Silent Enigma 1. Restless Oblivion My paralyzed heart Is bleeding...

My love's torn apart Desire to be free A bleak garden to cry When my inamorato died Loveless so real Lifeline of mortality Condemned to misery Restless oblivion forever A bleak garden to cry When my inamorato died My visionary dreams are vanquished Aspirations fade away Reverence dies within A bleak garden to cry When my inamorato died 2. Shroud Of Frost Undying odyssey... a myriad of times The soul has seen Through eyes of heaven The imperium of earth There's nothing left to perceive Help me to escape from this existence I yearn for an answer... can you help me? I'm drowning in a sea of abused visions and shattered dreams In somnolent illusion... I'm paralyzed Infinity distraction A pious human disorder Blind to passage of souls Conclusion from one remembrance Help me to escape... Transfixed... I gaze through my window at a world lying under a shroud of frost. In a forlorn stupor I feel the burning of staring eyes, yet no one is here. Detached from reality, in the Knowing of dreams, we know the entity of ensuing agony waits to clasp us in its cold breast, in an empty room. We awake and it's true... I dreamt of the sun's demise, awoke to a bleak morning. In the emptiness I beheld fate for the dead light is a foretelling of what will be... I saw a soul drift from life, through death, and arrive at Elysian fields in welcoming song. Yet I stand in a dusk-filled room despondently watching the passing of the kindred spirit... and there is no song... just a delusion of silence.

3. ...Alone I gave you my soul You left me dying Within the walls Of my mind... alone The winter serenade Fell silent to me 4. Sunset Of The Age Throne of grief ...in a dying essence Crying beauty ...the fettered aura Forgotten oceans of hope ...Betrayed a phony Sullen laughter in unventured paradise As one forever searching For landscapes serene Amidst the sunset of age With joyous masquerade... ...the summers died 5. Nocturnal Emission My passion rise... a twilight ride Stark light of dark night in my eyes My My My My forlorn soul it forlorn soul is lust... burns lust... burning

Take you now, in my sleep I want to touch you, to scratch you deep To To To To leave you scarred... see you burn leave you scarred... see you burning

6. Cerulean Twilight I'm lying here, oh so peaceful... ...In serene harmony I'm dreaming yet I feel awake I'm dreaming yet I am awake Subjected to pain. Dark screams repent

And in a foreboding rage, a soul will die... ...A soul will die My mind is burning, I'm burning I can't feel you anymore Have I reached my point? Will I drown in delusion? The winds fell silent And in my cerulean twilight I left myself once again ...it's overwhelming Suffer yourself, and let me die here awhile 7. The Silent Enigma In dreamland grandeur I held mesmerized peace Innocence breathed again A mind's escape Leave walls of tears behind Ethereal vision haunting still... The solitude left me blind Beneath an open sky Sibilant cries of youth dying Enslave me with grief A moonlit era, oblivion's twilight kiss Wishes in lament Happiness in a broken vision Utopia still unborn... Tormented echoes of a fallen Eden I longed for her beauty Yet from dust, she returned The dream, an enigma... silent 8. A Dying Wish I bear the seed of ruin A golden age turned to stone Elysium... to dust For this, a tragic journey A vision of a dying embrace Scattered earth Silence... Where Echonia wept I sank into the silent desert Fallen am I, In solitude of a broken promise ...I cried alone My empyrean is a scar

From the memory of her beautiful life Forever was her name Fulfillment lost in a lifetime of regret Ornate peace would cover me As I would die now... For one last wish 9. Black Orchid [Instrumental]

Pentecost III (1995)

1. Kingdom There is a whole mountain And a river runs through it If you split my mountain wide You would find many rivers Among flocks of non-white doves And non-temptable mortals The kingdom is much more real And the beauty is endless Only when tightened beyond recall Is your necklace a blessing Leave your pearls in the sea You undeserved bitch You are not worthy of such a treasure My hand on your heart, I know there is a beating In this oh so bleak landscape There are many mountains .........but not do much water. My Kingdom 2. Mine is yours to drown in (ours is the new tribe) Be smothered in life Listen, listen, listen The written word will devour you And burn your mind I'm burning your mind I am entering your soul My promise to love and caress you Mirrors destiny and breathes the universe Before Tomb ........ (Regression) Taste me

Let the angels wings close And shield you I bleed for you In the shadows and the recesses You'll find dark Yearn (me) From the dark all is revealed Light sheds through Bleed with me We will share the light and dark Together and more 3. We, the gods How can you climb a mountain to kill a God? Why do you cross unknown lands, to kill our Gods? Why do you build walls.... to starve our Gods? Is it for the same reason you blind us? Is this why you punish our children? And rape our sisters? When will we drown? When will we burn? Will you die with us? I think so You are slicing your own wrists You are tearing out your own hearts And you are drowning your own children So you can end it ....... Or we will We are telling them the truth And revealing all your lies We do not need to climb a mountain Or to cross unknown lands..... ....... Because we are Gods And we will drown you We will burn your homes We the people, we the spirits, we the Gods. 4. Pentecost III [instrumental] 5. Memento Mori My life's minds plagued by lyssophobia In a cage solitude locks me in As the dar blackened walls close in on me Dementia strikes, there's no turning back Drowning in the stygian sea

As those voices repeat to me my malediction Memento Mori Remember you must die A gratuitous wraith of violence Blots out the light of my mind For on this night someone must pay For the cost of my life For me to escape the curse of perdition This poor, weaker being must receive pain As you wince at the actions of my sadist ways And cry at the throes of your moribund state A Daemon issues your last rites Pater Noster Upto In Terra I break, I twist, I burn, I destroy Memento Mori As the candle of life, that burned in your heart Is doused by the grip of death's hand Asmodeus, the spirit of lust Bears his necrophile ways For the wishes of the demon in black My largesse in life should be immortality Dislike the weak, mortal humans But in life there's always death A multitude are born to be damned His perdisized body will burn forever In the scorching flames of Gehenna. ETERNITy 1. Sentient [Intro] [Music: D.Cavanagh, Arranged: Les Smith] 2. Angelica Where are you tonight? Wild flower in starlit heaven Still enchanted in flight Obsessions lament to freedom A timeless word, the meanings changed But I'm still burning in your flames, Incessant, lustral masquerade, Unengaged, dim lit love didn't taste the same And I still wonder if you ever wonder the same And I still wonder... [Lyrics: D.Patterson, Music: D.Cavanagh]

3. The Beloved Another day unfolds, still I exist Never felt so cold, I never knew I was turning away Though I can't explain, I only love you now that your missed As I stand in the rain, leave me to go through this I don't think I could face another sleepless night If only I could trace that elusive light In a dreamland flight to your agonizing eyes A never ending flight, my silent cries Still I close my eyes and my mind becomes clear Still I dream, and there you are... How still you lie and how your eyes bring back the fear Still I can't face what's going on in here... Everything that I've ever felt has gone At last my spirit breathes I see no point in going on So goodbye... It's time for me to leave [Lyrics: V.Cavanagh, Music: D.Cavanagh] 4. Eternity Part I As I turn away from a life so grey Where have all the flowers gone? Just what went wrong? Innocence, insanity, irony Stone cold reality Oh lord come and save me Do you think we're forever? I've been in tears Hope has died in me But now I'm here, I don't wish to leave Trapped in time A miracle of hope and change A swirling mass, no mercy now If the truth hurts prepare for pain Do you think we're forever? The unseen, the eternal river of understanding Persevering, dying escape Forever tempting fate Take me back A flood of tears bonding my soul with my mind A dream of love, reality closing in behind As I close my eyes, the vision dies As I bid my last farewell to mankind The unseen, the eternal...

[Lyrics & Music: D.Patterson] 5. Eternity Part II Destiny, Infinity, Eternity [Lyrics & Music: D.Patterson] 6. Hope "I was not put here by anyone in fear I came alone as me Just an idea in a long chain of discovery Surrounded by the same you Sometimes your tide pulls me out to sea And I die in a thrashing curse Sometimes we are kind More often, I doze So far up the beach that those who try to reach are burnt alive in the searing heat of the desert of my dispassion So far removed, I never hear the water 'Cept once or twice a month when I see a mirror And I refuse to believe in some of the things that are said to be here Let alone those that are not I'm trying to change my direction Ours is pathetic in my own humble estimation I love the planet The great benign she-wolf Benefactor Spinning gently on towards the red giant four aeons hence When all the rose gardens are consumed in the flash-fire of flying time She'll leave alone to you" When you look at me From your own century I may seem to be Strange archeology But when the winds blow From this direction You may sense me there In your reflection I think I feel you But I will never know As the swallows leave And the children grow I wanted to live forever The same is you will too I wanted to live forever And everybody knew When I caught you there In tomorrows mirror I thought felt you Jump out of my skin

Throwing oil into My blazing memories Filling empty footsteps I was standing in I wanted to live forever The same as you will too I wanted to live forever And everybody knew As the falling rain Of the northern jungle Hanging droplets on the leaves Bombards my brain I hear you Across the room A sea of daffodils spring into bloom You are the mist The frost across my window pane And again She And And And moves her body her whispers weave the world spins tells me that I'll never want to leave

As I think of you From this dark century I will always be With generosity That we both may share The hope in hearing That we're not just Spirits disappearing [Spoken word transcribed by Phil Morgan. These aren't a part of the original lyr ics of "Hope"] [Lyrics & Music: Harper/Gilmour] 7. Suicide Veil A sacrifice in the flight of dawn The beauty of twisted reality In my heart, my dreams A sacrifice for freedom Alone in the grace of the dark The pains of a failed generation I longed for the death of the sun Another glorious revelation Destiny's plan for ruin I danced with the shadows In tranquil chaos, I lay naked in the rain An interception of light A disturbing memory This suicide veil I wear in shame

[Lyrics: D.Patterson, Music: D.Patterson & D.Cavanagh] 8. Radiance Inside... The dark is fading away I don't want to be alone anymore Inside... The light of dawn is here once more The light... Darkness is slipping away Of dawn... I don't want to be alone Is here... Won't you stay? Not a word passed your lips Just a golden kiss As I whispered silently "Help me through this" [Lyrics & Music: D.Cavanagh] 9. Far Away One common, subterranean destination One life, another day A vestal child unveiled by temptation Innocence slips away Far away Been down so long Too deep the water that I tread Sometimes I feel myself going under Sometimes I envy the dead So take me far away [Lyrics & Music: D.Patterson] 10. Eternity Part III So little time Your crystal eyes gaze into mine A burning flame Forever dreaming, dreaming a lie Trapped inside internal eyes Caressed by innocence, a sanctuary for your mind Born alone beneath pale sardonic skies One love, one life, one sorrow

I won't reproach myself this time A condemned man, granted a sweet reprieve A turn of fate, a genial twist of the knife Undying affection for life [Lyrics & Music: D.Patterson] 11. Cries On The Wind Reaching out... How things look different on the way down Disillusioned, I've lost desire Will I burn in the unforgiving fire? From the flames, I've found a way An empty bottle, A guardian angel I walk away to erase the pain my receptacle called escape

Don't dwell on the forthcoming As I know it won't be happening And you know, when I'm gone You'll hear my cries on the wind [Lyrics: D.Patterson, Music: D.Cavanagh & D.Patterson] 12. Ascension [Instrumental] [Music: D.Cavanagh] 13. Far Away (Acoustic)

14. Eternity Part III (Acoustic)

15. Sleepless '96

Alternative 4 1. Shroud Of False We are just a moment in time A blink of an eye A dream for the blind Visions from a dying brain I hope you don't understand [Lyrics & Music: D.Patterson]

2. Fragile Dreams Countless times I trusted you, I let you back in, Knowing... Yearning... you know I should have run... but I stayed Maybe I always knew My fragile dreams would be broken... for you Today I introduced myself To my own feelings In silent agony, after all these years They spoke to me... after all these years Maybe I always knew My fragile dreams would be broken... for you [Lyrics & Music: D.Cavanagh] 3. Empty Empty vessel under the sun wipe the dust from my face another morning black Sunday coming down again.. coming down again Empty vessel empty veins empty bottle wish for rain that pain again wash the blood off my face the pulse from my brain And I feel that pain again I'm looking over my shoulder cause millions will whisper I'm killing myself again Maybe I'm dying faster but nothing ever last I remember a night from my past when I was stabbed in the back and its all coming back And I feel that pain again I abhor you I condemn you cause this pain will never end you got away without a scratch and now you're walking on a lucky path I have to laugh but you'd better watch your back there's pathetic opposition they're the cause of my condition I'll be coming back for them I've a solution for this sad situation nothing left but to kill myself again Because I'm so empty [Lyrics & Music: D.Patterson] 4. Lost Control Life.. has betrayed me once again I accept that some things will never change. I've let your tiny minds magnify my agony and it's left me with a chemical dependency for sanity.

Yes, I am falling... how much longer 'till I hit the ground? I can't tell you why I'm breaking down. Do you wonder why I prefer to be alone? Have I really lost control? I'm coming to an end, I've realized what I could have been. I can't sleep so I take a breath and hide behind my bravest mask, I admit I've lost control Lost control... [Lyrics & Music: D.Patterson] 5. Re-Connect The fragments of connection died Some things just won't fade with time Hide behind a transparent eye You can't see me but I can you... Betray without a moment's thought Regret nothing but getting caught Your time has come and here I stand Why should I hold out my hand to you... I could never turn to you Silenced by that look in your eye Feel I'm slipping back again Black cold night I toss and turn I'm sinking, feel so ...drained Shroud me, blind me, sick, weak, empty, drag me ...into pain I tried so hard, don't drown me, bound to me, self indulgently ...crazed Black as coal, my sunken soul, will it ever be ...saved? Come on and twist that knife again Well I'd like to see you fucking try Never going back again An answer won't come from me Confront your own worst enemy What does your mirror see Is it time to face up to me? [Lyrics & Music: V.Cavanagh] 6. Inner Silence When the silence beckons And the day draws to a close When the light of your life sighs And love dies in your eyes Only then will I realize What you mean to me.

[Lyrics & Music: D.Cavanagh] 7. Alternative 4 It's killing you, you're killing me I'm clinging on to my sanity All I need is a short term remedy Come and hide me from this terrible reality... Dreaded memories flood back to me But there's still a willful mind behind these cold psychotic eyes Now I tread this path so differently I've opened my mind and darkened my entire life. I'll dance with the angels to celebrate the holocaust, And far beyond my far gone pride, Is knowing that we'll soon be gone, Knowing that I'll soon be gone... [Lyrics & Music: D.Patterson] 8. Regret As I drift away... far away from you, I feel all alone in a crowded room, Thinking to myself "There's no escape from this fear, regret, loneliness..." Visions of love and hate A collage behind my eyes Remnants of dying laughter Echoes of silent cries I wish I didn't know now that I never knew then... Flashback Memories punish me again Sometimes I remember all the pain that I have seen Sometimes I wonder what might have been... Visions of love and hate A collage behind my eyes Remnants of dying laughter Echoes of silent cries And sometimes I despair At who I've become I have to come to terms With what I've done The bittersweet taste of fate We can't outrun the past

Destined to find an answer A strength I never lost I know there is a way My future is not set For the tide has turned But still I never learned to live without regret. [Lyrics & Music: D.Cavanagh] 9. Feel I've feeling, I won't be coming down from this, I was searching through the heavens and somehow I slipped! I feel, I'm seeing so clear Trying to forget tomorrow and all that's happened This is not the way, the way I was meant to be I feel, I'm seeing so clear I thought I was never going to die I feel, I'm seeing so clear We need more time Slipping away, I think I'm gonna crack Misplaced trust, loyalty stabbed in the gut I feel, I'm seeing so clear I thought I was never coming back I've been down for awhile, And now I'm coming back... [Lyrics & Music: D.Patterson] 10. Destiny I tried to murder the lonely, Contemplate our mortality. Into infinity, Frozen memory Wipe the tears from yesterday, A time for change, take the pain away. Angel, my destiny, Can you feel me? [Lyrics & Music: D.Patterson] JUGEMENt 1. Deep Feel my heart burning Deep inside... yearning I know it is coming

A fettered heart, waking Tainted youth, fading Leave it all behind Delirious again Mesmerize my senses Souls entwine one more time All our times will come Searching oblivion Leaving nothing but the memories of All the things you give They're all you'll leave behind Within their mind Open laughter held in distant days Eternal stars have changed I know that it can't be the same There's no romance for you tonight Feel my heart burning Deep inside... yearning I know it is coming All our times will come Searching oblivion Leaving nothing but the memories of All the things you give They're all you'll leave behind Within their mind Time recedes every day You can search your soul but you won't see As we pass ever on and away Towards some blank infinity [Lyrics: V.Cavanagh ,Music: D.Cavanagh & D.Pybus] 2. Pitiless Is it the emptiest of All your broken hearted feelings A serious misconception To choose a path that led to ruin I live for today Can't get away from the burning inside Ashes to ash Dust to dust So quick to point the finger When you're the source of your condition Why should I feel sympathy When you only show me nothing I live for today Can't get away from the burning inside Ashes to ash Dust to dust

I could stare for a thousand years Penetrate your deepest fears Leave you cold with a faceless embrace Then disappear without a trace I live for today Can't get away from the burning inside Ashes to ash Dust to dust [Lyrics: V.Cavanagh & D.Pybus & J.Douglas, Music: D.Cavanagh] 3. Forgotten Hopes Hey you.. rotting in your alcoholic shell Banging on the walls of your intoxicated mind Do you ever wonder why you were left alone As your heart grew colder and finally turned to stone Did I punish you for dreaming? Did I break your heart and leave you crying? Do you ever dream of escaping? Don't you ever dream of escaping... Pathetic oblivion Forgotten hopes buried in your soul's lonely grave Pathetic oblivion Remember how you were before you locked your heart away Did I punish you for dreaming? Did I break your heart and leave you crying? Do you ever dream of escaping? Don't you ever dream of escaping... [Lyrics & Music: D.Cavanagh] 4. Destiny Is Dead [Instrumental] [Music: D.Cavanagh & D.Pybus] 5. One Last Goodbye How I needed you How I grieve now you're gone In my dreams I see you I awake so alone I know you didn't want to leave Your heart yearned to stay But the strength I always loved in you Finally gave way Somehow I knew you would leave me this way Somehow I knew you could never.. never stay

And in the early morning light After a silent peaceful night You took my heart away And I grieve In my dreams I can see you I can tell you how I feel In my dreams I can hold you And it feels so real I I I I still still still still feel feel feel feel the pain your love the pain your love

And somehow I knew you could never, never stay And somehow I knew you would leave me And in the early morning light After a peaceful night You took my heart away I wished, I wished you could have stayed [Lyrics & Music: D.Cavanagh] 6. Make It Right I know that I want you I know that I need you But I can't pretend that This'll make it right You whisper your name But I can't hear you Don't leave me behind Lend me your hand I can feel them I think they're closing in Don't leave me behind Lend me your hand Let me feel you By my side Be where I can hear you I long to feel [Lyrics & Music: J.Douglas] 7. Parisienne Moonlight I feel I know you I don't know how I don't know why I see you feel for me You cried with me You would die for me

I know I need you I want you to Be free of all the pain You hold inside You cannot hide I know you tried To be who you couldn't be You tried to see inside of me And now I'm leaving you I don't want to go Away from you Please try to understand Take my hand Be free of all the pain You hold inside You cannot hide I know you tried To feel... To feel... [Lyrics & Music: D.Cavanagh] 8. Don't Look Too Far If I begin to feel lighter Hold me down And I'll be yours for evermore God bless this mess I'm in For it is time To be rid of a certain sin A cool breeze down my spine And if I'm really here Then I feel fine A freelance child You bring it all back This world is eating me inside Don't look too far Don't look too far Missing a degree of warmth A name without a face I'm losing grip all the same I sever the line that divides I sever the feelings inside I sever between you and me And I want to learn to fly Bring the pain right back again Is this all there is of me

Hearts and minds, find the time That in the end there was no possible reason for anything Don't look too far Don't look too far [Lyrics & Music: J.Douglas] 9. Emotional Winter Speak to me For I have seen Your waning smile Your scars concealed So far from home, do you know you're not alone Sleep tonight Sweet summer light Scattered yesterdays, the past is far away How fast time passed by The transience of life Wasted moments won't return And we will never feel again Beyond my dreams Ever with me You flash before my eyes, a final fading sigh But the sun will rise And tears will dry Of all that is to come, the dream has just begun And time is speeding by The transience of life Wasted moments wont return And we will never feel again [Lyrics: V.Cavanagh, Music: D.Cavanagh] 10. Wings Of God No one can find me Here in my soul Kicking and screaming Out of control Calm myself down now Nobody knows No one can find me Here in my soul Hooked on your problems Do I know why And if you come my way again Would I lend a hand Would I understand

No one can find me Here in my soul Kicking and screaming Out of control Calm myself down Nobody knows No one can find me Here in my soul Solitude was never.. never seen as loneliness And things need.. they need time And time leads to other things And playing roles Which are limited By the poor fund of knowledge In this sick, sick world We all fall down Once in a while Escaping the law of the unexplained pains [Lyrics & Music: J.Cavanagh] 11. Judgement The inequity of fate The pains of love and hate The heart-sick memories That brought you to your knees And the times when we were young When life seemed so long Day after day You burned it all away All the hate that feeds your needs All the sickness you conceive All the horror you create Will bring you to your knees [Lyrics: V.Cavanagh, Music: D.Cavanagh & J.Douglas] 12. Anyone, Anywhere No one seems to care anymore I wander through this night all alone No one feels the pain I have inside Looking at this world through my eyes No one really cares where I go Searching to feel warmth forever more The wheels of life they turn without me Now you are gone... eternally No... Don't leave me here The dream carries on

Inside I know... Its not too late Lost moments blown away Tonight Mankind, with your heresy Can't you see that this is killing me There's no one in this life To be here with me at my side [Lyrics: D.Pybus, Music: D.Douglas & D.Cavanagh] 13. 2000 & Gone [Instrumental] [Music: D.Cavanagh & D.Pybus] 14. Transacoustic [Instrumental] [Music: D.Cavanagh] A FINE DAY TO EXIT 1. Pressure As the pressure grows and these feelings flow trample on bodies, bodies in holes of faith times I've asked the lord for forgiveness while kept under a spell of a sweating locust's breath. No need to tell me 'cos its written on your face sliding down now with the black lights shining I don't care where you go you won't get away from me black as the night is day filled with no sympathy marching down the hall for a misery I don't care where you go you won't get away from me... Mouth tastes of sick stomach twisting inside everything's wrong and I can't get away the gravity of fear you can feel it coming near it's coming straight for you it'll twist and drag you down I don't care where you go you won't get away from me... 2. Release Seeing is believing but I don't want to know walk on through the wasteland I just can't let go face down I just break down when I see you cry all the time (sometimesssssssss) Hold on please hold on to me tempt fate release escape

Someone now is screaming as the flames fly high think now that we're lost here and we don't know why face down I just break down when I see you cry all the time Hold on please hold on to me tempt fate release escape Behind those grey and lonely eyes unforgotten by time reality is dawning our spirit is awakening and somewhere in the hurricane hope is waiting crying in the distance and calling out your name 3. Looking Outside Inside Is this the one who thought it was insane coming down against it all Didn't want it didn't need it didn't want it Twisted face of fading beauty count the cost of suffering cannot see the day before you only feel what's deep inside try to change it makes no difference Didn't want it didn't need it didn't want it Let me go Looking outside inside craving for something hoping for anything - I'll believe in anything who has eyes that see - who wants to believe? in something, in anything? in one thing in freedom - looking outside inside set assist pandemonium - broken promises died alive flying high - you caught me in your eye. disintegrated insinerated this is not now I want to be - too much is coming through someone please tell me what to do looking outside inside 4. Leave No Trace Born to the glare of the senses spoon the reality infused a new inherent passive contentment you are so easily amused Here and now we are gone in a happy a dream in the passage your time chances are fading this world isn't waiting the moment is passing

you by Questions lie beneath the surface the fools are fooled once again A concience we stole our existence and gladly cast it to the wind Here and now we are gone in a happy a dream in the passage your time chances are fading this world isn't waiting the moment is passing you by 5. Underworld There's always something you would dare to say your good intentions are boring take me away if it keeps you sane then it's ok if I play it safe would it save me I'd like to get some rest now if I can just ignore the truth scratching at the window this time I got to make a move ego (inflammation) stand back and watch me... dissolve all recognition Burn this wait out of my mind running through my veins until I dissapear This feeling is over me Climbing up the wall gonna creep between the cracks ..........................tie the ropearoundmyneck destroy all emotionnnnn gona rip me face to shreds cut my eyeballs open Burn this wait out of my mind running through ny veins until I dissapear This feeling is over meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! 6. (Breaking Over The) Barriers Floating (inatankofhatredfuel) with nowhere to hide unspoken (10000thousandthoughtsanhourandrising) twist back inside How did we get here Life don't belong here Feel like I just never tried to find a way back to the outside it stops me from breathing

kills all the dreaming TALKING TO YOU FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF A WALL IN MY MIND AND IT'S CLEAR THAT YOU'RE NEAR TO ME. THINK I FOUND A WAY TO UNDERSTAND WHY I COULDN'T SEE WHAT WAS HAPPENING THE FEAR OVERCAME ME.TOOK A TRIP ON THE INSIDE I TOOK A TRIP ON THE INSIDE I TRY TO HOLD ON 'TIL THIS FEELING IS GONE.BREAK THROUGH TO THE OTHER SIDE NEED TO BREAK THROUGH TO THE OTHER SIDE OF EVERYTHING... I just can't lay down and die it takes a lifetime to understand why it seems that you need me but you don't seem to hear me Talking to you from the other side of a wall...sickshitsickshitsickshitsickshitsickshitsick shit.... 7. Panic You know you ain't going nowhere you're stuck inside while the mind is flying you said you'd help me in the morning twisting on pins into my eyes and we driving on the ceiling below you... facin' up the walls with your crocked hands while you're miles away I don't think at all end up like this there's spiders on the wall and they stink of piss dead heads lying in the corner staring at me making me feel BAD I put my hands up to my eyes but the holes in my palms let me find a way to corner you I can't feel my chest because it ain't much sucking through my skin into my BRAIN oxygen pushing on the window cracks in the glass let it slip away I start to cry and I keep on laughing I close my eyes at what's left inside and then i'll ran away For all the time this land for all the time in my hand slip around (... ...) once again Razor blades floating in the warm bath air bubbles in your veins turning my hands black whispers coming from the next room window cleaner keeps on SPYING I put my hands up to my eyes but the HOLES in my PALMS let me find a way to corner me twelve (12) hammer for My breakfast slipping of the edge in catatonic blood multiple decibel inscriptions trying all they can in miles an hour ... face grey and looming downwards sniffing ALL THE TIME for a ounce of silence screaming all the way numbers counting down inside me

solar system thoughts circle round my HEAD false teeth hanging from the ceiling feet looking of the goms of the 2nd son I eat my hands cos my legs are crying you BROKE my neck cause i snapped my spine I wish you would die away to all the time in this land and all the time in my hands circle round in depth found calmness fall once again 8. A Fine Day To Exit Long way from home nowhere to go what made the river so cold the sweat of thoughts trickle down my brow soaking and stinging my eye tell tale sighs and cries of dreams unFULFILLED and time is running DRY PANIC stricken bloodshot hearts TRY TO RESTART but no longer build the well to survive sweet oblivion I got these feelings and I don't know why I see all my fears in the darkness of light WHAT MADE THE RIVER SO COLD? never anyone to rearrange and fall to time inside the EMPTY call to the blameless I am faithless placid dying eyes you gotta face it head on so you can't turn this thing around cos this ain't right you have to go eye to eye raise your face to the sky cos this ain't right I got to believe when I say only this is the way 9. Temporary Peace Deep inside the silence staring out upon the sea the waves are washing over half forgotten memory Deep within the moment laughter floats upon the breeze rising and falling dying down within me and I swear I never knew how it could be and all this time all I had inside was what i couldn't see I swear I never knew how it couldn't be all the waves are washing over all that hurts inside of me Beyond this beautiful horizon lies a dream for you and i this tranquil scene is

still unbroken by the rumours in the sky but there's a storm closing in voices crying on the wind the serenade is growing colder breaks my soul that tries to sing and there's so many many thoughts when I try to go to sleep but with you I start to feel a sort of temporary peace there's a drift in and out NATURAL DISASTER 1. Harmonium feel free to comprehend what i see will never end it can't be now that life is gone its too real to overcome its too real its too real its too real and these days my hands are tied these days i think you'll find i'm not me now a light has died its too real to run and hide i was floating in the water something tried to pull me under i was floating in the water something tried to pull me under i was trying to live my life it wouldn't let me let me let me let me i was trying to live my life it wouldn't let me let me let me let me feel free to comprehend what i see will never end i'm not me now a light has died its too real to run and hide i was floating in the water something tried to pull me under i was floating in the water something tried to pull me under i was trying to live my life it wouldn't let me let me let me let me i was trying to live my life it wouldn't let me let me let me let me

2. Balance glad to see this is the from a life and the lie what what what what what what your wide awake great escape that tried to mould you it sold you

would you do? wouldn't you do? would you do? wouldn't you do? would you do? wouldn't you do?

did you try to reason why look yourself in the eye what you are is all you have been what will be is all you do now what what what what what what spill melts melts melts would you do? wouldn't you do? would you do? wouldn't you do? would you do? wouldn't you do? a tear as your sense of self slowly away away away

until death's mirror reflects the meaning of our lives we wander aimless and mesmerised as the fear starts to rise. 3. Closer your dream world is a very scary place your dream world is a very scary place your dream world is a very scary place to be trapped your dream world is a very scary place your dream world is a very scary place your dream world is a very scary place to be trapped inside to be trapped inside to be trapped inside all your life shine shine shine until in time in time in time you find

your closer

your closer to the truth within within within is the you you you truth

that your dream world is a very scary place that your dream world is a very scary place that your dream world is a very scary place to be trapped inside to be trapped inside to be trapped inside all your life your closer your closer your closer to the truth within within within is the you you you truth

4. Are You There? Are you there? is it wonderful to know all the ghosts... all the ghosts... freak my selfish out my mind is happy need to learn to let it go I know you'd do no harm to me but since you've been gone I've been lost inside tried and failed as we walked by the riverside and I wish you could see the love in her eyes the best friend that eluded you lost in time burned alive in the heat of a grieving mind but what can I say now? it couldn't be more wrong cos there's no one there unmistakably lost and without a care did we lose all the love that we could have shared and its wearing me down and its turning me round and I can't find a way now to find it out where are you when I need you... are you there? 5. Childhood Dream

6. Pulled Under just freedom is only a hallucination that waits at the edge of the distant horizon and we are all strangers in global illusion wanting and needing impossible heaven chasing the dream as they swim out to sea the mirage ahead says that they can be free become lost in delusion drowning their reason swept on by the current of selfish ambition frightened ashamed and afraid of the blame the questions are screaming the answers are hiding the sickness is growing distracted condition you can feel the disgust and smell the confusion lying insane getting soaked in the rain draining the sky of the guilt and the shame the nightmare is coming the clouds are descending pulled under two thousand metres a second clawing at walls that just slip through my fingers darkness consuming collapsing and breaking distilled paranoia seeped into the walls and filled in the cracks with the whispering calls shadows are forming take heed of the warnings creeping around at four in the morning lie to myself start a brand new beginning but i'm losing myself in this fear of living freedom is only a hallucination that waits at the edge of the places you go when you dream deep in the reason betrayal of feeling freedom is only a hallucination that waits at the edge of the places you go when you dream .... freedom is only a hallucination that waits at the edge of the places you go when you dream deep in the reason betrayal of feeling freedom is only a hallucination that waits at the edge of the places you go when you dream.... 7. A Natural Disaster its been a long cold winter without you i've been crying on the inside over you just slipped through my fingers as life turned away its been a long cold winter since that day its hard to find hard to find hard to find the strength now but i try and I don't want to don't want to

don't want to speak now of what's gone by Cos no matter what i say no matter what i do i cant change what happened No matter what i say no matter what i do i cant change what happened You and You and just slipped through my fingers i feel so ashamed just slipped through my fingers i have paid

Cos no matter what i say no matter what i do i cant change what happened No matter what i say no matter what i do i cant change what happened no no I can't change just slipped through my fingers and i feel so ashamed You just slipped through my fingers and i have paid. 8. Flying started a search to no avail a light that shines behind the veil trying to find it and all around us everywhere is all that we could ever share if only we could see it feel there's truth that's beyond me life ever changing weaving destiny and it feels like i'm flying above you dream that i'm dying to find the truth seems like your trying to bring me down back down to earth back down to earth layers of dust and yesterdays shadows fading in the haze of what i couldn't say and though i said my hands were tied times have changed and now i find i'm free for the first time feel so close to everything now strange how life makes sense in time now and it feels like i'm flying above you dream that i'm dying to find the truth seems like your trying to bring me down back down to earth back down to earth back down to earth back down to earth x2 9. Electricity Seems like you never really knew me seems like you never understood me

seems like you never really knew how to feel but electricity it drew you near to me what you needed was to be rid of me there were times you really made me smile and there were times you really made me cry and there were times i never really knew how to feel but electricity it drew you near to me what you needed was to be rid of me and the fear made you so unsure of me what you needed was to be rid of me. but electricity it drew you near to me what you needed was to be rid of me and the fear made you so unsure of me what you needed was to be rid of me. 10. Violence