Life, sad Zuniverse, and Everything ;) A goddess is: 1. when u both feel Wonderful w/ each other 2.

when u both believe in each other as mates 3. when u both believe in each other's dreams i can't believe it took me 49 YEARS to reach that realization he.. How many 'bad relationships' (based/founded on inappropriate things).. How many years lost going in circles or in confusion :( But the more i examine my life (so far) from a 3rd person perspective, the more i realize it's for others not just me (the mass of confusion he, all the night-terrors during childhood, the epiphany at age 7, the booklet Gaian Handbook i wrote back in the 90s, Better Way, the War for Meaning, and even my personal relationships :) All has purpose. my mother loves to quote.. There seems to be not one thing in my life without purpose! :) Advice for men/boys about women: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IvOUyRVKyZo The brief video above is kind of 'love advice' for men/boys who are dating / interested in dating / sex / relationships. It was intended to be a brief 'video letter' for a young woman i know but.. After watching it several times, i realized there's a lot of great advice about relationships 'encoded' in it.. It's a little funny/entertaining too.. ;) So.. i met this girl on chatroulette her name's Rita :) My nickname for her is rita pita pocket he (no, not rita pita pocket he just rita pita pocket ;)~ She has all the earmarks of 'super genius' so i've been attentive to mentoring her lately.. Btw, don't go on CR expecting to meet a genius it was truly the Prime Goddess at work introducing us ;)~ And for my dear friend gug, i want to discuss the difference between hope and expectation (it still dumbfounds me that he cannot detect a difference between them~). i expect to see many penises being stroked on CR. It's a virtual sausage fest he. But i can only hope to meet a girl as interesting as rita pita pocket there.. Hope is typically 'against all odds' and never done properly with any expectations.. Like my faith in a better tomorrow: i want to know is it really a crime to hope for one? ;) To all the cynics and absolute atheists who refuse to consider my brand of spirituality and anti-religion: f you .. f you .. f you. For those who seem to make it 'their mission' in life to denigrate spirituality in any shape or form: f you .. f you .. f you. Don't waste your time or mine by denigrating me in comments or by personally attacking me with labels bla bla bla he.. About Buddha, i think he missed a few things and overcomplicated the situation.. Just as the followers of Jesus did.. Just as Mohammed did.. Don't get me started about religions.. For some odd reasons, i loathe religions as much as i might some guy stealing a goddess from me.. Which is a funny concept cuz if he can, she was never 'mine' to begin with he.. ;)~ No.. i cannot OWN anybody.. i'd be 'lucky' to spend time w/ ppl i care about / love :) Truly. :) For any of my consistent readers, 49 is a special year for me cuz during my 'epiphany at 7', i cud not see past 49 huh go figure ;)~ For those who have not read my previous material on the subject, i guessed i wud probly die between age 49 and 56 ^^ he who knows ;)~ [sigh] There were three concepts that i introduced to rita pita today: relational imagery, multi-phasic creatures/beings, and multiconsciousness. :) The first is a 'mental technique' you could compare to a form of meditation or perhaps brainstorming .. It's a 'new way of thinking' that i developed for rapid thot.. It's totally imaged based

and basically you let one image in your mind lead to another and so on.. The cool thing about this way of thinking is that, if you're a visual person, thot can occur at extremely rapid rates compared to conventional thinking ~ With practice, you can sequence up to 100 images per second! :) What's the point? It's an end in itself; you discover new ways of thinking with this approach, new things about yourself, and new logical connections :) It's simply cool :) The second term comes from Star Trek Next Generation and refers to creatures that can exist in multiple time-instances simultaneously :) i believe it's a quantum concept and relates to the conventional conception of multi-state atoms and molecules :) So i suppose it's possible but highly unlikely multi-phasic creatures exist within our particular sad zuniverse ;) he .. Who knows.. Perhaps 'the sass' (an old nickname for me) is a multi-phasic entity with evidence of 'epiphany at 7' he.. Just a sad joke ;)~ If there is a God, She's certainly a 'full blown' multiphasic entity :) Now let's consider the last term: multi-consciousness :) Imagine your mind containing many minds simultaneously :) Not really a split-personality.. More like several minds in one :) If God exists, i wud guess She's infinitely multi-conscious. ;) Who really knows ;) i gently argued with my Catholic mother that perhaps that's not a bad definition of God: a multi-phasic multi-conscious ubiquitous entity :) ..One final concept that i introduced to rita pita today is pedantic. My bottom line with her is that gifted individuals need to be trained non-pedantically. They need to be introduced very early the limitations of pedantic learning and i wud argue the unlimited potential of the three concepts introduced above :) [smile] i realize this will be 'gobbledeegook' to many.. But those few who understand and appreciate will realize we live in a very complex/simple world/sad-zuniverse which is governed by a benevolent Goddess who only wants/needs Love :) So devout atheists and religious zealots will never 'get it' :( So sad but true :( It's no coincidence that the most brilliant woman i've ever met is Rita and that she's a devout atheist :) It's no coincidence my son's mother is also a devout atheist :) It's no coincidence my mother is a devout Catholic (remember all religions are as repulsive to me as communicable leprosy). My epiphany at 7 was not an accident. Better Way based on self-forgiveness is not an accident; it was deliberately engineered. Just as War for Meaning and Before 2012 were not accidents nor spurious thot.. [smile] Peace! (a 'private' joke between me and Pat Condell :) Pat, if u can read this with an open mind/heart, then my life will have Meaning :) he.. For the rest, if Pat is about political and religious awareness, then i am about self-awareness and God-awareness :) Be One w/ urself; Be One w/ natural things (like a tree); Be One w/ ur chosen mate :); Be One w/ Gaia; Be One w/ Her :) Don't miss ur chance to live Fully :) Don't miss ur chance to Love :) Find those u love in ur heart and focus on them :) Project ur love as if you can radiate love from ur heart :) U know what? U Can :)