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A KILLING WINTER
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human just like him, related by evolution, but from his point of
view, we lived in parallel universes.
I expected a brush-off and started to move away. But he sur-
prised me. He reached into his pocket and tossed me a toonie, a
two-dollar coin. “I don’t care what you buy, paint thinner, heroin,
coffee, whatever,” he said, his voice barely audible over the wind,
“just get the fuck out of the cold.”
I caught the toonie in my cupped gloves and before I could
thank him, he dashed through the mall doors. I stuffed the toonie
into a jacket pocket, took the Suit’s advice and followed him into
the building.
The air in the mall was warm and welcoming, but the people
weren’t. I barely made it past the entrance to the CBC studios
when security was on me. Sure, they tried to be casual about it, but
two dudes hanging around like they were about to ship out to
Afghanistan— camo pants, pseudo flak vest with the word
security written in bold block letters on the back, and a utility
belt that would make Batman envious—stood out like yellow stains
in the snow.
I walked past them, intent on ignoring their presence, but they
split up to flank me, like watching me was some kind of military
exercise. I was followed as I walked past the soft black leather couches
that I wasn’t allowed to sit on. Past the flickering of the glassed-in
natural gas fireplace that I was not allowed to stand next to, to
warm up. Past all the retail outlets that I was not allowed to enter,
lest I annoy the paying customers with my presence, which was a
reminder of what could occur if they suffered a couple of difficult
moments that derailed their lives. And in these times with the U.S.
economy tanking and the price of oil dipping below $40 a barrel,
oil-rich Alberta was suffering one of its signature bust events. A life
14 WAY NE AR T HU R SON
on the street was much closer to some of these people now that it
was just a year or so ago.
Edmontonians may have had a vision of their city as a liberal-
leaning island of good people in a land of mean-spirited penny-
pinching conservatives, but their personal reactions to those living
on the street was no less harsh.
Especially when a second question, “You sure you don’t have any
spare change?,” could have brought on a charge of aggressive pan-
handling.
So instead of making my way to the Light Rail Transit like a good
street person not looking to cause trouble, I decided to have a bit of
fun. I headed to the lower level, as the two security dudes a few
people behind me on the escalator tried to look casual by chatting
about the Oilers’ last home game.
A few steps before I got to the bottom, I gave them a quick, suspi-
cious look and ran the rest of the way down. I took a quick right and
started to jog through the mall toward the underground pedway that
connected the City Centre Mall with the Churchill LRT station.
I heard one of them grunt “Shit!” and then panicked footsteps
rushed after me. For kicks, I stopped at the end of a cell phone kiosk
and grabbed a pamphlet with my left hand, feigning interest in the
low monthly rates. I kept my right hand in my jacket pocket.
They whirled around the corner, keen on a chase, but almost ran
over each other when they saw that I was waiting for them. They
stumbled over each other, but feigned laughter and clumsy palsy-
walsyness so they could keep up the charade. I kept reading the
pamphlet, but out of the corner of my eye, I watched the two secu-
rity dudes get into character by hitching up their belts and stepping
toward me with a sense of law-enforcement purpose. One of them
even reached across his chest to activate the radio clipped to his
shoulder, tilting his head to alert headquarters of their actions.
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when in truth the only help he wanted to give me was to leave the
confines of the City Centre Mall with as little fuss as possible.
In the old days when I did this, I was trying to score a day or
two at the Remand Centre, with hot showers, clean sheets, new
clothes, and three square meals a day while I waited to be arraigned
on a public mischief or nuisance or whatever kind of charge these
guys could come up with. For guys like me and other petty crimi-
nals, the Remand Centre was pretty safe. Hardened criminals were
on another floor entirely, so there was nothing like what they por-
tray in the movies. In the remand lockup you could watch TV,
read some books, and play a little chess. Compared to begging for
spare change, it was a cakewalk. Of course, once you were in the
remand lockup, there were ways to stretch out the time: a little fight
between friends, some laxative to create an abdominal problem, or
Imodium if you wanted to go the other way.
And there was another route entirely, a chance to spend the
expected two-week cold snap inside, warm and tight. Suicide could
always be faked with some superficial slashes on the wrist just be-
fore the lights-out count. It was an easy way to score twenty-one
days under the Mental Health Act and maybe some extra money
every month for disability.
But this wasn’t the old days and I wasn’t going to give these
security morons the satisfaction. I looked up at the security guard,
smiled without showing my teeth, and then whipped my right
hand out of my pocket, flicking the switch as I did. The two guards
flinched; the larger one wrestled with the clip on his belt to remove
the can of pepper spray.
“Yeah, my name is Leo Desroches and I’m a reporter with the
Edmonton Journal,” I said quickly. “I’m working on a story about
the life of Edmonton’s street people and I was wondering if it’s the
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events of my day. But I had only been on this story for a short while.
Larry said it was important that I immerse myself in the street culture
before writing anything substantial.
I also had to figure out what the heck had happened with Marvin.