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esjk ifjokj
1- ‘kekxqy mQZ vEeh % jkf’kn vkSj ldhuk dh vEeh
2- jkf’kn % e`r ldhuk dk cM+k HkkbZ] vQhe dh [ksrh dk djksckj] rkfyckuh
3- ldhuk % 17 o”khZ; jkf’kn dh cgu
4- tjhuk % 21 o”khZ;] jkf’kn dh igyh choh
5- vkQ+‘kk¡ % 14 o”khZ;] jkf’kn dh nwljh choh
6- lyek % 18 o”khZ;] jkf’kn dh j[kSy
7- vk;’kk % 16 o”khZ;] jkf’kn dh j[kSy] ‘ks[k tyky xk¡o] cxyke ds ikl
8- #[klkjmQZ#[k % 13 o”khZ;] jkf’kn vkSj tjhuk dh csVh
9- eg:fulkmQZekgh % 11 o”khZ;] jkf’kn vkSj tjhuk dh csVh
10- ‘khck % 10 o”khZ;] jkf’kn vkSj tjhuk dh csVh
11- gqek % 13 o”khZ;] vk;’kk dh cgu
12- chgw % 12 o”khZ;] vk;’kk dh cgu

ukSdj
1- cM+hch % ?kjsyw dke&dkt djus okyh o`)k
2- tksjkoj % njcku
3- djhe % jlksbZ;k
4- lyheu % ukSdjkuh

rkfyckuh vkSj MªXl ls tqM+s gq, [kkl ik=

5- bejkugkfQt % ldhuk dk ppsjk HkkbZ] rkfyckuh vkSj jkf’kn dk dkfry
6- ,gen cqjkZuh mQZ lksgjkcqíhu % gsjkr es MªXl dk lcls cM+k O;kikjh
7- gkfen jCckuh % cqjkZuh dk ,stUV vkSj cxyku es MªXl dk O;kikjh
8- fcyky % bejku gkfQt dk cM+k HkkbZ vkSj jCckuh dk nk;k¡ gkFk
9- teky % jkf’kn dk ppsjk HkkbZ vkSj vQhe ds [ksrksa dh fuxjkuh djus okyk rkfyckuh
10- tkQj [kkeSuh % bjkuh MªXl dk O;kikjh] rk;sckr dk csrkt ckn’kkg
11- eLrku HkkbZ % ikfdLrkuh MªXl dk O;kikjh] [kkeSuh dk nq’eu] rk;sckr
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ikfdLrkuh eq[; ik=

1- ‘kqtky fe;k¡ % ikfdLrkuh tujy] vkbZ,lvkbZ
2- tujy ft;kuh % ikfdLrkuh vkehZ dk phQ
3- ‘ks[k vgenh % ikfdLrkuh] MªXl vkSj gfFk;kjksa dk O;kikjh] vy dSnk vkSj ikfdLrkuh QkSt dk fcpkSfyvk] udyh uksVksa
dk dkjksckj
4- tekycrkyoh % ‘ks[k ,genh dk ,tsUV] vkbZ,lvkbZ dk duZy
5- vtht fetkZ % ikfdLrkuh QkSt es goynkj] vQ+xkuh ;qodksa dks rkfycku QkSt es feykus dk dke] cxyku ls
dksV~[;sy rd vQ+he ds dkjksckj dh lqj{kk nsus dk dke
6- xqjst eqgEEn % uk;c goynkj] cywfpLrku bUQsaVªh

vejhdu eq[; ik=

1- jkstj tsfyULdh % lhvkbZ, dk fMIVh MkbZjsDVj] dkcqy fLFkr ;w,l ,EcSlh
2- jger [kku % Lis’ky QkslZ dk Vhe yhMj
3- tehj: Lis’ky QkslZ dk esEcj
4- deky ik’kk % MsYVk dekaMks QkslZ dk yhMj

vkSj dqN vU; ik=

1- iqÙku fe;k¡ % vk;’kk ds HkkbZ dk nksLr vkSj vQhe dk iqjkuk lkSnkxj
2- pk¡nuh % vk;’kk dh nwljh ek¡ vkSj fcyky dh j[kSy
3- eqthcqj % gfFk;kjksa dk dkjksckj] vy dSnk dk vkneh
4- ‘kkfdj fjtk % rkftfdLrku lhØsV lfoZl dk phQ
5- xqyke jlwy % vQ+xkuh] dkcqy dk VªkUliksVZj] ikfdLrkuh QkSt vkSj rkfyckfu;ksa ds chp dh dM+h
6- ‘kdhy dqjS’kh % 60 o”khZ;] nokbZ;ksa ds O;kikjh ds Hks’k es vYcan ls MªXl dk O;kikjh
7- jsgkuk % 21 o”khZ;] ‘kdhy dqjS’kh dh choh
8- bLekbZy % cqjkZuh dk yM+dk] vYcan ds IykaV dk bUpktZ
9- fQjkst % eLrku HkkbZ dk NksVk HkkbZ
10- ruohj % gsjkr dk gokyk Mhyj

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m¡ph xxupqEch igkfM+;ksa ds chpksachp iFkjhyh tehu ij ,d O;fä [kwu esa yFkiFk ?kk;y iM+k gqvk djkg jgk FkkA mlls dqN
nwjh ij tyrs gq, ,d bafM;u ,;jQkslZ ds gsfyd‚IVj ls fudyrs L;kg dkys /kq,¡ us vkdk’k dks <d fn;k FkkA chp&chp esa
gsfyd‚IVj ds vUn:uh Hkkxksa esa ‘kkVZ&lfdZfVax dh vkoktsa rst gksus yxh vkSj rHkh ,d fpaxkjh tksj idM+ ysrh gSA djkgrs gq,
O;fä dh ‘kfä {kh.k gksrh tk jgh Fkh vkSj ml ij /khjs&/khjs csgks’kh Nk tkrh gSA rHkh dgha ls ,d ?kqM+lokj cgqr rsth ls c<+rk
gqvk ?kVukLFky ij igq¡pk vkSj rqjar mrj dj ?kk;y O;fä dks [khapdj tyrs gq, gsfyd‚IVj ls nwj ys x;kA vkx dh yiVksa
esa f?kjs gq, gsfyd‚IVj esa vpkud ,d foLQksV gqvk vkSj fQj pkjksa vksj ‘kkafr Nk x;hA
udkc ls psgjk fNik;s ?kqM+lokj viuh e’d esa ls FkksM+k ikuh fudky dj ?kk;y O;fä ds psgjs ij NhaVs ekj dj mls
gks’k esa ykus dk foQy ç;kl djrk gSA ?kqM+lokj dqN lksp dj ml O;fä dks mBk dj vius ?kksM+s dh ihB ij Mkyus dk
fujFkZd ç;kl djrk gSA ?kk;y O;fä ‘kjhj vkSj otu ds vuqikr ls ?kqM+lokj ls nqxuk çrhr gksrk gSA ijarq ?kqM+lokj fQj Hkh
vkl ugha NksM+rk vkSj tqxr yxk dj ikl iM+h gqbZ ,d pêku ij ml O;fä dks ?klhV dj fyVk nsrk gS vkSj fQj vius ?kksM+s
dks pêku ds lehi fyVk dj mldh ihB ij ?kk;y O;fä dks [khap ysrk gSA ?kqM+lokj dk /;ku ?kk;y dh ihB ij tkrk gS rks
pkSad tkrk gS D;ksafd ihB ij ;wfuQkeZ ty dj fpid x;h gS vkSj iFkjhyh tehu ij [khapus ls iwjh ihB ij f?klV yxus ls
?kko gks x;s gSa ftuesa ls [kwu fjl jgk gSA fcuk nsj fd;s ?kqM+lokj vius ?kksM+s ij ?kk;y dks Mky dj iSny vkxs c<+ tkrk gSA
ik¡p ?kaVs rd yxkrkj pyus ds ckn ?kqM+lokj ,d eSnkuh bykds esa igq¡p tkrk gSA ygygkrs gq, eSnku esa ls gks dj ,d
fdysuqek edku ds njokts ij vk dj #d tkrk gSA rHkh vpkud ,d cw<+h efgyk njoktk [kksy dj ckgj fudy dj cksyh---
-vjs----dkSu gS----\----
vius flj vkSj eq[k ij fyiVs gq, diM+s dks mrkjrs gq, ?kqM+lokj us cw<+h efgyk dh vksj ns[krs gq, cksyk----vjs cM+h ch
eS gw¡----A
o`)k vkokt lqu dj pkSadrs gq, cksyh---- gk; jh--------ldhuk---- ;g D;k os’k cuk j[kk gSA
vius psgjs ls dkyk L;kg udkc fudky dj vius dkys yacs vkSj ?kus ckyksa dks [kksy dj vkSj muls /kwy >kM+rh gqbZ
ldhuk cksyh----cM+h chyEch dgkuh gS---- vUnj py dj crkrh gw¡] exj vHkh---- ?kk;y O;fä dh vksj b’kkjk djrs gq,---- bl dks
uhps rg[kkus esa ys tkus dk bartke djkbZ,----A

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,d gkyuqek dejs esa vkB cqdkZiks’k fL=;k¡ ,d nwljs ds lkFk nch vkokt esa ckrsa dj jgh gSaA rHkh ldhuk vkSj muds lkFk cM+h
ch dejs esa ços’k djrh gSA dejs esa pqIih Nk tkrh gS vkSj lkjh fuxkgsa ldhuk ij fVd tkrh gSA
ekreh lwjr fy, vanj vkrs gq, ldhuk cksyh---- cqjh [kcj gS---- vEeh jkf’kn HkkbZ ugha jgsA bruk cksy dj ldhuk dh
vk¡[kksa ls vk¡lw Nyd tkrs gSaA ----bejku gkfQt vkSj mlds vknfe;ksa us cM+h csjgeh ls jkf’kn HkkbZ dks gykd dj fn;k---- lqu
dj lc cSBs gq, yksx ldrs esa vk x;s vkSj muds psgjs ij ekre Nk x;kA dejs esa dqN {k.kksa ds fy, ‘kkafr Nk x;hA
vpkud lQsn cqdkZ vks<+s o`)k fopfyr vkokt esa cksyh---- ldhuk----D;k gqvk Fkk\ rw vkSj jkf’kn rks bejku ds ikl bl
lky dh Qly dk lkSns dh ckr djus x;s FksA
vEeh---- fdlh ckr ij bejku vkSj jkf’kn HkkbZ ds chp esa rukruh gks x;h---- eq>dks jkf’kn Hkkb FkksM+h nwj ij NksM+ dj
bejku ls ckr djus pys x;s FksA esjs ns[krs&ns[krs gha nksuksa ds chp esa rst vkokt esa >xM+k ‘kq# gks x;k vkSj blls igys eSa
dqN le> ikrh bejku us xksyh pyk nh---- jkf’kn t[eh gkyr esa esjh rjQ vkus dks eqM+s rc rd bejku ds lkFkh [katj ysdj
mu ij VwV iM+s---- esjh le> esa dqN Hkh ugha vk;k----ikl gha esjk ?kksM+k [kM+k Fkk---- cl fdlh rjg jkf’kn HkkbZ dks vius lkFk
ysdj eSa tku cpk dj ogk¡ ls Hkkx fudyh--A
fpark ;qä gks dj o`)k ncs Loj esa cksyrh gS---- fQj rks og yksx ;gk¡ ij vkus okys gksaxs---- vc dh ckj og yksx ge
lcdks Hkh ugha NksM+saxsA
ldhuk viuh vEeh dks fnyklk nsrh gSA ----vEeh esjk [;ky gS fd bejku gkfQt gekjh Qly dh rkd esa gS---- jkLrs esa
gh ?kk;y jkf’kn HkkbZ dk bUrdky gks x;k Fkk---- ml gkyr esa ge nksuksa dk cpuk eqf’dy Fkk D;ksafd bejku ds vkneh esjk
ihNk cM+h nwj rd djrs jgsAjkLrs esa jgerh njkZ ikj djus ds ckn eq>s HkkbZtku dks ogha NksM+ dj vkuk iM+k D;ksafd ogk¡ dh
p<+kbZ cgqr lh/kh FkhA eSaus [kkbZ ds fljs ij ,d [kksg esa jkf’kn HkkbZ dh yk’k fNik dj fudy Hkkxh---- dqN nsj rks mUgksaus ihNk
fd;k ijarq njsZ dks ikj djrs gha og okfil ykSV x;s FksA
vEeh ds eq[k ls ,d ân;fonkjd vkg fudyrh gS---- gk; vYykg---- esjs csVs jkf’kn dks ,sls gh NksM+ vk;h---- xqLls ls
HkUukrh gqbZ ldhuk viuh vEeh dks ?kwjrh gqbZ---- lkjs vQxkuh enZ rks ,d nwljs dks ekjus ij rqys gq, gSa---- dHkh rks dkSe ds uke
ij vkSj dHkh fl;klr ds uke ij---- vc gekjs ?kj esa dksbZ enZ rks jgk ugha---- vxj vki chp esa iM+ dj muls ckr djsa rks ‘kk;n
ge lc dh tku c[‘k nsA vkf[kj bejku vkidk Hkrhtk gS----A
----tc ls bejku rkfyckfu;ksa dh laxr esa vk;k Fkk---- rHkh ls og cgqr tkfye gks x;k gS---- ml ukeqjkn ls ckr djuk
ukeqefdu gS----vc fdl eq¡g ls mlds ikl tkÅ¡tc jkf’kn us bejku ds vCck dk dRy djok;k Fkk---- vQhe dh [ksrh us gekjs
lkjk [kkunku gh cckZn dj ds j[k fn;k---- cw<h vEeh flldrs gq, cksyhA cSBs gq, ckdh lHkh yksx pqipki ek¡&csVh dh ckrsa lqu
jgs FksA
ldhuk viuh vEeh dks fnyklk nsrs gq, dgrh gS---- jkf’kn HkkbZ ds ejus dk mUgsa dksbZ bYe ugha gS---- og flQZ tkurs gSa
fd HkkbZ ?kk;y gS---- bl fy, eq>s yxrk gS fd vHkh rks bejku gkfQt dqN Hkh djus ls Mjsxk---- oSls rks eq>s dksbZ [kkl vQlksl

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ugha gS---- vkf[kj esjs HkkbZ us dkSu lk vPNk dke fd;k gS---- vCck ds bUrdky ds ckn ls mlus flQZ tqYe gh fd;k gS----A
----vjh ldhuk----dgha rw ikxy rks ugha gks x;h gS----vxj bejku dks jkf’kn ds bUrdky dh Hkud Hkh iM+ x;h---- rks og
blh oä vk dj ?kj vkSj ?kjokyksa ij dCtk dj ysxk----esjh rks lksp dj :g dk¡i tkrh gS---- fd bu cspkfj;ksa yM+fd;ksa dk D;k
gJ gksxk----A
----vEeh rqEgkjs QtZUn us dkSu lh deh NksM+h FkhA;g cspkfj;k¡ rks igys ls gha jkf’kn HkkbZ ds tqYe dk f’kdkj gSa budk
vkSj D;k cqjk gksxk----cspkjh rsjg lky dh vkQ’kk¡ dks nks eghus igys vxok djok dj mlds lkFk tcjnLrh fudkg i<+ok fy;k-
--- vkSj mlds igys lyek vkSj vk;’kk dks tkus dgk¡ ls tcjnLrh mBk yk;k Fkk---- vkSj D;k D;k fxukÅ¡---- esjk HkkbZ Fkk ijarq
esjk cl pyrk rks eSa [kqn gh mls xksyh ekj nsrh---- tjhuk HkkHkh dks rks tSls cPpk tuus dh e’khu cuk fn;k FkkArhu yM+fd;ksa
dk cki gksus ds ckn Hkh mlds vUnj jge uke dh dksbZ pht ugha FkhA
----jgus ns ldhuk---- ejs gq, dks ugha dksluk pkfg,---- vkSj rw vius lkFk fdldks mBk yk;h---- igukos ls rks QkSth yxrk
gSA dkSu gS----\
vEeh dksbZ ,;jQkslZ dk ik;yV gSA vEeh us /khes Loj esa iwNk----D;k ikfdLrkuh gS\
----irk ugha---- vEeh ftl gsfyd‚IVj dk ØS’k gqvk Fkk ----tc rd eSa ogk¡ igq¡ph rc rd mlesa iwjh rjg vkx yx pqdh
Fkh vkSj og utnhd gha csgks’k iM+k gqvk FkkA cM+h eqf’dy ls mls [khapdj nwj ys x;h vkSj tc rd laHkyrh rc rd Vadh esa
vkx yx x;h vkSj lc dqN [kRe gks x;k FkkA ftUnk cp x;k Fkk rks eSa ;gk¡ ys vk;hA
chp esa ckr dks dkVrh gqbZ cM+h ch cksy iM+h ----gqtwj] esjk [;ky gS fd og fgUnqLrkuh gSA
vEeh pkSadrh gqbZ cM+h ch dh vksj ns[krs gq, cksy iM+h ----rqEgsa dSls irk\ cM+h ch f>>drh gqbZ vEeh ds ikl x;h vkSj
muds dku es nch gqbZ vkokt es dgk----mldk [kruk ugha gqvk gSA og fganw gSA
vEeh flj fgykrh gqbZ cksyh---- vPNk ;g fgUnqLrkuh ik;yV gSA vc rks gekjs fy, vkSj Hkh T;knk [krjk c<+ x;k gSA
,d rjQ+ rkfyckuh gekjh tku ds nq’eu cus gq, gSa vkSj nwljh rjQ ikfdLrkuh QkSt bldks <w¡< jgh gksxh---- ldhuk dh vksj
ns[krs gq, ----vc D;k djsa\ ----vEeh dksbZ Hkh gks] gS rks ,d balku ghA eSaus rks ogh fd;k tks lgh yxk---- dgrs gq, ldhuk viuh
vEeh ls fyiV x;hA
----gqtwj] vxj btktr nsa rks dqN cksyw¡A esjs [;ky ls ;gh vPNk jgsxk fd ge jkf’kn fe;k¡ ds bUrdky dh [kcj fdlh
dks u nsa vkSj cl ;g [kcj QSyk nsa fd bejku us jkf’kn fe;k¡ ij tkuysok geyk djok;k Fkk ij fdlh rjg cp x;sA vc og
vius t[eksa dk bykt djk jgs gSaA bldh otg ls ;g QkSth Hkh cp tk,xk vkSj bejku gkfQt Hkh ,dne geyk djus ls
MjsxkA lkFk cSBh gqbZ fL=;k¡ us cM+h ch dh ckr ij gkeh Hkjrs gq, flj fgyk dj viuh lgefr nhA
----cM+h ch] jkf’kn dh [kcj dSls fNi ldsxh\ vkf[kj gekjs ;gk¡ dke djus okys yksxksa ls ;g jkt dSls fNik ldrs gSa\
ldhuk chp esa ckr dkV dj cksyh----vEeh eSaus ml QkSth dks rg[kkus esa j[kok fn;k gSA eq>s mls ;gk¡ ykrs gq, ml oä
fdlh us ugha ns[kk gSA cM+h ch us nks ukSdjksa cqyk dj ml QkSth dks rg[kkus esa j[kok fn;k FkkA psgjk ns[kus dk loky gha ugha
gksrk D;ksafd eSaus vius psgjs ij ck¡/kk gqvk diM+k ml QkSth ds mij Mky fn;k FkkA
----chch vki T;knk u lkspsa] vc bl ?kj esa dksbZ enZ rks ugha cpk gSA vxj ;g ikfdLrkuh gksrk rks og vius oru vklkuh
ls pyk tkrk ysfdu ;g pw¡fd fgUnqLrkuh gS rks cspkjk dgha Hkh ugha tk ldsxk rks ;gha iM+k jgsxkA tc rd bl ckr dk gy
ugha fudyrk rc rd bl QkSth dks gha jkf’kn HkkbZ cuk dj nqfu;k ds lkeus j[ksaxs---- vkf[kj vdsyh ldhuk csxe ls rks dkjksckj
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vEeh dqN lksprh gqbZ cksyh ----gk¡ cM+h ch rqe ‘kk;n lgh dg jgh gksA Bhd gS] rqe yM+fd;ksa dku [kksy dj lqu yks fd
dksbZ Hkh uhps rg[kkus esa ugha tk,xkA vxj fdlh us Hkh gqDecnwyh dh rks eq>ls cqjk dksbZ u gksxk vkSj lt+k ds rkSj ij mls
[ksr ds dke ij yxk nw¡xhA lc cSBs gq, yksxksa us flj fgyk dj gkeh Hkj nhA
----ij vEeh gesa rg[kkus esa tkus ls D;ksa jksd jgh gks vkf[kj D;k vki nksuksa ml QkSth dh rhekjnkjh dj ldsaxh\ eq>
vdsyh ls rks fgy Hkh ugha ik;k rks D;k vki nksuksa laHkky ik,¡xh\----ldhuk us viuh vEeh dh vksj ns[krs gq, dgkA
ldhuk dh ckr ij flj fgykrh gqbZ cM+h ch le>kus okys vUnkt esa vEeh dh vksj #[k djds cksyh ----chch] ldhuk Bhd
dg jgh gSA esjs [;ky ls gesa tjhuk chch] vk;’kk vkSj lyek dh enn ysuh iM+sxhA vkQ’kk¡ ch vkSj rhuksa cfPp;ksa ds tkus ij
ikcUnh yxk nhft,A vkf[kj mudh ukle> mez gSA
----gk¡ Bhd gS] lqu fy;k lc us---- dM+drs Loj esa vEeh us lkeus cSBh efgykvksa dks rkdhn nh vkSj fQj ml QkSth ds
ckjs esa cM+h ch ls iwNk---- vkius rks mldh gkyr dk tk;tk fy;k gS----D;k gky gS\ cpsxk ;k ugh¡----\ ----cp rks tk,xk ij le;
yxsxk---- ?kko xgjs gSaA chch eSa vki ls dqN ckr vdsys esa djuk pkgrh gw¡A chch dqN ckr ,slh gha gS fd lc ds lkeus ugha gks
ldrhA
cM+h ch dk lgkjk ys dj mBrs gq, vEeh cksyh----pyks rg[kkus esa pyrs gSa jkLrs esa ckr dj ysaxsA ckr djrh gqbZ cM+h ch
vkSj vEeh dejs ds ckgj fudy x;hA muds tkrs gha ,d ckj fQj ls nchnch vkokt esa ckrsa ‘kq: gks x;hA jkf’kn ds bUrdky
dh [kcj ls lc yksxksa esa tSls ,d u;h tku lh vk x;h FkhA ,d vksj cSB dj tjhuk viuh csfV;ksa dks dqN crkus esa yx x;h
vkSj nwljh vksj lyek] vk;’kk vkSj vkQ’kk¡ cSB dj ldhuk ds lkFk ckr djus esa yx x;haA
vkQ’kk¡ us fuxkg mBk dj ldhuk ls iwNk---- lDdw ch] rqeus rks ml QkSth dks ns[kk Fkk dSlk gS fn[kus esa----D;k cM+k
tkfye fn[krk gS\ ----okg esjh cUuks---- ldhuk vk¡[ks eVdkrh gqbZ fp<+kus okys Loj esa cksyh----D;k ckr gS] tkuuk pkg jgh gks fd
D;k og QkSth ns[kus esa lqanj gS D;k\ gk¡ HkbZ vkf[kj jkf’kn dh txg rks blh QkSth us gh rks ysuh gSA
xEHkhj lh fn[kus okyh vk;’kk chp esa cksy mBh---- tks ckr rqe ugha ns[k ldh mls cM+h ch us bruh vklkuh ls dSls ns[k
fy;k\ ç’uokpd –f”V Mkyrs gq, ldhuk us iwNk---- dkSu lh ckr\ ----ogh fd ?kk;y QkSth fgUnqLrkuh ik;yV gSA
----;g rks esjh le> ds ckgj gS fd brus ;dhu ls dSls dg fn;k fd og ,d fganw gS---- flj fgykrs gq, ldhuk us lc
ij utj MkyhA pkjksa ;qofr;k¡ blh my>u dks lqy>kus esa yx x;h FkhA m/kj tjhuk viuh cfPp;ksa dks le>kus esa yxh gqbZ
FkhA ncs Loj esa jksrs gq, tjhuk viuh cfPp;ksa dks crk jgh Fkh fd muds vCck gqtwj vYykg dks I;kjs gks x;sA flldrs gq,
tjhuk us viuh cM+h csVh #[klkj ls dgk---- rw lcls cM+h gSA rq>s vc ls viuh nksuksa cguksa dk [;ky j[kuk gSA
tjhuk dh ckr lqu dj lgeh gqbZ rhuksa yM+fd;k¡ viuh vEeh ls fyiV x;h vkSj iwNus yxha---- vCck dks D;k gqvk gS\
og dc vk,¡xs\ ----csVh rsjs vCck vc dHkh okfil ugha vk,¡xsA #[k rw vc rsjg lky dh gks x;h gS bl fy, rq>s viuh nksuksa
cguksa dk [;ky j[kuk gSA fparkxzLr tjhuk viuh rhuksa cfPp;ksa dks vius lhus ls yxk dj cksyh---- vc rqEgkjk D;k gksxk\
lcls NksVh ‘khck gSjkuh ls tjhuk dks ns[krh gqbZ cksy iM+h----vEeh ;g rks vPNk gS fd vCck vc dHkh okfil ugha vk,¡xsA
vkidks ekjsaxs Hkh ugha---- rHkh chp okyh ekgh ‘khck dks pqi djrs gq, cksyh---- ,slk ugha cksyrs ‘khckA vHkh tjhuk mUgsa vius ls
fyiVk dj lkaRouk ns jgh Fkh fd rHkh lyek dh vkokt mlds dku esa iM+h---- tjhuk ch] tjk ;gk¡ vkb,A tjhuk vius cgrs
gq, vk¡lqvksa dks iksaNrs gq, [kM+h gks x;h vkSj mudh vksj pyh x;hA tjhuk ds ihNs&ihNs rhuksa yM+fd;k¡ Hkh mudh vksj pyh
x;hA ----tjhuk ch] vki ge lc ls cM+h gSa vkSj vkius cgqr nqfu;k ns[kh gSA ge yksx ,d xqRFkh dks ugha lqy>k ik jgs] D;k
vki enn djsaxh\
----dkSu lh xqRFkh\ rHkh ldhuk chp esa cksy iM+h---- HkkHkhtku] cM+h ch dks dSls irk pyk fd og QkSth ,d fganw gSA dqok¡jh
yM+dh ds eq[k ls ;g loky lqu dj tjhuk dk psgjk ‘keZ ls yky gks x;kA tjhuk ds psgjs ij ‘keZ dh ykfyek dks ns[k dj

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lyek cksy iM+h---- blesa ‘kekZus dh D;k ckr gS\ tjhuk us QqlQqlkrs Loj esa lyek dks crk;k---- ml QkSth dh lqUur ugha gqbZ
gSA ;g lqu dj pkjksa ds psgjs ij ‘keZ dh ykyh Nk x;hA rHkh viuh vEeh dh vkM+ ls fudy dj ‘khck us iwNk---- vEeh] lqUur
D;k gksrh gS\ ---- pqi ejh] fdlh us lqu fy;k rks ge lc dh ‘kker vk tk,xh---- dgrs gq, vk;’kk viuh xksn esa ‘khck dks ys
fy;kA ‘khck ds uknkuh Hkjs loky dks lqu dj lc f[kyf[kyk ds g¡l iM+s vkSj dejs dk ekgkSy ,d ckj fQj ls ‘kkar gks x;kA
----ij lDdw ch---- lyek vk¡[ks eVdkrh gqbZ cksyh---- cM+h ch cgqr pkyw gSaA lcls igys mlus blh dk nhnkj fd;kA mldk
O;ax lqu dj ,d ckj fQj ls lc f[kyf[kyk dj g¡l iM+hA NksVh cfPp;k¡ gSjkuh ls muds g¡lrs gq, psgjs dks ns[k dj lkspus
yxh fd vHkh dqN nsj igys ;g lc ekre euk jgh Fkh vkSj vc ,dk,d lc g¡l jgha gSA ----HkkHkhtku eSa cgqr Fkd x;h gw¡] ugk
dj vkjke d:¡xh---- dgrs gq, ldhuk mB dj [kM+h gqbZ vkSj vius dejs dh vksj py nhA tjhuk Hkh mB dj mu yksxksa ls
eq[kkfrc gks dj cksyh---- eSa uhps rg[kkus esa vEeh ds ikl tk jgh gw¡ irk ugha mUgsa fdlh pht dh t:jr gks] vkQ’kk¡ rqe bu
rhuksa dks ugyk /kqyk dj rS;kj dj nsuk vkSj lyek rqe jlksbZ esa tk dj [kkulkes ij utj j[kksA vk;’kk rqe esjs lkFk pyksA
tjhuk dh ckr lqu dj lc yksx vius&vius dkeksa esa yx x;sA tjhuk vkSj vk;’kk rg[kkus dh vksj py nhaA uhps igq¡p
dj] tjhuk us eksecÙkh dh jkS’kuh esa ncs dneksa ls rg[kkus esa ços’k fd;kA muds dneksa dh vkgV lqu dj vEeh vkSj cM+h ch
us eqM+ dj mu nksuksa dks viuh vksj vkrs gq, ns[kk rks vEeh cksy iM+h---- vPNk fd;k tjhuk csVh rw vk x;hA ns[k ge rks bls
fgyk Hkh ugha ik jgs rw tjk enn dj---- vk;’kk tjk rw tk dj esjs dejs ls eyge ys dj vkA
igyh ckj tjhuk dh utj QkSth ds psgjs ij iM+h FkhA eklwe ysfdu etcwr fn[kus okyk psgjk] xksjk jax] rh[ks u;u
uD’k] ftls ns[k dj dksbZ Hkh iy Hkj esa vkdf”kZr gks tk,A tjhuk dh ,d iy ds fy, lk¡l #d lh x;h ijUrq oä dh utkdr
dks ns[k dj gq, ysVs gq, QkSth ds da/ks dks idM+ dj mls myV fn;kA mlds ihB ds ?kkoksa dks ns[k dj tjhuk ds eq[k ls nch
gqbZ ph[k fudy x;hA tjhuk dh ihB lgykrh gqbZ vEeh mldks ‘kkar djrh gqbZ cksyh---- ;g ?kko flQZ ns[kus esa xgjk yx jgk
gSA cl ty x;k gS ysfdu bldks flQZ vkjke dh t:jr gSA tjhuk ch] gesa blds diM+s mrkjus gksaxs ojuk ?kko lM+us dk
[krjk gks tk,xkA rqe tYnh ls tk dj ,d dSaph ys vkvks blds diM+s mrkjus ls vPNk gS fd ge blds ;g diM+s dkV dj
fudky nsaA
tjhuk ,dVd QkSth dh ?kk;y ihB dks ns[k jgh Fkh rHkh vEeh dh vkokt mlds dku esa iM+h---- tjhuk] dgk¡ [kks x;h
tk dj dSaph ys vkvksA vEeh dh vkokt dks lqu dj tjhuk tSls lksrs ls tkxh vkSj rqjar dSaph ysus ds fy, ckgj pyh x;hA
----chch eq>s yxrk gS fd bl QkSth dk feyuk ‘kk;n vYykg dh ethZ gSA vkf[kj jkf’kn ds ckn bu lc yM+fd;ksa dk D;k gksxk-
--- cM+h ch vEeh ds fpark;qä psgjs dks ns[k dj cksyhA mlh oä vk;’kk us /khjs ls rg[kkus esa ços’k fd;k vkSj vEeh ds gkFk esa
eyge dh fMfc;k Fkek dj QkSth ds psgjs dks fugkjus esa yx x;hA rHkh tjhuk rst dneksa ls pyrs gq, dSaph ysdj muds ikl
vk x;hA
tjhuk ds gkFk esa dSaph ns[k dj vEeh us dgk---- tjhuk rw igus gq, diM+ksa dks dkVrh tk vkSj vk;’kk dVs gq, diM+s dks /khjs ls
‘kjhj ls [khap dj fudky ysukA
tjhuk us /khjs&/khjs ik;yV&Maxjh dh flykbZ ds fljs dks idM+ dj uhps ls mij rd dkV fn;kA mij dk diM+k vk;’kk
us fdlh dsys ds fNyds dh rjg mrkj QsadkA QkSth dh ihB iwjh rjg ls >qyl x;h Fkh] ijarq dej vkSj mlds uhps flQZ gYdh
lh [kjksap FkhA etcwr dwYgs vkSj iq”V furac dks ns[k dj ,d ckj ds fy, vk;’kk ds ‘kjhj esa jäçokg rst gks x;k FkkA tjhuk
ds psgjs ij Hkh ykyh vk x;h FkhA lcls utjsa pqjkrh gqbZ tjhuk us /khjs ls uXu iqB~Bs dks lgyk fn;kA QkSth ds ‘kjhj ds uhps
ncs gq, diM+s dks vk;’kk viuh iwjh rkdr yxkus ij Hkh ugha fudky ik;h FkhA mldh foQy dksf’k’k dks ns[k dj vEeh us
fgnk;r nh---- tjhuk rqe viuh vksj bldks djoV fnykvks vkSj vk;’kk rqe diM+s dk mruk fgLlk eksM+ dj j[k nsuk] fQj nwljh
vksj ls tjhuk djoV fnyk,xh fQj jgk lgk diM+k bdêk dj ds fudky ysukA
tSlk vEeh us dgk Fkk tjhuk oSlk gha djrh pyh x;hA djoV fnykrs gq, lcdh utj cpkrs gq, tjhuk dh utj QkSth
ds tuukax ij iM+hA lqIr vOLFkk esa Hkh yackbZ vkSj xksykbZ ns[k dj tjhuk ds ‘kjhj esa phafV;k¡ jsaxus yxh FkhA cM+h ch dh iSuh
utj tjhuk dh gkyr dks Hkyh Hkkafr Hkk¡i x;h vkSj ,d >Vds ds lkFk vk;’kk dh enn djrs gq, uhps ncs gq, diM+s dks fudky

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fy;kA cM+h ch us QVs gq, diM+ksa dh tsc VVksy dj lc dqN fudky dj tehu ij j[k fn;kA vEeh ,d ,d pht dks /;ku
ls ns[kus esa yx x;h ysfdu lHkh phtksa ij vaxzsth esa fy[kk gksus dh otg ls fdlh ds iYys dqN Hkh ugha iM+k FkkA ysfdu vc
lcds fy, ;g rks iDdk gks x;k Fkk fd ;g vkneh fgUnqLrkuh QkSt dk gSA vEeh us dgk---- tjhuk vkSj vk;’kk rqe rks vc
rd tku x;h gksxh fd ;g fganw gS D;ksafd bldh lqUur ugha gqbZ gSA
,dk,d cM+h ch chp esa cksy mBh---- chch bl QkSth dh lqUur djok nsus esa nks Qk;ns gSaA igyk ;g fd vxj dHkh tk¡p
dh x;h rks dksbZ bl ij fganw gksus dk ‘kd ugha djsxk vkSj nwljk ;g fd csgks’kh esa gh lc dqN gks tk,xk rks bldks irk Hkh
ugha pysxkA ckn esa irk ugha ;g ekus ;k u ekusA
cM+h ch dh ckr lqu dj vEeh us Hkh gkeh Hkjrs gq, flj fgyk;k vkSj cksyha---- rqe Bhd dg jgh gks cM+h ch ij bl ds
fy, ukbZ dks ;gk¡ ykuk iM+sxk vkSj mlls bl ckr dks fNikuk eqf’dy gks tk,xk fd ;g fganw gSA pyks mij py dj lksprs gSa
fd D;k fd;k tk,A tjhuk igys xeZ ikuh ls ihB ds ?kko lkQ dj nks vkSj fQj eyge yxk nsuk---- dgrs gq, vEeh njokts
dh vksj eqM+h vkSj fQj cksyh---- vk;’kk rqe esjs lkFk pyks eSa rqEgsa xeZ ikuh ns nsrh gw¡A psgjs ls ilhuk iksaNrh gqbZ tjhuk vius
euksHkkoksa dks dkcw esa ykrs gq, cksyh---- vEeh eSa vkids lkFk pyrh gw¡ vkSj vk;’kk ;gk¡ ij #d tk,xh---- dgrs gq, rhuksa rg[kkus
ls ckgj fudy x;hA
muds tkus ds ckn vk;’kk us pqipki myVs iM+s gq, QkSth dks dqN nsj rd nwj ls fugkjk vkSj fQj dqN lkspdj nksuksa
Vkaxksa ds chp esa gkFk Mky dj VVksy dj ns[kus esa yx x;hA viuh m¡xfy;ksa ls QkSth ds fyax dks eglwl djrh gqbZ mldh
yackbZ vkSj xksykbZ dks vanktk yxkus esa yx x;hA rHkh dqN vkgV gksus dh otg ls rsth ls ogk¡ ls gV dj FkksM+h nwjh ij [kM+h
gks x;hA gkFk esa ,d fMCcs esa fQVdjh Mky dj xeZ ikuh ysdj tjhuk us dejs esa ços’k fd;k vkSj fQj eqLdqjk dj cksyh---- dSlk
yxk\
D;k dSlk yxk tjhuk ch----\
ogh ftls rqe VVksy dj ns[k jgh FkhA ‘kekZrs gq, vk;’kk us viuh nqfo/kk tjhuk ds lkeus j[kh---- fganw ds Vksih ugha gksrh
D;k\ tjhuk us le>krs gq, dgk---- ,slh ckr ugh gSA bu yksxksa dh Vksih [kky ds uhps fNih gksrh gSA lqUur dh otg ls ge
yksxksa esa Vksih ckgj jg tkrh gSA viuh ftKklk dks ‘kkar djus ds fopkj ls vk;’kk cksy iM+h---- tjhuk ch] D;k ,d ckj fn[kk
ldrh gksA
----gk¡ D;ksa ugh] vc rks dqN fnu dh ckr gS bldh lqUur gks tk,xh rks bldk Hkh jkf’kn fe;k¡ tSlk gks tk,xk---- dgrs
gq, tjhuk vius nksuksa gkFkksa ls Fkke dj QkSth dks ,d djoV fnyk dj lh/kk dj fn;kA vc nksuksa fL=;k¡ vk¡[ks QkM+s eksVs ikbi
uqek fyax dks ?kwjus esa yx x;hA tjhuk us vius gkFk esa fyax dks idM+ fy;k vkSj mldh QksjfLdu dks ihNs dh vksj [khap fn;k
ftlls /khjs ls dqdqjeqÙks uqek yky flj fudy dj ckgj vk x;kA tjhuk mlds fyax dk iwjk flj m?kkM+ dj viuh m¡xyh dks
eq>kZ;s gq, flj ij Qsjrh gqbZ /khjs ls ckgj yVds vaMdks’kksa dks lgykrs gq, cksyh---- vk;’kk csgks’kh esa ;g ,slk gS rks iwjh rjg
tkxus ds ckn rks---- viuh ckr iwjh fd;s fcuk tjhuk pqi gks x;hA ----tjhuk ch tjk eSa Hkh Nw dj ns[k yw¡---- dgrs gq, vk;’kk
us Hkh vius gkFk esa QkSth ds fyax dks Fkke fy;kA vk;’kk vpjt ls vius gkFk esa idM+ dj ,d ckj fQj ls flj dks m?kkM+
dj ns[kus esa yx x;hA viuh m¡xyh dks I;kj ls yky flj ds mij fQjkus esa e’kxwy gks x;hA
----vk;’kk ch] vc cl djksA igys bldh ns[kHkky dj ysa---- vxj vEeh vk x;h rks cgqr eqf’dy gks tk,xh---- nksuksa us
,d ckj fQj ls fey dj QkSth dks myVk fyVk fn;kA tjhuk us gYds gkFk ls QkSth dh ?kk;y ihB dks xeZ ikuh ls lkQ fd;k
vkSj vk;’kk us /kqyh gqbZ txg ij eyge yxk dj vyx gks x;hA iwjh ihB ij eyge yxk dj tjhuk us viuh pqujh ls QkSth
ds uXu ftLe dks <d fn;kA
----pyks vk;’kk] vc pyrs gSaA ns[ksa bls dc rd gks’k vkrk gS---- dgrs gq, tjhuk us njokts dh vksj #[k fd;kA ihNs
vkrh gqbZ vk;’kk ls ,d ckj #d dj tjhuk us dgk---- ;g eksecÙkh tyh jgus nks D;ksafd vxj bls gks’k vk;k rks bls jks’kuh
esa ?kcjkgV ugha gksxh---- dgrh gqbZ ldhuk vkSj vk;‘kk ncs dneksa ls rg[kkus ls ckgj fudy x;hA

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eq>s vkt igyh ckj iwjh rjg gks’k vk;k gSA eq>s cl bruk ;kn Fkk fd eSa ,d Hk;adj rwQku esa Q¡l x;k FkkA esjk dks&ik;yV
eq>s ckj&ckj mij dh vksj tkus dh rkdhn ns jgk Fkk ysfdu esjs gsfyd‚IVj dk tSls viuk fnekx FkkA esjs lkjs ;U= Qsy gksrs
tk jgs FksA eq>s flQZ nwj nwj rd cQZ ls <ds gq, igkM+ fn[k jgs FksA ,d /kekdk gqvk vkSj cl----A vkt tc igyh ckj esjh
vk¡[k [kqyh rks vius vki dks fcLrj ij mYVk iM+k gqvk ik;kA eq>s bl ckr dk ,glkl gks x;k Fkk fd eksecÙkh dh /kheh jks’kuh
esa iFkjhys ls dejs esa iM+k gqvk gw¡A /khjs ls mBus dh dksf’k’k dh rks vk¡[kksa ds vkxs va/ksjk Nk x;k vkSj fQj ,d ckj xgjh uhan
fnekx ij Nk x;hA vc rd ,slk dbZ ckj esjs lkFk gqvk FkkA chp esa dHkh dqN nsj ds fy, gks’k vkrk Fkk vkSj ,d ckj fQj
ls esjs mij csgks’kh Nk tkrh FkhA
vkt bl rg[kkus esa iM+s gq, eq>s dkQh le; gks x;k gSA esjh ihB dk nnZ Hkh de gks x;k gSA vkt /khjs&/khjs gks’k esa
vkdj eSaus vius vkl&ikl dk tk;tk fy;kA lqulku dejs esa xgjk va/kdkj vkSj BaMk iFkjhyk Q’kZ gha vc rd eSa tku ldk
FkkA eq>s bl ckr dk ,glkl gks pqdk Fkk fd eSa fdlh nq?kZVuk dk f’kdkj gks x;k ijarq bl ckr ls vutku gw¡ fd eSa dgk¡ ij
gw¡\ csgks’kh esa eSaus dbZ ckj ,d yM+dh dh vkokt lquh Fkh ijarq mls ns[k ugha ik;kA isV ds cy ysVs gq, Fkd x;k Fkk rks vkt
djoV ys dj lh/ks gksus dh dksf’k’k djh Fkh ysfdu ihB ds cy ysVrs gha nnZ ls csgky gks dj esjh ph[k fudy x;hA rHkh fdlh
ds vkus dh vkgV gqbZ---- eSa vk¡[ksa ewans ysVk jgkA va/ksjk gksus ds dkj.k eSa fdlh dks ns[k rks ugha ik;k ijarq fdlh ds lk¡l ysus ls
;g fo’okl gks x;k Fkk fd dksbZ dejs esa gSA ekfpl tyus dh vkokt ds lkFk gh gYdh lh jkS’kuh rg[kkus esa gks x;h rks eq>s
,d L=h ds ik¡o fn[kkbZ fn;sA
dksbZ L=h esjs da/ks dks fgykrh gqbZ cksyh----vki tkx x;sA QkSth----vc dSls gks\
eSa vpkud mBdj ikl [kM+h gqbZ vkSjr dks idM+us ds fy, >iVk ysfdu detksjh dh otg ls vk¡[kksa ds lkeus va/ksjk
Nk x;k vkSj mldks viuh ck¡gks esa fy, tehu ij fxj x;kA uhps nch gqbZ L=h fudyus ds fy, NViVkrh jgh ysfdu esjs etcwr
‘kjhj ds lkeus vius vki dks NqM+kus esa vleFkZ jghA dqN nsj ,sls gha iM+s jgus ds ckn vius uhps nch gqbZ L=h ds psgjs ij
igyh ckj esjh utj iM+h---- vkt rd eSaus bruh lqanj yM+dh igys dHkh ugha ns[kh FkhA csnkx xksjk o eklwe psgjk] psgjs ij
xqykch ykfyek] cM+h&cM+h vk¡[ks] rh[ks u;u uD’k] gM+cM+h esa psgjs ij fc[kjs gq, cky esa fcYdqy fdlh vIljk dh rjg fn[k
jgh FkhA dqN nsj rd ge nksuksa pqipki ,d nwljs dks ,sls gha ns[krs jgsA esjk vax&vax vius uhps nch gqbZ vIljk ds Hkjs gq,
cnu dh dkseyrk dk eglwl dj jgk FkkA esjh cfy”V Nkrh mlds iq”V lhus dks ihls tk jgh FkhA vpkud eq>s vius lkjs ‘kjhj
ij BaMd dk ,glkl gqvk rks ml iy eq>s vkHkkl gqvk fd eSa tUetkr uXu voLFkk esa ml vIljk dks vius uhps nck, gq,
iM+k gqvk gw¡A ‘keZ vkSj Xykfu ls yfTtr gks dj ml L=h ,dk,d NksM+ dj lkeus fcLrj ij iM+h gqbZ pknj dks vius bnZ&fxnZ
yisV dj mldh vksj eqM+k ijarq rc rd esjs uhps nch gqbZ L=h mB dj tehu ij cSB x;h FkhA eSa ml L=h dh mBus esa enn
djrs gq, cksyk---- bl gjdr ds fy, Iyht eq>s ekQ dj nhft,---- l‚jhA
og L=h eq>s ns[krh gqbZ cksyh---- vc vkidh rfc;r dSlh gS\ bruh e/kqj vkokt lqu dj esjs dkuksa esa tSls cgqr lkjh
?kafV;k¡ ct x;h FkhA ,d ckj fQj ls iydsa >idkrh gqbZ og cksyh---- vki dkSu gks vkSj D;k uke gSA vkidks vkt ;gk¡ yk;s
rhu g¶rs ls T;knk gks x;s gSa----vc dSls gks\ dqN nsj ,dVd ns[krs jgus ds ckn eSaus dgk---- esjk uke ohj gS---- vki dkSu gSa\

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esjs yxkrkj ?kwjus ls ‘kk;n og L=h >sai x;h Fkh vkSj viuh fuxkgsa >qdk dj cksyh---- tjhukA bl oä vki esjs ?kj ds rg[kkus
esa gSA vHkh eSa dqN le>us dh dksf’k’k dj jgk Fkk fd og ,d ckj fQj ls cksyh---- ;g txg dqUnqt dh igkMf;ksa ds chp esa
xksy cksykd uke dk NksVk lk xk¡o gSA bl oä vki vQxkfuLrku esa gSA
bruk lqu dj esjk flj ?kwe x;k FkkA vpjt ls esjs eq[k ls fudy x;k---- vQxkfuLrku] exj ;g dSls gks ldrk gS eSa
rks ysg ls gsfyd‚IVj ysdj tEew tk jgk FkkA eq>s pDdj vk x;k vkSj eSa flj idM+ dj /kEe ls fcLrj ij cSB x;k---- vki ls
dgha dqN xyrh rks ugha gks x;h gSA l‚jh---- vki dSls xyr gks ldrh gSaA ij eSa ;gk¡ dSls vk x;k\
----vHkh vki vius fnekx ij T;knk tksj u nsaA vHkh vki detksj gSa FkksM+k vkjke dj ysa eSa vkids fy, dqN [kkus dk
lkeku ys dj vkrh gw¡---- dgrs gq, tjhuk ckgj tkus ds fy, eqM+hA mlh oä vpkud esjs tgu esa vk;k fd eSa nq’euksa ds chp
gw¡ vkSj esjh ,d NksVh lh xyrh eq> ij cgqr Hkkjh iM+ ldrh gSA ,dk,d mBdj eSaus mldk gkFk idM+ fy;k---- nsf[k, Iyht
eq>s xyr er lef>,xkA vxj vki tks dg jgh gSa og lp gS rks esjs fy, ;g txg [krjs ls [kkyh ugha gSA D;k d:¡ fny
vki ij Hkjkslk djrk gS ysfdu fnekx psrkouh ns jgk gS----A
esjh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡[ks Mky dj tjhuk us eqLdqjkrs gq, dgk---- vki fny vkSj fnekx nksuksa dh lqfu,A mlds ftLe ds I;kjs
,glkl us esjh enkZuxh dks igys ls gha txk fn;k FkkA esjs fyaxnso dk rks viuk gha fnekx Fkk vkSj fcuk lksps le>s esjs bnZ&fxnZ
fyiVh gqbZ pknj VsaV ds leku cuh gqbZ FkhA fcuk ekSdk [kks;s gq, tjhuk eq>s bl ckr dk ,glkl fnykrs gq, dgk---- ;g fdl
dh otg ls ruk gqvk gS\ fny dh ;k fnekx\ viuh >sai feVkrk gqvk esjs eq¡g ls fudyk---- l‚jh] ;g rks vkids dkj.k ls---- lp
ekfu, vkt ls igys eSaus vki tSlh [kwclwjrh igys dHkh ugha ns[kh gSA deky dh Fkh tjhuk] og cs[kkSQ gks dj esjs utnhd
vk;h vkSj cksyh---- ;g vkidh tjkZuokth gS ysfdu vHkh vkidk bl rg[kkus ls ckgj fudyuk [krjs ls [kkyh ugha gSA vki ;gk¡
#fd, eSa vEeh dks cqyk dj ykrh gw¡A dqN vius vanj tjhuk ds fy, vkd”kZ.k eglwl djrk gqvk eSaus mldks da/ks ls idM+ dj
viuh vksj [khaprs gq, dgk---- nsf[k, eSa viuh tku vkids gokys dj jgk gw¡A Iyht vki eq>s /kks[kk ugha nsukA irk ugha ml oä
D;k gqvk fd tjhuk esjs fudV vk;h vkSj esjh vk¡[kksa esa >k¡drh gqbZ cksyh---- viuh tku ns nw¡xh ysfdu vki ij vk¡p Hkh ugha
vkus nw¡xh---- vkSj vuk;kl gh vius iatksa ij [kM+h gks dj mlus esjs gksaB pwe fy;s---- vkSj fQj rst dneksa ls pyrs gq, dejs ds
ckgj fudy x;hA
tjhuk dh bl vpkud gjdr ls eSa Bxk lk [kM+k jg x;kA tjhuk ds tkus ds ckn okfil vius fcLrj ij vk dj cSB
dj lkspus yxk fd dSls eSa vQxkfuLrku dh igkMf;ksa ds chp esa igq¡p x;kA rHkh eq>s dqN vkgV lqukbZ nh---- ?kcjk dj eSa mB
dj b/kj&m/kj ns[kus yxk ij dksbZ ugha fn[kkA ,d ckj fQj ls ogh vkgV nqckjk vk;h rks eSaus fcLrj ds uhps >k¡d dj ns[kk
rks ogk¡ eq>s nks Mjh vkSj lgeh cfPp;k¡ uhps nqcdh gqbZ cSBh fn[kk;h nhA eSaus b’kkjs ls mUgsa ckgj fudyus ds fy, dgk---- ijarq
nksuksa us xjnu fgyk dj euk dj fn;kA eSua s dqN cksyus ds fy, tSls gh eq[k [kksyk fd---- tjhuk vkSj mlds lkFk nks o`) efgykvksa
us dejs esa ços’k fd;kA
tjhuk us nksuksa efgykvksa dk ifjp; djk;kA psgjs&eksgjs ls jkScnkj efgyk vEeh Fkh vkSj nwljh cM+h chA vEeh eq>s cSBk
ns[k dj cksyha---- QkSth dSls gks\ vYykg dk ‘kqØ gS fd vc rqEgsa gks’k vk x;k gS----tjhuk vkt bUgsa flQZ nw/k gha nsukA
vEeh budk uke ohj gS---- tjhuk us vEeh dh vksj ns[krs gq, crk;kA
----ohj]vPNk uke gSA ohj viuh tjk ihB fn[kkvks---- cM+h ch ns[kuk vc rks ?kko Hkj pqdk gksxkA
----chch?kko rks Hkj x;k gS ysfdu vHkh [kky ueZ gSA gYdh lh pksV Hkh dkQh nq[knk;d gks ldrh gSA
----ohj csVk---- tjhuk crk jgh Fkh fd rqEgsa irk ugha fd rqe ;gk¡ dSls igq¡p x;sA ----gk¡] ij eSa vkidks D;k dgw¡----vEeh gha
Bhd jgsxkA esjh ek¡ rks cpiu esa gha eq>s NksM+ dj pyh x;h FkhA vEeh---- esjk uke ohjsUæ flag jkBkSj gSA eSa bafM;u ,;jQkslZ
esa foax dekaM+j ds in ij dk;Zjr gw¡A eSa gsfyd‚IVj ysdj ysg ls tEew tk jgk Fkk fd ekSle [kjkc gksus ds dkj.k jkLrk t:j
HkVd x;k Fkk---- ij eq>s gSjkuh gS fd eSa ikfdLrkuh ,;jQkslZ dh utjksa ls cp dj vQxkfuLrku dSls igq¡p x;k---- esjs lkFk

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,d dks&ik;yV Hkh Fkk----mldk D;k gqvk\
esjh ckr lqu dj vEeh cM+s Lusg ls cksyh---- csVk rqe esjh csVh dks tys gq, gsfyd‚IVj ds ikl csgks’k iM+s gq, feys FksA
ml oä ogk¡ ij rqEgkjs vykok dksbZ vkSj ugha FkkA fQj Vadh esa vkx yxus dh otg ls gsfyd‚IVj u”V gks x;k FkkA rqe crkvks-
---fgUnqLrku esa rqEgkjk vkSj dkSu gS\
bl ç’u ls vpkud esjs ekuliVy ij iqjkus ?kko rktk gks x;s FksA ysg ls mM+us ls igys eq>s eksfudk dh uhp gjdr
vkSj Qksu ij fn;s x;s vYVhesVe dh ckr ;kn vk x;h FkhA f[kUu eu ls eSaus dgk---- lp ek;us esa esjk viuk bl nqfu;k es
dksbZ Hkh ugha gSA firk Fks ijarq esjh lkSrsyh ek¡ ds dkj.k eq>s ‘kq: ls vius ls vyx dj fn;k FkkA lkjk cpiu gksLVy esa dVk
FkkA esjh ,d choh Fkh tks eq>s NksM+ dj esjs gha nksLr ds lkFk vkt dy jg jgh gS vkSj vc flQZ esjs ejus dh jkg ns[k jgh gSA
ckdh esjs dqN vkSj nksLr gSa tks ‘kk;n eq>dks dqN fnu ;kn djsaxs vkSj fQj og vius&vius dkeksa esa yx tk,¡xsA bl ds vykok
eSa vius ckjs esa D;k dgw¡A
bl chp cM+h ch cksy iM+h---- chch ;g lc ckr rks ckn esa gks tk,xh igys blds lkFk oks ckr dj ysa ftlds fy, ge
vk, gSaA ----gk¡ csVk] rqe crkvks vkxs D;k djus dk bjknk gSA ;g bykdk rkfycku ds dCts esa gSA rqEgkjk ;gk¡ ls fgUnqLrku
igq¡puk yxHkx ukeqefdu gSA
,d ckj fQj ls vQxkfuLrku dh ckr dks lqu dj esjs ‘kjhj esa >qj>qjh nkSM+ x;h---- vEeh] eSa tkurk gw¡A ij D;k d:¡
eq>s dqN le> esa ugha vk jgk gSA
----csVk] rqe gekjs lkFk ;gha ij dqN fnuksa ds fy, #d tkvksA vHkh gky esa eSaus viuk csVk [kks fn;k gSA rqe esjs csVs
jkf’kn cu dj gekjs ikl #d tkvks rks gekjk ?kj Hkh cp tk,xk vkSj ;gk¡ ij jgus okyh vkSjrsa vkSj yM+fd;k¡ Hkh----ojuk tSls
gha esjs csVs dh ekSr dh [kcj QSysxh ge lc dh ftanxh [krjs esa iM+ tk,xhA oSls Hkh ,d rkfyckuh esjs ?kj ij dCtk djus ds
fy, cSBk gSA vEeh us tjhuk dh rjQ b’kkjk djrs gqbZ cksyha---- irk ugha bl cspkjh dk D;k gJ gksxk\
----vEeh vkids fy, tks Hkh eSa dj ldrk gw¡] eSa t:j d:¡xk vkf[kj vkidks vEeh cksyk gSA ijarq vxj ;g fdlh dks irk
py x;k rks esjs lkFk vki lc dh ftUnfx;k¡ rckg gks tk,¡xhA vxj fgUnqLrkuh ljdkj dks irk py x;k rks og eq>s HkxksM+k
djkj dj nsxh vkSj ftldh ltk ekSr gSA ns[krs gha xksyh ekjus ds vkns’k ns nsxhA vki eq>s dqN lkspus dk le; ns ldrh gSa
D;k----\
dejs esa ,dk,d ‘kkafr Nk x;hA vEeh vkSj cM+h ch us ,d nwljs dks ns[kk vkSj fQj cksyh---- gk¡] vHkh rks rqe oSls Hkh ugha
tk ldrsA igys vius ?kko iwjs Hkj tkus nks----vkvks cM+h chA tjhuk buds fy, dqN [kkus ds fy, rS;kjh djksA csVk eSa fQj
vkšxh vkSj fdlh pht dh t:jr gks rks tjhuk dks crk nsukA vPNk vkjke djks---- dgrs gq, rhuksa dejs ls ckgj dh vksj
fudy x;hA
eSa /kEe ls fcLrj ij cSB x;k rHkh uhps ls nch gqbZ ,d ph[k lqukbZ nhA viuh pkjikbZ dk fljk idM+ dj ,d vksj ls
mBk;k vkSj nksuksa yM+fd;ksa dks idM+ dj ckgj fudky dj /khjs ls pkjikbZ dks fQj ls fcNk fn;kA
----D;ksa vki nksuksa ;gk¡ D;k dj jgh gSa\ dkSu gSa vki yksx----A
NksVh yM+dh #vk¡lh vkokt esa cksyh---- eSa ‘khck gw¡---- vkSj ;g #[k gSA nksuksa yM+fd;k¡ lgeh gqbZ esjs utnhd vk dj [kM+h
gks x;hA vEeh ls gqbZ ckr vkSj muds eklwe psgjs dks ns[k dj esjs vanj dh lkjh fpUrk;sa ‘kkar gks x;h FkhA esjs fny ds fdlh
dksus esa vuk;kl gha tjhuk ds dksey ftLe dh ;kn rktk gks x;h FkhA viuh jxksa esa [kwu dh jokuxh dks c<+rs gq, eglwl dj
eSaus ckr cnyus dh xjt ls dgk---- vki ;gk¡ D;k dj jgh gks] vxj fdlh us ns[k fy;k rks----viuh ckr dks chp es v/kwjk NksM+
dj muds psgjs ij vkrs&tkrs Hkko dks i<+us es yx x;kA

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f>>drs gq, ‘khck vpkud cksy iM+h---- ge dqN ns[kus---- rHkh chp esa #[k f>M+drs gq, cksy iM+h---- pqi----A gesa tkuk gS-
---A----D;ksa vHkh eSaus ugha ns[kk----mlh le; esjh utj cspkjh ‘khck ij iM+h tks dqN lgeh lh cksyrs gq, #d x;h Fkh---- ‘khck----D;k
ns[kus vk;h Fkh\ mls idM+ dj viuh xksnh esa fcBk fy;k vkSj I;kj ls ihB lgykrs gq, mldk Mj ‘kkar fd;kA
esjh vkokt lqu dj ‘khck us ç’u nkx fn;k---- D;k vki gokbZ tgkt mM+krs gks\
----gk¡] tc fdlh ds ikl dqN djus dks ugha gksrk rks tks Hkh ikl gksrk gS mlh ds lkFk le; fcrkus ds fy, dksbZ Hkh ckr
djrk gSA ysfdu esjh fLFkfr ,slh ugha FkhA bu cfPp;ksa ls bl ?kj ds ckjs esa tkudkjh ysus dh xjt ls eSaus iwNk---- #[k vkidh
D;k yxrh gS\ ----;g esjh ckth gS----esjh xksnh esa cSB dj iSj fgykrs gq, cksy iM+hA ----ckth----bldk eryc D;k gksrk gS\ vcdh
ckj #[k cksyh---- cM+h cguA
----esjk uke ohj gSA eq>ls nksLrh djksxh #[kA dqN lksprs gq, #[k iwN cSBh---- vki gels nksLrh djksxsA blh chp ‘khck
viuh cgu dh vksj #[k djds cksy iM+h---- gk¡] eSa vkils nksLrh d:¡xh----ckth vki Hkh dj yksA Bhd gS----ij nksLrh esa D;k djuk
gksxk\ vc rd nksuksa dh f>>d nwj gks x;h FkhA
----nksLr ,d nwljs ls dqN Hkh ugha fNikrs gSaA nksLr ,d nwljs dh enn djrs gSaA vxj ,d nksLr eqlhcr esa gks rks nwljk
mldks cpkrk gSA ;gh lc djuk iM+rk gS nksLr dks---- eSaus I;kj ls nksuksa dks le>k;kA
‘khck >V ls rS;kj gks x;h---- eq>s rks eatwj gSA ckth vki Hkh nksLrh dj yksA mlds ns[kkns[kh] #[k us Hkh dgk---- vkt
ls eSa Hkh vkidh nksLr gw¡A ----rks fQj vkt ls eSa Hkh vkidk nksLr gw¡ rks feykvks gkFkA ge rhuksa us ,d nwljs ds lkFk gkFk feyk;kA
----vPNk ;g crkvks fd bl ?kj esa vkSj dkSu jgrs gSa\ ‘khck us cM+h eklwfe;r ls dgk---- ge lc jgrs gSaA ----ugha uke crkvks tSls
#[k] ‘khck] vEeh] cM+h ch] tjhuk] vkSj dkSu yksx jgrs gSa---- dqjsnrs gq, eSa iwN cSBkA
#[k viuh m¡xfy;ksa ij fxukrh gqbZ cksyh---- ldhuk [kkyk] NksVh vEeh] lyek vkSj vk;’kk vkSj cl dksbZ ughaA ----vkSj
rqEgkjs vCck\ cM+s Hkksysiu ls og cksyh---- vCck ge lc dks ges’kk ds fy, NksM+ dj pys x;sA og gekjh vEeh dks cgqr ekjrs
Fks---- cl ukjkt gks dj pys x;sA

----buds vykok vkSj dksbZ ugha jgrk ;gk¡ ij\ eq> tSls yksxA vcdh ckj #[k us crk;k---- ugha] gk¡ gekjs [ksr ij dke
djus okys yksx FkksM+h nwj ij jgrs gSaA ----rqe yksx Ldwy tkrh gks\ #[k us tokc fn;k---- ugha----vEeh gesa ?kj ij gh fy[kuk i<+uk
fl[kkrh gSA dqN lksprs gq, eSaus ckr cnyh---- D;k mej gS rqEgkjh ‘khck\ nl lky---- vkSj ckth rsjg lky dh gSA
eSaus nksuksa yM+fd;ksa dks fugkjk---- #[klkj ds psgjs ij vHkh Hkh eklwfe;r >yd jgh Fkh ijarq dn dkBh ls viuh mej ls
cM+h fn[k jgh FkhA lhus ds mHkkj dqrsZ ls lkQ >ydus yxs Fks vkSj furacks ij Hkjko vkuk ‘kq# gks x;k Fkk ijarq ‘khck esa vHkh
cpiuk Fkk ysfdu rh[ks u;u&uD’k ds dkj.k cgqr vkd”kZd fn[krh FkhA muls ckr djrs gq, eq>s viuk cpiu ;kn vk x;k
vkSj eSaus #[k dk gkFk idM+ dj vius lkFk fcBk fy;k---- vkt ls eSa rqe nksuksa dks i<+kÅ¡xk D;ksafd eSa dHkh Hkh ugha pkgw¡xk fd
esjs nksLr fcuk i<+s jg tk,¡A
----nksLr] dc i<+kvksxs---- nksuksa ,d lkFk cksy iM+hA
----tc Hkh rqe [kkyh gks esjs ikl vk tkukA rHkh #[k Mjrs gq, cksyh---- ugha fdlh dks irk py x;k rks gekjh [kSj ughaA
ckr cnyus dh xjt ls eSa muls iwN cSBk---- vPNk nksLrksa crkvks fd rqe nksuksa D;k ns[kus vk;s FksA vius >ksad esa ‘khck cksy
iM+h---- lqUu---- rHkh #[k us chp esa Vksdrs gq, ----pqiA ----rqe ckj&ckj bldks D;ksa pqi djk jgh gks] nksLrksa ds chp dqN ugha NqikrsA
vcdh ckj #[k us >sairs gq, crk;k fd mUgksaus vk;’kk ch dks dgrs gq, lquk Fkk fd og ,d fganw gS vkSj mldh vc rd lqUur
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eSaus ckrksa dk flyflyk tkjh j[kus ds fy, dgk---- vk;’kk ch us Bhd gha dgk gS fd eSa ,d fganw gw¡ ij ;g lqUur D;k
gksrh gS\ cM+h eklwfe;r ls ‘khck us dgk---- ;g rks gesa Hkh ugha ekywe gS ij vk;’kk ch vkSj lyek ch dg jgh Fkh fd tc rqe
lks;s gq, gksxs rc og ;gk¡ ij vk dj ns[ksaxhA ckth lqUur D;k gksrh gS\ ----pyks vEeh ls iwN ysrs gSa---- dgrs gq, #[k [kM+h gks
x;hA
eq>s mudh ckrksa esa vc etk vkus yxk Fkk----ugha---- bruk dg dj eSus #[k dks tcjnLrh idM+ dj vius lkFk fcBk
fy;kA tc dksbZ vkneh brus fnuksa ls rg[kkus esa vdsyk jg jgk gks rks mls Qqndrk gqvk dejs esa pwgk Hkh viuk vrjax lkFkh
yxrk gSA bu nksuksa dh Hkksyh ckrsa eq>s ckj&ckj bUgsa jksdus dks etcwj dj jgh FkhA rHkh #[klkj cksy iM+h---- vc ‘khck py
tYnh ls ugha rks <w¡< ep tk,xh vxj vEeh dks irk py x;k rks cgqr MkaV iM+sxhA ----rks nksLr fQj dc feyksxh\----‘kke dks---
- dg dj nksuksa ncs ik¡o Hkkxrh gqbZ dejs ls ckgj fudy x;hA eSa pqipki cSB dj #[klkj vkSj ‘khck ls çkIr tkudkjh ds ckjs
esa lksp jgk Fkk fd dqN nsj ds ckn tjhuk nw/k vkSj jksVh ys dj dejs esa vk;h ysfdu eq>s fdlh lksp esa xqe ns[k dj fBBd
dj #d x;hA fQj dqN lksp dj nw/k dk fxykl esjh vksj c<+krs gq, cksyh---- vki nw/k vkSj jksVh yhft,A nw/k dk fxykl idM+rs
gq, esjs eq[k ls vuk;kl gh fudy x;k---- FkSaDlA
----vkius D;k lkspk\ ----fdl ckjs esa\ esjs fudV fcLrj ij cSBrh gqbZ tjhuk us dgk---- ;gk¡ #dus ds ckjs esaA vius brus
utnhd cSBk ns[k dj eSaus viuh ,d ck¡g dks tjhuk ds xys esa Mkyrs gq,---- rqEgsa D;k yxrk gS fd esjs ikl dksbZ vkSj jkLrk
gSA tjhuk us viuk flj esjs dU/ks ij j[k fn;k vkSj /kheh vkokt esa cksyh---- vkids ikl vkSj Hkh dbZ jkLrs gksaxs ij esjs ikl
vkids flok vkSj dksbZ Hkh jkLrk ugha gSA vxj vki ugha] rks eSa Hkh ughaA eq>s vki dqN Hkh le>sa ij ;gh lp gSA vxj vki ;gk¡
ij ugha #drs rks bejku gkfQt igys esjh bTTr ywVsxk vkSj mlds ckn eq>s vius vknfe;ksa dks ukspus [klksVus ds fy, ns nsxkA
,slh ftanxh ls rks esjs fy, ej tkuk csgrj gksxk----A
mldh ckr lqu dj vpkud eq>s /kDdk yxk---- ;g rqe D;k dg jgh gks\ dkSu gS ;g bejku gkfQt\ og rqEgkjs lkFk
,slk dSls dj ldrk gSA tjhuk vius Loj dks dkcw esa djrs gq, cksyh---- og esjs ‘kkSgj dk ppsjk HkkbZ gSA og dehuk balku
rkfyckuh gS vkSj mlh us esjs ifr dks Hkh ejok;k gSA oSls rks esjk ‘kkSgj Hkh dksbZ vPNk balku ugha FkkA og Hkh rks viuh gol
feVkus ds fy, esjs ifjokj dks gykd dj ds eq>s ;gk¡ mBk yk;k FkkA
----D;k ge yksx bDdhloha lnh esa gSA deky gS ;gk¡ dksbZ dk;ns&dkuwu uke dh pht ugha gS---- vk’p;Z ls tjhuk dh
vksj ns[krs gq, vpkud esjs eq[k ls fudy x;kA
----;gk¡ flQZ enksaZ dk cuk;k dkuwu pyrk gSA vkSjr gekjs lekt esa enksaZ ds gkFkksa esa ,d f[kykSuk gS vkSj ftlds ikl
rkdr gS ogh viuh euekuh djrk gSA #vk¡lh gks dj tjhuk us dgk---- dksbZ vkidks bl le; esjs lkFk ns[k ys rks---- ,d fnu
esa ;gk¡ ds dkuwu ds }kjk eq>s vkSj vkidks iRFkj ekj&ekj ds ges’kk ds fy, lqyk nsaxsA
,slh ccZjrkiw.kZ lekt dh rks dksbZ fgUnqLrkuh ifjdYiuk Hkh ugha dj ldrkA bruk lksp dj gha esjs fny esa fcuk tkus
rkfyckfu;ksa ds çfr uQjr Hkj x;hA bruh lqanj yM+dh vkSj mldk bruk Hk;kog Hkfo”; lksp dj eSaus Hkkoqd gks dj tjhuk
dks vius vkxks’k esa ck¡/k fy;k---- tjhuk] eq>s ;g lc ekywe ugha Fkk ysfdu vkt eSa rqels oknk djrk gw¡ fd tc rd ;g ftanxh
gS eSa rqEgkjk gj iy lkFk nw¡xkA ;g ,d jktiwr dk opu gSA
----ohj] vxj rqe tkus dk Hkh eu cukvks rks eq>s Hkh vius lkFk ys tkukA bl ukjdh; ftanxh ls rqEgkjs lkFk ejuk T;knk
vPNk gS---- dgrs gq, tjhuk lqcdrs gq, esjs xys ls yx x;hA mls lkaRouk nsrs gq, cksyk---- vkxs tks gksxk og ns[kk tk,xk ij
vkt ls rqe vkSj eSa ,d lkFk gSaA
tjhuk ds vk¡lqvksa dks iksaNrk gqvk eSa mldh vksj >qdrk pyk x;k vkSj vius gksaBksa dks mlds xqykch rirs gq, gksaBksa ij
j[k fn;sA esjs ftLe esa rks igys ls gha vkx yxh gqbZ FkhA tjhuk us Hkh vius vki dks esjh ck¡gksa esa <hyk NksM+ fn;k FkkA mÙkstuk
ls vksrçksr gksdj eSa dHkh tjhuk ds fupys gksaB dks vius gksaBksa esa nck dj pwlrk vkSj dHkh nksuksa gksaBksa dks vius eq[k esa Hkj dj

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mudk jl lks[krkA FkksM+h nsj rd ,d nwljs ds gksaBksa ds lkFk [ksy dj tjhuk us vius vki dks eq> ls vyx fd;k vkSj cksyh-
--- ohj rqe lksp jgs gksxs fd eSa dSlh Qkfg’kk vkSjr gw¡ tks fd rqEgkjh >ksyh esa fxjh tk jgh gw¡ ;k esjk dksbZ vU; edln gSA
tjhuk dks chp esa jksd dj eSaus dgk---- ugha tjhuk rqe xyr lksp jgh gksA
----ugha vkt eq>s cksyus nksA eSa tc pkSng lky dh Fkh rks jkf’kn eq>s vxok dj ds ;gk¡ yk;k FkkA esjh vLer dks ywVus
ds ckn tc og eq>s ejok nsus dh lkft’k jp jgk Fkk rc mlds vCck dks irk py x;kA vius vCck ds ncko esa vk dj mlus
eq>ls fudkg fd;k FkkA esjs vCck vkSj jkf’kn ds vCck cpiu ds nksLr FksA rhu lky esa eq>s rhu cfPp;ksa dh ek¡ cuk dj ,d
dpjs dh rjg ?kj ds dksus esa Qsad fn;k FkkA jkf’kn fQj vk;’kk vkSj lyek dks vxok djok dj vius gje esa ys vk;k FkkA
tc Hkh eSa lkeus iM+ tkrh Fkh og eq>s csbTTr djus esa dksbZ dlj ugha NksM+rk FkkA viuh cfPp;ksa dh [kkfrj eSa lc tqYe pqipki
lgrh jghA tjhuk flldrh gqbZ cksyrh tk jgh Fkh tSls dh vkt mlds lhus ds lkjs Nkys QwV iM+s gksaA esjs Hkh fny dk dqN
,slk gha gky FkkA vkf[kj esjh choh us Hkh eq> ij jkf’kn dh rjg cgqr tqYe fd, FksA esjs lkeus xSj enksaZ ds lkFk mlus D;k
dqN ugha fd;k FkkA ge nksuksa gha tys gq, Fks bl dkj.k dqN gha {k.kksa esa ,d nwljs ds brus djhc vk x;s FksA
----tjhuk rqe Qkyrw dh ckr lksp dj ukgd gha nq[kh gks jgh gks---- eSa gw¡ uA tjhuk vk¡[kksa esa vk¡lw fy, viuh csclh dh
dgkuh lqukrh jgh---- ugha b/kj eSa fiNys ik¡p lky ls jkr dks vius fcLrj ij djoVsa ysrh jgh gw¡A ijarq fiNys dqN g¶rs ls
rqEgkjs gks’k esa vkus dh [okbZ’k ys dj th jgh FkhA tc ls rqe gks’k esa vk, gks eSa vius vki ij dkcw ugha j[k ldhA igyh ckj
eq>s fdlh dh vk¡[kksa esa vius fy, lPpkbZ fn[kh FkhA
----eSa ,d jktiwr gw¡ tjhukA ,d ckj cksy fn;k rks cksy fn;kA bl ckr dk bfrgkl xokg gS fd ge viuh ckr j[kus
ds fy, viuh tku Hkh ns nsrs gSaA tjhuk] vkt ls eSa vkSj rqe lkFk gSaA tjhuk ds lkSE; ls fn[kus okys psgjs ij vthc lh ykyh
vk x;h Fkh vkSj –<+ fu’p; dh >yd FkhA ----rqEgkjs lkeus cs’keZ gks dj dg jgh gw¡ fd rqEgsa ns[k dj esjs vax&vax esa vkx
lqyx x;h gSA ij eSa dksbZ tcjnLrh ;k ,glku ds cnys esa rqEgsa etcwj ugha d:¡xhA
----tjhuk rqe ,slk D;ksa lksprh gks ftruh eksgCcr dh vkx rqe esa gS mlls dgha T;knk rqEgsa ns[k dj eSa ikxy gks jgk gw¡
ysfdu eq>s vkt rd ;gh fl[kk;k x;k gS fd ftLeksa dk ,d gksuk nksuksa dh ethZ ij gSA dksbZ bl I;kj ds [ksy esa cM+k&NksVk
ugha gksrkA nksuksa cjkcj ds [ksyus okys gksrs gSa vkSj jgh rqEgkjh Hkkokuk,a lp dgrk gw¡ igyh utj esa esjk fny esjk ugha jgkA
irk ugha mls D;k gqvk vpkud esjs xys yx dj dqN nsj lqcdrh jghA eSa viuh ck¡gksa esa Hkjs dkQh nsj mldh ihB lgykrk
jgkA fQj tjhuk vius dks ‘kkar djus ds ckn cksyh---- cgqr nsj gks x;h gSA eSa jkr dks vkÅ¡xhA bruk dg dj og eq>s pwe dj
dejs ls ckgj pyh x;hA eSa Bxk lk ns[krk jg x;k----A
iFkjhyh nhokjksa ds chp esa pknj yisVs cSB dj eSaus eksecÙkh fd f>yfeykrh gqbZ jks’kuh esa viuh utj igyh ckj
b/kj&m/kj nkSM+k dj rg[kkus dk tk;tk fy;kA lhyh gqbZ nhokjksa dh ne?kksVw¡ mel esa igyh ckj eq>s bl dejs esa ?kcjkgV
eglwl gks jgh FkhA eSa ,d ckj fQj ls viuh vk¡[ksa can djds pkjikbZ ij ysV x;k vkSj tjhuk ds ckjs esa lkspus yxkA esjs thou
esa vkt rd flQZ ,d L=h gh vk;h Fkh ysfdu mlus Hkh eq>s ekufld ;kruk gh nh FkhA ‘kk;n mldh otg ls eSaus pyus ls
igys ykijokgh fn[kkbZ Fkh ftldh otg ls vkt eSa ;gk¡ iM+k gqvk FkkA tjhuk dh ckrksa esa ,d lPpkbZ fn[k jgh Fkh ysfdu ml
oä mlds ftLe dh cukoV vkSj ,dkdkj dh pkg esjs fnekx ij gkoh FkhA mlh ds ckjs esa lksprs gq, eSa mlds vkus dk bartkj
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jkr gks pyh FkhA eSa eksecÙkh dh gYdh jkS’kuh esa xgjh lksp esa Mwck gqvk FkkA dHkh [;ky vkrk Fkk fd ;gk¡ dSls igq¡p x;k vkSj
dHkh tjhuk dh ân;fonkjd dgkuh lksp dj eu gh eu ;gk¡ dh T;knfr;ksa ds ckjs viuk fu’p; dM+k djrk jgkA dHkh tjhuk
dh lqUnjrk ls vklä eu dks le>kus dh ps”Vk djrk vkSj dHkh mlds ftLekuh vkd”kZ.k esa [kks tkrkA blh m/ksM+cqu esa Q¡l
dj tkus dc ‘kke gks x;h vkSj fQj jkr] eq>s irk gh ugha pyk fd dc vEeh vkSj cM+h ch dejs esa vk x;hA eq>s xgjh lksp
esa iM+k gqvk ns[k dj okfil tkus ds fy, nksuksa eqM+h rHkh esjh utj mu ij iM+h rks eSaus dgk---- vkb;s IyhtA l‚jh] eSa dqN lksp
jgk FkkA
----csVk ge rqEgkjs tokc dk bartkj dj jgsa gSaA vEeh us cM+s I;kj ls esjs utnhd vk dj iwN fy;kA ----eSa Hkh ogh lksp
jgk gw¡ ysfdu dqN dgus ls igys eq>s ,d ckr dk tokc pkfg,----vki eq>s fdl gSfl;r ls ;gk¡ j[kuk pkgsaxh----,d Hkkxs gq,
lSfud dks xqyke cuk dj ;k vius csVs dh rjgA
esjh ckr lqu dj vEeh us dgk---- rqe [kqnk ds usd cUns gks esjh vk¡[kksa esa ns[k dj vxj rqEgsa dqN eglwl gks rks viuk
tokc nsuk ojuk flQZ pqi jgukA eSa rqEgkjk tokc le> tkÅ¡xhA rqe ftrus fnu jguk pkgks ;gk¡ ij jgks ij vxj idM+s tkvks
rks bl txg dk uke dHkh Hkh fdlh dks er crkuk oukZ esjh cfPp;ksa dh cgqr nqxZfr gksxhA
mudh vk¡[kksa esa >k¡dus dh esjh fgEer ugha Fkh ysfdu muds Loj esa eq>s igyh ckj viukiu yxk vkSj ,d vthc lh
dSfQ;r Hkh eglwl gqbZA cl dqN lksps le>s fcuk eSaus fu’p; dj fy;k---- vEeh vc vki vkjke djsaA vkt ls vkidk csVk
vkidh lkjh ijs’kkfu;ka nwj djsxk bl dk eSa vkidks opu nsrk gw¡A
HkkofoHkksj gks dj vEeh us eq>s xys ls yxk fy;k---- csVk eq> cw<+h ij rqEgkjk cM+k midkj gksxkA m/kj cM+h ch jksrs gq,
cksy iM+h---- chch vkt dk cM+k eqckjd fnu gSA vkt rqEgkjk jkf’kn ykSV vk;k gSA [kqnk dk yk[k yk[k ‘kqØ gSA
nksuksa /khjs&/khjs dneksa ls py dj dejs ds ckgj pyh x;hA eSa fcLrj ij cSB dj tjhuk dk bartkj djrk jgkA dkQh
nsj ds ckn tjhuk us ncs ik¡o dejs esa dne j[kk FkkA vkt mlds psgjs ij nq[k ds ckny NVsa gq, yx jgs Fks vkSj [kq’kh dh
jkSud ls xky yky gks x;s FksA
----cM+h nsj dj nhA
tjhuk us >V esjs xys esa ck¡gs Mky dj [kq’k gks dj dgk---- rqeus ;gk¡ jgus dk QSlyk dj fy;k gSA ----gk¡----vkSj D;k
djrk] rqEgsa vius lkFk ys dj eSa Hkkx ugha ldrk vkSj rqEgsa ;gk¡ NksM+ dj eSa tk Hkh ugh¡ ldrkA
----otg dksbZ Hkh gks] vkt bl ckr dks ys dj lc [kq’k gSaA
----ysfdu eq>s cgqr fpUrk gks jgh gS fd vc eSa vius oru dHkh Hkh ugha tk ldw¡xkA
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----ugha] vdsyh ugha ij vxj lc dks ys dj tkvksxs rks t:jA
tjhuk ds xys esa ck¡gs Mky dj mls viuh vksj [khaprs gq, eSaus dgk---- eSaus opu rqEgsa fn;k gS lc dks ughaA eq>ls fyiVrs
gq, tjhuk us ugys ij ngyk ekjk---- ij eSaus rks opu lcdks fn;k rks D;k djsa----vkSj fQj f[kyf[kyk dj g¡l iM+hA tjhuk ds
psgjs ij [kq’kh ns[k dj eSa cksyk---- rqe ,sls gh g¡lrh jgk djksA cgqr lqanj yxrh gks [kkl dj tc rqe g¡lrh gks rks rqEgkjs xky
esa xïs iM+rs gSaA bruk dgrs gq, eq>ls jgk ugha x;k vkSj rikd ls tjhuk ds xkyksa dks pwe fy;kA tjhuk ds psgjs dks vius
gkFkksa esa ys dj mlds d¡id¡ikrs gksaBksa dks vius gksaBksa dh dSn esa ysdj dqN nsj rd mudk jliku fd;kA viuh tqcku dks tjhuk
ds rirs gq, ycksa ij fQjk;k vkSj fQj mlds dksey ia[kqMf;ksa ls gksaBksa dk jl pwlrs gq, vius gkFk /khjs ls ljdk dj mlds
iq”V mHkkjksa dks igyh ckj lgyk fn;kA esjk Li’kZ vius lhus ij eglwl djds og esjh ck¡gksa es flgj mBhA
----ohj] eSa vc vkSj ugha #d ldrh---- dgrs gq, tjhuk viuh lkjh ykt ‘keZ R;kx dj eq>ls vyx gks x;h vkSj vius
diM+s mrkjus yxhA mlds csckdhiu dks ns[k dj esjk eq¡g [kqyk dk [kqyk jg x;kA esjs lkeus nw/k tSls jax dh dk;k /khjs&/khjs
mfnr gksus yxhA dqrkZ vkSj ‘keht gVrs gh lhus dh xksykbZ;k¡ vkSj mu ij xgjs cknkeh jax dh ?kqafM;ksa dks ns[k dj esjh /kefu;ksa
esa jä dk çokg c<+ x;kA tjhuk ds rh[ks u;u uD’k vkSj Hkjiwj dVko ysrh gqbZ iryh dej eq>s ,d vtUrk dh ewfrZ dh ;kn
fnyk jgh FkhA viuh cM+h&cM+h vk¡[ks >qdk, viuh ‘kyokj dk ukM+k [kksy dj mlus vius vkf[kjh oL= dks Hkh /khjs ls uhps dh
vksj f[kldk dj tehu ij bdëk dj fn;kA esjh utj tjhuk ds Hkjs gq, xksy furac ls ljdrh gqbZ ?kq¡?kjkys ckyksa ls <ds gq,
dfVçns’k ij tk dj #d x;h FkhA lc dqN feyk dj eq>s yxk fd tSls dksbZ LoxZ ls vIljk vkt esjs ikl dkelw= ds jkt
[kksyus vk x;h FkhA
eq>s ?kwjrs gq, ns[k dj tjhuk us viuh >sai feVkrh gqbZ cksyh---- D;k gqvk\ mlds gqLu ds nhnkj ls esjs fny ij fctyh
fxj x;h FkhA viuh yisVh gqbZ pknj dks ,d vksj Qsad dj tSls gh tjhuk dks vius mij [khapdj fcLrj ij ysVus yxk rHkh
mlus eq>s jksd fn;k---- vHkh eSa ihB ds cy ysVwxha D;ksafd rqe ‘kk;n Hkwy x;s gks fd rqEgkjh ihB ?kk;y gSA
tjhuk ds epyrs gq, tok¡ ftLe dks vius ftLe ls <drs gq, cksy iM+k---- bl gqLu ds lkeus mij dk fnekx dke djuk
can dj nsrk gS vkSj uhps ds fgLls esa dksbZ fnekx gh ugha gksrkA tjhuk viuk gkFk uhps dh vksj ys tkrh gqbZ cksyh---- tjk ns[kw¡
rks rqEgkjk fnekx fdruk c---- esjs QuQukrs gq, fyax dks viuh eqB~Bh esa ysdj ukirs gq, fgpfdpkrs gq, cksyh----cc----cM+k gS----
ej x;hA bl ls igys og dqN vkSj cksys esjs gksaB us mlds nk,¡ dku ds ihNs ls viuk dk;Z ‘kq# djrs gq, /khjs ls psgjs ds ikl
vk dj ia[kqMh ls gksBksa ij yxkrkj çgkj djuk vkjaHk dj fn;kA FkksM+k #d dj] eSa xys ls gksrk gqvk nks glhu igkMf;ksa ds
chpksachp cuh [kkbZ ij vk dj #d x;kA vc esjs fu’kkus ij mÙkstuk ls lwth gqbZ ?kqafM;k¡ Fkh vkSj daiu djrs gq, iq”V mjkst
FksA vius eq[k esa ,d epyrh gqbZ igkM+h dks Hkj dj viuh tqcku ds vxz Hkkx ls [kM+s gq, fuIiy dks NsM+uk ‘kq# fd;k vkSj
nwljh igkM+h dks vius gkFk esa ys dj dHkh nck;k vkSj dHkh lgyk fn;kA b/kj tjhuk Hkh mÙkstuk dh pje lhek ij igq¡pus
okyh Fkh] dHkh xqnxqnh dk ,glkl] dHkh mlds uktqd ‘kjhj esa flgju] dHkh vutkuh jkg dh vfuf’prrk] vkSj bu lc esa /kheh
vk¡p esa tyrk gqvk mldk xksjk glhu cnuA
----ohj-m-v—vkg-v-mmvk-vkg----eSaus I;kj ls tjhuk dh ihB dks lgykrs gq, mlds gksaBksa dks vius gksaBksa ds dCts esa ys dj
mldh flldkfj;ksa dks nck fn;kA tok¡ ftLe dh vkx ls vc eq> ls Hkh #duk laHko ugha FkkA vius <kbZ baph eksVkbZ vkSj ukS
baph yacs QuQukrs gfFk;kj dks tjhuk ds ;ksfueq[k ij yxk dj /khjs ls vanj ljdk fn;kA esjk ,d gkFk xksjh xqnkt igkMf;ksa
dks jkSanus esa eLr Fkk] vkSj esjk eq[k igkMf;ksa dh xqykch cqftZ;ksa dks yky fd;s tk jgk FkkA uhps dh vksj vanj ljdrk gqvk esjk
gfFk;kj tjhuk dks ehBs nnZ dk ,glkl djk jgk FkkA eq>s ,glkl gks x;k Fkk fd vc T;knk nsj djuk Bhd ugha gS bl fy,
eSaus FkksM+k #d dj vpkud ,d tksj dk /kDdk ekjk vkSj vius gfFk;kj dks ,d gh okj ls iwjk vanj rd yckyc /k¡lk fn;kA
bl vpkud ds okj ls nnZ ls fcyfcykrh gqbZ ,d ?kqVh gqbZ ph[k tjhuk ds eq[k ls fudy x;h-----m-v—vkg-ej-j----xbZ--
-- mbZA eSaus tYnh ls vius eq[k ls tjhuk ds eq[k dks <d dj mldh mcyrh gqbZ ph[k nck nhA tjhuk dqN {k.kksa ds fy,
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esjs ckyksa ls [ksyrh gqbZ tjhuk cksyh---- ohj rqe cgqr tkfye gksA
----D;k d:¡] ‘kke ls gh ;g viuk flj mBk dj [kM+k gqvk FkkA vxj FkksM+h vkSj nsj gks tkrh rks ‘kk;n Nwrs gh esjk dke
reke gks tkrkA vc ge nksuksa csy dh rjg ,d nwljs ds lkFk fcLrj ij fyiVs iM+s gq, ,d nwljs ds vaxksa ds lkFk NsM+[kkuh
djus esa yx x;sA eSaus viuh mQurh gqbZ Hkkoukvksa dks dkcw esa dj ds vius vki dks FkksM+k lk ihNs [khp dj fQj ls ,d djkjk
/kDdk vanj dh vksj yxk;kA vc dh ckj tjhuk ds eq[k ls larqf”V ls Hkjh flldkjh fudy x;h FkhA
esjs gkFk ,d ckj fQj ls xksjh igkMf;ksa ds enZu esa vkSj esjk eq[k xqykch cqftZ;ksa dks yky djus esa o;Lr gks x;kA nwljk
gkFk /khjs ls tjhuk ds furacksa ij cs[kVds fopjus yxrk gSA b/kj fcuk #ds vc eSaus vius gfFk;kj ls ‘kkV ij ‘kkV yxkuk vkjaHk
dj fn;k vkSj tjhuk Hkh esjk lkFk mlh eLrh ls nsus esa tqV x;h FkhA tjhuk dh flldkfj;k¡ vkSj esjh xgjh lk¡lksa us dejs dk
okrkoj.k cgqr mÙkstd cuk fn;k FkkA bl vkik/kkih esa esjh maxyh tjhuk ds lwjteq[kh vkdkj ds fiNys fNæ ij tk fVdh FkhA
/khjs ls viuh m¡xyh dks tjhuk ds fi?kyrs gq, ykos esa ugyk dj mlds fNæ ij fQjkrs gq, mlds eq[k dks NsM+uk ‘kq: fd;kA
esjh bu gjdrksa ls vufHkK] tjhuk feyu dh pje lhek ij igq¡pus ds fy, O;kdqy gks mBh FkhA rHkh eSaus /khjs ls viuh maxyh
dks fNæ ij j[k dj ncko c<+k fn;kA eSa mldh ck;ha cqthZ dks pwlrk gqvk mrstuko’k vius nk¡rksa esa nck fy;k vkSj iwjh rkdr
ls viuh m¡xyh dks lwjteq[kh vkdkj ds fNæ esa çfo”V dj fn;kA bl vçR;kf’kr rhu rjQs geys ls tjhuk fd ;ksfu >j>jk
dj cjl iM+h vkSj dqN iyksa dh nsj ls esjs gfFk;kj us Hkh mcyrs gq, çsejl dks mxy dj tjhuk dh vkx dks ‘kkar dj fn;kA
fQj ge nksuksa ,d nwljs dks viuh ckgksa esa tdM+ dj fu<ky gks dj pkjikbZ ij iM+ x;sA ge nksuksa viuh&viuh lk¡lksa dks dkcw
esa ykus ds ckn tjhuk vius psgjs ij larqf”V ds Hkko fy;s esjs dku esa QqlQqlk;h---- ohj] eq>s vkt rqeus vanj rd r`Ir dj
fn;kA vkt ls eSa rqEgkjh xqyke gks x;h gw¡A
mlds gksaBksa ij eSaus m¡xyh j[k dj mls pqi djk fn;k vkSj cksyk---- esjh tku eksgCCr esa dksbZ xqyke ugha gksrkA ijarq vHkh
rks ;g igyh ckjh gS rqEgsa rks cgqr dqN ns[kuk gSA tjhuk ,d ckr iwNuh gS fd #[klkj vkSj ‘khck fdldh cfPp;k¡ gS\ ----og
esjh csfV;k¡ gSa] D;ksa rqEgsa ;g nksuksa dgk¡ feyh\ ----;gha ijA esjs dejs esa] eq>s ns[kus vk;ha FkhA ----nksuksa cgqr ‘kSrku gS vkSj dkSu
vk;k Fkk rqels feyus\
----vkSj rks dksbZ ugha ij rqEgkjh csfV;k¡ rqe ij x;h gSA ‘kDy lwjr ls rks ‘khck us rqEgkjk :i fy;k gS ij dn dkBh ls
yxrk gS fd og jkf’kn ij x;h gSA D;ksa ,d vkSj nkSj gks tk,A
----rqe tc dgks rc vkSj ftruh ckj dgks mruh ckj ij vHkh eq>s tkuk gksxkA cgqr jkr gks x;h gSA
----esjk eu ugha Hkjk gS tjhukA
----vxj rqe dgksxs rks eSa #d tkšxh ijarq lcds lkeus dy lqcg #lok gks tkšxhA mlds gksaBksa dks pwers gq, eSaus dgk-
--- tkvks] eSa dy jkr dks rqEgkjk fQj bartkj d:¡xkA /khjs ls mB dj tjhuk us vius diM+s igus vkSj eksecÙkh dks ysdj dejs
ds ckgj pyh x;hA eksecÙkh ds tkus ls dejs esa ?kqIi va/ksjk Nk x;k FkkA dqN nsj rd tjhuk vkSj vkus okys dy ds ckjs esa
lksprs gq, esjh vk¡[k yx x;hA
xgjh uhan esa u tkus fdlds lius ysrs gq, vpkud eq>s vius fyax ij fdlh vUtku gkFk dk ,glkl gqvkA esjh uhan
VwV x;h---- ijarq pqipki ml vutkus O;fä dh vxyh gjdr dk bartkj djus yxkA rHkh fdlh dksey gkFk dks vius fyax ij
eglwl djrs gq, ,d ckj fQj ls ogh cstku pht esa jä çokfgr gksus yxkA ?kqIi va/ksjk gksus ds dkj.k dqN Hkh utj ugha vk
jgk Fkk fQj Hkh vkdkj ls lkQ Fkk fd dksbZ de mez dh yM+dh gSA dqN le; xqtj tkus ds ckn fuf’pUr gks dj ml gkFk us
esjs fyax dks lgykuk vkjaHk dj fn;kA /khjs&/khjs esjs fyax us jkSæ :i /kkj.k dj fy;k vkSj ,d vtxj dh Hkk¡fr gok esa ygjkus
yxkA QksjfLdu dqN nsj igys fd;s x;s ,dkdkj ls dkQh laosnu’khy gks pqdh Fkh vkSj vc bl rjg dh NsM[kkuh ls og vius
vki ihNs gks dj dqdqjeqÙks leku Qwyk gqvk flj iwjk m?kM+ dj ckgj fudy vk;k FkkA vHkh Hkh eSa lksus dk ukVd djrs gq,
viuh vk¡[ksa ewans iM+k jgkA vpkud vius fyax ij eqyk;e gksaBksa dk Li’kZ ik dj HkkofoHkksj gks x;kA dqN ,d iy ogh gksaB

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fyax ds lqikM+s dks nck dj mldk jl lks[krs jgs vkSj fQj iwjs lqikM+s dks eq[k esa ysdj pwluk vkjaHk dj fn;kA eq>ls vc pqi
cSBuk eqf’dy gks jgk Fkk ysfdu vc og jgL;e;h eq[k iwjs fyax dks fuxyus dh dksf’k’k esa yx x;k FkkA eq> ls tc jgk ugha
x;k rc ml fgyrs gq, flj dks eSaus vius gkFkksa esa idM+ dj uhps dh vksj /kdsyk vkSj vk/ks ls T;knk vius fyax dks mlds xys
rd mrkj fn;kA vpkud lk¡l ?kqVus dh otg ls og NViVkus yxhA
----vc D;ksa NViVk jgh gks---- dgrs gq, eSaus vius fyax dks /khjs ljdkrs gq, ckgj fudky fy;k ysfdu viuh idM+ ml
flj ij cuk, j[kh---- dkSu gks rqe\ ml yM+dh us viuh pqIih ugha rksM+hA
----vxj ,sls gh pqi jgh rks---- dgrs gq, flj dks idM+ dj ml yM+dh dks vius mij [khap fy;kA igyh ckj eq>s xqMf;k
dh tSlh NqbZ&eqbZ lh uktqd dkBh dh yM+dh dk ,glkl gqvk FkkA va/ksjs esa viuh m¡xyh ls mldk psgjk VVksyrs gq, mlds
gksaBksa ij fQjk dj mlds lhus ds mHkkjksa dks lgykus esa yx x;kA larjs dh vkdkj ds mHkkjksa dk dqN nsj rd enZu djus ds
ckn vius gkFk mlds xksy furacks ij j[k fn;sA ,d ckj fQj ls eSaus mlds dku QqlQqlk;k---- ns[kks rqe vius ckjs esa crk nks
fd rqe dkSu gks ojuk vkt dh jkr rqEgkjs fy, cgqr Hkkjh iM+sxhA eSa çse ds ,dkdkj dks nks rjQk ilan djrk gw¡ ij vkt eSa
vius gj mlwy dks rkd ij j[k nw¡xk vkSj dgrs gq, iwjh ‘kfä ls mlds xksy furacksa dks dl dj eld fn;kA mlds eq[k ls
,d lhRdkj fudy x;h---- g----vkgA
----rqEgsa vkt dh jkr ,d tkfye dh rjg Hkksxwaxk fd ,d eghus rd vius ik¡o ij [kM+h gks dj py ugh ldksxhA ij
ml yM+dh us fQj Hkh viuh pqIih ugha rksM+hA vius gksaBksa dks mlds dk¡irs gksaBksa ij j[k dj ,d ckj fQj ls mls /kedk;k----
ns[kks vxj rqe bl ,d vk¡[k okys vtxj dks ugha txkrh rks vPNk jgrkA ,d ckj ;g tkx x;k rks bldks fcBkuk cgqr t:jh
gSA
----Iyht esjh enn djksA vcdh ckj yM+dh us pqIih rksM+h---- dSls\
----igys crkvks fd rqe dkSu gks\ yM+dh fQj ls [kkeks’k gks x;hA
----ugh¡ cksyksxh] pyks Bhd gS ,d dke djrs gSa---- dgrs gq, eSaus mls ,d gkFk es tdM+ dj nwljs gkFk ls mldh dj?kuh
dk ukM+k [kksy dj ‘kyokj dks vius iSjksa esa Q¡lk dj uhps ljdk fn;kAeSus ,d djoV ysdj ml yM+dh vius uhps nck fy;kA
vc fLFkfr ge nksuksa ds fy, csgn laosnu’khy cu x;h FkhA yM+dh dh ;ksfuNsn ij esjk QuQukrk gqvk vtxj viuk Qu
ckj&ckj iVd jgk FkkA ml vutku yM+dh ds dksey lhus ds mHkkj esjh iRFkj lh Nkrh ls fils tk jgs FksA mlds ueZ gksaBksa
dks vius gksaBksa esa nck dj eSa muds jl dks pwlus esa yx x;kA yM+dh uhps nch gqbZ gksus ds dkj.k flQZ dlelkrh jghA
----vxj rqe vc Hkh ugha cksyksxh rks---- mlds fjlrs gq, ;ksfueq[k ij vius rUuk, gq, fyax dks jxM+rs gq, eSaus ,d ckj
psrkouh nh---- ;g fdlh Hkh {k.k lkjh nhokjsa rksM+ dj rqEgkjs dks nks Hkkxksa esa phj dj j[k nsxkA vutku yM+dh us rc Hkh viuh
pqIih ugha rksM+hA ijarq viuk gkFk uhps ys tk dj esjs fyax dks xjnu ls idM+ dj viuh ;ksfu ds eq[k ij jxM+rh jgh vkSj
mÙkstuk esa viuk flj b/kj&m/kj iVdus yxhA vc eq> ls Hkh ugha jgk x;kA eSaus ml yM+dh dh fi.Mfy;ksa dks Fkke dj ,d
gYdk lk /kDdk fn;k rks yM+dh dh ?kqVh gqbZ ph[k fudy x;hA
eSaus ;ksfu}kj ij dqN #dkoV eglwl dh rks eSa pkSad dj #d x;kA vius meM+rs gq, tTckrksa ij vadq’k yxk dj cksyk-
--- Iyht] flQZ ,d tokc ns nksA D;k ;g rqEgkjs fy, igyh ckj gSA vutku yM+dh us cksys fcuk cksys viuh xjnu fgyk dj
gkeh HkjhA ckeqf’dy eSaus vius vkidks djoV ys dj vutku yM+dh ds mij ls gV dj mlds ,d rjQ ysV x;k---- mQQ---
- vthc yM+dh gks ;kjA D;k rqe tkurh ugha gks fd bl feyu ds dkj.k rqe fdruh eqlhcr esa iM+ tkrhA vkf[kj ,d yM+dh
dk igyk feyu mlds fy, ;knxkj gksuk pkfg,] bl rjg ughaA ;g feyu Hkh mlds lkFk gksuk pfg, ftls og csgn eksgCcr
djrh gksA flQZ mÙkstuk esa cg dj eSa vius ik¡p feuV ds lq[k ds fy, rqels rqEgkjh vueksy /kjksgj ugha Nhu ldrkA
bruk lquuk Fkk og vutku yM+dh fcuk dqN cksys eq> ls fyiV x;hA eSaus I;kj ls mls vius vkxks’k esa ys dj mlds
ckyksa esa viuh m¡xfy;k¡ fQjkrk gqvk cksyk---- ixyh tc fdlh ls eksgCcr dj cSBks rc ;g lc mlds lkFk djukA vPNk rqEgkjh

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lwjr rks ns[k ugha ldrk vkSj rqe viuk uke ugha crkuk pkgrh ysfdu dksbZ ckr ughaA D;k ge nks vutku O;fä;ksa fd rjg
ckr ugha dj ldrs\
vutku yM+dh us ,d ckj fQj ls viuk psgjk esjs lhus esa fNik dj xjnu fgyk dj gkeh Hkj nhA ----rqe eq>s tkurh
gks fd eSa dkSu gw¡\
viuh [ku[kukrh gqbZ vkokt esa igyh ckj fcuk Mjs gq, cksyh---- gk¡A
----rqEgkjh vkokt csgn I;kjh gSA eSaus vius fyax dks yM+dh ds gkFk esa idM+k dj---- rqEgsa ;g dSlk yxk\ vcdh ckj esjs
dku esa QqlQqlkrh gqbZ vutku yM+dh cksyh---- csgn ‘kjkjrhA bruk dg dj mlus esjs fyax dks viuh eqB~Bh esa tdM+ fy;k
vkSj /khjs ls mlds Qwys gq, uaxs flj ij viuh m¡xfy;k¡ Qsjrs gq, cksyh---- ysfdu cgqr cM+k gSA
mlds dqrsZ ds vanj gkFk Mky dj lhus ds uXu mHkkjksa dks lgykrs gq, eSaus dgk ---- fcuk psgjk ns[ks eSa ;dhu ds lkFk
dg ldrk gw¡ rqe csgn [kwclwjr gksA
----oks rks gw¡A rks D;kA
cM+s nq[kh eu ls eSaus cksy fn;k---- ;gh fd esjh cnfdLerh gS fd eSa rqEgkjs dks ns[k ugh ldrkA vcdh ckj og [ku[kukrh
gqbZ g¡lh vkSj fQj cksyh---- ij eglwl rks dj ldrs gksA
/khjs ls mlds dqrsZ dks <hyk djds mldh nksuksa mUur igkMf;ksa dks vuko`r djds cksyk---- gk¡A eSa dHkh vuNqbZ pksfV;ksa
ij m¡xfy;k¡ fQjkrk vkSj dHkh nks m¡xfy;ksa esa [kM+h gqbZ ?kqfUM;ksa dks Q¡lk dj [khaprk] dHkh igkMf;ksa dks viuh gFksfy;ksa esa Nqik
ysrk vkSj dHkh mUgsa tksj ls eld nsrkA vk¡[ks eqnsa gq, vutku yM+dh ds nksuksa gksaB mÙkstuk esa gYds ls [kqys gq, ns[k dj eSaus
rM+ ls mu fFkjdrs gksBksa dks vius gksBksa ds dCts esa dj fy;kA uknku yM+dh us Hkh ,d vutku lQj ij pyus ds fy;s vius
vki dks esjh ck¡gksa esa <hyk NksM+ fn;kA
----ogh rks dj jgk gw¡---- dgrs gq, mlds fuIiy dks eSaus viuh maxfy;ksa esa Q¡lk dj rjsM+rs gq, dl dj nck fn;kA ----
mbZ----rqe cgqr tkfye gksA
----ugha] l‚jhA
----rqe cgqr vthc gks vxj dksbZ vkSj gksrk rks vktA
----rqe i<+h&fy[kh gks] gS uA
----gk¡ ysfdu ;g ugha iwNuk----dgk¡ rdA
----vPNk ugha iwNw¡xkA mlds gksaBksa dks pwers gq, viuh m¡xfy;ksa dks uhps dh vksj ljdkrs gq, mlds ;ksfuNsn esa FkksM+h lh
txg cuk dj larjs dh tqM+h gqbZ Qk¡dksa dks vyx djrs gq, mÙkstuk ls ,sBha gqbZ ?kqUMh ij eSaus viuh m¡xyh ls mldh jxM+kbZ
vkjaHk dhA ml vuNqbZ dyh dh gYdh f?klkbZ ls uo;kSouk Hkkokfrjsd gks dj rM+i dj epy x;h ----mbZ—-ek¡-----o-bZ-----j----mQ-
m-m-Q—UgbZ----vkg—A
eSaus tYnh ls vius gksBksa ls yM+dh ds gksaBksa dks lhycUn dj fn;kA nwljh vksj ls vius ,d gkFk ls dHkh lhus ds mHkkjksa
ij m¡xfy;k¡ fQjkrk vkSj dHkh nks m¡xfy;ksa esa fuIiy dks Q¡lk dj [khaprk] dHkh ,d igkM+h dks viuh gFksyh esa Nqik ysrk vkSj
dHkh nwljh dks tksj ls eld nsrk gSA ;g lc djrs gq, Hkh ml ,sBha gqbZ ?kqUMh dks jxM+uk can ugha fd;kA ,d deflu tok¡
ftLe dh oklukiw.kZ rM+iu vkSj vuNq, uXu ftLe dk ,glkl esjs fy, rks ,d glhu [okc ls de ugh FkkA esjs okjksa dks cspkjh
yM+dh T;knk nsj cjnk’r ugha dj ik;h vkSj tYnh gh vlhe vkuan dh flldkfj;k¡ ysrs gq, vkSj >Vds [kkrs gq, <sj gks xbZA
dqN nsj mldks viuh lk¡l dkcw djus esa yxh vkSj tc og’kkar gks x;h rks eSaus iwNk---- vc crkvks tkuw fd dSlk yxk\
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mlus cM+h csckdh ls tokc fn;k---- tkurh ugha Fkh fd ,slk Hkh gks ldrk gSA FkSaDlA
----tku] uks l‚jht ,sUM uks FkSaDl bu yoA eq>s [kq’kh gqbZ fd rqEgsa vPNk yxkA
----rqe ik;yV gks] D;k lc QkSth rqEgkjh rjg gksrs gSa\
----gk¡ lcdks vkSjr dh bTtr djuk fl[kk;k tkrkA ----;g ugha tks vHkh fd;k FkkA ----ugha] dqN yksx bl lh[k ij vey
djrs gSa vkSj dqN bl lh[k dks Hkwy tkrs gSA ysfdu tkuw vc esjs gokbZtgkt dk D;k gksxk\ rqEgkjh ySfUMax fLVªi ij rks vkt
ifeZ’ku ugha gSA
----Bgjks---- dg dj og cSB x;h vkSj ,d ckj fQj ls esjs fyax ds lqikM+s dks mlus vius eq[k esa ys dj mldk jl lks[kus
esa yx x;hA esjs mij ,d vthc lk fQrwj Nkrk pyk tk jgk Fkk---- tkuw bls vius xys esa mrkjus dh dksf’k’k djksA bruk
dgrs gq, eSaus vius rUuk;s gq, fyax dks vanj dh vksj BsykA ml cspkjh ds xys ls lk¡l ?kqVus dh vkokt fudyus yxh---- xx-
--- xxxw—-v¡-g—A
lk¡l ?kqVrh gqbZ yxh rks mldks viuk eq[k iwjk [kksyuk iM+ x;k] eSaus oä dh utkdr dks le>rs gq, FkksM+k vkSj vanj
ljdk fn;kA eSua s yxkrkj ncko cuk dj vius fyax dks /khesa ls vkSj vanj f[kldk fn;kA dqN feuV rd mlds eq[k ds vanj&ckgj
dk nkSj pyrk jgkA yxkrkj fyaxnso ds uaxs flj ij ml yM+dh ds gksaBksa ds ?k”kZ.k ls eSa Hkh vius vki dks T;knk nsj jksd ugha
ik;k vkSj ,d >Vds ds lkFk mcyrk gqvk lkjk ykok mlds eq[k esa csjksdVksd maMsy fn;kA mÙkstuk esa dgrs gS fd vkneh vius
o’k esa ugha jgrk] dqN ,slk gh gky esjk Hkh gqvk FkkA eSaus mldk flj vius gkFkksa esa dl dj idM+ fy;k Fkk vkSj vius fyax
dks rc rd mlds eq¡[k ls ckgj ugha fudyus fn;k tc rd fd og lkjk jl xVd ugh x;hA dejs esa rwQku vk dj Fke x;k
FkkA ge nksuksa viuh&viuh rst pyrh gqbZ lk¡lks dks dkcw djus esa yx x;sA lc ‘kkar gksus ds ckn eSaus vkxs c<+ dj ml yM+dh
dks vius vkxks’k esa ys fy;kA dejs ds vanj va/ksjk vkSj xgjk gks x;k FkkA
----D;k ;g tcjnLrh ugha gS\----viuh [ku[kukrh gqbZ vkokt esa mlus f’kdk;r dhA
----gk¡] rqe Bhd dg jgh gksA FkksM+k vkReXykfu ds cks> ls esjs eq[k ls fudy x;k---- l‚jhA
----tku] uks l‚jht ,sUM uks FkSaDl bu yoA mldh ckr dks lqu dj eq>s g¡lh vk x;hA fQj D;k Fkk ge nksuksa f[kyf[kyk
dj g¡l iM+sA vc tYnh gh fcNqM+us ds ,glkl ls esjs eu esa vthc lh mFky&iqFky eph gqbZ Fkh---- rqEgkjh cgqr ;kn vk;sxhA
D;k vHkh Hkh rqe viuk uke ugha crkvksxh\
----blh cgkus rqe eq>s ;kn djksxsA enZ dh fQrjr gS fd dke fudy tkus ds ckn dksbZ ugha ;kn j[krk gS---- og pgdrh
gqbZ cksyhA mldk tokc nsrs gq, esjs eq[k ls fudy x;k---- ‘kk;n rqe xyr vkneh dh laxr esa jgh gksA gj enZ ,d lk ugha
gksrk gSA
----rks vc dkSu lh nsj gks x;h gSA vHkh ,sls cgqr ekSds vk,¡xs] eSa bartkj d:¡xhA vPNk dkQh jkr chr x;h gS vkSj tYnh
gh fnu fudy vk,xkA rqe vc vkjke dj yks] eSa pyrh gw¡---- dgrs gq, vius vLr&O;Lr diM+s va/ksjs esa <w¡< dj iguus esa yx
x;hA
dejs ls ckgj fudyus ls igys cksyh---- tkuw] rqe ls fey dj vkt eq>s cgqr [kq’kh gqbZA mldk tkuk eq>s cspkSu fd;s
tk jgk Fkk rks eSa pkjikbZ ij cSBrs gq, cksyk---- ij bruk rks crk dj tkvks fd fQj dc feyksxh vkSj rqEgsa fdl uke ls ;kn
d:¡\
va/ksjs dejs ls ckgj fudyrs gq, mlus esjh vksj ns[krs gq, dgk---- bartkj djksA rqeus tks eq>s uke fn;k gS mlh uke ls
eq>s ;kn djuk----tkuwA bruk dg dj og vUtku uo;kSouk ckgj fudy x;hA
eSa dkQh nsj rd ml vutku yM+dh ds ckjs esa lksprk jgk ysfdu fdlh Hkh fu”d”kZ ij ugha igq¡p ldk vkSj mlh ds
ckjs esa lksprs gq, ,d ckj fQj ls esjh vk¡[k yx x;h----A

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ogh rg[kkus dk dejk FkkA tjhuk us dejs esa ços’k fd;kA mlds vkus dh vkgV ls esjh uhan VwV x;h Fkh ysfdu eSa viuh vk¡[ks
ewans pqipki ysVk jgkA tjhuk esjs ikl vk dj [kM+h gks dj ,dVd esjs uXu ftLe dks fugkjrh gS vkSj ‘kk;n dy jkr ds
,dkdkj dh ;kn vkrs gh mlds psgjs ij ‘keZ dh ykfyek Nk x;h FkhA dqN lksp dj fcLrj ds ikl vk dj eq>s txkrs gq,
cksyh---- mBks ohj] fnu fudy vk;k gSA pk; ih yksAeSa rks igys ls gh tkxk gqvk FkkA esjs dks mBkus ds fy, tSls gh og >qdh
fdmlh oä eSaus mldk gkFk idM+ dj viuh vksj [khap fy;k---- tjhuk] vkt dSlh gks\
tSls gh gekjh utjsa pkj gqbZ mlus ‘kekZ dj viuh utjsa >qdk yhA mlds psgjs ij iw.kZ larqf”V ds Hkko >yd jgs Fks tSls
,d ckfj’k ds ckn lw[kh gqbZ /kjrh ds gksrs gSaA mldk f[kyk gqvk psgjk tSls /kqyh gqbZ lqcg dh rjg eq>s viuh vksj [khapjgk
FkkA eSa vius vki dks jksd ugha ldk vkSj tjhuk dks vius vkxks’k esa ysus dh vius gkFk vkxs c<+k;s ysfdu mlus chp esa gh
jksd dj dgk---- Bgjks] pk; QSy tk,xh! eq>s pk; dk I;kyk idM+krs gq,---- rqe tYnh ls pk; ih dj rS;kj gks tkvksA vHkh dqN
nsj ds ckn rqe ls feyus vEeh vkSj cM+h ch vk,¡xhA vPNk eSa pyrh gw¡A eSa dqN cksyrk blls igys og dejs ds ckgj pyh
x;hA
vius lkjs fuR; deksaZ ls fuo`Ùk gks dj eSa ,d ckj fQj ls pknj yisV dj fcLrj ij cSB x;k vkSj ml vutku yM+dh
ds ckjs esa lkspus yxk---- og dkSu Fkh vkSj dSlh FkhA rHkh viuh vksj vkrs gq, dneksa dh vkgV lqukbZ nhA lkeus ls cM+h ch vkSj
vEeh vkrh gqbZ fn[kkbZ nha rks eSa fcLrj dks NksM+ dj [kM+k gks x;kA
----cM+h ch] diM+s ns nksA csVk] ;g diM+s jkf’kn ds gSaA irk ugha rqe dks vk,¡xs fd ugha ij vHkh ds fy, igu yksA vkt
ls rqe ;g rg[kkuk NksM+ dj gekjs lkFk jgksxs---- cM+h ch us esjs gkFk esa diM+s Fkek fn;sA vEeh us b’kkjs ls cM+h ch dks vius
lkFk pyus ds fy, dgk vkSj fQj eqM+ dj cksyh ---- csVk tc rS;kj gks tkvks rks vkokt ns nsuk ge ;gh ij gSA bruk dg dj
nksuksa efgyk;sa dejs ds ckgj fudy x;hA
eSaus tYnh ls viuh pknj dks gVk dj fn;s gq, diM+ksa dks igu fy;kA esjh ihB ds ?kko rks vc rd Hkj pqds Fks ysfdu
vHkh Hkh ogk¡ dh [kky uje FkhA lQsn jax dk eyey dk yEck lk dqrkZ vkSj vQxkuh ‘kyokj tks esjs ‘kjhj ds fglkc ls dqN
NksVk vkSj dlk gqvk Fkk ysfdu vius ‘kjhj ij dl dj eSaus vEeh dks vkokt yxk;h---- vEeh eSa rS;kj gw¡A nksuksa efgykvksa us
,d ckj fQj ls dejs esa ços’k fd;k vkSj vEeh eq>s jkf’kn ds diM+ksa esa fugkjrs gq, cksyh---- csVk] diM+s rks NksVs gSaA fQØ er
djuk eSa vkQ’kk¡ ls dg nw¡xh fd og rqEgkjs lkbZt ds diM+s fly nsxhA vc rqe gekjs lkFk pyksA
bu diM+ksa esa esjk Hkh gky csgky FkkA----vEeh] brus fnuksa fcuk diM+ksa ds jgus ds ckn ;g diM+s vkt ‘kjhj esa pqHk jgs
gSaA pfy,---- dgrs gq, eSa vEeh vkSj cM+h ch dejs ds ckgj fudy x;sA ,d yacs ls lqjax tSls jkLrs dks ikj djus ds ckn lhf<;ksa
ls mij tk dj ,d cM+s ls gkyuqek dejs esa ge rhuksa us ços’k fd;kA vEeh us ihNs dh vksj vkrh gqbZ cM+h ch ds dku esa dqN
dgk vkSj fQj eq>s lkeus iM+s lksQs ij cSBus dk b’kkjk fd;kA cM+k HkO; dejk Fkk----A
----csVk ;g gekjk nhokus&[kkl gS ftls rqe vaxzsth i<+s fy[ks yksx Mªkbax:e dgrs gksA eSaus ?kj ds lHkh yksxksa cqyok;k gS
fd og Hkh rqe ls fey ysa vkSj rqe Hkh muls fey yksA
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----vEeh ns[kus ls yxrk gS fd vkidk ?kj rks ,d egy gSA bl rjg dk gky rks flQZ gekjs t;iqj ds egkjktk ds egy
esa gSA
----ugha csVk] ;g gekjk ?kj gSA cgqr iqjkuk ?kj gS ysfdu dqN fnuksa igys gh bldh jkf’kn us dk;k iyV dh FkhA ge
vHkh ckr gha dj jgs Fks fd rHkh cM+h ch ds lkFk fgtkc vks<+s yackbZ ds fglkc ls ykbZu esa pyrs gq, vkSjrksa dk >qUM dejs esa
nkf[ky gqvkA lc cqdkZiks’k ykbZu ls nhokj ds lgkjs [kM+h gks x;hA
vEeh lcls esjk ifjp; djkrh gSa---- ;g gekjk csVk gSA jkf’kn rks jgk ugha ij vc ls ;gh bl ?kj dk p’eksafpjkx gSA
csVk ;g lc gekjh csfV;k¡ gSA
----vEeh eSa bUgsa dSls igpkuw¡xk\ lHkh udkc igus [kM+h gqbZ gSA
----csVk] fgtkc gekjk inkZ gSA fdlh Hkh xSj enZ ds lkeus ge fgtkc igu dj gh lkeus vkrs gSaA dy rd rqe ,d xSj
enZ Fks ij vkt ls rqe gekjs csVs gksA yM+fd;ksa lc viuk fgtkc gVk nks---- vEehdkbruk dguk Fkk fd lcus vius psgjs ls /khjs
ls iM+k gqvk fgtkc gVk fn;kA
----vEeh ;g rks lc yM+fd;k¡ gSaA vkids ?kj esa dksbZ vkSj vkneh ugha gS D;k\
----esjk ,d gh csVk Fkk vkSj og Hkh [kqnk dks I;kjk gks x;kA mlds vCck rks igys gh [kqnk dks I;kjs gks x;s FksA csVk rqe
tjhuk dks igpkurs gks u----bl cspkjh us u fnu ns[kk u jkr cl rqEgkjh ns[kHkky es yxh jghA blus rqEgkjk cgqr [;ky j[kk
FkkA ;g jkf’kn dh csok gS vkSj mlds lkFk [kM+h gqbZ jkf’kn dh nwljh csok----vkQ’kk¡ gSA
----ueLdkj---- vkQ’kk¡ dh vksj ns[krs gq, eSaus mldk vfHkoknu fd;kA psgjs&eksgjs ls dksbZ lksyg lky dh yM+dh lh yx
jgh FkhA cgqr rh[ks u;u uD’k] xqykch vkHkk fy, xksjk psgjk] dn&dkBh ls Bhd&Bkd ysfdu psgjs ij nq[k ds ckny lkQ
>yd jgs FksA vkQ’kk¡ us esjh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡[ks Mky dj cM+s /khes Loj esa dgk---- lykeA
----csVk] ;g lyek gS bls jkf’kn viuh gol iwjh djus ds fy, bls xtuoh ls vxok dj ds ys vk;k FkkA fiNys ik¡p
eghus ls ;g esjh csVh cu dj ;gk¡ jg jgh gSA ;g i<+h fy[kh gS vkSj fglkc&fdrkc esa cgqr rst gSA ;gh vktdy ?kj vkSj
[ksrksa dk fglkc&fdrkc ns[krh gSA
lyek dk psgjk ns[k dj mls dksbZ Hkh [kq’k ugha dg ldrk FkkA ysfdu bl oä lyek dh cM+h&cM+h vk¡[kksa dks ns[k
dj ugha yxrk Fkk fd og nq[kh gSA esjh vksj ns[k dj eqLdqjkbZ rks vuk;kl gh esjs eq[k ls fudy x;k---- lyke&okys&dqeA
mlus Hkh cM+h utkdr ls >qd dj tokc fn;k---- okys dqe vLykeA
vEeh vius >ksad esa esjk ifjp; djkrh tk jgh FkhA ----bl ds lkFk [kM+h gqbZ yM+dh dk uke vk;’kk gSA jkf’kn dk blds
HkkbZ ds lkFk dqN >xM+k gqvk Fkk vkSj viuk cnyk ysus ds fy, bl cspkjh dks blds fudkg ds fnu vxok djok djds ;gk¡
yk dj iVd fn;k FkkA ;g cspkjh Hkh viuh vLer yqVok dj esjs ikl esjh csVh dh rjg jg jgh gSA
eSaus vk;’kk ls lyke fd;k vkSj vEeh dh vksj ns[k dj cksyk---- vEeh] tcvkidksekyweFkkrksjkf’kn dks vki yksx dHkh euk
ugh¡ djrs FksA
----csVk rqEgsa D;k crkÅ¡A esjs ‘kkSgj blh xe esa py cls fd mudk QtZUn xyr jkg ij py fn;k FkkA fiNys lkS lkyksa
ls gekjk ifjokj bl bykds ij jkt djrk Fkk ysfdu dHkh fdlh ds lkFk csbUlkQh ugha dh FkhA jkf’kn us gekjh bTtr feêh
esa feyk nh [kSj gksuh dks dkSu Vky ldrk gSA og dksus esa [kM+h esjh csVh ldhuk gSA ;gh rqEgsa ;gk¡ yk;h FkhA
ldhuk lcls vyx fn[k jgh FkhA yEch dn dkBh] cgqr rh[ks u;u&uD’k] psgjs ij xqykchiu] ns[kus esa cgqr lkSE;
ysfdu vk¡[kksa esa ‘kSrkuh ds HkkoA mldks xkSj ls ns[krs gq,---- eq>s ugha irk fd vkidk ,glku eSa dSls pqdkÅ¡xk ij eSa vkidk

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vkHkkjh gw¡ vkSj ges’kk jgw¡xkA FkSaDl] lykeA
vEeh us cksyuk tkjh j[kk---- ldhuk ckjgoha dh ijh{kk ugha ns ldhA jkf’kn us bls dkcqy tkus ds fy, euk dj fn;k
Fkk bl fy, bldh i<+kbZ NwV x;h gSA csVk vc ;g esjs lkFk dkjksckj esa gkFk caVkrh gSA
ldhuk us cM+s :[ks vUnkt esa tokc fn;k---- lykeA
----csVk ;g rhu cfPp;k¡---- #[klkj vkSj ‘khck ns[k dj esjs eq¡g ls fudy x;k---- gk¡A ysfdu vpkud Mjh lh fn[krh #[klkj
ls utj feyrs gh eSa le> x;k---- ;g ‘kk;n jkf’kn dh csfV;k¡ gSA esjh ckr lqu dj #[klkj vkSj ‘khck us pkSu dh lk¡l yh
vkSj esjs utjsa feyrs gh eqLdqjk nhaA
----gk¡] ;g cM+h #[klkj gS] mlls NksVh eg#fulk] bls ge ekgh ds uke ls cqykrs gS] vkSj lcls NksVh ‘khckA
----gSyks] l‚jh lykeA ,d lkFk rhuksa us eqLdqjk dj eq>s lyke fd;kA
----csVk vc bu lcdh ftEesnkjh rqEgkjs Åij gS---- dgrs gq, vEeh dh vk¡[ks Nyd x;hA mUgsa csclh dh gkyr esa ns[k
dj eSaus lkaRouk nsrs gq, dgk---- vEeh eSaus vkidks opu fn;k gS]eS mls iwjk d:¡xkA vki fuf’pUr jgsaA
----csVktc ls rkfycku dk jkt bl txg vk;k Fkk ge ;gk¡ ij vQhe dh [ksrh djrs gSA gj lky dh Qly dk lkSnk
djus ds fy, fgjkr ls ikfdLrkuh] bjkuh] i’krwu] vkfn lHkh lkSnkxj ;gk¡ dk pDdj yxkrs gSA gekjk bl lky dk lkSnk fgjkr
ds ,d ,gen cqjkZuh ls gqvk FkkA cl eky rS;kj iM+k gqvk gS vkSj fdlh fnu Hkh mldk y’dj ;gk¡ vk dj eky ys tk,xkA
----vEeh] ;g rks cgqr [krjs dk dke gSA eSaus lquk Fkk fd vejhdu QkSt rks oSls gh cqjh rjg ls ,sls gh yksxksa dks <w¡<
jgh gSA vki vHkh Hkh D;ksa bl dke dks dj jgha gS\
----csVk] vxj ge ;g dke u djsa rks rkfyckuh gesa ekj nsaxs vkSj vxj ge djrs gSa rks vejhdu QkStsa gekjs ihNs iM+
tkrh gSA bl txg vesfjdu QkSt dh idM+ detksj gS vkSj bl fy, ge dks ;g lc djuk iM+rk gSA tc ls jkf’kn us deku
laHkkyh Fkh rks vQhe ds dke dks mlus cgqr c<+k fy;k FkkA tc jkf’kn ds vCck Fks rc ge ;gk¡ ij fiLrk vkSj dktq dh [ksrh
fd;k djrs FksA vc rks ge gkykr ds gkFkksa etcwj gks x;s gSA
----vEeh vki fpUrk er dfj,A D;k fdlh jkst vki eq>s vius [ksr fn[kk;saxh rc eSa fu.kZ; yw¡xk fd gesa vc vkxs D;k
djuk pkfg,A
----gk¡ fcYdqyA rqEgsa ?kqM+lokjh vkrh gS D;k\ vEeh us ldhuk dh vksj eq[kkfrc gks dj dgk---- ldhuk rqe ohj dks ys tk
dj [ksr fn[kk nsukA vHkh ckgj xehZ gksxh FkksM+k fnu <yus ds ckn tkukA ohj] gekjs [ksr ij yxHkx rhl yksx] vkneh vkSj
vkSjr lesr] dke djrs gSaA
----vEeh] gosyh esa fdrus ukSdj gSa\
----csVk ;gk¡ ij pkj yksx gSaA cM+h ch] tksjkoj njcku dk dke ns[krk gS] djhe jlksbZ dks laHkkyrk gS vkSj lyheu
lkQ&lQkbZ dk dke ns[krh gSA ckdh dkeksa esa rks ge lHkh budkeksa es gkFk caVkrh gSA
----Bhd gS vEehA
----vEeh] vkius budks D;k uke fn;k gS\ ,dk,d tjhuk iwN cSBhA
----blesa D;k lkspuk bldk uke jkf’kn gh jgsxk----gk¡ ;g ;gk¡ rqEgkjk [kkfoUn cu dj jgsxk tjhukA
----ij vEeh] lkjs ?kj ds ukSdj vkSj [ksr ij dke djus okys yksx jkf’kn dks vPNh rjg ls igpkurs gSA vxj budks

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jkf’kn dgk rks tYnh ;g ckr ckgj QSy tk,xh fd ;g jkf’kn ugha gS vkSj fQj bejku vius xqxksaZ dks ys dj ;gk¡ /ked vk,xkA
cM+h ch Hkh gkeh Hkjrs gq, cksy iM+h---- tjhuk chch lgh dg jgh gSA
vEeh us eq>s ns[k dj dgk---- csVk rqe gh dqN lq>kvksA
----vEeh] tjhuk Bhd dg jgh gS fd irk ugha dkSu dc ;g dg ns fd eSa jkf’kn ugha gw¡A fQj gekjs ikl D;k tokc
gksxkA vEeh esjs [;ky ls vki esjk dksbZ Hkh bLykfed uke j[k nhft,A
----;gh Bhd jgsxk ijarq rqEgsa cM+k [;ky j[kuk iM+sxkA csVk rqe viuk uke vkfej j[k yksA esjs vCck dk uke vkfej
vYykgcD’k dqUnqt FkkA
eSaus gkeh Hkjrs gq, dgk---- ;gk¡ ij lc eq>s vkfej ds uke ls cqyk,¡xs ftl ls eq>s bl uke dh vknr gks tk,A
cM+h ch us chp esa ckr dkVh---- chch ,d vkSj dke gSA vc lc yksx vius&vius dejs esa pys tk,¡A lc yM+fd;k¡ tks
vc rd cM+s /;ku ls lkjh ckrphr lqu jgha Fkh vpkud bl u;s Qjeku dks lqu dj uk[kq’k gks x;ha ysfdu ,d drkj cuk
dj gky ds ckgj pyh x;haA
----chch] bldh lqUur dk D;k djuk gS\ vxj dHkh fdlh us ns[k fy;k rks dkfQj dg dj bls gh ugha ge lc dks
gykd dj nsaxsA
----gk¡ rqe Bhd dg jgh gks cM+h ch ysfdu ohj dh ethZ ds cxSj eSa dqN Hkh ugha djuk pkgw¡xhA blh ls iwN ysrs gSa----D;ksa
csVk\
----vEeh lqUur D;k pht gS\
----gekjs /keZ esa ;g t:jh gksrk gSA
----chch] vki jgus nksA vki tkvks eSa ohj ls ckr dj yw¡xhA cM+h ch dh ckr lqu dj vEeh us jkgr dh lk¡l yh vkSj
dejk NksM+ dj pyh x;hA
eSa cM+s /;ku ls cM+h ch dh vksj ns[kus yxk rHkh cM+h ch cksyh---- csVk] lqUur dk eryc gS fd rqEgkjs fyax ds mij p<+h
gqbZ [kky ds Vkads dks gVkukA
----vPNk ljdElhtu] gk¡ eq>s ekywe gSA Bhd gS] ;g dke dkSu djsxk\
----vHkh ugha ij ftl fnu Hkh ukbZ vk,xk ml fnu ;g dke djok nsaxs vxj rqEgsa dksbZ ,rjkt u gks rksA
----u eq>s dksbZ ,rjkt ugha gS cM+h chA tc vki lc dks viuk eku fy;k rks dSlk ,rjktA
----csVk] ,d ckr dgw¡ rks cqjk rks ugha ekuksxsA gekjs ;gk¡ enksaZ dks lkr fudkg dh btktr gS ysfdu ,d vkneh viuh
fdlh Hkh vkSjr ds lkFk ukbUlkQh u gksus nsrkA cspkjh bu lc dk D;k gksxk\ budh Hkh viuh bPNk,a gS ftUgsa rqe dks iwjk
djuk gSA cspkjh tjhuk dks NksM+ dj fdlh dh mej Hkh chl ls mij ugha gSA rqe le> ldrs gks fd bl mez esa ,d ckj vkneh
dk lalxZ çkIr gks tk, rks bu cspkfj;ksa dk D;k gky gksxkA chch rks ;g ckr ugha dj ldrh bl fy, eSa crk jgh gw¡A rqEgkjs
ikl tks gfFk;kj gS mldks BaMk djus fy, rks bruh Hkh de gSA dy jkr ds ckn ls tjhuk ds psgjs ij fdruh jkSud vk x;h
gSA
cM+h ch dh ckr dks lqu dj eq>s ‘keZ vk jgh FkhA eSa >sairk gqvk cksy iM+k---- cM+h ch] eSa le> jgk gw¡A ysfdu esjk ,d
mlwy gS fd eSa fdlh ds lkFk dksbZ tcjnLrh ugha d:¡xkA jgh ckr tjhuk dh]mldks eSus viuh choh eku fy;k gSA og jkf’kn

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dh choh gS vkSj vxj eSa jkf’kn gw¡ rks og esjh choh gSA
----;gh rks eSa dg jgh gw¡ csVkA jkf’kn dh lc ftEesnkfj;k¡ vc ls rqEgkjh gSaA
----eq>s yxrk gS fd vxj bu lc dks eq>s laHkkyuk iM+k rks cgqr tYnh gh eq>s pkjikbZ idM+uh iM+sxhA esjh gkyr ij
cM+h ch g¡lrs gq, cksyh---- bl dh rqe fcYdqy fQØ u djukA ;gk¡ ds enksaZ dk ;gh dkuwu gS fd gj lky ?kj es btkQk gksuk
pkfg,A
----cM+h ch] eq>s rqEgkjh gj dke esa enn pkfg,A vEeh ls eSa gj dqN pht ugha iwN ldrkA
----csVk tc eSa ;gk¡ vk;h Fkh rks rsjg lky dh FkhA jkf’kn ds vCck us eq>s cgqr I;kj ls j[kk vkSj chch us eq>s vkik dk
ntkZ fn;kA vc rks mej gks x;h bl ?kj esa----dkSu D;k djrk gS vkSj D;k [kkrk gSA eq> ls dqN Hkh fNik ugha gSA
----cM+h ch D;k bu lc ds vykok vkSj Hkh dksbZ yM+dh gSA lyheu----
----vjs csVk og rks esjh mez dh gSA dgha mldks Hkh rks BaMk djus dh ugha lksp jgs gks\ cM+h ch dh ckr lqu dj eq>s
g¡lh vk x;h---- cM+h ch vki Hkh uA ugha eSa rks ,sls gh iwN jgk FkkA
----vPNk rks rqe dgha mlds ckjs esa rks ugh¡ iwN jgs gks\ ,d ckj fQj ls >sairs gq, iwN cSBk---- fdlds ckjs esa\
----mlh ds ckjs esaA csVk vHkh rks crk;k Fkk fd bl ?kj esa tks Hkh gksrk gS eq>s lc dk irk gSA
----cM+h ch xyrh gks x;hA vkxs ls ugha gksxhA dkSu Fkh og\
----csVk ;g ml ij NksM+ nksA og crkuk pkgsxh rks vius vki crk nsxh ij eq>s rqe ij ukt gS tks dy jkr rqeus fd;kA
rqe cgqr vPNs balku gks [kqnk rqe ij viuh utjsa bZuk;r djsaA vPNk pyks rqEgkjk dejk fn[kk nw¡A
----gk¡ pfy, eSa dqN nsj vkjke djuk pkgrk gw¡A
irk ugh fdrus fnu ls uhps rg[kkus esa iM+k gqvk FkkA [kqyh gok esa lk¡l vkSj lwjt dh jkS’kuh ns[kus ds fy, rjl x;k
FkkA ml rg[kkus ds mel Hkjs okrkoj.k ls ckgj vk dj vkt cgqr vPNk yx jgk FkkA eSa vkSj cM+h ch gky ds ckgj fudy
dj yEch lh ,d xSyjh dks ikj djds ,d dejs ds lkeus vkdj #d x;sA cM+h ch njokts dks Bsy dj vanj pyh x;h vkSj
muds ihNs eSa Hkh ml dejs esa ?kql x;kA dejs dh ltkoV ns[k dj esjh vk¡[ks pqaf/k;k x;h FkhA dkQh cM+k dejk Fkk vkSj ,d
vksj iM+k gqvk fdaxlkbt csM vkSj vklikl cs’kdherh phtksa dh ltkoV] iwjh tehu ij fcNk gqvk xísnkj dkyhu dejs dh
‘kksHkk c<+k jgk FksA
----cM+h ch ;g fdldk dejk gS\
----csVk ;g dejk jkf’kn dk gqvk djrk Fkk vc ls rqEgkjk gSA csgn [kwclwjr dejk gS---- dgrs gq, eSa f[kM+dh ds ikl tk
dj [kM+k gks x;kA ckgj dk eatj cgqr vkd”kZd yx jgk FkkA dqN gh nwj ij Å¡psa igkM+ vkSj mudh rygVh ij pkjksa vksj QSyh
gfj;kyh vk¡[kksa BaMd ns jgh FkhA lwjt dh fdj.ksa igkM+ksa dh cQhZyh pksfV;ksa ij iM+ dj ,d vthc jax dk bUæ/kuq”kksa dk tky
lk cqu jgh FkhA
rHkh cM+h ch us pyus dk dgk---- csVk eSa pyrh gw¡ rqe vkjke djksA
----cM+h ch vkidk cgqr ‘kqfØ;kA vEeh dk dejk dgk¡ gS\ cM+h ch esjs ç’u dk tokc Vkyrh gqbZ cksyh---- fQj dHkh ys
pyw¡xh ysfdu vc pyrh gw¡A dgrs gq, dejs ds ckgj fudy x;hA
eSa /khes dneksa ls pyrs gq, xísnkj fcLrj ij tk dj ysV x;kA brus fnuksa ls rg[kkus ds va/ksjs vkSj ?kqVu esa jgus ds

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ckn [kqys okrkoj.k esa lkQ xísnkj fcLrj ij ysVrs gh uhan dk >ksadk vk x;kA vpkud ,d [kudrh gqbZ vkokt esjs dku esa
iM+h ftldks lqu dj mB dj cSB x;kA lkeus gkFk esa Vªs fy, ,d lqanj glhu yM+dh [kM+h fn[kkbZ nh---- vkvks bl dks ;gk¡
j[k nks cgqr rst Hkw[k yx jgh gSA ekQ djuk brus yksxksa ls ifjp; djk;k Fkk fd eSa rqEgkjk uke Hkwy x;kA gk¡ bruk ;kn
vo’; gS fd rqe jkf’kn dh NksVh choh gksA D;k uke crk;k Fkk vk;’kk\
og yM+dh esjs fudV vk dj gkFk esa yh gqbZ Vªs dks fcLrj ij j[k dj cksyh---- esjk uke vkQ’kk¡ gSA vki us Bhd dgk
fd eSa jkf’kn dh nwljh choh gw¡A vki uk’rk ‘kq# dhft,A
vkQ’kk¡ esjs fudV [kM+h gks x;hA bl oä og ‘kyokj vkSj dqrsZ esa FkhA lqcg ds oä lc cqdkZ vks<+s [kM+h gqbZ Fkh rks
muds psgjs ls mudh mez dk fglkc yxkuk eqf’dy FkkA bl oä vkQ+‘kk¡ dk lk¡ps esa <yk xnjk;k gqvk cnu lkQ fn[kkbZ ns
jgk FkkA eq>s jg&jg dj jkf’kn dh fdLer ds mij j’d vk jgk FkkA vkf[kj gqLu ds cktkj ls ,d ls c<+ dj ,d ghjk mlds
gje dh ‘kksHkk c<+k jgs FksA ftl oä esjh fuxkgsa vkQ’kk¡ ds ftLe dk eqvk;uk dj jgha Fkh mlh oä mldh rst fuxkgsa esjh
fuxkgksa dk ihNk dj jgh Fkh vkSj ftldh otg ls ‘keZ ls mlds xky yky gksus yxs FksA tSls gh gekjh utj feyh mlus >sai
dj viuh fuxkgsa uhps dj yhA mldh vksj ns[krs gq, cksyk---- D;k rqe flQZ eq>s [kkrs gq, ns[kksxh\ rqe D;ksa ugha esjs lkFk uk’rk
djrhA
cspkjh vkQ’kk¡ vius iats ls dkyhu dqjsnrs gq, f>>drs gq, cksyh---- ugha ge dj pqdsA vki ‘kq# dhft,A ikl gh NqbZeqbZ
lh [kM+h vkQ’kk¡ dk gkFk eSaus viusiu ls dl dj idM+k vkSj viuh vksj [khap dj vius ikl fcLrj ij fcBkrs gq, dgk----
igys vkiA esjh bl gjdr ls cspkjh flgj x;h vkSj ‘keZ ls fldqM+rs gq, cksyh---- eSa tkrh gw¡A vki uk’rk dhth,A ,slk dg
dj mBus yxhA eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls mldks tcjnLrh idM+ dj fcBkrs gq, dgk---- gk¡] eq>s Hkw[k rks yxh gS vxj vki esjk lkFk
nsa rks eSa uk’rk ‘kq# d:¡A vkf[kj bl dejs ls vki iwjh rjg okfdQ gksaxh] ckFk---- l‚jh---- xqly[kkuk fd/kj gS\ tjk gkFk eq¡g
/kksuk gSA
vkQ’kk¡ us b’kkjs ls ,d njoktk fn[kkrs gq, dgk---- ogk¡ gSA mldks dgha u tkus dh fgnk;r ns dj eSa ckFk:e esa pyk
x;kA vius gkFk&eq¡g /kksdj ckgj vk;k rks ns[kk vkQ’kk¡ fldqM+h lh ogha cSBh gqbZ FkhA eSa viuk psgjk iksaNrk gqvk ckFk:e ls
ckgj fudyk mldh vksj ncs ik¡oksa ls mldh vksj c<+kA mlds fudV vk dj mldk psgjk vius gkFkksa esa ys dj mBk;k vkSj
mldh vk¡[kksa esa ns[krs gq, dgk---- rqe cgqr lqanj gks vkSj csotg esjs ls Mj jgh gksA vxj dqN [kkuk u pkgks rks tcjnLrh ugha
d:¡xk ijarq ge ,d nwljs ds lkFk ckr rks dj ldrs gSaA
vkQ’kk¡ us xjnu fgyk dj gkeh Hkjh---- gw¡A
Hkw[k ls csgky gks dj eSa vius lkeus j[ks gq, uk’rs ij VwV iM+k vkSj uk’rk djrs gq, dgk---- vkQ’kk¡] rqEgkjk ?kj dgk¡
gS\
----og eq>s pkFky ls yk;s FksA

FkksM+k vkSj tkuus dh pkg esa eSaus iwNk---- ;g dgk¡ ij gS\ D;ksa rqEgkjk fudkg ugha gqvk Fkk D;k\
esjs loky dks lqu dj vkQ’kk¡ us ,d ckj utj mBk dj esjh vk¡[kksa esa >k¡dk fQj cksy iM+h---- esjk fudkg rks gqvk FkkA
esjs vCck jkf’kn dk m/kkj okfil ugha dj lds Fks rks esjs vCck us esjk gkFk jkf’kn ds gkFk esa ns dj viuk lkjk dtkZ ekQ djk
fy;k FkkA jkf’kn us esjs lkFk ogha dkth cqyok dj fudkg i<+ok fy;k FkkA
----deky gS fd vkt ds oä ,slk Hkh gksrk gSA vkQ’kk¡] ;g pkFky dgk¡ ij gS vkSj ;gk¡ ls fdruh nwj gS\
----esjk ?kj rtkfdLrku ds ckMZj ij gS ;gk¡ ls yxHkx ik¡p fnu dk ?kksM+s ls lQjA

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uk’rk djus ds ckn dgok ihrk gq, esjs eq[k ls fudyk---- rqEgkjk ogk¡ ij vc dkSu gS\
----lHkh gS] vCck] vEeh] rhu HkkbZ vkSj eq>s NksM+ dj pkj cgusaA bruk dgrs gq, vkQ’kk¡ dh vk¡[ksa Hkj vk;haA esjh utjksa
ls mldk nq[k ugha fNi ldk Fkk---- vkQ’kk¡ rqe esjk ,d dke djksxhA
viuh cM+h&cM+h vk¡[ks mBk dj cksyh---- gk¡ vki esjs ljrkt gSA cksfy, D;k djuk gS\
----lqcg tks yksx rqEgkjs lkFk [kM+s gq, Fks mu lc yksxksa dks cqyk dj b/kj ys vkvksA eq>s mu yksxksa ls dqN t:jh ckr
djuh gSA esjh ckr lqu dj vkQ’kk¡ dgrs gq, njokts dh vksj eqM+ x;h---- ----vHkh tk dj cqyk ykrh gw¡A rst dneksa ls pyrh
gqbZ og ckgj fudy x;hA tc rd lc vkrs eSaus vius eu gh eu esa ,d fu’p; dj fy;k FkkA dqN nsj ckn ,d ckj fQj ls
ogh >qUM esjs dejs esa ços’k fd;kA mudh vksj ns[krs gq, eSaus dgk---- lc vk x;s\
vkQ’kk¡ us flj fgykrs gq, dgk---- gk¡ lc gS ;gk¡ ij flok; vEeh vkSj cM+h ch dsA D;k mUgsa Hkh cqyk dj ykÅ¡\ ----ugha-
--- dgrs gq, ,d ckj lc ij utj MkyhA vc dksbZ Hkh cqdsZ es ugha FkkA lHkh vQ+xkuh ‘kyokj vkSj dqrsZ igus gqbZ Fkh ysfdu
ldhuk vHkh Hkh vius Hkís less yckns dks vks<+s gq, FkhA
----bUgha yksxksa dks eSaus cqyok;k FkkA lcdh vksj eq[kkfrc gks dj eSaus dgk---- eq>s vkidks ,sls cqykuk iM+k D;ksafd ,d [kkl
dke FkkA eq>s mEehn gS fd vki lc esjh iwjh rjg ls enn djsaxsA Iyht] vki yksx cSB tk,¡A esjh ckr lqu dj lc yksx ft/kj
txg fn[kh ogha cSB x;sA
----tks eSa vc vki ls dg jgk gw¡ cgqr t:jh gS fd vki yksx ,d ckj BaMs fny ls ml ij fopkj djsaA vki lc yksx
fdlh u fdlh etcwjh ds dkj.k ;gk¡ yk;h x;ha gSA vxj fudkg Hkh ugha i<+k x;k gS rks fQj Hkh vki yksx bl dejs ls Hkyh
Hkk¡fr ifjfpr gSA vkt eSa bl ?kj ds ekfyd gksus dh gSfl;r ls vki yksxksa dks iwjh NwV nsrk gw¡ fd vxj dksbZ okfil vius ?kj
tkuk pkgs eSa mldh iwjh enn d:¡xkA pkgs og vius ifjokj ds ikl tkuk pkgs ;k vius iqjkus çseh ds ikl] eSa oknk djrk gw¡
fd eSa mldh iwjh enn d:¡xkA vki lksp ysa vkSj eq>s crk nsaA
nwljh ckr eSa jkf’kn ugha gw¡ fd eSa tksj tcjnLrh ls vkidks gkfly d:¡xk ;g esjh fQrjr esa ugh¡ gSA tc rd vki
;gk¡ gS vki iwjh rjg ls lqjf{kr gS vkSj tSls fd vEeh us dgk Fkk fd og vki lc dks viuh csVh dh rjg ekurh gS vkSj muds
dgs vuqlkj vki tc rd pkgsa csVh dh rjg ;gk¡ jg ldrh gSA
esjh ckr lqu dj ldhuk red dj cksyh---- eq>s D;ksa cqyok;k Fkk eSa dgk¡ tkÅ¡xh ;g esjk ?kj gSA
----eSaus rqEgsa fdlh vkSj dke ls cqyok;k FkkA rqe dkcqy tk jgh gks viuh i<+kbZ iwjh djus ds fy,A bl fy, viuh rS;kjh
‘kq# djksA ,d ckj fQj ls flj fgykrs gq, ldhuk cksy iM+h---- eq>s dgha ugha tkuk gSA vc eSa i<+uk ugha pkgrhA
rHkh tjhuk us chp esa mldh ckr dkVh---- lDdw ch vxj vkidks budh ckr ls ukbÙksQkdh gS rks ckn esa buls ckr
dhft,xkA vkidks NksM+ dj ;g lHkh ds fy, ,d xgjk elyk gSA
----tjhuk rqe cfPp;ksa dks buds dejs esa Hkst nksA budk ;gk¡ ij dksbZ dke ugha gSA
esjh ckr lqu dj tjhuk cfPp;ksa dks ys dj dejs ls ckgj pyh x;hA ,d ckj fQj ls cksyuk ‘kq: fd;k---- eSaus vHkh
dqN nsj igys vkQ’kk¡ ls ckr dh rks eq>s yxk fd lHkh fdlh u fdlh etcwjh dh otg ls ;gk¡ ij jg jgs gSaA vki lc dks
iwjh NwV gS fd tks tSlk pkgs og djsA eSa fganw gw¡ vki lc yksx eqlyeku gSA eSa fcYdqy ugha pkgw¡xk fd vki yksxksa esa fdlh Hkh
çdkj dh Xykfu gks esjs lkFk jg djA esjs fy, ‘kjhj dk feyu nks fnyksa dk feyu gSA eSa lHkh /keksaZ dh bTtr djrk gw¡ ysfdu
tks dqN Hkh vkt rd vkids lkFk gqvk gS ;gk¡ ij vc ugha gksxkA eSa vkidks opu nsrk gw¡ fd vkt ls vki viuh ethZ dh
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rHkh vk;’kk tks pqipki vc rd pqipki lqu jgh Fkh og cksy iM+h---- vxj vki btktr nsa rks ,d ckr dgw¡ vius ckjs
esaA eq>s jkf’kn lkfgc ‘ks[k tyky ls vxok djok ds yk;s FksA D;k eSa vkt okfil tk ldrh gw¡\ eSa tkurh gw¡ fd dHkh ugha
D;ksafd esjs ?kj ds yksx Hkh eq>s dHkh Hkh ugha viuk,axsA vxj eSa ;gk¡ ls tkrh gw¡ rks Hkh ;k rks jkoyfiUMh ;k ykgkSj ds fdlh
dksBs ij igq¡p tkÅ¡xh ;k fQj fdlh vkSj dehus dh j[kSy cu dj thuk iM+sxkA rks fQj ;gk¡ jgus esa D;k cqjkbZ gSA flQZ ;gh
u ;gk¡ ij ,d dkfQj dh j[kSy cu dj jguk iM+sxkA bl ckr dh D;k xkjaVh gS fd dy dks eq>s fdlh bZlkbZ ds gkFk esa dksbZ
ugh csp nsxkA ;g gekjh cnfdLerh gS tks fd viuk ?kj NksM+ dj ;gk¡ vkuk iM+kA ysfdu vc esjh fgEer ugha gS fd u;s fljs
ls viuh ftanxh ‘kq# d:¡A eq>s vkidh j[kSy cuuk eatwj gSA
vk;’kk] rqe fpUrk er djksA dksbZ Hkh rqEgsa esjh j[kSy cuus ds fy, etcwj ugha djsxkA rqe ;gk¡ ij iwjh rjg lqjf{kr gks
vkSj eSa fdlh dks Hkh j[kSy cukus ds gd esa ugha gw¡A vpkud lyek us viuk QSlyk lquk fn;k---- eq>s dqN le; pkfg, vkidks
viuk tokc nsus ds fy,A
----rks Bhd gSA vkQ’kk¡ rqe Hkh lksp yksA tjhuk ;g loky rqEgkjs ls ugha iwNw¡xkA exj tjhuk cksy mBh---- fQj Hkh crk
nsrh gw¡---- tgk¡ rqe] ogk¡ eSaA
mu lc ij utj Mkyrs gq, dgk---- eSaus cl blh ckr ds fy, cqyk;k FkkA ftl fdlh dks dqN Hkh t:jr gks og esjs
ikl csfgpd vk tk,A esjh ckr lekIr gksus ij lc yksx ckgj tkus yxsA tjhuk dh utj vkQ’kk¡ ij vk dj #d x;h D;ksafd
og dqN dguk pkg jgh FkhA tjhuk eqM+ dj okfil vk;h vkSj cksyh---- D;ksa vkQ’kk¡ rqe dqN dguk pkg jgh gks\
vkQ’kk¡ us f>>drs gq, tjhuk ls dgk---- ckth eSa buls dqN iwNuk pkgrh gw¡A
tjhuk us flj fgykrs gq, dgk---- gk¡A fcYdqy iwN yksA
----vHkh ugha ij vdsys esaA vkQ’kk¡ utjsa >qdk dj [kM+h gks x;hA mldh ckr lqu dj tjhuk fcuk dqN cksys eq>dks vkSj
vkQ’kk¡ dks dejs esa NksM+ dj pqipki ckgj pyh x;hA

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lkjs yksxksa ds pys tkus ds ckn eSa vkSj vkQ’kk¡ dejs esa jg x;s FksA mldh gkyr ns[k dj eSaus njokts dks fHkM+k dj vanj ls
can dj fn;k vkSj vkQ’kk¡ dh vksj c<+k---- gk¡ vkQ’kk¡ vc ;gk¡ dksbZ ugha gSA cksyks D;k iwNuk gS\
cspkjh tehu esa fuxkgsa xM+k;s fdlh d’ed’k esa pqujh dks viuh m¡xfy;ksa yisVrh vkSj dHkh [kksyrh gqbZ [kM+h jghA fQj
dqN lksp dj vkQ’kk¡ vk¡[ksa >qdk, cksyh---- vxj dksbZ vki ds lkFk jguk pkgs rks mls D;k djuk iM+sxk\
mlds eklwe loky ij eq>s tksj dh g¡lh vk x;hA igys rks tksj ls g¡lk fQj mldks vius lhus ls yxk fy;k---- ixyh
tks Hkh esjs lkFk jguk pkgrk gS og rks jg gh jgk gSA eSa fdlh dks Hkh tkus dks ugha dg jgk gw¡A gk¡ ;g lp gS fd eSa fdlh dks
Hkh tcjnLrh ;gk¡ ij jksduk ugha pkgrk blfy, rks mUgsa vktkn dj jgk gw¡A
vkQ’kk¡ fgpfdpkrh gqbZ cksyh---- esjk eryc dqN vkSj FkkA
eq>s vkQ’kk¡ dh eklwfe;r ij I;kj vkus yxk Fkk] vkf[kj vHkh mldh mez gh D;k FkhA vEeh us crk;k Fkk fd fdl
gkykr esa jkf’kn us mlds lkFk fudkg fd;k FkkA eSaus mls ck¡gksa esa tdM+ fy;k vkSj cksyk---- esjh I;kjh xqMf;k dk fQj D;k
eryc Fkk\
vkQ’kk¡ esjh gjdr ls ‘kekZ x;h vkSj >sairh gqbZ nch vkokt esa dgk---- dksbZ vkils I;kj djuk pkgs rks----A
ml cspkjh us vius fny dk gky esjs lkeus [kksy dj j[k fn;k FkkA mldh d’ed’k vc esjs le> esa vk x;h FkhA cM+h
lathnxh ds lkFk mlds ç’u ds mÙkj esa dgk---- vkQ’kk¡ ;g rks cM+k dfBu loky gSA esjh ckr dks lqu dj ,d ckj mlus esjh
vksj gSjkuh Hkjh utjksa ls ns[kkA esjs ls vk¡[ksa feyrs gh mlus ,d ckj fQj ls utjsa >qdk yhA
----vPNk lkspus nksA gk¡ ysfdu bl dke ds fy, mls---- bl ls igys og dqN le> ikrh eSaus vkQ’kk¡ dks viuh xksnh
esa mBk dj fcLrj dh vksj py fn;kA
----ughaA vkQ’kk¡ esjh xksnh esa epy x;h vkSj mrjus dh dksf’k’k djus yxhA ‘kk;n mlds eklwe fny esa u tkus D;k py
jgk FkkA eq>s rks cM+h ch us igys ls gh lc dqN crk fn;k FkkA eSa iwN cSBk---- D;ksa ughaA D;k rqe esjs lkFk I;kj ugha djuk
pkgrhA eSaus dgrs gq, vkQ’kk¡ dks lkeus yxs gq, lqlfTtr fcLrj ij fyVk fn;kA ‘kekZ dj vkQ’kk¡ mBrh gqbZ cksyh---- ,slh
ckr ugha gS ysfdu vHkh ughaA
eSaus mls ,d ckj fQj ls tcjnLrh fyVk fn;k vkSj mlds ftLe ij Nkrs gq, dgk---- rks dc\ I;kj dk dksbZ le; ugh
gksrkA esjs lhus viuk psgjk fNikrs gq, vkQ’kk¡ cksyh---- esjs ljrktA blls igys vkQ’kk¡ dqN vkSj cksys eSaus mlds gksaBksa ij vius
gksaBksa dh eksgj yxk dj mudk jliku vkjaHk dj fn;kA lksygosa ;kSou dh ngyht ikj djds vkQ’kk¡ ds ftLe dk gj dVko
xgjk gksrk tk jgk gSA mlds uktqd ftLe dk vkHkkl eq>s rHkh gks x;k Fkk tc mls eSaus viuh xksnh esa mBk;k FkkA vc esjs
uhps nch gqbZ vkQ’kk¡ ds lhus dh igkMf;ksa dh uksd rhj dh rjg esjs lhus esa xM+ jgh FkhA Hkjs gq, mUur o{k esjs Hkkj ls fils
tk jgs Fks vkSj uhps esjk rUuk;k gqvk fyax mldh <dh gqbZ ;ksfu ij ckj&ckj okj dj jgk FkkA tSls gh mlds gksaBksa dks NksM+

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dj eSa uhps dh vksj c<+k vkQ’kk¡ ds eq¡g ls ,d flLdkjh fudy x;h---- mbZ ek¡A
vc vkQ’kk¡ dk u’kk esjs flj ij p<+ dj cksyus yxk FkkA ----D;k eSa viuh eksgCcr dks fcuk diM+s ds ns[k ldrk gw¡A
og ‘kekZ dj esjs lhus esa eq¡g fNikrh gqbZ cksyh---- vHkh cgqr jkS’kuh gSA eSaus fxM+fxM+krs gq, Loj esa dgk---- rHkh rks rqEgsa ns[k ikÅ¡xkA
mldh pqujh dks mlds ru ls vyx djrs gq, dgk---- Iyht bUgsa vius ftLe ls gVk nksA esjh ;kpuk lqu dj vkQ’kk¡ /khjs ls
fcLrj ls mrj dj ckFk:e dh vksj tkus ds fy;s c<+hA eSaus chp esa mls vkokt nh---- rqe esjs lkeus diM+s mrkjksA eSa rqEgkjs ,d
,d vax dks th Hkj ds ns[kuk pkgrk gw¡A bruk lqurs gh vkQ’kk¡ ds dne pyrs gq, fBBd dj #d x;s vkSj cM+h vnk ls eqM+
dj ogha [kM+h gks x;h---- esjs ljrkt eq>s #lok¡ ugha djukA
bruk dgrs gq, vkQ’kk¡ us viuh dej ij ca/kk gqvk ukM+k <hyk dj ds viuh ‘kyokj uhps ljdk nhA mldh xksjh fpduh
fiaMfy;k¡ esjh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus mtkxj gks x;haA eSa pqipki viuh txg ij cSB dj vius gfFk;kj dks lgykus yxkA vc vkQ’kk¡
us vius dqrsZ ds gqd [kksy dj mls vius ‘kjhj ls /khjs ls vyx fd;k vkSj /khes dneksa ls esjh vksj c<+us yxhA eSa mldh csckdh
ij gSjku FkkA vHkh dqN le; igys rd og NqbZeqbZ dh rjg ‘kekZ jgh Fkh vkSj vc viuh lkjh ykt ‘keZ R;kx dj esjs lkeus
uXu [kM+h gqbZ FkhA ;g Hkh lp gS fd eSaus vkt rd ,sls tok¡ gqLu dh flQZ dYiuk gh dh Fkh ij vkt esjs lkeus ,d laxejej
dh ewrhZ vius ;kSou dh ckfj’k djus ds fy, c<+rh gqbZ fn[k jgh FkhA ukjaxh tSls csnkx xksjs Lru vkSj mu ij xgjs xqykch jax
ds fuIiy] cy [kkrh gqbZ iryh dej vkSj xksykbZ ysrs gq, Hkjs gq, furac] dkys ?kqa?kjkys ckyksa ls <dk gqvk dfVçns’k] lc dqN
eq>s ,d lius tSlk yx jgk FkkA eSa fcLrj ls mrj dj mldh vksj c<+k vkSj mlds ca/ks gq, ckyksa dks [kksy fn;k] bd ygj
dh rjg mlds cky fxj dj dej ij vk dj #d x;sA vc esjs fy;s #duk ukeqefdu FkkA
,d gh iy esa mls viuh ck¡gksa esa Hkj dj fcLrj ij fpÙk fyVk fn;k vkSj dgk---- vkt rqEgkjs ,d&,d vax ij vius
gksaBksa ds fu’kku cuk nw¡xkA bruk dgrs gq, eSaus vius ‘kjhj ij iM+s gq, diM+ks ds cks> dks gYdk djus esa tqV x;kA
dqN gh iy esa nks uXu ftLe fcLrj ds mij ,d nwljs ds lkFk xqaFk x;s FksA vkQ’kk¡ dks uhps fyVk dj mlds fFkjdrs
gksBksa dks vius gksBksa ds dCts esa ysdj eSaus yxkrkj pweuk vkjaHk fd;kA nksuksa vuko`r mUur igkMf;ksa lkeus ik dj] esjs gkFk Hkh
vius dk;Z esa yx x;sA dHkh xqykch pksfV;ksa ij m¡xfy;k¡ fQjkrk vkSj dHkh nks m¡xfy;ksa esa fuIiyksa dks Q¡lk dj [khaprk] dHkh
igkMf;ksa dks viuh gFksfy;ksa esa Nqik ysrk vkSj dHkh mUgsa tksj ls eld nsrkA m/kj vk¡[ks eqnsa gq, vkQ’kk¡ dk psgjk mÙkstuk ls
yky gksrk pyk tk jgk FkkA vius uhps mlds epyrs gq, ftLe dks eglwl djrs gq,---- tkuseu] rqEgkjs gqLu dh vkx us eq>s
tyk dj j[k fn;k gSA
rHkh mlds eq[k ls vkokt fudyh---- gqa-----mbZ----esjs—-l-----j-rk-t—-U----gbZ----vkg!
vkQ’kk¡ dk mÙkstuk ls tyrk gqvk uXu ftLe esjh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus okluk dh vkx cq>kus ds fy, rM+i jgk FkkA esjh
m¡xfy;ksa us uhps ljd dj tqM+h gqbZ ckyksa ls <dh gqbZ larjs dh Qk¡dksa dks vyx djrh gqbZ vdM+h gqbZ ?kqUMh ij tSls gh Bksdj
ekjh rks mlds eq[k ls yEch lhRdkj fudyh---- mbZ—- ek¡----- mQ-m-m—- UgbZ----vkg-----ughaA vc esjh maxyh [kwu ls yckyc Hkjh
gqbZ ?kqUMh ij jxM+uk ‘kq: fd;kA vkQ’kk¡ dh vkuan ls Hkjh flldkfj;k¡ c<+rh x;hA vkQ’kk¡ ds fupys gksaB dks pwlrs vkSj /khjs
ls dkVrs gq, mlds dku ij QqlQqlk;k---- vkQ’kk¡ D;k gqvk----dSlk yx jgk gS\
,d ckj fQj ‘keZ ls v/kejh gqbZ vkQ’kk¡ ds eq[k ls fudyk---- gwa----Bhd gw¡A
,d ckj fQj ls dHkh tqcku ls Qwys gq, fuIiy dks NsM+ fn;k vkSj dHkh iwjh igkM+h dks fuxyus dh dksf’k’k djus esa yx
x;kA vkQ’kk¡ mBrs gq, vius nksuksa gkFkksa ls esjs gkFk dks idM+us dh dksf’k’k djus yxh ij eSaus vius uhps iM+s gq, uXu ftLe
dks vius ‘kjhj ls iwjh rjg <d fn;k FkkA vius rUuk;sa gq, gfFk;kj dks viuh eqB~Bh esa ysdj /khjs ls ,d&nks ckj fgyk;k vkSj
fQj vkQ’kk¡ ds ;ksfueq[k dks VVksyrs gq, ml ij fVdk fn;kA yksgs lh xeZ jkM dk ,glkl gksrs gh vkQ’kk¡ ds eq[k ls ,d
xgjh flldkjh fudy x;hA cM+s I;kj ls mldh larjs dh Qk¡dksa dks [kksy dj vdM+h gqbZ ?kqUMh ij eSaus vius QuQukrs gq,
vtxj ls jxM+us yxk vkSj fQj /khjs&/khjs jxM+kbZ dh yEckbZ c<+krk x;kA vk¡[ksa ewnsa vkQ’kk¡ esjs fyax dh gj gjdr dks eglwl

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djrh gqbZ okluk dh vkx esa cy [kkrh tk jgh FkhA esjh xeZ lyk[k flj mBkrh ?kqUMh dks nckrs gq, ljdrs gq, ;ksfuNsn ds
vklikl eaMjk jgh Fkh vkSj vkQ’kk¡ ds vanj rd gypy epk x;h Fkh---- m-mbZ----m---- mQ-----l----j----rkt----mQvkg-----eA
vc dh ckj eSaus viuh tqcku ls vkQ’kk¡ ds gksaBksa dks [kksy dj mlds xys dh xgjkbZ ukius esa yx x;kA uhps mldh
?kqUMh ds mij esjs fyaxnso dk f?klko vanj rd vkQ’kk¡ dks fopfyr djus esa yx x;k FkkA vc eq>ls ugh #dk tk jgk FkkA
vius rUuk;s gq, fyaxnso dks vkQ’kk¡ ds ;ksfuNsn ds eq[k ij j[k dj eSaus mls vanj Mkyus dk ç;kl fd;kA m/kj mÙkstuk esa
rM+irh vkQ’kk¡ ds psgjs vkSj gksaBksa ij vius gksaBksa vkSj tqcku ls Hk¡ojsa dh Hkk¡fr ckj&ckj pksV ekjus esa yx x;kA
blh mBkiVd esa vkQ’kk¡ dh ;ksfu >j>jkdj cgus yxh---- m-mbZ—-ek¡—UgbZ----vkg—g—g----A ,d yEch lh flldkjh ys
dj vkQ’kk¡ fu<ky gks dj fcLrj ij iM+ x;h FkhA vc rd esjh cspkSuh c<+ x;h FkhA /khjs ls mlds mij ls gVrs gq, eSaus dgk-
--- vkQ’kk¡A ysfdu vkQ’kk¡ rks tSls fdlh vkSj tgk¡ esa FkhA og rks vkleku esa mM+ jgh FkhA dksbZ tokc u feyus ij eSaus mls
idM+ dj fgyk;k rc og okfil gks’k esa vk;h vkSj cksyh---- gk¡----;A mldh vkokt lqu dj eSaus mls vius lhus ls yxk fy;k--
-- esjh xqMf;k rqe Bhd rks gks\ D;k gqvk\ vkQ’kk¡ us /khjs ls viuh vk¡[ks [kksyh vkSj fQj iydsa >idk dj cksyh---- lc Bhd gS
esjs ljrktA ij ,slk eSaus igys dHkh eglwl ugha fd;k FkkA vkt rd jkf’kn eq>s ,d f[kykSus dh rjg bLrseky dj ds ,d
rjQ Qsad nsrk Fkk ij vkt rks vYykg---- u tkus eq>s D;k gks x;kA

vkQ’kk¡ ds fupys gksaB dks pwlrs vkSj /khjs ls dkVrs gq,---- vkQ’kk¡ ;g rks vkxkt Fkk vc vkxs ns[kks gksrk gS D;kA eSa
mlds uXu ftLe ds mij gkoh gks x;kA vius rUuk;sa gq, fyax dks eqB~Bh esa Hkj dj mlds ;ksfueq[k ij fVdk fn;k vkSj ,d
ckj fQj ls tyrh gqbZ lyk[k dk ,glkl gksrs gh vkQ’kk¡ ds eq[k ls ,d flldkjh fudy x;hA mlds i[kq¡Mf;ksa ls gksBksa dks
vius gksaBksa esa nck, vkSj fcuk dqN cksys eSaus viuh dej dk ncko c<+k;k vkSj viuk rUuk;k gqvk gfFk;kj vanj dh vksj Bsy
fn;kA gkykafd mldh ;ksfu ladjh Fkh ysfdu xhyh gksus dh otg ls ,d gh /kDds esa Qwyk gqvk dqdqjeqÙksuqek flj fQly dj
viuh txg cukrs gq, vanj ?kql x;kA vkQ’kk¡ dk eq[k [kqyk jg x;k vkSj mlds eq[k ls ?kqVh gqbZ lh vkokt fudyh----m-mbZ-
ek¡----UgbZ----vkg----A
dqN vkSj vkokt fudys blls igys eSaus mlds gksaBksa dks vius gksaBksa ls lhycan dj fn;kA esjs fyaxnso viuk flj vVdk,
‘kkafr ls vanj cSB dj esjh vxyh gjdr dk bUrtkj djrs jgsA ,d ckj fQj ls eSaus viuh dej ij tksj yxk;k vkSj /khjs&/khjs
vkxs&ihNs gksrs gq, mÙkstuk esa Qwys gq, lqikM+s dk f?klko tkjh j[kkA esjh bl gjdr us vkQ’kk¡ vanj rd dks fopfyr dj
fn;kA b/kj ;ksfuNsn esa Q¡ls gq, fyaxnso vius flj dh txg cu tkus ds ckn vkSj vanj tkus ds fy, vkSj Hkh ç;kljr gks x;sA
m/kj mÙkstuk vkSj ehBs ls nnZ esa rM+irh gqbZ vkQ’kk¡ us vius gksaBksa dks nkarksa esa nck dj esjh ihB ij vius uk[kwu xM+k fn;sA
ckj&ckj gYdh pksV ekjrs gq, ,d ckj txg cukrs gq, eSaus ,d Hkjiwj /kDdk yxk;kA vkx esa rirk gqvk fyax çse jl ls ljkscj
gks dj lkjs ladjsiu dks [kksyrk gqvk tM+ rd tk dj vanj Q¡l x;kA ,d iy ds fy, vkQ’kk¡ dh vk¡[ksa [kqyh dh [kqyh jg
x;h vkSj eq[k ls nch gqbZ ph[k fudy x;h---- gk;----ejj-----x;----;bZbZ----mQ—ubZ----vkg—g—gA
iwjh rjg vius fyax dks tM+ rd fcBkus ds ckn---- ‘k’k----‘k’k’----dksbZ lqu ysxk----vkQ’kk¡A vanj tM+ rd fcBkus ds ckn
eq>s ,glkl gqvk fd vkQ’kk¡ dh ;ksfu us Hkh esjs fyax dks vius f’kdats esa cqjh rjg tdM+ j[kk Fkk vkSj /khjs&/khjs mldk jl
fupksM+us esa yxh gqbZ FkhA fdruk LofxZd ,glkl FkkA mldh ;ksfu dh xgjkbZ dks ukius dh dksf’k’k esa dSn fyaxnso Hkh vius
Qwys gq, flj dks iwjh rjg fupqM+k gqvk ik jgs gSA {k.k Hkj #d dj] vkQ’kk¡ ds furacks dks nksuksa gkFkksa ls idM+ dj ,d y; ds
lkFk eSaus vkxs&ihNs gks dj vius okj ‘kq# dj fn;sA ,d rjQ fyaxnso dk Qwyk gqvk uaxk flj vkQ’kk¡ dh cPpsnkuh ds eq¡gkus
ij pksV ekj dj [kksyus ij vkeknk Fkk vkSj nwljh vksj okfil vkrs gqvk dqdqjeqÙks leku flj ;ksfu dh ladjh xyh ij jxM+
ekjrs gq, ckgj dh vksj vkrk FkkA fyaxnso ds lqikM+s rd ckgj vkrs gh ,d ckj fQj ls vanj dk jkLrk r; djus ds fy, tqV
x;kA vkQ’kk¡ Hkh vc rd bl çdkj ds n[ky dh /khjs&/khjs vkfn gks x;h FkhA nl&iUæg Hkjiwj /kDdksa esa gh esjs ftLe esa ykok
[kkSyuk vkjaHk gks x;k vkSj /khjs&/khjs eSa viuh pje lhek ij igq¡p jgk FkkA

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Tokykeq[kh QVus ls igys mÙkstuko’k eSaus ,d tcjnLr vkf[kjh okj dj fn;kA fyaxnso rhj dh rsth ls vkQ’kk¡ dh
cPpsnkuh dk eq[k [kksy dj xjnu rd tk dj vanj Q¡l x;sA bl okj dks vkQ’kk¡ cjnk’r ugha dj ik;h vkSj ehBh lh ihM+k
vkSj jxM+ dh tyu us vkx esa ?kh dk dke djrs gq, /kuq”kkdkj cukrh gqbZ ,d {k.k ds fy, gok esa fLFkj gqbZ vkSj fQj ,d Hkjiwj
>Vds ds lkFk <sj gks x;hA mldh ;ksfu >j>jk dj cgus yxhA vkQ’kk¡ dh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus rkjs ukpus yxs vkSj ,dk,d mldh
;ksfu esa Q¡lsa gq, esjs rUuk;sa gq, fyax dks xjnu ls tdM+ dj mls nqguk ‘kq# dj fn;kA bl dk ,glkl gksrs gh lkjs ck¡/k rksM+rs
gq, fyaxnso us Hkh fcuk #ds viuk çsejl mxyuk ‘kq# dj fn;kA vkQ’kk¡ dh ;ksfu dks çsejl ls yckyc Hkjus ds ckn Hkh eSaus
vius fyax dks vanj Q¡lk;s j[kk vkSj mldh ;ksfu ds ladjsiu dk yqRQ ysrk jgkA vpkud esjh utj vkQ’kk¡ ij iM+h---- esjs
uhps f’kfFky voLFkk esa iM+h gqbZ FkhA ?kcjk dj mlds mij ls mBk vkSj mls idM+ dj fgyk;k ysfdu og rks tSls fdlh vkSj
gh tgk¡ es igq¡p x;h Fkh---- rc rd esjk lkjk mQku dkQwj gks pqdk Fkk---- vkQ’kk¡---- vkQ’kk¡----A
dqN {k.kksa ds ckn mldh vk¡[ks /khjs ls >idh vkSj mlds eq[k ls vkokt fudyh-----xv¡-UbZ----vkg---- fQj mlus viuh vk¡[ksa
[kksyh---- esjs ljrkt----A
----D;k gqvk vkQ’kk¡] eSa rks ?kcjk x;k FkkA iydsa >idkrh gqbZ vkQ’kk¡ /khes ls cksyh---- dqN ugha] lk¡l ?kqVrh gqbZ yxh Fkh
esjs ljrkt vkSj esjh vk¡[kksa ds vkxs va/ksjk Nk x;k FkkA
----esjh tku rqe lkrosa vkleku dh lSj dj ds vk;h gksA eSaus vkxs c<+ dj vkQ’kk¡ dks vius vkxks’k esa ys dj csrgk’kk
pweuk ‘kq# dj fn;kA vkQ’kk¡ Hkh esjk iwjk lkFk nsus esa tqV x;hA dqN nsj ,d nwljs ds lkFk çsekyki ds ckn mlus eq>s NksM+
dj [kM+s gksus dh dksf’k’k dh ysfdu yM+[kM+k dj csM ij cSB x;hA ----vkQ’kk¡ D;k [kM+s gksus esa rdyhQ gks jgh gS\ mlus #vk¡lh
gks dj tokc fn;k---- esjs ljrkt] gj dne ij ,d Vhl mBrh gSA eq>ls pyk ugha tk,xkA mldh ckr lqu dj esjk fny
fi?ky x;k---- esjh I;kjh xqMf;k dgks rks eSa xksn esa ysdj rqEgsa rqEgkjs dejs rd NksM+ nw¡A ij lksp yks fd vxj fdlh us ns[k
fy;k rks D;k dgksxh----\
----D;k dgw¡xh] ;gh fd esjs ljrkt us eq>s viuk cuk fy;kA vkQ’kk¡ /khjs&/khjs vius diM+s iguus yxhA mldh rdyhQ
dks ns[k dj eSaus mldh diM+s iguus esa enn dhA vpkud njokts ij gYdh lh vkgV gqbZA eSaus tYnh ls njokts dh vksj x;k
vkSj fpV[kuh [kksy dj ckgj dh vksj >k¡dk ysfdu eq>s dksbZ utj ugha vk;k rks okfil vk dj fcLrj ds fljgkus cSB dj
vkQ’kk¡ dks diM+s igurs gq, fugkjus esa yx x;kA nwf/k;k jaxr ds ftLe o psgjs ij txg&txg yky fu’kku lkQ >yd fn[k
jgs FksA lhus ds mHkkjksa ij txg&txg uhy ds fu’kku cu x;s Fks ysfdu vkQ’kk¡ ds psgjs ij çse vkSj larqf”V ds Hkko Hkh lkQ
>yd jgsa FksA
----vkQ’kk¡ rqEgkjh tc bPNk gks rks ;gk¡ vk tkukA gk¡ ,d vkSj ckr gS fd tjk xeZ ikuh ls ugk ysuk bl ls rqEgkjs ftLe
dks FkksM+h jkgr feysxhA og bBykrh gqbZ cksyh---- yxrk gS esjs ljrkt cgqr ‘kkfrj f’kdkjh gSa vius f’kdkj dk nnZ Hkh eglwl
dj ysrs gSaA
----rqe esjs thou esa rhljh vkSjr gksA igyh esjh choh Fkh tks esjs nksLr ds lkFk Hkkx x;h FkhA nwljh rqEgkjh ckth vkSj
rhljh rqeA vkQ’kk¡ us flldkjh Hkjrs gq, dgk---- gk; vYykg! tjhuk ckth Hkh] og Hkh vkils ugha cp ikbZ!----D;ksa esjh tku]
rqe nksuksa jkf’kn dh C;kgrk gks---- rks bl jkf’kn ls rqEgkjh ckth dSls cp ikrhA mlds psgjs ij ,d I;kjh lh eqLdku rSj x;hA
----esjs ljrkt] vki vius dks dHkh ml tkfye ls er feykb,A vki rks esjs ljrkt gks vkSj cspkjh tjhuk ckth us cgqr tqYe
lgs gSaA vkt cM+s fnuksa ckn muds psgjs ij jkSud fn[kkbZ nh gSA [kqnk mudks cqjh utj ls cpk,A vPNk eq>s btktr nhft,A
----vkt rqe tk dj vkjke djksA eq>s Hkh FkksM+h nsj ckn [ksr ns[kus tkuk gSA eSa Hkh vkjke dj ysrk gw¡A vkQ’kk¡ ncs gq,
dneksa ls dejs ds ckgj pyh x;hA eSa ,d ckj fQj ls fcLrj ij ysV dj viuh Fkdku nwj djus esa yx x;kA dqN nsj ckn
tjhuk us gkFk esa Vªs fy, dejs esa ços’k fd;k vkSj esjs fljgkus vk dj eq>s /khjs ls fgyk dj txk;k---- ohj mBks tYnh ls [kkuk
[kk yksA ldhuk ds lkFk rqEgsa [ksr ij tkuk gSA og Hkh [kkuk [kk jgh gS [ksr ij tkus ds fy,----A

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tjhuk dks idM+ dj eSaus vius mij [khap fy;k---- D;ksa dgk¡ Fkh vc rd\ dgrs gq, tjhuk ds gksaBksa dks pwe fy;kA tjhuk
eqLdqjkrh gqbZ cksyh---- cspkjh vkQ’kk¡ dh D;k gkyr cuk nh] Bhd ls py Hkh ugha ik jgh gSA eSaus tjhuk dks vius fudV cSBk
dj dgk---- rqe Hkh esjs lkFk [kkvksA igys euk djus yxh fQj esjs vkxzg dks Vky u ldh vkSj [kkuk [kkus ds fy, cSB x;hA
ge nksuksa lkFk cSB dj Hkkstu djus ds ckn eSa [ksrksa dk eqvk;uk djus ds fy;s gosyh ds }kj dh vksj py fn;kA
vkt cgqr fnuksa ds ckn eSaus <yrs gq, lw;Z dh jkS’kuh ns[kh FkhA [kqys gq, vkleku ds cnyrs gq, jax ns[k dj vthc lh
[kq’kh eglwl dj jgk FkkA ç—fr dh Hkhuh Hkhuh lqxa/k ogk¡ dh ok;q esa Fkh tks esjs fy, u;h tSlh FkhA vkf[kj brus fnu can
dejs esa mel Hkjs okrkoj.k esa xqtkjs Fks fd eSa rkth gok dh [kq’kcw dks Hkwy x;k FkkA }kj ij [kM+s gks dj eSaus nks&rhu xgjh
lk¡ls yh vkSj ?kkVh dh BaMh gok esjs ‘kjhj dks NsM+rh gqbZ fudy x;hA gosyh ds pkjksa vksj dh gfj;kyh us esjh vk¡[kksa dks BaMd
dk vHkkl djk jgh FkhA dqN nwj ij ,d ?kksM+s ij ldhuk viuk ycknk vks<+s flj ls ik¡o rd <dh gqbZ ,d jgL;e;h ?kqM+lokj
dh rjg yx jgh FkhA eq>s ns[k dj mlus b’kkjk fd;k vkSj vius ?kksM+s dks ,M+ yxk dj vkxs c<+ x;hA

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ge nksuksa ?kqM+lokj iFkjhyh ixMf.M;ksa ij rsth ls vkxs c<+rs pys tk jgs FksA ldhuk vius iqjkus fyckl esa vius psgjs vkSj
ckyksa dks iwjh rjg <d dj ?kksM+s dks ,M+h yxk dj mldh xfr c<+k nh FkhA ,d vQxkuh dh Hkk¡fr flj ij ixM+h ck¡/k dj eSaus
Hkh vius ?kksM+s dks ,M+ yxk dj ldhuk ds lkFk&lkFk pyus ds fy, viuh xfr c<k nhA dHkh&dHkh ldhuk duf[k;ksa ls eq>s
ns[k ysrh FkhA eq>s bl ckr dk irk Fkk ysfdu eSaus mldh bu gjdrksa dks vuns[kk dj fn;kA igkM+h njksaZ ds chp esa pyrs gq,
dkQh le; gks x;k FkkA dqN iwNus dh xjt ls eSaus viuh xjnu eksM+ dj ldhuk dh vksj ns[kk rks og eq>s gh ns[k jgh FkhA
vk¡[ksa pkj gksrs gh ge nksuksa eqLdqjk fn;s---- ldhuk vius [ksr vkSj fdruh nwj gSa\
----cl FkksM+h nwj vkSj gSaA
vius ?kksM+s dh xfr ij fu;U=.k djrs gq, mlds lkFk pyrs&pyrs gq, iwNk---- rqe cgqr vPNh ?kqM+lokjh djrh gks] dc
lh[kh\ ----;g rks cpiu ls dj jgh gw¡---- gekjs oru esa ?kqM+lokjh lcdks vkrh gSA rqe crkvks fd rqeus dgk¡ lh[kh\
----;g eSaus ¶ykbZax ,dsMeh esa lh[kh FkhA vxj rqe cqjk u ekuks rks dqN nsj ds fy, #d dj vkjke dj ysrs gSaA eq>s
?kqM+lokjh dh vknr ugha gSA esjh dej vkSj Vkaxksa esa nnZ gksus yxk gSA ldhuk eq>s yxrk gS fd eSa dqN fnu Bhd ls py Hkh
ugha ik¡ÅxkA
----cl vc igq¡pus okys gSaA vxj #d x;s rks ykSVus esa nsj gks tk,xhA rqEgsa ;gk¡ flQZ dqN le; yxsxk vkSj fQj vknr
iM+ tk,xhA
----Bhd gSA eSaus pyrs gq, vklikl utj MkyhA Å¡ph igkMf;ksa ds chp iFkjhyk jkLrk]ixM.Mh ds fdukjs pêkusa fc[kjh
iM+h gqbZ FkhA nwj rd fdlh >kM+h vkSj isM+ dk ukeksfu’kku ugha fn[k jgk FkkA cM+h vthc txg fn[k jgh FkhA Hkkjr esa igkM+h
txg Hkh vc rd dkQh fodflr gks x;h FkhA tc dkj vkSj cl ysg vkSj yík[k rd igq¡p ldrh Fkh rks bl txg ge ?kksM+ksa
ij viuk jkLrk r; dj jgs FksA ck;sa gkFk ij vkleku Nwrk gqvk igkM+ vkSj nk;sa gkFk ij xgjh [kkbZ vkSj uhps ls rst igkM+h
unh dk ‘kksj fny ngyk nsus ds fy, dkQh FkkA dqN le; ds ckn ge igkM+ksa dks ihNs NksM+ dj eSnkuh bykds esa vk x;s FksA
----oSls rks gekjh gn vius edku ls ‘kq# gks x;h Fkh] ijarq ;gk¡ ls gekjs QkeZ dh gn ‘kq# gksrh gSA ldhuk us nwj rd
b’kkjk djrs gq, eq>s fn[kk;k---- ;gk¡ ls tgk¡ rd utj tkrh gS og txg gekjh gSA
lkeus nwj rd lQsn Qwy gh Qwy f[kys gq, FksA pV[k jax fy, Qwyksa dks ns[k dj eSaus dgk---- D;k rqe yksx lkjh tehu
ij vQhe mxkrs gks\ esjh ckr lqu dj ldhuk us f[kfl;k dj dgk---- tks gS lks rqEgkjs lkeus gSA iwjs eSnku esa vQhe dh [ksrh
ygygk jgh FkhA jax fcjaxs Qwy iwjh oknh esa QSys gq, FksA igyh ckj esjk vkeuk&lkeuk vQhe ds ikS/ks ls FkkA ldhuk bruk
dg dj ,d isM+ ds ikl vius ?kksM+s dks jksd dj mrj x;hA ihNs&ihNs eSa Hkh mlh txg igq¡p dj vius ?kksM+s dks jksd dj uhps
mrj x;k vkSj cksyk---- ldhuk rqEgsa ;gk¡ vdsys vkrs gq, Mj ugha yxrkA jkLrk cgqr lqulku gSA eSa ldhuk ds utnhd vkdj
[kM+k gks x;kA ----vjs og dkSu yksx gSa\

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vpkud ik¡p ?kqM+lokj rsth ls viuh vksj c<+rs gq, ns[k dj ldhuk rsth ls esjs ls lV dj [kM+h gks x;h vkSj QqlQqlkrs
Loj esa cksyh---- ;g teky gSA gekjh vQhe dh [ksrh dh ns[kHkky ;gh djrk gSA ldhuk vius gkFk esa esjk gkFk ys dj nckrh
gqbZ cksyh---- cgqr dehuk balku gS rqe tjk viuk [;ky j[kukA ldhuk dks NsM+rs gq, eSaus dgk---- vkt rqeus esjk gkFk Fkkek gS
cl vc NksM+uk ughaA ldhuk us vpdpk dj esjk gkFk NksM+ fn;k vkSj cksyh---- rqEgsa gj txg etkd lw>rk gSA
rc rd ik¡pks ?kqM+lokj gekjs utnhd vkdj #d x;s FksA mu esa ls pkj ?kqM+lokj vius eq¡g ij diM+k ck¡/ks] da/ks ij
jkbQy vkSj dej esa fiLrkSy yVdk,] ge nksuksa dks fcuk dqN cksys ?kwjrs [kM+s jgsA ik¡pok ?kqM+lokj ‘kDy ls [kwa[kkj lk fn[k
jgk FkkA mlus viuk ?kksM+k ldhuk ds ikl jksdk vkSj esjh vksj ns[k dj ldhuk ls iwNk---- dkSu gS ;g\
----teky] ;g vkfej lkfgc gSA
ldhuk dh ckr dks utjvankt djrs gq,---- ldhuk ch dSlh gks\ lquus esa vk;k gS fd jkf’kn lkfgc dh bejku gkfQt
ds lkFk yM+kbZ gks x;h FkhA cgqr ?kk;y gks x;s Fks vc dSls gSa\ ldhuk us csf>>d gks dj dgk---- gk¡ rqeus lgh lquk gS ij
fQØ dh dksbZ ckr ugha HkkbZtku tYnh gh Bhd gks tk,¡xsA
----ge rks rqEgkjs xqyke gSa ldhuk ch dHkh gesa Hkh ekSdk nks viuh lsok dkA teky dh ckr lqu dj ldhuk vk¡[ks rjsjrh
gqbZ cksyh---- teky viuh vkSdkr esa jgk djksA vkfej lkfgc dks ;gk¡ vius [ksr fn[kkus yk;h gw¡A
vius yksxksa ds chp csbTtr gks dj teky xqLls ls yky gksdj ldhuk dks ?kwjrk gqvk dqN dgus dks gqvk rHkh eSaus ckr
lEHkkyh vkSj dgk---- vLyke okys dqe teky fe;k¡A ----okysdqeA mlus eqM+ dj ldhuk dh vksj ns[krs gq, ,d ckj fQj ls iwNk-
--- dkSu lkfgc gS ;g\ blls igys ldhuk dksbZ tokc ns eSa cksy iM+k---- vHkh rks budk dksbZ Hkh ugha gw¡ ij viuk fj’rk buls
tksM+us dh dksf’k’k esa yxk gqvk gw¡ teky fe;k¡A esjh ckr ls fp<+ dj teky xqjkZ;k---- fj’rk fcYdqy tksM+ks vkfej fe;k¡ ij dqN
phtksa ij---- ldhuk dh vksj ns[krs gq,---- flQZ esjk gd gSA
gekjh ckrphr dks ckdh lc cM+s /;ku ls lqu jgs Fks vkSj teky dh >qa>ykgV ij ets ys jgs FksA rHkh ,d ckj fQj ls
eSaus dgk---- fe;k¡ vkt ds fy, cl bruk gh dg ldrk gw¡ fd eq>s tks pht vPNh yxrh gS og esjh vius vki gks tkrh gSA
mlds fy,---- bl ckj eSaus ldhuk dh vksj ns[krs gq, dgk---- eq>s rks dksbZ vkt rd ijs’kkuh ugha gqbZ bl fy, vki viuh phtksa
dks laHkky dj j[kukA
ldhuk chp esa ckr dkVrh gqbZ cksyh---- teky vEeh us iqNok;k gS fd fdruk eky rS;kj gS\
----ldhuk ch vEeh ls dguk fd iwjk eky rS;kj gksus esa vHkh oä yxsxkA vkt dy lc dkepksj gksrs tk jgs gSaA bl
ckj fQj ls eSaus ckrksa esa n[y fn;k---- fe;k¡ cqjk u ekuuk vxj vki lgh rkjh[k dk vUnktk ns nsa rks cgqr vklkuh jgsxhA vEeh
us eq>s ;gk¡ cqyok;k Fkk fd jkf’kn lkfgc vcdh ckj gsjkr ugha tk ldsaxs blfy, eq>s mudh txg gsjkr tkuk iM+sxkA
----vki fe;k¡ i<+s&fy[ks fn[krs gks rks bu xSj dkuwuh pDdj esa er iM+ksA ftanxh cckZn gks tk,xhA
vcdhckjeSusviuhvkoktesdqNdM+diuykdjdgk----teky fe;k¡ ;g rqe ls fdlus dgk fd eSa xSj dkuwuh pDdj esa ugha
gw¡A igys rksyks vkSj fQj cksyksA rHkh ldhuk iwN cSBh---- teky ;g yksx dkSu gSa vkSj ;g gekjh tehu ij D;k dj jgs gSa\ vkSj
rqe dgk¡ tk jgs Fks\ ----bejku HkkbZ us cqyok;k gS ;g muds vkneh gSaA
----dkSu ogh ftlus jkf’kn HkkbZ ij geyk fd;k Fkk---->ksad esa eSa ,d ckj fQj ls ldhuk ls iwN cSBkA ----gk¡ ;g ogh gSA
teky bu yksxksa dh ;gk¡ vkus dh fgEer dSls gks x;hA bUgsa QkSju ;gk¡ ls nQk djksA bruk lquuk Fkk fd pkjksa us vius [khls
ls fiLrkSy fudky dj ge nksuksa ij rku nh vkSj muesa ls ,d ?kqM+lokj ?kksM+s ls mrj dj ge nksuksa ds utnhd vk dj [kM+k
gks x;k---- ldhuk ch jkf’kn ds ckn ;g bejku HkkbZ dh tkxhj gSA vxj esjk Hkstk fQj x;k rks rqe fdlh dks eq¡g fn[kkus ds
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ckr fcxM+rh ns[k dj eSa ldhuk vkSj ?kqM+lokj ds chp esa vk x;k---- HkkbZtku jkf’kn HkkbZ vHkh ftUnk gS vkSj ;g tkxhj
vHkh bejku HkkbZ dh ugha gqbZ gSA D;ksa vki cPph ds eq¡g yx jgs gSa---- dgrs gq, xqLlkbZ ldhuk dks idM+ dj eSaus ihNs dh vksj
<dsy fn;kA
----eq>s rqels ;k bl NIiu Nqjh ls dksbZ ysuk nsuk ugha gSA bejku HkkbZ us teky dks cqyk;k gS ge ys dj tk jgs gSaA ;g
rks teky bl ls feyus pyk vk;k ftldh otg ls gesa Hkh vkuk iM+kA ldhuk ch bl ?kkVh esa rkfyc dk dkuwu pyrk gSA
vkSjr vkSj yM+dh dks ckgj vkus dh eukgh gSA mudk tks dke gS og dke djsa vkSj mudk dke gS fd vius enZ dk fcLrj xeZ
djsa vkSj cPpksa dh ns[kHkkyA [ksrh vkSj ckgj dk dke enksaZ dk gS mUgsa djus nsaA teky rsjs ls viuh ?kksM+h ugha laHkyrh rks crk
ge rks jkst gh cnfnekx ?kksMf;ksa dks lk/krs gSaA bruk lqurs gh lkjs yksx tksj ls g¡l iM+s vkSj teky >sai feVkus ds fy, cksyk-
--- ;kj vHkh ;g ?kksM+h esjs gRFks ugha p<+h gS ftl fnu p<+ x;h ;kjksa ,slk lk/kwxk¡ fd cl----pyks ;kj---- dgrs gq, vius ?kksM+s ij
cSB dj vkxs c<+ x;k vkSj mlds ihNs&ihNs pkjksa udkciks’k py fn;sA
xqLls ls HkUuk;h gqbZ ldhuk dks viuh ck¡gksa esa tdM+ dj eSaus f>M+dk---- csodwQ] pqi gks tkvksA u ;g lgh txg gS u
gh lgh le;A lkjs ?kqM+lokjksa dks nwj rd tkrs gq, ns[krk jgk tc lc vk¡[kksa ls vks>y gks x;s rHkh eSaus ldhuk dks NksM+kA
xqLls ls fcQjrh gqbZ ldhuk vc eq> ij fpYyk;h---- rqe dSls vkneh gks og gjketknk bruk dqN dg x;k vkSj rqe pqipki
lqurs jgsA
----rqe csodwQ gh ugha ikxy Hkh gksA rqEgsa bruk ugha le> vkrk fd ge nksuksa fcuk gfFk;kj ds bu lc ls VDdj ugha
ys ldrs FksA vius [kqnk dk ‘kqØ eukvks fd vkt rqe cky&cky cp x;haA ysfdu ldhuk us eq>s /kDdk ns dj cksyh---- rqe
ukenZ gks---- vkSj iSj iVdrh gqbZ nwj tk dj isM+ ds uhps cSB x;hA eSa Hkh ldhuk ds utnhd tk dj cSB x;k vkSj eukus okys
Loj esa cksyk---- ukjkt gks x;hA ldhuk ch ukjkt gks---- vPNk er ckr djksA Iyht---- ,d ckr pqipki lqu yks---- vxj eSa xyr
gw¡ rks vkt ls tks rqe dgksxh eSa d:¡xk vkSj dgha vxj rqEgsa yxs fd eSa lgh gw¡ rks vkt ls tks eSa dgw¡xk og rqedks djuk gksxkA
vxj eatwj rks eSa viuh ckr cksyw¡A
----dksbZ t:jr ugha gSA eq>s rqEgkjh dksbZ lQkbZ ugha pkfg, ij eq>s yxrk gS fd ;g lc dke rqEgkjs cl dk ugh¡ gSA
ldhuk us viuk flj >qdk dj vius Nydrs gq, vk¡lqvksa dks fNik fy;kA ----rqEgkjh tks ethZ gks og lkspks ij eSa tkurk gw¡ fd
vxj ,slk gh jgk rks rqe T;knk fnu ugha th ldksxh vkSj dgha ftUnk jg x;h rks csbTtrh ls [kqndq’kh dj yksxh vkSj ;k fQj
teky tSls fdlh dehus dh fcLrj dh jkSud cu tkvksxh vkSj fQj gj jkst ejk djksxhA
xqLls vkSj ‘keZ ls vk¡lw Nydkrs gq, cksy iM+h---- ohj rqe----vxj esjh fdLer esa ;gh gS rks eSa vius vki dks igys xksyh
ekj yw¡xhA mldh ckr dks lqu dj eq> ls ugha jgk x;k vkSj /khjs ls mldh vksj c<+ dj mls viuh ck¡gks esa Hkj fy;k vkSj
mlds vk¡lqvksa dks iksaN dj dgk---- ldhuk] rqe cM+h ukle> gksA BaMs fnekx ls lkspks fd mUgsa eq>s ekjus esa tjk lh Hkh fgpd
ugha gksrh\ FkksM+h lh Hkh xeZ fetkth ml oä] cgqr uqdlkunsg lkfcr gksrhA og yksx eq>s xksyh ekj nsrs vkSj mlds ckn vdsyh
rqe vius vki dks muls dSls cpkrh\ rqEgsa yxrk gS fd teky viuh tku ij [ksy dj rqEgsa mu lcls cpkus dh dksf’k’k djrk
D;k\
lqcdrh gqbZ ldhuk esjs lhus ij flj j[k dj---- fQj Hkh og bruk dqN cksy x;k vkSj rqe g¡lh esa Vky x;sA tSls dqN
Hkh ugha gqvk gks vkf[kj mUgsa dksbZ tokc rks nsrsA eSaus mldk psgjk vius gkFkksa esa ys dj dgk---- le; vkus nks rqe ns[kuk fd
eSa muds lkFk D;k djrk gw¡A vHkh eSa bl txg ds fy, u;k gw¡ blfy, eq>s ;gk¡ dh phtsa le>us nksA vkt eSa ;g ns[kus vk;k
Fkk fd dSlh txg gS vkSj fdl rjg ds yksx gSaA dkSu yksx gekjs lkFk eqf’dy ds oä [kM+s gks tk¡,axs vkSj dkSu yksx gekjs
f[kykQ [kM+s gksaxsA
vpkud ldhuk dks Kkr gqvk fd og esjs lhus ls yxh gqbZ gSA esjh ck¡gksa esa dlelkrh gqbZ cksyh---- NksM+ks eq>s] fdlh us
ns[k fy;k rks----A eSaus mls vkSj dl dj tdM+rs gq,---- D;ksa rqEgsa vPNk ugha yx jgk gSA ----Iyht NksM+ks uA ldhuk dks viuh
fxj¶r ls vktkn djrs gq, dgk---- vkt ls rqe ogh djksxh tSlk eSa dgw¡xkA ldhuk us /khjs flj fgyk dj gkeh HkjhA ----vPNk]

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;g teky dkSu gS\
----teky esjk ppsjk HkkbZ gSA jkf’kn HkkbZ us bls gekjs [ksr dh ns[kHkky djus ds fy, yxk;k FkkA
----rqe ij ejrk gS\
----og rks gj vkSjr ij ejrk gSA jkf’kn HkkbZ us mls dgk Fkk fd vxj og ;gk¡ dk lc dke lh[k x;k rks og esjk fudkg
mlds lkFk i<+ok nsaxs blhfy, og esjs ihNs iM+k jgrk gSA
----vkSj rqe---- D;k og rqEgsa vPNk yxrk gS\
----D;k ikxy gks eSa vkSj ml dehus ds lkFk----dHkh ughaA
----rks esjh ckr ekuks viuh i<+kbZ iwjh dj yksA rqe dkcqy pyh tkvksA
----dHkh ughaA mldks le>krs gq, eSaus dgk---- ldhuk rqEgsa ugha ekywe ftanxh ;gk¡ ls ckgj cgqr glhu gSA Iyht fudy
dj ns[kksA ysfdu esjh ckr dks dkVrs gq, og cksyh---- pyks okfil pyrs gSa ojuk ?kj igq¡pus esa va/ksjk gks tk,xk vkSj va/ksjs esa
igkM+h jkLrk ikj djuk cgqr eqf’dy gksxkA
----rqeus esjh ckr dk tokc ugha fn;kA ----ugha] eSa rqe lcdks ;gk¡ vdsyk NksM+ dj ugha tkÅ¡xh---- dgrs gq, ,dk,d ldhuk
mB [kM+h gqbZ vkSj vius diM+s >kM+rh gqbZ ?kksM+s dh rjQ pyh x;hA eSa Bxk lk [kM+k mls ns[krk jgk vkSj fQj mlds ihNs&ihNs
tk dj vius ?kksM+s ij cSB dj ?kj dh fn’kk esa py fn;k---- ldhuk [kSj ge bl ckjs esa fQj ckr djsaxsA ge nksuksa ,d ckj fQj
/kheh pky ls okfil gosyh dh vksj py fn;sA
----ldhuk rqe viuk psgjk D;ksa fNikrh gks---- esjh ckr lqu dj cM+h nsj ds ckn eqLdqjkbZ vkSj cksyh---- ;g ;gk¡ dk fu;e
gSA
----brus lqanj psgjs dks fNik dj j[kuk lgh ckr ugha gS---- esjh ckr lqu dj ldhuk cksyh---- vPNk pyksA ----ldhuk psgjk
<d fy;k rks Bhd gS ij ;g ycknk D;ksa vks<k gqvk gS vkf[kj rqe bl mej esa ;g lc dSls >sy ysrh gks---- ldhuk esjh vksj
eqLdqjk dj ns[krs gq, cksyh---- yksxksa dh cqjh utj ls cpus ds fy,A ----ijarq rqe ?kj ij Hkh rks ,slk gh ycknk igus gq, Fkh----
ogk¡ fdl dh cqjh utj ls cp jgh FkhA vkf[kj yEck jkLrk Fkk ,sls gh ckr djrs gq, le; xqtkjus dh xjt ls mlls loky
fd;kA vcdh ckj tokc nsrs gq, ldhuk dh vk¡[kksa esa ped Fkh---- eq>s irk pyk Fkk fd ,d fgUnqLrkuh ik;yV gekjs ?kj ij
vk;k gqvk Fkk mldh cqjh utj ls cpus ds fy,A
----rqe vc dHkh bl ckr fd fpUrk u djukA og ik;yV rqEgkjk ,glkueUn gSA vkf[kj rqeus viuh tku ij [ksy dj
mldh tku cpkbZ FkhA vxj dHkh ,slk oä vk;k rks rqEgkjs fy, og viuh tku dh ckth yxk nsxkA esjh ckr lqu dj ldhuk
vpkud Hkkoqd gks dj cksyh---- mldh tku bruh lLrh ugha gS fd esjs fy, og viuh tku dh ckth yxk,A [kqnk mldks yEch
mez cD’ksA ckrksa dh fn’kk xyr tk jgh Fkh rks cnyus dh bPNk ls eSaus dgk---- ldhuk dqN vius ckjs esa crkvksA
----D;k crkÅ¡\ rqels feyus ls igys rks eSa ?kj vkSj [ksr dh ftEesnkjh fuHkk jgh FkhA pqi jg dj tks Hkh dke jkf’kn HkkbZ
dgrs mlh dke esa yx tkrh FkhA rqe viuh dgkuh lqukvksA
----esjh D;k dgkuh gSA ijs’kkuh vkSj /kks[ks ds flok esjs thou esa dqN Hkh ugha gSA rqEgkjs dks ;k rqEgkjh mez dh fdlh vkSj
yM+dh dks viuh dgkuh dHkh ugha lqukÅ¡xk D;ksafd Mjrk gw¡ fd dgha lqu dj lquus okyk Hkh fcxM+ u tk,---- dgrs gq, eSaus
vius ?kksM+s dks ,sM+ yxk dj xfr rst dj nhA ldhuk us Hkh viuh xfr c<+k nh vkSj esjs lkFk&lkFk pyus yxhA gekjh ckrksa
dk flyflyk ,sls gh pyrk jgkA vpkud dgha ls ,d xksyh pyus dh vkokt vk;h rks eSaus uhps >qdrs gq, vius ?kksM+s dks ,d
rjQ dkV fy;kA ,dsMeh dh Vªsfuax vkt dke vk x;h FkhA ysfdu xksyh lkFk esa pyrh gqbZ ldhuk ds da/ks dks phjrh gqbZ

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fudy x;h FkhA
----gk; vEeh---- dgrs gq, ldhuk ?kksM+s dks jksd dj tehu ij fxj x;hA mldks fxjrk gqvk ns[k dj eSa vius ?kksM+s ls
pyrs gq, uhps dwn x;k vkSj >iV dj ldhuk dks viuh ck¡gksa esa mBk dj ikl dh pêku dh vkM+ esa ys x;kA rHkh ,d vkSj
xksyh pyus dh vkokt vk;h ysfdu rc rd ge nksuksa pêku ds ihNs igq¡p x;s FksA ----ldhuk----ldhuk---- rqe Bhd gksA ----vkg--
--ohj cgqr nnZ gks jgk gSA
ysfdu esjh utj lkeus yckns ls fjlrs gq, [kwu ij teh gqbZ Fkh---- ldhuk----cgqr [kwu cg jgk gSA igys bls jksdus dk
bartke djuk iM+sxkA ;g dgrs gq, eSaus ldhuk dks tehu ij fyVk fn;kA ----ohj ‘kk;n eSa ugha cp ikÅ¡xhA Iyht rqe fudy
tkvksA eSaus mldks fnyklk nsrs gq,---- ixyh da/ks esa xksyh yxus ls dksbZ vkt rd ejk gS D;kA eSa fdlh rjg ldhuk ds yckns
dks mrkjus dh dksf’k’k esa yx x;kA rHkh ldhuk mBrs gq, cksyh---- D;k dj jgs gks\ ughaA ----ldhuk rqEgkjk ycknk mrkjuk
iM+sxk ojuk [kwu ugha #d ldsxkA esjh ckr dks vulquh djrs gq, ldhuk fpYykbZ---- ugha----vkg----gk----;----A
----pqi jgks vkSj Iyht crkvks ;g dSls mrjsxk\ eq>ls ;g [kqy ugha jgk gS vkSj gk¡ viuh vk¡[ksa [kqyh j[kukA ----ugha ohj
rqe bls ,sls gh jksdus dh dksf’k’k djks---- dgrs gq, ldhuk vius vki dks NqM+kus dh dksf’k’k djus yxhA vc ?kcjkgV es eq>s
xqLlk vkus yxk Fkk---- rqe ikxy gks D;k\ vxj rqe ugha crkvksxh rks eSa vius pkdw ls ;g ycknk dkV dj fudky nw¡xk---- dgrs
gq, eSaus vius dqrsZ dh tsc ls ,d NksVk lk pkdw fudky fy;kA
ldhuk fxM+fxM+krh gqbZ cksy mBh---- ugha Iyht] eSaus bl yckns ds uhps dqN ugh iguk gqvk gSA
----tku gS rks tgku gSA rqe mrkjrh gks fd eSa dkV dj mrk:¡\ vcdh ckj etcwj gks dj cksyh---- ugha eSa [kksyrh gw¡A
/khjs ls mlus vius isV ij ca/kh gqbZ xk¡B [kksy nh vkSj vius ‘kjhj ij fyiVs gq, yckns dks <hyk dj fn;kA eSaus lcls igys
flj vkSj psgjs ij ca/ks gq, diM+s dks [kksy dj vyx j[k fn;kA vkt igyh ckj mlds psgjs dks brus djhc ls ns[k jgk FkkA
rh[ks u;u uD’k] ixM+h dh rjg ca/ks gq, yacs ?kus dkys cky] psgjs ij xgjh ihM+k ds Hkko] nk¡rksa esa nck, irys xqykch gksaB----
ldhuk dh ihM+k dks eglwl dj ds esjk fny vanj rd fopfyr gks x;k FkkA xgjh lk¡ls ysrs gq, eSaus vius vki dks dkcw esa
fd;k vkSj yckns dks mij ls <hyk dj ds uhps dh vksj lhus rd ljdk fn;kA xksyh da/ks dks Nw dj fudy x;h FkhA
gYds ls mijh ?kko dks ns[k dj eSaus pkSu dh lk¡l yh---- ldhuk ?kcjkus dh dksbZ ckr ugha gSA xksyh cl Nw dj fudy
x;h gSA eSaus vius flj ij ca/kh gqbZ ixM+h ds diM+s dks QkM+ dj iêh cukbZ vkSj fQj cksyk---- vc ldhuk rqEgsa cSBuk iM+sxk----
vkSj mls lgkjk ns dj cSBk fn;kA tc rd og Bhd ls laHky ikrh eSaus ,d >Vds ds lkFk <hys gq, yckns dks dej rd uhps
[khap fn;kA ldhuk esjk gkFk idM+us dh ukdke dksf’k’k djrh jgh ij diM+k f[kldrk gqvk dej ij vkdj #d x;kA vius
lkeus vuko`r nks mUur igkMf;ksa dks ns[k dj esjs fy, lc dqN {k.kksa ds fy, #d lk x;k FkkA xqykchiu fy, xksjh dk;k ij
nks Hkjs&Hkjs ls larjs tSls dy’k vkSj ,d :i;s ds flDds ds vkdkj uqek cknkeh jax ij f’k[kj dy’k flj mBk, xq#Rokd”kZ.k
ds lkjs fu;eksa dks Qsy dj jgs FksA ldhuk ls utj feyrs gh eSa igyh ckj ‘keZ ls >sai x;kA vius gks’k dks dkcw esa dj ds
igys mlds da/ks ds ?kko dks diM+s ls iksaNk vkSj fQj iêh ds ,d VqdM+s dks yisV dj iSM cuk dj ?kko ds eq[k ij j[k dj
nck fn;kA cspkjh ldhuk vius nnZ dks nck;s pqipki cSBh jgh fQj mlds ?kko ij dl dj iêh ck¡/k dj iwNk---- ldhuk vc
dSlk yx jgk gS\
----nnZ rks de gS ij da/kk lqUu gks x;k gSA dqN Hkh eglwl ugha gks jgk gSA
----ysfdu ldhuk vc rqEgkjs dks dqN fnu vius da/ks dks tke dj ds j[kuk iM+sxkA vk¡[ksa >qdk, ldhuk cksyh---- vkt tks
rqeus ns[kk gS oks vkt rd fdlh us ugha ns[kk FkkA vxj fdlh dks irk py x;k rks----A mlds yckns dks /khjs ls mij [khaprs
gq, eSaus mldh ckr dks dkV dj dgk---- rqe bruh lqanj gks fQj Hkh ,sls Hkís diM+s igus jgrh gks---- vxj teky rqe ij ej
feVk gS rks ml cspkjs dh dksbZ xyrh ugha gSA ;g dgrs gq, eSaus mlds yckns dks ,d ckj fQj ls da/ks ds mij ljdk dj Bhd
rjg ls igukrs gq, isV ij ca/kh gqbZ xk¡B dl nhA ----vc tjk vius ml nksLr dh rjQ Hkh ns[k ysa fd D;k vHkh Hkh ogk¡ cSBk

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gqvk gS---- dgrs gq, eSa pêku dh vksV ls ckgj fudyus ds fy, c<+k ysfdu ldhuk us esjk gkFk idM+ fy;k---- ugha----;gk¡ ls ckgj
er fudyksA
----ns[kks ge lkjh jkr rks ;gk¡ ugha cSBs jg ldrsA dqN nsj esa va/ksjk gks tk,xk fQj ?kksM+s ij Hkh pyuk eqf’dy gks tk,xk-
--- mldks le>krs gq, viuk gkFk NqM+k;k ysfdu mlus viuh idM+ vkSj Hkh etcwr dj yh vkSj cksyh---- Iyht er fudyksA ;gha
cSBs jgrs gSaA tc nsj rd ?kj ij ugha igq¡psaxs rks vEeh fdlh u fdlh dks ns[kus ds fy, Hkst nsaxhA
----ns[kks ldhuk] eSa QkSth gw¡ gesa ,sls oä ds fy, dkQh Vªsfuax feyh gSA eq>s irk gS fd xksyh pykus okyk fdl vksj gSA
rqe cl pqipki cSBh jgks eSa vHkh ns[k dj vkrk gw¡---- dgrs gq, eSa pêku dh vksV ls fudy dj tehu ij jksy djrk gqvk
ixM.Mh ds nwljs Nksj ij igq¡p x;kA rHkh mlh txg ls ,d ds ckn ,d nks rhu xksyh pyus dh vkokt vkbZ ysfdu rc rd
eSa mldh jsat ls ckgj fudy pqdk FkkA vc rd eq>s irk py pqdk Fkk fd ogk¡ ij flQZ ,d O;fä gS tks fd mij igkM+ ds
fdlh njsZ ds fNik cSBk gqvk FkkA
eSaus viuh txg ls FkksM+k ckgj fudy dj vkokt nh---- ldhuk ckgj vk tkvks yxrk gS og pys x;sA ,d ckj fQj ls
xksyh pyus dh vkokt vk;h ysfdu rc rd eSa nqckjk ls jksy dj ds fQj ls pêku dh vkM+ esa igq¡p x;k FkkA eq>s ns[krs gh
ldhuk eq>ls fyiV dj jksus yxh---- vxj rqEgsa dqN gks tkrk rks esjk D;k gksrkA eSa tkurk Fkk bl oä ge nksuksa dh tku [krjs
esa Fkh fQj Hkh mls pqi djkrs gq, cksyk---- ldhuk vc gesa irk py x;k fd og O;fä vHkh Hkh ogha cSBk gqvk gS vkSj og uhps
ugha mrjsxkA D;k rqe py ldrh gks\ ldhuk us xjnu fgyk dj gkeh Hkjh ysfdu eq>s viuh ck¡gksa esa vkSj Hkh dl dj tdM+
fy;kA eq>s dqN gh nwjh ij ,d m¡ph pêku fn[kkbZ nh vkSj eSa vkSj ldhuk ml vksj c<+ x;sA vc dh ckj fdlh us xksyh ugha
pykbZA vius lkFk ldhuk dks ys dj pêkuksa ds ihNs va/ksjs esa fNirk&fNikrk py fn;kA dkQh nwj rd ge nksuksa blh çdkj
pêkuksa dh vkM+ esa pyrs gq, igkM+h ds eksM+ ij igq¡p x;s FksA ml txg ls ge vc rd dkQh vkxs fudy pqds FksA va/ksjk xgjk
gksus yxk Fkk ysfdu fcuk xfr /kheh fd, ge nksuks vkxs dh vksj c<+rs jgs fd vpkud fdlh ?kksM+s dh fgufgukus dh vkokt
lqu dj fBBd dj #d x;sA dqN gh nwjh ij gekjs lkeus ldhuk dk ?kksM+k [kM+k gqvk taxyh ikS/ks [kk jgk FkkA eSaus rsth ls
vkxs c<+ dj mldh thu Fkke yh vkSj mls [khprk gqvk okfil ldhuk ds ikl vk x;kA
----ldhuk rqe Fkd x;h gksaxhaA rqe ?kksM+s ij cSB tkvks vkSj /khjs&/khjs ge jkLrk r; dj ysaxsA ugha---- ge nksuksa iSny gh
jkLrk r; djsaxs bldks NksM+ nksA esjs fy;s jkLrk vHkh Hkh vutku Fkk blfy, eSaus iwNk---- vPNk ldhuk D;k rqe crk ldrh gks
fd vc ?kj fdruh nwj gS\ mlus viuh fuxkgsa b/kj&m/kj nkSM+k dj cksyh---- cl vc FkksM+h nwj gSA iSny pysaxs rks vk/ks ?kaVs esa
igq¡p tk,¡xsA
blls igys ldhuk dqN le> ikrh eSa ,d >Vds ls ?kksM+s ij cSB x;k vkSj ldhuk dh dej esa gkFk Mky dj mls mij
[khap fy;k vkSj mls viuh xksnh esa fcBk dj ?kksM+s dks ,M+ yxk;h---- vc vxj xksyh pyh rks og eq>s ?kk;y djsxhA ;g dgrs
gq, rsth ls ?kj dh vksj py fn;kA ldhuk viuh ck¡gsa esjs xys esa Mky dj esjs lhus ls fyiV dj pqipki cSB x;hA
eSaus ldhuk ds dku ds ikl eq¡g ys tk dj dgk---- eq>s irk gS fd rqEgsa fdruk nnZ gks jgk gksxk cl dqN nsj dh ckr
gSA ;g dgrs gq, eSaus ldhuk ds dku dks pwe fy;kA vkt mldh fuMjrk dks ns[k dj eSa ml ij eksfgr gks x;k FkkA vius
dkuksa ij esjs gksaBksa dks eglwl djds ldhuk ds iwjs ‘kjhj esa ,d xqnxqnh dh ygj nkSM+ x;hA og viuk eq[k mBk dj esjs dku
ds ikl ys vk;h vkSj cksyh---- dk’k ;g jkLrk dHkh [kRe u gks---- dgrs gq, esjs xky ij vius gksaBksa j[k dj cksyh---- FkSaDlA
----fdl ckr ds fy, vxj pweus ds fy, gS rks eq>s dguk pkfg,A og ‘kekZ dj fuxkgsa pqjkrh gqbZ cksyh---- ugha] esjh tku
cpkus ds fy,A vc rqEgkjs mij fd;k gqvk ,glku mrj x;kA vcdh ckj eq>ls Hkh ugha jgk x;k---- vxj rqe ;g lksprh gks
fd ,slk dg dj rqEgkjk eq>ls ihNk NwV tk,xk rks rqe xyr lksp jgh gksA vc rqe eq>ls dHkh Hkh viuk ihNk ugha NqM+k
ikvksxh---- dgrs gq, ldhuk dh dej esa ,d gkFk Mky dj mls dl dj vius lhus ls yxk fy;kA dqN nsj blh rjg ,d nwljs
dh fnyksa dh /kM+duksa dks lqurs gq, ckdh dk jkLrk r; fd;k---- ns[kks] vc ?kj utnhd vk x;k gSA vc uhps mrj dj iSny
pyrs gSaA ldhuk dh ckr lqu dj eq>s gks’k vk;k---- D;ksa\

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vxj fdlh us ns[k fy;k rks vkQr vk tk,xh---- eSa pqipki ?kksM+s dks jksd dj mrj x;k ysfdu ldhuk dks ?kksM+s ij fcBk
dj ckdh dk jkLrk iSny r; djrk gqvk gosyh igq¡p x;kA vEeh vkSj cM+h ch gosyh ds ckgj ckgj [kM+h gqbZ gekjh jkg rkd
jgha FkhA gesa bl gkyr esa vkrk gqvk ns[k dj vEeh nkSM+ dj gekjs ikl igq¡ph----A

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gekjs igq¡pus ij gosyh ds vanj gypy ep x;h FkhA vEeh dh vkokt lqu dj lc ckgj Hkkxrs gq, vk x;s FksA #[klkj vkSj
‘khck jksrs gq, eq>ls fyiV x;hA tjhuk vkSj vkQ’kk¡ pqipki eq>s nwj ls fugkjrh jghA vEeh ?kcjkbZ gqbZ cksyh---- vjs D;k gqvk\
eSaus dgk---- dqN ugha gqvkA vki ukgd gh fpUrk dj jgha gSA rHkh ldhuk cksy iM+h---- ugha vEeh] ;g ,sls gh dg jgs gSaA fdlh
us vkt gesa ekjus dh dksf’k’k dh Fkh [kqnk dk ‘kqØ gS fd bUgksaus viuh tku ij [ksy dj esjh tku cpkbZ gSA
----gk; vYykg [kqnk xkjr djs mUgsaA csVk rqe Bhd gks---- dgha pksV rks ugha vk;h\ eSa D;k dgrk---- vEeh eSa fcYdqy Bhd
gw¡ cspkjh ldhuk ds da/ks dks xksyh Nw dj fudy x;h gSA ldhuk dks lgkjk ns dj ?kksM+s ls mrkjrk gqvk cksyk---- bUgsa pksV yxh
gS tjk lko/kkuh lsA
----py csVh---- vEeh ldhuk dks lgkjk ns dj ?kj ds vanj ys x;hA ge lc muds ihNs gosyh ds vanj pys x;sA ldhuk
dks ?kk;y ns[k dj iwjs ?kj esa gM+dai ep x;kA tjhuk ls vk¡[ks pkj gksrs gh eSaus mls vius dejs dh vksj vkus dk b’kkjk fd;k
vkSj vius dejs dh vksj py fn;kA dqN nsj ds ckn tjhuk esjs dejs esa vk x;h---- ohj rqe Bhd gks---- dgrs gq, esjs lhus ls
yx x;h---- ge lc cgqr fpUrk dj jgs FksA
vius vkxks’k esa dl dj eSaus tjhuk ls iwNk---- D;k gqvk Fkk ;gk¡ gekjs tkus ds ckn\
vpjt Hkjh vk¡[kksa ls tjhuk us esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj cksyh---- rqEgsa dSls irk pyk\ ----dksbZ vdkj.k gh ckgj bruh cspkSuh
ls [kM+k gks dj bartkj ugha djrkA eSaus tjhuk ds psgjs ij viuh maxyh ls js[kkafdr djrs gq, dgk---- rqEgkjs psgjs ij gokbZ;k¡
mM+h gqbZ gS D;k ckr gS\
vk¡[kks esa vk¡lw Hkj dj tjhuk gosyh dk gky crkuk ‘kq: fd;k---- bejku gkfQt vius vknfe;ksa ds lkFk vk;k FkkA vkt
/kedh ns dj x;k gS fd ,d g¶rs esa bl lky dh lkjh Qly mlds gokys dj nsa ojuk fdlh dks ugha NksM+sxkA og rks bruk
rd dg dj x;k Fkk fd vkt ds ckn [ksrksa dh vksj #[k u djuk D;ksafd vkt tks bl ?kj ls x;s Fks og vc dHkh Hkh okfil
ugha vk,¡xsA
----bldk eryc gS fd og [kqysvke vc gekjs f[kykQ [kM+k gks x;k gSA rqe D;ksa fpUrk dj jgh gks vHkh rks eSa ftUnk
gw¡A ----eSa tkurh gw¡ ij D;k d:¡---- rqe vdsys gks vkSj mlds lkFk iwjh rkfyckuh QkSt gSA rqe mldk lkeuk dSls djksxs\
----tjhuk esjs lkFk rqe gks] vEeh gS] vkSj lc gSaA rqe fpUrk er djks---- rHkh dejs esa vkQ’kk¡ vk;h vkSj cksyh---- ckth]
vEeh budks cqyk jgh gSA vkQ’kk¡ dks ns[k dj ldhuk cksyh---- rqEgsa rks irk ugha ysfdu cspkjh vkQ’kk¡] tc ls bls irk pyk
Fkk ;g ikxyksa dh rjg vanj ckgj dk pDdj yxk jgh FkhA ,d gh fnu esa rqEgkjk tknw bl ij py x;k gSA vEeh us cqyk;k
gS rks dksbZ dke t:j gksxk pyks] muls fey yksA vkQ’kk¡ dks ns[k dj eSa mldh euksfLFkfr Hkk¡i x;k FkkA tjhuk dks vk¡[kksa ls
b’kkjk djrs gq, cksyk---- tjhuk] rqe pyks] eSa vkQ’kk¡ ds lkFk vkrk gw¡A
tjhuk esjk b’kkjk le> x;h vkSj eqLdqjk dj dejs ds ckgj pyh x;hA vkQ’kk¡ pqipki utj uhps dj ds esjs lkeus

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[kM+h jghA blls igys og dqN djrh eSaus mls viuh ck¡gksa esa Hkj fy;k vkSj fcLrj dh vksj ys x;k---- D;ksa esjk tknw vlj dj
jgk gS---- dgrs gq, mlds fFkjdrs gq, gksaBksa dks vius gksaBksa dh fxj¶r esa ys dj dqN nsj rd mudk jliku fd;kA vius dks
NqM+krs gq, vkQ’kk¡ viuh d¡id¡ikrh gqbZ vkokt esa cksyh---- esjs ljrkt eSa rks ej gh x;h Fkh mudh ckr lqu dj] cl vkidks
ns[k dj fQj ls th mBhA
mldh ckr lqu dj eq>s mldh eklwfe;r ij I;kj vk x;kA vkQ’kk¡ ds /kM+drs gq, lhus ij viuk flj j[k dj ml
dh iq”V lhus dh xksykbZ;ksa dks lgykrs gq, ,d ckj fQj ls ia[kqMf;ksa ls xqykch gksaBksa dks yky djus esa yx x;kA ,d ckj fQj
ls vkQ’kk¡ vius dks NqM+krs gq, cksyh---- vEeh bartkj dj jgh gS] vkidks pyuk ugha gS D;k\
----rqe pyks] eSa tjk eq¡g gkFk /kks dj vkrk gw¡---- dgrs gq, eSa ckFk:e esa pyk x;kA vkQ’kk¡ fcLrj ij fcNh gqbZ pknj dks
Bhd djds ckgj fudy x;hA Ýs’k gks dj eSa vEeh ls feyus muds dejs dh vksj #[k fd;kA vEeh ds dejs esa lc cSBs gq,
[kqlj&iqlj esa yhu FksA eq>s ns[k dj vEeh cksyha---- csVk] rqEgsa tjhuk us lc dqN crk fn;k gksxkA mudks <ka<l fnykrs gq, eSaus
dgk---- gk¡] vki fQØ u djsaA eSaus lc lksp fy;k gSA vEeh] vki cl eq>s bruk crk nsa fd vQhe dh fMyhojh dSls djuh gksxh\
D;k vki ds ikl dksbZ Qksu ;k irk gS\
vEeh us eq>s le>krs gq, dgk---- gk¡] ,gen cqjkZuh dk ,d vkneh cxyku esa iM+ko Mky dj cSBk gqvk gSA mldk uke
gehn jCckuh gSA tc gekjh Qly rS;kj gks tk,xh rc ge mls [kcj dj nsaxs vkSj fQj og vius vki gh lkjk eky Vªdksa esa
ykn dj gsjkr igq¡pk nsxkA
----vEeh] iSlksa dk fglkc&fdrkc dSls gksxk\ ----fglkc&fdrkc ds fy;s csVk rqEgsa gsjkr tkuk iM+sxkA ogha ij cqjkZuh lkjs
eky dk fglkc djsxkA ----cl vEeh] vc vki fQØ u djsaA D;k vki ds ikl dqN gfFk;kj oxSjkg gS vkSj jkf’kn ds Hkh rks vius
vkneh gksaxs] og yksx dgk¡ ij gS\
----csVk] flQZ ,d fiLrkSy vkSj ,d Dyk’kuhdkso cph gSA jkf’kn us vius vknfe;ksa dks gfFk;kjksa ls ySl dj j[kk Fkk ysfdu
vc bejku us lHkh jkf’kn ds vknfe;ksa dks rksM+ dj vius lkFk feyk fy;k gSA jkf’kn ds lHkh vknfe;ksa esa ls flQZ ,d vkneh
teky gekjs ikl jg x;k gSA ----ysfdu vEeh vkt ml ds lkFk eqykdkr gks x;h FkhA og vkneh fo’okl ds dkfcy ugha gSA
eSaus lc dh vksj #[k dj ds dgk fd cxyku fdlus ns[kk gS vkSj m/kj dh dkSu tkudkjh j[krk gS\
----eSaus ns[kk gSA eq>s irk gS fd ?kksM+s ls yxHkx ,d fnu yx tk,xk vkSj thi ls pkj ?kaVs yx tk,¡xs---- dg dj vk;’kk
pqi gks x;hA vkt igyh ckj vk;’kk us fdlh dke esa esjs lkeus viuh rjQ ls igy dh FkhA lyek vkSj vk;’kk irk ugha
eq>ls dVh&dVh D;ksa jgrh FkhA ml fnu tc eSa vk;’kk ls ckr dj jgk Fkk ml oä Hkh mldk psgjk rerek jgk FkkA ?kj ds
vkSj lnL; esjs lkFk vc rd dkQh fgy&fey x;s FksA tjhuk vkSj vkQ’kk¡ dh vk¡[kksa esa ges’kk vius fy, eksgCcr fn[krh Fkh
vkSj vEeh dh vk¡[kksa ges’kk Lusg vkSj okRlY; >ydrk FkkA
mldh ckr lqu dj eSaus ,d fu’p; dj fy;k Fkk---- vEeh eSa vius lkFk vk;’kk dks ys dj dy lqcg cxyku fudy
tkÅ¡xk vkSj ns[krk gw¡ fd gkfen jCckuh fdlds [kses esa gSA bejku us ,d g¶rs dk le; fn;k gqvk gS] eSa mEehn djrk gw¡ fd
,d g¶rs ls igys og dksbZ gjdr ugha djsxkA thi dgk¡ gS\
----csVk] thi rks [ksr ij jgrh gSA vEeh dh ckr lqu dj esjk eu FkksM+k ek;wl gks x;k fd ,d ckj fQj ls ?kksM+s dk
lgkjk ysuk iM+sxkA ----dksbZ ckr ugha vEeh] vk;’kk rqe ?kqM+lokjh tkurh gks D;k\ vk;’kk us viuh xjnu fgyk dj dgk---- ughaA
eSus eu gh eu lkspk fd vc rks cM+h eqf’dy gks x;hA
----vk;’kk dksbZ vkSj oä gksrk rks ;gk¡ ls [ksr rd rks eSa rqEgsa vius lkFk ys tkrk ijarq bl oä eSa thi dks ys tkus ds
gd esa ugha gw¡ D;ksafd eq>s fo’okl gS fd ge ij utj j[kh tk jgh gSA
bl ls igys dksbZ esjh bl ijs’kkuh dk gy djrk ldhuk cksy iM+h---- vEeh eSa pyh tkrh gw¡A eSaus cxyku ns[kk gS vkSj

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eSa ?kqM+lokjh Hkh dj ysrh gw¡A mldh ckr lqu dj vEeh #vkalh vkokt esa cksy mBh---- ughaA mudh ckr dk leFkZu djrs gq,
eSaus Hkh dgk---- ugha] vHkh rqe ?kksM+k ugha laHkky ikvksxhA vHkh rqEgkjs da/ks dk nnZ /khjs&/khjs c<+sxk vkSj gkFk lqUu gksus yxsxkA
,slh gkyr esa ?kqM+lokjh djuk ukeqefdu gksxkA
----rqEgkjs ikl dksbZ vkSj jkLrk gS D;k\ ldhuk ds ç’u esa lPpkbZ vkSj csclh nksuksa fn[k jgh FkhA ----ldhuk rqe lgh dg
jgh gks vkSj dksbZ jkLrk rks eq>s Hkh utj ugha vk jgk gS ij D;k rqe ,d fnu iwjk ?kksM+s ls py ldksxh\ ldhuk us tokc fn;k-
--- tc rd fd;k ugha rks dSls crkšA dqN lksp dj eSaus dgk---- Bhd gS] oSls vPNk Hkh gS fd mudh utj esa ge nksuksa vHkh
xk;c gSaA mUgsa irk ugha gS fd ge ftUnk cp dj okfil vk x;s gSaA vki lc yksx Hkh ?kj esa ekre gh fn[kkbZ, fd vHkh rd
ge okfil ugha vk, gSA dy ge nksuksa va/ksjs esa cxyku dh vksj fudy tk,¡xs----A
ldhuk pkSad dj cksyh---- dy lqcg\ ----gk¡ vkSj D;k---- eSaus lcdh vksj ns[k dj dgk---- vc vki lc ckrsa Hkwy tk,¡ esjk
fo’okl dhft, fd dy ds ckn gekjs cqjs fnu [kRe---- cl vEeh vki og gfFk;kj eq>s ns nhft,A
----csVk] vc rqe vkjke djksA tjhuk rqe [kkuk yxk dj ohj ds dejs esa ns nsuk vkSj ldhuk rw Hkh dqN [kk dj vkjke
dj ys D;ksfa d rqEgsa lqcg tYnh fudyuk gSA vEeh ckr lqu dj eSa vius dejs dh vksj pyk x;k vkSj ckdh lc yksx Hkh vius&vius
dejksa esa pys x;sA eq>s vpkud dqN ;kn vk;k rks okfil vEeh ds dejs dh vksj #[k fd;k ysfdu rc rd ogk¡ ls lc tk
pqds FksA eSa vk;’kk ds dejs dh vksj c<+k rks dqN nwjh ij vk;’kk vkSj lyek ,d nwljs ls ckr djrs gq, fn[ks rks eSa ml vksj
muds ihNs py fn;kA
lyek f>M+drs gq, vk;’kk ls dg jgh Fkh---- vk;’kk] rwus >wB D;ksa dgk fd rq>s ?kqM+lokjh ugha vkrh gSA eSaus ns[kk gS rq>
dks ?kqM+lokjh djrs gq,A ----ckth] rqe ugha le>ksxhA cxyku ,d cM+k ‘kgj gSA ogk¡ ij ?kksM+s ls tkuk [krjs ls [kkyh ugha gS
vkSj oSls Hkh esjs dkQh fj’rsnkj ogk¡ ij jgrs gSaA vxj fdlh us eq>s bl ds lkFk igpku fy;k rks esjh ‘kker vk tk,xhA ----;g
rwus vPNk ugha fd;k vk;’kkA ldhuk ch ?kk;y gS vkSj cspkjh dk ,d gkFk fcYdqy lqUu iM+k gqvk gSA D;k rq>s yxrk gS fd
rwus tks fd;k og lgh gS\
----ckth] eq>s cgqr Mj yx jgk gSA vxj ;g dkfQj ;gk¡ u gksrk rks vEeh bruh Hkh vMf;y ugha gksrhA bejku dh ckr
eku dj ge lc dks cpk ysrhA vk;’kk dh ckr lqu dj lyek xqLls ls fcQj dj cksy iM+h---- rw rks ikxy gks x;h gSA jkf’kn
gh rsjs fy, Bhd Fkk tks rw>s ekj&ekj dj v/kejk dj nsrk FkkA rc [kq’k Fkh vkSj vkt ;g dkfQj ge lc ds fy, bruk dqN
djus dh dksf’k’k dj jgk gS fQj Hkh rq>s tjk lk Hkh ugha yxk fd rw dqN bldh enn dj nsA ----ckth] ;g tjhuk vkSj vkQ’kk¡
ds ftLeksa ds lkFk f[kyokM+ dj jgk gSA D;k Hkjkslk fd ;g cxyku igq¡p dj ldhuk dks csp dj vius oru Hkkx u tk,\ --
--vk;’kk] ;g ‘kDy ls rks ;g ,slk ugha yxrk gS vkSj jgha tjhuk vkSj vkQ’kk¡] og viuh ethZ ls bldh gefcLrj cuh gS rks
t:j blesa mUgksausa dksbZ ,slh ckr ns[kh gksxhA vkQ’kk¡ rks NksVh gS ysfdu tjhuk ckth rks dksbZ cPph ugh gSA ns[kk Fkk fd og
nksuksa fdruh ijs‘kku gks x;h Fkh bl vkneh fd ekSr dh [kcj dks lqu djA eSa tkurh gw¡ fd pUn fnuksa esa gh og nksuksa bldh
eksgCcr esa ikxy gks x;h gSA
----dkfQj dh eksgCcr esa ikxy gks dj nkst[k dk jkLrk r; dj jgha gSA ns[k ysuk tc bu ij dksM+s iM+saxs vkSj xeZ ros
ij fyVk dj bUgsa Hkwuk tk,xk rc bUgsa irk pysxkA eSaus tks dguk Fkk og dg fn;k---- dg dj vk;’kk pqi gks x;hA vius ihNs
fdlh ds dneksa dh vkgV lqu dj vk;’kk us ihNs eqM+ dj ns[kk vkSj eq>s vius ihNs [kM+s ns[k dj Mj ds ekjs dk¡i dj jg
x;hA rHkh lyek eq>s ns[k dj cksyh---- vki] ;gk¡ dSls\
eq>s vk;’kk ls dqN iwNuk Fkk blfy, vki yksxksa ds ikl vk jgk Fkk ysfdu eSa ugha tkurk Fkk fd vk;’kk dh vksj b’kkjk
djrs gq,---- ;g eq>ls bruh eksgCcr djrh gSA vk;’kk >sairs gq, cksyh---- ughaA vki esjh ckr dk Iyht cqjk ugha ekfu,xkA ----
vk;’kk] ,d jkr ds fy, esjh gefcLrj cu tkvks rks eSa ;dhu ds lkFk dg ldrk gw¡ fd vki dh gkyr mu nksuksa ls cnrj gks
tk,xhA dkfQj rks gw¡ ysfdu uk’kqØk ugha gw¡A ;gk¡ vki yksxksa dk ued [kk;k gS blfy, esjk QtZ gS fd vki yksxksa ds mij
dksbZ vk¡p u vkus nw¡A [kSj eSa flQZ ;g tkuuk pkgrk gw¡ fd cxyku tkus dk D;k dksbZ vkSj Hkh jkLrk fudy ldrk gS D;k\

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esjk xqLls ls rerek;k psgjk ns[k dj lyek chp esa cksyh---- ohj vki cqjk eku x;s exj ;g cPph gSA vkidks bls ekQ
dj nsuk pkfg,] vk;’kk rqe ohj dks vius dejs esa ys tkvks---- dgrs gq, lyek vius dejs esa pyh x;h vkSj vk;’kk Bxh lh
ogk¡ [kM+h jg x;hA ----pysa D;k] ;k ;gha ij ckr djuh gSaA esjk mykguk lqu dj fgpdrs gq, vk;’kk cksyh---- pfy,---- dg dj
eq>s dks ys dj vius dejs dh vksj pyus yxhA mlds dejs esa ?kqlrs gq, dgk---- vk;’kk esjh ckr dks Hkwy tkbZ,A dqN {k.kksa ds
fy, eSa Hkwy x;k Fkk fd vkius Hkh cgqr tqYe lgs gSa bruh NksVh lh mez esa---- Iyht eq>s ekQ dfj,xkA vkidk fny nq[kkus dk
esjk tjk Hkh bPNk ugha FkhA
----Iyht vki eq>s vkSj ‘kfeZUnk u djsaA nsf[k, ;gk¡ ls ?kksM+s ysdj vki gkbZos ij igq¡p dj cl ;k ykSjh ls cxyku tk
ldrs gS ;k fQj vki vxj ?kksM+s ls tkuk pkgrs gSa rks gkbZos dh ctk; vki vius [ksr ls gks dj taxy ds chpksachp ls fudy
cxyku igq¡p ldrs gSaA vpkud eq>s ,d [;ky vk;k---- D;k ?kksM+s ls ge gkbZos ds lkFk cuh gqbZ ixMaMh ls ugha tk ldrs\ esjs
lq>ko ds ckjs esa lksprs gq, vk;’kk cksy mBh---- tk rks ldrs gSa ij gj fdlh dh utj esa vk tk,¡xsA eSaus ;g Hkh lquk gS fd
gkbos ij txg&txg ij rkfyckuh psdiksLV cus gq, gSaA eSa lksprh gw¡ fd vki ;g dHkh Hkh ugha pkgsaxs fd vkidk muds lkFk
dksbZ vkeuk&lkeuk gksA gk¡] rqe Bhd dg jgh gks---- vk;’kk dh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡[ks Mky dj dgk---- FkSaDlA
vk;’kk dks mij ls uhps ns[krs gq, eSus dgk---- vxj cqjk u ekus rks ,d ckr dgw¡ fd fdlh ds ckjs es dksbZ jk; cukus
ls igys vius eu dks lkQ dj fyth, oukZ ges’kk gh /kks[kk [kk;saxhA vk;’kk tc rd dqN le>rh mldks eSus viuh ck¡gksaesa
dl dj tdM+ fy;kAvk;’kkxqLls esa ph[krs gq,cksyh---- ;g D;k dj jgs gks\ bl ls igys vk;’kk dqN vkSj cksys mls fcLrj ij
iVd dj eSusmlds ‘kjhj ds vius uhps nckfy;kAvk;’kk xqLls ls HkUuk;h gqbZ epyrh jghysfduesjsf’kdats ls fudy ughaik;hA

eSusvius nksuksa gkFkksa ls tcjnLrhvk;’kk dk psgjk idM+ dj iwNk---- vk;’kkrqEgkjh D;k mez gS\ vk;’kk usiwjh rkdr ls
eq> dks /kDdk ns dj gVkus dk ç;klfd;kA----vPNk ugha ekuksxh----dgrs gq, vk;’kk dks ,dk,dNksM+ fn;kAvk;’kk fu<ky lh
fcLrj ij pqipki iM+h jgh vkSj mldh vk¡[kksa ls csclh ds vk¡lw Nyd x;sA ----vk;’kk eq>s ,glkl gS fd rqeus bl çdkj ds
cgqr tqYe lgs gS ijUrq lc enZ ,d tSls ugha gksrsArqEgsa vius mij fo’okl gksuk pkfg, cl----dgrs gq, eSmldsdejs ls ckgj
fudy x;kAesjs ihNs less vk;’kaka dh vkokt vk;h---- rqe ugha le> ldksxs! dHkh ugha le> ldksxs----jksrs gq, vius fcLrj ij
iM+h jgh tSls fd eS mls NksM+dj vk;k FkkA

vk;’kk oks jkr okyh jgL;e;h yM+dh ugha FkhA esjs tgu es ml uo;kSouk ds ftLe dh cukoV iwjh rjg ?kj dj x;h
FkhA og dkSu gS\ ;gh lksprk gqvk eS vius dejs dh vksj py fn;kA eq>s iwjk ;dhu Fkk fd og dksbZ Hkh gks ysfdu og blh
gosyh dk fgLlk t:j FkhA eu gh eu vk;’kk ds ckjs es lksp jgk Fkk fd cspkjh mldk flQZ ;gh dqlwj Fkk fd vkt rd mldks
cl ,d f[kykSus dh rjg bLrseky fd;k x;k FkkA eSus Hkh rks viuk xqLlk ml ij csotg fudkyk FkkA og esjs ckjs u tkus D;k
lksp jgh gksxhA eu gh eu ml ds lkFk dh x;h T;knrh ij vc eS [kqn gh ‘kfeZUnk gks jgk FkkA tjhuk vkSj vkQ+‘kk¡ rks jkf’kn
fe;k¡ dh C;kgrk Fkh ysfdu mUgksaus eq>s fcuk fdlh ‘krZ ds viuk fy;k FkkA cspkjh vk;’kk vkSj lyek nksuksa fdLer dh ekjh
gqbZ Fkh ftUgsa jkf’kn fe;k¡ tksj tcjnLrh ls muds viuksa ds chp es ls mBk yk;k Fkk vkSj ,d f[kykSus dh rjg bLrseky dj
jgk FkkA mu nksuksa dh gkyr dqN esjs tSlh gh FkhA bl ifjokj es gksus ds ckotwn og ifjokj dk fgLlk ugha FkhA ml jkst+
igyh ckj eq>s vk;’kk vkSj lyek ds çfr ,d ftEesnkjh dk ,glkl gqvk FkkA

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lqcg ds rhu ct jgs FksA eSa ugk dj ckFk:e ls ckgj fudyk rks esjh utj fcLrj ij iM+hA lkeus tjhuk fuoZL= gkyr esa
fcLrj ij Fkd dj lks jgh FkhA esjs ekuliVy ij dy jkr dh /khaxkeLrh ,d ckj nqckjk ls rktk gks x;hA jkr dh ckr ;kn
djds ,d ckj fQj ls esjs ‘kjhj esa [kwu dk cgko rst gks x;kA tjhuk us vpkud djoV cnyh ysfdu eq>s viuh txg ij u
ik dj gM+cM+k dj mB cSBhA eq>s diM+s igurs gq, ns[k dj tjhuk >iV dj mBh vkSj esjs lhus ls yx x;hA ----vjs rqEgsa D;k
gqvk\ rqe lksrh jgrh----dgrs gq, eSaus mlds cky lgyk fn;sA
----ohj] esjk th ?kcjk jgk gSA rqe ls fcNM+us dk Mj ges’kk lrkrk jgrk gSA D;k tkuk cgqr t:jh gS\
----tjhuk jkr dks esjs tgu esa ,d [;ky vk;k Fkk vkSj bl ijs’kkuh dks ges’kk ds fy, nwj djus ds fy;s esjk tkuk cgqr
t:jh gSA igys eSa lksp jgk Fkk fd jCckuh dks lwpuk nw¡xk fd og viuk eky mBk ys ijarq eq>s yx jgk Fkk fd og dgha u
dgha bejku ls feyk gqvk gSA ----rqe fpUrk u djksA tjhuk ds ,d uXu Lru ij m¡xyh fQjkrs gq, QqlQqlk;k---- tc rd ;g
fu’kku feVsaxs rc rd eSa u;s fu’kku yxkus ds fy, vk tkÅ¡xkA mlds lhus ij iM+s gq, fu’kkuksa dks lgykrs gq, dgk---- dy
jkr dks cgqr cqjh rjg ls rqEgkjs uktqd ftLe ij VwV iM+k FkkA
esjh ck¡gksa esa >wyrh gqbZ tjhuk esjs lhus ls yx dj cksyh---- dHkh&dHkh bl rjg ds I;kj dk viuk gh etk gSA mlds
flj mBkrs gq, f’k[kj dy’k dks viuh maxfy;ksa ds chp nckrs gq, dgk---- vPNk thA ,d yEch flldkjh Hkjrs gq,----mbZ---- tjhuk
us eq>s ;kn fnyk;k---- rqEgsa tkuk ugha gS D;k\ okg jh vkSjr---- tjhuk ds uXu furacksa dks lgykrs gq, vpkud ,d fpdksVh dkV
dj---- vkt rd dksbZ bls le> ugha ldkA ----vHkh rks tjhuk rqe eq>s tkus ls jksd jgh Fkh vkSj vc tkus dh ckr dj jgh gksA
fpgqad dj tjhuk cksyh---- eSa jksduk Hkh pkgw¡ rks eq>s irk gS fd rqe ugha #dksxs---- dgrs gq, eq>ls vyx gksus dk ç;kl djus
yxhA vc eSa pyrk gw¡ D;ksafd ldhuk jkg ns[krh gksxh] vPNk [kqnk gkfQt---- dgrs gq, dejs ls ckgj fudy x;kA tjhuk vius
b’d ds [kqekj esa eqLdqjkrh gqbZ ,d ckj fQj liuksa dh nqfu;k esa [kks x;h FkhA dqN lksp dj eSa okfil vk dj lksrh gqbZ tjhuk
ds dku esa QqlQqlkrs gq, dgk---- tkuseu] tc rd eSa okfil vkÅ¡ rc rd vius uhps ds cky lkQ djds j[kuk vkSj vkQ’kk¡
ls Hkh dg nsukA bl ls igys tjhuk dqN le> lds eSa mldh vk[kksa ds lkeus ls vks>y gks x;k FkkA
rst dneksa ls pyrs gq, eSa gosyh ds ckgj vk dj [kM+k gks x;kA lkeus ycknk vks<+s flj vkSj psgjs dks fNik;s ldhuk
vius ?kksM+s ij cSBh esjk bartkj dj jgh FkhA eSaus Hkh tYnh ls vius ?kksM+s ij cSB dj ,M+ yxk;h vkSj ge nksuksa vkxs dh vksj
c<+ x;sA vHkh va/ksjk Fkk vkleku esa rkjs lkQ fn[kkbZ ns jgs FksA ldhuk esjs dks ihNs NksM+ dj vkxs fudy x;h Fkh D;ksafd eq>s
bl jkLrs dk irk ugha FkkA
----ldhuk] da/ks ds nnZ dk D;k gky gS\ yxke dk tksj vius nwljs gkFk ij nsukA ldhuk us fcuk dqN cksys flj fgyk
fn;kA eSa Hkh ldhuk ds ihNs rst xfr ls pyus yxk D;ksafd va/ksjs esa bl txg ls dkQh nwj fudyuk pkg jgk FkkA ldhuk
jkLrk fn[kkrs gq, ljiV vkxs c<+rh pyh tk jgh Fkh vkSj eSa ckeqf’dy mldh xfr dh cjkcjh djus dk gj Hkjld ç;kl dj
jgk FkkA eu gh eu ldhuk dh ?kqM+lokjh dh ç’kalk Hkh dj jgk FkkA
dkQh nwj tkus ds ckn ldhuk us viuh xfr FkksM+h /kheh dj nhA jkr dk va/ksjk NVus yxk Fkk] vkleku ls flrkjs #[lr
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gks jgs Fks vkSj lwjt dh jkS’kuh pkjksa fn’kkvksa esa QSyus yxh FkhA ge nksuksa rsth ls vkxs c<+rs pys tk jgs FksA ‘kkar okrkoj.k esa
iFkjhyh tehu ij ?kksM+ksa dh Vkiksa dh vkokt xw¡t jgh FkhA tSls&tSls fnu p<+rk x;k oSls gh xehZ Hkh c<+us yxh FkhA pkj ?kaVs
yxkrkj pyus ds ckn eSnkuh bykds esa igq¡p dj eSaus ldhuk dks #dus dk b’kkjk fd;kA ge nksuksa viuh xfr /khes djrs gq,
,d isM+ ds ikl tk dj #d x;sA yxkrkj pyus ls nksuksa ?kksM+s Hkh Fkd dj gk¡Q jgs FksA
lkeus cgrh gqbZ ugj dks ns[k dj eSaus #drs gq, dgk---- ldhuk dqN nsj vkjke dj ysrs gSaA ;g cstcku tkuoj Hkh Fkd
x;s gksaxs vkSj bUgsa Hkh ikuh fiyk nsrs gSaA ldhuk us ,d ckj fQj flj fgyk dj esjs lq>ko dk leFkZu fd;kA ?kksM+s ls uhps mrj
dj mlus ikuh dh e’d ls vius ?kksM+s dh I;kl cq>k;h vkSj mlds ns[kkns[kh eSaus Hkh ogh fd;kA vius ?kksM+s dks ikuh fiyk dj
eSa isM+ ds uhps ?kkl ij ysV dj viuh dej lh/kh djus yxk ysfdu ldhuk eq>ls nwjh cuk dj ,d pêku ds fdukjs cSB x;hA
ysVs gq, eSaus iwNk---- ldhuk da/kk dSlk gS\ mlus dgk---- gw¡---- Bhd gSA
----rqe bruh nwj /kwi esa D;ksa cSBh gqbZ gks] ;gk¡ vk tkvksA b/kj lkQ txg gSA ysfdu tSls og eq>ls nwj gh jguk pkgrh
Fkh] /khes Loj esa cksyh---- ugha Bhd gSA ----deky gS] rqe viuk ycknk ugha mrkjuk pkgrh rks er mrkjks ij de ls de viuk
udkc vkSj ixM+h rks mrkj nks] cgqr xehZ gks jgh gSA vcdh ckj ldhuk >qa>yk dj cksyh---- ugha Bhd gS] gesa ;gk¡ ls tYnh
pyuk pkfg, cl ,d ?kaVs dk lQj ckdh gS gkbZos ij igq¡pus ds fy,A bl ckj mldh vkokt lqu dj esjk ekFkk Budk---- eSa
mB dj [kM+k gqvk vkSj ldhuk ds ikl tk dj mldk da/kk idM+ dj tksj ls fgykrk gqvk cksyk---- D;k gks x;k gS rqEgsa\ dqN
ugha---- ldhuk mBrs gq, cksyh---- vc pysaA gk¡ pyrs gS ysfdu igys---- dgrs gq, eSaus mlds flj ij ca/ks gq, diM+s dks ,d >Vds
[khap dj gVk fn;kA ----vjs vk;’kk rqe] ldhuk dgk¡ gS\
vk;’kk vk¡[ks uhps fd;s cksyh---- lDdw ch] ?kj ij vkjke dj jgha gSA
----rqe rks cgqr vPNh ?kqM+lokj gksA dy euk D;ksa dj jgha Fkh\ esjh ckr dks vulquh djrs gq, cksyh---- vc pysaA mlds
lkFk etkd djus dh bPNk ls dgk---- vk;’kk rqEgsa esjs lkFk ;gk¡ ij Mj ugha yx jgk gS\ vkf[kj vc rqEgsa ;gk¡ dkSu cpk,xk\
----tc [kqnk igys ugha cpk lds rks vc D;k---- eSa rks igys gh yqV pqdh gw¡ vkSj vc D;k dksbZ eq>s ywVsxkA mldh ckr lqu dj
esjs fny esa Bsl yxh vkSj vk;’kk ds utnhd vk dj mlds psgjs dks vius gkFk esa ys dj mldh vk¡[kksa esa >k¡drs gq, cksyk----
rqEgsa esjs jgrs dksbZ ugha gkFk yxk ldrkA jgk esjs ckjs esa dy jkr dks---- mldk dksbZ vkSj dkj.k Fkk ysfdu eSaus vkt rd fdlh
ds lkFk tcjnLrh ugha dh gS vkSj u gh d:¡xkA rqe bl dkfQj ls fuf’pUr jgksA
McMckrh gqbZ vk¡[kksa ls og fryfeyk dj cksyh---- dy dh esjh ckr dk bruk cqjk eku x;sA ----ugha vk;’kk---- rqEgkjk
lkspuk Hkh lgh gSA vkf[kj ftl ekgkSy ls rqe vk;h gks ‘kk;n ogk¡ ;gh lc dqN fl[kk;k tkrk gksxkA rqEgkjh mez esa rks eq>s
flQZ i<+kbZ ds flok vkSj dqN Hkh ugha vkrk FkkA vc dqN fnu ge lkFk jgsaxs] eSa dksf’k’k d:¡xk fd rqe nqfu;k ds ckjs tkuksaA
dkfQj Hkh vYykg ds cUns gSa vkSj muesa Hkh ogh [kwu gS tks rqe esa gSA Hkyk vYykg vius cPpksa esa dHkh dksbZ QdZ dj ldrk
gS\
----vki eq>s ekQ dj nhft,] eSa ,slh ugha gw¡ tSlh vki le> jgsa gSA fny ij brus ?kko gSa fd fdlh dh vPNkbZ dks Hkh
‘kd dh utjksa ls ns[kus dh fQrjr cu x;h gSA ----vk;’kk ge dqN fnu vc lkFk jgsaxs vkSj ;g esjk oknk gS fd gosyh okfil
igq¡pus rd eSa rqEgkjs lkjs ?kkoksa dks Hkjus dh iwjh dksf’k’k d:¡xkA vc pysaA igyh ckj vk;’kk us esjh vksj eqLdqjk dj dgk----
Iyht vki dy jkr dh ckr Hkwy tkbZ,A mls NsM+rs gq,---- dkSu lh ckr---- dy jkr rqEgkjs dejs dh ckr ;k fQj----A vk;’kk ‘keZ
ls yky gksrh gqbZ cksyh---- esjh vkSj lyek dh ckr---- vkSj mpd dj vius ?kksM+s ij cSB x;hA
vk;’kk dks eqLdqjkrs gq, ns[k dj---- og rks dy gh Hkwy x;k Fkk ij ,d ckr gS fd tc rqe eqLdqjkrh gks rks eq>s vius
fny ij iRFkj j[kuk iM+rk gS ojuk eq>ls t:j dksbZ fgekdr gks tk,xh---- dgrs gq, eSa Hkh vius ?kksM+s ij cSB x;k---- vkvks
pysaA ge nksuksa ,d ckj fQj ls vius lQj ij fudy iM+s ysfdu vc flQZ ,d QdZ gks x;k Fkk fd ge nksuksa ds chp dh Vsa’ku
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----vk;’kk] rqEgkjs ?kj ij vc dkSu gS\ ----irk ugha] cl bruk irk gS fd esjk HkkbZ vQhe ds dkjksckj ds flyflys esa ekjk
x;k FkkA jkf’kn us ,d fnu eq>s crk;k FkkA ----l‚jh] ysfdu rqEgkjs vCck vkSj vEeh] ckdh fj’rsnkj oxSjgA ----gk¡ lc Fks] ij tc
ls ;gk¡ vk;h rc ls muds ckjs esa dqN irk ugha fd mudk D;k gqvkA ----fdlh fnu esjs lkFk pyksxh ns[kus fd mudk D;k gky
gS\ cM+s nq[kh eu ls vk;’kk us dgk---- D;k d:¡xh tk dj] vc dksbZ eq>s vPNh utj ls ugha ns[ksxkA ----,d ckj esjs lkFk Hkh
rks py dj ns[k yksA ----vHkh py rks jgsa gS---- ns[k yw¡xhA
----vk;’kk rqe cxyku ls gks] rc rks rqe esjh dkQh eqf’dysa gy dj ldrh gksA ----ugha] esjk xk¡o cxyku ls dksbZ vLlh
ehy nwj ‘ks[k tyky vkSj ukgjhu ds chp esa iM+rk gSA gk¡] ysfdu esjs dkQh fj’rsnkj cxyku esa jgrs gSA vjs #fd,] vc ge
gkbZos ds cgqr ikl vk x;s gSaA ----vk;’kk] vc ;gk¡ ls vkxs rqe esjh choh dh rjg jgksxhA vc lcls igys gesa bu ?kksM+ksa dks
fdlh ds ikl NksM+uk gksxk vkSj fQj fdlh cl ;k ykSjh ls cxyku pysaxsA D;k lksprh gks\ ----gk¡] ;gh Bhd jgsxkA ?kksM+ksa dh
vksj b’kkjk djrs gq, vk;’kk cksyh---- bUgsa dgk¡ ij NksM+sa\ eSaus lkeus dh vksj b’kkjk fd;k---- og >ksiM+h ns[k jgh gks lM+d ds
ml rjQ] mlh ls tk dj ckr djrk gw¡---- bruk dg dj eSa ml vksj pyk x;kA
eSa FkksM+h nsj ds ckn okfil ykSV dj vk;k---- vk;’kk] esjh ckr gks x;h gSA og ,d pk; dk LVky gS vkSj vius ikl gekjs
?kksM+s j[kus dks rS;kj gSA ----ysfdu ohj ,sls gh gj fdlh ij Hkjkslk er dj ysukA ----pyks rks lgh] og cw<+k vkneh gS vkSj vdsyk
jgrk gSA mls ,d ckj rqe Hkh ns[k yksA vk;’kk us tYnh ls viuh ixM+h mrkj dj cqdkZ vks<+ dj viuk os’k ,d vQxkuh choh
dk cuk fy;kA ge nksuksa us vius&vius ?kksM+s dh yxke idM+ yh vkSj ml >ksaiM+h dh vksj pys x;sA
----cM+s fe;k¡---- esjh vkokt lqu dj ,d cw<+k vQxkuh >ksaiM+h ls ckgj fudy dj vk;k---- ;g esjh choh vk;’kk csxe gSA
vkidk cgqr ‘kqfØ;k fd vki dqN fnuksa ds fy, gekjs ?kksM+ksa dh ns[kHkky djus ds fy, jkth gks x;s gSaA rHkh vk;’kk us >qd dj
ml cw<+s dks lyke fd;kA ----vLyke chch] vius ?kksM+sa ys tk dj ihNs [kw¡Vs ls ck¡/k nksA eSa igys gh dg pqdk gw¡ fd vxj og
ukekdwy rkfyckuh ykSaMsa eq>s ijs’kku djsaxs rks eSa T;knk dqN ugha dj ldw¡xk---- dg dj cw<+k pqi gks x;kA
----cM+s fe;k¡] vki fQØ u djsa---- eSaus dqN iSls pk;okys ds gkFk esa j[k fn;s vkSj btktr ysdj ge nksuksa gkbZos ds fdukjs
[kM+s gks x;sA vthc txg Fkh] gkbZos rks Fkk ysfdu lM+dksa dk cqjk gky FkkA txg&txg xïs [kqns gq, iM+s FksA lkeus ls ,d
ykSjh vkrh gqbZ ns[k dj eSaus gkFk fgyk dj #dus dk b’kkjk fd;kA ykSjh esjs ikl vk dj #d x;hA Mªkboj us f[kM+dh esa ls
flj fudky dj ge nksuksa dks ?kwjkA ysfdu bl ls igys og dqN iwNs eSaus dgk---- HkkbZtku] gesa cxyku igq¡puk gSA enn pkfg,A
Mªkboj us flj fgykrs gq, gkeh Hkjh---- fe;k¡ eSa cxyku gh tk jgk gw¡ ysfdu vkt dy rkfyckuh xqUMs dqN T;knk gh
ijs’kku dj jgsa gSA fcuk iSls fy, fdlh dks Hkh ugha NksM+rs gSaA mldh ckr lqu dj eSaus vk;’kk dh vksj ns[kk vkSj dgk---- dksbZ
ckr ugha] fdrus iSls ek¡xrs gSA ns nsaxs] gekjk igq¡puk t:jh gSA buds HkkbZtku vYykg dks I;kjs gks x;s Fks vkSj [kcj feyrs gh
py iM+s FksA MªkbZoj us gkFk fgyk dj b’kkjk fd;k---- ihNs tk dj cSB tkvksA
ge nksuksa ykSjh ds ihNs okys fgLls esa tk dj cSB x;sA ykSjh cxyku dh vksj py nhA lkeku ls Hkjh gqbZ ykSjh esa flQZ
lV dj cSBus ds flok dksbZ vkSj pkjk ugh FkkA igyh ckj vk;’kk esjs brus fudV cSBh gqbZ FkhA ykSjh ds npds ls vk;’kk ckj&ckj
esjs ls Vdjk tkrh FkhA cspkjh tc rd l¡Hkyrh rc rd ,d ckj fQj ls eq> ij fxj tkrh FkhA mldh foo’krk dks ns[k dj
eSaus viuh ,d ck¡g mBk dj vk;’kk dh dej esa Mky dj mls vius fudV [khapdj idM+ dj cSB x;kA ----vk;’kk] vc gesa
gkfen jCckuh ls feyuk gSA ----ohj] esjs HkkbZtku dgk djrs Fks fd ;g jCckuh nksxyk fdLe dk balku gS] esjs [;ky ls ohj vkidks
ml ij fo’okl ugha djuk pkfg,A
----vk;’kk] rqEgkjs HkkbZ dk djksckj dgk¡ ij Fkk\ ----;gha cxyku esa mudk dke FkkA ysfdu muds lkFk ,d vkneh Fkk tks
mudk dke ns[krk FkkA og iBku gS] igys esjs HkkbZ ds lkFk dke djrk Fkk ysfdu vc irk ugha D;k dj jgk gksxk\ vxj vki
pkgsa rks mlls feyus dh dksf’k’k dj ldrs gSaA og gekjs bykds dk gSA ogh crk ldsxk HkkbZtku ds dkjksckj ds ckjs esa----A
----rqe Bhd dg jgh gks vk;’kkA jCckuh gekjh enn ugha djsxk] cfYd gekjh etcwjh dk Qk;nk mBk dj gesa ywVus dh

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dksf’k’k djsxkA ;gh vPNk jgsxk] pyks ge lh/ks gh rqEgkjs bykds esa pyrs gSaA ----ohj] exj eSa ogk¡ ugha tk ldrh vxj fdlh
us igpku fy;k rks vkQr vk tk,xh---- ?kcjk dj vk;’kk cksy mBhA ----rqEgkjs dks eSa vdsyk ugha NksM+ ldrk vk;’kk] rqe esjs
lkFk pyks vxj fdlh us ns[k Hkh fy;k rks D;k gksxk\ rqe esjh choh gks] blesa mUgsa D;ksa rdyhQ gksxhA ----mudh fuxkgksa ls Mjrh
gw¡A eSaus mldh ckr chp esa dkVh vkSj dgk---- er Mjks] D;k dqN le; ds fy, rqe eq>s viuk [kkfoUn ugha le> ldrh---- dgrs
gq, eSaus viuh ck¡gksa esa vk;’kk dks tdM+ fy;k---- D;k eSa fn[kus esa bruk cqjk gw¡ ;k cgqr cw<+k fn[krk gw¡\ ohj] rqe brus vPNs gks
fd dksbZ bl ckr ij fo’okl ugha djsxk fd rqe esjs ‘kkSgj gksA
rHkh ,d tksj dk /kekdk gqvk vkSj lkeus ls vkus okys Vªd ds ij[Pps gok esa mM+rs gq, fn[kkbZ fn;sA ----vjs ;g D;k
gqvk\ vanj dsfcu ls Mªkboj dh vkokt vk;h---- ns[k fy;k tukcA budks iSls Hkh nks vkSj fQj viuh tku Hkh nksA [kqnk xkjr
djs budksA tkus dc bu vkarfd;ksa dk [kkRek gksxk ;gk¡ lsA ;g lc dy ds Nksdjs ikfdLrku dh ‘kg ij ;gk¡ cnek’kh fn[kkrs
gSa vkSj ;g ukekdwy vesfjdu Hkh buls feys gq, gSaA budh [khapkrkuh esa ge vQxkuh ej jgsa gSA tc budk jkt Fkk rc Hkh
;g gesa ywV jgs Fks vkSj vc tc vejhdk dk jkt gS rc Hkh ;g gesa ywV jgs gSaA
----HkkbZtku---- vki viuh fuxkg lM+d ij yxk,¡ ojuk ,slk gh dqN gekjs lkFk Hkh gks tk,xk---- eSaus Mªkboj dks lko/kku
fd;kA [kjkek&[kjkek pyrs gq, nksigj rd cxyku ‘kgj igq¡p x;sA ,d lqulku lh txg ij eSaus ykSjh #dokbZ vkSj dqN iSls
ns dj vk;’kk dks ys dj uhps mrj x;kA ge nksuksa ,d vQxkuh tksM+s dh rjg pqipki lM+d ds fdukjs pyrs gq, ,d cktkj
esa igq¡p x;s FksA ----vk;’kk] ;gk¡ dgha Bgjus dh txg feysxhA dksbZ gksVy ;k ljk;\ gk¡---- ;gk¡ gksVy oxSjg gSA ----Bhd gS----
igys fdlh gksVy esa py dj dejk ys ysrs gSa fQj rqEgkjs bykds esa igq¡pus dk gy [kkstrs gSaA
,d lk/kkj.k ls gksVy esa geus ,d dejk ys fy;kA lQj dh Fkdku dks nwj djus dh bPNk ysdj vk;’kk lh/ks ckFk:e
esa pyh x;h vkSj eSa vdsyk fcLrj ij ysV x;k vkSj Nr rkdus yxkA dqN lksp dj eSa pqipki vk;’kk dks fcuk crk;s gksVy
ds ckgj fudy x;kA cktkj esa dkQh pgy&igy FkhA vQxkuh os”kHkw”kk esa yksx vkrs tkrs fn[kkbZ ns jgs FksA dqN lksp dj eSa
,d cktkj dh fn’kk esa fudy x;kA
djhc pkj ?kaVs ds ckn okfil gksVy ykSV dj vk;kA esjs dks ns[k dj vk;’kk #vk¡lh gks dj esjh vksj >iVh---- dgk¡ pys
x;s Fks\ vxj tkuk Fkk rks eq>s Hkh vius lkFk ys tkrsA viuh ck¡gksa esa vk;’kk dks lesV dj cksyk---- ixyh ?kcjkus okyh D;k
ckr Fkh\ tjk cktkj ?kweus x;k Fkk ;g tkuus ds fy, fd vkf[kj rqEgkjs bykds esa dSls igq¡psaxsA
----eq>s yxk fd rqe eq>s ;gk¡ ij NksM+ dj pys x;s gksA esjs lhus ij vk;’kk us ,d eqDdk tek;kA ----dkSu ikxy gksxk
tks bruh glhu choh dks NksM+ dj dgha tk,xkA vius vki dks vk;’kk NqM+krs gq, cksyh---- ckrsa cukuk dksbZ rqels lh[ksA pyks
va/ksjk gks pyk gS] tYnh ls [kkuk [kk ysa D;ksafd lqcg tYnh fudyuk gSA eSa ykSVrs gq, vius lkFk cktkj ls [kkuk ys dj vk;k
FkkA vk;’kk us tYnh ls [kkuk est ij yxk fn;kA [kkuk [kkus ds ckn eSa mB dj ckFk:e esa ?kql x;kA vius ‘kjhj ij lqcg
ls /kwy feêh dh p<+h gqbZ pknj dks ugk dj mrkjkA xeZ ikuh us lkjs fnu dh FkdkoV mrkj nh vkSj vc esjh vk¡[ks uhan ls
cksf>y FkhA b/kj vk;’kk fcLrj ij cpk gq, [kkus ds lkeku dks lesVus esa tqV x;h FkhA rgen ck¡/ks tc eSa ckFk:e ls fudy
dj vk;k rc rd vk;’kk us viuk vks<+k gqvk ycknk [kksy dj vyx j[k fn;k FkkA mls ns[k dj esjs fny ij fctyh lh fxjh-
--- vjs] rqe rks ,d Ldwy dh yM+dh tSlh yx jgh gksA <hys ls ‘kyokj vkSj dqrsZ esa Hkh vk;’kk dh [kwclwjrh esjs fnekx ij Nk
jgh FkhA eklwe lk psgjk cukrs gq, vk;’kk Bqudrh gqbZ cksyh---- D;ksa D;k igys eSa nknh yx jgh Fkh brus vpjt ls D;k ns[k
jgs gks\
----lp esa] tc dHkh rqEgsa ns[kk rqe ges’kk iwjh <dh gqbZ fn[kh FkhA eSa ;g ugha tkurk Fkk fd ml yckns ds vanj fdruk
lqanj ftLe fNik dj j[kk gqvk gSA jkf’kn okdbZ esa cgqr [kq’kfdLer balku gksxkA eq>ls xyrh gks x;hA vk;’kk us pkSadrs gq,
esjh vksj ns[krs gq, dgk---- D;k xyrh gks x;h\ ----;gh dh eSaus fcuk lksps le>s rqEgsa opu ns fn;k fd eSa tcjnLrh ugha d:¡xk-
--- dgrs gq, eSa g¡l fn;kA esjh ckr lqu dj vk;’kk ‘kekZrs gq, fcLrj ds ,d dksus esa ljd dj fldqM+ dj cSB x;hA
----D;k rqe bUgha diM+ks esa lksus dh lksp jgh gks vk;’kk---- rks fQj dy D;k iguksxh\ ----ohj] eSa pqipki pyh vk;h FkhA

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dqN diM+s gh ck¡/k ykrh rks vPNk jgrkA vc rks nks&rhu fnu bUgha diM+ksa esa jguk iM+sxkA ----vk;’kk] rqe ;g diM+s mrkj nksA
bUgsa /kks dj lq[kk nks ftlls lqcg rd ;g iguus yk;d gks tk,A cs/;kuh esa vk;’kk iwN cSBh---- rks vHkh D;k iguw¡\ mlds
eklwe ls loky ij eq>s g¡lh vk x;h---- D;k dqN iguuk t:jh gSA rqe viuh czk vkSj iSUVh igu dj lks tkvksA esjh ckr lqu
dj cspkjh dk psgjk ‘keZ ls yky gks x;k---- /kr----cs’keZ dgha dsA cM+h lathnxh ls eSaus dgk---- eSa etkd ugha dj jgk gw¡A rqe
tk dj ;g diM+s /kks dj lq[kkus ds fy;s Mky nksA ----ohj] ge vaxzst yM+fd;ksa ds tSls czk vkSj iSUVh ugha igurs gSA eSaus dqrsZ
vkSj ‘kyokj ds uhps dqN ugha iguk gqvk gSA ----rks D;k gqvk] rqe ,slk djks fd vius diM+s mrkj dj ;g fcLrj ij iM+h pknj
dks yisV dj lks tkvksA [kSj tks Hkh rqe djuk pkgks rqEgkjh ethZ] eq>s uhan vk jgh gS---- dgrs gq, rgen ck¡/ks dEcy vks<+ dj
ysV x;k vkSj fQj rgen [kksy dj vk;’kk dh vksj Qsad fn;k ----vxj rqe ugkuk pkgks rks bl rgen ls viuk dke pyk ysukA
----ohj rqe ,sls gh lksvksxs---- uaxs\ D;ksa blesa D;k [kjkch gS---- rqe ;gk¡ ij esjh choh gks rks choh ls dSlk inkZA ----rqe cgqr cs’keZ
gks---- ysfdu bl ls vkxs vk;’kk dqN vkSj cksyrh eSa vk¡[ks can djds djoV ys dj lks x;kA
dkQh nsj rd cspkjh vk;’kk dksus esa fleVh gqbZ cSBh jgh ysfdu fQj mB dj ckFk:e esa pyh x;hA FkksM+h nsj ds ckn
vius ‘kjhj ij pknj yisV dj ckFk:e ls ckgj fudyh vkSj xhys /kqys gq, diM+ksa dks lkeus dqlhZ ij lq[kkus ds fy, Mky fn;sA
pknj yisVs esjs djhc vk dj ysV x;h ysfdu dEcy vks<+us ls f>>d jgh Fkh D;ksafd igys ls gh mls esjh uXurk dk ,glkl
FkkA dqN nsj rd djoV ys dj lksus dh dksf’k’k djrh jgh ysfdu jkr dh BaMd dks eglwl djrh gqbZ dqN lksp dj esjs dEcy
esa ?kql x;hA lkjs fnu dh Fkdku vkSj dEcy dh xekZgV ls tYnh gh og Hkh liuksa dh nqfu;k esa [kks x;hA chp jkr esa ge
nksuksa ds chp dh nhokj vutkus esa fxj pqdh FkhA esjh ,d ck¡g vk;’kk dh dej ij Fkh vkSj esjs nwljs gkFk esa mldk ,d mUur
Lru nck gqvk FkkA esjh vksj ihB djds vk;’kk pqipki lks jgh Fkh fd vpkud mls vius furacksa dh njkj esa esjs rUuk;s gq,
fyaxnso dh pqHku eglwl gqbZA vpdpk dj mldh uhan VwV x;hA ml pqHku ds vkHkkl ek= ls gh vk;’kk ds ‘kjhj esa vkx yx
x;h FkhA dkQh fnu chr x;s Fks mls jkf’kn ds lkFk ,dkdkj fd;s gq,A ;g ckr lp gS fd dksbZ deflu dyh ,d ckj dkeØhM+k
dk lq[k Hkksx ys rks mlds fy, cgqr eqf’dy gks tkrk gS vius ru dh I;kl dks dkcw esa ykukA cM+h eqf’dy ls vk;’kk us dkQh
fnuksa ls vius&vki dks dkcw esa dj j[kk Fkk ysfdu bl oä esjs gfFk;kj ds vutkus çgkj ls mldh cgqr fnuksa ls nch gqbZ vkx
fQj ls HkM+d x;h FkhA
nks uXu ftLe ,d nwljs ds brus fudV gks dj Hkh vxj ftLeksa vkx u cq>k lds rks ykur gSA eSa Hkh tjhuk vkSj vkQ’kk¡
ds lkFk viuh liuksa dh nqfu;k esa [kks;k gqvk Fkk ftldh otg ls esjk gfFk;kj viuk fcy <w¡<us esa yxk gqvk FkkA ,dkdkj dh
dYiuk djrs gq, eSaus vk;’kk dh dej ls idM+ dj viuh vksj [khap fy;kA vkxs gksus okys [ksy dh vUns’kk ls vk;’kk dh lk¡ls
Hkh rst gks x;hA b/kj esjs nksuks gkFkksa us vk;’kk ds Lruksa dks viuh fxj¶r esa ysdj muds lkFk NsM+[kkuh ‘kq# dj pqds FksA nksuksa
ftLeksa esa vkx cjkcj yxh gqbZ FkhA esjk gfFk;kj mldh furacksa dh njkj esa /k¡lus dh dksf’k’k esa yxk gqvk Fkk ijarq pknj jkLrk
jksd jgh FkhA vk;’kk lc dqN tkurs cw>rs gq, viuh pknj [kksy dj eq>ls fyiV x;hA mÙkstuko’k mlus viuk ,d ik¡o mBk
dj esjh dej ij yisV fn;kA esjk gfFk;kj Hkh viuk flj m?kkM+ dj ykj Vidkrk gqvk ljd dj lh/ks vk;’kk dh ;ksfueq[k ij
pksV ekj nhA vk;’kk dh dej idM+ dj eSaus viuh dej ls ,d djkjk /kDdk yxk;k vkSj QuQukrk gqvk vtxj viuk fcy
ds }kj dks [kksy dj vanj lek x;kA bl vçR;kf’kr okj ls vk;’kk ds eq[k ls ph[k fudy x;h vkSj mldh ph[k lqurs gh
esjh uhan VwV x;h vkSj gM+cM+k dj mB dj cSB x;kA
vius lkeus dk –’; ns[k dj eSa ‘keZ ls ikuh&ikuh gks x;kA tM+ rd /k¡ls gq, esjs <kbZ baph eksVs gfFk;kj us vk;’kk dh
deflu ;ksfu dks iwjh rjg [kksy dj j[k fn;k FkkA vk;’kk vius gksaB dks nk¡rksa esa nck;s vkSj vk¡[k ewans mBrh gqbZ ihM+k dks
cnkZ’r djus dh dksf’k’k esa yxh gqbZ FkhA
----l‚jh----vkbZ ,e osjh l‚jh----A vk;’kk] vkt eSaus rqEgkjs fo’okl dks rksM+ fn;kA vk;’kk us vpdpk dj cnyrs gq, gkykr
dks ns[k dj viuh vk¡[ks [kksyrs gq, cksyh---- D;k gqvk\ vk;’kk----eq>s ekQ dj nks----vutkus esa eSaus rqEgsa viuh gol dk f’kdkj
cuk jgk Fkk----l‚jhA xqLls ls dk¡irh gqbZ vk;’kk cksyh---- rqe eq>s ea>/kkj esa ,sls NksM+ dj ugha ldrs----tks rqeus ‘kq# fd;k gS----
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vkReXykfu ls yfTtr Loj esa esjs eq[k ls flQZ bruk gh fudy ldk---- vk;’kk----;g xyr gksxkA vk;’kk xqLls esa fcQjrh
gqbZ cksyh---- D;k xyr gksxk---- vHkh rks rqe cgqr mÙksftr Fks fQj vpkud ,slk D;k gks x;kA D;k eSa rqEgkjs yk;d ugha jgh----
;k flQZ rqe eq>s rksM+uk pkgrs gks---- fd dHkh Hkh eSa rqEgkjs lkeus flj ugha mBk ldw¡---- ph[krs gq, eq>ls vyx gksrs gq, cksyh---
- vkf[kj D;k pkgrs gks rqe\
vk;’kk dks vius xys ls yxkrs gq,---- IyhtA ----NksM+ks eq>s] vkt ds ckn eq>s dHkh gkFk yxkus dh tqjZr u djukA ----
Iyht flQZ esjh ckr lqu yks mlds ckn tks rqe dgksxh ogh d:¡xk---- dg dj vk;’kk dks eSaus vius fudV cSBk;k vkSj cksyk----
D;k rqe eq>ls I;kj djrh gks---- ugha uA rks eq>esa vkSj jkf’kn esa D;k QdZ jg x;k---- og fQj Hkh eq>ls vPNk Fkk fd mlus rqEgsa
fdlh /kks[ks esa ugha j[kk ijarq eSaus D;k fd;k fd rqEgsa /kks[kk fn;k rqEgkjs fo’okl dks rksM+k----A
----rqeus esjk fo’okl dSls rksM+k vkf[kj eSaus Hkh rks rqEgkjk lkFk fn;k Fkk---- rqe dksbZ eq>ls tcjnLrh ugha dj jgs FksA eSa
rqEgsa dSls le>kÅ¡---- tc eSa rqEgsa viuh ck¡gksa esa tdM+ dj viuh I;kl cq>k jgk Fkk ml oä esjs tgu esa rqe ugha vkQ’kk¡ Fkh-
--- uhan esa eSa mlds lkFk dj jgk FkkA rqe crkvks D;k ;g lgh gSA vk;’kk pqipki lqurh jgh---- ftl fnu eSa rqEgkjs lkFk ,dkdkj
d:¡xk ml fnu ge nksuksa ,d nwljs ds lkFk bl ØhM+k esa yhu gksaxs] u fd fdlh vkSj ds Hkqykos esa vkSj og Hkh rc tc rqe
vius I;kj dk btgkj dj yksxh---- ojuk eq>s yxsxk fd eSaus rqEgkjh etcwjh dk Qk;nk mBk;k gSA
----exj esjk D;k\ D;k eSa ugha djuk pkg jgh Fkh\ ----ugha rqe ugha djuk pkg jgh Fkh ijarq eSaus rqEgsa lsMîql fd;k FkkA
Iyht eq>s ekQ dj nksA ----ohj rqe dkSu gks---- balku rks ugha gks ldrsA vxj dksbZ vkSj gksrk rks D;k og ;g lc lksprk---- og
rks esjh tokuh dks ywV dj bl oä vius vki dks cgqr [kq’kfdLer le> jgk gksrkA vk;’kk dh ckr lqu dj eSa Hkkoqd gks x;k
vkSj mls vius vius lhus ls yxkrs gq,---- eSa rqEgsa----vkSj ml ?kj esa lc dks cgqr I;kj djrk gw¡A fdlh Hkh otg ls mUgsa rdyhQ
ugha igq¡pkÅ¡xk---- ;g dHkh vius eu esa u ykuk fd rqe esjs yk;d ugha gks---- eq>s rqEgkjs yk;d cuus ds fy, irk ugha D;k dqN
djuk iM+sxkA jgk rqEgsa rksM+us dh ckr---- bl xqLrk[kh dh eSa dHkh tqjZr Hkh ugha dj ldrkA ----ohj dk’k lc enZ rqe tSls gksrs-
--- ;k rqe eq>s igys feys gksrs rks esjk ;g gky u gksrk---- vk;’kk us eq>s vius xys ls yxk dj esjs gksaB pwe dj cksyh---- irk
ugha ij yxrk gS fd rqe us rks vHkh ls eq>s vius I;kj esa csgky dj fn;k gSA
bl xyrh dh otg ls ,d ckr rks gks x;h Fkh fd vkt ds ckn ls gekjs chp ds insZ ges’kk ds fy, gV x;s FksA ----
vk;’kk rqe cgqr [kwclwjr gksA fcYdqy lk¡ps esa <yk gqvk cnu gSA mij okys us rqEgkjk ,d ,d vax dks vius gkFk ls rjk’k
dj cuk;k gSA rqEgkjs lkFk eq>s ugha yxrk fd eSa T;knk nsj rd vius vki dks jksd ldw¡xkA vk;’kk us ‘kekZrs gq, flj mBk,
fyaxnso dh vksj b’kkjk djrs gq,---- vkt igyh ckj ,slk ns[kk gS viuh m¡xfy;ksa ls idM+ dj QksjfLdu dks uhps [khap dj
dqdqjeqÙks leku flj dks iwjk m?kkM+ dj ns[krs gq,---- vPNk gqvk dqN fnuksa ds ckn rqEgkjh lqUur gks tkrh ysfdu ,d ckr crkÅ¡
tc rqe csgks’k iM+s gq, Fks ml oä eSaus blds lkFk dkQh nsj rd [ksyrh jgrh FkhA ----vPNk th vkSj gesa irk ughaA ftl fnu
rqEgkjs iqjkus lkjs ?kko Hkj tk,axs vkSj rqe esjh eksgCcr esa Mwc tkvksxh mlh fnu ls ;g rqEgkjh bPNk dk xqyke gks tk,xkA
vk;’kk cgqr jkr gks x;h gS FkksM+k lks yksA dy lqcg eq>s viuh llqjky igq¡puk gSA
esjh ckr lqu dj vk;’kk dh vk¡[ksa ue gks x;ha vkSj ,d ckj fQj ls esjs gksaBksa dks pwe dj esjs lkFk fyiV dj ysV x;hA
deky dh ckr Fkh fd ,d ckj fQj ls nks uXu ftLe ,d nwljs ds lkFk csy dh rjg fyiV dj fcLrj ij iM+s gq, Fks ysfdu
igys vkSj vc esa cgqr QdZ vk x;k FkkA igys bu fnyksa esa okluk dh vkx yxh gqbZ Fkh vkSj vc I;kj vkSj vkfRed ‘kkafr dk
lq[k FkkA lkjs fnu dh Fkdku ds dkj.k ge nksuksa tYn gh uhan ds vkxks’k esa Mwc x;sA

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gYdh lh vkleku esa ykfyek fNVdh gqbZ FkhA eSa vkSj vk;’kk rS;kj gks dj gksVy ds ckgj vk x;s FksA ge nksuksa ds psgjs
ij rktxh vkSj larqf”V ds Hkko fo|eku FksA dy jkr ds ckn ls ge nksuksa ds chp dh lHkh nwfj;k¡ [kRe gks pqdh FkhA cktkj
ekSle dh rjg BaMk iM+k gqvk FkkA bl oä cgqr de yksx lM+d ij fn[k jgs FksA T;knkrj nqdkusa can Fkh vkSj bDdk nqDdk
xkMf;k¡ gh lM+d ij fn[kkbZ ns jgh FkhA
eSaus mYVh fn’kk dh vksj b’kkjk djrs gq, dgk---- vk;’kk gesa ml rjQ tkuk gSA ----ugha ohj] ogk¡ dk jkLrk bl rjQ gS-
--- vk;’kk nwljh vksj b’kkjk fd;kA ----rqe pyks rks lgh] eq>s ,d pht fn[kkuh gS---- dgrs gq, eSa vkxs dh vksj py iM+k vkSj esjs
ihNs&ihNs vk;’kk Hkh fcuk dqN dgs pyus yxh FkhA ----,d gh fnu esa rqe vQxkuh enZ dh rjg pyus yxs gksA [kqn vkxs vkSj
choh ihNs---- bruk lquuk Fkk fd esjs dne Loa; gh /khes gks x;s vkSj vk;’kk ds lkFk pyrs gq, cksy cSBk---- ns[k yks ,d fganwLrkuh
enZ viuh choh ds lkFk ,sls pyrk gSA ge nksuks¡ dh utjsa feyh vkSj vk;’kk ds psgjs ij ,d I;kj Hkjh eqLdqjkgV rSj x;hA
----vkf[kj ge dgk¡ tk jgs gS\ ohj ge myVh rjQ tk jgs gSA rqEgkjh llqjky ml rjQ gSA eSaus pkSadus dk ukVd fd;k
vkSj vk;’kk dh vksj ns[k dj cksyk---- dksbZ lqu ysxk rks eqlhcr vk tk,xhA esjh tku esjs llqjky dSls tkvksxh\ lkeus ,d
xSjkt ds lkeus [kM+h gqbZ iqjkuh ySaM jksoj thi dks fn[kkrs gq,---- esjh tku ;g gekjh vkt dh lokjh gSA vk;’kk us vk’p;Z Hkjs
Loj esa esjh vksj ns[k dj dgk---- vjs bldk bartke dc fd;k vkSj og Hkh bruh tYnh\ ----dy ‘kke dks tc rqe gksVy esa vkjke
dj jgha Fkh rHkh eSaus bl xkM+h dk bartke fd;k FkkA ----rqEgkjs ikl iSls dgk¡ ls vk;s\ ----vEeh us fn;s Fks vkSj vc nsj ugha djks
pyksA
vk;’kk dks thi esa fcBk dj eSaus dgk---- ‘ks[k tyky ds fy;s fudyus ls igys eq>s vkxk&[kk¡ vLirky tkuk gSA ----D;ksa
ogk¡ D;k gqvk vkSj rqEgsa dSls irk fd ;gk¡ vkxk&[kk¡ vLirky gS----vk;’kk us esjh vksj vpjt Hkjh gqbZ utjksa ls ?kwjkA igys
vLirky fQj ‘ks[k tyky ds jkLrs esa lkjh dgkuh lqukÅ¡xkA fcuk fdlh ls iwNs eSaus lh/ks ys tk dj vkxk&[kk¡ vLirky ds
xsV ij viuh thi jksd dj [kM+h dj nh vkSj vk;’kk dks ysdj g‚fLiVy ds vanj pyk x;kA vk;’kk dk cqdkZ eSaus igys gh
mrjok fn;k Fkk D;ksafd ;gk¡ dh flD;wfjVh cgqr l[r FkhA vanj dh HkO;rk ns[k dj vk;’kk dh vk¡[ks QVh dh QVh jg x;hA
T;knkrj yksx vaxzst utj vk jgs FksA vk;’kk us fdlh vutkus Mj ds ekjs esjk gkFk dl dj idM+ j[kk FkkA ,d cM+s ls dejs
ds ckgj tk dj ge nksuksa #d x;sA rHkh ,d vaxzst MkDVj dejs ls ckgj fudyk vkSj esjh vksj ns[k dj cksyk---- feLVj vkfej
gkÅ vkj ;w\ vk;’kk dh vksj b’kkjk djds dgk---- ;qvj okbZQ] osjh C;qVhQqyA eSaus Hkh mldk vfHkoknu fd;k vkSj iwNk---- gkÅ
bt jkstj\ ----vc og [krjs ls ckgj gSA vxj vki mldks ykus esa dqN vkSj nsj dj nsrs rks ‘kk;n ge mls ugha cpk ikrsA eSaus
vk;’kk dh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj MkDVj ls dgk---- D;k ge jkstj ls fey ldrs gSa\ mlus gesa dejs ds vanj tkus dk b’kkjk
fd;kA ge nksuksa vanj pys x;sA lkeus ,d vaxzst ifê;ksa esa ca/kk gqvk csM ij ysVk gqvk FkkA nks ulZ mlds ikl [kM+h gqbZ FkhA
gekjh vkgV lqu dj jkstj us viuh can vk¡[ksa [kksyh vkSj eq>s ns[k dj mlds psgjs ij eqLdku vk x;h---- gSyks vkfej----FkSaDlA
vxj dy rqe esjh enn ugh djrs rks ‘kk;n eSa ftUnk ugha cp ikrkA eSaus mldh chp esa ckr dkVh---- rqEgkjh iRuh igq¡p x;h
D;k\ ;gk¡ ls fudy dj dy ‘kke dks eSaus mls [kcj dj nh FkhA mlus eq>s crk;k Fkk fd og mlh le; ;gk¡ vkus ds fy,
py iM+h gSA ----nksLr rqEgkjk cgqr ‘kqfØ;kA gk¡ og cl ;gk¡ igq¡pus okyh gSA ----vkfej----;g rqEgkjh choh gS\ gk;----;w vkj ydh-
--- osjh C;wVhQqy okbZQA
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eSaus ogk¡ T;knk nsj Bgjuk ugha pkg jgk Fkk---- jkstj eq>s viuh llqjky ds fy, vHkh fudyuk gSA eq>s [kq’kh gS fd eSa
rqEgkjh dqN enn dj ldkA esjh ckr dks chp esa dkV dj jkstj us dgk---- vkfej---- rqEgsa dHkh Hkh fdlh Hkh pht dh t:jr gks
rks esjs ikl csf>>d dkcqy vk tkukA eSa vesfjdu ,Ecslh ds jsftMsfU’k;y dEikmUM esa jgrk gw¡A eq>ls tks Hkh gks ldsxk eSa
rqEgkjs fy, d:¡xkA ysfdu dy dh ckr fdlh dks Hkh ugha crkuk bl ls rqEgkjh gh tku [krjs esa iM+ tk,xhA dqN nsj mlds
lkFk le; fcrk dj geus jkstj ls fonk yh vkSj ‘ks[k tyky dh vksj fudy iM+sA
vkleku lkQ] iFkjhyk jsfxLrku] nwj&nwj rd vthc lk [kkyhiu] flQZ thi dh vkokt gh lqukbZ ns jgh FkhA ----ohj
dHkh ;g txg Vªdksa ds vkokxeu ls fnu jkr pkyw jgrh Fkh ij vkradokn us lkjk dkjksckj [kRe dj fn;kA ;g gkbZos lh/kk
bLykekckn tkrk gSA ysfdu ,d ckr crkvks fd dy rhu&pkj ?kaVs esa ,slk D;k dqN dj fn;k fd thi Hkh [kjhn yh vkSj ,d
vaxzst vkneh dh tku Hkh cpk nh vkSj mls vLirky esa Vkbe ls HkrhZ djk fn;k----D;k blds vykok vkSj dqN Hkh gS\
----vc eky ds ctk; vkradoknh bl lM+d ij ikfdLrku ls vkrs tkrs gksaxsA rqe viuk cq~dkZ eq¡g ij Mky yks D;ksafd
fdlh Hkh oä rkfyckuh psdiksLV vk tk,xkA vk;’kk us tYnh ls vius psgjs dks cqdsZ ls <d fy;kA ----tgk¡ rd thi dk ç’u
gS og rks cgqr vklku FkkA tks Hkh eSdsfud dh nqdku lkeus iM+h mlh us vkxs dk jkLrk fn[kk fn;kA jkstj rks rqEgsa igyh utj
esa gh yêw gks x;k Fkk dk’k eSa rqEgsa cqdsZ esa gh vanj ys tkrkA ----ohj] fgUnqLrku esa Hkh vkSjrsa cqdkZ vks<+ dj ckgj vkrh gS D;k\
ugha---- gk¡ flQZ dqN L=h gh cqdkZ vks<+rh gS---- ysfdu rqEgkjh mez dh rks fcYdqy ughaA
----vk x;s yqVsjs---- vk;’kk us lkeus dh vksj b’kkjk fd;kA lkeus ,d [kM+h gqbZ xkM+h ij dqN canwd/kkjh cSB dj gkFk fgyk
dj eq>s #dus dk b’kkjk dj jgs FksA eSaus viuh thi dks /kheh dh vkSj mu yksxksa ds lkeus ys tk dj jksd nhA ,d udkciks’k
xu fn[kkrs gq, esjh vksj c<+k vkSj b’kkjs ls eq>s uhps mrjus ds fy;s dgkA thi ls mrjrs gq, eSaus mls ns[krs gq, dgk---- vLyke
okys dqe [kkuA udkciks’k us tokc esa dgk---- okys dqeA dgk¡ tk jgs gks vkSj ;g [kkrwu dkSu gS\
----[kku----;g esjh choh gSA ge ‘ks[k tyky dh vksj tk jgs gSaA vkt blds HkkbZ dk psYye gS---- mlh esa tkuk gSA eSa
vkidh D;k f[kner dj ldrk gw¡] HkkbZ tku\ ----[kkrwu blh bykds dh gS ij ;gk¡ ls tkus okyh gj xkM+h dks gekjh eqfge pykus
ds fy, VSDl vnk djuk iM+rk gSA eSaus fxM+fxM+kus dk ukVd fd;k---- vki crkbZ, tukc fdruk\ udkciks’k us vius nksLrksa dh
rjQ ns[krs gq, dgk---- fdruk ugha---- dkSu---- [kkrwu dks NksM+ tkvks ;gk¡ ij vkSj ykSVrs gq, ys tkukA ge buls viuk VSDl rc
rd olwy dj ysaxsA og udkCiks’k viuh [khls fuiksjrk gq, cksyk---- D;k [;ky gS fe;k¡\ ,d ckj mldh ckr lqu dj esjs ‘kjhj
esa xqLls ls vkx yx x;h ysfdu vius vki dks laHkkyrs gq, dgk---- HkkbZtku] oSls Hkh ;g esjs fdlh dke dh ugha jg x;hA rhu
cPpksa ds ckn ;g rks fdlh ds dke dh ugha jg x;h gSA eSa rks NksM+uk pkgrk gw¡---- ysfdu vkt ugha NksM+ ldw¡xk D;ksafd blds
HkkbZ dk psYye gS---- blds fcuk eSa dSls vius llqjky tkšxkA
udkciks’k us vk;’kk dh vksj ns[krs gq, iwNk---- D;k djrs gks\ ----cxyku ds tukc jCckuh lkfgc ds /kU/ks dk fglkc j[krk
gw¡A uke lqu dj udkciks’k flj fgyk dj vius nksLrksa dh vksj pyk x;k vkSj dqN ckr djus ds ckn mlus esjs dks viuh vksj
vkus dk b’kkjk fd;kA eSa rsth ls pyrs gq, mu yksxksa ds ikl igq¡p dj pqipki [kM+k gks x;kA rHkh ,d rst gok dk >ksadk
mlh oä u tkus dgk¡ ls vk;k vkSj udkciks’k ds psgjs ij iM+k gqvk diM+k [kqy x;kA gM+cM+kgV esa mldk psgjk fn[k tkus
ls mlus dgk---- fe;k¡ rqe tkvksA ysfdu ;kn jgs gekjh vkt dh eqykdkr dk ftØ dHkh fdlh ls u djukA rc rd thi ds
mij cSBs gq, ,d udkciks’k us cM+h fgdkjr ls ns[krs gq, dgk---- py fudy ;gk¡ ls [kchl dh vkSyknA ----HkkbZtku ‘kqfØ;k----
dg dj eSa Hkkxrs gq, thi dh vksj vk;k vkSj mlesa cSB x;k vkSj thi LVkVZ dj ds fcuk ihNs ns[ks vkxs c<+rk pyk x;kA
dqN nwj tkus ds ckn vk;’kk us viuk cqdkZ mij mBk dj---- vPNk ohj] rhu cPpksa ds ckn eSa fdlh dke ds yk;d ugha
jg x;h\ ----gk¡] tc rqe esjs rhu cPpksa dh ek¡ cu tkvksxh rks rqe esjs fdlh dke ds yk;d ugha jgksxhA vk;’kk >wBk xqLlk
fn[kkrs gq,---- vPNk th---- rqe cgqr ukyk;d gks---- igys rqEgkjs cPps iSnk d:¡ vkSj fQj rqe eq>s ;g dg dj bu dehuksa ds
gokys dj nksA
----ns[k fy;k rqeus] bUgsaA ;g fdl rjg ds rkfyckuh gSA vk;’kk rqEgkjk ‘kd Bhd FkkA ;g lc jCckuh ds xqxsZ Fks tks

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rkfyckuh cu dj eklwe yksxksa dks ywVus esa yxs gq, gSA ge nksuksa ,d ckj fQj pqipki vius xarO; LFkku dh vksj rst xfr ls
py iM+rs gSaA /kwi dh rst jkS’kuh ls vk¡[ksa pqaf/k;kus yxh vkSj xehZ Hkh c<+rh tk jgh FkhA rhu ?kaVs yxkrkj thi pykus ls Fkdku
vkSj I;kl ge nksuksa dks lrk jgh FkhA ,d fdukjs esa isM+ ds uhps thi jksd dj ge nksuksa uhps mrj dj taxyh ?kkl ij cSB x;s
vkSj peM+s dh e’d ls ikuh fi;kA vk;’kk mB dj thi dh vksj x;h fQj dqN Qy fudky dj ys vk;h vkSj esjs ikl vk dj
cSB x;hA ge nksuksa us Qy [kk dj viuh Hkw[k ‘kkar dh vkSj ?kkl ij ysV dj ihB lh/kh djrs gq, ckrksa esa yx x;sA
----vk;’kk rqEgkjk xk¡o ;gk¡ ls fdruh nwj jg x;k gS\ ----cl FkksM+h nwj ij ,d eksM+ vk,xk gesa mlh eksM+ ls dPps jkLrs
ij mrjuk gSA ogh dPpk jkLrk lh/ks esjs xk¡o igq¡psxkA ij ohj iBku ds fy, gesa igys gh eqM+uk gksxkA eq>s mldk ?kj irk
ugha gS ysfdu ogha igq¡p dj fdlh ls iwN ysaxsA
----dksbZ ckr ugh vk;’kkA gekjs ikl vHkh cgqr le; gSA ----ohj ,d ckr crkvks vxj og tksj nsrs rks rqe eq>s D;k muds
ikl NksM+ dj pys tkrs\ ----rqe crkvks]rqEgsa D;k yxrk gS\ vk;’kk ds ç’u dk tokc mlh ls ç’u iwN dj fn;kA ----eq>s irk
ugha rqe D;k djrs---- crkvksA ----vk;’kk rqEgsa vHkh Hkh eq> ij fo’okl ugha gqvk gSA ijarq rqEgsa mu tkfyeksa ds ikl NksM+ nsus dk
rks loky gh ugha iSnk gksrk ij vxj dksbZ vutku yM+dh Hkh gksrh rks eSa mldks Hkh ugha NksM+ ldrk FkkA rqEgkjh ckr rks dqN
vkSj gSA ----eSa tkurh gw¡ ij rqEgkjs eq¡g ls lquuk pkgrh FkhA
----esjh tku Bgj tkvks vkt llqjky esa jkr dks rqEgkjh lqgkx jkr ij rqEgkjh ,slh xr cukšxk fd pkj fnu rd fcLrj
ls mB ugha ldksxhA vk;’kk esjs xys esa ck¡gsa Mky dj fyiVrs gq, cksyh---- rks vkt gekjh lqgkx jkr gS\ ----gk¡ D;ksafd dy jkr
ds ckn eSa bl urhts ij igq¡pk gw¡ fd eSaus T;knk nsj djh rks dgha eSa rqEgkjs lkFk tcjnLrh u dj cSBw¡A irk ugh eq>s D;ksa yxrk
gS fd vxj eSaus FkksM+h nsj djh rks rqe eq>s NksM+ dj fdlh vkSj ds lkFk Hkkx tkvksxhA ----esjh tku vc rqe eq>ls viuk ihNk
ugha NqM+k ldksxsA [kqnk eq>s xkjr djs ij bl dkQfj dh eksgCcr esa iM+ dj eSa ikxy gks x;h gw¡A
----ixyh----vc pysaA vk;’kk us esjs gksaBksa dks pwe dj dgk---- gk¡ vc pyksA ----vxj dksbZ ns[k ysrk rks---- dgrs gq, eSa mB
dj thi esa cSB x;kA ----gk¡ rks D;k gks tkrk rks dqN dksM+s gh iM+rsA bl ds fy, lc eatwj gS---- dgrs gq, vk;’kk Hkh thi esa
cSB x;hA ,d ckj fQj ls thi lM+d ij nkSM+us yxhA dqN nsj pyus ds ckn ,d eksM+ fn[kkbZ fn;kA eSaus thi dks dPps jkLrs
ij mrkj dj xfr de djrs gq, mcM+ [kkcM+ jkLrs ij pyus yxkA vpkud vk;’kk us eq>s jksd dj dgk---- ohj /khjs dj yks
eq>s ;kn ugha iBku ds ?kj rd igq¡pus dk dkSu lk eksM+ gSA eSaus thi dh xfr vkSj Hkh de dj nh vkSj jsaxrs gq, vkxs c<+us
yxkA vk;’kk xkSj ls ns[krs gq, ,d dPph ixM.Mh dh vksj b’kkjk djrs gq, m/kj pyus dk b’kkjk fd;k rHkh lkeus ls ,d
jkgxhj myVh fn’kk esa tkrk gqvk fn[kk;h fn;kA
vk;’kk us eq>s jkgxhj dh fn’kk esa pyus dks dgk---- m/kj mlds ikl pyksA eSaus Hkh ml jkgxhj ds fudV thi ys tk
dj jksd nh---- vLlykeA çR;qÙkj esa jkgxhj us tokc fn;k---- okysdqeA eSaus irk tkuus dh xjt ls dgk---- [kkuA eSaus vk;’kk
dh vksj ns[kk rks og cM+h xkSj ls ml jkgxhj dks ns[k jgh FkhA vpkud vk;’kk cksy iM+h---- iqÙku HkkbZtku! vkius igpkuk\ --
--dkSu [kkrwu eSaus igpkuk ughaA vk;’kk us cqdkZ gVk dj viuk psgjk fn[kk;k---- HkkbZtku vc igpkuks\ psgjs dks tjk /;ku ls
ns[krs gq, og jkgxhj cksyk----[kkR----ugha vk;’kk ch----A vk;’kk rsth ls flj fgykrh gqbZ thi ls mrj dj jkgxhj ds lhus ls yx
x;h---- HkkbZtku !!!
iqÙku fe;k¡ vpjt Hkjh utjksa ls ns[krs gq, cksy-s --- vk;’kk cPph---- rqe ;gk¡ dSl-s --- eSua s rks lquk Fkk fd rqEgsa jkf’kn tcjnLrh
mBk dj ys x;k FkkA ----gk¡ HkkbZtku---- vkSj fQj esjh vksj ns[k dj cksyh---- vkfej ;g ogh gS ftuls rqEgsa ;gk¡ feykus ds fy,
yk;h gw¡A [kqnk dk yk[k yk[k ‘kqØ gS fd vki fey x;s HkkbZtku----A
----cPph---- rsjs HkkbZ dh ekSr dk eq>s cgqr xe gSA vPNk ;g dkSu gS\ ----HkkbZtku ;g esjs ‘kkSgj gSaA jkf’kn ds fj’rs ds HkkbZ
gSaA vc dh ckj eSaus igy dh---- HkkbZtku eq>s vkils ,d dke gS blh flyflys esa vk;’kk us vkidk ftØ fd;k rks eSa bls ys
dj eSa vkils feyus ds fy, vk x;kA ----tukc ?kj pyrs gSa ogha vkjke ls cSB dj ckr djsaxs---- dgrs gq, nksuksa ds ihNs tk dj
thi esa cSB x;sA ----HkkbZtku vki dgh¡ tk jgs Fks\ ----gk¡ cPph eSa nqdku ij tk jgk FkkA rsjs vCck dh nqdku gS vkSj vkt dy

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mldh ns[kHkky djrk gw¡A rq>s rks ekywe gks x;k gksxk fd rsjs HkkbZ vkSj okfyn vc bl nqfu;k esa ugh¡ jgsA rsjh vEeh fdlh
rjg nqdku dh vkenuh ls viuh cfPp;ksa dk isV iky jgh gSA [kqnk xkjr djs mu rkfyckfu;ksa dk ftUgksusa pUn iSls ds fy,
rsjs HkkbZ dks pjl vkSj vQhe ds /ka/ks esa yxk fn;k FkkA
----iqÙku HkkbZtku] ge tjk ixM.Mh ls gV dj ,d fdukjs esa cSB dj ckr dj ysrs gSaA vkvks vk;’kk---- dgrs gq, eSaus
thi ,d fdukjs esa [kM+h dj nh vkSj dqN nwj >kMf;ksa dh vksV esa tk dj ge rhuksa tehu ij cSB x;sA iqÙku fe;k¡ FkksM+h ‘kfeaZnxh
ls cksys---- vki tokabZ gS] HkkbZtku ?kj ij py dj ckr dj ysrs gSaA eSaus mUgsa euk djrs gq, dgk---- HkkbZtku] eq>s vkidh t:jr
gSA og Hkh vQhe vkSj pjl ds /ka/ks ds fy,A vkidks bl ykbZu dk rtqckZ gS vk;’kk us eq>s crk;k FkkA ----ftl fnu vk;’kk dk
HkkbZ ekjk x;k Fkk] eSaus mlh fnu ls bl /ka/ks ls rkSck dj yh FkhA vc bl /ka/ks esa okfil ugha tk ldw¡xk HkkbZtku----iqÙku fe;k¡
us viuh vklq¡vksa ls Hkjh gqbZ vk¡[ks iksaNhA ----HkkbZtku esjh ckr lqu yhft,A vxj u Hkh dguk gks rks dksbZ ckr ugha ijarq esjh
enn dhft,A Iyht] esjs ifjokj dk loky gSA vk;’kk chp esa cksy mBh---- HkkbZtku budh ckr lqu yhft,A
eSaus dkQh lksp le> dj viuk Iyku rS;kj fd;k FkkA fiNys fnuksa eSaus gj iy flQZ blh Iyku dh ckjhfd;k¡ vkSj
detksfj;ksa dks fxuk FkkA vc le; vk x;k Fkk fd bl Iyku dks vatke nsus ds fy;s bldh uhao j¡[kwA ----HkkbZtku] eq>s nl
vkneh pkfg, tks fd esjs eky dks Vªd esa Hkj dj gsjkr igq¡pk ldsaA og Hkh pqipki D;ksafd esjs ifjokj dh tku [krjs esa gSA
gekjh Mhy gsjkr ds O;kikjh ,gen cqjkZuh ds lkFk gqbZ Fkh vkSj cxyku esa mlus lkjk eky gkfen jCckuh dks nsus ds fy, dgk
FkkA eSa ;g flyflyk ges’kk ds fy, [kRe djuk pkgrk gw¡ blfy, eSa pkgrk gw¡ fd vkf[kjh Mhy lh/kh cqjkZuh ds lkFk d:¡ cl
vki crkbZ, D;k vki bl dke esa esjh enn djsaxsA
iqÙku fe;k¡ eq¡g [kksys vpjt ls esjh vksj ns[krs jgs vkSj fQj cksys---- HkkbZtku] ;g nksuksa uke bl /ka/ks ds cgqr cM+s uke
gSaA vki jCckuh ds lkFk lh/ks D;ksa ugha ckr dj ysrs gS\ ----HkkbZtku dqN le; igys eq>s irk pyk Fkk fd jCckuh gekjs nq’euksa
ds lkFk fey dj gesa /kks[kk nsus dh lksp cuk pqdk gSA eq>s vius [ksr ls lkjk eky pqipki jkr ds va/ksjs esa fudkyuk gS vkSj
fQj mls gsjkr igq¡pk dj cqjkZuh ds gokys djuk gSA dke cM+k tksf[ke Hkjk gS ysfdu eSa bldh dher vPNh ns ldrk gw¡A vc
vki crkbZ, fd vki bl ckcr esjs fy, dqN dj ldrs gSa\
dkQh nsj rd pqi jgus ds ckn iqÙku fe;k¡ us iwNk---- vkidk [ksr dgk¡ ij gS\ vk;’kk us crk;k fd HkkbZtku---- dqUnqt
ls ,d lkS chl ehy ij xksy cksykd ds iklA ----HkkbZtku] eq>s lkspus nhft,A dqN nsj ckn iqÙku fe;k¡ us xgjh lk¡l ys dj
dgk---- eSa vkidks dy rd crk nw¡xk D;ksafd eq>s vius dqN yksxksa ls ckr djuh iM+sxh vxj cPph chp esa ugha gksrh rks bl dke
ds fy, eSa dHkh Hkh rS;kj ugha gksrkA ysfdu---- ,d {k.k ds vk;’kk dh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj cksys---- cPph rw blds lkFk [kq’k gS
rks budh enn djuk esjk QtZ gSA tc jkf’kn rq>s ys dj x;k Fkk rks gesa yxk fd rq>s ge dHkh Hkh ugha ns[k ik,¡xsA Hkjh gqbZ
vk¡[kksa ls vk;’kk cksyh---- HkkbZtku] buls vPNk esjs fy, nwYgk vki vkSj HkkbZtku Hkh ugha <w¡< ikrsA lc fdLer dh ckr gS fd
jkf’kn buds lkeus dqN Hkh ugha dj ldk vkSj ;g eq>s vius lkFk ys x;s vkSj mlh oä ekSyoh dks cqyok dj fudkg i<+ok
fy;kA
----vkidk gekjs mij ,glku gSA vkius gekjh cPph dks bTtr nhA vkt jkr vki vkjke dhft, vkSj eSa tk dj dqN
lksprk gw¡A vki vkt jkr viuh llqjky esa #dsaxs u\ bruh ckr djrs gq, ge lc mB dj [kM+s gks x;sA iqÙku fe;k¡ vius jkLrs
ij pyus ls igys cksys---- vk;’kk cPph gks lds rks viuh cguksa dks vius lkFk ys tkukA bruk dg dj iqÙku fe;k¡ vius jkLrs
ij pys x;s vkSj ge nksuksa okfil vk dj thi esa cSB x;sA ----D;k yxrk gS\ ----esjk HkkbZ iBku gS dg fn;k rks gks x;kA ohj
rqe fQØ er djks HkkbZtku dqN u dqN gy rks fudky ysaxs ysfdu vc D;k djsa\ ----ugha] eS iwN jgk Fkk fd rqEgkjs HkkbZtku us
pyrs gq, ,slk D;w¡ dgk fd viuh cguksa dks vius lkFk ys tkukA ----irk ugha ysfdu t:j dqN ckr gksxhA----[kSj NksM+ks] vHkh
D;k djuk gSA vkt jkr eSaus viuh llqjky esa lqgkx jkr eukus dk çksxzke cuk j[kk gSA pyks vk;’kk esjh llqjky dk jkLrk
fn[kkvksA ----ohj eq>s Mj yx jgk gS fd ogk¡ rqEgkjs lkFk D;k gksxk\ ----vc tks gksxk og ns[kk tk,xk----dgrs gq, eSaus thi dks
LVkVZ dj ds vkxs c<+k nhA rqe jkLrk crkvksA
FkksM+h nsj ckn gekjh thi ,d NksVs ls xk¡o esa ços’k dj x;hA xk¡o D;k Fkk cl dqN iDds edku b/kj m/kj cus gq, FksA
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xjhch vkSj eqQfylh dk eatj lkQ utj vk jgk FkkA tSls gh thi us xk¡o esa ços’k fd;k ,d vthc lh dSfQ;r yksxksa ds psgjs
ij fn[kk;h nsus yxh ysfdu thi esa ,d cqdkZiks’k vkSjr dks ns[k dj dqN cPps thi ds lkFk nkSM+us yxsA vk;’kk us b’kkjs ls
eq>s ,d iDds cM+s ls edku dks fn[kk dj dgk---- ohj ;g vkidk llqjky gSA eSaus Hkh viuh thi lh/kh mlh edku ds njokts
ds lkeus ys tkdj [kM+h dj nhA vc rd xk¡o ds yksx dkSrqgyo’k bdB~Bs gks dj gesa ns[kus yxs FksA cqdkZ gksus ds dkj.k vk;’kk
dks dksbZ ugha igpku ik jgk FkkA eSaus njokts ij nLrd nhA vpkud vanj ls fdlh dh vkokt vk;h rks eSaus vk;’kk dks vkus
dk b’kkjk fd;kA vcdh ckj vk;’kk us [kV[kVkrs gq, vkokt yxkbZ---- vEeh----vEeh njoktk [kksyksA rHkh njoktk [kqyk vkSj ,d
lqanj lh toku vkSjr ckgj fudy dj ckgj vk;hA
mls ns[k dj vk;’kk us vpdpk dj dgk---- dkSu gSa vki\ ;g gkfye cn#íhu dk edku gS u\ ----gk¡----vki dkSu\ vk;’kk
gSjkuh Hkjh utjksa ls cksyh---- eSa! ysfdu blh chp esa eSaus dgk---- gesa gkfye cn#íhu lkfgc dh choh ls feyuk gS tjk mUgsa cqyk
nhft,A bl ij ml vkSjr us dgk---- eSa gh gw¡A cksfy,---- cM+h iSuh fuxkgksa ls eq>s ?kwjrs gq, cksyhA mldh ckr lqu dj vk;’kk
us vpjt Hkjs Loj esa dgk---- vki dSls gks ldrh gSa\ rHkh vanj ls ,d rsjg&pkSng lky dh yM+dh ckgj fudy dj vk;h vkSj
mldks ns[k dj vk;’kk [kq’kh ls fpYyk;h---- gqek---- gqekA
gqek us tjk xkSj ls vk;’kk dh vksj ns[kk vkSj vpkud tSls uhan ls tkx x;h gks Hkkx dj vk;’kk ls fyiV x;h---- ckth
rqe dgk¡ pyh x;h FkhA rHkh ,d vkSj yM+dh njokts dh vksj Hkkxrs gq, vk;h vkSj mldks ns[k dj gqek dks NksM+ dj vk;’kk
fpYyk;h---- chgwA vk;’kk us chgw dks viuh ck¡gksa esa Hkj fy;kA dqN nsj ds ckn vk;’kk us eq>s lc ls feyokrs gq, cksyh---- vkfej
;g gqek gSA eq> ls NksVh gS vkSj ;g lchgk gSA ?kj dh lcls NksVh csVh---- vkSj ;g rqEgkjs thtw HkkbZ gSaA
vc ogh vkSjr vpjt ls ns[krs gq, cksyh---- rqe vk;’kk gks\ vk;’kk viuh nksuksa cguksa dks fyiVk dj cksyh---- gk¡ ij vki
dkSu gSa\ ckr djrs gq, ge yksx ?kj esa ?kql x;s vkSj lkeus j[kh gqbZ pkjikbZ ij tk dj cSB x;sA rHkh gqek cksy mBh---- ;g
NksVh vEeh gSA vk;’kk vk’p;Zpfdr gks dj cksyh---- NksVh vEeh\ ----gk¡ ckth igys ;g HkkHkh Fkh ij vc NksVh vEeh gSA rqEgkjs
tkus ds ckn HkkbZtku ,d fnu budks fudkg djds ;gk¡ ys vk;s Fks ysfdu ‘kknh ds nks&rhu g¶rs ds ckn HkkbZtku dks dqN
rkfyckfu;ksa us ekj Mkyk FkkA mlds ckn bUgksaus vCck ds lkFk fudkg dj fy;k FkkA ;g vc gekjh NksVh vEeh gSA rHkh chgw
cksyh---- ckth gekjk ,d NksVk HkkbZ Hkh gS] jbZl---- vHkh og ,d lky dk gSA
vk;’kk ml vkSjr dks ?kwjrs gq, cksyh---- NksVh vEeh] deky gSA esjs tkus ds ckn ;gk¡ cgqr dqN cnyx;k gSA og vkSjr
vc eq>s ?kwj jgh FkhA mldh vk¡[kksa esa ,d vthc lh Hkw[k ped jgh FkhA vk;’kk Hkh tYnh gh ml vkSjr dh fuxkg ns[k dj
le> x;h vkSj ckr cukrs gq, dgk---- budks ;gk¡ ikl gh ,d dke FkkA blh cgkus eSa Hkh buds lkFk vk x;h fd viuh cguksa
ls fey yw¡xhA gqek] vkt jkr ge ;gha ij #dsaxsA nksuksa yM+fd;k¡ ‘kekZrs gq, eq>s ns[k jgh FkhA
----lkyh lfgck lyke---- vki lc viuh ckth dks ?ksj dj cSB x;h dksbZ esjh vksj roTtks gh ugha ns jgk gSA D;k ge
brus cqjs gks x;s---- gqek vkSj chgw dh vksj ns[k dj eSa cksy iM+kA lyke thtw---- vk;’kk dh nksuksa cguksa us ‘kekZ dj eq>s lyke
fd;kA b/kj esjh ckr lqu dj NksVh vEeh viuh vk¡[ksa upkrs gq, cksyh---- esjk uke pk¡nuh gSA vki fQØ u djsa] vkids fy, eSa
gw¡A esjk rks vkils nks rQkZ fj’rk gS---- eSa vkidh lygt vkSj lkl nksuksa gw¡A cM+h vnk ls [kM+h gks dj cksyh---- vkbZ;s xqly dj
yhft,A csVh gqek rqe tk dj pk; p<+k nks vkSj chgw rqe ns[kks dgha jbZl tkx rks ugha x;k vkSj mls ;gha ys vkvksA cseu ls
gqek jlksbZ dh rjQ pyh x;h vkSj chgw vanj dejs esa jbZl dks ysus pyh x;hA
pk¡nuh us viuk /;ku esjs ls gVk dj vk;’kk dh vksj fd;k---- vk;’kk chch] vc rd rqe dgk¡ ij Fkh\ eSaus lquk Fkk fd
dksbZ jkf’kn uke dk xqUMk rqEgsa mBk dj ys x;k FkkA ----gk¡ ysfdu vkfej us eq>s jkf’kn ds paxqy ls cpk fy;k FkkA ;g jkf’kn
ds cM+s HkkbZ gSa vkSj esjs ‘kkSgj gSaA ----pyks vPNk gqvk oukZ rqe fdlh dks eq¡g fn[kkus ds yk;d ugha jgrh vkSj fQj ,d ckj esjh
vksj utj djds cksyh---- vkbZ;s vkfej lkfgc eSa vkidks xqly fn[kk nsrh gw¡A csfgpd gks dj pk¡nuh us esjk gkFk idM+ fy;k vkSj
xqly[kkus dh vksj ys tkus yxh rHkh eSaus vpdpk dj viuk gkFk NqM+k;k---- ugha jgus nhft,] cl tYnh ls pk; fiyk nhft,A
----cgqr etcwr gks tokabZth---- pk¡nuh vk;’kk dh vksj ns[krs gq, cksyh---- D;k cUuks jkuh] ;g etcwrh rks rqEgsa ely dj

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j[k nsrh gksxh vkSj fQj f[kyf[kyk dj g¡l iM+hA mldh bu gjdrksa dks ns[k dj vk;’kk fp<+ dj cksyh---- NksVh vEeh
viuh&viuh fdLer gS ysfdu buds bl elyus dk Hkh viuk etk gSA bUgsa rks cl vBkjg ls uhps dh gh Hkkrh gS vkSj vHkh
eSa nks lky rd vius vki dks buls elyok ldrh gw¡A mu nksuksa ds okd;q) dks lqurs gq, eSa >sai jgk FkkA vc rd eq>s /khjs&/khjs
bl ekgkSy ds ckjs esa le> esa vkus yxk FkkA gqek pk; ysdj vk;h rks mlus lkjh ckr laHkky yh---- thtw vki xqly ls gks
vk;s] pfy, eSa ys pyrh gw¡A mldh ckr lqu dj >ViV eSa mB dj gqek ds lkFk gks fy;kA
----cUuks jkuh] cM+k tok¡ enZ <w¡< fy;k---- pk; dk I;kyk vk;’kk ds gkFk esa Fkekrs gq, pk¡nuh cksy iM+h---- ysfdu dqN mez
rqels T;knk ugha gSA ugys ij ngyk ekjrs gq, vk;’kk us pk; dh pqLdh Hkjrs gq, dgk---- cl fdLer gS vkSj oSls Hkh vCck ls
rks cgqr NksVs gSaA lqu dj pk¡nuh ds ru cnu esa rks tSls vkx yx x;h Fkh ysfdu dqN cksyrh blls igys chgw viuh xksnh esa
jbZl dks ys dj vk x;h vkSj pk¡nuh dks idM+krs gq, cksyh---- ckth vki dSlh gSa vkSj pk; Bhd gS\ rHkh pk¡nuh us chp esa ckr
dkVh vkSj cksyh---- cUuks jkuh tjk tk dj ns[kuk dh dgha vkfej th xqly ds cgkus viuh lkyh ij gkFk lkQ u dj tk¡,A eSa
vkSj gqek mu yksxksa dh rjQ c<+ jgs Fks rc pk¡nuh dk dVk{k ge nksuksa dks lqukbZ fn;kA eSa /khes dneksa ls pyrs gq, pk¡nuh ds
ihNs igq¡p dj mlds furacksa ds chp njkj esa viuh m¡xyh fQjkrs gq, cksyk---- NksVh vEeh] esjk mlwy gS fd u;s iSdV dks [kksyuk
ugha pkfg, tc ,d [kqyk gqvk iSdV lkeus gksA
esjh bl gjdr ij pk¡nuh us eqM+ dj eq>s okluke;h fuxkgksa ls ns[kk vkSj flgj dj cksyh---- [kqyk iSdV rks vkids fy,
gh gSA fQj eqM+ dj vk;’kk dh vksj ns[krh gqbZ cksyh---- rqEgkjs lkfgc dHkh rks tk;dk cnyus ds fy, vBkjg ls mij okfy;ksa
ij Hkh dje dj nsrs gksaxs\ bl ls igys dqN vkSj gks eSaus vk;’kk dh vksj ns[krs gq, dgk---- tkvks vk;’kk rqe Hkh xqly dj ds
Ýs’k gks tkvks vkSj cM+s viuRo ls gqek dk gkFk idM+ dj---- lkyh lkfgck] eq>s ugha irk Fkk fd bruh lqanj lkfy;k¡ gSA tYnh
esa rqe yksxksa ds fy, dqN Hkh ugh yk ldk ysfdu eq> ij rqEgkjk vkSj chgw dk m/kkj gks x;k gS vkSj tYnh gh ;g m/kkj mrkj
nw¡xkA
gqek ‘kekZrs gq, cqncqnk;h---- ugha thtw gesa dqN ugha pkfg,A vk;’kk dh vksj ns[krs gq, #vk¡lh vkokt esa cksyh---- cspkjh
vEeh us [kkuk ihuk NksM+ fn;k Fkk vkSj vkidh fpUrk djrs gq, pyh x;haA vxj vkt ftUnk gksrh rks vkidks ns[k dj fdruh
[kq’k gksrhA mldh ckr lqu dj eSa Hkkoqd gks x;k vkSj gqek dks vius xys ls yxk dj cksyk---- nq[kh ugha gksrs gqek] vkt rks
[kq’kh dk fnu gS rqEgkjh ckth rqEgkjs ikl gSA Iyht eqLdqjk nks] eq>s [kq’kh gksxhA vk;’kk eq>s ns[krh jg x;h vkSj viuh vk¡[kksa
esa vk¡lqvksa dks jksd dj cksyh---- vPNk eSa tjk gkFk eq¡g /kks dj vkrh gw¡---- dgrs gq, xqly[kkus dh vksj pyh x;hA
----gqek vc jksuk /kksuk can dj vkSj ns[k jlksbZ esa D;k gS vkSj [kkus dh rS;kjh djA pk¡nuh dh f>M+dh lqu dj gqek us
chgw dk gkFk idM+k vkSj jlksbZ dh vksj pyh x;hA pk¡nuh viuh xksnh esa cPps dks mBk;s r[r ij cSB dj vius dqrsZ ds cVu
[kksy dj vius lqMkSy uXu Lru dks vius gkFk ls fudky dj eq>s cs’kehZ ls fn[kkrs gq, cksyh---- tokabZth] ;g nw/k ls Hkjs gq,
gSa vkSj dEc[r iwjk ihrk gh ugha gSA vius Qwys gq, Lrukxz dks nck dj nw/k Vidkrs gq,---- vkgA buesa cgqr nnZ jgrk gSA vPNk
gS fd vkt vki ;gk¡ gS de ls de vc rks dksbZ ,slk gS fd tks iwjk nw/k lks[k ysxk---- dgrs gq, lksrs gq, jbZl dks nw/k fiykus
dh ukdke dksf’k’k djus yxhA ----t:j---- eSaus vk¡[k ekjrs gq, dgk---- ysfdu NksVh vEeh vkt rks esjk eu ,d u;s iSdV dks
[kksyus dk dj jgk gSA
----vPNk th cgqr [ksys [kk;s gq, gksA igys vius gfFk;kj dks [kqys gq, iSdV ls /kkj yxk yks ojuk dgha u;s iSdV dks
[kksyus ls igys gh gfFk;kj BaMk u iM+ tk,A ----NksVh vEeh---- cs’kehZ ls vius iktkes esa ls rUukrs gq, fyax dks nck dj fn[kkrs
gq, eSa cksy iM+k---- eSa rks /kkj yxkus ds fy, ges’kk rS;kj gw¡ ij rqEgkjh csVh dk D;k d:¡\ fyaxnso dh xksykbZ vkSj yEckbZ dh
>yd ikrs gh pk¡nuh ds eq[k ls fudyk---- gk; ej tkÅ¡xhA og mB dj esjs fudV vk dj cSB x;h---- rqe jbZl dks tjk idM+
yks] bls eSa laHkkyrh gw¡---- dgrs gq, pk¡nuh us viuk gkFk esjh ‘kyokj dh vksj c<+k;kA blls igys og Nw lds eSa mB dj [kM+k
gks x;k vkSj fp<+kus ds vankt esa cksyk---- ugha] NksVh vEeh T;knk tYnh er djksA pk¡nuh ds psgjs ij vius [kM+s gq, fyax dks
jxM+rs gq, cksyk---- ns[kks bls] u;s iSdV dh reUuk esa dSls epy jgk gSA tc eSa pk¡nuh ds gksaBksa ij viuk gfFk;kj jxM+ jgk Fkk
rHkh vk;’kk] chgw vkSj gqek us dejs esa ços’k fd;kA pk¡nuh vpdpk dj jbZl dks vius lhus ls yxk dj vius uXu Lru dks

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<dus esa yx x;hA
----vkids fy, [kkuk rS;kj gS---- vanj vkrs gq, vk;’kk us dgkA gk¡ rks pysa fQj nsj fdl ckr dh gSA ----thtw vki dgsa
rks ;gha nLrj[kku ltk nsa\ ----vk;’kk NksVh vEeh cspkjh cM+h ijs’kku gSA og dg jgh Fkh fd gqek vc cM+h gks x;h gS vkSj og
pkgrh gS fd rqe bls vius lkFk ys tkvksA pk¡nuh dh vksj ns[k dj dgk---- D;ksa NksVh vEeh vc rqe vk;’kk ls lh/ks dgksA gk¡
eq>s rks dksbZ ijs’kkuh ugha gSA
esjh ckr lqu dj pk¡nuh vleatl Hkjs Loj esa cksyh---- gwa----gk¡---- oSls Hkh ;gk¡ lkjk fnu b/kj m/kj ?kwerh jgrh gSA jbZl
dh otg ls eSa bldh fuxjkuh ugha dj ikrhA vk;’kk bls rqe vius lkFk ys tkvksA gqek [kq’k gks dj vk;’kk ls fyiV dj
cksyh---- ckth eq>s ys pyksA chgw Hkh vk;’kk ls fyiV dj cksyh---- ckth eq>s Hkh vius lkFk ys tkvksA ----vkfej] ;g D;k dg jgs
gks\ ----rqe dgksxh rks---- eSaus mldh vksj ns[krs gq, gkeh Hkjus dk b’kkjk fd;k---- cspkjh NksVh vEeh dks gqek dh cgqr fpUrk gSA
eq>s rks cM+h [kq’kh gksxh nksuksa dks vius lkFk ys tkus esa---- vk;’kk esjh vksj ns[k dj #d x;hA mldh vksj ns[krs gq, eSa
cksy iM+k---- rqe us gk¡ dj nh rks Bhd gSA rHkh eSaus NksVh vEeh dks vk¡[k ekjrs gq, dgk---- tc vxys g¶rs b/kj vkÅ¡xk rks D;k
vki eq>s vius ?kj esa Bgjus nsaxh\ pk¡nuh us dqN lksprs gq, tokc fn;k---- bl ?kj ds taokbZ gks rqe] rqEgkjk ?kj gSA Hkyk eSa
dkSu gksrh gw¡ rqEgsa jksdus okyh ij ;g nksuksa dy dSls tk,¡xhaA vki chgw dks vius lkFk ys tkbZ, vkSj vxys g¶rs tc vki vk;sa
rks gqek dks ys tkbZ,xkA rc rd gqek esjh enn dj nsxh---- mlus f>>drs gq, viuk nk¡o QsadkA
----ge dkSu lk vHkh tk jgs gSaA ----igys [kkuk rks [kk yhft,---- vk;’kk us cksyrs gq, gqek vkSj chgw dks b’kkjk fd;k fd
;gha ij nLrj[kku yxk fn;k tk;s vkSj cksyh---- pyks [kkuk ys dj vkrs gSA ----gk¡ cM+h Hkw[k yx jgh gSA vk;’kk] chgw vkSj gqek
,d ckj fQj ls [kkuk ysus dejs ds ckgj pyh x;hA
----vkfej fe;k¡ u;k rktk [kqyus okyk iSdV rks eSaus vius ikl j[k fy;k gSA vc vxj iSdV [kksyuk gS rks rqEgsa ,d g¶rs
ckn ykSVuk gh iM+sxkA ----NksVh vEeh] ;g D;k fd;k ftl iSdV ij utj Fkh og rks vkius fcuk ek¡xs esjh >ksyh esa Mky fn;kA
okdbZ vki cgqr deky gSA chgw dks tcls ns[kk gS rc ls esjk eu epy jgk gSA [kkuk [kkus ds ckn eq>s nw/k ihus dh vknr gSA
nw/k fiykus dk bartke vkidks djuk gSA
----D;k dg jgs gks rqe---- cspkjh ej tk,xhA chgw dks NksM+ tkvks---- tc okfil vkvksxs rc rd eSa bls rqEgkjs fy, rS;kj
dj nw¡xhA eSa viuh ckr ij vM+k jgk---- ugha] bls rS;kjh dh dksbZ t:jr ugh gSA tokuh esa igyk dne j[k pqdh gS vkSj ,d
ckj bldks esjs gfFk;kj dk Lokn yx x;k rks ns[kuk ;g rqEgkjh rjg fu[kj tk,xhA eSa dqN vkSj cksyrk blls igys rhuksa [kkuk
ysdj vk x;hA ge dks ckrsa djrs ns[k vk;’kk us dVk{k ekjk---- D;k ckr gS\ yxrk gS vkidh vkSj budh dkQh vPNh tku
igpku gks x;h gSA pfy, vc [kkuk [kk yhft,A
lc yksx lkFk cSB dj [kkuk [kkus esa yx x;sA vk;’kk vkSj gqek ds [kkus fd rkjhQ djrs gq, eSa pk¡nuh vkSj chgw ls
vkl ikl dh tkudkjh bdëk djus esa yx x;kA [kkuk [kRe dj ds] lkjk lkeku lesV dj] ,d ckj lc mlh dejs esa ,df=r
gks x;sA vc rd va/ksjk gks pqdk Fkk vkSj okrkoj.k esa gYdh BaMd Hkh gks x;h FkhA
----vkfej esjk dejk bl dejs ds lkFk okyk FkkA vki dgsa rks vkt dh jkr ge mlh dejs esa fcrk ysrs gSaA rHkh gqek us
dgk---- ckth] vkidk dejk rks NksVh vEeh us ys fy;k FkkA mlds lkFk okyk dejk [kkyh gS vkSj vxj vki dgsa rks mlesa vkids
Bgjus dk bartke dj nsrs gSaA chp esa chgw cksy iM+h---- ckth vkt vki gekjs lkFk D;ksa ugh lks tkrhA ----vPNk th] ckth dks
rks vius lkFk lqyk jgh gks vkSj thtw dks vdsys lksus ds fy, dg jgh gksA vxj jkr dks eq>dks Mj yxk rks eSa dgk¡ tkÅ¡xk\
chgw us Hkksys vankt esa iwNk---- thtw brus cM+s gks x;s gks vki dks jkr esa Mj yxrk gSA mldh ckr lqu dj lc f[kyf[kyk dj
g¡l fn;sA vk;’kk cM+s I;kj ls eq>s fugkjus yxhA
----vkfej vxj vki btktr nsa rks eSa dqN nsj buds lkFk buds dejs esa fcrk ysrh gw¡A brus fnuksa ds ckn fey jgh gw¡
vkt tjk buls th Hkj dj ckr dj yw¡A vki pkgsa rks bUgha ds dejs esa dqN nsj vkjke dj ysaA NksVh vEeh vki Hkh vkjke dj

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ysa] vki Hkh dkQh Fkd x;h gksaxhA pk¡nuh us mBrs gq, dgk---- gk¡ Bhd dg jgh gks] ij eq>s vHkh uhan ugha vk jgh] taokbZ th
vki esjs dejs esa pfy, ogha cSB dj gekjs lkFk ckr dhft,A tc vk;’kk viuh cguksa ls Qkfjx gks dj vk tk;s rc vki mldks
ys dj lkFk okys dejs esa pys tkbZ,xk---- bruk dgrs gq, pk¡nuh us jbZl dks mBk;k vkSj vius dejs dh vksj py nhA vk;’kk
viuh nksuksa cguksa dks vius lax ys dj muds dejs esa pyh x;hA
dqN lksp dj eSa Hkh Vgyrk gqvk pk¡nuh ds dejs dh vksj py fn;kA pk¡nuh vius dejs esa jbZl dks nw/k fiyk jgh FkhA
mlds dejs esa ços’k djrs gq, cksyk---- dqN esjs fy, cpk gS fd ugha\ pk¡nuh viuh frjNh utj mBk dj cksyh---- lc rqEgkjs
fy, gh cpk gqvk gSA bls rks tSls esjs nw/k ls fp<+ gS] ihrk gh ugh---- dgrs gq, jbZl dks /khjs ls vius fudV fyVk dj mB [kM+h
gqbZA vHkh Hkh mlds Lrukxz ls nw/k dh /kkj cg jgh FkhA ----,sls vueksy [ktkus dks ;w¡ gh tk;k ugha djrs---- eSaus >iV dj pk¡nuh
ds Lru dks vius eq[k esa Hkj fy;k vkSj cgrk gqvk nw/k ihus yxkA
----v----vkg----gk;----fdruk ehBk nnZ gks jgk gS----vkSj tksjksa ls---- viuh vk¡[ks ewans pk¡nuh cM+cM+krh tk jgh FkhA eLrh esa
rM+irh gqbZ pk¡nuh dks eSaus viuh ck¡gksa esa Hkj dj fcLrj ij fyVk fn;k vkSj vius eq[k esa Q¡ls gq, Lru dks nck&nck dj vke
dh rjg pwl dj lkjk nw/k lks[kus esa yx x;kA pk¡nuh ds eq[k ls eLrh esa vthc ls Loj QwV jgs FksA nw/k ls Hkjs gksus ds dkj.k
mlds Lru iRFkj dh rjg l[r gks x;s FksA vius gksaBksa esa Qwys gq, Lrukxz dks nck dj dHkh viuh tqcku ds vxz Hkkx ls
lgykrk vkSj dHkh mUgsa vius nk¡rksa esa nck dj /khjs ls pck nsrkA ;gh fØ;k eSaus pk¡nuh ds nwljs Lru ds lkFk nksgjk nhA pk¡nuh
cngoklh esa cM+cM+kus yxh----v----vkg----ej x;h gk;----tkfye----vkSj tksjksa ls pwl----vkt budks m[kkM+ Qsad----gk;A
esjs gkFk ljdrs gq, uhps dh vksj c<+ x;sA ,d gkFk ls mldh ‘kyokj dk ukM+k <hyk dj ds esjh m¡xfy;k¡ us pk¡nuh
ds ckyksa ls <ds gq, dfVçns’k ij vkØe.k dj fn;kA ,d rjQ ls esjs eq[k dh tksj vktekbZ’k pk¡nuh ds iRFkj ls Lruksa dks
uje djus esa yxh gqbZ Fkh vkSj nwljh rjQ esjh m¡xyh cgrh gqbZ ;ksfueq[k ls flj ckgj fudkys gqbZ ,sBha gqbZ ?kqUMh dks jxM+us
esa yxh gqbZ FkhA Hkkokfrjsd gksrh gqbZ pk¡nuh viuk flj b/kj&m/kj iVdrh jgh vkSj fQj ,d >Vdk ys dj mldh dk¡irh gqbZ
lqjax us esjh m¡xyh dks vius çsejl ls ugyk fn;kA pk¡nuh f’kfFky gks dj ik¡o QSyk dj fcLrj ij ysVh jghA mldk Lru dks
NksM+ dj cksyk---- NksVh vEeh] cl bruh xehZ FkhA esjh tku vHkh rks ‘kq#vkr gSA bl lqjax dks u tkus vkSj fdruh ckj cjluk
iM+sxk\ vHkh rks eq>s vius gfFk;kj ij /kkj Hkh ekjuh gSA ----vkfej] cl tjk lk¡l ysus nks---- dgrs gq, esjh m¡xfy;ksa ls viuh
vfrlaosnu’khy gqbZ ;ksfueq[k dks cpkrh gqbZ pk¡nuh djoV ys dj nwj gks dj fcLrj ij ysV x;h---- vHkh ds fy, bruk gh dkQh
gSA
----Bhd gS---- ij esjk D;k gksxk\ ----dqN lk¡l ys yw¡ fQj bldk Hkh dke reke dj nw¡xhA ----rqe lk¡l ys yks] ysfdu eSa
pyrk gw¡A vkt jkr dks vk;’kk dks ‘kkar djus ds ckn gh rqEgkjk uEcj yx ik,xkA rc rd lkspuk fd rqeus D;k [kks fn;k----
dgrs gq, eSa mlds dejs ds ckgj fudy x;kA

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pk¡nuh ds dejs ls tc eSa ncs ik¡o ckgj fudy jgk Fkk rks njokts dh vksV esa eSaus chgw dks [kM+s gq, ns[k fy;k FkkA chgw ds yky
rerekrs gq, psgjs ij ilhuk vkSj vkrs&tkrs Hkkoksa dks ns[k dj esjs fny dh /kM+du c<+ x;h FkhA vk¡[ks pkj gksrs gh chgw >sai
dj Hkkx [kM+h gqbZA /khjs dneksa ls py dj eSa lkFk okys dejs vk dj tehu ij fcNs gq, xís ij tk dj ysV x;kA lkjs fnu
dh Fkdku] xgjkrh gqbZ jkf= dh ‘kkafr ds chp eq>s ysVrs gh uhan us vius vkxks’k esa ys fy;kA
dkQh nsj ds ckn vk;’kk us dejs esa ços’k fd;k vkSj njokts dh fpV[kuh yxk nhA eq>s xgjh uhan esa lksrs gq, ns[k dj
vk;’kk fuoZL= gks dj esjs dEcy esa ?kql dj eq>ls fyiV x;hA mlds B¡Ms cnu dk ,glkl gksrs gh esjh uhan VwV x;h---- vk;’kk
! rqe tkx jgs gks\
----rqEgkjs ftLe dh [kq’cw lw¡?k dj tkx x;k---- vk;’kk dh iryh dej esa gkFk Mky dj mls vius lhus ls yxkrs gq,
cksyk---- rqEgkjk D;k [;ky gS iqÙku gekjs fy, dy dksbZ vPNh [kcj ysdj vk,xk\ vius uXu ftLe dks esjs ftLe ls jxM+rs
gq, vk;’kk us dgk---- vkt rqeus lksus ls igys vius diM+s ugha mrkjs\ vk;’kk ds gksaBksa dks pwe dj cksyk---- rqEgkjk bartkj dj
jgk Fkk---- vkSj dgrs gq, eSa dEcy ls ckgj fudy dj vius diM+s mrkjrs gq, cksyk---- fd irk gh ugha pyk fd dc vk¡[k yx
x;h---- vkSj fQj lkjs diM+s mrkj dj ,d ckj fQj ls dEcy esa ?kql x;kA
ge nksuksa ds uXu ftLe ,d nwljs ds lkFk fpid dj ‘kjhj dh xehZ ls xeZ gksus yxsA ----tkuseu] vkt ls ge fe;k¡ choh
gS ysfdu vxj rqe Fkd x;h gks rks ge viuh lqgkx jkr dy euk ysaxsA vk;’kk ljd dj esjs mij ysV dj cksyh---- dy jkr
ls rqEgkjs fy, rM+i jgh gw¡A esjs gkFk Loa; gh vk;’kk ds fpdus uXu iq”V furacksa ij fQjus yxsA vk;’kk ds gksaBksa dks vius gksaBksa
esa ys dj eSa mudk jl fupksM+us esa yx x;kA vkx rks nksuksa vksj cjkcj yxh gqbZ FkhA dy jkr dk v/kwjk feyu vkSj fQj vkt
pk¡nuh ds lkFk [ksys x;s [ksy ds ckn esjs fy, dqN vkSj nsj #duk yxHkx vlaHko lk FkkA fcuk nsj fd;s] eSaus uhps ljd dj
fyaxnso dks vius mij ysVh gqbZ vk;’kk ds vkx ls HkHkdrs gq, ;ksfueq[k ij yxk;k vkSj fQj viuh dej ds ncko ls vanj dh
vksj Bsy fn;kA gkyk¡fd vk;’kk dh ;ksfu lEHkksx dh vkdka{kk esa Hkhxh gqbZ Fkh ysfdu fQj Hkh dkQh fnuksa ls vuNqbZ Fkh blh
fy, vHkh og lEHkksx ds fy, ubZ lh gh Fkh] vr% esjs Qwys gq, eksVs fyax ds fy, ços’k bruk vklku ugha FkkA eSa /khjs&/khjs tksj
yxkrk x;k vkSj NksVs&NksVs /kDds ekjrk jgkA vk;’kk Hkh esjk iwjk lkFk ns jgh Fkh vkSj fyaxços’k ds fy, vkrqj FkhA ge nksuksa
dk la;qä ç;kl dke vk;k vkSj /khjs&/khjs esjk ukS baph gfFk;kj eD[ku esa ,d rirh gqbZ lyk[k dh rjg vanj c<+rk pyk x;kA
----mbZ—-vk-----vEeh- vk----mQ-m-m-g—UgbZ----vkg---- vk;’kk ds eq[k ls vkuandkjh rst ph[k fudy x;hA ns[krs&ns[krs dqN
nsj esa esjk fyax viuh iwjh yackbZ ds lkFk vk;’kk dh ;ksfu dh xgjkbZ dks ukirs gq, vanj ckgj gksus yxkA eq>s vk;’kk dh ladjh
ij fpdukbZ&;qä ;ksfulqjax dks [kksyus esa cM+k etk vk jgk FkkA bl mYVs vklu ls fyax ds dqdqjeqÙks tSls flj dks vPNk ?k”kZ.k
fey jgk Fkk vkSj vk;’kk dh ;ksfulqjax ds gj fgLls dh nhokjksa dks ueZ jxM+ fey jgh FkhA tc esjk fyax ckgj dh vksj vkrk
rks ;ksfueq[k ekuks can gks tkrk vkSj tc vanj tkrk rks gj ckj ,slk yxrk tSls dksbZ fo?u ikj djds ;ksfulqjax dks xqCckjs dh
rjg Qqykrk gqvk ços’k dj jgk gSA bl vfrfjä f?klko ls ge nksuksa ds dkelq[k esa o`f) Hkh gks jgh FkhA eSaus dqN nsj ckn >qd
dj vk;’kk dh ihBs ds uhps gkFk j[k dj mls mBk dj vius fyax ij fcBk fy;k vkSj [kqn viuh Vkaxs eksM+ dj ihNs gks dj
ihB ds cy fpÙk ysV x;kA vk;’kk viuk iwjk otu ysdj esjs mij /kEe ls cSB x;hA

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----gk;-----vEeh ej x;h----- vk;’kk ds eq[k ls nnZ Hkkjh fpRdkj dejs esa xwat x;h---- vYykg---- mQ-m -m-g —UgbZ----vkg-ej
x;h—-A iwjk otu iM+us ls fyaxnso lc #dkoVsa Hksnrs gq, vk;’kk ds xHkkZ’k; dk eq[k [kksy dj tM+ rd tk cSB x;s FksA vc
vk;’kk esjs Åij cSBh gqbZ Fkh vkSj mlds ?kqVus fcLrj ij fVds gq, FksA esjs ladsr ij vk;’kk us eLrh esa vius dwYgs Åij uhps
djds dkeØhM+k esa eXu gks x;hA ,slk yx jgk Fkk ekuks og esjs lkFk laHkksx dj jgh FkhA og viuh xfr ls vkSj ftruk eu
dj jgk Fkk mruk Åij uhps gks jgh FkhA fLFkfr mlds fu;a=.k esa Fkh vkSj ;g l¥~pkyu ge nksuksa dks vPNk yx jgk FkkA dejk
vk;’kk dh flLdkfj;ksa ls xw¡tus yxk vkSj eSa vius [kkSyrs gq, mUekn dks BaMk djus ds ç;Ru esa yx x;k FkkA tc vk;’kk FkksM+k
Fkd xbZ rks ?kqVus Åij djds vius ikao ds ryos fcLrj ij fVdk fn, vkSj muds lgkjs mB~B~d&cSBd djus yxhA esjk rUuk;k
gqvk fyax tc vanj tkrk rks mls vius ‘kjhj esa ifjiw.kZrk eglwl gksrhA tc ckgj vkrk rks vius vki dks v/kwjh eglwl djrhA
eSaus vk;’kk dh ihB ds ihNs gkFk j[k dj mls vius lhus dh rjQ [khap fy;k ftlls mlds Lru vkSj tqYQsa esjs lhus dks fj>kus
vkSj xqnxqnkus yxsA vk;’kk dh ?kqM+lokjh tkjh Fkh vkSj /khjs&/khjs og tks’k esa vk jgh FkhA mlus viuh xfr vkSj mNky nksuksa
c<+k nha FkhA
----tkuseu] vkt yxrk gS fd rqEgkjh NksVh vEeh vius fcLrj ij iM+h djoVsa ysrh jgsaxhA tjk /khjs djks Iyht ;g
rqEgkjk gSA vk;’kk dh vkokt vkSj rst gksrh pyh x;h---- vk----gk;---- mEQ----mEQ---- gggk;---- vkt ohj rqEgsa ik dj eSa iwjh gks
x;h gw¡----er jksdks eq>s---- cgqr fnuksa ls eksgCcr ds fy, rjl jgh Fkh----vkt tk dj eq>s lqdwu feyk gS---- blh rjg cM+cM+krs
gq, dqN nsj ckn vk;’kk Fkd dj #d x;hA og esjk fyax dks iwjk fuxy dj cSB x;h FkhA vpkud esjs fnekx esa ,d vaxzsth
Cyw fQYe dk lhu dkSa/k x;kA tc [kM+xoklyk esa dSMV Fkk ml oä ;gh ge dSMVksa ds fy, euksj¡tu dk ,dek= lk/ku gqvk
djrk FkkA eSaus vk;’kk dks fcuk fyaxnso dks ckgj fudkys mldh /kqjh ij ?kweus dk b’kkjk fd;kA vk;’kk esjs b’kkjs dks le>
ugha ik;h] rks eSaus mldk ck;k¡ ikao ckbZa rjQ ljdk;k vkSj mlds nkfgus ikao dks isV ds Åij ls ykrs gq, ck,a ikao ds djhc
j[k fn;kA ,slk djus ls vk;’kk fyaxnso dks fuxys gq, ,d pkSFkkbZ ckbZa vksj ?kwe x;hA bl /khaxkeLrh esa esjk fyax detksj iM+us
yxk FkkA eSaus vk;’kk dks ,d nks ckj mB~B~d&cSBd yxkus ds fy;s dgk ftldh otg ls esjk gfFk;kj f’kfFky u iM+ ldsA
vk;’kk us iwjk lkFk nsrs gq, viuh dej ij tksj nsdj Hkjiwj /kDds yxk dj fQj ls esjs vtxj esa tku Qw¡d nhA
,d ckj fQj ls eSaus vk;’kk dks ?kweus dk b’kkjk fd;kA vcdh ckj og le> x;h Fkh fd mls D;k djuk gSA vk;’kk
us vius ck;k¡ ikao cM+h lko/kkuh ls esjh ckbZa tka?k ds cka;h vksj j[k fn;k vkSj viuk nkfguk ikao nkfgus tka?k ds nkfguh vksj
j[k fn;kA bl voLFkk esa mldh ihB esjh rjQ gks xbZ vkSj og mYVh ?kqM+lokjh djus yxhA vcdh ckj eSaus mldh dej dl
dj idM+ j[kh FkhA vk;’kk dh mB~B~d&cSBd ls rky feyk dj eSa Hkh viuh dej mij&uhps dj jgk Fkk vkSj esjs gj okj ij
vk;’kk ds eq[k ls----oh----j----j----gk; vkSj g”kksZmUekn esa rst Loj esa flRdkfj;k¡ ysrs gq, ph[krh---- gk----; vYykg ej---- x;h----A eSa
mls pqi jgus ds fy, ckj&ckj dgrk----‘k’k’k /khjs cksyks vk;’kkA ysfdu vk;’kk dh ;ksfu esa esjk fyax ,d ubZ fn’kk esa ?k”kZ.k
dj jgk FkkA ftl txg ij esjk lqikM+k vc ncko Mky jgk Fkk ogk¡ vkt rd igys dHkh fdlh us ugha Mkyk FkkA bl çdkj
dk ,glkl vk;’kk ds fy, u;k FkkA ge nksuksa dh flLdkfj;ksa ls vc dejk xw¡t jgk FkkA
esjs ls jgk ugh x;k vkSj eSa mB dj vk;’kk ds ihNs cSB x;k vkSj viuh Vkaxs eksM+ dj ihNs dj fy;sA vius fyax dks
ckgj fudkys fcuk vk;’kk dks vkxs dh vksj /kdsy fn;k vkSj mls gkFkksa vkSj ?kqVus ds cy [kM+k djds ihNs ls tqr x;kA eSaus
vk;’kk dh dej idM+ j[kh Fkh vkSj vkxs dh vksj /kDdk ekjrs od~r mls dej ls idM+ dj ihNs dh rjQ [khap ysrk FkkA bl
ls fyaxnso cgqr xgjkbZ rd vanj pys tkrsA ihNs vkrs od~r vius fyax dks flj rd yxHkx iwjk ckgj vkus nsrk vkSj fQj iwjs
tksj vkSj tks’k ds lkFk vanj ?kqlk nsrkA tc ge nksuksa ds cnu tksj ls Vdjkrs rks ,d rkyh tSlh vkokt gksrh FkhA ge nksuksa
dks ;g vkokt csgn vPNh yx jgh Fkh vkSj bl vkokt dks dk;e j[kus ds fy, ge nksuksa tksj tksj ls ,d y; rky esa ,d
nwljs ds f[kykQ okj ij okj fd;s tk jgs FksA tc ,d Fkd tkrk rks nwljk ‘kq: gks tkrk FkkA vk;’kk dh ph[ksa vc cjkcj
fudy jgh Fkh---- vk----gk; ----mEQ ----mEQ---- gggk;---- vkSj Fki----Fki----Fki dh vkokt ls dejk xwat jgk FkkA ----tkuseu] eq>s yxrk
Fkk fd vc eSa tYnh gh----vkg----v----vkg----A vc vk;’kk ds djkgus dh vkSj esjh fpYykus dh rst vkoktsa dejs esa xw¡tus yxh FkhA
vke rkSj ij rks bruh u;h uosyh yM+dh ds lkFk dkelq[k 4&5 feuV ls T;knk ugha py ldrk Fkk ijarq vkt djhc vk/ks ?kaVs
ls eSa vk;’kk ds mij gkoh gks jgk Fkk ysfdu esjs fyax egkjkt viuh ,saB NksM+ gh ugha jgs FksA ,d fiLVu dh rjg vk;’kk ds

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flysaMj esa LVhe batu dh rjg pyrk pyk tk jgk FkkA vk;’kk dh mÙkstuk dk lSykc QwVus okyk gks jgk Fkk fd eSaus ml ds
eVj ds nkus ds mij maxyh ?kqekuk ‘kq# fd;kA esjh bl gjdr us vkf[kj vk;’kk dk ck¡/k rksM+ fn;k vkSj og daidaikus yxh---
-v-vkg---- gk;---- mlds eq[k ls vkuandkjh rst ph[k fudyh---- vk----mQ-m-m-g—UgbZ----vkg---- vkSj fQj fu<ky gks dj isV ds cy
ysV dj vfu;af=r rjg ls fgyus yxh vkSj mldk ftLe dk gj fgLlk laosnuk ls vksrçksr gks x;kA
mldh ;g gkyr ns[k dj eSaus vius rUuk;sa gq, fyaxnso dks ckgj fudky fy;kA xqLls ls yky HkHkwdk gqvk flj esjs gkFk
esa epy mBkA tc rd vk;’kk gks’k esa vkbZ] fyaxnso fldqM+ dj <hys iM+ x;s FksA bl ckj vk;’kk us igy dh vkSj esjs fyaxnso
dks txkus ds fy, mlus vius eq¡g dk ç;ksx fd;kA mldh thHk ds dq’ky bLrseky ls fyaxnso ‘kh?kz gh tkx x;s vkSj ,d ckj
fQj ls vxys jkmUM ds fy, rS;kj gks x;sA eq>s gSjkuh gks jgh Fkh fd vkt bruh nsj dSls yx x;h FkhA esjk QuQukrk gqvk
,d vk¡[k dk vtxj Lo:ih fu.kkZ;d jkmaM ds fy, rS;kj gks x;kA vcdh ckj eSaus vk;’kk dks ihB ds cy fyVk dj mlds
gksaBksa dk jliku djrs gq, lcls igys mUur Lruksa dk enZu vkjaHk fd;kA dHkh xqykch Lrukxzksa dks viuh maxfy;ksa esa Q¡lk dj
rjsM+ fn;k vkSj dHkh iwjs Lru dks viuh gFksyh esa Hkj dj eld fn;kA ,d ckj fQj ls fyaxnso dks ;ksfu ds vanj Mky dj eSaus
viuk dke ‘kq# fd;kA gkyk¡fd esjh xfr bl ckj /kheh Fkh ij okj xgjk FkkA gj ckj vkxs tkrs gq, vk;’kk ds fdlh u fdlh
vax dks pwe fy;k djrk FkkA vkt rd bl çdkj ls u rks eSaus fdlh dks Hkksxk Fkk vkSj u gh fdlh us vk;’kk dks Hkksxk FkkA
;g igyh ckj Fkk fd tc eSa fdlh dks bl rjg ls I;kj dj jgk Fkk] vk;’kk Hkh vkRefoHkksj gks x;h FkhA /khjs&/khjs eSaus
viuh LihM c<+kbZ vkSj vc vius gksaBksa esa xqykch fuIiy dks nck dj mu ls jl fupksM+uk ‘kq: fd;kA bl ckj fyaxnso eVj ds
nkus dks f?klrs gq, viuk jkLrk ukius yxs] vk;’kk esa dkeqdrk us ,d u;h vkSj Åaph Nyk¡x yxkbZA mlds vax çR;ax esa u;h
mtkZ lapfjr gksus yxh vkSj mldh dkesPNk iwjh rjg tkx`r gks x;hA esjs uhps nch gksus ds ckotwn Hkh og vius dks fgyk Mqyk
dj vius eVj ds nkus dks esjs lqikM+s ls jxM+ nsrh FkhA tSls gh esjk lqikM+k mlds eVj dks nck dj fudyrk rHkh vk;’kk ds
eq[k ls dkelq[k dh phRdkj fudy tkrh vkSj mldh ;ksfu esa fo|qrhdj.k gks tkrk FkkA vk----gk;----mEQ----mEQ----gggk;---- mlds
eq[k ls fudy jgh FkhA esjs eq[k ls flQZ gw¡----gw----gw¡ gk----gw¡----gwa----gw¡ fudyus yxk vkSj Fki----Fki----Fki dh vkokt ls dejk xwat jgk
FkkA
vk;’kk bl u, vuqHko ls vkuafnr gks jgh Fkh vkSj mldk jkse jkse dkeØhM+k ls iqyfdr gks mBk FkkA og mpd mpd
dj gekjs ,dkdkj esa lg;ksx dj jgh Fkh vkSj Åij mB mB dj dHkh esjs gksaBksa dks vkSj dHkh ekFks dks pwe jgh FkhA ,slk djus
ls mlds Lru esjs psgjs dks NsM+ jgs Fks vkSj ekSdk feyrs gh eSa mlds fuIiyksa eq¡g esa ysdj yky djus esa dksbZ dlj ugha NksM+rk
jgk FkkA vk;’kk ds eq[k ls ,d yEch flldkjh fudyh----vk----gk;----mEQ----mEQ----gggk;---- mlds mUekn dks ns[k dj esjs vanj
foLQksV ds çkFkfed ladsr mitus yxsA eSa Hkh Fkd pqdk Fkk vkSj vius pjeksRd”kZ dh çkfIr djus esa yx x;kA vk¡[ksa ewanh gqbZ]
lk¡lsa rst] Lru mHkjs gq, vkSj rus gq, xqykch ls yky gq, fuIIy] bu lc esa vk;’kk vkRefoHkksj lh fdlh vkSj nqfu;k esa [kksbZ
gqbZ FkhA ;nk dnk mlds xHkZ ls vlhe vkuan dh phRdkj fudy tkrh FkhA mldk cnu dkeØhM+k dh y; esa mB cSB jgk Fkk
vkSj ,slk yxrk Fkk fd og LoIuyksd esa fopj jgh gSA vc eSa Hkh dke okluk dh ijkdk”Bk rd igq¡pus okyk FkkA esjs ‘kjhj dk
gky Hkh vc vk;’kk ds cnu lk gksus yxk FkkA ekalisf’k;k¡ tdM+us yxh] lk¡ls rst pyus yxh---- vk----gk;----mEQ----mEQ----gk----gw¡-
---gwa----gw¡ dejk ,d ckj fQj ls flLdkfj;ksa ls xqatk;eku gks x;k FkkA tc eq>s L[kyu fcYdqy fudV yxus yxk rks ,d vkf[kjh
ckj eSaus viuk ewly vk;’kk dh ;ksfu ls iwjk ckgj fudkyk] ,d nks {k.k ckgj j[kk vkSj fQj iwjs tksj ls vk;’kk dh can gksrh
xqQk esa ewB rd ?kksai fn;kA ge nksuksa ds ftLeksa dh xgjkb;ksa ls ,d eknd fpa?kkM+ fudyh---- gw¡----gk¸----; vkSj eSa ,d futhZo ‘ko
dh rjg vk;’kk ds ‘kjhj ij yq<+d x;kA esjk psgjk vk;’kk ds Lruksa dks rfd;k cuk pqdk Fkk vkSj esjk fyax vk;’kk ds xHkkZ’k;
dks vius çsejl ls yckyc Hkjus esa yx x;k Fkk vkSj m/kj vk;’kk dh ;ksfu fcuk #ds cgs tk jgh FkhA
dqN {k.k esa rwQku Fkeus ds ckn vk;’kk —rKrk iw.kZ gkFkksa ls esjs flj vkSj ihB ij gkFk Qsjus yxhA mlus viuh Vkaxs
Åij mBk yha Fkh ftlls çsejl ckgj u Nyd tk, vkSj mldh ;ksfu us esjs fyaxnso dks csrjrhch ls tdM+ fy;k vkSj mlds
jl dh vkf[kjh cw¡n rd vius vanj fupksM+us esa yx x;hA FkksM+h nsj ds ckn mldh ;ksfu us viuh idM+ <hyh dh vkSj esjs
futhZo fyax dks ckgj fudky fn;kA bl xgjs ,dkdkj ds iw.kZ gksus ds ckn eSaus /kU;okn ds :i esa vk;’kk ds gksaBksa dks pwe fy;k
vkSj I;kj ls mldk uXu ftLe lgykus yxkA

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----vkt dh jkr dSlh jgh] vkf[kj vkt viuh lqgkx jkr gSA ----gw¡----igyh jkr ls Hkh T;knk iwjh vkSj ‘kk;n vkt rd dh
lkjh jkrksa ls lc ls lqanjA ohj] vkt rqeus eq>s iwjh rjg ls fupksM+ dj viuk cuk fy;k gSA eSaus eqLdqjkrs gq, mls ;kn fnyk;k-
--- ysfdu tks rqeus bruk ‘kksj epk;k gS] rqEgsa yxrk gS fd rqEgkjh NksVh vEeh lks ldh gksxa h\ vc dy dSls muds lkeus tkvksxhA
vk;’kk us f[kyf[kyk dj dgk---- esjs ‘kkSgj dh enkZuxh ns[k dj ty jgh gksaxh] lqcg ns[kuk mudk psgjk tyu ls L;kg gks
pqdk gksxkA ----esjh tku] vc cgqr ckr gks x;hA lks tkvks----lqcg mBuk Hkh gSA vk;’kk Hkkoqd gks dj cksyh---- vkt bl ds ckn
vxj ugha Hkh mBh rks D;k xe gS----A
eSaus viuh ,d Vkax mBk dj vk;’kk dh dej ij j[kh vkSj mls vius ls fyiVk dj xgjh uhan esa lks x;kA vk;’kk Hkh
Fkd dj pwj gks x;h Fkh eq>ls fyiV dj og Hkh tYn gh lks x;hA
fdlh ds njoktk ihVus dh vkokt ls esjh uhan VwV x;hA njokts dks FkiFkikrs gq, gqek dh vkokt lqukbZ nh---- ckth---
-ckth----pk; yk;h gw¡----ckthA gqek dh vkokt lqu dj vk;’kk dh uhan Hkh VwV x;h FkhA mBrs gq, mlus vius uXu ftLe ij
utj Mkyh vkSj jkr dh dgkuh ;kn dj ds eqLdqjk;hA esjs ls utj feyrs gh ‘kekZ x;h vkSj eq>s NksM+ dj mB x;h vkSj tksj
ls fpYykbZ----gqek----vHkh [kksyrh gw¡A esjh vksj ns[krs gq, cksyh---- tYnh ls vki vius diM+s igu yks] gqek pk; ys dj vk;h gS
vkSj ckgj [kM+h gqbZ gSA
----eq>s ekywe gS tkuseuA ge nksuksa us tYnh ls vius&vius diM+s igu fy;sA vk;’kk us tk dj fpB[kuh gVk dj njoktk
[kksy fn;kA gqek pk; dh Vªs ys dj vanj vk x;hA ----ckth D;k ckr gS\ ckjg ct jgs gSaA nks ckj mBkus ds fy, vk;h Fkh ij
tSls vki nksuksa csgks’k gks dj iM+s gq, FksA mldh ckr lqu dj eSa gM+cM+k dj viuh ?kM+h ij utj Mkyh---- l‚jh] yxrk gS fd
Fkdku ds ekjs ,slh xgjh uhan yxh fd cl D;k crkšA
vk;’kk us gqek ls iwNk---- NksVh vEeh D;k dj jgh gSA ----og rks xqLls ls ikxy gks jgh gSA ----ejus ns mls----rw pk; fiyk-
--- dg dj eSa vkSj vk;’kk pqipki pk; ihus cSB x;sA ----thtw vki tk dj xqly dj ysaA ckth vki esjs lkFk pyks---- dgrs gq,
gqek dejs ds ckgj fudy x;hA mlds ihNs vius ckyksa dks Bhd djrs gq, vk;’kk Hkh pyh x;hA eSa Hkh rS;kj gksus ds fy,
xqly[kkus esa ?kql x;kA pk¡nuh ckgj nyku esa cSBh gqbZ Fkh vkSj lkeus ls vkrh gqbZ vk;’kk dks ns[k dj fp<+ dj viuk eq¡g
fcpdk fn;kA
pk¡nuh viuh vk¡[ksa upkrh gqbZ cksyh---- cUuks] D;k ckr gS\ cM+h Fkdh gqbZ fn[k jgh gksA yxrk gS fd taokbZ jktk us jkr
Hkj lksus ugha fn;kA ----gk¡ NksVh vEeh lp ckr gSA iwjh jkr viuk [kw¡Vk xkM+ ds j[k fn;kA lp esa ;g iwjk ftLe rksM+ dj j[k
nsrs gSa---- fp<+krh gqbZ vk;’kk ,d u’khyh lh vaxM+kbZ ysrh gqbZ cksyh---- viuh viuh fdLer gSA cy [kkrh gqbZ vk;’kk dks ns[krs
gq, pk¡nuh us fp<+ dj dgk---- gk¡] FkksM+k lk eq>s Hkh rtqckZ gks x;k gSA rHkh gqek cksy mBh---- gk; ckth] ;g vkids xys ij yky
fu’kku dSlk\ vk;’kk >sai x;h---- dqN ugha gSA pk¡nuh g¡l dj gqek dks le>krh gqbZ cksyh---- dy rsjh ckth dks ,d cM+k lk
ePNj dkV x;k gksxk vkSj fQj f[kyf[kyk dj g¡lrs gq, dgk---- ns[kks rks fdruk cM+k fu’kku cuk fn;k gS ml ePNj usA ----
ckth----- vk;’kk dh ckgj >k¡drh gqbZ lhus dh xksykbZ;ksa dh vksj b’kkjk djrh gqbZ gqek cksyh---- ns[kks oSlk gh fu’kku ;gk¡ ij Hkh
gSA
eSa vius fuR; dk;ksaZ ls fuo`Ùk gks dj nyku esa vkrs gq, iwNk---- gqek dSlk fu’kku\ ----thtw] ckth ds xys ij dy jkr
ePNj dkV x;k Fkk mlh dk fu’kku gS---- eq>s b’kkjk ls fn[kkrh gqbZ gqek cksyhA pk¡nuh Hkh cksy iM+h---- okdbZ esa cgqr cM+k gSA
----gqek ;g rks esjh eksgCcr dh fu’kkuh gSA gqek rqe vHkh ugha le>ksxh] vk;’kk tYnh ls rS;kj gks tkvks----cl vc pyuk gSA
rHkh pk¡nuh cksyh---- gqek] dqN [kkus dk baRtke dj bUgsa tkuk gSA vk;’kk mB dj xqly[kkus esa pyh x;h vkSj gqek jlksbZ dh
vksj pyh x;hA
esjh vksj ns[krs gq, pk¡nuh us O;aX;iw.kZ Loj esa dgk---- tkfye] rqeus dy jkr Hkj cgqr rM+ik;kA lkjh jkr vk;’kk dh
flLdkfj;k¡ esjs lhus ij Nqfj;k¡ pyk jgh FkhA ----esjh tku] tc chp esa gh rqeus rkSck dj yh rks eSa D;k djrk\ ftl fu’kku dks
ys dj rqe bruk c[ksM+k [kM+k dj jgh Fkh mlls igys tjk vius lhus dks ns[k ysrh bl ls cM+k vkSj xgjk fu’kku rqEgkjs lhus

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ij cM+h esgur ls cuk;k FkkA esjh ckr lqu dj pk¡nuh eukus ds Loj esa cksyh---- D;k vkt ugha #d ldrs taokbZ th] esjs cM+s
vjeku FksA vc dh ckj esjs Loj esa oks rh[kkiu ugha Fkk---- vHkh fQj ykSV dj vkšxk rc rd esjh ;kn ls xqtkjk pykvksA chgw
dks eSa vius lkFk ys dj tkšxk] T;knk u[kjs fd;s rks cl blh ;kn ls dke pyk ysuk oukZ esjk oknk gS fd vxyh ckj ds ckn
rqe fdlh vkSj ds dkfcy ugha jgksxhA vcdh ckj pk¡nuh [kht dj cksyh---- bl ckj gqek dks ys tkvks] fcuk rqEgkjh enkZuxh dk
Lokn p[ks eSa chgw dks rqEgkjs gokys ugha d:¡xhA ----rqe fNuky gh jgh vxj rqe viuh ij vk x;h gks rks Bhd gS vc eq>s chgw
ds fy, rks eq>s nqckjk vkuk iM+sxkA
tc gekjh ckr py jgh Fkh rHkh vk;’kk dejs esa vkrh gqbZ cksyh---- D;k gqvk chgw dks\ ----dqN ugha] rqEgkjh NksVh vEeh
dks vpkud chgw ds fy, cgqr eksgCcr meM+ iM+h gS vkSj og mls vHkh ugha Hkstuk pkgrh gSA og dg jgh gS fd og fcYdqy
vdsyh jg tk,¡xhA vk;’kk xqLls ls fcxM+ x;h---- D;ksa] ge rks nksuksa dks ys dj tk,¡xsA ;g dkSu gksrh gS mls jksdus okyhA D;k
dke ml cPph ls ysaxh D;k eSa ugha tkurhA vc dh ckj pk¡nuh us viuk vlyh jax fn[kk;k---- vPNk th] ys tk dj rks ns[kA
iwjk xk¡o bdëk dj yw¡xh u tkus fdl fdl ls eq¡g dkyk djok dj vk;h gS vkSj viuk jkSc eq> ij xk¡B jgh gSA vk;’kk xqLls
esa fcQjrh gqbZ cksyh---- esjh cguksa us bl fNuky dh lkjh dkjLrkuh lqukbZ gS fd ;g muds lkFk D;k djrh gSA ckr fcxM+rh
gqbZ ns[k dj eSaus mB dj vk;’kk dks idM+k vkSj tcjnLrh mls ys dj nwljs dejs esa pyk x;kA ihNs ls pk¡nuh ds mykgus
lqukbZ fn;s---- cM+h vk;h eq>s fNuky dgus okyhA ;gk¡ budks ikyus ds fy, ej dV jgh gw¡ vkSj ;g gjketkfn;k¡ esjs ckjs xyr
ckrsa dj jgh gSA
dejs esa xqLls ls yky gksrh gqbZ vk;’kk dks eSaus viuh ck¡gksa esa tdM+ dj ‘kkar djus dh dksf’k’k dh---- vk;’kk vius xqLls
ij dkcw j[kksA ----ohj] rqe ugha tkurs ;g vkSjr gqek vkSj chgw dks cspus dh fQjkd esa gSA gqek dks rks ;g vius lkFk fdlh dks
fn[kkus ds fy, Hkh ys x;h FkhA og gqek dks djk¡ph ds fdlh cq<~<s ds gkFk esa nsuk pkg jgh gSA vc dh ckj eSaus mls I;kj ls
le>k;k---- rqEgsa eq> ij fo’okl gS rks tks eSa dg jgk gw¡ og djksA tkvks pk¡nuh ls ekQh ek¡x yks oukZ rqe tks Bhd le>rh gks
og djks---- bruk dg dj eSa vk;’kk dks NksM+ dj ckgj fudy x;kA dqN nsj ckn vk;’kk dejs ls ckgj fudy dj vk;h vkSj
pk¡nuh ds ikl [kM+h gks dj cksyh---- NksVh vEeh eq>s ekQ dj nhft,---- vkSj cl bruk dg dj jlksbZ esa pyh x;hA lqu dj
pk¡nuh viuk eq¡g fcpdk dj vius dejs esa pyh x;h vkSj eSa pqipki lkjk eatj ns[krk jgkA
dy jkr ds ckn ls chgw esjs lkeus ugha vk;h FkhA ckj&ckj esjs fny esa [;ky vk jgk Fkk fd og esjs ckjs esa D;k lksp
jgh gksxhA D;k mlus vk;’kk dks dy jkr dh ?kVuk ds ckjs esa dqN crk;k gksxk\ dqN lksp dj eSaus mls vkokt yxk;h---- chgwA
cspkjh chgw Mjrh gqbZ tehu ij fuxkgsa xM+k;s esjs lkeus vk dj [kM+h gks x;hA ----chgw] b/kj vkvksA Mjks ugha] esjs ikl vkvks----
dgrs gq, mls eSaus vius ikl fcBk fy;kA eq>s irk gS fd rqe eq>s vPNk vkneh ugha le>rh gks ysfdu tks eSa dg jgk gw¡ /;ku
ls lquks vkSj rqe ogh djuk---- dgrs gq, eSaus mlds dku esa dqN dgk vkSj chgw us esjh ckr dks le> dj /khjs ls xjnu fgyk
dj gkeh Hkjh---- thtw] D;k eSa vkidks bruh vPNh yxrh gw¡\ eSa mldh ckr dks tc rd le> ikrk rc rd lkeus ls vkrh gqbZ
pk¡nuh fn[kk;h nh---- chgw] rq>s rsjh NksVh vEeh ds ikl NksM+ dj tk jgk gw¡ ij rsjs fcuk ,d&,d fnu eq>s lfn;ksa dh rjg
yxsxkA viuh NksVh vEeh dh gj ckr ekuuk vkSj og tSlk dgsa ogh djuk---- ikl vk dj [kM+h gqbZ pk¡nuh dh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡[ks
Mky dj vkokt dM+h dj ds eSaus mldks dgk---- tkuseu ;g esjh vekur gS rqEgkjs ikl] vxj rqeus T;knk pkykdh fn[kkbZ rks
[kqnk dle [kqndq’kh dj ysuk ojuk vius iSnk gksus ij Hkh rqEgsa ‘keZ vk,xhA pk¡nuh bByk dj cksyh---- esjh eksgCcr ij D;w¡ ‘kd
djrs gks rqe---- chgw ds flj ij gkFk Qsjrs gq, cksyh---- esjk oknk gS fd vxyh ckj tc rqe vkvksxs ;g rqEgkjs lkFk lqgkx jkr
euk,xhA
----vc gesa fudyuk gS---- eSaus vkokt yxk;h---- vk;’kk vkSj gqek] pyks nsj gks jgh gSA chp esa pk¡nuh cksyh---- bruh tYnh
Hkh D;k gS] [kkuk [kk dj tkukA NksVh vEeh tku] ,d xqtkfj’k gS fd chgw dks dgha ckgj Hkst nsa D;ksafd vxj vk;’kk ds lkeus
jgsxh rks dgha og fQj ls c[ksM+k u [kM+k dj nsA rHkh vk;’kk vkSj gqek us dejs esa ços’k fd;k---- esjh tku NksVh vEeh cgqr tksj
ns jgha gS fd [kkuk [kk dj tkvksA eSa budk fny ugha rksM+ ldrk blfy, tYnh ls [kkuk yxkvks] fQj fudyrs gSaA pk¡nuh us
chgw ls dgk---- chgw] tjk eksgjsokyh ds ;gk¡ ls tk dj esjk ygaxk ys vkuk vkSj vxj dqN dehis’kh gks rks mldh enn dj nsuk]
tYnh tk vkSj ygaxk ys dj gh vkukA pk¡nuh dk funsZ’k lqu dj chgw ?kj ds ckgj pyh x;hA
vk;’kk vkSj gqek us tYnh ls lkjk [kkuk yk dj lkeus ltk fn;k vkSj ge lc yksxksa us tYnh&tYnh [kkuk [kRe fd;k
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vkSj cjru lesV dj jlksbZ esa j[k fn;sA eSa] vk;’kk vkSj gqek vc pyus dks rS;kj FksA lc ?kj ds ckgj vk dj thi ds ikl
[kM+s gks x;s vkSj chgw ds ykSVus dk bUrtkj djus yxsA ----NksVh vEeh chgw dks fdruh nsj yxsxh] dgk¡ Hkst fn;k gS mls\ rqe
fpUrk D;ksa djrh gks] ,d g¶rs dh rks ckr gS vk;’kk] pyks nsj u djks---- dg dj eSa thi esa cSB x;kA pk¡nuh us vk;’kk dks
fonk djrs gq, dgk---- vk;’kk chch] eq>s rqe yksxksa dh ;kn cgqr lrk,xhA vkrh jguk vkSj taokbZ jktk rqEgkjk vxys g¶rs bartkj
jgsxkA eSaus tsc ls uksVksa dh ,d xìhls dqN uksV fudky dj pk¡nuh dh gFksyh ij j[k nh---- ;g dqN iSls gSaA ns[kuk dh chgw
dks dksbZ rdyhQ u gks] tc vxyh ckj vkÅ¡xk rks vkSj nw¡xkA vk;’kk us eq>dks ?kwj dj ns[kk ysfdu dqN cksyh ughaA ----esjk
bartkj djuk] [kqnk gkfQt dg dj eSaus thi LVkVZ dh vkSj vkxs c<+k nhA pyrs gq, vk;’kk vkSj gqek dh vk¡[ks Hkj vk;h Fkh
ysfdu fcuk dqN dgs eSa pqipki thi Mªkbo djrk jgkA xk¡o ls dkQh nwj fudy vkus ds ckn eSaus dqN nwj ij tk dj thi dks
jksd nhA
----D;k gqvk----thi D;ksa jksd nhA ----dqN ugha] cl fdlh dh jkg ns[k jgk gw¡A iqÙku us dgk¡ feyus dks dgk FkkA vk;’kk
us flj fgyk dj dgk---- ;gk¡ ugha] og rks gesa mlh eksM+ ij feysaxsA ----vPNk dg dj eSaus thi vkxs c<+k nhA vk;’kk us f’kdk;rh
Loj esa dgk---- vki ml fNuky dh fpduh&pqiM+h ckrksa esa vk x;s] irk ugh cspkjh chgw dk og D;k gky djs\ mldh ckr lqu
dj eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls viuh thi jksd nh vkSj cksyk---- rqe dgks rks okfil py dj chgw dks ys dj vk tkrs gSaA esjh ckr
lqu dj vk;’kk FkksM+k fgpfdpkbZ vkSj dgus yxh---- D;k vki esjs fy, ,slk dj ldrs gSa\ ----gk¡] D;ksa ughaA eSa pqipki mlds
psgjs dh vksj ns[kus yxkA vk;’kk ds psgjs ij fojks/kkHkkl ds Hkko vk tk jgs FksA ----ugha ohj vc okfil ykSVuk D;k Bhd gksxk\-
--- dgrs gq, mldh mldh vk¡[ksa Nyd x;hA eSaus ihNs eqM+ dj vkokt nh---- chgw tjk lkeus vk dj viuh ckth dks viuh
‘kDy rks fn[kk nksA thi ds ihNs dh lhV ds uhps ls chgw fudy dj lkeus vk dj [kM+h gks x;hA chgw dks ns[k dj nksuksa cguksa
dh [kq’kh ls ph[k fudy x;h vkSj uhps mrj dj chgw dks xys ls yxk fy;kA
[kq’k gks dj vk;’kk us esjs xky ij ,d e/kqj pqEcu tM+ fn;k ysfdu gqek dks ns[k dj ‘kekZ dj esjs lhus esa viuk eq[k
fNik dj thi esa cSB x;hA gqek us viuh cM+h lh vk¡[kksa ds b’kkjs ls esjk ‘kqfØ;k vnk fd;kA dkQh nsj gks x;h Fkh] vc vkSj
T;knk nsj djuk Bhd ugha Fkk eSaus lcdks pyus dks dgk vkSj muds thi esa cSBrs gh ge vius xarO; LFkku dh vksj c<+ x;sA
jkLrs esa vk;’kk us f’kdk;rh Loj esa eq>ls cksyh---- ohj] rqe cgqr [kjkc gksA rqeus eq>s igys D;ksa ugha crk fn;k FkkA ---
-vxj rqEgsa igys crk nsrk rks Mjrk Fkk fd dgha rqe lkjk [ksy fcxkM+ u nksA cspkjh pk¡nuh vxys g¶rs esjh jkg rkdrh jgsxhA
gqek chgw dh vksj eq[kkfrc gqbZ---- rw thi ds vanj vk dj dc fNi x;h Fkh\ ihNs ls chgw esjs xys esa viuh ck¡gsa Mky dj cksyh-
--- thtw us eq>s igys gh dg fn;k Fkk fd tc vEeh eq>s ckgj tkus ds fy, dgs rc eSa pqipki thi ds ihNs dh lhV ds uhps
ysV dj fNi tk¡ÅA fQj tSls gh vEeh us viuk ygaxk ysus ds fy, eq>s ckgj Hkstk eSa thi esa vk dj fNi x;hA eSaus I;kj ls
chgw ds xky dks FkiFkikrs gq, dgk---- chgq rqe cgqr le>nkj gksA viuh #vk¡lh vkokt esa vk;’kk cksyh---- ohj] rqEgkjk eSa ;g
,glku dHkh Hkh ugha mrkj ldrhA eSaus mls ,d f>M+dh nh vkSj pqipki thi pykus yxkA
ckrsa djrs gq, lM+d ds eksM+ ij vk dj #d x;sA iqÙku fe;k¡ igys ls gh ogk¡ ij cSBk gqvk gekjk bartkj dj jgk FkkA
eSaus uhps mrj dj dgk---- lyke fe;k¡A ----gk¡] HkkbZtku D;k [kcj gS\ thi esa ls Hkh rhuksa cguksa us iqÙku fe;k¡ dks lyke fd;kA
iqÙku fe;k¡ us /khes Loj esa crk;k---- dke cM+k tksf[ke dk gSA irk pyk gS fd jCckuh us dqUnqt dh lkjh vQhe dh iSnkokj ds
fy, fdlh bejku uke ds rkfyckuh ds lkFk lkSnk dj fy;k gSA ;gk¡ dk dksbZ Hkh vkneh bl dke esa jCckuh fd f[kykQr ugha
djsxkA bl dke ds fy, eq>s vius iqjkus vkneh bdës djus iM+saxsA ----HkkbZtku] dc rd ;g dke gks tk,xk\ dqN lksprs gq,
iqÙku fe;k¡ cksys---- yxHkx ,d g¶rs ds ckn tqEesjkr dks eSa vius y’dj dks ysdj rqEgkjs [ksr ij feyw¡xkA vkfej HkkbZ] eq>s dqN
gfFk;kjksa vkSj ,d Vªd dk bartke djuk iM+sxk---- blds fy, iSls yxsaxsA mldh ckr lqu dj eq>s dqN Hkjkslk gqvk fd ge
bejku gkfQt vkSj gkfen jCckuh dks xPpk ns ldrs gSA ----vki mldh fpUrk u djsaA eSaus viuh tsc ls pkj uksVksa dh xfì;k¡
fudkyh vkSj iqÙku fe;k¡ dh gFksyh ij j[k nh vkSj dgk---- ;g rks ,MokUl gS gfFk;kjksa ds fy,] tc lkSnk gks tk,xk vki lHkh
dks fQj ;g dke djus dh dHkh t:jr ugha iM+sxhA esjh ckr lqu dj iqÙku fe;k¡ cksys---- bl ckr dk ftØ fdlh ls Hkh ugha
djukA jkr dks ge lkjk eky Vªd esa ykn dj gsjkr ds fy, jokuk gks tk,¡xs] fQj vkxs fdLer gSA ----HkkbZtku] vkidk cgqr
‘kqfØ;kA vPNk vxyh tqEesjkr dks feyrk gw¡] [kqnk gkfQtA ----lkjh cguksa dks ys tk jgs gks vius lkFk] vPNk gSA [kqnk gkfQt
dg dj og vius ?kj dh vksj c<+ x;k vkSj ge cxyku dh vksj py fn;sA

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cxyku igq¡pus esa jkr gks x;h FkhA jkLrs esa dksbZ #dkoV ugha gqbZ vkSj ckrksa esa jkLrk vkjke ls dV x;k FkkA vc rhuksa yM+fd;k¡
Fkdku ls Åa?k jgh FkhA cxyku ‘kgj ds vanj ?kqlus ds ckn eSaus lcdks txk fn;kA vk¡[ks eyrh gqbZ vk;’kk us viuh cguksa dks
fgtkc Bhd djus dk b’kkjk fd;k vkSj viuk Hkh fgtkc Hkh Bhd dj fy;kA ----vk;’kk] ;g thi vc lqcg gh okfil dj ldw¡xkA
D;k dgrh gks jkr dks ;gk¡ cxyku esa #d tk,¡\ dqN lksp dj vk;’kk us dgk---- D;k ge viuk lQj tkjh ugha j[k ldrs]
D;ksafd ftruh tYnh ls ;gk¡ ls fudy tk,¡ gekjs fy, mruk vPNk gSA irk ugha pk¡nuh bl chp esa D;k xqy f[kyk ns\ ----D;k
rqEgsa yxrk gS fd ,slk dqN dj ldrh gSA ----D;k Hkjkslk---- vk;’kk lkeus dh vksj b’kkjk djrh gqbZ dgrh gS---- ns[kks psd iksLVA
----vjs rqe ukgd gh ijs’kku gks jgh gks] jCckuh dk uke dc dke vk,xk---- dgrs gq, psd iksLV ij ys tk dj eSaus thi
jksd nh---- vk;’kk tjk esjh fiLrkSy nsukA vk;’kk us gM+cM+k dj fiLrkSy esjs gkFk esa Fkek nh vkSj cksyh---- ;g ogh yksx gS tks
gesa dy lqcg feys FksA eSaus gqek vkSj chgw dks lhV ds uhps fNius dh igys gh fgnk;r ns nh FkhA
thi dks #drs ns[k lkeus ls rhu udkciks’k viuh xu rkus gekjh vksj c<+rs gq, vk x;sA eSa thi ls mrj dj mudh
vksj c<+k fd vuk;kl gh ,d udkciks’k us esjh vksj xu rkurs gq, Qk;j dj fn;kA esjh NBh bUæh us rks igys ls gh
xudk,axycnyrsgh[krjs dh lwpuk ns nh Fkh vkSj fefyVªh dh Vªsfuax us esjs fj¶ySDl dks iSuk dj fn;k Fkk] Qk;j dh vkokt
lqurs gh eSaus lM+d ij fxj dj yksV yxk dj thi dh vkM+ esa vk x;kA vk;’kk vHkh rd muhanh lh voLFkk esa thi ls mrj
gh jgh FkhA ,d rks cqdkZ vkSj mlds uhps ycknk igus gq, gksus ds dkj.k Qk;j dh vkokt ds ckotwn og QqrhZ ls viuh txg
ls gV ugha ldh vkSj xksyh mldk flj Hksnrh gqbZ fudy x;hA vk;’kk ,d lw[ks iÙks dh rjg xksyh yxrs gh ogha <sj gks x;hA
----vk;’kk---- esjs eq¡g ls ,d ph[k fudy x;h vkSj ;g –’; ns[k dj ,d {k.k ds fy, eSa ldrs esa vk x;kA vpkud esjh thi
ds ‘kh’ks ij xksyh yxh vkSj mlds dk¡p gok esa fc[kj x;sA ,d dk¡p dk VqdM+k mM+rk gqvk esjs ekFks ij yxkA mldh pksV ls
eSa gks’k esa vk x;k vkSj lkeus ls vkrh gqbZ xksfy;ksa ls cpus ds fy, eSa Hkh va/kk/kqa/k fiLrkSy ls Qk;j djrk gqvk thi esa cSB
x;kA
esjh xksfy;ksa ls nks udkciks’k rks <sj gks x;s Fks ijarq rhljk vHkh Hkh fctyh ds iksy dh vkM+ ls thi ij va/kk/kqa/k xksyh
pyk jgk FkkA eSaus thi LVkVZ dh vkSj cSfj;j rksM+rs gq, vkxs fudy x;kA tc rd bldk ,glkl gksrkfd dqN gh iyksa esa eSaus
vk;’kk dks ges‘kk ds fy, [kks fn;k Fkk rc rd eSa m/kj ls dkQhvkxs fudy pqdk FkkA dqN nwj rd ihNs ls xksfy;k¡ pyus dh
vkoktsa vkrh jgh ij eksM+ dkVrs gh lc dqN igys tSlk ‘kkar gks x;k FkkA fcuk #ds eSa thi dks csrgk’kk Hkxkrs gq, ‘kgj ds
ckgj tkrh gqbZ lM+d ls mrkj dj ,d ohjku lh txg ij vk dj #d x;kA
esjs gkFk vkSj ik¡o dk¡i jgs FksA dqN iyksa esa fdrukdqNgksx;kFkkfdftldk ,glkl eq>s /khjs&/khjs gksus yxk FkkA tksj ls
LVh;fjax ij gkFk ekjrs gq,---- ;g D;k gks x;k---- vkSj viuh ftanxh esa igyh ckj eSa QQd dj jks iM+k---- vk;’kk] vc D;k d:¡\
gqek vkSj chgw thi ds fiNys fgLls ls ckgj fudy dj uhps mrj vk;h Fkh vkSj eq>s jksrs gq, ns[k dj lge x;hA
----thtw] D;k gqvk---- ckth dgk¡ gS\
eSa vthc vleatl esa Fkk fd bUgsa D;k tokc nw¡----A thi ds LVh;fjax ij pqipki cSBk eSa vk;’kk dh ;kn esa vk¡lw Nydkrk
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pyk tk jgk FkkA viuh Hkkoukvksa dks dkcw esa djrs gq, cksyk---- pyks] thi esa cSBksA ge T;knk nsj ;gk¡ ugha #d ldrs vkSj
tYnh gh ;g thi Hkh gesa NksM+uh iMsxhA esjh HkjkZ;h gqbZ vkokt lqurs gh nksuksa yM+fd;k¡ pqipki thi esa ihNs tk dj cSB x;hA
,d ckj fQj ls gqek us ç’u fd;k---- thtw D;k gqvk] ckth dgk¡ gS\ eSa mu nksuksa dks D;k dgrk---- rqEgkjh gj ckr dk tokc
ckn esa nw¡xkA igys ge ftruk jkLrk bl thi ls va/ksjs esa r; dj ldrs gS eq>s r; djuk gS---- dgrs gh ,DlhysVj ij ik¡o
nckrs gq, æqr xfr ls lM+d ij okfil vk x;k vkSj dqN nsj ckn dqUnqt tkus okyk gkbZos dks idM+ fy;kA
jg jg eq>s iNrkok gks jgk Fkk fd eSa bruk vlko/kku dSls gks x;k FkkA vk;’kk dks xksyh yxus dk –’; ckj&ckj esjh
vk¡[kksa lkeus vk jgk Fkk vkSj eSa dqN Hkh ugha dj ik;kA chp&chp esa LVh;fjax ij gkFk ekj dj viuh dqaBk n’kkZ jgk FkkA gkbZos
ij Vªdksa dh vkoktkgh dh ijokg fd;s fcuk rsth ls viuk lQj tkjh j[krk gqvk ‘kh?kz&vfr’kh?kz eSa dqUnqt igq¡puk pkg jgk
FkkA u tkus fdruh ckj Vªsfuax esa eSaus ,slk –’; ns[kk Fkk ysfdu tc fdlh vius ds lkFk viuh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus gksrk gS rks
vax&vax f’kfFky iM+ tkrk gSA dkQh nsj rd pyus ds ckn esjh utj ¶;qyxst ij iM+h tks [kkyh gksus dks bafxr dj jgh FkhA
,d fdukjs eSaus thi dks jksd dj ihNs yns gq, tsjhdsuksa dks mBk dj cps gq, isVªksy dk vanktk yxk;kA pkj tsfjdsu [kkyh gks
pqds gSa vkSj ,d vk/kk dsu vHkh Hkh Hkjk gqvk FkkA mlh ls vk/kh dsu ls isVªksy fudky dj thi esa Mkyk vkSj lkjs [kkyh tsjhdsuksa
dks lM+d ds fdukjs NksM+ dj ge yksx vkxs c<+ x;sA
ihNs ls eq>s flfLd;ksa dh vkokt lqukbZ nh] eSaus ihNs eqM+ dj dgk---- gqek! flldrs gq, gqek us dgk---- gw¡A ----ns[kks gekjs
ikl isVªksy de gS] vkxs dk jkLrk gesa iSny r; djuk iM+sxkA rHkh chgw us dgk---- thtw ckth dgk¡ gS] vkius mUgsa ogk¡ D;ksa NksM+
fn;k\ ----chgw] Iyht bl ckjs esa ge ckr ckn esa djsaxsA vxj eSaus vHkh rqEgkjh ckth ds ckjs esa tjk Hkh lkspk rks ‘kk;n ge esa ls
dksbZ Hkh ugha cp ldsxkA thi esa ,d ckj fQj ls pqIih Nk x;hA eSa cgqr rstxfrlsthi pyk jgk Fkk fd nwj ls psDiksLV dh
yky cÙkh ,d ckj fQj ls fn[kk;h nhA vc dh ckj eSa lko/kku FkkA eSaus viuh thi dks nks Vªdksa ds chp Q¡lk dj vkM+ esa j[k
dj vkxs c<+rk jgkA tSls gh vkxs okys Vªd us viuh xfr de dh vkSj #dus ds fy, gqvk mlh {k.k eSaus xyr fn’kk ls rsth
ls vksojVsd djrs gq, cSfj;j ikj djds fudy x;kA tc rd dksbZ le>rk rc rd thi dkQh vkxs fudy pqdh FkhA ihNk
djus ds fy, tc rd gkbZos&isVªksy rS;kj gks ikrh rc rd eSa dbZ ehy vkxs fudy pqdk FkkA FkksM+h nsj ds ckn vpkud thi
dkbatu?kjZ&?kjZ djrk gqvk ‘kkar gks x;kA
----gqek vkSj chgw rqe yksx thi ls mrj dj ,dfdukjs es[kM+s gks tkvksA eSa bls /kDdk ns dj >kMf;ksa ds ihNs <dsy dj
vkrk gw¡---- dgrs gq, eSa thi ls uhps mrj x;k vkSj /kDdk yxkrs gq, thi dks lM+d ls uhps mrkj dj >kMf;ksa ds ihNs /kdsy
fn;kA <yqvk¡fdukjkFkkblhfy,eq>sT;knkeq’kDdrughadjuhiM+hAokfil vkdj muls dgk---- vkxs dk jkLrk vc gesa iSny gh iwjk
djuk iM+sxk] pyks---- dgrs gq, nksuksa yM+fd;ksa dk gkFk Fkke dj lM+d ls dqN nwjh cuk dj iSny pyuk ‘kq# dj fn;kA ;g
lgh oä gS lksp dj eSaus mudk gkFk idM+ dj pyrs gq, dgk---- rqEgkjh ckth ges’kk ds fy, ge dks NksM+ dj pyh x;h gSA
vc og gesa dHkh ugha feysaxhA tc eSa thi ls uhps mrj dj mu rkfyckfu;ksa ds ikl tk jgk Fkk rc muesa ls ,d vkneh us
eq> ij xksyh pyk nh FkhA eSa rks tSls rSls cp x;k ysfdu og xksyh rqEgkjh ckth ds flj esa tk dj yxh vkSj og ogha <sj gks
x;hA vxj mldks mBkus ds fy, #drk rks og yksx ge lc dks ekj nsrs] blhfy, tc eSaus ns[kk fd vk;’kk ds cpus dh dksbZ
mEehn ugha Fkh rks eSa rqEgsa ys dj ogk¡ ls Hkkx fudykA bruk dg dj eSa pqi gks x;kA
nksuksa yM+fd;k¡ pqipki lqu dj flldrs gq, esjk gkFk Fkkes pyrh jghaA dkQh nsj rd pyus ds ckn ge rhuksa ,d pêku
dh vkM+ esa vkjke djus ds fy, #d x;sA nksuksa dks vius lhus ls yxk dj eSa dqN nsj ds fy, vk¡[ks ewan dj tehu ij ysV
x;kA vk;’kk dh ekSr us esjh jgh&lgh fgEer Hkh rksM+ nh FkhA ;gh lksprs gq, fd eSa dgk¡ Q¡l x;k gw¡ esjh vk¡[k yx x;hA tc
rd esjh uhan VwVh rc rd fnu fudy vk;k FkkA vkleku esa /khjs&/khjs lqcg dh ykfyek QSy jgh
FkhAjkrdhdM+kdsdhBaMdhotglsesjktksM+&tksM+vdM+x;kFkkAchgq vkSj gqek dks fgyk dj mBk;k vkSj fQj [kM+k gks dj vius ‘kjhj
dh vdM+u nwj djusesyxx;kA ;g ckr fcYdqy lgh yxh fd u;k losjk ,d vkneh esa u;k tks’k ys dj vkrk gSA bl oä
esjs fny esa flQZ ,d gh tTck Fkk fd dqN Hkh gks tk, ejuslsigysbu rkfyckfu;ksa dks ,d lcd t:j fl[kkšxkA vc rd
ge rhuksa usvk;’kk dh ekSr dks ,d nq[kn LoIu dh rjg vius lhus ds fdlh dksus esa fNik fy;k vkSj vkxs pyusdh rS;kjh esa
yx x;sA fcuk dqN cksys nksuksa us [kM+h gks dj viuk fgtkc Bhd fd;k vkSj fQj esjk gkFk idM+ dj [kM+h gks x;hA

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pêku dh vkM+ ls fudy dj lkeus gkbZos vkSj vkl&ikl ds bykds ij utj Mky dj eSaus dgk---- vc pyks] T;knk nwj
ugha jg x;k gSA pyrs gq, chgw cksy iM+h---- fQj thtw\ ----fQj D;k---- dgrs gq, nksuksa dk gkFk Fkke dj eSa vkxs dh vksj c<+
x;kA ----ogk¡ igq¡p dj vki gesa NksM+ nksxs] ckth rks ugh gS vcA mlds eklwe loky dks lqu dj esjk fny Hkj vk;k---- vc ls
rqe nksuksa esjs lkFk jgksxhA vxj eSa fdlh dkj.k ej Hkh x;k rc Hkh rqEgsa fpUrk djus dh t:jr ugha gSA vk;’kk rqEgsa esjs gokys
dj ds x;h gS vkSj vc ge rhuksa lnk ds fy, lkFk&lkFk gSaA dqN nwj pyus ds ckn eq>s ogh pk; okyh >ksaiM+h fn[kkbZ nhA
mudks fn[kkrs gq,---- ge lgh txg ij igq¡p x;s gSA rqe nksuksa ;gk¡ #dks] eSa vHkh vkrk gw¡---- dgrs gq, tSls mudk gkFk NksM+
dj tkus dks gqvk nksuksa yM+fd;ksa us esjk gkFk dl dj idM+ fy;kA gqek us esjh vksj ns[k dj dgk---- thtw ge nksuksa ds fy,
flQZ vki gks] vxj vki dks dqN gks x;k rks ;dhu tkfu, ge Hkh ugha jg ik,¡xh---- dg dj mlus esjk gkFk NksM+ fn;k vkSj
mldks ns[kkns[kh chgw us Hkh esjk gkFk NksM+ fn;kA fcuk dqN muls dgs lM+d ikj dj ds eSa ml >ksaiM+h ds vanj ?kql x;kA
dqN nsj ds ckn >ksiM+h ds ihNs ls nks ?kksM+ks dh yxke Fkkes vkSj ,d cw<+s vkneh ds lkFk eSa muds ds ikl vk x;k vkSj
cksyk---- cM+s fe;k¡ ;g NksVh esjh lkyh gSA chgw] lyke djks vkSj fQj gqek dh vksj b’kkjk djrs gq,---- vki esjh choh ls rks igys
gh fey pqds gksA gqek us cM+s fe;k¡ lyke fd;k vkSj fQj chgw us dgk---- lykeA ----gk¡] lykeA csVk] tjk laHky dj tkukA yxrk
gS fd dy jkr dks fdlh us cxyku esa rhu rkfyckfu;ksa dks ekj fxjk;kA rHkh ls gjkfe;ksa us gj vkus tkus okys dks ijs’kku dj
j[kk gSA eSaus dqN iSls mlds gkFk esa Fkekrs gq, dgk---- cM+s fe;k¡ vkidk cgqr ‘kqfØ;k] vc ge pyrs gSaA [kqnk gkfQtA gekjs ls
vYykg gkfQt dg dj cw<+k viuh nqdku esa okfilpyk x;kA
----rqe nksuksa dks ?kqM+lokjh vkrh gS\ nksuksa yM+fd;k¡ flj fgyk dj euk fd;kA ----rqEgkjh ckth rks dg jgh Fkh ;gk¡ ij
lc yksx cpiu esa gh ?kqM+lokjh lh[k tkrs gSA rqe nksuksa us D;ksa ugha lh[kh\ rHkh chgw cksyh---- thtw] eSa dHkh dHkh ?kksM+s ij cSBh
gw¡ ij vPNh rjg ugha vkrhA ----dksbZ ckr ugha vkSj gqek rqedks\ ----thtw] eSa dHkh Hkh ?kksM+s ij ugha cSBhA vthc my>u esa Q¡l
x;k Fkk---- gqek rqe esjs lkFk ?kksM+s ij cSB tkvks vkSj chgw rqe nwljs ?kksM+s ij cSB dj viuh thu dks Fkke yksA eSa rqEgkjh yxke
Hkh vius gkFk esa ys dj vkxs pyrk gw¡ vkSj rqe esjs ihNs&ihNs pyrh jguk---- dg dj eSaus chgw dks lgkjk ns dj ?kksM+s ij fcBk
fn;k vkSj mpd vius ?kksM+s ij cSB x;kA uhps [kM+h gqbZ gqek dh dej esa gkFk Mky dj mls mBk dj vius vius vkxs fcBk
fy;kA ----chgw dl dj viuh thu Fkke yks---- dgrs gq, viuk ,d gkFk ls gqek dh dej dks dl dj idM+ yh vkSj vius ?kksM+s
dks ,M+ yxk dj ixM.Mh dh vksj #[k djrk gqvk gkbZos ls nwj fudy x;kA esjs fnekx esa ckj&ckj vk;’kk gh ?kwe jgh FkhA
vius fnekx ls vk;’kk dks fudkyus ds fy, eSaus flj dks >Vdk fn;k vkSj ;FkkFkZ esa okfil vk x;kA gqek dk psgjk cq>k gqvk
fn[k jgk FkkA
gqek ds dku ds ikl viuk eq¡g ykdj---- rqe Bhd ls cSBh gks u\ vius xkyksa ij esjs gksaBksa dh jxM+ yxus ls ‘keZ ls yky
gksrs gq, gqek us dgk---- gw¡A gqek ds fy, txg cukrs gq, eSa ihNs dh vksj ljd x;k ysfdu ?kksM+s dh pky ls mpd dj okfil
mlh txg ij fQj ls vk x;k FkkA /kheh pky ls pyrs gq, eSa tYnh gh vius tkus&igpkus jkLrs ij igq¡p x;k FkkA ckj&ckj
gqek ds Hkjs gq, xksy furac esjs lqIr fyax ij jxM+ ekj dj mls txkus esa yxs gq, FksA nwljh vksj gqek dk mUur lhuk esjh ck¡g
ds uhps nck gqvk FkkA esjh tka?k ij gqek dk gkFk ?kksM+s dh gj pky ij lgykus dk ,glkl ns jgk FkkA eSa Hkh cM+h vthc i’kksis’k
esa Q¡l x;k FkkA vHkh dqNnsjigyseSa vk;’kk ds ckjs esa lksp jgk Fkk vkSj vc gqek ds deflu ueZ vkSj xqnkt cnu dh uktqdrk
eglwl dj jgk FkkA
fdlhuslghdgkgSfd,d vk¡[k dk vtxj lkjh nqfu;k dks ,d vk¡[k ls ns[krk gSA mldk viuk fnekx gksrk gS vkSj og
le; vkSj gkykr dk xqyke ugha gksrkA bruk lc dqN gks tkus ds ckn Hkh esjh ‘kyokj esa fNis gq, vtxj us u rks oä ns[kk
vkSj u gh txg] cl ,d toku vuNqbZ yM+dh dh lqxU/k ik dj vius vki gjdr esa vk x;kA ckj&ckj furacks dk f?klko
vkSj gj pky ij ncrs gq, eklwe dy’k] esjh /kM+dusa c<+k jgs FksA viuk fnekx fdlh vkSj ckr esa yxkus dh lksp dj---- gqek]
rqe ges’kk pqi jgrh gksA ----ugh----A gj yM+dh tc vius ;kSou dh ngyht dks Nwrh gS rks mlds ftLe dk gj jksva k cgqr laons u’khy
gks tkrk gSA gqek dh fLFkfr Hkh dqN ,slh gh FkhA ckj&ckj vius furacksa dh njkj esa pqHku vkSj mHkjs gq, lhus ij etcwr enkZus
gkFk ds ncko us gqek ds deflu ‘kjhj esa okluk dh vkx dks gok nsuh ‘kq: dj nh FkhA

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,d ckj fQj eSaus gqek ls iwNk---- dgk¡ [kks x;hA D;k rqe ges’kk pqi jgrh gksA vpkud tSls oguhan ls tkxh gks---- ugha
thtwA ----rks pqi D;ksa gks---- vpkud gqek dk /;ku HkVdus ls og ?kksM+s dh thu ls fQlyus yxh rks vpdpk dj vius dks laHkkyus
ds fy, eq>s idM+us ds fy, gkFk c<+k;k rks mlds gkFk esjs rUuk;sa gq, fyaxnso ij iM+k vkSj m/kj eSaus gqek dks laHkkyus ds fy,
viuk gkFk c<+k;k rks esjh gFksyh esa ,d xsanuqek uje lh pht vk x;hA gqek ds eq[k ls ,d dh nch gqbZ flLdkjh fudy x;h-
--- v----gk;A okfil laHky dj Bhd ls cSBrs gq, gqek vius gkFk esa vk;h gqbZ lyk[k dks ,d ckj nck dj NksM+ fn;k vkSj fQj
ls esjh tka?k dks idM+ dj cSB x;hA mldh gFksyh dk og {kf.kd ncko dk vkHkkl eq>s gks x;k FkkA
irk ugha ‘kk;n gkykr ,sls Fks ;k eSa viuk fnekx vk;’kk dh nnZukd ekSr ij ls gVkuk pkgrk FkkA otg pkgs dqN Hkh
jgh gks ysfdu esjs flj ij vc okluk dk ‘kSrku rkaMo dj jgk FkkA vc eq>s ls #dk ugha x;k vkSj esjs gkFk esa vk;h gqbZ xsanuqek
pht dks eSaus ugha NksM+k cfYd mls /khjs&/khjs nckuk vkSj elduk ‘kq# dj fn;kA----gqek] rqEgkjs lhus ij ;g D;k gS---- [kM+s gq,
fuIiy dks viuh m¡xfy;ksa esa Q¡lk dj rjsM+rs gq, dgk---- cgqr lqanj gSA gqek ‘keZ ls esjh vksj >qdh tk jgh Fkh---- fg’k----thtw--
--vkg----dksbZ ns[k ysxk] NksM+ nks uA ----rqe esjh lkyh gks] vkSj lkyh vk/kh ?kjokyh gksrh gS---- ckr djrs gq, eSaus mlds nwljs mHkkj
dk enZu ‘kq: dj fn;k---- vxj rqEgsa vPNk ugh¡ yx jgk rks eSa viuk gkFk gVk ysrk gw¡A ----ugha] thtw---- dgrs gq, mlusesjs lhus
esa ‘keZ ls psgjk fNik fy;kA
----ns[kks] cgqr yack jkLrk gSA tks rqEgkjs gkFk esa pht vk;h Fkh rqe mldks idM+ dj lgykvksxh rks jkLrk I;kj ls dV
tk,xk---- dgrs gq, eSaus gqek ds lhus ls gkFk gVk dj mldk gkFk idM+ dj vius vdM+s gq, fyax ij j[k fn;kA ,d ckj fQj
ls mldh ukjaxh ds lkbt dh xksykbZ;ksa ds lkFk NsM+[kkuh ‘kq# dj nhA ----thtw ;g ty jgk gS---- dgrs gq, eksVh lh lyk[k
dks vius gkFk esa ysdj lgykus yxhA ----bl lyk[k dks flQZ rqe gh BaMh dj ldrh gksA ----vkg----gqek dHkh bls viuh eqëh esa
ysdj nckvks vkSj dHkh lgykvksA ;g ,sls gh ekusxk tjk esjh vksj ns[kuk----A gqek us viuk psgjk esjh vksj fd;k---- rqEgkjs jl
Hkjs xqykch gksaBksa dks ns[k dj---- eSaus yid gqek ds gksaBksa ij ,d pqEcu tM+ fn;kA gqek ‘kekZrs gq, ,d ckj fQj ls esjs lhus esa
viuk psgjk fNik fy;kA chgw vius jaxhu liuksa esa gekjs ihNs&ihNs pqipki pyh tk jgh Fkh fd vpkud mldh utj gqek ij
iM+h tks esjs lhus ij flj j[k dj dlelk jgh FkhA ----vkik---- chgw fpYyk;hA mldh vkokt lqu dj eSaus ihNs eqM+ dj dgk---
- cksyks chgw D;k gqvk\ ----thtw bl ij cSBs&cSBs Fkd x;h gw¡] dqN nsj #d dj vkjke dj ysa\ ----gk¡ chgwA FkksM+h nsj ds ckn ,d
ugj gS ogha #d dj vkjke djsaxs vkSj ikuh oxSjg ih dj vkxs pysaxs---- dg dj eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls gqek ds mHkjs gq, lhus ds
lkFk [ksyuk ‘kq# dj fn;k vkSj gqek ds gkFk fQj ls viuh gjdr esa vk x;s FksA
chgw pqipki ,d ckj fQj ls gekjs ihNs pyus yxhA bruh nsj ls gqek ds ftLe ds lkFk gksrh gqbZ NsM+NkM+ us ml ds
vanj okluk dh vkx iwjh rjg ls HkM+dk nh FkhA mldh vk¡[kksa esa yky Mksjs rSjus yxs FksA eSa Hkh /khjs&/khjs viuh pje lhek ds
utnhd igq¡pus okyk FkkA gqek viuh eqB~Bh esa fyaxnso dks tdM+ dj cSBh gqbZ Fkh vkSj ?kksM+s dh gj pky ij mldh eqB~Bh vius
vki mij&uhps gks jgh FkhA ,d ckj fQj ls eSaus mlds dkuksa ds ikl viuk eq[k lVk dj dgk---- gqek viuk psgjk esjh vksj
djks eSa rqEgkjs gksaBksa dk jl ihuk pkgrk gw¡---- IyhtA gqek viuh utjsa >qdk, viuk psgjk ‘kekZrs gq, esjh vksj dj fn;kA vcdh
ckj eSaus >qd dj /khjs ls mlds uktqd ia[kqMf;ksa ls xqykch gksaBksa dks vius gksaBksa dh fxj¶r esa fy;k vkSj mudk jl lks[kus esa
yx x;kA ekse dh xqMf;k dh rjg gqek bl u;s vuqHko ls fi?kyrh gqbZ esjs lhus ls tk yxhA gqek viuh gFksyh esa nch gqbZ
ftfor gks mBh lyk[k dks lgykrh gqbZ nck jgh Fkh rHkh chgw fpYyk;h---- thtw] ns[kks ugj vk x;hA ysfdu ge nksuksa vius vki
dks nqfu;k ls Hkqyk dj ,d nwljs dh vkx dks cq>kus esa eLr FksA
----thtw---- mldh vkokt lqu dj eSa gks’k esa vk x;k vkSj viuk ?kksM+k jksdrk gqvk cksyk---- chgw igys eSa jksdrk gw¡ fQj
mrj dj rqEgsa mrk:¡xkA rqe ogha cSBh jguk---- dg dj igys eSa uhps mrj dj [kM+k gks x;k vkSj fQj gqek dh dej esa gkFk
Mky dj mls uhps mrkj fn;kA gqek dks ogh¡ NksM+ dj eSa vc chgw dh vksj c<+ x;kA chgw dh dej idM+ dj ?kksM+s ls mrkj
dj---- chgw tYnh ls gkFk eq¡g /kks yks vkSj ikuh dks viuh e’d esa Hkj yksA uhps mrj dj chgw esjh ‘kyokj dh vksj b’kkjk djrh
gqbZ cksyh---- thtw] bls D;k gqvk gSA esjh pksjh idM+h x;h FkhA eSaus ldidk ds uhps dh vksj ns[krs gq, dgk---- dqN ugha] rqe
tYnh ls ikuh Hkj yks D;ksafd tYn gh gesa ;gk¡ ls fudyuk gSA

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vkleku lkQ Fkk vkSj xehZ c<+rh tk jgh FkhA ;gk¡ ij ugj ds gksus ls gfj;kyh Hkh dkQh FkhA vpkud ,d ckj fQj
ls vk;’kk dk psgjk esjh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus dkSa/k x;kA eSaus vius flj dks >Vd dj vius vkl&ikl dh ohjkuh ij utj MkyhA
lc dqN igys tSlk gh ‘kkar FkkA
;g psgjk esjs tgu esa ckj&ckj vk dj eq>s fopfyr fd;s tk jgk FkkA chgw dks ysdj eSa ugj ds fdukjs ls uhps mrj
dj e’d esa ikuh Hkjus yxkA gqek viuk cqdkZ mrkj dj ?kksM+ksa ds ikl gh isM+ dh Nk;k esa tehu ij cSB x;hA ----chgw rqe ;g
e’d ys dj viuh ckth dks ns nks og ikuh ih ysxh vkSj ?kksM+ksa dks Hkh ikuh fiyk nsxhA eSa tjk gkFk&eq¡g /kks dj vkrk gw¡----
dgrs gq, eSa FkksM+k xgjs ikuh dh vksj pyk x;k ysfdu jiVu gksus dh otg ls vpkud fQly dj cgrs gq, ikuh esa fxj x;kA
chgq eq>s ikuh esa fxjk gqvk ns[k dj e’d NksM+ dj eq>s cpkus ds fy, cgrs ikuh esa dwn x;hA mls ikuh esa xksrs [kkrs ns[k dj
eSa tYnh ls gkFk c<+k dj ml idM+ dj vius ikl [khap fy;kA ----thtw] vki Bhd gksA eSaus mls vius lhus ls yxk dj fdukjs
ijykrs gq,dgk---- ixyh] rqe D;ksa dwnhA rqEgsa rSjuk vkrk gS D;k\ BaMs ikuh esa dk¡irs gq, chgw cksyh---- ugha---- vkSj fQj esjs lhus
ls fyiV x;hA ----chgw] rks fQj eq>s rqe dSls cpkrhA vc ns[kks ge nksuksa ds diM+s xhys gks x;s] D;k djsa\ /kwi rst gS] vxj ge
vius diM+s lq[kkus ds fy, tehu ij QSyk nsa rks tYnh gh lw[k tk,axsA chgw rqe esjk dqrkZ igu yks vkSj viuk dqrkZ eq>s ns nksA
eSa ugj ds ikl lq[kk nsrk gw¡ vkSj gqek dk cqdkZ ys dj vkrk gw¡A og igu dj rqe ugj ds ckgj fudy tkukA
----ugha thtw] ,sls gh Bhd gSA chgw dh u uqdqj dks vulquk djrs gq, eSaus vius gkFk dks /khjs ls chgw ds dqrsZ ds Hkhrj
Mky dj dej ls ljdkrk gqvk flj ds mij ls fudky fy;kA chgw dks ikuh esa NksM+ dj eSa ckgj fudy vk;k vkSj dqrsZ dks
fupksM+ dj tehu ij lw[kus ds fy, fcNk fn;kA
vc rd chgw xjnu rd ikuh esa cSBh jghA ----chgw rqe ckgj vk tkvksA eSa viuk dqrkZ fupksM+ dj mldh vksj djrk gqvk-
--- bls igu yksA esjh uXu Nkrh dks ?kwjrs gq, cksyh---- thtw bls esjs ikl Qsad nksA ----;g rks fQj ls xhyh gks tk,xh] rqe ckgj
vk tkvksA vxj ,sls gh ikuh esa cSBh jgh rks BaM yx tk,xhA chgw us euk djrs gq, viuh xjnu fgyk;hA mldh ftí ns[k dj
eSaus viuk dqrkZ tehu ij QSyk fn;k vkSj ,d ckj fQj ls ikuh esa mrj dj chgw dks idM+us ds fy, c<+kA eq>s vkrk ns[k dj
og /khjs ls vkSj xgjs ikuh dh vksj ljd x;hA vcdh ckj fcuk nsj fd;s yid dj chgw dk gkFk Fkke dj mls viuh vksj [khaZp
fy;kA chgq Mj ds ekjs esjs lhus ls fyiV x;hA chgw ds psgjs ls ikuh gVkrs gq, cksyk---- rqEgsa dqN gks tkrk rks esjk D;k gksrk\-
---dgrs gq, mls fdukjs ijys dj vk x;kA
rHkh eq>s vius uXu lhus ij dqN dBksj lh pht dh jxM+u eglwl gqbZA ;g lksp dj dgha dksbZ ykSdsV rks ugha gS eSaus
chgw ds lhus ij gkFk ls VVksyus yxk rks esjh gFksyh vuNqbZ vkSj vuifjIDo uXu xksykbZ;ksa ij iM+hA chgw dks vius ls vyx
djds viuh gFksyh ls mu NksVh exj iq”V xksykbZ;ksa dks <d dj lgykrs gq, vkSj BaM ls [kM+s gq, Lrukxz dks viuh nks m¡xfy;ksa
esa nckrs gq, cksyk---- chgw ;g cgqr lqanj gSA v----vkg thtw---- chgw us flldkjh yhA chgw ds lhus ij fdf’e’k tSls mHkjs gq,
xqykch Lrukxz dks vius gksaBksa esa nck dj tSls gh eSaus viuh tqcku ls ml ij okj fd;k chgw ds eq[k ls ,d ckj fQj ls fudyk-
--- vkg! vc eSaus uhcw ds vkdkj ds lkbt ds ,d mHkkj dks vius eq[k esa iwjk Hkj dj pwluk ‘kq: fd;kA esjh tqcku dh pksV
vkSj esjs gksaBksa ds yxkrkj çgkj ls chgw ds ik¡o yM+[kM+kus yxsA eSaus mls >V ls viuh xksnh esa ysdj ikuh esa cSB x;kA m/kj
chgw us Hkh ,d vutku u‘ks esa cgrs gq, esjh ck¡gksa esa [kqn dks <hyk NksM+ fn;kA mls ,d ekse dh xqMf;k dh rjg eSa vius gkFkksa
vkSj gksaBksa ds }kjk u;h chgw dks x<+us esa yx x;kA jkLrs Hkj gqek ds gkFk ds ç;ksx ls rks igys gh eSa okluk ds Toj ls rM+i
jgk Fkk ij vc rks tSls eSa ikxy gks x;k FkkA
----chgw] ml jkr rqeus D;k ns[kk Fkk---- dgrs gq, eSaus viuh m¡xfy;ksa dks uhps ljdk dj ‘kyokj esa fNis gq, [ktkus dks
VVksyuk ‘kq: fd;kA g----gk;----u----ugha----thtw er djks uA fcuk #ds viuh maxyh dks can ;ksfu ds eq[k ij fQjkrs gq, iwNk----
D;k ns[kk Fkk\ ----vYykº----thtw---- lc dqN----u----ughaA vc eq> ls ugha jgk x;k eSaus >V ls viuh ‘kyokj dk ukM+k <hyk fd;k
vkSj vius xqLls ls fcQjrs gq, fyax dks vktkn dj fn;k---- tks rqeus ml jkr dks ugha ns[kk Fkk vc ns[k yks vkSj eglwl dj
yks---- dgrs gq, chgw dk gkFk idM+ dj vius rUuk;sa gq, gfFk;kj ij j[k fn;k vkSj ,d ckj fQj ls chgw ds fuIiy dks vius
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thtw----vkg---- chgw us dBksj tyrh gqbZ jkM dks viuh gFksyh ij eglwl djrh gqbZ cksyh---- ;g D;k gS\ deflu dyh dh
gFksyh dk lq[k feyrs gh ,d vk¡[k dk vtxj fdlh thfor vax dh rjg fgyus yxk---- mbZ---- dg dj chgw us Mj ds ekjs mls
NksM+ fn;kA ----bldks NksM+ D;ksa fn;k] rqEgsa ml jkr dks gh ;g viuk cukuk pkg jgk Fkk---- ,d ckj fQj ls eSaus mldk gkFk
idM+ dj vius fyax ij j[k fn;k ysfdu bl ckj chgw ds gkFk dks fn’kk nsrs gq, ,glkl djk;k fd eSa D;k pkgrk gw¡ vkSj fQj
mldk gkFk NksM+ dj eSa vius dk;Z esa yx x;kA
----thtw---- vius gkFk dks /khjs ls mij&uhps djrs gq, chgw cksyh---- D;k eSa Bhd dj jgh gw¡\ ;g dSlk fn[krk gS] ikuh esa
dqN utj ugha vk jgk gSA ----thtw bls ckgj fudky dj fn[kk nks----cgqr cM+k gSA vcdh ckj esjs mij Hkh ‘kSrku lokj Fkk----
,d ‘krZ gS fd rqe viuh ‘kyokj dks mrkj nks---- blls igys og dqN dgrh eSaus mldh ‘kyokj dk ukM+k [kksy dj uhps ljdk
nh---- vc [kM+h gks dj bls mrkj nksA chgw ikuh esa [kM+h gks dj viuh ‘kyokj mrkj dj fQj ls cSBus yxh rHkh eSa Hkh ikuh esa
[kM+k gks x;kA ge nksuksa ,d nwljs ds uXu ftLe dks fugkjus esa yx x;sA
iryh&nqcyh uktqd dk;k] cM+h cM+h uhyh vk¡[ksa] lqrok¡ ukd vkSj Hkjs gq, xqykch gksaB] vkd”kZd vkSj eklwe psgjk] yacs
dkys ?kus cky] vUNqbZ lhus dh igkMf;k¡ vHkh cu jgh Fkh vkSj muds f’k[kj ij fdf’e’kds vkdkj ds xqykch Lrukxz] ckyksajfgr
dfVçns’k vkSj tqM+h gqbZ larjs dh Qk¡dsa vkSj chpksachp cuh gqbZ njkj ij ikuh dh cw¡nsa] ns[k dj ,d ckj esjs fyaxnso us isV ij
pksV ekj dj lyke fd;kA dkSrqgyo’k chgw dh utjs flQZ ,d yacs vkSj eksVs ls fyaxnso ij fVdh gqbZ Fkh tks ckj ckj rqudk
ekj jgk FkkA
----thtw] ;g dSlk gS\ gSjkuh ls ns[krh gqbZ og cksy mBh---- gk;----vYykg] ;g tkfye rks cgqr cM+k gSA ----chgw] ;g fdruk
gh cM+k gks----ysfdu bls---- chgw ds dfVçns’k ds chpksachp cuh njkj ij m¡xyh fQjkrs gq, le>k;k---- fd ;g bldks iwjk fuxy
tk,xhA ;g dgrs gq, eSa ikuh esa cSB x;k vkSj [kM+h gqbZ chgw dks dej ls idM+ dj viuh vksj [khap fy;kA vc chgw dh ckyksja fgr
dfVçns’k ij cuh gqbZ njkj esjs eq[k ds lkeus FkhA fcuk nsj fd;s eSaus vius gksaB dksey njkj ij j[k fn;s vkSj viuh tqcku dks
tqM+h gqbZ larjs dh Qk¡dksa ds chp fQjkrk gqvk vanj dk jkLrk VVksyus yxkA
----vkº----g----gk----;---- cM+cM+krh gqbZ mlus esjs flj dks dl dj idM+ fy;k vkSj vanj dh vksj /kdsyrh gqbZ cksyh----v----
yyk----gA dqN {k.kksa esa HkjHkjk dj u;h uosyh ;ksfu us esjs eq[k ij igyh /kkj dh ckSNkj dj nhA eSa Hkh igyh /kkj ds jl dh
,d&,d cwUn dks fuxy x;k vkSj viuh tqcku ls pkV&pkV dj mldh lQsn [kky dks yky dj fn;kA chgw ds ‘kkar gksus ds
ckn ,d ckj mls fQj ls ikuh esa fcBk fn;kA vc eSa vius ?kqVuksa ds cy [kM+s gks dj viuk rUuk;k gqvk gfFk;kj chgw ds psgjs
ij fQjkuk ‘kq: fd;k vkSj dqN iy ds ckn mlds gksaBksa ij ys tk dj fVdk fn;k---- chgw] viuk eq¡g [kksyks vkSj bls vanj tkus
nks---- esjh fgnk;r lqu dj chgw us vius gksaBksa dks /khjs ls [kksyk rHkh eSa ncko c<+krs gq, vius lqikM+s dks mlds eq[k ds vanj ys
tk dj fcBk fn;kA
dkQh nsj gks tkus ls gqek gedks <w¡<rh gqbZ ugj dh rjQ vk x;hA lkeus gksrs gq, dke’kkL= ds eknd –’; dks ns[k
dj mlds Hkh fny dh /kM+dusa c<+ x;hA jkLrs Hkj mlus ,d vutku lq[k dh vuqHkwfr dh Fkh vkSj vc og viuh vk¡[kksa ls esjs
vkSj chgw ds chp gksrs gq, çsekyki dks ns[k dj cSpsu gks x;h FkhA mlds vanj v/kZlqlqIr vkx ,d ckj fQj ls HkM+d x;h FkhA
eSa bu lc phtksa ls vufHkK gks dj vk¡[ksa ewans vius lqikM+s ds flj ij chgw dh tqcku dh ckj&ckj Bksdj ls vius vkf[kjh iM+ko
ij igq¡pus okyk FkkA blls igys dqN gksrk esjh NBh bUæh us fdlh vUtku [krjs dh lwpuk nhA viuh vk¡[ks [kksy dj eSaus
b/kj&m/kj utjsa nkSM+kbZ rks lkeus gqek [kM+h gqbZ fn[kkbZ nhA
----gqek lkeus gekjs diM+s lw[k jgs gSa] mUgsa ysdj b/kj vkvksA chgw] rqe [kM+h gks tkvks vkSj tk dj rqe vius diM+s igu
yksA gqek vutkus u’ks esa pyrs gq, lkjs diM+s mBk dj ys vk;hA chgw ds gkFk esa dqrkZ idM+k dj eSaus viuh vkSj chgw dh ‘kyokj
dks gqek dh vksj Qsad dj dgk---- bls fupksM+ dj tehu ij QSyk nks vkSj rqe Hkh vius diM+s mrkj dj ikuh esa vk tkvksA rqe
Hkh ugk yks bl ls Fkdku [kRe gks tk,xhA
gqek fdlh ;U=pkfyr oLrq dh rjg lc dke djrh gqbZ fuoZL= gks dj esjs ikl vk dj [kM+h gks x;hA gqek dk ftLe

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fdlh xqykc dh ykyh ysrs gq, chgw dk gqcgw Lo:i Fkk flQZ QdZ bruk Fkk fd lhus dh igkMf;k¡ viuh iwjh xksykbZ;k¡ ys pqdh
Fkh vkSj mlds nksuksa f’k[kjksa ij xqykch jax dh cM+h fdf’e’klslthgqbZFkhA jks,ankj dfVçns’k Hkh iko lh jksVh tSlh Qwyh gqbZ Fkh
ftldh otg ls njkj esa cuh gqbZ xgjkbZ lkQ >yd jgh FkhA dsys lh fpduh tka?kksa ij Hkjko vk x;k Fkk vkSj furac Hkh viuh
iw.kZ iq”Vrk cukrs gq, xksykbZ ys pqds FksA
----D;k gqvk\ rqe Bhd rks gks---- dgrs gq, eSaus gqek dks ikuh esa cSBk fn;kA BaMs ikuh esa cSBrs gh gqek tSls uh¡n ls tkxh
vkSj gM+cM+k dj [kM+h gksus yxh---- vbZ----mbZ vEehA eSaus mls viuh ckgksa esa Hkj fy;k vkSj ikuh esa cSB x;kA gqek dks viuh xksnh
esa fcBk dj mlds gksaBksa dks vius gksaBksa esa nck dj dqN nsj rd mudk jl lks[krk jgkA viuh tqcku ds vxz Hkkx dks mlds
gksaBksa ij fQjkrs gq, vanj mldh tqcku dks NsM+rk gqvk mlds Lru enZu esa yx x;kA dHkh mUgsa viuh gFksyh esa ys dj nckrk]
dHkh lgykrk vkSj dHkh xqykch f’k[kj dks viuh maxfy;ksa esa ysdj rjsM+rk vkSj dHkh mUgsa [khaprk gqvk nck nsrkA ----vk----gk;---
-mQ--------gggk;----thtw----v----vk----gk;---- dgrh gqbZ gqek esjs ftLe ls fpidh gqbZ epyrh tk jgh FkhA eSaus vius gkFk esa nks ckj
ds v/kwjs vkSj HkUuk;sa gq, fyax ds lqikM+s dks m?kkM+k vkSj xksnh esa cSBh gqbZ gqek dh uXu ;ksfueq[k ij fVdk dj f?klrk gqvk vanj
dh vksj ncko cuk;kA gqek ds eq[k ls ihM+k;qä mÙkstuk dh phRdkj fudyh----vkg ----gk;----mEQ----gggk;---- ej x;hA ikuh vkSj
fyaxnso ls fjlrs gq, çse jl dk feJ.k dh fpdukgV ls Qqyk gqvk lqikM+k ;ksfuNsn dks [kksy dj fQly dj vanj tk dj cSB
x;k FkkA /khjs&/khjs ubZ&uosyh ;ksfuNsn ds ladjsiu esa txg cukrs gq, eSaus /khjs&/khjs vius dwYgksa dks ,d y; cuk dj vkxs&ihNs
djus yxkA ,d txg vk dj eq>s vkHkkl gqvk fd esjs fyax dks dksbZ pht vanj tkus ls jksd jgh FkhA eSaus vius vki dks ihNs
[khap fy;k vkSj flQZ lqikM+s dks vanj Q¡lk dj viuh vkx ‘kkar djus esa yx x;kA gw¡----gw----gw¡ vk----gk;----mEQ----mEQ----gggk;---
- ge nksuksa ds ‘kjhj esa c<+rs gq, rwQku dh ,d >Vds ds lkFk fudklh gks x;hA ge nksuksa ,d nwljs ds lkFk fyiV x;s vkSj
viuh&viuh rst pyrh gqbZ lk¡lks dks dkcw fd;kA eSaus I;kj ls gqek ds gksaBksa dks pwe dj mls vius vki dks vyx fd;kA ikuh
dh lrg ij xk<+k lQsn çsejl rSjrk gqvk cgko ds lkFk esjh vk¡[kksa ds vkxs ls vks>y gks x;kA
----pyks gqek] tYnh ls Mqcdh yxk yks vkSj ckgj fudy tkvksA gesa vHkh vkxs tkuk gS---- dgrs gq, eSa ,d Mqcdh yxk
dj ugj ls ckgj fudy x;kA viuk vQxkuh dqrkZ vkSj ‘kyokj igu dj tc rd rS;kj gqvk rc rd gqek dks ikuh esa Mqcdh
yxk ugj ls ckgj fudy jgh FkhA fuoZL= gqek ikuh esa ls ,d tyijh dh rjg ckgj fudydj vk;hA gqek Hkh tYnh ls vius
diM+s igu dj chgw dh vksj c<+ x;hA mlds ihNs&ihNs eSa Hkh chgw vkSj gqek ds ikl vk dj [kM+k gks x;kA nksuksa yM+fd;k¡ viuh
utjsa pqjkrh gqbZ esjh vksj ns[k jgh FkhA
,d ckj fQj ls chgw dks dej ls idM+ dj ?kksM+s ij fcBk fn;k vkSj fQj [kqn mpd dj vius ?kksM+s ij cSB x;k vkSj
>qd dj gqek dh dej esa gkFk Mky viuh vksj [khap fy;kA ----chgw] viuh yxke esjs gkFk esa nks---- dgrs mlds ?kksM+s dh yxke
Fkke dj eSaus vius ?kksM+s dks ,M+ yxk;h vkSj ge yksx vkxs c<+ x;sA
eSnkuh Hkkx dks ikj djus esa T;knk ijs’kkuh dk lkeuk ugha djuk iM+kA fnu dh xehZ vc cnkZ’r ds ckgj gks jgh Fkh
vkSj ml ij dy jkr ls dqN ugha [kk;k FkkA iFkjhyh igkMf;ksa dks ns[k dj eq>s gosyh dh ;kn lrkus yxh FkhA yxkrkj pyrs
gq, ‘kke gksus ls igys ge rhuksa tSls&rSls gosyh ds ikl igq¡p x;s FksA Hkw[k ls csgky gks dj nksuksa yM+fd;ksa ds psgjs eqj>k x;s
FksA esjh gkyr Hkh muls dqN T;knk vPNh ugha FkhA ckgj ls lc t:jrlsT;knk’kkar fn[k jgk FkkA gosyh ls dqN nwjh ij #d
dj nksuksa yM+fd;ksa dks lgkjk ns dj ?kksM+s ls mrkj dj ,d isM+ dh vkM+ esa [kM+k fd;k vkSj dqN vçR;kf’kr gksus dh vk’kadk
ls eSa [kqn gosyh dh Vksg ysus dh ea’kk ls ncs ik¡o gosyh dh vksj pyk x;kA

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dqN nwj ls gh eq>s gosyh ds }kj ij ?kksM+ksa dk gqtwe yxk gqvk fn[kk ftls ns[k dj esjs iSjksa rys tehu f[kld x;hA ;g rks
lkQ gks x;k Fkk fd vanj [krjk gSA rHkh esjh utj nks O;fä;ksa ij iM+h tks vQxkuh os’kHkw”kk esa udkc igus cM+s njokts ij
igjk ns jgs FksA muds ikl gh isM+ ds uhps nks vkneh cSB dj Å¡?k jgs FksA lHkh ds psgjs ij diM+k ca/kk gqvk Fkk vkSj dU/ks ij
vkVksesfVd jkbQy yVd jgh FkhA fiNyh ckj bejku gkfQt ,d g¶rs dh /kedh ns dj x;k Fkk rks ;g yksx dkSu FksA esjk
fnekx pdjkus yxkA mudks ns[k dj eSa /khjs ls ihNs gV x;k vkSj ncs ik¡o gosyh ds ihNs dh vksj fudy x;kA gosyh ds ihNs
dh vksj ls ukSdjksa dk vkuk tkuk gqvk djrk FkkA eSa ncs ik¡o jlksbZ dh f[kM+dh ds ckgj dku yxk dj vanj ds gky dk tk;tk
ysus dh dksf’k’k esa eSa ukdke;kc jgkA rHkh vanj ls fdlh ds ph[kus dh vkokt vk;h vkSj fQj ,d fny ngyk nsus okyh fpRdkj
lqukbZ nh rks vc eq>ls #dk ugh x;k vkSj fcuk lksps&le>s jlksbZ dh f[kM+dh dks rksM+ dj vanj çfo”V gks x;kA gky ls ph[kus
fpYykus dh vkokt vk jgh FkhA eSaus vius [khls ls fiLrkSy fudky dj ncs ik¡o gky dh rjQ c<+ x;kA [kEcs dh vksV ls gky
ds vanj dk –’; ns[k dj esjk [kwu [kkSy x;kA gky esa vEeh vkSj tjhuk jksrh gqbZ pkj vQxkfu;ksa ds chp f?kjh gqbZ FkhA lyek
Q’kZ ij csgks’k iM+h gqbZ FkhA lkeus lksQs ij ,d toku ;qod cSBk gqvk pq#V ihrk gqvk fdlh ls dqN dg jgk FkkA vpkud
,d vQxkuh us ,d pk¡Vk vEeh ds xky ij jlhn dj fn;k rks cspkjh pDdj [kk dj tehu ij fxj x;hA vEeh dks laHkkyus
ds fy, tjhuk >qdh rks nwljs vQxkuh us mldk dqrkZ idM+ dj [khapk rks og >Vds ls QVrk pyk x;k vkSj tjhuk dh ihB
v/kuaxh gks x;hA rc rd ikl [kM+s gq, vQxkuh us tjhuk dh dej esa gkFk Mky dj mls mBk dj vEeh ls tcjnLrh vyx
dj fn;k vkSj vius ckgqik’k esa ck¡/k dj mlds uktqd vaxksa ds lkFk NsM+[kkuh djus esa yx x;kA vEeh csclh ds vk¡lw Nydkrs
gq, lkeus cSBs gq, toku yM+ds dks nqgkbZ vkSj mygkus ns jgh FkhA eSa ncs ik¡o xfy;kjs dk pDdj yxk dj gky ds fiNys
njokts ls vanj vk x;k vkSj ml ;qod ds ihNs [kM+k gks x;kA vHkh rd esjs vkus dh [kcj fdlh dks ugh yxh Fkh D;ksafd lc
yksxksa dh utj tjhuk ds ftLe ds lkFk gksrs gq, f[kyokM+ ij yxh gqbZ FkhA
ml ;qod dh duiVh ij fiLrkSy rku dj eSaus vius ogk¡ gksus dh lwpuk nh---- HkkbZtku] lyke okys dqe----v v----dksbZ
fgyuk ughaA vEeh vkSj tjhuk----rqe lyek dks ys dj ;gk¡ esjs ikl vk tkvksA vHkh esjh ckr iwjh ugha gqbZ Fkh fd ml ;qod
,d phrs dh QqrhZ fn[kkrs gq, vius ikl j[kh gqbZ e’khu xu dks mBkus dh dksf’k’k dh ysfdu bl ls igys og iwjh rjg ls
fgy lds eSaus viuh fiLrkSy dh uky mldh xjnu esa xM+k dj psrkouh nh---- fgyuk Hkh ughA vc rd f[kyf[kykrs gq, udkc
igus gq, pkjksa vQxkuh eq>s fiLrkSy rkus ns[k dj LrC/k gksdj ns[kus yxsA vEeh vkSj tjhuk dh utjsa tSls gh eq> ij iM+h rks
nksuksa [kq’kh ls dqN cksyus dh dksf’k’k dh ijarq eSaus b’kkjs ls mUgsa dqN Hkh cksyus ls euk fd;kA esjs b’kkjs dks le> dj nksuksa
pqi gks x;hA
----dkSu [kchl gSA ml ;qod us xjnu ?kqekus dh dksf’k’k djrs gq, cksykA ----u----u----HkkbZtku---- dgrs gq, eSa ?kwe dj mlds
lkeus vk x;k vkSj cksyk---- D;ksa cspkjh csokvksa ij tqYe dj jgs gks\ eSa vkfej] cqjkZuh lkfgc dk gkfdeA gsjkr ls vk;k gw¡ D;ksfa d
jkf’kn HkkbZ us cqyk;k FkkA vkidh rkjhQ\ ----esjk uke bejku gSA eq> ij D;ksa fiLrkSy rkus gq, [kM+s gks] rqe rks vius gh HkkbZ
gksA ----HkkbZtku] vki rks ekfyd gSa ysfdu ;g lc vkidh QkSt ds fy, gS D;ksafd ;g QkSt igys xksyh pykrh gS fQj ckr
djrh gSA
----Bhd gS---- bejku us viuk #[k vEeh vkSj tjhuk dh vksj fd;k vkSj cksyk---- pphtku] eq>s [kcj feyh Fkh fd Qly
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vc yxHkx rS;kj gS] dV Hkh pqdh gSA esjs vkneh dc lkjk eky mBkus ds fy, vk;sa vkSj dc ;g ?kj vkSj [ksr esjs gokys dj
jgh gks] vki crk nsa rks ge pysa\ vki dgks rks jkf’kn dh csok dks viuh j[kSy cuk ysrk gw¡] vkf[kj jkf’kn dh cfPp;ksa dk vkxs
D;k gksxk\ mldh ckr lqu dj tjhuk tehu ij Fkwdrh gqbZ fdlh Hkw[kh ‘ksjuh dh rjg mldh vksj >iVh ysfdu eSaus chp esa
vk dj mldks Fkke dj cksyk---- HkkbZ fe;k¡] ysfdu ;g csok dSls gks x;h\ jkf’kn rks cxyku ds vLirky esa viuk bykt djk
jgk gSA esjh ckr lqu dj bejku pkSad dj cksyk---- rqEgsa dSls irk\ ----oghalsrksmlh us cqjkZuh lkfgc dks [kcj djok;h Fkh vkSj
blhfy, eq>s Hkstk x;k FkkA
----mldh fNuky dks rks esjs vknfe;ksa us cxyku dh lwuh lM+d ij gykd dj fn;k ysfdu u tkus og ukeqjkn dSls cp
fudykA ysfdu vc og T;knk nsj cp ugha ldsxk---- dgrs gq, bejku us viuh e’khu xu lksQs ij iVd dj vius vknfe;ksa
dh vksj c<+us yxkA vk;’kk dh ;kn vkrs gh eSa vius xqLls dks dkcw esa u dj ldk vkSj xjtrh gqbZ vkokt esa cksy mBk---- #d
tkvks oukZ vHkh rqEgkjh [kksiM+h [kksy nw¡xkA
----rqe cqjkZuh ds vkneh ugha gks ldrs---- esjh vksj ns[krs gq, bejku cksyk---- D;ksafd dksbZ Hkh mlds vkneh esa bruk lkgl
ugha gS fd Tokfgjh ds nkfgus gkFk ij cUnwd rku ldsA dqUnqt dk eSa vdsyk ekfyd gw¡A eSa mlds lHkh vknfe;ksa dks tkurk gw¡
tks ;gk¡ ij mlds fy, dke djrs gSaA rqe dkSu gks---- D;k vejhdu QkSt ds vkneh gks\
mldh ckr lqu dj eSa ,d ckj ldrs esa vk x;k D;ksafd Tokfgjh vQxkfuLrku esa vy&dk;nk dk phQ Fkk vkSj fcu
yknsu dk [kkl lykgdkj FkkA eSaus fgpfdpkrs gq, tokc fn;k---- HkkbZtku lp ekfu, eSa dSls ;g Hkwy dj ldrk gw¡ ysfdu
vkidk xqxkZ viuh xu mBkus dh dksf’k’k esa yx jgk Fkk bl fy, eq>s ,slk cksyuk iM+kA
vius vknfe;ksa dh vksj b’kkjk djrk gqvk bejku cksyk---- fe;k¡] vc eSa pyrk gw¡A tSls gh gekjs dCts esa eky vk;k ge
ml eky dks vius vki jCckuh ds ikl cxyku esa igq¡pk nsaxsA vc rqEgsa mldh fpUrk djus dh dksbZ t:jr ugha gSA [kqnk gkfQt-
--- dgrs gq, vius vknfe;ksa dks fgnk;r nsrk gqvk py fn;k---- eky gkFk esa vkrs gh bl ?kj esa dksbZ Hkh ugha cpuk pkfg,A
vHkh esjs fnekx esa Tokfgjh dk uke ?kwe jgk FkkA D;k ;g ogh tokfgjh Fkk vkSj ;gh lksp dj esjs gkFk dk¡i jgs FksA eSa
bl oä dqN rkfyckfu;ksa ls ugha Vdjk jgk Fkk cfYd vUtkus esa ,d vR;ar [krjukd lewg ds lkFk my> x;k FkkA bejku
gkfQt dh fgnk;r lqurs gh eSa okfil gks’k esa vk x;kA vc rd eSaus viuh fiLrkSy okfil vius [khls esa Mky yh Fkh vkSj dqlhZ
ij iM+h gqbZ bejku dh e’khu xu mBk yh Fkh---- HkkbZtku] vxj bUgksaus eq>s Hkh viuh fxurh esa ys fy;k rks vki Hkh dgha ugha
tk ldsaxs---- dgrs gq, e’khu xu bejku ij rku nhA
----vkfej fe;k¡ tc igyh ckj rqeus eq> ij xu j[kus dh fgekdr djh rks eSaus rqEgsa ekQ fd;k] esjs vkneh tkfgy ugha
gS vkSj mUgsa irk gS fd fdu yksxksa dh vkt ekSr gksuh gSA rqeus nwljh ckj eq>s xuikSbUV ij ys dj viuh ekSr dks nkor nh
gS---- cksyrs gq, bejku tehu ij fxjrs gq, ph[kk---- fdlh dks Hkhugha NksM+ukA ,d lkFk gh eq>s yxk fd dbZ fn’kkvksa ls xksfy;ksa
dh vkokt ls gky xw¡tus yxhA bejku dks fxjrk ns[k dj eSaus Hkh lksQs ds ihNs Nykax yxk nh vkSj bejku ij fu’kkuk lk/krs
gq, xksfy;k¡ cjlkuh ‘kq# dj nhA
esjh e’khu xu dh igyh ckSNkj us bejku ds lhus vkSj ihB dks xksfy;ksa ls Nyuh dj fn;k Fkk ysfdu mlds vknfe;ksa
dh igyh xksfy;ksa dh ckSNkj ls [kM+h gqbZ vEeh vkSj tjhuk dVs gq, o`{k dh rjg tehu ij fxj dj <sj gks x;ha FkhA bl –’;
ns[k dj esjs eq[k ls ph[k fudy x;h vkSj ikxyksa dh rjg [kM+k gks dj va/kk/kqa/k xksfy;ksa pykuh ‘kq# dj nh vkSj rc rd
yxkrkj fVªxj nck;s jgk tc rd lkjh eSxthu [kkyh ugha gks x;hA bejku gkfQt ds pkjksa udkciks’k bl çdkj ds vçR;kf’kr
geys ds fy, rS;kj ugha Fks vkSj ogha ij fxj dj <sj gks x;sA eq>s ckgj ls dqN Hkkxrs gq, dneksa dh vkokt vk;h rks lksQs dh
vkM+ ys dj eSa mudk bartkj djus yxkA D;k Hk;kud eatj Fkk gky esa lyek vHkh Hkh tehu ij csgks’k iM+h gqbZ Fkh vkSj vEeh
vkSj tjhuk dh yk’ksa {krfo{kr gkyr esa tehu ij iM+h gqbZ FkhA mUgha ds lkFk pkj vUtku rkfyckfu;ksa dh cstku yk’ksa iM+h gqbZ
FkhA nhokj ds lkFk yxk gqvk bejku gkfQt xksfy;ksa ls Nyuh gks dj rM+i jgk FkkA esjs flj ij [kwu lokj FkkA vEeh vkSj
tjhuk dh ekSr us eq>s ikxy dj fn;k FkkA eSa mldks ns[k dj cksyk---- bejku gkfQt dSlk yx jgk gS\ ----rw tkurk ugha fd

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rwus uknkuh esa D;k dj fn;k---- dgrs gq, mlus ,d fgpdh yh vkSj fQj ‘kkar gks x;kA
rHkh ckgj ls pkj vkneh rsth ls Hkkxrs gq, gky esa vk;s rks vanj dk Hk;kog –’; ns[k dj ,d {k.k ds fy, fBBd dj
#d x;sA esjs fy, rks bruk gh le; dkQh FkkA u;h eSxthu ls ySl e’khu xu ds ,d clZ~V us mu pkjksa dks Hkh ogh ij <sj
dj fn;kA dqN nsj bUrtkj djus ds ckn tc eq>s dksbZ gjdr ugha fn[kh rks eSaus ncs ik¡o nwljs dejksa dk tk;tk ysuk ‘kq:
fd;kA gky esa yk’ksa fc[kjh gqbZ Fkh ysfdu dgha Hkh eq>s ldhuk] vkQ’kk¡] cfPp;k¡ vkSj vU; ukSdj pkdj ugha fn[kkbZ iM+ jgs FksA
eSa vkokt yxkrk gqvk---- ldhuk----vkQ’kk¡---- mlh rg[kkus dh vksj pyk x;k tgk¡ eSaus dqN fnu fcrk;s FksA tSls gh eSaus rg[kkus
ds ihNs cus gq, dejs dk njoktk [kksy dj vanj >k¡d dj ns[kk rks eq>s #[klkj vkSj ‘khck ds ik¡o fn[kkbZ fn;sA ,d {k.k ds
fy, esjk fny cSB x;k fd tSls esjk lc dqN yqV x;k FkkA cl ph[krs gq, tSls gh mudh vksj c<+k rHkh ldhuk esjh vksj Hkkxrh
gqbZ vk dj esjs lhus ls fyiV dj jksus yxh vkSj fQj mlds ihNs ckdh lc Hkh vkrs gq, fn[kkbZ fn;sA
----ldhuk vius vki dks laHkkyks---- dgrs gq, eSaus mls pqi djkrs gq,---- rqe rhuksa cfPp;ksa dks ys dj ;gha cSBh jgksA vkQ’kk¡
rqe vius lkFk lkjs ukSdjksa dks ys dj mij vkvks---- dgrs gq, eSa okfil ckgj dh vksj Hkkxk D;ksafd gqek vkSj chgw dks vdsyk
NksM+s dkQh nsj gks x;h FkhA eq>s vkrk ns[k dj gqek vkSj chgw lgeh gqbZ isM+ ds ihNs ls fudy dj lkeus vk x;hA xksfy;k¡
pyus dh vkokt lqu dj nksuksa FkjFkj dk¡irh gqbZ cksyh---- D;k gqvk\ eSaus nksuks dk gkFk idM+k vkSj lh/kk gosyh esa vius dejs
esa ys dj vk x;k---- ;g esjk dejk gSA vkt ls rqe nksuksa blh dejs esa jgksxhA tc rd eSa u cqykÅ¡ rqe nksuksa ;gk¡ ls ckgj er
fudyuk---- dgrs gq, mUgsa NksM+ dj lh/kk uhps gky esa igq¡p x;kA
vanj dk gky ns[k dj vkQ’kk¡ tM+or lh [kM+h gks dj vk¡lw cgk jgh Fkh vkSj mlds bnZ&fxnZ lyheu vkSj tksjkoj [kM+s
gks dj tehu ij iM+h gqbZ vEeh vkSj tjhuk ds e`r ‘kjhjksa dks ?kwj jgs FksA vanj vk dj eSaus vkQ’kk¡ dks fgykrs gq, dgk---- ns[kks]
;g oä fgEer ls dke ysus dk gSA lcls igys gesa lyek dks gks’k esa ykuk gS vkSj lyheu rqe jlksbZ ls ikuh ys dj vkvksA
esjh vkokt lqu dj lyheu jlksbZ ls ikuh ysus pyh x;h vkSj vkQ’kk¡ tehu ij iM+h lyek dks mBkus dh dksf’k’k djus yxhA
eSaus tksjkoj vkSj djhe ls dgk fd og tjhuk vkSj vEeh dh yk’kksa dks ogk¡ ls mBok dj vEeh ds dejs esa j[k nsaA blh
chp gky esa lyheu ikuh ys dj vk x;hFkhA vkQ’kk¡ ikuh dh NhVsa ekj dj lyek dks gks’k esa ykus dh dksf’k’k djus yxhA
dqN nsj ds ckn og gks’k esa vk;h vkSj eq>s ns[krs gh fyiV dj QwV&QwV dj jksus yxhA ----lyek] rqEgsa fgEer j[kuh iM+sxh vkSj
eq>s bl oä rqEgkjh enn pkfg,A
esjs lkFk tksjkoj vkSj djhe ckgj vk x;s vkSj bejku vkSj mlds vknfe;ksa dh yk’kksa dks mBk dj mUgha ds ?kksM+ksa dh
ihB ij ykn dj [ksr dh vksj tkus okyh ixM.Mh ds fljs ij cuh xgjh [kkbZ esa nQu djus ds fy, fudy iM+sA lyheu]
vkQ’kk¡ vkSj lyek gky dks ikuh ls /kks dj lkQ djus esa yx x;h FkhA jkr xgjh gksrh pyh x;h vkSj pkj ?kaVs ckn ge rhuksa
lc rkfyckfu;ksa dks nQu djds Fkd&gkj dj okfil vk x;sA Fkdku ds ekjs esjk cqjk gky Fkk ysfdu vHkh vEeh vkSj tjhuk
dks nQu djuk cgqr t:jh FkkA bl [kcj dks ldhuk vkSj cfPp;ksa dks nsuk esjk QtZ Fkk bl fy, lyheu dks Hkst dj rg[kkus
ls lc dks cqyok fy;kA lc dks ys dj eSa vEeh ds dejs esa igq¡pk vkSj tjhuk vkSj vEeh dh yk’kksa dks ns[k dj ldhuk---- gk;
vYykg---- dgrs gq, /kEe ls tehu ij x’k [kk dj fxj x;h vkSj #[klkj] ekgh vkSj ‘khck viuh vEeh tjhuk ls fyiV dj
jksus yxhA
----ns[kks gesa jkr esa gh bu nksuksa dks nQukus dk bartke djuk iM+sxkA tksjkoj vkSj djhe ckgj isM+ ds uhps bu ds fy,
dcz rS;kj dj jgs gS vkSj vc gesa nsj ugha djuh pkfg,---- dgrs gq, eSaus viuh ck¡gksa esa vEeh dks mBk;k vkSj ys dj ckgj pyk
x;kA dqN nsj ckn okfil vk dj tjhuk dks mBk;k vkSj ckgj dh vksj ys tkrs gq, irk ugha eq>s D;k gqvk fd esjh vk¡[kksa esa
vk¡lqvksa dh >M+h yx x;hFkhA tjhuk ds ekFks dks pwe dj mls ys tk dj vEeh ds lkFk fyVk fn;kA vc rd ?kj ds lkjs yksx
isM+ ds uhps bdB~Bs gks x;s FksA Hkhxh gqbZ iYdksa ls lc us vEeh vkSj tjhuk dh yk’kksa dks pknj esa yisV dj [kksnh gqbZ dcz esa
nQu dj fn;kA Hkkjh dneksa ls pyrs gq, ge lc gky esa vk dj tehu ij cSB x;sA
----ljrkt] fcuk ekSyoh ds ;g dSlk dQu&nQu gqvk\ ----gk¡ eSa tkurk gw¡ vkQ’kk¡] ysfdu D;k t:jh gS vkt\ rqe lcdh

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ftanxh ;k---- dg dj eSa pqi gks x;kA rHkh ldhuk cksy mBh---- ohj] D;k gqvk Fkk\ ----D;k crkš rqEgsaA tc rd eSa vk;k Fkk rc
rd lc dqN [kRe gks pqdk Fkk---- dgrs gq, eSaus lyek dh vksj #[k fd;k---- lyek rqEgkjh ftEesnkfj;k¡ vkt ls c<+ x;h---- eSa
pkgrk gw¡ fd gekjs cxyku tkus ds ckn D;k gqvk rqe foLrkj ls eq>s crkvksA
lyek us #d&#d dj crkuk ‘kq: fd;k---- ohj] rqEgkjs tkus ds ckn nks fnu rd dqN ugh gqvk FkkA ysfdu dy teky
vius rkfyckuh xqxksaZ ds lkFk vk;k FkkA og vEeh ls yM+ jgk Fkk fd rqEgsa geus vius ?kj esa D;ksa j[kk gqvk gS\ vEeh us mls
crk;k Fkk fd rqEgsa ;gk¡ ldhuk ds fj’rs ds fy, cqyk;k x;k FkkA rqEgkjh vkSj ldhuk ds fj’rs dh ckr lqu dj vEeh dks /kedh
ns dj x;k Fkk fd vxj mUgksaus ldhuk dk fj’rk fdlh vkSj ds lkFk fd;k rks og ldhuk dks tcjnLrh mBk dj ys tk,xkA
vkf[kj mls jkf’kn us tcku nh Fkh fd og mldk fudkg ldhuk ds lkFk djok nsaxsA eSa rc ;gk¡ ugha Fkh tc bejku vius
lkfFk;ksa ds lkFk vk;k FkkA rHkh vkQ’kk¡ us dgk---- ljrkt vkt tc bejku vius vknfe;ksa ds lkFk ;gk¡ vkrs gq, fn[kk rks vEeh
us ldhuk vkSj eq>s cfPp;ksa ds lkFk rg[kkus esa tk dj fNius ds fy, dg fn;k FkkA tjhuk ckth dks vius lkFk ys dj vEeh
bejku ls ckr djus ds fy, gky esa pyh x;h FkhA vcdh ckj lyek cksyh---- ohj tc eSa vk;h Fkh rc eq>s irk pyk fd bl
ckj bejku vQhe dh Qly dh ckr djus ugha vk;k FkkA og rks lkjh tk;nkn dh ckr djus vk;k FkkA ;g edku [kkyh djus
dks dg jgk Fkk vkSj ldhuk dks vius lkFk ys tkus vk;k FkkA eSa dqN iwNus ds fy, chp esa cksyh rks mlds vknfe;ksa us xu dk
cV esjs flj ij ns ekjk ftldh otg ls eSa csgks’k gks x;h FkhA mlds ckn dk eq>s irk ugh----A
u tkus eSa fdl yM+kbZ esa Q¡l x;k Fkk\ vHkh rd eSa ,d ifjokj dh lqj{kk dh lksp dj ;gk¡ #dk Fkk ysfdu vkt ds
gknls ds ckn ls rks eq>s viuh tku ds lkFk ckdh lc dh tku dh Hkh fpUrk lrk jgh FkhA bejku dh ekSr iwjs vy dk;nk
dks gekjh gosyh ds njokts ij yk dj [kM+k dj nsxhA esjh lkjh lksph&le>h rS;kjh vc Lokgk gks x;h FkhA eq>s pqi cSBs ns[k
dj ldhuk cksyh---- D;k gqvk ohj\ vc vkxs D;k djuk gSA eSa dqN cksyus tk gh jgk Fkk fd esjk flj ?kweus yxk vkSj eSaus lksQs
dk gRFkk idM+ dj flj dks >Vdk fn;k---- Iyht rqe tk dj dqN [kkus dk bartke djksA vkt nks fnu ls eSaus dqN Hkh ugha
[kk;k gSA vpkud cksyrs gq, eq>s gqek vkSj chgw dk [;ky vk;k fd og Hkh rks cspkjh esjh rjg Hkw[kh gksaxh lksp dj lc dks ogha
NksM+ dj vius dejs dh vksj HkkxkA lc esjh vksj pfdr gks dj ns[k jgsFksA dqN nsj ds ckn mu nksuksa dks lcls feykus ds fy,
gky esa ys vk;kA mudks ns[k dj lyek cksyh---- ;g nks yM+fd;k¡ dkSu gS\ bUgsa dgk¡ ls ys dj vk;s gks\ vkSj ckdh lc ç’uokpd
–f”V ls dHkh nksuksa yM+fd;ksa dks vkSj dHkh esjh vksj ns[k jgs FksA ----cxyku esa gekjs lkFk ,d gknlk gks x;k Fkk] mlh gknls esa
vk;’kk dh ekSr gks x;h FkhA ;g nksuksa mldh NksVh cgusa gS vkSj vkt ls ;g nksuksa ;gk¡ ij esjs lkFk gh jgsaxh---- dg dj gqek
vkSj chgw dks lc ls feyok;kA vk;’kk dh ekSr dh [kcj lqurs gh lcdks lk¡i lw¡?k x;kA lyek dh vk¡[ksa Hkj vk;h vkSj nksuksa
yM+fd;ksa dks vius xys ls yxk fy;k---- eSa vkt ls rqEgkjh cM+h ckth gw¡ dgrs gq, mudk gkFk idM+ dj vius lkFk jlksbZ esa ys
x;hA vkQ’kk¡ vkSj ldhuk Hkh lyek dk gkFk cVkus ds fy, jlksbZ esa pyh x;h FkhA
vc esjk /;ku flldrh gqbZ #[k] ekgh vkSj ‘khck dh vksj x;kA rhuksa yM+fd;ksa dks vius xys ls yxk dj mUgsa ‘kkar
djus esa yx x;kA tc lc pqi gks x;h rks eSaus #[klkj ls dgk---- #[k vc rqEgkjs mij budh ftEesnkjh gSA rqe budks ys dj
lyek ds dejs esa tkvks] eSa vHkh gkFk eq¡g /kks dj ogha vkrk gw¡A #[klkj viuh nksuksa cguksa dk gkFk idM+ dj lyek ds dejs
dh vksj flldrs gq, pyh x;hA
----tYnh ls dqN [kk yks D;ksafd vHkh gesa dy ds fy, cgqr lh rS;kjh djuh gSA brus cM+s gknls ds ckn ;g txg vc
egQwt ugh gSA dksbZ Hkh [kkus dks rS;kj ugha FkkA eSaus dgk---- yM+kbZ ds eSnku esa ,sls iy vkrs gSa fd tc Hkh dqN feys [kk yks
D;ksafd irk ugha vkxs feys ;k ughaA vkt rks yM+kbZ dh igyh jkr gSA irk ugha vkt ds ckn fQj [kkuk dc ulhc gksA lcus
cseu ls tks cu iM+k [kk fy;k vkSj fQj esjs vxys dne dk bartkj djus cSB x;sA lyek vkSj vkQ’kk¡ us cjru lesV dj ml
txg dks lkQ dj fn;kA ----vc esjh ckr /;ku ls lquukA vEeh ds ckn vkt ls rqe lc yksx esjh ftEesnkjh gks rks vc tSlk
eSa dgw¡ rqe lc yksxksa dks oSlk gh djuk gSA lcls cM+h yM+dh ?kj esa lyek gS] og vkt ls bl ?kj dk lkjk fglkc&fdrkc
laHkkysxhA vkQ’kk¡ jlksbZ dh ftEesnkjh laHkkysxh vkSj ldhuk vius lkFk #[klkj] ekgh vkSj ‘khck dks ys dj dkcqy tk,xhA pkjksa
viuh i<+kbZ vc ogk¡ ls iwjh djsaxsA blls igys ldhuk dksbZ dgkuh lksps mls crk nsuk viuk QtZ le>rk gw¡ fd eSa rhu lcls
I;kjs yksxksa dks nks fnu esa [kks pqdk gw¡ vkSj vkt ds ckn eSa fdlh vkSj dks [kksuk ugha pkgrkA eSa cksy rks jgk Fkk ysfdu eq>s yx

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jgk Fkk fd esjs vanj thus dh bPNk {kh.k lh gks x;h FkhA igys vk;’kk pyh x;h vkSj fQj vEeh vkSj tjhuk Hkh ges’kk ds fy,
esjk lkFk NksM+ dj pyh x;hA cl ,d ckr esjs eu esa ?kj dj x;h Fkh fd vc bl ifjokj dh lqj{kk ds fy, vxj tku Hkh
nsuh iM+ x;h rks ihNs ugha gVw¡xkA
rHkh ldhuk cksyh---- ohj] teky ds ckjs esa D;k djuk gS\ vkf[kj og vkt ugha rks dy ogfQj vk,xk rc D;k djuk
gS\ eSa tkurk Fkk fd teky dh fpUrk ldhuk ds fnekx ij gkoh gks jgh FkhA mldk gkoh gksuk Hkh Bhd Fkk D;ksafd rkfyckuh
dkuwu ls vxj yM+dh ds HkkbZ us fdlh dks viuh cgu nsus dk oknk fd;k gks vkSj ml HkkbZ dh ekSr ds ckn Hkh ml O;fä dk
gd mldh cgu ij cuk jgrk gSA rHkh ldhuk cksy mBh---- ohj rqe esjs lkFk fudkg dj yksA mldh ckr lqu dj eSa ldrs esa
vk x;k---- ldhuk] D;ksa rqe viuh ftanxh cckZn djuk pkgrh gks\ ----ohjvxj rqe eq>s teky ds gkFkksa ls cpkuk pkgrs gks rks
eq>ls fudkg dj yks----A vEeh us teky ds tkus ds ckn eq>ls dgk Fkk fd rqEgkjs ykSVrs gh og gekjk fudkg djk nsaxh ftldh
otg ls rqe ?kj esa tekbZ ds rkSj ij jg ldksxs vkSj gekjs [ksr ds mij rqe viuk ekfydkuk gd Hkh fn[kk ldksxsA vEeh us
blh fy, cM+h ch dks rqEgkjs uke ij lkjh tk;nkn ds dkxt cuokus ds fy, ekSyoh lkgc ds ikl Hkst fn;k FkkA eSa viuh
ftanxh ds tky dks lqy>kus dh dksf’k’k dj jgk Fkk ysfdu vkSj Hkh T;knk my>rk tk jgk FkkA vkQ’kk¡ us Hkh ldhuk dk lkFk
nsrs gq, cksyha---- ;gh Bhd jgsxkA ,d ckj lDdw ch dk fudkg gks x;k rks teky ;k dksbZ Hkh rkfyckuh ldhuk ds fudkg ds
fy, tcjnLrh ugha dj ldsxkA
ldhuk dh ckr esa ne FkkA ----Bhd gS] eq>s dksbZ ,rjkt ugha gSA eSaus gkeh Hkjh vkSj dgk---- ldhuk] eq> ij fo’okl djus
ds fy, FkSaDlA ysfdu ;g fudkg vkus okyh ihj dks gksxkA vki yksx rS;kjh dhft, ysfdu fdlh dks irk u pys dh fdldk
fudkg ;gk¡ ij gks jgk gSA ----ohj] lyheu dks lqcg Hkst dj ekSyoh lkfgc ls ckr dj ysaxs---- lyek us eq>s vk’oLr fd;kA -
---lyek] bl tqEesjkr ls igys eSa pkgrk gw¡ fd ldhuk vkSj rhuksa yM+fd;k¡ dkcqy pyh tk,¡ D;ksafd vkus okys dqN eghus vQhe
dh Qly ds lkSns esa fudy tk,¡xs ftldh otg ls ;gk¡ ij dkQh nksLr vkSj nq’eu bdB~Bs gks tk,¡xsA ----ysfdu igys fudkg
gks tk,] fQj bu yksxksa ds dkcqy tkus dh rS;kjh djsaxsA vc rd Fkdku ls pwj gks dj vius dks tkxk, j[kus ds fy, eSa ckj&ckj
viuh vk¡[ks >idk jgk FkkA esjh gkyr ns[k dj lyek us dgk---- pyks] vc vkjke djksA lc Hkkjh eu ls vius&vius dejksa esa
pys x;sA gqek vkSj chgw dks ys dj eSa vk;’kk ds dejs esa pyk x;kA ogk¡ lyek cSBh gqbZ FkhA ----thtw] ;g lc yksx dkSu gSa\
eSa dqN tokc nsrk blls igys lyek us esjh vksj ns[krs gq, cksyk---- eSa crkrh gw¡ rqEgsa fd ;g lc D;k ektjk gSA lyek us esjh
dgkuh muds lkeus j[k nh vkSj lkFk gh jkf’kn vkSj lcds fj’rs ds ckjs esa crk dj pqi gks x;hA
og nksuksa yM+fd;k¡ esjh vksj vpjtHkjhfuxkgksalsns[k jgh Fkh vkSj lyek flj >qdk, cSBh gqbZ FkhA ----rqe nksuksa dks esjh
vlfy;r dk irk py x;k gSA vc rqe eq>s thtw ekuks ;k ugha] ysfdu eSaus rqels oknk fd;k gS fd rqEgkjk lkFk eSa dHkh ugha
NksM+w¡xkA esjh ckr lqu dj gqek McMckbZ vk¡[kksa ls cksy mBh---- thtw] eq>s irk ugh fd vkidk esjh ckth ls D;k fj’rk FkkA ge
nksuksa vkidks NksM+ dj tkus dh lksp Hkh ugha ldrsA gqek dh ckr lqu dj chgw us Hkh viuh xjnu fgyk dj viuh Loh—fr ns
nhA ----lyek dks viuh cM+h cgu dh rjg ekuukA og vk;’kk dks Hkh viuh cgu ekurh FkhA lyek bu nksuksa dks eSa rqEgkjs
gokys dj jgk gw¡ vkSj vkt ls rqe budk [;ky vk;’kk dh rjg gh j[kuk---- nksuksa dks lyek ds ikl NksM+ dj eSa vius dejs
esa okfil ykSV x;kA

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vkt lqcg ls gh ?kj ds vanj dkQh jkSud vkSj pgy&igy FkhA eq>s gosyh ls x;s gq, vkt pkj fnu gks x;s FksA lc yksx esjh
jkg ns[k jgs Fks D;ksafd vkt esjs lkFkldhuk ds fudkg dk fnu FkkA lc cPps pedhys diM+ksa esa utj vk jgs FksA lyek vkSj
vkQ’kk¡ lth&/kth vkxs c<+ dj ltkoV dk dke ns[k jgh FkhA
----vkQ’kk¡] rqe tk dj ns[kks fd ldhuk rS;kj gks x;h gS fd ughaA ekSyoh lkfgc cl vkus okys gksaxsA ----lyek ckth]
lDdw ch vHkh dqN nsj esa rS;kj gks dj ckgj vk,¡xhA ----rks tkdj ns[kks fd ohj vk x;k D;k\ ----ckth] og rks pkj jkst igys
dg dj x;s Fks fd fdlh dke ls [ksr ij tk jgs gSa ysfdu vkt rd okfil ugha vk;sA ----irk ugha ohj dks D;k gks x;k gS
eq>ls dg dj x;k Fkk fd gj gkyr esa fudkg okys fnu ls igys igq¡p tk,xk ysfdu mldk vHkh rd mldk dksbZ irk ugha
gSA ----lyek ckth] ohj dgha fdlh eqlhcr esa rks ugha Q¡l x;k gS\
rHkh lkeus ls ldhuk nqYgu ds os’k esa lth&laojh vkrh gqbZ fn[kkbZ nhA ----lDdw ch] D;k xtc yx jgh gksA yxrk gS
fd ohj vkt rqEgkjs gqLu dh ekj ls cp ugha ldsxk---- dgrs gq, lyek us ldhuk ds xky ij fpdksVh dkVh---- esjh cUuks] rqEgsa
utj u yxsA vkQ’kk¡ us gk¡ esa gk¡ feykrs gq, dgk---- lDdw ch] dk’k rqEgsa vkt vEeh ns[k ikrhA mu nksuksa dh ckr lqu dj
ldhuk ‘kekZrs gq, cksyh---- lp dgw¡ rks eSa ohj dks ik dj eSa cgqr [kq’k gw¡A dgk¡ gSa nwYgs fe;k¡\ohjvk;kughavcrd\
rHkh mUgsa ckgj ls vkrs gq, dqN yksxksa ds dneksa dh vkgV lqukbZ nhA djhe [ksrksa ds ikl cuh gqbZ efLtn ds ekSyoh
lkfgc dks ys dj vius lkFk mudh vksj vk jgk FkkA lyek vius psgjs ij iM+s gq, fgtkc dks Bhd djrs gq, ekSyoh lkfgc ds
lkeus vk;h vkSj dgk---- vLyke ekSyoh lkfgc] vkidk cgqr ‘kqfØ;k tks fcuk lwpuk fn;s vkidks ;gk¡ vkuk iM+kA ----lyke chch]
nwYgk vkSj nqYgu rS;kj gSa\ ----th cl vki cSfB,] eSa mUgsa cqyk dj ykrh gw¡---- dg dj ekSyoh lkfgc dks lksQs ij fcBk dj vanj
dh vksj pyh x;hA
----ekSyoh lkfgc] vki lQj ls Fkd x;s gksaxsA eSa vkids fy, dqN pk; oxSjg ys dj vkrk gw¡---- dgrs gq, djhe us jlksbZ
dh rjQ #[k fd;kA fpUrkeXu gks dj lyek vkSj ldhuk dejs ds pDdj yxk jgh Fkh---- lyek ch] D;k ohj us vkidks dqN
ugha crk;k fd og fdlfy, [ksr ij tk jgk Fkk\ ----ugha] ml jkr ds ckn rks eSaus mls ns[kk gh ughaA vc crkvks ;gk¡ ij ekSyoh
lkfgc vk x;s gSa vkSj og nqYgk vkSj nqYgu dks cqyk jgs gS] D;k djsa\ ----lyek ch] dgha esjs lkFk fudkg ds uke ls ?kcjk dj
ohj Hkkx rks ugha x;k\ ----lDdw ch] og ,slk balku ugha gSA t:j dqN [kkl dke gksxk ftldh otg ls mls tkuk iM+ x;kA
tgk¡ rd eSa ohj dks tkurh gw¡ og fugk;r gh uQhl fdLe dk balku gS ysfdu fcuk crk, og dgk¡ tk ldrk gS\
rHkh #[klkj Hkkxrh gqbZ vanj vk;h vkSj lyek ls cksyh---- vkidks ekSyoh lkfgc cqyk jgs gSaA ----gk; vYykg] vc D;k
djsa\ ----lyek chch] rqe tk dj ekSyoh lkfgc dks ckrksa esa my>kvks] ‘kk;n rc rd ohj vk tk,A ----rqe Bhd dg jgh gks
ldhuk] eSa py dj ekSyoh lkfgc dks ckrksa esa yxkrh gw¡A rqe Hkh lc yM+fd;ksa dks ys dj insZ ds ihNs tk dj cSB tkvks---- dgrs
gq, lyek dejs ls ckgj fudy x;hA
gqek vkSj lc yM+fd;k¡ us ldhuk ds dejs esa ços’k fd;kA mudks ns[k dj ldhuk cksyh---- pyks vPNk gqvk rqe yksx vk
x;ha] pyks vc gky esa py dj cSBrs gSaA ----dkQh fnu gks x;s thtw ugha fn[kkbZ ns jgs] og dgha ckgj rks ugha x;s\ lcdks
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fp<+kus ds vUnkt ls ldhuk cksyh---- rqEgkjs thtw yxrk gS fd Mj dj Hkkx x;s gSaA ----dHkh ugha---- dgrs gq, gqek us viuh utj
lc yM+fd;ksa ds psgjs ij Mkyh vkSj fQj cksyh---- thtw t:j fdlh dke esa Q¡l x;s gksaxsA lc yM+fd;ksa us ldhuk dh vksj
vthc lh utjksa ls ns[kk vkSj fQj gqek dh ckr ij flj fgyk dj lgefr trkus yx x;hA ldhuk us >Yyk dj muls dgk-
--- vc pyks Hkh] ;g ohj bl oä tkus dgk¡ pys x;s\ rHkh chgw us Hkkxrs gq, dejs esa ços’k fd;k vkSj [kq’kh ls ph[k dj cksyh----
thtw vk x;sA
----rw D;k dg jgh gS chgw\ ----eSaus mudks vHkh vkrs gq, ns[kk] vki lc dks lyek vEeh cqyk jgh gSA lc yM+fd;k¡ dejs
ls fudy dj >V gky esa pyh x;hA eSa vc rd gky esa ços’k dj pqdk FkkA lyek vkSj vkQ’kk¡ ekSyoh lkfgc dks ?ksj dj
cSBh gqbZ Fkh vkSj fdlh xgjh leL;k ij ppkZ dj jgh FkhA eSaus ekSyoh lkgc dks ns[krs gh dgk---- vLyke okys dqeA esjs cksyrs
gh lc yksxksa dh utj eq> ij iM+h vkSj eq>s Bhd&Bkd ns[k dj muds psgjs f[ky mBs FksA ekSyoh lkfgc us çR;qÙkj esa dgk----
okys dqe---- tukc dkQh nsj gks x;h gS rks fcfLeYykg djsa\ ----gk¡ fcYdqy tukcA ekSyoh lkfgc us tYnh gh fudkg ds lHkh
t#jh dk;ksaZ dks [kRe djds fudkgukes ij nLr[kr djus ls igys iwNk fd---- gqtwj] vkius esgj dh D;k jde r; dh gS\ esjs
ikl ml oä rks dqN ugha Fkk ysfdu cksy mBk---- tukc viuh tk;nkn dk ,d frgkbZ fgLlk vkSj mij ls ,d yk[k dS’k eSaus
ldhuk dks esgj ds :i esa r; fd;k gSA vc ekSyoh lkgc ldhuk dh vksj ns[k dj cksys---- chch rqEgsa eatwj gS\ ----th---- dg dj
ldhuk pqi gks x;hA vc ekSyoh lkgc us ,d dkxt esjh vksj c<+k fn;k---- vki nksuksa bl fudkgukes ij nLr[kr dj nsAa fudkgukes
ij eSaus vkSj ldhuk vius&vius nLr[kr vafdr fd;s vkSj lHkh ?kj ds yksxksa us [kq’k gks dj gesa eqckjdckn nhA
vius nLr[kr ntZ djus ds ckn ldhuk us dgk---- ekSyoh lkfgc] esjh vEeh us eq>s fgnk;r nh Fkh fd ;g olh;rukek
fudkg gksus ds ckn vkids ikl tek djok nw¡---- dgrs gq, mlus ,d dkxtksa dk iqfyUnk ekSyoh lkfgc ds gkFk esa j[k fn;kA
ldhuk us ekSyoh lkfgc ls dgk---- vki mudh olh;r bUgsa dks i<+ dj lquk nsA ekSyoh lkgc us vEeh dh olh;r lc ds lkeus
i<+us yxs---- chch ‘kekxqy dh olh;r gSA muds ejus ds ckn mudh o muds [kkfoUn dh lkjh py&vpy tk;nkn muds tokabZ
;fu fd ldhuk ds [kkfoUn dh gksxhA mudk tokabZ gh bl tk;nkn vlyh okfjl gksxk vkSj ftu ekSyoh lkfgc us ldhuk dk
fudkg i<+ok;k gks ogh esjs tokabZ ds ekfydkuk gd ds xokg Hkh gksaxsA ekSyoh lkgc olh;r i<+ dj pqi gks x;s vkSj fQj lcdh
vksj ns[k dj cksys---- fdlh dks vxj ,rjkt gks rks vHkh cksy ns oukZ ges’kk ds fy, pqi gks tk,A dqN nsj pqi jgus ds ckn
ekSyoh lkgc us vius nLr[kr olh;rukes ij bafxr djrs gq, dgk---- vPNk tukc] vki nksuksa dks fudkg eqckjd gksA ekSyoh
lkgc us olh;r esjs gkFk esa j[k nhA eSaus olh;r ldhuk ds gkFk esa j[krs gq, dgk---- vkt ls bl olh;r dks rqe laHkkyksA ---
-eSa pyrk gw¡---- dgrs gq, ekSyoh lkgc pyus dks gq,A pyrs pyrs ekSyoh lgc us esjh vksj ns[krs gq, dgk---- djhe dks dy
efLtn Hkst nhft,xk rks mlds gkFk fudkgukes dh nks dkfi;k¡ fHktok nw¡xk---- dgrs gq, og gosyh ls ckgj fudy x;sA
----djhe tks iSdV eSaus rqEgkjs dks fn;k gS og ekSyoh lkfgc ds ?kj igq¡pk nksA djhe ds ckgj fudyrs gh ldhuk us viuk
ç’u nkxk---- ohj] rqe dgk¡ x;s FksA eSaus eqLdqjk dj ldhuk dks dgk---- eSaus lquk Fkk fd vQxkuh vkSjr vius [kkfoUn dk uke
ugha ysrh gSA lyek us Hkh gk¡ esa gk¡ feykrs gq, dgk---- lDdw ch] vkt ls ohj vkidk [kkfoUn gS vkSj mldk uke ys dj vki
D;ksa xqukg dj jgh gSA ----eSa ;g <dkslysckth dks ugha ekurh gw¡A D;ksa ohj] D;k rqEgkjk uke ysus ls xqukg gks tk,xk\ ----dHkh
ugha] tc viuk uke rqEgkjs eq[k ls lqukbZ nsxk rks eq>s vPNk yxsxkA ldhuk vkSj rhuksa cfPp;k¡ vc py dj viuk&viuk lkeku
ck¡/kks] gesa vHkh pyuk gSA
----vHkh fQj ls pyuk gS] dgk¡\---- ldhuk us iwNkA ----dkcqy] D;k vkxs i<+uk ugha gSA ldhuk] #[klkj] eg#fuLlk vkSj
‘khck] viuh rS;kjh djks nLrj[kku ds ckn ge dkcqy ds fy, jokuk gksaxsA ----ugha dHkh ugha] eSa dgha ugha tk jgh gw¡A vc esjk
fudkg gks x;k gS vkSj eq>s vkxs ugha i<+uk gSA ----ldhuk ftí ugha djrsA ----ugha---- dgrs gq, ldhuk us yM+fd;ksa dh vksj b’kkjk
djrs gq, dgk---- rqe bUgsa ys tkvks ij eSa ugha tkšxhA
ldhuk dk gkFk idM+ dj mls eSa vius dejs dh vksj ys tkrs gq, lc ls eq[kkfrc gks dj dgk---- lyek vkSj vkQ’kk¡
rqe bu rhuksa yM+fd;ksa ds tkus dh rS;kjh djks vkSj eSa viuh choh ls vdsys esa dqN ckr djuk pkgrk gw¡A eSa vius dejs ldhuk
dks [khap dj ys x;k vkSj njokts dh fpV[kuh yxk dj mldh vksj eqM+k---- ldhuk] rqe vkt vkSj vHkh dkcqy tk jgh gks rks

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tYnh ls viuh rS;kjh dj yksA ----eSa dghaughatkjghgw¡Aldhuk dh ckr lqu dj eSa fBBd x;k vkSj cksyk---- D;k eryc\ ----ohj]
eSa rqe ls cgqr eksgCcr djrh gw¡A esjh vEeh Hkh rks ;gh pkgrh Fkh fd esjk fudkg rqEgkjs lkFk gks tk, vkSj rHkh og ;g olh;r
djds x;h FkhA
----vksg uks---- eSaus vius ekFks ij gkFk ekjk---- ns[kks ldhuk] ;g fudkg eSaus rqEgsa lqjf{kr j[kus ds fy, fd;k FkkA esjs fny
esa rqEgkjs fy, I;kj gS ysfdu eSa I;kj esa [kqnxtZ ugha gks ldrkA rqeus esjh tku cpkbZ Fkh vkSj rqEgkjh vEeh us eq>s viuk csVk
ekuk FkkA rqEgkjs dks eSa ck¡/k ds ugha j[kuk pkgrkA eSa pkgrk gw¡ fd rqe vkxs i<+ks vkSj nqfu;k dh lc [kqf’k;k¡ rqEgsa ulhc gksaA
esjh mez ns[kks] eq> ls dgha T;knk vPNs vkneh rqEgkjk gkFk Fkkeus ds fy, [kM+s gksaxsA esjh ckr lqu dj ldhuk tM+or [kM+h jg
x;hA ----gw¡---- vkSj vk¡[kksa esa vk¡lw Hkj dj dgrh gS---- eq>s yxk fd rqe eq>ls eksgCcr djrs gks ij rqe rks eq>s ,d ,glku ds
Hkkj dh rjg ns[krs Fks] ‘kk;n eSa gh xyr FkhA

mldh ckr lqu dj eq>ls ugha jgk x;k vkSj ldhuk dks vius vkxks’k esa ys dj cksyk---- rqe eq>s xyr le> jgh gksA
eSa viuh eksgCcr ds vkxs rqEgsa vkSj rqEgkjs thou dks igys j[krk gw¡A eSa pkgrk gw¡ fd rqEgsa nqfu;k dh gj og [kq’kh feys tks
‘kk;n eSa rqEgsa ugha ns ikÅ¡A bl fudkg dh etcwjh dh otg ls dgha rqEgsa vkxs py dj ?kqVu u eglwl gks blh fy, eSaus
,slkdgk FkkA rqEgsa viuk cuk dj ldhuk eSa nqfu;k dk lcls [kq’kfdLer balku le>w¡xk ijarq eSa bruk [kqnxtZ ugha gw¡A ----ij
eSa rks rqels dqN Hkh ugha pkgrh flQZ rqEgkjk lkFk pkgrh gw¡---- dgrs gq, ldhuk us flldh Hkjh vkSj ,d ckj fQj esjs lhus viuk
eq[k fNik dj cksyh---- vPNs oä esa rks lc lkFk nsrs gSa ij cqjs oä esa gh lgh vkneh dh igpku gksrh gSA bl oä rqEgkjh tku
dks [krjk gS vkSj rqe pkgrs gks fd eSa rqEgsa NksM+ dj pyh tkšA pkgs rqe eq>s I;kj djks ;k ugha ij eSa rks rqels eksgCcr djrh
gw¡ fQj crkvks eSa rqEgsa dSls NksM+ dj dkcqy pyh tkÅ¡\
vius gfFk;kj Mkyrs gq, eSaus ldhuk dks le>k;k---- eSa rqEgkjs tTckr dh dæ djrk gw¡ ysfdu vxj rqe ;gk¡ ij jgksxh
rks esjs fy, cM+k eqf’dy gksxk fd eSa mu yksxksa ls lh/ks VDdj ys ldw¡A ij vxj rqe ;gk¡ ugha gks rks eSa [kqy dj mudks ijs’kku
dj ldrk gw¡A Iyht esjs fy, rqe dkcqy pyh tkvksA vxj i<+kbZ iwjh djus ds ckn rqe pkgksxh fd esjh choh cus jguk rks eSa
[kq’kh&[kq’kh rqEgkjs lkFk viuk lkjk thou fcrk ywxk¡ ysfdu vxj rqEgsa dksbZ eq>ls vPNk gelQj fey x;k rks bl ckr dks
;kn j[kuk fd eSa viuh [kq’kh ls rqEgkjk gkFk mlds gkFk esa ns nw¡xkA eSa rqEgkjs fy, cl vPNk Hkfo”; pkgrk gw¡A
----eSa dkcqy ,d ‘krZ ij tkÅ¡xh fd tc ;gk¡ lc Bhd gks tk, rks rqe eq>s okfil cqyk yksxsA vcdh ckj eSaus vius lkjs
usd[;kyksa dks rkd ij j[k dj cksyk---- rqEgkjs lkFk ,d jkr ds fy, rks eSa viuh vHkh tku Hkh ns nw¡ rks de gSA Iyht ysfdu
vc euk er djukA rqe esjh detksjh gks vkSj bl yM+kbZ esa dksbZ Hkh detksjh esjs fy, ekSr lkfcr gks ldrh gSA esjh ckr lqu
dj ldhuk us igyh ckj dgk---- vPNk eSa pyrh gw¡ ysfdu ;kn j[kuk---- fQj fBBd dj eqM+ dj #d x;hA eSa pqipki ,d iy
ds fy, [kM+k gks dj mls ns[k jgk FkkA vQxkuh nqYgu ds tksM+s esa ldhuk cgqr lqanj fn[k jgh FkhA yky pV[k jax dh tM+kÅ
pksyh vkSj ?kk?kjk ml ij cgqr Qc jgk FkkA vEeh ds tsoj mlds ftLe ij pkj pk¡n yxk jgs FksA mlus vius psgjs ij ls
fgtkc gVk fn;k FkkA ekFks ij >wej] ukd esa ghjs dh uFk vkSj ckyksa esa pk¡n dh ‘ksi esa tM+kÅ lksus dk Vhdk mlds flj fgykus
ls jg&jg dj jkS’kuh esa ped jgk FkkA mlds xys esa lksus dk Hkkjh ykdsV vkSj ghjs dh g¡lqyh lrjaxhped fc[ksjjgh FkhA iryh
dej ij f>yfeykrh gqbZ eksVh lh lksus dh rxM+h igus gq, og iydsa >idkrh gqbZ esjh vksj ns[k jgh FkhA
----D;k gqvk ohj\ eSa dqN le>rk blls igys mlus vius ?kk?kjs dks dj/kuh ls ukM+s dks [khapdj uhps ljdk dj tehu
ij fxjk fn;k vkSj fQj /khjs ls viuh pksyh ds gqd dks ,d&,d dj ds [kksyus yxhA mldh gjdr ij ldidk dj mls jksdus
dh dksf’k’k djrs gq,---- ldhuk D;k dj jgh gks\ ysfdu tSls mlus dqN lquk gh ugh vkSj pksyh ds lkjs gqd [kqy tkus ds ckn
ldhuk us vius da/ks dks fgyk dj pksyh Hkh uhps ljdk nh vkSj fQj iw.kZr% uXu gks dj flj >qdk;s esjs lkeus [kM+h gks x;hA
mldk ;g :i ns[k dj esjk gyd lw[k x;k FkkA ldhuk dk uXu ftLe esjh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus mfnr gks x;k FkkA xksjh
dk;k ij gYdk xqykchiu] rh[ks u;u uD’k] FkksM+s ls [kqys gq, ijarq Hkjs gq, xqykch gksaB] xq#Rokd”kZ.k ds lkjs fu;eksa dks rkd ij

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j[krs gq, Hkjs gq, Lru vkSj muds f’k[kj ij Qwys gq, xqykch f’k[kjvkleku dks eq¡g fp<+krs gqbZ yx jgsFksA iryh dVko ysrh
gqbZ dej vkSj xksy furac] likV isV ds uhps jksa,¡nkj dfVçns’k vkSj iko lh Qwyh gqbZ ;ksfu ij xgjh njkj esa ls >k¡drh gqbZ
fd’kfe’k] dsys lh fpduh tka?kksa vkSj yach etcwr Vkaxs] lc dqN feyk dj ,d vIljk lh fn[k jgh FkhA vkt rd eSaus mls
flQZ xans yckns vkSj fgtkc esa ns[kk Fkk ysfdu vkt eSa viuh lk¡l jksd dj ldhuk dk gqLu dks viuh vk¡[kksa ls ns[k jgk FkkA
rHkh ldhuk us eq>s uhan ls txk;k---- dSlh yxrh gw¡\ ;g flQZ bl fy, fd rqe ns[k yks eq>s Hkst dj D;k [kks jgs gksA ohj ;g
ftLe flQZ rqEgkjk gS vkSj rqEgkjk gh jgsxk ‘kk;n dHkh bldks ;kn djds rqEgsa esjh ;kn vk tk,A
‘keZ ls >sairs gq, eSa vkxs c<+k vkSj pksyh dks mBk dj vius gkFkksa ls igukrk gqvk cksyk---- ldhuk] rqe tkurh ugha gks
D;k fd ;g eSa lc ns[k pqdk gw¡A tks vkt ns[kk gS og rqEgkjk I;kj ls Hkjk gqvk fny gSA pksyh ds gqd yxkus ds ckn eSaus tehu
ij iM+k gqvk ?kk?kjk mBk;k vkSj uhps ?kqVuksa ds cy cSB dj ldhuk dks igukrs gq, mlds dej ij ?kk?kjk ck¡/k dj [kM+k gks
x;kA ----lp dg jgh Fkh rqe fd ;g –’; eSa vius lkjs thou esa Hkqyk ugha ldw¡xkA vxj fdlh dkj.k vius feyu ls igys eq>s
ekSr vk x;h rks rqEgkjs vklikl gh esjh I;klh vkRek HkVdsxhA esjh ckr lqurs gh ldhuk >V ls esjs gksaBksa ij viuk gkFk j[k
fn;k---- ,slk gksus ls igys eSa ;g nqfu;k NksM+ nw¡xhA
viuh Hkjh gqbZ vk¡[ksa fy, ldhuk ,d ckj fQj fpfUrr Loj esa cksyh---- ohj rqels fcNM+us ds ckn gj iy esjs fy, cgqr
nq[knk;h gksxkA ----eq>s irk gS ldhuk ysfdu esjs fy, Hkh de d”Vnk;d ugha gksxk vxj eSaus rqEgsa ;gk¡ jksd fy;kA pyks vc
lc bartkj dj jgs gksaxs---- dgrs gq, ldhuk dh dej esa gkFk Mky dj eSaus ckgj dh vksj #[k fd;kA ckgj lyek vkSj rhuksa
yM+fd;k¡ ge nksuksa dk bartkj dj jgh FkhA
NsM+us ds vankt ls lyek cksyh---- cUuks gks x;k feyu rksrk eSuk dk] cM+h nsj dj nhA ----lyek chch tk rks jgh gw¡ exj
esjs ‘kkSgj dk [;ky j[kukA bUgsa dksbZ rdyhQ u gks vkSj vkQ’kk¡ ch budh gj t:jr dk [;ky j[kuk ojuk eSa QkSju ykSV
vkšxhA mudh ckr lqu dj eSaus viuk /;ku tjhuk dh csfV;ksa dh vksj fd;k vkSj rhuksa yM+fd;ksa ls eq[kkfrc gks dj dgk----
nksLrksa rqe tk rks jgh gks ysfdu rqEgkjs tkus ds ckn eq>s ;g [kkyh?kj dkVusdksnkSM+sxkA ----nksLr] rqEgkjh cgqr ;kn vk,xh---- ‘khck
cq>s ls eu ls cksyh vkSj #[klkj vkSj ekgh us flj fgyk dj gkeh HkjhA ----ekgh] rqEgkjh vEeh us eq>s crk;k Fkk fd ekgh cgqr
de cksyrh gS ysfdu cgqr le>nkj gS blfy, bu nksuksa dh ftEesnkjh rqe ij Mky jgk gw¡A ekgh Hkjh gqbZ vk¡[ksa fy, esjs xys
ls yx dj cksyh---- eq>s ugha irk fd vkidks D;k dgw¡ ysfdu vki esjs nksLr ls dgha T;knk gks] vkidh eq>s cgqr ;kn vk,xhA
----cl ekgh rqe i<+kbZ esa fny yxkuk vkSj fQj tYnh gh rqels feyus ogk¡ vkÅ¡xkA cl eSa pkgrk gwa fd tc Hkh rqe rhuksa eq>s
feyks] g¡lrh gqbZ feyukA vc pyks----A
ge lc gosyh ls ckgj fudy dj vk;s rks lkeus ;w,l vkehZ dh c[rjcan thi [kM+h gqbZ ns[k dj lc pkSad x;sA eSa
lkeus [kM+h gqbZ thi dh vksj c<+ x;kA thi ds lkFk [kM+s gq, Mªkboj dks lc vpjt ls ns[k jgs FksA gfFk;kjksa ls ySl iBku
vesfjdu ;wfuQkeZ esa mudk Lokxr dj jgk FkkA eSaus mldh vksj eq[kkfrc gks dj dgk---- jger [kku] rqEgkjs gokys viuk ulhc
dj jgk gw¡A ,d dkxt dk iqtkZ mlds gkFk esa Fkekrs gq,---- bu dks bl irs ij lqjf{kr igq¡pk nsukA fQj eSa ldhuk dh vksj
c<+rs gq, cksyk---- ;g lSVsykbZV Qksu gS vkSj rqe eq>ls fdlh Hkh oä ckr dj ldrh gksA jger vesfjdu QkSt dk lnL; gS
vkSj ;g rqEgsa jkstj uke ds vesfjdu ds ikl ys tk,xkA og vesfjdu ,Ecslh dk cgqr cM+k vQlj gSA jkstj rqe lcdks dkcqy
esa fLFkr vesfjdu Ldwy esa HkrhZ djok nsxkA eSaus rqEgkjh lkjh Qhl vkSj jgus dk fdjk;k tek djok fn;k gS blfy, rqEgsa fpUrk
djus dh dksbZ t:jr ugh gSA ;gQksuogk¡igq¡pdjjkstjdksokfildjnsukAjkstj cgqr usd balku gS vkSj mldh iRuh uSUlh cgqr
feyulkj gSA eq>s fo’okl gS fd og nksuksa rqEgkjk iwjk [;ky j[ksxa sA pyrs&pyrs eSua s ldhuk ds dku QqlQqlk dj dgk---- ldhuk
mUgsa irk gS fd rqe esjh choh gks ysfdu esjh vlfy;r mUgsa Hkh ugha ekywe gSA ;g ckr ldhuk rqe Hkh fdlh ij tkfgj u gksus
nsukA
rHkh jger esjh vksj vkrk gqvk cksyk---- tukc vki csfQØ jgsaA gkbZos ij gekjh VqdM+h bartkj dj jgh gS cl ogk¡ igq¡p
dj ;g lc yksx vesfjdu QkSt dh fuxjkuh esa dkcqy igq¡p tk,axsA eSa gkbZos ij igq¡p dj vkidks Qksu ls bÙkyk dj nw¡xkA
lc ,d nwljs ls Hkhxh gqbZ vk¡[kksa ls xys feysA eSaus fny ij iRFkj j[k dj ldhuk dk gkFk Fkke dj mls thi esa fcBk fn;k

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vkSj fQj rhuksa yM+fd;ksa dks vius xys yxk dj ldhuk ds ikl fcBk fn;kA le; fudyrk tk jgk Fkk eSaus jger dks pyus
dk b’kkjk fd;kA jger us ,d djkjk lk lSY;wV ekj dj thi rst xfr ls vkxs c<+k nhA ge lc dkQh nsj rd /kwy ds xqCckj
dks ns[krs jgsA Hkkjh eu ls eSa lcdks ys dj gosyh ds vanj vk x;kA ;g dSlk fudkg gqvk Fkk vkt fd vkt gh nks vkRekvksa
dk feyu gqvk vkSj fQj fcNqM+ x;s---- dHkh [kq’kh vkSj dHkh xeA
----ns[kks vkt tqesjkr gS vkSj vkt ds ckn dksbZ Hkh gosyh ds ckgj ugha tk,xkA esu xsV ges’kk can jgsxk vkSj [kksyus ls
igys eq>ls iwN ysukA vxj eSa ?kj ij u gw¡ rks rc rd xsV [kksyus dh t:jr ugha tc rd esjh vkokt u lqu yks---- fgnk;r
Hkjs Loj esa eSaus lcls dgkA ----ohj ,slk D;k gks x;k vkt\ rqe brus fnu fcuk crk, xk;c gks x;s vkSj vkt lqcg ykSVsA vkt
vesfjdu QkSt dk Mªkboj ldhuk vkSj rhuksa cfPp;ksa dks ys dj dkcqy pyk x;kA vesfjdu lsuk dh VqdM+h gkbZos ij bartkj
dj jgh gS] ;g lc D;k ektjk gS\ ----lyek] rqe Bhd dg jgh gks ij D;k d:¡ ckr gh dqN ,slh Fkh fd eSa fdlh dks dqN Hkh
ugha crk ldk vkSj u gh crk ldrk gw¡A cl rqe yksxksa dks eq> ij fo’okl djuk iM+sxk fd tks dqN Hkh eSa dj jgk gw¡ og vius
?kj vkSj ?kjokyksa dh HkykbZ ds fy, dj jgk gw¡A ----ohj Bhd gSA rqe dgrs gks fd ge lc rqe ij fo’okl djsa ysfdu rqe ge
yksaxksa ij fo’okl ugha dj ldrsA ----eSa rqEgsa dSls le>kÅ¡ fd tks dqN Hkh eSa dj jgk gw¡ og ge lc dh csgrjh ds fy, gSA rHkh
vk¡Q’kk¡ gekjh ckr dkVrs gq, cksyh---- ljrkt] vki tks Hkh djksxs gekjs vPNs ds fy, djksxs ysfdu vxj vki crk nksxs rks gks
ldrk gS fd ge Hkh vkidh dqN enn dj ldsaxsA ----rqe Bhd dg jgh gks vkQ’kk¡ ysfdu esjh etcwjh gSA vkt dh jkr fudy
tkus nks dy eSa lc dqN crk nw¡xkA
----thtw] gekjk D;k gksxk---- gqek cksy mBhA ----gqek] rqe nksuksa ds lkFk ogh gksxk tks esjs lkFk gksxkA chgw esjh vksj ns[k
dj cksyh---- thtw eSa vkids lkFk lks;k d:¡xhA eq>s vkSj gqek dks vdsys esa jkr dks cgqr Mj yxk FkkA ----vjs ixyh rqe D;ksa
Mjrh gks\ dy ls ge lc lkFk ,d dejs esa lks;k djsaxsA vkt jkr dks eq>s tkuk gS vkSj vxj vkt lc dke BhdBkd ls gks
x;k rks fQj lyek rqEgsa esjs lkFk gsjkr pyuk iM+sxkA
----lyek rqe lc ukSdjksa dks lko/kku dj nksA dksbZ Hkh eq> ls iwNs fcuk u ckgj tk, vkSj u gh esu xsV [kksysA esjh ckr
lqu dj lyek vkSj vkQ’kk¡ jlksbZ dh vksj pyh x;hA eSaus gqek vkSj chgw dks vius djhc cqyk dj dgk---- vxj vkt jkr dks
eq>s dqN gks tk, rks esjs ikl tks Qksu gS mlesa ,d yky cVu gS mls nck nsuk vkSj tc rd rqEgsa dksbZ vaxzst vkneh u fn[ks
njoktk u [kksyukA ml vaxzst vkneh ds lkFk lcdks ys dj pyh tkuk vkSj og rqEgsa lqjf{kr txg ij igq¡pk nsxkA
gqek lgeh gqbZ vkokt esa cksyh---- thtw vkidks D;k gksxk\ ge vkidks ugha tkus nsaxhA ----ckth lgh dg jgh gS] thtw ge
vkidks dgha ugha tkus nsaxhA ----ns[kks vkt jkr dks esjk tkuk cgqr t:jh gSA rqEgkjh ckth us tks dke v/kwjk NksM+k Fkk vkt mlh
dks iwjk djuk gS ftl ls gekjk vkus okyk dy lq/kj tk,A rHkh lyek us okfil gky esa vk dj dgk---- rqe igys ;g crkvks
fd jkr dks dgk¡ tk jgs gks vkSj vius gfFk;kjksa esa ls ,d eq>s ns nks ftl ls ge bl ?kj dks le; vkus ij cpk ldsaA ----lyek
tkus ls igys eSa rqEgsa ,d Dyk’kuhdkso ns dj tkÅ¡xkA cl eq>s pqipki rhu ?kaVs lksus nks D;ksafd vkt lkjh jkr tkxuk iM+sxk-
--- bruk dg dj eSa mB x;k vkSj vius dejs dh vksj py fn;kA

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‘kke gks x;h FkhA vpkud lSVsykbZV Qksu dh ?ku?kukgV ls esjh uhan VwV x;h FkhA tYnh ls mB dj tk dj eSaus Qksu fy;kA
----lj jger fnl lkbMA ge ldq’ky gkbZos ij igq¡p x;s gSa vkSj viuh VqdM+h ds lkFk dkcqy dh vksj fudy iM+s gSaA ----jkLrs
esa dksbZ vM+pu rks ugha vk;h Fkh\ ----LewFk lSfyax ljA ----budk [;ky j[kuk] vksoj ,UM vkmV---- dgrs gq, eSaus ykbu dkV nhA
rHkh esjs dejs esa ços’k djrh gqbZ lyek cksyh---- rqe mB x;s] eSa rks rqEgsa mBkus ds fy, vk;h FkhA ----bl ukeqjkn Qksu us
mBk fn;k FkkA og yksx gkbZos ij igq¡p x;s gS vkSj bl oä dkcqy dh vksj c<+ jgs gSA ----[kqnk dk ‘kqØ gS] vc rqe crkvks] rqEgsa
fdrus cts tkuk gS\ ----vkB ctsA ----rks pyks] gekjs lkFk py dj cSBks---- lyek dgrs gq, ckgj fudyus ds fy, eqM+hA ----D;ksa
rqe esjs lkFk ugha cSB ldrh gks dqN nsj\ esjh ckr lqu dj lyek okfil ?kwe dj esjs fudV vk dj [kM+h gks x;h vkSj cksyh-
--- dgks] D;k dguk gS\ ----dqN [kkl ugha] rqeus vius vklikl ,d nhokj cuk j[kh gS vkSj mldks rksM+uk esjs cl dh ckr ugha
gS ysfdu irk ugh D;ksa---- lyek dh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡[k Mky dj esa cksy mBk---- tc Hkh rqEgkjh vk¡[kksa esa >k¡drk gw¡ eq>s yxrk gS
fd rqe eq>ls dqN dguk pkg jgh gks ysfdu dg ugha ikrh] gks ldrk gS fd ;g esjh xyrQgeh gksA esjh vksj rkdrs gq,
vpkud lyek us vk¡[ksa >qdk dj dgk---- rqEgsa xyrQgeh gks x;h gSA
lyek dh dej esa gkFk Mky dj eSaus mls viuh vksj [khap fy;k---- lyek] ,d ckr rks gS tks fd rqe eq>ls fNik jgh
gks\ ----ugha ohjA ----rks D;k rqEgsa esjs ikl vkdj dqN eglwl ugha gksrk\ ----D;k eglwl gksxk] tc rqe ikl gksrs gks rks vPNk
yxrk gSA ----cl] vkSj dqN ugha\ ----gk¡ vkSj D;k] rqEgsa D;k yxrk gSA esjs ls vc #dk ugha x;k vkSj---- tc rqe ikl gksrh gks rks
eq>s yxrk gS fd eSa fi?ky tkšxk---- dgrs gq, lyek ds >qds gq, psgjs dks mij mBkrk gqvk---- esjh ulksa esa mcyrk gqvk ykok
cgus yxrk gSA lyek dk psgjk yky gks x;k vkSj dqN cksyus ds fy;s mlds gksaB QM+QM+k mBs ysfdu dqN lksp dj og fQj
pqi gks x;hA
----lyek gky rks rqEgkjk Hkh ogh gS tks fd esjk gS ysfdu rqe viuh tqcku ls u tkus dc dgksxhA ----dHkh ughaA ----rks
gekjk feyu dHkh ugha gksxkA ----irk ugha] vxj rqe pkgksxs rks eSa vHkh rqEgkjs vkxs leiZ.k dj nw¡xhA ----eSa vHkh bruk fxjk gqvk
ugha gw¡ fd viuh Hkw[k dks feVkus ds fy, rqEgkjs lkFk tcjnLrh d:¡A rqe tkvks] tc rqEgkjs fny esa esjs fy, eksgCcr tkxs vc
rc esjs ikl vkukA lyek McMckbZ vk¡[ksa fy, esjh vksj ns[k dj cksyh---- ohj vPNk rks eSa pyrh gw¡A ----vksds---- dg dj eSa mB
[kM+k gqvkA ----tYnh ls rS;kj gks dj ckgj vkvks---- dg dj ,d ckj fQj tkus ds fy, c<+h ysfdu bl ckj eSaus mls ugha jksdkA
njokts ds ikl igq¡p fQj ls ,d ckj og ?kwe dj cksyh---- vPNk tkrh gw¡ eSa\ ----gw¡A lyek ,dk,d HkjHkjk dj jksrh gqbZ esjh
vksj nkSM+rh gqbZ vk;h vkSj esjs xky ij ,d rekpk jlhn dj ds cksyh---- ;g ekbUM xse esjs lkFk er [ksyks ohjA cM+h lgtrk
ls eSaus tokc fn;k---- eSa [ksy jgk gw¡ ;k rqe\ ----D;k eryc gS rqEgkjk\ ----esjk eryc rqe le> x;h gksA ----ugha] eq>s dqN le>
ugha vk;kA
----Bhd gS---- dgrs gq, eSa njokts dh vksj c<+k vkSj fpV[kuh yxk dj dejs dh ykbV dks cq>k nhA dejs esa ?kqi va/ksjk
gks x;k FkkA lyek fpYykrh gqbZ cksyh---- D;k dj jgs gks ohj] ykbV tykvksA ----D;ksa Mj jgh gks---- eSa /khjs ls vkdj lyek ds
ikl [kM+s gks x;k---- ,sls rks rqe dbZ ckj esjs dejs esa vkbZ gks bruh tYnh Hkwy x;h---- eSaus mlds da/ks dks idM+ dj viuh vksj
?kqek dj [kM+k dj fn;kA ----D;k dj jgs gks ohj\ mls vius vkxks’k esa dl dj dgk---- ogh tks eq>s igyh jkr dks dj nsuk

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pkfg, FkkA ----ugha ohj] ,slk er djksA ----D;ksa\ ,d ckj fQj ls dejs esa pqIih Nk x;hA lyek dqN ugha cksyhA eSaus /khjs ls viuh
maxfy;ksa ls lyek ds psgjs dh cukoV dks eglwl djrs gq, mlds dk¡irs gq, gksaBksa ij fQjk;h rks eglwl fd;k fd lyek ds
gksaB ?kcjkgV ds ekjs lw[k x;s FksA
----lyek] vkt rqEgkjs gksaB lw[k x;s gS ykvks bUgsa eksbLV dj nw¡---- vkSj rM+kd ls lyek ds gksaBksa dks vius gksaBksa esa nck
fy;kA lyek vius vki dks esjh fxj¶r ls NqM+kus dk foQy ç;Ru djus yxhA eSaus psrkouh Hkjs Loj esa dgk---- lyek] vkt
rqe cp ugha ldksxhA lyek us vius ftLe dks <hyk NksM+ dj vius vki dks esjs gokys dj fn;k eSaus /khjs ls mlds dqrsZ ds
gqd dks [kksy dj mlds ftLe ls vyx dj fn;kA lyek us ‘kekZrs gq, vius psgjs dks esjs lhus esa fNik fy;kA esjh /kefu;ksa esa
Hkh jä dk çokg c<+ x;kA vkt ml LofIuy deflu ftLe dh pkgr ij ,d eksfguh ewjr tqM+ x;h FkhA
----er djks ohj] IyhtA ----D;ksa u d:¡\ dgrs gq,] eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls nwj gVrh gqbZ lyek dh dej esa gkFk Mky dj
viuh vksj [khap fy;kA ----rqe tkurs gksA mldh ckr lqu dj eSa tksj ls f[kyf[kyk dj g¡l fn;k---- rqEgsa Nw dj ns[k jgk Fkk
fd jkr esa dksbZ liuk rks ugh ns[k jgk gw¡A lyek] eksgCcr esa dksbZ igys ;k ckn esa ugha lksprkA /khjs ls lyek gks’k esa vk;h
vkSj viuh lk¡lksa dks dkcw djrh gqbZ eq>ls vyx gks x;hA psgjs ij ‘keZ dh ykfyek vkSj >qdh vk¡[ks fy;s] lyek viuh detksjh
ij ‘kfeZUnk gks jgh FkhA viuh vk¡[kksa ls cjlrs gq, vk¡lqvksa dks jksdk vkSj ÝLVªs’ku esa eq>ls fyiV x;hA eSaus I;kj ls lyek dh
uXu ihB lgykrs gq, mldh Bqìh dks lgkjk nsdj viuh vksj fd;k vkSj mlds gksaBksa dks vius gksaBksa ds dCts esa ys fy;kA cM+s
I;kj ls lyek ds gksBksa dks pwers] pwlrs vkSj dkVrs gq, eSaus mls /khjs ls csM ij fyVkrs gq, iwNk---- rqe esjs lkFk D;ksa ekbZUM xse
[ksy jgh FkhA vxj esjs ls eksgCcr djrh gks rks lkQ dgrh D;ksa ugha\ esjs fudV lyek pqipki fcLrj ij vk¡[ksa ewans ysVh jghA
eSaus vius dqrsZ dks tehu ij Mky dj lyek ds lkFk ysVrs gq, dgk---- vkt gekjh v/kwjh dgkuh dks eSa iwjk dj ds
NksM+wxk¡A esjh ckr lqu dj flgj x;h vkSj mBrs gq, cksyh---- ugha ohj] IyhtA ----D;ksa ugha\ ----rqe le> ugha jgs gks] fny ds gkFkksa
etcwj gks dj eSaus oSls gh viuh vkSj vius ?kjokyksa dh tku [krjs esa Mky nh gS vkSj etcwj u djks eq>s] IyhtA lyek dks
vius vkxks’k esa ys dj ,d ckj fQj ls mls ‘kkar djrs gq,---- rqe dc rd vdsyh ;g tqYe lgksxh] D;k eq>s rqe viuk nq’eu
ekurh gks\ ----;g rqe csgrj tkurs gksA
mlds cgrs gq, vk¡lqvksa dks iksaNrs gq,---- rks fQj eq>s D;ksa ugha viuk gejkt cukrh gksA vkt fQj ls nksgjkrk gw¡ fd
eq>s rqels csbfUrgk eksgCcr gSA bl fy, oä vkus ij rqEgkjs fy, eSa viuh tku ij [ksy tkÅ¡xk ysfdu tc rd rqe eq>s ugha
crkvksxh rc rd eSa flQZ va/ksjs esa gh my>rk jgw¡xkA vcdh ckj lyek flldrs gq, cksyh---- ohj eq>s irk gS ij esjk dksbZ Hkh
dne esjs vkSj esjs ifjokj ds fy, ?kkrd gks ldrk gSA
vpkud lyek ds tSls lkjs cka/k VwV x;s Fks vkSj og QQd dj jks iM+hA dqN nsj ckn og /khes ijarq –< Loj esa cksyh-
--- ohj rqEgkjs gkFkksa esa viuh vkSj vius ?kj ds yksxksa dh ftanxh j[k jgh gw¡A esjs firkth vQxkuh iqfyl ds MªXl ,UQkslZ~esaV ds
cM+s vQlj FksA ysfdu cqjkZuh us rkfycku ds gkFkksa esjs vCck dks [kqys vke lM+d ds pkSjkgs ij ejok fn;k FkkA gekjs nksLr vkSj
fj’rsnkj Hkh gekjs nq’eu gks x;s FksA cqjkZuh us esjh i<+kbZ chp esa NqM+k dj eq>s vius /ka/ks esa dqfj;j dk dke ns fn;k FkkA eSa ns[kus
esa lqanj Fkh bl fy, eq>s bl dke ij yxk fn;k Fkk vkSj esjh vEeh vkSj NksVh cgu dks vius dCts esa j[k fy;k ftlls eSa
mlds f[kykQ cxkor u dj ldw¡A esjk dke gS fd bl bykds esa vQhe dh iSnkokj ij utj j[kw¡ vkSj rkftd ckMZj ls vk;h
gqbZ gfFk;kjksa dh [ksi ds ckjs esa rkfycku ds ,fj;k dekaMj dks lwpuk nw¡A vc rd ;gk¡ jg dj Hkh dHkh jkf’kn fd fgEer ugha
gqbZ fd og esjh vLer ds lkFk [ksy lds D;ksafd cqjkZuh us eq>s ;gk¡ ij j[kk FkkA
lyek dh ckr lqu dj eSa gSjkuh Hkjs Loj esa cksyk---- ij rqedks fdlh us ?kj ds ckgj tkrs gq, ugha ns[kk rks fQj dSls
rqe viuk dke djrh Fkh\ eq>s dgha tkus dh t#jr ugha iM+rh gSA dHkh rkfycku ds yksx ;gk¡ vk dj [kcj ys tkrs gSa vkSj
dHkh jkr dks eSa ?kj ds ckgj fudy dj muls feyrh gw¡A ohj vxj fdlh dks bl ckr dh Hkud Hkh yx x;h fd eSaus rqEgsa muds
ckjs esa dqN Hkh tkudkjh nh gS rks esjh ekSr cgqr Hk;kud gksxh ysfdu mlls Hkh Hk;kud esjh vEeh vkSj cgu dh ekSr gksxhA
vc eq>s lyek ls fNikuk Hkh Bhd ugha yxk vkSj mlds gksaB pwers gq, dgk---- vkt rqEgkjh gFksyh ij eSa viuh gh ugh

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ijarq rhu vkSj yksxksa dh ftanxh j[k jgk gw¡A vkt jkr eSa jCckuh dh bl lky dh iwjh vQhe dh Qly ij dCtk djus tk jgk
gw¡A esjh ckr dks lqurs gh lyek us yxHkx ph[krs gq, dgk---- ugh] rqe ikxy gks x;s D;k\ jCckuh rqEgsa ftUnk ugha NksM+sxk vkSj
cqjkZuh flQZ uke dk vQhe dk Bsdsnkj gS ij ogh gS tks iwjs vQxkfuLrku esa gfFk;kjksa dk /kU/kk djrk gSA Iyht ohj er tkvksA
----esjk ;g dke cgqr t:jh gSA blh ds tfj, eSa rqEgkjh vEeh vkSj cgu dks Hkhcpk ldrk gw¡A jkf’kn dh ekSr ds ckn
rqeus muds ikl D;k [kcj fHktokbZ gS\ esjs fy, ;g tkuuk cgqr t:jh gSA ----ohj eSaus mUgsa cl ;gh crk;k Fkk fd ldhuk ,d
?kk;y vkneh dks ?kj ij ys dj vkbZ Fkh rks mUgksaus eq>s dgk fd ml vutku vkneh ds ckjs esa iwjh ekywekr d:¡ vkSj ml ij
utj j[kw¡ fd dgha og vutku vkneh vesfjdu QkSt dks dksbZ tklwl rks ugha gSA ----D;k mUgsa irk gS fd eSa ,d fgUnqLrkuh
ik;yV gw¡\ ----ml jkr dks tc igyh ckj eSa rqEgkjs ikl jkr dks vkbZ Fkh rks ;gh ekywe djus vk;h Fkh fd tks cM+h ch dg jgh
Fkh D;k og lp gSA ysfdu ml jkr dks rqels fey dj esjh fgEer ugha gqbZ fd ;g ckr mudks crk nw¡A ysfdu teky us rqEgkjs
cxyku tkus dh [kcj jCckuh vkSj cqjkZuh dks nh FkhA ----D;k rqeus bejku vkSj mlds vknfe;ksa dh eqBHksM+ ds ckjs esa mUgsa crk;k
gS fd ugha\ ----ugha] ysfdu ihj dks jCckuh ds vkneh ;gk¡ ij rqels feyus vk;saxs rc rd eq>ls dgk Fkk fd rqEgsa ;gha jksd dj
j[kw¡A
----vkt ls lyek rqe fpUrk ugha djuk---- dgrs gq, eSaus fcLrj ls mB dj dejs dh ykbV tyk nhA vpkud dejk
jkS’kuh esa txexk mBk vkSj fcLrj ij fuoZL= iM+h gqbZ lyek vpdpk dj viuh uXurk dks <dus dk fu”Qy ç;kl djrh gqbZ
fcLrj dh vkM+ esa pyh x;hA fcLrj ds fudV vk dj mdM+w cSBh gqbZ lyek dks da/ks ls idM+ dj mBkrs gq, cksyk---- vc rd
flQZ rqe esjs [;kyksa esa Fkh vkt rqEgsa çR;{k ns[kuk pkgrk gw¡A lyek ‘keZ ls yky gksrh gqbZ cM+cM+k;h---- ohjA ----va/ksjs esa u tkus
fdruh ckj vk¡[k can djds rqEgsa eSaus vius fny esa eglwl fd;k gSA Iyht tkuw eq>s ns[k ysus nks---- lyek dks ns[krs gq, cksy
mBk---- rqe esjh dYiuk ls Hkh dgha T;knk lqanj gksA
----Iyht ohj] eq>s diM+s iguus nksA eq>s #lok ugha djks uA vkt eq>s rqe diM+s igukus dh btktr ns nks---- dgrs gq,
eSaus tehu ij iM+h gqbZ ‘kyokj dks mBk;h vkSj vk¡[ksa ewan dj lyek ds ik¡oksa ls ys dj furacks rd vax&vax dks pwers gq, cM+s
I;kj ls mls ‘kyokj iguk;hA blh çdkj tehu ij iM+s gq, dqrsZ dks mBk dj dej ls ysdj lyek ds is’kkuh rd pwers gq,
dqrkZ iguk;k---- rqe esjh bcknr gks---- dgrs gq, eSaus viuh eqanh gqbZ vk¡[ksa [kksyhA lyek Hkkoqd gks dj esjs xys ls yx x;hA
lyek dks viuh ck¡gksa esa Hkj dj---- vxj vc ekSr Hkh vk x;h rks dksbZ xe ughaA ftruh ckj rqEgsa ns[krk gw¡ esjs lhus esa
,d vthc lk nnZ gksrk gS irk ugha rqe ls bruh eksgCcr dc gks x;hA vk¡[kksa ls vk¡lw NyNykrh gqbZ lyek cksyh---- tc rqe
lkeus gksrs gks rks ;gh esjs lkFk gj ?kM+h gksrk gS] D;k d:¡\ ----lyek vkt ls rqEgkjk gj xe esjk gqvk vkSj esjh gj [kq’kh rqEgkjhA
vc tYnh ls rqe lc dks ysdj ;gk¡ vkvks D;ksafd eq>s vc ;gk¡ ls tkuk gksxkA
dqN {k.k lyek us esjs psgjs dks ns[krh jgh fQj eqM+ dj dejs ls ckgj pyh x;hA eSaus vius diM+s cnys vkSj lc ds
vkus dk bartkj djus yxkA dqN nsj ds ckn lc yksx esjs dejs esa vk x;sA
----ns[kks eSa tk jgk gw¡A eSaus viuk Qksu gqek dks ns fn;k gSA lc yksx bl dejs ls vkt jkr ckgj ugha fudysaxsA lyek
;g Dyk’kuhdkso rqEgkjs ikl jgsxh vxj dksbZ tcjnLrh bl ?kj esa ços’k djus dh dksf’k’k djs rks fcuk fgpd xksyh pyk nsukA
vxj nksigj rd eSa u ykSVw¡ rks gqek rqe Qksu ij yxk gqvk yky cVu nck nsukA rHkh lyek cksy mBh---- rqe viuk [;ky
j[kuk ohj D;ksafd vc gekjh ftanxh rqEgkjs lkFk tqM+h gqbZ gSA
mu lc dks lqzf{kr dejs esa NksM+ dj va/ksjs dks phjrs gq, [ksr dh vksj iSny c<+rk pyk x;kA ixM.Mh ls gksrk gqvk
fNirs&fNikrs pêkuksa dh vkM+ ysrs gq, igkM+h jkLrs dks NksM+ dj gkbZos dh vksj eqM+ x;kA okrkoj.k esa BaMd c<+rh tk jgh FkhA
,d ydM+h ds iqy ds ikl vkdj eSa >kMf;ksa dh vkM+ ys dj fNi x;kA dkQh nsj bartkj ds ckn va/ksjs esa ls ,d lk;s dks vkrk
gq, ns[k dj eSaus viuh fiLrkSy fudkyh vkSj fLFkj gks dj tehu ij cSB x;kA og lk;k iqy ds nwljh rjQ vk dj #d x;k
vkSj fQj b/kj&m/kj ns[k dj fdlh dks vkus dk b’kkjk fd;kA FkksM+h nsj esa nl ckjg udkciks’k ml lk;s ds ikl vk dj [kM+s
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ml lk;s dks /khes Loj esa eSaus vkokt yxk;h---- iqÙku HkkbtkuA esjh vkokt lqu dj ogh lk;k b/kj&m/kj ns[kus yxkA
eq>s <w¡<rs gq, /khjs ls pyrs gq, mlus iqy ikj fd;k vkSj >kMf;ksa ij utj Mkyh ysfdu va/ksjs esa eq>s >kMf;ksa ds ihNs ugha ns[k
ik;kA ,d ckj fQj ls eSaus Hkkbtku dg dj mls iqdkjkA vc dh ckj ml O;fä us va/ksjs fgLls dks xkSj ls ns[kk rks mldh
utj eq> ij iM+ x;h rks cksy mBk---- HkkbZtku] b/kj vkbZ,A
>kMf;ksa ls fudy dj iqÙku dh vksj c<+rs gq, eSaus iwNk---- lc yksx vk x;s] fdrus yksx gSa----rqEgkjs dks feyk dj vkSj
D;k lc gfFk;kjksa ls ySl gSa\ ----th HkkbZtku] ge nksuksa dks feyk dj dqy iUæg vkneh gSaA cgqr vPNs HkkbZtku] bUgsa ;gk¡ NksMf,
vkSj vki esjs lkFk vkvks dgrs gq, eSa jkLrk fn[kkrk gq, iqy ds uhps cuh gqbZ ixM.Mh ls gksrk gqvk vkxs dh vksj pyk x;k
vkSj esjs ihNs iqÙku fe;k¡ pys vk;sA lc dh vk[kksa ls vks>y gksrs gh eSaus dgk---- HkkbZtku] ykSVrs gq, cxyku esa rkfyckfu;ksa us
vk;’kk dks gykd dj fn;k FkkA iqÙku fe;k¡ bl [kcj dks lqurs gh ldrs esa vk x;s vkSj cksys---- ,slk dSls gks x;k\ ----HkkbZtku]
eSa ;g ugha tkurk ij eq>s fo’okl gS fd muds ikl esjh thi dk uEcj igys ls gh FkkA vc vki vius gkFk ogha ij jgus ns
tgk¡ gS D;ksafd esjh fiLrkSy flQZ vkids flj ij ruh gqbZ gS---- eSaus psrkouh Hkjs gq, Loj esa dgkA
----D;k dg jgs gks vki HkkbZtku\ vksg vki eq> ij ‘kd dj jgs gks fd dgha eSa rks jCckuh ls feyk ugha gqvk gw¡ ij
HkkbZtku vki xyrh dj jgs gks---- f?kf?k;krs gq, iqÙku fe;ka us eq>s fo’okl fnykrs gq, dgkA ----rks Bhd gS vki eq>s vHkh fo’okl
fnykbZ, fd vk;’kk dh ekSr esa vkidk dksbZ gkFk ugha gSA ----eSa dSls vkidks fo’okl fnykÅ¡ vki gh crkbZ,] esjh rks le> ls ijs
gSA ----vki vxj vxys ik¡p feuV esa eq>s ;dhu fnykus esa dke;kc ugha gksrs rks etcwju eq>s vkidks ekjuk iM+sxk HkkbZtku] lksp
yhft,A ----fe;k¡ eSa vkidh enn ds fy, vk;k Fkk D;ksafd vk;’kk us dgk Fkk vkSj mlds HkkbZ ds eq> ij cgqr ,glku Fks ysfdu
eSa dSls vkidks ;dhu fnykš\
dqN #d dj eSaus iqÙku fe;k¡ ls iwNk---- HkkbZtku vkius ;g ckr fdrus yksxksa ds lkFk dh Fkh\ ----bl ckr dk ftØ flQZ
eSaus vius iqjkus lkfFk;ksa ds lkFk fd;k FkkA tSls dqN ;kn djrs gq, iqÙku fe;k¡ cksys---- vjs HkkbZtku ,d feuV #fd, D;k pk¡nuh
dks irk Fkk fd vki fdl dke ls ogk¡ vk;s Fks\ ----ugha] tgk¡ rd eq>s ;kn gS esjh ,slh dksbZ ckr ugha gqbZ Fkh] ij D;ksa\ ----
HkkbZtku] pk¡nuh fudkg ls igys og jCckuh ds nk¡;s gkFk fcyky dh j[kSy FkhA QS;kt dks geus cgqr le>k;k Fkk ysfdu mldks
gekjh ckr le> esa ugha vk;h vkSj og ml vkSjr ds >k¡ls esa vk dj fudkg dj cSBkA eq>s iwjk ‘kd gS fd QS;kt dks ejokus
esa fcyky dk gkFk t:j Fkk D;ksafd ge jCckuh ds f[kykQ gh viuh nqdku pyk jgs FksA
iqÙku fe;k¡ dh ckr lqu dj eq>s Hkh dqN&dqN le> esa vk x;k Fkk ysfdu bl eqfge esa tjk lk Hkh fjLd mBkus ds fy,
rS;kj ugh FkkA /khjs ls ckr djrs gq, eSa iqÙku fe;ka ds ihNs dh vksj pyk x;k vkSj viuh fiLrkSy dh ewB ls mldh duiVh
ij okj fd;kA iqÙku fe;k¡ fcuk vkokt fd;s csgks’k gks dj tehu ij <sj gks x;sA eSaus vius da/ks ij mBk fy;k vkSj okfil mu
yksxksa ds chp esa vk x;kA lc esjh vksj ns[k jgs FksA eSaus dgk---- nsf[k;s] HkkbZtku csgks’k gks x;s gSaA ml txg dh pkSdlh cgqr
l[r gSA ,d xyr dne Hkh ge lc ds fy, cM+k Hkkjh iM+ ldrk gSA rqe esa ls ,d O;fä HkkbZtku ds lkFk ;gk¡ ij jgsxk
vkSj ckdh lc esjs lkFk vk tkvks---- dgrs gq, eSa vkxs dh vksj fudy x;kA
,d cw<+k lk fn[kus okyk vkneh ogha ij #d x;k vkSj ckdh lc eq>s jkLrk fn[kkrs gq, py fn;sA dqN nwj tk dj
>kMf;ksa dh vkM+ esa [kM+s gq, ,d Vªd ds ikl tk dj lHkh #d x;sA eSaus LVh;fjax laHkkyh vkSj ckdh yksx Vªd ds ihNs cSB
x;sA dqN gh nsj esa Vªd dks ysdj eSa vius [ksr ls gksrs gq, xarO; LFkku ij igq¡p x;kA
,d cM+h lh gosyh ls dqN nwj ij Vªd dks jksd dj lHkh dks mrjus dk b’kkjk fd;kA tc lc mrj ds bdB~Bs gks x;s
rks eSaus dgk---- HkkbZtku] gesa lkeus okyh gosyh dks vius dCts esa ysuk gSA esjh tkudkjh ds fglkc ls vanj flQZ gfFk;kjksa ls
ySl vkB vkneh gSA fiNys dqN fnuksa ls eSa blh tkudkjh ds vk/kkj ij viuk Iyku cuk jgk FkkA ,;jQkslZ dh jsLD;q vkSj
dekaMks Vªsfuax ;gk¡ dke vk x;h FkhA eSaus dgk---- pkj&pkj dh VqdMf;ksa esa vkxs vkSj ihNs ls vanj tk¡,axsA lcls igys eSa vkxs
ls tk jgk gw¡A esjs lkFk rhu dksbZ Hkh yksx vk tk,¡ vkSj ge esu xsV [kksyus dh dksf’k’k djsaxsA ihNs okyh VqdM+h rHkh vanj
?kqlus dh dksf’k’k djs tc mUgsa xksfy;k¡ pyus dh vkokt vk;s ojuk vxj ge vanj ?kqlus esa dke;kc gks x;s rks ge xksnke ds
‘kVj dks vanj ls [kksy nsaxsA rhljh pkj vknfe;ksa dh VqdM+h Vªd esa jgsxh vkSj tSls gh ge VkpZ tyk dj b’kkjk djsaxs og
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VqdM+h rqjar Vªd dks ys dj ihNs dh vksj tk dj QVkQV eky dks Vªd esa yknuk ‘kq# djsaxsA fiNys ik¡p fnu ls yxkrkj vius
fnekx esa vkt dh ywV dk rkuk&ckuk cqu jgk Fkk vkSj vc vius Iyku ij veyh tkek igukus dk oä vk x;k FkkA
esjh ckr lqu dj lc yksx rhu VqdMf;ksa esa c¡V x;sA nks VqdMf;k¡ vius LFkku dh vksj ncs dneksa ls vkxs c<+ x;h vkSj
rhljh VqdM+h Vªd esa tk dj cSB x;hA eSa vius rhu lkfFk;ksa dks ys dj gosyh ds esu xsV ij igq¡p x;kA pyrs&pyrs vius
lkfFk;ksa dks fgnk;r nh---- rhu yksx ;gk¡ ?kkl esa ysV dj fNi tk,¡ vkSj viuk fu’kkuk xsV ij cuk ysaA eSa tk dj njoktk
[kV[kVkšxk rks t:j dksbZ njoktk [kksy dj ckgj ns[kus vk,xkA rqe esa ls ,d vius igys Qk;j ls mldks <sj dj nsuk vkSj
fQj lkjs Hkkx dj vk dj esjs lkFk gosyh ds vanj ?kqlsaxsA dksbZ ‘kd---- rhuksa viuh xjnu fgyk dj gkeh Hkjh vkSj esu xsV ds
utnhd vkrs gh esjs ls nwj gks dj ?kkl esa tk dj ysV x;s vkSj viuh jkbZQy xsV ij rku nhA eSa rst dneksa ls pyrk gqvk
njokts ij tk dj tksj ls vkokt yxkrs gq, dqUMk [kV[kVk;k---- dksbZ gS\ ,d ckj fQj ls njoktk [kV[kVk;kA
vanj ls fdlh ds pyus dh vkgV vk;h rks eSaus viuh xu dks nhokj ls fVdk dj njokts ls dqN nwjh cuk dj [kM+k gks
x;kA njokts ds >jksds ls ,d vkneh us ckgj dh vksj >k¡drs gq, xqjkZ;k---- D;k gSA HkkbZtku---- ,d dksus dh vksj b’kkjk djrs
gq, eSaus dgk---- vkidh gosyh esa ogk¡ vkx yx jgh gSA bruk lquuk Fkk og vkneh >V ls esu xsV dh lk¡dy dks [kksy dj
ckgj vk dj ml fn’kk esa ns[kus yxk ftl txg eSaus b’kkjk fd;k FkkA rHkh jkr ds okrkoj.k dh ‘kkafr dks Hksnrh gqbZ ,d xksyh
pyh vkSj og O;fä ogha <sj gks x;kA tax dk fcxqy ct x;k Fkk eSaus viuh e’khu xu mBk;h vkSj gosyh esa ços’k fd;kA esjs
ihNs&ihNs Hkkxrs gq, esjs rhu lkFkh Hkh gosyh esa ços’k dj x;sA
vanj #d dj eSaus vius nks lkfFk;ksa dh vksj b’kkjk djrs gq, dgk---- rqe vkSj rqe lh/ks pyrs gq, ;g xfy;kjk ikj dj
ds ihNs igq¡p dj ‘kVj [kksyksAcps gq, lkfFk;ksa dks dgk---- rqe esjs lkFk budks doj nsrs gq, vkxs c<+ksA ncs ik¡o ge pkjksa csfgpd
vkxs dh vksj c<+rs pys x;sA xfy;kjs ds eksM+ ij nks vkneh pkjikbZ ij ysVs gq, Å¡?k jgs FksA fcuk nsj fd;s esjh fiLrkSy ls nks
xksfy;k¡ fudyha vkSj nksuksa ogha Å¡?krs gq, <sj gks x;sA vius lkFk ,d vkneh dks ys dj eS okfil xsV dh vksj eqM+ x;k vkSj
lkeus cuh gqbZ lhf<;ksa ds fdukjs vkM+ ys dj fNi x;kA xksfy;ksa dh vkokt ls okrkoj.k xqatk;eku gks x;k FkkA pkj vkneh
xksfy;k¡ pykrs gq, rsth ls lh<+h ls uhps mrjrs gq, vk;s ysfdu geus fcuk ekSdk fn;s mupkjksa dks viuh xksfy;ksa dk fu’kkuk
cuk fn;kA esjs ikl lwpuk ds fglkc ls lkr vkneh vc rd ‘ko cu pqds FksA ,d vkneh cpk gqvk u tkus dgk¡ ij fNi dj
cSBk gqvk Fkk\
eSaus vius lkFkh dks dgk---- HkkbZtku] lkr vkneh <sj gks pqds gSaA vc flQZ ,d cpk gqvk gSA bruh cM+h gosyh esa mldks
<w¡<uk eqf’dy gksxkA mlds gkFk esa VkpZ Fkekrs gq,---- vki lko/kkuh ls mij tkbZ, vkSj f[kM+dh [kksy dj Vªd esa cSBs gq, vius
lkfFk;ksa dks b’kkjk dj nhft,A eSa ;gk¡ cSB dj vkidks vkSj esu xsV dks doj dj jgk gw¡A esjh ckr lqu dj og rst xfr ls
fcuk #ds lhf<;k¡ p<+rk gqvk f[kM+dh [kksy dj VkpZ dks tyk cq>k dj Vªd esa cSBs gq, yksxksa dh vksj b’kkjk fd;k vkSj lhf<;k¡
Qykaxrs gq, esjs ikl vk x;kA gekjk b’kkjk ikrs gh Vªd rst xfr ls pyrk gqvk ihNs dh vksj pyk x;kA
----HkkbZtku] vc gekjk dke ;gk¡ ij [kRe gks x;k gSA rqe vc tYnh ls ihNs dh vksj tkvks vkSj vius lkfFk;ksa dh Vªd
Hkjus esa enn djksA eSa ;gha [kM+s gks dj esu xsV laHkkyrk gw¡A tc lkjk lkeku Vªd ij ykn yks rc lkeus yk dj Vªd jksd
ysuk rkfd eSa Hkh Vªd esa cSB tkÅ¡A
esjh ckr lqu dj esjk lkFkh Hkkxrk gqvk xfy;kjk dks ikj djrk gqvk esjh vk¡[kksa ls vks>y gks x;kA ihNs dh vksj Vªd
dh ynkbZ ‘kq# gks pqdh FkhA esjs dks jg jg dj vkf[kjh vkneh dh fpUrk lrk jgh FkhA vdsMeh esa Vªsfuax ds nkSjku eq>s fl[kk;k
x;k Fkk fd dHkh&dHkh ,d gh vkneh thr dks gkj esa cny ldrk gSA rHkh mij ls ,d xksyh pyus dh vkokt vk;h rks eSaus
jksy djds viuh txg cnyh vkSj [kEcs dh vkM+ ys dj cSB x;kA vUnktu ftl txg ls xksyh pyh Fkh ogha ij eSaus va/kk/kqa/k
rhu pkj Qk;j dj fn;s vkSj ,d ckj fQj ls viuh txg cny nh vkSj lhf<;ksa ds uhps dh vksj pyk x;k ysfdu vc ml
vkBosa vkneh dks viuh utjksa ls vks>y ugha gksus fn;kA
----ns[kks] vc ;g gosyh gekjs dCts esa gSA ;k rks pqipki gkFk mBk dj uhps pys vkvks ojuk ge rks viuk dke dj ds

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fudy tk,¡xs rqe viuh lksp yks fd jCckuh dks D;k eq¡g fn[kkvksxsA og rqEgsa vkSj rqEgkjs ?kjokyksa dks ftUnk ugha NksM+sxk lksp
yks---- ml vkBosa vkneh dks psrkouh ns dj fQj viuh txg cny nhA dqN nsj ,sls gh pqIih Nk;h jgh fQj mij ls ,d fdlh
ds fgyus dh vkokt vk;hA tgk¡ ls vkokt vk;h Fkh ogha ij eSaus yxkrkj dqN vkSj xksfy;k¡ >ksad nh vkSj iyV dj nks&nks
lhf<;k¡ Qykaxrk gqvk mij igq¡p x;kA lkeus ,d iryk&nqcyk vkneh viuk ik¡o idM+s nnZ ls djkg jgk FkkA e’khu xu dks
vius da/ks ij yVdk dj viuh fiLrkSy ls mls doj djrs gq, dgk---- [kqyh txg ij dHkh Hkh ugha #duk pkfg,A D;k uke
gS\ tSls gh mlds psgjs ij utj iM+h eSus mls fgnk;r nh---- rqe fgys Hkh rks eSa xksyh ekj nw¡xk---- dgrs gq, viuk Qksu fudky
dj lkeus ?kk;y iM+s gq, O;fä dh rlohj [khap yhA
eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls iwNk---- D;k uke gS\ ----eqthcqjA ----cpuk pkgrs gks fd ejuk\ ?kk;y O;fä us nnZ Hkjh vkokt esa
cksyk---- vYykg ds fy, jge djks] esjs NksVs cPps gSaA /khjs ls eSaus vius da/ks dk lgkjk ns dj mls mBk;k vkSj dgk---- ns[kks]
pkykdh fn[kkvksxs rks cp rks ugha ikvksxs ijarq vxj enn djksxs rks eSa rqEgkjh vkSj rqEgkjs ifjokj dh xkjaVh ysrk gw¡ fd mUgsa
dqN ugha gksus nw¡xkA ----esjs da/ks dk lgkjk ys dj uhps pyksA mldh enn djrs gq, mls uhps ys dj vk x;k vkSj fQj mls
fdukjs esa fcBk dj eSaus ejs gq, lkjs O;fä;ksa dh vius Qksu ls rlohj mrkj yhA nks ?kaVs ls T;knk gks pqds Fks rHkh Vªd dh
vkokt lqukbZ nhA eqthcqj dks lgkjk ns dj eSa gosyh ds ckgj vk x;kA lc yksx Vªd dh Nr ij p<+ dj esu xsV ds lkeus
vk dj #d x;s Fks vkSj muesa ls dqN uhps mrj dj esjh vksj c<+sA
----Vªd ds uhps nks isVªksy ls Hkjs tsjhdSu iM+s gq, gSA ,d tSjhdsu dks fudky dj iwjh gosyh esa fNM+d nks vkSj vkx yxk
nks ftl ls ,d Hkh yk’k dh f’kuk[r ugha gks ldsA ,d vkneh dh vksj b’kkjk djrs gq, cksyk---- rqe bl ?kk;y vkneh dks
lgkjk ns dj Vªd ij p<kvksA nks vkneh uhps ls ,d tSjhdsu fudky dj vanj pys x;s vkSj lkjs diM+s vkSj ydM+h ds lkeku
dks isVªksy ls fHkxks dj xksnke dh rjQ eqM+ x;sA lkjh yk’ksa cksjs ij bdëh dj ds vkSj isVªksy ls rj djds xksnke dks vkx yxk
dj diM+s vkSj ydMf;ksa dks lqyxk dj gosyh ds ckgj fudy vk;sA eSaus b’kkjs ls mudks tYnh ls Vªd ij p<+us dks dgk vkSj
muds Vªd ij p<+us gh rst xfr ls /kw&/kw djds tyrh gqbZ gosyh dks ihNs NksM+ dj okfil gks fy,A
vkf[kjh ckj ihNs dh vksj eqM+ dj eSaus gosyh dh vksj ns[kk rks gosyh ds gj fgLls ls vkleku dks Nwrh yky&yiVsa jkr
dks jks’ku dj jgh FkhA f[kM+fd;ksa ls fudyrk gqvk /kqvk¡ vklikl ds okrkoj.k dks /kwfey fd;s gq, FkkA eSa dqN lksprk gqvk flj
dks >Vdrk gqvk vkxs dh lksp cukus esa yx x;kA vkt rkfycku ds f[kykQ esjh igyh eqfge Fkh vkSj u tkus vius ifjokj
ds fy, vkSj fdruh ,slh eqfge dk Hkkj eq>s mBkuk iM+sxkA

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Vªd dh Nr ij cSBs gq, lc yksx [kq’k utj vk jgs FksA ,d tksf[ke Hkjs dke dks cgqr gh vklkuh ls vatke nsus ij eSaus vius
lHkh lkfFk;ksa dks ‘kkck’kh nhA tYnh gh ge lc mlh ydM+h ds iqy ds ikl igq¡p dj #d x;sA iqÙku vkSj cw<+k O;fä iqy ds
fdukjs cSB dj gekjk bartkj dj jgs FksA Vªd dks vkrk ns[k dj nksuksa [kM+s gks x;s vkSj gekjh vksj vk x;sA esjs lkFk lkjs yksx
Vªd ls uhps mrj dj muds ikl vk x;s vkSj muds psgjksa ij NkbZ gqbZ [kq’kh dks ns[k dj iqÙku fe;k¡ us vius lkfFk;ksa dks
eqckjdckn nhA iqÙku fe;k¡ dh vksj b’kkjk djds eSa mUgsa vyx ys x;kA
----iqÙku HkkbZtku] ba’kkYykg igyh dke;kch fey x;h gSA ----HkkbZtku] vkidks eqckjd gks ij vkius eq>s vius y’dj ls
D;ksa vyx dj fn;k Fkk---- iqÙku fe;k¡ us viuh ukjktxh fn[kk;hA ----HkkbZtku eSa ugha pkgrk Fkk fd vki bl eqfge esa esjs lkFk
pysa vkf[kj buesa ls dksbZ Hkh jCckuh dk eq[kfcj Hkh gks ldrk FkkA vki le> ldrs gSa fd vk;’kk dh ekSr us eq>s etcwj dj
fn;k Fkk vki ij ‘kd djus ds fy, ysfdu tSls gh vkius pk¡nuh dk ftØ fd;k rks eq>s lc le> esa vk x;kA Iyht eq>s
eqvkQ dhft, vkSj vki vius y’dj dh deku laHkkys---- dgrs gq, iqÙku fe;k¡ dks ys dj okfil vk dj lHkh yksxksa ls eq[kkfrc
gks dj cksyk---- vkidk cgqr ‘kqfØ;k bl dke dks vatke nsus ds fy,----A ,d czhQdsl iqÙku ds gkFk esa nsrs gq, ----HkkbZtku ;g
bu yksxksa dk vkt dk esgurkuk gSA vki bu lc yksxksa esa cjkcj ck¡V nhft,xkA
----HkkbZtku] vkxs D;k djuk gS\ iqÙku fe;ka ds loky dk tokc rks igys ls lksp pqdk Fkk---- vki yksx vxj esjs lkFk
vkxs Hkh dke djuk pkgrs gSa rks eq>s cgqr [kq’kh gksxhA ysfdu vkidks eSa igys gh crk nw¡ fd vkt vkius fdlls nq’euh yh gSA
geus vkt cxyku ds jCckuh ds xksnke dks ywVk gSA bruk lqurs gh lc ds psgjs dh gokbZ;k¡ mM+ x;h FkhA D;ksa D;k gqvk\ vki
yksxksa ds fny cSB x;sA
----HkkbZtku] ;g D;k fd;k vkius\ vki rks dg jgs Fks fd vki vius xksnke ls eky ynok dj gsjkr esa cqjkZuh dks fMfyojh
nsuh gS vkSj dqN cnek’kksa us vkids xksnke ij dCtk dj fy;k Fkk ftl dh otg ls vkidks vknfe;ksa dh t#jr gSA
----tks gS lks gS] ;g rks ckr lgh gS fd vxj rqe esa ls ,d us Hkh bl ywV dh eq[kfcjh dh rks ;g rks r; gS fd jCckuh
ml eq[kfcj ds [kkunku dks Hkh ugha NksM+sxkA vkf[kj mlds vkB vkneh ekjs x;s gSa vkSj bl lky dh mldh lkjh çkslsLM vQhe
ywVh gSA vc rqe yksxksa ds ikl flQZ nks jkLrs gSa ;k rks pqIih lk/k yks vkSj ;k fQj esjs lkFk dke dj yksA iqÙku fe;ka us flj
fgykrs gq, dgk---- ;g dSlh eqf’dy esa Mky fn;k gS HkkbZtku] ;g lc cspkjs ifjokj okys gSaA
----gk¡ eSa tkurk gw¡A esjk Hkh ifjokj gS vkSj eq>s bl bykds ls cqjkZuh vkSj jCckuh ds vQhe dk dkjksckj [kRe djuk gSA
cl vc cgqr gks x;k mu tkfyeksa dk tqYe ge yksxksa ijA eq>s Hkh vius cPpksa ds Hkfo”; dh fpUrk gS tSls vki yksxksa dks gSA
;g Hkh r; gS fd esjs bykds esa vxyh Qly vQhe dh ugha yxsxhA vki esa ls tks esjs lkFk gS mudh o muds ifjokj dh
ftEesnkjh eq> ij gSA og vius ifjokj ds lkFk vk dj esjs ;gk¡ dke djs vkSj tks esjs lkFk ugha gS muds fy, vkt eSaus brus
iSls ns fn;s gSa fd og dgha Hkh tk dj viuk u;k dke ‘kq# dj ldrs gSaA
----HkkbZtku] ;g rks lc oSls gh jCckuh ds tqYe ds f’kdkj gSaA bu lcdks gekjs lkFkh gksus dh ltk vkt rd fey jgh
gSA dksbZ Hkh bUgsa dke ugha nsrk vkSj le; csle; mlds vkneh bUgsa ijs’kku djrs gSaA vc ;g vkidks NksM+ dj dgk¡ tk,¡xs\--
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-- iqÙku fe;k¡ dh ckr lqu dj lc yksx xjnu fgyk dj gkeh HkjhA ----vki lksp yhft,] vxj esjs lkFk dke djuk gS rks vxys
tqes rd ;gk¡ vius ifjokj dks ys dj vk tkbZ, eSa vki yksxksa ds fy, jgus dk bartke dj nw¡xkA esjs ikl cgqr tehu gS ge
yksx fey dj [ksrh djsaxs vkSj vius cPpksa dks vPNk Hkfo”; nsaxsA gk¡ vxj vki esa ls dksbZ jCckuh ds ikl tk dj vkt dh
dgkuh crkus dh lksp jgk gS rks og esjk rks dqN ugha fcxkM+ ldsxk vfirq vius lkfFk;ksa dh ekSr dk ftEesnkj gksxkA vc eSa
pyrk gw¡---- dg dj eSa Vªd esa cSB x;k---- iqÙku HkkbZtku ;g tks Hkh QSlyk djsa vxyh tqes dh jkr dks eSa blh le; bl iqy
ij vkidk bartkj djrk gqvk feyw¡xkA
bruk dg dj eSaus Vªd LVkVZ fd;k vkSj ?kk;y eqthcqj dks ys dj rsth ls vkxs c<+ dj mYVh fn’kk esa eksM+ fy;kA dkQh
nwj fudy tkus ds ckn Vªd dks vius [ksr dh vksj eksM+ fn;k vkSj xksnke igq¡p dj gh jksdkA xksnke ds ckgj Vªd [kM+k djds
‘kVj [kksyk vkSj Vªd dks vanj ys tk dj [kM+k dj fn;kA eqthcqj dks lgkjk ns dj ,d pkjik;h ij cSBk fn;kA
----vkt ls eqthcqj rqe b/kj jgksxsA rqe vius ifjokj dk irk ns nks] lc ekeyk nc tkus nks fQj esjs vkneh rqEgkjs ifjokj
dks ys dj ;gk¡ vk tk,¡xs---- dgrs gq, eSaus eqthcqj dh ?kk;y Vkax dh ejge iêh dh---- ysfdu igys rqEgsa esjs dqN lokyksa dk
lp tokc nsuk gksxkA eSaus viuk Qksu fudkyk vkSj u;s eSlst fyLV ij utj Mkyrs gq,---- ejus okyksa ds uke crkvks\ eqthcqj
us uke fxukus ‘kq: fd;s---- lyhe] vYykgcD’k] tehj] eksgEEn] tksu] b[kykd] gqlSuh vkSj ‘kdhyA
Qksu ij utj Mkyrs gq, ,d ckj fQj ls iwNk---- buesa ls jCckuh ds gfFk;kjksa dh ftEesnkjh fdldh Fkh\ eqthcqj us f>>drs
gq, tokc fn;k---- ‘kdhy vkSj esjh] ckdh yksx vQhe ds dkjksckj dks ns[krs FksA ----vcdh ckj rqe >wB cksy jgs gks eqthcqjA ----
ugha tukcA ----lp cksyks] bu esa ls rkftd dkSu&dkSu Fks\ ----tukc] eksgEEn vkSj tehj rkftd FksA ----rks D;k ;g xyr gS fd
;g nksuksa ihj ds fnu gfFk;kjksa dk Vªd ysdj ckMZj ds ml ikj ls ;gk¡ vk;s FksA eqthcqj xjnu fgyk dj gkeh Hkjrs gq, dgk-
--- tukc ;g gfFk;kjksa dk Vªd ;gk¡ rd ys dj vk;s Fks ijarq ;gk¡ ls vkxs ‘kdhy vkSj eq>dks ys dj tkuk FkkA ;g yksx ;gk¡
ls MªXl ls Hkjk gqvk Vªd okfil rtkfdLrku ys dj dy gh pys x;s FksA
----eqthcqj rqe gfFk;kjksa Hkjk gqvk Vªd dkSu ls ckMZj dh vksj ysdj tk jgs Fks\ bl eky fMfyojh rqEgsa dgk¡ nsuh Fkh\ ---
-T;knkrj ikfdLrkuh ckMZj ds ml ikj igq¡pkrs Fks ysfdu bldh fMfyojh gesa vyx&vyx txg ij nsuh gksrh FkhA tSls dHkh
dkcqy ds ikl ds xk¡o esa vkSj dHkh dqUnqt esa ysfdu bl ckj gesa rksjk&cksjk dh igkM+h esa fMfyojh nsuh FkhA ----rqe ml vkneh
dk uke crkvks ftl dks bl ckj fMfyojh nsuh Fkh\ ----tukc bl ckj gesa uke ugha fn;k x;k cl fMfyojh iksbUV dk ,d
uD’kk fn;k FkkA
eqthcqj dh ckr lqu dj esjh /kM+dusa c<+ x;h FkhA eq>s vc yxus yxk Fkk fd /khjs&/khjs eSa fdlh cM+h my>u esa Q¡lrk
pyk tk jgk gw¡A vk;’kk dh nnZukd ekSr ds ckn vEeh vkSj tjhuk dh ekSr us eq>s vanj ls rksM+ dj j[k fn;k FkkA gkykafd
;g esjs yksx ugha Fks ysfdu ;gk¡ ij vk dj bUgsa eSaus viuk eku fy;k FkkA bUgksaus esjs dks u;k thou fn;k vkSj ?kj ds gj ,d
O;fä us I;kj dk vueksy [ktkuk eq> mij yqVk;k FkkA ,sls esa ;g yksx esjk ifjokj Fks vkSj ;gh lksp dj eq>dks vius ifjokj
dh fpUrk yxkrkj lrk jgh FkhA rHkh eq>s jkstj dk [;ky vk;k Fkk ftls eSaus ml ‘kke dks cxyku esa dqN xqaMks ls yM+rs gq,
cpk;k FkkA mUgksaus Hkjs cktkj esa mls pkdw ls xksn fn;k FkkA cM+h eqf’dy ls viuh fiLrkSy ds cy ij mu nfjanksa ls jkstj dks
cpk dj vLirky esa Hkjrh djk;k FkkA ;gh lksp dj vEeh vkSj tjhuk dh ekSr ds ckn eSa mlh oä eSa cxyku dh vksj fudy
iM+k fd mlls dqN enn ys yw¡A ysfdu mlls feyus ds ckn rks tSls eSaus Hkkuqefr dk fiVkjk [kksy dj j[k fn;k FkkA
/kM+drs gq, fny ls eSaus eqthcqj dks dgk---- eq>s og uD’kk fn[kkvksA eqthcqj us viuh tsc ls ,d eqM+k&rqM+k uD’kk fudky
dj eq>s fn[kk;kA eSaus vius Qksu ds lsUlj ds mij ml ud’ks dks LykbM fd;k vkSj fQj eqthcqj dks okfil djrs gq, dgk----
rqe vkjke djks ysfdu bl txg ls ckgj fudyus dh dksf’k’k djh rks viuh tku ds ftEesnkj rqe [kqn gh gksxsA oSls rks lc
jkstejkZ dh phts ;gk¡ ij gS ij dqN fnu rd bUgha ls xqtkjk pykvksA tc iSj dk t[e Bhd gks tk,xk rks rqEgkjs ckjs esa vkxs
lkspsaxsA gesa vHkh cgqr dke djus gSa rc rd esjs vkneh rqEgkjs ifjokj ds mij utj j[ksaxsA vPNk eSa pyrk gw¡---- dg dj ‘kVj
can djds vius [ksr ds fdukjs&fdukjs pyrs gq, QkeZ ij cus NksVs ls vkmVgkml ij igq¡p dj jkstj dk uEcj feyk;kA

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----gSyks] jkstj esjh Hksth gqbZ QksVks fey x;hA ----gk¡ vkfej] rqeus rks [ktkuk Hkst fn;k gSA bu esa ls cgqr lkjs is’ksoj
vkradoknh FksA gesa cgqr fnuksa ls budh ryk’k FkhA ----jkstj] eSaus rqEgsa ,d uD’kk esy fd;k gSA bl txg dqN voS/k gfFk;kjksa
dh fMfyojh djuh Fkh vc rqe viuh vksj dk dke lHkkayksA ----vkfej gekjs yksxksa dk fopkj gS fd rksjk&cksjk dh igkMf;ksa esa
vy&dk;nk us viuk vìk cuk fy;k gS vkSj rqEgkjs Hksts gq, uD’ks ls ‘kk;n muds vìs dh fu’kkunsgh gks ldsxhA FkSaDlA ----uks
esU’ku] rqEgkjh lSVsykbZV dh QksVks ls ge jCckuh dk bl ,fj;s esa ,d xksnke [kRe djus esa dke;kc gks lds Fks ysfdu jkstj esjs
cqjkZuh ls feyus ls igys rqEgsa jCckuh dks idM+uk gksxkA
jkstj us esjh ckr dks lqu dj dgk---- lcls igys rksjk&cksjk vkSj fQj jCckuhA ----Bhd gS jkstj] eSa bl yksds’ku ij rqEgkjs
Vªd dk bartkj dj jgk gw¡A dc rd igq¡psxk\ ----rqe fpUrk er djks vkfej] cl fdlh Hkh oä igq¡pus okyk gksxkA ----vkbZ ,e
osfVax] vksoj ,UM vkmV---- eSa ;g dg dj lkeus iM+h pkjikbZ ij ysV dj Vªd dk bartkj djus yxkA
djhc ,d ?kaVs ds ckn ,d Vªd ds #dus dh vkokt vk;hA eSaus f[kM+dh dh vkM+ ys dj ckgj dk tk;tk fy;kA
vkmVgkml ds lkeus ,d vesfjdu vkehZ dk Vªd [kM+k gqvk ns[k dj ckgj fudy vk;kA jger dh VqdM+h Vªd ls uhps mrj
dj vklikl dk tk;tk ys jgh FkhA esjs dks vkrk ns[k dj jger us fefyVªh okyk ,d dM+d lk lSY;wV fn;k vkSj dgk---- lj
ejhu dksj fjiksfVaZxA eSaus jger dks b’kkjk fd;k---- esjs dks Q‚yks djks---- dgrs gq, viuh thi esa cSB dj okfil xksnke dh vksj
#[k fd;kA xksnke ds ‘kVj ds ckgj thi jksd dj eSaus jger dks vkokt yxk;h---- jger] ;g xksnke rqEgkjh lqj{kk esa ns jgk
gw¡A ‘kVj [kksy dj mls vanj ys x;k vkSj lkeus ysVs gq, eqthcqj dh vksj b’kkjk djrk gqvk cksyk---- ;gh eqthcqj gSA rqEgsa bl
dh Hkh j{kk djuh gS vkSj eqthcqj rqEgsa vxj viuh vkSj vius ifjokj dh tku cpkuh gS rks budh enn djuh iM+sxh lks
Bhd&Bhd tokc buds tokc nsukA
----lj] vki fpUrk er dhft,A ;g txg esjs vknfe;ksa us iwjh txg flD;ksj dj yh gSA jger dh ckr lqu dj eSus
dgk---- vPNkvceSa pyrk gw¡A tYnh gh okfil vkÅ¡xk fQj gesa gsjkr dh vksj fudyuk gSA ----;l ljA vius xksnke dks jger
ds gokys dj djds eSaus viuh thi LVkVZ dh vkSj ?kj dh vksj fudy iM+kA bruk lc dqN djus esa le; dk irk gh ugha pykA
nwj igkM+ ds ihNs ls lwjt fudyus okyk gks jgk FkkA ?kM+h ij utj Mkyh rks lqcg ds lkr ct jgs FksA ?kj ij cSBh gqbZ lyek]
vkQ’kk¡] gqek vkSj chgw ds ckjs esa lksp dj esjs vanj ,d u;k tks’k lapkfjr gks x;kA ,DLysVj ij vuk;kl gh ik¡o dk ncko
c<+ x;k vkSj rsth ls viuh gosyh dh vksj thi c<+k nhA
viuh gosyh igq¡prs gq, lqcg ds X;kjg ct x;s FksA flj ij /kwi iM+ jgh FkhA igkM+h ds mcM+&[kkcM+ jkLrs ij lko/kkuh
ls thi pykrs gq, eSaus ?kj ds ikl igq¡p dj thi dPps esa mrkj dj ,d vksj >kMf;ksa dh vkM+ esa fNik nh vkSj fQj iSny gh
vius ?kj dh vksj c<+ x;kA gosyh ds ckgj ,d feuh Vªd [kM+k gqvk fn[kkA eSa ,d iy ds fy, #d dj vkl&ikl dk tk;tk
fy;kA ogk¡ ij gj vksj ‘kkafr NkbZ gqbZ Fkh] eSaus ?kj ds fudV tk dj njoktk [kV[kVk;k---- lyek] njoktk [kksyksA dksbZ mÙkj
u ik dj eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls njoktk [kV[kVk;kA bl ckj vanj ls fdlh ds vkus dh vkokt vkrh gqbZ çrhr gqbZA /khjs ls
njoktk [kksy dj lgeh gqbZ lyek ckgj fudy dj vk;hA
----vjs njoktk [kksyus esa bruh nsj D;ksa yxk nh\ ----vkfej] eSa ugk jgh Fkh bl fy, nsj gks x;hA ----pyks] vanj pyrs gSaA
rHkh esjh utj lyek dh utj ls feyh rks og viuh vk¡[kksa ls dqN crkus dk ç;Ru dj jgh FkhA lc dqN ,d utj esa le>
dj rsth ls lyek dks ihNs NksM+ dj gosyh ds vanj ?kql x;kA lkeus gky esa rhu udkciks’k O;fä lksQs ij cSBs gq, ns[k dj
fBBd dj #d x;kA pkSFkk udkciks’k njokts ij [kM+k gqvk FkkA eq>s xu ls doj djds mlus vanj dh vksj pyus dk b’kkjk
fd;kA
eSa /khes dneksa ls pyrs gq, mudh vksj c<+rs gq, iwNk---- HkkbZtku vki yksx dkSu gSa vkSj vki ;gk¡ ij D;k dj jgs gSa\
vius [khls esa vVdh gqbZ fiLrkSy dks vius gkFkksa ls VVksy dj ns[krs gq, ,d iy ds fy, eSa fBBd dj #dk rks ihNs pyrs gq,
vkneh us esjh ihB ij viuh xu dh uky xM+krs gq, eq>s vkxs dh vksj Bsyk blls igys dksbZ tokc nsrk ;k dksbZ gjdr gksrh
eSa viuh ,M+h;ksa ij ?kwe dj ihNs vkus okys O;fä ij Qk;j dj fn;k vkSj og ogha <sj gks x;kA tc rd cSBs gq, yksx dqN
le>rs rc rd lyek dks idM+ dj ,d Nykax yxk dj [kEcs dh vkM+ esa tk dj [kM+k gks x;kA viuh fiLrkSy cSBs gq, O;fä;ksa
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ij rku nh vkSj fQj muls cksyk---- HkkbZtku] vc vki pqipki tgk¡ gS ogha cSBs jgs vxj dksbZ bap Hkh fgyk og fQj dHkh fgyus
ds dkfcy ugha jgsxkA
fdukjs ij cSBk gqvk O;fä vkokt lqu dj xjnu ?kqek dj ns[kus dh udke;kc dksf’k’k dh ysfdu blls igys ?kwe ikrk
mlds flj ds rjcwt lk QV dj lkjs dejs esa QSy x;kA ckdh ns[kus okys tM+or viuh txg ij cSBs jgsA lyek ncs ik¡o
esjs djhc vk dj [kM+h gks x;hA
----vkSj fdrus yksx gSa\ ----cl ;gh gSa tks cSBs gq, gSaA budks vkSjksa ds ckjs esa irk ugha gS\ ----og lc rg[kkus esa tk dj
Nqi x;s Fks---- lyek esjs utnhd vk dj QqlQqlk;hA ----HkkbZtku eSa ckgj vk jgk gw¡ vxj vc Hkh vkidks yxrk gS fd vki eq>s
xPpk ns nsaxs rks ,d ckj fQj ls dksf’k’k dhft, ‘kk;n vki dke;kc gks tk,¡---- dgrs gq, eSa fiLrkSy rkus gky esa vk dj [kM+k
gks x;kA
lkeus cSBk gqvk udkciks’k vius psgjs ls diM+k gVkrk gqvk cksyk---- esjk uke fcyky gSA dkQh [ksy gks pqdk vc fiLrkSy
j[k dj ckr dj ysaA ----fcYdqy eSa rks ;gh pkgrk gw¡ ij vkidk vkneh gh viuh enkZuxh fn[kkus ij vkeknk Fkk tks ckj&ckj
viuh xu dh uky esjh ihB esa pqHkk jgk FkkA crkbZ, vki yksx esjh xSj gkftjh esa esjh choh dks D;ksa rax dj jgs Fks\ ,d iy
ds fy, fcyky us esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj cksyk---- dqN fnu igys esjk HkkbZ bejku b/kj vk;k FkkA mlds ckn ls fdlh us mldks
ns[kk ugha blfy, ge vkids ikl ;g tkuus vk;s Fks fd dgha vkidks dqN irk gS mlds ckjs esaA og ;gk¡ ls tkus ds ckn dgk¡
xk;c gks x;k\ ----vPNk HkkbZtku] eq>s ekQ dhft, vxj vki esgeku dh rjg igys crk nsrs rks ;g cspkjs ;g nksuksa vHkh Hkh
g¡lrs [ksyrs gekjs chp esa gksrsA gk¡] bejku HkkbZ vk;s Fks vkSj mudh vEeh ls ckr gqbZ Fkh ij tc rd eSa igq¡pk rc rd rks og
vius vknfe;ksa ds lkFk tk pqds FksA D;k gqvk vHkh rd ?kj ugha igq¡ps D;k\
----ge yksx mUgha dks <w¡< jgs gSaA pphtku] ldhuk vkSj tjhuk oxSjkg dksbZ Hkh ?kj esa ugha fn[k jgk gSA dgk¡ gS og lc\
----HkkbZtku] vEeh dqN fnuksa ds fy, ldhuk vkSj cPpksa ys dj dkcqy x;h gSA
----vkSj vkidh rkjhQ\ fcyky ds loky ij eSaus tokc fn;k---- vc tukc bl ukpht dh D;k rkjhQ] cUns dks vkfej
dgrs gSa vkSj eSa ldhuk dk [kkfoUn gw¡A vEeh eq>s ;gk¡ dh ns[kHkky ds fy, NksM+ dj x;h gSaA
lyek dh vksj b’kkjk djrs gq, fcyky us iwNk---- ;g vkidh nwljh choh gS\ ----ugha] ldhuk esjh rhljh choh gSA ;g
nwljh gSA
----vki dgk¡ ls gS\ ----tukc eSa gsjkr ls gw¡A igys cqjkZuh lkfgc dk dke ns[krk Fkk vkSj ;gk¡ ij mlh dke ls vk;k FkkA
ysfdu viuk eklwe fny ldhuk dks ns cSBk vkSj fQj ;gha ij vEeh ds ikl gh jg x;kA cqjkZuh dk uke lqurs gh fcyky [kM+k
gks x;k vkSj pyus yxk---- HkkbZtku] eSa pyrk gw¡A rdyhQ ds ekQhA
----bruh tYnh Hkh D;k gS\ dqN [kk ih dj tkbZ,xk] vki vkt gekjh esgekuuokth dk yqRQ mBkbZ,A ckgj dh vksj
tkrs gq, fcyky cksyk---- ugha dkQh nsj gks x;h gS bejku HkkbZ dk irk djuk t:jh gSA eSaus mldh ckr dks lqu dj dgk----
vxj vki Bhd le>s rks ,d ckj cxyku esa ns[k yhft, D;ksafd vEeh crk jgh Fkh fd jkf’kn HkkbZ Hkh viuk bykt ogha djk
jgs gSa dgha ,slk u gks fd bejku HkkbZ muls feyus ogha x;s gksA flj fgykrs fcyky us tokc fn;k---- gk¡] ;gh Bhd jgsxk----[kqnk
gkfQt vkSj dg dj ckgj fudy x;k vkSj mlds cps gq, lkFkh Hkh ihNs&ihNs fudy x;sA
muds tkus ds ckn eSaus lyek dks lc dks cqykus ds fy, dgk vkSj ogk¡ dh lQkbZ djus dk b’kkjk djrs gq, lh/ks vius
dejs esa pyk x;kA ugk /kks dj tc eSa okfil gky esa vk;k rc rd lc lkQ gks pqdk FkkA lc yksx bdës cSBs gq, ckr dj
jgs gSA eq>s ns[krs gh gqek vkSj chgw [kq’kh ls pgdrh gqbZ esjh vksj nkSM+ iM+h vkSj eq> ls fyiV x;hA vius lhus ls nksuksa dks
yxk;s---- ,slk yxrk gS fd eq>s ftUnk ns[k dj vki yksx cgqr [kq’k gSaA vkt ds ckn gekjh lkjh rdyhQsa nwj gks x;hA
----esjs ljrkt geus dSls dy dh jkr dkVh gS] C;ku djuk ukeqefdu gSA vkt lyek ckth us gesa bu nfjUnksa ds gkFkksa

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ls cpk fy;kA njoktk [kksyus ls igys gesa rg[kkus esa fNi tkus ds fy, Hkst fn;k FkkA ----ysfdu lyek] rqeus bUgsa vanj ?kqlus
D;ksa fn;kA eSaus dgk Fkk u fd dksbZ Hkh njoktk ugha [kksysxk tc rd eSa okfil u vk tkšA rHkh djhe cksy iM+k---- gqtwj eq>ls
xyrh gks x;h FkhA eSa lqcg taxy tkrs gq, njoktk [kqyk NksM+ x;k FkkA og rks Hkyk gks tc og yksx vk;s rks lyek chch gky
esa Fkh vkSj oä jgrs ckr laHkky yhA xgjh lk¡l ys dj eSa cksyk---- vUr Hkys dk Hkyk] ysfdu vc ls ;g xyrh ugha djukA
vxj vkt T;knk yksx gksrs rks cM+h eqf’dy gks tkrh [kSj tYnh ls [kkuk yxkvks] jkr ls Hkw[kk gw¡A
esjh Qjekb’k lqu dj tSls lcds vanj fctyh dkSa/k x;hA vkQ’kk¡] lyheu vkSj djhe rsth ls jlksbZ dh vksj pys x;sA
gqek vkSj chgw vHkh Hkh eq> ls fyiV dj cSBha gqbZ Fkh vkSj lyek vk¡[ksa >qdk, [kM+h jghA lyek dks vius lkeus ,sls [kM+s gq,
ns[k dj gqek vkSj chgw dks vius ls vyx djrs gq, lyek dh vksj c<+k---- lyek] rqe pqi [kM+h gqbZ gks] D;k ckr gS\ ----D;k
cksyw¡] vkt dh xyrh ge ij cgqr Hkkjh iM+ tkrh---- dgrs gq, lyek us esjh vksj McMck;h gqbZ vk¡[kksa ls ns[kkA
gqek vkSj chgw dh vksj #[k djds eSaus dgk---- rqe yksx tk dj mudh enn djks vkSj eq>s lyek ls dke gSA gqek vkSj
chgw cseu ls jlksbZ dh vksj c<+ x;hA lyek dk gkFk Fkke dj eSaus mls vius lhus ls yxk fy;k vkSj fQj [khap dj vius lkFk
lksQs ij fcBk fy;kA ----lyek] eq>s gsjkr tkuk gksxkA rqe Hkh esjs lkFk pyksxh ysfdu eq>s le> ugha vk jgk gS fd D;k bu
yksxksa dks vius lkFk ys pysaA ;gk¡ ij rks gj ?kM+h [krjk gh eaMjkrk jgsxkA
Hkjh gqbZ vk¡[kksa ls lyek us eq>ls f’kdk;r dh---- ohj] rqe eq> ij ‘kd dj jgs Fks fd eSaus gh mu ds fy, njoktk [kksyk
FkkA eSaus I;kj ls lyek dh ihB ij gkFk fQjkrs gq, dgk---- rqels >wB ugha cksyw¡xk] gk¡ ysfdu D;k ,sls gkykr esa rqe eq> ij
‘kd ugha djrh\ fQj eqLdqjkrs gq, mlds xkyksa dks NsM+rs gq,---- rqe ikxy gks vxj rqe muls feyh gqbZ gksrh rks D;k rqe eq>s
vanj [krjs dk vkxkg djrh\ ns[kks ftruk eq>s vius mij Hkjkslk gS mlls dgha T;knk rqe ij gSA eSa fQj ls nksgjkrk gw¡ fd eSa
rqels eksgCcr djrk gw¡ vkSj eksgCcr flQZ fo’okl dh ckr gksrh gS rks ixyh D;k eSa dHkh vius mij ‘kd d:¡xk tks rqe ij
‘kd d:¡xk\ rks ,slh Åy&tywy ckr ij rOotks er fn;k djksA lyek dh vkokt HkjkZ x;h---- ohj] rqeus eq> ij D;k dj
fn;k gS\ dg dj esjs lhus esa flj fNik dj QwV&QwV dj jks iM+hA
mlh oä [kkuk ys dj lc yksxksa us gky esa ços’k fd;k vkSj lkeus dk –’; ns[k dj fBBd dj Bgj x;sA eSaus mudks
b’kkjs ls [kkuk yxkus dks dgk---- lyek] Iyht vc FkksM+h nsj ds ckn jks ysukA eq>s cgqr rst Hkw[k yx jgh gSA esjh ckr lqu
dj lyek us flj mBk;k rks vius vklikl lHkh dks [kM+k ns[k dj >sai x;h vkSj fQj f[kfl;k dj esjs lhus ij eqDdk ekj dj
nwj gV x;hA lc g¡lrs gq, tehu ij cSB dj [kkuk [kkus esa yx x;sA
[kkuk [kRe gksus ds ckn eSaus vius vxys dne ls lc dks voxr djk;k---- eq>s gsjkr ds fy, tYnh gh fudyuk iM+sxkA
esjs lkFk lyek tk,xh ijarq eq>s le> ugha vk jgk gS fd rqe yksx ;gk¡ ij dSls vdsys jg ldksxs\ ftruh ckj eSa ykSV dj
okfil vk;k gw¡ dksbZ u dksbZ eqlhcr esjk ;gk¡ ij bartkj dj jgh gksrh gSA nwljk mik; gS fd eSa lc dks vius lkFk ys tkÅ¡
ij esjs lkFk tkus esa rks lcdh tku dks [krjk gS vkSj fQj bl gosyh dk D;k gksxkA
----esjs ljrkt] vki tks Hkh Bhd le>rs gSa dhft, ge lc vkids lkFk gSaA ----vkQ’kk¡] eq>s le> ugha vk jgk gS vkSj blh
fy, eSa iwN jgk gw¡A ----vki [kqn lksfp, fd D;k bu gkykr esa bl ?kj dks [kkyh NksM+ dj tk ldrs gSa\ vxj ugha] rks fdlh u
fdlh dks ;gk¡ ij jguk gksxkA ----rqe Bhd dg jgh gks vkQ’kk¡] ij ;gk¡ fdldks NksM+ dj tkÅ¡\
----vkQ’kk¡ lgh dg jgh gS ohj] rqe vdsys pys tkvksA ;gk¡ ij eSa lHkky yw¡xhA ----ugha lyek] rqEgkjk pyuk esjs lkFk
t#jh gS D;ksafd rqe cqjkZuh ls feyus dh fy, esjh pkch gks vkSj oSls Hkh gsjkr esjs fy, ,d u;h txg gksxhA
vkQ’kk¡ us rqjar dgk---- ljrkt] vki fQØ u djsa ge yksx ;gk¡ ij jg dj lc laHkky ysaxsA ----eSa lksp jgk gw¡ fd lyek
vkSj gqek esjs lkFk pys vkSj vkQ’kk¡ vkSj chgw ;gk¡ ij #d tk,¡A bu nksuksa dh ns[kHkky ds fy, ;gk¡ ij lyheu] tksjkoj vkSj
djhe Hkh gksaxsA ----vkius Bhd lkspk----ge bl ?kj dks vkjke ls laHkky ysaxsA rHkh chgw us viuh ftí idM+ yh vkSj dgk fd---- eSa
Hkh vkids lkFk pyw¡xh thtwA

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mldks le>krs gq, dgk---- ogk¡ cgqr [krjk gS vkSj eSa rqEgsa [krjs esa ugha Mky ldrkA [kSj dy ;k ijlksa tkuk gS rks
vHkh cgqr le; gSA jkr Hkj lks;k ugha vc eSa dqN nsj vkjke djuk pkgrk gw¡ dg dj eSa mB dj vius dejs dh vksj fudy
x;kA ckgj fudy dj eSaus vkQ’kk¡ dks vkokt ns dj mls vius ikl cqyk;kA vkQ’kk¡ esjs ihNs pyrh gqbZ esjs dejs esa vk x;h
vkSj fldqM+rh gqbZ esjs ikl [kM+h gks x;hA
----vkQ’kk¡] rqe ;gk¡ esjs ikl #d tkvks vkSj njokts dh fpV[kuh yxk dj esjs ikl vk dj ysV tkvksA vjs rqEgkjs gksaB
lw[k x;s gS ykvks bUgsa xhyk dj nw¡ dgrs gq, eSaus /khjs ls mlds psgjs dks vius gkFk esa ys dj dk¡irs gq, gksaBksa ij viuh tqcku
fQjk;h vkSj fQj rM+kd ls mlds gksaBksa dks vius gksaBksa esa nck dj vius mij [khap dj fyVk fy;kA
vkQ’kk¡ vkSj eS rks igys Hkh ,dkdkj dk lq[k Hkksx pqds FksA vkt esjs vkxks’k es fQj Hkh og vius vki dks esjs gokys
djrs gq, f>>d jgh FkhA eSaus /khjs ls mlds dqrsZ ds gqd dks [kksyus ‘kq: fd;s rks vkQ’kk¡ us ‘kekZrs gq, vius psgjs dks esjs lhus
esa fNik fy;k vkSj cksyh---- esjs ljrktA ----vkQ’kk¡ rqe eq>s flQZ ohj dg dj D;ksa ugha cqykrh] ;g ljrkt dk D;k fdLlk gS\
bruk dgrs gh eSaus djoV ys dj vkQ’kk¡ dks vius uhps nck fy;kA mlds yky xkyksa dks vius eq[k esa Hkj dj pwlrk gqvk
mlds ru ij ls [kqyk gqvk dqrkZ dsapqyh dh rjg gVk fn;kA vkQ’kk¡ us pqipki viuk ftLe esjs gokys dj fn;kA ;gh mldh
ckr eq>s ges’kk lkspus ij etcwj dj nsrh fd bruh de mez esa mlds vanj fdruk Bgjko vk x;k Fkk [kkl dj tjhuk dh
ekSr ds ckn rks tSls og fdruh cM+h gks x;h FkhA
dqrkZ mrj tkus ls mlds iq”V mjkstksa vkSj muds f’k[kj ij mBh gqbZ xqykch ?kqafM;k¡ esjh utjksa ds lkeus vk x;hA mlds
lhus dk ,d&,d jksvka esjh ftLekuh Hkw[k dks HkM+dk jgk FkkA dqN iy ds fy, eSa mlds Hkjs gq, lhus ds lkFk f[kyokM+ djus
esa my> x;kA mlds f’k[kj dy’kksa ls eq[k yxk dj gqLu dk tke ihus ds ckn] eSaus uhps dh vksj #[k fd;kA ‘kyokj dh
dj/kuh esa ca/ksa gq, ukM+s dks idM+ dj [khap dj <hyk fd;k vkSj vius iatksa esa ‘kyokj dks Q¡lk dj uhps ljdk nhA vkQ’kk¡ ds
gksaBksa dk jliku djrs gq, esjh maxfy;ksa Lor% gh mlds uXu dfVçns’k ij fopjus yxhA
----tkuseu] D;k gqvk vkt ;g rks lQkpV eSnku gSA ----esjs ljrkt tjhuk ckth us dgk Fkk fd vkidks lQkpV eSnku
ilUn gSA ,dk,d esjs dks viuh ckr ;kn vk x;h tks eSaus pyus ls igys lksrh gqbZ tjhuk dks dg dj x;k FkkA ,d gh {k.k
esa esjs fnekx dk lkjk #ekuh cq[kkj mrj x;k FkkA tjhuk ds yqHkkous psgjs dks ;kn djrs gq,---- vkQ’kk¡] tjhuk dh deh eq>s
ges’kk [kysxhA vkQ’kk¡ us Hkjh gqbZ vk¡[kksa es ns[krs gq, dgk---- esjs ljrkt] tjhuk ckth dh deh eSa dHkh iwjh ugha dj ldw¡xh ij
oknk djrh gw¡ fd vkidks ges’kk [kq’k j[kw¡xhA mldh ckr lqu dj esjs fny esa mlds fy, vpkud cgqr lkjk I;kj meM+ vk;k-
--- esjh tku---- dgrs gq, vkQ’kk¡ ds Lru dks NksM+ dj eSa uhps ljd dj isV dks pwerk gqvk mlds fpdus vkSj likV dfVçns’k
ij viuk /;ku dsfUær fd;kA
eSaus viuk eq[k mldh v/k[kqyh vkSj Qwyh gqbZ ;ksfu ds cgqr utnhd ys tkdj /khjs ls ml ij xeZ lk¡l NksM+hA ,d nks
iy dqN u gksrk ikdj vkQ’kk¡ dlelk;h ijarq bl vçR;kf’kr geys ls og mÙkstuk ls dk¡i mBhA vcdh ckj eSua s viuh yiyikrh
gqbZ ftºok dks mldh njkj ij fQjk;h rks og ,dk,d fpgq¡d mBhA ;g mlds fy, ;g ,d u;k ,glkl FkkA ,d vthc lh
lulukgV vkQ’kk¡ ds lkjs ‘kjhj esa QSyuh ‘kq# gks x;h vkSj vius ‘kjhj dks vius cl esa j[kus ds fy;s iatks dks fujUrj fldksM+us
yxhA ftruh ckj esjh ftcgk mldh njkj ij Nwrh mlds eq[k ls fudyrk---- vk----g----gk; es-a ---js----vkgA okluk dh vkx esa rM+irh
gqbZ vkQ’kk¡ dks NksM+ dj eSa tYnh ls vius vki dks fuoZL= dj mlds ikl ysV x;k ysfdu rc rd vkQ’kk¡ rM+irh gqbZ cksyh-
--- esjs ljrkt ‘kjhj esa vkx yxh gqbZ gS tYnh ls bls cq>kvks----vkgA eSaus mlds dku esa /khjs ls QqlQqlk;k---- tkuseu eSa vkt
rqEgsa tUur dh lSj djkšxkA
eSaus vius ukS baph yacs QuQukrs gfFk;kj dks vkQ’kk¡ ds ;ksfueq[k ij yxk dj mls /khjs ls vanj ljdk fn;kA esjs gkFk
mldh xksjh&xksjh igkMf;ksa dks jkSanus esa eLr gks x;s Fks vkSj esjk eq[k igkMf;ksa ij flj mBk;s xqykch cqftZ;ksa dks yky fd;s tk
jgk FkkA vanj ljdrk gqvk esjk gfFk;kj vkQ’kk¡ dks ehBs nnZ dk ,glkl djk jgk FkkA dqN {k.k #d dj eSaus vkQ’kk¡ dh ;ksfu
ds ladjsiu dk yqRQ fy;k vkSj fQj /khjs ls NksVs&NksVs dqN /kDds nsdj ls mlds ;ksfuNsn dks joka fd;kA vc rd vkQ’kk¡ flQZ
esjs Qwys gq, lqikM+s ds ?k”kZ.k dks eglwl djds epy jgh FkhA viuh dej ij iwjk /;ku dsfUær djds eSaus vpkud iqjtksj /kDdk
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yxk;k vkSj esjk gfFk;kj Lor% lc dqN [kksyrk gqvk yckyc vanj rd tk dj /k¡l x;kA
nnZ ls fcyfcykrh gqbZ vkQ’kk¡ ds eq[k ls ,d ph[k fudy x;h---- m-v—vkg-ej-j----xbZ----mbZ ek¡----
tYnh ls eSaus vius eq[k ls vkQ’kk¡ ds eq[k dks <d dj mldh ph[k nck nhA fQj tc og ‘kkar gks x;h rc eSaus mlls
iwNk---- D;k gqvk\ ----esjs ljrkt] irk ugha gj ckj ,slk yxrk gS fd bl vtxj us eq>s chp esa ls phj fn;k gSAge nksuksa csy
dh rjg fyiVs gq, ,d nwljs ds ftLe ds vanj mQurs gq, tTckrksa dks eglwl djus esa yx x;sA vkQ’kk¡ ds eqyk;e xksy
furacksa dks eSa viuh gFksyh esa nck dj dHkh gYds vkSj dHkh tksj ls xw¡Fkus esa yx x;kA esjs gj ncko ij mlds eq[k ls ,d I;kjh
lh vkg fudy jgh FkhA eSaus vius vki dks FkksM+k lk ihNs [khapk vkSj fQj ls ,d djkjk /kDdk yxk fn;kA bl ckj vkQ’kk¡ ds
eq[k ls larqf”V ls Hkjh flldkjh fudy x;hA ,d ckj fQj ls eSa mldh xksjh igkMf;ksa ds enZu esa o;Lr gks x;kA esjk nwljk
gkFk /khjs ls vkQ’kk¡ ds furacksa ij cs[kV~d dqN <wa<us ds fy, fopjus yxkA b/kj eSa fcuk #ds vius gfFk;kj ls ‘kkV ij ‘kkV
yxk;s tk jgk Fkk vkSj vkQ’kk¡ Hkh mpd&mpd dj gj ‘kkV dk tokc ‘kkV ls ns jgh FkhA vkQ’kk¡ dh flldkfj;k¡ vkSj esjh
xgjh lk¡lksa us dejs dk okrkoj.k cgqr mÙkstd cuk fn;k FkkA
blh vkik/kkih esa esjh maxyh vkQ’kk¡ ds lwjteq[kh vkdkj fy;s gq, fiNys fNæ dks <w¡<us esa lQy gks x;hA /khjs ls eSaus
viuh m¡xyh dks mlds fi?kyrs gq, ykos esa fHkxks dj mlds fNæ ij fQjk;h rks blds ,glkl ls og mpdh ftlls esjk fyax
vkSj Hkh xgjkbZ;ksa esa xksrs yxkus yxkA vkQ’kk¡ feyu dh pje lhek ij igq¡pus ds fy, tc O;kdqy gks mBh rks eSaus /khjs ls
viuh maxyh dks mlds fNæ ij j[k dj ncko c<+k fn;kA eSaus ,d lkFk rhu dke fd;sA igyk rks vkQ’kk¡ dh ck;ha cqthZ dks
pwlrk gqvk mls vius nkarksa esa nck dj /khjs ls pck fn;k] mlh le; iwjh rkdr ls viuh vk/kh m¡xyh dks lwjteq[kh vkdkj ds
fNæ esa çfo”V dj fn;k vkSj fQj viuh dej ij iwjk tksj yxk dj vius fyaxnso dks vanj rd Bsy fn;kA bl vçR;kf’kr
rhu rjQs geys ls vkQ’kk¡ fd ;ksfu cjl mBh vkSj dqN iyksa dh nsj ls esjk rUuk;k gqvk gfFk;kj Hkh vius ykos dks mxy dj
vkQ’kk¡ dh ;ksfu dks yckyc Hkj fn;kA ge nksuksa vius vanj vk;s gq, rwQku dks ‘kkar djus ds ckn ,d nwljs dks ckgksa esa dls
fu<ky gks dj fcLrj ij iM+ x;sA
vius vki dks vkQ’kk¡ ls vyx djrs gq,---- vkQ’kk¡ eSaus vxyh ikjh dk f’kdkj rqEgsa fn[kk fn;k gSA D;k vkxs [ksyuk
gS\ ----esjs ljrkt] ,d gh ikjh esa vkius esjh ;g gkyr dj nh fd vc mBus dh Hkh fgEer ugha gSA vxj vkius vius vtxj
dks ogk¡ fcBk fn;k rks eq>s rks yxrk gS fd eSa py Hkh ugha ikmaxhA esjh tku rqe pyksxh vkSj nkSM+ksxh Hkh---- dgrs gq, eSaus vius
fyax dks gkFk esa ysdj nck dj ,d ckj fQj ls txkus esa yx x;kA
----;g D;k dj jgs vki] ykbZ, eq>s nhft,---- dgrs gq, vkQ’kk¡ us fyaxnso dks vius NksVs ls uktqd gkFkksa esa ys dj lgykuk
‘kq: dj fn;kA vkQ’kk¡ ds uXu ftLe dks ns[krs gq, esjs fyax esa ,d ckj fQj ls gjdr gqbZA m?kM+s gq, dqdqjeqÙks leku lqikM+s
dh vk¡[k ij ,d cwan ped mBh ftls vkQ’kk¡ us >V ls viuh tqcku ls yid yhA bl ls igys eSa dqN cksyrk vkQ’kk¡ us esjs
fyaxnso ds flj dks vius eq[k esa Hkj dj pwluk ‘kq: dj fn;kA vcdh ckjh esjh vkoktsa fudyuh ‘kq: gks x;h---- vkg----vkQ’kk¡-
---cgqr vPNsA ;g deky Fkk fd vkt rd ,d ikjh [ksyus ds ckn esjs fyax esa bruh tYnh mQku igys dHkh ugha vk;k FkkA
vkQ’kk¡ rUe; gks dj vius gksaBksa vkSj tqcku ls QuQukrs gq, fyaxnso ds flj dh ekfy’k dj jgh FkhA /khjs&/khjs esjs fyax dk
flj Qwy dj yky gksrk pyk x;kA
----tkuseu vc ;g rS;kj gks x;k gSA eSa fcLrj ls mrj dj tehu ij [kM+k gks x;k---- vc tjk vius fiNys fNæ dks
esjs lkeus ys vkvksA vkQ’kk¡ pqipki mdM+w gks dj cSB dj flj >qdk dj viuk otu gFksyh ij Mky dj vkxs dh vksj >qd
x;h---- esjs ljrkt] tjk I;kj ls vHkh rd ;g txg dksjh gSA ----esjh tku] vkt bldh [kqyus dh ckjh gS---- dgrs gq, eSaus viuh
m¡xyh dks vius eq[k esa ys dj dqN nsj pwlk vkSj fQj fldqM+s gq, fNæ ds eq[k ij j[k dj fQjkrs gqvk /khjs ls vk/kh m¡xyh
vanj /k¡lk nhA
vkQ’kk¡ ds eq[k ls ,d /kheh gk; fudy x;hA eSa vc viuh maxyh ls fNæ ds eq¡gkus dks [kksyus esa yx x;kA eSa dHkh
mlds furacksa dks pwerk] dHkh mu lqMkSy xksykbZ;ksa ij ,d pir tM+ nsrk vkSj dHkh vpdpk dj dkV ysrk] blh rjg dqN nsj

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rd muds lkFk [ksyrk jgkA vkQ’kk¡ ds xksjs furac bl ckj ckj dh pksV ls vc yky gksus yxs FksA FkksM+h nsj rd viuh maxyh
ls txg cukus ds ckn eSaus vius fyax dks nwljs gkFk ls idM+ dj fNæ ds eq¡gkus ij fcBk dj viuh maxyh dks /khjs ls ckgj
[khap yh vkSj mlh oä vius fyax ij tksj ns dj mldk flj vanj Qalk fn;kA
----g----gk; ej x;h vYykg---- vkQ’kk¡ ds eq[k ls nnZHkjh ph[k fudy x;hA ----cl vc flj Q¡l x;k gS---- dgrs gq, eSaus
tksj ns dj vanj Bsyus dh dksf’k’k esa yx x;k ysfdu dqN #dkoV eglwl dh---- vkQ’kk¡] vius vki dks <hyk NksM+ nksA ftruk
jksdus dh dksf’k’k djksxh mruk gh T;knk nnZ gksxk---- dgrs gq, vkQ’kk¡ dh dej dks dl dj idM+rs gq, ,d Hkjiwj /kDdk ekj
fn;kA
----v----vk----bZ----e--------Zx;hbZbZ vYykº----oh----Ze----j----x;h---- vkQ’kk¡ ds eq[k ls igyh ckj viuk uke lqu dj ,d u;s tks’k
ls vius fyax dks vanj Bsy fn;kA #dkoV okyh nhokj vpkud pjejk dj <g x;h Fkh vkSj fQj vklkuh ls iwjk fyax tM+ rd
tk dj vanj /k¡l x;kA
----cl vkQ’kk¡---- eSa dej ds cy >qd dj viuh m¡xyh dks ;ksfuPNn ls ckgj >k¡drs gq, vdM+s gq, cht ij f?klrs gq,
cksyk---- vc lc Bhd gSA vc /khjs ls viuh dej ij tksj ns dj eSaus vkxs&ihNs gksuk ‘kq: fd;kA vc rd vkQ’kk¡ dk fiNyk
fNæ iwjh rjg ls [kqy pqdk Fkk vkSj esjh rirh gqbZ lyk[k dk vkfn gks x;k FkkA eSaus ,d gkFk ls vkQ’kk¡ dh dej dks idM+
fy;k vkSj vius >Vdksa fd xfr c<+k nhA
esjs ljrkt----vkg----vkg----gk;----A
----vkQ’kk¡] vkt rqe iwjh rjg ls esjh cu x;h gksA cgqr rax Nsn gS rqEgkjk ,slk yxrk gS fd rqeus eq>s fupksM+ fn;k gS-
---vk----gA /khjs&/khjs ge nksuksa viuh&viuh pje lhek dh rjQ c<+ jgs FksA ,d vksj esjh m¡xyh mlds ;ksfu&eVj dks yxkrkj
f?kl jgh Fkh vkSj nwljh vksj esjk gfFk;kj ihNs ls iwjh xgjk;h uki jgk FkkA
dqNnsjdsckn----esjs----v----vk----º----gk----;---- cksyrs gq, vkQ’kk¡ fu<ky gks dj isV ds cy fcLrj ij iM+ x;hA rHkh esjs eq[k
ls mldk uke fudyk---- v----vk----¶----‘kk¡---- vkSj vkf[kjh /kDdk ekjrk gqvk eSa Hkh vkQ’kk¡ ds mij fu<ky gks dj yLr iM+ x;kA
dqN le; ckn futhZo gks dj fyaxnso Hkh ljd dj ckgj ljd dj fudy vk;sA vanj cjlk;k gqvk çsejl >y>yk dj [kqyh
gqbZ eksjh ls ckgj fudy dj fcLrj ij fjlus yxkA
----tkuseu] rqEgkjk cgqr ‘kqfØ;k fd rqeus eq>s iwjh rjg viuk cuk fy;kA lqu dj vkQ’kk¡ us eqLdqjkrs gq, dgk---- esjs
ljrkt vkt ls vki iwjs vQxkuh cu x;s gSaA ----D;k eryc\ eq>s le>kus ds vUnkt esa vkQ’kk¡ us crk;k---- esjs ljrkt] esjs
fudkg ls igys eq>s crk;k x;k Fkk fd esjk enZ igys vkxs ds ctk; ihNs okj djsxk ijarq jkf’kn us dHkh ihNs dh vksj /;ku
gh ugha fn;kA vkt igyh ckj vkius esjs ihNs okj djds vQxkuh jhr fuHkk;h gSA
----vkQ’kk¡] ‘ksj ds eq¡g [kwu yx x;k gSA vkt ls ;g vkne[kksj ‘ksj cu x;k gS vkSj vc rqEgkjh [kSj ughA vc ls rqEgkjk
,d ugha nks ckj f’kdkj gksxk---- dg dj eSa mlls fyiV x;k vkSj og esjh ckr ij f[kyf[kyk dj g¡l nhA ,sls gh ge nksuksa
,d nwljs ds lkFk fyiV dj I;kj Hkjh ckrsa dj jgs Fks fd vpkud ,d vkgV lquk;h nhA ge nksuksa us ,d lkFk njokts dh
vksj eqM+ dj ns[kk rks insZ dh vkM+ esa fdlh ds [kM+s gksus dk ,glkl gqvkA /khjs ls eSaus rfd;s ds uhps ls viuh fiLrkSy fudkyh
vkSj fQj ncs dneksa ls pyrs gq, insZ dh vksj c<+k vkSj ,d >Vds ls insZ dks ,d vksj gVk fn;k----

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tSls gh inkZ gVk ge nksuksa ldrs esa vk x;sA insZ ds ihNs ls yky psgjk] vk¡[kksa rSjrs gq, yky Mksjs] flj >qdk, [kM+h gqbZ
chgw fn[kkbZ nhA dqN {k.k eSa fiLrkSy rkus mlds >qds gq, flj dks ?kwjrk jgkA dqN u gksrk ns[k dj chgw us tSls gh viuh vk¡[ksa
mBk dj ns[kk rks mls esjk rerek;k gqvk psgjk fn[kkA
eSa vius xqLls ij dkcw ugha j[k ldk vkSj xqjkZ dj cksyk---- chgw rqe ;gk¡ D;k dj jgh gks\ og flj >qdk, pqipki [kM+h
jghA vkQ’kk¡ Hkh chgw dks xqLls ls ?kwj jgh FkhA vcdh ckj eSaus mlds da/ks idM+ dj fgykrs gq, dgk---- vxj rqe ,sls gh pqi
[kM+h jgha rks eSa rqEgsa vius ls cgqr nwj Hkst nw¡xk vkSj fQj dHkh rqEgkjh ‘kDy ugha ns[kw¡xkA cksyks----
chgw us jksrs gq, dgk---- ugha thtwA ----chgw rqe ;gk¡ D;k djus vk vk;h Fkh\ ----thtw eSa rks vkils dgus vk;h Fkh vki eq>s
Hkh vius lkFk ys pyks---- ysfdu rHkh ckth dejs esa vk x;h vkSj dgrs gq, fQj ls jksus yxhA cspkjh chgw us esjk jkSæ :i igyh
ckj ns[kk Fkk bl fy, lge x;h FkhA vHkh rd mlds gkFk vkSj ik¡o dk¡i jgs FksA vkQ’kk¡ dh ukjktxh rks viuh txg lgh Fkh
ysfdu og Hkh chgw ds lges gq, psgjs dks ns[k dj Hkkoqd gks dj og eq>s ‘kkar jgus dk b’kkjk dj jgh FkhA
vpkud vius eq>s fuoZL= gksus dk ,glkl gqvk---- chgw eSa dSlk yx jgk gw¡\ /khjs ls McMckbZ gqbZ vk¡[ks mij dj ds esjh
vksj ns[k dj cksyh---- vki uaxs [kM+s gks---- vkSj igyh ckj eqLdqjk;hA ----chgw] rqe eq>s ,sls gh eqLdqjkrh gqbZ vPNh yxrh gks----
dgrs gq, mls vius xys ls yxk fy;kArc rd fcNh gqbZ pknj Mky dj viuh uXurk rks <drs gq, vkQ’kk¡ cksyh---- ljrkt]
blus lc dqN ns[k fy;k gS vkSj vc ;g lc dks tk dj crk nsxhA chgw dk gkFk idM+ dj fcLrj ds ikl ys tk dj eSaus dgk-
--- vkQ’kk¡] ;g eq>s bl gky esa igys Hkh ns[k pqdh gSA vkf[kj ;g esjh gksus okyh choh gS] gS u chgwA esjh ckr lqu dj chgw us
Hkh gkeh HkjhA ----rks blesa D;k gqvk vc ;gh lc rks blds lkFk Hkh d:¡xk rks bldks irk pyuk pkfg,A
----ugha---- dg dj chgw ‘kekZ dj vius dks NqM+k dj njokts dh vksj Hkkxus yxhA eSa rks igys ls rS;kj [kM+k gqvk Fkk tSls
gh og Hkkxus dks fgyh eSa ,d >Vds ds lkFk ?kwek vkSj chgw dks viuh ck¡gksa esa tdM+ fy;k---- esjh tku vc dgk¡ tkvksxhA rqe
nwj ls cgqr ets ys pqdh] vkt vkQ’kk¡ bldh lqgkx jkr gSA blus rqEgsa ns[kk Fkk] vc rqe bls ns[kukA
NViVkrh gqbZ vius dks NqM+kus dh ukdke;kc dksf’k’k djrh gqbZ chgw cksyh---- ugha thtw] vHkh ughaA ckth eq>s cpkvksA
g¡lrs gq, eSaus mls fcLrj ij fxjk fn;k vkSj cksyk---- vkt chgw rq>s dksbZ ugha cpk ldsxkA ----esjs ljrkt] vkt bl dks NksM+
nhft,---- eqLdqjkrh gqbZ vkQ’kk¡ us chpcpko fd;k---- igys fudkg gks tk, fQj vki blds lkFk viuh lqgkx jkr euk yhft,xkA
----vPNk] Bhd gSA ij esjh ,d ‘krZ gS fd ;g rqEgkjs ikl jg dj rqels lc dke lh[ksxh rHkh NksM+w¡xk blsA D;k dgrh
gks chgw\ viuk ihNk NqM+kus dh xjt ls chgw >V ls cksyh---- gk¡ thtw] ckth eq>s lc fl[kk nsaxhA vki eq>s NksM+ nksA
----Bhd gS---- dg dj eSaus chgw ds gksaBksa dks pwe dj mls NksM+ fn;k---- vc tYnh ls Hkkx tkvks ojuk dgha esjk fnekx cny
x;k rks fQj ugha #d ldw¡xkA chgw ?kcjk dj tYnh ls dejs ls ckgj fudy x;hA
chgw ds tkus ds ckn vkQ’kk¡ eqLdqjkrh gqbZ cksyh---- cspkjh chgw esjh gkyr ns[k dj ?kcjk x;hA ----D;ksa] rqe vPNh [kklh

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[kq’k fn[k jgh gksA ----esjs ljrkt] ;g cspkjh dks ugha fn[kk FkkA og rks cl bl vtxj dks eq>s jkSanrs gq, ns[k dj ng’kr esa
vk x;h FkhA vkt eSa fcLrj ls mB Hkh ugha ikšxh D;ksafd vkius esjs dks nksuksa rjQ ls ?kk;y dj fn;k gSA ----rks dkSu dEc[r
rqEgsa tkus ds fy, dg jgk gS] rqe dqN nsj vkjke dj yks ;gk¡ esjs lkFkA
----u ckck] vkt ds fy, cl---- dgrs gq, vkQ’kk¡ fcLrj ls mrj dj viuh ‘kyokj igurh gqbZ cksyh---- eq>s yxrk gS fd
ihNs dk Nsn vHkh Hkh [kqyk gqvk gSA dqrkZ mBkrh gqbZ vkQ’kk¡ dks eSaus chp esa jksd dj mlds uXu lhus dks vius gkFk ls lgykrs
gq, cksyk---- vjs ;g fu’kkuA mlds nksuksa Lruksa ij xgjs yky fu’kku ns[krs gq,---- eq>s eqvkQ djuk] rqe tSlh glhu yM+dh ds
lkFk eSaus ,slk fd;k] eq>s [kqnk Hkh ugha ekQ djsxkA
----esjs ljrkt] ;g vkidh eksgCcr dh nsu gSA dksbZ Hkh vkSjr vius [kkfoUn ds ,sls fu’kkuksa dks ns[k dj ukt djrh gS-
--- vkSj mpd dj mlus esjs gksaBksa dks pwe fy;k---- vki Hkh diM+s igu ysa] dksbZ vkrk gksxkA ----tkuseu] D;k pk; fey ldrh gS\
----gk¡ vHkh cuk dj ykrh gw¡---- dgrs gq, vkQ’kk¡ viuk dqrkZ igu dj rst dneksa ls pyrs gq, dejs ls ckgj fudy x;hA
eSa Hkh vius diM+s igu dj fcLrj ij ysV x;k vkSj Hkfo”; dh dk;Zokgh dk rkuk ckuk cqurs gq, viuh c<+rh gqbZ my>uksa
vkSj jkstj ds ckjs esa lkspus yxkA tc vEeh vkSj tjhuk dh gR;k gks x;h Fkh vkSj ldhuk us esjs lkFk fudkg djus dh is’kd’k
dh rc eq>s ml vesfjdu dh ;kn vk;h fd mlus oknk fd;k Fkk fd og esjh enn gj gky esa djsxkA ;gh lksp dj eSa mlds
ikl x;k FkkA eq>s jkstj us crk;k fd og dkcqy esa lhvkbZ, dk fMIVh MkbjsDVj vkSj vejhdh bUVsyhtsUl dk phQ vkçsfVo gS
rks eq>s yxk fd ;g O;fä esjh enn dj ldrk gSA tc eSaus mls dqUnqt ij vQhe dh [ksrh vkSj bejku dh dgkuh lqukbZ rks
mYVs gh og eq> ls enn ek¡xus yxkA ckj&ckj vesfjdu QkSt ij vy&dk;nk vkSj rkfycku fey dj fNi dj okj dj jgs
Fks vkSj og mudks vc rd jksdus esa ukdke;kc jgk FkkA ;gk¡ rd fd mlds vQljku Hkh mlds dke ls uk[kq’k FksA vesfjdu
vkSj ukVks QkslsZt dks bl çdkj dh xqfjYyk yM+kbZ dh vknr ugha Fkh blh fy, og Hkkjh uqdlku mBk jgs FksA
ysfdu tc eSus mls Tokfgjh vkSj bejku gkfQt ds fj’rs dh ckr crk;h rks lqu dj mlus eq>s ;dhu fnyk;k dh MªXl
ds O;kikjh vkSj rkfycku dks bl bykds ls [kRe djuk esjs vdsys ds cl dh ckr ugha gSA tc rd vy&dk;nk vkSj yknsu dk
[kkrek ugha gksrk rc rd gj ?kM+h esjk lkeuk bu yksxksa ls gksrk jgsxkA mldks vk¡[ksa pkfg, Fkh tks QhYM vkçs’kUl laHkky lds
vkSj eq>s vesfjdu vkehZ dh lgk;rk dh t:jr Fkh tks esjs ifjokj dks bu nfjanksa ls cpk ldsA vkf[kj esa ge nksuksa ds chp esa
r; gqvk fd ge nksuksa fey dj ,d nwljs dh enn djsaxs rks esjs ifjokj dh lqj{kk vkSj ldhuk dh i<+kbZ dk og bartke dkcqy
esa djok nsxkA blh ckr ij eSaus mlds lkFk dke djus dh gkeh Hkjh FkhAtSls&tSls eSa vkxs c<+ jgk Fkk oSls gh ekeyk vkSj Hkh
isphnk gksrk tk jgk FkkA ;gh lksprs gq, esjh vk¡[k dc yxh irk ugha ysfdu fdlh dh vkokt us eq>s uhan ls txk fn;kA
----thtw pk;---- gqek us eq>s fgykrs gq, vkokt nhA rHkh lyek dh vkokt lqukbZ nh---- gqek] budks lksus nsA jkr Hkj tkxs
Fks] py njoktk can dj ns vkSj esjs lkFk py dj viuk lkeku yxk ysrs gSaA irk ugh ;gk¡ ls dc fudyuk iM+sxkA nksuksa njokts
dks can djds pyh x;hA ,d ckj fQj ls eSa vius liuks dh nqfu;k esa [kks x;kA ‘kke dk le; gks x;k FkkA pkjksa vksj va/ksjk
gks x;k FkkA esjs dkuksa esa Qksu dh ?kaVh dh vkokt xw¡t jgh FkhA eSa gM+cM+k dj tkxk vkSj Hkkx dj Qksu mBk;kA
----gSyks] jkstj!
----vkfej] vkt gekjs lSfudksa us rksjk&cksjk dh igkMf;ksa ij vkØe.k dj fn;k gS vkSj tkudkjh ds fglkc ls ogk¡ ij
vy&dk;nk ds vìs dks u”V dj fn;k gSA ;g gekjh igyh eqfge vy dk;nk ds f[kykQ dkQh dke;kc jgh gSA dkQh yksx
ekjs x;s gSaA vUnktk gS fd yxHkx lkS ls T;knk yksx ejs gSa vkSj dkQh yksx ?kk;y gSaA gekjh QkSt bl oä igkMf;ksa dk fujh{k.k
dj jgh gS vkSj cps gq, vkradokfn;ksa dks igkM+h njksaZ es Hkh Nku jgh gSA rqEgsa Qksu ij [kcj djuh Fkh fd lw=ksa ls irk pyk gS
fd ‘kk;n Tokfgjh bl geys esa ?kk;y gks x;k gS vkSj gks ldrk gS fd og ekjk x;k gksA rqEgsa eqckjd gks fd igyh [kcj esa gh
gesa dkQh dke;kch fey x;h gSA vkfej] fiN~ysrhulkyksaes;g esjh igyh dke;kch gS vkSj nksLr bldk lkjk Js; rqe dks tkrk
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----jkstj----;g rks vPNh U;wt gSA eqckjd gksA ----gk¡] ysfdu vHkh phQ vijk/kh dh dksbZ [kcj ugha feyh gSA rqe ysfdu
lko/kku jguk] vìk lkQ gksus dh otg ls [kcj gS fd vc cps gq, yksx fNius ds fy, dqUnqt dh igkMf;ksa dks viuk fu’kkuk
cuk ldrs gSaA blh fy, eSaus Qksu fd;k FkkA
----FkSaDlA jkstj esjh okbZQ vkSj cfPp;k¡ dSlh gSa\
----lc [kq’k gSaA mudk Ldwy ‘kq# gks x;k gS ij rqEgsa cgqr fel djrs gSaA rqe cgqr ydh vkneh gksA cgqr lqanj choh gS
rqEgkjhA bu dqN fnuksa esa og uSUlh dh cgqr vPNh lgsyh cu x;h gSA
----FkSaDlA jkstj dy eSa gsjkr ds fy, fudyus dh lksp jgk gw¡A jCckuh dk D;k dj jgs gks\
----rqEgkjs Hksts gq, QksVks ds vk/kkj ij geus mlds fxj¶rkjh ds okjUV rS;kj djok fy;s gSa cl vkt jkr dks mldks viuh
fgjklr esa ys ysaxsA
----xqM~] dhi bu V~p----vksoj ,UM vkmV---- dg dj Qksu can dj ds eSa vius dejs ls ckgj fudy dj gky dh vksj c<+
x;kA ----ohj] rqe tkx x;sA pyks pk; ih yks---- eq>s vkrk ns[k dj lyek us iwNkA ----gk¡] pk; fiyk nks rks lqLrh [kRe gks tk,xhA
rqe py dj gky esa cSBks] eSa pk; ys dj vkrh gw¡A
----D;ksa vkQ’kk¡ dks D;k gqvk\ lyek us eqLdqjkrs gq, dgk---- cspkjh nksigj ds dke esa cgqr Fkd x;h FkhA rqEgsa pk; nsus
x;h Fkh ysfdu dgha fxj iM+hA xqe pksV yxh gS cspkjh py Hkh ugha ik jghA lyek ds O;ax dks le>rs gq, eSaus dgk---- rqe
fpUrk er djksA gsjkr ls igys gh rqe Hkh fQly dj fxjus okyh gks vkSj fQj rqe Hkh ugha py ikvksxhA lyek dk ‘keZ ls eq¡g
yky gks x;k---- fg’k---- dgrs gq, og jlksbZ dh rjQ pyh x;hA
eSa gky esa vk dj lksQs ij cSB x;k vkSj viuh lqLrh nwj djus yxkA gqek vkSj chgw esjh vkokt lqu dj gky esa vk
x;hA ----thtw] gqek ckth ;gk¡ #dus dks rS;kj gks x;h gSaA vc eSa vkids lkFk pyw¡xh---- chgw pgdrs gq, cksyhA ----ugha thtw] ;g
lqcg ls esjs ihNs iM+h gqbZ gS---- gqek us /khjs ls dgkA----chgw] gekjh nksigj dh ‘krZ ;kn gS uA vxj vc rksM+h rks iDdk vkt dh
jkr eSa rqEgsa NksM+w¡xk ughaA ----thtw] tc ckth ugha tkuk pkgrh rks blfy, eSa tk jgh FkhA vxj ;g tk jgh gS rks dksbZ ckr ugha-
--- ckr cnyrs gq, chgw us u;h dgkuh cuk;hA chgw dks viuh ck¡gksa esa lesV dj cksyk---- chgw] eq>s irk gS fd rqe ges’kk esjs lkFk
jguk pkgrh gks ysfdu gsjkr dk jkLrk cgqr yack gS vkSj [krjukd Hkh gSA eSaus rqe nksuksa ls oknk fd;k Fkk fd vc ls rqe nksuksa
esjs lkFk jgksxh ysfdu vkQ’kk¡ dks eSa ;gk¡ vdsyk ugha NksM+ ldrkA blfy, rqEgsa ;gk¡ NksM+ dj tkuk iM+ jgk gSA Iyht] esjh
enn djksA vkQ’kk¡ vkf[kj rqEgkjh ckth gS vkSj esjh choh gSA
----thtw] vki cM+s oks gksA gqek dks D;ksa ugha NksM+ dj tk ldrsA ----gqek dks lyek ds fy, ys dj tkuk gSA og
fglkc&fdrkc esa vPNh gS ysfdu [kkus&oxSjg esa ugha gSA gqek gksxh rks eq>s Hkw[ks ugha jguk iM+sxkA blfy, gqek dks ys tk jgk
gw¡----eSaus ckr cuk;hA chgw dqN nsj xaHkhjrk ls lksprs gq, gkeh Hkjrs gq, xjnu fgykrs gq, cksyh---- thtw vki dc rd okfil
vkvksxs\ ----irk ugha] ,d g¶rk Hkh yx ldrk gS vkSj ,d eghuk Hkh] eSa [kqn ugha tkurk fd bl dke esa fdruk le; yx
ldrk gSA rqe esjk bartkj djuk] eSa tYnh gh rqEgkjs ikl vk tkšxkA chgw esjs lhus ls fyiV dj jksus yxh vkSj eSa I;kj ls
mldh ihB ij gkFk Qsjrs gq, mls pqi djkus esa yx x;kA
pk; ys dj vkrh gqbZ lyek us chgw dks jksrs gq, ns[k dj iwNk---- D;k gqvk bls] D;ksa chgw D;k ohj us dqN dgk\ ----ugha
ckth] ;g tk jgs gSa bl fy,A ----ixyh] irk ugha ;g dy tk jgs ;k ijlksa vkSj rw vkt ls jks jgh gSA py tk dj ns[k D;k
vkQ’kk¡ mB x;h D;k\ lyek dh ckr lqu dj chgw eq>s NksM+ dj vkQ’kk¡ ds dejs dh vksj pyh x;h---- ohj rqEgkjs I;kj esa lc
ikxy gks x;s gSaA
pk; dh pqLdh ys dj eSaus lyek ls dgk---- ;g D;ksa ugha lksprh fd esjk D;k gky gksxkA ;gk¡ ij bl oä ftrus Hkh
yksx gSa og lc vius yksxksa ls fcNM+ dj ;gk jg jgs gSA blhfy, ,d nwljs esa vius yksxksa dks ryk’k djrs jgrs gSA esjk rks

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dksbZ Hkh viuk ugha Fkk ftldks eSa rqe lc esa ns[k ldw¡ blhfy, u;s fljs ls vius ifjokj dks cuk jgk gw¡A ;gk¡ ij bu lc yksxksa
ds fy, ges’kk esjh tku xys esa Q¡lh jgrh gSA tc Hkh rqe esa ls fdlh dks ns[krk gw¡ esjs fny cspkSu gks tkrk gSA ----ohj] gesa dc
fudyuk gS\ ----eSa ,d Qksu dk bartkj dj jgk gw¡A vkt jkr rd ;k dy rd irk py tk,xkA lksp jgk gw¡ ijlksa nksigj dks
[ksr ij pysaxs vkSj fQj jkr dks gsjkr dh vksj fudy pysaxsA
----vc vkxs dk rqeus D;k lkspk gS\ ----eq>s D;k lkspuk gS] cl ;gh fd vius [ksrksa esa vxyh ckj dktw] v[kjksV vkSj
fdf’e’k yxkÅ¡xkA ----ugha] esjh ek¡ vkSj cgu dks dSls mlds paxqy ls fudkyksxs\ ----rqe bldh fpUrk NksM+ nks lyek] ;g esjh
ftEesnkjh gSA rHkh vkQ’kk¡] chgw vkSj gqek gky esa vk x;hA lc ,d nwljs ds lkFk tkus ds dk;ZØe dh rS;kjh djus esa e’kxwy
gks x;sA gky esa gh n~Lrj[kku yxok;k vkSj lcus fey dj g¡lh&[kq’kh ckrsa djrs gq, [kkuk [kk;k vkSj ckn esa lyheu vkSj djhe
us vk dj lQkbZ dj nhA ,d ckj fQj ls etkd vkSj ckrksa dk nkSj ‘kq# gks x;kA
----vc dkQh jkr gks x;h gS] py dj lc ,d dejs esa gh #d tkvksA tksjkoj rqe ;g Dyk’kuhdkso ysdj njokts ds
ikl lks tkvks vkSj lyheu rqe gekjs lkFk mij pyksA djhe rqe ihNs jlksbZ ds ikl tk dj lks tkvks---- dgrs gq, lc dks
b’kkjk fd;k vkSj fQj eSa vius dejs dh vksj pyk x;kA FkksM+h nsj ds ckn lc yksx esjs dejs esa ,df=r gks x;sA vkQ’kk¡ vkSj
lyek lcds lksus dh O;oLFkk djus esa yx x;haA
----vkQ’kk¡ eq>s vkt irk pyk gS fd vesfjdu QkSt us vkt rkfyckfu;ksa vkSj vy&dk;nk ds fBdkus ij geyk fd;k
Fkk vkSj cgqr lkjs vkradokfn;ksa dks ekj fxjk;kA eq>s Mj gS fd tks cp x;s og dgha b/kj dk #[k u djsaA bl fy, vkQ’kk¡
vkSj chgw rqe yksxksa dks cgqr lko/kkuh ls jguk iM+sxkA fdlh Hkh oä njoktk [kqyk u NksM+uk vkSj u gh fdlh dks vanj vkus
nsukA vxj dksbZ vk;s Hkh rks mls dg nsuk fd ?kj dk ekfyd ugha gS vkSj vkSjrksa dk ?kj gS blfy, njoktk ugha [kksy ldrsA
dy fnu esa djhe vkSj tksjkoj ,d g¶rs dh jln yk dj ;gk¡ j[k nsaxsA cl vc eSa vius vxys dne ds ckjs esa lkspus yxkA
vxys fnu Hkh jkstj dh vksj ls dksbZ lwpuk ugha vk;hA vkf[kj eSua s fu.kZ; fy;k fd dy nksigj rd ge yksx ;gk¡ ls vkmVgkml
esa tk dj #d tk,axs D;ksafd iqÙku fe;k¡ ds ykSVus dk fnu Hkh utnhd vk jgk FkkA vxyk fnu Hkh jkstj ds Qksu ds bartkj
es fudy x;k FkkA
lqcg gks x;h FkhA lc mB x;s FksA eq>s lyek fn[kk;h nh rks eSaus dgk---- lyek] rqe tYnh ls rS;kj gks tkvks uk’rk
djds gesa vkt gh fudyuk gSA ----ohj] eSaus rqEgkjh t:jr dk lkjk lkeku j[k fn;k gSA rqe ns[k yks vxj dqN vkSj pkfg, rks
eSa vHkh rS;kj gks dj vk jgh gw¡ fQj vk dj j[k nw¡xh---- dg dj ljiV vius dejs esa tkus ds fy, ckgj fudy x;hA
----ljrkt] vki vkjke dj yhft,---- bruk dg dj vkQ’kk¡ tehu ij QSyk gqvk fcLrj Bhd ls yisVus esa yx x;hA -
---vkQ’kk¡] chgw dk [;ky j[kukA og vHkh uknku gS ysfdu cgqr vPNh yM+dh gSA ----vki csfQØ jgsa og esjh NksVh cgu gSAeSa
fcLrj ij tk dj ysV x;k vkSj vkQ’kk¡ fcLrj yisV dj dejs ds ckgj pyh x;hA FkksM+h nsj ds ckn lyek us dejs esa ços’k
fd;k---- ohj] viuk lkeku ns[k fy;kA dqN vkSj rks ugha j[kuk\ ----lyek] eq>s dksbZ lkeku ugha ys tkukA rqe dqN vius vkSj
gqek ds diM+s j[k yksA ge dksbZ fidfud ij ugha tk jgs gSA ;gk¡ ls gsjkr rd gesa Vªd ds ihNs cSB dj tkuk gS vkSj gk¡ dqN
vlyk&ck:n rks ysdj tkuk iM+sxkA ----cgqr yack jkLrk gS ohj] vkf[kj dSls brus fnu bu diM+ksa esa dkVksxs\ dqN rks j[k yks
vius lkFkA
----rqe tks gks] rqe vQxkuh yksxksa dh us’kuy Mªsl tsUMj U;qVªy gSA dqrkZ vkSj ‘kyokj] ij rqe viuk cqdkZ t:j j[k ysuk
vkSj gqek ls Hkh dg nsukA ----fQj Hkh] eSa rqEgkjk lkeku ys dj pyw¡xh vkSj vxj txg ugha gqbZ rks ogha ij NksM+ nsaxsA ----tSlh
rqEgkjh ethZ---- dg dj eSa pqi gks x;kA
eSa fcLrj ls mB dj lyek ds lkFk dejs ds ckgj fudy vk;kA gky esa igq¡p dj lc dks cqyk fy;kA lc bdës gksus
ds ckn eSaus dgk---- vkQ’kk¡ ;g dqN iSls rqe j[k yks---- vkSj mlds gkFkksa esa ,d uksVksa dh xìh Fkek dj---- bldh t:jr iM+
ldrh gSA lyheu vkSj djhe rqEgsa iwjh eqLrSnh ls ;gk¡ dh ns[kHkky djuh gksxhA lyek rqe tksjkoj dks lkjk lkeku fn[kk nks
og ckgj thi esa lkeku j[k nsxkA tksjkoj eSaus thi eksM+ ij >kMf;ksa esa [kM+h dj nh FkhA lkeku j[k dj igys thi dks ;gk¡

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lcdks ys dj eSa mlh isM+ ds ikl ys dj vk x;k tgk¡ eSaus vEeh vkSj tjhuk dks nQuk;k FkkA ----chgw] b/kj vkvksA chgw
#vk¡lh lh /khjs ls pyrh gqbZ esjs djhc vk x;hA ----ixyh D;ksa jks jgh gSA esjk tkuk t:jh gS vkSj tYnh ls dke [kRe dj ds
okfil vkÅ¡xkA ckth dk [;ky j[kukA cl rqEgsa ;gk¡ NksM+ dj tk jgk gw¡ vkSj tc ykSVw¡ rks eq>s ;gha ij feyukA gqek dh vksj
ns[k dj dgk---- gqek rqEgsa eSaus tks Qksu fn;k Fkk og Qksu vkQ’kk¡ ckth dks ns nksA ----thtw] og Qksu eSaus chgw dks ns fn;k gSA
eSaus eu gh eu vEeh vkSj tjhuk dks ;kn djrs gq, fny gh fny esa dgk---- tk rks jgk gw¡ cl vki nksuksa ;gk¡ dk [;ky
j[kukA rHkh tksjkoj us vk dj dgk---- thi yx x;h gSA dqN le; ckn ge lc thi ds ikl vk dj [kM+s gks x;sA vkQ’kk¡
vkSj chgw dks pwe dj eSa thi esa tk dj cSB x;kA ihNs&ihNs lyek vkSj gqek Hkh lcls fey dj esjs lkFk vk dj thi esa cSB
x;hA gkFk fgykrs gq, eSaus thi dks LVkVZ fd;k vkSj vkxs c<+k dj vius [ksrksa dh vksj jokuk gks x;kA pyrs gq, lksp jgk Fkk
fd D;k dHkh okfil Hkh bl txg ykSV dj vk ldw¡xk vkSj fQj flj >Vd vxys gh iy viuh nqfu;k es okfil vk x;kA

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viuh gosyh ls pys gesa rhu ?kaVs gks x;s FksA rst xfr ls thi Mªkbo djrk gqvk eSa viuh vkxs dh dk;Zokgh ds ckjs esa lksp
jgk FkkA jCckuh dk ywVk gqvk eky vesfjdu QkSt dh fuxjkuh esa NksM+ dj vk;k FkkA eqthcqj dk D;k djuk gS] vQhe dks dSls
vesfjdu QkSt dh utjksa ls cpk dj cqjkZuh ds ikl igq¡pkÅ¡xk] tqes jkr dks viuh QkSt iqfy;k ds ikl ,df=r gksxh ml dk
D;k djuk gS] bUgha lc m/ksM+cqu esa xqe gks dj eSa pqipki thi pyk jgk FkkA lwjt <y pqdk Fkk vkSj va/ksjk xgjk gksrk tk jgk
FkkA
----thtw----A gw¡----A ----vkSj fdruh nwj gS] cgqr nsj gks x;hA gk¡] cl utnhd vk x;s gSaA ----ohj] ge igkM+h ij cuh gqbZ
ixM.Mh ls tYnh igq¡p tkrs ysfdu rqeus yack jkLrk ys fy;kA ----tkuseu] ogk¡ ls ;k rks iSny tkuk iM+rk vkSj ;k ?kksM+s bLrseky
djus iM+rsA ge nksuksa gh ugha dj ldrs Fks blh fy;s gesa ;g jkLrk ysuk iM+kA ----gw¡---- dg dj lyek pqi gks x;hA gekjs rhuksa
ds fnekxksa esa rhu rjg dh f[kpM+h id jgh FkhA
----;g viuk [ksr vk x;kA gqek vkSj lyek us viuh fuxkgsa va/ksjs esa nkSM+k;h ij va/ksjs esa mUgsa dqN ugha fn[kkA eSaus mudh
ftKklk ‘kkar djus dh dksf’k’k dh---- cl FkksM+h nwj ij vkmVgkml gS ge ogha py dj #dsaxsA thi dks vkmVgkml ds xsV ij
ys tk dj jksd fn;kA vanj lUukVk Nk;k gqvk FkkA gqek vkSj lyek dks pqipki cSBus dk b’kkjk djrs gq, eSa ncs ik¡o ls ixM.Mh
ls gksrk gqvk xksnke dh vksj c<+kA xksnke ds ckgj Hkh lUukVk Nk;k gqvk FkkA dqN vutkuh cqjh ?kVuk dh dYiuk djrs gq,
eSaus >jks[ks ls vanj dk utkjk ysus dh dksf’k’k djh rks vpkud viuh duiVh ij fiLrkSy dh BaMh uky dks eglwl dhA
----lj---- viuh duiVh ij fiLrkSy dh uky ds lkFk jger dh vkokt lqu dj esjh tku esa tku vk x;hA ?kwe dj eSaus
iwNk---- jger [kku] ckdh VqdM+h dgk¡ ij gS\ ----lj] tc ls vki thi ls mrjs gSa rc ls vki gekjh fuxkg esa gSA vpkud jger
us lhVh ctk;h rks vyx&vyx fn’kkvksa ls mlds lkFkh viuh txg ls ckgj vkrs gq, fn[kkbZ fn;sA jger dks feyk dj nl
vfr vk/kqfud gfFk;kjksa ls ySl vknfe;ksa us vk dj eq>s ?ksj fy;kA ----osjh xqM cks¸t---- ,slk de gksrk gS fd esjs dks bruh vklkuh
ls dksbZ Vªsd dj ysA
----lj vkt lqcg ls bl bykds esa cgqr pgy igy gks x;h FkhA vHkh dqN nsj igys gh ,d thi dckbZfy;ksa ls Hkj dj
bl txg dk eqvk;uk djds x;h gSA ----D;k vki yksxksa dks mUgksaus LikV fd;k\ ----uks ljA ysfdu blh fy, esjs vkneh us xksnke
dk lkjk isjhehVj flD;ksj dj fy;k FkkA----losZysUl Vhe gksxhA vkidh tkudkjh ds fy, crk jgk gw¡ fd vkidh QkslZ us dqN
fnu igys rksjk cksjk dh igkMf;ksa dks usLr&ukcwn dj fn;k gSA lkS ls vf/kd vy&dk;nk ds vkradokfn;ksa dks ekj fn;k gS vkSj
cgqr lkjs ?kk;y voLFkk esa idM+ fy;s x;s gSaA ‘kk;n blh otg ls u;s vìs dh ryk’k esa bl txg dk eqvk;uk djus ds fy,
losZysUl Vhe Hksth x;h gksA ;w gSo Vw ch osjh dsvjQqyA
----;g rks vPNh [kcj gS ysfdu vxj ;gk¡ ij u;k fBdkuk cukus dh lksp jgs gSa rks vkidks cM+h eqf’dy gksxhA ----jger
eSa vkt jkr dks vkmVgkml esa Bgjk gw¡ esjs lkFk esjh nks choh;k¡ Hkh gSaA eSa pkgrk gw¡ fd rqEgkjs nks lSfud vkmVgkml ij nwj
ls utj j[ksaA ----;l lj] gks tk,xkA
----eqthcqj ds D;k gky gSa\dqN crk;k fd ughaA ----uks ljA----jger og gekjs cgqr dke dk vkneh gSA vk/kqfud gfFk;kjksa
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dh vQxkfuLrku esa vkod&tkod dk lkjk Hksn tkurk gSA mlh dh lwpuk ij rksjk&cksjk ij gekjh QkslsZt us eqfge yk¡p fd;k
FkkA ----lj mldh ejge iêh dj nh gS ysfdu vHkh dqN T;knk cksyus dks rS;kj ugha gSA ----dksbZ ckr ugha] mldk fo’okl thrus
esa dqN le; yxsxkA vius cps gq, vknfe;ksa dks xksnke dh lqj{kk esa yxk nksA eSa flQZ jkstj ds Qksu dk bartkj dj jgk gw¡
mlh ds ckn ge gsjkr dh vksj fudysaxsA
jger vius nks lkfFk;ksa dks vkmVgkml ij Hkst dj ckdh yksxksa dks xksnke dh fuxjkuh ij yxk dj esjs ikl vk dj
cksyk---- lj] gekjh VqdM+h vkids lkFk jgsxhA gesa ;gh dg dj Hkstk x;k gSA vkmVgkml dh vksj pyrs gq, jger dh MîwVh
ds ckjs lksprs gq, mls dgk---- jkstj ls ckr gksus ds ckn crkšxk fd vkidh Vhe dks D;k djuk gSA
ge nksuksa ,sls gh ckr djrs gq, vkmVgkml ij igq¡p x;sA gqek vkSj lyek thi esa cSBh gqbZ esjk bartkj dj jgh FkhA
eq>s viuh vksj vkrk ns[k dj nksuksa thi ls mrj x;hA igyh ckj og nksuksa eq>s fdlh vutku vkneh ds lkFk vkrk gqvk ns[k
dj FkksM+k fopfyr gks x;h FkhA eqthcqj esjs u;s Iyku dh egRoiw.kZ dM+h FkkA eqthcqj dks vkmVgkml ij ykus ds fy, eSaus jger
dks okfil xksnke ij Hkst fn;kA
eSa lh/kk vkmVgkml ds xsV dh vksj x;k vkSj rkyk [kksy dj gqek vkSj lyek dks vanj vkus dk b’kkjk fd;kA ----gqek
D;k rqe [kkus ds fy, dqN cuk ldrh gksA ----fcYdqy thtw] lyek ckth us dqN cuk cuk;k [kkus dk lkeku rks igys ls gh
ck¡/k fy;k Fkk eSa mls xeZ djds ys vkrh gw¡---- dg dj gqek vanj dh vksj tkus yxhA rHkh mls jksd dj---- vc vkt ls eq>s thtw
dguk can dj nksA ;gk¡ lc ds lkeus rqe nksuksa esjh choh;k¡ gksA eSa cM+k [kq’kfdLer gw¡ fcuk fudkg ds eSa rqEgkjk [kkfoUn cu
cSBk vkSj esgj dh Hkh dksbZ fpUrk ugha jgh ysfdu viuh jkr [kq’xokj gks x;hA chp esa lyek >wBk xqLlk fn[kkrs gq, cksyh----
ugha fcuk fudkg i<+ok, eSa rqEgsa vius dks Nwus Hkh ugha nw¡xh] D;ksa gqek\ gqek us utjsa >qdk dj tokc fn;k---- ckth] vk;’kk ckth
dh ekSr ds ckn rks eSa budh gks pqdh gw¡A ;g esjs lkFk fudkg djsa ;k u djsa eq>s dksbZ QdZ ugha iM+rkA
lyek dks fp<+krs gq, eSaus dgk---- lqu fy;k] gqek vkSj chgw rks esjs ‘kjhj dk fgLlk gSa vkSj rqe fny gksA ftl fnu rqeus
/kM+duk can dj fn;k rks esjh ekSr fuf’pr gSA lyek ckr dks Vkyrs gq, cksyh---- tkuw] igys rqe viuk fd;k oknk iwjk djks
fQj lkspw¡xhA pyks gqek igys thi ls [kkus dk lkeku fudky yk;sa---- dgrs gq, lyek vius lkFk gqek dks ys dj thi ls [kkus
dk lkeku fudkyus ds fy, pyh x;hAeqthcqj dks lgkjk nsrk gqvk jger Hkh vk x;k FkkA mu nksuksa dks ys dj eSa vanj vk
x;kA rHkh ihNs ls lyek vkSj gqek Hkh [kkuk ys dj vk x;h vkSj gesa ogk¡ cSBs ns[k dj og nksuksa nwljs dejs dh vksj c<+ x;hA
----eqthcqj dSls gks\ ----vYykg dk Qty gSA eq>s irk Fkk fd eqthcqj vesfjdu lSfudksa ds lkeus cksyus ls f>>d jgk Fkk
vkf[kj egtch b[ykd ml ij gkoh FksA mlds lkjs ‘kd vkSj ‘kqcg dks ‘kkar djus ds fy, eSaus mls cqyk;k FkkA eSaus dgk----
rqEgsa eSaus blfy, cqyk;k gS fd rqe vius ifjokj dh lkjh ekywekr bUgsa ns nks rkfd ;g mUgsa fcuk rdyhQ ds ;gk¡ ij ys vk;saA
eqthcqj f?kf?k;krs gq, cksyk---- tukc esjk vesfjdu lsuk ls dksbZ ukrk ugha gSA vxj fdlh dks bl ckr dk irk py x;k
rks esjk ifjokj ugha cp ldsxkA ----eqthcqj] jger gekjk ge oru gSA ;g vesfjdu QkSth gS ij igys ;g gekjk HkkbZ gSA rqEgkjh
igyh ftEesnkjh vius choh vkSj cPpksa ds fy, gS blhfy, eSa rqe ls dg jgk gw¡A esjh ckr ls dqN vk’oLr gks dj---- vki Bhd
dgrs gSaA esjk ifjokj tykykckn esa jgrk gSAjger dks vius ifjokj dk lkjk ifjp; ,oe~ irk fy[kk dj eqthcqj us esjh vksj
ns[krs gq, dgrk gS---- tukc esjh vkSj esjs ifjokj dh ftanxh vkids gkFkksa esa gSA
eSaus mls vk’oklu fn;k fd tc rd mldk ifjokj ;gk¡ ij ugha vk tk,xk rc rd dksbZ Hkh mlls dqN ugha iwNsxk
ysfdu tc lc lgh lyker ;gk¡ ij igq¡p tk,¡ rc mls gekjh enn djuh iM+sxhA eqthcqj ds lkeus eSaus jger ls dgk---- QkSju
lwpuk tykykckn Hkstks vkSj buds iwjs ifjokj dks ;gk¡ ij fHktokus dk bartke djksA jger us viuk iqjkuk lVhd tokc nsdj-
--- ;l lj] vkSj fQj Qksu ij ckr djus ds fy, dejs ds ckgj fudy x;kA
tc ge nksuksa dejs esa jg x;s rks eSaus eqthcqj ls iwNk---- eq>s flQZ bruk crk nks fd vQhe dk lkSnk gsjkr ds vykok
vkSj dgk¡ ij gksrk gS\ rqe rks cgqr fnuksa ls bl ykbu esa gks rqEgsa t:j irk gksxk fd ogk¡ ij lcls cM+k O;kikjh dkSu gS\ esjh

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ckr lqu dj mlus tokc fn;k---- tukc] pkgsa vki gsjkr tk,¡ ;k dgha vkSj ysfdu bl eky dk ysus okyk bjkus&rk;sckr esa cSBk
gqvk gSA vki pkgsa rks rk;sckr ok;k gsjkr ls tk, ;k vki FkksM+k ?kwe dj dU/kkj dh vksj ls ckMZj ikj dj yhft, ysfdu lcls
cM+k vQhe dk [kjhnkj tQj [kkeSuh gS vkSj nwljk eLrku HkkbZ gSA bu nks ds vykok vQhe dh cM+h [ksi ij iwjs bykds esa dksbZ
vkSj gkFk ugha Mky ldrkA
rHkh jger vanj vk x;k vkSj gekjh ckrksa dk flyflyk VwV x;kA esjh vksj ns[k dj mlus dgk---- lj esjh ckr gks x;h
gSA gekjs vkçsfVo ,d g¶rs rd buds ifjokj ij fuxkg j[ksaxs vkSj fdlh Hkh flD;ksj fnu dks og iwjs ifjokj dks lcdh vk¡[kksa
ls cpk dj ;gk¡ ys vk,¡xsA gesa cl lkr fnu pkfg, vkSj budk ifjokj buds lkFk gksxkA eqthcqj dh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡lqvksa dh >M+h
yx x;h---- bU’kkYykg] vkidk cgqr ‘kqfØ;kA
----vc eqthcqj rqe vius okns ls u fQjukA ----ugha tukc] esjs [kwu dk gj drjk vkidk dtZnkj gks x;k gSA eSaus mldks
okfil jger ds gokys dj fn;k vkSj og mls ys dj ,d ckj fQj ls xksnke dh vksj pyk x;kA tkrs le; eSaus jger ls dgk-
--- [kkuk [kkus ds ckn ge vius vxys dne ds ckjs esa ckr djsaxsA
eqthcqj vkSj jger us xksnke dh vksj #[k fd;k vkSj mu yksxksa dks ckgj tkrk gqvk ns[k dj lyek us vkdj esjs lkeus
IysV esa [kkuk j[k fn;kA [kkuk [kkus ds ckn eSa xksnke dh vksj fudy x;kA vHkh rd esjs ikl jkstj dh dksbZ lwpuk ugha vk;h
FkhA vkt dh jkr mls jCckuh ds ?kj ij Nkik ekj dj mls viuh fgjklr esa ysuk FkkA vxj jCckuh jkstj dh fxj¶r esa vk
tkrk rks cqjkZuh ls Mhy djus esa esjk jkLrk lkQ gks tkrk ;gh lksp dj eSaus jCckuh ds usVodZ dh lwpuk jkstj dks nh FkhA ,d
ckj jCckuh gkFk vk tkrk rks vQhe dk t[khjk ys dj eSa gsjkr dh vksj fudy iM+rkA
xksnke igq¡p dj eSaus jger dks vius Iyku ls voxr djk;k---- jger] eSa viuk Vªd ys dj vkt jkr dks fudy jgk gw¡A
esjs lkFk rqEgkjs rhu vkneh tk,¡xsA rqEgkjs Vªd esa rqEgsa feyk dj lkr vkneh gSa vkSj eSa pkgrk gw¡ fd nks vkneh ;gk¡ fd lqj{kk
ds fy, #d tk,¡xs vkSj pkj yksx Vªd ys dj gsjkr dh vksj tk,¡xsA xksnke esa nhokj ls yxk gqvk lkjk eky rqEgkjs yksx Vªd
ij yksM djsaxs vkSj iwjh lsD;wfjVh vkSj lhØslh ds lkFk gsjkr ds ,d irs ij igq¡psaxsA ;gk¡ ls gsjkr dk jkLrk gkbZos dk :V gS
ysfdu ,d g¶rs dk gsM LVkVZ ys dj lkjk jkLrk r; djuk gSA
esjh ckr lqu dj jger iwN cSBk---- lj gesa dc fudyuk gS\ ----eSa jkstj ds Qksu dk bartkj dj jgk gw¡A tSls gh esjs
ikl dksbZ lwpuk vk;sxh oSls gh gesa ewo djuk gSA vxj eSa gsjkr dh vksj pyk Hkh x;k rks eSa rqEgsa Qksu ls lwfpr d:¡xkA ;w
gSo Vq ch jsMh Vq ewo ,sV vky VkbElA
jger us f>>drs gq, ,d vkSj loky fd;k---- lj] ,d ckr vkSj gS fd gekjs ;gk¡ jgrs vxj T;knk xgekxgeh c<+ x;h
rc ml gkyr esa D;k gqDe gS\ dqN lksp dj eSaus mls fefyVªh vUnkt esa tokc fn;k---- ,UxstesUV bl fcx uksA ysfdu lsD;wfjVh
vksQ ilZuy loksZifj gSA fdy vky FkzsV~l fon vkmV ,Dlsi’ulA
jger dks fgnk;r ns dj eSa vkmVgkml esa okfil ykSV vk;k FkkA dkQh nsj gks pqdh Fkh gqek vkSj lyek jkLrs dh Fkdku
ls xgjh uhan esa csM ij lks jgh FkhA fcuk fMlVcZ fd;s eSaus viuk Qksu mBk;k vkSj ckgj tk dj cSB x;kA vc eSa jkstj ds
Qksu dk bartkj dj jgk Fkk ysfdu lkFk gh vius vxys dne ds ckjs es Hkh lksp jgk FkkA
esjs xksnke esa bl le; djksMksa dh vQhe iM+h gqbZ FkhA bl ckj dh Qly ls gekjh vuçkslsLM vQhe dk LVkd yxHkx
vkB djksM+ dk j[kk gqvk FkkA nks jkr igys jCckuh ds xksnke ls ge yxHkx pkyhl djksM+ dk lseh&çkslsLM eky ywV dj yk;s
FksA vxj eSaus ;g eky jkstj ds gokys dj fn;k rks eq>s flQZ nl Vdk buke fey ikrk vkSj exj cktkj esa bldk lkSnk djrk
rks vius ifjokj dk Hkfo”; ges’kk ds fy, lqjf{kr dj ysrkA blh m/ksM+cqu esa my> dj jg x;k FkkA rHkh vpkud Qksu dh
?kaVh ct mBh vkSj eSaus rqjar Qksu jhlho fd;kA
----gsyks] jkstjA jCckuh dh D;k [kcj gS] mls fgjklr esa ys fy;k\ ----vkfej fdlh dkj.ko’k vkt dh jsM nsj ls ‘kq: dh
FkhA gekjh Vhe bl oä mlds ?kj ij jsM Mky jgh gS] tYnh gh rqEgsa lwpuk nw¡xkA ----jkstj] rqe tSls gh eq>s lwpuk nksxs oSls

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gh eSa ;gk¡ ls gsjkr ds fy, fudy tkÅ¡xkA eq>s cqjkZuh ls vius eky dh Mhy djuh gS vkSj vius v‚ijs’ku dk lsdUM Qst dks
‘kq# djuk gSA ----vkfej] rksjk&cksjk ds vkijs’ku ls isUVkxu cgqr [kq’k gSA vkbZ gksi ge tYn vy&dk;nk dks ;gk¡ ls [kRe dj
ldsaxsA igyh ckj budk cgqr uqdlku gqvk gSA ----jkstj] ;g yksx flQZ rqEgkjs nq’eu ugha gS cfYd ;g lkjh ekuo tkfr ds
nq’eu gSA vksds] Iyht xsV cSd lwu---- dg dj eSaus Qksu can dj fn;kA ,d ckj fQj ls eu elksl dj okfil dejs esa vk x;kA
fcLrj ij nksuksa ds lksus dh otg ls txg u gksus ds dkj.k eSa tehu ij fcNs gq, dkyhu ij ysV x;k vkSj jkstj ds
Qksu dh bartkj djus yxkA eqthcqj ds lkFk ckr djus ds ckn esjs fnekx esa ,d u;s Iyku ds vadqj QwV jgs FksA mlds ckjs esa
lksprs gq, eSa Å¡?k jgk Fkk rHkh esjs Qksu dh ctrh gqbZ ?kaVh us eq>s okfil txk fn;kA Qksu dh ?kaVh dh vkokt us lyek vkSj
gqek dks Hkh txk fn;k Fkk vkSj og dlelkrh gqbZ mB dj cSB x;hA eSa Qksu ys dj vkmVgkml ds ckgj fudy vk;kA
----gSyks] jkstj cksyksA vkfej] cSM U;wt gSA jCckuh ds lkjs vkneh gekjs dCts esa gS ysfdu jCckuh gesa pdek ns dj xk;c
gks x;k gSA ----vksg uks] ;g rks cgqr [krjukd ckr gks x;hA vius vkijs’ku ds nwljs Qst ds fy,mls idM+uk rks cgqr t:jh
FkkA ----vkbZ uks] D;k djsaA bl oä cxyku dk pIik&PIik esjh QkslZ dh fuxjkuh esa gSA gksiQqyh jCckuh tYnh gh idM+k tk,xkA
----jkstj] eSa gsjkr ds fy, ugha fudy ldrk tc rd jCckuh gekjs jkLrs ls lkQ u gks tk,A eSa blh yksds’ku ij #dk jgw¡xk
tc rd rqEgkjs ikl ls dksbZ lwpuk ugha vkrh---- dg dj eSaus Qksu j[k fn;kA
eq>s ckgj fudyrs gq, ns[k lyek mB dj esjs ihNs ckgj fudy vk;h Fkh---- ohj] D;k gqvk\ ----vjs rqe tkx x;hA ----gk¡
Qksu dh ?kaVh us txk fn;k] D;k gqvk\ ----dqN ugha] cl tks ge lksprs gSa t:jh ugha fd og ges’kk lp gks tk,---- dgrs gq,
ge nksuksa vkmVgkml ds vanj vk dj dkyhu ij cSB x;sA ----rqe uhps D;ksa cSBs gq, Fks---- lyek us iwNkA ----rqe vkSj gqek cM+h
xgjh uhan esa lks jgs Fks] csM ij esjs fy, txg ugha Fkh ;gh lksp dj fd viuh ihB lh/kh dj yw¡ blh fy, dkyhu ij ysV
x;k FkkA
lyek Hkh esjs lkFk dkyhu ij ysV x;hA eSaus lyek dh dej esa gkFk Mky dj viuh vksj [khap fy;k---- tkuw] rks fQj
bruh nwfj;k¡ D;ksa\ vkt igyh ckj jkS’kuh esa ge ,d nwljs ds brus utnhd ysVs gq, gS---- esjs lhus ij flj j[k dj lyek us
dgk---- vc vkxs irk ugha D;k gksxk\ lyek ds xkyksa dks pwers gq,---- tks Hkh gksxk vPNk gh gksxkA cl vxys lky rd rqe eq>s
,d vius tSlh xqMf;k ns nsukA lyek us ‘kekZrs gq, eq>s f>M+d fn;kA
djoV cny dj lyek dks vius uhps ys dj---- rqeus dHkh Hkh vius ckjs ugha ckr dhA eSa flQZ ;g tkurk gw¡ fd rqe
,d iqfyl okys dh csVh gks vkSj dqN i<+h&fy[kh yM+dh gksA ;g Hkh irk gS fd cqjkZuh ds dCts esa rqEgkjh cgu vkSj ek¡ gS vkSj
rqe muds fy, jkf’kn ds lkFk mlds ?kj esa jg jgh FkhA lyek ds gksaBksa ij maxyh fQjkrs gq, dku esa QqlQqlkrs gq, iwNk----
ysfdu mlds lkFk jgrs gq, Hkh vuNqbZ jgh ;g ,d jkt gSA ----tkuw] rqEgsa lc rks crk fn;k---- vkSj eqLdqjkrs gq, cksy mBh----
vkSj fn[kk Hkh fn;kA vkSj D;k tkuuk pkgrs gks rqe\ ----gk¡ ;g rks ckr Bhd gS] ysfdu ,d ckj fQj ls fn[kk nks rks eq>s ;dhu
vk tk,xkA ----fg’k] gqek ;gha lks jgh gSA ----rks fQj ge nwljs dejs esa pyrs gSA vkt dh jkr ge dgha ugha tk jgs gS vkSj irk
ugha dy gks u gks\ ----vc vkxs dh ckr fudkg ds cknA
----pyks esjs lkFk---- dgrs gq, vpkud lyek dks viuh ck¡gksa Hkjk vkSj mls mBk dj ckgj [kqys vkleku ds uhps ys dj
vk x;kA jkr dh BaMd vkSj [kqys vkleku esa pk¡n dh vksj b’kkjk djrs gq, dgk---- bldks viuk xokg cuk dj eSa ohjsUæ flag
Bkdqj viuh csiukg eksgCcr dk gokyk nsrs gq, lyek---- mldh vksj fuxkg djds iwNk---- rqEgkjk iwjk uke D;k gS\ ----lyek
lS;nA ----lyek lS;n dks viuh iRuh ekurk gw¡A esjs Hkxoku vkSj rqEgkjs vYykg ds lkeus oknk djrk gw¡ fd rqEgsa vfUre lk¡l
rd viuh iRuh ekuw¡xk vkSj vc rqe Hkh ;gh nksgjkvksA
----eq>s lc dqcwy gS ij ohj rqEgkjs ;gk¡ D;k bl rjg fudkg gksrk gS\ ----gk¡] nks eksgCcr djus okys bl rjg ,d nwljs
ds lkFk fudkg dj ldrs gSaA bls gekjs dkuwu esa xa/koZ fookg ekuk tkrk gS vkSj bl fudkg dks Hkh ogh ntkZ fn;k tkrk gS tks
fdlh vkSj fudkg dks fn;k tkrk gSA pyks vc gekjk fudkg gks x;kA ----pyks gekjk fudkg rks gks x;k] eSaus eku fy;kA ij vc
D;k\ lyek dks vius vkxks’k esa Hkj dj---- tkuseu] vc ml NksVh lh xqMf;k dks bl nqfu;k esa ykuk gS fd ugha\ ----ysfdu

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#dksA eSa >Yyk dj cksyk---- tSls gh ySyk choh curh gS irk ugha ;g ysfdu ‘kCn u tkus dgk¡ ls vk tkrk gSA dksbZ ysfdu
osfdu ugha vkSj dgrs gq, tcjnLrh lyek ds gksBksa dks eSa vius gksaBksa dh fxj¶r esa ys dj mudk jl lks[kus esa yx x;kA
lyek vius vki dks NqM+kus ds fy, NViVkrh gqbZ cksyh---- ohj ge ckgj [kM+s gq, gSa] dksbZ ns[k ysxkA vanj pyksA ----eSaus
rks vkt lkjk dk;ZØe ckgj djus dh lksp jgk gw¡A ----pyks Iyht ml vksj pyrs gSaA ohj----A ----vkt ls eSa rqEgkjk ifr ijes’oj
gw¡] tks dgw¡xk rqe ,d vPNh choh dh rjg ekuukA ----D;k eryc\ ----eryc tks eSa dgrk gw¡ og rqe djksA rqEgkjs /keZ esa Hkh ;gh
fy[kk gS fd vius ‘kkSgj dh gj ckr ekuuk ,d choh dk QtZ gSA vc pyks---- dg dj mldh dej esa gkFk Mky dj eSa mls
vius dkVst ds ihNs dh vksj ys x;kA
pyrs&pyrs lyek dks vius utnhd [khaprs gq,---- vkt rqEgkjs lkFk fudkg gqvk gS vkSj rqe gks fd nwj Hkkx jgh gksA
esjs lkFk lV dj pyrh gqbZ og cksyh---- ugha rksA mldh dej ij ls gkFk ljdk dj mlds ck;sa Lru dks viuh gFksyh ls <drs
gq,---- ,d ckr crkvks rqe vQxkuh yM+fd;k¡ czk D;ksa ugha igurh gks\ rqe rks i<+h fy[kh yM+dh gks rqeus rks iguh gksxhA ‘keZ
ls nksgjh gksrs gq, og nwj gVus dk ç;kl djrh gS ij rHkh mlds [kM+s gq, fuIiy dks eSaus viuh nks m¡xfy;k¡ ds chp esa ysdj
ely fn;k---- mbZ----bZ----bZ E----ek¡----A vcdh ckj I;kj ls fuIiy dks idM+ dj /khjs&/khjs lgyk;k vkSj fQj /khjs rjsM+ fn;kA eSa
pyrs gq, dHkh viuh gFksyh esa mldk iwjk Lru dks ys dj nck nsrk vkSj dHkh lgyk nsrkA u tkus D;k lksp dj lyek esjh
vksj ns[krs gq, eqLdqjk;hA ----D;k gqvk\ rqEgsa vPNk ugh yxk D;k\ ;k fQj dqN Hkwyh fcljh ckr ;kn vk x;h\ lyek us ‘kekZrs
gq, dgk---- gw¡] rqEgkjs lkFk xqtkjh gqbZ igyh jkrA
va/kdkj esa >kMf;ksa esa txg cukrs gq, ge nksuksa uhps dh vksj mrj x;sA ge nksuksa ds fny tksjksa ls /kM+d jgs FksA lyek
gksus okys ,dkdkj dh lkspdj jksekafpr gks jgh Fkh vkSj lkFk gh Mj Hkh jgh FkhA esjs Hkh fny esa cgqr fnuksa ls nch gqbZ Hkkouk,¡
vc flj mBk jgh FkhA >qjeqVksa ds ihNs igq¡p dj eSaus viuh ‘kyokj dks [kksy dj tehu ij fcNk nh vkSj ml ij ysV x;kA
vius lkFk vkrh gqbZ lyek dks vius mij [khap fy;kA vuk;kl gh gekjh vk¡[ksa feyrs gh] lyek us >sai dj utjsa >qdk nhA
vius nksuksa gkFkksa esa lyek dk psgjk ys dj---- vkt ‘kekZvksa ughaA ml jkr ds ckn cs/;kuh esa gh rqEgkjs vax&vax ls b’d
djus yxk gw¡A mlds gksaBksa ij maxyh fQjkrs gq,---- rqEgkjs dksey ia[kqMf;ksa ls gksaBksa dh xqykchiu dks vius gksaBksa ls lks[k yw¡xk]
mldh iYdks¡ dks pwe dj---- ;g fgjuh lh papy vk¡[kksa ls vk¡[k feykrk gw¡ rks >hy dh xgjkbZ esa Mwc tkrk gw¡A esjh ckr lqu
dj lyek fgpfdpkrs gq, cksyh---- ohj ;g lgh gS fd esjs thou esa rqe lk igys dksbZ ugha vk;k gS vkSj ;g Hkh lgh gS fd eSa
rqels csiukg eksgCcr djrh gw¡ ij ;g Bhd ugha gks jgk gSA ----D;ksa\ ----blfy, fd vHkh esjh ftEesnkjh [kRe ugha gqbZ gSA esjh
vEeh vkSj cgu----A eSaus dgk---- rks tkuw] igyh jkr tc ls eq>s gks’k vk;k gS rc ls rqEgkjs vax&vax ds ckjs esa lksp&lksp dj
jksekafpr gksrk jgk gw¡A mlds dqrsZ ds mij ls gh ,d Lru dks vius eq¡g esa Hkj dj vkSj mlds Qwys gq, fuIiy dks gksaBksa esa ysdj
dqN nsj pwl dj---- gj jkr dks uhan esa eSaus rqEgkjs lkFk D;k D;k dj Mkyk rqEgsa rks ekywe Hkh ugha gksxkA eSaus gkFk fQjkrs gq,
mldh ihB ij dqrsZ ds gqdksa dks ,d&,d dj ds [kksyrs gq, dgk---- D;k rqEgsa irk gS fd eSaus igyh ckj vius fy;s I;kj dh
>yd flQZ ml jkr tjhuk dh vkSj rqEgkjh vk¡[kksa esa ns[kh FkhA ml fnu ls igys rd eq>s flQZ ,d vkSjr us flQZ f[kykSus dh
rjg bLrseky fd;k FkkA lyek us xgjh flldkjh Hkjh---- ohj ugha djks uA
----vkt gekjs thou dh og jkr gS fd bu iyksa dks rqe lkjs thou vius fny esa l¡tks dj j[kksxhA lyek dks vius
vkxks’k esa ysdj eSa dHkh mlds dku ij pwerk] rks dHkh gksaB ij] dHkh fu’kkus ij Lru gksrs vkSj dHkh [kM+s gq, mlds Qwys gq,
nks fuIiYlA ckj&ckj ds esjs bl rjg ds okjksa us vc lyek ds ftLe ds Hkhrj gypy c<+k nh FkhA ge nksuksa ds ftLe
dkeksÙkstuk ds Toj ls ty mBs FksA
eSaus /khjs ls viuk dqrkZ mrkj fn;k vkSj lyek dk dqrkZ ljdk dj mlds ‘kjhj ls vyx dj fn;kA uhps fyVk dj mlds
fFkjdrs gksBksa dks vius gksBksa ds dCts esa ysdj yxkrkj pweuk vkjaHk fd;kA nksuksa vuko`r mUur igkMf;ksa lkeus ik dj] esjs gkFk
Hkh vius dk;Z esa yx x;sA dHkh [kM+s gq, f’k[kj dY’kksa ij m¡xfy;k¡ fQjk nsrk vkSj dHkh viuh nks m¡xfy;ksa esa ?kqfUM;ksa dks Q¡lk
dj [khaprk] vkSj dHkh igkMf;ksa dks viuh gFksfy;ksa esa Nqik ysrk vkSj dHkh mUgsa tksj ls eld nsrkA m/kj vk¡[ks eqnsa gq, lyek
dk psgjk mÙkstuk ls yky gksrk pyk tk jgk FkkA eSaus fcuk #ds ,d gkFk dks nk,¡ o{k ds enZu esa yxk fn;k vkSj nwljs gkFk
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ls lyokj dk ukM+k <hyk dj fn;kA ml vkf[kjh diM+s dks Hkh mlds ‘kjhj ls vyx dj ds lyek dk mÙkstuk ls tyrk gqvk
csnkx uXu ftLe vc esjh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus vk x;kA mldk dfVçns’k vHkh iw.kZr% lQkpV eSnku FkkA eSaus /khjs ls iko tSlh Qwyh
gqbZ ;ksfu dh njkj ij viuh m¡xyh ljdkrs gq, ;ksfueq[k ij lh/kk okj fd;kA
mbZ----v-Eeh—-U----gbZ----D;k dj vkg-gks—-A vc esjh m¡xfy;ksa us tqM+h gqbZ larjs dh Qk¡dksa dks /khjs ls vyx fd;k vkSj mlds
;ksfuNsn esa txg cukrh gqbZ lh/kh vdM+h gqbZ ?kqUMh ij tk fVdhA lyek cspkSu gksrh tk jgh Fkh vkSj mlds yky gksrs gq, cht
ij gYdh ls esjh m¡xyh dh jxM+ us rks mldh lkjh bfUæ;k¡ [kksy dj j[k nhA QVh gqbZ vk¡[kksa ls [kqys vkleku dks ns[krs gq,
mldk eq[k [kqy x;k---- ohj----mbZ—-ek¡-----vkg----A
eSaus viuh maxyh ls cht tks cu x;k eksrh dk f?klko tkjh j[kk vkSj vius gksBksa ls lyek ds gksaBksa dks lhycUn dj
fn;kA og vlhe vkuan esa flldkfj;k¡ Hkjrh jgh vkSj esjs gkFkksa esa dlelkrs gq, epyrh jghA oSls rks ge nksuksa ,d nwljs ds
vax&vax ls Hkfy&Hkk¡fr okfdQ Fks ysfdu bl oä esjs fy, mldh gj gjdr igys ls T;knk ‘kfä’kkyh vkSj mÙkstd yx jgh
FkhA tc esjh m¡xyh ds f?klko dk nk;jk c<+us yxk rks eq>s ,d vksj <dsyrh gqbZ fpYyk;h---- gbZ----vkg—ej x;h—-vkºA vc
esjs gkFkksa ds cl dk ugha jgk Fkk fd lyek ds epyrs gq, ftLe dks dkcw esa j[k ldw¡A
mlds uXu ftLe dks eSaus vius ‘kjhj ls <d fn;kA xtc dh jkr Fkh] rkjksa dh Nk¡o esa nks uXu ftLe okluk dh vkx
esa rM+irs gq, tehu ij fyiVs gq, iM+s FksA eSaus vius rUuk;sa gq, gfFk;kj dks eqB~Bh esa ysdj /khjs ls ,d&nks ckj fgyk;k vkSj
fQj vuNqbZ ;ksfueq[k ij fVdk fn;kA yksgs lh xeZ jkM dk ,glkl gksrs gh lyek ds eq[k ls ,d xgjh flldkjh fudy x;hA
eSaus cM+s vkjke ls mldh Qk¡dksa dks [kksy dj ckgj fudyrs gq, cht ij vius QuQukrs gq, vtxj ls jxM+uk ‘kq# fd;k vkSj
fQj /khjs&/khjs viuh jxM+kbZ dh yEckbZ c<+krs gq, iwjh njkj dks doj fd;kA
lyek vk¡[ksa ewnsa pqipki rirh gqbZ lyk[k dks viuh lcls futh vkSj vuNq, fgLls ij eglwl djus yxhA tc xeZ
lyk[k us flj mBkrh ?kqUMh dks nckrs gq, ljd dj ;ksfuNsn dks NsM+k rks mlds eq[k ls xgjh vkg fudy x;hA eSaus viuh
tqcku ls lyek ds gksaBksa dks [kksy dj mlds xys dh xgjkbZ ukius yxkA viuh ?kqUMh ds mij fyaxnso dk f?klko mls vanj
rd fopfyr fd;s gq, FkkA ckj&ckj mlds ‘kjhj ds daiu dks eglwl djds eq>ls jgk ugha x;k vkSj FkksM+k mB dj vius ?kqVuksa
ij otu Mky dj eSaus vius gfFk;kj dk Qwyk gqvk flj mlds fpdus ;ksfuNsn ij j[k dj Bsy fn;kA ladjh ijarq xhyh txg
gksus dh otg ls esjk Qwyk gqvk dqdqjeqÙksuqek flj fQly dj txg cukrs gq, vanj ?kql x;k---- m-mbZ—-oh----j----mQ-m-m-----vkg-
---vEehA
eSaus mldh ,d u pyus nh vkSj eSaus viuh tqcku ls lyek ds gksaBksa dks [kksy dj mldh uktqd tqcku ls vB[ksfy;k¡
djuk vkjaHk fd;kA rUuk;sa gq, fyaxnso viuk flj vVdk, ‘kkafr ls bUrtkj djrs jgs fd lyek dh u;h uosyh ;ksfu bl u;s
çk.kh dh LosPNk ls vkfn gks tk;sA eSaus /khjs&/khjs vkxs ihNs gks dj lyek dh ladjh ;ksfu dks joka fd;kA b/kj ;ksfuNsn esa Q¡ls
gq, fyaxnso vius flj dh txg cu tkus ds ckn vkSj vanj tkus esa ç;kljr gks x;sA ckj&ckj gYdh pksV ekjrs gq, fyaxnso
txg cukrs gq, ljdrs gq, vkxs c<+ pys ysfdu fdlh #dkoV dh otg ls vkxs tk dj #d x;sA ;gh og txg Fkh tgk¡
igyh jkr dks fyaxnso Nw dj okfil ykSV x;s FksA
,dsMeh esa eSaus cgqr lqu j[kk Fkk fd ,d uo;kSouk ds fy, ;g cM+k d”Vnk;d {k.k gksrk gSA dqN yksx MkbZjsDV ,D’ku
esa fo’okl djrs gSa fd ,d >Vds ds lkFk lkjh #dkoV dks nwj dj nsa vkSj dqN yksx ekurs gSa fd /khjs&/khjs pksV ekjus ls
#dkoV vius vki txg ns nsrh gS vkSj blls uo;kSouk dks de d”V gksrk gSA fgUnqLrku esa esjh choh us rks eq>s bl fLFkfr dk
vkHkkl gh ugha gksus fn;k FkkA og fookg ls igys gh u tkus fdrus yksxksa ds lkFk vuSfrd lEca/k j[k pqdh FkhA tjhuk] vk;’kk
vkSj vkQ’kk¡ ds lkFk Hkh eq>s ;g lkspus dh t:jr ugha iM+h FkhA ysfdu bl oä eSa lksp jgk Fkk fd MkbZjsDV ,D’ku yw¡ ;k
buMkbZjsDV\
lyek ds furac lgykrs dgk---- tkuw] ge mlh iM+ko ij vk dj #d x;s gSa ftl ij viuh igyh jkr dks #d x;s FksA
ysfdu vkt gesa lkjs ca/ku rksM+ dj vkxs tkuk gS ij ,d ijs’kkuh gS fd igyh ckj rqEgsa FkksM+k nnZ gksxkA dqN {k.k pqipki esjh

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vksj ns[k dj cksyh---- gj yM+dh dks bldk vkHkkl gksrk gSA eq>s ugha yxrk fd vkt rd fdlh us yM+dh ls ,slk iwN dj
viuk igyk ,dkdkj fd;k gksxkA irk ugha rqe dSls vkneh gks\ ----gk¡ rqe Bhd dgrh gks] ysfdu esjh lkspks fd tc rqEgsa nnZ
gksxk rks esjk D;k gky gksxkA eSa rqEgsa rdyhQ igq¡pkus dh dHkh lksp Hkh ugha ldrkA lyek dh mÙkstuk c<+rh tk jgh Fkh vkSj
esjs uhps nch gqbZ epy dj cksyh---- ohj rks ,slk d----dd----dk----vkg----A
tc ge ;g ckr dj jgs Fks ml oä Hkh esa /khjs&/khjs ml #dkoV ij pksV ekj jgk FkkA cspkjh iryh lh f>Yyh ckj&ckj
dh pksV dc rd cnkZ’r djrh vkSj ns[krs&ns[krs vius vki fpjrh pyh x;h vkSj fyaxnso ljdrs gq, vkxs c<+ x;sA lyek
viuh ckrksa esa eXu gks dj Hkwy x;h Fkh fd mlds lkFk D;k gksus tk jgk gSA mldk /;ku m/kj ls gV x;k FkkA ihM+k T;knk
rc eglwl gksrh gS tc lkjk /;ku mldh vksj gksA ;gh ,d uo;kSouk ds lkFk Hkh gksrk gSA tSls gh mls vkHkkl gksrk gS fd
mldh f>Yyh ij dqN Vdjkus okyk gS rHkh og vius ‘kjhj dks dM+k dj ysrh gSA bldh otg ls ihM+k mlds fy, T;knk
d”Vnk;d gksrh gS D;ksafd mldk /;ku mlh dh vksj yxk gksrk gS vkSj vius ‘kjhj dks dM+k djus dh otg ls ihM+k vkSj c<+
tkrh gSA dqN yM+fd;k¡ [ksy&dwn esa viuk dkSek;Z [kks nsrh gSa ysfdu mUgsa bl ihM+k dk vkHkkl Hkh ugh gksrkA blh otg ls
eSaus lyek dks ckrksa esa my>k;s j[kk Fkk vkSj tc mldk dkSek;Z Hkax gqvk rks og esjs mij O;ax ck.k ekj jgh Fkh blh fy, mls
og nnZ ,d phaVha ds dkVs tSlk yxkA
----D;ksa D;k gqvk lyek\ dgrs gq, eSaus mldh vka[kksa esa >kadkA >sai dj utjsa pqjkrh gqbZ cksyh---- vc iwN jgs gks tc rqeus
esjk lc dqN viuk cuk fy;kA mlds gksaBksa dks pwe dj eSaus dgk---- dHkh Hkh fdlh ls ugh iwNw¡xkA vpkud viuh iwjh ‘kfä ls
eSaus ,d Hkjiwj /kDdk yxk fn;kA vkx esa rirk gqvk fyax çsejl ls ljkscj gks dj lkjs ladjsiu dks [kksyrk gqvk tM+ rd tk
dj Q¡l x;kA vcdh ckj lyek dh vk¡[ksa [kqyh dh [kqyh jg x;h vkSj eq[k ls nch gqbZ ph[k fudy x;hA
m-mbZ-ek¡—v¡-mQ----ejjmd-----x;----;bZbZ----mQ—ubZ----vYyvkg—g—g-A
iwjh rjg vius fyax dks tM+ rd fcBk dj cksyk---- ‘k’k----‘k’k’----lyek vkt vkSj vHkh ls rqe esjh gks x;hA
----ohj----fudk----m-mbZ-ek¡—v¡-mQ----ejjx;----;bZbZ----fuD----mQ—fy----,----vkg—g—g-
‘k----‘k----cl vc lkjk d”V [kRe] cl vkxs vkuan gh vkuan----A
lyek dh dksjh ;ksfu us Hkh esjs fyax dks vius f’kdats esa cqjh rjg tdM+ fy;k FkkA ;ksfu dh xgjkbZ ukius dh dksf’k’k
esa lyek dh ;ksfu esa dSn fyaxnso Hkh vius Qwys gq, flj dks iwjh rjg fupqM+k gqvk ik jgs FksA {k.k Hkj #d dj] eSaus lyek ds
furacks dks nksuksa gkFkksa ls idM+ dj ,d y; ds lkFk vkxs&ihNs gks dj okj djus ‘kq# fd;sA ,d rjQ fyaxnso dk Qwyk gqvk
uaxk flj lyek dh cPpsnkuh ds eq¡gkus ij pksV ekj dj [kksyus ij vkeknk Fkk vkSj fQj okfil vkrs gqvk dqdqjeqÙks leku flj
fNyh gqbZ txg ij jxM+ ekjrs gq, ckgj dh vksj vkrk rks lyek dk iwjk ‘kjhj >u>uk tkrk FkkA fyaxnso dks lqikM+s rd ckgj
fudky dj eSa ,d ckj fQj mls vanj dk jkLrk r; djokrkA ukS baph gfFk;kj vHkh Hkh iwjk lekus esa vleFkZ Fkk ysfdu lyek
dh u;h uosyh ;ksfu Hkh vc bl çdkj ds n[ky dh /khjs&/khjs vkfn gks x;h FkhA
viuh xfr de djrs gq,---- lyek vc nnZ rks ugha gks jgk gS\ ----gk¡] cgqr nnZ gks jgk gSA
mldh ckr lqu dj eSaus vius vki dks jksd fy;k---- Bhd gS] eSa fQj fudky ysrk gw¡---- vkSj dgrs gq, eSaus vius&vki dks
ihNs [khapuk ‘kq: fd;kA rHkh lyek us viuh Vk¡xs mBk dj esjh dej ds bnZ&fxnZ dl dj yisV nh---- u----gha] vHkh ughA ----
vxj vPNk yx jgk gS rks---- dgrs gq, ,d ckj eSaus vius fyax dks vanj rd /k¡lk fn;kA ----ohj] Iyht ,sls u djksA
dqN {k.k #d dj ,d ckj fQj ls vius /kDdksa dh jsyeisy vkjaHk dj nhA mlds uktqd furacksa dks dl dj nckrs gq,
nl&iUæg /kDdksa esa gh esjs ftLe esa ykok [kkSyuk vkjaHk gks x;k vkSj /khjs&/khjs eSa viuh pje lhek ij igq¡p pqdk FkkA Tokykeq[kh
QVus ls igys eSaus ,d tcjnLr vkf[kjh okj fd;k vkSj bl okj ls fyaxnso lyek dh cPpsnkuh dk eq[k [kksy dj xjnu rd
tk dj vanj cSB x;sA bl vkf[kjh okj dks lyek cjnk’r ugha dj ik;h vkSj /kuq”kkdkj cukrh gqbZ tehu ls mB x;hA ckj

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ckj ehBh lh ihM+k vkSj jxM+ dh tyu vkx esa ?kh dk dke dj x;h vkSj daiu djrh gqbZ lyek dh ;ksfu >j>jk dj cgus
yxhA mldh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus rkjs ukpus yxs vkSj ,dk,d mldh ;ksfu us esjs fyax dks tdM+ dj nksguk vkjaHk dj fn;kA nqgus
ds bl ,glkl us esjs lkjs ck¡/k rksM+ fn;s vkSj fyaxnso us Hkh fcuk #ds ykok mxyuk ‘kq# dj fn;kA mldh ;ksfu dks vius
çsejl ls yckyc Hkjus ds ckn Hkh fyaxnso vanj cSB dj ubZ&uosyh ladjh ;ksfu dk yqRQ ysrs jgsA [kqys vkleku ds uhps >qjeqVksa
ds chpksachp ,d deflu glhuk ds lkFk dkeØhM+k dk ,glkl ,d Loifuy ifjdYiuk ek= yx jgk FkkA esjk /;ku lyek ij
x;k rks og esjs uhps f’kfFky voLFkk esa iM+h gqbZ FkhA eSaus ?kcjk dj mls fgyk;k ijarq dksbZ tokc ugha feykA
lyek ds mij ls mBrs gq,---- lyek! dqN {k.kksa ds ckn lyek ds eq[k ls vkokt fudyh-----xv¡-UbZ----vkg— vkSj fQj
mlus viuh vk¡[ksa [kksyrh gqbZ cksyh---- ohj!!! lyek ds flj dks lgkjk ns dj mBkrs gq, eSaus iwNk---- D;k gqvk Fkk\ viuh iydsa
>idkrh gqbZ mB dj cSBus ds ckn cksyh---- dqN ugha] cl lk¡l ?kqVrh gqbZ yxh vkSj esjh vk¡[kksa ds vkxs va/ksjk Nk x;kA ----tkuw]
rqe lkrosa vkleku ij gks dj vk;h gksA gj yM+dh bl ,glkl dk cks/k ugha dj ikrh] rqe cgqr yDdh gks fd rqeus viuh
lqgkx jkr ij gh bl fLFkfr dk Lokn p[k fy;kA eq>s f>M+drs gq, cksyh---- rqe jgus nksA mls vius lhus ls yxkrs gq,---- ;g
fLFkfr T;knkrj mu yM+fd;ksa dh gksrh gS tks cgqr dkeqd] laosnu’khy vkSj jksekafVd ço`fÙk dh gksrh gSaA bl dk eryc gS fd
rqe Hkh----\\\\ vcdh ckj lyek xqLls esa esjh rjQ ljd dj vk;h---- Bgjks eSa rqEgsa crkrh gw¡ fd eSa fdruh dkeqd gw¡ vkSj eq>ls
fyiV dj csrgk’kk pweuk ‘kq# dj fn;kA eSaus Hkh lyek dk iwjk lkFk fn;kA dqN nsj ,d nwljs ds lkFk çsekyki ds ckn] eSaus
mls lgkjk nsdj [kM+k fd;kA
----ohj] eq> ls [kM+k Hkh ugh gqvk tk jgk gS] pyuk rks nwj dh ckr gSA diM+s igu yks fQj rqEgkjk xqyke rqEgsa viuh
iydksa ij fcBk dj vanj ys dj tk,xkA ge nksuksa vius diM+s iguus esa yx x;sA ----ohj] rqe viuk dqrkZ u iguukA ns[kks dSls
Hkhx jgk gSA ----dksbZ ckr ugh---- eSaus viuh uaxh Nkrh ij gkFk Qsjrs gq, dgk---- esjk cl pys rks eSa rqEgsa Hkh ,sls gh ges’kk j[kw¡xkA
lyek dks yaxM+krs gq, pyrk ns[k dj eSaus >V ls mls viuh ck¡gksa esa mBk fy;k vkSj vkmVgkml ds vanj ys x;kA mls dkyhu
ij fyVk dj eSa Hkh mlds lkFk lV dj ysVrs gq, iwNk---- lyek] ,d ckr eq>s rqe yM+fd;ksa dh le> ugh vk;h gSA gekjs ;gk¡
vxj gekjk lacU/k fdlh nwljh vkSjr ds lkFk gks tk;s rks gekjh choh ukjkt gksrh gS vkSj ;gk¡ rd fd cgqr ls yksxksa dk ?kj
VwV tkrk gSA rqEgkjs ;gk¡ ,d choh ds ctk; lkr choh;k¡ j[kus dh vktknh gSA rqEgsa cqjk ugha yxrk\ ----gekjs dks bldh vknr
gSA esjh nks vEeh FkhA ge yM+fd;ksa dks ekywe gS fd gekjk [kkfoUn ftruh Hkh choh;k¡ j[ks ysfdu gekjs fy, mlds I;kj esa dksbZ
deh ugha vk,xhA
----cM+k vthc gS ;gk¡ dh yM+fd;k¡ vkSj ;gk¡ dk dkuwuA rqe Hkyh&Hkk¡fr tkurh gks fd esjh ldhuk choh gS vkSj eSaus fudkg
dk oknk vkQ’kk¡] gqek vkSj chgw ls dj j[kk gSA rqEgsa irk gS fd esjs ‘kkjhfjd lEca/k bu lHkh ds lkFk gS ij fQj Hkh rqEgsa cqjk
ugha yxrk\
----gk¡] rqEgsa muds lkFk ck¡Vuk esjk fny xaokjk ugha djrkA ij eS tkurh gw¡ fd rqEgkjs gkykr vyx gSa D;ksafd mUgsa Hkh
rqEgkjh mruh gh t:jr gS ftruh eq>sA blfy, esjs fy, bruk gh dkQh gS fd rqe eq>ls eksgCcr djrs gks---- dgrs gq, lyek
eq>ls fyiV x;hA jkLrs dh Fkdku vkSj okluk ds mUekn ds ‘kkar gksus ds ckn ge nksuksa ,d nwljs dks ck¡gksa esa fy, tYnh gh
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vkt pkj fnu gks x;s Fks gesa vkmVgkml esa jgrs gq,A vHkh rd jkstj dh vksj ls dksbZ [kcj ugha feyh FkhA eSa lyek ds lkFk
viuh ftanxh ds [kkyhiu dks Hkjus esa yxk gqvk FkkA lyek ds psgjs ij ,d ubZ uosyh nqYgu dh ped jkS’ku Fkh vkSj mldh
pky esa vkd”kZd yphykiu vk x;k FkkA mlds furac gj ix ij ,d y; ds lkFk FkjFkjkrs gq, fgyrs vkSj lhus ds mHkkj viuh
gh dgkuh dgrs gq, yxrs FksA esjh vk¡[kksa esa vFkkg lyek ds fy, eksgCcr fgyksjsa ysrh gqbZ lkQ fn[krh FkhA cspkjh gqek dks
lyek ds cnys gq, rsoj vkSj pky <ky ns[k dj le> ugh vk ik jgk Fkk fd vpkud ,slk D;k gks x;k fd ckth esa bruk
cnyko dSls vk x;kA esjs mij rks lyek dk tknw flj p<+ dj cksy jgk FkkA lkjs le; eSa flQZ mlh ds [;ky esa jgus yxk
FkkA ge nksuksa dks tc Hkh ,dkUr ds dqN iy feyrs cl ,d nwljs ds ftLekuh vkx dks cq>kus esa yx tkrs FksA ;gk¡ chrs gq,
pkj fnu gekjs lcls lqgkous fnu FksA
esjs tgu esa jkst lqcg ,d u;k Iyku curk vkSj jkst jkr dks eSa ml Iyku dks dSafly dj nsrk FkkA bruh lkjh vQhe
dks cktkj esa fBdkus yxkuk Hkh eqf’dy FkkA ,d rjQ vesfjdu QkslZ dk [krjk vkSj nwljh vksj cqjkZuh vkSj mlds tSls yksxksa
dk [krjk flj ij yxkrkj e¡Mjk jgk FkkA vHkh rd lksp ugha ik;k Fkk fd dSls viuk Qk;nk flD;ksj d:¡A rHkh esjh utj
lyek ij iM+h tks jlksbZ ls fudy dj esjh vksj vk jgh FkhA
----lyek] vkt ‘kk;n jkr dks gesa pyuk iM+sA rqe gqek ls Hkh dg nks fd og pyus ds fy;s rS;kj jgsA esjh ckr lqu dj
lyek esjs ikl vk dj [kM+h gks x;h vkSj cksyh---- cspkjh gqek] xqelqe lh cSBh jgrh gS vkSj vkt rks mldh utj b/kj iM+ x;h-
--- dgrs gq, vius lhus dh vksj b’kkjk fd;k---- rks cspkjh ?kcjk dj eq>ls dg cSBh fd ckth yxrk gS jkr dks fdlh taxyh
dhM+s us dkV fy;k gSA fQj g¡lrh gqbZ cksyh---- eSaus Hkh mls dg fn;k fd gk¡ cgqr cM+k dhM+k FkkA
----b/kj vkvks] eq>s fn[kkvks rksA ----ugha jgus nks] tc Hkh rqEgkjs djhc vkrh gw¡ rks esjs ‘kjhj ij ,d u;k fu’kku iM+ tkrk
gSA tks dguk gS] ogha ls dgksA ----lyek] ns[kks gqek [kkuk [kk dj vHkh lks;h gSA Iyht ,d ckjA ----ugha ohj] flQZ ,d ckj jkr
dks lcds lksus ds cknA ----Iyht lyek] rqe esjs fy, u’kk gks vkSj tSls gh u’kk mrjrk gS cspkSuh c<+ tkrh gSA ----tkuw] vkt rks
rqEgsa jkr rd bartkj djuk iM+sxk---- dg dj bBykrh gqbZ dejs ds ckgj fudy x;hA eSa Hkh vk¡[ks ewan dj lyek dh dYiuk
esa [kks x;kA
vpkud eq>s lyek ds ph[kus dh vkokt vk;h vkSj tSls gh eSa mBus dks gqvk vpkud lyek vanj vk dj esjs ikl
fcLrj ij /kM+/kM+krh gqbZ fxjhA eSa rsth ls mB dj mldh vksj yidk---- vjs] D;k gqvk\ vHkh eSa lyek dks fgyk dj mBkus dh
dksf’k’k gh dj jgk Fkk rHkh fdlh ds njokts ij [kM+s gksus dk ,glkl gqvkA tSls gh ?kwe dj ns[kk rks njokts ij fcyky [kM+k
gqvk FkkA mls ns[k dj eSa FkksM+k lk lge x;k vkSj esjs eq[k ls fudy x;k---- rqeA
----vLyke okys dqe HkkbZtkuA mls ns[k dj eSa pkSadUuk gks x;k vkSj cksyk---- okys dqe] vki ;gk¡ ij dSls\ ----HkkbZtku]
vki ls feyus ds fy, vk;k FkkA vki bl fNuky dh fpUrk er dhft,] vc ;g dHkh cksy ugha ldsxhA mldh ckr lqu dj
esjk fny cSB x;k---- D;k eryc\ ----eq>s irk pyk Fkk fd vkfej fe;k¡ rqe us esjs HkkbZ vkSj mlds vknfe;ksa dks gykd dj fn;k
FkkA vkf[kj bl bykds dh igkMf;k¡] nj[r vkSj unh eq> ls dqN Hkh ugha fNikrs---- dgrs gq, mlus vko ns[kk u rko ,d rekpk

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esjs xky ij tek fn;kA
----fe;k¡] vki xyrh dj jgs gks---- vius xky dks lgykrs gq, cksykA fcyky xqLls ls HkUukrs gq, cksy iM+k---- vkfej rsjs
VqdM+s&VqdM+s ;gk¡ ds phy vkSj dkSos [kk;saxsA rw iNrk,xk fd rwus D;k dj fn;kA mlds flj ij cnys dh vkx ns[k dj eSaus
ckr laHkkyus dh dksf’k’k djrs gq, dgk---- eq>s gkFk yxkus ls igys lksp ysuk fd cqjkZuh vkSj jCckuh rsjk D;k gJ djsaxsA fcyky
esjh ckr lqu dj eqLdqjk;k vkSj fQj cksyk---- pyks] igys vkils dksbZ feyuk pkgrk gS mls feyk nw¡A tukc vkbZ,---- rHkh ,d
jkscnkj O;fäRo ds vkneh us esjs dejs esa ços’k fd;k vkSj mlds ihNs vkB&nl vkneh Hkh dejs esa vk x;s---- tukc ;gh vkfej
gSA ----bu lkgc dh rkjhQ\ fcyky us eq> ij ,d utj Mkyh fQj ml vkneh ls eq[kkfrc gks dj dgk---- tukc] ;g vkidks
ugha igpkurk---- fQj esjh vksj ns[k dj dgk---- vkfej fe;k¡] ;g jCckuh lkfgc gSaA
jCckuh dk uke lqu dj esjk gyd lw[k x;k vkSj eq>dks ilhuk vk x;kA esjs gkFk iSj f’kfFky iM+rs gq, yxsA eSaus lkspk
Hkh ugha Fkk fd jCckuh vesfjdu QkSt ds gkFkksa ls cp dj fudy tk,xk vkSj ;gk¡ rd dHkh igq¡p ik,xkA ,d ckj fQj ls
fcyky dh vkokt lquk;h nh---- vkfej fe;k¡] uke lqu dj cksyrh can gks x;hA rHkh fcLrj ij djkgrh gqbZ lyek us viuh vk¡[k
[kksyh vkSj brus yksxksa dks dejs esa ns[k dj tYnh ls mBus dh dksf’k’k djus esa yx x;hA lyek dks gks’k esa vk;s gq, ns[k dj
jCckuh mldh vksj c<+rs gq, cksyk---- lyek] eq>s cqjkZuh lkfgc us crk;k fd vkfej uke dk dksbZ Hkh vkneh muds fy, dke ugha
djrkA ,sls gh ckr djrs gq, jCckuh us lyek ds ckyksa dks idM+ dj [khprs gq, dgk---- lkyh fNuky vc crk fd ;g vkneh
dkSu gS vkSj esjk eky dgk¡ gS\ lyek f?kf?k;krs gq, cksyh---- v----vkg----ugha] eq>s ugha irkA tc rd eSa dqN le> ikrk rc rd
jCckuh us ,d ?kwalk lyek ds xky ij tM+ fn;kA lyek tehu ij pDdj [kk dj fxjdj ,d ckj fQj ls <sj gks x;hA mls
fxjrk gqvk ns[k dj eSa mls laHkkyus ds fy, >qdk rc rd jCckuh us ,d ykr esjh dej ij tM+ nh vkSj eSa tehu ij nnZ ls
nksgjk gks dj ysV x;kA ysVs&ysVs eSaus viuh fLFkfr dk tk;tk fy;k vkSj eq>s cpus dh dksbZ Hkh mEehn utj ugha vk jgh FkhA
rHkh jCckuh xqjkZ;k---- vkfej fe;k¡] esjk eky dgk¡ gS\ ----eq>s ugha ekywe] lyek dks vius lkFk ys dj blhfy, vk;k Fkk
fd og xksnke fn[kk nsA ysfdu vki yksx rks tSls dqN lquuk ugh¡ pkgrs---- eSaus ,d u;h dgkuh lquk;hA jCckuh us vius lkFk
[kM+s gq, fcyky ls dgk---- bl fNuky dks gks’k esa ykvks vkSj irk djks fd xksnke dgk¡ ij gS\ ----tukc] ;g dgkfu;k¡ x<+ jgk
gSA vki bls esjs vknfe;ksa ds gokys dj nhft, ;g vHkh lc mxy nsxkA ----fcyky rqEgkjs HkkbZ dh ekSr dk cnyk ckn esa ysuk]
igys esjk eky tkdj <w¡<ksa---- vkSj fQj jCckuh us esjs dqrsZ dks idM+ dj mBkrs gq, dgk---- ns[k vkfej lh/ks ls crk ns fd esjk
eky dgk¡ gS rks ekSr vkjkenk;d gksxh ojuk rsjh :g Hkh FkjkZ tk,xh rsjh ekSr dk gJ ns[k djA vc rd eS laHky dj cSB x;k
FkkA eSus dgk----rqEgsa eky pkfg,---- rks lyek dh vksj b’kkjk djrs gq, cksyk---- bls tkus nksA
esjh ckr lqu dj fcyky xqjkZ;k---- bldh rks cqjkZuh lkfgc us [kky [khapus dks dgk gSA ;g lkyh mUgsa gh Mcy Økl
dj jgh FkhA eq>s rks mlh fnu ‘kd gks x;k Fkk tc rwus bls viuh choh crk;k FkkA D;k eq>s irk ugha fd cqjkZuh lkgc us mls
;gk¡ D;ksa NksM+k Fkk---- cksyrs gq, mldk psgjk vkSj Hkh T;knk fo—r gks x;k Fkk vkSj ,d ykr mlus esjs isV ij ns ekjhA ,d ckj
fQj ls nnZ ds dkj.k nksgjk gks dj eSa tehu ij yksV x;kA ----;g dgha ugh tk,xhA jCckuh mls pqi djkrk gqvk cksyk---- vkfej]
cp rks rw Hkh ugha ldsxk bl fy, igys esjs eky dh ckr dj fd og xksnke dgk¡ gS\ vc rd eSa laHky x;k Fkk vkSj eu gh
eu lksp jgk Fkk fd jger vkSj mlds lkFkh dgk¡ x;s vkSj D;k bUgksaus mudks [kRe dj fn;k gSA ysfdu eq>s bl ckr ij fo’okl
ugha gks jgk Fkk D;ksafd bu NqV HkS;s xqaMks ds cl dk ugh Fkk mu yM+kdw VªsaM dekaMks ls yM+ukA vthc d’ed’k esa Q¡lk gqvk
eSa bu tkfyeksa ds gkFk ls cpus dk mik; lksp jgk FkkA
----eky rks bl dejs esa ugha gks ldrk---- dqN lksp dj eSaus tokc fn;k fd ‘kk;n ckgj dksbZ ekSdk fey tk,---- vki yksx
esjs lkFk xksnke ij pyks vkidk eky ogk¡ ij gSA ----fcyky] rw bl fNuky dh fuxjkuh ij ;gha #d vkSj rqe lc yksx esjs lkFk
vkvks---- dgrs gq, jCckuh ckgj dh vksj fudy x;k vkSj ihNs&ihNs mlds vkneh eq>s /kDdk nsrs gq, vkmVgkml ls ys dj ckgj
vk x;sA lp esa vkt igyh ckj esjs ik¡o pyrs gq, dk¡i jgs FksA yM+[kM+krk gq, ckgj vk dj eSaus mUgsa vius lkFk ysdj xksnke
dh vksj c<+us yxkA jCckuh rst dneksa ls pyrs gq, esjs ls vkxs pyrs gq, yksxksa ds ikl igq¡p dj dqN fgnk;r nsus ds fy,
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vpkud rHkh jCckuh ds lkFk [kM+s gq, vkneh ds flj ds ij[kPps mM+ x;s vkSj mldk cpk gqvk /kM+ dVs gq, isM+ dh
rjg tehu ij <sj gks x;kA cM+k Hk;kog –’; Fkk ftldks ns[k dj lHkh ldrs esa vk x;s FksA tc rd dksbZ fgyrk rc rd
esjs lkFk [kM+s gq, nks vkSj vkneh <sj gks dj tehu ij fxjrs gq, fn[ksA fdlh dks irk ugha py jgk Fkk fd xksfy;k¡ fdl fn’kk
ls vk jgh FkhA eSa vc rd pkSadUuk gks pqdk FkkA esjh utj jCckuh ij yxh gqbZ FkhA rHkh jCckuh us rsth ls >kMf;ksa dh vksj
tehu ij yksV yxk;h ysfdu dksbZ blls igys dksbZ le> lds eSaus Hkh jCckuh dh vksj Nykax yxk dj mls vius uhps ncksp
fy;kA vc dh ckj dqN nsj rd yxkrkj xksfy;k¡ pyus dh vkokt okrkoj.k esa xw¡tus yxhA lkjs yksx frrj&fcrj gks dj viuh
tku cpkus ds fy, b/kj m/kj Hkkxus esa yx x;sA va/ksjs esa vpkud ,d vkokt xw¡th---- gkYVA
ml vkokt dks lqu dj bruh nsj esa igyh ckj esjk fny cfYy;ksa dh rjg mNykA eSa [kqn gh cpus dh lkjh vk’kk NksM+
pqdk FkkA tc lyek buds dCts esa Fkh rc rd eSa vdsyk bl rkfyckuh QkSt ls dSls cp ldrk FkkA rHkh jger dh iqu:
Hkkjh vkokt lquk;h nh---- ;g txg vesfjdu Lis’ky QkslsZt ds dCts esa gS] lc yksx vius gkFk mij mBk dj viuh txg ij
[kM+s gks tk,¡A vxj fdlh us fgyus dh dksf’k’k dh rks mls xksyh ekj nh tk,xhA rHkh dgha ls ,d xksyh pyus dh vkokt vk;h
vkSj ,d O;fä gok esa rhu QqV mNy dj ogha ij <sj gks x;kA ----;g ,d uewuk Fkk crkus dk fd gj ,d vkneh gekjh xu
ds fu’kkus ij gSA
lkQ vkSj lVhd ckr tYnh ?kj dj tkrh gSA dqN ,slk gh gqvk D;ksafd jger dh ckr [kRe gksrs gh lc tM+or gks dj
viuh txg ij [kM+s jg x;s FksA lc us ,d&,d djds vius gfFk;kj tehu ij Mky fn;sA eSaus vHkh Hkh jCckuh ij vius f’kdatk
esa dl j[kk FkkA jger >kMf;ksa ls ckgj fudyk vkSj mlds ihNs dksEcsV ;wfuQkeZ igus nks vkneh fudy dj gekjh vksj c<+sA
nwljh vksj ls ,d QkSth Hkkxrs gq, gekjs lkeus vk;k vkSj tehu ij iM+s gq, lkjs gfFk;kjksa dks bdB~Bk dj ds vius dCts esa ys
fy;sA
----jger] xqM tksc MuA ----FkSaDl ljA
jCckuh dh xjnu Fkkes gq, eSaus jger dks jCckuh ls feyk;k---- ;g gekjk eqtfje jCckuh gSA rqe QkSju jkstj dks lwpuk
nks fd bls geus dqUnqt esa fxj¶rkj dj fy;k gSA tYnh ls bldks fgjklr esa ysdj dkcqy igq¡pk fn;k tk,A ----lj] ckdh dk
D;k djsa\ ----jger] bu lc dks Hkh viuh fgjklr esa ys yksA gj ejus okys vkneh dh QksVks ys yks ftlls ge jkstj ds ikl
f’kuk[r ds fy, Hkst ldsaA jger ds lkfFk;ksa us vyx&vyx fn’kkvksa ls fudy dj viuh xu ds fu’kkus ij ys dj lc dks
?ksj fy;kA jger us vius ,d vkneh dh vksj #[k dj ds dgk---- bu lc yksxksa dh vk¡[kksa ij iêh ck¡/k dj csMf;k¡ iguk nks
ftlls dksbZ Hkkx u lds vkSj Vke rqe dekaM gsMDokVZlZ dks crk nks fd jCckuh dks vHkh ,vjfy¶V djuk gSA
muesa ls ,d vkneh rqjar lSVsykbZV Qksu ls gsMDokVZlZ dks lwpuk nsus esa yx x;k vkSj jger o mlds lkFkh cafn;ksa dh
vk¡[kksa ij mUgha ds dqrsZ dks QkM+ dj iêh ck¡/k dj mUgsa csMf;ksa esa tdM+ fy;kA lkjk dke gksus ds ckn eSaus jger ls iwNk---- rqe
yksx dgk¡ ij Fks\ brus lkjs yksx ,d lkFk vkmVgkml esa dSls ?kql x;s vkSj ml oä rqEgkjs vkneh dgk¡ ij Fks\ ----lj] f’k¶V
psat gks jgh Fkh cl tjk lh xyrh gks x;h FkhA l‚jh lj] ysfdu lj vkidh NksVh choh cgqr le>nkj fudyhA mlus vk dj
eq>s lwfpr fd;k fd dqN yksxksa us vkmVgkml esa ?kql dj vkidks dCts esa ys fy;k gSA blh otg ls gesa le; fey x;k Fkk
jsLD;w Iyku cukus ds fy,A
igyh ckj eq>s gqek dk [;ky vk;kA ----vc gqek dgk¡ gS\ ----lj og xksnke esa gS vkSj eqthcqj dks doj dj jgha gSA rHkh
eq>s fcyky vkSj lyek dk [;ky vk;k---- jger esjs lkFk vkvks ;g yksx vkmVgkml esa lyek ds ikl fcyky dks NksM+ dj
vk;s Fks vkSj ge nksuksa Hkkxrs gq, vkmVgkml dh vksj py fn;sA xsV ij igq¡p dj vanj dh Vksg ysrs gq, eSaus jger dks doj
nsrs gq, b’kkjk fd;k vkSj rHkh jger dU/ks dh Bksdj ekj dj njoktk [kksy dj vanj ?kql x;kA mls doj djrk gqvk eSa Hkh
mlds ihNs lh/kk csM:e esa ?kql x;kA fcLrj ij iM+h cstku lyek dh yk’k dks ns[k dj esjs eq[k ls ân;fonkjd ph[k fudy
x;hA
lyek ds ‘kjhj ij pkdw ds vla[; ?kko Fks tSls fdlh us xqLls esa mlds ‘kjhj dks xksn fn;k gksA ;g –’; ns[k dj eSa

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x’k [kk dj yM+[kM+k dj csgks’k gks x;kA jger tSls&rSls eq>s gks’k esa ykus dh dksf’k’k esa yx x;kA dqN nsj ds ckn eSaus viuh
vk¡[ksa [kksyh---- gw¡] lc [kRe gks x;k ;kjA ----gks’k esa vkbZ,] lj og dkSu Fkk\ gesa lpZ ikVhZ Hkstuh gS og vHkh T;knk nwj ugha
x;k gksxkA
eSaus mBrs gq,---- jger esjs lkFk vkvksA esjs psgjs ij utj iM+rs gh jger fBBd dj #d x;k vkSj cksy iM+k---- lj vki
vkjke dhft, vHkh vki LVªsl ysus ds dkfcy ugha gSA nfjanxh ls Hkjh gqbZ vkokt esa jger dks MiVrs gq, dgk---- ‘kV viA
vius vknfe;ks¡ ls dgks fd pqipki bl yk’k dks ihNs nQuk nsA bruk dg dj eSa ckgj vk x;kA ckgj vk dj eSaus vkl&ikl
dk tk;tk fy;k vkSj fQj ,d fn’kk esa nkSM+ iM+kA esjh ns[kk&ns[kh jger Hkh esjs ihNs nkSM+ iM+kA
dkQh nwj rd tkus ds ckn eq>s vius utnhd fdlh O;fä ds gksus dk vkHkkl gqvkA rst lk¡ls ysrk gqvk jger dqN
{k.kksa esjs lkeus vk dj [kM+k gks x;kA vpkud viuh b/kj&m/kj –f”V nkSM+krs gq, esjh utj nwj Hkkxrs gq, lk;s iM+h rks b’kkjs
ls jger dks ml fn’kk esa /;ku ls ns[kus ds fy, dgkA jger us viuh nwjchu ls ml vksj ns[k dj gkeh HkjhA ge nksuksa ml
lk;s dks ?ksjus dk ladsr nsdj vyx&vyx fn’kk esa fudy x;sA ,d txg igq¡p dj og lk;k fdlh pht ls Vdjk dj uhps
fxj x;k vkSj tc rd og mB ikrk eSaus mls /kj nckspkA
----fcyky] rwus cgqr cM+h xyrh dj nh---- dgrs gq, mlds V[kus ij vius twrs dh ,M+h j[k dj dl dj nck nhA fcyky
vius vki dks NqM+kus dh ukdke;kc dksf’k’k djrs gq, cksyk---- eq>s NksM+ ns lkys] rsjs iwjs ?kj dks vkx yxk nw¡xkA ----vkx rks rc
yxk,xk] tc rw esjs gkFkksa ls vkt cp ik,xkA rq>s ugha ekywe gksxk fd rsjk HkkbZ flQZ blhfy, ekjk x;k Fkk fd mlus lyek
dks gkFk yxk;k FkkA vc ;g lksp fd rsjk D;k gksxk D;ksafd rwus rks mldks ekj MkykA rc rd jger Hkh igq¡p x;k vkSj mlus
fcyky dks esjs gkFkksa ls NqM+k dj vius dCts esa ysrs gq, dgk---- lj] gks’k esa vkbZ, gesa bls okfil ys dj tkuk gSA
jger dks ?kwjrs gq, eSaus dgk---- lkjZtsUV vVsa’kuA Hkkxrs&Hkkxrs ge rhuksa dh lk¡ls rst py jgh FkhA jger esjh vkokt
lqu dj fcyky dks NksM+ dj ogha lh/kk [kM+k gks x;kA fcyky dh vksj b’kkjk djrs gq, eSaus dgk---- ;g dgha ugha tk jgkA bls
;gha ij esjs ikl NksM+ dj rqe okfil tkvksA eSaus pyus ls igys ,d vkMZj fn;k Fkk mls vEy D;ksa ugha fd;k x;kA xsV vku
fon ;qvj tkscA
----lj] eSa ,slk ugha dj ldrkA ;g ftUnk gS vkSj bls eq>s fxj¶rkj djuk iM+sxkA ----lktsZUV ;g vHkh ftUnk gS vkSj tc
rd rqe okfil vkvksxs ;g ejk gqvk feysxkA xsV vkmV vku n McyA jger vthc i’kksis’k esa [kM+k jg x;kA rHkh fcyky
eqM+rs gq, jger dh vksj ns[k dj fpYyk;k---- eq>s cpk yks HkkbZtkuA vYykg ds fy, eq>s bl nfjans ls cpkvksA ysfdu tc rd
jger dqN dj ikrk esjh igyh xksyh us fcyky ds ,d ?kqVus dks csdkj dj fn;k vkSj tc rd jger dqN le> ikrk esjh
nwljh xksyh us mlds nwljs ?kqVus dks ukdkfcy dj fn;kA
----gk¡ fcyky vc rw lkjh mez vius iSjksa ij ugha py ldsxk---- dgrs gq, eSaus ,d ykr mlds psgjs ij pyk nh vkSj og
yqM+d dj /kwy pkVus yxkA fcyky ,d ckj fQj ls jger dh vksj ns[k dj fpYyk;k---- HkkbZtku] [kqnk ds fy, eq>s cpk yksA
nnZ ls rM+irk gqvk fQj cksy mBk---- eq>s cpkvks] eSa vkidh enn dj ldrk gw¡A vc dh ckj jger #d x;k vkSj cksyk---- lj]
oSls rks ;g gekjs fdlh dke dk ugha jgk ysfdu vxj vki bls vHkh ds fy, c[‘k ns rks ‘kk;n eSa bl ls jCckuh ds ckjs esa dqN
ekywekr dj ldw¡A
----D;k enn dj ldrs gks---- eSaus mldks ?kwjrs gq, iwNkA fcyky cgqr Mjk gqvk Fkk vkSj f?kf?k;krs Loj esa cksyk---- eSa vkidks
crk ldrk gw¡ fd Tokfgjh dk u;k vìk dgk¡ ij gSA ----fcyky og vìk rks ge vkt ugh rks dy <w¡< gh ysaxs] ij ;g crk dh
vk;’kk vkSj lyek dh ekSr dk fglkc dkSu nsxk\ rHkh jger cksy mBk---- lj] eSa vkidks ,slk djus ugha nw¡xkA fcyky] crkvks
fd u;k vìk dgk¡ ij gS\
/khjs&/khjs eSa vc rd vius xqLls dks dkcw esa ys vk;k Fkk vkSj Tokfgjh dk uke lqu dj esjk ekFkk Budk FkkA vkf[kj
tkus okyk rks pyk x;k Fkk vkSj vc mldh flQZ ;knsa gh jg x;h FkhA rHkh fcyky cksy iM+k---- HkkbZtku cqjkZuh ds ckjs esa Hkh

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vkidks lc dqN crk nw¡xk Iyht eq>s bl ls cpk yhft,A ----;g cgqr nksxyk balku gS vkSj ;g viuh tku cpkus ds fy, dqN
Hkh cksy nsxk] eSa bls ugh¡ NksM+w¡xk---- dgrs gq, eSaus fcyky ds da/ks dks viuh rhljh xksyh dk fu’kkuk cuk;kA
fcyky viuk da/kk idM+ dj ph[kk---- jger HkkbZ eq>s cpk yks] eSa lp dg jgk gw¡A ----lktsZUV bl dks ?klhV dj
vkmVgkml igq¡pkvks---- dg dj eSa mu nksuksa dks NksM+ dj okfil py fn;kA
jger ?kk;y fcyky dks vius da/ks ij ykn dj okfil vkmVgkml dh fn’kk esa fudy iM+k FkkA vkmVgkml ij igq¡p
dj eSa vius dejs esa pyk x;kA esjs ihNs&ihNs pyrs gqvk jger us vkmVgkml ij igq¡p dj fcyky dks tehu ij iVd fn;k
vkSj vius vknfe;ksa dks dgk---- bl vkneh dks dejs esa ys dj pyks vkSj bldh ejge iêh djksA
----Vke D;k [kcj gS---- jger us ikl [kM+s gq, vkneh ls iwNkA ----lj] gsfyd‚IVj cl igq¡pus okyk gSA xqM---- vius nks
vknfe;ksa ls dgks fd vkmVgkml ds ihNs ,d dcz rS;kj djsaA
FkksM+h nsj esa gsfyd‚IVj dh vkokt ls lkjk okrkoj.k xw¡tus yxkA jger ds vkneh ,d [kqyh txg esa [kM+s gks dj VkpZ
ls viuh txg dh fu’kkunsgh djus esa yx x;sA dqN le; ckn gsfyd‚IVj tehu ij mrjrs gh jkstj vkSj mlds lkFk rhu
QkSth vkneh rsth ls fudy dj jger dh vksj vk;sA jkstj us vkrs gh iwNk---- vkfej dgk¡ gS\ D;k LVsVl gS\ jger us tokc
fn;k---- lj] geus nl vkneh idM+s gS vkSj jCckuh Hkh muesa ls ,d gSA vkfej lkgc vanj gSA ,d VªstsMh gks x;h gS] mudh choh
dks lkeus djkgrs gq, fcyky dh vksj b’kkjk djds---- blus cM+h csnnhZ ds lkFk mUgsa ekj fn;kA gh bt osjh vilsV jkbZV ukvksA
fcyky dks Bksdj ekj dj jkstj vkxs c<+rs gq,---- bl ls ckn esa ckr djrs gSa---- dg dj vkmVgkml ds vanj pyk x;kA
fcyky ihM+k Hkjh utjksa ls jger dh vksj rkdrk jg x;kA jger us fcyky dh vksj ns[krs gq, dgk---- rsjh rks vkt [kSj ughaA
rHkh jkstj vkSj eSa vkmVgkml ls fudy dj ckgj vk;sA vc rd esjk lkjk tquwu ‘kkar gks pqdk FkkA fcyky dh vksj ns[krs gq,
jkstj us jger ls dgk---- bls vanj ys dj vkvks vkSj vius vkneh ls dgks fd jCckuh dks Hkh ;gk¡ ys dj vk, vkSj ckdh yksxksa
dks gsfyd‚IVj esa yksM djksA
jger ds vkneh fcyky dks mBk dj gky esa ys tk dj tehu ij Mky dj ckgj pys x;sA dqN gh le; esa nks vknfe;ksa
dh fuxjkuh esa jCckuh Hkh dejs vk x;kA jkstj dh vksj ns[krs gq, eSaus dgk---- ;g jCckuh gSA jCckuh dks ?kwjrs gq, jkstj cksyk-
--- cxyku esa rks blus gesa /kks[kk ns fn;k FkkA FkSDl] vkfej vkt rqEgkjh otg ls ;g gekjh fxj¶r esa gSA gsyks feLVj jCckuh]
D;k vki ;gk¡ crkus dk d”V djsaxs fd vkidh ‘kqtky fe;k¡ ds lkFk dc ehfVax r; gqbZ FkhA jkstj dh ckr dks vulquh djds
jCckuh pqipki fcyky dh cngkyh dk tk;tk ysus esa yxk gqvk FkkA
----jkstj ;g ,sls ugh cksyxs k] dSEi ij FkMZ fMxzh VªhVesVa feysxk rks ;g lc mxy nsxkA esjh ckr lqu dj jkstj us psrkouh
Hkjs Loj esa jCckuh dks dgk---- lksp yksA tc dksbZ tokc jCckuh ls u feyk---- Cok;t fjewo fge ¶jkse gs;j ,UM iqV fge vksu
fon vnlZA jkstj dh ckr lqu dj nks vkneh jCckuh dks vius lkFk ys dj ckgj fudy x;sA
----fcyky rqEgsa esjs gkFkksa ls dksbZ Hkh ugha cpk ldsxk vkSj flQZ rqEgkjk lp gh vkt rqEgkjs dke vk ldrk gS---- dgrs
gq, eSaus jkstj dh vksj b’kkjk fd;kA ----eq>s irk pyk gS fd rqEgsa Tokfgjh ds u;s vìs dk irk gSA rks vc eq>s crkvksA fcyky
us djkgrs gq, cksyk---- tukc] eSa ys dj py ldrk gw¡ ij ;gk¡ ij ,sls dSls crk nw¡A
----ugha] rqEgsa dgha tkus dh t:jr ugha gSA esjs ikl thihvkj,l gS] cl rqe blh dks ns[k dj bl ij fu’kkunsgh dj
nksA jger dqUnqt ds bykds dks uD’ks ij fn[kkvks---- lqu dj jger us ¶ysV LØhu ij dqUnqt dk uD’kk fudky fy;kA uD’ks
ij fn[kkrs gq, jger fu’kkunsgh djrs gq,---- lj] ge ;gk¡ ij gSA vc crkvks fcyky ;gk¡ ls dgk¡ pys\ fcyky uD’ks ij jkLrk
js[kkafdr djrk gqvk igkMf;ksa ds chpksachp ,d ohjku lh txg ij ys tk dj fn[kkrs gq, dgk---- ;gh txg gSA
jger dks b’kkjk djrs gq, jkstj cksyk---- FkSaDl] fcyky dks mBk dj gsfyd‚IVj esa fcBkvksA eSaus mldh ckr dkV dj
dgk---- jkstj] eq>s bl ls dqN iwNuk gSA Iyht] vki lc yksx ckgj tk¡,A jkstj vkSj jger ge nksuksa dks dejs esa NksM+ dj

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ckgj fudy x;sA fcyky dks ?kwjrs gq,---- vxj eSa pkgw¡ rks vHkh rqEgkjs VqdM+s&VqdM+s dj ds dqÙkksa ds lkeus Mky nw¡] ysfdu vxj
esjs lokyksa dk tokc lp nksxs rks eSa rqEgsa NksM+ nw¡xkA lyek dh ek¡ vkSj cgu dgk¡ gS\ cqjkZuh us mUgsa dgk¡ j[kk gqvk gS vxj
rqe eq>s crk nksxs rks eSa rqEgsa tkus nw¡xkA eq>s dqN ugha irk---- dg dj fcyky pqi gks x;kA
----Bhd gS---- dg dj eSa jlksbZ ls ,d lCth dkVus dk pkdw mBk dj ys vk;kA fcyky dh vka[kksa ds lkeus pkdw upkrs
gq, dgk---- eSa ,d ckj fQj ls iwNrk gw¡ fd lyek dh ek¡ vkSj cgu dgk¡ ij gS\ viuh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus ekSr ukprh gqbZ ns[k
dj fcyky f?kf?k;krs gq, Loj esa cksy iM+k---- vkfej HkkbZ] eq>s flQZ bruk ekywe Fkk fd og cM+h eqf’dy esa gS vkSj cqjkZuh lkfgc
us eq>s lyek dks ys dj vYcan igq¡pus ds fy, dgk FkkA ----D;k rqEgsa mu esa ls fdlh dk uke irk gS---- eSaus fcyky ls vxyk
loky fd;k\ ----vkfej HkkbZ] dle [kqnk dh eSa lp dg jgk gw¡A eq>s blds vkxs dqN ugha ekyweA eq>s vkSj dqN ugha ekywe] gks
ldrk gS fd jCckuh lkfgc dks dqN irk gksA eSaus ,d tksj ls vkokt yxk;h---- jgerA esjh vkokt lqu dj jger rqjar vanj
vk x;kA jger tjk jCckuh dks ys dj vkvks vkSj bl dhM+s dks esjh vk¡[kksa ls nwj ys tkvks vxj ;g dqN nsj ;gha ij jg x;k
rks ;dhuu eSa viuk vkik [kks nw¡xkA jger tYnh ls fcyky dks mBk dj dejs ls ckgj fudy x;kA dqN nsj ds ckn jCckuh
us esjs dejs esa ços’k fd;kA mlds lkFk vk, gq, QkSft;ksa dks eSaus ckgj #dus dk b’kkjk fd;kA jCckuh dks ?kwjrs gq, eSaus dgk--
-- ‘kk;n gh rqe viuh bl ftanxh esa dHkh vktknh dh lk¡l ys ldks ysfdu ‘kk;n ,d usd dke dj ldrs gks ftl ls rqEgkjk
xqukg de gks ldsA D;k rqe lyek ds ifjokj dks tkurs gks fd og dgk¡ ij gS\ vkSj D;k uke gS mudk\ jCckuh pqipki flj
>qdk, gq, cSBk jgkA ,d ckj fQj eSaus viuk ç’u nksgjk;k ysfdu jCckuh dh pqIih ugha VwVhA ----dksbZ ckr ugha---- dg dj eSaus
ckgj [kM+s gq, QkSft;ksa dks cqyk;k vkSj jCckuh dks muds gokys djrs gq, dgk---- ys tkvks blsA jCckuh] mUgsa rks eSa nqfu;k ds
fdlh Hkh dksus ls <w¡< dj fudky yw¡xk ysfdu ;g ,d ekSdk Fkk fd rw vius dqN xqukg de dj ysrkA [kSj rsjh ethZA eSa ckgj
tkus dks vkxs c<+kA rHkh jCckuh [kM+s gksrs gq, cksyk---- eq>s T;knk rks ugha ekywe gS cl bruk irk gS fd cqjkZuh ds [ksrksa ij
ek¡&csVh dke dj jgh FkhA gk¡ vxj rqe pkgks rks uke oxSjg iqfyl dfe’kuj tkfdj [kqjZe ;k mldh choh ls iwN ldrs gks
D;ksafd bu nksuksa ds ifjokj cgqr utnhd FksA ;g dg dj og ckgj fudy x;kA
gsfyd‚IVj dh vkokt ,d ckj fQj ls xw¡tus yxhA jkstj vanj vk;k vkSj cksyk---- vkfej] eSa pyrk gw¡A bl oä gekjh
,d VqdM+h fcyky ds crk, gq, LFkku ij jsM Mkyus tk jgh gS vkSj rqEgsa tYn gh lwfpr d:¡xkA tc rd cqjkZuh gekjs dCts
esa ugha vkrk ge dHkh Hkh ;gk¡ ds Mªx usVodZ dks [kRe ugha dj ldrs vkSj mlds fcuk fcu yknsu ds ikl Hkh ugha igq¡p ldsaxsA
xzkmUM odZ rqe laHkkyks vkSj ckfd lc eq> ij NksM+ nksA
----rqe Bhd dg jgs gksA fQØ ugha djks] gesa lcls igys muds Mªx ds djksckj rgl&ugl djuk gS vkSj fQj gfFk;kjksa
dk O;kikjA ,d ckj ;g nksuksa [kRe gks x;s rks mls vius fcy ds ckgj fudyuk iM+sxkA dgrs gq, eSaus jkstj ls gkFk feyk;k
vkSj mls fonk djrs gq, dgk---- duos ekbZ yo Vq ldhuk ,UM fpYMªuA
ge nksuksa ckgj fudy dj vk;s vkSj jkstj Hkkxrs gq, lh/ks tk dj gsfyd‚IVj esa cSB x;kA jger ds b’kkjs ij jksVj dh
vkokt rst gks x;hA ,d ckj gsyhdkIVj gok esa mB dj gYdk lk >qdk vkSj fQj lc dSfn;ksa dks ys dj gsyhdkIVj vkleku
esa mM+ x;kA /khjs dneksa ls pyrs gq, eSa vkSj jger xksnke dh vksj py fn;sA
,d jger ds lkFkh us vk dj [kcj nh---- lj] xìk [kksn fn;k x;k gSA vki vxj dgsa rks lyek th dks nQuk nsrs gSA
----gk¡] jgerA eSa lyek dks ys dj vkrk gw¡A rqe lcdks MîwVh ij yxk dj gqek dks ys dj vk tkuk---- dgrs gq, eSa okfil
vkmVgkml dh vksj eqM+ x;kA
ftanxh esa igyh ckj esjs lhus esa fny us /kM+duk yxHkx can dj fn;k Fkk tc vEeh vkSj tjhuk dks nQuk jgk FkkA
ysfdu vkt esjs psgjs ij vk¡lqvksa dh >M+h yxh gqbZ FkhA ,slk yx jgk Fkk fd tSls esjs vanj fdlh pht us dke djuk can dj
fn;k FkkA nks yksxksa us pknj esa fyiVh gqbZ lyek ds futhZo ‘kjhj dks xïs esa j[k fn;k FkkA jger us dqN bLykfed okD;ksa dks
cksyrs gq, esjh gFksyh ij feêh j[k nh vkSj eq>s xïs esa Mkyus dk b’kkjk fd;kA eSaus og feêh lyek ds e`r ‘kjhj ij Mky dj
ihNs gV x;kA gqek esjs lhus yx dj QwVQwV dj jks iM+hA eSa mls lkaRouk nsrk gqvk vius lkFk ys dj dejs ds vanj pyk x;kA
jger vkSj mlds vkneh xïs dks Hkjus esa yx x;sA dqN nsj ckn vkmVgkml ds ckgj ‘kkafr Nk x;hA
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----gqek] rqe bl gky esa vkjke dj yksA eSa tk dj csM:e lkQ dj nsrk gw¡A gqek ,d fgpdh yh vkSj cksyh---- thtw] eSa
Hkh vkidh enn dj nsrh gw¡A eSaus viuh ckth dks rks ugha ns[k ldh ij lyek ckth dks ns[k dj viuh vk;’kk ckth dh ;kn
vk x;hA [kqnk mudks tUur c[ls----vkehuA ckr djrs gq, geus viuk csM:e lkQ fd;k vkSj fQj tgk¡ tgk¡ [kwu ds fu’kku
yxs gq, Fks og txg geus xhys diM+s ls lkQ dh vkSj fcLrj ds diM+s mBk dj ckgj Qsad fn;sA
----igys vEeh vkSj tjhuk pyh x;h vkSj fQj vk;’kk vkSj lyekA vc irk ugha vkxs D;k gksxk] gqek vxj dy rqe dks
dqN gks x;k rks eSa D;k d:¡xkA vk;’kk dks D;k tokc nw¡xk vkSj chgw dks D;k dgw¡xkA rqe okfil gosyh pyh tkvksA esjs ls gqek
fyiV dj QwV&QwV dj jksus yxh---- thtw] vc eSa vkSj chgw vkids lkFk ca/k x;s gSaA eSa vkidks vc NksM+ dj ugha tk ldrhA
thtw] vc vkids flok; gekjk dksbZ ugha gSA mls pqi djkrs gq,---- eSaus rqe nksuksa dks opu fn;k gS fd rqEgsa dHkh Hkh ugha NksM+w¡xk
vkSj rqe nksuksa esjs lkFk jgksxh tgk¡ Hkh eSa jgw¡xkA ysfdu ,sls gkykr gks x;s gSa fd eq>s Mj yxrk gS fd dgha esjh otg ls rqEgkjh
tku ij u vk tk,A
flldrs gq, gqek us esjk gkSlyk c<+k;k---- thtw] vxj vkids lkFk jgrs gq, eq>s dqN gks x;k rks esjk [kqnk tkurk gS fd
eq>s dksbZ xe u gksxk ysfdu vkils nwj jgh rks eSa oSls gh ej tkšxhA ----pqi ixyh yM+dh] ,slh ckr ugha cksyrs---- dgrs gq,
mls vius lhus ls yxk dj ogha csM ij ysV x;kA
dqN gh nsj ge nksuksa uhan esa xqe gks x;sA lqcg lcls igys esjh vk¡[k [kqyh ysfdu mBrs gq, vius fny esa [kkyhiu lk
yxkA esjs ikl gh xgjh uhan esa gqek lksbZ gqbZ fn[kkbZ nhA eSaus mls fgyk dj txk;k---- gqek] fnu fudy vk;k gSA mB tkvksA
esjh vkokt lqu dj gqek vk¡[ksa eyrh gqbZ mBh---- thtw cksfy,A gqek] eSa tk dj rS;kj gks jgk gw¡ vkSj Iyht rqe tjk pk; cuk
ykvksA
gqek jlksbZ esa pyh x;h vkSj eSa xqly[kkus esa pyk x;kA dqN nsj ds ckn ugk /kks dj ckgj vk;k rc rd gqek us pk;
yk dj est ij j[k nhA diM+s igu dj eSa /khjs&/khjs pk; dh pqfLd;k¡ ysrk gqvk gqek dh vksj ns[kk rks mlds psgjs ij nq[k ds
ckny lkQ utj vk jgs FksA ----gqek] tkvks rqe Hkh tk dj rS;kj gks tkvksA vkt tqesjkr dks ge ;gk¡ ls gsjkr ds fy, fudysaxs
rqe viuk lc lkeku ck¡/k ysukA th] thtw---- dg dj pqi gks x;hA
----gqek] eq>s thtw dguk NksM+ nks D;ksafd eSa ugha pkgrk fd jger vkSj mlds lkfFk;ksa dks dqN vkSj irk pysA ‘kekZrs gq,
gqek cksyh---- th] Bhd gSA bruk dg dj gqek xqly[kkus esa pyh x;hA lkjk fnu xksnke esa cSB dj eSaus] jger vkSj eqthcqj ls
ckr dh vkSj mUgsa vius jkr ds dk;ZØe ls voxr djok;kA gSA vc ;g r; gqvk Fkk fd jger ds vkneh xksnke esa Hkjs gq,
dPps eky ds Mªe vius Vªd esa ys dj gsjkr igq¡psxsA eSa vius Vªd esa gqek dks ys dj gsjkr ds fy, vkt jkr dks fudy tkÅ¡xk
D;ksafd eq>s igys cqjkZuh ls ckr djuh gSA esjs Vªd ds ihNs esjh thi ls jger ds rhu vkneh pysaxs ftlls eSa jger ls oä
iM+us ij Qksu }kjk d‚UVsDV dj ldw¡A jkr gksrs gh jger ds rhu tokuksa dks eSaus viuh thi gokys djrs gq, mUgsa vius ihNs
pyus dks dgkA gqek dks vius lkFk ys dj ywVs gq, eky okyk Vªd dks Mªkbo djrs gq, eSa vius [ksrksa ls fudy x;kA

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eSa pqipki Vªd pykrs gq, ,d eksM+ ij ys tk dj Vªd dks [kM+k dj fn;kA ihNs vkrh gqbZ thi Hkh Vªd ds lkFk vk dj [kM+h
gks x;hA eSa Vªd ls mrj dj thi dh vksj vk;kA vpafHkr gksrs gq, lSfud Hkh thi ls uhps mrj dj esjs ikl pys vk;sA
----vki yksx bl Vªd dh fuxjkuh djsaA eSa ;g thi ys dj dqN nsj ds fy, tk jgk gw¡A eq>s fdlh ls feyuk gS vHkh
ykSV dj vkrk gw¡A mUgsa ogha Vªd dh fuxjkuh ij yxk dj eSa thi ys dj fudy x;kA mlh iqfy;k ls dqN nwj igys thi dks
jksd dj ckdh dk jkLrk iSny r; fd;kA iqfy;k ds ikl igq¡p dj ns[kk rks iqÙku vkSj mlds vknfe;ksa dks viuk bartkj djrs
gq, ik;kA djhc ,d ?kaVs bartkj ds ckn dqN vkSj lk;s viuh vksj vkrs gq, fn[kkbZ fn;sA
----vkfej fe;k¡] lyke---- iqÙku fe;k¡ us esjs ikl igq¡p dj dgkA ----lyke] lc rS;kjh gSA fcYdqy] vki csfQØ jgsA fdrus
yksx okfil vk;s\ ----eq>s feyk dj ge vkB yksx vk;s gSaA ----Bhd gS] iqÙku fe;k¡ pfy, jkLrs esa ckr djsaxsA vius lkFk lc yksxksa
dks ys dj thi dh vksj x;k vkSj lc dks thi esa Hkj dj eSa okfil Vªd dh vksj py fn;kA
----HkkbZtku] gfFk;kj oxSjg laHkky fy, gS u\ ----gk¡] vkxs dk Iyku D;k gS\ ----HkkbZtku] vki vius vknfe;ksa ds lkFk Vªd
ys dj dU/kkj dh vksj ls ckMZj Økl djds bjkZus&rk;sckr ij igqpksaA jkLrk yack gS vkSj gsjkr ls utnhd ysfdu ;g jkLrk
T;knk lqjf{kr gSA rk;sckr igq¡p dj vki yksx esjk bartkj djuk vkSj tc ogk¡ igq¡p tkvks eq>s Qksu ls lwpuk nsuk fd rqe
yksx dgk¡ ij Bgjs gq, gksA eSa ogh¡ vk dj rqels feyw¡xk vkSj HkkbZtku ;g eky gekjs fy, gekjk Hkfo”; gSA bls laHkky dj gj
gkyr esa rk;sckr igq¡puk pkfg,A
----HkkbZtku] viuh tku ls Hkh T;knk fgQktr djsaxsA vkf[kj blesa vkidk gh ugh gekjk Hkh Hkfo”; tqM+k gqvk gSA vki
csfQØ jgs---- cSBs gq, lc yksxksa us iqÙku fe;k¡ dh ckr lqu dj flj fgyk dj gkeh HkjhA ----vkids lkFk esjs nks vkneh Hkh jgsaxs
tks vkidks lqj{kk nsaxs vkSj vkidks ckMZj ikj djus esa enn djsaxsA muds ikl Qksu gS ogh eq> rd vkidk iSxke igq¡pk fn;k
djsaxsA ,sls gh ge yksx ckr djrs gq, Vªd ds ikl igqp x;sA eSaus thi dks Vªd ds ikl ys tk dj jksd fn;k vkSj lk/kkj.k
os’kHkw”kk esa rhuksa lSfudksa dks viuh vksj vkus dk b’kkjk fd;kA
----Vke vkSj ihVj] ;g iqÙku fe;k¡ gSA ;g vkids lkFk dU/kkj ls gks dj bjkus&rk;sckr tk,¡xsA vki budh iwjh enn djsa
vkSj vxj dksbZ [krjs dh vk’kadk gks rks ,UxstesaV :Yl ogh gS tks eSaus xksnke ij dgs FksA Vke vki eq>s d‚UVsDV djsaxs vkSj
viuh çksxzsl dh fjiksVZ nsaxsA rk;sckr igq¡p dj vki yksx esjh dky dk bartkj djsaxs] dksbZ ‘kd----A nksuksa ,d lkFk cksys---- uks
ljA ----iqÙku fe;k¡] ;g Vªd vc vkids gokys gSA tehj] vki esjs lkFk thi esa pysaxs---- dgrs gq, eSaus gqek dks vkokt yxkbZ----
gqekA th vkbZ---- dgrs gq, gqek Vªd ls uhps mrj dj gekjh vksj vk x;hA
----gqek csVh] lykeA ----lyke HkkbZtkuA ----gqek rqe py dj thi esa ihNs cSB tkvks vkSj tehj vius gfFk;kj ys vkvksA
eSa gqek dk lkeku ysus ds fy, Vªd dh vksj py fn;k vkSj ogk¡ ls ,d iksVyh ys dj okfil vk x;kA
iqÙku fe;k¡ us vius vknfe;ksa ls dgk---- ns[kks ;g Vªd iwjk Hkjk gqvk gSA ftldks tgk¡ txg feys ogk¡ ij tk dj cSB
tk,A ysfdu vkxs eSa] Vke vkSj ihVj cSBsaxs vkSj Vªd MªkbZo djsaxsA pyks] vc nsj er djksA iqÙku fe;k¡ dh vkokt lqu dj HkxnM+

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lh ep x;hA lc yksx thi ls mrj Vªd dh Nr ij p<+ dj cSB x;sA
eSaus iqÙku fe;k¡ ds gkFkksa esa uksVksa dh ,d xìh Fkek;h vkSj dgk---- iqÙku HkkbZtku ;g vkids jkLrs ds [kpsZ ds fy, gSA
vkf[kj Vªd ds fy, isVªksy vkSj vki yksxksa ds fy, [kkuk Hkh t:jh gSA vYykg gkfQtA rk;sckr esa feyrs gSa---- dg dj eSaus
viuh igyh Vhe ls fonk yhA ----HkkbZtku] vki csfQØ jgsaA vYykg gkfQt---- dg dj iqÙku us Vªd dk LVh;fjax laHkkyk vkSj
fx;j esa Mky dj Vªd vkxs c<+k fn;kA
eSaus Hkh thi dk LVh;fjax laHkkyk vkSj vius lkFk tehj dks fcBk dj Vªd ds ihNs /kheh xfr ls fudy iM+kA ----tehj]
gkbos ij ;g thi rqe pykvksxs eSa ihNs cSB dj jkLrs dh fuxjkuh d:¡xkA rqe vius gfFk;kj ihNs j[k nksA tehj us eqM+ dj
viuk lkjk vlyk ihNs Mky fn;k vkSj ihNs cSBh gqbZ gqek us lkjs gfFk;kjksa dks lhV ds uhps fNik fn;sA
nks ?kaVs dh yxkrkj Mªkbo ds ckn gekjh nksuksa xkMf;k¡ us gkbZos dks idM+ dj viuh xfr rst dj yhA lkeus isVªksy iEi
dk fpUg ns[k dj eSaus Vªd dks vksojVsd djds isVªksy iEi ij thi jksd yh vkSj ihNs vkrs gq, Vªd dks Hkh #dus dk b’kkjk
fd;kA nksuksa xkMf;ksa esa isVªksy Hkjok dj vkSj j[ks gq, tsjhdsuksa dks Hkh Qqy djok dj [kqnk gkfQt djds gekjk y’dj vkxs py
fn;kA Vªd cxyku dk jkLrk idM+ dj dU/kkj dh vksj fudy x;k vkSj eSaus thi dks etkjs ‘kjhQ dh vksj eksM+ nhA
FkksM+h nsj gkbZos ij thi pykus ds ckn jksdrs gq, dgk---- tehj vc rqe thi dks laHkkyksA tehj us vius psgjs vkSj flj
ij diM+k ck¡/k dj Mªkfoax lhV laHkky yhA eSa Hkh tehj dh rjg diM+k ck¡/k dj gqek ds ikl ihNs tk dj cSB x;kA viuh
fiLrkSy ds psEcj dks [kksy dj nqckjk ls muesa xksfy;k¡ Hkj dj lhV ds uhps ljdk nh vkSj tehj dh e’khu xu dks vius iSjksa
ds ikl j[k dj viuh uhan iwjh djus gsrq gqek ds dU/ks ij flj j[k dj lks x;kA
ysfdu lksus ls igys ,d ckj lkjk Iyku esjh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus ls pyfp= dh Hkk¡fr fudy x;k FkkA lyek ds lkFk xa/koZ
fookg ds ckn eSaus MªXl vkSj rkfyckfu;ksa ds ckjs lkspuk NksM+ fn;k FkkA ysfdu fcyky vkSj jCckuh ls gqbZ eqykdkr vkSj lyek
dh ekSr us eq>s >d>ksj dj j[k fn;k FkkA fcyky dks okfil ykrs gq, vkSj fQj pyus rd esjk fnekx flQZ blh dke esa yxk
gqvk Fkk fd eq>s vius ifjokj dk Hkfo”; flD;ksj djuk gSA tc Øsd ejhu dekaMks lyek dks ugha cpk lds rks eSa le> x;k
Fkk fd vc eq>s dqN [kkl gh djuk iM+sxkA blhfy, eSaus jCckuh ds eky ds ckjs esa jkstj dks dqN ugha crk;k FkkA
eqthcqj us eq>s crk;k Fkk fd bl bykds dh lkjh MªXl bjkus&rk;sckr igq¡prh gSA tkQj [kkeSuh vkSj eLrku HkkbZ lcls
cM+s Mªx Mhyj gS vkSj djksM+ksa Mkyj dk eky muds ikl ls jkst b/kj ls m/kj gksrk gSA bl [kcj dks lqu dj eSaus viuh O;wg
jpuk dh FkhA vc rd eSa QSlyk ys pqdk Fkk fd esjs dCts esa vk;k gqvk lkjk eky eSa jkstj dks crk;s fcuk [kqys cktkj esa cspw¡xkA
tc eSaus r; dj fy;k rks mlh fglkc ls eSaus viuh O;wg jpuk esa cnyko fd;k FkkA eky ls Hkjk gqvk esjk ,d Vªd iqÙku fe;k¡
bjkus rk;sckr ys dj tk jgs FksA nwljk eky ls Hkjk gqvk Vªd vesfjdu vkehZ viuh fuxjkuh esa cqjkZuh ds fy, gsjkr ys tk jgh
FkhA eq>s fo’okl Fkk fd vxj esjh ;g pky dke;kc gks x;h rks jkstj dk dke Hkh gks tk,xk vkSj esjk Hkh Qk;nk gks tk,xkA
cl ;gh lksprs gq, esjh vk¡[k yx x;hA cspkjh gqek us eq>s dlelkrs ns[k dj Fkdk gqvk tku dj cksyh---- vki vkjke ls iSj
QSyk yhft,A ysfdu rc rd rks eSa xgjh uhan esa lks pqdk FkkA
thi viuh xfr ls lM+d uki jgh FkhA jkr esa flQZ Vªd gh py jgs Fks vkSj tehj lko/kkuh ls lc Vªdksa dks ihNs NksM+
dj gsjkr dh vksj pyrk pyk tk jgk FkkA lqcg dh igyh fdj.k QwV pqdh Fkh vkSj jkr dh BaM de gksus dk uke gh ugh ys
jgh FkhA /kwy ds cknyksa us vHkh Hkh va/ksjk dj j[kk FkkA eSaus uhan esa djoV ysus dk ç;Ru fd;k ysfdu txg dh raxh ds dkj.k
ugha ys ldk vkSj esjh uhan VwV x;hA vk¡[ksa eyrs gq, eSaus tehj ls thi jksdus ds fy, dgk---- tehj fdruh ohjkuh gS ;gk¡ thi
jksdukA
gqek dks ogh¡ Å¡?krk NksM+ dj eSa vkSj tehj thi ls mrj dj lM+d ls gV dj is’kkc djus ds fy, [kM+s gks x;sA ----ge
dgk¡ igq¡p x;s tehj\ ----lj] ;g vaxkjd gSA cl ge [kksYe igq¡pus okys gSa vkSj mlds vkxs dk jkLrk cgqr [krjukd gS ,d
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----tehj] [kksYe fdrus ehy gS\ ----;gh vLlh ehy ds djhc gSA ,slk djks fd rqe ihNs tk dj vkjke ls lks tkvksA [kksYe
igq¡p dj rqEgsa mBk nw¡xk vkSj ogha ij ge dqN [kk ih ysaxsA tehj Hkh cqjh rjg Fkd pqdk Fkk blh fy, fcuk ghy&gqTTr fd;s
ihNs tkus dks rS;kj gks x;kA eSaus gqek dks fgyk dj txk;k---- gqek] pyks mBks rqe vkxs vk tkvksA gqek muhanh vk[kksa ls eq>s
ns[krh gqbZ pqipki thi ls mrj dj vkxs vk dj cSB x;hA tehj ihNs tk dj iSj fldksM+ dj ysV x;kA ----tehj] rqEgkjs fljgkus
esjh fiLrkSy j[kh gqbZ gS og eq>s ns nks vkSj rqEgkjs ck¡;s gkFk ij rqEgkjh e’khu xu j[kh gqbZ gS mls laHkky dj vius fljgkus
j[k yks---- dgrs gq, eSa thi dks vkxs c<+k dj [kksYe dh vksj py fn;kA
----gqek] rqe esjs dU/ks ij flj j[k dj lks tkvksA ----th eq>s uhan ugha vk jgh gSA ----dksbZ ckr ugha fQj Hkh j[k yksA bldh
otg ls eq>s ,glkl jgsxk fd rqe esjs ikl gksA esjh ckr lqu dj gqek esjs utnhd f[kld vk;h vkSj viuk flj esjs dU/ks ij
j[k fn;kA tYnh gh gqek dh vk¡[ksa uhan ds dkj.k can gks x;hA Mªkbfoax djrs gq, vklikl ij utj Mkyh rks eq>s gSjkuh gqbZ
fd dSls ;gk¡ yksx jg ldrs gSaA nksuksa vksj lw[kh pêkuh /kjrh vkSj nwj&nwj rd gfj;kyh dk ukeksfu’kku lkQA /khjs&/khjs lw;Z
nsork Hkh flj ij p<+us yxs vkSj okrkoj.k esa /kwi dh xehZ c<+rh tk jgh FkhA dqN nsj igys BaM ls cqjk gky Fkk vkSj vc I;kl
lrkus yxh FkhA tYnh gh b/kj&m/kj fNrjh gqbZ vkcknh fn[kkbZ nsus yxh rks eSaus viuh xfr /khes djrs gq, thi dks lM+d ds
fdukjs cuh gqbZ pk; dh nqdku ds ikl ys tk dj jksd nhA
----D;k HkkbZtku ikuh fey ldrk gS\ ----tukc ;gk¡ fcLdqV vkSj pk; fey ldrh gSA cksry okyk ikuh ugha feysxkA ----
;g dkSu lh txg gS\ ----bl bykds esa u;s gks tukc] ;g lkn nkob gSA
----nks pk; ns nhft,---- dg dj eSaus vkl&ikl utj nkSM+k;hA nqdkunkj pk; cukus esa yx x;kA pkjksa vksj pêkuh tehu
vkSj iFkjhys jsfxLrku lh likV tehu dks ns[k dj eq>s vius oru dh gfj;kyh vkSj pkj ekSle dh ;kn lrkus yxhA nqdkunkj
us b’kkjk djds nks pk; esjs lkeus j[k nhA ,d pk; ds I;kys dks ys dj eSa thi dh vksj pyk x;k vkSj gqek dks txk;k---- gqek]
pk; ih yksA muhanh vk¡[kksa ls gqek us I;kyk Fkke fy;k vkSj pqipki pk; ihus esa yx x;hA eSa Hkh viuh pk; ys dj gqek ds ikl
vk x;kA ----thtw---- vc fdruh nwj gS\ ----vHkh rks cgqr nwj gSA rqe pk; ih yks fQj ge tYnh gh [kksYe igq¡p dj fdlh gksVy
esa dejk ys ysaxs ogk¡ rqe ugk /kks dj vkjke dj ysukA cl FkksM+h nsj dh ckr gSA
pk; ih dj eSa I;kys nsus nqdkunkj dh vksj x;k vkSj rHkh dqN ljdkjh dkjksa dk dkfQyk nunukrs gq, jkLrs ls xqtj
x;kA gwVj ctkrk gqvk dkfQyk dqN {k.kksa esa fuxkg ds lkeus ls vks>y gks x;kA iSls pqdkrs gq, nqdkunkj ls iwNk---- HkkbZtku
;g fdldk dkfQyk Fkk\ ----dksbZ ikfdLrkuh vQlj gksxkA gekjs oru dks bu yksxksa us cckZn djds j[k fn;k gSA igys :lh
QkSt vkSj vc ikfdLrkuh QkSt vkSj tks jgk lgk gS og vesfjdu QkSt iwjk dj nsxhA irk ugha bu yksxksa ls gesa dc futkr
feysxh tukc\
----;gk¡ ikfdLrkuh QkSt dSls vk x;hA ----tukc] ;g yksx vlyk ck:n ns dj rkfyckfu;ksa dks ‘kg nsrs gSaA vki yksx
dgk¡ tk jgs gS\ ----ge [kksYe tk jgs gSaA vkSj fdruh nwj gS\ ----cl vc utnhd gS] ,d ?kaVs dk lQj gSA ----‘kqfØ;k] [kqnk gkfQt-
--- dgrs gq, eSa thi dh vksj c<+ x;k vkSj vkxs dk lQj ‘kq# fd;kA
----vki Fkd x;s gksaxs\ ----ugha] rqe viuk flj esjh tka?k ij j[k dj vkjke dj yks cl dqN gh nsj dh ckr gSA ----th] eSa
Bhd gw¡A viuh ck¡g gqek ds xys esa Mky dj mls eSaus vius utnhd [khapdj dgk---- gqek] eq>s irk gS nq[k fNikus ls c<+rk gS
vkSj ck¡Vus ls de gksrk gSA lyek dh ekSr us eq>s rksM+ dj j[k fn;k Fkk ysfdu vc vkxs dh ckr lkspuh gS vkf[kj cgqr lkjs
yksx eq> ij vkl yxk dj cSBs gq, gSaA lyek rks okfil ugha vk ldrh ysfdu tks gS mUgsa rks ge [kq‘k j[k ldrs gSaA
----vki Bhd dg jgs gSa---- dg dj fQj ls gqek pqi gks x;hA ,sls gh ckr djrs gq, thi vkcknh okys {ks= esa igq¡p x;h
FkhA [kksYe dkQh ?kuh vkcknh okyk ‘kgj gSA ;gk¡ iFkjhyk jsfxLrku tSls fcYdqy [kRe gks x;k Fkk vkSj yacs nj[r] pkjksa vksj
gfj;kyh] dPps vkSj iDds edku] lM+d ij yksxksa vkSj xkMf;ksa dh vkoktkgh ls yxrk Fkk fd ge yksx ,d cM+s ‘kgj esa igq¡p
x;s FksA

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----dkQh cM+k ‘kgj gS] fcYdqy cxyku tSlk---- gqek ns[k dj pgdhA ----gk¡] ;gk¡ ge dqN nsj Bgj ldrs gSaA eSaus ihNs eqM+
dj vkokt nh---- tehj mB tkvks] ge [kksYe igq¡p x;s gSaA ----tukc] eSa tkx x;k gw¡A ----ge fdlh gksVy esa #d dj dqN nsj
vkjke dj ysrs gSaA ----Bhd gS] tukc ij vkt dh jkr ge etkjs&’kjhQ ij dkVsaxsA
‘kgj esa ?kqlus ds ckn ,d gksVy lkeus iM+kA mls ns[k dj eSaus dgk---- ns[kks bl gksVy esa ge dqN nsj vkjke djds
[kkuk [kk dj fudy ldrs gSaA tehj rqe tk dj nks dejs ys yks vkSj eSa thi esa isVªksy Hkjok ysrk gw¡A vHkh tsjhdsu Hkjs gq, gSa
ysfdu fQj Hkh ;gk¡ ls VSad Qqy djk ysrs gSa D;ksafd irk ugha vkxs isVªksy iEi dgk¡ feysA tehj thi ls mrj dj gksVy esa
pyk x;kA dqN nsj ckn eSa vkSj gqek Hkh isVªksy Hkjok dj okfil gksVy esa vk x;sA tehj gekjk bartkj ykSch esa dj jgk FkkA
gesa ns[k dj gekjs ikl vk dj ,d pkch idM+kbZ vkSj fQj vius dejs dh vksj pyk x;kA ge nksuksa Hkh vius dejs esa lkeku
j[k dj ‘kjhj lh/kk djus esa yx x;sA
----gqek] rqe xqly dj yks rc rd eSa vius iSj QSyk dj vkjke dj ysrk gw¡A ----thtw] vki igys xqly dj yks] eSa ckn
esa dj ywaxhA ----Bhd gS] rqe vkjke dj yksA eSa vHkh vkrk gw¡----dgrs gq, eSa xqly[kkus esa pyk x;kA dqN nsj ds ckn xeZ ikuh
ls ugk /kks dj rkSfy;k ck¡/ks xqly[kkus ls ckgj fudy vk;kA gqek vc rqe Hkh rS;kj gks yksA
gqek ds xqly[kkus esa tkus ds ckn eSa rkSfy;k igus gh fcLrj ij ysV x;k vkSj tYnh gh xgjh uhan esa [kks x;kA dqN
nsj ckn gqek ugk /kks dj ckgj fudyh rks lkeus csM dk –’; ns[k dj ‘kekZ x;hA esjk rkSfy;k [kqy pqdk Fkk vkSj eSa xgjh uhan
esa lks jgk FkkA gqek us esjs mij pknj Mky nhA jkr dh Fkdku ls cksf>y gqek Hkh esjs lkFk ysV x;h vkSj tYnh gh lks x;hA
uhan dh csgks’kh esa ,d nwljs dh cnu dh xekZbZ dks eglwl djrs gq, ge nksuksa ,d nwljs ds lkFk fyiV dj lks x;sA
esjk uXu ftLe gqek ds dksey cnu ds mij Nk x;k FkkA ugj fdukjs gqek esjs dBksj vax ds n’kZu igys gh dj pqdh FkhA bl
oä esjk ogh dBksj vax mldh tka?kks ds chp Q¡lk gqvk mldh uhan dks fNUu&fHkUu djus esa yxk gqvk FkkA uhan ds u’ks esa gqek
ds vax vax esa vthc lh vdM+u gks jgh FkhA og esjs ‘kjhj ls dl dj fyiV x;h vkSj vius lhus ds mHkkjksa dks csnnhZ ls esjh
uXu Nkrh ij jxM+us yxhA mlds f’k[kj dy’k jxM+ [kk dj viuk flj mBk dj [kM+s gks x;sA eq>s Hkh vius lhus ij pqHkrs
gq, f’k[kj dy’k dk vkHkkl gqvk rks eSaus Hkh mls viuh ck¡gksa esa Hkj dj tdM+ fy;k viuh dBksj Nkrh ls dksey mUur mHkkjksa
dks ihl ds j[k fn;sA
----v----vkg----thtwA mldh vkokt lqu dj esjh uhan VwV x;hA ----gqek---- dgrs gq, esjh utj vius ls fyiVs gq, dksey
deflu cnu ij iM+hA ----thtw---- dg dj mlus viuk psgjk esjs lhus esa fNik fy;kA mldh duiVh ty jgh FkhA ----gqek----
eSaus viuh gFksyh esa mlds ,d o{k dks lgykrs gq, vkSj ml ij rus gq, fuIiy dks viuh maxfy;ksa esa Q¡lk dj rjsM+rs gq, dgk-
--- rqe Hkh vius diM+s mrkj nksA ----thtw----viuh tka?kksa esa Q¡lh gqbZ tyrh gqbZ lyk[k dks lgykrh gqbZ gqek cksyh---- bls igys
I;kj dj yw¡---- dg dj uhps ljd dj mlus vius gksaBksa ls rurukrs gq, fyaxnso ds flj dks m?kkM+rh fn;kA gqek dk flj idM+
dj nckrs gq, esjs eq[k ls fudyk---- vkg] esjh tkuA
gqek us viuk eq[k [kksy dj esjk iwjk lqikM+k vius eq¡g esa Hkj fy;k vkSj mlds uaxs flj ij viuh tqcku ls ekfy’k ‘kq#
dj nhA vius uktqd gkFkksa ls [kky dks iwjk ihNs [khap dj vius eq[k ls çsejl lks[kus esa yx x;h vkSj chp&chp esa viuh
tqcku ls yky Qwys gq, uaxs flj dh ekfy’k djus esa tqV x;hA bl rhu rjQk okj dks eSa T;knk nsj lgu ugha dj ik;k---- v-
---vkg----xzsV---- dgrs gq, viuk mQurk gqvk çsejl lkjk dk lkjk gqek ds eq[k esa maMsy fn;kA gqek Hkh ,d Hkw[ks O;fä dh rjg
lkjk çsejl xVd x;h vkSj yxkrkj fyaxnso dh vk¡[k ls fjlrs gq, çse jl dks viuh tqcku ls lkQ djus esa yx x;hA ----esjh
tku] FkSaDlA
esjs futhZo fyaxnso dks NksM+ dj mlus esjh vksj utj mBkbZA eq>ls utj feyrs gh ‘kekZ dj viuh fuxkgsa >qdk nhA
gqek dks dU/ks ls idM+ dj viuh vksj [khapdj dj mlds FkjFkjkrs gq, gksaBksa dk jliku djus yxk---- vkt jkr etkjs ‘kjhQ
ij rqEgsa ges’kk ds fy, viuk cuk yw¡xkA vxj dksb ,rjkt gS rks vHkh cksy nks\ ----thtw] D;k eq>s viuk gkys fny crkus ds
fy, cksyuk iM+sxk\ ugj ds ckn gh eSa vkidh gks x;h Fkh ysfdu esjs vkSj vkids feyu esa u tkus D;ksa bruk le; yx x;kA

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dqrsZ ds mij ls gh eSaus viuh tqcku ls [kM+s gq, fuIiyksa ij Bksdj ekjh vkSj l[r mHkkjksa dks vius eq¡g esa Hkj dj mudk
jl lks[kus esa yx x;kA viuh m¡xfy;ksa ls gqek ds ckyksajfgr dfVçns’k dh yackbZ vkSj xgjkbZ uki jgk Fkk rc dejk mldh
flLdkfj;ksa ls xwatus yxkA
----vk----v----vkg----th----tw----gk----;---- v----Yyk----g ph[krs gq, mlus dqN >Vds fy;s fQj ‘kkar gks x;hA
eSaus gqek dks vius mij [khap fy;k vkSj /khjs ls ,d gkFk ls mldh ihB lgykus yxk vkSj nwljs gkFk ls mlds lqMkSy
furac dh ekfy’k esa yx x;kA rwQku vkdj Fke pqdk Fkk vkSj ge nksuksa ,d nwljs dks viuh ckgksa esa fy, viuh lk¡lksa dks dkcw
djus esa tqV x;sA
----D;k le; gks x;k gksxk\ ----thtw] ckjg cts gksaxsA ----gqek gesa [kkuk Hkh [kkuk gS vkSj etkjs ‘kjhQ Hkh jkr rd igq¡puk
gSA tYnh ls rS;kj gks tkvksA ‘kekZ dj gqek---- thtw---- dg dj Hkkx dj xqly[kkus esa ?kql x;hA eSa Hkh mlds ihNs xqly[kkus esa
pyk x;k vkSj ‘kkoj ds uhps [kM+k gks x;kA esjs uXu ftLe ij iM+rh gqbZ cw¡nksa dks ns[k dj mlds Hkh ftLe esa luluh gksus
yxhA mlus Hkh vius diM+s fudky dj ,d rjQ j[k fn;s vkSj fQj ncs ik¡o vk dj esjs ihNs [kM+h gks x;hA tSls gh eSaus vius
fyax dh QksjfLdu dks ihNs [khap dj yky lqikM+s dks ikuh ls /kksus yxk rHkh gqek ls Vdjk x;kA
deflu uXu ftLe dk vkd”kZ.k cgqr xgjk gksrk gSA xksjk Njgjk ftLe vkSj ml ij rh[ks u;u uD’k] cM+h&cM+h uhyh
vk¡[ksa] xqykch gksaB] ‘keZ dh ykfyek fy;s gq, xky vkSj ml ij NksVs ls fry us mlds psgjs dh eklwfe;r cM+k nh FkhA lhus ds
mHkkj viuh iwjh xksykbZ ys pqds Fks vkSj mu ij Qwys gq, xqykch f’k[kj dy’k vkleku dks eq¡g fp<+krs gq, yx jgs FksA iryh
dej vkSj Hkjs gq, xksy furac vkSj jks,ankj dfVçns’k ij esjh vk¡[ksa fpid x;h FkhA Qwyh gqbZ iko lh jksVh ij xgjh njkj vkSj
mlesa >k¡drh gqbZ fdf’e’k gqek ds ftLe dh ekndrk vkSj c<+k nh FkhA dqN {k.k ml csnkx deflu gqLu dks viuh fuxkgksa ls
fi;k vkSj tc #dk ugh x;k rks mls viuh ck¡gksa ys dj ‘kkoj ds uhps [kM+k dj fn;kA xksjs jax ij xeZ ikuh dh ekj iM+rs gh
mlds psgjs ij xqykchiu vk x;k vkSj uXu lhus ij rus gq, xqykch fuIiy Qwy dj dqIik gks x;sA
----gqek] eq>s yxrk gS fd rqe vkt gesa etkjs ‘kjhQ ugha igq¡pus nksxh---- vius [kM+s gq, fyax dh vksj b’kkjk djrk gqvk
cksyk---- ;g Hkh fdruk tkfye gS fd u txg ns[krk vkSj u le;A mlus /khjs ls esjs m?kM+s gq, f’k’u dks vius gkFk esa ys dj
lgykrh gqbZ cksyh---- thtw] bl ls dqN u dgksA bl cspkjs dks vkius tcjnLrh cSBk j[kk gSA gqek ds dksey gkFk ds ,glkl ls
fyaxnso ,d ckj fQj ls ukx dh rjg viuk Qu mBk dj QuQukus yxsA ----gqek vkt ;g vtxj rq>s ugha NksM+sxk---- dgrs
gq, mls eSaus vius vkxks’k esa Hkj fy;k vkSj mlds ia[kqMf;ksa ls gksaBksa dks vius gksaBksa esa Q¡lk dj xqykch ls yky djus esa yx
x;kA
----gq----gw¡----gw¡ og dqN cksy ugha ik jgh FkhA rHkh fdlh us njokts ij nLrd nhA ge nksuksa tYnh ls ,d nwljs dks NksM+
dj vyx gks x;sA eSaus tYnh ls rkSfy, dks viuh dej ij yisVk vkSj njokts dks [kksyus pyk x;kA njokts ij tehj [kM+k
gqvk FkkA ----lj] eSa ns[kus vk;k Fkk fd dgha vki yksx vHkh rd lks rks ugha jgs gSaA ----ugha] ge mB x;s gSaA cl ik¡p fefuV esa
Mkbfuax gky esa igq¡pks ge rqEgsa ogh ij feysaxsA tehj lqu dj vius dejs esa pyk x;kA
njoktk can dj ds eSaus vkokt yxk;h---- gqek tYnh ls rS;kj gks tkvksA ik¡p feuV esa [kkuk---- dgrs gq, vius ‘kjhj dks
rkSfy;s ls jxM+ dj dqrkZ vkSj ‘kyokj igu dj pyus ds fy, rS;kj gks x;kA ----eSa Hkh rS;kj gw¡] thtwA ge nksuksa us viuk lkeku
mBk;k vkSj Mkbfuax gky dh vksj #[k fd;kA tehj igys ls gh ogk¡ ij cSBk gqvk FkkA ge nksuksa us mlh Vscy ij cSB dj [kkus
dk vksMZj fn;kA [kkuk [kk dj eSa gksVy dk fcy pqdk dj thi dh vksj vk;k rks ns[kk tehj igys ls gh Mªkbfoax lhV ij cSBk
gqvk FkkA eSaus lgkjk ns dj gqek dks ihNs fcBk fn;k vkSj fQj [kqn gqek ds ikl tk dj cSB x;kA
----tehj] jkr rd etkjs ‘kjhQ rd igq¡puk gSA tehj us esjh ckr lqu dj fx;j cnyk vkSj thi vkxs c<+k nhA thi
rsth ls lM+d ij nkSM+rh gqbZ ?kuh vkcknh okys {ks= dks ihNs NksM+rh gqbZ vkxs c<+rh pyh x;hA dqN gh le; esa [kksYe ‘kgj ds
ckgj fudy vk;s FksA fQj ogh pêkuh igkMf;k¡ vkSj iFkjhyk jsfxLrku vkSj lkjh gfj;kyh [kksYe ‘kgj esa NksM+ okfil ohjkus esa

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vk x;s FksA jkLrs dh ,d [kkl ckr fn[kkbZ ns jgh Fkh fd tc vkcknh okyk {ks= utnhd vkrk rks gfj;kyh fn[kk;h nsrh Fkh
oukZ lw[ks igkM+ vkSj pêkuh ySaM~Ldsi gh pkjksa vksj fn[kk;h ns jgk FkkA
----gqek] vc rd rqEgkjs tqcku ls thtw ugha x;k gSA Iyht bldk vkxs ls [;ky j[kuk---- mlds dku esa QqlQqlk;kA ---
-eSa D;k d:¡] vkidks fdl uke ls cqykÅ¡ eq>s le> ugha vkrkA ----rqe eq>s ogh dgks tks ;gk¡ ij ,d vkSjr vius [kkfoUn dks
dgrh gSA ----th----A ----rqEgsa ;g txg dSlh yxrh gS\ ----lqanj txg gSA mldh ckr lqu dj eq>s g¡lh vk x;h---- lw[kh vkSj pêkuh
igMf;k¡ gS gqek blesa D;k lqanj gS\ ----vkids lkFk eq>s ;g Hkh lqanj yxrk gSA vkt rd eSa vius xk¡o ls ckgj ugha fudyh FkhA
igyh ckj vius xk¡o ls vkids lkFk fudyh Fkh vkSj vkt Hkh vkidh otg ls eSaus ;g txg ns[kh rks esjs fy, og lc lqanj gS
tks eSaus vkids lkFk ns[kkA
----vHkh rks rqEgsa esjs lkFk cgqr lh vkSj txg ns[kuh gS---- dgrs gq, gqek dh dej esa gkFk Mky dj mls viuh vksj ?klhV
fy;k---- ysfdu igys eq>s lyek ds ifjokj dks cqjkZuh ds paxqy ls fudkyuk gSA ----eSa vkids lkFk gw¡ thtw] ge nksuksa fey dj
muds ifjokj dks <w¡<saxsA I;kj ls mlds xky dks lgykrs gq, eSaus gkeh HkjhA
gqek ‘keZ ls yky gks dj cksyh---- th] dksbZ ns[k ysxkA eSaus eqLdqjk dj mldh ckr dks vulquk djrs gq, dgk---- rks D;k
gqvk HkbZ rqe esjh choh gksA gqek us esjs dU/ks ij flj j[k dj cksyh---- thA vpkud lSVsykbZV Qksu dh ?ku?kukgV us esjk /;ku
viuh vksj [khapk---- tehj] tjk lkbM esa thi jksdukA esjh vkokt lqu dj tehj us tYnh ls thi dks lM+d ds fdukjs [kM+h
dj nhA
Qksu ds Mk;y dks ns[k dj irk pyk fd Qksu jkstj dk FkkA thi ls uhps mrj dj---- gSyks jkstjA ----vkfej] xzsV U;wtA
fcyky dh fu’kkunsgh ls gesa ,d vkSj dke;kch fey x;h gSA lw=ksa ds tkfuc ls irk pyk gS fd Tokfgjh ekjk x;kA og igys
geys esa gh dkQh ?kk;y gks x;k Fkk ysfdu vcdh ckj og cp ugh ldkA pkyhl ds djhc vkradoknh fgjklr esa ys fy;s x;s
gSaA vHkh iwNrkN py jgh gSA ----xzsV U;wt jkstjA ----vkfej esjk Tok;aV phQ rqEgkjs dke ls cgqr [kq’k gSA vkf[kj cgqr fnuksa ds
ckn gesa dke;kch feyuh ‘kq# gqbZ gSA
----jkstj eq>s ,d buQksesZ’ku pkfg,A dksbZ ikfdLrkuh vkehZ dk lhfu;j vksQff’k;y bl oä mÙkj vQxkfuLrku esa gS]
og dkSu gS\ ----vjs rqEgsa dSls irk pyk] og tujy ‘kqtky fe;k¡ cjkyoh] vkbZ,lvkbZ] etkjs ‘kjhQ tk jgk gS pknj p<+kusA
----jkstj eq>s irk gSA vxj ogk¡ ij gekjh çstsUl gS rks mUgsa [kcj djks fd og ml ij iwjh utj j[ksA eq>s tkuuk gS
fd og fdl ls feyrk gS vkSj dgk¡ tkrk gSA eq>s ,slk yxrk gS fd mldk ;gk¡ vkuk gfFk;kjksa dh fMfyojh ls lacU/k j[krk
gSA vxj dqN ugha gksrk gS rks fcyky vkSj jCckuh dks FkMZ fMxzh nks vkSj tkudkjh ds fy,A esjs fy, ;g tkuuk t:jh gS fd
og ;gk¡ fdl edln ls vk;k gSA
----Bhd gS] vkbZ foy xsV cSd lwuA mldh ckr lqu dj---- vksoj ,UM vkmV---- dgrs gq, Qksu dkV fn;k vkSj okfil thi
esa vk dj cSB x;k---- pyks tehjA
tehj us thi dh xfr c<+krs gq, etkjs ‘kjhQ dh vksj #[k fd;kA ‘kke gks pyh Fkh vkSj va/kdkj c<+rk tk jgk FkkA bl
oä Vªdksa dh voktkgh gkbos ij c<+ x;h FkhA irk ugha D;ksa esjh NBh bUæh ckj&ckj eq>s fdlh vkus okys [krjs ls vkxkg dj
jgh FkhA yky jax dh pêkuh igkMf;k¡ Mwcrs gq, lwjt dh fdj.kksa esa vthc lk xgjk L;kg nSR; çrhr gksus yx jgh FkhA lM+d
ds fdukjs dgha&dgha rst /kwi ls tyh gqbZ ?kkl Hkh fn[kkbZ ns tkrh Fkh vkSj dgha dqN ikS/kksa dk >qUM Hkh fn[k tkrkA lkFk esa
cSBh gqbZ gqek Hkh Fkd dj vius iSjksa ds chp flj j[k dj Å¡?k jgh FkhA
----tehj] vkSj fdruh nwj gSA ----lj] vHkh dqN nsj esa igyk psd iksLV vk,xk vkSj mlds ckn yxHkx nks ?kaVs dk jkLrk
vkSj gksxkA ----;g Vªdksa dk dfQyk dc rd gekjk ihNk djsxk\ bldh otg ls gekjh LihM ij QdZ iM+us yxk gSA ----ysfdu
lj] bldh otg ls ge rkfyckfu;ksa ds [krjs ls Hkh rks cp x;sA

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,sls gh ckrsa djrs gq, Vªdksa ds dkfQys ds chp pyrs gq, ge etkjs ‘kjhQ ds igys psd iksLV ij igq¡p x;s FksA ,d ds
ihNs ,d yxs gq, Vªdksa dh dkQh yach ykbZu cu pqdh FkhA tehj us Hkh thi dks ,d Vªd ds ihNs ys tk dj [kM+h dj nhA --
--rqeus thi D;ksa jksd nh tehj] ykbu dks vksojVsd djks vkSj viuk vkbZMh fn[kk dj vHkh psdiksLV ikj djksA ----Bhd gS lj]
ysfdu fQj ge lcdh fuxkg esa vk tk,¡xsA vki dk gh dguk gS fd gekjs ewoesaV fd fdlh dks Hkh [kcj ugha gksuh pkfg,A ---
-xqM fFkafdax tehj] ysfdu ge bu gfFk;kjksa dks psdiksLV ds ml ikj dSls ys dj tk,¡xs\ ----?kwl ns dj vkSj dSlsA ----ysfdu
tehj bldh D;k xkjaVh gS fd bldh [kcj fdlh vkSj dks ugha gksxhA esjs [;ky ls bu lc gfFk;kjksa dk ,d caMy cuk dj
vxj iSny psd iksLV ikj fd;k tk, rks esjs [;ky ls blesa dksbZ [krjk ughaA
----lj] vki thi esa cSfB;s vkSj eSa lkjs gfFk;kjksa ds lkFk iSny psd iksLV Økl dj ysrk gw¡A vkidks eSa djhc ,d fdyksehVj
ds ckn lM+d ds fdukjs feyw¡xkA tehj dh ckr dkV dj eSaus dgk---- ugha] eSa vkSj gqek gfFk;kjksa ds caMy dks ys dj nksuksa iSny
psd iksLV ikj djsaxsA rqe thi ys dj gesa vkxs feyukA eSaus >ViV lkjs gfFk;kjksa dks bdB~Bk djds caMy cuk;k vkSj vius da/ks
ij yVdk dj thi ls uhps mrj x;kA esjs ihNs gqek Hkh mrj x;h vkSj esjs lkFk iSny pyus yxhA
----th] vki ;g eq>s ns nhft, eSa mBk yw¡xhA ----ugha] ;g Hkkjh gSA ----nsf[k,] gekjs ;gk¡ vxj choh lkFk gS rks og lkeku
vius flj ij j[k dj vius [kkfoUn ds ihNs pyrh gSA ----esjh tku] esjs ;gk¡ [kkfoUn dk QtZ gS ifjokj dk cks> mBkus dkA
ge nksuks pqipki psd iksLV dh vksj c<+us yxsA tSls gh psd iksLV utnhd vk;k rks gqek vkSj caMy dks ,d Vªd dh vkM+ NksM+
dj eSa psd iksLV dk tk;tk ysus ds fy, vdsyk fudy x;k| psd iksLV ij dkQh HkhM+ FkhA b/kj m/kj cgqr ls Vªd Mªkboj
>qUM cuk dj vius uacj vkus dh jkg rkd jgs FksA iksLV ij cSBs gq, deZpkjh vius iSls Hkqukus esa yxs gq, FksA rHkh esjh utj
,d vkneh ij iM+h tks ml oä psd iksLV ij cus gq, dejs ls ckgj fudy jgk FkkA mldk psgjk cgqr tkuk igpkuk lk
yxkA
eSa ;g psgjk rks dHkh Hkwy ugha ldrk FkkA ;g ogh psgjk Fkk ftlus eq>s vk;’kk ds xk¡o tkrs gq, jksdk Fkk vkSj fQj tc
ogk¡ ls ykSV jgs Fks rks lcls igys xksyh pykus okyks esa ls ,d ;g Hkh FkkA ftruh ckj esjh vk¡[kksa ds vkxs vk;’kk dk xksyh [kk
dj fxjrs gq, dk –’; vkrk Fkk mruh ckj gh eq>s bl O;fä dk psgjk fn[kkbZ nsrk FkkA eSa rsth ls Vªd dh vkM+ esa gksdj gqek
dh vksj py fn;kA ogk¡ igq¡p dj viuk caMy mBk;k vkSj gqek dk gkFk idM+ dj lM+d ls uhps mrj dj ohjkus dh rjQ py
fn;kA xgjk va/ksjk gksus dh otg ls fdlh dk /;ku ge ij ugha x;kA gqek Hkh pqipki esjs lkFk pyrh pyh x;hA igyh ckj
eq>s iFkjhys jsfxLrku ds Qk;ns dk ,glkl gqvk FkkA >kMf;ksa esa T;knk nwj rd ugha tk;k tk ldrkA ysfdu likV jsfxLrku
esa dgha Hkh py nks dksbZ #dkoV ugha gksrh gSA viuh vk¡[ks lM+d ij yxkrs gq, dkQh nwj tkus ds ckn eSaus ?kwe dj psd iksLV
dks ikj dj fy;k vkSj fQj okfil lM+d dh vksj c<+ x;kA
----thtw] bruk yack pDdj D;ksa yxk;kA ge lh/ks Hkh rks tk ldrs FksA esjh /kM+du cM+h gqbZ FkhA eSaus dgk----gqek m/kj
eSaus ,d vkneh dks ns[kk Fkk ftldh otg ls rqEgkjh ckth vkt bl nqfu;k esa ugha gSA ----dkSu Fkk\ ge nksuksa lM+d ds fdukjs
[kM+s gks dj viuh thi dk bartkj djus yxsA vk/ks ?kaVs ds ckn gesa viuh thi vkrh gqbZ fn[kkbZ nhA gedks lM+d ds fdukjs
[kM+k ns[k dj tehj us thi jksd yh vkSj cksyk---- lj] cky cky cp x;s vktA ----D;ksa D;k gqvk\ ----lj yxrk gS fd fdlh dks
vkids ewoesaV dh [kcj gSA iksLV ij eq>s iwNk x;k fd esjs lkFk dkSu Fkk\ eSaus mUgsa crk;k fd lkn nkobZ ls fe;k¡&choh dks
fcBk;k Fkk vkSj fQj [kksYe ds ckgj fudyrs gh og mrj x;s FksA dkQh nsj iwNrkN ds ckn gh mUgksaus eq>s NksM+kA ----D;k rqEgsa
viuh vlfy;r crkuh iM+h\ ----ugha ljA
----tehj] rqe ;gk¡ ij BgjksA eq>s vHkh psd iksLV ij okfil ykSVuk gksxkA ogk¡ ij ,d vkneh gS ftls ‘kk;n cgqr dqN
ekywe gS vkSj ogh gekjh bl xqRFkh dks Hkh lqy>k,xkA ----ysfdu lj] vki cgqr cM+k [krjk mBk jgs gSaA vkt tkus D;k ckr gS
fd ;gk¡ cgqr igjk gS vkSj dgha ,slk u gks fd vki fdlh eqf’dy esa Q¡l tk,¡A rHkh gqek eq>ls fyiV dj cksy iM+h---- th vki
dksbZ csfQtwy vkQr u ysaA vxj vkidks dqN gks x;k rks esjk D;k gksxk\ ugh¡ vki mldks NksMf;sA
----[krjk rks nqxuk gS ysfdu og O;fä gesa dqN u dqN t:j crk ldrk gSA tehj rqe budh fgQktr djks vxj eSa
rhu ?kaVs esa ugh okfil vkrk rks jkstj dks Qksu ij ;gk¡ ds gkykr dh lwpuk nsuk vkSj bUgsa jkstj ds lqiqnZ dj nsukA eSaus viuk
Qksu tehj dks fn;k vkSj vdsyk thi ys dj psd iksLV dh vksj py fn;kA
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nks ?kaVs chr x;s Fks ysfdu thi dk dksbZ ukeksfu‘kku ugh fn[k jgk FkkA tehj pqipki lM+d ds fdukjs cSB dj ckj ckj ?kM+h
dks rkd jgk FkkA gqek dk fQØ ls psgjk ihyk iM+k gqvk Fkk vkSj u tkus fdruh ckj dqjku dh vk;krsa nksgjk pqdh FkhA nksuksa
dh vk¡[kksa esa vutkuk Mj lkQ >yd jgk FkkA vpkud lkeus ls fpjifjfpr thi dh gsM ykbV~l ns[k dj tehj Hkkxrs gq,
lM+d dh vksj vk x;k vkSj #dus b’kkjk djus yxkA tehj dks Hkkxrs ns[k gqek Hkh [kM+h gks x;h vkSj thi dh vksj Hkkx dj
igq¡p x;hA eSaus nksuksa dks ns[k fy;k Fkk muds ikl thi jksd dj nksuksa dks tYnh ls thi esa cSBus dk b’kkjk fd;kA gqek esjs
lkFk cSB x;h vkSj tehj gfFk;kjksa ds caMy dks ysdj dj yid dj ihNs cSB x;kA muds cSBrs gh eSaus thi vkxs c<+k nhA
lc pqipki cSBs gq, Fks fd eSaus vpkud dgk---- gqek] vkt eSaus rqEgkjh cgu dh ekSr dk cnyk ys fy;kA vkt ds ckn
eSa dqN lqdwu ls jg ldw¡xkA gqek :vk¡lh vkokt esa cksyh---- th csdkj vkidks viuh tku dks tksf[ke esa Mkyus dh D;k t:jr
Fkh\ tkus okyh rks pyh x;h vc D;k blds ejus ls gekjk xe de gks tk,xk\ ----mlds tkus dk xe rks de ugha gks ldrk
ysfdu tc og esjs lius vk,xh rks mls D;k tokc nsrk fd tkurs gq, Hkh eSaus mls c[‘k fn;kA ;g esjs lkFk ugha gks ldrk Fkk
gqekA
eSaus eqM+ dj tehj ls dgk---- gk¡ tehj] rqEgkjk vUnktk lgh FkkA bl oä lkjs yksx ,d vQxkuh tksM+s dks <w¡< jgs gSaA
muds ikl esjk QksVks rks ugha gS ysfdu bl vkneh us eq>s ns[kk Fkk blh dkj.ko’k bldks psd iksLV ij fcBk fn;k x;k FkkA
;g ikfdLrkuh QkSt esa goynkj Fkk vkSj bl oä cxyku ls etkjs ‘kjhQ rd ;g ikfdLrkuh eq[kfcj vkSj rkfyckfu;ksa dk
ljxuk FkkA ----lj vki thi eq>s pykus nsa vkSj vki vkjke dj ysaA ----gk¡] tehj ;g Bhd jgsxk---- dgrs gq, eSaus tehj ls txg
cny yh vkSj gqek dks Hkh ihNs vius lkFk fcBk fy;kA
esjs lhus esa gqek viuk eq¡g fNik dj cSB x;hA thi rst xfr ls etkjs ‘kjhQ dh vksj nkSM+us yxhA va/ksjs ds lkFk BaM
Hkh c<+rh tk jgh FkhA gqek ds uktqd ftLe dh xehZ dks eglwl djds esjs gkFk Lor% gh mlds dqrsZ ds vanj ?kql dj mlds
deflu mHkkjksa ds lkFk f[kyokM+ djus esa yx x;sA dkQh nsj rd esjk ,d gkFk uktqd Lruksa dk enZu djus ds ckn ljdrs
gq, mldh ‘kyokj ij vk x;k vkSj esjh m¡xfy;k¡ us diM+ksa ds mij ls gh ;ksfuNsn dks VVksy dj [kM+h gqbZ fdf’e’k ds lkFk
NsM+[kkuh ‘kq# dj nhA gqek bl çdkj dh nks rjQk NsM[kkuh ls ikxy gqbZ tk jgh Fkh ysfdu mldh xgjkrh gqbZ lk¡ls thi ds
‘kksj esa nc dj jg x;h FkhA b/kj esjh m¡xyh us gqek ds vanj yxh gqbZ fpaxkjh dks HkM+dk dj mlds ‘kjhj esa vkx yxk nh FkhA
mlus /khjs vius v/k[kqys uktqd gksBksa mij dh vksj fd;s vkSj esjs psgjs dks VVksyrh gqbZ esjs gksaBksa dks vius dCts esa ys dj pwluk
‘kq# dj fn;kA eSaus Hkh jkr ds va/kdkj esa mlds gksBksa ds jliku esa yx x;kA
balku Hkh fdruk vthc gksrk gSA vHkh dqN nsj igys rd eSa ejus okys vkneh ds fy, ,d nfjank Fkk ftls eSaus /khjs&/khjs
rM+ik dj ekjk FkkA vc fcuk fdlh vkReXykfu ds eSa ,d deflu dqokajh yM+dh ds lkFk çsekyki dj jgk FkkA ml vkneh us
eq>s dqN ,slh tkudkfj;ka nh Fkh fd ftlls esjh vanj rd :g dk¡i x;h FkhA vutkus esa u tkus eSaus cjZ ds NÙks esa gkFk ns
fn;k FkkA ml vkneh us eq>s ejrs le; crk;k Fkk fd ;g MªXl vkSj gfFk;kjksa dk [ksy fdlh ,d vkneh dk ugh cfYd dqN
ns’kksa dh feyhHkxr ls [ksyk tk jgk FkkA cqjkZuh rks flQZ ,d uke Fkk ysfdu vQxkfuLrku esa MªXl dk dkjksckj ljdkjh ns[kjs[k
esa py jgk FkkA vQhe dh [ksrh ls ysdj çkslsflax IykaV rd vkSj yksdy fMlfVªC;w’u ls if’peh ekfdZV rd ,d xgjh

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dwVuhfrd pky FkhA mlus rks eq>s VqdM+ksa esa crk;k Fkk ysfdu lc tkudkfj;k¡ tksM+us ds ckn esjk fnekx eq>s ckj&ckj dksl
jgk Fkk fd eSa tkucw> dj dgk¡ Q¡l x;k FkkA tc ogk¡ ls pyk Fkk rc esjk vax&vax dk¡i jgk FkkA gqek ds lkFk gksus dh otg
ls eSa vius fnekx esa gksrh gqbZ mFky&iqFky ls cp x;k FkkA
gqek ds lkFk us esjh lkjh Vsa’ku dqN nsj ds fy, mM+k nh FkhA /khjs&/khjs eSa Hkh ukeZy gks jgk FkkA uktqd ftLe ds ,glkl
ls esjs vanj dh lkjh Vsa’ku bdëh gks dj ,d txg ij dsfUær gks x;h FkhA eklwe gqek dh xeZ lk¡ls esjs psgjs ij Vdjk dj
eq>s fi?kyk;s tk jgha FkhA rHkh tehj dh vkokt lqukbZ nh---- lj] vc ge etkjs ‘kjhQ ds djhc gSaA ‘kgjh vkcknh okyk bykdk
‘kq# gks x;k gSA mldh vkokt lqu dj esjs vanj mQurs gq, lkjs tTckr ,dk,d ‘kkar gks x;sA ge nksuksa vyx gks dj ,d
ckj fQj ls lh/ks gks dj cSB x;sA eSaus ckgj utj nkSM+kbZ rks ns[kk fd lM+d pkSM+h gks x;h Fkh vkSj b/kj m/kj iDds edku vkSj
vkyh’kku gosyh lM+d ds fdukjs fn[kkbZ nsus yxs FksA lM+d ij yxh gqbZ LVªhV ykbV BaMh jkr ds dksgjs dks [kRe djus esa
ukdke;kc Fkh ysfdu fQj Hkh vkus&tkus okyksa dks ‘kgj dh HkO;rk ls ifjfpr djkus esa l{ke FkhA
----tehj] ge mlh gksVy esa #dsaxs ft/kj vkt lqcg okyh ikfdLrkuh vkehZ dh xkMf;k¡ [kM+h fn[ksaxhA ----ysfdu lj] ;gk¡
ij ,sls <w¡<+uk rks cM+k eqf’dy gksxkA ;gk¡ dk lcls cM+k ik¡p flrkjk gksVy vy dkSlj gS] ogha pyrs gSaA lqcg losZ dj ysaxsA
tehj dh ckr esa eq>s ne yxk---- gk¡] rqe Bhd dg jgs gks vkt dh jkr ge yksx vy dkSlj esa Bgj tkrs gSaA esjh ckr lqu dj
tehj iwNrs&iwNrs vy&dkSlj gksVy dh vksj py fn;kA dqN nsj ckn ge yksx gksVy igq¡p x;s vkSj tehj us thi ys tk dj
gksVy ds ikspZ esa thi [kM+h dj nhA mu nksuksa dks ykSch esa NksM+ dj eSa :e ds fy, fjlsI’ku dh vksj pyk x;kA FkksM+h nsj ckn
:e dh pkfc;ksa ds lkFk eSa tehj ds ikl vk dj mldks ,d :e dh pkch Fkek nh vkSj gqek dks vius lkFk ys dj fy¶V dh
vksj c<+ x;kA
fy¶V dh bUrtkj djrs gq, eSaus dgk---- tehj esjs [;ky esa [kkuk oxSjg dejs esa gh eaxok ysaxsA ge yksx lqcg nl cts
czsdQkLV ij feyrs gSaA rHkh esjs lkeus fy¶V vk dj #dh vkSj mlesa ls ,d jkScnkj ‘kfDl;r dk vkneh vius ckMhxkMZ~l ds
lkFk ckgj fudyk vkSj ge ij fcuk /;ku fn;s pyrk pyk x;kA ----;gh og vkQhlj gS ftldk dkfQyk lqcg ikl fd;k FkkA
----lj] psgjk dqN tkuk igpkuk lk yxk ysfdu uke ;kn ugha vk jgk gSA ----;g ‘kqtky fe;k¡ gSA ----ugha lj] eq>s ugh¡ yxrk
D;ksafd ,d ikfdLrkuh tujy rkfyckuh bykds esa D;k dj jgk gS\ ----;g rks eSa Hkh tkuuk pkgrk gw¡] [kSj NksM+ksA ge bls lqcg
ns[ksaxsA ge yksx viuh ¶yksj ij mrj dj vius&vius dejksa esa pys x;sA
dejs esa ?kqlrs gh dejs dh HkO;rk ns[k dj gqek ds psgjs ij vyx vyx jax fn[kus yxs vkSj [kq’kh esa ph[krh gqbZ cksyh-
--- thtw] ;g fdruk lqanj dejk gS---- dgrs gq, og csM:e ds vanj pyh x;h vkSj fQj Vk;ysV de ckFk:e dks ns[k dj okfil
flfVax :e esa ykSV dj vk x;hA ----thtw] cgqr lqanj txg gSA ----dqN [kkuk oxSjkg pkfg, ;k flQZ ,sls gh ns[krh jgksxh\ esjs
[;ky ls gesa [kkuk [kk ysuk pkfg, D;ksafd cgqr nsj gks x;h gS---- dgrs gq, eSaus Qksu ij [kkus dk vkMZj fn;kA
----thtw] vc D;k djsa\ ----tc rd [kkuk vkrk gS] eSa ugkus tk jgk gw¡---- dgrs gq, eSa ckFk:e esa pyk x;kA gqek lksQs ij
cSB dj vius [;kyksa esa [kks x;hA eSa rjksrktk gks dj ckFk:e ls xkmu igu dj fudykA rc rd osVj Mkbfuax Vscy ij [kkuk
ltk dj tk pqdk FkkA ge nksuksa [kkus ds dke ls fuo`r gks dj vius vius dkeksa esa yx x;sA gqek ckFk:e esa pyh x;h vkSj
eSa Vhoh pyk dj [kcjukek ns[kus yxkA dqN nsj ckn gqek Hkh ugk /kks dj ckFkxkmu igu dj ckgj vk x;hAgqek dks ?kwjrs gq,-
--- D;k ckr gS\ ‘kekZrs gq, gqek cksyh---- dqN ugha] D;k vkidks lksuk ugha gS vkt\ ----ugha] vkt rks gekjs feyu dh jkr gSA gqek
us viuh iydsa >qdk;ha---- rks pfy,A eSaus Vhoh vkQ dj fn;k vkSj mlds utnhd vk dj mldk gkFk idM+ fy;k vkSj csM:e
dh vksj py fn;k vkSj fcLrj ij cSBrs gh mls viuh xksnh esa [khap fy;kA gqek ,d dVs o`{k dh rjg esjh xksn esa fxj x;hA
ge nksuksa us fcuk fdlh okrkZyki ds ,d nwljs dks vkfyaxu esa ys fy;k vkSj cgqr nsj rd vkilh Li’kZ dk vkuan mBkrs jgsA
tks dgkuh [kksYe esa v/kwjh jg x;h Fkh mls vius vatke rd igq¡pkus dk le; vk x;k FkkA
vc le; vk x;k Fkk fd [kksYe dh v/kwjh dgkuh dks iwjk dj fn;k tk,A eSaus fcuk vkSj nsj fd, vius gksBksa dks gqek
ds uktqd xqykch gksBksa ij j[k dj mudk jl lks[kuk vkjaHk dj fn;kA dHkh fupys gksaB dks nck dj pwlrk vkSj dHkh viuh
tqcku dks gqek ds gksaBksa ij fQjk nsrkA gqek Hkh ,d Js”B f’k”;k dk çek.k nsrs gq, esjs gksaBksa dks viuh thHk ls [kksy dj esjs eq¡g
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dh tkap ij[k djus esa yx x;hA
gqek dh bl gjdr us esjh lqIr bfUæ;ksa dks >d>ksj dj j[k fn;k vkSj esjs ‘kjhj ds fuEu fgLls esa jälapkj dh o`f)
gksus yxhA blds QyLo:i esjs ukS baph gfFk;kj esa ÅtkZ mRiUu gks x;hA bl vkik/kkih esa ge nksuksa ds xkmu <hys gks dj [kqy
pqds Fks vkSj gekjs v/kZ~uXu ftLe ,d nwljs ds lkFk Vdjkus yxsA fyaxnso oL=ghu gksus ls vius vfLrRo dk çek.k gqek dh
tka?kksa dks nsus esa yx x;sA rUuk,¡ gq, fyaxnso dh ;g ‘kjkjr gqek dks Hkk x;h vkSj mlus Lor% mlus viuh tka?ksa FkksM+h lh [kksy
dj QuQukrs gq, vtxj dk Lokxr fd;kA
gqek dks vius ls vyx djrs gq, eSaus mlls vkf[kjh ckj iwNk---- gqek] bl jkr ds ckn ge ges’kk ds fy, ,d gks tk,¡xsA
vHkh Hkh lksp yksA iyds >qdk, cksy mBh---- thtw] ckth dh ekSr ds ckn ls eSa rks ges’kk ds fy, vkidh gks pqdh gw¡A
fyaxnso dks Hkh gqek dh dsys lh fpduh tka?kksa dk vfHkoknu ilan vk;k vkSj og fjä LFkku esa viuh txg cuk dj cSB
x;sA viuh uXu tka?kksa ds chp Q¡lh gqbZ xeZ vkSj eksVh jkM ds ,glkl eklwe gqek dks mÙksftr dj jgk FkkA bl mÙkstuk esa
mlus esjs dks dldj tdM+ fy;kA dqN nsj ,sls jgus ds ckn ge nksuksa dh idM+ <hyh gqbZ vkSj vyx gks x,A eSaus gqek ds ‘kjhj
ls [kqyk gqvk xkmu ,d rjQ mrkj dj Qsad fn;k vkSj ns[kk&ns[kh gqek us esjs xkmu dks Hkh mrkj dj ,d vksj j[k fn;kA
gqek ds gksaBksa dks pwe dj---- gqek] rqe vkSj chgw nksuksa esjs lkFk ges’kk ds c¡/k pqdh gksA ----thtw---- blls igys og dqN vkSj
cksys mldh dapu uXu dk;k dks eSaus csnnhZ ls vius vkxks’k esa ys dj tdM+ fy;kA mlds eq[k ls ,d vkg fudy x;hA vc
gekjs uXu ftLe ,d nwljs ds lkFk fyiVs gq, fcLrj ij iM+s gq, FksA mldks eSaus vius ls vyx fd;k vkSj vius lkeus iM+h
gqbZ deflu uXu lqUnjh ds gqLu dks viuh vk¡[kksa esa mrkjus yxkA gekjh vk¡[ksa feyrs gh >sai dj mlus viuh vk¡[kksa ij vius
gkFk j[k fy;sA gqek ds gkFk dks idM+ dj eSaus mldh vk¡[kksa ij ls gVk dj cxy esa dj fn,A tokuh ds ckn yM+dh ds ftLe
esa ,d ped vk tkrh gSA gqek ds uXu xksjs cnu ij ‘keZ dh ykfyek c<+rh tk jgh FkhA lhus ds mHkkj mldh gj lk¡l ij
mij uhps cSB jgs Fks vkSj muds f’k[kj ij xqykch fuIiy mÙkstuko’k Qwy dj [kM+s gks pqds FksA eSaus >qd dj ,d fuIiy dks
vius eq[k esa Hkj dj pwlk vkSj nwljs dks viuh maxfy;ksa esa Q¡lk dj mldks rjsM+ fn;kA ;gh Øe eSa dkQh nsj rd cny cny
dj djrk jgkA xqykch f’k[kj vc rd esjh gjdr ls yky gks pqds FksA
----v----vkg----th----tw----v----vk----vkg----
dejs esa gqek dh flLdkfj;k¡ xw¡tus yxh FkhA eSa vHkh ls viuk vkik ugha [kksuk pkgrk Fkk D;ksafd ,d eklwe deflu gqLu
ds lkFk esjs thou dk igyk vkSj lcls eueksgd ,dkdkj FkkA lks >V ls vius vki dks uhps dh rjQ ljdk fy;k vkSj gqek
dh Vkaxksa ij /;ku nsus yxsA esjs gkFk gqek dh tka?kksa ds chp dh njkj esa fNis gq, [ktkus dks VVksyus yxsA mlls xqnxqnh lgu
ugha gks jgh Fkh vkSj og fgyMqy dj cpko djus yxh ysfdu og esjs gkFkksa ls cp ugha ik jgh FkhA tc dqN ugha dj ik;h rks
djoV ys dj lh/kh gks xbZ vkSj viuh Vk¡xs fldksM+ yh vkSj vk¡[ksa can dj ds gkFkksa ls Lru <d fy,A eSa rks tSls blh fQjkd
esa FkkA eSaus mlds isV dks pwers gq, /khjs ls mlds gkFk o{k ls gVk fn,A
----th----tw----v----vk----g
gqek ds mUur mjkst nenkj vkSj ekaly yx jgs FksA ml ds xqykch fuIiy mBs gq, Fks vkSj mlds rst lk¡l ysus dh
otg ls muesa yxkrkj Lianu gks jgk FkkA esjk fyax mldh ukfHk ds Åij Fkk vkSj dHkh dHkh fgyus ls esjs çsejl ls Hkjs gq,
vaMdks”k gqek dh ;ksfu ds Åijh Hkkx dks lgyk nsrAs og /khjs&/khjs cspkSu gks dj dlelk jgh FkhA mlesa okluk dh vfXu çTofyr
gks pqdh Fkh vkSj mldh ;ksfu ç—fr dh vikj xq#Rokd”kZ.k rkdr ls etcwj esjs fyax ds fy, epy jgh FkhA lglk mldh ;ksfu
ls vius vki æO; inkFkZ fjlus yxkA mldh Vkaxs vius vki [kqy x;h vkSj esjs QuQukrs gq, vtxj ds vfHkoknu dks rRij
gks x;hA vc rd gqek ds vax vax ls gh ugh cfYd mlds ftLe dh ,d ,d fFkjdu ls okfdQ gks pqdk FkkA ij vkt dh
jkr eSa tYnh esa ugha FkkA vkt eSaus fu’p; fd;k fd gqek ds fy, mlds thou ds lcls egRoiw.kZ {k.k dks eSa T;knk ls T;knk
vkuannk;d cukÅ¡xkA vkxs f[kld dj eSaus mldh vk¡[kksa dks pwek vkSj fQj ,d ,d djds mlds psgjs ds gj fgLls ij ckslk

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tM+ fn;kA tc esjs yc gqek ds v/kjksa dks yxs] og epy x;h vkSj mlus igyh ckj dksbZ gjdr djrs gq, eq>s viuh ck¡gksa esa
ys fy;k vkSj tksj ls esjs gksaBksa ij vius gksaBksa dh eksgj bafdr dhA
----tkuseu] vkt rqEgkjk gqLu dk drjk drjk jl pwl yw¡xk---- dgrs gq, eSaus vyx&vyx çdkj ds pqEcu fl[kkus ds
fy, mlds eq¡g esa viuh tqcku Mkyh vkSj mlds iwjs eq¡g dk fujh{k.k djus yxkA dqN le; ckn mlus HkhvPNh f’k”;k dh rjg
viuh thHk esjs eq[k esa Mky dj b/kj m/kj VVksyuk ‘kq: fd;kA /khjs ls gqek ds mij ysV x;k vkSj vius cfy”B lhus ls gqek
ds Hkjs gq, mUur vkSj mHkjs gq, mjkstksa dks nck dj likV djus ds csdkj ç;Ru esa yx x;kA mlds [kM+s gq, fuIiy esjs lhus
esa xM+rs jgs FksA ,d ckj fQj ls gqek ds lhus ds mHkkjksa ij viuk /;ku dsafær fd;kA viuh thHk ls nksuksa xksykbZ;ksa dh ifjf/k
dks js[kkafdr djds nksuksa Lruksa ds gj igyw dks vPNh rjg ls viuh tqcku ls rjk’kkA fQj xqykch fuIiyksa dks yiyikrs gq,
viuh tqcku ls okj djus yxkA
----th----tw----gk;----v----Yyk----g----ej----x;h----bZbZ----bZb
vc dh ckj eSa FkksM+k vkSj uhps dh vksj f[kld dj mlds fpdus vkSj likV isV vkSj ukfHk dks pkVus yxkA esjs uhps nc
dj og mÙkstuk esa dlelk jgh Fkh vkSj esjh tqcku ds okj ls cpus ds fy, b/kj m/kj flj iVd jgh FkhA dHkh dHkh og vius
gkFkksa ls esjs flj dks jksdus dh ps”Vk djrh vkSj dHkh esjs flj dks idM+ dj vius isV ij nck nsrhA eSa Hkh le; le; ij mlds
gkFkksa dks I;kj ls vyx djds mlds uXu ftLe dks fQj ls ncksp ysrkA vc rd ds lQj esa gqek dk psgjk mldh van:uh
gkyr dks c;ku dj jgk FkkA vk¡[kksa esa yky Mksjs rSjus yxs Fks vkSj mlds xksjs xky HkHkd dj yky gks x;s FksA xqykch fuIiy
Qwy dj dqIik gks x;s Fks vkSj Lru T;knk l[r gks x;s FksA ckeqf’dy vius gksaBksa dks vius nk¡rksa esa nck dj gqek viuh vkokt
dks nckus esa dke;kc gks jgh FkhA
gqek dh ukfHk vkSj dwYgksa ds lkFk f[kyokM+ djus ds ckn---- esjh tku] vc rqe vius vki dks jksd ugha ikvksxh ysfdu
fQj Hkh rqe vius vki dks lkjs ca/kuksa ls eqä dj nks---- dg dj eSaus viuk eq¡[k mldh ;ksfu ds cgqr djhc ys x;kA mldh
;ksfu dh gkyr mlls Hkh T;knk cnrj gks x;h FkhA ikuh ds ckgj rM+irh gqbZ eNyh ds gksaBksa dh rjg yiyik jgh FkhA viuh
thHk ls mldh ;ksfu ds eqdqV eVj dh ifjØek yxkbZ rks gqek ,d QqV mNy iM+haA gqek dks vius o’k esa djus ds fy, viuh
idM+ gqek ds xksy furacksa ij etcwr dh vkSj thHk ls mlds Hkx&f’k’u dks pkVus yxkA gqek vcdh ckj iwjh rkdr ls esjh
fxj¶r ls vius vki dks NqM+kus dk gj laHko ç;kl djus yxh ysfdu mldk gj ç;kl esjh rkdr ds lkeus foQy jgk FkkA
mldk ftLe esjs uhps ncs gq, gksus ds dkj.k flQZ NViVkrk jgk vkSj mldh mÙkstuk pje lhek ij igq¡p x;h FkhA eSaus dqN
nsj mldh u;h&uosyh ;ksfu ls NsM+NkM+ vkjaHk dh vkSj mlds ckn viuh thHk dks dM+k dj ds mldh ;ksfu ds vanj Mky fn;kA
cl gqek dk la;e VwV x;k vkSj og vkuan ls djkgus yxhA
----v----vkg----gk----;----thtw----ej x;h----A
eSa tkucw> dj mldh ;ksfu dk jliku djuk pkgrk Fkk ftlls ckn esa gqek dh ubZ uosyh lqjax dks vius vtxj dk
eq[kkfHkxe vklkuh ls djok ldw¡A gqek dh ;ksfu rks igys ls gh vius }kjk fudkys çsejl ls Hkhx x;h FkhA ysfdu esjs eq[k ls
fudyrh gqbZ ykj us vuNqbZ ;ksfu dks iwjh rjg ugyk fn;k FkkA
----gqek] dSlk yx jgk gS\ gqek us dksbZ tokc ugha fn;k cl---- gw¡---- dg dj pqi gks x;hA ----tkuw] pqi jgus ls eq>s D;k
irk pysxkA vPNk] ;g crkvks dksbZ rdyhQ rks ugha gks jgh\ ,d ckj fQj mlds eq[k ls fudyk---- th ughaA ----pyks vPNk gSA
rqEgsa rks dksbZ rdyhQ ugha gks jgh\ ;g çsekyki vPNk yx jgk gS ;k ugha\
thtw---- ‘kekZ dj mlus viuh vk¡[ksa ewan yhA ----esjh xqMf;k vkt ‘kekZus ls dke ugha pysxkA eSaus rqEgkjs vax vax dk Lokn
ys fy;k gSA eq>s rks cgqr etk vk;k ysfdu rqe [kqn crkvks fd rqEgsa vPNk yxk ;k ugha\---- bruk dg dj eSaus viuk QuQukrs
gq, vtxj gqek dh deflu ;ksfueq[k ls lVk fn;k vkSj /khjs ls fyaxnso dks iwjh njkj ij fQjkrs gq, ;ksfuNsn ij u;s okj ‘kq:
dj fn;sA nwljk gkFk gqek ds isV vkSj mjkstksa ij ?kweus yxkA

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----thtw] cgqr vPNk yx jgk gS----vk----g----!!!!
eSaus viuk fyax ;ksfuNsn ij yxk;k gqvk FkkA tSls gh gqek us lk¡l ysus ds fy;s viuk eq[k [kksyk] eSaus ,d gYdk lk
/kDdk vanj dh vksj yxk;kA pwafd gqek dh ;ksfu iwjh rjg xhyh Fkh vkSj og ekufld o ‘kkjhfjd :i ls iw.kZr;k mÙksftr FkhA
esjk ukS baph gfFk;kj mldh rax ;ksfu dks [kksy dj dqdqjeqÙks leku Qwyk gq, lqikM+k vanj ljd x;kA gqek ds eq¡g ls ,d fgpdh
lh fudyh vkSj mlus eq>s dl dj tdM+ fy;kA
----vkg----eeej x;h----vEehA
eq>s irk Fkk fd gqek dh ;ksfu fcYdqy dksjh gS vkSj esjk gfFk;kj fdlh Hkh ;ksfu ds fpFkjs mM+kus esa iw.kZr: l{ke FkkA
de ls de nnZ nsdj eSa gqek dks viuk cukuk pkgrk FkkA eSaus vk’oklu ds rkSj ij viuk fyax ckgj fudky fy;kA tSls gh
lqikM+s dk ckgj fudkyk rHkh mldh idM+ FkksM+h <hyh gqbZ vkSj mlus ,d yEch vkSj xgjh lkal NksM+hA tSls gh gqek us lkal
NksM+h] eSaus ,d vkSj okj fd;kA bl ckj fyaxnso dk iwjk flj vanj tk dj /k¡l x;k ysfdu gqek dh dkSek;Z dh f>Yyh dks ugha
Hksn ik;kA bl ckj mls bruk vpEHkk ugha gqvk ftruk igyh ckj esa gqvk Fkk vkSj fQj Hkh ‘kk;n og bl okj ds fy, rS;kj
ugha FkhA mlds eq¡[k ls ,d gYdh lh ph[k fudy x;hA
----g----vk;----vEeh----vkg----A
mls ‘kkar djus ds [;ky ls mlds xksy furacks dks lgyk;k vkSj fQj nck;kA dqN nsj rd mlds gksaBksa dk jliku fd;kA
----tkuseu---- gqek dk /;ku viuh vksj [khap dj iwNk---- rqEgkjk tUefnu dc gS\ ----irk ugha] ‘kk;n vxLr esaA vPNk ;g rks
deky gS---- D;k rqe yksx dHkh viuk tUefnu ugha eukrs gks\ ----thtw dHkh ugha----A ----rks dHkh vius xk¡o esa esyk ns[kus x;h
gks\ ----,d ckj HkkbZtku ge lc dks esyk fn[kkus ds fy, ys dj x;s FksA og viuh ckrksa esa yxh gqbZ Fkh vkSj eSaus /khjs&/khjs vius
gfFk;kj ds fy, txg cukrs gq, f>Yyh ij nLrd nhA
----jkr dks esys esa x;s FksA ----gqek rqeus ogk¡ ij D;k ns[kk Fkk\ ----thtw cgqr lkjs >wys FksA D;k vki esys esa x;s gks\ ----
ugha ysfdu vcdh ckj rqEgkjs lkFk eSa Hkh esyk ns[kus tkšxk---- ;g dgrs gh eSaus ,d tksjnkj /kDdk yxk;k vkSj bl ckj fyaxnso
lkjh ck/kk;sa rksM+rs gq, vk/ks ls T;knk vanj tk dj cSB x;sA gqek rks ckrksa esa yxh gqbZ Fkh bl vpkud vkØe.k ls lUu jg
xbZA mldh ;ksfu esa ,d rhoz nnZ gqvk vkSj dqN xeZ æO; ds cgus dk eq>s vglkl gqvkA mlds eq¡g ls tksj dh ph[k fudyh
vkSj mlus vius uk[kwu esjs da/kksa ij xM+krs gq, eq>s tksj ls tdM+ fy;kA
----v----vk----mbZ e----j----x;h----gk----;----ÅmQ----vYykg----A
eSa ogha ij FkksMh+ nsj ds fy, #d x;kA tc vpkud gq, nnZ dk vlj tc dqN de gqvk rks eSua s ,d ckj fQj ls /khjs&/khjs
/kDds nsuk vkjaHk dj fn;sA vc vius gksaBksa ls gqek ds gksaBksa vkSj Lruksa ij okj djuk ‘kq# dj fn;kA lkFk gh vius gkFkksa ls
mlds furacksa dh ekfy’k vkjaHk dj nhA mls ,d vthc ,glkl gks jgk Fkk fd nnZ mldh ;ksfu ds vanj gks jgk Fkk ij mldk
ckdh ftLe esa ,d u;s lq[k ds ,glkl ls vksrçksr gks jgk FkkA eSaus mldh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡[ksa Mky dj iwNk---- vc dSlk yx jgk
gS\
vk¡[kksa vkSj flj ds b’kkjs ls mlus crk;k fd og Bhd gSA eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls yacs /kDds yxkus ‘kq: fd;sA gqek dks
dkeksÙksftr j[kus ds fy, mlds laosnu’khy vaxksa dks lgykrs jgkA vc gqek Hkh vius nnZ dh vogsyuk djrs gq, esjk lkFk nsus
yxhA mlds mRlkg ls eSaus viuk tksj c<+k;k vkSj vius /kDdksa esa mUufr ykrs gq, mldh ;ksfu dh xgjkbZ ukirs gq, xHkkZ’k;
ds eq[k ij n~Lrd nsuh vkjaHk dj nhA irk ugha gqek dks D;k gqvk og mBh vkSj mlus esjs gksaBksa dks pwe fy;k] ‘kk;n mlds eu
esa esjs çfr I;kj meM+ vk;k FkkA
eSaus vc viuk ikS#”k fn[kkuk ‘kq: fd;kA vius ukS baph ycs vkSj <kbZ baph eksVs gfFk;kj ls gqek fd ;ksfu ij fu.kkZ;d
Qrg ikus ds fy, fudy iM+kA gj ckj tc esjk gfFk;kj iwjk ckgj vkrk] rHkh vius iwjs osx ls vanj çfo”V gks tkrkA gj çgkj

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esa fiNyh ckj ds eqdkcys T;knk vanj tk jgk FkkA vke rkSj ij rks bruh nsj esa fyaxnso iw.kZr;k fdlh Hkh ;ksfu esa ?kj dj x;s
gksrs ij gqek dh ubZ uosyh ;ksfu vR;f/kd rax Fkh vkSj fyaxnso dks furkar ?k”kZ.k çnku dj jgh FkhA esjs vkuan dh lhek ugha
FkhA bl mUekn dk eSa yacs le; rd miHkksx djuk pkgrk Fkk blfy, eq>s dksbZ tYnh ugha FkhA eSaus viuh rst pyrh gqbZ lk¡lksa
dks dkcw esa djrs gq,---- gwa----gw----gkA
----g----gk;----thtw----vº----vkº----gw¡----A
b/kj eSa mldh ladjh ;ksfu ds gj fgLls dk vkuan ys jgk Fkk vkSj m/kj gqek Hkh iw.kZ ,dkdkj dk vkuan mBk jgh FkhA
vuk;kl gh mlds eq¡g ls fdydkfj;ka fudyus yxhaA dHkh djkgrh dHkh vkgsa Hkjrh rks dHkh dwdrhA mlds bl laxhr ls esjk
vkRefo’okl c<+ jgk Fkk vkSj vius osx esa fofo/krk ykrk gqvk pkj ikap NksVs okj ds ckn ,d nks yacs okj dj nsrkA okj dh
xfr esa Hkh cnyko ykrkA dHkh /khjs /khjs vkSj dHkh rst rstA bl ifjorZu Hkjs Øe ls gqek dh Hkh mRlqdrk c<+ jgh FkhA mls
;g ugha irk py jgk Fkk fd vkus okyk okj dSlk gksxkA esjk vkRe fu;a=.k vc viuh lhek ds lehi igq¡p jgk Fkk ij vius
L[kyu ds igys gqek dks pjeksRd”kZ rd igq¡pkuk pkgrk FkkA bl y{; ls gqek ds Hkx&f’k’u dks lqyxkuk ‘kq: fd;kA gj jxM+
ij gqek ds eq¡g ls vn~Hkqr vkoktsa fudyus yxhA
----m-v—vkg-v-th----twm----vk-vkg—-v----v—gk-A
----vkg-esa----jh----tk----U----vvkg—A
----m-v—vkg-----v-----mmvk-----vkg ----thtwA
gqek us viuh Vkaxksa ls esjh dej dks ?ksj fy;k ftl ls gekjs fyax&;ksfu ;krk;kr dks vkSj çxk<+ cukus esa enn djus
yxhA mlus viuh eqanh vk¡[ksa [kksy yha vkSj esjs dks vknj vkSj I;kj ds çHkko’kkyh feJ.k ls ns[kus yxhA ekFks ij ilhus dh
dqN cw¡nsa Nyd vkbZa FkhaA ge nksuksa ,d fuf’pr y; vkSj rky ds lkFk fujarj Åij uhps gks jgs FksA gqek tc Hkh vk¡[ksa [kksyrh
rks eq>dks ns[k dj vkRe foHkksj gks jgh Fkh D;ksafd mls viuk o’khdj.k eq> ij lkQ fn[k jgk FkkA y; ls y; feykrk gqvk
ge nksuksa dk /kDde isy ls tYnh gh gqek ds ‘kjhj esa ,d rwQku mRiUu gksus yxk FkkA mls yxk ekuks iwjk ‘kjhj laosnuk ls
Hkj x;k gSA mlesa mUekn dk u’kk iuius yxk vkSj mls yxk og csgks’k gks tk;sxhA fQj vpkud mlds xHkZ dh xgjkbZ esa ,d
foLQksV lk gqvk vkSj og FkjFkjk xbZ vkSj mldk ftLe vdM+ dj mBk vkSj /kEe ls fcLrj ij fxj x;kA og ewfNZr lh iM+
xbZA mldh ;ksfu ls ,d /kkjk lh QwVh ftlus esjs fyaxnso dks ugyk fn;kA
-----m-v—vkg-v-mmvk-vkg—-v----v—gk----—-x----v¡-UbZ----vkg----thtwA
çsejl ls ljkscj fyaxnso vkSj Hkh piy gks x;s vkSj ;ksfu ds vanj ckgj vklkuh ls fQlyus yxsA gqek ds dkeksUekn dks
ns[k dj esjk fu;a=.k Hkh VwV x;k vkSj ,d laiw.kZ okj ds lkFk viuh eks{k çkfIr djyhA ge nksuksa dh r`Ir vkRek ls ,d lq[kn
phRdkj fudyh vkSj fyaxnso gqek ds xHkkZ’k; dk eq¡g [kksy dj vanj tk dj cSB x;s vkSj bl okj us mldh dke;ksx dh fuæk
dks Hkax dj fn;kA esjs fyax ls ,d xk<+k] nenkj vkSj vkstLoh oh;Z çikr NwVk ftlus xHkkZ’k; dks yckyc Hkjus ds ckn ;ksfu
ls fjl dj csM dh pknj dks fHkxksus yxkA gqek us eq>s viuh ck¡gksa esa Hkj fy;kA dqN nsj rd geus csy fd rjg fyiV dj
,d nwljs dks pwekA vius uhps xhysiu ds ,glkl ls gqek us dlelk dj eq>ls vyx gks dj csM ij fuxkg Mkyh vkSj vk¡[ks
QkM+s pknj dh vksj ns[krh jg x;hA ysVus dh txg ij lQsn pknj [kwu ls lu dj yky jax dh gks x;h FkhA
----thtw] ;g D;k gqvk\ ----tkuseu] ;g fu’kkuh gS fd rqe vkt yM+dh ls vkSjr cu x;h gksA gVks] eSa fdlh dks cqykrk
gw¡ bl pknj dks cnyus ds fy,A ----thtw] ugha jgus nhft,A eq>s ugha cnyokuh ;g pknjA ----gqek] ;g pknj vc ges’kk ds fy,
esjs ikl rqEgkjh vekur cu x;h gSA bls gVk dj lq[kk nsrs gSaA lqcg blds iSls ns dj ;g pknj ge gksVy okyksa ls [kjhn
dj ges’kk ds fy, vius ikl esa j[ksaxsA ;g pknj bl jkr dh dgkuh vkSj gekjs feyu dh cstqcku xokg cu x;h gSA
ge nksuksa us csM ls mrj dj vius çse dh fu’kkuh okyh pknj dks fudky dj lksQs ij lq[kkus ds fy;s QSyk nhA eSaus
vyekjh ls u;h pknj fudky dj csM ij fcNk nhA ,dkdkj ls çkIr gqbZ r`fIr ds u’ks esa ge nksuksa ,d nwljs lkFk fyiV dj

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xgjh uhan esa tYnh gh [kks x;sA jkr dks lSVsykbZV Qksu dh ?ku?kukgV ls esjh uhan VwV x;hA gqek dks NksM+ dj eSaus Qksu mBk;k
vkSj nwljs dejs esa tk dj ckr djus yxkA
----gSyks] jkstjA ----vkfej] rqEgkjk ‘kd Bhd fudykA jCckuh us crk;k gS fd dsfedy VªhVesUV IykUV etkjs ‘kjhQ ds ikl
fdlh [kkl txg ij gS ysfdu dgk¡ ij gS ;g ckr jCckuh vkSj fcyky dks Hkh ugha irk gSA ----jkstj] tks eSa vc dg jgk gw¡ /;ku
ls lquks ysfdu igys ;g crkvks fd etkjs ‘kjhQ esa rqEgkjh QkslZ fdruh gS\ ----vkfej] ogk¡ ij FkksM+s ls yksx gS] dksbZ cM+s vkijs’ku
dks vatke ugha ns ldsaxsA ----rks D;k dksbZ rqEgkjh fMeksfy’ku Vhe gS ;gk¡ ij\ ----ugha gSA mldh ckr lqu dj eq>s cM+h fujk’kk
gqbZA
----jkstj vc /;ku ls lquks fd ijlksa ;gk¡ ls Hkkjh&Hkjde gsjksbu vkSj esUMªsDl dk dulkbUesaV fudyus okyk gS ysfdu
bl gkyr esa mls ge jksd ugha ldsaxsA esjh [kcj ds fglkc ls dy rqEgkjs ‘kqtky fe;k¡ bl dk lkSnk dj jgk gS vkSj ijlksa
yxHkx chl fefy;u MkSyj dk dulkbUesaV ;gk¡ ls fudy dj bjku ;k rqdZesfuLrku esa igq¡p tk,xkA gedks dy gh dy esa
dsfedy IykUV mM+kuk gS vkSj bl dulkbUesaV dks u”V djuk gSA
----vkfej] D;k rqEgsa dsfedy IykUV dk irk gS\ ----gk¡A ----Bhd gS] gekjh ,d Øsd MsYVk Vhe veq&nfj;k ij fu;qä gSA
og yksx ik¡p ?kaVs esa etkjs ‘kjhQ igq¡p ldrs gSa rks D;k dy jkr dks dqN gks ldrk gSA vkfej ;g cgqr t:jh gS fd bl dke
dks vatke nsrs gq, fdlh dks dkuksa dku [kcj u gks ldsA ‘kqtky cgqr pkykd ,oa [krjukd vkneh gSA
----‘kk;n jkstj vkidks ugha irk gS fd ikd QkSt ds dekaMks dk nLrk lk/kkj.k dckbZyh diM+ksa esa ‘kqtky fe;k¡ ds lkFk
etkjs ‘kjhQ esa gSA eq>s fo’okl gS fd ;gh nLrk bl dulkbUesaV dks ckMZj ds ikj ys tk,xkA ----vkfej] esjs fy, dsfedy IykUV
mM+kuk T;knk t:jh gSA dulkbUesaV fudy Hkh tk, rks D;k gksxk ysfdu dy ds ckn rks ogk¡ ls dqN ugh fudy ldsxkA ----
rks Bhd gS] Vhe ds igq¡pus dh txg ds dqv‚fMZusV~l crkvksA ----vHkh jkr ds ,d cts gSa vkSj lqcg lkr cts eSa mUgsa fjlho
d:¡xkA Vhe yhMj dkSu gS\ ----vkfej] ;g yksx rqEgsa fjiksVZ djsaxs vkSj rqe Vhe yhM djksxsA ----eS¡---- ,d {k.k ds fy, pkSad x;k
vkSj fQj cksyk----Bhd gS] vksoj ,UM vkmV---- dg dj eSaus Qksu dkV fn;kA
eSa okfil csM:e esa vk x;k vkSj lkeus gqek xgjh uhan esa lks;h gqbZ FkhA mldk xksjk uXu ftLe jks’kuh esa ned jgk Fkk
vkSj /khjs&/khjs pyrh gqbZ lk¡ls iq”V lhus ds mHkkjksa esa d¡iu iSnk dj jgh FkhA mlds deflu mHkkjksa ij txg&txg ykfyek
fy, yo ckbV~l ds fu’kku mHkj vk;s vkSj ckyksajfgr dfVçns’k lwt dj Qwy x;k FkkA bl eksgd –’; dks ns[k dj ,d ckj
fQj ls esjs [kwu esa xekZ;h vk x;h ysfdu fQj dqN lksp dj gqek ds utnhd tk dj ysV x;kA /khjs ls mlds flj dks lgkjk
ns dj eSaus viuh ck¡g ij j[k fy;k vkSj mlds xky lgykrs gq, I;kj ls mlds gksaB pwe fy;sA mlds lhus ds mHkkjksa dks lgykrk
gqvk viuh vk¡[ks ewan dj dqN lksp esa xqe gks x;kA vpkud gqek uhan esa dquequkrh gqbZ eq> ls fyiV dj fQj ls lks x;hA /khjs
ls vius vki dks gqek ls NqM+k dj eSa nwljs dejs esa pyk x;k vkSj dy gksus okyh dk;Zokgh dk uD’kk rS;kj djus cSB x;kA
rHkh eq>s gqek dh ph[k lquk;h nh vkSj eSa pkSad dj csM:e dh vksj Hkkxk---- D;k gqvk] dksbZ cqjk liuk ns[k fy;k\ flldrs
gq, gqek cksyh---- thtw] eq>s yxk fd vki eq>s NksM+ dj pys x;sA ----ixyh] vc rqEgsa NksM+ dj eSa dgk¡ tkm¡xkA fQj dHkh ,slk
[;ky fny esa ugha ykuk---- eSaus I;kj ls gqek dks le>krs gq, pqi djk;kA ----thtw] eSa ej tkšxh vxj vki eq>s NksM+ dj pys
x;sA
----ftl fnu rqEgkjh ckth rqEgsa esjs gokys dj ds x;ha Fkh ml fnu ls rqe vkSj chgw esjs lkFk tqM+ x;h gksA jkr dks rqEgsa
viuk cuk dj eSaus rqEgsa ges’kk ds fy, vius lkFk tksM+ fy;k gSA tgk¡ rd NksM+us dh ckr gS] eq>s dke ds flyflys esa dbZ ckj
rqEgsa NksM+ dj dqN nsj ds fy, tkuk iM+sxk ysfdu tc rd ftUnk gw¡ rqe eq>s vius ikl gh ikvksxhA bl fy, ixyh ,sls fopkj
vius fny ls fudky nksA vc ge fe;k¡&choh gSA mlds ckn ge lks ugha lds cl ,d nwljs ls ckr djrs jgsA lqcg ik¡p ctrs
gh eSaus dgk---- gqek] eq>s vc tkuk gksxkA gqek ds gksaB pwers gq, vkSj mlds uXu Lruksa dks lgykrs gq,---- eq>s lkr cts fdlh
ls feyuk gSA rqe vkjke ls lks tkvks vkSj tc rd rqe tkxksxh] eSa okfil vk pqdk gksm¡xkA D;ksafd vxj gesa vkjke ls jguk
gS rks bu yksxksa dks vius ;gk¡ ls fudkyuk iM+sxkA ----thtw] D;k tkuk cgqr t:jh gSA eSa Hkh pyrh gw¡A ----ugha] dy jkr dks
rqeus cgqr esgur dj yh---- esjh ckr lqu dj fQj ls gqek dk psgjk yky gks x;k---- rqe vc vkjke djksA vPNk eSa pyrk gw¡---
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gqek dks lksrk gqvk NksM+ dj eSa gksVy ls ckgj fudy vk;k FkkA vHkh pkjksa vksj ?kuk va/ksjk Fkk vkSj lM+d ij bDds&nqDds okgu
pyrs gq, fn[k jgs FksA ygw tekus okyh BaMh gok rst osx ls cg jgh FkhA fBBqjrk gqvk thi esa vk dj cSB x;k ysfdu mls
LVkVZ djus ls igys eq>s MsYVk Vhe ds igq¡pus ds dqv‚fMZusV~l dh tkudkjh pkfg;s FkhA jkstj us vc rd eq>s Qksu ugh fd;k
Fkk bldh otg ls esjk eu fdlh vutku vk’kadk dh dYiuk ls dkQh v’kkar FkkA rHkh Qksu ij eSlst vkus dh ?kaVh us esjk
/;ku viuh vksj vkdf”kZr fd;kA ,d uD‘ks ds lkFk ySfUMax dqv‚fMZusV~l jkstj ds }kjk Hksts x;s FksA eSaus thi LVkVZ dh vkSj
crk;s gqbZ txg dh vksj c<+ x;kA vius Qksu ds thihvkj,l ij dqv‚fMZusV~l iap fd;s vkSj txg dk irk fd;kA MsYVk QkslZ
dh Vhe ckY[k ds [kaMgjksa ds ikl igq¡psxh tYnh gh eq>s irk py x;kA txg dk irk yxrs gh eSaus viuh thi mlh fn’kk esa
nkSM+k nhA
ckY[k dh ,sfrgkfld iqjkuh nhokj ds ikl eSa vkus okys gsfyd‚IVj dh jkg rkd jgk FkkA feêh vkSj dPph bZaV dh cuh
gqbZ nhokj vkSj vkl ikl [kaMgj cuh gqbZ gosfy;k¡ ,d vthc lk jgL;e;h okrkoj.k cuk jgh FkhA esjs ikl lwpuk vuqlkj og
yksx vkcknh okys bykds ls dkQh nwj lqulku bykds esa ySaM dj jgs FksA FkksM+h nwj ij gjh efLtn dh ehukj lkQ fn[kkbZ iM+
jgh FkhA lqcg ds lkr ct pqds Fks vkSj nwj rd fdlh dk ukeksfu’kku ugha fn[k jgk FkkA thi dks esu jksM ij [kM+k djds eSa
iSny gh ogk¡ ij igq¡p x;k FkkA rHkh gsfyd‚IVj ds vkus dk ‘kksj eq>s lqukbZ fn;kA eSa mlh fn’kk esa xkSj ls utjs fVdk;s cslczh
ls gsfyd‚IVj ds igq¡pus dk bartkj djus yxkA dqN gh nsj esa lkjs orkoj.k dks xqatk;eku djrs gq, ,d fefyVªh gsfyd‚IVj
[kqys eSnku esa ySaM fd;k ftlesa ls vkB toku rsth ls mrj dj esjh vksj c<+rs gq, fn[kk;h fn;sA
fcuk bUrtkj fd;s ySfUMax ikVhZ dks eSaus viuk ifjp; fn;k---- Cok;t] vkbZ ,e vkfejA muesa ls ,d QkSth us tokc
fn;k---- lj MsYVk Vhe ,V ;qvj fMLikslyA deky ik’kk fjiksfVaZx ljA osyde MsYVk Vhe] vkidk VkjxsV ;gk¡ ls lÙkj ehy
nwj dksVk [;sy ds ikl ,d dsfedy IykaV gS---- dgrs gq, eSaus vius Qksu ds LØhu ij ,d uD’kk [kksy dj muds lkeus j[k
fn;kA ml uD’ks ij txg dh fu’kkunsgh djrs gq, cksyk---- igys vkidh Vhe IykaV ds vkl&ikl dh txg dh iwjh vPNh rjg
ls fujh{k.k djsxh D;ksafd bl txg dks gesa fcYdqy usLrukcwn dj nsuk gSA vius VkxsZV ij dksbZ Hkh vkSj dqN Hkh cpuk ugha
pkfg,A D;k vkids lkFk fMeksfy’ku ,DliVZ gSa\ ----ge lc fMeksfy’ku esa ,DliVZ gSaA ----xqM----A
MsYVk Vhe dk yhMj deky ik’kk us iwNk---- lj] ;gk¡ VªkaliksVZ dh D;k O;oLFkk gS\ ----vki yksx vHkh esjh thi ys tkbZ,-
--- ;gh ckr djrs gq, ge lM+d dh vksj c<+ x;s vkSj mUgsa ogha NksM+ dj gsfyd‚IVj okfil mM+ x;k FkkA ----bl v‚ijs’ku dks
vatke gesa jkr esa nsuk gS bl fy;s IykaV ij jkr rd utj jf[k,A dksbZ Hkh okgu fudyrk gqvk fn[ks rks eq>s mlh oä lwfpr
dhft,A xqM gafVax Cok;tA ----FkSaDl---- vius vknfe;ksa dh vksj #[k djds deky us dgk---- xsV bu Cok;tA mlds cksyrs gh
lc yksx thi esa cSB x;sA pyrs gq, deky us dgk---- lj igq¡pus ij vkids lkFk Qksu ij d‚UVsDV djsaxs---- vkSj ;g dg dj
mlus thi vkxs c<+k nhA dqN gh nsj esa thi esjh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus ls vks>y gks x;hA eSa iSny gh lM+d ij etkjs ‘kjhQ dh
vksj pyus yxk vkSj ihNs ls vkus okyh xkMf;ksa ls fy¶V ek¡xus esa yx x;kA ,d Vªd okys dks eq> ij jge vk x;k vkSj og
#d x;kA eSa Hkkx dj mlds ikl igq¡p dj cksyk---- HkkbZtku] etkjs ‘kjhQ rd igq¡pk nhft,A ----tukc] ihNs cSB tkbZ,A eSa fcuk
le; [kks;s Vªd esa ihNs tk dj cSB x;kA dqN nsj ds ckn Vªd us eq>s etkjs ‘kjhQ ds esu pkSjkgs ij mrkj fn;k vkSj ogk¡ ls

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iSny pyrs gq, eSa vius gksVy igq¡p x;kA fnu esa gksVy ds ckgj dkQh flD;wjVh yxh gqbZ fn[kh ysfdu fcuk #ds eSa bu lc
dks ihNs NksM+ dj lh/kk tehj ds dejs dh vksj pyk x;kA lqcg ds nl ct jgs Fks ysfdu gksVy esa vHkh pgy&igy ‘kq: ugha
gqbZ FkhA
dejs dk njoktk [kV[kVkrs gq, eSaus vkokt yxk;h---- tehjA esjh vkokt lqu dj tehj ckgj fudyk vkSj vk’p;Z ls
cksyk---- lj ge rks lk<+s nl cts fey gh jgs Fks\
----tehj] dqN t:jh dke fudy vk;k gSA rqEgsa tYnh ls uk’rk djds dksVk [;sy ds fy, fudyuk gSA gekjh thi bl
oä MsYVk Vhe ds ikl gS lks rqEgsa vius fy, okgu dk bartke [kqn djuk iM+sxkA eSa dqN iSls ns jgk gw¡ vPNk gks fd vxj rqe
,d iqjkuh thi [kjhn yks---- dgrs gq, eSaus mlds gkFk esa ,d uksVksa dh xìh Fkek nhA
----lj] D;k eq>s MsYVk Vhe dks fjiksVZ djuk gS\ ----uks] eSa ckn esa rqEgsa crkšxk fd rqEgsa D;k djuk gSA esjh ckr lqu dj
tehj us dgk---- rks lj fQj eSa pyw¡\ ----gk¡ fcYdqy ijarq dksf’k’k djuk fd thi vPNh gks D;ksafd bl v‚ijs’ku ds ckn gekjh
thi dh fu’kkunsgh gks tk,xhA vc ge mldk vkxs bLrseky ugha dj ldsaxs vkSj blh fy, u;h thi ls ge vkxs dk jkLrk
r; djsaxsA
----vki fQØ u djsa lj] vxj vki dgsa rks eSa vkehZ fMiks ls ,d xkM+h e¡xok ysrk gw¡\ ----ugha] rqe gksVy ls vHkh psd
vkmV dj nks vkSj dksVk [;sy ij igq¡pdj MsYVk Vhe ij fuxkg j[kukA eSa rqEgsa ogha ij feyw¡xkA
tehj viuk lkeku mBk dj dejs dks ykd djds psd vkmV djus ds fy, pyk x;k vkSj eSa vius dejs dh vksj py
fn;kA njokts ij igq¡p dj eSaus ?kaVh ctk;hA
njoktk [kksy dj gqek cksyh---- thtw] cgqr nsj dj nhA dejs esa vkrs gq, eSa cksy iM+k---- gk¡] nsj gks x;h vkSj D;k rqe
rS;kj gks x;h\ ----gk¡] thtw vki Hkh tYnh ls rS;kj gks tk,¡ fQj uk’rk djsaxsA tehj HkkbZtku dks [kcj dj nhft, ojuk og
ukgd gh gekjk bartkj djsaxsA ----gqek] tehj rks pyk x;kA ge nksuks ‘kke dks ;gk¡ ls tk,¡xsA ----D;ksa] tehj HkkbZtku rks gekjs
lkFk gsjkr tk jgs Fks u thtw\ ----dqN t:jh dke Fkk blhfy, og gesa ‘kke dks feysxk---- dgrs gq, eSa ckFk:e esa pyk x;kA
ckFk:e ls ckgj fudy dj Hkw[k lrk jgh FkhA uk’rk djus ds ckn gqek dks vius vkxks’k esa tdM+ dj eSa vk¡[ks ewan dj
iM+ x;kA jkr Hkj dh Fkdku dh otg esjh iydsa Hkkjh gks jgh FkhA dqN gh nsj esa ge nksuksa xgjh uhan esa [kks x;sA
dkQh nsj rd ge fyiV dj lksrs jgsA vuk;kl gh pkSad dj esjh uhan VwV x;hA vk¡[ksa [kksy dj eSa vius vkl ikl dk
tk;tk ysrk gqvk fcLrj ls mB dj ckFk:e esa pyk x;kA BaMs ikuh ds NhVsa ekj dj rjksrktk gks dj eSa flVhax :e esa vk dj
jkr dh dk;Zokgh ds ckjs esa lkspus yx x;k rHkh esjk Qksu ?ku?kuk dj ct mBkA
----gSyks lj---- deky ik’kk fjiksfVaZxA gekjh Vhe us IykaV vkSj mlds vkl ikl dk lkjk fujh{k.k dj fy;k gSA ----xqM----
rqe D;k lksprs gks\ ----lj] cgqr cM+k d‚EIysDl gSA rhu bekjrsa gSa vkSj ,d cgqr cM+k ‘ksM gSA gesa yxrk gS fd og xksnke gSA
vuqeku gS fdlh Hkh oä yxHkx rhu lkS yksxksa dk LVkQ IykaV esa gksuk pkfg,A vxj dksbZ [kkl txg CykLV djuh gS rks eq>s
mlds dqv‚fMZusV~l pkfg, oukZ gekjk ekuuk gS fd bls iwjk mM+kus ds fy, gesa ,;j liksVZ pkfg,A gekjh fMeksfy’ku Vhe ds
ikl fyfeVsM ,Eeks gSA vxj bls usLrukcwn djuk gS rks cgqr lkjk ,Eeks pkfg,A
----deky] D;k IykaV ls okguksa dh vkoktkgh gks jgh gS\ ----uks lj] vHkh rd rks dksbZ ugha fn[kkbZ nhA ----dhi v Dykst
okp] ,UM vkb foy xsV cSd Vq ;w lwu---- dg dj eSaus Qksu dkV fn;kA dqN lksp dj eSaus jkstj dks Qksu feyk;kA
----gSyks vkfejA ----jkstj] vkbZ uhM gsYiA
----MsYVk Vhe igq¡p x;h\ ----jkstj muds ,LlslesUV ds fglkc ls IykaV mM+kus ds fy, ,;j liksVZ pkfg,A ----vkfej] ;g
ukeqefdu gSA tcls ,;j vVSd esa ,d vLirky dks xyr VkxsZV cuk;k Fkk rcls Tok;aV phQ dh ijfe’ku ds dksbZ Hkh ,;jQkslZ

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vkijs’ku ugha gks ldrkA
----ysfdu eq>s gj gkyr esa IykaV vkt jkr dks mM+kuk gS ojuk dy dksbZ Qk;nk ugha gksxkA jkstj rqe lksp yksA ----vkfej]
esjk ,d nksLr vkt dy da/kkj esa ukVks ,;jcsl dk LVs’ku dekaMj gSA eSa mlls ckr djds ns[krk gw¡A vxj og buQkeZy ysosy
ij enn dj ldrk gS rks og t:j djsxkA ----Bhd gS] jkstj ckr djds tYnh ls crkvks---- dg dj eSaus Qksu fMldusDV dj
fn;kA
eSa vc iwjh rjg tkx pqdk FkkA csM:e dh vksj x;k rks ns[kk fcLrj ij vHkh Hkh gqek xgjh uhan esa lks jgh FkhA mls
mBkrs gq,---- gqek----gqek----pyks rS;kj gks tkvks vc gesa Hkh fudyuk gSA uhan esa dquequkrh gqbZ gqek mBh---- gw¡----thtwA mB dj ,d
Hkjiwj vaxM+kbZ ysrh gqbZ---- D;k vHkh tkuk t:jh gS\ ----gk¡] rqe tYnh ls rS;kj gks tkvksA vc dy lqcg rd rqEgkjs dks vkjke
ugha fey ldsxkA vkSj gk¡] vxj ,sls gh vaxM+kbZ ysrh jgksxh rks rqEgkjh lwtu vkSj c<+ tk,xhA blfy, tYnh ls rS;kj gks tkvksA
eSaus vius diM+s igus vkSj bl ls igys gqek dqN vkSj dgs eSa dejs ds ckgj fudy x;kA ;g esjs fy, igyk Mk;jsDV
vkijs’ku FkkA ,;jQkslZ ik;ysV dHkh Mk;jsDV ,D’ku esa ugha iM+rs tc rd mudk tgkt nq’eu dh lhek esa ugha fxjrkA ml
ikfdLrkuh goynkj us eq>s crk;k Fkk fd dsfedy IykaV dh yksds’ku D;k gS vkSj ‘kqtky fe;k¡ D;ksa etkjs ‘kjhQ vk;k FkkA mlh
us eq>s crk;k Fkk fd ;g ikfdLrkuh lsuk dh ns[kjs[k esa og IykaV pyk;k tk jgk gSA ikfdLrkuh lsuk vkSj rkfycku ds yksx
lkFk fey dj bl IykaV dks pyk jgs FksA esjk fnekx ,d u;k Iyku cquus yxk FkkA
vius u;s Iyku ds ckjs esa lksprs gq, eSa gksVy ls ckgj vk x;k vkSj ikspZ ds lkeus cus gq, yku esa Vgyus yxkA lcls
igys eq>s ,d xkM+h dh t:jr Fkh tks eq>s IykaV rd vkjke ls igq¡pk nsrhA dkQh nsj rd lkspus ds ckn Hkh eSa fdlh urhts
ij ugha igq¡p ik jgk FkkA gksVy ds esu xsV ij dkQh flD;wfjVh yxh gqbZ FkhA ,d ikfdLrkuh vkehZ dh dkj] c[rjcan thi
vkSj fefyVªh Vªd gksVy ds ikspZ esa [kM+s gq, FksA ,d ikfdLrkuh vkehZ dh fefyVªh iqfyl dh thi isM+ksa ds >qjeqV ds ikl [kM+h
gqbZ Fkh ftldh Mªkbfoax lhV ij lknh onhZ esa ,d vkneh cSBk Å¡?k jgk FkkA vius Iyku ds igys Qst dks vatke nsus ds fy,
og thi esjs fy, cgqr t:jh FkhA
rHkh eq>s gksVy ds xsV ij gypy gksrh gqbZ fn[kkbZ nhA lc yksxksa dh utjsa mlh vksj yxh gqbZ FkhA dqN b/kj m/kj
Vgyrs yksx Hkh rsth ls esu xsV dh vksj >iVs ysfdu eSa mYVh fn’kk esa ncs ik¡o ml fefyVªh iqfyl dh thi dh vksj c<+ x;kA
thi ds ihNs ls ?kwers gq, eSaus ml Å¡?krs gq, O;fä dks >iV dj vius f’kdats esa dl fy;k vkSj mls ?klhV dj >kMf;ksa esa ys
x;kA xyk nck gqvk gksus ds dkj.k og O;fä dqN nsj rd vius vki dks NqM+kus dk fujFkZd ç;kl djrk jgk ysfdu esjk [kwuh
f‘kdatk mlds xys ij dlrk pyk x;kA ‘kh?kz gh og O;fä futhZo gks dj <sj gks x;k FkkA mldh yk’k dks ?klhV dj eSaus
>kMf;ksa ds ihNs Mky nh vkSj [kqn flj >qdk dj Mªkbfoax lhV ij cSB x;kA bl iwjs dke dks vatke nsus esa eq>s ik¡p feuV yxs
FksA
rHkh vpkud gksVy ds ikspZ esa vQjkrQjh ‘kq# gks x;hA pkj yksxksa ds chp esa ‘kqtky fe;k¡ gksVy ds xsV ls fudyrk
gqvk fn[kkbZ fn;kA ,d vkehZ dh thi mlds lkeus rsth ls vkdj #dh ftlesa ‘kqtky ik’kk vkSj mldh flD;wfjVh cM+h eqLrSnh
ls thi esa cSB x;s vkSj fQj rsth ls gksVy ls fudy dj lcdh vk¡[kksa ls vks>y gks x;sA eSa Hkh muds ihNs thi ys dj gksVy
ds ckgj fudyk ysfdu FkksM+h nwj tk dj thi dks lM+d ds fdukjs isM+ dh vkM+ esa [kM+k dj ds okfil iSny pyrk gqvk gksVy
ds vanj vk x;kA
fjlsI’ku dh vksj tkrs gq, eq>s ,d jkscnkj O;fä] yxHkx nl gfFk;kjcUn vknfe;ksa ls f?kjk gqvk] fudyrk gqvk fn[kkbZ
fn;kA vpkud og #d x;k vkSj vius ihNs vkrs gq, ,d lk/kkj.k ls fn[kus okys O;fä ls dqN {k.kksa ds fy, ckr djh vkSj
fQj vius y’kdj dks lkFk ys dj fudy x;kA tSls gh og ckr djus ds fy, #dk Fkk eSaus mlh oä vius Qksu dSejs ij mu
nksuksa dh rLohj mrkj yh FkhA fcuk viuh pky dks /kheh fd;s mlh xfr ls pyrs gq, fjlsI’ku ij vk dj fcy pqdk;k vkSj
fQj vius dejs dh vksj py fn;kA vius dejs dh vksj tkrs gq, [khapha gqbZ rlohj eSaus jkstj dks Hkst nhA

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----gqek----pyksA viuk cqdkZ vks<+s gqek us dgk---- thtw pyks] ij ,d caMy vki mBk yks vkSj ,d eSa mBk yw¡xhA ----ugha gqek]
;g caMy Hkkjh gS] nksuksa eSa mBk yw¡xkA ----thtw] eSaus FkksM+k lk lkeku ,d caMy ls fudky dj vkids okys caMy esa Mky fn;k
gSA vc eSa vkjke ls bls mBk yw¡xhA ----Bhd gS] rks pysa D;k\ dgrs gq, ge nksuksa vius caMy Fkkes gq, gksVy ds ckgj fudy
vk;s vkSj iSny pyrs gq, FkksM+h nwj ij [kM+h thi esa tk dj cSB x;sA
----gqek] rqe ihNs fNi dj cSB tkvksA ----;g thi fdldh gS\ ----rqe u iwNks rks vPNk gS] ftruk rqEgsa de ekywe gks mruk
vPNk gSA ----thtw---- dqN lksp dj gqek pqi gks dj cSB x;hA eSaus thi dks rst xfr ls pykrs gq, dksVk [;sy dh vksj eksM+
fn;kA ge nksuksa pqipki jkLrk r; dj jgs Fks fd esjs Qksu dh ?kaVh ct mBhA ,d fdukjs thi dks [kM+h dj ds eSaus uhps mrj
dj dky fjlho dh---- gSyks jkstj----A
----vkfej] da/kkj ds ukVks LVs’ku dekaMj ls esjh ckr gks x;h gSA nks fejkt da/kkj ,;jLisl dh fuxjkuh ds fy, vkt
jkr dks lkSVhZ ij fudysaxsA og nksuksa rqEgkjh enn djsaxs] rqe IykaV ds dqv‚fMZusV~l HkstksA
----FkSaDl jkstjA eSaus ,d QksVks Hksth Fkh] og dkSu yksx gSa\
----vkfej] ,slk yxrk gS fd rqe etkjs ‘kjhQ esa u gks dj bLykekckn esa gksA ew¡N okyk vkneh tujy ft;kuh gS vkSj
nwljk rtkfdLrku dh lhØsV lfoZl dk phQ ‘kkfdj fjtk gSA ----deky gS] ‘kqtky cjkyoh vkSj ft;kuh etkjs ‘kjhQ esa ‘kkfdj
fjtk ds lkFk D;k dj jgs gSa’\ tgk¡ rd gesa irk gS] gekjs ikl flQZ ‘kqtky fe;k¡ ds vkus dh [kcj gSA t:j dqN [kkl pDdj
gSA yxrk gS fd ;gk¡ dqN ikfdLrkuh vkehZ vkt dksbZ cgqr cM+k c[ksM+k djus tk jgh gS] rqe irk dj ldks rks djksA
----jkstj] eq>s ‘kd gS fd ;g lkjs rkj çkslsflax IykaV ls tqM+s gq, gSaA jkr rd irk py tk,xk [kSj eSa dqN nsj esa rqEgsa
IykaV ds dqv‚fMZusV~l Hkst jgk gw¡---- dg dj eSaus Qksu dkV fn;k vkSj ,d ckj fQj ls rst xfr ls dksVk [;sy dh vksj jokuk
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eq>s dksVk [;sy igq¡prs gq, jkr gks x;h FkhA jkLrs esa dksbZ [kkl ijs’kkuh ugha gqbZ flok; ckY[k ds ckbZ&ikl ds eksM+ dks
fel dj fn;k FkkA ysfdu tYnh gh ge lgh jkLrs ij okfil vk x;s FksA jkr xgjh gks pyh FkhA IykaV ls igys gh dqN nwj
ij viuh thi dks >kMf;ksa dh vkM+ esa [kM+h dj nh FkhA MsYVk Vhe ls feyus ls igys eSa Hkh vkl&ikl dk eqvk;uk djuk pkgrk
FkkA bl esa dksbZ ‘kd ugha Fkk fd MsYVk Vhe vesfjdu QkSt dh /kkj gksrh gSA nq’eu ds bykds esa cgqr nwj rd ekjus dh {kerk
j[kus okyh csgrjhu QkslZ gSA igys rks eSa ml Vhe dh dk;Zdq’kyrk ls ofdQ gksuk pkgrk FkkA eSaus IykaV ds vkl ikl fuxkg
nkSM+k;hA nwj ,d fdukjs ij MsYVk Vhe fn[kkbZ nh tks bl oä IykaV ds esu Vkoj ij utj j[k jgh FkhA fc;kcku txg ij
vkcknh ls nwj IykaV us jkr dks fnu cuk j[kk FkkA IykaV dh jkS’kuh ns[krs gh curh FkhA rHkh vpkud dqN nwjh ij vdsys esa
,d tkuh igpkuh thi fn[kkbZ nhA
eSaus Qksu mBk;k vkSj tehj dk uEcj feyk;k---- gSyks tehjA ----lj----tehj gs;jA ----dgk¡ ij gks\ ----lj] MsYVk Vhe ls
dqN nwjh ij [kM+k gqvk gw¡A vkidh vxyh fgnk;r dk bartkj dj jgk gw¡A rqe vc tk dj Vhe yhMj deky ik’kk dks fjiksVZ
djksA ----lj---- viuh fgnk;r nsus ds ckn eSaus Qksu dkV fn;kA vc dh ckj deky ik’kk dk uEcj feyk dj eSaus mlls ckr dh-
--- deky! ----lj----A ----LVsV~l fjiksVZ D;k gS\
----lj] vHkh yxHkx ,d ?kaVs igys ,d dkj] ,d fefyVªh Vªd vkSj c[rjcan thi IykaV esa nkf[ky gqbZ FkhA ysfdu vHkh
rd lqcg ls dksbZ okgu ckgj ugha fudyk gSA ----D;k IykaV ls ckgj fudyus dk dksbZ vkSj jkLrk gS\ ----ugha lj] ge us IykaV
dk lkjk isjhehVj flD;ksj dj fy;k gS vkSj dksbZ jkLrk ugha gSA
----eq>s igys IykaV ds fxzM dqv‚fMZusV~l nhft, vkSj vkidk u;k VkxsZV IykaV ls ckgj fudyus okyk okgu gksxkA vki
yksx ds fy;s u;k vkMZj gS fd bl IykaV ls dqN Hkh ckgj ugha tk,xkA ----lj] vHkh 33 LdokMªu ds tehj us eq>s fjiksVZ fd;k
gSA
----Bhd] vki vkB vkneh gSa nks Vhe esa caV tkbZ,A esjk vuqeku gS fd ‘kh?kz gh ,d Vªd vkSj c[rjcan thi ckgj vk;saxsA
vc ls Vªd vkidk VkxsZV gS vkSj vki bl Vªd dks vius dCts esa ysaxs fon fefuee dStqvYVh Vq ykbQ ,UM VªdA
----lj----A
----Vªd dks dCts esa ys dj vki bl Vªd dks tehj dks gSaM vksoj dj nsaxs vkSj fQj esjh vxyh fgnk;r ds fy, bartkj
dhft,A ----lj] geus vHkh IykaV ds fxzM dqv‚fMZusV~l vkidks eSlst fd;k gSA gSo ;w fjflOM] Iyht dUQeZA ----eSlst dUQeZM~---
- xqM] fjihV Vªd bt ;qvj U;w VkxsZV ,UM xqM yd Cok;t---- vksoj ,UM vkmV---- dg dj eSaus Qksu fMldusDV dj fn;kA
,d ckj fQj ls jkstj dks Qksu yxk;k---- jkstjA ----vkfejA ----eSaus fxzM dqv‚fMZusV~l Hkst fn, gSa---- fey x;s D;k\ ----;l-
---vkfejA eSa rqEgsa fejkt Vhe ls tksM+ jgk gw¡---- dqN {k.k ds ckn eq>s Qksu ij fdlh vkSj dh vkokt lquk;h nh---- vYQk dkfyax
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----pkyhZ dkfyax vYQkA Iyht ,Dukfyt] gSo ;w xkV n fxzM dqv‚fMZusV~l\
----;l lj----A ----vkbZ foy dky ;w fcQksj n thjks vkoj----A
----lj----oh LVkVZ ,V 0A00 vkoj ,UM foy ¶ykbZ Vq etkjs ‘kjhQ vksu ;qvj dky----6 feuV~l fcQksj thjks vkojA
----xqM----foy dky lwu----vksoj ,UM vkmV----,d fDyd dh vkokt ds lkFk gh Qksu ij okfil jkstj dh vkokt lquk;h
nh---- jkstjA ----vkfej] rqEgkjh ckr gks x;hA ----gk¡] esjh ckr gks x;hA ¶ykbZax lksVhZ ds :y ds f[kykQ nksuksa QkbVj gfFk;kjksa ls
ySl gksaxsA
----FkSaDl jkstj] tSls gh xks lkbZu feysxk eSa rqEgsa dky d:¡xkA ----vkfej IykaV vkbZMsUVhfQds’ku esa dksbZ xyrh ugha gksuh
pkfg,A cM+h eqf’dy esa iM+ tk,¡xsA xqM yd---- ,d ckj fQj ls eSaus Qksu dkV fn;kA Qksu j[krs gh ,d ckj fQj ls Qksu dh
?kaVh ct mBhA
----gSyks dekyA ----lj] vHkh vHkh ,d dkj] mlds ihNs Vªd vkSj c[rjcan thi esu xsV ls fudys gSaA
----xqM] ,d Vhe vkxs pysxh vkSj ,d Vhe ihNs pysxhA vkxs okyh Vhe ,Ecq’k dh txg fuf’pr djsxhA esjk vuqeku gS
fd og gsjkr dh vksj tk,axs rks ckY[k vkSj ‘kscsxZe ds chp dkQh lkjh txg gS tgk¡ vki yksx ,Ecq’k dj ldrs gSaA
----lj] ysfdu vxj ;g lc vyx&vyx jkLrs ij x;s rks\
----vkidk VkxsZV Vªd gS vkSj jsLV bxuksjA ----lj----A
----csLV vkQ yd ,UM xqM gafVax Cok;t---- dg dj eSaus Qksu dkV fn;kA
vius lkjs rhj rjd’k ls fudky dj fu’kkus ij yxk dj eSaus pqipki [kM+s gks dj nwj ls IykaV dk ,d ckj fQj ls
tk;tk fy;kA IykaV cYcksa dh jks’kuh ls txexk jgk Fkk ysfdu eq>s ekywe Fkk fd ;g txexkgV flQZ dqN nsj ds fy, gSA
rhu dksuksa esa rhu Vkoj ij pkSdl flD;wfjVh lkQ fn[kkbZ ns jgh FkhA jkr ds X;kjg ct jgs Fks vkSj cl dqN gh le; ds ckn
nks fejkt da/kkj ls mM+us ds fy, rS;kj [kM+s gq, FksA ;gh lksprs gq, eSa okfil vk dj Mªkbfoax lhV ij cSB x;kA gqek us ihNs
ls xjnu mBk dj esjh vksj ns[kk---- thtwA ----gw¡---- A ----ge ;gk¡ D;ksa cSBs gq, gSa\ vki rks dg jgs Fks fd gesa cgqr nwj tkuk gSA
----gk¡ tkuk rks gS ysfdu vHkh gesa b/kj dqN nsj #duk gSA ----thtw] ,d ckr eq>s le> ugha vkrh fd ;g vesfjdu yksx
vkidh ckr D;ksa ekurs gSa\ ;g yksx vPNs ugha gksrsA mldh ckr lqu dj eq>s ,d /kDdk yxk---- gk¡] rqe Bhd dg jgh gks ysfdu
vius ifjokj dks rkfyckfu;ksa vkSj vy dk;nk ds vkradokfn;ksa ls cpkus ds fy, eq>s vesfjdu yksxksa ls nksLrh djuh iM+h FkhA
lc vius Qk;ns dh lksprs gSa blh fy, eSaus Hkh vius Qk;ns dh lksphA ----gw¡----ysfdu bruk lc djus ij Hkh vki viuh vEeh
vkSj tjhuk dks ugha cpk lds vkSj u gh ckth vkSj lyek dksA ----gk¡ gqek] rqe lgh dg jgh gks ysfdu budh otg ls eSaus
ldhuk] #[klkj] ekgh vkSj ‘khck dks rks cpk fy;kA vkQ’kk¡] rqEgsa vkSj chgw dks Hkh cpk fy;k ojuk rks fcyky vkSj bejku ge
lc dks igys gh fBdkus yxk pqds gksrsA ,d ckr vkSj lkspks fd tks esjs vius yksx ekjs x;s og vQxkfu;ksa ds gkFkksa ekjs x;s
Fks u fd vejhduksa us mUgsa ekjk FkkA
----thtw] vxj vki ugha gksrs rks gekjk D;k gksrk\ vYykg dk ‘kqØ gS fd vki gekjs fy, bruk dqN dj jgs gksA ----gqek]
‘kk;n blh dks fdLer dgrs gSaA rqe lc ls feyuk Fkk rks ;gk¡ igq¡p x;k----A
,d ckj eSaus viuh ?kM+h ij utj Mkyh---- gqek Vkbe gks x;k---- dg dj eSa ,d ckj fQj ls thi ls uhps mrj dj ,d
vksj tk dj Qksu djus cSB x;kA
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----vkfej] lc rS;kjh gSA eSa QkbZVj LDokMªu ls dusDV dj jgk gw¡---- dqN iy ckn fQj fpjifjfpr vkokt lquk;h nh----
vYQk dkfyax pkyhZ----
----pkyhZ dkfyax vYQk----ykmM ,UM Dyh;j----okV bl ;qvj iksth’ku\
----6 feuV~l Ýke thjks vkoj----
----vYQk----,UM czkoks----çkslhM VqoMZ~l n VkxsZV----
vc rks rhj deku ls fudy pqdk FkkA eSa vkleku ij viuh fuxkgsa tek, nks yM+kdw foekuksa dks [kkstus yx x;kA
----1 feuV Ýke thjks vkoj---- rHkh Qksu ij vkokt lquk;h nhA
dkys vkleku esa rsth ls c<+rs gq, nks yky fcUnq eq>s fn[kkbZ fn;sA
----pkyhZ dkfyax vYQk----vVSd Ýke bZLV----QlZ~V VkxsZV----Fkzh fcfYMaXl----Vsd iksth’ku ukvks ,UM çkslhM----
esjk bruk dguk Fkk fd ckt dh rjg >iVrs gq, ,d QkbZVj uhps dh vksj >qdk vkSj tc rd fdlh dks irk pyrk
rc rd okfil vkleku esa vks>y gks x;k vkSj iyd >idrs gh xM+xM+kgV ds lkFk nks bekjrsa viuh txg ls unkjn gks x;h
FkhA ns[kus okys dks ,slk yxk fd nksuksa bekjrs dqN {k.k ds fy, gok esa mBh vkSj fQj rk’k ds iÙkksa dh rjg fc[kj x;hA cl
vc nks bekjrksa dh txg vkleku dks Nwrh gqbZ /kwy vkSj vkx dh yiVsa fn[kkbZ ns jgh FkhA bl ls igys dksbZ laHky ikrk nwljk
QkbZVj Mkbo djrs gq, cph gqbZ rhljh bekjr dks Hkh /kwy ds ckny esa feyk dj ,d ckj fQj ls dkys vkleku esa vks>y gks
x;kA
----vYQk dkfyax pkyhZ----Mq ;q jhM eh\
----ykmM ,UM Dyh;j----çkslhM ¶jke osLV ,UM vVSd v‚u lsUVªy che----xks----xks----xks----
vpkud vkleku QkbZVj Iysu dh vkokt ls xqatk;eku gks x;kA ,d ds ihNs ,d Iysu ‘ksM ds mij ckt dh rjg >iVs
vkSj dqN gh {k.kksa esa ,slk çrhr gqvk fd /kjrh vius vki [kqyrh pyh x;h vkSj Hkh”k.k vkx mxy jgh FkhA dqN gh iyksa esa lkjk
‘ksM rgl ugl gks x;k FkkA IykaV ds vanj vQjkrQjh eph gqbZ Fkh vkSj tyrs gq, yksxksa dh ph[ksa nwj rd lqukbZ ns jgh FkhA
----pkyhZ dkfyax vYQk----
----bt VkxsZV Qqyh MsLVªks¸M----
----xqM odZ Cok;t----fjVuZ Vq csl----
----vksds----fjVfuaZx Vq csl----vksoj ,UM vkmV---- ykbu dVus dh vkokt ds lkFk jkstj okfil ykbZu ij vk x;kA
----vkfej----D;k gky gS ogk¡ dk\ ----ns[kus ls yxrk gS fd lc dqN rckg gks x;k gS ij eSa tk dj ns[krk gw¡---- vksoj ,UM
vkmV---- dg dj eSa >iV dj thi esa cSB x;k vkSj IykaV ds esu xsV esa ?kqlrk pyk x;kA fdlh us eq>s jksdus dh dksf’k’k ugh
dhA pkjksa vksj rckgh eph gqbZ FkhA
eSa thi ls mrj dj lcls utnhd [kaMgj cuh bekjr esa ?kql x;kA /kq,¡ ds cknyksa esa ?kql dj eSaus viuh fuxkgsa
b/kj&m/kj nkSM+k;hA iRFkjksa ds uhps ncs gq, O;fä ds djkgus dh vkokt lqu dj eSa mldh vksj c<+ x;kA dqN nwjh ij og O;fä
vk/kk eycs ds uhps nck iM+k gqvk djkgrk gqvk vkoktsa fudky jgk FkkA eSaus iwjh rkdr yxk dj eycs dks gVk dj mldks
vktkn fd;k vkSj loky fd;k---- HkkbZtku] lyhe gDdkuh lkfgc dgk¡ ij feysaxs\ ----gDdkuh lkfgc] igys HkkbZtku eq>s
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----gDdkuh lkfgc dgk¡ cSBk djrs Fks vkSj rqe dkSu gks\ ----esjk uke tkfdj gSA gDdkuh lkfgc ;gha ij cSBrs Fks ij og
vc ugha jgsA lkjh Nr mUgha ds mij fxjh FkhA [kqnk ds fy, eq>s cpkvksA ----tkfdj fe;k¡----vki ‘kkfdj fjtk dks tkurs gS\ ---
-ugha Iyht eq>s ;gk¡ ls ckgj fudkyks] esjk ne ?kqV jgk gSA eSaus tkfdj dks vius dU/ks ij mBk;k vkSj thi dh vksj ys x;kA
----D;k ft;kuh lkfgc dks tkurs gks\ ----tujy lkfgc dks dkSu ugha tkurk] vHkh rks dqN nsj igys gh x;s FksA esjh thi
ij ikfdLrkuh vkehZ dk fpUg ns[k dj og cksyk---- HkkbZ eSa vkidk geoRu gw¡] eq>s tYnh ls g‚fLiVy igq¡pk nksA ----tkfdj fe;k¡]
vkids eky dk LVkd dgk¡ gS\ ----vHkh rks tujy lkfgc vius lkFk ys dj x;s FksA
----ugha] tujy lkfgc us eq>s LVkd dh tk¡p djus dks dgk x;k Fkk vkSj ckdh dk LVkd ikfdLrku esa fdlds ikl igq¡pkuk
gS ;g eq>s gDdkuh lkfgc ls iwNuk FkkA ----ckdh dk eky ‘ksM ds cslesUV gS ysfdu gDdkuh lkfgc rks vc ugha jgsA ----vkg----
cgqr nnZ gks jgk gS] Iyht eq>s cpk yksA ----HkkbZ tku tc rd eq>s irk ugha feyrk eSa ;gk¡ ls fgy ugha ldrkA ----fdruk eky
cslesUV esa gS\
----djksM+ksa Mkyj dk eky iM+k gqvk gSA fQj dqN lksp dj tkfdj fQj ls djkgrs gq, viuh tsc ls NksVh lh Mk;jh
fudky dj nsrs gq, cksyk---- HkkbZtku ikfdLrku ds irs dk eq>s ugha ekywe ysfdu bl Mk;jh esa ns[k yhft,A Iyht tYnh ls
eq>s ;gk¡ ls ys pfy,A
thi dh jks’kuh esa Mk;jh dks ns[krs gq,---- HkkbZtku] eSa rks vkidh enn djuk pkgrk gw¡ ij D;k d:¡ tujy lkfgc dk
vkMZj gSA mldh Mk;jh dks viuh tsc esa j[k dj---- bl Mk;jh esa cgqr lkjs irs fy[ks gq, gSa vc rqe gh crkvks fd tujy
lkfgc dks tk dj D;k crkšxk\ tkfdj ,d ckj fQj ls fxM+fxMk;k---- tukc] eq>s cpk yksA
esjh utj lkeus dh vksj FkhA /khjs&/khjs ?kk;y yksx b/kj m/kj ls fudy dj txg txg ,df=r gksrs gq, fn[kk;h fn;sA
vc T;knk nsj ;gk¡ #duk [krjs ls [kkyh ugh Fkk blhfy, eSa tYnh ls tYnh ogk¡ ls fudyuk pkg jgk FkkA tkfdj dks da/ks
ij mBk dj thi ds fiNys fgLls esa Mky fn;k vkSj thi dks rst xfr ls Hkxkrs gq, IykaV ds ckgj fudy x;kA dkQh nwj
fudy tkus ds ckn ihNs IykaV dh vksj utj MkyhA pkjksa vksj vkleku Nwrh gqbZ vkx dh yiVs iwjs fo’kkydk; IykaV dks fuxyrh
gqbZ fn[khA gqek vHkh Hkh lhV ds uhps lgeh gqbZ gkyr esa fleV dj ysVh gqbZ FkhA mlds ikl gh tkfdj iM+k gqvk nnZ ls djkg
jgk FkkA eSaus thi dks lM+d ls mrkj dj >kMf;ksa ds ihNs ys tk dj jksd fn;kA
thi dks >kMf;ksa ds ihNs jksd dj eSaus gqek dks vkokt yxk;h---- tkuseu ckgj vk tkvksA esjh vkokt lqu dj gqek lhV
ds uhps ls fudy dj ckgj vk x;hA ----tkuw] rqe vHkh ;gha Bgjks] eSa bldks g‚fLiVy NksM+ dj vkrk gw¡A gqek fcuk dqN cksys
thi ls mrj dj pqipki ,d vksj [kM+h gks x;hA mlds mrjrs gh eSaus thi LVkVZ dh vkSj ,d ckj fQj ls vkxs c<+ x;k ‘kgj
ls FkksM+h nwj igys eSaus ,d ckj fQj thi jksd nhA
eq>s thi jksdrk ns[k dj tkfdj cksy mBk---- fe;k¡ vc thi D;ksa jksd nh\ ----gk;] eSa nnZ ls ejk tk jgk gw¡---- fQj FkksM+k
lathnk gksdj cksyk---- HkkbZ] og inkZu’kha vkSjr dkSu Fkh\ mldh ckr lqu dj eq>s g¡lh vk x;h vkSj cksy iM+k---- nnZ ls NViVk
jgs gks] ysfdu inkZu’kha dks csinkZ djus ls ckt ugh vk jgsA ge QkSft;ksa dh fQrjr gksrh gS fd tc Hkh ekSdk feys tokuh dh
vkx dks cq>k ysa ysfdu rqeus esjh lkjh mEehnksa ij ikuh Qsj fn;k gSA esjk cl pys rks rqEgsa ;gha ij Qsad dj mlds ikl okfil
pyk tkš ysfdu geoRu gks bl fy;s tk Hkh ugha ldrkA
----HkkbZtku] vki cqjk eku x;sA vc tYnh ls pyks----A
----,d ‘krZ ij pyw¡xk fd eq>s dqN ,slh ckr crkvks fd eSa ml ikfdLrkuh irs ds ckjs tku ldw¡ ojuk tujy lkfgc
eq>s ns[krs gh xksyh ekj nsaxsA ----eSa ej tkÅ¡xk Iyht pyks] gk¡ ‘kk;n ,d vkneh rqEgkjh enn dj ldrk gS xqyke jlwy D;ksafd
eSaus bls dbZ ckj gDdkuh lkfgc ls ckr djrs gq, ns[kk gSA
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eSaus /khjs ls viuh dqrsZ dh tsc ls fiLrkSy fudky dj tkfdj ds flj ds ihNs yxk dj xksyh ekj nh D;ksafd ;g esjh
‘kDy ns[k pqdk FkkA mldh yk’k dks mBk >kMf;ksa esa Qsad dj eSaus thi dks eksM+ dj okfil gqek dh vksj py fn;kA gqek lgeh
gqbZ ogha ij cSBh gqbZ Fkh tgk¡ mls NksM+k FkkA eq>s vkrk ns[k dj og mB [kM+h gqbZA thi ds #drs gh gqek tYnh ls esjs lkFk
vk dj cSB x;hA eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls thi dks IykaV dh fn’kk esa eksM+ nhA
----thtw] ml ?kk;y dks vki dgk¡ NksM+ dj vk;s\ ----gqek] mls g‚fLiVy ds ckgj NksM+ dj vk x;k gw¡A ----ge okfil ogha
D;ksa tk jgs gS\ ----lqcg rd gesa ogha ij #duk iM+sxk vkSj gqek tc eSa dgw¡ rks rqe tYnh ls mrj dj >kMf;ksa ds ihNs tk dj
Nqi tkuk vkSj tc rd eSa vkokt u nw¡ rc rd lkeus u vkuk---- dgrs gq, eSaus thi dks IykaV ls dqN nwjh ij ys tk dj [kM+h
dj nhA
,d ckj fQj ls Qksu dh ?kaVh cth---- gSyks dekyA ----lj] dkj rks ckY[k flVh dh vksj pyh x;h gS ysfdu Vªd vkSj
c[rjcan thi gsjkr ds ctk; nkSeu&ckYnks dh vksj fudy x;h gSA ----xqM] lgh txg ns[k dj ,Ecq’k djksA uks ljokbZolZ----
xsV n VªdA xqM yd---- dg dj eSaus Qksu dkV fn;kA
----thtw] eq>s cgqr Mj yx jgk gSA esjs gksrs gq, Hkh rqEgsa Mj yx jgk gSA ----thtw eq>s vkids fy, Mj yx jgk gSA eSaus
ns[kk Fkk fd fdl rjg gokbZ geys ls ;g txg rgl&ugl gqbZ FkhA vki mUgsa crk jgs Fks vkSj og ceckjh dj jgs FksA thtw]
cgqr lkjs yksx ekjs x;s gksaxs---- gS uA
----gk¡] rqe lgh lksp jgh gks u eSa fdruk cM+k ‘kSrku gw¡\ ysfdu dHkh rqeus lkspk gS fd ;gk¡ ls yk[kksa yksxksa dh ekSr dk
lkeku rS;kj gks dj lkjh nqfu;k esa Hkstk tk jgk Fkk---- dg dj eSa pqi gks x;kA uknku gqek ds eu esa Hkh dbZ çdkj ds loky
vk jgs Fks ysfdu og pqi cSBh jghA yxHkx vk/ks ?kaVs ds ckn ,d ckj fQj ls Qksu dh ?kaVh cth---- gqek rqe ;gh Bgjks---- dgrs
gq, eSaus thi ls mrj dj Qksu ij ckr djus esa yx x;kA
----lj] fe’ku dEiyhVA Vªd geus tehj ds gokys dj fn;k gS ,UM uks estj dstq,YVh ,UM uks lokZbolZA ----xqM] tjk
tehj dks Qksu nksA dqN {k.k ds ckn----lj----tehj gs;jA ----tehj] rqe Vªd dks Mªkbo djds vU/[kks; igq¡pksa vkSj eSa rqEgsa ogha ij
feyw¡xkA rqEgkjsvxysiM+kodhtkudkjhMsYVkVhedksHkhughagksuhpkfg,Avc Qksu deky dks nksA
----lj---- deky gs;jA
----nksuksa thi ys dj IykaV ij igq¡fp,A eSa vkidk ;gk¡ bartkj dj jgk gw¡A vkidk u;k fe’ku gS ‘ksM ds vanj cslesUV
dh lqj{kkA eSa dksf’k’k dj jgk gw¡ fd etkjs ‘kjhQ esa fLFkr vesfjdu csl ds lSfud vkils dy rd ;g txg Vsd vksoj dj
ysa ysfdu tc rd ;g ugha gksrk vki ds mij bl txg dh lqj{kk dk Hkkj jgsxkA ----vksds lj] fjVfuaZx Vw IykaVA gesa yxHkx
pkj ?kaVs yx tk,¡xs ljA ----eSa bartkj dj jgk gw¡] vksoj dg dj eSaus Qksu dkV fn;kA ,d ckj fQj ls jkstj dks Qksu feyk;kA
----gSyks] vkfejA
----xqM odZ jkstj] vius nksLr dks esjh vksj ls FkSaDl dg nsukA eq>s dqN lSfud pkfg, ‘ksM esa cus gq, cslesUV dh lqj{kk
ds fy,A ----vkfej] rqe tkurs gks fd ogk¡ gekjk dksbZ csl ugha gSA ij eky[kkus esa ,slk D;k gS vkfej\ ----djksaM+ksa Mkyj dh gsjksbu
vkSj vU; u’ks dk xSj dkuwuh lkeku j[kk gqvk gSA ----vxj ,slh ckr gS rks eSa viuh Vhe dks dkcqy ls ,;jfy¶V djok dj
dksVk [;sy igq¡pk ldrk gw¡] ysfdu rc rd cslesaV dh lqj{kk dk D;k gksxk\ ----rc rd ds fy, eSaus MsYVk Vhe dks mldh lqj{kk
ds fy, yxk fn;k gSA ----xzsV U;wt] yxrk gS fd geus cgqr cM+k çkslsflax IykaV u”V dj fn;k gSA ----;g igyh lQyrk feyh
gSA esjh tkudkjh esa vHkh nks IykaV vkSj gS ysfdu dgk¡ gS og ugha ekyweA ,d vkSj ckr] tYnh gh ikfdLrkuh vkehZ rqEgkjs ihNs
iM+ tk,xh D;ksafd ;g IykaV ikfdLrkuh vkehZ ds laj{k.k esa py jgk FkkA
----vksg uks vkfej] vkj ;w L;ksj\ rqEgkjh tkudkjh ds fy, crk nw¡ ckMZj Økl djus ls igys gekjh QkslZ us ‘kqtky fe;k¡
dks jksd fy;k Fkk---- NksM+uk rks iM+sxk ysfdu bruh vklkuh ls ugh tkus nsaxsA vc blds ckn rks og gekjk thuk gjke dj nsaxsA

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----,d [kcj vkSj gS jkstj] tjk rtkfdLrku ds ckMZj ij fuxjkuh dM+h dj nks D;ksafd ft;kuh vkSj ‘kkfdj fjtk fcuk vksfQf’k;y
ifeZ’ku ds vQxkfuLrku esa ?kwe jgs gS vkSj eq>s fo’okl gS fd og mlh ckMZj ls Økl djsaxsA ----;g cM+h vPNh [kcj gS] ysfdu
vkfej FkSaDlA fiNys dqN fnuksa esa tks lQyrk feyh og rqEgkjh otg ls feyh gSA
----rqEgsa rks [kq’k gksuk pkfg, jkstj fd MªXl dh lIykbZ psu dh igyh nks dM+h tYnh gh u”V gks tk,axhA cl rhljh vkSj
vkf[kjh dM+h jg tk,xh mldks Hkh tYnh gh [kRe dj nsaxs fQj ns[krs gSa fd dc rd yknsu vius fcy esa fNik jgsxkA ----vkfej
;g cqjh [kcj gS fd ikfdLrku] rtkfdLrku] mTcsfdLrku vkSj u tkus fdrus ns’kksa fd feyhHkxr ls MªXl dk /ka/kk bl {ks= esa
iui jgk gSA ----gk¡] gS rks ;g cqjh [kcj ysfdu blh ds lkFk ,d ckr vkSj irk py x;h fd jCckuh vkSj cqjkZuh flQZ I;kns gSa
othj vkSj jktk dks rks vHkh irk djuk gSA
----Bhd gS vkfej] esjk phQ rqels cgqr [kq’k gS vkSj og rqels feyuk pkg jgk gSA ----eSa tYnh gh dkcqy vkÅ¡xk ysfdu
rc rd rqe xqyke jlwy ds ckjs esa iwjh ekywekr bdB~Bh dj ds j[kukA jkstj] tYnh gh feyw¡xk ysfdu jkstj rqEgsa vkSj eq>s
vHkh nqfu;k dh utj ls cp dj jguk iM+sxkA ----vkfej] rqEgkjs ckjs esa flQZ eSa tkurk gw¡] rqe fuf’par jgksA jkstj dy lqcg eSa
gsjkr ds fy, py nw¡xk vkSj Qksu ij IykaV vkSj ‘ksM rqEgkjs gokys dj jgk gw¡A esjk ‘ks;j esjs [kkrs esa Mky nsuk vkf[kj esjs mij
Hkh [kpksaZ dk cks> tks gSA
----FkSaDl] MksUV ojhA vksoj ,UM vkmV---- dg dj eSaus Qksu dkV fn;kA

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eSa okfil vkdj thi esa cSB x;kA FkksM+h nsj pqipki cSBus ds ckn eSaus gqek dks vius ikl cqyk;kA ----gqek] vkxs vk tkvksA esjh
ckr lqu dj gqek vkxs vk dj esjs lkFk vk dj cSB x;hA ----thtw----A ----gqek] vkt rqEgsa cgqr lkjh phtksa dk irk py x;k gS
cl vc lc dqN Hkwy tkuk---- dgrs gq, gqek dh iryh dej esa gkFk Mky dj mls viuh vksj [khap fy;kA eq>ls ls lVrh gqbZ
cksyh---- thtwA ----gqek] gekjs ikl cl pkj ?kaVs gSaA D;k [kqys vkleku ds uhps I;kj djuk pkgksxh dgrs gq, eSaus ,dk,d mls
vius vkxks’k esa ck¡/k dj thi ls uhps mrj x;sA ----ugha thtw----IyhtA gqek dh uk uqdqj dks vulquk djrs gq, eSaus tcjnLrh
mldk cqdkZ ‘kjhj ls vyx dj ds tehu ij fcNk fn;kA
eSua s vius thou esa igyh ckj bl rjg dk ,glkl eglwl fd;k FkkA vc rd dh lkjh dk;Zokgh dh Vs’a ku ls esjk vax&vax
vdM+k gqvk Fkk vkSj tSls gh eq>s dke;kch feyh rc ls lkjh Vsa’ku fjyht gksus ds fy, esjk ftLe cspkSu gks jgk FkkA vkt le>
esa vk;k Fkk fd fdlh Hkh cM+s eSp ds ckn f[kykMf;ksa dks ikVhZ D;ksa nh tkrh gSA ,d ikVhZ dh otg ls og fiNys eSp dh lkjh
Vsa’ku fjyht djds u;s eSp ds fy;s tYnh gh rS;kj gks tkrs gSaA esjs ikl rks ikVhZ dk dksbZ bartke ugha FkkA
<hyh ‘kyokj vkSj dqrsZ esa fdlh dh deflu ftLe dk Hkjko vkSj dVko dk vUnktk yxkuk ukeqefdu gS ijarq ftlus
ml ftLe dks rfc;r ls Hkksxk gks mls <ds gq, ftLe ds lkjs mrkj p<+ko lkQ fn[kkbZ nsrs gSaA ,slk gh gky dqN gqek ds lkFk
Hkh FkkA lkjs oä og cqdkZ vks<+s jgrh Fkh vkSj tc cqdkZ ugha gksrk Fkk rc Hkh mldk ftLe <hys dqrsZ vkSj ‘kyokj ls <dk jgrk
FkkA fdlh ds fy, ;g ,glkl djuk cgqr eqf’dy Fkk fd bu diM+ksa ds uhps fdruk vkd”kZd ftLe fNik gqvk FkkA mldk
eklwe psgjk gh dkQh Fkk fdlh ds fny dks pqjkus ds fy, ysfdu mlds p<+rs gq, ;kSou dk vUnktk yxk ikuk ukeqefdu FkkA
fiNys dqN fnuksa esa eSa mlds ftLe ds iksj&iksj ls okfdQ gks pqdk FkkA pkjksa vksj xgjk va/kdkj vkSj vkleku esa rkjs jg jg
dj fVefVek jgs gSA mldk cqdkZ mrj tkus ls esjs lkeus gqek <hys ls ‘kyokj vkSj dqrsZ esa [kM+h FkhA ge nksuksa ds fny rsth ls
/kMdusa yxs FksA
cqdsZ ij cSBrs gq,---- gqek] esjs ikl vkvksA eSaus b’kkjk fd;k---- ;gk¡ ij esjs ikl vk dj cSBksA gqek /kheh pky ls pyrs gq,
esjs ikl vk dj [kM+h gks x;hA gqek dh dej esa gkFk Mky dj mls utnhd [khaprs gq,---- rqe vkt nwj D;ksa Hkkx jgh gks\ esjs
lkFk lV ds cSBrh gqbZ cksyh---- ugha rks thtwA ----NksM+ks lkjs fxyk&f’kdos---- mldh dej ij ls gkFk ljdk dj mlds ck;sa Lru
dks viuh gFksyh esa dSn dj ds---- vkt ;g cgqr l[r yx jgs gSaA esjh ckr lqu dj ‘keZ ls nksgjh gksrs gq, nwj gVus dk ç;kl
djus yxh rHkh eSua s mBs gq, fuIiy dks viuh nks m¡xfy;k¡ ds chp esa ysdj ely fn;k---- mbZ----bZ----bZ vE----eh---- dgrs gq, dlelk;hA
,d ckj fQj ls eSaus I;kj ls mlds fuIiy dks idM+ dj /khjs&/khjs lgyk;k vkSj fQj ml ij rjsM+ ekj nhA mlds eq[k
ls ,d BaMh vkg fudy x;hA vc eSaus mlds mUur mHkkjksa ds lkFk NsM+NkM+ ‘kq# dj nhA dHkh viuh gFksyh esa iwjk Lru dks
ys dj nck nsrk vkSj dHkh mls lgyk nsrk---- D;k gqvk gqek] rqEgsa [kqys vkleku ds uhps I;kj djuk vPNk ugh yxk D;k\
og ‘kekZrs gq, cksyh---- gw¡----thtw dksbZ ns[k ysxkA vuk;kl gekjh vk¡[ksa feyrs gh] gqek us >sai dj viuh utjsa >qdk yhA
eSaus nksuksa gkFkksa esa gqek dk psgjk ys dj dgk---- ‘kekZvksa ugha] eq>s rqEgkjs vax&vax ls b’d gSA fgpfdpkrs gq, gqek ncs Loj esa
cksyh---- thtw] ;g txg Bhd ugha gSA dksbZ ns[k ysxkA

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----vjs ixyh] rqe vius ‘kkSgj ds lkFk gks fQj dSlk Mjuk---- ;g dgrs gq, eSaus gqek dks uhps fyVk dj mlds dqrsZ ds
mij ls gh ,d Lru dks eq¡g esa Hkj fy;k vkSj mlds Qwys gq, fuIiy dks vius gksaBksa esa ysdj dqN nsj pwl dj---- rqe ukgd gh
ijs’kku gks jgh gksA mlds dqrsZ ds gqdksa dks ,d&,d dj ds [kksyrs gq, cksyk---- rqEgsa irk gS fd eSa rqEgsa I;kj djrk gw¡A gqek us
,d yEch flldkjh Hkjh---- thtw Iyht ugha djks u---- Mj yxrk gS fd----
mldh ‘keZ vkSj g;k ls eSa igy ls gh okfdQ FkkA mldh ckr dks dkVrs gq, mldks vius vkxks’k esa Hkj fy;k vkSj
vius rirs gksaBksa dk fu’kkuk dHkh mlds rerek;s xky ij gksrk] rks dHkh gksaB ij] dHkh fu’kkus ij Lru gksrs vkSj dHkh [kM+s gq,
nks fuIiYl gksrsA og yxkrkj dgs tk jgh Fkh---- th----tw u----gha djks---- u---- ysfdu ckj&ckj esjs okjksa ls mlds ds ftLe esa Hkh
gypy gksus yx x;hA /khjs&/khjs ge nksuksa ds ftLe dkeksÙkstuk ds Toj ls ty mBsA
eSaus Hkh /khjs ls viuk dqrkZ mrkj fn;k vkSj gqek dk dqrkZ uhps ljdk dj mlds ‘kjhj ls vyx dj fn;kA gqek dks uhps
fyVk dj mlds fFkjdrs gksBksa dks vius gksBksa ds dCts esa ysdj yxkrkj pweuk vkjaHk fd;kA nksuksa vuko`r mUur igkMf;ksa lkeus
ik dj] esjs gkFk Hkh vius dk;Z esa yx x;sA dHkh pksfV;ksa ij m¡xfy;k¡ fQjkrk vkSj dHkh nks m¡xfy;ksa esa ?kqfUM;ksa dks Q¡lk dj
[khaprk] dHkh igkMf;ksa dks viuh gFksfy;ksa esa Nqik ysrk vkSj dHkh mUgsa tksj ls eld nsrkA m/kj vk¡[ks eqnsa gq, gqek dk psgjk
mÙkstuk ls yky gksrk pyk tk jgk FkkA esjs gkFk mlds lhus dh igkMf;ksa ds enZu esa yx x;s FksA dqN nsj rd gqek dh xqykch
dy’k dks ely dj yky djus ds ckn esjk ,d gkFk ljd dj uhps dh vksj pyk x;k vkSj mldh ‘kyokj dk ukM+k VVksyrs
gq, tSls gh mldk ,d fljk gkFk esa vk;k eSaus fcuk nsj fd;s [khap dj mldh ‘kyokj uhps f[kldk nhA gqek dk mÙkstuk ls
tyrk gqvk uXu ftLe tehu ij esjh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus epyus yxkA mlds ckyksajfgr dfVçns’k vkSj ;ksfueq[k dks viuh maxfy;ksa
ls VVksy dj ml ij vius pqEcuksa dh ckSNkj yxk nhA
----mbZ----v-vk—-th-----twm-m-m—U----gbZ----D;k dj vkg-gks----og vius nksuksa gkFkksa ls esjk gkFk idM+us dh dksf’k’k djus yxh]
esjh m¡xfy;k¡ tcjnLrh mldh tqM+h gqbZ larjs dh Qk¡dksa dks vyx djrh gqbZ ;ksfuNsn esa txg cukrh gqbZ vdM+h gqbZ ?kqUMh ij
tk fVdh vkSj /khjs ls ,d maxyh us ?kqaMh dks jxM+ fn;kA
----mbZ—-vEeh-----vkg—th—-tw
eSaus viuh maxyh ls ?kqUMh dk f?klko tkjh j[kk vkSj vius gksBksa ls gqek ds gksaBksa dks lhycUn dj fn;kA gqek ls vc
ugha #dk x;k vkSj esjs fyiV dj vkg Hkjh---- tht-mbZ----v-vk----vkg----vA
blls igys gqek laHkys eSaus mlds uXu ftLe dks vius ‘kjhj ls <d fn;kA rkjksa dh Nk¡o esa nks uXu ftLe okluk dh
vkx esa rM+irs gq, tehu ij fyiVs gq, iM+s FksA eSaus vius rUuk;sa gq, gfFk;kj dks eqB~Bh esa ysdj /khjs ls ,d&nks ckj fgyk;k
vkSj fQj gqek ds ;ksfueq[k ij fVdk fn;kA yksgs lh xeZ jkM dk ,glkl gksrs gh gqek ds eq[k ls ,d vkuanHkjh flldkjh fudy
x;hA eSaus I;kj ls larjs dh Qk¡dksa dks [kksyk vkSj vdM+h gqbZ ?kqUMh ij vius QuQukrs gq, vtxj dks jxM+us yxkA mlls vc
#dk ugha x;k---- m-mbZ—-thtw----vkg—u—gh-----gk----;----
mldh okluke;h flldkfj;k¡ c<+rh tk jgh FkhA eSaus viuh tqcku ls mlds gksaBksa dks [kksy dj mlds xys dh xgjkbZ
ukius esa yx x;kA og Hkh viuh tqcku ls esjs eq[k ds fujh{k.k esa yx x;hA ?kqUMh ds mij fyaxnso ds f?klko vanj rd mls
fopfyr dj fn;k FkkA vc esjs ls Hkh ugh jgk x;kA dqdqjeqÙks lk lqikM+k Qwy dj yky gks x;k vkSj QuQukrs gq, ukx dks
vius fcy dh ryk’k FkhA Qwys gq, lqikM+s dks gqek ds ;ksfuNsn ij fVdk;k vkSj viuh dej ij ncko cukrs gq, mls vanj Mkyus
dk ç;kl fd;kA
----thtw vc #duk----UgbZ----vkg—v—Eeh-----g----vk;---- vkt igyh ckj gqek us ,dkdkj dh dkeuk dh FkhA eq>s vc vPNs
y{k.k utj vk jgs FksA esjh deflu çs;lh vc ,dkdkj ds fy, v/khj gks x;h FkhA fyaxnso ds flj dks ;ksfuNsn ds eq[k ij
yxk dj vanj dh vksj BsykA ladjh vkSj xhyh txg gksus dh otg ls Qqyk gqvk dqdqjeqÙksuqek flj fQly dj viuh txg
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----UgbZ----vkgv;—e—j-----x----;h----th----tw----ÅÅÅ----
viuh tqcku ls gqek ds gksBa ksa dk dqN nsj jliku djus ds ckn eSua s vius fyax dks ,d ckj /khjs ls vanj ljdk;kA /khjs&/khjs
vkxs ihNs gksrs gq, flj dk f?klko us vanj rd gqek dks ,d ckj fQj ls fopfyr dj fn;kA b/kj ;ksfuNsn esa Q¡ls gq, fyaxnso
vius flj dh txg cu tkus ds ckn vkSj vanj tkus esa ç;kljr gks x;sA m/kj mÙkstuk vkSj ehBs ls nnZ esa rM+irh gqek ds
gksaBksa dks eSaus vius gksaBksa ls lhycan dj fn;kA ckj&ckj gYdh pksV ekjrs gq, eSaus txg cukrs gq, ,d Hkjiwj /kDdk yxk fn;kA
vkx esa rirk gqvk fyax çse jl ls ljkcksj gks dj lkjs ladjsiu dks [kksyrk gqvk tM+ rd tk dj vanj Q¡l x;kA
----thtmÅ-----ejj-----x;----;bZbZ----mQ—ubZ----vkg—g—g----A
eq>s vc Hkh ,d u;h&uosyh ;ksfu dk ,glkl gks jgk FkkA mldh ;ksfu esjs fyax dks vius f’kdats esa tdM+ dj mldk
jl lks[kus esa yx x;hA ;ksfu dh xgjkbZ ukius dh dksf’k’k esa fyaxnso Hkh vius Qwys gq, flj dks iwjh rjg fupqM+k gqvk ik jgs
FksA {k.k Hkj #d dj] eSaus gqek ds furacks dks vius nksuksa gkFkksa ls v/kj esa mBk dj ,d y; ds lkFk vkxs&ihNs gks dj rM+krM+
okj ‘kq# dj fn;sA fyaxnso dk Qwyk gqvk uaxk flj ckj ckj xHkkZ’k; ds eq¡gkus dks [kksyus ij mrk: gks x;kA vHkh Hkh djhc nks
bap fyax ckgj jg x;k FkkA ,d enZ dks tc rd vius tksM+ ij ;ksfu dk vkSj vaM~dks”k dk furacksa ds lkFk Vdjkus dk vkHkkl
u gks tk;s rc rd mls feyu v/kwjk yxrk gSA ,d tcjnLr vkf[kjh okj djus ls fyaxnso mlds xHkkZ’k; dk eq[k [kksy dj
xjnu rd tk dj vanj /k¡l x;sA bl okj ls esjs dks mldh ;ksfu ds dksey gksaB vius tksM+ ij eglwl gq,A bl etcwr okj
dks gqek Hkh cjnk’r ugha dj ik;h vkSj ehBh lh ihM+k vkSj jxM+ dh tyu us vkx esa ?kh dk dke fd;kA og /kuq”kkdkj cukrh
gqbZ cspkjh tehu ls mB x;h vkSj fQj ,d >Vdk ys dj fu<+ky gks dj ysV x;h vkSj ysVrs gh mldh ;ksfu >j>jk dj cgus
yxhA ,dk,d mldh cgrh gqbZ ;ksfu us esjs fyax dks xjnu ls tdM+ dj >Vds ysrs gq, nqguk ‘kq# dj fn;kA bldk ,glkl
gksrs gh lkjs ck¡/k rksM+rs gq, fyaxnso us Hkh fcuk #ds mcyrk gqvk ykok mxyuk ‘kq# dj fn;kA eSaus u tkus fdruh nsj rd
viuk ykok mxyrk jgk m/kj og esjs uhps nch gqbZ fu’py iM+h jghA vius çsejl ls yckyc Hkjus ds ckn Hkh eSaus vius fyax
dks vanj Q¡lk;s j[kk tc rd fyaxnso futhZo gks dj [kqn gh ckgj ljd dj u vk x;sA
mij ls gVrs gq,---- gqek----FkSaDlA dqN {k.kksa ds ckn mldk tokc feyk-----xv¡-----UbZ----vkg-----viuh vk¡[ksa [kksyrh gqbZ cksy
mBh---- thtw] FkSaDlA ge nksuks ,d nwljs dks pwe dj cSB x;sA eSaus gqek dks lgkjk ns dj [kM+k fd;kA
rHkh lqulku lM+d ij dqN okguksa dh ykbZV pedrh gqbZ eq>s fn[kk;h nhA eSaus tYnh ls diM+s igus vkSj lM+d ij dj
[kM+k gks x;kA esjs dks ns[kk&ns[kh gqek us Hkh tYnh ls vius diM+s igu fy;sA rHkh nks thi rsth ls gekjs lkeus ls lM+d NksM+
dj IykaV dh vksj eqM+ x;hA eq>s ;dhu gks x;k fd MsYVk Vhe ykSV dj vk x;h FkhA eSaus >iV dj viuk Qksu mBk;k vkSj
deky ls ckr dh ----gSyks----dekyA ----ljA
vHkh rks pkj ?kaVs ugha gq, FksA eSaus dgk----tYnh igq¡p x;s ysfdu vHkh IykaV ds vanj ugh tkukA tgk¡ gks ogha jgks] eSa vk
jgk gw¡A
----lj jkr dks rhu cts lM+d [kkyh fey x;h rks Vkbe ls igq¡p x;sA oh vkj osfVax lj----A
----xqM---- dg dj eSaus Qksu dkV fn;kA ----gqek rqe ;gh¡ ij #dks] eq>s ;g thi mudks nsuh gSA dg dj eSa thi esa cSB
dj MsYVk Vhe dh vksj py fn;kA MsYVk Vhe ds lkeus ys tkdj thi jksd dj eSa uhps mrj dj mudh vksj pyk x;kA
----eqckjd gks----xzsV tkc Mu] deky----;w vky fyOM vi Vq ;qvj useA ----lj----FkSaDl----A ----l‚jh ;w oj dkYM cSd----ysfdu
flQZ dqN nsj ds fy,] lqcg X;kjg cts rd rqEgsa fjyho dj fn;k tk,xkA ----uks ojh lj----A
----IykaV ds lkbM esa ‘ksM gSA ‘ksM bt bu ihlst ysfdu bl IykaV dk ekyxksnke cslesUV esa gSA vkidh ftEesnkjh ml
cslesUV dh flD;wfjVh dh gSA dksbZ Hkh O;fä ml vksj tkus okyk] bt v FkzsV] vki dks mlh oä ,D’ku ysuk gSA ----ljA eSaus
viuh thi dh vksj b’kkjk djrs gq, dgk---- ;g thi cnyuh gSA

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----lj ;g ikfdLrkuh vkehZ dh thi vkids ikl dSls\ mlds loky dks vulquk fd;k vkSj deky dks u;h fgnk;r nh-
--- tehj dh thi eq>s ns nks vkSj ;g thi tc rd vki ;gk¡ gS bLrseky dhft, ysfdu tkus ls igys bl thi dks fMLVªks;
dj nhft;sxkA esjh ckr lqu dj deky us vius lkfFk;ksa dks b’kkjk fd;k vkSj thi ds lkeku dh vnyk cnyh gksus yxhA viuh
thi MsYVk Vhe ds gokys dj ds eSa tehj dh thi esa cSB x;kA ----Cok;t] vkbZ ,e bEçsLM fon ;qvj odZA vki vc IykaV Vsd
vksoj dj yhft, vkSj ,d Vhe ‘kh?kzrk ls cslesUV dks vius dCts esa dj ys vkSj nwljh Vhe lkjs ,fj;k dk fujh{k.k djds eq>s
rqjar fjiksVZ djs] vPNk vc eSa fudyrk gw¡---- [kqnk gkfQtA
----[kqnk gkfQt] lj----A
eSa thi ysdj okfil gqek dh vksj vk x;kA esjs ogk¡ ls fudyrs gh MsYVk Vhe IykaV ds vanj pyh x;hA cqdkZ vks<+s gqek
,d fdukjs esa cSBh gqbZ esjk bartkj dj jgh FkhA thi dh gsMykbZV viuh vksj vkrh gqbZ ns[k dj gqek [kM+h gks x;h vkSj thi
#drs gh gqek tYnh ls thi esa cSB x;hA gqek dks ys dj eSaus thi vU/[kks; dh vksj c<+k nhA
dqN le; ds i’pkr gqek us pqIih rksM+h vkSj cksyh---- thtw] D;k gqvk cM+h tYnh vk x;s\ mlds ç’u ds tokc esa eqLdqjkrs
gq, dgk---- rqEgsa bl ohjkus esa T;knk nsj vdsys Hkh ugha NksM+ ldrk Fkk vxj rqEgkjk fny fdlh vkSj toku vkneh ij vk tkrk
rks esjk D;k gksrkA ----vPNk th] esjh bruh fQØ gks x;h vkidks---- dgrs gq, esjs da/ks ij flj j[k dj cksyh---- thtw vc ge
dgk¡ dh vksj tk jgs gSa\
----vU/[kks;----vkSj fQj ogk¡ ls gsjkrA ----thtw] ;g fdruh nwj gS ;gk¡ ls\ lM+d ij fuxkg tek;s gq, dgk---- vHkh cgqr
nwj gSA va/ksjs dks phjrh gqbZ thi lM+d ij rsth ls nkSM+rh gqbZ vU/[kks; dh nwjh de dj jgh FkhA gesa pyrs gq, yxHkx pkj
?kaVs gks pqds FksA vklekuesykfyekNkjghFkhvkSj,du;sfnudkvkHkkldjkjghFkhAgenksuksa pqipki lM+d ij fuxkgsa tek, cSBs gq, Fks
fd thi ds batu dh vkokt ds chp esa VsyhQksu dh ?ku?kukgV lqukbZ nh---- thtw] QksuA ----gk¡----dgrs gq, eSaus thi dks /khjs djds
lkbM esa jksd dj---- gSyks] gk¡ cksyks dekyA
----lj] geus iwjs IykaV dk fujh{k.k dj fy;k gSA djhc 70 yksx ekjs x;s gSaA eycs ds uhps ncus ls ekSr gqbZ gSA 50 ls
T;knk ?kk;y gS vkSj ge mUgsa vLirky esa fHktokus dk bartke dj jgs gSaA ----deky] gj ftUnk ;k eqnkZ vkneh dh iwjh f’kuk[r
djuh gSA ----lj] T;knkrj ejus okys vkneh ikfdLrkuh jsUtlZ ls gSA mudk dksbZ vkbZMh çwQ rks ugha gS ysfdu flQZ ?kk;yksa ds
c;ku ls irk pyk gSA lj ,d vkSj ckr irk pyh gS fd dkQh lkjs IykaV esa dke djus okys yksx rtkfdLrku vkSj mTcsfdLrku
ls gSaA
----deky] vki viuh Vhe dks lko/kku jgus ds fy, dg nhft,A yxrk gS vxj nks rhu ns’k ds yksx blesa ‘kkfey gS
rks eq>s mEehn gS fd tYnh gh ogk¡ ij dqN gksxkA D;k rqEgkjs ikl dSejk gS] vxj gS rks blls igys dqN gks] fdlh vkneh dks
IykaV ds vanj gj thfor o e`r O;fä dh QksVks [khapus esa yxk nksA
----lj] ,d ckr vkSj gSA fdlh VsyhQksu dh fjiksVZ ij lqcg 6:00 cts yksdy iqfyl dk ,d nLrk ;gk¡ ij psfdax ds
fy, vk;k FkkA vc ;gk¡ dh yksdy iqfyl bl IykaV dks Vsd vksoj djus dh ckr dj jgh gSA fQygky ds fy, geus mUgsa xsV
ds vanj ugha ?kqlus fn;k gS ysfdu ftl rjg dk ncko cu jgk gS yxrk gS T;knk nsj rd ge mUgsa jksd ugha ldsaxsA
----eSa le>rk gw¡A deky fdlh Hkh rjg lqcg X;kjg cts rd mUgsa jksd yksA tks Hkh vQxkuh vQlj rqels ckr djs mUgsa
Tok;aV phQ ds vkfQl dk gokyk ns dj jksd nksA lSU; dk;Zokgh vHkh Hkh gekjs gkFk esa gS vkSj yksdy ,MfefuLVªs’ku ds cl
dh ckr ugha gS vesfjdu lSU; dk;Zokgh dks jksdus dhA cl X;kjg cts rd rqe laHkky yks----A
----lj] xouZj vkfQl us gekjs phQ vkQ vkijs’ku dk uke o irk iwNk FkkA eq>s vkidk uke crkuk iM+kA
----dksbZ ckr ugha] ysfdu esjk Qksu uEcj ugha nsukA dy X;kjg cts rd mUgsa esjs uke esa my>k nksA ysV nse Vªsd eh----
Vq xsu ,UVªh buVq n IykaVA osy Mu Cok;t----vky n csLV---- dg dj eSaus Qksu dkV fn;k vkSj okfil thi esa vk dj cSB x;kA

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----thtw----D;k lksp jgs gks\ dqN lksprs gq, eSaus thi dks LVkVZ djds vkxs c<+krs gq,---- gw¡----D;k dg jgh gks\ ----thtw vkidk
/;ku dgha vkSj gS----D;k lksp jgs gks\
----yxrk gS fd ;g txg cgqr lkjh ljdkjksa ds fy, v[kkM+k cu x;h gS vkSj eq>s le> ugha vk jgk fd MªXl vkSj bu
ljdkjksa ds chp D;k lacU/k gS\ D;ksa ;gk¡ ds ljdkjh yksx bUgsa cpkus esa yxs gq, gSA
----thtw----xksjs yksx !
----ugha gqek] xksjs yksx rks bl chekjh dks tM+ ls m[kkM+ Qsduk pkgrs gSa D;ksafd bl u’ks dh yr us muds lekt dks u”V
dj fn;k gS ysfdu ikfdLrku] rtkfdLrku] mTcsfdLrku] vkSj tkus vkSj dkSu ls ns’k bl dke esa yxs gq, gSA [kSj rqe viuk
fnekx blesa u yxkvksA bl xqRFkh dks ckn esa lqy>k,¡xs] igys vU/[kks; igq¡puk gSA cspkjk tehj vdsyk D;k dj ik,xk\ ge
nksuksa ,d nwljs dh vksj ns[k dj eqLdqjk fn;s vkSj fQj ls vius xarO; LFkku dh vksj fudy iM+sA

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pêkuh igkMf;ksa vkSj iFkjhys jsfxLrku ds chp esa lk¡i dh Hkkafr ygjkrh gqbZ lM+d ij thi vU/[kks; dh vksj rst xfr ls c<+
jgh FkhA vHkh gkbos ij VªSfQd de Fkk blhfy, eSaus thi dh xfr rst j[kh gqbZ FkhA fnu esa ;gk¡ dk rkieku vlguh; rkSj ls
xeZ gks tkrk Fkk vkSj /kwy Hkjh vk¡/kh bl txg dk vfHk’kki FkhA nwj nwj rd pkjksa vksj likV iFkjhyh tehu vius vki esa gh
,dkdhiu dk ,glkl djk jgh FkhA
----tkuseu] dy dh jkr D;k xtc dh jkr FkhA gqek us viuh xjnu fgykrs gq, gkeh HkjhA ----gqek] vkt yxHkx nks g¶rs
ls T;knk gks x;s gSa gesa viuk ?kj NksM+s gq,---- irk ugha vkQ’kk¡ vkSj chgw dSls gksaxs\ ----gk¡ thtw] eq>s Hkh mudh cgqr fQØ gSA
----;g fdruh cqjh ckr gS] thtw dy jkr dks vkius esjk vax vax rksM+ dj j[k fn;k ij ;gk¡ ij fdlls vkidh f’kdk;r
d:¡\ thi dks /khjs djrs gq,---- rks pyks vcdh ckj rqEgkjs vax vax dks tksM+ nsrk gw¡] D;k dgrh gks\ ----thtw] vki Hkh u----jgus
nhft,] vHkh ughA vc vU/[kks; igq¡p dj gh dqN dj ldw¡xh---- esjs dks ns[krs gq, eqLdqjk nhA ----vksds----tSlk rqe pkgksxhA
,sls gh ,d nwljs ds lkFk ckrsa djrs gq, ge vU/[kks; dk jkLrk fcuk #ds thi ls r; fd;kA ‘kscsj?ku ‘kgj esa isVªksy
Hkjokus ds fy, dqN nsj #d ,d ckj fQj ls vius xarO; LFkku dh vksj py fn, FksA gqek Fkd dj viuk flj esjs da/ks ij j[k
dj Å¡?k jgh Fkh vkSj esjh utjsa flQZ lM+d ij yxh gqbZ FkhA ,d ckj fQj ls Qksu dh ?kaVh ct mBhA eSaus thi dks /khjs djrs
gq, lM+d ls mrkj dj fdukjs [kM+h dj nh vkSj Qksu mBk fy;kA
----gSyks jkstj! ----vkfej] esjh QkslZ us MsYVk Vhe ls IykaV Vsd vksoj dj fy;k gSA eqckjd gks] vkt rd dk lcls cM+k
MªXl dk t[khjk gekjs dCts esa vk x;k gSA ----;g rks ‘kq#vkr gS jkstj----vHkh vkxs&vkxs ns[kks fd gksrk gS D;k\ ----vkfej ysfdu
bl oä ikfdLrku dh vksj ls ge ij dkQh ncko gSA og bl IykaV dks vius dCts esa ysuk pkgrs gSaA rqEgsa ugha ekywe gksxk
fd Tok;aV phQ ds mij isaVkxu fdruk ncko Mky jgk gS ysfdu flQZ bl t[khjs dh otg ls dksbZ dqN ugha dj ik jgk gSA
,d ikfdLrkuh ukxfjd us bLykekckn esa viuh dEIysaV ntZ djk;h gS fd gekjh ,;jQkslZ us mlds IykaV dks /oLr dj fn;k
gS vkSj gtkZuk ekax jgk gSA ----;g rks deky gS pksjh vkSj lhuk tksjhA ----gk¡ geus dqN lqcwr viuh ,Ecslh dks Hkst fn;s gS vkSj
ml vkneh ds ckjs esa vkSj tkudkjh bdB~Bk djus ds fy, dgk gSA
----jkstj] vc esjk ‘kd iDdk gks pyk gS fd nks ;k rhu ljdkjsa ;gk¡ ij QthZ uke ls MªXl dk dkjksckj pyk jgh gSA
vy dk;nk rks flQZ mudk ÝaV gS----ysfdu lkjk dke bu ljdkjksa dh N=Nk;k esa gks jgk gSA jkstj rqe lko/kku jgukA ----gk¡]
vc eq>s Hkh yx jgk gS vkf[kj brus lkyksa ls ge D;ksa dqN Hkh ugha dj ik jgs FksA dbZ ckj eq>s [;ky vkrk gS fd ml ‘kke
vxj ge cxyku dh ekfdZV esa ugha Vdjkrs rks vkt rd eSa b/kj m/kj gh flj iVd dj ?kwerk jgk gksrk----FkSaDl vkfejA
----ugha jkstj] eq>s FkSaDl dguk pkfg,A vkt rqEgkjh otg ls esjk ifjokj lqjf{kr gS ojuk bu tkfyeksa us MªXl ds fy,
mUgsa dc dk [kRe dj fn;k gksrkA ;q gso chu ÝsaM---- jkstjA ----vkfej] nks gkFk ls rkyh ctrh gSA ----[kSj NksM+ks----jkstj] MsYVk
Vhe dgk¡ ij gS\ ----okfil csl ij pyh x;h gSA ----D;k rqe dqN le; ds fy, buds dekaMj ls dg dj viuh Vhe esa ugha j[k
ldrs\ D;ksafd vHkh nks IykaV vkSj cps gq, gSaA gj ckj ,d u;h Vhe dks rS;kj djuk eqf’dy gksxkA ----vkfej] eSa ckr dj ds
ns[krk gw¡ fd vxj dqN le; ds fy, MsYVk Vhe dks gekjs ikl VªkalQj dj fn;k tk, rks vPNk jgsxkA
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----vkfej] vHkh dqN nsj igys yksdy ,MfefuLVª’s ku CykLV lkbV ls lSEiy ys dj x;s gSAa tYnh gh nks”kkjksi.k dk flyflyk
‘kq: gksxkA
----jkstj] D;k fdlh rjg og ge rd igq¡p ldrs gSa\
----;g ukeqefdu gSA dy jkr bl ,fj;k esa ukVks ds gokbZ tkgt lksVhZ MîwVh ij Fks ysfdu CykLV lkbV ij vesfjdu
,Eeks ds Vªslt feysaxsA dy dksbZ Hkh vesfjdu tgkt bl vksj ugha Fkk rks ;g dSls gqvkA bl oä yksdy ,MfefuLVªs’ku ukVks
ds dekaMj dk flj [kk jgs gSa vkSj fjiksVZ feyrs gh og mu ij gkoh gks tk,xkA vc vkfej rqe ;g ugh iwNuk fd ;g lc dSls
gks x;k\ bu yksxksa dks dqN fnu flj iVdus nks rc rd ge viuk dke iwjk dj ysaxsA ----jkstj rqEgkjh ckr eq>s le> ugh
vk;h ij bruk r; gS fd rqEgkjh dEiuh dh dkQh xgjh tM+s gSaA
----vksds----foy ehV lwu----A vksds---- xqM yd dg dj jkstj us Qksu dkV fn;kA
VsyhQksu ij ckr [kRe djds eSa okfil thi esa vkdj cSB x;kA vc rd gqek Hkh tkx pqdh FkhA vc lM+d ds nksuksa vksj
dHkh&dHkh dqN vkcknh fn[kus yxh FkhA yxrk Fkk fd vU/[kks; vc T;knk nwj ugha jg x;k FkkA thi dks vkxs c<+krs gq, eSaus
vius lkFk cSBh gqbZ gqek ij utj MkyhA brus yacs lQj dh otg ls gqek dk psgjk eq>kZ lk x;k Fkk vkSj psgjs ij Fkdku ds
fu’kku lkQ >yd jgs FksA
----gqek] Fkd x;h yxrh gksA cl dqN gh nsj esa ge yksx vU/[kks; igq¡p tk¡,axsA ----thtw] lqcg ls py jgs gSa vkSj ml ij
xehZ ls cqjk gky gSA Hkw[k vkSj I;kl ls tku csgky gS vkSj vki gSa fd flQZ Qksu lquus ds fy, gh thi dks jksdrs gSaA ----esjh
xqMf;k] ns[kks vkcknh fn[kus yxh gS vc cl igq¡pus okys gSaA cl viuh Hkw[k dks dqN nsj vkSj dkcw esa dj yksA tc rd ge
yksx vU/[kks; igq¡ps rc rd va/ksjk xgjk gks x;k FkkA iwjs jkLrs eSa tehj dks ns[krs gq, vk;k Fkk----ysfdu dgha Hkh jkLrs esa mlds
gksus dk vkHkkl ugha gqvk FkkA ;dhuu tehj vHkh ihNs Fkk ;gh lksp dj ?kuh vkcknh okys {ks= ls ckgj fudy dj gsjkr dh
vksj tkus okyh lM+d ij ,d vkyh’kku gksVy ds lkeus ys tk dj eSaus viuh thi dks jksd dj uhps mrj x;kA ----gqek] pyks
mrjksA uhan ls tkxrs gq, gqek dquequkrh gqbZ cksyh---- thtw igq¡p x;s D;k\ ----rqe mrjks eSa nksuksa caMy ys dj vkrk gw¡A ----thtw]
vki eq>s mBkus nks] lkjk otu eq>s mBkuk pkfg,A ----Bhd gS] rqe viuk caMy mBk yks vkSj eSa viuk caMy ys dj vkrk gw¡A
gqek viuk caMy mBk dj lkbM esa [kM+h gks x;h vkSj eSa viuk caMy mBk fy;kA eq>s tehj dk [;ky vkrs gh eSaus tehj
dks Qksu yxk;k vkSj ge nksuksa ckr djus yxsA ----tehj rqe dgk¡ ij gks\ ----lj] eSa bl oä jkLrs esa gw¡A ‘kscsxZe ls vkxs fudy
pqdk gw¡A ----D;k dksbZ ijs’kkuh rks ugha gqbZ\ ----uks lj----A ----rqEgsa yxHkx ik¡p ?kaVs vkSj yxsaxsA ge vU/[kks; ls ckgj fudy dj
gsjkr ds jkLrs ij gksVy vU/[kks; bUVusZ’kuy esa Bgjs gq, gSA rqe esjs ls fey dj tkukA
----lj----bl Vªd dk D;k d:¡\ ----bl Vªd dks bjku igq¡pkuk gS tehj] ;g rqEgkjh ftEesnkjh gSA eSa dksf’k’k d:¡xk fd
gsjkr esa rqEgkjs lkFk dqN vkSj vkneh lkFk dj nw¡A mlh ds ckn rqe vkjke dj ldksxsA ----vki fQØ u djsa----ljA vksds----xqM
yd---- dgrs gq, Qksu dkV fn;k vkSj gqek dks vius lkFk ys dj gksVy ds vanj pyk x;kA gqek dks ,d vksj fcBk dj fjlsI’ku
ls pkch ysdj ge nksuks gksVy ds dejs esa pys x;sA
NksVk lk dejk vkSj lkeus Mcy csM yxk gqvk ns[k dj---- thtw] ;g dSlk dejk] cl fcLrj! ----gk¡] dqN cM+s gksVyksa esa
lqbV gksrk gS ftlesa cSBd vyx vkSj fcLrj vyx :e esa gksrk gSA NksVs gksVyksa esa lqbV dh O;oLFkk ugha gksrh gSA ----thtw cgqr
Fkd x;h gw¡] eq>s lksuk gSA ----gqek] rqe xeZ ikuh ls ugk yks rc rd eSa dqN [kkus dk çcU/k djrk gw¡A dqN [kk dj lks tkukA
----thtw] eq>s Hkw[k ugha gSA vHkh Hkh eq>s ,slk yx jgk gS fd tSls eSa thi eSa cSBh gw¡A ----rqe ugk yks] rks lc Bhd gks
tk,xkA gqek cseu ls ugkus ds fy, ckFk:e esa pyh x;hA eSa Qksu ij [kkus dk vkMZj nsus ds fy;s cSB x;kA dqN le; ds ckn
gqek ugk dj rjks rktk gks dj xkmu igu dj ckFk:e ls ckgj vk x;hA rHkh :e dh ?kaVh ct mBh vkSj osVj ds vkus dh
lwpuk nhA cspkjh gqek dqN {k.k ds fy, fu’py [kM+h jg x;h fQj ckFk:e ds vanj pyh x;hA eSaus njoktk [kksy dj osVj ls
[kkuk est ij yxkus ds fy, dgkA osVj est ij [kkuk ltk dj ckgj fudy x;kA Hkqus gq, rkts xks’r dh egd iwjs dejs esa

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QSy x;hA ckFk:e ls ckgj fudyrs gq, gqek cksyh---- thtw] bl [kq’cw ls eq>s Hkw[k yx vk;h gSA ----ckrsa djus ds ctk, tYnh
ls [kkuk [kk yks] xeZ [kkus dk viuk gh etk gS---- dgrs gq, ge nksuksa us ogha cSB dj [kkuk vkjaHk dj fn;kA [kkuk [kRe djus
ds ckn gqek lkjs cjru bdës dj ds ,d rjQ j[k dj---- thtw] eq>s cgqr rst uhan vk jgh gSA
----gqek] rqe lks tkvksA eSa Hkh ugk dj viuh Fkdku feVk ysrk gw¡A gqek xkmu igus fcLrj ij ysV x;h vkSj tYnh gh
mldh vk¡[k yx x;hA lkjs cjru njokts ds ckgj j[k dj eSa ckFk:e esa pyk x;kA dkQh nsj rd xeZ ikuh ls ugkus ds ckn
tc rd ckgj fudyk rc rd gqek xgjh uhan esa lks pqdh FkhA eSa Hkh uaxs cnu gqek ds djhc tk dj ysV x;kA uhan esjh vk¡[kksa
ls dkslksa nwj FkhA dHkh mu nks Vªdksa ds ckjs esa lksprk tks eSaus dqUnqt ls bjku dh vksj jokuk fd, Fks vkSj dHkh lyek ds ifjokj
ds ckjs esa lkspus yxrkA blh m/ksM+cqu esa eSaus vius ikl ysVh gqbZ gqek ij utj MkyhA psgjs ij Hkksykiu] v/k[kqys gq, ia[kqMf;ksa
ls xqykch gksaB] xkmu ls ckgj >k¡drh gqbZ xksjh iq”V tka?ksa] /khjs ls mBrk&fxjrk mUur lhuk eq>s ckj&ckj viuh vksj vkdf”kZr
djrk gqvk yx jgk FkkA eSaus viuk ,d gkFk gqek dh dej esa yisV dj mls viuh vksj [khap dj fyiV x;kA
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lqcg ds le;] ge nksuksa dy jkr ds ckn vius fuR; dk;ksaZ ls fuo`r gks dj uk’rk dj jgs FksA gqek uhph utjsa djds
uk’rk dj jgh gSA eSa tYnh ls uk’rk [kRe djds gqek dh vksj ns[kkA gqek ds yacs ?kus ckyksa us mldk psgjk <d fn;k FkkA vc
rd tehj ;gk¡ igq¡p pqdk gksxk ;gh lksp dj tYnh ls rS;kj gksus dh lksp jgk FkkA eSaus dgk---- gqek gesa ;gk¡ ij ,d fnu vkSj
Bgjuk gksxkA cqjkZuh ls igys] rqe vkSj eSa fey dj lyek ds ifjokj dks vktkn djk,¡xsA ----gk¡ thtw] cspkjh lyek ckth dh
cgu vkSj ek¡ cM+h eqlhcr esa gSA
rHkh esjs Qksu dh ?kaVh ct mBhA ----gSyks----tehjA lj] vkids gksVy ds ckgj ls cksy jgk gw¡A ----rqe FkksM+k vkxs tk dj
[kkyh txg ns[k dj BgjksA eSa thi ys dj vk jgk gw¡A ----lj----oSls rks ;g txg dkQh lqulku gS] ysfdu eSa pyrk gw¡ vkxs tk
dj dksbZ [kkl txg ns[k dj Vªd dks jksdrk gw¡A ----rqEgkjk ihNk rks ugha fd;k tk jgk----\ ----ugha lj] eSa dkQh lko/kkuh cjr
jgk gw¡----gYdk lk ‘kd Hkh ugha gSA ----xqM] rqe pyks----eSa vk jgk gw¡---- dg dj eSaus Qksu dkV fn;kA
----gqek rqe vHkh vkjke djks] eSa dqN nsj esa ykSV dj vkrk gw¡---- dg dj ckgj tkus ds fy, c<+ x;kA tYnh gh thi dks
gsjkr dh vksj Mªkbo djrs gq, lM+d ij pkSdUuh –f”V Mkyrs gq, eSaus ,d iqy ds ikl lM+d ls uhps mrjs gq, Vªd dks ns[k
dj mlds lehi ys tk dj thi jksd nhA thi dh vkokt lqu dj tehj Hkh Vªd ls uhps mrj dj esjh vksj c<+k---- lj----A --
--xqM odZ tehj] ;g Vªd rqEgsa viuh fgQktr esa bjkus&rk;sckr igq¡pkuk gSA :V dksbZ Hkh yks----pkgs rks gsjkr ls Økl
djks----;k----rtkfdLrku ls----ysfdu bl Vªd dks lgh lyker bjkus&rk;sckr igq¡pkuk gSA ----lj----A
----vxj fdlh ckMZj ij #dkoV dk lkeuk gks rks lyhe gDdkuh dk uke ysukA ;g ml IykaV dk phQ Fkk vkSj vxj
T;knk ijs’kkuh gks rks eq>ls Qksu ij ckr djkuk---- fd ;g lkeku ft;kuh lkgc dk gSA ----dc rd ogk¡ igq¡puk gS\ ----dksbZ le;
lhek ugha gS ysfdu ftruh tYnh gks lds ogk¡ ij igq¡pus dh dksf’k’k djksA ----lj] rks eSa fudyrk gw¡A esjh lksp dgrh gS fd
rtkd ckMZj ls bjku igq¡puk T;knk vklku gksxk D;ksafd ogk¡ ij T;knk fuxjkuh ugha jgrh gSA ----lks ch bV----rtkd dh vksj
ls fudyks---- tehj vky n csLVA
tehj us Vªd dks myVh fn’kk esa rtkd ckMZj dh vksj eksM+ fn;kA eSa viuh thi esa okfil gksVy dh rjQ py fn;kA
ikfdLrkuh QkSt dh ukd ds uhps ls mudk dUlkbZuesUV xk;c djus dh otg ls eq>s vius Iyku esa rCnhyh ykuh iM+h FkhA
vtht fetkZ us eq>s ml jkr dM+s VkpZj ds ckn crk;k Fkk fd mlds gqDejku ikfdLrku ls ,d cgqr cM+k lkSnk djus ds fy;s
etkjs ‘kjhQ vk;s gq, gSaA mlh oä esjs fnekx esa bl vkbfM;s us tUe ys fy;k FkkA vc ,d ds ctk; nks Vªd bjkus&rk;sckr
dh vksj tk jgs FksA blh xgjh lksp esa Mwcs gq, gksVy igq¡p x;kA gksVy ds dejs esa gqek flQZ xkmu igus gq, fcLrj ij vylk;h
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----vkjke dj fy;k gqek----\ ----thtw] eu ugha yx jgk gSA ----vkus okys oä esa rqEgsa lk¡l Hkh ysus dk oä ugha feysxkA
gesa lyek ds ifjokj dk irk yxkuk gS] og cspkjs bl oä irk ugha dgk¡ gksaxs\ vkSj u tkus fdl gky esa gksaxs\ ----thtw] vkius
D;k lkspk gS muds fy;s\
gqek ds lkFk fcLrj ij ysVrs gq,---- cgqr Fkd x;k gw¡A yxrk gS fd nks fnu dh thi Mªkbo us esjs dl cy <hys dj
fn;s gSaA rHkh Qksu dh ?kaVh cth---- ;g Qksu esjk ihNk ugha NksM+rk gSA eSaus HkUukrs gq, Qksu mBk fy;k---- gSyksA
----vkfej----A jkstj----D;k gky gS\
----vkfej] dkcqy ds xqyke jlwy cgqr jlw[k okyk vkneh gSA lkjs Vªkla iksVZ ij mldk dCtk gSA lkjk eky ;gk¡ ls ikfdLrku
vkSj ikfdLrku ls ;gk¡ mldh ns[k js[k esa gksrk gS vkSj ikfdLrkuh ljdkj esa Hkh mldh cgqr iSB gSA
----jkstj] eq>s dfe’uj tkfdj [kqjZe ds ckjs esa ekywekr djuh gSA vkt dy og dgk¡ ij gS\ vkSj vc nwljs çkslsflax
IykaV dk uEcj yx x;k gS] eSa tYnh gh mls Hkh rgl&ugl dj nw¡xkA ----vkfej] [kqjZe rks vktdy vU/[kks; dk fMIVh dfe’uj
gS] rqe dgks rks rqels feyus dk bUrtke d:¡A
----ugha] og eSa [kqn d:¡xkA gsjkr ds ikl ,d txg gS vYcan] ;dhu ds lkFk rks ugha dg ldrk ysfdu esjk vuqeku gS
fd cqjkZuh dk çkslsflax IykaV ogha ij gSA eSa vkt mlh vksj fudy tkÅ¡xk vkSj MsYVk Vhe dk D;k gqvk\
----bl oä og Vhe esjs vkfQl dks fjiksVZ dj jgs gSaA rqe viuk Iyku vkQ ,D’ku crkvksA ----jkstj] MsYVk Vhe dks gsjkr
esa rSukr dj nksA tSls gh eq>s tkudkjh feyrh gS rHkh mUgsa ‘kkVZ uksfVl ij ewo djuk iM+sxkA rqEgkjh yksdy Vhe cqjkZuh dks
idM+sxh] ysfdu mlls igys MsYVk Vhe dks çkslsflax IykaV dks u”V djuk gSA
----vkfej] rqe ij ge lcdh utj gSA Iyht bl IykaV dks u”V djus ls vQxkfuLrku esa MªXl ds jsfdV dh dej VwV
tk,xhA ----jkstj] ftl dke dk chM+k eSaus mBk;k gS eSa mls iwjk d:¡xk ysfdu rqe Hkh ;kn j[kuk fd esjs ifjokj dks dqN ugha
gksuk pkfg,A ldhuk dSlh gS\
----eksj C;wVhQqy nsu fcQksjA rqe igpku ugha ikvksxs ysfdu ges’kk eq>kZ;h lh jgrh gSA rhuksa yM+fd;k¡ rqEgsa jkst ;kn
djrh gSA ----Iyht----Vsd ds;j] vxj dqN mUgsa gks x;k rks ;g fe’ku lekIrA
----rqe mudh fpUrk er djksA ----vksds----A ----vksds] iwjh tkudkjh feyus ds ckn d‚UVsDV d:¡xk---- dg dj eSaus Qksu can
dj fn;kA
gqek ds ckyksa m¡xfy;k¡ fQjkrs gq, eSaus dgk---- vc gekjh igyh ftEesnkjh lyek dh ek¡ vkSj cgu dks <wa<us dh gSA vius
lhus esa gqek dks tdM+rs gq,---- ysfdu igys---- djoV ys dj gqek dks vius uhps ysrs gq,---- rqEgkjs gqLu dk nhnkj djuk gSA gqek
vius vki dks NqM+kus dk ç;kl djrs gq,---- thtw] flQZ nhnkj djuk gS fd dqN vkSj----A
esjs gksaB gqek ds xkyksa dks Nwrs gq, mlds FkjFkjkrs gq, gksaBksa ij tk fVds vkSj esjs gkFk gqek ds xkmu dh Mksjh dks [kksy
dj mlds uXu o{kLFky ij fopjus yxsA [kM+s gq, Lrukxz dks rjsM+rs gq,---- nhnkj dk rks ,d cgkuk gS] eq>s rks rqEgkjh pkgr
gSA eSa ,d ckj fQj ls ia[kqMf;ksa ls xqykch gksaBksa ij VwV iM+kA gqek Hkh vc rd iwjs tks’k esa vk dj esjk Hkjiwj lkFk nsus yxhA
dHkh esjs fupys gksaB dks vius gksaBksa esa nck dj pwlrh vkSj dHkh viuh tqcku ls esjs eq[k dks VVksyrhA esjs cnu esa Hkh jg jg
dj fctyh dkSa/k jgh FkhA ,d vksj ftLe dh Hkw[k vkSj nwljh vksj lyek ds ifjokj dh ftEesnkjh] blh i’kksis’k esa eSaus tYnh
ls viuh Hkkoukvksa ij fu;U=.k fd;k vkSj vius uhps epyrh gqbZ gqek dks NksM+ dj dgk----gqek tYnh ls rS;kj gks tkvks] vc
ge vkxs ds fy, jokuk gksaxsA ----thtw ugha----vHkh ugha IyhtA ----gqek cgqr t:jh gS fd ge vHkh ;gk¡ ls fudy tk,¡ D;ksafd vxj
nsj gks x;h rks dy rd gesa viuk tkuk LFkkfxr djuk iM+sxkA cM+s vueus eu ls gqek us eq>s NksM+ fn;k vkSj mB dj ckFk:e
esa pyh x;hA eSa vius diM+s iguus esa yx x;kA dqN gh le; esa ge nksuksa rS;kj gks dj gksVy ls ckgj fudy dj thi esa

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lokj gks x;sA
----thtw ge ‘kgj dh vksj D;ksa tk jgs gSa----\
----eq>s fdlh ls feyuk gS---- dg dj lM+d ds fdukjs thi jksd dj iSny pyus okys ls iwNk---- HkkbZtku Mhlh vkfQl
dgk¡ gSa\ ml jkgxhj us dqN b’kkjs ls crk;k vkSj fQj vkxs c<+ x;kA ----gqek /;ku j[kuk vkxs rqEgkjh vksj ,d eksM+ vk,xk]
gesa ogha eqM+uk gSA ----thtw----;g vk x;kA

eSa pqipki crk, gq, jkLrs ij vkxs c<+rk pyk x;k vkSj ,d vkyh’kku lh bekjr ds lkeus thi dks ys tk dj jksd
nhA dkQh dM+k igjk fn[kk;h ns jgk FkkA dqN nwj thi dks jksd dj gqek ds lkFk eSa iSny bekjr ds xsV ij vk x;k vkSj [kM+s
gq, igjsnkj ls iwNk---- tukc] Mhlh [kqjZe lkfgc dh fjgkb’k dgk¡ gS\
----;gha ij dqN nwj ij Mhlh caxyk gS] ogha mudh fjgkb’k gSA vkidks D;k dke gS\
----eq>s Mhlh lkfgc ls feyuk gSA
----bl le; rks og caxys ij feysaxs] vki ogha pys tkbZ,A D;k ifjokj okys gSa\
----gk¡ dqN ,slk gh gSA bruk dg dj ge nksuksa okfil eqM+ dj thi dh vksj py fn;sA ----thtw vkidks Mhlh ls D;k dke
gS----;g dkSu gS----yxrk gS fd dksbZ cgqr cM+k vQlj gSA thi esa cSBrs gq,---- gk¡] bl ftys dk lcls cM+k ljdkjh vQlj gSA
;g lyek ds firkth dk cgqr vPNk nksLr gqvk djrk FkkA
----vPNk----vkidks bl ckr dk dSls irk pyk\ thi dks vkxs c<+krs gq,---- lyek us crk;k FkkA
dqN nwj tkus ds ckn Mhlh caxys ds lkeus ,d fdukjs ij thi jksd dj eSaus gqek dks mrjus dk b’kkjk fd;k vkSj mrj
dj caxys ds xsV dh vksj pyk x;kA ihNs&ihNs gqek Hkh esjs lkFk xsV ij vk dj [kM+h gks x;hA gfFk;kjksa ls ySl ,d lSfud
yksgs dk xsV [kksy dj ckgj dh vksj vkrk gqvk fn[kk;h fn;kA
-—-eq>s [kqjZe lkfgc ls feyuk gSA ----vki dh rkjhQ----\
----esjk uke vkfej gS] gsjkr ls cqjkZuh lkfgc us Hkstk gSA
----vki yksx ;gk¡ Bgfj,] lkfgc ls iwN dj vkrk gw¡---- dg dj xsV can dj ds vanj pyk x;kA

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ckgj ge nksuksa ij ,d njcku utj j[ks gq, FkkA gqek us cspkSu fuxkgksa ls esjh vksj ns[kk ysfdu eSa viuh gh lksp esa Mwck gqvk
FkkA twrksa dh vkgV us ge nksuksa dk /;ku yksgs ds xsV dh vksj [khap fy;kA lkeus ls ogh njcku rst xfr ls pyrk gqvk gekjh
vksj vk;k---- pfy,---- dg dj mlus xsV [kksy dj ge nksuksa dks vanj vkus ds fy, b’kkjk fd;kA ge nksuksa dks mlus vanj ys
tkdj nhoku[kkus esa fcBk fn;kA dqN nsj ds ckn ,d o`) ijarq jkschys O;fäRo dk vkneh nhoku[kkus esa ços’k fd;kA ge nksuksa
ml O;fä dks ns[k dj mB [kM+s gq,A
----dfg, dSls vkuk gqvk----\
----esjk uke vkfej gS vkSj ;g esjh iRuh gqek---- eq>s vkidh enn pkfg, ,d [kks;s gq, ifjokj ds ekeys esa----A esjh ckr
dks chp esa dkV dj [kqjZe cksy mBk---- vkidh blesa eSa D;k enn dj ldrk gw¡A vkidks iqfyl ds ikl tkuk pkfg,A
----ckr gh dqN ,slh Fkh fd blesa iqfyl gekjh enn ugha dj ldrhA ysfdu vki vkSj vkidh iRuh gekjh enn t:j
dj ldrs gSaA vxj vki dks rdyhQ u gks rks D;k vki viuh iRuh dks ;gk¡ cqyk ldrs gSaA
dqN xeZ gksrs gq, [kqjZe ,dk,d cksy mBk---- tukc vki dkSu gSa\ igys vki eq>ls feyuk pkgrs Fks vkSj vc vki esjh
iRuh ls feyuk pkgrs gSaA dkSu gSa vki yksx----\
eSaus mldh ckr chp esa dkV dj---- [kqjZe lkfgc eq>s lS;n ifjokj ds ckjs esa ekywekr pkfg,A esjh ckr lqu dj og dqN
lge x;k---- dkSu lS;n ifjokj\ eSa fdlh lS;n ifjokj ds ckjs esa ugha tkurk] vki yksx r’kjhQ ys tkbZ,---- dgrs gq, [kM+k gks
x;kA rHkh inkZ gVk dj ,d lqanj efgyk us dejs esa dne j[kk ysfdu chp esa gh [kqjZe us ml efgyk ls iwNk---- rqe ;gk¡ D;ksa
vk x;h\
og efgyk rerek dj [kqjZe dks ?kwjrs gq, cksyh---- D;ksa vki rks lS;n ifjokj dks ugha tkursA ij eSa tkurh gw¡ blfy,
eSa vanj vk x;hA ----csxe] vki dqN u cksfy, vkidks [kqnk dk okLrkA
----eq>s ‘keZ vkrh gS vkidks viuk ‘kkSgj dgrs gq,A mu tkfyeksa ds Mj ls dc rd vius nksLr ij fd;s x;s tqYeksa dks
<drs jgsaxsA ftl vkneh dks vki HkkbZ ekurs Fks mlds lkFk gqvk bruk cM+k gknlk gksus ds ckn Hkh vkidk ljdkjh egdek
pwMf;k¡ igu dj cSBk jgk----ykur gS----[kqnk xkjr djs mu tkfyeksa dks----csVk crkvks D;k tkuuk pkgrs gks----lS;n ifjokj ds ckjs
esa----\
----esjk lyek ds lkFk fudkg gqvk FkkA lS;n lkfgc dh cM+h csVh gSA eSaus mlls oknk fd;k gS fd tc rd mldh vEeh
vkSj NksVh cgu dks tkfyeksa ds paxqy ls vktkn ugha djk nsrk mls viuh ‘kDy ugha fn[kkÅ¡xkA eq>s irk gS fd vkidks mudk
irk ugha ekywe gksxk ysfdu vxj vkids ikl dksbZ mudh rLohj gks rks eq>s ns nhft,] <wa<us esa enn gks tk,xhA
----csxe ;g D;k dj jgh gks] ;g mlh tkfye dk vkneh gS ftlus lS;n HkkbZtku dks ejok;k Fkk vkSj muds ifjokj dks
viuh dSn esa dj j[kk gSA ----Mhlh lkgc] eSaus vkils feyus ds fy, >wB cksyk FkkA eSa cqjkZuh ds fy, dke ugha djrk gw¡A lyek

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us eq>s vkidk uke crk;k Fkk blfy, vkids ikl enn ekaxus vk x;kA
----gekjs ikl mudh dksbZ rlohj ugha gS csVkA dqN ml oä ,sls gkykr Fks fd gesa ml ifjokj ls lkjs fj’rs&ukrs [kRe
djus iM+s FksA exj csVk esjs ikl ,d iqjkuh rlohj gS ftlesa eSa vkSj vuhlk lkFk [kM+s gq, gSA ;g gekjh dkyst dh rLohj gS]
‘kk;n rqEgsa dqN enn fey ldsA ysfdu ,d ckr eq>s le> ugha vk;h fd lS;n fe;k¡ dh rks flQZ ,d yM+dh Fkh vkSj mldk
uke lyek ugh¡ FkkA
bruk lqu dj esjs fnekx esa ,d Nukds ds lkFk tSls dbZ ‘kh’ks VwV x;s vkSj eSa vkokd lk cSBk ns[krk jgk---- dgha vkils
xyrh rks ugha gks jgh gSA esjh iRuh dk uke lyek gh gS vkSj mlh us eq>s vkids ckjs esa crk;k FkkA
esjh ckr lqu dj og efgyk us [kqjZe dh vksj ns[krs gq, iwNk---- D;ksa th D;k vkidks vuhlk dh fcfV;k dk uke ;kn gS\
tgk¡ rd eq>s ;kn gS mldh csVh dk uke rks thur FkkA
----vki mlh lS;n ifjokj dh ckr dj jgs gSa u tks iqfyl esa vkyk vQlj FksA Mªx ,UQkslZesUV ds fy, dke djrs FksA
----gk¡ fcYdqy] ysfdu fQj Hkh eSa og rLohj ys dj vkrh gw¡A bruk dg dj og dejs ds ckgj fudy x;hA
----csxe lgh dg jgh gS] mldk uke thur FkkA
----Mhlh lkfgc] vkidks cqjkZuh ls fdrus iSls feys Fks bl dsl dks nckus ds fy,\
----D;k cdrs gks---- eq>dks [kkus okyh fuxkgksa ls ?kwjrs gq,A ----Mhlh lkfgc eq>s irk gS fd rqe cqjkZuh ds ikyrw dqÙks gks----
esjh ckr lqu dj [kqjZe xqLls esa vkx ccwyk gks dj [kM+k gksus yxk---- rHkh eSaus psrkouh okys Loj dgk----u----u----uk T;knk gksf’k;kj
cuus dh dksf’k’k Hkh u djuk----vkids vkSj gDdkuh ds esy feyki ds ckjs esa eq>s lc dqN ekywe gSA gDdkuh dk uke lqu dj
[kqjZe /kEe ls lksQs ij cSB x;k---- esjk ,d b’kkjk vkidh lkjh ,’kks&b’kjr dks /kwy esa feyk nsxk vkSj ‘kfrZ;k fdlh vQxkuh
tsy esa cSB dj vki pDdh ihlsaxsA esjk dgk ekfu,] vius dks cqjkZuh ls nwj jf[k, vkSj ;g Hkh bl fy, dg jgk gw¡ D;ksafd ,d
le; vkids lS;n ifjokj ds lkFk xgjs laca/k FksA ;g ml Mk;jh dk deky Fkk tks dksVk [;sy esa eq>s tkfdj us nh FkhA Mhlh
dk in dksbZ NksVk ugha gksrk mldk gYdk lk b’kkjk eq>s dkuwu dh jfLl;ksa esa tdM+ ldrk Fkk ysfdu tc fny esa pksj gksrk
gS rks ,d balku gYds ls [kVds ls Hkh Mj tkrk gSA ;gh gky [kqjZe dk Hkh FkkA og bl oä Mjk gqvk FkkA
rHkh csxe gkFk esa ,d iqjkuh rLohj fy, dejs esa ços’k fd;kA ----csVk ;g vuhlk gS---- b’kkjs ls xzqi esa [kM+h ,d yM+dh
dks fn[kkrs gq, cksyhA og esjh cpiu dh lgsyh gS vkSj bl iki dk cks> vc ugha laHkkyk tkrkA esjs fe;k¡ dh xyfr;ksa dh
ltk rks esjs cPpksa us viuh tku xok¡ dj nh gSA
----csxe lkfgck] vki csfQØ jgsaA cl vki [kqjZe lkfgc dks cqjkZuh ls nwj jgus ds fy, dgsa D;ksafd mldk vUr fudV
gSA eSaus Mhlh dh vksj #[k fd;k---- [kqjZe lkfgc ,d bfYrtk gS fd vkt dy cqjkZuh dk Qksu uEcj D;k gS\ og vHkh Hkh ,dVd
esjh vksj ns[k jgk FkkA
rHkh csxe us [kqjZe dks f>M+dh nh---- lqu fy;k u] eSaus fdruk le>k;k ysfdu esjh ,d u lquhA rqe csVk budks NksM+ks]
eSa crkrh gw¡---- vkSj cM+cM+krh gqbZ ,d ckj fQj ls dejs ds ckgj pyh x;hA dqN le; ckn ,d dkxt ds iqtkZ yk dj esjs gkFk
esa Fkek fn;k---- csVk cl bls NksM+uk ughaA
eSaus dkxt ds iqtsZ dks viuh eqB~Bh esa nck dj dgk---- csxe lkfgck] vc btktr nhft,] [kqnk gkfQtA [kqjZe flj >qdk,
lksQs ij pqipki cSBk jgkA ----csVk] [kqnk rqEgkjh enn djsaA esjh lgsyh ls dguk fd gj ?kM+h og esjs tgu esa Fkh ysfdu ‘kk;n
oä gh [kjkc FkkA
----[kqnk gkfQt---- dg dj ge nksuksa dejs ls ckgj fudy dj vk x;sA [kqjZe lksQs ij flj idM+ dj cSBk jgk ijarq
mudh csxe ge nksuksa dks NksM+us ds fy, ckgj xsV rd vk x;hA ckgj fudy dj ge nksauks thi esa cSBs vkSj vius vkxs ds lQj

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ij fudy iM+sA
gqek pqIih rksM+rs gq, cksyh---- thtw] eq>s rks dqN Hkh le> ugh vk;kA bruk cM+k vQlj vkSj [kkSQtnkA lyek ckth ds
ckjs esa lqu dj rks eq>s cM+k /kDdk yxk fd og mldh csVh ugha gS ftlds ckjs esa vki ekywekr djus x;s Fks] ;g lkjk D;k
pDdj gS\
----gk¡] ;g rks eq>s irk Fkk fd ;g [kqjZe cqjkZuh ds fy, dke djrk gSA ysfdu lyek ds ifjokj dk tku dj xgjk /kDdk
yxk gSA mlh us eq>s crk;k Fkk fd og lS;n gS vkSj mlds vCck iqfyl ds vkyk vQlj Fks ftUgsa cqjkZuh us ekj fn;k Fkk ysfdu
;gk¡ vk dj irk pyk fd lS;n lkfgc dh rks flQZ ,d csVh Fkh vkSj og lyek ugha gSA rks lyek dkSu Fkh\ ----thtw] ;g Hkh
rks gks ldrk gS fd lyek lS;n lkfgc dh nwljh choh dh vkSykn gksA
----vxj ,slk gksrk] rks Hkh [kqjZe ifjokj dks lyek ds ckjs esa irk gksrkA og yksx rks bl ckr ls fcYdqy vUtku ls yx
jgs FksA ;g dSlh xqRFkh gS ckn esa lkspsaxsA [kSj lS;n ifjokj ls fey dj gh bldk jkt [kqysxk ysfdu eq>s Mj gS fd dgha ge
xyr ifjokj dh [kkst esa rks ugha tk jgs gSa vkSj ukgd gh viuk le; cckZn dj jgs gksaA
----thtw] ij ge tk dgk¡ jgs gS\ ----ge vYcan tk jgs gSA fcyky us eq>s crk;k Fkk fd mls lyek dks ysdj vYcan igq¡puk
Fkk ‘kk;n ogha igq¡p dj lS;n ifjokj dk irk py ldsA ;g vYcan dgk¡ gS thtw\ ----gsjkr ls vkxs ,d NksVk lk xk¡o gS] ogha
ij cqjkZuh dk QkeZ gS tgk¡ fcyky lyek dks igq¡pkus okyk FkkA
thi jkr ds va/ksjs dks phjrs gq, gsjkr dh vksj c<+rh tk jgh FkhA gqek viuk flj esjs da/ks ij fVdk dj Å¡?k jgh FkhA
esjk fnekx lyek ds ifjokj dh xqRFkh lqy>kus esa yxk gqvk FkkA isVªksy dh lqbZ Hkh vc [krjs ds fu’kku ds djhc igq¡pus okyh
Fkh ftldks ckj&ckj ns[k dj eq>s fpark gksus yxh FkhA nwj&nwj rd fdlh Hkh fjgkb’kh bykds dh dksbZ fu’kkuh ugha fn[k jgh
Fkh vkSj u gh dksbZ isVªksy iEiA thi esa flQZ isVªksy ls Hkjs nks tsjhdsu cps gq, FksA vxj tYnh gh dqN isVªksy dk bUrtke ugha
gqvk rks thi dks ,sls gh lM+d ij NksM+ dj tkuk iM+sxk ;gh lksp dj esjh fpUrk c<+rh tk jgh FkhA
----gqek---- mlds da/ks dks idM+ dj fgykrs gq,---- gqekA ----gw¡A mB tkvks] tjk isVªksy Hkjuk iM+sxkA ----thtw] ge dgk¡ vk
x;s gSa\ ----vc cl dqN nsj esa fnu fudyus okyk gS] geus yxHkx <kbZ lkS ehy dk lQj r; dj fy;k gS vkSj cps gq, nks dsu
gesa flQZ ipkl ehy rd vkSj ys tk ldrs gSaA
----thtw] lkjk ‘kjhj nq[k jgk gS---- gqek thi ls uhps mrj dj ,d vaxMkbZ ysrh gqbZ cksyh---- yxkrkj pyus ls iksj&iksj
esa vthc lh Vhl mB jgh gSA ----vkt dk fnu fudy tkus nks----jkr dks rqEgkjs ftLe ds lkjs dl cy <hys dj nw¡xkA ysfdu
igys isVªksy Hkjus esa enn djks---- bruk dg dj ,d dsu thi ls fudky dj ys vk;k vkSj gqek dks dhi idM+us dk b’kkjk
fd;kA
gqek us dhi idM+rs gq, viuh O;Fkk lkeus j[kh---- thtw Hkw[k yx jgh gSA
isVªksy maMsyrs gq,---- esjh tku nwj&nwj rd dksbZ ugha fn[k jgk gS vc ;gk¡ fc;kcku esa [kkus dk bUrtke dSls d:¡A dksbZ
vkSj Hkw[k ‘kkar djuh gks rks cksyks\ gqek Bqudrs gq, cksyh---- thtw] vkidks rks cl ,d gh pht dh Hkw[k lrkrh jgrh gSA ----tc
bruh lqanj pht lkFk gks---- isVªksy Hkjus ds ckn dsu dks tehu ij j[krs gq, eSaus dgk---- fdl x/ks dks Hkw[k ugha yxsxh lp gqek
tc Hkh rqe ij utj iM+rh gS esjs fny esa dld lh mB tkrh gSA
esjh ckr ls Hkkoqd gks dj gqek eq>s ls fyiVrs gq, cksyh---- thtw] vki eq>s cuk rks ugha jgsA eSaus vius nksuksa gkFkksa esa
mlds psgjs dks Fkke dj---- rqEgsa D;k yxrk gS\ mlus ‘kekZ dj viuh utjsa >qdk nhA og dqN le>rh eSaus rikd ls gqek ds
gksaB pwe fy;sA dqN nsj rd ,d nwljs ds gksaBksa dk jliku djus ds ckn ge nksuks okfil thi eSa cSB x;s vkSj vYcan dh vksj
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esjk fnekx cgqr lkjh my>uksa esa Q¡l x;k FkkA lyhe gDdkuh esjh cgqr lkjh my>uksa dks lqy>k ldrk Fkk ysfdu
esjh cnfdLerh dh otg ls og ekjk x;k FkkA tkfdj dh Mk;jh ls irk pyk Fkk fd gDdkuh vkSj [kqjZe ds chp çxk<+ lEca/k
FksA [kqjZe ds lkeus eSaus rks vUnktk yxk;k Fkk ysfdu rhj fu’kkus ij Bhd cSBk FkkA vc /khjs&/khjs lcdh dybZ [kqy jgh Fkh
vkSj bu lc dk ewy dkj.k Fkk vtht fetkZ ftlus eq>s dsfedy IykaV dk irk vkSj ikfdLrkuh gkFk dh tkudkjh nh FkhA vHkh
rd eSa vdsyk vesfjdu QkslsZt dh vk¡[k cuk gqvk Fkk vkSj fdlh dks esjs ckjs esa dkuksa dku [kcj ugha FkhA igyh ckj eq>s vkSj
gqek dks ,d lkFk [kqjZe us ns[kk Fkk vkSj dgha [kqjZe us cqjkZuh ds dku esa ;g ckr Mky nh rks esjk ,d Iyku pkSiV gks tk,xkA
blh m/ksM+cqu esa gsjkr dh vksj pyrk pyk tk jgk FkkA
rHkh gqek us esjh lksp esa fo?u MkykA ----thtw vki cgqr Hkkoqd balku gSa---- dgrs gq, eq>ls fyiV x;hA mldh ckr lqu
dj eSa okfil vius lalkj esa vk x;kA ----gqek esjh iwjh ftanxh esa fdlh us eq>s I;kj ugha fd;k FkkA esjs ?kj ds yksx eq>s flQZ
,d cks> le>rs FksA ysfdu ftl fnu ls eSa ;gk¡ vk;k] ml fnu ls ftlus Hkh eq>ls I;kj fd;k vius fny dh iwjh xgjkbZ;ksa
ls I;kj fd;k gSA pkgs muds lkFk eSa de le; gh jgk ysfdu muds lkFk chrh gqbZ gj ?kM+h dgha u dgha esjs fny ds fdlh
dksus viuk ?kj dj cuk x;hA ;gk¡ vk dj eq>s irk pyk fd I;kj vkSj eksgCcr D;k pht gSA
----thtw----A
----tSls rqedks dHkh dgus dh t:jr ugha iM+sxh fd rqe eq>ls eksgCcr djrh gks] rqEgkjh vk¡[ks rqEgkjs fny dk jkt c;ku
djrh gSA ----thtw] vkidh vk¡[ks Hkh lp cksyrh gSA tc eSa vkSj chgw thi NksM+ dj vkids lkFk iSny ?kksM+s ysus tk jgs Fks ftl
rjg ls vkius esjk vkSj chgw dk gkFk idM+ j[kk Fkk mlh oä ls ge nksuksa vkidh gks x;h FkhA vkidh vkokt esa nnZ Fkk vkSj
vkidh idM+ esa xgjk viukiu FkkA
----deky gS] bu dqN fnuksa esa gqek rqe rks cgqr cM+h gks x;h gksA esjs fy, rqe vkSj chgw ges’kk uUgh xqMf;k gh jgksxh----
dgrs gq, viuk gkFk gqek ds dU/ks ij j[k dj mls viuh vksj [khap fy;kA
----thtw] ,d pht iwNuk pkgrh gw¡ vxj vkidks cqjk u yxs rks----\
----rqEgsa tks iwNuk gks csf>>d gks dj iwNksA
----thtw] vkidks dksVk [;sy ds IykaV dk dSls irk pyk\ gDdkuh dkSu Fkk\ ckj&ckj esjs tgu esa ;g loky vkrk gS
fd vki bruk dqN dSls tkurs gks tcdh vki ;gk¡ ij igyh ckj vk;s gSaA tehj dks Hkh ml txg dk irk ugha Fkk---- vkSj vc
ge vYcan dh vksj tk jgs gSaA
gqek ds psgjs ij mRlqäk ds Hkko ns[k dj eSaus dgk---- gqek] eSaus rqEgsa crk;k Fkk fd vYcan dk ftØ fcyky us fd;k FkkA
----vkSj dksVk [;sy dk IykaV\
----gk¡] og eSaus vHkh rd fdlh dks ugha crk;k FkkA rqEgsa ;kn gS u vkrs gq, psdiksLV ij eSaus ,d vkneh ns[kk Fkk ftldh
otg ls rqEgkjh ckth dh tku x;h Fkh vkSj mlh dh otg ls tehj vkSj rqedks NksM+ dj eSa okfil cSfj;j ij x;k FkkA ----gk¡]
thtw rks ;g lc D;k mlus crk;k Fkk\
----gk¡] tc eSa ogk¡ igq¡pk rks og vkneh vius yksxksa ds lkFk fey dj vkus&tkus okyksa ls iSls olwy dj jgk FkkA ml
gkyr esa vxj eSdqN djrk rks idM+s tkus dk [krjk FkkA blh fy, eSa ,d dksus esa fNi dj ml ij utj j[ks gq, FkkA dkQh
nsj ds ckn og vkneh is’kkc djus ds fy, vius yksxksa dks NksM+ dj lM+d ls mrj dj va/ksjs esa >kMf;ksa dh vksV esa is’kkc djus
ds fy;s x;kA og vdsyk Fkk vkSj esjk f’kdkj Hkh FkkA igys rks eSa mls ogha ij <sj djus dh lksp jgk Fkk ysfdu fQj dqN lksp
dj eSaus fiLrkSy dh uksd ij mls vxok dj ds viuh thi esa cSBk fy;kA
----ij thtw] tc vki lqcg ykSV dj vk;s Fks rks vdsys FksA

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----gk¡] ixyh D;k mls rqEgkjs ikl yk dj rqels igpku djkuh FkhA eSa mls vius lkFk ys dj lM+d ls mrj dj dkQh
vanj lqulku txg ij ys x;k FkkA igys rks mlds ?kqVus ?kk;y dj fn;s fd og Hkkx u lds vkSj fQj mlls iwNrkN ‘kq# dh
FkhA cgqr l[r tku Fkh ysfdu ckn esa mlus crk;k og ikfdLrkuh vkehZ esa goynkj gSA og ;gk¡ rkfyckfu;ksa dh enn ds fy,
vk;k gqvk FkkA vtht uke dk ;g lSfud eq>s rqEgkjs ?kj tkrs gq, feyk Fkk fQj og ml jkr dks psd iksLV ij feyk Fkk ftl
jkr rqEgkjh ckth dks xksyh yxh FkhA vtht cgqr iRFkj fny balku Fkk ysfdu cspkjk VkpZj cjnk’r ugha dj ldk vkSj mlus
lkjk jkt [kksy fn;kA
gqek iwjh rjg /;kueXu gks dj esjh dgkuh lqu jgh Fkh rHkh esjh utj lkeus isVªksy iEi ds lkbZu ij iM+h---- gqek yxrk
gS dksbZ fjgkbZ’kh txg vk x;h gSA og ns[kks vc isVªksy vkSj [kkus dk bUrtke gks tk,xkA ----thtw] NksM+ks ;g lc vkSj vki
crkvks mlus D;k crk;k\
----ckn esa ge bldh ckr djsaxs] ns[kks D;sys&uko uke dk dLck utnhd gSA eq>s isVªksy e;euk ij Hkjok ysuk pkfg, Fkk
ysfdu irk ugha D;k lksp dj eSa <hy dj x;kA ysfdu vc ls eSa ;g xyrh ugha d:¡xkA igys isVªksy fQj dksbZ vksj dkeA
----thtw] ml vtht uke ds vkneh dk D;k gqvk\ D;k vkius mls ekj dj ckth dh ekSr dk cnyk ys fy;kA ----gqek----
tc eSa rqEgsa crkmaxk fd mlus D;k crk;k Fkk rks rqe eq>s vkSj cgqr lkjs yksxksa dks ekjus ds fy, dgksxhA gqek dks Hkh vc yx
jgk Fkk fd lkjs jgL; ij ls inkZ gV tk,xk---- thtw] Iyht crkvks uA
----ckn esa] ns[kks lkeus isVªksy iEi fn[kkbZ ns jgk gSA igys isVªksy Hkjok ysrs gSa] fQj dqN [kkus ds fy, ysuk gS vkSj fQj
fdlh txg ij cSB dj vkjke ls ckr djrs gSaA thi dks /khjs djrk gqvk isVªksy iEi ds ikl igq¡p dj jksd nh vkSj ikl [kM+s
gq, yM+ds dks ns[krs gq, dgk---- VSad Qqy dj nks vkSj vanj j[kh gqbZ ik¡pksa tsjh dsu Hkj nksA
thi ls mrj dj gqek esjs utnhd vk dj cksyh---- thtw] lkeus dh nqdku ls dqN [kkus ds fy, ys ysrs gSaA ----gk¡] rqe
py dj [kkus dk lkeku [kjhn yks vkSj eSa ;gk¡ ls Qkfjx gks dj ogha vkrk gw¡A
gqek lM+d ikj djds nqdku dh vksj pyh x;h vkSj eSa thi dk VSad Qqy djokus ds dke esa yx x;kA dqN nsj esa lkjs
dsu dks thi ds vanj lko/kkuh ls ca/kok dj isVªksy dk fglkc djds eSaus thi nqdku dh vksj eksM+dj njokts ds ikl yk dj
[kM+h dj nhA
----gqek] rqeus lkjk lkeku ys fy;kA ----gk¡] ;gk¡ dqN [kkl ugha gS ij dke pykus ds fy, gks tk,xkA cl vki iSls ns
nhft,---- dgrs gq, gqek lkjs iSdV thi ds vanj j[kokus esa yx x;hA eSa nqdku ds vanj pyk x;kA lkjs lkeku ds iSls ns dj
eSa okfil thi esa vk dj cSB x;kA gqek rks igys ls gh vk dj cSB x;h Fkh rks ,d ckj fQj ls ge yksx vYcan dh vksj py
fn;sA
----thtw] vki iwjh jkr ls thi pyk jgs gks] dqN nsj vkjke dj yksA ;gk¡ ij Hkh dksbZ gksVy gksxk] #d tkrs gSaA
----gqek] vc nsj djuk Bhd ugha gSA cl tYnh ls tYnh gesa lyek ds ifjokj dks [kkstuk gS D;ksafd esjs ikl T;knk le;
ugha gS vkSj cqjkZuh dh ryokj Hkh flj ij yVd jgh gSA
----thtw] eSa cgqr Fkd x;h gw¡A bruk dg dj mlus viuk flj esjs d¡/ks ij fVdk fn;kA
----rqe vk¡[k can dj ds vkjke djks] dksbZ Bhd lh txg ns[k dj thi jksd dj dqN [kk ysaxsA
esjs da/ks ij flj fVdk dj gqek Å¡?kus yxh vkSj eSa pqipki thi pykrk jgkA dqN ehy vkxs fudy tkus ij Hkh dksbZ
vPNh ‘kkar lh txg ugha fn[kkbZ nhA ,d ckj fQj ls iFkjhyk jsfxLrku ‘kq# gks pqdk FkkA nwj nwj rd gfj;kyh dk ukeksfu’kku
ugha fn[kkbZ ns jgk FkkA mcM+&[kkcM+ lM+d vkSj vklikl pêkuksa ds igkM+ us iwjs ekgkSy dks ohjku cuk fn;k FkkA vpkud FkksM+h
nwj ij ,d iqy utj vk;kA cjlkrh ukys ij cuk gqvk iqjkuk lk iqy FkkA mls ns[k dj eSaus gqek dks mBk fn;k---- gqekA viuh

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cksf>y vk¡[ksa eyrh gqbZ cksyh---- gw¡A ----;gk¡ ij #d dj dqN [kk ysrs gSa---- dgrs gq, iqy ds ikl vkrs gh eSaus thi dks lM+d ls
mrkj dj xïs ds ikl [kM+h dj nh---- vkvks ;gk¡ iqy ds uhps cSB tkrs gSaA
gqek vylk;h lh thi ls mrjrs gq, cksyh---- thtw] ;gk¡ bl xehZ esa\ ----vkSj D;k] iqy ds uhps ns[kuk fdlh u fdlh
txg ikuh dk lzksr feysxkA esjh ckr lqu dj gqek fp<+ dj cksyh---- thtw] ;g lw[kk gqvk ukyk gS] ;gk¡ dksbZ ikuh dk lzksr ugha
feysxkA ----vjs pyks rks lgh] vkt rqEgsa ,d u;h pht fn[kkrk gw¡---- dgrs gq, [kkus ds nks iSdV gqek ds gkFk idM+k dj vkSj nks
iSdV vius gkFk esa ys dj ge nksuksa iqy ds uhps mrj x;sA
uhps ukys dh lrg ij mrj dj ge nksuks iqy ds uhps cSBus dh txg ryk’kus yxsA iqy ds uhps gjs&Hkjs >kM+ dks ns[k
dj gqek vpjt ls esjh vksj ns[kus yxhA eSaus mldh ck¡g Fkkeh vkSj mls iqy ds uhps ys x;kA iqy dh Nk;k esa BaMd Fkh vkSj
iqy ds uhps gok rst cgrh gqbZ okrkoj.k dks eksgd cuk jgh FkhA ,d NksVk lk ty dqaM >kMf;ksa ds ikl cuk gqvk FkkA ----vc
crkbZ;s egkjkuh th] ;g dqaM dgk¡ ls bl lw[ks gq, ukys esa vk x;k\ ge nksuksa ty dqaM ds ikl ,d pêku dk lgkjk ys dj
cSB x;s vkSj gqek us [kkus ds iSdVksa dks [kksy lkeus yxk fn;k vkSj ge nksuksa iqy dh Nk;k esa cSB dj pqipki [kkus ij VwV
iM+sA
----thtw] fdruk lqdwu gS ;gk¡ ij] D;k ge ;gha ij dqN nsj ugha #d ldrs\ ----#ds gq, rks gSa vkSj fdl dks #duk dgrs
gSaA ----,sls ugha] ij vki esjh ckr dks er Vkfy;s vkSj vc eq>s vtht okyk okD;k iwjk lqukbZ;sA
gqek us cSBrs gh [kkus ds iSdV [kksy dj lkeus j[krs gq, ,d ckj fQj ls dgk---- thtw fQj D;k gqvk\ ,d ckj fQj tks
dgkuh v/kwjh jg x;h Fkh eSaus lqukuh ‘kq: dh---- vPNk] vtht ikfdLrkuh QkSt dk flikgh Fkk ftldk edln Fkk fd cxyku
ls etkjs ‘kjhQ rd ds vQxkuh ;qokvksa dks cjxykuk vkSj rkfyckuh QkSt esa ‘kkfey djuk ysfdu bl ds lkFk gh ,d vkSj
t:jh edln Fkk fd dksVk [;sy ds IykaV ij eky dh vkokd&tkod ij fuxkg j[kuk vkSj viuh ns[kjs[k esa lgh fBdkus ij
igq¡pkukA gqek us vk’p;Zpfdr Loj esa iwNk---- ikfdLrkuh eky\
----vQhe dh iSnkokj dqN ugha dke vkrh tc rd mls çkslsl ugha fd;k tkrkA mlds fy, ,d çkslsflax IykaV dh t:jr
gksrh gS tgk¡ ij vQhe ds ikS/ks ls gsjksbu] ekQhZu] bR;kfn----MªXl cuk;s tkrs gSaA gkyk¡fd tks dsfedYl bLrseky gksrs gSa og vke
nqdkuksa ij fey tkrs gSa ij bruh rknkn dh vQhe ds fy, ,d cM+s çkslsflax IykaV dh t:jr gksrh gSA vtht dk vly dke
Fkk fd vQhe dh iSnkokj ls Hkjs gq, Vªd dks vius lkfFk;ksa dh ns[kjs[k esa dksVk [;sy esa cus gq, çkslsflax IykaV rd igq¡pkuk
vkSj çkslsLM MªXl dks IykaV ls ikfdLrkuh QkSt ds gokys djuk ;k [kjhnkj ds ;gk¡ rd igq¡pkukA ml ds lkFk chl QkSft;ksa
dk nLrk cxyku esa blh dke ij rSukr FkkA
----rks thtw ;g lkjk u’ks dk lkeku ikfdLrkuh QkSt dk gSA ;g yksx gekjs lkFk ,slk D;ksa dj jgs gSa\ ----esjh tku]
rqEgkjs cgqr lkjs lokyksa dk tokc rks esjs ikl ugha gS ysfdu bruk ;dhu ls dg ldrk gw¡ fd gks ldrk gS fd pUn ikfdLrkuh
QkSt ds vQljksa dh feyh&Hkxr esa ;g lc dke gks jgk gSA eq>s ;g lc vtht us crk;k FkkA lkFk gh mlus crk;k Fkk fd
IykaV dk ekfyd rks dksbZ ikfdLrkuh gS ysfdu IykaV dks lyhe gDdkuh uke dk vkneh pykrk FkkA duZy lyhe gDdkuh
vkbZ,lvkbZ dk vkneh Fkk vkSj phQ dsfeLV dh rjg IykaV esa dke djrk FkkA
----thtw] bl fy, vkius ml IykaV ij gokbZ geyk djok;k FkkA
----gk¡] ysfdu eSaus rqEgkjh ckth dh ekSr dk cnys esa vtht dks ekjk FkkA vtht us crk;k Fkk fd ml jkr dks psd iksLV
ij rkfyckuh xqaMs dSls igq¡ps FksA rqEgkjh NksVh vEeh us jCckuh ds xqxsZ fcyky dks gekjs pyus dh eq[kfcjh dh FkhA mlus fcyky
dks crk;k Fkk fd esjs ikl cgqr iSls gSa vkSj esjs lkFk rqe nksuksa cgus Hkh gksA fcyky yM+fd;ksa dk /kU/kk djrk Fkk vkSj mlus
vius ;kj vtht ls thi dks ywVus ds fy, enn ekaxh FkhA og eq>s vkSj vk;’kk dks ekj dj ywVs gq, iSlksa dks vk/kk&vk/kk ck¡V
ysrs vkSj rqe nksuksa dks djk¡ph esa csp nsrs ;gh lksp dj vtht us vius rkfyckuh xqxksZ ds lkFk fey dj ml fnu psdiksLV ij
jkr dks gekjk bartkj dj jgk FkkA ysfdu vtht us eq>s ,d [kkl pht crk;h Fkh fd rqEgkjh NksVh vEeh fcyky dh j[kSy

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Fkh tks dqN le; igys rd NksVk&eksVk jCckuh dk dke djrk FkkA blh fcyky us pk¡nuh ds lkFk fey dj rqEgkjs cM+s HkkbZtku
dks ejok;k Fkk ftlls og muds /ka/ks ij dkfct gks lds vkSj jCckuh fudV vk ldsA rqEgkjs HkkbZtku dks ekj dj og jCckuh
dk [kkl vkneh cu x;k FkkA
----gk; vYykg] thtw vkidks ;g lc ekywe gksrs gq, Hkh vkius eq>s dHkh ugha crk;kA eSa vius gkFkksa mls ekj nsrh---- dgrs
gq, gqek eq>ls fyiV x;h vkSj lc dks ;kn djds /khjs&/khjs flldus yxhA mlds cgrs gq, vk¡lqvksa dks iksaNrk gqvk mls lkaRouk
nsrk gqvk eSaus mls pyus dk b’kkjk fd;k---- vc ge dks ;gk¡ ls pyuk gSA thtw] D;k vHkh pyuk t:jh gS\
----gk¡] vYcan igq¡pus esa vHkh nks jkst vkSj yx tk,axsA pyks gqek le; de gSA esjh ckr dks lqu dj gqek /khjs ls mB
[kM+h gqbZ vkSj Hkkjh dneksa ls thi dh vksj pyus ds fy, c<+h---- thtw eq> ls pyk ugha tk,xkA eSaus [kM+k gks dj ,d {k.k gqek
dks fugkjk vkSj fQj >iV dj mls viuh ck¡gksa esa mBk fy;k vkSj rsth ls mij tkus dk jkLrk r; djrk gqvk lh/kk thi esa
ystk dj gqek dks lhV ij fcBk fn;kA
viuh vk¡[kksa esa papyrk fy, gqek cksyh---- thtw] viuh etnwjh ugha pkfg,\
----gk¡ pkfg,] ysfdu vHkh flQZ ,M~okal ls dke pyk yw¡xk vkSj Qkbuy isesUV vYcan igq¡p dj olwy d:¡xk---- dgrs gq,
>iV dj gqek ds pk¡n ls eq[kM+s ij VwV iM+kA dqN nsj gqek ds yjtrs gq, ia[kqMf;ksa ls gksaBksa dk jliku djrs gq, vius gkFkksa
ls mlds lhus ds iq”V mHkkjksa dks lgykrk gqvk mUgsa tksj ls eld fn;sA
vius gksaBksa dks esjh fxj¶r ls vktkn djk dj gqek ds xys ls ,d ph[k fudyh v----vkbZbZ----thtw] tjk I;kj lsA ;g
flQZ vkids gSaA ----gk¡] ysfdu tSls gh ;g esjs gkFk esa vkrs gSa nksuks epyus yxrs gSaA esjh tka?kksa ls gkFk ljdk dj [kM+s gq,
fyaxnso dks /khjs ls lgykrh gqbZ cksyh---- thtw epy rks ;g Hkh jgk gS] D;k dqN nsj vkSj ugha #d ldrs ;gk¡ ij\ ----ugha] bl
oä ugha---- cksyrs gq, eSaus vius vki dks gqek ls vyx fd;k vkSj Mªkbfoax lhV ij vk dj cSB x;kA dqN lksprs gq, thi dks
/kheh xfr ls lM+d ij ys vk;k vkSj fQj xfr c<+krs gq, vYcan dh vksj py fn;kA

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vkt vU/k[kks; ls pys gq, rhljk fnu FkkA esjs dks yxkrkj thi pykrs gq, yxHkx vM+rkyhl ?kaVs ls T;knk gks x;s FksA chp
esa dqN nsj ds fy, thi ,d nks txg jksdh Fkh ysfdu flQZ isVªksy vkSj [kkus ds fy,A jkr gks pqdh Fkh vkSj gqek Fkdku ls pwj
gks dj thi ds ihNs ds fgLls esa fldqM+h gqbZ lks jgh FkhA vHkh dqN le; igys gh geus gsjkr dks ihNs NksM+ dj xqfj;u dh
vksj tkus okyh lM+d idM+ yh FkhA gsjkr esa fdlh jkgxhj us vYcan dk jkLrk crk;k FkkA iFkjhyk jsfxLrku vc [kRe gks pqdk
FkkA thi dks vYcan dh vksj eksM+rs gh lM+d ds lkFk&lkFk cgrh gqbZ gjh:n unh fn[kkbZ nhA cgrs ikuh dk ‘kksj jkr ds oä
csgn #ekuh yx jgk FkkA thi dks lM+d ls uhps mrkj dj unh ds fdukjs jksd nhA
----gqek----gqek----A
----gw¡----A
mB dj ns[k yks----fdruh lqanj txg gSA
----bruh jkr esa thtw D;k fn[ksxk vkSj vHkh fdruh nwj tkuk gS\
----cl igq¡p x;s gSaA cgqr Fkd x;k gw¡ vkSj vc vkxs Mªkbo ugha dj ldrkA eSa lksp jgk gw¡ fd ;gha fcLrj fcNk dj lks
tk;sa] D;k dgrh gks\
gqek us mB dj vkl ikl ns[kk ij va/ksjs dh otg ls dqN fn[kkbZ ugh fn;k ysfdu cgrs gq, ikuh ds ‘kksj dks lqu dj
vkHkkl gks x;k fd unh fudV gh cg jgh FkhA esjs lkFk og thi ls uhps mrj dj vklikl ds ekgkSy dk fujh{k.k djus ds
ckn cksyh---- thtw] ;gk¡ [kqys vkleku ds uhps dSls lks,¡xsA jkr dh vksl esa lkjk ‘kjhj vdM+ tk,xkA
,d dEcy gqek ds gkFk esa Fkekrs gq, eSaus dgk---- bls thi ds fdukjs tehu ij fcNk nksA gqek us funsZ’kkuqlkj tehu ij
,d dEcy fcNk fn;k vkSj eSa thi ds ihNs ls nks Hkkjh dEcy ys dj vk x;kA tehu ij fcNs gq, dEcy ij /kEe ls cSB x;kA
gqek Hkh esjs fudV vk dj cSB x;hA nksauks dEcyksa dks bdgjs feyk dj eSaus gqek ds mij Mky fn;s vkSj fQj [kqn Hkh gqek ls
fpid dj dEcy ds vanj ?kql x;kA
----tkuseu] vc crkvks D;k gky gS\ ;g viuk cqdkZ rks mrkj nksA
dqN lksp dj gqek us viuk cqdkZ mrkj dj cksyh---- thtw eSaus cqdsZ ds uhps dqN ugha iguk gqvk gSA gqek dh ckr lqu
dj esjh /kefu;ksa esa jä dk cgko rst gks x;k vkSj va/ksjs esa gqek ds ftLe dks Nwus ds fy, gkFk c<+k;k rks dqrsZ dks eglwl djds
cksyk---- vPNk th vc geh dks ikxy cuk;k tk jgk gSA gqek dks viuh ck¡gksa esa Hkj dj eSa ysV x;k---- cgqr Fkd x;k gw¡] vkt
Iyht gqek eq>s rqe lqyk nksA esjh xqtkfj’k lqu dj gqek vkfyaxuc) gks x;h vkSj esjs ckyksa esa viuh m¡xfy;k¡ fQjkrs gq, cksyh-
--- esjs geuokt] vki vk¡[ks ewan dj ysVs jfg,A bruh nsj ds ckn dej lh/kh djus dk ,glkl] mlds mij dEcy dh xehZ vkSj

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gqek ds uktqd cnu dh uehZ] lc dqN flQZ LofIuy ek= yx jgk FkkA gqek Hkh viuk psgjk esjs lhus esa fNik dj tYnh uhan
dh xgjkbZ;ksa esa Mwc x;h FkhA dEcy esa nks ftLe ,d nwljs ds lkFk yrkvksa fd rjg fyiV dj fcYdqy bl ckr ls vfufHkK
fd ckgj va/ksjk xgjk vkSj rkieku fxjrk tk jgk FkkA
lqcg dh vksl ls mij okyk dEcy Hkhx pqdk FkkA ysfdu vanj okyk dEcy vHkh Hkh gekjs nksuksa ftLeksa dks xeZ j[ks gq,
FkkA p<+rs gq, lw;Z dh xehZ ls lkjk okrkoj.k xekZus yxk] iaNh pgpgkus yxs vkSj lM+d ij vkoktkgh Hkh ‘kq: gks x;h FkhA
dkj ds gkuZ dh vkokt ls gqek dh uhan VwV x;h vkSj og dlelk dj mBus fd dksf’k’k esa esjs ik¡oksa esa my> dj okfil esjs
mij fxj iM+hA----thtw---- eq>s fgyk dj mBkus dh dksf’k’k djrh gqbZ---- thtw fnu fudy vk;k gSA eSaus mls idM+ dj fyVkrs gq,
cksyk---- gqek] vHkh lks tkvksA ----thtw] fnu fudy vk;k gSA ----Bhd gS esjh tku] rqe mB tkvksA gqek us >V ls dEcy ls ckgj
fudy dj vklikl dk utkjk fy;kA [kqyk ekSle] lqcg dh vkleku ij ykfyek] gok esa BaMd vkSj ‘kksj djrk gqvk cgrk
ikuh] lc dqN feyk dj cgqr glhu leka ftldks ns[k dj gqek çQqfYyr gks x;hA
----thtw----D;k fQj ls lks x;s\
----ugha] ysfdu lksus dh dksf’k’k dj jgk gw¡---- cksy dj eSaus viuh xjnu dEcy ds ckgj fudky dj gqek dh vksj ns[krs
gq, dgk---- esjh tku vc rks mBuk gh iM+sxkA
----thtw] eSaus vkt rd cgrh gqbZ unh ugha ns[kh Fkh----cgqr lqanj –’; gS----esjk fny rks ;gk¡ ls tkus dk ugha dj jgkA -
---gqek] rqe unh ds fdukjs tk dj gkFk eq¡g /kks yks vkSj eSa tjk vius fuR; dkeksa ls fuo`r gks dj vkrk gw¡ ge fQj vkxs pysaxsA
gqek us esjs dks tkus ls jksd fy;k---- thtw] vki ;gk¡ #fd, vkSj eSa vHkh Qkfjx gks dj vkrh gw¡---- dgrs gqek FkksM+h nwj pyh x;hA
gqek ds tkus ds ckn eSaus thi ds vanj dEcy j[kuk ‘kq# dj fn;kA gqek vius gkFk&eq¡g /kks dj tYnh gh lkjs fuR;
dk;ksaZ ls fuo`r gks dj vk x;hA lqcg dh /kwi us okrkoj.k dh BaMd dks de dj fn;k FkkA eSa Hkh vius fuR; dk;ksZ ls Qkfjx
gks dj thi esa vk dj cSB x;kA gqek eq>dks ns[k cksyh---- thtw vc vkxs D;k fopkj gS\A
----gqek] ;gk¡ ls unh ds nwljh rjQ vYcan djhc 10 ehy ijgSA gsjkr esa eq>s irk pyk Fkk fd iSny pyus okyksa ds fy,
,d dPpk iqy unh ds mij cuk gqvk gSA ge ogha ls iSny unh ikj djsaxsA
----thtw] bl thi dk D;k gksxk\ D;k bl thi dks vki ,sls gh NksM+ dj tk,axs\ ----vHkh eSa dqN ugh dg ldrk ysfdu
iqy ds ikl igq¡p dj bl ds ckjs esa lkspuk iM+sxkA gqek rqEgsa vYcan igq¡p dj vdsys lyek ds ifjokj dks <w¡<us dk dke vatke
nsuk gksxkA eSa cqjkZuh ds QkeZ ds vkl&ikl çkslsflax IykaV dks <wa<us dk dke d:¡xkA gqek ls ckr djrs gq, eSaus thi LVkVZ djds
mls lM+d dh vksj eksM+ fn;kA
iryh mcM+&[kkcM+ lM+d ij thi /kheh xfr ls nkSM+us yxhA lqcg ds le; T;knk yksx lM+d ij ugha fn[kk;h iM+ jgs
FksA bDdk&nqDdk xkMf;k¡ dHkh&dHkh vkrh gqbZ fn[k tkrh FkhA dqN ehy vkxs tkus ij ,d NksVh lh nqdku fn[kk;h nh vkSj
mlh ds lkFk lh/ks gkFk dks dPpk iqy fn[kk;h fn;kA thi jksd dj eSa nqdku dh vksj pyk x;kA nqdku ij ,d cw<+k vkneh
cSBk gqvk FkkA eq>s viuh vksj vkrk ns[k dj nqdku ls ckgj vk x;kA
----HkkbZtku---- vYcan ds fy;s ;gha ls unh ikj djuh iM+sxh ;k vkxs dksbZ vkSj Hkh jkLrk gS\ dqN {k.k esjh vksj ns[krk jgk
vkSj fQj /kheh vkokt esa cksyk---- vYcan tkus ds fy;s ;gh ,d iqy gSA ----HkkbZtku vYcan ;gk¡ ls fdruh nwj gS\ ----tukc yxHkx
rhu ehy nwj gSA ----HkkbZtku gesa vYcan tkuk gS ysfdu ;g thi dgk¡ ij NksM+ dj tkÅ¡\ vxj vki esjh enn dj ldsa rks cM+h
esgjckuh gksxhA vxj dqN fnuksa ds fy, eSa viuh thi vkids ikl [kM+h dj nw¡ rks vkidks dksbZ ijs’kkuh rks ugha gksxh\ gk¡] bl
dke ds fy, eSa vkidks dqN iSls Hkh ns ldrk gw¡A
og cw<+k pk;okyk iSlksa dh ckr dks lqu dj dqN lksp dj cksyk---- tukc] vki viuh thi dks ;gk¡ NksM+dj ugha tk
ldrsA ;gk¡ vjkcr esa dkSu ns[kHkky djsxk vkSj oSls Hkh bu rkfyckfu;ksa dk dksbZ Hkjkslk ugha gS fd og dc D;k dj xqtjsA gk¡

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vki ,d dke dj ldrs gSa fd ;gk¡ ls xqphud vkSj mlds vkxs fudy tkbZ, djhc 100 ehy ds iRFkj ij unh ds mij iDdk
iqy gS m/kj ls ikj djds okfil ykSV dj vYcan igq¡p ldrs gSaA rHkh cw<+s dh utjksa dk ihNk djrs gq, esjh utj lM+d ikj
djrs gq, ,d yM+ds ij iM+h tks gekjh vksj vk jgk FkkA utnhd vk dj cw<+s dks ns[krs gq, cksyk---- vCcktku vc vki ?kj
tkvks] eSa nqdku laHkkyrk gw¡A eq>s NksM+ dj cw<+k vkneh vius csVs ds lkFk tkus yxkA rHkh esjs fnekx esa ,d [;ky vk;k vkSj
mUgsa jksd dj iwNk---- HkkbZtku vkids csVs dks thi pykuh vkrh gS\ yM+ds us gkeh Hkjrs gq, dgk---- gk¡ vkrh gS] ysfdu gkFk lkQ
ugh gSA cl esjs fy, bruk dkQh Fkk] mlh le; eSaus cw<+s vkneh ls dgk---- HkkbZtku vxj vki pkgsa rks vkidk yM+dk bl thi
dks Mªkbo djds vYcan igq¡pk ns vkSj ge ;gk¡ ls lh/ks iqy ikj djds vYcan igq¡p tkrs gSAa esjh ckr lqu dj ml cw<s+ us [kq’kh&[kq’kh
gkeh Hkjrs gq, dgk---- tukc nqdku can djds eSa blds lkFk thi ys dj [kqn vkids ikl vYcan esa igq¡pk nw¡xk] vki csQfØ gks
dj tkbZ;sA
esjs flj ij ls thi dk Hkkj rks gV x;k FkkA vc vYcan esa jgus dh O;oLFkk ds ckjs esa lksp dj fQj mlh cw<+s ls iwNk-
--- D;k vYcan esa jgus ds fy, dksbZ txg fey ldrh gS\ gesa ogk¡ dqN fnu #duk gSA ----vkidks vYcan esa D;k dke gS\ mlus
vcdh ckj lh/ks&lh/ks iwN fy;kA eSaus Hkh dgkuh x<+rs gq, mls crk;k fd esjh iRuh dh vEeh vkSj cgu rkfyckfu;ksa ds tqYe
dk f’kdkj gks dj fcuk fdlh dks crk;s cxyku NksM+ dj dgha pyh x;h FkhA cgqr fnuksa ls mUgsa <w¡< jgk FkkA vHkh dqN fnu
igys fdlh us crk;k fd mlus mUgsa vYcan esa ns[kk Fkk rks mUgsa <w¡<rk gqvk ;gk¡ vk x;kA
esjh ckr lqu dj cw<+k Hkkoqd gks dj cksyk---- tukc bu rkfyckfu;ksa dks [kqnk xkjr djsA vki esjh csVh ds ?kj ij Bgj
tkbZ,xk] esjk nkekn rks gsjkr esa dkjksckj djrk gS vkSj eghus esa ,d ckj ?kj vkrk gSA esjs nkekn dk uke ‘kdhy dqjS’kh gS vkSj
esjh csVh dk uke jsgkuk gSA dqN fnuksa ds fy, esjh csVh dks Hkh vki nksuksa dk lgkjk gks tk,xk vkSj og Hkh vki yksxks dh enn
dj nsxh mUgsa <wa<us esa----A
eq>s mldh ckr t¡p x;hA viuh thi muds gokys dj] ml cw<+s dks ys dj eSa vkSj gqek vycan dh vksj py fn;sA gqek
vc rd lkjh dk;Zokgh nwj ls ns[k jgh FkhA esjs b’kkjs ij og thi ls mrj dj esjh vksj vk x;h vkSj esjs lkFk pqipki iqy dh
vksj py nhA jkLrs esa gqek us iwNk---- thtw D;k ;g yksx vkidh thi dks lqjf{kr j[k ldsaxs\ tokc esa eSaus mls lkjh ckr ls
voxr djk fn;kA
og cw<+k jkLrk fn[kkrs gq, vkxs py fn;k vkSj eSaus gqek dk gkFk idM+k vkSj mlds ihNs iqy ij py fn;kA dPpk iqy
gksus dh otg ls gj dne ij fgy jgk FkkA ik¡o tek dj ,d&,d dne c<+rs tk jgs FksA iqy ls dkQh uhps rst j¶rkj ls
unh cg jgh Fkh vkSj mlds fny ngykus okys ‘kksj us gqek dks oSls gh Mjk fn;k FkkA tSls gh ge iqy ds chpksachp igq¡ps gekjk
lkeuk rwQkuh gok ls gqvk fd ,slk ekuks fd gesa gok mM+k dj ys tk,xhA tSls&rSls gj dne dk¡irs gq, j[krs gq, geus iqy
ikj fd;kA iFkjhyh likV tehu ij ik¡o j[krs gh ge nksuksa us pkSu dh lk¡l yhA vkxs dk jkLrk fcYdqy likV vkSj lh/kk FkkA
vYcan ds jkLrs esa dksbZ ijs’kkuh ugha gqbZ vkSj vk/ks ?kaVs ds ckn ge ‘kdhy dqjS’kh ds ?kj igq¡p x;s FksA ?kj ij jsgkuk
feyh vkSj ml cw<s us viuh csVh dks lkjh ckrksa ls voxr djk fn;k vkSj mls crk fn;k fd jkr dks og esjh thi ysdj ;gk¡
vk;sxkA bruk dg dj og cw<+k okfil mlh iqy ds jkLrs ls okfil gks fy;kA jsgkuk dkQh feyulkj Fkh vkSj gqek ls tYnh gh
?kqyfey x;hA mlus gekjs Bgjus dk bartke uhps dh cSBd esa dj fn;k vkSj gqek dks vius lkFk ys dj jlksbZ esa pyh x;hA
eSa vYcan ,d vk’kk ls igq¡pk Fkk fd dk’k ftUgsa eSa <w¡<us vk;k gw¡ og lyek dh ek¡ o cgu gh gksa oukZ esjh lkjh esgur ij ikuh
fQj tk,xkA cl ,sls gh cgqr lkjs fopkj esjs eu esa vk&tk jgs FksA
vkl&ikl dk tk;tk ysus ds fy, eSa ?kj ds ckgj fudy x;kA vYcan ,d NksVk lk xk¡o Fkk vkSj fjgkbZ’kh bykds ds
ckgj pkjksa vksj ygygkrs gq, gjs&Hkjs [ksr fn[kk;h ns jgs FksA iSny pyrk gqvk fjgk;’kh bykds ls dkQh nwj fudy vk;k ysfdu
jkLrs esa eq>s dksbZ QSDVjh ;k cM+k dkj[kkuk ugha fn[kk;h fn;k FkkA cqjkZuh ls Vdjkus dk esjk lkjk Iyku vYcan esa çkslsflax IykaV
gksus ij fuHkZj dj jgk FkkA fnekx esa ckj&ckj fcyky dks dksl jgk Fkk fd dgha mlus eq>s vkf[kjh le; /kks[kk rks ugha ns fn;kA
;gh lksprs gq, eSa okfil gks fy;kA pyrs&pyrs fnekx esa [;ky vk;k fd MªXl ds çkslsflax IykaV dks ikuh cgqr pkfg, D;ksafd
vQhe ds ysi dks ,flfVd ,flM ls /kks dj ikuh ls lkQ djds ekQhZu cuk;h tkrh gSA blh fy, ,slk IykaV fdlh ikuh ds
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cM+s L=ksr ds ikl gksuk vfuok;Z gSA ;gh lksp dj eSaus viuh fn’kk cnyh vkSj unh dh vksj py fn;kA
unh ds fdukjs pyrs gq, vpkud esjk /;ku fdlh rst xa/k us viuh vksj [khapkA okrkoj.k esa vthc lh xa/k QSyh gqbZ
Fkh tSls&tSls eSa vkxs c<+ jgk Fkk eq>s lk¡l ysus esa rdyhQ gks jgh FkhA eq>s ?kj ls fudys yxHkx rhu ?kaVs gks x;s Fks vkSj lw;Z
Hkh fNi pqdk Fkk vkSj jkS’kuh Hkh de gksus yxh FkhA fnekx ckj ckj eq>s vkxs pyus dks çsfjr dj jgk Fkk vkSj fny okfil ykSVus
dks dj jgk FkkA ,d txg igq¡p dj vpkud fBBd dj #d x;kA unh ds ,d vksj yky jax dk ikuh mcyrk gqvk fn[kkbZ
fn;k ysfdu rst cgko ds dkj.k FkksM+h nwj ij og yky jax xk;c gks x;k FkkA bl ls igys dqN [krjk c<+s eSaus ml txg dh
fu’kkunsgh dh vkSj mYVs ik¡o okfil gks fy;kA eq>s IykaV dk ,d fljk rks fey x;k Fkk vkSj ykSVrs gq, eSaus jkr dks bl txg
dk xgjkbZ ls Nkuus dk fu’p; dj fy;kA
?kj ykSVrs eq>s va/ksjk gks x;k FkkA gqek esjh jkg ns[k jgh FkhA eq>s ns[k dj cksyh---- th dgk¡ fudy x;s Fks\ D;k jkLrk
Hkwy x;s Fks\ dkQh nsj gks x;hA jsgkuk us eq>s ns[k cksyh---- thtw HkkbZ vki dgk¡ pys x;s Fks\ mu nksuksa dks le>k;k fd [ksrksa
dh rjQ fudy x;k Fkk vkSj ogha nsj gks x;hA eSaus jsgkuk ls iwNk---- jsgkuk rqEgkjs vCck dc rd vk;saxs\ ----thtw HkkbZ] ;gk¡ ij
?kwe dj igq¡pus esa lkr ?kaVs yxrs gSa D;ksafd jkLrk cgqr [kjkc gSA vki mudk bartkj er dhft,] [kkuk rS;kj gS vkSj vki tc
Hkh pkgs ge vkids fy, [kkuk yxk nsaxsA eSa lqcg ls Hkw[kk Fkk---- jsgkuk vkius esjs eq¡g dh ckr Nhu yh] geus lqcg ls dqN ugh
[kk;k gS vxj vkidks rdyhQ u gks rks eq>s vHkh [kkuk ns nhft,A jsgkuk us esjh ckr lqu dj gqek dh vksj f’kdk;r Hkjh utjksa
ls ns[kk---- gqek] rqeus eq>s D;ksa ugha crk;kA lqcg ls Hkw[kh cSBh gqbZ gks ;g xyr ckr gSA cspkjh gqek us >sairs gq, dgk---- ckth
eq>s Hkw[k ugh yxh oukZ vki dks crk nsrhA jsgkuk us f>M+dh nh---- u eq>s ckth u dgukA D;k viuh ckth gksrh rks mls ugha
dgrh vkSj ckgj fudyus yxhA gqek us jsgkuk ds gkFk idM+ fy;s---- ckth eq>ls xyrh gks x;h eq>s ekQ dj nhft,A pfy,
ge nksuksa [kkuk ys dj vkrs gSa---- dgrs gq, jsgkuk dks eukrh gqbZ mlds lkFk jlksbZ dh vksj pyh x;hA
tYnh gh nksuksa [kkuk ys dj cSBd esa vk x;h vkSj tehu ij nLrj[kku ltk fn;kA vc eq>ls #duk eqf’dy Fkk vkSj
[kkus ij VwV iM+kA esjs lkFk jsgkuk vkSj gqek Hkh [kkus cSB x;hA [kkuk [kkrs gq, eSaus jsgkuk ls iwNk---- jsgkuk vki ;gk¡ ij dc ls
vk;h gks\ ----thtw HkkbZ] djhc nks lky gks x;s gSA fudkg ds ckn ls ;gk¡ vk x;h FkhA dqjS’kh lkfgc rks ;gha iSnk gq, gSaA
----jsgkuk] dHkh vkius ;gk¡ cqjkZuh lkgc dk uke lquk gS D;k] cgqr jbZl vkneh gS\ ----ugha rks] ;gk¡ ds lcls jbZl vkneh
dk uke lksgjkcqíhu gSA mudh ;gk¡ ij cgqr tehusa vkSj QSDVfj;k¡ gSA cqjkZuh uke dk dksbZ Hkh vkneh b/kj ugha jgrkA tc dqjS’kh
lkfgc vk;sa rks muls Hkh iwN yhft;sxkA jsgkuk ds tokc us eq>s vkSj Hkh va/ksjs dh vksj /kdsy fn;kA ,d ckj fQj ls ckr cukrs
gq, cksyk---- HkbZ esjs fy, rks lcls jbZl vkneh vYcan esa dqjS’kh lkfgc gSaA jsgkuk esjh ckr lqu dj ‘kekZ;h---- thtw HkkbZ] vki
vPNk etkd dj ysrs gSaA ----jsgkuk ;gk¡ ij fdl pht dh QSDVjh gS\ ----,d cM+h nokbZ cukus dh QSDVjh gS vkSj dqN NksVs&NksVs
dkj[kkus gSaA nokbZ dh QSDVjh dk lqu dj fnekx dh cÙkh tyh vkSj esjk jkr dk Iyku vkSj iq[rk gks x;kA
----thtw HkkbZ] vkidk fdl rjg dk dke gS\ ----jsgkuk gekjk dqUnqt dh igkMf;ksa esa [ksrh dk dke gSA gekjs ogk¡ ij fdlfel]
cknke vkSj fpYxkstsa ds ckxku gSA ----thtw HkkbZ vkids fudkg dks fdruk le; gks x;k gS\ eSaus gqek ij utj Mkyrs gq, cksyk-
--- buds lkFk fudkg gq, vHkh dqN gh fnu gq, gSA ;g esjh nwljh choh gSA igyh choh esjh dkcqy esa jg jgh gSA jsgkuk us gqek
dh vksj ns[krs gq, dgk---- deky gS fd dqN gh fnuksa esa ;g esjh NksVh cgu vkidh eksgCcr esa ikxy gks x;h gSA ,slk D;k tknw
dj fn;k gS bl ij\ vcdh ckj esjs >saius dh ckjh Fkh---- ;g rks budh tjkZuokth gS oukZ eq> ukpht dh ,slh fdLer dgk¡A -
---jsgkuk rqe crkvks dqjS’kh lkfgc rqe tSlh glhu choh dks ;gk¡ NksM+ dj ,d eghus dSls vyx jg ikrs gSa\ esjh ckr lqu dj
jsgkuk ‘keZ ls yky gks x;h---- thtw HkkbZ vki Hkh dSlh ckr dj jgs gSaA og vius dkjksckj esa brus O;Lr jgrs gSa fd esjh vksj
mudk /;ku gh ugha tkrkA eSa mudh pkSFkh choh gw¡---- dg dj cjru lesVus esa yx x;hA gqek Hkh jsgkuk dk gkFk caVkus ds fy,
[kM+h gks x;hA nksuksa cjru lesV dj jlksbZ dh vksj pyh x;h vkSj eSa vdsyk cSBd esa jg x;kA
jsgkuk ls nokbZ dh QSDVjh dk irk py pqdk Fkk vc cl vius ‘kd dks iq[rk djus ds ckn MsYVk Vhe dks lwfpr djuk
jg x;k FkkA ;gh lksprs gq, esjh vk¡[k yx x;hA dqN vkgV lqu dj eSa vpdpk dj mBk rks ns[kk gqek dejs esa cSBh gqbZ Fkh
vkSj jsgkuk njokts ij [kM+h gSA eq>s mBrs gq, ns[k dj jsgkuk cksyh---- thtw HkkbZ] vki lks jgs Fks eSaus vkidks ukgd gh txk
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fn;kA ----ugha jsgkuk] cksyks D;k ckr gS----A ----thtw HkkbZ] vCck vkidh thi ys dj vk x;s gSaA eSaus viuh ?kM+h ij utj Mkyh rks
ukS ct jgs FksA nks ?kaVs ls eSa lks jgk FkkA ,d uhan ysus ls rjksrktk gks x;k FkkA mB dj jsgkuk ds lkFk mlds vCck ls feyus
py fn;k vkSj esjs ihNs&ihNs gqek Hkh vk x;hA
mlds vCck ls nqvk&lyke djds thi dh pkch yh vkSj vius dqrsZ dh tsc ls ,d cM+k lk uksV fudky dj mUgsa Fkek
fn;kA jsgkuk ls dqN nsj ckr djus ds ckn mlds vCck iqy ds jkLrs vius ?kj dh vksj pys x;sA eSa okfil vk dj dejs esa ysV
x;kA dqN nsj ckn gqek Hkh esjs ikl vk x;hA mls ns[k dj eSaus iwNk---- D;ksa jsgkuk lks x;h D;k\ ----gk¡ jsgkuk ckth lksus pyh
x;hA
----gqek] vkt jkr dks eq>s dqN dke gSA rqe vkjke ls lks tkuk ysfdu njoktk can ugha djuk flQZ fHkM+k nsuk ftl ls
tc eSa vkÅ¡xk rks [kV[kVkuk u iM+sA esjh ckr lqu dj gqek ?kcjk dj cksyh---- thtw eSa Hkh pyrh gw¡A eq>s vdsys esa Mj yxsxkA
mldh ckr lqu dj eSaus le>k;k---- ns[kks jkr esa ckgj [krjk gS vkSj esjs lkFk rqe gksxh rks ;g [krjk vkSj Hkh c<+ tk,xkA rqe
;gk¡ ij lc dqN laHkkyuk eSa nks ?kaVs esa okfil vk tkÅ¡xkA gqek ds psgjs ij Mj ds fpUg mHkj vk;s FksA eSaus viuk lSVsykbZV
Qksu mBk fy;k vkSj thi dh lhV ds uhps ls viuh fiLrkSy fudky dj njoktk dh vksj py fn;kA gqek Hkh esjs ihNs ckgj
rd vk x;hA mlds psgjs ij fpUrk dh ydhjsa ns[k dj mls ‘kkar djus ds fy, vius lhus ls yxk dj jkr ds va/kdkj esa vks>y
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jkr dkQh xgjh gks x;h FkhA BaM Hkh vius iwjs ‘kckc ij FkhA unh ds fdukjs pyrh gqbZ rst cQkZuh gok us vax&vax dks tek
fn;k FkkA rst pky ls pyrs gq, >kMf;ksa dh vksV ysrs gq, eSa mlh txg ij igq¡p x;k tgk¡ eSaus yky jax dk ikuh mcyrs gq,
ns[kk FkkA ogk¡ igq¡p dj eSaus ml txg dk eqvk;uk fd;kA nwj&nwj fdlh Hkh IykaV dh >yd ugha fn[k jgh FkhA dqN le>
ugha vk jgk Fkk fd fdl vksj tkÅ¡\ dkQh nsj lkspus ds ckn ncs ik¡o unh ds Nksj ls fn’kk lh/kh dj ds pyus yxkA isM+ksa vkSj
>kMf;ksa dh vksV ys dj c<+rk pyk x;kA ;g igyh ckj Fkk fd eq>s dqNtxgvius vki <wa<uh iM+ jgk FkkA vc rd rks igys
gh esjs ikl lwpuk gksrh Fkh vkSj cl eq>s dke dks vatke nsuk gksrk Fkk ysfdu bl ckj eq>s [kqn fu’kkunsgh djuh FkhA va/ksjs esa
pqipki c<+rk pyk tk jgk Fkk fd nwj ,d txg ij eq>s fdlh ds [kM+s gksus dk vkHkkl gqvk eSa ogh¡ fBBd dj #d x;kA
lqulku txg ij tyrh gqbZ flxjsV dh ped ns[k dj esjk ‘kd ;dhu esa cny x;k FkkA ft/kj [kM+k gqvk Fkk ogha #d
x;k vkSj pqipki fudyus dh txg <wa<us ds fy, fuxkg nkSM+k;h ysfdu gYdh lh Hkh vkgV tkuysok lkfcr gks ldrh FkhA vc
nks rhu vknfe;ksa dh vkokt lqukbZ ns jgh FkhA ‘kk;n rhuksa is’kkc djus ds fy, bl rjQ vk;s FksA mudk /;ku esjh vksj ugha
Fkk blh fy, mudh fuxkg eq> ij ugha iM+h FkhA ftl txg eSa [kM+k gqvk Fkk ogha ij cSB x;k vkSj tehu ij ysV dj jsaxrk
gqvk muls nwj gks x;kA ;g rks vc r; Fkk fd og IykaV utnhd gh gS ysfdu fdl vksj Fkk ;g r; djuk eqf’dy gks jgk
FkkA eq>s bl ckr dh gSjkuh gks jgh Fkh fd fdlh Hkh çkslsflax IykaV dh [kkl ckr fVefVekrh gq, cYcksa ls gksrh gS ysfdu irk
ugha ,d Hkh tyrk gqvk cYc ugha fn[k jgk FkkA ?kM+h dh vksj /;ku fn;k rks jkr ds ,d ct jgs FksA vHkh eSa lksp gh jgk Fkk
fd D;k d:¡ rHkh dqN vkokt gqbZ vkSj xgjs va/kdkj esa tSls fnu fudy vk;kFkkA
eq>ls dqN QhV nwj nhokj ds ihNs ,d cgqr cM+h bekjr jkr esa txexk mBh FkhA ckÅaMªh oky ls nwjh cuk dj >kMf;ksa
dh vkM+ ysrs gq, eSaus ncs ik¡o fujh{k.k djrs gq, bekjr dk pDdj yxk;kA deky dh ckr Fkh dgha Hkh fctyh ds rkj ugha
fn[k jgs Fks ysfdu cYcksa dh jkS’kuh ls bekjr txexk jgh FkhA bekjr ds pkjksa dksuksa ij pkj Vkoj vkSj gfFk;kjksa ls ySl pkj
ls ik¡p vkneh gj Vkoj ij cSB dj fuxjkuh djrs gq, fn[ks vkSj jg&jg dj lpZykbV ls ohjku taxy dks jkS’ku dj nsrsA eSa
nwjh cuk dj isM+ ds ihNs ls esu xsV ij gksrh gqbZ lkjh xfrfof/k ij utj j[ks gq, FkkA eq>s ?kj ls fudys gq, dkQh nsj gks
pqdh Fkh vkSj vc rd ;g Hkh Hkwy x;k Fkk fd eq>s fdl vksj tkuk gSA bruk rks vkt dh jkr eSaus irk dj fy;k Fkk fd bl
txg t:j dksbZ xSj dkuwuh dke gks jgk FkkA
vc esjk T;knk nsj ogk¡ ij #duk [krjs ls [kkyh ugha Fkk bl fy, ihNs gVrk gqvk eSa ml bekjr ls nwj gksrk pyk
x;kA bl ckj eSaus jkLrs dk uD’kk vius fnekx esa cuk jgk FkkA dkQh nsj pyus ds ckn unh ds fdukjs igq¡p x;kA vius vki
dks >kMf;ksa esa fNik dj eSaus Qksu feyk;k----
----gSyks] jkstj----A ----gk; vkfej----A
----jkstj] nwljk çkslsflax IykaV esjh utj esa vk x;k gSA ----xqM vkfej] rqe dc ml IykaV ij /kkok cksyus dh lksp jgs
gks\ ----IykaV ij /kkok cksyus ls igys eq>s dqN tkudkjh pkfg,A ftl txg ls Qksu dj jgk gw¡ eq>s lSVsykbZV ls ml fxzM dh
QksVks pkfg,] gj ?kaVs ds ckn] iwjs pkSchl ?kaVs dh fjiksVZ pkfg, mlds fcuk eSa vVSd Iyku ugha dj ldw¡xkA ----foy Mw lks] fuf’pUr

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jgks vkfejA
----vPNk jkstj eSa MsYVk Vhe dks ;gk¡ cqyok jgk gw¡A ----vksds vkfej]eSa Hkh mUgsa vkMZj ikl dj nsrk gw¡---- dg dj jkstj us
Qksu dkV fn;kA vc ogk¡ ls jsgkuk ds ?kj igq¡pus esa eq>s T;knk nsj ugha yxhA jkr ds pkj ct jgs Fks tc eSa vius dejs esa
igq¡pkA gqek vHkh Hkh tkx jgh Fkh vkSj eq>s ns[k dj [kM+h gks x;h vkSj >iV dj esjs lhus ls yx x;hA
----D;k gqvk gqek] bruh ?kcjk;h gqbZ D;ksa gks\ og esjs lhus eq¡g fNik;s pqipki [kM+h jghA eSa mls vius lkFk ys dj tehu
ij fcNs gq, fcLrj ij vk dj ysV x;k vkSj og Hkh esjs lkFk gh ysV x;hA vc rd eSa dkQh Fkd pqdk Fkk vkSj esjh vk¡[ks uhan
ls cksf>y gks jgh FkhA mldh yVsa lokajrs gq,---- gqek vxj rqe ,sls gh ?kcjkvksxh rks dSls dke pysxkA vHkh rks ;g tax ‘kq:
gqbZ gSA ----thtw tc vki ;gk¡ ugha Fks rks chp jkr esa jsgkuk ckth vk;h FkhA mldh ckr lqu dj eSa pkSad dj cSB x;k---- rks fQj
mlus esjs ckjs esa iwNk ugha\ eSaus dg fn;k Fkk fd vki eq>ls ukjkt gks dj ckgj pys x;sA ----jsgkuk us iwNk ugha D;ksa\ ----thtw
eSaus dg fn;k fd og vkt jkr dks eq>s vQxkuh nqYgu cukus pkgrs Fks ysfdu eSaus euk dj fn;k rks cqjk eku x;sA gqek dh
ckr lqu dj esjh g¡lh NwV x;h vkSj g¡lrs gq, mls vius lhus ls yxk fy;k---- gqek] dy lqcg jsgkuk eq>s cqjh utjksa ls ns[ksxh
flQZ rqEgkjh otg ls---- dgrs gq, mls vius vkxks’k esa Hkj dj fQj ysV x;kA gkykafd gqek dk ueZ vkSj xqnkt ftLe esjs dks
dqN djus dk fuea=.k ns jgk Fkk ysfdu uhan esjs mij gkoh gksrh tk jgh Fkh vkSj tYnh gh ge nksuksa uhan esa [kks x;sA
lqcg dh [kViV dh otg ls esjh uhan VwVh rks irk pyk fd gqek esjs ikl ugha gSA eSa mB dj ogk¡ ls ckgj fudy dj
gqek dks <w¡< jgk Fkk fd jsgkuk vk x;hA gekjh vk¡[ks pkj gksrs gh jkr okyh ckr ;kn dj ds eSa >sai x;kA ----thtw HkkbZ] fdldks
<w¡< jgs gks\ vxj viuh ubZ uosyh choh dks <w¡< jgs gks rks og rks vkids ‘kkSd ls Mj dj vkidks NksM+ dj pyh x;hA eSaus
mldh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡[k Mky dj---- jsgkuk chch tks ,d ckj esjk gks x;k rks ges’kk ds fy, gks x;kA og eq>s NksM+ dj dgha ugha
tk ldrhA HkbZ eSa rks pk; ds fy, mB dj ckgj vk x;k FkkA vxj og pyh x;h gS rks rqe gh mldh deh iwjh dj nks vkSj
tYnh ls ,d pk; cuk nksA esjh ckr lqu dj jsgkuk ‘kekZ x;hA rHkh gqek gkFk esa pk; dk I;kyk fy;s vkrh gqbZ fn[kkbZ nh----
ns[k fy;k thtw HkkbZ vkius us dgk vkSj vkidh choh vkids fy, pk; ys dj vk x;hA fdruh QekZcjnkj choh gSA ----gk¡ HkbZ
rqEgkjh NksVh cgu gS ysfdu irk ugh bls jkr dks D;k gks tkrk gS fd bldh lkjh QekZcjnkjh mM+uNw gks tkrh gSA nksuksa ,d
nwljs dks ns[k dj g¡l nh vkSj mUgsa g¡lrk ns[k dj eSa Hkh g¡l fn;kA
gqek us eq>s pk; idM+k;h vkSj cksyh---- pk; ih dj vki xqly dj ysaA eSaus pk; dk I;kyk gqek ds gkFk ls fy;k vkSj
pqLdh ysrs gq, jsgkuk ls iwNk---- jsgkuk D;k rqeus dHkh dksbZ vuhlk uke dh vkSjr ;k mldh csVh thur dk uke lquk gS bl
txg\ ----ugha eSaus ;g uke igys dHkh ugha lquk bl txg---- lksprs gq, jsgkuk us dgkA lyek ds ifjokj dks <wa<us dh otg ls
;gk¡ vYcan dh rjQ vk;k Fkk ysfdu vHkh rd mudk dksbZ irk ugha py ik;k gSA dqN lksp dj ,d ckj fQj eSaus loky fd;k-
--- jsgkuk ;gk¡ [ksr ij dke djus okys etnwj dgk¡ jgrs gS\ ----thtw HkkbZ lc etnwj mlh [ksr ds vklikl jgrs gSa tgk¡ og
dke djrs gSaA og yksx xk¡o esa ugha jgrsA mldh ;g ckr lqu dj esjs vanj ,d u;h vk’kk txhA tYnh ls pk; [kRe djds
lh/kk xqly[kkus esa pyk x;k vkSj fQj rS;kj gks dj cSBd esa vk dj uk’rs ds fy, cSB x;kA
gqek vkSj jsgkuk us uk’rk lkeus ltk fn;kA ge lc Nd dj uk’rk djus esa yx x;sA ----jsgkuk] D;k rqe gekjs lkFk
[ksrksa ij py ldrh gks\ [ksrksa ij bl oä etnwj dke dj jgs gksaxs vkSj ogha ij py dj muls ckr dj ysrs gSaA rqe lkFk
gksxh vkSj vxj muds ?kj dh vksj x;s rks tks yM+dh ;k vkSjr feysxh rqe muls iwN ldrh gksA rqe ;gk¡ dh jgus okyh gks rks
dkQh yksx rqEgsa igpkurs gksaxs blls eq>s vklkuh jgsxhA ----thtw HkkbZ pfy, eSa vkidks vius [ksrksa ij ys dj pyrh gw¡ vxj ;g
ek¡&csVh fdlh Hkh [ksr ij dke dj jgh gksaxh rks gekjs etnwj ;k mudh vkSjrsa gesa dqN t:j crk ldsaxsA tYnh ls geus viuk
uk’rk [kRe fd;k vkSj [ksrksa dh vksj pyus dks rS;kj gks x;sA
jsgkuk dks vius lkFk ys dj eSa viuh thi ls [ksrksa dh vksj py fn;kA dPps mcM+&[kkcM+ jkLrs ls gksrs gq, ygygkrs
gq, [ksrksa ds chp ls gksrs gq, jsgkuk ds [ksrksa ij igq¡p x;sA
----thtw HkkbZ] ;gk¡ ls ys dj igkM+ dh rygVh rd dqjS’kh lkgSc ds [ksr gSaA gekjs [ksrksa ls yxs gq, [ksr lksgjkcqíhu ds

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gSa ysfdu bl tSls mlds ikl pkj VqdM+s vkSj gSaA ge nksuks thi ls mrj dj [ksr dh es<+ ij pyus yxs vkSj jsgkuk eq>s vklikl
ds [ksrksa ls voxr djkrh gqbZ vkxs pyus yxhA ----thtw HkkbZ] tjk eSa viuk fgtkc Bhd dj yw¡ oukZ ;gk¡ ds yksx ckrsa cuk,¡xs-
--- dg dj jsgkuk viuk fgtkc Bhd djus esa yx x;hA igyh ckj eSaus jsgkuk dks /;ku ls ns[kk---- chl&bDdhl lky dh mBrh
gqbZ mez] eneLr ;kSou dk fu[kkj iwjh rjg mlds ftLe ij Nk pqdk FkkA Hkjk gqvk lhuk vkSj iryh dej cl ns[krs gh curh
FkhA jsgkuk ds yqHkkous :i ns[k dj ,d ckj esjs tgu esa tjhuk dh ;kn rktk gks x;hA jsgkuk us viuk fgtkc Bhd fd;k vkSj
fQj vkxs dh vksj c<+ x;hA mlds ihNs pyrs gq, mlds gj dne ij fFkjdrs gq, furac esjs ftLe esa vkx yxk jgs FksA
vius [ksr ij igq¡p dj jsgkuk us vkokt yxk;h---- vks jgerh b/kj vkA ,d cw<+k lk etnwj nkSM+rk gqvk gekjh vksj vk;k
vkSj lyke djds ,d vksj [kM+k gks x;kA jsgkuk us dgk---- Hkkx dj tk vkSj lkjs yksxksa dks ys dj ;gk¡ vk eq>s muls dqN iwNuk
gSA bruk lquuk Fkk] jgerh us vkokt yxk dj lc yksxksa dks dqN le; esa bdB~Bk dj fy;kA jsgkuk esa lc dh vksj ns[krs gq,
iwNk---- fdlh us vuhlk ;k thur uke dh vkSjr ;k yM+dh dks b/kj [ksrksa ij dke djrs gq, ns[kk gS\ lc etnwj ,d nwljs dh
vksj ns[k dj ckr djus esa yx x;sA dqN nsj ds ckn ,d vkneh cksyk---- ekyfdu bl uke dh dksbZ Hkh vkSjr ;k yM+dh vius
[ksr ij rks ugha gS ysfdu vxj vki dgs rks eSa nwljs [ksrksa ij dke dj jgs etnwjksa ls iwN ldrk gw¡A jsgkuk lc yksxksa dks dke
ij yxus dks dgk vkSj ml etnwj dks nwljs [ksrksa dh vksj Hkst fn;kA ge nksuksa esM+ ij pyrs gq, ,d isM+ ds uhps tk dj cSB
x;sA nksigj ds le; [ksrksa ds chp mel vkSj xehZ ls ge nksuks ds psgjs ls ilhuk Vid jgk FkkA
----jsgkuk vHkh rks dqN le; yxsxk rqe viuk fgtkc D;ksa ugha mrkj nsrh\ bruh xehZ gS D;ksa vius vki dks rdyhQ ns
jgh gksA eSaus Hkh vius flj ij ca/ks gq, lkQs dks mrkj dj viuk psgjs ij vk;k gqvk ilhuk iksaN dj tehu ij j[k fn;kA
jsgkuk us esjh ckr dks vulquk dj fn;k vkSj vius iatksa ls feêh dqjsnrh gqbZ cksyh---- thtwHkkbZ vkidks gqek dh mez dk lkspuk
pkfg,A ----D;k eryc] jsgkuk eSa le>k ughA ----;gh fd vHkh mldh vQxkuh nqYgu cuus dh mez ugha gqbZ gS---- viuh fuxkgsa
mBk dj eq>ls utj feyk dj cksyhA ----D;ksa D;k bl ij mez dh ikcUnh gS D;k\ oSls D;k rqEgkjh mez vQxkuh nqYgu cuus
dh gS\
esjh ckr lqu dj mldk psgjk yky gksrk pyk x;kA og cksyh dqN ugh ysfdu mlds psgjs ls mlds vanj epyrs gq,
tTckr lkQ mfnr gks jgs FksA jsgkuk dk psgjk mldh mQurh gqbZ Hkkouk,¡ ls yky HkHkwdk gks x;k FkkA blls igys og dqN
cksys eSaus mldk gkFk idM+ fy;k vkSj viuh vksj [khap fy;kA og viuk gkFk NqM+kus ds fy, NViVk;h vkSj iwjh rkdr ls NqM+kus
dh dksf’k’k djrs gq, cksyh---- thtwHkkbZ---- dksbZ ns[k ysxk NksfM+;s uA eSaus mldh dykbZ ugha NksM+h vkSj viuh ck¡g mldh iryh
dej esa Mky dj cSB x;kA
----rqe esjh lkyh yxrh gks rks ?kcjk D;ksa jgh gks\ dgrs dj mls vius ikl fcBk fy;k---- vius ckjs esa crkvks fd dqjS’kh
lkgc ds ckjs esa---- fetkt esa dSls gSa vkSj [ksrh ds vykok og D;k djrs gSaA ----rqe [kq’k rks gks----\ ----thtw HkkbZ D;k crkÅ¡ vkidks-
--- esjs vCck us viuh nqdku ds fy, muls dqN iSls m/kkj fy;s Fks vkSj oä ij pqdk ugha lds bl fy, mUgksaus esjk gkFk ek¡x
fy;k vkSj vCck euk ugha dj ldsA [ksrh ds vykok mudk gsjkr esa nokbZ;ksa dk dkjksckj gSA ;gk¡ dh QSDVjh dk eky og gsjkr
esa csprs gSaA jsgkuk dh ckr lqu dj esjs dku [kM+s gks x;sA eq>s fo’okl gks x;k fd cqjkZuh dh igsyh dh ,d dM+h dqjS’kh Hkh gSA
vkf[kj dqjS’kh nokbZ ds IykaV ls tqM+k gqvk Fkk rks eq>s dqN vanj ds ckjs esa jsgkuk ls Hkh dqN tkudkjh fey ldrh FkhA
;gh lksp dj eSaus dgk---- jsgkuk rqe dHkh ;gk¡ dh QSDVjh esa x;h gks\ ----ugha thtwHkkbZ] dbZ ckj tc dqjS’kh lkfgc ;gk¡ ij gksrs
gSa rc QSDVjh ds yksx ?kj ij vkrs&tkrs jgrs gSaA ----D;k rqe fdlh vkneh dks ogk¡ ij tkurh gks\ ----gk¡] ogk¡ ij ,d bLekbZy
uke dk vkneh gS ftls eSaus dHkh&dHkh dqN dkxt fn, FksA ysfdu thtwHkkbZ og cgqr gh dehuk balku gSA tc Hkh eSa dqjS’kh
lkgc ds dgus ij ogk¡ x;h mlus gj ckj eq>ls cnrehth dh---- dHkh eq>s jkr dks vkus ds fy, dgrk vkSj dHkh---- [kSj NksM+ks
vki Hkh fdl ckr esa yx x;s---- cksyrs gq, mldk psgjk dqN lksp dj ‘keZ ls yky gks x;kA
IykaV ds ,d vkneh dk uke irk py x;k FkkA vc rd jsgkuk dh ckr lqu dj eSaus bLekbZy dks eksgjk cukus dk fu.kZ;
dj fy;k Fkk vkSj blds fy, eq>s jsgkuk dh enn pkfg, FkhA vxj bLekby dks vius paxqy esa Q¡lk fy;k rks nokbZ dh QSDVjh
dh lkjh vlfy;r lkeus vk tk,xhA eSaus /khjs&/khjs mldh dej lgykuh ‘kq# dh rks og fpgq¡d dj cksyh---- thtwHkkbZ] ;g vki
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dks D;k gks x;k gSA NksMf;s u---- dksbZ ns[k ysxk rks vkQr vk tk,xh---- fxM+fxM+krs gq, jsgkuk us #vk¡lh gks dj cksyhA mldh
ckr dks vulquk djrs gq, eSaus viuk gkFk /khjs ls dej ds mij ljdk dj mlds mUur o{kLFky ij j[k fn;k---- jsgkuk rqe
tSls ids gq, Qy dh dqjS’kh lkgc us cM+h csdæh dj j[kh gSA eq>s ls ;g ns[k dj ugha jgk x;k---- vkSj /khjs ls viuh gFksyh
esa Hkj dj mlds o{k dks eld fn;k vkSj fQj lgykus yxkA
----mbZ----vkg thtwHkkbZ dksbZ ns[k ysxkA u dfj,---- vki lcds lkeus eq>s #lok dj nsaxsA NksMf;s u----A ysfdu vc rd
jsgkuk dh u uqdqj esa f’kfFkyrk vk x;h FkhA og u pkg dj Hkh esjs gkFk esa fi?kyrh tk jgh Fkh vkSj mlus vius vki dks esjs
gokys dj fn;kA vc rd esjs gkFk mlds vax&vax dks ukius esa yx x;s FksA ----jsgkuk---- lp crkuk fd dqjS’kh lkgc us vkf[kjh
ckj dc rqEgsa ftLekuh lq[k fn;k Fkk\ og pqipki esjs da/ks ij flj j[k dj cSBh jghA vc rd esjs ftLe esa Hkh [kwu dh jokuxh
c<+ x;h Fkh vkSj ‘kyokj esa ncs gq, fyaxnso us Hkh flj mBk dj QqaQdkjuk ‘kq# dj fn;k FkkA vc eq>ls #duk eqf’dy gks jgk
Fkk eSaus jsgkuk dk gkFk idM+ dj vius gfFk;kj ij j[k fn;kA
jsgkuk us viuk gkFk [khap fy;k tSls mls fctyh dk >Vdk yxk gks---- gk;A ,d ckj fQj ls mldh dykbZ idM+ dj
mldh gFksyh esa fyaxnso dks idM+k fn;k---- ns[k yks bldks dSls epy jgk gSA vcdh ckj jsgkuk viuh gFksyh ugha gVkbZ vkSj
viuh eqB~Bh esa fyaxnso tdM+ dj mldk flj nck fn;k---- thtw HkkbZ vc eq>s le> vk;k fd cspkjh gqek dy jkr dks D;ksa euk
dj jgh FkhA bl tkfye dks ns[kks vkSj ml cspkjh dh mez ij xkSj djksA vc rd eSaus jsgkuk ds ‘kuhy ds dqrsZ ds vanj gkFk
Mky dj mlds uXu Lruksa ls f[kyokM+ djuk ‘kq# dj pqdk Fkk vkSj og esjh gjdr ij fpgq¡drs gq, rUuk;sa fyaxnso ds flj dks
ely jgh FkhA
----jsgkuk---- D;k [;ky gS rqEgkjs [ksr esa vkt viuk gy xkM+ nw¡A ----thtw HkkbZ---- v----vkg---- gqek D;k lkspsxh ysfdu bl
tkfye us eq>s ikxy dj fn;k gS---- rHkh fdlh ds dneksa dh vkgV lquk;h nh rks vius epyrs gq, vjekuksa dks nck dj >Vds
ls ge nksuksa vyx gks x;sA jger pyrk gqvk gekjh vksj vk;k vkSj cksyk---- ekyfdu vxj vki pkgs rks dqN pk; o uk’rs dk
bartke dj nw¡A vius yky rerek;s gq, psgjs dks fgtc ls <drs gq, cksyh---- ugha jgus nksA mldk uke D;k gS tks nwljksa ls
iwNus x;k gS\ ----jbZlA ekyfdu vki csdkj bl nksigjh esa ;gk¡ cSBh gqbZ gSa vki ?kj pyh tkbZ;s tc jbZl vk,xk rks ?kj Hkst
nw¡xkA jsgkuk us esjh vksj ç’uokpd fuxkgksa ls ns[kk rks eSaus Hkh xjnu fgyk dj pyus dk b’kkjk dj fn;kA jger dks le>k
dj jsgkuk thi dh vksj eqM+ x;h vkSj mlds ihNs&ihNs eSa Hkh py fn;kA
es<+ ij pyrs gq, ,d ckj fQj ls FkjFkjkrs gq, jsgkuk ds lqMkSy furacksa ds mij esjh fuxkgsa fpid dj jg x;h FkhA ---
-jsgkuk] dqjS’kh lkgc ;gk¡ ij dc&dc vkrs gSa\ ----og gj eghus ,d&nks fnu ds fy;s ;gk¡ vkrs gSa ysfdu mUgsa vius [ksr vkSj
fglkc&fdrkc ls QqlZr gh ugha feyrh gSA ----rks og rqe ij viuk I;kj dc yqVkrs gSa\ esjh ckr dks vulquk djrs gq, jsgkuk
pqipki thi dh vksj pyrh tk jgh FkhA mcM+&[kkcM+ es<+ ij pyrs&pyrs jsgkuk dk ik¡o yM+[kM+k;k vkSj >V ls eSaus mls vkxs
c<+ dj Fkke fy;k ysfdu >ksad esa ygygkrs [ksr ds vanj pyk x;kA esjs lkFk jsgkuk Hkh f[kaprh gqbZ [ksr esa vk x;hA flj ls
mij rd Qly us ge nksauks dks fNik fy;kA ekSdk Hkh Fkk vkSj nLrwj Hkh] vko ns[kk u rko jsgkuk dks viuh ckgksa esa Hkj fy;kA
og Hkh tSls blh ekSds ryk’k esa Fkh vkSj eq>ls fyiV x;hA ge nksuksa ds ftLe esa vkx rks dkQh nsj ls lqyx jgh Fkh ysfdu
vc iwjh rjg ls HkM+d pqdh FkhA
eSaus /khjs ls mldk fgtkc gVk;k vkSj jsgkuk ds psgjs ij utj MkyhA mldk mÙkstuk ls psgjk yky gks jgk Fkk vkSj
xqykch Mksjs vk¡[kksa esa rSj jgs FksA vk¡[ks pkj gksrs gh ‘keksZg;k ls fuxkgsa >qdk dj mlus viuh Loh—fr nh vkSj eSaus mlds v/k[kqys
xqykch gksaBksa ij vius gksaBksa dh fxj¶r esa ys fy;kA dHkh mu ij viuh tqcku Qsjrk vkSj dHkh mu ia[kqMf;ksa ls gksaBksa dk jl
lks[kus esa yx tkrkA dqN gh nsj esa ge nksuksa ,d nwljs ls xqFk ls x;s FksA de [kk;s gq, Qy dh feBkl vkSj dld lcls vyx
gksrh gS vkSj ,slk gh gky jsgkuk dk Hkh FkkA esjs gkFk Hkh mlds vax&vax dh uikbZ esa yx x;s Fks ysfdu mldk gkFk rks tSls
flQZ ,d gh pht dh ryk’k esa FkkA tSls gh mlds gkFk esa esjk gfFk;kj yxk og rks ikxyksa dh rjg fcQj x;h vkSj esjh ‘kyokj
dk ukM+k [kksyus esa yx x;hA
vpkud eq>s viuh vlfy;r dk [;ky vk;kA esjh tjk lh xyrh eq>s vkSj gqek dks gh ugha cfYd esjs lkjs Iyku dks
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[krjs esa Mky ldrh FkhA jsgkuk ds gqLu vkSj mlds psgjs dh I;kl us eq>s dqN nsj ds fy, va/kk dj fn;k Fkk ysfdu vc eSa
vius gks’k esa vk pqdk FkkA /khjs ls jsgkuk dks eSaus vius ls vyx fd;k vkSj cksyk---- jsgkuk vHkh ughaA og #d x;h vkSj esjh vksj
ns[k dj cksyh---- D;ksa\ ----eSa pkgrk gw¡ fd rqEgkjs ftLe ds ,d&,d fgLls dks vius I;kj ls lhap nw¡ vkSj bl txg ;g eqefdu
ugha gSA ?kj pyrs gSa ogha ij bl I;kj ds [ksy dks vatke nsaxsA ----thtwHkkbZ---- gqek dks irk py x;k rks D;k gksxk\ ----gk¡] vxj
mls irk py x;k rks mldk fny VwV tk,xkA ----jsgkuk ?kj pyks] ogha py dj lksprs gSa---- dgrs gq, mls NksM+ dj es<+ dh vksj
eqM+ x;kA ge nksuksa viuh&viuh m/ksM+cqu esa thi dh vksj py fn;sA
thi esa cSB dj eSaus dgk---- jsgkuk] rqeus bLekbZy dh dgkuh v/kwjh NksM+ nh Fkh vc crkvks lkjh dgkuhA mlls dgk¡
feyk djrh gks\ jsgkuk dk psgjk Mj ds ekjs lQsn gks x;k---- d----D;k thtwHkkbZ----ugha rks----A ----ns[kks esjh tku---- rqEgkjs dks ns[k
dj ugha yxrk fd rqe T;knk fnu fcuk enZ ds jg ldrh gks---- oSls Hkh dqjS’kh lkgc ds cl dk ugha gS rqEgkjh mQurh gqbZ
tokuh dks BaMk djukA lp crkvks fd bLekbZy ls dgk¡ feyk djrh gks\ ----ugha thtwHkkbZ vkidks xyrQgeh gks x;h gSA ----dksbZ
ckr ugh esjh tku vxj gels inkZ djksxh rks uqdlku esa jgksxh---- dg dj eSa pqi gks x;k vkSj thi MªkbZo djus esa viuk /;ku
yxk;kA jsgkuk us viuk gkFk c<+k dj esjh tka?k ij j[k fn;k vkSj cksyh---- thtwHkkbZ vki ukjkt gks x;s\ ----ugha eSa lksp jgk Fkk
fd ?kj ij rks gekjk feyu ugha gks ldsxk rks D;ksa u ge ogha pys tgk¡ rqe bLekbZy ls feyk djrh gksA vkf[kj ;g rks dksbZ
t:jh ugha gS fd ml txg rqEgkjs ftLe dk etk flQZ bLekbZy mBk,---- dg dj eSaus jsgkuk ij utj MkyhA
jsgkuk us viuk gkFk ljdk dj esjs lksrs gq, fyax ij j[k fn;k vkSj cksyh---- thtwHkkbZ tc ls bl tkfye dks eglwl
fd;k gS rc ls cgdrh pyh tk jgh gw¡A vxj tYnh gh bldks ugha fuxyk rks ikxy gks tkÅ¡xhA eSaus mldk gkFk idM+ dj
vyx j[k fn;k vkSj cksyk---- esjh tku vxj bldk Lokn p[kuk gS rks eq>s ;gh ,d jkLrk fn[kjgkgSA ?kj ij dj ugha ldrs
rks vkSj dgk¡ pys\ ----thtw HkkbZ vxj bLekbZy dks gYdh lh Hkh Hkud yx x;h rks og ge esa ls fdlh dks Hkh ftank ugha NksM+sxkA
----jsgkuk chch lksp yks bl dk Lokn p[kus ls ejgwe jg tkvksxhA ----thtwHkkbZ ;g dSlh ftí idM+ yh gSA ;gh ckr djrs gq,
ge vkcknh okys bykds esa ços’k dj x;sA tYnh ls jsgkuk us fgtkc vks<+ fy;k vkSj eq>ls vyx gks dj ,d rjQ cSB x;hA
?kj ij igq¡p dj jsgkuk lh/ks vius dejs esa pyh x;hA
eSa Hkh /khes dneksa ls pyrs gq, cSBd esa vk x;kA esjs ihNs gqek Hkh dejs vk x;h vkSj cksyh---- D;k gqvk dqN irk py
ldk\ jsgkuk ckth dks D;k gks x;k\ ----dqN ugha eq>ls ukjkt gS D;ksafd og dg jgh Fkh fd eSa rqEgkjh mez dk [;ky d:¡ vkSj
eSaus mls euk dj fn;k---- dg dj eSa fcLrj ij ysV x;kA gqek esjs utnhd vk dj cSB x;h---- th vkius mUgsa D;ksa ukjkt dj
fn;k eSaus rks vkt rd vkidks dHkh euk ugha fd;k FkkA eSa ml cspkjh ds lh/ksiu ij ej feVk vkSj mls viuh vksj [khap fy;k-
--- ixyh eSa rks etkd dj jgk FkkA D;k dHkh ,slk gks ldrk gS fd eSa viuh gqek dk fny nq[kkšxkA rHkh jsgkuk gekjs dejs esa
vk x;h---- thtwHkkbZ---- ysfdu eq>s gqek dks pwerk gqvk ns[k dj fBBd dj #d x;hA tYnh ls gqek eq>ls vyx gks x;h vkSj
cksyh---- ckth vPNk gqvk vki vk x;h vHkh ge vkids gh ckjs esa ckr dj jgs FksA jsgkuk us eqLdqjk dj dgk---- gk¡ eSaus ns[k fy;k
fd esjs ckjs esa dSls ckr py jgh FkhA mldh O;aX;kRed ckr ij gqek >sai x;hA eSaus ckr laHkkyrs gq, iwNk---- jsgkuk rqe esjh
fdl ckr ls ukjkt gks x;h\ ----ugha thtwHkkbZ eSa Hkyk vkils D;ksa ukjkt gksus yxh---- >sairs gq, jsguk us tokc fn;k---- eSa rks flQZ
;g dgus vk;h Fkh fd jbZl vk x;k gSA mldh ckr lqu dj eSa QVkQV [kM+k gks x;k vkSj jsgkuk ds lkFk ckgj pyk x;kA
nyku esa jbZl uke dk etnwj cSBk gqvk Fkk vkSj eq>s vkSj jsgkuk dks ns[k dj [kM+k gks x;kA ----gk¡ jbZl fe;k¡ dqN irk
py ldk---- mlds djhc vkrs gq, eSaus iwN fy;kA gekjs ihNs&ihNs gqek Hkh vk dj [kM+h gks x;hA ----tukc---- bl uke dh dksbZ
vkSjr ;k yM+dh fdlh Hkh [ksr ij dke ugha djrh gSA gk¡----ysfdu eSaus lc ls dg fn;k gS fd vxj fdlh dks dqN Hkh irk pys
rks QkSju ekyfdu vkidks bÙkyk djsA jsgkuk us mldh ckr lqu dj dgk---- jbZl rqe tjk vkl&ikl utj j[kuk fd dgha og
nksuksa uke cny dj ugha jg jgh gksA jbZl us jsgkuk dh ckr lquh vkSj fQj lyke djds [ksr dh vksj fudy x;kA jsgkuk dh
ckr esa ne Fkk fd dgh¡ og uke cny dj rks ugha jg jgh FkhA ----thtwHkkbZ vki ogk¡ ‘kke dks muds fjgk;’kh bykdksa esa py
dj ,d ckj [kqn ns[k ysa ‘kk;n dgha og yksx uke cny dj jg jgs gksaA ----gk¡ rqe Bhd dg jgh gks vkt ‘kke dks py dj
ns[k ysrs gSa---- eSaus Hkh viuh lgefr trk nhA ,d ckr dh fpUrk ckj&ckj lrk jgh Fkh fd vxj og nksuksa esjs lkeus Hkh iM+
x;h rks eSa mUgsa igpkuw¡xk dSls\ tks eSaus rLohj vuhlk dh ns[kh Fkh og rks ‘kk;n mldh tokuh ds fnuksa dh FkhA ;g Hkh dksbZ

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t:jh ugh Fkk fd ;gh og nksuksa gSa ftuds fy, lyek us eq>ls oknk fy;k FkkA blh i’kksis’k esa my>rk gqvk eSa okfil vk dj
vius dejs esa ysV x;kA rHkh esjs fnekx esa [;ky vk;k fd ;gk¡ vkus dk edln flQZ vuhlk vkSj thur ugh cfYd çkslsflax
IykaV Hkh gSA ;gh lksp dj eSa mB dj cSB x;k vkSj vius Iyku dks vatke nsus dh :ijs[kk cukus esa yx x;kA dqN nsj ds ckn
eSaus MsYVk Vhe dks u;s funsZ’k nsus ds fy, Qksu feyk;k----
----gSyks deky---- vkfej fnl lkbMA osyde bu n U;w vkmVfQVA ----deky ik’kk fnl lkbMA FkSaDlA gekjs fy;s D;k
vkMZj gSA esjh Vhe flQZ vkidks fjiksVZ djsxh ljA
----deky] eSa bl oä vYcan uke ds xk¡o esa gw¡A ;g xk¡o gsjkr ls dksbZ 60 ehy nwj if’pe dh rjQ iM+rk gSA rqe viuh
Vhe dks ys dj xqfj;u dh vksj tkus okys jkLrs ij vjckcr uke dh txg dks viuk csl cuk yksA bl txg dh igpku gS
fd ;gk¡ ij unh ikj djus ds fy, ,d dPpk iqy cuk gqvk gSA iqy ikj djrs gh vYcan igq¡p ldrs gSaA rqEgsa ;gk¡ igq¡pus esa
fdruk le; pkfg,\ ----lj] yxHkx rhu ?kaVs dk le; pkfg,A
----deky] vki dy jkr rd viuk csl ;gk¡ cuk ysaA eSa dy jkr dks iqy ds nwljh rjQ rqEgkjk bartkj d:¡xk---- ysfdu
lko/kku fdlh dks ogk¡ ij dkuksadku [kcj ugha gksuh pkfg,A ----;l lj---- bruh ckr djds eSaus viuk Qksu dkV fn;k vkSj jlksbZ
dh vksj py fn;kA vkt tYnh ls ‘kke dks gh [kkus dk dke [kRe djds ge rhuksa cSBd esa vk x;s FksA gqek esjh vksj ns[k dj
cksyh---- th vc ‘kke gks x;h gS vki ftruk ;gk¡ ls fudyus esa nsj djsaxs mruh gh nsj ls ykSVsaxsA jsgkuk us Hkh gqek dh ckr esa
gk¡ feyk;hA dqN gh nsj esa ge nksuksa pyus dks rS;kj gks x;sA gqek us njokts ls ge nksuksa dks #[klr fd;k vkSj ge nksuksa ‘kke
ds /kqa/kyds esa py fn;sA cqdkZ vks<+s jsgkuk esjs lkFk dne ls dne feyk dj py jgh FkhA dqN gh le; esa vkcknh okyh txg
ls fudy dj ge yksx ,d dPph ixM.Mh ij vk x;s FksA lqulku jkLrk vkSj va/ksjk xgjk gksrk tk jgk FkkA jsgkuk us vius
cqdsZ ls ,d NksVh lh VkpZ fudky yh vkSj jkLrk fn[kkrs gq, pqipki py jgh FkhA bu igkM+ dh rygVh okys bykdksa esa va/ksjk
cgqr tYnh f?kj vkrk gSA ----vkSj fdruh nwj gS jsgkuk chch\ esjk ç’u lqu dj jsgkuk us bByk dj tokc fn;k---- D;k thtwHkkbZ
bruh tYnh Fkd x;s rks ogk¡ ij D;k dj ik;saxsA esjh le> esa dqN&dqN vk x;k FkkA
eSaus ,d dne rsth ls c<+krs gq, dgk----esjh tku vkt bl cqdsZ ds uhps rks dqN ugha iguk gS----vkSj jsgkuk dh dej esa
gkFk Mky dj viuh vksj [khap fy;kA jsgkuk Hkh dVs o`{k dh rjg esjh ck¡gksa esa vk x;hA mlds cqdsZ fd fpyeu dks mij fd;k
vkSj mlds rirs gq, gksaBksa ij viuh eksgj yxk dj vius ls vyx fd;k vkSj cksyk---- dgk¡ ys dj tk jgh gks] D;k vkt dRy
djus dk bjknk gS\ ----thtwHkkbZ----vkt eSa vkidks ogha ys dj tk jgh gw¡ ftl txg ds ckjs esa vki iwN jgs FksA vxj blds ckjs
esa bLekbZy dks irk py x;k rks esjh [kSj ugha gSA mlls rks dqjS’kh lkgc Hkh Mjrs gSaA ml gjketkns us dqjS’kh lkgc ds lkeus
esjh bTtr ywVh Fkh vkSj og ukenZ dh rjg esjh ph[kksiqdkj lqurs jgsA jsgkuk dh ckr lqu dj eSa fBBd dj #d x;kA eq>s
#drk gqvk ns[k dj og Hkh #d x;hA
----jsgkuk D;k eryc gS rqEgkjk\ D;k bLekbZy ls dqjS’kh lkgc bruk [kkSQtnk Fks fd viuh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus rqEgkjs dks
csbTtr gksus fn;kA esjk fnekx ,d ckj fQj ls ?kwe x;kA igys eq>s yxk Fkk fd dqjS’kh gh cqjkZuh dk vYcan dk eqf[k;k gS
ysfdu jsgkuk ls ;g lqu dj eq>s yxk fd dqjS’kh rks flQZ cqjkZuh dk ,d I;knk gSA pyrs&pyrs jsgkuk #vk¡lh vkokt esa cksyh-
--- D;k crkÅ¡ thtwHkkbZ vkidks! dqjS’kh lkgc rks bLekby ds uke ls FkjkZrs gSaA ,d fnu og ?kj ij fdlh dke ls vk;k Fkk rks
eSaus dqjS’kh lkgc ls mldh f’kdk;r dh rks og xqLls ls ikxy gks x;kA mlus eq>s idM+ fy;k vkSj dqjS’kh lkgc ds lkeus esjs
dks csbTtr dj fn;kA ml fnu ls dqjS’kh lkgc us rks eq>s gkFk Hkh ugha yxk;k cl eq>s fgnk;r ns dj pys x;s fd tc Hkh
bLekbZy cqyk;s eq>s mlds ikl tkuk iM+sxk oukZ og eq>s ?kj ls ckgj fudky nsaxs vkSj Qkfg’kk vkSjr dk tkek iguk dj rykd
ns nsaxsA mlds ckn ls tc Hkh og cqykrk Fkk eq>s viuk ftLe uqpokus ds fy, tkuk iM+rk FkkA vki lgh dg jgs Fks fd igys
dqN fnu rks eSa viuh fdLer ij [kwc jks;h ysfdu fQj viuh ftLekuh Hkw[k feVkus ds fy, mlds ikl tkus yxhA eSaus jsgkuk
dks viuh ck¡gksa Hkj fy;k vkSj mlds vk¡lqvksa dks iksaNrs gq, dgk---- tYnh gh rqEgkjh csbTtrh dk fglkc eSa bLekbZy ls yw¡xkA
ge nksuksa pqipki pyrs gq, ,d dPph lh >ksaiMh ds ikl igq¡p x;sA jsgkuk us eq>s fn[kkrs gq, dgk---- thtwHkkbZ ;gh oks txg
gS ft/kj og dehuk esjs ftLe ds lkFk f[kyokM+ djrk gSA ykyVsu ugha ty jgh gS bldk eryc gS fd og vkt ;gk¡ ugh
vk;k gSA pfy, py dj vkt vki Hkh ns[k yhft,---- dgrs gq, esjk gkFk idM+ dj ml >ksaiM+h dh vksj ys x;hA

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jsgkuk esjk gkFk idM+ dj >ksaiM+h dh vksj c<+ x;hA lqulku taxy ds chp esa cuh gqbZ dPph lh >ksaiM+h dks ns[k dj ,d ckj
rks eq>s vk’p;Z gqvkA nwj&nwj rd fdlh dk ukeksfu’kku ugha fn[k jgk FkkA jsgkuk esjk gkFk NksM+ dj >kM+&Qwl dk njoktk
gVk dj vanj pyh x;h vkSj eSa ckgj [kM+k jg x;kA eSaus vius vkl&ikl –f”V Mkyh rks eq>s flok; nj[rksa vkSj Å¡ph [kM+h
gqbZ ?kkl ds vykok vkSj dqN Hkh utj ugha vk jgk FkkA rst gok ds dkj.k fgyrh gqbZ ?kkl fdlh vutku pht ds gksus dk
vkHkkl djk jgh FkhA
----thtwHkkbZ] vk tkbZ;s---- jsgkuk us vanj ls iqdkjkA vius [khls esa fNih gqbZ fiLrkSy ij gkFk Qsj dj esjs vanj de gksrs
gq, vkRefo’okl dks cy feyk vkSj eSa vanj pyk x;kA jsgkuk csap ij iM+h gqbZ ykyVsu dks tykus esa tqVh gqbZ FkhA dqN iy
va/ksjs esa [kM+s jgus ds ckn ekfpl tyus dh vkokt ds lkFk gh iwjh >ksaiM+h vanj ls jkS’ku gks x;hA ykyVsu dh jkS’kuh esa vanj
dk utkjk lkQ fn[k jgk FkkA ,d lkQ pknj ls <dh gqbZ xísnkj elgjh chpksachp iM+h gqbZ Fkh vkSj mlh ds fljgkus ,d frikbZ
ftl ij vk/kh [kkyh ‘kjkc dh cksry j[kh gqbZ FkhA jsgkuk /kEe ls elgjh ij tk dj cSB x;h vkSj eq>s vius utnhd vkus dk
b’kkjk djrs gq, cksyh---- fdl my>u esa le; [kjkc dj jgs gStukc\ eSa mldh vksj c<k vkSj tSls mlds utnhd igq¡pk og
>iV dj esjs lhus ls yx x;hA ----bruh tYnh D;k gS jsgkuk----vkt iwjh jkr vius ikl gSA ----thtw HkkbZ vki le> ugha jgs gks
fd ftruh tYnh ;gk¡ ls fudy tk, mruk vPNk gksxkA vxj og tkfye ;gk¡ vk x;k rks fQj ge nksuksa esa ls fdlh dh Hkh
[kSj ugh gS----dgrs gq, og esjs igyw esa vk dj cSB x;hA eSaus mldh dej esa gkFk Mky dj viuh vksj [khaprs gq, cksyk---- vc
rks ;g tkfye cqdkZ gVk nks---- dgrs gq, mldh fpyeu dks gVk dj mlds psgjs dks vius gkFkksa esa ys fy;kA ykyVsu dh jkS’kuh
esa mldh vk¡[kksa esa ns[krs gq, dgk---- jsgkuk chch rqe okdbZ esa csgn [kwclwjr gks----dgrs gq, eSaus mlds xqykch gksaBksa vius gksaBksa
dh dSn esa ys dj mudk jliku ‘kq: dj fn;k vkSj esjs gkFk mlds vaxksa dks ukius esa yx x;sA og jg&jg dj esjh ck¡gksa epy
jgh FkhA nksigj ls lqyxrs gq, ftLe esa vc rd vkx yx pqdh FkhA eSaus mls vyx djrs gq, dgk---- jsgkuk chch vc bl cqdsZ
dks Hkh mrkj nks ftlls rqEgkjs gqLu dks eSa viuh vk¡[kksa ls ns[k yw¡A mÙkstuk ls mldk psgjk yky gks jgk FkkA vpkud og mBh
vkSj eq>ls nwj gksrh gqbZ cksyh---- Bgjks tjk igys ykyVsu dh ykS de dj nsrh gw¡A mlus ykS dks de dj fn;k vkSj esjh vksj
ihB djds [kM+h gks x;h vkSj vpkud mldk cqdkZ] dqrsZ lesr] mrj dj mlds ‘kjhj ls ljdrs gq, tehu ij bdB~Bk gks x;kA
esjh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus ml laxejej lk xksjk ftLe mfnr gks x;kA
Hkjs gq, xksy furac vkSj eklay tka?ks] iryh dej vkSj xgjs dkys yacs cky furac rd fxjrs gq, ns[k dj esjs eq[k ls vkg
fudy x;hA esjh vkokt lqu dj jsgkuk us eqM+ dj esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj vk¡[ks pkj gksrs gh ‘kekZ x;h vkSj viuh fuxkgsa >qdk dj
esjh vksj eqM+hA ihNs ls uXu ftLe dks ns[k dj esjh vkg fudyh Fkh ysfdu mls lkeus ls ns[k dj rks eq>s lk¡i lwa?k x;k FkkA
Hkkjh o{k vkSj mu ij cknkeh jax ds Qwys gq, Lrukxz] ?kus ?kq¡?kjkys ckyksa ls <dk gqvk dfVçns’k] yEch xjnu vkSj rh[ks&u;u
uD’k vkSj xqykch gksaB] lc dqN fey tqy dj jsgkuk eq>s dkfynkl dh ;f{k.kh dh ;kn fnyk jgh FkhA
/khes dneksa ls pyrh gqbZ esjh vksj c<+hA mldk gj c<+rk gq, dne esjs lhus esa Hkwpky yk jgk FkkA mlds v/k[kqys gq,
gksaB vkSj okluk ls vksrçksr papy vk¡[ks fdlh dks ikxy djus ds fy, dkQh FksA esjs lehi vk dj [kM+h gks x;h vkSj cksyh----
thtwHkkbZ dSlh yx jgh gw¡A blls igys eSa dqN cksy ikrk fd ?kkl&Qwl dk njoktk fNVd dj HkM+kd ls [kqyk vkSj fdlh dh

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xqjkZrh gqbZ vkokt lqukbZ nh---- fcYdqy ,d fNuky dh rjg---- lkyh jaMh vius lkFk fdl ;kj dks idM+ dj ;gk¡ yk;h gSA ml
vkokt ds lkFk gh yM+[kM+krh gqbZ jsgkuk esjs igyw esa vk fxjhA
vkokt lqurs gh esjh mÙkstuk dkQwj gks x;hA viuh ckgksa esa jsgkuk ds uXu ftLe dks fy, tc rd eSa laHky ikrk rc
rd rhj dh rsth ls ,d Hkkjh Hkjde nsg dk vkneh esjs lkeus ,d pkdw ygjkrk gqvk vk dj [kM+k gks x;k FkkA esjs psgjs ds
lkeus pkdw ygjkrs gq, cksyk---- dkSu gS rw vkSj bl jaMh ds lkFk ;gk¡ D;k dj jgk gS\ vius cnyrs gq, gkykr dks ns[k dj esjs
psgjs ij Hkh gokbZ;k¡ mM+ jgh Fkh vkSj tqcku tSls fpid dj jg x;h FkhA jsgkuk us esjh vk¡[kksa esa ns[krs gq, nch gqbZ tqcku ls
cksyh---- thtwHkkbZ ;g bLekbZy gSA bl ckj mldh vk¡[kksa esa papyrk ugha Fkh cfYd ekSr dk [kkSQ mtkxj gks jgk FkkA
----thtwHkkbZ! lkyh fNuky rsjh cgu dc Fkh tks rsjk ;g thtwHkkbZ cu x;k---- jsgkuk ds cky idM+ dj ?klhVrs gq, bLekbZy
us iwNkA vc rd eSa vius vki ij dkcw dj pqdk FkkA eSaus jsgkuk ds ftLe dks ugha NksM+k vkSj mlds cky dks bLekbZy fd
fxj¶r ls ,d >Vds ds lkFk NqM+k dj cksyk---- HkkbZtku vkidks esjs vjekuksa ij BaMk ikuh fxjk dj cM+k etk vk;k gksxkA cM+h
eqf’dy ls viuh lkyh dks viuh choh dh fuxkg cpk dj ;gk¡ ys dj vk;k vkSj vki us lc xqM+&xkscj dj fn;kA D;k dqN
nsj ds fy, #d ugha ldrs Fks----vki dkSu gks\ mlus esjh vksj ?kwjrs gq, [kk tkus okyh fuxkg ls dgk---- igys rw crk fd rw dkSu
gSA eSa mldh ckr dks vulquh djds jsgkuk ds uXu ftLe dks lgykrs gq, mlds xky ij ckslk nsrs gq, eSaus viuh fiLrkSy vius
[khls ls fudky yh FkhA
----rw dkSu gS gjketkns---- eq>s ?kwjrs gq, xqLls ls fcQj dj cksykA vcdh ckj eSaus dgk---- vthc vged vkneh gks tks
csdkj yky&ihys gks jgs gksA ;g dksbZ rsjh C;kgrk rks gS ugha] tSls blds fy, rw gS oSls eSa Hkh gw¡A rsjh ijs’kkuh D;k gS\ eq>s BaMk
djus ds ckn ;g rsjs dks Hkh BaMk dj nsxhA dqN nsj ckgj cSB dj bartkj ugha dj ldrkD;k---- dgrs gq, jsgkuk ds Lru dks
bLekby dh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus eld fn;kA bruk lqu dj xqLls esa va/kk gks dj cksyk---- ;gk¡ rsjs ‘kjhj ds VqdM+s djds phy dkSoksa
dks f[kyk nw¡ rks Hkh dksbZ rsjh enn ds fy, ugh vk;sxk---- viuh yky&yky vk¡[ks fd;s bLekbZy Mxexkrk gqvk esjs cky idM+us
ds fy, viuk gkFk vkxs c<+k;kA blh iy ds bartkj esa Fkk] eSaus cpus ds fy, viuk flj ihNs fd;k vkSj jsgkuk ds ftLe ds
ihNs ls viuk fiLrkSy okyk gkFk fudky dj fVªxj nck fn;k---- /kk¡;---- xksyh lh/ks mlds ck¡;s dwYgs dks rksM+ dj vanj tk dj
cSB x;hA mlds eq[k ls â|fonkjd ph[k fudyh vkSj og /kEe ls tehu ij fxj dj <sj gks x;kA esjs gkFk esa fiLrkSy ns[k dj
jsgkuk dh Hkh flêh&fiêh xqe gks x;h FkhA
----esjh tku---- rqe tYnh ls vius diM+s igu yksA bl dehus us esjh lkjh jkr [kjkc dj nh oukZ vkt rqEgkjs gqLu dks
viuh eksgCcr ls lhap dj fu[kkj nsrk---- jsgkuk ds furac ij gkFk fQjkrs gq, ,d pir tM+ dj cksykA deky dh ckr Fkh ;gk¡
tku ij cu vk;h Fkh ysfdu fQj Hkh bl oä eq>s mlds furac dh FkjFkjkgkV viuh m¡xfy;ksa ij eglwl gqbZA ----mbZ----thtw
HkkbZ D;k dj jgs gks\ >ViV jsgkuk esjs mij ls gV dj vius diM+s iguus esa yx x;hA
vc eSaus tehu ij iM+s gq, bLekbZy dh vksj /;ku fn;kA og djkgrs gq, eq>s [kkus okyh utjksa ls ?kwj jgk Fkk ysfdu
esjs gkFk esa idM+h gqbZ fiLrkSy dks ns[k dj pqi FkkA ----bLekbZy fe;k¡----rqe vc dHkh Hkh vius iSjksa ij [kM+s ugh gks ldksxsA esjh
ckr lqu dj ,d ckj fQj ls xqjkZ;k---- rwus viuh ekSr cqyk;h gS gjketknsA rw D;k ;gk¡ ls vius iSjksa ij py dj okfil tk
ldsxk\ dqN nsj Bgj tkA mldh ckr dks dkVrs gq, vcdh ckj eSa xqjkZ;k---- bLekbZy bl oä rsjs dks flQZ ,d pht us ftank
j[kk gqvk gSA eq>s flQZ vuhlk vkSj thur pkfg,---- og nksuks dgk¡ gS\
----rqe dkSu gks\---- gdykrs gq, bLekbZy us iwNkA mu nksuksa ukeksa dks lqu dj mldk psgjk tnZ gks x;k FkkA ----eSa dksbZ
Hkh gw¡---- cl ;g tku ys fd rsjs dks flQZ vkt dh jkr ogh nksuksa cpk ldrh gSA vxj muesa ls fdlh ,d dks Hkh dqN gks x;k
rks ;g le> ysuk fd cqjkZuh rks x;k gh le>ks ysfdu rsjh ekSr cgqr Hk;kud gksxhA rw vius ejus dh Hkh[k ek¡xsxk ysfdu rw
ej ugha ldsxk vkSj eSa rq>s thus ugha nw¡xk---- esjh vkokt esa nfjafnxh Vid jgh FkhA
rHkh jsgkuk esjs ikl vk dj cksyh---- thtwHkkbZ bl dehus dks vki ;gha fBdkus yxk nksA bl us esjh etcwjh dk cgqr
Qk;nk mBk;k gSA bLekbZy us uQjr Hkjh utjksa ls jsgkuk dks ns[k dj cksyk---- fNuky rw rks oSls Hkh ugh cp ik,xhA lc tkurs

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gSa fd rw esjh j[kSy gS vkSj dy lqcg tc eSa QSDVjh ugha igq¡pk rks lcls igys og rsjs dks mBkus vk,¡xsA dbZ ckj rsjs bl ftLe
dks eSaus blh txg jkSank Fkk vkSj vkt vius u;s ;kj ls fey dj eq>s gh fBdkus yxkus dh lksp jgh gSA lkyh jaMh----
eSaus chp esa cksy dj mls pqi djk;k---- bLekbZy rw T;knk [kwu cgus ls ejuk pkgrk gS D;k\ vpkud bLekbZy dk ;FkkFkZ
ls lkeuk gks x;k vkSj tehu ij vius cgrs gq, [kwu dks ns[krs gq, f?kf?k;k dj cksyk---- [kqnk ds fy, eq>s cpk yks HkkbZtkuA
eSaus jsgkuk dh vksj ns[k dj dgk---- jsgkuk bl txg dk blds vknfe;ksa dks ekywe gS D;k\ ----ugha thtwHkkbZ esjs lkeus blds
vkneh ;gk¡ ij dHkh ugha vk;s FksA eSaus rc rd fcLrj ij fcNh gqbZ pknj dks QkM+ dj pkj&ik¡p drjus cuk yhFkhA----bLekbZy
lp crk fd bl txg dk rsjs vknfe;ksa dks irk gS\ vxj lqcg rd rw ugha igq¡pk rks og rq>s ;gk¡ ij ns[kus ds fy, vk,¡xs
fd ugha\ ----ugha HkkbZtku---- og nnZ ls djkgrk gqvk cksyk---- [kqnk ds fy, eq>s cpk yksA
----jsgkuk rqe vc vius ?kj pyh tkvks---- eSa bldh ejge iêh dj nsrk gw¡ ftlls bldk cgrk gqvk [kwu can gks tk,A
esjh ckr lqu dj og cksyh---- thtwHkkbZ vkidks blds ikl vdsys NksM+ dj dSls pyh tkÅ¡ vkSj gqek dks D;k dgw¡xh\ ----jsgkuk
rqe bldh fpUrk er djks---- eSa lqcg rd vk tkšxkA vHkh rqe tkvks vkSj ?kj tk dj vkjke djks---- dgrs gq, jsgkuk dks tcjnLrh
ckgj dh vksj /kdsy fn;kA dqN {k.k jsgkuk ckgj [kM+h jgh fQj rst dneksa ls pyrs gq, va/ksjs esa vks>y gks x;hA eSaus ?kM+h ij
utj Mkyh rks irk pyk fd vHkh flQZ nks ?kaVs gh gq, Fks ?kj ls fudys gq, vkSj lqcg gksus esa vHkh dkQh le; FkkA
jsgkuk ds tkus ds ckn eSaus ‘kjkc dh cksry mBkbZ vkSj bLekbZy ls nks&pkj ?kw¡V ihus ds fy, dgk---- bls ih yks rks ‘kk;n
nnZ de eglwl gksxkA bLekbZy us tYnh ls ‘kjkc ds pkj&ik¡p rxM+s ?kwaV Hkjs vkSj fQj esjh vksj ns[krk gqvk cksyk---- ‘kqfØ;k
HkkbZtkuA eSaus bLekbZy dks lgkjk ns dj mBk;k vkSj fQj fcLrj ij fyVk fn;kA ck¡;sa dwYgs dh gìh rks cqjh rjg ls VwV x;h
FkhA eSaus fdlh rjg xksyh ds lqjk[k dks ‘kjkc ls lkQ fd;k vkSj iêh nck dj ck¡/k nh vkSj ?kk;y iSj dks gok esa mBk dj
yVdk fn;kA
----bLekbZy dqN le; ds fy, rqEgkjh pksV dk bykt rks gks x;k gS ysfdu vc esjh ckr dk lgh tokc ugha fn;k rks
rqEgkjh [kSj ughaA vuhlk vkSj thur dgk¡ ij gS\ bLekbZy us esjh ckr dk tokc ugha fn;k vkSj fcLrj ij iM+k djkgrk jgkA
eSaus viuh fiLrkSy dh ewB dks mlds ?kko ij j[k dj nck fn;kA ,d nnZ Hkjh ph[k mlds eq[ks ls fudy x;hA eSaus ,d ckj
fQj ls viuk ç’u nksgjk;kA vc dh ckj mlus dgk---- og nksuks lksgjkcqíhu ds [ksrksa ij yxh gqbZ gS vkSj QSDVjh ds xkMZ~l :e
esa jgrh gSA
eSaus nwljk ç’u fd;k---- rqEgkjh QSDVjh esa vQhe dh çkslsflax gksrh gS u\ mlus viuk flj fgyk dj gkeh HkjhA ogk¡ ij
fdrus yksx gSa\ ----HkkbZtku yxHkx ,d lkS pkyhl vkneh gSaA ----bl QSDVjh dk ekfyd dkSu gS\ ----lksgjkcqíhu tukcA dkQh
nsj rd loky tokc dk Øe pyrk jgkA tc dHkh esjs fdlh ç’u ij mldk eq[k can gks tkrk rks esjh fiLrkSy dh ewB vkSj
mlds ?kko dk feyu gks tkrk FkkA lkjh t:jh tkudkjh bdB~Bh djus ds i’pkr mls ogha NksM+ dj eSa >ksaiM+h ls ckgj fudy
x;kA
ckgj vk dj eSaus bl txg dh Vksg ysus dh xjt ls QSDVjh dh fn’kk esa py fn;kA djhc nks ehy pyus ds ckn eSaus
,d ckj fQj ls vius vki dks QSDVjh ds lkeus [kM+k ik;kA vkl&ikl dk tk;tk ysdj ,d ckj fQj ls eSa >ksaiM+h dh vksj
py fn;kA bLekbZy vHkh Hkh fcLrj ij iM+k gqvk nnZ ls djkg jgk FkkA eq>s ns[k dj bLekbZy us ,d ckj fQj ls xqgkj yxk;h-
--- HkkbZtku vki tks dqN tkuuk pkgrs Fks og lc crk fn;k vc eq>s vLirky igq¡pk nks---- dle [kkrk gw¡ fd vkidk uke fdlh
ls ugha yw¡xkA dkQh nsj rd og cM+cM+krk jgk vkSj [kqnk dk okLrk ns dj blh rjg eq>s ;dhu fnykrk jgkA
eSaus ‘kjkc dh cksry mBk;h vkSj mldh vksj mNky nh---- ,d gh lk¡l esa [kRe dj nsA mlus cksry >iV dj idM+ yh
vkSj xVkxV cksry [kRe djds ,d vksj yq<+dk nh vkSj pqi gks dj ysV x;kA eq>s dkQh nsj ls jg&jg dj [;ky vk jgk Fkk
fd ;g vkt dh jkr dks ;gk¡ dSls igq¡p x;kA vcdh ckj eSaus nksLrh ds vUnkt esa iwNk---- ;kj bLekbZy rw eq>s lp crk fd rw
vkt dh jkr ;gk¡ dSls igq¡p x;k FkkA esjh ckr lqu dj og pqi gks x;k vkSj fQj dqN lksp dj cksyk---- HkkbZtku ykyVsu dh
ykbV ns[k dj vk;k FkkA mlds gko Hkko ls lkQ Fkk fd og >wB cksy jgk FkkA eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls viuh fiLrkSy fudky yh

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vkSj mldh vksj c<+k---- ;kj eq>ls rw >wB ugha cksy ldsxk vkSj csdkj gh vius dks rdyhQ nsxkA eq>s viuh vksj c<+rk gqvk
ns[k dj f?kf?k;k dj cksyk---- HkkbZ eSa lp dg jgk gw¡---- u----ugha eq>s jsgkuk us cqyk;k FkkA eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls viuk gkFk mBk;k
vkSj tksj ls mlds ?kk;y dwYgs ij ewB ls okj fd;kA og nnZ ls fcyfcyk ds ph[k mBk---- HkkbZ ej x;k---- thur---- ckgj gS----
gk; ej x;kA
mlds eq[k ls thur dk uke lqu dj ,d {k.k ds fy, eSa tM+or lk [kM+k jg x;k FkkA ----dgk¡ gS thur---- eSaus xqjkZ dj
iwNkA ----HkkbZtku ;gk¡ dqN nwj >kMf;ksa esa ca/kh gqbZ iM+h gqbZ gSA fcuk nsj fd;s eSa >ksaiM+h ds ckgj Hkkxk ysfdu ?kqi va/kdkj esa
mls dgk¡ [kkstrk ;gh lksp dj okfil vanj x;kA fxjscku ls idM+ dj bLekbZy dks fcLrj ls mBk;k vkSj lgkjk ns dj vius
lkFk ckgj ys dj vk x;k---- vc crk fd rwus mls fdl rjQ NksM+k Fkk\ mlus ,d vksj b’kkjk djds fn[kkrs gq, dgk---- HkkbZtku
mls ogk¡ >kMf;ksa esa NksM+k Fkk---- bl ls igys og dqN vkSj cksyrk eSaus mldh dej ij ,d ykr tM+ dj /kDdk fn;k vkSj og
nnZ ls ph[krs gq, pkjksa [kkus fpÙk gks dj tehu ij <sj gks x;kA bl BaMh jkr esa [kqys vkleku ds uhps og vdsyh---- lksp dj
ml fn’kk esa Hkkx fudykA
ml txg igq¡p dj viuh fuxkg b/kj&m/kj nkSM+k;h ysfdu va/kdkj esa >kMf;ksa ds vanj dqN Hkh lkQ ugha fn[k jgk
FkkA gj iy esjh /kM+du c<+rh tk jgh FkhA vius vkidks l;ar dj djds ,d ckj fQj ls u;s fljs >kMf;ksa ds chp esa ns[krs
gq, vkxs c<+k---- dqN dne pyus ds ckn eq>s fdlh ds lk¡l ysus dh vkokt lqukbZ nhA ----thur---- thur-—- vkokt yxkrs gq,
ml vksj py fn;kA ,d txg >kMf;ksa ds ihNs xïs esa eq>s ,d xBjh lh iM+h gqbZ fn[kh vkSj fcuk nsj fd;s eSa xïs esa mrj x;kA
,d yM+dh QVs iqjkus diM+ks esa BaM ls cpus gsrq vius vki dks fldksM+ dj fu’py iM+h gqbZ FkhA mlds gkFk ihNs dh vksj ca/ks
gq, Fks vkSj eq[k esa diM+k Bqalk gqvk FkkA mlds eq[k ls diM+k fudky dj da/ks ls fgykrs gq, eSaus vkokt nh---- thurA ysfdu
og ,d Vd eq>s ns[krh jgh ysfdu mlds eq[k ls tjk lh vkokt ugha fudyhA mldk cnu cQZ lk BaMk iM+k gqvk FkkA
mls vius da/ks ij mBk dj ljiV >ksaiM+h esa ys x;kA thur dks esjs da/ks ij ns[k dj nnZ ls ph[krk gqvk bLekbZy vius
vknfe;ksa dks vkokt yxk jgk FkkA eSaus viuh fiLrkSy fudkyh vkSj lh/kk bLekbZy ds ekFks ij fVdk dj fVªxj nck fn;kA ----
/kk¡;---- dh vkokt ls {k.k Hkj ds fy, taxy xqatk;eku gks x;k vkSj fQj ogh ‘kkafr Nk x;hA vc eq>s bLekbZy dh t#jr ugha
jg x;h FkhA tks dqN eq>s QSDVjh ds ckjs esa tkuuk Fkk og igys gh mlls mxyok fy;k FkkA bLekbZy dks ?klhVrk gqvk eSa mlh
xïs fd vksj ys x;k vkSj mldh yk’k dks ogha Qsad dj okfil vk x;kA
ykyVsu dh jkS’kuh esa ml vlgk; yM+dh ds mij utj Mkyh rks ns[k dj pkSad x;kA mldk psgjk&eksgjk fcYdqy lyek
ls feyrk tqyrk FkkA og yM+dh xqe lh utjksa ls eq>s ns[krh jgh ysfdu mlds eq[k ls dksbZ vkokt ugha fudy jgh FkhA eSaus
/khjs ls mlds gkFkksa ds ca/ku [kksy fn;s vkSj ml ij fcLrj ij iM+k gqvk dEcy Mky fn;kA mlds iSjksa dks vius gkFkksa esa ysdj
jxM+uk ‘kq# fd;k ysfdu fQj Hkh og fu’py iM+h jghA lkjs y{k.k eq>s gkbZiksFkfeZ;k ds fn[k jgs FksA eSaus tYnh ls vksl ls Hkhxs
gq, QVs iqjkus diM+s mlds ‘kjhj ls vyx fd;s vkSj fQj vius diM+s mrkj dj vkSj mlds lkFk dEcy esa ?kql x;k vkSj vius
‘kjhj ls fyiVk dj ysV x;kA ,d iy ds fy, eq>s ,slk yxk fd tSls eSaus cQZ dh flYyh ls fyiV x;k gw¡ ysfdu /khjs&/khjs
vius gkFkksa ls mlds ftLe dh ekfy’k djuh ‘kq: dh vkSj vius ‘kjhj ls mlds uXu ftLe dks <d dj jxM+uk ‘kq: fd;kA
dkQh esgur e’kDdr ds ckn mlds cstku lnZ psgjs ij ykfyek vkus yxh vkSj cQZ ls BaMk ‘kjhj Hkh xeZ gksus yxk FkkA vk/kh
jkr fudy pqdh Fkh vkSj Fkdku ls esjh vk¡[ks Hkh cksf>y gks jgha FkhA tYnh gh esjh vk¡[k yx x;hA
uhan esa mM+rs gq, eSa lyek ds le{k igq¡p x;k FkkA ogh iqjkus vkmVgkml esa lyek ds lkFk fcrk;h gqbZ jkr ;kn vk
x;h FkhA vkt Hkh mlds cnu dh cukoV vkSj gksaBksa dh df’k’k dks eSa eglwl dj jgk FkkA gekjs ftLe okluk dh vkx ls ty
jgs Fks vkSj ,d nwljs esa lekus ds fy, viuh jkg ij py fn;s FksA ogh igyh jkr esa fd;s gq, ,dkdkj vkSj vfHklkj ds ,glkl
ls esjk ftLe fi?ky dj lyek ds ftLe ds varjax vaxksa dks ugykus esa yx x;k---- blds vkHkkl ls esjh uhan VwV x;h vkSj
lyek ds lkFk gq, ,dkdkj dh fu’kkuh esjs lkeus FkhA thur dk uXu ftLe esjs uhps nck gqvk Fkk vkSj esjk fyax mldh ;ksfu
dh xgjkbZ;ksa dks uki dj viuk çsejl cjlk jgk FkkA og cspkjh vk¡[ks QkM+s esjh vksj ns[k jgh Fkh vkSj mldh vk¡[kksa ls cgrh
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eSa viuh gh utjksa esa fxj pqdk FkkA vkReXykfu ds cks/k ls tyrk gqvk tYnh ls thur ds mij ls gVk vkSj vius diM+s
igu dj mlds fljgkus [kM+k gks x;kA og vHkh Hkh esjs dq—R; ls ?kk;y gks dj flld jgh FkhA tehu ij fuxkgsa xM+k;s eSa
‘keZlkj gks dj cksyk---- thur tks gks pqdk gS og okfil ugha gks ldrkA eSa rqEgkjk xqukgxkj gw¡ vkSj ges’kk jgw¡xkA ysfdu vHkh
gesa ;gk¡ ls fudyuk gSA dqN gh nsj esa fnu fudy vk,xk vkSj fQj ;gk¡ ls cp dj fudyuk eqf’dy gksxkA rqe tYnh ls vius
diM+s igu yks---- dgrs gq, eSaus mlds diM+s mBk dj fcLrj ij j[k fn;s vkSj ckgj fudy x;kA
ckgj cQhZyh gok vius iwjs tksj ls py jgh Fkh vkSj va/ksjk Hkh ?kuk gks x;k FkkA dqN nsj ds ckn thur yM+[kM+krh gqbZ
ckgj vk;h vkSj pqipki esjs lkeus vk dj [kM+h gks x;hA mlds diM+s ns[k dj eSaus viuh tkdsV mls iguk nh vkSj ,d gkFk
esa ykyVsu mBk dj pyus yxkA og ihNs gh [kM+h jghA ----thur pyks esjs lkFk---- eSaus eqM+ dj mls dgk vkSj mldk gkFk Fkke
dj pyus yxkA og yaxM+krh gqbZ /khes dneksa ls esjs lkFk f[kaprh gqbZ lh pyus yxhA lcls igys eSa mUgha >kMf;ksa ds ikl ys
x;k tgk¡ ls mls yk;k FkkA mls ogha NksM+ dj eSa uhps xïs esa mrj x;k vkSj ykyVsu dk cpk gqvk rsy bLekbZy dh yk’k ij
fNM+d dj mlesa vkx yxk nhA mldh yk’k dks tyrs gq, ns[k dj thur dh ph[k fudy x;h vkSj fQj tksj&tksj ls g¡lus
yxhA eSa tYnh ls xïs ds ckgj vk dj mldks ‘kkar fd;k vkSj fQj mldk gkFk Fkke dj ixMaMh idM+ yhA mldh pky ls
yx jgk Fkk fd og cM+h rdyhQ esa Fkh ijarq og cksy dqN ugha jgh FkhA esjs ls jgk ugha x;k mls viuh ck¡gksa esa mBk;k vkSj
rst dneksa pyrs gq, ckdh taxy dk jkLrk rsth ls r; fd;kA vkcknh okyh txg ij igq¡prs gh mls mrkj dj iSny pyus
ds fy, dgk---- thur vc rqe iSny pyksA ge nksuksa /khes dneksa ls pyrs gq, jsgkuk ds edku ij igq¡p x;s FksA
lqcg ds ik¡p ct jgs FksA njoktk fHkM+k gqvk Fkk mls /kdsy dj eSa lh/kk cSBd esa pyk x;kA gqek xgjh uhan esa lks jgh
FkhA eSaus gqek dks fgyk dj mBk;k---- gqekA esjh vkokt lqu dj og >V ls mB x;h---- thtw vki rks lqcg vkus okys FksA rHkh
mldh utj fc[kjs gq, cky] QVs gq, diM+s igus gq, yM+dh ij iM+h---- vjs ;g dkSu gS thtw\ ----gqek ;g thur gS---- rqe tjk
,d tksM+h vius diM+s ys vkvks blds fy,---- esjh ckr lqu dj og pqipki viuh vyekjh dh rjQ c<+h vkSj fQj vpkud eqM+
dj vk’p;Zpfdr gks dj [kq’kh ls ph[kh---- thtw ;g lyek ckth dh cgu gS u\ og thur ls vk dj fyiV dj jksus yxhA
thur igys ls gh lgeh gqbZ Fkh vkSj bl rjg gqek dks vkfyaxuc) djrs gq, ns[k dj fdadrZO;foew<+ lh [kM+h jg x;hA
----gqek---- bldks diM+s cnyus gSaA ;g lc rks ckn esa Hkh gks ldrk gSA esjh ckr lqu dj cspkjh gqek >sai x;h vkSj thur
dks NksM+ dj tYnh ls vius diM+s ykus ds fy, vyekjh dh vksj pyh x;hA thur ds gkFk esa diM+s idM+k dj gqek dejs ds
ckgj pyh x;hA ----thur----rqe gesa ugha tkurh ysfdu fQygky ds fy, flQZ bruk fo’okl dj yks fd ge rqEgkjs nksLr gSaA
vius diM+s cny dj tYnh ls dEcy vks<+ yks---- dgrs gq, eSa mldh vksj c<+kA og fldqM+ dj ihNs gV x;h---- ;g diM+s dgk¡
cnyw¡\ igyh ckj thur dh vkokt esjs dkuksa esa iM+h FkhA ogh iryh vkSj ?kafV;ka ctus lh vkokt fd vxj eSa vk¡[k can dj
yw¡ rks ,slk yxs fd lyek cksy jgh FkhA eSa dejs ls ckgj fudy x;k vkSj njoktk fHkM+krs gq, dgk---- rqe vHkh ;gk¡ cny yks
ckn esa ns[ksaxs fd rqEgkjs Bgjus dh O;oLFkk dgk¡ djuh gksxhA
eq>s ckgj [kM+s gq, ns[k dj gqek us iwNk---- thtw D;k gqvk\ og vius gkFk esa pk; vkSj dqN uk’rk Vªs esa ysdj vk;h FkhA
----dqN ugha] thur diM+s cny jgh Fkh bl fy, eSa ckgj vk dj [kM+k gks x;k FkkA thur ds feyus ls gqek dkQh mRlkfgr Fkh
vkSj mlds psgjs ij [kq’kh lkQ >yd jgh FkhA ----thtw ;g vkidks dgk¡ feyh\ bldh vEeh dgk¡ ij gS\ ----cl HkbZ---- gqek vHkh
bldks gesa fNik dj j[kuk iM+sxkA eSa ugha pkgrk fd thur ds ckjs esa jsgkuk dks dqN Hkh irk yxsA ge nksuksa njokts ij nLrd
ns dj vanj pys x;sA rc rd thur us vius diM+s cny fy;s Fks vkSj dEcy vks<+ dj cSBh gqbZ FkhA gqek us mls pk; idM+k;h
vkSj uk’rs dh IysV mlds lkeus j[k dj esjs ikl vk dj cSB x;hA ----thur] pk; vkSj uk’rk dj yks---- eq>s irk ugha dy ls
rqeus dqN [kk;k gS fd ugh¡---- dg dj eSa Hkh pk; ihus esa yx x;kA
----thtw] thur ckth dh ‘kDy fdruh lyek ckth ls feyrh gS---- vk’p;Zpfdr gks dj gqek cksy mBhA ----gqek] ‘kDy gh
ugha bldh vkokt Hkh lyek ls cgqr feyrh gS---- dqN lksprs gq, esjs eq[k ls fudykA vc rd thur viuk isV Hkjus esa tqV
x;h FkhA tYnh ls uk’rk lkQ djus ds ckn og pk; ihus esa yx x;h FkhA vc eSaus vkokt nh---- thurA ysfdu og pqipki
pk; ihrh jghA eSaus ,d ckj fQj mls vkokt nh---- thurA bl ckj ,d {k.k ds fy, mlus esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj fuxkgsa >qdk

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dj pk; ihrh jghA vcdh ckj eSaus viuk iSarjk cnyk---- thur dqN gh nsj esa lqcg gks tk,xh vkSj vkt gh gesa vuhlk dks Hkh
bu yksxksa dh dSn ls vktkn djkuk gSA vuhlk dk uke lqurs gh mlds gkFk esa Fkek gqvk pk; dk I;kyk NwV x;k vkSj mldh
vk¡[kksa ls vk¡lqvksa dh >M+h lh yx x;hA >ViV gqek esjs ikl ls mB dj thur dh vksj pyh x;h vkSj mls pqi djkus yxh---
- ckth D;k gqvk----vki pqi gks tkbZ;s u---- vc lc Bhd gks tk,xk---- dgrs gq, thur ds xys yx dj jksus yxhA ,d nwljs ds
xys yx dj nksuks dkQh nsj rd jksrh jgh vkSj eSa pqipki mu nksuksa dks ns[krk jgkA
thur vkSj gqek ds pqi gks tkus ds ckn eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls pqIih rksM+h---- thur eq>s bLekbZy us crk;k Fkk fd rqe nksuksa
lksgjkcqíhu ds [ksrksa ij dke djrh FkhA vkt ge mlh [ksr ij pysaxs vkSj rqe vuhlk dks eq>s nwj ls fn[kk nsuk ftlls eSa mls
Hkh mu yksxksa ds paxqy ls vktkn djk dj ;gh ys vkšxkA esjh ckr lqu dj thur cksy mBh---- vEeh rks ugh jghA mls dy
jkr dks bLekbZy us ekj fn;kA mldh ckr lqu dj eSa HkkSapDdk jg x;kA eafty ds brus djhc vkus ds ckn Hkh eSa ukdke;kc
jg x;k FkkA ----thur ;g lc dSls vkSj dc gqvk eq>s foLrkj ls le>kvksA
thur /khes Loj esa flldrs gq, cksyh---- eSa vkSj vEeh lqcg [ksr ij dke djrs Fks vkSj ‘kke dks vkdj QSDVjh ds ,d
dejs esa jgrs FksA igys rks gekjh ftanxh dh rdyhQs flQZ dke rd lhfer jgrh Fkh ij vHkh dqN fnuks ls tc ls bLekbZy
;gk¡ vk;k Fkk rc ls mlus gesa ijs’kku djuk ‘kq: dj fn;k FkkA og jkr dks gekjs dejs esa vk dj vEeh ls yM+rk FkkA og eq>s
vius lkFk jkr esa ckgj ?kqekus ds fy, ys dj tkuk pkgrk Fkk vkSj vEeh blds fy, rS;kj ugh FkhA blfy, og vEeh dks ekjrk
Fkk vkSj dHkh ge nksuksa dks dejs ls ckgj fudky dj BaM esa NksM+ nsrk FkkA dbZ fnu ls og jkr dks vEeh dks idM+ dj tcjnLrh
ckgj ys tkrk Fkk vkSj lqcg gksus ls igys nksuksa ykSV vkrs FksA dy jkr dks mlus ftí idM+ yh Fkh fd og eq>s ys dj tk,xk
ysfdu vEeh mlds lkFk fHkM+ x;h FkhA dkQh nsj rd mlus vEeh dks ekjk vkSj ihVk ysfdu gj ckj vEeh eq>ls ;gha dgrh
jgha fd blds lkFk ckgj ?kweus ugh tkukA dy rks gn gks x;h Fkh---- mlus viuk pkdw fudkyk vkSj csjgeh ls vEeh ij geyk
dj fn;kA mlus vEeh dks pkdw ls xksn dj ekj fn;kA ;g dgrs gq, vpkud fQj ls lqcd dj jksus yxhA
----thur] og rqEgkjh vEeh dks pkdqvksa ls xksnus ds ckn rqEgsa tcjnLrh mBk dj ogk¡ ij ys vk;k Fkk fd ugha\ thur
us flj fgyk dj esjh ckr dk leFkZu fd;kA vc dkQh lkjh ckr esjh le> esa vk pqdh Fkh fd D;ksa bLekby dy jkr dks ogk¡
ij fi;s gq, vk;k Fkk vkSj D;ksa og thur dk uke fNikus dh dksf’k’k dj jgk FkkA ----thur D;k rqEgkjh dksbZ lyek uke dh
cgu gS\ thur us esjh vksj vk’p;Z ls ns[krs gq, dgk---- ughaA eSaus fQj ls ,d loky fd;k---- D;k rqe lS;n lkfgc dh csVh gks
tks iqfyl egdes esa dke djrs Fks\ thur us xjnu fgyk dj gkeh Hkjh vkSj ,d ckj fQj ls jksus yxhA vc dh ckj eq>ls ugha
jgk x;k vkSj mB dj mldh vksj x;k rks og Mj ds ekjs dk¡ius yxh vkSj gqek ls fyiV x;h vkSj dgk---- cgu eq>s blls
cpkvksA mlds Mj dks Hkk¡i dj eSa ogh #d x;k vkSj nwj tkrs gq, dgk---- rqe Mjks ugha---- ns[kks eSa okfil tk jgk gw¡---- vkSj fQj
okfil vk dj ogha ij cSB x;kA gqek us thur dks lkaRouk nsrs dgk---- ckth vki csdkj esa thtw ls Mj jgh gSA thtw vki nksuksa
dks cpkus ds fy, gh ;gk¡ vk;s gSA buls Mjus dh dksbZ t:jr ugh gSA
eSa Hkh vthc pDdj esa ?kupDdj cu pqdk FkkA jkr dks eSaus thur dh vLer mldh lgefr ds cxSj ywV yh FkhA vius
bl dqdeZ dks eSa dSls gqek dks crkrkA thur lyek ds otwn ls fcYdqy ukokfdQ Fkh vkSj vuhlk tks ‘kk;n bl jgL; ij ls
inkZ mBk ldrh Fkh og Hkh bl nqfu;k ls tk pqdh FkhA D;k d:¡ Hkxoku eSa dgk¡ Q¡l x;k Fkk vkSj vc Q¡lrk gh pyk tk jgk
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eSa cM+h my>u esa Q¡l x;k Fkk ysfdu eq>s bl ckr dh Hkh [kq’kh Fkh fd tSls rSls eSaus thur dks rks bu tkfyeksa dh dSn ls
vktkn rks djk fy;k Fkk ysfdu lyek vkSj thur dh igsyh vHkh Hkh ugha lqy>h FkhA gk¡ ,d ckr vPNh gqbZ Fkh fd gqek vkSj
thur bl nkSjku dkQh utnhd vk x;h FkhA nksuksa ,d nwljs ds lkFk [kqlj&iqlj esa yxh gqbZ FkhA eSa nwj cSB bu nksuks dks
ns[krs&ns[krs Å¡?k jgk Fkk fd rHkh njokts ij nLrd dh vkokt lqukbZ nhA >V ls eSaus mB dj gqek dks njokts dh fpV[kuh
[kksyus dks dgk vkSj thur ds ikl vk dj dEcy esa ?kql x;kA thur dks vius vkxks’k esa ys dj dEcy ls <d dj cSB x;kA
njokts ij jsgkuk [kM+h gqbZ FkhA eq>s dEcy vksM+s gq, ns[k dj og vanj vk dj cksyh---- thtwHkkbZ vki ;gk¡ ij dSls\
mlds ikl dkSu gS\---- vkSj lkFk gh Mj ds ekjs dk¡i Hkh jgh FkhA ----jsgkuk vc rqe bLekbZy dks fcYdqy Hkwy tkvks vkSj og vc
dHkh Hkh rqEgsa ijs’kku ugha djsxkA jsgkuk esjk psgjk rkdrs gq, esjh ckr dk vlyh vFkZ fudkyus esa yxh gqbZ FkhA eSaus ,d ckj
fQj ls dgk---- rqe bLekbZy dks Hkwy tkvks vkSj cl ,slk le> yks fd dy dqN gqvk gh ugh FkkA rHkh gqek chp esa cksy iM+h-
--- ckth eq>ls dqN dke Fkk D;k\ tSls okfil gks’k esa vk;h---- va----ugh----gk¡ lqcg gks x;h gS vkSj rS;kj gks dj jlksbZ esa vk tkvksA
vkt thtwHkkbZ dh ilUn dh phts cuk,axs---- vkSj dgrs gq, dejs ds ckgj pyh x;hA
gqek us esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj eqLdqjk dj jsgkuk ds ihNs pyh x;hA esjs vkxks’k esa nch gqbZ thur iÙks dh rjg dk¡i
jgh FkhA eSaus mls vius ls vyx fd;k vkSj fQj nwj gV dj cSB x;kA thur us Hkh viuk eq[k dEcy ls ckgj fudky dj
dejs dk tk;tk fy;k fQj mB dj cSB x;hA eSa tkurk Fkk fd og eq>s ns[k jgh gS ysfdu eSa viuh fuxkgs uhps fd;s cSBk jgkA
----thtw---- mldh Mjh gqbZ vkokt lqu dj eSaus mldh vksj ns[kkA ----gk¡ cksyks----A ----ckth dgk¡ x;h\ ----dkSu gqek---- og rS;kj gksus
x;h gS vHkh dqN nsj esa vk tk,xh---- dg dj ,d ckj fQj ls uhps ns[kus yxkA ----thtw----A ----gw¡---- cksyksA Iyht mudks cqyk
nhft,A vcdh ckj eSaus mldh vksj ns[k dj cksyk---- thur rqe eq>s crkvks dqN pht pkfg, gks rks mldks rks vHkh dqN le;
yxsxkA og pqi gks dj fQj ls cSB x;hA dqN le; ds ckn ,d ckj fQj ls mldh vkokt lqukbZ nh---- thtwA ----gk¡ cksyksA --
--eq>s ckFk:e tkuk gSA eSa mBk vkSj mlds ikl x;k vkSj cksyk---- vkvksA og fcuk dqN cksys esjs ihNs&ihNs py nhA
cSBd ds ckgj fudyrs gh eq>s jsgkuk vius dejs dh vksj tkrh gqbZ fn[kk;h nh rks eSa >V ls ihNs gV x;k vkSj thur
ls Vdjk x;kA ----gk;---- dgrs gq, tSls gh og uhps fxjus dks gqbZ rHkh eSaus mldh dej esa viuh ck¡g Mky dj mls Fkke fy;k-
--- l‚jhA thur Hkh vius >ksad esa cksyh---- bV~l vksdsA eSaus thur dk gkFk Fkkek vkSj ncs dneksa ls cSBd ds lkFk gh yxs gq,
xqly[kkus dh vksj ys tk dj mls vanj dj fn;k vkSj njoktk fHkM+k dj m/kj gh [kM+k gks x;k vkSj cksyk---- thur tc ckgj
vkuk gks rks /khjs ls eq>s dg nsuk eSa ;gha [kM+k gqvk gw¡A dqN le; ckn vanj ls fpjifjfpr vkokt vk;h---- thtwA eSaus /khjs ls
njokts dks vk/kk [kksyk----vk tkvks---- dg dj mldk gkFk idM+k vkSj tYnh ls mls cSBd ds vanj ys x;kA
----thur cl ,d nks fnuksa dh ckr gSA ,d ckj ge ;gk¡ ls lgh lyker fudy x;s rks fQj rqEgsa fNius dh t:jr ugha
gS---- mls I;kj ls le>krs gq, dgkA vcdh ckj mlus Hkh flj fgykrs gq, dgk---- Bhd gSA mls dejs esa NksM+ dj eSa vius fuR;
dk;ksaZ ls fuo`r gksus ds fy, pyk x;kA dqN le; ds ckn rS;kj gks dj cSBd esa vk;k rks ns[kk fd gqek vkSj thur vHkh Hkh
ckr djus esa yxh gqbZ gSA eq>s ns[k dj gqek pgdh---- thtw---- ckth dks Hkh rS;kj gksuk gS vki dgsa rks bUgsa eSa vius lkFk ys
tkÅ¡A ----gk¡ D;ksa ugha ysfdu gqek bl ckr dk [;ky j[kuk fd bl ij jsgkuk dh utj u iM+ lds---- dg dj eSa okfil dEcy

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esa ?kql x;kA gqek vkSj thur dejs ds ckgj fudy x;hA
vkt dh jkr MsYVk Vhe ;gk¡ igq¡psxh ;gh lksp dj eSaus vius Qksu ij utj Mkyh rks irk pyk fd jkstj us QSDVjh ds
bykds ds lkjs fp= eq>s Hkst fn;s FksA pkSchl ?kaVs ds IykaV ds ,fj;y fp= ogk¡ dh lqj{kk ds bartkekr dks n’kkZ jgs FksA ,d&,d
fp= dks cM+h lko/kkuh ls ns[k dj vius fnekx esa Iyku dk js[kkfp= cukus esa yx x;kA ;g VkxsZV Hkh cgqr cM+k IykaV FkkA
,d le; ij yxHkx ,d lkS pkyhl vkneh dk;Zjr gqvk djrs gSaA bLekbZy us oSls gh eq>s crk fn;k Fkk fd jkr esa ,d cts
ds ckn vQhe dh çkslsflax dh tkrh gS vkSj fnu esa flQZ nokbZ;k¡ curh gSA ‘kke dks lkr cts ds ckn yksdy dkexkjksa dh
f’k¶V cny tkrh gSA ,d cts ls lqcg lkr cts rd flQZ mTcsd vkSj rkftd yksx gh dke djrs gSaA lqj{kk dh ftEesnkjh Hkh
rtkd yksxksa ds gkFk esa Fkk tks ogk¡ dh Øsd Vhe dk fgLlk FksA D;k MsYVk Vhe ds vkB lnL; dkQh Fks bl IykaV dks mM+kus
ds fy,\ ;gh lksprs gq, esjh vk¡[k yx x;hA
fdlh ds rst Loj dh otg ls esjh uhan VwV x;hA dejs esa gqek vkSj thur cSBh gqbZ FkhA vkokt lqu dj eSa mB dj
ckgj pyk x;kA nks [kwa[kkj ls psgjs okyksa ls esjk lkeuk gks x;kA rc rd jsgkuk Hkh Hkkxrh gqbZ ckgj fudy vk;h FkhA eq>s
ns[k dj mldh gokbZ;k¡ mM+ x;h Fkh vkSj gdykrh gqbZ cksyh---- thtwHkkbZ] ;g eq>ls feyus vk;s gSaA vki tk dj vkjke dhft,A
mldh ckr dks lqu dj eSaus dgk---- dSls&dSls yksx gSa rqEgkjs feyus okysA budks reht ugha gS fd fdlh bTtrnkj ?kj esa ?kql
dj bl rjg ls vkokt yxkrs gSa\ rHkh muesa ls ,d cksyk---- eqvkQ dhft;sxk tukc ge yksx cgqr nsj ls vius ,d lkFkh dks
<w¡< jgs FksA mldk vc rd dqN irk ugha py ldk gS rks bu eksgrjek ls iwNus ds fy, vk x;sA ----vPNk---- dg dj eSaus ckr
dks vkxs ugha c<+k;kA jsgkuk us tokc fn;k fd og bLekbZy ls fiNys eghus feyh Fkh ysfdu dy jkr dk mls dqN irk ughaA
og nksuksa jsgkuk dh ckr dks lqu dj mYVs iSj ykSV x;sA
thtwHkkbZ eSaus dgk Fkk fd ;g yksx eq>s ugha pkSu ls thus nsaxs---- dk¡irs Loj esa jsgkuk us eq>ls dgk---- vc D;k djsaxsA
rqe fpUrk er djks---- bLekbZy dks phy dkSos vc rd [kk pqds gksaxsA dk¡irh gqbZ jsgkuk dk gkFk idM+k vkSj mls ?klhVrs gq,
mlds dejs esa ys x;kA dejs dk njoktk can djds mldh vksj eqM+k---- jsgkuk vius vki dks laHkkyks rqEgkjh NksVh lh xyrh Hkh
cgqr uqdlkunk;d gksxhA ysfdu esjs ‘kCnksa dk ml ij dksbZ vlj ugha gks jgk FkkA og esjk gkFk idM+ dj yxkrkj cM+cM+k;s
tk jgh Fkh---- vc esjk D;k gksxk thtw HkkbZA eSaus mldk /;ku bl ckr ls gVkus ds fy, dgk---- esjh tku dy jkr ds v/kwjs
dk;ZØe dks vkt iwjk dj ysa\ vpkud esjh ckr lqu dj jsgkuk flgj mBh vkSj cksyh---- tt----thtwHkkbZA blls igys og dqN
vkSj cksy ikrh mls eSaus viuh ck¡gksa esa tdM+ fy;k---- esjh tku jkr dks rqEgkjs ftLe ds gj fgLls dks viuh vk¡[kksa esa dSn dj
fy;k Fkk vkSj bl bartkj esa Fkk fd dc rqEgkjs gqLu dks viuh eksgCcr ls lhpw¡xkA vc ekSdk fey x;k gSA rqe irk ugha dc
ls I;klh gks---- dgrs gq, esjs gksaB mlds gksaBksa dks <w¡<rs gq, viuh lgh txg ij tk dj cSB x;sA
jsgkuk dk laxejejh ftLe esjh ck¡gks esa epyus yxkA ,d [kwclwjr ftLe esjs lkeus flQZ ‘kuhy ds dqrsZ vkSj ‘kyokj esa
FkkA dqN diM+ks dh otg ls vkSj dqN mlds T;knk epyus dh otg ls esjs gkFk b/kj&m/kj fQly jgs FksA vc rd jsgkuk dy
jkr ds bLekby ds gknls dks Hkqyk dj esjs gksaBksa ds okj ls mÙkstuk esa cgs tk jgh FkhA mldks viuh ck¡gksa esa Hkjs eSa fcLrj rd
vk pqdk FkkA dy jkr dks mlds uXu ftLe ds n’kZu djus ds ckn vc eq>ls #duk eqf’dy FkkA fcLrj ij fyVk dj mlds
mij Nk x;kA esjs gkFk vius dke esa yx x;s FksA mldh ‘kyokj dk ukM+k [khap dj <hyk dj fn;k vkSj /khjs ls mls vius
iatks esa Q¡lk dj uhps ljdk fn;kA blls igys og gks’k esa vkrh eSaus mlds dfVçns’k ij viuh m¡xfy;ksa ls VVksyuk ‘kq: dj
fn;kA nwljk gkFk jsgkuk dh iryh dej dks uki dj uhps dh vksj ljd dj eD[ku ls fpdus furac ij csjksdVksd ?kweus yxkA
----g----gk;----thtwHkkbZ ej tkÅ¡xh----vk----gk;---- BaMh flLdkfj;k¡ ysrs gq, ckj&ckj jsgkuk esjs gksaBksa dks pwlus esa yxh gqbZ
FkhA ----jsgkuk----rqe xtc dh [kwclwjr gks---- dgrs gq, uhps dh vksj ljd x;kA esjh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus mldk [ktkuk ukp jgk Fkk
ftls eq>s vkt ywVuk FkkA nks fpduh eklay tka?kksa ds chp esa iko lh Qwyh gqbZ larjs dh tqM+h gqbZ Qk¡ds fdlh vutkuh vk’kadk
ls QM+drh gqbZ yx jgh FkhA vc rd esjk fyax Hkh ‘kyokj esa viuk flj mBk dj vdM+ pqdk FkkA eSaus mldh v/k[kqyh gqbZ
Qk¡dks ij viuh xeZ ‘okl NksM+hA esjs bl okj ls jsgkuk rM+i dj jg x;hA dqN iy #d dj eSaus dgk---- jsgkuk] vkt rd
fdlh us rqEgkjs bu gksaBksa dks pwek gS---- vkSj dgrs gh vius gksaBksa dks mu QM+drh gqbZ Qk¡dksa ij j[k fn;k vkSj mudk jl lks[kus

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esa yx x;kA ;g ‘kk;n jsgkuk dk igyk vuqHko FkkA mldh ;ksfu ds gksaBksa dks tSls gh eSaus vius gksaBksa esa nck;k vkSj mldh
njkj ij viuh tqcku fQjk;h og ikxy lh fcLrj ij viuk flj b/kj&m/kj iVdus yxhA
----t----th----th----tw----Hk----g----vk----; gk; thtwHk----bb----bZbZbZ----A
----jsgkuk] vHkh rks ‘kq:vkr gS---- eSaus viuh maxfy;ksa ls flj mBkrh gqbZ dyh dks vius gksaBksa esa nck dj viuh tqcku ls
ekfy’k djuh ‘kq: dj nh vkSj viuh maxyh ;ksfufNæ ds Hkhrj ljdk dj vanj&ckgj djuk ‘kq: fd;kA
----gk; esjs vYykg----thtw----HkkbZ----gk;----;----¸;---- jsgkuk bl çdkj dh NsM+[kkuh T;knk nsj cnkZ’r ugha dj ik;h vkSj fcuk
#ds >Vds ysrs gq, cg fudyhA eSa Hkh iwjs ;Ru ls mldh cgrh gqbZ ;ksfu dh gj ,d cw¡n dks pkV x;kA ,slk yx jgk Fkk fd
fcLrj ij Hkwpky vk x;k FkkA xgjh lk¡ls ysrh gqbZ jsgkuk ;dk;d fu’py gks dj iM+ x;hA eSa viuh txg ls mB dj mlds
lkFk ysV x;kA esjk fyax Hkh vdM+ dj [kM+k gqvk Fkk vkSj vc mls Hkh viuk tkSgj fn[kkuk FkkA eSaus viuh ‘kyokj mrkj dj
,d fdukjs j[k dj jsgkuk ij ysV x;kA esjk gfFk;kj fdlh erokys gkFkh dh lwaM dh rjg ygjk jgk FkkA vius fyax dk flj
m?kkM+ dj VekVj ds lkbt dk lqikM+k jsgkuk dh njkj ij fQjk dj /khjs ls mldh ;ksfuNsn ij j[k dj gYds ls vanj ljdk
fn;kA vHkh rd fu’py iM+h gqbZ jsgkuk dks tc viuk ;ksfuNsn [kqyus dk ,glkl gqvk mlus viuh iydsa >idk dj vk¡[ks
[kksy dj esjh vksj ns[k dj cksyh---- gk;----thtwHkkbZ tUur dk etk vk x;kA mlds lsc ls xkyksa dks pwlrs gq,---- esjh tku vHkh
ls----A
vc eSaus viuk dk;Z ‘kq: fd;kA esjs gksaBksa us mlds xqykch gksaBksa dks viuh fxj¶r esa ys dj mudk jl lks[kuk ‘kq: fd;k
vkSj esjs gkFk mlds Hkkjh mUur o{k LFky ij dkfct gks x;sA dqrsZ ds mij ls dHkh mudks tksj ls eld nsrk vkSj dHkh mudks
lgykrs gq, mu ij [kM+h gqbZ ?kqafM;ksa dks rjsM+ nsrkA jsgkuk dks vius uhps nck dj mldh ;ksfu esa vius lqikM+s dks Q¡lk dj
/khjs&/khjs vius gfFk;kj dks vanj Bsy fn;kA fpduk;h ;qä ;ksfu fcuk fdlh ghy&gqTtr ds fyaxnso dks fuxyus yxh ysfdu
,d txg igq¡p dj eq>s dqN #dkoV eglwl gqbZA eSaus /khjs ls vius dks FkksM+k lk ihNs dh vksj [khapk vkSj fQj iwjh rkdr ls
,d ckj fQj ls vanj dh vksj fyaxnso dks /kdsy fn;kA fyaxnso lkjh #dkoVksa dks rksM+rs gq, tM+ rd tk dj vanj cSB x;sA
jsgkuk dh vk¡[ks QSyrh gqbZ [kqyh dh [kqyh jg x;h vkSj mlds eq[k ls ,d ph[k fudy x;h---- gk; ej x;hbZbZbZbZbb----
mQ----A ----D;k gqvk jsgkuk----A ----thtwHkkbZ----vkius eq>s chp esa ls phj fn;k gSA bls fudkyks ckgj---- gk; vEeh ej x;hA tM+ rd
fcBkus ds i’pkr eSaus mlds dqrsZ dks mlds ‘kjhj ls vyx dj fn;kA vc og furkUr uXu voLFkk esa esjs uhps nch gqbZ iM+h
FkhA mlds lqanj dy’k esjh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus Fks vkSj fcuk nsj fd;s eSa mu ij VwV iM+kA dHkh ,d dy’k dks vius eq[k esa Hkj
dj pwlrk vkSj dHkh viuh tqcku ls Lrukxz dh ekfy’k djrk vkSj dHkh vius gkFkksa ls dy’k dks fupksM+rk vkSj dHkh lgykrkA
vc rd jsgkuk ds ‘kjhj esa ,d ckj fQj ls vkx HkM+d pqdh FkhA
----th----tw----HkkbZ vkg----g----gk----; cl esjs ‘kjhj dks ihl dj j[k nks tkfye----e----j x;h----gk;----A dejk mldh flldkfj;ksa
ls xw¡tus yxkA vc eSaus viuk /kDds nsus dk dk;Z ‘kq: fd;kA dHkh iwjh yEckbZ ds dqN /kDds vkSj dHkh dqN NksVs /kDds nsrs gq,
/khjs&/khjs ge nksuksa vius vkf[kjh iM+ko dh vksj vxzlj gks jgs FksA ge nksuksa dh lk¡ls rst gks pyh Fkh vkSj ge nksuksa ds vanj
L[kyu dk ncko c<+rk tk jgk FkkA vpkud jsgkuk ds eq[k ls yEch flLdkjh NwV x;h vkSj fQj >Vds ysrs gq, vius çsejl
dh o”kkZ ls esjs fyaxnso dks flj ls ysdj xjnu rd ugyk fn;kA mlds gj >Vds ls ,slk çrhr gqvk fd tSls mldh ;ksfu esjs
lqikM+s dks tdM+ dj mldk jl lks[k jgh gksA bl vkHkkl us eq>s Hkh viuh pje lhek ij igq¡pk fn;k FkkA ,d {k.k ds fy,
esjs fy, lc dqN #d lk x;k Fkk vkSj fQj esjs vanj mQurk gqvk Tokykeq[kh QV iM+k vkSj fcuk #ds ykok cg fudykA jsgkuk
dh ;ksfu dks yckyc Hkj dj ckgj fjlus yxkA dqN le; rd fu’py gks dj ge nksuksa ,d nwljs ls fyiVs gq, iM+s jgsA blls
igys jsgkuk gks’k esa vkrh eSaus tYnh ls vius vki dks mlls vyx fd;k vkSj viuh ‘kyokj igu dj mlds fljgkus [kM+s gks
x;k---- jsgkuk] vc eSa tk jgk gw¡A
----v----va----thtwHkkbZ Bgjks uA ----ugha jsgkuk] rqe tYnh ls vius diM+s igu yks oukZ dgha dksbZ vk x;k rks cM+h eqf’dy
gks tk,xh---- dg dj eSa mlds dejs ls ckgj fudyus ls igys eSaus mlds psgjs ij utj MkyhA jsgkuk ds tgu ls bLekby

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fQygky ds fy, fudy pqdk FkkA og cM+s I;kj ls esjs dks ckgj fudyrs gq, ns[k jgh FkhA
tSls gh eSa cSBd esa igq¡pk rHkh gqek mB dj [kM+h gks jgh FkhA eq>s vkrk ns[k dj og #d x;h vkSj #vkalh vkokt esa
cksyh---- thtw ;g vkius vPNk ugha fd;kA ,d ckj ds fy, esjk fny cSB lk x;kA tc fny es pksj gks gj bYtke vius mij
gh yxk gqvk yxrk gSA eS gM+cM+krs gq, iwN cSBk----D;ksa eSaus vc D;k dj fn;k gqek---- vpjt Hkjh gqbZ vk¡[ks fy, mlls iwNkA
blls igys og dksbZ tokc ns eq>s ckgj ls ,d ddZ’k lh vkokt lquk;h nh---- jsgkukA gekjh ckrksa dk flyflyk VwV x;k vkSj
rHkh jsgkuk dh vkokt vk;h---- th vHkh vk;h---- vkSj fQj mlds rsth ls pyrs gq, dneksa dh vkgV vk;hA eSa vkSj gqek cSBd ls
ckgj fudy dj jsgkuk ds ihNs&ihNs njokts dh vksj c<+ x;sA jsgkuk us eq>s ns[kk rks >sai x;hA jsgkuk dk eneLr ;kSou ,d
f[kys gq, Qwy dh rjg ned jgk Fkk tSls o”kksaZ dh I;kls iq”i ij vksl dh igyh cw¡n viuk vlj djrh gSA rst pyrs gq, jsgkuk
us nch gqbZ vkokt esa dgk---- thtwHkkbZ yxrk gS dqjS’kh lkgc vk x;s gSaA bl oä dqjS’kh ds vkxeu ls eq>s /kDdk lk yxkA
,d lkB o”khZ; jkschyk lk yxus okyk vkneh us nyku esa ços’k fd;k vkSj esjs dks [kM+k gqvk ns[k dj fBBd dj #d
x;kA rHkh ihNs ls vkrh gqbZ jsgkuk us dgk---- th----;g esjs thtwHkkbZ gSa vkSj buds lkFk [kM+h gqbZ esjh QqQsjh cgu gqek gSA dqjS’kh
dh utj gqek ij tk dj fVd x;hA eq>dks vuns[kk djds dqjS’kh gqek dh vksj pyk x;k vkSj mlds utnhd [kM+s gks dj >qd
dj lyke fd;k vkSj cksyk---- deky gS ;g uxhuk dgk¡ fNik gqvk Fkk vkSj gedks igys D;ksa ugh fn[kkA mldh ckr lqu dj
gqek ‘kekZ dj fldqM+ x;hA
----tukc bl ls igys vkidh utj bu ij iM+rh budks eSaus viuk cuk fy;kA eq> ukpht dks vkfej dgrs gSa esjk Hkh
lyke dqcwy dhft,A dqjS’kh us esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj eqLdqjk dj viuh >sai feVkrs gq, dgk---- lyke vkfej lkgcA bl rjQ
dSls vkuk gqvkA ----dqjS’kh lkgc ;g vius fj’rsnkjksa ls feyus ds fy, vk;h FkhA buds ekew us dgk fd dqN fnu ;gk¡ jsgkuk ds
ikl Bgj tkvks blh fy, ;gk¡ ij #d x;sA esjh ckr dks vulquh djrs gq, dqjS’kh us jsgkuk ls dgk---- dy dqN QSDVjh esa dke
fudy vk;k Fkk blh fy, lqcg gh eq>s gsjkr esa [kcj nh x;h fd ;gk¡ igq¡pksaA eSa QSDVjh dh vksj vHkh tk jgk gw¡ ‘kke rd
vkšxk---- dg dj gqek dh vksj ns[kk vkSj cksyk---- lkyh lkfgck tc ls vk;h gS D;k vki ?kj ls ckgj fudyh gS fd ugha\ cspkjh
gqek us ‘kekZrs gq, flj fgyk dj badkj fd;kA bl ckj dqjS’kh us esjh vksj ns[k dj dgk---- vki pkgsa rks esjs lkFk QSDVjh pysa
blh cgkus vki yksx FkksM+k ?kwe Hkh ysaxsA eSaus dgk---- D;ksa ughaA ----rks vkbZ;s---- gqek dh vksj c<+ dj da/ks ij gkFk j[k dj cM+h
csrDdqyQh ls viuh vksj [khap fy;k vkSj mls njokts dh vksj ys dj py fn;kA rHkh eq>s thur dk [;ky vk;k] dqN lksp
dj eSaus gqek dks vkokt nh---- gqekA esjh vkokt lqu dj gqek tYnh ls vius vki dks dqjS’kh ls NqM+k dj esjs ikl vk x;hA eSaus
ckr laHkkyh vkSj cksyk---- esjs [;ky ls rqe ;gha #d tkvks D;ksafd dqN gh nsj esa rqEgkjs ekew vkus okys gksaxs vxj ge nksuksa ;gk¡
ugh feys rks cqjk ekusaxs fd og bruh nwj ls csdkj iSny py dj vk;sA dqjS’kh us eq>s ?kwj dj ns[kk ysfdu dqN ugha cksykA
eSa gqek dks ,d fdukjs esa ys tk dj nch tqcku ls dgk---- thur dks bu yksxksa dh vk¡[kksa ls nwj j[kukA dqjS’kh us eq>s
viuh vksj vkrs gq, ns[k dj dgk---- tukc eSa rks viuh lkyh dks ?kqekuk pkgrk Fkk vkSj mls gh vkius ?kj ij fcBk fn;k----
dgrs gq, ?kj ds ckgj pyk x;kA tc rd eSa ckgj igq¡pk rc rd og viuh thi esa cSB x;k Fkk vkSj mlds Mªkboj us LVkVZ
dj ds thi vkxs c<+k nhA eSa Hkh >iV dj thi ds ihNs cSB x;kA
----HkkbZtku vkidh fdl pht dh QSDVjh gS\ ----ge yksx nokbZ;k¡ cukrs gSa---- dqjS’kh us tokc fn;k vkSj fQj eq>ls iwNk-
--- vki D;k dke djrs gSa vkfej lkgc\ ----esjs dktw] fdf’e’k vkSj fpyxksts ds ckxku gS vkSj dqN [ksrh&ckM+h Hkh gSA vYykg
fe;k¡ dh nqvk ls dke py tkrk gSA vpkud dqjS’kh us cM+k vthc lk loky fd;k---- vkids fudkg dks fdruk le; gks x;k
gS\ ----fdlds lkFk---- vxj vki gqek dh ckr dj jgs gSa rks vHkh flQZ ,d eghuk gqvk gSA dqjS’kh lkgc oSls ;g esjh rhljh choh
gSA vcdh ckj esjh ckr lqu dj dqjS’kh us cM+h cs’kehZ ls dgk---- ,d eghus esa rks vHkh bl v/kids Qy dk iwjk tk;dk Hkh ugha
fy;k gksxk vkiusA eSaus Hkh cM+h cs’kehZ ds lkFk dgk---- dqjS’kh lkgc yxrk gS fd vkidks Hkh dPph dfy;ksa ls [ksyus dk ‘kkSd
gSA esjh ckr dks lqu dj dqjS’kh us viuh [khals fuiksjrs gq, cksyk---- vki cgqr le>nkj gSa] vkidh choh ds vanj ,d vthc lh
df’k’k gS tkfyeA
----yxrk gS dqjS’kh lkgc vkidks esjh choh ds gqLu us igyh utj esa ?kk;y dj fn;k gS---- dgrs gq, eSaus ,d Bgkdk ekj
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dj g¡l fn;kA esjh ckr lqu dj dqjS’kh Hkh g¡l fn;k vkSj cksyk---- vki cM+s fnypLi balku gSaA ,slh gh ckrsa djrs gq, ge yksx
QSDVjh igq¡p x;s FksA
----vkfej lkgc] vkidks ;gha thi esa cSBuk iM+sxk D;ksafd fdlh ckgj okys dk vanj tkuk euk gS---- dg dj eq>s ogha NksM+
dj dqjS’kh vanj pyk x;kA eSaus mlds MªkbZoj ls iwNk---- D;ksa fe;k¡ dkQh cM+h QSDVjh gS D;k\ ----th tukc cgqr cM+h QSDVjh
gSA mldh ckr lqu dj eSa thi ls uhps mrj dj [kM+k gks x;k vkSj fnu ds mtkys esa vkl&ikl dk tk;tk ysus esa yx x;kA
QSDVjh ds pkj dksuksa esa pkj xkMZ~l Vkoj cus gq, Fks vkSj lkeus okys Vkoj esa yxHkx pkj xkMZ~l gfFk;kjksa ls ySl gks dj cM+h
gh lko/kkuh ls fuxjkuh djus esa yxs gq, FksA djhc nks ?kaVs ds ckn dqjS’kh esu xsV ds ckgj vkrk gqvk fn[kk;h iM+kA mlds psgjs
ij gokbZ;k¡ mM+ jgh FkhA tYnh ls vk dj thi esa cSBk vkSj dki¡rh gqbZ vkokt esa cksyk---- pyksA mlds cksyrs gh thi okfil
edku dh vksj py nh FkhA ----D;k gqvk dqjS’kh lkgc] cM+s Mjs gq, ls yx jgs gS\ eSaus VVksyus ds vUnkt esa iwNkA---- dqN ugha]
cl QSDVjh dk ,d eqykfte fcuk crk;s dy jkr ls xk;c gSA eq>s irk Fkk fd lc rjQ bLekbZy dh iwNrkN py jgh gksxh
ysfdu dqjS’kh dh ijs’kkuh dk lcc esjs le> esa ugha vk jgk FkkA iwjs jkLrs gekjs chp esa vkSj dksbZ ckr ugha gqbZA ?kj ij igq¡p
dj dqjS’kh us jsgkuk dks vkokt yxk;h vkSj fQj lh/kk vius dejs esa pyk x;kA eSa Hkh /khes dneksa ls pyrk gqvk cSBd esa ?kql
x;kA
cSBd esa gqek vkSj thur cSBh gqbZ Fkh vkSj vpkud eq>s vanj vkrs gq, ns[k dj gqek mB dj esjs ikl vk x;hA ----gqek
fdlh us thur dks rks ugha ns[kk\ ----ugha thtwA gqek ds psgjs ij utj iM+h rks u tkus esjs fny esa D;k gqvk fd eSaus gqek ds
da/ks ij gkFk j[kk vkSj mls viuh vksj [khap dj lhus ls yxk fy;kA vkt igyh ckj eq>s dqjS’kh ls ckr djds ,glkl gqvk
fd esjs ikl D;k gSA eSaus vkt rd dHkh Hkh fdlh ds lkeus gqek dks viuh eksgCcr ugha n’kkZ;h Fkh ysfdu esjh vkt dh gjdr
ls gqek grçHk gks dj esjh vksj ns[kus yxh---- thtw D;k gqvk\ lc Bhd rks gS uA ----ugha dqN [kkl ughaA cl vpkud eq>dks
rqe ij I;kj vk x;k FkkA cspkjh us ‘kekZ dj eq>s vk¡[kksa ds b’kkjs ls thur ds gksus ,glkl djk;kA vpkud thur ij utj
iM+rs gh eSa Hkh >sai x;k vkSj gqek dks NksM+ dj fcLrj ds ,d fdukjs ij tk dj cSB x;kA
gqek esjs ikl vk dj cSB x;h vkSj fQj esjs lhus ij flj j[k dj cSB x;h---- thtw ge ;gk¡ ls dc tk,¡xs\ eq>s ;g
dqjS’kh lkgc vPNs vkneh ugha fn[krsA rHkh thur Hkh viuh txg ls mB dj [kM+h gks x;h vkSj esjs ikl vk dj cSB x;hA eSaus
gqek dks dgk---- rqe igys tk dj njokts dh fpV[kuh yxk nks ftlls dksbZ dejs esa lh/kk ?kqlk pyk u vk;sA gqek mBh vkSj
fpV[kuh yxk dj esjs ikl vk dj cSB x;hA eSaus dEcy dks vks<+ fy;k vkSj og nksuksa Hkh esjs lkFk dEcy esa cSB x;hA gqek dh
dej esa gkFk Mky dj mls vius utnhd [khap fy;k vkSj cksyk---- ge dy jkr dks ;g txg NksM+ nsaxsA tgk¡ rd dqjS’kh dh
ckr gS] gqek og cq<~<k fugk;r gh ,s;k’k vkneh gS vkSj rqe ij ej feVk gSA
thur us ,dk,d eq>ls loky fd;k---- thtw ;g lyek ckth dkSu gS ftlus vkidks eq>s cpkus ds fy, Hkstk Fkk\ eSaus
I;kj ls mldh vksj gkFk c<+k;k rks ,dk,d og Mj ds ekjs ihNs gks x;hA eSaus tkurk Fkk fd dy jkr dh ckr mlds fnekx esa
?kj dj x;h Fkh vkSj mldks Bhd djus ds fy, le; pkfg, FkkA vcdh ckj eSaus tcjnLrh mldh dej esa gkFk Mkyk vkSj mls
vius ikl [khap fy;k vkSj cksyk---- lyek esjh choh Fkh ysfdu dqN yksxksa us mls ekj MkykA mlh us eq>s ejus ls igys crk;k
Fkk fd mldh NksVh cgu vkSj vEeh dks cqjkZuh us dSn dj j[kk gSA rqEgsa <w<+us ds fy, ge nksuksa vYcan vk;s Fks ij ;g gekjh
cnfdLerh Fkh fd ge rqEgkjh vEeh dks ugha cpk ldsA thur dh ihB ij I;kj ls gkFk Qsjrs gq,---- thur rqEgkjk psgjk vkSj
vkokt gwcgw lyek ls feyrh gSA ;g dSlk [kqnk dk pDdj gS fd rqe dg jgh gks fd lyek rqEgkjh dksbZ ugh gS vkSj og ejrs
gq, eq>ls opu ys dj x;h Fkh fd eSa rqe nksuksa dks cqjkZuh ds paxqy ls vktkn djkšxkA
gqek esjs lhus ij flj j[k dj cSBh gqbZ FkhA esjh ckr lqu dj mlus esjh vksj ns[kk rks eq>ls jgk ugha x;k vkSj mlds
FkjFkjkrs gq, xqykch ycksa ij xgjk pqEcu tM+ fn;kA og Hkh FkksM+h eLrh esa vk x;h vkSj mlus Hkh esjk Hkjiwj lkFk fn;kA vkf[kj
fiNys rhu fnuksa ls ge nksuksa dks ,dkUr ugha feyk Fkk ftldh otg ls ge nksuksa dh ‘kkjhfjd t:jr iwjh ugha gks ik jgh FkhA
vkt Hkh ge nksuksa ds chp dh nwfj;k¡ cjdjkj Fkh D;ksafd vc thur Hkh ge ls vk dj tqM+ x;h FkhA ,d pqEcu us gekjs chp
ds lkjs ck¡/k rksM+ fn;s Fks vkSj ge ,d nwljs ds uktqd vaxksa ls [ksyus esa yx x;sA rHkh njokts ij jsgkuk dh vkokt lquk;h

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nsrh gS---- [kkuk rS;kj gS] [kkuk [kk yhft,A mldh vkokt lqu dj ge nksuksa okfil gks’k esa vk x;sA lkFk cSBh gqbZ thur ge
nksuksa dks vpjt Hkjh utjksa ls ns[k jgh FkhA gqek cksyh---- thtw eSa [kkuk ;gha ys dj vkrh gw¡ D;ksafd vc thur ckth dk [kkuk
vyx ls bUrtke djuk eqf’dy gksxk---- bruk dg dj gqek mB dj dejs ds ckgj fudy x;hA

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jsgkuk dh vkokt lqu dj thur rks igys gh dEcy esa flj <d dj esjs lkFk lV dj ysV x;h FkhA esjk ,d gkFk dEcy esa
thur ds xky ij Fkk vkSj mldk ftLe esjs QSys gq, ik¡o ls fpid ij iM+k gqvk FkkA /khjs ls mlds xky lgyk dj eSaus mls
dEcy ds ckgj flj fudkyus dk b’kkjk fd;k rks cM+h lko/kkuh ls mlus viuh xjnu dEcy ds ckgj fudky yh vkSj
vk’p;Zpfdr lh utjksa ls eq>s ns[kus yxhA ----D;k gqvk thur---- eSaus iwNkA dqN {k.k eq>s ns[krh jgh vkSj fQj cksyh---- thtw D;k
;g lc viuh lkyh ds lkFk djds vkidks vPNk yxrk gS\ ----D;k eryc----A ----thtw esjk eryc gS fd dy jkr vkius esjs
lkFk Hkh ogh fd;k Fkk tks vHkh vki gqek ckth ds lkFk dj jgs FksA mldh ckr lqu dj ,d ckj fQj ls esjh vk¡[ks ‘keZ ls >qd
x;hA
thur ds flj ij gkFk fQjkrs gq, eSaus mls le>k;k---- Iyht dy jkr dh ckr Hkwyus dh dksf’k’k djks---- rHkh gqek [kkus
dk lkeku mBk dj dejs esa vk x;h vkSj lkeku tehu ij j[krs gq, cksyh---- thtw fdl pht dks Hkwyus dh dksf’k’k djus ds
fy, dg jgs gks\ eSaus >Yyk dj gqek dks f>M+dh yxk;h---- thtw dh cPph fdruh ckj rqEgsa dgk gS fd rqe eq>s thtw dguk
NksM+ nks lquus okys bldk xyr eryc fudkyrs gSaA thur iwN jgh Fkh fd ;g lc viuh lkyh ds lkFk djuk D;k vPNh ckr
gSA vc bls rqe crkvksA
[kkuk [kkrs gq, gqek us thur dks crk;k fd dSls vk;’kk dh ekSr gks x;h vkSj fdu gkykr esa gqek us eq>s viuk fy;k
vkSj dSls vc og esjh choh cu dj jg jgh Fkh---- ckth ;gk¡ ls pyus ds ckn vkidks gekjs ?kj ds ckjs esa crkÅ¡xhA vHkh vkSj
Hkh cgqr lkjh ckrsa rqEgsa crkuh gSA gqek dh dgkuh ds nkSjku ge lc us [kkuk [kRe fd;k vkSj gqek cjru lesVdj ofil j[kus
ds fy, pyh x;hA thur flj >qdk;s esjs lkeus pqipki cSBh jghA gqek Hkh tYnh ls okfil vk x;h vkSj fpV[kuh yxk dj esjs
ikl vk dj cSB x;hA
----thtw] jsgkuk ckth crk jgh Fkh fd QSDVjh dk ,d vkneh fdlh yM+dh dks ys dj Hkkx x;k Fkk ftldh otg ls
dqjS’kh lkgc dks vpkud ;gk¡ vkuk iM+kA thtw dgha og yM+dh thur ckth rks ugha gS\ ----gk¡] gqek thur ogh yM+dh gSA rHkh
eSaus rqels dgk Fkk fd ;gk¡ ij fdlh dks Hkh thur ds ckjs esa irk u pysA vkt jkr dks lc ds lksus ds ckn eSa fudy tkÅ¡xk
vkSj rqe njoktk vanj ls can dj ysukA cl vkt dh jkr dh ckr gS rqe nksuks fdlh rjg laHkky yks] ge yksx dy ;gk¡ ls
fudy tk,¡xsA gqek us –<+rk ls dgk---- thtw vki fQØ u djsaA gqek dqN nsj ds fy, eSa lks jgk gw¡ D;ksafd yxrk gS fd esjh
vkt dh jkr tkxrs gq, fudysxhA
eq>s vius vkfyaxu esa ys dj gqek Hkh ysV x;h vkSj mlds lkFk gh thur Hkh ysV x;hA dy jkr dh Fkdku vkSj vkt
lqcg dh Fkdku esjs mij gkoh gks jgh FkhA iyd >idrs gh eSa uhan esa xqe gks x;kA dqN nsj ds ckn gqek vkSj thur Hkh xgjh
lk¡ls ysrs gq, lks x;hA dqN le; ds ckn dqN [kViV gksus dh otg ls esjh uhan VwV x;hA fcLrj ls mBrs gh esjh utj njokts
ij iM+h rks ns[kk fd igys ls gh gqek njokts ds fNæ ij viuh vk¡[k tek;s gq, ckgj dh dk;Zokgh ij utj j[ks gq, FkhA
----gqek D;k gks jgk gS\ ----thtw yxrk gS fd dqN yksx tcjnLrh dqjS’kh lkgc vkSj jsgkuk dks idM+ dj dgha ys tk jgs
gSA eSaus gqek dks gVk dj ckgj dk tk;tk fy;k ysfdu rc rd lc dqN lkQ gks pqdk FkkA eSaus ?kM+h ij utj Mkyh rks vHkh

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‘kke ds lkr ct jgs FksA fcuk nsj fd;s viuh fiLrkSy vkSj Qksu dks mBk dj eSa Hkh muds ihNs&ihNs ckgj fudy x;kA esjs
fudyrs gh gqek us esjs dgs vuqlkj njokts dh fpV[kuh yxk yhA dqN nwjh ij [kM+h gqbZ esjh thi ds ikl igq¡p dj eSua s vkl&ikl
dk tk;tk fy;k vkSj fQj thi LVkVZ djds unh ij cus gq, dPps iqy ij igq¡p x;k----A
vc cl eq>s MsYVk Vhe dk bartkj Fkk----A
eSaus viuk lSV&Qksu vku fd;k vkSj isfUMax eSlst fjlho djus yxkA jkstj us QSDVjh ds bykds dh lkjh lSVsykbZV
bestst Hkst nha FkhA mu fp=ksa dks Qksu ds LØhu ij ns[kuk rks eqf’dy Fkk ysfdu deky ds ikl vkbZ&isM ij mu lc fp=ksa
dks lkQ ns[kk tk ldrk FkkA jkstj ls Hkh Qksu ij ckr fd;s gq, nks fnu gks x;s Fks vkSj bLekbZy ls feyh tkudkjh us dkQh
dqN gkykr cny fn;s FksA ;gh lksp dj jkstj dks Qksu feyk;k----
----gSyks jkstjA
----gSyks vkfej---- esjs eSlst fey x;s FksA ;kj ;g rks [ktkuk gS blds fy, MsYVk Vhe dkQh ugh jgsxhA ;w foy uhM ,;j
liksVZ] okV bl ;qvj O;q\
----jkstj eSa MsYVk Vhe dk bartkj dj jgk gw¡A muds lkFk fMldl djus ds ckn gh eSa fdlh urhts ij igq¡p ldw¡xkA
rqe crkvks vc D;k gky gS fcyky vkSj jCckuh dk\ D;k ikfdLrkuh ljdkj dk ncko de gqvk\
----ugha---- dksVk [;sy ds ckn ls rks yxrk gS fd ikfdLrku ljdkj dk ncko vkSj Hkh T;knk c<+ x;k gSA ysfdu ;g
ncko vc jCckuh vkSj fcyky ds ctk; Tok;aV QkslsZt ds gokbZ vkSj tehuh ,D’ku ds f[kykQ gSA
----jkstj rqe rS;kj jgks fd vc mTcsd vkSj rkftd ljdkjsa Hkh rqEgkjh tku vkQr esa Mky nsaxhA ;g IykaV bu nks ljdkjksa
dk Tok;aV çkstsDV gSA fnu ds Vkbe nokbZ;k¡ curh gS vkSj jkr dh f’k¶V esa MªXl çkslsflax dk dke gksrk gSA esjk vuqeku gS
fd ;gk¡ ij çkslsLM MªXl dk cgqr cM+k t[khjk j[kk gqvk gSA
----vkfej ysfdu vkB vkneh ds lkFk rqe dSls bl IykaV ij dCtk dj ldksxs\
----jkstj] esjs [;ky ls vanj dke djus okys lSfud ugha gSA ;g cgqr gh vk/kqfud IykaV gS ysfdu dksbZ Hkh yksdy vkneh
bl IykaV esa dke ugh dj jgk gS bl dk eryc ;g fudyrk gS fd lSfud laj{k.k esa rduhdh yksx dke dj jgs gSa vkSj muls
gesa dksbZ [krjk ugha gks ldrkA [kSj igys MsYVk Vhe dks vkus nks fQj eSa rqEgsa d‚UVsDV dj ds viuk Iyku crkÅ¡xkA
----rqe nksLr viuk [;ky j[kuk----dksbZ csotg [krjk ysus dh t#jr ugha gSA esjh Vhe gsjkr igq¡p x;h gS vkSj tSls gh
cqjkZuh ds lkFk rqEgkjk dke [kRe gksxk ge mls mlh oä fxj¶rkj dj ysaxsA bl ckj eSaus dkQh lqj{kk dk bartke fd;k gS fd
og jCckuh dh rjg Hkkx u ldsA
----FkSaDl jkstj] vksoj ,UM vkmV---- dg dj Qksu dkV fn;k vkSj MsYVk Vhe dk bartkj djus ds fy, iqy ds ikl tk
dj [kM+k gks x;kA rHkh va/kdkj esa MsYVk Vhe rsth ls iqy dks ikj djds esjs lkeus vk dj [kM+h gks x;h----A
----deky ik’kk fjiksfVaZx ljA
----xqM---- dekyA vkt dk VkxsZV ,d nokbZ cukus dk IykaV gSA eSaus viuk Qksu fudky dj deky dks fn;k---- deky
blesa lSVsykbZV bestst gSa ml IykaV dh vius iSM ij ys dj lcdks fn[kkvksA
dqN gh iyksa esa LØhu ij lkQ fp= mHkjus yxsA lc yksx /;ku ls ,d&,d fp= dks ns[kus ds ckn esjh vksj ns[kus
yxsA eSaus muls iwNk---- gk¡] vkius lc ns[k fy;k gS vc crkbZ, fd dSls bl IykaV ij dCtk dj ldrs gSa\ ysfdu eSa igys crkuk
pkgw¡xk fd djhc ,d lkS pkyhl vkneh IykaV esa gSa ftlesa ls yxHkx ipkl ds djhc lSfud gS tks bl txg dh lqj{kk dj jgs
gSaA fdlh Hkh f’k¶V esa iPphl ls T;knk lqj{kkdehZ ugha gksrs gSaA esjk igyk /;s; gS fd mu lSfudksa dks U;wVªhykbt djuk---- ckdh
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rduhdh yksx gSa ftuls gesa dksbZ [krjk ugha gSA

esjh ckr lqu dj deky vkSj mldh Vhe ,d nwljs ds lkFk ckrksa esa yx x;h vkSj dqN nsj ckn deky us dgk---- lj
lkjh bestst ns[kus ds ckn vkSj vkidh nh gqbZ tkudkjh ds ckn geus lkspk gS fd IykaV esa Ýh ewoesUV ds fy, pkj Vkoj dks
/oLr djuk t:jh gSA vxj ,d ckj ge vanj ços’k dj x;s rks gekjs fy, vklku gksxk IykaV ij dCtk djukA ----xqM---- ysfdu
ge og IykaV dks ns[k dj gha ;g Iyku QkbZuy djsaxsA vkbZ;s pfy;s---- dg dj eSa thi dh vksj c<+ x;k vkSj esjs ihNs MsYVk
Vhe Hkh thi esa cSB x;hA thi dks ys dj eSa mlh jkLrs ij fudy x;k ftl jkLrs ls eq>s dqjS’kh ys dj x;k FkkA IykaV ls
djhc rhu fdyksehVj igys eSaus thi dks lM+d ls mrkj dj isM+ dh vkM+ esa [kM+h dj nhA
----Cok;t vc vki viuk lkjk lkeku mBk dj esjs lkFk iSny pysa---- dg dj eSa txay esa ?kql x;kA esjs Iyku ds vuqlkj
taxy ds chp cuh gqbZ >ksaiM+h dks ge viuk csl cuk dj IykaV ij dCtk djus dh dksf’k’k djsaxsA MsYVk Vhe dks ys dj eSa
bLekbZy dh ,s’kxkg ls dqN nwj ij vk dj fBBd dj #d x;k D;ksafd vkt mlesa ykyVsu ty jgh Fkh vkSj dqN yksx ckgj
[kM+s gks dj igjk ns jgs FksA viuh Vhe dks lko/kku fd;k vkSj ncs dneksa ls >ksaiM+h dk pDdj yxk dj nwljh vksj ls fudy
gh jgs Fks fd ,d L=h dh â|fonkjd ph[k lquk;h nhA ge yksx fBBd dj #d x;sA eSaus viuh Vhe dks b’kkjk fd;k vkSj ncs
dneksa ls >ksaiM+h dh vksj c<+ x;kA dqN yksx xqLls ls ckr dj jgs FksA pkj vkneh njokts ij igjk ns jgs FksA MsYVk Vhe rks
mij ls uhps rd dkyh iks’kkd vkSj psgjs ij udkc igus gq, FksA esjk b’kkjk feyrs gh ,d iy esa pkjksa igjsnkj tehu ij iM+s
gq, /kwy pkV jgs FksA fctyh dh xfr ls deky vius dqN lkfFk;ksa ds lkFk >ksaiM+h esa çfo”V gks x;k vkSj vanj ds yksxksa dks
vius dCts esa dj fy;kA vius psgjs ij dkyk diM+k ck¡/k dj eSa viuh fiLrkSy rkus >ksaiM+h ds vanj pyk vk;kA
vanj dk –’; ns[k dj fdlh Hkh vkneh dh :g dk¡i tkrhA rhu yacs pkSM+s gfFk;kjksa ls ySl rkfyckuh tehu ij gkFk
QSyk dj mYVs ysVs gq, FksA gj ,d ds flj ij MsYVk Vhe dh ,d Lopkfyr e’khu xu ruh gqbZ FkhA lkeus nhokj ls lVk gqvk
dqjS’kh tUetkr uaxk f[kM+dh ls yVdk gqvk Fkk vkSj mlds gkFk f[kM+dh ds nksuksa fljs ls ca/ks gq, FksA mlds ‘kjhj ls txg&txg
ls [kwu Vid jgk FkkA mlds xqIrkax dh txg ls fujarj [kwu cg jgk FkkA cspkjk dqjS’kh muds fd;s x;s vR;kpkj ls ey&ew=
esa luk gqvk cstku yk’k dh rjg yVdk gqvk FkkA fcLrj ij jsgkuk dh yk’k uXu voLFkk esa iM+h gqbZ FkhA ,d gh utj esa lkQ
Fkk fd cM+h csjgeh ls mlds lkFk igys cykRdkj fd;k x;k vkSj fQj mlds ‘kjhj dks cM+h ohHkRl rjhds ls dkVk x;k FkkA
cM+h eqf’dy ls eSaus vius vki ij dkcw fd;k vkSj deky dh vksj b’kkjk djds tehu ij ysVs gq, nkuoksa dks ckgj fudkyus dk
vkns’k fn;kA
MsYVk Vhe ds ,d gh okj ls rhuksa csgks’k gks x;s vkSj ,d&,d vkneh dks deky ds vknfe;ksa us vius da/ks ij yknk
vkSj >ksaiM+h ds ckgj vk x;sA eSaus deky ds lkFk pkj vknfe;ksa dks IykaV fd fn’kk esa fuxjkuh vkSj QkbZuy ,lsLesUV ds fy;s
Hkst fn;kA cps gq, rhu vknfe;ksa us mu nfjanksa dks vius da/ks ij ykn dj esjs lkFk py fn;sA rst dneksa ls pyrs gq, ge
tYnh gh thi rd igq¡p x;s vkSj rhuks dks ihNs Mky dj ge yksx okfil iqy dh vksj py fn;sA esjk fny rsth ls /kM+d jgk
FkkA ,slh ccZjrkiw.kZ dk;Z’kSyh t:j fdlh jk{klh ço`fr ds gh vkneh dh gks ldrh gSA dqjS’kh vkSj jsgkuk dh ekSr ds ckn mldk
?kj gekjk csl cu ldrk Fkk ;gh lksp dj eSaus thi dh fn’kk cnyh vkSj ?kj dh vksj py fn;kA ?kj ls FkksM+h nwj igys eSaus
thi dks jksd dj vius yksxksa dks iSny pyus dk funsZ’k fn;k vkSj fQj rsth ls ?kj dh vksj c<+ x;kA njokts ij igq¡p dj
eq>s dqN VwVus dh vkokt vk;h rks fBBd dj #d x;kA ncs ik¡o ls ?kj esa ços’k fd;k rks ns[kk fd ,d udkciks’k [kM+k gqvk
Fkk vkSj nks vkneh cSBd dk njoktk rksM+us dh dksf’k’k esa yxs gq, FksA
eSaus viuh fiLrkSy fudkyh vkSj lkeus [kM+s gq, udkciks’k ds flj dk fu’kkuk yxkrs gq, vkokt yxk;h---- gkFk mij mBk
yhft, HkkbZtkuA esjh vkokt lqu dj njokts dks rksM+us ds fy, mBs gq, gkFk tgk¡ Fks ogha #d x;s vkSj rhuksa esjh rjQ eqM+
dj ns[kus yxsA eq> ij utj iM+rs gh [kM+s gq, udkciks’k us vius [khls esa fn;k gqvk gkFk rsth ls fudkyus dh dksf’k’k dh
ysfdu mlls igys esjh fiLrkSy dh xksyh dh vkokt us jkr dh ‘kkafr Hkax dj nhA vc tc ;g dgkuh fy[k jgk gw¡ rks eSa vius
vki dks lko/kku dgw¡xk ysfdu ml oä eSa cgqr uoZl FkkA mldks /khjs ls fgyrs ns[k dj gh esjh m¡xyh fiLrkSy dh fycfych
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ij vuk;kl gh dl x;h FkhA xksyh pyh vkSj ejus okys dks irk Hkh ugh py ldk fd dc mlds flj ds ij[kPps mM+ x;sA
eSaus gqek vkSj thur dks vkokt yxk;h---- njoktk er [kksyukA eSa vk x;k gw¡ vkSj vc ?kcjkus dh dksbZ t:jr ugh gSA
rc rd MsYVk Vhe Hkh vanj vk x;h FkhA rhu csgks’k udkciks’k vknfe;ksa dks cksjh dh rjg tehu ij Qsad dj tYnh ls mu
nksuksa dks Hkh canh cuk fy;k x;kA eSaus ik¡pksa dks nyku esa cus gq, [kacksa ds lkFk ck¡/kus dk b’kkjk fd;kA dqN gh iyksa esa ik¡pksa
fdlh tkuoj dh [kky dh rjg [kacksa ls ca/ks gq, [kM+s FksA eSaus csgks’k yksxksa ds psgjksa ds udkc gVk dj mUgsa gks’k esa ykus ds
fy, b’kkjk fd;kA esjk ,d lkFkh QqrhZ ls ckYVh Hkj ikuh ys dj vk;k vkSj tx Hkj dj gjsd ds psgjs ij tksj ls fNM+d fn;kA
rhuks vkneh /khes ls viuh iyds >idk dj tYnh gh gks’k esa vk x;sA
vc tokc nsus dh budh ckjh FkhA [kwa[kkj utjksa ls og rhuksa esjh vksj ns[k jgs FksA vius ikl [kM+s gq, vkneh dks ns[krs
gq, eSaus dgk---- bu yksxksa ds ‘kjhj ls lkjs diM+s gVk dj bUgsa uaxk dj nksA bu yksxksa dks ‘kk;n ;gh rjhdk vkrk gSA dqN gh
{k.kksa esa ik¡pksa tUetkr uaxs gks dj [kaHks ls ca/ks gq, [kM+s FksA eSaus vius vknfe;ksa dh vksj b’kkjk fd;k vkSj fQj ca/ks gq, yksxksa ls
dgk---- vius vius uke crkvksA rHkh muesa ls ,d vkneh cksyk---- rw pkgs dksbZ Hkh gks vc rw cp ugha ldsxkA vHkh Hkh oä gS
fd gesa NksM+ ns oukZ rw rks ‘kfrZ;k ejsxk ysfdu lkFk gh rsjk [kkunku Hkh rckg gks----A mldh /kedh vHkh iwjh ugha gqbZ Fkh vkSj
og dqN vkSj cksyus tk jgk Fkk ysfdu rHkh ,d fefyVªh cwV iwjh rsth ls mlds xqIrkax dh rjQ mBk vkSj----A ;g lc bruh
rsth ls gqvk fd mldh ph[k Hkh mlds xys esa nc dj jg x;h D;ksafd ftlus ;g ykr pykbZ Fkh mlh us lkFk&lkFk ,d Hkjiwj
eqDdk mlds eq[k ij tM+ fn;k FkkA ----dM+kd----fdlh pht ds VwVus dh /kheh lh vkokt vk;h vkSj rc rd mldk tcM+k gok
esa >wy x;k FkkA
flQZ dqN iyksa esa ,d vkneh futhZo gks dj jLlh ds lgkjs yVd x;k FkkA ‘kk;n bl –’; us ckdh pkjksa ds psgjs ij
Nydrh gqbZ ccZjrk dks feVk dj xgjs Mj dks js[kkafdr dj fn;k FkkA pkjksa pqi gks dj esjh vksj ns[k jgs FksA eSaus ,d ckj fQj
ls dgk---- esjs ikl le; de gS blfy, lh/kk likV loky fd rqEgkjk ekfyd dkSu gS\ lc pqi gks dj [kM+s jgs rHkh ,d FkIiM+
dh vkokt xw¡t x;hA ftlds psgjs ij FkIiM+ iM+k Fkk flQZ mlh dh vk¡[kksa ls vk¡lw Nyd x;s Fks ysfdu ckfd;ksa dk Mj ds ekjs
is’kkc fudy x;kA eSaus fQj ls iwNk---- ;g ejus okyk dkSu Fkk\ vcdh ckj ,d vkneh us tYnh ls cksyk---- fldUnj cqjkZuh] cM+s
ekfyd dk HkrhtkA
----vPNk rqe lc cqjkZuh ds dqÙks gks---- esjh ckr lqu dj ,d vkneh us flj fgyk dj gkeh HkjhA tks nks yksx njoktk
rksMu+ s esa yxs gq, Fks eSa muds ikl vk dj [kM+k gks x;k vkSj dgk---- ,d fldUnj cqjkZuh Fkk] vc rqe eq>s ckdh bu nksuksa gjketknksa
ds uke crkvksA mu nksuksa ds psgjksa ij gokbZ;k¡ mM+ jgh FkhA muesa ls ,d vkneh us jksrs gq, dgk---- vki gesa ekj nks rks vPNk
gksxk oukZ vxj geus fdlh ,d dk Hkh uke ys fy;k rks ;g gekjs iwjs ifjokj dks ekj nsaxsA ;g rks fuf’pr Fkk fd ckdh nksuksa
Hkh cqjkZuh ds [kkl vkneh Fks ysfdu tc rd irk ugha pyrk rc rd va/ksjs esa rhj pykus tSlk FkkA eSaus viuk Qksu fudky
dj [kaHks ls ca/ks gq, gj ,d vkneh dh QksVks [khap dj jkstj dks Hkst nhaA [kM+s gq, vius lkfFk;ksa dks b’kkjk fd;k---- bu nksuksa
dks eSa vki yksxksa ds gokys dj jgk gw¡ eq>s buds ckjs esa lkjh ekywekr ,d ?kaVs esa pkfg, bUgsa ;gk¡ ls ys tkbZ;sA mu nksuksa jksrs
gq, vknfe;ksa dks esjs lkFkh vius lkFk ys dj jsgkuk ds dejs esa pys x;sA vc esjs ikl ogh nks udkciks’k jg x;s FksA
og nksuksa eq>s [kk tkus okyh utjksa ls ?kwj jgs FksA vcdh ckj eSaus viuh fiLrkSy dh uky cM+s ls fn[kus okys dh tka?k
ij j[k dj xksyh pyk nh---- /kk¡;----A mlds eq[k ls ph[k fudyh vkSj fQj pkjksa vksj ‘kkafr Nk x;hA ----ns[kksa nksLrksa eSa rqEgkjh
nfjanxh ml >ksaiM+h esa ns[k pqdk gw¡ blfy, rqe eq>ls jge dh vk’kk rks fcYdqy ugha j[kukA ftl vkneh dh tka?k ls [kwu cg
jgk Fkk mldh vksj ns[krs gq, cksyk---- rqe ftanxh esa vc dHkh lh/ks ugha py ldksxs vkSj vc Hkh vxj rqeus viuk lgh uke
ugha crk;k rks vxyk uEcj rqEgkjh nwljh tka?k dk gksxk vkSj fQj dwYgs---- cl bl ckr dh xkjaVh ns ldrk gw¡ fd dqjS’kh fdLer
okyk Fkk fd og ej x;k ij rqe ugha ejksxs vkSj ckdh dh ftanxh dhM+s dh rjg jsaxrs gq, dkVksxs---- rqEgkjh ethZA bruk dg
dj eSaus fiLrkSy dh uky mldh nwljh tka?k ij j[k nhA vpkud lkFk [kM+s gq, yM+ds ls fn[kus okys vkneh us dgk---- BgjksA
eSa crkrk gw¡A eSaus mldh vksj ns[krs gq, dgk---- cksyksA ml us dgk---- esjk uke rkSQhd cqjkZuh gS] cM+s cqjkZuh esjs vCck gSa vkSj
budk uke ‘kQh eksgEen cqjkZuh gS] esjs ppkA

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esjs gkFk esa tSdikV yx x;k FkkA cqjkZuh dk ,d HkkbZ vkSj ,d csVk vc esjs dCts esa FkkA vc esjk Iyku fcYdqy lkQ
gks x;k FkkA ml yM+ds dh vksj ns[krs gq, eSaus dgk---- D;k ;g lc igys ugha crk ldrs FksA Qkyrw esa ,d HkkbZ us tku nh
vkSj ppk dh ,d Vkax csdkj gks x;hA rqe dkSu gks\---- vcdh ckj rkSQhd us eq>ls loky fd;kA mldh ckr dks vulquk djrs
gq, eSaus dgk---- ;gk¡ ij fdl fy, vk;s Fks\
----,d yM+dh vkSj mldh ek¡ dy ;gk¡ ls xk;c gks x;h Fkh vkSj esjk cM+k HkkbZ bLekbZy Hkh dy ls xk;c FkkA ge bUgha
rhu yksxksa dks <wa<us ds fy, ;gk¡ vk;s FksA
bLekby dk uke lqurs gh eSa pkSad x;kA vHkh gky esa ftl nfjans dks ekjk Fkk og cqjkZuh dk csVk FkkA ;gh lksp dj esjs
jksaxVs [kM+s gks x;s FksA vc eq>s le> vk jgk Fkk fd D;ksa dqjS’kh viuh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus jsgkuk dh vLer yqVrs gq, pqipki [kM+k
ns[krkjgk FkkA vkt mlds Hkrhts dks Hkh vutkus esa eSaus Lokgk dj fn;kA vcdh ckj eSaus FkksM+k laHky dj iwNk---- rks D;k irk
pyk\ mlus fcuk f>>ds gq, dgk---- mlh fNuky us crk;k Fkk fd bLekbZy bl ?kj esa vk;s gq, vkneh ds dCts esa gS ;k fQj
ej pqdk gSA vHkh Hkh rkSQhd ca/kk gqvk uaxk [kM+k Fkk vkSj mldk ppk nnZ ls djkg jgk Fkk ysfdu fQj Hkh ge nksuksa nksLrksa dh
rjg ckr dj jgs FksA ----vkf[kjh loky iwN jgk gw¡ lgh tokc nsuk---- rqEgkjs lkFk fdrus vkneh gSa\ ----ge gsjkr ls nl vkneh
vk;s Fks---- pkj dks rqeus ogk¡ >ksaiM+h esa ekj fn;k vkSj nks dks ;gk¡ ijA rqEgkjs dCts esa flQZ pkj vkneh gSaA ysfdu rqEgsa crk jgk
gw¡ fd ,d vkneh geus ;gha ls fy;k Fkk blfy, gekjk ,d vkneh vHkh Hkh cpk gqvk gSA vc mldks dSls <wa<uk gS lksp yks----
dg dj og pqi gks x;kA
;g rks eSa le> x;k Fkk fd ftldks eSa yM+dk le> jgk Fkk og ,d ‘kkfrj cnek’k gS ysfdu ,d vkneh tks vHkh Hkh
gekjh utj ls nwj Fkk og gekjs fy, cgqr cM+k [krjk cu ldrk FkkA ;gh lksp dj eSaus viuh pky cny nh vkSj xu dks lh/kk
fd;k vkSj ml yM+ds dh duiVh ij j[k dj mlds ppk ls cksyk---- HkkbZtku] ;g lp gS fd vkidk ,d vkneh vHkh gekjs
f’kdats ls ckgj gS D;k vki dqN crk,¡xs mlds ckjs esa ;k fQj vkids Hkrhts dk dke reke dj nw¡A vpkud ckth iyVrh gqbZ
ns[k dj og yM+dk tksj ls fpYyk;k---- ppk dqN u cksyukA blls igys og dqN vkSj cksyrk eSaus viuh fiLrkSy dh ewB mlds
flj ij ekj dj mls csgks’k dj fn;kA ----gk¡ ppk----vc cksyks D;k vius Hkrhts dks cpkuk gS fd blds lkFk rqe Hkh nkst[k tkuk
pkgksxs\ esjh ckr dks lqu dj og djkgrs gq, cksyk---- vxj ml vkneh ds ckjs esa crk nw¡ rks D;k xkjaVh gS fd rqe rkSQhd dks
NksM+ nksxs\ mldh ckr lqu dj eSaus dgk---- ;g eSa oknk djrk gw¡ fd vki nksuks dks lgh lyker cM+s fe;k¡ ds gokys d:¡xk pkgs
vki crkvks ;k u crkvksA
esjh ckr lqu dj og cksyk---- gekjk ,d vkneh IykaV ds vanj gS vkSj cM+s fe;k¡ dk lkjk fglkc ns[k jgk gSA eSaus ,d
diM+k QkM+k vkSj mldh tka?k ij dl dj cka/k fn;k ftlls [kwu dk fjluk can gks tk;s vkSj fQj eSaus dgk---- ppk vki dks
dqN nsj rdyhQ gksxh ysfdu tSls gh esjh Vhe vk,xh eSa vki nksuksa dks muds gokys dj nw¡xkA fQØ dh dksbZ ckr ugha gS D;ksafd
vki nksuksa mudh lqj{kk esa gksaxsA bruk dg dj eSa jsgkuk ds dejs dh vksj pyk x;kA
esjs lkfFk;ksa ds lkeus fcuk ghy gqTtr ds cqjkZuh ds nksuksa vkneh rksrs dh rjg lc dqN crk pqds FksA mu dh vksj ns[krs
gq, eSaus vius lkfFk;ksa ls iwNk---- dqN crk;k bUgksaus\ ----tukc bl IykaV ls cqjkZuh dk cM+k yM+dk bLekbZy ijlksa ‘kke ls xk;c
FkkA IykaV ds yksxksa us cqjkZuh lkgc dks mlds xk;c gksus dh [kcj nh rks gsjkr ls bu nksuksa dks feyk dj nl yksx ;gk¡ vk;s
FksA ;gk¡ vk dj bUgsa irk pyk fd bLekbZy ds uktk;t laEca/k dqjS’kh dh choh jsgkuk ds lkFk Fks rks ,d vkneh dks IykaV ij
NksM+ dj ;g yksx jkr dks ;gk¡ ls dqjS’kh vkSj mldh choh jsgkuk dks mBk dj ys x;s FksA dkQh VkpZj ds ckn jsgkuk mUgsa ml
>ksaiM+h ij ys x;h Fkh vkSj mlus crk;k Fkk fd bLekbZy dks mlds fdlh fj’rsnkj us xksyh ekj nh FkhA dqjS’kh us crk;k Fkk fd
og jsgkuk dk fj’rsnkj mlh ds ?kj ij jg jgk FkkA ;gh lqu dj rhu vknfe;ksa dks ml fj’rsnkj dks ykus ds fy, ;gk¡ Hkst
fn;k x;k FkkA vc esjs lkeus lkjh ckr [kqy dj lkeus vk x;h FkhA
eSaus vius lkfFk;ksa dh vksj eq[kkfrc gks dj dgk---- uhps okys nksuksa vknfe;ksa dks dl dj ck¡/k dj ;gk¡ bl dejs esa Mky
nks vkSj bu nksuksa dks lkFk okys dejs esa ck¡/k dj Mky nksA vki esa ls ,d&nks vkneh tYnh ls uhps iM+h nksuksa yk’kksa dks fBdkus
yxk nsA tc rd gekjs ckdh lkFkh u vk;s ,d vkneh bl dejs ij igjk ns vkSj ,d vkneh nwljs dejs ij fuxjkuh j[ksA
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bruk dg dj eSa dejs ls ckgj vk x;k vkSj uhps cSBd dh vksj py fn;kA rc rd esjs lkfFk;ksa us cqjkZuh ds yM+ds vkSj HkkbZ
dks jsgkuk ds dejs esa igq¡pk fn;kA cSBd ds njokts dks nLrd nsrs gq, eSaus gqek dks vkokt nh---- gqek njoktk [kksyks eSa gw¡A gqek
us Mjrs gq, njoktk [kksyk vkSj eq>s ns[krs gh eq>ls fyiV x;hA mls vius lkFk ys dj eSa vanj vk x;k vkSj njokts dks fHkM+k
dj fpV[kuh yxk nhA thur vkSj gqek ds psgjs ij gokbZ;k¡ mM+h gqbZ Fkh ysfdu eq>s Bhd&Bkd ns[k dj nksuksa ds psgjs ij [kq’kh
dh ygj nkSM+ x;h FkhA
----thtw xksyh dh vkokt lqu dj ge rks cgqr Mj x;s Fks ysfdu vkidh vkokt lqu dj dqN tku esa tku vk;h FkhA
D;k gqvk Fkk thtw\---- ,d gh lk¡l esa gqek us iwNkA ----dqN ugha cl dqjS’kh vkSj jsgkuk dks ekj dj ;g yksx eq>s <w¡<rs gq, ;gk¡
vk;s FksA vc fpUrk dh dksbZ ckr ugha gS esjs lkFkh ;gk¡ ij vk x;s gSaA ;g dg dj eSaus deky dks Qksu feyk;k----
----deky----A
----lj] geus iwjs IykaV dk ckgj ls fujh{k.k dj fy;k gSA
----deky] vius vknfe;ksa dks bdB~Bk dj yks vkSj fQj ogha igq¡pks ft/kj eSaus thi NksM+h FkhA eSaus csl cny fn;k gS vkSj
eSa rqEgsa ysus vk jgk gw¡A
----lj----A bruk lqu dj eSaus viuh ckr [kRe dh vkSj Qksu dkV fn;kA
----gqek---- esjs tkus ds ckn rqe viuk njoktk can j[kuk vkSj esjk ,d vkneh njokts ij cSB dj igjk nsxk rks rqEgsa fQØ
djus dh dksbZ t:jr ugh gS---- dgrs gq, eSa dejs ls ckgj fudy x;kA gqek us njoktk vanj ls can dj fy;kA rc rd ,d
vkneh us lkjk nkyku lkQ djds nksuksa yk’kksa dks ,d pknj ls <d dj fdukjs esa j[k fn;k FkkA ml vkneh dks b’kkjs ls viuh
vksj cqyk;k---- eSa thi ys dj ckgj [kM+k gw¡ rqe esjk gkuZ lqu dj ,d&,d djds bu yk’kksa dks thi ds ihNs Mky dj esjs vkus
rd bl njokts ij igjk nks---- dg dj eSa ckgj fudy x;kA
vHkh rks ckgj va/ksjk FkkA eSa rsth ls thi dh vksj x;k vkSj mls ysdj okfil vk x;kA njokts ij thi [kM+h dj ds
eSaus gkuZ ctk;k rHkh ,d yk’k dks da/ks ij mBk, ogh lSfud ckgj fudyk vkSj thi ds ihNs yk’k dks Mky dj ,d ckj fQj
ls vanj pyk x;kA dqN le; ds ckn ,d ckj fQj ls ckgj vk;k vkSj nwljh yk’k Mky dj okfil pyk x;kA fcuk nsj fd;s
eSaus thi vkxs c<+k nh vkSj unh ij cus gq, iqy dh vksj py fn;kA

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dqN gh le; esa va/kdkj dks gVk dj ;gk¡ dh nqfu;k jkS’ku gksus okyh FkhA lw;Z dh igyh fdj.k mn; gks pqdh FkhA mu yk’kksa
dks unh esa fBdkus yxkus ds ckn vc thi IykaV dh vksj nkSM+ jgh FkhA jkr Hkj dh Hkkx nkSM+ vkSj mlds ckn dh jksekapdkjh
?kVuk ls esjk ftLe Fkdku ls VwV jgk FkkA ysfdu eq>s MsYVk Vhe dks okfil csl ij ys tkuk Fkk blh fy, fcuk xfr /khes fd;s
IykaV dh vksj tk jgk FkkA vius xarO; LFkku ij igq¡p dj eSaus thi dks lM+d ls mrkj dj ,d vksj [kM+h dj nhA rHkh >kfM+;ksa
esa ls deky vkSj mlds lkFkh esjh vksj c<+rs gq, fn[ks vkSj tYnh gh ik¡pksa vkneh vius lkeku ds lkFk thi esa lokj gks x;sA
muds cSBrs gh eSaus thi ?kj dh vksj eksM+ nhA
----deky---- D;k ge IykaV dks Vsd vksoj dj ldrs gSa\
----lj ge ukS yksx bl dke dks vatke ns ldrs gSa ysfdu isfjehVj czhp djus ds fy, gesa igys pkjksa Vkoj mM+kus iM+saxsA
gjsd Vkoj dh fotqvy dojst dkQh T;knk gS vkSj IykaV dh pkjksa nhokjsa gj iy mudh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus gSA
----rqEgkjh Vhe Hkh D;k rqels lger gS\---- eSaus deky dh vksj ns[k dj iwNkA ----th tukc] ;g gekjk lkewfgd ,lsLesUV
gSA deky dh ckr lqu dj eSa pqi gks x;k vkSj viuk ,D’ku Iyku cukus esa tqV x;kA tYnh gh ge yksx ?kj ij igq¡p x;sA
vkl&ikl dh txg ij utj nkSM+k dj ge lc rsth ls vanj pys x;sA tSlk eSa NksM+ dj x;k Fkk vHkh Hkh oSlk gh FkkA cSBd
ij ,d vkneh igjk ns jgk Fkk vkSj mij dh eafty ij nks vkneh viuh xu yVdk, eqLrSnh ls igjk ns jgs FksA gesa ns[k dj
og yksx Hkh nkyku esa bdB~Bs gks x;sA
vc ge ukS yksxksa dh MsYVk Vhe iwjh gks x;h FkhA cSBd ds njokts ij nLrd nh---- gqek njoktk [kksyksA esjh vkokt lqu
dj gqek njoktk [kksy dj ckgj vk x;h vkSj mlds ihNs thur Hkh fudy vk;hA lcls igys MsYVk Vhe dks eSaus mu nksuksa ls
ifjp; djk;k---- ;g esjh okbQ gqek vkSj thur gSA deky vkSj mlds lkfFk;ksa us mu nksuksa dks tcnZLr fefyVªh lSY;wV fn;kA
cspkjh nksuksa brus lkjs yksxksa dks dekaMks fx;j esa ns[k dj gSjr esa iM+ x;h FkhA eSaus gqek dh vksj ns[k dj dgk---- ;g esjh Vhe
gSA rqe yksx tYnh ls rS;kj gks tkvks vkSj fQj dqN buds fy, [kkus dk bartke djksA mu nksuksa us esjh vksj ns[k dj flj fgyk
dj gkeh Hkjh vkSj fQj pyh x;hA
vc eSaus viuk /;ku deky vkSj mlds vknfe;ksa dh vksj yxk;k---- deky eq>s nks vkneh Nr ij pkfg,A nks vkneh mij
dh eafty ij pkfg, vkSj nks vkneh xsV ij fuxjkuh j[ksaxsA ckdh vki vkSj vkidk ,DlIyksflo ,DliVZ esjs lkFk ;gk¡ ij #d
tk,¡A bruk lquuk Fkk fd deky us b’kkjs ls vius vknfe;ksa dks mfpr LFkku ij fu;qä dj fn;kA dqN gh le; esa flQZ ge
rhu yksx gh cSBd esa jg x;sA
vc jkr ds fy, gekjh ea=.kk vkjaHk gqbZA eSaus lcls igys lSVsykbZV bestst dks nqckjk ls /;ku ls ns[kk vkSj ,d&,d
IykaV ds fgLls dk xgu fujh{k.k fd;kA deky dk dguk Bhd Fkk fd pkj Vkoj gekjs ewoesaV ds lcls cM+s vojks/kd lkfcr
gksrs gq, fn[k jgs FksA ----gk¡ deky pkSchl ?kaVs dh rLohjksa ns[kus ls ,d ckr cgqr lkQ gks x;h gS fd nhokj ds pkjksa vksj cus
gq, chl QqV dk jkLrk fcYdqy lkQ gS vkSj ogk¡ ij dksbZ iSny xkMZ ds gksus dh dksbZ fu’kkuh ugha fn[k jgh gSA ,d ckj esa nks
Vkoj ds lkQ gksrs gh lkjk jkLrk lkQ gks tk,xkA ,d ckr vkSj ns[kus dks feyh gS fd esu xsV ds Bhd mYVh fn’kk esa IykaV
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ds vanj tkus dk xsV gS vkSj IykaV ds ck¡;s lkbM ij xksnke dk xsV gSA
lc fn[kkus ds ckn eSaus deky fd vksj #[k fd;k---- gk¡ deky vc cksyks D;k lkspk\ ----lj] eq>s vHkh rd dksbZ QqyçwQ
rjhdk ugha lw>k fd pkj Vkojksa dks ,d le; ij dSls lkQ djsa\ D;ksafd vxj ge nks Vkojksa dks Hkh ,d le; ij lkQ djsaxs
rc Hkh ,d fn’kk ges’kk ds fy, ltx gks tk,xh vkSj fQj gekjs fy, vkxs c<+uk eqf’dy gks tk,xkA vxj ge lc lgh lyker
IykaV ds vanj nkf[ky gks x;s rc gekjk dksbZ dqN ugh fcxkM+ ldsxkA
----deky dy ftu yksxksa dks geus vius dCts esa fy;k Fkk og lc gekjs dke bl oä vk ldrs gSaA vc rd eSa viuk
eu cuk pqdk Fkk fd cqjkZuh ds yM+ds dks ca/kd dh rjg bLrseky djds mlds ppk dks <ky cuk;k tk ldrk gSA ,d esEcj
dks ge ;gk¡ ij yM+ds ikl NksM+ dj tk,¡xs vkSj ppk dks ysdj ge IykaV esa ,UVªh djsaxsA ,d ckj ge IykaV esa ?kql x;s rc
gekjs fy, ml ij dCtk djuk vklku gks tk,xkA Vkojksa ds fy, Hkh eSa lksp pqdk Fkk fd mldk D;k djuk gSA eSaus deky ls
iwNk---- vius ikl fdrus jkdsV yk¡pj gS\ mlus dgk---- nks jkdsV yk¡pj ,oa ik¡p jkdsVA cl bruk lqurs gh eSaus viuk Iyku
deky dks lquk;k vkSj mlus Hkh viuh lgefr ns nhA
rHkh gqek vkSj thur us vkdj lwpuk nh fd [kkuk rS;kj gks x;k gSA nkyku esa nLrj[kku yxk;k x;k vkSj lc yksxksa us
[kkuk [kk dj viuh&viuh txg ij okfil rSukr gks x;sA ca/kdksa dks Hkh fuxjkuh esa [kkuk fn;k x;k FkkA deky us le; jgrs
viuh Vhe dks czhQ dj fn;k Fkk vkSj vc lc yksx ‘kke dk bartkj djus cSB x;sA eSa Hkh gqek vkSj thur dks ys dj cSBd esa
pyk x;kA
----gqek vkSj thur ge yksx va/ksjs esa pys tk,axs vkSj nsj jkr dks viuk dke [kRe djus ds ckn IykaV dks budh ns[k js[k
esa NksM+ dj eSa okfil vk tkšxk vkSj fQj ge rhuksa gsjkr dh vksj py nsaxsA rqe nksuksa rS;kj jgukA vxj fdlh otg ls eSa
okfil ugha vk ldk rks gqek ;kn j[kuk ;g Vhe rqe nksuksa dks jkstj ds ikl ys tk,xhA esjh ckr lqu dj ,d ckj fQj ls gqek
us esjs eq[k ij gkFk j[k dj euk fd;k---- thtw vxj vkidks dqN gks x;k rks eSa Hkh ;gha ij ej tkšxhA eq>s dgha ugha tkuk
gS vkids fcuk---- vkSj eq>ls fyiV x;hA thur Hkh eq>s nwj ls ns[k jgh Fkh ysfdu og dqN ugha cksyhA vcdh ckj eSaus thur
dh vksj #[k fd;k---- thur eSa rqEgkjk eqtfje gw¡ ysfdu esjh ,d bfYrtk gS fd rqe cM+h cgu dh rjg gqek vkSj mldh NksVh
cgu chgw dk [;ky j[kksxhA ;g nksuksa esjh ftEesnkjh gS vkSj vxj eq>s dqN gks x;k rks ;g yksx rqEgsa jkstj uke ds vkneh ds
ikl igq¡pk nsaxsA thur us {k.k Hkj ds fy, esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj cksyh---- thtw vkidks dqN ugha gksxk cl vki gekjs ikl
okfil vk tk,¡xs---- dg dj gqek dh rjg og Hkh esjs ls fyiV x;hA eSaus nksuksa dks ‘kkar fd;k---- HkbZ eSa vHkh ugha tk jgk gw¡ ‘kke
dks tkÅ¡xk de ls de rc rd rks viuk eq¡g er yVdkvksA
vius Iyku dks ,d ckj fQj ls eu gh eu nksgjk dj eSaus jkstj dks Qksu feyk;k---- gSyks jkstjA
----vkfej] ;g fdu yksxksa dh rLohj Hkst nh gS---- bu yksxksa dk dksbZ jsdkMZ gekjs ikl ugha gSA ;g dkSu yksx gSa\ budk
Mªx jSfdV ds lkFk D;k lEca/k gS\
----jkstj] ;g cqjkZuh ds fj’rsnkj vkSj xqxsZ gSaA budh tkudkjh rqEgsa rkftd vkSj mTcsd ,Ecslh ls fey ldrh gS ;k fons’kh
yksxksa dh lwph esa ns[kksA eq>s iwjk fo’okl gS fd cqjkZuh us ge yksxksa dks /kks[kk nsus ds fy, ;g uke j[kk gSA tjk lksgjkcqíhu ds
uke dks viuh fyLV esa <wa<us dh dksf’k’k djks ‘kk;n dksbZ u;h tkudkjh fey ldsA
----vksds----ysfdu vkt jkr dk D;k lkspk\
----jkstj eq>s ,d feLlkby ;qä gsfyd‚IVj dh vko;’drk gSA vxj rqEgkjh gsjkr esa rSukr Vhe jkr dks b/kj vk tk,
rks gesa dkQh enn fey ldrh gSA
----vkfej] eSa rks rqEgsa ,;j liksVZ nsus ds fy, igys gh rS;kj Fkk ysfdu rqeus gh euk fd;k FkkA [kSj eSa vius yksxksa ls
ckr dj ds dqN nsj esa crkrk gw¡A eq>s ;g tkuuk t:jh gS fd VkxsZV D;k gksxk\

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----jkstj eSa pkgrk gw¡ fd rqe ck¡;h lkbZM dh nks Vkoj dks mM+k nksA cl ;gh rqEgkjk VkxsZV gksxkA ysfdu ;g lc dke
cM+h rsth ls gksuk pkfg,A ,slk u gks fd rqEgkjs gsfyd‚IVj dh vkokt dh otg ls gekjk lkjk Iyku pkSiV gks tk,A cgqr
çhlhtu dk dke gksxk] tSls gh ge nks nk¡;h Vkojksa dks CykLV djsa mlh oä rqEgkjs yksxksa dks ck¡;h Vkoj u”V djuh gksaxhA
----vksds] igys eq>s viuh Vhe ls ckr djus nksA eSa FkksM+h nsj esa rqels ckr djrk gw¡---- dg dj jkstj us Qksu dkV fn;kA
vc eq>s jger ls ckr djuh Fkh tks eky ls Hkjk gqvk Vªd ys dj gsjkr esa esjk bartkj dj jgk FkkA
,d ckj fQj ls eSaus Qksu feyk;k---- gSyks jgerA
----lj jger gs;jA
----jger rqEgkjh D;k iksth’ku gSA
----lj ge bl oä gsjkr esa vkids Qksu dk bartkj dj jgs gSaA
----vksds---- xqM eSa rqEgsa dy d‚UVsDV d:¡xkA vksoj ,UM vkmV---- dg dj eSaus Qksu dkV fn;kA
Iyku ds vuqlkj esjk ,d vQhe ls Hkjk gqvk Vªd gsjkr igq¡p pqdk FkkA dy eSa cqjkZuh dks gsjkr igq¡p dj d‚UVsDV d:¡xkA
;gh lksp dj esjk eu jksekafpr gks jgk Fkk D;ksafd dqUnqt esa rS;kj gqvk Iyku dy eq>s ,D’ku esa ykuk FkkA vc rd eSa va/ksjs esa
jg dj okj dj jgk Fkk ysfdu vc eq>s igyh ckj muds lkeus vkuk iM+sxkA ;gh lksprs gq, eSa fcLrj ij ysV x;k vkSj tYnh
gh xgjh uhan esa lks x;kA gqek vkSj thur esjs ikl gh ysV x;hA
vpkud eq>s yxk fd dksbZ eq>s fgyk jgk gSA muhanh lh vk¡[ks fy, viuh iyds >idkrs gq, eSa tkx x;kA gqek eq>s
fgyk jgh Fkh---- thtw----thtwA mldh vkokt lqu dj eSa tkx x;kA ----thtw---- vkidk Qksu ct jgk gSA tYnh ls eSa mBk vkSj
viuk Qksu mBk;k---- gSyks jkstj] cksyksA
----vkfej] gsfyd‚IVj dk bartke gks x;k gSA esjh Vhe rqEgkjs dgs vuqlkj ;gk¡ ls Vsd&vkQ djsxhA vius vVSd dk le;
lsV djus ds ckn eq>s Qksu djukA bl oä esjh Vhe gkbZ ,yVZ ij gSA tSls gh rqe VkbZe crkvksxs oSls gh esjh Vhe gsjkr ls
¶ykbZ djsxhA
----vksds---- FkSaDl jkstjA vkbZ foy xsV cSd Vq ;w lwu---- vksoj ,UM vkmV---- dg dj Qksu can dj fn;kA
gqek esjh vksj ns[k jgh FkhA tSls gh gekjh utjs feyh mlus ‘kekZ dj utjsa >qdk yhA eSaus mldk gkFk idM+ dj viuh
vksj [khap fy;k vkSj vius lkFk lVk dj fyVk fy;kA dEcy ds uhps ge nksuksa ds ftLe ,d nwljs dh pkg esa ty jgs FksA
vius vki gh esjs gkFk gqek ds uktqd vaxks ij fopjus yxsA mBrh gqbZ dkefiiklk ls gqek dh lk¡ls Hkh rst gks x;h FkhA esjs
gksaBksa us deflu gqek ds xqykch gksaBksa dks viuh fxj¶r esa ys fy;k vkSj mudk jl dks lks[kus esa yx x;sA esjk ,d gkFk mlds
mUur o{kLFky dks lgykus yxk vkSj nwljk gkFk iq”V furac dh ekfy’k djus esa yx x;kA okluk dh vkx esa ge nksuksa thur
dks fcYdqy Hkwy x;s vkSj cl fdlh rjg ,d nwljs dh vkx ‘kkar djus esa yx x;s FksA dkekrqj gks dj ge nksuksa us tYnh ls
vius diM+s ‘kjhj ls vyx dj fn;s vkSj gekjs uXu ftLe ,d nwljs esa xqFk x;sA
----v----vkg thtw----Iyht---- gqek us flldkjh Hkjrs gq, esjs fyax dks vius uktqd gkFk esa ys dj nck dj eq>s mdlk;kA
mlds gkFk esa vkrs gh fyaxnso esa Hkh mQku vk x;k vkSj rUuk dj ygjkus yxkA ckj&ckj gqek dh m¡xfy;ksa ds ncko ls lqikM+s
dk flj Hkh VekVj lk Qwy dj viuk jkLrk cukus ds fy, rRij gks x;k FkkA ,d rjQ ls esjs gkFk gqek ds iRFkj ls lhus dks
eqyk;e djus ds fy, xw¡/kus esa yxs gq, Fks vkSj nwljh rjQ esjs gksaB dHkh FkjFkjkrs gq, dksey ycksa dk jl lks[krs vkSj dHkh flj
mBk;s fdlfel ls Lrukxzksa dks pwlus esa yx x;s FksA blh chp gqek us fyaxnso ds flj dks viuh m¡xfy;ksa esa Q¡lk dj mldk
flj m?kkM+ fn;k vkSj vius vaxwBs ls uaxs flj dh ekfy’k ‘kq: dj nhA vc eq>ls #duk eqf’dy FkkA ,d djoV ys dj gqek
ds ftLe dks vius uhps nck fy;k vkSj gqek us fyaxnso ds uaxs flj dks viuh njkj ij jxM+uk vkjaHk dj fn;kA

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vc rd gqek dh ;ksfu >j>j cg jgh FkhA fyaxnso dk flj fpduk;h;qä çsejl ls ugk dj cqjh rjg O;kdqy gks mBk
FkkA ,d iy ds fy;s fyaxnso ds flj dks njkj ij f?klrs gq, gqek fBBd x;h vkSj cl ;gh esjs fy, ;ksfuNsn dk ladsr FkkA
viuh dej ij ncko cukrs gq, fyaxnso dks mldh ;ksfu ds vanj Bsy fn;kA esjk ukS baph gfFk;kj lkjs jkLrs dks r; djrk gqvk
tM+ rd vanj tk dj cSB x;kA ,d yEch lh flldkjh Hkjrs gq, gqek us viuh Vkaxs mBk dj QSyk nh vkSj viuh ;ksfu esa
fyaxnso dk Lokxr fd;k---- gk; esjs vYykg----thtw--------gk;----;----¸;----vkg---- dgrs gq, gqek ds eq[k ls BaMh lh lhRdkj fudyhA
vc eSaus /khjs&/khjs viuh xfr idM+ yhA gqek ds eq[k ls gj /kDds ij ,d cngoklh esa flldkjh fudyus yxh----gk----;-
---th----tw----gk;----;----¸;A dejs esa ge nksuksa dh flldkfj;k¡ xwatus yxh FkhA eSa Hkh vius iwjs tksj ls gqek ij Nk x;k vkSj ge
nksuksa ds fy, tSls oä Fke lk x;k FkkA ge nksuks ds tksM+ ds feyu ij----Fki----Fki dh vkokt vkus yxh vkSj gj Fki&„ dh
vkokt ds ckn gqek ds eq[k ls ,d vkg fudy tkrhA bldk nkSj yxkrkj dqN nsj rd pyrk jgkA vpkud esjh utj lkeus
ysVh gqbZ thur ij iM+h tks cM+s xkSj ls ge nksuksa dh vksj ns[k jgh FkhA gekjh vk¡[ks pkj gksrs gh cspkjh us >sai dj vius eq[k
ij dEcy Mky fy;kA vc rd ge nksuksa dh /kefu;ksa esa ykok mcyus yxk FkkA
gqek us viuh QSyh gqbZ Vkaxksa dks esjh dej ds bnZ&fxnZ dl fy;k vkSj ,dkdkj dh ØhM+k esa esjk Hkjiwj lkFk nsus yxhA
dHkh og esjs gksaBksa dks vius gksaBksa esa nck dj pwlrh vkSj dHkh viuh tqcku ls esjs eq[k dks VVksyrhA esjs gkFk Hkh vius dke esa
yxs gq, FksA dHkh furac dks lgykrs vkSj dHkh dl dj eld nsrsA gqek dh mUUr igkMf;k¡ esjs lhus ls nc dj fil jgh Fkh
vkSj [kM+s gq, Lrukxz esjs lhus esa xM+ jgs FksA esjh dej Hkh viuk iwjk tkSgj fn[kkus esa yxh gqbZ FkhA vpkud eq>s yxk fd esjk
ck¡/k VwV x;k vkSj bl ckj esjs f’k’u us mcyrk gqvk ykok ,d >Vds ds lkFk mxyuk ‘kq: fd;k vkSj ;ksfu dh nhokjksa dks vius
çsejl ls ugykrs gq, yckyc Hkj fn;kA ;ksfu ds vanj Q¡ls gq, fyaxnso dh xgjh lk¡l ysus ds vkHkkl ls gqek us Hkh >Vds ys
dj viuk çsejl mxyuk ‘kq: dj fn;kA dqN gh nsj esa gqek Hkh fu’py gks dj iM+ x;h vkSj eSa mlds ftLe dks vius uhps
nck;s ‘kkar gks dj iM+ x;kA ge nksuksa Fkd dj ,d nwljs esa xqaFks gq, iM+ x;s FksA rwQku vk dj ‘kkar gks pqdk Fkk vkSj fyaxnso
tks dqN nsj igys viuk jkSæ :i fn[kk jgs Fks vc futhZo gks dj ;ksfu ds ckgj ljd dj vk x;s FksA
gqek us igy dh vkSj vius gkFk esjs iqB~Bksa ij fQjkuk ‘kq: fd;k vkSj cksyh---- thtw vkids fcuk eSa ej tkÅ¡xhA mldh
ckr lqu dj eSaus mij ls gVrs gq, dgk---- ixyh eq>s dqN ugha gksxk----vkSj mlds lkFk lV dj ysV x;kA gqek viuh dksguh
ds cy mBh vkSj esjs lhus ij flj j[k dj cksyh---- thtw eq>ls bruh eksgCcr dksbZ vkSj ugha dj ldrk vkSj u gh eSa fdlh ls
dj ldrh gw¡A mldks vkfyaxuc) djrs gq, eSaus dgk---- ixyh gS tks bl cqìs ij bruk ejrh gksA dkQh nsj rd ge nksuks I;kj
eksgCcr dh ckrsa djrs jgsA rHkh vpkud thur dh vkokt vk;h---- thtw D;k vc eSa viuk eq¡g dEcy ls ckgj fudky yw¡A
cspkjh gqek dks thur dk [;ky vkrs gh ‘keZ ls yky gks x;h vkSj >sai dj dgk---- ckth flj fudky yksA vkidks rks ge fcYdqy
Hkwy x;s FksA thur us viuk psgjk ckgj fudky dj ge nksuksa dh vksj ns[kkA mldk psgjk mÙkstuk ls yky gks jgk Fkk vkSj
yky js’ke dh Mksfj;k¡ mldh cM+h cM+h vk¡[kksa esa rSj jgh FkhA ----thtw dksbZ ckgj ls vkidks vkokt ns jgk gSA
thur dh ckr lqu dj esjk /;ku njokts dh vksj x;kA vcdh ckj fQj ls ckgj ls vkokt vk;h---- lj eSa deky gw¡A
‘kke gks x;h gS vkSj ge yksx vkids vkMZj dk bartkj dj jgs gSaA deky dh vkokt lqu dj eSa dEcy ds ckgj fudy vk;k
vkSj vius diM+s iguus yxkA gqek dEcy vks<+s gh iM+h jgh vkSj eq>ls cksyh---- thtw vki cM+s cs’keZ gks x;s gSa---- nsf[k, thur
ckth ns[k jgh gSaA mldks NsM+rs gq, dgk---- bl mez esa gj yM+dh dks enZ ds ‘kjhj ls okfdQ gks tkuk pkfg,A gqek >sai x;h
vkSj /kheh vkokt esa cksyh---- thtw esjk dqrkZ vkids ik¡o ds ikl iM+k gqvk gS Iyht eq>s ns nhft,A
vpkud thur dh vkokt vk;h---- gk; ckth ;g fdruk vthc gSA ge nksuksa dh utj thur ij iM+h rks og fdlh cPps
dh rjg cM+s xkSj ls esjs fyax dks fugkj jgh FkhA blls igys eSa dqN dgrk] gqek cksy iM+h---- ckth vHkh vkidks cgqr dqN crkuk
gS ysfdu rc rd vki bl ckr dks fdlh ls ugha cksyukA eSaus mlds dkSrqgy dks de djus ds fy, QksjfLdu dks ihNs [khap
dj dqdqjeqÙks lk flj m?kkM+ dj fn[kk;k vkSj cksyk---- thur ;g vthc ugha gS ns[kks tSlk lcdk gksrk gS ;g oSlk gh gSA vcdh
ckj thur ds psgjs ij vk’p;Z ds Hkko fn[kk;h fn;sA vius diM+s iguus ds ckn mldk dqrkZ mBk dj nsrs gq, cksyk---- gqek
tYnh ls rS;kj gks tkvks eq>s dejs ds ckgj tkuk gSA

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gqek tYnh ls diM+s igu dj rS;kj gks dj [kM+h gks x;hA thur Hkh mldks ns[kk&ns[kh dEcy NksM+ dj [kM+h gks x;h
FkhA mu nksuks dks [kM+s gq, ns[k dj eSaus njokts dh fpV[kuh [kksyh vkSj cSBd ls ckgj fudy vk;kA ‘kke gks pqdh Fkh vkSj
va/kdkj c<+rk tk jgk FkkA viuh Vhe ds ikl vk dj nkyku esa cSB x;k vkSj cksyk---- vki lc dks deky us vkt dk Iyku
le>k fn;k gksxk---- dksbZ ‘kdA esjh ckr lqu dj lcus gkeh HkjhA
----ge yksx jkr dks nl cts ;gk¡ ls fudysaxs vki yksx viuh iwjh rS;kjh dj yhft,A jkr dks MhbZ, dh ,d Vhe Hkh
gekjs lkFk gksxhA og gekjh Vkojksa dks mM+kus esa enn djsaxs vkSj ckn esa ge IykaV Vsd vksoj djsaxsA deky ;gk¡ ij tks Hkh ml
yM+ds dh fuxjkuh esa gksxk og mldks ys dj iqy ij ge lc dks feysxkA ;g ckr lgh gS fd og bl fe’ku esa Hkkx ugha ys
ldsxk ijarq mldh Hkwfedk bl fe’ku ds fy, cgqr vge gSA og gekjs lkFk ges’kk lh/ks jsfM;ks d‚UVsDV esa jgsxkA bruk dg
dj eSa ogk¡ ls mB x;k vkSj cqjkZuh ds yM+ds vkSj HkkbZ ds ikl pyk x;kA
esjs dejs esa ?kqlrs gh nksuksa ltx gks dj cSB x;sA vHkh Hkh eSaus viuk psgjk <d j[kk Fkk vkSj vQxkuh os”kHkw’kk esa FkkA
nksuksa vHkh Hkh uXu voLFkk esa cSBs gq, FksA mudh vksj ns[krs gq, cksyk---- eq>s vkt jkr dks ppktku vkidh enn IykaV esa ?kqlus
ds fy, pkfg,A D;k vki esjh enn djsaxs\ esjh ckr dkVrs gq, rkSQhd chp esa cksy mBk---- ppktku ;gk¡ rd Bhd Fkk ysfdu
vc bu yksxksa dh fdlh vkSj rjg dh enn djus dh dksf’k’k Hkh u djukA vc esjh ckjh Fkh cksyus dh---- csVk rkSQhd tc rd
rqe esjs ikl gks rc rd rks tks eSa dgw¡xk og rqEgsa djuk iM+sxkA rkSQhd esjh vksj [kk tkus okyh utjksa ls ?kwjrk jgk ysfdu
dqN ugha cksykA vcdh ckj ppktku us dgk---- eSa rqEgsa IykaV ds vanj ys tkÅ¡xk ysfdu ogk¡ ls vkxs rqEgkjk lkFk ugha ns ldw¡xkA
,d ckr vkSj crk nsrk gw¡ fd vxj rqe gekjk eky xk;c djus dh lksp jgs gks rks bldk [;ky fnekx ls fudky nsuk D;ksafd
bl nqfu;k ds fdlh Hkh dksus esa Hkh rqe fNi tkvks ysfdu HkkbZtku ls cp ugha ldksxsA vcdh ckj eq>s mu yksxksa dh uknkuh
ij g¡lh vk x;h---- ppktku lp crkuk fd D;k okdbZ esa vki eq>s fpUnhpksj lksp jgs gks----fd eSa vki yksxksa dh MªXl pqjkus ds
fy, vk;k gw¡A [kSj tks Hkh gks dku [kksy dj nksuksa lqu yks---- ppktku vki esjs lkFk tk,axs vkSj rkSQhd ;gk¡ ij esjs vkneh dh
fuxjkuh esa jgsxkA gk¡ vxj vkius dksbZ pkykdh pyus dh dksf’k’k dh rks ;g tku yhft, fd ge rks fQj Hkh cp tk¡,axs ysfdu
cqjkZuh lkgc vkSj rkSQhd fQj dHkh ,d nwljs ls ugha fey ldsaxsA bruk dg dj eSa muds dejs ls ckgj fudy x;k vkSj nwljs
dejs esa pyk x;kA
nksuksa cqjkZuh ds xqxsZ diM+s igus pqipki dejs esa cSBs gq, fn[ks vkSj eq>s vkrk gqvk ns[k dj [kM+s gks x;sA eSaus dgk---- cSB
tkvksA vkt jkr ge IykaV esa tk jgs gSa vkSj rqe Hkh gekjs lkFk py jgs gksA vc rqe lksp yks fd rqe gekjs lkFk gks ;k fQj
gekjs f[kykQA eq>s dksbZ QdZ ugha iM+rk fd rqe ftUnk jgks ;k ugha] ysfdu vxj rqEgkjh dksbZ Hkh gjdr ls eq>s yxk fd gekjs
fy, uqdlkunk;d gks ldrh gS mlh oä rqe nksuksa esa ls dksbZ Hkh ftUnk ugha jg ldsxkA Bhd ls lksp yks vkSj le> yksA
bruk dg dj eSa cSBd dh vksj okfil gks fy;kA cSBd esa igq¡p dj eSaus jkstj dks Qksu feyk;k---- gSyks jkstjA
----gk¡ vkfej cksyks----A
----gekjk thjks vkoj jkr 23:00 cts r; gqvk gSA thjks gkoj ij esjs vkneh ck¡;h rjQ dh nks Vkojksa dks /oLr dj nsaxs
vkSj mlh oä rqEgkjh Vhe nk¡;h rjQ dh Vkojksa dks /oLr djus ds ckn IykaV ds xksnke dks doj djrs gq, gekjk bartkj djsxhA
----Bhd gS---- ysfdu muds ikl gsoh vkfVZyjh ugha gSA gsfyd‚IVj lc osiUl ls lqfTtr gksxk rks rqe gsfyd‚IVj ls iwjh
enn D;ksa ugha ysrsA ,d gh iksbZUV ls gsfyd‚IVj rhu Vkojksa dks doj dj ldrk gS----
----jkstj rqe Bhd lksp jgs gks ysfdu bldk eryc gS fd vius ,fDll ij ?kwers gq, fdlh Hkh ,d Vkoj ds ikl bruk
le; gksxk fd og gsfyd‚IVj ij jkdsV yk¡pj dk bLrseky dj ldrk gSA gekjh gYdh lh pwd gekjs lkfFk;ksa dh tku [krjs
esa Mky ldrh gSA
----gk¡] rqe lgh dg jgs gksA rqe Vhe yhMj gks vkSj rqEgkjh fuxjkuh esa ;g v‚ijs’ku gksxkA tks rqe Bhd le>rs gks ogh
djks---- esjh Vhe thjks vkoj ds fglkc ls viuk dke djsxhA ysV vl lsV vkj okpstA ge nksuksa us viuh ?kM+h ds Vkbe dks

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lsV fd;k---- vksds----vksoj ,UM vkmV---- dg dj jkstj us Qksu dkV fn;kA
eSa Hkh iwjh rjg ls vk’oLr gks dj fcLrj ij ysV x;kA gqek vkSj thur jkr dk [kkuk rS;kj djus esa o;Lr gks x;hA
esjs fnekx esa vkt jkr dh Vsa’ku ls T;knk dy cqjkZuh ds lkFk ckr gksus dh fpUrk lrk jgh FkhA eq>s igyh ckj vius vki dks
MªXl ds O;kikfj;ksa ds lkeus ykuk iM+ jgk Fkk vkSj blds fcuk esjk dke Hkh ugha py ldrk FkkA
bUgha lc phtksa ds ckjs esa lksprs gq, [kkus dk dke iwjk gks x;k FkkA vkt ds v‚ijs’ku dk le; Hkh fudV vkrk tk jgk
FkkA xgjh lk¡l NksM+rs gq, eSa mB [kM+k gqvk vkSj cSBd ds ckgj fudy x;kA deky dh Vhe vius gfFk;kjksa ls ySl gks dj
rS;kj cSBh gqbZ FkhA eq>s ns[k dj QqrhZ ls [kM+s gks x;sA iSj esa pksV ds dkj.k ppktku gh flQZ cSBs jgsA bl oä og vius diM+s
igu dj cSBs gq, Fks vkSj nksuksa xqxsZ Hkh muds ikl gh [kM+s FksA eSaus deky dks b’kkjk fd;k rks lc yksx pqipki rsth ls ?kj ls
ckgj fudy x;s vkSj ppktku dks lgkjk ns dj nksuksa xqxsZ Hkh pqipki muds ihNs gks fy,A

eSa nkyku esa vdsyk [kM+k gks dj gqek vkSj thur dh jkg ns[k jgk FkkA muds vkrs gh eSaus dgk---- gqek] eSa tk jgk gw¡A
rqe vkSj thur rS;kj jguk ykSV dj vkrs gha ge ;gk¡ ls fudy tk,¡xsA McMckrh gqbZ vk¡[ks fy, gqek eq>ls fyiV x;h---- thtw
eq>s vdsys esa Mj yxrk gS vki tYnh ls okfil vk tkukA mldh ihB dks lgykrs gq,---- gqek rqe fpUrk er djks---- cl nksuksa
cSBd esa tk dj njoktk can djds cSB tkuk vkSj fdlh ds fy, Hkh ;g njoktk ugha [kksyuk tc rd eSa okfil ugha vk tkrkA
gqek dks ‘kkar djds eSa thur dh vksj eqM+k---- thur rqe cM+h gks gqek dk [;ky j[kukA thur us flj fgyk dj gkeh Hkjh vkSj
viuh fuxkgsa mBk dj esjh vksj ns[kk ij cksyh dqN ughA eSaus Hkh T;knk nsj djuk mfpr ugha le>k vkSj ckgj fudy x;kA
thi rS;kj [kM+h FkhA deky Mªkbfoax lhV ij cSBs gq, bartkj dj jgk FkkA ihNs lkjs yksx gh cSBs gq, FksA eSaus b’kkjs ls
ppktku dks vkxs cSBus dks dgk---- ppk vki vkxs vk tkbZ;s D;ksafd vkidks ns[k dj gh rks og gesa xsV ds vanj ?kqlus nsaxsA
esjh ckr lqu dj ppktku ihNs ls mrj dj vkxs vk dj cSB x;sA ,d ckj fQj ls eSaus dqjS’kh ds edku dh vksj ns[kk vkSj
fQj thi esa ppk ds lkFk cSB x;kA esjs cSBrs gh deky us thi dks xfr nsrs gq, IykaV dh fn’kk dh vksj c<+k nhA

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jkLrs esa gesa dksbZ ijs’kkuh ugha gqbZA IykaV ds can xsV ds lkeus thi dks [kM+h djds deky us gkuZ fn;kA esjh utj xsV ds ikl
cus gq, Vkoj ij yxh gqbZ FkhA cM+h eqLrSnh ds lkFk nks vkneh gekjh vksj ns[k jgs Fks vkSj nks vkneh nwljh fn’kk esa ns[k jgs
FksA ,d vkneh ds da/ks ij jkdsV yk¡pj j[kk gqvk Fkk vkSj nwljs us Dyk’kuhdkso dh uky ckgj dh vksj dj j[kh FkhA eq>s lkQ
rks ugh fn[k jgk Fkk ysfdu eSaus vuqeku yxk;k fd nwljh vksj ns[kus okys vkneh Hkh bUgha gfFk;kjksa ls ySl FksA
gkuZ dh vkokt lqurs gh vpkud xsV rst jkS’kuh esa ugk x;kA /khjs ls xsV [kqyk vkSj nkSM+rk gqvk ,d vQxkuh thi
dh vksj vk;kA viuh xu dks deky dh vksj ygjkrs gq, cksyk---- D;k dke gS\ deky us dqN ugha dgk ysfdu tjk lk ihNs
gV dj ppktku dk psgjk fn[kk fn;kA esjh Hkjh gqbZ fiLrkSy dh uky ppktku dh ilyh esa xM+h gqbZ FkhA tSls gh og vkneh
utnhd vk;k oSls gh ppktku us xjnu vkxs djds viuk psgjk fn[kk;k vkSj xqjkZrh vkokt esa dgk---- eSa gw¡] xsV [kksyA ppktku
dk psgjk ns[krs gh mlus vius gkFk ls b’kkjk fd;k rks xsV ds nksuksa iV vius&vki gh iwjs [kqy x;sA deky us rsth ls fx;j
cnys vkSj thi dks IykaV ds vanj ys x;k vkSj fQj ck¡;h vksj eksM+ dj rsth ls pykrs gq, nks Vkojksa ds chp esa igq¡p x;kA thi
esa cSBs gq, lHkh yksxksa us pkSu dh lk¡l yh vkSj vxys iM+ko dk bartkj djus yxsA
jkLrs ds chpksachp igq¡p dj u tkus deky us D;k fd;k fd thi ds /kM+/kM+krs gq, batu esa ls ,d vkokt vk;h vkSj
>Vds ysrs gq, chp jkLrs esa [kM+h gks x;hA ihNs ls nks vkneh uhps mrj dj ifg;s ns[kus yxs vkSj ifg;s dk fujh{k.k djrs gq,
ihNs ds Vkoj ij utj Mkyh fQj gkFk ds b’kkjs ls Vkoj ij rSukr vknfe;ksa dks b’kkjk djrs gq, deky dh fn’kk esa eqM+ dj
dgk---- ifg;s rks Bhd gS yxrk gS fd batu dh xM+cM+h gSA rc rd deky us vius lhV ds uhps ls jkdsV yk¡pj fudky fy;k
Fkk vkSj lkeus dh vksj [kM+s gq, Vkoj dks vius fu’kkus ij fy;kA ihNs cSBs gq, ,d vkneh us viuk jkdsV yk¡pj ihNs okys Vkoj
dh vksj lk/k fy;k vkSj esjs ladsr dk bartkj djus yxsA eSaus viuh ?kM+h dh vksj ns[kk rks X;kjg ctus esa dqN gh lsdUM jg
x;s FksA rHkh gsyhdkIVj dh xM+xM+kgV us jkr dh ‘kkafr dks Hkax fd;k vkSj Vkoj ij rSukr yksxksa dk /;ku viuh vksj vk—”V
fd;kA tSls gh gsfyd‚IVj frjNk gks dj IykaV ls nwj tkus dh fn’kk esa c<+k rHkh eSaus vius vknfe;ksa dks b’kkjk fd;kA
,d gh le; ij thi ds vkxs vkSj ihNs ls nks jkdsV ,d nwljs dh foijhr fn’kk dh vksj fudys vkSj dqN gh iyksa esa
nksuksa vkeus lkeus ds Vkoj /oLr gks x;s FksA bl dk;Z dks lekIr djds thi ,d ckj fQj ls IykaV dh bekjr ds xsV dh vksj
nkSM+ iM+hA rc rd eq>s nwljh vksj ls dqN CykLV gksus dh vkokt lquk;h nh tSls fd dksbZ Hkwpky vk x;k FkkA deky us thi
dks daVªksy djrs gq, tyrs gq, Vkoj ls cpk dj eksM+rs gq, lh/ks bekjr ds njokts ij ys tk dj jksd nhA thi ls /kM+/kM+krh
gqbZ MsYVk Vhe fudyh vkSj rsth ls IykaV ds vanj ?kql x;hA eSa vHkh rd thi esa cSBk gqvk FkkA esjk gkFk vpkud mBk vkSj
fiLrkSy dh ewB ls ppktku dh duiVh ij rsth ls çgkj fd;k vkSj fcuk vkokt fd;s ppktku lhV ij <sj gks x;sA eSaus tYnh
ls muds gkFk vkSj iSj LVhy dh csMf;ksa esa tdM+ fn;s vkSj viuh fiLrkSy laHkkyh vkSj IykaV dh bekjr esa nkf[ky gks x;kA
MsYVk Vhe dk dgha vrk irk ugha fn[k jgk FkkA gk¡ ;g ckr vkSj Fkh fd dHkh&dHkh esjs dku esa vkVksesfVd e’khu xu
ds pyus dh vkokt lquk;h ns tkrh FkhA esjs fnekx esa rks igys ls gh IykaV dk uD’kk cSBk gqvk FkkA ncs gq, dneksa ls pyrk
gqvk yScksjsVjh dh vksj c<+rk pyk x;kA MsYVk Vhe rks igys gh esjk jkLrk lkQ dj ds fudy pqdh FkhA tc rd eSa yScksjsVjh
igq¡pk rc rd MsYVk Vhe us ogk¡ ij ekStwn yksxksa dks bdB~Bk dj fy;k FkkA nks vknfe;ksa fd fuxjkuh esa lc yksxksa dks NksM+

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dj ckdh yksx çkslsflax IykaV dh vksj pys x;s FksA ySc ds lkjs deZpkfj;ksa dks eSaus ,d dejs esa can djok fn;k vkSj ,d vkneh
dks can xsV ij NksM+ dj IykaV ds vanj pyk x;kA cgqr vk/kqfud IykaV Fkk vkSj fcuk nsj fd;s eSa deky ds ikl igq¡p x;kA
vc rd geus yxHkx lÙkj vknfe;ksa dks viuh dSn esa ys fy;k FkkA vHkh Hkh cgqr lkjs yksx gekjh igq¡p ls nwj FksA
----deky---- eq>s fQjnkSl egewn vkSj ‘ks[k crkyoh ls ckr djuh gSA bu nksuksa dks <wa< dj esjs lkeus gkftj djksA deky
us vius vknfe;ksa dh vksj ns[kk vkSj b’kkjk fd;kA deky dk ,d vkneh est ij p<+ x;k vkSj nksuksa ukeksa dh vkokt yxk;h
ysfdu mldh vkokt lqu dj dksbZ Hkh vkxs ugha vk;kA gekjs ikl le; de Fkk vkSj vHkh gesa ogk¡ ij fLFkr lSfud nLrs dks
vius dCts esa djuk FkkA ;gk¡ ij T;knk le; yxkuk [krjs ls [kkyh ugha Fkk blhfy, eSa est ij p<+ x;k vkSj bl ckj vaxzsth
esa cksyk---- eSa vesfjdu MsYVk Vhe dk yhMj gw¡A ge yksx MhbZ, ds Nkis esa mudh enn dj jgs gSaA igys vki yksxksa ds ikl dksbZ
gfFk;kj oxSjkg gS rks —I;k mUgsa est ij j[k nsaA vxj fdlh dh ryk’kh esa dksbZ gfFk;kj fey x;k ge mldks FkzsV eku dj
xksyh ekj nsaxsA ogk¡ [kM+s gq, yksx pqipki ,d nwljs dh vksj ns[kus yxsA eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls mu ij utj Mky dj cksyuk
‘kq: fd;k---- IykaV bUpktZ fQjnkSl egewn vkSj çksMD’ku bUpktZ ‘ks[k crkyoh lkeus vk tk¡, D;ksafd ge ;g IykaV Vsd vksoj
dj jgs gSaA eq>s ;g lc tkudkjh bLekby ls feyh Fkh vkSj blh fy, eq>s ;dhu Fkk fd igyh eafty ij vklkuh ls dCtk
fd;k tk ldrk gSA vlyh yM+kbZ rks vc gksuh Fkh tc ge cslesUV dh #[k djsaxs vkSj ;gh lksp dj eSaus dgk---- ckdh ftrus
yksx gSa r¶rh’k ds ckn vkidks NksM+ fn;k tk,xk---- bruk dg dj MsYVk Vhe us lcdh ryk’kh ysuh ‘kq: dj nhA
[kcj ds fglkc ls Hkh lc yksx rduhdh yksx Fks blh fy, dksbZ gfFk;kj muds ikl ugha fudykA fQjnkSl egewn us rks
esjs lkeus vkdj viuh igpku djk;h ysfdu ‘ks[k crkyoh dk vc rd dqN vrk irk ugha py ldk FkkA vpkud eq>s [;ky
vk;k fd jkstj vkSj eSaus ;g fu.kZ; fd;k Fkk fd bl fe’ku esa gj lafnX/k vkneh dh QksVks [khap dj viuk MsVkcsl cuk,¡xs
ftlls vkus okyh eqfge esa dke vk ldsA eSaus deky dks viuk Qksu fn;k vkSj dgk---- vius fdlh vkneh dks fgjklr esa vk;s
gq, lHkh vknfe;ksa vkSj yk’kksa dh QksVks ysus ds dke ij yxk nksA deky us esjh ckr dks lqu dj rqjar vius ,d lkFkh dks bl
dke ij yxk fn;k vkSj nks lkfFk;ksa dks cafn;ksa dh fuxjkuh ij j[k dj ge ik¡p MsYVk Vhe ds yksx vkSj nks cqjkZuh ds xqxsZ
cslesUV dh vksj c<+ x;sA eq>s irk Fkk fd xkMZ~l :e cslesUV esa FkkA fdlh Hkh le; vk/ks lSfud vQhe dh çkslsflax dks viuh
ns[k js[k esa djkrs Fks vkSj ckdh lSfud ml oä xksnke dh vksj rSukr gksrs FksA tSls&tSls ge vkxs c<+rs tk jgs Fks oSls oSls vc
[krjk c<+rk tk jgk FkkA
eSaus cqjkZuh ds xqxksaZ dks vkxs pyus dh fgnk;r nh vkSj viuh Vhe ds yksxksa dks ihNs vkSj nhokj ds lkFk&lkFk pyus d
b’kkjk fd;kA xkMZ~l :e dk njoktk vanj ls can FkkA gekjs vkSj MªXl çkslsflax :e esa cl xkMZl #e chp esa FkkA deky us
vius ,d vkneh dks b’kkjk fd;k vkSj og nkSM+ dj dCtksa vkSj ykd dh txg ij dqN foLQksVd yxk dj okfil vk x;kA
ge lc yksx mls doj ns jgs FksA tc ge lc ,d lqjf{kr txg ij [kM+s gks x;s rc deky us viuh fiLrkSy ls fu’kkuk lk/krs
gq, xksyh pyk nhA ,d Hk;adj foLQksV gqvk vkSj njokts ds ij[kPps mM+ x;sA vpkud ,d lkFk dbZ xksfy;k¡ vanj ls Qk;j
gqbZ ysfdu gesa dksbZ uqdlku ugha gqvk D;ksafd mudh Qk;fjax ykbu esa ugha FksA lkeus dh nhokj cgqr cqjh rjg ls ?kk;y gks
x;h Fkh] IykLVj vkSj isUV m/kM+ x;k FkkA vcdh ckj gekjh ckjh Fkh vkSj eSa tksj ls fpYyk;k---- vHkh Hkh le; gS vkReleiZ.k
dj nks oukZ gesa xksyh pykuh iM+sxhA bruk dg dj gekjs nks lkfFk;ksa us NksVs&NksVs e’khu xu dh clZ~V NksM+uh ‘kq: dh vkSj
tYnh gh geus vanj cps gq, yksxksa dks Hkh viuh fgjklr esa ys fy;kA ?kk;yksa dh la[;k yxHkx chl dh Fkh vkSj Bhd gkyr esa
ckjg vkneh gkFk mij mBk, :e ds ckgj vk x;sA bLekby us crk;k Fkk fd f’k¶V cnyus dk Vkbe ckjg cts dk gksrk gS
vkSj flD;wfjVh MîwVh LVkQ X;kjg cts xkMZl :e esa pyk tkrk gS nwljh f’k¶V vkjke ls MªXl çkslsflax IykaV dks Vsd vksoj
dj ysrh gSA blh tkudkjh ds vk/kkj ij eSaus vkt dk thjks vkoj pquk FkkA
cslesUV ds cka;h rjQ çkslsflax IykaV Fkk vkSj yEch lh xSyjh nk¡;h vksj xksnke dh vksj ys tkrh gqbZ fn[khA ge yksx
ml xSyjh ls xksnke dh vksj c<+ x;s FksA vpkud igyh xksfy;ksa dh ckSNkj lkeus ls gekjh vksj vk;hA VªsaM dekaMks xksyh dh
vkokt lqu dj tehu ij ysV x;s ijarq cqjkZuh ds xqxsZ vius vki dks u cpk ik;s vkSj ogha <sj gks x;s FksA vcdh ckj ge [kqys
esa Fks vkSj ogk¡ ij cSBs gq, yksx dkQh eqLrSnh ds lkFk vius dks cpk dj dj #d&#d dj geyk dj jgs FksA deky us nks
xzsusM fudky dj xksnke dh vksj mNky fn;sA ,d {k.k ds fy, rks ,slk yxk Fkk fd /kjrh ekuks ,d ckj fgy x;h ysfdu nks

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cykLV ds ckn xSyjh ds ml vksj ‘kkafr Nk x;h FkhA vius lkfFk;ksa dks doj nsrs gq, ge lc ncs ik¡o vkxs c<+ x;sA xksnke ds
njokts ij nks vkneh rSukr djds vius ,d vkneh dks eSaus mij Hkstk fd jkstj dh Vhe dks lwfpr djus ds fy, Hkst fn;kA
dqN gh iyksa esa /kM+/kM+krs gq, djhc chl vesfjdu MhbZ, ds yksx lhf<;ksa ls uhps vkrs gq, fn[kk;h fn;sA cl dqN gh
feuVksa esa gekjk IykaV ds mij dCtk iwjk gks pqdk FkkA tYnh ls xksnke muds lqiqnZ dj ds ge yksx mYVs ik¡o okfil gks fy,A
ge yksx lko/kkuh cjrrs gq, lh/ks vQhe ds çkslsflax IykaV ds vanj ?kql x;sA ogk¡ ij rSukr yksxksa dks viuh fgjklr esa ysdj
,d txg bdB~Bk fd;k vkSj mUgsa xu iksbZUV ij ys dj vius lkFk mij pyus ds fy, dks etcwj fd;kA IykaV dks iwjk vius
dCts esa djus esa gesa flQZ ,d ?kaVk gqvk FkkA brus de le; esa geus fcuk viuk ,d Hkh lkFkh [kks;s gq, iwjs IykaV ij dCtk
dj fy;k FkkA lkjk dke [kRe gksus ds ckn eSaus ,d vkneh dks thi esa ls csgks’k ppktku dks ykus ds fy, Hkst fn;kA
lkjs cafn;ksa dks geus MhbZ, ds os’k esa jkstj dh Vhe dks lqiqnZ dj fn;kA eSaus deky dh vksj b’kkjk fd;k fd og vius
,DlIyksflo ,DLiVZ dks lkjs dkye vkSj che ij ,DlIyksflo yxkus dh fgnk;r nsdj egewn dks ;gk¡ esjs ikl ys vk,A deky
us ogh fd;k tks mldks dgk x;kA vc rd MhbZ, ds yksxksa us cfUn;ksa dks gsyhdkIVj ls gsjkr Hkstuk ‘kq# dj fn;k FkkA eSaus
MsYVk Vhe dks ;gk¡ ij rc rd rSukr jgus dks dgk tc rd og bl IykaV dks usLrukcwn u dj nsaA
jkstj ds Vhe yhMj us xksnke dk pktZ ysrs gh vius csl ls rhu gsyhdkIVj vkSj Hkstus dh fgnk;r ns nhA xksnke dk
lkjk eky vc nks gsyhdkIVjksa ij yknk tk jgk Fkk vkSj ,d gsyhdkIVj ls canh gsjkr fHktok;s tk jgs FksA iwjs IykaV dks [kkyh
djus esa lqcg ds lkr ct x;s FksA lkjh çkslsLM vkSj vuçkslsLM vQhe dks xksnke ls fudkyus esa N% ?kaVs yx x;s FksA jkstj
dk Vhe yhMj esjs ikl vk;k vkSj cksyk---- geus cafn;ksa dks xksnke [kkyh djus ds dke esa yxk fn;k Fkk blls gesa dkQh enn
fey x;h FkhA vkf[kjh dUlkbuesUV Hkst dj eSa vkids ikl vk;k gw¡ vc esjs fy, D;k vkMZj gS\
eq>s ‘ks[k crkyoh pkfg,----ftu yksxksa dks vki ;gk¡ ls f’k¶V dj jgs gSa mudh fyLV rS;kj djds eq>s nhft,A esjh ckr
lqu dj mlus dgk---- lj vkidk ,d vkneh lc ftank vkSj eqnkZ yksxksa dh rLohj mrkj pqdk gSA esjs vknfe;ksa us muds lHkh
dEI;wVjksa dh gkMZ&Mªkbo fudky dj deky ik’kk dks lqiqnZ dj nh gSA vc gekjk lkjk dke [kRe gks pqdk gSA vc rd MsYVk
Vhe Hkh esjs ikl vk x;h FkhA eSaus deky ls iwNk---- rqe nks vknfe;ksa dks bl bekjr dk pIik&pIik ns[kus ds fy, Hkst nks vkSj
nks vknfe;ksa dks xsV ij fuxjkuh ds fy, Hkst nksA bruk dg dj eSaus jkstj ds vkneh dh vksj ns[krs gq, dgk---- vxj vkidk
dke [kRe gks x;k gS rks vki lc tk ldrs gSaA gsjkr igq¡p dj lkjh fMVsy ,Ecslh esa jkstj dks Hkst nhft,A rHkh mlus esjh
ckr dkVh---- lj jkstj gsjkr esa cSB dj iwjs v‚ijs’ku dks dekaM dj jgs FksA ----vksds---- ;g rks vkSj Hkh vPNk gqvkA vc vki tk
ldrs gSaA esjh ckr lqu dj og ckgj dh vksj pyk x;k vkSj dqN nsj ckn vkf[kjh gsyhdkIVj ds mM+us ds ‘kksj ds lkFk gh jkstj
ds lkjs yksx IykaV dks gekjs gokys dj ds pys x;s Fks ysfdu ‘ks[k crkyoh vHkh rd ugha fey ik;k FkkA ;g ogh vkneh Fkk
ftlds ckjs esa rkSQhd us crk;k FkkA
lkjh bekjr esa ‘kkafr Nk;h gqbZ FkhA dqN nsj igys rd mBus okyk ‘kksj vc [kRe gks pqdk FkkA fQjnkSl egewn vHkh Hkh
Mjk gqvk lgek lk esjs lkFk [kM+k gqvk FkkA deky dh vksj ns[krs gq, eSaus dgk---- rqe ,d ckj fQj ls vius vknfe;ksa dks ys
dj tkvks vkSj vkf[kjh ckj bl IykaV esa crkyoh dks <wa<us dh dksf’k’k djksA esjh ckr lqu dj deky vius lHkh lkfFk;ksa dks
ys dj dj fudy x;k ysfdu mlds tkus ls igys ppktku vius ik¡o ij pyrs gq, esjs lkeus vk x;sA ----ppktku vkbZ;s----
ge yksxksa us vkids IykaV ij dCtk dj fy;k gS vkSj vki ds lkjs deZpkfj;ksa dks gsjkr igq¡pk fn;k x;k gSA esjh ckr lqu dj
,d ckj ds fy, ppktku yM+[kM+k x;s Fks ysfdu /khes dneksa ls pyrs gq, esjs ikl vk dj cSB x;sA MsYVk Vhe rks IykaV dk
pIik&pIik Nkuus esa yxh gq;h FkhA flQZ eSa] ppktku vkSj egewn dejs esa cSBs gq, Fks] ckdh yksx ;k rks gsjkr igq¡pk fn;s x;s
Fks ;k mudh QkbZuy #[lrh gks pqdh FkhA
,d ckj fQj ls eSaus muls iwNrkN vkjaHk dh----A dkQh nsj rd muds lkFk ckr djus ds ckn eSa bl urhts ij igq¡pk
fd ;gk¡ dk Mªx O;kikj dqN pan yksxksa ds gkFk esa FkkA ,d [kcj us eq>s pkSadk fn;k Fkk fd bl IykaV dk vlyh ekfyd ‘kkfdj
fjtk FkkA ckrksa gh ckrksa esa ppk ds eq¡g ls ‘kkfdj fjtk dk uke fudy x;k FkkA ‘kkfdj fjtk dk uke vkrs gh esjs dku [kM+s
gks x;s FksA ;g ogh ‘kkfdj fjtk Fkk tks rtkfdLrku lhØsV lfoZl dk phQ FkkA tc eSaus cqjkZuh ds ckjs esa iwNk rks irk pyk
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fd lksgjkcqíhu ds uke ls ‘kkfdj fjtk iSlk yxk jgk gS vkSj lkjk jkstejkZ dk dke cqjkZuh dh ns[kjs[k esa gks jgk gSA ckrksa&ckrksa
esa eq>s vkSj cgqr lh egRoiw.kZ tkudkjh feyh FkhA ysfdu tSls gh eSa vQhe dh iSnkokj vkSj muds nyky] çkslsflax IykaV vkSj
muds ihNs dkSu yksx] ekfdZV vkSj MªXl ds [kjhn&Qjks[r djus okys cM+s MhylZ bR;kfn ds ckjs tkuus dh dksf’k’k djrk rks
nksuksa pqi gks dj cSB tkrsA vkf[kjdkj Fkd gkj dj eSaus viuk vkf[kjh ç’u fd;k---- eSaus lquk Fkk fd ,d cM+k IykaV da/kkj esa
Hkh gS] D;k ;g lp gS\ ppktku us xjnu fgyk dj udkj fn;k vkSj egewn us esjh ckr dk dksbZ tokc ugha fn;kA rHkh eq>s
ikl gh ,d xksyh pyus dh vkokt vk;h vkSj fQj dqN Hkkxrs gq, dneksa dh vkokt us esjk /;ku ckgj dh vksj vk—”V fd;kA
eSaus viuh fiLrkSy fudkyh vkSj njokts dh vksj HkkxkA esjs ihNs egewn vkSj ppktku Hkh vk x;sA ckgj ,d vUtku
vkneh tehu ij iM+k gqvk viuh vkf[kjh lk¡ls ys jgk FkkA lkeus deky dh Vhe viuh xu rkus mldh vksj ?kwj jgh FkhA tc
rd eSa mlds utnhd igq¡prk rc rd og ?kk;y vkneh us djoV ysrs gq, viuh fiLrkSy esjh vksj dh vkSj dk¡irs gkFkksa ls esjh
fn’kk esa Qk;j dj fn;kA ejrs gq, vkneh us viuh vksj ls vkf[kjh dksf’k’k dh Fkh ysfdu ‘kk;n vHkh eq>s dqN vkSj thuk FkkA
D;ksafd rHkh egewn tehu ij iM+s gq, vkneh dks ns[k dj Hkkxrs gq, esjs lkeus vk x;kA xksyh mlds ekFks dks Nsnrh gqbZ u tkus
dgk¡ xqe gks x;h Fkh vkSj egewn dVs gq, o`{k dh rjg tehu ij fxj x;kA deky vkSj mlds vkneh Hkh vk dj ogha bdB~Bs
gks x;s FksA blh chp tehu ij iM+s gq, vUtku vkneh ds psgjs dk QksVks [khaprs gq, eSaus ppktku ls iwNk---- ;g ejus okyk
O;fä dkSu gS\ ;gh ‘ks[k crkyoh gS---- mUgksaus dk¡irh gqbZ vkokt esa tokc fn;kA
crkyoh ds ejus ls eSa ,d ckj fQj ls vYcan ij vk dj #d x;k FkkA eq>s bLekby us crk;k Fkk fd ‘ks[k crkyoh gh
lc çkslsflax IykaV ds lkFk tqM+k gqvk Fkk vkSj ogh crk ldrk Fkk fd rhljk IykaV da/kkj esa dgk¡ FkkA mlds ejus ls eSa fQj
ogha igq¡p x;k Fkk tgk¡ ij igys FkkA vkf[kjh IykaV ds ckjs esa eq>s dqN&dqN tkudkjh gks x;h Fkh ysfdu lgh yksds’ku dk
vHkh Hkh irk ugha py ldk FkkA eSaus MsYVk Vhe dks ckgj fudyus dk b’kkjk fd;k vkSj rst dne ls pyrs gq, IykaV ds ckgj
fudy dj viuh thi esa cSB x;kA esjs ihNs&ihNs MsYVk Vhe vkSj ppktku Hkh fudy vk;s vkSj thi esa cSB x;sA xsV ds ckgj
fudy dj eSaus thi dks ,d fdukjs esa jksd fn;k vkSj ,DlIyksflo ,DliVZ dks viuk dke djus ds fy, dgkA esjk b’kkjk feyrs
gh ,d /kekdk lk gqvk vkSj mlds ckn ,d psu fj,D’ku vkjaHk gqvkA dqN gh {k.kksa esa HkO; IykaV tehu ds vanj /kaldrk gqvk
pyk x;k vkSj ,d vkyh’kku bekjr /kwy ds <sj esa rCnhy gks x;hA vc gekjk dke ;gk¡ ij lekIr gks pqdk FkkA lqcg dh igyh
fdj.k dks fudys gq, dkQh le; gks pqdk FkkA eSaus thi dks LVkVZ fd;k vkSj fx;j cny dj csl dh vksj c<+k nhA
tYnh gh ge dqjS’kh ds edku ij igq¡p x;s FksA jkLrs esa eSaus deky dks dgk---- ppktku vkSj rkSQhd dks vius lkFk ys
tkvks vkSj gsjkr esa jkstj ds gokys dj nsukA edku ij igq¡prs gh MsYVk Vhe ds dqN yksx tYnh ls thi ls mrjs vkSj vanj
pys x;sA dqN nsj esa rkSQhd dks vius lkFk ys dj ckgj vk x;s vkSj fQj thi esa cSB x;sA vc dh ckj eSaus thi unh ij cus
gq, iqy dh vksj eksM+ nh vkSj rst xfr ls pykrs gq, iqy ij igq¡p x;kA mu lcds uhps mrjus ckn eSaus mudk /kU;okn fd;k-
--- xzsV tkc Mu Cok;tA dkaxzspqys’kuA eSaus deky dks viuh vksj vkus dk b’kkjk fd;k vkSj mlls dgk---- ns[kks iqy ds ml ikj
,d cw<+s vkneh dh pk; dh nqdku gSA ogk¡ ij cSBs gq, cw<+s ls dguk fd vHkh vkSj blh oä viuh yM+dh jsgkuk ds ?kj igq¡p
tk;sA deky o mlds vknfe;ksa us eq>s ,d djkjk lk lSY;wV fd;k vkSj fQj unh ikj djus ds fy, dPps iqy ij p<+ x;sA
mudks tkrk ns[k dj eSaus Hkh viuh thi dks okfil ?kj dh vksj eksM+ yhA
bl oä dqjS’kh ds edku esa ‘kkafr NkbZ gqbZ FkhA eSaus vanj tk dj cSBd ds njokts ij nLrd nsrs gq, dgk---- gqek njoktk
[kksyksA gqek us QkSju njoktk [kksyk vkSj eq>ls fyiV x;hA mlds ihNs thur Hkh vk dj esjs ikl [kM+h gks x;h vkSj cksyh----
thtw pysa\ mu nksuksa vius lkFk ys dj cSBd esa vk x;k vkSj tehu ij fcNs gq, fcLrj ij ysV x;k---- vHkh ughaA rqe yksx
tk dj rS;kj gks tkvks vc dksbZ bl edku esa ugha gSA eSa dqN nsj vkjke dj jgk gw¡ rc rd rqe dqN [kkus dk lkeku cuk
yksA [kkuk [kk dj pysaxsA rHkh gqek cksy mBh---- thtw vki rks dg jgs Fks fd vkrs gh pysaxsA ----gk¡ igys rks eSaus ;gh dgk Fkk
ysfdu eSaus jsgkuk ds vCck dks ;gk¡ cqyok;k gS mlds vkrs gh ge gsjkr ds fy, py nsaxsA gqek vkSj thur us xjnu fgyk dj
gkeh Hkjh vkSj cSBd ds ckgj pyh x;hA
fcLrj ij ysVrs gh esjh iydsa Hkkjh gks x;h FkhA mu nksuksa ds tkrs gh esjh vk¡[k yx x;hA dqN nsj ds ckn Qksu dh

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?kaVh us eq>s txk fn;kA esjh vylk;h lh vkokt fudyh---- gSyksA nwljh vksj ls jkstj dh vkokt lquk;h nh---- gSyks vkfej----
dkaxzsV~lA eq>s irk pyk Fkk fd rqe ij fdlh us xksyh pyk;h FkhA vc rqe dSls gks\ ----Qkbu jkstj] ufFkax Vq ojhA
----vkfej vcdh ckj rks rqeus gn dj nh---- yxHkx 40 djksM+ Mkyj dk çkslsLM eky vkSj 20 djksM+ Mkyj dk lseh&çkslsLM
eky dy jkr dks rqeus idM+ok;k FkkA VqMs ;q gSo fcde fjp Cok; N% djksM+ vejhdh MkyjA
----jkstj eq>s irk pyk gS fd rqe gsjkr esa gks bl oä] bt ;qvj Vhe jsMh Qkj ,D’ku\
----gk¡] oh vkj jsMh Qkj ,D’ku gs;j vkSj ladsr feyrs gh ge xarO; LFkku igq¡p tk¡,axsA
----xzsV gsYi jkstj---- ysfdu ;g Mhy vkt ugha gks ik,xh vkSj mEehn gS eq>s rqEgkjh Vhe dh t#jr dy iM+ ldrh gSA
eSaus cqjkZuh ds ppk vkSj mlds csVs dks deky ds lkFk rqEgkjs ikl fHktok;k gSA tjk [;ky j[kukA
----MksUV ojh vkfejA ij yxrk gS fd rqe vius buke dks lqu dj [kq’k ugha gq,A ----,slh ckr ugha gS jkstjA cl Fkdku
dh otg ls brus lkjs iSls dks lqu dj jftLVj djus esa Vkbe yxrk gSA cV FkSaDl ,uhosA ----xzsV xksbax ek; Cok;A vksds gsjkr
esa feyrs gSaA
----vksds ck;---- dg dj eSaus Qksu dkV fn;kA ‘kk;n esjh vkokt lqu dj thur ns[kus ds fy, vk;h Fkh fd eSa tkx x;k
gw¡ ysfdu eq>s Qksu ij ckr djrs gq, ns[k dj njokts ds ikl vk dj [kM+h gks x;h FkhA mls pqipki [kM+k gq, ns[k dj eSaus
iwNk---- D;k gqvk thur\
----vki ls feyus ds fy, dksbZ vkneh vk;k gS---- dg dj ,d ckj fQj ls pqipki [kM+h gks x;hA ----gk¡ mls ;gk¡ ys vkvks-
--- og jsgkuk ds vCck gksaxs lksp dj eSaus dg fn;kA vc rd eSa mB dj cSB pqdk FkkA thur njokts ls gh okfil pyh x;h
vkSj dqN nsj ds ckn ,d toku ls vkneh dks ys dj esjs ikl vk x;h---- thtw ;gh vkils feyus vk;s FksA eSaus mldh vksj ns[k
dj dgk---- vjs ;g rks jsgkuk ds vCck ugha gSA
rHkh og vkneh cksy mBk---- dqjS’kh lkgc eSa vkils gh feyuk pkgrk gw¡A mldh iSuh fuxkg vkSj psgjs ds Hkko ns[k dj
eSa pkSadUuk gks x;kA vius [khls ij gkFk Qsj dj fiLrkSy dks VVksyrs gq, eglwl dj eSaus mldh vksj ns[krs gq, iwNk---- tukc
eSa vkidks ugha tkurk] vkidh rkjhQ\ mlus dqN {k.k ds fy, esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj cksyk---- vkt jkr dks vkids xksnke ls
eky fudkyuk gSA eSaus iwNk---- D;k eryc gS rqEgkjk\ dkSu lk eky\ dkSu gks rqe\ og eqLdqjk;k vkSj esjh rjQ ?kwjrs gq, cksyk-
--- l‚jh] eq>s [kku lkfgc us Hkstk gSA eSaus vpjt ls mldh vksj ns[k dj dgk---- HkkbZtku eSa dbZ [kkuksa dks tkurk gw¡ vki vxj
eq>s vxj [kqy dj crk nsa rks eSa dqN le> ikÅ¡xkA mlus vc QqlQqlkrs gq, dgk---- tukc vgenh fe;k¡ us eq>s Hkstk gSA vc
mldh lkjh ckr eq>s le> vk x;h FkhA og fdlh [kjhnnkj dk vkneh Fkk vkSj xksnke ls eky mBkus ds fy, vk;k FkkA mlds
psgjs&eksgjs vkSj cksypky ls lkQ Fkk fd og dksbZ iqfyl okyk Fkk ysfdu cgqr vPNh iq’rks cksy jgk FkkA
----tukc vkids yksx dgk¡ gSa\ vkSj vkids ikl Vªd dk bUrtke gS\ esjh ckr lqu dj og FkksM+k fgpdk vkSj cksyk----
tukc eq>s rks [kku lkgc us dgk Fkk fd viuh ns[k&js[k esa eky ys dj ckMZj ikj djk dj ikfdLrku igq¡pk nw¡ ysfdu ;g ugha
crk;k Fkk fd eq>s gh lkjk bartke djuk iM+sxkA eSaus ckr dks iyVk vkSj cksyk---- eSa gh lkjk bartke djrk Fkk vxj esjs ikl
igys ls lwpuk gksrh ysfdu bruh tYnh esa bartke djuk eqf’dy gksxkA vxj vki pkgks rks gsjkr tk dj vki bartke dj yks
;k eq>s dqN le; nks---- eSa dy jkr rd eky Hkst ldw¡xkA esjh vksj ns[k dj cksyk---- Bhd gS tukcA eSaus dgk---- fdruk eky
pkfg,\ ----tukc eq>s ugha ekywe cl eq>s ;g dkxt fn;k Fkk---- dgrs gq, mlus ,d dkxt dk iqtkZ esjh vksj c<+k fn;kA
pqipki eSaus ml iqtsZ dks i<+k vkSj mldh vksj ns[k dj dgk---- irk crkbZ;sA ----eky dks jkoyfiUMh igq¡pkuk gSA bruk
rks eq>s le> vk pqdk Fkk fd eky dk vknku&çnku ,sls gh NksVs&NksVs iqtksaZ ds tfj, gksrk gS ysfdu vc eq>s iSlksa ds ysu&nsu
ds ckjs esa tkuuk t:jh FkkA ml O;fä ds gko&Hkko ls yx jgk Fkk fd og eq>s blds ckjs esa T;knk tkudkjh ugha ns ldrk
FkkA vHkh eSa lksp gh jgk Fkk fd og cksy iM+k---- HkkbZtku fQj crkbZ, dc vk tkš eky mBkus\ eSaus mls dgk---- nsf[k, vki

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dy jkr dks b/kj vk tkbZ,xk----vkidk eky ;gk¡ ij rS;kj feysxkA esjh ckr lqu dj cksyk---- rks eSa pyrk gw¡ dy jkr dks ;gha
feyw¡xkA eSaus Hkh viuh xjnu fgyk dj gkeh Hkjh vkSj dgk---- Bhd gS dy jkr dks feyrs gSa] [kqnk gkfQtA og vkneh rst
dneksa ls pyrk gqvk ckgj fudy x;kA eSa Hkh cSBd ds ckgj fudy vk;k vkSj jlksbZ dh vksj pyk x;kA
vc rd [kkuk rS;kj gks pqdk FkkA ge rhuksa us tYnh ls [kkuk [kRe fd;k vkSj jsgkuk ds vCck dk bartkj djus yxsA
tc dkQh nsj gks x;h rks eSaus gqek vkSj thur dks pyus ds fy, dg fn;k D;ksafd vc nsj djuk Bhd ugh FkkA rHkh jsgkuk ds
vCck dk vkxeu gqvkA
----vkius eq>s dSls ;kn fd;k---- jsgkuk ugha fn[k jgh gS og dgk¡ x;hA eSa D;k tokc nsrk ml xjhc cw<+s vkneh dks ftldh
yM+dh vkSj nkekn dh bruh nnZukd ekSr eSaus ns[kh FkhA eSaus gqek vkSj thur dks thi esa cSBus ds fy, dg dj jsgkuk ds vCck
ls dgk---- cM+s fe;k¡ dqN t:jh dke dh otg ls dqjS’kh lkgc vk;s Fks vkSj jsgkuk dks vius lkFk ys dj dy jkr dks gsjkr pys
x;s FksA eq>ls dg dj x;s Fks fd tkus ls igys eSa ;g txg vkids gokys dj ds tkš vkSj blh fy, eSaus vkidks cqyok;k FkkA
cM+s fe;k¡ us esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj cM+s vfo’okl ls cksyk---- vkt rd dHkh dqjS’kh lkgc mls vius lkFk dHkh igys gsjkr ugha
ys dj x;s Fks rks D;k dkj.k Fkk bl ckj fcuk crk, vius lkFk ys dj pys x;s\ eq>ls ls jgk ugha x;k---- cM+s fe;k¡ eq>s ekywe
ugha ysfdu cgqr ?kcjk, gq, Fks vkSj eq>s dqN [kkl ugha crk;kA cl og jsgkuk dks vius lkFk ys dj pys x;sA gk¡ og jsgkuk
ls fdlh taxy esa >ksaiM+h vkSj bLekbZy dh ckr dj jgs FksA vxj vki pkgsa rks ,d ckj fnu esa taxy esa tk dj ns[k yhft;sxk-
--- esjs ikl le; de gS oukZ eSa Hkh vkids lkFk pyrk---- Hkkjh eu ls ml cw<+s dks le>k;k vkSj fQj eSa edku ls ckgj fudy
x;k vkSj tk dj thi esa cSB x;kA ckj&ckj ml cw<+s pk;okys vkSj mldh csVh jsgkuk dk lksp dj eu nq[kh gks jgk FkkA jsgkuk
us ge nksuksa dks vius ?kj esa lxs&lacU/kh dh rjg esgekuuokth dh FkhA thi LVkVZ djrs gq, ,d ckj jsgkuk dk eqLdqjkrk gqvk
psgjk esjh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus ls fudy x;kA ,d BaMh lk¡l NksM+rs gq, eSaus fx;j cnyk vkSj gsjkr dh vksj py fn;kA

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vius [;kyksa esa [kks;k gqvk eSa gsjkr dh vksj c<+rk pyk tk jgk FkkA jg&jg dj jsgkuk dh {kr&fo{kr yk’k vkSj b/kj dqjS’kh
dh csnnhZ ls dh x;h gR;k esjh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus ls fudy tkrh FkhA dqjS’kh ds [ksr ij xqtkjs gq, iyksa dks ;kn djds eSa ckj&ckj
g¡lrh f[kyf[kykrh gqbZ jsgkuk dks vius tgu esa fcBkus dh dksf’k’k dj jgk FkkA thur] gqek vkSj esjs chp esa cSBh gqbZ Å¡?k jgh
Fkh ysfdu gqek dk psgjk mlds fny esa mBrs gq, [;kyksa dks c;ku dj jgk FkkA dHkh&dHkh og esjh vksj eqM+ dj esjs psgjs ds
Hkkoksa dks i<+us dh dksf’k’k djrh ysfdu fQj viuk /;ku lkai lh ygjkrh gqbZ lM+d ij yxk nsrhA
----thtw] eq>s yxrk gS fd vki dqN eq>ls fNik jgs gSa---- vpkud gqek dh vkokt us esjs fopkjksa dh yM+h dks rksM+ fn;kA
----v----gk¡----gqek D;k dgk----vius [;kyksa dh nqfu;k ls ckgj fudyrs gq, eSaus gqek ls iwNkA ----mg¡----dqN ugh thtw---- cksy dj gqek
,d ckj fQj ls pqi gks x;hA eSaus gqek dh vksj igyh ckj /;ku ls ns[kk rks mldh McMck;h gqbZ vk¡[ks ns[k dj eq>s yxk fd
fdlh us esjs fny dks fupksM+ ds j[k fn;k FkkA eSaus thi dks ,d fdukjs esa [kM+h dj nh vkSj uhps mrj dj gqek dh vksj vk
x;kA eq>s vius fudV [kM+k ns[k dj vpdpk dj thi ls uhps mrj x;h ysfdu vHkh Hkh mldh cM+h&cM+h vk¡[kksa vk¡lw rSj jgs
FksA eSaus mldk gkFk idM+k vkSj [khaprs gq, thi ls nwj ys x;k---- D;k ckr gS gqek\ D;ksa nq[kh gks jgh gks\ viuh utj uhps >qdk
dj cksyh---- dqN ugha thtwA
----dksbZ rks t:j ckr gS----A ----ugha thtw----dksbZ ckr ugh gSA vc dh ckj eSaus mlds psgjs dks mBk dj mldh vk¡[kksa esa
>k¡drs gq, iwNk---- cksyks D;k ckr gS tks rqEgsa ijs’kku dj jgh gSA gekjh vk¡[ks pkj gksrs gh mldh vk¡[ksa Nyd x;h vkSj fQj
yxkrkj vk¡lqvksa dh >M+h yx x;hA eq>ls jgk ugha x;k vkSj eSaus mls viuh vkxks’k esa Hkj fy;kA gqek esjs lhus ls yx dj
QwV&QwV dj jksus yxhA eSa mls ‘kkar djus esa yx x;k—- vjs D;k gqvk----D;k gqvk gqekA esjs lhus esa viuk eq¡g fNik;s og FkksM+h
nsj esa lqcdrh gqbZ ‘kkar gks x;hA eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls iwNk---- esjh xqMf;k dks D;k gks x;k Fkk\ ----thtw---- vkius ,slk D;ksa fd;kA
----eSaus D;k dj fn;k----\ ----vkius thur ckth ds lkFk vPNk ugha fd;k thtw---- cspkjh lyek ckth dks dSlk yx jgk gksxkA vc
esjk dqdeZ esjs lkeus vk x;k FkkA gqek ds ç’u dk esjs ikl dksbZ tokc ugha FkkA ----D;k thtw esjs ls dksbZ [krk gks x;h Fkh----
gqek us esjh vksj ns[krs gq, ,d ckj fQj ls ç’u fd;kA
----gqek] rqEgsa dSls crkš fd ml jkr dks D;k gqvk FkkA ysfdu D;k rqe esjs ckjs esa ;gh jk; j[krh gks fd eSa thur dh
tkucw> dj vLer ywV ldrk gw¡\ ----ugha----thtw eSa vkids ckjs ,slk rks lius esa Hkh ugha lksp ldrh gw¡ ysfdu thur ckth us
eq>s crk;k Fkk fd vki esa vkSj bLekbZy esa dks dksbZ QdZ ugha Fkk cl ftl dke esa bLekbZy ukdke;kc jgk Fkk vki mldh
csgks’kh dk Qk;nk ys dj dke;kc gks x;s FksA
----ugha gqek----ml jkr dks tc eq>s thur feyh Fkh og BaM ls te pqdh vkSj vxj tYnh gh mlds ftLe esa [kwu dh
jokuxh rst ugha gksrh rks og csgks’kh esa gh dksek esa pyh tkrhA eSaus rks mldks ‘kjhj dh xehZ nsus dh dksf’k’k dh FkhA eSa tkurk
gw¡ fd bldks nqfu;k esjh xyrh ekusxh ysfdu eSa lksprk gw¡ tks gqvk og mldh tku cpkus ds fy, Hkh t:jh FkkA eSa viuh
lQkbZ esa cl bruk dg ldrk gw¡A tks gks x;k mldks rks cnyk ugha tk ldrk ysfdu eq>ls tks Hkh gks ldsxk viuh xyrh
lq/kkjus ds fy, eSa djus dks rS;kj gw¡---- fuxkgsa uhps >qdk dj gqek ds lkeus [kM+k jgkA gqek esjs lhus ls yx x;h vkSj cksyh----
thtw vkidh t:jr thur ckth dks Hkh mruh gS ftruh ge lc dks gSA mUgsa Mj gS fd dgha vki mudks gsjkr esa NksM+ dj rks

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ugha pys tkvksxsA eSaus xjnu fgykrs gq, dgk---- og ikxy gS tks ,slk lksprh gSA og vc gekjs lkFk gh jgsxhA gqek ;g ckr
mldks rqe Hkh crk nsuk vkSj gk¡ vxj og dgha fdlh ds ikl tkuk pkgrh gS rks eq>s dksbZ ,rjkt ugha---- eSa mldks ogk¡ igq¡pk
nw¡xkA ysfdu rqe eq>ls [kQk u gksuk---- dgrs gq, eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls gqek dks viuh ck¡gksa esa tdM+ fy;kA
gqek vius vki dks esjh fxj¶r ls NqM+krh gqbZ cksyh---- thtw----pyuk ugha gS D;k\ ----gk¡----dg dj mls NksM+ fn;k vkSj thi
dh vksj pyus yxkA rHkh gqek Hkkx dj esjs fudV vk;h vkSj esjs ls fyiV x;h cksyh---- thtw D;k vki cqjk eku x;sA ----ugha
rks---- rqEgkjh Hkjh gqbZ vk¡[ks ns[k dj lc Hkwy x;k Fkk---- ysfdu vc lc Bhd gSA gsjkr esa esjk bartkj gks jgk pyks---- dg dj
gqek dks lgkjk ns dj thi esa fcBk;k vkSj fQj tk dj Mªkbfoax lhV ij cSB x;kA lksrh gqbZ thur dk flj viuh xksnh esa j[k
dj eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls thi gsjkr dh vksj pyk nhA gqek ls ckr djus ds ckn eq>s vius vanj dqN gYdkiu yx jgk FkkA
jkLrk [kjkc Fkk ysfdu fcuk fdlh nq?kZVuk ds ge gsjkr igq¡p x;sA
‘kke gks pqdh FkhA cYcksa dh jkS’kuh esa gsjkr txexk jgk FkkA vius ifjokj ds fy, eq>s ;gk¡ ij igyh ckj ,d nfjans
dk lkeuk mlds gh ?kj esa djuk FkkA cqjkZuh dks Mcy Økl djuk vklku ugha Fkk ysfdu eq>s esjk Iyku QqyçwQ yx jgk FkkA
,d cM+s ls gksVy dks ns[k dj eSaus thi dks /khjs djrs gq, dgk---- gqek ge yksx bl gksVy esa #dsaxs vkSj /kheh xfr ls pykrs
gq, thi dks gksVy ds ikspZ esa [kM+h dj nhA
mu nksuksa dks ogha ij NksM+ dj eSa lh/kk fjlsI’ku dh vksj pyk x;k vkSj ,d dejk cqd djds ckgj vk x;kA gqek vkSj
thur dks vius lkFk ys dj eSa gksVy ds dejs esa pyk x;kA vc rd esjs lkFk gqek rks gksVy esa jgus dh vkfn gks pqdh Fkh
ysfdu thur gksVy ds dejs dks vk¡[ksa QkM+s ns[k jgh FkhA gqek vius lkFk thur dks ys dj :e esa miyC/k lktks lkeku ls
voxr djkus esa yx x;hA eSa fcLrj ij cSB dj vius vxys dne ds ckjs esa lkspus esa yx x;kA dqN nsj ds ckn nksuksa okfil
esjs ikl vk dj pqipki cSB x;h vkSj esjk psgjk rkdus yxhA vpkud esjh utj gqek ij iM+h rks vpdpk x;k D;ksafd gqek esjh
vksj cM+s jgL;e; vankt ls ns[k jgh FkhA
----D;k gqvk gqek---- eSaus mldh vksj ns[krs gq, iwNkA ----dqN ugha thtw---- eSa lksp jgh Fkh fd D;k ge lc blh dejs esa
jgsaxsA ----ugha gqek] ;gk¡ ij flQZ rqe nksuksa jgksxh vkSj eSa fdlh nwljs gksVy esa jgw¡xkA esjh ckr lqu dj gqek us vpjt ls esjh
vksj ns[kk vkSj cksyh---- D;ksa thtw\ ----gqek---- tc rd cqjkZuh ds lkFk esjk dke [kRe ugha gks tkrk eSa dksbZ csotg fjLd ugha mBk
ldrkA ;gk¡ ij rqe nksuksa jgksxh rks dksbZ Hkh rqe nksuksa dks esjs lkFk ugha tksM+ ldsxk vkSj eSa viuk dke vklkuh ls dj ldw¡xkA
rqe nksuksa vkjke ls ;gk¡ jgks vkSj jkr dks le; fudky dj eSa rqels feyus ds fy, pyk vkÅ¡xkA
----ugha thtw---- Iyht vki Hkh ;gha #d tkb, u] vki ;gk¡ ij gksaxs rks gesa fdlh ckr dk Mj ugha gksxk ysfdu vki ds
fcuk ge nksuksa dks ;gk¡ vdsys esa Mj yxsxkA eSaus gqek dks vius vkxks’k esa fy;k vkSj le>krs gq, cksyk---- ;g cqjkZuh dk x<+ gSA
;gk¡ ij irk ugha fdrus yksx cqjkZuh ds fy, dke dj jgs gSaA vxj fdlh dks bl ckr dk ‘kd gks x;k fd rqe yksx esjs lkFk
gks rks og yksx lcls igys rqe ij geyk djsaxs vkSj rqEgkjs }kjk eq>s idM+us dh dksf’k’k djsaxsA ge lc ds fy, vPNk gS fd
tc rd cqjkZuh dk dke reke u gks tk, eSa rqe nksuksa ls vyx jgw¡A bruk dg dj eSa mB dj [kM+k gks x;k vkSj gqek dks vius
lhus ls yxk dj ckgj dh vksj tkus yxk ysfdu fQj D;k lksp dj eSa thur dh vksj eqM+ x;k---- thur eSa pyrk gw¡A
thur vc rd ge ls nwj fcLrj ds nwljs Nksj ij fuxkg uhps fd;s gq, cSBh gqbZ FkhA esjh vksj mlus fuxkgsa mBk dj
,d ckj ns[kk rks esjk lkeuk lyek fd fpjifjfpr utjksa ls gqvkA lyek dh gqcgw udy Fkh] ogh psgjk vkSj ogh frjNh utj
ls ns[kus dk rjhdkA vxj eSaus lyek dh yk’k ugha ns[kh gksrh vkSj mldks vius gkFkksa ls ugha nQuk;k gksrk rks ,d ckj ds
fy, eSa Hkh /kks[kk [kk tkrk ysfdu vc rks eSa iwjs gks’k esa Fkk vkSj tkurk Fkk fd ;g lyek ugh mldh NksVh cgu gSA ysfdu
fQj Hkh tc Hkh mlds lkFk utj feyrh esjh /kM+du c<+ tkrh FkhA eSa okfil njokts dh vksj pyk x;k vkSj fcuk ihNs ns[ks
dejs ds ckgj fudy x;kA
mu nksuksa dks ogha gksVy ds dejs esa NksM+ dj eSa okfil fjlsI’ku dh vksj x;k vkSj mlh gksVy esa ,d vkSj dejk vyx
eafty ij ys fy;kA vius dejs esa igq¡p dj lcls igys eSaus jkstj dks Qksu feyk;k---- ----gSyks jkstj----

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----gk¡ vkfej rqe gsjkr igq¡p x;s----A ----gk¡ eSa gsjkr esa gh gw¡] jkstj ge dc fey ldrs gSa\
----vkfej eSa ,d xsLV gkml esa #dk gqvk gw¡ rqe ;gha vk tkvksA ----gk¡ jkstj ;gh Bhd jgsxkA irk crkvksA jkstj us irk
fy[kk dj iwNk---- cqjkZuh ls dc fey jgs gks\ ----jkstj---- feyus ij lc crkšxk---- [kqnk gkfQt dg dj Qksu dkV fn;kA
vc dh ckj eSaus Qksu jger [kku dks feyk;k---- gSyks jger] eSa vkfej cksy jgk gw¡A lj----ge vkidk bartkj dj jgs gSaA
vki vc rd dgk¡ igq¡ps\ ----jger] eSa gsjkr ls cksy jgk gw¡A lc rS;kj gSA ----lj lc rS;kj gS flQZ vkids vkMZj dh osV dj
jgs gSaA ----xqM----jger vki yksx Vªd ds lkFk dgk¡ ij gSa D;ksafd eSa vius Iyku dks iwjh Vhe ls fMLdl dj ysuk pkgrk gw¡A ----
lj----oh vkj jsMh vki lh/ks tyhy pkSjkgs ds fefyVªh dSaEi esa vk tkbZ;s ge lc vkidks ;gha feysaxsA ----vksds---- vkt jkr dks eSa
vkids ikl feyus vk jgk gw¡---- dg dj viuk Qksu fMLdusDV dj fn;kA
vc esjs Iyku dks ,D’ku esa rCnhy djus dk oä vk pqdk FkkA esjs lkjs I;kns ‘krjat dh fclkr ij viuh&viuh txg
ij cSB x;s FksA eSaus gksVy ds dejs ls cqjkZuh dk uEcj feyk;kA ;g ogh uEcj Fkk tks eq>s [kqjZe ds ;gk¡ ls feyk FkkA dqN nsj
Qksu dh ?kaVh ctus ds ckn fdlh us Qksu mBk;k---- gSyks!
----cqjkZuh lkfgc ls ckr djuh gS----
----dkSu lkgc cksy jgs gSa\---- nwljh vksj ls fdlh us dgkA
----eSa dqUnqt ls vk;k gw¡ vkSj eq>s jkf’kn lkgc us Hkstk gSA
----Bgfj;s---- eSa iwN dj vHkh crkrk gw¡A dg dj Qksu dk fjlhoj est ij j[kus dh vkokt vk;hA eSa Hkh Qksu dks gkFk esa
fy, ml O;fä ds ykSVus dk bartkj djus yxkA dqN rst vkoktsa lquk;h iM+ jgh Fkh ysfdu dqN le> esa ugha vk jgk FkkA
rHkh fdlh vkSjr dh ph[kus dh vkokt nwljh vksj ls lquk;h nh vkSj fQj lc ‘kkar gks x;kA
----gSyks---- [kku lkgc bl oä Qksu ij ugha vk ldrs rqe dke crk nks vkSj viuk uEcj ns nksA [kku lkgc le; feyus
ij [kqn ckr dj ysaxs---- dg dj nwljh vksj ls cksyrk gqvk O;fä pqi gks x;kA
----HkkbZtku----vki dkSu gSa D;k vki viuk uke crk,¡xs\
----eSa Qtyw cksy jgk gw¡A
----csVk Qtyw vius [kku lkfgc ls tk dj cksy fd vxj vHkh og Qksu ij ugha vk;k rks eSa vius Vªd dk lkSnk vgenh
ls dj yw¡xk vkSj og esjk dqN Hkh ugh¡ fcxkM+ ldsxkA tYnh ls tk oukZ rw cspkjk Qkyrw esa ekjk tk,xk---- dg dj eSa pqi gks
x;kA
nwljh vksj ls dksbZ tokc ugha vk;k ysfdu fjlhoj j[kus dh vkokt vk;h vkSj eSa pqipki Qksu fy, cqjkZuh dk bartkj
djus yxkA vcdh ckj T;knk nsj ugha gqbZ vkSj nwljh vksj ls ,d Hkkjh lh vkokt lquk;h nh---- cqjkZuh cksy jgk gw¡ cksyks\
----D;k ckr gS cqjkZuh cgqr [kQk gks jgs gks\ eSa dqUnqt ls jkf’kn dk eky ys dj vk;k FkkA D;k djuk gS\ eq>s ;gk¡ vk
dj irk pyk gS fd ekfdZV dk cqjk gky gSA eky dc mBk jgs gks\
----rqe dkSu gks\ eq>s jkf’kn dh ekSr dk irk gS blfy, esjh vk¡[kksa esa /kwy >ksadus dh dksf’k’k er djksA
----cqjkZuh rqe /ka/ks okys vkneh gks rqe vke [kkvks isM+ er fxuksA esjs dCts esa jkf’kn dk Vªd gS vc ;g crkvks fd rqEgsa
pkfg, fd ughaA eq>s rks tYnh ls tYnh bldk lkSnk djuk gS iSlk nks vkSj eky mBkvksA
----gk¡ bruk eky bl gYds esa flQZ eSa gh mBk ldrk gw¡A igys rqe crkvks fd rqe dkSu gks vkSj rqEgsa esjk uEcj fdlus

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fn;kA
----cqjkZuh D;ksa esjk le; cckZn dj jgs gks\ eky pkfg, rks tYnh cksyksA
----Bhd gS dy eky ys dj ‘kke dks xksnke ij igq¡p tkuk ysfdu bruk ;kn j[kuk fd dksbZ gksf’k;kjh er fn[kkuk----
oukZ vius iwjs [kkunku dks <w¡<rs jg tkvksxsA
----u----u----bruh tYnh ughaA eSa Vªd ys dj dy pkj cts rqEgkjs ?kj ij feyw¡xk iSls Hkh rS;kj j[kuk vkSj vius ikyrw
dqÙkksa dks Hkh rS;kj jgus ds fy, dg nsukA gks lds rks lksgjkcqíhu dks Hkh cqyk ysukA D;ksa pdjk x;sA dy ‘kke pkj cts rqEgkjs
?kj ij---- bruk dg dj eSaus Qksu dkV fn;kA
vc vkeus&lkeus gksus dh rS;kjh dk le; vk x;k FkkA eSa rsth ls gksVy ds ckgj fudyk vkSj iSny gh jkstj ds crk;s
gq, irs dh vksj #[k fd;kA jkLrs esa tkrh gqbZ VSDlh dks jksd dj mlds Mªkboj dks jkstj dk irk Fkek;k vkSj vkjke ls ihB
fVdk dj cSB x;kA dqN gh nsj esa eSa jkstj ds xsLVgkml ds ckgj [kM+k gqvk FkkA xsV ij iwjh flD;wfjVh yxh gqbZ FkhA tSls gh
eSaus viuk uke xsV ij [kM+s gq, xkMZ dks crk;k og rqjar eq>s ys dj edku ds vanj ys x;kA jkstj us iwjk ?kj v‚ijs’ku lsUVj
cuk j[kk FkkA
?kj D;k Fkk iwjk dekaM lsUVj cuk j[kk FkkA nks pkj yksx b/kj m/kj vk tk jgs FksA eSa ncs gq, dneksa ls ml xkMZ ds
ihNs&ihNs py jgk FkkA ,d dejs ds ckgj og xkMZ #d x;k vkSj /khjs ls nLrd ns dj njoktk [kksy vanj >k¡d dj dqN dg
dj og eq>s ogh NksM+ dj okfil pyk x;kA mlh oä njoktk [kqyk vkSj jkstj ckgj fudyk vkSj eq>s ns[krs gh jkstj esjh vksj
vk x;k---- gSyks vkfejA
----gSyks jkstjA pyks py dj dgha cSB dj ckr djrs gSaA ----gk¡ vkfej pyks dkUÝsUl :e esa pyrs gSa---- dgrs gq, fn’kk
fn[kkrs gq, og vkxs py fn;kA fcuk dqN dgs eSa Hkh mlds ihNs gks fy;kA ,d dejs ds ckgj igq¡p dj mlus njoktk [kksyk
vkSj eq>s vanj vkus dk b’kkjk fd;kA eSa mlds lkFk dejs ds vanj pyk x;kA
----gk¡ vc crkvks vkfej----D;k [kcj gS\ ----jkstj----eSa dy ‘kke dks pkj cts cqjkZuh ls mlds ?kj ij fey jgk gw¡ vkSj eSa
pkgrk gw¡ fd rkSQhd vkSj cqjkZuh ds HkkbZ dks ys dj rqe ogk¡ ij igq¡pks vkSj dqN nwjh cuk dj esjk osV djksA
----og rks Bhd gSA ij rqeus viuk D;k Iyku cuk;k gS\ vkf[kj ‘ksj dh ek¡n esa rqe lh/ks rks ugha tkvksxsA rqeus dqN rks
lkspk gksxk----A
----gk¡---- eSa jger dh Vhe ds lkFk tkÅ¡xk vkSj vkxs vYykg ekfyd gSA esjh utj jkstj ij iM+h rks og dqN cksyus tk
jgk Fkk ysfdu eq>ls utjsa feyrs gh og cksyrs&cksyrs #d x;kA ----jkstj rqe dqN dguk pkg jgs gks] cksyksA
----vkfej dqN djus ls igys rqEgsa ;g crkuk t:jh gS fd rqEgkjs ?kj ijvkt ls pkj fnu igys geyk gqvk Fkk vkSj rqEgkjh
choh vkQ’kk¡ vkSj NksVh yM+dh dk vc rd dqN irk ugha py ldk gSA dkcqy esa jkr dks fMLVªsl flxuy esjs Qksu ij vk;k
Fkk rHkh eSaus ,d Vhe ;gk¡ ls dqUnqt Hkst nh FkhA mudh fjiksVZ feyh gS fd og nksuksa ogk¡ ls xk;c gS vkSj mUgsa flQZ rqEgkjs
ukSdj tksjkoj dh yk’k feyh FkhA
jkstj dh ckr lqu dj eSa ldrs esa vk x;kA vkQ’kk¡ vkSj chgw u tkus fdlds gkFk esa iM+ x;h FkhA mUgksaus eq>s D;ksa ugha
[kcj dh FkhA esjk ‘kjhj Fkj&Fkj dk¡i jgk Fkk fdlh cqjh [kcj dh vk’kadk ls vkSj eSaus >Yyk dj iwNk---- ysfdu jkstj rqeus eq>s
igys bl ckr dh lwpuk D;ksa ugha nhA
----vkfej ml oä rqe IykaV ij MsYVk Vhe dks yhM dj jgs Fks vkSj bl ?kVuk dh eq>s Hkh iwjh tkudkjh ugha Fkh rks rqEgsa
dSls crkrk---- jkstj us viuh lQkbZ is’k dhA ;g lc [kcj eq>s vkt gh lqcg irk py ik;h Fkh blh fy, eSa rqels fey dj
bl fo”k; ij vkt ppkZ djuk pkg jgk FkkA esjk ftLe BaMk gks x;k Fkk vkSj is’kkuh ls ilhuk Vid jgk FkkA esjs gkFk dk¡i jgs

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Fks vkSj eSa ‘kwU; esa ?kwjrk gqvk muds ckjs esa lksp jgk FkkA rHkh jkstj dh vkokt esjs dku esa iM+h---- vkfej----D;k gqvk\ ----va----gk¡-
---jkstj dqN ugha cl muds ckjs esa lksp jgk FkkA ----ns[kks vxj rqe Bhd le>ks rks cqjkZuh ds lkFk dy dh ehfVax dks Vky nksA
flQZ dqN iy ds fy, mu nksuksa ds ckjs esa lksp dj eSa vkSj esjk vfLrRo fgy dj jg x;k Fkk ysfdu jkstj dh vkokt lqu dj
eSa vius vki ij dkcw ik pqdk FkkA ----ugha jkstj----n ehfVax foy Vsd IyslA fcuk vkSj le; xok¡, eSaus jkstj dks vius Iyku ls
voxr djk;k vkSj mls dy ds ckjs esa rS;kj jgus ds fy, dg dj py fn;k---- jkstj eSa pyrk gw¡ vkSj tSls gh vkQ’kk¡ vkSj chgw
dh [kcj feys eq>s mlh oä lwfpr djukA
----Bgjks----vkfejA ‘kk;n ;g Bhd oä ugha gS rqEgkjs fy, vdsys jgus ds fy,---- jkstj us esjk gkFk idM+ dj dgkA ----
ugha jkstj eSa Bhd gw¡---- vHkh bl ckjs esa ge dqN Hkh ugha dj ldrs ysfdu tks dj ldrs gSa og rks vc Bhd ls djuk gksxkA
vkSj gk¡ ;g ,d irk ns jgk gw¡ vius dqN vkneh bl irs ij fuxjkuh ds fy, fcBk nks vkSj irk yxkvks fd ;gk¡ ij dkSu jgrk
gS vkSj D;k djrk gSA gk¡ ,d vkSj dke gS fd rqe vius lw=ksa ls irk yxkvks fd jkoyfiaMh esa jgus okyk vgenh uke dk ‘kDl
dkSu gS vkSj D;k djrk gSA rqe ;g lc irk yxkvks---- eSa pyrk gw¡---- dgrs gq, eSa dejs ds ckgj fudy vk;kA jkstj fcuk dqN
cksys esjs ihNs eq>s njokts rd NksM+us ds fy, vk;k vkSj esjs pyus ls igys cksyk---- vkfej rqe Bhd gks u----\ eSaus xjnu fgyk
dj dgk---- rqe dy dh fpUrk djks] eSa Bhd gw¡A eSa ckgj lM+d ij vk x;k vkSj pqipki dqUnqt dh ?kVuk ds ckjs esa lksprs gq,
iSny gh j’khn ds dSaEi dh vksj py fn;kA
;g gjdr dkSu dj ldrk gS\ vkf[kj dqUnqt esa tks yksx uqdlku dj ldrs Fks og rks lc vYykg dks I;kjs gks pqds
Fks vkSj tks cp x;k Fkk og Hkh vesfjdu QkslZ ds dCts esa fdlh ejs ds leku FkkA esjk ‘kd ckj&ckj cqjkZuh dh vksj tk jgk
Fkk ysfdu og bruh rsth ls dqN dj lds ukeqefdu lk yxrk FkkA D;k vy dk;nk ds vknfe;ksa us mUgsa vxok fd;k gS\ ;gh
lksprs gq, eSa iSny gh esu jksM ij igq¡p x;k vkSj ,d ckj fQj ls tkrh gqbZ VSDlh dks gkFk ns dj jksdk vkSj jger ds crk;s
gq, irs dh vksj py fn;kA
jger dh Vhe esjk bartkj dj jgh FkhA eq>s ns[krs gh jger eq>s xsV ij ysus igq¡p x;kA ;g txg vesfjdu vkehZ dk
csl dSaEi Fkk vkSj pkjksa vksj lqj{kk dk dM+k bUrtke FkkA jger us vius lkFk vk;s gq, pkjksa vknfe;ksa dks bdB~Bk fd;k vkSj
fQj esjs ikl vk dj cSB x;kA
ge yksx dks viuk Iyku fMLdl djus esa djhc rhu ?kaVs fudy x;s vkSj jkr ds rhu ct pqds FksA eSaus jger ls dgk
fd og ,d thi dk bartke djkus dh dksf’k’k djs ftlls eSa lgh lyker gksVy igq¡p ldw¡A dqN gh nsj esa jger ,d fefyVªh
thi dk bartke djds esjs lkeus vk dj [kM+k gks x;kA fcuk nsj fd;s eSa tYnh ls thi esa cSBk vkSj gksVy dh vksj fudy x;kA
vius dejs esa igq¡p dj lh/kk fcLrj ij tk dj ysV x;k vkSj vkQ’kk¡ vkSj chgw ds ckjs esa lkspus yxk fd og nksuksa bl
oä dgk¡ ij gksaxhA eq>s yx jgk Fkk fd ‘kk;n fdlh rjg ls og vius vki dks cpkus esa dke;kc gks x;h gksaxh rHkh rks fdlh
us eq>ls ckr djus dh dksf’k’k ugh dh FkhA ysfdu vxj dksbZ ckr djuk Hkh pkgrk] rc Hkh og eq>ls dSls ckr dj ldrk FkkA
blh m/ksM+cqu esa jkr fudyrh tk jgh Fkh vkSj esjh vk¡[kksa ls uhan xk;c gks pqdh FkhA ckj&ckj vkQ’kk¡ vkSj chgw dk psgjk esjh
vk¡[kksa ds lkeus vk jgk FkkA D;k d:¡ dqN le> ugha vk jgk FkkA gqek dks D;k dgw¡xk---- ;gh lc lksprs gq, esjh vk¡[k yx
x;hA
tc esjh uhan VwVh rc rd nksigj ds ckjg ct jgs FksA vylk;k lk vius fcLrj ij dqN nsj rd ;wagh iM+k jgk ysfdu
xqtjrs gq, oä dks ns[k dj tYnh ls mBk vkSj rS;kj gksus ds fy, ckFk:e esa ?kql x;kA rS;kj gks dj gYdk lk uk’rk eaxok;k
vkSj fQj vius Iyku dks nksgjkus ds fy, cSB x;kA uk’krs ls Qkfjx gks dj ,d ckj fQj ls vius fnekx esa jg&jg dj mBrh
gqbZ vkQ’kk¡ vkSj chgw dh fpUrk dks ckgj fudkyk vkSj vius vki dks cqjkZuh ls feyus ds fy, rS;kj fd;kA
gksVy ds ckgj fudyus ls igys esjs dne ,dk,d gqek vkSj thur ds dejs dh vksj eqM+ x;sA muds njokts ds ckgj
tk dj #d x;k vkSj dqN lksp dj /khjs ls nLrd nhA thur us njoktk [kksyk vkSj eq>s ns[k dj eqLdqjk;h fQj njokts ls
gV x;hA gqek fcLrj ij cSBh gqbZ Fkh vkSj eq>s ns[k dj f[ky mBh---- thtw vki] eq>s rks yxk fd dksbZ osVj gksxkA vki rks dg

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jgs Fks fd vki jkr dks vk;saxs\ mldks pgdrs gq, ns[k dj eSaus vius vanj mBrs gq, tTckrksa dks nck;k vkSj cksyk---- eSa cqjkZuh
ls feyus tk jgk Fkk rks lkspk fd ,d ckj rqe nksuksa ls fey yw¡ fQj irk ugha fd ogk¡ ij D;k gksxk----A
----D;k eryc thtw---- D;k gksxk ogk¡ ij\ esjh vkokt esa fpUrk dks eglwl djds gqek ds psgjs ds Hkko cny x;s---- thtw
D;k ogk¡ ij dksbZ [krjk gS\ Iyht eq>s Hkh vius lkFk ys pfy,A
----ugha gqek---- eSaus ckr laHkkyh---- ,slh dksbZ ckr ugha gSA ysfdu og gekjk nq’eu gS vkSj vxj mls irk py x;k fd vHkh
ge vYcan ls vk jgs gSa rks ‘kk;n eqf’dy iSnk gks tk,xhA eSa rks flQZ rqEgsa ns[kus vk;k Fkk fd rqe nksuksa Bhd gksA gqek rc rd
vk dj eq>ls fyiV x;h Fkh vkSj thur fuxkgsa >qdk, FkksM+h nwj ij [kM+h FkhA eSaus viuh tsc ls uksVksa dh ,d xìh fudkyh
vkSj gqek ds gkFk esa j[k nh---- gqek ;g iSls rqe vius ikl j[k yksA
----D;ksa thtw---- gqek us esjh vksj xkSj ls ns[kkA ----oSls gh ns jgk gw¡---- eSaus mls ‘kkar djrs gq, dgk---- vxj vkt eq>s dqN
gks x;k rks de ls de bu iSlksa ls rqe nksuksa vkjke ls dqUnqt rks igq¡p ldrh gks---- blls igys eSa dqN vkSj cksy ikrk gqek
vius iatksa ij [kM+h gks x;h vkSj mlus vius gksBksa ls esjk eq[k lhycan dj fn;kA dqN iy mlds uktqd gksaBksa dk jliku djus
ds ckn ge nksuksa ,d nwljs ls vyx gks x;sA gqek us esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj cksyh---- thtw vxj vki dks dqN gks x;k rks esjs fy,
;g lc csdkj gS eSa Hkh ftUnk ugha jguk pkgw¡xhA eSaus mlds flj ij gYdh lh ,d pir tekbZ vkSj cksyk---- rqe nksuksa dks NksM+
dj eSa vHkh dgha ugha tkus okyk---- rqe nksuksa viuk [;ky j[kukA
bruk dg dj eSa muds dejs ls ckgj fudy vk;kA uhps gksVy dh ikfdaZx esa [kM+h gqbZ viuh thi esa lokj gqvk vkSj
jger ds fefyVªh dSai dh vksj py fn;kA

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jger vius vknfe;ksa ds lkFk lkns fyckl esa igys ls r; dh gqbZ txg ij Vªd ds lkFk esjk bartkj dj jgk FkkA esjs igq¡prs
gh jger vkSj mlds rhu lkFkh esjh thi esa lokj gks x;sA mldk ,d lkFkh Vªd esa cSB dj gekjs ihNs gks fy;kA lk<+s rhu
ct jgs Fks vkSj ge cqjkZuh ds edku ls dqN nwjh ij [kM+s gks dj jkstj dh Vhe dk bartkj dj jgs FksA dqN le; ds ckn jkstj
dh Vhe us Hkh ogk¡ igq¡pus dk b’kkjk fd;kA vc rd ge lc ;Fkkor LFkku ij igq¡p pqds FksA eSa vkSj jger thi esa cSBs jgs
ysfdu vc mlds lkFkh thi ls mrj dj Vªd esa cSB x;s FksA ge nksuksa us vius gfFk;kj pkSd fd;s vkSj cqjkZuh ds edku dh
vksj py fn;sA
xsV ij dM+k igjk FkkA yxrk Fkk fd cqjkZuh us dkQh rS;kjh dj j[kh FkhA gfFk;kjksa ls ySl vQxkuh os’kHkw”kk igus rkfyckuh
esjs vkxeu dh rS;kjh esa cSBs gq, FksA xsV ij igq¡p dj jger us njcku ls dgk---- esjk uke vkfej gS vkSj cqjkZuh lkgc esjk
bartkj dj jgs gSa---- xsV [kksyksA jger dh ckr lqu dj njcku us fdlh dks b’kkjs ls cqyk;k vkSj lyke Bksd dj xsV [kksyus
py fn;kA cqjkZuh dk edku ,d fdys fd Hkk¡fr yx jgk FkkA yxHkx rhl&pkyhl gfFk;kjcan yksx igjk ns jgs FksA xsV [kqyrs
gh eSaus xfr c<+k nh vkSj thi dks ys tk dj edku ds njokts ij yxk nhA rc rd nks vkneh njokts ij igq¡p pqds FksA mUgksaus
lyke fd;k vkSj vius ihNs pyus dk b’kkjk fd;k vkSj fdysuqek edku esa ços’k fd;k vkSj ge nksuks Hkh muds ihNs gks fy;sA
dqN dne pyus ds ckn og gesa gky esa ys dj vk x;sA ge nksuks dks lksQs ij fcBk dj ,d vkneh vanj pyk x;k
vkSj ,d gekjh fuxjkuh djus ds fy, [kM+k jgkA dqN nsj ckn ,d O;fä gekjs djhc vk;k vkSj cksyk---- lHkh gfFk;kj eq>s ns
nksA fcuk fgpds geus vius [khls lkjs gfFk;kj mlds lkeus est ij j[k fn;sA og fQj cksyk---- tukc vxj cqjk u ekus rks
vkidks b/kj ls xqtjuk iM+sxk rkfd vkidh tk¡p gks ldsA ge nksuksa fcuk dqN dgs viuh tk¡p djokus ds fy, ml txg ls
xqtj x;sA mlh O;fä us gesa vanj pyus dk b’kkjk fd;k vkSj ge nksuks mlds lkFk gks fy,A ,d cM+s ls dejs ds ckgj [kM+s
gks dj mlus /khjs ls njokts ij nLrd nh vkSj fQj dqN {k.k #dus ds ckn njoktk [kksy dj [kM+k gks x;k vkSj gesa vanj tkus
dk b’kkjk fd;k---- mldk b’kkjk feyrs gha ge nksuksa ml dejs nkf[ky gks x;sA
gesa yxk fd ge fdlh egy esa vk x;s gSaA Nr cs’kdherh >wejksa ls lqlfTtr Fkh vkSj tehu ij cq[kkjk dk dkyhu ‘kksHkk
ns jgk FkkA nhokjksa ij csgn dherh lkeku dh uqekb’k yxh gqbZ FkhA dejs ds chpksachp cSBus dh O;oLFkk dh gqbZ Fkh ysfdu ml
oä dejs esa dksbZ vkSj ugha FkkA geus vius pkjksa vksj fuxkg nkSM+k;h vkSj fQj tkdj lksQs ij cSB x;sA dkQh nsj rd dksbZ
dejs esa ugha vk;k vkSj fQj vpkud njoktk [kqyk vkSj pkj rkfyckuh dejs esa vk dj [kM+s gks x;sA dqN le; ckn ,d v/ksM+
vkneh us dejs esa ços’k fd;k ftls ns[k dj [kM+s gq, gfFk;kjcan dejs ds ,d fljs ds ikl bdB~Bs gks dj [kM+s gks x;sA
iSls dh ped psgjs ij fy, vkSj fx) lh utjksa ls gekjh vksj ?kwjrs gq, lksQs dh vksj c<+rs gq, jger dh vksj ns[krs
gq, og cksyk---- Qksu ij dksbZ Hkh dqN cksy ldrk gS vc D;k lk¡i lwa?k x;k\ ;g dgrs gq, cSB x;kA blls igys jger dqN
cksy ikrk] cqjkZuh fQj ls xqjkZ;k---- esjs ckjs esa rqEgsa dSls irk pyk\ dkSu gks rqe\---- cksy dj vius vknfe;ksa dh vksj ns[krs gq,
cksyk---- bu esa ls tks dksbZ Hkh fgys rks mls xksyh ekj nsukA
vc esjh ckjh Fkh cksyus dh---- cqjkZuh rw lkSnk djuk pkgrk gS ;k tksj vktekb’k djuk pkgrk gS\ vpkud eq>s cksyrs

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gq, ns[k dj cqjkZuh us pkSad dj esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj cksyk---- rw dkSu gS\ rc rd jger chp esa cksy mBk---- rw pkgs fdruk Hkh
Åapk mM+ ys jgsxk rks ‘kkfdj fjtk dk dqÙkk gh---- /ka/ks dh ckr djA ‘kkfdj fjtk dk uke lqu dj ml dks ,d >Vdk yxk
vkSj Mj ds ekjs psgjk ihyk iM+ x;k FkkA gdykrh gqbZ vkokt esa cM+cM+k;k---- D;k cdrs gks\ rqEgkjh ekSr vk;h gS D;k tks vuki
‘kuki cd jgs gksA dkSu gks rqe yksx\ vcdh ckj jger [kku cksyk---- dqUnqt ds jkf’kn dk taokbZ gw¡A D;k ;g dkQh ugha gSA
jkf’kn dk uke lqu dj cqjkZuh ds psgjs ij ,d dqfVy eqLdqjkgV vk x;h---- vPNk rks rqe dqUnqt ds vkfej [kku gks tks esjs uke
dk csotg Qk;nk mBk jgk FkkA [kSj jkf’kn dks rks eSaus fBdkus yxok fn;k---- vc rqEgkjh ckjh gSA
eSa vc pqi ugha cSB ldk---- cqjkZuh rw HkM+ok yxrk gSA rsjh le> esa ugha vk jgk fd ;g jkf’kn ugha gS vkSj u gh jkf’kn
ds [kkunku dk gSA ;g mldk taokbZ gS vkSj ;g viuh ethZ ls rsjs ikl /ka/kk djus ds fy, vk;k gSA ;g xhnM+ HkHkdh vius
ikl j[k vkSj le; u [kjkc dj---- gekjh dher ds fglkc ls vkB djksM+ dk eky gS ysfdu dksVk [;sy ds ckn eky dh dher
yxHkx lksyg djksM+ gSA vc cksy D;k dher ns jgk gSA
cqjkZuh ds psgjs ij ,d ‘kSrkuh Hkjh eqldku rSj x;h vkSj cksyk---- vxj eSa eky Hkh j[k yw¡ vkSj iSls Hkh u nw¡ rks rqe nksuksa
D;k dj yksxs\ ysfdu Bgjks rqe] eSa ‘krZ yxk ldrk gw¡ fd rqe vius vki lkjk eky esjs gokys djksxs vkSj mQ Hkh ugh djksxs-
--- dgrs gq, mlus [kM+s gq, yksxksa esa ls ,d dh vksj b’kkjk fd;kA b’kkjk ns[krs gh og vkneh dejs ds ckgj pyk x;kA jger
us esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj cqjkZuh dh vksj ns[krs gq, cksyk---- cqjkZuh rw cgqr pgd jgk gS D;k ckr gS\
----tjk Bgjks rks---- cqjkZuh fcuk iwjk bartke fd;s fdlh ls ugha feyrkA jkf’kn dk Hkh fnekx gok esa mM+us yxk Fkk rks
mlds HkkbZ ds gkFk gh mldk dke reke djok fn;k Fkk---- viuh ‘ks[kh c?kkjrs gq, cqjkZuh us tokc fn;kA ge nksauks pqipki cSB
x;s vkSj cqjkZuh dh vxyh pky dk bartkj djus yxsA rHkh ,d vkneh us dejs esa Hkkxrs gq, ços’k fd;k vkSj f?kf?k;krs gq,
cksyk---- cM+s ekfyd fdlh us gekjs vYcan okys IykaV dks rckg dj fn;kA bruk lqu dj cqjkZuh [kM+k gks x;k vkSj ph[k dj
cksyk---- D;k eryc\ cqjkZuh ds dgj ls cpus ds fy, og vkneh FkksM+k ihNs gks dj ,d ckj fQj ls cksyk---- cM+s ekfyd vHkh
[kcj feyh gS fd vYcan okyk IykaV rckg gks x;k gSA bruk lqu dj cqjkZuh okfil /kEe ls lksQs ij cSB x;k tSls fd mlds
ik¡o rys tehu f[kld x;hA
----,slk dSls gks ldrk gS---- bLekbZy dk dqN irk pyk] rkSQhd vkSj ‘kQh HkkbZ ls ckr gqbZ Fkh D;k----\ og vkneh flj
>qdk;s [kM+k jgk ij dqN ugha cksykA vc rd cqjkZuh dk psgjk xqLls ls yky gks pqdk FkkA og /khjs ls [kM+k gqvk vkSj pyrs gq,
ml vkneh dh vksj vk;k vkSj tc rd dksbZ le> ikrk mlus vius tsc ls fiLrkSy fudkyh vkSj iwjk jkmUM ml ij [kkyh
dj fn;kA ysfdu ‘kk;n vHkh mldk xqLlk ‘kkar ugh gqvk Fkk D;ksafd og mu rhu igjsnkjksa dh vksj yidk vkSj muesa ls ,d
vkneh ds gkFk esa nch gqbZ Dyk’kuhdkso dks Nhu dj gekjh vksj c<+rs gq, cksyk---- vkt fdlh dh [kSj ughaA blls igys og dqN
vkSj cksy ikrk rHkh mlds nks vkneh ,d yM+dh ds cky idM+ dj mls [khaprs gq, dejs esa vk;s vkSj cksys---- cM+s ekfyd cgqr
l[r tku gS mlds ckjs esa dqN ugha crk jgh gSA yM+dh ds diM+s rkj&rkj gks x;s Fks vkSj mldk psgjk mlds ckyksa ls <dk
gqvk FkkA mlds ‘kjhj ds fu’kku crk jgs Fks fd fdruh csnnhZ ds lkFk bu tkfyeksa us ml ij dgj <k;k FkkA ml yM+dh dks
ns[k dj cqjkZuh ds psgjs ij dqfVy eqLdqjkgV mHkj vk;h vkSj jger dh vksj ns[krs gq, cksyk---- bldks igpkurs gks\ ge nksuksa
vHkh ml yM+dh dh vksj ns[k jgs FksA vpkud esjh utj ml yM+dh ds xys ds fry ij iM+h rks esjs fnekx esa ,d fctyh lh
dkSa/k x;hA u tkus eSaus fdruh ckj ml fry dks pwek FkkA esjs lkeus vkQ’kk¡ v/kejh lh gkyr esa iM+h gqbZ FkhA
blls igys jger dqN cksy ikrk eSa viuh txg ls [kM+k gks x;k vkSj vk¡[ks QkM+s vkQ’kk¡ dh vksj py fn;kA mlds
utnhd ?kqVuksa ds cy cSB dj eSaus mlds psgjs ls cky gVk, vkSj mlds lwts gq, psgjs dks lgyk dj vkokt yxk;h---- vkQ’kk¡A
‘kk;n esjh vkokt mlds dkuksa esa igq¡ph fd ugha ysfdu esjs Li’kZ ek= ls gh og can vk¡[kks ls cqncqnkbZ---- esjs ljrktA cl mlh
oä esjs fnekx dk ¶;wt mM+ x;k FkkA eSaus vkQ’kk¡ dks /khjs ls tehu ij fyVk;k vkSj cqjkZuh dh vksj ns[k dj cksyk---- ;g rwus
D;k dj fn;kA vc rd dejs esa cSBs gq, lc yksx LrC/k gks dj esjh vksj ns[k jgs FksA cqjkZuh us esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj tksj ls
Bgkdk yxkrs gq, dgk---- D;ksa rq>s D;k gqvk\ fQj mlus viuh –f”V jger ij Mkyh vkSj xu fgykrs gq, esjh vksj b’kkjk djrs
gq, cksyk---- bldks D;k gqvk\ tc rd dksbZ le> ikrk eSa fctyh dh rsth ls cqjkZuh dh vksj >iVk vkSj mlds gkFk esa nch gqbZ

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Dyk’uhdkso dks idM+ fy;k vkSj mYVh fn’kk esa mls ejksM+rs gq, cqjkZuh ds gkFkksa ls Nhu yhA ;g lc bruh rsth ls gqvk Fkk fd
[kM+s gq, nks vkneh viuh xu Hkh lh/kh ugha dj ik;s FksA ‘kk;n vkQ’kk¡ dh gkyr dks ns[k dj eSa ikxy gks x;k FkkA lc dqN
Hkwy x;k Fkk fd esjs lkeus nks Lopfyr xu ruh gqbZ FkhA
dqN gh iyksa esa dejs ds gkykr cny pqds FksA cqjkZuh tehu ij iM+k gqvk Fkk vkSj mlds flj ij Dyk’uhdkso dh uky
j[kh gqbZ Fkh vkSj lkeus [kM+s gq, vknfe;ksa us viuh xu eq> ij rku j[kh FkhA eSaus HkjkZ;h gqbZ vkokt esa mudh vksj ns[krs gq,
dgk---- esjh rqEgkjs lkFk dksbZ nq’euh ugh gSA ;g tku yks fd vxj dksbZ Hkh viuh txg ls fgyk rks rqEgkjs cM+s ekfyd dk flj
[khy dh rjg fc[kj tk,xkA blhfy, tks rqels dgk tk, pqipki djks---- dgrs gq, eSaus jger dh vksj b’kkjk fd;kA jger Hkh
vc rd laHky pqdk Fkk vkSj esjk b’kkjk ikrs gh >iV dj mBk vkSj mu vknfe;ksa dh xuksa dks vius dCts esa dj fy;kA eSaus
cqjkZuh dh fxjscku idM+ dj mls tehu ls mBk;k vkSj [kM+s gq, mlds xqxksaZ ls dgk---- rqe nksuksa tks vkQ’kk¡ dks ?klhV dj yk;s
Fks b/kj esjs ikl vkvks---- vkSj ckfd;ksa dh vksj ns[krs gq, dgk---- rqe nksuksa tehu ij gkFk QSyk dj mYVs ysV tkvksA
----jger rqe cqjkZuh dks doj djksA eq>s igys bu nksuks ls fglkc pqdkuk gSA jger us cqjkZuh dks doj fd;k vkSj mls
?kqVuksa ds cy ogha tehu ij fcBk fn;kA vc eSa mu nksuksa vknfe;ksa dh vksj c<+ x;k tks vkQ’kk¡ dks ?klhV dj yk;s FksA ftl
vkneh us vk dj cqjkZuh dks fjiksVZ nh Fkh ml vkneh dh fxjscku dks idM+ dj eSaus viuh vksj >Vds ls [khapk vkSj iwjh rkdr
ls vius ekFks dh pksV mldh ukd ij dhA tc rd og laHkyrk rc rd mldh ukd dh gìh VwV pwdh FkhA mldh ukd ls
fcuk #ds cgrk gqvk [kwu dqrsZ dks yky djus esa yx x;k FkkA tSls gh mlus viuh ukd ls cgrs gq, [kwu dks jksdus ds fy,
vius gkFk mBk;s rHkh esjh ykr mlds xqIrkax ls tk Vdjk;h vkSj og nnZ ls nksgjk gks dj tehu ij yksV x;kA dqN gh iyksa
esa ,d vkneh dh ,slh xr curs gq, ftlus Hkh ns[kh og t:j vanj rd dk¡i dj jg x;k gksxk vkSj fQj Hkh vxj dksbZ iDds
fny okyk Fkk rks og esjs psgjs ij vk;h gqbZ nfjanxh vkSj cg’kr dk uaxk ukp ns[k dj dk¡i x;k gksxkA
flQZ ykr vkSj ?kwlksa ls dqN gh nsj esa og vkneh csgks’k gks dj tehu ij yksV x;kA eSaus viuh lkjh nch gqbZ dq.Bk dh
fudklh ds ckn nwljs vkneh dh vksj #[k fd;kA viuh vksj vkrs gq, ns[k dj og Mj ds ekjs FkjFkj dk¡i jgk FkkA vc rd
eSa vius vki dks dkcw dj pqdk FkkA mldh fxjscku dks Fkke dj eSaus iwNk---- ;g yM+dh ;gk¡ ij dc yk;h x;h Fkh\ ----dy jkr
dks---- mlus rksrs dh rjg cksyuk ‘kq: fd;kA ----;g vdsyh gh yk;h x;h Fkh ;k blds lkFk dksbZ vkSj Hkh Fkk\ ----tukc ;g rks
vdsyh gh yk;h x;h FkhA eSaus eqM+ dj cqjkZuh dh vksj ns[kk---- D;k ;g lp cksy jgk gS\ og dqN ugh cksyk vkSj eq>s ?kwjrk jgkA
vc dh ckj eSaus ml vkneh dh xjnu viuh dk¡[k esa nck;h vkSj ,d >Vdk fn;k---- dM+kd---- dh /kheh lh vkokt gqbZ vkSj og
vkneh dVs gq, o`{k dh rjg esjh ck¡g esa >wy x;kA vcdh ckj eSa cqjkZuh ds ikl x;k---- rsjh ;g Hkwy gS fd rw eq>s ugha igpku
ik;kA ;g tks v/kejh gkyr esa iM+h gqbZ gS og esjh choh vkQ’kk¡ gSA vc rw ;g tku ys fd vxj bldks dqN gks x;k rks eSa rsjk
D;k gJ d:¡xkA lkeus est ij j[kk gqvk ikuh dk tx mBk;k vkSj vkQ’kk¡ ds psgjs ij NhaVs ekj dj mls gks’k esa ykus dh
dksf’k’k dh ysfdu og v/kpsru voLFkk esa gh iM+h jghA eSaus le; dh utkdr dks le>rs gq, viuk iSarjk cnykA
----cqjkZuh---- eSa dHkh ?kj ds yksxksa dks vius dke ds chp esa ugha ykrk ysfdu rqe u’ks ds O;kikjh yksx flQZ ?kj dh cgw
vkSj csfV;ksa ij tqYe djuk tkurs gks---- tSls lS;n lkgc dh csVh lyek vkSj thurA eSaus mldh vksj ?k`.kk Hkjh utjksa ls ns[krs
gq, iwNk---- vc dke dh ckr gks tk,A esjs eky dh dher lksyg djksM+ gS cksy lkSnk djuk gS fd ughaA esjs ikl T;knk le;
ugha gS vkSj rsjs ikl Hkh ugh gSA eq>s irk gS fd vkt jkr rd rq>s vius vkdk ds ikl rhu Vªd eky fHktokuk gS dSls djsxk
cksy\
esjh ckr lqu dj cqjkZuh us esjh vksj vk’p;Z Hkjh utjksa ls ns[kk vkSj cksyk---- rw dkSu gS vkSj rq>s bruk lc dqN dSls
irk gS\ ----rw ;g ckr jgus ns cqjkZuh eq>s ;g Hkh irk gS fd gsjkr ds xksnke esa rsjs ikl flQZ ,d Vªd eky gSA ckdh eky vkt
jkr dks vYcan ls vkuk FkkA dy rd vxj ‘kkfdj fe;k¡ ds ikl eky ugha igq¡pk rks rsjk dke reke iDdk gSA cqjkZuh us tYnh
ls chp esa ckr dkVh---- eq>s eatwj gS ysfdu igys eky fn[kkvksA eSaus tsc esa ls ,d iSdV fudkyk vkSj mlds gkFk ij j[kk----
ns[k ys esjh Qly dk ekyA ;gh eky Vªd esa ynk gqvk gSA rqe vius nks vknfe;ksa dks esjs crk;s gq, irs ij Hkst nks og eky
dh f’kuk[r dj ysa vkSj iSlk esjs gkFk esa vkrs gh eSa Vªd muds gokys dj nw¡xkA cqjkZuh us iSdV dks lwa?kk vkSj fQj doj dks

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QkM+ dj lQsn vQhe ds <sys dks viuh m¡xfy;ksa esa nck dj mldk fujh{k.k fd;k---- eky rks vPNk gSA Vªd dgk¡ ij gS\ ----
;gha ikl esa gS bu nksuksa dks ogk¡ Hkst nks---- tehu ij ysVs gq, vknfe;ksa dh b’kkjk djrs gq, eSaus tokc fn;kA cqjkZuh us gkeh
Hkjh vkSj eSaus jger dh vksj b’kkjk fd;kA jger nksuksa vknfe;ksa dks vius lkFk ys dj ckgj fudy x;kA tehu ij [kwu esa
yFkiFk iM+k gqvk vkneh dquequk dj mBus dh dksf’k’k djus yxk ysfdu esjh xu dh ,d pksV ls okfil csgks’k gks x;kA vkQ’kk¡
vHkh Hkh csgks’k iM+h gqbZ FkhA eSaus cqjkZuh dh vksj ns[krs gq, dgk---- cqjkZuh flQZ ,d ckr iwNuk pkgrk gw¡ vkSj mEehn djrk gw¡ fd
rqe eq>ls lp cksyksxs---- lyek dk D;k pDdj gS\ dksbZ Hkh lS;n ifjokj dk vkneh lyek dks D;ksa ugha igpkurk\
esjs ç’u ij cqjkZuh eqLdqjk;k vkSj cksyk---- lS;n ds ifjokj ds ckjs esa rqEgsa bruh D;ksa fnypLih gS\ lyekdkyst esa dh
x;h eksgCcr dh fu’kkuh gSA ysfdu lS;n mldh ek¡ ls fudkg ugha dj ldk D;ksafd lyek dh ek¡ i’rwu ds ,d dchys dh
yM+dh Fkh vkSj lS;n dk cki mlh dchys esa tqykgs dk dke djrk FkkA tc og iqfyl esa yxk Fkk rc lyek dks iSnk djds
mldh ek¡ vYykg dks I;kjh gks x;h FkhA lyek dks mlds ekek us ikyk Fkk tks esjk [kkl eqykfte gqvk djrk FkkA bl ckr
dk bYe rks lS;n dks Hkh ugha Fkk fd mldh dksbZ cPph gSA ukSdjh ds nkSjku mldk fudkg vuhlk ls gks x;k vkSj mlds ?kj
thur iSnk gks x;h FkhA lyek dh lkjh rkyhe ckgj gqbZ FkhA tc mldk ekek ,d iqfyl jsM esa ?kk;y gks dj ejus okyk Fkk
rks mlus esjs gkFk esa lyek dk gkFk ns dj dgk fd eSa lS;n ds ikl tk dj mls lc crk nw¡ ftl ls og viuh csVh dh ijofj’k
dj ldsA lyek dks Hkh lkjh dgkuh irk py pqdh FkhA blh chp dqN gkykr ,sls cu x;s fd lS;n dks ekjuk t:jh gks x;k
FkkA u rks lS;n dks irk py ldk fd mldh dksbZ csVh gS vkSj u gh vuhlk ;k thur dks irk pyk fd lS;n dh dksbZ vkSj
csVh Hkh gSA ftldks bl jkt dk irk Fkk og igys gha esjs dCts esa Fkh blh fy, og nksuksa vktrd lyek ds ckjs esa dqN ugha
tkurh gSA
vkf[kj lyek vkSj thur ds chp D;k fj’rk Fkk tkuus ds ckn esjs fnekx ij ls ,d cks> gV x;k FkkA tc rd ge
vius vknfe;ksa dk bartkj dj jgs Fks rc rd u tkus dgk¡ ls ,d yM+dh ik¡o iVdrh gqbZ dejs esa vk;h vkSj cqjkZuh ij >Yyk
dj cksyh---- vady eSa vkids vknfe;ksa ls ijs’kku gks pqdh gw¡] eSa ;gk¡ ij ugha jg ldrhA cqjkZuh us ,d iy esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj
fQj mldks iqpdkjrs gq, cksyk---- csVh rqe tkurh gks u fd rqEgkjs vCck us rqEgsa ;gk¡ D;ksa NksM+k gqvk gSA ?kj tkus ds ctk; eq>s
crkvks fd rqe fdl [kchl ls [kQk gks\ rqEgkjs lkeus mldh [kky [kh¡pok nw¡xkA ml yM+dh ds rsoj ns[k dj eq>s yxk fd
og fdlh [kkl vkneh dh csVh gSA ml yM+dh dh utj eq> ij iM+h rks ,d ckj ldidk x;h D;ksafd ftl rjg ls eSa cSBk
gqvk Fkk tkfgj Fkk fd eSa dksbZ cqjkZuh dk xqxkZ rks ugh gks ldrk FkkA cqjkZuh dks ns[k dj cksyh---- l‚jh vady eq>s ugha irk Fkk
fd vki fdlh xsLV ds lkFk cSBs gSaA ,d ckj fQj esjh vksj ns[k dj cksyh---- l‚jh---- vkSj eqM+ dj dejs ds ckgj pyh x;hA
----‘kkfdj fe;k¡ dh csVh gS u---- eSaus cqjkZuh ls iwNkA cqjkZuh us eq>s dqN iy ds fy, esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj cksyk---- rqe
tkurs gks bls\
----ugha---- ysfdu ;g tkurk gw¡ fd flQZ ekfyd dh vkSykn ds lkeus vPNs&vPNs ‘kkfrj Hkh pwgs cu tkrs gSaA vkSj dksbZ
gksrk rks tehu ij iM+s gq, yksxksa dks ns[k dj gSjku gksrk ysfdu bl ij dksbZ vlj ugha gqvk rks bldk eryc Fkk fd ;g blds
fy, jkstejkZ dh ckr gSA [kSj NksM+ks---- cM+s fe;k¡ tk dj iSls dk bartke djksA esjh nyhy lqu dj ,d ckj cqjkZuh fQj ls iwN
cSBk---- rqe dkSu gks\ vcdh ckj eSaus mldh ckr dk tokc nsus dh dksf’k’k Hkh ugha dhA mu rhuksa dks x;s gq, vc rd dkQh
nsj gks pqdh FkhA eSaus viuh ?kM+h ij utj Mkyh vkSj cqjkZuh dks ns[krs gq, cksyk---- vxj rqe us dksbZ pky pyh gks rks flQZ bruk
crk nw¡ fd dksf’k’k Hkh er dj cSBuk cgqr fodV ifj.kke gksaxsA cqjkZuh us xqjkZ dj dgk---- ,d ckj lkSnk gks x;k rks gks x;kA
vkSj jgh iSlksa dh ckr rqe ;g crkvks fd fdl djsUlh esa pkfg,\ eSa ,d ckj lksp esa iM+ x;k fd ;g dSls eqefdu gks ldrk
gS fd ;gha cSBs cqjkZuh fdlh Hkh djsUlh esa isesUV dj ldsxk ysfdu fQj Hkh eSaus dg fn;k---- vesfjdu MkyjA cqjkZuh us xjnu
fgykrs gq, dgk---- eSa tkurk FkkA
rHkh jger vkSj cqjkZuh ds xqxksZ us dejs esa ços’k fd;kA cqjkZuh dh vksj ns[krs gq, muesa ls ,d cksyk---- cM+s ekfyd eky
;gh gS tks fn[kk;k x;k gSA geus nl vyx&vyx txg ls eky fudky dj ns[k fy;k gSA mldh ckr lqu dj cqjkZuh mBk
vkSj viuh est ij tk dj cSB x;kA njkt ls ,d dkxt fudkyk vkSj ml ij dqN fy[k dj mls eksM+ dj ,d fyQkQs esa

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j[k fn;k vkSj viuh txg ls mB dj esjs ikl vk dj fyQkQk Fkek fn;kA ,d iy ds fy, eSa dqN ugh le> ik;k ysfdu
fyQkQs ds mij fy[ks gq, irs dks ns[k dj eq>s lc dqN le> esa vk x;k FkkA ;g ogh irk Fkk tks vgenh ds iqtsZ ij Hkh fy[kk
gqvk FkkA eSa mBk vkSj cqjkZuh ls cksyk---- Bhd gSA ;g iqtkZ nsdj vxj eky fey x;k rks Vªd rqEgkjs vkneh ds gokys dj nw¡xk
oukZ viuh Mhy dSUlyA eSaus Dyk’uhdkso jger dks Fkek nh vkSj >qd dj vkQ’kk¡ dks viuh ckgksa esa mBk dj njokts dh vksj
c<+us yxk rHkh ihNs ls cqjkZuh dh vkokt vk;h---- u----u----geus vHkh Vªd dk lkSnk fd;k gSA ;g ;gha ij gekjs ikl jgsxhA Vªd
tc ;gk¡ ij lgh lyker igq¡p tk,xk ge bls NksM+ nsaxsA
----ugha cqjkZuh ;g esjs lkFk vHkh tk,xhA vcdh ckj cqjkZuh xqjkZ;k---- vxj rw le> jgk gS fd ,d Dyk’kuhdkso ds ne
ij rw ;gk¡ ls tk ldrk gS rks dksf’k’k djds ns[k ysA ,d lkSnk Fkk gks x;k D;ksafd rw tkurk Fkk fd eq>s rsjs eky dh t:jr
gSA ysfdu vxj esjs ;gk¡ vkSj og Hkh esjs lkFk tksj tcnZLrh dh rks T;knk uqdlku rsjk gksxk lksp ysA eSaus jger dh vksj ns[kk
rks mlds psgjs ij Hkh fgpfdpkgV lkQ utj vk jgh FkhA eSa eqM+k vkSj vkQ’kk¡ dks lksQs ij fyVk dj cqjkZuh dh vksj x;k----
cqjkZuh rw ;g le> ys fd vxj bldks dqN gks x;k rks rsjs bl ?kj dks eSa ‘ke’kku cuk nw¡xkA blhfy, tc rd ;g ;gk¡ ij gS
rks bldh viuh tku ls Hkh T;knk ns[kHkky djuk fd bls dqN u gks ik;s---- bruk dg dj eSa eqM+k vkSj njokts ds ckgj fudy
x;kA
?kj ds ckgj fudyus esa gesa dksbZ rdyhQ ugha gqbZA eSa jger ds lkFk thi esa vkxs cSB x;k vkSj cqjkZuh ds xqxsZ thi esa
ihNs vkdj cSB x;sA thi ml fdysuqek edku ds ckgj fcuk fdlh ghy&gqTtr ds fudy vk;h rks eSaus pkSu dh lk¡l yhA
----HkkbZtku---- vki dksbZ ftUu gks D;k\ ihNs ls ,d vkokt vk;hA eSaus eqM+ dj ihNs ns[kk rks muesa ls ,d vkneh esjs
ls dg jgk FkkA eSaus eqLdqjk dj dgk---- ;kj vki yksx ftUu gks eSa rks cgqr lh/kk&lk/kk balku gw¡A jger esjh ckr lqu dj g¡l
fn;k---- tukc ftl rsth ls vkius cqjkZuh ds gkFk ls xu Nhuh Fkh eq>s Hkh yxk fd vki ftUu gksA eSaus jger dh vksj ns[krs gq,
dgk---- tc dksbZ viuk [krjs esa gksrk gS rks mldks cpkus ds fy, dksbZ Hkh vkneh ftUu cu ldrk gSA
----ugha tukc---- ‘kk;n gh dksbZ bruh rsth fn[kk ikrkA vius fdlh dh tku ij cu vk;h gks rks gkFk iSj BaMs iM+ tkrs
gSaA pyuk rks nwj] fgyuk Hkh eqf’dy gks tkrk gS---- jger cksy mBkA mldh ckr lqu dj ihNs cSBs gq, nksuksa us Hkh gk¡ esa gk¡
feyk;hA eSaus ihNs cSBs gq, nksuks ls iwNk---- HkkbZtku] cqjkZuh lkgc ds ifjokj esa vkSj dkSu yksx gSaA ihNs cSBs gq, vknfe;ksa esa ls
,d us dgk---- HkkbZtku bl loky dk tokc nsdj gesa ejuk ugha gSA oSls vkidh tkudkjh ds fy, crk nsrk gw¡ fd lkspuk Hkh
ugha oukZ cM+s ekfyd rks tks dqN Hkh djsaxs de gS ysfdu bLekby tSlk tYykn tks dj xqtjsxk og dksbZ lksp Hkh ugha ldrkA
og vkneh ugha cl ‘kSrku dk nwljk :i gSA tc og cksy jgk Fkk rc mldh vkokt dk¡i jgh FkhA ----pyks dksbZ ckr ugha]
rkSQhd dSlk vkneh gS\ esjs eq¡g ls rkSQhd dk uke lqu dj cspkjs nksuksa pkSad x;s vkSj muesa ls ,d cksyk---- vxj bLekby ‘kSrku
gS rks rkSQhd ‘kSrku dh [kkyk gSA og fnekx gS rks bLekby gkFk gSA
----vPNk ;kj ;g crkvks fd ppktku ‘kQh eksgEEn dSls vkneh gSaA ,d ckj fQj ls og nksuksa ldrs esa vk x;s vkSj muesa
ls ,d cksyk---- tukc vki lcdks tkurs gks rks ge ls D;ksa iwN jgs gksA ----;kj Vkbe rks ikl djuk gS blh fy, iwN jgk gw¡----
;g dg dj eSa g¡l iM+kA esjh ckr lqu dj og nksuksa Hkh g¡l iM+s---- tukc vki cgqr [kq’kfny balku gksA rHkh jger us eq>s /khjs
ls dksguh ekj dj vk¡[kksa ls ,d vksj b’kkjk fd;kA /khjs ls eSaus viuh xjnu ?kqek dj ml vksj ns[kk rks jkstj dh thi gekjs
ihNs yxh gqbZ FkhA eSaus vaxM+kbZ ysus ds cgkus ls thi ls gkFk ckgj fudkyk vkSj mUgsa vius ihNs vkus ls euk fd;kA
jkstj us esjk b’kkjk ns[k dj viuh xkM+h gekjh thi ds vkxs yxk nhA ge lc pqIih lk/ks vius xarO; LFkku ij cl
dqN gh nsj esa igq¡pus okys FksA rHkh ihNs ls ,d vkneh us dgk---- yxrk gS tukc ;g xkM+h gekjk ihNk dj jgh gSA mldh ckr
lqu dj eSaus ihNs eqM+ dj ns[kk rks mlus vkxs dh vksj b’kkjk djrs gq, jkstj dh xkM+h fn[kk;hA eSaus etkd esa ml dh vksj
ns[krs gq, dgk---- ;kj vki rks cM+s [kyhQk fudys fd vkxs tkrh gqbZ xkM+h dks gekjs ihNs crk jgs gksA esjh ckr lqu dj lc
g¡l iM+s vkSj og vkneh >sai x;kA eSaus dgk---- ;kj cqjk u ekuuk eSa rks etkd dj jgk FkkA ,sls gh ckr djrs gq, ge yksx lh/ks
fyQkQs okys irs ij igq¡p x;s FksA
ge pkjksa thi ls mrj dj ,d iqjkuh lh bekjr esa pys x;sA

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ckgj ls iqjkuh ijarq vanj ls cM+h HkO; bekjr FkhA og nksuksa vkxs pyrs gq, gesa jkLrk fn[kk jgs FksA ,d njokts ij #d dj
mUgksaus /khes ls nLrd nh vkSj dqN iy Bgj dj njoktk [kksy dj vanj pys x;sA ge nksuksa Hkh muds ihNs vanj ?kql x;sA ,d
cM+k lk gky Fkk tgk¡ ij dksbZ ik¡p&nl yksx vyx&vyx dEI;wVj ij cSBs gq, dqN dke dj jgs FksA mu nksuksa esa ls ,d
vkneh rsth ls vkxs c<k vkSj cSBs gq, ,d vkneh ds utnhd tk dj dqN QqlQqlk;k vkSj ml vkneh us ,d dsfcu ls fn[krs
gq, dejs dh vksj b’kkjk fd;kA ge pkjksa ml njokts dh vksj c<+ x;sA lcls vkxs eSa Fkk rks fcuk [kV[kVk;s gh njoktk [kksy
dj vanj ?kql x;k vkSj esjs ihNs ckdh lc Hkh dejs esa vk x;sA
,d xatk lk vkneh est ij j[ks gq, dEI;wVj ds lkFk ekFkkiPph dj jgk FkkA vpkud gesa vius lkeus ns[k dj og
vpdpk dj [kM+k gks x;k---- eSa vkids fy, D;k dj ldrk gw¡\ rHkh cqjkZuh ds ,d xqxsZ us dgk---- cM+s ekfyd us buds lkFk ,d
lkSnk fd;k gS isesUV ysus vk;s gSa vkSj eq>s b’kkjs ls og fyQkQk nsus ds fy, dgkA eSaus cqjkZuh dk fn;k gqvk fyQkQk ml xats
ds gkFk esa Fkek fn;kA cM+s /;ku ls dkxt dk iqtkZ i<+us ds ckn og cksyk---- dS’k ;k VªkalQjA eSaus dgk---- dS’k pkfg, og Hkh
vesfjdu Mkyj esaA og xatk vkneh esjh ‘kDy ns[k dj cksyk---- blds fy, rks le; pkfg,A dy vk dj vius iSls ys tkukA
eSaus mldh vksj ns[krs gq, dgk---- cM+s fe;k¡ esjs ikl le; ugha gSaA eq>s dS’k pkfg, vkSj og Hkh vkt vkSj vHkhA mlus esjh vksj
ns[k dj dgk---- tukc vesfjdu Mkyj dS’k esa vkt ds vkt ugha fey ldrkA eSaus mldh vksj ?kwjrs gq, dgk---- rks ;g ckr
vius vkdk ls [kqn gh dg nks----A esjh ckr lqu dj og gdyk dj cksyk---- u----ugha] Bhd gS] eSa ns[krk gw¡ fd D;k dj ldrk
gw¡A bruk dg dj ckgj pyk x;kA ge pkjksa lkeus iM+h gqbZ dqflZ;ksa ij dkfct gks x;sA vc /khjs&/khjs esjs le> esa vk jgk Fkk
fd MªXl ds iSlksa dk fdl rjg gokyk ds tfj;s vknku&çnku gksrk gSA flQZ ,d dkxt ds iqtsZ ij yk[kksa&djksaM+ksa dh Mhy
fdlh Hkh djsUlh esa dSls dh tkrh gSA
dqN nsj ds ckn ogh xatk vkneh okfil vk;k vkSj cksyk---- djhc nks ?kaVs yx tk,axs rc rd vki ckgj cSB dj bartkj
dhft,A ge pkjksa ckgj cSB dj bartkj djus yxsA esjs fnekx esa vHkh Hkh vkQ’kk¡ vkSj chgw ?kwe jgh FkhA esjk eu rks ugha Fkk
ogk¡ ij vkQ’kk¡ dks NksM+us ds fy, ysfdu fcuk chgw dh tkudkjh fy, eSaus cqjkZuh dh ekuuk gh Bhd le>k FkkA djhc nks ?kaVs
ds ckn og vkneh vk;k vkSj esjh vksj ns[k dj cksyk---- vkidk iSlk rS;kj gSA py dj mldks ns[k ysaA ge pkjksa viuh txg
ls mBs vkSj ml xats ds lkFk py fn,A ,d djhus ls yxh gqbZ Mkyj dh xfì;k¡ est dh ‘kksHkk c<+k jgh Fkh vkSj nks vkneh
xfì;ksa ,d vVSph esa j[k jgs FksA eSaus <sfj;ksa dks fxuk vkSj fnekx esa fglkc djrs gq, irk pyk dh yxHkx rhu djksM+ Mkyj
vVSph esa j[ks tk jgs FksA dqN le; ds ckn lkjs Mkyj vVSph esa fQV vkus ds ckn xats us vVSph dh pkch esjs gokys dh vkSj
>qd dj lyke djds ckgj fudy x;kA eSaus vkSj jger us fey dj vVSph mBkbZ vkSj bekjr ds ckgj fudy dj vk x;sA esjs
ihNs nksuksa cqjkZuh ds xqxsZ Hkh fudy vk;s FksA fcuk nsj fd;s vVSph dks thi ds ihNs Mkyk vkSj mlh vVSph ds ikl tk dj cSB
x;kA bl ckj og nksuksa jger ds ikl cSB x;sA jger us thi dks Vªd dh fn’kk dh vksj eksM+ fy;kA
tYnh gh ge vius Vªd ds ikl igq¡p x;sA jger dk lkFkh Vªd ls uhps mrjk vkSj Vªd dh pkch cqjkZuh ds xqxsZ ds gkFk
esa j[k dj ogk¡ ls pyk x;kA cqjkZuh ds nksuksa vkneh Vªd ij lokj gks x;sA muesa ls ,d vkneh us Vªd dks LVkVZ fd;k vkSj
cqjkZuh ds edku dh vksj c<+ x;kA eSa vkSj jger thi esa gh cSBs jgsA dqN gh nsj esa Vªd gekjh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus ls vks>y gks
x;k FkkA ge nksuksa us thi dh xfr c<+k;h vkSj tYnh gh vius fBdkus ij igq¡p x;sA jkstj igys ls gh gekjk bartkj dj jgk
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FkkA eSaus vVSph mlds gkFk esa idM+krs gq, dgk---- ;g rhu djksM+ vesfjdu Mkyj gS vkSj eSa pkgrk gw fd blesa ls nks djksM+ esjs
cSad vdkmUV esa tek dj fn;s tk,A ,d djksM+ Mkyj ds ckjg fgLls dj nksA blesa ls vkB fgLls MsYVk Vhe dks buke Lo:i
ck¡V fn;s tk, vkSj pkj fgLls jger dh Vhe esa ck¡V fn;s tk,¡A jger [kku vk¡[ks QkM+s esjk eq[k ns[k jgk FkkA jkstj Hkh esjs dks
cM+s vpjt ds lkFk ns[krs gq, cksyk---- vkfej ;g yksx tks dj jgs Fks og budh MîwVh gSAeSaus rqels oknk fd;k Fkk bl ckj dh
Qly ds iSls rqEgsa fnyokus ds ckn gh eSa cqjkZuh ds f[kykQ ,D’ku yw¡xk tc fd ;g Mhy xSj dkuwuh FkhA eSa tkurk gw¡ fd rqe
;g lc vius ifjokj ds fy, dj jgs gks blh fy, ;g rqEgkjh iw¡th gSA bUgsa buke dh dksbZ t:jr ugha gSA
----jkstj---- esjs fy, ;g iSlk cgqr t:jh gSA oSls Hkh eq>s rqEgkjh ljdkj ls dkQh buke fey pqdk gSA eq>s brus iSlksa
dh t#jr ugha gSA ysfdu bu iSlksa ij vlyh gd esjh vEeh dk gSA muds fy, eSaus viuk fgLlk ys fy;k gS oukZ bl dkyh
nkSyr dk ,d iSlk Hkh esjs fy, gjke gSA vkf[kj ;g lc yksx Hkh rks esjs lkFk viuh tku nk¡o ij yxk jgs gSaA Bhd gS ;g
budk QtZ gS ysfdu eSa budks eSa viuk lkFkh ekurk gw¡ blh fy, ;g Hkh esjh bl dekbZ ds mrus gh fgLlsnkj gSa ftruk eSa gw¡
rks Iyht vkSj cgl ughaA ;g rqEgkjh ftEesnkjh gS fd lc dks viuk fgLlk fey tk,A cspkjs jger dk eq¡g [kqyk dk [kqyk jg
x;k FkkA mlus c<+ dj eq>ls gkFk feyk;k vkSj Hkjs xys ls esjk ‘kqfØ;k fd;kA
----vHkh ugha jger fe;k¡A vHkh rks gesa cqjkZuh ds ?kj pyuk gSA ogk¡ ls vkQ’kk¡ vkSj chgw dks Hkh fudkyuk gSA ----th tukcA
----D;k dgk vkQ’kk¡ cqjkZuh ds ikl---- rHkh jkstj us pkSad dj esjh vksj ns[kkA ----gk¡----vkQ’kk¡ vkSj chgw ds vxok djus esa mldk
gkFk FkkA og dy jkr ;gk¡ ij igq¡ph FkhA lkjh jkr mu dehuksa us mls VkpZj fd;k FkkA vkt ‘ks[kh c?kkjus ds fy, og mls
esjs lkeus ys vk;k Fkk ysfdu jkstj vHkh rd chgw dk irk ugha py ldk gSA vius vknfe;ksa ls dgks fd mldks <w¡<rs jgs og
cspkjh ogha dgha gh gks ldrh gSA ----rqe fpUrk u djks] vkfej esjs yksx rqEgkjs ?kj ds vklikl dk pIik&pIik Nku jgs gS tYnh
gh og Hkh fey tk,xh---- jkstj us esjk <k<l ca/kk;k---- vc vkxs D;k djus dk fopkj gSA
----jkstj eSa cqjkZuh ds ?kj vdsyk tk jgk gw¡A vc rd cqjkZuh vkSj Hkh T;knk pkSdUuk gks x;k gksxkA jger dks edku ds
vanj dk lkjk uD’kk irk gS vkSj mls bl ckr dk Hkh vUnktk gS fd fdrus vkneh ckgj vkSj fdrus vkneh vanj gSaA ;gh lksp
dj jger dks eSa MsYVk Vhe ds lkFk dj jgk gw¡A eSa pkgrk gw¡ fd jger MsYVk Vhe ds lkFk ml edku dh fuxjkuh ij vHkh ls
yx tk, vkSj ckgj [kM+s gq, cqjkZuh dh gfFk;kjcan QkSt dks ,d&,d djds U;qVªykbt dj nsaA
----jger] MsYVk Vhe ds ikl cqjkZuh dk yM+dk vkSj HkkbZ gSA mudks Hkh vius lkFk ys ysukA eSaus ppk ls ok;nk fd;k Fkk
fd eSa mu nksuksa dks ,d ckj lgh lyker cqjkZuh ds lkeus [kM+k dj nw¡xkA jkstj rqe viuh Vhe ds lkFk tk dj vHkh cqjkZuh
ds xksnke ij Nkik ekjks vkSj ogk¡ ij yxHkx nl djksM+ Mkyj dh çkslsLM MªXl iM+h gqbZ gS tks vkt jkr dks ckMZj ds ikj gks
tk,xhA ogk¡ dk irk ;g jgk---- eSaus dkxt dk ,d iqtkZ jkstj ds gkFk esa Fkek fn;kA jkstj us esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj cksyk---- vkfej
;kn gS fd ,d ckj rqeus esjh tku cpk;h FkhA ----ugha jkstj----rqeus viuh nksLrh dk gd vnk dj fn;kA ldhuk vkSj cfPp;ksa
ds fy, tks rqeus fd;k gS og esjk dksbZ viuk gksrk rks Hkh ugha djrkA ----vksds---- jkstj eSa pyrk gw¡---- dg dj eSa ckgj fudy
dj thi esa cSB x;k vkSj cqjkZuh ds ?kj dh vksj py fn;kA
ogh vkyh’kku edku ds xsV ij igq¡p dj njcku dks xsV [kksyus dk b’kkjk fd;kA thi esa eq>s cSBs ns[k dj mlus >V
ls xsV [kksy fn;kA eSaus thi dks ys tkdj lh/ks njokts ds lkeus [kM+h dj nhA thi ls uhps mrj dj eSa njokts dh vksj pyk
x;kA ‘kke ds /kqa/kyds esa vc lqcg tSlh igjsnkjksa dh pgy&igy ugha fn[k jgh FkhA eSa ,d ckj vkSj nLrd nsus ds fy, gkFk
mBk;k rHkh fdlh us njoktk [kksyk---- D;k dke gSA og vkneh eq>s ns[k dj igpku x;k vkSj cksyk---- cM+s ekfyd vkidk bartkj
dj jgs gSa---- vkbZ;sA eSa mlds ihNs gks fy;kA jkLrs esa eSaus mlls dgk---- HkkbZtku eSa viuk lkjk vlyk ck:n lqcg ;gk¡ gky esa
NksM+ dj x;k Fkk —i;k og esjs gokys dj nsa rks cM+h esgjckuh gksxhA ml vkneh us flj fgyk;k vkSj tokc fn;k---- cM+s ekfyd
ls feyus ds ckn tc vki ykSaVs rc vius gfFk;kj ;gha ls ys yhft;sxkA eq>s ,d ckj fQj ls mlh dejs esa igq¡pk dj og mYVs
ik¡o okfil gks x;kA lksQs ij vkQ’kk¡ ugha Fkh ysfdu dejs dk Q’kZ lkQ gks pqdk FkkA vHkh eSa lksQs ij cSBk gh Fkk fd cqjkZuh
us dejs esa ços’k fd;k vkSj eq>s ns[k dj cksyk---- [kq’kkEnhnA eky fey x;k gSA gk¡ vc crkvks eSa vkids fy, D;k dj ldrk
gw¡A eSaus mldks gSjkuh Hkjh utjksa ls ns[kk---- rqe Hkwy jgs gks fd eSa viuh choh vkQ’kk¡ dks ysus vk;k gw¡---- mls tYnh ls ;gk¡ ys

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dj vkvksA vc cqjkZuh vius iqjkus jax esa vk x;k FkkA
ogh dqfVy eqLdqjkgV ds lkFk viuh fx) tSlh vk¡[kksa dks fldksM+rs gq, cksyk----ns[kks vkfej---- rqEgkjs Vªd dh eq>s cgqr
t:jr Fkh rks eSaus rqEgkjh dher vnk dhA vc ml yM+dh dh t:jr rqEgsa gS rks rqEgsa esjh dher vnk djuh iM+sxhA rqEgkjh
choh dh dher eSaus rhu djksM+ Mkyj yxk;h gSA iSls ns nks vkSj mldks ys tkvksA eq>s mldh ckr lqu dj T;knk vk’p;Z ugha
gqvk D;ksafd eSa tkurk Fkk fd og t:j ,slk gh dqN dgsxkA tc fiNyh jkr dks jger dh Vhe ls vius Iyku dh ppkZ dj
jgk Fkk rc vkQ’kk¡ vkSj chgw ml Iyku dk fgLlk ugha FkhA vkt ds cnyrs gq, gkykr ds dkj.k vc rkSQhd vkSj ‘kQh eksgEEn
gh vkQ’kk¡] chgw vkSj eq>s ldq’ky cqjkZuh ds dCts ls fudyus esa enn djsaxsA ;gh lksp dj eSa vdsyk vk;k FkkA cl ,d ckr
dk eq>s Mj Fkk fd ‘kkfdj fjtk vxj dgha ;gk¡ igq¡p x;k rks fQj rkSQhd vkSj ‘kQh eksgEEn okyk yhoj gYdk iM+ tk,xkA
eSaus mldh ckr dks vulquh djrs gq, dgk---- cqjkZuh rw okdbZ esa fpUnhpksj gh jgkA ‘kkfdj fjtk us D;k lksp dj rq>s bl /ka/ks
esa vkleku ij fcBk fn;k Fkk eq>s le> ugha vk;kA ,d ckj fQj ls dg jgk gw¡ fd tYnh ls mls esjs gokys dj ns oukZ cgqr
iNrk,xkA vcdh ckj cqjkZuh us esjh vksj viuh ogh dqfVyrkiw.kZ eqLdku fn[kkrs gq, cksyk---- vc rw Hkh xhnM+ HkHkdh ij mrj
vk;k gSA esjs iSls ns ns vkSj viuh choh ys tk vkSj ;g dher vkt dh gS dy Mcy gks tk,xhA
vc eq>ls jgk ugha x;k---- cqjkZuh] O;kikjh cUns dks ns[k dj mlds ij fxu ysrs gSA rw rks fujk csodwQ yxrk gSA tc eSa
cqjkZuh ls ;g cksy jgk Fkk rHkh vpkud u tkus dgk¡ ls nl iUæg gfFk;kjksa ls ySl udkc igus dekaMks dh ;wfuQkeZ igus vknfe;ksa
us ?ksj fy;kA cqjkZuh us Bgkdk yxk;k vkSj cksyk---- bl ckj lqcg okyh xyrh ugha nksgjkšxkA vkfej esjs iSls okfil dj ns vkSj
viuh choh dks ys tkA oSls Hkh vc og gekjs fdl dke dh gSA jkr Hkj mls esjs vknfe;ksa us fx) dh rjg ukspk&[klksVk gSA
mlds gj Nsn dk esjs vknfe;ksa us te dj bLrseky fd;k Fkk fd og vc rsjs Hkh fdlh dke dh ugha jghA mldk ,d&,d
‘kCn esjs dkuksa esa fi?kyrk gq, lhls dh rjg yx jgk Fkk ysfdu eSaus oä dh utkdr dks le>rs gq, fdlh rjg vius tTckrksa
ij dkcw esa fd;kA eq>s cksyrk u ns[k dj cqjkZuh fQj ls g¡lk vkSj cksyk---- D;ksa fe;k¡ D;k gqvk D;k lk¡i lwa?k x;kA tk dj esjs
iSls ys dj vk vkSj viuh choh dks ys tkA bruk dg dj og [kM+k gks x;k vkSj mlus vius vknfe;ksa dh vksj #[k fd;k----
ns[kks bls mBk dj ckgj Qsad nks vkSj tc rd ;g esjs iSls ys dj vkrk gS rc rd rqe bldh choh dk pkgks rks iwjk bLrseky
dj ldrs gksA bruk dg dj cqjkZuh tkus ds fy, eqM+k rks eSa [kM+k gks x;k vkSj gj ‘kCn dks pckrs gq, cksyk---- cqjkZuh rw rks
fugk;r gh x/kk fudykA rw tks cksy jgk Fkk ;g rsjh vkSdkr ugha gSA vxj vxys ik¡p feuV esa rsjk cki ‘kkfdj fjtk ;gk¡ ugha
vk;k rks og nqfu;k ds fdlh Hkh dksus fNi tk, cp ugha ik,xkA gk¡ mls ;g t:j crk nsuk fd mlus esjh choh ds lkFk tks
fd;k Fkk vc mldh yM+dh dks Hkqxruk iM+sxkA tYnh ls tk vkSj mls cqyk dj ykA
rHkh vanj dk njoktk [kqyk vkSj tkuh&igpkuh lwjr okys vkneh us ços’k fd;kA xqLls ls mldk psgjk yky gks jgk
Fkk---- D;k dg jgk Fkk rw fd esjh csVh dks Hkqxruk iM+sxkA ysfdu og dqN vkSj cksy ikrk eSaus chp esa ckr dkVh---- ‘kkfdj fjtk
rw cM+k I;kj djrk gS u viuh csVh ls rks vc ;g lksp fd tc eSa mlds gj Nsn dks Hkj jgk gksšxk rc D;k djsxkA esjh ckr
lqu dj ‘kkfdj fjtk fcyfcyk dj fpYyk;k---- bl lkys dks vHkh ds vHkh [kRe dj nksA eSa tksj ls mu udkciks’k QkSt dh vksj
ns[k dj fpYyk;k---- lko/kkuA xksyh pykus ls igys lksp yks tks eSa dg jgk gw¡A rkftd ljdkj us ‘kkfdj fjtk dks ns’kæksg ds
vijk/k esa ukSdjh ls fMfLel dj fn;k gS vkSj mlds f[kykQ okjUV tkjh dj fn;k gSA ns[krs gh xksyh ekjus ds vkns’k gSA rqe
vc rd vius ns’k ds oQknkj flikgh dh rjg blds gj vkns’k dks eku jgs Fks ysfdu vc rqEgkjh ljdkj us bldks tgk¡ dgh
Hkh feyus ij rqjar fxj¶rkjh ds vkns’k ns fn;s gSA esjh ckr lqu dj lkjh ruh gqbZ ukysa ,d ckj uhps gks x;hA rHkh ‘kkfdj
fjtk fpYyk;k---- rqe bldh ckr lqu jgs gks eSa rqEgkjk phQ gw¡ esjs vkMZj ij vey djksA eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls mldh ckr dkVh-
--- rqEgkjs ikl ok;jySl gS vkSj rqe jsfM;ks ÝhDosUlh ij Vîwu djks vkSj vius ns’k dh [kcj lqu yksA dy nksigj dks vesfjdu
ljdkj us ‘kkfdj fjtk ds f[kykQ rqEgkjh ljdkj dks lkjs lcwr fn;s Fks vkSj ncko Mkyk Fkk fd og ‘kkfdj fjtk dks vesfjdu
ljdkj ds gokys dj nsaA lksp yks tks vHkh Hkh bldk lkFk nsaxs rqEgkjs gh dkuwu ds fglkc ls og Hkh ns’kæksgh gksaxsA
esjh ckr lqu dj ‘kkfdj fjtk LrC/k jg x;k FkkA mlds dekaMks Hkh ,d nwljs dh vksj ns[k jgs FksA cqjkZuh eq¡g QkM+s eq>s
,dVd rkd jgk FkkA vpkud ,d udkciks’k esjh vksj c<+k vkSj eq>s ,d fdukjs esa vkus dk b’kkjk fd;kA eSa mldh vksj c<+
x;kA mlus viuk udkc gVk;k vkSj esjs ls utj feykrs gq, iwNk---- eSa estj Qjhnh gw¡] rqe dkSu gks\ eSaus mldh vksj viuk

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lSVsykbZV Qksu c<+k;k vkSj dgk---- eSa lhvkbZ, dk phQ QhYM vkçsfVo vkfej [kku gw¡A vQxkfuLrku esa lhvkbZ, dk fMIVh phQ
jkstj tsfyULdh ls rqe vHkh ckr dj ldrs gksA gk¡ ,d vkSj ckr gS fd ;gk¡ ls ,d fdyksehVj nwj esjh MsYVk Vhe bl txg
dh fuxjkuh dj jgh gSA esjh ckr lqu dj estj Qjhnh Hkh ldrs esa vk x;k FkkA mlus ,d {k.k ds fy, esjk Qksu vius gkFk
esa fy;k vkSj eq>s okfil ykSVk fn;kA viuk udkc igu dj viuh Vhe ds ikl x;k vkSj dqN nsj muls ckr dh vkSj fQj
‘kkfdj fjtk dh vksj eqM+k vkSj cksyk---- lj tc rd ;g ckr dUQeZ ugha gks tkrh rc rd ge dksbZ ,D’ku blds f[kykQ ugha
ys ldsaxsA eSa vius ,d vkneh dks ckgj Hkst jgk gw¡ bldh ckr dks dUQeZ djus ds ckn gh ge dksbZ ,D’ku ys ik,axsA bruk
dg dj estj Qjhnh eqM+k vkSj vius lkfFk;ksa ds lkFk dejs ls ckgj tkus yxkA
eSaus mls vkokt nh---- vkfQlj #fd;s tjkA vius vkneh dks fcuk udkc ds ckgj Hksft,xk vkSj mldks dfg, dh vius
gkFk mBk dj ckgj fudysA bl oä rd esjh Vhe us lkjs ckgj [kM+s gq, yksxksa dks viuh fgjklr esa ys fy;k gksxkA estj Qjhnh
us ckgj tkrs gq, vius lkFkh dks b’kkjk fd;k vkSj fQj vius lkfFk;ksa ds lkFk dejs ls ckgj fudyus yxkA ,d ckj fQj ls
ml dejs ds gkykr cny pqds FksA jkstj us eq>s ;gk¡ dh vksj pyus ls igys crk;k Fkk fd vesfjdu ljdkj us vius jktnwr
}kjk rtkd ljdkj dks ‘kkfdj fjtk ds f[kykQ vkfQf’k;y deIysaV Qkby dh gSA vkxs dh dgkuh rks flQZ dqN le; ysus
ds fy, eSaus lqukbZ Fkh fd bruk oä fey lds fd MsYVk QkslZ ckgj dh lQkbZ djds vanj vk ldsA ----estj vki yksx Hkh ;gha
cSB dj rek’kk ns[k ysa----eSaus Qjhnh dh vksj ns[krs gq, dgk----ckgj tkus dh t:jr ugha gSA esjh ckr lqu dj estj Qjhnh fBBd
dj #d x;k vkSj fQj vius lkfFk;ksa dks b’kkjk fd;kA lkjs udkciks’k dekaMks ,d nhokj ds fljs ij [kM+s gks x;s FksA vc flQZ
eSa Fkk vkSj esjs lkeus ‘kkfdj fjtk vkSj cqjkZuh [kM+s gq, FksA vcdh ckj eSaus igy dh---- ‘kkfdj fjtk mQZ lksgjkcqíhu rqEgkjh dcz
esa igyh dhy cqjkZuh ds csVs bLekby us Bksdh FkhA nwljh dhy rqEgkjs MªXl ds IykaV bUpktZ fQjnkSl egewn us Bksdh FkhA rhljh
dhy mu ,d lkS chl rtkd vkSj mtcsd VsfDuf’k;uksa us Bksdh Fkh ftudks rqe nokbZ;k¡ cukus ds fy, vYcan yk;s FksA pkSFkh
vkSj vkf[kjh dhy rqEgkjs lkys cqjkZuh us Bksdh FkhA ;g lkjs lcwr rqEgkjs ç/kkuea=h dks dy lqcg vejhdh jktnwr us lkSais FksA
‘kkfdj fjtk VdVdh yxk, esjh vksj ns[krk jgk ysfdu rHkh cqjkZuh fpYyk dj cksyk---- esjk bLekby ,slk ugha dj ldrkA
cqjkZuh dh ckS[kykgV dks ns[k dj eq>s g¡lh vk x;h---- gk¡ rsjk csVk rc rd ugha cksyrk vxj mlds gkFk esa pkdw ;k fiLrkSy
gksrk ij vxj fdlh otg ls ,d xksyh mlds dwYgs dh gìh dks rksM+ dj vanj tk dj cSB x;h vkSj m/kj fiLrkSy dh ewB dk
okj gks rks bLekby rks D;k mldk cki Hkh rkSck dj ysxkA ml cspkjs ds lkFk Hkh ;gh lc gqvk FkkA gk¡ eSa ogha Fkk vkSj esjs
lkeus og QwV&QwV dj cPpksa dh rjg jks jgk Fkk vkSj vYykg dh nqgkbZ nsrs gq, ‘kkfdj fjtk dh dgkuh lquk jgk FkkA cqjkZuh
eSa lp dg jgk gw¡ fd vxj og vkSjr dh bTtr djrk rks eSa mls dHkh ugh ekjrk ysfdu ml jkr og ,d lksyg lky dh
yM+dh dh vLer ywVuk pkgrk Fkk cl blh otg ls eSaus mls xksyh ekj nh FkhA bruk lquuk Fkk fd cqjkZuh /kEe ls tehu ij
cSB x;k vkSj eq>s dkslus yxkA
esjh ckr lqu dj nksuksa ldrs esa vk x;s FksA vcdh ckj ,d&,d ‘kCn pckrs gq, eSaus dgk---- ‘kkfdj fjtk vHkh Hkh le;
gS fd esjh choh dks ;gk¡ cqyok yks rks ‘kk;n rqEgkjh yM+dh ij eq>s n;k vk tk;sA ‘kkfdj fjtk rks dqN cksy ugha ldk ysfdu
cqjkZuh ph[krs gq, dgk---- rwus bLekby dks ekjk Fkk pyks vPNk gqvk rsjh choh Hkh ej x;hA rHkh ‘kkfdj fjtk us cqjkZuh ds xky
ij FkIiM+ jlhn fd;k vkSj fpYyk;k---- gks’k esa vkvksA D;k cd jgs gksA ----ugha thtwHkkbZ] vkids dgs vuqlkj jkr dks gekjs yksxksa
us mldh vPNh rjg xr cuk;h FkhA ysfdu u tkus D;ksa vkt lqcg ls gh mldks CyhfMax gks jgh FkhA blds lkeus tc ys dj
vk;s Fks rc rd og dksek esa tk pqdh FkhA blds tkus ds ckn eSaus MkDVj dks cqyok;k Fkk rks mlls irk pyk fd og çsxusUV
Fkh vkSj dy jkr dh otg ls mldk feldsfjt gks x;k Fkk---- cqjkZuh csyxke ?kksM+s dh rjg cksyrk tk jgk Fkk---- iwjh jkr dh
CyhfMax dh otg ls vkt nksigj dks mlus ne rksM+ fn;k---- bruk dg dj og vpkud g¡lus yxk vkSj cksyk---- [kqnk dk dSlk
bUlkQ gS fd blus esjs csVs dks ekjk vkSj geus vutkus esa blds cPps vkSj choh dks ekj dj cnyk ys fy;kA
vkQ’kk¡ dh ekSr us esjs ‘kjhj dks lqUu dj ds j[k fn;k Fkk vkSj feldsfjt dh ckr us eq>s fgyk dj j[k fn;k FkkA esjs
eq¡g ls fny ngykus okyh ph[k fudyh vkSj cqjkZuh dh fxjscku idM+ dj ,d /kDdk fn;k---- cqjkZuh rw cM+k [kq’k gks jgk Fkk u--
-- ysfdu dHkh ;g lkspk fd fldUnj dk D;k gqvk ;k rkSQhd dgk¡ gS\ dqN ugh rks dHkh ‘kQh eksgEen ds ckjs lkspk\ ugha uA
esjs eq¡g ls ;g lkjs uke lqu dj cqjkZuh vkSj ‘kkfdj fjtk dks tSls djaV yxk vkSj og esjh vksj rkdus yxsA ----eSaus dgk Fkk fd

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rw fugk;r gh x/kk gS cqjkZuh---- D;ksafd esjh Vhe ds ,d dekaMks us flQZ ,d eqDds ls fldUnj dk tcM+k vkSj xys dh gìh nksuksa
rksM+ nh FkhA ckdh nksuksa esjs dCts esa gSA vc lksp bruk lquus ds ckn D;k eSa mUgsa NksM+waxkA gk¡ ;g lp gS fd eSaus ppktku ls
ok;nk fd;k Fkk fd rkSQhd vkSj mudks lgh lyker rqEgkjs ikl NksM+ nw¡xk blh fy, eSaus mUgsa MhbZ, ds gokys ugha fd;k FkkA
mUgsa vius lkFk ys dj vk;k Fkk fd vkQ’kk¡ vkSj chgw dks tc rqe esjs gokys dj nksxs rc eSa bu nksuksa dks rqEgsa lkSai nw¡xkA ysfdu
vc buesa ls ,d Hkh ugha cpsxk esjk ;g oknk gSA
cqjkZuh HkkSapDdk gks dj esjh ckr lqu jgk FkkA vpkud u tkus mls D;k gqvk vkSj og ‘kkfdj fjtk ij VwV iM+k---- thtwHkkbZ
eSa euk dj jgk Fkk fd ;g tqYe er djks ysfdu vkius esjh ,d u lquhA vkt vkidh otg ls esjk iwjk [kkunku [kRe gks
tk,xkA vpkud ,d Nukds dh vkokt gqbZ vkSj MsYVk Vhe viuh iwjh eqLrSnh ds lkFk dejs esa nkf[ky gks x;h vkSj lc dks
fu’kkus ij ys fy;kA estj Qjhnh vkSj mlds lkFkh Hkh dqN ugh dj ik,A deky lh/ks esjs ikl vk;k vkSj cksyk---- lj deky
ik’kk fjiksfVaZxA ,ojh fFkax bu dUVªksy ljA esjs fy, D;k vkMZj gSA eSaus cq>s gq, eu ls dgk---- vjsLV nseA ----gk¡ ;g rtkd
ljdkj dh Øsd dekaMks Vhe gS vkSj blds Vhe yhMj estj Qjhnh gSA estj Qjhnh vxj vki vHkh pqipki fudyuk pkgs rks
fudy ldrs gSa ftlls dh dksbZ vUrjjk”Vªh; eqík u cu lds oukZ vxj esjs ckl vk x;s rks vki dks vkfQ’;yh NqM+kus esa dkQh
oä yx tk,xkA estj Qjhnh us eq>s lSY;wV fd;k vkSj viuh Vhe dks ys dj va/ksjs esa fudy x;kA jger vius lkFk rkSQhd
vkSj ppktku dks Hkh ys dj vk x;k FkkA eSaus ppktku dks ns[k dj dgk---- ppktku eSaus vkils ok;nk fd;k Fkk fd eSa vki
nksuksa dks lgh lyker cqjkZuh dks lkSai nw¡xk rks ;g jgk cqjkZuhA eSaus viuk ok;nk iwjk fd;k ysfdu ;g vkids HkkbZ us esjs lkFk
D;k fd;k---- esjh choh dks dqUnqt ls vxok djok dj dy iwjh jkr vius vknfe;ksa ls mlds lkFk cykRdkj djok;k ftldh
otg ls og rks ej x;h vkSj mlds lkFk gh esjk cPpk Hkh ej x;k tks mldh dks[k esa iy jgk FkkA esjh ckr lqu dj ml cw<+s
dh vk¡[ks Hkj vk;hA og esjs ikl vk;k vkSj cksyk---- gksuh dks dkSu Vky ldrk gSA [kqnk ij fo’okl j[kksA
esjs fy, ,d iy ds fy, ogk¡ #duk Hkkjh yx jgk FkkA ysfdu vkQ’kk¡ dks vkf[kjh ckj ns[kuk pkgrk Fkk bl fy, eSaus
cqjkZuh ls dgk---- ;g rks crk ns esjh choh dh yk’k dgk¡ ij j[kh gqbZ gSA cqjkZuh us esjh vksj Hkjh gqbZ vk¡[kksa ls ns[krs gq, dgk----
igyh eafty ij csM:e esa tk dj ns[k yksA MsYVk Vhe lc dks vjsLV djus esa yx x;h vkSj eSa Hkkjh dneksa ls ,d&,d lh<+h
p<+rs gq, igyh eafty ij igq¡p x;kA igyk dejk lkeus iM+k rks mlds njokts dks /kDdk fn;k rks [kqyrk pyk x;kA lkeus
fcLrj ij ,d yM+dh xgjh uhan esa lksrh gqbZ fn[kh rks ncs ik¡o mlds ikl pyk x;kA fcLrj ij vkQ’kk¡ fu’py ysVh gqbZ FkhA
eSaus mls viuh ck¡gksa esa mBk;k vkSj ckgj dh vksj fudyus yxk rks lkeus ds :e ds [kqys gq, njokts ls eq>s ‘kkfdj fjtk dh
yM+dh csM ij lksrh gqbZ fn[kkbZ nhA
vkQ’kk¡ dks da/ks ij Mky dj eSa lh/kk mlds dejs esa ?kql x;k vkSj ml yM+dh dks f>>ksaM+ dj txk;kA eq>s ns[k dj
mlds psgjs ij gokbZ;k¡ mM+ jgh Fkh og ph[kh vkSj nwj Hkkxus dh dksf’k’k djus yxhA cM+h csnnhZ ls eSaus mlds cky vius gkFkksa
esa tdM+ fy;s vkSj [khaprs gq, uhps ys dj vk x;kA og nnZ ls fcyfcyk dj ph[krh tk jgh Fkh vkSj esjs mij nfjanxh dk
‘kSrku viuk rkaMo dj jgk FkkA
mldks ckyksa ls idM+ dj [khaprk gqvk mlh dejs esa ys dj vk;k tgk¡ ‘kkfdj fjtk [kM+k gqvk FkkA viuh csVh dk ;g
gky ns[k dj rM+i dj cksyk---- bls NksM+ ns vkfej rw tks dgsxk eSa d:¡xkA Iyht NksM+ ns bls ;g vHkh cPph gSA esjs mij ‘kSrku
cSBk gqvk Fkk---- ‘kkfdj igys blds gj Nsn dks bruk Hk:¡xk fd tc ;g pysxh rks tehu ij /kkj cu tk,xhA vkSj tc blls
esjk eu Hkj tk,xk rks eq>s dle gS fd bls fdlh jkoyfiaMh ;k djk¡ph ds dksBs ij fcBk nw¡xk fd gj jkr blds lkFk ogh gks
tks rwus ,d jkr esjh choh ds lkFk fd;k FkkA rw tgk¡ Hkh jgs cl ;gh lksp dj fry fry dj ds ejuk fd rsjh csVh ds lkFk
D;k gks jgk gksxkA og fpYykrk jgk vkSj vYykg dh nqgkbZ nsrk jgk ysfdu ml yM+dh ds cky idM+ dj ?klhVrk gqvk eSa ckgj
fudy x;kA da/ks ij vkQ’kk¡ dh yk’k vkSj esjs psgjs ds mij Nk;h gqbZ gSokfu;r ns[k dj vkt jger Hkh eq¡g Qsj dj [kM+k gks
x;k FkkA MsYVk Vhe pqipki viuk dke dj jgh FkhA fdlh us eq>s jksdus dh dksf’k’k ugha dh vkSj u gh eSa vkt #d ldrk
FkkA vkQ’kk¡ dks thi ds ihNs fyVk;k vkSj ml yM+dh dks ckyksa ls ?klhV dj vkxs vius ikl fcBk fy;kA thi LVkVZ dh vkSj
lM+d ij fudy x;kA dkQh nsj rd ikxyksa dh rjg fcuk fdlh /;s; ds lM+d ij pyrk jgkA dkQh nwj fudy vkus ds ckn
tc cQhZyh gok ds FkisM+ksa us esjs psgjs dks lqUu dj fn;k rks eu ds vanj dk Tokykeq[kh dqN ‘kkar gqvk rc u tkus D;k lksp
dj eSaus mlds cky NksM+ fn;sA og esjs ikl cSBh lqcdrh jgh vkSj eSa fdlh dfczLrku dh ryk’k djus yxkA

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eSa pqipki thi pyk jgk FkkA ‘kkfdj fjtk dh yM+dh esjs ikl gh cSBh lqcd jgh FkhA thi ds fiNys fgLls esa vkQ’kk¡ dk futhZo
‘kjhj vius lkjs nq[kksa dks Hkqyk dj fu’py iM+k gqvk FkkA eSa eu gh eu viuh fdLer dks dksl jgk FkkA rHkh eq>s ,d iqjkuk
lk dfczLrku utj vk;kA eSaus thi dks lM+d ds fdukjs ij jksd fy;k vkSj uhps mrj x;kA ml yM+dh dh dykbZ vius gkFk
esa Fkkeh vkSj mls [khaprs gq, vius lkFk ys dj dfczLrku ds vanj pyk x;kA pkSdhnkj dh >ksaiM+h ds ikl igq¡p dj mldk
njoktk [kV[kVk;kA
fdlh us tkxrs gq, vanj ls vkokt yxk;h---- dkSu gS tks bruh jkr dks ijs’kku dj jgk gS---- dgrs gq, ,d cw<+k vkneh
njoktk [kksy dj ckgj vk;kA esjh gkyr ns[k dj og cw<+k ,d iy ds fy, lge x;k ysfdu fQj cksyk---- D;ksa D;k dke gSA
eSaus viuh tsc ls dqN uksV fudkys vkSj mldh gFksyh ij j[k fn;s---- esjh choh dks nQukuk gSA yk’k thi esa iM+h gqbZ gSA ,d
ekSyoh dk bartke djks vkSj ,d dcz rS;kj djks vHkhA eq>s vkt gh lkjs dke [kRe djus gSaA og cw<+k esjh ckr lqu dj ?kcjk
lk x;k vkSj cksyk---- jkr esa ugha nQukrs dy fnu esa vkukA eSaus mldh ckr dks vulquh dj ds dgk---- cM+s fe;k¡ tks dg jgk
gw¡ og djksA eSa ;gh cSBk gqvk gw¡ tYnh ls tks dgk x;k gS djksA eSa ml yM+dh dh dykbZ dks idM+s gq, tehu ij cSB x;kA
og Hkh esjs lkFk lqcdrh gqbZ cSB x;h FkhA
esjh vksj vk¡[ks QkM+s og cw<+k vHkh Hkh eq>s ?kwj jgk FkkA rHkh eSaus vius [khls esa ca/kh gqbZ fiLrkSy fudkyh vkSj cw<+s dh
vksj djrs gq, cksyk---- cM+s fe;k¡ eSa cqjh rjg VwV pqdk gw¡A esjh enn dj nks eSa rqEgkjk ,glku ekuw¡xkA cM+h eqf’dy ls viuh
choh dh yk’k nq’euksa ds paxqy ls fudky dj yk;k gw¡ cl bruk pkgrk gw¡ fd cspkjh dks iwjh bTtr ls nQuk ldw¡A eq> ij
jge [kkvks cM+s fe;k¡A ‘kk;n esjh vkokt esa ,d ?kk;y :g dk nnZ >yd jgk Fkk blh fy, og cw<+k ogk¡ ls pyk x;kA eSa ml
yM+dh dh dykbZ dks Fkkes ogha tehu ij cSB x;kA dqN nsj ckn og cw<+k vius lkFk ,d vkSj vkneh dks ys dj vk x;k FkkA
gels fcuk cksys og nksuksa dcz rS;kj djus esa yx x;sA mudh gj dqnky dh pksV esjs lhus ij okj djrh gqbZ yx jgh FkhA
jkS’kuh dh igyh fdj.k QwVrs gh cw<+s us vk dj lwpuk nh fd ekSyoh lkgc vk x;s gSaA mldh dykbZ idM+s gh [kM+k gks x;k
vkSj [kqnh gqbZ dcz dh vksj py fn;kA lQsn dQu esa fyiVh gqbZ vkQ’kk¡ ,d xqMf;k dh rjg yx jgh FkhA
ekSyoh lkgc us vkf[kjh ckj vkQ’kk¡ dk psgjk m?kkM+ dj eq>s fn[kk;kA fnu ds mtkys esa vkQ’kk¡ dk psgjk ns[k dj u
tkus dSls fny dk ck¡/k VwV dj fc[kj x;k vkSj esjh vk¡[kksa ls vius vki vJq/kkjk fcuk #ds cgus yxhA eSaus >qd dj vkQ’kk¡
dk vkf[kjh ckj ekFkk pwek rks yxk fd mlds eq[k ls vkokt fudyh---- esjs ljrktA eSaus pkSad dj mldh vksj ns[kk rks ogh
fpj&ifjfpr eqLdku vkQ’kk¡ ds psgjs ij Nk;h gqbZ FkhA eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls mldk ekFkk pwe dj lQsn dQu ls psgjk <d
fn;kA ekSyoh lkgc vius dke esa yx x;sA cw<+k pkSdhnkj vkSj mlds vkneh us vkQ’kk¡ dks /khjs ls dcz esa fyVk fn;k vkSj esjs
ikl [kM+s gks x;sA ekSyoh lkgc ds dgus ij eSaus viuh eqB~Bh esa feêh yh vkSj vkQ’kk¡ ds mij Mky dj ihNs gV x;kA cw<+k
pkSdhnkj mldk lkFkh dcz cukus esa yx x;s vkSj ekSyoh lkgc us viuk dk;Z [kRe djus ds ckn fonk yhA viuk dk;Z [kRe
djus ds ckn cw<+k pkSdhnkj esjs ikl vk dj [kM+k gks x;k---- fe;k¡ lkjk dke [kRe gks x;k vc rqe ?kj tkvksA
eSaus cw<+s pkSdhnkj dh vksj cgrh gqbZ vk¡[kksa ls ns[kk vkSj cksyk---- cM+s fe;k¡ rqeus vkt tks esjs fy, fd;k gS esjs Åij
rqEgkjk ,glku ges’kk jgsxkA dHkh esjh t:jr iM+s rks fcuk fgpd dqUnqt ds ikl xksy cksykd uke dh txg ij vk tkbZ,xkA

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viuh tsc ls ,d uksVksa dh xìh fudky dj mldh gFksyh ij j[krs gq, dgk---- ;g ,glku ugha mrkj jgk gw¡ cl bruk dj
jgk gw¡ fd vkidk ifjokj lq[kh jgs---- dg dj ml yM+dh dk gkFk Fkkes thi dh vksj py fn;kA rHkh ihNs ls ml cw<+s us vkokt
nh---- fe;k¡ BgjksA eSa fBBd dj #d x;kA og esjs ikl vk;k vkSj esjs gkFk esa vkQ’kk¡ dh xys dh psu idM+krs gq, cksyk---- ;g
chch ds xys esa iM+h gqbZ FkhA tc esjh cgw us mls rS;kj fd;k Fkk rc mlus xys ls fudky yh FkhA csVk ;g fu’kkuh ds rkSj ij
j[k yksA eSaus psu dks vius gkFk esa fy;k vkSj fQj u tkus D;k lksp dj vius lkFk [kM+h gqbZ ‘kkfdj fjtk dh csVh dk gkFk
NksM+ dj mlds xys esa psu iguk nh---- tc Hkh ;g psu eq>s utj vk,xh eq>s vkQ’kk¡ ij fd;s x;s lHkh tqYe ;kn vk tk,axsA
pyks---- dg dj mldh dykbZ Fkkeh vkSj thi dh vksj py fn;kA
thi esa cSBrs gq, igyh ckj esjh utj mlds diM+ksa ij iM+h rc eq>s ;kn vk;k fd og lks jgh Fkh vkSj mls txk dj
mlh gkyr esa vius lkFk ?klhV dj ys vk;k FkkA og flQZ ukbZV xkmu esa FkhA BaM ds ekjs ‘kjhj ds lkjs jks,a [kM+s Fks vkSj
Fkj&Fkj dkai jgh FkhA eSaus viuh tSdV mldh vksj Qsad nh---- bls igu yksA mlus esjh vksj {k.k Hkj ds fy, ns[kk vkSj fQj
tSdV igu yhA eSaus vkf[kjh ckj eqM+ dj dfczLrku ds xsV ij utj Mkyh rks cM+s&cM+s v{kjksa esa fy[kk gqvk Fkk ‘jgerh
dfczLrku&djheuxj’A eu gh eu vkQ’kk¡ ls fonk ysdj eSaus mls thi esa fcBk;k vkSj vius gksVy dh vksj py fn;kA tc rd
ge gksVy igq¡ps rc rd dfczLrku ls gksVy rd dk jkLrk esjs fnekx esa Ni pqdk FkkA ge ,;jQkslZ okyksa dh ,d [kkfl;r
gksrh gS fd jkLrs dk uD’kk cM+h tYnh fnekx esa Ni tkrk gSA gksVy igq¡p dj thi cslesUV esa ikdZ dh vkSj mldh ck¡g Fkkes
?klhVrk gqvk fy¶V ls lh/kk vius dejs rd igq¡p x;kA lqcg dk le; Fkk vHkh gksVy esa bruh pgy igy ugha Fkh blhfy,
fdlh us Hkh gekjh vksj T;knk roTtks ugha nh FkhA
dejs esa vkrs gh eSaus mldh dykbZ NksM+ nh vkSj fcLrj dh vksj /kDdk fn;k vkSj cksyk---- vkt ls rqEgkjh ftanxh dk ,d
u;k iUuk ‘kq: gks jgk gSA tks ‘kkfdj fjtk us esjh choh ds lkFk fd;k Fkk mldk ,d&,d cnyk eSa rqe ls yw¡xkA bruk dg
dj eSa pqi gks x;k vkSj ckFk:e esa pyk x;kA viuk eq¡g /kksrs gq, vpkud eq>s ,glkl gqvk fd jkr ds ckn ls ;g yM+dh u
rks ph[kh vkSj u gh fpYyk;h vkSj u gh dgha Hkkxus dh dksf’k’k dh FkhA eq>s mldk O;ogkj cM+k vthc lk yxkA eSa tYnh ls
fuR; dkeksa ls fuo`r gks dj ckFk:e ls ckgj vk;k rks ns[kk fd og fcLrj ij ;Fkkor iM+h gqbZ FkhA
----rqe Hkh vius gkFk eq¡g /kks dj Ýs’k gks yks---- eSaus mlds da/ks dks idM+ dj fgyk;kA ;U=or lh [kM+h gqbZ vkSj ckFk:e
esa pyh x;hA eSaus Qksu mBk;k vkSj jkstj dks Qksu feyk;k---- gSyks jkstjA
----gSyks vkfej---- vkbZ ,e l‚jh Qkj vkQ’kk¡A
----jkstj usoj ekbUM---- eSaus Qksu fd;k Fkk ;g tkuus ds fy, fd chgw dk dqN irk pyk\ ----vkfej----cqjkZuh us crk;k gS
fd chgw mlds ikl gh ugha igq¡ph FkhA tks vkneh ys dj vk;k Fkk og Hkh dy ekjk tk pqdk gSA rqEgkjs ?kj ds vkl&ikl esjs
vkneh <w¡< jgs gSa ysfdu vHkh rd og gesa ugha fey ldh gSA rqe dgk¡ ij gks\ ----jkstj---- eSa vHkh gsjkr esa gw¡ ysfdu eq>s vc
rhljs IykaV dh tkudkjh pkfg,A eq>s flQZ ;g irk py ldk gS fd og IykaV da/kkj esa gS ysfdu dgk¡ ij gS ;g irk ugha py
ldk gSA D;k eq>s da/kkj dh pkSchl ?kaVs dh lSVsykbZV losZyUl dh bestst fey ldrh gS\
----vkfej----lks ;w vkj cSd bu ,D’kuA ----gk¡] D;kbldsvykokesjsikldksbZvkSjjkLrkgSAvceStYnhlstYnhvius?kjtkukpkgrkgw¡A
----vkfejeq>sdqN le; nks eSa bartke djrk gw¡A ----gk¡----,d vkSj ckr gS ‘kkfdj fjtk dh yM+dh D;k djksxs\ mls okfil dj nks
Iyht D;ksafd mlus esjh tku eqf’dy esa Mky j[kh gSA oSls eSa tkurk gw¡ fd rqe ij bl oä D;k chr jgh gksxh ysfdu ge esa
vkSj muesa D;k QdZ gksxk vxj ge Hkh oks gha djs tks mUgksaus fd;kA
----jkstj---- bl ckjs esa esjs ls dqN u ckr djks rks vPNk gksxkA eSa rqels ;g Hkh dg ldrk Fkk fd eSaus mls ?kj ds ckgj
NksM+ fn;k Fkk vkSj eSa ;g Hkh dg ldrk gw¡ fd mlds ,d vkneh us eq> ij Qk;j fd;k Fkk ysfdu eSa cp x;k oks yM+dh ej
x;hA eSa ysfdu dksbZ cgkuk ugha cukuk pkg jgk gw¡A esjk lq>ko gS fd rqe esjs ls bl ds ckjs esa vkxs dHkh ckr ugh djksxsA eSa
tc Qksu ij jkstj ls ckr dj jgk Fkk rc rd og ckFk:e ls ckgj vk dj [kM+h gks x;h Fkh vkSj esjh lkjh ckr lqu jgh FkhA
ckr djrs gq, esjh utj tc ml ij iM+h rks eSaus jkstj ls dgk---- cl rqe ‘kkfdj dks vkt bruk crk nsuk fd vkt jkr dks

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mldh yM+dh ds lkjs Nsn [kksy nw¡xkA vkt ds ckn rqe eq>ls bl ckjs esa ckr er djuk---- vkSj fcuk dqN dgs eSaus Qksu dkV
fn;kA
og VdVdh ck¡/ks esjh vksj ns[k jgh FkhA eSa fcLrj ls mBk vkSj mldh vksj c<+k og eq>s viuh vksj c<+rk gqvk ns[k dj
ihNs dh vksj ljdh ysfdu ihNs nhokj gksus dh otg ls #d x;hA eSa mlds ikl [kM+k gks x;k vkSj cksyk---- rsjh cnfdLerh gS
fd rw ‘kkfdj fjtk dh csVh gS vkSj mlds ikiksa dk fglkc rq> dks nsuk iM+sxkA [kSj ;g rks ckn dh ckr gS igys rw dqN [kk ys-
--- dgrs gq, tSls eSaus mldh dykbZ idM+h rks mlds eq[k ls vkg fudy x;hA eSaus mldh dykbZ dks xkSj ls ns[kk rks mldh
dykbZ vkSj ck¡g ij uhy iM+ x;s FksA ;g ns[k dj eSaus mldh dykbZ NksM+ nh---- l‚jh] ‘kk;n eSaus rqEgsa dy jkr dks cgqr dl
dj idM+ fy;k FkkA mls ogha NksM+ dj eSaus Qksu ij uk’rs dk vkMZj fy[kk;k vkSj fQj fcLrj ij vk dj ysV x;kA og ogha
ij [kM+h jgh tgk¡ eSaus mls NksM+k FkkA eSaus mls ogk¡ ij [kM+k ns[k dj cksyk---- yM+dh vc gesa lkFk gh jguk gS rks dc rd [kM+h
jgksxhA b/kj vkdj cSB tkvksA og pqipki pyrh gqbZ vk;h vkSj esjs fudV fcLrj ij cSB x;hA
vkt mldh lwjr dks ns[k dj dy nksigj dh yM+dh dh ;kn vk x;h tks ckrksa ls udp<+h yxh ysfdu tokuh ds igys
iM+ko ds pqycqysiu ls vksrçksr FkhA flQZ pkSchl ?kaVs esa mlh yM+dh ds psgjs ij Mj dh js[kk,a lkQ >yd jgh Fkh vkSj mldk
lkjk pqycqykiu tSls oS/kO; esa ifjofrZr gks x;k FkkA vHkh eSa blh lksp esa Mwck gqvk Fkk fd :e dh ?kaVh cthA eSa >V ls [kM+k
gqvk vkSj njoktk [kksy fn;kA lkeus osVj uk’rk fy, [kM+k gqvk FkkA eSaus b’kkjs ls mls uk’rk est ij yxkus ds fy, dgkA
osVj est ij uk’rk yxk dj ckgj fudy x;kA ----b/kj vk tkvks vkSj uk’rk dj yks---- mls vkokt yxk;h vkSj fQj uk’rs ij
VwV iM+kA fgpdrh gqbZ og esjs lkeus vk dj cSB x;h vkSj pqipki uk’rk [kkuk vkjaHk dj fn;kA tYnh gh geus uk’rk dj
fy;k vkSj eSaus cjru lesV dj dejs ds ckgj j[k fn,A
esjs tgu esa ckj&ckj vkQ’kk¡ dk ogh psgjk fn[kkbZ ns jgk Fkk ftl fnu igyh ckj og eq>s uk’rk nsus esjs dejs esa vk;h
FkhA ----m¶Q ;g D;k gks x;k gS---- viuh cnfdLerh dks dkslrk gqvk eSa cspkSu gks x;k FkkA eq>s fcuk lks;s gq, Nrhl ?kaVs ls
T;knk gks x;s FksA vanj ls njokts dks ykd dj ds eSa fcLrj ij vk dj ysV x;kA esjh vk¡[ksa uhan ls cksf>y gks jgh FkhA eSaus
mldh vksj ns[kk D;ksafd og vHkh Hkh dqlhZ ij cSBh gqbZ Fkh---- rqe b/kj vkvks---- mls vius ikl cqyk;k vkSj mldk gkFk idM+
dj dgk---- ns[kks vxj Hkkxus dh lksp jgh gks rks ;g fopkj vius fny ls fudky nsuk---- dgrs gq, viuh tsc ls ,d gFkdM+h
fudkyh vkSj mldh ,d dM+h mldh dykbZ ij ykd dj nh vkSj nwljh viuh dykbZ ij ykd dj nh---- vc eSa lks jgk gw¡ esjk
lq>ko gS fd dy jkr ls rqe Hkh tkx jgh gks rks rqe Hkh vkjke dj yks oukZ vkxs le; feys u feys---- dg dj eSa ysV x;kA
og esjs fljgkus vk dj cSB x;hA Fkdku ls cnu VwV jgk Fkk ysVrs gh eq>s uhan us viuh ck¡gksa esa ys fy;kA irk ugha fdruh
nsj rd lksrk jgk ysfdu mldh vkokt us eq>s mBk fn;k---- tjk mfB,----mfB, IyhtA og eq>s fgykrh gqbZ vkokt ns jgh FkhA
vpdpk dj eSa mB x;k vkSj ml ij utj Mkyh vkSj xqjkZ dj cksyk---- cksyks D;k ckr gSA ----eq>s Vk;ysV tkuk gSA eSaus
tsc ls pkch fudkyh vkSj vkSj mlds gkFk dh dM+h dk ykd [kksy fn;k---- tkvksA og tYnh ls mBh vkSj ckFk:e esa ?kql x;hA
eSa cSB dj Å¡?krk jgk vkSj fQj u tkus dc xgjh uhan esa pyk x;kA vpkud dqN nsj ds ckn eSa gM+cM+k dj mB dj cSB x;kA
og yM+dh esjs fudV gh lks jgh Fkh vkSj mldh [kqyh gqbZ dM+h esjs gkFk esa yVd jgh FkhA esjh ?kM+h esa ‘kke ds pkj ct jgs
FksA f[kM+dh dk inkZ gVk dj ns[kk rks lwjt Mwc pqdk FkkAgsjkr esa ;g esjh vkf[kjh jkr FkhA ml yM+dh dks eSaus mBk;k---- mBks-
---‘kke gksus okyh gSA muhanh lh vk¡[kksa ls mlus esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj mB dj cSB x;hA ----rqe Hkkxh D;ksa ugha\ mlus ‘kk;n esjh
ckr dk tokc nsuk mfpr ugha le>k rks og pqi jgh vkSj fQj fcuk dqN cksys ckFk:e esa pyh x;hA FkksM+h nsj ds ckn ogk¡ ls
ckgj fudyh vkSj fQj fcLrj ij vk dj cSB x;hA
----rqEgkjs diM+ks dk D;k djsa---- rqe bu diM+ksa esa ckgj rks tk ugha ldrhA vxj rqe viuk uki crk nks rks eSa rqEgkjs fy,
cktkj ls diM+s ys vkšxkA mlus esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj pqi cSBh jghA [kM+h gks tkvks---- eSaus dgkA og [kM+h gks x;hA igyh ckj
eSaus mlds ‘kjhj ij /;ku ls utj Mkyh FkhA dkQh vPNh dn dkBh dh fn[kus esa lqanj yM+dh FkhA ?kwe tkvks----A og esjs dgs
vuqlkj ?kwe x;hA esjh vk¡[ksa mlds ‘kjhj ds lkjs mrkj p<+ko dks uki jgha FkhA esjs dgus ls og lc dj rks jgh Fkh ysfdu g;k
ds dkj.k ckj&ckj dHkh vius iats fldksM+rh vkSj dHkh vius vaxwBs ls xís dks dqjsnrh gqbZ [kM+h FkhA eSaus mls cSBus dks dgk----

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cSB tkvksA eSa vHkh ckgj tk jgk gw¡---- eSaus viuh gFkdM+h fudkyh ysfdu fQj dqN lksp dj okfil tsc esa Mky yh vkSj njokts
dh vksj c<+ x;kA ----D;ksa vxj eSa Hkkx x;h rks D;k djksxs---- eq>s ihNs ls mldh vkokt lqukbZ nhA eSaus mldh vksj eqM+ dj
dgk---- dksf’k’k djds ns[k ysukA bruk dg dj eSa gksVy ds dejs ls ckgj fudy vk;kA
okdbZ esa fdlh vkneh dks yM+dh ds fy, diM+s [kjhnuk cgqr eqf’dy gksrk gS ;g ckr eq>s ml fnu le> esa vk;h FkhA
gksVy ds lkeus dh ,d nqdku esa ?kql x;k vkSj tYnh ls t#jh lkeku [kjhnus yxkA ysfdu brus lkjs lkbt vkSj fMtkbu
ns[k dj esjk flj pdjk x;kA eq>s tks Hkh le> vk;k eSaus [kjhn fy;k vkSj ysdj vius gksVy dh vksj py fn;kA rHkh eq>s
vgenh dk vkneh fn[kkbZ fn;k tks flxjsV dh nqdku ij [kM+s gks dj gksVy dh vksj ns[k jgk FkkA ;g ogh O;fä Fkk tks eq>s
vYcan esa feyk FkkA esjk ekFkk Budk fd ;g bruh tYnh ;gk¡ dSls igq¡p x;k\ eSa ,d yEck pDdj yxk dj gksVy ds ihNs cus
gq, lfoZl xsV ls vanj vk x;kA rst dneksa ls pyrs gq, eSa vius dejs esa igq¡p x;kA og yM+dh vHkh Hkh oSls gh cSBh Fkh tSls
eSa NksM+ dj x;k FkkA eSaus diM+ks dk iSdV mldh vksj Qsadk vkSj dgk---- ;g diM+s igu dj ns[k yksA mlus diM+ksa dk iSdV
gkFk esa fy;k vkSj ckFk:e dh vksj pyh x;h ysfdu vanj tkus ls igys eqM+ dj cksyh---- FkSaDl---- vkSj fQj og vanj pyh x;hA
dqN nsj ds ckn ckgj viuk dqrkZ vkSj ‘kyokj igu dj ckgj vk;h vkSj esjh vksj ns[k dj cksyh---- eq>s vknr ugha gS
,sls diM+ksa dh ysfdu fQj Hkh ru <dus ds fy, dkQh gSA ----dksbZ ckr ugha] vkt ds fy, dke pyk yks dy ;gk¡ ls fudy
dj rqe viuh ilUn ds diM+s ys ysukArHkh mlus ,d iSdV esjh vksj Qsadrs gq, cksyh---- ;g esjk lkbt ugh gSA eSaus [kksy dj
iSdV ns[kk rks >sai x;k D;ksafd ml iSdV esa vUMjxkesZUV~l FksA ----dksbZ ckr ugh---- ge dy bldks cny dj rqEgkjs lkbt dk
ys ysaxsA ,d iy ds fy, esjh utj mlds psgjs ij #d x;h vkSj rHkh mlus flj mBk dj esjh vksj ns[kk] vk¡[ks pkj gksrs gh
ge nksuksa us >sai dj viuh utjsa >qdk yhA
eSa fcLrj ij ysV x;k vkSj vius vxys dne ds ckjs esa lkspus yxkA esjs nks Vªd Hkh vc rd bjku&rk;sckr esa igq¡p
pqds gksaxsA eq>s muds fy, Hkh dqN djuk FkkA iqÙku fe;k¡ vkSj tehj us vyx&vyx jkLrk fy;k Fkk ysfdu vxj dksbZ ck/kk
ugh vk;h gksxh rks og nksauks vc rd bjkus&rk;sckr igq¡p pqds gksaxsA blh m/ksM+cqu esa eq>s ml vgenh ds vkneh dk [;ky
vk;kA vpkud esjs tgu esa ‘kd dk ,d dhM+k dqycqyk;k] rqjar eSaus vkçsVj dks VsyhQksu feyk;k---- gSyks] eSa tkuuk pkgrk gw¡
fd esjs ;gk¡ ls dksbZ Qksu gqvk Fkk D;k vkSj ml dky dh fMVsy pkfg,A ----lj vkids :e ls vHkh rd dksbZ Qksu ugha gqvk gSA
eSaus pkSu dh lk¡l yh vkSj ml ij –f”V MkyhA og vHkh Hkh esjh vksj ns[k jgh FkhA ----D;k ns[k jgh gks\ tjk fopfyr gks dj
eSaus viuk ç’u fd;kA ----dqN ugha ;g lksp jgh Fkh fd vc pkSu ls vki Hkh ugha lks ldsaxs---- eq>s mdlkus ds vUnkt esa cksy
iM+hA
jkr xgjkrh tk jgh FkhA ge nksuksa vc dejs esa pqipki vius&vius fopkjksa esa xqe gks dj cSBs gq, FksA esjs fnekx esa
ckj&ckj ml vgenh ds vkneh dk psgjk utj vk jgk FkkA gksVy ds ckgj mldk gksuk esjs fy, gj iy u;k [krjk iSnk dj
jgk FkkA bu yksxksa us bl ckj eq>s cgqr tYnh <w¡< fy;k Fkk vkSj ;gh lksprs gq, esjh utj ml ij iM+hA og fdlh xgjh lksp
esa vkQ’kk¡ dh xys dh psu dks viuh m¡xfy;ksa esa Q¡lk dj [ksy jgh FkhA ‘kk;n mls vpkud vkHkkl gqvk fd eSa mldh vksj
ns[k jgk gw¡] mlus xjnu ?kqek dj esjh vksj ns[kk rks ik;k fd esjh utjsa mldh m¡xfy;ksa esa Q¡lh psu ij fVdh gqbZ gSA tSls gh
mls bl ckr dk ,glkl gqvk mlds eq[k ls ph[k fudy x;h vkSj >V ls mlus psu dks vius lhus esa fNik fy;kA og FkjFkj
djrh gqbZ dk¡i jgh Fkh ‘kk;n mls dy jkr dh ckr ;kn vk x;h FkhA irk ugha D;ksa mldh gkyr ns[k dj eq>s vthc lk
lqdwu feykA eSaus >Vds ls ml dh ck¡g idM+ yh---- ;kn gS u vkt dh jkr rsjs cki ls eSaus ok;nk fd;k Fkk fd rsjs lkjs Nsn
[kksy nw¡xk---- dgrs gq, mls viuh vksj [khap fy;kA og eq>ls nwj tkus ds fy, NViVk;h ysfdu esjs gkFk dk f’kdatk ml ij
dlrk pyk x;kA
og vius vki dks eq>ls NqM+kus Hkjld ç;kl dj jgh Fkh ysfdu esjh rkdr ds lkeus f’kfFky iM+rh fn[k jgh FkhA eSaus
djoV cnyh vkSj mldks vius ‘kjhj ds uhps nck fy;kA mlds uktqd vax esjs Hkkj ls nc x;s vkSj og vius gkFk vkSj iSj ls
eq>s vius mij ls gVkus ds gj ç;Ru dj jgh FkhA vius nksuksa gkFkksa esa mldh nksuks dykbZ;k¡ idM+ dj ejksM+ nh rks og nnZ
ls fpYyk;h vkSj esjs lhus ls vk yxhA esjs mij ‘kSrku ukp jgk FkkA ----Iyht eq>s NksM+ nks----eq>s tkus nks----rqEgsa [kqnk dk okLrk-

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---Iyht tkus nks---- og fxM+fxM+k jgh Fkh vkSj eq>s vthc lh [kq’kh fey jgh Fkh mlds cgrs gq, vk¡lw ns[k dj ysfdu irk ugha
D;w¡ esjs vanj dksbZ dkeksÙkstuk ugha FkhA og vius vki dks NqM+kus ds fy, esjs uhps nch gqbZ NViVk jgh Fkh vkSj mldh csclh
ns[k dj eq>s lqdwu fey jgk FkkA vpkud bl Nhuk >iVh esa mlds lhus ds mHkkjksa ds chp esa ls ljd dj vkQ’kk¡ dh psu
ckgj vk x;hA ml psu ij utj iM+rs gh eq>s yxk fd vkQ’kk¡ esjs lhus ls yx dj NViVk jgh gSA vkQ’kk¡ dh ;kn vkrs ls
gh esjs vanj dk ‘kSrku Lor% gh u”V gks x;kA mldks jksrk gqvk NksM+ dj eSa mlls nwj gks x;kA viuk eq¡g /kks dj okfil vk;k
rks og Mj ds ekjs dk¡i jgh Fkh vkSj fgpdh ysrh gqbZ jks jgh FkhA eSa mlds ikl tk dj cSB x;k vkSj mlds flj ij I;kj ls
gkFk Qsj dj mls pqi djkus esa yx x;kA
----ns[kks----vkt ds ckn rqEgsa eq>ls Mjus dh dksbZ vko’;drk ugha gSA rqEgkjs cki dks tks dqN Hkh eSaus dgk Fkk mls Hkwy
tkvksA ftl psu dks eSaus rqEgkjs xys esa Mkyk Fkk rqels uQjr djus ds fy, vkt mlh psu dh otg ls esjh lkjh uQjr rqEgkjs
çfr [kRe gks x;h gSA dksbZ ckr ugha fd vkt vkQ’kk¡ esjs lkFk ugha gS ysfdu vkt mlus eq>s viuh gh utjksa esa fxjus ls cpk
fy;kA vxj vkt esjs ls dqN xyr gks tkrk rks rqEgkjs cki esa vkSj eq>esa D;k QdZ jg tkrkA [kqnk dk yk[k yk[k ‘kqØ gS fd
,slk dqN ugh gqvkA rqe tgk¡ tkuk pkgks eSa blh oä rqEgsa ogk¡ igq¡pk nw¡xkA cl esjh choh vkQ’kk¡ dh :g tgk¡ Hkh gks vYykg
mls ‘kkafr c[‘ksA og igyh ckj esjs lhus yx dj ,d ckj fQj ls QwV&QwV dj jksus yxhA
dkQh nsj rd esjs lhus ls yx dj og jksrh jgh vkSj cM+cM+krh jghA mlds cgrs gq, gj ,d vk¡lw us esjh vkRek ij
p<+h gqbZ cnys dh Hkkouk dh ijr dks /kks dj lkQ dj fn;k FkkA mlds psgjs dks mBk dj mldh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡[ksa Mky dj ,d
ckj fQj eSaus dgk----Iyht eq>s ekQ dj nksA rqe tgk¡ tkuk pkgks eq>s crk nks eSa rqEgsa ogk¡ igq¡pk nw¡xkA Iyht vius fnekx ls
dy jkr okyh ?kVuk dks feVk nksA mlus flldrs gq, dgk---- eSa dgk¡ tkÅ¡A esjh vEeh rks igys gh ugha Fkh vkSj vCck vius
ikiksa dk fglkc nsus ds fy, pys x;sA eSa dgk¡ tkÅ¡\ vki eq>s Iyht ekj nhft, ftlls ;g csbTtr okyh ftanxh ges’kk ds
fy, [kRe gks tk,A vki gh crkbZ, eSa D;k d:¡----,d ckj og fQj ls jksus yxhA
----rqe viuk uke ugha crkvksxh----A esjh ckr lqu dj mlus McMck;h gqbZ vk¡[kksa ls esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj ‘kekZrs gq, cksyh-
--- fQtkA ----rqEgkjk dksbZ rks fj’rsnkj rks gksxk ftlds ikl rqe jg ldrh gksA mlus flj fgyk dj euk fd;k vkSj cksyh---- vCck
ftl ukSdjh esa Fks muds ikl esjs fy, le; gh ugha FkkA rhu lky igys vCcw us eq>s ekew ds ?kj Hkst fn;k Fkk D;ksafd nq’kkUcs
esa [krjk c<+rk tk jgk FkkA bl gknls ds ckn iqfyl ds Mj ls rks vc gekjk dksbZ Hkh fj’rsnkj eq>s vius ikl j[kus ds fy,
rS;kj ugha gksxkA eSa dgk¡ tkÅ¡\ og f>>drs gq, og cksyh---- Iyht vki cqjk u ekus rks esjh ,d gljr gS fd ,d ckj eSa vius
vCck ls fey ldw¡A eq>s dqN u cksyrs ik dj mlus utjsa mBk dj esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj cksyh---- vxj vki ugha pkgrs rks
dksbZ ckr ughaA ----ugha----fQtk ;g ckr ugha gSA igyk loky rqEgkjs vCck rqels iwNsaxs fd eSaus rqEgkjs lkFk dSlk lqywd fd;k vkSj
mlds tokc esa vxj rqeus mlds lkeus esjh detksjh dks [kksy fn;k rks og eq> ij g¡lsxk vkSj ;g eSa cnkZ’r ugha dj ldw¡xkA
esjs gkFk dks idM+ dj ,d cPph dh rjg ftí djrs gq, cksyh---- vki Iyht eq>s ,d ckj feyk nhft,A gekjs chp esa
tks dqN Hkh vkt gqvk gS mlds ckjs esa eSa fdlh dks Hkh ugha crkÅ¡xhA eSa muls dqN dguk pkgrh gw¡A eSaus vius gfFk;kj Mky
fn;s vkSj cksyk---- Bhd gS eSa rqEgsa dy lqcg rqEgkjs vCck ls feykus ds fy;s ys pyw¡xk----rHkh njokts ij fdlh us nLrd nhA ge
nksuksa us pkSad dj njokts dh vksj ns[kkA ----bruh jkr dks dkSu gks ldrk gS\---- lksprs gq, eSa njokts dh vksj py fn;kA nLrd
nsus okys dks ns[kus ds fy, eSaus dh&gksy ij fuxkg tekbZ ysfdu fdlh us nwljh vksj ls ml ij gkFk j[kk gqvk FkkA ----[krjk-
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[krjs dk vkHkkl gksrs gh eSua s fQtk dks ckFk:e esa tkus dk b’kkjk fd;k vkSj vius fljgkus ls fiLrkSy fudky dj xksfy;k¡
psd djrs gq, vkokt yxk;h---- dkSu gS\ ckgj ls vkokt vk;h---- :e lfoZlA
eSa ncs ik¡o njokts ij igq¡pk vkSj dqN iy #d dj ,d >Vds ds lkFk njoktk [kksy fn;kA tks vkneh njokts ij viuk
otu Mky dj [kksyus dh dksf’k’k dj jgk Fkk og vius >ksad esa vanj ?kqlrk pyk vk;kA tc rd og laHkyk rc rd eSaus
njoktk can dj fn;k vkSj viuh fiLrkSy ds fu’kkus ij ys pqdk FkkA mldk psgjk ns[krs gh eSa mls igpku x;k---- D;ksa HkkbZtku
;gk¡ dSls vkuk gqvk\ vc rd og Hkh laHky pqdk FkkA esjh vksj ns[k dj cksyk---- eq>s ‘kkfdj fjtk dh yM+dh pkfg,A rqEgsa tks
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dkxt dk iqtkZ fn;k Fkk rqe tk dj mls dS’k djk yks ysfdu eky ds ctk; eq>s mldh yM+dh ns nksA vkt gh vgenh lkgc
us eq>s bl dke ij yxk;k gSA eq>s mldh yM+dh pkfg,A
eSaus mldh ckr dks vulquk djrs gq, dgk---- ;g fdl x/ks us rqEgsa crk;k gS fd ‘kkfdj fjtk dh yM+dh esjs ikl gSA
esjh ckr lqu dj og pdjk;k ysfdu tYnh gh vius mij dkcw fd;k vkSj cksyk---- eq>s irk gS fd og rqEgkjs ikl gSA dher
rqEgkjh] ysfdu eq>s og yM+dh pkfg,A vcdh ckj eSaus mldh xqíh ij viuh fiLrkSy dh uky j[kh vkSj cksyk---- esjs ikl le;
de gSA tks eSa loky iwN jgk gw¡ eq>s mldk lgh tokc pkfg,A rqe dkSu gks\---- esjk uke teky crkyoh gSA rqe dks esjk irk
fdlus fn;k gS\ og pqi cSBk jgkA eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls nksgjk;k---- esjk irk rqEgsa fdlus fn;k\ vcdh ckj og eqLdqjkrs gq,
cksyk---- rqEgkjh thi usA eq>s le> esa vk x;k Fkk fd dSls bruh tYnh bu yksxksa us eq>s ryk’k dj fy;k FkkA eSaus viuk nwljk
loky nkxk---- rqEgsa ;g fdlus crk;k fd ‘kkfdj fjtk dh csVh esjs ikl gSA ----esjs ,tsUV usA ----rqEgsa ;k rqEgkjs vkdk vgenh dks
‘kkfdj fjtk dh yM+dh ls D;k dke gS\ vcdh ckj og FkksM+k lk fgpdk fQj cksyk---- ‘kkfdj fjtk us rhu Vªd dPps eky ds
fy, iSlk ,MokUl mBk;k FkkA viuk iSlk olwyus ds fy, gesa mldh yM+dh pkfg,A
----;kj eky rks eSa Hkh rqEgsa ns ldrk gw¡ rks ijs’kkuh fdl ckr dh gSA ----ugha gekjs IykaV dks dPpk eky pkfg, ftldk
oknk ‘kkfdj us fd;k FkkA ----rqe fQtwy dh ckr dj jgs gks---- eSa rks oSls gh ‘kkfdj fjtk ds dPps eky ij dCtk fd;s gq, cSBk
gqvk gw¡A mlh ls irk pyk Fkk fd mldk eky eq>s fdlh ds ikl da/kkj esa igq¡pkuk gSA vxj rqe eq>s crk nks rks eSa eky dks
rqEgkjs ;gk¡ igq¡pk ldrk gw¡ cl ‘krZ ;g gS fd eky dk iSlk dS’k pkfg,A ‘kkfdj ls rqe vius vki gh fglkc djukA dqN lksprs
gq, teky cksyk---- eky dk fglkc ge dS’k djsaxs ysfdu gesa viuk eky ‘kkfdj ls fudkyus ds fy, mldh yM+dh pkfg,A
----ns[kks HkkbZtku] mldh yM+dh rks esjs ikl ugha gSA gk¡ ;g ckr lgh gS fd dy jkr MhbZ, ds Nkis esa ftrus Hkh yksx
idM+s x;s Fks og flD;wfjVh dSEi esa gSA rqe vius vkdk ls iwN yks fd igys mUgsa dPpk eky pkfg, ;k fQj yM+dhA eSa cl
bruk tkurk gw¡ fd ml txg ls rqe ‘kkfdj fjtk dh csVh dks thrs th rks ugha ys tk ldksxsA esjh ckr lqu dj teky i’kksis’k
esa iM+ x;kA dqN le; ds ckn mlus dgk---- eSa rqEgsa dy rd crk nw¡xkA fdruk dPpk eky rS;kj gS\ ----yxHkx rhu djksM+
vesfjdu Mkyj dk iwjk ,d Vªd eky gSA lksp yksA og vkneh [kM+k gks x;k vkSj ckgj tkus dks gqvk---- eSa dy jkr dks ckjg
cts rd crkšxkA bruk dg dj og ckgj fudy x;kA eSaus njoktk ykd fd;k vkSj fQtk dks ckFk:e ls fudyus ds fy,
dgk---- fQtk ckgj vk tkvksA og Mjrh gqbZ ckgj fudy vk;hA mlus Hkh lkjh ckr lqu yh FkhA mldk psgjk Mj ls lQsn iM+k
gqvk Fkk vkSj FkjFkj dk¡i jgh FkhA
----cki ds iki dk cks> cPps mBkrs gSa---- fQtk us esjh vksj ns[krs gq, dgkA eSaus mls vius fudV [khap fy;k vkSj cksyk-
--- rqEgkjs dks fpUrk djus dh t:jr ugha gSA fQtk fxM+fxM+krh gqbZ cksyh---- Iyht eq>s bu lc eqf’dyksa ls ckgj fudkyks oukZ
dksbZ u dksbZ ,d fnu esjh tku ys ysxkA eSaus mlds uktqd gksaBksa ij maxyh j[k nh vkSj cksyk---- fQtk rqEgsa dqN ugh gksxk cl
bl ckr dk [;ky j[kuk fd dHkh vdsyh bu yksxksa ds lkeus ugha iM+ukA Mj ls dk¡irh gqbZ fQtk eq>ls fyiV x;h----Iyht
eq>s Hkh vCck ds ikl fHktok nhft,A eSaus mls viuh ck¡gksa esa tdM+ fy;k vkSj ‘kkar djrs gq, dgk---- rqe vius fnekx ls bu
yksxksa dks fudky nksA esjs gksrs gq, ;g rqEgkjk dqN Hkh ugha dj ldrsA eSaus mls viuh ck¡gksa esa mBk;k vkSj fcLrj ij fyVk fn;k
vkSj [kqn Hkh mlds ikl ysV x;kA eSa vgenh vkSj teky crkyoh ds ckjs esa lksp jgk Fkk fd fQtk us djoV yh vkSj viuk
flj esjs lhus ij j[k dj cksyh---- esjs ljrktA esjs fnekx esa ,d ckj fQj ls /kekdk gqvk----A

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esjs fnekx esa jg&jg dj /kekds gks jgs FksA fQtk viuk flj esjs lhus ij j[k dj pkSu ls vk¡[ks can djds ysVh gqbZ FkhA esjs
dkuksa esa mldh vkokt lkQ xw¡t jgh Fkh----esjs ljrktA eq>s bl yM+dh ds ckjs esa dqN le> ugha vk jgk FkkA mldh ihB ij
gkFk fQjkrs gq, eSaus vkokt nh---- fQtkA ----gw¡---- cksfy,A ----vHkh rqe D;k dg jgh Fkh\ ----dqN ughA eSaus mls vius lhus esa dl
dj tdM+rs gq, dgk---- ugha eq>s yxk fd rqeus dqN dgkA ----ugha eSa rks lksp jgh Fkh fd lc yksx esjs vCck dk cnyk eq> ls
D;ksa ysuk pkg jgs gSaA eSaus rks mudk dqN ugha fcxkM+k gSA eSaus le>krs gq, dgk---- fQtk gj fdlh dh lcls detksj dM+h mlds
cPps gksrs gSaA tc fdlh ij yksxks dk cl ugha py ikrk rks og mls /kkjk’kk;h djus ds fy, lcls detksj dM+h ij okj djrs
gSaA [kSj NksM+ks ;g lc---- lks tkvks cgqr jkr chr x;h gSA D;k rqEgsa lqcg vius vCcw ls feyus ugha tkuk gS---- dgrs gq, eSaus
viuh vk¡[ks ewan yhA og Hkh esjs ls fdlh cPph dh rjg fyiV dj lks x;hA
mlds lksus ds ckn eSaus /khjs ls mldks vius ls vyx fd;k vkSj fcLrj ls gV dj ,d vksj [kM+k gks x;kA dqN le;
rd VdVdh yxk;s mls ns[krk jgk vkSj tc ;dhu gks x;k fd og xgjh uhan lks pqdh gS rc eSa dejs ls fudy dj lh/kk gqek
ds ikl igq¡p x;kA og tkx jgh Fkh vkSj thur fcLrj ij vk¡[ksa ewans ysVh gqbZ FkhA esjs vkrs gh gqek esjs lhus ls yx x;hA
thur Hkh mB dj cSB x;hA nksuksa esjh vksj ç’uokpd fuxkgksa ls ns[k jgh FkhA ----dy jkr gqek lc dke Bhd ls gks x;k FkkA
cqjkZuh vc gekjs dCts esa gSA eSa vHkh Hkh vleatl esa Fkk fd gqek dks vkQ’kk¡ vkSj chgw ds ckjs esa crkÅ¡ fd ugha\ gqek dks eSaus
viuh ckgksa esa Hkjk vkSj fcLrj ij ys x;kA gqek eq>s rqEgsa dqN t:jh ckr crkuh gS---- bruk dg dj tSls gh eSaus mldh vksj
ns[kk rks mldh vk¡[kksa esa fpUrk dh ydhjsa lkQ fn[k jgh FkhA eSaus dgk---- cqjkZuh us dksbZ pkj&ik¡p fnu igys gekjs ?kj ij geyk
djok;k FkkA ogk¡ ij tks Hkh yksx Fks] dqN rks ekjs x;s vkSj dqN dks mUgksaus vius dCts esa ys fy;kA tksjkoj ekjk x;k] vkQ’kk¡
muds dCts esa pyh x;hA djhe] lyheu vkSj chgw dk vc rd dqN irk ugha py ldk gSA esjs vkneh vHkh Hkh mls <w¡< jgs gS
ysfdu vc ik¡p fnu ds ckn mudh Hkh vkl VwVrh gqbZ yx jgh gSA bruk dg dj eSa pqi gks x;k vkSj gqek dh vksj ns[kus yxkA
mlds psgjs ij ,d jax vk jgk Fkk vkSj ,d jax tk jgk FkkA
----thtw ge vHkh dqUnqt pyrs gSaA gekjs dks ns[k dj chgw tgk¡ Hkh gksxh vius vki gekjs ikl pyh vk,xhA eSaus mldh
vksj ns[krs gq, dgk---- gqek eq>s dy rk;sckr ds fy, fudyuk gSA rqEgsa rks irk gS fd iqÙku fe;k¡ vkSj tehj vc rd rk;sckr
igq¡p dj esjk bartkj dj jgs gksaxsA thur vkSj vuhlk dks <w¡<uk Fkk blhfy, eSa vHkh rd ogk¡ ugha igq¡p ldk FkkA eSa ,d jkr
esa gqek dks vkSj nq[kh ugha dj ldrk Fkk ysfdu eq>s fQtk ds ckjs esa Hkh crkuk Fkk blh fy, eSaus dgk---- ckr ;gk¡ ij [kRe ugha
gqbZ gS----vkSj Hkh gSA vkQ’kk¡ dh cgqr nnZukd rjhds ls ekSr gks x;h vkSj vkt gh lqcg eSaus mls gsjkr ds dfczLrku esa nQuk;k
gSA vkQ’kk¡ fd ekSr ds ckjs esa lqu dj rks gqek ds psgjs dk jax gh mM+ x;k vkSj mldh fpfUrr vk¡[kksa ls vJq/kkjk cgus yxhA
og jksrs gq, cksyh---- thtw vki ;g lc dSls lgu dj ik;s eSa rks flQZ lksp dj gh ikxy gks jgh gw¡---- dgrs gq, og eq>ls
fyiV x;hA
eSaus mldh ihB lgykrs gq, dgk---- vc rqe gh crkvks eSa D;k d:¡A ,d rjQ esjk bjku tkuk t#jh gS vkSj nwljh vksj
chgw dh fpUrk lrk jgh gSA eq>s dqN le> ugha vk jgk gS fd D;k d:¡A rHkh gqek us dgk---- thtw eSa tkurh gw¡ fd vkidk ;gk¡
ij cgqr t:jh dke gS ysfdu vki eq>s rks dqUnqt fHktok ldrs gSaA vc viuk ?kj [kkyh gS vkSj ogk¡ dksbZ Hkh ugha gSA eSa ogk¡
tk dj ?kj Hkh laHkky yw¡xh vkSj chgw dks <w¡<us esa enn dj ldw¡xh---- bruk dg dj eq>ls fyiV x;hA eSaus mls viuh ck¡gksa Hkj
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fy;k vkSj dkQh nsj rd ge ,sls gh cSBs jgsA vkf[kjdkj eSaus pqIih rksM+h---- gqek ‘kk;n rqe Bhd dg jgh gksA dy lqcg eSa rqEgsa
gsyhdkIVj ls dqUnqt fHktokus dk bUrtke djrk gw¡A dqN nsj rd gqek ls ckr djus ds ckn eSa okfil vius dejs dh vksj tkus
ds fy;s eqM+k rks gqek us esjk gkFk Fkke dj dgk---- thtw vkt dh jkr vki ;gk¡ ugha #d ldrs\ mldh xqgkj esa ,d nnZ fNik
gqvk Fkk mldks eglwl djds eSa ogha gqek ds lkFk fcLrj ij ysV x;kA ge nksuksa ds ftLe ,d nwljs ds lkFk lVs gq, FksA eSaus
gqek ds psgjs dks vius gkFk esa ys dj mBk;k rks mldh Hkhxh iydksa dks ns[k dj esjs gksaB vius vki gh mlds FkjFkjkrs gksaBksa
dh vksj c<+ x;s vkSj og dqN cksyrh mlls igys gh eSaus mlds gksaBksa ds mij viuh lhy yxk nhA irys xqykch dk¡irs gq,
gksaBksa dk Li’kZ ikrs gh esjs gksaB vius dke esa yx x;sA dkQh nsj rd ge ,d nwljs ds gksaBksa dks pwers o pwlrs jgsA /khjs&/khjs
gekjh ftLekuh I;kl Hkh c<+rh tk jgh FkhA gqek dh rst lk¡lksa dh vkokt esjh dkesPNk dks c<+krh tk jgh FkhA ,d iy ,slk
vk;k fd tc ge nksuksa dks diM+s dkVus yxs FksA eSaus gqek ds cnu ls ,d ,d djds mlds lkjs diM+s vyx dj fn;sA mldk
csnkx deflu cnu cYc jkS’kuh esa esjh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus FkkA brus fnuksa ds lkFk ds ckn Hkh mlds uXu cnu dks etkjs&’kjhQ
ds ckn igyh ckj ns[k jgk FkkA vkt eSa mlds vax vax dks viuh vk¡[kksa esa dSn dj ysuk pkgrk FkkA rh[ks u;u uD’k vkSj
xqykch dksey dk;k esjs v/kjksa dh ckj&ckj pksV ls txg txg yky gks x;h FkhA ia[kqMf;ksa ls gksaB esjs ckj&ckj pwlus ls yky
gks x;s FksA mlds xkyksa ij g;k dh ykyh Nk;h gqbZ FkhA mls NksM+ dj eSa fcLrj ls mBk vkSj vius diM+s tYnh ls mrkj Qsad
dj okfil fcLrj ij vk x;kA
thur fcLrj ls mB dj ge nksuksa dks ?kwj jgh FkhA vc rd gekjh dkekfXu bruh HkM+d pqdh Fkh fd thur ogk¡ gksrs
gq, Hkh gekjs fy, ugha FkhA gqek ds mUur vkSj lqMkSy mjkst] Hkjiwj dVko ysrh gqbZ dej vkSj xksykbZ ysrs gq, furac mlds
ckj&ckj epyus ls ,slk yx jgk Fkk fd deflu tokuh csdjkjh esa epy jgh FkhA jkS’kuh esa ugk;k gqvk esjk ckfy”V ftLe Hkh
ped jgk FkkA ?kqa?kjkys ckyksa ds chp esa ,d eksVs ls ikbZi dh rjg ckgj yVdrk gqvk v/kZlqIr voLFkk esa esjk xqIrkax Hkh gqek
ds ;kSou dh lqxa/k ikdj epy mBk FkkA gqek ds epyrs gq, uXu ftLe dks eSaus vius cnu ls <d fn;k vkSj mlds ck¡;s cknkeh
Lrukxz dks vius eq[k esa Hkj mldk jl lks[kus esa yx x;kA ,slk gh dqN eSaus mlds nk¡;sa Lru ds lkFk nksgjk;kA FkksM+h nsj rd
eSa blh Øeokj gqek ds iq”V Lruksa ds lkFk [ksyrk jgk vkSj og g”kksZUer gks dj flLdkfj;k¡ ysus yxhA
th----tw---- mº----mº----vk----vkº----;g D¸----;k d----j u u----gha jgsA
vc rd esjk gfFk;kj Hkh vius iwjs tks’k esa vk pqdk Fkk vkSj fdlh ukx dh rjg gok esa ygjk jgk FkkA viuh lk¡lksa dks
dkcw esa djrs gq, gqek dks vius vxks’k esa ysdj I;kj ls pwers gq, vius uhps nck fy;kA bl uXurk esa Hkh gqek xtc dh lqanj
fn[k jgh FkhA okluk ds mUekn esa gqek dh deflu tokuh csM ij viuh gh yxkbZ gqbZ vkx esa rM+irh gqbZ ckj&ckj viuh Vkaxksa
dks [kksy dj can dj jgh Fkh vkSj vius gh gkFkksa ls vius Lruksa dks ihlrh gqbZ eq>s cksf>y vk¡[kksa ls vkeaf=r dj jgh FkhA eSaus
Hkh fcuk nsj fd;s vius rUuk;sa gq, fyax dks eqB~Bh esa ysdj ,d nks yacs >Vds nsdj mldh ;ksfueq[k ij fVdk fn;k vkSj /khjs ls
vanj dh vksj Bsy fn;kA tyrh gqbZ lyk[k dk ,glkl gksrs gh gqek ds eq[k ls ,d nch gqbZ flldkjh fudy x;hA ladjh lqjax
ijarq xhyh gksus dh otg ls VekVj lk Qqyk gqvk lqikM+k fQly dj viuh txg cukrk gqvk vanj ?kql x;kA
gqek ds eq[k ls ,d xgjh ‘okl fudy vkSj ----m-mbZ-ek¡—-m----m-----y----mQ-thtw—UgbZ----vkgA /khjs&/khjs vkxs ihNs gksrs gq,
fyax ds f?klko us vanj rd gqek fopfyr dj fn;kA mÙkstuk vkSj ehBs nnZ ds ,glkl esa rM+irh gqek ds gksaBksa dks eSaus vius
gksaBksa ls lhycan dj fn;kA ckj&ckj gYdh pksV ekjrs gq, eSaus vius fyax ds fy, txg cukrs gq, ,d Hkjiwj /kDdk yxk fn;k
vkSj vkx esa rirk gqvk fyax tM+ rd tk dj /k¡l x;kA gqek dh vk¡[ksa ,d ckj ds fy, fQj ls [kqyh dh [kqyh jg x;h vkSj
eq[k ls nch gqbZ lhRdkj fudy x;h---- vkg—g—g-----gk;A gqek dh ;ksfu us esjs fyaxnso dks vius f’kdats esa cqjh rjg tdM+ fy;k
vkSj fQj mldks nksguk ‘kq# fd;kA {k.k Hkj #d dj] eSaus gqek ds furacks dks nksuksa gkFkksa dks idM+ dj ,d y; ds lkFk vkxs&ihNs
gks dj rkcM+&rksM okj djus ‘kq# dj fn;sA fyaxnso dks lqikM+s rd ckgj fudkyrk vkSj fQj ls iwjh rkdr ls vanj /kdsy nsrkA
çfrmÙkj esa gqek Hkh viuh dej mlh y; ds lkFk fgykrh vkSj rikd ls ge nksuksa dk ftLe ,d nwljs ds lkFk Vdjk tkrkA
;g vanj ckgj dk [ksy dkQh nsj rd pyrk jgkA ge nksuksa ds ftLe bl BaMd esa Hkh ilhus ls ugk jgs FksA thur Hkh gekjs
mUekn dh >yd ik dj cspkSu gks jgh Fkh vkSj mldh lk¡ls rst gks x;h FkhA

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----thtw Iyht vc #duk ugha---- cgqr ehBk lk nnZ gks jgk gS----,slk yxrk gS fd eSa iwjh rjg ls Hkj x;h gw¡A vius vki
dqN iy jksd dj eSaus dgk---- brus fnuksa dh eq’Dä ds ckotwn rqe rks esjs dks rks tSls fupksM+ gh MkyksxhA gqek us viuh Vk¡xs
esjh dej ds bnZ&fxnZ dl dj yisV dj fpYyk;h---- vkg----u----gha----ugh----ghA eSaus vius okj ,d ckj fQj ls ‘kq: fd;sA dqN
gh nsj esa esjs ftLe esa ykok [kkSyuk vkjaHk gks x;k Fkk vkSj Tokykeq[kh QV x;kA çsejl ykok cu dj csjksdVksd cgus yxk rHkh
vpkud gqek dk ‘kjhj Hkh vius vki gh /kuq”kkdkj cukrk gqvk fcLrj ls mB x;k vkSj fQj ,d yack lk >Vdk [kkdj okfil
fcLrj ij <sj gks x;kA gqek dh ;ksfu >j>jk dj cgus yxh vkSj NksVs&NksVs >Vds ysrs gq, mlus esjs fyax dks xjnu ls tdM+
fupksM+uk ‘kq: dj fn;kA eSa gqek ds mij fu<ky gks dj vk¡[ks ewan dj iM+ x;kA gqek dh ;ksfu esjs çsejl ls yckyc Hkj pqdh
Fkh vkSj vc /khjs&/khjs ge nksuksa dk fefJr çsejl ckgj fcLrj ij fjlus yxk FkkA rwQku vk dj xqtj pqdk Fkk vkSj ge okfil
nqfu;k esa vk pqds FksA
vpkud gqek dh utj thur ij iM+h rks eq>s txkrs gq, cksyh---- thtw---- thtw----A ----gw¡----vk¡[ks ewans eSaus tokc fn;kA ----
thtw----vkius thur ckth ds ckjs esa dqN lkspk gS\ og dgk¡ tk,axhA mldh ckr lqu dj eSa mB dj cSB x;kA gqek dk ftLe
esjs çse ds jl ls flap dj ned jgk FkkA lkeus thur cSBh gqbZ Hkw[kh fuxkg ls ge nksuksa dks vk¡[ks QkM+s ns[k jgh FkhA vcdh
ckj ge nksuksa viuh uXurk dks thur dh vk¡[kksa ls fNik;s fcuk gh mB dj fcLrj ij cSB x;sA eSaus thur dks vius ikl vkus
dk b’kkjk fd;kA esjk b’kkjk ik dj og esjs utnhd vk dj fuxkgsa >qdk dj cSB x;hA eSaus gqek dh vksj ns[kk rks og esjh vksj
gh ns[k jgh FkhA ‘kk;n esjs vxys dne dk bartkj dj jgh FkhA
eSaus gkFk cM+k dj thur dks viuh vksj [khap fy;k vkSj og dVs gq, o`{k dh rjg esjs igyw esa fxj x;hA eSaus /khjs ls
mldh ihB dks lgykrs gq, dgk---- thur rqe gqek ds lkFk tkuk pkgrh gks rks tk ldrh gks vkSj vxj fdlh vkSj txg tkuk
pkgrh gks rks crk nks eSa rqEgsa ogk¡ Hkstus dk bartke dj nw¡xkA rHkh gqek us chp esa esjh ckr dkVh---- thtw vki ckth dks Hkstus
dh D;ksa ckr dj jgs gksA D;k ;g gekjs ikl ugha jg ldrh gS\ ----gqek ,slh ckr ugha gSA eSa bldks dgha Hkh ugha Hkstuk pkgrk
gw¡A ysfdu vkxs tks Hkh gksxk og bldh ethZ ls gksxkA rHkh thur fcy[k dj jksrs gq, cksyh---- esjh vLer vkius ywV yh vkSj
vc vki dg jgs gSa fd eSa tgk¡ tkuk pk¡gw ogk¡ pyh tkÅ¡A vki dg jgs gSa fd esjh cgu bl nqfu;k ls pyh x;hA esjs vCcw rks
igys gh pys x;s Fks vkSj vc vEeh Hkh ugha jghA vc eSa dgk¡ tkÅaxhA D;k vc eSa vkids yk;d ugha jgh\ esjs ls jgk ugha x;k
vkSj eSaus mls viuh ckgksa esa Hkj fy;k vkSj mlds cgrs gq, vk¡lqvksa dks iksaNrs gq, cksyk---- thur rqe esjs ifjokj dk fgLlk gks eSa
rqEgsa opu nsrk gw¡ fd rqEgsa vius ls dHkh vyx ugha d:¡xk] tSls esjs fy, gqek vkSj chgw gS vkt ls rqe Hkh gksA
thur esjs lhus ls yx dj QwVQwV dj jksus yxhA gqek Hkh [kq’k gks dj eq> ls fyiV x;hA dkQh nsj rd ge rhuksa ,sls
gh cSBs jgs ysfdu eq>s rHkh dejs esa lksrh gqbZ fQtk dh ;kn vk;hA eSaus gqek vkSj thur dks vius ls vyx fd;k vkSj fcLrj
NksM+ dj [kM+k gks x;kA vius diM+s igurs gq, eSaus dgk---- esjs ikl ‘kkfdj fjtk dh yM+dh gSA mldk uke fQtk gSA tks dqN
Hkh cqjkZuh ds ?kj ij gqvk Fkk mldk cnyk ysus ds fy, eSa mldks tcjnLrh mBk dj ys vk;k FkkA igys rks eSa ;g lksp dj
mls yk;k Fkk fd mlds cki dk cnyk eSa mldh yM+dh ls yw¡xk ysfdu vc ughaA bl oä mldh ftanxh [krjs esa gS D;ksafd
cgqr lkjs ‘kkfdj fjtk ds nq’eu mldh yM+dh dks idM+us ds fy, ?kwe jgs gSaA blhfy, eSa pkgrk gw¡ fd og ;gk¡ rqEgkjs lkFk
#d tk,A esjh ckr lqu dj gqek vkSj thur cksyh---- thtw D;k ge mlls fey ldrs gSa\ ----gk¡ pyks] rqe Hkh mlls py dj
fey yksA nksuksa us tYnh ls vius vki dks Bhd&Bkd fd;k vkSj pyus ds fy, rS;kj gks x;hA ge rhuksa esjs dejs dh vksj py
fn;sA ----thtw----vki rks dg jgs Fks fd vki fdlh nwljs gksVy esa tk dj jgsaxs\ ----gk¡----eSaus dgk rks Fkk ysfdu rqe nksuksa ls T;knk
nwj jguk esjs cl dh ckr ugha FkhA nksuksa yM+fd;k¡ esjh ckr lqu dj f[kyf[kyk dj g¡l iM+hA
vius dejs dk /khjs ls njoktk [kksy dj ge rhuksa dejs esa ?kql x;s vkSj ncs ik¡o fcLrj dh vksj c<+ x;sA esjk dejk
oSlh gh gkyr esa Fkk tSls fd eSa NksM+ ds x;k FkkA fcLrj ij fQtk dEcy vks<+s xgjh uhan esa lks;h gqbZ FkhA eSaus dejs dh ykbV
tyk nh vkSj fQtk dks txkus ds fy, gkFk c<+k;k---- fQtkA fQtk muhansiu esa epy dj djoV cny dj lksrh jghA eSaus mlds
da/ks dks idM+ dj fgyk;k---- fQtkA vcdh ckj mldh uhan VwV x;h vkSj mldh igyh utj gqek vkSj thur ij iM+hA mudks
ns[k dj og vpdpk dj mB x;hA mlds mBus ls dEcy uhps ljd x;k vkSj mldk uXu lhuk ge lcds lkeus mfnr gks
x;kA vpkud esjs dks ns[k dj tksj ls fpYyk;h---- eq>s c[‘k nks Iyht eq>s bu yksxksa ds gkFkksa er cspksA rqeus esjh vLer ywV

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yh vkSj D;k eq> ij tqYe djksxs\ iwjh jkr rqeus esjs ftLe ds lkFk cM+h csnnhZ ds lkFk f[kyokM+ fd;k vkSj mlds ckn Hkh rqEgsa
pkSu ugha feyk tks rqe eq>s bu yksxksa ds gkFkksa esa cspus tk jgs gksA esjs vCck dk cnyk rqeus eq>ls ys fy;k ysfdu vHkh Hkh rqe
eq>s vkSj csbTtr djuk pkgrs gks---- vius gkFk fn[kkrs gq, fcQj dj cksyhA
ge rhuksa vokd ls [kM+s gks dj mls ns[k jgs FksA eSaus xjt dj cksyk---- fQtk ;g D;k etkd gSA fQtk fcy[k dj jksrs
gq, viuh ck¡gksa ij iM+s gq, uhy ds fu’kku fn[kkrs cksyh---- ;g etkd gS\ rqeus esjh ftanxh cckZn dj nh vkSj vc bls etkd
dg jgs gksA thur dh vksj eqM+ dj mlds lkeus gkFk tksM+ dj cksyh---- ckth eq> ij rjl [kkvks eq>s bl nfjans ls cpkvks
IyhtA thur fdadrZO;foew<+ gks dj fQtk dh vksj ?kwjrh jgh ysfdu tks vc rd dqN ugha cksyh Fkh vpkud cksy mBh---- ;g
>wB cksy jgh gSA thur dh vkokt lqu dj eSaus vkSj gqek us vpjt Hkjh utjksa ls mldh vksj ns[kkA fQtk Hkh mldh vksj ns[k
dj cksyh---- ckth eSa >wB ugha cksy jgh gw¡A
xqLls ls esjk fnekx HkUuk jgk Fkk tSls gh mldks thur dh vksj ljdrs gq, ns[kk eSaus rsth ls c<+ dj mlds dEcy dks
idM+ dj [khap fy;kA vius lhus dks gkFkksa ls <d dj og rsth ls nwljh vksj Hkkxh ysfdu mldh ‘kyokj iSjksa esa my> x;h
vkSj /kEe ls fcLrj ij fxj x;hA eSaus mls idM+ fy;k---- fQtk rqe ,slk D;ksa dj jgh gks----\
vc rd mlds gkFkksa dks idM+ dj eSaus ihNs dj fn;k vkSj mldk lhuk uXu gks dj esjs lkeus vk x;kA NksVs ukjaxh
tSls iq”V nwf/k;k jax ds Lru vkSj mudh pksfV;ksa ij xqykch fdf’e’k ds nkus flj mBk;s [kM+s gq, FksA eSaus mldh iryh dej
esa gkFk Mky dj mls vius vkxks’k esa tdM+ fy;k---- fQtk eSa vkf[kjh ckj dg jgk gw¡ fd lp cksy nksA rHkh gqek cksyh---- thtw
vki bldks NksM+ nhft,A gqek dh ckr lqu dj eSaus fQtk dks NksM+ fn;k vkSj mB dj vyx cSB x;kA tYnh ls mB dj fQtk
us vius diM+s igu fy;s vkSj eqLdqjk dj esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj cksyh---- D;ksa D;k ;gh rqEgkjk cnyk gSA eSaus fQtk dh vksj ,d
ckj ns[kk vkSj fQj gqek vkSj thur ls dgk---- esjh xyrh Fkh fd eSaus bl ij fo’okl dj fy;kA eq>s bls vgenh ds xqxsZ ds
gokys dj nsuk pkfg, FkkA rHkh fQtk esjs ikl vk dj cSB x;h vkSj cksyh---- ukjkt gks x;s\ eSaus mls vius ls vyx djds
/kDdk fn;k---- nwj gks tkvksA mldh vk¡[ks McMck x;ha vkSj esjh vksj ns[k dj cksyh---- deky gS bruk ukjkt gks x;s----dgrs
fQtk esjs utnhd vk dj cSB x;h vkSj cksyh---- eSaus rks rqEgsa lrkus ds fy, etkd fd;k FkkA rqe eq>s fcuk crk, lksrk gqvk
NksM+ dj pys x;s Fks vkSj tc rqEgsa ;gk¡ vius ikl ugha ik;k rks eSa Mj x;h FkhA tc eSaus ns[kk fd rqe buds lkFk vk;s gks rks
eSaus rqEgsa ijs’kku djus ds fy, ;g lc ukVd fd;k FkkA vc rqEgsa tks Hkh ltk nsuh gS ns nks ysfdu eq>ls uQjr er djksA oSls
gh lc esjh tku ds nq’eu cus gq, gS vkSj vxj rqe Hkh eq>ls uQjr djksxs rks eSa oSls gh ej tkÅ¡xhA Iyht eq>s ekQ dj nks-
--- dg dj mlus vius dku idM+ dj esjs lhus ij flj j[k fn;kA vc dh ckj eSaus mls /kDdk ugha fn;k vkSj mlds flj ij
gkFk Qsj dj cksyk---- ;g dSlh uknkuh FkhA ;gh ckr fdlh nwljs ds lkeus cksyrh rks rqe viuh gh ugha esjh Hkh cnukeh djrhA
esjh ckr lqu dj og cksyh---- rqEgha us rks dgk Fkk fd dy eSa vius vCck ls ;gh lc dgw¡ tks buds lkeus dgk FkkA rc rqEgkjh
cnukeh ugha gksrh vkSj D;k mlds ckn yksx eq> dks vPNh utj ls ns[krsA mlds bl tokc us eq>s ,d ckj fQj pqi djk
fn;kA
gqek vkSj thur pqipki ge nksuksa dh vksj ns[k jgh FkhA rHkh gqek us rst vkokt esa dgk---- thtw blds xys esa vkQ’kk¡
ckth dh psuA D;k vkius nh gS bls\ eSaus xjnu fgyk;h vkSj dgk---- gk¡] tc vkQ’kk¡ dks nQu djds ykSV jgs Fks rc ;g psu
eSaus gh bldks iguk;h FkhA fQtk us nksuksa dh vksj ns[kk vkSj eqLdqjk dj dgk---- eq>s vki nksuksa ekQ dj nhft,A jkr dkQh
chr pqdh FkhA eSaus dgk---- Iyht fQtk dks vius lkFk vius dejs esa ys tkvksA esjk dejk mu yksxksa dh utj esa vk pqdk gSA
gqek vkSj thur vius lkFk fQtk dks ys dj vius dejs esa pyh x;h vkSj eSa csM ij ysV crkyoh vkSj vgenh ls fuiVus dh
rS;kjh esa yx x;kA ,dk,d esjs tgu esa chgw vk x;h vkSj esjs fny ls vkokt fudyh---- chgw rqe tgk¡ Hkh gks cl Bhd Bkd
jgukA ;gk¡ dk dke [kRe djds eSa lh/kk rqEgkjs ikl dqUnqt igq¡p tkÅ¡xkA dkQh nsj rd chgw ds ckjs esa lksprk jgk vkSj u
tkus dc lksprs gq, esjh vk¡[k yx x;hA

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vxys fnu ge pkjksa thi esa cSB dj ;w,l ,;jcsl tk jgs FksA eSaus uk’rs ds nkSjku gh jkstj ls gqek dks dqUnqt Hkstus dh fjDosLV
dh Fkh ftlds fy, og rqjar rS;kj gks x;k FkkA mlus dgk Fkk fd eSa gqek dks lh/ks ,;jcsl ij igq¡pk nw¡A tgk¡ ls gqek ds lkFk
og vius nks lqj{kkdfeZ;ksa dks Hkh dqUnqt Hkst nsxk ftlls gqek dh lqj{kk Hkh gks lds vkSj chgw dks <w¡<us esa enn gks tk,A jkLrs
esa gqek us dgk---- thtw ge rhuksa us ;g lkspk gS fd vc thur ckth dqUnqt esjs lkFk ugha tk,¡xh D;ksafd fQtk ;gk¡ vdsyh jg
tk,xhA eSaus pqipki flj fgyk fn;kA tYnh gh ge lc ,;jcsl ij igq¡p x;sA jkstj ckgj gh fey x;k FkkA eSaus jkstj dks gqek
ls feyok;k vkSj rqjar gh mlds nks lqj{kkdehZ Hkh vk x;sA jkstj us gqek dks muds lkFk vanj Hkst fn;kA tkus ls igys gqek esjs
lhus ls yx dj jks;h Fkh vkSj fQj eq>ls oknk ys dj x;h Fkh fd thur dk iwjk [;ky j[kw¡xkA
----gqek ds tkus ds ckn eSaus jkstj ls iwNk---- jkstj ‘kkfdj fjtk dgk¡ ij gS\ jkstj us crk;k fd vHkh rks og lsQ gkml
esa gS ysfdu vkt ‘kke dks og cqjkZuh vkSj ‘kkfdj fjtk dks vius lkFk dkcqy ys tk jgk gSA ----jkstj eq>s mlls feyuk cgqr
t:jh gSA ----vkfej----cM+h eqf’dy ls eSaus mldks ‘kkar fd;k gSA vc vxj rqe mldks feyksxs rks og viuh yM+dh ds ckjs ,d
ckj fQj ls m/ke epk nsxkA eSaus dgk---- jkstj ;g lkeus cqdkZ vks<+s yM+dh gh ‘kkfdj fjtk dh csVh gS vkSj og mlls feyuk
pkg jgh gSA fQtk dh vksj ns[k dj rks jkstj ldrs esa vk x;k ysfdu fQj og dqN laHky dj cksyk---- D;k ;g dksbZ FkzsV rks
ugha gS\ esjh xkjaVh ij eq>s vkSj fQtk dks ys dj jkstj lsQgkml igq¡p x;kA dkQh iq[rk lqj{kk ds bUrtke FksA ,d dejs ge
nksuksa dks cSBk dj jkstj pyk x;kA
ge nksuksa nhokj ls yxs gq, lksQs ij cSB x;sA fQtk us pqIih rksM+h—-- cksyks vCck dks D;k dgw¡A mldh dy jkr dh
nyhy us esjk eq[k rks igys ls gh can dj fn;k FkkA dqN le> u vkrk ns[k dj eSaus dg fn;k---- tks rqe Bhd le>ksA ge
nksuksa ,d ckj fQj ls pqi gks x;sA dqN nsj ckn csMf;ksa esa tdM+s gq, ‘kkfdj fjtk us dejs esa ços’k fd;k vkSj mlds ihNs jkstj
vkSj mlds nks lkFkh Hkh vk x;sA esjs mij utj iM+rs gh ‘kkfdj fjtk ds iSjksa rys tehu fudy x;hA vc rd fQtk cqdkZ vks<+s
pqipki cSBh jghA eSaus b’kkjs ls jkstj dks dejs ds ckgj tkus ds fy, dgkA esjk b’kkjk le> dj og vius lkfFk;ksa ds lkFk
dejs ds ckgj fudy x;kA muds tkus ds ckn fQtk us viuk cqdkZ mrkj fn;k vkSj ‘kkfdj fjtk dh vksj ns[krs gq, dgk----
vCcktku dSls gSa\ og fuxkgsa uhph fd, pqipki cSBk jgkA ----vkids fd;s dh ltk rks eq>s Hkqxruh iM+sxh rks vc vki ukgd gh
nq[kh gks jgs gSaA vcdh ckj ‘kkfdj us viuh fuxkg mBk;h vkSj McMck;h gqbZ vk¡[kksa ls fQtk dh vksj ns[kk vkSj cksyk---- csVh
D;k dgw¡ cl rw eq>s ekQ dj nsA cl bruk crk ns fd bl gjketkns us rsjs lkFk dqN ugha fd;k gS rks eSa pkSu ls ej ldw¡xk
oukZ esjh #g dks dHkh ‘kkafr ugha fey ldsxhA fQtk us vpkud ‘kkfdj fjtk dh vksj ns[kk vkSj viuh ck¡gksa ds uhy fn[kkrs gq,
cksyh---- vCck vki eq>s vius lkeus ‘keZlkj u djsa cl vki lksp ysa fd vxj fdlh us vkidh csVh ds lkFk ogh lc fd;k gksrk
vkSj ml vkneh dh csVh vkids gkFk esa vk tkrh rks D;k mldks vki c[‘k nsrs\ bruk lqu dj ‘kkfdj fjtk ds eq[k ls cM+h
nnZukd ph[k fudyh---- ughaA fQj mlus vius eq[k dks vius gkFkksa ls <d fy;k vkSj ,d cPps dh rjg tksj tksj ls jksus yxkA
dqN nsj rd cM+cM+krk jgk vkSj fQj ‘kkar gks dj esjh vksj ns[k dj cksyk---- rqe tks dgksxs og d:¡xk ysfdu eSa viuh csVh ds
fy, rqEgkjs vkxs Hkh[k ekx¡rk gw¡ bls NksM+ nksA rqEgsa tks djuk Fkk og rqe dj pqds vc bldks c[‘k nksA
vpkud fQtk xqjkZ;h---- D;ksa c[‘k nsA D;k eSaus ugha ns[kk Fkk fd bldh choh dSls vkids lkeus fxM+fxM+k jgh FkhA D;k
vkius mls c[‘k fn;k FkkA ;gh QdZ gksrk gS ,d tkuoj vkSj balku esa vCcktkuA vxj ;g eq>s ugha cspsxk rks eSa [kqn gh fdlh
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dksBs ij cSB tkÅ¡xh---- dgrs gq, fcy[k&„ dj jksus yxhA eSaus mls vius lhus ls yxk dj ‘kkar fd;kA ‘kkfdj fjtk eq>s [kk
tkus okyh utjksa ls ?kwjrk jgk vxj vkt mlds csMf;k¡ u iM+h gksrh rks og eq>s dPpk gh pck tkrkA ,d ckj fQj ls fQtk
cksy iM+h---- blus dy jkr dks esjs lkjs ftLekuh Nsn [kksy dj Hkj fn;s Fks fd vkt eSa pyus ds dkfcy Hkh ugha jghA ;gh rks
vkius ekew ls dgk FkkA vc eq>ls jgk ugha x;k vkSj eSaus dgk---- ‘kkfdj fjtk ftruh eq>s rq>ls uQjr gS mruh uQjr eSa rsjh
csVh ls ugha dj ldkA ;g vHkh Hkh ikd nkeu gSA eSa pkgrk rks dy eSa ogh lc dj ldrk Fkk ysfdu rsjs xqukg dh ltk rsjh
csVh dks nw¡ vHkh eSa bruk laxfny ugha gks ldk gw¡A og esjh ‘kDy ns[krk jg x;k vkSj mldh vk¡[ks esa vc i’pkrki ds vk¡lqvksa
dh >M+h yx x;h FkhA ----eq> ij bruk ,glku dj nks fd rqe eq>s ekj nks vc eq>s thus dh dksbZ pkg ugha jghA igys eSa rq>ls
viuh csVh dk cnyk ysus ds fy, th jgk Fkk ysfdu rwus eq>ls og pkg Hkh Nhu yh gSA
eSaus mldh ckr dks vulquk djds dgk---- ‘kkfdj fjtk rsjs dSn gksrs gha rsjs nq’eu rsjh csVh dks <w¡< jgs gSA dy jkr
vgenh ds yksx vk;s FksA irk ugha vHkh vkSj fdrus yksx bls <w¡< jgs gSaA rsjs ikl bl fy, vk;k Fkk fd ‘kk;n rsjs fny esa dgha
viuh csVh ds fy, vxj dqN eksgCcr cph gqbZ gS rks eq>s lc dqN crk nsA gk¡ ,d ckr vkSj lqu fd rw eq>s crk ;k er crk]
tc rd eSa ftUnk gw¡ rc rd rks fQtk ij vk¡p u vkus nw¡xk vkSj esjs ejus ds ckn Hkh blds fy, bruk dj ds tkÅ¡xk fd bls
dHkh dksbZ rdyhQ ugha gksxhA gk¡ vxj vius fd;s ij iNrkok gks rks rw crkukA bruk dg dj eSa pqi gks x;kA vHkh Hkh fQtk
esjs lhus ls yxh gqbZ flld jgh FkhA dqN nsj rd ‘kkfdj fjtk pqi cSBk jgk vkSj fQj dqN lksp dj cksyk---- D;k tkuuk pkgrs
gks rqe cksyksA
,d ckj ‘kkfdj us cksyuk ‘kq: fd;k rks og yxkrkj cksyrk pyk x;kA mldh ckrksa ls eq>s irk pyk fd MªXl vkSj
voS/k gfFk;kjksa ds chp esa D;k laca/k gSA rkfyckuh QkSt dh ljijLrh esa vQhe ds [ksrh djk;h tkrh gS vkSj ikfdLrkuh] mtcsd
vkSj rtkd ljdkjh vQljkuksa dh N=Nk;k esa vQhe ds çkslsLM MsfjosfVOl fudkys tkrs gSa vkSj fQj gsjksbZu vkSj ekQhZu tSls
MsfjosfVOl dks lM+d ds tfj, bjku vkSj fQj ikuh ds tfj, ;wjksi vkSj vejhdk ds cktkjksa esa Hkstk tkrk gSA iSlksa dk
fglkc&fdrkc lh/kk Fkk fd MªXl ds cnys esa gfFk;kjA vQxkfuLrku ls MªXl ok;k bjku tkrh gS vkSj gfFk;kjksa ds lkSnkxj vius
gfFk;kj lM+d }kjk ikfdLrku] rtkd vkSj mtcsd ckMZjksa ls vQxkfuLrku esa rkfycku ds gkFkksa esa igq¡pk nsrs gSaA uD’kk lkQ
gks x;k Fkk ysfdu vHkh rd ‘kkfdj fjtk iwjs uke vkSj irs ugha ns ldk FkkA gk¡] mlus ;g t#j crk;k Fkk fd bl iwjs /ka/ks dh
ckxMksj fdlh fQjkst uke ds vkneh ds gkFk esa FkhA
pyus ls igys eSaus fQtk dks b’kkjk fd;k fd og vius vCck ls vdsys esa ckr djuk pkgs rks ckr dj ys exj mlus
bUdkj dj fn;kA ogk¡ ls mBus ls igys eSaus ‘kkfdj ls dgk---- ‘kkfdj fjtk] eSa dqUnqt esa jgrk gw¡A fQtk vxj esjs ikl jguk
pkgsxh rks og esjs lkFk dqUnqt esa jgsxhA vxj vesfjdu ljdkj dh rqeus enn dh rks ‘kk;n ,d nks lky esa og rqEgsa NksM+
nsxhA vxj ml oä rqe fQtk ls feyuk pkgks rks ogha dqUnqt esa vk tkuk eSa rqEgkjk Lokxr d:¡xkA
pyus ls igys ,d ckj fQtk us vius vCck dks ns[kk vkSj fQj ckgj fudyus yxhA mlds ihNs eSa Hkh fudyus ds fy,
c<+k rks ‘kkfdj fjtk us vkokt nh---- lquks ;gk¡ vkvksA eSa mlds ikl x;k rks og esjs dku ds ikl vk dj cksyk---- fQtk ds uke
ij dkQh iSlk gSA flQZ mlls mldh ek¡ dk uke vkSj esjh fudkg dh rkjh[k iwN ysukA ;g dksM mlds tsusok ds ckjDys cSad
ds vdkmUV dk gSA esjh csVh dk [;ky j[kukA gk¡ og dqN ftíh gS ysfdu cgqr laosnu’khy gSA fcuk dqN cksys eSa ml cw<+s cki
dks viuh lksp esa xqe ogha NksM+ dj dejs ds ckgj fudy vk;kA jkstj ckgj [kM+k gqvk feyk vkSj eq>s ns[k dj [kq’kh ls Qwyk
ugha lek jgk FkkA mls ns[krs gh eSaus dgk---- lc Vsi ij vk x;kA ----gk¡ lc vk x;k flQZ oks ugh tks mlus rqEgkjs dku esa dgk
Fkk---- dg dj jkstj eqLdqjk fn;kA
gesa ;gk¡ vk;s gq, vc rd rhu ?kaVs ls T;knk gks pqds FksA eSaus jkstj ls fonk ysus ls iwoZ iwNk---- ml eky ds Vªd dk
D;k gqvk eq>s og Vªd okfil pkfg,A ----D;ksa rqEgsa rks mlds iSls fey pqds gS vc fdl fy, nqckjk Vªd pkfg,A ----eq>s og Vªd
da/kkj ds IykaV dk irk ekywe djus ds fy, pkfg,A jkstj us crk;k fd Vªd vHkh Hkh dSEi esa jger dh Vhe dh fgQktr esa
j[kk gqvk gSA ----jkstj eq>s Vªd ds jhyht isilZ pkfg,A jkstj us vius gkFk ls ,d dkxt ij jhyht uksV rS;kj fd;k vkSj esjs
gkFk esa Fkek fn;kA dkxt tsc esa j[k dj eSaus fQtk vkSj thur dks vius lkFk ysdj okfil vius gksVy igq¡p x;kA vc jkr

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ds ckjg cts dk bUrtkj Fkk tc teky crkyoh da/kkj IykaV ds fy, dPps eky dk lkSnk djus ds fy, vkus okyk FkkA
/khjs&/khjs jkr xgjh gksrh tk jgh Fkh vkSj okrkoj.k esa BaMd c<+rh tk jgh FkhA lksps&le>s Iyku dks vey esa ykus dk
le; vk x;k FkkA eSaus Qksu mBk;k vkSj lcls igys jger ls ckr dh----
----gSyks jgerA ----ljA
----eSaus cqjkZuh ds eky okys Vªd ds jhyht isilZ ys fy;s gSaA rqe vius pkjksa vknfe;ksa ds lkFk ml Vªd dks ys dj esjs
gksVy ds ikl vk tkvksA vkt bl Vªd dk lkSnk djuk gSA ----lj Vªd dks ckgj fudkyus ds fy, eq>s jhyht isilZ pkfg,A --
--Bhd gS] jger rqe vHkh esjs ikl gksVy vk tkvksA esjk dejk 711 gSA fjlsI’ku ls eq>s Qksu djuk eSa uhps vk dj jhyht isilZ
ns nwaxkA ----;l lj---- mldk tokc lquus ds ckn eSaus Qksu dkV fn;kA
vc dh ckj eSaus Qksu iqÙku fe;k¡ dks feyk;k---- gSyks vkfej gs;jA nwljh vksj ls vkokt vk;h---- HkkbZtku ge rk;sckr esa
lgh lyker igq¡p pqds gSaA vkidk bartkj gks jgk gSA yxrk gS fd MªXl dh ekfdZV esa vkx yx x;h gSA dher vkleku Nw
jgh gSA HkkbZtku vius Vªd ds vPNs nke fey ldrs gSaA ----iqÙku HkkbZtku vki tjk ekfdZV dk tk;tk yhft, eSa ijlksa lqcg
vkidks rk;sckr esa feyw¡xkA iqÙku HkkbZtku eSa pkgrk gw¡ fd vki rc rd vius vknfe;ksa dks tkQj [kesuh vkSj eLrku HkkbZ ds
ckjs esa irk djus ij yxk nhft,A vkidh rjQ rks lc Bhd gS u\ ----[kqnk dh buk;r gS HkkbZtkuA ----[kqnk gkfQt---- dgrs gq,
eSu Qksu dkV fn;kA
bl ckj eSaus tehj dks Qksu yxk;k---- gSyksA ----ljA ----tehj] dgk¡ rd igq¡ps\ ----tukc eSa rk;sckr ds cgqr djhc gw¡A
yxHkx nks ?kaVs esa rk;sckr igq¡p tkÅ¡xkA ----tehj] eSa ijlksa lqcg rd rk;sckr igq¡p tkÅ¡xkA eSa pkgrk gw¡ fd dy rqe tkQj
[kkesuh ds ckjs iwjh tkudkjh ,df=r djks fd og dgk¡ jgrk gS vkSj mlds dkSu lkFkh rk;sckr esa gSA ----;l ljA ----jkLrs esa rks
rqEgsa dksbZ rdyhQ rks ugha gqbZ\ ----ugha ljA ----vPNk [kqnk gkfQt---- dg dj Qksu dkV fn;kA
nks Vªd eky rk;sckr igq¡p pqdk FkkA dksVk [;sy vkSj vYcan ds IykaVksa ds rckg gksus ls MªXl dh ekfdZV esa mNky vkuk
LoHkkfod ckr FkhA vHkh eSa vius lSVsykbZV Qksu ij ckr [kRe gh djds pqdk Fkk fd fjlsI’ku ls dky vk x;hA tYnh ls eSaus
jhyht isilZ mBk, vkSj uhps fjlsI’ku dh vksj py fn;kA jger ykSch esa cSB dj esjk bartkj dj jgk FkkA eSaus mlds gkFk esa
Vªd ds jhyht isij Fkek dj dgk---- jger ;g ,d t:jh fe’ku gS ftlesa rqEgkjh Vhe dks Vªd da/kkj ysdj tkuk gSA eq>s iwjk
fo’okl gS fd og yksx rqEgkjs ls Vªd dh fMfyojh da/kkj ds ckgj ;k vanj fdlh txg ij ys ysaxsA eSa pkgrk gw¡ fd rqe vkSj
rqEgkjs lkFkh ml Vªd ij nwj ls utj j[ksa vkSj QkbZuy fMfyojh ikbZUV dh iwjh tkudkjh ,df=r djus ds ckn eq>s [kcj dhft,A
jger vc fdruh nsj esa rqe Vªd ys dj ;gk¡ vk tkvksxs\ ----lj eq>s ,d ?kaVs ls T;knk ugha yxuk pkfg,A ----Bhd gS----eky ls
Hkjs gq, Vªd dks ys dj rqe gksVy ds vkl&ikl gh jguk vkSj esjk bartkj djukA lc dqN le>kus ds ckn eSaus jger dks fonk
fd;k vkSj okfil vius dejs esa vk dj cSB x;kA teky us eq>s ckjg cts dk VkbZe fn;k FkkA ysfdu vHkh jkr ds nl gh cts
FksA
fcLrj ij ysVs&ysVs vc teky dk bartkj dj jgk FkkA eq>s irk Fkk fd og eky ysus ds fy, t#j vk,xkA vHkh X;kjg
gh cts Fks fd esjs njokts ij fdlh us nLrd nhA eSaus mB dj dh&gksy esa >k¡d dj ns[kk rks teky ckgj [kM+k gqvk FkkA eSaus
njoktk [kksy dj teky dks vanj vkus dk ladsr fn;kA teky dejs esa nkf[ky gqvk vkSj mlds ihNs mlds lkFk nks lkFkh Hkh
nkf[ky gks x;sA eSaus teky dh vksj ns[krs gq, iwNk---- gk¡ D;k tokc gS\ teky us dgk---- gesa lkSnk eatwj gSA ysfdu igys eky
fn[kkvksA eSaus Qksu mBk;k vkSj jger ls ckr dh---- Vªd esa ls ,d iSdV fudky dj esjs dejs ij ys dj vkvksA ge lc yksx
pqIih lk/ks cSB x;sA dqN gh nsj esa jger ,d iSdV ys dj vk x;k FkkA teky ds lkFk vk;s gq, nksuksa vknfe;ksa us iSdV [kksy
dj eky pkSd fd;kA muesa ls ,d vkneh dejs ls ckgj fudy x;k vkSj dqN nsj ds ckn vanj vk;k---- teky fe;k¡ esjh vgenh
lkgc ls ckr gks x;h gSA teky us esjh vksj ns[k dj cksyk---- eSa tc rd rqels iSlksa dh ckr djrk gw¡ rc rd esjk vkneh Vªd
dks psd dj ysaA dksbZ ,rjkt gS rqEgsa\ eSaus jger dks b’kkjk fd;k vkSj og vius lkFk ,d vkneh dks ys dj ckgj fudy x;kA

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----gk¡ rks D;k dher yxk;h gS rqeus esjs eky dh\ esjk loky lqu dj teky cksyk---- pht rqEgkjh gS rqe dher cksyksA
----teky HkkbZ---- esjs eky dh nks dhersa gSa---- vxj Vªd ;gk¡ ij nsuk gS rks e; Vªd lesr dher lk<+s pkj djksM+ MkyjA vxj
eky da/kkj esa fMfyojh nsuh gS rks dher ik¡p djksM+A esjh ckr lqu dj teky gRFks ls m[kM+ x;k vkSj cksyk---- fdlh Hkh gkyr
esa iwjs eky Hkjs Vªd dh dher nks djksM+ ls T;knk ugha gSA ----gk¡---- rqe us Bhd dgk ysfdu ;g rc dh ckr Fkh tc eky cktkj
esa dkQh FkkA bl oä dPps eky dk Vªd cl esjs ikl gS rks dher esjhA lkSnk eatwj gks rks cksyksA teky us dgk---- esjh vkf[kjh
dher rhu djksM+ gSA mldh is’kkuh ij ilhus dh cwan ns[k dj eSaus dgk---- vxj rqEgsa rhu esa dksbZ eky Hkjk gqvk Vªd fey tk,
rks lk<+s rhu eq>ls ys ysukA esjk le; er [kjkc djksA teky esjh ckr lqu dj FkksM+k uje iM+k vkSj cksyk---- eSa ckr djds
vkrk gw¡A bruk dg dj og ,d ckj fQj ls dejs ds ckgj pyk x;kA
dqN nsj ds ckn teky okfil vk;k vkSj cksyk---- vgenh lkgc dh vkf[kjh vkQj lk<+s pkj djksM+ Mkyj dh gS ysfdu
eky dh fMfyojh da/kkj ls ik¡p fdyksehVj igys nsuh gksxhA eSa rqEgsa ogha feyw¡xkA ----;kj teky] eSa Vªd ys dj ugha pyrk esjs
vkneh pyrs gSaA eky ys dj jger ogk¡ Mfyhojh nsxkA ----Bhd gS] gesa eky ls eryc gS dksbZ Hkh fMyhojh ns---- dgrs gq, teky
[kM+k gks x;kA vcdh ckj eSaus mls jksdk---- teky HkkbZ dgk¡ py fn;s\ igys iSls mlds ckn Vªd ;gk¡ ls fgysxkA teky fBBd
dj #d x;k vkSj cksyk---- og iqtkZ tks rqEgkjs ikl gS dy tk dj ogha ls iSls ys ysukA u----ugha HkkbZ] eSa ,sls lkSnk ugha djrkA
dy lqcg rqe esjs lkFk ml txg pyksxs esjk eky esjs gkFk esa nksxs vkSj fQj ;gk¡ ls Vªd da/kkj ds fy, jokuk gksxkA
----Vªd vkt jkr dks gh fudyuk gSA vc jkr esa iSlksa dk bUrtke dgk¡ ls gks ldsxk---- dg dj teky pqi gks x;kA --
--HkkbZtku ;g eSa ugha tkurk ysfdu esjs /ka/ks dk mlwy ;gh gSA ----Bgjks eSa vHkh vk;k---- dg dj ckgj pyk x;kA mlh oä jger
Hkh vk x;k vkSj eq>s ns[k dj cksyk---- lj lkjk eky psd djk fn;k gSA ----Bhd gS----rqe tk dj Vªd ij tk dj esjs Qksu dk
bartkj djks---- esjh ckr lqu dj jger eqM+k vkSj dejs ckgj fudy x;kA eSa mu nksuksa cSBs gq, vknfe;ksa dh vksj ns[k dj dgk-
--- vki dk D;k uke gSA og nksuksa us esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj eq>s vulquk dj ds pqipki cSBs jgsA vc rd teky dks x;s gq, dkQh
nsj gks x;h FkhA esjh dSfQ;r c<+rh tk jgh Fkh fd dgha Mhy [krjs esa rks ugha iM+ x;h ysfdu mu nksuksa dks ogk¡ cSBs ns[k dj
dqN fgEer ca/kh gqbZ FkhA
ge lc pqipki cSBs gq, FksA dejs dh pqIih rksM+rs gq, eSaus vcdh ckj iq’rks ds ctk; mnwZ esa iwNk---- HkkbZtku vki dk
D;k uke gSA tks O;fä eky ns[k dj vk;k Fkk mlus crk;k fd mldk uke jghe gS vkSj mlds lkFkh dk uke eksgEen gSA mudk
tokc lqu dj le> x;k fd ;g vQxkuh yksx ugha gSA vcdh ckj eSaus mnwZ esa iwNk---- HkkbZtku vki ikfdLrku ls vk;s gSaA
nksuksa us viuh xjnu fgyk dj gkeh HkjhA eksgEen uke dk ;qod cksyk---- ge jkoyfi.Mh esa vgenh lkgc ds ikl dke djrs
gSaA teky dks x;s gq, djhc ,d ?kaVs ls T;knk gks x;k FkkA eSaus dgk---- HkkbZtku ;g teky dgk¡ pyk x;k gS cgqr nsj gks
x;hA jkr dk ,d ct pqdk gS ysfdu mldk dksbZ vrk&irk ugha gSA D;k gqvk og rks iSlksa ds ckjs ckr djus x;k FkkA nksuksa
us esjh ckr dks lqu dj vulquk dj fn;kA djhc nks cts teky nks cM+s lwVdsl ys dj vk;k vkSj cksyk---- fxu yks iwjs lk<+s
pkj gSa vkSj Vªd dks tkus nksA esjs ;g nks vkneh Vªd esa jger fe;k¡ ds lkFk tk,axsA
eSaus gSjkuh ls teky dh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj fcLrj ij j[ks gq, lwVdsl dh vksj ns[kkA teky us nks pkch dk xqPNk esjh
vksj Qsad fn;kA eSaus pqipki ,d lwVdsl [kksyk----cgqr djhus ls vesfjdu Mkyj dh xfì;k¡ iwjs lwVdsl esa yxh gqbZ FkhA eSaus
ik¡p vyx&vyx txg ls ,d&,d xìh fudkyh vkSj mu xfì;ksa dk vPNh rjg ls fujh{k.k fd;kA ik¡p lkS Mkyj ds uksV dh
,d xìh Fkh vkSj gj xìh esa lkS uksV FksA ;gh eSaus nwljs lwVdsl ds vanj Hkjh gqbZ xfì;ksa ds lkFk fd;kA
eSaus Qksu mBk;k vkSj jger ls cksyk---- Vªd esa rqEgkjs lkFk nks vkneh tk,axsA mUgsa ysdj vHkh da/kkj dh vksj fudy
tkvksA da/kkj ls ik¡p fdyksehVj igys rqEgsa teky feysxk mlds gokys rqe Vªd vkSj nksuksa vkneh dj nksxsA rqEgkjh okfilh ds
fy, vius ,d vkneh dks Vªd ds ihNs pyus dks dg nsuk ftlls Vªd nsus ds ckn rqe mlds lkFk okfil vk ldksA jkLrs dk
lkjk [kpkZ gekjs mij gSA vxj dksbZ Vªd dks jksds rks flQZ fjyht uksV fn[kk nsukA Vªd dh fMfyojh ds ckn eq>s [kcj dj
nsukA bruk dg dj eSaus Qksu dkV fn;kA fQj eSaus teky ls dgk---- rqEgkjs vknfe;ksa dk bartkj gks jgk gSA teky us vius
vknfe;ksa dks tkus dk b’kkjk fd;k vkSj og nksuksa fcuk dqN dgs dejs ds ckgj fudy x;sA teky mUgsa Hkstus ds ckn cksyk----

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vPNk fe;k¡ og dkxt dk iqtkZ okfil dj nksA tks dkxt dk iqtkZ mlus eq>s vYcan esa fn;k Fkk mls okfil nsrs gq, eSaus dgk-
--- [kqnk gkfQt teky fe;k¡A ----[kqnk gkfQt---- dg dj tkus ds fy, eqM+kA ----teky fe;k¡---- ysfdu /;ku jgs fd esjs vkneh ds
lkFk dksbZ xM+cM+h djus dh dksf’k’k u djuk oukZ vQxkfuLrku esa dksbZ txg ugha feysxh rqEgsa flj fNikus ds fy,A ,d iy
ds fy, teky fBBd dj #d x;k ysfdu fQj fcuk nsj fd;s rst dneksa ls pyrk gqvk ckgj fudy x;kA
mlds tkus ds ckn dqN nsj rd eSa nksuksa lwVdslksa dks ?kwjrk jgk fd nks ?kaVs esa bruh jde ;g teky crkyoh dgk¡ ls
ys vk;k FkkA ysfdu dqN lksp dj eSaus nksuksa lwVdsl mBk, vkSj thur vkSj fQtk ds dejs dh vksj py fn;kA esjh nLrd ij
thur us njoktk [kksyk ysfdu fQtk xgjh uhan esa lks;h gqbZ iM+h FkhA ----thur gesa ;g txg vHkh NksM+uh gksxhA tYnh ls
lkeku mBkvks vkSj xsV ij igqpksaA thur us viuh vk¡[ks frjNh djds fQtk dh vksj b’kkjk fd;kA eSa lh/ks fQtk ds ikl x;k
vkSj mls xksnh esa mBk dj tehu ij [kM+k dj fn;kA uhan ds >ksds esa og yM+[kM+k dj tehu ij fxj iM+hA thur vkSj esjh
g¡lh fudy x;hA fQtk tkx pqdh Fkh vkSj mlus esjh vksj ns[krs gq, eq¡g cuk;k vkSj cksyh---- vxj eq>s txkuk gh Fkk rks I;kj
ls txk nsrs rqEgsa /kDdk nsus dh D;k t:jr FkhA eSaus fQtk ls dgk---- ns[kks gesa vHkh ;g gksVy NksM+uk gSA tYnh ls xsV ij
igq¡pks eSa thi fudky dj xsV ij igq¡p jgk gw¡A bruk dg dj eSaus nksuksa lwVdsl mBk, vkSj dejs ls ckgj fudy x;kA fy¶V
ls lh/kk ikfdaZx esa igq¡p dj eSaus nksuks lwVdsl thi ds ihNs j[k fn;s vkSj thi LVkVZ djds xsV ij igq¡p x;kA nksuksa yM+fd;k¡
xsV ij [kM+h gqbZ esjk bartkj dj jgh FkhA eq>s thi esa cSBs ns[k dj og nksuksa Hkkx dj vk;ha vkSj thi esa cSB x;hA eSa tYnh
ls mUgsa thi esa NksM+ dj lkeus fjlsI’ku ij x;k vkSj dqN cM+s uksV dkÅUVj ij Mky dj okfil Hkkxrs gq, ukbV DydZ ls
dgk---- nksuksa dejksa dk fglkc dj nsuk vkSj dhi n psatA
thi eSa cBrs gh eSaus rsth ls thi gksVy ls ckgj fudky dj jkstj ds xsLVgkml dh fn’kk esa nkSM+k nhA thur cksyh---
- D;k gqvk thtw\ ge D;ksa Hkkx jgs gSaA eSaus thur dh vksj ns[kk rks ogh lyek okyh fpjifjfpr ekFks ij p<+h gqbZ R;ksafj;k¡
fn[kk;h nhA fQtk vc rd iwjh rjg tkx pqdh Fkh og Hkh esjk tokc lquus ds fy, esjh vksj ns[k jgh FkhA ----esjs fy, ogk¡ ij
[krjk FkkA vHkh dqN nsj igys fdlh us lkSns esa eq>s lk<+s pkj djksM+ vesfjdu Mkyj fn;s FksA blh fy, eSaus viuh txg cnyuh
t:jh le>hA ----thtw----ge dgk¡ tk jgs gSa\ blls igys eSa dqN cksyrk fQtk us eqLdqjkrs gq, dgk---- vki vius vki dks viuh
choh ls thtw dgyokuk ilUn djrs gks D;k\ D;k vkidk lsDlqvy >qdko lkyh ds fy, gSA ,d ckj fQj ls mlus esjk eq¡g
can djk fn;kA thur vc rd ‘kk;n fQtk ds lkFk [kqy pqdh Fkh---- ;g Hkh rks gks ldrk gS fd ;g esjk lsDlqvy çhQjsUl
gksA mldh ckr lqu dj fQtk pqi gks x;hA
eSaus fQtk dks vius utnhd [khaprs gq, dgk---- esjk lsDlqvy >qdko flQZ lqanj yM+dh dh rjQ gS vc og pkgs esjs ikl
bUlsLV lksp dj vk;s ;k ,MYVªh] eq>s tks mlds lkFk djuk gS oks rks eSa d:¡xk ghA rqe crkvks rqe D;k çhQj djksxh\ cspkjh
fQtk esjh ckr lqu dj >sai x;h vkSj ‘keZ ls mlds xky yky gks x;sA thur dh g¡lh fudy x;hA thur dks vkt igyh ckj
eSaus f[kyf[kyk dj g¡lrs gq, ns[kk FkkA dkQh fnuksa ds ckn eq>s vius fny esa vPNk eglwl gqvk FkkA ge tYnh gh jkstj ds
xsLV gkml ij igq¡p x;sA eSaus thi dk gkuZ ctk;k vkSj xsV ij [kM+s gq, xkMZ dks vius ikl cqyk;kA eq>s igpku dj tSls gh
og esjh vksj vk;k rks eSaus mls nksuksa lwVdsl mBkus ds fy, dgk vkSj mu nksuksa yM+fd;ksa dks vius lkFk ys dj eSa xsLV gkml
esa ?kql x;kA jkstj rks cqjkZuh vkSj ‘kkfdj fjtk dks ysdj dkcqy tk pqdk FkkA eq>s irk Fkk fd ;gk¡ ij lqcg rd ge jg ldrs
gSaA jkstj ds csM:e dks geus vius dCts esa ys fy;k vkSj tc rd xkMZ lwVdsl ys dj vk;k rc rd esjs Qksu dh ?kaVh ct
x;hA
mu lwVdsl dks ns[k dj eSa lksp jgk Fkk fd fdruh tYnh teky crkyoh us brus lkjs vesfjdu Mkyj vk/kh jkr dks
dkSu lk cSad [kqyok dj ys vk;k FkkA mu nks vknfe;ksa ls irk py x;k Fkk fd bu Mkyj dk L=ksr ikfdLrku ls tqM+k gqvk
gSA ----dgha ;g pwju okys vesfjdu Mkyj rks ugha gS\----;g fopkj esjs eu esa dkSa/kk ysfdu fQj eSaus xjnu dks >Vdk nsrs gq,
eu gh eu dgk---- udyh ugha gks ldrs D;ksafd eSaus cM+s /;ku ls mu Mkyj dk fujh{k.k fd;k FkkA Qksu dh ?kaVh us esjh raæk
Hkax dh vkSj Qksu dks dku ls yxkrs gh fpjifjfpr vkokt lquk;h nh---- gSyks vkfejA
----jkstj---- eSa vHkh rqEgha ls ckr djus dh lksp jgk FkkA ----vkfej rqeus D;k lkspk Fkk fd rqe esjh xSjgkftjh esa esjs ?kj esa

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?kql tkvksxs rks eq>s irk Hkh ugha pysxk---- bruk dg dj og f[kyf[kyk dj g¡l dj cksyk----eq>s xkMZ us crk;k Fkk fd rqe vHkh
dqN nsj igys gh vk;s gksA
----jkstj---- osjh ,fQf’ka;VA [kSj cqjkZuh ds eky ds esjs ikl lk<+s pkj djksM+ vesfjdu Mkyj dS’k esa gS vkSj eSa ugha pkgrk
Fkk fd fdlh dh uh;r [kjkc gks vkSj og gekjs fy, [krjk cu tk,A blh fy, eSa nksuksa lwVdsl ys dj ;gk¡ vk x;k FkkA ----
usoj ekbZUM vkfej] rqe vkjke ls jgks ;g lsQ txg gSA ----jkstj----eSa tkuuk pkgrk gw¡ fd ;gk¡ rqEgkjk dkSu fo’okl okyk vkneh
gS tks bl iSls dks fgQktr ds lkFk rqEgkjs ikl igq¡pk lds\ irk ugha D;ksa eq>s ‘kd gks jgk gS fd blesa udyh Mkyj rks ugha
gSA eSa pkgrk gw¡ fd vxj rqe bl dh iqf”V vius lkeus djok yks rks ‘kk;n vy dk;nk dh ,d egRoiw.kZ dM+h gekjs gkFk esa
vk tk,xhA dqN iy lkspus ds ckn jkstj us dgk---- vkfej vius tkus ls igys ;g lwVdsl xkMZl~ ds gokys dj nsukA esjs vknfe;ksa
dh fuxjkuh esa vYcan ds lkjs dSnh dy ,d cM+s foeku ls dkcqy yk;s tk jgs gSaA esjs vkneh rqEgkjs nksuks lwVdsl Hkh vius
lkFk ys vk;saxsA ----FkSaDl jkstj----rqeus esjs lhus ij ls lkjk Hkkj gVk fn;k gSA vksoj ,UM vkmV---- dg dj eSaus Qksu dkV fn;kA
thur vk¡[ks QkM+s Qksu ij esjh ckrs lqu dj uhps iM+s gq, lwVdsl ns[k jgh FkhA fQtk dejs dh phtksa dks fugkj jgh FkhA Qksu
dkVus ds ckn eSaus dgk---- thur vkSj fQtk vc lks tkvksA lqcg gesa ;gk¡ ls fudyuk gS---- dgrs gq, eSa ik¡o QSyk dj csM ij
ilj x;kA tYnh gh esjh vk¡[k yx x;h vkSj xgjh uhan esa [kks x;k----A

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lqcg ukS cts rd ge yksx rS;kj gks pqds FksA eSaus MîwVh xkMZ dks cqyk;k vkSj nksuksa lwVdsl mlds gokys dj fn;sA jkstj us
igys ls gh vius vknfe;ksa dks crk fn;k Fkk ftUgksaus MîwVh xkMZ~l dks mlh ds vuqlkj fgnk;r Hkh ns nh FkhA nksuksa lwVdsl ys
dj xkMZ~l us c[rjcan thi esa j[k fn;s vkSj esjs lkeus gh ys dj fudy x;sA mu ds tkus ds ckn ge rhuksa viuh xkM+h esa cSB
x;s vkSj rk;sckr dh vksj py fn;sA bZjku dh lhek dk ogk¡ ls flQZ rhu ?kaVs dk jkLrk FkkA
lqcg ls fQtk ‘kekZ jgh FkhA mldh papyrk tkus dgk¡ xk;c gks x;h FkhA og ckj&ckj esjh vksj ns[krh vkSj utj feyrs
gha >sai dj fuxkgsa >qdk ysrhA thur rks igys ls vkt dkQh [kq’k fn[k jgh FkhA vpkud thi pykrs gq, eSaus vius lkFk cSBh
gqbZ fQtk dks dksguh ekjh---- vkt D;k gks x;k rqe cgqr ‘kekZ jgh gks\ esjh dksguh yxrs gh cspkjh thur dh vksj ljd x;h
vkSj fldqM+ dj cSB x;hA eq>s le> ugha vk jgk Fkk fd jkr dks ,slk D;k gks x;k\ rHkh thur cksyh---- thtw eq>s ,d ckr
le> ugh vk;h fd vkius brus lkjs Mkyj jkr esa dgk¡ ls ys vk;s vkSj fQj fdrus vkjke ls mUgsa ns dj pys vk;sA
eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls fQtk dks dksguh ekjh vkSj cksyk---- D;ksa tkuseu rqEgsa Hkh dqN ,slh gha ckr lrk jgh FkhA bl ckj
fQtk rqud dj cksyh---- eq>s dksbZ QdZ ugha iM+rk gSA buds tSls u tkus fdrus lwVdsl esjs vCck ds ikl j[ks jgrs FksA rHkh
thur cksy mBh---- thtw ;g fcxM+h gqbZ yM+dh gSA gk¡ ‘kk;n igys eSa Hkh blh dh rjg lksprh Fkh ysfdu fiNys nks lky esa ;g
tkuk fd vCck ds u gksus ds ckn dSlh nqxZfr gksrh gSA eSaus fQtk ls dgk---- tSlh rqe vkt gks oSlh gh ges’kk jgukA thur rqe
Hkh vius fiNys nks lky dks ,d nqLoIu le> dj Hkwy tkvksA esjs fy, bl iSls dh dksbZ vgfe;r ugha gS vkSj rqe nksuksa Hkh
iSls dks T;knk vgfe;r ugha nsukA
rHkh fQtk us viuh dksguh esjh ilyh ij ekjh vkSj cksyh---- eSa rqedks thtw ugha dg ldrhA rks eSa rqedks D;k dgw¡\ --
--ppktku ;k ekewtku dg yksA ,d ckj fQj ls rqud dj cksyh---- etkd er djksA vcdh ckj cM+h lathnk gks dj cksyh----
vkQ’kk¡ rqe dks D;k dgrh FkhA eSaus mldh vk¡[kksa esa ns[krs gq, cksyk---- esjs ljrktA irk ugha ,d ckj fQj ls mldh vk¡[ks >qd
x;h vkSj cksyh---- esjs ljrkt----vkSj ,d ckj fQj ls red dj cksyh---- ;g rks cM+k vksYM QS’kUM uke gqvkA rHkh thur cksyh---
- dy jkr dks rqe lksrs gq, esjs ljrkt---- esjs ljrkt---- cM+cM+k jgh Fkh vkSj vc bls vksYM QS’kUM crk jgh gksA mldh ckr
lqu dj fQtk ,d ckj fQj ls >sai x;hA
vkl&ikl pkjksa vksj dkQh gfj;kyh ds chp ls ygjkrh gqbZ lM+d vk¡[kksa dks cgqr lq[knk;h yx jgh FkhA /khjs&/khjs ge
bZjku dh lhek ds ikl igq¡pus okys FksA fQtk ds lkFk NsM+[kkuh djrs gq, le; vPNk fudy x;k FkkA vc txg&txg vkcknh
fn[kus yxh FkhA rHkh thur us iwNk---- thtw vki rk;sckr fdlfy, tk jgs gSa\ ckr Vkyus ds fy, eSaus dgk---- esjs dqN yksx ogk¡
ij esjk bartkj dj jgs gSaA ----rks thtw----ge vius psgjs dks fgtkc ls <d ysa\ mlds ç’u dks lqu dj fQtk cksy mBh---- eSa ugha
fgtkc vks<waxhA eSaus iYyk >kM+rs gq, dgk---- eSa fdlh dks etcwj ugha d:¡xk] ftldks tks iguuk gks og igu ys ysfdu fQtk
rqEgsa ;g tkuuk t:jh gS fd ftl txg ge tk jgs gSa ogk¡ ij inkZ djuk ,d dkuwu gSA
ge ckMZj psd iksLV ls dqN nwj igys thi jksd dj [kM+s gks x;sA dkQh lkjs Vªd ykbZu esa yxs gq, Fks ysfdu xkMf;k¡
vkjke ls ckMZj ds vkj&ikj tk jgh FkhA vUrjjk”Vªh; ckMZj Økflax dksbZ dEiuh ckx esa ‘kke dks Vgyus tSlk ugh gksrk gSA u

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rks gekjs ikl dksbZ ijfeV Fkk vkSj u gh dksbZ ikliksVZ] blh vM+pu dh otg ls eSaus thi dks ,d fdukjs esa [kM+h dj nh vkSj
mu nksuksa dks thi esa NksM+ dj eSa iSny gh vQxku lkbZM ds psd&iksbUV ij pyk x;kA ,d fdukjs pk; ds LVky ij cSB dj
dqN nsj rd eSaus psdiksLV ij xkMf;ksa dh vkoktkgh ij utj j[khA bldh otg ls eq>s ,d ckr Li”V gks x;h Fkh fd tks Hkh
xkM+h ckMZj ds bl ikj ;k ml ikj ls xqtjrh Fkh mls dksbZ dkxt dk iqtkZ fn[kkuk iM+rk FkkA esjs ikl ,slk dksbZ Vªsoy ijfeV
ugha Fkk ysfdu bl ckr dk ;dhu Fkk fd ,slk ijfeV u rks iqÙku fe;k¡ ds ikl Fkk vkSj u gh tehj ds ikl FkkA rks ;g yksx
dSls eky ls Hkjs gq, Vªd dks ckMZj ikj djk dj ys x;s FksA t:j ;gk¡ ls fcuk ijfeV ds tkus dk bartke Hkh t:j gksxkA
dkQh nsj rd ns[kus ds ckn esjh utj ,d o`) Mªkboj ij iM+h tks vdsyk vius Vªd ds ikl [kM+k gqvk FkkA eSaus ml
o`) Vªd Mªkboj dh vksj #[k fd;k tks ‘kk;n vius uEcj dk bartkj dj jgk FkkA mlds ikl tk dj eSaus dgk---- tukc D;k
vki eq>s rk;sckr NksM+ nsaxsA mlus esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj cksyk---- dkxtkr ugha gSA eSaus xjnu fgyk dj gkeh HkjhA rks dSls
tkvksxs---- fQj og vpkud cksyk---- ckMZj ikj djus ds iSls yxsaxsA viuh tsc ls eSaus dqN cM+s uksV fn[kkrs gq, mlds Vªd dh
vkM+ esa vk dj [kM+k gqvkA iSlksa dk ykyp cM+h cqjh cyk gS D;ksafd og o`) esjs ihNs pyrs gq, vkM+ esa vk x;kA tc rd og
laHkyrk eSaus viuh gFksyh esa nch gqbZ fiLrkSy ds ewB ls mldh duiVh ij ,d rst okj dj fn;kA fcuk vkokt fd;s og MªkbZoj
,d ‘kjkch dh rjg yM+[kM+krk gqvk tehu ij <sj gks x;kA mlds eq[k esa diM+k Bw¡ldj mls Vªd ds ihNs Mky fn;k vkSj fQj
okfil viuh thi fd vksj pyk x;kA thi dks isM+ dh vkM+ esa [kM+k djds vius gfFk;kjksa dk caMy ihNs ls mBk dj da/ks ij
j[kk] thur vkSj fQtk dks ys dj okfil Vªd dh vksj vk x;kA eSaus tYnh ls ihNs ds dSuol dks mBk;k vkSj thur vkSj fQtk
dks Vªd ds fiNys fgLls esa eky dh vkM+ ysrs gq, cSBk fn;kA mUgha ds ikl csgks’k Vªd Mªkboj ds gkFk vkSj ik¡o ck¡/k dj mldks
Hkh muds ikl fyVk fn;kA ,d ckj fQj ls dSuol dks ck¡/k fn;k vkSj tk dj Mªkboj lhV ij cSB x;kA xkM+h vkSj eky dk
ijfeV lkeus Ms’kcksMZ ij j[kk gqvk FkkA
Øeokj ls pyrs gq, esjk uEcj Hkh tYnh vk x;kA Vªd dks vkxs c<+krs gq, esjh /kM+du Hkh c<+ x;h FkhA vxj bUgksaus
eky psd djus dh dksf’k’k dh rks ;dhuu cpuk eqf’dy gks tk,xkA ;gh lksp dj vius ijfeV ds dkxtksa ds chp ,d uksV
Q¡lk eSaus cSBs gq, ckcw dh vksj c<+k fn;sA mlus lkjs dkxt psd djrs gq, Q¡ls gq, uksV dks fudky dj pqipki viuh tsc esa
Mkyk vkSj eksgj mBk;h vkSj /kM+k/kM+ gj iUus ij Bksd esjs gkFk esa dkxt Fkek fn;sA eSaus rks igys ls gh Vªd dks fx;j esa Mky
j[kk Fkk vkSj tSls gh dkxt esjs gkFk esa vk;s eSaus Vªd dks vkxs c<+k fn;kA vQxkuh ckMZj rks cM+h vklkuh ds lkFk ikj gks x;k
Fkk ysfdu lcls cM+h eqf’dy bjkuh ckMZj dh Fkh tgk¡ dLVe okys eky dh Hkh tk¡p dj jgs FksA
vius vki dks le>krs gq, eu gh eu lkspk fd bl txg ls MªXl fudy ldrh Fkh rks esjk fudyuk Hkh vklku FkkA
ysfdu fdlh dkj.ko’k vxj fdlh us jksdus dh dksf’k’k dh rks eq>s viuh e’khu xu dk lgkjk ysuk iM+ ldrk FkkA ;gh lksp
dj eSaus viuh e’khu xu dks lhV ds uhps j[k fy;k vkSj bZjkuh psd iksbUV ij igq¡p x;kA cSfj;j ij dLVe ds vknfe;ksa dks
[kM+k ns[k dj eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls ,d cM+k uksV chp esa Q¡lk dj mudh vksj c<+k fn;kA ysfdu blls igys dksbZ isilZ dks
ns[krk ,d dLVe okyk ihNs dh vksj fudy dj dSUokl [kksy dj vanj >k¡dus yxk---- vkSj fpYyk;k---- D;k eky j[kk gqvk gSA
;g esjh igyh Hkwy Fkh fd eq>s ;g ns[k ysuk pkfg, Fkk fd vkf[kj D;k eky ys dj tk jgk gw¡A eq>s tc rd lw>rk rc rd
esjs isilZ ns[kus okys vkneh us uksV fudky dj viuh tsc esa j[k fy;k vkSj fpYyk;k---- esos dk Vªd gSA tkus nsA psd djus
okys vkneh us lkeus j[kh cksjh esa m¡xyh ls Nsn fd;k vkSj fdlfel fudky dj [kkrs gq, uhps mrj x;kA mrj dj mlus Vªd
dh ckMh ij gkFk ekj dj eq>s vkxs c<+us dk b’kkjk dj fn;kA vc rd eSa viuh lk¡l jksd dj cSBk gqvk FkkA mldk b‘kkjk
ik dj eSaus Vªd dks fx;j esa Mkyk vkSj cSfj;j ikj djds bZjku esa ?kql x;kA
dqN nwj rd Vªd dks pqipki pykrk jgk vkSj viuh c<+h gqbZ /kM+duksa dks ‘kkar djus ds ckn eSa Vªd dks ,d lqulku
txg ij jksd dj uhps mrj x;kA dSUol gVk dj thur vkSj fQtk dks uhps mrjus ds fy, vkokt nhA esjh vkokt lqu dj
nksuksa cksjksa dh vkM+ ls fudy dj lkeus vk x;hA eSaus mUgsa uhps mrjus dk b’kkjk fd;k vkSj [kqn ihNs p<+ dj Vªd Mªkboj dks
ca/kueqä fd;k vkSj mlds eq¡g esa Bqals gq, diM+s dks fudky dj mls gks’k esa ykus dh dksf’k’k djus esa tqV x;kA dqN nsj esa
ml o`) us viuh vk¡[ks [kksyh vkSj eq>s ns[k dj ldidkrs gq, mB dj cSB x;kA

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----cM+s fe;k¡ vkidk Vªd vkSj eky lgh lyker ckMZj ikj dj pqdk gSA og viuh iydsa >idkrk gqvk vkSj duiVh dks
lgykrk gqvk cksyk---- fe;k¡ eSa rks vkidks yk gh jgk Fkk fQj bldh D;k t:jr FkhA eSaus dgk---- cM+s fe;k¡ tjk uhps mrj tkbZ;s
vkSj viuk Vªd l¡Hkkfy,A ge nksuksa Vªd ls uhps mrj x;sA ml o`) dh utj tc thur vkSj fQtk ij iM+h rks HkkSapDdk gks
dj cksyk---- ;g [kkrwu dkSu gS\ vcdh ckj eSaus eqLdqjk dj dgk---- cM+s fe;k¡ bUgha dh otg ls eq>s vkidks rdyhQ nsuh iM+h]
;g esjh chfo;k¡ gSA vxj vki rk;sckr tk jgs gSa rks vki gesa ogk¡ NksM+ nhft, oukZ vki gesa ;gha NksM+ nhft, eSa dksbZ vkSj
bUrtke dj yw¡xkA o`) us xjnu fgykrs gq, dgk---- fe;k¡ rqe ‘kk;n igys vkneh gks ftlus eLrku HkkbZ ds Vªd ij dCtk djus
dh dksf’k’k dh gSA vxj ;g ckr mudks irk py x;h rks [kqnk Hkh rqEgsa muds tyky ls ugha cpk ldsxkA
eLrku HkkbZ dk uke lqu dj esjs vanj [kq’kh dh ygj nkSM+ x;hA eSaus viuh tsc ls dqN cM+s&cM+s uksV fudkys vkSj ml
o`) dh gFksyh ij j[k fn;s vkSj cksyk---- cM+s fe;k¡ esjh bruh fgEer dgk¡ fd eLrku HkkbZ ds Vªd dks vxok dj ldw¡A ;g rks
esjh chfo;ksa ds dkj.k eq>s ,slk djuk iM+kA vki viuk Vªd vkSj eky laHkkys vkSj eq> ij ,glku djds gesa rk;sckr igq¡pk
nhft,A uksVksa dks ns[krs gq, cksyk---- pyks vkxs py dj cSB tkvks vkSj [kqn Mªkboj lhV ij tk dj cSB x;kA ge rhuksa ,d
nwljs ds lkFk lV dj cSB x;s vkSj o`) us Vªd rk;sckr dh vksj c<+k fn;kA
gekjk Vªd viuh xfr ls vkxs c<+ x;kA vUrjjk”Vªh; ckMZj daVªksy ns[kus esa fdlh cl VfeZuy dh rjg yxrk gS ft/kj
pkSchl ?kaVs NksVs vkSj cM+s Vªdksa dh vkod&tkod yxh jgrh gSA ysfdu dLVe daVªksy ls fudyrs gh lM+d dh gkyr fdlh
lCth eaMh dh rjg gks tkrh gSA cM+s ekyokgd xkMf;ksa ds pyus ls lM+d dh gkyr vDlj [kjkc gh jgrh gSA mcM+ [kkcM+
jkLrs dh otg ls ge rhuks dks cSBus eqf’dy gks jgh FkhA eSaus fQtk dks viuh xksnh esa fcBk fy;k vkSj thur eq>s idM+ dj
esjs lkFk lV dj cSB x;hA ckj&ckj mNyus ls fQtk fQly dj vkxs gks tkrh FkhA eSa vxj oä jgrs gq, mls ,d nks ckj
u idM+rk rks mldk flj lkeus ds ‘kh’ks ij lh/kk tk dj yxrkA lqj{kk dh –f”V ls eSaus vius nksuksa gkFkksa mldh dej ds
bnZ&fxnZ yisV fy, vkSj mldks dl dj Fkke fy;kA yxkrkj npds yxus ls mlds iq”V mHkkj esjh ck¡g ls Vdjk dj eq>s
mdlk jgs FksA ,dk,d eSaus eglwl fd;k fd og tjk lk dlelk;h vkSj vpkud ,d npdk yxk vkSj og fQj vkxs dh vksj
ljd x;hA esjs gkFk mls idM+us ds fy, dls ysfdu fgyus dh otg ls mlds mHkjs gq, lhus ij tdM+ x;sA tSls gh eSaus mls
NksM+k mlus esjs gkFk idM+ fy;sA /khjs ls eSaus viuh nksuksa gFksfy;ksa esa mlds fgyrs gq, mHkkjksa dks Fkke fy;kA esjh m¡xfy;k¡ fQtk
ds lhus dh iq”Vrk dks ukius esa yx x;hA f’k[kj dy’k viuk flj mBk dj [kM+s gks x;s vkSj esjh gFksfy;ksa esa xM+us yxsA esjh
m¡xfy;ksa esa Q¡l dj Qwys gq, Lrukxz gj npds ij jxM+ [kkrs gq, rjsM+ [kk jgs FksA og esjk gkFk idM+ dj pqi gks dj cSB
x;hA deflu dqok¡js ftLe dh lqxU/k vkSj fQtk ds mHkkjksa ds lkFk yxkrkj f[kyokM+ us esjs ftLe ds gj ,d fgLls esa [kwu
nkSjk c<+k fn;kA lksrs gq, fyaxnso esa /khjs&/khjs vdM+rs tk jgs Fks vkSj fQtk fcuk dqN cksys ekse dh xqMf;k dh rjg fi?kyrh
gqbZ esjs lhus ls yxh gqbZ xgjh lk¡ls ys jgh FkhA vc rd fyaxnso vius jkSæ :i ys pqds Fks vkSj mlds dksey furacks ds chp
cuh gqbZ njkj esa viuk flj vVdk dj viuh txg cukrs gq, f[kld dj viuh iwjh yackbZ dks fcBk dj ckj&ckj flQZ ‘kyokj
ls <dh gqbZ ;ksfueq[k ds mij pksV ekj jgs FksA
bruk lc dqN gks jgk Fkk ysfdu thur vkSj lkFk cSBs gq, o`) dks dkuksadku [kcj ugha FkhA eSaus ckrksa dk flyflyk
tkjh j[kus dh xtZ ls eLrku HkkbZ ds ckjs esa tkuus ds fy, dgk---- cM+s fe;k¡ vki rks blh txg ds gks eSaus lquk Fkk fd [kkesuh
bl bykds dk lcls cM+k vQhe vkSj pjl dk O;kikjh gSA ,d {k.k ds fy, o`) Mªkboj ldrs esa vk x;k vkSj fQj cksyk----
fe;k¡ og cgqr tkfye balku gSA mlds ikl iwjh QkSt gSA flQZ bl bykds esa eLrku HkkbZ gha mlds VDdj ds O;kikjh gSaA esjs
gkFk fQtk ds toku mHkkjksa ds lkFk [ksy jgs Fks vkSj esjk fyax u;h uosyh deflu ;ksfu dks ckgj ls NsM+ jgk FkkA
----cM+s fe;k¡ vxj eLrku HkkbZ ls dksbZ lkSnk djuk gks rks muls dSls fey ldrs gSaA ----fe;k¡ igyh fgnk;r ns jgk gw¡ fd
[kkesuh vkSj eLrku HkkbZ ls nwj gh jguk oukZ dgha ds ugha jgksxsA eLrku HkkbZ dk ,d fQjkst uke dk HkkbZ gS tks mudk lkjk
dkyk /ka/kk laHkkyrk gSA budk iwjk dke ikfdLrku esa QSyk gqvk gSA [kkesuh dk lkjk dkyk /ka/kk iBku uke dk vQxkuh laHkkyrk
gSA fQjkst dk uke lquk gqvk yxk ysfdu ml oä ;kn ugha vk;k fd ;g uke fdlds eq¡g ls lquk FkkA ----cM+s fe;k¡ vkt dy
vQhe ds /ka/ks esa cM+h eanh vkbZ gqbZ gS D;k bldk vlj rk;sckr esa ns[kus dks feyk gSA og viuh >ksad esa cksyrk pyk tk jgk
Fkk---- fe;k¡ dkSu dgrk gS fd eanh dk nkSj gSA dqN fnu ls ,d Hkh Vªd eky bl vksj ugha vk;k gS----cktkj esa vkx yxh gqbZ gSA

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igys tks eky 100 dk Fkk vkt 1000 dk Hkh ugha fey jgk gSA esjk ,d tkudkj gS tks NksVk O;kikjh gS ogh crk jgk Fkk fd
rk;sckr esa [kjhnnkj ykbZu yxk ds cSBk gqvk gS eky ysus ds fy, ysfdu eky ugha vk jgk gSA
mldh ckr lqu dj vc rd esjs fnekx esa ,d u;s Iyku us tUe ys fy;k FkkA ckr c<+krs gq, eSaus ml o`) ls iwN fy;k-
--- cM+s fe;k¡ esjs ikl Vªd Hkj ds eky rk;sckr esa j[kk gqvk gS vxj vki vius ml O;kikjh ds lkFk esjh ckr djk nsa rks dqN
eky vki Hkh cuk ldrs gSaA esjh ckr lqu dj og pqi gks x;k vkSj fQj cksyk---- cM+k [krjk eksy ys jgs gksA ;gk¡ [kkesuh vkSj
eLrku HkkbZ ds fcuk /ka/kk djuk ukeqefdu gSA ----cM+s fe;k¡ vki cl eq>s ml O;kikjh ls feyk nsa ckdh vki rsy ns[kks vkSj rsy
dh /kkj ns[kksA bruk dg dj eSa pqi gks x;kA
vc rd ge nksuksa ds ftLeksa esa dkefiiklk HkM+d pqdh FkhA ckj ckj ds npds vkSj Vªd ds batu dh yxkrkj ?kj?kjkgV
us ge nksuksa ds vanj mQurs gq, ykok dks cgus ij etcwj dj fn;kA esjh ck¡gksa esa tdM+h gqbZ fQtk dk ‘kjhj ,d ckj tksj ls
epy x;k vkSj fQj /khjs&/khjs >Vds ysrs gq, ‘kkar gks x;kA fQtk dk psgjk vkSj duiVh yky gks x;h FkhA oks viuh rst pyrh
gqbZ lk¡lksa dks fu;fU=r djus esa yx x;hA b/kj fyaxnso Hkh vius vki dks T;knk nsj dkcw esa ugha j[k lds vkSj ,d >Vds ds
lkFk viuk ykok mxyus yxsA esjh ‘kyokj dk vfxze fljk iwjh rjg ls Hkhx pqdk Fkk vkSj ogh fljk fQtk ds furacks ds chp
cuh gqbZ njkj esa Q¡l dj mls fHkxksus esa yx x;k FkkA vpkud fQtk ds gksaBksa dks eSaus vius dku ij eglwl fd;k vkSj ,d
nch gqbZ vkokt lquk;h nh---- esjs ljrkt FkSaDlA
eSa dqN cksy ikrk bl ls igys o`) dh vkokt lquk;h nh---- ;g rk;sckr ‘kgj vk x;kA vki crkvks fd vkidks dgk¡
NksM+w¡A eSaus tokc fn;k---- cM+s fe;k¡ gesa vki fdlh cM+s ls gksVy ij NksM+ nhft,A dqN nsj ds ckn cM+s fe;k¡ us cM+s vkyh’kku
gksVy ds lkeus ys tk dj jksd fn;kA vius oL=ksa dks laHkkyrs gq, ge rhuksa viuk lkeku ys dj uhps mrj x;sA pyus ls igys
eSaus o`) ls dgk---- cM+s fe;k¡ esjk uke vkfej gSA vkt jkr rd vki ml O;kikjh dks ys dj blh gksVy esa vk tkbZ;s ogha cSB
dj ckr gks tk,xhA cM+s fe;ka us viuk flj fgyk;k vkSj vkxs c<+ x;sA
ge rhuksa /khes dneksa ls pyrs gq, gksVy esa vk x;sA eSaus ,d dejk ys fy;k vkSj ge rhuksa dejs dh vksj py fn;sA
fQtk dk psgjk vc Hkh yky Fkk vkSj og fdlh rjg vius psgjs dks fgtc ls fNik;s gq, FkhA ,d vkn’kZ eqfLye iRuh dh rjg
nksuksa pqipki esjs ihNs pyrh gqbZ dejs esa vk x;hA dkQh cM+k :e Fkk vkSj mlh Mcy csM yxk gqvk FkkA fQtk fcuk dqN cksys
ckFk:e esa pyh x;hA thur esjs ikl vk dj lksQs ij cSB x;h---- bl fQtk dks D;k gqvkA eSaus mldh vksj eqLdqjk ns[kk vkSj
dgk---- rqEgsa vkt jkr dks irk py tk,xkA igys rks mls dqN iy le>us esa yxk vkSj fQj mldk psgjk yky gks x;kA eSaus
igyh ckj fdlh ds psgjs dks bl çdkj jax cnyrs gq, ns[kk FkkA

dqN nsj esa fQtk Hkh dejs esa vk x;h ysfdu esjs ls utjs pqjkrh gqbZ og dejs dk fujh{k.k djus esa yx x;hA mlus
Vhoh v‚u fd;k vkSj lksQs ij cSB dj ns[kus yxhA vHkh eSaus mls NsM+uk Bhd ugha le>k vkSj csM ij tk dj ysV x;kA thur
vkSj fQtk ogha cSB dj Vhoh ns[krh jghA eSaus Qksu mBk;k vkSj tehj dk uEcj feyk;k----
----gSyks tehjA ----ljA
----eSa bLrsQku gksVy esa Bgjk gqvk gw¡A rqe ;gk¡ ls fdruh nwj gks\ ----lj eq>s irk ugha gS ysfdu eSa irk djds ogha vk
tkrk gw¡A ----ugha tehj] rqe viuk :e NksM+ nks vkSj ;gha vk dj :e ys yksA ----vksds ljA ----lh ;w lwu----dg dj eSaus Qksu dkV
fn;kA rHkh eq>s fQtk dh ph[k dh vkokt lquk;h nhA eSa xjnu ?kqek dj mldh vksj ns[k dj iwNk---- D;k gqvk\ lkeus est
ij esjk cSx [kqyk gqvk Fkk vkSj mlesa Lopfyr dyk’kuhdkso] fiLrkSy vkSj vU; gfFk;kj ns[k dj nksuksa yM+fd;k¡ lksQs ls mrj
dj Mj ds ekjs dk¡i jgh FkhA eSaus nksuksa dks ‘kkar fd;kA rHkh thur cksyh---- thtw vki vkradoknh gks D;k\ rHkh fQtk cksyh----
;g vy dk;nk ;k rkfyckuh gSA eSa pqipki [kM+k jgk vkSj muds cscqfu;kn bytke lqurk jgkA vpkud mudk gkFk idM+ dj
eSaus fcLrj ij mu nksuksa dks fcBk dj cksyk---- rqe nksuksa yxrk gS fd vDy ls iSny gksA ixyh rqeus eq>s vesfjdu QkslZ ds

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lkFk dke djrs gq, ns[kk gSA rks fQj rqeus dSls lksp fy;k fd eSa vkradoknh gw¡A
esjh ckr lqu dj nksuksa ds fnekx dh cÙkh tyh vkSj vpjt ls ns[krs gq, cksyh---- rks ;g D;k gSA eSaus mUgsa le>krs gq,
dgk---- ;g esjh vkSj vc gekjh lqj{kk ds fy, gSA esjk dke gha ,slk gS fd gj dksbZ eq>s ekjus ds fy, <w¡< jgk gSA vc esjs lkFk
rqe Hkh [krjs esa iM+ x;h gksA esjs yksx tYn gh ;gk¡ vkus okys gksaxs blh fy, rqe vius fnekx dh lkjh [kyy dks [kRe djks
vkSj cl bl :e ls ckgj er fudyukA mudks ‘kkar djds eSaus viuk Qksu mBk;k vkSj vcdh ckj iqÙku fe;k¡ dks Qksu yxk;k-
--- HkkbZtku eSa vkfej cksy jgk gw¡A
----HkkbZtku] vki rk;sckr igq¡p x;sA ----gk¡ iqÙku HkkbZtku eSa rk;sckr igq¡p pqdk gw¡A vki yksx fd/kj Bgjs gq, gSa D;ksafd
eSa gksVy bLrsQku esa Bgjk gqvk gw¡A ----vkfej HkkbZ] ge yksx vkids cgqr utnhd Bgjs gq, gSaA ----iqÙku HkkbZtku rks fQj vius
lHkh lkfFk;ksa dks ys dj dy lqcg ;gha blh gksVy esa f’k¶V dj yhft, D;ksafd vkxs ds dk;Zokgh ds fy, ;gh gksVy gekjk csl
cusxkA ----Bhd gS HkkbZtku] dy ge ;gk¡ vk tk,¡xsA ----vksds----dg dj eSaus Qksu dkV fn;kA
nksuksa yM+fd;k¡ vHkh Hkh esjh ‘kDy ns[k jgh FkhA eSaus iwNk---- vc D;k gqvk\ fQtk cksyh---- esjs dqN le> esa ugh¡ vk jgk
gSA vcdh ckj eSaus nksuksa dks dgk---- ns[kks rqe nksuksa esjs ckjs esa dqN ugha tkurh gks flok; tks rqEgsa eSa fn[k jgk gw¡A vHkh cgqr
lh ckrsa gS tks rqEgsa tkuuh gS vkSj oä vkus ij eSa rqEgsa lc crk nw¡xkA vxj fdlh oä rqEgkjs fny esa esjs fy, tjk lk Hkh ‘kd
gks rks eq>s crk nsuk----eq>ls fNikuk ughaA bl ykbZu esa ‘kd dh otg ls cgqr ls dkfcy vkneh ekjs x;s gSA esjh ckr lqu dj
fQtk cksy mBh---- eSaus viuh ethZ ls rqEgkjs lkFk jgus dk QSlyk fd;k gSA eq>s dksbZ QdZ ugha iM+rk fd rqe vkradoknh gks ;k
rkfyckuh gksA ftl fnu eq>s yxk fd eSa rqEgkjs lkFk ugha jg ldrh mlh fnu rqEgsa NksM+ dj pyh tkÅ¡xhA gk¡] bruk vlyk
ns[k dj eSa Mj t:j x;h Fkh ysfdu vc Mj ugha yx jgk gSA
thur us esjh vksj McMck;h vk¡[kksa ls ns[kk vkSj cksyh---- thtw vkidks NksM+ dj eSa dgk¡ tkÅ¡xhA esjs fy, vc esjk ifjokj
vkils ‘kq: gksrk gS vkSj vki ij gh [kRe gksrk gSA eq>s gqek us vkids ckjs esa lc crk fn;k FkkA mlus rks ;g Hkh crk;k Fkk fd
vki viuh tku tksf[ke esa flQZ vius ifjokj ds fy, Mky jgs gksA eSaus mls viuh ck¡gksa esa Hkj fy;k vkSj dgk---- gqek vkSj chgw
tSls esjs lkFk tqM+ x;h gS oSls gh rqe Hkh ges’kk ds fy, tqM+ x;h gksA vkSj eSa---- fQtk chp esa cksy iM+hA ----fQtk rqe viuh
ethZ ls esjs lkFk jg jgh gks----vkSj eSa rqEgsa igys gha opu ns pqdk gw¡A gk¡ bruk ;kn j[kuk fd eSa rqEgsa NksM+us Hkh ugha nw¡xk---- dgrs
gq, eSaus nksuksa dks xys ls yxk fy;kA
----thur rqe cM+h gks vkSj fQtk rqe NksVh gks bl fy, ;gk¡ ij flQZ thur dh pysxh vkSj eSa mEehn djrk gw¡ fd rqe
mldh ckr ekuksxhA fQtk rqEgkjk gqDe flQZ eq> ij pysxkA vc rqe vkjke djks vkSj Vkbe ls vius fy, [kkuk eaxok ysuk
vkSj [kk ysukA eq>s vkt nsj gks tk,xh rqe nksuksa esjh fpUrk u djuk---- dg dj eSa dejs ls ckgj fudy dj lh/ks fjlsI’ku dh
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tc rd eSa fjlsI’ku ij igq¡pk rc rd tehj gksVy esa dejk ys pqdk FkkA mldk dejk uEcj ysus ds ckn eSa mlds dejs dh
vksj py fn;kA esjh nLrd ij tehj us njoktk [kksyk vkSj eq>s vanj vkus dk vkeU=.k fn;kA eSa vanj vk dj dqlhZ ij cSB
x;k vkSj tehj dh vksj #[k djrs gq, iwNk---- Vªd dgk¡ gSA ----lj Vªd bl oä iqfyl dLVMh esa gSA ----D;k eryc---- tehj
eSaus rqEgsa dgk Fkk fd bl Vªd dh lqj{kk cgqr t:jh gS rks rqeus dSls Vªd dks iqfyl dLVMh esa tkus fn;k\ ----esjk Iyku eq>s
pkSiV gksrs gq, fn[k jgk FkkA ----lj---- vki fQØ u djsaA eSaus tkucw> dj ,d jsM ykbV dks Økl fd;k FkkA iqfyl ls vPNk
pkSdhnkj dksbZ gks ugha ldrk blh fy, eSaus viuk Vªd iqfyl LVs’ku ds eky [kkus esa tek dj fn;k gSA QkbZu tek dj ds
Vªd dks okfil NqM+k yw¡xk] ;gh lksp dj eSaus ,slk fd;k FkkA vkf[kj eSa vdsyk dc rd ml Vªd dh j[kokyh djrkA eky[kkus
ds xkMZ dks 100 bjkuh uksV ns dj Vªd dh fuxjkuh djus ds fy, dg dj vk;k gw¡A oSls Hkh c[rjcan Vªd gS fcuk pkch ds rks
[kqy ugh ldrkA eSaus mldh le>nkjh ij nkn nh vkSj dgk---- gk¡ ;g rks rqeus Bhd fd;k D;ksafd iqfyl dh fuxjkuh esa gekjk
Vªd fcYdqy lsQ gSA
tehj us eq>s ns[k dj dgk---- lj esjs fy, vc D;k vkMZj gSA ----tehj rqEgkjh ;wfuV bl oä gsjkr esa gSA vHkh le; gS
rqe vHkh tk dj Qkbu tek djds Vªd dks bl gksVy dh ikfdaZx esa yk dj [kM+k dj nksA dy lqcg Vke vkSj ihVj Hkh ;gk¡
ij vk,axs] mUgsa vius lkFk ys dj rqe yksx viuh ;wfuV dks tk dj gsjkr esa Tok;u dj yksA ----;l lj----dg dj og pqi gks
x;kA ----gk¡----,d vkSj ckr gS tehj fd tkrs gq, rqe ;g :e ljsUMj er djukA eSa bldk fglkc ckn esa dj nw¡xkA ----vksds lj]
rks vc vki eq>s btktr nhft,] eSa tk dj Vªd NqM+k dj ys dj vkrk gw¡---- bruk dg dj tehj Hkh esjs lkFk mB dj [kM+k gks
x;kA ge nksuksa dejs ds ckgj vk x;s vkSj viuh&viuh fn’kk esa py fn;sA eSa okfil vius dejs dh vksj py fn;kA
esjs fy, fQtk us njoktk [kksykA mldh mBh gqbZ utj eq>s ns[k dj ,d ckj fQj ls >qd x;h FkhA Vªd dh dgkuh
‘kk;n vHkh Hkh mlds tgu ij gkoh FkhA og ckr djus esa eq> ls ‘kekZ jgh FkhA eSa pqipki pyrk gqvk fcLrj ij ysV x;kA esjs
ihNs pyrs gq, fQtk Hkh csM ds fljgkus vk dj fuxkgsa >qdk dj [kM+h gks x;hA ----thur dgk¡ gS\ ----og ckFk:e esa gS---- dg
dj ,d ckj fQj ls pqi gks x;hA ----fQtk---- b/kj vkvks esjs iklA /kheh pky ls pyrs gq, og esjs fudV vk dj [kM+h gks x;hA
eSaus mldh dej esa gkFk Mky dj viuh vksj [khap fy;k vkSj cksyk---- D;k ckr gS\ D;k esjh gjdr ls cqjk eku x;h gks---- ml
dh >qdh gqbZ utjksa dh vksj ns[krs gq, cksykA dqN le; rd og pqipki iM+h jgh vkSj fQj utjsa mBk dj esjh vksj ns[krs gq,
f’kdk;rh Loj esa cksyh---- dy jkr dks Hkh rqeus lksrs gq, blh rjg viuh ck¡gksa esa dl dj eq>s cspkSu dj fn;k vkSj vkt Hkh
Vªd esa rqeus ogh lc fd;kA
----D;k dy jkr dks Hkh---- eSaus vk’p;Zpfdr Loj esa iwNkA mlus viuh xjnu fgykrs gq, gkeh Hkjh vkSj esjh vksj vpjt
ls ns[krs gq, cksyh---- rqEgsa dy jkr dh dksbZ ckr ;kn ugha gSA mls viuh ck¡gksa esa Hkj dj vius mij [khap fy;k---- fQtk lp
esa eq>s dqN Hkh ;kn ugha gSA esjs mij fxjus ds dkj.k mldh tqYQksa us mlds psgjs dks <d fn;k FkkA mldh tqYQksa dks psgjs
ls gVkrs gq,---- vxj rqEgsa cqjk yxk gks rks eq>s ekQ dj nsukA viuh maxyh esjs gksaBksa ij j[k dj cksyh---- esjs ljrkt] rqels
feyus ls igys eq>s vkt rd fdlh us ,sls ugha Nqvk Fkk vkSj u gh eSaus bl ,glkl dks eglwl fd;k FkkA ml jkr dks tc
rqe eq>s vius lhus ls yxk dj esjs gksaBksa vkSj xys ij viuh eksgCcr dh fu’kkuh bafxr dj jgs Fks rc esjs ftLe esa vkx lh
yx x;h Fkh tks iwjh jkr eq>s rM+ikrh jgh FkhA esjs vax&vax esa ehBk lk nnZ eglwl gks jgk FkkA rqEgkjs gkFk esjs ftl vax dks
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csnnhZ ls elyrs rks eq>s vthc lk lqdwu feyrk FkkA ml jkr dks eq>s dqN ugha le> vk;k ysfdu Vªd esa igyh ckj eq>s tc
vius ftLe ls [kkSyrk gqvk ykok fudyrk gqvk eglwl gqvk vkSj mlh ds ckn gh eq>s xgjk lqdwu fey ldkA ;g lc D;k gS]
tc Hkh rqe eq>s Nwrs gks esjk ftLe fi?kyus yxrk gSA
og cksyrh tk jgh Fkh vkSj eSa mldh uhyh vk¡[kksa esa >k¡d jgk FkkA mldh tqcku esa csckdh vkSj vk¡[kksa esa foLe; lkQ
>yd jgk FkkA eSaus mlds psgjs dks vius gkFkksa esa ys dj dgk---- fQtk bl mez esa gj yM+dh ds ‘kjhj esa ,slk cnyko vkrk gS
tc og viuh tokuh dh nsgyht ij dne j[krh gSA og esjs mij ysVs gq, cM+s /;ku ls esjh ckr pqipki lqu jgh FkhA eSaus
mlds xqykch gksaBksa ij viuh maxyh fQjkrs gq, dgk---- fQtk rqe vc tokuh dh nsgyht ij dne j[k pqdh gks vkSj rqEgkjs
ftLe esa vusd çdkj ds cnyko vk jgs gSaA eSaus mlds lqMkSy xksy furac ij viuh gFksyh fQjkrs gq, dgk---- tSls buesa Hkjko
vk x;k gSA esjs gkFk ljdrs gq, mldh iryh dej ij vk x;s vkSj fQj mlds Hkkj ls nc dj ckgj dh vksj fudys gq, lhus
ds mHkkj dks lgykrs gq,---- tSls ;g Hkh vc Hkj x;s gSaA v----vkg---- mlus vkg Hkjrs gq, viuh vk¡[ks ewan yh vkSj fQj ,d xgjh
lk¡l yhA
vpkud eSaus djoV yh vkSj mls vius uhps dj fy;kA viuh dksguh ij otu Mky dj eSa mlds mij vk x;k FkkA
mlds psgjs ij vk;s gqbZ tqyQksa eSaus viuh maxfy;ksa ls ,d vksj dh vkSj fQj mlds psgjs ij >qdrk pyk x;kA mlds FkjFkjkrs
gq, xqykch gksaBksa ds mij eSaus vius rirs gq, gksaB j[k fn;sA ,d {k.k ds fy, mldh eqanh gqbZ vk¡[ks [kqyh vkSj og dlelk;h
ysfdu fQj vka[ks ewan dj f’kfFky gks dj ysV x;hA mlds fupys gksaB dks iy Hkj ds fy, eSaus vius gksaBksa dh fxj¶r esa ys dj
NksM+ fn;k vkSj cksyk---- fQtkA vc rd mldh fny dh /kMdusa rst gks pqdh Fkh vkSj xgjh lk¡ls ys jgh FkhA esjh vkokt lqu
dj tSls og gks’k esa vk;h vkSj mlus viuh vk¡[ksa [kksyhA eSaus dgk---- ;g igyk pqEcu dSlk yxk\ dqN iy ds fy, esjh vksj
ns[krh jgh ysfdu vpkud mldh fuxkgsa ‘keZ ls >qd x;hA ----D;ksa dqN cksyksxh ugha\ og vk¡[ks ewans ysVh jghA
eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls mlds gksaBksa dks vius gksaBksa dh fxj¶r esa ys fy;kA vcdh ckj viuh tqcku dks mlds lw[ks gq, gksaBksa
ij fQjk dj mldk v/k[kqyk gqvk fupyk gksaB eSaus vius gksaBksa esa nck dj {k.k Hkj ds fy, pwl fy;k vkSj fQj ;gh eSaus mlds
mij ds gksaB ds lkFk fd;kA mldk ftLe esjs ‘kjhj ds Hkkj ds uhps nck gksus ds ckotwn Hkh dlelk jgk FkkA vc mlds gksaB
Hkh esjs gksaBksa dks <w¡< jgs Fks vkSj tSls gh mudk Li’kZ gqvk mlus vius gksaBksa dks [kksy fn;k vkSj esjs gksaBksa dks viuh fxj¶r esa ys
dj mudk jl lks[kus esa yx x;hA dqN nsj rd ge ,d nwljs ds gksaBksa ds lkFk vB[ksfy;k¡ djrs jgsA mlds xky vkSj dku
ri dj yky gks pqds FksA vpkud ckFk:e dk njoktk [kqyus dh vkokt vk;h rks eq>s /kDdk nsdj og vyx gksus ds fy,
dlelk;hA thur vius cky lq[kkrs gq, ckFk:e ls ckgj fudyh vkSj ge nksuksa dks fcLrj ij ysVs ns[k dj og fBBd dj #d
x;hA
vHkh Hkh fQtk esjs uhps nch gqbZ Fkh ysfdu mldk vax&vax fdlh vutkus Mj ds ekjs dk¡i jgk FkkA thur pqipki rst
dneksa ls pyrs gq, flfVax :e esa pyh x;hA fQtk us xqLls ls esjs lhuk ij gkFk ekjrs gq, cksyh---- vc ;g esjs ckjs esa D;k
lkspsxh\ eSaus mldh nksuksa dykbZ;ksa dks idM+ dj dgk---- D;k lkspsxh] ;gh fd nks ftLe ,d tku gksus tk jgs gSA bruk dg
dj ,d ckj fQj ls mlds xkyksa vkSj gksaBksa ij vius gksaBksa dh Nki NksM+us yxkA ;g lp Fkk fd eSa fQtk dh lknxh vkSj csckdh
ij ej feVk FkkA dqN gh iy esa fQtk Hkh eneLr gks dj iwjh rjg esjk lkFk nsus yxhA dqN nsj rd ,d nwljs ds gksaBksa dk
jliku djus ds ckn ge ,d nwljs ls vyx gks x;sA fQtk us viuh rst pyrh gqbZ lk¡lksa dks dkcw esa ykrs gq, dgk---- esjs
ljrkt eq>s D;k gks x;k gSA esjk ‘kjhj esjs cl esa ugha jg x;k gSA eSaus mlds ckyksa dks viuh m¡xfy;ksa ls da?kh djrs gq,
le>k;k---- ;g eksgCcr dk jax gS tks fd flj ij p<+ dj cksyrk gSA bruk lqu dj fQtk esjs lhus ls yx x;h vkSj cksyh----
esjs ljrkt fdruk gh vksYM QS’kUM uke gks ysfdu bl oä cksyus ls fny dks fdruk lqdwu feyrk gSA eSaus mlds ekFks dks
pwe dj dgk---- esjh ljrkt---- cspkjh thur ogha cSBh jgsxh tc rd rqe mls vkokt ugha nksxhA esjh ckr lqu dj fQtk us
‘kekZrs gq, /khes ls vkokt yxk;h---- thurA
----thur b/kj esjs ikl vkvks---- eSaus vkokt yxk;hA vc rd ge ,d nwljs ls vyx gks dj cSB x;s FksA thur eqLdqjkrs
gq, vanj esjs ikl vk dj fcLrj ij cSB x;hA esjh vksj pksj utjksa ls ns[krs gq, cksyh---- thtwA eSaus mldks vius fudV [khap

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dj ml ds euksHkkoksa dks i<+rs gq, iwNk---- rqe ckgj D;ksa pyh x;h FkhA rqe esjs fy, gqek vkSj chgw dh rjg gks vkSj rqels dqN
Hkh fNik ugha gSA eSa rqe ij dHkh viuh bPNk gkoh ugha gksus nw¡xkA ----ugh thtw] ,slh rks dksbZ ckr ugha gS---- thur f>>drs gq,
cksyhA
gqek ds tkus ds ckn ls thur ds #[k esa cnyko vkrk tk jgk FkkA igys tks ges’kk gqek dh vkM+ esa cSB dj eq>ls fuxkgsa
pqjkrs gq, ckr djrh Fkh vc og fQtk dh laxr esa esjs lkeus /khjs&/khjs [kqyus yxh FkhA gqek ds tkus ds ckn ls esjh utj tc
Hkh ml ij iM+rh Fkh rks og eq>s cM+h gljr Hkjh utjksa ls ns[k jgh gksrh FkhA eq>ls utj feyrs gh ,slk çrhr gksrk fd tSls
mldh dksbZ pksjh idM+h x;h gks vkSj fuxkgsa pqjkrh gqbZ esjs ls nwj gksus dh dksf’k’k djus yxrh FkhA tc eSaus mls igyh ckj
bLekbZy dh >ksaiM+h esa ns[kk Fkk rks og eq>s cgqr detksj dn dkBh dh yM+dh yxh FkhA vc /khjs&/khjs mlds psgjs vkSj ftLe
ij ;kSou dh ped vkrh tk jgh FkhA ml dkyh jkr ds ckn ls ge nksuksa ds chp esa dkQh cnyko vk x;k Fkk ysfdu vHkh Hkh
,d vutkuh nhokj Fkh tks mls esjs ikl vkus ls jksdrh FkhA vc gekjs chp dh vupkgh nhokj dks fxjkus dk oä vk pqdk FkkA
eSaus nksuksa ls dgk---- esjs ikl flQZ vkt dh jkr gSA dy ls eSa rqEgkjs lkFk ugha jg ldwaxk D;ksafd ftl dke ls eSa ;gk¡
vk;k gw¡ mlls rqe nksuksa dks nwj jguk gSA fdlh dks bl ckr dk ‘kqcgk u gks lds fd rqe nksuksa dk dksbZ esjs lkFk fj’rk gSA
tSls gh dke [kRe gks tk,xk eSa rqEgkjs ikl okfil vk tkšxkA nksuksa pqipki esjh ckr lqu jgh FkhA dqN lksp dj fQtk us
dgk---- ge nksuksa Hkh rqEgkjs dke esa enn dj ldrh gSa rks fQj gesa rqe vius ls vyx D;ksa dj jgs gksA ----eSa flQZ rqEgkjh lqj{kk
dh otg ls dqN le; ds fy, rqels vyx gks jgk gw¡A ge vHkh ckr gh dj jgs Fks fd esjs Qksu dh ?kj?kjkgV us lcdk /;ku
rksM+ fn;kA
----gSyks] lj tehj cksy jgk gw¡A ----gk¡ tehj cksyksA ----lj Vªd yk dj eSaus cslesaV dh ikfdaZx esa [kM+k dj fn;k gSA ----xqM
tehj] rqe dgk¡ ij gks eSa vHkh rqEgkjs ikl vk jgk gw¡A ----lj eSa vHkh ikfdaZx esa gh [kM+k gqvk gw¡ vki ogha vk tkbZ,A ----vksds]
dg dj eSaus Qksu dkV fn;kA ----thur eSa FkksM+h nsj ds fy, ckgj tk jgk gw¡ njoktk can dj ysuk---- dg dj eSa dejs ds ckgj
fudy x;kA
cslesaV esa eq>s tehj fey x;k vkSj ge nksuksa Vªd dh py fn;sA tehj us eq>s [kM+k gqvk c[rjcan Vªd fn[kk;k vkSj
mldh pkch ns dj eq>ls fonk yhA dqN nsj rd eSaus nwj ls gh Vªd dk fujh{k.k fd;k vkSj fQj pkch yxk dj fiNyk }kj
[kksy dj Vªd ds vanj >k¡d dj ns[kk rks ik;k cM+s&cM+s dkVZu ,d djhus ls yxs gq, FksA eSaus ,d dkVZu ds fljs dks QkM+k vkSj
mlesa j[kk gqvk lQsn ikÅMj dk iSdV mBk dj viuh tsc esa j[k fy;kA I;ksj gsjksbZu pkd ikmMj dh rjg gksrh gS ftldks
fdlh csl ikmMj esa feyk dj cktkj esa miyC/k djk;k tkrk gSA bruk rks MªXl ds O;kikj ds ckjs esa vc rd eq>s le> vk
pqdk FkkA eSaus Vªd ds njokts dks fHkM+k dj ykd fd;k vkSj vkl&ikl utj Mky dj /khes dneksa ls pyrk gqvk gksVy dh
ykSch esa tk dj cSB x;kA ‘kke gks x;h Fkh vkSj ogha cSB dj vius u;s Iyku dk js[kkfp= cukus esa yx x;kA
ckgj dk rkieku fxjrk pyk tk jgk FkkA /kqU/k lM+d ij Nk;h gqbZ FkhA bDdk& nqDdk xkMf;ksa dh gsMykbV dHkh&dHkh
lM+d dks jkS’ku dj nsrh Fkh vkSj muds tkus ckn fQj ogh xgjk va/kdkj gksVy ds ckgj Nk tkrkA esjh utj lh/ks esu xsV
ij yxh gqbZ Fkh vkSj eSa ml eLrku HkkbZ ds Vªd Mªkboj dk bartkj dj jgk FkkA /khjs&/khjs le; chrrk pyk tk jgk Fkk ysfdu
ml o`) Mªkboj dk nwj&nwj rd dqN irk ugha FkkA vc rd jkr ds ukS ct pqds Fks vkSj eSa Hkh brus yacs bartkj ls Fkd pqdk
FkkA ‘kk;n mlus esjh ckr dks etkd le> dj Hkqyk fn;k gksxk lksp dj tSls gh eSa mBus dks gqvk rHkh lkeus ls eq>s nks vkneh
vkrs gq, fn[ksA mudks ns[k dj eSa fBBd dj #d x;kA muesa ls ,d vkneh dn dkBh ls Vªd Mªkboj lh yx jgk FkhA eSa viuh
txg ij okfil cSB x;kA
----vLlyke okysde cM+s fe;k¡---- ml o`) dks ns[k dj eSaus dgkA eq>s ns[k dj og nksuks esjh vkrs gq, cksys---- okysde
lyke fe;k¡A og nksuksa esjs ikl vk dj cSB x;sA cM+s fe;k¡ us esjk rk#ZQ vius lkFk vk;s gq, o`) O;fä ls djk;k---- tukc
budk uke f’kjkt vyh gS ftuds ckjs esa eSaus ftØ fd;k FkkA eSaus f’kjkt vyh ls gkFk feyk dj vfHkoknu fd;k vkSj cM+s fe;k¡
ls dgk---- vki dk cgqr ‘kqfØ;k fd vki esjs fy, dke djus dks jkth gks x;sA cM+s fe;k¡ us eqLdqjk dj dgk---- iSlksa dh t:jr
gj fdlh dks gksrh gSA rHkh f’kjkt vyh us ckr dkVrs gq, dgk---- vc dke dh ckr dj ysrs gSa dkQh nsj gks x;h gS gesa ykSVuk
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Hkh gSA eSaus Hkh xjnu fgyk dj gkeh Hkjh vkSj dgk---- fcYdqyA
ykSch esa bl oä T;knk yksx ugha Fks vkSj eSaus vkl&ikl utj nkSM+k dj viuh tsc ls iSdV fudkyk vkSj mlesa ,d
Nsn djds FkksM+k lk lQsn ikmMj viuh gFksyh ij j[k dj f’kjkt vyh dh gFksyh ij j[k fn;kA f’kjkt vyh us FkksM+k lk
ikmMj p[kk vkSj fQj ckdh cps gq, ikmMj dks viuh m¡xfy;ksa esa ysdj elyk] fQj lw¡?kk vkSj ,d ckj fQj ls viuh tqcku
ij j[k cksyk---- eky rks I;ksj gS] fdruk eky gS rqEgkjs ikl\
vc esjh ckjh Fkh cksyus dh---- fe;k¡ bruk eky gS fd ‘kk;n rqe bldk lkSnk ugha dj ldksxsA eSa pkgrk gw¡ fd rqe esjs
,stUV cu dj bl eky dks cspus esa esjh enn djksA esjs ikl nks Vªd çkslsLM vkSj lseh&çkslsLM eky blh DokfyVh dk rS;kj
iM+k gSA eSa pkgrk gw¡ fd rqe bl eky dk lkSnk dS’k esa fdlh ls Hkh djks ysfdu dqN djus ls igys bldh iSdV dh dher
tkuuk pkgrk gw¡A dqN lksp dj f’kjkt cksyk---- ,d iSdV dh dher 400&500 vesfjdu Mkyj ds djhc gksxhA ysfdu bldks
fcdokus esa esjh deh’ku nks Vdk gksxhA eSaus dgk---- eSa vkidks ,d Vdk nw¡xk vkSj ,d Vdk cM+s fe;k¡ dk gksxk] vxj eatwj gks
f’kjkt fe;k¡ rks ckr vkxs djsa oukZ eSa fdlh vkSj ds lkFk ckr d:¡xkA esjh flQZ ,d vkSj ‘krZ gS fd ÝaV vkidk gksxk vkSj eky
eSa fMyhoj d:¡xkA dqN iy lkspus ds ckn f’kjkt cksyk---- eq>s eatwj gS vxj Mhy dS’k esa gksxhA ----lkjs eky dh Mhy dS’k esa
gksxh---- eSaus tksj nsrs gq, f’kjkt vyh dks dgkA
----Bhd rks ckr iDdh gqbZ----vc vki fdlh ls bl lkSns dh ckr ugha djsaxs----dy nksigj rd eSa vkids fy, dksbZ [kq’k[kcjh
ys dj vkÅ¡xk---- dgrs gq, f’kjkt vyh [kM+k gks x;k vkSj mldks ns[kk&ns[kh ge nksuksa Hkh [kM+s gks x;sA tSls gh og tkus ds
fy, eqM+k eSaus psrkouh okys Loj esa dgk---- f’kjkt fe;k¡ ;kn jgs fd bl txg dk irk flQZ vkidks ekywe gS vkSj vxj fdlh
vkSj dks irk pyk rks gekjh Mhy dSaflyA esjh fgnk;r lqu dj f’kjkt vyh ,d {k.k ds fy, #d x;k vkSj pyrs gq, cksyk---
- tukc bl /ka/ks esa dksbZ eq[kfcjh ugha djrk vkSj gk¡ eq>s lkSnk djus ds fy, ml iSdV dh t:jr iM+sxhA viuh tsc ls ogh
iSdV fudky dj f’kjkt vyh ds gkFk esa j[krs gq, dgk---- vc ,slk jsV ys dj vkbZ,xk fd bl iSdV ds iSls Hkh mlh esa fudy
vk;sA nksuks o`) [kqnk gkfQt dg dj gksVy ds ckgj fudy dj va/kdkj esa [kks x;sA
eSa Hkh /khes dneksa ls pyrk gqvk vius dejs ds lkeus igq¡p x;kA esjh nLrd ij thur us njoktk [kksyk FkkA vanj vk
dj eSaus :e lfoZl dk ucaj feykrs gq, dgk---- vHkh rd rks fdlh us [kkuk ugha [kk;k gksxk\ nksuksa us xjnu fgyk dj badkj
fd;kA eSa [kkus dk vkMZj fy[kk dj lksQs ij ilj x;k vkSj dy lqcg dh dk;Zokgh ds ckjs esa lkspus yxkA vc rd eSaus lkjs
dke dkuwu ds gn esa jg dj fd;s FksA xSj eqYdh rks eSa igys ls gh Fkk ysfdu vc igyh ckj eSa xSjdkuwuh dke dj jgk FkkA
;gh lksp dj eSaus vesfjdu QkslsZt ds vknfe;ksa dks okfil Hkstus dk fu.kZ; fd;k FkkA Vke] ihVj vkSj tehj dks eSa vius bl
xSj dkuwuh dke esa ugha my>kuk pkgrk FkkA ;gh lksprs gq, [kkuk Hkh vk x;k Fkk vkSj [kRe Hkh gks x;k FkkA
----thtw---- D;k ckr gS\ dksbZ fpUrk lrk jgh gS---- thur us iwNkA mldh vkokt us esjk /;ku Hkax fd;k---- ugha eSa dqN
lksp jgk FkkA dksbZ fpUrk dh dksbZ ckr ugh gSA eSa lksQs ls mB dj csM ij ysV x;kA thur esjs ihNs&ihNs csM:e esa pyh
vk;h vkSj esjs fudV vk dj pqipki cSB x;hA mlds ihNs fQtk Hkh Vhoh can djds dejs esa vk x;h vkSj esjs fudV vk dj
ysV x;hA fQtk vpkud cksyh---- D;k lksp jgs gks\ bl oä esjs vanj vUrj}an py jgk Fkk vkSj fdlh çdkj dk fo?u eq>s
vPNk ugha yx jgk FkkA ,d ckj fQj ls thur eq>ls iwN cSBh---- thtw D;k gks x;k\ vcdh ckj mlds iwNus ij eSa tksj ls
fpYyk;k---- rqe nksuksa dqN nsj pqi ugha cSB ldrh---- vkSj xqLls esa iSj iVd dj csM NksM+ dj eSa ckgj tkus yxkA nksuksa lge
dj pqi cSB x;hA irk ugha eq>s D;k gqvk fd csM:e ls ckgj tkus ls igys eSaus eqM+ dj thur dh vksj ns[kk vkSj ml ij
utj iM+rs gh esjk lkjk xqLlk dkQwj gks x;kA
thur csM ij lgeh gqbZ cSB dj Hkjh gqbZ vk¡[kksa ls esjh vksj ns[k jgh FkhA esjs dks mldh vk¡[kksa esa lyek dh Hkjh gqbZ
vk¡[ks fn[kk;h nhA esjs fny esa u tkus D;k gqvk fd eSa Hkkx dj mldh vksj x;k vkSj vius lhus ls yxk fy;k---- l‚jh---- thur
vkbZ ,e fj;yh osjh l‚jhA vHkh rd tks vk¡lw mldh iydksa ij j[ks gq, Fks vpkud cgus yxs vkSj fgpdh ysrs gq, eq>ls fyiV
x;hA eq>s irk ugh fd fdruh nsj rd eSa mls pqi djrk jgk ysfdu esjs O;okgj ls mls xgjh Bsal yxh FkhA mls vius lhus
ls yxk;s gq, eSaus fQtk ls dgk---- rqe tjk ikuh ys dj vkvksA og tYnh ls csM ls mBh vkSj ,d fxykl ikuh ys dj vk x;hA
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eSaus vius gkFk ls thur dks ikuh fiyk;k vkSj vius lhus esa yxk;s gq, csM ij cSB x;kA
fQtk Hkh gkaykfd lge x;h Fkh ysfdu og cksyh---- D;k gks x;k Fkk\ ge rks rqEgkjs fy, fpUrk dj jgs Fks vkSj rqe gks
fd ge ij gh HkM+d mBsA ----gk¡ HkbZ esjh xyrh gS---- dgrs gq, eSaus vius dku idM+s vkSj thur dks fn[kkrs gq, dgk---- Iyht rqe
nksuksa eq>s ekQ dj nksA vkxs ls eSa rkSck djrk gw¡ fd fQj ls dHkh xqLlk djus dh fgEer ugha d:¡xkA dkQh nsj rd dku idM+s
gq, nksuksa ls ekQh ekaxrk jgkA vc rd thur pqi gks x;h Fkh ysfdu fuxkgsa >qdk;s cSBh jghA esjs ls ugha jgk x;k vkSj mlds
psgjs dks vius gkFk esa ys dj mBk;k vkSj mldh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡[k Mky dj cksyk---- eq> ij rjl [kkvks Iyht ekQ dj nks tks
rqe dgksxh eSa ogh d:¡xkA bruh nsj esa igyh ckj mldh psgjs ij eqLdqjkgV fn[kk;h nh vkSj /kheh vkokt esa cksyh---- thtw vki
D;ksa ijs’kku gks\
mldh bl eklwe bfYrtk ds lkeus eSaus vius lkjs gfFk;kj Mky fn;s vkSj cksy mBk---- igyh ckj eSa rqe nksuksa dks ys
dj xSj dkuwuh rjhds ls bl ns’k esa ?kqlk gw¡ vkSj ;gk¡ ij xSj dkuwuh dke djus tk jgk gw¡A rqe yksxksa ds ckjs esa lksp dj esjk
fny ?kcjk jgk gSA esjs fy, ,d ckj ;g dke djuk t:jh gS D;ksafd eq> ij cgqr lh ftEesnkfj;k¡ gSA bruh nsj ls eSa ;gh
lksp jgk gw¡ fd rqEgsa dy tehj ds lkFk okfil gsjkr Hkst dj viuk dke d:¡ ;k rqEgsa ;gha ij jgus nw¡ vkSj viuk dke [kRe
dj ds okfil vius ?kj pyk tkÅ¡A eq>s le> ugh vk jgk gS fd D;k d:¡A eSaus fQtk ds vCck dks pyrs gq, dgk Fkk fd
vxj mUgsa viuh csVh ls feyus dh dHkh bPNk gks rks dqUnqt vk tk,¡ vkSj vxj bldks dqN gks x;k rks eSa blds vCck dks D;k
eq¡g fn[kkÅ¡xkA bldk eryc ;g ugh fd thur rqEgsa dqN gks x;k rks eq> ij dqN QdZ ugha iM+sxkA rqe] gqek vkSj chgw rks esjs
thou ls ges’kk ds fy, tqM+ x;h gksA vxj rqe esa ls fdlh ,d dks dqN gks x;k rks eSa oSls gh ej tkÅ¡xkA ,d rjQ chgw dh
fpark eq>s [kk;s tk jgh gS vkSj nwljh vksj rqe nksuksa dh fpark eq> ij gkoh gks jgh gSA ,sls esa dksbZ Hkh dke djuk esjs fy, [krjs
ls [kkyh ugha gSA thur eq>s dqN le> esa ugha vk jgk Fkk blhfy, esjk fnekx [kjkc gks x;k Fkk vkSj csotg rqe ij cjl
iM+kA
bl nkSjku nksuksa pqipki esjh ckr lqurh jghA esjs pqi gksrs gh thur esjs lhus ls yx dj cksyh---- thtw Iyht vki ge
nksuksa dh fpark NksM+ nhft,A vki gesa dgha Hkstus ds ctk; viuk dke tYnh ls [kRe dj ysa vkSj okfil dqUnqt pfy,A vxj
vki eq>s ugha cpkrs rks eSa ml jkr dks BaM ls ej x;h FkhA bl fygkt ls esjh ;g ftanxh rks vc vkidh gSA eSaus mlds ckyksa
dks lgykrs gq, ,d ckj fQj ls ekQh ekaxhA vc rd fQtk tks [kkeks’k cSBh gqbZ Fkh og cksyh---- thur vkt rqEgkjs ikl ekSdk
gS viuh eksgCcr dk btgkj djus ds fy;s vkSj vc ugh fd;k rks fQj dHkh ugha dj ldksxhA vkt ;g rqEgsa Hkh bUdkj ugha
dj ldsaxsA mldh ckr lqu dj thur dh ‘keZ ls vk¡[ksa >qd x;h vkSj mlds gksaB dqN cksyus ds fy, fgys ysfdu fQj u tkus
D;k lksp dj pqi gks x;hA eSaus mlds psgjs dks vius gkFkksa esa ys dj dgk---- eksgCcr ds btgkj ds fy, cksyuk t:jh ugha gksrk
vkSj rqEgsa dqN Hkh dgus dh t:jr ugha gSA mlus viuh vk¡[ks mBk dj esjh vksj ns[kk cl esjs fy, bruk gh dkQh FkkA eSaus
>qd dj mlds QM+QM+krs gq, gksaBksa dks pwe dj dgk---- tks rqEgkjh vk¡[kksa us cksyk og eSaus lqu fy;k gSA ge lc lkFk gh okfil
dqUnqt pysaxsA
fQtk Hkh vc rd ge nksuksa ls fyiV dj cSB x;h FkhA eSaus mls Hkh vius lhus ls yxk fy;k---- eSa rqe yksxksa ds fcuk
dSls jg ldw¡xkA rHkh fQtk us dgk---- vc esjk uEcj gSA bruk dg dj mlus vius gksaBksa dks esjh vksj c<+k fn;kA eSaus Hkh c<+
dj mlds gksaB pwe fy;sA ----gk¡ ;g Bhd gS---- dg dj fQtk us Hkh viuk psgjk esjs lhus esa fNik fy;kA esjs dks vkt viuh
fdLer ij j’d gks jgk FkkA esjs vkxks’k esa nks deflu glhauk,¡ Fkh vkSj nks glhuk,¡ eq>ls cgqr nwj gks dj Hkh ges’kk esjs tgu
esa jgrh FkhA bl oä eq>s ldhuk dh ;kn vk x;hA fudkg ds ckn ls og esjs [;kyksa esa jgk djrh Fkh ysfdu eq>s dHkh mldh
bruh deh ugha eglwl gqbZ FkhA vkt irk ugha bu nksuksa us esjs vanj mlds fy, vthc lh cspkSuh cM+k nh FkhA eq>s viuk
ldhuk ls fd;k x;k oknk ;kn vk x;kA eSaus nksuksa dks vius ls vyx djrs gq, dgk---- eSa vHkh vkrk gw¡---- dgrs gq, dejs ls
ckgj pyk x;kA
dejs ls ckgj vk dj eSaus jkstj dks Qksu feyk;k---- jkstj
----gSyks----vkfejA dSls gks\ vkt dqN nsj ds ckn eSa rqEgsa Qksu yxkus okyk FkkA ----jkstj bl oä eSaus ldhuk ds ckjs esa
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tkuus fd fy, Qksu fd;k FkkA mlls ckr fd;s gq, dkQh le; gks x;k gS vkSj eSa mlls ckr djuk pkgrk gw¡A ----vkfej bl
oä rks jkr gks pqdh gS vxj rqe dgks rks ldhuk ls eSa rqEgkjh ckr dy djk nw¡A ----gk¡ jkstj dy djk nsukA
----jkstj rqe crkvks eq>s dSls ;kn fd;k\ ----vkfej rqEgkjs pkj djksM+ Mkyj esa ls yxHkx vk/ks udyh Mkyj FksA vkfej
bruk cM+k udyh Mkyj dk ykV vQxkfuLrku esa igyh ckj gekjh utjksa esa vk;k gSA rqEgkjs ikl ;g dgk¡ ls vk;k\ esjh Vªstjh
dh Vhe us tk¡p ds vkns’k fn;s gSa vkSj pw¡fd ;g ykV ns’k ds ckgj utj esa vk;k gS bl fy, vc ;g esjh T;qfjlfMD’ku esa vk
x;k gSA ----jkstj eSa ,d QksVks rqEgsa Hkst jgk gw¡A rqe bl vkneh ds ckjs esa lkjh ekywekr bdB~Bh djds eq>s lwfpr djksA ;g
vkneh esjs [;ky ls ikfdLrkuh ukxfjd gSA ;gh vkneh bl udyh Mkyj ds dsl esa gekjh igyh dM+h cu ldrk gSA ----vkfej
rqjar QksVks HkstksA eSaus ckdh vlyh uksV Hkh Vªstjh ds gokys dj fn;s gSaA tSls gh bUosfLVxs’ku iwjh gks tk,xh ;g iSls rqEgkjs
vdkmUV esa tek dj nw¡xkA
----vksds---- dg dj eSaus viuk Qksu dkV fn;kA teky crkyoh dh [khpha gqbZ rlohj dks jkstj dks Hkst dj eSa vius dejs
dh vksj okfil eqM+ x;k----A

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esjh nLrd ij fQtk us njoktk [kksykA eSa pqipki mlds ikl vk dj [kM+k gks x;kA mlus esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj frjNh vk¡[kksa
ls csM dh vksj b’kkjk fd;kA mldh ;g vk¡[kksa dh Hkk”kk esjs le> esa ugha vk;h vfirq esjs dne vius vki gh csM dh vksj c<+
x;sA csM ds dksus ij thur pqipki iM+h gqbZ lks jgh FkhA eSa ncs ik¡o ckFk:e esa ?kql x;kA xeZ ikuh ds ‘kkoj ysus ds ckn eSa
ckFk:e ls rkSfy;k ck¡/ks ckgj vk dj fcLrj ij cSB x;kA fQtk vHkh Hkh Vhoh ds lkeus eq>ls ihB fd;s gq, cSBh FkhA dqN lksp
dj eSa rkSfy;k ck¡/ks gh fcLrj esa ?kql x;k vkSj fQtk ds vkus dk bUrtkj djus yxkA
,d vksj lksrh gqbZ thur us djoV cnyh rks mldk cnu esjs cnu ls Vdjk x;kA mlds uktqd mHkkj esjh ck¡g ls
Vdjk x;sA vHkh eSa mudh iq”Vrk ds ckjs esa lksp gh jgk Fkk rHkh esjs fnekx ,d fctyh lh dkSa/kh---- esjh ck¡g ij uXu mjkst ds
Li’kZ dk ,glkl gqvk FkkA eSaus /khjs ls dEcy mBk dj thur ds cnu ij utj Mkyh rks esjh vk¡[ks [kqyh dh [kqyh jg x;hA
viuk eq¡g Qsj dj og vius isV ds cy ysVh gqbZ Fkh vkSj mldh uXu ihB esjh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus FkhA mlds uXu iq”V eD[ku ls
fpdus furac FkksM+s ls mij dh vksj mBs gq, FksA eSaus viuk rkSfy;k [kksyk vkSj mls tehu ij mNky fn;kA eSa Hkh furkUr uXu
voLFkk esa vk dj thur dh vksj ljd x;k vkSj djoV ysdj mlds uXu ftLe ls lV dj ysV x;kA v/kZ~lqIr fyaxnso Hkh
xksy uXu furac ls Vdjk dj /khjs&/khjs tkxus yxsA eSaus viuh ck¡g mBk dj thur dh iryh dej esa Mkyh vkSj mls viuh
vksj ?kqek ihB ds cy fyVk fn;kA
,dne nks eLr dcwrj xksjs xksjs NksVs uktqd vkSj eqyk;e esjh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus vk x;sA mu ij ,d bUp dk ,jksyk vkSj
muds f’k[kj ij xgjs xqykch jax ds eVj ds nkus ftrus fuIiYl eq>s vkefU=r djrs gq, yxsA eq>ls jgk ugha x;k vkSj >V ls
eSaus mudks eq¡g esa ys dj pwluk ‘kq: dj fn;kA thur tksj tksj ls lhRdkj Hkjus yxhA eSaus ,d gkFk ls ,d mlds lhus ds
dy’k dks nckuk vkjaHk fd;k vkSj nwljs gkFk ls mlds furEcksa ij vkSj dHkh ihB dks lgykus yx x;kA mlds gkFk esjs flj ij
vkSj ihB ij ?kwe jgs FksA dksbZ nl feuV rd eSua s mlds iq”V Lruksa dks pwlk gksxkA tSls gh eSua s viuh maxfy;ksa dks mlds ckyksja fgr
dfVçns’k ij fQjk;h mlus >V ls esjs gkFk dks idM+ fy;kA
eSaus dgk---- thur gkFk gVkvks! rks og /khes Loj esa cksyh---- thtw eq>s ‘keZ vkrh gSA mldh ckr lqu dj eSaus dgk---- vxj
‘keZ vkrh gS rks vius gkFkksa dks viuh vk¡[kksa ij j[k yks] bl I;kjh pht ij ugha] vc bl ij rqEgkjk dksbZ gd ugha jgk gSA vc
ls ;g esjh gks xbZ gSA
----gk¡ thtw---- eSa rks dc ls lkjh dh lkjh rqEgkjh gh gw¡A bruk lqu dj eSaus dEcy dks ,d vksj Qsad fn;k vkSj vc mldk
uXu ftLe esjh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus FkkA gYdh xqykchiu fy;s gq, mldh uktqd dk;k ukbV cYc dh jks’kuh esa ped jgh FkhA cgqr
vkd”kZd u;u uD’k vkSj iryh lqjkghnkj xjnu ij vkdj esjh utjsa Fke lh x;h FkhA fcYdqy lyek dh rjg mldk cnu Hkh
tSls lk¡ps esa <yk gqvk FkkA mlds lhus vkSj dwYgksa ij Hkjko vkuk ‘kq: gks x;k FkkA vk¡[ksa ewans vkSj xgjh lk¡ls ysrh gqbZ og csM
ij fdlh vIljk dh rjg yx jgh FkhA eSaus >V ls mldh dykbZ;k¡ idM+ dj nksuksa fn’kk esa QSyk nh vkSj cksy mBk---- okg] D;k
d;ker Nqik j[kh gS rqeusA xksjh fpêh iko jksVh dh rjg Qwyh gqbZ yky lq[kZ ;ksfu esjs lkeus FkhA jks,a ls <dh gqbZ ;ksfueq[k
larjs dh Qkadksa ftruh eksVh vkSj jl Hkjh fn[k jgh FkhA vanj ds gksaB gYds xqykch vkSj dksQh jax ds vkil esa tqM+s gq, FksA
;ksfu dh njkj dksbZ pkj bUp xgjh iryh [kkbZ dh rjg fn[k jgh FkhA eSaus viuh m¡xfy;ksa ls larjs lh Qk¡dksa dks vyx fd;k

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vkSj eVj ds nkus ftruk cM+k lq[kZ yky cht flj mBk;s eq>s fn[kk;h fn;kA laxejej ls Hkh T;knk fpduh xksjh tka?ksa vkSj
mldh nkabZ tka?k ij ,d fry us esjk jgk lgk gks’k Hkh mM+k fn;k FkkA eSa vius vki dks jksd ugha ik;k vkSj vius tyrs gksaB
mldh xqykch Qkadksa ij j[k fn;sA
----v----vk----vkg----gk;---- cM+cM+krs gq, thur tksj tksj ls lhRdkjus yxhA mldh deflu ;ksfu dh egd ls esjk ru eu
lc ljkcksj gks x;k FkkA ,d pqEek ysus ds ckn eSaus thHk ls mldh vanj okyh Qkadsa [kksyh vkSj viuh thHk dks dM+k djrs gq,
;ksfuNsn ds vanj ljdk nhA thur esjs bl okj dks u lg ldh vkSj ,d xgjh lk¡l dks NksM+rs gq, mlus viuh nksuksa tka?ksa
Åij eksM+ dj esjs xys esa dSaph dh rjg Mky nh vkSj esjs flj ds cky idM+ fy,A eSa Hkh eneLr gks dj mldh ;ksfu ds gksaBksa
dks vius gksaBksa esa nck dj dHkh pwlrk vkSj dHkh tqcku ls [kM+s gq, cht ds flj ij pksV ekj nsrk FkkA og dlelkrh gqbZ
lhRdkj fd, tk jgh Fkh vkSj cM+cM+k jgh Fkh---- th----tw----vk----gk;----—A og eneLr gks dj viuh tka?kksa esa esjs flj dks nck;s
dlelk jgh Fkh vkSj b/kj esjs gkFk mlds mUur Lruksa ds enZu esa yxs gq, FksA csM:e esa mldh flldkfj;k¡ xw¡t jgh Fkh vkSj
og dkekfXu ls tyrh gqbZ viuk flj b/kj&m/kj iVd jgh FkhA
----v----vk----thTtw----gk;----u----ugha----Iyht----th----tw---- cM+cM+krs gq, mldk ftLe vdM+rk pyk x;k vkSj mlus ,d tksj ls
fdydkjh ekjh vkSj fQj mldh dej us ,d rst >Vdk [kk;k vkSj NksVs&NksVs >Vds [kkrs gq, <sj x;hA mlds ;ksfueq[k ij
vius gksaBksa dks yxk dj cgrs gq, çsejl dks lks[kus esa yx x;kA dkQh nsj rd eSa ,sls gh iM+k jgkA fQj ogk¡ ls gV dj eSa
mlds lkFk ysV x;k vkSj mldh is’kkuh ij vk;s gq, ilhus dks vius gkFkksa ls iksaN dj mls vius lhus ls yxk;s ysVk jgkA lc
dqN ‘kkar gksus ds ckn mlds ‘kjhj esa gYdh lh gjdr eglwl gqbZ rks eSaus mlds flj dks vius lhus ij j[k dj cksyk---- thurA
----gw¡----thtwA ----thur eSaus rqEgkjh ‘kcs&oLy dh lkjh [kq’kh rqels Nhu yh FkhA Iyht ml jkr ds fy, eq>s ekQ dj nsukA
esjh ckr lqu dj thur us viuh vk¡[ksa [kksyh vkSj mpd dj esjs ls fuxkgsa feyk dj cksyh---- thtw eSa vkils fnykstku ls eksgCcr
djrh gw¡A ml jkr dks pkgs vki lyek ckth ds lkFk Fks ysfdu vkt vki iwjh rjg esjs lkFk gSaA esjs fy, rks vkt dh jkr gh
‘kcs&oLy dh jkr gS---- bruk dg dj og viuh txg ls mB dj cSB x;hA gok esa ygjkrs gq, esjs gfFk;kj dks xjnu ls idM+
dj cksyh---- thtw eq>ls dksbZ xyrh gks tk, rks eq>s ekQ dj nhft;sxk D;ksafd ;g esjs fy, igyh ckj gSA bruk dg dj og
vius ?kqVuksa ds cy cSBdj igys QksjfLdu dks viuh uktqd maxfy;ksa esa nck dj ihNs [khapk vkSj lqikM+s dks uaxk dj ds ml
ij >qd x;hA igys mlus Qwys gq, dqdqjeqÙks leku yky Qwys gq, flj dks pwek vkSj fQj viuh yiyikrh gqbZ ftcgk fQjkbZ
vkSj ckn esa lqikM+s dks vius eqag esa ysdj pwlus yxhA dqN nsj esa gh fyaxnso vius iwjs tks’k esa vk x;s FksA eSaus /khjs ls thur
ds flj dks idM+k vkSj mls vius mij [khap fy;kA
----D;k gqvk thtw----\ ----dqN ugha ysfdu vxj rqe dqN vkSj nsj rd ;gh djrh rks eSa rqEgkjs eqag esa <sj gks x;k gksrkA
vHkh esjh tku ‘kcs&oLy dk ,d iM+ko gh iwjk gks ik;k gSA vlyh dke rks vHkh jg x;k gS---- dgrs gq, eSaus mls vius lhus ls
yxk;s djoV yh vkSj mls vius uhps nck fy;kA thur ds mHkkj esjs lhus esa pqHk jgs FksA igys eSaus mlds dk¡irs xqykch gksaBksa
ij vius gksaB j[k fn, vkSj mudk jl fupksM+us esa yx x;kA mldh lkals vkSj /kMdusa c<+ x;h FkhA mlds xky vkSj gksaBksa dks
yky djus ds ckn eSa uhps dh vksj ljd dj mlds lhus ds mHkkjksa dk jl lks[kus esa yx x;kA dHkh mudks lgyrk] dHkh eld
nsrk vkSj dHkh [kM+s gq, fuIiy dks viuh maxfy;ksa esa Q¡lk dj rjsM+ nsrkA ,d ckj fQj ls thur ds vanj dkekfXu HkM+d x;h
FkhA esjs uhps nch gksus ds ckotwn og dlelk jgh Fkh vkSj viuk flj b/kj&m/kj iVd jgh FkhA
vc nsj djuk dgk¡ dh le>nkjh Fkh eSaus >V ls vius gfFk;kj dks viuh eqB~Bh us nck;k vkSj mlds flj dks ;ksfuNsn
ij j[k dj {k.k Hkj ds fy;s f?kl dj vanj ljdk fn;kA çsejl dh o”kkZ ls rks igys ls gh vanj dh lrg fpdukbZ;qä Fkh vkSj
esjh dej dh ncko ls fyaxnso ladjh ;ksfu dks iwjh rjg [kksy dj ljdrs gq, vk/ks ls T;knk vanj tk dj cSB x;sA thur
FkksM+k lk fpgqadh ij ckn esa lhRdkj ds lkFk cM+cM+k;h---- vk—mbZbZbZ-----vk¡—g—-e----j----x;hA vHkh Hkh esjs vtxj dk dqN fgLlk
ckgj jg x;k FkkA esjs fyaxnso rks ,d ckj igys Hkh viuk iwjk jkLrk r; dj pqds Fks ysfdu ml oä ge nksuksa gh ,d nwljs
dh t:jr ugha le> lds FksA vkt ckr dqN vkSj Fkh D;ksafd vkt ge nksuksa dh lgefr FkhA
eSaus thur ls iwN gh fy;k---- thur T;knk nnZ rks ugha gqvk\ ----thtw----vc Bhd gS igys gYdk lk nnZ gqvk Fkk---- cksyrs
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gq, ,d yEch lhRdkjh yh ----g----gk; thtw eq>s yxrk fd ;g esjs xys rd igq¡p x;k gSA ----ugha thur rqEgsa flQZ ,slk yx jgk
gS---- dgrs gq, eSaus thur ds gksaBksa dks vius gksaBksa ls lhy can fd;k vkSj vius gkFkksa esa mlds furac Fkke dj eSaus viuh dej
dk Hkjiwj >Vdk fn;kA bl okj ls thur dh vk¡[ks [kqyh dh [kqyh jg x;h vkSj mlds xys ls ?kqVh gqbZ ph[k fudy x;hA
fyaxnso lkjh ck/kk;sa ikj dj ds lh/ks xHkkZ’k; dk eq[k [kksy dj vanj tk dj cSB x;s FksA vius lqikM+s dks vanj Q¡lk dj eSa
dqN {k.k ds fy, ‘kkar gks dj cSB x;kA vius vanj esjs fyax fd yEckbZ vkSj xksyk;h dks eglwl djrs gq, FkksM+h nsj ckn thur
dlelkrs gq, cksyh---- thtw----D;k gqvkA
mlds lhus ij flj mBk;s Lrukxz dks vius gksaBksa esa nck dj eSaus nuknu †&‡ /kDds dl dj yxk fn,A mlus Hkh
mRlkgiwoZd viuh Vkaxs mBk dj esjh dej ds bnZ&fxnZ yisV nh FkhA vc rks esjk fyax mldh lqjax dh yEckbZ dks nqxus mRlkg
ls uki jgk FkkA esjs vkSj gqek ds chp gksrs gq, ,dkdkj dks mlus dbZ ckj viuh vk¡[kksa ls ns[kk FkkA vc og Hkh bl [ksy esa
esjk iwjk lkFk nsus yxh FkhA og Hkh viuh dej ij tksj ns esjh y; ds lkFk y; feyk dj /kDds yxk jgh FkhA tc eSa vanj
dh /kdsyrk] og viuh dej ls eq>s ckgj dh vksj /kdsyrh ftldh otg ls ge nksuksa ds tksM+ rsth ls Vdjkrs FksA
gekjh rst lk¡lksa ds vykok vc Fki----Fki----Fki---- dh vkokt Hkh dejs esa xw¡t jgh FkhA vpkud thur deku dh rjg
vdM+h vkSj mlds eq[k ls xgjh flLdkjh fudyh---- vvv----vkº----º----gk;;----gk; vkSj og fu<ky gks dj csM ij iM+ x;hA
eq>s vc rd yxHkx „å feuV ls T;knk gks x;s Fks vkSj esjs vanj Hkh ykok mcy jgk FkkA vpkud eq>s yxk fd fdlh
eqyk;ke gksaB tSlh pht us esjs lqikM+s dks dl dj tdM+ fy;k gS vkSj ml dk jl lks[kus yxk gSA vius vki dks jksdrs&jksdrs
Hkh eSa vius vki dks ugha jksd ldkA ,d xgjk >Vdk [kk dj fyaxnso us viuk ykok mxyuk ‘kq: fd;k vkSj fQj mxyrk
pyk x;kA eSa Hkh fu<ky gks dj thur ij vkSa/kk gks dj ysV x;kA ge nksuksa Fkd dj ,d nwljs ds lkFk dqN nsj fyiV dj
ysVs jgsA dqN nsj ckn fyaxnso Hkh futhZo gks dj ;ksfueq[k ls ckgj ljd dj vk x;s FksA viuh lk¡lksa dks dkcw esa ykrs gq, eSa
thur ds mij ls gV dj mlds fudV ysV x;kA
----thtw----A gwa----A ----thtw FkSaDlA ----ixyh ;g rks eq>s dguk FkkA ----ugha thtw ml jkr dks eq>s dqN Hkh le> ugh vk;k
Fkk cl ,slk yxk fd esjh /kjksgj fdlh us tcjnLrh ywV dj eq>s fdlh ds yk;d ugha NksM+k gSA fQj eq>s gqek ckth ls irk
pyk fd dSls ml jkr dks vkius esjh tku cpk;h Fkh vkSj vkidk esjs lkFk D;k laca/k gSA vkt dh jkr eq>s ges’kk ds fy;s
viuk cuk dj esjh ftanxh dks ,d u;h jkg ns nh gSA ----vHkh rks gekjh u;h ftanxh dh ‘kq:vkr gqbZ gS vkSj ihNs dh ckrksa dks
Hkwy dj vkxs dh lkspksA ge lc fey dj vkus okyh lkjh eqf’dyksa dk lkeuk djsaxsA vHkh ge csM ij ysVs gq, viuh ckrsa dj
jgs Fks rHkh fQtk dh vkokt lquk;h nh---- viuh u;h ftanxh ds vkxkt esa vki yksx eq>s Hkwy u tkukA
mldh vkokt lqu dj cspkjh thur ldidk dj vius uXu ftLe dks <dus dh dksf’k’k djus yxhA eSaus thur dks
Fkke fy;k vkSj dgk---- thur blls dqN fNikus dh t:jr ugha gSA fQtk esjs uXu ‘kjhj dks ?kwjrh gqbZ cksyh---- gk¡ thur rqe
cgqr lqanj gks vkSj rqEgsa ns[k dj eq>s tyu gks jgh gSA eSaus fQtk dks viuh vksj vkus dk b’kkjk fd;kA og /khes dneksa ls pyrh
gqbZ esjs fudV vk dj [kM+h gks x;h ysfdu vHkh Hkh og esjs fyax dks Hkw[kh utjksa ls ns[k jgh FkhA eSaus mldks vius fudV [khap
dj dgk---- fQtk rqe eq>s thur ds lkFk ns[k pqdh gks vkSj D;k ogh lc ds fy;s vc rqe rS;kj gks\ fQtk esjs mij fxj x;h
vkSj cksyh---- esjs ljrkt eq>s Hkh viuk cuk yks----bruk dg mlus esjs psgjs vkSj lhus ij pqEcuksa dh >M+h yxk nhA mls vius
vkxks’k esa ys dj jksdrs gq, dgk---- fQtk eq>s rqEgsa dqN crkuk gSA
----ugha eq>s bl oä dqN ugha lquuk gSA esjk ftLe rqEgkjh eksgCcr esa ty jgk gS---- vius mHkjs gq, lhus dks esjs uXu
lhus ij f?klrs gq, cksyhA esjs lkFk gh ysVh gqbZ thur cksyh---- thtw ;g Hkh vkils csbfUrgk eksgCcr djrh gSA ----gk¡ eSa tkurk
gw¡---- bruk dg dj fQtk ds psgjs dks idM+ dj mldh fuxkgksa ls fuxkgsa feykrs gq, cksyk---- rqe ,d ckj lksp yks fd ckn esa
rqe iNrkvks fd ;g D;k gks x;kA mldh vk¡[kksa esa yky Mksfj;k¡ rSj jgh Fkh vkSj psgjk rerek dj yky gks jgk FkkA eSaus mlds
psgjs dks vius gkFkksa esa fy;k vkSj mlds FkjFkjkrs gq, gksaBksa dks vius gksaBksa ls eksgjcan dj fn;kA mlds gksaBksa dk jliku djrs
gq, eSaus fQtk ds dqrsZ ds Hkhrj gkFk ljdk dj mlds mUur Lruksa dks viuh gFksyh esa ysdj /khjs ls nck fn;sA esjh bl gjdr
ij og fpgq¡d mBh ysfdu gksaB lhycan gksus dh otg ls dqN cksy ugha ik;hA esjh fxj¶r ls vktkn gksus ds fy, NViVk;h
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rks eSaus mls vius ls vyx dj fn;k---- cksyks D;k pkgrh gks\ ge vxj bl jkLrs ij ,d ckj vkxs fudy x;s rks ihNs eqM+uk
ukeqefdu gks tk,xkA
fQtk dk mÙkstuk ls rerek;k yky psgjk esjs lkeus FkkA og fuxkgsa >qdk;s dqN lksp jgh Fkh vkSj fQj ,dk,d esjh
vksj Hkjh gqbZ vk¡[kksa ls ns[krs gq, cksyh---- esjs ljrkt rqe crkvks fd eSa D;k d:¡\ og Hkh vthc dledl esa Fkh D;ksafd ,d
rjQ dkekfXu esa tyrk gqvk mldk ftLe vkReleiZ.k ds fy, rRij gks jgk Fkk ysfdu g;k vkSj vPNs ?kj dh ijofj’k mldh
dkefiiklk ij vadq’k yxk;s gq, FksA eSaus mls viuh ck¡gksa esa Hkj fy;k vkSj dgk---- ;g rqEgkjk fu.kZ; gS vkSj ges’kk jgsxkA bruk
dg dj mls vius fudV fyVk dj csM ij ysV x;kA thur ds psgjs ij igys ,dkdkj ds vkfRed lq[k dh ped ns[k dj
mls Hkh vius lhus ls yxk fy;kA rHkh vpkud fQtk mB dj cSB x;h vkSj cksyh---- Iyht vki eq>ls fudkg dj yksA ----ikxy
gks x;h gks D;k bl oä gekjk fudkg dkSu djok,xk---- eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls mls le>k;kA ----D;ksa vxj vki ml jkr dks
ekSyoh dk bartke dj ldrs Fks rks vkt D;ksa ugh\ eSa cM+h eqf’dy esa Q¡l x;k FkkA mlds psgjs ds gkoHkko ls mldk –<+
fu’p; lkQ >yd jgk FkkA eSaus ?kM+h dh vksj ns[kk rks jkr ds lk<+s ckjg ct jgs FksA
----fQtk D;k rqe viuh lkjh ftanxh esjs lkFk fcrk ldrh gks\ igys bu lc lokyksa ds ckjs esa lksp dj eq>s tokc nks
rHkh eSa rqEgkjs lkFk fudkg djus ds ckjs esa lkspw¡xkA cspkjh fQtk esjh ckr lqu dj lksp esa iM+ x;hA thur eq> ls fyiVrs gq,
cksyh---- thtw eq>s vkils eksgCcr gS vkSj eSa viuh lkjh ftanxh vkids lkFk gh fcrkšxh pkgs vki esjs lkFk fudkg djks ;k u
djksA gqek dk lkfUu/; ik dj thur Hkh mldh rjg gh ckr djus yxh FkhA vHkh Hkh ge nksuksa uXu voLFkk esa ,d nwljs ls
csy dh rjg fyiVs gq, csM ij iM+s gq, FksA gekjs lkFk ysVh gqbZ fQtk Hkh fdlh xgjh lksp esa vk¡[ksa ewans gq, iM+h FkhA eSaus mlds
yacs ckyksa dks da?kh djrs gq, dgk---- gk¡ eSa ml fQtk ls eksgCcr djrk gw¡ ftlds fny esa esjh vkQ’kk¡ ds fy, gennhZ Fkh vkSj
oknk djrk gw¡ fd tc rd ;g ftanxh gS eSa dHkh Hkh mldk lkFk ugha NksM+w¡xkA bruk lqu dj ‘kkfdj fjtk dh ukle> csVh
eq>ls fyiV QwV&QwV dj jksus yxhA
eq>s ;kn ugha ge rhuksa dc rd ,sls gh iM+s jgs ysfdu ml jkr dks ge rhuksa ,d nwljs ds dkQh djhc vk x;s FksA
mlus jksrs gq, crk;k Fkk fd dSls mlus vius vCck dks jksdus dh dksf’k’k dh Fkh vkSj tc vkQ’kk¡ dksek esa nksigj esa dejs esa
yk;h x;h Fkh rks dSls ckj ckj cM+cM+krs gq, eq>s ;kn dj jgh FkhA bl oä mlds eq[k ls ml fnu dk okD;k lqu dj esjk
jksvka&jksvka [kM+k gks x;k FkkA irk ugha bUlkuh ttckr cgqr vufçfMDVscy gksrs gSA eq>s xqLlk ugha vk jgk Fkk cfYd ,d ckj
fQj ls vkQ’kk¡ dk I;kjk psgjk ;kn djds eu fopfyr gks mBk Fkk vkSj mlh jkr fQtk dh vkQ’kk¡ ds çfr gennhZ ns[k dj
eq>s mlls eksgCcr Hkh gks x;h FkhA
thur rks igys ls gh çsekyki dh xgu dq’rh ls Fkd dj lks pqdh FkhA eSaus xgjh uhan esa lksrh gqbZ thur ds uXu ‘kjhj
ij dEcy Mky fn;k vkSj fQtk dks ck¡gksa esa Hkj dj mlds lkFk dEcy esa ?kql x;kA ml fnu eq>s bl ckr dk ,glkl gqvk
fd fny ds lkjs Nkys QwVus ds ckn ftLe cgqr laosnu’khy gks tkrk gSA fQtk dks vius lhus esa fNik dj mldh ihB ij gkFk
Qsjrs gq, vkSj mlds dku esa /kheh vkokt esa I;kj ds cksy cqncqnkrs gq, ,d ckj fQj ls esjs ftLe esa xehZ vk x;h FkhA esjs
vkxks’k esa fQtk dk ftLe Hkh epyus yxk FkkA ftLekuh t:jr ds vkxs fnekx dke djuk can dj nsrk gSA ,slk gh dqN fQtk
ds lkFk Hkh gks jgk FkkA og vk¡[ks ewans vius gksaBksa ls esjs gksaBksa dks <w¡<rh gqbZ esjs psgjs ij vius pqEcuksa dh >M+h yxkus esa yxh
gqbZ FkhA mlds deflu mHkkj dBksj gks dj esjs lhus pqHk jgs FksA ----fQtk eSa rqels eksgCcr djrk gw¡---- dgrs gq, esjh m¡xfy;k¡
mlds dqrsZ ds gqdksa dks [kksyus esa yx x;hA ge nksuksa ds ftLe esa dkekfXu HkM+d pqdh FkhA tYnh ls mlds dqrsZ dks mlds ftLe
ls vyx dj fn;kA fQtk dk lhuk iw.kZrk uXu gks x;k Fkk vkSj esjh gFksyh mlds Lruksa dh lqMkSyrk dks uki jgh FkhA eSaus /khjs
ls uhps dh ljd dj vius eq[k esa xqykch fuIIy nck fy;k vkSj mldk jl lks[kus esa yx x;kA vius lhus ij esjs gksaBksa ds
Li’kZ ds vkHkkl ls fQtk ds eq[k ls ,d vkuan Hkjh flLdkjh fudy x;h---- vk----g esjs l----jrktA dqN nsj rd fQtk ds mUur
Lruksa dks vius eq[k ds jl ls ugykus ds ckn eSaus mldh ‘kyokj <hyk djds uhps ljdk fn;kA esjs bu çkjafHkd okjksa ls fQtk
dh deflu tokuh Hkh vkos’k esa vk x;h FkhA og vius ik¡oksa esa my>h gqbZ ‘kyokj dks fudky dj iw.kZr% uXu gks dj esjs ftLe
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----esjs ljrkt vki eq>s #lok rks ugha djksxs---- og esjs dku esa cqncqnkbZA mlds xksy furac dks vius gkFkksa esa dl dj
nckrs gq, dgk---- rqEgkjh dle esjh tku tc rd esjh ftanxh gS rc rd rqEgsa viuh cuk dj j[kw¡xkA ,d {k.k ds fy, eSa viuh
dksguh ds cy mBk vkSj fQtk ds meM+rs gq, ;kSou dks fugkjkA ukbV cYc dh jkS’kuh esa mlds nqf/k;k iq”V lhus ij rkt dh
rjg Qwys gq, xqykch Lrukxz ,d vthc lh vdM+u ds dkj.k rM+d jgs FksA mldh eklwe vk¡[kksa esa yky&yky Mksjs rSjus yxs
FksA vthc cSpkSuh vkSj dledl esa mlus viuh vk¡[ks ewan j[kh Fkh vkSj mldk ftLe dlelk jgk FkkA eSaus vius gkFkksa esa fQtk
dk psgjk ys dj] cM+s I;kj ls vius gksaB mlds gksBksa ij j[k fn;s vkSj /khjs ls viuh tqcku dk vxz Hkkx mlds fupys gksaB ij
f?kluk ‘kq: fd;kA
mlds gksaB Hkh FkksM+s ls viusvki [kqy x;s vkSj mlh {k.k eSaus mlds FkjFkjkrs gq, fupys gksaB dks vius dCts esa ys fy;kA
eSaus /khjs&/khjs mlds fupys gksaB dks pwluk ‘kq# dj fn;k vkSj mldh dej dks idM+ dj eSaus /khjs ls mls vius uhps ys fy;kA
nksuksa fnyksa dh /kMdusa c<+ x;h Fkh D;ksafd vc ge nksuksa ds xqIrkax vius&vius fglkc ls lksp jgs FksA eSaus mls viuh ck¡gksa esa
dl dj tdM+ fy;kA ,d rjQ mlds flj mBk;s fuIiYl esjs lhus esa xM+ x;s vkSj nwljh vksj uhps ls rUuk;s gq, fyaxnso us
vuNq, ;ksfu}kj ij nLrd nsuh ‘kq: dhA ckj&ckj vius psgjs ij esjh xeZ lk¡lksa ds vk?kkr ls vkSj dHkh tk¡?kks ds van:uh
fgLlksa ij QuQukrs gq, ,d vk¡[k okys vtxj dh Bksdj us fQtk dks Hkh fopfyr dj fn;k FkkA FkksM+k #d dj] eSa xys ls gksrk
gqvk nks glhu igkMf;k¡ ds chpksachp cuh [kkbZ ij vk dj #d x;kA b/kj fQtk Hkh mÙkstuk dh pje lhek ij igq¡pus dks gks
jgh FkhA dHkh xqnxqnh dk ,glkl] dHkh ‘kjhj esa flgju] dHkh vutkuh jkg dh vfuf’prrk] vkSj bu lc esa /kheh vk¡p esa tyrk
gqvk mldk deflu cnu esjs QkSyknh ftLe ds uhps nc dj rM+i jgk FkkA
m-v—vkg-l----v-jrvk-vkg—-t----- mlds eq[k ls yxkrkj ?kqVh gqbZ vkoktsa fudy jgh FkhA rHkh ;ksfu}kj ds eq¡gkus ij
fyaxnso ds Qwys gq, flj dks eglwl djrh gqbZ cksyh---- esjs ljrkt ;g eq>s D;k gks jgk gS] eSa fi?kyrh tk jgh gw¡A eSa ,d ckj
fQj ls fQtk dh xksjh igkMf;ksa ds enZu esa yx x;k vkSj esjk eq[k xqykch cqftZ;ksa dks yky djus esa o;Lr gks x;kA gYds gkFk
ls uXu furacks dks lgykrs gq,] dqN nckrs gq, vkSj vius gfFk;kj dks csVksd ;ksfuNsn ij f?klrs gq, vc esjs vanj u;k tks’k Hkj
x;k FkkA eSaus mls viuh Hkqtkvksa esa dl fy;k vkSj okluk dh vkx esa tyrh gqbZ cscl fQtk ds ck;sa ik¡o dks mij mBk dj
viuh dej ij ncko c<+krs QuQukrs gq, fyax dks njkj esa Q¡lk fn;kA
----lj-mbZ----rvk--------m-m-m—-vkg-----A fQtk ds fFkjdrs gksBksa dks vius gksBksa ds dCts esa ysdj yxkrkj pwerk gqvk eSa dHkh
mlds nksuksa vuko`r mUur igkMf;ksa dks lgyk nsrk vkSj dHkh pksfV;ksa ij m¡xfy;k¡ fQjkrs gq, ?kqfUM;ksa dks rjsM+rs gq, [khap nsrk]
dHkh igkMf;ksa dks viuh gFksfy;ksa esa Nqik ysrk vkSj dHkh mUgsa tksj ls eld nsrkA ;gh Øe dqN le; rd pyrk jgk vkSj
fQtk vk¡[ks eqnsa mÙkstuk esa rM+irh gqbZ viuk flj b/kj&m/kj iVdus yxh---- gqa-----mbZ----v-vk—-d-----m-m-m—-U----gbZ----vkg-----A eSaus
mldh cgrh gqbZ ;ksfueq[k dks viuh maxfy;ksa ls VVksyk vkSj viuh m¡xfy;ksa ls tqM+h gqbZ larjs dh Qk¡dksa dks vyx djrs gq,
viuh m¡xyh dks vdM+h gqbZ ?kqUMh ij ys tk dj fVdk fn;kA
-mbZ—-ek¡-----es-js---------mQ-m-m—-UgbZ----vkg----ljrkt----A
eSaus viuh maxyh ls flj mBkrh gqbZ ?kqUMh dks f?kluk ‘kq: fd;k vkSj vius gksBksa ls fQtk ds gksaBksa dks lhycUn dj
fn;kA u;s mUekn esa mldh flldkfj;k¡ c<+rh pyh x;hA vc rd esjs fyax us Hkh vius iwjs tks’k esa çsejl dh cwans Vidkuk
vkjaHk dj fn;k FkkA eSaus vius rUuk;sa gq, gfFk;kj dks eqB~Bh esa ysdj /khjs ls ,d&nks ckj fgyk;k vkSj fQj fQtk ds ;ksfuNsn
ij fVdk fn;kA yksgs lh xeZ jkM dk ,glkl gksrs gh fQtk ds eq[k ls ,d xgjh flldkjh fudy x;hA eSaus I;kj ls larjs dh
Qk¡dksa dks [kksy dj vdM+h gqbZ ?kqUMh ij vius QuQukrs gq, vtxj ls jxM+uk ‘kq: fd;kA
----m-mbZ—-esj-s ---lj----rkt-----m---- md---------mQ-m—-UgbZ----vkg—A eSua s viuh tqcku ls mlds gksBa ksa dks [kksy dj xys dh xgjkbZ
ukius esa yx x;k vkSj ?kqUMh ds mij fyaxnso dk f?klko tkjh j[kkA m/kj mÙkstuk esa rM+irh gqbZ fQtk Hkh viuh pje lhek
ij igq¡p x;h FkhA blh mBkiVd esa vpkud fQtk dk ftLe deku dh rjg vdM+ x;k vkSj ,d yEck lk >Vdk ys dj dqN
{k.k rd yxkrkj dk¡irh jgh vkSj mldh ;ksfu >j>jk dj cgus yxh---- m-mbZ—-ve----mEeh-----v----mQ-m-m—UgbZ----vkg—g—g-----
fQj ,d yEch flldkjh ys dj fQtk csM ij <sj gks x;hA eSa Hkh vius vkf[kjh iM+ko ij igq¡pus gh okyk Fkk ysfdu mlds ‘kkar
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gksrs gh eSaus vius vki dks fQtk ls vyx fd;k vkSj mlds fudV ysV x;kA dqN nsj ckn fQtk gks’k esa vk;h vkSj eq>ls fyiV
x;h---- vkt irk pyk fd L[kyu ls fdruk lqdwu feyrk gSA esjk ftLe Hkêh dh rjg lqyx jgk FkkA
----esjs ljrkt----D;k eq>ls dksbZ [krk gks x;h FkhA ----dSlh ckr dj jgh gks rqe\ rks fQj vkius eq>s D;ksa ugh viuk cuk
fy;k\ eSaus mlds xkyksa ij viuh m¡xfy;k¡ fQjkrs gq, dgk---- rqEgkjh vkarfjd bPNk Fkh fd gekjk ,dkdkj fudkg ds ckn gks
cl blh fy,A ge nksuksa cqjh rjg Fkd pqds Fks vkSj dqN iyksa esa gh fQtk eq>ls fyiV dj xgjh uhan esa lks x;hA eSa Hkh vk¡[ks
ew¡n dj iM+ x;k vkSj dkQh nsj rd djoVs ysus ds ckn esjh Hkh vk¡[k yx x;hA

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nksigj ds ckjg ct pqds FksA ge rhuksa uk’rk djus ds ckn vkjke ls cSBs gq, FksA thur dk psgjk igyh jkr ds ckn u;h uosyh
nqygu ds psgjs dh rjg f[kyk gqvk fn[k jgk FkkA fQtk Hkh dqN ‘kekZrh gqbZ lh fn[k jgh FkhA nksuksa dh utjsa dHkh ,d nwljs
ls Vdjkrh rks nksuksa gh >sai dj utjsa >qdk dj eqLdqjk nsrh FkhA dkQh nsj ls eSa mudh vk¡[kksa ds bl [ksy dks ns[k jgk FkkA
esjk pyus dk le; fudV vk jgk FkkA eSa ,dk,d mBk vkSj viuh iksVyh ls vesfjdu Mkyj dh ,d xìh fudky dj thur
ds gkFk ij j[krs gq, cksyk---- ;g iSls j[k yks] esjh xSj gkftjh esa ;g iSls rqEgkjs dke vk,¡xsA fdlh gksVy ;k cSad esa bu Mkyj
dks Hkqukus dh dksf’k’k u djuk D;ksafd rqe nksuks ds ikl ikliksVZ ugha gSA gk¡ bu Mkyj dks rqe fdlh cM+h nqdku ;k uksV cnyus
okys O;kikjh ds ikl tk dj vklkuh ls Hkquk ldrh gksA vxj rqEgsa dksbZ [krjk eglwl gks rks uhps fjlsI’ku ij esjs uke ls ,d
vtsZUV eSlst NksM+ nsuk eSa rqjar gh vk dj feyw¡xkA cl bruk [;ky j[kuk fd nks fnu rd rqe bl dejs ds ckgj er fudyukA
mUgsa vPNh rjg ls le>k&cq>k dj dejs ls ckgj fudy x;kA
eSa rsth ls lhf<;k¡ mrjrk gqvk nwljh eafty ij tehj ds dejs ds lkeus igq¡p x;kA tehj ‘kk;n esjh jkg rkd jgk
Fkk D;ksafd esjh gYdh lh nLrd ij gh tehj us njoktk [kksy fn;k FkkA ----tehj vki rS;kj gSa\ ----;l lj----A
eSaus viuk lSVsykbZV Qksu feyk;k---- iqÙku HkkbZtku----bl oä vki dgk¡ gS\ ----HkkbZtku] ge vkids gksVy esa vk pqds gSaA
ge yksx vkBoha eafty ij gSa crkbZ;s esjs fy, D;k gqDe gSA eSaus iqÙku fe;k¡ dks tehj ds dejs dk uEcj nsrs gq, dgk---- vki
vius lkFk Vke vkSj ihVj dks Hkh ys dj vk tkbZ;sA bruk dg dj eSaus Qksu dkV fn;k vkSj pqipki mu yksxksa dk bartkj djus
cSB x;kA dqN gh nsj esa njokts ij n~Lrd lquk;h nh tehj us vkxs c<+ dj njoktk [kksy fn;kA Vke] ihVj vkSj iqÙku fe;k¡
dejs esa vk x;s vkSj pqipki esjs lkeus lksQs ij cSB x;sA
Vke dh vksj ns[krs gq, eSaus dgk---- Vke] ihVj vkSj tehj] vki rhuksa vkt gh bl txg dks NksM+ dj jger [kku dh
;wfuV dks fjiksVZ dhft,A ;g ;wfuV bl oä gsjkr us fLFkr gSA rhuksa us viuh xjnu fgyk dj gkeh HkjhA ----esjh thi gsjkr ds
vQxkuh lkbM ds ckMZj ds ikj [kM+h gqbZ gSA vkids fy;s Vªd ls ckMZj ikj djuk lcls vklku rjhdk gksxkA Vke vkids ikl
jsfM;ks gS vkSj ;g vkidh MîwVh gksxh fd ckMZj ikj djrs gha vki eq>s lwpuk nsaxsA tsUVyesu vky n csLVA esjh ckr lqu dj
rhuksa [kM+s gks x;s vkSj tYnh ls dejs ds ckgj fudy x;sA

vc eSaus iqÙku fe;k¡ dh vksj eq[kkfrc gqvk---- HkkbZtku vkids lkFk fdrus vkneh gSa\ ----eq>dks feyk dj vkB yksx gSaA
vkidks feyk dj gekjh ukS vknfe;ksa dh QkSt rS;kj cSBh gqbZ gSA eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls iwNk---- iqÙku HkkbZtku vkt ekfdZV dk
D;k gky gS\ ----HkkbZtku vkx yxh gqbZ gSA cl lkSnk djus dh nsj gS vkSj eky dqN gh lsdUM esa fudy tk,xkA fiNys g¶rs
ls vQxkfuLrku ls vkus okyk lkjk eky can gks pqdk gSA tgk¡ gj jkst nl Vªd eky bl rjQ vkrk Fkk fiNys ,d g¶rs ls
,d Hkh Vªd eky ugha vk;k gSA gk¡ eLrku HkkbZ vkSj [kkeSuh ds ckjs esa D;k ekywekr bdB~Bh djh vkids yksxksa us---- eSaus iqÙku
fe;k¡ dh vksj ns[krs gq, dgkA
----HkkbZtku nksuksa gh fugk;r gha ykyph fdLe ds balku gSaA ;g nksuksa dHkh Hkh vkils lh/kk /ka/kk ugha djsaxsA [kkeSuh dk
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lkjk dkyk /ka/kk iBku uke dk vQxkuh laHkkyrk gSA eLrku HkkbZ dk /ka/kk mldk NksVk HkkbZ fQjkst ns[krk gSA ----iqÙku fe;k¡
vki dSls vius Vªd dk lkSnk djus dh lksp jgs vaA ----HkkbZtku eSa ,d fcpkSfy, dks tkurk gw¡ tks igys NksVs&NksVs lkSnk djrk
Fkk ysfdu vc og [kkeSuh ds fy, dke djrk gSA ----iqÙku HkkbZtku esjh vkils xqtkfj’k gS fd ;gk¡ ij vki bl [kcj dks T;knk
yksxksa ds chp esa u QSyus nsa D;ksafd eky vkSj gekjh lqj{kk vc flQZ vkB vknfe;ksa ds gkFk esa gSA dqN lksp dj eSaus dgk----
HkkbZtku de ls de nks vkneh rks vki Vªd dh igjsnkjh ij yxk nhft,A ckdh yksxksa vkt ds fy, dqN egRoiw.kZ MªXl ds
dkjksckfj;ksa ds ihNs yxk nhft,A jkr dks ukS cts rd vki lc lc vknfe;ksa dks ys dj ;gk¡ vk tk,aA rqjar iqÙku fe;k¡ gekjh
;kstuk dks dk;kZfUor djus ds fy, dejs ls fudy x;sA
eSaus jkr dks gh gksVy ds fjlsI’ku ij eSlst NksM+ fn;k Fkk fd f’kjkt vyh uke ds O;fä dks lh/ks tehj ds dejs esa Hkst
nsaA nksigj dk ,d ct jgk Fkk vkSj f’kjkt vyh dk dqN vrk irk ugha FkkA mlds dgs vuqlkj og nksigj rd esjs fy, dksbZ
[kq’k [kcjh ykus okyk FkkA eSa vk¡[ksa eqans dejs esa cSB dj mldk bartkj dj jgk Fkk fd vpkud VsyhQksu dh ?kaVh dh ?ku?kukgV
us dejs dh ‘kkafr Hkax dj nhA fjlsI’ku us eq>s lwpuk nh fd f’kjkt vyh esjk bartkj gksVy dh ykSch esa dj jgk gSA eSa dqN
gh feuV esa f’kjkt vyh ds lkeus FkkA vkt f’kjkt vyh vdsyk gh vk;k FkkA
eSa pqipki mlds lkeus tk dj cSB x;k vkSj mlds psgjs dks i<+us dh dksf’k’k djrs gq, vfHkoknu fd;k---- vLlyke
okys dqeA ----okysdqe vLyke fe;k¡A f’kjkt vyh us [kq’k gks dj dgk---- [kq’k [kcjh ys dj vk;k gw¡ fd lkSnk iDdk gks x;k gSA
irk ugha D;ksa eq>s mlds psgjs ij vk;s gq, Hkko vkSj vkokt esa dqN fojks/kkHkkl eglwl gqvk ysfdu fQj Hkh eSaus mls eqckjdckn
nhA f’kjkt vyh us b/kj m/kj ns[krs gq, /kheh vkokt esa iwNk---- tukc eky Hkjk gqvk Vªd dgk¡ gS\ bl ç’u us esjs fnekx esa
[krjs dh ?kaVh ctk nh vkSj eq>s pkSadUuk dj fn;k FkkA mldk tokc nsus ls igys eSaus ykSch esa pkjksa vksj utj nkSM+k;h vkSj
vkl&ikl dk tk;tk ysus ds ckn cksyk---- fe;k¡ igys dher r; dj ysa fQj eky dh ckr djsaxsA esjs dejs esa pfy;s D;ksafd
;gk¡ cSB dj bl ckr dks djuk Bhd ugha gksxk---- dgrs gq, eSa mB dj [kM+k gks x;k vkSj fcuk dqN dgs vkxs py fn;kA ,d
{k.k ds fy;s f’kjkt vyh fBBdk ysfdu esjh ihB dks ns[k dj vpkud ihNs dh vksj eqM+k vkSj ,d fn’kk esa ns[k dj rst dneksa
ls pyrk gqvk esjs ihNs gks fy;kA
mldh ;g gjdr esjh utjksa ls fNi ugha ldh Fkh D;ksafd esjh utj fjlsI’ku ds ‘kh’ks ij Fkh vkSj iwjh ykSch dk çfrfcEc
ml ‘kh’ks ij lkQ fn[k jgk FkkA tSls gh og esjs ikl vk;k eSaus eqM+ dj mlh fn’kk esa ns[kk rks ogk¡ ij ,d vkneh [kM+k gksrk
gqvk fn[kk;h fn;kA dqN gh iyksa esa f’kjkt vyh esjs ikl vk pqdk Fkk ysfdu brus le; esa eSaus ml O;fä dh fu’kkunsgh dj
yh FkhA ge nksuksa fy¶V esa lokj gks x;sA eSaus igys lkroha eafty dk cVu nck;k vkSj fQj nloha dkA f’kjkt vyh ds psgjs
ij ilhus dh cwans mHkj vk;h FkhA ge nksuksa pqipki [kM+s jgsA igys fy¶V lkroha eafty ij #dh vkSj fQj nloha eafty ij
#dhA og esjh vksj vpjt Hkjh utjksa ls ns[k jgk FkkA eSaus vcdh ckj rhljh eafty dk cVu nck fn;k vkSj fy¶V uhps dh
vksj py nhA ge nksuksa rhljh eafty ij mrj x;sA dkSfjMksj [kkyh FkkA mlus ,d ckj ç’uokpd –f”V eq> ij Mkyh vkSj fQj
esjs ihNs py fn;kA eSa pyrs gq, tjk lk yM+[kM+k;k vkSj eq>s laHkkyus ds fy, og esjh vksj c<+k vkSj cl mlh oä ge ,d
nwljs ls Vdjk x;sA tc rd og laHky ikrk rc rd eSaus mldh duiVh ij viuh fiLrkSy dh ewB dk okj dj fn;k Fkk vkSj
mldh vk¡[ksa Lor% can gks pqdh FkhA eSaus mls vius da/ks dk lgkjk fn;k vkSj lhf<;ksa ls nwljh eafty ij tehj ds dejs esa ys
tk dj csM ij Mky fn;kA
eSaus iqÙku fe;k¡ dks Qksu feyk;k---- HkkbZtku vki vius fdlh vkneh dks blh oä ykSch esa Hksft, vkSj esu xsV ls yxs
gq, ck¡;s lksQs ij cSBs gq, O;fä ij nwj ls utj j[ksA og D;k djrk gS vkSj dgk¡ tkrk gS mldh iwjh tkudkjh eq>s jkr dks
nsaA gk¡ vius vkneh dks crk nhft, fd og O;fä lQsn dqrkZ] yky okLdsV vkSj vQxkuh ‘kyokj esa gSA bruk dg dj eSaus
Qksu dkV fn;kA vc f’kjkt vyh ls tkudkjh ysus dk le; vk x;k FkkA ikuh Hkjk gqvk tx csM ds fljgkus j[kk gqvk Fkk eSaus
ml tx dks vk/kk mlds psgjs ij maMsy fn;kA f’kjkt vyh gM+cM+krs gq, gks’k esa vk;k vkSj esjs gkFk esa fiLrkSy ns[k dj dk¡ius
yxkA
----HkkbZtku---- vc crkbZ, fd D;k ektjk gSA og pqipki esjh vksj ns[krk jgk vkSj fQj dqN lksp dj cksyk---- ;g vki

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D;k dj jgs gSaA eSa rks lkSnk djus ds fy, vk;k Fkk vkSj vki irk ugha esjs ckjs esa D;k lksp jgs gSa---- fQj pqi gks dj viuh
duiVh dks lgykus yxkA vcdh ckj eSaus viuh vkokt dks dM+d djrs gq, dgk---- esjh vk¡[kksa esa /kwy >ksadus dk eryc gS fd
rqEgsa viuh tku nsuh iM+sxhA ykSch esa cSBk gqvk rqEgkjk vkneh bl oä esjs vknfe;ksa dh utj esa gSA rqEgkjk eq¡g [kqyokus ds
fy, eq>s igys rqEgkjs uk[kwu [khapus iM+saxs vkSj mlds ckn ,d&,d djds rqEgkjh m¡xfy;k¡ dkV dj vyx d:axk vkSj mlds
ckn Hkh rqEgkjk eq¡g ugha [kqyk rks rqEgkjs yVds gq, v.Mdks’kksa dks vyx djds rqEgsa tcjnLrh dPpk f[kykÅ¡xkA rqe lksp yks
vkSj fQj eq>s tokc nksA
brus fnuksa esa vQxkfuLrku dh [kkd Nkurs gq, eq>s bruh tkudkjh gks pqdh Fkh fd dkSu fdrus ikuh esa gSA f’kjkt
vyh ,d vnuk lk dkjksckjh vkneh FkkA bruk lquuk Fkk fd og FkjFkj dk¡irs gq, cksyus yxk---- HkkbZtku vkids eky ds flyflys
esa eSaus dbZ yksxksa ls ckr dh ysfdu ,d Vªd eky dh dher fdlh ,d vkneh ds cl dh ckr ugha Fkh blh fy, eSa [kkeSuh ds
esu vkneh iBku ls feyk FkkA mlus eq>s dgk Fkk fd eSa ,d ckj vkidks mls fn[kk nw¡ rks og vkids lkFk lh/kk lkSnk djsxkA
blh fy, mlus vius ,d xqxsZ dks esjs lkFk dj fn;k FkkA cl ;gh ckr Fkh blds vykok dksbZ vkSj ckr ugha Fkh----bruk cksy
dj og pqi gks x;kA mldh ckrksa esa eq>s lPpkbZ yxh rks dqN lksp dj eSa cksyk---- vxj rqe lgh cksy jgs gks rks rqeus vius
fy, vkQr eksy ys yhA fe;k¡ D;k rqe ;g lksp jgs gks fd iBku ml eky dk lkSnk djuk pkgrk gS\ ugha] og rks ml eky
dks ywVuk pkgrk gSA vc vxj og dke;kc u gks ldk rks rqEgkjh [kSj ugha gSA eSa rks ;gk¡ ls xk;c dHkh Hkh gks ldrk gw¡ ij
rqe D;k djksxs\ rqe rks ;gk¡ ds ckf’kUns gks rqe D;k djksxs\ vpkud mlds fnekx esa lc lkQ gks x;k vkSj csM ls dwn dj esjs
iSj idM+ dj fxM+fxM+krs gq, cksyk---- eq>s bu tkfyeksa ls cpkvksA [kqnk ds fy, esjh enn djksA fe;k¡ eq>s dqN ugha pkfg, cl
bl eqf’dy ls futkr fnyk nksA
----og cM+s fe;k¡ dgk¡ gS ftUgksaus gesa feyok;k Fkk---- eSaus iwNkA ----,tkt HkkbZ vius ?kj ij gksaxsA ----vyh fe;k¡ vxj vkidks
viuh tku cpkuh gS rks tSlk eSa dg jgk gw¡ oSlk djrs tkvksA lcls igys ml uhps cSBs gq, vkneh dks og tgk¡ cSBk gS cSBs
jgus nhft, vkSj vki fdpu dh vksj ls ckgj fudy tkbZ,A ftruh tYnh gks lds cM+s fe;k¡ dks vius lkFk ys dj ;gk¡ vk
tkbZ,A vc vkidks bl dejs dh tkudkjh nsus esa eq>s dksbZ Mj ugha gS D;ksafd vc vkidks T;knk Mjuk iM+sxkA vkbZ;s eSa vkidks
gksVy ls pqipki ckgj fudyus esa enn djrk gw¡---- dg dj f’kjkt vyh dks vius lkFk ys dj dejs ls ckgj vk x;kA fy¶V
ls cslesUV dh ikfdaZx vkSj ikfdaZx ls iSny pyrs gq, gksVy ds ckgj NksM+ dj eSa gksVy ds esu xsV ls ykSch esa nkf[ky gqvkA
lksQs ij cSBs gq, iBku dk xqxkZ vHkh Hkh viuh txg ij cSB dj fy¶V ij utjsa xM+k;s gq, FkkA eSa ncs ik¡o mldh vksj
pyrs gq, vk;k vkSj mlds utnhd tk dj cSB x;kA vpkud fdlh ds cSBus dh otg ls mlus esjh vksj ns[kk rks eq>s ns[k
dj ,d iy ds fy, mlds psgjs dh gokbZ;k¡ mM+ x;h FkhA eSaus ml dks ?kwjrs gq, dgk---- HkkbZtku vkids lkFk dksbZ vkSj Hkh gS
D;k\ vxj gS rks mls Hkh ;gha cqyk yhft,A blls igys og dqN cksyrk eSaus vius [khls esa fNih gqbZ fiLrkSy dh uky dks fn[kkrs
gq, cksyk---- viuh txg ij [kM+s gks tkvks vkSj esjs lkFk pyksA eq>s crkus dh t:jr ugha gS fd esjk dgk ugha ekuksxs rks rqEgkjk
D;k gJ gksxkA bruk dg dj eSa [kM+k gks x;kA f>>drk gqvk og vkneh Hkh [kM+k gks x;k vkSj esjs lkFk fy¶V dh vksj pyus
yxkA rHkh eSaus viuk #[k fjlsI’ku dh vksj fd;k vkSj fjlsI’kfu’V ls ,d vkSj :e ds fy, fjDosLV dhA ,d u;s :e dks vius
uke ls ys dj eSa iBku ds xqxsZ dks vius lkFk ys dj ml dejs esa pyk x;kA
----fe;k¡ esjk uke vkfej gS D;k vki viuk uke crkus dh tger djsaxs\ ,d iy ds fy, og pqi jgk vkSj fQj cksyk---
- esjk uke lksgjkc gSA fcuk Hkwfedk ck¡/ks eSaus Qksu mBk;k vkSj mldh vksj #[k djds dgk---- lksgjkc fe;k¡ eSa ;gk¡ [kkeSuh lkfgc
ls feyus vk;k Fkk ysfdu dksbZ ckr ugha vki esjh ckr iBku ls djk nhft,A D;k uEcj gS\ ,d iy ds fy, og vleatl esa
esjh vksj ns[krk jg x;k vkSj fQj mB dj esjs gkFk ls VsyhQksu ys dj mlus fjlsI’ku dks uEcj fn;kA dqN le; esa ykbu
feyus ij mlus dgk---- eSa lksgjkc cksy jgk gw¡ ;g vkils ckr djuk pkg jgs gSa---- dg dj mlus Qksu esjh vksj c<+k fn;kA Qksu
dks dku ij yxkrs gq, eq>s nwljh vksj ls fdlh dh HkjkZ;h vkokt lquk;h nh---- vxj HkkbZtku dks irk yx x;k rks esjh [kSj
ughaA m/kj ls iBku viuh >ksad esa cksyrk pyk tk jgk Fkk---- rqEgsa eSaus euk fd;k Fkk ysfdu rqEgkjh ftí us eq>s cM+h eqf’dy
esa Mky fn;k gSA rqe okfil vk tkvks cl ojuk eSa HkkbZtku dks lc dqN crk nw¡xkA eSa pqipki lqurk jgkA esjh vksj ls dksbZ
tokc u ik dj iBku us dgk---- gSyks----esjh ckr lqu jgs gks\ vc pqi cSBuk esjs fy, eqf’dy Fkk rks eSaus dgk---- HkkbZtku esjk

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uke vkfej gS vkSj eq>s eky ds flyflys esa [kkeSuh lkfgc ls feyuk gSA eky vki ns[k pqds gks vkSj lkSnk flQZ [kkeSuh lkgc
ds lkFk gks ldsxkA blls igys og dqN cksyrk eSaus dgk---- vxj dksbZ [;ky rqEgkjs fnekx esa dqycqyk jgk gks rks eSa eLrku HkkbZ
ls ckr d:¡A [kkeSuh lkgc dk uke eq>s vgenh lkgc us crk;k Fkk blh fy, rqels ckr dj jgk gw¡A ;g crk nks fd dc rd
irk d:¡A iBku us HkjkZ;h gqbZ vkokt esa dgk---- fe;k¡ vki lksgjkc dks ys dj vHkh vk tk,¡mls jkLrk ekywe gSA Bhd gS---- dg
dj eSaus Qksu dkV fn;kA
Qksu j[kus ds ckn eSaus dgk----lksgjkc fe;k¡ pfy;s----A ----dgk¡----A iBku us dgk Fkk fd lksgjkc dks ys dj vHkh vk tkvksA
mls irk ekywe gSA ----pysa---- dgrs gq, eSaus lksgjkc dks ckgj pyus dk b’kkjk fd;kA ,d iy ds fy, og f>>dk vkSj fQj mB
dj [kM+k gks x;kA lksgjkc esjs lkFk dejs ds ckgj vk dj cksyk---- eSa xkM+h ys dj xsV ij vk jgk gw¡ rqe xsV ij igq¡pksaA
eq>s Hkh iqÙku fe;k¡ dks [kcj djuh Fkh blh fy, eSa ykSch esa #d x;k vkSj og gksVy ds ckgj fudy x;kA eSaus iqÙku
fe;k¡ dks ykSch ds Qksu ls lkjh tkudkjh ns dj mu dks vius ihNs vkus dks dgk vkSj fQj fjlsI’ku ij igq¡p dj ml dejs
dk fglkc djds eSa esu xsV ij lksgjkc dk bartkj djus yxkA ,d LVs’ku osxu cM+h rsth ls gksVy ds ikspZ ij vk dj #dh
vkSj mldh Mªkbfoax lhV ij lksgjkc eq>s gkFk fgykrk gqvk fn[kkA iqÙku fe;k¡ dk nwj&nwj rd dksbZ vrk&irk ugha fn[k jgk
FkkA brus de le; esa og dSls esjk ihNk djus dk bUrtke djsaxs ;gh lksp dj eSaus gkFk fgyk dj lksgjkc dks #dus dk b’kkjk
djds fjlsI’ku dh vksj pyk x;kA lksgjkc viuh LVs’ku osxu esa cSB dj esjk bartkj djus yxkA fjlsI’ku ls ckgj dh vksj
ns[krs gq, eSaus pkjksa vksj utj Mkyh ysfdu iqÙku fe;k¡ dgha ugha fn[k jgs FksA eq>s lksgjkc dh cslczh Hkh fn[kk;h ns jgh FkhA
mij okys dk uke ysdj eSa LVs’ku osxu esa vk dj cSB x;k vkSj esjs cSBrs gh LVs’ku osxu us LihM idM+ yhA
rk;sckr ,d NksVk lk iqjkuk lk ‘kgj yx jgk FkkA vHkh rd if’peh lH;rk dh ped ml ij iwjhrjgugha iM+h FkhA
og fdlh Hkh lhek ls yxs gq, NksVs ls ‘kgj tSlk fn[kk;h ns jgk FkkA pkSM+h lM+dksa ij Hkkjh lkeku ls yns gq, Vªdksa dk dkfQyk
vk tk jgk FkkA lM+d ds nksuksa vksj NksVh nqdkusa vkSj pk; ds LVky fn[kk;h ns jgs FksA dqN gh nsj esa vkcknh okys {ks= dks ihNs
NksM+ dj LVs’ku osxu ckgj ohjkus esa vk x;h FkhA ogh iFkjhyk jsfxLrku tks fiNys nks eghus ls esjh vk¡[kksa esa pqHk jgk Fkk ,d
ckj fQj ls esjs lkeus FkkA gesa gksVy ls pys gq, yxHkx ,d ?kaVk gks x;k FkkA vpkud dqN nwjh ij lM+d ds fdukjs lqulku
mtkM+ catj tehu ij ,d bekjr fn[kk;h iM+hA lksgjkc us b’kkjk djrs gq, dgk---- iBku HkkbZtku ;gha ij feysaxsA gekjh LVs’ku
osxu dks nwj ls igpku fy;k x;k vkSj gekjs ogk¡ igq¡prs gh yksgs ds xsV dks [kksy fn;k x;k FkkA lksgjkc fcuk LihM de fd;s
lh/kk ?kqlrk pyk x;k vkSj njokts ij igq¡p dj /kwy dk xqckj mM+krs gq, czsd yxk dj LVs’ku osxu dks jksd fn;kA lksgjkc
us uhps mrj dj eq>s vius ihNs vkus dk b’kkjk djrs gq, fcuk #ds ml bekjr esa ?kql x;kA eSa /khjs ls LVs’ku osxu ls mrj
dj vkl&ikl dk tk;tk fy;k vkSj pqipki bekjr ds vanj pyk x;kA
ckgj ls lkekU; lh fn[kus okyh bekjr vanj ls eky[kkus tSlh FkhA ,d cM+k lk gky vkSj pkjksa vksj isfV;k¡ vkSj lhycUn
caMy djhus ls yxs gq, FksA dqN etnwj caMyksa dks viuh ihB ij j[k dj b/kj ls m/kj j[k jgs FksA lksgjkc vc rd esjh vk¡[kksa
ds lkeus ls xk;c gks pqdk FkkA eSa /khes dneksa ls pyrk gqvk lkeku ds chpksachp cus gq, jkLrs dks r; djrk gqvk vanj dk
tk;tk ys jgk FkkA vc rd eq>s dksbZ gfFk;kjcan lqj{kkdehZ ls vkeuk&lkeuk ugha gqvk FkkA xfy;kjs ds vkf[kjh fljs ij igq¡p
dj eSa fBBd dj #d x;k D;ksafd jkLrk [kRe gks x;k FkkA ,d ckj eSa fQj ls eqM+k vkSj okfil py fn;k rHkh eq>s lksgjkc dh
vkokt lquk;h nh---- HkkbZtku bl rjQA esjs pkjksa vksj flQZ caMy gh caMy djhus ls yxs gq, Fks vkSj eq>s ogk¡ ij dksbZ ugha
fn[kk;h ns jgk FkkA eSa ogha #d x;kA rHkh ,d QksdZfy¶V esjh vksj rsth ls c<+rh gqbZ fn[kk;h nh vkSj jkLrk nsus ds fy;s eSa
,d lkbM esa gks x;kA og QksdZfy¶V esjs ikl vk dj #dh vkSj mlesa lksgjkc cSBk gqvk fn[kk;h fn;kA
----HkkbZtku vki ;gk¡ dgk¡ ?kwe jgs gSa\ mlus iwNkA ----lksgjkc fe;k¡ vxj vki eq>s ihNs NksM+ nsaxs rks eq>s dSls irk pysxk
fd tkuk dgk¡ gSA cl ft/kj eq>s jkLrk fn[kk eSa ml rjQ py fn;k---- dgrs gq, eSa lksgjkc ds lkFk tk dj QksdZfy¶V esa cSB
x;kA lksgjkc us QksdZfy¶V dks rsth ls ?kqek;k vkSj okfil gks fy;kA ftl njokts ls eSa vanj vk;k Fkk mlds lkbM esa ,d can
njokts ds lkeus ys tkdj lksgjkc us eq>s mrkj fn;k vkSj vanj tkus ds fy, b’kkjk fd;kA fcuk dqN dgs eSa uhps mrj x;k
vkSj can njokts dks Bsyrk gq, vanj pyk x;kA

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vanj dh HkO;rk ns[krs gh curh FkhA cM+k lk gky vkSj tehu ij fcNk gqvk nhokj ls nhokj rd dherh bjkuh dkyhuA
,d vksj dherh fdax lkbt lksQk j[kk gqvk Fkk vkSj lksQs ls FkksM+h nwj ij ,d cgqr cM+h est fdlh cM+h dEiuh ds lhbZvks ds
vkfQl dh rjg fn[kk;h nhA /khes dneksa ls c<+rk gqvk eSa lksQs dh vksj py fn;k vkSj rHkh ,d Hkkjh vkokt gky esa xw¡th----
b/kj vk tkbZ;sA eSaus b/kj m/kj –f”V Mkyh rks nwj ,d fdukjs esa [kEcs dh vkM+ esa ,d NksVh est ds lkeus fo’kkydk; nsg dk
fy, vkneh eq>s ?kwj jgk FkkA ml ij utj iM+rs gh eSa le> x;k fd ;gh iBku gks ldrk gS vkSj mldh vksj c<+ x;kA
eq>s ?kwjrs gq, iBku us iwNk---- eq>s iBku dgrs gSa] gk¡ crkbZ;s dSls vkuk gqvk\ ,dVd og esjh vksj ns[k jgk FkkA mlds
psgjs ij ,d vthc lh dBksjrk Vid jgh Fkh tSls fdlh lM+dNki eokyh ds pgjs esa fn[krh gSA psgjs ij pkdw ds dV dk
fu’kku us mls ns[kus esa vkSj Hkh Hk;kog cuk fn;k FkkA eSa tkurk Fkk fd ;g fn[kus esa fdruk gh Hk;kog gks ysfdu flQZ [kkeSuh
dk xqxkZ gSA eSaus eqLdqjkrs gq, dgk---- esjs geoRu vDy ls iSny gksrs gSaA og red dj cksyk---- D;k eryc gS rqEgkjk] gks’k esa
rks gks\ eSaus ?kwjrs gq, dgk---- csodwQ reht ls ckr djksA eSaus viuk edln Qksu ij crk;k Fkk vkSj rqe esjk le; ukgd gh
er [kjkc djksA eq>s [kkeSuh lkgc ls feyuk gSA ,d {k.k ds fy, mlds eq¡g dks rkyk yx x;k Fkk fQj vpkud cksyk---- [kkeSuh
lkgc gj fdlh ls ugha feyrs gSaA mldh ckr dks chp esa dkVrs gq, eSaus dgk---- njokts ij cSBk gqvk gj dqÙkk vius vki dks
?kj dk ekfyd le> ysrk gSA bruk dg dj eSa eqM+k vkSj okfil pyrs gq, cksyk---- [kku viuh csodwQh ds ckjs esa vius vkdk
dks t:j crk nsukA [kqnk gkfQt---- dg dj eSa njokts dh vksj c<+ x;kA
eSa okfil pyus dks gqvk rks eq>s vius ihNs iBku dh vkokt lquk;h nh---- vxj ,d dne Hkh vkxs c<+k;k rks---- dgrs
gq, viuh xu rkurs gq, iBku viuh txg ls mB dj esjh vksj vk;k vkSj esjs ikl vk dj [kM+k gks x;k vkSj cksyk---- [kchl
eq>s dqÙkk cksyrk Fkk---- bruk dgrs gq, mlus viuh xu ds cV dks esjs flj dk fu’kkuk cukrs gq, pyk;hA ,d rks og Mhy&MkSy
esa eq>ls nqxuk Fkk vkSj mlus xqLls esa va/kk gks dj iwjh rkdr ls xu dks ?kqek;k FkkA eSa ,d VªsaM lSfud FkkA geys dk gYdk
lk vkHkkl gksrs gh eSaus viuh txg cnyh vkSj iBku vius >ksad esa vkxs dh vksj >qdkA tc rd mls irk pyrk fd eSa viuh
txg ij ugha gw¡ vkSj og laHkyrk rc rd eSaus mldh xu okyh dykbZ dks Fkkek vkSj mlh ds otu dk lgkjk ysrs gq, viuh
dej ls fn’kk ns dj gok esa mNky fn;kA djhc rhu QqV gok esa rSjrk gqvk iBku lh/ks tk dj cM+h est ls Vdjk;k vkSj pkjksa
[kkus fpÙk gks dj vk/kk est ij vkSj vk/kk tehu ij vkSa/kk gks dj mYVk fxj x;kA /kM+ke----dh vkokt gky esa xwath vkSj est
ij j[kk gqvk lkeku pkjksa vksj tehu ij QSy x;kA
tSls gh eSa njokts dh vksj eqM+k vpkud eSaus vius vki dks gfFk;kjksa ls ySl chl iPphl vknfe;ksa ls f?kjk ik;kA eq>s
le> ugh vk;k fd vHkh rks dqN nsj igys gky [kkyh Fkk fQj bruh tYnh brus lkjs yksx dSls gky esa dSls vk x;s FksA mu
lc ds psgjs ij vk;h gqbZ gSokfu;r dks ns[k dj ,d ckj ds fy, esjk fny dk¡i dj jg x;k ysfdu fQj iBku dh gkyr dks
ns[k dj eSaus vius vki dks dkcw esa fd;k vkSj xqjkZrs gq, dgk---- ,slh Hkwy dHkh er djuk fd [kkeSuh dk iwjk lkezkT; mlds
,d dqÙks dh csodwQh dh otg ls rckg gks tk;sA irk ugha esjh vkokt esa Hkjh gqbZ nfjanxh ds Mj ls ;k og viuh vk¡[kksa ls
iBku dh nqxZfr curs gq, ns[k pqds Fks] vpkud lc ihNs gks x;s vkSj nwjh cuk dj eq>s viuh xuksa ls doj dj fy;kA ,d
vkneh us tk dj vkSa/ks iM+s gq, iBku dks lgkjk ns dj tehu ij fcBk fn;kA
vpkud njoktk [kqyk vkSj lksgjkc vanj vk x;k vkSj cksyk---- ppktku bldks cqyk jgs gSaA jkLrs esa vkrs gq, eSaus lksgjkc
dks eux<ar dgkuh lquk nh Fkh fd [kkeSuh lkgc ds nksLr jkoyfiUMh ds vgenh us eq>s muls feyus ds fy, Hkstk FkkA [kkeSuh
lkgc ls iwN dj iBku esjs feyus dk bartke djk jgk gSA blh fy, ‘kk;n lksgjkc eq>s iBku ds ikl NksM+ dj lh/ks [kkeSuh
ds ikl pyk x;k FkkA lkeus dk utkjk ns[k dj cksyk----vjs---- iBku HkkbZ dks D;k gqvk\ iBku ds ikl [kM+s gq, vkneh us esjh
vksj b’kkjk fd;k vkSj cksyk---- ;g dkSu gS\ lksgjkc dqN ugha cksyk vkSj vpjt Hkjh utjksa ls esjh vksj ns[krs gq, cksyk---- ppktku
fdlh dk bartkj ugha djrs gSa] tYnh pyks----A eSaus Hkh ;gk¡ ls fudyus esa viuh HkykbZ le>h vkSj rst dneksa ls pyrs gq,
lksgjkc ds ihNs gks fy;kA
lksgjkc us dgk---- ;g rqeus D;k fd;kA vc ;gk¡ ls ftUnk okfil ugha tk ldksxsA rqeus iBku dks ekj dj viuh ekSr
dk Qjeku tkjh dj fn;k gSA eSa pqipki mlds ihNs pyrk jgkA lksgjkc rst dneksa ls pyrk gqvk bekjr ds ckgj fudy

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vk;k vkSj nhokj ds lkFk pyrs gq, bekjr ds ihNs pyrk pyk x;kA mlds ihNs pyrs gq, eSaus vius [khls ij gkFk fQjk dj
viuh fiLrkSy dks Nw dj eglwl fd;kA fiNys nks eghus ls eq>s ,d vthc lh vknr gks x;h Fkh fd tc Hkh eq>s [krjk eglwl
gksrk rks eSa vius [khls esa j[kh gqbZ fiLrkSy ij ,d ckj gkFk fQjk dj vius Mj dks de fd;k djrk FkkA bl oä Hkh vius
[khls esa fiLrkSy dks eglwl djds esjs vanj u;k tks’k vk x;k FkkA
bekjr ds ihNs dSuokl dk cM+k vkyh’kku [ksek yxk gqvk FkkA [kses ds pkjksa vksj gfFk;kjcan yksxksa dh QkSt [kM+h gqbZ
FkhA fefyVªh dSai ls Hkh T;knk lqj{kk ;gk¡ ij ns[kus dks fey jgh FkhA brus lkjs gfFk;kjcan yksxksa dks ns[k dj ,d iy ds fy,
eSa fBBd dj #d x;k ysfdu fQj lksgjkc ds ihNs gks fy;kA lksgjkc lh/kk inkZ gVk dj vanj pyk x;kA mlds ihNs&ihNs
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fdlh vjc [kses ds lktkslkeku ls lqlfTtr txg FkhA jkS’kuh dh deh ds dkj.k ?kqlrs ls gha vanj dk utkjk lkQ ugha fn[kk
ysfdu dqN gh iyksa ds ckn tSls gh esjh vk¡[ksa laHkyh eq>s chpksachp elunksa dk lgkjk fy, ,d o`) vkneh lkeus cSBk gqvk
fn[kkbZ fn;kA mlds bnZ&fxnZ >huk lk udkc igus nks v/kZuXu yM+fd;k¡ ?kqVuksa ds cy cSBh gqbZ mlds ik¡o nck jgh FkhA vanj
?kql dj lksgjkc ,d vksj [kM+k gks x;k vkSj eSa pyrs gq, ml o`) ds lkeus tk dj [kM+k gks x;kA fx) lh iSuh utjksa ls mlus
,d ckj eq>s fugkjk vkSj fQj eq>s cSBus dk b’kkjk fd;kA ,d fdukjs ij j[ks gq, xís ij eSa Hkh elun dk lgkjk ys dj cSB
x;kA esjh /kM+dusa c<+ x;h FkhA ckgj vkSj vanj ds utkjs us eq>s cgqr çHkkfor dj fn;k FkkA ml o`) us vius lkeus cSBh gqbZ
uo;kSoukvksa dh vksj gYdk lk b’kkjk fd;kA mu nksuksa glhukvksa esa ls ,d mBh vkSj ygjkrh vkSj cy [kkrh gqbZ esjs ikl vk
dj cSB x;hA fdukjs ij j[ks gq, Qyksa dh Vksdjh dks mBk dj esjs lkeus j[k fn;kA
----dkSu gks rqe vkSj ;gk¡ dSls vkuk gqvk\ esjk uke tQj [kkeSuh gS---- o`) us iwNkA ----tukc esjk uke vkfej [kku gS vkSj
eSa ,d çkslsLM vQhe ls Hkjk gqvk Vªd ys dj vkids ikl vk;k gw¡A eq>s viuk eky uxn cspuk gS vkSj vkils cM+k [kjhnkj iwjs
rk;sckr esa ugha gSA vkids ckjs esa eq>s jkoyfi.Mh ds vgenh HkkbZ us crk;k Fkk----eSa lc ,d lk¡l esa gh cksy dj pqi gks x;kA
mldh vkokt ,d ckj fQj ls xw¡th---- vgenh us eq>ls feyus ds fy, D;ksa dgk Fkk tc fd og tkurk gS fd eSaus u’ks ds /kU/ks
ls rkSck dj yh gSA vc bl dk lkjk dkjksckj iBku ns[krk gSA vc rd eSaus viuh cM+h gqbZ /kM+duksa dks dkcw esa yk pqdk FkkA
vcdh ckj eSaus laHkyrs gq, dgk---- cM+s fe;k¡ vgenh HkkbZ us eq>s vkils feyus ds fy, dgk Fkk D;ksafd vki bUlkQ ilan balku
gS vkSj iBku nksxys fdLe dk balku ftlus u’ks ds lkSnkxjksa ds cktkj esa vkids uke dks cêk yxk fn;k gSA esjh lkQ vkSj
csckd cksyh lqu dj [kkeSuh ,d ckj ds fy, pqi gks x;k vkSj fQj lksgjkc dh vksj ns[krs gq, cksyk---- iBku dks cqykvksA [kkSQtnk
lksgjkc fdlh e’khu fd Hkk¡fr vius iatksa ij ?kwek vkSj fcuk dqN cksys [kses ds ckgj pyk x;kA
----rqe tkurs gks u fd rqe esjs vkneh ij bYtke yxk jgs gks vkSj xyr lkfcr gksus ij D;k ltk gSA ----cM+s fe;k¡ eq>s
ltk dh dksbZ fpUrk ugha gSA esjk vkneh igys iBku ls gh feyk Fkk ysfdu mlds fny esa pksj vk x;k Fkk vkSj esjs eky dks
ywVus ds fy, eUlwcs cuk jgk FkkA mlus lksgjkc dks esjs ihNs gksVy esa Hkstk FkkA eSa pkgrk rks mls vius dCts esa ys dj vkils
ckr djrk ysfdu eSa /ka/ks okyk vkneh gw¡ vkSj ukgd gh nq’euh eksy ugha ysrk gw¡A vHkh eSa viuh dgkuh lquk jgk Fkk rHkh yM+[kM+krk
gqvk iBku vkSj lksgjkc [kses esa nkf[ky gq,A [kkeSuh us iBku dh vksj tyrh gqbZ fuxkgksa ls ns[krs gq, dgk---- iBku rq>s D;k
gqvk vkSj ;g lc D;k ektjk gSA dk¡irs gq, iBku us dgk---- esjs vkdk eq>s irk ugha blus vkidks D;k crk;k gSA ysfdu blh
us /kks[ks ls eq> ij geyk fd;k vkSj esjh ;g gkyr dj nh gSA ,d gêk&dêk díkoj xqaMk ml cw<+s ds vkxs [kM+k gqvk dk¡i jgk
Fkk vkSj mlh iy eq>s ml cw<+s dks ns[k dj >qj>qjh NwV x;hA
[kkeSuh mldh ckr lqu dj xqjkZ;k---- D;k rwus bldh Vksg ysus lksgjkc dks blds gksVy Hkstk Fkk ;k ugha cl bldk
tokc nsA cspkjs fo’kkydk; iBku dk psgjk Mj ls lQsn gks x;k Fkk vkSj dk¡irs gq, [kkeSuh dh vksj Hkkxk vkSj mlds ik¡o idM+
dj cksyk---- esjs vkdk----lksgjkc ftí djds ogk¡ x;k Fkk eq>s eqvkQ dj nks vkxs ls ,slk dHkh ugha gksxkA lksgjkc dh gkyr Hkh
iBku tSlh gh FkhA og Hkh FkjFkj dk¡i jgk FkkA [kkeSuh us lksgjkc dh vksj ns[kk vkSj cksyk---- lksgjkc rw esjh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus
ls blh oä nQk gks tk vkSj eq>s viuh ‘kDy er fn[kkukA rsjs cki dks fd;s x;s okns dh otg ls eSaus rsjh uknkfu;k¡ cgqr
cnkZ’r dj yh ysfdu vkSj ugha d:¡xkA iBku rwus esjh lkjh lk[k ij ikuh Qsj fn;kA fQj esjh vksj ns[k dj cksyk---- budk
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fglkc eSa ckn esa d:¡xk ysfdu igys rqe crkvks rqe vius eky dh D;k dher ek¡x jgs gks\ eSaus dgk---- cM+s fe;k¡ eSa eky dh
dksbZ equkflc dher pkgrk gw¡A ;g esjh fgekdr gksxh fd eSa vkids lkeus vius eky dh dher c;ku d:¡A
rHkh vpkud u tkus D;k gqvk fd lksgjkc us viuh fiLrkSy fudky dj [kkeSuh ds mij rkurs gq, cksyk---- ppktku
vkius cgqr jkt dj fy;k vkSj vc bl xíh ij esjk vf/kdkj gSA iwjs [kses ds vanj lUukVk gks x;k vkSj [kkeSuh eq¡g QkM+s lksgjkc
dh vksj ns[k jgk FkkA m/kj iBku vcdh ckj fctyh dh rsth ls mBk vkSj [kkeSuh dh dVkj ij dCtk djds [kkeSuh ds xys
ij j[k dj cksyk---- vkdk vius [kwu ds fy;s dh x;h fgekdr Hkh fgekdr ugha dgykrh gSA lkjk r[rk iyV pqdk FkkA [kkeSuh]
ftlds Hkjksls ij eSa ;gk¡ vk;k Fkk] bl oä mldh gkyr eq>lsHkh T;knkuktqd gks x;h FkhA lksgjkc us viuh fiLrkSy dks esjh
vksj djds dgk---- rwus esjk lkjk [ksy fcxkM+ fn;k [kchl dh vkSykn vc vius vYykg dks ;kn dj ysA blls igys og eq>
ij xksyh pykrk rHkh [kkeSuh ds ikl cSBh gqbZ glhuk us iBku dh dVkj dks vius gkFkksa esa Fkke fy;k vkSj iBku ij yVd x;hA
bl gypy ls ,d ckj dks lksgjkc fBBd dj #d x;kA iBku us viuh dVkj dks ,d iy ds fy;s gok esa mBk;h vkSj dVkj
ds ,d gh okj ls ml glhuk dh varfM;ka ckgj fudky nhA bl chp esa eq>s dkQh le; fey x;k FkkA eSaus tsc esa j[kh gqbZ
viuh fiLrkSy dks fcuk ckgj fudkys gh vUnktu lksgjkc dh vksj #[k djds xksyh pyk nhA ----/kk¡;----dh vkokt xwath vkSj
lksgjkc viuk isV idM+ dj tehu ij <sj gks x;kA
xksyh dh vkokt lqu dj lc LrC/k jg x;s FksA vc rd eSaus viuh fiLrkSy ckgj fudky dj iBku dks vius fu’kkus
ij ys pqdk FkkA eSaus dgk---- iBku fgyus dh dksf’k’k Hkh ugha djukA iBku us vpkud Nyk¡x yxk;h vkSj [kkeSuh dh vkM+ ysdj
cSB x;k vkSj viuh jäjaftr dVkj dks mldh xjnu ij j[k nh vkSj vkokt yxk;h---- vanj vk tkvksA ,d gfFk;kjcan nLrk
/kM+/kM+krk gqvk [kses ds vanj ?kql vk;kA iBku dh vkokt xw¡th---- vxj fdlh us fgyus dh dksf’k’k dh rks bldk flj dye
dj nw¡xkA vanj vk;s gq, yksx fBBd dj viuh txg fLFkj gks dj [kM+s gks x;sA ogk¡ ,d ckj fQj ls gkykr cny x;s FksA
eSa viuh fdLer dks eu gh eu dksl jgk Fkk fd Qkyrw esa ?kjsyw yM+kbZ ds chpksachp Q¡l x;kA rHkh tehu ij iM+k gqvk
lksgjkc fgyk vkSj isV idM+ dj cSB x;kA ge lc dh utjsa ml ij tk dj fVd x;h FkhA lksgjkc us iydsa >idk dj [kses
ds vanj dk tk;tk fy;k vkSj fQj iBku dks ns[k dj cksyk---- HkkbZtku eq>s cpk yksA mldh vkokt lqu dj iBku esa ,d u;h
ped vk x;h vkSj vanj [kM+s gqbZ QkSt ds fy, viuk Qjeku tkjh fd;k---- lksgjkc dks mBk dj LVs’ku osxu dh vksj ys pyks-
--- vkSj viuh dVkj [kkeSuh dh xjnu ij fVdk;s mB [kM+k gqvkA pkj vknfe;ksa us lksgjkc dks mBk;k vkSj [kses ds ckgj py
fn;s vkSj muds ihNs iBku [kkeSuh dks ?klhVrs gq, py fn;kA vc rd iBku ds vknfe;ksa us Hkh vk dj ge lc dks ?ksj fy;k
FkkA tYnh gh lksgjkc dks osxu dh ihNs dh lhV ij fyVk dj iBku ds vkneh lksgjkc dks vius lkFk ys dj fudy x;sA
vHkh rd iBku us viuh dVkj [kkeSuh dh xjnu ls ugha gVk;h FkhA [kkeSuh ds vkneh Hkh iBku dh QkSt esa fey x;s
Fks vkSj mUgksaus Hkh viuh xusa ge rhuksa ij rku j[kh FkhA esjs lkFk [kM+h gqbZ glhuk Hkh Mj ds ekjs dk¡i jgh FkhA lksgjkc dks
Hkstus ds ckn iBku us pkSu dh lk¡l yh vkSj ,d ckj tksj ls g¡l dj [kkeSuh dh vksj ns[krs gq, cksyk---- esjs vkdk vius [kwu
ds fy, eq>s vkidh f[kykQr djuh iM+hA eSaus bldh ek¡ dks ok;nk fd;k Fkk fd lksgjkc dks eSa vkidh xíh fnykÅ¡xk vkSj vc
ml ok;ns dks iwjk djus dk le; vk pqdk gSA [kkeSuh ds psgjs ij vc Hkh dksbZ Mj ds Hkko ugha fn[kk;h iM+ jgs FksA viuh ogh
jkScnkj vkokt esa cksyk---- iBku eSaus rq>s vius lxs HkkbZ dh rjg j[kk Fkk vkSj rw D;k cu x;kA eq>s ugha irk Fkk fd eSa ,d
lk¡i dks nw/k fiyk jgk gw¡A tkfgjk rks Qkfg’kk vkSjr Fkh ftlus esjs HkkbZ dks ejok fn;kA rw dSls mlds pDdj esa iM+ x;k\ iBku
Hkh viuh jkS esa cgrs gq, cksyk---- vkdk rqEgkjk HkkbZ ukenZ FkkA Hkjh tokuh esa cspkjh tkfgjk dks ,d enZ dh ryk’k esjs ikl ys
vk;h FkhA esjk cht tc mlds isV esa iyus yxk rks eSaus gh eLrku ds NksVs HkkbZ fQjkst dks vkids HkkbZ dh eq[kfcjh dh FkhA
lksgjkc gekjh eksgCcr dh fu’kkuh gS vkSj vc vkidh xíh dk vlyh gdnkj gSA
mldh dgkuh lqu dj igyh ckj eq>s [kkeSuh ds pgjs ij nq[k dh ijNkbZ fn[kk;h nhA [kkeSuh us iBku dh vksj ns[k
dj dgk---- rks rw gh gS ftldh otg ls esjk NksVk HkkbZ vcw ekjk x;k vkSj ‘kk;n esjk toku yM+dk lyhe Hkh fQjkst ds gkFkksa
gh gykd gks x;kA iBku us eqLdqjkrs gq, flj fgyk dj gkeh Hkjh vkSj cksyk---- ;kn gS ftl rkfgjk dh vLer rqeus ywVh Fkh
og Hkh esjk gh [kwu FkhA bruk lquuk Fkk fd [kkeSuh ds eq[k ls ph[k fudyh vkSj og tehu ij cSB x;k---- gk; vYykg---- ;g

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dSlk balku gSA rkfgjk dks rks rw gh yk;k Fkk ;g dg dj fd ;g eLrku dh Hkrhth gSA rw dSlk cki gS fd rq>s tjk Hkh viuh
yM+dh ij n;k ugha vk;hA esjs lkFk [kM+h gqbZ ,dk,d yM+dh rM+i dj cksyh---- vCck [kqnk rqedks xkjr djsA rqEgsa nkst[k esa Hkh
txg u feys---- dg dj QQd dj jks iM+hA tehu ij cSBs gq, [kkeSuh us ml yM+dh dks ik¡oksa ls idM+ dj cksyk---- esjs ls tks
xqukg gqvk Fkk mldk Qy rks eq>s fey x;k fd vkt esjs [kkunku dk dksbZ uke ysus okyk ugha cpkA rkfgjk rw fny NksVk u
dj----blls igys [kkeSuh dqN vkSj cksy ikrk fdlh dksus ls xksfy;k¡ pyus dh vkokt vk;h vkSj dqN gh nsj esa lkjs okrkoj.k
esa xksfy;ksa dh vkokt xw¡tus yxhA blls igys [kkeSuh dks cpkus ds fy, dqN yksx ge rhuksa dks ?ksj dj lhf<+;ksa dh vkM+ esa ys
x;sA ,d vksj ls dkys /kqa, ds ckny us ge lc dks <d fn;kA
esjh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus dqN gh nsj esa iBku ds vkneh dVs gq, o`{k dh rjg tehu ij /kwy pkVus yxsA tc rd /kwy NVh
rc rd iBku xk;c gks pqdk Fkk vkSj [kkeSuh ds vknfe;ksa us ge lc dks ?ksj fy;k FkkA nks vknfe;ksa us [kkeSuh dks lgkjk ns
dj [kM+k fd;k vkSj ge lc dks bekjr ds vanj ys dj py fn;sA xksnke dks ikj djds lhf<+;ksa ds lgkjs ge yksx [kkeSuh ds
dejs esa pys x;sA rkfgjk vHkh Hkh [kkeSuh ls fyiVh gqbZ FkjFkj dk¡i jgh FkhA ge yksxksa dks dejs esa NksM+ dj [kkeSuh ds vkneh
dejs ds ckgj fudy x;sA [kkeSuh us esjh vksj ns[kk---- tks dqN Hkh gqvk] ugha gksuk pkfg, FkkA vki vius eky dks ys dj ;gk¡
vk tkbZ;sA vkt gh mldk lkSnk gks tk,xkA eSaus xjnu fgyk dj gkeh Hkjh vkSj dgk---- cM+s fe;k¡ eSa bu gkykr esa dS’k ugha ys
tk ldw¡xkA ----dksbZ ckr ugha fe;k¡] rqe viuk vdkmUV uEcj crkvks eSa iSls VªkalQj djok nsrk gw¡A eSaus xjnu fgykrs gq, dgk-
--- cM+s fe;k¡ lcls igys eq>s viuk vdkÅUV [kqyokuk gSA vki esjh enn dhft,A [kkeSuh us ,d iy ds fy, esjh vksj ns[kk
vkSj fQj cksyk---- esjk ,d uEcMZ vdkmUV tsusok fLFkr ckjDys cSad esa gSA eSa rqEgkjk Hkh vdkÅUV ogha [kqyok nsrk gw¡A est ij
j[ks gq, Qksu dks mBk;k vkSj ykax fMLVsUl uEcj feyk dj fdlh ls ckr dh vkSj fQj Qksu eq>s Fkek fn;kA nwljh vksj ls rsjg
uEcjksa dk dksM eq>s crk;k x;kA eSaus tYnh ls ml uEcj dks ,d dkxt ij fy[kk vkSj fQj Qksu dkV fn;kA
eSaus [kkeSuh dks mldh enn ds fy, ‘kqfØ;k fd;k vkSj cksyk ----eSa pyrk gw¡ vkSj eky ys dj eSa vkt gh vkids ikl
okfil vkrk gw¡---- bruk dg dj eSa ml dejs ds ckgj fudy x;kA okfilh dk dksbZ bartke u gksus ds dkj.k eSa pqipki ‘kgj
dh vksj iSny gh py iM+kA dqN le; ds ckn ,d eksVj lkbZfdy ‘kgj dh vksj tkrh gqbZ fn[kk;h nhA esjs gkFk nsus ij lokj
us eq>s ‘kgj rd NksM+us ds fy, gkeh HkjhA ,d ckj fQj ls eSa ekSr ds eq¡g ls fudy dj vius gksVy lgh lyker igq¡p x;k
FkkA
gksVy igq¡prs gh eSaus iqÙku fe;k¡ dks cqyok;kA muds vkrs gh eSaus iwNk---- HkkbZtku vki dgk¡ jg x;s Fks\ eSaus vki dks
vius ihNs vkus ds fy, dgk FkkA iqÙu fe;k¡ us tokc fn;k---- HkkbZtku tc rd eSa vius vkneh bDB~Bk djds ykSch esa igq¡pk rc
rd rks vki fudy pqds FksA eq>s Hkh blh dk ‘kd gqvk Fkk fd ‘kk;n og rc rd uhps ugha igq¡p ik;s FksA ----[kSj ;g lc NksMf;s-
---eSaus [kkeSuh dk irk ns dj dgk---- vki vius Vªd dks bl irs ij igq¡pk nsaA esjh ckr lqu dj iqÙku fe;k¡ vkSj muds vkneh
jCckuh ds eky ls Hkjk gqvk Vªd ysdj [kkeSuh ds fBdkus dh vksj py fn;sA eSa okfil tehj ds dejs dh vksj pyk x;kA dejs
dk njoktk vanj ls ykd FkkA bldk eryc Fkk fd f’kjkt vyh vius lkFk ,tkt fe;k¡ dks ys dj vk x;k FkkA esjh nLrd
lqu dj f’kjkt vyh us njoktk [kksykA lkeus lksQs ij ,tkt fe;k¡ Hkh cSBs gq, FksA f’kjkt vyh us eq>s ns[k dj iwNk---- D;k
gks jgk gSA ekfdZV esa gok cgqr xeZ gS fd iBku vkSj lksgjkc us fey dj [kkeSuh dks fBdkus yxk fn;k gS vkSj mlds /ka/ks ij
dkfct gks x;s gSaA eSaus ckr dks Vkyrs gq, dgk---- gesa muls D;k ysuk gSA ,tkt fe;k¡ dh vksj eq[kkfrc gks dgk---- eSa pkgrk gw¡
fd vki eLrku HkkbZ ds ikl tk,¡ vkSj mlds lkFk eky dk lkSnk djus esa esjh enn djsaA vkf[kj ,d Vds ds fgLls ds fy,
bruk rks vkidks djuk iM+sxkA vki pkgsa rks f’kjkt fe;k¡ dks vius lkFk ys tkbZ;sA ysfdu bl ckj vkidks T;knk lko/kku jguk
iM+sxkA
esjh ckr lqu dj ,tkt fe;k¡ us Mjrs gq, dgk---- eSa eLrku HkkbZ ls ckr rks dj yw¡xk ysfdu vkxs dh dk;Zokgh vkidks
[kqn djuh iM+sxhA mldh ckr dk tokc nsus ls igys eSaus iwNk---- fQjkst vkSj iBku ds chp D;k laca/k gS\ f’kjkt fe;k us dgk-
--- ,d nwljs ds tkuh nq’eu gSaA vpkud esjs fnekx esa fctyh pedh vkSj lc dqN lkQ gks x;kA eSaus tYnh ls mudks vius
dejs ls fonk djrs gq, dgk---- bl oä ‘kke ds lkr ct jgs gSa vkSj eLrku HkkbZ ls esjh eqykdkr vkt jkr rd gks tkuh pkfg,A
eSa tkurk gw¡ cM+s fe;k¡ dke eqf’dy gS ysfdu gekjk feyuk vkt gh t:jh gSA nksuksa rst dneksa ls pyrs gq, dejs ls ckgj

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esjs dkuksa esa vHkh rd iBku dh ckr xwat jgh FkhA iBku us viuh jkS esa cg dj dkQh dqN jkt gekjs lkeus [kksy dj
j[k fn;s FksA ‘kk;n mls bl ckr dk bYe Hkh ugha Fkk fd mldh fclkr mYVh iM+ tk,xhA fiNys N% ?kaVs ls ekSr esjs flj ij
ukp jgh FkhA vkt rks eSa cky&cky cpk FkkA iBku us lc ds lkeus viuk vkSjfQjks dhnksLrhdkjkt [kksy fn;k FkkA cl eSa
pkgrk Fkk fd ,d ckj [kkeSuh vkSj eLrku HkkbZ dks vkeus lkeus dj nw¡ rks lkjh dgkuh lkQ gks tk,xhA esjs ikl fQjkst ds
f[kykQ dksbZ iDdk lqcwr ugha Fkk ysfdu lkjh ckrsa iBku vkSj fQjkst ds çxk<+ lacU/kksa dh vksj b’kkjk dj jgh FkhA D;k dkj.k
Fkk fd ;g nksuksa vkil esa fey dj dke dj jgs FksA
[kkeSuh ds ;gk¡ ls pyus ls igys eSaus mldk uEcj ys fy;k FkkA iqÙku fe;k¡ dks x;s gq, vHkh T;knk le; ugh gqvk Fkk
ysfdu fQj Hkh eSaus dqN lksp dj [kkeSuh dk uEcj feyk;kA [kkeSuh dh ?kj?kjkrh gqbZ vkokt nwljh vksj ls lqukbZ nh---- gSyksA
----tukc eSa vkfej cksy jgk gw¡A eq>s vkils dqN t:jh ckr iwNuh gSA [kkeSuh us dgk---- cksyksA eSaus dgk---- tukc eSa ;g tkuuk
pkgrk gw¡ fd vkidh vkSj eLrku HkkbZ dh nq’euh ds dkj.k vkidk HkkbZ vkSj csVk [kRe gks x;s FksA D;k eLrku HkkbZ dk Hkh dksbZ
utnhdh bl nq’euh dk f’kdkj gqvk Fkk\ dqN lksp dj [kkeSuh us dgk---- eLrku dk bdykSrk csVk vkSj nkekn gekjs vknfe;ksa
dh xksfy;ksa ds f’kdkj gks x;s FksA tc esjk HkkbZ ekjk x;k Fkk rks ge yksxksa us mldk csVk ekj fn;k Fkk vkSj tc esjk csVk ekjk
x;k rks geus mldk nkekn ekj fn;k FkkA eSaus rks euk fd;k Fkk ysfdu iBku ij rks tSls ikxyiu dk nkSjk iM+ x;k Fkk----
vpkud cksyrs&cksyrs [kkeSuh us xgjh lk¡l NksMh+ vkSj cksyk---- ;k [kqnkA esjs ijojfnxkj jge---- dgrs gq, cM+cM+k;kA ----gk¡ [kkeSuh
lkfgc vc vkids le> esa vk x;k gSA Iyht esjs vkB vkneh eky ls Hkjk gqvk Vªd ys dj vkidh vksj x;s gSaA vkt dh jkr
vki vius lkjs yksxksa dks igjs ij fcBk nsa D;ksafd vkt dh jkr fQjkst ds lkFk fey dj iBku t#j dqN u dqN djsxkA vxj
vkidks dqN gks x;k rks dy eLrku HkkbZ Hkh gykd gks tk,axsA esjs vknfe;ksa dks Hkh viuh lqj{kk ij yxk ysaA [kkeSuh us esjh
ckr lqu dj dgk---- rqe dksbZ Hkh gks ysfdu ;gk¡ ls tkus ls igys eq>ls fey dj tkukA rqEgkjk ,glku esjs mij ges’kk jgsxkA
bruk dg dj [kkeSuh us Qksu dkV fn;kA
vHkh esjs ikl dqN vkSj le; Fkk D;ksafd ukS cts rd eq>s ,tkt fe;k¡ dk bartkj djuk FkkA le; xqtkjus ds fy, eSa
fjlsI’ku ij pyk x;k fd dqN rk;ckr ds cM+s vLirkyksa ds ckjs esa ekywekr bDB~Bk dj yw¡A vkf[kj lksgjkc t[eh gkyr esa
fdlh u fdlh cM+s vLirky esa yk;k x;k gksxkA ;gh lksp dj eSa lksgjkc dks <w¡<us esa yx x;kA fjlsI’ku ls irk pyk fd
rk;sckr esa flQZ dksgsafQtk uke dk ,d gh cM+k vLirky gSA gksVy ls dqN nwjh ij vLirky Fkk rks le; xqtkjus ds fy, eSa
dksgsafQtk vLirky dh vksj py fn;kA eq>s ekywe Fkk fd vLirky esa lksgjkc dks <w¡<uk yxHkx ukeqefdu Fkk ysfdu fQj Hkh
D;k irk dksbZ mldk lqjkx fey lds vkSj ;gh lksp dj eSa ml vksj fudy x;kA
dksgsafQtk vLirky dksbZ bruk cM+k vLirky ugha Fkk tSlk fd eSa lksp jgk Fkk ysfdu fQj Hkh ogk¡ ij dkQh pgy&igy
FkhA dqN gh le; esa vLirky ds ckgj igq¡p x;k FkkA vLirky ds ckgj [kM+s gks dj eSa vHkh lksp gh jgk Fkk fd dgk¡ ls ‘kq:
d:¡ rHkh esjh utj ,d O;fä ij iM+h tks rst pky ls pyrk gqvk vanj dh vksj tk jgk FkkA O;fä dh dn&dkBh ;k igukos
esa ,slh rks dksbZ [kkl ckr ugha Fkh ysfdu mlds psgjs ij pkdw ds fu’kku dks ns[k dj ,d ckj eq>s iBku dh ;kn vk x;h FkhA
ml fu’kku us esjh –f”V dks viuh vksj vk—”V fd;k Fkk vkSj psgjk Hkh dqN tkuk igpkuk lk yxk blh fy, fcuk nsj fd;s eSa
Hkh mlds ihNs py fn;kA
og O;fä viuh /kqu esa rst dneksa ls pyrk gqvk vLirky ds Hkhrj pyk x;kA eSa Hkh dqN nwjh cuk dj mlds ihNs gks
fy;kA og nwljh eafty ij igq¡p dj iy Hkj ds fy, fBBdk vkSj fQj vkbZlh;w ds njokts ds ckgj iM+h gqbZ csap ij tk dj
cSB x;kA esjs fy, ogk¡ ij ,sls [kM+s jguk [krjs ls [kkyh ugha Fkk ;gh lksp dj /khes dneksa ls pyrk gqvk eSa mlds lkeus ls
gksrk gqvk fudy x;k vkSj vkbZlh;w ds lkFk gh yxs gq, LVkQ psaftax :e esa ?kql x;kA dqN {k.k #d dj dejs dk tk;tk
fy;kA ,d vksj [kwfV;ksa ij Vaxs gjs vkSj uhys xkmu djhus ls yxs gq, FksA eSaus tYnh ls ,d gjk xkmu mBk;k vkSj igu dj
ckgj fudy vk;kA ckgj fudy dj eSa viuh Vksih dks lsV dj gh jgk Fkk rHkh---- HkM+kd---- dh vkokt djrs gq, vkbZlh;w ds
nksuksa njokts [kqy x;s vkSj gjs&uhys xkmu igus gq, yksxksa ls f?kjk gqvk ,d LVªspj ckgj vk;kA ml LVªspj dks ns[k dj csap

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ij cSBk gqvk vkneh [kM+k gks x;k vkSj muds ihNs py fn;kA eSa Hkh ml LVªspj ds ihNs&ihNs py fn;kA
vLirky dk LVkQ ml LVªspj dks ?klhVrs gq, ,d çkbZosV dejs esa ys x;sA og O;fä dejs ds ckgj gh [kM+k jg x;k
ysfdu eSa lHkh ds lkFk ihNs&ihNs ml :e esa ?kql x;kA LVªspj ls csM ij f’k¶V djrs gq, esjh utj igyh ckj ejht ds psgjs
ij iM+h FkhA og vkSj dksbZ ugha lksgjkc gh FkkA mldk psgjk ihyk iM+ x;k Fkk vkSj og vHkh Hkh csgks’k FkkA rHkh fdlh us eqM+
dj esjh vksj ns[krs gq, vkokt yxk;h---- ogk¡ D;k [kM+s gq, gks] ;g LVªspj ;gk¡ ls gVkvksA eSaus tYnh ls LVªspj dks ogk¡ ls gVk
dj ,d dksus esa yxk fn;k vkSj dejs ds ckgj fudy x;kA eq>s tks tkuuk Fkk og rks irk py x;k Fkk fd lksgjkc bl vLirky
esa dgk¡ ij j[kk x;k gSA eSa rst dneksa ls pyrk gqvk uhps mrj vk;kA ,d vyekjh dh vkM+ ys dj eSaus viuk xkmu mrkjk
vkSj mls cxy esa nck;s gq, vLirky ds ckgj vk x;kA esjk vuqeku Fkk fd cgqr tYnh gh iBku dh QkSt ;gk¡ ij vk tk,xh
fQj ;gk¡ ls esjk fudyuk eqf’dy gks tk,xkA
okfil gksVy esa vk dj eSa ,tkt fe;k¡ dk bartkj djus yxkA vHkh Hkh esjk fnekx flQZ ,d xqRFkh lqy>kus esa yxk gqvk
Fkk fd fdl otg ls iBku vkSj fQjkst ,d nwljs ds lkFk fey dj dke dj jgs gSaA vkf[kj vius vknfe;ksa vkSj nqfu;k ds
lkeus og ,d nwljs ds tkuh nq’eu cus gq, FksA jkr ds nl ct pqds Fks vkSj ,tkt fe;k¡ dk dqN vrk&irk ugha FkkA vc
eLrku HkkbZ ls feyus dk le; Hkh fudy x;k FkkA vLirky ds utkjs ls lkQ Fkk fd flQZ ,d vkneh gha lksgjkc ds dejs ds
ckgj cSBk gqvk igjk ns jgk FkkA vHkh eSa bUgha my>uksa dks lqy>kus esa yxk gqvk Fkk fd eq>s njokts ij nLrd lquk;h nhA
,tkt fe;k¡ vkSj f’kjkt vyh okfil vk x;s FksA
----D;k gqvk---- eSaus iwNkA ----HkkbZtku] ge eLrku HkkbZ ls ugha fey lds ysfdu gesa ;gh irk py ldk gS fd eLrku HkkbZ
bl oä vius ?kj ij ugha gS---- f’kjkt vyh us Mjrs gq, dgkA rHkh ,tkt fe;k¡ cksys---- esjk [;ky gS fd og gkbZos ij cus gq,
vius QkeZ ij gksaxsA vxj og vius QkeZ ij ugha x;s gks rks og fnu fNius ds ckn vius ?kj ij gh feyrs gSaA cgqr jkr gks
x;h Fkh blh fy, ge okfil vk x;sA lqcg muls ogha ij fey ysaxsA ckj&ckj esjh NBh bUæh esjs fnekx esa [krjs dh ?kaVh ctk
jgh FkhA eSaus ,tkt fe;k¡ ls iwNk---- cM+s fe;k¡ vki rks eLrku HkkbZ ds iqjkus vkneh gks vkidks irk gS mudk QkeZ dgk¡ ij gSA
----gk¡A ----rks cl pfy, esjs lkFk vHkh vkSj blh oä ojuk dy cgqr nsj gks tk,xh---- vius gfFk;kjksa ds caMy dks mBk dj dejs
ds ckgj tkus ds mB [kM+k gqvkA nksuksa ds psgjs ij gokbZ;k¡ mM+ jgh Fkh vkSj eq>s jksdrs gq, ,tkt fe;k¡ cksys---- m/kj tkus dk
eryc gS viuh ekSr dks cqykukA eSaus dgk---- vki eq>s cl mudk QkeZ fn[kk nsa rks vkidk dke [kRe gks tk,xkA vkxs esjh
ftEesnkjh gSA
cgqr u uqdqj ds ckotwn nksuksa dks eSaus eLrku HkkbZ ds QkeZ dks fn[kkus ds fy, jkth dj fy;kA ,tkt fe;k¡ ds Vªd esa
cSB dj ge rhuksa eLrku HkkbZ ds QkeZ dh vksj py fn;sA jkr ds ckjg ct x;s Fks tc eSa Vªd ls mrj dj eLrku HkkbZ ds QkeZ
dh vksj #[k fd;kA pyus ls igys eSaus ,tkt fe;k¡ dks dgk---- vxj ftUnk cp x;k rks dy vki ‘kke dks esjs gksVy vk dj
viuk fgLlk ys tk,¡A bruk dg dj eSa va/ksjs esa vks>y gks x;k vkSj ,tkt fe;k¡ us viuk Vªd rk;sckr dh vksj eksM+ fy;kA
dksbZ T;knk cM+k QkeZ ugha Fkk ysfdu pkjksa vksj dVhysa rkj dh QsfUlax gks j[kh FkhA eSa lM+d NksM+ dj dPps esa mrj
x;k vkSj dVhys rkjksa ls dqN nwjh cuk dj QkeZ dk tk;tk ysus ds fy, ihNs dh vksj py fn;kA eq>s vdsMeh dh Vªsfuax ds
fnu ;kn vk x;s tc ge jkr ds geys dh e‚d fMªy fd;k djrs FksA esjh lkjh bfUæ;k¡ iwjh rjg lpsr Fkh vkSj va/ksjs esa vius
vki dks fNik dj QkeZ ds ihNs ,d pDdj yxkus ds fy, pyk x;kA lM+d ls vkmVgkml lkQ ugha fn[k jgk Fkk ysfdu QkeZ
ds ihNs vkus ij vkmVgkml esjs lkeus FkkA cYc dh jks’kuh insZ ds vanj ls Nu dj ckgj vk jgh FkhA eSaus vHkh rd fdlh Hkh
lqj{kkdehZ dks ugha ns[k ik;k FkkAcM+h vthc ckr Fkh fd brus cM+s Mªx Mhyj dk QkeZ gkml vkSj ,d Hkh lqj{kkdehZ ugha fn[k
jgk FkkA eSaus viuk pDdj iwjk fd;k vkSj iwjs QkeZ dk tk;tk ysdj eSa okfil mlh vkmVgkml ds ihNs vk dj [kM+k gks x;kA
ckgj [kM+k gqvk eSa ckj&ckj ;gh lksp jgk Fkk fd vkf[kj ;g dSls eqefdu gS fd eLrku tSlk Mªx Mhyj fcuk lqj{kkdfeZ;ksa
ds ;gk¡ dSls gks ldrk gSA ‘kk;n eLrku HkkbZ ;gk¡ ij Hkh ugha Fkk ;gh lksp dj cM+s cq>s gq, eu ls eSa lM+d dh vksj eqM+kA
vpkud esjs dku esa dqN VwVus dh vkokt iM+h rks eq>s f[kM+dh ds ijns ij fdlh dh ijNkbZa fn[kk;h iM+hA vxj eLrku HkkbZ
;gk¡ ugha Fkk rks fQj vanj dkSu Fkk ;gh tkuus ds fy, daVhys rkjksa dks dkV dj vanj ?kqlus dh txg cukrs gq, fcuk vkokt
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fd;s eSa QkeZ ds vanj nkf[ky gks x;kA vkmVgkml dh f[kM+dh ds ckgj dku yxk dj [kM+k gks x;kA
vanj ls fdlh L=h ds jksus vkSj flldus dh vkoktsa vk jgh FkhA Hkkjh insZ dh otg ls vkokt Hkh lkQ lquk;h ugha ns
jgh FkhA rHkh vanj ls xksyh pyus dh vkokt us jkr dh ‘kkafr Hkax dj fn;kA eSaus viuh Dyk’uhdkso dks dU/ks ls yxk;k vkSj
viuh fiLrkSy dks vius gkFk esa fy;k vkSj ?kwe dj lkeus njokts ds fdukjs [kM+s gks dj vanj dk tk;tk ysus ds fy, [kM+k gks
x;kA njoktk [kqyk gqvk Fkk vkSj vanj ls iBku dh tkuh igpkuh vkokt lquk;h ns jgh FkhA eSaus njokts ls vanj >k¡d dj
ns[kk rks ,d ckj ds fy, esjk fny dkai dj jg x;kA djhc nl udkciks’k gfFk;kjksa ls ySl dejs ds pkjksa vksj QSys gq, FksA
tehu ij ,d furkar uaxk vkneh vkSa/ks eq¡g fxjk iM+k gqvk FkkA f[kM+dh ds ikl ,d yM+dh viuk ?kk;y da/kk idM+s gq, [kM+h
gqbZ flld jgh FkhA mlds cnu ds diM+s rkj&rkj gkyr esa Fks vkSj mlds uktqd vax lc dks fofnr gks jgs FksA
----vkt rq>ls [kkesuh HkkbZtku dh ekSr dk fglkc ysuk gSA eLrku ejus ls igys eq>s crk ns---- iBku dh vkokt ,d ckj
fQj ls eq>s lquk;h nhA vc rd fdlh dk /;ku njokts ds ckgj ugh x;k FkkA ‘kk;n ?kqlus ls igys bu yksxksa us lc igjsnkjksa
dks fBdkus yxk fn;k Fkk ftldh otg ls csfQØ gks dj [kM+s gq, FksA eSaus ,d gkFk esa dyk’uhdkso Fkkeh vkSj ,d gkFk esa fiLrkSy
Fkke dj eSa pqipki njokts ds chpksachp tk dj [kM+k gks x;kA vHkh Hkh fdlh dk /;ku esjh vksj ugh x;k FkkA iBku dh ihB
esjh vksj Fkh vkSj og uhps iM+s gq, eLrku ds mij ph[k jgk FkkA mlds dqN xqxsZ eLrku dh vksj ns[k jgs Fks vkSj dqN lkeus
[kM+h gqbZ yM+dh ds uXu ftLe dks ?kwjus esa eLr FksA
eSaus viuh fiLrkSy dk fu’kkuk lk/kk vkSj iBku dh tka?k ij Qk;j dj fn;k----/kk¡;---- vkSj iBku tehu ij yksV x;kA
mlds lkFkh tc rd le> ikrs eSa dejs esa nkf[ky gks x;k vkSj viuh Dyk’kuhdkso dks mudh vksj upkrs gq, dgk---- dksbZ Hkh
fgyk rks igys iBku ejsxk ysfdu vkSj dksbZ Hkh ugha cp ik,xkA esjh utj ,d vkneh ij iM+h tks flQZ ‘kk;n ,d ik¡o dk
otu nwljs ik¡o ij Mkyus ds fy, fgyk Fkk eSaus Dyk’kuhdkso dk fVªxj nck fn;k vkSj vpkud dqN iyksa esa ,d vksj [kM+s gq,
pkj udkciks’k ogha <sj gks x;sA tc rd dksbZ le> ikrk eSaus ckdh dks doj djrs gq, nnZ ls rM+irs gq, iBku dh ?kk;y tka?k
ij Bksdj ekjrs gq, dgk---- vxj vc dqN xM+cM+h dh rks ;g tku ys fd dksgsfQtk vLirky esa lksgjkc cp rks x;k ysfdu
bl oä esjh dSn esa mls dksbZ ugha cpk ldsxkA bruk lqu dj gh iBku tehu ij fu<ky gks dj iM+ x;k vkSj mlds vknfe;ksa
dh xusa Hkh uhps >qd x;hA
eSaus lkeus [kM+h gqbZ yM+dh dh vksj ns[krs gq, dgk---- rqe vius diM+s igu dj bu yksxksa dh xusa bdB~Bh dj yks vkSj
fQj ckn esa eLrku HkkbZ dks mBkvksA ?kk;y gksus ds ckotwn yM+dh us xtc dh rsth ls diM+s igus vkSj fQj lc ds gkFkksa ls
xu Nhu dj ,d txg bdB~Bh dj nh vkSj fQj tehu ij iM+s gq, eLrku HkkbZ dks lgkjk ns dj mBk;kA iBku us eLrku HkkbZ
ds nksuksa ik¡oksa ds tksM+ ij xksyh ekj rksM+ fn;s FksA ml yM+dh us eLrku HkkbZ dks lgkjk ns dj ?klhVrs gq, nhokj ls lVk dj
fcBk fn;kA
eLrku HkkbZ us esjh vksj ns[k dj yM+[kM+krh gqbZ vkokt esa iwNk---- HkkbZ rqe dkSu gks\ ----eSa [kkeSuh lkgc dk nksLr gw¡
ysfdu bl oä vki nksuksa dh tku [krjs esa gSA vkids ikl dksbZ xkM+h gS ftlls ge ge ;gk¡ ls cp ds fudy ldsa---- eSaus viuh
fuxkg iBku vkSj mlds xqxksaZ ij j[krs gq, iwNkA rHkh dqN lksp dj eSaus ,d iBku ds ,d xqxsZ ls dgk---- og pknj QkM+ dj
,d nks iryh fLVªi fudky dj eLrku HkkbZ vkSj iBku ds ?kko dks dl dj ck¡/k nks ftlls [kwu dk fudyuk can gks tk;s ojuk
rqEgkjk vkdk iM+k&iM+k gh ej tk,xkA fQj eSua s ml yM+dh ls dgk---- ;g yksx ;gk¡ fdlh xkM+h ls t:j vk;s gksxa s og vkl&ikl
gh [kM+h gksxh rqe tjk ckgj ns[k dj vkvksA bruk lquuk Fkk fd nksuks vius&vius dkeksa esa yx x;sA
dqN nsj ds ckn og yM+dh ykSV dj vk;h vkSj crk;k fd ,d LVs’ku osxu QkeZ ds xsV ls dqN nwjh ij [kM+h gqbZ gSA
eSaus iBku ds nks xqxksaZ ls iBku dks mBkus ds fy, dgk vkSj nks vknfe;ksa dks eLrku HkkbZ dks mBkus ds fy, dgkA tc iBku
vkSj eLrku HkkbZ dks mu yksxksa us mBk fy;k rks mu yksxksa dks doj djrs gq, vkxs&vkxs pyus dk b’kkjk fd;kA vius lkFk ml
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iBku dh LVs’ku osxu dh ihNs dh lhV ij ysVs gq, eLrku HkkbZ csgks’kh esa djkg jgs FksA iBku T;knk [kwu cgus dh otg ls
csgks’k iM+k gqvk FkkA mls eSaus vius lkFk fcBk fy;kA iBku ds ik¡pksa xqxsZ osxu ds lcls ihNs okys fgLls esa Bqals cSBs gq, FksA
yM+dh esjs lkFk vkxs dh lhV ij iBku dks lgkjk fn;s cSBh gqbZ FkhA eSaus LVs’ku osxu dks rst xfr ls rk;sckr dh fn’kk dh
vksj #[k fd;kA iBku ds csgks’k gksus ds ckn ls mlds lkjs vknfe;ksa dk tks’k BaMk iM+ x;k FkkA eSaus osxu dks lh/kk dksgsafQtk
vLirky ds xsV ij ys tk dj jksd dj uhps mrj x;k vkSj ml yM+dh ls dgk---- vanj ls tk dj fdlh LVªspj dks ys dj
vkvksA ml yM+dh esa Hkh xtc dh lgu’kfä FkhA ?kk;y da/ks ds ckotwn Hkh dqN gh nsj esa og vdsyh ,d LVªspj [khap dj
ckgj ys vk;h FkhA mlds ihNs ,d vnZyh Hkh ihNs Hkkxrk gqvk vkrk fn[kk;h fn;kA
eLrku HkkbZ dks lgkjk nsrs gq, eSaus mUgsa LVªspj ij fyVk;k vkSj vnZyh ls dgk fd bUgsa bejtsUlh esa ys dj pyksA ihNs
dk njoktk [kksy dj eSaus ik¡pks dks b’kkjk fd;k fd iBku dks mBk dj esjs ihNs pyksA mu yksxksa us tYnh ls iBku dks mBk;k
vkSj esjs ihNs&ihNs py fn;sA dqN nwj ij vkxs ogh yM+dh eLrku HkkbZ ds LVªspj ds lkFk tkrh gqbZ eq>s fn[kkbZ nh rks eSa Hkh
mlh ds ihNs py fn;kA bejtsUlh esa igq¡p dj iBku dks Hkh mu yksxksa us LVªspj ij fyVk fn;kA eSaus mu ik¡pksa dh vksj ns[krs
gq, dgk---- bl oä dqN Hkh gks tk, fdlh dks vanj ugha vkus nsukA dke djrs gq, MkDVj vkSj ulsaZ esjs da/ks ij Vaxh gqbZ
Dyk’kuhdkso dks ns[k Hk;xzLr gks dj ckgj Hkkxus yxs vkSj vpkud bejtsalh gky esa rks HkxnM+ ep x;h FkhA ysfdu tc xsV
ij [kM+s gq, mu ik¡p [kwa[kkj psgjksa ij utj iM+h rks fBBd dj ogha #d x;sA
----Iyht---- gesa vkidh enn pkfg,A vki tYnh ls rhuksa dh ejge iêh dj nhft,---- eSaus MîwVh MkDVj ls dgkA tYnh
ls MkDVj vkSj ulksaZ us rhuksa dks ?ksj fy;kA MkDVj ds dgus ij uflaZx LVkQ eLrku HkkbZ vkSj iBku dks v‚ijs’ku fFk;sVj esa ys
x;sA yM+dh ds da/ks dks xksyh Nw dj fudy x;h Fkh blh fy, ogk¡ [kM+h gqbZ ulZ us lcls igys mldh ejge iêh djds mls
Qkfjx dj fn;kA eSaus mlh ulZ ls iwNk---- flLVj ;gk¡ Qksu dgk¡ ij gS\ esjh vksj ns[krs gq, cksyh---- MîwVh MkDVj ds vkfQl
esa Qksu gSA eSa lh/kk MîwVh MkDVj ds dejs esa ?kql x;k vkSj [kkeSuh dk Qksu feyk;kA
Qksu yxkrs gh nwljh vksj ls fdlh L=h dh vkokt lquk;h nh---- gSyksA ----gSyks---- eq>s [kkeSuh lkgc ls ckr djuh gS vHkhA
----dkSu cksy jgk gSA eSaus dgk---- rkfgjk eSa vkfej cksy jgk gw¡ Iyht esjh tYnh ls [kkeSuh lkgc ls ckr djk nksA ‘kk;n viuk
uke esjs eq[k ls lqu dj og eq>s igpku x;h vkSj dgk---- th vHkh cqykrh gw¡A dqN gh nsj eSa nwljh vksj ls [kkeSuh dh vkokt
lquk;h nh---- gk¡ vkfej cksyksA ----[kkeSuh lkgc] vki vHkh Hkh tkx jgs gSa] D;k gqvk\ eSaus iwNkA ----HkbZ vkt jkr dk rqeus lgh
vuqeku yxk;k FkkA eLrku vius yM+kdw y’dj dks ys dj vk;k Fkk vkSj vk/kh jkr dks mlus ge ij geyk fd;k FkkA rqEgkjh
otg ls eSaus vius lHkh vknfe;ksa dks xksnke dh pkSdlh ij fcBk j[kk FkkA nks ?kaVs rd vU/kk/kqU/k Qk;fjax ds ckn og yksx Hkkx
[kM+s gq,A eSaus mldh ckr lqu dj dgk---- [kqnk dk yk[k&yk[k ‘kqØ gS fd vkius esjh ckr eku dj viuh lqj{kk dk bartke
dj fy;k FkkA [kkeSuh lkgc eSa dqN nsj esa vkids ikl vk jgk gw¡A vkids fy, cgqr dqN tkuuk t:jh gSA esjs lkFk dqN vkSj
yksx Hkh gSa ftUgsa vkids laj{k.k dh t:jr gSA Iyht vki budh enn djsaA
----vkfej---- vkidk ,glku eSa dHkh ugha Hkwy ldrkA esjk ?kj vkidk gS vkSj vkids vkneh esjs vkneh gSaA vki vHkh vk
tkbZ;sA gk¡ vkidk Vªd vkSj vkneh Hkh esjs ikl gS blh cgkus lkSns dh ckr Hkh gks tk,xhA eSaus [kkeSuh dk ‘kqfØ;k dj djds

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Qksu dkV fn;kA yxHkx nks ?kaVs ckn mu nksuksa dks csgks’kh dh gkyr esa v‚ijs’ku fFk;sVj ds ckgj yk;k x;kA lqcg ds ik¡p ct
pqds FksA iwjh jkr eSaus tkx dj fudky nh FkhA eSaus MkDVj ds gkFk esa dqN vesfjdu Mkyj j[k fn;s vkSj dgk---- eq>s bu nksuksa
dks vHkh ;gk¡ ls ys dj tkuk gS vki bldh dksbZ O;oLFkk dj nhft,A bu nksuksa dh tku dks [krjk gSA esjh ckr lqu dj MkDVj
us LVªspj ds ikl [kM+s gq, vnZyh ls dgk---- viuh ,Ecqysal dks xsV ij vkus ds fy, dgksA eSaus MkDVj vkSj ulksaZ dk ‘kqfØ;k vnk
fd;k vkSj iBku ds xqxksaZ ls dgk fd nksuksa LVªspj dks ?klhV dj esu xsV ij ys dj pyksA ml yM+dh dk gkFk Fkkek vkSj mu
yksxksa ds ihNs&ihNs eSa vkSj yM+dh esu xsV dh vksj py fn;sA
lc dks ,Ecqysal esa Hkj dj eSa [kkesuh ds vìs dh vksj py fn;kA yxHkx ,d ?kaVs ckn eSa ml tkuh igpkuh txg ij
igq¡p x;k FkkA mlh bekjr dks pkjksa vksj ls lkS ls T;knk gfFk;kjksa ls ySl yM+kdw ?ksjs gq, [kM+s FksA ,Ecqysal dk Mªkboj ;g ns[k
dj Mj ds ekjs FkjFkj dk¡i jgk Fkk ysfdu esjs vk’oLr djkus ij mlus ,Ecqysal dks vkxs c<+k;k vkSj xsV ds lkeus ys x;kA
eSaus vius ikl cSBh gqbZ yM+dh ls dgk---- rqe lkeus [kM+s gq, fdlh Hkh vkneh dks igpkurh gks\ mlus ,Ecqysal esa ls mu vknfe;ksa
ij utj Mkyh vkSj flj fgykrs gq, euk fd;kA eSaus ,Ecqysal Mªkboj ls dgk fd og lh/kk vanj ys pysA xsV ij [kM+s vkneh
dks tSls gh eSaus viuk uke crk;k rks mlus xsV [kksy fn;k vkSj ,Ecqysal dks ys tkdj xksnke ds njokts ij [kM+h djok nhA
tYnh ls nksuksa LVªspj ys dj ge lc xksnke esa pys x;sA

eSa lHkh dks mlh dejs esa ys dj pyk x;k tgk¡ ‘kke dks [kkeSuh vkSj rkfgjk dks NksM+ dj x;k FkkA ogk¡ [kkeSuh vius
vknfe;ksa ds chp [kM+k gqvk esjk bartkj dj jgk FkkA eq>s ns[k dj mlus dgk---- vkfej vkius cgqr nsj nhA ----gk¡] [kkeSuh lkgc
v‚ijs’ku esa cgqr nsj yx x;hA nksuksa LVªspj dh vksj tSls gh mldk /;ku x;k rks og pkSad dj cksyk---- vkfej budks [kchlksa
dks rqe ;gk¡ D;ksa ys dj vk x;s\ ----bUgsa ogha ej tkus fn;k gksrkA bu nksuksa us u tkus fdrus esjs viuksa dks gykd fd;k gS----
cksyrs gq, [kkeSuh dh vk¡[ksa xqLls ls yky gks jgh FkhA eLrku us rks viuh rjQ ls dksbZ dlj ugha NksM+h Fkh gesa ekjus dh ysfdu
;g ;g rks gekjh [kq’kulhch Fkh fd rqeus le; jgrs gq, gesa crk fn;kA eSaus ckr dks laHkkyrs gq, dgk---- tukc vki esjh iwjh
ckr lqu ysaA bruk dg dj eSaus [kkeSuh dks lkjh ckrksa ls voxr djk;k vkSj fQj pqi gks x;kA [kkeSuh eq¡g [kksys gq, esjh lc
ckr lqurk jgk vkSj fQj esjs pqi gks tkus ds ckn cksyk---- vkfej eq>s ugha ekywe Fkk fd cjlksa dh nq’euh dk dkj.k ;g nksuks
FksA
----gk¡ [kkeSuh lkgc vkt ds Iyku ds ckjs esa eq>s Hkh dqN ugha irk Fkk ysfdu eq>s ‘kd Fkk fd vkt jkr dks fQjkst
vkidks ekjus dh dksf’k’k djsxk vkSj eLrku HkkbZ ds mij tku ysok geyk iBku djsxkA cl ;gh lksp dj eSaus vkidks [kcj
nh Fkh vkSj eLrku HkkbZ dks <w¡<us ds fy, eSa vdsyk fudy x;k FkkA [kqnk dk ‘kqØ gS fd bu yksxksa dh cnuh;rh iwjh ugha gks
ldhA [kkeSuh lkgc bl oä lksgjkc dksgsafQtk vLirky esa Hkjrh gSA eSa pkgrk gw¡ fd vki vius vknfe;ksa dks mlds igjs ij
yxk nsa ;k mls b/kj gh ys vk,¡ D;ksafd fQjkst vHkh Hkh dqN u dqN cqjk djus dh lksp jgk gksxkA lksgjkc ds tfj, ls og
iBku vkSj iBku ds tfj, ge rd igq¡p ldrk gSA
[kkeSuh us ikl [kM+s gq, vius ,d vkneh dks b’kkjk fd;k vkSj esjh rjQ ns[k dj cksyk---- vkfej ge lksgjkc dks Hkh
;gha ij ys vk;saxsA vkxs D;k djus dk fopkj gS\ eSaus [kkeSuh dh vksj ns[krs gq, dgk---- tukc lcls igys rks eq>s viuk eky
cspuk gS D;ksafd eSa blh edln ls ;gk¡ vk;k FkkA esjs ikl nks Vªd eky Fkk ,d Vªd dk lkSnk eSaus vkids lkFk fd;k Fkk vkSj
nwljs Vªd dk lkSnk eSa eLrku HkkbZ ds lkFk djus dh lksp jgk Fkk ysfdu fQj eSa bl my>u dks lqy>kus ds pDdj esa Q¡l
x;k FkkA
----vkfej---- tks rqeus gekjs fy, fd;k gS mldk ,glku eSa rks dHkh pqdk ugha ldw¡xkA vkSj jgk rqEgkjs eky dk iSlk] og
rks rqEgkjs ckjDys cSad ds vdkmUV esa tek djok fn;k x;k gSA rqe psd dj ldrs gksA
----vkidk cgqr ‘kqfØ;k [kkeSuh lkgcA tc rd bUgsa gks’k ugha vkrk rc rd eSa dqN nsj vkjke djuk pkgrk gw¡---- dgrs
gq, esjh utj ml yM+dh ij iM+h ftldh enn ls eSa lgh lyker lc dks ys dj ;gk¡ igq¡pk FkkA mldh vk¡[ksa eqanh gqbZ Fkh

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vkSj ‘kk;n da/ks ds nnZ dh otg ls psgjk tnZ gks j[kk FkkA og vHkh Hkh eLrku HkkbZ dk gkFk idM+s gq, FkhA eSa mldh vksj c<+k
vkSj /khjs ls mls fgyk dj iwNk---- vki py dj vkjke dhft,A vkt vkidh enn ds fcuk eSa bu nksuksa dks ;gk¡ ugh yk ikrkA
mlus iydsa >idk dj esjh vksj ns[kk fQj lkeus cSBs gq, [kkeSuh dh vksj ns[k dj cksyh---- ‘kqfØ;k---- vkSj [kM+h gks x;hA eSaus
[kkeSuh ls dgk---- tukc ;g Hkh ?kk;y gks x;ha Fkh Iyht vki buds Hkh vkjke djus dk çcU/k djok nhft,A
[kkeSuh us rkfgjk dks cqyok;k vkSj dgk---- bUgsa vius dejs ys dj tkvksA tkus ls igys ml yM+dh us ,d ckj esjh vksj
ns[kk vkSj fQj og rkfgjk ds ihNs py nhA rHkh eSaus mls #dus ds fy, iqdkjk---- fel---- ,d feuVA eSaus eLrku HkkbZ ds fljgkus
j[kh gqbZ nokbZ ds FkSys ls ,d xksyh fudky dj mldh vksj c<+krs gq, dgk---- eq>s irk gS fd vkids da/ks esa bl oä cgqr nnZ
gks jgk gSA ;g xksyh vkids nnZ dks de dj nsxh vkSj vkidh lksus esa enn djsxh---- bruk dg dj nokbZ dh xksyh mlds gkFk
esa Fkek nhA ,d iy ds fy, og dqN cksyus ds mlus viuk eq[k [kksyk ysfdu fQj u tkus D;k lksp dj pqi gks x;h vkSj
pqipki rkfgjk ds lkFk dejs ds ckgj fudy x;hA
vc ml dejs esa nks LVªspj vkSj iBku ds ik¡p vkneh jg x;s FksA [kkeSuh ds nks lqj{kkdehZ njokts ij xu rkus [kM+s gq,
FksA eSaus vius ik¡o lksQs ij QSykrs gq, dgk---- [kkeSuh lkgc ;g vkids gha yksx gSa tks iBku ds lkFk pys x;s FksA vki budh
tku c[‘k nsa---- bruk ,glku esjs mij dj nhft,A ik¡pksa us [kkeSuh ds ik¡o idM+ fy;s vkSj rkSck djus yxsA [kkeSuh us esjh vksj
ns[krs gq, dgk---- gekjs ;gk¡ nxkckt vkneh dh ltk flQZ ekSr gS ysfdu pw¡fd vkfej rqeus dgk gS blhfy, eSa bUgsa ekQ djrk
gw¡A [kkeSuh vius ,d lqj{kkdehZ ls dgk---- bUgsa esjs lkeus ls ys tkvksA iBku ds ik¡pksa xqxsZ mB dj ml lqj{kkdehZ ds lkFk dejs
ds ckgj fudy x;sA
vHkh ge cSB dj ckr gha dj jgs Fks fd bu yksxksa dk D;k djuk pkfg, rHkh iBku dh vkokt lquk;h nh---- vxj eq>s
;gk¡ gh ykuk Fkk rks eq>s ogha ekj fn;k gksrkA eSa lksQs ls mB dj [kM+k gqvk vkSj iBku ds utnhd tk dj cksyk---- vxj rqEgsa
ogk¡ ekj fn;k gksrk rks eq>s ;g dkSu crkrk fd rqEgkjs vkSj fQjkst ds chp D;k id jgk FkkA esjs ikl [kkeSuh Hkh vk dj [kM+k
gks x;k Fkk vkSj [kkus okyh utjksa ls iBku dks ?kwj jgk FkkA eSaus viuk iklk Qsadk---- lksgjkc esjs dCts esa gSA iBku rqEgkjs fy,
;gh csgrj gksxk fd rqe vius vki lkjk jkt [kksy nks oukZ rqEgkjh ekSr rks fuf’pr gS ysfdu lksgjkc Hkh cp ugha ldsxkA tc
rd rqEgkjk eq¡g ugha [kqysxk eSa rqEgkjs lkeus lksgjkc ds ,d&,d vax dks dkV dj mlds ‘kjhj ls vyx dj nw¡xkA
esjh ckr dks dkVrs gq, [kkeSuh us dgk---- vkfej eSaus bls tehu ls mBk dj dgk¡ ls dgk¡ igq¡pk fn;kA ;g rks lk¡i fudyk
fd ftlus bls nw/k fiyk;k blus mls gh Ml fy;kA iBku ;kn gS u efLtn ds ckgj [kM+k gks dj Hkh[k ek¡x jgk Fkk tc eSa
rq>s vius lkFk ys dj ;gk¡ vk;k FkkA rsjh otg ls esjk csVk vkSj HkkbZ ekjs x;s FksA rwus eq>dks ekjus esa Hkh dksbZ dlj ugha NksM+h
FkhA vkt eSa rsjk ,slk gJ d:¡xk fd rsjh :g dk¡i tk,xhA iBku pqipki lqurk jgkA rHkh njoktk [kqyk vkSj lgkjk ns dj
nks vkneh lksgjkc dks vanj ys vk;sA eSaus lksgjkc dks lksQs ij fyVkus ds fy, b’kkjk fd;kA lksgjkc bl oä gks’k esa Fkk vkSj
[kkeSuh dks ns[k dj FkjFkj dk¡ius yxkA lksgjkc dks ns[k dj iBku Hkh mB dj cSB x;k FkkA
eSaus dgk---- iBku D;k lksp jgs gksA rHkh lksgjkc us iBku dh vksj ns[k dj cksy mBk---- D;k gqvk rqEgsa\ eSaus chp esa mldh
ckr dkVh vkSj cksyk---- T;knk dqN ugha cl tka?k esa xksyh yxh FkhA dkQh [kwu cgus ls ,slk yx jgk gSA iBku vxj vc rwus
cksyuk ‘kq: ugha fd;k rks gj iy ds lkFk lksgjkc dh ph[k lquk;h nsxhA bruk dg dj eSa lksgjkc ds djhc pyk x;k vkSj
mldh lh/ks gkFk dh dykbZ dks idM+ dj ejksM+ nhA rHkh iBku dh vkokt vk;h---- BgjksA eSa rqEgsa lc crk nw¡xkA bldks NksM+
nksA eSaus lksgjkc dh dykbZ dks NksM+ fn;k vkSj iBku dh vksj pyk vk;kA
,d ckj iBku us [kkeSuh dh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj fuxkg >qdk dj cksyuk ‘kq: fd;k rks fcuk #ds cksyrk pyk x;kA
mldh ckrsa lqu dj [kkeSuh dks jg&jg dj rko vk jgk FkkA dHkh og [kM+k gks jgk Fkk vkSj dHkh /kEe ls lksQs ij cSB tkrkA
djhc ,d ?kaVs rd yxkrkj cksyus ds ckn iBku pqi gks x;k vkSj mlus igyh ckj fuxkg mBk dj esjh vksj ns[kkA mldh ckr
lqu dj eSa Hkh tM+or [kM+k jg x;k FkkA fdruh cM+h lkft’k jph x;h Fkh dksbZ lksp Hkh ugha ldrk FkkA mldh lkjh ckrksa dk
lkj ;g Fkk fd fQjkst vkSj lksgjkc ,d nwljs ds lkFk fey dj ,f’k;k dk lcls cM+k xSj dkuwuh /ka/kk rk;sckr ls [kM+k djus
dh dksf’k’k dj jgs FksA lksgjkc MªXl dk /kU/kk pykrk vkSj fQjkst vy dk;nk vkSj rkfycku dks gfFk;kj cspus dk /ka/kk
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laHkkyrkA ysfdu bl lius dks vatke nsus esa lcls cM+k jksM+k nksuksa ifjokjksa ds yM+ds Fks tks vius cki ds dkjksckj ds vlyh
mÙkjkf/kdkjh FksA
bl lkft’k dk tUe ikfdLrku esa ‘kqtky fe;k¡ ds n¶rj esa gqvk FkkA lc ls igys fQjkst us lksgjkc ds dgus ij [kkeSuh
ds csVs dks ejok;k FkkA iBku tc mldh ekSr dh rgdhdkr djrs gq, lksgjkc rd igq¡pk rc mls bl ckr dh tkudkjh yxhA
[kwu vkf[kj [kwu gksrk gS blhfy, iBku us ekeyk ‘kkar djus ds fy, vkSj viuh txg [kkeSuh ds fny esa cukus ds fy, eLrku
HkkbZ ds bdykSrs yM+ds dks ejok fn;k FkkA mu nksuksa dh ekSr us [kkeSuh vkSj eLrku HkkbZ dks ,d nwljs dk tkuh nq’eu cuk
fn;k FkkA mlds ckn rks yk’kksa dk <sj nksuksa vksj yxuk ‘kq: gks x;k FkkA tc Hkh ekSdk feyk fQjkst vkSj lksgjkc fey dj nksuksa
ifjokjksa ds chp esa nwfj;k¡ c<+krs pys x;sA fQjkst dh enn ds fy, ikfdLrkuh QkSt vkSj vkbZ,lvkbZ Hkh mrj vk;h FkhA blh
chp fQjkst us vius ikfdLrkuh vkdkvksa dh enn ls xSj dkuwuh /ka/ks dk lkezkT; bjku] vQxkfuLrku] mTcsfdLrku] dtkfdLrku
vkSj rqdZesfuLrku esa tek fy;k FkkA
[kkeSuh us esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj dgk---- vkfej rqe vPNs balku gks esjh lykg gS fd rqe bl MªXl ds /ka/ks ls rkSck dj yks
vkSj u;s fljs ls ftanxh ‘kq: djksA bl dke esa dqN ugha j[kk gSA rHkh ihNs ls ,d vkSj vkokt vk;h---- [kkeSuhA eqM+ dj ns[kk
rks eLrku HkkbZ gks’k esa vk pqdk FkkA og dc gks’k esa vk;k Fkk gesa ugha irk py ldk ysfdu mlds psgjs ls lkQ yx jgk Fkk
fd og Hkh pqipki iBku dh ckr lqu jgk FkkA mlds psgjs ij gokbZ;k¡ mM+ jgh FkhA mlh dh vk¡[kksa ds uhps mlds vius NksVs
HkkbZ fQjkst us fdruk cM+k fo’okl?kkr fd;k FkkA vius Qk;ns ds fy;s fQjkst us mlds csVs vkSj nkekn dks ejok fn;k FkkA
Hkkjh xys ls eLrku us dgk---- [kkeSuh HkkbZ esjs mij vkidk cgqr cM+k ,glku gSA vpkud tSls mls dqN ;kn vk x;k vkSj
fpYyk;k---- ;k vYykg esjh csVh Qkfrek---- [kkeSuh esjh csVh dgk¡ gS\ mldh ckr lqu dj ge nksuksa Hkh ldrs esa vk x;s FksA eSaus
dgk---- eLrku HkkbZ vkidh csVh lqjf{kr gSA og bl oä vkjke dj jgh gSA esjh vk¡[kksa esa >k¡drs gq, mlus dgk---- eSa viuh csVh
ls ,d ckj feyuk pkgrk gw¡A [kkeSuh us ,d ckj esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj eqM+k vkSj Qksu dh vksj c<+ x;kA fdlh ls ckr djds
og okfil vkdj eLrku HkkbZ ds ikl [kM+k gks dj cksyk---- eLrku eSaus dqN ugha fd;k gSA esjh vksj b’kkjk djrs gq, fQj ls
dgk---- vxj rqEgkjs mij fdlh dk ,glku gS rks bl [kqnk ds cUns dk gS ftlus dy gh dy esa esjh nks ckj tku cpk;h gSA
ml oä eLrku ds psgjs ij cl ,d gh fpUrk mtkxj Fkh fd mldh csVh lqjf{kr Fkh ;k ughaA ;g rks eq>s Hkh ugha irk Fkk
fd tks yM+dh esjs lkFk vk;h Fkh og eLrku dh csVh gS Hkh ;k ughaA eSa rks cl mls eLrku dh çsfedk ;k j[kSy ds rkSj ij ys
dj vk x;k FkkA
vHkh eSa lksp gh jgk Fkk fd dy jkr dks dgha eSaus dejs esa dqN vuns[kk rks ugha dj fn;k Fkk fd rHkh tksj ls njoktk
[kqyk vkSj og yM+dh Hkkxrh gqbZ eLrku HkkbZ ds ikl vk dj fyiV x;h vkSj jksrs gq, cksyh---- vCcw [kqnk dk yk[k ‘kqØ gS fd
vkidks gks’k vk x;kA dSls gSa vki\ eLrku HkkbZ mlds flj ij gkFk Qsjrs gq, cksys---- Qkfrek rw Bhd gS uA rHkh Qkfrek cksyh-
--- vCck gqtwj vxj ;g [kqnk dk cUnk ugha gksrk rks ge nksuks esa ls dy dksbZ Hkh ugha cp ikrk---- Hkjh gqbZ vk¡[kksa ls ns[krs gq,
Qkfrek us esjh vksj ns[kkA eLrku us dgk---- rqe dkSu gks HkkbZ---- rqEgsa gekjh enn ds fy, fdlus Hkstk Fkk\ eSaus Qkfrek dh vksj
ns[krs gq, dgk---- vc lc Bhd gS] eLrku HkkbZ vxj vkidh yM+dh ugha gksrh rks ‘kk;n eSa vki dks ;gk¡ ij ugha yk ikrkA cgqr
cgknqj yM+dh gS vkidhA blds da/ks ij xksyh yxh Fkh fQj Hkh blus ?kk;y gksus ds ckn esjh cgqr enn dh FkhA
[kkeSuh us esjh ckr dkVrs gq, dgk---- eLrku vc fQjkst dk D;k djuk gSA eLrku us tokc fn;k---- [kkeSuh HkkbZ lcls
igys gesa fQjkst ls viuk fglkc pqdkuk gSA esjk ;dhu dhft, fd vkids yM+ds vkSj HkkbZ dh ekSr esa esjk dksbZ gkFk ugh Fkk
vkSj vc eq>s Hkh ;dhu gS fd esjs nkekn vkSj csVs dh ekSr esa vkidk gkFk ugha FkkA ejus ls igys cl ,d gh [okbZ’k gS fd
fQjkst ls cnyk ysus dh vkSj blesa eq>s vkidh enn pkfg,A eq>s irk ugha esjs ;gk¡ dke djus okyksa esa fdrus yksx esjs gSa vkSj
fdrus fQjkst ds lkFk gksaxsA cgqr nsj ckn iBku chp esa cksyk---- rqe yksxksa dh csodwQh ij g¡lh vkrh gSA gks ldrk gS fd rqe
nksuksa ,d ckj bldh otg ls cp x;s ysfdu vc fQjkst nqckjk og Hkwy ugha djsxkA vcdh ckj tc og vk;sxk rks rqe esa ls
dksbZ ugh cp ldsxkA
eSaus iBku dh xqíh ij ,d gkFk tek;k vkSj dgk---- iBku rw viuh lkspA fQjkst dh fpUrk NksM+ nsA og vkt ugha rks

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dy ejsxk ysfdu esjk oknk gS fd mldh ekSr cgqr Hk;kud gksxhA eSaus eLrku dh vksj ns[k dj dgk---- eSa vkils vius eky ds
flyflys esa feyuk pkgrk Fkk ysfdu eSa ;gk¡ vk dj vki yksxksa ds pDdj esa Q¡l x;kA [kkeSuh us chp esa esjh ckr dkVh vkSj
cksyk---- rqEgkjs ikl ,d vkSj Vªd gS D;k\ eSaus xjnu fgykrs gq, gkeh HkjhA esjs ikl vkfej bl oä bruk iSlk ugha gS fd eSa
rqEgkjs lkFk nwljs Vªd dk lkSnk dj ldw¡A rHkh eLrku cksy mBk---- vius Vªd dks [kkeSuh ds ikl NksM+ nks eSa vHkh rqEgkjs iSlksa
dk fglkc dj nw¡xkA ----tukc cl vki bruk dj nsa fd ;g iSlk esjs vdkmUV esa tek djk nhft,A jgk dher dk] vki gh
bl ckjs esa fu.kZ; dhft,A esjk dke vc vkSj Hkh vklku gks x;k FkkA eSaus [kkeSuh ls btktr yh vkSj iqÙku fe;k¡ ds ikl pyk
x;kA
----iqÙku fe;k¡---- rqEgkjk Vªd dgk¡ ij [kM+k gS\ ----HkkbZ tku og Vªd rks geus buds gokys dj fn;k FkkA eSa iwN dj vkrk
gw¡---- dg dj iqÙku fe;k¡ pys x;sA dqN nsj esa og viuk Vªd [kkyh djk dj ys vk;sA eSaus muds gkFk ls pkch yh vkSj Vªd ys
dj eSa gksVy dh vksj py fn;kA jkLrs Hkj eSa viuh fuxkgsa xM+k;s fjO;w fejj ij ns[krk jgk dh dgha dksbZ esjk ihNk rks ugh
dj jgk FkkA tc bl ckr dk ;dhu gks x;k fd dksbZ esjk ihNk ugha dj jgk gS rc tk dj eSaus vius gksVy dh vksj #[k
fd;kA Vªd dks lM+d ls mrkj dj ,d fdukjs esa [kM+k dj ds eSa iSny gh gksVy dh ikfdaZx dh vksj py fn;kA c[rjcan Vªd
vHkh Hkh ogha [kM+k gqvk FkkA eSa Vªd ij lokj gqvk vkSj gksVy ls fudy dj okfil [kkeSuh ds vìs dh vksj py fn;kA bl ckj
esjh utj lM+d ij yxh gqbZ FkhA lqcg dk oä Fkk vkSj lM+d ij bDdk&nqDdk xkMf;k¡ vkrh tkrh gqbZ fn[k jgh FkhA fcuk
fdlh ds jksd&Vksd ds eSa tYnh gh [kkeSuh ds vMMs ij okfil igq¡p x;kA
fefyVªh dk c[rjcan Vªd ns[k dj ,d ckj lkjs [kM+s gq, gfFk;kjcan lqj{kkdehZ pkSadUus gks x;sA xsV ds ikl Vªd dks
jksd dj eSaus viuh ‘kDy f[kM+dh ds ckgj fudky dj fn[kkbZ rc tk dj xsV ij rSukr vkneh us esu xsV [kksy fn;kA ,d
ckj fQj ls viuk Vªd [kkeSuh ds njokts ds lkeus yxk;k vkSj tYnh ls bekjr esa nkf[ky gks x;kA [kkeSuh ds dejs esa igq¡p
dj eSaus pkch eLrku HkkbZ ds gkFk esa nh vkSj dgk---- HkkbZtku ;g esjh vkf[kjh Mhy gSA eky ns[k dj tks Hkh dher vki yxkuk
pkgsa yxk nsaA eLrku HkkbZ us [kkeSuh dh vksj ns[kk vkSj cksyk---- tks Hkh dher [kkeSuh lkgc yxk nsaxs ogh esjh dher gksxh----
vkSj bruk dgrs gq, mlus Vªd dh pkch [kkeSuh dh vksj mNky nhA [kkeSuh us ogh pkch njokts ij [kM+s gq, vkneh dh vksj
mNky nh vkSj dgk---- tk dj eky dk ,d lSEiy fudky dj b/kj ys dj vkvks vkSj ckdh eky xksnke esa j[kok dj Vªd dks
[kkyh dj nksA pkch ys dj og vkneh fctyh dh rsth ls dejs ds ckgj pyk x;kA
vc rd ‘kk;n esjk fnekx flQZ vius eky esa my>k gqvk Fkk rks eSaus bl ckr ij xkSj ugha fd;k fd lksgjkc vkSj iBku
nksuksa ogk¡ ij ugha FksA vc tc eq>s mudk [;ky vk;k rks eSaus iwNk---- iBku vkSj lksgjkc dgk¡ x;sA [kkeSuh us tokc fn;k----
nks xt tehu ds uhpsA eSaus vkxs iwNuk Bhd ugh le>k vkSj dgk---- og vki nksuks ds xqukgxkj Fks tks vkius Bhd le>k og
fd;kA rHkh eLrku HkkbZ us dgk---- eSa rks pkgrk Fkk fd mUgsa ftUnk tehu esa nQuk nw¡ ysfdu cM+s fe;k¡ us mu ij jge [kk dj
xksyh ls ekSr nh vkSj ckn esa nQuk fn;kA eSaus mudh bl ckr dk dksbZ tokc ugha fn;kA rHkh [kkeSuh us eq>ls dgk---- vkfej
rqe eq>s vQhe ds dkjksckjh ugha fn[krs rks fQj fdl pDdj esa rqe ;g dke dj jgs gksA ;g loky rks eSa vius vki ls fiNys
dbZ eghus ls dj jgk Fkk ysfdu bldk dksbZ lVhd tokc eq>s ugh lw> ik;k FkkA ges’kk ,d gh tokc feyk Fkk fd tks dqN
Hkh dj jgk Fkk og vius u;s ifjokj dh [kq’kgkyh ds fy;s dj jgk FkkA
tjhuk] lyek] vk;’kk vkSj vEeh dh dqckZuh ds ckjs esa ,d ckj lksp dj eSaus dgk---- vius ifjokj ds fy, ;g dke igyh
vkSj vkf[kjh ckj dj jgk gw¡A esjh viuh tehu gS vkSj eSa ml ij tk dj [ksrh d:¡xk ysfdu esjh vEeh vkSj vCck ds ejus ds
ckn cgqr lkjh ftEesnkjh eq> ij vk x;h Fkh blh fy, eq>s ;gk¡ vkuk iM+kA esjh ckr lqu dj [kkeSuh us esjh ihB ij gkFk
fQjk;k vkSj cksyk---- dksbZ ckr ughaA rqe ,d vPNs balku gks vkSj ges’kk ,sls gh jgukA rqe esjs vtht gks dHkh Hkh esjh t#jr
iM+s rks csfgpd esjs ikl vk tkukA rqEgkjs fy, eSa dqN Hkh d:¡xkA eLrku HkkbZ us [kkeSuh dh gk¡ esa gk¡ feykrs gq, dgk---- rk;sckr
esa rqEgkjs nks ?kj gSaA esjs mij fd;s x;s ,glku dk cnyk rks dHkh ugha pqdk ldw¡xk ysfdu fQj Hkh esjh dHkh t:jr iM+s rks
csfgpd vk tkukA
----tukc eSaus dqN ugha fd;k gSA vki yksx csdkj gh Hkkoqd gks jgs gSaA gk¡ eq>s [kq’kh gS fd vki nksuksa ds chp gqbZ nwfj;k¡

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[kRe gks x;hA vHkh eSa dqN vkSj cksyrk ogh vkneh ,d [kqyk gqvk iSdV ys dj vk x;k vkSj [kkeSuh dh vksj c<+kA rHkh [kkeSuh
us mls eLrku HkkbZ dh vksj tkus dk b’kkjk fd;kA ml vkneh us [kqyk gqvk iSdV eLrku HkkbZ ds gkFk ij j[k fn;k vkSj cksyk-
--- 20 QqV dk Vªd gS vkSj iwjk psd dj fy;k gSA ;gh eky gSA eLrku us eky ns[k dj cksyk---- vkfej ;g eky rks etkjs ‘kjhQ
dk gSA eSaus vpjt ls mldh vksj ns[kk vkSj iwNk---- gk¡ vki Bhd dg jgs gSa ysfdu vkidks dSls irk pyk\ ----fiNys chl lky
ls bl /ka/ks esa gw¡ rks D;k eSa bruk Hkh ugha igpku ldrkA bl I;qfjVh dk eky flQZ nks txg curk gS---- etkjs ‘kjhQ vkSj da/kkj
esaA
mldh ckr lqu dj eSaus loky fd;k----rks fQj vkidks ;g Hkh irk gksxk fd da/kkj esa dgk¡ ij curk gSA ----vkfej eSa ;g
ugha tkurk fd rqEgkjs ikl ;g eky dgk¡ ls vk;k ysfdu bruk dg ldrk gw¡ fd rqe vkx ls [ksy jgs gksA ;g ikfdLrkuh
eky gSA da/kkj ds eky esa gYdk lk ihykiu gS vkSj etkjs ‘kjhQ ls fcYdqy lQsn eky vkrk gSA esjh lykg gS fd bl Vªd ds
lkSns ds ckn tYnh&ls tYnh vius ?kj igq¡p tkuk D;ksafd ;g eky ekfdZV esa vkrs gh bldh [kcj ikfdLrkuh QkSt dks yx
tk,xhA mldh ckr lqu dj esjs dku [kM+s gks x;s vkSj eSaus dgk---- eLrku HkkbZ vki ukgd gh [krjk u mBk,¡A bldks tyk nsa
eq>s iSls ugha pkfg,A esjh ckr lqu dj eLrku HkkbZ us dgk---- ikxy gks rqeA eSa bl eky dks ,sls gh ekfdZV esa ugha ykšxkA
vxj blesa FkksM+k lk pwuk feyk nsa rks ;g eky fo,ruke dk yxsxkA cM+s fe;k¡ flQZ bl dke esa ge cjkcj ds Hkkxhnkj gksaxsA
rHkh Qkfrek us eLrku HkkbZ dh ckr dkVh---- vCcw vc vki Hkh bl xSj dkuwuh dke ls rkSck dj yhft,A igys gh ge
cgqr lkjs yksxksa dks [kks pqds gSa cl vc vkSj ughaA eLrku HkkbZ us Qkfrek dks pqi djkrs gq, dgk---- csVh ;g esjk Hkh vkf[kjh
dke gksxkA blds ckn cl ge vius gksVy ds dke dks vkxs c<+k,¡xsA eSaus nksuksa ls pyus dh btktr ek¡xhA [kkeSuh us esjh vksj
ns[k dj dgk---- eSa rqEgsa vius ikl jksd rks ugha ldrk ysfdu vxj dHkh rqEgsa b/kj dh vksj vkuk gks rks lh/ks esjs ikl pys
vkukA eSaus pyus ls igys mu nksuksa dk ‘kqfØ;k vnk fd;k vkSj vius ?kj dqUnqt vkus ds fy;s vkxzg djds okfil tkus ds fy,
dejs ls ckgj vk x;kA

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bekjr ds ckgj iqÙku fe;k¡ vkSj mlds lkr vkneh gfFk;kjksa ls ySl esjk bartkj dj jgs FksA eSa tYnh ls c[rjcan Vªd dh
MªkbZfoax lhV ij cSBk vkSj iqÙku fe;k¡ vkSj muds lkfFk;ksa dks ys dj vius gksVy dh vksj #[k fd;kA gksVy ls dqN nwj ij
[kM+s gq, muds Vªd ds ikl iqÙku fe;k¡ vkSj muds vknfe;ksa dks mrkj dj eSa ,d ckj fQj ls vius c[rjcan Vªd dks ys tkdj
gksVy dh ikfdaZx esa igq¡p x;kA iqÙku fe;k¡ vkSj mlds lkjs lkFkh lM+d ds fdukjs [kM+s gq, vius Vªd esa tk dj cSB x;s vkSj
esjk bartkj djus yxsA
vius Vªd dks ikdZ djds lh/kk eSa thur vkSj fQtk ds dejs dh vksj pyk x;kA esjh nLrd ij thur us njoktk [kksykA
eq>s ns[k dj [kq’kh ls fpYyk;h---- fQtk---- vkSj fQj eq>ls fyiV x;hA mls viuh ck¡gksa esa fy, eSa dejs ,d vanj vk x;kA rHkh
fQtk Hkkxrh gqbZ esjh vksj vk;h vkSj esjs lhus ls yx x;hA nksuksa ds psgjksa ij [kq’kh ds lkFk ,d ‘kkafr Hkh FkhA ‘kk;n esjh nks
fnu dh vuqifLFkfr ds dkj.k dkQh fQØeUn Fkh ysfdu eq>s ns[k dj ,d ckj fQj ls muds dqEykgk;s psgjksa ij ogh deflu
tokuh dh rktxh fn[kk;h ns jgh FkhA
----tYnh ls viuk lkeku bdB~Bk djks D;ksafd gesa blh oä ;g txg NksM+uh gSA esjh ckr dks lqu dj nksuksa us tYnh
ls vius diM+ksa dk caMy cuk;k vkSj esjs lkFk dejs ds ckgj fudy vk;hA uhps fjlsI’ku ij igq¡p dj eSaus vesfjdu Mkyj ns
dj viuk vkSj tehj dk fglkc pqdrk fd;k vkSj nksuksa dks esu xsV ij [kM+k djds eSa gksVy dh ikfdaZx dh vksj pyk x;kA
bl ckj eSaus fy¶V ugha yh vkSj cslesUV dh lhf<;ksa ls mrjrs gq, ikfdaZx dh vksj py fn;kA ikfdaZx dh ¶yksj ij tSls gh xsV
[kksy dj eSaus njokts ds gSUMy ij gkFk j[kk mlh oä vuk;kl gh esjh utj ‘kh’ks ij iM+hA
esjs c[rjcan Vªd dks dqN yksx ?ksj dj [kM+s gq, FksA vHkh njoktk eSaus iwjk [kksyk ugha Fkk cl gYdk lk vanj dh vksj
[khapk FkkA ckgj dk –’; ns[k dj eSa fBBd dj #d x;k vkSj /khjs ls njoktk can dj fn;kA ‘kh’ks ij viuh fuxkgsa yxk dj
ikfdaZx ,fj;s dk tk;tk fy;kA yxHkx chl gfFk;kjcan vkneh Fks tks vyx vyx txg ij [kM+s gks dj Vªd dh fuxjkuh dj
jgs FksA eSa okfil lhf<;ksa ls mij dh vksj py fn;kA esu xsV ij ‘kh’ks dh vkM+ ls ckgj dk tk;tk fy;k rks nks vQxkuh
os’kHkw”kk esa vkneh esu xsV dh vksj ihB djds [kM+s gq, FksA ,d eqf’dy [kRe gqbZ rks nwljh vk x;hA vc ;gk¡ ls dSls fudyk
tk,A yM+fd;ksa dks eSaus lko/kku fd;k vkSj vius lkFk ys dj iSny gh esu xsV dh vksj py fn;kA gfFk;kjksa dk caMy eSaus flj
ij j[k fy;k vkSj nksuksa yM+fd;ksa ls vius vkxs pyus dks dgkA
eq>s iwjk ;dhu Fkk fd eSaus vHkh rd viuh dksbZ igpku ugha NksM+h FkhA eq>s flQZ [kkeSuh ds vknfe;ksa us ns[kk Fkk ijarq
buesa ls fdrus [kkeSuh ds vkneh gksaxs ;g tku ikuk eqf’dy FkkA fQtk vkSj thur ds lkFk dh otg ls eSa dksbZ fjLd ysuk
ugha pkgrk FkkA esjk Vªd gh esjh igpku Fkh ;gh lksp dj eSa muds ihNs&ihNs py jgk FkkA og nksuksa pqipki esjs vkxs pyrs
gq, xsV ij igq¡p x;h FkhA cqdkZ vks<+s nks vkSjrksa ij ftruk /;ku tkrk gS oSls gh mu nksuksa vknfe;ksa us Hkh mM+rh gqbZ utj nksuksa
ij Mkyh vkSj fQj ckgj lM+d dh vksj ns[kus yxsA mu nksuksa ds ihNs eSa Hkh /khes dneksa ls pyrk gqvk gksVy ds dEikmUM ds
ckgj vk x;kA dqN nwjh ij iqÙku fe;k¡ dk Vªd [kM+k gqvk FkkA ckgj fudy dj nksuksa yM+fd;k¡ pyrs&pyrs #d dj ihNs eqM+
dj esjh vksj ns[kus yxh eSaus vk¡[kksa ds b’kkjs ls nksuksa dks iqÙku fe;k¡ ds Vªd dh vksj pyus ds fy, dgkA

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ge rhuksa vc lkFk&lkFk ml Vªd dh vksj c<+ x;sA eSaus Mªkboj lhV ds nwljh vksj dk njoktk [kksyk vkSj Vªd esa cSB
dj nksuksa yM+fd;ksa dks Hkh lhV ij cSBus dh txg nhA iqÙku fe;k¡ us esjh vksj ns[k dj Vªd LVkVZ fd;k vkSj vkxs c<+k;kA gksVy
ds xsV ij vkrs gh eSaus iqÙku fe;k¡ dks Vªd jksdus dks dgkA ,d ckj rks iqÙku fe;k¡ fBBds ysfdu fQj Vªd dks ogha [kM+k dj
ds batu can dj fn;kA eSaus ihNs cSBs gq, iqÙku fe;k¡ ds lkfFk;ksa ls dgk fd lkeus [kM+s gq, nks vQxkfu;ksa esa ls fdlh Hkh ,d
dks vxok djuk gSA esjh ckr lqu dj nksuksa yM+fd;k¡ ,d ckj ds fy, lge dj esjh vksj ns[kus yxh ysfdu esjs fnekx esa rks
flQZ ,d gh pht [kVd jgh Fkh fd bruh tYnh fQjkst ds vkneh gjdr esa dSls vk x;sA cl ;gh tkuus ds fy, eq>s muds
,d vkneh dks vius dCts esa djuk t:jh FkkA
eSa Vªd ls uhps mrj dj mudh vksj x;kA etcwr ls fn[kus okys vkneh ds ikl igq¡p dj eSaus dgk---- tukc esjh enn
dj nhft,A esjs mij utj Mky dj mlus iwNk---- gk¡ cksyksA vius Vªd dh vksj b’kkjk djrs gq, dgk---- HkkbZtku tjk mldks
LVkVZ djus ds fy, /kDdk yxkuk gSA mlus vius vkneh dks dgk---- eSa vHkh vk jgk gw¡ rqe lM+d ij utj jguk---- bruk dg
dj mlus esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj dgk---- pyks fe;k¡A ge nksuksa lM+d ikj djds Vªd dh vksj py fn;sA tc rd ge ogk¡ ij igq¡ps
rc rd gekjs vkneh Hkh uhps mrj pqds Fks vkSj Vªd ds ihNs [kM+s gks x;s FksA vc ge nksuksa Hkh lcds lkFk fey dj /kDdk nsus
esa tqV x;sA Vªd Vl ls el ugha gqvk ysfdu fQj /khjs ls fgyk vkSj xfr idM+rs gq, vpkud >Vdk [kkrs gq, mldk batu
?kj?kjkgV ds lkFk pkyw gks x;kA vpkud pkj vknfe;ksa us ml vkneh dks idM+k vkSj Vªd ds ihNs mNky fn;k vkSj fQj lc
ihNs p<+rs pys x;sA eSa Hkh ihNs ml vkneh ds ikl tk dj cSB x;k FkkA vHkh rd og HkkSapDdk gks dj lcds gkFkksa esa vkVksesfVd
xuksa dh uky viuh vksj ruh gqbZ ns[k dj Mj ls dk¡i jgk FkkA vc rd gekjs Vªd us xfr idM+ yh Fkh vkSj rsth ls gsjkr ds
ckMZj dh vksj nkSM+ jgk FkkA
,d lqulku lh txg ns[k dj iqÙku fe;k¡ us Vªd dks lM+d ls mrkj dj ,d fdukjs esa [kM+k dj fn;kA eSaus mlls lh/kk
ckr u djus esa gh HkykbZ le>hA iqÙku fe;k¡ Vªd ls mrj dj ihNs vk x;s vkSj ml vkneh dh vksj ?kwjrs gq, cksys---- D;k uke
gS\ og tokc nsus esa tjk lk f>>dk rc rd esjs gkFk dk fu’kku mlds xky ij Ni x;k---- pVk[k ! bl vçR;kf’kr geys ls
mldh jgh lgh fgEer Hkh tokc ns x;h vkSj tYnh ls mlus tokc fn;k---- vksekjA ,d ckj fQj ls iqÙku fe;k¡ us iwNk---- gksVy
ds xsV ij [kM+s gq, D;k dj jgs Fks\ og pqi jgkA vcdh ckj eSaus dgk---- vksej eq>s irk gS fd rqEgsa fQjkst us Hkstk Fkk---- vxj
buds tokc nsus esa rqeus gYdh lh fgpfdpkgV fn[kkbZ rks vcdh ckj gkFk ugh xksfy;k¡ pysaxhA rqjar gh mlus tokc fn;k----
gesa ,d Vªd ds ekfyd dks vius dCts esa djus ds fy, dgk FkkA vcdh ckj eSaus loky fd;k---- ml Vªd ds ekfyd dh D;k
igpku Fkh\ ----gesa ugha irk---- ge lc ls dgk x;k Fkk fd Vªd ds ekfyd dks idM+uk gSA
ge loky djrs jgs vkSj og tokc nsrk jgkA dkQh nsj rd mlds lkFk loky&tokc dk nkSj pyrk jgkA eSaus mlls
vkf[kjh loky iwNk---- bl oä fQjkst dgk¡ ij gS\ bl ckj og dqN iyksa ds fy, f>>dk ysfdu fQj cksyk---- HkkbZtku bl oä
vQxkfuLrku esa gS ysfdu og ogk¡ ij dgk¡ gS ;g dksbZ ugha tkurkA iqÙku fe;k¡ us esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj esjs b’kkjs dks le>rs
gq, cksys---- vksekj rw Hkh gekjs lkFk gsjkr py jgk gSA esjh vksj ns[k dj cksys---- rqe Vªd pykvks eq>s blls vHkh dqN loky
djus gSaA ,d dkfjUns dh rjg iqÙku fe;k¡ dks lyke fd;k vkSj tk dj Mªkbfoax lhV ij cSB x;kA iqÙku fe;k¡ dk b’kkjk feyrs
gh eSaus Vªd dks ckMZj dh vksj c<+k fn;kA
nksuksa yM+fd;k¡ pqipki esjh vksj ns[k jgh FkhA esjs ls utjs feyrs gha fQtk cksy mBh---- ;g D;k pDdj gS\ mldks rqe
vius lkFk D;ksa ys vk;s\ eSaus mls le>krs gq, crk;k [kkeSuh vkSj iBku dh dgkuh lquk;h vkSj ikfdaZx ds vanj Vªd ij gksrh
gqbZ fuxjkuh ds ckjs esa crk;kA tSls&tSls ckMZj utnhd vk jgk Fkk oSls&oSls esjh fny dh /kM+du c<+rh tk jgh FkhA ;g lp
Fkk fd esjs ikl bl oä flok; gfFk;kjksa ds vkSj dqN Hkh ugh Fkk ysfdu nks yM+fd;k¡ vkSj vkB vkneh fcuk dkxtksa ds ckMZj
ds ml ikj dSls igq¡p ldsaxsA ckMZj ls dqN nwj igys iqÙku fe;k¡ us Vªd dks jksdus dk b’kkjk fd;kA eSaus Vªd dks jksd fn;kA
iqÙku fe;k¡ us esjh vksj ns[k dj dgk---- vkfej HkkbZ vki lc yksx b/kj mrj tk,¡A esjs vkneh iSny gh ckMZj ds ml
ikj tk,¡xs vkSj vki Hkh muds lkFk gh ckMZj ikj dj ysaA eSaus Vªd iqÙku fe;k¡ ds gokys fd;k vkSj vius lkFk nksuksa yM+fd;ksa
dks ys dj iSny gh iqÙku fe;k¡ ds lkfFk;ksa ds ihNs&ihNs py fn;kA iqÙku fe;k¡ Vªd dks ys dj bjkuh ckMZj dh vksj py fn;sA

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vius gfFk;kjksa ds caMy dks vius da/ks ij ykns vkSj lwjt dh xehZ ls tyrh gqbZ iFkjhyh tehu ij pyrs gq, dkQh nsj gks x;h
FkhA lkFk pyrs gq, vkneh ls eSaus iwNk---- ;g jkLrk dgk¡ tkrk gS\ ----tukc bl [kkbZ esa ls gksrs gq, ge ckMZj ikj dj ysaxs vkSj
vkxs py dj gsjkr dh lM+d idM+ ysaxsA ----bjkuh QkSt dk D;k gksxk tks ckMZj dh fuxjkuh dj jgh gSA ----tukc cgqr xgjh
[kkbZ gS vkSj QkSt dh igyh pkSdh ;gk¡ ls nks ehy ij gSA QkSth nLrk gj vk/ks ?kaVs ij ;gk¡ pDdj yxkrk gSA dqN nsj ge
pêku dh vkM+ esa #d tk,¡xsA vuoj fe;k¡ tk dj ml nLrs ds vkneh dks dqN uksV ns dj pyrk dj nsaxsA muds tkus ds
ckn ge lc vuoj fe;k¡ ds ihNs&ihNs [kkbZ esa mrj tk,¡xsA ,d ckj uhps igq¡p x;s rks cl vkxs dk jkLrk vklku gS D;ksafd
vQxkuh rjQ vkt dy dksbZ QkSt ugha gSA tSls mlus eq>s crk;k Fkk ogh gqvkA vuoj uke ds vkneh dks NksM+ dj ckdh ge
lc pêku ds ihNs tk dj fNi x;sA vuoj [kkbZ ds ikl [kM+k jg x;k FkkA dqN gh nsj esa ,d thi x’r yxkrs gq, ogk¡ ls
xqtjh rks vuoj us gkFk fgyk dj mls jksdkA dqN nsj ckr djus ds ckn iSlksa dk vknku&çnku gqvk vkSj QkSth thi vkxs
fudy x;hA mlds fudyrs gh [kkbZ ds fljs yxkrkj pyrs gq, ge yksxksa us pkj ?kaVs ds ckn ckMZj dks ikj fd;kA jkLrs esa
fdlh us ge ij dksbZ geyk ugha fd;k vkSj u gh gesa fdlh ds ihNk djus dk ,glkl gqvkA vksekj Hkh pqipki gekjs lkFk py
jgk FkkA
,d cM+k lk pDdj yxk dj ge gsjkr ds vQxkuh ckMZj dh lkbM igq¡p dj okfil gkbZos ij igq¡p x;s FksA ;gk¡ ij
igq¡p dj igyh ckj eSua s pkSu dh lk¡l yh FkhA bjkuh lkbM esa eq>s gjne idM+s tkus dk [krjk yxk jgrk FkkA gkyk¡fd vlfy;r
esa ;gk¡ ij Hkh eSa xSjdkuwuh <ax ls jg jgk Fkk ysfdu fQj Hkh fnyks&fnekx ls eSa vc ;gk¡ dk ckf’kUnk cu pqdk FkkA dqN nwj
tkus ij gesa viuk Vªd ,d isM+ ds uhps [kM+k gqvk fn[kkbZ fn;kA ogk¡ igq¡p dj ns[kk rks iqÙku fe;k¡ o`{k dh Nk;k esa lksrs gq,
feysA muds ,d vkneh us fgyk dj mUgsa txk;k vkSj og vk¡[ks eyrs gq, mBs vkSj ge lc dk Lokxr fd;kA vc rd lwjt
dh jkS’kuh Hkh de gksrh tk jgh Fkh vkSj va/kdkj xgjkus yxk FkkA vcdh ckj eSaus iqÙku fe;k¡ ls dgk---- vksekj dks ;gha ij NksM+
dj vkxs pyrs gSaA esjh ckr lqu dj vksekj f?kf?k;krs gq, cksyk---- ugha tukc eq> ij jge [kkbZ;sA eq>s gsjkr esa NksM+ nhft,
ogk¡ ls eSa vius xkao pyk tkÅ¡xkA vxj vc okfil x;k rks HkkbZtku ds vkneh esjh [kky f[kapok nsaxsA
iqÙku fe;k¡ dks eSaus b’kkjs ls mls gsjkr ys dj pyus ds fy, dgkA ge lc Vªd ij cSB x;sA mcM+&[kkcM jkLrs ij
pyrs gq, ge lc Fkd pqds FksA eSa thur vkSj fQtk ds ikl Vªd ds ihNs cSB x;kA jkr dh BaMd c<+rh tk jgh FkhA tYnh gh
ge gsjkr igq¡p x;sA gsjkr esa ?kqlrs gh eSaus iqÙku fe;k¡ ls dgk---- HkkbZtku vksekj dks fdlh pkSjkgs ij mrkj nhft,A esjs dgs
vuqlkj iqÙku fe;k¡ us vksekj dks ,d HkhM+ okys bykds esa mrkj fn;kA mls NksM+us ls igys eSaus dqN vesfjdu Mkyj mlds gkFk
esa j[ks vkSj dgk---- bu yksxksa dk lkFk NksM+ nks oukZ tYnh gh [kqnk dks I;kjs gks tkvksxsA gk¡ vxj dksbZ ‘kjkQr okyk dke djuk
pkgks rks esjs ikl dqUnqt vk tkuk eSa rqEgsa t:j fdlh dke ij yxok nw¡xkA bruk dg dj geus vksekj dks ogha mrkj fn;k
vkSj vkxs c<+ x;sA
----iqÙku fe;k¡ vkids vknfe;ksa us D;k lkspk\ D;k og lc dqUnqt vk;saxs ;k ugha\ budk fglkc&fdrkc dc djuk gS\
;g lc vki vkt jkr Hkj lksp ysa vkSj lqcg eq>s crk nsaA ;gk¡ ls vkxs gekjs jkLrs vyx gks tk,¡xsA vki eq>s fdlh gksVy ds
ckgj NksM+ nsAa dy lqcg ogha vk tkbZ,xkA esjh ckr lqu dj iqÙku fe;k¡ us viuk flj fgyk dj gkeh HkjhA vc esjs ikl vQxkuh
uksVksa dh ik¡p xfì;k¡ gh cph Fkh yxHkx ,d yk[k vQxkuh :i;sA tc dqUnqt ls pyk Fkk rks esjs ikl djhc ik¡p yk[k vQxkuh
uksV Fks tks eSaus vEeh dh frtksjh ls fudkys FksA vHkh Hkh esjs ikl djhc ipkl gtkj vesfjdu Mkyj iM+s gq, Fks blh fy, eq>s
vHkh rd vius vdkmUV dks NsM+us dh t:jr ugha iM+h FkhA ysfdu vc eq>s iqÙku fe;k¡ vkSj mlds lkfFk;ksa dks muds fgLls ds
iSls nsus Fks vkSj blh fy, eq>s vc ,d cM+h jde dk tYnh gh bartke djuk FkkA
eq>s iqÙku fe;k¡ us ,d vkyh’kku gksVy ds ckgj mrkj fn;kA utkjh gksVy dh ckgj ls HkO;rk ns[krs gh curh FkhA ge
rhuksa dks uhps mrkj dj iqÙku fe;k¡ vius lkfFk;ksa ds ys dj pys x;sA mu nksuksa dks ykSch esa fcBk dj eSa :e ysus ds fy,
fjlsI’ku dh vksj pyk x;kA ,d L;wV cqd djds vkSj mldh pkch ys dj muds ikl ykSV vk;kA eSaus iwNk---- [kkuk jsLVkjsaV esa
[kkuk gS fd dejs esa\ esjh ckr lqu dj thur cksyh---- thtw ge fiNys dqN fnuksa cl dejs esa dSn jgs gSaA vkt jsLVksjsaV esa cSB
dj [kkuk [kk,¡xsA fQtk us Hkh xjnu fgyk dj gkeh HkjhA mu nksuks dks ys dj eSa gksVy ds jsLVksjsUV esa ys dj vk x;kA vkt
cgqr fnuksa ckn eSa Hkh yksxksa esa chp esa cSB dj [kkuk [kkus dk yqRQ ysuk pkgrk FkkA

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jsLVksjsUV esa dkQh pgy igy FkhA ge rhuksa dks Hkh ,d Vscy fey x;hA ;g gksVy if’peh lSykfu;ksa vkSj gsjkr esa dke
djus okys yksxksa ls Hkjk gqvk Fkk ftldk çek.k jsLVksjsUV esa cSBs gq, yksxksa ls yx jgk FkkA fgtc vks<+s gq, thur vkSj fQtk ml
ekgkSy esa vthc lh yx jgha FkhA dqN vesfjdu tksM+s viuh v/kZ~uXu iks’kkdksa esa /khes Lojksa esa ,d nwljs ls ckr djrs gq, fn[kkbZ
ns jgs FksA ,d Vscy ij vaxzstksa dk iwjk xzqi cSBk gqvk viuh ckrksa esa e’kxwy FkkA fQtk us vkl ikl cSBh gqbZ fQjaxh efgykvksa
vkSj muds igukos dks ns[k dj cksyh---- eq>s dqN thUl vkSj Vh&’kVZ [kjhnuh gSA ,d ckj rks mldh ckr lqu dj eSa ldrs esa
vk x;k ysfdu fQj dqN lksp dj eSaus dgk---- Bhd gSA thur rqEgsa Hkh dqN diM+s [kjhn ysus pkfg,A
vHkh ge vkMZj gh ns jgs Fks fd vpkud ckgj lM+d ij ,d tksjnkj foLQksV gqvk ftl dh otg ls iwjk jsLVksjsUV fgy
x;kA ,d nks dk¡p ds ‘kh’ks pVd x;s Fks vkSj jsLVksjsUV esa HkxnM+ ep x;hA thur vkSj fQtk tks vc rd g¡l dj ckrsa dj
jgh Fkh foLQksV lqu dj gDdh cDdh gks dj esjh vksj ns[kus yxhA eSa >V ls viuh txg ls mBk vkSj mudh ck¡g idM+ dj
[khaprs gq, vius dejs dh vksj py fn;kA gekjs ulhc esa dejs esa cSB dj gh [kkuk fy[kk gqvk gS---- dgrs gq, eSaus vius dejs
dk njoktk [kksykA ge rhuksa dejs ds vanj vk dj lksQs ij cSB x;sA vHkh rd nksuksa yM+fd;k¡ Mj ds ekjs dk¡i jgh FkhA eSaus
:e lfoZl dks [kkus dk vkMZj fy[kk;k vkSj fQj mUgsa ‘kkar djus esa yx x;kA
----vjs bruk ?kcjkus dh D;k t:jr gSA ,sls foLQksV rks vk;s fnu gksrs jgrs gSa---- eSaus mUgsa le>k;kA fQtk ds eq[k ls
vuk;kl fudy x;k---- irk ugha bu yksxksa ls dc gesa futkr feysxhA vk;s fnu u tkus fdrus vkneh buds f’kdkj curs gSaA
rHkh thur cksyh---- thtw ;g ,slk D;ksa djrs gSaA esjs ikl budh ckrksa dk dksbZ tokc ugha FkkA eSa pqi jgkA rHkh fQtk cksy mBh-
--- ;gk¡ ds yksx viuk xqLlk vesfjdu QkSt ds mij ,sls gh fudkyrs gSaA esjs vCck us eq>s crk;k FkkA mldk tokc nsrs gq,
thur us dgk---- rks bu yksxksa dks ;g cEc vesfjdu QkSt ij Qsaduk Fkk csdkj esa vius HkkbZ;ksa dks D;ksa ekj jgs gSA
eSa mudh euksfLFkfr le>us dh dksf’k’k dj jgk FkkA dqN gh nsj esa gekjk [kkuk est ij lt x;k vkSj ge rhuksa ml
ij VwV iM+sA lqcg ls eSaus vUu dk ,d nkuk Hkh ugha [kk;k FkkA isV Hkj ds eSa csM:e esa pyk x;k vkSj csM ij tk dj ysV
x;kA thur vkSj fQtk Hkh lqcg ls Hkw[kh Fkh blh fy, og Hkh tYnh ls viuk [kkuk [kRe djds esjs ikl vk dj ysV x;haA
vHkh Hkh nksuksa viuk cqdkZ vks<+s gq, Fkh ysfdu mUgksaus viuk psgjs ls inkZ gVk j[kk FkkA eSaus muls dgk---- vxj rqe esa ls fdlh
dks ckFk:e esa tkuk gS rks gks vkvks D;ksafd eq>s ugkuk gS cgqr Fkd x;k gw¡A nksuksa pqipki fcLrj ij ysVh jghaA mudks fgyrk
u ns[k dj eSa viuh txg ls mBk vkSj ckFk:e esa ?kql x;kA vius diM+s mrkj dj lh/kk ‘kkoj esa uhps [kM+k gks x;kA xeZ ikuh
dh /kkj iM+rs gh lkjs ‘kjhj dh Fkdku [kRe gks x;hA dkQh nsj rd ,sls gh ‘kkoj ds uhps [kM+k jgk fQj rkSfy;k ck¡/k dj
ckFk:e ls ckgj fudy dj vk;kA og nksuksa vHkh Hkh csM ij ,sls gh iM+h gqbZ Fkh tSlk eSa mUgsa NksM+ dj x;k FkkA
eq>s viuh vksj vkrk ns[k dj fQtk mB dj cSB x;h vkSj mlds ns[kk&ns[kh thur Hkh cSB x;hA eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls
dgk---- ns[kks eSa tkurk gw¡ fd rqe Fkd x;h gksA ysfdu fQj Hkh esjh lykg gS fd xeZ ikuh dk ‘kkoj ys yks blls rqEgkjh lkjh
Fkdku pyh tk,xhA ckdh rqEgkjh ethZ gSA bruk dg dj eSaus viuk Qksu mBk;k vkSj Mªkbax:e :e dh vksj py fn;kA lksQs
ij ilj dj lcls igys eSaus Qksu jkstj dks yxk;k---- jkstjA
----gSyks vkfej----A rqe dgk¡ gks bl oä\ eSa rhu fnu ls yxkrkj Qksu feyk jgk gw¡ vkSj rqEgkjk Qksu ges’kk vkQ fey
jgk FkkA ----jkstj eSa gsjkr esa gw¡A l‚jh eSaus Qksu dks vkQ djds j[k fn;k FkkA chgw dk dqN irk pyk\
----vkfej geus rqEgkjs ?kj ds vkl&ikl dk pIik&pIik Nku fy;k gS vkSj gesa dqN ugha feykA blh otg ls eSa rqEgsa Qksu
dj jgk Fkk fd D;k fd;k tk,A ‘kqM vkbZ dky v‚Q n lpZ---- jkstj us ç’u fd;kA ----jkstj rqe QhYM ds ckjs esa T;knk tkurs
gks---- vxj yxrk gS fd vc vkSj dqN ugha gks ldrk rks viuh lpZ ikVhZ dks okfil cqyk yksA ----vkfej eSa tkurk gw¡ fd ‘kk;n
rqEgsa esjh ckr vPNh u yxs ysfdu eq>s ugha yxrk fd og ftUnk gSA ysfdu tSlk rqe Bhd le>ksA ----jkstj vxj vc rd chgw
dk dksbZ lqjkx ugha feyk gS rks eq>s ugha yxrk fd dksbZ lqjkx vkxs Hkh fey ldsxkA Iyht dky v‚Q n lpZ ikVhZA
----jkstj eSaus rqEgsa dqN ekywekr djus ds fy, dgk FkkA dqN irk pyk\ ----vkfej esjs vkneh yxs gq, gSaA rqeus eq>s vgenh
vkSj teky crkyoh ds ckjs esa tkudkjh bdB~Bh djus ds fy, dgk FkkA ----jkstj eSa rqEgsa ,d u;k uke ns jgk gw¡A fQjkst uke

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dk ikfdLrkuh bl bykds esa gfFk;kjksa vkSj vQhe ds dkjksckj dk ,d ek= ljxuk gSA eq>s mlds ckjs esa Hkh tkudkjh pkfg,A
----D;k rqEgkjs ikl mldh dksbZ rLohj gS\ eSaus euk djrs dgk---- vHkh rks cl uke ds fglkc ls irk djks vkSj tks vius dCts esa
vk, gq, yksx gSa muls iwNrkN djksA ‘kk;n og rqEgsa dksbZ lqjkx ns ldsaA ----vksds] ysfdu vxj rqEgsa ;kn gks rks ‘kkfdj fjtk us
Hkh ml fnu fQjkst dk uke fy;k FkkA [kSj eSa vius vknfe;ksa dks bl dke ij yxk nsrk gw¡A esjs fnekx esa dbZ fnu ls ;gh
loky mB jgk Fkk fd eSaus ;g uke fdl ds eq¡g ls lquk FkkA vkt jkstj us ;g xqRFkh lqy>k nh FkhA
----jkstj ,d ckr vkSj tkuuk pkgrk gw¡ fd vxj eq>s dqN iSls pkfg;sa gks rks vius vdkmUV dks dSls gSUMy djuk iM+sxk\
----osjh flEiy vkfejA rqEgkjk uEcMZ vdkmUV gSA cl rqEgsa vius Qksu ls dUQeZ djuk iM+sxk rks fdlh Hkh vQxkuh cSad dk
irk ns dj iSlk m/kj VªkaLQj fd;k tk ldrk gSA ----FkSDl jkstjA vkt ‘kk;n jger da/kkj ds IykaV dk irk dj ysxkA eSa tYnh
gh rqels ml IykaV dh tkudkjh nw¡xkA ;g IykaV Hkh ikfdLrkuh QkSt dh ljijLrh esa py jgk gSA [kSj lc dqN NksM+ dj crkvks
fd ldhuk vkSj cfPp;k¡ dSlh gS\ ----vkfej rqeus gn dj nhA ml jkr dks rqe mlls ckr djuk pkg jgs Fks ysfdu cspkjh fiNys
rhu fnuksa ls yxkrkj ;gk¡ esjs ?kj ij vk jgh Fkh rqels ckr djus ds fy, ysfdu rc rqEgkjk Qksu vkmV vkQ jhp fn[kk jgk
FkkA vkt gh og ugha vk;h Fkh vkSj vkt gh rqEgkjk Qksu vk x;kA cspkjh cgqr nq[kh gksxh tc mls bl ckr dk dy irk
pysxkA
----[kSj----jkstj---- Hkwy tkvks lc dqN vkSj vkxs dh lkspksA dy eq>s da/kkj dh vksj dwp djuk gS blh fy, eSaus lkspk Fkk
fd vkt gks ldk rks ,d ckj ldhuk ls ckr dj yw¡xkA dksbZ ckr ugha eSa vc mlls dy ckr d:¡xkA vksoj ,UM vkmV---- dg
dj eSaus Qksu dkV fn;kA
eSaus vcdh ckj jger dks Qksu feyk;k---- jger Vªd fMyhoj fd;k ;k ugh¡\ ----lj----vkt ‘kke dks geus Vªd teky ds
vknfe;ksa dks fMyhoj dj fn;k FkkA ge nwj ls Vªd ij utj j[k jgs gSaA gesa tYnh irk py tk,xk fd bl Vªd dk vkf[kjh
iM+ko dgk¡ ij gksxkA ----jger tSls gh rqEgsa ml eky ds vlyh gdnkj dk irk pys eq>s [kcj djukA vksoj ,UM vkmV dg
dj eSaus Qksu dkV fn;kA
vius vkf[kjh iM+ko ds ckjs esa lksp jgk FkkA da/kkj ds IykaV dk irk feyrs gha esjk dke [kRe gks tk,xk vkSj mlds ckn
eSa okfil vius ?kj tk ldw¡xkA gk¡ykfd vHkh cgqr cM+s dke dks vatke nsuk Fkk ysfdu bl IykaV dks u”V djus ds ckn dqN
fnu dqUnqt esa fcrkus dh lksp jgk FkkA dqUnqt dh ;kn vkrs gha eq>s jkstj dh ckr Hkh ;kn vk x;hA vcdh ckj eSaus gqek ls
ckr djus ds fy, Qksu feyk;kA ----gSyks eSa vkfej cksy jgk gw¡A eSa gqek ls ckr djuk pkgrk gw¡---- tjk Iyht esjh ckr djkbZ,A
----lj----osV v feuV---- dg dj dqN iy ds ykbu ‘kkar gks x;hA ----thtw----A ----gqek dSlh gks\ lc Bhd ls gks x;k vkSj eSa okfil
gsjkr esa vk x;k gw¡A ----thtw [kqnk dk yk[k&yk[k ‘kqØ gS fd vki rk;sckr ls lgh lyker vk x;sA eq>s cM+h fQØ gks jgh FkhA
thur ckth dSlh gSaA ----Bhd gSA rqe crkvks chgw dk dqN irk pyk\ ----thtw irk ugha chgw dgk¡ pyh x;h gSA eSaus lc txg
Nku ekjh ysfdu mldk dqN irk ugha py ldk---- dgrs gq, flld mBhA eSaus dgk---- gqek ‘kkar gks tkvksA eSa ykSV dj vk jgk
gw¡ fQj lkspsaxs fd D;k fd;k tk,A rqe fgEer j[kksA tks gksuk Fkk og gks x;k ysfdu gekjs cl esa tks gksxk og ge fey dj
djsaxsA gqek rqEgkjh lqj{kk ds fy, flQZ nks vkneh ;gk¡ #d tk,axs vkSj ckdh yksx okfil dkcqy pys tk,¡xsA viuk [;ky j[kuk
eSa tYnh gh ?kj vk jgk gw¡A ----thtw eSa vkidk bartkj dj jgh gw¡ vc vki okfil vk tkbZ;sA ----gqek] eSa vk jgk gw¡---- eSaus bruh
ckr djds Qksu dkV fn;kA
cl ,d vkSj dke ‘ks”k jg x;k FkkA dy iqÙku fe;k¡ vius vknfe;ksa dk fglkc djus ds fy, vkus okys gSa rks muds iSlksa
dk Hkh bartke djuk FkkA D;k [kkeSuh vkSj eLrku HkkbZ us viuk oknk iwjk fd;k fd ugha\ ;gh lksp dj vc dh ckj eSaus ckdZ~ys
cSad tsusok dks Qksu feyk;k vkSj dusD’ku feyus ds ckn viuk lhØsV dksM uEcj iap djds csysUl dk irk fd;kA bysDVªksfud
Dyh;jsUl feyus ds ckn esjs Qksu ds LØhu ij ,d jde mHkj dj vk;h ftls ns[k dj esjh vk¡[ks QVh dh QVh jg x;hA ‘kk;n
ftanxh esa igyh ckj eq>s brus lkjs flQj ns[kus dks feys FksA esjs vdkmUV esa dqy feyk dj rhl djksM+ Mkyj iM+s gq, FksA vc
rd esjs vdkmUV esa flQZ nks ,UVªh Fkh] igyh nl djksM+ Mkyj dh vkSj nwljh chl djksM+ Mkyj dhA [kkeSuh vkSj eLrku HkkbZ
us viuk&viuk fglkc lkQ dj fn;k FkkA igyh ckj eq>s ;dhu gqvk fd vc esjs bl u;s ifjokj dks dHkh Hkh Hkfo”; esa dksbZ

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fpUrk ugha gksxh vkSj lc lq[k ls jg ldsaxsA bl dke dks vUtke nsus esa eq>s fdrus lkjs yksxksa us enn dh Fkh vkSj fdruksa us
viuh tku nh FkhA ‘kk;n tjhuk] vEeh] lyek] vk;’kk vkSj vkQ’kk¡ dh dqckZfu;ksa dk urhtk Fkk fd vkt esjs ikl bruh nkSyr
Fkh fd eSa vius lkjs ifjokj dh ns[kHkky vPNh rjg ls dj ldrk FkkA ;gh lksprs gq, eSa okfil csM:e esa vk x;kA
thur vHkh Hkh oSls csM ij ysVh gqbZ Fkh tSlk eSa NksM+ dj x;k Fkk vkSj fQtk ckFk:e esa FkhA eq>s ns[k dj thur djoV
ys dj nwljh vksj iyV x;hA cYc dh jkS’kuh esa mldh cy[kkrh gqbZ dej vkSj mBs gq, furac dks ns[k dj esjs ‘kjhj esa tkuh
igpkuh flgju nkSM+ x;hA eSa rkSfy;k igus gh fygkQ esa ?kql x;kA eq>s fygkQ esa ?kqlrk gqvk ns[k dj thur mB dj esjs ikl
vk dj cksyh---- thtw vki Fkd x;s gksaxsA eSaus mldh vk¡[kksa dks i<+us dh dksf’k’k djrs gq, dgk---- gk¡ eSa Fkd x;k gw¡A eSaus viuh
dej ij fyiVs gq, rkSfy;s dks [kksyk vkSj mldh vksj Qsadrs gq, dgk---- bls dqlhZ ij Mky nsukA esjh ckr lqu dj thur ds
psgjs ij ,d ‘kehZyh eqLdku rSj x;hA mlus rkSfy;s dks dqlhZ ij Mky fn;k vkSj ckFk:e dh vksj pyh x;hA eq>s mldh utjksa
ls yxk Fkk fd og Hkh mlh vkx esa py jgh Fkh ftlesa eSa ty jgk FkkA ysfdu og eq>s tyrk gqvk NksM+ dj ckFk:e dh vksj
pyh x;h FkhA fopkjd lgh dgrs gS fd ukjh dks le>uk fdlh ds cwrs dh ckr ugha gSA viuh meM+rh Hkkoukvksa ij vadq’k yxk
dj eSa pqipki vk¡[ksa ewans ysV x;k vkSj dqN gh nsj esa eSa xgjh uhan esa [kks x;k FkkA

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eSa xgjh uhan esa lks jgk Fkk fd vpkud esjs Qksu dh ?kj?kjkgV ls dejk xw¡t mBkA tYnh ls muhanh vk¡[kksa ls vius Qksu dks
VVksyrs gq, fljgkus ds uhps ls fudkyk vkSj cksyk---- gSyksA ----dkSu cksy jgk gS---- nwljh vksj ls ,d vutkuh vkokt lqurs gh
esjh /kMdusa c<+ x;h FkhA flD;qjM lSVsykbZV ykbu ij vUtku O;fä dh vkokt eq>s vkus okys [krjs dh lwpuk ns jgh FkhA
esjh vk¡[kksa ls lkjh uhan mM+uNw gks x;h vkSj eSa pkSdUuk gks x;kA eSaus dgk---- vkius Qksu feyk;k gS vki crkbZ;s fdl ls ckr
djuh gS\ tSls vpkud chp jkr esa Qksu ctk Fkk oSls gh can gks x;kA eSaus LØhu ij utj Mkyh rks irk pyk fd jger ds
Qksu ls dky vk;h FkhA tc rd eSa dqN le> ikrk rc rd ,d ckj fQj ls Qksu ct mBkA vcdh ckj fdlh vkSj vkneh dh
vkokt Fkh---- rqe tks Hkh gks cl bruk tku yks fd rqEgkjk vkneh vc gekjs dCts esa gS vkSj tYnh gha ge rqe rd Hkh igq¡p
tk,¡xsA bldh tku cpkuk pkgrs gks rks ijlksa jkr rd da/kkj igq¡p tkvks vkSj ogk¡ igq¡p dj blh Qksu ij fel dky nsuk rc
ge feyus dk le; vkSj txg dk irk crk,¡xsA bruk dg dj Qksu fMLdusDV gks x;kA vc rd esjh uhan mM+ pqdh Fkh vkSj
esjk fnekx ljiV Hkkx jgk FkkA
eq>s fQtk dh vkokt lquk;h nh---- D;k gqvk\ eSaus xjnu ?kqek dj ns[kk rks og ckFk:e dk xkmu igus vius flj ds
cky rkSfy;s ls jxM+rs gq, esjh vksj vpjt ls ns[k jgh FkhA thur dgha utj ugha vk jgh FkhA eSaus iwNk---- thur dgk¡ gS\ vc
rd mlus vius cky dks lq[kkuk can dj fn;k Fkk vkSj esjs fudV vk dj cksyh---- rqEgsa D;k gqvk\ thur ckFk:e esa gSA eSaus
viuh dykbZ dh ?kM+h ij utj Mkyh rks ,glkl gqvk fd eq>s ysVs gq, rks vHkh flQZ chl feuV gh gq, FksA eSaus viuh xjnu
dks rsth ls >Vd dj dgk---- dqN [kkl ughaA cl dy eq>s da/kkj ds fy, fudyuk iM+sxkA esjs fudV cSB dj cksyh---- rks blesa
bruh fpUrk dh D;k ckr gSA oSls Hkh vc gesa dqUnqt gh tkuk gS rks da/kkj ls rks fudyuk gh iM+sxkA ;g Qksu fdldk Fkk
ftldks lqu dj rqEgkjs psgjs dk jax mM+ x;k FkkA eSa mls D;k crkrk fd esjh ,d iwjh Vhe nq’euksa ds gkFk esa iM+ x;h gSA
eSaus jkstj dks Qksu feyk;kA dkQh nsj rd ?kaVh ctrh jgh ysfdu mldh vksj ls dksbZ tokc ugha feykA ,slk igyh
ckj gqvk Fkk fd mlus rqjar Qksu ugha fy;k---- t:j fpark djus dh t:jr gSA eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls jkstj dks Qksu feyk;k
ysfdu ogh fLFkfr cuh jghA t:j dksbZ cM+h ckr gks x;h gS ftldh otg ls jkstj esjk Qksu ugha mBk jgk FkkA vcdh ckj eSaus
MsYVk QkslZ ds Vhe yhMj deky ik’kk dks Qksu feyk;kA dqN nsj ?kaVh ctrh jgh vkSj fQj vpkud nwljh vksj ls deky ik’kk
dh vkokt lquk;h nh---- ljA
----deky vki bl oä dgk¡ ij gSa\ ----lj ge vHkh gsjkr esa gSa ysfdu eq>s vHkh vkMZj gqvk gS fd eSa viuh Vhe dks ys
dj dkcqy fjiksVZ d:¡ D;ksafd vkt jkr dks gekjh ,Ecslh ds dEikmUM ij rkfyckfu;ksa us Hkkjh vlys vkSj ck:n ds lkFk geyk
fd;k FkkA dkQh tku vkSj eky dk uqdlku gqvk gSA ,d iy ds fy;s esjs gkFk&ik¡o BaMs gks x;s vkSj le> ugh vk;k fd D;k
d:¡\ ----ljA gSyks ljA mldh vkokt lqu dj eq>s gks’k vk;k---- deky eSa lqu jgk gw¡ Iyht esjh ckr /;ku ls lquks---- eSa jkstj
ls Qksu ij ckr ugha dj ik jgk gw¡ D;k rqe fdlh ls dg dj esjk eSlst mldks ns ldrs gks fd og rqjar eq>s d‚UVsDV djsA
rqEgkjs VªkaLQj vkMZj dgk¡ ls vk;s gSa---- rqEgkjh ;wfuV ls ;k jkstj ds vkfQl ls\ deky us tokc fn;k---- lj ;g jsM vyVZ ds
vkMZj gekjh ;wfuV ls vk;s gSaA ,d iy ds fy, eSaus lkspk vkSj fQj dgk---- deky rqEgsa eq>s fjiksVZ djus dks dgk x;k FkkA bl
oä rqe lhvkbZ, dks fjiksVZ dj jgs gksA rqEgkjh ;wfuV ds vkMZj rqEgkjs mij ugha ykxw gksrs gSa D;ksafd xzkmUM ij eq>s lkspuk gS
fd rqEgsa fjyho fd;k tk;s ;k ughaA rqe viuh ;wfuV dks ewo djus ds fy, rS;kj djks ysfdu rc rd ugha tc rd jkstj dk
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vkfQl rqEgsa viuh ;wfuV dks Tok;u djus ds fy, u dgsA ----ljA eSa Hkh jkstj ls ckr djus dh dksf’k’k djrk gw¡ vkSj rqe Hkh
dksf’k’k djksA vksoj ,UM vkmVA bruk dg dj eSaus Qksu dkV fn;kA
,d ckj fQj ls eSaus jkstj dks Qksu feyk;kA dqN nsj ?kaVh ctrh jgh ysfdu vcdh ckj eSaus nsj rd Qksu yxk;s j[kkA
rHkh vpkud ,d fons’kh L=h dh vkokt lquk;h nh---- gSyksA vkokt lqurs gh eSaus dgk---- uSUlhA ----;lA ----eSa vkfej cksy jgk
gw¡A os;j bl jkstj\ ----vkfej bl oä jkstj vLirky esa gSA gk¡ vLirky tkus ls igys jkstj us dgk Fkk fd eSa rqEgsa bUQkseZ
dj nw¡ fd ldhuk vkSj cfPp;k¡ lgh lyker gSA og bl oä gekjs lkFk gekjs ?kj ij gSaA ----uSUlh FkSaDl vkSj eSa rqe yksxksa dk
;g ,glku dHkh ugha mrkj ldw¡xkA jkstj dSlk gS\ ----vkfej] og dkQh ?kk;y gks x;k Fkk ysfdu MkDVj crk jgs gSa fd tku
dks dksbZ [krjk ugha gSA esjs fy, cl bruk gh dkQh gSA ----uSUlh] Iyht bl oä eq>s dguk rks ugha pkfg, ysfdu D;k rqe esjh
jkstj ls ckr djk ldrh gks] bV bt vtsZUV\ ----irk ugha vkfejA eSa vLirky ls gh cksy jgh gw¡A vHkh rks og csgks’k Fkk] eSa
ns[krh gw¡ fd vxj og gks’k esa vk x;k gksxk rks eSa rqEgkjh mlls ckr djk nw¡xhA ----FkSaDl uSUlh ;w vkj ,su ,fUtyA eSaus Qksu
dkV fn;kA
deky dh ckr lqu dj rks esjs ik¡o rys tehu gh f[kld x;h FkhA lcls igys esjs tgu esa ldhuk vkSj cfPp;ksa dk
[;ky vk;k FkkA ;g tku dj lc Bhd gS esjs vanj ,d u;k tks’k iSnk gks x;k FkkA vHkh eSa bl geys ds ckjs esa lksp gh jgk
Fkk fd esjh Qksu dh ?kaVh ct mBh---- gSyksA ----gk; vkfej---- ogh jkScnkj jkstj dh vkokt esjs dkuksa esa iM+hA ----gSyks jkstj] czso
esu] dSls gks\ ----cl tjk lh pksVsa gS vkSj T;knk dqN ughaA tYnh gh eSa vLirky ls fMLpktZ gks tkÅ¡xkA ldhuk vkSj cfPp;k¡
lc Bhd gSa vkSj uSUlh ds lkFk jg jgh gSA rqEgsa fQØ djus dh dksbZ t:jr ugha gSA ----jkstj eSa rqels ,d vtsZUV elys ij ckr
djuk pkg jgk FkkA rqEgkjh Vhe bl oä [krjs esa gSA fdlh us eq>s jger ds Qksu ls /kedh nh gS fd vxj jger dh tku dh
lykerh pkgrs gks rks da/kkj igq¡pksaA eq>s yxrk gS fd gekjs v‚ijs’ku ds ckjs esa fdlh dks irk py x;k gSA ----vkfej rqEgkjs fy,
[krjk c<+ x;k gSA esjk dgk ekuks rqe dkcqy vk tkvksA ----jkstj ge yksx vius igys Qst ds vkf[kjh iM+ko ij igq¡p x;s gSaA
bldks chp esa NksM+uk cgqr gkfudkjd gksxkA eq>s yxrk gS fd ;g rqEgkjh ,Ecslh ij geyk vkSj jger dk vxok gksuk fdlh
[krjs dh vksj vkxkg dj jgk gSA
----rqe D;k pkgrs gks vkfej\ vkt ds geys ds ckn esjh ljdkj rks dM+s ls dM+s dne mBkus ds fy, ck/; gSA ----jkstj]
eSaus MsYVk Vhe dks gsjkr esa vius ikl jksd fy;k gS vkSj eSa pkgrk gw¡ fd rqe eq>s rhljs IykaV dks [kRe djus ds fy;s ,;j liksVZ
ls enn djksA ----vkfej] tks rqe pkgrs gks ogh gksxkA gesa bu geykojksa dks lcd fl[kkuk gSA esjh ljdkj pkgrh gS fd
rkfyckfu;ksa dks ,slk lcd feys fd og dHkh Hkh nqckjk bl çdkj ds geys dks nksgjkus dh u lksp ldsA ----FkSaDl jkstj] xsV
osy lwuA bruk dg dj eSaus Qksu dkV fn;kA
,d rjQ dh fpark [kRe gksus ls eq>s dqN gYdkiu eglwl gqvkA lksQs ij ysV dj eSa bl igsyh ds lkjs VqdM+ksa ds rkj
tksM+us esa yx x;kA MªXl dk lh/kk fj’rk gfFk;kjksa ls FkkA xSj dkuwuh gfFk;kjksa dk lh/kk fj’rk udyh Mkyj Nkius okyksa ds
lkFk FkkA tks Hkh vc uke esjs tgu esa Fks mudk dksbZ u dksbZ fj’rk ikfdLrku ls tqM+k gqvk FkkA dksVk[;sy dk IykaV ikfdLrkuh
QkSt dh ns[kjs[k esa py jgk FkkA da/kkj dk IykaV Hkh ikfdLrkuh gqDejkuksa dh ljijLrh esa py jgk FkkA vgenh] teky crkyoh]
fQjkst] bR;kfn lHkh ikfdLrkuh FksA rkfycku Hkh ikfdLrku dh ‘kg ds cy ij vHkh Hkh ftUnk FkkA bl bykds esa vkrad dh
/kqjh ij vy dk;nk cSBk FkkA bu lc ds xBtksM+ ds ckjs esa lksprs gq, esjh vk¡[k yx x;hA
nksigj gks pqdh Fkh tc eq>s thur us mBk;k---- thtw----thtw nksigj gks x;h gSA vk¡[ks eyrs gq, eSa >V ls mBk---- eq>s
yxrk gS fd rqe yksx Hkh vkt cgqr nsj ls mBs gksA rHkh dejs esa fQtk vk;h vkSj cksyh---- vki ge dks NksM+ dj ;gk¡ D;ksa lks
x;sA D;k csM ij txg de FkhA nksuksa vkt cgqr f[kyh gqbZ yx jgh FkhA nksuksa ugk /kks dj esjs fy, u;h lqcg dh rktxh ys
dj vk;h FkhA ----vc rqe nksuksa dks ns[k dj eq>s ‘keZ vk jgh gS eSa Hkh rS;kj gks tkrk gw¡---- dgrs gq, ckFk:e esa ?kql x;kA vk/ks
?kaVs esa rS;kj gks dj ge yksx uk’rk djus ds fy, cSB x;sA ge uk’rk dj gh jgs Fks fd iqÙku fe;k¡ us vius vkus dh lwpuk
nhA fQtk us mB dj njoktk [kksyk vkSj iqÙku fe;k¡ dks lksQs ij fcBk dj okfil gekjs lkFk cSB dj viuk uk‘rk tkjh j[kkA
uk’rk [kRe djds ge rhuksa iqÙku fe;k¡ ds lkeus vk dj cSB x;sA

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----HkkbZtku---- D;k [kcj gS\ vc vki crk nhft, fdldks fdruk iSlk nsuk gS\ iqÙku fe;k¡ us ,d ckj thur vkSj fQtk
ij utj Mkyh vkSj cksys---- gqek chch ugha fn[kkbZ ns jghaA og Hkh rks vkids lkFk FkhA vpkud muds bl ç’u ls ,d ckj ds
fy, eSa FkksM+k fgpfdpk dj cksyk---- HkkbZtku esjs ?kj ij mldh t:jr vku iM+h Fkh blh fy, mls okfil dqUnqt Hkstuk iM+kA
gqek dqUnqt esa gSA ,d ckj mUgksaus viuh fx) lh iSuh utj nksuksa ij Mkyh vkSj cksys---- HkkbZtku ;g cfPp;k¡ dkSu gS\ ckrksa dk
#[k fdlh nwljh vksj tk jgk Fkk rHkh fQtk cksyh---- ;g esjs [kkfoUn gS vkSj ;g esjh cgu gSA vcdh ckj iqÙku fe;k¡ tksj ls
g¡ls vkSj cksys---- oYykg D;k ckr gS HkkbZtkuA [kSj NksMf;s vius dke ds ckjs ckr djus ls igys ;g tkuuk t:jh Fkk fd ;g
nksuksa dkSu gSa D;ksafd vkius rk;sckr esa Hkh buls gekjk dksbZ rk#ZQ ugha djok;k FkkA vcdh ckj eSaus mudk /;ku dke ij ykus
ds fy, dgk---- HkkbZtku ge igys dke dh ckr dj ysa mlds ckn nwljh ckrsa Hkh gks tk,¡xhA
----HkkbZtku eSaus lkspk gS fd vius gj lkFkh dks ipkl gtkj vesfjdu Mkyj ns fn;s tk¡,A vkidk D;k [;ky gS bl ckjs
esa\ iqÙku fe;k¡ eq¡g QkM+s esjh vksj ns[kus yxs vkSj cksys---- HkkbZ esjk [;ky gS fd gj ,d vkneh dks vki ,d yk[k vQxkuh #i;s
ns nhft,] gtkj esa og ne ugha yxrkA eSaus mudh vksj ns[k dj dgk---- vkSj vkidks\ iqÙku fe;k¡ cksys---- esjs dks vki nl yk[k
vQxkuh #i;s ns nhft,A ----HkkbZtku eq>s eatwj gSA ysfdu fdrus yksx esjs lkFk [ksr ij dke djuk pkgsaxs\ ----ge vkB yksxksa
esa ls flQZ rhu yksx vkids lkFk dqUnqt esa cluk pkgsaxs ckdh vius iSls ys dj ;g ns’k NksM+us dh ckr dj jgs gSaA
----Bhd gS iqÙku HkkbZtkuA D;k vki mu rhu esa ‘kkfey gS fd ugha\ ----vkfej HkkbZ eSa vkidks NksM+ dj dgk¡ tkÅ¡xk ysfdu
esjh ,d etcwjh gSA igys eq>s mldk gy fudkyuk gS mlds ckn eSa vkids ikl gkftj gks tkšxkA ----dksbZ ckr ugha HkkbZtkuA
eSa vkt ‘kke rd iSlksa dk bartke dj ysrk gw¡A vki vius lkfFk;ksa ds lkFk ‘kke dks vk tkbZ;sA eSa vki lc dk isesUV dj nw¡xkA
iqÙku fe;k¡ pyus ls igys esjh vksj ns[k dj cksys---- HkkbZtku esjs ls ,d Hkwy gks x;h Fkh ftldk [kfe;ktk vkt rd Hkqxr jgk
gw¡A vk;’kk esjh NksVh cgu Fkh vkSj mlds [kkfoUn ls fgLlk ysuk esjs fy, gjke gSA eSaus muds da/ks ij gkFk j[kk vkSj dgk----
HkkbZtku vkidks jbZl ds ckjs esa fQØ djus dh dksbZ t:jr ugha gSA mlds flj ij esjk gkFk gS ysfdu pk¡nuh dks eSa dHkh ekQ
ugha dj ldrkA iqÙku fe;k¡ flj >qdk dj pqipki dejs ds ckgj pys x;sA

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nksigj ds nks ct jgs FksA eq>s ‘kke rd iqÙku fe;k¡ ds fy, iSlksa dk bartke djuk FkkA esjs ikl tks iSls cps gq, Fks og dkQh
ugha FksA eSaus viuk Qksu mBk;k vkSj nksuksa yM+fd;ksa dh vksj ns[krs gq, cksyk---- dy rqe diM+s [kjhnus dh ckr dj jgh FkhA
pyks esjs lkFk vkt eSa rqEgsa dqN ‘kkfiax djk nw¡A nksuksa ds psgjs f[ky mBs vkSj tYnh rS;kj gks dj pyus dh ftí djus yxhA
ge rhuksa gksVy ds ckgj vk x;s vkSj lkeus cus gq, ‘kkfiax dkeIysDl esa pys x;sA thur ds gkFk esa vQxkuh uksVksa dh xìh
Fkek dj dgk---- vkt tks Hkh rqe dks [kjhnuk gks og [kjhn yks D;ksafd ge vkt jkr dks ;gk¡ ls fudy tk,¡xsA fQtk vkt rqe
tks Hkh [kjhnuk pkgks rqEgsa iwjh NwV gSA eq>s dqN nsj ds fy, ;gk¡ ls tkuk gSA rqe [kjhnkjh djksA eSa ykSV dj rqEgsa ;gha ij
feyw¡xkA rHkh fQtk cksyh---- vxj vki esjs lkFk ugha gksaxs rks eSa vius diM+s dSls ilUn d:¡xhA ugha tc vki vk tk,¡xs ge
rHkh ‘kkfiax djsaxsA eSaus mUgsa le>krs gq, dgk---- esjs ikl le; cgqr de gSA blhfy, eSa rqEgsa ;gk¡ NksM+ dj tk jgk gw¡A vkt
jkr ls igys eq>s dbZ dke djus gSaA bruk dg dj eSa mUgsa ogha NksM+ dj py fn;kA
ckgj vk dj VSDlh yh vkSj mlh n¶rj dh vksj py fn;k tgk¡ ls cqjkZuh us eq>s iSls fnyok;s FksA dqN gh nsj esa eSa ml
n¶rj esa nkf[ky gks x;kA eq>s ogh iqjkuk –’; fn[kk;h fn;kA fdlh us esjh vksj utj mBk dj ugha ns[kkA eSa lh/kk mlh dejs
dh vksj py fn;k tgk¡ cqjkZuh ds xqxsZ eq>s ys dj x;s FksA njokts ij gYdh lh nLrd ns dj eSaus njoktk [kksyk vanj >k¡d
dj ns[kk rks ogk¡ ij dksbZ ugha fn[kkA rHkh fdlh us esjs ihNs ls da/ks ij gkFk j[kk rks eSa viuh txg ij ?kwe x;kA esjs ihNs
,d lwVsM&cwVsM vkneh [kM+k gqvk Fkk tks dqN eq>ls iwN jgk FkkA
----;gk¡ dqN fnu igys eSa ,d isesUV ds flyflys esa vk;k Fkk vkSj bl dejs esa cSBs gq, O;fä ls feyk FkkA dqN vtsZUV
isesUV dk pDdj Fkk blh fy, buls feyus ds fy, vk;k gw¡---- mls ns[krs gq, eSaus vius vkus dk dkj.k crk;kA
----tukc vc og lTtu ;gk¡ dke ugha djrs gSaA esjk uke ruohj gS vkSj eq>s viuk elyk crkbZ;s] ‘kk;n eSa vkidh dqN
enn dj ldw¡A esjh vksj ns[krs gq, ml O;fä us dgkA ----nsf[k;s ruohj fe;k¡ esjk cSad tsusok esa gS vkSj eq>s dqN iSlk ;gk¡
VªkaLQj djuk gSA blesa crkbZ;s vki esjh dSls enn dj ldrs gSa\ tukc vki xyr txg ij vk x;s gSA ;g dksbZ cSad ugha gS
vkSj u ;g dHkh igys Hkh cSad FkkA ge ;gk¡ ij vk;kr&fu;kZr dk dke djrs gSA esjh lykg gS fd lkeus gh vesfjdu cSad gS
vki ogk¡ pys tkbZ;sA eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls dgk---- vxj eq>s cSad esa tkuk gksrk rks eSa ;gk¡ ugha vkrkA eq>s ekywe gS fd ;gk¡
gokyk ds iSlksa dk ysu&nsu gksrk gSA blh fy, eSa ;gk¡ ij vk;k FkkA esjh ckr lqu dj ,d ckj ds fy, ruohj pkSadk ysfdu
ckr laHkkyrs gq, dgk---- vkidks dqN xyrQgeh gks x;h gSA Iyht vki igys fdlds jsÝsUl ls ;gk¡ vk;s Fks\ ----cqjkZuh us eq>s
;gk¡ Hkstk FkkA
cqjkZuh dk uke lqu dj ruohj ds psgjs ij Mj ds ckny Nk x;s---- og rks vc bl /ka/ks esa ugha gSA eSaus xjnu fgykrs
gq, dgk---- eSa tkurk gw¡ ysfdu esjh t:jr T;knk Fkh blh fy, eSa ;gk¡ vk;k FkkA esjh ckr lqu dj ruohj eq>s nwljs dejs esa
ys x;k vkSj cksyk---- gekjh deh’ku ,d Vdk yxsxh vkSj vki vius cSad dks VªUlQj ds fy, ;g dksM ns nsaA iSlk gekjs ikl
igq¡prs gh ge vkidks vkids iSls deh’ku dkV dj ns nsaxsA eSaus viuk Qksu mBk;k vkSj ckjDys cSad dks dusDV dj ds ,d yk[k
Mkyj VªkalQj djus dh fgnk;r ns dj mldh vksj eqM+k---- vc fdruk le; yxsxk\ ruohj us esjh vksj ns[k dj dgk---- isesUV
vesfjdu Mkyj esa ;k vQxkuh uksVksa esa pkfg,\ eSaus dgk----vQxkuh uksVksa esa isesUV pkfg,A esjs lkeus flj >qdk dj ruohj dejs

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ds ckgj pyk x;kA dqN vk/ks ?kaVs ds ckn ruohj okfil vk x;k vkSj cksyk---- vkids iSls gesa fey x;s gSaA viuk deh’ku dkVus
ds ckn ipkl yk[k vQxkuh uksV rS;kj gS vki py dj mldh fMfyojh ys yhft,A vki ;gk¡ ls dSls ys dj tk,¡xsA eSaus tokc
fn;k---- eSa ;gk¡ ls ys dj ugha tk ldw¡xk eSa pkgrk gw¡ fd vki ;g iSlk ik¡p cts rd esjs gksVy esa fMyhoj djok nhft,A ruohj
dks vius gksVy dk irk crk dj eSa ml n¶rj ds ckgj fudy vk;kA tSls eSaus lkspk Fkk oSlk gh gqvk FkkA
pyus ls igys ruohj us ,d dksM uEcj fn;k Fkk tks fMyhojh ds Vkbe eq>s nsuk FkkA eSa ckgj lM+d ds fdukjs [kM+s gq,
VSDlh dk bartkj dj jgk Fkk fd eq>s teky dk tkuk igpkuk psgjk fn[kk;h fn;kA mlus eq>s ugha ns[kk Fkk ysfdu esjh utj
ml ij iM+ x;h FkhA og mlh n¶rj esa tkrk gqvk fn[kkbZ fn;kA esjs gRFks ,d uk;kc ekSdk yxk FkkA teky crkyoh gh ,d
,slk ‘kDl Fkk tks eq>s jger ds ikl vkjke ls igq¡pk ldrk FkkA eSaus QkSju deky dks Qksu feyk;k---- deky eSa ckxs&vktknh
pkSd ij [kM+k gqvk gw¡A vxys iUæg feuV esa ogk¡ ij vius vknfe;ksa ds lkFk igq¡pksA gesa ,d vkneh dk vxok djuk gSA esjs
ikl igq¡pus ls igys lksp ysuk fd dSls vkSj dgk¡ ml vkneh dks vxok djuk gSA ----lj---- dg dj mlus Qksu dkV fn;kA eSa
isM+ dh vkM+ ys dj xsV ij utj j[k jgk FkkA irk ugha deky Vkbe ls igq¡p ik;s vU;Fkk ugha] teky crkyoh dks bl ckj
viuh vk¡[k ls vks>y ugha gksus nw¡xk----cl ;gh lksp dj eSaus ,d VSDlh jksd dj vius ikl [kM+h dj yh FkhA
vk/ks ?kaVs ls T;knk gks pqdk Fkk ysfdu deky dh Vhe dk dksbZ irk ugha FkkA teky crkyoh fdlh Hkh oä ckgj vk
ldrk FkkA rHkh ,d ySaM jksoj esjs lkeus vk dj [kM+h gks x;hA deky ik’kk us viuh xjnu f[kM+dh ds ckgj fudky dj
fn[kk;hA eSaus mldh vksj /khes dneksa ls pyrk gqvk igq¡p x;kA ----dekyA ----l‚jh lj----ysV gks x;sA D;k VkxsZV gkFk ls fudy
x;kA ----ugha] cl og fdlh Hkh oä ckgj vk ldrk gSA ----deky gekjh Vhe dk ,d vkneh gekjs nq’euksa ds gkFk esa gS vkSj ;g
vkneh gh gesa mldh yksds’ku dh tkudkjh ns ldrk gSA ch ds;jQqyA mls dCts esa ys dj vius lsQ gkml esa igq¡p dj eq>s
Qksu ij [kcj nsukA
vHkh eSa deky dks lkjh dgkuh ls voxr djk gh jgk Fkk fd teky crkyoh vkSj ruohj g¡lrs gq, ckgj vkrs gq, fn[kkbZ
fn;sA eSaus deky dks teky crkyoh dks nwj ls fn[kk fn;k vkSj fQj VSDlh esa cSB dj jger dh ;wfuV ds dSaEi dh vksj py
fn;kA eq>s jger dh lkjh Vhe ds uke rks ugha irk Fks ysfdu Vke dk uke esjs tgu ls mrjk ugha FkkA dSai igq¡p dj eSaus xsV
ij Vke dh ;wfuV dk uke fn;k vkSj mls ckgj cqykus ds fy, dgkA dqN gh nsj esa eq>s Vke xsV ij vkrk gqvk fn[kk;h fn;kA
eq>s ns[k dj ,d lSY;wV ekjk vkSj cksyk---- ljA ----rqEgkjs ikl jger vkSj mlds vknfe;ksa dh dksbZ [kcj gSA ----lj gh bt vkQ
,;jA cgqr dksf’k’k dj jgs gSa ysfdu dksbZ tokc ugha fey jgk gSA ----Vke bl oä rqEgkjh ;wfuV ds fdrus vkneh gSa ;gk¡ ij\
----lj eq>s feyk dj ik¡p vkneh gSaA rqe vius ik¡p vknfe;ksa dks ‘kkVZ uksfVl ij pyus ds fy, rS;kj j[kksA rk;sckr ls ykSV
dj rqEgsa esjh thi fey x;h Fkh\ ----;l ljA ----rqe tk dj esjh thi ys dj vkvksA gesa vkt jkr da/kkj ds fy, fudyuk gSA
jger vkSj mlds lkFkh bl oä nq’eu ds dCts esa gSA esjh ckr lqu dj Vke iyVk vkSj thi ysus ds py fn;kA
dqN nsj ds ckn esjh thi ys dj ykSVk vkSj pkfc;k¡ Fkekrs gq, dgk---- lj ;gk¡ ls fudyus dk ijfeV dkSu nsxkA rqe
bldh fpark u djksA rqEgkjs LVs’ku dekaMj dks ,d ?kaVs esa vkMZj fey tk,¡xsA cl vius gfFk;kj vkSj lkfFk;ksa dks rS;kj jgus
ds fy, dg nsukA ----;l lj] ge lc rS;kj jgsaxsA bruk dg dj eSa thi esa cSB x;k vkSj ‘kkfiax dkeIysDl dh vksj py fn;kA
dkeIysDl igq¡prs&igq¡prs pkj ct x;s FksA lk<+s pkj cts rd eSa gksVy igq¡puk pkgrk Fkk D;ksafd iSls ik¡p cts fMfyoj
gksus FksA ‘kkfiax dkEIysDl esa cgqr py igy FkhA ;g dkEIysDl fonsf’k;ksa dk x<+ yx jgk FkkA xksjs vkSj dkys] toku vkSj v/ksM+
fonsf’k;ksa dh rknkn dkQh FkhA T;knkrj viuh if’peh iks’kkd igus b/kj m/kj ?kwe jgs FksA eSaus mu nksuksa dks tgk¡ NksM+k Fkk
ogha [kM+s gks dj eSaus viuh utj nkSM+kbZ ysfdu mu nksuksa dh tSlh dksbZ Hkh yM+dh utj ugha vk jgh FkhA nl feuV ogk¡ [kM+s
gks dj mudk bartkj fd;k ysfdu og nksuksa ogk¡ ls unkjn FkhA le; chrrk tk jgk Fkk vkSj esjh /kM+dusa c<+rh tk jgh FkhA
fdlh vugksuh ?kVuk dh lksp&lksp dj esjs vanj ?kcjkgV c<+rh tk jgh FkhA dHkh bl rjQ ns[krk vkSj dHkh ml rjQ] dHkh
nl dne bl vksj tk dj ns[krk vkSj dHkh nl dne nwljh vksj tk dj ns[krk ysfdu og nksuksa dgha Hkh ugha fn[k jgh FkhA
esjh utj dykbZ dh ?kM+h ij iM+h rks irk pyk fd lk<+s pkj ct x;s FksA vxj vc ;gk¡ ls ugha fudyk rks ik¡p cts
rd gksVy ugha igq¡p ikÅ¡xk---- ;gh lksp dj eSa ckgj tkus ds fy, eqM+k fd cs/;kuh esa fdlh ls Vdjk x;kA tc rd eSa laHkyrk
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rc rd esjs dkuksa esa fdlh yM+dh ds >Yykus dh vkokt iM+h---- ns[k dj ugha py ldrsA vkokt fpjifjfpr yxh rks eSaus xkSj
ls ml yM+dh dh vksj ns[kk rks eSa Bxk lk [kM+k jg x;kA esjs lkeus fQtk [kM+h gqbZ FkhA vk¡[kksa ij /kwi dk p’ek pM+k;s] lQsn
jax ds LiksVZ~l ‘kwt] fLdu&VkbV thal vkSj mij xqykch jax dk xksy xys okyh Vh&’kVZ igu j[kh FkhA esjh igyh utj mlds
mHkjs gq, lhus fd xksykb;ksa ij fVd dj jg x;h FkhA ,d ckj eSaus mls mij ls uhps rd xkSj ls fugkjk rks igyh ckj ,glkl
gqvk fd og fdruh [kwclwjr gSA xksjk jax] xksy psgjk] eksrh lh uhyh vk¡[ksa] lqroka ukd] yEch xjnu] lj ds cky cs/;kuh ls
dkys LdkQZ ls ca/ks gq, vkSj dkuksa esa lksus dh NksVh NksVh ckfy;k¡A Hkjh gqb ekaly tk¡?kksa ds Åij dls gq, furEcA ,d {k.k ds
fy, Hkwy x;k fd eq>s ik¡p cts ls igys gksVy igq¡puk gSA
----, feLVj D;k gqvk---- mlus eqLdqjkrs gq, ,d f>M+dh nhA vHkh eSa mlds deflu gqLu dks viuh vk¡[kksa esa mrkj gh jgk
Fkk fd esjs Qksu dh ?kj?kjkgV us eq>s mlds lEeksgu ls eqä fd;k---- gSyksA ----lj] deky cksy jgk gw¡A og vkneh gekjs dCts
esa gSA ----deky osjh xqM] bldks ys dj xsLV gkml igq¡pksaA ch osjh ds;jQqy Qksj fgt ls¶VhA bruk dg dj eSa okfil viuh
vlyh nqfu;k esa vk x;k FkkA
deky ls ckr djds esjh utj dykbZ ij ca/kh gqbZ ?kM+h ij iM+h rks ,d ckj eSaus fQtk ds vkl&ikl thur dks ryk’k
fd;kA ----thur dgk¡ gS\ ;g viuk cpiuk NksM+ks---- vcdh ckj mls ns[k dj xqjkZ;kA esjh vkokt lqu dj fQtk dk jax mM+
x;k vkSj vk¡[ksa McMck x;haA rc rd esjs ihNs ls vkokt vk;h---- thtw eSa vkids ihNs gh [kM+h gw¡A eSaus ?kwe dj ns[kk rks thur
[kM+h gqbZ FkhA ,d ckj fQj esjh gkyr igys tSlh gks x;hA brus fnuksa rd mu nksuksa dks vQxkuh dqrsZ vkSj ‘kyokj esa ns[kk Fkk
tks ges’kk fgtc vks<+s esjs lkFk pyrh Fkh fd eSa ;g Hkwy x;k Fkk fd vHkh mUgksaus ;kSou ds nsgyht ij igyk dne j[kk FkkA
ysfdu bl oä esjs tgu esa gksVy igq¡pus dh tYnh FkhA eSaus rsth ls thur dk gkFk Fkkek vkSj fQtk dh vksj c<+k rks og ,d
dne ihNs gks x;hA esjs ikl le; de Fkk eSaus vius nwljs gkFk esa mldk gkFk Fkkek vkSj [khaprk gqvk mUgsa ckgj ys tkus ds
yxk rks fQtk us ,d >Vds ds lkFk esjk gkFk NqM+k;k vkSj lkeus cus gq, QwM dksVZ dh Hkkx x;hA
----thtw---- og gekjs cSx ysus x;h gSA thur dh ckr lqu dj ,d iy ds fy, eSa fBBd dj #d x;kA mlus Hkh viuk
gkFk NqM+k;k vkSj fQtk ds ihNs pyh x;hA nksuksa vius gkFkksa esa cSx mBk;s tYnh gh okfil vk x;haA ----pfy;s---- vkidks vc nsj
ugh gks jgh gS---- fp<+ dj fQtk us dgkA eSa dqN cksy ikrk bl ls igys nksuks xsV dh vksj py nhA eSa muds ihNs&ihNs Hkkxk
vkSj ckgj fudy dj thi dh vksj b’kkjk djrs gq, ml vksj rst dneksa ls py fn;kA ge rhuksa thi esa cSBs vkSj gksVy dh
vksj py fn;sA ik¡p ctus esa flQZ nl feuV jg x;s FksA eSaus thi dks ikspZ esa [kM+h djds pkch njcku dh vksj mNky nh vkSj
dgk---- bls ikfdaZx esa yxk nks---- vkSj rsth ls lhf<;k¡ p<+rs gq, vius dejs dh vksj HkkxkA xsV esa ?kqlrs gq, eSaus mudh vksj eqM+
dj ns[kk rks og nksuksa vHkh vkjke ls thi ds ihNs ls vius&vius cSx fudky jgh FkhA mudks ogha NksM+ dj eSaus vius dejs esa
igq¡p dj fjlsI’ku ij Qksu fd;k---- dksbZ eq>ls feyus ds fy, rks ugha vk;kA ----uks ljA ;g lqu dj eq>s FkksM+k larks”k gqvk fd
eSa Bhd Vkbe ls vius dejs esa igq¡p x;k FkkA
vHkh dqN feuV gh xqtjs Fks fd njokts ij nLrd lqu dj eSaus >V ls njoktk [kksyk rks esjs lkeus nks vUtku vkneh
[kM+s gq, fn[ksA muds dU/ks ij vkVksesfVd xu yVdh gqbZ FkhA ,d ckj ds fy, esjh vkokt dk¡i x;h---- cksfy;sA muesa ls ,d
cksyk---- vki vkfej [kku gSA eSaus xjnu fgyk dj gkeh HkjhA ----vkidks ,d dksM uEcj fn;k x;k Fkk] D;k vki mls nksgjk,¡xsA
blls igys eSa dqN le> ikrk eq>s nksuksa yM+fd;k¡ vkrh gqbZ fn[kkbZ nhaA eq>s njokts ij gfFk;kjksa ls ySl nks vknfe;ksa ls f?kjk
gqvk ns[k dj nksuksa pqipki cSx mBk;s lkeus ls fudy x;hA muds gqLu ds tyos ls og nks vkneh Hkh vNwrs ugha jgs tks muds
ihNs ls fFkjdrs gq, furac dks dqN nwjh rd ?kwjrs jgsA vcdh ckj eSaus iwNk---- D;k vkidks ruohj us Hkstk gS\ muesa ls ,d us
dgk---- thA eSua s ruohj dk fn;k gqvk dksM muds lkeus nksgjk;k vkSj mldh nh gqbZ iphZ muds gkFk esa Fkek nhA dksM osfjfQds’ku
ds ckn ,d vkneh us okdh&Vkdh ls fdlh dks dqN dgk vkSj dqN gh feuVksa ds ckn ,d vkneh nks cM+s&cM+s lwVdslksa dks Vªkyh
ij ys dj ogk¡ vk x;kA esjs gokys nksuksa lwVdsl djrs gq, ml vkneh us cksyk---- vki viuh jde psd dj ysa vkSj bl dkxt
ij lkbu dj nsaA eSaus muds fn;s gq, dkxt ij nLr[kr djrs gq, dgk---- bldh dksbZ t:jr ugha gSA dkxt dk iqtkZ ys dj
rhuksa yksx eqM+s vkSj ogk¡ ls pys x;sA ;gk¡ ij gokys ds iSls fMfyoj djus dk cM+k gh lksfQfLVdsfVM esdsfuTe ns[kus dks feyk
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mu yksxksa ds tkus ds ckn tSls gh eSa vanj tkus ds fy, eqM+k rHkh thur vkSj fQtk Hkh vk x;h vkSj gSjkuh ls esjh vksj
rkdus yxhA eSaus lwVdsl mBk;s vkSj vanj csM:e esa ys tk dj j[k fn;sA esjs ihNs&ihNs og nksuks Hkh pqipki csM:e esa vk x;h
FkhA fQtk us esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj cksyh---- bu lwVdslksa esa D;k gS\ eSaus mldh ckr dk tokc u ns dj lwVdsl [kksy dj muds
lkeus dj fn;sA djhus yxh gqbZ uksVksa dh xfì;ka BlkBl nksuksa lwVdslksa esa Hkjh gqbZ FkhA mudks le>krs gq, cksyk---- ;g ipkl
yk[k vQxkuh uksV gS tks eq>s vkt jkr vius lkfFk;ksa esa ck¡Vus gSA eq>s rqEgkjh enn pkfg,A rqe nksuksa ik¡p&ik¡p yk[k dh lkr
xfì;k¡ cuk nksA ckdh ds iUæg yk[k dh xìh ,d vksj j[k nsuk---- dg dj eSa flfVax :e esa pyk x;kA
fQtk esjs ihNs flfVax :e esa vk x;h vkSj esjs fudV cSB x;h vkSj cksyh---- eSa vius ?kj tkuk pkgrh gw¡A mlds ,d
okD; us eq>s {k.k Hkj esa f>>ksaM+ dj j[k fn;k FkkA mldh vkokt esa ,d –<rk FkhA eSa mldh vk¡[kksa esa ns[krs gq, iwNk---- D;ksa
D;k gqvk\ McMck;h vk¡[kksa ls esjh vksj ns[krs gq, dgk---- eSa dksbZ f[kykSuk ugha gw¡A viuh ethZ ls rqEgkjs lkFk jg jgh gw¡ fd rqe
eq>ls eksgCcr djrs gks ysfdu fiNys dqN fnuksa esa ;g tku x;h gw¡ fd rqe esa vkSj esjs vCck esa dqN [kkl QdZ ugha gSA rqEgkjs
fy, ge yksx flQZ nks yM+fd;k¡ gS tks rqEgkjs fcLrj dh ‘kksHkk c<+kus ds fy, rqEgkjs lkFk gSaA dHkh rqeus ge dks viuk lkFkh
ugha le>k vkSj u gh dHkh gekjs tTckrksa ds ckjs esa lkspk gSA igyh ckj mldk ,d&,d ‘kCn esjs lhus dks phj dj fny ij
pksV dj jgk FkkA eSaus mlds gkFk dks idM+ fy;k---- thur b/kj vkvksA esjh vkokt lqu dj thur esjs lkeus vk dj [kM+h gks
x;h vkSj esjh vksj ns[kus yxhA ----D;k rqedks Hkh ,slk gh yxrk tSls fQtk dg jgh gSA ----thtw---- cksy dj nksuksa us ,d nwljs
dks ns[kk vkSj fQj fuxkgsa uhph dj ds [kM+h gks x;hA
vcdh ckj fQtk #vk¡lh gks dj cksyh---- thur Hkh esjs lkFk tk jgh gSA ;g lp gS fd ge nksuksa rqels eksgCcr djrs gSa
ysfdu ge dksbZ dBiqrfy;k¡ ugh gSA ge Hkh thrs tkxrs balku gSa gekjh Hkh dqN Hkkouk,¡ gSaA bruk dg dj og mB dj [kM+h
gks x;h vkSj thur dk gkFk idM+ dj njokts dh vksj py nhA eSa tM+or gqvk cSBk jg x;kA njoktk [kqyus dk ,glkl gksrs
gh vpkud eSa muds ihNs Hkkxk vkSj nksuksa dks dejs ls ckgj fudyus ls igys idM+ fy;kA fQtk us ,d ckj fQj ls gkFk NqM+kus
dh dksf’k’k dh ysfdu vcdh ckj esjh idM+ ls ugha fudy ldhA ;g yM+dh ges’kk eq>s fu#Ùkj dj fn;k djrh Fkh vkSj eSa
mlds lkeus foo’k gks tkrk FkkA eSaus nksuksa dks [khap dj okfil lksQs ij fcBk fn;k vkSj [kqn muds lkeus tehu ij cSB x;kA
thur vHkh Hkh flj >qdk, cSBh gqbZ Fkh ysfdu fQtk ds psgjs ij vHkh Hkh xqLls dh ydhjsa fo|eku FkhA eSaus fQtk vkSj thur
ds gkFkksa dks vius gkFkksa esa ysdj cksyk---- eSa dksbZ lQkbZ ugha nw¡xk ysfdu cl ekQh ek¡x ldrk gw¡ vius O;okgj ds fy,A Iyht
rqe nksuksa eq>s ekQ dj nksA eSa rqe nksuksa dks vHkh ,sls tkus ugha nw¡xkA vpkud fQtk mB dj [kM+h gksus yxh rks eSaus mldks
tcjnLrh fcBk dj dgk---- rqe nksuksa tks dgksxh eSa rqEgkjh ckr ekuw¡xkA esjk fo’okl djks eSa fcYdqy cny tkÅ¡xkA ysfdu vHkh
ughaA bl oä esjs lkfFk;ksa dh tku [krjsa esa gSA eq>s vkt gh jkr dks da/kkj ds fy, fudyuk gSA eksgCcr vkSj ftEesnkjh ds
chp Q¡l x;k gw¡A rqEgkjs lkeus cl vkxzg dj ldrk gw¡ fd Iyht eq>s ,d ekSdk ns nksA
thur igyh ckj esjh vksj ns[krs gq, cksyh---- thtw D;k vki lksprs gks fd ge vkidks NksM+ dj th ldsaxsA ge vkidh
eqf’dyksa dks ck¡Vuk pkgrs gSa ysfdu vki gS fd cl bruk dgrs gks fd pyks rS;kj gks tkvks] bl dejs ds ckgj u fudyuk] ;g
djks vkSj ;g er djksA vxj vki gesa igys crk nsrs fd vkids lkfFk;ksa dh tku [krjs esa gS rks D;k ge vki dh ijs’kkuh ugha
le> ikrsA fQtk us chp esa ckr dkVrs gq, dgk---- ge flQZ I;kj ds nks cksy dh bPNk djrs gSa vkSj vki og Hkh ugha dj ldrsA
‘kkfiax dkEIysDl esa rkjhQ ds nks cksy rks ugh fudys ysfdu dSls xqjkZ dj cksys FksA
----rqEgsa esjh xqjkZgV lquk;h nh vkSj vkokt esa fpark ugha eglwl gqbZA m/kj da/kkj esa esjs lkfFk;ksa dks rkfyckfu;ksa us vxok
dj fy;k Fkk vkSj b/kj rqe nksuksa eq>s ogk¡ ugha fn[kha rks lkspks ,d&,d lsdUM esjs mij fdruk Hkkjh yx jgk FkkA gk¡ ;g lp
gS fd eSaus viuh >YykgV feVkus ds fy, xqjkZ;k FkkA ----Iyht---- eq>s ekQ dj nksA eSa dqN vkSj cksyrk fd ,d ckj fQj ls fdlh
us njokts ij nLrd nhA eSaus nksuksa dks b’kkjk djds csM:e dh vksj tkus ds fy, dgk vkSj [kqn njoktk [kksyus ds fy, pyk
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iqÙku fe;k¡ vius lkr lkfFk;ksa ds lkFk njokts ij [kM+s gq, FksA eSaus mUgsa vanj vkus ds fy, dgk---- Iyht vk tkb;sA lc vanj
vk dj lksQs ij te x;s vkSj eSa ,d LVwy ij cSB dj cksyk---- eSa vkidk ,glkuean gw¡ fd vki lc us esjh bl dke esa enn
dh gSA tks vkius fd;k gS dksbZ Hkh jde dkQh ugh gS ysfdu eSa viuh [kq’kh ls vki lc dks dqN nsuk pkgrk gw¡A thur vxj
lc iSdV rS;kj gks x;s gSa rks b/kj ys vkbZ;sA thur vkSj fQtk lkjs iSdV mBk dj ys vk;ha vkSj esjs lkeus est ij j[k dj
okfil csM:e esa pyh x;hA ----gj ,d iSdV esa ik¡p yk[k vQxkuh #i;s j[ks gSaA iqÙku fe;k¡ vki vius lkfFk;ksa dks ;g iSdV
vius gkFk ls ns nhft,A iqÙku fe;k¡ vpjt ls esjh vksj ns[krs jg x;sA eSaus mudh vksj ns[k dj dgk---- gk¡ eSaus budh jde
c<+k nh Fkh D;ksafd vkius dgk Fkk fd ;g viuh ftanxh u;s fljs ls ‘kq: djuk pkgrs gSaA eSa Hkh ;gh pkgrk gw¡ fd ;g yksx bl
/ka/ks ls rkSck dj ysa vkSj ‘kjkQr dh ftanxh clj djsaA
iqÙku fe;k¡ viuh txg ls mBs vkSj est ij iM+s gq, iSdVksa dks mBk dj vius lkfFk;ksa ds gkFk esa j[kus ds ckn cksys----
HkkbZtku vkius buds fy, cgqr dj fn;kA eSaus mudh ckr dkVh---- iqÙku fe;k¡ bUgksaus esjs fy, viuh tku tksf[ke esa Mky dj
Vªd rk;sckr igq¡pk;k FkkA vki esa ls tks Hkh esjs fy, dke djuk pkgs og vius ifjokj dks ys dj dqUnqt igq¡p tk,A esjk ;g
oknk gS fd eSa vkidks ogk¡ ij dke nw¡xk ftlls vki ‘kjkQr dh ftanxh xqtkj ldsaA iqÙku fe;k¡ dqN cksyus gh okys Fks mlls
igys muds ,d lkFkh us dgk---- tukc ge dqN yksxksa us dqUnqt vkus dk eu cuk fy;k gSA ge yksx tYnh gh vius ifjokj
dks ys dj dqUnqt igq¡p tk,¡xsA iqÙku fe;k¡ mudh ckr lqu dj cksys---- vkfej HkkbZtku vc ge pyrs gSaA vxj ge vkt jkr
dks Hkh vius ?kj ds fy, fudys rks vius ?kj igq¡pus esa yxHkx lkr fnu yx tk,¡xsA vPNk [kqnk gkfQt---- dg dj lc [kM+s
gks x;s vkSj dejs ds ckgj fudy x;sA rHkh eSaus iqÙku fe;k¡ dks vkokt ns dj cqyk;k---- HkkbZtku tjk ,d feuV b/kj vkbZ;sA
esjh ckr lqu dj iqÙku fe;k¡ us vius lkfFk;ksa dks pyus ds fy, dg dj esjs ikl okfil dejs esa vk x;sA ,d ckj fQj ls
thur dks vkokt nh---- thur iqÙku fe;k¡ dk iSdV ys dj vkukA thur ,d cM+k lk iSdV ys dj vk;h vkSj esjs gkFk esa idM+k
dj okfil tkus yxhA eSaus mls jksd fy;k vkSj fQtk dks Hkh ogha cqyk fy;kA----iqÙku fe;k¡ bl iSdV esa iUæg yk[k vQxkuh
uksV gSA eSa vkids mij ,d ftEesnkjh Mky jgk gw¡ fd vki bu nksuksa yM+fd;ksa dks lgh lyker esjs ?kj dqUnqt esa igq¡pk nsaA esjh
ckr lqu dj nksuksa yM+fd;k¡ vpjt ls esjh vksj ns[kus yxhA blls igys dksbZ dqN cksy ikrk eSaus dgk---- HkkbZtku vkt dqN
,slk gks x;k gS fd eq>s vHkh da/kkj ds fy, fudyuk iM+sxkA ogk¡ ij tku dk tksf[ke gS vkSj eSa ugha pkgrk fd viuh tku ds
lkFk budh tku Hkh [krjs esa Mkyw¡ blh fy, eq>s vkils ;g xqtkfj’k djuh iM+h gSA blls igys iqÙku fe;k¡ dqN cksy ikrs] rHkh
fQtk dh vkokt dejs esa xwat x;h---- iqÙku HkkbZtku vkidks iSdV fey x;k gS] vc vki pfy;sA vxj gesa dqUnqt tkuk Hkh
gksxk rks ge viuk [kqn bartke dj ysaxsA mldh vkokt esa dqN ,slk Fkk fd iqÙku fe;k¡ us ,d iy ds fy, esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj
fQj fcuk dqN dgs pqipki dejs ds ckgj fudy x;sA eSa muds ihNs Hkkxk vkSj xSyjh esa tk dj jksd dj cksyk---- HkkbZtku esjh
ckr lqfu,A iqÙku fe;k¡ #d x;s vkSj vcdh ckj esjh vksj ns[k dj cksys---- vkfej HkkbZ esjk dgk ekuks rqe Hkh viuk le; er
[kjkc djksA eSaus rqels T;knk nqfu;k ns[kh gS pkgs dqN gks tk;s ;g nksuksa esjs lkFk ugha tk,¡xhA
viuh csclh dks n’kkZrs gq, eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls iqÙku fe;k¡ ls xqgkj yxk;h---- HkkbZtku ;g ukle> gSa ;g ugha le>
jgh gS fd ogk¡ ij fdruk [krjk gSA eSa bUgsa euk yw¡xk] Iyht vki #fd;sA ge vHkh ckr gh dj jgs Fks fd thur gekjs ikl vk
dj [kM+h gks x;h vkSj cksyh---- thtw vxj vki dks yxrk gS fd vki gesa tkus ds fy, jkth dj ysaxs rks dksf’k’k djds ns[k

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yhft,A vkb;s dejs esa pyrs gSaA ,d ckj ds fy, mldh vkokt lqu dj eSa fBBdk ysfdu rc rd thur us esjh dykbZ idM+h
vkSj [khaprs gq, okfil dejs dh vksj py iM+h FkhA tc rd eSa eqM+k rc rd iqÙku fe;k¡ Hkh rst dneksa ls pyrs gq, lh<f;ksa dh
vksj tkrs gq, fn[kk;h fn;sA eSa vthc my>u esa xSyjh ds chpksachp [kM+s gq, dHkh tkrh gqbZ thur dh vksj ns[k jgk Fkk vkSj
dHkh iqÙku fe;k¡ dh vksj ns[k jgk FkkA ,d {k.k ds fy, iqÙku fe;k¡ us eqM+ dj esjh vksj ns[k dj eqLdqjk;s vkSj fQj esjh utjksa
ls vks>y gks x;sA
eSa xSyjh esa [kM+k gqvk lkspus yxk fd ;g esjs lkFk D;k gks jgk gSA tks Hkh eSa djuk pkg jgk Fkk eSa mldks djus esa
ukdke;kc gks jgk FkkA bu yM+fd;k¡ dks D;k gks x;k Fkk fd esjh gj ckr dks dkV jgha FkhA D;k dgha eSa rks xyr ugha Fkk\ ;gh
lksprs gq, eSa dejs dh vksj py fn;kA flfVax :e [kkyh ns[k dj eSa csM:e esa pyk x;kA eq>s ns[k dj fQtk eqLdqjkrs gq,
cksyh---- esjs ljrkt gesa eukus vk;sa gSA ogk¡ dk ekgkSy ns[k dj eSaus pqi jgus esa gh HkykbZ le>h vkSj okfil flfVax :e esa vk
dj lksQs ij ysV x;kA dqN nsj ds ckn csM:e ls fudy dj fQtk vkSj thur esjs ikl vk dj cSB x;hA ----thtw---- vki D;k
lksp jgs gks\ rHkh fQtk us tokc fn;k---- gesa vius lkFk u ys pyus dk u;k Iyku cuk jgsa gksaxsA ‘kk;n mldh ;g ckr esjs
fny esa dgha pqHk x;h FkhA eSa viuh txg mB dj cSB x;k---- ;gk¡ ls pyus ls igys eSa ;g crkuk t:jh le>rk gw¡ fd irk
ugha ogk¡ ls ge esa ls dkSu ftUnk cp ldsxkA vxj rqe nksuksa us ejus dh Bku j[kh gS rks fQj Bhd gSA gk¡---- vkt esjh ckr dks
u eku dj rqe nksuksa us esjs uke dk MsFk okjUV fudky fn;k gSA
bruk lquuk Fkk fd nksuksa esjs ls fyiV x;h vkSj esjs gksBa ksa ij m¡xyh j[k dj fQtk cksyh---- ;g ckr vc dHkh ugha cksyukA
tc rd ge nksuksa gSa rc rd rqe dks dqN ugha gks ldrkA eSaus mldh m¡xyh dks vius gksaBksa ls gVk;k---- eSa rqe nksuksa dks dSls
le>kÅ¡A [kSj vc blds ckjs esa lkspus dk le; ugha gSA gk¡---- ,d vkSj pht dguk pkgrk gw¡ tks ‘kk;n viuh my>uksa dh
otg ls igys ugha dg ldk---- dkEiysDl esa rqe nksuksa cgqr lqanj yx jgh FkhA eq>s ml oä ,glkl gqvk Fkk fd esjs ikl tks
gS og ‘kk;n bl nqfu;k esa fdlh ds ikl ugha gSA bruk dg dj eSa mB x;k vkSj vius gfFk;kjksa ds caMy dks [kksy dj gjsd
gfFk;kj dk fujh{k.k djus esa yx x;kA og nksuksa lksQs ij cqr cuh gqbZ eq>s ns[krh jghA vius gfFk;kjksa dk fujh{k.k djds eSa
ckFk:e dh vksj tkrs gq, cksyk---- eSa ugkus tk jgk gw¡ rqe yksx Hkh vc vkjke dj yks D;ksafd vc irk ugha fQj dc ;g ulhc
gks ldsxkA
dqN gh nsj esa eSa rkSfy;k cka/ks ckgj fudy dj vk;k vkSj csM ij iM+rs gh eSaus dgk---- dqN ?kaVs ds fy, lks jgk gw¡ rqe
Hkh pkgks rks vkjke dj yksA ge chp jkr esa bl txg dks NksM+ nsaxs---- bruk dg dj eSa vk¡[ksa ewan dj ysV x;kA dkQh nsj rd
csM:e dh Nr dks rkdrk jgk ysfdu jger vkSj mlds lkfFk;ksa dh lksp dj uhan eq>ls dkslksa nwj FkhA tc dkQh nsj rd
uhan ugha vk;h rks eSa cSBus ds fy, mBk rHkh fQtk ckFk:e ls ckgj fudyhA eq>s cSBk gqvk ns[k dj esjh vksj vk x;h---- D;k
gqvk\ ----uhan ugh vk jgh---- dgrs gq, mldh dej esa gkFk Mky dj viuh vksj [khap fy;kA mlds xhys cky esjs uXu lhus ij
fxj dj x;s vkSj muls Vidrh gqbZ cw¡ns esjs lhus ds ckyksa esa my> dj esjs vanj flgju mRiUu djus yxhA mlds fcLrj ij
ljdus dh otg ls ckFk&xkmu fleV dj mij f[kap x;k Fkk ftlls mldh dsys lh fpduh ekaly tka?ks uXu gks x;h FkhA
viuh m¡xfy;ksa dks mldh uXu tka?k ij fQjkrs gq, eSaus dgk---- vHkh Hkh ukjkt gks\ mldh fuxkgsa >qd x;h vkSj xjnu fgyk
dj euk fd;k vkSj fQj eq>ls fyiV x;hA eSaus vius gksaB mlds gksaBksa ij j[k fn;sA ,d iy ds fy, og /khjs ls dlelk;h
vkSj fQj mlus vius ftLe dks esjh ckgksa esa <hyk NksM+ fn;kA mlds ia[kqMf;ksa ls xqykch gksaBksa dks vius gksaBksa esa nck dj mudk
jl fupksM+us esa yx x;kA esjh maxfy;k¡ mldh tka?kks dks lgykrh gqbZ dfVçns’k dh vksj vxzlj gqbZ rks og fpgqad dj vyx
gksus ds fy, NViVk;h ysfdu esjh ck¡gksa dh idM+ ml ij vkSj etcwr gks x;hA esjh tqcku mlds gksaBksa dks [kksy dj mldh
tqcku ls vB~[ksfy;k¡ [ksyus esa yx x;h vkSj esjh m¡xfy;k¡ mlds dfVçns’k ij fopjrs gq, mlds dksjs larjs dh Qk¡dksa ls gksaBksa
dks [kksyus esa yx x;hA
----v----v¡----u----,d fQtk us flldkjh yhA esjk nwljk gkFk ljdrs gq, mlds xkmu ds vanj pyk x;k vkSj mlds lhus
ds mHkkjksa ij xqykch f’k[kjdy’k dks txkus esa yx x;kA vc rd esjs vanj Hkh dkefXu HkM+d x;h FkhA eSaus mlds xkmu dks
/khjs ls mlds ftLe ls tqnk dj fn;k vkSj mls fygkQ esa ys fy;kA esjs uXu ftLe dk Li’kZ gksrs gh og vpkud fNVd dj
nwj gks x;h vkSj cksyh---- D;k fudkg djus bjknk gSA eSaus mlds uXu ftLe dks viuh ck¡gksa esa dl dj tdM+ fy;k vkSj dgk--

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-- eq>s dqcwy gSA ----D;k dqcwy dj jgs gSa thtw---- vpkud esjs dkuksa esa thur dh vkokt lqukbZ nhA eSaus xjnu ?kqek dj ns[kk
rks ns[krk jg x;kA og ugk dj fcuk dqN igus gh ckFk:e ds ckgj fudy vk;h FkhA mlds gkFk esa flQZ ,d lQsn gksVy
dk rkSfy;k FkkA xksjs fpdus cnu ij ikuh dh cwans fQly dj uhps tehu ij Vid jgh FkhaA mij ls uhps rd og vkleku ls
mrjh gqbZ vIljk yx jgh FkhA yacs dkys ?kus ds’k mlds dwYgksa ij vk dj Bgj x;s FksA lhus dh igkMf;k¡ xq#Rokd”kZ.k ds lkjs
fu;eksa dks Qsy djrs gq, eq>s eq¡g fp<+krs gq, yxsA ;kSou ds l=gosa iM+ko esa mlds ftLe ds Hkjko vkSj dVko /khjs&/khjs fofnr
gks jgs FksA mlds psgjs ij vk;h gqbZ jkSud gh mldk lkjk gky c;ku dj gh FkhA eSaus thur dks vius ikl vkus dk b’kkjk
fd;kA og /khjs ls cy[kkrh gqbZ esjs fudV vk dj [kM+h gks x;h vkSj cksyh---- thtwA blls vkxs og dqN cksyrh eSaus mls viuh
vksj [khapk vkSj og dVs gq, o`{k dh rjg esjs mij fxj x;hA mu nksuksa dks bl gky esa ns[k dj jger] crkyoh vkSj fQjkst ds
ckjs esa lc dqN Hkwy x;k FkkA
can dejs esa dkekfXu ls tyrs gq, rhu ftLe ,d nwljs ds lkFk xqFk x;sA esjk ukS baph gfFk;kj rks fu’kkuk Hksnus ds fy,
ckj ckj >we jgk FkkA eSaus thur dks ck¡gksa esa Hkjk vkSj mls vius ygjkrs gq, f’k’u ij cSBus dk b’kkjk fd;kA ,d ckj ds fy,
thur f>>dh ysfdu esjh rkdr ds lkeus gkj eku dj og Bqudrs gq, fyaxnso ds mij cSBus ds fy, rRij gks mBhA eSaus ,d
gkFk ls ygjkrs gq, fyaxnso dks Fkke dj fLFkj fd;k vkSj QksjfLdu dks ihNs [khap dj vius dqdqjeqÙks leku VekVj ds tSls
Qwys gq, yky lqikM+s dks m?kkM+ dj y{k Hksnus ds fy, rS;kj fd;kA thur vius ?kqVuksa dks eksM+ dj rUuk;sa gq, fyaxnso ds flj
ij /khjs ls cSBus yxhA mldh ;ksfu fd njkj ds Li’kZ ek= ls eSaus vius ?kqVuksa ds cy ls mls ogha jksd fn;kA bl chp esjh
utj fQtk ij iM+h tks cM+h gSjr ls esjs fyax dks ?kwj jgh FkhA eSaus vius lqikM+s dks vanj /kalkus ds ctk; njkj ij jxM+uk ‘kq:
fd;kA dkefiiklk dh ekjh thur dh ;ksfu >j>j cgus yxh vkSj ;ksfu ds eq¡gkus ij jxM+ ekjrs gq, lqikM+s dks vius çsejl ls
ugyk fn;kA vpkud eSaus vius ?kqVuksa dks <hyk NksM+ fn;kA thur vius uhps ls vpkud liksVZ fudy tkus dh otg ls vius
vki vius otu ls cSBrh pyh x;hA ;ksfueq[k ds bnZ&fxnZ eaMjkrs gq, fyaxnso Hkh lkjh ck/kkvksa dks gVkrs gq, vanj rd tk dj
cSB x;sA
eSaus vius gfFk;kj dks vanj rd /k¡lkus ds ckn fQatk dh vksj vk—”V gqvkA og vHkh Hkh eq[k [kksys cM+s /;ku ls thur
ds psgjs dks ?kwj jgh FkhA eSaus fQtk dh vksj ns[krs gq, iwNk---- D;k gqvk----,d fnu ;g rqEgkjs Hkh ftLe ij esjh eksgCcr dh eksgj
yxk,xkA fQtk us flj fgykrs gq, thur ls iwNk---- D;k cgqr nnZ gks jgk gSA ysfdu thur vk¡[ks eqans fdlh nwljh gh nqfu;k esa
Fkh vkSj vius ftLe ds iksj&iksj esa gksrs gq, NksVs&cM+s foLQksVksa fd lq[kn vuqHkqfr esa eLr FkhA eSa vc rd thur dks ck¡gksa esa
fy, pqipki cSBk gqvk Fkk ysfdu ç—fr ds vius fu;e gSaA fyaxnso dh iwjh yackbZ vkSj eksVkbZ ds vkHkkl ds ckn thur /khjs&/khjs
viuh dej ds lgkjs vkxs ihNs gks dj fgykus yxhA eSaus Hkh mlds fgyrs gq, dwYgksa dks vius gkFkksa esa tdM+ fy;k vkSj lgkjk
nsrs gq, mlds fgyus dh yackbZ dks c<+k fn;kA mlds yxkrkj fgyus ls lhus ds mHkkjksa esa Hkh Hkwpky lk vk x;k vkSj Lrukxz Hkh
Qwy dj [kM+s gks x;s FksA esjs gksaBksa mlds gj dksey vax dks yky djus esa tqV x;sA dHkh mlds gksaB] dHkh xjnu vkSj dHkh
mlds xky esjs fu’kkus ij gksrsA esjh gFksfy;k¡ flj mBkrh igkMf;ksa ds enZu esa yxh gqbZ FkhA
vpkud ,d ckj fQj esjh utj fQtk ij iM+hA bl ckj og engks’k gks dj vk¡[ks ewna s ,d gkFk ls vius lhus dh igkMf;ksa
dks NsM+ jgh Fkh vkSj nwljs gkFk ls vius dfVçns’k dks [kqtk jgh FkhA eq>ls mldh ;g gkyr ns[kh ugh x;h vkSj mls vius
utnhd [khap fy;kA ,d {k.k ds fy, lc dqN tSls #d x;k FkkA nksuksa yM+fd;ksa us viuh vk¡[ksa [kksy dj esjh vksj #”V –f”V
ls ns[kk ij cksyh dqN ughaA eSa viuk fyax thur dh ;ksfu esa Q¡lk;sa /kEe ls csM ij ysV x;k vkSj fQj thur ls dgk---- eSa vc
vius vki dks rqEgkjs gokys dj jgk gw¡ vkSj rqEgsa tSls Hkh djuk gks rqe djksA Iyht fQtk rqe esjs lhus ij cSB tkvksA fQtk us
,d iy ds fy, esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj esjs lhus ij cSB x;hA eSaus fQtk ds xqnkt furac dks idM+ dj vkxs dh vksj [khap
fy;k vkSj mldh ;ksfu dks vius eq[k ij fcBk fy;kA
vc ge rhuksa dkekos’k bl [ksy ds cjkcj f[kykM+h cu x;s FksA eSaus viuh maxfy;ksa ls larjs dh Qk¡dksa dks [kksy dj
mÙkstuk ls yky gq, cht dks m?kkM+k vkSj viuh yiyikrh gqbZ thHk ls igyh pksV ekjhA fQtk rks igys ls gh mÙksftr gqbZ
cSBh Fkh vius varjax laosnu‘khy Hkkx ij pksV yxrs gh tksj ls fpYyk;h---- v----vkg----gk;A m/kj thur us Hkh rsth idM+ yh
Fkh vkSj vc og esjs fyax dks iwjh yackbZ ls ukius esa yxh gqbZ FkhA esjh gFksfy;k¡ fQtk ds mUur Lruksa ds enZu esa yxh gqbZ Fkh

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vkSj esjh tqcku Qwys gq, cht dks f?kl jgh FkhA dejs esa gekjh rst pyrh gqbZ lk¡lks dh vkokt xwat jgh Fkh vkSj gekjs eq[kksa
ls fudyrh gqbZ flldkfj;k¡ dejs ds okrkoj.k dks vkSj Hkh eknd cuk;s gq, FkhA
----vkg----gk;----th----tw----v----vkg----gk;---- tSlh vkoktsa thur ds eq[k ls fudy jgh FkhA u----u----gha----v----vkg----Iyh----t----
NksM+ fnth----,,,A ----v----vkg----gk;---- fQtk ds eq[k ls yxkrkj fudy jgh FkhA eSa Hkh viuh pje lhek ij igq¡pus okyk FkkA
vpkud thur ds eq[k ls ,d nch gqbZ ph[k fudyh vkSj og ,d >Vdk [kk dj f’kfFky gks x;hA vHkh eSa dqN le> ikrk
fQtk us xgjh lk¡l NksM+h vkSj fQj >Vdk [kk;k vkSj >j>jk dj cg mBh vkSj viuk lkjk çsejl esjs eq[k esa maMsy fn;kA vHkh
esjk gfFk;kj vius vkf[kjh iM+ko ij ugha igq¡p ik;k FkkA nksuksa yM+fd;ksa ds uhps ls ljd dj eSa muds lkbM esa ysV x;k vkSj
vius fyax dks eqB~Bh esa ys dj tksj ls vius lqikM+s dks nck;kA esjs ls lVh gqbZ fQtk dks ,dk,d gks’k vk;k vkSj esjs gkFkksa esa
Q¡ls gq, ,d vk¡[k okys vtxj dks epyrs gq, ns[k dj eq>ls fyiV dj cksyh---- esjs ljrkt Iyht vki esjs mij vk tkbZ,A
esjs dks Hkh tYnh gh vius gfFk;kj dks ‘kkar djuk Fkk ojuk esjs fy;s nnZ vlguh; gks tkrkA eSaus mldh vksj ns[krs gq, dgk--
-- ugha rqEgkjs ftLe dks viuk fudkg gksus ds ckn gh viuk cukšxk---- dgrs gq, djoV ys dj thur ds mij Nk x;kA
thur vk¡[ks QkM+s Nr dks ?kwj jgh FkhA esjs dks vius lkFk lVs gksus ds vkHkkl ls mlus esjh vksj ns[kk fQj u tkus D;k
lksp dj mB dj cSB x;h vkSj cksyh---- thtw Iyht vkt vki eq>s djus nsa tks eSa djuk pkgrh gw¡A eSa ,d ckj fQj ls pqipki
ysV x;kA og /khjs ls >qdh vkSj esjs lqikM+s dks vius eq[k esa nck dj mldk jl lks[kus esa yx x;hA fQtk Hkh viuh dksguh
ds cy mB x;h vkSj pqipki thur dks ns[kus yxhA dHkh thur vius gksaBksa esa lqikM+s dks nckrh vkSj dHkh viuh tqcku ls mlds
flj dh ekfy’k djrhA dHkh viuh m¡xfy;ksa ls vaMdks’kksa dks lgykrh vkSj dHkh iwjs fyax dks fuxyus dh dksf’k’k djrhA /khjs&/khjs
eSa ,d ckj fQj ls viuh pje lhek ij igq¡pus yxkA rHkh fQtk us thur dk flj idM+ dj esjs fyax ij ls gVk fn;kA vcdh
ckj eq>ls ugha jgk x;k---- D;k rqeus eq>s rM+ikus dk Bsdk ys fy;k gSA Iyht eq>s Hkh fjyht pkfg,A esjh vksj ns[k dj cksyh--
-- tks thur dj jgh gS og rks eSa Hkh dj ldrh gw¡---- bruk dg dj mlus >qd dj esjs fyax dks vius eq[k esa ys fy;k vkSj
mlus tSls thur dks djrs gq, ns[kk Fkk fdlh vukM+h dh rjg djus yxhA thur esjs ikl vk dj cSB x;h vkSj vius gksaBksa dks
esjs gksaBksa ij j[k dj mudk jl lks[kus esa yx x;hA
fQtk ds fy, ;g u;k vkHkkl Fkk ysfdu og Hkh /khjs&/khjs viuh y; idM+us yxh FkhA cgqr nsj ls mcyrk gqvk Tokykeq[kh
vpkud QV x;k vkSj tc rd fQtk ihNs gksrh ,d etcwr /kkj us mlds xys dh nhokj dks ugyk fn;kA mlds ckn fyaxnso
dqN nsj rd yxkrkj viuh fipdkjh NksM+us ds ckn f’kfFky gks dj cSB x;sA fQtk Hkh fcuk #ds cgrs gq, çsejl dks xVdrh
jgh tc rd mldh vkf[kjh cwan Hkh og fuxy ugha x;hA eSaus fQtk dks vius mij [khap fy;k vkSj mldks vius vkxks’k esa cka/k
dj dgk---- FkSaDlA ,d ckj mlus flj mBk dj esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj utjs feyrs gh ‘keZ ls >qd x;hA mlds psgjs ij vk;s gqbZ
tqYQksa dks ihNs djds ,d ckj eSaus utj Hkj dj ns[kk vkSj mlds gksaB pwe fy;sA ,d rjQ thur eq>ls fyiV dj ysV x;h
vkSj nwljh vksj fQtk esjs lhus ij flj j[k dj ysV x;hA ge rhuksa ds uXu ftLe bl BaMd esa ilhus esa ugk;s gq, FksA eSaus
fygkQ dks mBk;k vkSj rhuksa dks <d fy;kA rHkh fQtk cksy mBh---- esjs ljrkt lp crkbZ;s D;k vki eq>ls fudkg djsaxsA mlds
ç’u dks lqu dj eSaus dgk---- gk¡ ysfdu rHkh tc rqe jkth gksA D;k vki thur ls Hkh fudkg djsaxs\ eSaus dgk---- gk¡ fcYdqyA
rHkh thur cksyh---- thtw vkidh fdruh choh;k¡ gS\ eSaus fxukrs gq, dgk---- ldhuk ds lkFk esjk igyk fudkg gks x;k
gSA eq>s vHkh gqek vkSj thur ds lkFk fudkg djuk gSA chgw cspkjh u tkus dgk¡ gS\ vxj og gksrh rks eq>s mlds lkFk Hkh fudkg
djuk FkkA vpkud fQtk mB dj cSB x;h vkSj cksyh---- bldk eryc gS fd vkids pkj fudkg rks gks x;s] fQj esjs lkFk dSls
fudkg djsaxsA vcdh ckj eSaus dgk---- rqe crkvks fd fQj dSls gksxkA rqeus esjs ls eksgCcr djus ds fy, fudkg dh ‘krZ j[kh
FkhA vxj eSa thur vkSj gqek ls fudkg u Hkh d:¡ rks budh eksgCcr ij dksbZ Hkh QdZ ugha iM+sxk D;ksafd ;g tkurh gSa fd eSa
budk lkFk ejrs ne rd ugha NksM+w¡xkA gedks flQZ ,d nwljs dh eksgCcr ij fo’okl gS cl ;gh ckr gedks ,d nwljs ds lkFk
ck¡/krh gSA
----esjs ljrkt eSa vkidh cuuk pkgrh gw¡A ml jkr dfczLrku esa eSaus fu.kZ; dj fy;k Fkk fd ges’kk vkidh cu dj jgw¡xh
ysfdu rc vkius eq>s cspus dk fopkj cuk;k gqvk FkkA ysfdu gksVy esa vkius tc eq>ls oknk fd;k fd vki eq>ls esjs vCck

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dk cnyk ugha ysaxs mlh fnu le> esa vk;k fd vkQ’kk¡ D;ksa vki ls bruh eksgCcr djrh FkhA eSaus Hkh Bku fy;k Fkk fd vki
ls eSa Hkh vkQ’kk¡ dh rjg eksgCCr d:¡xhA blh fy, eSaus fudkg dh ‘krZ j[kh FkhA mldh ckr lqu dj ,d ckj rks eSa ldrs esa
vk x;k ysfdu fQj lksp dj cksyk---- fQtk esjk fudkg vkQ’kk¡ ds lkFk dHkh ugha gqvk FkkA esjh ckr lqu dj fQtk mB dj
cSB x;h vkSj cksyh---- vkQ’kk¡ ds lkFk vkidk fudkg ugha gqvk FkkA eSaus dgk---- ughaA mlds eq[k ls fudyk---- gk; vYykgA og
rks vius vkf[kjh le; esa Hkh vkidk uke ys jgh FkhA ;g dSlh eksgCcr gSA
eSaus mldks viuh ck¡gksa Hkj dj mls le>k;k---- fQtk vHkh rqEgsa esjs ckjs esa cgqr dqN tkuuk gSA csdkj ijs’kku ugha gks-
---dqUnqt py dj rqEgsa lc irk py tk,xkA mlh ds ckn ge ,d gksus dk fu.kZ; ysaxsA rHkh thur viuh dksguh ds cy mpd
dj cSBh vkSj cksyh---- fQtk eksgCcr djus ds fy, fdlh dh eksgj dh t:jr ugha gksrh gSA gqek us eq>s crk;k Fkk fd vius
fny dh lquks D;ksafd vxj vkidk fny ugha pkgrk rks fudkg ds ckn Hkh eksgCcr u gks dj le>kSrk gks tkrk gSA thtw vkidks
irk ugha og vkidks viuh tku ls T;knk pkgrh gSA og dg jgh Fkh fd pkj fnu vkids lkFk fcrk dj ejuk dgha vPNk gS
lkS lky dh ftanxh vkids fcuk lkFk ds---- dgrs gq, og eq>ls fyiV x;hA
eSaus nksuksa dks vius bnZ&fxnZ fy;k vkSj cksyk---- cgqr I;kj eksgCcr ds vQlkus i<+ fy;s vc lks tkvksA cl lksus ls igys
;g crk nks fd vkt ds bl Iyku esa fdldk gkFk FkkA blls igys fQtk dqN cksyrh thur us dgk---- thtw ;g gekjk ekQh
ek¡xus dk rjhdk FkkA Iyht vki gekjh nksigj dh xqLrk[kh dks ekQ dj nhft,A rHkh fQtk cksyh---- tc rd dqUnqt ugha igq¡prs
rc rd esjs ljrkt vki tks Hkh dgsaxs ge nksuksa fcuk iwNs ekusaxh ysfdu ogk¡ igq¡p dj flQZ gekjh pysxhA eSaus Hkh gfFk;kj
Mkyrs gq, dgk---- gesa ;gk¡ ls ckjg cts fudyuk gSA vHkh pkj ?kaVs gSa tYnh ls uhan iwjh dj yks vkxs cgqr yEck fnu iM+k gS
ckrsa djus ds fy,A bruk dg dj vius vkxks’k esa nksuksa dks nck;s eSa lksus dh dksf’k’k esa yx x;kA Fkdku ds dkj.k thur vkSj
fQtk tYnh gh xgjh uhan esa lks x;h ysfdu esjh vk¡[kksa esa ckj&ckj jger dk psgjk ?kwe jgk FkkA fnekx esa jg&jg dj ,d
ckr lrk jgh Fkh fd jger vkSj mlds lkFkh dSls muds gkFk vk x;sA
Bhd ckjg cts esjs Qksu dk vykeZ ct mBkA eSa tYnh ls mB dj [kM+k gqvk vkSj ckFk:e esa tk dj eq¡g /kks;k vkSj nksuksa
yM+fd;ksa dks lksrs ls mBk dj dgk---- tYnh ls eq¡g ij BaMs ikuh dh NhVsa ekj dj rS;kj gks tkvks cl gedks ;g txg vHkh
NksM+uh gSA vcdh ckj nksuksa us QqrhZ fn[kkrs gq, tYnh gh ckFk:e esa pyh x;h vkSj eSa vius gfFk;kjksa dk caMy laHkkyus esa yx
x;kA rHkh fQtk us vk dj dgk---- D;k vk/kh jkr dks tkuk t:jh gS\ eSaus mldh vksj ns[kk---- pyus ls igys ,d ckr nksuksa
xk¡B ck¡/k yksA tc rd ge dqUnqt ugha igq¡prs rc rd tks eSa dgw¡xk rqEgsa fcuk ç’u fd, djuk gSA eSa dgw¡ mB tkvks rks mB
tkvks] vxj dgw¡ cSB tkvks rks cSB tkvksA D;ksa dgus dk ekSdk gh ugha nw¡xk vkSj mlh le; cksjh dh rjg ck¡/k dj thi ds ihNs
Mky nw¡xkA ----[kQk D;w¡ gks jgs gks----eSaus rks ,sls gh iwN fy;k Fkk----dgrs gq, og okfil rS;kj gksus pyh x;hA nksuksa yM+fd;ksa us
viuk&viuk cqdkZ vks<+s esjs lkeus vk dj [kM+h gks x;h vkSj cksyh---- pfy;sA ,d ckj mudh vksj ns[kk rks esjh g¡lh fudy x;h-
--- bu diM+ksa esa rqe esjs lkFk tkvksxhA D;k bl yckns esa rqe Hkkx ikvksxh ;k cpus ds fy, tehu ij fxj dj jksy dj ldksxhA
nksuksa us esjh vksj gSjkuh ls ns[krs gq, cksyha---- fQj D;k igusa\ ----lcls igys viuh thal vkSj Vh&’kVZ igu yks vkSj bu lSUMyksa
dh txg vius LiksVZ ‘kwt Mky yksA dy rqEgkjs lkbt dh peM+s dh tSdV [kjhn ysaxsA og gj le; igus j[kukA vc tc
rd da/kkj dks ihNs u NksM+ nsa rqe nksuksa flQZ bUgha diM+ksa esa jgksxhA gk¡ ,d vkSj ckr gS fd vius psgjs vkSj vkSj ckyksa dks dkys
jax ds LdkQZ ls <d ysukA eSaus viuk LdkQZ fudkyk vkSj vius lj ij ck¡/krs gq, eq¡g ij udkc dh rjg yisV fy;k---- bl
rjg ls rqe Hkh viuk LdkQZ ck¡/k ysukA vxj dkys jax dk gks vPNk gS ojuk vHkh ds fy, viuk cqdkZ QkM+ yks vkSj mls ck¡/k
yksA
nksuksa eqM+h vkSj okfil csM:e esa pyh x;hA rc rd eSaus deky dks Qksu ij crk fn;k fd eSa tYnh gh igq¡p jgk gw¡A
fQj eSaus jger ds ;wfuV dekaMj ls ckr dh vkSj Vke ds lkfFk;ksa dks fjyht djus ds fy, jkstj dh vksj ls Qksu ij vkMZj
fn;kA vkf[kj esa Vke dks Qksu djds crk;k fd vius lkfFk;ksa dks ys dj xsLV gkml ij vk tk,A mls irk fy[kk;k vkSj Qksu
dkV fn;kA vHkh eSa lHkh ls ckr djds pqdk Fkk fd nksuksa vius diM+s cny dj esjs lkeus vk dj [kM+h gks x;hA mu ij utj
iM+rs gh ,d ckj ds fy, esjh /kM+dusa Fke lh x;h FkhA fLdu VkbV thal us muds ftLe ds dVko dks vkSj Hkh mHkkj ds j[k
fn;k FkkA <hyh Vh&’kVZ ds ckotwn Hkh lhus ds mHkkj erokys dcwrjksa dh rjg QM+QM+krs gq, fn[k jgs FksA psgjs vkSj ckyksa ij

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nksuksa us dkys diM+s dks vPNh rjg ls yisV fy;k FkkA
----rqe nksuksa dks fdlh gfFk;kj dh t:jr ugha gS cl ,d vk¡[k ekj nks rks lkeus okyk oSls gha ej tk,xkA eSaus fQtk
ds mHkjs gq, lhus dh vksj gkFk c<+k;k vkSj mlds mUUr mjkst dks viuh gFksyh esa ys dj eld fn;kA ---- mbZ vEeh----A ----irk
ugha rqe yksx czk D;ksa ugha igurh gks---- eSaus thur ds mHkjs gq, lhus ij m¡xfy;k¡ fQjkrs gq, dgkA rHkh thur cksyh---- thtw
Iyht ,d feuV nhft, ge nksuksa igu dj vkrs gSaA dy geus lc lkeku [kjhn fy;k Fkk ysfdu gesa yxk fd vkidks ‘kk;n
vPNk ugha yxsxkA bruk dg dj nksuksa ,d ckj fQj ls vanj pyh x;hA eSa :e ds ckgj ls fpYyk;k vius nksuksa vUMjxkesZUV~l
igu ysukA dqN gh feuVksa nksuksa ,d ckj fQj esjs lkeus FkhA gk¡ vc Bhd gS---- pyks----dgrs gq, eSa dejs ds ckgj py fn;kA og
nksuksa Hkh esjs ihNs&ihNs vk x;hA eSaus viuk udkc mrkj fn;k vkSj lh/kk fjlsI’ku dh vksj pyk x;k vkSj og nksuksa ykSch esa tk
dj cSB x;hA dqN gh nsj esa viuk fglkc djds eSa mudks vius lkFk ys dj ikfdaZx esa [kM+h gqbZ thi esa tk dj cSB x;kA

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eSaus vk/kh jkr dk le; teky crkyoh ls iwNrkN ds fy, pquk FkkA dgrs gSa fd lqcg rhu cts ls ys dj ik¡p cts dk le;
,slk gksrk gS fd cM+s&cM+s ‘kkfrj yksx Hkh fnekx ls f’kfFky gks tkrs gSA ;g le; xsLVkiks us fudkyk FkkA og fdlh Hkh ?kj ij
Nkik ;k bUVsjksxs’ku blh oä ds nkSjku djrs FksA mudk ekuuk Fkk fd vkneh bl oä T;knk nsj vius fnekx dks dsfUær ugha
dj ikrk vkSj >wB cksyrs gq, og t:j dksbZ xyrh dj nsrk gSA ge yksx Hkh nks cts rd xsLVgkml igq¡p x;s FksA eSaus deky
ls iwNk---- dqN crk;k mlus\ ----ugha lj----A esjk psgjk <dk gksus ds ckotwn Hkh og eq>s igpku pqdk Fkk vkSj mu nksuksa ds ‘kkjhfjd
dVko ls lkQ Fkk fd og fL=;k¡ FkhA deky us mudh vksj ns[k dj cksyk---- lj D;k vki budks Hkh lkFk ys dj tk,¡xsA eSaus
flj fgyk dj dgk---- gk¡A vHkh rqe eq>s teky ds ikl ys dj pyks---- dgrs gq, eSaus vius psgjs ij ca/ks gq, diM+s dks Bhd
fd;kA deky ge rhuksa dks ,d [kkyh :e esa ys x;k tgk¡ teky crkyoh dqlhZ ls ca/kk gqvk vk¡[ksa ewansa iM+k gqvk FkkA njoktk
[kqyus ls teky us flj mBk dj gekjh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj mldh utj mu nksuksa yM+fd;ksa ij fVd x;hA MsYVk QkslZ ds vkneh
Hkh viuk dkyk dksEcsV udkc igus dejs ds pkjksa vksj QSy x;s vkSj deky us esjh vksj ns[k dj dgk---- lj] vHkh blus dqN
ugha crk;k gSA ----dksbZ ckr ughaA eSaus viuh vk¡[k ls fQtk vkSj thur dks ,d dksus esa tkus ds fy, b’kkjk fd;kA
/khes dneksa ls pyrs gq, eSa mlds djhc vk dj [kM+k gks x;k---- teky crkyoh lcls igys tkuuk pkgw¡xk fd rqEgkjk
vkSj udyh Mkyj dk D;k lacU/k gSA teky us ,d ckj esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj tehu ij Fkwdrs gq, cksyk---- vesfjdu dqÙks
tYn gh rqEgkjk ;gk¡ ls lQk;k gks tk,xkA blls igys og dqN vkSj cksyrk esjk gkFk mBk vkSj mlds xky dks yky djds Bgj
x;kA vcdh ckj esjh vkokt esa nfjanxh fNih gqbZ Fkh---- tks iwNk tk, mldk tokc nksA eq>s irk gS rqe ikfdLrkuh vkehZ ds
vkneh gksA rqe ;gk¡ ij idM+s x;s gks vkSj blh fy, tsusok duosU’ku dk dksbZ Hkh dkuwu rqe ij ykxw ugha gksrk gSA eSa ‘kq: Hkh
FkMZ fMxzh ls dj ldrk Fkk ysfdu ‘kk;n rqEgkjs QkSth gksus dh otg ls eq>s yxk fd rqe le>nkj gksxs vkSj viuh gkykr ls
iwjh rjg ls okfdQ gksxsA ysfdu vxj rqe eq>s etcwj djksxs rks ;dhu djks eq>s tks Hkh rqels ekywekr djuk gS og rks eSa dj
gh yw¡xk ysfdu mlds ckn ‘kk;n gh rqe vius iSjksa ij dHkh py ldksxsA
----rqEgkjh jsad vkSj jsftesUV\
----duZy----vkb,lvkbZA
----da/kkj dk IykaV fdl txg ij gS\
,d iy ds fy, f>>dk ysfdu fQj---- ihjs&ik;seyA vy&jTtkd dsehdYlA
bruk lqu dj deky dejs ds ckgj pyk x;kA
----;gk¡ fdl fy, vk;s Fks\
og pqi jgkA eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls viuk ç’u nksgjk;kA
----fdlh dh iseUV jhyht djuh FkhA

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----rks D;k fQjkst dks isesUV dj nh\
bruk lquuk Fkk fd teky crkyoh dk psgjk L;kg iM+ x;kA mlds ‘kjhj dh vk;h gqbZ flgju ls lkQ Fkk fd esjk rhj
lgh fu’kkus ij yxkA ----rqeus tokc ugha fn;k\ eq>s vkSj Hkh cgqr dqN irk gS duZyA u cksyus ls rqEgsa uqdlku gksxk D;ksafd
;g tku ugh ldksxs fd rqeus csdkj d”V lgk FkkA
fQjkst dk uke esjs eq¡g ls lqu dj vc rd teky crkyoh iwjh rjg fgy pqdk FkkA esjs ç’u dks lqu dj ,d ckj
f>>dk vkSj fQj cksyk---- vHkh isesUV ugha gqvkA vHkh rks eSa Mkyj vjsat djus ds fy, dg dj vk;k FkkA
----fQjkst dgk¡ gS\
----da/kkj esaA
----rqeus mls isesUV dgk¡ ij djuh gS\
----da/kkj esaA
----mls dSls ekywe gqvk Fkk fd rqe vQhe ys dj IykaV dh vksj tk jgs FksA
bl ckj mlus esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj cksyk---- ‘kk;n ftlus eky fn;k Fkk mlus eq[kfcjh dh gksxhA
----[kSj duZy bl ckr dks NksM+ks vkSj ;g crkvks fd rqEgkjk udyh Mkyj ds lkFk D;k fj’rk gS\
----esjk dke gS fd isesUV fjyht djokuk vkSj eky dh fMyhojh djukA esjk udyh Mkyj ds lkFk dksbZ ljksdkj ugha gSA
----ftl gokys ds Mhyj ds vkfQl esa rqe vkt x;s Fks mldh vlfy;r D;k gS\
----eq>s ugha ekywe gSA esjk dUM;qV ruohj gS vkSj blds vykok eq>s dqN ugha irk gSA
rHkh deky dejs esa nkf[ky gqvk---- lj----;g >wB cksy jgk gSA lSVsykbZV besftax ls irk pyk gS fd ftl txg ij IykaV
crk jgk Fkk ogk¡ ij dksbZ IykaV ugh gSA
----dksbZ ckr ugha dekyA ftruk ;g >wB cksysxk mruk gh gekjs fy, vPNk gS D;ksafd ge viuh fyLV ls lkjh bldh
crk;h gqbZ txg dks dSfUly dj ldsaxsA D;ksa eSa Bhd dg jgk gw¡ u duZyA
eSaus nksuksa yM+fd;ksa dh vksj ns[krs gq, dgk---- vc vki ckgj tkbZ;sA deky bl vkneh dks eSa rqEgkjs gokys dj jgk gw¡
vkSj vk/ks ?kaVs dk le; ns jgk gw¡A fdlh Hkh fMxzh dk bLrseky djks ysfdu bl ckr dk irk djks fd og IykaV da/kkj esa dgk¡
gSA eSa eqM+k vkSj ckgj tkus ds fy, py fn;kA rHkh ihNs ls teky dh vkokt vk;h---- eSa lp dg jgk gw¡A ogha ij gekjk MªXl
cukus dk IykaV gSA Iyht esjh ckr ekuksA
eSa ,d {k.k ds fy, #dk vkSj pyrs gq, mlls iwNk---- vgenh dkSu gS vkSj mldk D;k dke gS\ vcdh ckj og pqi jgkA
blls igys eSa dqN cksyrk deky ds ,d vkneh us Iykl ls teky ds gkFk ds uk[kwu dks Iykl ls idM+ fy;kA ----vgenh dkSu
gS vkSj mldk D;k dke gS\ deky vxj blus nl lsdUM esa tokc ugha fn;k rks eSa bu nksuksa dks ys dj ckgj tk jgk gw¡A blds
gkFk ds lkjs uk[kwu fudky dj eq>s cqyk ysuk vkSj ckdh loky ge ckn esa djsaxsA bruk dg dj eSa dejs ls ckgj fudy x;kA
----thtw----vki cgqr [krjukd vkneh gSaA D;k ;g okdbZ esa mlds uk[kwu fudky nsaxsA mlds ç’u dks lqu dj eSaus xjnu
fgyk dj gkeh HkjhA thur vkSj fQtk eq>s vthc utjksa ls ns[k jgh FkhA ----vc rqe nksuksa ;gha ij #dksA rqe nksuksa vanj dk –
’; ns[k ugha ldksxhA bruk dg dj eSaus jkstj dks Qksu yxk;k---- gSyks jkstjA ----gSyks vkfejA ----dSls gks----A ----vkbZ ,e cSd bu
vkfQlA ,;j liksVZ dk D;k bartke gqvk----A rqe dks&v‚fMZusV~l ns nks ,UM bu fQ¶Vhu feuVl nsvj foy ch uks IykaVA ----

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FkSaDl jkstjA eSa pkgrk gw¡ fd tks uke eSaus rqEgsa fn;s Fks muds ckjs esa eq>s lkjs fMVsy pkfg,A eq>s yxrk gS vkt jkr rd ‘kk;n
gesa MªXl] udyh Mkyj vkSj gfFk;kjksa ds usDll ds ckjs esa irk py tk,xkA osV Qkj ekbZ dky----vksoj ,UM vkmVA
bruk dg dj mu nksuksa yM+fd;ksa dks ckgj NksM+ dj eSa okfil dejs esa pyk x;kA njoktk [kqyrs gh ,d ân;fonkjd
ph[k ckgj rd lquk;h nhA vanj teky crkyoh ygqyqgku voLFkk esa iM+k gqvk ph[k jgk FkkA mlds gkFkksa dh nlksa m¡xfy;ksa ls
[kwu cg jgk FkkA eSaus deky vkSj mlds lkfFk;ksa dks ckgj tkus dk b’kkjk fd;kA MsYVk Vhe ds tkus ds ckn tc ge nksuksa
vdsys jg x;s rc eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls vius loky nksgjk;sA og dqN nsj rd esjh vksj ns[krk jgk vkSj fQj cksyk---- rqe dkSu
gks\ eSaus viuk dkyk LdkQZ /khjs ls gVkrs gq, dgk---- igpku yksA eSa vkfej gw¡ ftls rqeus ml jkr dks pwuk yxk;k FkkA esjh
‘kDy ns[krs gh og Mj ds ekjs dk¡i x;k vkSj fQj cksyk---- rqe tSls Mªx Mhyj ds lkFk vesfjdu QkSt] ;g D;k pDdj gS\
vkf[kj rqe dkSu gks\ eq>s ns[k dj mlds psgjs ij gokabZ;k¡ mM+ jgh FkhA
eSua s mls ‘kkar djus ds fy, dgk---- teky fe;k¡ esjs QkSth rqEgkjs lkFk da/kkj x;s FksA vc og xk;c gks x;s gSAa eSa vesfjdu
MsYVk QkslZ dk yhMj gw¡A vYcan esa ,d v‚ijs’ku ds nkSjku rqels eqykdkr gqbZ FkhA mlh v‚ijs’ku esa gekjh Vhe dks ,d Vªd
eky fey x;k Fkk ftldk dksbZ Hkh ekfyd ugha FkkA dqN iSls cukus ds fy, eSaus rqels Mhy dh FkhA rqe gels Hkh T;knk pkyw
fudys vkSj vk/ks udyh Mkyj Fkek dj lkjk eky ys x;sA dkSu lk gekjs cki dk eky Fkk blhfy, geus Hkh dqN ugha fd;kA
ysfdu esjs vkneh tks rqEgkjs lkFk x;s Fks mudks fQjkst us vxok dj fy;k gSA ;g lcls cM+h xyrh gks x;h gS rqels ftldh
otg ls eSa rqEgkjh ftLe dh [kky vius gkFk ls mrk:¡xk vxj rqeus viuk eq¡g ugha [kksykA vc eSaus vius ckjs esa lc dqN
lkQ&lkQ rqEgsa crk fn;k gSA vius LVs’ku dekaMj dks muds vxok gksus dh [kcj dj nh gS vkSj vc vesfjdu QkslsZt rqEgkjh
rkd esa cSBh gqbZ gSA vxj rqe vHkh Hkh cpuk pkgks rks cksyuk ‘kq: dj nksA
vcdh ckj teky crkyoh us tks cksyuk ‘kq: fd;k rks cksyrk pyk x;kA ,d ?kaVs ds ckn eSa dejs ls ckgj vk;k vkSj
deky ls dgk fd mlds gkFkksa dh Mªsflax djus ds fy, fdlh dks vanj Hkst nsA bruk dg dj eSa dekaM :e esa pyk x;kA
mldh crk;h gqbZ txg ds dqv‚fMZusV~l uD’ks ij bafdr djds eSaus lSVsykbZV bestst dh fjDosLV Mky nhA dqN gh nsj
esa esjs ikl ml txg dh chl iPphl QksVks LØhu ij vk x;hA eSua s deky dks cqyk;k vkSj mldks QksVks fn[kk dj lkjh tkudkjh
bdB~Bh djus ds fy, dg dj okfil thur vkSj fQtk ds ikl pyk x;kA muds ikl lksQs ij cSB dj teky dh crk;h gqbZ
ckrksa dks tksM+us yxkA vQxkfuLrku ds gj cM+s ‘kgj esa ,d cM+k O;kikjh gokyk dk nyky cuk gqvk gS ftlds }kjk gokyk ds
iSls dks b/kj ls m/kj fd;k tkrk FkkA jkoyfi.Mh esa vgenh dh ns[kjs[k esa vkbZ,lvkbZ us udyh Mkyj Nkius dh e’khu yxk
j[kh FkhA gfFk;kjksa dk /ka/kk vdsys ikfdLrkuh vkehZ ds gkFk esa ugha FkkA bl dke esa pkj ljdkjsa fey dj dke dj jgh FkhA
ysfdu teky ;g ugha crk ldk Fkk fd vy dk;nk dk D;k jksy Fkk bu lc xSj dkuwuh /ka/kksa esa vkSj ikfdLrkuh ljdkj fdl
fy, bruk dqN dj jgh gSA
dqN lksp dj eSa okfil teky crkyoh ds dejs esa pyk x;kA eSaus mlds gkFk ik¡o [kksy fn;s vkSj dkQh dk ex mlds
gkFk esa nsrs gq, dgk---- teky rqEgkjh eqf’dy fQjkst gSA vxj og rqEgsa lc lgh crk nsrk rks rqe ‘kk;n bl gkyr esa u gksrsA
mldk MªXl dk /kU/kk gekjs yksxksa us rk;sckr esa pkSiV dj fn;k gSA og vius usVodZ dks u;s fljs ls fcBkus ds fy, rqels iSls
ek¡x jgk gSA ikfdLrkuh ljdkj ds iSls gSa vkSj mUgsa [kpZ djus esa eq>s ;k rqEgsa dksbZ rdyhQ ugh gksuh pkfg, ysfdu mlus ,d
xyrh dj nh fd esjh ;wfuV ds ik¡p vknfe;ksa dks mlus ca/kd cuk dj eq>ls fuxksf’k,V djuk pkg jgk gSA rqe QkSth gks vkSj
rqe ;g vPNh rjg ls tkurs gks fd QkSt ds ,d Hkh vkneh dks ca/kd cukus dh fgEer cM+s ls cM+s ekfQ;k dk fxjksg Hkh ugha
dj ldrk gSA ml csodwQ us fcuk lksps le>s ;g dj fn;k gSA og rks fuf’pr gha ejsxk pkgs mlds cpko esa iwjh ikfdLrkuh
vkehZ vk tk,A gk¡ vxj rqe pkgks rks rqEgkjs ns’k ds fy, vPNk gksxk fd og vc bl ipM+s esa u iM+s vkSj vius gkFk >kM+ dj
fQjkst ls vyx gks tk,A eSa rqEgsa lkspus ds fy, le; ns jgk gw¡ fd rqEgkjs fy, vkSj rqEgkjs ns’k ds fy, D;k vPNk gksxkA bruk
dg dj eSa mls vdsyk NksM+ dj okfil vk dj deky ds ikl cSB x;kA
----lj---- eq>s yxrk gS fd ;g txg gks ldrh gSA eSaus mldh ckr lqu dj dgk---- deky viuh Vhe dks ys dj rqe
da/kkj ds fy, blh oä fudy tkvks vkSj bl txg dh iwjh tkudkjh ysus ds ckn eq>s Qksu ij [kcj djksA bl ckj IykaV dks
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u”V djus ds fy, ge ,;j liksVZ ysaxsA cl ;g dUQeZ djuk t:jh gS fd D;k geus lgh txg pquh gSA ;g tehu esa ?kqlh
gqbZ rhu eaftyk bekjr gSA ;g ,d dsehdy IykaV gha ugh cfYd cgqr cM+k gfFk;kjksa dk MEi;kMZ gSA bldh flD;wfjVh ikfdLrkuh
vkehZ ds gkFk esa gSA bl fy, rqEgsa bl ckj cM+h lko/kkuh cjruh iM+sxhA esjh ckr lqu dj deky us dgk---- vki csfQØ jgs ljA
mudks dkuksadku [kcj ugha gksxh vkSj ge viuk dke dj tk,¡xsA eSa pyrk gw¡ ljA lh ;w bu da/kkjA bruk dg dj deky
mBk vkSj dejs ds ckgj pyk x;kA
eSa vHkh jger dh Vhe dk bartkj dj jgk FkkA tSls gh MsYVk Vhe xsLV gkml ls ckgj fudyh oSls gh vesfjdu vkehZ
dk Vªd xsLV gkml ds lkeus vk dj #dkA tehj vkSj ihVj xsV ij [kM+s gq, xkMZ ls tc ckr dj jgs Fks rHkh eSa ckgj fudy
dj vk;k vkSj mUgsa vius lkFk ys dj vanj vk x;kA ----tehj rqEgkjs lkFk fdrus yksx gSaA ----lj eq>s feyk dj ge pkj vkneh
gSaA ----fdruk vlyk ck:n ys dj py jgs gks\ ----lj ,d cVkfy;u dks mM+kus ds fy, dkQh gSA eSaus tehj ds dU/ks ij gkFk
ekjk---- osjh xqMA tkus igpkus psgjksa dks ns[k dj ,d ckj fQj ls esjk fo’okl ykSV vk;k FkkA
----tehj---- rqe vkSj ihVj Vªd esa cSBks vkSj pyus ds fy, rS;kj jgksA eSa rqEgkjs vkxs pyw¡xkA og nksuksa eq>s NksM+ dj okfil
pys x;sA eSa ,d ckj fQj ls teky ds dejs esa pyk x;kA ----teky D;k lkspk\ mlus esjh vksj ns[k dj dgk---- ‘kk;n rqe lgh
dg jgs gksA ----rks pysa D;k\---- eSaus teky ls dgkA ----gk¡---- pyks bl fQjkst dks ns[krs gSa fd blus D;k lksp dj vesfjdu
QkSft;ksa dks ca/kd cuk;k gSA tgk¡ rd eq>s irk gS fd ikfdLrkuh vkehZ dHkh Hkh lh/ks bl dke esa gkFk ugha Mky ldrhA gks
ldrk gS fd ;g dke rkfyckfu;ksa dk gks ysfdu og Hkh vy dk;nk dh ‘kg ds fcuk dqN ugha djsaxsA ;g ckr Hkh lgh gS fd
vy dk;nk Hkh fcuk gekjh btktr ds ,sls dke esa gkFk ugha Mky ldrhA ;gh ckr djrs gq, ge nksuksa dejs ls ckgj fudy
vk;sA esjs bartkj esa thur vkSj fQtk lksQs ij cSBh gqbZ Fkh vkSj ge nksuksa dks dejs ls ckgj fudyrk ns[k dj [kM+h gks x;haA
mUgsa vius ihNs pyus dk b’kkjk djrs gq, eSaus teky ls dgk---- pyksA mu nksuksa dks ns[k dj ,d ckj ds fy, teky fBBd
dj #d x;k ysfdu fQj esjs lkFk pyrs gq, xsLV gkml ds ckgj vk x;kA
ge lc thi ds ikl vk dj [kM+s gks x;s FksA ----;g yM+fd;k¡ dkSu gSa\ D;k ;g gekjs lkFk py jgh gSa\ teky us esjh
vksj ns[krs gq, iwNkA nksuksa yM+fd;k¡ pqipki [kM+h gqbZ esjh vksj ns[k jgha FkhA fQtk dh uhyh vk¡[kksa esa >k¡drs gq, eSa cksyk---- ;g
nksuksa gekjs lkFk py jgh gSaA jgh ckr ;g nksuksa dkSu gSa---- cl bruk le> yks teky fd ;g fMikVZesUVy Vªsuht gSa tks nwj ls
,D’ku ij utj j[ksaxhA teky us esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj flj fgykrs gq, dgk---- HkbZ rqe vesfjdu vHkh Hkh ugha le>s fd
vkSjr flQZ ,d gh dke ds fy, gksrh gSA rqe csdkj gh budh tku dks tksf[ke esa Mky jgs gks---- dgrs gq, teky esjs lkFk dh
lhV ij cSB x;kA nksuksa yM+fd;k¡ us eq>s ,d iy ds fy, ?kwjk vkSj fQj pqipki ihNs tk dj cSB x;hA
eSaus thi dks vkxs c<+k;kA da/kkj dh lM+d ij eSaus vius fj;jO;q fejj esa ns[kk fd tehj vkehZ dk Vªd ys dj gekjs
ihNs&ihNs vk jgk FkkA viuh xfr c<+krs gq, eSaus teky dh vksj ns[k dj dgk---- rqe yksx rkfyckfu;ksa vkSj vy dk;nk dks
bruh ‘kg D;ksa ns jgs gks\ ,d rjQ rqe gekjs lkFk vkrad ds f[kykQ yM+kbZ yM+ jgs gks vkSj gekjh ihB ihNs rqe bu vkrafd;ksa
dk lkFk ns jgs gksA ;g ckr esjh le> ls ckgj gSA
----ihNs cSBh gqbZ uktuhu D;k i’rq Hkk”kk tkurh vkSj le>rh gS---- mlus esjh vksj ns[k dj iwNkA eSaus xjnu fgyk dj
euk fd;k---- ugha ;g nksuksa rks U;q ;kdZ ls vk;h gSa vkSj vksctoZj dh gSfl;r ls gekjs lkFk py jgh gSaA [kSj rqeus esjh ckr dk
tokc ugha fn;k\ vcdh ckj teky [kqy dj cksyus yxk---- ikfdLrkuh vkehZ ,d vkehZ ugha gSA og cgqr lkjs cM+s yksxksa dh
futh dEiuh dh rjg gS ft/kj Qk;nk gksrk gS og mldk lkFk nsrs gSaA MªXl vkSj gfFk;kjksa ds /ka/ks us cgqr lkjs vQljksa dks
djksM+ifr cuk fn;k gSA udyh uksV dk djksckj geus dqN ljdkjksa dks detksj djus ds fy, ‘kq: fd;k Fkk ysfdu vc bldk
vlyh bLrseky ge ;gk¡ ij dj jgs gSaA rkfycku vkSj vy dk;nk dks ‘kg ns dj gekjh ljdkj rqe yksxksa dks ;g trk jgh gS
fd gekjs fcuk rqe bu dk dqN Hkh ugha fcxkM+ ldksxsA bu vkrafd;ksa dks ftUnk j[kus ds fy, buds gkFk esa gfFk;kj nsuk t:jh
gS vkSj blh fy, gekjh N=Nk;k esa bl bykds esa gfFk;kjksa dk /ka/kk Hkh iui jgk gSA fdlh nwljs ns’k dh tehu ij [kwu [kjkck
gks ftlls gekjs oru dk Qk;nk gks rks blesa D;k rdyhQ gSA bl ls D;k vPNh ckr gksxh fd rqEgkjh bl yM+kbZ esa flQZ
vQxku ej jgs gSaA rqe gekjs fy, bl bykds esa thuk vklku dj jgs gksA vy dk;nk dks bLykfed tkek iguk dj geus lkjs

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eqfLye jk”Vªksa dk usr`Ro laHkky fy;k gSA
bl oä gkbZos [kkyh Fkk blhfy, Mªkbfoax esa T;knk dfBukbZ ugha eglwl gks jgh FkhA teky cksyrk tk jgk Fkk vkSj eSa
lqu jgk FkkA eSaus teky ls ç’u fd;k---- rqe rks iSlksa dh Vªsy ds dUMîwV gks rks rqEgsa lkjh tkudkjh gksxhA vQhe dh iSnkokj
ls ys dj çkslsflax rqEgkjh ns[k js[k esa gksrk gSA iSlksa dk ewoesaV dSls gks ikrk gS\ teky vius >ksad esa cksyrk tk jgk FkkA ----
rqe ugha le> ldrs] ftl fnu MªXl dk dke can gks tk,xk mlh fnu rqEgkjs ns’k vejhdk esa v’kkafr Nk tk,xhA vlyh iSlk
gekjs ikl ;wjksi vkSj vejhdk ls vkrk gSA ftl fnu ;gk¡ ls MªXl Hkstuh can gks x;h mlh fnu mudh gfFk;kj cukus okyh lkjh
QSDVfj;ksa esa rkys yx tk,¡xsA rqEgkjs vk/ks ls T;knk lhusV ds usrk cckZn gks tk,¡xs---- dgrs gq, Bgkdk ekj dj g¡l fn;kA
teky dh ckrksa esa ne yx jgk FkkA ,sls gh ckrsa djrs gq, jkLrk dV jgk FkkA chp esa ,d ckj eSaus ihNs eqM+ dj ns[kk
rks irk pyk og nksuksa Hkh rUe; gks dj teky dh dgkuh lqu jgh FkhA eq>ls utj feyrs gh nksuksa ds psgjs ij eqLdqjkgV Nk
x;hA eSaus teky ls dgk---- rqEgkjk esu gokyk Mhyj rks ,d vkneh gksxk ckdh rks lc mlds }kjk dke djrs gksaxs\ ----ugha]
vQxkfuLrku esa igys ls gh gokyk ds cgqr lkjs Mhyj FksA ge rks flQZ dqN yksxksa ls gh Mhy djrs gSaA gk¡ eSa uke ugha yw¡xk
ysfdu ;g crk ldrk gw¡ fd lHkh vius bykds ds cgqr bTtrnkj vkSj ukeh xjkeh gLrh gSA udyh uksV pykus ds fy, muds
uke dh cgqr t:jr gksrh gSA bl /ka/ks esa mudk flQZ uke pyrk gSA
,d pkSjkgs ij igq¡p dj teky us b’kkjk fd;k---- vc ge ml txg ij igq¡pus okys gS tgk¡ rqEgkjs vkneh us Vªd esjs
gokys fd;k Fkk---- lkeus pkSjkgs dks fn[kkrs gq, teky cksykA ----;gk¡ ls rqe fdl vksj x;s Fks\ eSa Vªd dks ys dj lh/kk xksnke
x;k FkkA eSaus mls ogha tkus dk jkLrk crkus ds fy, dgkA vc rd iwjs jkLrs fdlh us gekjk ihNk ugha fd;k FkkA ge dqN nsj
esa xksnke ij igq¡p x;s FksA dqN nwj ij thi jksd dj ge nksuksa mrj x;sA rc rd tehj us Hkh Vªd dks jksd fy;k FkkA ihVj
dks thi dh fuxjkuh ij yxk dj eSaus tehj vkSj cps gq, lkfFk;ksa dks xksnke ds njokts dks doj djus dks dg dj ncs ik¡o
teky ds lkFk xksnke dh vksj py fn;kA bl oä xksnke ohjkuh esa Mwck gqvk FkkA teky crkyoh dks Hkh bl ckr dh gSjkuh
gks jgh Fkh fd ogk¡ ij dksbZ ugha FkkA teky cksyk---- deky gS] ;g xksnke pkSchl ?kaVs vkehZ dh fuxjkuh esa jgrk gS ysfdu vkt
;gk¡ ij dksbZ Hkh ugha gSA
ge nksuksa us vanj tk dj xksnke dk dksuk&dksuk ns[k fy;k ysfdu ogk¡ ij fdlh ds gksus dk dksbZ lcwr ugha fey ldkA
eky ls Hkjk gqvk Vªd Hkh vc ogk¡ ij ugha FkkA teky Hkh vpjt ls pkjksa vksj ns[k jgk FkkA eSaus teky ls dgk---- vc vkxs
D;k djuk pkfg,\ ,d {k.k ds fy, og cksyus ls igys tjk lk fgpdk ysfdu fQj rsth ls cksyk---- eq>s ;gk¡ ds IykaV bUpktZ
ls ckr djuh iM+sxh fd vkf[kj ;g txg D;ksa [kkyh dj nh x;h FkhA eSaus mls jksdrs gq, dgk---- vHkh gesa fdlh ls dqN ckr
ugha djuh pkfg,A fnu fudy vk;k FkkA jkr Hkj pyus ls ge lc dh vka[ks cksf>y gks x;h Fkh vkSj Fkdku Hkh yx jgh FkhA
eSaus dgk---- teky ;gk¡ ls IykaV fdruh nwj gS\ ----yxHkx ipkl fdyksehVjA ----teky ge IykaV ds lcls utnhd fdlh xsLV
gkml esa Bgj dj dqN nsj vkjke dj ysrs gSaA teky pqipki esjs lkFk okfil vk dj thi esa cSB x;k vkSj ge lc IykaV dh
vksj py iM+sA f[kUu eu ls viuh ukdke;kch ds ckjs esa lksp jgk FkkA /khjs&/khjs le; fudyrk tk jgk Fkk vkSj jger vkSj
mlds lkfFk;ksa dk dksbZ lqjkx ugh feyk FkkA ‘kke rd eq>s mu vxok djus okyksa ls ckr djuh FkhA D;k d:¡ ;gh lksp dj
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gesa IykaV ds ikl igq¡pus esa djhc rhu ?kaVs vkSj yx x;s FksA bruh nsj rd pyus ds ckn Hkh gesa lM+d ds vklikl dksbZ gksVy
;k xsLVgkml ugha fn[kk FkkA bUMfLVª;y ,fj;k dkQh nsj igys NwV pqdk Fkk vkSj vc ge IykaV dh vksj tkus okyh lM+d ij
FksA rHkh esjh utj ,d iqjkuh lh gosyhuqek ohjku edku ij iM+h tks lM+d ds fdukjs cuh gqbZ FkhA eSaus thi mlh vksj eksM+ yh
vkSj esjs ihNs vkehZ dk Vªd Hkh mlh vksj eqM+ x;kA ,d fdukjs esa thi dks [kM+h djds eSaus tehj dks dgk---- tehj vius lkFk
Vke dks ys dj ml gosyh esa tkvks vkSj irk djks fd ogk¡ ij dkSu vkSj fdrus vkneh jgrs gSaA esjh ckr lqu dj tehj vkSj
Vke pqipki iSny gh ml gosyhuqek edku dh vksj py fn;sA
dqN nsj esa vk dj mUgksaus lwpuk nh fd iwjh gosyh [kkyh iM+h gqbZ gSA ogk¡ bl oä dksbZ ugha jg jgk gSA fcuk nsj fd;s
eSa thi dks ys dj mlh gosyh ds vgkrs esa pyk x;kA tehj Vªd Mªkbo djrk gqvk gosyh ds ihNs dh vksj ys x;k vkSj isM+ksa dh
vkM+ esa ys tk dj [kM+k dj fn;kA Vke us cM+h vklkuh ls esu njokts ds ykd dks rksM+ fn;k FkkA ge yksx mlds ihNs pyrs
gq, lc gosyh ds vanj nkf[ky gks x;s FksA iqjkuh gosyh [kkyh FkhA lkjs dejs [kksy dj ns[ks ysfdu ogk¡ ij dqN ugha FkkA u
rks dksbZ dqlhZ fn[kkbZ ns jgh Fkh vkSj u gh dksbZ fcLrjA ,d dejs dks [kksy dj eSaus vius dCts esa fd;kA dksus esa igq¡p dj
eSaus viuk gfFk;kjksa dk caMy tehu ij j[kk vkSj nksuksa yM+fd;ksa ls tehu ij ysV dj vkjke djus ds fy, dg fn;kA nwljs
dejs esa teky ds lkFk jger dh Vhe Hkh ,M~tLV gks x;hA ihVj dks ckgj fd fuxjkuh ij yxk dj dqN gh le; esa eSa xgjh
uhan esa [kks x;kA
nks ?kaVs dh uhan iwjh djus ds ckn eSa mB x;k vkSj ckgj vk dj ihVj dks fjyho fd;kA eq>s ckgj NksM+ dj og vanj
pyk x;kA eSaus igyk Qksu deky dks yxk;k---- deky D;k [kcj gS\ ----lj] ;g ogh txg gSA ge iwjs IykaV dk ckgj ls fujh{k.k
dj pqds gSaA ;g IykaV esjs [;ky ls vQxkfuLrku lcls cM+k dsfedy IykaV gSA fcuk ,;j LiksVZ ds bl IykaV dks mM+k;k ugha
tk ldrkA lj ,d cqjh [kcj gS fd fujh{k.k ds nkSjku irk pyk fd jsX;qyj ikfdLrkuh vkehZ ds yksx bl IykaV dh lqj{kk esa
yxs gq, gSaA Lopkfyr xu gj lqj{kkdehZ ds gkFk esa gSA ----deky thih,l dks&v‚fMZusV~l ys fy;s gSa rks gekjs ikl vk tkvksA
ge IykaV ls dksbZ ,d fdyksehVj igys da/kkj jksM ij ,d iqjkuh gosyhuqek edku esa iM+ko Mkys gq, gSA ----ljA vksoj ,UM
vkmVA bruk dg dj eSaus Qksu dkV fn;kA
vcdh ckj eSaus jger dk Qksu feyk;kA dqN nsj rd ?kaVh ctus ds ckn nwljh vksj ls ,d HkjkZ;h gqbZ vkokt esa fdlh
us dgk---- gSyksA ----eSa da/kkj igqp x;k gw¡ vkSj bl oä ogha ls cksy jgk gw¡A nwljh vksj ls vkokt lquk;h nh---- Bhd gS] eSa feyus
dk Vkbe vkSj irk FkksM+h nsj esa crkšxkA blls igys og Qksu dkVrk eSaus dgk---- rqe tks Hkh gks igys rqe esjh ckr jger ls
djkvks mlds ckn gh eSa rqels vkxs dksbZ ckr d:¡xkA ,d iy ds fy, nwljh vksj ‘kkafr Nk x;h vkSj fQj ml rjQ ls Qksu
dV x;kA eSa vkjke ls ckgj lM+d ij vkus&tkus okyh bDdk&nqDdk xkMf;ksa dks ns[krk jgkA ‘kk;n esjs mBus ls thur dh
uhan Hkh VwV x;h Fkh og Hkh esjs ikl vk dj cSB x;h vkSj cksyh---- thtw ;gk¡ cSB dj D;k dj jgs gks\ ----dqN ugha cl lkeus
lM+d ij vkus&tkus okyh xkMf;ksa ij utj j[k jgk gw¡A ----thtw vkids lkfFk;ksa dk dqN irk pyk\ eSaus xjnu fgyk dj badkj
fd;k---- ysfdu tYnh gha irk py tk,xkA rHkh esjk Qksu ?ku?kuk;kA eSaus tYnh ls Qksu mBk;k vkSj cksyk---- gSyksA
----lj---- deky cksy jgk gw¡ geus IykaV ds isjhehVj ds vanj pkj dksuksa esa lse ¼lQsZl Vq ,;j felkby½ dks fMVsDV fd;k

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gSA ----vksg uksA deky vc gesa vius Iyku esa cnyko djuk iM+sxkA ,;j liksVZ ls igys gesa lse dks ukdke djuk iM+sxkA rqe
tYnh ls b/kj vk tkvks vkSj eq>s tYnh ls lkjh fjiksVZ pkfg,A vksoj ,UM vkmVA
tc ijs’kkuh vkrh gS rks lc rjQ ls vkrh gS ;gh lksp dj eSaus viuk ekFkk /kqu fy;kA thur us esjs psgjs ij ijs’kkfu;ksa
dh js[kkvksa dks ‘kk;n i<+ fy;k FkkA og cksyh---- thtw D;k cgqr cM+h eqf’dy vk x;h gSA vius cks> dks gYdk djus ds fy,
eSaus crk;k---- vkt jkr dks eq>s fQjkst ls feyuk FkkA eSaus lkspk Fkk fd gokbZ geys ls ge bl IykaV dks mM+k nsaxs ysfdu vc
;gh dke cM+k tksf[ke dk gks x;kA ----rks vc vki D;k djsaxs thtw\ mlds loky dks lqu dj esjk fnekx vkSj tksj ls dke
djus yxkA eSaus jkstj dks Qksu feyk;k---- gSyks jkstjA ----gk¡ cksyks vkfej rqeus vHkh rd dks&v‚fMZusV~l ugha HkstsA ;gk¡ ,;j
gsMDokVZlZ ls esjs mij çs’kj vk jgk gSA ----jkstj esjh ckr /;ku ls lquksA IykaV ds pkjksa dksus esa lse fQV dj j[kh gSA ----D;k
dg jgs gks---- lse yxk j[kh gS\ vc rks nqckjk ls fLFkfr dk vkadyu djuk iM+sxkA ----jkstj eSa rqEgsa dqN nsj ds ckn gh lkjh
tkudkjh ns ldw¡xkA rc rd rqe vius ,;jQkslZ ds yksxksa ls ckr djks fd bl eqf’dy dk D;k rksM+ gSA jkstj us dgk---- gk¡
lse us lkjk ekeyk gh isphnk dj fn;k gSA vkfej ;g ckr le> esa ugha vk;h fd lse bu yksxksa ds ikl dgk¡ ls vk x;hA [kSj
rqe tYnh ls eq>s fMVsy fHktokvks----vksds----vksoj ,UM vkmV---- dg dj jkstj us Qksu dkV fn;kA
eSa vkSj thur vHkh ckr gh dj jgs Fks fd lM+d ij eq>s nwj ls ,d Vªd vkrk gqvk fn[kkbZ fn;kA gosyh ds ikl vk dj
og Vªd /khjs gks x;k vkSj xsV ds ikl vk dj #d x;kA Vªd esa ls deky uhps mrjk vkSj xsV ds ikl [kM+s gks dj gosyh dk
tk;tk ysus yxkA eSaus f[kM+dh ds ckgj flj fudky dj deky dk /;ku viuh vksj [khapk---- deky Vªd dks ys dj vanj vk
tkvks vkSj bls gosyh ds ihNs ikdZ dj nksA deky us yksgs dk xsV [kksyk vkSj vanj vk x;kA mlds ihNs&ihNs Vªd Hkh vanj
vk x;k vkSj gosyh ds ihNs ikdZ dj fn;kA rc rd eSaus vanj tk dj lc dks gky esa bdB~Bk gksus dks dgkA nksuksa yM+fd;ksa
us ,d ckj fQj ls viuk psgjk <d fy;k Fkk vkSj esjs ihNs vk dj tehu ij cSB x;hA deky vius lkr lkfFk;ksa ds lkFk gky
esa ços’k fd;k vkSj eq>s ns[k dj esjh vksj pyk vk;kA eSaus mls vkSj mlds lkfFk;ksa dk jger dh Vhe ls ifjp; djk;k---- ;g
;w,l ejhu dksj ds yksx gSaA deky vki yksx viuh IykaV dh ,lsLesUV nhft, ftlls bl dke esa bu yksxksa dh jk; Hkh yh
tk ldsA
----lj---- cgqr cM+k IykaV gS ftls ge yksx ‘kk;n gh vius dCts esa dj ldsA iwjk IykaV jsX;qyj ikfdLrkuh QkSt dh lqj{kk
esa gSA oSls rks lqj{kkdehZ lkns fyckl esa gS ysfdu og lc vR;k/kqfud gfFk;kjksa ls ySl gSaA LVsUMMZ ikfdLrkuh QkSth vlyk ns[k
dj gh ge bl urhts ij igq¡ps fd lkjs lqj{kkdehZ ikfdLrkuh QkSt ds gSaA IykaV ds pkj dksuksa esa lse yxh gqbZ gS ftldk eryc
gS fd ogk¡ ij t:j jsMkj dh Hkh O;oLFkk gSA esjk ‘kd gS fd jsMkj LVs’ku IykaV ds ck¡;h vksj ,d NksVh lh bekjr esa gSA esjs
jsfM;kslwpd ehVj us ml {ks= esa bysDVªksfud rjaxksa dh gypy T;knk eglwl dh FkhA ysfdu ;g Hkh gks ldrk gS fd og bl
IykaV dk vLirky gks tgk¡ ,Dl&js vkSj bysDVªksfud midj.kksa dh T;knk rknkn gksA ckgj ls dqN ;dhu ls ugha dgk tk ldrkA
gekjk vuqeku gS fd ikfdLrkuh QkSt dh ,d dEiuh ogk¡ ij fLFkr gSA
,d iy ds fy, esjh utj crkyoh ls feyhA og ,d {k.k ds fy, f>>dk vkSj fQj cksyk---- bl dsfedy IykaV dk
ekfyd vkSj dksbZ ugh tujy ft;kuh lkgc gSaA vc lkjh ckr lkQ gks x;h Fkh fd D;ksa ikfdLrku dh jsX;qyj vkehZ bl IykaV
dh lqj{kk esa yxh gqbZ gSA
bruk lqu dj eSaus dgk---- vki lc us deky dks lqu fy;k gSA vc vki yksx crkbZ;s fd D;k djuk pkfg,A gekjh Vhe
dks nks Hkkxksa esa ck¡Vuk iM+sxk---- ,d Vhe jger vkSj mlds lkfFk;ksa dks cpkus ds fy, dke djsxh vkSj nwljh Vhe dh ftEesnkjh
IykaV dks u”V djus dh gksxhA rHkh deky us esjh ckr dkVh vkSj dgk---- lj esjk lq>ko gS fd nks Hkkxksa esa ck¡Vus ls vPNk jgsxk
fd ge lc ,d&,d djds nksuksa dkeksa dks vatke nsaA jkr dks ge jger dks NqM+kus dk dke djrs gSa vkSj lqcg gksus ls igys
ge IykaV dks u”V djus dh dksf’k’k djrs gSaA ge oSls gh de gSa vkSj vxj ge vkil esa c¡V tk,¡xs rks gekjk iyM+k nq’euksa ij
vkSj Hkh gYdk gks tk,xkA ,d gh oä esa vki nks v‚ijs’ku dks dSls gSaMy dj ldsaxsA eq>s yxk fd deky dh ckr esa ne gSaA
;gh lksp dj eSaus dgk---- deky rqe lgh dg jgs gksA jger vkSj mlds lkfFk;ksa dks vxok djus okys D;k le; nsaxs vc lkjk
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eSaus IykaV ds dqv‚fMZusV~l jkstj dks Qksu }kjk Hkst fn;s FksA vHkh ge IykaV dh ckr dj jgs Fks fd ,d ckj fQj ls esjs
Qksu dh ?kaVh cthA ----gSyks----A esjs dkuksa esa ogh vkokt xw¡t x;h---- jger ls ckr djus dh ‘krZ j[k dj rwus xyrh dj nhA
vxj mls ftUnk j[kuk pkgrk gS rks blh oä xksnke ij igq¡p ft/kj rw vHkh dqN nsj igys dqÙks dh Hkkafr lwa?k jgk FkkA vxj
rw ,d ?kaVs esa ugha igq¡pk rks ogk¡ ij rq>s flQZ mudh yk’ksa feysaxhA gk¡----,d ckr vkSj gS fd vius lkFk teky crkyoh dks
t:j ys dj vkukA blls igys eSa dqN cksy ikrk nwljh vksj ls Qksu dV x;kA
eSaus lcdks Qksu ij dgh gqbZ ckr ls voxr djk;kA teky crkyoh dk psgjk /kqvk¡ gks x;k FkkA eSaus dgk---- ;gk¡ ls eSa
vkSj teky ,d Vªd esa tk,¡xsA tehj vkSj mlds lkfFk;ksa us xksnke igys ls ns[k j[kk gSA og thi ls tk,¡xs vkSj gels igys
xksnke igq¡pus dh dksf’k’k djsaxsA ogk¡ igq¡p dj og xksnke dh fuxjkuh djsaxs vkSj gekjs xksnke esa tkrs gha og Hkh gekjs ihNs
vanj vk tk,¡xsA deky vius lkFk ckdh yksxksa dks ys dj gekjs ihNs vk,xk vkSj gekjs vanj tkrs gh og xksnke dks ?ksj ysxk
vkSj esjs b’kkjs dk bartkj djsxkA Cok;t gekjk igyk y{; vius lkfFk;ksa dks cpkus dk gSA Qksu ij gqbZ ckr ls lkQ gS fd
tc ge ogk¡ igq¡ps Fks rc og yksx ogha ij FksA geus rks lkjs xksnke dks iwjh rjg ls Nku fy;k FkkA ogk¡ ij rks dksbZ ugha FkkA
bldk vFkZ gS fd og yksx fdlh nwljh bekjr ls ge ij utj j[ks gq, FksA tehj rqEgkjh Vhe dks ;g irk djuk t:jh gS fd
og dkSu lh bekjr ls ge ij utj j[k jgs FksA gekjs igq¡pus ls igys rqEgkjh Vhe dks ml bekjr dk irk djuk iM+sxkA tc
rd rqe Qksu ij eq>s bfÙkyk ugha djksxs ge yksx xksnke dh vksj ugha tk,¡xsA bruk dg dj eSa vkSj teky Vªd dh vksj py
fn;sA
‘kke gks pqdh FkhA tehj vius rhu lkfFk;ksa dks ys dj xksnke dh vksj fudy pqdk FkkA mlds fudyus ds dqN nsj ds
ckn eSa vkSj teky Hkh Vªd ls xksnke dh vksj py fn,A deky Hkh gekjs ihNs vk jgk FkkA eSa pqipki Vªd pykrk gq, jkLrk r;
dj jgk FkkA ‘kke ds oä lM+d ij xkMf;ksa dh rknkn T;knk Fkh blh fy, Vªd fd xfr de FkhA tYnh gh ge viuh eafty
ij igq¡pus okys Fks ysfdu vHkh rd tehj dh vksj ls gekjs ikl dksbZ lwpuk ugha vk;h FkhA va/ksjk ?kuk gksrk tk jgk Fkk vkSj
BaMd c<+rh tk jgh FkhA lM+d ij fuxkgsa xM+k;s eSa gksus okyh eqBHksM+ ds ckjs esa fparkeXu FkkA bl ls igys tehj dk Qksu vkrk
ge yksx xksnke ij igq¡p x;s FksA
pkjksa vksj ogh igys tSlk lUukVk FkkA xksnke ds vkl&ikl dh bekjrsa Hkh va/ksjs esa f?kjh gqbZ FkhA fdlh Hkh utnhd dh
bekjrksa esa jkS’kuh dh gYdh lh fdj.k Hkh ugha fn[k jgh FkhA xksnke ds ‘kVj ij yxk gqvk NksVk lk cYc jkr ds xgjkrs gq,
va/kdkj dks nwj djus esa vl{ke çrhr gks jgk FkkA geus viuh fuxkgsa b/kj&m/kj ?kqek dj ns[kk ysfdu tehj o mlds lkfFk;ksa
dk dqN vrk&irk ugha yxkA T;knk nsj xksnke ds ckgj [kM+k jguk [krjs ls [kkyh ugha Fkk vkSj ;gh lksp ge nksuksa ncs ik¡o
xksnke ds [kqys gq, ‘kVj dh c<+us yxsA [kqys gq, ‘kVj ij igq¡p ,d ckj fQj ls ihNs ?kwe dj vius Vªd dh vksj ns[kk vkSj
fQj ge nksuksa xksnke esa nkf[ky gks x;sA vHkh Hkh ogh igys tSlk lUukVk xksnke esa O;kIr FkkA eq>s flQZ esjs fny dh /kM+du
lquk;h ns jgh FkhA esjs ls cqjk gky teky dk FkkA mlds gkFk dk¡i jgs Fks vkSj esjs lkFk u py dj esjs ihNs py jgk FkkA xksnke
ds gky esa flQZ chp esa ,d NksVk lk cYc ty jgk Fkk ftlls xksnke ds vanj dk utkjk lkQ fn[k jgk FkkA
ge pyrs gq, xksnke ds chpksachp vk dj #d x;sA rHkh vpkud cYc cq> x;k vkSj ----/kk¡;---- ,d xksyh dh vkokt ls
lkjk okrkoj.k xqatk;eku gks x;kA cYc cq>rs gh eSaus teky dks /kDdk fn;k vkSj tehu ij fxj dj nhokj dh vksj jksy fd;k
vkSj fQj mB dj ‘kVj dh vksj ncs ik¡o c<+ x;kA dqN feuV ds ckn ,d ckj fQj ls xksnke çdk’keku gks x;kA ogh cYc
,d ckj fQj ls ty mBk FkkA ysfdu bu dqN iyksa esa lkjk utkjk cny pqdk FkkA teky vHkh Hkh chpksachp iM+k gqvk djkg
jgk Fkk ysfdu mldks pkjksa vksj ls xuksa ls vQxkfu;ksa us doj dj j[kk FkkA eSa lk¡l jksds ‘kVj ds lk;s esa [kM+k gks dj ;g
utkjk ns[k jgk FkkA teky /khjs ls vius gkFk mBk;s [kM+k gqvk rHkh mldh ‘kDy ns[k dj ,d vQxkuh fyckl igus gq, rkfyckuh
fpYyk;k---- oks dgk¡ x;k\ mlds vkl ikl [kM+s vknfe;ksa us viuh utj tYnh ls b/kj&m/kj nkSM+k;hA blls igys mudh utj
esjs mij iM+rh eSaus dgk---- eSa b/kj gw¡A
vcdh ckj lc dh fuxkgsa esjs mij Fkha vkSj mudh Lopkfyr jkbQyksa dh uky eq>s fu’kkuk cuk;s gq, FkhA ----esjs vkneh
dgk¡ gS fQjkst\ dgrs gq, eSa mldh vksj c<+kA mlus eq>s ?kwjrs gq, dgk---- bruh tYnh D;k gSA vHkh rks gesa lkSnk r; djuk

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gSA ----D;k pkgrs gks fQjkst\ mlus eq>s ?kwjrs gq, dgk---- bruk pkgrk gw¡ fd rqe viuh ljdkj ls tk dj dgks fd esjs uqdlku
dh HkjikbZ dj nsa vkSj gekjh eqfge ds vkB HkkbZ bl oä tks rqEgkjh tsy esa can gS mUgsa fjgk dj nsaA esjs uqdlku ds cnys esa
rqEgkjh vejhdh ljdkj eq>s 10 djksM+ Mkyj nsA tSls gh pqi gqvk rks eSua s dgk---- fQjkst rw bu Hkksys Hkkys rkfyckfu;ksa dks cgdk;k
dj ij esjh utj esa rw fdlh fpUnhpksj ls de ugha gSA rsjh ;gh vkSdkr gS bl ls T;knk dqN ugha gSA eSa viuh ljdkj ds ikl
tk dj rsjh fMekUM j[kw¡ ysfdu mlls igys eSa vius vknfe;ksa ls fey dj ckr djuk pkgw¡xkA esjh ckr lqu dj mlus viuh
vkVksesfVd xu dks esjh vksj fd;k vkSj vkx ccwyk gks dj ph[kk---- ;g fMekUM rks eSa rq>s ekj dj Hkh rsjh ljdkj ds ikl igq¡pk
ldrk gw¡ blh fy, viuh tqcku dks yxke nsA
eSa dqN cksyrk blls igys teky f?kf?k;krs gq, cksy iM+k---- fQjkst HkkbZ eq>s D;ksa cqyok;k FkkA fQjkst us mldh vksj
ns[k dj cksyk---- rw esjs iSls dc nsxkA rsjh ljdkj us oknk fd;k Fkk fd rw esjs ikl nl yk[k vejhdh Mkyj igq¡pk,xkA fQj
D;k gqvk] esjs iSls dgk¡ gS\ og fxM+fxM+krs gq, cksyk---- HkkbZ eSaus rks vkids iSlksa dk gsjkr esa bartke dj fy;k Fkk ysfdu ;g
vkneh eq>s vxok djds ;gk¡ ys vk;kA vki esjs lkFk gsjkr pfy, eSa vkids iSls vki dks ns nw¡xkA teky crkyoh us fxjfxV
dh rjg viuk jax cny fy;k vkSj esjh vksj ns[kus yxkA blls igys fQjkst dqN cksyrk---- /kka;----dh vkokt ds lkFk gh fctyh
pyh x;h vkSj xksnke esa ?kqi va/ksjk gks x;kA vpkud ,d lkFk dbZ rjQ ls xksfy;ksa dh vkoktsa xwatus yxhA eSa rks xksyh dh
vkokt lqu dj gh viuh txg NksM+ dj ‘kVj dh vksj Nykax yxk pqdk Fkk vkSj jksy djds ‘kVj dh vkM+ esa vk x;k FkkA
gok esa dqN iy xksfy;ksa b/kj m/kj fNrjkrh jgh vkSj fQj nqckjk ls xksnke esa [kkeks’kh Nk x;hA bl ckj dqN vknfe;ksa dh
djkgus dh vkokt lquk;h ns jgh FkhA
vpkud xksnke esa rst jkS’kuh us lcdh vk¡[ks pqaf/k;k nhA ,d iy ds fy, lcdh vk¡[kksa ds vkxs va/ksjk gks x;k FkkA tehj
vkSj mlds pkjksa lkfFk;ksa us tehu ij ?kk;y iM+s gq, vknfe;ksa dks viuh e’khu xu ls doj dj j[kk FkkA ik¡p rkfyckuh tehu
<sj gks dj iM+s Fks vkSj rhu ?kk;y iM+s gq, djkg jgs FksA teky Hkh tehu ij iM+k gqvk yach&yach lk¡ls ys jgk FkkA mlds da/ks
ls [kwu cg jgk FkkA eSaus viuh fuxkgsa pkjksa vksj nkSM+k;h ysfdu fQjkst eq>s dgh utj ugha vk jgk FkkA eSaus tehj dh vksj ns[k
dj dgk---- ?kk;yksa dks viuh dSn esa ysdj buls iwNrkN djks fd gekjs vkneh dgk¡ gSA tehj ds psgjs ij ,d vthc lh dBksjrk
ns[k dj eSa fBBd dj #d x;k---- D;k gqvk tehj\ ----lj gekjs vkneh vc bl nqfu;k esa ugha gS---- dgrs gq, mldh vk¡[ks mlds
fny dk gky crk jgh FkhA esjs fnekx esa ,d Nukds ds lkFk foLQksV gqvk vkSj eSa ph[k dj cksyk---- D;k cdrs gks----rqEgsa dSls
irk pykA rHkh Vke cksy iM+k---- muds vkneh us baVsjksxs’ku ds nkSjku crk;k FkkA ,d ckj ds fy, esjs ik¡o ds uhps ls /kjrh
f[kld x;h Fkh vkSj yM+[kM+krs gq, eSaus vius vki dks laHkky fy;kA eSaus rqjar vius Qksu ij deky ls ckr dh---- deky ,d
;k nks vkneh ;gk¡ ls fudyus esa dke;kc gks x;s Fks---- D;k og rqEgkjs gkFk yx ldsA ----ugh ljA vHkh rd ,d vkneh Hkh xksnke
ls ckgj ugha fudyk gSA ge utj j[ks gq, gSa tSls gh og gekjs gkFk vkrs gSa eSa vkidks lwfpr d:axkA bruk lqu dj eSaus viuk
Qksu dkV fn;kA
----tehj ;g oä vius nq[k eukus dk ugha gSA fQjkst vHkh Hkh blh xksnke esa dgha fNik gqvk gSA mlds vknfe;ksa dh
[kky [khap yks tc rd og bl xksnke esa fNius okyh txg dk irk ugha crkrsA bruk dg dj eSaus teky dks lgkjk ns dj
[kM+k fd;k vkSj mls ckgj tkus ds fy, dgkA ,d vkneh dks ‘kVj ds ikl igjs ij cSBk dj eSa ?kk;yksa dh vksj c<+ x;kA vc
rd tehj us viuh iwNrkN pkyw dj nh FkhA xksnke esa jg jg dj ph[ksa xwat jgh FkhA vpkud ,d ân;fonkjd ph[k lquk;h
nh vkSj fQj lc ‘kkar gks x;kA tehj ml futhZo ‘kjhj dks NksM+ dj nwljs vkneh dh vksj c<+ x;kA blls igys og viuh
iwNrkN ‘kq: djrk tehu ij iM+s gq, vkneh us dksus dh vksj b’kkjk djrs gq, dgk---- rg[kkus dk jkLrk m/kj gSA eSa] tehj vkSj
ihVj dksus dh vksj Hkkxs vkSj fQj ogk¡ tehu dks ik¡o ls Bksd dj jkLrk <w¡<us esa yx x;sA feêh ljdus ls nhokj dh vksj njkj
lkQ fn[kk;h nsus yxhA ge ml txg ls gV x;s vkSj tehj us ,d gsUMxzsusM dks njkj dh vksj mNky fn;kA
{k.k Hkj ds fy, ,slk yxk dh Hkwpky vk x;k ysfdu fQj /kqvk¡ NVrs gh uhps dh vksj tkus okyh lh<+h lkQ fn[kk;h
nsus yxhA tehj us viuk dne c<+k;k gh Fkk eSaus mldh ck¡g idM+ dj jksd fy;kA ihVj dks ,d Leksd cEc rg[kkus esa mNkyus
ds fy, b’kkjk fd;kA ihVj >V ls rg[kkus ds eq¡gkus dh vksj x;k vkSj Leksd cEc lhf<+;ksa ij Qsad dj okfil vk dj gekjs
lkFk [kM+k gks x;kA ge rhu feuV rd eq¡gkus dh vksj ns[krs jgs ysfdu dksbZ mij vkrk gqvk u ns[k dj eSaus tehj dh vksj

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b’kkjk fd;kA tehj iwjh eqLrSnh ncs dneksa ls pyrk gqvk lhf<+;ksa ls uhps mrj x;kA ge Hkh mlds ihNs&ihNs rg[kkus esa pys
x;sA xksnke ds uhps nks dejksa dk cM+k lk rg[kkuk FkkA igys dejs esa gesa fQjkst ?kk;y iM+k gqvk fn[kk;h fn;kA eSaus tehj
vkSj ihVj ls dgk bls ys dj mij pyksA tSls gh eSa nwljs dejs nkf[ky gqvk ,d iy ds fy, fBBd dj #d x;kA ogk¡ dk
–’; ns[k dj esjh #g rd dkai x;h Fkh---- tehj b/kj vkvksA esjh vkokt lqu dj tehj Hkkxrk gqvk esjs ikl vk;k vkSj lkeus
dk –’; ns[k dj mlds eq[k ls Hkh nch gqbZ ph[k fudy x;hA
tathjksa ls ca/kh gqbZ nhokj ls lVh flj dVh gqbZ yk’k ns[k dj ge nksuksa ds jksaxVs [kM+s gks x;s FksA tehu ij ,d dksus
esa /kwy ls fyiVk gqvk ml yk’k dk flj iM+k gqvk FkkA mldks ns[k dj tehj cksy mBk---- lj ;g vlxj gSA gekjh Vhe dk
,DLIyksflo ,DliVZA jger dk nk¡;k gkFkA tYnh ls geus vius vki dks laHkkyk vkSj tathj ls ca/ks gq, /kM+ dks vktkn fd;k
vkSj tehu ij fyVk fn;kA tehj mldk flj dksus ls mBk dj yk;k vkSj /kM+ ds lkFk j[k dj ge nksuksa dejs ds ckgj vk
x;sA igyh ckj ml yk’k dks ns[k dj esjh daid¡ih NwV x;h Fkh ysfdu vc rks tSls iwjs ftLe esa vkx yx x;h FkhA eSaus ihVj
dh vksj tathj Qsadrs gq, dgk---- bldks tathj esa tdM+ nks vkSj blds lkfFk;ksa ds lkFk ys tk dj Vªd esa Mky nksA vc dh
ckj eSaus deky dks Qksu feyk;k vkSj mls Hkh xksnke esa cqyk fy;kA tYnh gh deky ds lkfFk;ksa us tehj ds lkFk fey dj
vlxj dh yk’k dks rg[kkus ls fudky fy;kA eSa ,d ckj fQj ls rg[kkus ds fujh{k.k esa yx x;kA ,d utj esa fdlh vke
rg[kkus tSlk Fkk ysfdu irk ugha vHkh Hkh eSa iwjh rjg larq”V ugh gqvk FkkA esjh NBh baæh eq>s [kkstchu ds fy, mdlk jgh
FkhA
eSa ckj&ckj dejksa dh nhokj ij xu ds cV ekj dj tkuus dh dksf’k’k dj jgk Fkk fd tks eq>s fn[kk;h ns jgk gS D;k
ogh lp gS ;k vHkh Hkh esjh utjksa ls dqN vkSj Hkh fNik gqvk gSA igys dejs esa dqN lqjkx ugha fey ldk ysfdu nwljs dejs esa
nhokj esa fNih gqbZ ,d frtksjh fey x;h FkhA eSaus vHkh Hkh viuh [kkst can ugha dh vkSj mlds ,d&,d dksus dh vPNh rjg
ls tk¡p djus esa yx x;kA vc rd tehj vkSj deky ds vkneh nhokj rksM+ dj frtksjh fudkyus esa yx x;s FksA irk ugha
cs/;kuh esa esjs ls D;k nc x;k fd lkeus dh nhokj tehu esa /k¡l x;h vkSj ,d yEck lk xfy;kjk esjs lkeus vk x;kA pqipki
ml xfy;kjs ls gksrs gq, eSa rg[kkus ds ihNs dh vksj fudy dj xksnke ds ihNs [kqys esa vk x;k FkkA vcdh ckj esjs eu esa ‘kkafr
Fkh D;ksafd fnekx esa dkSa/krs gq, lokyksa dk tokc fey x;k FkkA okfil vk dj eSaus viuh [kkst ds ckjs esa vius lkfFk;ksa dks
crk;k vkSj fQj tehj dks dgk fd iwjs xksnke esa ck:n fcNk dj bls iwjh rjg ls u”V dj nsaA bruk dg dj eSa mij xksnke
esa pyk x;kA
nksuksa yM+fd;k¡ vc rd deky ds Vªd ls uhps mrj vk;ha Fkh vkSj QVh gqbZ vk¡[kksa ls lc dqN ns[k jgh FkhA mudh vk¡[ks
‘kk;n eq>s gh <w¡< jgh Fkh D;ksafd rg[kkus ls fudy dj tSls gh eSa okfil xksnke esa vk;k mudh utj eq> ij iM+h vkSj og
Hkkxrh gqbZ esjs ls fyiV dj jksus yxhA fQtk esjs lhus ij eqDds ekjrh gqbZ flldrs gq, cksyh---- D;k igys ugha vk ldrs FksA
thur Hkh jksrs gq, cksyh---- thtw vki dgk¡ FksA esjk rks fny cSBrk tk jgk FkkA eSaus mudh ihB ij gkFk Qsjrs gq, dgk---- rqe
uhps D;ksa vk x;hA vHkh [krjk ugha Vyk gSA pyks py dj thi esa cSBksA tc rd rqe nksuksa esjs lkFk gks rks eq>s dqN Hkh ugha
gks ldrkA mudks ?klhVrk gqvk vius lkFk ys dj thi ds ikl vk x;kA ----thtw tc vkids yksx ,d&,d djds yksxksa dks
da/ks ij mBk dj Vªd esa Mky jgs Fks rks gels Vªd esa cSBk ugha x;kA vki Hkh rks dgha ugha fn[k jgs FksA vHkh Hkh nksuksa us vius
psgjs ij udkc vks<+ j[kk FkkA eSaus muds psgjs ls dkyk udkc gVkrs gq, dgk---- viuk lqanj psgjk ,d ckj fn[kk nksA rqEgsa ,sls
jksrs gq, ns[k dj eSa Hkh jks iM+w¡xkA esjh ckr lqurs gh nksuksa ds psgjs ij ,d eqLdku rSj x;hA
----D;k gqvkA vkids lkFkh fey x;s---- fQtk us iwNkA eSaus xjnu fgykrs gq, dgk---- bu tkfyeksa us mu lcdks igys gh
ekj fn;k FkkA esjh ckr lqu dj nksuksa esjh vksj vthc lh utjksa ls ns[kus yxhA eSaus iwNk---- D;k gqvk\ vpkud pqi D;ksa gks x;h
rqe nksuksaA og nksuksa dqN nsj rd flj >qdk, cSBh jghA fQj thur cksyh---- thtw lqu dj cgqr nq[k gqvkA eSaus mlds flj ij
gkFk fQjkrs gq, dgk---- tks gksuk gS og rks gks dj jgsxkA ge flQZ dksf’k’k dj ldrs gSaA ;g ogh yksx gSa ftUgksaus esjs u tkus
esjs fdrus viuksa dks gykd dj fn;kA rqEgkjh cgu lyek dks Hkh bUgksaus ejok;k FkkA ysfdu eSaus thuk rks ugha NksM+k ysfdu gk¡
eSa budks pkSu ls thus ugha nw¡xkA rHkh fQtk HkjkZ;s gq, Loj esa cksy mBh---- eq>s ‘keZ vk jgh gS fd esjs vCck Hkh buds lkFkh FksA
eSaus mlds xky dks lgykrs gq, dgk---- fQtk rqEgkjh :g csnkx gS blh fy, rqe ,slk lksprh gks vkSj flQZ rqEgkjh otg ls eSa

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vkt Hkh viuh fuxkg ls uhps ugha fxjkA fQtk ds xys esa vkQ’kk¡ dh psu ped jgh FkhA mls lgykrs gq, dgk---- esjs fy, rqe
dHkh Hkh ‘kkfdj fjtk dh csVh ugha gks cfYd vkQ’kk¡ dh çfr:i gh gksA tks eSa mlds fy, ugh dj ik;k ‘kk;n rqEgkjs fy,
djds eSa vius fny dk cks> de dj ldw¡xkA fQtk us vius iatks ij [kM+s gks dj esjs gksaB pwe fy;s---- vkehuA
,d ?kaVs ds ckn cM+h lh frtksjh dks fudky dj Vªd ij ynokus ds ckn tehj us ck:n ds iyhrs esa vkx yxk nh vkSj
okfil esjs ikl vk dj [kM+k gks x;kA ,d cM+s ls /kekds ds lkFk xksnke QV iM+k vkSj dqN gh le; esa /kwy esa fey x;kA eSa
vius lkFk nksuksa yM+fd;ksa dks ys dj thi esa cSB x;kA pyus ls igys Vªd dk lgkjk fy, tehj eq>s ns[k dj esjh vksj vk;k
vkSj cksyk---- lj eSa bu yksxksa dks tM+ lesr [kRe dj nw¡xkA bUgksusa tks jger HkkbZ vkSj esjs lkfFk;ksa ds lkFk fd;k gS eq>s vius
[kqnk dh dle gS fd eSa Hkh budks vc pqu&pqu ds ek:¡xkA eSa tehj dh gkyr tkurk Fkk vkSj ‘kk;n oSlk gh eq>s Hkh eglwl
gks jgk FkkA jger dh Vhe esjs lkFk ‘kq: ls dke dj jgh FkhA fQj Hkh vius meM+rs gq, tTckrksa dks dkcw esa djrs gq, eSaus dgk-
--- tehj rqe esjs lkFk yxHkx ‘kq: ls gks vkSj rqe tkurs gks eSaus fdrus viuksa dks [kks;k gSA vius tTckrksa dks dkcw esa djks
D;ksafd ;g yM+kbZ vHkh [kRe ugha gqbZ gSA bruk dg dj Hkkjh eu ls vius lkfFk;ksa dks [kksus dk nq[k fy, tehj Vªd esa cSB
x;kA eSaus thi dks vkxs c<+k;k vkSj okfil gosyh dh vksj py fn;kA esjs ihNs&ihNs ckdh yksx Hkh Hkkjh eu fy;s py fn;sA
vkf[kj jger dh Vhe ;q,l ejhu Fks vkSj mu lc ds lkFkh FksA eSaus nksuksa yM+fd;ksa dh vksj eq[k fd;k vkSj dgk---- ;g rks igyk
dne gS vHkh rks iwjh yM+kbZ ckdh gSA vkvks py dj vkt buds IykaV dks usLrukcwn dj nsaA

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jkr ds nl ct pqdsA nwj ls IykaV lqugjh ykbV ls txexk jgk FkkA jkr ds va/kdkj esa ,slk çrhr gks jgk Fkk fd cM+h lh
bekjr us rkjksa&tMfr pknj vks<+ yh gksA va/ksjs esa Mwch gqbZ gosyh ikl vkus ij Hkh ugha fn[kk;h ns jgh FkhA vUnktu eSaus thi
dks /khes fd;k vkSj vk¡[ks xM+k;s gq, gosyh dks <w¡<rs gq, vkxs c<+kA vpkud fQtk fpYyk;h---- og jgh gosyhA eq>s Hkh gosyh vc
lkQ fn[k jgh FkhA thi dk bUMhdsVj tyk dj vius ihNs vkrs gq, Vªdksa b’kkjk fd;k vkSj gosyh ds xsV dh vksj eksM+ fy;kA
dqN gh le; esa ge yksx gky esa cSB dj vius vxyh yM+kbZ dk Iyku cukus esa tqV x;s FksA
fQjkst vkSj mlds ?kk;y lkfFk;ksa ds t[eksa ij iêh djus ds ckn mUgsa ck¡/k dj ,d dejs esa Mky fn;k FkkA eSaus tehj
ls dgk---- fQjkst dks ys dj ;gk¡ vkvksA tehj us fQjkst dk dkyj idM+k vkSj ?klhVrs gq, gky esa ys dj vk x;kA eSaus fQjkst
ls iwNk---- D;k dHkh lkeus okys IykaV esa x;s gksA mlus xjnu fgyk dj badkj fd;kA tehj us mlds dwYgs ij ,d ykr tek;h
vkSj og nnZ ls fcyfcyk dj ph[kk---- [kqnk dh dle eSa dHkh bl IykaV esa ugha x;k gw¡A mldh vkokt lqu dj igyh ckj eq>s
viuh ,d cgqr cM+h xyrh dk vglkl gqvkA eSaus tehj ls dgk---- bl vkneh dh ryk’kh yksA tehj us rkcM+&rksM+ fQjkst dh
ryk’kh yh vkSj mlds ikl tks dqN Fkk tehj us og lc gekjs lkeus j[k fn;kA T;knk dqN ugha Fkk cl dqN iSls Fks] ,d pkch
dk NYyk ftlesa dqN pkfc;k¡ Fkh] dqN fcy] ,d ØsfMV dkMZ vkSj vQxkuh vkbMsfUVVh dkMZ FkkA eSa tks <w¡<uk pkg jgk Fkk og
mlesa ugha FkkA
eSaus viuk Qksu mBk;k vkSj jger dk uEcj feyk;kA dkQh nsj rd ?kaVh ctrh jgh ysfdu fdlh us Qksu ugha mBk;kA
eSaus tehu ij iM+s gq, fQjkst dks fxjscku ls idM+ dj mBkrs gq, iwNk---- rqEgkjk D;k uke gS\ og fuxkgsa >qdk, pqi jgkA ,d
ckj eSaus fQj ls viuk ç’u nksgjk;kA vcdh ckj mlus f>>drs gq, dgk---- fQjkstA mldk tokc lqurs gh esjh ykr mBh vkSj
mlds xqIrkax ij tk dj yxhA tc rd og nnZ ls nksgjk gks dj tehu ij <sj gksrk rc rd esjk nk¡;k eqDdk mlds tcM+s ij
iM+ x;k FkkA lc yksx ldrs esa vk dj eq>s ?kwj jgs FksA nksuksa yM+fd;k¡ Hkh esjs cnys gq, :i dks ns[k dj lge x;h FkhA tehu
ij iM+k gqvk vkneh nnZ ls ph[k jgk FkkA vcdh ckj viuh lkjh ÝlVªs’ku dks eSaus bdB~Bk fd;k vkSj ml ysVs gq, vkneh ds
mij fudkyus ds tqV x;kA dqN nsj rd ykr vkSj ?kwlksa dh cjlkr djus ds ckn ,d ckj fQj ls ml v/kejs vkneh ls iwNk-
--- rqEgkjk D;k uke gS\ vcdh ckj nnZ ls djkgrs gq, mlus dgk---- xqjst eksgEenA ----jSad vkSj jsthesUV dk uke\ vcdh ckj
mlus fcuk f>>ds tokc fn;k---- uk;c goynkj] CyksfpLrku bUQsUVªhA
lc tks vc rd eq>s ?kwj jgs Fks vpkud mldh vksj ns[kus yxsA eSaus teky crkyoh dh vksj ns[k dj cksyk---- vHkh rd
eSa lksp jgk Fkk fd rqe ‘kk;n tehuh gdhdr dks vPNh rjg igpku x;s gksxs ysfdu vc ,slk gh gky eSa rqEgkjk Hkh d:¡xk
duZyA vHkh Hkh le; gS duZy dh rqe eq>s lc lp&lp crk nks oukZ ;kn j[kks fd vHkh rd rqEgsa eSa ,d QkSth vQlj dh
bTtr ns jgk Fkk ysfdu vlxj dh ekSr ds ckn ‘kk;n gh dksbZ esjk vkneh rqEgsa cD’ksxkA teky crkyoh fxM+fxM+krs gq, cksyk-
--- eSa lp dg jgk gw¡A eSa bl vkneh ls nks ckj gh feyk gw¡ vkSj nksuksa ckj ;g vkneh eq>s fQjkst ds uke ls feyk FkkA esjh ckr
dk ;dhu djksA eq>s yxrk gS fd esjs fMikVZesUV dks Hkh bl dk dksbZ bYe ugha gSA mlds psgjs ij lPpkbZ lkQ >yd jgh Fkh
;k og ,d csgrjhu vnkdkj FkkA eSaus viuk T;knk le; bl ckr esa ugha x¡ok;k vkSj nksuksa dks ck¡/k dj ,d dejs esa Mky fn;kA
deky ik’kk pqipki vc rd gksrs gq, dk;Z dks ns[k jgk FkkA mu nksuksa ds ogk¡ ls gVus ds ckn eq>ls iwNk---- lj ;g

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vkidks dc ‘kd gqvk fd ;g fQjkst ugha gSA tehj us xjnu fgykrs gq, dgk---- gk¡ ljA eSa rks bldks gh fQjkst le> jgk FkkA
----eSa Hkh rqEgkjh rjg gh /kks[ks esa Fkk ysfdu jger ds Qksu us lkjk jkt [kksy fn;k FkkA eSa vc rd ftl fQjkst ls ckr dj jgk
Fkk mlds ikl jger dk Qksu FkkA tc bl vkneh ds ikl jger dk Qksu ugha feyk rks eq>s ‘kd gqvkA [kSj----bldk eryc
gS fd fQjkst bl oä ikfdLrkuh QkSt dh lqj{kk esa gSA blls igys eSa dqN vkSj cksy ikrk esjs Qksu dh ?kaVh us ge lc dk
/;ku viuh vksj vkdf”kZr fd;kA
----gSyks vkfej----A ----jkstj cksyksA b/kj dkQh ckrphr ds ckn ge bl urhts ij igq¡ps gSa fd gekjs ikl flQZ nks jkLrs gSaA
igyk rks ;g fd rqe vius vknfe;ksa dks ys dj IykaV ds vanj ?kql dj lse dks u”V dj nks vkSj nwljk ;g fd ge bl ckj
,;j jsM esa vius ch&52 dk bLrseky djsaA
----jkstj] IykaV ds vanj gekjk ?kqluk cgqr eqf’dy gksxkA iwjh ,d ikfdLrkuh dEiuh vR;k/kqfud gfFk;kjksa ls ySl bl
IykaV dh lqj{kk esa yxh gqbZ gSA gesa yxrk gS fd ch&52 dk bLrseky gh mfpr jgsxkA
----vkfej] rqEgsa iwjk fo’okl gS fd ;gh IykaV gS D;ksafd vxj dksbZ iq[rk çwQ ugha gqvk rks ikfdLrkuh ljdkj dks tokc
nsuk eqf’dy gks tk,xkA ,slk igys ,d ckj gks pqdk gS fd gekjk VkxsZV vy dk;nk dk vìk Fkk ysfdu xyr [kcj gksus dh
otg ls ,d vLirky dks u”V dj fn;k FkkA ikfdLrkuh ljdkj us mls varjjk”Vªh; eqík cuk fn;k FkkA
----jkstj] rqe bruk lkspks lse felkbZy fdl fy, yxh gqbZ gSA ;g vkb,lvkbZ dh djrwr gS fd mij nokbZ cukus dh
QSDVjh ysfdu tehu ds uhps nks eaftyk rg[kkuk gSA MªXl çkslsflax ;wfuV igyh eafty ij gS vkSj voS/k gfFk;kjksa dk t[khjk
lcls uhps dh eafty esa gSA ikfdLrkuh QkSt lkns fyckl esa bl IykaV dh lqj{kk esa yxh gqbZ gSA
----vkfej tks Hkh rqe dg jgs gks bldk rqEgkjs ikl dksbZ lqcwr gSA ch&52 ds bLrseky dk fu.kZ; ml lqcwr ds cy ij
fd;k tk,xkA viuh tokcnsgh ij eSa ,;j jsM ds fy, rks gk¡ dj ldrk gw¡ ysfdu ch&52 ds bLrseky ds fy, eq>s Tok;aV phQ
ls vkKk ysuh iM+sxhA rqe esjh etcwjh dks le>ks vkSj fQj eq>s crkvks fd D;k djuk gSA
----jkstj----Bgjks eSa rqEgsa dqN nsj esa crkrk gw¡A ysfdu bruk ;kn j[kuk fd eSa vius ,d Hkh vkneh dh tku dks nk¡o ij
ugha yxkšxkA rqEgsa eSaus [kcj ns nh gS vc rqe tks Bhd le>ks og djksA
----vkfej le>ks IyhtA eSa dqN nsj ds ckn fQj Qksu djrk gw¡A bruk dg dj jkstj us Qksu dkV fn;kA
eSaus vius lkeus cSBs gq, lkfFk;ksa ds pgjs ij utj MkyhA lHkh esjh vksj ns[k jgs FksA vpkud tehj esjs djhc vk dj
cksyk---- ‘kqfØ;k tks vki gekjs fy, bruk lksprs gksA vkids fy, eSa vdsyk IykaV ds vanj tkus ds fy, rS;kj gw¡A mldks ns[kk&ns[kh
Vke vkSj ihVj us Hkh flj fgyk;kA deky vcdh ckj vius lkfFk;ksa dh vksj ns[k dj cksyk---- gesa viuh ;wfuV ls vkfej lkgc
ds ikl fjiksVZ djus ds vkMZj feys FksA dksbZ ‘kd----A fQj mlus esjh vksj ns[k dj cksyk---- MsYVk Vhe ,V ;qvj fMLiksly ljA
bruk lquus ds ckn dkSu vkneh xoZ ls vdM+ ugha tk,xkA dqN gky ,slk Hkh esjs lkFk gqvk FkkA
----lj----gekjs fy, D;k gqDe gS\---- deky us iwNkA eSaus dgk---- eq>ls lqcwr ek¡xk tk jgk gSA og eSa dgk¡ ls yk dj nw¡A
eSaus vHkh rd tks tkudkjh ,df=r dh gS mlds ne ij eSa ;gk¡ rd igw¡pk gw¡A eSa mUgsa dSls crkrk fd ;g lc tkudkjh eq>s
cqjkZuh] ‘kkfdj fjtk] iBku] vkSj eLrku HkkbZ ls feyh FkhA teky us eq>s fNis gq, gfFk;kjksa ds ckjs esa crk;k FkkA tehj us esjs
psgjs ij vkrs gq, Hkkoksa dks i<+rs gq, dgk---- lj esjh jk; gS fd vki ,d Vªd eq>s ns nsaA ml Vªd esa bu lc rkfyckfu;ksa dks
Hkj dj eq>s fo’okl gS fd eSa IykaV esa ?kql tkÅ¡xkA ,d ckj eSa vanj pyk x;k rks eSa oknk djrk gw¡ fd lkjs felkby yk¡pj
csdkj dj nw¡xkA ----ugh tehj eSa vius ik¡p cgknqjksa dks [kks pqdk gw¡ vkSj vc vkxs ,d Hkh ughaA
----esjs fnekx esa ,d Iyku vk jgk gS ysfdu mlls igys deky eSa ;g tkuuk pkgrk gw¡ fd IykaV dh nhokj rd igq¡pus
ds fy, dkSu lh vM+pu gS\ deky us crk;k fd nhokj ds pkjksa vksj chl QqV dh lM+d cuh gqbZ gSA gj iUæg feuV ij ,d
gfFk;kjksa ls lqfTtr lqj{kkdfeZ;ksa dh xkM+h fudyrh gSA deky dh ckr lqu dj eSaus ,d ckj mlls iwNk---- D;k gekjs ikl dksbZ

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,slk gfFk;kj gS fd ftlls iUæg feuV esa mudk jsMkj fuf”Ø; gks ldsA deky us xjnu fgyk dj euk fd;kA mlds ,DLIyksflo
,DliVZ us crk;k fd ,d nhokj esa igys ,d lsa/k yxkuh iM+sxhA vxj ,d ckj nhokj esa jkLrk fey x;k rks vxys nl feuV
esa jsMkj dks mM+kuk vklku gks tk,xkA
nksuksa dh ckr lqu dj eSa dqN lkspus cSB x;kA vxj igjs ij yxh gqbZ xkM+h dks dqN nsj rd ds fy, jksd ysa rks ge
jsMkj dks vklkuh ls mM+k ldsaxsA vc /khjs&/khjs esjs fnekx esa u;s Iyku us tUe ys fy;k FkkA deky tgk¡ jsMkj ds gksus dh rqEgsa
vk’kadk gS ml vksj nhokj ds lkeus D;k gS\ ----lj taxy gS vkSj dqN ugha gSA esjk dke gks x;k FkkA eSaus viuk Iyku mu lc
dks crkus ls igys ,d ckj fQj ls jkstj ls ckr dh----
----jkstj---- rqEgkjs tksbZUV phQ us D;k dgk\
----vkfej---- rqe tkurs gks fd ljdkjh dke esa fdruh vM+pus vkrh gSaA eSa vHkh ckr ugha dj ldk ysfdu tks dqN Hkh
gksxk vkt jkr dks gh gksxkA cl bartkj djksA
jkstj /;ku ls lquks---- eSa vius vknfe;ksa dh enn ls IykaV dh jsMkj ;wfuV dks mM+kus dh dksf’k’k djrk gw¡A bl IykaV
dks u”V djus esa eq>s ,;j liksVZ dh enn pkfg,A
----vkfej---- geus thjks vkoj jkr ds rhu cts dk Qkbuy fd;k gSA bl oä nl ct jgs gSa vkSj eSa ;g tkuuk pkgw¡xk
fd D;k rqe jsMkj ;wfuV dks rhu cts ls igys u”V dj ldksxsA
----gk¡ fcYdqyA rhu cts ls igys jsMkj ;wfuV usLrukcwn gks tk,xkA vxj fdlh otg ls dksbZ vM+pu vk x;h rks eSa igys
gh rqEgsa [kcj dj nwaxkA
----vkfej rqEgsa csotg [krjk eksy ysus dh t:jr ugha gSA eSa vHkh tk dj Tok;aV phQ ls ckr dj jgk gw¡A esjs Qksu dk
bartkj djukA bruk dg dj jkstj us Qksu dkV fn;kA
eSaus viuk Iyku lcds lkeus j[kkA ge taxy ls gksrs gq, vius xarO; LFkku ds lkeus igq¡psaxs vkSj ,d ckj thi fudyus
ds ckn gekjs ,DLIyksflo ,DliVZ nhokj ij ck:n yxk nsaxs vkSj fQj ykSVrs gq, lM+d ij ekbu yxk dj okfil vk tk,¡xsA
bl ckr dk /;ku j[kuk fd jksM ij ekbZu ykSVrs gq, yxkuh gSA ;g dke igys iUæg feuV esa gks tk,xkA tc thi viuk
vxyk pDdj yxkus gekjs lkeus vk,xh rc ge nhokj vkSj lM+d dh ekbu dks mM+k nsaxsA vc gekjs ikl iUæg feuV gksaxs
ftlesa ge jsMkj dh ;wfuV dks CykLV dj ldsaxsA gesa dksbZ bekjr ugha mM+kuh gS cl bekjr ds mij yxh gqbZ jsMkj dh fM’k
dks u”V djuk gS ftlls mudh lse dh ;wfuV fuf”Ø; gks tk,A blds fy, flQZ ,d ,UVh VSad xu pkfg,A bruk dg dj eSa
pqi gks x;kA dqN iyksa ds fy, iwjs gky esa ‘kkafr Nk x;hA fQj ,d gh lkFk deky vkSj tehj cksy mBs---- ,DlhysUV Iyku ljA
geus viuh&viuh ?kM+h feyk dj vius Iyku dks vey esa ykus dh rS;kjh esa tqV x;sA eSaus nksuksa yM+fd;ksa dk gkFk idM+k
vkSj mUgsa ys dj ,d dejs esa pyk x;kA lgeh gqbZ thur vkSj fQtk ‘kk;n vHkh Hkh xqjst eksgEen okys gknls ls mcj ugha
ik;ha FkhA muds psgjs ij gokab;k mM+ jgh FkhA eSaus mUgsa vius lhus ls yxk dj dgk---- D;k gqvk rqEgsa\ eq>ls Mj D;ksa jgh gks\
thur us viuh daidaikrh gqbZ vkokt esa dgk----u----uugha thtwA eSaus mUgsa le>krs gq, crk;k fd vlxj ds lkFk bu nfjUnksa us
D;k fd;k FkkA vHkh Hkh fQjkst uked nfjank gekjh idM+ ls cgqr nwj Fkk vkSj vc rd gesa ;dhu gks x;k Fkk fd gekjs pkjksa
lkFkh Hkh ekjs x;s gSA vc rqe gh crkvks esjk xqLlk tk;t Fkk fd ughA og nksuksa pqi jgh vkSj fQj ,dk,d HkjHkjk dj esjs xys
ls yx dj jksus yxhaA mUgsa ‘kkar djus ds ckn eSaus dgk---- vkt jkr dks tksf[ke gS bl fy, rqe nksuksa b/kj gosyh esa #dukA
ge yksx viuk dke [kRe djds tYnh gh ykSV vk,¡xsA
----ugha----fQtk us Hkjh gqbZ vka[kksa ls dgrs gq, eq>ls fyiV x;h vkSj fQj cksyh---- ge nksuksa vkids lkFk lk;s dh rjg
jgsaxhA eSa rks vkids lkFk tkšxh---- thur u tkuk pkgs rks ;g mldk fu.kZ; gSA rHkh thur cksyh---- fQtk ;g rwus dSls lksp
fy;k fd eSa ;gk¡ #d tkÅ¡xhA ge nksuksa thtw ds lkFk pysaxhA eSa cM+h eqf’dy esa Q¡l x;k FkkA gokbZ geys esa ,d Hkh felkby

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iFkHkz”V gks x;h rks ge esa ls ,d Hkh ugh cp ik;sxkA jsMkj mM+kus vkSj ,;j jsM esa dqN gh feuV dh nsjh Fkh vkSj ge lcdks
bu pUn feuVksa esa IykaV ls nwj fudy tkuk FkkA [kSj eSaus dgk---- Bhd gSA esjs fy, Hkh vPNk gS fd ge rhuksa lkFk gh ejsaxsA
ge ;gk¡ ugha ,d gks ik;s fQtk rks ogk¡ lghA Bhd gS rqe nksuksa py dj thi esa cSBksA
eSaus vius gfFk;kj mBk;s vkSj da/ks vkSj dej ij yVdk dj thi esa vk dj cSB x;kA eSaus tehj ds nks vknfe;ksa dks
teky vkSj idM+s gq, fQjkst ds xqxksZ ds igjs ij fcBk dj IykaV dh vksj py fn;sA deky dks feyk vkB MsYVk QkslZ ds vkneh]
tehj vkSj Vke] eSa vkSj nksuksa yM+fd;k¡] ge ,d cgqr gh v’kqHk rsjg dk vk¡dM+k cuk dj IykaV dh vksj py fn;sA vcdh ckj
Vªd vkxs py jgk Fkk D;ksafd deky dks jkLrs dk irk FkkA dqN nsj ds ckn Vªd lM+d NksM+ dj dPps esa mrj x;kA vc geus
viuh lkjh gsMykbV cq>k nh Fkh vkSj cl paæek dh jkS’kuh esa dPps jkLrs ij pyrs pys tk jgs FksA IykaV dh txexkrh gqbZ
jkS’kuh gesa fn’kkfunsZ’k ns jgh FkhA pêkuh /kjrh vkSj NksVh vkSj cM+h >kMf;ksa dks dqpyrs gq, Vªd c<+rk tk jgk Fkk vkSj mlds
ihNs eSa lko/kkuh ls thi pyk jgk FkkA
jkS’kuh esa txexkrs gq, IykaV ls yxHkx ,d ;k Ms<+ fdyksehVj igys Vªd #d x;k vkSj mlds lkbM esa ys tk dj eSaus
thi [kM+h dj nhA ge lc mrj dj bdës gks x;sA deky us dgk---- lj ;gk¡ ls iSny jkLrk r; djsaxsA vkxs dk jkLrk cgqr
mcM+&[kkcM+ gSA geus viuk vlyk vkSj ck:n da/ks ij ykn fy;k vkSj IykaV dh vksj py fn;sA deky lgh dg jgk Fkk fd
jkLrk cgqr [kjkc FkkA esjs lkFk pyrh gqbZ nksuksa yM+fd;k¡ dHkh&dHkh Bksdj [kk dj yM+[kM+k tkrh vkSj fQj eq>s idM+ dj
laHky tkrh FkhA tYnh gh ge IykaV ds lqj{kk dop ml lM+d ij igq¡p x;sA ;gk¡ rd igq¡pus esa nks ?kaVs vkSj yx x;s FksA ?kM+h
ns[kh rks ,d ct jgk FkkA lM+d ds lkFk cuh gqbZ >kMf;ksa esa nqcd dj ge vius le; dk bartkj djus yxsA bartkj djrs
gq, esjk /;ku flQZ lqj{kkdfeZ;ksa ls Hkjh gqbZ thi ij yxk gqvk FkkA IykaV dk ,d pDdj iUæg feuV esa iwjk gks jgk FkkA /;ku
ls ns[kus ij irk pyk fd nks vyx thi IykaV dh pkSdlh ij yxh gqbZ FkhA
,d thi viuk pDdj iwjk dj ysrh Fkh rks mlh oä nwljh thi py nsrh FkhA bl rjg iwjh jkr IykaV ds ckgjh isjhehVj
ij lqj{kk dk bartke dj j[kk FkkA IykaV dh nhokj dh m¡pkbZ nl QqV ls T;knk Fkh ftldks ikj djuk fdlh Hkh vkneh ds
cl dh ckr ugha FkhA vHkh rd esjs dks jkstj dh rjQ ls dksbZ lwpuk ugha feyh Fkh fd vkf[kj mlus fdl rjg dh ,;j jsM
Iyku dh FkhA /khjs&/khjs le; fudyrk tk jgk Fkk vkSj ge rhu ctus dk bartkj dj jgs FksA gekjs vkneh Hkh vc rd viuk
eu cuk pqds Fks fd nhokj vkSj lM+d ij fdl txg ij ck:n yxkuk gSA nksuksa yM+fd;ka esjs lkFk gh >kMf;ksa dh vkM+ esa lgeh
gqbZ lh cSBh FkhA
bl ckj thi ds fudyus ds ckn eSaus deky ls dgk---- deky ge vius Iyku dks Bhd <kbZ cts ds ckn thi fudyrs
gh vey esa yk;saxsA rqEgkjs ,DLiyksflo ,DliVZ lcls igys ck:n fcNk,¡xsA tSls gh nwljk jkmUM yxkus ds fy, thi gekjs
lkeus ls xqtjsxh ge rHkh nhokj vkSj thi nksuksa dks mM+k nsaxsA mlh oä tehj vkSj Vke ,aVh&VSad xu ys dj VwVh gqbZ nhokj
ds djhc tk,¡xs vkSj jsMkj dh fM’k dks mM+k dj okfil Vªd dh vksj pys tk,axsA viuk&viuk dke [kRe djds lc ftruh
rsth ls gks lds Vªd ij igq¡psaA
viuk funsZ’k ns dj eSa pqi gks dj thi ds vxys jkmUM ds fy, cSB x;kA dqN gh nsj esa lkeus ls vkrh gqbZ thi dh
gsMykbV dks ns[k dj ge fQj pqIih lk/k dj cSB x;sA ,d ckj fQj ls /kheh xfr ls pyrh gqbZ thi gekjs lkeus ls fudy
x;hA ml thi ds tkus ds ckn eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls viuh ckr tkjh j[kh---- deky vkids nks vkneh CykLV gksus ds ckn tehj
vkSj Vke dks doj djsaxs ftlls vxj dksbZ ml rjQ ls Qk;fjax gks rks mldk tokc ns ldsaA ckdh yksx CykLV gksrs gh Vªd
dh vksj py nsaxsA deky us vius lkfFk;ksa dh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj esjh vksj ns[k dj cksyk---- ;l ljA bruk dg dj eSaus nksuksa
yM+fd;ksa dk gkFk idM+k vkSj ihNs dh vksj gVus yxk---- deky eq>s ,slh txg igq¡puk gS ft/kj ls eSa Iysu ds ¶ykbV :V ij
utj j[k ldw¡A esjs fy, ;gk¡ #dus dh t:jr ugha gS vc ge gosyh ij feysaxsA xqM yd ,UM xqM gafVax Cok;t----A
thur vkSj fQtk dks ys dj eSa okfil eqM+ x;k vkSj IykaV ds Mk;xuy pyrs gq, nhokj ls djhc 800 ehVj nwj tk dj
[kM+k gks x;kA ;gk¡ ls IykaV ds nksuksa fljksa ij utj j[k ldrk Fkk vkSj lkFk gh [kqys vkleku dh fuxjkuh dj ldrk FkkA
nksuksa yM+fd;ksa dks tehu ij fcBk dj eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls jkstj dks Qksu feyk;kA dkQh nsj ?kaVh ctrh jgh ysfdu mlus esjk
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Qksu ugha fy;kA le; utnhd vk jgk FkkA rHkh Qksu ct mBk---- gSyksA ----gk¡ cksyks deky----A ----lj <kbZ ct x;k gS vkSj vcdh
ckj thi fudyrs gha ge ,D’ku esa vk tk,¡xsA ----vky n csLV deky---- dg dj Qksu dkV fn;kA
dke dks vatke nsrs gq, le; fudyus esa irk gh ugha pyrk gS ysfdu bartkj dh ?kM+h ?kaVksa dk ,glkl djkrh gSA vHkh
Hkh jkstj dh rjQ ls dksbZ lwpuk ugha feyh Fkh ysfdu fQj Hkh ge vius Iyku ds vuqlkj py fn;s FksA eSa vc nwjchu ls lM+d
ij fuxkgsa tek, ns[k jgk FkkA thi dh gsMykbV fn[krs gha mYVh fxurh ‘kq: gks x;hA tSls geus lkspk Fkk oSlk gh gksrs ns[k
jgk FkkA lqj{kkdfeZ;ksa dh thi ds fudyrs gh nks lk;s lM+d ikj djds nhokj dh vksj pys x;s vkSj nks lk;s lM+d ds chpksachp
>qds gq, fn[kk;h fn;sA ftl QqrhZ ls nhokj esa Nsn djds Mk;ukekbV yxk;k tk jgk Fkk cl ns[krs gh curk FkkA vxys nl
feuV dSls fudy x;s fd irk gh ugha pykA gk¡ cl Vkbe fudyus dk ,glkl rc gqvk fd tc pkjksa lk;s okfil ykSVrs gq,
fn[kk;h fn;sA yxHkx nl feuV ds vUnj gh lkjk ck:n fcNk dj okfil gks fy, FksA
rHkh esjs Qksu dh ?kaVh ?ku?kuk;hA ----gSyks vkfejA ----gk¡ jkstjA ¶ykbV Iyku vksds gks x;k gSA cl vHkh vVSd Iysu csl
NksM+ dj vkleku dh vksj mM+ x;s gSaA ----jkstj bl VsDVhdy jsM esa dkSu ls Iysu Hkkx ys jgs gSa\ ----,d dkEchus’ku gS tks rqe
vkfej tYnh gh ns[k ikvksxsA
----jkstj----;gk¡ ij esjs vkneh viuh tku ij [ksy dj jsMkj mM+kus ds fy, rS;kj gSA rqe gks fd igsfy;k¡ cq>k jgs gksA
ch&52 dk bLrseky djus dh btktr feyh fd ugha\ lkjk ekeyk cl bl ckr ij fuHkZj djrk gSA
----vkfej----tc rqeus ;g [kcj nh fd tehu ds uhps IykaV dh nks eaftysa gSa rks gekjs vke gfFk;kj fdlh dke ugha vk
ldrs FksA ch&52 ds bLrseky ls igys gesa nks dkØhaV dh Nrksa dks Hksnus okyh felkbZy ‘kfä pkfg, FkhA blh fy, gekjs ,;j
vVSd ds d.kZ/kkjksa dks vius Iyku esa rcnhyh ykuh iM+hA bl oä igyk geyk ge vius ,Q&29 ls djsaxs fd ftlls igyh
eafty /kkjk’kk;h gks tk,A ,d ckj igyh eafty /kkjk’kk;h gks x;h rc ge vius ch&52 foeku dks mi;ksx esa yk,¡xsA
----l‚jh jkstj---- igys eSa le> ugha ik;k FkkA [kSj---- rqe yksxksa us thjks vkoj dks rks ugha cnyk gS\ D;ksafd bl gekjs
vkneh bl oä jsMkj dh fM’k dks u”V djus esa yxs gq, gSA
----vkfej---- gekjk ml IykaV ij Bhd rhu cts igyk vkØe.k gksxkA ;g vkØe.k rhu pj.kksa esa gksxkA igyk ,d lk/kkj.k
vVSd gksxk tks dkjisV ckfEcax dh ‘kDy esa gksxk] mlds ckn ch&52 gekjh vR;k/kqfud cadj cLVj felkbZy dks bLrseky esa
yk,xk ftldh otg ls ge lcls uhps dh eafty dks /kOLr dj ldsaxsA Qkbuy ju ij ch&52 vkSj ,Q&29 nksuksa fey dj
IykaV dks usLrukcwn djds j[k nsaxsA
vkf[kj eSa Hkh ,;jQkslZ dk ik;yV Fkk vkSj tkurk Fkk fd ,d gokbZ geys ls T;knk dqN ugha gks ldsxkA ysfdu vc
eq>s ;dhu vk x;k Fkk fd ml IykaV dks mM+kus ds fy, ‘kk;n ;gh rjhdk gh Bhd jgrkA ----jkstj---- xqM U;wt nksLrA
tc eSa jkstj ls ckr dj jgk Fkk rHkh lwuh lM+d ij ,d ckj fQj ls thi dh gsMykbV mtkxj gks x;hA eSa Qksu ij
fpYyk;k---- jkstj gekjk v‚ijs’ku le;c) gS vkSj ‘kq: gks pqdk gSA vc eSa dqN nsj ds ckn rqEgsa lkjh fjiksVZ nw¡xkA bruk dg
dj eSaus Qksu dkV fn;k vkSj vc vk¡[kksa ij nwjchu yxk dj lkeus gksrh gqbZ dk;Zokgh dks ns[kus esa yx x;kA fcuk nwjchu ds
lgh] thur vkSj fQtk Hkh vius lkeus gksrs gq, dk;Z dks ns[kus esa O;Lr FkhA
lqj{kkdfeZ;ksa dh thi viuh mlh xfr ls pyrh gqbZ lkQ fn[kk;h ns jgh FkhA mldh pedrh gqbZ gsMykbV lM+d ij
/khjs&/khjs vkxs c<+rh gqbZ xarO; LFkku ij igq¡phA vpkud iyd >idrs gh ,d ds ckn ,d foLQksV gq,A igyk foLQksV nhokj
ij gqvk ftlls yxHkx vk/kh nhokj fNrjk dj gok esa fc[kj x;h vkSj ckdh cph gqbZ nhokj tehu ij <g x;hA foLQksV ds
oä thi fcYdqy ml txg ds lkeus Fkh vkSj fc[kjrh gqbZ nhokj ds VqdM+ksa us thi ds lkeus dk dk¡p rksM+ fn;kA thi ds
Mªkboj mlds vUnj cSBs gq, yksxksa dk /;ku flQZ nhokj ij cus gq, Nsn dh vksj Fkk ftl oä tehu ij fcNs gq, ck:n esa
foLQksV gqvk FkkA ,d gh iy esa thi djhc nl QqV gok esa mNyh vkSj fQj iyd >idrs gh rhu pkj dykckth [kkrs gq,
tehu ij myVh gks dj fc[kj x;hA ;g lc bruh rsth ls gqvk Fkk fd vUnj cSBs gq, fdlh Hkh vkneh dks thi ls dwnus dk

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ekSdk gh ugha fey ldkA
vHkh ge thi ds ij[kPps mM+us ds eatj ls mHkj Hkh ugh ik;s Fks fd rHkh nks lk;s rsth ls lM+d ikj djds nhokj dh
vksj tkrs gq, fn[kk;h fn;sA vpkud /kq,¡ ds cknyksa ds chp esa ,d fctyh dM+drh gqbZ fn[kh vkSj fQj ,d ds ckn ,d rhu
pkj ckj fctyh dM+dh vkSj fQj lM+d ds ml ikj dqN lk;s ljiV Hkkxrs gq, fn[kk;h fn;sA rHkh thur cksyh---- thtw gesa Hkh
;gk¡ ls fudyuk pkfg,A lc yksx okfil tk jgs gSaA
eSaus mls le>kus ds vUnkt esa dgk---- tc rd ,;j jsM [kRe ugha gks tkrh ge ;gk¡ ls dgha ugha tk ldrsA fQtk
dkSrwgyo’k iwN cSBh---- D;ksa\ ----blh fy, fd eq>s gokbZtkgt mM+kus okys dks crkuk iM+sxk fd D;k djuk gSA eSaus viuh utj
lM+d ls gVk dj vkleku dh vksj dh vksj ,Q&29 dh Vªsy ns[kus esa yx x;kA nksuksa yM+fd;ksa us esjh ns[kkns[kh viuh fuxkgsa
vkleku ij fVdk nhA vpkud fQtk cksy mBh---- og yky&yky D;k gSA lkeus ls nks ,Q&29 vius ihNs ,d gYdh lh Vªsy
NksM+rs gq, ckt dh rjg IykaV dh vkrs gq, fn[kkbZ fn;sA
rHkh esjs Qksu dh ?kaVh cthA eSaus rqjUr dky dks fjlho fd;k---- vYQk dkfyax pkyhZA vYQk dkfyax pkyhZA
----vYQk fnl bt pkyhZ----A
----lj oh vkj bu iksth’ku----A
----;l vkbZ dSu lh ;wA ;w vkj fDyvMZ Qkj vVSdA xqM gafVax Cok;tA

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nksuksa yM+fd;k¡ esjk eq¡g rkd jgh FkhA vHkh rks og lkeus gq, /kekdksa dks lqu dj lge x;h Fkh vkSj esjs dU/ks dks dl dj idM+
dj cSBh gqbZ FkhA Qksu dh ?kaVh us mUgsa pkS¡dk fn;k Fkk vkSj fQj eq>s ckr djrs gq, ns[k dj HkkSapDdh lh gks dj esjs dks ?kwj
jgh FkhA
----;w vkj DyhvMZ Qkj vVSd----A
cl fQj lc ‘kkar gks x;kA vpkud ,d ,Q&29 fctyh dh rsth ls d.kZHksnh ‘kksj djrk gqvk IykaV ls dksbZ 100 ehVj
mij ls fudyk vkSj dqN fxjkrs gq, iy esa xgjs dkys vkleku esa vks>y gks x;kA tc rd dksbZ le> ikrk ,d vkx vkSj
xxuHksnh vkokt ds lkFk vkx vkSj /kwy dk coaMj mBk vkSj fctyh dh rsth ls IykaV ds cka;s fljs dks fuxyrk gqvk fudy
x;kA tc rd eSa viuh fuxkg ,d ckj fQj ls vkleku dh vksj djrk rc rd nwljk ,Q&29 eq>s vkleku esa vks>y gksrk
gqvk fn[kk;h fn;kA ,d ckj fQj ls vkx dk tytyk iwjh nka;h vksj dh bekjr dks /kwy&/kwlfjr djrk gqvk fn[kk;h fn;kA
,d ckj fQj ls Qksu ij ogh dM+dM+krh gqbZ vkokt lquk;h nhA
----vYQk dkfyax pkyhZA
----;l vYQkA
----lj---- LVsVlA
----vYQk fjolZ ;qvj iksth’ku ,UM yk¡p Qkbuy VªsyA
----;l lj---- vksoj ,UM vkmVA
esjh utj vcdh ckj vkleku ds nwljh vksj tk dj fVd x;hA dqN lsdUM ds ckn ,d ckj fQj ogh xxuHksnh vkokt
ds lkFk yxk dh iwjk IykaV gok esa mBk vkSj /kq,¡ vkSj vkx dh yiVksa esa f?kj x;kA bl ckj nksuks ,Q&29 ,d lkFk IykaV ij
>iVs Fks vkSj viuk vlyk fxjk dj fctyh dh rsth ls dkys vkleku esa [kks x;s FksA bruk Hk;kud foLQksV gqvk Fkk fd /kwy
vkSj vkx dh yiVsa ge ls dqN nwj ij vk dj Bgj x;h FkhA nksuksa yM+fd;k¡ viuh vksj vkx dh c<+rh gqbZ yiVksa dks ns[k dj
eq>ls fyiV x;hA tc rd eSa mUgsa laHkkyrk rc rd ,d ckj fQj ls ,d Hkkjh vkokt esjs VsyhQksu ij lquk;h nhA
----MsYVk dkfyax pkyhZA
eSaus tokc fn;k---- MsYVk fnl bt pkyhZA
----lj---- Vw lsdUM fcgkbUMA fjDosfLVax ifeZ’ku Qkj ykfUpax vVSdA

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----MsYVk ifeZ’ku xzkUVsMA xqM ydA
bl ckj dqN ugha fn[kk ysfdu tks eglwl gqvk og eSaus vkt rd eglwl ugha fd;k FkkA IykaV ls yxHkx 800 ehVj
nwj gksus ds ckn Hkh eSa vius dks laHkky ugha ldkA tehu esa bruh daiu Fkh fd ‘kk;n gh dksbZ vius iSjksa ij Bhd ls [kM+k jg
ikrkA esjh utj vHkh Hkh IykaV ij yxh gqbZ FkhA vpkud ,d ckj fQj ls eq>s yxk fd esjs ik¡o ds uhps Hkkjh&Hkjde tusjsVj
pyuk ‘kq: gks x;k gSA eq>s bl ckr dk ;dhu Fkk fd ;g dgj ch&52 us <k;k Fkk ysfdu mldks eSa fcYdqy ugha ns[k ik jgk
FkkA
,d ckj fQj ls ,d /kekdk gqvk vkSj fQj lkeus /kjrh QVrh gqbZ fn[kk;h nhA eSaus nksuksa yM+fd;ksa dk gkFk idM+k vkSj
IykaV ls mYVh fn’kk esa Hkkxuk ‘kq: fd;kA /kjrh esa tSls Hkwpky vk x;k Fkk vkSj vkx mxyrk gqvk /kwy dk ckn~y vkleku dks
Nw jgk FkkA vc IykaV esa ,d ds ckn ,d foLQksV gksus ‘kq: gks x;s FksA tSls&rSls fxjrs iM+rs mudks [khaprs gq, vkSj ?klhVrs
gq, eSa IykaV ls nwj Hkkx jgk Fkk ysfdu vkx dk nfj;k fujUrj gekjh vksj c<+rk pyk tk jgk FkkA
eq>s irk ugha esjh thi dgk¡ ij Fkh ysfdu cl ge rhuksa viuh tku cpkus ds fy, Hkkx jgs FksA cl bruk ‘kqØ Fkk fd
nksuksa esa ls fdlh us esjk gkFk ugha NksM+k FkkA mu nksuksa dks ys dj ljiV myVh fn’kk esa nkSM+rs gq, u tkus fdruh ckj eSa fxjk
vkSj esjs ?kqVus ?kk;y gks x;sA u tkus fdruh ckj mM+rs gq, iRFkjksa ds VqdM+s esjs flj vkSj psgjs ij pksV dh ysfdu ge rhuksa
Hkkxrs jgsA vc vkx dh yiVsa ihNs jg x;h Fkh ysfdu vHkh Hkh >qylk nsus okyh xeZ gok gekjs lkFk py jgh FkhA eSaus thur
dks fiNM+rs gq, ns[kk rks tjk #d dj mls vius da/ks ij ykn fy;k vkSj fQtk dk gkFk idM+ dj ,d ckj fQj ls Hkkxuk ‘kq:
fd;kA
esjs dkuksa esa fQtk dh vkokt lquk;h nh---- cl vki eq>s ;gk¡ NksM+ nks vc eq>ls ,d dne Hkh ugha pyk tk jgk gSA
dgrs gq, mlus esjk gkFk NksM+ fn;k vkSj tehu ij <sj gks x;hA eSa fBBd dj #d x;k vkSj tehu ij fu’py fQtk ds ikl
cSB dj mls gks’k esa ykus dh dksf’k’k esa yx x;kA vc rd ge yksx IykaV ls dkQh nwj fudy vk;s FksA vHkh Hkh tehu jg jg
dj dk¡i mBrh ysfdu vc [krjk de gksrk gqvk çrhr gqvkA eSaus vius da/ks ls thur dks mrkj dj fQtk ds lkFk fyVk fn;k
vkSj fQj tehu ij ysV dj xgjh lk¡l ysrs gq, viuh /kM+duksa dks dkcw djus esa yx x;kA
viuh /kMdusa vkSj Qwyh gqbZ lk¡l ‘kkar djus esa eq>s nl feuV yx x;s FksA eSaus utj ?kqek dj vkl&ikl dk tk;tk
fy;k vkSj thi dks ryk’kus yxkA esjs funsZ’kkuqlkj MsYVk Vhe rks nhokj vkSj jsMkj fM’k dks u”V djus ds ckn Vªd ls ml bykds
ls fudy pqdh FkhA lery tehu ij ,d Vªd tYnh utj esa vk ldrk Fkk ysfdu ,;j jsM ‘kq: gksus ls igys og yksx fudy
pqds FksA nwj&nwj rd thi ugh fn[k jgh FkhA vius Qksu dh vksj /;ku fn;k rks irk pyk fd ckj ckj iRFkjksa ij fxjus vkSj
Vdjkus dh otg ls mldh LØhu vkSj ckMh VwV pqdh FkhA esjh Qksu feykus dh dksf’k’k Hkh ukdke gks x;h FkhA vc rd thur
vkSj fQtk Hkh mB dj cSB x;h FkhA eSjs psgjs dks ns[k dj fQtk ph[k dj cksyh---- vkidks D;k gqvk\ esjk psgjk iwjh rjg ls
[kwu ls ugk;k gqvk FkkA ekFks vkSj duiVh txg&txg dVus ls [kwu fjlrs gq, esjs iwjs psgjs ij mxh gqbZ nk<+h dks yky dj
pqdk FkkA
----eq>s dqN ugha gqvk gS----cl dqN mijh pksV gSA eSa fQtk dh vksj x;k vkSj mlds psgjs ls udkc dks /khjs ls gVk;kA
dqN gYdh lh [kjksaps Fkh ysfdu og Bhd FkhA eSaus mlds udkc ls viuk psgjk iksaNkA bruh nsj esa thur us Hkh viuk udkc
gVk fy;k FkkA mlds Hkh psgjs ij dqN [kjksaps vk;h FkhA eSaus gYds gkFk ls mudk psgjk iksaNk vkSj fQj iwNk---- dgha dksbZ xgjh
pksV rks ugha eglwl gks jgh gSA thur vkSj fQtk us xjnu fgyk dj udkj fd;kA vc ;gk¡ ij T;knk nsj jguk [krjs ls [kkyh
ugha FkkA eSa [kM+k gqvk vkSj xjnu ?kqek dj viuh thi dks <wa<us yxk ysfdu nwj&nwj rd mldk ukeksfu’kku ugha fn[kk;h fn;kA
eSaus nksuksa ls dgk---- ge vUnkt ls gosyh dh vksj iSny gh pyrs gSaA ;gk¡ ,sls cSBus ls ge csdkj le; xok¡ jgs gSaA nksuksa
esjs lkFk mB dj [kM+h gks x;h vkSj ge rhuksa vUnktu lM+d dh fn’kk dh vksj py fn;sA vHkh Hkh gekjs ihNs IykaV /kw&/kw dj
ty jgk Fkk vkSj ge ml gosyh dh fn’kk esa vkxs c<+rs tk jgs FksA vpkud fQtk [kq’kh ls fpYyk;h---- og jgh gekjh thiA
dqN nwjh ij thi oSls gh [kM+h Fkh tSls mls NksM+ dj x;s FksA thi dks ns[k dj gekjs ftLeksa esa u;k tks’k Hkj x;k FkkA rst

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dneksa ls pyrs gq, viuh thi esa tk dj cSB x;s vkSj gosyh dh vksj py fn;sA
deky vkSj tehj ds lkFkh gky esa cSB dj gekjk bartkj dj jgs FksA gesa ns[krs gh mUgksaus gesa ?ksj fy;kA esjs psgjs dks
ns[k dj tehj cksyk---- lj fdlh Vªd ls fHkM+ x;s Fks D;k\ eSaus eqLdqjk dj tokc fn;k---- ugha cl iwjs IykaV ls Vdjk x;k FkkA
,uh dsT;qYVh vku vkoj lkbMA deky us tokc fn;k---- uks ljA ----xqM deky eq>s viuk Qksu nks D;ksafd esjk Qksu VwV x;k
gSA
deky dk Qksu ys dj eSaus jkstj ls ckr dh---- jkstjA
----vkfej---- FkSad xkM rqe Bhd gksA vHkh ge lkbV dh QksVks ns[k jgs gSaA yxrk gS fd IykaV iwjh [kkbZ esa cny x;k gSA
ogk¡ dksbZ Hkh ugha cp ik;k gksxk D;ksafd ,d QksVks rks ,slh gS fd tSls dksbZ Tokykeq[kh QV x;k gksA rqEgkjh bUQksesZ’ku lgh Fkh
fd voS/k gfFk;kjksa dk t[khjk uhps xksnke esa FkkA cadj cksEc us iwjs IykaV dks m/ksM+ ds j[k fn;kA gekjh ;wfuV bl oä gsyhdkIVj
ls fudy pqdh gS vkSj og tYnh gh IykaV dks vius dCts esa ys ysaxsA rqEgkjs Qksu dks D;k gqvk\ eSa cgqr nsj ls yxkus dh VªkbZ
dj jgk FkkA
----esjk Qksu VwV dj csdkj gks x;k gSA jkstj---- vius ,;j foax dks esjh vksj ls /kU;okn dg nsukA osjh xqM ¶ykbax ,UM
VkxsZV ckfEcaxA vkbZ eLV ls ;qvj vVSd okl IykUM osyA dkUxzspqys’kUl jkstjA
----vkfej---- lse Vq ;wA vc rqe tYnh dkcqy vk tkvksA Tok;aV phQ rqels feyuk pkgrs gSaA
----jkstj gkm bt ldhuk ,UM fpYMªuA dUos ekbZ yoA vc ;gk¡ ls eSa vius ?kj tk jgk gw¡A
----vksds----A vkfej eSa rqEgsa ogha vk dj feyw¡xkA
----jkstj----ikfdLrkuh ljdkj vHkh dqN fnu rqEgsa lkal Hkh ugha ysus nsxhA cV vkbZ foy osV Qkj ;w ,V dqUnqtA bruk
dg dj eSaus Qksu dkV fn;kA
eSaus lcdks c/kkbZ nh fd mudh otg ls ge MªXl ds O;kikj dh jh<+ dh gìh rksM+us esa dke;kc gks x;s FksA tehj vkSj
deky Hkkoqd gks dj esjs ls xys feys vkSj ckdh lkfFk;ksa us rkyh ctk dj esjk vfHkoknu fd;kA nksuksa yM+fd;ksa ds psgjs f[ky
mBs vkSj muds gksBksa ij eqLdku rSj jgh FkhA deky us dgk---- ge [kq’kfdLer gSa fd gesa vkids tSls vQlj ds lkFk dke djus
dks feykA ----;kj vki yksx eq>s T;knk Hkkoqd er dhft, vlfy;r ;g gS fd vxj vki esjs lkFk ugha gksrs rks ‘kk;n eSa dqN
ugha dj ikrkA
bruk dg dj vius lkFk thur vkSj fQtk dks ys dj dejs esa vk x;kA mUgsa dejs esa NksM+ dj eSa ckFk:e esa ?kql x;k
vkSj diM+s mrkj dj vius pgjs vkSj ?kqVuksa ds ?kkoksa dks /kks dj fQtk dks vkokt nh---- fQtk esjs cSx ls esfMdy fdV fudky
ykvksA fQtk esfMdy fdV ys dj vk;h vkSj esjs gkFkksa esa Fkek dj cksyh---- eSa enn d:¡A igys vki viuh nk<+h lkQ dj ysa
oukZ vkids ?kko fn[k ugha ik,¡xsA ----ugha bldh dksbZ t:jr ugha gSA blls igys eSa dqN vkSj cksy ikrk mlus esjs ?kkoksa dh
Mªsflax djuh ‘kq: dj nhA thur Hkh ckFk:e esa vk x;h Fkh vkSj og Hkh fQtk dh enn dj jgh FkhA iêh ck¡/krs gq, fQtk cksyh-
--- D;k vc ge lc dqUnqt tk,¡xsA eSaus xjnu fgyk dj gkeh Hkjh---- gw¡A esjs ?kkoksa dh Mªsflax djus ds ckn nksuksa mB dj ckgj
fudy x;h vkSj eSa vius diM+s iguus esa yx x;kA
jkr dks ge yksx cky&cky cps FksA vxj ogk¡ ls gVus esa dqN vkSj nsj dh gksrh ge rhuksa ml vkx esa Lokgk gks x;s
gksrsA eSaus ckgj vk dj nksuksa dks pyus ds fy, rS;kj gksus dks dgk---- diM+s cnyus ds pDdj esa u iM+ukA cl gkFk eq¡g ij teh
gqbZ /kwy dks lkQ dj yks gesa tYnh gh dqUnqt dh vksj fudyuk gSA eSa tjk vius dSfn;ksa ls fey dj vkrk gw¡A bruk dg dj
eSa mUgsa dejs esa NksM+ dj ckgj gky esa vk x;kA deky ds lkFkh vyx fn’kk esa [kM+s gq, gosyh dh lqj{kk esa yxs gq, FksA deky
vkSj tehj gky esa tehu ij ysV dj viuh dej lh/kh dj jgs FksA eq>s vkrk ns[k dj nksuksa mB dj cSB x;sA

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----deky----tkus ls igys eSa ml frtksjh dks [kksy dj ns[kuk pkgrk gw¡ fd mlesa D;k gSA Iyht vki nksuksa ml frtksjh
dks [kksyus dk bartke dhft,A esjh ckr lqu dj nksuksa [kM+s gks x;s vkSj gosyh ds ihNs [kM+s gq, Vªd dh vksj pys x;sA eSa lh/kk
xqjst ds ikl pyk x;kA eq>s ns[k dj ik¡pksa pkSadUus gks dj cSB x;sA ----xqjst frtksjh dh pkch fdlds ikl gS\ ,d iy ds fy,
xqjst us esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj cksyk---- bl frtksjh dh pkch flQZ fQjkst HkkbZ ds ikl gSA gesa rks ekywe gh ugha Fkk fd ogk¡
nhokj ds vUnj frtksjh j[kh gqbZ gSA mlds dFku esa eq>s lPpkbZ dh >yd fn[kh bl fy, eSaus ml ij T;knk tksj ugha Mkyk
vkSj teky ds ikl vk x;kA
----duZy eq>s le> ugha vk jgk gS fd vkids lkFk D;k d:¡A vki dks vxj viuh QkslsZt ds gokys dj fn;k rks og
vkidh nqxZfr dj nsaxsA ;g Hkh lgh gS fd vki flQZ ,d vdkmUVsaV gSa ysfdu eSa dSls Hkwy tkš fd vki udyh uksV Nkius
okyksa dh ,d egRoiw.kZ dM+h gksA teky esjh ckr lqu dj ,d ckj ds fy, flgj x;k vkSj fQj vius dks laHkkyrs gq, cksyk----
eq>s tks ekywe Fkk og vki dks eSa lc crk pqdk gw¡A cl fQjkst ds pDdj esa xPpk [kk x;k FkkA eq>s ugha ekywe Fkk fd esjk
n¶rj gh eq>s /kks[ks esa j[ksxkA vgenh dk lacU/k fQjkst ls t:j Fkk ysfdu ;dhuu ;g [ksy cM+s yksx [ksy jgs gSaA eq>s bl
[ksy ds ckjs esa dqN ugha irk FkkA eq>s yxrk gS fd ;g lkjk Leksd LØhu ‘kqtky fe;k¡ ds fnekx dh btkn gksxhA

eq>s vHkh Hkh vgenh vkSj tkyh Mkyj ds fy, teky crkyoh dh t:jr FkhA dqN lksp dj eSaus dgk---- teky eSa rqEgsa
lkQ cpk ldrk gw¡A eSa viuh fjiksVZ esa rqEgkjs uke dk ftØ Hkh ugha d:¡xk ysfdu esjh ,d ‘krZ gS fd rqe vgenh dh gj
ewoesUV dh [kcj eq>s nksxsA esjh ckr lqu dj teky cksyk---- rqe pkgrs gks fd eSa vius ns’k ds lkFk xíkjh d:¡A ,slk dHkh ugha
gks ldrkA ----teky udyh uksV dk dkjksckj xSj dkuwuh gSA rqe QkSth gks blh fy, eSaus lkspk Fkk tks dke xyr gS mldks
jksdus esa rqe esjh enn djksxsA rqEgkjh ethZ vxj rqe okdbZ esa lksprs gks fd udyh uksV Nkius dk djksckj rqEgkjs ns’k ds fgr
esa gSA eSa rks rqEgkjh enn ds cxSj vgenh ds usVodZ dks fNUu&fHkUu dj nw¡xk ysfdu ml oä rqEgkjh ljdkj fdlh dks eq¡g
fn[kkus yk;d ugha jgsxhA gk¡ vxj rqe esjh enn djksxs rks eSa oknk djrk gw¡ fd lkjh buosLVhxs’ku vgenh ds f[kykQ gksxh
vkSj rqEgkjh ljdkj dk blesa uke Hkh ugha vk;sxkA dqN nsj rd teky lksprk jgk fQj cksyk---- eSa flQZ vgenh dh [kcj nw¡xk
vkSj blds vkxs rqe eq>ls dqN ugha ekaxksxs u gh eq> ij fdlh çdkj dk ncko MkyksxsA ----eq>s eatwj gS tekyA
vHkh eSa teky ls ckr dj jgk Fkk rHkh tehj eq>s <w¡<rk gqvk ogha ij vk x;kA eSaus tehj ls dgk---- rqe vius lkFk
teky dks ys tkuk vkSj bls gsjkr ‘kgj ds ckgj mrkj nsukA gk¡ vc crkvks esjs dks fdl fy, <w¡< jgs Fks\ ----lj] tjk vki esjs
lkFk vkbZ;s---- dgrs gq, og dejs ds ckgj pyk x;kA eSa Hkh mlds ihNs&ihNs dejs ds ckgj fudy x;kA ckgj vk dj cksyk---
- lj ;g frtksjh fcuk ,DLIyksflo ds [kqy ugh ldsxhA ----rks fQj ,DLIyksflo bLrseky djksA fdldh osV dj jgs gks tehj\
eSaus tehj ls iwNkA ----ugha lj] dqN Hkh djus ls igys flQZ vkils iwNuk t:jh FkkA bruk dg tehj mYVs ik¡o eqM+ x;k vkSj
ckgj pyk x;kA
dqN nsj ds ckn ,d gYdk lk /kekdk gqvk vkSj fQj pkjksa vksj ‘kkafr Nk x;hA vkokt lqu dj eSa Vªd dh vksj py
fn;kA Vªd esa frtksjh dk iV [kqyk gqvk iM+k Fkk vkSj frtksjh dks deky ds lkFkh ?ksj dj [kM+s gq, FksA ----deky D;k fudyk
frtksjh esa\ ----vki [kqn gh ns[k yhft, lj fd frtksjh esa D;k fudykA bruk dg dj deky ds lkFkh ,d vksj gV dj [kM+s
gks x;sA eSa frtksjh ds ikl x;k vkSj vUnj dh vksj >k¡d dj ns[kk rks ,d ckj ds fy, lUu jg x;kA mij dk fgLlk djhus
ls yxs gq, vesfjdu Mkyj ls BlkBl Hkjk gqvk FkkA frtksjh ds fupys [kkus esa ,d gh vkneh ds vyx&vyx uke ls cus gq,
nl eqäfyQ ns’kksa ds ikliksVZ j[ks gq, FksA ,d [kkus esa dqN Qkbysa ,oa nLrkost j[ks gq, FksA ysfdu ftl dks ns[k dj eSa lUu
jg x;k Fkk og lcls fupys fgLlk FkkA djhus ls yxs gq, iksfyFkhu esa fyiVs gq, pkj ujeq.M esjk Lokxr dj jgs FksA ,d ckj
ds fy, esjs lhus us /kM+duk can dj fn;k Fkk D;ksafd lkjs psgjs tkus igpkus FksA
eSaus frtksjh esa ls tkyh ikliksVZ] isilZ vkSj nLrkost mBk;s vkSj cq>s eu ls Vªd ls uhps mrj x;kA vius lkfFk;ksa dh
bruh ohHkRl ekSr ns[k dj lcds psgjs rukoxzLr FksA uhps mrj dj ,d ckj eSaus lcds psgjs ij vkrs&tkrs Hkko ns[k dj cksyk-
--- vki lc dks irk py x;k gksxk fd gekjk nq’eu fdruk cM+k nfjank gSA eSa dle [kkrk gw¡ fQjkst dks rc rd ejus ugha nw¡xk
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tc rd eSa mlds ftLe ds ,d&,d vax dks dkV dj dqÙkksa u f[kyk nw¡A deky vius lkfFk;ksa ds lkFk bl frtksjh dks ys tkdj
vki lh/ks jkstj dks fjiksVZ djsaxsA ,d QkSth dks bruh Hk;kud ekSr ns dj fQjkst us cgqr cM+h xyrh dj nh gSA pkgsa vki ;k
vejhdh ljdkj esjk lkFk ns u ns ysfdu ;g vc esjh yM+kbZ gSA tYnh ls ;gk¡ dk dke lesV dj gky esa bdB~Bs gksbZ;sA bruk
dg dj eSa gosyh esa okfil pyk x;kA
eSa lh/kk thur vkSj fQtk ds ikl pyk x;kA nksuksa pyus ds fy, rS;kj gks pqdh FkhA eSaus dgk---- vHkh dqN nsj vkSj
yxsxhA rqe yksx vkjke dj yksA eSa FkksM+h nsj esa vkrk gw¡A bruk dg dj eSa dejs ls ckgj fudy x;k vkSj tc rd og dqN
le> ikrh rc rd eSaus ckgj ls njokts dh dqUMh yxk nhA bl oä esjs flj ij tquwu lokj FkkA vc rd lc gky esa ,df=r
gks x;s FksA eq>s gky esa vkrk ns[k dj lc lh/ks [kM+s gks x;sA ,d iy ds fy, eSa #dk vkSj fQj cksyk---- vki esa ls tks yksx
esjs lkFk gSa og #fd;s vkSj ckdh yksx gosyh ds ckgj tk dj igjk nhft,A MsYVk QkslZ dk ,d Hkh vkneh viuh txg ls ugha
fgykA tehj] Vke vkSj ihVj ls rks iwNuk csdkj FkkA
xqjst vkSj mlds lkfFk;ksa dks idM+ ;gk¡ ys dj vkbZ;s---- eSaus tehj dh vksj ns[k dj dgkA tehj vius lkfFk;ksa ds lkFk
mu yksxksa dks fyokus ds fy, pyk x;k vkSj fQj ,d ykbZu cuk dj mUgsa [knsM+rs gq, gky esa ys dj vk x;kA eSaus xqjst dh
fxjscku idM+h vkSj mls ?klhVrs gq, gosyh ds ihNs dh vksj ys x;kA esjs ihNs tehj vkSj mlds lkFkh Hkh ckdh cps gq, yksxksa
dks ?klhVrs gq, ys dj Vªd ds ikl vk dj [kM+s gks x;sA deky ds lkfFk;ksa us ,d lqj{kk ?ksjk cuk fy;k FkkA eSaus deky ls
dgk---- igys bu lHkh yksxksa dks Vªd esa ys tk dj fQjkst dh djrwr fn[kk nksA cM+h eqLrSnh ds lkFk deky Vªd ij p<+ x;k
vkSj frtksjh dk njoktk [kksy dj pkj ujeqaMks dks lcds lkeus yk dj j[k fn;kA
----vki esa ls ikfdLrkuh lSfud dkSu gS\ esjs loky ij xqjst ds lkFk rhu vkSj vknfe;ksa us gkeh HkjhA eSaus tehj ls dgk-
--- bu lcdk uke] jSad] jsthesUV dk uke] LVkQ uEcj] vkSj vkbZMsafVVh dkMZ ys yksA tks Hkh vkneh viuh vkbZMsafVVh dk çwQ
ugha ns ik;s mldks ckdh nks ds lkFk [kM+k dj nsukA pUn feuVksa esa tehj lc ds VSx bdB~Bs djds esjs ikl ys vk;kA lHkh
ikfdLrkuh QkSth FksA vcdh ckj eSaus dgk---- tks vkius frtksjh esa ns[kk Fkk og lc cgknqj QkSth FksA D;k ,d QkSth dk bl
rjg dk vUr gksuk pkfg,\ eq>s ekywe gS fd vki lkjk nks”k fQjkst ds flj e<+ nksxs D;ksafd og ;gk¡ ugha gSA
eSa ,d {k.k ds fy, #d x;k D;ksafd cksyrs gq, esjk xyk mÙkstuk ls vo#) gks x;k FkkA ----vkidh ftanxh vkids tokc
ij fuHkZj djrh gSA vki esa ls fdl fdl us fQjkst dks ns[kk gS\ lc yksxksa esa ls flQZ xqjst us gkFk mBk;k vkSj ckdh pqipki
[kM+s jgsA viuh tsc ls ,d tkyh ikliksVZ fudkyk vkSj ml ij yxh gqbZ QksVks dks fn[kkrs gq, xqjst ds ikl tk dj cksyk----
;gh fQjkst gS\ ----gk¡ th----;gh fQjkst gSA eSaus deky ls dgk---- tks dksbZ /kkjnkj oLrq gS gekjs vlys esa mls ys dj ;gk¡ vkvksA
deky Hkkx dj vUnj x;k vkSj tYnh ls ,d dekaMks Nqjh ys dj vk x;kA ckjg baph LVhy ds Qy dh Nqjh lwjt dh jkS’kuh
esa pepekrh gq, eSaus ikfdLrkuh QkSft;ksa dh vk[kksa ds lkeus upkrs gq, dgk---- rqe lc ds ,d&,d vax dks /kM+ ls vyx djds
dqÙkksa dks f[kykÅ¡xkA ftlls fQjkst dks irk py lds fd ccZjrk esa ge Hkh mlls de ugha gSA esjs gkFk esa ukprh gqbZ Nqjh us
lcds fnyksa dh /kM+duksa dks cM+k fn;k FkkA

eSaus dgk---- tehj tks nks QkSth ugh gSa igys rqe muds ‘kjhj dh ,d&,d gM+Mh rksM+ nksA tc budh gfì;k¡ VwV tk,¡xh
rc eSa muds gkFk vkSj ik¡o ‘kjhj ls vyx dj nw¡xkA esjk flQZ bruk dguk Fkk fd tehj] Vke vkSj ihVj mu nks vknfe;ksa ij
fiy iM+sA fctyh dh rsth ls rhuksa us vius l/ks gq, okj djus ‘kq: fd;s vkSj mudh nnZ Hkjh gqbZ ph[ksa xw¡tus yxhA mudh
nqxZfr gksus esa dsoy nl feuV yxs FksA djkgrs gq, fQjkst ds nksuksa vkneh /kwy pkV jgs FksA vius gkFk esa dekaMks Nqjh upkrs
gq, eSa mudh vksj py fn;kA tc rd dksbZ le> ikrk ,d gh okj esa tehu ij iM+s gq, vkneh dk ,d gkFk da/ks ls tqnk gks
dj /kwy esa iM+k gqvk FkkA esjs psgjs ij vk;h gqbZ nfjanxh ns[k dj ogk¡ ij [kM+s gq, fdlh Hkh vkneh dh dqN Hkh djus dh fgEer
ugha gqbZA dqN feuVksa esa nks {kr&fof{kr ‘kjhj tehu ij iM+s gq, FksA esjs psgjs vkSj diM+s [kwu ls Hkhx dj yky gks x;s FksA
nfjanxh dk rkaMo fn[kkus ds ckn eSa QkSft;ksa dh vksj c<+kA Mj ds ekjs xqjst dk iktkek Hkhx x;k FkkA

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----deky vc vki yksx bu yksxksa ds gkFk vkSj iSj rksM+ Mkyks fd buesa ls dksbZ Hkh bl /kjrh ij [kM+k u gks ldsA tSls
gh tehj xqjst dh yidk eSaus mls jksd fn;k---- Bgjks tehj bldks vHkh ughaA bldh nqxZfr vkf[kjh esa euk,¡xsA igys blds
lkfFk;ksa dh gfì;k¡ VwVuh pkfg,A buds gqDejkuksa dks irk pyuk pkfg, fd tc MsYVk QkslZ viuh ij vkrh gS rks cM+k Hk;kouk
–’; ns[kus dks feyrk gSA bruk lqurs gh MsYVk QkslZ ds lSfud mu ij VwV iM+sA fujUrj ph[kksa ds chp ,d&,d gìh ds VwVus
dh vkokt lquk;h ns jgh FkhA nl&iUæg feuVksa esa gh rhu ikfdLrkuh QkSt ds vkneh tehu ij csgks’k iM+s gq, /kwy pkV jgs
FksA lcds tcM+s VwV dj yVd x;s FksA ,d ckj fQj ls eSa dekaMks Nqjh dks upkrk gqvk xqjst dh vksj c<+k rks og Mj ds ekjs
esjs iSjksa ls fyiV dj [kqnk dh nqgkbZ nsus yxkA
eSaus xqjst dks fxjscku ls idM+ dj mBk;k vkSj dgk---- xqjst fe;k¡ vHkh Hkh eSa QkSth gw¡ vkSj ,d QkSth ds lkFk bruk
vU;k; ugha dj ldrkA rqEgkjh tku c[‘k jgk gw¡ ;g lksp dj fd rqe vc ftl fnu Hkh fQjkst ls feyksxs rks mls crk nsuk
fd eSa mldk D;k gJ d:axkA esjh ‘kDy igpku yks vkSj gk¡ vius ikfdLrkuh vQljksa ds dku esa ;g ckr t:j Mky nsuk fd
igyh ckj rks eSaus muds QkSft;ksa dh gfì;ksa dks rksM+ dj NksM+ fn;k gSA vxj vkt ds ckn rqEgkjh lkbM ls fdlh us Hkh fQjkst
dh enn djus dh dksf’k’k dh rks ;kn jgs og esjs fy, QkSth ugha flQZ fQjkst dk vkneh gksxk vkSj fQjkst ds vknfe;ksa dk
tks gJ gqvk gS og lc dks crk nsukA bruk dg dj eSaus tehj vkSj deky dks vUnj pyus dk b’kkjk fd;k vkSj rst dneksa
ls pyrk gqvk gky esa vk x;kA bl oä esjk fny tksjksa ls /kM+d jgk FkkA
----lj----xqjst vkSj mlds lkfFk;ksa dk D;k djuk gS\ deky us vk dj eq>ls iwNkA ----bUgsa ;gh ij buds gky ij NksM+ nks
vkSj vki vius lkfFk;ksa dks ys dj blh oä dkcqy pys tkbZ;sA esjs [;ky ls vxj vki yksx vHkh fudysaxs rks rhu fnu esa
dkcqy igq¡p tk,¡xsA esjk Qksu fjIysl gksrs gh eSa vkidks d‚UVsDV d:¡xkA gk¡ deky vxj vkids ikl dksbZ ,DLVªk Mªsl gS rks
Iyht eq>s ns nhft,A bl gkyr esa ‘kk;n mu nksuksa ds lkeus tkuk Bhd ugha gksxkA bruh nsj esa igyh ckj deky ds psgjs ij
,d eqLdqjkgV rSj x;h---- Bgfj;s lj---- esjs ikl ,d tksM+h dekaMks dh CySd Maxjh gS og igu yhft, D;ksafd og ¶jh lkbt
gSA bruk dg dj deky vius fdV cSx ls Maxjh ykus ds fy, pyk x;kA
eSa dkeu Vk;ysV esa vius gkFk&eq¡g /kksus pyk x;kA tc rd eq¡g gkFk /kks dj eSa ckgj fudyk rc rd deky CySd
dksEcsV Maxjh ys dj vk x;k FkkA okfil Vk;ysV esa tk dj viuk lyokj vkSj dqrkZ mrkj dj Maxjh igu dj ckgj vk x;kA
cgqr fnuksa ds ckn esjs ftLe us Maxjh dk vkHkkl fd;k FkkA tc gsyhdIVj mM+k;k djrk Fkk rc vk/ks fnu rks ¶ykbax Maxjh gh
iguk djrk FkkA brus fnuksa esa ‘kyokj vkSj dqrsZ dh vknr gks x;h Fkh fd Maxjh igu dj dqN vthc lk yx jgk FkkA ----lj
osyde Vq MsYVk QkslZ----deky us eqLdqjkrs gq, esjh vksj ns[k dj dgkA ----deky FkSaDlA deky ds b’kkjs ij mldh Vhe us lkeku
bdB~Bk djds Vªd esa j[k fn;k vkSj pyus ds fy, rS;kj gks x;sA
tehj vkSj mlds lkFkh esjh vksj ns[k jgs FksA eSaus mUgsa Bgjus ds fy, dg dj mij pyk x;k tgk¡ eSa thur vkSj fQtk
dks can djds vk;k FkkA dqUMk [kksyus dh vkokt ls nksuksa njokts ds fudV vk dj [kM+h gks x;ha FkhA njoktk [kqyrs gh eq>s
ns[k dj dqN ugha cksyh cl viuk cSx ys dj dejs ds ckgj vk dj [kM+h gks x;haA eSaus tehj ls dgk---- rqEgkjh Vhe ;gk¡ ls
fudy dj dgha nwj jg dj bl gosyh ij utj j[ksxhA xqjst t:j vius yksxksa dks d‚UVsDV djsxkA cl rqe lc ml ij utj
j[kukA ogh gekjh fQjkst rd igq¡pus dh pkch gS bl fy, mls viuh utjksa ls ,d iy ds fy, Hkh vks>y ugha gksus nsuk----dg
dj eSa thur vkSj fQtk dh vksj py fn;kA vkt muds psgjs <ds gq, ugha Fks blh fy, mudh HkkoHkafxek lkQ utj vk jgh
FkhA eSaus mUgsa ‘kkar djus ds fy, dgk---- D;k pyuk ugha gS\ fQtk us dVk{k ekjk---- vxj vkidk dke [kRe gks x;k gks rks
pfy,A eSaus mudk gkFk Fkkek vkSj viuh thi dh vksj py fn;kA

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lc yksx gosyh ds xsV ij bdB~Bk gks x;s FksA deky] tehj vkSj ihVj viuh xkMf;k¡ ysus ds fy, gosyh ds ihNs pys x;sA
xqjst vHkh Hkh tM+or lk [kM+k gqvk tehu ij djkgrs gq, vius lkfFk;ksa dks ?kwj jgk FkkA mudks viuh vksj vkrk ns[k dj og
,d ckj fQj Mj ls dk¡ius yxkA mldh vksj /;ku u ns dj tehj vkSj deky vius&vius Vªd esa cSB x;s vkSj ihVj esjh thi
ys dj xsV ij [kM+h dj nhA vc ge lc vius&vius jkLrs ij fudyus ds fy, rS;kj FksA
pyus ls igys lc yksx esjs dks ?ksj dj [kM+s gks x;s FksA tehj vkSj deky Hkh Vªd ls mrj dj vk x;s FksA pyus ls
igys eSaus dgk---- nksLrksa vkt eq>s cgqr [kq’kh gS fd geus vQxkfuLrku ls MªXl ds dkjksckj dks tM+ ls m[kkM+ QsadkA ysfdu
,d ckr dk cgqr nq[k Hkh gS fd bl eqfge esa vius ik¡p lkfFk;ksa dks eSa cpk ugha ldkA oSls rks muds ifjokj dks iSls dh deh
dHkh eglwl ugha gksxh ysfdu tc Hkh mUgsa fdlh Hkh pht dh t:jr gks rks og csfgpd esjs ikl dqUnqt esa vk dj feysaA vc
rd rks tgk¡ ij vHkh Hkh Qly [kM+h gqbZ gS gekjh QkSt mldks tykus ds dke esa yx x;h gSA
vpkud tehj cksy mBk---- lj vki esjk VªkUlQj viuh ;wfuV esa djk nsaA ----rqe fQØ er djks tehjA eSa rqEgsa gh ugha
cfYd Vke vkSj ihVj dks Hkh viuh ;wfuV esa ys dj vkÅ¡xkA vHkh gekjh yM+kbZ [kRe ugha gqbZ gSA gk¡----rqe rhuksa ds fy, eSaus
dke vkt ls gh vLlkbu dj fn;k gSA rqe rhuksa vHkh ls fQjkst dh ryk’k esa yx tkvksA vkMZj foy Q‚yks ysVjA gk¡ teky
dks ‘kgj ds ckgj mrkj nsukA teky us vkxs c<+ dj esjs ls xys fey dj dgk---- FkSaDl vkfejA ----duZy eq>s FkSaDl er dgksA
esjs ;gk¡ ,d dgkor gS---- uks FkSaDl ,UM uks lksjht veax ÝsaM~lA
bruk dg dj eSaus nksuksa yM+fd;ksa dk gkFk Fkkek vkSj thi esa tk dj cSB x;kA rHkh tehj dh vkokt lquk;h nh---- lj-
---,d ckr eq>s ckj&ckj lrk jgh gSA irk ugha eq>s iwNuk pkfg;s ;k ugha ysfdu fQj Hkh eSa iwN ysrk gw¡A ,d iy ds fy, mldh
ckr lqu dj fBBd x;k vkSj fQj cksyk---- iwNksA
thur dh vksj b’kkjk djrs gq, cksyk---- lj dqUnqt esa vkids [ksr ij eSa MîwVh ij FkkA vkidh choh dk psgjk eSaus ns[kk
Fkk vkSj ckn esa mldks yisVus vkSj nQukus dk dke Hkh eSaus vkSj jger HkkbZ us fd;k FkkA tc Hkh bUgsa ns[krk gw¡ rks eq>s ml
jkr dk gknlk lius tSlk yxrk gSA D;k ;g ogh gSa ftu ij ml jkr dks geyk gqvk FkkA mlds loky dks lqu dj eSa ,d
ckj ds fy, ldrs esa vk x;k fQj eSaus tokc fn;k---- gk¡ ;g ogh gSA cl [kqnk dks eq> ij jge vk x;k Fkk bl fy, ‘kk;n
mlus budh tku c[‘k nhA tehj vka[ksa QkM+s thur dks ns[krk jgk vkSj eSaus thi dks LVkVZ fd;k vkSj gosyh ds ckgj fudy
dj lM+d ij vk x;kA
vkt dqUnqt ykSVrs gq, thi pykrs gq, eSa lksp jgk Fkk fd vf[kjdkj eSa ekSr ds eq¡g ls ykSV vk;k vkSj vc viuh
[kq’kfdLerh vkSj u tkus fdrus yksxksa dh nqvk dh otg ls lgh lyker vius ?kj dh vksj tk jgk gw¡A vkt rhu eghus ckn
vius ?kj ds fy, eqM+k FkkA dkQh nsj rd ge yksx pqipki vius&vius [;kyksa esa [kks, gq, lM+d dks ns[krs tk jgs FksA fQtk
dh vkokt esjs dkuksa esa iM+h---- vc vki dqUnqt tk jgs gSaA eSaus xjnu ?kqek;h vkSj cM+h lathnxh ls dgk---- ugha---- ge yksx vki
nksuksa dh llqjky tk jgs gSaA bruk lquuk Fkk fd nksuksa ds pgjksa ij eqLdku rSj x;hA ----vPNk th fcuk fudkg ds og gekjh
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llqjky cu x;h---- fQtk us eqLdqjk dj dVk{k ekjkA ----fQtk ;g rks fny dh ckr gS----thur us g¡lrs gq, mldks tokc fn;kA
,sls gh ckrsa djrs gq,] ,d nwljs dks NsM+rs vkSj fp<+krs gq, ge dqUnqt dh vksj c<+rs tk jgs FksA
cgqr fnuksa ds ckn esjs fnekx esa fdlh Hkh çdkj dk Hk; ugha FkkA cl fny esa ,d gh [;ky ckj&ckj vk jgk Fkk fd
dk’k esjs dks viuk ekuus okys vkt vxj thfor gksrs rks ?kj ykSVus dk etk nqxuk gks tkrkA vkt Hkh ogh ohjku pêkuh igkM+
vkSj iFkjhyk jsfxLrku fn[kk;h ns jgk Fkk ysfdu vc igys dh rjg vk¡[kksa esa pqHk ugha jgk FkkA bl iFkjhys jsfxLrku esa rhu
eghus fcrkus ds ckn bl –’; dh eq>s vknr gks x;h FkhA tcfd rhu eghus igys rd esjk ;gk¡ ij dksbZ otwn ugha Fkk ysfdu
,d vUtku ifjokj dh pUn fnuksa dh eksgCcr esa eq>s bruk viuk cuk fy;k fd eSa vius lkjs iqjkus yksxksa dks fcYdqy Hkqyk pqdk
FkkA
dU/kkj ls fudy dj ge dU/kkj&ckfe;ku gkbos dks idM+ dj cxyku dh vksj c<+rs tk jgs FksA yxHkx vkB ?kaVs ls
yxkrkj thi pyk jgk FkkA chp esa ge pksjk uke ds dLcs esa dqN nsj ds fy, [kkus vkSj isVªksy Hkjokus ds fy, #ds FksA pksjk
ls fudy dj fuYyh uke ds NksVs ls dLcs rd tkrs gq, xgjk va/ksjk gks pyk Fkk vkSj nksuksa yM+fd;k¡ Hkh cqjh rjg Fkd pqdh
FkhA dqN nsj igys Fkdku ls gkj dj thur thi ds ihNs dh vksj pyh x;h vkSj fleV dj ysV x;h FkhA esjs lkFk cSBh gqbZ
fQtk Hkh Fkd dj viuk flj esjh tka?k ij j[k dj Å¡?k jgh FkhA eq>s Hkh viuh vk¡[k >ids gq, Nrhl ?kaVs gks x;s FksA oSls rks
bl lM+d ij T;knk xkMf;k¡ ugha Fkh ysfdu mcM+&[kkcM+ lM+d dh otg ls jkr esa thi pykus esa dkQh fnDdr gks jgh FkhA
,d vksj igkM+ vkSj nwljh vksj xgjh [kkbZ ds chpksachp lk¡i lh ygjkrh gqbZ lM+d ij tjk lh pwd cgqr [krjukd fl) gks
ldrh FkhA
tc rd ge fuYyh igq¡ps vk/kh jkr gks pqdh FkhA eq>s jkLrs esa irk pyk Fkk fd fuYyh ds vkxs dk jkLrk cgqr [krjukd
gS vkSj flQZ fnu ds mtkys esa fuYyh ls täkSj dk lQj r; gks ldsxkA fnu fudyus esa cl pkj ?kaVs dh ckr Fkh ;gh lksp
dj ,d can nqdku ds lkeus eSaus thi [kM+h dj nhA eSaus /khjs ls fQtk dk flj viuh tka?k ls gVk dj lhV ij j[kk vkSj thi
ls mrj dj vius vdM+s gq, ftLe dks fgyk dj [kwu dk nkSjk Bhd fd;kA vHkh eSa lksp gh jgk Fkk fd D;k fd;k tk, fd
fQtk dh vkokt lquk;h nh---- vkius thi D;ksa jksd nhA lc Bhd rks gS u----A eSa mlds ikl x;k vkSj mlds fc[kjs gq, ckyksa
dks Bhd djrs gq, dgk---- gk¡ lc Bhd gSA vkxs dk jkLrk gesa fnu ds mtkys esa r; djuk gS blh fy, eSaus lkspk fd dqN nsj
;gk¡ vkjke dj yw¡ D;ksafd dy jkr ls igys ge cxyku ugha igq¡p ldsaxsA ----rks vki b/kj lhV ij lks tkb;s eSa thur ds ikl
ihNs pyh tkrh gw¡---- dgrs gq, fQtk mB dj cSB x;hA
----ugha---- ml cspkjh dks lksus nksA eSa ,sls gh nqdku ds uhps cSBdj viuh uhan iwjh dj yw¡xk----bruk dg dj okfil nqdku
dh vksj tkus ds fy, eqM+k ysfdu bl ckj fQtk us esjk gkFk idM+ fy;k vkSj cksyh---- fQj vki ;gha lhV ij lks tkbZ;sA ----vkSj
rqe\ og cksyh---- eSa ckdh dk le; cSB dj dkV yw¡xhA eSa fQtk ds ikl tk dj cSB x;kA og f[kld dj esjs fudV vk x;h
vkSj cksyh---- vki dks lqyk nw¡A fcuk dqN cksys eSaus mldks vius lhus ls yxk;k vkSj vk¡[ksa ewan dj thi ds dksus dk lgkjk ys
dj lhV ij QSy x;kA mlds fny dh c<+rh gqbZ /kM+du eq>s lkQ eglwl gks jgh FkhA viuh ckgksa dh fxj¶r dks dlrs gq,
vkSj vius lhus ls mlds deflu mHkkjksa dks ihlrs gq, eSaus mlds gksaB pwe dj dgk---- fQtk vkbZ yo ;wA og ‘kekZ dj cqncqnkbZ-
--- vkbZ yo ;w VwA ,d nwljs ls viuh eksgCcr dk btgkj djds ge nksuksa ,d nwljs ds ftLeksa dh xehZ ik dj xgjh uhan esa [kks
x;sA
lqcg dh igyh fdj.k ds vkrs gh fuYyh esa lM+d ij vkod&tkod dh vkokt ls esjh vk¡[k [kqy x;hA fQtk esjs lhus
flj fNik dj lks jgh FkhA ihNs thur Hkh vHkh rd lks jgh FkhA nksuksa dks xgjh uhan esa lksrs gq, ns[k dj ,d ckj ds fy, esjs
fny us mUgsa mBkus ds fy, euk fd;k ysfdu txg vkSj le; dk [;ky djds eSaus /khjs ls fQtk dks fgykrs gq, vkokt nh----
fQtk! esjh ,d vkokt ij fQtk us vka[ks [kksy dj esjh vksj ns[kk fQj vpdpk dj eq>s NksM+ dj mB dj cSB x;hA eSa eqM+k
vkSj thur ds psgjs ij iM+s gq, ckyksa dks gVkrs gq, vkokt nh---- thur mB tkvks fnu fudy vk;k gSA bruk dg dj eSa thi
ls mrj dj lM+d ij b/kj&m/kj py dj okfil [kwu dk nkSjk Bhd fd;kA vejhdh dekaMks dh Maxjh esa bl oä eSa ,d uewuk
lk yx jgk FkkA fQtk vkSj thur Hkh thi ls mrj dj esjs ikl vk dj [kM+h gks x;hA

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----thtw----ge dgk¡ ij gSA ----ge fuYyh igq¡p x;s gSaA vkxs dk jkLrk eSa ;gh ls irk d:¡xkA thur vkSj fQtk vHkh Hkh
viuh fLdu VkbV thal] Vh&’kVZ vkSj peM+s dh tSdV esa FkhA fc[kjs gq, cky gksus ds ckn Hkh nksuksa xtc dh lqanj yx jgh
FkhA eSaus fp<+krs gq, dgk---- tYnh ls vius eq¡g ij diM+k ck¡/k yks ojuk fdlh dh utj yx tk,xhA nksuksa tYnh ls tk dj
thi esa cSB x;h vkSj vius flj ds ckyksa vkSj psgjs dks udkc ls <d fy;kA eSa pk; dh nqdku dh vksj py fn;kA dqN nsj ds
ckn pk; ys dj muds ikl vk x;k vkSj dgk---- pk; ih yksA ml pk; okys us dqN iSlksa ds cnys esa viuk xqly[kkuk bLrseky
djus dh btktr ns nh gSA tYnh ls rS;kj gks tkvks rks fQj ;gk¡ ls fudyrs gSaA nksuksa us viuh pk; [kRe dh vkSj fQj esjs
lkFk ml pk;okys ds ?kj dh vksj py nhA
,d ?kaVs ds ckn ge fuYyh ls vkxs fudy vk;s FksA fuYyh ij irk pyk Fkk fd ,d iDdk ysfdu yack jkLrk tkSokstksd
ls gksrs gq, cwes&lqfQvk ij fudyrk gS tks vkxs tk dj ckfe;ku ds gkbos ls fey tkrk gSA nwljk jkLrk NksVk Fkk ysfdu iDdh
lM+d ‘kks’ks&lksfQvk ls gksrs gq, esaxdkd ij [kRe gks x;h FkhA ogk¡ ls djhc ckbZl fdyksehVj iFkjhyk vkSj dPpk jkLrk Fkk
tks HkkxksZlax ij tk dj feyrk FkkA HkkxksZlax ls gksrs gq, täkSj ls vkxs dk jkLrk us’kuy gkbos lk FkkA yxHkx nks ?kaVs esa bl
jkLrs ls ge ckfe;ku gkbZos idM+ ldrs FksA vc dqUnqt igq¡pus dh tYnh Fkh vkSj fnu esa thi pykuh Fkh blh fy, eSaus NksVk
okyk jkLrk fy;kA eq>s tSlk crk;k x;k Fkk vkxs dk jkLrk oSlk gh fudyk FkkA esaxdkd ds ckn lkjk pêkuh jkLrk FkkA ,slk
çrhr gks jgk Fkk fd tSls igkM+ ds mBs gq, irys fljs ij thi py jgh gks D;ksafd jkLrs ds nksuksa rjQ xgjh [kkbZ fn[kk;h ns
jgh FkhA tc Hkh esjh utj HkVd dj nka;s ;k cka;s dh vksj gksrh rks vUnj rd :g dk¡i tkrh FkhA nksuksa yM+fd;ksa us rks Mj ds
ekjs vk¡[ks ehap yh Fkh vkSj eq>s idM+ dj cSBh gqbZ FkhA
djhc <sM+ ?kaVs ds lQj ds ckn ge täkSj igq¡p x;s vkSj fQj fcuk #ds ckfe;ku gkbZos dks idM+ dj ‘kkjs&Vki ls gksrs
gq, pkgj p’es ij igq¡p x;sA vkxs dk jkLrk lh/kk vkSj likV FkkA thi vc viuh xfr ls ckfe;ku dh vksj tk jgh FkhA pk;
okys ds ikl geus vPNk uk’rk dj fy;k Fkk blh fy, vc Hkw[k dh fpUrk ugha FkhA ge ckjg cts rd ckfe;ku dh xqQk ds
ikl igq¡p x;s FksA rkfycku us vius jkt esa ;gk¡ ij cuh gqbZ cq) dh çfrek dks ceksa ls u”V dj fn;k Fkk ysfdu vHkh Hkh dqN
VwVh gqbZ cq) dh çfrek,¡ lM+d ls lkQ fn[kk;h ns jgh FkhA
----vjs----;g D;k gS\ fQtk us ,d cM+h lh VwVh gqbZ çfrek dh vksj b’kkjs ls fn[kkrs gq, iwNkA eSaus mls bl txg ds iqjkus
bfrgkl ds ckjs esa crk;k vkSj rkfycku dh djrwr ls mUgsa vkxkg fd;kA vkt Hkh cgqr lkjh lSykfu;ksa dh clsa [kM+h gqbZ FkhA
eSaus [kkus&ihus ds LVky ds lkeus thi jksd nhA nksuksa vius udkc dks mrkj dj esjs lkFk py nhA ge Hkh fdlh lSykfu;ksa dh
Hkk¡fr tk dj LVky esa cSB x;sA bl lalkj esa tgk¡ dqN Hkh u gks ogk¡ ij Hkh nks vejhdu dEiuh t:j fn[k tkrh gSA ,slk gh
gky dqN ;gk¡ ij Hkh fn[k jgk FkkA bl LVky esa BaMh dksd vkSj isIlh ihus esa lHkh lSykuh O;Lr FksA geus Hkh viuh I;kl
cq>k;h vkSj fQj pkfjdkj ‘kgj dh vksj py fn;sAjkLrs Hkj mUgsa ckfe;ku vkSj rkfyckfu;ksa dh dgkuh lqurs&lqukrs gq, ge pkj
cts rd pkfjdkj igq¡p x;s FksA ;gk¡ ij igq¡p dj eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls viuh thi dk VSad Qqy djok;k vkSj ik¡pksa tsfjdsu
Hkjok dj vkxs py fn;sA pkfjdkj ,d cM+k ‘kgj FkkA ‘kke ds /kqU/kyds esa ‘kgj dh ykbV ns[krs gha curh FkhA oSls Hkh ;g nksuks
yM+fd;ksa us viuk iwjk thou ‘kgj esa dkVk Fkk blhfy, buds psgjs ij gqek tSlh gSjkuh vkSj mRlqdrk ugha fn[kk;h ns jgh Fkh
gkaykfd ;g igyh ckj bl rjQ vk;ha FkhA ,d vk/kqfud ‘kkfiax dkEIysDl ds lkeus eSaus thi jksd nh vkSj nksuksa dks ys dj
vUnj pyk x;kA eSaus thur vkSj fQtk ls dgk fd og vius fy, ,slh thal vkSj Vh&’kVZ vkSj [kjhn ysa lkFk gh gqek ds fy,
Hkh dqN blh çdkj ds oL= [kjhn ysaA bruk dg dj eSa ,d tsosyjh LVksj esa pyk x;kA ge lc viuk&viuk lkeku [kjhn
dj ,d ?kaVs ds ckn cxyku dh vksj fudy iM+sA
pkfjdkj ls fudyrs gh eq>s fpj&ifjfpr lk jkLrk yx jgk FkkA ‘ks[k tyky ds pkSjkgs rd igq¡prs gq, va/ksjk gks pqdk
Fkk ysfdu va/ksjs esa Hkh eSa vk;’kk dk crk;k gqvk eksM+ ugha Hkwyk FkkA tSls gh ge ml eksM+ ij igq¡ps eSaus thur vkSj fQtk dks
eksM+ fn[kkrs gq, crk;k fd gqek ;gk¡ ls dqN nwj ij jgk djrh FkhA ----thtw yxrk gS fd vki us iwjk ns’k Nku j[kk gSA D;k
vkidks lc jkLrksa dk irk gS---- thur us eq>ls iwNkA mldh bl ckr dk eSa D;k tokc nsrkA ftl fnu eSa lyek vkSj gqek dks
ys dj xksyk cksykd ls fudyk Fkk rc u rks eq>s irk Fkk fd gsjkr dgk¡ ij gS vkSj ogk¡ dSls igq¡pw¡xk\ ysfdu fiNys nks&rhu
eghus ls eSaus vk/ks ls T;knk fnu lM+d ij fudkys FksA vQxkfuLrku ds iwohZ fgLls ls ys dj if’peh fljs rd dk lQj djds

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eq>s FkksM+k lk jkLrksa dk Kku gks x;k FkkA ysfdu vc ;g jkLrk esjs fy, u;k ugha FkkA ;gk¡ ij igys Hkh vk pqdk FkkA gk¡----
thur ;gk¡ ls esjk ?kj cl pUn ?kaVksa dh nwjh ij gSA
tkus igpkus jkLrs ij pyrs gq, eq>s gj og txg ;kn vk jgh Fkh tgk¡ eSaus vk;’kk ds lkFk dqN glhu iy fcrk;s FksA
nsj jkr dks geus cxyku esa ços’k fd;kA mlh cSfj;j us gekjk jkLrk vkt Hkh jksdk Fkk tgk¡ ml jkr vk;’kk dh ekSr gqbZ FkhA
ml jkr vkSj vkt dh jkr esa flQZ ;g QdZ Fkk fd vkt dksbZ rkfyckuh viuh xu fn[kkrs gq, ugha >iVk FkkA gekjs iwjs jkLrs
esa dbZ txg cSfj;j feys] dqN ljdkjh vkSj dqN rkfyckuh] vkSj lHkh ij fudyus ls igys geus fcuk ghy&gqTtr ds iSls fn;s
FksA ysfdu bl cSfj;j dks ikj djrs oä ,d ckj fQj ls ml jkr dk iwjk okD;k {k.k Hkj esa esjh vk¡[kksa ds vkxs ls fudy x;k
FkkA cxyku ‘kgj esa ?kqlrs gh eSaus thi dks mlh lk/kkj.k ls gksVy dh vksj eksM+ fy;k tgk¡ eSa fiNyh ckj vk;’kk ds lkFk #dk
FkkA
----vkt jkr ge blh gksVy esa #d tkrs gSa D;ksafd dkQh nsj gks x;h gSA dg dj eSaus thi ys tk dj ml gksVy ds
vgkrs esa [kM+h dj nhA ge rhuksa us viuk&viuk lkeku mBk;k vkSj dejs esa tk dj csM ij <sj gks x;sA ----eSa dqN [kkus dk
bartke djds vkrk gw¡A irk ugha vk/kh jkr dks ;gk¡ dqN feysxk Hkh fd ughaA rqe yksx rc rd vkjke dj yks---- dg dj eSa
dejs ds ckgj fudy x;kA lkjk cktkj can gks pqdk Fkk vkSj lM+d ij vkod&tkod Hkh ugha ds cjkcj FkhA dkQh nwj vkus ds
ckn lM+d fdukjs ,d <kck lk fn[kk tks ‘kk;n Vªd okyksa ds fy, vHkh Hkh [kqyk gqvk FkkA fcuk nsj fd;s eSaus dqN [kkus dk
lkeku c¡/kok;k vkSj okfil gksVy igq¡p x;kA
esjh nLrd ij thur us njoktk [kksyk FkkA fQtk csM ij iM+h gqbZ xgjh uhan esa lks jgh FkhA ----thur rqe ugha lks;h\
----thtw vki dh jkg ns[k jgh FkhA ----thur rqe [kkuk yxkvks eSa tjk gkFk eq¡g /kks dj vkrk gw¡A fQtk lks jgh gS---- bls lksus
nksA tc mBsxh rks dqN [kk ysxh---- dg dj eSa xqly[kkus esa ?kql x;kA xeZ ikuh ds ‘kkoj dks ns[k dj eSa diM+s mrkj dj lh/ks
‘kkoj ds uhps [kM+k gks x;kA ik¡p feuV xeZ ikuh dh /kkj ds uhps [kM+s jgus ls esjs ‘kjhj ls lkjh Fkdku pyh x;h vkSj esjs
?kkoksa dh Hkh vPNh rjg ls fldkbZ gks x;h FkhA uaxs cnu rkSfy;k yisV dj ckgj fudyk rc rd thur us Vscy ij [kkuk
ltk fn;k Fkk vkSj esjh jkg ns[k jgh FkhA ge nksuksa us pqipki Hkkstu fd;k vkSj cjru lesV dj Vscy ds ,d vksj j[k fn;sA
----thtw eSa Hkh ugk ysrh gw¡A vki vkjke dhft,---- dg dj thur xqly[kkus esa pyh x;h vkSj eSa rkSfy;k cka/ks csM ij
ilj x;kA vius lkbM esa thur ds fy, txg NksM+ dj eSa Hkh vius liuksa dh nqfu;k esa [kks x;kA dqN nsj ds ckn thur
ckFk:e ls ckgj fudyh vkSj vius dqrsZ dks igu dj esjs djhc vk dj ysV x;hA jkLrs dh Fkdku vkSj dEcy dh xekZgV ls
tYnh gh og Hkh liuksa dh nqfu;k esa [kks x;hA lksrs gq, esjh ,d ck¡g thur dh dej ij vk x;h Fkh vkSj esjs nwljs gkFk esa
mldk ,d mUur Lru nck gqvk FkkA mldk dqrkZ ljd dj mij f[kld x;k FkkA Fkdku ls djoVsa ysus dh otg ls esjk Hkh
rkSfy;k [kqy x;k Fkk vkSj iw.kZr: uXu gks dj thur ls fyiV dj lks jgk FkkA esjh vksj ihB fd;s thur pqipki lks jgh Fkh
ysfdu ftLekuh t:jr ds vkxs fdlh dk tksj ugha gksrk gSA liuksa esa vk;’kk ds [;ky ls esjs rUuk;s gq, fyaxnso viuh xqQk
<wa<rs gq, mlds furacksa dh njkj esa ls ljdrs gq, mldh ekaly tk?kksa ds chp Q¡l dj ;ksfueq[k ij tk dj fVd x;s FksA vius
;ksfuNsn ij pqHku eglwl gksrs gh thur vpdpk dj tkx x;hA ml pqHku ds vkHkkl ek= ls gh thur ds ‘kjhj esa vkx yx
x;hA
uXu ftLe ds Li’kZek= ls esjh Hkh uhan VwV x;h FkhA ,dkdkj dh lq[kn dYiuk djrs gq, eSaus thur dks dej ls idM+
dj viuh vksj [khap fy;kA vkxs gksus okys [ksy ds vUns’ks ls thur dh lk¡ls Hkh rst gks x;h FkhA b/kj esjs nksuks gkFkksa us thur
ds Lruksa dks viuh fxj¶r esa ysdj muds lkFk NsM+[kkuh ‘kq# dj nh FkhA ge nksuksa ds ftLeksa esa vkx cjkcj yxh gqbZ FkhA esjk
gfFk;kj mldh furacksa dh njkj esa /k¡lus dh dksf’k’k esa yxk gqvk FkkA thur lc dqN tkurs cw>rs djoV ys dj eq>ls fyiV
x;hA mÙkstuko’k mlus viuk ,d ik¡o mBk dj esjh dej ij yisV fn;k vkSj esjs gfFk;kj us Hkh viuk flj m?kkM+ dj ykj
Vidkrs gq, ljd dj lh/ks thur ds ;ksfueq[k ij pksV dhA thur dh dej idM+ dj eSaus viuh dej ls ,d djkjk /kDdk
yxk;k vkSj QuQukrk gqvk vtxj vius fcy ds }kj dks [kksy dj tM+ rd tk dj /k¡l x;kA bl Hkjiwj okj ls thur ds
eq[k ls nch gqbZ flldkjh fudy x;hA vHkh rd gekjs chp esa dksbZ ckr ugha gqbZ cl ç—fr ds fu;e dk vuqlj.k djrs gq,

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viuh Hkhrj yxh gqbZ vkx dks cq>kus dh dksf’k’k esa yxs gq, FksA
ge nksuksa vc iwjs gks’k esa FksA ----thurA gw¡----A ----D;k rqe viuk dqrkZ mrkj ldrh gksA ----gw¡ dg dj mlus ysVs&ysVs viuk
dqrkZ mrkj QsadkA vc ge nksuksa ds uXu ftLe ,d nwljs dh I;kl cq>kus esa yx x;sA eSaus mlds gksaBksa dk jliku ‘kq: dj fn;k
vkSj esjs gkFk mlds mUur mHkkjksa ds enZu esa yx x;s FksA mlds gksaBksa dks yky djus ds ckn esjk eq[k xqykch cqthZ;ksa dks yky
djus esa o;Lr gks x;kA esjs gkFk /khjs ls uhps dh vksj ljd dj thur ds furacksa ij cs[kVds fopjus yxsA b/kj fcuk #ds vc
eSaus vius gfFk;kj ls ‘kkV ij ‘kkV yxkuk vkjaHk dj fn;k vkSj thur Hkh esjk lkFk mlh eLrh ls nsus yxhA mldh flldkfj;k¡
vkSj esjh xgjh lk¡lksa us dejs dk okrkoj.k cgqr mÙkstd cuk fn;k FkkA bl vkik/kkih esa esjh maxyh thur ds lwjteq[kh vkdkj
ds fiNys fNæ ij vk fVdhA /khjs ls eSaus viuh m¡xyh dks thur ds fi?kyrs gq, ykos esa ugyk dj mlds fNæ ij fQjkuk ‘kq:
fd;kA bu lc ckrksa ls vufHkK] thur feyu dh pje lhek ij igq¡pus ds fy, O;kdqy gks mBh Fkh rHkh eSaus /khjs ls viuh
maxyh dks fNæ ij j[k dj ncko c<+k fn;kA mldh ck;ha cqthZ dks pwlrk gqvk mrstuko’k eSaus ,sBha gqbZ cqthZ dks vius nk¡rksa esa
nck fy;k vkSj iwjh rkdr ls viuh m¡xyh dks lwjteq[kh vkdkj ds fNæ esa çfo”V dj nhA bl vçR;kf’kr rhu rjQs geys ls
thur dh ;ksfu >j>jk dj cjl iM+h vkSj fQj dqN iyksa esa esjs gfFk;kj us Hkh mcyrs gq, çsejl dks mxy dj thur dh vkx
dks ‘kkar fd;kA fQj ge nksuksa ,d nwljs dks viuh ckgksa esa tdM+ dj csM ij fu<ky iM+ x;sA ge nksuksa viuh&viuh lk¡lksa dks
dkcw esa ykus ds ckn vkSj thur ds psgjs ij larqf”V ds Hkko ns[k dj cksyk---- thur FkSaDlA og esjs gksaBksa dks pwe dj esjs dku
esa QqlQqlk;h---- thtw uks FkSaDl ,UM uks lkSjht veax ÝsaUM~l---- ugh xyrh gks x;h---- fcV~ohu gLcSUM ,UM okbQA mldh ckr
lqu dj eSa fugky gks x;k---- rqe eq>s lyek dh rjg dHkh NksM+ dj er tkuk ojuk vcdh ckj eSa t:j ej tkšxk---- dgrs
gq, eSaus mls vius vkxks’k esa tdM+ fy;k vkSj csy dh rjg ,d nwljs ls fyiV dj tYnh gh nqckjk vius liuksa dh nqfu;k esa
[kks x;sA
irk ugha ge dc rd ,sls fyiVs gq, lksrs jgsA ge nksuksa dks lqcg fQtk us mBk;k---- thur----thur----mB tkvks nl ct
jgs gSa pyuk ugha gS D;kA mldh vkokt lqu dj ge nksuksa tkx x;sA dEcy ds ckgj flj fudky dj ns[kk rks fQtk ugk /kks
dj rS;kj [kM+h gqbZ FkhA thur vkSj eSa dEcy ds vUnj iw.kZr: uXu FksA thur ds psgjs ij vkrs gq, Hkkoksa dks ns[k dj eSaus dgk-
--- fQtk og tehu ij iM+k gqvk dqrkZ ns nksA fQtk us iwNk---- D;k bls vki iguksxsA ----ugha thur igusxh---- dg dj eSa dEcy
NksM+ dj ckgj fudy vk;kA eq>s uXu ns[k dj fQtk us viuh vk¡[ks ehap yh vkSj cksyh---- vki fugk;r gh cs’keZ gSA ckFk:e
esa ?kqlrs gq, eSaus dgk---- esjs ikl ,slh dksbZ pht ugha gS ftls rqeus u ns[kk gks rks fQj fdl fy, fNikukA
ge lc rS;kj gksdj uk’rk djus ds ckn dqUnqt dh vksj py iM+s FksA cxyku ds ckgj fudyus ls igys eSaus ,d ckj
fQj ls isVªksy dh t:jrsa iwjh dh vkSj thi dks gkbos dh vksj eksM+ fn;kA ogh iqjkuh lM+d vkSj Vªdksa dh xgekxgeh ds chp
rsth ls eSaus jkLrk r; fd;k vkSj lM+d ij cuh gqbZ mlh pk; dh nqdku ds lkeus cus gq, dPps jkLrs dh vksj thi dks eksM+
fn;kA ----;gk¡ ls gekjk bykdk ‘kq: gksrk gSA eq>s fo’okl gS fd rqe nksuksa dks ;g txg cgqr vPNh yxsxhA vc lc dqN tkuk
igpkuk lk yx jgk FkkA jkLrs esa vkSY;k p’ek ls fudyrh gqbZ ugj iM+h tgk¡ mrj dj geus ikuh fi;kA ;g ogh txg Fkh
tgk¡ ml fnu esjs chp gqek vkSj chgw ds lkFk u;k fj’rk dk;e gqvk FkkA vpkud chgw dh ;kn vk x;h fd bl oä og tkus
dgk¡ gS vkSj fdl gky esa gSA mldk eklwe psgjk esjh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus vk x;k vkSj ,d iy ds fy, esjk fny ?kqV dj jg x;k
FkkA gqek dks ns[kus dh yyd vkSj Hkh xgjh gks x;h FkhA nksigj rd eSa vius [ksrksa ij igq¡p x;k FkkA
vkmVgkml ds ckgj eSaus thi jksd yhA thi dks ns[k dj fdlh us ikl ls vkokt nh---- HkkbZtkuA eSaus eqM+ dj ns[kk rks
vius lkeus eqthcqj dks [kM+s ik;kA ----lyke fe;k¡---- dSls gks\ rqEgkjk ifjokj vc rd vk x;k gksxk\ eqthcqj dh vk¡[kksa ls vk¡lqvksa
dh >M+h yxh gqbZ FkhA og cksyk---- lc vYykg dh ethZ gSA [kqnk vkidks yEch mez njkt djsA HkkbZtku vki ds tkus ds ,d
g¶rs ds ckn esjk lkjk ifjokj ;gha vk x;k FkkA esjk ifjokj vHkh xksnke esa Bgjk gqvk gS vkSj ge viuk ?kj vkids [ksr ds
fdukjs cuk jgs gSaA eSa mlds xys feyk vkSj dgk---- fdlh Hkh pht dh t:jr gks rks esjs ikl vk tkukA vc eSa vk x;k gw¡ rks
vius [ksrksa ds ckjs esa D;k djuk gS fey dj lkspsaxsA bl vkneh dh flQZ tjk lh tkudkjh dh otg ls eSaus bjkus rk;sckr tkus
dk QSlyk fd;k FkkA eqthcqj ogh vkneh Fkk ftlus eq>s gfFk;kjksa vkSj MªXl ds dkjksckj dh igyh ckj tkudkjh nh FkhA bruk
dg dj nksuksa yM+fd;ksa dks vius lkFk ys dj eSa vkmVgkml ds ihNs pyk x;kA

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vkmVgkml ds ihNs lyek dh dcz dks ns[k dj nksuksa yM+fd;k¡ ,d ckj ds fy, fBBd dj #d x;h vkSj fQj thur
iwN cSBh---- thtw ;g dcz fdldh gS\ eSaus thur dk Fkkek vkSj dcz ds ikl tk dj dj dgk---- lyek eSaus viuk oknk iwjk dj
fn;kA rqe tgk¡ Hkh gks cl ;kn j[kuk fd gj ?kM+h rqe esjs fny esa gksA thur ;g rqEgkjh cgu lyek dh dcz gS ftldh otg
ls eSa rqEgsa vkSj rqEgkjh vEeh dks <w<+rs gq, vYcan igq¡pk FkkA og rks bl nqfu;k esa ugha jgh ysfdu rqEgsa esjs ikl NksM+ x;h ftldh
otg ls vkt Hkh eSa ftUnk gw¡A lyek dks ;kn djds esjh vkokt esa fQj ls ogh nnZ mHkj vk;k Fkk ftls eSaus ml jkr dks eglwl
fd;k FkkA ----thtw eSa lp dg jgh gw¡ fd esjh dksbZ cgu ugha FkhA ----gk¡ eSa tkurk gw¡ fd rqEgsa viuh cgu ds gksus dk dksbZ bYe
ugha FkkA rqEgsa gh D;k---- mlds gksus dk rks mlds vCck vkSj rqEgkjh vEeh dks Hkh ugha FkkA ij og rqEgkjh cM+h cgu Fkh ftlus
ejrs gq, eq>s dle nh Fkh fd rqEgsa vkSj rqEgkjh vEeh dks cqjkZuh ds paxqy ls tc rd NqM+k dj u ykš rc rd pkSu ls ugh
cSBw¡xkA nksuksa yM+fd;k¡ esjk eq¡g rkd jgh Fkh vkSj ml oä esjh vk¡[ks >j&>j cg jgh FkhA ,d ckj fQj ls eq>s ogh lyek dh
LofIuy ;kn rktk gks x;h FkhA
lyek dh dcz lkQ Fkh vkSj dqN rkts Qwy dcz ij j[ks gq, FksA dqN cq>h gqbZ vxjcÙkh yxh gqbZ FkhA eSaus eqM+ dj
eqthcqj ls iwNk---- ;gk¡ dkSu vk;k Fkk\ ----dksbZ ugha vk;k Fkk HkkbZtkuA vkidh choh viuh cgu dks <w¡<rh gqbZ ;gk¡ vk;h FkhA
rc og eq>ls dg dj x;h Fkh fd jkst eSa dqN rkts Qwy vkSj vxjcÙkh mudh ckth dh dcz ij p<+k fn;k d:¡A rc ls tukc
jkst lqcg vkSj ‘kke eSa ;gk¡ dqN rkts Qwy vkSj vxjcÙkh tyk fn;k djrk gw¡A eSaus fny gh fny esa gqek dk ‘kqfØ;k vnk fd;k
vkSj fQj nksuksa yM+fd;ksa dks vius lkFk ys dj viuh gosyh dh vksj py fn;kA

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igkfM+;ksa ds chp ls gksrs gq, dPps iFkjhys jkLrs ls gksrs gq, tYnh gh eSa viuh gosyh ij igq¡p x;kA gosyh ds vkl&ikl dkQh
gfj;kyh FkhA cgqr fnuksa ds ckn gosyh ds njokts dks ns[k dj eq>s vius fny esa ,d ‘kkafr lh eglwl gqbZA lc dqN oSlk gh
fn[k jgk Fkk tSls eSa NksM+ dj x;k FkkA njokts ij thi ds #dus dh vkokt lqu dj dksbZ ckgj Hkkxrk gqvk fudykA ogh
vkd”kZd eklwe psgjk vkSj NqbZ&eqbZ lh dn dkBh ns[k dj thi ls mrj dj lh/kk mldh vksj Hkkxk---- gqekA gqek thi dh vkokt
lqu dj ckgj vk jgh FkhA eq>s vkrk gqvk ns[k dj ,d ckj ds fy, fBBd dj #d x;h vkSj fQj Hkkxrs gq, esjh vksj vk;h
vkSj esjh ck¡gksa esa lek x;hA
,d {k.k ds fy, lkjk tgku Fke lk x;k FkkA gesa flQZ ,d nwljs ds fnyksa dh /kMdusa lquk;h ns jgh FkhA u tkus geus
pqi jg dj Hkh fdruh ckrsa ml iy esa dj yh FkhA rc rd jkstj ds nks lkFkh Hkh ckgj vk x;s Fks vkSj muds ihNs&ihNs lyheu
vkSj cM+h ch vkrh gqbZ fn[kk;h nhA eSaus /khjs ls gqek dks vius ls vyx djrs gq, iwNk---- dSlh gks rqe\ ----vkids fcuk vc rd
eSa chekj Fkh ysfdu vc Bhd gks x;h gw¡A vc rd thur vkSj fQtk Hkh thi ls mrj dj gekjs ikl vk x;h FkhA thur Hkkx
dj rqjUr gqek ls fyiV x;hA fQtk ,d vksj [kM+h gks dj mu nksuksa dks feyrs gq, ns[k dj eqLdqjkrh jghA thur gqek dks
NksM+ dj fQtk dh vksj c<+h vkSj mlls xys fey dj cksyh---- rks rqeus Hkh ;gk¡ vkus dk QSlyk dj fy;kA fQtk us flj fgyk
dj dgk---- gk¡----D;k djrh bUgsa rks ,sls ugh¡ NksM+ ldrh FkhA rhuksa ckrsa djrh gqbZ eq>s ogha NksM+ dj vUnj pyh x;hA
----lyke cM+h ch----dSlh gS¡A ----lc vYykg dk fn;k gqvk gSA vki dSls gks\ ----eSa Bhd gw¡ vkSj tSlk vEeh pkgrh Fkh eSaus
oSlk gh dj fn;k gSA esjh ckr lqu dj cM+h ch cksyh---- vkt chch gksrh rks fdruh [kq’k gksrhA rHkh lyheu dh vkokt lquk;h
nh---- gqtwj lykeA ----lyke lyheu----dqN chgw dk irk pyk\ ----ugha gqtwjA gqek fcfV;k chgw dks ys dj cgqr fQØeUn gSA eSa
jkstj ds lkfFk;ksa dh vksj c<+ x;kA eq>s viuh vksj vkrk gqvk ns[k dj---- lj----A eSaus muls iwNk---- gkÅ bt n flpq,’ku gs;j\
----dwy lj----uks çkcyeA lkSjh lj oh QsYM Vw yksdsV chgwA eSaus mij vkleku dh vksj b’kkjk djrs gq, dgk---- ysV vl yho
fnl Vw xkMA FkSaDl Qkj ;qvj gsYi---- bruk dg dj eSa gosyh ds vUnj pyk x;kA
eSa lh/kk vius dejs esa x;k vkSj fcLrj ij tk dj ilj x;kA bl dejs esa vkdj tjhuk vkSj vkQ’kk¡ dh cgqr lkjh
;knsa rktk gks x;h FkhA eSa vk¡[ks ewans vHkh muds ckjs esa lksp gh jgk Fkk fd fdlh ds ikl gksus dk vkHkkl gqvkA eSaus pkSad dj
viuh vk¡[ks [kksyh rks vius ikl gqek dks [kM+s ik;kA og esjh vksj ,dVd ns[k jgh FkhA ----D;k gqvk gqek\ nwj D;ksa [kM+h gqbZ gks\
----ugha fdrus fnuksa ls eSa blh ?kM+h dk bartkj dj jgh FkhA cl vkidks ns[k dj Hkh eq>s fo’okl ugha gks jgk gS---- dgrs gq, esjs
fyiV x;h---- thtw vHkh rd chgw dk dqN Hkh lqjkx ugha fey ldk gSA u tkus og bl oä dSlh gksxh vkSj fdl gky esa gksxhA
----rqe fQØ u djks gqek vc eSa vk x;k gw¡A vc ge fey dj mls <wa<saxsA
mls viuh ck¡gksa esa fy, eSa dqN nsj rd mldh /kM+duksa dks lqurk jgkA ,slk eSaus igys dHkh eglwl ugha fd;k Fkk fd
fcuk dqN cksys ge nksuksa flQZ ,d nwljs ftLeksa ds vkHkkl ls fny dks fdruk lqdwu fey jgk FkkA eSaus gqek dks vius mij [khap
fy;k vkSj mlds psgjs dks vius gkFkksa esa ys dj dgk---- esjh ;kn vk;h Fkh\ gqek us fuxkgsa >qdk yh vkSj ç’u dk tokc ç’u ls
fn;k---- vkidks D;k yxrk gS\ eSaus etkd esa dgk---- eq>s ugha yxrk fd rqEgsa esjh ;kn vk;h FkhA bruk lqu dj ,d iy ds fy,
gqek dk ‘kjhj esjh ck¡gksa esa vdM+ x;k vkSj mlus viuh cM+h&cM+h vk¡[ksa mBk;h vkSj cksyh---- eSa tkurh gw¡ fd vki >wB cksy jgs

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gks----vki vPNh rjg ls tkurs gks fd ,slk ,d Hkh iy ugha fudyk gksxk tc esjs tgu esa vki ugha gksxsA eSaus mlds gksaBksa ij
maxyh fQjkrs gq, iwNk---- jkr dks esjs fcuk dSls lks ikrh Fkh\ esjh ckr lqu dj mlds xky yky gks x;s vkSj ‘kekZ dj mBus
dk fujFkZd ç;kl fd;k ysfdu esjh fxj¶r ml ij dl x;h FkhA oSls rks mlds ftLe ds gj mHkkj vkSj dVko esjs tgu esa
clk gqvk Fkk ysfdu esjs gkFk ,d ckj fQj ls mlds ftLe ds gj mHkkj vkSj dVko dks ukius esa yx x;sA
vpkud eq>s dN ;kn vk;k vkSj eSaus mls vius mij ls gVkrs gq, dgk---- gqek esjk lkeku dgk¡ gS\ mlus mBrs gq, iwNk-
--- D;ksa D;k gqvk vkidks\ eSaus ;gha vkids dejs esa yk dj j[kok fn;k gSA eSaus mldk gkFk idM+k vkSj [khaprs gq, vius lkeku
ds ikl ys x;k vkSj cksyk---- gqek eSaus vkt rd fdlh ds fy, dqN ugha [kjhn ik;kA ml fnu tc thur vkSj fQtk dks diM+s
fnyk jgk Fkk rks eq>s rqEgkjh vkSj ldhuk dh ;kn vk;h vkSj eSaus igyh ckj rqEgkjs fy, dqN viuh bPNk ls dqN [kjhnk gSA
oSls rks eq>s rqEgkjs vax&vax dk uki esjs tgu esa gS ysfdu rqe ,d ckj igu dj ns[kks fd lkbt lgh gS fd ughaA tSls gh eSaus
viuk lkeku [kksyk rks /kM+/kM+krh dyk’uhdkso dkyhu ij fxjh vkSj mlds ihNs esjh fiLrkSy] Lopfyr e’khu xu] ‘kkV xu vkSj
dekaMks Nqjh Hkh b/kj m/kj fc[kj x;hA ihNs ls eq>s gqek dh vkokt lquk;h nh---- ;g rks esjs lkbt dh ugha gSA eSaus ?kwe dj
mldh vksj ns[kk rks mlds psgjs ij ,d uV[kV eqLdku rSj jgh FkhA ----gqek bl lkeku dks bdB~Bk djds cM+h ch ls iwN dj
vEeh ds dejs esa j[kok nsukA ;g lc voS/k gfFk;kj fdlh dh utj esa ugha vkus pkfg,A gqek dkyhu ij fc[kjs gq, gfFk;kjksa
dks bdB~Bk djus esa yx x;h vkSj eSa ckdh dk lkeku dks ns[kus esa yx x;kA
gqek ds fy, yk;s gq, diM+ksa ds iSdV dks fudky dj---- gqek ;g eSa rqEgkjs fy, yk;k gw¡ eq>s lc diM+s igu dj vHkh
fn[kkvksA gfFk;kjksa dks iksVyh esa ck¡/krs gq, mlds gkFk #d x;s vkSj esjs gkFk esa idM+s gq, iSdV dks ns[krs gq, cksyh---- vHkhA --
--gk¡ vHkhA og mB dj [kM+h gks x;h vkSj njokts dks fHkM+k dj fpV[kuh yxk dj cksyh---- vki lksQs ij cSB tkbZ;s eSa vHkh diM+s
cny dj vkrh gw¡A bruk dg dj iSdV ys dj ckFk:e esa pyh x;hA eSa lksQs ij cSB dj mldk bartkj djus yxkA dqN nsj
ckn og f>>drh gqbZ ‘kVZ vkSj LdVZ igu dj ckgj vk;h vkSj esjs lkeus vk dj [kM+h gks x;hA js’ke dh ‘kVZ esa mlds lhus
dh xksykbZ;k¡ T;knk mHkj dj fn[kk;h ns jgh Fkh vkSj ?kqVus ls tjk mij rd dh LdVZ mldh dsys lh fpduh ekaly tk?kksa dh
gYdh lh >yd fn[kyk jgh FkhA ‘kk;n js’ke dh ckj&ckj jxM+ [kkus dh otg ls mlds Lrukxz Qwy dj [kM+s gks x;s Fks tks
vc lkQ esjh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus ped jgs FksA eSaus b’kkjs ls mls vius djhc cqyk;k ysfdu og flj >qdk;s ogha [kM+h jghA eSa
lksQs ls mB dj mldh vksj x;k vkSj >qds gq, psgjs dks vius gkFkksa esa ys dj dgk---- cgqr lqanj yx jgh gksA mlds dk¡irs gq,
xqykch gksaBksa ij vius gksaBksa dh Nki NksM+rs gq, eSaus /khjs ls viuh nks maxfy;ksa mlds f’k[kj dy’k Q¡lk rjsM+ fn;sA ,d xgjh
flLdkjh mlds eq[k ls foLQqfVr gqbZ----v----vkgA
eSaus /khjs ls mldh ‘kVZ ds cVu [kksys vkSj mlds ftLe dks ‘kVZ ls vktkn fd;kA fQj mldh dej esa gkFk Mky dj
tc ihNs ls LdVZ dh fti dks <hyk fd;k rks LdVZ vius vki ljd dj tehu ij vk fxjhA csnkx deflu xqykchiu fy,
mldk xksjk uXu ftLe esjs lkeus FkkA esjh vk¡[ks rks tSls mlds vax&vax dks ihus esa yxh gqbZ FkhA gqek dh vkokt esjs dkuksa
esa iM+h---- cl fd vkSj igu dj fn[kkÅ¡\ mldh vkokt ls esjh raæk VwVh---- ugha eq>s rqe lkjs diM+s igu dj fn[kkvksA esjs
lkeus ,d&,d djds mlus lHkh yk;s gq, diM+s ,d&,d djds igu dj fn[kk;s vkSj gj u;s if’peh oL= esa mldk ;kSou
vkSj Hkh T;knk fu[kj ds esjs lkeus vk tkrkA esjh fuxkgsa flQZ mlds gqLu ds tyos ih;s tk jgh FkhA vkf[kjh ,d ckj og uXu
fldqMh+ &ldqpkbZ lh [kM+h gks dj esjs lkeus js’keh czk vkSj tkaf?k;k fn[kkrh gqbZ cksyh---- D;k eSa ;g lc ds lkeus igu dj tkÅ¡xhA
vki brus lkjs vyx&vyx jax ds ys dj vk x;s gSaA eSa ;g lc ugha igu ldrh gw¡A
mldh uknkuh ij eq>s g¡lh vk x;hA eSaus g¡lrs gq, dgk---- ixyh ;g lc diM+ksa ds vUnj iguus dh pht gSA vc ls
rqe ,d tksM+h jkst diM+ksa ds vUnj iguk djksxhA buds mij rqe viuh Vh&’kVZ vkSj thUl ;k deht vkSj LdVZ iguk djksxhA
vHkh rqEgsa budh vknr ugha gS ysfdu dqN fnuksa esa rqedks budh vknr gks tk,xhA vPNk vc rqe viuh vk¡[ks ewan yksA ----D;ksa\
----eSa dg jgk gw¡ u blh fy,A ,d ljçkbt gS rqEgkjs fy,A viuh vk¡[ksa ewan dj ,sls gh [kM+h jgksA mldk laxejejh uXu ftLe
dejs dh ykbV esa ped jgk FkkA og vk¡[ks ewan dj ldqpkbZ lh [kM+h gks x;hA eSaus ,d ToSyjh dk fMCck [kksyk vkSj mlesa ls
lsV fudky dj mldh vksj c<+kA eSaus tM+kÅ gkj mlds xys ij j[k fn;k vkSj mldh fiu yxkrs gq, dgk---- vc [kksy yksA
,d ckj dks lksus dh BaMd ls og flgj x;h vkSj mlds lhus vkSj xys ij jksaxVsa [kM+s gks x;s ysfdu tSls gh mldh –f”V xys

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esa iM+s gq, gkj ij iM+h og [kq’kh ls mNy iM+h---- ;g esjs fy, gSA eSaus xjnu fgykrs gq, gkeh Hkjh---- ugha rks D;k fdlh pqM+Sy
ds fy, gSA rqEgkjs yksx yM+fd;ksa ds ukd dku ugha fNnokrs gSa D;k\ og rqud ds cksyh---- ugha ,slk ugha gSA ;g rks gekjs ;gk¡
cpiu esa gh gks tkrk gS ysfdu vEeh ugha jgh blfy, esjs ckjs esa fdlh us ugha lkspk FkkA ;g dgrs gq, mldh vka[ks Hkj vk;h
FkhA eSaus mls viuh ck¡gksa esa Hkjk vkSj dgk---- dksbZ ckr ugh vc rqEgkjk ‘kkSgj rqEgkjs lkjs vjeku iwjs djsxkA og esjs ls fyiV
x;h vkSj cksyh---- esjs fy, rks vki gh lc dqN gksA
cM+k vthc lk –’; FkkA uXu deflu ftLe ij xgus igu dj og fdlh vIljk ls de ugha fn[k jgh FkkA esjs tTckr
meM+ iM+s vkSj eSaus mldks vius vkxks’k esa Hkj dj dgk---- gqek---- vc rqe vius diM+s igu yksA va/ksjk gks x;k gS eSa pkgrk gw¡
fd rqe lt laoj dj esjs lkFk vEeh vkSj tjhuk dh dcz ij pyksA thur vkSj fQtk dgk¡ ij gS\ gqek us f>>drs gq, dgk---
- eSaus lyek ckth ds dejs esa thur dks Bgjk fn;k gS vkSj fQtk ckth ds fy, vkQ’kk¡ ckth dk dejk [kqyok fn;k FkkA nksuksa
lQj dh Fkdku ls pwj Fkh bl oä lks jgh gksaxhA ----dksbZ ckr ughaA rqe rS;kj gks tkvks vkSj mudks Hkh txk nks D;ksafd vkt
eSa pkgrk gw¡ fd og Hkh lc ckrsa tku ysaA gqek us tYnh ls vius iqjkus diM+s igus vkSj gfFk;kjksa dk caMy mBk dj ckgj pyh
x;hA mlds tkrs gh eSa ckFk:e esa ?kql x;kA dqN nsj ds ckn og vius diM+ksa dk iSdV Hkh mBk dj ys x;hA tc rd eSa ckgj
vk;k rc rd ckdh lkeku est ij djhus ls j[kk gqvk FkkA
vius diM+s cny dj eSa gky esa pyk vk;k FkkA vkt Hkh gky oSls gh ltk laojk gqvk fn[k jgk Fkk tSls eSaus mls igyh
ckj ns[kk FkkA eSa lksQs ij tk dj cSB x;k vkSj gky ds pkjksa vksj utj nkSM+k;hA lc ;Fkkor j[kk gqvk FkkA rHkh gky esa gqek
ds lkFk thur vkSj fQtk us ços’k fd;kA fQtk eq>s ns[k dj vUnj vkrs gq, cksyh---- vki rks cgqr jk;y rjhds ls jgrs gSaA
vkius igys ugha crk;k Fkk eq>s fd vki dk ifjokj bl iwjs bykds ij jkt djrk gSA ----rqEgsa ;g lc fdlus crk;k\ ----cM+h ch
crk jgh FkhA ----gj tks ckr og dgsa t:jh ugha fd og lp gksA [kSj NksM+ks lQj dh Fkdku mrj x;h fd ugha\ nksuksa us xjnu
fgyk dj dgk---- gk¡ ysfdu vHkh Hkh dku esa thi dh vkokt vkSj daiu eglwl gks jgh gSA gqek vius iqjkus fyckl <hys ls dqrsZ
vkSj ‘kyokj esa FkhA thur vkSj fQtk viuh thUl vkSj Vh&’kVZ igus gq, FkhA
----esjs lkFk vkvks---- dgrs gq, eSa ckgj dh vksj py fn;kA og rhuksa Hkh esjs ihNs&ihNs ?kj ls ckgj vk x;h vkSj esjs lkFk
pyus yxhA ----thtw ge dgk¡ tk jgs gSa\ thur us iwNkA dqN nwjh ij ,d isM+ ds uhps cM+h ch vkSj lyheu [kM+h gqbZ FkhA eSa
ogha muds ikl tk dj [kM+k gks x;kA isM+ ds uhps nks dczsa cuh gqbZ Fkh vkSj mu ij Qwy iM+s gq, FksA dcz ds fljs ij vxjcfÙk;k¡
ty jgh FkhA ogk¡ tk dj eSa dcz ds lkeus ?kqVuksa ds cy cSB x;k vkSj esjs lkFk gqek Hkh oSls gh cSB x;h FkhA ----vEeh vki dks
fd;k gqvk oknk vkt eSaus iwjk dj fn;k gSA vki vkSj tjhuk vkt esjs lkFk ugha gks ysfdu gj ?kM+h vki nksuksa esjs fny esa jgrs
gksA bruk dg dj flj >qdk dj cSB x;kA gqek us viuh vk[kksa ls lc dqN ns[kk FkkA mldh vk¡[ksa >j>j cg jgh FkhA rHkh
jksrs gq, cM+h ch cksyh---- chch vkidk jkf’kn vkids ikl lgh lyker vk x;k gSA tSlk vki pkgrh Fkh vkt oSlk gks x;k gSA
thur vkSj fQtk pqipki ;g utkjk ns[k jgh FkhA
----thur vkSj fQtk ;gk¡ esjh vEeh vkSj tjhuk lks;h gqbZ gSA bu nksuksa us viuh tku eq>s cpkus ds fy, ns nh FkhA esjs
fy, ;g nksuksa lcls vtht FksA rqEgsa feykus ds fy, eSa ;gk¡ ys dj vk;k gw¡A nksuksa esjs fudV vk dj [kM+h gks x;h vkSj eu gh
eu dqN cqncqnk dj gqek ds ikl ?kqVuksa ds cy cSB x;hA dqN nsj ,sls cSBs jgus ds ckn cM+h ch us dgk---- pyks csVk ?kj pyksA
vkt rqEgsa ns[k dj rqEgkjh vEeh vkSj tjhuk dh :gksa dks pkSu vk x;k gksxkA eSaus dgk---- cM+h ch ;gk¡ ls pyus ls igys eSa vEeh
vkSj tjhuk ds lkeus ,d dke djuk pkgrk gw¡A eSaus tsc esa ls ,d yky js’ke dk NksVk lk iSdV fudkyk vkSj mlesa ,d ghjs
tMfr vaxwBh fudkyh vkSj gqek dk lh/kk gkFk idM+ mldh chp dh maxyh esa igukrs gq, cksyk---- gqek rqeus esjk lkFk gj ?kM+h
fn;k gS vkSj vkt viuh vEeh vkSj tjhuk ds lkeus eSa oknk djrk gw¡ fd eSa rqEgkjk lkFk dHkh ugha NksM+w¡xkA cM+h chch ds eq[k
ls fudyk---- vkehuA eSaus oSlh gh nwljh vaxwBh thur dks igukrs gq, ogh nksgjk;kA nksuksa Hkkokos’k esa eq>ls fyiV dj jksus yxhA
eSaus mu nksuksa dks ‘kkar fd;k vkSj fQj ge pkjksa [kM+s gks x;s vkSj Hkkjh eu ls gosyh dh vksj py fn,A
gky esa esjs ikl cM+h ch vk dj cksyh---- csVk rqe dgks rks ekSyoh lkgc dks cqyk dj rqEgkjk fudkg i<+ok nw¡A eSaus dgk-
--- vc bldh dksbZ t:jr ugha gS cM+h chA rHkh fQtk cksyh---- cM+h vEeh vki ekSyoh lkgc dks cqyk ysa D;ksafd eq>s fudkg djuk

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gSA cM+h ch us esjh vksj ns[kk rks eSaus dgk---- cM+h ch vHkh budks esjh vlfy;r ds ckjs esa dqN ekywe ugha gSA igys esjh vlfy;r
blds lkeus vk tk;s fQj vxj ;g pkgsa rks vki ekSyoh lkgc dks cqyok HkstukA cM+h ch esjh ckr lqu dj cksyh---- tks chr
x;k gS vkfej fe;k¡ mldks fdlfy, ;kn djukA rqe bl ?kj ds jkf’kn gks vkSj ogh jgksxsA ----gk¡ cM+h ch ‘kk;n vki lgh dg
jgh gks fd xM+s gq, eqnsZ m[kkM+uk csdkj gSA
ge lc gky esa lksQs ij cSB x;s FksA lyheu jkr dk [kkuk rS;kj djus ds fy, jlksbZ esa pyh x;h FkhA rHkh cM+h ch
us iwNk---- vc vkxs dk D;k lkspk gS\ ----cM+h ch] eSaus vEeh ls dgk Fkk fd ;g vQhe mxkus dk dke igyh vkSj vkf[kjh ckj
dj jgk gw¡A vc ls vius [ksr ij ge yksx v[kjksV] dktw] fdf’e’k] fiLrk bR;kfn ds ckx yxk;saxsA eSaus vHkh blds ckjs esa T;knk
lkspk ugha gS ysfdu vkt ls blds ckjs esa lkspuk ‘kq: d:¡xkA ----csVk tks Hkh rqe djksxs] Bhd gh gksxk----dgrs gq, cM+h ch vius
dejs dh vksj pyh x;haA gqek mB dj jlksbZ dh vksj pyh x;hA eSaus vc thur vkSj fQtk dh vksj viuk /;ku dsfUær fd;k-
--- rqe nksuksa viuh i<+kbZ nqckjk ls D;w¡ ugha ‘kq# dj nsrhA eSa rks pkgrk gw¡ fd rqe nksuksa viuh i<+kbZ nqckjk ls ‘kq: dj nksA
fQtk us xjnu fgykrs gq, dgk---- vc dkSu i<+uk pkgsxkA thur us Hkh mldh ckr lqu dj gk¡ esa gk¡ feyk;hA ----Bhd gS---- tSlh
rqEgkjh ethZA
jkr dk [kkuk ge lc us ,d lkFk [kk;k vkSj fQj lc vius&vius dejksa dh vksj py fn;sA eSa vius csM ij ysV dj
fiNys rhu eghus dh mBk&iVd ds ckjs esa lksprs gq, lkjh ,df=r tkudkjh dks vius fnekx esa cSBkus esa yx x;kA yknsu rd
igq¡pus dh igyh lh<+h ikj dj pqdk Fkk vkSj nwljh lh<+h ds ckjs esa viuk Iyku cuk jgk FkkA rHkh eq>s dejs esa fdlh ds gksus
dk ,glkl gqvk vkSj eSaus iyV dj ns[kk rks ik;k gqek pqipki cM+s xkSj ls eq>s ns[k jgh gSA ----rqe ogk¡ D;ksa [kM+h gqbZ gks\ esjs
ikl vkvks gqekA ,d ckj ds fy, esjh vkokt lqu dj fBBd x;h fQj esjs ikl vk dj [kM+h gks x;hA eSaus mldk gkFk idM+k
vkSj mls viuh vksj [khap fy;kA
blls igys og dqN cksy ikrh eSaus djoV ys dj mls vius uhps nck fy;kA ----gk¡ vc cksyks ogk¡ nwj [kM+h D;k lksp
jgh FkhA og esjs uhps nch gqbZ vkt Hkh u;h uosyh nqYgu dh rjg ‘kekZ jgh FkhA blls igys fd og dqN cksy ikrh esjh m¡xfy;k¡
mldks fuoZL= djus esa yx x;h FkhA dqN gh nsj esa mldk dqrkZ vkSj ‘kyokj tehu ij bdB~Bs gq, iM+s FksA ,d ckj cYc dh
jkS’kuh esa mlds lksus ls nedrs gq, ftLe dks viuh vk¡[kksa esa clk;k vkSj mlds vax&vax dh daiu vkSj fFkjdu dks eglwl
djrs gq, esjs dne ,dkdkj ds fy, vkxs c<+ x;sA vkt gqek dk nwljk :i gh ns[kus dks fey jgk FkkA ‘kkar vkSj lkSE; lh
fn[kus okyh yM+dh vkt csM ij iwjh ‘ksjuh cuh gqbZ FkhA
eSaus tSls gh mlds gksaBksa dk jliku djus ds fy, fy, vkxs c<+k mlds gksBksa us esjs gksBksa dks vius dCts esa ysdj VwV
iM+h vkSj mlds uk[kwu esjh ihB ij xM+ x;sA esjs uhps nch gqbZ og ty fcu eNyh dh rjg rM+i jgh FkhA mlds Lru iRFkj
dh rjg l[r gks x;s Fks vkSj mu ij lqlfTtr Lrukxz Qwy dj dM+s gks dj esjs lhus esa xM+ jgs FksA dkefiiklk esa ikxy gks
dj ,d ckj mlus esjs gksaB dks nk¡rksa ls pck fn;kA esjs ,d gksaB ds dksj ls [kwu fjlus yxk FkkA mlds dksey gksaB esjs I;kls
gksaBksa dks tSls ihlus yxs FksA og ----mE---- mE---- djrh gqbZ vka[ksa ewans viuh dej vkSj furEcksa ls >Vds ls yxkus yxh vkSj esjs
uhps ls fudyus dk fujUrj ç;kl dj jgh FkhA esjk gfFk;kj esjh ‘kyokj ds vUnj gh vius mxz :i dks ys pqdk FkkA viuh
;ksfu dh njkj ij mldk Li’kZ gksrs gh ,d iy ds fy, mldh vk¡[ksa [kqyh vkSj fQj u tkus vpkud mldh lkjh mQurh gqbZ
vkx ‘kkar gks x;h vkSj utjsa >qdk dj csM ij fu<ky gks dj iM+ x;hA
;g lc bruk vpkud gqvk Fkk fd ,d ckj ds fy, esjs Hkh gkFk #d x;s FksA eSaus mlds psgjs dks vius gkFkksa esa ys dj
dgk---- gqek D;k gqvk\ mlh oä mldh iydksa ls Nu dj nks cwans Nyd x;hA eSa mldks NksM+ dj ,d vksj gks x;k vkSj pqi
djkus ds fy, mB dj cSB x;kA ----D;k gqvk\ og mB dj cSB x;h vkSj cksyh---- lkSjhA eSaus vpjt ls mldh vksj ns[kk rc
rd og viuh maxyh esjs fupys gksaB ij fQjkrs gq, cksyh---- gk; ;g eSaus D;k dj fn;kA eSaus viuh maxyh mlh txg fQjk dj
ns[kk rks maxyh ij [kwu yxk gqvk ns[k dj pkSad x;kA ----eSa vius vkis esa ugha jgh vkSj vkidk gksaB dV x;kA eSaus ,d {k.k ds
fy, mlds psgjs dh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj g¡lrs gq, dgk---- bl otg ls---- ikxy yM+dh ;g rks rqEgkjh eksgCCr dh fu’kkuh gSA
blls irk pyrk gS fd rqe eq>ls fdruh eksgCcr djrh gksA vjs ;g rks tjk lk [kwu cg jgk gSA og esjh vksj gSjkuh ls ns[krh

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jghA ----rqe Hkwy x;h fd ml jkr etkjs ‘kjhQ ds gksVy esa rqEgkjk fdruk [kwu fudyk Fkk rc rks eSaus lkSjh ugha dgk FkkA esjs
ikl vkt Hkh ml gksVy dh pknj j[kh gqbZ gSA ixyh---- blesa ?kcjkus dh D;k ckr gSA bruk dg dj eSaus vius diM+s mrkj
Qsadsa vkSj mls vius vkxks’k esa ys fy;kA
u tkus ,d iy esa og vkx dSls cq> x;h FkhA brus fnuksa dh nwjh ds ckn vkt esjh fnu dh gjdrksa ds dkj.k ‘kk;n
nksigj ls mlds vUnj dkekfXu /khes&/khes ls lqyx jgh Fkh ftldks eSaus dqN nsj igys gYdh lh gok ns dj tksj ls HkM+dk nh
FkhA ysfdu vc rd ge nksuksa ds vUnj vk;k gqvk Toj ‘kkar gks x;k FkkA mlds uXu ftLe dks vius vkxks’k esa fy, dkQh nsj
rd eSa [ksyrk jgk ysfdu rwQku vk dj ‘kkar gks pqdk FkkA fQj fdlh jkst ml ?kM+h dh dkeuk djrs gq, dqN gh nsj esa ge
nksuksa dh vk¡[k yx x;h vkSj xgjh uhan esa [kks x;sA irk ugha jkr esa ;g dc gqvk ysfdu tc esjh vk¡[k [kqyh rks ik;k fd esjk
gfFk;kj tM+ rd flj Q¡lk dj gqek dh ;ksfu esa cSBk gqvk gSA og Hkh tkx x;h Fkh vkSj esjs uhps nch gqbZ gksus ds ckn Hkh viuh
dej ij tksj nsrh gqbZ viuh ;ksfu dks esjs tksM+ ij j[k dj ihl jgh FkhA
----gqekA ----gw¡A mldh vkokt lqu dj eSaus fcuk dqN cksys rkcM+rksM+ pkj&ik¡p djkjh pksV ekj dj cksyk---- esjh tku rqe
esjs jkse&jkse esa cl x;h gksA mlus flj fgyk dj euk fd;k vkSj cksyh---- ugha vki esjs jks,a&jks,a esa cls gq, gksA fcuk nsj fd;s
mQurh gqbZ deflu tokuh dks ‘kkar djus esa tqV x;kA igys mlds gksaBksa dk jliku fd;k vkSj fQj l[r gqbZ lhus dh igkMf;ksa
dks uje djus esa tqV x;kA dM+s gq, Lrukxz dks vius eq[k esa nck dj mudk jl lks[kus esa yx x;kA dHkh ,d dy’k dks vius
eq[k esa Hkj dj mldk jl lks[krk vkSj nwljs gkFk esa nwljs dy’k dks eldrs gq, eqyk;e djus dh dksf’k’k djrkA esjk gfFk;kj
Hkh viuk mxz :i ys pqdk Fkk vkSj mlus iwjh lqjax dks tM+ rd Hksn fn;k FkkA igys feyu vkSj bl feyu esa ;g QdZ Fkk fd
bl ckj dkekfXu /khjs&/khjs lqyx jgh FkhA gqek dh ;ksfu fujUrj cgs tk jgh FkhA eSaus vius nksuksa gkFkksa ls mlds iq”V furac Fkke
dj mlds ik¡o gok esa mBk fy, vkSj ,d ckj fQj ls pksV ekjuh ‘kq: dh----v----vk----gA
vcdh ckj esjh pksV esa xtc dh rsth vkSj rkdr FkhA gqek dh iwjh lqjax dks ukirs gq, esjs fyaxnso esa Hkh mQku vkus
yxk FkkA esjk iyax Hkh esjs gj /kDds ds lkFk pw¡----pw¡---- dh vkokt fudky jgk Fkk tSls dh gqek dh flldkfj;ksa ls eSp djus dh
dksf’k’k esa yxk gqvk Fkk---- g----gk----;----vk----gk----m----Q----vkg----g----gk;A ,d vkokt vkSj Hkh csdxzkmUM esa lquk;h ns jgh Fkh----Qp-
---Qp----Qp----A dejs esa mÙkstuk ls vksr&çksr ekgkSy FkkA ge nksuksa dh jsl cjdjkj Fkh fd ns[ks igys dkSu fdukjs yxrk gSA
bl ckj esjs vUnj dk Tokykeq[kh igys QV x;k vkSj fQj fcuk #ds xeZ&xeZ ykok cgus yxkA eSa viuh mÙkstuk esa vHkh Hkh
Hkjiwj ‘kkV yxkus esa O;Lr FkkA rHkh gqek ds ftLe esa gYdh lh daiu gqbZ vkSj fQj ,d Hkjiwj >Vdk ys dj fu<ky gks x;hA
eSaus Hkh Fkd dj vius vki dks mlds mij <hyk NksM+ fn;k FkkA
dkQh nsj rd ge ;w¡gh iM+s jgsA fyaxnso Hkh futhZo gks dj ;ksfu ds ckgj ljd dj vk pqds FksA ----eq>s ekQ dj nhft,
IyhtA mlds Loj esjs dku esa iM+sA eSaus djoV ys dj mls vius mij fyVk fy;k vkSj dgk---- rqe tjk vius lhus vkSj xys dh
vksj ns[k yksA vxj eSaus lkSjh dguk ‘kq: dj fn;k rks lkspks esjh D;k gkyr gks tk,xhA rqEgkjs xksjs jax ij u tkus eSaus fdruh
ckj ,sls fu’kku fn, gSaA blesa lkSjh dh D;k ckr gS tkuseuA eSa rks cgqr [kq’k Fkk fd esjh I;kjh xqMf;k dqN fnuksa esa gh ‘ksjuh
cu x;h FkhA Iyht vc blds ckjs dqN ugh dgukA eSaus mldh uXu ihB vkSj furac ij gkFk fQjkrs gq, dgkA rqe ‘kk;n Hkwy
x;h fd tc ge ?kksM+s ij okfil ykSV jgs Fks rc rqEgkjs bl gksaB dks eSaus dkV fn;k FkkA cl vkt fglkc cjkcj gks x;kA vpkud
gqek dks ugj dk –’; ;kn vk x;k vkSj ‘keZ ls mldk psgjk yky gks x;kA mlds cnyrs gq, jax dks ns[k dj cksyk---- ;kn
vk x;k uA ----fg’kA ,sls u tkus ge fdruh nsj rd ckrsa djrs jgsA
fcLrj dh lyoVsa crk jgh Fkh fd jkr Hkj csM ij fdruk m/ke gqvk FkkA
gqek mB dj cSB x;h vkSj cksyh---- tjk vki [kM+s gks tkbZ;s rks eSa pknj Bhd dj nsrh gw¡A mls viuh vksj [khap dj eSaus
okfil viuh ck¡gksa esa Hkj fy;k---- NksM+ks] ;g lqcg djukA vHkh rks rqe esjs ikl ysVh jgksA ----,d ckr crkvks fd eq>s yx jgk
gS fd rqeus eq>s thtw dguk can dj fn;k gSA D;k ;g lp gSA gqek dqN nsj pqi jgh fQj cksyh---- eSa thtw cksyrh Fkh rks thur
us Hkh thtw dguk ‘kq: dj fn;k FkkA blh fy, eSaus lkspk fd dksbZ vkSj vcls ;g xyrh u djs blh fy, eSaus vkidks thtw
dguk can dj fn;k FkkA ----rks vc D;k dgksxh\ ----irk ugha ijvc ls eSa thtw rks ugha dgw¡xhA
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eSaus dgk---- tks rqEgkjh ethZ gks og dgukA pyks lks tkvks oukZ lqcg ugha mB ldksxh vkSj og nksuksa rqEgkjk ihNk ugha
NksM+saxh tc rd og rqels jkr dh dgkuh lqu ugha ysaxhA ----tjk ?kM+h ns[k yhft,A lqcg ds vkB ct jgs gSaA eSa tk jgh gw¡A
eq>s rS;kj Hkh gksuk gSA mldh ckr lqu dj eSaus pkSad dj dykbZ esa ca/kh gqbZ viuh ?kM+h dh vksj ns[kk rks okdbZ esa vkB ct jgs
FksA f[kM+fd;ksa ij inkZ iM+s gksus ls ckgj dh jkS’kuh dk irk ugha py jgk FkkA
gqek bBykrh gqbZ csM ls mrj x;hA mlds gj ix ij mldh dej cy [kkrh gqbZ yxrh vkSj furac FkjFkjkrs gq, fn[krsA
og esjh vksj eqM+h vkSj cksyh---- D;k ns[k jgs gksA ----eSa lk¡ps esa <yh gqbZ ,d vIljk dks ns[k jgk gw¡A mlds lhus dh xksykbZ;k¡ dks
ns[k dj ,d ckj fQj ls esjs [kwu dk nkSjk rst gks x;kA vHkh eSa mldh vksj ns[kdj viuh fdLer ij j’d dj Fkk fd esjs
dkuksa esa rst ?kj?kjkgV dh vkokt iM+h vkSj pUn gh iyksa esa dku ds insZ QkM+ nsus okyh vkokt viuh gosyh ds lkeus ls vkrh
gqbZ lquk;h nhA gqek us tYnh ls esjs diM+s esjh vksj mNkys vkSj fQj vius diM+s igu dj dejs ds ckgj HkkxhA

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eSa Hkh tYnh ls vius diM+s igu dj ckgj dh vksj HkkxkA utnhd gh dksbZ gsyhdkIVj ySaM fd;k FkkA fdlh vutkus [krjs dh
dYiuk djds eSaus gqek dks vkokt nh vkSj mls gfFk;kj mBk dj ykus dks dgrs gq, njokts dks can djus ds fy, HkkxkA vc
rd lc ‘kkar gks pqdk Fkk ‘kk;n gsyhdkIVj us tehu ij mrj dj viuh e’khu can dj nh FkhA tc rd eSa gky esa igq¡pk rc
rd Mjh gqbZ thur vkSj fQtk Hkh vk x;h FkhA gqek Hkh yM+[kM+krh gqbZ gfFk;kjksa dk caMy ys dj gky esa vk x;h FkhA eSaus tYnh
ls Dyk’uhdkso ds cksYV dks fgyk dj ,fDVosV fd;k vkSj fiLrkSy dks [khls esa Mky dj dqN dgus ds fy, eqM+k rHkh Hkkxrh gqbZ
lyheu us gky esa ços’k fd;k----lDdw chch vkSj cfPp;k¡ okfil vk x;h gSaA esjs gkFk esa ruh gqbZ Dyk’uhdkso dks ns[krs gh lyheu
fBBd dj #d x;hA ‘kk;n fdlh us mldh ckr ij vHkh rd /;ku ugha fn;k Fkk ysfdu og eq>s ns[k dj ,d ckj fQj ls
fpYyk;h---- lDdw chch vkSj cfPp;k¡ okfil vk x;h gSA vcdh ckj esjs tgu esa ,d /kekdk gqvk vkSj lyheu dh ckr fnekx
us dSp dj yhA eSaus viuh Dyk’uhdkso dks fM,fDVosV djrs gq, gqek ls dgk---- ;g lc gfFk;kj tYnh ls fNik nksA
tc rd gqek vkSj thur lc gfFk;kjksa dks lesV dj mldk caMy cukrh rc rd #[klkj vkSj ‘khck us gky esa ços’k
fd;k vkSj Hkkxrs gq, vk dj eq>ls fyiV x;hA muds ihNs jkstj us gky esa ços’k fd;k vkSj eq>s ns[k dj cM+h xeZtks’kh ds lkFk
gkFk feyk;k---- gSyks vkfej] dSls gks\ tc rd eSa mldh ckr dk dksbZ tokc nsrk rc rd ldhuk vkSj ekgh us gky esa ços’k
fd;kA esjs eq¡g ls flQZ bruk fudy ldk---- gk; jkstj OgkV , ljçkbtA lkeus ldhuk fdlh if’peh ekMy dh rjg dej
ij gkFk j[ks gq, eq>s ?kwj jgh FkhA <hys&<kys fyckl vkSj udkc ds ctk; vkt og thUl vkSj Vh&’kVZ esa esjs lkeus [kM+h gqbZ
FkhA bl :i esa mls ns[k dj esjk eq¡g [kqyk dk [kqyk jg x;k FkkA ekgh pyrs gq, esjs ikl vk;h vkSj cksyh---- vki dSls gSa\ esjs
eq¡g ls dqN ugha fudyk cl bruk gh iwN ldk---- rqe dSlh gks\ esjh vk¡[kksa esa ns[krs gq, mlus viuh m¡xyh eksM+ dj ç’Uokpd
–f”V eq> ij MkyhA >sai dj esjh fuxkgsa jkstj dh vksj eqM+ x;hA og Hkh cM+h rUe;rk ls ge nksuksa dks ns[k dj eqLdqjk jgk
FkkA
----vkfej---- dSlk ljçkbt Fkk\ jkstj us esjh vksj ns[k dj iwNkA eSa >sai feVkus ds fy, g¡l fn;k vkSj cksyk---- ‘kkfdaxA
vkbZ Qhy bUMschVsMA FkSaDl jkstj---- rqe dqN nsj fjySDl djks eSa vHkh rS;kj gks dj vkrk gw¡A cfPp;k¡ rks gqek ds lkFk pyh x;h
FkhA cl thur vkSj fQtk ldhuk dks ,d Vd ns[ksa tk jgh FkhA eSaus ldhuk ls dgk---- ldhuk rqe esjs lkFk vkvks---- gk¡ ,d
feuV ;g thur vkSj fQtk gSA ;g esjh okbQ ldhuk gSA bruk dg dj eSa vius dejs dh vksj py fn;kA igyh ckj ldhuk
us mudh vksj ns[k dj dgk---- gk;A blls igys og nksuksa dqN cksyrh ldhuk rst dneksa ls pyrs gq, esjs ihNs&ihNs esjs dejs
esa nkf[ky gks x;hA
eSa pqipki ,d vksj tk dj [kM+k gks x;kA ldhuk us eq>ls dqN ugha dgk cl pqipki esjs lkeus [kM+h gks x;hA dqN
iy ge ,d nwljs dks ns[krs jgs fQj eSa cksyk---- ldhuk dSlh gks\ ----dSlh yx jgh gw¡\ ----ukjkt gks\ ----D;ksa eSa D;ksa ukjkt gksus
yxh\ ----vPNk i<+kbZ dSlh py jgh gS\ ----QkbZuA ckj&ckj mlds tokc dks lqu dj esjk fnekx vkus okys rwQku dh psrkouh
ns jgk FkkA eSa lkeus est dh vksj x;k vkSj ,d iSdV mBk dj yk;k vkSj mldh vksj c<+krs gq, dgk---- ;g eSa rqEgkjs fy, yk;k
FkkA bl ckj ,d {k.k ds fy, mldh vk¡[kksa esa gYdh lh ped vk;h vkSj fQj ogh iqjkuh Hkko Hkafxek psgjs ij fy, cksyh---- esjh
;kn vk x;h---- vius gkFk esa iSdV idM+ dj [kM+h gks x;hA ----rqEgsa ,slk D;ksa yxk fd eSaus rqEgsa ;kn ugha fd;k\ ----og rks eSa
ns[k jgh gw¡A bruh lkjh yM+fd;ksa ds chp esa jg jgs gks rks rqEgsa esjh ;kn dSls vk,xhA eSa le> x;k fd vc gekjh ckrphr dk
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nkSj fdlh nwljh vksj tk jgk Fkk ftlesa eSa bl oä ugha my>uk pkgrk FkkA eSaus dgk---- ldhuk eSa tYnh ls rS;kj gksus tk jgk
gw¡ D;ksafd jkstj esjk bartkj dj jgk gSA gekjh ckrsa rks ckn esa Hkh gks tk,axhA cl vHkh ds fy, bruk eku yks fd ,slk dksbZ
iy ugha x;k vc rd tc eSaus rqEgsa ;kn ugha fd;kA bruk dg dj eSa ckFk:e esa ?kql x;k vkSj og cl ,dVd eq>s ns[krh
jghA
eSa ugk /kks dj tc rd ckgj vk;k rc rd ldhuk dejs ls tk pqdh FkhA eSaus tYnh ls vius diM+s cnys vkSj gky esa
jkstj ds ikl vk dj cSB x;kA jkstj eq>s ns[k dj cksyk---- vkfej xqM odZA gekjh tkudkjh ds fglkc ls rhuksa IykaV u”V gksus
ls cktkj esa [kycyh ep x;h gSA bl /ka/ks esa cgqr lkjk iSlk yxkus okys ,d nwljs ds nq’eu cu x;s gSaA bl oä cgqr lkjs
ljdkjh vkSj xSj ljdkjh yksx rqe dks [kkst jgs gSA
----eSa tkurk gw¡ jkstjA ;g gekjh flQZ igyh lQyrk gSA ysfdu vkxs dh j.kuhfr ikfdLrku vkSj rtkfdLrku esa cusxhA
esjh [kcj ds vuqlkj udyh uksV Nkius dk dke ikfdLrku ds jkoyfi.Mh ‘kgj esa gksrk gS vkSj gfFk;kjksa dk lzksr nq’kkUcs esa
fNik gqvk gSA bjkuh yksxksa dk dCtk vQhe ds O;kikj ij Fkk ysfdu udyh uksVksa vkSj gfFk;kjksa ds O;kikj ikfdLrkuh vkSj :lh
yksxksa ds dCts esa gSA eSaus rqEgsa dqN uke Hksts Fks mudk D;k gqvk\
----vkfej eSa vius lkFk iwjh fMVsy ys dj vk;k gw¡A gk¡----,d ckr vkSj gSA ‘kkfdj fjtk rqels feyuk pkgrk gSA esjs gkFk
esa ,d Qkby idM+krs gq, mlus dgk---- ;g Qkby i<+ dj tyk nsukA rqeus ftu vknfe;ksa dk uke fn;k Fkk mu lc ds ckjs
esa gekjs ikl tks Hkh [kcj gS og lc bl Qkby esa gSA gk¡---- bl oä vkbZ,lvkbZ rqEgsa <w¡< jgh gS rqe tjk lko/kku jgukA gekjs
ikl fQjkst uke ds vkneh dh dksbZ [kcj ugha gSA vkfej----vxj rqe dqN le; ds fy, dkcqy vk tkvks rks gks ldrk gS ftls
ge ugha ns[k ik jgs gSa ‘kk;n rqe ns[k yksA Tok;aV phQ vkSj okf’kaxVu esa cSBk gqvk esjk phQ rqels feyuk pkgrs gSaA vxys
eghus esjk phQ okf’kaxVu ls dkcqy vk jgk gSA vxj gks lds rks ,d fnu ds fy, rqe Hkh dkcqy vk tkvksA
----jkstj---- eSa vHkh ,Dlikst ugha gksuk pkgrk gw¡A eq>s iwjk ;dhu gS fd fQjkst gh vy dk;nk dh og dM+h gS tks fd
gesa yknsu rd igq¡pk,xhA eSaus da/kkj ls yk;s gq, udyh ikliksVZ dk iqfyUnk jkstj ds gkFk esa Fkekrs gq, dgk---- eq>s fo’okl gS
fd ;gh vkneh fQjkst gSA ‘kk;n bldh QksVks ls gesa mlds ckjs esa dqN tkudkjh fey ldsA jkstj us ,d&,d ikliksVZ dks
[kksy dj ns[kk vkSj fQj esjh vksj ns[k dj cksyk---- tgk¡ rd eq>s ;kn gS bl vkneh dks eSaus igys dHkh ugha ns[kk gSA
----jkstj----esjh tkudkjh ds vuqlkj ;g lkjk vQhe dk djksckj rqEgkjh ljdkj ds ek/;e ls bl bykds esa iuik FkkA
:lh QkSt dks fuB~Yyk djus ds fy, rqEgkjs vknfe;ksa vkSj iSls dh enn ls bl dkjksckj dks ‘kg feyh FkhA :lh QkSt ds tkus
ds ckn bl /kU/ks ij dbZ dchyksa ds eqf[k;k dkfct gks x;s FksA ftl rkfycku dks rqeus :lh QkSt dks ijkLr djus ds fy,
[kM+h dh Fkh mlus /khjs&/khjs bl /kU/ks ij viuk f’kdUtk dl fy;k Fkk vkSj fQj bl ns’k dh lÙkk ij viuk dCtk dj fy;k
FkkA ftldh uhao rqEgkjh ljdkj us j[kh Fkh ml ij vy dk;nk us vc rd viuh iwjh bekjr cuk yh gSA eq>s ;g tku dj
cgqr vk’kp;Z gqvk fd eSaus ftl dM+h dks Nqvk pkgs og vQhe ls tqM+h gqbZ Fkh ;k voS/k gfFk;kjksa ls] gj dM+h dk lzksr vejhdh
ljdkj ls tqM+k gqvk gSA ;g eSa rqEgsa bl fy, crk jgk gw¡ fd dgha rqEgkjh ljdkj rqEgkjs gh f[kykQ u gks tk,A vxj eSa ,d
ckj vkxs c<+ x;k rks dne ihNs [khapuk ukeqefdu gks tk,xkA
----vkfej---- eSa tkurk gw¡A ysfdu bl oä gekjh ljdkj dk lcls cM+k fljnnZ yknsu gS vkSj 9/11 ds gknls ds ckn pkgs
dqN Hkh igys jgk gks ysfdu vc flQZ ,d iksbUV ,tsaMk gS fd yknsu vkSj mldh vy dk;nk dks lewy u”V djukA eSa rHkh
rqels dg jgk gw¡ fd ,d ckj esjs phQ ls fey yks rkfd rqe Hkh gekjh ljdkj dh ckr ls vk’oLr gks tkvksA bl oä gekjh
QkSt ikfdLrku&vQxkfuLrku ckMZj ij rkfycku vkSj vy dk;nk ds vìksa dks u”V djus esa yxh gqbZ gSA cgqr dksf’k’k ds ckn
Hkh gesa fdlh Hkh txg ls yknsu dk lqjkx ugha fey ldk gSA cl vc gekjh lkjh vk’kk,a rqe ij yxh gqbZ gSA
----jkstj----tks rqeus esjs ifjokj ds fy, fd;k gS mldk dtZ eSa ‘kk;n dHkh u mrkj ldw¡ ysfdu tks oknk eSaus ml fnu
fd;k Fkk mldks t:j iwjk d:¡xkA ----vkfej Iyht rqe ;g dg dj eq>s ‘kfeZUnk u fd;k djksA rqe ‘kk;n Hkwy x;s fd rqeus
ml fnu cxyku esa esjh tku cpk;h FkhA rqeus rks cl blds cnys eq> ij ldhuk vkSj cfPp;ksa dh lqj{kk vkSj i<+kbZ dh ftEesnkjh

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Mkyh FkhA ;gk¡ rqe viuh tku ij [ksy dj esjk dke dj jgs gks rks crkvks dkSu fdldk ,glkueUn gqvkA
vHkh ge ckr dj jgs Fks fd gqek us est ij uk’rk ltk fn;kA uk’rs ds nkSjku eSaus dgk---- jkstj ;g rqeus cgqr vPNk
fd;k fd rqe vius lkFk ldhuk vkSj cfPp;ksa dks ys dj vk;sA eSa bu dks cgqr fel dj jgk FkkA da/kkj ls eSa dy jkr dks ykSVk
Fkk vkSj dkcqy tkus ds fy, eu cuk jgk FkkA vkt dk ljçkbZt esjs fy, cgqr [kq’kxokj FkkA rqEgsa dc ykSVuk gS\ ----eSa rks cl
rqEgsa og Qkby vkSj Qksu nsus ds fy, vk;k FkkA buds Ldwy dh Nqfê;k¡ ‘kq: gks x;h FkhA cgqr fnuksa ls ldhuk mnkl FkhA tc
eSaus uSUlh dks crk;k fd eSa dqUnqt rqels feyus tk jgk gw¡ rks mlus lq>k;k fd bu lc dks Hkh eSa vius lkFk ys dj tkÅ¡A
blhfy, budks Hkh ys dj vk x;kA budk Ldwy vxys eghus [kqysxk vxj ;g esjs lkFk okfil pyuk pkgsa rks pysa oukZ rqe
vxys eghus bUgsa ys dj dkcqy vk tkukA
eSaus dgk---- pyks vPNk gS fd ;g lc ;gk¡ gekjs ikl dqN fnu jg ysaxh oukZ i<+kbZ esa buds ikl ;gk¡ vkus dk le;
dgk¡ feysxkA rHkh ldhuk gky esa vk;h vkSj cksyh---- ge bUgha ds lkFk okfil ykSV tk,¡xsA vkils feyuk Fkk fey fy;s cl ge
lc Hkh buds lkFk okfil dkcqy ykSV tk,axsA mldh ckr lqu dj ,d {k.k ds fy, gekjs gkFk #d x;s vkSj fQj jkstj us ckr
laHkkyrs gq, dgk---- rqe rks ;gk¡ dqN fnu #dus ds fy, dg jgh Fkh blhfy, eSaus ;gk¡ ls gsjkr tkus dk çksxzke cuk fy;k FkkA
uSUlh Hkh nksigj rd gsjkr igq¡p tk,xhA vc vxj rqe lc gsjkr pyuk pkgks rks eq>s dksbZ rdyhQ ugha gSA eSaus chp esa jkstj
dh ckr dkVh---- ugha jkstj ;g yksx dgha ugha tk jgs gSaA ldhuk] bl ckjs esa ckn esa ckr djsaxsA bl oä gekjk QtZ gS fd
jkstj ds fy, ge ,d vPNs gksLV lkfcr gksaA ldhuk us dqN cksyus ds fy, eq¡g [kksyk ysfdu fQj esjh vksj ns[k dj pqi gks
x;hA
uk’rk gks tkus ds ckn jkstj pyus ds fy, rS;kj gqvk rks eSaus dgk---- jkstj eq>s rqels dke gSA ge nksuksa ,d fdukjs esa
vk x;s rc eSaus dgk---- jkstj ejhu dksiZ ds tehj] Vke vkSj ihVj dks vius ikl fjVsu dj yksA og vktdy gsjkr esa fQjkst
ds ,d lkFkh ds ihNs yxs gq, gSaA jkstj us esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj dgk---- rqe tc dkcqy vkvksxs rks bl ckjs esa ckr djsaxs
fQygky ds fy, eSa mUgsa vHkh fjVsu dj jgk gw¡A eSa mls NksM+us ds fy, ckgj vk;k rks ldhuk vkSj rhuks cfPp;k¡ igys ls ckgj
[kM+h gqbZ FkhA ‘khck jkstj ls fyiV x;h vkSj cksyh---- ck; vadyA Vsy vkaVh nsV vkbZ foy fel gjA jkstj us pyrs gq, fQtk
dh vksj ns[krs gq, dgk---- rqEgkjs vCck rqEgsa cgqr ;kn djrs gSaA gh bt Qkbu ,UM gksi Vq lh ;w lwu bu dkcqyA ;g lqu dj
fQtk dh vka[ksa ue gks x;h vkSj ikl [kM+h gqbZ thur dk gkFk Fkke fy;kA eSa gsyhdkIVj rd jkstj ds lkFk vk;k vkSj mls
FkSaDl ns dj fonk fd;kA pyus ls igys jkstj us eqM+ dj dgk---- yqd vk¶Vj ldhuk] ‘kh felst ;w v ykVA bruk dg dj
jksVj dh vkokt ls lkjk okrkoj.k xqatk;eku gks x;k vkSj dqN gh iyksa esa gsyhdkIVj vka[kksa ds lkeus ls vks>y gks x;kA
lc yksx okfil gosyh esa tkus yxs rks eSaus ldhuk dks vkokt nh---- ldhuk rqe esjs lkFk vkvksA ,d iy ds fy, og
fBBdh ysfdu rc rd eSa mlds djhc igq¡p x;k FkkA eSaus mldh ck¡g Fkkeh vkSj ,d vksj ys dj py iM+kA og Hkh f[kaprh gqbZ
esjs lkFk py iM+hA eSa mls lh/kk vEeh vkSj tjhuk dh dcz ij ys x;kA isM+ dh Nk¡o esa dcz ds utnhd cSB x;k vkSj mls Hkh
tcjnLrh cSBk fn;kA dqN nsj rd ge pqipki cSBs jgs vkSj vius gh [;kyksa ds lkFk varj}an djrs jgsA fQj mldh vksj ns[k
eSaus ‘kq:vkr dh---- bl txg dks igpkurh gksA ;gk¡ vEeh vkSj tjhuk nQu gSA og pqi jgh ysfdu mldh vk¡[ksa vk¡lqvksa ls Hkjh
gqbZ FkhA ----eSaus vEeh ls oknk fd;k Fkk fd eSa muds ifjokj dh iwjh fgQktr d:¡xkA vxj rqEgsa eq>ls dksbZ f’kdk;r gS rks dgks
ysfdu bl rjg [kQk jgksxh rks eq>s cgqr nq[k gksxkA
----cl tks Hkh rqe dj jgs gks viuk QtZ iwjk djus ds fy, dj jgs gksA eq>s cl blh ckr dh f’kdk;r gSA rqEgsa fdlh
ls dksbZ eksgCcr ugha gSA rqe cl bl fy, dj jgs gks D;ksafd rqeus oknk fd;k FkkA geus rqEgkjh tku cpk;h Fkh blh fy, rqe
,slk djus dks etcwj gks---- dgrs gq, mldh vk¡[ksa Nyd x;hA ----esjs lkFk Hkh rqeus blfy, fudkg fd;k Fkk fd esjh ftanxh
ml dehus teky ls cpkus ds fy,A ohj ‘kk;n rqe Bhd dg jgs gks fd rqEgkjs ge ij cgqr ls ,glku gS vkSj gesa rqels [kQk
ugha gksuk pkfg,A

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ldhuk dh ,d&,d ckr esjs fny dks vkgr dj jgh FkhA eSa mls vius fny dk gky le>kus esa vleFkZ FkkA ldhuk
dks tc igyh ckj ns[kk Fkk rc esjh mlds çfr flQZ ,d ,glku ds rkSj ij FkkA [ksr ij teky vkSj mlds lkfFk;ksa ds fopkj
lqu dj vkSj ldhuk dh eqf’dy dks le> dj mlds çfr gennhZ vkSj vklfä ds Hkko mRiUu gks x;s FksA ysfdu vpkud vEeh
vkSj tjhuk dh gR;k ds ckn vkSj ldhuk ls fudkg us eq>s ,d ckj fQj ls mlds ckjs esa lkspus ds fy, etcwj dj fn;k FkkA
vc og esjh C;kgrk Fkh vkSj esjs fdlh otg ls u jgus ds ckn lkjh gosyh vkSj ifjokj dh ftEesnkjh ml ij dkuwuh rkSj ij
vk tkrhA ;gh lksp dj mls eSaus vius ls vyx dj fn;k FkkA bl eqfge esa eq>s dc dqN gks x;k rks vkf[kj ldhuk lc laHkky
ysxhA irk ugha nqfu;k bldks D;k le>s ysfdu ;gh lp Fkk fd ‘kk;n vius vki ds ckn eq>s flQZ ldhuk ij vVwV fo’okl
FkkA mlds dkcqy tkus ds ckn rks mldh deh eq>s gj le; eglwl gksrh FkhA tc Hkh fdlh eqf’dy esa gqvk rks esjs tgu esa
ldhuk gh gksrh FkhA ftruh ckj ekSr dks lkeus ik;k mruh ckj mlh dk [;ky lcls igys vkrkA D;k blh dks eksgCcr dgrs
gSa\ bl oä ldhuk dh ckrksa us eq>s f>a>ksM+ dj j[k fn;k FkkA mlds vkf[kjh ‘kCnksa dks lqu dj fryfeyk dj cksyk---- ;g D;k
dg jgh gks ldhukA rqEgsa yxrk gS fd tks dqN Hkh eSa dj jgk gw¡ viuk QtZ fuHkkus ds fy, dj jgk gw¡A igyh vkSj vkf[kjh
ckj cksy jgk gw¡ fd eSa ;g lc flQZ rqEgkjs fy, dj jgk gw¡A rqEgkjs fy, eSa bl fy, dj jgk gw¡ fd rqe esjh choh gks vkSj eSa
pkgrk gw¡ fd rqe [kwc rjDdh djks vkSj rqEgsa nqfu;k dh lc [kqf’k;k¡ feysaA rqe [kq’k gksxh rks eq>s Hkh [kq’kh feysxhA ;g rqeus
dSls lksp fy;k fd eSa ;g lc flQZ QtZ fuHkkus ds fy, dj jgk gw¡A
----rqe eq>ls fudkg ugha djuk pkgrs Fks ysfdu eSaus rqEgsa etcwj fd;k FkkA eSaus rks rqels eksgCcr dh Fkh ysfdu rqeus
viuk QtZ le> dj eq>ls fudkg fd;k FkkA ftl fnu fudkg gqvk mlh fnu rqeus eq>s vius thou ls fudky ckgj QsadkA
eSaus u pkgrs gq, Hkh rqEgkjs dgus ij i<+us ds fy, dkcqy pyh x;hA rqeus oknk fd;k Fkk fd pkgs dqN Hkh gks tk, rqe gj
eghus eq>ls feyus vkvksxs ysfdu rqe rhu eghus esa ,d ckj Hkh eq>ls feyus ugh vk;sA u tkus fdruh ckj rqeus jkstj ls ckr
dh gksxh ysfdu dHkh ,d ckj Hkh eq>ls ckr ugha dhA mlds eq¡g ls fudyh gqbZ ,d ,d ckr esjs fny ij pksV ekj jgh FkhA
igyh ckj esjk l;ae VwV x;kA vkf[kjdkj tc eq>ls ugha jgk x;k rks eSaus dgk---- ldhuk eSa rqels cgqr eksgCcr djrk gw¡ vkSj
djrk jgw¡xkA ysfdu vEeh vkSj tjhuk dh gR;k ds ckn eSa bruh lkjh my>uksa esa Q¡lk gqvk Fkk fd pkg dj Hkh fudy ugha
ldkA eSaus rqEgsa vc rd ugha crk;k fd lyek vkSj vkQ’kk dks Hkh eSaus ges’kk ds fy, [kks fn;kA ftl fnu eSaus rqEgsa dkcqy Hkstk
Fkk mlds vxys fnu eSa ;gk¡ ls fudy x;k FkkA vEeh us tks ftEesnkjh eq> ij Mkyh Fkh mlh dks iwjk djus ds fy, eSa cqjkZuh
ls feyus gsjkr x;k FkkA dy jkr dks eSa brus fnuksa ds ckn ;gk¡ ij okfil vk;k FkkA ,d fnu tc eSa cgqr nq[kh Fkk rc eSaus
rqels ckr djus dh dksf’k’k Hkh dh Fkh ysfdu fQj fdlh otg ls ckr ugha dj ldkA esjs nq’euksa dh fyLV c<+rh tk jgh gS
vkSj vc irk ugha vxyh ckj rqels fey Hkh ldw¡xk fd ughaA vk;’kk dh cgu chgw dks fdlh us xk;c djok fn;k gS vkSj fiNys
nks&rhu g¶rs ls mldk dksbZ vrk&irk ugha gSA vc rqe gh crkvks eSa D;k d:¡\ ldhuk pqipki flj >qdk;s cSBh jghA
----gk¡ tgk¡ rd QtZ dh ckr gS rks vk;’kk dh nksuksa cgus gqek vkSj chgw dh ns[kHkky djuk esjk QtZ gSA thur lyek
dh NksVh cgu gS vkSj ejrs gq, lyek us eq>ls opu fy;k Fkk fd eSa mldh cgu dks cqjkZuh ds paxqy ls ckgj fudky ykšxkA
;g fQtk rkftd lhØsV lfoZlst ds phQ dh csVh gS tks viuk lc dqN NksM+ dj esjs lkFk py nh FkhA bu lc dh [okbZ’ksa
iwjh djus dk esjk QtZ gS vkSj fdlh otg ls eSa ugha jgk rks esjh C;kgrk gksus dh otg ls ;g rqEgkjk QtZ gks tk,xkA og
pqipki flj >qdk;s lqurh jghA eSaus viuh ckr tkjh j[krs gq, dgk---- vxj esjs mij fdlh dk gd gS og rqe gksA ;g lgh gS
fd rqeus esjh tku cpk;h Fkh vkSj tks Hkh eSa dj jgk gw¡ og rqEgkjs ifjokj ds fy, dj jgk gw¡A ysfdu Iyht esjs I;kj vkSj eksgCcr
dks ,glku vkSj QtZ dk uke er nksA esjs fy, vkt rd fdlh esjs lxs laEca/kh us bruk ugha fd;k ftruk rqeus vkSj rqEgkjs
ifjokj us fd;k gSA eq>s vkt rd fdlh ls bruk viukiu] I;kj vkSj fo’okl ugha feyk ftruk eq>s bl ?kj ls feyk gSA rqEgkjh
vEeh us nks g¶rs ds lkFk us esjs mij fo’okl djds ;g iwjh gosyh] tehu tk;nkn] vkSj viuk iwjk ifjokj esjs lqiqnZ dj fn;kA
D;k eSa ;g Hkwy ldrk gw¡A rqeus flQZ nks g¶rs dh igpku ij esjs lkFk fudkg fd;k D;k eSa rqEgkjh eksgCcr vkSj fo’okl dks
ugha igpku ldrk gw¡A vius ckn vxj eSa fdlh ij fo’okl djrk gw¡ rks og flQZ rqe gksA
----D;k eSa rqEgkjs fcuk [kq’k jg ldw¡xh---- mlus viuh fuxkgsa mBk dj ç’u fd;kA eSaus dHkh Hkh rqels dqN ugha ek¡xk flok;
rqEgkjs lkFk ds ysfdu rqe eq>s ugha nsuk pkgrsA eSa tkurh gw¡ fd rqeus gekjh otg ls jkstj ls dksbZ ok;nk dj j[kk gSA ysfdu

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D;k bldh otg ls eSa rqEgkjs lkFk ugha jg ldrhA tc gqek] thur vkSj lc yksx rqEgkjs lkFk jg ldrs gSa rks eSa D;ksa ughaA
eq>s ;gh yxrk gS fd rqe eq>ls nwj jguk pkgrs gksA bruk dg dj mlus fQj ls fuxkgsa >qdk yh vkSj pqi gks x;hA
----ldhuk rqEgsa vius vki ls nwj j[k jgk gw¡ flQZ rqEgkjs fy,A vxj rqedks dqN gks x;k rks esjs fy, lc dqN [kRe gks
tk,xk vkSj esjs fy, fQj thus dh dksbZ otg ugha jgsxhA esjs lkjs QtZ] okns vkSj ,glku rqEgkjs lkFk Qukg gks tk,axsA mlus
esjh vk¡[kksa esa >k¡d dj ns[kk vkSj cksyh---- pyks ?kj pysa lc jkg ns[k jgs gksaxsA eSaus mldk gkFk idM+ dj dgk---- ldhuk tc
rd rqe gks rc rd eq>s dksbZ fpUrk ugha gSA eq>s ekywe gS fd esjs u gksus ij Hkh rqe esjh lkjh ftEesnkfj;ksa dks c[kwch mBk
yksxhA blhfy, eSa pkgrk gw¡ fd rqe i<+ fy[k dj bruh yk;d gks tkvks fd rqe vdsyh iwjs ifjokj dh ftEesnkjh mBk ldksA
pyks ?kj pyrs gSa---- dg dj eSa mB x;kA esjs lkFk og Hkh mB dj [kM+h gks x;h FkhA eSaus vcdh ckj fcuk f>>ds mldk gkFk
Fkkek vkSj gosyh dh vksj py fn;kA
cgqr fnuksa ds ckn gosyh esa jkSud vk x;h FkhA ‘khck vkSj #[k gky esa cSB dj thur vkSj fQtk dks dkcqy vkSj Ldwy
dh ckrsa lquk jgh FkhA gqek vkSj ekgh ,d nwljs ds lkFk ckr dj jgh FkhA ldhuk vkSj esjs dks gky esa vkrk ns[k dj vpkud
lc pqi gks dj gekjh vksj rkdus yxsA ,d iy ds fy, mudks viuh vksj ns[krs gq, ldhuk fBBdh vkSj vius gkFk dks esjs
gkFk ls NqM+kus dk ç;kl fd;k ysfdu eSaus mldk gkFk dl dj Fkke fy;k vkSj mu lcdh vksj ns[krs gq, cksyk---- D;k gqvk\
rqe lc yksx pqi D;ksa gks x;s fd tSls dksbZ Hkwr ns[k fy;k\ esjh ckr lqu dj ‘khck cksyh---- lDdw [kkyk dks ns[k dj rks fdlh
dh Hkh cksyrh can gks tk,A ldhuk viuk gkFk NqM+k dj mldh vksj yidh---- Bgj tk vHkh crkrh gw¡ rq>sA rc rd ‘khck nkSM+
dj esjs ihNs fNi dj [kM+h gks x;h---- nksLr----vki eq>s [kkyk ls cpkvksA ldhuk us mls esjs ihNs [kM+k gqvk ns[k dj dgk---- dksbZ
ckr ugh nknh ysfdu Bgj tk] dkcqy igq¡p dj rsjh [kcj yw¡xhA eSaus ‘khck dks ck¡gksa esa mBk;k vkSj ldhuk dh vksj c<+krs gq,
dgk---- ;g yks eSaus rqEgkjk eqtfje idM+ fy;k gSA cSBs gq, lc yksx ,d lkFk g¡l iM+s vkSj ,d ckj fQj ls gky esa /kekpkSdM+h
ep x;hA
vHkh dqN fnu igys dh ckr Fkh fd blh gky esa vEeh vkSj tjhuk dks bejku ds vknfe;ksa us xksfy;ksa ls Nyuh dj fn;k
FkkA ysfdu vc blh gky esa lcdh g¡lh lqu dj esjs fny dks cgqr lqdwu fey jgk FkkA ldhuk Hkh thur vkSj fQtk ds lkFk
tYnh fgy&fey x;h vkSj vius Dykl dh dgkuh lqukus yxhA thur vkSj fQtk dks vius Ldwyh thou dh ;kn rktk gks vk;h
FkhA eSa vius dejs esa pyk x;k vkSj cfPp;ksa ds fy, yk;s gq, lkjs iSdV mBk dj ekgh ds gkFk esa nsrs gq, dgk---- ekgh ;g lc
rqe rhuksa ds fy, yk;k FkkA eq>s lkbt dk vUnktk ugha Fkk---- tc rd eSa viuh ckr iwjh dj ikrk ekgh dh vk¡[kksa ls vk¡lw
Nyd mBsA
----v--------vjs D;k gqvk ekgh\ eSaus mls viuh ck¡gksa esa Hkj fy;k vkSj mlds vk¡lqvksa dks iksaNrs gq, mls vius lhus ls yxk
fy;kA og dqN nsj rd flldrh jgh fQj eq>ls fyiV x;hA ldhuk esjs ikl vk dj [kM+h gks x;h Fkh vkSj mlds flj ij
gkFk Qsj jgh FkhA eSua s ldhuk dh vksj ç’uokpd –f”V Mkyh rks mlus Hkh viuh vufHkKrk trk;hA eSua s mls nqykjrs vkSj iqpdkjrs
gq, ‘kkar fd;kA og esjs lhus esa eq¡g fNik;s pqipki cSBh jghA eSaus iwNk---- ekgh D;k gqvk\ D;k esjs ls dksbZ xyrh gks x;h\ mlus
xjnu fgyk dj euk fd;k fQj esjs lhus cqncqnkrs gq, cksyh---- gekjs fy, vkt rd dksbZ dqN ys dj ugha vk;kA mldh ckr
lqu dj esjh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus tjhuk dk psgjk ?kwe x;k ftlus igyh jkr dks esjs lhus ij flj j[k dj jksrs gq, dgk Fkk fd
jkf’kn us mlds vkSj mldh cfPp;ksa ds lkFk dSlk lqywd fd;k FkkA
eSaus ekgh ds psgjs dks vius gkFkksa esa fy;k---- ekgh iqjkuh ckrsa lc Hkwy tkvksA vc ls eSa gw¡ rqEgkjh gj [okb’k iwjh djus
ds fy,A rqEgsa ftl pht dh t:jr gks csfgpd gks dj eq>s dgukA ,d ckj mlus esjh vk¡[kksa >k¡dk vkSj fQj ,d Hkksyh lh
eqLdku mlds gksaBksa ij vk x;hA eSaus ,d ckj mldks fQj ls vius lhus esa fNik fy;kA ldhuk esjh vksj ns[k dj eqLdqjk;h
vkSj fQj ekgh dk gkFk Fkke dj mls vius lkFk ys x;hA ,d ckj fQj ls lc yksx viuh dgkfu;ksa esa yx x;sA
nksigj dk [kkuk ge lc us lkFk [kk;k vkSj ,d nwljs dh dgkfu;k¡ lquhA ldhuk] gqek vkSj lyheu iwjh gosyh dks nqckjk
ls Bhd&Bkd djus esa yx x;hA thur vkSj fQtk dh cfPp;ksa ds lkFk vPNh nksLrh gks x;h FkhA og nksuksa muds lkFk gosyh
ds vkl&ikl ?kweus ds fy, ckgj pyh x;hA eSa vius dejs esa tk dj igyh ckj brus fnuksa ds ckn ?kjsyw ftanxh dk lq[k ys
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jgk FkkA igyh ckj esjs fnekx esa dksbZ fpUrk ugha FkhA ‘kke dks ge yksx ,d ckj fQj ls gky esa /kekpkSdM+h esa e’kxwy gks x;sA
jkr dks [kkus ds ckn ,d ckj ge lc yksx gosyh ds ckgj mlh isM+ ds uhps tk dj cSB x;sA eSaus gqek ls iwNk---- ldhuk dgk¡
gS og fn[k jgh ugha gSA mlus dqN [kkl ugh crk;k cl flQZ ;g dg dj pqi gks x;h Fkh fd ckth lQkbZ ds dke ls Fkd
x;h Fkh vkSj vc vkjke dj jgh gSA dkQh nsj jkr rd ,d nwljs dh dgkfu;k¡ lqurs jgsA ml jkr dks tc eSa vius dejs dh
vksj tk jgk Fkk rks igyh esjs tgu esa ,d vthc lk gYdkiu FkkA
viuh cfPp;ksa dks bruk [kq’k ns[k dj vkt vEeh vkSj tjhuk dks cgqr lqdwu feyk gksxkA [kqnk mudh vkRek dks ‘kkafr
ns---- esjs eqag ls fudykA ekgh dh ckr us ,d ckj fnu esa eq>s fopfyr dj fn;k Fkk ysfdu vc mlds psgjs ij tjhuk okyh
eqLdku rSj jgh FkhA vc esjs fy, igyk dke Fkk fd vius [ksrksa dks Bhd d:¡ vkSj bu cfPp;ksa ds Hkfo”; dks etcwr d:¡A
ldhuk ds ckjs eSaus igys gh fu.kZ; ys pqdk Fkk fd bls le>k cq>k dj eghus Hkj ckn dkcqy Hkst nw¡xkA ckjg¡oh dh ijh{kk ds
ckn mls vejhdk Hkst nw¡xk ftlls og viuh i<+kbZ tkjh j[ks vkSj ykSV dj ;gk¡ ds dkjksckj esa esjh enn dj ldsA Ldwy dh
dgkfu;k¡ lqu dj fQtk vkSj thur esa Hkh cnyko vk x;k FkkA eq>s ;dhu Fkk fd vxj eSaus FkksM+k lk tksj Mkyk rks og Hkh vkxs
i<+us ds fy, jkth gks tk,¡xhA
;gh lksprs gq, tc eSa gosyh ds esu njokts dks can djds vius dejs esa igq¡pk rc rd lc vius&vius dejs esa pys
x;s FksA eSa vius dejs esa igq¡p dj lh/ks ckFk:e esa pyk x;kA ugk dj rjksrktk gks dj rkSfy;k ck¡/ks ckgj vk;k rks dejs dh
O;oLFkk dks cnyk gqvk ik;kA dkQh dqN lkeku viuh txg ls gV x;k FkkA ,d ckj rks FkksM+k vpjt gqvk ysfdu fQj eSa
vius diM+s fudkyus ds vyekjh dh vksj c<+ x;kA
rHkh ,d [kVdk gqvk rks eSaus eqM+ dj ns[kk rks vius lkeus nqYgu ds os’k esa ldhuk dks csM ij lksrs gq, ik;kA ,d ckj
ds fy, eq>s yxk fd dgha eSa ldhuk ds dejs esa rks ugha vk x;k Fkk ysfdu ;dhuu dejk rks esjk gh FkkA [kkus ds ckn tc
ldhuk ugha fn[kk;h nh rks eSaus lkspk ‘kk;n og ?kj ds dke esa yxh gqbZ gksxh ;k vius dejs esa tk dj lks jgh gksxhA ysfdu
bl oä mls vius dejs esa lksrk gqvk ns[k dj eSa viuh txg ij [kM+k dk [kM+k jg x;kA lksrs gq, djoV ysus ls csM ds ik;s
ls ‘kk;n mlds gkFk dk dM+k Vdjk x;k ftldh otg ls esjk /;ku mldh vksj vkdf”kZr gqvk FkkA vc mls nqYgu ds fyckl
esa ns[k dj esjk fny tksj ls /kM+dus yxkA

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esjs lkeus ldhuk csM ij lqgkx dk tksM+k igus xgjh uhan esa lksbZ gqbZ FkhA mlds lkjs diM+s vLr o;Lr gkyr esa FksA mldk
yg¡xk ljd dj mij gks x;k Fkk vkSj mldh xksjh fiaMfy;k¡ ped jgh FkhA lhus ij iM+h gqbZ vks<+uh Hkh gV x;h Fkh ftldh
otg ls ldhuk dk xqnkt lhuk mlds dqrsZ ds ckgj >k¡d jgk FkkA /khjs&/khjs lk¡l ysus ds dkj.k lhus ds mHkkj ,d y; ds
lkFk mij&uhps gksrs gq, ,d eknd fueU=.k nsrs gq, çrhr gks jgs FksA mlds psgjs ij ,d gYdh eqLdku vkSj v/k[kqys ia[kqMf;ksa
ls xqykch gksaB dqN djus ds fy, vkeaf=r djrs gq, fn[k jgs FksA ,d {k.k ds fy, bruk yqHkkouk –’; ns[k dj esjh /kM+du
#d x;h FkhA ,d ckj ds fy, eq>s yxk fd og eq>s fp<+kus ds fy, ;g ukVd dj jgh Fkh ysfdu mldh pyrh gqbZ lk¡ls crk
jgha Fkh fd og xgjh uhan esa lks jgh FkhA mlds :i dks ns[kus ds fy, eSa fgEer djds csM ds fljgkus ds ikl tk dj [kM+k
gks x;kA
eSaus /khjs ls vkokt nsrs gq, mls txkus dk ;Ru fd;k---- ldhuk----ldhukA esjh vkokt ij tc eSaus dksbZ gjdr gksrs gq,
ugha ns[kh rks ldhuk ds fudV ysV x;kA brus glhu –’; dks ns[k dj esjh lkjh fnu Hkj dh Fkdku dkQwj gks x;h Fkh ysfdu
eSa vthc lh i’kksis’k esa iM+ x;k FkkA mlds mBrs&fxjrs lhus dks ns[k dj eq>s ml fnu ds ns[ks gq, vuko`r dy’k esjh vk¡[kksa
ds lkeus ukp x;s Fks ftUgsa ;kn djrs gh esjh /kefu;ksa esa jä dk çokg vDlj rst gks tk;k djrk FkkA cM+h eqf’dy ls eSa vius
vki dks dkcw esa djds uhan esa [kksus dh çrh{kk djus yxkA dkQh nsj rd djoVsa cnyus ds ckn Hkh tc eq>ls jgk ugha x;k
rks eSa ogk¡ ls mB dj gky esa tkus dks gqvk----rHkh ldhuk us djoV yh vkSj esjs lhus ls fyiV dj fQj xgjh uhan esa lks x;hA
vc ldhuk ds gksaB esjs lkeus vk x;s Fks vkSj lhus dh dBksj igkMf;k¡ esjs ds lhus ls Vdjk jgha FkhA
/khes ls eSaus mlds dku ds ikl eq[k yk dj dgk---- ldhukA ----gw¡A ----ldhukA vcdh ckj FkksM+s muhansiu esa mlus dgk--
-- gk¡A dgrs gSa fd dkekfXu ds ekjs gq, O;fä dk fnekx lqUu gks dj jg tkrk gS vkSj ‘kjhj ds gjsd vax dk viuk fnekx
lfØ; gks tkrk gSA mlds FkksM+s ls [kqys gq, ia[kqMf;ksa ls xqykch gksaBksa brus djhc ns[k dj eq>ls jgk ugha x;k vkSj esjs gksaB
vius vki gh ldhuk ds [kqys gq, xqykch gksaBksa ij Nk x;sA mlds fupys dksey gksaB dks vius gksaBksa esa Fkke dj mudk jliku
vkjaHk dj fn;kA esjs gkFk Hkh vius vki ljd dj ldhuk ds furacksa ij fopjus yxsA
----m----Å----v----vkg---- djrh gqbZ ldhuk esjs ls fyiV x;hA ----ldhuk---- dgrs gq, eSaus mlds dej esa ca/ks gq, ygaxs dks
mij ljdk fn;k vkSj mlds uXu furac dks gYds gkFk ls nckus yxkA vc rd og tkx pqdh Fkh vkSj rst lk¡lsa ysrh gqbZ mUeknh
vkokt esa cksyh---- ohj---- vkg----gk----;A og dqN vkSj cksy ikrh eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls mlds gksaBksa dks vius gksaBksa ls lhycUn djrs
gq, djoV yh vkSj mls vius uhps nck fy;kA
FkksM+h nsj ldhuk ds gksBksa dk jliku djus ds ckn esjh fuxkgsa mlds psgjs ij vkrs&tkrs Hkkoksa ij iM+hA og vk¡[ks ewans
mÙksftr gks dj viuk flj b/kj&m/kj iVd jgh FkhA vpkud mlus viuh vk¡[ks [kksyh rks esjh fuxkgksa ls vk¡[ksa pkj gks x;haA
cspkjh us >sai dj vk¡[ks ,d ckj fQj ls ewan yhA mlds ekFks ij ls mldk >wej f[kld x;k FkkA eSaus mlds ekFks dks pwe dj
dgk---- ldhukA vcdh ckj vius iwjs gks’kks gokl esa fuxkgsa >qdk dj cksyh---- gw¡A
esjs fnekx esa xgjk vUrj}an py jgk FkkA vHkh eSa blds fy, tTckrh rkSj ls rS;kj ugha Fkk ysfdu vxj eSa fdlh dkj.k

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vkt dh jkr ihNs gV x;k rks ldhuk dk fny VwV tk,xk vkSj ‘kk;n cM+h eqf’dy ls gekjs chp esa tks fe;k¡&choh dk rkjrE;
fnu esa Bhd gqvk Fkk og ,d ckj fQj ls [kjkc gks tk,xkA blh m/ksM+cqu esa eSaus dgk---- ldhuk vkt ‘kcs&oLy dk le; gSA
rqEgsa irk gS u----A fudkg okys fnu rqeus ,d oknk fd;k FkkA mÙkstuk ls rst lk¡lsa ysrh gqbZ ldhuk us ‘kekZ dj dgk---- gw¡A
vHkh Hkh vxj rqe pkgks rks ge #d ldrs gSaA vkt rqEgsa ilUn ugha gS---- rks fQj ge fdlh vkSj fnu viuh lqgkx jkr euk
ysaxsA vpkud ldhuk us vk¡[ksa [kksyrs gq, dgk---- ugha ohj----vkt ghaA eSaus vius fnekx ds lkjs lokyksa dks ,d vksj j[k fn;k
vkSj u;s tks’k ds lkFk dgk---- ldhuk rqe igys rks vius diM+s Bhd djds csM ij ubZ&uosyh nqYgu dh rjg ?kwa?kV Mky dj
cSB tkvksA esjs uhps epyrh gqbZ ldhuk cksyh---- ohj D;k ;g t:jh gS\
----ldhuk----,d yM+dh dh lqgkx jkr thou esa flQZ ,d ckj vkrh gSA bl fy, ;g Bhd ls gks rks vPNk gS D;ksafd rqe
lkjs thou esa blh jkr dh dYiuk dks l¡tks dj j[kksxhA ----ohj eq>s Mj yx jgk gSA ----ldhuk blesa Mj dSlk ;g rks gekjs
feyu dh jkr gSA vkt ds ckn rqe esjs lkFk ges’kk ds fy, tqM+ tkvksxh vkSj eSa rqEgkjs lkFkA bruk dg dj eSa ldhuk ds mij
ls gV x;k vkSj ldhuk Hkh mB dj cSB x;hA ldhuk csM ls uhps mrj dj viuk vLr&o;Lr yg¡xk vkSj dqrsZ dks Bhd djus
esa yx x;h vkSj fQj igus gq, tsojksa dks Bhd ls lsV djds okfil csM ij cSB x;hA blh chp eSaus Hkh vyekjh [kksy dj vius
u;s diM+s igu fy;s vkSj fQj ldhuk dh vksj vkrs gq, dgk---- rqe cgqr lqanj gks vkSj vkt rks tSls dksbZ tUur dh gwj tehu
ij mrj vk;h yxrh gksA
ldhuk us viuh vks<+uh flj ij Mky dj ?kwa?kV fudky fy;k vkSj pqipki csM ds dksus esa tk dj cSB x;hA eSa /khjs ls
ldhuk dh c<+k vkSj mlds utnhd igq¡p dj #d x;kA csM ij mlds ikl cSB x;k vkSj I;kj ls psgjs ij iM+h gqbZ vks<+uh dks
ljdk dj mij fd;k---- esjk pk¡n cknyksa esa ls fudy vk;kA psgjs ij iM+h gqbZ vks<+uh ds gVrs gh ldhuk dh /kM+du rst gks
x;h FkhA og fuxkgsa uhph dj ds vxys iy dk bartkj djus yxhA eSa tkurk Fkk fd mlds fny vkSj fnekx esa D;k py jgk
FkkA eSaus viuh m¡xfy;ksa ls ldhuk ds psgjs dks mij fd;kA vHkh Hkh mldh vk¡[ks eqanh gqbZ vkSj gksaB gYds ls [kqys gq, FksA eSaus
/khes ls viuh m¡xyh dks ldhuk ds v/k[kqys gksaBksa ij fQjkrs gq, dgk---- ldhuk viuh vk¡[ks [kksyksA ‘keZ dh ekjh ldhuk us
xjnu fgyk dj euk fd;kA
----Iyht---- eSa vHkh Hkh ldhuk ds daidaikrs gksaBksa ij viuh maxyh fQjk jgk FkkA esjh vkokt esa ;kpuk dk iqV Fkk lqu
dj ldhuk us viuh vk¡[ksa [kksyh vkSj cksyh---- ohjA mldh cM+h&cM+h vk¡[kksa esa eq>s yky Mksjs rSjrs gq, fn[kk;h fn;s---- ldhuk
vkt dh jkr ds ckn ge nksuksa dh ftanxh ges’kk ds fy, cny tk,xhA bruk dg dj xqMf;k lh cSBh gqbZ ldhuk dks vius
vkxks’k esa ys dj viuh vksj [khap fy;kA ldhuk Hkh pqipki esjh xksn esa fleV x;hA
eSaus cM+s I;kj ls ldhuk ds ekFks ij yVds gq, Vhds dks gVk;k vkSj fQj mldk ekFkk pwek vkSj fQj ukd esa iM+h uFk
dks fudky dj csM ds fljgkus j[kh frikbZ ij j[k fn;kA ldhuk ds gksaBksa dks vius gksaBksa esa Hkj dj mudk th Hkj dj jliku
fd;kA vc rd ldhuk iwjh eLrh esa vk pqdh FkhA eSaus vius gkFk ihNs ys tkdj mlds xys ls ghjksa okyk isUMsUV vkSj lksus dh
tathj dks [kksy dj /khjs ls mldh uFk ds ikl j[k fn;k vkSj fQj esjh m¡xfy;k¡ mlds dqrsZ ds gqd dks [kksyus ds fy, ihNs
dh vksj c<+ x;hA tSls gh mls bl ckr dk vHkkl gqvk og vpdpkrh gqbZ vius dks NqM+krh gqbZ cksyh---- ohjA ----gk¡ cksyks---- dgrs
gq, ldhuk dh lqjkghnkj xjnu ij vius gksaB dh eksgj yxkrk gqvk eSaus mldh dqrsZ cps&[kqps gqd [kksy fn;sA
‘kcs&oLy dh vxyh lqcg ls iwjh gosyh esa cnyko vk x;k FkkA fcuk dgs gha ldhuk gosyh dh eqf[k;k cu pqdh FkhA
gqek vkSj thur NksVh cgusa cu dj mlds dke esa iwjk lg;ksx ns jgha FkhA fQtk ‘kk;n vHkh Hkh iwjh rjg ls ldhuk ds lkFk
[kqy ugha ik;h Fkh ysfdu #[klkj vkSj ‘khck ds lkFk dkQh fgy fey x;h FkhA jkr Hkj dh Fkdku ds ckn Hkh ldhuk ds psgjs
ij ;kSou dh ped vkSj ,d larqf”V dh vkHkk FkhA uk’rs dh Vscy ij lc ,d nwljs ds lkFk etkd djus esa yxs gq, FksA lc
dks ekywe Fkk fd ldhuk dy jkr dks esjs dejs esa Fkh ysfdu fdlh esa mldks NsM+us dh fgEer ugha FkhA rHkh cM+h ch us gky
esa ços’k fd;k vkSj ldhuk ds eq[k ls fudyk---- ohj ;g cyk dgk¡ ls vk x;hA ldhuk dh vksj ns[krs gq, cM+h ch cksyh---- lDdw
chch vkt eSaus lquk gS fd rqe py ugha ik jgh gks---- D;k gqvk\ lc yksxksa dh utjsa cM+h ch dh ckr lqu dj ldhuk dh vksj
mB x;hA ,dk,d ldhuk dk psgjk yky gksrk pyk x;k vkSj lc f[kyf[kyk dj g¡l iM+sA ,d ckj fQj ls gky esa ogh [kq’kuqek

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ekgkSy Nk x;kA
rHkh cM+h ch us vk dj dgk---- vkfej fe;k¡ vkils feyus ds fy, ekSyoh lkgc vk;s gSaA mUgsa gky esa fcBk fn;k gSA bruk
lqu dj eSa vthc lh i’kksi’s k esa mB dj gky dh fn’kk esa py fn;kA ekSyoh lkgc dk uke lqu dj ldhuk Hkh esjs lkFk ihNs&ihNs
py nhA ----ldhuk D;k otg gks ldrh gS\ ----irk ugha ysfdu ekSyoh lkgc fcuk cqyk, fdlh ds ?kj ugha tkrs gSaA ge ,d
nwljs ls ckr djrs gq, gky esa vkrs gh ldrs esa vk x;s D;ksafd ekSyoh lkgc vdsys ugha FksA muds lkFk vkB&nl vkSj yksx
Hkh FksA rHkh ldhuk vius psgjs dks <drs gq, cksyh---- teky vk;k gSA esjh utj igys ml ij ugha iM+h Fkh ysfdu vcdh ckj
,d gh iy esa mls ns[k dj eSa igpku x;k FkkA ----lyke] dSls vkuk gqvk ekSyoh lkgc\ ----okysdqe vkfej fe;k¡A teky fe;k¡
us vkids fudkg ds f[kykQ ,d f’kdk;r ntZ dh gSA mlh flyflys esa vkuk iM+kA eSa teky dh vksj ns[krs gq, ngkM+k---- ;g
teky dkSu gksrk gS gekjs fudkg ds ckjs esa f’kdk;r djus okyk\ ,d ckj ds fy, ekSyoh lkgc FkksM+k ?kcjk dj cksys---- ;gh
ckr eSaus Hkh dgh Fkh fd eSaus gh vkt ls rhu eghus vkSj nl fnu igys vki nksuksa dk fudkg djk;k Fkk ysfdu ;g ekuus dks
rS;kj ugh gqvkA blh otg ls eq>s ;gk¡ vkuk iM+kA vpkud teky cksyk---- tukc ldhuk ds HkkbZ us ldhuk dk gkFk esjs gkFk
esa nsus dk ok;nk fd;k FkkA eq>s esjk gd pkfg,A rHkh ,d cqtqxZ vkneh cksy mBk---- teky fe;k¡ vxj fudkg gks x;s rhu eghus
gks pqds gS rks dkuwuu vc rqEgkjk dksbZ gd ugha jg x;k gSA gk¡ vxj ldhuk fcfV;k bl fudkg ds f[kykQ c;ku ns rks gks
ldrk gS fd rqEgkjh f’kdk;r ij lquokbZ gks ldsxhA eSa pqipki bl daxk: dksVZ dh lquokbZ lqu jgk FkkA rHkh teky us dgk-
--- tukc dksbZ ldhuk ls iwNs fd D;k ;g nksuksa fiNys rhu eghus ls fe;k¡&chch dh rjg jg jgs gSa\ fudkg ds rhl fnu ml
fnu ls ‘kq: fd;s tkrs gSa tc ls nksuksa fe;k¡ chch ds lacU/k cus vkSj u fd ftl fnu fudkgukes ij nLr[kr gq, gksaA bl nyhy
ij dqN yksxksa us flj fgyk dj gkeh Hkjh vkSj dqN us udkj fn;kA
vcdh ckj ldhuk us rS’k esa vk dj dgk---- tukc vkidk ;g dSlk dkuwu gS fd ftlds fudkg dk loky gS mlls vki
dqN ugha iwN jgs gSaA esjh vEeh us esjk fudkg vkfej fe;k¡ ds lkFk r; fd;k FkkA esjs ikl mlds nks xokg gSA cM+h ch vkSj
#[lkjA tgk¡ rd esjs fudkg dh ckr gS eSa vius ‘kkSgj ds lkFk cgqr [kq’k gw¡A ge fe;k¡&chch dh rjg lkFk jg jgs gSa fd ugha
blls fdlh dks dksbZ eryc ugha gksuk pkfg,A vxj dksbZ pyrk&fQjrk xyh esa vkneh vkidh csVh ds fudkg ij ,sls csgwnk
loky mBk;s rks D;k vki mldh f’kdk;r dh lquok;h djus ds fy, py iM+saxsA tgk¡ rd esjs HkkbZtku us teky ls dksbZ ok;nk
fd;k Fkk rks eSa ;k esjh vEeh dks blds ckjs esa tjk lk Hkh bYe ugha FkkA vxj gksrk Hkh rks de ls de eSa rks ml fudkg ls
igys ejuk ilUn djrhA rHkh ,d cqtqxZokj cksy mBs---- fcfV;k eSa lS;n [kkunku dk ekSyoh gw¡A ge ;gh lksp dj vk;s Fks fd
rqEgkjs fudkg dk bYe iwjs [kkunku esa fdlh dks Hkh ugha gSA ;gk¡ rd eq>s Hkh bl ckr dk irk ugha gSA dgha fdlh nfc’k esa
vkfej fe;k¡ us rqEgkjs lkFk dksbZ tcjnLrh rks ugha dh gSA ;gh lksp dj rqels iwNus ds fy, vk;s gSaA vcdh ckj ldhuk us
dgk---- eSa vius [kqnk dks gkftj&ukftj j[k dj dg jgh gw¡ fd vius ‘kkSgj ds lkFk [kq’k gw¡ vkSj gekjs chp fe;k¡&chch dk lacU/k
dk;e gSA blds ckn ‘kk;n vkids ikl dksbZ vkSj loky ugha gksaxsA blfy, vki yksx vc viuh r’kjhQ ys tk ldrs gSaA lh/ks
vkSj likV ldhuk ds ‘kCnksa dks lqu dj lc [kM+s gks x;sA vcdh ckj eSaus dgk---- tukc viuh choh dh vksj ls ekQh ek¡xrk gw¡
ysfdu ‘kk;n mldk ukjkt gksuk Hkh lgh FkkA jgk teky fe;k¡ dk] rks teky fe;k¡ vkt vki esjs ?kj ij vk;s gSa rks tkus ns
jgk gw¡A vxj fQj dHkh dgha ij gekjk vkeuk&lkeuk gks x;k rks og vkidk bl nqfu;k esa vkf[kjh fnu gksxkA esjh vkokt esa
ml oä u tkus D;k Fkk fd lc yksx fcuk dqN dgs ckgj fudy x;sA eSa vkSj ldhuk gh flQZ gky esa [kM+s jg x;s FksA dqN
nsj ds ckn eSa ldhuk dh vksj eqM+k rks og eqLdqjk jgh FkhA
ldhuk ls utj feyrs gha eSaus dgk---- ;g lc rqe igys ls tkurh FkhA ldhuk ‘kjek dj esjs lhus ls yx x;h vkSj cksyh----
cM+h ch us crk fn;k Fkk fd gekjs fudkg ds f[kykQ teky us f’kdk;r ntZ dh gS vkSj gekjs [kkunkuh ekSyoh us muls dgk Fkk fd
tc rd ldhuk vius eq¡g ls vius lacU/k ds ckjs esa ugha cksysxh rc rd fudkg v/kwjk gh ekuk tk,xkA eSaus mldh ihB dks I;kj ls
lgykrs gq, dgk---- ;g rqe eq>s igys gha crk nsrh rks gks ldrk gS fd dy jkr dks---- rHkh esjh utj lkeus ls vkrh gqbZ QkSt ij
iM+h vkSj tYnh ls ldhuk dks NksM+ dj yx gks x;kA cM+h ch eqLdqjkrs gq, cksyh---- lDdw ch ;g teky dk dk¡Vk ges’kk ds fy, fudy
x;kA eqckjd gksA vc rqEgkjh gj jkr gh ‘kcs&oLy lh gksxh fcfV;k cl tYnh ls bl [kkunku dks vkxs c<+k nks---- dgrs gq, og
f[kyf[kyk dj g¡l iM+h vkSj mudks ns[kkns[kh lc g¡l iM+sA ,d ckj fQj ls gosyh esa [kqf’k;ksa dk ekgkSy ykSV vk;k FkkA

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nksigj ds [kkus ds ckn eSa vkSj ldhuk okfil vius dejs esa vk dj lksQs ij cSB x;sA ----ldhuk vc gesa vkxs ds ckjs esa lkspuk
gS fd D;k djuk pkfg,A ----ohj rqe crkvks fd rqeus D;k lkspk gSA
----ldhuk vc gekjs ikl iSls dh dksbZ deh ugha gSA eSa pkgrk gw¡ fd ge viuh tehu ij vQhe dh [ksrh ds ctk; vc
ls ge viuk iqjkuk dke u;s fljs ls ‘kq: djsaA eSaus lkspk gS fd u;h rduhdksa dk bLrseky dj ds fiLrs] dktw] fdf’e’k bR;kfn
ds ckxku yxk;saA rqEgkjk bl ckjs esa D;k fopkj gS\ ----ohj tks Hkh rqe djksxs mlesa eSa rqEgkjs lkFk gw¡A eSaus viuh ckr dks tkjh
j[kk---- ldhuk blds ckjs esa eq>s dksbZ rtqckZ ugha gSA ----ohj] ysfdu igys eSa ;g tkuuk pkgrh gw¡ fd jkstj ds lkFk rqEgkjk D;k
pDdj gS\ eq>ls dqN ugha fNikuk D;ksafd vc rqe tks Hkh dqN djksxs rqEgkjs lkFk eSa Hkh gw¡A vxj vc rqEgkjs lkFk dqN Hkh gksxk
rks mldk vlj ge lc ij Hkh gksxkA
dy jkr ds ckn ls lc dqN cny x;k FkkA vc ldhuk dks lc dqN tkuus dk gd Fkk vkSj mldh t:jr Hkh FkhA
;gh lksp dj eSaus dgk---- ldhuk eSaus jkstj ls vius ifjokj dks cpkus ds fy, ,d oknk fd;k Fkk fd eSa mls vejhdk ds lcls
cM+s nq’eu vkslkek fcu yknsu dks idM+us esa enn d:¡xkA mldh tehuh yM+kbZ esa eSa mldh vk¡[ks cuk gqvk gw¡A vEeh vkSj
tjhuk dh ekSr us eq>s vUnj rd fgyk dj j[k fn;k FkkA b/kj rqEgkjh vkSj tjhuk dh cfPp;k¡ dh tku cpkuh Fkh vkSj nwljh
vksj vEeh ds dkjksckj dks Hkh laHkkyuk FkkA jkstj ds lkFk feys fcuk dksbZ Hkh dke ugha gks ldrk Fkk bl fy, eSaus jkstj ds
lkFk gkFk feyk;k FkkA mlds lkFk dh otg ls gh eSa ;g lc djus esa lQy gks ldk FkkA vkt gekjs ikl bruk iSlk gS fd
ge vius [ksrksa ds ckjs esa u;s fljs ls lksp ldrs gSA
,d iy dj #d dj eSaus dgk---- tsusok ds ckdZ~ys cSad esa esjs uke ls rhl djksM+ Mkyj tek gSA ml vdkmUV dks ,Dlsl
djus dk dksM flQZ ge nksuksa dh fudkg dh rkjh[k vkSj vEeh dk uke gSA esjh ckr lqu dj ,d ckj ds fy, mlds psgjs ij
gokbZ;k¡ mM+ x;h vkSj yM+[kM+krs Loj esa cksyh---- ohj brus iSls rqEgkjs ikl dgk¡ ls vk;s\ gekjs ikl bruk eky gh ugha FkkA eSaus
mls viuh etkjs ‘kjhQ ls ysdj da/kkj rd dh dgkuh lquk;h vkSj bjkus&rk;sckr esa gqbZ eqBHksM+ ds ckjs esa crk dj dgk---- bu
lc ckrksa dk jkstj dks irk ugha gSA tks MªXl dks idM+okus dk vejhdu ljdkj ls eq>s buke feyk gS og vyx gS vkSj ml
iSls dks jkstj us dkcqy esa rqEgkjs vdkmUV esa tek djk fn;k gSA mlh iSls ls rqEgkjh i<+kbZ dk [kpZ fudy jgk gSA bruk dg
dj eSa pqi gks x;kA
----ohj rqEgsa viuh tku dh ijokg ugha gSA vxj rqedks dqN gks x;k rks bl iSlksa dk ge D;k djsaxsA rqe ;g dke NksM+
nks vc gesa vkSj dqN ugha pkfg,---- dgrs gq, eq>ls fyiV dj jksus yxhA ----ldhuk flQZ rqe yksxksa ds fy, eSaus ;g lc fd;k
Fkk vkSj vc bruk vkxs fudy x;k gw¡ fd vc ihNs gVuk ukeqefdu gSA esjs ihNs bl oä ikfdLrkuh QkSt vkSj vkbZ,lvkbZ gh
ugha iwjk ;gk¡ dk Mªx dkVsZy yxk gqvk gSA bl dke dks vatke nsus esa fQjkst uke dk vkradoknh esjh tku dk nq’eu cu x;k
gSA blh fQjkst us esjs ik¡p lkfFk;ksa dh da/kkj esa cM+h fueZe gR;k dh Fkh vkSj eq>s mlls mudh ekSr dk cnyk ysuk gSA vc
rqEgha crkvks fd eSa bl pØO;wg ls dSls ckgj fudyw¡\ rqe lc dh lqj{kk ds fy, eq>s jkstj dk lkFk nsuk iM+sxk vkSj bldk
eryc gS fd MªXl ds O;kikfj;ksa ds ckn vc eq>s gfFk;kjksa ds lkSnkxjksa ds ihNs tkuk gksxkA

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dkQh nsj rd ge nksuksa pqipki cSBs jgsA u tkus ldhuk ds fnekx esa D;k py jgk Fkk ysfdu fpark dh ydhjsa mlds
psgjs ij lkQ fn[kkbZ ns jgh FkhA vpkud ldhuk cksyh---- vc gekjs ikl dkQh iSlk gS ge D;ksa ugha lc dks ys dj rqEgkjs oru
pysaA eSaus xjnu fgykrs gq, dgk---- eSa dSls tk ldw¡xk\ gk¡ rqe yksxksa ds fy, vxj eSa jkstj ls dgw¡ rks og ‘kk;n eku tk,xk
ysfdu eq>s vHkh ;gk¡ ls tkus ugha nsxkA ldhuk bl nqfu;k esa lc vius fgr ds ckjs esa lksprs gSa vkSj dksbZ fdlh dk nksLr ugha
gSA jkstj esjh rc rd enn dj jgk gS tc rd mls eq>ls Qk;nk gSA ,d ckj mls yxk fd vc mls esjh dksbZ t:jr ugha
gS og Hkh ,d fdukjs gks tk,xkA ugha ldhuk] eSa vHkh ;gk¡ ls ugha tk ldw¡xkA
ldhuk us ,d ckj esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj cksyh---- ohj eSa rqEgsa vPNh rjg ls tkurh gw¡A rqeus ,d ckj dg fn;k rks
viuh ckr ls ihNs ugha gVksxs pkgs blesa rqEgkjh tku gha D;ksa u pyh tk,A rks crkvks ge yksxksa dks vc D;k djuk pkfg,\
mlds psgjs ij vc Mj ds ctk; –<+rk >yd jgh FkhA ----ldhuk rqEgkjh ,d eghus dh Nqêh py jgh gSA eSa pkgrk gw¡ fd rqe
esjs lkFk dy vius [ksrksa ij pyks vkSj r; djks fd D;k vkSj dSls djuk pkfg,A ,d ckj ;g r; gks x;k rks mlds ckn rqe
okfil viuh i<+kbZ iwjh djus ds fy, dkcqy pyh tkukA ;gk¡ dh ns[kjs[k gekjs vkneh vius vki dj ysaxsA ldhuk us dgk----
gk¡ ;gh Bhd jgsxk fd ge ,d&,d djds viuh lkjh ftEesnkfj;ksa dks iwjk djsaA [ksr ij dke djus okys vkneh dgk¡ ls yk;saxs\
----rqe mldh fQØ er djks tYnh gh gekjs ikl dke djus okys vknfe;ksa dh ,d iwjh QkSt [kM+h gksxhA dkQh nsj rd ge
vius u;s çkstsDV ds ckjs esa ckr djrs jgsA
eq>s vk’p;Z gks jgk Fkk fd nks&rhu eghus dh vejhdu Ldwy dh i<+kbZ ls ldhuk ds vUnj cgqr cnyko vk pqdk FkkA
mlds vUnj dkQh vkRefo’okl vk x;k FkkA tc mls igyh ckj ns[kk Fkk og esjs dks fdlh nwjnjkt xk¡o dh vui<+ yM+dh
yxh Fkh ysfdu ml oä Hkh mlesa dqN djus dh ,d [kkl ped ns[kh FkhA vkt mldh ckrksa esa ifjiDork vkSj fo’okl >yd
jgk FkkA vkt mldks ns[k dj igyh ckj eq>s yxk fd dksbZ esjs Hkkj dks ck¡V ldrk gSA vHkh eSa mldh ckr dks /;ku ls lqu
jgk Fkk fd njokts ij fdlh us nLrd nhA
vkt igyh ckj brus fnuksa esa njokts ij nLrd lqu dj esjk fny ugha /kM+dk FkkA igys lcls igys esjk gkFk esjh
fiLrkSy dh vksj vius vki pyk tkrk FkkA eSaus tksj ls dgk ---- vUnj vk tkvksA gqek f>>drh gqbZ vUnj vk x;h vkSj cksyh-
--- ‘kke gks x;h gSA mldks f>>drk gqvk ns[k dj ldhuk cksyh---- gqek ‘kekZ D;ksa jgh gksA ----ugha ckth cl ;gh crkuk Fkk fd
vxj vki yksx gky esa vk tk;saxs rks vPNk gksxkA cgqr nsj ls lc yksx vki nksuksa dh jkg ns[k jgsa gSA eSa viuh txg ls mBk
vkSj f[kM+dh ij iM+s gq, insZ dks ,d vksj [khap fn;k---- vjs vkt rqEgkjs lkFk ckr djrs gq, ldhuk le; dk irk gh ugha pykA
eSa okfil vk dj gqek ds ikl [kM+k gks x;k---- gqek rqe pyks ge vHkh vk vkrs gSaA ,d ckj fuxkg mBk dj mlus esjh vksj ns[kk
vkSj fQj og ckgj pyh x;hA
----ldhuk ‘kk;n gqek rqedks esjs lkFk ns[k dj esjs ikl vkus ls f>>d jgh gSA eSa rqedks igys crkuk pkgrk Fkk ysfdu
‘kk;n le; gh ugha feyk ysfdu eSaus fcuk rqels iwNs LosPNk ls gqek dks vk;’kk vkSj thur dks lyek dk ntkZ ns fn;k gSA rqe
esjh choh gks ysfdu ;g nksuksa Hkh esjh choh ls de ugha gSA eq>s vk’kk gS fd rqe Hkh bUgsa viuh NksVh cguksa dh rjg ekuksxhA -
---ohj vEeh ds lkeus Hkh vk;’kk vkSj lyek esjh cM+h cguksa dh rjg jgk djrh FkhA vc mUgha dh NksVh cgusa esjs fy, NksVh
cgu dh rjg gSA eSa ;g Hkh tkurh gw¡ fd ;g viuh bPNk ls rqEgkjh gefcLrj cuh gksaxh u fd tSls budh cM+h cguksa dks jkf’kn
HkkbZtku tcjnLrh mBk dj ys dj vk;s FksA eq>s ml oä Hkh dksbZ ,rjkt ugha Fkk vkSj vkt Hkh ugha gSA vxj esjh deh ;g
iwjk dj jgh gSa rks rqe Hkh bl ckr dk t:j [;ky j[kuk fd fdlh ,d ds fy, rqe nwljh ds lkFk dksbZ csbalkQh u gksus nksxsA
gekjk /keZ bl ckr dh btktr nsrk gS ysfdu lkFk gh enZ ij ,d ftEesnkjh Hkh Mkyrk gS fd og viuh lc choh;ksa esa cjkcj
I;kj ck¡VsaA vc ;g ns[kuk gS fd rqe dSls ;g lc dj ikvksxsA
dejs ls ckgj fudyrs gq, ldhuk us eq>ls ç’u fd;kA----ohj ;g fQtk dk D;k pDdj gS\ vHkh eSa dqN tokc nsrk gekjs
dkuksa fQtk dh vkokt lquk;h nh---- bUgksaus esjk vigj.k fd;k FkkA ge nksuksa us ihNs ?kwe dj ns[kk rks gqek ds lkFk fQtk viuh
vksj vkrh gqbZ fn[kkbZ nhA ldhuk us ç’uokpd –f”V eq> ij Mkyrs gq, iwNk---- ;g D;k cksy jgh gS\ ,d ckj eSaus fQtk dh
vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj ldhuk ls dgk---- gk¡ ;g lgh dg jgh gS ysfdu vc ;g viuh bPNk ls gekjs lkFk jg jgh gSA ckr djrs

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gq, geus gky esa ços’k fd;k rks ns[kk thur] ekgh] #[k vkSj ‘khck lksQs ij cSB dj fdlh xgjh ckr esa eXu gSA eSaus T;knk
cksyuk mfpr ugha le>k vkSj pqipki muds ikl tk dj cSB x;kA ldhuk vius lkFk gqek vkSj fQtk dks ys dj lh/ks jlksbZ
esa ys x;hA
eq>s ns[k dj pkjksa pqi gks x;hA eSa muds ikl tk dj cSB x;k vkSj cksyk---- nksLrksa ds chp D;k f[kpM+h id jgh gS\
‘khck ,dk,d cksyh---- nksLr ge ;gk¡ cksj gks jgs gSaA mldh ckr dkVrs gq, ekgh cksyh---- ;g ,sls gh cksy jgh gS ge rks ;gk¡ ij
cgqr [kq’k gSA eSaus thur dh vksj ns[kk rks utjsa feyrs gh mlus ‘kekZ dj viuh fuxkgsa >qdk yhA #[lkj esjh vksj ns[krs gq,
cksyh---- D;ksa u ge ckgj ?kweus pysa\ ----gk¡ D;ksa ughA vHkh eSa dqN vkSj cksyrk rHkh thur mB dj [kM+h gks x;h vkSj jlksbZ dh
vksj tkus ds fy, eqM+h rHkh ‘khck cksyh---- ckth vki dgk¡ tk jgh gksA vki Hkh gekjs lkFk pyksA eSaus Hkh mldh gk¡ esa gk¡ feykrs
gq, dgk---- gk¡ thur rqe Hkh pyksA esjh vkokt lqu dj og fBBd dj #d x;h vkSj okfil gekjh vksj vk x;hA rHkh ldhuk
us gqek vkSj fQtk ds lkFk gky esa ços’k djrs gq, dgk---- rqe yksx gh D;ksa] ge Hkh pysaxsA ge lc yksx ckrsa djrs gq, gosyh
ds ckgj fudy x;sA
nsj jkr rd gosyh ds vkl&ikl Vgy dj tc rd ykSVs rc rd lyheu us [kkuk rS;kj dj fy;k FkkA [kkuk [kk dj
pyus ls igys eSaus dgk---- dy lc lqcg lkr cts rd rS;kj gks tkuk D;ksafd ge lc dy vius [ksr ij tk jgs gSaA esjh ckr
lqu dj ,d lkFk gha [kq’kh dh ygj lcds psgjksa ij vk x;hA rHkh ldhuk us iwNk---- rks fQj gosyh ij dkSu jgsxk\ eSaus dgk-
--- dksbZ ugha vkSj vc bldh dksbZ t:jr ugha gSA vejhdu flD;wfjVh ds nks yksx gSa ogh gosyh dh lqj{kk djsaxsA cl lc le;
ij rS;kj gks tkukA bruk dg dj eSa vius dejs dh vksj py fn;kA esjs ihNs&ihNs lc vius&vius dejksa dh vksj py fn;s
FksA cl dkcqy ls ykSVus ds i‘pkr ldhuk us viuk dejk NksM+ fn;k Fkk vkSj esjs lkFk esjs dejs esa jg jgh FkhA
ckgj xsV dk fujh{k.k djus ds ckn flD;wfjVh LVkQ ls ckr djds tc rd vius dejs esa igq¡pk rc rd ldhuk igys
ls gha ekStwn Fkh vkSj og viuh fdrkcsa ys dj cSBh gqbZ dqN fy[k jgh FkhA ----D;k dj jgh gks ldhuk\ ----vius gksus okys bfErgku
dh rS;kjh dj yw¡ D;ksafd dy ls QkeZ esa yx tkÅ¡xh fQj irk ugha le; fey ldsxk fd ughaA ----gk¡ rqe viuh i<+kbZ esa dksbZ
<hy u djuk D;ksafd rqEgsa vHkh cgqr dqN djuk gSA tc rd rqe i<+ jgh gks rc rd eSa jkstj dh yk;h x;h Qkby dks ns[k
ysrk gw¡A bruk dg dj eSa vyekjh dh frtksjh ls Qkby fudkyus ds fy, c<+ x;k vkSj Qkby fudky dj ldhuk ds djhc
csM ij cSB x;kA
jkstj dh Qkby esa cM+h luluh[kst ckrksa dks foLrkj ls crk;k x;k FkkA eSa csM ij ysV dj vkradokn] MªXl vkSj voS/k
gfFk;kj dh fc[kjh gqbZ dMf;ksa dks tksM+us dh dksf’k’k esa yx x;k FkkA fQjkst dks NksM+ dj ckdh lc yksxksa dk dkyk fpB~Bk
esjs lkeus FkkA #fl;ksa ds lkFk yM+kbZ esa vgenh us rkfyckfu;ksa dh iSlksa ls enn dh FkhA vgenh igys jkoyfiUMh esa ,d NksVk
lk O;kikjh gqvk djrk FkkA lhvkbZ, dh enn ls vgenh rkfyckfu;ksa ds ikl iSlk igq¡pkus dh ,d egRoiw.kZ dM+h cu x;k FkkA
pUn lkyksa esa gh og jkoyfiUMh dk lcls vehj vkneh cu x;k FkkA dqN lky igys rd ,d NksVh lh nqdku dk ekfyd]
vkt lcls cM+k ‘kgj dk dksyksukbtj vkSj ljdkjh Bsdsnkj cu x;k FkkA lhvkbZ, dh fjiksVZ ds vuqlkj vgenh dk dkjksckj
bjku ls ysdj pspsU;k rd QSyk gqvk gSA vkt mldk mBuk&cSBuk ikfdLrkuh QkSt ds vkyk vQlj vkSj cM+s usrkvksa ds lkFk
gh ugha cfYd vQxkuh dchyksa ds ljnkjksa vkSj cgqr lkjh iM+kslh ljdkjksa ds lkFk FkkA
dkcqy dk lcls cM+k VªkaLiksVZj xqyke jlwy us lkjh rjDdh rkfycku ljdkj ds le; esa dh FkhA tc rd rkfycku dk
r[rk iYVk Fkk rc rd mldk dkjksckj cgqr QSy pqdk FkkA vkt og pUn bTtrnkj vQxkuh O;kikfj;ksa esa ls ,d FkkA mlds
Hkh tkudkjksa dh QsgfjLr vgenh dh rjg yEch FkhA lhvkbZ, dks mlds vkSj vy dk;nk ds lacU/kksa ds ckjs esa ‘kd Fkk ysfdu
bruh lkjh jsM ds ckn Hkh vkt rd mldk ,d Hkh Vªd jaxs gkFk idM+k ugha x;k FkkA esjs fy, vk’p;Ztud ckr Fkh fd mldk
vkeuk&lkeuk vkt rd vgenh ls ,d ckj Hkh ugha gqvk FkkA
,slh gh u tkus fdrus lkjs yksxksa dh tkudkfj;k¡ ml QkbZy esa can FkhA lkjs uke eSaus gh jkstj dks fn;s FksA dqN uke
etkjs ‘kjhQ ls feyh gqbZ Mk;jh ds Fks vkSj dqN uke vYcan dh iwNrkN ls fudys FksA lkjh QkbZy dks i<+us esa eq>s irk gh ugha
pyk fd dc ldhuk esjs da/ks ij flj j[k dj lks x;h FkhA mldh fdrkcsa fcLrj ij ,sls gh [kqyh iM+h gqbZ FkhA eSaus /khjs ls
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ldhuk dks csM ij fyVk fn;k vkSj fc[kjh gqbZ lkjh fdrkcsa bdB~Bh dj ds ,d vksj lgst dj mlds fudV ysV x;kA iwjh
QkbZy i<+us ds ckn eSa blh urhts ij igq¡pk fd gjsd vkneh cgqr jlw[k okyk O;kikjh FkkA ,d Hkh vkneh ds ckjs esa vkt rd
fdlh xSj dkuwuh dke djus dk dksbZ lqjkx ugha feyk FkkA lc ,d nwljs ds dke ls iwjh rjg vfufHkK Fks vkSj Qkby ds vuqlkj
;gk¡ rd fd og ,d nwljs ls igys dHkh Hkh ugha feys FksA deky dh ckr ;g Fkh fd eq>s ;g lc uke MªXl ds /ka/ks esa fyIr
yksxksa ls feys FksA
----D;k esjs ls dgha dksbZ xyrh gks jgh gS\ D;ksafd eSa bu lc ds chp esa dksbZ lh/kk dusD’ku ugha fudky ik jgk FkkA
dkQh nsj rd ;gh lksprs gq, eSa csM ij ysVk jgkA ldhuk xgjh uhan esa vius liuksa esa [kks;h gqbZ eq>ls lV dj ysVh gqbZ FkhA
vpkud fctyh dh rjg ,d fopkj esjs tgu esa dkSa/kk---- bu lc dks tksM+us okyh dM+h dgha fQjkst ;k vy dk;nk rks ugha gS\
vxj ,d ckj eq>s ml tksM+us okyh dM+h dk irk yx x;k rks fQj ges’kk ds fy, bl ns’k ls vjktdrk [kRe gks tk,xhA ,d
ckj fQj ls eSaus viuh vk¡[ksa ewan yh vkSj nqckjk ls fiNys rhu eghus ds vuqHkoksa dks ;kn djus esa yx x;kA ;gh lksprs gq,
gjsd uke dks psgjk nsus esa yx x;kA bUgha lc phtksa ds ckjs esa lksprs gq, esjh iydsa Hkh >id x;h vkSj eSa Hkh tYnh gh xgjh
uhan esa [kks x;kA
----ohj----A viuk uke lqu dj ,dk,d eSa mB dj cSB x;kA ldhuk esjk da/kk idM+ dj fgyk jgh FkhA mlds psgjs ij
lqcg dh rktxh vkSj xhys ckyksa ls Vidrh gqbZ ikuh dh cwans ns[k dj eSaus iwNk---- rqe bruh tYnh D;ksa rS;kj gks x;h\ ----ohj
vc rqe Hkh tk dj rS;kj gks tkvks D;ksafd vkt ge lc [ksr ij tk jgs gSa---- eq>s [khap dj csM ls mrkjus dh dksf’k’k djrs
gq, cksyhA eSaus mldh dej idM+h vkSj vius mij [khaprs gq, dgk---- vHkh ugha igys tks dy jkr dks jg x;k Fkk mls iwjk djus
ds ckn gha eSa rS;kj gksus ds fy, mB ikÅ¡xkA esjs vkxks’k esa epyrs gq, fpYyk;h----u----ugha ohjA Iyht ns[kks lc vc rd rS;kj
gks x;s gksaxsA rqeus lkr cts dk Vkbe fn;k FkkA vHkh eSa mlds dksey vaxksa ds lkFk [ksy jgk Fkk fd fdlh us njokts ij nLrd
nh---- ckth lc pyus dks rS;kj gSaA gqek dh vkokt lqu dj esjh idM+ tSls gh <hyh gqbZ ldhuk fNVd dj eq>ls nwj gks x;h-
--- ohj Iyht tYnh ls rS;kj gks tkvks rc rd eSa lc dks uk’rk djkrh gw¡A bruk dg dj og dejs ds ckgj pyh x;hA mlds
tkus ds ckn eSa Hkh ckFk:e esa ?kql x;kA
,d ?kaVs ds ckn ge lc thi esa cSB dj vius [ksr dh vksj py fn;sA iwjs jkLrs lHkh viuh&viuh ckrksa esa eXu FksA eSa
viuh mlh jkr okyh m/ksM+cqu esa yx x;k FkkA ----ohj ----fudV cSBh gqbZ ldhuk dh vkokt esjs dkuksa esa iM+hA ----gw¡A ----D;ksa u
ge dqN fnu ;gk¡ vius [ksrksa ij jg tk,¡A tc rd eSa dksbZ tokc nsrk rc rd fQtk iwN cSBh---- ldhuk ckth vki budks ohj
D;ksa dg dj cqykrh gSA budk uke rks vkfej gSA ,d ckj ds fy, ldhuk us ldidk dj esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj cksy mBh--
-- ;g eSa bUgsa I;kj ls cqykrh gw¡A vHkh eSa dqN cksyrk fd ldhuk us dgk---- ge nksuksa ,d ckj ?kksM+ksa ij vius [ksr ls ykSV jgs
Fks fd fdlh dh xksyh us eq>s ?kk;y dj fn;k FkkA bUgksaus viuh tku dh ijokg u djds eq>s cpk;k Fkk blh fy, eSa rc ls
bUgsa ohj dgus yxh vkSj vc rks budk uke ohj gh esjh tqcku ij iM+ x;k gSA eSa viuh xjnu fgyk dj euk djrk jgk vkSj
ldhuk cksyrh pyh x;hA

nksigj rd ge vius [ksrksa ij igq¡p x;s FksA eqthcqj gekjh thi ns[k dj nkSM+ dj vkmVgkml ij igq¡p x;k FkkA ge
lc dks igyh ckj ,d lkFk ns[k dj mlus esjh vksj ç’uokpd –f”V ls ns[k dj cksyk---- tukc eSa lkeku mrjokus esa budh
enn djrk gw¡A eSaus mldh vksj ns[krs gq, dgk---- eqthcqj fe;k¡ ;g esjk ifjokj gSA mlus lcdk vfHkoknu fd;k vkSj lkeku
mBk dj vkmVgkml dh vksj py fn;kA eq>s vkSj ldhuk dks NksM+ dj iwjk dkfQyk eqthcqj ds ihNs&ihNs vkmVgkml esa pyk
x;kA eSa vkSj ldhuk iSny vius [ksrksa dh vksj py fn;sA ----ldhuk rqeus fQtk ls >wB D;ksa cksykA vkf[kj ,d fnu rks mldks
lPpkbZ dk irk pysxk rks og gekjs ckjs esa D;k lkspsxhA ----ohj lgh oä vkus ij eSa mls lc crk nwaxh ysfdu vHkh ughaA rqels
Hkh ;gh dgw¡xh fd vHkh mls rqEgkjs ckjs esa dqN Hkh irk ugha pyuk pkfg,A
ge nksuksa pyrs&pyrs Fkd dj ,d isM+ ds uhps cSB x;sA ----;kn gS ohj tc igyh ckj rqEgsa ysdj eSa [ksr fn[kkus yk;h
Fkh rks blh rjg ge ,d isM+ ds uhps cSB x;s FksA ----gk¡ rc rqe fdruh nwjh cuk dj cSBh Fkh vkSj vkt rqe esjs fdrus ikl cSBh
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gks---- dgrs gq, eSaus mlds xys esa ck¡gsa Mky dj viuh vksj [khap fy;kA esjs lhus viuk psgjk fNik dj cksyh---- rqeus rks rc Hkh
esjk gkFk Fkke dj vius lkFk fcBk fy;k FkkA ----gk¡ D;ksafd esjs ml oä Hkh nwjh ugha lgh tk jgh Fkh vkSj vkt Hkh---- dgrs gq,
tksj ls g¡lrs gq, ldhuk dks viuh ck¡gksa esa tdM+ fy;k vkSj---- pyks ftl dke ls vk;s gSa og rks dj ysaA
ogha isM+ ds uhps cSB dj ge vius Hkfo”; ds vkxkeh dk;ksaZ ds ckjs esa ckr djus yxsA dgk¡ ij D;k djuk gS] fdl fgLls
dks fdl pht ds fy, fodflr djuk gS] fdu phtksa dh t:jr iM+sxh vkSj fdrus yksxksa dks ;gk¡ ij j[kuk iM+sxkA bUgha lc
fo”k;ksa ij ge nksuksa dkQh nsj rd ckr djrs jgsA Mwcrs gq, lwjt vkSj okrkoj.k dh BaMd us gekjh ckrksa ij jksd yxk;h---- ohj
pyks okfil pyrs gSaA eSaus mldk gkFk Fkkek vkSj vkmVgkml dh vksj py fn;kA jkLrs esa Hkh gekjh ppkZ dk fo”k; [ksr gh FksA
vkmVgkml ‘kk;n igyh ckj vkoktksa ls xw¡t jgk FkkA ge nksuksa dks ykSVrk gqvk ns[k dj lc yksx viuh ckrsa NksM+ dj gekjh
vksj vk x;sA
----thtw D;k ge dqN fnu ;gk¡ ugha #d ldrs\ eq>s ns[k dj thur us iwNkA eSaus tokc fn;k---- D;ksa ughaA vkt dh jkr
rks ge ;gha ij #d jgs gSaA vkxs vxj rqe yksx #duk pkgks rks t:jA eSa vkSj ldhuk rks ;gk¡ ij vHkh dqN fnu #dsaxs D;ksafd
gesa ;gk¡ ij cgqr ls dke djus gSaA ,d ckj fQj ls g”kksZUekn okrkoj.k esa xw¡t x;kA vkmVgkml ds ckgj cSB dj ge lc
viuh [kqf’k;ksa dks ck¡Vus esa yx x;sA jkr ds [kkus ds fy, ldhuk vkSj gqek us rUnwj dks pkyw dj fn;k FkkA eqthcqj ds ifjokj
dh enn ls ge lc us Nd dj [kkuk [kk;k vkSj fQj vkmVgkml esa ftls ft/kj txg feyh og ogha ij ysV dj lqLrkus esa
yx x;k vkSj tYnh gh lc lQj vkSj fnu Hkj dh /khaxkeLrh dh Fkdku ls pwj gks dj xgjh uhan esa lks x;sA
vHkh iwjh rjg ls fnu Hkh ugha fudy ik;k Fkk fd eqthcqj us vk dj vkmVgkml ds ckgj ls vkokt nh---- tukc----vkfej
tukcA eq>s ldhuk us fgyk dj mBk;k---- ohj----dksbZ vkidks ckgj cqyk jgk gSA muhanh vk¡[ksa fy, eSa njoktk [kksy dj vkmVgkml
ds ckgj vk;k---- D;k gqvk eqthcqj\ ----tukc dqN yksx vk;s gSa vkSj vkids ckjs esa iwNrkN dj jgs gSAa mldh ckr lqu dj vpkud
esjh lkjh bfUæ;k¡ vksojVkbe esa yx x;h vkSj vk¡[kksa ls uhan xk;c gks x;hA vk’p;Z dh ckr gS fd bruh tYnh esjh Vksg ysrs
gq, fQjkst ds vkneh ;gk¡ rd igq¡p x;s FksA bl oä rks esjs ikl dksbZ gfFk;kj Hkh ugha Fkk ftlls eSa mudk eqdkcyk djus dh
dksf’k’k djrkA cfPp;ksa vkSj ldhuk dh otg ls eSaus vius gfFk;kj gosyh esa vEeh ds dejs esa fNik fn;s FksA ----eqthcqj rqEgkjs
ikl dksbZ gfFk;kj gS\ mlus viuh xjnu fgykrs gq, dgk---- tukc vkius gh esjs lkjs gfFk;kj vius dCts esa dj fy;s FksA esjs
ikl rks dqN Hkh ugha gSA
eSa tYnh ls vUnj Hkkxk vkSj lksrh gqbZ ldhuk dks mBkrs gq, dgk---- ldhuk tc rd eSa vkokt u nw¡ dqN Hkh gks tk,
njoktk er [kksyukA tYnh ls lcdks mBkvks vkSj ihNs ds njokts ls ckgj taxy dh vksj pys tkukA og dqN cksy ikrh bl
ls igys eSa eqthcqj ds lkFk xksnke dh vksj py fn;kA eSaus eqthcqj dks lh/kk xksnke dh vksj pyus dks dgk vkSj eSa taxy esa
?kql x;kA isM+ksa dh vkM+ ysrs gq, eSa pDdj yxkrk gqvk xksnke ds djhc igq¡p x;k FkkA eqthcqj esjs ls igys gh ogk¡ igq¡p x;k
Fkk vkSj vkB vknfe;ksa ls f?kjk gqvk og isM+ ds rus ij cSBk gqvk FkkA ,d vkneh eqthcqj ls dqN dg jgk Fkk ysfdu nwjh gksus
dh otg ls eq>s mudh ckrsa lquk;h ugha ns jgh FkhA lHkh ds da/ks ij Lopkfyr jkbQys Vaxh gqbZ Fkh vkSj [krjk esjs flj ij
eaMjk jgk FkkA

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eq>s fdlh dk psgjk lkQ ugha fn[kk;h ns jgk Fkk D;ksafd lHkh eqthcqj dh vksj #[k djds [kM+s gq, FksA lHkh yksx vQxkuh
os”kHkw”kk esa Fks vkSj lHkh ds da/ks ij Lopkfyr jkbQy Vaxh gqbZ FkhA ,d ckj rks esjs ik¡o rys tehu f[kldrh gqbZ yxh D;ksafd
eq>s dqN eghus igys dk etaj ;kn vk x;k Fkk tc jCckuh vkSj fcyky us eq>s dqN ,slh gh gkyr esa vpkud ncksp fy;k FkkA
ml gknls esa lyek dh ekSr gks x;h FkhA ml oä rks esjs lkFk iwjh jger dh Vhe Fkh ftlus esjh tku cpk;h FkhA vkt rks
esjs lkFk dksbZ Hkh ugha Fkk vkSj u gh fdlh ls enn feyus dh vk’kk FkhA dqN lksp dj eSa ncs ik¡o xksnke ds ihNs dh vksj fudy
x;k vkSj jks’kunku ls vUnj nkf[ky gks x;kA
vUnj lc lqulku FkkA gfFk;kj :ih pht dh ryk’k djrs gq, eSaus viuh fuxkgsa b/kj&m/kj nkSM+k;h ysfdu dqN Hkh [kkl
ugha fey ldk FkkA T;knk nsj djus dk eryc Fkk fd eqthcqj dh tku [krjs esa iM+ tkrh blh fy, eSa ncs ik¡o ‘kVj ds ihNs
[kM+k gks x;k vkSj vkokt nh---- vius gfFk;kj tehu ij Mky nks vkSj fQj isV ds cy ysV tkvksA rqe lc esjh utj esa gks vkSj
vxj fdlh us fgyus dh dksf’k’k dh rks eq>s crkus dh t:jr ugha gS fd mldk D;k gJ gksxkA esjh vkokt lqu dj vkBksa
vkneh ,d nwljs dh vksj ns[k dj ‘kVj dh vksj eqM+ dj ns[kus yxsA muesa ls ,d vkneh us viuh jkbQy da/ks ls mrkj dj
‘kVj dh vksj dh vkSj fpYyk;k---- vkfej tukc] ge ‘ks[k tyky ls vk jgs gSaA iqÙku fe;k¡ us gesa ;gk¡ Hkstk gS fd ;gk¡ ij dke
fey tk,xkA
[kksnk igkM+ fudyh pqfg;k tSlk gks x;k FkkA esjh rst pyrh gqbZ /kM+du ,d {k.k ds fy, [kq’kh ls #d x;h Fkh ysfdu
vpkud esjs dks [;ky vk;k fd dgha eq>s /kj nckspus ds fy, iqÙku fe;k¡ ds uke dks rks bLrseky ugha dj jgs gSA eSaus ‘kVj
[kksyus ls igys ,d ckj fQj ls dgk---- eSa vkfej gw¡A vius gfFk;kj tehu ij j[k nksA eSa ,d ckj fQj ls dg jgk gw¡ vxyh
ckj eSa ugha cl esjh jkbQy ls xksyh pysxhA ,d iy ds fy, lc fBBd dj #d x;s vkSj fQj lcus viuh&viuh jkbQy
dks tehu ij j[k fn;k vkSj ‘kVj dh vksj eq¡g djds [kM+s gks x;sA esjs cksys fcuk gh eqthcqj us lkjh tehu ij iM+h gqbZ jkbQysa
mBk yh vkSj ‘kVj ds ikl vk dj [kM+k gks x;kA eSa ‘kVj [kksy dj muds lkeus vk dj [kM+k gks x;kA ,d tkus igpkus psgjs
dks ns[k dj esjh lkjh jgh lgh Vsa’ku nwj gks x;h---- vjs rqeA rqe rks ogh gks u tks ml jkr dks esjs lkFk ml xksnke esa nkf[ky
gq, Fks\ og esjh vksj ns[k dj eqLdqjk;k vkSj cksyk---- gk¡ tukcA bl eqthcqj dks gh rks geus ml jkr dks idM+k FkkA eSaus iwNk-
--- D;k uke gS rqEgkjk\ ----‘kdhy tukcA ----iqÙku fe;k¡ ugha vk;s\ rHkh ftlus igys tokc fn;k Fkk og cksyk---- tukc og ;gk¡
vkt nksigj rd igq¡p tk,axsA og gekjs lkFk cxyku rd vk;s Fks vkSj fQj dqN vkSj lkfFk;ksa dks ysus ds fy, dgha pys x;s
FksA mUgksaus gels dgk Fkk fd ge ;gk¡ igq¡p dj vkils fey ysaA
mu lcdks eqthcqj ds gokys djrs gq, dgk---- eqthcqj budh jkbZQysa bUgsa okfil dj nks vkSj ;g yksx lQj ls Fkds gq,
gksaxs bUgsa xksnke esa vkjke djus nksA gk¡ buds [kkus ihus dh O;oLFkk djksA mudh vksj eqM+ dj eSaus dgk---- vki yksxksa dk esjs
;gk¡ Lokxr gSA vki dqN nsj vkjke djksA nksigj rd iqÙku fe;k¡ vk tk,axs rc ge dke dh ckr djsaxsA bruk dg muls fonk
yh vkSj vkmVgkml dh vksj py fn;kA jkLrs Hkj eSa viuh xyrh ij ckj&ckj vius vki dks dksl jgk Fkk fd D;ksa eSa vius
gfFk;kjksa dks vius lkFk ugha yk;k FkkA vxj ;g yksx nq’eu gksrs rks vkt esjs iwjs ifjokj dh tku [krjs esa gksrhA ;gh lc
lksprs gq, eSa vkmVgkml igq¡p x;k FkkA njokts ij [kM+s gks dj eSaus vkokt nh---- ldhuk----gqekA

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vUnj ls tc fdlh dh vkokt ugha vk;h rks eSa vkmVgkml ds ihNs dh vksj pyk x;kA taxy dh vksj eq¡g djds eSaus
,d ckj fQj ls vkokt yxk;h---- ldhukA dkQh nsj rd eSa vkokt yxkrk jgk ysfdu nwj&nwj rd dksbZ gjdr ugha fn[khA
tSls gh eSaus taxy esa ?kqlus dk eu cuk;k rHkh ,d&,d djds lc taxy ls ckgj fudy dj esjh vksj vkrs gq, fn[kk;h fn;sA
lcds psgjksa ij gokba;k mM+ jgh FkhA ldhuk eq>s ns[k dj Hkkxrh gqbZ vk;h esjs ls fyiV x;h vkSj cksyh---- dkSu yksx Fks\ ldhuk
dks lkjh ckrksa ls voxr djkrs gq, eSaus lc dks ‘kkar djus dh dksf’k’k dh---- fQØ dh dksbZ ckr ugha gS lc esjs vkneh gSa tks
gekjh enn ds fy, ;gk¡ ij vk;s gSA gqek dh vksj ns[krs gq, dgk---- rqEgkjs xk¡o ds yksx gSa vkSj bUgsa iqÙku fe;k¡ us Hkstk gSA
iqÙku fe;k¡ dk uke lqu dj mlds psgjs ij ,d [kq’kh dh ygj nkSM+ x;hA vpkud lcds Hk;xzLr psgjksa ij ,d eqLdku rSj
x;hA
----ldhuk vcdh ckj eq>ls xyrh gks x;h gSA rqe yksxksa dh otg ls eSa vius gfFk;kj gosyh ij NksM+ dj vk;k Fkk fd
mudks ns[k dj cfPp;k¡ ukgd Mj tk,axh ysfdu vkt gh vius gfFk;kj ;gk¡ ij ys dj vkÅ¡xkA ldhuk us esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj
cksyh---- dksbZ ckr ugha ohjA gk¡ dqN le; ds fy, rks eSa Hkh Mj x;h Fkh ysfdu gk¡ rqe Bhd dg jgs gks fd gekjs gfFk;kj gekjs
lkFk gks rks T;knk vPNk gksxkA ----ldhuk nksigj dks muds lkeus viuk Iyku j[ksaxs vkSj ns[krs gSa og bl dke esa gekjh fdruh
enn dj ldsaxsA bruk dg dj eSa rS;kj gksus ds fy, ckFk:e esa ?kql x;kA
vkmVgkml esa dy tSlk ekgkSy okfil vk x;k FkkA ‘khck vkSj #[k viuh u [kRe gksus okyh ckrksa esa yxh gqbZ FkhA
fQtk vkSj thur jlksbZ esa gqek dh enn dj jgh FkhA ldhuk vkSj ekgh viuh&viuh fdrkcksa esa [kks;h gqbZ FkhA eSa ugk /kks dj
,d ckj csM ij ysV dj vius vkxs ds dkeksa ds ckjs esa lksp jgk FkkA fQtk dh vkokt esjs dkuksa esa xwath---- uk’rk rS;kj gSA
mldh vkokt lqu dj lHkh vius dke NksM+ dj ,d rjQ cSB x;s vkSj fQtk us uk’rk est ij yxk fn;kA
uk’rs ds ckn eSaus gqek dks cqyk;k---- gqek rqe lc yksxksa ls ckr dj yks fd tks ;gk¡ jguk pkgrk gS og #d tk, vkSj
tks gosyh tkuk pkgrk gS mls okfil Hkstus dk eSa bartke djok nw¡xkA eSa vkSj ldhuk ;gha ij #dsaxs D;ksafd gesa iqÙku fe;k¡ vkSj
mlds vknfe;ksa dks [ksrksa dk dke le>kuk gSA ----th vxj vki okfil ugha tk jgs gSa rks eq>s yxrk gS dksbZ Hkh okfil tkuk
ugha pkgsxk ysfdu fQj Hkh vki dg jgs gSa rks eSa iwN ysrh gw¡A ldhuk us frjNh utj ls gekjh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj eqLdqjkrh
gqbZ cksyh---- ohj yxrk gS fd vkQ’kk¡ ckth dh #g viuh gqek esa vk x;h gSA blds cksyus vkSj pyus dk vUnkt fcYdqy vkQ’kk¡
ckth dh rjg gSA cspkjh gqek ldhuk dh ckr lqu dj >sai x;h vkSj utjsa >qdk;s [kM+h gks x;hA eSaus ldhuk dh vksj eqLdqjkrs
gq, dgk---- gk¡ ‘kk;n rqe lgh dg jgh gks---- dgrs gq, eSaus gqek dks vius vkxks’k esa Hkj fy;k vkSj ldhuk dh vksj c<+rs gq,
dgk---- rqe ;g rks tkurh Fkh u fd vkQ’kk¡ esjs mij tku fNM+drh FkhA gqek Hkh esjs mij tku fNM+drh gSA
ldhuk us ,d ckj fQj NsM+rs gq, dgk---- ohj rqe ij lHkh tku fNM+drs gSa flok; lyheu vkSj cM+h ch dsA gqek ds fy,
dksbZ u;h ckr cksyksA eSaus g¡lrs gq, dgk---- ldhuk rqe viuk /;ku fdrkcksa esa yxkvks rqEgkjs bfErgku utnhd gSaA vcdh ckj
ldhuk >sai x;h vkSj viuh utjsa gkFk esa idM+h gqbZ fdrkc esa xM+k nhA eSa gqek dks viuh ckgksa esa ck¡/ks csM ij cSB x;k vkSj
cksyk---- gqek rqe tkvks vkSj lc ls iwN yksA tSls gh esjh idM+ <hyh gqbZ gqek fctyh dh rsth ls vius vki dks NqM+k dj dejs
ls ckgj pyh x;hA
eSa csM ij ysV x;kA fparkjfgr tgu vkSj Hkjk gqvk isV gks rks vk¡[ksa vius vki cksf>y gks tkrh gSA tYnh gh esjh Hkh
vk¡[k yx x;h FkhA nksigj ds ckn eq>s ldhuk us vk dj txk;k---- ohj] eqthcqj HkkbZ vk;s gSAa eSa viuh vk¡[ksa eyrk gqvk vkmVgkml
ds ckgj vk;k rc eqthcqj us crk;k fd iqÙku fe;k¡ vius lkFk pkj vkneh ys dj vk x;s gSaA eSaus tYnh ls eq¡g /kks;k vkSj ldhuk
dks vius lkFk ys dj xksnke dh vksj py fn;kA jkLrs esa lkFk pyrs gqbZ ldhuk dh dej esa gkFk Mky viuh vksj [khap dj
cksyk---- vc bruh nwjh D;ksa gS\ mlds xnjk;s glhu cnu dks viuh m¡xfy;ksa ls ukirs gq, eSaus dgk---- ldhuk irk ugha ysfdu
rqe lc dks tc ns[krk gw¡ rks eq>s viuh fdLer ij ukt gksrk gSA vius dks NqM+krh gqbZ cksyh---- ohj ckrsa cukuk dksbZ rqels
lh[ksA
blh rjg pqgyckth djrs gq, ge xksnke ij igq¡p x;s FksA ldhuk vHkh Hkh viuh thal vkSj Vh&’kVZ esa Fkh ysfdu xksnke
ij igq¡prs gh mlus vius flj vkSj lhus dks vius LdkQZ ls <d fy;kA eq>s vkrk ns[k dj iqÙku fe;k¡ ckgj vk x;s---- vkfej
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HkkbZtku lykeA ----lyke HkkbZtkuA ;g ldhuk esjh choh gSA iqÙku fe;k¡ us ,d ckj ldhuk dh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj mls lyke
djrs gq, esjs ls dgk---- cgqr fdLer okys gks fe;k¡A mudh ckr dks Vkyrs gq, eSaus dgk---- HkkbZtku vc ;gk¡ ij fdrus vkneh
gks x;s gSa\ ----eq>dks feyk dj rsjg vkneh gSA xksnke ds ckgj isM+ dh Nk;k esa cSBrs gq, ldhuk cksyh---- vc dke dh ckr dj
ysrs gSaA iqÙku fe;k¡ us ,d ckj esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj cksy mBs---- gk¡ chch D;ksa ughaA
ldhuk us viuh tsc ls ,d dkxt fudkyk vkSj tehu ij fcNkrs gq, cksyh---- HkkbZtku ;g gekjh tehu dh gn gSA
gekjh tehu ds ,d fdukjs ls vOY;k p’esa dh ugj fudyrh gSA eSa lksp jgh gw¡ fd vius ckx dk fljk ogk¡ ls ‘kq: fd;k tk,A
vkidk D;k [;ky gS\ ,d ckj iqÙku fe;k¡ us esjh vksj fQj ls ns[kk vkSj fQj uD’ks dh vksj ns[krs gq, cksys---- cM+k usd [;ky
gSA blls igys fd dksbZ dqN vkSj cksyrk eSaus dgk---- HkkbZtku vius lHkh lkfFk;ksa dks ;gk¡ cqyk yhft,A vkxs dh ckr lcds
lkeus gksaxhA rHkh iqÙku fe;k¡ us dgk---- chch vki cqjk u ekuuk ysfdu mu yksxksa ds lkeus vki vius [kkfoUn dks cksyus nsukA
esjh ckr rks vkSj gS ysfdu ;g lc dchys okys gSaA buds lkeus vxj vki cksysaxh rks eq>s ‘kd gS fd dksbZ Hkh dke djus ds
fy, jkth ugha gksxkA bruk lqu dj ldhuk us ,d ckj esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj cksyh---- Bhd gSA iqÙku fe;k¡ mB dj xksnke esa
pys x;s vkSj tYnh gh vius ckjg lkfFk;ksa dks ys dj gekjs ikl vk x;sA ldhuk dks iSaV igus ns[k dj ,d ckj lc fBBd
dj #d x;s ysfdu eq>s ns[k dj gekjs ikl vk dj cSB x;sA
esjh utj muds psgjs ij FkhA lHkh ds psgjs ij gYdh lh dSfQ;r Fkh ysfdu lHkh ldhuk ij utj tek;s gq, cSBs FksA
irk ugha D;k dkj.k Fkk ysfdu lHkh dh vk¡[kksa esa vyx&vyx Hkko vk jgs FksA eSaus mudk /;ku viuh vksj [khaprs gq, dgk----
vki yksxksa ;gk¡ ij Lokxr gSA igys ge viuh ckr djsa eSa ;g tkuuk pkgrk gw¡ fd vki esa ls fdrus yksx ukSdjh dh xjt ls
vk;s gSa vkSj fdrus yksx ;gk¡ ij ges’kk ds fy, jgus vk;s gSaA iqÙku fe;k¡ us ,d ckj mudh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj esjs ls cksys----
HkkbZtku ;g yksx vkids rkcsnkj gSaA vki tks dgsaxs bu lc dks og eatwj gSA vcdh ckj eSaus ldhuk dh vksj ns[kk vkSj mlds
euksHkkoksa dks le>rs gq, cksyk---- eSa rks pkgrk gw¡ fd vki lc vius ifjokj ds lkFk ;gk¡ ij cl tk,¡ ysfdu eSa bldk fu.kZ;
vki ij NksM+rk gw¡A gk¡] ,d ckr crkuk pkgrk gw¡ fd ;g tehu esjh ugha gS cfYd esjh choh dh gSA blh fy, eSa pkgrk gw¡ fd
og viuh tehu ij tks dqN djuk pkgrh gS vki yksx budh enn djsaA eSaus ldhuk dh vksj ns[k dj dgk---- ldhuk vc rqe
viuk Iyku bu yksxksa dks le>k nksA
ldhuk esjh ckr lqu dj ,d iy ds fy, f>>dh ysfdu fQj mlus tehu ij QSys gq, uD’ks ij m¡xyh ls js[kkafdr
djrs gq, cksyuk ‘kq: fd;kA djhc ,d ?kaVs rd og cksyrh jgh vkSj viuk Iyku lcds lkeus [kksyrh jghA mldh ckr [kRe
gksrs gh lcus esjh vksj ns[kuk ‘kq: fd;kA ----gk¡ vki lc us lqu fy;k---- eSaus iqÙku fe;k¡ dh vksj ns[krs gq, dgk---- HkkbZtku vkt
ls ;g txg vkids gokys gSA tSls ldhuk us crk;k gS eSa pkgrk gw¡ fd vki oSls gh djsaA lcls igys vki vius lkfFk;ksa ls ckr
djds eq>s crkbZ;s fd fdl&fdl pht dh t:jr iM+sxhA eSa ;g viuh thi vkids gokys dj nw¡xk ftlls vki iwjh tehu dh
ns[kHkky Bhd rjg ls dj ldsaA vki dks vius yksxksa dh lqj{kk ds fy, tks dqN Hkh pkfg, gks og Hkh eq>s crk nhft,A
esjh ckr lqu dj iqÙku fe;k¡ us dgk---- HkkbZtku vki eq> ij cgqr cM+h ftEesnkjh Mky jgs gSaA eSa viuh iwjh dksf’k’k
d:¡xk fd tks vki pkgrs gSa og eSa iwjk dj ldw¡A eSaus mudh ihB FkiFkikrs gq, dgk---- HkkbZtku ;gk¡ ds vki eqf[k;k gSaA ldhuk
rks vkxs i<+us ds fy, dkcqy pyh tk,xh vkSj esjs ikl gosyh ds lkFk vkSj yksxksa dh Hkh ftEesnkjh gSA gk¡ vkidks fdlh Hkh pht
dh t:jr gks rks vki gosyh ij gqek dks crk nhft,A fdlh Hkh otg ls vkids dke esa dksbZ #dkoV ugha vkuh pkfg,A vPNk
vc ge yksx okfil vkmVgkml tk jgs gSaA jkr dks vki viuh fyLV ys dj vk tkbZ, vkSj gqek ls Hkh fey yhft,A dqN gh
eghus esa og cgqr cny x;h gS vki Hkh ns[k dj gSjku gks tk,¡xsA
iqÙku fe;k¡ vius lkfFk;ksa ds lkFk ckr djus esa yx x;s vkSj ge nksuksa iSny okfil vkmVgkml dh vksj py fn,A gekjh
ckrksa esa fnu <y pqdk Fkk vkSj va/ksjk xgjk x;k FkkA ohj----;g esjh ugha vc rqEgkjh tehu gSA vEeh viuh olh;r esa ;g tehu
rqedks ns dj x;h gS vkSj rqe ekfyd gksA eSaus mlds da/ks ij gkFk j[k dj vius ikl [khaprs gq, dgk---- ldhuk bu lc yksxksa
dks rqEgkjh ckr lqukus ds fy, eq>s rqEgsa ekfyd dh gSfl;r nsuh FkhA rqEgkjh lkekftd O;oLFkk ,slh gS fd iqÙku fe;k¡ bu yksxksa
dks rqEgkjs ctk; esjs eq¡g ls lqukuk pkgrs Fks tc fd ;g lkjh rqEgkjh lksp FkhA rqe esjh ekyfdu Hkh rks gksA eSaus rks cM+s Li”V

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‘kCnksa esa viuh ckr dgh Fkh ysfdu esjh ckr lqu dj ,dk,d mldh g¡lh lquk;h nh---- jgus nks] eq>s cl rqeus uke dh ekyfdu
cuk j[kk gSA gksrk rks ogh gS tks rqe pkgrs gks tSls fd eq>s viuk gqDe bu yksxksa ds tfj, lquk fn;k fd rqe okfil dkcqy
tk jgh gksA
,sls gh ckr djrs gq, ge okfil vkmVgkml igq¡p x;sA lc viuh eLrh esa e’kxwy FksA eSaus gqek dks ns[k dj dgk----
gqek dkSu okfil gosyh tkuk pkgrs gSa\ gqek us xjnu fgykrs gq, badkj fd;k---- dksbZ ugha tkuk pkgrk gSA eSaus vius da/ks mpdk;s
vkSj csM ij tk dj ysV dj cksyk---- Bhd gS ysfdu bruk crk nw¡ fd eSa vkt tehu ij ugh¡ lksÅ¡xkA rHkh ‘khck vkSj #[k esjh
vksj ns[k dj cksyh---- dksbZ ckr ugha ge nksuks vkt vkids ikl lks tk,¡xhA rHkh fQtk jlksbZ ls fudyh vkSj esjs ikl vk dj
cSB dj cksyh---- eq>s vkils dksbZ t:jh ckr djuh gSA esjh utj mlds psgjs ij iM+h rks og xaHkhjrk ls dqN lksp dj cksyh
FkhA mls xaHkhj ns[k dj eSa ltx gks mBk D;ksafd flok; fQtk ds ckdh lc dks eSa vklkuh ls laHkky ldrk FkkA bl yM+dh
dh csckdh ls eSa dqN gn rd çHkkfor FkkA fny ls fu’py vkSj lkQ gksus dh otg ls tks eu esa gksrk og cksy nsrh FkhA dbZ
ckj mlus eq>s Hkh fu#Ùkj dj fn;k FkkA mldks lquus ds fy, eSa pkSadUuk gks dj cSB x;kA
,d ckj eSaus lc ij utj Mkyh vkSj fQj dgk---- gk¡ cksyks fQtk----A mlus ,d iy ds fy, esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj dqN
f>>drs gq, cksyh---- ;gha ijA igyh ckj eSaus mls f>>drs gq, ns[kk FkkA ‘kk;n bl txg lcds lkeus esjk iyM+k Hkkjh Fkk vkSj
;gh lksp dj eSaus dgk---- gk¡----ge lc ,d gha ifjokj gSa vkSj fdlh ls dqN Hkh fNik ugha gSA rqe fcuk f>>ds cksyksA gekjh ckr
lqu dj lc vius dke dks NksM+ dj fQtk dks xkSj ls ns[kus esa yx x;sA ,d ckj ds fy, og fQj ls f>>dh ysfdu fQj dqN
lksp dj cksyh---- vkius esjs ckjs esa D;k lkspk gS\ ----D;k eryc fQtk\ ----eSa tkuuk pkgrh gw¡ fd vkius esjs ckjs esa D;k lkspk
gSA ;g lc vkidk ifjokj gS flok; esjsA rks eSa ;gk¡ fdl gSfl;r ls jg jgh gw¡ vkSj vkxs ds fy, esjs ckjs esa vkius D;k lkspk
gSA vpkud lcds fy, tSls lc dqN #d x;k FkkA vktrd ,sls fdlh us eq>ls ,sls fdlh dks ckr djrs gq, ugha ns[kk FkkA
ldhuk us esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj dqN cksyus ds fy, eq[k [kksyk gh Fkk fd eSaus b’kkjs ls mls euk fd;kA
eSaus fQtk dh vksj ns[krs gq, iwNk---- rqe crkvks fd rqe D;k pkgrh gks\ rqeus dqN lkspk gS rks crkvksA fQtk dh fuxkgsa
uhps >qd x;h ysfdu vHkh Hkh mldh vkokt esa ,d –<+rk Fkh---- ;gh fd vki eq>ls fudkg djsaxs fd ughaA mldh ckr lqu dj
bl ckj eq>s Hkh /kDdk yxk vkSj eSa cxysa >k¡dus yxkA lcds lkeus mlus ,slk loky djds esjs dks vthc my>u esa Mky fn;k
FkkA ,d rjQ esjh C;kgrk ldhuk Fkh vkSj nwljh vksj gqek vkSj thur FkhA thur dks rks irk Fkk ysfdu vHkh eSaus fQtk ds ckjs
esa fdlh vkSj ls dksbZ ckr ugha dh FkhA ldhuk vkSj cfPp;ksa dk vkuk bruk vpkud gqvk Fkk fd eSa fQtk ds ckjs esa lathnxh
ls dqN lksp ugha ik;k FkkA ----D;k gqvk vkidks\ vpkud mlus fQj ç’u fd;k---- eSa vki ij dksbZ ncko ugha Mkyuk pkgrh
ysfdu ;g t:j tkuuk pkgrh gw¡ fd vkf[kj D;k eSa vkids ifjokj dk fgLlk gw¡ fd ughaA
vcdh ckj esjs ls pqi ugha jgk x;k---- fQtk eSa rqels fudkg ugha dj ldrk gw¡A vHkh eSa dqN vkSj cksy ikrk fd fQtk
csM ls mB dj [kM+h gks x;h---- FkSaDl] vkius lp cksy dj esjh lkjh my>uksa dks ,d gh ckj esa lqy>k fn;kA bruk dg dj
og dejs ls ckgj tkus yxhA mlds loky us rks igys ls gh lcdks vleatl esa Mky fn;k Fkk ysfdu esjs tokc us tSls lcds
eq¡g dks fly fn;k FkkA dksbZ dqN le> ikrk blls igys eSaus tkrh gqbZ fQtk dk gkFk idM+ dj viuh vksj [khapk vkSj mls
vius ikl fcBkrs gq, xqjkZrh gqbZ vkokt esa cksyk---- eq>s ilUn ugha dksbZ esjh ckr dks chp esa dkVs vkSj tc rd esjh ckr iwjh
ugha gksrh rc rd ,sls gh cSBukA ;g rqEgsa eSa igyh vkSj vkf[kjh ckj cksy jgk gw¡A ‘kk;n eSaus rS’k esa vk dj mldh ck¡g ij
tksj ls idM+ yh Fkh ;k ‘kk;n esjs u dgus ls mldh vk¡[ks Hkj vk;ha FkhA vpkud mldh vk¡[ksa NyNyk x;ha ysfdu og fuxkgsa
>qdk;s pqipki cSBh jghA vc lc] [kkl dj rhuksa cfPp;k¡ eq>s fdlh fQYe ds foysu dh rjg ns[k jgs FksA
----fQtk tc eSa rqEgsa viuk le> dj lksprk gw¡ eq>s yxrk gS fd vHkh rqEgkjs ls fudkg djuk Bhd ugha gSA tgk¡ rd
ifjokj dk fgLlk cuus dh ckr gS rks og fny ls gksuk pkfg,A fdlh otg ls Fkksik gqvk fj’rk flj ij ,d cks> gksrk gSA vxj
rqe esjs fy, vius vCck ds f[kykQ [kM+h gks ldrh gks rks esjs mij ,d cM+h ftEesnkjh gS fd eSa rqEgsa ,d vPNk Hkfo”; ns ldw¡A
rqe eq>s pkgrh gks rks Iyht esjk dguk ekuks vkSj viuh i<+kbZ iwjh djks vkSj mlds ckn vxj rqe eq>ls fudkg djuk pkgksxh
rks opu nsrk gw¡ fd eSa rqels fudkg d:¡xkA ysfdu eSa bruk LokFkhZ vHkh ugha gks ldrk fd eSa rqEgkjs thou ls [ksyw¡A ldhuk

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rqEgkjs lkeus gS vkSj eSaus ;gh ‘krZ ldhuk ds lkeus Hkh j[kh FkhA vxj eSa viuh Hkkoukvksa esa cg x;k rks eSa ;g tkurk gw¡ fd eSa
dHkh ‘kkfdj fjtk dks viuh ‘kDy ugha fn[kk ldw¡xkA eSa cksyrk pyk tk jgk Fkk vkSj og pqipki esjh ckr lqu jgh FkhA
dkQh nsj ds ckn vpkud fQtk us flj mBk;k vkSj cksyh---- eSa viuh i<+kbZ tkjh j[kw¡xhA vki eq>s okfil gsjkr Hkstus
dk bartke djok nhft,A eSaus xjnu fgykrs gq, euk fd;k---- eSa rqEgsa gsjkr ugha Hkst ldrk D;ksafd ogk¡ rqEgkjh tku dks [krjk
gSA rqe ldhuk ds Ldwy esa nkf[kyk ys yks og txg lqjf{kr gSA rHkh thur cksyh---- thtw vki eq>s Hkh fQtk ds lkFk i<+us ds
fy, Hkst nhft,A eSa Hkh vkxs i<+uk pkgrh gw¡A eSaus [kq’kh&[kq’kh dgk---- Bhd gSA eSa rqe nksuksa dk nkf[kyk djokus ds fy, jkstj
ls ckr d:¡xkA rHkh ldhuk us chp esa Vksdk---- ohj gekjs Ldwy esa VeZ ds chp esa nkf[kyk eqf’dy gksxkA bu dks ,d Dykl
ihNs dj nsaxsA ldhuk dh ckr lqu dj ge lc lksp esa iM+ x;sA vpkud fQtk us dgk---- D;k vki eq>s vkSj thur dks nq’kkUcs
Hkst ldrs gSa\ ----D;ksaA ogk¡ rks eSa fdlh dks ugha tkurk gw¡A fQtk us eq>s le>krs gq, dgk---- eSa rtkd gw¡A cpiu dh i<+kbZ eSaus
ogha dh FkhA vCck dh otg ls eq>s ekew ds ikl vkuk iM+k FkkA ogk¡ eq>s dksbZ ugha tkurk gSA blh fy, ge fcuk fdlh ijs’kkuh
ds ogk¡ ij viuh i<+kbZ iwjh dj ldsaxsA ;gk¡ ls ftruh nwj dkcqy gS mruh gh nwj nq’kkUcs Hkh gSA
----fQtk fopkj rks vPNk gS----eq>s dqN le; nks lkspus ds fy,A jkstj ls ckr djus ds ckn eSa bl ckr dk fu.kZ; yw¡xkA
eq>s [kq’kh gS fd rqe nksuksa us vkxs i<+us dk fu’p; fd;k gSA rHkh fQtk us esjh ckr dkVh vkSj eqLdqjk dj cksyh---- vc vki
vius opu ij dk;e jgukA ,d ckj eSaus ldhuk dh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj mldh vksj ns[k dj cksyk---- eSaus opu fn;k gS fQtk
fd viuh i<+kbZ iwjh djus ds ckn vxj rqe eq>ls fudkg djuk pkgksxh rks eSa t:j d:¡xkA ysfdu---- rHkh esjh ckr dkVrs gq,
fQtk cksyh---- vc blds ckn dksbZ ysfdu&osfdu ugh---- vkSj mB dj thur dk gkFk idM+ dj dejs ds ckgj pyh x;hA eSa
eq¡g [kksys mls ckgj tkrs gq, ns[krk jg x;kA ----ohj rqe blls ihNk ugha NqM+k ldksxs] ;g cgqr ftíh gS---- ldhuk us pqVdh yh
vkSj eqLdqjk dj esjh vksj ns[kkA ‘khck] ekgh vkSj #[k Hkh eq>s ns[k dj eqLdqjk jgh FkhA eSaus flj >Vd dj dgk---- tc oä
vk,xk rc ns[kk tk,xkA og rhuksa tYnh ls mBh vkSj fQtk vkSj thur ds ihNs pyh x;hA
eSaus pkSu dh lk¡l yh fd fQtk vkxs i<+us ds fy, vklkuh ls rS;kj gks x;h oukZ eq>s flQZ mldh vksj ls fpUrk yxh
gqbZ FkhA og bu lc esa vdsyh Fkh tks fdlh ckr dks ys dj esjs f[kykQ [kM+h gks tkrh FkhA ,d ckj igys mlus esjh ckr ekuus
ls badkj fd;k Fkk vkSj vkt lcds lkeus eq>s viuk fu.kZ; lquk fn;k FkkA ,d ckj og viuh ckr ij vM+ x;h rks mls eukuk
cgqr eqf’dy FkkA ‘kkfdj fjtk us pyrs gq, eq>s mlds ,dkmUV dk dksM fn;k Fkk fd fQtk dks dHkh iSlksa dh deh eglwl u
gks ysfdu eSaus lksp j[kk Fkk fd fQtk vkSj thur dh i<+kbZ vius iSls ls d:¡xkA eSaus viuk fopkj ldhuk ds lkeus j[kk vkSj
mlus Hkh [kq’kh&[kq’kh viuh lgefr ns nhA esjs fny ij j[kk gqvk ,d vkSj Hkkj ,dk,d gV x;k FkkA rHkh ldhuk us dgk----
ohj rqeus lc ds fy, lkspk ysfdu cspkjh gqek vkSj chgw ds ckjs esa D;k lkspk gSA vkf[kj gqek dks Hkh rks i<+uk pkfg, vkSj chgw
ds ckjs esa D;k djksxsA
ldhuk dh ckrksa esa lPpkbZ Fkh vkSj mlus esjh xyrh dks mtkxj dj fn;k FkkA bu lc ds vuk;kl ;gk¡ vkus ls eSa chgw
ds ckjs esa lc dqN Hkwy x;k FkkA lkeus jlksbZ esa [kM+h gqbZ gqek esjh vksj ns[k jgh FkhA igyh ckj mlls vk¡[ksa feykus dh esjh
fgEer ugha gks jgh FkhA eSaus /khjs ls vkokt nh---- gqek b/kj vkvksA esjh vkokt lqu dj gqek f>>drs gq, esjs ikl vk dj [kM+h
gks x;hA ----rqeus lquk ldhuk us D;k dgk\ ;g lp gS fd eSa rqEgkjk nks”kh gw¡A Iyht eq>s ekQ dj nksA vpkud gqek eq>ls
fyiV dj jksus yxh---- ;g D;k dg jgs gSa vkiA eSa vkidks NksM+ dj dgha ugha tkÅ¡xhA eq>s ugha i<+uk gSA eSa ,sls gh Bhd gw¡A
tgk¡ rd chgw dh ckr gS mls x;s gq, vc brus fnu gks x;s gSa fd eq>s ugha yxrk fd og vc dHkh okfil vk,xhA vki chgw
dks ys dj csdkj ijs’kku u gks,a lc vYykg ij NksM+ nsaA mldk ,d&,d ‘kCn esjs fny ij pksV dj jgk FkkA eSaus mlds psgjs
dks vius gkFkksa esa fy;k vkSj mlds cgrs gq, vk¡lqvksa dks iksaNrs gq, dgk---- gqek rqEgsa eSa i<+kÅ¡xkA ge jkst [kkuk [kkus ds ckn
nks ?kaVs i<+k djsaxsA eSa oknk djrk gw¡ fd ge fey dj chgw dks <wa<sxsA bruk dgrs gq, mlds FkjFkjkrs gq, gksaBksa dks pwe fy;kA
ldhuk esjs ikl gh cSBh gqbZ FkhA og Hkh ge nksuksa ls fyiV x;h vkSj cksyh---- ohj esjs tkus ds ckn bldk [;ky j[kukA
;g cspkjh lc dqN vius fny esa j[krh gS vkSj fdlh ls dqN ugha dgrhA dqN nsj ds ckn ge lc ‘kkar gks dj vyx gks x;sA
rHkh ckgj ls iqÙku fe;k¡ dh vkokt vk;h---- vkfej HkkbZtkuA eSaus mUgsa dgk---- vUnj vk tkbZ;s HkkbZtkuA gqek vc rd esjs ls

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lVh gqbZ [kM+h Fkh ysfdu iqÙku fe;k¡ dh vkokt lqu dj fNVd dj vyx gks x;hA rc rd iqÙku fe;k¡ dejs esa nkf[ky gks x;s
FksA ge rhuksa ds psgjs dks ns[k dj cksys---- HkkbZtku dgha eSa xyr le; ij rks ugha vk x;k\ ----ugha HkkbZtku] ge yksx fdlh
?kjsyw my>u dks lqy>kus esa yxs gq, FksA crkbZ;s D;k vkidh fyLV rS;kj gks x;h\ ----gk¡ HkkbZtku---- dgrs gq, mUgksaus ,d dkxt
dk iqtkZ esjs gkFk esa Fkek fn;kA eSaus utj Mky dj og iqtkZ ldhuk dh vksj c<+k fn;kA
----gqek csVh dSlh gks\ iqÙku fe;k¡ us gqek dks ns[krs gq, dgkA gqek us eqLdqjkrs gq, tokc fn;k---- Bhd gw¡ HkkbZtkuA eSa [kq’k
gw¡ fd vki Hkh ;gha vk x;sA NksVh vEeh vkSj jbZl dSls gSa\ ----fcfV;k lc vYykg dh esgj gSA ysfdu vc rqEgkjh NksVh vEeh
ogk¡ ij ugha gSA iqÙku fe;k¡ dh ckr lqu dj eSaus pkSad dj iwNk---- HkkbZtku pk¡nuh dgk¡ pyh x;hA ,dk,d iqÙku fe;k¡ ds psgjs
ij nq[k ds ckny vk x;s vkSj fQj mruh gh rsth ls NaV x;sA ----tc ge rk;sckr ls ?kj igq¡ps rks irk pyk fd og esjs ogk¡
ls fudyrs gh jbZl dks ys dj pyh x;h gSA fdlh us cxyku esa crk;k fd og vktdy cywfpLrku esa fdlh eqLrQk ds lkFk
jg jgh gSA [kSj NksMf;s ml fNuky ds ckjs esa D;k lkspukA chgw fcfV;k dgha fn[kkbZ ugha iM+ jgh\ blls igys eSa dqN cksy
ikrk rqjUr gqek us tokc fn;k---- og vc ;gk¡ ugha gS D;ksafd mldk nkf[kyk dkcqy ds Ldwy esa gks x;k gSA ----vjs ;g rks cM+h
[kq’kh dh ckr gS fcfV;kA
vHkh gqek vkSj iqÙku fe;k¡ dh ckr py jgh Fkh rHkh ldhuk iwjh fyLV dks ns[k dj cksyh---- HkkbZtku] dy cxyku tk
dj ;g lc lkeku dk vkMZj ns nhft, vkSj vxj ogk¡ dksbZ dke dh pht utj vk tk, rks mldk Hkh vkMZj ns nhft;sxkA esjh
vEeh ‘kekxqy dk uke cxyku ds T;knkrj cM+s O;kikjh tkurs gSaA cl vki mudk uke crk dj vk tkbZ,xk rks vkidk lkjk
lkeku ;gk¡ vius vki igq¡p tk,xkA bruk dg dj ldhuk us gqek dh vksj ns[krs gq, dgk---- gqek ;g iqÙku HkkbZtku vkt ls
gekjs [ksr dh ns[kHkky djsaxsA tc Hkh bUgsa fdlh lkeku ;k iSls dh t:jr gks vkSj ;g ;gk¡ u gks rks rqe ns nsukA gqek us flj
fgyk dj gkeh HkjhA iqÙku fe;k¡ us esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj cksys---- HkkbZtku jkr dkQh gks pqdh gS vkSj lqcg eq>s cxyku tkuk gSA
vki eq>s btktr nhft,A bruk dg dj iqÙku fe;k¡ dejs ls ckgj pys x;sA
ldhuk us esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj cksyh---- ohj pyks vPNk gqvk fd [ksr dk dke dy ls ‘kq: gks tk,xkA esjk dgk ekuks
vxj ;g thi rqeus iqÙku HkkbZtku dks ns nh rks vius ?kj ds fy, nks vkSj thi [kjhn yks ftlls gekjs vkus&tkus esa dksbZ
rdyhQ u gksA eSaus ldhuk dh ckr ekurs gq, dgk---- gk¡ rqe Bhd dg jgh gksA dy ge Hkh lc iqÙku fe;k¡ ds lkFk cxyku
pyrs gSa vkSj nks thi gosyh ds fy, [kjhn ysrs gSaA ge vHkh ckr gha dj jgs Fks fd bruh nsj esa fQtk vkSj thur ds lkFk
cfr;krs gq, rhuksa cfPp;ksa us dejs esa ços’k fd;kA vc eq>s lc dqN ykbu ij vkrk fn[k jgk Fkk ysfdu jg jg dj fnekx esa
,d fopkj dkS¡/k tkrk fd tYnh gh ,d ckj fQj ls ;g lc cny tk,xkA vius flj dks >Vdrs gq, eSaus fny gh fny esa lkspk-
--- tc rd bruk [kq’kgky ekgkSy gS rc rd rks mldk iwjh rjg ls etk mBk yw¡---- ;gh lksprs gq, eSaus dgk---- HkbZ gqek Hkw[k
yx jgh gSA jlksbZ ls mlus vkokt yxk;h---- vHkh yk;h] fQtk vkSj thur b/kj vkvks vkSj [kkuk est ij yxkvksA
,d ckj fQj ls dejs esa lcdh vkoktsa xwatus yxhA jg&jg dj dHkh g¡lh dh vkokt dkuksa esa iM+rh vkSj dHkh fdlh
dk ukjktxh okyk Loj lquk;h nsrkA ml jkr ldhuk dks vius vkxks’k esa ys dj mlds dku esa QqlQqlk dj dgk---- dk’k ges’kk
,slk gh ekgkSy jgsA esjh ckr lqu dj og cksyh---- ohj ,d fnu ge lc ;gha rqEgkjs ikl gksaxsA ge gh D;ksa vkSj Hkh cgqr lkjs
u;s psgjs ;gk¡ gksaxsA bruk dg dj f[kyf[kyk dj g¡l iM+hA rHkh #[k dh nwj ls vkokt vk;h---- lDdw [kkyk vc gekjs nksLr
dks lksus nks oukZ dy lqcg cxyku dSls tk,¡xsA cspkjh ldhuk >sai dj eq>ls fyiV x;h vkSj cksyh---- vxyh ckj bu rhuksa
‘kSrku dh [kkykvksa dks ogha dkcqy esa NksM+ dj vkÅ¡xhA eSaus mlds gksaBksa dks vius gksaBksa ls lhycan fd;k vkSj mls vius vkxks’k
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eSa vxyh lqcg lc dks cxyku ys dj pyk x;kA cxyku esa iqÙku fe;k¡ gesa Vks;ksVk ds ‘kks&:e ds lkeus NksM+ dj [ksr ds
fy, lkeku [kjhnus ds fy, fudy x;s vkSj ge lc ‘kks&:e ds vUnj pys x;sA vUnj dk gky ns[k dj dkSu dg ldrk Fkk
dh vQxkfuLrku dh fxurh lcls xjhc ns’kksa esa dh tkrh gSA pepekrh gqbZ dbZ xkMf;k¡ lth&/kth ‘kks&:e esa [kM+h gqbZ FkhA
ge rks igys ls gh thi [kjhnus dk eu cuk dj vk;s FksA blh fy, eSa lc dks ySaM Øwtj ds ikl ys x;kA ge lcdks dkyh
ySaM Øwtj ilan vk x;h tks ns[kus etcwr vkSj vkjkenk;d yx jgh FkhA ,d ckj ldhuk ls ckr dh vkSj fQj loZlEefr dh
jk; ys dj eSaus dkyh ySaM Øwtj [kjhn yhA iSls dh vc gesa dksbZ fpUrk ugha FkhA ‘kks&:e dk vdkmUV uEcj ys dj bysDVªksfud
VªkalQj ls iSlk muds vdkmUV esa Myok dj eSaus dqN gh nsj esa viuh igyh xkM+h [kjhn yh FkhA vcdh ckj #[lkj us dgk-
--- nwljh thi ySaM jksoj [kjhn yksA gekjh Dykl esa ,d yM+dh ds ikl ySaM jksoj gSA cl dqN gh nsj esa geus txqvkj ds Mhyj
ds ikl tk dj ,d ckVy xzhu ySaM jksoj [kjhn yhA nksuksa thi [kjhnus ds ckn vc yM+fd;ksa dh [kjhnkjh dk uEcj FkkA eSaus
bl dke dh ckxMksj ldhuk ds gkFk esa ns nhA vxys rhu ?kaVs ldhuk lc dks ys dj ,d nqdku ls nwljh nqdku ?kqek dj iSdV
cuokrh x;hA
lkjh [kjhnkjh djrs gq, ‘kke gks x;h FkhA rc rd iSlk Hkh VªkalQj gks pqdk FkkA vc loky Fkk fd mu xkMf;ksa dks ys
dj xksyk cksykd dSls ys dj tk,¡A eSaus ySaM jksoj vkSj iqÙku fe;k¡ us ySaM Øwtj laHkky yhA gekjh iqjkuh thi dks iqÙku fe;k¡
us vius ,d nksLr ds gokys dh tks gekjs ihNs&ihNs vkmVgkml rd ys dj vk x;kA jkr rd ge lc vkmVgkml ij igq¡p
x;s FksA ,d jkr ogk¡ dkVus ds ckn vxyh lqcg ge lc okfil gosyh dh vksj py fn;s----A
,d eghuk u tkus dSls bruh tYnh fudy x;k fd irk gh ugha pykA gosyh igq¡p dj eSaus jkstj ls Qksu ij fQtk
vkSj thur ds nkf[kys dh ckr dh FkhA mlus Hkh ;gh lykg nh fd dkcqy ds ctk; nq’kkUcs T;knk Bhd jgsxkA dkcqy esa ‘kkfdj
fjtk dh yM+dh ds fy, [krjk Fkk D;ksafd ;gk¡ ds dkQh yksxksa dk iSlk MªXl ds /ka/ks esa Mwc x;k FkkA dqN fnu ds ckn lc dks
ys dj eSa nq’kkUcs pyk x;kA u;h txg ij lcus [kwc eLrh dh vkSj fQtk ds iqjkus cksfMaZx dkuosaV Ldwy esa mldks vkSj thur
dks nkf[kyk fnyok dj ge yksx okfil dqUnqt dh vksj py fn;sA ykSVrs gq, ldhuk vkSj eSa vkmVgkml esa #d x;s FksA rhuksa
cfPp;ksa dks ys dj gqek gosyh pyh x;h FkhA vjs ;g rks crkuk Hkwy x;k fd nq’kkUcs ls ykSVrs gq, eSaus ldhuk vkSj gqek dks thi
pykuk fl[kk fn;k FkkA cl ,d ckj mUgsa [kkyh txg ij ,d ?kaVs thi ds LVh;fjax ij fcBk dj fx;j] dYp vkSj czsd ds ckjs
esa le>k;k vkSj fQj lqulku gkbos ij NksM+ fn;kA ogk¡ ls ykSVrs gq, nksuksa us djhc vk/kk jkLrk [kqn thi dks pykrs gq, r;
fd;k FkkA tc rd ge vius vkmVgkml rd igq¡ps rc rd nksuksa esjs ls csgrj thi pykus yxh FkhA
nks pkj fnu ogk¡ #d dj vius u;s ckx ds fuekZ.k dk;Z dks ns[k dj ge nksuksa okfil gosyh vk x;s FksA bUgha fnuksa esa
ldhuk vkSj gqek esjs brus fudV vk x;h Fkh fd muds fcuk ‘kk;n thus ds ckjs esa lksp Hkh ugha ldrk FkkA nksuksa eneLr ;kSou
dh ngyht ij dne j[k pqdha Fkh vkSj gekjs çsekyki dk dksbZ le; ugha Fkk cl rhuksa cfPp;ksa dh utj cpk dj fpV[kuh
yxk;h vkSj ‘kq: gks x;sA tc ldhuk vkSj cfPp;ksa ds okfil dkcqy tkus dk oä gqvk rc Hkkjh eu ls mudks fonk fd;kA
jkstj vkSj uSUlh gsjkr ls ykSVrs gq, gosyh ls gks dj vius lkFk lc dks ys dj x;s FksA gqek ml fnu ldhuk ls fyiV dj
QwV&QwV dj jks;h FkhA nks pkj fnu rd iwjh gosyh [kkus dks nkSM+rh FkhA

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vkt ldhuk vkSj cfPp;ksa dks x;s gq, rhu fnu gks pqds FksA fiNys nks fnu ls eSa vkmVgkml esa jg jgk Fkk D;ksafd iqÙku
fe;k¡ vkSj mlds vkneh ikuh dkVus ds dke esa yxs gq, FksA bUgha fnuksa eqthcqj ls ckrksa ds nkSjku irk pyk fd jCckuh rks voS/k
gfFk;kjksa dks flQZ b/kj&m/kj fd;k djrk Fkk ysfdu mldh vk¡[kksa ls] cspus okyk vkSj [kjhnus okyk] nksuksa gh vks>y FksA ----
eqthcqj fe;k¡ vxj fdlh dks gfFk;kj cspus gksa rks mldks D;k djuk pkfg,\ ----tukc T;knkrj cspus vkSj [kjhnus dk dke dck;hyh
bykdks esa gksrk gSA eSa rks jCckuh dk eky b/kj ls m/kj djrk FkkA og dg nsrs Fks fd eky ;gk¡ ls mBkvks vkSj ogk¡ igq¡pk nksA
esjk vkt rd fdlh Hkh cspus okys ls ;k [kjhnnkj ls lh/kk lkeuk ugha gqvkA ----eqthcqj rqe bl /kU/ks esa dkQh fnuksa ls Fks eq>s
dksbZ ,slk uke crkvks ftls dqN ekywe gksA vcdh ckj eqthcqj dqN lksp dj cksyk---- tukc eq>s mldk uke rks ekywe ugha gS
ij ‘kDy&lwjr ls og dksbZ phuh fn[krk gSA vkf[kjh ckj tc eSa gfFk;kjksa dks ys dj vk;k Fkk rks jCckuh lkfgc ds lkFk mls
ns[kk FkkA esjk [;ky gS fd ogh vkneh Fkk ftlus og eky fn;k FkkA ----og dgk¡ ij feysxk\ tukc fiNyh ckj rks eSaus mls
jCckuh lkgc ds lkFk rtkd ckMZj ij ns[kk FkkA eq>s yxk fd og Hkh bl [ksy esa vnuk lk I;knk gSA eSaus dgk---- [kSj dksbZ ckr
ugha eqthcqj fe;k¡A vxj dHkh dksbZ voS/k gfFk;kjksa ls Mhy djrs gq, psgjk ;k uke ;kn vk;s rks eq>s crk nhft;sxkA bruk dg
dj eSa iqÙku fe;k¡ dh vksj pyk x;kA ml fnu tYnh dke [kRe djok dj eSa gosyh ykSV x;kA
vHkh dqN fnu igys rd gosyh esa fdruh jkSud FkhA lkjs le; fdlh u fdlh dh vkokt lquk;h iM+ tkrh FkhA vkt
iwjh gosyh esa ‘kkafr lh Nk;h gqbZ FkhA gosyh esa ?kqlrs gh gqek ij utj iM+hA og vius jlksbZ ds dke esa e’kxwy FkhA mlh le;
lyheu jlksbZ ls fudyh vkSj eq>s ns[krs gha cksyh---- vkfej fe;k¡ vk x;sA gqek us flj mBk dj lyheu dh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj
eqM+ dj esjh vksj ns[k esjh vksj rsth ls c<+ dj esjs lhus ls yx x;hA eSa Hkh mlds fny dh gkyr tkurk FkkA gosyh dk lwukiu
mls dkVus dks vkrk FkkA ----vki dy D;ksa ugha vk;sA eSaus vk/kh jkr rd vkidk bartkj fd;kA ----gqek ugj dk ikuh dkVus esa
yxs gq, Fks bl fy, esjk jguk ogk¡ t:jh FkkA cl vc iqÙku fe;k¡ lc laHkky ysaxs---- dgrs gq, eSa mldh dej esa gkFk Mky
dj vius dejs dh vksj pyk fn;kA ----esjk eu ugha yx jgk gSA iwjk fnu dkVuk eqf’dy gks tkrk gSA lyheu Hkh vc eq>s
jlksbZ esa ?kqlus ugha nsrh vkSj ns[krs gha dgrh gS fd gqek chch rqe vkjke ls tkdj cSB tkvksA vc vki gh crkbZ;s fd eSa D;k
d:¡A eSaus ,d ckj mldh vk¡[kksa esa >k¡dk vkSj fQj eqLdqjkrs gq, dgk---- vc eSa vk x;k gw¡ rks rqEgkjs ikl ne ekjus dh QqlZr
ugha feysxhA ,d >Vds ls mldh dej dks idM+ dj vius ls lVk dj mlds gksBksa dks pwe fy;kA og Hkh csy dh rjg eq>ls
fyiV x;hA mÙkstuk ls mldk ftLe eq>ls fpid dj dk¡i jgk FkkA cM+k vthc lk ,glkl gksrk gS fd tc g;k vkSj
dkeksÙkstuk dk Vdjko gksrk gSA ,d vksj HkM+drh gqbZ dkekfXu vkSj nwljh vksj ‘keksZg;k dh u uqdqjA ,slk gh gky dqN gqek
dk Hkh FkkA ,d g¶rs ls T;knk gks x;k Fkk ges ,dkdkj fd;s gq, /khes ls lqyxrh gqbZ vkx dks eSaus vpkud gok ns nh FkhA
mldh lk¡lsa rst gks x;h Fkh vkSj vutkus esa gh og viuh dfVçns’k dks esjs ftLe ij jxM+ jgh FkhA
viuh ckgksa esa tdM+s gq, mlds epyrs gq, ftLe dks ys dj eSa vius dejs esa vk x;kA ----gqek----A ----gw¡----A ----eq>s Hkw[k
yx jgh gS D;k dqN [kkus dks feysxkA vpkud tSls lc dqN #d x;k gks----gqek dh idM+ ,dk,d <hyh iM+ x;h vkSj fQj
/khjs ls vyx gksrh gqbZ cksyh---- lkSjhA eSa mldh vksj ns[k jgk Fkk vkSj og fuxkgsa >qdk;s dqN iy [kM+h jgh vkSj fQj /khjs ls
esjh vksj ns[kkA utjsa pkj gksrs gha esjs psgjs ij ukprh gqbZ eqLdku dks ns[k dj Bqudrs gq, cksyh---- tkbZ, vki cM+s [kjkc gSa----
dg dj viuk psgjk esjs lhus esa fNik fy;kA dqN nsj rd ,sls [kM+s jgus ds ckn cksyh---- vki tk dj gkFk eq¡g /kks yhft, eSa
vkids diM+s fudky nsrh gw¡A eSa mldks NksM+ dj ckFk:e esa ?kql x;k vkSj ‘kkoj ds uhps [kM+k gks x;kA BaMs ikuh dh igyh /kkj
us iwjk ftLe lqUu dj fn;k vkSj fQj irk ugha iwjs cnu esa xehZ vk x;hA iwjs fnu dh /kwy feêh dks /kks dj tc rd eSa ckgj
fudyk rc rd gqek us diM+ksa ds lkFk [kkuk Hkh ltk fn;k FkkA lqcg ls Hkw[kk Fkk vkSj rkSfy;k ck¡/ks gh [kkus ij VwV iM+kA dqN
nsj eSa [kkuk [kRe djds vc nwljh Hkw[k feVkus dk Vkbe vk x;k FkkA
vcdh ckj gqek [kkus dk lkeku ys tkus ds cgkus dejs ds ckgj pyh x;hA eSa mlds ykSVus dh jkg ns[kus cSB x;kA
tc dkQh nsj rd og ugha ykSVh rks esjk ekFkk Budk vkSj mB dj jlksbZ dh vksj py fn;kA ogk¡ ij Hkh dksbZ ugha FkkA gky
esa ns[kk rks gqek ogk¡ ij Hkh ugha FkhA D;k og cqjk eku x;h----;gh lksprs gq, eSa <w¡<rs gq, mlds dejs dh vksj pyk x;kA gqek
vkjke ls vius csM ij ysVh gqbZ FkhA eSa mlds ikl vk dj [kM+k gks x;k vkSj mlds psgjs ij utj MkyhA psgjs ij ogh Hkksykiu]
v/k[kqys gq, ia[kqfM+;ksa ls xqykch gksaB] /khjs ls mBrk&fxjrk mUur lhuk eq>s ckj&ckj viuh vksj vkdf”kZr djrk gqvk yx jgk

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FkkA eSa mlds lkFk ogha ij ysV x;k vkSj viuk ,d gkFk gqek dh dej esa yisV dj mls viuh vksj [khap dj fyiV x;kA
----m----gw¡---- dg dj gqek djoV cny dj fQj lks x;hA bl oä eSa ty jgk Fkk vkSj og eq>s rM+ikus esa yxh gqbZ FkhA
mldh deflu tokuh dh egd us ,d ckj fQj ls eq>s xeZ dj fn;k FkkA eSaus /khjs /khjs gqek dh tka?kksa ij vius gkFk Qsjus
‘kq: fd;sA mlds ryoksa dk jxM+ dj xje fd;k vkSj ikao dh m¡xfy;ksa dks elykA fQj Åij vkrs gq, ?kqVus ls uhps dh Vkaxksa
dks lgykus yxkA esjh bu gjdrksa ls gqek Hkh cspkSu gks jgh Fkh ysfdu og vkjke ls vk¡[ksa can fd;s ysVh jgh vkSj esjh gjdrksa
dk etk ysus yxhA eSa mls xqnxqnkrk jgk vkSj gkSys gkSys gkFkksa ls mldh tk¡?kksa ds jksaxVs [kM+s djus esa yx x;kA gqek vc T;knk
nsj rd lksus dk ukVd ugha dj ldh D;ksafd xqnxqnh mls fgyus&Mqyus dks etcwj dj jgh FkhA
gw¡----vk----g---- vkf[kjdkj vk¡[ksa [kksy dj mlus esjh vksj ns[k dj cksyh---- vkiA ----gqek dh cPph] tkx jgh gks vkSj eSa lksp
jgk Fkk fd eSa cspkjh dks ukgd gh fMlVcZ dj jgk gw¡A eSaus T;knk le; cckZn uk djrs gq, mlds diM+s mrkj dj tehu ij
Qsad fn;s vkSj mlds uXu ftLe dks vius ckgqik’k esa tdM+ fy;kA vkt igyh ckj eSa vius vki ij dkcw ugha j[k ldk FkkA
,slk Hkh ugh Fkk fd gqek ‘kkUrfpÙk ysVh gqbZ FkhA vkx rks nksuksa vksj cjkcj yxh gqbZ Fkh cl ,d nwljs dks rM+ikus esa yxs gq,
FksA vc rd ge nksuksa mÙksftr gks pqds Fks vkSj mrkoys vkSj cspkSu HkhA ‘kekZrh gqbZ gqek dks lh/kk fd;k tks vius gkFk vk¡[kksa ij
ls gVk dj vius Lruksa ij ys vkbZ FkhA eSaus –<+rk ds lkFk mlds nksuksa gkFk cxy esa bl rjg dj fn, ekuks mUgsa ogk¡ ls uk
fgykus dk vkns’k ns fn;k gksA gqek ds ;kSou Hkjs] ekaly] Njgjh vkSj xnjk;h gqbZ igkMf;k¡ cgqr eknd yx jgh FkhA muds f’k[kj
ij vgadkjh ?kqfUM;k¡ eq>s ckj&ckj vkeaf=r Hkh dj jgh Fkh vkSj pqukSrh Hkh ns jgh FkhA eSaus vko ns[kk u rko ,d dks eq¡g esa vkSj
,d dks gkFk esa ys fy;k vkSj lh/kk LoxZ dk vuqHko djus yxkA brus lqMkSy] yphys vkSj mHkjs gq, Fks fd eSa mUgsa Nw dj vkSj
pwl dj Qwyk ugha lek jgk FkkA ,d Hkw[ks cPps dh rjg gqek dh Qwys gq, f’k[kj dy’k pwlus yxk vkSj nwljs dks viuh gFksyh
ls xksy xksy ?kqekus esa yx x;kA ,d Lru ij dM+k çgkj vkSj nwljs ij dksey Li’kZ dk fojks/kkHkkl gqek dks fofLer fd;s gq,
FkkA eSa Hkh vkis ls ckgj gks x;k vkSj tc mlds ,d Lrukxz dks nk¡rksa ds chp nck dj pckus dh dksf’k’k dh---- ÅbZ----ohjA og
lgt Hkko ls esjk flj [khap dj vius nwljs Lru ds ikl ys vkbZA ftl f’k[kj dks eSaus ;kSukos’k esa dkV lk fy;k Fkk mls I;kj
ls lgykus esa yx x;kA
dqN nsj Lruiku djus ds ckn eSaus lh/kk gqek ds yjtrs vkSj jlhys gksaBksa ij vius gksaB j[k fn;sA vc rd esjs gksaBksa
vkSj gkFkksa dh gjdr ls gqek dk ftLe dkQh jksekafpr gks pqdk Fkk vkSj çek.k Lo#i mldh ;ksfu çsejl ls dkQh Hkhx Hkh x;h
FkhA m/kj gqek dh uXu dk;k dks ns[k dj esjs fyaxnso us viuh ‘kkyhurk R;kx dj jkSæ :i /kkj.k dj pqds FksA ----vc eq>ls
#dk ugha tk jgkA gqek ds yjtrs gq, gksaBksa ls ,d BaMh vkg fudy x;h---- v----vkg----A
eSaus viuh maxfy;ksa ls ckyksajfgr ;ksfu dks Nw dj ns[kk fd D;k og lekxe ds fy, iwjh rjg rS;kj gSA blh vk’k; ls
eSaus mRlqdrk ls rirh gqbZ gqek ds uXu ftLe dks vius vkfyaxu esa tdM+ fy;k vkSj mlds gksaBksa dks pwers gq, viuh thHk mlds
eq¡g esa Mky nhA gqek us Hkh eq>dks dl dj idM+ fy;k vkSj esjs eq¡g dk viuh thHk ls eqvk;uk djus yxhA eSaus I;kj ls mlds
iwjs uXu deflu ftLe ij gkFk Qsjk vkSj mldks ihB ds cy fyVkus yxkA ij gqek us uhps >qd dj ukx dh rjg QuQukrs
gq, fyax dks vius eq¡g esa ys fy;kA vHkh eSa blds fy, rS;kj ugha FkkA eSa rks igys ls gh mÙksftr Fkk vkSj Åij ls gqek ds
vkdfLed geys ls esjs fu;a=.k dks >Vdk yxkA esjs yk[k uk pkgus ds ckotwn Hkh ,d&nks feuV esa gh eSa viuk larqyu [kks
cSBkA eSa mlds eq¡g esa oh;ksZRikr ugha djuk pkgrk Fkk blhfy, gqek ds eq¡[k ls fyax fudkyus dk ç;Ru djus yxkA ij tSls fd
gqek dk bjknk dqN vkSj gh Fkk mlus esjs dqdqjeqÙks ls Qwys gq, lqikM+s dks vius gksaBksa esa bl rjg nck fy;k fd og ckgj ugha
vk ik;kA blls esjh O;kdqyrk vkSj Hkh T;knk c<+ xbZ vkSj esjs fyaxnso vkSj Hkh tYnh vkSj osx ds lkFk ohjxfr dks çkIr gksus
yxsA esjk çsejl gqek ds eq¡g esa cjlus yxkA oh;Z dh gj Qqgkj ds lkFk esjk ‘kjhj >d>ksj jgk FkkA dksbZ ikap&N% fipdkfj;ksa
ds ckn eSa vkSj esjk fyax ‘kkar gks x;sA eSaus —rKrk ls gqek dks mBk dj vius oh;Z ls lus gq, gksaBksa dks pwers gq, vius xys ls
yxk fy;kA ge nksuks dqN nsj rd ,sls gh jgs vkSj fQj idM+ <hyh djds fcLrj ij ysV x;sA
gqek ds uXu ftLe dks vius uaxs cnu ls fpidkrs gq, mlds dku esa cqncqnk;k---- gqekA ----gw¡---- eqj>k;s gq, fyaxnso dks
uje gkFkksa ls lgykrs gq,A vc bls nqckjk ls rS;kj djuk iM+sxk D;ksafd bls vkt cgqr t:jh dke djuk gSA vius uje gkFkksa

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ls eqj>k;s gq, fyaxnso esa tku Mkyrs gq, gqek cksyh----;g rks fQj ls rS;kj gksrk fn[k jgk gSA ----gk¡] D;ksa ughaA gqek rqe esjk uke
dHkh ugha ysrh gks ysfdu tc pjeksRd”kZ ij igq¡prh gks rks vius vki esjk uke ysuk ‘kq: dj nsrh gksA og ‘kekZ x;h vkSj esjs
lhus esa viuk psgjk fNik dj cksyh---- th D;k vkidks cqjk yxk\ --------ugha] rqEgkjs eq¡g ls viuk uke lqu dj vPNk yxkA eq>s
bl uke ls ;gk¡ ij flQZ pUn gha yksx cqyk;k djrs FksA vc flQZ ldhuk gh ;g uke ysrh gSA ----ldhuk ckth tc Hkh vkidks
bl uke ls cqykrh Fkh eq>s vPNk yxrk Fkk blfy, esjs tgu esa cl x;k gS---- dgrs gq, gqek us eq>s ihB ds cy fyVk fn;k
vkSj esjs fuEukUxksa dks pkVus yxhA gqek dh ihB esjh rjQ Fkh ftlls tc Hkh og >qdrh rks mlds furac FkksM+k lk [kqy tkrs
vkSj lw;Zeq[kh Qwy fofnr gks tkrkA dHkh dHkh gqek dh tka?kksa ds chp ls mlds fgyrs gq, Lru Hkh fn[k tkrsA gqek dh ekSf[kd
fØ;k vkSj mlds eknd vaxksa ds –’; ls f’kfFky fyax dks ewly cuus esa T;knk nsj ugha yxhA ukS baph gfFk;kj dh vaxM+kbZ dks
ns[k dj og cksyh---- th ;g vius iwjs jax esa vk x;k gSA
----tkuseu] rqEgsa ns[k dj yxrk gS fd---- eSaus gqek dks vius Åij ls gVk dj ihB ds cy fyVk fn;k vkSj Lo;a mlds
Åij Nkrs gq, dgk---- vc rqels Hkh #duk eqf’dy gksxkA fcuk le; xaok, gqek dh ;ksfu ia[kqMf;ksa dks vius fyax&uksd ls jxM+uk
‘kq: fd;kA lkFk gh vius eq¡g ls mlds dls gq, nwf/k;k Vhyksa ij vkØe.k dj fn;kA esjh thHk dk lkeuk mlds Lruksa ij
fojkteku vgadkjh Lrukxzksa ls gqvk tks fdlh ds lkeus ureLrd ugha gksuk pkgrs FksA esjh thHk pksap&leku xqykch f’k[kjksa ds
pkjksa rjQ yiyikus yxhA
----v----vk----g----oh----jA
eSa uhps dh vksj /khjs ls tksj yxkrs gq, gqek ds ;ksfu dikV [kksyus dh ps”Vk dj jgk FkkA gqek us viuh tka?ksa FkksM+h vkSj
[kksy nhaA rurukrk gqvk yky HkHkwdk lqikM+k ;ksfu dh dksiyksa ds Åij gYdk&gYdk okj djus esa yx x;k FkkA gqek ds ‘kjhj
esa Hkh ,d dlko vkrk tk jgk Fkk vkSj mldh ;ksfu ds fuEu gksaBksa ls çsejl QwV pqdk Fkk ftlls mldh ladjh xqQk dk jkLrk
fpduk gks x;k FkkA dqdqjeqÙks leku lqikM+k gqek ds çsejl ls Hkhx dj fpduk gks pqdk Fkk vkSj ,d gYds ls okj ls vk/kk tk
dj vUnj /k¡l x;kA
----th----gk----;-----v----vkáA vkSj pkfg,----\ Iyh----o----ohj----ej tkÅ¡xh----tYnh dqN djks----A
eSaus Hkh r; dj fy;k Fkk fd eSa vc tYnckth esa viuh dVkj dks iwjk ugha ?kksaiwxkA og yxkrkj djhc vk/kk ;k ,d bap
rd ;ksfu ds vUnj dqjsnrk x;k tSls mls ekuks NsM+ jgk FkkA gqek dh ykylk c<+ jgh Fkh vkSj og vtxj :ih fyaxnso dks
tYnh ls mlds fcy esa igq¡pkuk pkgrh FkhA mlus viuh Vkaxs vkSj [kksy nha vkSj esjs NksVs çgkjksa dk tokc vius dwYgs mBk mBk
dj nsus yxh ftlls esjk ruk gqvk fyax T;knk vUnj pyk tk;sA ij eSa mlds ç;klksa dks foQy fd;s tk jgk FkkA cl rhu
bap rd dk ços’k djrk jgk ftlls gqek dh ;ksfu O;kdqy ls O;kdqyrj gksrh pyh tk jgh FkhA
----ohj----vkg----ugha djks----cl----vYykg dle----IyhtA ----esjh tku] ,d ‘krZ gS fd vkt rqEgsa iwjh vQxkuh nqYgu cukuk
gSA gqek ds eq[k ls Hkkofrjsd lhRdkj fudyrs---- eq>s rqEgkjh lc ‘krZ eatjw gS---- vkSj fQj viuh dej dks >Vdk nsrs gq, xquxquk;h-
---vk----g----vk----;A
gqek dh ru dh vkx iwjs tksjksa ij Fkh vkSj vc og fdlh rjg viuh ;ksfu dks esjs gfFk;kj ls yckyc Hkjuk pkgrh FkhA
eSaus viuh ,d Å¡xyh gqek ds vdM+s gq, ;ksfu&eVj ij j[k nh vkSj mldks gYds ls lgykus yxkA esjh m¡xyh ds Li’kZ ls tSls
gqek ds vax&vax esa vkx yx x;h vkSj mÙkstuk esa dlelkus yxhA vc dh ckj eSaus czãkL= NksM+rs gq, viuh rtZuh Å¡xyh dks
eq¡g esa xhyk djds gqek ds ihNs furacksa esa fNis lw;Zeq[kh fNæ dks [kksyrs gq, vUnj Mky dj /khjs /khjs vUnj&ckgj djus yxkA
gqek ds fy;s ;g ,d u;k ,glkl Fkk vkSj og bl gjdr ls flgj mBhA mlds ‘kjhj esa ekndrk dk rwQku mBus yxk vkSj
mlds /kS;Z dk ck¡/k VwVus yxkA og gj gkyr esa fyaxnso dks ewB rd viuh xgjkbZ;ksa esa eglwl djuk pkgrh FkhA mlus vius
dwYgksa dk çgkj c<+k;k vkSj viuh vk¡[kksa ls viuh bPNkiwfrZ dh ekuks Hkh[k lh ekaxus yxhA eSa rks tSls blh ekSds dk bartkj esa
cSBk FkkA eSaus vius vtxj :ih fyax dks iwjk ckgj fudkyk vkSj fQj iwjs osx ls mls tM+ rd gqek dh O;kdqy ;ksfu esa /k¡lk
fn;kA tSls cjlksa ls rirs jsfxLrku dks ckfj’k dh >M+h fey xbZ gks] gqek dh ;ksfu dks Qykax dj lh/ks mlds xHkkZ’k; dk eq[k

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[kksy dj fyaxnso iwjk vUnj tk dj cSB x;sA gqek ds iwjs ftLe esa ,d ejksM+ lh vkbZ vkSj og ,d gh iy esa pjeksRd”kZ dks
U;kSNkoj gks xbZA djhc vk/ks feuV rd mldk ftLe mRd”kZ f’k[kj ls mRiUu >Vdksa dk lkeuk djrk jgk vkSj fQj /khjs ls
vkuan ds lkxj esa Mwc x;kA
----oh----j----v----v----vk----g----gk----;----;----v----Yyk----g----v----vkg;----;----A
vc eSa fuf’pUr gks dj yacs yacs okj djus yxkA gqek ds psgjs ls yx jgk Fkk fd og /kU; gks xbZ Fkh vkSj mlds dldrs
gq, jkse jkse ls esjs fy;s eksgCcr Vid jgh FkhA vc og esjs fy, dqN Hkh djus dks rS;kj FkhA esjs >Vdksa ls esy [kkrs gq, og
vius furac mBk jgh Fkh ftlls fyaxnso T;knk ls T;knk xgjkbZ rd vUnj tk ldsA
----gqek----A ----th----A gqek ls vyx gksrs gq, cksyk---- vkt rqEgsa vQxkuh nqYgu cukuk gSA ----dSls] vkidh nqYgu rks eSa dc
dh cu pqdh gw¡A ----ugha] viuh rtZuh m¡xyh dks vUnj ckgj djrs gq, fn[kkrs gq,---- gj vQxkuh nqYgu bl txg vius ‘kkSgj
dh m¡xyh ugha cfYd vius QuQukrs gq, fyax dks fgyk dj fn[kkrs gq, cksyk----bls dqcwy djrh gSA D;ksa gqek csxe rqEgsa dqcwy
gS\
----th----eSa ej tkÅ¡xhA ----ejs rqEgkjs nq’eu] pyks dksf’k’k dj ds ns[k yks---- dgrs gq, eSaus ikl iM+h gqbZ Øhe dks vius
fyax ij yxkrs gq,---- vius vki dks <hyk NksM+ nks rks ;g vklkuh ls vUnj pyk tk,xkA
eSaus gqek dks djoV fnyk dj mYVk fyVk fn;k vkSj dej idM+ dj furcksa dks mij mBk fn;kA vius rUuk;s gq, Øhe
ls ugk;s gq, fyax dks gqek ds lw;Zeq[kh fNæ ds eq[k ij j[k dj /khjs ls vUnj dh vksj ncko MkykA gqek us flj fgykdj Loh—
fr ns nh vkSj van:uh ekalis’kh <hyh djrs gq, mlus vius furacksa dks ihNs dh vksj <dsykA eSaus mlds dwYgksa dh Å¡pkbZ dks bl
rjg O;ofLFkr fd;k Fkk ftlls esjk fyax vkjke ls fNæ ds eq¡gkus rd igq¡p tk;sA eSaus ,d ckj fQj ls vkxs dh vksj ncko
Mkyk vkSj gqek dk ihNs dh vksj ncko cuk;k] ge nksuksa ds nqrjQk ncko ls yky lqikM+k lw;Zeq[kh fNæ dks [kksy dj vUnj /k¡l
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----vkg----ohj----ej x;h----cgqr nnZ----gk; fudkyks----A ----gqek] vius vki dks <hyk NksM+ nks---- dgrs gq, ncko c<+krs gq, ,d
/kDdk vkxs dh vksj ns ekjk vkSj vk/kk fyax ljd dj vUnj cSB x;kA oh----j----g----gk;----e----j----x----;h----A
viuk fyax vk/kk /k¡lkus ds ckn eSa pqipki gqek ds furacksa dks ,d gkFk ls lgykus esa yx x;k vkSj nwljs gkFk ls mlds
;ksfu&eVj dks NsM+us yxkA dqN nsj #d dj gqek us ihNs dh vksj /kDdk nsuk ‘kq: fd;kA fyaxnso jkLrk [kksyrs gq, FkksM+k vkSj
vUnj pys x;sA vc gqek us ,d ckj viuh xqnk dh van:uh ely dks <hyk djrs gq, tksj ls ihNs dh vksj /kDdk ekjk vkSj
Øhe dh fpdukbZ dh otg ls fyaxnso iwjk vUnj tk dj cSB x;sA
----e----j----x;h----ohj----gk; vYykg----mbZ----v----e----eh----A
esjk fyax vUnj rd Qalk gqvk FkkA lw;Zeq[kh fNæ us viuk f’kdatk fyaxnso ij dluk vkjaHk fd;k----bruh rax fLFkfr
Fkh fd fyaxnso gjdr djus ds yk;d ugha jgsA ij bl fxj¶rkjh esa Hkh eq>s etk vk jgk FkkA vc eSaus /khjs /khjs gjdr djuh
‘kq: dhA igys FkksM+k lk vkSj fQj FkksM+k vkSj fyaxnso vUnj ckgj gksus yxsA fyax ds ?k”kZ.k ls vc gqek dks Hkh etk vk jgk FkkA
mlus Hkh vius vki dks vkxs ihNs djds esjk lkFk nsuk vkjaHk fd;kA vc eSaus Hkh vius okjksa dh j¶rkj vkSj xgjkbZ c<+k;h vkSj
bl vkØe.k ls gqek dks vkSj Hkh etk vkus yxk vkSj mlus Hkh fgpdksys ysus ‘kq: dj fn,A eSaus gqek dh dej dks idM+ dj
viuh rjQ [khap [khap dj LihM c<+k nh tSls ekuks ?kqM+lokjh dj jgk gw¡A FkksM+k >qd dj eSaus vius gkFk esa gqek ds Lru idM+
fy;s vkSj muls [ksyuk vkjaHk fd;kA
vc esjs L[kyu dk le; utnhd vk jgk Fkk vkSj eSaus vius >Vds vkSj yacs dj fn;sA gqek ds deflu ftLe dks eSaus
,d ckt dh Hkk¡fr ncksp j[kk FkkA vkf[kj og {k.k vk gh x;k tc eSa viuh ije dksf’k’k ds ckn Hkh vius pjeksRd”kZ dks vkSj
nsj rd Vky ugha ik;k vkSj eSaus ,d vkf[kjh tksjnkj okj fd;k vkSj vius mcyrs gq, çsejl dks u;h uosyh deflu xqnk esa

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cjlk dj yckyc Hkj fn;kA fQj eSa cgqr nsj rd gqek ds Åij ,sls gh ysVk jgk tc rd esjk r`Ir fyax vius vki xqnk ls
ljd dj ckgj ugha vk x;kA
dqN nsj ds ckn gqek us djoV ys dj esjh vksj eq¡g djds cksyh---- vc le> esa vk;k fd vYcan esa jsgkuk ckth vQxkuh
nqygu dh ckr lqu dj g¡l jgh FkhA ,d ckj esjs tgu esa jsgkuk dk eqLdqjkrk gqvk psgjk ?kwe x;kA rHkh esjs dks vkQ’kk¡ dh
ckr ;kn vk x;h ftlus eq>s bl ‘kCn ds ek;us le>k;s FksA mldk [;ky vkrs gh esjs psgjs ij ,d eqLdku rSj x;hA ----vkidks
D;k gqvk----esjs dku esa gqek ds ‘kCn iM+sA ----ugha eq>s vkQ’kk¡ dh ;kn vk x;hA mlus eq>s igyh ckj vQxkuh nqYgu ls ifjfpr
djk;k FkkA mlus crk;k Fkk fd fudkg ls igys ;gk¡ yM+dh dks igys ls gh vQxkuh nqYgu dh jhr le>k nh tkrh gSA ----rks
D;k vkius mUgsa Hkh viuh vQxkuh nqYgu cuk;k FkkA eSaus flQZ xjnu fgyk dj gkeh Hkjrs gq, gqek ij ,d utj MkyhA mlds
psgjs ij larqf”V dh vkHkk O;kIr Fkh vkSj mldk uXu ftLe ,dkdkj dh xehZ esa ned jgk FkkA
----ohj----vkt vkius eq>s viuh vQxkuh nqYgu rks cuk fy;k ysfdu vki Hkh vc ,d vQxku cu x;s gksA
fdruh lPpkbZ Fkh mldh eklwe lh ckr esaA fiNys dqN eghuksa esa eSaus viuk tUetkr Lo:i fcYdqy myV fn;k Fkk
vkSj bl u;s ekgkSy esa <y dj ,d vQxku cu x;k FkkA eSaus I;kj ls gqek dks vius ckgqik’k esa ck¡/k fy;k vkSj mlds dku esa
cqncqnk;k---- gk¡ gqek rqe lgh dg jgh gks fd vkt ls rqe vQxkuh nqYgu ugha cfYd rqe ,d vQxku dh nqYgu gksA

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pkj fnu gqek ds lkFk fcrk;s gq, fnu ;knxkj FksA bUgha fnuksa esa gqek esjs brus fudV vk x;h Fkh fd mlds fcuk ‘kk;n thus
ds ckjs esa lksp Hkh ugha ldrk FkkA og eneLr ;kSou dh ngyht ij dne j[k pqdh Fkh vkSj gekjs çsekyki dk dksbZ le; ugha
FkkA mudks x;s ,d eghus ls T;knk gks x;k gSA vkt csM ij igyh ckj muds tkus ds ckn gqek ds lkFk ,dkdkj djus ds ckn
uhan ugha vk;h FkhA ge nksuksa vylk;s ls uXu gks dj csM ij iM+s gq, viuh&viuh lksp esa xqe FksA iqÙku fe;k¡ dks ckx dk
dke gokys djds eSa vius [ksrksa ds çfr iwjh rjg ls fuf’par gks x;k FkkA muds dkQh lkFkh vius ifjokj ds lkFk ges’kk ds
fy, ogha ij vk dj cl x;s FksA fQjkst esjs fnekx esa dgha u dgha cSBk gqvk Fkk vkSj ,sls gh [kkyh {k.kksa esa esjs ekul iVy
ij Nk tk;k djrk FkkA vkt Hkh gqek ds uXu ftLe dks viuh ckgksa esa fy, eSa fQjkst ds ckjs esa lksp jgk FkkA
da/kkj ls ykSVrs gq, eSaus tehj vkSj mlds lkfFk;ksa dks fQjkst ds ckjs esa tkudkjh ,df=r djus dks dgk FkkA nks eghus
ls T;knk gks x;s Fks ysfdu esjs ikl mudh vksj ls dksbZ [kcj ugha vk;h FkhA T;knkrj MªXl ds cM+s Bsdsnkj jCckuh] cqjkZuh vkSj
‘kfdj fjtk bl oä gekjs dCts esa FksA mUgha dh fu’kkunsgh ij vejhdu QkSt us u tkus fdrus [ksrksa esa [kM+h gqbZ vQhe dh
Qly dks u”V dj fn;k FkkA [kkeSuh vkSj eLrku HkkbZ tSls cM+s [kjhnkj viuk dke lesV pqds FksA bl bykds esa MªXl dk usVodZ
u”V dj nsus ds ckn vc jkstj ds fu’kkus ij voS/k gfFk;kj ds /ka/ks esa yxs gq, yksx FksA fQjkst uke dh ,d dM+h tks gekjs gkFk
yxh Fkh og gekjh vk¡[kksa esa /kwy >ksadus esa dke;kc gks x;k FkkA lbZn gkfQt vkSj eqUuoj [kku uke ds rkfyckuh vkrad dh
viuh yM+kbZ vc ikfdLrku ls pyk jgs FksA cgqr ls NksVs&NksVs ftgknh ny ikfdLrkuh QkSt vkSj vkbZ,lvkbZ dh laj{k.k esa
ikd&vQxku ckMZj ds nksuksa rjQ ls Tok;aV QkslsZt dks ijs’kku dj jgs FksA
dkSu mUgsa vR;k/kqfud gfFk;kj ns jgk Fkk\ dkSu lk ny bu lc ftgknh nyksa dk dsUæ Fkk\ bl igsyh dks Hkh lqy>kus
dh ftEesnkjh jkstj us eq> ij Mky j[kh FkhA fiNyh yM+kbZ esa esjs ik¡p vknfe;ksa dh tku pyh x;h FkhA MªXl dh yM+kbZ esa xSj
eqYdh ljdkjsa ihNs ls yM+ jgh Fkh ysfdu vc voS/k gfFk;kjksa dh yM+kbZ esa eq>s ;dhu Fkk fd dqN ljdkjksa dk lh/kk gkFk FkkA
udyh Mkyj us ,d u;k vk;ke bl igsyh esa tksM+ fn;k FkkA bUgha igsfy;ksa ds rkj tksM+rs gq, esjh maxfy;k¡ cs/;kuh esa gqek ds
uXu ftLe ds dVkoksa dks uki jgh Fkh fd vpkud esjs Qksu dh ?kaVh cthA cgqr fnuksa ds ckn ogh tkuh igpkuh vkokt lqu
dj ge nksuksa pkSad dj cSB x;sA
eSa tYnh ls csM ls mrj dj Qksu dh vksj yidk vkSj mBk;k---- gSyksA ----lj eSa tehj cksy jgk gw¡A fiNys ,d eghus ls
ge xqjst eqgEEn dk ihNk dj jgs FksA ----dkSu xqjst eqgEEn\ ----lj ogh uk;c goynkj tks fQjkst cu dj ge ls feyk FkkA --
--vPNk] gk¡ rks D;k gqvk\ ----lj vkt fdlh us xqjst eqgEEn dks gykd dj fn;k gSA vkt gekjs lkeus ,d vQxkuh ;qxy mlds
dejs esa x;k Fkk ysfdu tc dkQh nsj gks x;h vkSj og ckgj ugha fudyk rks gksVy ds ,d vkneh dks ys dj ge dejs ds vUnj
ns[kus ds fy, x;s FksA og ;qxy rks ogk¡ ugha feyk ysfdu xqjst eqgEEn dh yk’k csM ds uhps iM+h gqbZ feyhA ----tehj rqe dgk¡
ij gks bl oä\ ----lj bl oä eSa jkofYiUMh ds b’kQkd gksVy ds dejs ls cksy jgk gw¡A vkidks bl oä Qksu djus dk dkj.k
gS fd mlds dejs esa eq>s MfLV~cu esa dqN dkxt feys gSA ,d dkxt ij jkstj lkfgc ds psgjs dk Ldsp cukus dh dksf’k’k dh
x;h gSA lj esjs fy, D;k fgnk;r gSA ----tehj rqe blh oä bl :e dks NksM+ nks vkSj ml ;qxy ds ckjs esa irk djus dh
dksf’k’k djksA eSa vHkh jkstj ls ckr djds rqEgsa dky djrk gw¡A bruk dg dj eSaus Qksu dkV fn;k vkSj jkstj ls ckr djus ds
fy, mls Qksu feyk;kA

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gkykr ds Hkaoj esa nqckjk ls Q¡lus dk le; vk x;k FkkA jkstj ds uke dk eryc Fkk fd vc muds jsMkj ij esjk Hkh
psgjk vk x;k FkkA vHkh rd esjk vkeuk&lkeuk flQZ xqjst eqgEen ls gqvk FkkA eq>s ;dhu Fkk fd jkstj vkSj esjk fyad feykus
dh dksf’k’k dh x;h FkhA
----jkstjA ----gk¡ vkfej cksyksA eSa bl oä ehfVax esa gw¡A ----jkstj bV bt vtsZUV Ýh ;qvj lsYQ ,UM dky cSd---- dg dj
eSaus Qksu dkV fn;kA eSaus eqM+ dj ns[kk rks gqek esjh vksj ns[k jgh FkhA mlds vk[kksa esa >k¡drs gq, eSaus dgk---- gqek yxrk gS oä
dk ifg;k pyuk ‘kq: gks x;k gSA mlds eklwe psgjs ij ,d ckj fQj ls Hk; ds ckny Nk x;s FksA eSa /khes dneksa ls pyrs gq,
mldh vksj c<+k vkSj mlds ikl tk dj flj >qdk dj cSB x;kA ,d ckj ?kVukvksa Øe ‘kq: gks x;k rks fQj rc rd #duk
ukeqefdu Fkk tc rd ;k rks ?kVukvksa dk Øe [kRe gks tk, vkSj ;k esjh bgyhyk lekIr gks tk,A igys esjs fy, nks eqf’dysa
Fkh fd iSlksa ds fcuk bu lc dk D;k gksxk vkSj D;k ldhuk iwjs ifjokj dh vdsys ftEesnkjh laHkky ldsxhA vkt eSaus nksuksa
eqf’dyksa dks gy dj fy;k FkkA esjs ikl iSlksa dh dksbZ deh ugha Fkh vkSj eq>s fo’okl gks x;k Fkk fd ldhuk vkSj gqek fey dj
iwjs ifjokj dh ns[kHkky dj ldsaxhA
vHkh eSa lksp gh jgk Fkk fd ,d ckj fQj ls Qksu dh ?kaVh us esjs /;kuHkax fd;kA ----gSyks jkstjA ----vkfej cksyks vc eSa
ehfVax NksM+ dj ckFk:e esa vk x;k gw¡A ----jkstj rqe bl oä dgk¡ gks\ ----eSa bl oä bLykekckn esa ljdkjh nkSjs ij vk;k gw¡
vkSj ijlksa ;gk¡ ls dkcqy ds fy, fudyw¡xkA ----jkstj irk ugha fd ;g txg fdruh lsQ gS ysfdu flQZ esjh ckr lquks vkSj dksbZ
tokc nsus dh dksf’k’k u djukA rqEgkjh tku [krjs esa gSA rqe vkt gh okfil dkcqy pys tkvksA ----vkfej----A ----dqN u cksyukA
vkt rqEgkjh rLohj dh igpku dh x;h gSA eq>s ‘kd gS fd ;g vkbZ,lvkbZ vkSj vy dk;nk dh dksbZ lkft’k gSA eSa pkgrk gw¡
fd rqe dksbZ cgkuk djds vkt jkr dks okfil dkcqy igq¡p tkvksA eSa Hkh ;gk¡ ls py jgk gw¡ tYnh gh eSa rqEgsa dkcqy esa feywaxkA
bruk dg dj eSaus Qksu dkV fn;kA
----vki vHkh tk jgs gks\ #vk¡lh gks dj gqek mB dj cSB x;hA vkt Hkh mlds psgjs ij ogh igys tSlh fpark dh ydhjsa
mHkj vk;h FkhA eSaus ,d ckj mlds dk¡irs gq, uXu ftLe ij utj Mkyh rks eq>s vkt fQj ogh etkjs&’kjhQ dh igyh jkr
;kn vk x;h vkSj esjh /kefu;ksa esa jä dk ncko c<+ x;kA blls igys og dqN cksy ikrh eSaus mls viuh ck¡gksa esa fy;k---- tkuseu
tks gksuk gS og gks dj jgsxk rks fQj ge bl glhu ekSds dks ;w¡gh csdkj fpark esa xaokus ugha ns ldrs---- vkSj ,d ckj fQj ls
mlds deflu tok¡ ftLe dh vkx dks viuh eksgCcr ds ‘kksyksa ls HkM+dkus esa yx x;kA dqN gh nsj esa ,d ckj fQj ls esjs
dejs esa Hkwpky vk x;k vkSj ge nksuksa viuh ftLekuh I;kl dks cq>kus esa yx x;sA

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jkoyfiUMh dh xfy;ksa es viuh tku cpkrk gqvk eS ,d can nqdku ds r[r ds uhps fNi x;k FkkA esjs ihNs bl oä pkj [kwuh
nfjans yxs gq, FksA esjs vpkud xyh es eqM+us ds dkj.k ls dqN {k.kksa ds fy, eS mudh utj ls vks>y gks x;k FkkA va/kdkj dk
ykHk mBk dj eS r[r ds uhps fNi x;kA pkjksa nfjans Hkkxrs gq, xyh es nkf[ky gq, ysfdu fcuk #ds gh eq>s <w¡<rs gq, vkxs c<+
x;sA eSus viuh iSaV dh tsc es ls fiLrkSy fudkyh vkSj gksyLVj ds psEcj ij utj Mkyh rks mlds lkjs [kkus [kkyh fn[kk;h
fn;sA
vkt ds vkçs’ku ds ckjs es flQZ pUn yksx gh tkurs FksA teky crkyoh us eq>s tkyh djsUlh dh fçfUVax çsl dh [kcj
nh FkhA vkt ds çksxzke dks eSus tehj] vCckl vkSj Vke ds lkFk cSB dj cuk;k FkkA vk;’kk Hkh ml oä ogha Fkh ysfdu D;k
mlus esjs lkFk fo’okl?kkr fd;k Fkk\ vHkh ;g lc lkspus dk esjs ikl le; ugha FkkA fiNys dqN fnuksa ls eS vkSj esjs lkFkh
bl bykds ij utj j[k jgs FksA vkt rd geus ,d ckj Hkh e’khuxu ls ySl thi bl bykds es ugha fn[kkbZ nh FkhA ,slh thi
eSus vf/kdk¡’k vQ+xkfuLrku es rkfyckfu;ksa ds ikl t:j ns[kh Fkh ysfdu oSlh thi vkt ;gk¡ vpkud dgk¡ ls vk x;h Fkh\
esjs [;ky ls bl eqBHksM+ es muds dqN vkneh ekjs x;s Fks ysfdu esjh isV es xksyh yx x;h FkhA cM+h eqf’dy ls viuh tku
cpk dj muds ?ksjs dks rksM+ dj fudy dj Hkkxk FkkA esjh iSaV [kwu ls yky gks pqdh Fkh vkSj vc /khjs&/khjs esjh ‘kfä {kh.k gksrh
yx jgh FkhA r[r ds uhps ysVs&ysVs dqN iyksa ds fy, ,d ckj esjh vk¡[kksa ds vkxs va/ksjk Nk x;k FkkA
rHkh fdlh ds dneksa dh vkgV esjs dkuksa es iM+hA eS ,d ckj fQj ls lk¡l jksd dj cSB x;kA----
ohj dSls jkoyfiUMh igq¡p x;k\ vk;’kk dkSu Fkh vkSj D;k jkstj rkfycku ds gkFkksa }kjk ekjk x;k\ fQjkst+ dk D;k gqvk\
D;k ohj rkfycku ds bl okj ls cp ik,xk\ chgw dk vkf[kj D;k gqvk\ ldhuk] fQtk vkSj thur D;k fQj dHkh ohj ls fey
ldh\ vkSj pk¡nuh dh D;k lkft’k FkhA ,slh cgqr lkjh igsfy;ksa dks lqy>kus ds fy, if<+;s---- rkfycku

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