡ diQu&niQu dk bUrt+ke djrh jghA 'kke dks tc og
lksfi+Q;k vkSj fudksykbZ ds lkFk cSBh pk; ih jgh Fkh mlh le; lk'kk vk;h_
ml le; mlesa ,d fofp=k papyrk Fkh vkSj og cgqr ckrsa dj jgh Fkh_
mlds xkyksa ij g"kZ dh ykyh Fkh] mldh vk¡[ksa mYykl ls ped jgh Fkha vkSj
,slk izrhr gksrk Fkk fd mlds ân; esa dksbZ mYyflr vk'kk fgyksjsa ys jgh gSA
'kksd ds ftl 'kkUr dh mPNa`[kyrk us lglk Hkax dj fn;kA mldk O;ogkj
fcYdqy vlaxr Fkk_ mldk bl rjg dk crkZo mUgsa cqjk ekywe gqvkA ,slk
izrhr gqvk tSls v¡èksjs esa lglk vkx HkM+d mBh gksA fudksykbZ fopkjeXu gksdj
est ij rcyk ctk jgk FkkA

ek¡ @ 267
 ¶lk'kk] ckr D;k gS\ vkt rqe dqN cnyh gqbZ ut+j vk jgh gks\¸ mlus
dgkA
¶gw¡ u\ eqefdu gS!¸ mlus cgqr [+kq'k gksdj èkhjs ls g¡ldj dgkA
ek¡ us pqipki mls HkRlZuk&Hkjh n`f"V ls ns[kkA
¶ge yksx ;sxksj bokuksfop dh ckrsa dj jgs Fks---¸ lksfi+Q;k us ckr dk
Øe fiQj idM+rs gq, dgkA
¶fdruk vPNk vkneh Fkk!¸ lk'kk us dgkA ¶eSaus mls ges'kk eqLdjkrk
gqvk vkSj g¡lh&et+ko+Q djrk gqvk gh ik;kA vkSj fdruk dke djrk Fkk og!
og ØkfUr dk dykdkj Fkk vkSj ØkfUrdkjh <ax ls lkspus esa fuiq.k FkkA fgalk]
>wB vkSj vU;k; dk fp=k.k og ges'kk fdrus lhèks&lkns vkSj t+ksjnkj 'kCnksa esa
djrk Fkk!¸
og cgqr 'kkUr Loj esa cksy jgh Fkh vkSj dqN lkspdj eqLdjkrh tk jgh
Fkh] ij bl eqLdjkgV dh vkM+ esa Hkh g"kkZfrjsd dh og Tokyk Nqi u ldh]
ftls ns[k rks lHkh jgs Fks] ij ftldk dkj.k fdlh dh le> esa ugha vk jgk
FkkA
os ugha pkgrs Fks fd lk'kk dk mYykl mudh mnklh dh txg ys ys
vkSj mls Hkh viuh gh rjg mnkl cukus dk iz;Ru djds os fcuk tkurs gq,
gh vius O;fFkr gksus ds vfèkdkj dh j{kk dj jgs Fks---
¶vkSj vc og ej x;k!¸ lksfi+Q;k us cgqr vFkZiw.kZ n`f"V ls lk'kk dh
rji+Q nss[kdj dgkA
lk'kk us tYnh ls mu lc ij ,d iz'ulwpd n`f"V Mkyh vkSj mldh
R;ksfj;ksa ij cy iM+ x;sA og flj >qdkdj pqi gks x;h vkSj èkhjs&èkhjs vius
ckyksa dh fpefV;k¡ Bhd djus yxhA FkksM+h nsj rd pqi jgus ds ckn mlus
lglk ut+jsa Åij mBkdj ns[kkA
¶og ej x;k\ D;k eryc bldk fd ^ej x;k*\ ejuk D;k gksrk gS\
D;k ;sxksj ds fy, esjh bTtr ;k ,d lkFkh dh gSfl;r ls mlds fy, esjk
I;kj ;k mlds fopkjksa ds ckjs esa esjh le>&cw> ej x;h\ mlus esjs ân; esa
tks Hkkouk,¡ tkx`r dh Fkha D;k os ej x;ha ;k eSaus ;g le>uk NksM+ fn;k fd
og ,d bZekunkj vkSj cgknqj vkneh Fkk\ D;k ;g lc dqN ej x;k\ esjs fy,
;g lc dqN dHkh ugha ej ldrkA vkSj eq>s ,slk yxrk gS fd ge yksx ;g
dgus esa cM+h mrkoyh ls dke ysrs gSa fd iQyka vkneh ej x;kA ^mlds gksaB
cstku gks x;s ysfdu mlds 'kCn ft+Unk yksxksa ds fnyksa esa ges'kk ft+Unk jgsaxs!* ¸
vius Hkkokos'k esa og fiQj est ds ikl vkdj cSB x;h vkSj est ij

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dqgfu;k¡ fVdkdj McMck;h gqbZ vk¡[kksa ls vius lkfFk;ksa dh rji+Q ns[kdj
eqLdjk;h vkSj fopkjeXu gksdj vfèkd 'kkUr Loj esa cksyh %
¶eqefdu gS fd eSa tks dqN dg jgh gw¡ og vkidks csoo+Qwi+Qh dh ckrsa
ekywe gks jgh gksa] ysfdu eSa ;g ;dhu djrh gw¡ fd bZekunkj yksx vej gksrs
gSa_ eSa le>rh gw¡ fd ftu yksxksa us eq>s ;g 'kkunkj thou fcrkus dk lq[k fn;k
gS os vej gSa μ ,slk thou tks viuh vk'p;Ztud tfVyrk ls] vius fofHkUu
:iksa ds oSfoè; ls vkSj mu fopkjksa ds fodkl ls tks eq>s vius izk.kksa ls Hkh
c<+dj fiz; gSa] eq>s jksekfpr dj nsrk gSA 'kk;n ge yksx viuh Hkkoukvksa dks
cgqr lEHkkydj j[krs gSaA ge yksx vius fopkjksas dks cgqr T+;knk egÙo nsrs gSa]
blhfy, gekjk O;fDrRo iwjh rjg fodflr ugha gks ikrkA ge pht+kas dks vuqHko
djus ds ctk; mudh ehekalk djus yxrs gSa---¸
¶vkt D;k dksbZ cgqr [+kq'kh dh ckr gqbZ gS rqEgkjs fy,\¸ lksfi+Q;k us
eqLdjkdj iwNkA
¶gk¡!¸ lk'kk us mÙkj fn;kA ¶cgqr gh [+kq'kh dh ckr ekywe gksrh gS eq>s
rks! eSa lkjh jkr oslksof'pdkso ls ckrsa djrh jghA eq>s igys og dHkh vPNk
ugha yxrk Fkk μ eSa mls cgqr mtM~M vkSj tkfgy le>rh Fkh] vkSj og Fkk
HkhA mlds fny esa gj vkneh ds fy, ,d f?kukSuh ui+Qjr FkhA og ges'kk gj
ckr esa vius vkidks lcls T+;knk egÙo nsrk Fkk vkSj cM+s HkksaMs vkSj vksNs <ax
ls dgrk jgrk Fkk % ^eSa] eSa] eSa!* mlesa ,d vthc Hk;kud fdLe dh raxut+jh
Fkh---¸
lk'kk us eqLdjkdj pedrh gqbZ vk¡[kksa ls ns[kkA
¶ysfdu vc og dgrk gS ^dkjesM!* vkSj vki lqfu;sxk fd og ;g
'kCn fdl rjg dgrk gS! dqN 'kjekdj brus I;kj ls dgrk gS fd 'kCnksa esa
c;ku ugha fd;k tk ldrk! vc og cgqr lhèkk gks x;k gS] mlesa yxu iSnk
gks x;h gS vkSj og dke djus ds fy, csrkc gSA mlus vius vkidks igpku
fy;k gS μ viuh [kwfc;ksa vkSj [kjkfc;ksa dks vc og tkurk gSA ysfdu lcls
cM+h ckr rks ;g gS fd mlesa HkkbZpkjs dh ,d lPph Hkkouk iSnk gks x;h gS---¸
lk'kk dh ckrsa lqudj ek¡ dks cM+h [+kq'kh gqbZ fd bruh dBksj yM+dh Hkh
,slh dksey vkSj g¡leq[k cu ldrh gSA ysfdu blds lkFk gh fny gh fny
esa og tydj lksprh jgh %
¶vkf[k+j ikosy dk D;k gqvk\--¸
¶og vc fli+QZ vius lkfFk;ksa ds ckjs eas lksprk gS]¸ lk'kk dgrh jgh]
¶vkSj tkurs gSa vki yksx] mlus eq>s fdl ckr dk ;dhu fnykus dh dksf'k'k

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dh\ fd gesa mu yksxksa dks Hkxkus dk dqN bUrt+ke djuk pkfg,A og dg jgk
Fkk fd ;g dke cM+h vklkuh ls fd;k tk ldrk gS---¸
lksfi+Q;k us flj mBkdj ns[kk vkSj mRlqdrk ls dgk %
¶lk'kk ckr rks irs dh dgrh gSA rqEgkjk D;k [k+;ky gS\¸
ek¡ ds gkFk esa pk; dh I;kyh dk¡i x;hA lk'kk Hkosa fldksM+dj viuh
mRlqdrk dks Nqikus dk iz;Ru djus yxhA
¶vxj og lp dgrk gS] rks gesa t+:j dksf'k'k djuh pkfg,A gekjk iQtZ
gS fd ge dksf'k'k djsa!¸ mlus ,d {k.k ds fy, #ddj cM+s g"kZ ls eqLdjkrs
gq, dgkA
lglk og 'kjek x;h vkSj fcuk dqN dgs cSB x;hA
¶esjh cPph] cspkjh!¸ ek¡ us lkspk vkSj eqLdjk nhA lksfi+Q;k Hkh eqLdjk
nh vkSj fudksykbZ lk'kk dh rji+Q duf[k;ksa ls ns[kdj f[kfl;kdj g¡lus yxkA
yM+dh us flj mBkdj lcdks dBksj n`f"V ls ns[kkA mldk jax ihyk iM+ x;k
Fkk] mldh vk¡[ksa yky Fkha vkSj mlds Loj esa :[kkiu Fkk vkSj ,slk ekywe gksrk
Fkk fd og cqjk eku x;h gSA
¶eSa tkurh gw¡ fd vki yksx D;ksa g¡l jgs gSa]¸ mlus dgkA ¶vki le>rs
gSa fd eSa vius fdlh futh LokFkZ ls ,slk djus dks dg jgh gw¡\¸
¶,slk D;ksa lksprh gks] lk'kk\¸ lksfi+Q;k us Hkh pkykdh ls iwNk vkSj
mBdj mlds ikl pyh x;hA ek¡ Hkh le> x;h fd lk'kk cqjk eku x;h gSA
lksfi+Q;k dks ,slk ugha djuk pkfg, FkkA mlus ,d vkg Hkjh vkSj Øksèk ls
lksfi+Q;k dh rji+Q ns[kkA
¶vxj ,slk gS rks esjk blls dksbZ eryc ugha!¸ lk'kk us fcxM+dj dgkA
¶eSa blesa fcYdqy Hkh gkFk ugha Mkyw¡xhA tc vki yksx ;gh le>rs gSa fd---¸
¶cl] cl] tkus nks] lk'kk!¸ fudksykbZ us èkhjs ls dgkA
ek¡ mlds ikl tkdj mlds ckyksa ij gkFk iQsjus yxhA lk'kk us mldk
gkFk idM+ fy;k vkSj viuk rerek;k gqvk psgjk Åij mBk;kA ek¡ us eqLdjkdj
vkg Hkjh_ mldh le> esa ugha vk jgk Fkk fd D;k dgsA lksfi+Q;k lk'kk ds
cxy esa dqlhZ ij cSB x;h vkSj viuk gkFk mlds dUèks ij j[k fy;kA
¶rqe Hkh vthc pht+ gks!--¸ mlus jgL;e;h eqLdjkgV ds lkFk lk'kk
dh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡[ksa Mkydj dgkA
¶'kk;n eSaus gh csoo+Qwi+Qh dh ckr dgh---¸
¶exj rqEgkjs fny easa ;g ckr vk;h dSls\¸ lksfi+Q;k us dgk] ysfdu
fudksykbZ us cgqr gh [kjh&[kjh ckr dg nh %

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 ¶vxj eqefdu gks rks gesa mUgsa Hkxkus dk bUrt+ke t+:j djuk pkfg,A
ysfdu lcls igys rks gesa ;g ekywe djuk pkfg, fd tsy esa gekjs tks lkFkh
gSa os blds fy, jkth Hkh gSa fd ugha---¸
lk'kk us viuk flj >qdk fy;kA
lksfi+Q;k us flxjsV tyk;h vkSj vius HkkbZ dh rji+Q duf[k;ksa ls ns[kdj
ekfpl dh lykbZ dksus esa iQsad nhA
¶mUgsa D;k ,rjkt gks ldrk gS!¸ ek¡ us vkg Hkjdj dgkA ¶ysfdu eq>s
rks ;dhu ugha fd ,slk gks Hkh ldrk gS---¸
ek¡ blds fy, cgqr mRlqd Fkh fd os yksx mls ;dhu fnyk nsa fd ,slk
eqefdu gS] ysfdu fdlh us ;dhu ugha fnyk;kA
¶eq>s oslksof'pdkso ls feyuk iM+sxk!¸ lksfi+Q;k us dgkA
¶dy eSa rqEgsa crk nw¡xh fd dc vkSj dgk¡ rqe mlls fey ldksxh]¸
lk'kk us dgkA
¶mldk vc D;k djus dk bjknk gS\¸ lksfi+Q;k us dejs esa Vgyrs gq,
iwNkA
¶u;s Nkis[k+kus esa mls Vkbi fcBkus ds dke ij yxk;k tk;sxkA ml oD+r
rd og taxy ds j[kokys ds lkFk jgsxkA¸
lk'kk dh R;ksfj;ksa ij cy iM+s gq, Fks vkSj mlds psgjs ij fiQj ges'kk
tSlh xEHkhjrk vk x;h FkhA og cM+h #[kkbZ ls cksy jgh FkhA
¶ijlksa tc rqe ikosy ls feyus tkvksxh rks ikosy dks ,d #Ddk ns
nsuk]¸ fudksykbZ us ek¡ ds ikl tkdj dgkA ek¡ pk; dh I;kfy;k¡ èkks jgh FkhA
¶ckr ;g gS fd gesa ;g ekywe djuk gS fd---¸
¶eSa le> x;h] le> x;h!¸ ek¡ us tYnh ls mls vk'oLr djrs gq,
dgkA ¶eSa mls ipkZ ns nw¡xh---¸
¶vPNk] eSa vc pyrh gw¡!¸ lk'kk us tYnh ls pqipki mlls gkFk
feykdj dgk vkSj ckgj pyh x;hA og bl le; Hkh rudj py jgh Fkh vkSj
mlds o+Qneksa esa ,d vlkèkkj.k n`<+rk FkhA
lk'kk ds pys tkus ds ckn lksfi+Q;k ek¡ ds dUèkksa ij gkFk j[kdj mls
dqlhZ ij >qykrh jghA
¶fuyksouk] vxj rqEgkjs ,slh cgw gksrh rks D;k rqe mls I;kj djrha\--¸
mlus iwNkA
¶dk'k] eSa mu nksuksa dks cl ,d fnu ds fy, gh lkFk ns[k ldrh!¸
ek¡ us cM+h gljr ls dgk_ mldk xyk #¡èk x;k FkkA

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 ¶gk¡] FkksM+h&lh [+kq'kh ls rks fdlh dk uqdlku ugha gksrk!--¸ fudksykbZ
us cM+h ujeh ls dgkA ¶ysfdu FkksM+s ls lUrks"k fdls gksrk gSA vkSj tc dksbZ
pht+ cgqr gks tkrh gS] rks mldh dnj ugha jg tkrh---¸
lksfi+Q;k tkdj fi;kuks ij cSB x;h vkSj mlus ,d mnkl èkqu NsM+ nhA

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nwljs fnu lcsjs gh yxHkx rhl&pkyhl vkneh vLirky ds iQkVd ij
[kM+s vius lkFkh dh vFkhZ fudyus dh izrh{kk dj jgs FksA muesa dqN tklwl
Hkh Fks tks mudh ckrsa lqu jgs Fks vkSj muds psgjs] mudk ckr djus dk <ax
vkSj mudh ckrsa vPNh rjg vius fnekx esa fcBkrs tk jgs FksA lM+d ds ikl
dqN iqfylokys dej ij fiLrkSy yxk;s gq, rSukr FksA tklwlksa dh bl csg;kbZ
ij vkSj fdlh Hkh le; viuh 'kfDr dk izn'kZu djus dks rS;kj iqfylokyksa
dh O;aX;iw.kZ eqLdjkgV ij tu&leqnk; dks Øksèk vk jgk FkkA dqN yksx vius
Øksèk dks et+ko+Q esa Vkyus dk iz;Ru dj jgs Fks_ dqN yksx cgqr xEHkhj eqæk
cukdj viuh ut+jsa >qdk;s gq, Fks fd os muds bl viekutud O;ogkj dks
ns[ksa gh ugha vkSj dqN yksx ,sls Hkh Fks tks viuh Hkkoukvksa dks Nqik ugha ik
jgs Fks vkSj blfy, gkfdeksa ij iQfCr;k¡ dl jgs Fks fd mUgsa fugRFkh turk ls]
ftlds ikl viuh tcku ds vykok dksbZ nwljk gfFk;kj ugha gksrk] fdruk Mj
yxrk gSA Åij 'kjn ½rq dk fueZy vkdk'k uhps ir>M+ dh ihyh ifÙk;ksa ls
iVh gqbZ lM+dksa dks ns[k jgk Fkk] gok ds >ksads bu ifÙk;ksa dks jkgxhjksa ds o+Qneksa
ds ikl bèkj&mèkj mM+k jgs FksA
ek¡ HkhM+ ds chp esa [kM+h FkhA
¶cgqr de yksx gSa] cgqr de! vkSj et+nwj rks 'kk;n dksbZ Hkh ugha gS]¸
og mu ifjfpr lwjrksa dks ns[kdj nq[kh gksdj lkspus yxhA
iQkVd [kqyk vkSj dqN yksx rkcwr ysdj ckgj fudys] ftldk <Ddu
yky iQhrksa easa c¡èks gq, gkjksa ls ltk gqvk FkkA izrh{kk djus okyksa us i+QkSju viuh
Vksfi;k¡ mrkj yha vkSj ,slk ekywe gqvk fd tSls dkyh&dkyh fpfM+;ksa dk ,d
>q.M lglk mM+ x;k gksA ,d yEcs dn dk iqfyl vi+Qlj] ftlds yky psgjs
ij dkyh&dkyh Nuh ew¡Nsa Fkha] yEcs&yEcs o+Qne c<+krk gqvk tYnh ls HkhM+
esa ?kqlk vkSj mlds ihNs&ihNs flikgh vius i+QkSth cwVksa dks t+ksj dh vkokt+ ds
lkFk iVdrs gq, yksxksa dks Bsyrs gq, vkxs c<+sA
¶;s iQhrs gVk nks!¸ vi+Qlj us viuh iQVh gqbZ vkokt+ esa vkKk nhA
enZ vksj vkSjrsa mls ?ksjs [kM+s Fks vkSj gkFk fgyk&fgykdj ,d&nwljs dks

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Bsyrs gq, mÙksftr Loj esa ckrsa dj jgs FksA ek¡ dh vk¡[kksa ds vkxs yksxksa ds ihys
mÙksftr psgjs ukp jgs Fks] yksxksa ds gksaB dk¡i jgs Fks] ,d vkSjr ds xkyksa ij
vk¡lw <yd jgs FksA
¶fgalk dk uk'k gks!¸ fdlh ukStoku us fpYykdj dgk] ij mldh
vkokt+ 'kh?kz gh cgl ds 'kksj esa Mwc x;hA
ek¡ ds ân; esa tSls fdlh us Mad ekj fn;k gksA mlus ikl gh [kM+s gq,
,d ukStoku dks] tks cqjs diM+s igus Fkk] lEcksfèkr djds Øksèk ls dgk %
¶os gesa viuh ethZ dk vaR;sf"V laLdkj Hkh ugha djus nsrs! fdruh 'kje
dh ckr gS!¸
yksxksa dh mÙkstuk c<+rh x;hA yksxksa ds fljksa ds Åij rkcwr dk <Ddu
MxeXkk jgk Fkk] yky iQhrs gok esa ygjk jgs Fks vkSj uhps yksxksa ds fljksa vkSj
psgjksa dks Nw jgs Fks] lw[ks js'ke dh ljljkgV lquk;h ns jgh Fkh] ,slk izrhr gksrk
Fkk fd ekuks js'ke ds iQhrs Lo;a ?kcjk jgs gksaA
ek¡ dks Hk; gqvk fd dgha VDdj u gks tk;s vkSj og nk;sa&ck;sa [kM+s gq,
yksxksa dks lEcksfèkr djds tYnh&tYnh cqM+cqM+krh jgh %
¶vxj ;s yksx ;gh pkgrs gSa] rks HkkM+ esa tk;sa] iQhrs ns nks bUgsa! geha yksx
lcj dj ysa!--¸
fdlh dh Å¡ph rst+ vkokt+ bl 'kksj&xqy dks phjrh gqbZ lquk;h nh %
¶ge ek¡x djrs gSa fd gesa vius lkFkh dh o+Qcz rd mlds lkFk tkus
dk gd fn;k tk;s μ vius ml lkFkh dh o+Qcz rd ftls rqe yksxksa us
lrk&lrkdj ekj Mkyk---¸
fdlh us Å¡ph vkokt+ esa xkuk 'kq: fd;k %
¶cfynku rqEgkjk mPp egku---¸
¶iQhrs mrkj yks! ;kdksoyso] dkV nks iQhrs!¸
,d ryokj lka; ls pyhA ek¡ us vk¡[ksa cUn dj yhaA og lksp jgh Fkh
fd yksxksa esa [kycyh ep tk;sxh] ysfdu yksx fli+QZ f?kjs gq, HksfM+;ksa dh rjg
nk¡r fudkydj cqM+cqM+krs jgsA pqipki flj >qdk;s os vkxs c<+rs x;s vkSj muds
f?klVrs gq, o+Qneksa dh vkokt+ gok esa xw¡tus yxhA
yksxksa ds fljksa ds Åij rkcwr dk <Ddu vkSj ml ij iQwyksa ds dqpys
gq, gkj gok esa ygjk jgs Fks vksj muds cxy esa ?kqMl + okj flikgh ,sBa rs gq, py
jgs FksA ek¡ lM+d ds fdukjs iVjh ij py jgh Fkh blfy, mls rkcwr fn[kk;h
ugha ns jgk Fkk] ns[krs&ns[krs tukts ds pkjksa vksj HkhM+ c<+ x;h Fkh vkSj iwjh
lM+d [kpk[kp Hkj x;h FkhA ?kqM+lokj iqfylokyksa dh Hkwjh vkÑfr;k¡ ihNs jg

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x;h Fkha vkSj tqywl ds nksuksa vksj iqfylokys viuh ryokjksa ds nLrksa ij gkFk
j[ks py jgs FksA gj rji+Q ek¡ dks tklwlksa dh fpjifjfpr vk¡[ksa fn[kk;h ns jgh
Fkha tks yksxksa ds psgjksa dks cM+s è;ku ls ns[k jgs FksA
nks vknfe;ksa us 'kksd esa Mwcs gq, Loj eas xkuk 'kq: fd;k %
¶fonk] lkFkh] fonk---¸
¶xkus dh dksbZ t+:jr ugha!¸ fdlh us fpYykdj dgkA ¶ge yksx
[k+keks'kh ls tqywl esa pysa!¸
bl vkokt+ esa cM+k jksc FkkA 'kksd esa Mwck gqvk xhr cUn gks x;k] yksxksa
dh ckrphr Hkh èkheh iM+ x;h] lM+d ds iRFkjksa ij cl yksxksa ds cstku o+Qneksa
dh likV vkokt+ lquk;h ns jgh FkhA og vkokt+ yksxksa ds fljksa ds Åij mBrh
gqbZ fueZy vkdk'k esa xw¡tus yxh vkSj okrkoj.k tSls nwj ls vkrh gqbZ rwiQku dh
igyh xjt ls dk¡i x;kA izfr{k.k rst+ gksrh gqbZ B.Mh gok xnZ vkSj 'kgj dh
lM+dksa dk reke dwM+k mM+kdj yksxksa ij >ksad jgh FkhA gok ds >ksadksa esa muds
cky vkSj diM+s mM+ jgs Fks] muds fy, vk¡[ksa [kksyuk Hkh ukeqefdu gks x;k
Fkk_ gok ds FkisM+s muds ik¡oksa ls fyiVs tk jgs Fks---
;g [k+keks'k tuktk ftlds lkFk u iknjh Fks vkSj u 'kksd ds eeZLi'khZ
xhr gh] ;s fopkjeXu psgjs vkSj p<+h gqbZ R;ksfj;k¡ μ bu lcdks ns[kdj ek¡ dk
ân; Hk;Hkhr gks mBkA mlds fnekx esa dqN fopkj èkhjs&èkhjs pDdj dkV jgs
Fks vkSj og mUgsa mnkl 'kCnksa esa O;Dr dj jgh Fkh %
¶cgqr FkksM+s gSa vki] lPpkbZ ds fy, yM+usokys---¸
og flj >qdk;s pyh tk jgh Fkh vkSj mls ,slk yx jgk Fkk fd os ;sxksj
dks ugha cfYd fdlh vkSj pht+ dks n¶u djus tk jgs gSa μ fdlh ,slh pht+
dks tks mls cgqr I;kjh Fkh vkSj mlds fy, cgqr t+:jh FkhA mlus vius eu
esa ,dkdhiu dk nq[k vuqHko fd;kA mlds ân; esa bu yksxksa ds izfr tks ;sxksj
dks n¶u djus tk jgs Fks fojksèk dh ,d ?kqVh gqbZ Hk;kud Hkkouk mRiUu gqbZA
¶;sxksj bZ'oj esa fo'okl ugha j[krk Fkk]¸ ek¡ us lkspk] ¶vkSj ;s yksx Hkh
dksbZ bZ'oj esa fo'okl ugha j[krs---¸
og bl ckr ds ckjs esa vkSj T+;knk lkspuk ugha pkgrh Fkh] blfy, mlus
vkg Hkjdj ;g Hkkjh cks> vius lhus ij ls mrkj nsus dk iz;Ru fd;kA
¶gs Hkxoku! gs bZlk elhg! D;k ;g gks ldrk gS fd eSa Hkh μ bu yksxksa
dh rjg---¸
os yksx o+QfczLrku esa igq¡ps vkSj dqN nsj rd o+Qczksa ds chp ds
irys&irys jkLrksa esa ?kwers gq, ,d [kqyh txg ij igq¡ps] tgk¡ pkjksa rji+Q

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uhph&uhph li+Qsn lyhcsa yxh gqbZ FkhaA pqipki os ,d u;h [+kqnh gqbZ o+Qcz ds
pkjksa rji+Q HkhM+ yxkdj [kM+s gks x;sA o+Qczksa ds chp thfor yksxksa dk ;g
xEHkhj ekSu fdlh Hkuk;d ?kVuk dh psrkouh ns jgk Fkk ftlds dkj.k ek¡ ds
ân; dk LiUnu #d x;kA lyhcksa ds chp ls gok xjtrh vkSj lhVh ctkrh
gqbZ xqtj jgh Fkh vkSj rkcwr ds <Ddu ij dqpys gq, iQwyksa ls vB[ksfy;k¡ dj
jgh Fkh---
iqfylokys vius vi+Qlj ij ut+jsa tekdj vVsU'ku dh eqæk esa [kM+s gks
x;sA ,d yEck&lk ukStoku] ftldk psgjk ihyk] Hkosa ?kuh vkSj cky yEcs Fks]
o+Qcz ds fljs ij vkdj [kM+k gks x;kA
¶lqfu;s---¸ iqfyl vi+Qlj us HkjkZ;h gqbZ vkokt+ esa fpYykdj dgkA
¶lkfFk;ks!¸ ukStoku us Å¡ph vkokt+ esa dguk 'kq: fd;kA
¶t+jk #fd;s!¸ vi+Qlj us fpYykdj dgkA ¶eSa lki+Q dgs nsrk gw¡ fd
;gk¡ Hkk"k.k nsus dh btktr ugha ns ldrk---¸
¶eSa fli+QZ dqN 'kCn dgw¡xk!¸ ukStoku us 'kkUr Loj esa mÙkj fn;kA
¶lkfFk;ks] vkb;s] ge vius nksLr vkSj xq# dh o+Qcz ij dle [kk;sa fd mlus
gesa tks dqN fl[kk;k gS mls dHkh ugha Hkwysaxs vkSj geesa ls gj ,d mez&Hkj
ml rkdr dh o+Qcz [kksnrk jgsxk tks gekjh ekr`Hkwfe dh lkjh eqlhcrksa dh tM+
gSA og ikih tkfye 'kfDr gS μ t+kj dh fujadq'krk!¸
¶fxjÝ+rkj dj yks bls!¸ vi+Qlj us fpYykdj dgk] ij mldh vkokt+
cgqr&lh vkokt+ksa ds 'kksj esa Mwc x;h %
¶t+kj'kkgh eqnkZckn!¸
iqfylokys HkhM+ dks phjr gq, oDrk dh vksj c<+s_ mlds lkFkh mlds
cpko ds fy, mlds pkjksa vksj lVdj [kM+ FksA
¶vktknh ft+Unkckn!¸ mlus gkFk fgykdj ukjk yxk;kA
ek¡ èkDdk [kkdj ,d rji+Q dks gV x;hA Hk;Hkhr gksdj og ,d lyhc
dk lgkjk ysdj [kM+h gks x;h vkSj mlus viuh vk¡[ksa cUn dj yha_ og lksp
jgh Fkh fd fdlh Hkh {k.k ml ij okj gksxkA dksykgy ls mlds dku iQVs
tk jgs Fks] mlds ik¡oksa rys t+ehu f[kldh tk jgh FkhA rst+ gok vkSj Hk; ds
dkj.k og lk¡l Hkh Bhd ls ugha ys ik jgh FkhA iqfylokyksa dh lhfV;k¡ [k+rjs
dh psrkouh ns jgh Fkha] vi+Qlj ddZ'k Loj esa vkKk,¡ ns jgs Fks] vkSjrsa t+ksj
ls fpYyk jgh Fkha] pgkjnhokjh dh ydfM+;k¡ pjejk jgh Fkha vkSj lw[kh feV~Vh
ij Hkkjh cwVksa dh èked lquk;h ns jgh FkhA ;g lc dqN bruh nsj rd gksrk
jgk fd ek¡ ogk¡ vk¡[ksa cUn fd;s [kM+s jgus dh ;kruk dks vkSj vfèkd lgu

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u dj ldhA
mlus ut+j mBkdj ns[kk vkSj ck¡gsa iQSykdj ,d ph[k+ ekjdj vkxs nkSM+hA
dqN gh nwj ij o+Qczksa ds chp ,d iryh&lh xyh esa iqfylokyksa us ml
ukStoku dks ?ksj fy;k Fkk vkSj tks yksx mls cpkus ds fy, c<+rs Fks mUgsa os
ekj&ekjdj ihNs <¡dsy jgs FksA uaxh ryokjsa cM+h Øwjrk ls ped jgh Fkha] dHkh
yksxksa ds fljksa ij pedrha vkSj dHkh muds chp esa èkal tkrh FkhaA csar vkSj
pgkjnhokjh dh VwVh gqbZ ydfM+;k¡ gfFk;kjksa dh rjg bLrseky dh tk jgh FkhaA
yksx 'kksj epkrs gq, ikxyksa dh rjg bèkj&mèkj ukp jgs Fks vkSj ml ukStoku
dk ihyk psgjk bl iwjs n`'; ij Nk;k gqvk FkkA HkkoksÙkstu ds bl rwiQku dks
phjrk gqvk mldk n`<+ Loj lquk;h fn;k %
¶lkfFk;ks] viuh 'kfDr csdkj u"V u djks!--¸
yksxksa us mldh ckr ij è;ku fn;k vkSj viuh ydfM+;k¡ NksM+&NksM+dj
ogk¡ ls Hkkxus yxs] ysfdu ek¡ fdlh vnE; 'kfDr ls izsfjr gksdj vkxs c<+rh
jghA mlus ns[kk fd fudksykbZ viuh Vksih xqíh dh rji+Q ljdk;s mÙksftr
tu&lewg dks ihNs <¡dsy jgk gSA
¶D;k rqe yksx ikxy gks x;s gks\¸ mlus yksxksa dks Mk¡Vrs gq, dgkA
¶'kkUr gks tkvks!--¸
ek¡ dks ,slk yxk fd tSls mlds gkFk ij [+kwu yxk gqvk FkkA
¶fudksykbZ bokuksfop! ;gk¡ ls Hkkx tkvks!¸ ek¡ us mldh rji+Q >iVrs
gq, fpYykdj dgkA
¶dgk¡ tk jgh gks\ ekj [kk tkvksxh---¸
fdlh us ek¡ ds dUèks ij gkFk j[kk vkSj mlus eqM+dj ns[kk rks lksfi+Q;k
uaxs flj cky fc[kjk;s ,d yM+ds dk gkFk idM+s mlds cxy esa [kM+h FkhA
og yM+dk tks vHkh fcYdqy cPpk gh Fkk vius psgjs ij ls [+kwu iksaN jgk FkkA
¶eq>s NksM+ nks--- dksbZ ckr ugha gS---¸ og dk¡irs gq, gksaBksa ls cqncqnk jgk
FkkA
¶yks bl lEHkkyks μ vkSj gekjs ?kj igqp ¡ k nks! yks ;g :eky] blds psgjs
ij iV~Vh ck¡èk nsuk!--¸ lksfi+Q;k us tYnh ls dgk vkSj yM+ds dk gkFk ek¡ ds
gkFk esa Fkekdj ogk¡ ls Hkkx x;hA ¶tYnh tkvks] ugha rks rqEgsa fxjÝ+rkj dj
ysaxs!--¸ mlus ihNs eqM+dj ek¡ ls fpYykdj dgkA
yksx o+QfczLrku esa pkjksa rji+Q frrj&fcrj gks x;s Fks vkSj iqfylokys vius
Hkkjh cwV iVdrs gq, o+Qczksa ds chp bèkj&mèkj Hkkx jgs Fks] muds yEcs&yEcs
dksVksa ds nkeu muds iSjksa esa ckj&ckj my> jgs Fks vkSj os viuh ryokjsa

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pedkrs gq, xkfy;k¡ cd jgs FksA yM+dk HksfM+;s dh rjg mUgsa ns[k jgk FkkA
¶tYnh pyks!¸ ek¡ us :eky ls mldk eq¡g iksaNdj dgkA
¶rqe esjh fi+QØ u djks μ T+;knk pksV ugha yxh gS]¸ mlus [+kwu Fkwdrs
gq, dgkA ¶mlus ryokj dh ewB ls eq>s ekjk FkkA ysfdu mls Hkh eSaus iwjk etk
p[kk fn;k! eSaus Hkh mls brus t+ksj dh ydM+h jlhn dh fd og ph[k+ mBk!
rqe yksx t+jk Bgj tkvks!¸ mlus viuh [+kwu esa Hkjh gqbZ eqV~Bh fgykrs gq,
fpYykdj dgkA ¶vHkh rks dqN ugha gqvk gS] vkxs ns[kuk! ,d ckj tgk¡ ge
lc et+nwj mB [kM+s gq,] rks fcuk yM+s gh ge rqEgkjk liQk;k dj nsaxs!¸
¶tYnh pyks!¸ ek¡ us o+QfczLrku dh pgkjnhokjh ds NksVs&ls iQkVd dh
rji+Q c<+rs gq, dgkA og dYiuk dj jgh Fkh fd pgkjnhokjh ds ikj [kqys [ksr
esa iqfyl mudh rkd esa cSBh gksxh vkSj muds fudyrs gh os >iV iM+saxs vkSj
mu nksuksa dks cgqr ekjsaxsA ysfdu iQkVd ij igq¡pdj tc mlus pkjksa vksj [ksr
esa ut+j nkSM+k;h tgk¡ 'kjn ½rq dh xksèkwfy&osyk dk >qViqVk iQSyk gqvk Fkk]
rks mls fuLrCèkrk vkSj futZurk ds vykok vkSj dqN fn[kk;h u fn;kA
¶ykvks] eSa iV~Vh ck¡èk nw¡]¸ mlus yM+ds ls dgkA
¶jgus nks] eq>s dksbZ bl pksV ls 'keZ FkksM+s gh vkrh gS!¸ yM+ds us dgkA
¶cjkcj dh yM+kbZ gqb± mlus eq>s ekjk] eSaus mls ekjk---¸
ek¡ us tYnh ls ?kko ij iV~Vh ck¡èk nhA yM+ds dk [+kwu ns[kdj mldk
ân; laosnuk ls Hkj mBk vkSj tc mlus vuqHko fd;k fd mldk [+kwu fdruk
xeZ vkSj xk<+k Fkk rks mlds 'kjhj esa >qj>qjh&lh nkSM+ x;hA og cx+Sj dqN cksys
mls lkFk fy;s tYnh&tYnh [ksr dks ikj dj x;hA
¶dkejsM] vki eq>s dgk¡ ys tk jgh gSa\¸ yM+ds us vius eq¡g ij ls
iV~Vh gVkrs gq, cgqr vdM+dj iwNkA ¶eSa vdsyk gh pyk tkÅ¡xk!--¸
ysfdu ek¡ us vuqHko fd;k fd yM+ds ds gkFk dk¡i jgs Fks vkSj mlds
ik¡o yM+[kM+k jgs FksA og yxkrkj ckrsa djrk tk jgk Fkk vkSj mÙkj dh izrh{kk
fd;s fcuk iz'u iwNrk tk jgk Fkk_ mldk Loj {kh.k gksrk tk jgk Fkk %
¶vki dkSu gSa\ eSa rks BBsjk gw¡] esjk uke boku gSA ;sxksj bokuksfop ds
e.My esa ge rhu Fks μ dqy feykdj rks X;kjg yksx Fks] ysfdu BBsjs ge
rhu gh FksA gesa og cgqr vPNk yxrk FkkA eSa Hkxoku esa ;dhu ugha j[krk fiQj
Hkh eSa izkFkZuk djrk gw¡ fd Hkxoku mldh vkRek dks 'kkfUr ns---¸
,d lM+d ij igq¡pdj ek¡ us fdjk;s dh xkM+h dj yh vkSj boku dks
mlesa fcBkdj pqids ls mlds dku esa dgk %
¶dqN cksyuk ugha!¸ vkSj ;g dgdj cM+h lkoèkkuh ls mlds eq¡g ij

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iV~Vh ck¡èk nhA
og viuk gkFk mBkdj eq¡g ds ikl rd ys x;k] ij fiQj mls xksn esa
<hyk NksM+ fn;k_ mlesa iV~Vh [kksyus dh ldr Hkh cko+Qh ugha jgh FkhA iV~Vh
dh rgksa ds ihNs ls og cqncqnkrk jgk %
¶;kjks] ;g u le> ysuk fd eSa dHkh Hkh bl ckr dks Hkwy tkÅ¡xk---
mlds vkus ls igys ;gk¡ frrksfop uke dk ,d fo|kFkhZ Fkk--- tks gesa i<+k;k
djrk Fkk--- jktuhfrd vFkZ'kkL=k--- mls fxjÝ+rkj dj fy;k x;k---¸
ek¡ us viuh ck¡g boku ds xys esa Mkydj mldk flj vius lhus ls yxk
fy;kA lglk yM+dk fu<ky gksdj iM+ jgk vkSj fcYdqy pqi gks x;kA ek¡ us
Hk;foew<+ gksdj pkjksa vksj ?kcjkdj ns[kkA mls Mj yxk gqvk Fkk fd iqfylokys
fdlh dksus ls fudydj >iVrs gq, mlds ikl vk;saxs vkSj boku ds flj ij
iV~Vh c¡èkh ns[kdj mls idM+dj ekj MkysaxsA
¶u'ks esa gS\¸ xkM+hoku us viuh txg ij cSBs&cSBS gh ihNs eqM+dj iwNk
vkSj cM+h lân;rk ls eqLdjk fn;kA
¶gk¡!¸ cgqr T+;knk ih yh!¸ ek¡ us vkg Hkjdj dgkA
¶rqEgkjk csVk gS\¸
¶gk¡A twrs cukrk gSSA eSa jlksbZnkfju gw¡---¸
¶cM+h eqlhcr dh ft+Unxh gS rqEgkjh HkhA gw¡&Å¡---¸
pkcqd iQVdkjdj xkM+hoku us fiQj ihNs eqM+dj ns[kkA
¶dqN lquk rqeus vHkh o+QfczLrku esa tks yM+kbZ gqbZ\--¸ mlus èkheh
vkokt+ esa iwNkA ¶eSaus lquk gS fd yksx fdlh jktuhfrd vkneh dks n¶u djus
vk;s Fks μ mUgha esa ls Fkk dksbZ tks cM+s&cM+s yksxksa ds f[k+yki+Q gS] dksbZ >xM+k
gS mudk mu yksxksa ds lkFkA ,slk yxrk gS fd tks yksx mls n¶u djus vk;s
Fks] os lc ,d gh fdLe ds yksx Fks μ ,d rjg ls lkFkh Fks ,d&nwljs dsA
os ukjs yxkus yxsA ^ljdkj eqnkZckn! turk dks ywVusokyksa dk uk'k gks!* iqfyl
us vkdj mu yksxksa dks ihVuk 'kq: dj fn;k! lquk gS fd dqN yksx rks ryokj
ls ekjs Hkh x;sA ysfdu iqfyl dh Hkh cM+h fiVkbZ gqbZ---¸ og ,d {k.k ds fy,
pqi jgkA ¶eqnks± dks Hkh bl rjg lrkrs gSa!¸ mlus Hk;krqj Loj esa dgk vkSj cM+s
foLe; ls viuk flj fgykus yxkA ¶eqnks± dks Hkh pSu ugha ysus nsrs!¸
lM+d ds iRFkjksa ij xkM+h dh [kM+[kM+ ls boku dk flj èkhjs ls ek¡ ds
lhus ls Vdjk;kA xkM+hoku ihNs dks dqN eqM+k gqvk viuh txg ij cSBk
cqM+cqM+krk jgk %
¶yksxksa esa cspSuh iSnk gks x;h gS μ xM+cM+h iQSyrh tk jgh gS! dy jkr

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gekjs ,d iM+kslh ds ;gk¡ jktuhfrd iqfylokys vk;s FksA lqcg rd os
,d&,d pht+ dks myV&iqyVdj ryk'kh ysrs jgs vkSj pyrs oD+r ,d yksgkj
dks vius lkFk ysrs x;sA yksx dgrs gSa fd vkèkh jkr dks mls ys tkdj unh
esa Mqcks nsaxsA og yksgkj cgqr Hkyk vkneh Fkk---¸
¶D;k uke Fkk mldk\¸ ek¡ us iwNkA
¶ml yksgkj dk\ lkosy ;sopsUdksA vHkh mej T+;knk ugha Fkh mldh]
ysfdu tkurk og cgqr FkkA ekywe gksrk Fkk fd dqN tkuuk Hkh tqeZ gS! og
ge yksxksa ds ikl vkdj dgk djrk Fkk] ^rqe dkspokuksa dh Hkh dSlh ft+Unxh
gS\* ge dgrs] ^dqÙkksa ls Hkh cnrj!* ¸
¶cl ;gha jksd nks!¸ ek¡ us dgkA
xkM+h dks >Vdk yxus ls boku dh vk¡[k [kqy x;h vkSj og èkhjs ls
djkgkA
¶fcYdqy èkqÙk gS!¸ xkM+hoku us dgkA ¶oksndk ls ;gh gky gksrk gS---
¸
cM+h dfBukbZ ls boku yM+[kM+krk gqvk Vk¡xu esa igq¡pkA
¶eSa fcYdqy Bhd gw¡] eSa vdsyk pyk tkÅ¡xk]¸ og izfrjksèk djrk jgkA

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lksfi+Q;k igys gh ?kj igq¡p x;h FkhA og cgqr ?kcjk;h gqbZ vkSj mf}Xu
Fkh vkSj nk¡rksa esa flxjsV nck;s gq, FkhA
?kk;y yM+ds dks dksp ij fyVkdj mlus tYnh ls mlds flj dh iV~Vh
[kksyh vkSj flxjsV ds èkq,¡ ds dkj.k vk¡[ksa fepfepkdj vkns'k nsus yxhA
¶boku nuhyksfop] og vk x;k! fuyksouk] Fkd x;h rqe\ Mj x;h Fkh]
D;ksa\ vPNk] vc vkjke dj yksA fudksykbZ] fuyksouk dks ,d fxykl eas FkksM+h
lh iksVZ rks ns nks!¸
ek¡ ij tks dqN chrh Fkh mldk vk?kkr vHkh rd mlds ân; ls nwj ugha
gqvk FkkA mls lk¡l ysus esa dfBukbZ gks jgh Fkh vkSj lhus esa rhoz ihM+k gks jgh
FkhA
¶esjh fiQdj u djks]¸ mlus cqncqnkdj dgkA ij mlds jkse&jkse esa ;g
bPNk lek;h gqbZ Fkh fd dksbZ mldh ns[kHkky djs μ cM+s I;kj ls mldh
NksVh&ls&NksVh t+:jr dh vksj è;ku nsA
fudksykbZ] ftlds gkFk ij iV~Vh c¡èkh Fkh] nwljs dejs esa ls vk;k vkSj
ek¡ us ns[kk fd mlds lkFk MkWDVj boku nuhyksfop Hkh Fkk] ftlds my>s gq,

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cky lkgh ds dk¡Vksa dh rjg [kM+s FksA og lhèks boku ds ikl x;k vkSj >qddj
mls ns[kus yxkA
¶ikuh]¸ mlus dgkA ¶cgqr&lk ikuh ys vkvks vkSj FkksM+h&lh :bZ vkSj
lki+Q diM+k!¸
ek¡ jlksbZ dh rji+Q pyh] ij fudksykbZ us ck¡g idM+dj mls [kkus ds
dejs esa igq¡pk fn;kA
¶og dke lksfi+Q;k ls djus dks dgk x;k Fkk]¸ mlus cM+h ujeh ls
dgkA ¶esjk [k+;ky gS fd rqe cgqr ijs'kku gks] D;ksa gks u\¸
mldh lgkuqHkwfr&Hkjh iSuh n`f"V ds vkxs ek¡ vius vkidks o'k esa u j[k
ldhA
¶vksg] D;k gks x;k gS!¸ mlus flld&fllddj jksrs gq, dgkA ¶yksxksa
dks mUgksaus fdl csjgeh ls ekjk] mudks ryokj ls dkVdj j[k fn;k!¸
¶eSaus lc ns[kk!¸ fudksykbZ us ek¡ dks 'kjkc dk fxykl nsrs gq, flj
fgykdj dgkA ¶nksuksa gh rji+Q yksx ikxy gks x;s FksA ysfdu rqe ijs'kku u gksA
os ryokj ds piVs ls ekj jgs FksA ekywe gksrk gS fli+QZ ,d vkneh dks xgjh
pksV vk;h gSA eSaus mls viuh vk¡[k ls ns[kk Fkk vkSj eSa mls >xM+s esa ls ckgj
fudky yk;k---¸
fudksykbZ dh ckr ls ek¡ dks dqN èkhjt c¡èkkA dejs ds lq[kdj vkSj
izdk'ke; okrkoj.k ls Hkh mlds ân; dks dki+Qh 'kkfUr feyhA mlus cM+h
ÑrKrk ls fudksykbZ dks ns[kkA
¶rqEgsa Hkh ekj iM+h\¸ ek¡ us iwNkA
¶ugha] esjk gkFk rks 'kk;n esjh gh xyrh ls dV x;k μ eSaus ykijokgh
esa viuk gkFk fdlh pht+ ij ekj fn;k] FkksM+h&lh [kky mèkM+ x;hA yks] pk;
ih yksA ckgj B.Md gS vkSj rqe diM+s Hkh Bhd ls ugha igus gks---¸
ek¡ us I;kyh ysus ds fy, gkFk c<+k;k vkSj ns[kk fd mldh m¡xfy;kaas ij
[+kuw lw[k x;k FkkA mlus tYnh ls viuk gkFk [khapdj viuh xksn esa j[k fy;kA
mldk lk;k Hkhxk gqvk FkkA mldh Hkosa Åij dks p<+ x;ha vkSj og vk¡[ksa
iQkM+dj viuh m¡xfy;ksa dks ?kwjrh jghA mldk fny t+ksj ls èkM+d jgk Fkk vkSj
mls pDdj vk jgk Fkk %
¶ikosy Hkh μ eqefdu gS ;s yksx mlds lkFk Hkh ,slk gh crkZo djsa!¸
boku nuhyksfop okLdV igus vkSj o+Qeht+ dh vkLrhusa lesVs gq, dejs
esa vk;kA mlus fudksykbZ ds ewd iz'u dk mÙkj cM+h Å¡ph vkokt+ esa fn;k %
¶psgjs ij dk t[e rks dksbZ [k+kl xgjk ugha gS] exj bldh [kksiM+h dh

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gM~Mh fpVd x;h gS] gkyk¡fd T+;knk ugha fpVdh gS μ cgqr thoV dk vkneh
gS! exj [+kwu cgqr cg x;k gSA bls vLirky u Hkst nsa\¸
¶D;ksa\ ;gha jgus esa D;k gtZ gS!¸ fudksykbZ us dgkA
¶vkt rks Bhd gS vkSj 'kk;n dy HkhA ysfdu fiQj mlds ckn ls eq>s
T+;knk vklkuh blh esa gksxh fd og vLirky esa jgsA eq>s ejhtksa dks muds ?kj
tkdj ns[kus dh iQqjlr ugha feyrhA o+QfczLrkuokyh ?kVuk ds ckjs esa rqe ,d
ipkZ rS;kj dj ldrs gks\¸
¶rS;kj dj nw¡xk!¸ fudksykbZ us dgkA
ek¡ pqipki mBdj jlksbZ dh rji+Q py nhA
¶dgk¡ tk jgh gks] fuyksouk\¸ fudksykbZ us cM+s vkxzg ls mls jksddj
iwNkA ¶lksfi+Q;k rqEgkjh enn ds fcuk gh lkjk dke dj ysxh!¸
ek¡ us mls ,d ut+j ns[kk vkSj dk¡irs gq, rFkk fofp=k <ax ls g¡ldj dgk
% ¶eSa [+kwu ls yFkiFk gw¡---¸
vius dejs esa diM+s cnyrs le; og bl ckr ij vk'p;Z djrh jgh
fd ;s yksx dSls brus fuf'pUr jgrs gSa vkSj bruh Hk;kud ckrksa dks dSls bl
rjg g¡ldj cjnk'r dj ysrs gSaA bu fopkjksa us mldh mf}Xurk dks 'kkUr dj
fn;k vkSj mlds ân; ls Hk; nwj gks x;kA tc og ml dejs esa vk;h tgk¡
og ?kk;y yM+dk ysVk gqvk Fkk rks mlus ns[kk fd lksfi+Q;k >qddj mlls dqN
ckrsa dj jgh gSA
¶dkejsM] csdkj dh ckrsa u djks!¸ og dg jgh FkhA
¶esjh otg ls vkSjksa dks rdyhiQ gksrh gksxh!¸ mlus nch tcku ls
izfrjksèk fd;kA
¶vPNk] ckrsa u djks rks rqEgkjs fy, T+;knk vPNk gS---¸
ek¡ lksfi+Q;k ds dUèks ij gkFk j[ks mlds ihNs [kM+h Fkh vkSj yM+ds ds
li+Qsn psgjs dks ns[kdj eqLdjk jgh Fkh vkSj lksfi+Q;k dks crk jgh Fkh fd xkM+h
esa cSBdj tc og u tkus dSlh&dSlh [k+rjukd ckrsa cqM+cqM+k jgk Fkk rc og
fdruk Mj x;h FkhA boku dh vk¡[ksa cqjh rjg ty jgh FkhaA
¶eSa Hkh fdruk csoo+Qwi+Q gw¡!¸ mlus 'kjekrs gq, dgkA
¶vPNk] vc ge yksx tkrs gSa!¸ lksfi+Q;k us mls dEcy m<+krs gq, dgkA
¶vc rqe lks tkvks!¸
os cSBd esa pys x;s vkSj cM+h nsj rd fnu dh ?kVukvksa ij ppkZ djrs
jgsA mUgksaus mldks vrhr dh ckr eku fy;k Fkk vkSj os n`<+ fo'okl ds lkFk
Hkfo"; dh vksj ns[k jgs Fks vkSj vxys fnu ds dke dh ;kstuk,¡ cuk jgs FksA

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psgjs ij Fkdku ds fpÉ gksus ij Hkh muds fopkjksa esa lkgl Fkk vkSj dke dh
ckrsa djrs le; os Lo;a vius izfr vlUrks"k dks fNikus dk dksbZ iz;Ru ugha
dj jgs FksA MkWDVj dqN ?kcjkdj dqlhZ ij igyw cnydj cSB x;kA
¶vktdy dsoy izpkj gh dki+Qh ugha gS!¸ mlus vius Å¡ps vkSj rh[ks
Loj esa dqN ujeh ykus dk iz;Ru djrs gq, dgkA ¶ukStoku et+nwj Bhd dgrs
gSa! gesa vius vkUnksyu&{ks=k dks foLr`r djuk pkfg,A eSa vkils dgrk gw¡]
et+nwj Bhd dgrs gSa---¸
fudksykbZ R;ksfj;ksas ij cy Mkydj MkWDVj ds Loj esa cksyk %
¶gj rji+Q ls ;gh f'kdk;r vkrh gS fd i<+us ds fy, dki+Qh pht+sa ugha
feyrha fiQj Hkh ge vHkh rd ,d vPNk&lk Nkik[k+kuk ugha [kksy ik;s gSaA
ywnehyk dke djrs&djrs viuh tku fn;s ns jgh gSA vxj geus mldh enn
ds fy, dksbZ vkneh u fn;k] rks fdlh fnu og chekj gks tk;sxh---¸
¶oslksof'pdkso ds ckjs esa D;k [k+;ky gS\¸ lksfi+Q;k us iwNkA
¶og 'kgj esa ugha jg ldrkA og rks rHkh dke 'kq: dj ldrk gS] tc
ge u;k Nkik[k+kuk o+Qk;e dj ysa] ysfdu tc rd gesa ,d vkSj vkneh u
fey tk;s] tc rd ge ;g Hkh rks ugha dj ldrs---¸
¶eq>ls dke ugha pysxk\¸ ek¡ us pqids ls iwNkA
rhuksa dqN cksys fcuk dbZ {k.k rd mls ns[krs jgsA
¶;g Hkh vPNk fopkj gS!¸ lksfi+Q;k us [+kq'k gksdj dgkA
¶fuyksouk] ;g dke rqEgkjs fy, cgqr dfBu gS!¸ fudksykbZ us #[kkbZ
ls dgkA ¶rqEgsa 'kgj ls ckgj jguk iM+sxk] ftldk eryc gS fd rqe ikosy
ls ugha fey ldksxhA vkSj fiQj vke rkSj ij Hkh---¸
¶blls ikosy dks rks dksbZ [k+kl uqdlku gksxk ugha]¸ ek¡ us vkg Hkjdj
dgkA ¶vkSj] lp iwNks rks] esjs fy, Hkh mlls feyus tkuk ,d eqlhcr gS! eq>s
mlls ckr ugha djus nh tkrh μ cl] eSa ogk¡ [kM+s&[kM+s csoo+Qwi+Qksa dh rjg
mls ns[krh jgrh gw¡ vkSj os yksx esjs eq¡g dks ?kwjrs gSa fd dgha eSa mlls dksbZ
,slh ckr u dg nw¡ tks eq>s u dguk pkfg,---¸
fiNys dqN fnuksa dh HkkxnkSM+ ls og fcYdqy Fkddj pwj gks x;h FkhA
blhfy, 'kgj ds dksykgy ls nwj jgus dh lEHkkouk mifLFkr gksrs gh mlus
lkspk fd ;g ekSo+Qk gkFk ls u tkus nsuk pkfg,A
ij fudksykbZ us ckrphr dk fo"k; cny fn;kA
¶boku] rqe D;k lksp jgs gks\¸ mlus MkWDVj dks lEcksfèkr djrs gq,
dgkA

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 MkWDVj us viuk >qdk gqvk flj Åij mBk;kA
¶eSa lksp jgk Fkk fd ge yksx fdrus FkksM+s gSa!¸ mlus mnkl Loj easa mÙkj
fn;kA ¶geas T+;knk esgur ls dke djuk gksxk--- gesa ikosy vkSj vUæsbZ dks Hkh
jkth djuk gksxk fd os tsy ls Hkkx vk;saA os nksuksa cgqr dke ds gSa] ge mUgsa
bl rjg ogk¡ csdkj ugha cSBk jgus ns ldrs---¸
fudksykbZ us Hkosa fldksM+dj viuk flj fgyk;k vkSj ,d ut+j ek¡ ij
MkyhA ;g le>dj fd os yksx mlds lkeus mlds csVs ds ckjs esa ckrsa djus
esa ladksp djrs Fks] ek¡ mBdj ogk¡ ls pyh x;h % mls bl ckr dk cM+k nq[k
gqvk fd mUgksaus mldh bPNk dks Bqdjk fn;k FkkA og vk¡[ksa [kksys fcLrj ij
ysVh gqbZ Fkh vkSj mudh iQqliQqlkgV lqu jgh FkhA mldk ân; vkrad ls Hkj
mBkA
ml fnu dh v'kqHklwpd ?kVuk,¡ mldh le> esa fcYdqy ugha vk jgh
Fkha ij og blds ckjs esa lkspuk ugha pkgrh FkhA ân; dks mf}Xu djusokyh
lkjh Le`fr;ksa dks nwj gVkdj og dsoy ikosy ds ckjs esa lkspus yxhA og
pkgrh Fkh fd og vktkn gks tk;s] ij lkFk gh mls Mj Hkh yxrk FkkA mls
,slk vkHkkl gksrk Fkk fd mlds pkjksa vksj dh lkjh ?kVuk,¡ ,d pje fcUnq dh
vksj] fdlh Hkh"k.k la?k"kZ dh vksj c<+ jgh FkhaA yksx vc rd èkS;ZiwoZd lc
dqN lgu djrs vk;s Fks ij vc Hkfo"; dh vk'kadk ls mudh Hkkoukvksa esa
,d mÙkstuk vk x;h FkhA mudh >q¡>ykgV cgqr c<+ x;h FkhA pkjksa vksj mls
Hkk¡fr&Hkk¡fr ds 'kCn lquk;h nsrs Fks vkSj gj pht+ ls vlUrks"k Vidrk Fkk--- tc
Hkh dksbZ ipkZ c¡Vrk] rks ckt+kj esa] nqdkuksa esa] ukSdjksa vkSj nLrdkjksa ds chp ml
ij xjekxje cgl gksrhA 'kgj esa tc Hkh dksbZ fxjÝ+rkj gksrk] rks yksx Hk;Hkhr
vkSj fpfUrr gksdj bl ij ppkZ djrs fd ,slk D;ksa gqvkA dHkh&dHkh vutkus
gh mudh ckrksa esa lgkuqHkwfr dh >yd mRiUu gks tkrhA vfèkdkfèkd og
lkèkkj.k yksxksa dks ,sls 'kCnksa dk iz;ksx djrs gq, lqurh ftUgsa lqudj mls Lo;a
,d t+ekus esa Mj yxrk Fkk % foæksg] lektoknh] jktuhfr vkfnA ;fn dksbZ
bu 'kCnksa dk iz;ksx O;aX; ds lkFk djrk rks ml O;aX; ds ihNs dkSrwgy Nqik
gksrk_ ;fn }s"k ds lkFk djrk rks ml }s"k ds ihNs Hk; Nqik gksrk vkSj ;fn dksbZ
lksp&le>dj budk iz;ksx djrk] rks ml fopkj'khyrk esa vk'kk Hkh gksrh vkSj
pqukSrh HkhA xfrghu thou ds bl vUèkdkje; ty&foLrkj ij vlUrks"k ds ?ksjs
èkhjs&èkhjs c<+rs x;sA tks fopkj vc rd ncs gq, Fks os tkx iM+s vkSj fnu dh
?kVukvksa dks pqipki Lohdkj dj ysus dh vc rd dh izo`fÙk Hkax gks x;hA
nwljksa dh vis{kk ek¡ bl ckr dks T+;knk vPNh rjg le>rh Fkh D;ksafd thou

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dh Øwj fofèk dk Kku mls nwljksa dh vis{kk vfèkd Fkk vkSj vc thou esa
c<+rh gqbZ fopkj'khyrk vkSj vlUrks"k dks ns[kdj og izlUu Hkh gqbZ vkSj
Hk;Hkhr Hkh μ izlUu blfy, fd mls blesa vius csVs ds iz;klksa dk iQy
fn[kk;h nsrk Fkk vkSj Hk;Hkhr blfy, fd og tkurh Fkh fd vxj og tsy
ls Hkkx fudyk rks og fiQj bl la?k"kZ ls lcls vkxs tk [kM+k gksxk tgk¡ [k+rjk
lcls T+;knk FkkA vkSj ogk¡ og ekjk tk;sxkA
dHkh&dHkh mlds csVs dh vkÑfr dgkfu;ksa ds uk;dksa dk :i èkkj.k
dj ysrh vkSj os lHkh vPNs vkSj izsj.kke; 'kCn tks mlus vius thou esa lqus
Fks] os lHkh yksx ftudks mlus vius thou esa ljkgk Fkk vkSj os lHkh T;ksfreZ;
rFkk ohjrkiw.kZ ckrsa ftuls og ifjfpr Fkh] mlds csVs dh vkÑfr esa ewÙkZ gks
mBrhaA ml le; mldk ân; xoZ vkSj eerk ls Hkj mBrk vkSj og pqipki
Hkko&foày gksdj mldh dYiuk djus yxrhA
¶lc dqN Bhd gks tk;sxk!¸ og lksprhA
ijUrq fiQj mldh ekr`Ro dh Hkkouk o`gÙkj ekuork ds izfr mldh
Hkkoukvksa dks mlds ân; ls nwj dj nsrh] mUgsa bl rjg u"V dj nsrh tSls os
fdlh izp.M Tokyk esa HkLe gks x;h gksa vkSj mldh mnkÙk Hkkoukvksa dh jk[k
esa dsoy ;gh ,d O;fFkr fopkj LiUnu djrk jgrk %
os mls ekj Mkysaxs--- os mls ekj Mkysaxs!--¸

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vxys fnu nksigj ds le; og tsy ds nÝ+rj esa ikosy ds lkeus cSBh
viuh èkq¡èkyh vk¡[kksa ls mldk psgjk ns[k jgh FkhA mldh nk<+h cgqr c<+ x;h
Fkh] og ml volj dh izrh{kk dj jgh Fkh fd mls og ipkZ dSls ns tks og
viuh m¡xfy;ksa esa nck;s gq, FkhA
¶eSa ets eas gw¡ vkSj cko+Qh lc yksx Hkh ets esa gS!a ¸ ikosy us èkhjs ls dgkA
¶rqe dSlh gks\¸
Bhd gw¡! ;sxksj bokuksfop ej x;k!¸ ek¡ us fcYdqy ;U=kor~ mÙkj fn;kA
¶vksg!¸ ikosy us pkSaddj dgk vkSj pqipki viuk flj >qdk fy;kA
¶mls n¶u djrs oD+r iqfyl us >xM+k 'kq: dj fn;k vkSj ,d vkneh
dks fxjÝ+rkj dj fy;k!¸ ek¡ cM+s Hkksysiu ls dgrh jghA uk;c tsyj us tcku
ls ,d fppdkjh yh vkSj mNydj [kM+k gks x;kA
¶D;k rqEgsa ugha ekywe fd ,slh ckrsa dgus dh eukgh gS\¸ mlus
cqM+cqM+kdj dgkA ¶jktuhfr dh ckrsa djus dh btktr ugha gS!---¸

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 ek¡ Hkh [kM+h gks x;hA
¶eSa jktuhfr dh ugha cfYd ,d >xM+s dh ckrsa dj jgh Fkh!¸ ek¡ us
f[kfl;kdj dgkA ¶lpeqp cM+s t+ksj dh yM+kbZ gqb± ,d vkneh dh rks mu
yksxksa us [kksiM+h Hkh [kksy nh---¸
¶blls dksbZ iQdZ ugha iM+rk! eSa dgrk gw¡ fd bl ckr dh dksbZ ppkZ
ugha gksuh pkfg,! esjk eryc ;g gS fd fdlh ,slh ckr dh ppkZ u gksuh
pkfg, ftldk rqels futh rkYyqd u gks μ ;kuh rqe fli+QZ vius [kkunku]
vius ?kj vkSj ,slh gh pht+ksa ds ckjs essa ckr dj ldrh gks!¸
;g eglwl djrs gq, fd og xM+cM+k x;k gS] og fiQj est ij tkdj
cSB x;k vkSj dkx+t+ myVus&iyVus yxkA
¶bu lc ckrksa dh ftEesnkjh eq> ij vkrh gS]¸ mlus mdrk;s gq, Loj
esa mÙkj fn;kA
ekSo+Qk ns[kdj ek¡ us tYnh ls #Ddk ikosy ds gkFk esa Fkek fn;k vkSj
lUrks"k dh lk¡l yhA
¶ekywe ugha fdu ckrksa ds ckjs esa ckr djus dh btktr gS]¸ mlus dgkA
¶ekywe rks eq>s Hkh ugha gS]¸ ikosy us g¡ldj dgkA
¶rks fiQj ;gk¡ vkrs D;ksa gks!¸ uk;c tsyj us >q¡>ykdj mÙkj fn;kA ¶;g
rd ekywe ugha fd ckr D;k djuh pkfg,] cl vk tkrs gSa ;gk¡ yksxksa dks
ijs'kku djus---¸
¶D;k eqo+Qnek tYnh pyus okyk gS\¸ ek¡ us iwNkA
¶ljdkjh odhy vHkh dqN fnu gq, vk;k Fkk] og dg jgk Fkk fd
eqo+Qnek tYnh gh gksxk---¸
mUgksaus blh rjg dh nks&pkj NksVh&eksVh ckrsa dha vkSj ek¡ us ns[kk fd
ikosy mls cM+s I;kj ls ns[k jgk gSA og ges'kk dh rjg 'kkUr vkSj xEHkhj FkkA
og fcYdqy Hkh ugha cnyk FkkA fli+QZ mlds gkFk dqN li+Qsn gks x;s Fks vkSj
nk<+h c<+ x;h Fkh ftlds dkj.k mldh mez cgqr T+;knk ekywe gksus yxh FkhA
ek¡ mls ,d [+kq'k[k+cjh lqukuk pkgrh Fkh] og mls fudksykbZ ds ckjs esa crkuk
pkgrh FkhA blfy, mlus mlh eklwfe;r ds lkFk] ftlls fd og vc rd
NksVh&eksVh ckrsa dj jgh Fkh] dgk %
¶ml fnu rqEgkjs èkeZiq=k ls HksaV gqbZ Fkh---¸
ikosy pqipki iz'ulwpd n`f"V ls mldh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡[ksa Mkydj ns[krk
jgkA ek¡ mls oslksof'pdkso ds psgjs ij pspd ds nkxksa dh ;kn fnykus ds fy,
vius xkyksa ij m¡xfy;ksa ls ladsr djus yxhA

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 ¶og yM+dk Bhd py jgk gS μ mls tYnh gh dke fey tk;sxkA¸
ikosy le> x;k vkSj mlus flj fgyk fn;k_ mldh vk¡[kksa esa
mYykl&Hkjh eqLdjkgV ukp jgh FkhA
¶;g rks cM+k vPNk gqvk!¸ mlus dgkA
¶vPNk] vkSj rks dksbZ ckr dgus dks gS ugha!¸ ek¡ us dgkA og viuh
liQyrk ij cgqr izlUu Fkh vkSj vius csVs dh [+kq'kh esa og Hkh [+kq'k FkhA
ikosy us fonk gksrs le; mldk gkFk dldj nckrs gq, dgk %
¶cgqr&cgqr èkU;okn] ek¡!¸
;g mYykle; vkHkkl fd os nksuksa ,d&nwljs ds fdrus fudV gSa ek¡ ij
rst+ 'kjkc ds u'ks dh rjg Nk x;kA mldk mÙkj nsus dks ek¡ dks 'kCn ugha fey
jgs Fks] blfy, og pqipki mldk gkFk Fkkes jghA
tc og ?kj igq¡ph] rks lk'kk ogk¡ mldk bUrt+kj dj jgh FkhA ftl fnu
ek¡ ikosy ls feyus tsy tkrh Fkh] lk'kk vke rkSj ij ml fnu mlls feyus
t+:j vkrh FkhA og dHkh ikosy ds ckjs esa dqN ugha iwNrh Fkh vkSj vxj ek¡
[+kqn Hkh mldk ftØ u djrh] rks og ek¡ dh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡[ksa Mkydj ns[krh
jgrh vkSj bl izdkj viuh mRlqdrk dks 'kkUr djrhA ijUrq bl ckj mlus cM+h
mRlqdrk ls iwNk %
¶og dSlk gS\¸
¶Bhd gS!¸
¶rqeus #Ddk ns fn;k Fkk mls\¸
¶gk¡! rqe ns[krh fd eSaus fdl pkykdh ls mlds gkFk rd #Ddk igq¡pk
fn;k---¸
¶i<+k Fkk mlus\¸
¶ogk¡\ ogk¡ dSls i<+ ldrk Fkk\¸
¶vjs gk¡] eSa rks Hkwy gh x;h Fkh!¸ lk'kk us èkhjs ls dgkA ¶gesa ,d gÝ+rs
rd vkSj bUrt+kj djuk iM+sxk μ iwjs ,d gÝ+rs! rqEgkjk D;k [k+;ky gS] D;k og
jkth gks tk;sxk\¸
lk'kk Hkosa p<+kdj cM+h mRlqdrk ls ek¡ dks ns[krh jghA
¶eSa dqN dg ugha ldrh]¸ ek¡ us lksprs gq, dgk] ¶vxj dksbZ [k+rjs dh
ckr ugha gksxh] rks jkth D;ksa ugh gks tk;sxk\¸
lk'kk us viuk flj >VdkA
¶Hkyk rqEgsa ekywe gS fd jksxh dks [kkuk D;k fn;k tkrk gS\¸ lk'kk us
#[kkbZ ls iwNkA ¶mls Hkw[k yxh gSA¸

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 ¶og dqN Hkh [kk ldrk gS! t+jk #dks eSa vHkh---¸
og jlksbZ esa pyh x;h vkSj lk'kk Hkh mlds ihNs gks yhA
¶eq>s crkvks D;k djuk gS] eSa dj nw¡!¸
¶vjs ugha] jgus nks!¸
ek¡ us >qddj pwYgs esa ls ,d yksVk fudkykA
¶,d ckr dguh Fkh eq>s]¸ yM+dh us èkhes ls dgkA
mldk psgjk ihyk iM+ x;k] vk¡[ksa ekuks osnuk ls iQV x;ha vkSj mlus
dk¡irs gq, gksaBksa ls cgqr gh nch tcku esa dgk %
¶eSa ;g dguk pkgrh Fkh fd eq>s iwjk ;dhu gS fd og jkth ugha gksxk!
eSa rqels izkFkZuk djrh gw¡ fd rqe fdlh rjg le>k&cq>kdj mls jkth dj yks!
ge yksxksa dks mldh cgqr l[+r t+:jr gSA mlls dguk fd ftl y{; ds
fy, og yM+ jgk gS mlds fy, ;g t+:jh gSA mlls dguk fd eq>s mlds
LokLF; dh rji+Q ls cM+h fpUrk gSA rqe [+kqn gh ns[k yks μ vHkh rd eqo+Qnes
dh rkjh[k Hkh r; ugha gqbZ gS---¸
;g Li"V Fkk fd mls ;g lc dgus ds fy, cM+k iz;kl djuk iM+ jgk
FkkA mldh vkokt+ yM+[kM+k jgh Fkh] vkSj og vk¡[kaas pqjk;s lhèkh rudj [kM+h
gqbZ FkhA FkksM+h nsj ckn mlus ekuks Fkddj viuh vk¡[ksa ew¡n yha vkSj viuk gkasB
dkVus yxhA ek¡ dks mldh cUn eqV~Bh esa m¡xfy;ksa ds pV[kus dh vkokt+ lki+Q
lquk;h ns jgh FkhA
lk'kk dh bl vkdfLed ?kks"k.kk ls isykxs;k fuyksouk dqN ckS[kyk x;h]
ij lk'kk ds ân; dh Hkkoukvksa dks le>dj mlus viuh ck¡gsa mlds xys esa
Mky nhaA
¶esjh cPph!¸ mlus mnkl Loj esa dgk] ¶og vius vykok fdlh dh
ckr lqurk dc gS μ fdlh dh ugha lqurk!¸
FkksM+h nsj rd os nksuksa ,d&nwljs ls fyiVh ogk¡ pqipki [kM+h jghaA
fiQj lk'kk us pqipki vius vkidks ek¡ ds ckgqik'k ls NqM+k fy;kA
¶rqe Bhd dgrh gks!¸ mlus dk¡irs gq, dgkA ¶esjh csoo+Qwi+Qh Fkh tks
eSaus dgkA esjs fnekx ij ,d cks> Fkk lks eSaus mrkj fn;k---¸
fiQj cgqr gh dkedkth <ax ls mlus 'kkUr Hkko ls dgk %
¶vPNh ckr gS] ykvks] vc ?kk;y dks [kkuk f[kyk nsa---¸
og boku ds ikl cSB x;h vkSj mlls iwNus yxh fd mlds flj esa nnZ
rks ugha gks jgk gSA
¶cgqr rks ugha gks jgk gS ysfdu vc Hkh gj pht+ èkq¡èkyh&èkq¡èkyh fn[kk;h

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nsrh gS! det+ksjh cgqr ekywe gksrh gS]¸ mlus mÙkj fn;k vkSj dqN 'kjekdj
dEcy viuh BksM+h rd [khap fy;k vksj bl rjg vk¡[ksa fldksM+dj ns[kus yxk
ekuks jks'kuh esa mldh vk¡[ksa pkSafèk;k jgh gksaA lk'kk le> x;h fd og bruk
'kehZyk gS fd mlds lkeus [kk;sxk ugha] blfy, og mBdj ckgj pyh x;hA
boku mBdj cSB x;k vksj mls ckgj tkrs gq, ns[krk jgkA
¶fdruh [+kwclwjr gS!¸ mlus vk¡[k fepdkdj dgkA
boku dh uhyh vk¡[kksa esa mYykl Hkjk Fkk] mlds nk¡r cgqr NksVs&NksVs
vkSj lqMkSy Fks vkSj mldh vkokt+ vHkh cny gh jgh FkhA
¶rqEgkjh mez D;k gS\¸ ek¡ us fopkjeXu gksdj iwNkA
¶l=kg lky---¸
¶rqEgkjs ek¡&cki dgk¡ gSa\¸
¶xk¡o esaA eSa tc nl cjl dk Fkk rc ls ;gk¡ gw¡! Ldwy dh i<+kbZ [k+Re
djds lhèks ;gha pyk vk;k FkkA dkejsM] vkidk uke D;k gS\¸
¶esjk uke tkudj D;k djksxs\¸ ek¡ us eqLdjkdj dgkA tc dksbZ ek¡ dks
^dkejsM* dgdj iqdkjrk rks mls xqnxqnh&lh gksrhA
¶nsf[k;s] ckr ;g gS]¸ mlus FkksM+h nsj ckn dqN f[kfl;kdj dgk]
¶gekjs e.My esa ,d fo|kFkhZ ge yksxksa dks i<+kus vkrk Fkk] mlus gesa ikosy
Oyklkso uke ds ,d et+nwj dh ek¡ ds ckjs esa crk;k FkkA vkidks igyh ebZ
ds tqywl dh ;kn gS\¸
ek¡ us flj fgyk;k vkSj i+QkSju lrdZ gks x;hA
¶og igyk vkneh Fkk tks lM+d ij gekjh ikVhZ dk >.Mk ysdj fudyk
Fkk!¸ yM+dsa us cM+s xoZ ds lkFk dgk vkSj mldk ;g xoZ ek¡ ds ân; esa
izfrèofur gksus yxkA
¶eSa ml oD+r ogk¡ ugha Fkk μ ge yksx viuk vyx tqywl fudkyuk
pkgrs Fks exj ge dke;kc u gks lds! ge yksx cgqr FkksM+s FksA ysfdu vki
nsf[k;sxk vxys lky ge yksx tqywl t+:j fudkysaxs!¸
Hkfo"; ds mRlkg esa mlds fy, lk¡l ysuk Hkh dfBu gks jgk FkkA
¶eSa mlh Oyklkso dh ek¡ dh ckr dj jgk Fkk]¸ mlus viuk pEep
fgykrs gq, vkf[k+j esa dgk] ¶mlh ds ckn og Hkh ikVhZ esa Hkjrh gqb± yksx dgrs
gSa og lpeqp cgqr gh deky dh vkSjr gS!¸
ek¡ f[kydj eqLdjk nhA yM+ds ds eq¡g ls viuh iz'kalk lqudj mls cM+h
[+kq'kh gks jgh FkhA [+kq'kh Hkh gks jgh Fkh vkSj dqN ijs'kkuh HkhA og mlls dguk
pkgrh Fkh % ¶eSa gh gw¡ Oyklkso dh ek¡!¸ ysfdu blds ctk; mlus vius eu

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esa dksey O;ax ls dgk] ¶rqe Hkh fujh csoo+Qwi+Q gks vkSj dqN ugha!--¸
¶yks] FkksM+k&lk vkSj [kk yks! tYnh ls vPNs gks tkvks] rqEgsa vius y{;
ds fy, vHkh cgqr dke djuk gS!¸ ek¡ us lglk tks'k esa vkdj yM+ds dh
rji+Q >qddj dgkA
lM+d dh rji+Qokyk njokt+k [kqyk vkSj 'kjn ½rq dh ue B.Mh gok
dk ,d >ksadk vUnj vk;kA ek¡ us ut+j mBkdj njokt+s ds ikl [kM+h gqbZ
lksfi+Q;k dks ns[kkA og ogk¡ [kM+h eqLdjk jgh Fkh vkSj mldk psgjk xqykc ds
iQwy dh rjg f[kyk gqvk FkkA
¶deky gks x;k] ftl rjg tklwl esjs ihNs py jgs gSa mls ns[kdj
ekywe gksrk gS fd eq>s dksbZ cgqr cM+h tk;nkn feyus okyh gS! eq>s vc ;gk¡
ls f[kld tkuk pkfg,--- vPNk] boku] rqe vc dSls gks\ rfc;r igys ls
vPNh gS u\ fuyksouk] ikosy dh D;k [k+cj gS\ lk'kk ;gk¡ gS\¸
mlus ,d flxjsV tykdj cM+h I;kj&Hkjh ut+jksa ls ek¡ vkSj ml yM+ds
dks viuh Hkwjh vk¡[kksa ls ns[kk vkSj tokc dh izrh{kk fd;s fcuk ,d ds ckn
,d loky iwNrh jghA ek¡ mls ns[kdj eqLdjkrh jghA
¶eq>s Hkh vc bu usd yksxksa esa fxuk tkus yxk gS!¸ mlus lkspkA
og fiQj boku ds ikl pyh x;hA
¶csVk] tYnh ls vPNs gks tkvks!¸ mlus dgkA
;g dgdj og [kkus ds dejs esa x;h tgk¡ lksfi+Q;k lk'kk ls ckrsa dj
jgh FkhA
¶mlus rhu lkS dkfi;k¡ rS;kj dj yh gSa! vxj blh rjg og dke djrh
jgh] rks fdlh fnu ej tk;sxh! deky gS! lk'kk] ,sls yksxksa ds chp jguk]
mudh lkFkh gksuk vkSj muds lkFk dke djuk] ;g Hkh fdrus lkSHkkX; dh ckr
gS---¸
¶gS rks!¸ lk'kk us ujeh ls mÙkj fn;kA
'kke dks pk; ihrs le; lksfi+Q;k us ek¡ dks lEcksfèkr djds dgk %
¶fuyksouk] rqEgsa ,d ckj fiQj nsgkr tkuk iM+sxkA¸
¶vPNh ckr gS! dc\¸
¶rqEgkjk D;k [k+;ky gS] rhu fnu esa ;g dke dj ldksxh\¸
¶dj yw¡xh---¸
¶bl ckj rqEgsa fdjk;s dh xkM+h ysdj nwljs jkLrs ls] fudksYLdks;s ftys
ls gksdj tkuk iM+sxk]¸ fudksykbZ us dgkA
og cgqr ijs'kku vkSj xEHkhj FkkA ;g eqæk mls 'kksHkk ugha nsrh Fkh_ mldh

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ges'kk dh 'khy rFkk mnkj eqæk bl izdkj fcxM+ tkrh FkhA
¶og rks cgqr yEck jkLrk gS] fudksYLdks;s gksdj!¸ ek¡ us dgkA ¶vkSj
fiQj fdjk;s dh xkM+h djuk rks egaxk---¸
¶lp iwNks rks]¸ fudksykbZ cksyk] ¶eSa ogk¡ tkus ds f[k+yki+Q gw¡A ogk¡ dh
gkyr Bhd ugha gS μ dqN yksx fxjÝ+rkj fd;s x;s gSaA lquk gS fdlh ekLVj
dks fxjÝ+rkj fd;k x;k gSA gesa T+;knk lkoèkku jguk pkfg,A D;k ;g vPNk u
gksxk fd ge dqN fnu bUrt+kj djsa\---¸
¶gesa mu yksxksa ds ikl yxkrkj i<+us ds fy, elkyk igq¡pkrs jguk
pkfg,]¸ lksfi+Q;k us m¡xfy;ksa ls est ij rcyk ctkrs gq, dgkA ¶fuyksouk]
D;k rqEgsa tkus ls Mj yxrk gS\¸ mlus lglk iwNkA
ek¡ ds fny ij pksV&lh yxhA
¶eq>s dHkh Mj yxk gS\ tc eSa igyh ckj x;h Fkh] rc Hkh eq>s Mj
ugha yxk Fkk--- esjh le> esa ugha vkrk fd vkf[k+j vc D;ksa---¸ mlus okD;
iwjk fd;s fcuk gh viuk flj >qdk fy;kA tc Hkh os yksx mlls iwNrs] ^rqEgsa
Mj rks ugha yxrk*] ;k ^rqEgasa dksbZ ,rjkt rks ugha gS*] ;k ^rqe ;g dke dj
ldksxh*] rks mls ,slk yxrk fd os mlls dksbZ ,glku djus dks dg jgs gSa
vkSj mls lcls vyx le>k tkrk gS] mlds lkFk oSlk crkZo ugha fd;k tkrk
tSlk os vkil esa ,d&nwljs ds lkFk djrs gSaA
¶eq>ls ;g D;ksa iwNk tkrk gS fd eq>s Mj rks ugha yxrk\¸ mlus #¡èks
gq, Loj esa dgkA ¶rqe ,d&nwljs ls rks ;g loky ugha iwNrsA¸
fudksykbZ us viuk p'ek mrkjdj fiQj igu fy;k vkSj viuh cgu dks
?kwjdj ns[kus yxkA ek¡ [k+keks'kh ds bl ruko dks cjnk'r u dj ldh_ og
vijkfèk;ksas dh rjg mBh vkSj dqN dgus gh tk jgh Fkh fd lksfi+Q;k us mldk
gkFk idM+dj mls jksd fn;kA
¶eq>s eki+Q dj nks! eSa vc dHkh ,slk ugha dgw¡xh!¸ mlus cM+h ujeh
ls dgkA
;g lqudj ek¡ ds psgjs ij eqLdjkgV nkSM+ x;h_ dqN gh feuV ckn os
rhuksa ek¡ ds tkus dh ;kstuk ij cgl dj jgs FksA

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cgqr rM+ds gh ek¡ fdjk;s dh ?kksM+kxkM+h ij [kM+cM+ djrh gqbZ ,d ,slh
lM+d ij tk jgh Fkh ftls 'kjn ½rq dh o"kkZ ds ty us èkks;k FkkA rst+ gok
py jgh Fkh vkSj pkjksa vksj dhpM+ ds NhaVs mM+ jgs FksA xkM+hoku viuh txg

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ij ls ihNs eqM+&eqM+dj ukd ds lqj esa mlls viuk nq[kM+k jks jgk Fkk %
¶eSaus mlls dgk] vius HkkbZ ls μ fd eSa dgrk gw¡ fd rqe c¡Vokjk D;ksa
ugha dj ysrs! rks geus c¡Vokjk dj fy;k---¸
lglk mlus ck;ha rji+Qokys ?kksM+s ij pkcqd iQVdkjk vkSj X+kqLls ls
fpYyk;k %
¶py cs] gjketkns!¸
'kjn ½rq ds eksVs&eksVs dkS, [k+kyh iM+s [ksrksa esa cM+h mRlqdrk ls iQqnd
jgs Fks vkSj pkjksa vksj B.Mh gok lka;&lka; dj jgh FkhA gok ds >ksadksa dk
eqdkcyk djus ds fy, dkS, cgqr ru&rudj py jgs Fks] ysfdu gok muds
ijksa dks NsM+rh gqbZ xqtjrh vkSj muds fy, vius ik¡o tek;s j[kuk vlEHko
gks tkrk vkSj os cM+s vueusiu ls ij iQM+iQM+krs gq, mM+dj nwljh txg tk
cSBrsA
¶rks mlus fd;k D;k fd tkdj lkjh pht+ksa ij dCtk tek fy;k vkSj
eSaus ns[kk fd esjs fy, dqN cko+Qh gh ugha jg x;k gS---¸ xkM+hoku dgrk jgkA
ek¡ mldh ckrsa bl rjg lqurh jgh ekuks dksbZ LoIu ns[k jgh gksA mlds
Le`fr&iV ij fiNys dqN o"kks± dh ?kVuk,¡ ?kwe x;ha vkSj mlus vius vkidks
lfØ; :i ls muesa Hkkx ysrk gqvk ik;kA igys mls thou dh ifjfLFkfr;k¡
,slh ekywe gksrh Fkha fd tSls fdlh us cgqr nwj cSBdj mUgsa fuèkkZfjr dj fn;k
gks μ fdlus vkSj fdl mís'; ls] ;g rks dksbZ Hkh ugha tkurk Fkk_ ijUrq vc
cgqr&lh ifjfLFkfr;k¡ mlds ns[krs&ns[krs cnyrh tk jgh Fkha vkSj og Lo;a Hkh
bl ifjorZu esa Hkkx ys jgh FkhA bl ckr ij og vius vki ls lUrq"V rks Fkh]
ij mls viuh 'kfDr ij fo'okl u FkkA og cgqr ijs'kku vkSj mnkl Fkh---
mlds pkjksa vksj gj pht+ cgqr eUn xfr ls py jgh Fkh] vkdk'k ij
lqjebZ ckny ,d&nwljs dk ihNk dj jgs Fks] lM+d ds nksuksa vksj ds isM+ xkM+h
ds xqtjrs le; viuh Hkhxh gqbZ iYyoghu Mkysa fgyk nsrs Fks] [ksrksa ds Øe
ds ckn uhph&uhph igkfM+;k¡ vkrha vkSj fiQj os Hkh x+k;c gks tkrhaA
xkM+hoku dh ukd dk lqj] ?kksM+s ds lkt esa yxh gqbZ ?kf.V;ksa dh
Vu&Vu] ue gok dh ljljkgV μ bu lc vkokt+ksa us feydj ,d dEiu'khy
èkkjk dk :i èkkj.k dj fy;k Fkk tks [ksrksa ij fujUrj izokfgr gks jgh Fkh---
¶iSlsokys ds fy, LoxZ Hkh dki+Qh ugha gksrk!--¸ xkM+hoku viuh txg
ij cSBs&cSBs >we&>wedj dgrk jgkA ¶rks mlus eq>s vkSj Hkh dluk 'kq: fd;k
μ lkjs gkfdeksa ls mldh nksLrh Fkh---¸
,d pkSdh ij igq¡pdj mlus ?kksM+s [kksys fn;ksA

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 ¶eq>s 'kjkc ihus ds fy, ik¡p dksisd ns nks!¸ mlus cM+s fou;Hkjs Loj
essa dgkA
ek¡ us ik¡p dksisd dk ,d flDdk mlds gkFk esa èkj fn;kA mlus viuh
gFksyh ij mls mNkydj dgk %
¶rhu dh oksndk yw¡xk vkSj nks dh jksVh---¸
rhljs igj ek¡ lnhZ esa fBBqjrh vkSj Fkdh gqbZ fudksYLdks;s ds cM+s xk¡o
eas igq¡ph vkSj pkSdh ij ,d fxykl pk; ihus ds fy, x;hA viuh Hkkjh
lwVdsl csap ds uhps j[kdj og f[kM+dh ds ikl cSB x;hA f[kM+dh ls mls
,d NksVk&lk pkSd fn[kk;h ns jgk Fkk ftlesa jkSanh gqbZ ihyh&ihyh ?kkl mxh
gqbZ FkhA lkeus gh xgjs lqjebZ jax dh ,d bekjr Fkh ftldh Nr >qd x;h
Fkh μ ;gh ftys ds gkfde dk nÝ+rj FkkA cjkens esa ,d xatk nk<+hokyk
fdlku [k+kyh o+Qeht+ igus cSBk ikbi ih jgk FkkA pkSd esa ,d lqvj ?kkl ij
py jgk FkkA og >q¡>ykdj vius dku iQM+iQM+krk Fkk vkSj flj fgykdj viuh
FkwFkuh t+ehu esa xM+k nsrk FkkA
dkys&dkys cknyksa ds cM+s&cM+s >q.M e.Myk jgs FksA gj pht+ 'kkUr vkSj
mnkl vkSj Hk;kud yx jgh Fkh] ft+Unxh ekuks dgha tk fNih Fkh] mlus ne
lkèk fy;k FkkA
lglk ,d iqfyl lktsZ.V ?kksM+k nkSM+krk gqvk pkSd dh rji+Q vk;k vkSj
nÝ+rj dh bekjr ds lkeus igq¡pdj mlus ?kksM+k jksd fn;kA viuk pkcqd gok
esa ?kqekrs gq, mlus fdlku ls fpYykdj dqN dgkA fpYykus dh vkokt+
dk¡irh gqbZ vkdj f[kM+dh ls Vdjk;h] ij 'kCn lquk;h u ns ldsA fdlku us
[kM+s gksdj nwj fdlh pht+ dh vksj ladsr fd;kA lktsZ.V dwndj ?kksM+s ij ls
mrjk vkSj ?kksM+s dh jkl fdlku dks Fkek nhA yM+[kM+krk gqvk og lhf<+;ksa rd
x;k vkSj taxys dk lgkjk ysdj cjkens esa tk igq¡pk vkSj njokt+s esa ?kqldj
x+k;c gks x;k---
fiQj pkjksa vksj fuLrCèkrk Nk x;hA ?kksM+s us iksyh t+ehu ij nks ckj vius
lqe ekjsA ,d yM+dh] tks vHkh ckjg&rsjg cjl dh jgh gksxh] dejs esa vk;h_
mlds ihys ckyksa dh ,d NksVh&lh pksVh xq¡èkh gqbZ Fkh vkSj mlds xksy psgjs
ij mldh dkseyrk&Hkjh vk¡[ksa cM+h lqUnj ekywe gksrh FkhaA r'rfj;ksa ls Hkjh
gqbZ ,d VwVh&lh Vªs ys tkrs gq, og cjkcj viuk flj fgyk jgh Fkh vkSj gkasB
dkV jgh FkhA
¶cPph] lyke!¸ iszse ls ek¡ us dgkA
¶lyke!¸

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 pk; dk leku est ij j[kdj yM+dh us lglk mÙkstuk&Hkjs Loj esa
?kks"k.kk dh %
¶vHkh&vHkh mu yksxksa us ,d Mkdw dks idM+k gS] mls ;gha yk jgs gSa!¸
¶dkSu gS og Mkdw\¸
¶ekywe ugha---¸
¶mldks D;ksa idM+k gS\¸
¶ekywe ugha!¸ yM+dh us fiQj ogh mÙkj fn;kA ¶eSaus cl bruk lquk fd
og idM+k x;k gS! lUrjh Fkkusnkj dks cqykus x;k gS!¸
ek¡ us f[kM+dh ls ckgj >k¡ddj ns[kkA ckgj pkSd esa fdlku tek gks jgs
FksA dqN yksx cgqr èkhjs&èkhjs vkjke ls vk jgs Fks] dqN yksx Hkkxs gq, ?kVukLFky
dh rji+Q vk jgs Fks vkSj Hkkxrs gq, gh HksM+ dh [kky ds vius dksVksa ds cVu
yxk jgs FksA ml bekjr ds lkeus ,df=kr gksdj os ck;ha rji+Q ns[krs jgsA
yM+dh us Hkh >k¡ddj f[kM+dh ds ckgj ns[kk vkSj >V ls njokt+k cUn
djrh gqbZ dejs ls ckgj HkkxhA ;g vkokt+ lqudj ek¡ pkSad iM+h] mlus viuk
lwVdsl csap ds vkSj uhps ljdk fn;k vkSj flj ij 'kky vks<+dj tYnh ls
njokt+s dh rji+Q x;hA u tkus D;ksa mldh bPNk gks jgh Fkh fd og >ViV
pyh tk;s] ogk¡ ls Hkkx tk;s] ij og l¡Hky x;h---
tc og cjkens esa igq¡ph rks mldh vk¡[kksa vkSj lhus ij ci+QZ tSlh B.Mh
gok dk ,d >ksadk rhj dh rjg yxk] mldh lk¡l #dus yxh vkSj mlds ik¡o
lglk tokc nsus yxs μ pkSd ds ml ikj jhfcu pyk vk jgk Fkk] mlds nksuksa
gkFk ihNs cUèks gq, Fks vkSj xk¡o ds nks pkSdhnkj t+ehu ij viuh ykfB;k¡ iVdrs
gq, mlds nksuksas rji+Q py jgs FksA tulewg pqipki cjkens ds lkeus [kM+k
izrh{kk dj jgk FkkA
ek¡ dks tSls dkB ekj x;k] og viuh ut+jsa mèkj ls u gVk ldhA jhfcu
dqN dg jgk Fkk_ ek¡ dks mldh vkokt+ rks lquk;h ns jgh Fkh] ij mlds ân;
dh vUèkdkje; 'kwU;rk esa mlds 'kCnksa dh dksbZ izfrèofu lquk;h ugha ns jgh
FkhA
mlus ,d xgjh lk¡l ysdj vius vkidks lEHkkykA cjkens ds ikl uhyh
vk¡[kksa vkSj lqugjs jax dh pkSM+h&lh nk<+hokyk ,d fdlku [kM+k cM+s è;ku ls
mls ns[k jgk FkkA ek¡ us [kk¡lk vkSj Hk; ls dk¡irs gq, gkFk ls viuk xyk lgykus
yxhA
¶D;k gqvk\¸ ek¡ us lkgl cVksjdj mlls iwNkA
¶[+kqn gh ns[k yks!¸ mlus mÙkj nsdj eq¡g iQsj fy;kA ,d vkSj fdlku

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vkdj mlds ikl [kM+k gks x;kA
jhfcu dks tks iqfylokys yk jgs Fks os HkhM+ ds lkeus vkdj #d x;sA
HkhM+ c<+rh tk jgh Fkh] ij yksx fcYdqy 'kkUr FksA lglk jhfcu dk Loj muds
fljksa ij ls xw¡trk gqvk lquk;h fn;kA
¶,s bZlk ds HkDrks! rqe yksxksa us mu ipks± ds ckjs esa lquk gS ftuesa ge
fdlkuksa dh ft+Unxh dh gdhdr c;ku dh x;h gS\ eq>s mUgha ipks± ds fy,
ltk Hkqxruh iM+ jgh gS eSaus gh os ipsZ yksxksa esa ck¡Vs Fks!¸
HkhM+ jhfcu ds vkSj ikl vkrh x;hA mldk Loj 'kkUr vkSj mÙkstukjfgr
FkkA mldh vkokt+ lqudj ek¡ gks'k esa vk;hA
¶lquk rqeus\¸ nwljs fdlku us pqids ls ml uhyh vk¡[kksaokys fdlku ls
dgkA mlus flj mBkdj fiQj fcuk dqN mÙkj fn;s ek¡ dh rji+Q ns[kkA nwljs
fdlsu us Hkh ek¡ dh rji+Q ns[kkA og igys okys fdlku ls mez esa NksVk FkkA
mlds ,d fNnjh&lh dkyh nk<+h Fkh vkSj mlds psgjs ij fpfÙk;k¡ iM+h FkhaA
dqN nsj ckn os nksuksa ogk¡ ls pys x;sA
¶eq>ls Mj x;s gksaxs!¸ ek¡ us vuk;kl lkspkA
og T+;knk lrdZ gks x;hA cjkens eas tgk¡ og [kM+h Fkh ogk¡ ls mls
fe[k+kbyks bokuksfop dk L;kg pksV [kk;k gqvk psgjk vkSj mldh vk¡[kksa dh
mÙkstuk&Hkjh ped fn[kk;h ns jgh FkhA og pkgrh Fkh fd jhfcu Hkh mls ns[k
ys] blfy, og iatksa ds cy [kM+h gksdj xnZu yEch djds ns[kus yxhA
yksx jhfcu dks xEHkhj vfo'okl dh Hkkouk ds lkFk ns[k jgs Fks] ij dksbZ
dqN dg ugha jgk FkkA dsoy HkhM+ esa ihNs dh rji+Q dqN yksxksa dh
[kqlqj&iQqlqj lquk;h ns jgh FkhA
¶fdlku Hkkb;ks!¸ jhfcu us cgqr t+ksj yxkdj Å¡ph vkokt+ esa dgkA
¶mu ipks± esa tks dqN fy[kk gS ml ij ;dhu djukA eqefdu gS muds fy,
eq>s viuh tku dh o+Qher pqdkuh iM+sA ;g ekywe djus ds fy, fd os ipsZ
eq>s dgk¡ ls feys Fks mUgksaus eq>s ihVk vkSj cgqr ;kruk,¡ nha vkSj os eq>s fiQj
ekjsaxsA ysfdu eSa lc dqN cjnk'r djus dks rS;kj gw¡ D;ksafd mu ipks± esa lPph
ckrsa dgh x;h gSa vkSj lPpkbZ gesa viuh jkst+h ls Hkh T+;knk I;kjh gksuh pkfg,A
;gh vlyh ckr gS!¸
¶og ;g lc D;ksa dg jgk gS\¸ cjkens ds ikl [kM+s gq, ,d fdlku
us dgkA
¶vc mlds fy, iQjd Hkh D;k iM+rk gS]¸ uhyh vk¡[kksaokys us mÙkj
fn;kA ¶vkneh ,d gh ckj rks ej ldrk gS---¸

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 yksx vHkh rd ogk¡ pqipki [kM+s mnkl Hkko ls jhfcu dks ns[k jgs Fks
vkSj ,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk fd dksbZ vn`'; cks> mUgsa uhps nck jgk FkkA
iqfyl lktsZ.V yM+[kM+krk gqvk cjkens esa vk;kA
¶dkSu cksy jgk Fkk\¸ mlus u'khyh vkokt+ esa dgkA
lglk og iQqrhZ ls lhf<+;ksa ls uhps mrjk vkSj jhfcu ds cky idM+dj
mls >a>ksM+ fn;kA
¶D;ksa] rw cksy jgk Fkk] lqvj ds cPps\¸ mlus ph[k+dj dgkA
HkhM+ esa [kycyh ep x;h vkSj yksx cqncqnkdj dqN dgus yxsA ek¡ us
O;fFkr gksdj ykpkjh ls viuk flj >qdk fy;kA ,d ckj fiQj jhfcu dk Loj
xw¡t mBk %
¶ns[k fy;k rqe yksxksa us!--¸
¶pqi jgks!¸ iqfyl lktsZ.V us mlh duiVh ij ,d eqDdk jlhn fd;kA
jhfcu yM+[kM+k;k vkSj mlus dUèks Hkhap fy;sA
¶vkneh ds gkFk ck¡èkdj tSlk th easa vkrk gS mlds lkFk lywd djrs
gS-a --¸
¶flikfg;ks] ys tkvks bls! vkSj rqe lc yksx ?kj tkvks vius&vius!¸
iqfyl lktsZ.V jhfcu ds lkeus bl rjg mNyrk jgk tSls fdlh dqÙks dks
gM~Mh fey x;h gks] vkSj mls eq¡g ij] lhus ij vkSj isV esa ?kw¡ls ekjrk jgkA
¶ekjks ugha mls!¸ fdlh us HkhM+ esa ls fpYykdj dgkA
¶vkf[k+j ekjrs D;ksa gks\¸ fdlh us leFkZu esa dgkA
¶vkvks] pysa!¸ uhyh vk¡[kksa okys fdlku us flj fgykdj vius lkFkh
ls dgkA os nksuksa èkhjs&èkhjs ogk¡ ls py fn;s vkSj ek¡ lgkuqHkwfrHkjh n`f"V ls mUgsa
ns[krh jghA tc mlus iqfyl lktsZ.V dks yLVe&iLVe Hkkxdj cjkens dh
lhf<+;ksa ij p<+rs ns[kk] rks ek¡ us lUrks"k dh lk¡l yhA
¶;gk¡ ykvks bls! eSa D;k dg jgk gw¡---¸ mlus viuk eqDdk fgykrs gq,
ph[k+dj dgkA
¶[k+cjnkj tks ,slk fd;k!¸ fdlh us HkhM+ esa ls dM+ddj dgkA ek¡ us
ns[kk fd og ogha uhyh vk¡[kksaokyk fdlku cksy jgk FkkA ¶yksxks] mls ogk¡ u
ys tkus nks! vxj os mls ogk¡ ys x;s] rks ekjrs&ekjrs mldh tku ys ysaxsA vkSj
fiQj dg nsaxs fd ge yksxksa us mls ekj Mkyk gS! vUnj u ys tkus nsuk!¸
¶fdlku Hkkb;ks!¸ fe[k+kbyks us xjtdj dgkA ¶rqe yksxksa dks ;g le>
easa ugha vkrk fd rqEgkjh ft+Unxh D;k gS\ D;k rqe ;g ugha ns[krs fd os yksx
rqEgsa fdl rjg ywVrs gSa] rqEgsa èkks[kk nsrs gSa vkSj rqEgkjk [+kwu pwl ysrs gSa\ gj

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pht+ rqEgkjh gh cnkSyr gS μ rqe bl èkjrh dh lcls cM+h 'kfDr gks μ ysfdu
rqe yksxksa dks fdl ckr dk vfèkdkj gS\ fli+QZ Hkw[kksa ejus dk!--¸
lglk fdlku ,d&nwljs dh ckr dkVrs gq, fpYykus yxs %
¶og lp dg jgk gS!¸
¶Fkkusnkj dgk¡ gS\ Fkkusnkj lkgc dks cqykvks!--¸
¶iqfyl lktsZUV mUgha dks cqykus x;s gSa---¸
¶dkSu] og 'kjkch\--¸
¶vi+Qljksa dks cqykuk dksbZ gekjk dke FkksM+s gh gS---¸
'kksj c<+rk x;kA
¶rqe cksys tkvks! ge mu yksxksa dks rqEgsa gkFk Hkh u yxkus nsaxs---¸
¶blds gkFk [kksy nks---¸
¶ns[kuk dgha rqe [+kqn u idM+s tkuk!--¸
¶jfLl;ksa ls esjs gkFkksa esa nnZ gks jgk gS!¸ jhfcu us viuh Hkkjh lqjhyh
vkokt+ esa dgk ftlesa cko+Qh lc vkokt+sa Mwc x;haA ¶fdlku Hkkb;ks] eSa Hkkxw¡xk
ugha! eSa lPpkbZ ls Hkkxdj dgk¡ tkÅ¡xk μ og rks esjh ul&ul esa clh gqbZ
gS---¸
dqN yksx HkhM+ ls vyx gksdj ,d rji+Q dks gVdj [kM+s gks x;s vkSj
flj fgyk&fgykdj Vhdk&fVIi.kh djrs jgsA ysfdu iQVs&iqjkus diM+s igus gq,
vkSj yksx cgqr mÙksftr voLFkk esa Hkkxdj vkrs jgsA os lc jhfcu ds pkjksa vksj
HkhM+ yxk;s [kM+s FksA jhfcu muds chp ,d ounsork dh rjg [kM+k Fkk vkSj
vius flj ds Åij gkFk fgyk&fgykdj muls fpYyk&fpYykdj dg jgk Fkk
%
¶èkU;okn] nksLrks] rqEgkjk cgqr&cgqe èkU;okn! vxj ge yksx ,d&nwljs
ds gkFk ugha [kksysaxs] rks dkSu [kksysxk\¸
mlus viuh nk<+h ij gkFk iQsjk vkSj [+kwu esa luk gqvk gkFk Åij mBk;kA
¶;g esjk [+kwu gS tks eSaus lPpkbZ ds fy, cgk;k gS!¸
ek¡ cjkens dh lhf<+;ksa ls uhps mrjh] ysfdu pw¡fd mls HkhM+ ds dkj.k
fe[k+kbyks dh lwjr ugha fn[kk;h ns jgh Fkh] blfy, og fiQj Åij p<+ x;hA
mlds ân; esa ,d vLi"V&lk g"kZ fgyksjsa ys jgk FkkA
¶fdlku Hkkb;ks! bu ipks± dks <w¡<+dj i<+uk! vxj iknjh yksx vkSj
ljdkjh gkfde rqels dgsa fd lPpkbZ dk izpkj djus okys ;s yksx ukfLrd
vkSj foæksgh gSa] rks mu ij fo'okl u djukA lPpkbZ Nqi&Nqidj i`Foh ij ?kwe
jgh gS vkSj og turk ds chp okl djus ds fy, LFkku <w<¡ + jgh gSA bu gkfdeksa

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ds fy, rks og èkèkdrh gqbZ vkx vkSj ryokj dh rjg gSA os mls Lohdkj ugha
dj ldrs μ og mUgsa dkVdj j[k nsxh vkSj tykdj HkLe dj nsxh! rqEgkjs
fy, lPpkbZ ,d nksLr gS] muds fy, og ,d dV~Vj nq'eu gS! blhfy, og
i`Foh ij Nqi&Nqidj ?kwerh gS!--¸
,d ckj fiQj HkhM+ esa ls rjg&rjg dh vkokt+sa vkus yxhaA
¶lquks] ,s bZlk ds HkDrks!--¸
¶HkS;k] rqEgkjk vatke cqjk gksxk---¸
¶rqEgsa iqfyl ds gokys fdlus fd;k\¸
¶iknjh us!¸ ,d iqfylokys us mÙkj fn;kA
nks fdlkuksa us ,d eksVh&lh xkyh nhA
¶ns[kuk yksxks] gksf'k;kj jguk!¸ fdlh us psrkouh nhA

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Fkkusnkj HkhM+ dh rji+Q vk jgk FkkA og yEcs dn dk] xBs gq, 'kjhj vkSj
xksy psgjsokyk O;fDr FkkA og viuh Vksih ,d dku ds Åij >qdkdj igurk
Fkk vkSj mldh ,d rji+Q dh ew¡N Åij dh vksj vkSj nwljh rji+Q dh ew¡N uhps
dh vksj ,saBh jgrh Fkh] blfy, mlds psgjs ij ges'kk ,d uhjl eqLdjkgV
dk Vs<k+ iu o+Qk;e jgrk FkkA og vius ck;sa gkFk esa ryokj fy;s Fkk vkSj nkfguk
gkFk cgqr t+ksj ls >qyk&>qykdj py jgk FkkA mlds Hkkjh vkSj tes gq, o+Qneksa
dh vkgV lcus lquhA mls jkLrk nsus ds fy, HkhM+ gV x;h vkSj lkjk dksykgy
bl rjg 'kkUr gks x;k tSls èkjrh esa ikuh lks[k tk;sA lcdh eqæk,¡ xEHkhj gks
x;haA ek¡ dks ,slk yxk fd mldh vk¡[ksa ty jgh gSa vkSj mlds ekFks dh isf'k;k¡
iQM+d jgh gSaA og fiQj tkdj HkhM+ esa fey tkuk pkgrh FkhA og vkxs >qdh
vkSj vk'kadkvksa ls Hkjh gqbZ fu'py [kM+h jghA
¶D;k gS ;g\¸ Fkkusnkj us jhfcu ds lkeus #ddj mls cM+s jksc ls ns[krs
gq, iwNkA ¶blds gkFk D;ksa ugha c¡èks gSa\ flikfg;ks] blds gkFk ck¡èk nks!¸
mldh vkokt+ cgqr Å¡ph vkSj xw¡trh gqbZ] ij likV FkhA
¶c¡èks gq, rks Fks] ij yksxksa us [kksy fn;s!¸ ,d flikgh us mÙkj fn;kA
¶D;k eryc\ yksx D;k gksrs gSa\ fdu yksxksa us\¸ Fkkusnkj us vius lkeus
vèkZo`Ùk ds :i esa [kM+h gqbZ HkhM+ ij ,d ut+j nkSM+k;hA
¶dkSu gSa ;s yksx\¸ mlus viuh likV vkokt+ esa iwNk_ mlds Loj esa
t+jk Hkh mrkj&p<+ko ugha vkus ik;kA mlus viuh ryokj dh ewB ls uhyh
vk¡[kksa okys fdlku dks Nwdj dgk %

ek¡ @ 297
 ¶pqekdkso] ftu yksxksa dk ftØ gks jgk gS] og rqe gks\ vPNk] vkSj dkSu
gS\ ehf'ku] rqe Hkh\¸ Fkkusnkj us muesa ls ,d dh nk<+h vius nkfgus gkFk ls
idM+ yhA
¶gjketknks] pys tkvks ;gk¡ ls] ugha rks eSa vHkh rqEgkjh vDy fBdkus
dj nw¡xk μ vPNh rjg etk p[kk nw¡xk!¸
mldh eqæk esa u Øksèk Fkk u èkedhA og cgqr gh vkos'kjfgr Loj esa
cksy jgk Fkk vkSj vius yEcs&yEcs gkFkksa ls mUgsa ,sls ekj jgk Fkk tSls ;g
mldh vknr gksA os yksx eq¡g yVdk;s okil gks x;sA
¶rqe yksx ;gk¡ [kM+s D;k ns[k jgs gks\¸ mlus flikfg;ksa ls dgkA ¶eSa
dgrk gw¡ gkFk ck¡èk nks blds!¸
Fkkusnkj us ,d lk¡l esa dbZ xkfy;k¡ nha vkSj fiQj jhfcu dh rji+Q ns[kkA
¶,] gkFk ihNs djks!¸ mlus xjtdj dgkA
¶eSa vius gkFk c¡èkokuk ugha pkgrk!¸ jhfcu us dgkA ¶eSa u Hkkxw¡xk] u
yMw+¡xk] blfy, gkFk c¡èkokus dh D;k t+:jr gS\¸
¶D;k dgk\¸ Fkkusnkj us mldh rji+Q c<+rs gq, dgkA
¶ogf'k;ks] vPNk ;gh gS fd yksxksa dks bl rjg lrkuk NksM+ nks!¸ jhfcu
us viuk Loj Å¡pk djds dgkA ¶rqEgkjh ckjh Hkh tYn gh vkus okyh gS---¸
Fkkusnkj mldk eq¡g ns[krk jg x;k] mldh ew¡Nsa iQM+d jgh FkhaA og ,d
o+Qne ihNs gV x;k vkSj mlus vk'p;Z ls lk¡i dh rjg iQqiQdkjdj dgk %
¶lqvj ds cPps! rsjh ;g etky!¸
fiQj lglk mlus jhfcu ds eq¡g ij t+ksj dk ,d ?kw¡lk ekjkA
¶vki vius bu ?kw¡lksa ls lPpkbZ dks ugha ekj ldrs!¸ jhfcu us mldh
rji+Q c<+rs gq, fpYykdj dgkA ¶tyhy dqÙks] rq>s eq>dks ekjus dk dksbZ gd
ugha gS!¸
¶eq>s dksbZ gd ugha gS\ eq>s\¸ Fkkusnkj us lpeqp dqÙkksa dh rjg Hkw¡ddj
dgkA
mlus ,d ckj fiQj jhfcu ds flj dk fu'kkuk ysdj viuk eqDdk
?kqek;kA jhfcu us flj uhps dj fy;k vkSj fu'kkuk pwd x;k_ Fkkusnkj eq¡g ds
cy fxjrss&fxjrs cpkA fdlh us HkhM+ esa ls fp<+kus ds fy, lhVh ctk;h vkSj
,d ckj fiQj jhfcu dk Øksèkiw.kZ Loj lquk;h fn;k %
¶'kSrku] [k+cjnkj tks eq>s gkFk yxkus dh fgEer dh!¸
Fkkusnkj us pkjksa vksj ut+j nkSM+k;h vkSj ns[kk fd HkhM+ vkSj ikl vk x;h
Fkh vkSj mu yksxksa us pkjksas rji+Q ,d ?ksjk cuk fy;k Fkk_ ;g ckr cgqr

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v'kqHklwpd vkSj [k+rjukd Fkh---
¶fudhrk!¸ Fkkusnkj us fpYykdj vkokt+ nhA ¶, fudhrk!¸
,d NksVs dn dk xBs gq, 'kjhj okyk fdlku HksM+ dh [kky dk dksV
igus HkhM+ ls ckgj vk;kA mldk my>s gq, ckyksa okyk cM+k&lk flj >qdk
gqvk FkkA
¶fudhrk!¸ Fkkusnkj us cM+s fuf'pUr Hkko ls viuh ew¡N ,saBrs gq, dgkA
¶t+jk bldh duiVh ij ,d eqDdk jlhn rks djuk μ t+ksj dk!¸
fdlku vkxs c<+k vkSj jhfcu ds lkeus igq¡pdj [kM+k gks x;kA mlus flj
mBk;k gh Fkk fd jhfcu us mlds Åij dBksj 'kCnksa dh ckSNkj dh vkSj cM+s
fo'okl ds lkFk viuh Hkkjh vkokt+ esa cksyk %
¶Hkkb;ks] ns[kk rqeus] fdl rjg ;s yksx vkneh dks vius gh gkFkksa viuk
xyk ?kksaVus ij etcwj djrs gSaA vk¡[ksa [kksydj ns[k yks vkSj vPNh rjg lkspks
blds ckjs esa!¸
èkhjs&èkhjs ml fdlku us viuk gkFk mBk;k vkSj jhfcu ds flj ij ,d
cgqr gh gYdk&lk eqDdk ekjkA
¶gjkeh] ,sls ekjk tkrk gS\¸ Fkkusnkj us fpYykdj dgkA
¶, fudhrk!¸ fdlh us HkhM+ esa ls èkheh vkokt+ esa dgkA ¶;g u Hkwy
tkuk fd Hkxoku ds lkeus tokc nsuk iM+sxk!¸
¶eSa dgrk gw¡] ekjks bls!¸ Fkkusnkj us fdlku dh xnZu dks èkDdk nsrs gq,
mlls fpYykdj dgkA ysfdu fudhrk viuk flj >qdk;s ogk¡ ls py fn;kA
¶cl] eSa blls T+;knk ugha dj ldrk---¸ mlus mnkl gksdj dgkA
¶D;k dgk\¸
Fkkusnkj ds psgjs ij dkfyek nkSM+ x;h_ og viuk ik¡o iVddj
eksVh&lh xkyh nsdj jhfcu dh rji+Q >iVkA blds ckn gh ,d ?kw¡ls dh
vkokt+ vk;h vkSj jhfcu pDdj [kkdj yM+[kM+k x;kA mlus viuk gkFk mBk;k
gh Fkk fd brus esa nwljk ?kw¡lk iM+k vkSj og fxj iM+kA Fkkusnkj mlds flj vkSj
lhus ij rFkk ilfy;ksa esa Bksdjsa ekjus yxkA
HkhM+ esa Øksèk dh ygj nkSM+ x;hA yksx Fkkusnkj dh rji+Q c<+s] ij ;g
ns[kdj og mNydj ihNs gV x;k vkSj tYnh ls viuh ryokj E;ku esa ls
fudkydj cksyk %
¶D;k eryc gS bldk\ rqe yksx cxkor dj jgs gks\ vPNk] rks ;g ckr
gS!--¸
mldh vkokt+ dk¡idj 'kkUr gks x;h vkSj og dqN dgus ds vliQy

ek¡ @ 299
iz;kl esa fpafp;kus yxkA Fkkusnkj dh vkokt+ tokc ns x;h vkSj mlds
gkFk&ik¡o HkhA mldk flj >qd x;k] dUèks uhps yVd x;s vkSj ihNs gVrs gq,
mlus gkjs tqvkjh dh rjg pkjksa rji+Q ut+j nkSM+k;hA og vius o+Qneksa ls t+ehu
VVksy&VVksydj py jgk FkkA
¶vPNh ckr gS!¸ mlus HkjkZ;s gq, Loj esa fpYykdj dgkA ¶ys tkvks
bls ;gk¡ ls μ eSa tk jgk gw¡A gjketknks] rqEgsa ekywe ugha fd og jktuhfrd
dSnh gS\ rqEgsa ;g ekywe ugha fd ;g yksxksa dks t+kj ds f[k+yki+Q HkM+dk jgk
gS\ vkSj rqe bldh rji+Qnkjh djrs gks\ blfy, rqe Hkh ckxh gks] D;ksa u\--¸
ek¡ iyd >idk;s fcuk fu'py [kM+h jghA mldh lkjh 'kfDr tSls
fdlh us fupksM+ yh gks] mldk fnekx fcYdqy [k+kyh Fkk tSls mlus dksbZ
Hk;kud LoIu ns[kk gksA og Hk; vkSj O;Fkk esa Mwch gqbZ FkhA yksxksa dh mnklh]
O;Fkk vkSj Øksèk ls Hkjh gqbZ vkokt+sa efD[k;ksa dh rjg mlds efLr"d esa xw¡t
jgh FkhaA mlus Fkkusnkj dh dk¡irh gqbZ vkokt+ vkSj fdlh dh iQqliQql djds
cksyus dh vkokt+ lquh---
¶vxj og vijkèkh gS] rks ml ij vnkyr esa eqo+Qnek pyk;k tk;s!--¸
¶gqtwj] jge [kkb;s ml ij---¸
¶;g lp gS] fdlh o+Qkuwu esa bl rjg ds crkZo dh btktr ugha gS---¸
¶lpeqp dksbZ o+Qkuwu ,slk ugha gS! vxj ,slk gksrk rks ftldk th pkgrk
ftls ekj&ihVdj cjkcj dj nsrkA ;g Hkh dksbZ ckr gqbZ\--¸
yksx nks nyksa esa c¡V x;s % ,d Fkkusnkj dks ?ksjdj [kM+k gks x;k vkSj ml
ij ph[k+us&fpYykus yxk vkSj mlls vuqu;&fou; djus yxk_ nwljk lewg] tks
NksVk Fkk] èkjk'kk;h O;fDr dks ?ksjs [kM+k Fkk vkSj pqukSrh ds Loj esa cqM+cqM+kdj
dqN dg jgk FkkA bl lewg ds dqN yksxksa us lgkjk nsdj jhfcu dks [kM+k fd;k
vkSj tc iqfylokyksa us fiQj mlds gkFk ck¡èkus dk iz;Ru fd;k] rks mUgksaus
fpYykdj dgk %
¶vjs] tYyknks] bruh tYnh D;k gS!¸
fe[k+kbyks us vius eq¡g vkSj nk<+h ij ls xnZ vkSj [+kwu iksaNk vkSj pqipki
pkjksa vksj ut+j nkSM+k;hA mldh ut+j ek¡ ij iM+hA ek¡ pkSad iM+h vkSj mldh
rji+Q >qddj vuk;kl gh mlus viuk gkFk fgyk fn;kA jhfcu us eq¡g iQsj
fy;kA dqN nsj ckn mldh vk¡[kksa us fiQj ek¡ dks <w¡<+ fy;kA ek¡ dks ,slk izrhr
gqvk fd og flj Å¡pk djds rudj [kM+k gks x;k Fkk vkSj mlds [+kwu esa lus
gq, xky dk¡ius yxs---
¶mlus eq>s igpku fy;k μ D;k lpeqp mlus eq>s igpku fy;k\--¸

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 ek¡ us mldh rji+Q ns[kdj flj fgyk;kA ,d rhoz ykylk ds o'k mldk
lkjk 'kjhj dk¡i jgk FkkA nwljs gh {k.k ek¡ us ns[kk fd og uhyh vk¡[kksa okyk
fdlku jhfcu ds cxy esa [kM+k mls ns[k jgk FkkA ,d {k.k ds fy, mldh
n`f"V ls ek¡ Hk;Hkhr gks mBh---
¶eSa D;k dj jgh gw¡\ os yksx eq>s Hkh idM+ ysaxs!¸
ml fdlku us jhfcu ls dqN dgk vkSj jhfcu us mÙkj esa flj fgyk fn;kA
¶dksbZ fiQdj dh ckr ugha gS!¸ jhfcu us dk¡irs gq, Loj esa dgk] tks
dEiu ds ckotwn Li"V vkSj lkgle; FkkA ¶eSa bl i`Foh ij vdsyk ugha gw¡
μ os lkjh i`Foh ds yksxksa dks rks fxjÝ+rkj ugha dj ldrs! tgk¡&tgk¡ eSa jgk
gw¡ ogk¡ esjh ;kn cko+Qh jgsxh! os gekjk ?kksalyk ukspdj cckZn Hkh dj Mkysa]
reke lkfFk;ksa dks idM+ Hkh ys tk;sa] fiQj Hkh---¸
¶og ;g lc eq>ls dg jgk gS!¸ ek¡ us vUnktk yxk;kA
¶ysfdu og fnu vk;sxk tc ;s mdkc vktknh ls mM+saxs μ turk lkjs
c¡èku rksM+ Mkysxh!¸
,d vkSjr ckYVh esa ikuh ykdj jhfcu dk eq¡g èkksus yxh vkSj lkFk&lkFk
vkgsa Hkjdj cqM+cqM+krh jghA mldk ;g fou;iw.kZ d#.k ØUnu fe[k+kbyks ds
'kCnksa esa bl rjg ?kqy&fey x;k fd ek¡ muesa vUrj Hkh u dj ldhA Fkkusnkj
ds ihNs&ihNs fdlkuksa dk ,d lewg mèkj c<+kA
¶dSnh dks ys tkus ds fy, xkM+h ykvks! vcdh fdldh ckjh gS\¸
fdlh us fpYykdj dgkA
blds ckn Fkkusnkj dk Loj lquk;h fn;k tks vc fcYdqy gh cnyk gqvk
FkkA ,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk fd og cgqr >q¡>ykdj cksy jgk FkkA
¶eSa rq>s ekj ldrk gw¡]¸ Fkkusnkj us dgk] ¶ij rw esjs Åij gkFk ugha mBk
ldrkA vc dh ckj fgEer u djuk] xèks dgha ds!¸
¶vPNk] ;g ckr gS! vki vius dks le>rs D;k gSa μ D;k vki [+kqnk
gSa\¸ jhfcu us fpYykdj dgkA
nch gqbZ vkokt+ksa ds izokg esa mldh vkokt+ Mwc x;hA
¶HkkbZ] mlls cgl u djks! og gkfde gS!--¸
¶gqtwj] vki ml ij [kiQk u gksa! og bl oD+r vius gks'k esa ugha gS---¸
¶pqi jg] cq¼ dgha dk!¸
¶os yksx vc rqEgsa 'kgj ys tk;ssaxs---¸
¶'kgj esa T+;knk dk;nk&o+Qkuwu pyrk gS!¸
yksxksa dh vkokt+kas esa fou; vkSj vuqjksèk FkkA bu reke vkokt+kas us feydj

ek¡ @ 301
,d vLi"V xq¡tu dk :i èkkj.k dj fy;k Fkk ftlesa vk'kk dh >yd rd
u FkhA iqfylokys jhfcu dh ck¡gsa idM+dj mls nÝ+rj dh bekjr dh lhf<+;ksa
ds Åij ys x;s vkSj njokt+s ds vUnj pys x;sA fdlku èkhjs&èkhjs frrj&fcrj
gks x;s] ysfdu ek¡ us uhyh vk¡[kksa okys ml fdlku dks viuh rji+Q vkrs ns[kkA
og vk¡[ksa >qdk;s mls ns[k jgk FkkA ek¡ ds ik¡o tokc nsus yxs vkSj ?kksj fujk'kk
us ekuks mlds ân; dh lkjh 'kfDr pwl yh_ mldh vk¡[kksa ds vkxs v¡èksjk&lk
Nkus yxkA
¶eq>s ;gk¡ ls ugha gVuk pkfg,!¸ mlus lkspkA ¶eq>s ugha gVuk pkfg,!¸
og taxyk idM+dj izrh{kk djus yxhA
Fkkusnkj cjkens esa [kM+k vius gkFk fgyk&fgykdj fdlh dks Mk¡V jgk
Fkk_ mldh vkokt+ bl le; Hkh mruh gh uhjl vkSj cstku FkhA
¶rqe yksx fcYdqy csoo+Qwi+Q gks] lqvj ds cPpks! u dqN tkusa u cw>sa]
gj ckr esa viuh Vk¡x vM+krs gSa! xèkks] ;g ljdkj dk ekeyk gS! esjk ,glku
ekuks] rqEgsa rks esjs lkeus ?kqVus Vsddj esjk 'kqfØ;k vnk djuk pkfg, fd eSaus
rqEgkjs lkFk bruh HkykbZ dh! vxj eSa pkgrk] rks lcdks idM+okj l[+r dSn
dh ltk djok nsrk---¸
dksbZ chl&iPphl fdlku uaxs flj [kM+s mldh ckrsa lqu jgs FksA ckny
uhps vkrs x;s vkSj v¡èksjk Nkrk x;kA uhyh vk¡[kksaokyk fdlku cjkens esa vk;k
tgk¡ ek¡ [kM+h gqbZ FkhA
¶ns[kk D;k gks jgk gS\--¸
¶gk¡]¸ ek¡ us ujeh ls mÙkj fn;kA
¶rqe ;gk¡ fdl dke ls vk;h gks\¸ mlus ek¡ dh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡[ksa
Mkydj iwNkA
¶eSa fdlku vkSjrksa ls ySlsa [k+jhnrh gw¡ vkSj diM+k Hkh---¸
fdlku èkhjs&èkhjs viuh nk<+h ij gkFk iQsjus yxkA
¶;gk¡ dh vkSjrsa rks ;s pht+sa cukrh ugha]¸ mlus bekjr ds njokt+s dh
rji+Q duf[k;kss ls ns[kdj cM+h csijokgh ls dgkA
ek¡ us tYnh ls ml ij ,d ut+j Mkyh vkSj vUnj tkus ds fy, mfpr
volj dh izrh{kk djus yxhA fdlku dk psgjk cgqr [+kwclwjr vkSj xEHkhj Fkk
vkSj mldh vk¡[kksa esa mnklh FkhA og yEcs dn dk pkSM+s dUèkksa okyk vkneh
Fkk_ og iScUn yxk gqvk dksV] lki+Q&lh lwrh o+Qeht+ vkSj xk<+s dk Hkwjk irywu
igus Fkk_ mlds ik¡oksa ij iQVs gq, twrs Fks] og Hkh fcuk ekstksa ds---
u tkus D;ksa ek¡ us lUrks"k dh lk¡l yhA

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 ¶D;k rqe vkt jkr&Hkj ds fy, eq>s vius ;gk¡ Bgjk ldrs gks\¸ ek¡
us lglk iwNkA ;g iz'u mlus vUr%izsj.kk ds o'k iwNk Fkk tks bl le; mlds
HkVdrs gq, fopkjksa ls T+;knk rst+h ls dke dj jgh FkhA
;g iz'u iwNrs gh mldk iwjk 'kjhj] mldh ,d&,d gM~Mh] ,d&,d
ek¡l&is'kh ekuks vdM+ x;hA og rudj lhèkh [kM+h gks x;h vkSj ml vkneh
dks fuMj gksdj ns[kus yxhA dqN fopkj mlds efLr"d esa dk¡Vksa dh rjg pqHk
jgs Fks %
¶esjh otg ls fudksykbZ bokuksfop dh rckgh vk tk;sxhA vkSj eSa cgqr
fnuksa rd] u tkus fdrus fnuksa rd ikosy ls ugha fey ikšxh! os eq>s cgqr
ekjsxa !s ¸
fdlku us t+ehu ij ut+jsa xM+k;s gq, vius dksV dks lhus ij [khaprs gq,
èkhjs&èkhjs mÙkj fn;k %
¶rqEgsa jkr&Hkj ds fy, vius ;gk¡ Bgjk yw¡\ D;ksa ugha\ cl bruh ckr
gS fd esjh >ksiM+h cgqr ekewyh&lh gS---¸
¶eSa gh dkSu egyksa esa jgus dh vknh gw¡!¸
¶vPNh ckr gS]¸ fdlku jkth gks x;k vkSj vk¡[ksa mBkdj mlus ek¡ dks
flj ls ik¡o rd ns[kkA
dki+Qh nsj gks x;h Fkh vkSj 'kke ds /kq¡/kyds esa mldh vk¡[kksa esa mnkl
ped Fkh vkSj mldk psgjk cgqr ihyk ekywe iM+rk FkkA
¶vPNk] rks eSa vHkh pyrh gw¡ vkSj rqe esjk lwVdsl ys pyksxs u\--¸ ek¡
us èkhjs ls dgkA mls ,slk yx jgk Fkk fd og cM+h rst+h ls fdlh <yku ij
uhps fiQlyrh tk jgh gSA
¶vPNh ckr gS] ysrk pyw¡xk]¸ mlus dUèks Å¡ps djds viuk dksV fiQj
Bhd fd;k] ¶yks] og xkM+h vk x;h---¸
jhfcu fiQj cjkens esa fn[kk;h fn;kA mlds flj vkSj psgjs ij Hkwjs jax dh
dksbZ pht+ fyiVh gqbZ Fkh vkSj mlds gkFk c¡èks gq, FksA
¶vPNk] nksLrks] fonk!¸ xksèkwfy&osyk esa lnhZ dks phjrk gqvk mldk Loj
lquk;h fn;k] ¶lPpkbZ dh [kkst esa jguk vkSj mldh fgiQktr djuk! tks
vkneh rqels bZekunkjh dh ckr dgs ml ij fo'okl djuk vkSj lPpkbZ ds
fy, yM+us esa viuh tku dh Hkh ijokg u djuk!--¸
¶cUn dj tcku!¸ Fkkusnkj fpYyk;kA ¶vcs iqfylokys] ?kksM+ksa dks
gk¡drk D;ksa ugha\¸
¶rqEgkjs ikl [kksus ds fy, gS gh D;k\ viuh ft+Unxh dks ns[kks!--¸

ek¡ @ 303
 xkM+h py nhA
¶vkf[k+j rqe yksx Hkw[kksa D;ksa ejrs gks\¸ jhfcu us fpYykdj dgk_ mlds
nksuksa rji+Q ,d&,d iqfylokyk cSBk FkkA ¶vxj rqEgsa vktknh fey x;h] rks
rqEgsa jksVh vkSj U;k; Hkh fey tk;sxk! vPNk] nksLrks] fonk!--¸
mldh vkokt+ ifg;ksa dh [kM+[kM+] ?kksM+ksa dh Vkiksa dh vkokt+ vkSj
Fkkusnkj dh ph[k+&iqdkj esa ncdj jg x;hA
¶cl] fo+QLlk [kre gks x;k!¸ fdlku us flj fgykdj dgk vkSj fiQj
ek¡ dh rji+Q eqM+dj cksyk % ¶rqe ;gha esjk bUrt+kj djks] eSa vHkh ,d feuV
esa vk;k---¸
ek¡ dejs esa pyh x;h vkSj leksokj ds lkeus est ds ikl cSB x;hA mlus
jksVh dk ,d VqdM+k mBkdj ns[kk vkSj fiQj r'rjh esa okil j[k fn;kA mldh
[kkus dh fcYdqy bPNk ugha gks jgh Fkh μ mls fiQj eryh&lh gks jgh FkhA
mls u tkus D;ksa xehZ yx jgh Fkh ftlds dkj.k og cspuS FkhA eryh ds dkj.k
mldh 'kfDr {kh.k gksus yxh] mlds ân; ls ekuks fdlh us lkjk [+kwu fupksM+
fy;k vkSj mldh vk¡[kksa ds vkxs v¡èksjk Nkus yxkA ml uhyh vk¡[kksa okys
fdlku dk psgjk cjkcj mldh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus fiQj jgk Fkk μ og ,d
vthc psgjk Fkk] mlesa fdlh ckr dh deh ekywe gksrh Fkh vkSj mls ns[krs
gh u tkus D;ksa vfo'okl dh Hkkouk tkx`r gksrh FkhA og ;g ugha lkspuk
pkgrh Fkh fd og mlds lkFk fo'okl?kkr djsxk] ij ;g fopkj mlds
efLr"d esa izos'k dj x;k Fkk vkSj mlds fny ij ,d cks> cuk gqvk FkkA
¶mlus eq>s è;ku ls ns[kk!¸ mlus det+ksjh vuqHko djrs gq, lkspk
¶mlus eq>s è;ku ls ns[kk vkSj μ Hkkai x;k---¸
;g fopkj blls vkxs u c<+ ldk] ekuks eryh vkSj fujk'kk dh nyny
esa iQ¡ldj jg x;k gksA
pkSd essa vHkh FkksM+h nsj igys ds dksykgy ds ckn tks fuLrCèkrk Nk x;h
Fkh mlls ;g irk pyrk Fkk fd xk¡ookys Mj x;s FksA blls ek¡ dh ,dkUr dh
Hkkouk vkSj rhoz gks mBh Fkh vkSj mldh vkRek ij jk[k tSlk dksey vkSj lqjebZ
vUèkdkj&lk Nk x;k FkkA
og yM+dh fiQj njokt+s ij fn[kk;h nhA
¶vkids fy, v.Ms rydj yk nw¡\¸ mlus iwNkA
¶ugha] jgus nksA esjh [kkus dh bPNk ugha gks jgh gS] bu yksxksa dh
ph[k+&iqdkj ls esjk rks fny fgy x;k!¸
yM+dh est ds ikl vk x;hA

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 ¶vkius ns[kk ugha fd Fkkusnkj us mls fdruh cqjh rjg ihVk!¸ mlus cM+h
mRlqdrk ls ncs Loj esa dgk] ¶eSa rks ikl gh [kM+h FkhA mlus mlds lHkh nk¡r
rksM+ MkysA eSaus ml vkneh dks Fkwdrs ns[kk μ fdruk xk<+k vkSj xgjs jax dk
Fkk mldk [+kwu!-- vkSj mldh vk¡[ksa rks lwtdj fcYdqy cUn gks x;h Fkha! og
rkjdksy ds dkj[k+kus esa dke djrk gSA iqfyl lktsZ.V Åij u'ks esa èkqÙk iM+k
gS vkSj vc Hkh 'kjkc ek¡x jgk gSA og dgrk gS fd mudk ,d iwjk fxjksg Fkk
vkSj ;g nk<+hokyk mudk ljnkj FkkA mUgksaus rhu yksxksa dks idM+k Fkk] ij ,d
Hkkx x;kA mUgksaus ,d ekLVj dks Hkh fxjÝ+rkj dj fy;kA og Hkh buds fxjksg
esa FkkA os bZ'oj ij ;dhu ugha j[krs vkSj nwljksa ls Hkh dgrs gSa fd bZ'oj ij
fo'okl u j[ksa rkfd os fxjtk?kjksa dks ywV ldsa μ ;gh gS bu yksxksa dk dke!
dqN fdlkuksa dks ml ij rjl vk jgk Fkk exj dqN yksxksa dk dguk Fkk fd
mls iQk¡lh ns nsuh pkfg,! gekjs xk¡o esa ,sls nq"V fdlku Hkh gSa!¸
ek¡ yM+dh dh ;g csflj&iSj dh ckrsa è;ku ls lqurh jghA yM+dh cM+h
rst+h ls cksy jgh FkhA ek¡ vius Hk; vkSj vk'kadkvksa dks nckus dks iz;Ru dj
jgh FkhA yM+dh bl ckr ij [+kq'k Fkh fd dksbZ rks mldh ckr lqu jgk Fkk]
blfy, og vkSj Hkh mRlkg ds lkFk cksyrh jgh %
¶esjs ckck dgrs gSa fd ;g lc iQly [k+jkc gksus dk urhtk gS! nks lky
ls èkjrh esa dqN mxk ugha] fdlku cM+h eqlhcr esa gSa! blhfy, os ;g lc
xM+cM+ djrs gSa! xk¡o dh lHkkvksa esa os ph[k+rs&fpYykrs vkSj gkFkkikbZ djrs gSaA
vHkh ml fnu dh ckr gS fd yxku u vnk djus ds dkj.k tc okL;qdkso
dk lkeku uhyke fd;k tk jgk Fkk] rks mlus xk¡o ds eqf[k;k dks brus t+ksj
ls ekjk fd cl! og cksyk] ^yks] ;g jgk esjk dtZ---* ¸
njokt+s ds ckgj fdlh ds Hkkjh o+Qneksa dh vkgV lquk;h nhA ek¡ est dk
lgkjk ysdj tYnh ls mB [kM+h gqbZ---
uhyh vk¡[kksa okyk fdlku viuh Vksih mrkjs fcuk vUnj vk;kA
¶dgk¡ gS rqEgkjk cDlk\¸ mlus iwNkA
mlus cM+h vklkuh ls mls mBk fy;k vkSj fgykdj dgk %
¶[k+kyh gS! ekjdk] bl vkSjr dks esjh >ksiM+h esa igq¡pk nsukA¸
og ihNs ns[ks fcuk ckgj pyk x;kA
¶D;k vki vkt jkr ;gha jgsaxh\¸ yM+dh us iwNkA
¶gk¡] eSa ySlsa [k+jhnus vk;h gw¡ μ eSa ySl [k+jhnus dk dke djrh gw¡---¸
¶;gk¡ rks dksbZ ySlsa cukrk ugha! frudksoks vkSj nkjf;uks essa cukrs gSaA ;gk¡
rks cukrs ugha!¸ yM+dh us lwpuk nhA

ek¡ @ 305
 ¶rks eSa dy ogk¡ pyh tkÅ¡xh---¸
ek¡ us pk; ds iSls nsus ds ckn tc ml yM+dh dks rhu dksisd c['kh'k
esa fn;s] rks og cgqr [+kq'k gks x;hA os nksuksas ckgj fudyha vkSj yM+dh xhyh
t+ehu ij uaxs ik¡o tYnh&tYnh o+Qne c<+krh gqbZ cksyh %
¶vxj dgks rks eSa nkjf;uks tkdj ogk¡ dh vkSjrksa ls viuh ySlsa ;gk¡ ys
vkus dks dg nw¡]¸ mlus dgkA ¶rqe ogk¡ tkus ls cp tkvksxhA iwjs vkB ehy
dk liQj gS---¸
¶ugha cPph] rqe fiQdj u djks!¸ ek¡ us bl fopkj ls fd og dgha ihNs
u jg tk;s tYnh&tYnh o+Qne c<+k;sA B.Mh gok ls mldk th dqN Bhd gqvk
vkSj mlds ân; esa ,d vLi"V&lk n`<+ ladYi mRiUu gksus yxkA ;g ladYi
cgqr èkhjs&èkhjs vkSj vfuf'pr xfr ls c<+ jgk Fkk] ij mlesa vk'kk Fkh vkSj
bl ladYi dks c<+krs jgus ds fy, og vius eu esa iwNrh jgh %
¶eSa D;k d:¡xh\ vxj eSa lki+Q&lki+Q lc dqN dg nw¡---¸
jkr lnZ vkSj ue FkhA >ksifM+;ksa dh f[kM+fd;ksa esa dqN yky&yky >yd
nsrh gqbZ jks'kfu;k¡ viyd ped jgh FkhaA xM+fj;ksa dh gk¡d vkSj eosf'k;ksa dh
vylk;h gqbZ vkokt+ bl fuLrCèkrk dks Hkax dj jgh FkhA lkjk xk¡o vUèkdkj
vkSj xgjh fpUrk esa Mwck gqvk Fkk---
¶cl] ;gh txg gS!¸ yM+dh us dgkA ¶jkr Bgjus ds fy, vkius cgqr
cqjh txg ilUn dh gS μ cgqr gh x+jhc fdlku gS---¸
yM+dh us VVksydj njokt+k [kksykA
¶dkdh rR;kuk!¸ mlus cM+s lkgl ds lkFk iqdkjkA
vkSj fiQj og Hkkx x;hA
¶vPNk] fonk!--¸ v¡èksjs dks phjrk gqvk mldk Loj lquk;h fn;kA

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ek¡ vUnj pyh x;h vkSj vk¡[kksa ij gkFk dk lk;k djds >ksiM+h dks
vPNh rjg ns[kus yxhA >ksiM+h NksVh Fkh] ij ek¡ mldh li+QkbZ ls cgqr izHkkfor
gqbZA ,d ukStoku vkSjr us pwYgs ds ihNs ls >k¡ddj ns[kk] fcuk dgs flj
fgyk;k vkSj fiQj x+k;c gks x;hA est ij ySEi ty jgk FkkA
>ksiM+h dk ekfyd est ds ikl cSBk gqvk viuh m¡xfy;ksa ls est ij
rcyk ctk jgk Fkk vkSj ek¡ dh vk¡[kksa esa dqN [kkstus dk iz;Ru dj jgk FkkA
¶vUnj vk tkb;s!¸ mlus FkksM+h nsj ckn dgkA ¶rkR;kuk] tkdj t+jk
I;ks=k dks cqyk ykvks_ ns[kks] tYnh cqykdj ykuk!¸

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 og vkSjr ek¡ dh rji+Q ns[ks fcuk ckgj pyh x;hA ek¡ ml vkneh ds
lkeus ,d caasp ij cSB x;h vkSj duf[k;ksas ls pkjksas rji+Q ns[kus yxhA mldk
lwVdsl dgha fn[kk;h ugha ns jgk FkkA >ksaiM+h eas ,d Hk;kog fuLrCèkrk Nk;h
gqbZ Fkh tks chp&chp esa cl ySEi ds HkM+d mBus ls dHkh&dHkh Hkax gks tkrh
FkhA ml fdlku dh fpfUrr vkSj fopkjxzLr eqæk dks ns[kdj ek¡ dks my>u
gks jgh FkhA mldk psgjk ckj&ckj mldh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus ?kwe tkrk FkkA
¶esjk lwVdsl dgk¡ gS\¸ mlus lglk iwNk vkSj vius bl iz'u ij Lo;a
gh ?kcjk mBhA
fdlku us vius dUèks fcpdk fn;sA
¶[kks;sxk ugha]¸ mlus mÙkj fn;k vkSj fiQj èkhes Loj esa cksyk] ¶ogk¡
pkSdh ij eSaus tkucw>dj ;g dgk Fkk fd og gYdk gS rkfd og yM+dh lqu
ysA ysfdu og [k+kyh ugha gS! og rks cgqr Hkkjh gS!¸
¶rks D;k gqvk\¸ ek¡ us iwNkA
og mBdj ek¡ ds ikl vk x;kA
¶rqe ml vkneh dks tkurh gks\¸ mlus cgqr >qddj ek¡ ds dku esa
dgkA
¶gk¡!¸ ek¡ us n`<+rk ds lkFk mÙkj fn;k] ;|fi mldk ;g iz'u lqudj
og dqN fofLer t+:j gqbZ FkhA ,slk ekywe gqvk fd mlds bl ,d 'kCn us
gj pht+ dks vUnj ls vkyksfdr dj fn;k gks vkSj lkjh phpsa Li"V gks x;h
gksaA ek¡ us lUrks"k dh lk¡l yh vkSj casp ij tedj cSB x;h---
fdlku nk¡r [kksydj eqLdjk fn;kA
¶eSa rks mlh oD+r le> x;k Fkk tc rqeus mls b'kkjk fd;k Fkk vkSj mlus
Hkh tokc esa b'kkjk fd;k FkkA eSaus mlls dku esa iwNk Fkk % ^rqe cjkens esa [kM+h
gqbZ ml vkSjr dks igpkurs gks\* ¸
¶rks mlus D;k dgk\¸ ek¡ us tYnh ls iwNkA
¶mlus dgk μ ^gekjs lkFkh cgqr gSaA* cgqr ls lkFkh gSa] mlus dgk
Fkk---¸
fdlku viuh esgeku dh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡[ksa Mkydj iz'u&Hkjh n`f"V ls
ns[kus yxkA
¶og Hkh cM+k thoV dk vkneh gS!--¸ mlus eqLdjkdj dgk] ¶vkSj
cgknqj Hkh gS--- og lki+Q dgrk gS fd gk¡] eSaus ;g dke fd;k! mls pkgs ftruk
ekjk&ihVk tk;s] ij mls tks dguk gksrk gS mls dgdj gh jgrk gS---¸
mldk {kh.k vkSj ladkspiw.kZ Loj] mldk vèkwjk psgjk vkSj mldh mnkl

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csf>>d vk¡[ksa μ bu lc ckrksa ls ek¡ dks èkhjs&èkhjs <k<+l c¡èkrk x;kA
èkhjs&èkhjs Hk; vkSj foLe; ds LFkku ij mlds ân; esa jhfcu ds izfr ,d xgjh
laosnuk tkx mBhA
¶cnek'k! funZ;h!¸ mlus dVq jks"k ls dgk vkSj jksus yxhA
fdlku mnkl gksdj viuk flj fgykrk gqvk ogk¡ ls gV x;kA
¶gkfdeksa ds blh crkZo dh otg ls yksx bu yksxksa ls I;kj djus yxs
gSa!¸
ek¡ dh rji+Q eqM+dj mlus fiQj èkhjs ls dgk %
¶lquks] ml lwVdsl esa v[kckj gSa u\¸
¶gk¡] gSa rks!¸ ek¡ us viuh vk¡lw iksaNrs gq, lhèkk&lk mÙkj fn;kA ¶eSa mlh
ds ikl ys tk jgh FkhA¸
fdlku ds ekFks ij cy iM+ x;sA mlus viuh nk<+h dldj eqV~Bh esa
idM+ yh vksj dksus esa ?kwjus yxkA
¶os yksx gesa ;gk¡ ykdj v[kckj ns tkrs Fks vkSj fdrkcsa Hkh]¸ mlus dqN
nsj ckn dgkA ¶ge ml vkneh dks tkurs gSa--- geus mls ns[kk gS!¸
og #dk vkSj ,d {k.k rd dqN lksprk jgkA
¶vc rqe D;k djksxh mldk μ ml lwVdsl dk\¸ mlus iwNkA
¶rqEgkjs ikl NksM+ tkÅ¡xh!¸ ek¡ us pqukSrh ds Hkko ls mldh rji+Q
ns[kdj dgkA
mlus u dksbZ vkifÙk dh] u foLe; gh izdV fd;kA
¶vPNh ckr gS]¸ mlus dgkA
LohÑfr esa flj fgykdj og est ds ikl tkdj cSB x;k vkSj viuh
nk<+h esa m¡xfy;k¡ iQsjus yxkA
jhfcu dk [+kwu ls yFkiFk ?kk;y psgjk Øwj vkxzg ds lkFk ek¡ ds
efLr"d esa ?kwerk jgk vkSj vU; lHkh fopkjksa dks mlds efLr"d ls nwj djrk
jgkA vU; lHkh Hkkouk,¡ O;Fkk vkSj jks"k ds bl izokg esa Mwc x;haA ek¡ vc u
vius lwVdsl ds ckjs esa lksp ldrh Fkh u fdlh vkSj ckr ds ckjs esaA mlds
vk¡lw yxkrkj cg jgs Fks] ij mldh eqæk dBksj Fkh] mlus n`<+ Loj esa dgk %
¶ftl rjg os yksxksa dks ywVrs gSa vkSj mudk vieku djrs gSa] Hkxoku
mUgsa xkjr djsxk!¸
¶muds ikl rkdr gS!¸ fdlku us /khjs ls mÙkj fn;kA ¶os cgqr
rkdroj gSaA¸
¶dgk¡ ls feyrh gS mUgsa ;g rkdr\¸ ek¡ us X+kqLls esa vkdj dgkA ¶geha
308 @ ek¡
yksxksa ls] vke yksxksa ls mUgsa ;g rkdr feyrh gS μ gj pht+ gekjs gh ne
ls gS!¸
ek¡ dks fdlku dk mnkj] ij jgL;e; psgjk ns[kdj >q¡>ykgV gks jgh
FkhA
¶gk¡!¸ mlus lksprs gq, vkokt+ [khapdj dgk] ¶pØ---¸
lglk mlds dku [kM+s gq, vkSj og njokt+s dh rji+Q >qddj ns[kus
yxkA
¶os vk jgs gSa]¸ mlus dgkA
¶dkSu\¸
¶ekywe gksrk gS gekjs nksLr gh gSa---¸
mldh choh >ksiM+h esa vk;hA mlds ihNs ,d vkSj fdlku Fkk ftlus
viuh Vksih ,d dksus esa iQsadrs gq, ekfyd ds ikl vkdj iwNk %
¶D;k ckr gS\¸
ekfyd us flj fgyk fn;kA
¶Lrsiku!¸ x`fg.kh us pwYgs ds ikl gh [kM+s&[kM+s dgkA ¶;g bruh nwj
ls vk;h gSa] bUgsa Hkw[k yxh gksxh\¸
¶ugha] cgu] Hkw[k rks ugha yxh gS eq>s!¸ ek¡ us mÙkj fn;kA
nwljk fdlku ek¡ dh rji+Q eqM+kA
¶eSa viuk ifjp; djk nw¡]¸ mlus tYnh&tYnh m[kM+h gqbZ vkokt+ esa
dgkA ¶esjk uke I;ks=k ;sxksjkso fj;kchfuu gSA yksxksa us esjk uke ^lqrkjh* j[k
NksM+k gSA eSa FkksM+k&cgqr tkurk gw¡ fd vki fdl dke ls ;gk¡ vk;h gSaA eSa
fy[kuk&i<+uk Hkh tkurk gw¡] fcYdqy tkfgy ugha gw¡!¸
mlus c<+dj ek¡ dk viuh vksj c<+k gkFk idM+ fy;kA
¶ns[kk] Lrsiku]¸ mlus ekfyd ls dgk] ¶esjk [k+;ky gS fd ojokjk
fudksyk;souk ;ksa rks cgqr Hkyh efgyk gS exj og dgrh gS fd ;g dke cgqr
csoo+Qwi+Qh vkSj ikxyiu dk gSA og dgrh gS fd ukStoku vkSj Nk=k vke yksxksa
ds fnekxksa esa u tkus dSlh&dSlh ckrsa Bw¡l jgs gSaA ysfdu ge vkSj rqe rks bl
ckr dks tkurs gSa fd mUgksua s vkt ,d ,sls vkneh dks fxjÝ+rkj fd;k tks lksyg
vkus fdlku Fkk] vkSj vc bUgsa gh ns[k yks μ vèksM+ mez dh vkSjr vkSj eSa
le>rk gw¡ iSlsokys ?kj dh Hkh ugha gSaA ugha gSa] u\¸
og cgqr tYnh&tYnh] exj Li"V Loj esa cksy jgk FkkA chp esa og lk¡l
ysus ds fy, Hkh ugha #drk FkkA mldh nk<+h >Vds ds lkFk fgy jgh Fkh vkSj
mldh ut+jsa ek¡ ds psgjs rFkk mldh iwjh vkÑfr dks Åij ls uhps rd ns[k

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jgh FkhaA mlds diM+s iQVs gq, vkSj rkj&rkj Fks] mlds cky my>s gq, Fks] ekuks
og vHkh dgha ls yM+dj vk;k gks vkSj viuh fot; ij iQwyk u lek jgk
gksA mlesa tks tks'k Fkk vkSj og viuh ckr ftrus lhèks&lkns vkSj fu"diV Hkko
ls dgrk Fkk] og ek¡ dks vPNk yxkA mlds iz'u dk mÙkj nsrs le; ek¡ mldh
vksj ns[kdj eqLdjk nh vkSj og ,d ckj fiQj ek¡ ls gkFk feykdj Bgkdk
ekjdj g¡l iM+kA
¶;g bZekunkjh dk dke gS μ usd dke gS] Lrsiku]¸ mlus dgkA ¶eSa
u dgrk Fkk rqels fd ;g turk dk viuk dke gS\ ysfdu og dqyhu efgyk
μ og lp ckr ugha crkrh] vxj og lp&lp crk ns] rks mls uqdlku igq¡p
ldrk gSA eSa mldh cM+h bTtr djrk gw¡] blesa rks 'kd ugha! og cgqr usd
gS vkSj gekjh enn djuk pkgrh gS μ cgqr FkksM+h&lh μ ysfdu ogha rd tgk¡
rd mls dksbZ uqdlku u gksA ysfdu tks vke yksx gksrs gSa os bl ckr ls Mjs
fcuk fd mUgsa D;k uqdlku igq¡psxk] lhèks tku dh ckth yxkdj eSnku esa dwn
iM+rs gSaA iQjd le> esa vkrk gS rqEgkjh\ os dqN Hkh djsa] uqdlku rks ges'kk
mUgha dks igq¡prk gSA blfy, muds fy, D;k iQjd iM+rk gS\ os ftl jkLrs
ij Hkh vkxs c<+us dh dksf'k'k djrs gSa] mUgsa cl ,d gh 'kCn lquus dks feyrk
gS ^Bgjks!* ¸
¶eSa le>rk gw¡!¸ Lrsiku us flj fgykdj dgk vkSj fiQj cksyk] ¶bUgsa
vius cDls dh cM+h fiQdj yxh gSA¸
I;ks=k us cM+s vFkZiw.kZ <ax ls ek¡ dh rji+Q ns[kdj vk¡[k ekjhA
¶?kcjkvks ugha!¸ mlus ek¡ dks vk'oLr djrs gq, dgkA ¶ek¡] lc Bhd
gks tk;sxk! rqEgkjk lwVdsl esjs ?kj ij gSA vkt tc blus eq>s rqEgkjs ckjs esa
crk;k fd rqe Hkh blh dke esa gks vkSj ml vkneh dks tkurh gks] rks eSaus mlls
dgk] ^Lrsiku] ns[kks gksf'k;kj jguk! vxj ,slh ckr gS] rks gesa t+jk Hkh pwd ugha
djuh pkfg,!* ysfdu tc ge yksx ogk¡ rqEgkjs ikl [kM+s Fks] rc 'kk;n rqe
Hkh le> x;h Fkha fd ge dkSu yksx gSaA bZekunkj vkneh lwjr ls igpkuk tkrk
gS μ lp rks ;g gS fd bZekunkj vkneh feyrs gh fdrus gSa! lwVdsl esjs ?kj
ij gS---¸
og ek¡ ds ikl vkdj cSB x;k vkSj iz'u&Hkjh n`f"V ls mls ns[kus yxk %
¶ml lwVdsl esa tks dqN Hkjk gS] vxj rqe mlls fi.M NqM+k;k pkgks]
rks ge ykssx cM+h [+kq'kh ls rqEgkjh enn dj ldrs gSa! gesa fdrkcksa dh cM+h
t+:jr gS---¸
¶;g rks lc dqN gekjs ikl gh NksM+ tkuk pkgrh gSa!¸ Lrsiku us dgkA

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 ¶;g rks cM+h vPNh ckr gS] ek¡! ge lc pht+sa j[kus dk bUrt+ke dj
ysxa !s --¸
èkhjs ls g¡ldj og mNydj [kM+k gks x;k vkSj Vgyus yxkA
¶ge yksx Hkh rdnhj ds fldUnj gSa! ysfdu blesa dksbZ rkTtqc dh ckr
ugha gS μ jLlh ,d txg ls VwVh] rks nwljh txg ls tqM+ x;h! ek¡] v[kckj
cgqr vPNk gS] mlls cgqr i+Qk;nk gks jgk gS] yksxksa dh vk¡[kksa ij ls ifV~V;k¡
[kqyrh tk jgh gSa! tks iSls okys yksx gSa os rks mls cgqr vPNk ugha le>rsA
eSa ;gk¡ ls dksbZ pkj&ik¡p ehy nwj ij ,d dqyhu efgyk ds ;gk¡ c<+bZ dk
dke djrk gwA¡ oSls og cgqr Hkyh vkSjr gS μ ge yksxksa dks fdrkcsa ox+jS g i<+us
ds fy, nsrh gSA mu fdrkcksa esa dHkh&dHkh lpeqp ,slh ckrsa fey tkrh gSa
fd i<+dj vk¡[ksa [kqy tkrh gSa! ge yksx mldk cM+k ,glku ekurs gSaA ysfdu
,d ckj eSaus mls ;g v[kckj fn[kk;k FkkA vkils D;k crkš fd bl v[kckj
dks ns[krs gh ml ij D;k vlj gqvkA og cksyh] ^I;ks=k] ;s lc pht+sa u i<+k
djks! ukle> yM+dksa dk ,d fxjksg gS tks ,slh csoo+Qwi+Qh dh ckrsa fy[krk gSA
;s lc pht+sa i<+dj rqe eqlhcr esa iQ¡l tkvksxs μ tsy esa cUn dj fn;s
tkvksxs] lkbcsfj;k Hkst fn;s tkvksxs---* og ;g dgrh FkhA¸
og fiQj vpkud [k+keks'k gks x;k vkSj dqN lkspus ds ckn mlus iwNk %
¶ek¡] vkt og vkneh tks Fkk u μ og rqEgkjk dksbZ fj'rsnkj gS\¸
¶ugha!¸ ek¡ us mÙkj fn;kA
I;ks=k pqipki g¡lus yxk vkSj bl rjg flj fgykus yxk ekuks fdlh ckr
ij cgqr izlUu gksA
¶fj'rsnkj rks ugha gS exj eSa mls cgqr fnuksa ls tkurh gw¡ vkSj vius HkkbZ
dh rjg] cM+s HkkbZ dh rjg] mldh bTtr djrh gw¡!¸ ek¡ us tYnh ls li+QkbZ
nsrs gq, dgk ekuks ;g dgdj fd og jhfcu dh fj'rsnkj ugha Fkh mlus dksbZ
Hkwy dh gksA
mls viuh Hkkouk,¡ O;Dr djus ds fy, mfpr 'kCn ugha fey jgs Fks
vkSj bl ckr ls mls bruk d"V gqvk fd og fiQj jksus yxhA >ksiM+h esa ,d
?kqVu vkSj vk'kadkiw.kZ fuLrC/krk Nk x;hA I;ks=k flj >qdk;s [kM+k Fkk ekuks dqN
lqu jgk gksA Lrsiku est ij dqgfu;k¡ j[ks cSBk Fkk vkSj dqN ?kcjkgV ds dkj.k
m¡xfy;ksa ls est ij rcyk ctk jgk FkkA mldh iRuh pwYgs dk lgkjk fy;s
[kM+h FkhA ek¡ dks ,slk vkHkkl gqvk fd og vkSjr ,dVd mls ?kwj jgh gSA ek¡
Lo;a Hkh dHkh&dHkh duf[k;ksa ls ml vkSjr dh lwjr ns[k ysrh FkhA mldk
psgjk yEcksrjk vkSj jax lk¡oyk Fkk] ukd lhèkh vkSj BksM+h cgqr Bksl cukoV

ek¡ @ 311
dh FkhA mldh dath vk¡[kksa esa piyrk Fkh vkSj os vk¡[ksa gj pht+ dks cM+s è;ku
ls ns[krh FkhaA
¶rks og rqEgkjk nksLr Fkk!¸ I;ks=k us dqN lksprs gq, dgkA ¶og viuh
vdy ls dke ysrk gS] lpeqp!--- viuh dnj igpkurk gS] vkSj D;ksa u
igpkus! D;k vkneh gS] rR;kuk\ vkSj rqe dgrh gks---¸
¶D;k mldh 'kknh gks x;h gS\¸ rR;kuk us vius NksVs&ls eq¡g ds gksaB
Hkhapdj mldh ckr dkVrs gq, iwNkA
¶'kknh gqbZ Fkh] choh ej x;h!¸ ek¡ us mnkl Loj esa mÙkj fn;kA
¶blhfy, bruk cgknqj gS!¸ rR;kuk us Hkkjh xw¡trh gqbZ vkokt+ esa dgkA
¶choh&cPpksaokyk dksbZ vkneh ;g jkLrk ugha viuk;sxk μ mls Mj yxsxk---¸
¶vkSj eSa tks gw¡\¸ I;ks=k us Å¡ps Loj esa dgkA ¶D;k esjh 'kknh ugha gqbZ\¸
¶fp% fp%] HkS;k] rqe djrs gh D;k gks!¸ ml vkSjr us I;ks=k dh rji+Q
ls ut+jsa iQsjdj ,d O;axiw.kZ eqLdjkgV ds lkFk dgkA
¶cl] ckrsa c?kkjrs gks] dHkh&dHkkj ,dkèk fdrkc i<+ yhA rqe vkSj
Lrsiku tks dksus esa cSBs [kqlqj&iQqlqj fd;k djrs gks mlls fdlh dk D;k i+Qk;nk
gksrk gS\¸
¶esjh ckrsa cgqr&ls yksx lqurs gSa!¸ rR;kuk ds bl frjLdkj ij
fryfeykdj ml fdlku us izfrjksèk djrs gq, dgkA ¶rqe ,sls le> yks fd
eSa ;gk¡ [kehj dk dke dj jgk gw¡A rqEgsa ,slh ckr ugha dguk pkfg,---¸
Lrsiku us fcuk dqN dgs viuh choh dh rji+Q ns[kk vkSj fiQj flj >qdk
fy;kA
¶vkf[k+j fdlku 'kknh djrk gh D;ksa gS\¸ rR;kuk us iwNkA ¶blhfy, u
fd mls viuk dke djkus ds fy, ,d vkSjr dh t+:jr gksrh gS\ eSa iwNrh
gw¡] dkSu&lk dke\¸
¶rqEgkjs ikl D;k djus dks dki+Qh dke ugha gS\¸ Lrsiku us eqj>k;s gq,
Loj esa dgkA
¶bl dke dks djus esa D;k rqd gS\ vkèkk isV [kkuk [kkdj ft+Unxh ds
fnu dkVrs jgus ls vkf[k+j D;k i+Qk;nk\ vxj cPps gksa rks bl lc dke&dkt
ds pDdj esa mUgsa ns[kus&Hkkyus dk Hkh oD+r ugha feyrk vkSj frl ij Hkh
isV&Hkj [kkus dks ugha feyrkA¸
og ek¡ ds ikl tkdj mlds cxy esa cSB x;h vkSj ckrsa djrh jghA
mldh ckrksa esa u f'kdk;r Fkh u mnklh---
¶esjs nks cPps gq,A ,d rks tc nks cjl dk Fkk rHkh tydj ej x;k

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vkSj nwljk iSnk gh gqvk ejk gqvk] vkSj ;g lc dqN bl eugwl dke dh otg
ls gqvk! eq>s blls Hkyk dksbZ lq[k feyk\ eSa rks dgrh gw¡ fd fdlku dks C;kg
djuk gh ugha pkfg,A og csdkj esa vius gkFk&ik¡o ck¡èk ysrk gS tcfd og
cM+h vklkuh ls euekuh ft+Unxh clj dj ldrk gS vkSj viuh ft+Unxh dks
csgrj cukus ds fy, yM+ ldrk gSA ml gkyr esa gj fdlku ml vkneh dh
rjg lPpkbZ dh [kkst esa fudy ldrk gS! D;ksa gS u] ek¡\--¸
¶gk¡] gS rks!¸ ek¡ us dgkA ¶gS rks ;gh ckrA ojuk ge bl ft+Unxh dks
cnyus dh dksbZ mEehn ugha j[k ldrs---¸
¶rqEgkjk ?kjokyk gS\¸
¶ej x;kA ,d csVk gS---¸
¶rqEgkjs lkFk gh jgrk gS\¸
¶tsy esa gS!¸ ek¡ us dgkA
vke rkSj ij ;gh ckr dgdj ek¡ nq[kh gks tk;k djrh Fkh] ij bl le;
mlds Loj esa xoZ dh Hkkouk Hkh FkhA
¶;g nwljh ckj tsy x;k gSA mldk dlwj cl bruk gS fd og yksxksa
dks lPpkbZ dh ckrsa crkrk gS--- og vHkh ukStoku gS] cgqr [+kwclwjr vkSj
gksf'k;kj gS! mlh us rqe yksxksa ds fy, bl v[kckj dh ckr lksph FkhA mlh
us fe[k+kbyks bokuksfop dks lgh jkLrk fn[kk;k Fkk] gkyk¡fd fe[k+kbyks mej esa
mlls nqxuk gS! tYnh gh mu yksxksa ij eqo+Qnek pyk;k tk;sxk vkSj esjs csVs dks
lkbcsfj;k Hkst fn;k tk;sxkA ysfdu og ogk¡ ls Hkkx vk;sxk vkSj ;gk¡ vkdj
fiQj viuk dke 'kq: dj nsxk---¸
cksyrs&cksyrs ek¡ dh xoZ dh Hkkouk c<+rh x;h vkSj mlds lkeus viuh
bl dgkuh ds uk;d dk fp=k bruk Li"V gks x;k vkSj mldk o.kZu djus ds
fy, 'kCn ,d izcy izokg dh rjg bruh rst+h ls mlds gksaBksa ij vkus yxs
fd mldk ne ?kqVus lk yxkA ek¡ ds fy, ;g vko';d gks x;k Fkk fd ml
fnu ds vUèkdkj dks nwj djus ds fy,] ml vUèkdkj dks ftldh vFkZghu
Hk;kogrk vkSj fuyZTt Øwjrk ek¡ ds lhus ij cks> dh rjg j[kh gqbZ Fkh] og
mlds eqdkcys ij fdlh vk'kktud vkSj rdZlaxr pht+ dks yk [kM+k djsA
viuh le`¼ vkRek dh bl ek¡x dks iwjk djus ds fy, mlus lkjh 'kq¼ vkSj
mTToy oLrqvksa dks cVksjdj ,d izcy T;ksfr dk :i ns fn;k ftlds izdk'k
ls Lo;a mldh vk¡[ksa pdkpkSaèk gksus yxha---
¶mlds tSls vkSj Hkh cgqr ls yksx gSa vkSj gj jkst+ u;s yksx iSnk gksrs tkrs
gSa vkSj ;s yksx ft+Unxh Hkj lPpkbZ vkSj vktknh ds fy, yM+rs tk;ssaxs---¸

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 ek¡ us lrdZrk rtdj fcuk fdlh dk uke fy;s tks dqN mls ekywe Fkk
lc crk fn;k fd turk dks mRihM+u ls eqDr djkus ds fy, D;k xqIr dke
gks jgk FkkA mu yksxksa dh ppkZ djrs le; tks mls cgqr fiz; Fks] og vius
'kCnksa esa ml izse dh lkjh 'kfDr vkSj izpqjrk m¡Msys ns jgh Fkh tks thou ds
mrkj&p<+koksa ds dkj.k bruh nsj esa tkdj izLiQqfVr gqvk FkkA vkSj mldh
dYiuk esa ftu yksxksa ds fp=k mHkj jgs Fks mUgsa og Lo;a Hkh cgqr iqyfdr
gksdj ns[k jgh Fkh] mldh Hkkoukvksa us mUgsa vkSj Hkh izfrHkke; vkSj x+kSjo'kkyh
cuk fn;k FkkA
¶vkSj ;g dke lkjh i`Foh ij] 'kgj&'kgj esa gks jgk gSA bZekunkj yksxksa
dh rkdr dh dksbZ gn ugha gS vkSj mudh ;g rkdr fnu&c&fnu c<+rh tk
jgh gS vkSj ml oD+r rd c<+rh gh tk;sxh] tc rd gekjh thr u gks tk;s---¸
mlds Loj esa ,d lqxe izokg Fkk vkSj mls 'kCn <+¡w<+us esa dksbZ dfBukbZ
ugha gks jgh Fkh] vius ân; ls ml fnu ds jDr vkSj xUnxh ds gj fpUg dks
feVk nsus dh bPNk ds et+cwr èkkxs ij og bu 'kCnksa dks jaxhu eksfr;ksa dh rjg
fijksrh tk jgh FkhA og ns[k jgh Fkh fd bu fdlkuksa ij mldh ckrksa dk izHkko
gks jgk Fkk] os mlds psgjs ij viuh ut+jsa tek;s pqipki cSBs FksA ek¡ dks vius
ikl cSBh gqbZ vkSjr dh lk¡l ysus dh >Vdsnkj vkokt+ lquk;h ns jgh FkhA vkSj
blls mu ckrksa ds izfr mldk viuk fo'okl Hkh c<+rk x;k tks og mu yksxksa
ls dg jgh Fkh vkSj ftudk og mu yksxksa dks ;dhu fnyk jgh Fkh---
¶os lc yksx tks eqlhcr dh ft+Unxh fcrkrs gSa] eqiQfylh vkSj vU;k;
us ftudh dej rksM+ nh gS] os lc yksx ftUgsa vehj yksxksa us vkSj muds rkcsnkjksa
us csjgeh ls dqpydj j[k fn;k gS μ bu lcdks mu yksxksa dk lkFk nsuk pkfg,
tks tsyksa esa lM+rs jgrs gSa vkSj ftUgsa vius Hkkb;ksa dh [kkfrj rdyhiQsa cjnk'r
djuh iM+rh gSaA vius ckjs esa lksps fcuk os lHkh yksxksa ds lq[k dk jkLrk crkrs
gSa] os èkks[kk nsus dh dksf'k'k ugha djrs] lki+Q dgrs gSa fd jkLrk dfBu gS vksj
os fdlh dks bl jkLrs ij pyus ij etcwj ugha djrsA ysfdu tks vkneh Hkh
,d ckj mudk lkFk idM+ ysrk gS og mUgsa dHkh NksM+ ugha ldrk] D;ksafd
og ns[krk gS fd ;gh jkLrk Bhd gS μ bl jkLrs ds vykok dksbZ nwljk jkLrk
gS gh ugha!¸
ek¡ dks bl ckr ls jksekap gks jgk Fkk fd og bl le; ,slk dke dj
jgh Fkh ftldh ykylk cgqr le; ls mlds eu esa FkhA og Lo;a yksxksa dks
lPpkbZ dh ckrsa crk jgh Fkh!
¶,sls yksxksa ds ihNs pyus esa dksbZ [k+rjk ugha gSA os FkksM+h&cgqr liQokys

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tho ugha gSaA tc rd os gj èkks[ksckth] gj ykyp vkSj gj cnh dks tM+ ls
ugha m[kkM+ iQsdsaxs] rc rd os ne ugha ysaxsA os vius gkFk ml le; rd ugha
jksdsaxs] tc rd lc yksx feydj ,d vkokt+ ls ;g u iqdkj mBsa] ^eSa ekfyd
gw¡! eSa [+kqn os o+Qkuwu cukÅ¡xk tks lc ds fy, ,d tSls gksaxs!--¸
lglk mls Fkdu lh eglwl gksus yxhA mlus cksyuk cUn djds vius
Jksrkvksa ij ,d ut+j Mkyh] mls ;g tkudj [+kq'kh gks jgh Fkh fd mlus tks
dqN dgk Fkk og csdkj ugha x;k FkkA nksuksa fdlku cM+h mRlqdrk ls mls ns[krs
jgsA I;ks=k vius lhus ij nksuksa gkFk ck¡èks] vk¡[ksa fldksM+s cSBk Fkk] mlds gksaBksa
ij eqLdjkgV [ksy jgh FkhA Lrsiku est ij dqguh fVdk;s vius iwjs 'kjhj dk
cks> nsdj bl rjg vkxs >qdk gqvk Fkk] ekuks vHkh rd ek¡ dh ckrsa lqu jgk
gksA mlds eq¡g ij lk;k iM+ jgk Fkk vkSj 'kk;n blhfy, mldh vkÑfr vc
vfèkd iw.kZ ekywe gks jgh FkhA mldh iRuh tks ek¡ ds cxy esa cSBh Fkh] ?kqVuksa
ij dqgfu;k¡ fVdk;s i+Q'kZ dks x+kSj ls ns[k jgh FkhA
¶;gh rks ckr gS!¸ I;ks=k us cgqr èkhes Loj esa dgk vkSj èke ls csap ij
cSB x;kA
Lrsiku rudj cSB x;k vksj choh dh rji+Q ns[kdj mlus viuh ck¡gsa bl
rjg iQSyk;ha ekuks og ogk¡ cSBs gq, reke yksxksa dks lhus ls yxkuk pkgrk gks---
¶gk¡] ;g ckr rks gS fd vxj ,d ckj bl dke esa gkFk Mkyk]¸ mlus
cgqr fopkjiwoZd dguk 'kq: fd;k] ¶rks fiQj rks ru&eu ls blh esa tqV tkuk
iM+rk gS---¸
¶ihNs ykSVus dk dksbZ loky gh ugha!¸ I;ks=k us dqN f>>drs gq, dgkA
¶,slk yxrk gS fd cgqr&ls yksx bl dke esa gkFk Mkyrs gSa!¸ Lrsiku
us dgkA
¶lkjh nqfu;k blh dh rji+Q f[kapdj vkrh gS!¸ I;ks=k us dgkA

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ek¡ nhokj dk lgkjk ysdj cSB x;h vkSj flj ihNs fVdkdj lquus yxh
fd os yksx fdl izdkj 'kkUr Loj esa fofHkUu fo"k;kssa ij viuk er izdV dj
jgs FksA rR;kuk us mBdj pkjksa rji+Q ut+j Mkyh vkSj fiQj cSB x;hA fdlkuksa
dh vksj frjLdkj rFkk ?k`.kk ls ns[krs mldh dath vk¡[kksa esa ,d Øwj ped
FkhA lglk og ek¡ dh vksj eqM+hA
¶rqeus rks viuh ft+Unxh esa cgqr eqlhcr >syh gksxh\¸ mlus dgkA
¶gk¡] >syh rks gS!¸ ek¡ us mÙkj fn;kA

ek¡ @ 315
 ¶rqEgsa ckrsa djrs lquuk eq>s vPNk yxrk gS μ rqEgkjh ckrksa ls fny ds
rkj >u>uk mBrs gSaA tc eSa rqEgsa ckrsa djrs gq, lqurh gw¡ rks lkspus yxrh gw¡
μ gs Hkxoku] tSls yksxksa dh rqe ckrsa djrh gks vxj eSa ,sls yksxksa dk n'kZu
Hkh dj ikrh rks eSa viuk lc dqN U;ksNkoj dj nsrh! D;ksafd ogha rks lPpk
thou gSA ge viuh ft+Unxh esa D;k ns[krs gSa\ ge HksM+ksa ds xYys dh rjg gSa]
cl vkSj dqN ugha! eq>s gh ys yksA eSa fdrkcsa i<+rh gw¡ vkSj cgqr lksprh Hkh
gw¡ μ dHkh&dHkh rks eSa lkspus esa bruk [kks tkrh gw¡ fd jkr&jkr Hkj eq>s uhan
ugh vkrhA ysfdu D;k i+Qk;nk blls\ vxj eSa lkspuk cUn dj nw¡] rks esjk
thou ;ksa gh O;FkZ gks tk;sxk vkSj vxj eSa lksprh Hkh jgw¡] rks og Hkh csdkj
gSA¸
mldh vk¡[kksa esa O;aX; Fkk vkSj dHkh&dHkh rks ,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk fd
og vius 'kCnksa dks brus >Vds ls rksM+ nsrh gS tSls lqbZ ls èkkxk rksM+ fy;k
x;k gksA fdlkuksa us dqN ugha dgkA gok f[kM+dh ds 'kh'kksa dks Fkid jgh Fkh]
fpeuh esa ejej èofu djrh gqbZ ?kql jgh Fkh vkSj Nr ds iQwl ij ls ljljkrh
gqbZ xqtj jgh FkhA dgha ls dqÙks ds Hkw¡dus dh vkokt+ vk;hA chp&chp esa o"kkZ
dh dksbZ cw¡n f[kM+dh ls Vdjk tkrh FkhA ySEi dh ykS dk¡ih vkSj izk;%
fcYdqy cq> x;h] ij 'kh?kz gh og fiQj l¡Hky x;h vkSj fLFkj gksdj rst+h ls
tyus yxhA
¶tc eSaus rqEgkjh ckrsa lquha] rks eSaus vius eu esa dgk % ^yksx blh ds
fy, iSnk gq, Fks!* vkSj ;g cM+h vthc ckr gS fd eq>s ,slk yxk fd ;g lc
rks eSa igys ls tkurh gw¡! ysfdu eSaus ,slh ckrsa igys dHkh ugha lquh Fkha vkSj
esjs fnekx esa dHkh ,sls fopkj ugha vk;s Fks---¸
¶vkvks] ge yksx dqN [kk ysa] vkSj ns[kks] rR;kuk] cÙkh cq>k nks!¸ Lrsiku
us R;ksfj;ksa ij cy Mkydj èkhjs ls dgkA ¶yksx ns[ksaxs] rks lkspsaxs fd pqekdkso
ds ?kj easa vkt jkst+ ls T+;knk nsj rd cÙkh D;ksa ty jgh gSA gekjk rks dqN ugha
fcxM+sxk] ij bu ij vk¡p vk ldrh gS---¸
rR;kuk mBdj pwYgs dh rji+Q pyh x;hA
¶gk¡ HkkbZ] vktdy iQw¡d&iQw¡ddj o+Qne j[kuk iM+rk gS!¸ I;ks=k us
eqLdjkdj dgkA ¶tSls gh bu v[kckjksa dh [k+cj yxsxh---¸
¶eq>s viuh fiQdj ugha gSA vxj eq>s fxjÝ+rkj dj ysaxs] rks dksbZ ,slk
cgqr uqdlku ugha gksxk!¸
mldh choh est ds ikl vkdj cksyh %
¶t+jk mBks rks---¸

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 Lrsiku mB [kM+k gqvk vkSj rR;kuk dks est ij [kkuk yxkrs ns[krk jgkA
¶HkkbZ] gekjs rqEgkjs tSls yksx rks Vds lSdM+k feyrs gSa]¸ mlus O;axiwoZd
eqLdjkdj dgkA
ek¡ dks ml ij rjl vk jgk Fkk] og mls ftruk ns[krh Fkh mruk gh og
vPNk yxrk FkkA bruh ckrsa dj pqdus ij vc mls ,slk yx jgk Fkk tSls
fnu&Hkj dh xUnxh ls og ikd gks x;h gks_ og eu gh eu vius vki ij
[+kq'k Fkh vkSj mlds ân; esa lcds fy, ln~Hkkouk,¡ FkhaA
¶gekjk nksLr gS gh dkSu\¸ ml fdlku us fujk'kk&Hkjs Loj esa dgkA ¶ge
yksx rks ges'kk jksVh ds ,d&,d VqdM+s ds fy, yM+rs jgrs gSa---¸
¶rqe xyr dgrs rks!¸ ek¡ us dgkA ¶rqEgkjk [+kwu pwlus okys yksx rqEgkjk
tks eksy yxk;sa mls rqe D;ksa Lohdkj djrs gks\ rqEgsa viuk eksy [+kqn vk¡duk
pkfg, μ eksy rks rqEgkjs xq.kksa dk gksrk gSA rqEgkjk eksy og gS tks rqEgkjs nksLr
vk¡dsa] u fd og tks rqEgkjs nq'eu yxk;sa---¸
¶ysfdu eSa tks rqels dgrh gw¡ fd vke yksxksa ds nksLr gSa---¸
¶gksaxs] exj ;gk¡ rks ;gha gSa!¸ Lrsiku us dqN lksprs gq, dgkA
¶;gk¡ Hkh <w¡<+us dh dksf'k'k D;ksa ugha djrs\¸
Lrsiku us dqN nsj lkspdj mÙkj fn;k %
¶gq¡%! gk¡] eSa Hkh ;gh lksprk gw¡ fd gesa ;gh djuk iM+sxk---¸
¶vk tkvks] [kkuk yx x;k!¸ rR;kuk us dgkA
[kkuk [kkrs le; I;ks=k esa tSls nqckjk tku vk x;hA ,slk izrhr gksrk Fkk
fd ek¡ us tks dqN dgk Fkk mlls og cgqr izHkkfor gqvk FkkA
¶ek¡] rqe cgqr lcsjs mBdj ;gk¡ ls pyh tkuk rkfd dksbZ ns[k u ik;s]¸
mlus dgkA ¶lhèks 'kgj esa u tkdj nwljh pkSdh rd pyh tkukA ?kksM+kxkM+h
dj ysuk---¸
¶vkf[k+j D;ksa\ eSa xkM+h ij igq¡pk vkÅ¡xk]¸ Lrsiku us dgkA
¶ugha] rqe u tkuk! vxj mu yksxksa us rqels loky&tokc fd;k] rks D;k
gksxk μ ^og jkr ;gk¡ Bgjh Fkh\* μ ^gk¡] Bgjh FkhA* μ vc dgk¡ x;h\* μ
^eSa mls ?kksM+kxkM+h dh pkSdh ij igq¡pk vk;k FkkA* μ ^vPNk] rks rqeus mls ;gk¡
ls Hkkx fudyus esa enn nh!* vkSj fiQj rqe tsy Hkst fn;s tkvksxsA le>s\
bruh tYnh tsy tkus ls i+Qk;nk Hkh D;k\ gj pht+ dk oD+r gksrk gSA ftls
dgrs gSa fd t+kj Hkh rHkh ejsxk tc mldk oD+r vk;sxkA vxj vdsyh tk;saxh]
rks ;g gksxk fd jkr ;gk¡ Bgjh Fkha] lcsjs fdjk;s dh ?kksM+kxkM+h djds pyh
x;ha! cgqr&ls yksx jkr ;gk¡ clj djrs gSa] gekjk xk¡o cM+h lM+d ij tks gS---¸

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 ¶I;ks=k] rqEgsa bruk nCcwiu fdlus fl[kk;k gS\¸ rR;kuk us O;aX; ls dgkA
¶cgu] vkneh dks lHkh dqN tkuuk pkfg, μ dc uje iM+ tk;s] dc
vdM+ tk;s!¸ I;ks=k us vius ?kqVus ij gkFk ekjrs gq, dgkA ¶;kn gS tc oxkukso
ds ikl v[kckj idM+k x;k Fkk] rc mldh dSlh BqdkbZ gqbZ Fkh\ vc dksbZ
yk[k dksf'k'k djs] ij og fdrkc dks gkFk rd ugha yxkus dkA exj ek¡ rqe
eq> ij Hkjkslk j[kksA eSa cM+k pyrk iqt+kZ gw¡A eSa rqEgkjs lc v[kckj vkSj ipsZ
ck¡V nw¡xk μ ftrus rqe dgksxh μ vkSj Bhd txgksa ij ck¡VwxkA ;g lgh gS fd
gekjs ;gk¡ ds T+;knkrj yksx i<+s&fy[ks ugha gSa vkSj fiQj os Mjrs Hkh gSa ysfdu
dHkh&dHkh ,slk Hkh gksrk gS fd balku pkjksa rji+Q ls vbruh cqjh rjg f?kj tkrk
gS fd mls vk¡[ksa [kksyuh gh iM+rh gSa vksj lkspuk iM+rk gS fd vkf[k+j bldk
D;k bykt fd;k tk;s\ bu ipks± esa lki+Q&lki+Q fy[kk gksrk gS % lkspks! viuh
vdy bLrseky djks! dqN csi<+s&fy[ks yksx ,sls Hkh gksrs gSa tks i<+s&fy[kksa ls]
vkSj [k+klrkSj ij mu yksxksa ls ftuds isV Hkjs gksrs gSa T+;knk tkurs gSa! eSa bèkj
ds bykds ds dksus&dksus esa ?kwek&fiQjk gw¡ vkSj eSaus ;gk¡ dh gj pht+ ns[kh gS!
ge lc bUrt+ke dj ysaxs] ysfdu gesa viuh vdy ls dke ysuk iM+sxk vkSj
gksf'k;kj jguk iM+sxk] ugha rks ge 'kq: esa gh idM+ fy;s tk;saxsA vi+Qljksa dks
bl ckr dh Hkud fey x;h gS fd fdlku dk joS;k vc mudh rji+Q nksLrh
dk ugha jg x;k μ mlus eqLdjkuk NksM+ fn;k gS vkSj vi+Qljksa ds fy, mlds
fny esa t+jk Hkh bTtr ugha gSA ekywe rsk ;gh gksrk gS fd og gkfdeksa ls viuk
ukrk fcYdqy rksM+ ysxk! vHkh mlh fnu dh ckr gS] ;gk¡ ikl gh LeksY;kdksoks
uke dk ,d xk¡o gS_ tc ljdkjh vi+Qlj ogk¡ yxku olwy djus x;s] rks
fdlkuksa us gkFk esa ykfB;k¡ ysdj mudk Lokxr fd;k! Fkkusnkj rks lki+Q dgrk
gS] ^rks rqe yksx t+kj ds f[k+yki+Q gks] D;ksa cnek'kks\* og ;gh fpYykrk jgrk
gSA fLiokfdu uke ds ,d fdlku us rks mls eq¡grksM+ tokc fn;k] ^rqe Hkh t+kj
ds lkFk tgUuqe esa tk! fdl dke dk og t+kj tks vkids ru ds yÙks rd
Nhu ys\--* ek¡] ckr ;gk¡ rd c<+ pqdh gS! mUgksaus fLiokfdu dks rks tsy esa
Mky fn;k] ysfdu mldh ckrksa dks rks tsy esa cUn ugha fd;k tk ldrkA
cPps&cPps dks ;kn gS fd mlus D;k dgk FkkA mlds 'kCn vkt rd
fpYyk&fpYykdj gels dqN dgrs gSa!¸
I;ks=k us dqN [kk;k ugha] cl èkheh vkokt+ esa tYnh&tYnh cksyrk jgk
vkSj viuh èkwÙkZ] pednkj dkyh vk¡[kksa ls pkjksa rji+Q ns[krk jgk] og fdlkuksa
ds thou ds ckjs esa vius vuqHko ek¡ dks bl izdkj lquk jgk Fkk ekuks cVqos
esa ls flDds m¡M+sy jgk gksA

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 chp esa nks ckj Lrsiku us mls Vksddj dgk %
¶dqN [kk yks---¸
nksuksa ckj I;ks=k us ,d jksVh dk VqdM+k vkSj pEep mBk fy;k vkSj ,sls
ljy izokg ds lkFk viuh dgkfu;k¡ lqukrk jgk ekuks dksbZ i{kh pgd jgk gksA
tc [kkuk [k+Re gqvk] rks og lglk mNydj [kM+k gks x;kA
¶eq>s vc ?kj pyuk pkfg,!-- vPNk ek¡] rks eSa pyrk gw¡!¸ mlus ek¡ ls
gkFk feykrs gq, dgkA ¶eqefdu gS vc gekjh eqyko+Qkr dHkh u gks] ysfdu
eSa rqEgsa bruk crk nw¡ fd eSa cgqr [+kq'k gw¡ μ bl ckr ij fd rqels feyk vkSj
rqEgkjh ckrsa lquha! rqEgkjs ml lwVdsl esa dkx+t+ksa ds vykok vkSj dqN Hkh gS\
,d Åuh 'kky gksxh\ vPNk] Åuh 'kky vk tk;sxhA Lrsiku] ;kn j[kuk! ek¡]
rqEgkjk lwVdsl vHkh ,d feuV esa vk tk;sxk! vkvks] Lrsiku pyks! vPNk]
lyke!--¸
muds pys tkus ds ckn frypV~Vksa ds bèkj&mèkj Hkkxus dh vkokt+ rd
lquk;h nsus yxhA gok Nr ij tUukVs ds lkFk py jgh Fkh vkSj fpeuh esa
xjtrh gqbZ ?kql jgh Fkh_ ikuh dh iQqgkjsa f[kM+dh ds 'kh'kksa ij iM+ jgh FkhaA
rR;kuk us vkfr'knku ds Åij epku ij ls xís ox+Sjg mrkjdj ,d csap ij
fcNk fn;s vkSj ek¡ ds fy, fcLrj rS;kj dj fn;kA
¶cM+k rst+ vkneh gS!¸ ek¡ us dgkA
rR;kuk us R;ksfj;k¡ p<+kdj ek¡ dh rji+Q ns[kk %
¶cl cdrk gh cgqr gS] ysfdu blls i+Qk;nk dqN ugha gksrkA¸
¶vkSj rqEgkjk ifr\¸ ek¡ us iwNkA
¶og Bhd gS μ cgqr Hkyk vkneh gSA 'kjkc fcYdqy ugha ihrkA ge
nksuksa dh vPNh fuHkrh gSA ysfdu cgqr det+ksj fny dk vkneh gS---¸
og rudj [kM+h gks x;hA
¶vc ge yksx D;k djsa\¸ mlus dqN nsj #ddj dgkA ¶D;k gesa
cxkor ugha djuh pkfg,\ t+:j djuh pkfg,! gj vkneh ;gh lksp jgk gS]
ysfdu gj vkneh cl vius eu essa gh lksprk gSA mUgsa vius eu dh ckr t+ksj
ls djuh pkfg,--- fdlh dks rks igy djuh gh pkfg,---¸
;g dgdj og csap ij cSB x;hA
¶rqe dgrh gks fd dqyhu yM+fd;k¡ Hkh ;g dke djrh gSa μ et+nwjksa
ls feyrh gSa] mUgsa fdrkcsa i<+dj lqukrh gSaA D;k ,slk ugha gS fd ;g dke
bu Hkys ?kj dh yM+fd;ksa ds cl dk ugha gS\ D;k mUgsa Mj ugha yxrk\¸
mlus ek¡ ls lglk iwNkA

ek¡ @ 319
 ek¡ dk mÙkj lqudj rR;kuk us xgjh lk¡l yh vkSj flj >qdkdj ut+jsa
uhph dj yhaA
¶eSaus ,d fdrkc i<+h Fkh ftlesa ;s 'kCn vk;s Fks μ ^O;FkZ thou*A i<+rs
gh eSa bldk eryc iwjh rjg le> x;h! eSa cgqr vPNh rjg tkurh gw¡ fd
;g ft+Unxh dSlh gksrh gS μ eryc rks lc le> esa vk x;kA exj gj ckr
esjs fnekx esa fc[kjh&fc[kjh&lh jgh μ tSls fcuk xM+fj;s ds HksM+sa gksa--- O;FkZ
thou blh dks dgrs gSaA vxj esjk cl pys] rks eSa ,slh ft+Unxh dks NksM+dj
Hkkx tkÅ¡ vkSj ,d ckj Hkh eqM+dj u ns[kw¡A tc ckrsa le> esa vkus yxrh gSa]
rks vkneh cgqr nq[kh gks tkrk gS!¸
mldh dath vk¡[kksa dh 'kq"d ped esa] mlds eqj>k;s gq, psgjs esa ek¡
dks ;g O;Fkk fn[kk;h ns jgh Fkh] mlds Loj esa bl O;Fkk dh xw¡t lquk;h ns
jgh FkhA ek¡ mls fnyklk nsuk pkgrh FkhA
¶ysfdu] cgu] jkLrk rks rqeus ns[k fy;k gS---¸
¶bruk gh dki+Qh ugha gSA gesa vkxs c<+us dk rjho+Qk Hkh ekywe gksuk
pkfg,!¸ rR;kuk us ckr dkVrs gq, cgqr èkhjs ls dgkA ¶vPNk] yks rqEgkjk
fcLrj rS;kj gks x;k!¸
og pwYgs ds ikl tkdj pqipki [kM+h gks x;h μ xEHkhj] fu'py]
fopkjksa esa [kks;h gqb± ek¡ ogh diM+s igus&igus ysV x;hA Fkdu ds ekjs mld
'kjhj esa bruh ihM+k gks jgh Fkh fd mlds eq¡g ls ,d gYdh&lh djkg fudy
x;hA rR;kuk us ySEi cq>k fn;k vkSj tc >ksiM+h esa v¡èksjk Nk x;k] rks og cgqr
gh eUn likV Loj esa cksyus yxhA ,slk izrhr gksrk Fkk fd mldk Loj
vUèkdkj dh fu"izHk eq[kkÑfr ij ls dqN iksaNs ys jgk gSA
¶rqe Hkh izkFkZuk ugha djrhaA eSa Hkh bZ'oj esa fo'okl ugha j[krhA
peRdkjksa dks Hkh ugha ekurhA¸
ek¡ us djoV cnyhA f[kM+dh esa ls vHks| vUèkdkj mls ?kwj&?kwjdj ns[k
jgk Fkk vkSj gYdh&gYdh vkokt+sa] {kh.k ls {kh.k vkgVsa fuLrCèkrk esa jsaxrh gqbZ
vk jgh FkhaA mlus Hk;Hkhr Loj esa izk;% fcYdqy dku esa pqids ls rR;kuk dk
mÙkj fn;k %
¶tgk¡ rd bZ'oj dk loky gS eSa Bhd ls ugha dg ldrhA ij bZlk
elhg ij esjk fo'okl gS--- eq>s muds bu 'kCnksa ij fo'okl gS % ^nwljksa dks
Hkh viuh gh rjg I;kj djks!* eSa bl ckr esa ;dhu j[krh gw¡!--¸
rR;kuk pqi jghA vkfr'knku dh dkyh i`"BHkwfe ij ek¡ dks mldh ruh
gqbZ vkÑfr dh èkq¡èkyh :ijs[kk fn[kk;h ns jgh FkhA og fu'py [kM+h FkhA ek¡

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us mnkl gksdj viuh vk¡[ksa ew¡n yhaA
lglk mlus rR;kuk dks dBksj Loj esa dgrs lquk %
¶vius cPpksa dh ekSr ds fy, eSa bZ'oj ;k euq"; nksuksa esa ls fdlh dks
Hkh eki+Q ugha dj ldrhA dHkh ugha!--¸
isykxs;k fuyksouk vR;Uu fopfyr gksdj mB cSBhA rR;kuk ds 'kCnksa ds
ihNs tks osnuk Nqih gqbZ Fkh mls ek¡ dh vkRek Hkyh Hkk¡fr le>rh FkhA
¶vHkh rqEgkjh mej gh D;k gS] μ vkSj cPps gks tk;saxs]¸ ek¡ us cM+h
eerk ls dgkA
¶vc ugha gksaxs!¸ rR;kuk us dqN nsj #ddj eUn Loj esa dgkA ¶esjs
'kjhj esa dksbZ fcxkM+ gks x;k gSA MkWDVj us dgk gS fd vc esjs cPps ugha gks
ldrs---¸
,d pwgk Hkkxrk gqvk i+Q'kZ ij ls xqt+jkA fdlh pht+ ds VwVus dh vkokt+
vk;hA èofu us vn`'; otzikr ls fuLrCèkrk Hkax gks x;hA Nr ij esga dh ljlj
èofu fiQj lquk;h nsus yxh] ,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk fd dksbZ ?kcjk;k gqvk
iryh&iryh m¡xfy;ksa ls NIij ds iQwl esa dqN <w¡<+ jgk gSA ikuh Vidus dh
Hk;kog èofu 'kjn jkf=k esa eUn izokg dh lwpuk ns jgh Fkh---
ek¡ dks uhan vkus yxhA Å¡?krs&Å¡?krs mlus ckgj vkSj fiQj M~;ks<+h esa
fdlh ds Hkkjh o+Qneksa dh vkgV lquhA cM+h lkoèkkuh ls fdlh us njokt+k
[kksykA
¶lks x;ha] rR;kuk\¸ enkZuh vkokt+ lquk;h nhA
¶ugha rksA¸
¶og lks x;ha\¸
¶esjs [k+;ky ls lks gh x;haA¸
lglk izdk'k gqvk] dqN nsj ds fy, T;ksfr dh ykS dk¡ih vkSj fiQj
vUèkdkj esa foyhu gks x;hA fdlku us ek¡ ds fcLrj ds ikl tkdj mlds iSjksa
ij iM+k gqvk dksV lEHkky fn;kA ;g ns[kdj fd og mlds vkjke dk fdruk
è;ku j[krk gS ek¡ dk ân; ÑrKrk ls Hkj mBk vkSj mlus eqLdjkdj fiQj vk¡[ksa
cUn dj yhaA Lrsiku us dqN dgs fcuk diM+s cnys vkSj pcwrjs ij tkdj ysV
x;kA pkjksa vksj fiQj fuLrCèkrk Nk x;hA
ek¡ pqipki ysVh cM+s è;ku ls bl LofIuy fuLrCèkrk ds vkjksgkojksg dks
lqu jgh Fkh_ mldh vk¡[kksa ds vkxs jhfcu dk jDr&jaftr psgjk ?kweus yxk---
pcwrjs ij dksbZ iQqliQqlk;k %
¶dSls&dSls yksx bl dke esa f[kapdj vkrs gSa\ vèksM+ mej ds yksx

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ftUgksaus vius thou&Hkj O;Fkk ds ?kw¡V fi;s gSaA bu yksxksa dks vc vkjke ls
cSBuk pkfg,] ij os ;g dke djrs gSa! rqe ukStoku vkSj gksf'k;kj gks μ vksg]
esjs Lrsiku---¸
¶eq>s igys vPNh rjg lksp&fopkj dj ysuk pkfg,]¸ fdlku us viuh
Hkkjh xw¡tnkj vkokt+ esa dgkA
¶eSa ;g ckr igys Hkh lqu pqdh gw¡---¸
os nksuksa ,d feuV rd pqi jgs] Lrsiku dgus yxk %
¶gesa dke bl rjg 'kq: djuk gksxk % igys fdlkuksa ls vyx&vyx
ckr djuh iM+sxh μ tSls vysDlsbZ ekdkso lsA og i<+uk tkurk gS] mlds fny
esa tks'k gS vkSj og gkfdeksa ls cgqr tyk cSBk gSA lsxbZs Z 'kksfju Hkh cgqr gksf'k;kj
fdlku gSA fDu;ktso Hkh bZekunkj gS vkSj fcYdqy ugha MjrkA dke 'kq: djus
ds fy, brus yksx dki+Qh gSa! gesa ,sls yksxksa ls feyuk gksxk ftuds ckjs esa og
crk jgh FkhaA eSa ,d dqYgkM+k ysdj 'kgj dh rji+Q tkšxk rkfd yksx ;g
le>sa fd eSa ydM+h phjdj dqN iQkyrw iSls dekus tk jgk gw¡A gesa lkoèkku
jguk gSA og Bhd gh dgrh Fkha fd vkneh dks viuk eksy [+kqn vk¡duk
pkfg,A vktokys ml fdlku dks gh ys yksA vxj og bZ'oj ds lkeus Hkh [kM+k
gksrk] rks viuh ckr ls jÙkh Hkj u gVrkA vkSj og fudhrk\ mlus Hkh ;g fn[kk
fn;k fd mlds Hkh vkRek gSA mlls mruh mEehn fdls Fkh\¸
¶os fdlh vkneh dks rqEgkjs lkeus ihVrs gSa vkSj rqe yksx eq¡g ck;s [kM+s
ns[krs jgrs gks---¸
cl] jgus nks! vjs] rqEgsa [+kq'k gksuk pkfg, fd ge yksxksa dks mls ekjuk
ugha iM+k!¸
og cM+h nsj rd [kqlqj&iQqlqj djrk jgk_ dHkh rks og brus èkhes Loj
esa cksyus yxrk fd ek¡ ,d 'kCn Hkh u le> ikrh vkSj dHkh og fiQj Hkkjh
xw¡trh gqbZ vkokt+ esa cksyus yxrkA chp&chp esa mldh choh mls Vksd nsrh %
¶èkhjs cksyks] ugha rks og tkx tk;saxh!--¸
ek¡ xgjh uhan esa lks x;hA uhan ,d ?kus ckny dh rjg vkdj ml ij
Nk x;hA
tc izHkkr dk èkq¡èkydk f[kM+fd;ksa esa >k¡dus yxk] rks rR;kuk us ek¡ dks
txk fn;kA fxjtk?kj ds ?k.Vs dh vkokt+ 'khr fuLrCèk okrkoj.k esa gok dh
ygjksa ij rSjrh gqbZ vk jgh Fkh vkSj vylk;s gq, Loj esa jkr dk igjk lekIr
gksus dh lwpuk ns jgh FkhA
¶eSaus leksokj xje dj fn;k gS] ,d fxykl pk; ih yks_ mBrs gh py

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iM+ha rks lnhZ yx tk;sxh---¸
Lrsiku us viuh my>h gqbZ nk<+h esa da?kh djrs gq, ek¡ ls mldk 'kgj
dk irk iwNkA ek¡ us ns[kk fd jkr&Hkj vkjke dj ysus ls Lrsiku ds psgjs ij
rkt+xh vk x;h Fkh μ mldh vkÑfr vc vfèkd iw.kZ fn[kk;h ns jgh FkhA pk;
ihrs le; Lrsiku us g¡ldj dgk %
¶;g Hkh dSlh vthc ckr gqbZ!¸
¶D;k\¸ rR;kuk us iwNkA
¶ge yksxksa dh tku&igpku gks tkuk! vkSj bruh vklkuh ls---¸
¶gekjs dke esa gj pht+ esa ;gh lknxh gS]¸ ek¡ us fopkjeXu gksdj dgkA
ek¡ dks fonk djrs gq, fdlku nEifr us fo'ks"k dqN dgk rks ugha] ij
vla[; NksVh&NksVh ckrksa ls ;g lkfcr dj fn;k fd mUgsa ek¡ dh lqfoèkk dk
fdruk è;ku FkkA
xkM+h esa cSBdj ek¡ lkspus yxh fd Lrsiku pwgksa dh rjg lrdZ jgdj
pqids&pqids viuk dke djsxk vkSj dHkh Fkddj cSBsxk ughaA mldh iRuh dh
f'kdk;rsa ges'kk mlds dkukssa esa xw¡trh jgsaxh_ mldh dath vk¡[kksa esa og Tokyk
ges'kk lqyxrh jgsxh vkSj tc rd og thfor jgsxh mlds ân; ls vius e`r
cPpksa ds fy, ,d ek¡ dh fgald i'kqvksa tSlh izfrjksèkiw.kZ O;Fkk dHkh nwj u
gksxhA
mls jhfcu dh ;kn vk;h μ mlds ?kko] mldk psgjk] mldh èkèkdrh
vk¡[ksa vkSj mldh ckrsaA vkSj bl ik'kfodrk ds lEeq[k ykpkjh dh dVq Hkkouk
ls mldk ân; elksl mBkA 'kgj rd dh iwjh ;k=kk ds nkSjku fe[k+kbyks dh
vkÑfr ml uhjl fnu dh i`"BHkwfe ij mldh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus ukprh jghA
ek¡ us ns[kk fd og mldh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus [kM+k Fkk μ gV~Vk&dV~Vk 'kjhj]
dkyh nk<+h] iQVh o+Qeht+] fc[kjs cky vkSj gkFk ihNs c¡èks gq,A ;g ,d ,sls
O;fDr dk fp=k Fkk ftlds ân; esa Øksèk dh Tokyk èkèkd jgh Fkh vkSj tks
ml lR; ij iwjk fo'okl j[krk Fkk ftldk og izpkj djrk FkkA ek¡ bl i`Foh
ds vla[; foinkxzLr xk¡oksa ds ckjs esa lkspus yxh] mu yksxksa ds ckjs esa lkspus
yxh tks eu gh eu i`Foh ij U;k; dk jkT; LFkkfir gksus dh izrh{kk dj jgs
Fks_ og mu gt+kjksa yksxksa ds ckjs esa lkspus yxh tks vius thouHkj pqipki
fu#ís'; Hkko ls vkSj vius thou esa fdlh lqèkkj dh vk'kk ds fcuk dke djrs
jgrs FksA
ek¡ dks ,slk yxk fd thou nwj rd iQSyk gqvk ,d ,slk [ksr gS ftls
dHkh tksrk u x;k gks vkSj tks pqipki bl izrh{kk esa gks fd dksbZ vkdj mls

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tksrsA ,slk izrhr gksrk Fkk fd ekuks og LorU=k bZekunkj yksxksa ls dg jgk gks %
¶eq>s esa lR; vkSj U;k; ds chp cksvks] vkSj eSa rqEgsa rqEgkjs ifjJe dk
lkSxquk iQy nw¡xk!¸
Lo;a vius iz;klksa dh liQyrk dks ;kn djds mls g"kZ dk jksekap gqvk
ftls mlus fouezrk ds dkj.k nck fn;kA

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fudksykbZ us ek¡ ds fy, njokt+k [kksyk_ mlds diM+s vLr&O;Lr n'kk
esa Fks vkSj gkFk esa ,d fdrkc FkhA
¶bruh tYnh ykSV vk;ha\¸ mlus iqyfdr Loj esa ek¡ dk Lokxr djrs
gq, dgkA
,sud ds ihNs mldh Lusgiw.kZ vk¡[ksa >idrh jghaA mlus ek¡ dk dksV
mrjok;k vkSj cM+h I;kj&Hkjh eqLdjkgV ds lkFk mls ?kwjrk jgkA
¶dy jkr gekjs ?kj dh ryk'kh yh x;h Fkh]¸ fudksykbZ us dgkA ¶eq>s
Mj gqvk fd dgha rqEgsa dqN gks u x;k gksA ysfdu mu yksxksa us eq>s fxjÝ+rkj
ugha fd;kA vxj rqe fxjÝ+rkj gks x;h gksrha] rks os eq>s Hkh t+:j idM+ dj
ys tkrs!---¸
og ek¡ dks [kkus ds dejs esa ys x;k vkSj lkjh nsj ckrsa djrk jgk %
¶[k+jS ] eq>s ukSdjh ls rks fudky fn;k gh tk;sxkA ysfdu eq>s mldh dksbZ
ijs'kkuh ugha gSA eSa bl dke ls mdrk x;k gw¡ fd est ij cSBk&cSBk ;g fglkc
yxkrk jgw¡ fd fdrus fdlkuksa ds ikl ?kksM+s ugha gSa!¸
dejk ,slk yx jgk Fkk ekuks fdlh nkuo us X+kqLls esa vkdj ?kj dh
,d&,d nhokj fgyk nh gks vkSj gj pht+ myV&iqyV nh gksA i+Q'kZ ij rLohjsa
fc[kjh iM+h Fkha] nhokj dk dkx+t+ dbZ txg ls uksp fy;k x;k Fkk vkSj mldh
èkfTt;k¡ yVd jgh Fkha] ,d txg i+Q'kZ dk r[+rk m[kkM+ fy;k x;k Fkk] ,d
f[kM+dh dh pkS[kV m[kkM+ yh x;h Fkh vkSj pwYgs dh jk[k i+Q'kZ ij fc[kjh
iM+h FkhA ek¡ us ;g fpj&ifjfpr n`'; ns[kdj flj fgyk;k vkSj cM+s è;ku ls
fudksykbZ dks ns[kus yxh ekuks mlus mlesa dksbZ u;k xq.k ns[kk gksA
est dk B.Mk leksokj j[kk gqvk Fkk vkSj pk; ds crZu fcuk èkqys iM+s
Fks_ iuhj vkSj lklst r'rjh ds ctk; dkx+t+ ij j[ks gq, Fks_ estiks'k ij
fdrkcsa] jksVh vkSj leksokj ds fy, dks;ys ds VqdM+s iM+s FksA ek¡ èkhjs ls g¡lh
vkSj fudksykbZ mnkl gksdj eqLdjk fn;kA
¶fuyksouk] bl reke xM+cM+ esa esjk Hkh gkFk gS] ysfdu dksbZ ckr ugha

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gS! eSaus lkspk eqefdu gS os yksx fiQj vk;sa] blfy, eSaus li+QkbZ ugha dhA gk¡]
;g rks crkvks fd liQj dSlk dVk\¸
;g iz'u ek¡ ds ân; ij ,d Hkkjh cks> dh rjg fxjkA jhfcu dh lwjr
,d ckj fiQj mldh ut+jksa ds lkeus fiQjus yxh_ ek¡ bl ckr ij yfTtr Fkh
fd mlus jhfcu ds ckjs esa i+QkSju D;ksa ugha crk;kA vkxs >qddj cSBrs gq, mlus
viuh nkLrku 'kq: dhA og viuh Hkkoukvksa dks o'k esa j[kus dk iz;Ru dj
jgh Fkh fd dgha dksbZ ckr dgus ls NwV u tk;sA
¶og fxjÝ+rkj dj fy;k x;k---¸
fudksykbZ dk psgjk mrj x;kA
¶lp\¸
ek¡ us b'kkjs ls mls [k+keks'k dj fn;k vkSj bl izdkj viuk o`ÙkkUr lqukrh
jgh ekuks og Lo;a lkdkj U;k; ds lkeus [kM+h gks vkSj ml vR;kpkj ds fo#¼
izfrjksèk dj jgh gks tks mlus ,d euq"; ds lkFk gksrs ns[kk FkkA fudksykbZ dk
psgjk fcYdqy ihyk iM+ x;k Fkk vkSj og viuh dqlhZ ij ihNs lgkjk yxk;s
cSBk gksaB dkV jgk FkkA mlus èkhjs&èkhjs viuh ,sud mrkjdj est ij j[k nh
vkSj vius eq¡g ij bl rjg gkFk iQsjk ekuks dksbZ vn`'; edM+h dk tkyk iksaN
jgk gksA lglk mldh eq[kkÑfr dh js[kk,¡ vkSj Li"V gks x;ha] mlds xkyksa dh
gfM~M;k¡ vkSj mHkj vk;ha vkSj mlds uFkqus dk¡ius yxsA ek¡ us mldk ,slk :i
igys dHkh ugha ns[kk Fkk] vkSj blls og dqN Hk;Hkhr gks x;hA
tc ek¡ viuh ckr iwjh dj pqdh] rks fudksykbZ mBk vkSj nwj rd viuh
cUn eqfV~B;k¡ tsc esa Mkydj bèkj&mèkj Vgyus yxkA
¶og cgqr gh cM+k vkneh gksxk]¸ mlus nk¡r Hkhapdj vLiQqV Loj esa
dgkA ¶mls tsy esa cM+h rdyhiQ gksxh_ ,sls yksxksa ij ;g oD+r cgqr cqjk
xqtjrk gS!¸
vius vkos'k dks nck;s j[kus ds fy, og viuh eqfV~B;ksa dks tscksa esa vkSj
nwj rd Bw¡ldj Vgy jgk Fkk_ ijUrq ek¡ dks mldh mf}Xurk dk irk Fkk vkSj
Lo;a mlds ân; esa Hkh mlh mf}Xurk FkhA fudksykbZ us viuh vk¡[kas fldksM+
yha] ;gk¡ rd fd os [katj dh uksd tSlh fn[kk;h nsus yxhaA dejs esa bèkj ls
mèkj Vgyrs gq, og frjLdkj vkSj Øksèk ls dgrk x;k %
¶t+jk lkspks rks] fdruh Hk;kud ckr gS! turk ij viuk fouk'kdkjh
izHkqRo cuk;s j[kus ds fy, eqV~Bh&Hkj fljfiQjs ekj&ihV djrs gSa] tkusa ys ysrs
gSa] lHkh dks dqpyrs gSaA ccZjrk c<+rh tkrh gS vksj funZ;rk dk gh pkjksa rji+Q
jkt gSA t+jk lkspks! dqN yksx rks fcYdqy taxyh tkuojksa dh rjg euekuh djrs

ek¡ @ 325
gSa] D;ksafd os tkurs gSa fd os o+Qkuwu dh idM+ ls ckgj gSaA nwljksa dks lrkus
esa mUgsa etk vkrk gSA ;g nklrk ls eqDr gq, xqykeksa dh viuh nklrk dh
Hkkoukvksa vkSj ik'kfod bPNkvksa dks r`Ir djus dh bPNk ds vfrfjDr vkSj dqN
ugha gSA dqN ,sls gSa ftudh eukso`fÙk cnyk ysus dh bPNk ls fo"kkDr gSA dqN
yksx ,sls gSa tks dkssM+ksa dh ekj [kk&[kkdj fdadrZO;foew<+ gks x;s gSaA yksxksa dks
Hkz"V fd;k tk jgk gS] lkjh turk dks!¸
og cksyrs&cksyrs #dk vkSj mlus vius nk¡r Hkhap fy;sA
¶bl tkuojksa tSlh ft+Unxh esa yk[k u pkgus ij Hkh vkneh tkuoj gks
tkrk gS!¸ mlus èkhjs ls dgkA
cM+h dksf'k'k djds mlus viuh Hkkoukvksa dks o'k esa fd;k vkSj izk;%
fcYdqy 'kkUr Hkko ls ek¡ dh rji+Q ns[kkA ek¡ jks jgh Fkh] mldh vk¡[kksa esa ,d
vfopy T;ksfr FkhA
¶ysfdu fuyksouk] gesa nsj ugha djuh pkfg,! fiz; lkFkh] gesa viuh
Hkkoukvksa dks o'k esa j[kuk gksxk---¸
,d mnkl eqLdjkgV ds lkFk og ek¡ ds ikl x;k vkSj mldk gkFk Fkke
fy;k %
¶rqEgkjk lwVdsl dgk¡ gS\¸
¶jlksbZ esa!¸
¶iQkVd ij jktuhfrd iqfyl ds vkneh rSukr gSaA ge mudh ut+jsa
cpkdj bruk cgqr&lk lkeku rks ys ugha tk ldrs vkSj Nqikus dh dksbZ txg
gh ugha gSA esjk [k+;ky gS fd os vkt jkr fiQj ryk'kh ysaxs] blfy, gesa dysts
ij iRFkj j[kdj gj pht+ tyk nsuh gksxhA¸
¶D;k tykuk gS\¸ ek¡ us iwNkA
¶rqEgkjs lwVdsl esa tks dqN Hkh gSA¸
;dk;d ek¡ dh le> essa vk;k fd fudksykbZ dk b'kkjk fdu pht+ksa dh
rji+Q gS_ viuh O;Fkk ds ckotwn og xoZ dh Hkkouk ls cjcl eqLdjk mBhA
¶mlesa rks dqN Hkh ugha gS μ ,d ipkZ Hkh ugha gS!¸ mlus dgk vkSj
fudksykbZ dks viuk lkjk fo+QLlk lqukus yxhA ckrsa djrs gq, èkhjs&èkhjs mlds
'kjhj esa tSls fiQj 'kfDr ykSVdj vkus yxhA 'kq: esa rks fudksykbZ cgqr fpfUrr
Hkko ls ekFks ij cy Mkys lqurk jgk] ij 'kh?kz gh fpUrk dh ;g eqæk foLe;
esa cny x;h vkSj vkf[k+jdkj mlus cgqr mRlkg ls ckr dkVrs gq, dgk %
¶ysfdu ;g rks deky gks x;k! rqEgkjh rdnhj us Hkh dSlk lkFk
fn;k!---¸

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 mlus ek¡ ds nksuksa gkFk vius gkFkksa esa ys fy;sA
¶yksxksa ij rqEgkjk ftruk fo'okl gS mls ns[kdj cM+h [+kq'kh gksrh gS vkSj
eSa rqels bruk I;kj djrk gw¡ μ tSls rqe esjh viuh ek¡ gks!--¸
ek¡ mls ns[kdj eqLdjk nh] mls vk'p;Z gks jgk Fkk fd lglk og bruk
Li"V vkSj lizk.k D;ksa gks x;k FkkA
¶vke rkSj ij rks ifjfLFkfr cM+h vk'kktud gS!¸ mlus vius gkFk jxM+rs
gq, xn~xn~ Loj esa dgkA ¶fiNys dqN fnuksa ls eSa Hkh cM+s vkuUn dh ft+Unxh
xqtk+ j jgk gw¡ μ i<+rk gw¡ vkSj et+njw ksa ls ckr djrk gw¡ vkSj mudk vè;;u djrk
gw¡A et+nwjksa ds lkFk FkksM+h nsj Hkh cSB ysus ds ckn fny esa ,d vthc 'kkfUr
vkSj mRlkg iSnk gks tkrk gSA fuyksouk] cgqr 'kkunkj gksrs gSa ;s yksx! esjk eryc
ukStoku et+nwjksa ls gS μ brus n`<+ vkSj brus laosnu'khy vkSj lh[kus ds fy,
brus mRlqd fd D;k dgw¡! mUgsa ns[kdj vuk;kl gh ;g fopkj iSnk gksrk gS
fd fdlh fnu :l lalkj dk lcls yksdrkfU=kd ns'k cu tk;sxk!¸
og ckr djrs&djrs #d x;k vkSj bl rjg viuk gkFk Åij mBk fy;k
ekuks 'kiFk ys jgk gksA
¶ysfdu lky&Hkj rd fdrkcsa i<+rs&i<+rs vkSj vk¡dM+ksa dk fglkc
yxkrs&yxkrs eSa lhy x;k gw¡A ykur gS! eSa et+nwjksa ds chp jgus dk vknh gw¡A
muds vykok eSa tgk¡ Hkh tkrk gw¡ eq>s ;gh yxrk gS fd ;gk¡ esjh txg ugha
gS μ u tkus D;ksa fnekx esa ,d ruko&lk jgrk gS] fny ij ,d cks>&lk j[kk
jgrk gSA ysfdu vc eSa fiQj LoNUn euq"; dh rjg jgw¡xkA eSa vc ges'kk mUgha
ds lkFk jgw¡xk vkSj mUgha ds lkFk dke d:¡xkA le>ha rqe\ eSa ogk¡ jgw¡xk tgk¡
u;s fopkj iuirs gSa] eSa ;kSoue; l`tukRed 'kfDr ds lEeq[k jgw¡xkA fdruh
lkèkkj.k vkSj lqUnj] fdruh HkO; vkSj thouizn! bl okrkoj.k esa euq"; fiQj
toku gks tkrk gS] mlesa 'kfDr vk tkrh gSA fuyksouk] ;g Hkjiwj ft+Unxh dk
jkLrk gS!¸
og th [kksydj dqN >sairk gqvk g¡l fn;kA ek¡ mlds mYykl dks le>
x;h vkSj Lo;a Hkh mlh mYykl dk vuqHko djus yxhA
¶vkSj rqe\ cl deky gks rqe rks!¸ fudksykbZ us iz'kalk ds Hkko ls dgkA
¶rqe yksxksa dk o.kZu fdrus Li"V :i ls djrh gks vkSj fdruh vPNh rjg
le>rh gks mUgsa!--¸
og ek¡ ds ikl vkdj cSB x;kA igys rks viuh f[kfl;kgV dks Nqikus
ds fy, og mYykl ls f[kyk gqvk viuk psgjk mldh vksj ls iQsjs cSBk jgk]
ij FkksM+h nsj ckn ek¡ dh rji+Q eq¡g djds cSB x;k vkSj mlds vuqHko dk ljy

ek¡ @ 327
rFkk jkspd o`ÙkkUr lquus yxkA
¶cky&cky cp x;ha!¸ mlus dgkA ¶rqe cM+h vklkuh ls fxjÝ+rkj
dh tk ldrh Fkha] ysfdu mls ctk;!-- lpeqp] ,slk ekywe gksrk gS fd
fdlku tkx jgs gSa μ vkSj ;g LokHkkfod Hkh gS! og vkSjr μ eSa Hkyh&Hkk¡fr
dYiuk dj ldrk gw¡ fd og dSlh gksxh!-- gesa xk¡o easa dke djus ds fy,
[k+kl yksxksa dks Hkstuk iM+sxkA yksx! gekjs ikl gSa dgk¡ dke djus okys yksx---
gesa lSdM+ksa yksxksa dh t+:jr gS---¸
¶dk'k] ikosy tsy ls ckgj gksrk! vkSj vUæsbZ Hkh!¸ ek¡ us èkhjs ls dgkA
¶fudksykbZ us duf[k;ksa ls ek¡ dh rji+Q ns[kk vkSj vk¡[ksa uhph dj yhaA
¶fuyksouk] esjs eq¡g ls ;g ckr lqudj rqEgsa rdyhiQ gks] ysfdu eSa
ikosy dks cgqr vPNh rjg tkurk gwA¡ og tsy ls Hkkxus ij dHkh jkth u gksxk!
og pkgrk gS fd ml ij eqo+Qnek pyk;k tk;sA og bl ckr dk ekSo+Qk pkgrk
gS fd og lc dks trk ns fd og D;k gS] vkSj og ,slk ekSo+Qk vius gkFk ls
dHkh ugha tkus nsxkA vkSj tkus Hkh D;ksa ns\ og lkbcsfj;k ls Hkkx vk;sxkA¸
¶[k+Sj] viuk Hkyk&cqjk lcls vPNh rjg tkurk gS]¸ ek¡ us vkg Hkjdj
dgkA
¶dk'k] og rqEgkjk okyk fdlku tYnh gh ;gk¡ vk tk;s]¸ fudksykbZ us
,d {k.k #ddj viuh ,sud ds ihNs ls ?kwjrs gq, dgkA ¶gesa fdlkuksa ds fy,
jhfcu ds ckjs esa ,d ipkZ rS;kj djuk pkfg,A blls mls rks dksbZ uqdlku gksxk
ugha] D;ksafd og [+kqn cgqr eq¡giQV gSA eSa vkt gh fy[k nw¡xk vkSj ywnehyk mls
vkuu&iQkuu Nki nsxh--- ysfdu ipsZ mu yksxksa ds ikl igq¡psaxs dSls\¸
¶eSa ys tkÅ¡xh---¸
¶ugha] rqEgkjk cgqr 'kqfØ;k!¸ fudksykbZ us tYnh ls dgkA ¶ysfdu D;k
oslksof'pdkso ;g dke ugha dj ldrk\¸
¶eSa mlls ckr djds ns[kw¡xhA¸
¶vPNk] ckr djuk! vkSj mls lc dqN vPNh rjg le>k nsukA¸
¶ysfdu esjs fy, D;k dke gS\¸
¶vjs] rqEgkjs fy, dksbZ u dksbZ dke fudy vk;sxkA¸
fudksykbZ tkdj est ds ikl cSB x;kA ek¡ duf[k;ksa ls mls ns[krs gq,
est lki+Q djrh jghA ek¡ us ns[kk fd fudksykbZ ds gkFk esa mldh dye dk¡i
jgh FkhA chp&chp esa mldh xnZu iQM+d mBrh vkSj tc og viuh xnZu ihNs
Mkydj vk¡[ksa ew¡n ysrk] rks ek¡ ns[krh fd mldh BksM+h dk¡i jgh gSA blls mls
cM+h fpUrk gqb±

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 ¶rS;kj gks x;k!¸ mlus vkf[k+jdkj mBrs gq, dgkA ¶yks ;g dkx+t+ dgha
vius diM+ksa esa Nqik yks μ ysfdu vxj iqfyl vk;h] rks os rqEgkjh Hkh ryk'kh
t+:j ysaxsA¸
¶HkkM+ easa tk;sa] ryk'kh ysdj esjk D;k fcxkM+ ysaxs!¸ ek¡ us fu'py Hkko
ls mÙkj fn;kA
mlh fnu 'kke dks MkWDVj boku nuhyksfop muds ?kj vk;sA
¶;dk;d ljdkjh vi+Qljksa esa bruh [kycyh D;ksa ep x;h gS\¸ mlus
rst+h ls dejs esa bèkj ls mèkj Vgyrs gq, iwNkA ¶dy jkr mUgksaus lkr ?kjksa dh
ryk'kh yh FkhA esjk ejht dgk¡ x;k] D;ksa\¸
¶og dy pyk x;k!¸ fudksykbZ us mÙkj fn;kA ¶vkt luhpj gS vkSj
og vius e.My dh i<+kbZ NksM+uk ugha pkgrk Fkk---¸
¶;g rks ljklj csoo+Qwi+Qh gS μ flj iQVk gqvk gS] exj e.My dh i<+kbZ
esa tkuk t+:jh gS---¸
¶eSaus mls le>kus dh cgqr dksf'k'k dh] ysfdu eSa mls jksd u ldk---¸
¶eq>s ;dhu gS fd mlus 'ks[kh ds ekjs gh ,slk fd;kA mlus vius eu
esa dgk gksxk] ^ns[krs gks μ [+kwu cgkdj Hkh---* ¸ ek¡ us dgkA
MkWDVj us tYnh ls ek¡ ij n`f"V Mkyh vkSj cukoVh dBksjrk dh eqæk
èkkj.k djrs gq, viuh Hkosa fldksM+ yhaA
¶rqe Hkh fdruh l[+rfny gks---¸ mlus dgkA
¶vPNk boku] rqEgsa ;gk¡ dksbZ dke rks gS ugha] vkSj gekjs esgeku Hkh vkrs
gksaxsA rqe tkvks! fuyksouk] og ipkZ bUgsa ns nks---¸
¶,d vkSj ipkZ\¸ MkWDVj us foLe; ls dgkA
¶gk¡] ys tkdj Nkis[k+kus esa ns nksA¸
¶vPNk HkkbZ] ys fy;k vkSj ns vkÅ¡xkA vkSj dqN\¸
¶cl] vkSj dqN ughaA iQkVd ij tklwl [kM+k gSA¸
¶eSaus ns[kk Fkk mlsA ,d esjs ?kj ds njokt+s ij Hkh [kM+k gSA vPNk] rks
eSa pykA funZ;h vkSjr] rqEgsa Hkh lykeA gk¡] nksLrks] og o+QfczLrku dh yM+kbZ
cgqr dke dh lkfcr gqbZ! lkjs 'kgj esa mldh ppkZ gks jgh gSA rqeus tks ipkZ
fy[kk Fkk og cgqr vPNk Fkk vkSj fudyk Hkh og Bhd oD+r ijA eSa rks ges'kk
dgrk gw¡ fd vPNh yM+kbZ cqjh 'kkfUr ls csgrj gksrh gS---¸
¶vPNk] vc rqe tkvks---¸
¶vPNh vkoHkxr dh rqeus gekjh vkt! fuyksouk] ykvks gkFk feyk ysa!
ml yM+ds us ;gk¡ ls tkdj cM+h csoo+Qwi+Qh dhA rqEgsa dqN ekywe gS fd og

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dgk¡ jgrk gS\¸
fudksykbZ us mls mldk irk crk fn;kA
¶eSa dy mls ns[kus tkÅ¡xkA cM+k vPNk cPpk gS] gS u\¸
¶cgqr---¸
¶gesa mldh ns[kHkky djuh pkfg,A cM+k gksugkj yM+dk gS!¸ MkWDVj us
ckgj fudyrs gq, dgkA ¶,sls gh yksx gSa ftuls gesa loZgkjk c`f¼thfo;ksa dk
fuekZ.k djuk pkfg, rkfd tc ge yksx ml yksd ds fy, dwp djsa tgk¡ esjs
fopkj esa dksbZ oxZHksn ugha gS] rks os gekjh txg ys ldsa---¸
¶boku] rqe bèkj dqN fnuksa ls cgqr ckrsa djus yxs gks---¸
¶bldh otg ;g gS fd eSa vktdy cM+s tks'k esa gw¡A rks rqe tsy tkus
dh rS;kjh dj jgs gks\ pyks] vkjke djus dks feysxkA¸
¶'kqfØ;k] exj eSa Fkdk gqvk ugha gw¡A¸
ek¡ bl ckr ij cgqr izlUu Fkh fd bu yksxksa dks ,d et+nwj dk fdruk
è;ku FkkA
MkWDVj ds pys tkus ds ckn ek¡ vkSj fudksykbZ [kkuk [kkus cSBsA vius
jkf=kdkyhu vfrfFk;ksa dh izrh{kk esa os nksuksa cgqr pqids&pqids ckrsa dj jgs FksA
fudksykbZ us ek¡ dks fuokZlu esa vius lkfFk;ksa ds ckjs esa cgqr&lh ckrsa crk;ha
vkSj mu yksxksa ds ckjs esa Hkh tks ogk¡ ls Hkkx vk;s Fks vkSj viuk uke cnydj
vc Hkh dke dj jgs FksA lwuh nhokjksa ls Vdjkdj mlds 'kCn bl izdkj ykSV
jgs Fks ekuks lalkj dks cnyus ds egku è;s; ds fy, vius vkidks cfy p<+k
nsus okys bu fouez lwjekvksa ds ckjs esa mlds fo+QLls vfo'oluh; gksaA ek¡ ij
eerk dh Hkkouk Nk x;h vkSj mldk ân; bu vKkr yksxksa ds izfr izse ls Hkj
mBkA mldh dYiuk esa bu lc yksxksa us feydj ,d egku fuHkhZd O;fDr
dk :i èkkj.k dj fy;k tks èkhjs&èkhjs ij n`<+ fo'okl ds lkFk vkxs c<+ jgk
Fkk vkSj >wB dh ;qxksa iqjkuh rg dks gVk jgk Fkk rkfd yksx thou ds ljy
vkSj Li"V lR; dks ns[k ldsaA vkSj tc bl egku lR; dk iqutZUe gksxk] rks
og lc yksxksa dks ,d dj nsxk vkSj mUgsa yksHk] ?k`.kk vkSj >wB ds rhu fi'kkpksa
ls eqfDr fnyk nsxk ftUgksaus iwjs lalkj dks vkrafdr dj j[kk gS vkSj xqyke cuk
j[kk gS--- bl dYiuk ls ek¡ ds ân; esa tks Hkkouk tkx`r gqbZ og mYykl vkSj
ÑrKrk dh mlh Hkkouk tSlh Fkh tks og fdlh ,sls fnu ds vUr ij] tks vU;
fnuksa dh vis{kk de d"Vnk;d jgk gks] nso&izfrek ds lkeus ?kqVus Vsdus ij
vuqHko djrh FkhA vrhr ds bu bus&fxus fnuksa dks og Hkwy pqdh Fkh] ijUrq
mUgksaus tks Hkkouk tkx`r dh Fkh og c<+rs&c<+rs vkSj Hkh T;ksfreZ; vkSj

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mYykliw.kZ gks x;h Fkh_ bl Hkkouk dh tM+sa mldh vkRek esa xgjkbZ rd te
x;h Fkha vkSj og Hkkouk ,d ltho oLrq ds :i esa izLiQqfVr gks mBh FkhA
¶vHkh rd iqfyl ugha vk;h!¸ fudksykbZ us lglk pkSaddj dgkA
¶eSa dgrh gw¡ HkkM+ esa tk;s iqfyl!¸ ek¡ us ml ij ,d ljljh ut+j
Mkydj dgkA
¶gk¡] HkkM+ esa tk;s! ysfdu] fuyksouk] vc rqEgkjk lksus dk oD+r gks x;k
gSA rqe cgqr Fkd x;h gksxhA rqEgkjs 'kjhj esa Hkh fdruk ne gS! brus [k+rjs vkSj
bruh ijs'kkuh ls xqtjus ds ckn Hkh rqEgsa t+jk Hkh fi+QØ ugha! ysfdu rqEgkjs cky
li+Qsn gks pys gSaA vPNk] vc tkdj FkksM+h nsj lks yksA¸

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jlksbZ ds njokt+s ij fdlh ds t+ksj ls [kV[kVkus dh vkokt+ lqudj ek¡
dh vk¡[k [kqy x;hA tks dksbZ Hkh Fkk og cM+s èkS;Z ds lkFk yxkrkj njokt+k
HkM+HkM+krk jgkA vHkh rd v¡èksjk Nk;k gqvk Fkk vkSj bl izdkj fujUrj njokt+k
[kV[kVkus esa Hk; dh Hkkouk feyh gqbZ FkhA ek¡ us tYnh ls dUèks ij ,d diM+k
Mkyk vkSj jlksbZ esa tkdj njokt+s ij #d x;hA
¶dkSu gS\¸ mlus iwNkA
¶eSa gw¡!¸ fdlh ds vifjfpr Loj esa mÙkj feykA
¶dkSu\¸
¶njokt+k [kksfy;s!¸ ml O;fDr us cM+s fouhr Loj esa dgkA
ek¡ us dq.Mh [kksydj ik¡o ls njokt+s dks Bsy fn;kA bxukr vUnj vk;kA
¶rks eSa Bhd txg ij vk x;k!¸ mlus [+kq'k gksdj Å¡ps Loj esa dgkA
og dej&dej rd dhpM+ esa luk gqvk FkkA mldk psgjk foo.kZ vkSj
vk¡[ksa èk¡lh gqbZ Fkha vkSj ?kq¡?kjkys cky mldh Vksih ds uhps ls pkjksa rji+Q fudys
gq, FksA
¶ge yksx eqlhcr esa iQ¡l x;s gSa!¸ mlus njokt+k cUn djrs gq, pqids
ls dgkA
¶eq>s ekywe gS---¸
yM+ds dks ;g lqudj dqN vk'p;Z gqvkA
¶vkidks dSls ekywe gqvk\¸ yM+ds us viuh vk¡[ksa >idkrs gq, dgkA
ek¡ us la{ksi esa mls lkjk fo+QLlk lquk fn;kA
¶D;k iqfyl rqEgkjs mu nks lkfFk;ksa dks Hkh idM+ ys x;h\¸
¶ugha] os ogk¡ ugha FksA os i+QkSt esa Hkjrh gks x;s gSa] gkftjh nsus x;s Fks!

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ik¡p vkneh fxjÝ+rkj fd;s x;s ftuesa pkpk fe[k+kbyks Hkh Fks---¸
mlus ,d xgjh lk¡l yh vkSj èkhjs ls g¡ldj dgk %
¶fli+QZ eSa cp x;kA os eq>s <w¡<+ jgs gksaxsA¸
¶rqe cpdj fudy dSls vk;s\¸ ek¡ us iwNkA nwljs dejs dk njokt+k èkhjs
ls [kqykA
¶eSa\¸ bxukr us csap ij cSBdj pkjksa vksj ut+j Mkyrs gq, dgkA ¶muds
vkus ls dksbZ ,d&nks feuV igys taxy dk j[kokyk Hkkxk&Hkkxk vk;k vkSj
mlus gekjh f[kM+dh dks [kV[kVk;kA mlus fpYykdj dgk] ^gksf'k;kj jguk]
iqfyl rqEgkjh ryk'k esa gS---* ¸
og pqipki g¡l fn;k vkSj vius dksV ds nkeu ls eq¡g iksaNus yxkA
¶exj pkpk fe[k+kbyks jÙkh&Hkj ugha ?kcjk;sA mUgksaus eq>ls dgk] ^bxukr]
rqe tYnh ls Hkkxdj 'kgj pys tkvks! og cw<+h vkSjr rqEgsa ;kn gS u\* vkSj
ckrsa djrs&djrs og dkx+t+ ds ,d iqtZs ij dqN fy[kus yxs] fiQj eq>ls cksys]
^yks] ;g ys tkdj ml ns vkvks!* eSa tYnh ls >kM+h esa nqcd x;k vkSj
iqfylokyksa dh vkgV lqurk jgkA cgqr&ls flikgh pkjksa rji+Q ls ncs ik¡o jsaxrs
gq, vk jgs Fks] 'kSrku dgha ds! mUgksaus gekjs rkjdksy ds dkj[k+kus dks ?ksj fy;kA
eSa >kfM+;ksa esa pqipki nqcdk iM+k jgkA os esjs ikl ls gksdj xqtj x;s! fiQj eSa
mBk vkSj viuh iwjh 'kfDr yxkdj rst+h ls o+Qne c<+krk gqvk py iM+k! eq>s
pyrs&pyrs iwjh nks jkrsa vkSj ,d fnu gks x;k gS] chp esa eSa dgha #dk Hkh
ughaA¸
ek¡ us ns[kk fd og viuh bl liQyrk ij cgqr izlUu gSA mldh cknkeh
jax dh vk¡[kksa ls eqLdjkgV >k¡d jgh Fkh vkSj mlds Hkjs gq, yky gksaB iQM+d
jgs FksA
¶eSa rqEgkjs fy, vHkh pk; cuk;s ykrh gw!¡ ¸ ek¡ us leksokj dh rji+Q c<+rs
gq, dgkA
¶#Ddk rks yhft;s---¸
cM+h dfBukbZ ls bxukr us viuk ik¡o mBk;k vkSj nnZ ds ekjs djkgrs gq,
cgqr eq¡g cukdj ik¡o csap ij j[k fy;kA
brus esa fudksykbZ njokt+s ij vk;kA
¶lyke] dkejsM!¸ mlus viuh vk¡[ksa fldksM+dj dgkA ¶ykvks] eSa
rqEgkjh enn d:¡A¸
og >qdk vkSj bxukr ds ik¡o ij c¡èks gq, xUns phFkM+s [kksyus yxkA
¶ugha] jgus nhft;s]¸ yM+ds us viuk ik¡o [khaprs gq, vk'p;Z ls ek¡ dh

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vksj ns[kkA
¶gesa blds ik¡oksa ij oksndk dh ekfy'k djuh iM+sxh]¸ ek¡ us mldh
n`f"V dh vksj dksbZ è;ku u nsrs gq, dgkA
¶lks rks gS!¸ fudksykbZ us mÙkj fn;kA
bxukr dqN f[kfl;kdj cqM+cqM+kus yxkA
fudksykbZ us #Ddk mBkdj ml fHkaps gq, cknkeh dkx+t+ dks lhèkk fd;k
vkSj vk¡[k ds ikl ykdj i<+us yxk %
¶ek¡] gekjs dke ls gkFk u [khap ysuk vksj ml yEcs dnokyh efgyk
ls dg nsuk fd og ge yksxksa ds ckjs esa igys ls Hkh T+;knk fy[kk djsA vPNk]
fonkA jhfcuA¸
fudksykbZ us viuk og gkFk ftlesa ipkZ Fkk uhps dj fy;kA
¶deky gS!--¸ mlus vLiQqV Loj esa dgkA
bxukr cSBk mu yksxksa dks ns[k jgk Fkk vkSj cM+h lkoèkkuh ls vius uaxs
ik¡o dh xUnh m¡xfy;k¡ fpVdk jgk FkkA ek¡ us viuh vk¡[kksa ds vk¡lw fNikus dk
iz;Ru djrs gq, ikuh dk ,d rlyk ykdj mlds lkeus j[k fn;k vkSj ?kqVuksa
ds cy cSBdj mlds ik¡o dh rji+Q gkFk c<+k;kA
¶ugha] ugha] jgus nhft;s!¸ bxukr Hk;Hkhr gksdj fpYyk;k vkSj mlus
viuk ik¡o csap ds uhps dj fy;kA
¶ykvks] tYnh ls viuk ik¡o bèkj ykvks---¸
¶eSa fLifjV fy;s vkrk gw¡]¸ fudksykbZ us dgkA
yM+ds us viuk ik¡o csap ds vkSj uhps [khap fy;kA
¶D;k gS] ;g dksbZ vLirky gS D;k\¸ yM+dk cqM+cqM+k;kA
ek¡ mlds nwljs ik¡o ij c¡èks gq, phFkM+s [kksyus yxhA
bxukr us t+ksj ls ukd fldksM+h vkSj xnZu eksM+&eksM+dj ek¡ dks ns[krk
jgkA
¶mu yksxksa us fe[k+kbyks bokuksfop dks cgqr ekjk] ¶ek¡ us dk¡irs gq, Loj
esa dgkA
¶lp\¸ yM+ds us Hk;Hkhr gksdj èkhjs ls iwNkA
¶gk¡] ftl oD+r iqfylokys mls fudksYLdks;s yk;s mlh oD+r mldh
gkyr cgqr [k+jkc Fkh vkSj ogk¡ iqfyl ds lktsUZ V vkSj Fkkusnkj us mls cgqr ekjk
μ eq¡g ij ekjk] Bksdjsa ekjha] ;gk¡ rd fd mldk lkjk 'kjhj [+kwu ls yFkiFk
gks x;k!¸
¶ekjus esa rks os cgqr mLrkn gSa!¸ yM+ds us Hkosa p<+kdj dgkA mlds

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dUèks iQM+d mBsA ¶eq>s rks ftruk Mj iqfylokyksa ls yxrk gS mruk vxj gt+kj
jk{kl Hkh vk tk;sa rks u yxs! D;k fdlkuksa us Hkh mls ekjk\¸
¶Fkkusnkj ds gqdqe ij ,d fdlku us ekjk FkkA ysfdu cko+Qh yksx Bhd
FksA mUgksaus rks mldk i{k Hkh fy;k μ mUgksaus fpYyk&fpYykdj dgk fd
iqfyl dks ekjus dk dksbZ gd ugha gS---¸
¶gq¡%! rks fdlku vc le>us yxs gSa fd dkSu fdldh rji+Q gS vkSj
fdlfy,A¸
¶muesa Hkh dqN yksx le>nkj gSa---¸
¶le>nkj yksx gj txg gSaA eqiQfylh us yksxksa dks bl gkyr esa igq¡pk
fn;k gS! le>nkj yksx gSa rks] ysfdu mUgsa <w¡<+uk eqf'dy gksrk gSA¸
fudksykbZ fLifjV dh cksry ysdj vk;k vkSj leksokj esa dks;ys Mkydj
fcuk dqN dgs ckgj pyk x;kA bxukr mls pqipki ns[krk jgkA
¶;g lkgc dkSu gSa μ MkWDVj gSa D;k\¸ fudksykbZ ds ckgj pys tkus
ds ckn mlus ek¡ ls iwNkA
¶;gk¡ lkgc dksbZ ugha gSA ge lc dkejsM gSa---¸
¶cM+h vthc ckr ekywe gksrh gS ;g rks eq>s!¸ bxukr us dgkA mldh
eqLdjkgV esa 'kadk vkSj f[kfl;kgV >yd jgh FkhA
¶D;k ckr vthc ekywe gksrh gS\¸
¶lHkh ckrsa vke rkSj ijA ,d rji+Q rks os yksx gSa tks gekjh ukd rksM+
nsrs gSa vkSj nwljh rji+Q bUgha esa ,sls yksx gSa tks gekjs iSj rd èkksus dks rS;kj
gks tkrs gSaA bu nksuksa ds chp esa D;k gS\¸
njokt+k [kqyk vkSj fudksykbZ us dgk %
¶chp esa os yksx gSa tks ukd rksMu+ os kyksa ds ryos pkVrs gSa vkSj ftu yksxksa
dh ukdsa VwVrh gSa mudk [+kwu pwlrs gSaA cl ;gh gS chp esa!¸
bxukr us cM+s vknj ls mldh rji+Q ns[kk vkSj dqN nsj #ddj dgk %
¶esjs [k+;ky ls ;gh lp ckr gS!¸
yM+dk mBk vkSj iSj tekdj nks&pkj o+Qne pykA
¶fcYdqy Bhd gks x;s esjs iSj!¸ mlus dgkA ¶èkU;okn---¸
fiQj os yksx pk; ihus ds fy, [kkus ds dejs esa pys x;s vkSj bxukr
us xgjs vkSj xEHkhj Loj esa cksyrs gq, mUgsa vius thou ds ckjs esa crk;k %
¶eSa vius yksxksa dk v[kckj ck¡Vk djrk Fkk μ eSa pyus esa cgqr gksf'k;kj
gwA¡ ¸
¶D;k xk¡o esa cgqr&ls yksx ;g v[kckj i<+rs gSa\¸ fudksykbZ us iwNkA

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 ¶ftrus yksx Hkh i<+uk tkurs gSa lc i<+rs gSa] vehj yksx Hkh i<+rs gSaA
;g ckr t+:j gS fd vehjksa dks ;g v[kckj gels ugha feyrk--- os yksx brus
pkykd rks gS gh fd bl ckr dks le> ldsa fd fdlku viuk [+kwu cgkdj
muds iSjksa rys dh t+ehu f[kldk nsxkA vkSj T;ksa gh ;g gks x;k os gj pht+
vkil esa ck¡V ysaxs] ;gk¡ rd fd u dksbZ t+ehankj jg tk;sxk u [ksr&et+nwjA
;g ckr rks lki+Q gS! ugha rks yM+kbZ 'kq: gh D;ksa dh tk;s\¸
,slk izrhr gqvk fd ekuks og cqjk eku x;k gks] og fudksykbZ dks iz'u
vkSj lUnsg&Hkjh n`f"V ls ns[k jgk FkkA fudksykbZ eqLdjk fn;k] dqN cksyk ughaA
¶vxj ge vkt lkjh nqfu;k ds f[k+yki+Q yM+dj thr tk;sa vkSj dy
fiQj lkjh nqfu;k esa vehj vkSj x+jhc cko+Qh jgsa] rks bl yM+kbZ ls i+Qk;nk gh
D;k gksxk\ ugha] eki+Q dhft;s! vki gesa csoo+Qwi+Q ugha cuk ldrsA ek;k
vkuh&tkuh gS μ og ,d txg ij ugha fVdrh] pkjksa vksj ?kwerh jgrh gS! ugha]
gesa ;g ugha pkfg,!¸
¶vPNk] vPNk] ukjkt+ u gks!¸ ek¡ us g¡ldj dgkA
¶eq>s fiQdj bl ckr dh gS fd jhfcu dh fxjÝ+rkjh ds ckjs esa tks ipkZ
rS;kj fd;k x;k gS mls rqEgkjs yksxksa ds ikl rd tYnh ls tYnh dSls igq¡pk;k
tk;s]¸ fudksykbZ us lksp esa iM+dj dgkA
bxukr ds dku [kM+s gq,A
¶D;k dksbZ ipkZ ,slk rS;kj fd;k x;k gS\¸ mlus iwNkA
¶gk¡A¸
¶eq>s ns nhft;s] eSa ys tkÅ¡xk!¸ yM+ds us mRlkg ls vius gkFk jxM+rs
gq, dgkA
ek¡ mldh vksj ns[ks fcuk pqipki g¡l nh vkSj cksyh %
¶exj rqe rks Fkds gq, gks vkSj rqe dg jgs Fks fd rqEgsa Mj Hkh yxrk
gSA¸
¶Mj vyx ckr gS] dke vyx ckr gS!¸ mlus viuk iatk iQSykdj
?kq¡?kjkys cky ihNs djrs gq, nks&Vwd ckr dg nhA ¶vki g¡l fdl ckr ij jgh
gSa\ vki Hkh [+kwc gSa!¸
¶uknku cPps!¸ ek¡ dks bl yM+ds dh ckr ls tks [+kq'kh gqbZ Fkh mls fcuk
fNik;s mlus dgkA
¶gq¡% μ cPpk!¸ mlus rquddj dgkA
¶rqe vc ogk¡ okil ugha tkvksxs]¸ fudksykbZ us cM+s I;kj ls mldh
rji+Q ,d vk¡[k nckdj ns[krs gq, dgkA

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 ¶D;ksa ugha\ fiQj eSa dgk¡ tkÅ¡xk\¸ bxukr us dqN flVfiVkdj iwNkA
¶ipkZ ysdj dksbZ vkSj pyk tk;sxk_ rqe cl vPNh rjg mls bruk le>k
nsuk ds og dgk¡ tk;s vkSj D;k djs] le>k nksxs\¸
¶vPNh ckr gS!¸ bxukr us fujk'k Hkko ls dgkA
¶ge yksx rqEgkjs fy, u;s f'kuk[rh dkx+t+ cuokdj rqEgsa taxy ds
j[kokys dk dke fnyok nssaxsA¸
yM+ds us tYnh ls ut+jsa Åij mBkdj ns[kkA
¶vxj fdlku ydM+h pqjkus vk;saxs] rks eSa D;k d:¡xk μ mUgsa idM+
yw¡xk\ ;g dke rks eq>ls ugha gksxk]¸ mlus dqN ?kcjkdj dgkA
ek¡ g¡l nh vkSj fudksykbZ Hkh_ yM+ds dks ;g cqjk yxk vkSj og fiQj dqN
f[kfl;k x;kA
¶rqEgsa fdlkuksa dks idM+uk ugha iM+sxk]¸ fudksykbZ us mls rlYyh nsrs
gq, dgk] ¶rqe bldh fiQdj u djks!--¸
¶rks fiQj Bhd gS!¸ bxukr us lUrks"k ls eqLdjkrs gq, dgkA ¶ysfdu eSa
rks fdlh dkj[k+kus esa dke djuk pkgrk gw¡A lquk gS dkj[k+kus esa dke djus okys
cM+s gksf'k;kj gkssrs gSa---¸
ek¡ mBdj f[kM+dh ds ikl pyh x;hA
¶ft+Unxh Hkh vthc gS μ fNM+ esa g¡luk fNM+ esa jksuk!¸ mlus fopkjksa
esa Mwcdj dgkA ¶vPNk] bxukr] rqEgkjk lc dke gks x;k\ vc lks tkvks--
-¸
¶eq>s uhan ugha vk jgh gS---¸
¶vkvks] vkvks] lks tkvks---¸
¶vki rks cgqr l[+r gSa] D;ksa gSa u\ vPNk] vkrk gw¡--- pk; ds fy,
cgqr&cgqr èkU;okn--- vkSj vkidh gj esgjckuh ds fy,---¸
ek¡ ds fcLrj ij ysVdj og viuk flj [kqtkdj eu gh eu cqM+cqM+kus
yxk %
¶gj pht+ esa vc rkjdksy dh cncw cl tk;sxh--- bl lc >esys dh
D;k t+:jr Fkh--- eq>s uhan vk gh ugha jgh gS--- og nksuksa ds chpokyh ckr
mlus fdruh pkykdh ls le>k nh Fkh--- 'kSrku dgha ds---¸
mls irk Hkh ugha pyk fd dc uhan us mls vk nckspk_ og [kjkZVs ys
jgk Fkk] mldk eq¡g vkèkk [kqyk vkSj Hkosa ruh gqbZ FkhaA

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mlh jkr dks bxukr ,d NksVs ls rg[k+kus esa oslksof'pdkso ds lkeus cSBk
cM+s jgL;iw.kZ <ax ls mlls dg jgk Fkk %
¶chpokyh f[kM+dh ij pkj ckj---¸
¶pkj ckj\¸ fudksykbZ u mRlqdrk ls iwNkA
¶igys rhu ckj μ bl rjg!¸
vkSj bxukr us est ij [kV[kVkdj crk;k %
¶,d] nks] rhuA fiQj t+jk #ddj ,d ckj vkSjA¸
¶le> x;kA¸
¶,d yky ckyksaokyk fdlku njokt+k [kksysxk vkSj iwNsxk % ^nkbZ dks
cqykus vk;s gks\* rqe tokc nksxs % ^gk¡] eSa dkj[k+kusnkfju dh vksj ls vk;k gw¡!*
cl] og le> tk;sxk!¸
os nksuksa flj tksM+s cSBs Fks] nksuksa gh gV~Vs&dV~Vs cfy"B toku FksA os cgqr
gh nch tcku esa ckrsa dj jgs Fks] ek¡ gkFk ck¡èks [kM+h mUgsa ns[k jgh FkhA bu
jgL;e; [kV[kVkgVksa vkSj ladsr&okD;ksa ij mls g¡lh vk jgh FkhA
¶vHkh cPps gh gSa]¸ mlus vius eu esa lkspkA
nhokj ij ,d ySEi ty jgk FkkA mldk izdk'k i+Q'kZ ij iM+h gqbZ dqN
VwVh&iQwVh ckfYV;ksa vkSj yksgs dh pknjksa dks vkyksfdr dj jgk FkkA dejs esa
tax] jax&jksxu vkSj lhyu dh cw clh gqbZ FkhA
bxukr cgqr [kqjnjs diM+s dk cuk gqvk ,d Hkkjh&lk dksV igus FkkA ,slk
yxrk Fkk fd ;g dksV mls cgqr ilUn FkkA ek¡ us mls cM+s pko ls viuh
vkLrhu ij gkFk iQsjrs vkSj xnZu eksM+dj dksV ds dUèkksa dk fujh{k.k djrs gq,
ns[k fy;kA
¶fcYdqy cPps gSa!¸ ek¡ us lkspkA ¶esjs I;kjs cPps---¸
¶cl] ;gh gS!¸ bxukr us mBrs gq, dgkA ¶igys eqjkrkso ds ;gk¡ tkdj
ukuk ds ckjs esa iwNuk er Hkwyuk---¸
¶ugha Hkwyw¡xk!¸ oslksof'pdkso us mÙkj fn;kA
ij bxukr dks lUrks"k ugha gqvk vkSj mlus pyrs&pyrs gkFk feykus ls
igys ,d ckj fiQj lkjs b'kkjs vkSj ladsr&okD; mls le>k;sA
¶lc ls esjk lyke dguk!¸ mlus dgkA ¶rqe ns[kksxs fd os yksx cgqr
gh vPNs gSa---¸
mlus flj >qdkdj vius dksV ij ,d ut+j Mkyh vkSj cgqr [+kq'k gksdj
ml ij gkFk iQsjus yxkA

ek¡ @ 337
 ¶vc eSa pyw¡ u\¸ mlus ek¡ ls iwNkA
¶rqEgsa jkLrk fey tk;sxk\¸
¶D;ksa ugha! vPNk] dkejsM] eSa pyrk gw¡] lyke!¸
;g dgdj og dUèks Å¡ps fd;s] lhuk rkus] viuh u;h Vksih ,d dku
ij >qdk;s vkSj nksuksa gkFk cM+s jksc ls tscksa esa Mkys ckgj pyk x;kA mldh
duifV;ksa ds ikl ?kq¡?kjkys lqugjs ckyksa dh yVsa >wy jgh FkhaA
¶rks vc eq>s Hkh dke fey x;k!¸ oslksof'pdkso us èkhjs ls ek¡ ds ikl
vkdj dgkA ¶eSa rks [k+kyh cSBs&cSBs mdrk pyk Fkk vkSj iNrkrk Fkk fd eSa
tsy ls Hkkxk gh D;ksa\ ;gk¡ eSa fnu&jkr Nqis iM+s jgus ds vykok djrk gh D;k
gw¡A ogk¡ rks dqN lh[krk Hkh FkkA ikosy us gesa viuh vdy ls dke ysuk fl[kk
fn;k Fkk! fuyksouk] muds tsy ls Hkkxus ds ckjs esa D;k r; gqvk\¸
¶ekywe ugha!¸ ek¡ u vuk;kl gh vkg Hkjdj dgkA
fudksykbZ t+ksj ls viuk gkFk ek¡ ds dUèks ij j[kdj mldh rji+Q >qd
x;kA
¶mudks fdlh rjg le>k&cq>kdj jkth dj yks]¸ mlus dgkA ¶os
rqEgkjh ckr eku tk;saxs μ ;g cgqr gh vklku dke gS! ns[kks] ;g tsy[k+kus
dh nhokj] mlls feyk gqvk ;g lM+d dh cÙkh dk [kEHkk gS_ lM+d ds ikj
[k+kyh txg gS] ck;ha vksj o+QfczLrku vkSj nkfguh vksj lM+dsa vkSj bekjrsa gSaA
ySEi lki+Q djus okyk gj jkst+ vkrk gSA ,d fnu og nhokj ds lgkjs lh<+h
[kM+h dj nsxk vkSj Åij p<+dj nhokj ij yxh gqbZ b±Vksa esa jLlh dh ,d lh<+h
iQ¡lk nsxk vkSj mls tsy[k+kus ds vk¡xu esa yVdk nsxk vkSj cl μ >ViV pyrk
cusxk! vUnj yksxksa dks ekywe gh gksxk fd ;g lc fdl oD+r gksxk_ os
i+QkStnkjh ds dSfn;ksa dks HkM+dkdj ml oD+r dksbZ gks&gksYyk djk nsa ;k [+kqn
gh dksbZ >xM+k dj nsa rkfd lUrjh mlesa iQ¡ls jgsa vkSj ftUgsa Hkkxuk gS os lh<+h
ij p<+ tk;saA ,d] nks] rhu μ cl [k+Re! lp dgrk gw¡ cgqr vklku gS!¸
og gkFk fgyk&fgykdj viuh ;kstuk le>k jgk Fkk] ekywe gksrk Fkk fd
mlus bl ;kstuk ij [+kwc lksp&fopkj fd;k Fkk vkSj og cgqr Li"V vkSj ljy
izrhr gksrh FkhA ek¡ mls ges'kk ls cgqr cq¼w vkSj fudEek le>rh vk;h Fkh
vkSj ek¡ dks ,slk yxrk Fkk fd og gj pht+ dks la'k; vkSj xEHkhj }s"k dh
Hkkouk ls ns[krk gSA ijUrq bl le; mldh vk¡[ksa igys tSlh ugha Fkha μ ek¡
dks le>krs le; mu vk¡[kksa esa mRlkg dh ped Fkh---
¶vly ckr ;g gS fd mUgsa lc fnu ds le; djuk pkfg,!-- fnu esa]
;g [k+;ky jgsA ;g ckr fdlh ds è;ku esa Hkh ugha vk;sxh fd fnu ds le;

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tc tsy[k+kus ds lkjs lUrjh pkSdl jgrs gSa dksbZ dSnh Hkkxus dh dksf'k'k
djsxk---¸
¶os xksyh rks ugha pyk;saxs\¸ ek¡ us Hk; ls dk¡idj iwNkA
¶dkSu\ ogk¡ flikgh rks gksrs ugha vkSj tsy[k+kus ds lUrjh viuh fiLrkSyksa
ls fli+QZ dhysa Bksadus dk dke ysrs gSa---¸
¶;g rks bruk vklku ekywe gksrk gS fd ;dhu ugha vkrk---¸
¶rqe ns[k ysukA cl fdlh rjg mUgsa le>k&cq>kdj jkth dj yksA esjs
ikl gj pht+ rS;kj gS μ jLlh dh lh<+h] Åij ds fy, dq.Mk μ vkSj esjk
edku&ekfyd cÙkh tykus okyk cudj tk;sxk---¸
njokt+s dh nwljh rji+Q dksbZ [kk¡lk] vkSj vius iSj ?klhVrk gqvk tks pyk]
rks iqjkus yksgs ls <sj ls Vdjk x;k vkSj cM+s t+ksj dh [kM+cM+ gqbZA
¶;g ogh gS!¸ fudksyksbZ us dgkA
njokt+s esa ,d Vhu dk ugkus dk Vc fn[kk;h fn;k vkSj fdlh us HkjkZ;h
gqbZ vkokt+ esa cqM+cqM+kdj dgk %
¶vcs 'kSrku ds cPps] ?kql Hkh tk vUnj---¸
Vc ds Åij ,d vR;Ur lân; O;fDr ds psgjs dh >yd fn[kk;h nh %
mldh vk¡[ksa ckgj dks fudyh iM+ jgh Fkha vkSj mlds flj vkSj ew¡Nksa ds cky
fcYdqy li+Qsn FksA
fudksykbZ us Vc mBkus esa mls lgkjk fn;kA dejs esa ,d yEcs dnokys
vkneh us izos'k fd;k ftldh dej dqN >qdh gqbZ FkhA og nes ds jksfx;ksa dh
rjg vius xky iQqykdj] ftu ij nk<+h ugha Fkh] t+ksj ls [kk¡lk vkSj cyxy
Fkwddj mlus HkjkZ;s gq, Loj esa ek¡ dks vfHkoknu fd;kA
¶vki dq'ky ls gSa\¸
¶yks] buls iwN yks!¸ fudksykbZ us tYnh ls dgkA
¶D;k iwN ysa eq>ls\¸
¶ogh Hkxkus ds ckjs esa---¸
¶vPNk!¸ ekfyd us viuh eSyh m¡xfy;k¡ ew¡Nksa ij iQsjrs gq, dgkA
¶;kdkso oklhY;sfop] bUgsa ;dhu gh ugha vkrk fd ;g dke bruk
vklku gSA¸
¶ugha vkrk] D;ksa ugha vkrk\ esjs [k+;ky ls rks ;g ;dhu djuk gh ugha
pkgrhaA ysfdu eSa vkSj rqe ;dhu djuk pkgrs gSa blfy, gesa ;dhu vk tkrk
gS!¸ ekfyd us 'kkUr Hkko ls dgkA lglk og dej nksgjh djds fiQj [kk¡lus
yxkA tc [kk¡lh dk nkSjk [k+Re gqvk] rks og dqN nsj rd dejs ds chp esa

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[kM+k viuk lhuk eyrk jgk vkSj vk¡[ksa iQkM+dj ek¡ dks è;ku ls ns[krk jgkA
¶bl ckr dk i+QSlyk ikosy vkSj mlds lkFkh djsaxs]¸ ek¡ us dgkA
fudksykbZ us lksp esa flj >qdk fy;kA
¶;g ikosy dkSu gS\¸ ekfyd us cSBrs gq, dgkA
¶esjk csVkA¸
¶iwjk uke D;k gS\¸
¶OyklksoA¸
mlus flj fgyk;k vkSj rEckdw dk cVqvk fudkydj viuk ikbi Hkjus
yxkA
¶uke rks lquk gS]¸ mlus dgkA ¶esjk Hkrhtk mls tkurk gSA esjk Hkrhtk
Hkh tsy esa gS μ ;sopsUdks gS mldk uke μ lquk gS dHkh mldk uke\ esjk
uke xkscwu gSA FkksM+s gh fnu esa os lkjs ukStokuksa dks idM+dj tsy esa cUn dj
nsaxs μ ge cw<+ksa ds fy, ckgj vkSj txg gks tk;sxh! ,d iqfyl vi+Qlj eq>s
dgrk Fkk fd esjs Hkrhts dks lkbcsfj;k Hkst fn;k tk;sxkA mu lqvjksa ls dqN
rkTtqc ugha!¸
og fudksykbZ dh rji+Q eqM+k vkSj ikbi dk d'k ysus yxkA chp&chp
essa og i+Q'kZ ij Fkwdrk tkrk FkkA
¶rks ;g ;dhu djuk ugha pkgrha\ ;g tkusa budk dke tkus!¸ mlus
dqN fcxM+dj dgkA ¶vktkn vkneh dh ckr gh nwljh gksrh gS] cSBs&cSBs Fkd
x;k μ ?kwes&fiQjs] pyrs&pyrs Fkd x;k μ cSBdj vkjke djsA os gesa ywVsa]
rks vk¡[ksa cUn dj ysa] ihVsa rks jks;sa ugha] ekj Mkysa μ miQ u djsaA bl ckr dks
rks lHkh tkurs gSaA ysfdu eSa vius Hkrhts dks rks ckgj fudky gh ykšxk] lp
dgrk gw¡] ns[k ysukA¸
vius NksVs&NksVs okD;ksa dks mlus tSls Hkw¡d&Hkw¡ddj dgk] ek¡ dks mlls
vk'p;Z gqvk] ij ftl n`<+ fo'okl ds lkFk mlus vfUre 'kCn dgs Fks] mlls
mls bZ";kZ Hkh gks jgh FkhA
lM+d ij pyrs&pyrs ek¡ fudksykbZ ds ckjs esa lksp jgh Fkh_ B.Mh gok
ds >ksads vkSj esag dh ckSNkj mlds eq¡g ij yx jgh FkhA
¶og fdruk cny x;k gS! ;dhu ugha vkrk!¸
xkscwu dks ;kn djds mlus izk;% bl <ax ls dgk ekuks bZ'oj dh izkFkZuk
dj jgh gks %
¶rks ns[kk rqeus fd eSa gh vdsyh ugha gw¡ ftlus u;s fljs ls viuk thou
vkjEHk fd;k gS!¸

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 fiQj og vius csVs ds ckjs esa lkspus yxh %
¶cl] og fdlh rjg jkth gks tk;s!¸

22
vxys brokj dks tc og tsy[k+kus ds nÝ+rj esa ikosy ls fonk gksrs le;
mlls gkFk feyk jgh Fkh] rks mlus vuqHko fd;k fd ikosy us dkx+t+ dh ,d
NksVh&lh xksyh mldh gFksyh esa j[k nhA og bl rjg pkSad iM+h] ekuks fdlh
us gkFk ij v¡xkjk j[k fn;k gks_ og iz'u&Hkjh n`f"V ls ikosy dh lwjr ns[krh
jgh] ij mls ogk¡ dksbZ mÙkj u feykA ikosy dh uhyh vk¡[kksa esa ogh ges'kk
tSlh 'kkUr vkSj n`<+ eqLdjkgV FkhA
¶vPNk] rks pyrh gw¡!¸ ek¡ us vkg Hkjdj dgkA
ikosy us fiQj viuk gkFk c<+k fn;k vkSj mlds psgjs ij Lusg dh ,d
ygj lh nkSM+ x;hA
¶vPNk] ek¡] fonk!¸
og FkksM+h nsj rd mldk gkFk idM+s jghA
¶fpUrk u djuk] vkSj eq>ls ukjkt+ u gksuk!¸ mlus dgkA
bu 'kCnksa esa vkSj mldh R;ksfj;ksa ds cyksa esa ek¡ dks vius iz'u dk mÙkj
fey x;kA
¶esjs yky]¸ mlus flj >qdkdj cqncqnkdj dgk] ¶D;k dg jgs gks
rqe---¸
og ikosy dh rji+Q ns[ks fcuk tYnh ls ckgj pyh x;h rkfd og dgha
mldh vk¡[kksa esa meM+rs vk¡lw vkSj mlds gksaBksa dk dEiu ns[k u ysA ?kj igq¡pus
rd jkLrs&Hkj mls ,slk yxrk jgk fd ftl gkFk esa og dkx+t+ dk iqt+kZ fy;s
Fkh mlesa nnZ gks jgk gS_ mldh ck¡g bl rjg >wy jgh Fkh] ekuks fdlh us
mlds dUèks ij t+ksj dh pksV ekj nh gksA ?kj igq¡prs gh mlus #Ddk fudksykbZ
dks ns fn;k vkSj [kM+h izrh{kk djrh jgh fd og #Ddk [kksydj i<+s_ mlds
ân; esa vk'kk ia[k iQM+iQM+k jgh FkhA ij fudksykbZ us mldh reke vk'kkvksa
ij ikuh iQsj fn;kA mlus dgk %
¶eSa rks igys ls gh ;g tkurk FkkA mlus fy[kk gS % ^lkfFk;ks] ge Hkkxus
dh dksf'k'k ugha djsaxsA ge ;g ugha dj ldrsA geesa ls dksbZ Hkh ughaA vxj
ge Hkkxs] rks gekjs vkRe&lEeku dks èkDdk yxsxkA ysfdu ml fdlku dh
enn djus dh dksf'k'k djks tks vHkh fxjÝ+rkj gksdj vk;k gSA mls rqEgkjh enn
dh t+:jr gS vkSj og rqEgkjh iwjh enn ikus dk gdnkj gSA ;gk¡ mldh cM+h

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cqjh gkyr gS μ jkst+ gkfdeksa ls mldk >xM+k gksrk gSA og pkSchl ?k.Vs
dky&dksBjh esa fcrk pqdk gSA os mls lrk&lrkdj ekj MkysaxsA ge lc ;gh
pkgrs gSa fd rqe yksx mldh enn djksA esjh ek¡ dks le>k nsukA mls lc dqN
crk nsuk] og le> tk;sxhA¸
ek¡ us viuk flj mBk;kA
¶crkus dks gS gh D;k\ eSa lc le>rh gw¡!¸ mlus dk¡irs gq, Loj esa
dgkA
fudksykbZ tYnh ls ,d rji+Q eqM+k vkSj :eky fudkydj mlus t+ksj ls
ukd fNudhA
¶ekywwe gksrk gS eq>s tqdke gks x;k gS---¸
mlus p'ek ukd ds Åij ljdkdj dejs esa bèkj&mèkj Vgyrs gq,
cqncqnkdj dgk % ¶vly ckr rks ;g gS fd gekjs ikl lc bUrt+ke djus dk
oD+r Hkh ugha Fkk---¸
¶vPNk] rks eqo+Qnek gh gks tkus nks!¸ ek¡ us R;ksfj;k¡ p<+kdj dgk_ mlds
ân; ij mnklh dqgjs ds rjg Nk x;hA
¶vHkh esjs ikl ihVlZcxZ ls ,d lkFkh dk [kr vk;k gS---¸
¶vkf[k+j] og lkbcsfj;k ls Hkh rks Hkkxdj vk ldrk gS--- gS fd ughas\¸
¶vk D;ksa ugha ldrk gS! bl lkFkh us fy[kk gS fd eqo+Qnek tYnh gh
gksus okyk gS vkSj ltk,¡ Hkh r; dj yh x;h gSa μ lc yksxksa dks fuokZflr
fd;k tk;sxkA bu cnek'kksa us viuh gh vnkyrksa dks fcYdqy ,d <kasx cuk
j[kk gSA t+jk lkspks μ eqo+Qnek 'kq: gksus ls igys gh ihVlZcxZ es ltk,¡ Hkh r;
dj yh x;h gSa---¸
¶fudksykbZ bokuksfop] fiQdj u djks!¸ ek¡ us n`<+rkiwoZd dgkA ¶rqEgsa
eq>s le>kus ;k rlYyh nsus dh t+:jr ughaA ikosy tks djsxk Bhd gh djsxkA
og vius vkidks vkSj vius lkfFk;ksa dks csdkj rdyhiQ ugha nsxk! og eq>s
cgqr I;kj djrk gS! rqe [+knq gh ns[k yks og esjk fdruk [k+;ky j[krk gSA mlus
fy[kk gS rqe ek¡ dks le>k nsuk_ mls rlYyh nsuk---¸
ek¡ dk fny èkM+dus yxk vkSj mldk flj pdjkus yxkA
¶rqEgkjk csVk cgqr gh deky dk vkneh gS!¸ fudksykbZ us vLokHkkfod
:i ls Å¡ps Loj esa dgkA ¶eSa crk ugha ldrk fd eSa mldh fdruh bTtr
djrk gw¡!¸
¶jhfcu dh enn djus dh dksbZ rjdhc lkspuh pkfg,!¸
ek¡ pkgrh Fkh fd blh ne dqN gks tk;s μ og dgha pyh tkuk pkgrh

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Fkh] pyrs&pyrs Fkddj pwj gks tkuk pkgrh FkhA
¶vPNh ckr gS!¸ fudksykbZ us dejs esa Vgyrs gq, dgkA ¶gesa lk'kk dh
t+:jr gS---¸
¶og vk;sxhA eSa ftl fnu ikosy ls feyus tkrh gw¡ ml fnu og t+:j
vkrh gS---¸
fudksykbZ dksp ij ek¡ ds cxy esa cSB x;kA og flj >qdkdj fopkjksa
esa Mwc x;k vkSj gksaB dkVdj viuh nk<+h ,saBus yxkA
¶;g cgqr cqjk gqvk fd esjh cgu ;gk¡ ugha gS---¸
¶vxj ge ikosy ds ogk¡ jgrs gq, ;g dj ldsa] rks cgqr vPNk gks] og
cgqr [+kq'k gksxk!¸ ek¡ us dgkA
dqN nsj rd nksuksa us dqN ugha dgkA
¶ysfdu esjh le> esa ugha vkrk fd vkf[k+j og D;ksa ugha pkgrk\--¸
ek¡ us vpkud dgkA
fudksykbZ mNydj [kM+k gks x;k] ysfdu mlh le; ?k.Vh cthA nksuksa
us ,d&nwljs dh rji+Q ns[kkA
¶'kk;n lk'kk gksxh!¸ fudksykbZ us èkhjs ls dgkA
¶mlls dSls dgsaxs\¸ ek¡ us Hkh mrus gh èkhjs ls iwNkA
¶gq%¡ ----¸
¶eq>s ml ij cM+k rjl vkrk gS---¸
?k.Vh fiQj cth] ij bl ckj mldh vkokt+ easa og t+ksj ugha Fkk_ ,slk
ekywe gksrk Fkk fd tks vkneh ?k.Vh ctk jgk Fkk og dqN fgpfdpk jgk FkkA
fudksykbZ vkSj ek¡ nksuksa njokt+s dh rji+Q pys] ysfdu jlksbZ esa igq¡pdj
fudksykbZ #d x;kA
¶rqe vdsyh gh tkvks] rks vPNk gS---¸ mlus dgkA
¶D;k mlus badkj dj fn;k\¸ ek¡ ds njokt+k [kkyrs gh yM+dh us iwNkA
¶gk¡A¸
¶eSa rks igys gh tkurh Fkh fd og badkj dj nsxk!¸ lk'kk us lknxh ls
dgk] ij mlds psgjs dk jax mrj x;kA mlus vius dksV ds cVu [kksys] fiQj
dqN cVu cUn djds dksV dks vius dUèkksa ij ls uhps ljdk nsus dk iz;Ru
fd;kA
¶gok vkSj ikuh μ cgqr cqjk ekSle gS!¸ lk'kk us dgkA ¶og vPNk rks
gS\¸
¶gk¡A¸

ek¡ @ 343
 ¶vPNk Hkh gS vkSj [+kq'k Hkh]¸ lk'kk us viuh gFksyh dks cM+s è;ku ls
ns[krs gq, èkhjs ls dgkA
¶mlus fy[kk gS fd gesa jhfcu dks NqM+kus dh dksf'k'k djuh pkfg,!¸
ek¡ us lk'kk dh rji+Q ns[ks fcuk gh dgkA
¶vPNk] ;g fy[kk gS\ vxj gesa mls NqMk+ uk gS] rks gesa viuh ogh iqjkuh
rjdhc dke esa ykuh iM+sxh]¸ yM+dh us èkhjs&èkhjs dgkA
¶esjk Hkh ;gh [k+;ky gS]¸ fudksykbZ us lglk njokt+s ij vkdj dgkA
¶gsyks] lk'kk!¸
yM+dh us viuk gkFk c<+k fn;kA
¶blesa cqjkbZ gh D;k gS\ lHkh yksx dgrs gSa fd og rjdhc vPNh gS\¸
¶ysfdu mldk bUrt+ke dkSu djsxk\ ge lc yksx rks dke esa iQ¡ls gq,
gS-a --¸
¶eSa d:¡xh!¸ lk'kk us tYnh ls mBrs gq, dgkA ¶esjs ikl oD+r gSA¸
¶vPNh ckr gS! ysfdu rqEgsa nwljs yksxksa ls feyuk iM+sxk---¸
¶eSa fey yw¡xh! eSa vHkh tkrh gw¡A¸
og fiQj vius dksV ds cVu cUn djus yxh_ bl ckj mldh
iryh&iryh m¡xfy;k¡ cM+s fo'okl ds lkFk dke dj jgh FkhaA
¶rqe igys FkksM+h nsj vkjke dj yks!¸ ek¡ us dgkA
¶eSa Fkdh gqbZ ugha gw¡]¸ yM+dh us pqids ls eqLdjkdj dgkA
pqipki og lcls gkFk feykdj pyh x;h_ mldh eqæk ges'kk tSlh
Hkkoghu rFkk dBksj FkhA
ek¡ vkSj fudksykbZ us f[kM+dh ds ikl tkdj ns[kk fd mlus ckx ik fd;k
vkSj iQkVd ds ckgj dgha x+k;c gks x;hA fudksykbZ us gYdh lh lhVh ctk;h
vkSj est ij cSBdj fiQj dqN fy[kus yxkA
¶og bl dke esa iQ¡lh jgsxh] rks T+;knk 'kkUr jgsxh!¸ ek¡ us dqN lksprs
gq, dgkA
¶;g rks gS gh!¸ fudksykbZ us mÙkj fn;k vkSj fiQj eqLdjkrk gqvk ek¡ dh
rji+Q eqM+dj cksyk] ¶bl eqlhcr ls 'kk;n rqe cph jgha] fuyksouk μ rqEgsa
rks vius izseh dh ;kn esa dHkh rM+iuk ugha iM+k u\¸
¶rM+iuk!¸ ek¡ us gkFk >Vddj dgkA ¶eq>s rks cl ;gh Mj yxk jgrk
Fkk fd fdlh ls esjk C;kg u dj fn;k tk;sA¸
¶D;k rqEgsa dHkh fdlh ls izse ugha gqvk\¸
mlus dqN lkspdj tokc fn;k %

344 @ ek¡
 ¶eq>s rks ;kn ugha iM+rkA 'kk;n Fkk rksA izse rks fdlh u fdlh ls t+:j
jgk gksxk] ij eq>s ;kn ugha iM+rk fdllsA¸
ek¡ us mldh rji+Q ns[kk vkSj ljyrk rFkk 'kkUr mnklh ls viuh ckr
;ksa lekIr dh %
¶esjs ifr us eq>s ekj&ekjdj C;kg ls igys dh lkjh ckrsa esjs fnekx ls
fudky nhaA¸
fudksykbZ fiQj est ds ikl tkdj cSB x;k vkSj ek¡ ,d {k.k ds fy,
dejs ls ckgj pyh x;hA tc og ykSVdj vk;h] rks og iqjkuh Le`fr;ksa esa
[kks;k gqvk FkkA
¶tgk¡ rd esjk loky gS] eq> ij Hkh dqN ogh xqtjh tks lk'kk ij xqtj
jgh gS!¸ mlus cM+s I;kj ls ,dVd ek¡ dh rji+Q ns[krs gq, dgkA ¶eq>s ,d
yM+dh ls izse Fkk μ cgqr gh vPNh yM+dh Fkh ogA ftl le; esjh mlls
eqyko+Qkr gqbZ] rc eSa dksbZ chl cjl dk Fkk vkSj rc ls vkt rd eSa mlls
izse djrk vk;k gw¡A vc Hkh eqq>s mlls mruk gh izse gS ftruk rc Fkk! eSa vius
iwjs ân; ls] cM+h ÑrKrk ds lkFk ges'kk mlls izse djrk jgw¡xk---¸
ek¡ mlds fcYdqy ikl [kM+h Fkh_ mls fudksykbZ dh vk¡[kksa esa ,d
vk'kk&Hkjh fueZy T;ksfr dh ped fn[kk;h ns jgh FkhA og ,d dqlhZ dh ihB
idM+s vius gkFkksa ij flj j[ks dgha cgqr nwj 'kwU; esa ns[k jgk Fkk_ mldk
nqcyk&iryk ij cfy"B 'kjhj fdlh LoIu dh vksj bl rjg f[kap jgk Fkk tSls
iQwy lw;Z ds izdk'k dh vksj f[kaprk gSA
¶rqe mlls 'kknh D;ksa ugha dj ysrs\¸
¶pkj lky gq, mldh 'kknh gks x;h---¸
¶rqeus igys D;ksa ugha dj yh\¸
og ,d {k.k rd dqN lksprk jgkA
¶cl ;ksa gh] gks ugha ik;hA tc eSa tsy ls ckgj vkrk Fkk] rks og tsy
;k fuokZlu esa gksrh Fkh vkSj tc og NwVdj vkrh] rks eSa tsy esa gksrkA fcYdqy
lk'kk vkSj ikosy tSlh gkyr Fkh] D;ksa gS u\ vkf[k+jdkj mls nl lky ds fy,
lkbcsfj;k esa dgha cgqr nwj fuokZflr dj fn;k x;k! eSa mlds lkFk&lkFk tkuk
pkgrk Fkk] ij eq>s 'keZ vkrh Fkh vkSj mls HkhA ogk¡ mldh eqyko+Qkr ,d nwljs
vkneh ls gks x;h μ cgqr vPNk vkneh gS og] esjk lkFkh gSA os nksuksa ogk¡
ls lkFk Hkkx fudys vkSj vc fons'k esa jgrs gSa---¸
fudksykbZ us viuh ,sud mrkjdj lki+Q dh vkSj jks'kuh ds lkeus 'kh'kksa
dks ns[kdj ,d ckj lki+Q fd;kA

ek¡ @ 345
 ¶gk; cspkjk!¸ ek¡ us flj fgykdj cM+h eerk ls dgkA ek¡ dks ml ij
cM+k rjl vk jgk Fkk] ij lkFk gh mldh u tkus fdl ckr ij og bl rjg
eqLdjk jgh Fkh tSls ek¡ cPps dks ns[kdj eqLdjkrh gSA og eqM+dj cSB x;k
vkSj dye mBkdj dqN cksyus yxk] cksyrs&cksyrs og vius 'kCnksa dh rky
ij dye fgykrk jgk %
¶ifjokj clk ysus ls ØkfUrdkjh dh 'kfDr fupqM+ tkrh gS μ blls mls
dksbZ enn ugha fey ldrh! cPps] raxnLrh] cky&cPpksa dk isV ikyus ds
fy, dke djus dh t+:jrA ØkfUrdkjh dks viuh 'kfDr cpkdj j[kuh pkfg,
rkfd T+;knk dke dj ldsA ;g oD+r dk rdktk gS μ gesa ges'kk lcls vkxs
pyuk pkfg,] D;ksafd ge os et+nwj gSa ftUgsa bfrgkl us iqjkuh nqfu;k dks
cnydj mldh txg ,d u;h nqfu;k cukus ds fy, pquk gSA vxj ge ihNs
jg tk;sa] Fkddj ;k viuh fdlh NksVh&lh fot; ij lUrks"k djds cSBs jgsa]
rks ge ,d ,sls vijkèk ds nks"kh gksaxs tks vius y{; ds lkFk fo'okl?kkr ls
de ugha gS! dksbZ nwljk ,slk ugha gS ftlds lkFk ge vius è;s; dks gkfu
igq¡pk;s fcuk py ldsa_ vkSj gesa bl ckr dks dHkh ugha Hkwyuk pkfg, fd
gekjk y{; dksbZ NksVh&eksVh thr ugha] cfYd iw.kZ fot; gSA¸
mlds Loj esa n`<+rk vk x;h Fkh] mldk psgjk ihyk iM+ x;k Fkk vkSj
mldh vk¡[kksa esa ogh ges'kk tSlh xEHkhjrk dh ped FkhA njokt+s ij fiQj
?k.Vh cthA bl ckj ywnehyk vk;h_ mlds xky lnhZ ds dkj.k yky gks jgs
Fks_ og ,d iryk&lk dksV igus Fkh tks bl ekSle ds fy, fcYdqy dki+Qh
ugha FkkA
¶eqo+Qnek vxys gÝ+rs gksxk!¸ mlus vius iQVs gq, jcM+ ds twrs mrkjrs
gq, fpM+fpM+kdj dgkA
¶iDdh rjg ekywe gS\¸ fudksykbZ us nwljs dejs ls fpYykdj iwNkA
ek¡ Hkkxh&Hkkxh fudksykbZ ds ikl x;hA mldh le> esa ugha vk jgk Fkk
fd mldk lhuk Hk; ds dkj.k èkM+d jgk gS ;k [+kq'kh ds ekjsA ywnehyk Hkh
mlds lkFk x;hA
¶gk¡] eq>s iDdh rjg ekywe gS! vnkyr esa lc yksx [kqysvke bl ckr
dks ekurs gSa fd ltk,¡ igys ls r; dj yh x;h gSa]¸ mlus fdafpr O;aX; ds
lkFk dgkA ¶D;k [k+;ky gS rqEgkjk blds ckjs esa\ D;k ljdkj Mjrh gS fd
mlds vi+Qlj mlds nq'euksa ds lkFk ujeh ls is'k vk;saxs\ D;k og Mjrh gS
fd brus fnu rd bruh esgur ds lkFk vius ukSdjksa ds fnekxksa dks nwf"kr djus
ds ckotwn os fiQj Hkh 'kjhi+Q lkfcr gks ldrs gSa---¸

346 @ ek¡
 og dksp ij cSB x;h vkSj nksuksa gkFkksa ls vius irys&irys xky eyus
yxhA mldh vk¡[kksa esa ?kksj frjLdkj Fkk vkSj mldk Loj vfèkdkfèkd jks"kiw.kZ
gksrk tk jgk FkkA
¶ywnehyk] D;ksa vius vkidks csdkj ijs'kku djrh gks]¸ fudksykbZ us mls
èkhjt c¡èkkus dk iz;Ru djrs gq, dgkA ¶tkurh gks fd rqEgkjh ckrsa mu yksxksa
ds dkuksa rd ugha igq¡p ldrha---¸
ek¡ ywnehyk dh ckrsa lqurh jgh] ij mldh le> easa dqN ugha vk;kA
mlds fnekx ij cl ;gh ,d fopkj Nk;k gqvk Fkk fd ¶eqo+Qnek vxys gÝ+rs
gksxk!¸
lglk mls ,slk yxk fd dksbZ Øwj vekuqf"kd 'kfDr mldh rji+Q c<+h
pyh vk jgh gSA

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,d fnu rd] nks fnu rd ek¡ mnklh] vk'kadk] vkSj fpUrk ds okrkoj.k
esa f?kjh jgh_ rhljs fnu tkdj lk'kk vk;hA
¶lc rS;kfj;k¡ gks x;h gSa! vkt ,d cts---¸ mlus fudksykbZ ls dgkA
¶bruh tYnh\¸ mlus vk'p;Z ls iwNkA
¶D;k cgqr tYnh gks x;k\ eq>s rks cl jhfcu ds fy, dqN diM+ksa vkSj
mlds Nqius ds fy, ,d txg dk gh bUrt+ke djuk iM+kA cko+Qh lc xkscwu
us dj fy;kA jhfcu dks Hkkxdj dksus rd tkuk iM+sxk_ ogk¡ oslksof'pdkso
cgq:fi;k cudj mlds fy, ,d dksV vkSj Vksih fy;s [kM+k jgsxk vkSj mls
jkLrk crk;sxkA eSa dqN nwj vkxs nwljs diM+s ysdj [kM+h jgw¡xhA¸
¶Bhd gS! ysfdu ;g xkscwu dkSu gS\¸ fudksykbZ us iwNkA
¶rqe tkurs gks mls! rqe tc fefL=k;ksa ds e.My esa i<+kus tk;k djrs
Fks] og ogha rks gksrk FkkA¸
¶gk¡] eq>s ;kn gSA dqN vthc&lk vkneh gS og---¸
¶mls i+QkSt ls isa'ku gks x;h gS μ vc BBsjs dk dke djrk gSA fcYdqy
tkfgy gS] exj gj fdLe ds tqYe ds f[k+yki+Q mlds fny esa l[+r ui+Qjr
gS--- dqN FkksM+k&FkksM+k nk'kZfud Hkh gS]¸ lk'kk f[kM+dh ds ckgj ns[krs gq, dqN
fopkjksa esa [kks;h&[kks;h&lh cksyhA mldh ckrsa lqudj ek¡ ds ân; esa ,d
vLi"V&lk ladYi tUe ysus yxkA
¶xkscwu vius Hkrhts dks NqM+kuk pkgrk gS μ ;sopsUdks dh ;kn gS u\
rqEgsa og cgqr ilUn Fkk] ges'kk lki+Q&lqFkjk vkSj pqLr jgrk FkkA¸

ek¡ @ 347
 fudksykbZ us flj fgyk fn;kA
¶mlus lc bUrt+ke dj fy;k gS]¸ lk'kk dgrh jgh] ¶ysfdu eq>s
dqN&dqN Mj yxus yxk gS fd 'kk;n gekjh ;g dksf'k'k dke;kc ugha gksxhA
;g lc dqN ml oD+r gksuk gS tc dSnh gok [kkus ds fy, ckgj fudkys
tk;saxs] eq>s Mj gS fd tc os lh<+h yxh gqbZ ns[ksaxs] rks cgqr&ls yksx mldk
i+Qk;nk mBkus dh dksf'k'k djsaxs---¸
lk'kk vk¡[ksa cUn djds [k+keks'k gks x;hA ek¡ mlds vkSj fudV vk x;hA
¶os yksx lc pkSiV dj nsaxs] dksbZ i+Qk;nk ugha mBk ik;sxk---¸
os rhuksa f[kM+dh ds ikl [kM+s Fks_ lk'kk vkSj fudksykbZ vkxs Fks vkSj ek¡
mu nksuksa ds ihNsA os nksuksa tYnh&tYnh tks dj jgs Fks mlls ek¡ ds ân; esa
fefJr Hkkouk,¡ mRiUu gks jgh Fkha---
¶eSa Hkh tkÅ¡xh!¸ lglk ek¡ us dgkA
¶D;ksa\¸ lk'kk us iwNkA
¶u tkvks] ek¡! dgha fdlh eqlhcr esa gh u iQ¡l tkvks! u tkvks!¸
fudksykbZ us lykg nsrs gq, dgkA
ek¡ us mldh rji+Q ns[kkA
¶ugha] eSa rks tkÅ¡xh---¸ mlus èkhjs ls ij n`<+rk ds lkFk dgkA
nksuksa us tYnh ls ,d&nwljs dks ns[kkA
¶eSa le>rh gw¡]¸ lk'kk us dUèks fcpdkdj dgk vkSj ek¡ dh vksj c<+dj
mldh ck¡g idM+ yhA
¶ysfdu rqEgsa bl ckr dks le>uk pkfg, fd csdkj mEehn ck¡èkus ls
dksbZ i+Qk;nk ugha]¸ mlus ;g ckr bruh lknxh ls dgh fd ek¡ dk ân; æfor
gks mBkA
¶esjh cPph! eSa tkurh gw]¡ ¸ mlus dk¡irs gq, gkFkksa ls lk'kk dks vius vkSj
djhc [khaprs gq, mÙkj fn;kA ¶ysfdu eq>s vius lkFk rks ys pyks] eSa dksbZ
#dkoV ugha Mkyw¡xh! esjk tkuk t+:jh gSA eSa ;dhu ugha dj ldrh fd ;g
eqefdu gS μ fd dksbZ tsy ls Hkkx Hkh ldrk gS!¸
¶ek¡ gekjs lkFk tk;saxh!¸ lk'kk us fudksykbZ ls dgkA
¶tSlk rqe dgks!¸ mlus flj >qdkdj mÙkj fn;kA
¶ysfdu dksbZ ge yksxksa dks ,d&nwljs ds lkFk u ns[kus ik;sA rqe mèkj
tkuk ftèkj cxhps gSa_ ogk¡ ls rqEgsa tsy[k+kus dh nhokj fn[kk;h nsxhA ysfdu
vxj fdlh us rqels iwNk rks D;k dgksxh\¸
¶eSa dksbZ ckr cuk nw¡xh!--¸ ek¡ us cM+h [+kq'kh vkSj mRlqdrk ls mÙkj fn;kA

348 @ ek¡
 ¶;g u Hkwyuk fd tsy[k+kus ds lUrjh rqEgsa igpkurs gSa!¸ lk'kk us ek¡
dks psrkouh nhA ¶vkSj vxj mu yksxksa us rqEgsa ogk¡ ns[k fy;k rks---¸
¶os eq>s ugha ns[k ik;saxs!¸
ek¡ ds ân; esa ftl vk'kk dh fpaxkjh dqN le; ls èkhjs&èkhjs lqyx jgh
Fkh og vc lglk Tokyk cudj HkM+d mBh vkSj ek¡ esa tSls fiQj ls tku vk
x;h---
¶eqefdu gS og Hkh Hkkx vk;s---¸
?k.Vs&Hkj ckn og Hkh tsy[k+kus ds ikl [kM+h FkhA rst+ gok py jgh FkhA
gok ds >ksads mldk lk;k [khap jgs Fks] ci+QZ ls <¡dh gqbZ t+ehu ij FkisM+s ekj
jgs Fks vkSj ftl cxhps ds ikl ls gksdj og xqtj jgh Fkh mlds th.kZ&'kh.kZ
taxy dks >¡>ksM+rs gq, tsy[k+kus dh nhokj ij iwjs t+ksj ls izgkj dj jgs FksA gok
ds ;gh >ksads tsy[k+kus ds vk¡xu ls ogk¡ ds fuokfl;ksa ds ØUnu dks vius lkFk
mM+krs gq, vkdk'k ij igq¡pk jgs Fks_ ,d&nwljs dk ihNk djrs gq, ckny
vkdk'k dh uhyh xgjkb;ksa dh i`"BHkwfe ij ,d >yd fn[kkdj x+k;c gks tkrs
FksA
ek¡ ds ihNs cxhpk Fkk vkSj lkeus o+QfczLrkuA mlls dksbZ lÙkj iQhV dh
nwjh ij nkfguh rji+Q tsy[k+kuk FkkA o+QfczLrku ds ikl ,d flikgh ?kksM+s dks
pDdj f[kyk jgk Fkk vkSj ikl gh ,d nwljk flikgh [kM+k t+ehu ij iSj
iVd&iVddj fpYyk jgk Fkk] dgdgs yxk jgk Fkk vkSj lhVh ctk jgk FkkA
tsy[k+kus ds ikl vkSj dksbZ ugha FkkA
ek¡ muds ikl ls xqtjrh gqbZ o+QfczLrku dh pgkjnhokjh ds ikl tk
igq¡ph_ og ut+jsa cpkdj vius ihNs nkfguh rji+Q ns[krh tk jgh FkhA lglk
mls ,slk yxk fd mlds ?kqVus tokc ns jgs gSa vkSj mlds ik¡o ekuks t+ehu esa
xM+ x;s gSaA eksM+ ds ikl ,d cÙkh tykusokyk dej >qdk;s] ,d dUèks ij
lh<+h yVdk;s yidk pyk vk jgk Fkk] tSls cÙkh tykusokys vke rkSj ij pyrs
gSaA Hk; ls vk¡[ksa >idkrs gq, ek¡ us flikfg;ksa dh rji+Q ns[kk % os ,d txg
ij [kM+s Fks vkSj ?kksM+k muds pkjksa vksj pDdj yxk jgk Fkk_ ek¡ us lh<+hokys
vkneh dh rji+Q ns[kkA mlus lh<+h nhokj ds lgkjs yxk nh Fkh vkSj èkhjs&èkhjs
Åij p<+ jgk FkkA Åij igq¡pdj mlus t+ksj ls ,d gkFk ?kqek;k vkSj tYnh ls
uhps mrjdj eksM+ ds dksus ij x+k;c gks x;kA ek¡ dk ân; t+ksj ls èkM+d jgk
Fkk_ ,d&,d {k.k mls igkM+ tSlk ekywe gks jgk FkkA tsy[k+kus dh nhokj ij
èkCcs iM+s gq, Fks] txg&txg ls mldk jax mrj x;k Fkk vkSj tgk¡ iyLrj VwV
x;k Fkk ogk¡ nhokj dh b±Vsa uhps ls >k¡d jgh FkhaA bl vUèkdkje; i`"BHkwfe

ek¡ @ 349
ij lh<+h fcYdqy fn[kk;h gh ugha ns jgh FkhA lglk nhokj ds Åij fdlh
dk dkyk flj vkSj fiQj mldk iwjk 'kjhj fn[kk;h fn;k_ og vkneh iSj
yVdkdj nhokj ij bl izdkj cSB x;k] ekuks ?kksM+s ij lokj gks vkSj fiQj
jsaxdj nhokj ls uhps mrj vk;kA iQj dh Vksih igus ,d nwljk flj fn[kk;h
fn;k vkSj ,d dkyk&lk xksyk t+ehu ij yq<+drk gqvk eksM+ ds ikl tkdj
x+k;c gks x;kA fe[k+kbyks rudj lhèkk [kM+k gks x;k vkSj pkjksa rji+Q ut+j
Mkydj mlus viuk flj fgyk;k---
¶Hkkxks] Hkkxks!¸ ek¡ us iSj iVdrs gq, èkhjs ls dgkA
ek¡ ds dku xw¡tus yxs_ mlus t+ksj&t+ksj ls yksxksa ds fpYykus dh vkokt+
lquhA nhokj ds Åij ,d rhljk flj fn[kk;h fn;kA ek¡ us viuk lhuk Fkke
fy;k vkSj ne lkèks [kM+h ns[krh jghA ,d ukStoku dk flj] ftlds cky
lqugjs Fks vkSj ftlds psgjs ij nk<+h ugha Fkh] >Vds ds lkFk Åij mBk] ekuks
og vius vkidks fdlh ls NqM+k jgk gks] ij vpkud og fiQj nhokj ds ihNs
x+k;c gks x;kA ph[k+&iqdkj vkSj rst+ gksrh x;h_ mlesa ?kcjkgV Hkh c<+rh x;h
vkSj lhfV;ksa dk ddZ'k Loj gok dh ygjksa ij rSjus yxkA fe[k+kbyks nhokj ds
fdukjs&fdukjs py jgk FkkA og nhokj ds lkeus ls xqtjrk gqvk tsy[k+kus vkSj
'kgj ds edkuksa ds chp ds [kqys eSnku dks ikj dj x;kA ek¡ dks yxk fd og
cgqr èkhjs&èkhjs py jgk gS vkSj iQtwy gh viuk flj bruk Å¡pk fd;s gq, gSA
ftl fdlh us mls ,d ckj Hkh ns[kk gS mls mldh lwjr t+:j ;kn gksxhA
¶tYnh--- tYnh---¸ ek¡ us nch tcku esa dgkA
tsy[k+kus dh nhokj ds ml ikj ,d èkekdk gqvk vkSj ek¡ dks dk¡p VwVus
dh vkokt+ lquk;h nhA mu nksuksa flikfg;ksa esa ls ,d t+ehu ij iSj tek;s [kM+k
Fkk vkSj ?kksMs+ dh jLlh [khap jgk Fkk_ nwljk viuk gkFk eq¡g ds ikl fd;s
tsy[k+kus dh fn'kk esa fpYykdj dqN dg jgk FkkA tc og viuh ckr dg
pqdk] rks tokc lquus ds fy, mlus viuk dku gok ds #[k ij dj fn;kA
ek¡ cgqr ?kcjk;h gqbZ lhèkh rudj [kM+h Fkh vkSj pkjksa rji+Q flj
?kqek&?kqekdj ns[krh tk jgh Fkh_ mldh vk¡[kksa us ns[kk lc dqN Fkk] ij mls
fdlh ckr ij fo'okl ugha vk jgk FkkA ftl pht+ dks og bruk isphnk vkSj
[k+rjukd le> jgh Fkh og bruh vklku fudyh vkSj bruh tYnh gks x;h_
mldk bruh tYnh gks tkuk gh mlds fnekx ij Nk;k jgk vkSj og dksbZ nwljh
ckr lksp gh ugha ik jgh FkhA jhfcu x+k;c gks x;k Fkk_ ,d yEck&lk vkneh
yEck&lk dksV igus lM+d ij pyk vk jgk Fkk_ ,d yM+dh mlls vkxs nkSM+
jgh FkhA tsy dh nhokj ds dksus dh rji+Q ls rhu lUrjh ,d&nwljs ls lVs

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gq, vkSj vius nkfgus gkFk vkxs c<+k;s yids pys vk jgs FksA ,d flikgh muls
feyus ds fy, Hkkxk] nwljk ?kksMs+ ds pkjksas rji+Q pDdj dkV jgk Fkk] og dwndj
?kksM+s dh ihB ij lokj gksuk pkgrk Fkk] ij og vfM+;y ?kksM+k lglk gok esa
mNyk vkSj ,slk ekywe gqvk fd mlds lkFk gh cko+Qh lc pht+sa Hkh gok esa
mNy x;haA lhfV;k¡ ckj&ckj ?kcjk&?kcjkdj ctk;h tk jgh FkhaA lhfV;ksa ds
ckS[kyk;s gq, ddZ'k Loj ls ek¡ dks ladV dk vkHkkl gqvk_ og dk¡i mBh vkSj
lUrfj;ksa ij ut+jsa xM+k;s o+QfczLrku dh pgkjnhokjh ds fdukjs&fdukjs vkxs
c<+hA ij rhuksa lUrjh vkSj flikgh tsy ds nwljs dksus ij igq¡pdj dgha x+k;c
gks x;sA 'kh?kz gh muds ihNs ,d vkneh dksV ds cVu [kksys mèkj ls xqt+jk_
ek¡ us igpku fy;kk fd og uk;c tsyj FkkA iqfyl ?kVukLFky ij vk x;h
vkSj HkhM+ tek gksus yxhA
gok ukprh gqbZ py jgh Fkh] ekuks [+kq'kh euk jgh gks] gok ds >ksadksa ds
lkFk ek¡ ds dkuksa esa ph[k+&iqdkj vkSj lhfV;ksa dh m[kM+h&m[kM+h vkokt+sa vk
jgh Fkha--- bl dksykgy ls og cgqr izlUu FkhA mlus vius o+Qne vkSj rst+ dj
fn;sA
¶esjk csVk Hkh bruh gh vklkuh ls Hkkx ldrk Fkk!¸ ek¡ us lkspkA
lglk nks iqfylokys nhokj ds dksus dh rji+Q ls >iVrs gq, vk;sA
¶Bgjks!¸ muesa ls ,d us fpYykdj dgk_ mldk ne iQwy jgk FkkA
¶rqeus fdlh vkneh dks rks bèkj tkrs ugha ns[kk gS μ nk<+h Fkh mlds\¸
ek¡ us cxhps dh vksj b'kkjk djrs gq, 'kkUr Hkko ls dgk %
¶og Hkkxdj mèkj x;k gSA D;ksa] D;k gqvk\¸
¶;sxksjkso! lhVh ctkvks!¸
ek¡ ?kj dh rji+Q py nhA mls fdlh ckr dk nq[k Fkk] mlds ân; esa
dVqrk vkSj [ksn dh Hkkouk FkhA [kqyh txg dks ikj djds tc og lM+d ij
fudyh] rks ,d ?kksM+kxkM+h mlds ikl ls gksdj xqtjhA mlus vUnj >k¡ddj
ns[kk_ ,d ukStoku xkM+h esa cSBk FkkA mldh ew¡Nsa lqugjs jax dh Fkha vkSj psgjk
ihyk rFkk Fkdk gqvk FkkA mlus Hkh ek¡ dk ns[kkA og frjNk cSBk gqvk Fkk vkSj
blhfy, mldk nkfguk dUèkk mlds ck;sa dUèks ls dqN Å¡pk FkkA
fudksykbZ us cgqr [+kq'k gksdj ek¡ dk Lokxr fd;kA
¶crkvks] D;k gqvk\¸
¶lc Bhd gks x;k---¸
mlus fudksykbZ dks dSfn;ksa ds Hkkxus dks iwjk o`ÙkkUr lquk;kA og dksf'k'k
dj jgh Fkh fd dksbZ NksVh&ls&NksVh ckr Hkh dgus ls jg u tk;sA ijUrq og

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bl izdkj cksy jgh Fkh] ekuks fdlh nwljs ls lquk gqvk ,slk fo+QLlk lquk jgh
gks ftl ij mls Lo;a fo'okl u gksA
¶fdLer gekjs lkFk gS!¸ fudksykbZ us vius gkFk jxM+rs gq, dgkA ¶lp
dgrk gw¡ fd eSa rks cgqr ijs'kku Fkk fd rqEgsa dgha dqN gks u x;k gks! lquks]
fuyksouk] ,d nksLr dh gSfl;r ls esjh lykg ekuks] eqo+Qnes ls Mjuk NksM+
nks! ftruh tYnh gks tk;sxk mruh gh tYnh ikosy vktkn gks tk;sxk! 'kk;n
og fuokZlu&LFkku ds fy, tkrs le; jkLrs ls gh Hkkx vk;sxkA tgk¡ rd
eqo+Qnes dk loky gS] rks mlesa gksxk ;g fd---¸
og cM+h nsj rd eqo+Qnes dh dkjZokbZ c;ku djrk jgkA tc og cksy
jgk Fkk] ek¡ dks ,slk yxk fd ;|fi og mls èkhjt c¡èkkus dk iz;Ru dj jgk
Fkk] ij og Lo;a fdlh ckr ls Mj jgk FkkA
¶D;k rqe ;g Mjrs gks fd eSa vnkyr esa dksbZ ,slh ckr dg nw¡xh tks
eq>s ugha dguh pkfg,\¸ ek¡ us vpkud mlls iwNkA ¶;k ;g fd eSa muls
fdlh pht+ dh izkFkZuk d:¡xh\¸
fudksykbZ mNydj [kM+k gks x;k vkSj gkFk fgykus yxkA
¶ugha ugha] fcYdqy ugha!¸ mlus dqN cqjk ekudj dgkA
¶eSa blls badkj ugha djrh fd eq>s Mj yxrk gSA ysfdu eq>s [+kqn Hkh
ugha ekywe fd eSa fdl ckr ls Mjrh gw¡!--¸ og cksyrs&cksyrs #d x;h vkSj
dejs esa pkjksa rji+Q ut+j nkSM+kus yxh %
¶dHkh&dHkh eq>s ;g Mj yxrk gS fd os ikosy ls cnrehth ls ckr
djsaxs % os dgsaxs] ^vcs nsgkrh] fdlku ds cPps! vkf[k+j rw pkgrk D;k gS\*
ikosy cgqr vfHkekuh yM+dk gS vkSj og iyVdj mUgsa tokc nsxk! ;k vUnszbZ
gh mu ij iQCrh dlsxkA nwljs yksx Hkh xje fetkt ds gSaA eku yks vxj mu
yksxksa us bu ckrksa dks cjnk'r u fd;k vkSj ltk cny nh] rks fiQj gesa dHkh
mudh lwjr Hkh ns[kus dks ugha feysxh!¸
fudksykbZ ds ekFks ij cy iM+ x;sA mlus dksbZ mÙkj ugha fn;k vkSj viuh
nk<+h ukspus yxkA
¶vc esjs fnekx esa ,sls fopkj vkrs gSa] rks eSa D;k d:¡!¸ ek¡ us èkhjs ls
dgkA ¶blhfy, eqo+Qnes ls eq>s bruk Mj yxrk gS! vxj mUgksaus [kksn&[kksndj
gj ckr dk irk yxkuk vkSj gj ckr ij fopkj djuk 'kq: fd;k] rks D;k gksxk!
cgqr Mj yxrk gS eq>s rks! eq>s ltk ls Mj ugha yxrk] cl eqdens ls Mj
yxrk gSA esjh le> esa ugha vkrk fd dSls le>kÅ¡ rqEgsa viuh ckr---¸
ek¡ tkurh Fkh fd fudksykbZ mldh ckr le>k ugha] blhfy, vius Hk;

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dks 'kCnksa esa O;Dr djuk mlds fy, vkSj dfBu gks jgk FkkA

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ek¡ dk Hk; iQiQw¡nh dh rjg mlds ân; esa c<+rk tk jgk Fkk vkSj mldk
ne ?kksaVs ns jgk FkkA eqo+Qnes ds fnu vnkyr dh rji+Q tkrs le; mlds fy,
viuk flj mBkuk ;k lhèks rudj pyuk Hkh dfBu gks x;kA
i+QSDVjh ds et+nwjksa dh cLrh ds tku&igpkuokys yksxksa us mls lyke
fd;k] rks og pqipki flj fgykdj muds lyke dk tokc nsrh gqbZ HkhM+ dks
phjrh vkxs c<+ x;hA ,df=kr tu&leqnk; ij xEHkhjrk Nk;h gqbZ FkhA cjkens
esa vkSj vnkyr ds dejs esa mldh eqyko+Qkr mu yksxksa ds fj'rsnkjksa ls gqbZ ftu
ij eqo+Qnek pyk;k tk jgk Fkk_ os Hkh cgqr èkheh vkokt+ esa ckrsa djrsA ek¡
dks ,slk yx jgk Fkk fd ;s lc 'kCn csdkj Fks_ og mUgsa le> gh ugha ij
jgh FkhA lcds ân; esa ,d gh ihM+k FkhA ek¡ bl ckr dks le> x;h vkSj blls
mldh O;Fkk vkSj Hkh c<+ x;hA
¶vkvks] cSB tkvks!¸ fltkso us csap ij ,d rji+Q dks ljdrs gq, dgkA
ek¡ pqipki cSB x;h vkSj viuk lk;k Bhd djds mlus pkjksa vksj ut+j
MkyhA mldh vk¡[kksa ds vkxs gjs vkSj yky èkCcs vkSj èkkfj;k¡ vkSj cgqr
irys&irys ihys èkkxs ukp jgs FksA
¶rqEgkjs csVs gh ds dkj.k esjs xzh'kk ij Hkh ;g eqlhcr vk;h!¸ ek¡ ds
ikl cSBh gqbZ ,d vkSjr us èkheh vkokt+ esa dgkA
¶cUn djks ;g cdokl] urkY;k!¸ fltkso us xEHkhj eqæk cukdj dgkA
ek¡ us ml vkSjr dh rji+Q ns[kkA og leksbykso dh ek¡ FkhA mlds cxy
esa mldk ifr cSBk Fkk] tks ,d xatk] lqMkSy vkneh Fkk_ mldk psgjk iryk
vkSj yEch&lh yky nk<+h FkhA og vk¡[ksa fldksM+dj yxkrkj lkeus ?kwj jgk Fkk
vkSj mldh nk<+h dk¡i jgh FkhA
Å¡ph&Å¡ph f[kM+fd;ksa ls] ftu ij ckgj dh rji+Q ci+QZ teh gqbZ Fkh]
vnkyr ds dejs esa ,d èkq¡èkyh&lh jks'kuh vk jgh FkhA nks f[kM+fd;ksa ds chp
esa ,d pednkj lqugjs Ýse esa t+kj dh rLohj yxh gqbZ FkhA f[kM+fd;ksa ij iM+s
gq, mUukch jax ds eksVs&eksVs ijnksa dh flyoVksa us nksuksa rji+Q Ýse dk dqN Hkkx
<¡d j[kk FkkA rLohj ds lkeus ,d est Fkh ftl ij gjh cukr fcNh gqbZ Fkh]
est dh yEckbZ yxHkx ,d nhokj ls nwljh nhokj rd FkhA nkfguh rji+Q dh
nhokj ls feyk gqvk ,d dVgjk Fkk ftlesa nks ydM+h dh csapsa iM+h gqbZ Fkha]
ck;ha rji+Q dh nhokj ds lgkjs gRFksnkj dqflZ;ksa dh nks drkjsa yxh gqbZ Fkha] bu

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dqflZ;kssa dh xfí;ksa ij Hkh mUukch jax dk diM+k p<+k gqvk FkkA gjs dkyjksa vkSj
lqugjs cVuksa okyh ofnZ;k¡ igus vnkyr ds pijklh pqipki bèkj&mèkj
Hkkx&nkSM+ dj jgs FksA ?kqVh gqbZ gok esa [kqlqj&iQqlqj dh vkokt+ vkSj nokvksa dh
cw clh gqbZ FkhA ;s lc pht+sa μ ;s jax vkSj ped] vkokt+sa vkSj [+kq'kcq,¡ μ
mldh vk¡[kksa vkSj dkuksa dks nq[knk;h izrhr gks jgh Fkha vkSj 'okl ds lkFk
mlds 'kjhj esa ?kqldj mlds ân; esa ,d [kks[kyk d"Vizn Hk; mRiUu dj
jgh FkhaA
lglk dksbZ Å¡ps Loj esa cksykA ek¡ pkSad iM+h vkSj tc lc yksx mBdj
[kM+s gks x;s] rks og Hkh fltkso dk gkFk idM+dj [kM+h gks x;hA
ck;ha rji+Q ,d Å¡pk&lk njokt+k [kqyk vkSj ,sud yxk;s gq, ,d cw<+k
iQqndrk gqvk dejs esa nkf[ky gqvkA mlds Hkwjs psgjs ij li+Qsn xyeqPNs >wy
jgs FksA mldh ew¡Nsa fcYdqy liQkpV Fkha vkSj Åijokys elw<+s esa ,d Hkh nk¡r
u gksus ds dkj.k Åijokyk gksaB vUnj dks pyk x;k Fkk] mldh BksM+h vkSj
tcM+s mldh onhZ ds Å¡ps ls dkyj ij bl rjg fVds gq, Fks fd ekuks mlds
xnZu gks gh ughaA ,d yEck&lk ukStoku] ftlds xksy fpdus psgjs ij ykyh
Fkh] mls lgkjk fn;s gq, FkkA mlds ihNs rhu vkneh lqugjh >kyjksaokyh ofnZ;k¡
igus vkSj rhu vkneh lkèkkj.k iks'kkd esa pys vk jgs FksA
mUgsa ml yEch&lh est ds ikl viuh&viuh txgksa ij cSBus esa dki+Qh
le; yxkA tc os Bhd ls cSB x;s] rks ,d O;fDr ftldh nk<+h liQkpV
Fkh vkSj ftlds psgjs ij gj pht+ ds izfr ,d fojfDr dk Hkko Fkk] lkeus
>qddj vius eksVs&eksVs gkasB fgyk&fgykdj ml cw<+s ds dku esa dqN dgus
yxkA cw<+k fofp=k <ax ls rudj lhèkk cSBk gqvk mldh ckr lqurk jgk_ mldh
,sud ds 'kh'kksa ds ihNs ek¡ dks nks NksVs&NksVs uhjl èkCcs fn[kk;h iM+ jgs FksA
est ds ,d fljs ij ,d vkSj fy[kus dh est j[kh gqbZ Fkh ftlds ikl
,d yEck&lk vkneh [kM+k Fkk] ftldk flj dqN&dqN xatk gks pyk Fkk_
mlus nLrkostksa ds iUus myVrs gq, viuk xyk lki+Q fd;kA
cw<+k vkxs >qddj cksyus yxkA og vius okD;ksa ds igys 'kCn rks cgqr
lki+Q mPpkfjr djrk Fkk] ij cko+Qh 'kCn bl rjg xM~MeM~M gksdj fudyrs
Fks fd mUgsa le>uk Hkh dfBu FkkA
¶eSa ,syku djrk gw¡--- eqyfteksa dks gkftj fd;k tk;s---¸
¶ns[kks!¸ fltkso us ek¡ dks dqguh ls Bsyrs gq, dgk vkSj mBdj [kM+k
gks x;kA
dVgjs ds ihNsokyk njokt+k [kqyk vkSj ,d flikgh dUèks ij uaxh ryokj

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fy;s gq, vUnj vk;k] mlds ihNs ikosy] vUæsbZ] Ý+;ksnksj ekftu] nksuksa xwlso
HkkbZ] leksbykso] cwfdu] lksekso vkSj ik¡p vU; ukStoku Fks ftlds uke ek¡ ugha
tkurh FkhA ikosy eqLdjk;k vkSj vUnszbZ us Hkh [khlsa fudkydj flj fgyk;k_
u tkus D;ksa mudh eqLdjkgV] muds lizk.k psgjksa vkSj gko&Hkko ls vnkyr
ds dejs ds vLokHkkfod okrkoj.k dk ruko de gks x;k_ lqugjh >kyjkssa dh
ped iQhdh iM+ x;hA dSnh vius lkFk tks vkRe&fo'okl vkSj mRlkg dh
Hkkouk ysdj vk;s Fks mlls ek¡ ds ân; esa fiQj lkgl dk lapkj gqvkA ihNs
dh csapks ls] tgk¡ ls] tgk¡ vc rd yksx fujk'kk Hkko ls izrh{kk dj jgs Fks]
,d 'kkUr ejej èofu lquk;h nhA
¶os fcYdqy ugha Mj jgs gSa!¸ fltkso us pqids ls dgk_ leksbykso dh
ek¡ èkhjs&èkhjs flld jgh FkhA
¶[k+keks'k!¸ fdlh us dBksj Loj esa Mk¡VkA
¶eSa psrkouh nsrk gw¡---¸ cw<+s us dgkA
ikosy vkSj vUæsbZ ,d&nwljs ds cxy esa lkeusokyh csap ij ekftu]
leksbykso vkSj xwlso ds lkFk cSBs FksA vUæsbZ us viuh nk<+h eq¡M+k nh Fkh] ij
ew¡Nsa c<+k yh Fkha] mldh ew¡Nsa uhps dks yVdh gqbZ Fkha ftlds dkj.k mldh
lwjr fcfYy;ksas tSlh yxus yxh FkhA mlds psgjs ij ,d u;k Hkko vk x;k Fkk
μ mlds eq¡g ij dVqrk vkSj O;aX; dk Hkko Fkk vkSj vk¡[kksa essa frjLdkjA ekftu
ds Åijh gksaB ij ,d dkyh js[kk&lh fn[kk;h nsus yxh Fkh vkSj mldk psgjk
xksy gks x;k FkkA leksbykso ds cky ges'kk dh rjg ?kq¡?kjkys Fks vkSj boku xwlso
ges'kk dh rjg cÙkhlh [kksydj eqLdjk jgk FkkA
¶vkg] Ý+;ksnksj] Ý+;ksnksj!¸ fltkso us flj >qdkdj djkgrs gq, dgkA
ek¡ mu vcksèkxE; iz'uksa dks lqurh jgh tks og cw<+k mu dSfn;ksa dh rji+Q
ns[ks fcuk viuk flj vius dkyj ij fu'py Hkko ls fVdk;s muls iwN jgk
FkkA mlus vius csVs ds 'kkUr rFkk laf{kIr mÙkj Hkh lqus vkSj mls ,slk izrhr
gqvk fd cM+s tt vkSj mlds lgk;d mu yksxksa ds lkFk funZ;rk dk O;ogkj
ugha djsaxsA ;g vuqeku yxkus dk iz;Ru djrs gq, fd bl eqo+Qnes dk iQy
D;k gksxk mlus tc est ds lkeus cSBs gq, yksxksa ds psgjksa dks è;ku ls ns[kk]
rks mls vius ân; esa c<+rh gqbZ vk'kk dk vkHkkl gqvkA
ml fpdus&pqiM+s psgjsokys vi+Qlj us likV Loj esa ,d dkx+t+ i<+dj
lquk;kA mldh vkokt+ bruh mdrk nsusokyh Fkh fd Jksrk ewfrZor~ cSBs jgsA pkj
odhy eqyfteksa ls cM+h rYyhurk ls ckrphr dj jgs FksA mudh xfr esa rst+h
vkSj t+ksj Fkk vkSj mUgsa ns[kdj ek¡ dks vuk;kl gh cM+h&lh dkyh fpfM+;k dh

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;kn vkrh FkhA
cw<+s ds ,d rji+Qokyh gRFksnkj dqlhZ esa ,d tt dk LFkwy 'kjhj lek
ugha ik jgk Fkk_ bl tt dh NksVh&NksVh vk¡[ksa pjch dh rgksa esa ncdj jg
x;h FkhaA cw<+s ds nwljh rji+Q ,d xksy dUèkksa okyk tt cSBk gqvk Fkk ftlds
xyeqPNs f[ktkch jax ds vkSj psgjk ihyk FkkA og viuk flj dqlhZ dh ihB
ij fVdk;s vk¡[ksa cUn fd;s bl izdkj dYiuk ds ia[kksa ij mM+ jgk Fkk ekuks
cgqr mdrk x;k gksA ljdkjh odhy ds psgjs ij Hkh mdrkgV vkSj Fkdu ds
fpÉ FksA ttksa ds ihNs rhu vkSj vkneh cSBs Fks_ ,d rks es;j tks xBs gq, 'kjhj
dk jkscnkj O;fDr Fkk vkSj yxkrkj vius xkyksa dks FkiFkik jgk Fkk_ nwljk ek'kZ
vkiQ fn uksfcfyVh] ftlds cky li+Qsn vkSj xky yky&yky Fks] mlds
yEch&lh nk<+h vkSj cM+h&cM+h I;kj&Hkjh vk¡[ksa Fkha_ rhljk Fkk ftykèkh'k] tks
'kk;n vkSj cM+h&cM+h rksan ls cgqr ijs'kku Fkk D;ksafd og ckj&ckj mls vius
dksV ds nkeukssa ls <¡drk Fkk ij os ckj&ckj fiQly tkrs FksA
¶;gk¡ u dksbZ vijkèkh gS u dksbZ tt]¸ ikosy dk n`<+ Loj lquk;h fn;k]
¶;gk¡ fli+QZ dSnh gSa vkSj os yksx gSa ftUgksaus mUgsa dSnh cuk;k gS---¸
vnkyr esa lUukVk Nk x;kA dqN lsd.M rd ek¡ dks ,d dye dh rst+
ljljkgV vkSj vius fny dh èkM+du ds vykok vkSj dqN Hkh lquk;h u fn;kA
,slk izrhr gksrk Fkk fd cM+s tt Hkh lkjh ckrsa lqu jgs Fks vkSj vkxs dh
dkjZokbZ dh izrh{kk dj jgs FksA muds lgdkjh fgys&MqysA vkf[k+jdkj cM+s tt
us dgk %
¶gq¡%! vUæsbZ uk[kksndk! D;k rqe vius tqqeZ dks dcwy djrs gks\--¸
vUnszbZ èkhjs&èkhjs mBk vkSj vius dUèks Å¡ps djds ew¡Nsa ,saBrs gq, mlus
vk¡[ksa rjsjdj cw<+s dh rji+Q ns[kkA
¶eSa bl tqeZ dk bdcky dSls dj ldrk gw¡\¸ mlus viuh èkheh lqjhyh
vkokt+ esa dUèks fcpdkdj mÙkj fn;kA ¶eSaus u fdlh dk dRy fd;k gS] u
fdlh ds ?kj pksjh dh gSA eSas rks fli+QZ ft+Unxh ds ml <jsZ ds f[k+yki+Q gw¡ tks
yksxksa dks ,d&nwljs dks ywVus vkSj dRy djus ij etcwj dj nsrk gS---¸
¶la{ksi esa tokc nks!¸ cw<+s us cM+h dksf'k'k djds dgkA
ihNs dh casapksa ij dqN [kycyh gqb± yksx dkukiQwlh djus yxs vkSj
bèkj&mèkj ljdus yxs] ekuks vius vkidks ml 'kCntky ls eqDr dj jgs gksa
tks ml fpduh lwjrokys us muds pkjksa vksj cqu j[kk FkkA
¶lquk] D;k dg jgs gSa os yksx\¸ fltkso us pqids ls dgkA
¶tokc nks] Ý+;ksnksj ekftu---¸

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 ¶ugha] eSa tokc ugha nw¡xk!¸ Ý+;ksnksj us mNydj [kM+s gksrs gq, dgkA
mldk psgjk rerek;k gqvk Fkk] vk¡[ksa ped jgh Fkha vkSj u tkus D;ksa og vius
gkFk ihNs fd;s gq, FkkA
fltkso us ,d xgjh lk¡l yh vkSj ek¡ dh vk¡[ksa vk'p;Z ls iQSy x;haA
¶eSaus viuh li+QkbZ esa odhy djus ls badkj fd;k Fkk vkSj eSa [+kqn viuh
li+QkbZ esa dqN dgus ls Hkh badkj djrk gw¡A eSa bl eqo+Qnes dks x+Sj&o+Qkuwuh
le>rk gw¡! vki gSa dkSu\ D;k turk us vkidks gekjk U;k; djus dk vfèkdkj
fn;k gS\ ugha] dHkh ugha fn;k vkSj blhfy, eSa vkids vfèkdkj dks ekuus ls
badkj djrk gw¡!¸
og cSB x;k vkSj mlus viuk rerek;k gqvk psgjk vUæsbZ ds dUèks ds
ihNs Nqik fy;kA
eksVs tt us cM+s tt dh rji+Q ns[kdj viuk flj fgyk;k vkSj mlds
dku esa pqids ls dqN dgkA ihys psgjsokys tt us viuh vk¡[ksa [kksyha] ,d
ut+j dSfn;ksa dks duf[k;ksa ls ns[kk vkSj vius lkeus j[ks gq, dkx+t+ ij isafly
ls dqN fy[k fy;kA ftykèkh'k us viuk flj fgyk;k vkSj vius iSj f[kldk;s
rkfd og viuh rksan T+;knk vklkuh ls ?kqVuksa ij fVdk lds vkSj mls vius
gkFkksa ls <¡d ldsA viuk flj ?kqek;s fcuk cw<+s us viuk iwjk 'kjhj ml yky
ckyksaokys tt dh rji+Q eksM+k vkSj fcuk dqN vkokt+ fudkys vius gksaB fgykus
yxkA nwljs tt us viuk flj >qdk fn;kA ek'kZy vkiQ fn uksfcfyVh us ljdkjh
odhy ls dqN dgk vkSj es;j] tks vc rd vius xky FkiFkik jgk Fkk] mldh
dh ckr lquus dk iz;Ru djus yxkA blds ckn cM+k tt fiQj vius uhjl Loj
esa cksyus yxkA
¶lquk] mlus dSlk tokc fn;k mUgsa\¸ fltkso us vk'p;Z ds Hkko ls ek¡
ds dku esa dgkA ¶lcls vPNk jgk mldk tokc!¸
ek¡ ijs'kku gksdj eqLdjk nhA bl le; tks dqN gks jgk Fkk og mls 'kh?kz
gh gksus okyh ml Hk;kud ckr dh ,d mdrk nsus okyh vkSj vuko';d
Hkwfedk ekywe gks jgk Fkk ftldh Øwj Hk;kogrk bu lkjh ckrksa ij Nk tkusokyh
FkhA ijUrq ikosy vkSj vUæsbZ ds 'kCnksa esa mls ogh fuHkhZdrk vkSj n`<+rk dh xw¡t
lquk;h nh Fkh] ekuks os 'kCn vnkyr esa ugha cfYd et+nwjksa dh cLrh ds mlds
NksVs ls ?kj esa dgs x;s gksaA Ý+;ksnksj ds tks'khys Hkk"k.k ls mlds ân; esa Hkh
mRlkg tkx`r gqvk FkkA bl eqo+Qnes esa dksbZ vR;Ur lkgliw.kZ ckr gks jgh Fkh
vkSj ek¡ ds ihNs cSBs gq, yksxksa dh gypy ls ;g vUnktk gksrk Fkk fd og
vdsyh ugha Fkh ftls bl ckr dk vkHkkl gksA

ek¡ @ 357
 ¶vkidh D;k jk; gS\¸ cw<+s us iwNkA
xatk ljdkjh odhy mBk vkSj NksVh est ij gkFk fVdkdj tYnh&tYnh
cksyrs gq, mlus ,d Hkk"k.k fn;k ftlesa mlus dqN vk¡dM+s crk;sA mlds Loj
esa dksbZ Mjkouh ckr ugha FkhA
blh le; ek¡ dks ,slk yxk fd mldk ân; lw[krk tk jgk gS] tSls
mlds ân; esa phafV;k¡&lh dkV jgh gSaA mls okrkoj.k esa fdlh }s"kiw.kZ oLrq
ds vfLrRo dk vLi"V&lk vkHkkl gks jgk Fkk] tks viuh eqfV~B;k¡ fgyk&fgykdj
fpYyk rks ugha jgh Fkh ij pqids&pqids fcuk fdlh ds tkus gq, c<+rh tk jgh
FkhA og oLrq ttksa ds ikl e.Myk jgh Fkh vkSj ,slk izrhr gksrk Fkk fd mlus
mUgsa ,d vHks| ckny esa <¡d fy;k gS ftlds dkj.k mu ij ckgj dh fdlh
pht+ dk izHkko gks gh ugha ldrkA ek¡ us ttksa dh rji+Q ns[kk] ij mUgsa le>
u ldhA os ikosy vkSj Ý+;ksnksj ij ukjkt+ ugha gq, tSlkfd mls Mj Fkk] mUgksaus
mudk vieku Hkh ugha fd;k vkSj mls rks ,slk yxk fd os tks iz'u iwNrs Fks
mudks os Lo;a Hkh dksbZ egÙo ugha nsrs FksA muds joS;s esa gj pht+ ds izfr ,d
mnklhurk Fkh vkSj os etcwj gksdj vius iz'uksa dk mÙkj lqurs Fks] ekuks lc
dqN mUgsa igys ls gh ekywe gks vkSj fdlh ckr ls dksbZ iQjd iM+usokyk u
gksA
vc jktuhfrd iqfyl dk ,d flikgh muds lkeus [kM+k xgjh Hkkjh
vkokt+ esa dg jgk Fkk %
¶ikosy Oyklkso ds ckjs esa dgk tkrk gS fd ogh mdlkus esa lcls vkxs
Fkk---¸
¶vkSj uk[kksndk\¸ eksVs tt us {kh.k Loj esa iwNkA
¶og Hkh---¸
,d odhy mB [kM+k gqvkA
¶eSa ,d ckr dg ldrk gw¡\¸ mlus iwNkA
¶vkidks dksbZ ,rjkt rks ugha gS\¸ cw<+s us fdlh ls iwNkA
lHkh tt lwjr ls chekj yx jgs FksA muds gko&Hkko vkSj Loj ls ,d
vLoLFk mdrkgV O;Dr gksrh Fkh vkSj muds psgjksa ij Hkh ;gh Fkdu vkSj
mdrkgV FkhA ;g Li"V Fkk fd os bu lc pht+ksa ls rax vk;s gq, Fks μ ofnZ;k¡]
vnkyr] jktuhfrd iqfyl ds flikgh] odhy] viuh gRFksnkj dqflZ;ksa ij
cSBdj iz'u iwNus vkSj eqo+Qnes dh dkjZokbZ lquus dh etcwjhA
og ihys psgjs okyk vi+Qlj] ftls ek¡ tkurh Fkh] vc muds lkeus [kM+k
ukd ds lqj esa t+ksj&t+ksj ls ikosy vkSj vUæsbZ ds ckjs esa tks dqN og tkurk
Fkk crk jgk FkkA

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 ¶rqEgsa cgqr T+;knk ekywe ugha gS]¸ mldh ckrsa lqudj ek¡ lkspus yxhA
ek¡ us dVgjs ds ihNs cSBs gq, yksxksa dks ns[kk] mls vc muds fy, u
dksbZ Mj Fkk vkSj u mls mu ij rjl gh vk jgk FkkA mu ij rjl vk Hkh dSls
ldrk Fkk! mlds ân; esa dsoy izse vkSj foLe; dh Hkkouk Fkh μ ,d 'kkUr
foLe;] ,d iziQqfYyr izseA os nhokj ds ikl cSBs Fks] ukStokuh ls Hkjiwj vkSj
n`<+_ os xokgksa vkSj ttksa dh uhjl ckrksa vkSj ljdkjh odhy ds lkFk odhyksa
dh cgl dh vksj izk;% dksbZ è;ku ugha ns jgs FksA chp&chp esa muesa ls dksbZ
O;axiwoZd g¡l iM+rk vkSj vius lkfFk;ksa ls dqN dgrk vkSj mu lcds psgjksa
ij ogh O;axiw.kZ eqLdjkgV nkSM+ tkrhA ikosy vkSj vUnszbZ izk;% yxkrkj gh
li+QkbZ ds ,d odhy ls] ftls ek¡ us fiNyh jkr fudksykbZ ds ?kj ij ns[kk
Fkk] dqN [kqlqj&iQqlqj dj jgs FksA ekftu] tks nwljksa dh vis{kk vfèkd papy
vkSj mÙksftr Fkk] mudh ckrsa lqu jgk FkkA chp esa boku xwlso ls leksbykso
dqN dg nsrk vkSj boku mls dqguh ekjdj viuh g¡lh jksdus dh bruh
dksf'k'k djrk fd mldk psgjk yky gks tkrk] xky iQwy tkrs vkSj mls etcwj
gksdj viuk flj uhps >qdk ysuk iM+rkA nks ckj rks og Bgkdk ekjdj g¡l Hkh
iM+k] ij blds i+QkSju gh ckn viuh g¡lh dks o'k esa j[kus ds fy, dqN nsj
rd fcYdqy xBjh cuk cSBk jgkA lc dSnh ukStoku Fks vkSj mudh ukStokuh
muds mcyrs gq, tks'k dks nckus ds gj iz;Ru dk eqdkcyk dj jgh FkhA
fltkso us èkhjs ls ek¡ dks dqguh ls BsykA ek¡ us eqM+dj ns[kk fd og cgqr
[+kq'k gS] ij lkFk gh fpfUrr Hkh gSA
¶t+jk ns[kks] ;s yM+ds fdrus fgEerokys gSa!¸ mlus ek¡ ds dku esa dgkA
¶fcYdqy fdlh dh ijokg ugha djrs!¸
vnkyr ds dejs esa xokg tYnh&tYnh vkSj csfnyh ls vkSj tt yksx
cM+s vueusiu rFkk mnklhurk ls vkil esa ckrsa dj jgs FksA eksVs tt us viuk
eksVk&lk gkFk eq¡g ds lkeus j[kdj tEgkbZ yh_ yky jax ds xyeqPNksaokys tt
dk psgjk igys ls Hkh T+;knk ihyk iM+ x;k Fkk vkSj FkksM+h&FkksM+h nsj ckn og
duiVh ij m¡xyh j[kdj cM+h O;fFkr eqæk cukdj lwuh vk¡[kksa ls Nr dh
rji+Q ns[kus yxrk FkkA chp esa dHkh&dHkh ljdkjh odhy dqN fy[k ysrk
vkSj fiQj pqids&pqids ek'kZy vkiQ fn uksfcfyVh ls ckrsa djus yxrk] tks
viuh li+Qsn nk<+h ij gkFk iQsjdj viuh cM+h&cM+h [+kwclwjr vk¡[ksa upkrk vkSj
eqLdjkdj viuh xnZu ihNs rku ysrkA es;j Vk¡x ij Vk¡x j[ks cSBk m¡xfy;ksa ls
,d ?kqVus ij rcyk ctk jgk Fkk vkSj viuh m¡xfy;ksa dks ?kwj jgk FkkA
ftykèkh'k] ftlus viuh rksan ?kqVuksa ij fVdkdj mls viuh ck¡gksa esa tdM+ j[kk

ek¡ @ 359
Fkk] ogk¡ ij 'kk;n ,dek=k ,slk O;fDr Fkk tks bu lc vkokt+ksa dh mdrk nsus
okyh HkuHkukgV lqu jgk FkkA lEHko gS fd og cw<+k Hkh] tks bl rjg fu'py
cSBk Fkk tSls gok u pyus ij ok;q dh fn'kk crkusokyh ia[kh fu'py gks tkrh
gS] bl Js; dk vfèkdkjh jgk gksA ;g <kaasx bruh nsj rd pyrk jgk fd
n'kZdx.k mdrkgV ds dkj.k fcYdqy f'kfFky gks x;sA
¶eSa ,syku djrk gw¡---¸ cw<+s us [kM+s gksdj dgkA cko+Qh 'kCn mlds irys
gksBksa esa [kksdj jg x;sA
yksxksa ds vkgsa Hkjus] lglk pkSd
a dj dqN dgus] [kk¡lus vkSj iSj f[kldkus
dh vkokt+sa lquk;h ns jgh FkhaA dSfn;ksa dks ogk¡ ls ckgj ys tk;k x;kA os vius
lxs&lEcfUèk;ksa vkSj fe=kksa dks ns[kdj eqLdjk;s vkSj mUgksaus flj fgykdj mudk
vfHkoknu fd;kA
¶;sxksj] fgEer u gkjuk!¸ boku xwlso us fpYykdj dgkA
ek¡ vkSj fltkso ckgj cjkens esa pys x;sA
¶pydj dgha ,d&,d I;kyh pk; u ih vk;sa\¸ cw<+sa us iwNkA ¶vHkh
rks Ms<+ ?k.Vs dk oD+r gS gekjs iklA¸
¶esjk th ugha pkg jgk gSA¸
¶th rks esjk Hkh ugha pkg jgk gSA D;k [k+;ky gS rqEgkjk mu yM+dksa ds
ckjs esa] D;ksa\ os ogk¡ bl 'kku ls cSBs Fks tSls nqfu;k esa muds vykok vkSj dksbZ
gS gh ugha] mUgsa vkSj fdlh ckr dh fcYdqy ijokg gh ugha FkhA og Ý+;ksnksj!¸
leksbykso dk cki viuh gSV gkFk esa fy;s muds ikl vk;kA
¶rqeus esjs fxzxksjh dks ns[kk\¸ mlus mnkl eqLdjkgV ds lkFk dgkA
¶mlus viuh rji+Q ls dksbZ li+QkbZ is'k djus ls fcYdqy badkj dj fn;k] muls
ckr rd ugha dhA lcls igys mlh us ;g fd;kA isykxs;k] rqEgkjk csVk odhy
djus ds gd esa Fkk] ij esjs csVs us lki+Q badkj dj fn;k! mlds ckn pkj vkSj
yksxksa us badkj fd;k---¸
mldh iRuh mlds ikl gh [kM+h FkhA og rst+h ls iydsa >idkdj vius
vk¡lw jksd jgh Fkh vkSj :eky ds ,d dksus ls ukd iksaNrh tkrh FkhA
¶cM+h vthc ckr gS!¸ leksbykso viuh nk<+h idM+s i+Q'kZ ij ut+jsa
tek;s gq, dgrk jgkA ¶bu 'kSrkuksa dks ns[kdj cM+k viQlksl gksrk gS fd ;s
ukgd bl >esys esa iQ¡l x;sA fiQj ;g Hkh [k+;ky gksrk gS fd eqefdu gS os
Bhd gh gks\a [k+klrkSj ij tc ge ns[krs gSa fd dkj[k+kus esa mudh rknkn fdruh
rst+h ls c<+rh tk jgh gSA iqfyl ,d&,d djds lcdks fxjÝ+rkj djrh tkrh
gS] ij mudh rknkn unh esa eNfy;ksa dh rjg c<+rh tkrh gS! ;g ns[kdj

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[k+;ky gksrk gS fd 'kk;n rkdr mUgha dh rji+Q gks\¸
¶Lrsiku is=kksfop] ge yksxksa ds fy, bu ckrksa dk flj&iSj le>uk
eqf'dy gS!¸ fltko us dgkA
¶gk¡] eqf'dy rks gS!¸ leksbykso us lgefr izdV dhA
¶dec[r] cM+s gh â"V&iq"V gSa lcds lc]¸ leksbykso dh iRuh us t+ksj
ls ukd ls lk¡l ysrs gq, dgkA
fiQj og vius pkSM+s Hkjs gq, psgjs ij eqLdjkgV ykdj ek¡ dks lEcksfèkr
djds cksyh %
¶fuyksouk] eq>ls [kiQk u gksuk μ vHkh FkksM+h nsj igys eSa rqEgkjs csVs
dks nks"k ns jgh FkhA exj Hkxoku gh tkurk gS fd nks"k lcls T+;knk fdldk
gS! rqeus lquk jktuhfrd iqfyl ds flikfg;ksa vkSj tklwlksa us gekjs fxzxksjh ds
ckjs esa D;k dgkA ml yky ckyksa okys 'kSrku us Hkh dqN de fgLlk ugha fy;k
Fkk bu lc ckrksa esa!¸
mls vius csVs ij xoZ Fkk] ij 'kk;n og Lo;a Hkh viuh Hkkoukvksa dks
ugha le> ik jgh Fkh_ ij ek¡ mldh Hkkoukvksa dks vPNh rjg le>rh Fkh]
blfy, mlus cM+s I;kj ls eqLdjkdj ân; ls fudys gq, 'kCnksa esa mÙkj fn;k %
¶ukStokuksa ds fny lPpkbZ dks ges'kk T+;knk tYnh igpku ysrs gSa---¸
yksx cjkens esa Vgy jgs Fks vkSj NksVs&NksVs >q.M cukdj èkheh ij
mÙksftr vkokt+ esa ckrsa dj jgs FksA 'kk;n gh dksbZ ,slk jgk gks tks vdsyk [kM+k
gksA gj O;fDr ds psgjs ij ckr djus] loky iwNus vkSj nwljksa dh ckrsa lquus
dh mRlqdrk FkhA os nhokjksa ds chp ml irys ls li+Qsn xfy;kjs esa bl rjg
Vgy jgs Fks] ekuks rst+ gok mUgsa mM+k;s ys tk jgh gks_ ,slk izrhr gksrk Fkk fd
os fdlh ,slh Bksl pht+ dh ryk'k esa Fks ftl ij os yaxj Mky ldsaA
cqfdu dk cM+k HkkbZ] tks ,d yEck&lk vkneh Fkk vkSj vius HkkbZ dh
rjg gh xksjk Fkk] t+ksj&t+ksj ls gkFk fgykdj dqN lkfcr djus dh dksf'k'k dj
jgk FkkA
¶og Dysikukso] ftykèkh'k] mls ;gk¡ gksus dk dksbZ gd gh ugha gS---¸
¶dksaLrkUrhu] cl pqi jgks!¸ ,d ukVs dn ds cw<+s us] tks mldk cki
Fkk] pkjksa rji+Q tYnh ls ns[kdj dgkA
¶ugha] eSa pqi ugha jgw¡xk! lquk x;k gS fd ikjlky mlus vius ,d DydZ
dsk mldh iRuh ds pDdj esa ekj Mkyk vkSj vc og mlh vkSjr ds lkFk jgrk
gSA vkf[k+j ;g D;k gS\ blds vykok] gj vkneh tkurk gS fd og pksj gS---¸
¶dksaLrkUrhu] bZ'oj ds fy, pqi jgks!¸

ek¡ @ 361
 ¶Bhd rks dgrk gS!¸ leksbykso us dgkA ¶fcYdqy Bhd gS! dksbZ ugha
dg ldrk fd bl eqo+Qnes esa balki+Q gks jgk gS---¸
cqfdu us mldh ckr lquh vkSj vius lkfFk;ksa dks fy;s gq, ogha vk x;kA
mldk psgjk yky gks jgk Fkk vkSj og vius nksuksa gkFk fgyk&fgykdj cksy jgk
Fkk %
¶tc dksbZ dRy ;k pksjh dk ekeyk gksrk gS rks twjh ds lkeus eqo+Qnek
is'k gksrk gS] ftlesa vke yksx gksrs gSa μ fdlku] 'kgj ds yksx!¸ mlus
fpYykdj dgkA ¶ysfdu tc yksx gkfdeksa dks fojksèk djrs gSa rks ;gh gkfde
muds eqo+Qnes dks i+QSlyk djrs gSaA vkf[k+j ;g D;k gS\ vxj dksbZ vkneh esjk
vieku djs vkSj eSa mlds tcM+s ij ,d ?kw¡lk jlhn dj nw¡ vkSj ogh vkneh
esjk i+QSlyk djus ds fy, fcBk fn;k tk;s rks og rks eq>s vijkèkh Bgjk;sxk
ghA ysfdu blesa igys xyrh fdlus dh\ mlus!¸
,d li+Qsn ckyksa okys lUrjh us] ftldh ukd fcYdqy rksrs dh pksap
tSlh Fkh vkSj lhuk rexksa ls <¡dk gqvk Fkk] HkhM+ dks frrj&fcrj dj fn;k vkSj
cqfdu dh rji+Q m¡xyh fgykdj cksyk %
¶fpYykvks ugha! ;g 'kjkc[k+kuk ugha gS!¸
¶Bhd gS] eSa Hkh tkurk gw!¡ ysfdu vxj eSa rqEgsa ek:¡ vkSj [+knq gh i+Ql
S yk
djus cSB tkÅ¡] rks rqEgkjs [k+;ky ls eSa fdls---¸
¶esjk [k+;ky rks ;g gS fd eSa rqEgsa ;gk¡ ls ckgj fudky nw¡xk] vkSj dqN
ugha gksxk!¸ lUrjh us èkedkrs gq, dgkA
¶eq>s fudky nksxs\ fdl fy,\¸
¶bruk 'kksj tks epk jgs gksA lM+d ij fudky nw¡xk---¸
cqfdu us vius pkjksa vksj [kM+s gq, yksxksa dks ns[kkA
¶os lc yksxksa dh tcku cUn j[kuk pkgrs gSa---¸ mlus vkokt+ èkheh
djds dgkA
¶D;ksa u tcku cUn j[ksaA rqeus le> D;k j[kk gS\!¸ cw<+s us #[kkbZ ls
fpYykdj dgkA
cqfdu us vius dUèks fcpdk fn;s vkSj èkheh vkokt+ esa cksyus yxkA
¶vkf[k+j yksxksa dks eqo+Qnes dh dkjZokbZ lquus dh btktr D;ksa ugha nh
tkrh\ fli+QZ fj'rsnkjksa gh dks D;ksa btktr gS\ vxj eqo+Qnek balki+Q ls gks jgk
gS] rks lcdks lquus nks! Mj fdl ckr dk gS\¸
¶eqo+Qnek rks balki+Q ls ugha gks jgk gS] blesa rks fdlh dks Hkh 'kd ugha
gks ldrk!--¸ leksbykso us Å¡ps Loj esa t+ksj nsdj dgkA

362 @ ek¡
 ek¡ mls crkuk pkgrh Fkh fd mlus fudksykbZ dks eqo+Qnes ds ckjs esa D;k
dgrs lquk Fkk] ij igyh ckr rks ;g fd og lc dqN le>h ugha Fkh vkSj
fiQj og dqN 'kCn Hkwy Hkh x;h FkhA bu 'kCnksas dks ;kn djus dk iz;Ru djrh
gqbZ og ,d rji+Q dks pyh x;h vkSj mlus ns[kk fd lqugjh ew¡Nksaokyk ,d
ukStoku mls ns[k jgk gSA og nkfguk gkFk vius irywu dh tsc esa Mkys gq,
Fkk ftlds dkj.k mldk ck;k¡ dUèkk nkfgus dUèks ls dqN uhpk yx jgk Fkk]
ek¡ dks mldh ;g fof'k"Vrk dqN igpkuh gqbZ ekywe gqbZA ij mlus tYnh ls
viuh ihB iQsj yh vkSj ek¡ mls Hkwy x;h] og vius fopkjksa esa [kks;h gqbZ FkhA
ysfdu ,d feuV ckn mlus fdlh dks pqids ls iwNrs lquk %
¶dkSu] og\¸
¶gk¡!¸ fdlh us [+kq'kh&Hkjh t+ksjnkj vkokt+ esa mÙkj fn;kA
ek¡ us eqM+dj pkjksa rji+Q ut+j nkSM+k;hA og ukStoku] ftldk ,d dUèkk
Å¡pk Fkk] ikl gh [kM+k ,d nwljs ukStoku ls ckrsa dj jgk Fkk ftlds dkyh
nk<+h Fkh vkSj tks NksVk&lk dksV vkSj ?kqVuksa rd ds cwV igus FkkA
ek¡ us ijs'kku gksdj ;kn djus dk iz;Ru fd;k fd mlus mls dgk¡ ns[kk
Fkk] ij mls ;kn u vk;kA mldh izcy bPNk gks jgh Fkh fd og yksxkssa dks
vius csVs ds è;s; ds ckjs esa crk;sA og tkuuk pkgrh Fkh fd vkf[k+j yksx
mlds f[k+yki+Q D;k dgrs gSa] rkfd og vUnktk yxk lds fd eqo+Qnes dk
i+QSlyk D;k gksxkA
¶D;k ;gh rjho+Qk gS eqo+Qnek pykus dk\¸ mlus lrdZ jgdj fltkso
ls dguk vkjEHk fd;kA ¶os lkjh nsj ;gh ekywe djus dk iz;Ru djrs gSa fd
fdlus D;k fd;k] bl vksj dksbZ è;ku gh ugha nsrk fd vkf[k+j mUgksaus ,slk
D;ksa fd;kA vkSj os lc cw<+s gSaA ukStokuksa dk eqo+Qnek rks ukStokuksa ds lkeus
is'k gksuk pkfg,---¸
¶gksuk rks ;gh pkfg,]¸ fltkso us lgefr izdV dhA ¶gekjs fy, ;s lc
ckrsa le>uk cgqr dfBu gS] cgqr gh dfBu!¸ mlus fopkjeXu gksdj viuk
flj fgyk;kA
lUrjh us vnkyr ds dejs dk njokt+k [kksy fn;kA
¶dSfn;ksa ds fj'rsnkj! viuk fVdV fn[kk;sa---¸ mlus vkokt+ yxk;hA
¶fVdV!¸ fdlh us O;aX; ls dgkA ¶D;k dksbZ ldZl gS!¸
yksxkssa esa ,d vLi"V&lh >q¡>ykgV fn[kk;h iM+ jgh FkhA os T+;knk ckrsa
dj jgs Fks] mudk ruko de gks x;k Fkk vkSj os ckr&ckr ij lUrfj;ksa ls my>
iM+rs FksA

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fltkso us casp ij viuh txg cSBrs gq, cqncqnkdj dqN dgkA
¶D;k gqvk\¸ ek¡ us iwNkA
¶dksbZ [k+kl ckr ugha! yksx csoo+Qwi+Q gSa---¸
?k.Vh cthA fdlh us fujis{k Hkko esa ?kks"k.kk dh %
¶tt vk jgs gSa!--¸
ttksa us fiQj ykbu yxkdj dejs esa izo's k fd;k vkSj viuh&viuh txgksa
ij mlh Øe ls cSB x;s tSls igys cSBs FksA ttksa ds vkrs gh lc yksx ,d
ckj fiQj [kM+s gks x;sA dSfn;ksa dks mudh txgksa ij igq¡pk;k x;kA
¶t+jk dystk Fkkedj cSBks!¸ fltkso us eUn Loj esa dgkA ¶ljdkjh
odhy Hkk"k.k djus tk jgs gSaA¸
ek¡ fdlh Hk;kud ckr dh u;h vk'kadk ls viuk iwjk 'kjhj vkxs
>qdkdj è;ku ls lquus yxhA
ljdkjh odhy ttksa ds cxy esa mudh rji+Q eq¡g fd;s ,d dqguh est
ij fVdk;s [kM+k FkkA xgjh lk¡l ysdj vkSj viuk nkfguk gkFk ?kqekdj og
cksyus yxkA mlds igys 'kCn ek¡ dks Bhd ls lquk;h ugha fn;sA mldh vkokt+
eksVh vkSj izokge; Fkh ij izokg dh xfr esa vlekurk Fkh μ dHkh rst+ gks
tkrh Fkh] dHkh èkhehA FkksM+h nsj rd rks 'kCn èkhjs&èkhjs vkSj leku xfr ls vkrs
jgrs Fks tSls dksbZ cM+h esgur ls VIis Mky jgk gks fiQj lglk os ny ck¡èkdj
bl rjg xw¡t mBrs tSls xqM+ ij efD[k;k¡ fHkufHkukrh gSaA ij ek¡ dks bu 'kCnksa
esa dksbZ Hk;kud ckr izrhr ugha gqb± ;s 'kCn] tks ci+QZ dh rjg lnZ vkSj jk[k
dh rjg csjax Fks] dejs ds okrkoj.k esa rSj jgs Fks vkSj èkhjs&èkhjs mlesas ,d
,slh oLrq dk lapkj dj jgs Fks tks cgqr ckjhd lw[kh èkwy dh rjg v#fpdj
FkhA ;g Hkk"k.k] ftlesa bruk izokg gksrs gq, Hkh Hkkoukvksa dk loZFkk vHkko Fkk]
ikosy vkSj mlds lkfFk;ksa ds dkukssa rd ekuks igq¡p gh ugha jgk Fkk_ de ls
de mu ij bldk dksbZ izHkko ugha gks jgk FkkA os ogk¡ igys dh rjg gh
fuf'pUr Hkko ls cSBs Fks] pqids&pqids vkil esa ckrsa dj jgs Fks] dHkh&dHkh
eqLdjk nsrs vkSj dHkh viuh g¡lh Nqikus ds fy, R;ksfj;k¡ p<+k ysrsA
¶>wB cksyrk gS!¸ fltkso us nch tcku esa dgkA
ek¡ bl fo"k; esa fu'p; ds lkFk dqN Hkh u dg ldrh FkhA ljdkjh
odhy fcuk fdlh viokn ds lHkh dSfn;ksa ij vkjksi yxk jgk FkkA ikosy ds
ckjs esa dg pqdus ds ckn mlus Ý+;ksnksj ds ckjs esa cksyuk 'kq: fd;k vkSj tc
og Ý+;ksnksj ds ckjs esa lc dqN dg pqdk] rks mlus cqfdu dh [k+cj ysuk 'kq:

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fd;kA ,slk izrhr gksrk Fkk fd og ,d&,d djds mudks cM+h fofèk ls ,d
FkSys esa j[krk tk jgk gSA ij mlds 'kCnksa ds 'kkfCnd vFkZ ls ek¡ lUrq"V ugha
Fkh_ bu 'kCnksa dks lqudj u og mÙksftr gks jgh Fkh u Hk;Hkhr ghA mlds ân;
esa vHkh rd fdlh Hk;kog pht+ dh vk'kadk cuh gqbZ Fkh vkSj og bu 'kCnksa
ls ijs μ mlds psgjs esa] mldh vk¡[kksa esa] mldh vkokt+ esa] mlds ml li+Qsn
gkFk esas ftls og yxkrkj cM+s vUnkt ls fgyk jgk Fkk μ ml Hk;kog oLrq
dks [kkstus yxhA ogk¡ dksbZ Hk;kog pht+ Fkh t+:jA ek¡ tkurh Fkh fd og gS]
ij vius ân; dh psrkouh ds ckotwn og mls idM+ ugha ik jgh Fkh] mldh
O;k[;k ugha dj ik jgh FkhA
mlus ttksa dh rji+Q ns[kkA os ljdkjh odhy ds Hkk"k.k ls Åc x;s FksA
muds fu"izk.k] csjax vkSj ihys psgjksa ij dksbZ Hkko O;Dr ugha gks jgk FkkA
ljdkjh odhy ds 'kCnksa ls ,d vn`'; dqgjk&lk Nk x;k] ;g dqgjk ttksa
ds pkjksa rji+Q cgqr ?kuk gks x;k Fkk vkSj mlus mUgsa mnklhurk vkSj 'kSfFkY;iw.kZ
izrh{kk ds cknyksa esa Nqik fy;k FkkA cM+k tt ydM+h dh rjg lhèkk rudj
cSBk gqvk Fkk vkSj FkksM+h&FkksM+h nsj ckn mldh ,sud ds ihNsokys nks csjax èkCcs
æohHkwr gksdj mldh eq[kkÑfr ds foo.kZ foLrkj esa ?kqy&fey tkrs FksA
bl fu'psr mnklhurk] bl Hkkoghu fojfDr dks ns[kdj ek¡ ds eu esa
cjcl ;g iz'u mBrk Fkk %
¶D;k ;s yksx lpeqp balki+Q djus cSBs gSa\¸
;g iz'u mBrs gh mldk ân; ladqfpr gks mBk] èkhjs&èkhjs mlds ân;
ls lkjk Hk; fupqM+ x;k vkSj mlesa dsoy Bsl dh ,d rhoz Hkkouk cko+Qh jg
x;hA
ljdkjh odhy dk Hkk"k.k vpkud lekIr gks x;kA mlus Hkk"k.k lekIr
djrs gq, dqN VIis vkSj ekjs vkSj ttksa dh rji+Q cM+s lEeku ls >qddj cSB
x;k vkSj vius gkFk eyus yxkA ek'kZy vkiQ fn uksfcfyVh us mldh rji+Q
ns[kdj flj fgyk;k vkSj viuh vk¡[ksa upkus yxk_ es;j us viuk gkFk vkxs c<+k
fn;k vkSj ftykèkh'k cSBk viuh rksan dks ?kwjrk jgk vkSj eqLdjkrk jgkA
;g ckr Li"V Fkh fd tt mlds Hkk"k.k ls [+kq'k ugha FksA mu ij dksbZ
izHkko ugha gqvkA
¶vc]¸ cw<+s us ,d dkx+t+ viuh vk¡[kksa ds cgqr ikl ykdj dguk 'kq:
fd;k] ¶vnkyr iQsnksls;so] ekjdkso vkSj txkjkso ds odhy dk c;ku
lquxs hA¸
og odhy] ftls ek¡ us fudksykbZ ds ?kj ij ns[kk Fkk] mBdj [kM+k gqvkA

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mldk psgjk pkSM+k vkSj g¡leq[k Fkk_ mldh NksVh&NksVh vk¡[ksa bl rjg pedrh
Fkha] ekuks mldh yky Hkoksa ds uhps ls nks rst+ Nqfj;k¡ ckgj fudyh gqbZ gksa tks
dSafp;ksa dh rjg gok dks dkV jgh FkhaA og Å¡ps Loj easa] lki+Q&lki+Q vkSj cM+s
bRehuku ls cksy jgk Fkk] ij ek¡ mldk Hkk"k.k le> ugha ldhA
¶le>ha mlus D;k dgk\¸ fltkso us pqids ls ek¡ ds dku esa dgkA
¶le>ha\ mlus dgk fd dSnh ml oD+r vius gks'k esa ugha FksA esjk Ý+;ksnksj rks
,slk ugha ekywe gksrkA¸
ek¡ bruh {kqCèk Fkh fd og dksbZ mÙkj u ns ldhA mldh Bsl dh Hkkouk
c<+rh x;h] ;gk¡ rd fd og mlds fny ij ,d cks> cu x;hA vc mldh
le> esa lki+Q vk jgk Fkk fd mlus U;k; dh vk'kk dh FkhA mls vk'kk Fkh
fd mlds csVs vkSj ml ij vkjksi yxkus okyksa ds chp cM+h bZekunkjh ls
i+QSlyk fd;k tk;sxk] mls vk'kk Fkh fd tt mlls cM+h nsj rd vkSj cgqr
è;ku nsdj ;g ekywe djus dk iz;Ru djsaxs fd fdu Hkkoukvksa us mls ,slk
djus ij mRizsfjr fd;k_ fd os mlds leLr fopkjksa rFkk deks± dks iSuh n`f"V
ls tk¡psaxsA vkSj tc os lPpkbZ dks ns[ksaxs] rks os U;k;fiz;rk ds lkFk Å¡ps Loj
esa ?kks"k.kk djsaxs %
¶;g vkneh lgh gS!¸
ij ;g dqN Hkh ugha gqvkA ,slk izrhr gksrk Fkk fd vfHk;qDrksa vkSj ttksa
ds chp ,d vikj nwjh Fkh vkSj ;g Li"V Fkk fd dSfn;ksa ds fy, ;s tt
fcYdqy csdkj FksA viuh Fkdu ds dkj.k ek¡ dks eqo+Qnes dh dkjZokbZ esa dksbZ
fnypLih ugha jg x;h vkSj tks dqN ogk¡ dgk tk jgk Fkk mls og vc lqu
Hkh ugh jgh FkhA
¶eqo+Qnek blh dks dgrs gSa\¸ mlus >q¡>ykdj vius eu esa lkspkA
¶dl&dlds yxk;s tkvks!¸ fltkso us iz'kalk ds Hkko ls ncs Loj esa
dgkA
bl le; ,d nwljk odhy cksy jgk FkkA og ,d NksVs&ls MhyMkSy
dk vkneh Fkk] ukd&uD'kk cgqr mHkjk gqvk] psgjs dk jax ihyk] ,slk ekywe
gksrk Fkk fd eq¡g fp<+k jgk gSA tt chp&chp esa mls Vksdrs tk jgs FksA
ljdkjh odhy lglk Øksèk esa vkdj mNy [kM+k gqvk vkSj mlus
vnkyr dh dkjZokbZ ds ckjs esa dqN dgk ftl ij cw<+s tt us mls èkhjs ls euk
fy;kA odhy cM+s lEeku ls flj >qdk;s lqurk jgk vkSj fiQj mlus viuk
Hkk"k.k tkjh j[kkA
¶ckr dh rg rd igq¡p tkvks!¸ fltkso us dgkA

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 odhy ds rh{.k vkjksi bu eksVh [kkyokys ttksa ij Nqjh dh rjg okj
dj jgs Fks_ Jksrkvksa dh mÙkstuk c<+rh tk jgh FkhA ,slk izrhr gksrk Fkk fd
mlds okd~pkrq;Z ds rh[ks izgkj dk eqdkcyk djus ds fy, rhuksa tt eq¡g
yVdk;s mnkl&mnkl&ls ,d&nwljs ls lVs cSBs FksA
blds ckn ikosy mBdj [kM+k gqvk vkSj dejs esa fcYdqy [k+keks'kh Nk
x;hA ek¡ vkxs >qddj lquus yxhA ikosy cM+s 'kkUr Hkko ls cksy jgk FkkA
¶ikVhZ ds ,d lnL; dh gSfl;r ls eSa dsoy viuh ikVhZ ds i+QSlys
dks gh ekurk gw¡] blfy, eSa viuh li+QkbZ esa dqN ugha dgw¡xk_ ysfdu vius
lkfFk;kssa ds dgus ij] ftUgksaus Hkh viuh li+QkbZ esa dqN dgus ls badkj dj fn;k
gS] eSa vki yksxksa dks dqN ,slh ckrsa le>kus dh dksf'k'k d:¡xk ftUgsa vki ugha
le> lds gSaA ljdkjh odhy us dgk gS fd lkekftd&tuokn ds >.Ms ds
uhps gekjk izn'kZu 'kklu&lÙkk ds f[k+yki+Q foæksg Fkk vkSj mlus ges'kk gesa bl
ut+j ls ns[kk gS fd ge t+kj dk r[+rk myVus dh dksf'k'k dj jgs FksA eSa bl
ckr dks lki+Q dj nsuk pkgrk gw¡ fd ge t+kj ds fujadq'k 'kklu dks ,dek=k
c¡èku ugha le>rs ftlus gekjs ns'k dks tdM+ j[kk gS_ ;g dsoy igyh tathj
gS ftlls vius ns'k dh turk dks eqDr djkuk gekjk drZO; gS---¸
ikosy vius n`<+ Loj eas cksyrk jgk vkSj dejs eas fuLrCèkrk vkSj xgjh
gksrh x;h_ ,slk izrhr gksrk Fkk fd og dejk cM+k gksrk tk jgk gS vkSj ikosy
dk dn dqN vkSj c<+ x;k gS vkSj og lc ij Nk;k gqvk gSA
tt dqN cspSu gksdj viuh dqflZ;ksa ij igyw cny jgs FksA ek'kZy vkiQ
fn uksfcfyVh us ml mnklhu lwjrokys tt ds dku esa dqN dgk vkSj mlus
flj fgykdj cw<+s tt ds nkfgus dku esa dqN dgk vkSj blh le; ml chekj
lwjrokys tt us mlds ck;sa dku eas dqN dgkA nkfguh ck;ha nksuksa rji+Q Mksyus
ls >q¡>ykdj cw<+s tt us Å¡ps Loj esa dqN dgk] ij ikosy ds Hkk"k.k ds ikVnkj
rFkk lqxe izokg eas mldh vkokt+ Mwcdj jg x;hA
¶ge lektoknh gSaA bldk eryc gS fd ge futh lEifÙk ds f[k+yki+Q
gSa_ futh lEifÙk dh i¼fr lekt dks fNUu&fHkUu dj nsrh gS] yksxksa dks
,d&nwljs dk nq'eu cuk nsrh gS] yksxksa ds ijLij fgrksa esa ,d ,slk }s"k iSnk
dj nsrh gS ftls feVk;k ugha tk ldrk] bl }s"k dks Nqikus ;k U;k;&laxr
Bgjkus ds fy, og >wB dk lgkjk ysrh gS vkSj >wB] eDdkjh vkSj ?k`.kk ls gj
vkneh dh vkRek dks nwf"kr dj nsrh gSA gekjk fo'okl gS fd og lekt] tks
balku dks dsoy dqN nwljs balkuksa dks èkuoku cukus dk lkèku le>rk gS]
vekuqf"kd gS vkSj gekjs fgrksa ds fo#¼ gSA ge ,sls lekt dh >wB vkSj eDdkjh

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ls Hkjh gqbZ uSfrd i¼fr dks Lohdkj ugha dj ldrsA O;fDr ds izfr mlds
joS;s esa tks csg;kbZ vkSj Øwjrk gS mldh ge fuUnk djrs gSAa bl lekt us O;fDr
ij tks 'kkjhfjd rFkk uSfrd nklrk Fkksi j[kh gS] ge mlds gj :i ds f[k+yki+Q
yM+uk pkgrs gSa vkSj yM+saxs_ dqN yksxksa ds LokFkZ vkSj yksHk ds fgr esa balkuksa
dks dqpyus ds ftrus lkèku gSa ge mu lcds f[k+yki+Q yM+saxsA ge et+nwj gSa_
ge os yksx gSa ftudh esgur ls cPpksa ds f[kykSuksas ls ysdj cM+h&cM+h e'khuksa
rd nqfu;k dh gj pht+ rS;kj gksrh gS_ fiQj Hkh gesa gh viuh ekuoksfpr
izfr"Bk dh j{kk djus ds vfèkdkj ls oafpr j[kk tkrk gSA dksbZ Hkh vius futh
LokFkZ ds fy, gekjk 'kks"k.k dj ldrk gSA bl le; ge de ls de bruh
vktknh gkfly dj ysuk pkgrs gSa fd vkxs pydj ge lkjh lÙkk vius gkFkksa
esa ys ldsaA gekjs ukjs cgqr lhèks&lkns gSa % futh lEifÙk dk uk'k gks μ mRiknu
ds lkjs lkèku turk dh lEifÙk gksa μ lÙkk turk ds gkFk esa gks μ gj vkneh
dks dke djuk pkfg,A vc vki le> x;s gksaxs fd ge foæksgh ugha gSa!¸
ikosy èkhjs ls eqLdjk;k vkSj èkhjs&èkhjs vius ckyksa esa m¡xfy;k¡ iQsjus
yxkA mldh uhyh vk¡[kksa dh ped igys ls cgqr c<+ x;h FkhA
¶eSa rqels dgrk gw¡ fd cl eryc Hkj dh ckr dgks!¸ cw<+s us t+ksj ls
Li"V Loj esa dgk vkSj ikosy dh vksj eqM+dj ns[kkA ek¡ dh dYiuk esa ;g
ckr vk;h fd ml tt dh fuLrst ck;ha vk¡[k esa yksyqirk vkSj dqRlk dh
ped FkhA rhuksa tt mlds csVs dks ns[k jgs Fks] mudh ut+jsa mlds pssgjs ij
teh gqbZ Fkha] ,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk fd os viuh iSuh ut+jksa ls mldh 'kfDr
pwls ys jgs gSa_ os mlds [+kwu ds I;kls yx jgs Fks] ekuks blls muds 'kfDrghu
'kjhj esa fiQj ls tku vk tk;sxhA ijUrq ikosy viuk yEck&pkSM+k cfy"B 'kjhj
fy;s lkgl ds Hkko ls lhèkk rudj [kM+k Fkk vkSj viuk gkFk mBkdj dg jgk
Fkk %
¶ge ØkfUrdkjh gSa vkSj ml oD+r rd ØkfUrdkjh jgsaxs tc rd bl
nqfu;k esa ;g gkyr jgsxh fd dqN yksx fli+QZ gqDe nsrs gSa vkSj dqN yksx fli+QZ
dke djrs gSaA ge ml lekt ds f[k+yki+Q gSa ftlds fgrksa dh j{kk djus dh
vki tt yksxksa dks vkKk nh x;h gSA ge mlds dV~Vj nq'eu gSa vkSj vkids
Hkh vkSj tc rd bl yM+kbZ esa gekjh thr u gks tk;s] gekjh vkSj vkidh dksbZ
lqyg eqefdu ugha gSA vkSj ge et+nwjksa dh thr ;dhuh gS! vkids ekfyd
mrus rkdroj ugha gSa ftruk fd os vius vkidks le>rs gSaA ogh lEifÙk ftls
cVksjus vkSj ftldh j{kk djus ds fy, os vius ,d b'kkjs ij yk[kkssa yksxksa dh
tku dqckZu dj nsrs gSa] ogh 'kfDr ftldh cnkSyr os gekjs Åij 'kklu djrs

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gSa] muds chp vkilh >xM+ksa dk dkj.k cu tkrh gS vkSj mUgsa 'kkjhfjd rFkk
uSfrd :i ls u"V dj nsrh gSA lEifÙk dh j{kk djus ds fy, mUgsa cgqr Hkkjh
o+Qher pqdkuh iM+rh gSA vly ckr rks ;g gS fd vki lc yksx] tks gekjs
ekfyd curs gSa] gels T+;knk xqyke gSaA gekjk rks fli+QZ 'kjhj xqyke gS] ysfdu
vkidh vkRek,¡ xqyke gSaA vkids dUèks ij vkidh vknrkssa vkSj iwoZ&èkkj.kkvksa
dk tks tqvk j[kk gS mls vki mrkjdj iQsad ugha ldrsA ysfdu gekjh vkRek
ij dksbZ cUèku ugha gSA vki gesa tks t+gj fiykrs jgrs gSa og mu t+gjekj nokvksa
ls dgha det+ksj gksrk gS tks vki gekjs fnekxksa esa viuh ethZ ds f[k+yki+Q
m¡M+syrs jgrs gSaA gekjh psruk fnu&c&fnu c<+rh tk jgh gS vksj lcls vPNs
yksx] os lHkh yksx ftudh vkRek,¡ 'kq¼ gSa gekjh vksj f[kapdj vk jgs gSa_ buesa
vkids oxZ ds yksx Hkh gSaA vki gh nssf[k;s μ vkids ikl dksbZ ,slk vkneh
ugha gS tks vkids oxZ ds fl¼kUrksa dh j{kk dj lds_ vkids os lc rdZ
[kks[kys gks pqds gSa tks vkidks bfrgkl ds U;k; ds ?kkrd izgkj ls cpk ldsa]
vkiesa u;s fopkjksa dks tUe nsus dh {kerk ugha jg x;h gS] vkidh vkRek,¡
futZu gks pqdh gSaA gekjs fopkj c<+ jgs gSa] vfèkd 'kfDr'kkyh gksrs tk jgs gSa]
os tu&lkèkkj.k esa izsj.kk iQw¡d jgs gSa vkSj mUgsa LorU=krk ds laxzke ds fy,
laxfBr dj jgs gSaA ;g tkudj fd et+nwj oxZ dh Hkwfedk fdruh egku gS]
lkjh nqfu;k ds et+nwj ,d egku 'kfDr ds :i esa laxfBr gks jgs gSa μ u;k
thou ykus dh tks izfØ;k py jgh gS] mlds eqdkcys esa vkids ikl Øwjrk
vkSj csg;kbZ ds vykok vkSj dqN ugha gSA ijUrq vkidh csg;kbZ cgqr HkksaMh gS
vkSj vkidh Øwjrk ls gekjk Øksèk vkSj c<+rk gSA tks gkFk vkt gekjk cyk ?kksVa us
ds fy, bLrseky fd;s tkrs gSa ogh dy lkfFk;ksa dh rjg gekjs gkFk Fkke ysus
dks vkxs c<+saxsA vkidh 'kfDr /ku c<+krs jgus dh e'khuh 'kfDr gS] mlus
vkidks ,sls nyksa eas ck¡V fn;k gS tks ,d&nwljs dks [kk tkuk pkgrs gSaA gekjh
'kfDr lkjh esgurd'k turk dh ,drk dh fujUrj c<+rh gqbZ psruk dh
thou&'kfDr esa gSA vki yksx tks dqN djrs gSa og ikfi;ksa dk dke gS] D;ksafd
og yksxksa dks xqyke cuk nsrk gSA vki yksxksa ds feF;k izpkj vkSj yksHk us
fi'kkpksa vkSj jk{klksa dh vyx ,d nqfu;k cuk nh gS ftldk dke yksxksa dks
Mjkuk&èkedkuk gSA gekjk dke turk dks bu fi'kkpkssa ls eqDr djkuk gSA vki
yksxksa us euq"; dks thou ls vyx djds mls u"V dj fn;k gS_ lektokn
vkids gkFkksa VqdM+s&VqdM+s dh x;h nqfu;k dks tksM+dj ,d egku :i nsrk gS
vkSj ;g gksdj jgsxk!¸
ikosy #dk vkSj mlus ,d ckj fiQj T+;knk t+ksj nsdj ij èkhes Loj esa

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dgk %
¶;g gksdj jgsxk!¸
tt vkil esa dkukiQwlh djus vkSj rjg&rjg ds eq¡g cukus yxs] ij
mUgksaus viuh yypk;h gqbZ ut+jsa ikosy ds psgjs ij ls ugha gVk;haA ek¡ dks ,slk
yxk fd os viuh oØ n`f"V ls] ftlesa ikosy ds LokLF; vkSj cy rFkk LiQwfrZ
ds izfr bZ";kZ Hkjh gqbZ Fkh] mlds cfy"B 'kjhj dks fo"kkDr dj jgs gSaA dSnh
vius lkFkh dk Hkk"k.k cM+s è;ku ls lqu jgs Fks] muds psgjksa dk jax ;|fi ihyk
Fkk] ij mudh vk¡[ksa g"kZ ls ped jgh FkhaA ek¡ vius csVs ds 'kCnksa dks ve`r
dh cw¡nksa dh rjg ih jgh Fkh vkSj os mlds efLr"d ij bl izdkj vafdr gks
x;s] ekuks fdlh us os iafDr;k¡ mlds efLr"d ij xeZ yksgs ls nkx nh gksaA dbZ
ckj fdlh u fdlh ckr ds Li"Vhdj.k ds fy, cw<+s tt us ikosy dks chp
esa Vksdk vkSj ,d ckj rks og mnkl Hkko ls eqLdjk;k HkhA ikosy gj ckj #d
tkrk] ij fiQj 'kkUr n`<+rk ds lkFk cksyus yxrk ftlds dkj.k yksx mldh
ckr lquus ij ckè; gksrs_ mldh bPNk'kfDr us ttksa dh bPNk'kfDr dks vius
o'k esa dj fy;k FkkA ijUrq vkf[k+jdkj cw<+k tt gkFk mBkdj dqN fpYyk;k]
bl ij ikosy ds Loj esa fdafpr O;aX; dk iqV vk x;kA
¶eSa cl [kre gh dj jgk gw¡A eSa vkidh futh Hkkoukvksa dks dksbZ Bsl
igq¡pkuk ugha pkgrk] cfYd blds foijhr tc eSa ;gk¡ cSBk viuh bPNk ds
fo#¼ vkids bl <kasx dks ns[k jgk Fkk] ftls vki eqo+Qnek dgrs gSa] rks eq>
vkids lkFk cM+h gennhZ gksus yxhA vkf[k+jdkj vki Hkh balku gSa vkSj fdlh
Hkh balku dks] pkgs og gekjs y{; dk nq'eu gh D;ksa u gks] ik'kfod cy dh
lsok esa brus yTtkLin <ax ls ifrr gksrs ns[kdj] ekuo lEeku dh Hkkouk ls
bruh iw.kZr% oafpr ns[kdj] cM+s vieku dk vuqHko gksrk gS---¸
;g dgdj og ttksa dh rji+Q ns[ks fcuk cSB x;k] ij ek¡ ne lkèks mUgsa
ns[krh jghA
dldj ikosy dk gkFk nckrs le; vUæsbZ dk psgjk f[ky mBkA
leksbykso] ekftu vkSj nwljs vfHk;qDr mldh rji+Q vkxs >qds vkSj muds bl
iz'kalk ds O;ogkj ij ikosy dqN 'kjekdj eqLdjk fn;kA mlus ek¡ dh vksj
ns[kdj bl Hkko ls flj fgyk;k] ekuks iwN jgk gks %
¶rqe lUrq"V rks gks\¸
ek¡ us ,d g"kZ&Hkjh vkg ls mldk mÙkj fn;k vkSj mlds psgjs ij eerk
dh ,d ygj nkSM+ x;hA
¶vc vlyh eqo+Qnek 'kq: gksrk gS!¸ fltkso us eUn Loj esa dgkA

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¶mlus cgqr [kjh&[kjh lquk nh] D;ksa gS u\¸
ek¡ us fcuk dqN mÙkj fn;s flj fgyk fn;k] mls bl ckr dh [+kq'kh Fkh
fd mldk csVk bruk fuMj gksdj cksyk Fkk μ 'kk;n mls bl ckr dh vkSj
Hkh T+;knk [+kq'kh Fkh fd mlus viuk Hkk"k.k lekIr dj fy;k FkkA ijUrq ,d
iz'u mlds efLr"d dks fujUrj dksaprk jgk %
¶vc os D;k djsaxs\¸

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mlds csVs us dksbZ ckr ,slh ugha dgh Fkh tks ek¡ ds fy, u;h jgh gksA
ek¡ mlds lHkh fopkjksa ls Hkyh Hkk¡fr ifjfpr Fkh] ij ;gk¡ vnkyr ds lkeus
igyh ckj mls ;g vkHkkl gqvk fd mldk csVk ftl fopkjèkkjk dk vuq;k;h
gS mlesa fdruk fofp=k vkd"kZ.k gSA ikosy ds xEHkhj rFkk 'kkUr LoHkko ij ek¡
dks vk'p;Z gqvk vkSj mldk Hkk"k.k rks mlds fy, ,d ,sls pednkj flrkjs
dh rjg Fkk tks vius è;s; ds izfr mldh vkLFkk vkSj vUrr% viuh fot;
ds izfr mlds fo'okl dk izrhd FkkA ek¡ lksp jgh Fkh fd vc tt yksx mlls
xjekxje cgl NsM+ nsaxs] ØksèkiwoZd mldh gj ckr dk [k.Mu djsaxs vkSj Lo;a
vius fopkj izLrqr djsaxsA ysfdu blds ctk; vUæsbZ mBk vkSj dqN >wedj
mlus Hkosa rkudj ttksa dh rji+Q ns[kk vkSj cksyk %
¶ekuuh; odhyks---¸
¶rqe ttksa ls ckr dj jgs gks odhyksa ls ugha!¸ ml chekj lwjrokys tt
us Øq¼ gksdj Å¡ps Loj esa dgkA ek¡ us vUæsbZ ds psgjs ij 'kjkjr dk Hkko ns[kk_
mldh ew¡Nsa iQM+d jgh Fkha vkSj mldh vk¡[kksa esa ogh fpj&ifjfpr fcfYy;ksa
dh vk¡[kksa tSlh ped FkhA mlus vius irys&irys yEcs gkFk ls viuk flj
t+ksj ls jxM+k vkSj ,d vkg HkjhA
¶vPNk] ;g ckr gS\¸ mlus viuk flj fgykrs gq, dgkA ¶eq>s rks ,slk
yxrk gS fd vki tt ugha dsoy odhy gSa---¸
¶eSa dgrk gw¡ eryc dh ckr djks!¸ cw<+s us #[kkbZ ls dgkA
¶eryc dh\ vPNh ckr gS] rks eku yhft;s eSa FkksM+h nsj dks bl ckr
ij ;dhu fd;s ysrk gw¡ fd vki yksx lpeqp tt gSa] eku&e;kZnk vkSj LorU=k
fopkjokys yksx gSa---¸
¶vnkyr dks rqEgkjh lun dh t+:jr ugha gS!¸
¶lp\ [k+jS eSa rks viuh ckr tkjh j[krk gw-¡ -- vPNk] rks eku yhft;s vki
fu"i{k yksx gSa] vki igys ls fdlh ds ckjs esa dksbZ jk; ugha o+Qk;e djrs]

ek¡ @ 371
vkids fny esa ^rsjk* vkSj ^esjk* fcYdqy ugha gSA vkids lkeus nks vkneh yk;s
tkrs gSaA ,d dgrk gS % ^blus eq>s ywVk gS vkSj ekjrs&ekjrs esjk dpwej fudky
fn;k gS!* nwljk dgrk gS % ^eq>s yksxksa dks ywVus vkSj ekjrs&ekjrs mudk dpwej
fudky nsus dk vfèkdkj gS] D;ksafd esjs gkFk esa cUnwd gS---* ¸
¶D;k rqEgsa eryc dh dksbZ ckr ugha dguh gS\¸ cw<s+ us viuk Loj Å¡pk
djrs gq, iwNkA mldk gkFk dk¡i jgk Fkk_ ek¡ [+kq'k gqbZ fd og cgqr X+kqLlk gSA
ij mls vUæsbZ dk ;g O;ogkj vPNk ugha yxk μ og mlds csVs ds Hkk"k.k
ls esy ugha [kkrk FkkA og pkgrh Fkh fd muds rdZ esa xEHkhjrk vkSj e;kZnk
gksA
mØbuh fiQj cksyuk vkjEHk djus ls igys pqipki cw<+s tt dks ns[krk
jgkA
¶eryc dh\¸ mlus viuk ekFkk iksaNdj xEHkhj eqæk cukrs gq, dgkA
¶eSa vkils eryc dh ckr D;ksa d:¡\ bl oD+r vkids fy, ftruk tkuuk
t+:jh gS og lc esjs lkFkh us vkils dg fn;k gSA cko+Qh tks gS og nwljs yksx
viuh ckjh vkus ij vkils dgsaxs---¸
cw<+k tt viuh dqlhZ ls mBdj [kM+k gks x;k vkSj fpYyk;k %
¶cSB tkvks! blds ckn μ fxzxksjh leksbykso!¸
mØbuh vius gksaB Hkhapdj cM+s bRehuku ls cSB x;kA leksbykso mBk
vkSj vius ?kq¡?kjkys cky ihNs dks >Vddj mlds cxy esa [kM+k gks x;kA
¶ljdkjh odhy us esjs lkfFk;ksa dks taxyh dgk gS] lH;rk dk nq'eu
dgk gS---¸
¶fli+QZ ogh ckrsa dgks ftudk bl eqo+Qnes ls lEcUèk gks!¸
¶esjh ckr dk lEcUèk bl eqo+Qnes ls gh gSA ,slh dksbZ ckr gS gh ugha
ftlesa bZekunkj yksxksa dks fnypLih u gksA vki esgjckuh djds eq>s chp esa
er Vksfd;sA eSa ;g tkuuk pkgrk gw¡ fd vkf[k+j vki lH;rk dgrs fdls gSa\¸
¶ge yksx ;gk¡ rqels 'kkL=kkFkZ djus ds fy, ugha cSBs gSa! bèkj&mèkj dh
ckrsa fcYdqy u gksuh pkfg,!¸ cw<+s us vius nk¡r [kksydj dgkA
vUæsbZ ds O;ogkj ls ttksa ds joS;s esa ,d ifjorZu vk x;k Fkk μ ,slk
ekywe gksrk Fkk fd tSls mu ij ls dksbZ fNydk mrkj fy;k x;k gksA muds
csjax psgjksa ij èkCcs&ls iM+ x;s vkSj mudh vk¡[kksa esa gjh&gjh B.Mh fpaxkfj;k¡
pedus yxhaA mUgsa ikosy dk Hkk"k.k lqudj >q¡>ykgV rks gqbZ Fkh] ij mlds
'kCnksa esa tks 'kfDr Fkh mlls os mldk lEeku djus vkSj fn[kkos ds fy, gh
lgh 'kkUr rFkk xEHkhj cus jgus ij ckè; gq, FksA mØbuh us mudk Åijh

372 @ ek¡
vkoj.k phj fn;k Fkk vkSj mlds uhps dh okLrfodrk dks lkeus [kksydj j[k
fn;k FkkA tt vkil esa dkukiQwlh dj jgs Fks vkSj eq¡g cuk&cukdj cM+s t+ksjksa
ls gkFk fgyk jgs Fks_ lglk muesa bruh LiQwfrZ u tkus dgk¡ ls vk x;h FkhA
¶vki yksxksa dks tklwl cukrs gSa] vki vkSjrksa vkSj yM+fd;ksa dks Hkz"V
djrs gS]a vki enks± dks pksj vkSj gR;kjk cuk nsrs gS]a vki mudh vkRek esa oksn~dk
dk t+gj ?kksyrs gSa] yksxksa ds chp lHkh rjg ds ;q¼] >wB] O;fHkpkj vkSj ccZjrk
μ ;gh gS vkidh lH;rk! ge ,slh lH;rk ds nq'eu gSa!¸
¶eSa rqels dgrk gw¡!¸ cw<+s us fpYykdj dgkA ij leksbykso dk Hkh psgjk
reeek;k gqvk Fkk] mldh vk¡[ksa ped jgh Fkha] mlus ph[k+dj mÙkj fn;k %
¶ge ml nwljh lH;rk dk lEeku vkSj dnj djrs gSa ftldk izpkj
djus okyksa dks vki tsyksa esa lM+krs rFkk ikxy cuk nsrs gSa---¸
¶cSB tkvks! vc Ý+;ksnksj ekftu!¸
NksVs dnokyk Ý+;ksnksj ekftu mNydj rhj dh rjg lhèkk [kM+k gks x;kA
¶eSa--- eSa dle [kkdj dgrk gw¡! eSa tkurk gw¡ fd vki yksxksa us esjs fy,
ltk igys ls r; dj yh gS]¸ mlus gk¡iQrs gq, dgk] mldk psgjk bruk ihyk
iM+ x;k Fkk fd cl mldh vk¡[ksa gh fn[kk;h ns jgh FkhaA ¶ysfdu eSa dle
[kkdj dgrk gw¡ fd vki eq>s pkgs tgk¡ Hkh Hkst nsa eSa ogk¡ ls Hkkx vkÅ¡xk vkSj
viuk dke djrk jgw¡xk] ft+Unxh Hkj ;gh dke djrk jgw¡xkA¸ mlus ,d gkFk
Åij mBk;k ekuks 'kiFk ys jgk gks vkSj cksyk] ¶eSa dle [kkdj dgrk gw¡!¸
fltkso t+ksj ls xqjkZ;k vkSj viuh txg ij igyw cnydj cSB x;kA
n'kZdksa esa mÙkstuk dh ,d ygj nkSM+ x;h vkSj os cM+s vFkZiw.kZ <ax ls vLiQqV
Loj esa dqN dgus yxsA fdlh vkSjr us flldh yh vkSj fdlh dks [kk¡lh dk
nkSjk iM+ x;kA lUrfj;ksa us dSfn;ksa dks cq¼qvksa dh rjg vk'p;Z ls vkSj Jksrkvksa
dks Øksèk ls ns[kkA tt viuh dqflZ;ksa ij cSBs >we jgs FksA
¶boku xwlso!¸ cw<+s us fpYykdj dgkA
¶eSa dqN dguk ugha pkgrk!¸
¶oklhyh xwlso!¸
¶eSa Hkh dqN ugha dguk pkgrk!¸
¶Ý+;ksnksj cqfdu!¸
og li+Qsn foo.kZ psgjsokyk O;fDr cgqr vylkrk gqvk mBkA
¶vki yksxksa dks vius vki ij 'keZ vkuh pkfg,!¸ mlus viuk flj
fgykrs gq, èkhjs&èkhjs dguk vkjEHk fd;kA ¶eSa cM+k Vs<+k vkneh gw¡] ysfdu eSa
rd bldks le>rk gw¡ fd balki+Q fdl ckr esa gS!¸ mlus viuh ,d ck¡g flj

ek¡ @ 373
ds Åij mBk;h vkSj pqi gksdj viuh vk¡[kas bl izdkj vkèkh ew¡n yha fd tSls
cgqr nwj fdlh pht+ dks ns[k jgk gksA
¶D;k eryc gS rqEgkjk\¸ cw<+s tt us viuh dqlhZ ihNs >qdkrs gq,
vk'p;Z vkSj >q¡>ykgV ls fpYykdj dgkA
¶cl] jgus nhft;s---¸ bruk dgdj cqfdu eq¡g yVdkdj cSB x;kA
mlds 'kCnksa esa dksbZ vR;Ur egÙoiw.kZ ckr fNih gqbZ Fkh μ dksbZ cgqr gh
Hkksysiu dh ckr ftlesa mnklh Hkh Fkh vkSj HkRlZuk HkhA lcus bl ckr dks
vuqHko fd;k] ttksa ds Hkh dku [kM+s gq,] ,slk izrhr gksrk Fkk fd os ml
izfrèofu dh izrh{kk esa Fks tks 'kk;n cqfdu us tks dqN dgk Fkk mlls vfèkd
Li"V gksA dejs esa pkjksa vksj teh gqbZ ci+QZ dk lk lUukVk Nk;k gqvk Fkk]
chp&chp esa dsoy fdlh ds jksus dh nch gqbZ vkokt+ ls gh ;g fuLrCèkrk
Hkax gks tkrh FkhA vkf[k+jdkj ljdkjh odhy vius dUèks fcpdkdj èkhjs ls
g¡lk] ek'kZy vkiQ fn uksfcfyVh dks [kk¡lh vk x;h vkSj yksx [kqlqj&iQqlqj djus
yxsA
¶vc D;k tt yksx cksyasxs\¸ ek¡ us fltkso ds dku esa dgkA
¶lc dkjZokbZ iwjh gks x;h--- vc fli+QZ ltk lqukuk cko+Qh gS---¸
¶cl\¸
¶gk¡] cl---¸
ek¡ dks fo'okl ugha gqvkA
leksbykso dh ek¡ dqN cspSu gksdj casp ij dlelk;h vkSj mlus vius
dUèks rFkk dqguh ls isykxs;k dks Bsy fn;kA
¶D;k eryc\ D;k eqo+Qnek [k+Re gks x;k\ ;g dSls gks ldrk gS\¸
mlus vius ifr ls iwNkA
¶D;ksa ugha gks ldrk] vHkh [+kqn gh ns[k ysuk!¸
¶gekjs xzh'kk dks D;k ltk nsaxs\¸
¶esjk fi.M NksM+ks---¸
gj vkneh dks bl ckr dk vkHkkl Fkk fd fdlh ckr dk mYya?ku fd;k
tk jgk gS] dksbZ xM+cM+ gks jgh gS] dksbZ pht+ VwV jgh gSA yksxksa dh le> esa
dqN ugha vk jgk Fkk_ os viuh vk¡[ksa bl izdkj >idk jgs Fks] ekuks fdlh ,slh
tyrh gqbZ pht+ dk pdkpkSaèk dj nsus okyk izdk'k ns[k jgs gksa ftldh :ijs[kk
fuèkkZfjr u dh tk ldrh gks] ftldk egÙo vLi"V gks] ij ftldh 'kfDr
vnE; gksA pw¡fd os ml cgqr cM+h ckr dks le>us esa vleFkZ Fks ftldk
jgL;ksn~?kkVu lglk muds lkeus gqvk Fkk] blfy, os vius fny dk lkjk xqckj

374 @ ek¡
mu NksVh&NksVh ckrksa ij cgl djds fudky jgs Fks ftUgsa os le>rs FksA
¶lquks] vkf[k+j mu yksxksa us mUgsa viuh ckr iwjh rjg dgus D;ksa ugha
nh\¸ cqfdu ds cM+s HkkbZ us lki+Q rkSj ls dgkA ¶ljdkjh odhy dks rks mUgksaus
tks mlds th esa vk;k dgus dk iwjk ekSo+Qk fn;k---¸
,d vi+Qlj csapksa ds ikl [kM+k yksxksa ds fljksa ds Åij viuk gkFk
fgyk&fgykdj Mk¡Vdj dg jgk Fkk %
¶[k+keks'k jgks! [k+keks'k---¸
leksbykso viuh choh dh ihB ds ihNs >qdk gqvk m[kM+s&m[kM+s okD;
cksy jgk Fkk %
¶vPNk] eku fy;k fd dlwj Fkk mudkA exj mUgsa viuh li+QkbZ nsus dk
ekSo+Qk rks fn;k tkuk pkfg, Fkk! os fdlds f[k+yki+Q gSa\ eSa rks cl ;g tkuuk
pkgrk gw¡! eSa Hkh vius LokFkZ j[krk gw¡---¸
¶'kq%!¸ ml vi+Qlj us leksbykso dh rji+Q m¡xyh mBkdj psrkouh nhA
fltkso mnkl gksdj viuk flj fgykus yxkA
ek¡ viuh ut+jsa ttksa ij tek;s jgh vkSj mlus ns[kk fd vkil esa ckrsa
djrs gq, mudh mÙkstuk c<+rh gh tk jgh gSA mudh vkokt+ dh lnZ vkSj
fpifpih èofu mlds psgjs dk Li'kZ dj jgh Fkh] ftlds dkj.k mlds xky
dk¡i jgs Fks vkSj mlds eq¡g esa ,d vR;Ur csgwnk vkSj v#fpdj Lokn iSnk gks
x;k FkkA u tkus D;ksa mls ,slk yxk fd os mlds csVs vkSj mlds lkfFk;ksa ds
'kjhjksa ds ckjs esa] muds tokuh ls Hkjiwj vaxksa vkSj ekalisf'k;ksa ds ckjs esa ckrsa
dj jgs Fks] ftudh ul&ul esa tokuh dk [+kwu vkSj LiQwfrZ Hkjh gqbZ FkhA ,sls
'kjhjksa dks ns[kdj muds ân; esa fHk[kkfj;ksa tSlh uhp bZ";kZ vkSj jksfx;ksa rFkk
v'kDr yksxksa tSlh vnE; yksyiq rk mRiUu gksrh FkhA muds eqg¡ esa ikuh Hkj vkrk
Fkk vkSj os pkgrs Fks fd muds 'kjhj Hkh ,sls gh gksrs] tks dke dj ldrs vkSj
èku cVksj ldrs] lq[k dk l`tu vkSj Hkksx dj ldrsA vc ;s 'kjhj muds nSfud
thou ds {ks=k ls gVk;s tk jgs Fks] mUgsa jí fd;k tk jgk Fkk] ftldk vFkZ ;g
Fkk fd vc mu ij fdlh dk vfèkdkj ugha gks ldrk Fkk] mudk 'kks"k.k ugha
fd;k tk ldrk Fkk] mudk miHkksx ugha fd;k tk ldrk FkkA vkSj ;gh dkj.k
Fkk fd bu ukStokuksa dks ns[kdj mu cw<+s ttksa ds ân; esa mu th.kZ&'kh.kZ
fgald i'kqvksa tSlk izfr'kksèkiw.kZ rhoz Øksèk mRiUu gksrk Fkk tks vius lkeus rktk
f'kdkj ns[krs Fks] ij mls izkIr djus dh 'kfDr ugha j[krs Fks] ,sls i'kq ftuesa
vU; i'kqvksa dh 'kfDr ls viuk isV Hkjus dh {kerk ugha jg x;h Fkh] vkSj tks
viuh r`fIr ds lkèku dks vius gkFkksa ls fudyrk ns[kdj dsoy xqjkZdj djkg

ek¡ @ 375
mBrs FksA
ttksa dks vkSj è;ku ls ns[kus ij ,sls fofp=k rFkk csrqds fopkj mlds
efLr"d esa vkSj Li"V :i èkkj.k djrs x;sA muesa mu {kqèkkxzLr i'kqvksa tSlh
yksyqirk Fkh tks vius t+ekus esa vPNs ls vPNs f'kdkj dk Lokn ys pqds Fks
vkSj lkFk gh mUgsa viuh csclh ij {kksHk Hkh Fkk_ vkSj os viuh bu Hkkoukvksa
dks Nqikus dk Hkh dksbZ iz;Ru ugha dj jgs FksA mlds fy,] tks ,d vkSjr Fkh
vkSj ,d ek¡ Fkh] ftls vius csVs dk 'kjhj vkRek ls Hkh c<+dj fiz; Fkk] ;g
ns[kuk vR;Ur Hk;kud ckr Fkh fd mu yksxksa dh uhjl vk¡[ksa mlds csVs ds
psgjs ij jsaxs] mlds lhus dks] mlds dUèkksa dks] mldh ck¡gksa dks Nq,¡] thou
ls Hkjiwj mlds ek¡l ls bl rjg jxM+ [kk;sa] ekuks bl ?k"kZ.k ls Lo;a mudh
xfB;kbZ gqbZ ulksa esa cgrs gq, [+kwu vkSj v'kDr ek¡lisf'k;ksa esa fiQj ls xehZ vk
tk;sxhA bu ukStokuksa dks è;ku ls ns[kdj] ftUgsa os ltk nsus dk fu'p; dj
pqds Fks] vkSj ftuds 'kjhjksa ls os vius vkidks ges'kk ds fy, oafpr djus tk
jgs Fks] muds ân; esa tks fyIlk vkSj bZ";kZ mRiUu gqbZ Fkh mlls muds 'kjhj
esa fiQj dqN tku iM+ x;h FkhA ek¡ dYiuk djus yxh fd ikosy dks Hkh bl
fpifpis v#fpdj Li'kZ dk vkHkkl Fkk vkSj mlus mls flgjdj ns[kkA
ikosy ek¡ dks cM+s 'kkUr Hkko ls vkSj I;kj ls ns[k jgk Fkk] mldh n`f"V
esa fdafpr 'kSfFkY; FkkA FkksM+h&FkksM+h nsj ckn og ek¡ dh vksj ns[kdj flj fgyk
nsrk vkSj eqLdjk nsrkA
¶'kh?kz gh μ vktknh!¸ ek¡ us mldh eqLdjkgV esa ;s 'kCn i<+s_ vius
csVs dh eqLdjkgV mls ,slh yx jgh Fkh ekuks og mls cM+s I;kj ls lgyk jgh
gksA
blh le; lc tt mB [kM+s gq,A ek¡ Hkh mB [kM+h gqbZA
¶yks] os py fn;s!¸ fltkso us dgkA
¶ltk r; djus\¸ ek¡ us iwNkA
¶gk¡---¸
vc rd ek¡ ds ân; esa tks ruko Fkk og lglk VwV x;k vkSj Fkdu ds
ekjs mls ewPNkZ&lh vkus yxhA mldh Hkosa iQM+dus yxha vkSj mlds ekFks ij
ilhus dh cw¡nsa Nyd vk;haA mlds ân; ij O;Fkk vkSj fujk'kk dk ,d
cks>&lk fxjk vkSj 'kh?kz gh vnkyr vkSj ttksa ds izfr frjLdkj esa cny x;kA
ek¡ ds flj esa ihM+k gks jgh Fkh_ mlus vius ,d gkFk ls ekFkk nck;k vkSj Åij
ns[kk % dSfn;ksa ds lxs&lEcUèkh dVgjs ds ikl pys x;s Fks vkSj vnkyr dk
dejk yksxksa dh ckrphr ls xw¡t jgk FkkA og Hkh ikosy ds ikl pyh x;h vkSj

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mldk gkFk idM+dj jksus yxh] mldk ân; O;Fkk vkSj g"kZ ls vkUnksfyr gks
mBk Fkk] og ijLij fojksèkh Hkkoukvksa ds tky esa iQ¡lh gqbZ FkhA ikosy cM+s I;kj
ls mlls ckrsa dj jgk Fkk vkSj mØbuh g¡lh&et+ko+Q dj jgk FkkA
lHkh vkSjrsa jks jgh Fkha] O;Fkk ds dkj.k bruk ugha ftruk vknr ls etcwj
gksdjA mu ij vutkus esa vpkud dksbZ eqlhcr dk igkM+ rks VwV ugha iM+k
Fkk_ mUgsa dsoy vius cPpksa ls etcwj gksdj fcNqM+uk iM+ jgk Fkk vkSj blhfy,
os mnkl FkhaA ij fnu Hkj esa mUgksaus tks dqN ns[kk vkSj lquk Fkk mlls mudh
;g O;Fkk Hkh de gks x;h FkhA ekrk&firk vius csVksa dks fefJr Hkkoukvksa ls
ns[k jgs Fks] ftlesa ukStokuh ds izfr vfo'okl vkSj vius dks Js"B le>us dh
ges'kk dh Hkkouk us fofp=k <ax ls ?kqy&feydj ,d ,slh Hkkouk dk :i
èkkj.k dj fy;k Fkk tks cgqr dqN lEeku dh Hkkouk ls feyrh&tqyrh FkhA
vius Hkkoh thou ds ckjs esa muds ân; esa tks fujk'kkiw.kZ fopkj Fks os vk'p;Z
dh ml Hkkouk esa nc x;s tks bu ukStokuksa ds muds ân; esa mRiUu dh Fkh]
tks thou ds ,d nwljs vkSj csgrj rjho+Qs dh lEHkkouk ds ckjs easa bruk fuMj
gksdj cksys FksA Hkkouk,¡ ncdj jg x;h Fkha] D;ksafd yksx mUgsa O;Dr djus esa
vleFkZ Fks_ 'kCnksa ds Hk.Mkj yqVk;s tk jgs Fks] ij diM+ksa] mudh èkqykbZ vkSj
LokLF; tSlh lkèkkj.k pht+ksa ijA
cM+s cqfdu us vius NksVs HkkbZ ls ckrsa djrs gq, gkFk fgykdj dgk %
¶balki+Q cM+h pht+ gS! cl vkSj dqN ugha!¸
¶eSuk dk [k+;ky j[kuk---¸ NksVs HkkbZ us mÙkj fn;kA
¶gk¡] t+:j!--¸
fltkso us vius Hkrhts dh ck¡g idM+dj dgk %
¶vPNk Ý+;ksnksj] rks rqe ge yksxksa dks NksM+dj tk jgs gks---¸
Ý+;ksnksj us >qddj mlds dku esa dqN dgk vkSj cgqr [+kq'k gksdj
eqLdjkus yxkA lUrjh Hkh eqLdjk fn;k] ij 'kh?kz gh viuh eqLdjkgV jksddj
xyk lki+Q djus yxkA
nwljh vkSjrksa dh rjg ek¡ Hkh vius csVs ls diM+ksa vkSj mlds LokLF; ds
ckjs esa ckrsa dj jgh Fkh] ij og mlls lk'kk ds ckjs esa] vius ckjs esa vkSj Lo;a
mlds ckjs esa gt+kjksa loky iwNuk pkgrh FkhA bu lc ckrksa ds Åij vius csVs
ds izfr vlhe I;kj] vkSj mls [+kq'k djus dh] mlls I;kj&Hkjk O;ogkj djus
dh bPNk Nk;h gqbZ FkhA Hkkoh dh vk'kadk èkhjs&èkhjs x+k;c gks x;h] dsoy ttksa
dks vkSj eqo+Qnes dh Hk;kud ckr dks ;kn djds og f[kUu gksdj dk¡i mBrh
FkhA mlds ân; esa fdlh vR;Ur mYykle; vkSj T;ksfreZ; oLrq dk okl gks

ek¡ @ 377
x;k Fkk_ og iwjh rjg rks ugha le> ldh fd og D;k pht+ Fkh] ij mlus
f>>drs&f>>drs mls Lohdkj dj fy;kA mØbuh dks nwljs yksxksa ls ckrsa djrs
ns[kdj vkSj ;g vuqHko djds fd mls ikosy ls Hkh T+;knk fdlh dh eerk
dh t+:jr gS] ek¡ mldh rji+Q eqM+hA
¶ugha ilUn vk;k eq>s rqEgkjk ;g eqo+Qnek!¸ ek¡ us dgkA
¶D;ksa] ek¡\¸ mlus cM+h ÑrKrk ls eqLdjkrs gq, iwNkA ¶cM+h iqjkuh
pDdh gS] ihlrh pyh tk jgh gS---¸
¶mlls fdlh ds fny esa Mj iSnk ugha gqvk vkSj fdlh dks dqN irk
Hkh ugha pykA dkSu lgh gS] dkSu xyr\¸ ek¡ us #d&#ddj dgkA
¶vksgks] rks rqe ;g pkgrh Fkha!¸ vUæbZ us vk'p;Z ls dgkA ¶rks rqEgkjk
;g [k+;ky Fkk fd mUgsa lPpkbZ dk irk yxkus esa fnypLih gS\--¸
¶eSa rks le>rh Fkh fd eqo+Qnek cgqr Hk;kud gksxk---¸ ek¡ us xgjh lk¡l
ysdj eqLdjkrs gq, dgkA
¶tt vk jgs gSa!¸
yksx tYnh&tYnh tkdj viuh txgksa ij cSB x;sA
cM+s tt ,d gkFk est ij fVdk;s vkSj nwljs esa ,d dkx+t+ viuh vk¡[kksa
ds lkeus fd;s vkxs dks >qds gq, [kM+s FksA mUgksaus HkkSajs dh rjg HkuHkukrh gqbZ
ckjhd vkokt+ esa i<+uk 'kq: fd;kA
¶ltk lquk jgs gSa!¸ fltkso us vkxs >qddj è;ku ls lqurs gq, dgkA
dejs esa lUukVk Nk x;kA lc yksx cw<s+ ij ut+jas tek;s [kM+s FksA og NksVk
lk nqcyk&iryk vkneh lhèkk rudj [kM+k gqvk μ ,slk izrhr gksrk Fkk tSls
fdlh dk vn`'; gkFk ,d M.Mk mBk;s gksA nwljs tt Hkh [kM+s gks x;s %
ftykèkh'k ,d rji+Q dks flj >qdk;s Nr ij viuh ut+jsa tek;s gq, Fkk_ es;j
vius nksuksa gkFk lhus ij ck¡èks gq, Fkk vkSj ek'kZy vkiQ fn uksfcfyVh viuh
nk<+h ij gkFk iQsj jgk FkkA og chekj lwjrokyk tt] mldk rksany lkFkh vkSj
ljdkjh odhy lc dSfn;ksas dks ?kwj jgs Fks_ ttksa ds ihNs t+kj rLohj ds pkS[kVs
eas ls uhps ?kwjdj ns[k jgk Fkk] og cM+h rM+d&HkM+dnkj yky onhZ igus gq,
Fkk vkSj mlds psgjs ij mnklhurk dk Hkko Fkk vkSj bl le; mlds psgjs ij
,d eD[kh jsax jgh FkhA
¶fuokZlu!¸ fltkso us cM+s lUrks"k dh lk¡l ysdj dgkA ¶pyks] 'kqØ gS]
i+QSlyk rks gks x;kA eSa rks Mj jgk Fkk fd dBksj ifjJe ds lkFk fuokZlu dh
ltk gksxh! ek¡] ;g csgrj gS!¸
¶eSa rks igys gh ls tkurh Fkh fd ;gh gksxk]¸ ek¡ us Fkds gq, Loj esa

378 @ ek¡
dgkA
¶[k+Sj] vc rks ;dhu gks x;k! mudk dqN Bhd ugha] u tkus D;k dj
nsrs!¸ mlus eqM+dj dSfn;ksa dh rji+Q ns[kk ftUgsa ckgj yk;k tk jgk FkkA
¶fonk] Ý+;ksnksj!¸ mlus fpYykdj dgkA ¶vkSj rqe cko+Qh lc yksxksa dks
Hkh! Hkxoku rqEgsa lq[kh j[ks!¸
ek¡ us pqipki vius csVs vkSj nwljs yksxksa dh rji+Q ns[kdj flj fgyk;kA
og jksuk pkgrh Fkh] ij ,slk djrs mls 'kje vkrh FkhA

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vnkyr ds dejs ls ckgj fudydj tc ek¡ us ns[kk fd jkr gks pqdh
gS] rks mls cM+k vk'p;Z gqvkA pkSjkgksa ij cfÙk;k¡ ty jgh Fkha vkSj vkdk'k ij
rkjs ped jgs FksA dpgjh ds ikl yksxksa ds >q.M ds >q.M tek gks x;s Fks_
lnZ gok esa ci+QZ ds pjejkus dh vkokt+ xw¡t jgh Fkh_ ;qodksa ds Loj lquk;h
ns jgs FksA ,d vkneh us tks Hkwjs jax dk daVksi igus Fkk] fltkso ds psgjs dks
?kwjdj ns[kkA
¶D;k ltk lquk;h x;h\¸ mlus tYnh ls iwNkA
¶fuokZluA¸
¶lcdks\¸
¶gk¡A¸
¶'kqfØ;k!¸
og vkneh pyk x;kA
¶ns[kk\¸ fltkso us dgkA ¶yksxksa dks cM+h fnypLih gS---¸
lglk yxHkx ,d ntZu ukStoku yM+ds&yM+fd;ksa us mUgsa ?ksj fy;k vkSj
muds t+ksj&t+ksj ls tks'k esa vkdj cksyus dh vkokt+ lqudj nwljs yksx Hkh ml
NksVh&lh HkhM+ dh rji+Q f[kapdj vk x;sA ek¡ vkSj fltkso #d x;sA mu yksxksa
us muls iwNk fd D;k ltk feyh] dSfn;ksa dk crkZo dSlk jgk] dkSu&dkSu cksyk
vkSj fdlus&fdlus D;k&D;k dgk_ ;s lc iz'u bruh lPph mRlqdrk ls iwNs
tk jgs Fks fd ek¡ us cM+h [+kq'kh ls mudk tokc fn;kA
¶lTtuks! ;g ikosy Oyklkso dh ek¡ gSa]¸ fdlh us dgk vkSj i+QkSju
[k+keks'kh Nk x;hA
¶eSa vkils gkFk feykuk pkgrk gw¡!¸
fdlh us vius et+cwr gkFk esa ek¡ dh m¡xfy;k¡ nck yha vkSj fdlh us
mÙksftr Loj esa dgk %

ek¡ @ 379
 ¶vkids csVs dk lkgl ge lc ds fy, ,d vkn'kZ gS---¸
¶:lh et+nwj ft+Unkckn!¸ fdlh us t+ksj ls ukjk yxk;kA
ukjs c<+rs x;s vkSj rst+ gksrs x;s_ dHkh ;gk¡ us ukjk yxrk rks dHkh ogk¡
lsA yksx pkjksa rji+Q ls Hkkxs gq, vk jgs Fks vkSj fltkso rFkk ek¡ ds pkjksa vksj
HkhM+ yxkdj [kM+s gksrs tk jgs FksA iqfylokyksa us lhfV;k¡ ctk;ha] ij os bu ukjksa
dh vkokt+ dks nck u ldha_ fltkso g¡lus yxkA ek¡ dks ;g lc ,d lq[kn
LoIu lk yx jgk FkkA og eqLdjk jgh Fkh vkSj >qd&>qddj yksxksa ls gkFk
feyk jgh Fkh] mldh vk¡[kksa esa g"kZ ds vk¡lw Nyd vk;s FksA Fkdu ds ekjs
mlds ik¡oksa esa ihM+k gks jgh Fkh ij Hkkoukvksa ls meM+rs gq, mlds ân; esa
mlds vuqHkoksa dk izfrfcEc mruk gh lki+Q fn[kk;h ns jgk Fkk tSls fdlh >hy
ds fueZy ikuh esaA mlds ikl gh [kM+k gqvk dksbZ O;fDr Li"V Loj esa] ij
X+kqLls ls cksyus yxkA
¶lkfFk;ks] tks jk{kl :l dh turk dks [kk;s tk jgk gS vkt mlus vius
ykyph tcM+ksa esa---¸
¶ek¡] vkvks] ge yksx pysa!¸ fltkso us dgkA
mlh le; lk'kk ogk¡ vk;h vkSj ek¡ dh ck¡g idM+dj mls lM+d ds
nwljh rji+Q ysdj pyh x;hA
¶blls igys fd dksbZ yM+kbZ&>xM+k 'kq: gks ;k yksx fxjÝ+rkj fd;s tkus
yxsa] rqe ;gk¡ ls pyh tkvks]¸ mlus ek¡ ls dgkA ¶fuokZlu gqvk\ lkbcsfj;k
Hksts tk;saxs\¸
¶gk¡!¸
¶og dSlk cksyk\ ysfdu eSa tks tkurh gw¡ μ og lcls n`<+ ij lcls
lknk gSA vkSj lkFk gh lcls dBksj HkhA mldk LoHkko cgqr dksey vkSj
laosnu'khy gS] ij og viuk ;g LoHkko izdV djus ls Mjrk gSA¸
lk'kk ds ;s I;kj&Hkjs 'kCn lqudj] tks mlus brus mRlkg ls nch tcku
esa dgs Fks] ek¡ dk ân; 'kkUr gqvk vkSj mlesa u;h 'kfDr vk x;hA
¶rqe dc mlds ikl tkvksxh\¸ ek¡ us lk'kk dh ck¡g cM+s I;kj ls nckrs
gq, mlls iwNkA
¶T;ksa gh dksbZ nwljk vkneh esjk dke lEHkkyus ds fy, fey tk;sxk]¸
yM+dh us cM+s fo'okl ds lkFk vius lkeus 'kwU; esa ?kwjrs gq, mÙkj fn;kA ¶ckr
;g gS fd eq>s Hkh ltk lquk;h tkus okyh gSA esjk [k+;ky gS fd eq>s lkbcsfj;k
fuokZflr dj fn;k tk;sxkA vxj ,slk gqvk] rks eSa dgw¡xh fd eq>s Hkh ogha Hkst
fn;k tk;s tgk¡ og gSA¸

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 ¶vxj ,slk gks] rks mlls esjk lyke dguk!¸ fltkso dh vkokt+ vk;hA
¶cl bruk dg nsuk ^fltkso us lyke dgk gSA* og eq>s tkurk gSA eSa Ý+;ksnksj
ekftu dk pkpk gw¡---¸
lk'kk us eqM+dj viuk gkFk vkxs c<+k fn;kA
¶eSa Ý+;ksnksj dks tkurh gw¡A esjk uke lk'kk gSA¸
¶cki dk uke D;k gS\¸
lk'kk ut+jsa tek;s mls ns[krh jghA
¶esjk cki ugha gS]¸ mlus dgkA
¶ej x;k\¸
¶ugha] ejk rks ugha gS!¸ yM+dh ds Loj esa ,d gB vkSj n`<+rk dk Hkko
vk x;k Fkk tks mlds psgjs ij Hkh izfrfcfEcr gks jgk FkkA ¶og t+ehankj gS vkSj
vktdj xk¡oksa dk gkfde gS μ fdlkuksa dks ywVrk gS---¸
¶gq%¡ !¸ fltkso us dqN ckS[kykdj dgkA blds ckn [k+keks'kh Nk x;h_ og
ml yM+dh ds cxy esa pyrk jgk vkSj duf[k;ksa ls mls ns[krk jgkA
¶vPNk] ek¡] eSa rks pyrk gw¡!¸ mlus vkf[k+jdkj dgkA ¶eq>s ;gk¡ ls
ck;ha rji+Q eqM+uk gSA vPNk] csVh] eSa pyrk gw¡A vius cki dh rji+Q rqEgkjk
joS;k cgqr l[+r gS] D;ksa] gS u\ [k+Sj] og rqEgkjk ekeyk gS] rqe tkuks---¸
¶vxj rqEgkjk csVk fudEek gksrk] nwljksa dks uqdlku igq¡pkrk vkSj rqEgsa
mlls ui+Qjr gksrh] rks D;k rqe mldh fuUnk u djrs\¸ lk'kk us tks'k esa vkdj
Å¡ps Loj esa dgkA
¶gk¡ μ eqefdu gS eSa djrk!¸ cw<+s us ,d {k.k #ddj mÙkj fn;kA
¶vxj rqEgsa balki+Q vius csVs ls T+;knk I;kjk gksrk] rks rqe t+:j djrs vkSj
eq>s balki+Q vius cki ls T+;knk I;kjk gS---¸
fltkso us eqLdjkdj flj fgyk fn;kA
¶[k+Sj] rqels ikj ikuk eqf'dy gS!¸ mlus vkg Hkjdj dgkA ¶vxj rqe
blh rjg vius gB ij o+Qk;e jgha] rks cw<+ksa dks Hkh uhpk fn[kk nksxh μ cM+k
tks'k gS rqeesa!-- vPNk] rks eSa pyk] [+kq'k jgks! ysfdu vxj yksxksa ds lkFk bruh
l[+rh dk joS;k u j[kks] rks D;k gtZ gS] D;ksa\ vPNk] isykxs;k fuyksouk] eSa
pyrk gw¡! tc ikosy ls eqyko+Qkr gks] rks dguk fd eSaus mldk Hkk"k.k lquk
FkkA lc ckrsa rkss esjh le> esa ugha vk;ha] dqN ckrksa dks ipkuk vklku Hkh ugha
Fkk] ysfdu dqN feykdj Hkk"k.k Bhd Fkk!¸
mlds Vksih mBkdj lyke fd;k vkSj èkhjs&èkhjs uqDdM+ ij eqM+ x;kA
¶vPNk vkneh ekywe gksrk gS!¸ lk'kk us viuh cM+h&cM+h vk¡[kksa ls mls

ek¡ @ 381
tkrk ns[kdj eqLdjkrs gq, dgkA
ek¡ us ns[kk fd vkt ml yM+dh ds psgjs ij ges'kk ls T+;knk dkseyrk
vkSj eqèkqjrk FkhA
?kj igq¡pdj os nksuksa dksp ij ,d&nwljs ds cxy esa cSB x;ha vkSj lk'kk
dh ikosy ds ikl tkus dh ;kstuk ds ckjs esa ckrsa djrh jghaA fuLrCèkrk
'kkfUre; FkhA lk'kk us viuh Hkosa Åij mBkdj viuh cM+h&cM+h LofIuy
vk¡[kksa ls nwj 'kwU; esa ns[kuk vkjEHk fd;k_ mlds ihys psgjs ij 'kkUr fpUru
dk Hkko FkkA
¶tc rqEgkjs cPps gksaxs eSa mudh èkk; cudj vkÅ¡xhA fiQj ogk¡ gekjh
ft+Unxh fdlh Hkh izdkj ;gk¡ ls cnrj ugha jgsxhA ikosy dks dke <w¡<+us esa dksbZ
dfBukbZ ugha gksxh μ og vius gkFkksa ls dksbZ Hkh dke dj ldrk gS---¸
lk'kk us ek¡ dks iz'u&Hkjh n`f"V ls ns[kkA
¶D;k rqe vHkh mlds lkFk tkuk ugha pkgrha\¸ mlus iwNkA
¶fdl dke vkÅ¡xh eSa mlds\¸ ek¡ us vkg Hkjdj mÙkj fn;kA ¶vxj
mlus Hkkxuk pkgk] rks eSa mldh jkg esa ckèkk cu tkÅ¡xhA og ugha pkgsxk fd
eSa tkÅ¡---¸
lk'kk us flj fgyk fn;kA
¶rqe Bhd dgrh gksA og ugha pkgsxkA¸
¶vkSj fiQj eq>s ;gk¡ viuk Hkh dke gS!¸ ek¡ us fdafpr xoZ ds Hkko ls
dgkA
¶gk¡!¸ lk'kk us fopkjeXu gksdj mÙkj fn;kA ¶;g vPNh ckr gS---¸
lglk mlus viuk gkFk bl izdkj fgyk;k] ekuks dqN iQsad jgh gks vkSj
'kkUr Hkko ls lhèks&lkns <ax ls cksyus yxh %
¶og ogk¡ ges'kk rks jgsxk ughaA og t+:j Hkkx vk;sxk---¸
¶vkSj rqe\-- vkSj vxj cPpk gqvk rks--¸
¶tc gksxk rc ns[kk tk;sxkA mls esjs ckjs esa ugha lkspuk pkfg, vkSj eSa
Hkh dHkh mlds jkLrs esa ckèkk cudj ugha vkÅ¡xhA mlls vyx jguk esjs fy,
dfBu gksxk] ij eSa cjnk'r dj yw¡xhA eSa mldh jkg eSa dHkh ckèkk ugha cuw¡xh!¸
ek¡ tkurh Fkh fd lk'kk tks dqN dg jgh gS mls iwjk djus dh og {kerk
j[krh gS vkSj ;g lkspdj mls ml yM+dh ij rjl vkus yxkA
¶esjh cPph] rqEgsa cgqr nq[k mBkuk iM+sxk!¸ ek¡ us lk'kk dks lhus ls
yxkdj dgkA
lk'kk èkhjs ls eqLdjk nh vkSj ek¡ ls vkSj fpiVdj [kM+h gks x;hA

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 mlh le; fudksykbZ vUnj vk;kA og Fkdk gqvk vkSj ijs'kku FkkA
¶lk'kk] vHkh ekSo+Qk gS rqe ;gk¡ ls f[kld tkvks!¸ mlus viuk dksV
mrkjrs gq, dgkA ¶nks tklwl lqcg ls esjs ihNs yxs gSa μ brus [kqys <ax ls esjk
ihNk dj jgs gSa fd ekywe gksrk gS eSa fxjÝ+rkj dj fy;k tkÅ¡xkA bl ekeys
esa esjh vUrjkRek eq>s dHkh èkks[kk ugha nsrhA dqN gqvk t+:j gSA gk¡] ;g jgk
ikosy dk Hkk"k.k μ geus bls Nkius dk i+QSlyk fd;k gSA rqe bls ywnehyk
ds ikl ys tkvks vkSj mlls dguk fd bls tYnh ls tYnh Nki nsA isykxs;k
fuyksouk] ikosy us cgqr vPNk Hkk"k.k fn;k!-- lk'kk] tklwlksa ls gksf'k;kj
jguk---¸
ckr djrs gq, og vius lnhZ ds fBBqjs gq, gkFk t+ksj ls jxM+rk jgk vkSj
fiQj est ds ikl tkdj njktksa esa ls dkx+t+ fudkyus yxkA dqN dkx+t+ rks
mlus iQkM+ Mkys vkSj dqN dks vyx j[k fn;kA og ijs'kku gqvk vkSj fpfUrr
fn[kk;h ns jgk FkkA
¶vHkh cgqr fnu ugha gq, eSaus bu njktksa dks lki+Q fd;k gS μ u tkus
dgk¡ ls ;s u;s dkx+t+ fiQj vk x;s! isykxs;k fuyksouk] esjh jk; esa vPNk ;gh
gksxk fd rqe Hkh jkr ?kj ij u jgksA rqEgkjk D;k [k+;ky gS\ og rek'kk ns[kdj
rqe Åc tkvksxhA vkSj fiQj bldk Hkh Mj gS fd 'kk;n os yksx rqEgsa Hkh
fxjÝ+rkj dj ysaA ikosy dk Hkk"k.k ck¡Vus ds fy, gesa bèkj&mèkj Hkstus ds fy,
rqEgkjh t+:jr gksxh---¸
¶os yksx eq>s fxjÝ+rkj djds D;k djsaxs\¸
fudksykbZ us viuk gkFk >Vddj n`<+rkiwoZd dgk %
¶eSa bl rjg ds [k+rjs dks cgqr nwj ls lw¡?k ysrk gw¡A vkSj fiQj rqe
ywnehyk dh Hkh cM+h enn dj ldrh gksA csdkj [k+rjk eksy ysus ls D;k
i+Qk;nk---¸
ek¡ ;g lkspdj xn~xn~ gks mBh fd og vius csVs dk Hkk"k.k Nkius esa
enn nsxhA
¶vxj ,slk gS] rks eSa pyh tkÅ¡xh]¸ mlus dgkA
vkSj fiQj dqN nsj #ddj mlus n`<+rkiwoZd dgk %
¶bZ'oj dh Ñik ls vc eq>s fdlh Hkh pht+ dk Mj cko+Qh ugha jg
x;k!¸ vkSj mls viuh bl ckr ij Lo;a gh vk'p;Z gksus yxkA
¶vPNk gS!¸ fudksykbZ us mldh vksj ns[ks fcuk gh dgkA ¶exj ;g rks
eq>s crkrh tkvks fd esjk lwVdsl vkSj diM+s dgk¡ gSaA rqeus rks ?kj dks bruh
iwjh rjg vius dCts esa dj fy;k gS fd eSa viuh pht+sa Hkh ugha <w¡<+ ldrkA¸

ek¡ @ 383
 lk'kk v¡xhBh esa dkx+t+ tyk jgh Fkh vkSj jk[k dks;yksa esa feykrh tk
jgh FkhA
¶lk'kk] vc rqe tkvks!¸ fudksykbZ us viuk gkFk vkxs c<+krs gq, dgkA
¶vPNk] fonk! vxj dksbZ vPNh fdrkc vk;s] rks eq>s Hkstuk u HkwyukA fonk]
fiz; lkFkh! lkoèkku jguk---¸
¶D;k yEch ltk gksus dk Mj gS\¸ lk'kk us iwNKA
¶dkSu tkus\ 'kk;n esjs f[k+yki+Q dqN rks gS ghA isykxs;k fuyksouk] rqe
Hkh lkFk D;ksa u pyh tkvks\ ,d lkFk nks vknfe;ksa dk ihNk djuk eqf'dy
gksrk gSA¸
¶vPNh ckr gS!¸ ek¡ us mÙkj fn;k] ¶eSa vHkh diM+s igus ysrh gw¡---¸
mlus fudksykbZ dks cM+s è;ku ls ns[kk ij mlesa dksbZ vUrj ugha gqvk
Fkk_ dsoy mlds psgjs ij ges'kk tks dkseyrk vkSj e`nqrk dk Hkko jgrk Fkk
ml ij fpUrk ds gYds&gYds ckny Nk x;s FksA mlds O;ogkj esa fcYdqy
?kcjkgV ugha Fkh_ bl O;fDr esa] tks ek¡ dks nwljksa ls vfèkd fiz; gks x;k Fkk]
u gh mÙkstuk ds dksbZ fpÉ FksA mlus ges'kk lc dk cjkcj è;ku j[kk Fkk] og
ges'kk lcds lkFk mnkjrk vkSj 'kkUr LoHkko ls is'k vkrk vkSj xEHkhjrk ds lkFk
lcls vdsyk jgrk FkkA vkSj bl le; Hkh og lcds fy, ogh Fkk tks ges'kk
ls Fkk μ ,d ,slk vkneh ftldk viuk ,d xqIr vkUrfjd thou Fkk vkSj
;g thou nwljkssa ds thou ls Js"Brj FkkA ek¡ tkurh Fkh fd fudksykbZ viuh
vkSj ek¡ dh vkRek esa ,d lekurk ikrk Fkk vkSj ek¡ ds ân; esa mlds izfr ,slk
I;kj Fkk tks vHkh rd dksbZ fuf'pr :i èkkj.k ugha dj ik;k FkkA vc mlds
ân; esa fudksykbZ ds fy, tks osnuk Fkh og vlá Fkh] ij og mls iznf'kZr
djus dk lkgl ugha dj ldrh Fkh] D;ksafd blls fudksykbZ fcYdqy ckS[kyk
tkrk vkSj dqN f[kfl;k Hkh tkrkA ml n'kk esa og dqN gkL;kLin Hkh izrhr
gksrk vkSj ek¡ ugha pkgrh Fkh fd og gkL;kLin izrhr gksA
og tc fiQj dejs esa vk;h] rks mlus ns[kk fd fudksykbZ lk'kk dk gkFk
idM+s [kM+k gSA
¶cgqr gh mEnk! eSa nkos ls dgrk gw¡ fd rqe nksuksa ds fy, ;gh lcls
Bhd Hkh gS]¸ og dg jgk FkkA ¶FkksM+s ls futh lq[k ls fdlh dks dksbZ uqdlku
ugha gksrkA isykxs;k fuyksouk] rqe rS;kj gks x;ha\¸
fudksykbZ viuk p'ek Åij dks ljdkdj eqLdjkrk gqvk ek¡ ds ikl vk
x;kA
¶vPNk] fonk μ rhu ;k pkj eghus ds fy,] T+;knk ls T+;knk N% eghus

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dk [k+;ky gS esjkA N% eghus μ ft+Unxh dk cgqr cM+k fgLlk gksrk gS--- viuk
è;ku j[kuk] j[kksxh u\ ykvks] pyus ls igys ,d ckj I;kj dj yw¡---¸
og ns[kus esa cgqr nqcyk&iryk vkSj uktqd Fkk_ mlus vius et+cwr gkFk
ek¡ ds xys esa Mky fn;s vkSj mldh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡[ksa Mkydj ns[kus yxkA
¶,slk ekywe gksrk gS fd eq>s rqels izse gks x;k gS]¸ mlus g¡ldj dgkA
¶rqEgsa bl rjg lhus ls yxk;s [kM+k gw¡ fd---¸
ek¡ us fcuk dqN dgs mlds ekFks vkSj xkyksa ij I;kj fd;k] ij mldh
ck¡gsa dk¡i jgh FkhA mlus tYnh ls vius gkFk gVk fy;s fd dgha og ns[k u
ysA
¶dy [k+klrkSj ij lkoèkku jguk! lqcg fdlh ydM+s dks bèkj Hkst nsuk
fd vkdj [k+cj ys tk;s μ ywnehyk tkurh gS ,d ,sls yM+ds dksA vPNk]
lkfFk;ks] fonk! lc Bhd gS!--¸
ckgj fudydj lk'kk us pqids ls dgk %
¶vxj bls dHkh ekSr dk lkeuk djus Hkh tkuk iM+k] rks brus gh
lhèks&lkns <ax ls pyk tk;sxk] cl FkksM+h&lh tYnh vkSj djsxkA vkSj tc ekSr
vk¡[kksa esa vk¡[ksa Mkys bls ?kwj jgh gksxh] rc Hkh ;g viuk p'ek Åij dks
ljdkdj ejus ls igys dgsxk % ^cgqr [+kwc!* ¸
¶eSa mls cgqr I;kj djrh gw¡!¸ ek¡ us èkhes Loj esa dgkA
¶mls ns[kdj eq>s vk'p;Z t+:j gksrk gS] ij eSa mlls I;kj ugha djrh!
esjs fny esa mldh csgn bTtr gSA og cgqr usd gS vkSj dHkh&dHkh mlds
crkZo esa dkseyrk Hkh vk tkrh gS] ij mlesa ,d uhjlrk gS] mlesa ekuo
Hkkoukkvksa dh dqN deh gS--- eq>s ,slk yxrk gS fd dksbZ gekjk ihNk dj jgk
gSA csgrj ;gh gS fd ge yksx ;gk¡ ls vyx&vyx gks tk;saA vxj rqEgsa [k+;ky
gks fd dksbZ rqEgkjk ihNk dj jgk gS] rks ywnehyk ds ;gk¡ u tkukA¸
¶eSa tkurh gw¡!¸ ek¡ us dgkA
¶fcYdqy u tkuk!¸ lk'kk us vkxzg djrs gq, dgkA ¶esjs ;gk¡ pyh
vkukA vPNk] rks eSa pyrh gw¡] ueLrs!¸
og tYnh ls eqM+h vkSj ftèkj ls vk;h Fkh mèkj gh ykSV iM+hA

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dqN gh feuV ckn ek¡ ywnehyk ds NksVs&ls dejs esa v¡xhBh ds lkeus
cSBh vkx rki jgh FkhA ywnehyk dkyh iks'kkd igus vkSj peM+s dh isVh yxk;s
èkhjs&èkhjs dejs esa Vgy jgh Fkh_ dejk mldh iks'kkd dh ljljkgV vkSj

ek¡ @ 385
mldh jkscnkj vkokt+ ls xw¡t jgk FkkA
v¡xhBh ls ydM+h ds pVpVkus dh vkokt+ vk jgh Fkh vkSj vkx dh
yiVsa gok dks viuh vksj [khapdj xjt jgh Fkha_ ywnehyk dh vkokt+ lqxe
izokg ls cg jgh FkhA
¶yksx nq"V mrus ugha gSa ftrus fd os ew[kZ gSaA os fli+QZ mlh pht+ dks
ns[krs gSa tks fcYdqy mudh vk¡[k ds lkeus gks vkSj ftls os vklkuh ls le>
ldsaA ysfdu tks pht+ fcYdqy ikl gksrh gS mldh dksbZ dnj ugha gksrh μ
nwj dh pht+ksa dh gh dnj gksrh gSA tc ge bl ckr dh rg esa tkdj ns[krs
gSa rks ekywe gksrk gS fd vxj ft+Unxh dk <jkZ nwljk gksrk] vxj ft+Unxh T+;knk
vklku gksrh vkSj yksx T+;knk le>nkjh ls dke ysrs rks lHkh yksx T+;knk lq[kh
jgrs vkSj mudk thou csgrj gks tkrkA ij bl lcds fy, cgqr ;Ru djuk
iM+xs k---¸
lglk og ek¡ ds lkeus vkdj Bgj x;hA
¶eq>s yksxksa ls feyus dk T+;knk ekSo+Qk ugha feyrk vkSj tc feyrh gw¡]
rks O;k[;ku nsus yxrh gw¡]¸ mlus ekuks li+QkbZ is'k djrs gq, dgkA ¶vthc&lk
yxrk gS u\¸
¶,slh D;k ckr gS\¸ ek¡ us dgkA og ;g ekywe djus dk iz;Ru dj
jgh Fkh fd ;g vkSjr ipsZ dgk¡ Nkirh gS] ij og dqN Hkh irk u yxk ldhA
bl dejs esa] ftldh rhu f[kM+fd;k¡ lM+d ij [kqyrh Fkha] ,d dksp] ,d
fdrkcksa dh vYekjh] ,d est] dqN dqflZ;k¡ vkSj ,d iy¡x FkkA ,d dksus esa
gkFk èkksus dk rlyk yxk Fkk vkSj nwljs dksus esa pwYgk FkkA nhokj ij rLohjsa
Vaxh FkhaA gj pht+ lki+Q&lqFkjh vkSj djhus ls j[kh gqbZ Fkh vkSj bu lc pht+ksa
ij edku dh ekyfdu ds dBksj O;fDrRo dh uhjl Nki FkhA ek¡ le> jgh
Fkh fd dgha dqN Nqik t+:j gS] ij og le> ugha ij jgh Fkh fd dgk¡A mlus
njokt+ksa dh rji+Q ns[kkA ,d njokt+s ls rks og vUnj vk;h Fkh tks ckgj ,d
NksVh&lh M~;ks<+h esa [kqyrk Fkk_ pwYgs ds cxy esa ,d vkSj iryk&lk Å¡pk
njokt+k FkkA
¶eSa dke ls vk;h gw¡!¸ ek¡ us dgk_ ;g ns[kdj fd ywnehyk mls cM+s
è;ku ls ns[k jgh gS og dqN flVfiVk x;h FkhA
¶eSa tkurh gw¡! dke ds vykok dksbZ eq>ls feyus vkrk gh ugha gS---¸
ek¡ dks ywnehyk ds Loj esa ,d fofp=k&lh ckr ut+j vk;hA mlds
irys&irys gksaBksa ij eqLdjkgV dh ,d gYdh&lh >yd Fkh vkSj p'es ds
ihNs mldh èkq¡èkyh&lh vk¡[ksa ped jgh FkhA ek¡ us ut+jsa iQsjdj ikosy dk

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Hkk"k.k mldh rji+Q c<+k fn;kA
¶yks] ;g yks] mu yksxksa us dgk gS fd ftruh tYnh gks lds bls Nki
nks---¸
fiQj mlus mls crk;k fd fudksykbZ ds fxjÝ+rkj gksus dk [k+rjk gSA
ywnehyk us pqids ls ipkZ viuh isVh esa [kksal fy;k vkSj cSB x;hA
mldh ,sud ds 'kh'kksa esa vkx dh yky&yky jks'kuh ped jgh Fkh vkSj
mldh fu'py eq[kkÑfr ij vkx dk m".k izdk'k ukp jgk FkkA
¶vxj os yksx eq>s fxjÝ+rkj djus vk;s] rks eSa mUgsa xksyh ekj nw¡xh!¸ ek¡
tc viuh ckr [k+Re dj pqdh rks ywnehyk us èkhjs ls ij n`<+rkiwoZd dgkA
¶eq>s fgalk ds fo#¼ viuh j{kk djus dk vfèkdkj gS vkSj tc eSa nwljksa dks
yM+us ds fy, yydkjrh gw¡] rks esjk drZO; gks tkrk gS fd eSa Hkh yM+w¡A¸
vkx dh yiVksa dh ped mlds psgjs ij ls x+k;c gks x;h vkSj mldh
eqæk ges'kk dh rjg xEHkhj vkSj dBksj fn[kk;h nsus yxhA
¶;g ft+Unxh dk dksbZ rjho+Qk ugha gS!¸ ek¡ ds fnekx esa vpkud ;g
fopkj vk;k vkSj mldk ân; ywnehyk ds izfr laosnuk ls Hkj x;kA
ywnehyk vueus Hkko ls ikosy dk Hkk"k.k i<+us yxh] ij tSls&tSls og
vkxs i<+rh x;h mldh fnypLih c<+rh x;h vkSj vkf[k+j esa igq¡pdj og cM+h
vèkhjrk vkSj mRlqdrk ls iUus iyVus yxhA Hkk"k.k iwjk i<+dj og mBh vkSj
vius dUèks lhèks djds ek¡ ds ikl vk;hA
¶cgqr vPNk Hkk"k.k gS!¸ mlus dgkA
,d {k.k rd og flj >qdk;s fopkjksa esa Mwch [kM+h jghA
¶eSa rqels rqEgkjs csVs ds ckjs esa ckr djuk ugha pkgrh Fkh μ eSa mlls
dHkh ugha feyh gw¡ vkSj eSa nq[kn fo"k;ksa dks NsM+uk ugha pkgrhA eSa tkurh gw¡
fd tc fdlh ,sls vkneh dks] tks gesa cgqr I;kjk gks] dgha nwj fuokZflr fd;k
tkrk gS] rks fdruk nq[k gksrk gSA ysfdu eSa lksp jgh Fkh D;k lpeqp rqEgsa ,sls
csVs dh ek¡ gksus dh cgqr [+kq'kh gS\--¸
¶cgqr!¸ ek¡ us dgkA
¶vkSj Mj Hkh ugha yxrk\¸
¶vc ugha yxrk---¸ ek¡ us xEHkhj eqLdjkgV ds lkFk mÙkj fn;kA
ywnehyk vius lhèks ckyksa dks ,d gkFk ls Bhd djrh gqbZ f[kM+dh dh
rji+Q ns[kus yxhA mlds psgjs ij ,d ijNkb±&lh nkSM+ x;h μ dnkfpr ;g
nch gqbZ eqLdjkgV dh Nk;k FkhA
¶eSa vHkh v{kj fcBk;s nsrh gw¡A rqe ysV tkvksA vkt dk fnu rqEgkjs Åij

ek¡ @ 387
cgqr l[+r chrk gS] rqe Fkd x;h gksxhA ;gk¡ bl fcLrj ij ysV tkvksA eSa rks
lksšxh ugha] eqefdu gS jkr dks eSa rqEgas enn djus ds fy, txkšA tc lksus
yxks rks cÙkh cq>k nsukA¸
mlus v¡xhBh esa nks ydfM+;k¡ Mky nha vkSj ml irys&ls njokt+s ls vUnj
tkdj njokt+k dldj cUn dj fy;kA ek¡ us mls vUnj tkrs ns[kk vkSj diM+s
cnyrs le; Hkh og mlh ds ckjs esa lksprh jgh %
¶mls fdlh ckr dk cM+k nq[k---¸
ek¡ cgqr Fkd x;h Fkh] ij og ,d fofp=k 'kkfUr dk vuqHko dj jgh
Fkh vkSj ,slk izrhr gksrk Fkk fd gj pht+ ,d dksey eUn izdk'k ls vkyksfdr
gks mBh gS vkSj ;gh izdk'k mldh vkRek esa Hkh iQSyk gqvk gSA og igys Hkh
bl 'kkfUr dk vuqHko dj pqdh FkhA tc Hkh mldh Hkkoukvksa ij dksbZ cgqr
cM+k ncko iM+rk Fkk mlds ckn ges'kk mls bl 'kkfUr dk vkHkkl gksrk FkkA
,d le; ,slk Hkh Fkk tc mls blls Mj yxrk Fkk ij vc blls mldh vkRek
vkSj Hkh foLr`r gks mBrh Fkh vkSj mlesa ,d egku 'kfDr'kkyh Hkkouk dk cy
vk tkrk FkkA cÙkh cq>kdj og B.Ms fcLrj ij dEcy vks<+dj vkjke ls ysV
x;h vkSj 'kh?kz gh xgjh uhan esa lks x;h---
tc mldh vk¡[k [kqyh] rks dejs esa lfnZ;ksa ds fueZy fnol dk 'khry
'osr izdk'k iQSyk gqvk FkkA ywnehyk us dksp ij ls] tgk¡ og gkFk esa ,d
fdrkc fy;s ysVh gqbZ Fkh] vk¡[k mBkdj ns[kk vkSj ,d vlkèkkj.k <ax ls
eqLdjk nhA
¶deky gks x;k!¸ ek¡ us dqN f[kfl;kdj dgkA ¶eSa Hkh vthc gw¡! D;k
cgqr nsj gks x;h\¸
¶lyke!¸ ywnehyk us mÙkj fn;kA ¶nl ctusokys gSa] mBks] pk;
fi;sxa As ¸
¶rqeus eq>s txk D;ksa ugha fy;k\¸
¶eSa txkus tk jgh Fkh] ysfdu tc eSa rqEgkjs ikl x;h] rks rqe lksrs&lksrs
brus I;kjs <ax ls eqLdjk jgh Fkha fd esjk th mBkus dks ugha gqvk---¸
og cM+h iQqrhZ ls dksp ij ls mBh vkSj ek¡ ds iy¡x ds ikl tkdj mlds
Åij >qd x;hA ml vkSjr dh vk¡[kksa esa ek¡ us ,d ,slk Hkko ns[kk ftls og
igpkurh Fkh vkSj I;kj djrh FkhA
¶eq>s ,slk yxk fd rqEgkjh uhan esa fo?u Mkyuk rqEgkjs lkFk cM+k vU;k;
gksxkA rqe 'kk;n dksbZ lq[kn LoIu ns[k jgh Fkha---¸
¶ugha rks!¸

388 @ ek¡
 ¶dksbZ ckr ugha gS! eq>s rqEgkjh eqLdjkgV cgqr vPNh yxhA og bruh
'kkUr vkSj bruh vPNh vkSj--- bruh loZO;kih Fkh fd cl!¸
ywnehyk g¡l nh] mldh g¡lh esa e[key tSlh ujeh FkhA
¶rqEgsa eqLdjkrk ns[kdj eSa rqEgkjs ckjs esa lkspus yxh--- D;k rqEgkjk thou
cgqr nq[kh gS\¸
ek¡ dh Hkosa iQM+dus yxha vkSj og [+kqn Hkh lkspus yxh fd mldk thou
nq[kh gS fd ughaA
¶t+:j gS!¸ ywnehyk us lglk dgkA
¶eSa Bhd ls ugha dg ldrh!¸ ek¡ us èkhjs ls dgkA ¶dHkh&dHkh nq[k
t+:j gksrk gSA ysfdu esjk thou bruk Hkjiwj gS μ vkSj mlesa gj pht+ bruh
egÙoiw.kZ vkSj vk'p;Ztud gS vkSj lkjh ckrsa ,d ds ckn ,d bruh
tYnh&tYnh gksrh jgrh gSa fd---¸
tSlkfd cgqèkk gksrk Fkk bl le; Hkh lglk mlds ân; esa mRlkg dk
,d rwiQku meM+us yxk_ mlds efLr"d esa fopkjksa vkSj dYiukvksa dh HkhM+
yx x;h_ og mBdj iy¡x ij cSB x;h vkSj fopkjksa rFkk dYiukvksa dks 'kCnksa
esa ltkus&l¡okjus yxhA
¶ft+Unxh dk Øe pyrk jgrk gS μ ges'kk ,d y{; dh fn'kk esa---
ysfdu dHkh&dHkh cgqr nq[k Hkh gksrk gS! yksx eqlhcrsa mBkrs gSa] ekj [kkrs gSa]
cM+h csjgeh ls ekjs tkrs gSa vkSj muls cgqr&lh [kqf'k;k¡ Nhu yh tkrh gSaA ;g
ns[kdj rks nq[k gksrk gh gS!¸
ywnehyk viuk flj ihNs dks >Vddj ek¡ dks cM+s I;kj ls ns[kus yxhA
¶ysfdu rqe vius ckjs esa rks dqN crkrh gh ugha!¸
ek¡ iy¡x ls mBh vkSj diM+s iguus yxhA
¶tc vkneh dks blls Hkh I;kj gks] mlls Hkh I;kj gks vkSj lcds fy,
mldk fny Mjrk gks] lc ij mls rjl vkrk gks] rks vkneh vius vkidks nwljksa
ls vyx djds vius ckjs esa dSls lksp ldrk gS\-- og vius vkidks muls
vyx dSls dj ldrk gS\¸
og ,d {k.k rd vkèks diM+s igus gq, dejs ds chp esa fopkjksa esa
[kks;h&[kks;h [kM+h jghA ek¡ dks ,slk vkHkkl gqvk fd vc og ogh vkSjr ugha
jg x;h gS ftldk ân; vius csVs ds fy, bruk Hk;Hkhr vkSj vkrafdr Fkk]
tks vius csVs ds 'kjhj dks cpkus ds fy, bruh csrkc FkhA vc ml vkSjr dk
vfLrRo gh cko+Qh ugha jg x;k FkkA og dgha Nqi x;h Fkh] dgha cgqr nwj pyh
x;h Fkh] ;k dnkfpr og vius gh Hkkokos'k dh Tokyk esa ty x;h Fkh vkSj

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bl vkx esa ridj mldh vkRek 'kq¼ gksdj fu[kj vk;h Fkh vkSj mlesa u;h
'kfDr dk lapkj gqvk FkkA mlus vius ân; dks VVksyk] mldk LiUnu lquk vkSj
Mjus yxh fd iqjkuh vk'kadk,¡ dgha fiQj u iSnk gks tk;saA
¶D;k lksp jgh gks\¸ ywnehyk us mlds ikl tkdj iwNkA
¶ekywe ugha!¸ ek¡ us mÙkj fn;kA
os nksuksa pqipki ,d&nwljs dks ns[kdj eqLdjkrh jgha_ fiQj ywnehyk ;g
dgrh gqbZ dejs ls ckgj pyh x;h %
¶ekywe ugha esjs leksokj dks D;k gks x;k gS\¸
ek¡ us f[kM+dh ds ckgj ns[kkA lnhZ iM+ jgh Fkh vkSj pkjksa vksj èkwi iQSyh
gqbZ FkhA mlds ân; esa Hkh blh èkwi tSlk izdk'k iQSyk gqvk Fkk vkSj xehZ Hkh
FkhA og gj pht+ ds ckjs esa ckrsa djuk pkgrh Fkh μ cM+h nsj rd vkSj mYykl
ds lkFk ckrsa djuk pkgrh FkhA mldh vkRek esa tks dqN lek;k gqvk Fkk vkSj
tks ogk¡ lw;kZLr ls igys dh lqUnj T;ksfr ls txexk jgk Fkk] mlds fy, mlds
ân; esa fdlh ds izfr ÑrKrk dh ,d vLi"V&lh Hkkouk FkhA cgqr fnu ckn
mlds ân; esa bZ'oj dh izkFkZuk djus dh bPNk mRiUu gqbZA mlds efLr"d esa
fdlh dk ukStoku psgjk fctyh dh rjg dkSaèk x;k vkSj mlus fdlh dks Li"V
Loj easa iqdkjdj dgrs lquk] ¶;g ikosy Oyklkso dh ek¡ gSa!--¸ mlus lk'kk
dh Hkhxh gqbZ pednkj vk¡[ksa] jhfcu dh dkyh vkÑfr] vius csVs dh dk¡ls
dh ewfrZ tSlh dBksj eq[kkÑfr] fudksykbZ dh 'kehZyh vk¡[k ekjrh gqbZ ut+jsa
ns[kha vkSj lglk ;s lc pht+as ,d xgjh vkg esa ?kqy&fey x;ha] vkSj mUgksaus
bUæèkuq"k ds jax ds cgqr gh irys ckny dk :i èkkj.k dj fy;k] tks mlds
leLr fopkjksa ij Nk x;k vkSj mls 'kkfUr dk vuqHko gksus yxkA
¶fudksykbZ Bhd dgrk Fkk!¸ ywnehyk us dejs esa okil vkdj dgkA
¶og fxjÝ+rkj dj fy;k x;kA rqEgkjs dgus ds eqrkfcd eSaus yM+ds dks Hkstk
FkkA mlus crk;k fd vk¡xu esa mlus dbZ iqfylokyksa dks ns[kk vkSj ,d
iqfylokyk iQkVd ds ihNs Hkh Nqik gqvk FkkA pkjksa rji+Q ls tklwlksa us ml txg
dks ?ksj j[kk gSA¸
¶cspkjk!¸ ek¡ us flj fgykrs gq, dgkA
mlus vkg Hkjh] ij mlds ân; esa dksbZ O;Fkk ugha Fkh vkSj bl ij mls
eu gh eu cM+k vk'p;Z Hkh gqvkA
¶og bèkj dqN fnuksa ls 'kgj esa et+nwjksas dks i<+krk FkkA mlds idM+s tkus
dk oD+r vk x;k Fkk!¸ ywnehyk us 'kkUr Loj eaas dgk] ij mldh Hkosa ruh
gqbZ FkhaA ¶mlds lkfFk;ksa us mlls dgk Fkk fd og dgha Hkkx tk;s] ij mlus

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,d u lquhA esjk rks [k+;ky gS fd yksxksa dks ,slh gkyr esa le>kus&cq>kus ds
ctk; mUgsa t+cjnLrh dgha Hkst nsuk pkfg,---¸
blh le; dkys ckyksa vkSj yky xkyksaokyk ,d yM+dk njokt+s ij
fn[kk;h fn;k_ mldh uhyh vk¡[ksa cgqr [+kwclwjr vkSj ukd rksrs dh pksap dh
rjg eqM+h gqbZ FkhA
¶leksokj ys vkÅ¡\¸ mlus Å¡ph vkokt+ esa iwNkA
¶ys vkvks rks cM+h esgjckuh gksxh] lsxsZb±¸ fiQj og ek¡ dh rji+Q eqM+dj
cksyh] ¶bls eSaus ikyk gSA¸
vkt ek¡ dks ywnehyk dqN cnyh gqbZ] T+;knk lhèkh&lknh vkSj vfèkd
?kfu"B yx jgh FkhA mlds 'kjhj ds yksp esa vkt igys ls T+;knk lkSUn;Z vkSj
'kfDr Fkh vkSj blls mlds ihys dBksj psgjs ij ,d dkseyrk vk x;h FkhA
jkr&Hkj dke djus ds dkj.k mldh vk¡[kksa ds uhps ds dkys ?ksjksa dk jax dqN
vkSj xgjk gks x;k Fkk vkSj mls ns[kdj ,slk izrhr gksrk Fkk fd mldh vkRek
esa ,d ruko gS] èkuq"k dh izR;apk tSlk rukoA
yM+dk leksokj ys vk;kA
¶lsxbZs ]Z vkvks rqEgkjk ifjp; djk nw!¡ ;g isykxs;k fuyksouk gS_a dy ftu
et+nwjksa dks ltk gqbZ gS muesa budk csVk Hkh FkkA¸
lsxsZbZ us fcuk dqN dgs >qddj ek¡ ls gkFk feyk;k vkSj dejs ls ckgj
pyk x;k_ FkksM+h nsj ckn og ,d McyjksVh ysdj ykSVk vkSj vkdj est ds
ikl viuh txg cSB x;kA pk; m¡M+syrs gq, ywnehyk us ek¡ dks bl ckr ij
jkth djus dk iz;Ru fd;k fd og ml le; rd ?kj ykSVdj u tk;s tc
rd ;g ekywe u gks tk;s fd iqfyl ogk¡ fdldh rkd esa gSA
¶'kk;n rqEgkjs bUrt+kj esa gh gksa! 'kk;n rqEgsa Hkh iwNrkN ds fy,
cqyk;sxa -s --¸
¶cqykus nks!¸ ek¡ us dgk] ¶vkSj vxj pkgrs gSa] rks eq>s fxjÝ+rkj dj ysa
μ ,slk dkSu cM+k uqdlku gks tk;sxkA cl bruk gS fd igys ikosy dk Hkk"k.k
Nidj c¡V tk;sA¸
¶eSaus v{kj rks fcBk fn;s gSaA dy rd 'kgj esa vkSj et+nwjksa dh cLrh
esa ck¡Vus Hkj dks dki+Qh ipsZ rS;kj gks tk;saxs--- rqe urk'kk dks tkurh gks\¸
¶gk¡] tkurh D;ksa ugha gw¡!¸
¶mlds ikl ys tkuk---¸
yM+dk v[kckj i<+ jgk Fkk vkSj ,slk ekywe gks jgk Fkk fd og mldh
ckrsa lqu gh ugha jgk gS] ysfdu chp&chp esa og ek¡ ds psgjs ij ,d ljljh

ek¡ @ 391
n`f"V Mky ysrk FkkA ek¡ dks mldh pednkj vk¡[ksa cgqr vPNh yxrh Fkha]
blfy, og Hkh mls ns[kdj eqLdjk nsrh FkhA fudksykbZ dh ckr djrs le;
ywnehyk ds ân; esa dksbZ O;Fkk ugha Fkh_ ek¡ dks ;g ckr LokHkkfod gh ekywe
gqbZA le; cgqr tYnh chrrk x;k_ tc mu yksxksa us uk'rk [k+Re fd;k ml
le; yxHkx nksigj gks pqdh FkhA
¶fdruh nsj gks x;h!¸ ywnehyk us foLe; ls dgkA
brus esa fdlh us cgqr ?kcjkdj njokt+k [kV[kVk;kA yM+dk mBk vkSj
mlus ywnehyk dks iz'ulwpd n`f"V ls ns[kkA
¶lsxsZbZ] njokt+k [kksy nksA dkSu gks ldrk gS\¸
fcuk fopfyr gq, ywnehyk us vius lk;s dh tsc esa gkFk Mky fy;k
vkSj ek¡ ls cksyh %
¶ns[kks] vxj iqfyl gks rks] isykxs;k fuyksouk] rqe ogk¡ dksus esa [kM+h gks
tkuk vkSj lsxsZbZ rqe---¸
¶eSa tkurk gw¡!¸ yM+ds us ckgj tkrs gq, dgkA
ek¡ eqLdjk nhA vc bu rS;kfj;ksa ls mls dksbZ my>u ugha gksrh Fkh μ
mls ;g ugha yxrk Fkk fd tSls dksbZ cgqr cM+h foink vkus okyh gSA
ysfdu vkxUrqd ogh NksVs dnokyk MkWDVj FkkA
¶igyh ckr rks ;g gS]¸ mlus tYnh ls dgk] ¶fudksykbZ fxjÝ+rkj dj
fy;k x;k gSA vgk] rks ;gk¡ gks rqe] fuyksouk\ tc og idM+k x;k rc D;k
rqe ?kj ij ugha Fkha\¸
¶mlh us eq>s ;gk¡ Hkstk FkkA¸
¶gq¡%! esjs [k+;ky esa blls dke ugha pysxk!-- vkSj nwljh ckr ;g gS fd
dy jkr dqN ukStokuksa us Hkk"k.k dh dksbZ ik¡p lkS dkfi;k¡ lkbDyksLVkby
djds Nkih gSaA eSaus ns[kk gS mUgsa] cqjh ugha Nkih gSa] cM+h lki+Q&lqFkjh NikbZ
gSA os vkt jkr mUgsa 'kgj esa ck¡Vuk pkgrs gSa] ysfdu eSa blds f[k+yki+Q gw¡A esjk
[k+;ky gS fd 'kgj esa Nih gqbZ dkfi;k¡ ck¡Vuk gh vPNk gksxk vkSj mUgsa fdlh
nwljh txg ds fy, j[kk tk ldrk gSA¸
¶eSa mUgsa urk'kk ds ikl ysdj pyh tkÅ¡xh!¸ ek¡ us mRlqdrk ls dgkA
¶eq>s ns nks!¸
og vius ikosy ds Hkk"k.k dks tYnh ls tYnh izlkfjr djus ds fy,]
vius csVs ds 'kCnksa dks lkjh i`Foh ij iQSyk nsus ds fy, cgqr cspSu Fkh_ mÙkj
dh izrh{kk esa og cM+h fou;&Hkjh n`f"V ls MkWDVj ds psgjs dks ns[krh jghA
¶ekywe ugha rqEgsa ;g dke bl oD+r djuk Hkh pkfg, fd ugha!¸ MkWDVj

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us viuh ?kM+h fudkydj ns[krs gq, la'k; ds Hkko ls dgkA ¶bl oD+r ckjg
ctus esa l=kg feuV cko+Qh gSaA nks ctdj ik¡p ij ,d xkM+h tkrh gS tks rqEgsa
ogk¡ lok ik¡p cts igq¡pk nsxhA ml oD+r 'kke dk oD+r gksxk] ysfdu cgqr nsj
ugha gqbZ gksxhA ysfdu vly ckr ;g ugha gS---¸
¶ugha] ;g vly ckr ugha gS!¸ ywnehyk us Hkosa rkudj dgkA
¶fiQj vly ckr D;k gS\¸ ek¡ us mlds fudV vkdj iwNkA ¶cl ;gh
u fd dke vPNh rjg iwjk gks tk;s---¸
ywnehyk us mls cM+s x+kSj ls ns[kk] ekuks mlds psgjs esa dqN <w¡<+ jgh gksA
¶rqEgkjs fy, ;g dke [k+rjukd gS---¸ ywnehyk us vius ekFks ij gkFk
iQsjrs gq, dgkA
¶D;ksa\¸ ek¡ us cM+s mRlkg vkSj gB ls iwNkA
¶bldh otg ;g gS]¸ MkWDVj us cgqr tYnh&tYnh m[kM+s gq, Loj esa
dguk 'kq: fd;k] ¶rqe fudksykbZ ds fxjÝ+rkj gksus ds Bhd ?k.Vs Hkj igys ?kj
ls fudyh FkhaA rqe ml dkj[k+kus esa x;h Fkha tgk¡ yksx rqEgsa urk'kk dh pkph
dh gSfl;r ls tkurs gSaA mlds FkksM+h gh nsj ckn dkj[k+kus esa x+Sj&o+Qkuwuh ipsZ
ik;s x;sA ;s lc ckrsa feydj rqEgkjs xys esa iQUnk Mkyus ds fy, dki+Qh lcwr
gks tk;sxkA¸
¶eq>s dksbZ ugha ns[k ik;sxk!¸ ek¡ us mRlqdrk ls dgkA ¶vkSj vxj mUgksaus
esjs okil vkus ij iwNk fd eSa dgk¡ x;h Fkh rks---¸
og ,d lsd.M ds fy, #dhA
¶eSa tkurh gw¡ eSa D;k dgwx¡ h!¸ mlus t+kjs ls dgkA ¶eSa ogk¡ ls lhèks cLrh
esa tkÅ¡xh] ogk¡ esjk ,d nksLr gS fltksoA eSa dg nw¡xh ds eqo+Qnes ds ckn eSa
lhèks mlds ?kj pyh x;h Fkh rkfd ge nksuksa ,d&nwljs dks èkhjt c¡èkk ldsaA
mlds Hkrhts dks Hkh ltk gqbZ gSA og vkf[k+j rd esjk lkFk nsxkA¸
ek¡ dks fo'okl Fkk fd os mldh ;g bPNk iwjh dj nsaxs vkSj og bl
ekeys dks tYnh r; dj ysus ds fy, mRlqd Fkh] blhfy, og vkxzg djrh
jghA vkf[k+jdkj os jkth gks x;sA
¶vPNh ckr gS] ys tkvks!¸ MkWDVj us vfuPNk ls dgkA
ywnehyk dqN ugha cksyh] og cl fopkjksa esa Mwch gqbZ bèkj&mèkj Vgyrh
jghA mldk psgjk cgqr {kh.k fn[kk;h ns jgk Fkk_ mldh xnZu dh isf'k;k¡ ftl
rjg ruh gqbZ Fkha mlls ekywe gksrk Fkk fd vius flj dks lhus ij yq<+d tkus
ls jksdus ds fy, mls fdruk iz;kl djuk iM+ jgk FkkA ek¡ us ;g ns[k fy;kA
¶rqe yksx esjs dkj.k ijs'kku gks jgs gks!¸ mlus eqLdjkdj dgk] ¶ysfdu

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rqe viuh fpUrk fcYdqy ugha djrs---¸
¶djrs D;ksa ugha gSa!¸ MkWDVj us dgkA ¶gesa djuh iM+rh gS! vkSj ge mu
yksxkssa ds lkFk cM+h l[+rh ls is'k vkrs gSa ftUgsa ge viuh 'kfDr O;FkZ u"V djrs
ns[krs gSa! vPNh ckr gS] rks rqEgsa Hkk"k.k dh dkfi;k¡ LVs'ku ij fey tk;saxh---¸
mlus ek¡ dks le>k fn;k fd blds fy, D;k izcUèk fd;k tk;sxkA
¶lyker jgks!¸ mlus viuh ckr [kre djrs gq, dgkA
ysfdu tc og ckgj x;k] rks ,slk izrhr gksrk Fkk fd og fdlh ckr
ls vlUrq"V gSA ywnehyk ek¡ ds ikl pyh vk;hA
¶eSa le>rh gw¡---¸ mlus èkhjs ls g¡ldj dgkA
og ek¡ dh ck¡g idM+dj fiQj bèkj&mèkj Vgyus yxhA
¶esjk Hkh ,d csVk gS] og 13 lky dk gSA og vius cki ds lkFk jgrk
gSA esjs ifr NksVs ljdkjh odhy gSa vkSj yM+dk mUgha ds lkFk jgrk gSA mldk
D;k gksxk\ eSa vDlj bl ckr ds ckjs esa lksprh gw¡---¸
mldk Loj #¡èk x;kA
¶turk ds ,d dV~Vj nq'eu ds gkFkksa mldk ikyu&iks"k.k gks jgk gS μ
mu yksxksa ds 'k=kq ds gkFkksa ftUgsa eSa I;kj djrh gw¡ vkSj ftu yksxksa dks eSa bl
i`Foh ij lcls vPNk le>rh gw¡A eqefdu gS fd esjk csVk cM+k gksdj Lo;a
esjk nq'eu cu tk;sA eSa mls vius lkFk ugha j[k ldrh μ eSa viuk uke
cnydj tks jgrh gw¡A eSaus mls vkB cjl ls ugha ns[kk gS μ vkB cjl! fdrus
fnu gks x;s!¸
og f[kM+dh ds ikl tkdj [kM+h gks x;h vkSj ckgj iQhds jax ds 'kwU;
vkdk'k dks ns[kus yxhA
¶vxj og esjs lkFk jgrk gksrk] rks eq>esa T+;knk 'kfDr vk tkrhA esjs ân;
esa rc ;g fujUrj ihM+k u gksrh--- vxj og ej tkrk] rks Hkh eq>s lUrks"k gks
tkrk---¸
¶gk; cspkjh!¸ ek¡ us ,d yEch lk¡l ysdj dgk_ mldk ân; osnuk
ls iQVk tk jgk FkkA
¶rqe Hkh fdruh HkkX;oku gks!¸ ywnehyk us ,d dVq eqDdjkgV ds lkFk
vLiQqV Loj esa dgkA ¶ek¡ vkSj csVs dk dUèks ls dUèkk feykdj lkFk pyuk
fdruh 'kkunkj ckr gS vkSj ,slk cgqr de gh gksrk gS!¸
¶gk¡] cgqr gh 'kkunkj ckr gS!¸ isykxs;k us dgk vkSj mls viuh ckr
ij Lo;a foLe; gksus yxkA fiQj mlus viuk Loj èkhek djds bl izdkj dgk]
ekuks dksbZ Hksn crk jgh gks] ¶vkSj vki lHkh yksx μ rqe] fudksykbZ bokuksfop]

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vkSj os lHkh tks lPpkbZ ds jkLrs ij py jgs gSa μ ,d&nwljs ds dUèks ls dUèkk
feykdj py jgs gSaA vpkud lc yksx ,d tSls gks x;s gSa vkSj eSa rqe lc
yksxksa dh Hkkouk,¡ Hkyh&Hkk¡fr le>rh gw¡A rqe yksx tks dqN dgrs gks mls rks
eSa iwjh rjg le> ugha ikrh] ij vkSj lc ckrsa eSa le>rh gw¡!¸
¶gk¡] ;gh ckr gS!¸ ywnehyk us vLiQqV Loj esa dgkA ¶;gh ckr gS---¸
ek¡ viuk gkFk ywnehyk ds lhus ij j[kdj brus èkhes&èkhes cksyrh jgh]
ekuks tks dqN og dg jgh Fkh mls og viuh dYiuk esa ns[k Hkh jgh gksA
¶gekjs cPps nqfu;k esa vkxs c<+ jgs gSa! eSa rks bls blh rjg ns[krh gw¡ μ
os lkjh nqfu;k esa iQSy x;s gSa vkSj nqfu;k ds dksus&dksus ls vkdj os ,d gh
y{; dh vksj c<+ jgs gSa! ftu yksxksa ds ân; lcls 'kq¼ gSa] ftuds efLr"d
lcls Js"B gSa os iki ds f[k+yki+Q c<+ jgs gSa vkSj >wB dks vius rkdroj ik¡oksa
rys dqpy jgs gSaA os ukStoku gSa vkSj LoLFk gSa vkSj mudh lkjh 'kfDr ,d gh
y{; μ U;k; μ dks izkIr djus ds fy,] O;; gks jgh gSA os euq"; ds nq[k
dks feVkus ds fy,] bl i`Foh ij ls foink dk uke&fu'kku feVk nsus ds fy,
vkSj dq:irk ij fot; izkIr djus ds fy, eSnku esa mrjs gSa μ vkSj fot;
mudh vo'; gksxh! tSlkfd fdlh us dgk gS os ,d u;k lw;Z mxkus ds fy,
fudys gSa vkSj os bl lw;Z dks mxkdj jgsaxs! os VwVs gq, fnyksa dks tksM+us ds fy,
fudys gSa vkSj os mUgsa tksM+dj jgasxs!¸
mls Hkwyh gqbZ mu izkFkZukvksa ds 'kCn ;kn vkus yxs] tks mlds ân; esa
fpaxkfj;ksa dh rjg HkM+d jgh Fkha vkSj ,d u;s fo'okl dh T;ksfr txk jgh
FkhaA
¶gekjs cPps lPpkbZ vkSj U;k; ds iFk ij py jgs gSa] yksxksa ds ân; esa
,d u;s izse dk lapkj dj jgs gSa] mUgsa ,d u;s LoxZ dk fp=k fn[kk jgs gSa
vkSj i`Foh dks ,d u;h T;ksfr ls vkyksfdr dj jgs gSa μ vkRek dh v[k.M
T;ksfr lsA bldh u;h Tokyk ls ,d u;s thou dk mn; gks jgk gS_ ;g thou
leLr ekuork ds izfr gekjs cPpksa ds izse ls mRiUu gks jgk gSA bl izse dh
T;ksfr dks dkSu cq>k ldrk gS\ dkSu cq>k ldrk gS\ dkSu lh 'kfDr bls u"V
dj ldrh gS vkSj bldk eqdkcyk dj ldrh gS\ bl izse dks i`Foh us tUe
fn;k gS vkSj Lo;a thou mldh fot; ds fy, ykykf;r gS μ Lo;a thou!¸
vius Hkkokos'k ds m}sx ls ek¡ dh 'kfDr {kh.k gks x;h vkSj og ogk¡ ls
nwljh rji+Q tkdj cSB x;h vkSj gk¡iQus yxhA ywnehyk Hkh pqipki cM+h
lrdZrk ls o+Qne j[krh gqbZ ogk¡ ls pyh x;h] ekuks mls ;g Mj gks fd dgha
dksbZ pht+ VwV u tk;sA cgqr <hys&<hys o+Qneksa ls og dejs esa Vgy jgh Fkh

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vkSj viuh fuLrst vk¡[kksa ls lkeus 'kwU; esa ?kwj jgh FkhA ,slk izrhr gksrk Fkk
fd og dqN vkSj yEch gks x;h Fkh] mldk 'kjhj dqN vkSj ru x;k Fkk vkSj
og dqN vkSj uktqd gks x;h FkhA mlds nqcys&irys dBksj psgjs ij xgjh
fpUrk dh Nki Fkh vkSj mlds gksaB ?kcjkgV ds dkj.k fHkaps gq, FksA dejs dh
fuLrcèkrk ds dkj.k FkksM+h nsj ckn ek¡ dk m}sx 'kkUr gks x;kA
¶eSaus dksbZ ,slh ckr rks ugha dg nh tks eq>s ugha dguh pkfg, Fkh\--¸
ywnehyk dk fpfUrr ns[kdj mlus {kek&;kpuk ds Hkko ls iwNkA
ywnehyk us eqM+dj izk;% Hk;krqj gksdj ek¡ dh rji+Q ns[kk] fiQj og
tYnh&tYnh cksyus yxh vkSj bl izdkj gkFk iQSyk fn;k tSls dqN jksduk
pkgrh gksA
¶ugha ugha! rqeus tks dgk ogh lp ckr gS] ij ge vc mlds ckjs esa
dqN ugha dgsaxsA cl] tks rqeus dgk gS mlesa dqN cnyus dh t+:jr ughaA¸
mldk Loj dqN vkSj 'kkUr gks x;k vkSj og cksyh] ¶rqEgsa cl vc tYnh gh
py nsuk pkfg, μ cgqr nwj gS!¸
¶dk'k rqEgsa ekywe gksrk fd eSa fdruh [+kq'k gw¡! nwljksa ds ikl vius csVs
ds 'kCn] Lo;a vius jDr&ekal ds 'kCn ys tkrs gq, eq>s fdruh [+kq'kh gks jgh
gS! ,slk ekywe gksrk gS tSls eSa Lo;a viuh vkRek ck¡Vus tk jgh gw¡!¸
;g dgdj ek¡ eqLdjk;h ij ywnehyk ds psgjs ij mldh bl
eqLdjkgV dk dsoy ,d gYdk&lk gh izfrfcEc fn[kk;h fn;kA ek¡ dks ,slk
yxk fd bl vkSjr ds la;e ds dkj.k mldk mYykl eUn iM+rk tk jgk
Fkk vkSj lglk mldh ;g mRdV bPNk gqbZ fd og viuh vkRek dh vkx
ywnehyk dh dBksj vkRek esa m¡Ms+y n]s vkSj mlesa Hkh g"kZ ds rwiQku ls
meM+rs gq, ,d ân; ds izfr laosnuk tkx`r dj nsA mlus ywnehyk ds nksuksa
gkFk vius gkFkksa esa dldj nck fy;s vkSj cksyh %
¶I;kjh cgu! ;g tkudj fdruh [+kq'kh gksrh gS fd ,d T;ksfr ,slh
Hkh gS tks nqfu;k ds lkjs yksxksa dks jkLrk fn[kk jgh gS] fd ,d fnu ,slk
le; Hkh vk;sxk tc lc yksx bl T;ksfr dks ns[ksaxs vkSj lPps ân; ls
bldk vuqlj.k djsaxs!¸
ek¡ ds cM+s&ls mnkj psgjs ij dEiu dh ,d ygj nkSM+ x;h_ mldh
vk¡[ksa pedus yxha vkSj vk¡[kksa ds Åij mldh Hkosa bl izdkj iQM+dus yxha]
ekuks vk¡[kksa dh ped ia[k yxkdj mM+ jgh gksA mlds efLr"d esa os egku
fopkj pDdj dkV jgs Fks ftuesa mlus viuh leLr vkRek] viuk lkjk vuqHko
vkSj lkjh osnuk Hkj nh FkhA mlus bu fopkjksa ds lkj&rRo dks 'kCnksa ds dBksj

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pednkj LiQfVdksa ds :i esa <ky fy;k Fkk tks mlds ir>M+ tSls futZu ân;
esa vkdkj o la[;k esa c<+rs tk jgs Fks vkSj olUr ½rq ds lw;Z dh l`tukRed
'kfDr ls vkyksfdr gksdj mÙkjksÙkj c<+rh gqbZ T;ksfr ls míhIr gks jgs FksA
¶,slk ekywe gksrk gS fd tSls euq"; ds fy, ,d u;s bZ'oj dk tUe
gqvk gks! gj pht+ lc ds fy, μ lc ,d&nwljs ds lq[k&nq[k ds lk>snkj!
eSa rks bls blh <ax ls le>rh gw¡A okLro esa gh rqe yksx lkFkh gks] lc ,d
[+kwu ds fj'rs ls c¡èks gks] lc ,d gh ek¡ dh lUrku gks vkSj og ek¡ gS lR;!¸
,d ckj fiQj og Hkkoukvksa dh ygjksa ij rSjus yxhA mlus #ddj ,d
xgjh lk¡l yh vkSj vius gkFk iQSykdj cksyh %
¶vkSj tc Hkh eSa vius eu esa ^lkFkh* 'kCn dgrh gw¡] rks eSa vius ân;
esa vius lkfFk;ksa dh vkgV lqurh gw¡!¸
ek¡ tks pkgrh Fkh mlesa og liQy gks x;h μ ywnehyk ds psgjs ij
ykyh nkSM+ x;h] mlds gksaB dk¡ius yxs vkSj vk¡lw dh cM+h&cM+h xksy cw¡nsa
mlds xkyksa ij <ydus yxhaA
ek¡ us mls viuh Hkqtkvksa esa tdM+ fy;k vkSj cM+s dksey Hkko ls
eqLdjkus yxh_ vius ân; dh fot; ij og vR;Ur eèkqj iqyd dk vuqHko
djus yxhA
tc os ,d&nwljs ls fonk gq,] rks ywnehyk ek¡ ds psgjs dh rji+Q ns[kdj
èkhjs ls cksyh %
¶rqEgsa ugha ekywe fd rqEgkjs lkFk jgdj fdruh [+kq'kh gksrh gS!¸

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ckgj o+Qne j[krs gh B.Mh gok us cM+h Øwjrk ls mls vk nckspk] mldh
ukd ij gok rhj dh rjg yxus yxh vkSj mldh lk¡l iQwyus yxhA mlus
#ddj vius pkjksa vksj ut+j nkSM+k;hA lM+d ds uqDdM+ ij ,d ?kksM+kxkM+hokyk
iQj dh Vksih igus [kM+k Fkk_ mlls dqN vkxs ,d vkneh dej nksgjh fd;s
viuk flj nksuksa dUèkksa ds chp nqcdk;s lM+d ij pyk tk jgk Fkk vkSj mlds
vkxs ,d flikgh vius dkuksa dks eyrk gqvk Hkkxk tk jgk FkkA
¶flikgh dks 'kk;n fdlh us nqdku rd Hkstk gksxk!¸ ek¡ us lkspk vkSj
vkxs c<+ x;h_ vius ik¡oksa rys ci+QZ ds pjejkus dh t+ksjnkj vkokt+ lqudj og
cgqr [+kq'k gks jgh FkhA og xkM+h ds oD+r ls igys gh LVs'ku igq¡p x;h] ysfdu
rhljs ntsZ ds xUns] èkq,¡ ls dkys eqlkfiQj[k+kus esa yksxksa dh HkhM+ yxh gqbZ FkhA
lnhZ ls cpus ds fy, jsy dh ykbu ij dke djus okys et+nwj] ?kksM+kxkM+hokys

ek¡ @ 397
vkSj iQVs&iqjkus diM+s igus cgqr&ls cs?kjckj yksx ogk¡ vk x;s FksA dqN ;k=kh
Hkh Fks] ftuesa dqN fdlku] jhN dh [kky dk dksV igus gq, ,d eksVk&lk
cfu;k] ,d iknjh vkSj mldh pspd: csVh] ik¡p ;k N% flikgh vkSj dqN
ckS[kyk;s gq, VqViq¡ft;s FksA yksx flxjsV dk èkqvk¡ mM+k jgs Fks] ckrsa dj jgs Fks
vkSj pk; vkSj oksn~dk ih jgs FksA jsLrjka esa dksbZ Bgkdk ekjdj g¡l iM+k_ gj
pht+ ij èkq,¡ ds ?kus ckny Nk x;sA tc njokt+k [kksyk tkrk] rks mlesa pw¡&pw¡
dh vkokt+ fudyrh vkSj tc cUn fd;k tkrk] rks f[kM+fd;ksa ds 'kh'ks fgydj
[kM+[kM+k mBrsA dejs esa rEckdw vkSj ued yxh eNyh dh cw clh gqbZ FkhA
ek¡ njokt+s ds ikl gh ,d ,slh txg ij cSBdj izrh{kk djus yxh tgk¡
mls vklkuh ls ns[kk tk ldsA tc Hkh njokt+k [kqyrk ek¡ B.Mh gok dk rst+
>ksadk vUnj vkrk gqvk vuqHko djrh_ ;g gok mls cgqr lq[kdj izrhr gksrh
vkSj njokt+k [kqyus ij gj ckj og xgjh&xgjh lk¡lsa ysus yxrhA vfèkdka'k
yksxksa ds ikl xBfj;k¡ Fkha vkSj njokt+s ls ?kqlrs le; os mlesa iQ¡l tkrs Fks_
os xkfy;k¡ cdrs gq, viuh xBfj;k¡ i+Q'kZ ij ;k casp ij iVd nsrs vkSj viuh
vkLrhuksa vkSj dkyj] ew¡Nksa vkSj nkf<+;ksa ij ls ci+QZ >kM+rs gq, xqjkZrs FksA
,d ukStoku peM+s dk lwVdsl fy;s gq, njokt+s ls vUnj vk;k vkSj
tYnh ls pkjksa vksj ut+j Mkydj lhèks ek¡ ds ikl pyk x;kA
¶ekLdks tk jgh gSa vki\¸ mlus èkhes Loj esa iwNkA
¶gk¡] rkU;k ds ikl]¸ ek¡ us mÙkj fn;kA
¶;g yhft;s!¸
mlus lwVdsl csap ij ek¡ ds ikl j[k fn;k vkSj ,d flxjsV lqyxkdj
viuh gSV frjNh djds nwljs njokt+s ls ckgj pyk x;kA ek¡ us lwVdsl ds B.Ms
peM+s dks gkFk ls FkiFkik;k vkSj ml ij dqguh fVdkdj cM+s lUrks"k ds Hkko
ls vius pkjksa vksj yksxksa dks è;ku ls ns[kus yxhA ,d feuV ckn og ogk¡ ls
mBdj nwljh txg cSB x;h tks ckgj fudyus ds njokt+s ls T+;knk fudV FkhA
og viuk flj Å¡pk fd;s py jgh Fkh vkSj ikl ls xqtjusokyksa ds psgjksa ij
ut+j Mkyrh tkrh Fkh_ lwVdsl cgqr Hkkjh ugha Fkk] mls ys pyus esa mls dksbZ
dfBukbZ ugha gks jgh FkhA
,d ukStoku] tks cUn xys dk NksVk dksV igus gq, Fkk] vkdj mlls
Vdjk x;kA pqids ls og ,d rji+Q dks gV x;k vkSj viuk gkFk mBkdj gSV
rd ys x;kA ek¡ dks mlesa dksbZ igpkuh gqbZ ckr fn[kk;h nhA mlus ihNs eqM+dj
ml vkneh ij ,d ut+j Mkyh vkSj ns[kk fd ,d Hkwjh vk¡[k mlds dkyj ds
Åij ls mls ?kwj jgh gSA mldk bl izdkj ?kwjuk ek¡ ds dysts ij Nqjh dh rjg

398 @ ek¡
yxk_ ftl gkFk esa og lwVdsl fy;s gq, Fkh og jg&jgdj dk¡ius yxk vkSj
lglk mldk cks> Hkkjh gksus yxkA
¶eSaus mls igys dgha ns[kk gS!¸ ek¡ us lkspkA mls ns[kdj ek¡ ds ân;
esa tks v#fpdj Hkkouk mRiUu gqbZ Fkh mldk LFkku bl fopkj us ys fy;k_
og ml Hkkouk dh O;k[;k djus ls badkj dj jgh Fkh ftlds dkj.k èkhjs&èkhjs
ij vnE; osx ls mldk fny cSBk tk jgk FkkA ij ;g Hkkouk c<+rh x;h vkSj
mlds xys esa vkdj vVd x;h_ mlds eq¡g dk Lokn dM+ok gks x;kA ckj&ckj
ihNs eqM+dj mls ns[ks fcuk ek¡ dk th ugha ekurk FkkA og iSj cnyrk gqvk
mlh txg [kM+k Fkk] ekuks ;g i+QSlyk djus dk iz;Ru dj jgk gks fd D;k djsA
og ck;k¡ gkFk viuh tsc esa vkSj nkfguk dksV ds cVuksa ds chp j[ks gq, Fkk]
mldk nkfguk dUèkk ck;sa dUèks ls dqN Å¡pk yx jgk FkkA
ek¡ csap ds ikl tkdj èkhjs ls vkSj cM+h lkoèkkuh ls ml ij cSB x;h]
ekuks mls ;g Mj gks fd mlds 'kjhj ds vUnj fdlh pht+ dks Bsl u yx
tk;sA vk'kadkvksa esa xzLr og vius efLr"d ij t+ksj nsus yxh vkSj mls ;kn
vk;k fd mlus blls igys nks ckj bl vkneh dks ns[kk Fkk % ,d ckj rks 'kgj
ds fljsokys [kqys eSnku esa tc jhfcu tsy ls Hkkxk Fkk vkSj nwljh ckj eqo+Qnes
ds le; vnkyr esaA vnkyr ds dejs esa og mlh iqfylokys ds cxy esa
[kM+k Fkk ftls ek¡ us jhfcu dk ihNk djus ds fy, xyr jkLrk crk fn;k FkkA
ek¡ le> x;h fd os mls tkurs gSa vkSj mldk ihNk dj jgs gSaA vc blesa dksbZ
lUnsg gks gh ugha ldrk FkkA
¶idM+h x;h\¸ mlus vius vkils iwNkA
¶eqqefdu gS vHkh ugha]¸ mlus dk¡idj Lo;a gh mÙkj fn;kA
¶idM+h x;h!¸ ,d gh {k.k ckn mlus lPpkbZ dk lkeuk djus dk
i+QSlyk djrs gq, vius eu easa ?kks"k.kk dhA
og pkjksa vksj ut+jsa nkSM+k jgh Fkh] ij ns[k dqN Hkh ugha jgh FkhA mlds
fnekx esa fopkj fpaxkfj;ksa dh rjg HkM+d jgs FksA
¶D;k eSa lwVdsl ;gha NksM+dj pyh tkÅ¡\¸
,d nwljh fpaxkjh us] tks T+;knk pednkj Fkh] bl fopkj dk LFkku ys
fy;k %
¶D;k\ vius csVs ds 'kCnksa dks bl rjg NksM+ tkÅ¡\ mUgsa ,sls gkFkksa esa
lkSai tkÅ¡\¸
mlus lwVdsl et+cwrh ls idM+ fy;kA
¶D;k eSa bls ysdj pyh tkÅ¡\-- ;gk¡ ls Hkkx tkÅ¡\--¸

ek¡ @ 399
 ,sls fopkj mlds 'k=kq Fks] os ckgj ls t+cjnLrh ml ij Fkksis tk jgs FksA
os mlds efLr"d dks >qylk ns jgs Fks] mlds ân; dks ekuks vkx ds èkkxs ls
lh jgs FksA bu fopkjksa dh ihM+k ls O;kdqy gksdj ek¡ vius vkidks Hkwy x;h]
ikosy dks vkSj gj ml pht+ dks Hkwy x;h tks mls bruh fiz; FkhA mls ,slk
yxk fd dksbZ 'k=kqrkiw.kZ 'kfDr mlds dUèkksa vkSj lhus ij cks> dh rjg j[kh
gqbZ gS] vkSj bl ?kkrd Hk; ls mldk xyk ?kksaVs ns jgh gSA mldh duifV;ksa
dh ulsa t+ksj ls èkM+dus yxha vkSj mls ,slk ekywe gqvk fd mlds ckyksa dh
tM+ksa esa xjeh jsaxdj vk jgh gSA
lglk viuh iwjh 'kfDr yxkdj mlus vius fopkjksa dks nwj gVk fn;k]
bu lc rqPN det+ksj fpaxkfj;ksa dks dqpy fn;k vkSj cM+s xoZ ls vius eu esa
dgk %
¶fèkDdkj gS eq>s!¸
mldh rch;r i+QkSju l¡Hky x;h_ okLro esa mlesa lkgl vk x;k vkSj
mlus vius eu esa dgk %
¶vius csVs ds uke ij dyad dk Vhdk u yxkvks! Mj dh ,slh&rSlh!¸
mldh vk¡[kksa us nks uhjl vkSj Hkh# ?kwjrh gqbZ vk¡[kksa dks ns[kk_ mlds
efLr"d easa jhfcu dk psgjk fctyh dh rjg dkSaèk x;kA ladksp esa mlus tks
dqN {k.k fcrk;s Fks muls vc mldk fo'okl vkSj n`<+ gks x;k FkkA
¶vc D;k gksxk\¸ mlus pkjksa vksj ut+j nkSM+krs gq, lkspkA
tklwl us ,d xkMZ dks cqykdj mlds dku easa dqN dgk vkSj vk¡[kksa ls
ek¡ dh rji+Q b'kkjk fd;kA xkMZ us mls ns[kk vkSj okil pyk x;kA brus esa nwljk
xkMZ vk;k vkSj mldh ckr lqudj mldh Hkosa ru x;haA ;g xkMZ ,d cw<+k
vkneh Fkk μ yEck dn] li+Qsn cky] nk<+h c<+h gqb± mlus tklwl dh rji+Q
ns[kdj flj fgyk;k vkSj ml csap dh rji+Q c<+k ftl ij ek¡ cSBh gqbZ FkhA
tklwl dgha x+k;c gks x;kA
xkMZ cM+s bRehuku ls vkxs c<+ jgk Fkk vkSj R;ksfj;k¡ p<+k;s ek¡ dks ?kwj jgk
FkkA ek¡ csap ij fleVdj cSB x;hA
¶cl] dgha eq>s ekjsa u!¸ ek¡ us lkspkA
xkMZ ek¡ ds lkeus vkdj #d x;k vkSj ,d {k.k rd dqN ugha cksykA
¶D;k ns[k jgh gks\¸ mlus vkf[k+jdkj iwNkA
¶dqN Hkh ugha]¸ ek¡ us mÙkj fn;kA
¶vPNk ;g ckr gS] pksj dgha dh! bl mej esa ;g lc djrs 'kje ugha
vkrh!¸

400 @ ek¡
 mlds 'kCn ek¡ ds xkyksa ij rekpksa dh rjg yxs μ ,d--- nks_ muesa
dqRlk dk tks ?k`f.kr Hkko Fkk og ek¡ ds fy, bruk d"Vnk;d Fkk fd tSls
mlus fdlh rst+ pht+ ls ek¡ ds xky phj fn;s gksa ;k mldh vk¡[ksa ckgj fudky
yh gksa---
¶eSa\ eSa pksj ugha gw¡] rqe [+kqn >wBs gks!¸ mlus iwjh vkokt+ ls fpYykdj
dgk vkSj mlds Øksèk ds rwiQku esa gj pht+ myV&iqyV gksus yxhA mlus
lwVdsl dks ,d >Vdk fn;k vkSj og [kqy x;kA
¶lquks! lquks! lc yksx lquks!¸ mlus fpYykdj dgk vkSj mNydj ipks±
dh ,d xM~Mh vius flj ds Åij fgykus yxhA mlds dku esa tks xw¡t mB
jgh Fkh mlds chp mls pkjksa rji+Q ls Hkkxdj vkrs gq, yksxksa dh ckrsa lki+Q
lquk;h ns jgh FkhaA
¶D;k gqvk\¸
¶og ogk¡ μ tklwl---¸
¶D;k ckr gS\¸
¶dgrs gSa fd ;g pksj gS---¸
¶ns[kus esa rks cM+h 'kjhi+Q vkSjr ekywe gksrh gS! fN% fN%!¸
¶eSa pksj ugha gw!¡ ¸ ek¡ us fpYykdj dgk_ yksxksa dh HkhM+ vius pkjksa rji+Q
,df=kr ns[kdj mldh Hkkoukvksa dk izcy osx Fke x;k FkkA
¶dy jktuhfrd dSfn;ksa ij ,d eqo+Qnek pyk;k x;k Fkk vkSj muesa esjk
csVk ikosy Oyklkso Hkh FkkA mlus vnkyr esa ,d Hkk"k.k fn;k Fkk μ ;g ogh
Hkk"k.k gS! eSa bls yksxksa ds ikl ys tk jgh gw¡ rkfd os bl i<+dj lPpkbZ dk
irk yxk ldsa---¸
fdlh us cM+h lkoèkkuh ls mlds gkFk ls ,d ipkZ ys fy;kA ek¡ us xM~Mh
gok esa mNkydj HkhM+ dh rji+Q iQsad nhA
¶rqEgsa bldk etk p[kk fn;k tk;sxk!¸ fdlh us Hk;Hkhr Loj esa dgkA
ek¡ us ns[kk fd yksx >iVdj ipsZ ysrs gSa vkSj vius dksV esa rFkk tscksa
esa Nqik ysrs gSaA ;g ns[kdj mlesa u;h 'kfDr vk x;hA og vfèkd 'kkUr Hkko
ls vkSj T+;knk tks'k ds lkFk cksyus yxh_ mlds ân; esa xoZ vkSj mYykl dk
tks lkxj BkBsa ekj jgk Fkk mldk mls vkHkkl FkkA cksyrs&cksyrs og lwVdsl
esa ls ipsZ fudkydj nkfgus ck;sa mNkyrh tk jgh Fkh vkSj yksx cM+h mRlqdrk
ls gkFk c<+kdj bu ipks± dks idM+ ysrs FksA
¶tkurs gks esjs csVs vkSj mlds lkfFk;ksa ij eqo+Qnek D;ksa pyk;k x;k\ eSa
rqEgsa crkrh gw¡] rqe ,d ek¡ ds ân; vkSj mlds li+Qsn ckyksa dk ;dhu djks

ek¡ @ 401
μ mu yksxksa ij eqo+Qnek fli+QZ blfy, pyk;k x;k fd os yksxksa dks lp ckrsa
crkrs Fks! vkSj dy eq>s ekywe gqvk fd bl lPpkbZ ls--- dksbZ Hkh badkj ugha
dj ldrk μ dksbZ Hkh ugha!
HkhM+ c<+rh x;h] lc yksx pqi Fks vkSj bl vkSjr ds pkjksa rji+Q lizk.k
'kjhjksa dks ?ksjk [kM+k FkkA
¶x+jhch] Hkw[k vkSj chekjh μ yksxksa dks viuh esgur ds cnys ;gh
feyrk gS! gj pht+ gekjs f[k+yki+Q gS μ ft+Unxh&Hkj ge jkst+ viuh jÙkh&jÙkh
'kfDr vius dke esa [kik nsrs gS]a ges'kk xUns jgrs gS]a ges'kk csoo+Qiw Q+ cuk;s tkrs
gSa vkSj nwljs gekjh esgur dk lkjk i+Qk;nk mBkrs gSa vkSj ,s'k djrs gSa] os gesa
tathj esa c¡èks gq, dqÙkksa dh rjg tkfgy j[krs gSa μ ge dqN Hkh ugha tkurs]
os gesa Mjkdj j[krs gSa μ ge gj pht+ ls Mjrs gSa! gekjh ft+Unxh ,d yEch
v¡èksjh jkr dh rjg gS!¸
¶Bhd ckr gS!¸ fdlh us nch tcku esa leFkZu fd;kA
¶cUn dj nks bldk eq¡g!¸
HkhM+ ds ihNs ek¡ us ml tklwl vkSj nks jktuhfrd iqfylokyksa dks ns[kk
vkSj og tYnh&tYnh cps gq, ipsZ ck¡Vus yxhA ysfdu tc mldk gkFk lwVdsl
ds ikl igq¡pk] rks fdlh nwljs ds gkFk ls Nw x;kA
¶ys yks] vkSj ys yks!¸ mlus >qds&>qds dgkA
¶pyks] gVks ;gk¡ ls!¸ jktuhfrd iqfylokyksa us yksxksa dks <¡dsyrs gq,
dgkA yksxksa us vueus Hkko ls iqfylokyksa dks jkLrk fn;k_ os iqfylokyksa dks
nhokj cukdj ihNs jksds gq, Fks_ 'kk;n os tkucw>dj ,slk ugha dj jgs FksA yksxksa
ds ân; esa u tkus D;ksa bl cM+h&cM+h vk¡[kksa vkSj mnkj psgjs rFkk li+Qsn
ckyksaokyh vkSjr ds izfr bruk vnE; vkd"kZ.k FkkA thou esa os lcls
vyx&Fkyx jgrs Fks] ,d&nwljs ls mudk dksbZ lEcUèk ugha Fkk] ij ;gk¡ os
lc ,d gks x;s Fks_ os cM+s izHkkfor gksdj bu tks'k&Hkjs 'kCnksa dks lqu jgs Fks_
thou ds vU;k;ksa ls ihfM+r gksdj 'kk;n muesa ls vusd yksxksa ds ân; cgqr
fnuksa ls bUgha 'kCnksa dh [kkst esa FksA tks yksx ek¡ ds lcls fudV Fks os pqipki
[kM+s Fks_ os cM+h mRlqdrk ls mldh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡[ksa Mkydj è;ku ls mldh
ckrsa lqu jgs Fks vkSj og mudh lk¡lksa dh xehZ psgjs ij vuqHko dj jgh FkhA
¶f[kld tk ;gk¡ ls] cqf<+;k!¸
¶os vHkh rq>s idM+ ysaxs!--¸
¶fdruh fgEer gS blesa!¸
¶pyks ;gk¡ ls! tkvks viuk dke ns[kks!¸ jktuhfrd iqfylokyksa us HkhM+

402 @ ek¡
dks Bsyrs gq, fpYykdj dgkA ek¡ ds lkeus tks yksx Fks os ,d ckj dqN
MxeXkk;s vkSj fiQj ,d&nwljs ls lVdj [kM+s gks x;sA
ek¡ dks vkHkkl gqvk fd os mldh ckr dks le>us vkSj ml ij fo'okl
djus dks rS;kj Fks vkSj og tYnh&tYnh mUgsa os lc ckrsa crk nsuk pkgrh Fkh
tks og tkurh Fkh] os lkjs fopkj mu rd igq¡pk nsuk pkgrh Fkh ftudh 'kfDr
dk mlus vuqHko fd;k FkkA bu fopkjkssa us mlds ân; dh xgjkbZ ls fudydj
,d xhr dk :i èkkj.k dj fy;k Fkk] ij ek¡ ;g vuqHko djds cgqr >qCèk
gqbZ fd og bl xhr dks xk ugha ldrh Fkh μ mldk xyk #¡èk x;k Fkk vkSj
Loj HkjkZ x;k FkkA
¶esjs csVs ds 'kCn ,d ,sls bZekunkj et+nwj ds 'kCn gSa ftlus viuh
vkRek dks cspk ugha gS! bZekunkjh ds 'kCnksa dks vki mudh fuHkhZdrk ls igpku
ldrs gSa!¸
fdlh ukStoku dh nks vk¡[ksa Hk; vkSj g"kkZfrjsd ls mlds psgjs ij teh
gqbZ FkhaA
fdlh us mlds lhus ij ,d ?kw¡lk ekjk vkSj og csap ij fxj iM+hA
jktuhfrd iqfylokyksa ds gkFk HkhM+ ds Åij t+ksj ls pyrs gq, fn[kk;h ns jgs
Fks] os yksxksa ds dUèks vkSj xnZusa idM+dj mUgsa <¡dsy jgs Fks_ mudh Vksfi;k¡
mrkjdj eqlkfiQj[k+kus ds nwljs fljs ij iQsd
a jgs FksA ek¡ dh vk¡[kksa ds vkxs èkjrh
?kwe x;h] ij mlus viuh det+ksjh ij dkcw ikdj viuh cph&[kqph vkokt+
ls fpYykdj dgk %
¶yksxks] ,d gksdj t+cjnLr 'kfDr cu tkvks!¸
,d iqfylokys us vius eksVs&eksVs cM+s ls gkFk ls mldh xnZu idM+dj
mls t+ksj ls >a>ksM+kA
¶cUn dj viuh tcku!¸
ek¡ dk flj nhokj ls Vdjk;kA ,d {k.k ds fy, mlds ân; esa Hk; dk
ne ?kksaV nsusokyk èkqvk¡ Hkj x;k] ij 'kh?kz gh mlesa fiQj lkgl iSnk gqvk ;g
èkqvk¡ N¡V x;kA
¶py ;gk¡ ls!¸ iqfylokys us dgkA
¶fdlh ckr ls Mjuk ugha! rqEgkjh ft+Unxh tSlh vc gS mlls cnrj vkSj
D;k gks ldrh gS---¸
¶pqi jg] eSaus dg fn;k!¸ iqfylokys us mldh ck¡g idM+dj mls t+ksj
ls èkDdk fn;kA nwljs iqfylokys us mldh nwljh ck¡g idM+ yh vkSj nksuksa mls
lkFk ysdj pysA

ek¡ @ 403
 ¶mls dVqrk ls cnrj vkSj D;k gks ldrk gS tks fnu&jkr rqEgkjs ân;
dks [kk;s tk jgh gS vkSj rqEgkjh vkRek dks [kks[kyk fd;s ns jgh gS!¸
tklwl ek¡ ds vkxs&vkxs Hkkx jgk Fkk vkSj eqV~Bh rku&rkudj mls èkedk
jgk FkkA
¶pqi jg] dqfr;k!¸ mlus fpYykdj dgkA
ek¡ dh vk¡[ksa pedus yxha vkSj Øksèk ls iQSy x;ha_ mlds gksaB dk¡ius
yxsA
¶iquthZfor vkRek dks rks ugha ekj ldrs!¸ mlus fpYykdj dgk vkSj
vius ik¡o iRFkj ds fpdus i+Q'kZ ij tek fn;sA
¶dqfr;k dgha dh!¸
tklwl us mlds eq¡g ij ,d FkIiM+ ekjkA
¶bldh ;gh ltk gS] bl pqM+Sy cqf<+;k dh!¸ fdlh us tydj dgkA
,d {k.k ds fy, ek¡ dh vk¡[kksa ds vkxs v¡èksjk Nk x;k_ mlds lkeus
yky vkSj dkys èkCcs ls ukpus yxs vkSj mldk eq¡g jDr ds uedhu Lokn ls
Hkj x;kA
yksxksa ds NksVs&NksVs okD; lqudj mls fiQj gks'k vk;k %
¶[k+cjnkj] tks mls gkFk yxk;k!¸
¶vkvks] pyks ;kj!¸
¶cnek'k dgha dk!¸
¶,d ns t+ksj dk!¸
¶os gekjh psruk dks rks [+kwu ls ugha m¡M+sy ldrs!¸
os ek¡ dh ihB vkSj xnZu ij ?kw¡ls cjlk jgs Fks] mlds dUèkksa vkSj flj
ij ekj jgs Fks_ gj pht+ ph[k+&iqdkj] ØUnu vkSj lhfV;ksa dh vkokt+ksa dk ,d
>a>kokr cudj mldh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus ukp jgh Fkh vkSj fctyh dh rjg
dkSaèk jgh FkhA mlds dku esa ,d t+ksj dk ?kqVk gqvk èkekdk gqvk_ mldk xyk
#¡èk x;k_ mldk ne ?kqVus yxk vkSj mlds ik¡oksa rys dejs dk i+Q'kZ èk¡qlus
yxk_ mldh Vk¡xsa tokc nsus yxha_ og rst+ Nqjh ds ?kko tSlh pqHkrh gqbZ ihM+k
ls fryfeyk mBh] mldk 'kjhj cks>y gks x;k vkSj og fu<ky gksdj >weus
yxhA ij mldh vk¡[kksa esa vc Hkh ogh ped FkhA mldh vk¡[ksa cko+Qh lc
yksxksa dh vk¡[kksa dks ns[k jgh Fkha_ mu lc vk¡[kksa esa mlh lkgle; T;ksfr dh
vkXus; ped Fkh ftls og Hkyh&Hkk¡fr tkurh Fkh vkSj ftls og cgqr I;kj
djrh FkhA
iqfylokyksa us mls ,d njokt+s ds vUnj <¡dsy fn;kA

404 @ ek¡
 mlus >Vdk nsdj viuh ,d ck¡g NqM+k yh vkSj njokt+s dh pkS[kV
idM+ yhA
¶lPpkbZ dks rks [+kwu dh ufn;ksa esa Hkh ugha Mqcks;k tk ldrk---¸
iqfylokyksa us mlds gkFk ij t+ksj ls ekjkA
¶vjs csoo+Qwi+Qks] rqe ftruk vR;kpkj djksxs] gekjh ui+Qjr mruh gh
c<+sxh! vkSj ,d fnu ;g lc rqEgkjs flj ij igkM+ cudj VwV iM+sxk!¸
,d iqfylokyk mldh xnZu idM+dj t+ksj ls mldk xyk ?kksaVus yxkA
¶dec[rks---¸ ek¡ us lk¡l ysus dks iz;Ru djrs gq, dgkA
fdlh us blds mÙkj esa t+ksj ls flldh HkjhA

ek¡ @ 405
 ifjf'k"V
¶ek¡¸ miU;kl ds uk;dksa ds xk<+s le; esa xksdhZ vius ikBdksa ls fonk ys ysrs
gSaA ikosy Oyklkso gt+kjksa fdyksehVj dh nwjh ij lnk ds fy, lkbcsfj;k easa
fuokZflr fd;k tkusokyk gS vkSj mldh ek¡ isykxs;k fuyksouk ml lwVdsl ds
lkFk] ftlesa eqo+Qnes ds le; ikosy ds Hkk"k.k ds Nis gq, x+Sj&o+Qkuwuh ipsZ
Hkjs Fks] jktuhfrd iqfylokyksa ds gRFks p<+ tkrh gSA os mldk vieku djrs
gSa] ekjrs&ihVrs gSa] exj og bnZ&fxnZ tek yksxksa dks thou dh lPpkbZ crkus
dks ekSo+Qk gkFk ls ugha tkus nsrh--- og fpYykdj vius tYyknksa ls dgrh
gS ¶lPpkbZ dks rks [wku dh ufn;ksa esa Hkh ugha Mqcks;k tk ldrk---
csoo+Qwi+Qks] rqe ftruk vR;kpkj djksxs] gekjh ui+Qjr mruh gh c<+sxh!¸
xksdhZ ds miU;kl ds eq[; ik=kksa ds ewy :iksa μ I;ks=k tkyksekso vkSj
mudh ek¡ vkUuk fdjhYyksouk ds lkFk vkxs D;k chrh\
I;ks=k tkyksekso cgqr lky ft+Unk jgs vkSj 1955 esa 78 lky ds o`¼
gksdj ijyksd flèkkjsA mudh ek¡ vkUuk fdjhYyksouk us Hkh dki+Qh yEch mez
ik;hA muds ckjs esa xksdhZ us fy[kk gS μ ¶lkseksZoks esa igyh ebZ ds tqywl ds
fy, 1902 eas ltk ikus okys I;ks=k tkyksekso dh ek¡ dk gh :i isykxs;k
fuyksouk FkhaA os xqIr laxBu esa dke djrh Fkha vkSj fHk{kqq.kh ds Hksl esa lkfgR;
ys tkrh Fkha---¸
vkUuk fdjhYyksouk dk tUe 1849 esa ,d eksph ds ?kj esa gqvkA mudh
ft+Unxh dfBu jghA ifr dh e`R;q ds ckn rks mUgsa [k+klrkSj ij cgqr cqjk oD+r
ns[kuk iM+k μ muds lkr cPps Fks--- os ¶foèkok ?kj¸ ds v¡èksjs vkSj B.Ms
rg[k+kus esa vius cPpksa ds lkFk jgrh FkhaA ek¡ dh n`<+rk vkSj Jefiz;rk us gh
ifjokj dks cpk;kA cPps èkhjs&èkhjs cM+s gksrs x;s μ dqN dke djus yxs] dqN
i<+rs jgsA I;ks=k ØkfUrdkjh e.My esa 'kkfey gks x;s vkSj ¶gekjs thou esa
rkt+xh vkSj LiQwfrZ ykusokyh gok dk >ksadk vk;k]¸ I;ks=k dh NksVh cgu ookZjk
tkyksekso ds Lej.k djrs gq, ckn esa dgkA tYnh gh iwjk tkyksekso&ifjokj
ØkfUrdkjh vkUnksyu easa fgLlk ysus yxkA

406 @ ek¡
 egku vDVwcj lektoknh ØkfUr ds ckn vkUuk fdjhYyksouk vius cPpksa
ds lkFk jgha μ dHkh rks NksVh csVh ds ikl ysfuuxzkn esa vkSj dHkh csVksa ds
ikl lkseksZoks esaA
NksVk dn] vR;fèkd ltho vk¡[ksa vkSj eèkqj eqLdku μ ,slh Fkha ;g
cqtqxZ efgykA vius ids ckyksas ij os vDlj iqjkus <ax dk ySlokyk dkyk
:eky ck¡èks jgrh FkhaA ysfuuxzkn dh mjhRLdh i+QSDVjh dh etnwfjuksa] uhTuh
uksoxksjksn ds Ldwyh Nk=kksa] lkseksoZ ks ds et+nwjksa vkSj mu lHkh yksxksa ds ekul&iV
ij vkUuk fdjhYyksouk dk ,slk gh fp=k vafdr gksdj jg x;k gS] ftUgksaus mUgsa
ns[kk vkSj lquk FkkA os cgqr gh lhèks vkSj ljy <ax ls vrhr dh] vius
ØkfUrdkjh dke vkSj csVs dh ppkZ fd;k djrh Fkha---
vkUuk fdjhYyksouk dk nsgkUr 1938 esa gqvkA
rks vkb;s] vc I;ks=k tkyksekso dh vksj ykSV-as -- t+kj'kkgh vnkyr dh ltk
ds eqrkfcd I;ks=k tkyksekso dks 1903 esa lkbcsfj;k ds fy, jokuk dj fn;k
x;kA ,d lky rd iSny pyus ds ckn og ;suhlsbZ unh ij igq¡ps vkSj
ØkLuks;kLdZ ls 300 fdyksehVj ds iQklys ij ekDykdksOdk uke dh ,d
NksVh&lh cLrh esa jgus yxs--- ¶fuokZlu esa nks lky fcrk;s] LFkkuh; fdlkuksa
esa izpkj djrk jgk] ftys ds eqa'kh vkSj mlds nks lgk;dksa dks vius fopkjksas
ls izHkkfor dj fy;kA vysDlsbZ efDleksfop xksdhZ eq>s gj eghus tks vkB
:cy Hkstrs Fks] mUgsa Fkkusnkj gte dj tkrk FkkA eSa Hkw[kksa ejrk Fkk vkSj eq>s
'khrkn gks x;k---¸ I;ks=k tkyksekso us vius laLej.kksa esa fy[kk gSA
1904 ds ekpZ eghus dh èkwi ugk;h lqcg I;ks=k ds thou dk ,d lq[kn
fnu ysdj vk;hA os vius NksVs&ls dejs esa Ldh cuk jgs FksA ¶fny pSu vkSj
le&xfr ls èkM+d jgk FkkA vpkud njokt+k [kqykA gt+kjksa fdyksehVj dk
iQklyk r; djds tkst+siQhuk esjs ;gk¡ vk;h FkhA og fxygjh dh iQj dk
iqjkuk&lk dksV igus Fkh vkSj ikys ls yky gks jgh FkhA¸
bu nks is'ksoj xqIr ØkfUrdkjh dk;ZdÙkkZvksa dk izse&ekxZ cM+k dfBu jgk
FkkA ekLdksokfluh vè;kfidk tksts+iQhuk (tks iz+Qkalhlh jk"Vªh;rk Fkha) ds lkFk
I;ks=k dk ifjp; 1901 esa gh gks x;k FkkA os et+nwjksa dh cSBdksa] lHkkvksa esa]
uhTuh uksoxksjksn dh lM+dksa ij feyrs] exj viuh iz.k;&Hkkoukvksa dks fNik;s
jgsA gk¡] I;ks=k tkyksekso tc fxjÝ+rkj gksus ds ckn cqfrLdkZ;k tsy esa vius
HkkX;&fu.kZ; dh izrh{kk dj jgs Fks] rc tkst+siQhuk ¶eaxsrj¸ ds :i esa vkUuk
fdjhYyksouk ds lkFk muls feyus vk;ha---
xksdhZ dh enn ls tkyksekso ds lkbcsfj;k ls Hkkx fudyus dh O;oLFkk

ek¡ @ 407
dh x;hA os ihVlZcxZ esa xqIr cksY'ksfod laxBu esa dke djus yxs vkSj 1905
dh ØkfUr ds le; mUgksaus ekLdks ds gfFk;kjcUn et+nwj nLrksa ds laxBu esa
Hkkx fy;kA
xksdhZ ds lkFk I;ks=k tkyksekso dh igyh eqyko+Qkr 1905 dh xehZ esa
ihVlZcxZ ds fudV dqvksDdkyk esa xksdhZ ds nsgkrh caxys ij gqbZA
Hkkoh miU;kl ds ys[kd vkSj Hkkoh ikosy Oyklkso ds ewy :i dbZ
lky ls ,d&nwljs dks tkurs Fks] exj dsoy i=kksa }kjk ghA lkseksoZ ks ds ebZ fnol
ds igys gh xksdhZ us tkyksekso ls feyuk pkgkA fdUrq I;ks=k dks Mj Fkk fd
blls xksdhZ dks gkfu igq¡p ldrh gS] D;ksafd mudk uke iqfyl dh dkyh
lwph esa vk pqdk Fkk vkSj mUgsa ;g Hkh ekywe Fkk fd jktuhfrd iqfylokys
ØkfUrdkjh ys[kd dks cnuke djus dk dksbZ Hkh ekSo+Qk gkFk ls ugha tkus nsaxsA
izFke ebZ ds tqywl vkSj mlds usrkvksa dh fxjÝ+rkjh ds ckn xksdhZ us tkyksekso
vkSj muds lkfFk;ksa dh cM+h ns[kHkky dhA I;ks=k dh ek¡ vkUuk tkyksekso ds
}kjk mUgksaus vius uxj&Hkkb;ksa] uhTuh uksoxksjksn ds lkfFk;ksa dh enn dk oknk
fd;kA xksdhZ gj eghus mUgsa [k+pZ ds fy, lkbcsfj;k iSls Hkstrs jgs vkSj tc
mUgsa tkyksekso dh ikfjokfjd fpUrkvksa dk irk pyk] rks nqxuh jde Hkstus
yxsA vkf[k+j ogk¡ ls Hkkxus ds fy, rhu lkS :cy HkstsA
rks fuokZflr tkyksekso Hkkxdj ihVlZcxZ vk x;sA igyh ckj xksdhZ ls
feyus igq¡psA
bl [k+;ky ls fd dksbZ tklwl ihNs u yx tk;s] og LVs'ku rd u tkdj
igys gh xkM+h ls mrjdj taxy esa pys x;sA caxys ds iQkVd ds ikl #ds
vkSj vk¡xu esa mUgsa fp=kksa }kjk vPNh rjg tkuk&igpkuk yEck] nqcyk&iryk
O;fDr fn[kk;h fn;kA
¶vysDlsbZ efDleksfop!--¸ I;ks=k us mUgsa lEcksfèkr fd;k vkSj viuk uke
crk;kA
xksdhZ eqLdjkrs gq, mudh vksj c<+sA uxj&HkkbZ xys feysA xksdhZ us [+kq'k
gksrs gq, tkyksekso dks flj ls ik¡o rd x+kSj ls ns[kdj dgk μ ¶rks ,sls gSa
vki!¸
dqN nsj ckn nksuksa vkjke ls dqqflZ;ksa ij cSB x;s vkSj foLrkjiwoZd
ckrphr 'kq: gqbZA xksdhZ us ys[kd dh O;kolkf;d dq'kyrk ds vuq:i I;ks=k
ls muds thou] ekrk&firk] ØkfUrdkjh dke vkSj lkseksZoks ds tqywl ds ckjs
esa iwNrkN 'kq: dhA et+nwj izpkjd us dkedkth <ax ls rF; crk;s] viuh
eu%fLFkfr dh cgqr de ppkZ dh vkSj liuksa dk rks mYys[k gh ugha fd;kA

408 @ ek¡
;g HksaV cgqr gh eèkqj vkSj Lusgiw.kZ jgh vkSj mUgksaus Hkkoh eqyko+Qkrksa ds ckjs
esa r; fd;kA bUgha fnuksa xksdhZ us vius ,d fe=k dks I;ks=k ds ckjs esa ;g
fy[kk μ ¶esjs ;gk¡ ,d lkseksZoksoklh vkrk gSA dSlk deky dk gS og
ukStoku!¸
I;ks=k us ,d ds ckn ,d] ikVhZ ds dbZ mÙkjnkf;Roiw.kZ dke iwjs fd;sA
¶eq>s ekLdks esa gfFk;kjcUn et+nwj nLrksa dk laxBudrkZ fu;qDr fd;k x;kA
ekLdks ds l'kL=k foæksg ds vkjEHk gksus ls dqN igys viuh iRuh tkst+siQhuk
,MqvkMksZOuk ds lkFk feydj] tks nl eghus dh csVh fy;s gq, lkbcsfj;k ls
esjs ikl vk;h Fkh] ceksa ds [kksy cukrk jgk--- foæksg ds le; ekspsZcfUn;ksa dh
yM+kb;ksa esa Hkkx fy;kA 1906 dh xfeZ;ksa ds chp eq¡g ls [+kwu vkus vkSj iwjh
rjg 'kfDrghu gks tkus ds dkj.k xqIr dke NksM+uk iM+kA¸
xqIr dke NksM+us ij tkyksekso jktèkkuh ls pys x;sA uhTuh uksoxksjksn ds
dkjhxj I;ks=k tkyksekso vius ifjokj ds lkFk dwLdZ xqcsfuZ;k ds NksVs&ls lwn~t
uxj esa tk clsA lwn~t dk thou I;ks=k ds fy, okLro esa nwljk fuokZlu gh
gks x;kA mUgsa 'kgj ls ckgj tkus vkSj dgha Hkh dke djus dh btktr ugha FkhA
iqfyl mudh gj xfrfofèk ij dM+h ut+j j[krh FkhA iQkdksa] tsyksa vkSj fuokZlu
ls ttZj tkyksekso dk LokLF; bu o"kks± ds nkSjku vkSj fcxM+ x;kA iRuh
tksts+iQhuk ,MqvkMksZouk lwn~t ds gkbZ&Ldwy esa vè;kfidk gks x;h Fkha vkSj
mUgha ds osru ls ifjokj dk [k+pZ pyrk FkkA bl oD+r ds ckjs esa [+kqn tkyksekso
us ;g fy[kk gS μ ¶1917 dh iQjojh ØkfUr rd eq> ij tklwlksa vkSj
jktuhfrd iqfylokyksa dh xqIr dM+h ut+j jghA vyx&vyx fdlkuksa ds chp
gh dke dj ik;kA¸
1917 dh iQjojh ØkfUr vk;h vkSj mlds ihNs vDVwcj ØkfUr dh xw¡t
lquk;h ns jgh FkhA lkseksoZ ks ds èotokgd] lkglh ØkfUrdkjh fiQj ls la?k"kZ&{ks=k
esa vk MVsA igyh vke lHkk esa gh tkyksekso us t+ksjnkj Hkk"k.k fn;k] lHkk esa
,df=kr fdlkuksa vkSj et+nwjksa dks ihVlZcxZ dh ?kVukvksa dk lkj Li"V fd;kA
vius HkkbZ vysDlkUæ ds uke fy[ks x;s ,d i=k esa I;ks=k tkyksekso us
ØkfUr vkSj x`g&;q¼ ds o"kks± esa vius thou dk ltho o.kZu ;ksa fd;k gS μ
¶---1917 esa eSaus ftys esa lksfo;r lÙkk dh LFkkiuk esa fgLlk fy;k--- tYnh
gh Je&dfelkj pqu fy;k x;kA
¶lwn~t ij li+Qsn xkMks± ds dCts ds oD+r mUgksaus dbZ ckj eq>s lwyh nsuh
pkgh] exj rhu ckj eSa cp fudyus esa dke;kc gks x;kA vkf[k+jh ckj
nsuhfduokyksa us eq>s fxjÝ+rkj fd;k vkSj i+QkSth vnkyr esa eq> ij eqo+Qnek

ek¡ @ 409
pyk;k x;kA tsyj esjh f[kYyh mM+krs Fks vkSj yxHkx gj fnu eq>s lwyh nsus
;k xksyh ls mM+kus dh èkedh nsrs Fks--- vxj yky lsuk u vk tkrh rks os vius
fu.kZ; dks veyh 'kDy ns Hkh nsrsA¸
yky lsuk us tkyksekso dks ekSr ls cpk;kA exj 'kjhj fcYdqy tokc ns
x;k Fkk μ MVdj bykt djkus dh t+:jr FkhA tkyksekso ekLdks x;s vkSj nsj
rd vLirky esa jgsA ftLe esa dqN tku vk;h] iqjkus eS=kh&lEcUèk cgky gq,
(izfl¼ ØkfUrdkjh] ysfuuoknh Xysc ØfttkuksOLdh ds ifjokj ds lkFk) vkSj
xksdhZ ds uk;d ds thou us u;k eksM+ fy;kA
tUetkr izpkjd I;ks=k tkyksekso us fdlkuksa esa cgqr izpkj&dk;Z fd;k
μ os mUgsa lekpkji=k i<+dj lqukrs] nsgkrksa esa yksxksa dks lksfo;r lÙkk dh uhfr]
ljdkj dh u;h vkKfIr;k¡ vkSj fu.kZ; lhèks&lkns vkSj lki+Q <ax ls le>krsA
tc lkewfgd iQkeks± dk vkUnksyu 'kq: gqvk] rks I;ks=k us lwn~t ds fdlkuksa
dk ¶yky vDVwcj¸ iQkeZ laxfBr fd;kA dbZ lky rd os mlds vè;{k vkSj
ckn esa izcUèk&lfefr ds lnL; jgsA
l[+r vkSj tkuysok chekjh vkSj MkWDVjksa dh eukgh ds ckotwn I;ks=k
tkyksekso dke djrs jgsA mUgksaus viuh ØkfUrdkjh tokuh vkSj xksdhZ ls
eqyko+Qkrksa ds laLej.k fy[ks] xksdhZ ds ¶ek¡¸ miU;kl ds ikBdksa ds lkFk cM+k
i=k&O;ogkj djrs jgsA vius fe=kksa μ ØfttkuksOLdh ifjokjokyksa μ dks ,d
i=k esa tkyksekso us viuk thou&n`f"Vdks.k ;ksa O;Dr fd;k Fkk μ ¶esjs [k+;ky
esa rks nkl og gS tks vius n;uh; thou dks cnyus ds fy, NViVkrk ugha_
tks vktknh ds fy, la?k"kZ djus dk i+QSlyk dj ysrk gS] og vktkn O;fDr
gks tkrk gS] pkgs mlds gkFkksa esa gFkdfM+;k¡ gh D;ksa u iM+h gksaA eSa pkgrk gw¡
fd nkl u gksa] nkl eq>s ilUn ugha gSa] la?k"kZdÙkkZ] ,sls yksx gh eq>s vPNs yxrs
gSa ftuesa LorU=k O;fDr dk ne&[ke gSA¸
I;ks=k tkyksekso ØkfUr ds lkèkkj.k lSfud FksA vius le; esa mUgksaus xksdhZ
dk eu eksg fy;k Fkk vkSj mudh n`<+rk] mudh uSfrd fueZyrk vkt gesa Hkh
eqXèk dj ysrh gSA muds O;fDrRo] muds thou vkSj HkkX; esa chloha lnh ds
ltx :lh et+nwj ØkfUrdkjh ds Js"B xq.k izfrfcfEcr gq, gSaA

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ifjdYiuk izdk'ku }kjk izdkf'kr
xksdhZ dh vU; Ñfr;k¡
miU;kl
ek¡
os rhu
esjk cpiu
thou dh jkgksa ij
esjs fo'ofo|ky;
iQksek xksnsZ;so
vHkkxk
csdjh dk ekfyd

dgkfu;k¡
pquh gqbZ dgkfu;k¡ ([k.M 1)
pquh gqbZ dgkfu;k¡ ([k.M 2)
pquh gqbZ dgkfu;k¡ ([k.M 3)
fgEer u gkjuk esjs cPpks
dkeks % ,d tk¡ckt+ bUo+Qykch et+nwj dh dgkuh
lEiw.kZ iqLrd lwph rFkk iqLrdsa e¡xkus ds fy,
gekjs eq[; forjd ls lEidZ djsa
tupsruk
Mh&68] fujkykuxj]
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 csgrj ft+Unxh dk jkLrk
csgrj fdrkcksa ls gksdj tkrk gS!

tupsruk

ml ikj gS mEehnksa
vkSj mtkl dh
,d iwjh nqfu;k
v¡èksjk rks fli+QZ nsgjh ij gS

lEiw.kZ lwphi=k
2018
 ge gSa liuksa ds gjdkjs
ge gSa fopkjksa ds Mkfd;s
vke yksxksa ds fy,
t+:jh gSa os fdrkcsa
tks mudh ft+Unxh dh ?kqVu
vkSj eqfDr ds LoIuksa rd
igq¡pkrh gSa fopkj
tSls fd ck:n dh <sjh rd
vkx dh fpuxkjhA
?kj&?kj rd fpuxkjh fNVdkus okyk
rst+ gok dk >ksadk cu tkuk gksxk
ft+Unxh vkSj vkus okys fnuksa dk lp
crykus okyh fdrkcksa dks
tu&tu rd igq¡pkuk gksxkA
nks n'kd igys izxfr'khy] tui{k/j lkfgR; dks tu&tu rd igq¡pkus dh
eqfge dh ,d NksVh&lh 'kq#vkr gqb]Z cM+s ealcw s ds lkFkA ,d NksVh&lh nqdku
vkSj i+QVq ikFkksa ij] eqgYyksa esa vkSj nÝ+rjksa ds lkeus NksVh&NksVh izn'kZfu;k¡ yxkus
okys rFkk lkbfdyksa ij] Bsyksa ij] >ksyksa esa Hkjdj ?kj&?kj fdrkcsa igqp ¡ kus okys
le£ir voSrfud okyf.V;jksa dh Vhe & 'kq#vkr cl ;gha ls gqbAZ vkt ;g
oSpkfjd vfHk;ku mÙkj Hkkjr ds ntZuksa 'kgjksa vkSj xk¡oksa rd iQSy pqdk gSA ,d
cM+s vkSj ,d NksVs izn'kZuh okgu ds ekè;e ls tupsruk fgUnh vkSj iatkch {ks=k
ds lqnjw dksuksa rd fgUnh] iatkch vkSj vaxt sz h+ lkfgR; ,oa dyk&lkexzh ds lkFk
lius vkSj fopkj ysdj tk jgh gS] thou&la?k"kZ&l`tu&izxfr dk ukjk ysdj tk
jgh gSA
fgUnh {ks=k esa ;g vius <ax dk ,d vuwBk ç;kl gSA ,d Hkh oSrfud LVki+Q
ds fcuk] le£ir okyf.V;jksa vkSj fofHkUu lg;ksxh tulaxBuksa ds dk;ZdrkZvksa
ds cwrs ij ;g çkstsDV vkxs c<+ jgk gSA
vkb;s] vki lHkh bl eqfge esa gekjs lg;k=kh cfu;sA
 lEiw.kZ lwphi=

ifjdYiuk çdk'ku
miU;kl
1- r#.kkbZ dk rjkuk@;kÄ eks ---
2- rhu Vds dk miU;kl@csVksZYV csz"V ---
3- ek¡@efDle xksdhZ ---
4- os rhu@efDle xksdhZ 75-00
5- esjk cpiu@efDle xksdhZ ---
6- thou dh jkgksa ij@efDle xksdhZ ---
7- esjs fo'ofo|ky;@efDle xksdhZ ---
8- i+Qksek xksnsZ;so@efDle xksdhZ 55-00
9- vHkkxk@efDle xksdhZ 40-00
10- csdjh dk ekfyd@efDle xksdhZ 25-00
11- vlyh bUlku@cksfjl iksysoksbZ ---
12- r#.k xkMZ@vysDlkUæ i+Qns;so (nks [k.Mksa esa) 160-00
13- xksnku@çsepUn ---
14- fueZyk@çsepUn ---
15- iFk ds nkosnkj@'kjr~pUæ ---
16- pfj=kghu@'kjr~pUæ ---
17- x`gnkg@'kjr~pUæ 70-00
18- 'ks"kç'u@'kjr~pUæ ---
19- bUæèkuq"k@okUnk oSlhY;qLdk 65-00
20- bdrkyhlok¡@cksjhl yozsU;kso 20-00
21- nkLrku pyrh gS (,d ukStoku dh
Mk;jh ls)@vukrksyh dqT+usRlkso 70-00
-3-
22- os lnk ;qok jgsaxs@xzhxksjh cdykukso 60-00
23- eqnks± dks D;k ykt&'keZ@xzhxksjh cdykukso 40-00
24- c[+rjcUn jsy 14&69@Olsoksyksn bokukso 30-00
25- v'olsuk@blkd ckcsy 40-00
26- yky >.Ms ds uhps@ykvks 'k 50-00
27- fjD'kkokyk@ykvks 'k 65-00
28- fpjLej.kh; (çfl¼ dUuM+ miU;kl)@fujatu 55-00
29- ,d r;'kqnk ekSr (,uthvks dh i`"BHkwfe ij)@eksfgr jk; 30-00
30. Mother/Maxim Gorky 250.00
31. The Song of Youth/Yang Mo ---
dgkfu;k¡
1- Js"B lksfo;r dgkfu;k¡ (3 [k.Mksa dk lsV) 450-00
2- og 'k[+l ftlus gSMyscxZ dks Hkz"V dj fn;k
(ekdZ V~osu dh nks dgkfu;k¡) 60-00

efDle xksdhZ
3- pquh gqbZ dgkfu;k¡ ([k.M 1) ---
4- pquh gqbZ dgkfu;k¡ ([k.M 2) ---
5- pquh gqbZ dgkfu;k¡ ([k.M 3) ---
6- fgEer u gkjuk esjs cPpks 10-00
7- dkeks % ,d tk¡ckt+ bUo+Qykch et+nwj dh dgkuh ---
vUrksu ps[k+o
8- pquh gqbZ dgkfu;k¡ ([k.M 1) ---
9- pquh gqbZ dgkfu;k¡ ([k.M 2) ---
10- nks vej dgkfu;k¡@yw 'kqu ---
11- Js"B dgkfu;k¡@çsepUn 80-00
12- ik¡p dgkfu;k¡@iqf'du ---
13- rhu dgkfu;k¡@xksxksy 30-00
14- rwi+Qku@vysDlkUæ lsjki+Qheksfop 60-00
15- olUr@lsxbZs Z vUrksukso 60-00
16- olUrkxe@jvks f'k 50-00
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17- lwjt dk [k+t+kuk@fe[k+kbZy çhf'ou 40-00
18- LusxksosRl dk gksVy@eRosbZ rsosY;kso 35-00
19- olUr ds js'ke ds dhM+@s ekvks rqu 50-00
20- ØkfUr >a>k dh vuqxw¡tsa (vDVwcj ØkfUr dh dgkfu;k¡) 75-00
21- pquh gqbZ dgkfu;ka@¡ ';kvks gqÄ 50-00
22- le; ds ia[k@dksULrkUrhu ikmLrksOldh ---
23- Js"B :lh dgkfu;k¡ (ladyu) ---
24- vutku iQwy@vkUæsbZ Iykrksukso 40-00
25- dqÙks dk fny@fe[k+kbZy cqYxkdkso 70-00
26- nksu dh dgkfu;k¡@fe[k+kbZy 'kksyks[k+kso 35-00
27- vc bUlki+Q gksus okyk gS ---
(Hkkjr vkSj ikfdLrku dh çxfr'khy mnwZ dgkfu;ksa dk çfrfufèk ladyu)
(X;kjg u;h dgkfu;ksa lfgr ifjo£¼r laLdj.k)@l- 'kdhy flího+Qh
28- yky dqjrk@gfj'kadj JhokLro ---
29- pEik vkSj vU; dgkfu;k¡@enu eksgu 35-00

dfork,¡
1- tc eSa tM+ksa ds chp jgrk gw¡@ikCyks us:nk 60-00
2- vk¡[ksa nqfu;k dh rji+Q ns[krh gS@a ySXaXlVu g~;wt 60-00
3- mEehn&,&lgj dh ckr lquks (i+QSt+ vgen i+QSt+ ds laLej.k vkSj
pqfuUnk 'kk;jh] lEiknd% 'kdhy flího+Qh) 160-00
4- ekvks Rls&rqÄ dh dfork,¡ (jktuhfrd i`"BHkwfe lfgr foLr`r
fVIif.k;k¡ ,oa vuqokn % lR;ozr) 20-00
5- bdgÙkj dfork,¡ vkSj rhl NksVh dgkfu;k¡ & csVksZYV czs"V
(ewy teZu ls vuqokn % eksgu Fkify;ky)
(czs"V ds nqyZHk fp=kksa vkSj Ldspksa ls lfTtr) 150-00
6- lej rks 'ks"k gS--- (bIVk ds nkSj ls vkt rd ds
çfrfufèk ØkfUrdkjh lewgxhrksa dk ladyu) 65-00
7- eè;oxZ dk 'kksdxhr@gkUl ekXuql ,URlsUlcxZj 30-00
8- tsy Mk;jh@gks ph feUg 40-00
9- vksl dh cw¡nsa vkSj yky X+kqykc@gksls ekfj;k fllksa 25-00
-5-
10- bfUri+Qknk % i+QyLrhuh dfork,¡@l- jkeÑ".k ik.Ms; ---
11- ygw gS fd rc Hkh xkrk gS@ik'k ---
12- yksgw vkSj bLikr ls iQwVrk X+kqykc % i+QyLrhuh dfork,¡ (f}Hkk"kh ladyu)
A Rose Breaking Out of Steel and Blood (Palestinian Poems) 60-00
13- ikBkUrj@fo".kq [kjs 50-00
14- ykyVsu tykuk (pquh gqbZ dfork,¡)@fo".kq [kjs 60-00
15- bZ'oj dks eks{k@uhykHk 60-00
16- cgusa vkSj vU; dfork,¡¡@vln t+Snh 50-00
17- lkeku dh ryk'k@vln t+Snh 50-00
18- dksgsdki+Q ij laxhr&lkèkuk@'kf'kçdk'k 50-00
19- ir>M+ dk LFkkiR;@'kf'kçdk'k 75-00
20- lkr Hkkb;ksa ds chp pEik@dkR;k;uh (isijcSd) ---
(gkMZckmaM) 125-00
21- bl ikS#"kiw.kZ le; esa@dkR;k;uh 60-00
22- tknw ugha dfork@dkR;k;uh (isijcSd) ---
(gkMZckmaM) 200-00
23- i+QqVikFk ij dqlhZ@dkR;k;uh 80-00
24- jk[k&v¡èksjs dh ckfj'k esa@dkR;k;uh 15-00
25- ;g eq[kkSVk fdldk gS@foey dqekj 50-00
26- ;g tks oDr gS@dfiys'k Hkkst 60-00
27- ns'k ,d jkx gS@Hkxor jkor ---
28- cgqr ueZ pknj Fkh ty ls cquh@ujs'k pUædj 60-00
29- fnu HkkSagsa p<+krk gS@ey; 120-00
30- ns[krs u ns[krs@ey; 65-00
31- vlEHko dh vk¡p@ey; 100-00
32- bPNk dh nwc@ey; 90-00
33- bl <yku ij@izeksn dqekj 90-00
34- rks@'kSys; 75-00
ukVd
1- djoV@efDle xksdhZ 40-00
2- nq'eu@efDle xksdhZ 35-00
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3- ryNV@efDle xksdhZ ---
4- rhu cgusa (nks ukVd)@vUrksu ps[k+o 45-00
5- psjh dh cfx+;k (nks ukVd)@v- ps[k+o 45-00
6- cfynku tks O;FkZ u x;k@Olsoksyksn fo'usOLdh 30-00
7- Øsefyu dh ?kf.V;k¡@fudksykbZ iksxksfnu 30-00
laLej.k
1- yso rksYLrks; % 'kCn&fp=k@efDle xksdhZ 20-00
L=kh&foe'kZ
1- nqxZ }kj ij nLrd (L=kh iz'u ij ys[k)@dkR;k;uh (isijcSd) 130-00
ToyUr ç'u
1- dqN thoUr dqN ToyUr@dkR;k;uh 90-00
2- "kM~;U=kjr e`rkRekvksa ds chp
(lkEçnkf;drk ij ys[k)@dkR;k;uh 25-00
3- bl jkf=k ';keyk csyk esa (ys[k vkSj fVIif.k;k¡)@lR;ozr 30-00
O;aX;
1- dgsa eucgdh [kjh&[kjh@eucgdh yky 25-00
ukStokuksa ds fy, fo'ks"k
1- t; thou! (ys[k] Hkk"k.k vkSj i=k)@fudksykbZ vksL=kksOLdh 50-00
oSpkfjdh
1- ekvksoknh vFkZ'kkL=k vkSj lektokn dk Hkfo";@jse.M yksV~Vk 25-00
lkfgR;&foe'kZ
1- miU;kl vkSj tuleqnk;@jSYi+Q i+QkWDl 75-00
2- ys[kudyk vkSj jpukdkS'ky@
xksdhZ] i+Qsfnu] e;kdksOLdh] v- rksYlrks; ---
3- n'kZu] lkfgR; vkSj vkykspuk@
csfyaLdh] gtZ+u] psuhZ'ksOLdh] nksczksY;qckso 65-00
4- l`tu&çfØ;k vkSj f'kYi ds ckjs esa@efDle xksdhZ 40-00
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5- ekDlZokn vkSj Hkk"kkfoKku dh leL;k,¡@Lrkfyu 20-00
u;h ih<+h ds fuekZ.k ds fy,
1- ,d iqLrd ekrk&firk ds fy,@vUrksu edkjsadks ---
2- esjk ân; cPpksa ds fy,@olhyh lq[k+ksEyhULdh ---
vkàku iqfLrdk Ük`a[kyk
1- çse] ijEijk vkSj foæksg@dkR;k;uh 50-00
l`tu ifjizs{; iqfLrdk Ük`a[kyk
1- ,d u;s loZgkjk iqutkZxj.k vkSj çcksèku ds
oSSpkfjd&lkaLÑfrd dk;ZHkkj@dkR;k;uh] lR;e 25-00

nks egRoiw.kZ if=kdk,¡

ekDlZoknh lS¼kfUrd 'kksèk vkSj foe'kZ dk eap

lEiknd% dkR;k;uh @ lR;e
,d izfr % 100 #i;s] vkthou% 5000 #i;s
okf"kZd (4 vad) % 400 #i;s (100 #- jft- cqdiksLV O;; vfrfjDr)

ehfM;k] laLÑfr vkSj lekt ij dsfUær

lEiknd% dkR;k;uh @ lR;e
,d izfr % 40 #i;s vkthou% 3000 #i;s
okf"kZd (4 vad) % 160 #i;s (100 #- jft- cqd iksLV O;; vfrfjDr)
lEikndh; dk;kZy; %
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-8-
 jkgq y Qkm.Ms ' ku
ukStokuksa ds fy, fo'ks"k
1- ukStokuksa ls nks ckrs@a ihVj ØksiksVfdu 15-00
2- ØkfUrdkjh dk;ZØe dk elfonk@Hkxr¯lg 15-00
3- eSa ukfLrd D;ksa gw¡ vkSj ^MªheyS.M* dh Hkwfedk@Hkxr¯lg 15-00
4- ce dk n'kZu vkSj vnkyr esa c;ku@Hkxr¯lg 15-00
5- tkfr&èkeZ ds >xM+s NksM+ks] lgh yM+kbZ ls ukrk tksM+ks@Hkxr¯lg 15-00
6- Hkxr¯lg us dgk---(pqus gq, m¼j.k)@Hkxr¯lg 15-00

ØkfUrdkfj;ksa ds nLrkost+
1- Hkxr¯lg vkSj muds lkfFk;ksa ds
lEiw.kZ miyCèk nLrkost+@l- lR;e 350-00
2- 'kghnsvkt+e dh tsy uksVcqd@Hkxr¯lg 100-00
3- fopkjksa dh lku ij@Hkxr¯lg 50-00
ØkfUrdkfj;ksa ds fopkjksa vkSj thou ij
1- cgjksa dks lqukus ds fy,@,l- bji+Qku gchc
(Hkxr¯lg vkSj muds lkfFk;ksa dh fopkjèkkjk vkSj dk;ZØe) ---
2- ØkfUrdkjh vkUnksyu dk oSpkfjd fodkl@f'ko oekZ 15-00
3- Hkxr¯lg vkSj muds lkfFk;ksa dh
fopkjèkkjk vkSj jktuhfr@fciu pUæ 20-00
4- ;'k dh èkjksgj@
Hkxokunkl ekgkSj] f'ko oekZ] lnkf'kojko eydkiqjdj 50-00
5- laLe`fr;k¡@f'ko oekZ 80-00
6- 'kghn lq[knso % ukS?kjk ls iQk¡lh rd@l- MkW- gjnhi ¯lg 40-00

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 egÙoiw.kZ vkSj fopkjksÙkstd ladyu
1- mEehn ,d ft+Unk 'kCn gS
(^nkf;Rocksèk* ds egÙoiw.kZ lEikndh; ys[kksa dk ladyu) 75-00
2- ,uthvks % ,d [k+rjukd lkezkT;oknh dqpØ 60-00
3- MCY;w,l,i+Q % lkezkT;okn dk u;k Vªkstu gkWlZ 50-00

ToyUr ç'u
1- ^tkfr* ç'u ds lekèkku ds fy, cq¼ dki+Qh ugha] vEcsMdj Hkh
dki+Qh ugha] ekDlZ t+:jh gSa @ jaxuk;dEek ---
2- tkfr vkSj oxZ % ,d ekDlZoknh n`f"Vdks.k @ jaxuk;dEek 60-00

nkf;Rocksèk iqfLrdk Ük`a[kyk

1- vu'oj gSa loZgkjk la?k"kks± dh vfXuf'k[kk,¡@nhik;u cksl 10-00
2- lektokn dh leL;k,¡] iw¡thoknh iquLFkkZiuk vkSj egku loZgkjk
lkaLÑfrd ØkfUr@'kf'kçdk'k 30-00
3- D;ksa ekvksokn\@'kf'kçdk'k 20-00
4- cqtqZvk oxZ ds Åij loZrkseq[kh vfèkuk;dRo
ykxw djus ds ckjs esa@pkÄ pqu&fp;kvks 5-00
5- Hkkjrh; Ñf"k esa iw¡thoknh fodkl@lq[kfoUnj 35-00
vkàku iqfLrdk Ük`a[kyk
1- Nk=k&ukStoku u;h 'kq#vkr dgk¡ ls djsa\ 15-00
2- vkj{k.k % i{k] foi{k vkSj rhljk i{k 15-00
3- vkradokn ds ckjs esa % foHkze vkSj ;FkkFkZ 15-00
4- ØkfUrdkjh Nk=k&;qok vkUnksyu 15-00
5- Hkz"Vkpkj vkSj mlds lekèkku dk loky
lkspus ds fy, dqN eqís 50-00
fcxqy iqfLrdk Ük`a[kyk
1- dE;qfuLV ikVhZ dk laxBu vkSj mldk <k¡pk@ysfuu 10-00
2- edM+k vkSj eD[kh@foYgsYe yhCus[+r 5-00

- 10 -
3- VªsM;wfu;u dke ds tuoknh rjho+Qs@lsxsZbZ jksLrksoLdh 5-00
4- ebZ fnol dk bfrgkl@vysDt+S.Mj VªSDVucxZ 10-00
5- isfjl dE;wu dh vej dgkuh 20-00
6- vDVwcj ØkfUr dh e'kky 15-00
7- taxyukek % ,d jktuhfrd leh{kk@MkW- n'kZu [ksM+h 5-00
8- ykHkdkjh ewY;] ykxr ewY;] eè;e fdlku vkSj NksVs iSekus
ds eky mRiknu ds ckjs esa ekDlZoknh n`f"Vdks.k % ,d cgl 30-00
9- la'kks/uokn ds ckjs esa 10-00
10- f'kdkxks ds 'kghn et+nwj usrkvksa dh dgkuh@gkoMZ i+QkLV 10-00
11- et+nwj vkUnksyu esa u;h 'kq#vkr ds fy, 20-00
12- et+nwj uk;d] ØkfUrdkjh ;ks¼k 15-00
13- pksj] Hkz"V vkSj foyklh usrk'kkgh ---
14- cksyrs vk¡dM+s] ph[k+rh lPpkb;k¡ ---
15- jktèkkuh ds esgurd'k % ,d vè;;u@vfHkuo 30-00
16- i+Qklhokn D;k gS vkSj blls dSls yM+sa\@vfHkuo 75-00
17- usikyh ØkfUr % bfrgkl] orZeku ifjfLFkfr vkSj vkxs ds jkLrs
ls tqM+h dqN ckrsa] dqN fopkj@vkyksd jatu 55-00
18- dSlk gS ;g yksdra=k vkSj ;g lafoèkku fdudh lsok djrk gS
vkyksd jatu@vkuUn flag 100-00
ekDlZokn
1- èkeZ ds ckjs esa@ekDlZ] ,axsYl 100-00
2- dE;qfuLV ikVhZ dk ?kks"k.kki=k@ekDlZ&,axsYl 25-00
3- lkfgR; vkSj dyk@ekDlZ&,axsYl 150-00
4- ç+Qkal esa oxZ&la?k"kZ@dkyZ ekDlZ 40-00
5- ç+Qkal esa x`g;q¼@dkyZ ekDlZ 20-00
6- ywbZ cksukikrZ dh vBkjgoha czwesj@dkyZ ekDlZ 35-00
7- mt+jrh Je vkSj iw¡th@dkyZ ekDlZ 15-00
8- et+nwjh] nke vkSj equki+Qk@dkyZ ekDlZ 20-00
9- xksFkk dk;ZØe dh vkykspuk@dkyZ ekDlZ 40-00
10- yqMfox i+Qk;jck[k+ vkSj Dykfldh; teZu n'kZu dk vUr@
ç+QsMfjd ,axsYl 20-00

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11- teZuh esa ØkfUr rFkk çfrØkfUr@ç+QsMfjd ,axsYl 30-00
12- lektokn % dkYifud rFkk oSKkfud@ç+QsMfjd ,axsYl ---
13- ikVhZ dk;Z ds ckjs esa@ysfuu 15-00
14- ,d o+Qne vkxs] nks o+Qne ihNs@ysfuu 60-00
15- tuoknh ØkfUr esa lkekftd&tuokn ds nks j.kdkS'ky@ysfuu 25-00
16- lektokn vkSj ;q¼@ysfuu 20-00
17- lkezkT;okn % iw¡thokn dh pje voLFkk@ysfuu 30-00
18- jkT; vkSj ØkfUr@ysfuu 40-00
19- loZgkjk ØkfUr vkSj x+íkj dkmRLdh@ysfuu 15-00
20- nwljs b.Vjus'kuy dk iru@ysfuu 15-00
21- xk¡o ds x+jhcksa ls@ysfuu ---
22- ekDlZokn dk foÑr :i rFkk lkezkT;oknh vFkZokn@ysfuu 20-00
23- dkyZ ekDlZ vkSj mudh f'k{kk@ysfuu 20-00
24- D;k djsa\@ysfuu ---
25- ¶okeiUFkh¸ dE;qfuT+e & ,d cpdkuk etZ+@ysfuu ---
26- ikVhZ lkfgR; vkSj ikVhZ laxBu@ysfuu 15-00
27- turk ds chp ikVhZ dk dke@ysfuu 70-00
28- èkeZ ds ckjs es@a ysfuu 20-00
29- rksYLrks; ds ckjs esa@ysfuu 10-00
30- ekDlZokn dh ewy leL;k,¡@th- Iys[k+kukso 30-00
31- tq>k: HkkSfrdokn@Iys[k+kukso 35-00
32- ysfuuokn ds ewy fl¼kUr@Lrkfyu 50-00
33- lksfo;r la?k dh dE;qfuLV ikVhZ (cksY'ksfod) dk bfrgkl 90-00
34- ekvks Rls&rqÄ dh jpuk,¡ % çfrfufèk p;u (,d [k.M esa) ---
35- dE;qfuLV thou'kSyh vkSj dk;Z'kSyh ds ckjs esa@ekvks Rls&rqÄ ---
36- lksfo;r vFkZ'kkL=k dh vkykspuk@ekvks Rls&rqÄ 35-00
37- n'kZu fo"k;d ik¡p fucUèk@ekvks Rls&rqÄ 70-00
38- dyk&lkfgR; fo"k;d ,d Hkk"k.k vkSj ik¡p nLrkost+ @
ekvks Rls&rqÄ 15-00
39- ekvks Rls&rqÄ dh jpukvksa ds m¼j.k 50-00

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 vU; ekDlZoknh lkfgR;
1- jktuhfrd vFkZ'kkL=k] ekDlZoknh vè;;u ikBÔØe u;h 300-00
2- [kzq'pso >wBk Fkk@xzksoj i+Qj 300-00
3- jktuhfrd vFkZ'kkL=k ds ewyHkwr fl¼kUr (nks [k.Mksa esa)
(fn 'ka?kkbZ VsDLVcqd vkWi+Q iksfyfVdy bdksukWeh) 160-00
4- isfjl dE;wu dh f'k{kk,¡ (lfp=k) ,ysDt+s.Mj VªDS VucxZ 10-00
5- dE;qfuLV ikVhZ dk ?kks"k.kki=k@Mh- fj;kt+kukso 100-00
(foLr`r O;k[;kRed fVIif.k;ksa lfgr)
6- }U}kRed HkkSfrdokn@MsfoM xsLV ---
7- egku loZgkjk lkaLÑfrd ØkfUr % pqus gq, nLrkost+
vkSj ys[k ([k.M 1) 35-00
8- bfrgkl us tc djoV cnyh@fofy;e fg.Vu 25-00
9- }U}kRed HkkSfrdokn@oh- vnksjkRLdh 50-00
10- vDVwcj ØkfUr vkSj ysfuu@vYcVZ jhl fofy;El 90-00
(egÙoiw.kZ u;h lkexzh vkSj vusd u;s nqyZHk fp=kksa ls lfTtr ifjo£¼r laLdj.k)
11- lksfo;r la?k esa iw¡thokn dh iquLFkkZiuk@ek£Vu fudksyl 50-00
jkgqy lkfgR;
1- rqEgkjh {k;@jkgqy lkaÑR;k;u 40-00
2- fnekx+h X+kqykeh@jkgqy lkaÑR;k;u ---
3- oSKkfud HkkSfrdokn@jkgqy lkaÑR;k;u 65-00
4- jkgqy fucUèkkoyh@jkgqy lkaÑR;k;u 50-00
5- Lrkfyu % ,d thouh@jkgqy lkaÑR;k;u 150-00
ijEijk dk Lej.k
1- pquh gqbZ jpuk,¡@x.ks'k'kadj fo|kFkhZ 100-00
2- lyk[kksa ds ihNs ls@x.ks'k'kadj fo|kFkhZ 30-00
3- bZ'oj dk cfg"dkj@jkèkkeksgu xksdqyth 30-00
4- ykSfdd ekxZ@jkèkkeksgu xksdqyth 20-00
5- èkeZ dk <dkslyk@jkèkkeksgu xksdqyth 30-00
6- fL=k;ksa dh Lokèkhurk@jkèkkeksgu xksdqyth 30-00

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 thouh vkSj laLej.k
1- dkyZ ekDlZ thou vkSj f'k{kk,¡@ts+YMk dksV~l 25-00
2- iz+QsMfjd ,axsYl % thou vkSj f'k{kk,¡@t+sYMk dksV~l ---
3- dkyZ ekDlZ % laLej.k vkSj ys[k ---
4- vnE; cksY'ksfod urk'kk
(,d L=kh et+nwj laxBudrkZ dh laf{kIr thouh)@,y- dkrk'ksok 30-00
5- ysfuu dFkk@ejh;k fçyst+k;sok 70-00
6- ysfuu fo"k;d dgkfu;k¡ 75-00
7- ysfuu ds thou ds pUn iUus@yhfn;k i+Qksfr;sok ---
8- Lrkfyu % ,d thouh@jkgqy lkaÑR;k;u 150-00
fofoèk
1- iQk¡lh ds r[+rs ls@twfy;l Ý+;wfpd 30-00
2- iki vkSj foKku@Mk;lu dkVZj 100-00
3- lkisf{kdrk fl¼kUr D;k gS\@yso yUnkÅ] ;wjh :esj ----

eqfDrdkeh Nk=kks&a ;qokvksa dk

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,d çfr % 20 #i;s • okf"kZd % 160 #i;s (MkdO;; lfgr)

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 Rahul Foundation
MARXIST CLASSICS
KARL MARX
1. A Contribution to the Critique of Political Economy 100.00
2. The Civil War in France 80.00
3. The Eighteenth Brumaire of Louis Bonaparte 40.00
4. Critique of the Gotha Programme 25.00
5. Preface and Introduction to
A Contribution to the Critique of Political Economy 25.00
6. The Poverty of Philosophy 80.00
7. Wages, Price and Profit 35.00
8. Class Struggles in France 50.00
FREDERICK ENGELS
9. The Peasant War in Germany 70.00
10. Ludwig Feuerbach and the End of
Classical German Philosophy 65.00
11. On Capital 55.00
12. The Origin of the Family, Private Property
and the State 100.00
13. Socialism: Utopian and Scientific 60.00
14. On Marx 20.00
15. Principles of Communism 5.00
MARX and ENGELS
16. Historical Writings (Set of 2 Vols.) 700.00
17. Manifesto of the Communist Party 50.00
18. Selected Letters 40.00
V. I. LENIN
19. Theory of Agrarian Question 160.00
20. The Collapse of the Second International 25.00
21. Imperialism, the Highest Stage of Capitalism 80.00
22. Materialism and Empirio-Criticism 150.00

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23. Two Tactics of Social-Democracy
in the Democratic Revolution 55.00
24. Capitalism and Agriculture 30.00
25. A Characterisation of Economic Romanticism 50.00
26. On Marx and Engels 35.00
27. “Left-Wing” Communism, An Infantile Disorder 40.00
28. Party Work in the Masses 55.00
29. The Proletarian Revolution and
the Renegade Kautsky 40.00
30. One Step Forward, Two Steps Back ...
31. The State and Revolution ...
MARX, ENGELS and LENIN
32. On the Dictatorship of Proletariat,
Questions and Answers 50.00
33. On the Dictatorship of the Proletariat:
Selected Expositions 10.00
PLEKHANOV
34. Fundamental Problems of Marxism 35.00
J. STALIN
35. Marxism and Problems of Linguistics 25.00
36. Anarchism or Socialism? 25.00
37. Economic Problems of Socialism in the USSR 30.00
38. On Organisation 15.00
39. The Foundations of Leninism 40.00
40. The Essential Stalin Major Theoretical Writings 1905–52 175.00
(Edited and with an Introduction by Bruce Franklin)
LENIN and STALIN
41. On the Party ...
MAO TSE-TUNG
42. Five Essays on Philosophy 50.00
43. A Critique of Soviet Economics 70.00
44. On Literature and Art 80.00

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45. Selected Readings from the
Works of Mao Tse-tung ...
46. Quotations from the Writings of Mao Tse-tung ...

OTHER MARXISM
1. Political Economy, Marxist Study Courses
(Prepared by the British Communist Party in the 1930s) 275.00
2. Fundamentals of Political Economy
(The Shanghai Textbook) 160.00
3. Reader in Marxist Philosophy/
Howard Selsam & Harry Martel ...
4. Socialism and Ethics/Howard Selsam ...
5. What Is Philosophy? (A Marxist Introduction)/
Howard Selsam 75.00
6. Reader’s Guide to Marxist Classics/Maurice Cornforth 70.00
7. From Marx to Mao Tse-tung /George Thomson ...
8. Capitalism and After/George Thomson ...
9. The Human Essence/George Thomson 65.00
10. Mao Tse-tung’s Immortal Contributions/Bob Avakian 125.00
11. A Basic Understanding of the Communist Party
(Written during the GPCR in China) 150.00
12. The Lessons of the Paris Commune/
Alexander Trachtenberg (Illustrated) 15.00

BIOGRAPHIES & REMINISCENCES

1. Reminiscences of Marx and Engels (Collection) ...
2. Karl Marx And Frederick Engels:
An Introduction to their Lives and Work/David Riazanov ...
3. Joseph Stalin: A Political Biography
by The Marx-Engels-Lenin Institute ...
PROBLEMS OF SOCIALISM
1. How Capitalism was Restored in the Soviet Union, And
What This Means for the World Struggle
(Red Papers 7) 175.00

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2. Preface of Class Struggles in the USSR /
Charles Bettelheim 30.00
3. Nepalese Revolution: History, Present Situation and
Some Points, Some Thoughts on the Road Ahead /
Alok Ranjan 75.00
4. Problems of Socialism, Capitalist Restoration and
the Great Proletarian Cultural Revolution /
Shashi Prakash 40.00

ON THE CULTURAL REVOLUTION

1. Hundred Day War: The Cultural Revolution At Tsinghua
University / William Hinton ...
2. The Cultural Revolution at Peking University /
Victor Nee with Don Layman 30.00
3. Mao Tse-tung’s Last Great Battle / Raymond Lotta 25.00
4. Turning Point in China / William Hinton ...
5. Cultural Revolution and Industrial Organization
in China / Charles Bettelheim 55.00
6. They Made Revolution Within
the Revolution / Iris Hunter ...

ON SOCIALIST CONSTRUCTION
1. Away With All Pests: An English Surgeon in
People’s China: 1954–1969 / Joshua S. Horn ...
2. Serve The People: Observations on Medicine in
the People’s Republic of China /Victor W. Sidel and Ruth Sidel ...
3. Philosophy is No Mystery
(Peasants Put Their Study to Work) 35.00

CONTEMPORARY ISSUES
1. Caste and Class: A Marxist Viewpoint /
Ranganayakamma 60.00
DAYITVABODH REPRINT SERIES
1. Immortal are the Flames of Proletarian Struggles /
Deepayan Bose 15.00

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2. Problems of Socialism, Capitalist Restoration and
the Great Proletarian Cultural Revolution /
Shashi Prakash 40.00
3. Why Maoism? / Shashi Prakash 25.00
AHWAN REPRINT SERIES
1. Where Should Students and Youth Make a New Beginning?
2. Reservation: Support, Opposition and Our Position 20.00
3. On Terrorism : Illusion and Reality / Alok Ranjan 15.00
BIGUL REPRINT SERIES
1. Still Ablaze is the Torch of October Revolution 20.00
2. Nepalese Revolution History, Present Situation and Some
Points, Some Thoughts on the Road Ahead /
Alok Ranjan 75.00
WOMEN QUESTION
1. The Emancipation of Women / V. I. Lenin ...
2. Breaking All Tradition’s Chains: Revolutionary
Communism and Women’s Liberation /Mary Lou Greenberg...

MISCELLANEOUS
1. Probabilities of the Quantum World / Daniel Danin ...
2. An Appeal to the Young / Peter Kropotkin 15.00

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fcxqy et+nwj okf"kZd % 70 #i;s

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 vjfoUn Le`fr U;kl ds izdk'ku
1- bDdhloha lnh esa Hkkjr dk et+nwj vkUnksyu% fujUrjrk vkSj
ifjorZu] fn'kk vkSj lEHkkouk,¡] leL;k,¡ vkSj pqukSfr;k¡
(f}rh; vjfoUn Le`fr laxks"Bh ds vkys[k) 40-00
2- Hkkjr esa tuoknh vf/dkj vkUnksyu% fn'kk] leL;k,¡ vkSj pqukSfr;k¡
(r`rh; vjfoUn Le`fr laxks"Bh ds vkys[k) 80-00
3- tkfr iz'u vkSj ekDlZokn
(prqFkZ vjfoUn Le`fr laxks"Bh ds vkys[k) 150-00
PUBLICATIONS FROM
ARVIND MEMORIAL TRUST
1. Working Class Movement in the Twenty-First Century:
Continuity and Change, Orientation and Possibilities,
Problems and Challenges (Papers presented in the
Second Arvind Memorial Seminar) 40.00
2. Democratic Rights Movement in India: Orientation,
Problems and Challenges (Papers presented in the
Third Arvind Memorial Seminar) 80.00
3. Caste Question and Marxism (Papers presented in the
Fourth Arvind Memorial Seminar) 200.00

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,tsafl;ksa ls fdlh Hkh çdkj dk vuqnku ;k foÙkh; lgk;rk fy;s fcuk turk
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 vuqjkx VªLV
1- cPpksa ds ysfuu 35-00
2 Stories About Lenin 35.00
3- lp ls cM+k lp@johUnzukFk Bkdqj 25-00
4- vkSt+kjksa dh dgkfu;k¡ 20-00
5- xqM+ dh Myh@dkR;k;uh 20-00
6- iQwy dqaMykdkj D;ksa gksrs gS@a luh 20-00
7- èkjrh vkSj vkdk'k@v- oksYdkso 120-00
8- dtkdh@izsepUn 35-00
9- uhyk I;kyk@vjdknh xSnkj 40-00
10- xM+fj;s dh dgkfu;k¡@d+;we raxjhdqyh;so 35-00
11- phaVh vkSj vUrfj{k ;k=kh@v- feR;k;so 35-00
12- vUèkfo'oklh 'ksdh Vsy@lsxsZbZ fe[kkYdkso 20-00
13- pyrk&fiQjrk gSV@,u- ukslkso] gksYdj iqDd 20-00
14- pkykd ykseM+h (yksddFkk) 20-00
15- fn;kadk&VkWefpd 20-00
16- xèkk vkSj Ånfcyko@efDle xksdhZ] lsxsZbZ fe[kkYdkso 20-00
17- xqiQk ekuoksa dh dgkfu;k¡@eSjh eklZ ---
18- ge lwjt dks ns[k ldrs gS@a fedksyk fxy] nk;j Lykodksfop 20-00
19- eqlhcr dk lkFkh@lsxsZbZ fe[kkYdkso 20-00
20- uUgs vkFkZj dk lwjt@g|kd X;qyut+j;ku] xsyhuk yscsnsok 20-00
22- vkdk'k esa ekSt&eLrh@fpuqvk vpscs 20-00
23- ft+Unxh ls I;kj (nks jksekapd dgkfu;k¡)@tSd y.Mu 40-00
24- ,d NksVs yM+ds vkSj ,d NksVh
yM+dh dh dgkuh@efDle xksdhZ 20-00
25- cgknqj@vejdkUr 15-00
26- cqUuw dh ijh{kk (lfp=k jaxhu)@'kL;k g"kZ ---
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27- nkUdks dk tyrk gqvk ân;@efDle xksdhZ 15-00
28- uUgk jktdqekj@vkrqvku n lSarsDT+kwisjh 40-00
29- nknk vk£[ki vkSj Y;ksadk@efDle xksdhZ 30-00
30- lsekxk dSls idM+k x;k@efDle xksdhZ 15-00
31- ckt+ dk xhr@efDle xksdhZ 15-00
32- okadk@vUrksu ps[k+o 15-00
33- rksrk@johUæukFk VSxksj 15-00
34- iksLVekLVj@johUæukFk VSXkksj ---
35- dkcqyhokyk@johUæukFk VSxksj 20-00
36- viuk&viuk HkkX;@tSusUæ 15-00
37- fnekx+ dSls dke djrk gS@fd'kksj 25-00
38- jkeyhyk@çsepUn 15-00
39- nks cSyksa dh dFkk@çsepUn 25-00
40- bZnxkg@çsepUn ---
41- ykWVjh@çsepUn 20-00
42- xqYyh&M.Mk@çsepUn ---
43- cM+s HkkbZ lkgc@çsepUn 20-00
44- eksVsjke 'kkL=kh@çsepUn ---
45- gkj dh thr@lqn'kZu ---
46- boku@Oyknhfej cksxkseksykso 40-00
47- pedrk yky flrkjk@yh f'ku&F;su 55-00
48- mYVk nj[+r@Ñ'upUnj 35-00
49- gjkeh@fe[kkbZy 'kksyks[k+kso 25-00
50- nksu fdgksrs @lokZUrsl (ukV~; :ikUrj & uhys'k j?kqoa'kh) ---
51- vk'p;Zyksd esa ,fyl @yqbl dSjksy
(ukV~; :ikUrj & uhys'k j?kqoa'kh) 30-00
52- >k¡lh dh jkuh y{ehckbZ@o`Unkouyky oekZ
(ukV~; :ikUrj & uhys'k j?kqoa'kh) 35-00
53- uUgs xqnM+hyky ds lkgfld dkjukes@lqu ;vksP;qu ---
54- yk[kh@vUrksu ps[k+o 25-00
55- csf>u pjkxkg@boku rqxZuso 12-00
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56- fgjukSVk@n~eh=kh ekfeu flfc;kZd 25-00
57- ?kj dh yyd@fudksykbZ rsys'kkso 10-00
58- cl ,d ;kn@ysvksuhn vUæs;so 20-00
59- enkjh@vysDlkUæ dqfçu 35-00
60- ijk;s ?kksalys esa@Ý+;ksnksj nksLrks;sOLdh 20-00
61- dksgdki+Q dk cUnh@rksYlrks; 30-00
62- euekuh ds ets+@lsxsZbZ fe[kkYdkso 30-00
63- lnkuUn dh NksVh nqfu;k@lR;thr jk; 15-00
64- Nr ij iQ¡l x;k fcYyk@forkmrs ftfyUldkbrs 35-00
65- xksyw ds dkjukes@jkeckcw 25-00
66- nks lkgfld dgkfu;k¡@gksYxj iqDd 15-00
67- vke ft+Unxh dh ets+nkj dgkfu;k¡@gksYxj iqDd 20-00
68- daxwjs okys edku dk jgL;e; ekeyk@gksYxj iqDd 20-00
69- jkst+ejsZ dh dgkfu;k¡@gksYxj iqDd 20-00
70- vthcksx+jhc fo+QLls@gksYxj iqDd ---
71- u;s t+ekus dh ijhdFkk,¡@gksYxj iqDd 25-00
72- fdLlk ;g fd ,d nsgkrh us nks
vi+Qljksa dk dSls isV Hkjk@fe[kkby lfYrdkso&'psfæu 15-00
73- i'pn`f"V&Hkfo";n`f"V (ys[k ladyu)@ deyk ik.Ms; 30-00
74- ;knksa ds ?ksjs esa vrhr (laLej.k)@ deyk ik.Ms; 100-00
75- gekjs vklikl dk v¡èksjk (dgkfu;k¡)@ deyk ik.Ms; 60-00
76- dkyeUFku (miU;kl)@ deyk ik.Ms; 60-00

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 iatkch çdk'ku
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B. î¶ð¶ Çòôò-ÇòÇçÁÅñ¶ A@@.@@
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D. êz¶î, êz§êðÅ Áå¶ Çòçð¯Ô / ÕÅÇåÁÅÂÆéÆ B@.@@

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G. î÷ç±ð ÜîÅåÆ Ã§×Æå ðÚéÅòź çÆÁź ÃîµÇÃÁÅòź A@.@@
H. êÇÔñÅ ÁÇèÁÅêÕ / ڧ׶÷ ÁÅÇÂåîÅå¯ò (éÅòñ) BE.@@
I. ôźå ÃðØÆ ò¶ñÅ / ì¯Çðà òÅÃÆÇñï¶ò (éÅòñ) C@.@@
A@. íÅºÜ / ÁñË×÷źçð øç¶ï¶ò (éÅòñ) A@@.@@
AA. ë½ñÅçÆ Ôó / ÁñË×÷źçð ÃðÅøÆî¯ÇòÚ (éÅòñ) A@@.@@
AB. ÇÂÕåÅÿÆòź / ì¯Çðà ñòð¶Çéúò (éÅòñ) C@.@@
AC. îź / îËÕÇÃî ׯðÕÆ (éÅòñ) AH@.@@
AD. êÆÿ¶ ç˺å çÅ ôÇÔð / îËÕÇÃî ׯðÕÆ H@.@@
AE. ÃÅÇÔå ìÅð¶ / îËÕÇÃî ׯðÕÆ B@@.@@
AF. ÁÃñÆ ÇÂéÃÅé çÆ ÕÔÅäÆ / ì¯Çðà ê¯ñ¶òÅÂÆ (éÅòñ) B@@.@@
AG. Áµá¶ êÇÔð (ÕÔÅäÆÁź) ABE.@@
AH. ìÇØÁÅóź ç¶ òµÃ / ìð°é¯ ÁÇêåÜ (éÅòñ) A@@.@@
AI. îÆÇåzÁÅ Õ¯Õ¯ð / îÆÔÅÇÂñ ÃÅç¯ÇòÁÅé¯ (éÅòñ) A@@.@@
B@. ÇÂéÕñÅì ñÂÆ Ü±ÞÆ ÜòÅéÆ AE@.@@
BA. ìµÇÚÁź 鱧 ÇçÁź Ççñ ÁÅêäÅ î˺ / ò. ð֯îÇñ§ÃÕÆ AE@.@@
BB. ëÅÃÆ ç¶ åõå¶ å¯§ / ܱñÆÁà ë±ÇÚÕ (éÅòñ) E@.@@
BC. í°µìñ / øð§÷ç ÁñÆ (êÅÇÕÃåÅéÆ ê§ÜÅì çÅ éÅòñ) B@@.@@
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B. À°ÜðåÆ ÇÕðå Áå¶ ÃðîÅÇÂÁÅ / îÅðÕà B@.@@
C. ÇÃÁÅÃÆ ÁÅðÇæÕåÅ çÆ Áñ¯ÚéÅ ÇòµÚ ï¯×çÅé / îÅðÕà ABE.@@
D. ñ±ÂÆ ì¯éÅêÅðà çÆ ÁáÅðòƺ ìð±î¶ð / îÅðÕà E@.@@
E. 걧ÜÆ çÆ À°åêåÆ / îÅðÕà DE.@@
F. ÇðÔÅÇÂôÆ Øðź çÅ ÃòÅñ / ¶º×ñ÷ CE.@@
G. ÇëÀ±ðìÅÖ : êÅçðæòÅçÆ Áå¶ ÁÅçðôòÅçÆ ÇçzôàÆÕ¯äź
çÅ Çòð¯è / îÅðÕÃ-¶º×ñ÷ F@.@@
H. ÜðîéÆ ÇòµÚ ÇÂéÕñÅì Áå¶ À°ñà ÇÂéÕñÅì / ¶º×ñ÷ E@.@@
I. îÅðÕÃ ç¶ ÒÒÃðîÅÇÂÁÅÓÓ ìÅð¶ / ¶º×ñ÷ F@.@@
A@. ëðźà Áå¶ ÜðîéÆ ÓÚ ÇÕÃÅéÆ çÅ ÃòÅñ / ¶º×ñ÷ B@.@@
AA. ïôÇñ÷î : ÇòÇ×ÁÅéÕ Áå¶ ï±à¯êÆÁÅÂÆ / ¶º×ñ÷ CE.@@
AB. ÕÅðñ îÅðÕà ìÅð¶ / ¶º×ñ÷ A@.@@
AC. ñ°âÇò× ÇëÀ°ðìÅÖ Áå¶ ÕñÅÃÆÕÆ Üðîé çðôé
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AD. àµìð, ÇéµÜÆ ÜÅÇÂçÅç Áå¶ ðÅÜ çÆ À°µåêåÆ / ¶º×ñ÷ FE.@@
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AF. ðÅÜ Áå¶ ÇÂéÕñÅì / ñËÇéé E@.@@
AG. ç±ÜÆ Ç§àðéËôéñ çÅ êåä / ñËÇéé DE.@@
AH. Ö¶åÆ ÇòµÚ 걧ÜÆòÅç / ñËÇéé AE.@@
AI. ðÅÜ / ñËÇéé A@.@@
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BB. ñ¯Õź ÇòµÚ Õ§î ÇÕò¶º Õðƶ / ñËÇéé FE.@@
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BD. ÃîÅÜòÅç Áå¶ Ü§× / ñËÇéé DE.@@
BE. Öµì¶ êµÖÆ ÕÇîÀ±Çé÷î ÇÂµÕ ìÚ×ÅéÅ ð¯× / ñËÇéé FE.@@
BF. ÁÃƺ ÇÜÔóÅ ÇòðÃÅ ÇåÁÅ×ç¶ Ôź / ñËÇéé BE.@@
BG. êz¯ñ¶åÅðÆ ÇÂéÕñÅì Áå¶ í×½óÅ ÕÅÀ±åÃÕÆ / ñËÇéé G@.@@
BH. ÁÅðæÕ ð¯îźÚòÅç çÅ ÚÇðµåð ÇÚµåðä / ñËÇéé E@.@@

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BI. ðå§åð òêÅð çÅ ÃòÅñ / îÅðÕÃ, ¶º×ñ÷, ñËÇéé A@.@@
C@. ñËÇééòÅç çÆÁź éÆÔź / ÃàÅÇñé B@.@@
CA. øñÃëÅéÅ ÇñÖåź / îÅú-÷¶-å°§× BE.@@
CB. ïòÆÁå ÁðæôÅÃåð çÆ Áñ¯ÚéÅ / îÅú-÷¶-å°§× F@.@@
CC. îÅðÕÃòÅç ç¶ ì°ÇéÁÅçÆ îÃñ¶ / êñËÖÅé¯ò D@.@@
CD. ðÅÜéÆåÕ ÁðæôÅÃåð ç¶ î±ñ ÇÃèźå F@.@@
CE. ÇëñÅÃëÆ Õ¯ÂÆ ×¯ðÖè§çÅ éÔƺ A@.@@
CF. çò§çòÅç ÷ðƶ ñ¯Õź çÆ Ã¶òÅ A@.@@
CG. ÇÂÇåÔÅÃ é¶ Üç Õðòà ìçñÆ D@.@@
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DG. çÇÔôå×ðçÆ ìÅð¶ íðî Áå¶ ïæÅðæ A@.@@
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EE. Çð÷ðò¶ôé : êµÖ, ÇòêµÖ Áå¶ åÆÃðÅ êµÖ E.@@
EF. îÅðÕÃòÅç Áå¶ ÜÅå çÅ ÃòÅñ / ðÖÇò§çð B@.@@

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EG. îÅðÕÃòÅç ìÅð¶ Á§ì¶âÕð ç¶ ÇòÚÅð / ð§×ÅéÅÇÂÕ§îÅ AE.@@
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EI. âÅ. Á§ì¶âÕð : ÜÆòé Áå¶ ÇòÚÅð / ð§×ÅéÅÇÂÕ§îÅ A@.@@
F@. íÅðå ç¶ ÇÂÇåÔÅà ÇòµÚ ÜÅå-êÅå / êz¯. ÇÂðøÅé ÔìÆì A@.@@
FA. À°çÅðòÅçÆ éÆåÆÁź ç¶ AH ÃÅñ E.@@
FB. Ú¯ð, Çízôà Áå¶ ÁïÅô é¶åÅôÅÔÆ E.@@
FC. êÅê Áå¶ ÇòÇ×ÁÅé / âÅÂÆÃé ÕÅðàð F@.@@
FD. ëÅÃÆòÅç ÕÆ ÔË Áå¶ ÇÂà éÅÿ ÇÕò¶º ñóƶ? AE.@@
FE. ÁÅÂÆéÃàÆé ç¶ ÃîÅÇÜÕ Ãð¯ÕÅð A@.@@
FF. é½ÜòÅéź éÅÿ ç¯ ×µñź / êÆàð Õz¯ê¯àÇÕé A@.@@
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FH. ÁÇÜÔÅ ÃÆ ÃÅâÅ í×å ÇÃ§Ø / Çôò òðîÅ A@.@@
FI. î˺ éÅÃÇåÕ ÇÕÀ°º Ôź? / í×å ÇÃ§Ø A@.@@
G@. í×å ÇÃ§Ø é¶ ÇÕÔÅ... / í×å ÇÃ§Ø E.@@
GA. í×å ÇÃ§Ø å¶ À°Ãç¶ ÃÅæÆÁź
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GH. ïèòÅç ìÅð¶ E.@@
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HB. èðî ìÅð¶ / ñËÇéé C@.@@
HC. îé°µÖÆ ÜÆòé ÇòµÚ îÅå-íÅôÅ çÅ îÔµåò B@.@@
HD. ÇÂµÕ êzÇåíÅ çÅ Üéî / ×ËéÇðÖ ò¯ñÕ¯ò A@@.@@
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BG. ì¶ÇÜé ÚðÅ×ÅÔ / ÇÂòÅé å°ð׶é¶ò B@.@@
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