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1. Few Details of mine , childhood, schooling, college & church
2. My Achievements & Failures  

3. Challenges & aims in my life  
4. Coming close to God through church activities  
5. Listening to Call of God through people and later changing my aims / goals
22 Years
6. Family relationship breakup
7. Job Search

8. Jesus Youth activities


9. Initial God experience
10. Become active in Jesus Youth    

11. Fulltimership 

12. Listening to voice of God clearly and getting different spiritual signs  
13. Finally convinced about Call after time of discernment 4 years

14. Following the path of holiness 



15. Joining priesthood  
  

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control of legs and I just slipped down.
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Translating JY Materials , songs and
helping the fulltimers

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programs etc.
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and to other parts of AP for JY
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and there to see who spoke to me these 2 sentences and as I
was sitting alone in my flat, 


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Testimony, Dated August 15th 2006 to JY in
Hyderabad and CC to India@jesusyouth.org

Later again I shared the same God


Experience and also other details like (About My
self & family details, My, How I came to JY, My contributions to JY, reasons
, & sent mail to
why I don¶t want to take one year commitment etc)

India@jesusyouth.org on 14th May 2007.

I had written a letter to my dad in September


µ07 and shared all these experiences

I even shared once again in JY Vocation application form on 17th May 2009

I shared the same God experience with many people


many times on different occasions from 2006 onwards
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Developed www.jyhyd.blogspot.com eb site for Jesus Youth Hyderabad.
Developed www.jyvja.blogspot.com web site for Jesus Youth Vijayawada and entered in
Esnips, Orkut, Stagfe.fm, googlevideos and many other sites with JY

Initiated the ³5  " :  ´ Teaching Telugu Language to JY


Leaders who know English, they can read Telugu text in English and pronounce
by listening audio file for each section starting from traditional Catholic prayers
to day to day spoken words & sentences .
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but during fulltimership there is lot of change
etc. And many times she told me that I don¶t
know what is a JY and what it means to be a
fulltimer (    
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then you will know what I am going through
etc. hatever it may be I took :  and
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fulltimership training & due to some reasons
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later I got selected for JY International fulltimership and


finally after lot of struggle regarding passport and other
documents I reached Chennai for Visa to Thailand.
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he said to come on Monday (1 7)

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of finance and your younger brother is there for physical
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sufficient to pay EMI till you finish your fulltimership and
after one year commitment you can join in job and pay
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say Ò6 to fulltimership. After this conversation
with God, I was convinced that God is asking
me to go for one year JY Fulltimership
commitment and I send mail to ) D# 
on 0; 7:;;<$:640:)*after 20 minutes+to
  
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and leave home for fulltimership..
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he told to Jesus ³Make this stone in to
bread and eat etc... Mathew 4O3´ and he
told me pray strongly to the Holy Spirit and

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and while I was traveling in Jabalpur diocese in
Oct 2007. I went to Junwani mission village. Very
remote village and everyday I use to travel on
mountains to reach sub stations in that parish and
 
           
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what is you next plans?
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words of that priest ³let this photo remain in History´.
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not much initiatives,
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experiences

Strongly prayed to God to reduce 3 years to one year

In March 8 
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   to my Ô
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Dayanadnagar, Malkajgiri,
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FromO ) D# [mailtoOmanojsunny@gmail.com]
SentO ednesday$) 0;$:;0;8O14 PM
ToO 'jycc@jesusyouth.orgµ
SubjectO Good news - A Jubilee gift for the movement

Dear Family,

I am writing this to share some good news ±   7/ 



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and 
  (2 of them discontinued their formation within the last one year) got admission for their higher
studies in the : 

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8  (This is one of the prestigious
academic institutions belonging to the Congregation for the Evangelisation of Peoples -
Started in 1627, the University provides for research and teaching within the framework
of the Holy See¶s educational system regulated by the Congregation for Catholic
Education). They normally don¶t accept students for Philosophy except from China; also
for the first time they are accepting 3 students from one diocese/movement (officially,
Archbishop Abraham applied for them on behalf of us). This is indeed a Jubilee gift for
the movement! Let His name be glorified!

Even though we had a good relationship with this seminary through our brothers who
studied there, we never thought of the possibility of getting an admission in such a
prestigious university. «««.

In Jesus, Manoj
After reading the reasons for my vocation / becoming JY priest

  
    
  *     7/  +$ but
everything that I recorded here had really happened in my life. I
had even shared the experiences by sending E-mails to close
group of friends chronologically. The following are the details of
the E-mail communication
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1.PALS 2004 program dairy 30th Dec 2004, where I took Decision to join JY

2. My Initial God Expereince first time I shared with SubO My Testimony,


Dated August 15th 2006 to JY in Hyderabad and CC to India@jesusyouth.org

3. About My self & family details, My God Experience, How I came to JY,
My contributions to JY, reasons why I don¶t want to take one year commitment
etc, I sent mail to India@jesusyouth.org on 14th May 2007.

4. My Second God Experience where I felt God spoke to me in Chennai


and gave me answers for all my excuses / conditions which I mentioned in my
fulltmership application, after that divine experience I wrote letter to Manoj
sunny chettan on 10th July 2007 asking him to add my name in commitment
list.
5. How My Dad gave permission I share this
experience with manoj chetta and jyglobal@jesusyouth.org
with subO Big Miracle on 16th aug 2007.

6. My Resignation letter to Office management I forwarded it to fulltimers


as they have prayed for me to get permission. SubO Resignation Application,
dated 17/08/07.
7. Once again after I started my commitment I wrote an E-mail to Joynet
about my Jesus youth Experiences on 14th Sept 2007.

8. From September 2007 to March 2008 I have send 4 feedback forms to


jyiftfeedback@jesusyouth.org sharing my feelings & experiences happened on
those days.
9. I had written a letter to my dad in September µ07 and a letter to Mom &
Dad in Jan µ08 telling all these experiences and even I received a letter from my
dad in which he wrote why he send me for fulltimership and these letters also
shared with Jy Hyd service team members and to my fulltimership batch mates
in Sept ¶07 & Jan¶08.
My rejoining E-mail on 24th mar 2008 and my resignation letter on 2nd mar
2009 also shared with my friends etc.

12. I wrote an E-mail to my JY elders after completion of my one year


commitment where I wrote how things happened in one year and God spoke to
me through Bible.
If it is well written and to the point,
that is what I wanted;
if it is poorly done and mediocre/( ),
uninteresting

that is the best I could do.

A skilfully composed story


delights the ears of those
who read the work.
Let this, then,be the end.
:) 0FA>A1
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1. Few Details of mine , childhood, schooling, college & church  

2. My Achievements & Failure  
3. Challenge & aim in my life  
4. Coming close to God through church activities
5. Listening to call of god through people and later turning my aims / goals
6. Family relationship breakup
7. Job Search
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9. Initial God experience
10. Become active in Jesus Youth    

11. Fulltimership 

12. Listening to voice of God clearly and getting different spiritual signs  
13. Finally convinced about Call after time of discernment
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15. Joining priesthood
 
  

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